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1. Unlucky Thirteen by SageSapling for PARAPHILIAPARANOIA

   Fandoms: Paradox Live (Albums)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Other
   • Complete Work

   13 May 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Misuji Kantaro/Reader
   • Misuji Kantaro
   • Reader
   • Self-Harm
   • THIS ENTIRE FIC IS BASED AROUND SELF HARM
   • No Sex
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Cutting
   • Punishment
   • Kantaro uses a pastel box cutter
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Mental Anguish
   • Probably ooc
   • Don't Like Don't Read
   • Psychological Torture
   • Torture
   • Blood and Injury
   • Kantaro doesn’t get cut in this it’s just reader
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Scars
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • honestly if you have a personal problem with self harm just run
   • the way scars and self harm are talked about here are evil
   • this entire fic is evil I am warning you
   • traumatize your boyfriend so he stops cutting himself
   • Don't Try This At Home
   • its all in his bed and it does stain the sheets
   • just pretend the rest of VISTY isn’t home
   • I don’t know how reader is close to Kantaro just roll with it
   • you can also imagine reader as a character but it will be ooc anyway
   • POV Third Person
   • They/Them Pronouns for Reader-Insert
   • Gender-Neutral Reader-Insert
   • Abusive Relationships
   • Reader is a bad person
   • so much thighs
   • Not Beta Read
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • EDITED 5.19.25

   Summary

   He squeezes his eyes shut, trying to block out the sight of their face, their accusing eyes. Instead, he pictures himself, sees the scars etched into his own skin, the pain he's inflicted upon himself for so long. And with a harsh, jagged motion, Kantaro drags the blade across their thigh, not gently, not hesitantly, but with the same brutal force he's always used on himself.

   —

   Reader made an agreement with Kantaro that the next time he cuts himself, he will have to cut them as well as punishment. Kantaro slips up and ends up cutting himself before the events of the fic, and reader finds out about him hiding a box cutter under his mattress, so they go to confront him. Now they have to suffer thirteen cuts at Kantaro’s hands in order to make things even and ensure he will think before he ever gets close to doing that again.

   Kantaro gets traumatized by this process, as planned! 👍

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   English

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