Chapter 1: Opening Night
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The start of the NBA regular season had a sound.
It wasn't the roar of the crowd—though that was part of it. It was something quieter, something closer. The echo of sneakers on hardwood, the low rumble of pregame hype tracks bouncing off the walls of State Farm Arena, the zip of velcro as players adjusted sleeves, braces, wraps.
Theresa Young knew the sound by heart.
She stood just off the court, behind the bench, arms crossed over her chest and eyes scanning the energy around her. Her badge caught a bit of light from the overheads. It swung softly with every shift of her weight, clipped to the front of a cropped Hawks windbreaker she didn't think twice about putting on.
This was home.
Not the spotlight. Not the headlines. But the space behind them—the machinery of game nights, the rhythm of schedules, the people who knew how to be invisible while everything around them stayed loud.
She'd been here since she was a kid. First in the stands. Then backstage. Then on lists. Now in roles. She worked across digital content, handled social integrations, consulted with the comms team, and floated wherever she was needed—especially when it came to Trae.
The court glowed beneath her, polished and perfect. Warmups were in full swing, the team stretching, shooting, bouncing energy off each other like static. Her brother was already on the floor, shooting through pregame warmups with the same loose focus he always had. His hoodie was still on, sleeves pushed up. He hadn't gotten serious yet. But he would.
Theresa watched him knock down three in a row before she finally let herself breathe. She smiled as Trae jogged past, nodding once in her direction without needing to say anything. They had their own shorthand. Always had. And it didn't take much to say I see you. Glad you're here.
It was opening night. There was always a little buzz in her chest—part nerves, part pride. But it never lasted long. Not when the game started.
"Big energy tonight," someone said behind her.
She didn't turn around. She didn't have to.
"Always is," she replied.
Jalen Johnson stepped up beside her, smelling like fresh laundry and that cologne he always wore—subtle, expensive, almost sweet. He was still in warmups, bouncing lightly on his toes, a towel slung around his neck. His voice was low, easy. His eyes followed the movement on the court, but his body was leaned slightly toward her.
"You look serious," he said.
"I'm working."
"You're standing."
"Same thing."
He grinned, teeth flashing just slightly. "You gonna wish me luck, or...?"
She looked at him. Just once. Just enough. "Don't miss layups."
He laughed. "Cold."
"I'm supportive. In my own way."
"I like your way."
She shook her head, amused. This was their rhythm—dry, unspoken, maybe a little too comfortable. He bumped her arm with his lightly before jogging toward the bench, leaving her with the scent of whatever he'd sprayed on and the echo of his voice still hanging in her ear.
The anthem played. The lights dropped. And when the arena erupted, she felt it all over again—that spark in her chest, the one that came from being here.
Not because of the fame. Not even because of Trae.
But because basketball was in her blood.
She made her way to her usual spot—second row behind the bench, close enough to catch the echo of sneakers on hardwood and the under-the-breath trash talk that didn't make it onto the broadcast.
The introductions hit hard, as always.
The arena pulsed with bass, lights flashing in sync with the music, fans on their feet like they were waiting for something more than just a basketball game.
Theresa barely looked up when the Hawks starters were announced. She didn't need to. She knew every name, every movement, every moment before it happened.
Trae's name got the loudest cheer, as it always did. His signature wave to the crowd, the walk to center court, the half-smile that barely reached his eyes—that was all familiar.
He'd never say it, but she could tell how much weight opening night carried for him. How every year he shouldered more expectations, more pressure, more eyes.
But he never showed it when it counted.
The game tipped off clean. Atlanta controlled early. Trae moved like he'd never left the floor from last season, directing traffic with his eyes, his shoulders, his wrists. Smooth. Efficient.
Theresa watched him like she always did—analytical, proud, a little protective.
The first timeout came fast, and she stood without thinking, slipping behind the bench with a water bottle in hand for one of the assistants. She didn't have to do that anymore, not really, but old habits didn't die easily. Especially not here.
