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"This is dumb. "
'Hm? What is? '
"This! "
"This is absurd! "
'Meditating? '
"Yeah yeah whatever this shit is called, medi-whatcha ma call it! "
'Meditating. '
"Not my point! "
"This whole-"
"Sitting here and doing nothing, you said we'd 'train', you agreed to it! "
'We are training, are we not? '
"Sitting on the ground in silence, not moving a muscle is not training! "
'It is simply a different type of training. '
'Training for the mind, not for the body. '
"UGH-"
'You should give it an actual try, you seem to need it quite a bit. '
"Blah blah blah, this whole thing is just a bunch of nonsense! "
'Ban Hammer, I would appreciate it if you didn't make a fuss or throw a tantrum over it. '
'You agreed to training with me, but never specified how. '
"*grumbling*"
'Give it a try, really. '
'I find that it might help ease your mind and troubles. '
"Pshh, fine, but just this once. "
"I'm never doing this stupid thing ever again you hear? "
'Mmm. '
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"(No matter how hard I try, I can't focus, not one bit.) "
"(This is infuriating! Absurd!) "
"(I miss those days where I wasn't hopeless.) "
"(I am a demigod! Yet no matter how hard I try, I can't seem to get you off my damn mind.) "
"(Love is a pathetic and useless want and need only mortals have.) "
"(So why am I acting just like one? Why am I acting like what you are? A mortal.) "
"(I miss when I wasn't hung up on your every word, the way you say my name and the way you seem to glance at me, even for just a moment.) "
"(You're a bug that I just can't squish, an itch I can't scratch, a memory I can't erase, a painting I can't burn and a mirror I can't shatter.) "
"(....I hate you mortal.) "
"(I hate how you make me feel like a mortal too.) "