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August 22, 20XX
My therapist has been urging me to keep a journal. She insists it’ll help calm my mind, but I doubt it. I don’t really have a choice though, I think. She’s stubborn. I don’t really like her. But, she’s all I can afford right now, so I suppose it’s better than nothing.
It’s been a week since c00lkidd went missing. And, frankly, I’ve been an absolute mess.
He just… disappeared one day. I don’t understand how or why. One day, I went to wake him up, and he was just gone.
The most logical conclusion I can come to is that he just ran away. If that is what happened, I’d understand why. I was never a good father to him. I tried my best, really, but I just wasn’t able to give him a good life.
I deserve this.