Jalen dropped onto the bench near Trae, towel draped over his neck, breath even, eyes scanning the scoreboard.
And when Theresa passed behind him on her way back to her seat, his fingers brushed her hip just lightly—like it was nothing. She didn't stop walking. Didn't look back or say anything. But she noticed.
The game stayed tight. The opponent wasn't a throwaway team. They weren't the Wizards, but they weren't soft either. A lot of ball movement. Pressure on the perimeter. A few dumb turnovers on Atlanta's side.
Trae sunk a three just before the shot clock expired, the crowd exploding around them. Theresa clapped, calm but proud. She never cheered the loudest, but he always knew she was there. That mattered more.
At halftime, Theresa slipped out of the bowl and into the tunnel, answering a couple texts and confirming content deliverables for the team's social lead. Nothing urgent. Nothing unexpected.
Serena texted her twice.
Serena: You better be courtside with that blazer.
Serena: Tell Jalen to hit his free throws pls.
Theresa didn't reply. But her lips curved just barely.
When she returned to the arena, the energy had shifted. The third quarter was starting to crackle. Both benches louder. Coaches barking more. Fans standing longer.
She sat again—tension low in her shoulders, but never gone.
Jalen had picked up speed. He was quick tonight. Confident. Maybe it was opening night adrenaline. Maybe it was something else.
When he hit a contested three from the corner, the crowd surged to its feet. And his eyes found Theresa's for just half a second. He didn't smile. Didn't gesture. But the look was there. Like he wanted her to have seen it.
She had. She didn't react. But he knew.
The game moved fast. The team looked sharp. There were still wrinkles to iron out, but it was a strong start—and the crowd knew it. When the fourth quarter came, everyone was on their feet, energy electric.
Theresa stayed seated. She didn't need to stand to feel the pulse of the court. It was already under her skin.
The final five minutes moved like they were stuck in quicksand.
Every possession felt heavier. Every shot came with a roar or a groan. The lead flipped twice before Atlanta locked back in with a full-court press and a run that snapped the tension in the arena like a rubber band.
Trae took over with under three minutes to go—quick pull-up from deep, a drive that drew two defenders and left the lane wide open for a dish to Jalen, who finished clean at the rim.
The bench erupted. So did the crowd.
Theresa didn't move. Just watched.
She knew what Trae looked like when he flipped the switch. She could see it in his shoulders, in the way he moved without hesitation, like the game had slowed down for him and him alone. She wasn't surprised when he iced it with a step-back three on the next trip down the floor. That was just what he did.
After the final buzzer, the Hawks walked away with the win. Nothing flashy. Just clean, smart basketball—the kind of start that set the tone for everything to come.
The scoreboard glowed red and clean: ATL 112 - BKN 105
Opening night: won.
She stood when the bench cleared.
High fives. Towels tossed. Shoulder slaps all around.
She didn't push toward the tunnel right away. She waited. Watched.
Jalen dapped up the other team, pulled off his jersey halfway, and ran a towel through his curls. He looked up once, scanning the stands like he was trying to catch someone's eye.
It might've been hers. She wasn't sure.
Trae jogged off court and into the tunnel with a few players behind him, already shaking his head at something one of the coaches said.
Theresa followed a beat later, slipping into the familiar postgame chaos like it was muscle memory—clipboards, camera flashes, the soft buzz of interviews starting just outside the locker room.
She leaned against the wall near the back door, phone in hand, answering a message from one of the team's digital guys.
"Quiet back there," a voice said beside her.
She glanced up. Jalen.
He was still in half-uniform, towel slung around his shoulders, expression relaxed.
"You get your win," she said.
He nodded. "You see that corner three?"
"I'm not blind."
He smiled. "Didn't say you were."
The look between them lingered—short, nothing heavy.
From down the hall, someone called out his name—trainer probably. Jalen gave her a final look before jogging off.
She didn't follow. Didn't move. She waited a little longer. Then tucked her phone away and headed toward the locker room. Trae would want to see her. And she wanted to make sure he was good—even if she already knew he was.
The locker room smelled like sweat, disinfectant, and something vaguely citrusy from the team's new postgame spray. Not unpleasant—just familiar.
Theresa slipped inside without knocking. She didn't have to. Most of the players barely looked up. She was part of the routine, just like tape, towels, and postgame stats.
Trae was still in his uniform, though his jersey was tossed on the bench next to him. He was leaned forward, elbows on his knees, scrolling through something on his phone.
"Don't say it," he muttered as soon as he noticed her.
"I didn't say anything."
"You were about to."
"I was going to say 'good game,' but now I'm reconsidering."
Trae grinned without looking up. "You always wait until I win to be nice."
"You always wait until the fourth quarter to show up."
He looked over at her then, fully. "Still here, though."
"Barely."
"Still counts."
She smiled, just barely. Crossed her arms and leaned against the nearest wall.
"Seriously, though," she said, softer. "You looked sharp."
He nodded once. "Felt good. First ones always weird. Everyone's too keyed up."
"You didn't look keyed up."
"Didn't want to give you the satisfaction."
Theresa rolled her eyes. "You're welcome."
There was a pause then. Comfortable.
Trae looked back down at his phone. "You going to the team thing later?"
"Depends."
"On what?"
"Whether I want to sit through two hours of guys quoting themselves and eating wings like they invented seasoning."
He laughed. "That's a yes."
Theresa shrugged. "We'll see."
"Bring Serena. They like her more than they like you."
"She tips better."
"You don't tip at team events."
"She still does."
He shook his head, but the smile lingered.
Theresa stayed for another few minutes, long enough to see him settle, to make sure the trainers weren't swarming him for anything other than routine. Then she dipped out quietly. No announcement. No goodbyes. Just the usual path out of the arena, hoodie pulled up, bag over her shoulder, head down against the cool night air.
The postgame buzz hadn't worn off yet.
Even an hour later, the team hang had that low hum of energy—music low, food stacked high, players spread out across the space like they were still on the court, half trash talk, half celebration. It wasn't a formal event. More like a ritual. Wings, drinks, replay highlights on loop, and the occasional toast that never made it more than halfway through before someone cracked a joke.
Theresa stepped inside without much fanfare, Serena at her side, both of them ditching their coats near the front and sliding into the rhythm of the night.
"Alright, alright," Serena said, eyeing the spread. "This is what I came for. Don't talk to me unless it's about lemon pepper or honey hot."
Theresa smiled. "Trae said you're more liked than I am."
"Because I am. You're mean to them."
"They're grown men."
"They're sensitive."
Serena peeled off toward the food, already waving to a couple players on the way. Theresa hung back for a second. The room was bright but relaxed, players dressed down in hoodies, joggers, chains. Coaches lingered by the bar. A few girlfriends and family members were scattered throughout. It was loud, but not chaotic.
Jalen was across the room. Different hoodie. Same towel around his shoulders like he hadn't noticed it was still there. He was leaning against the wall, drink in hand, laughing at something someone said. He looked relaxed. Confident in that way that never really turned off. He didn't see her yet.
Theresa slipped toward a quieter corner of the room, just outside the halo of the main group. She wasn't trying to avoid him—not really. But she didn't want to hover either.
Trae passed her on his way toward the drinks table. "You came."
"I owed you one."
"You owe me a lot of things," he called over his shoulder.
She rolled her eyes and grabbed a ginger ale.
For a while, she just observed. The guys were loud—predictably. Someone was reliving a missed dunk like it was a war story. Another was playing DJ, skipping songs too early. Coaches were arguing about football. It was the same as always, which made it easy to disappear into.
Until Jalen broke from the group and made his way over.
"You're really not gonna say anything about that pass I dropped to Dee in the third?"
Theresa didn't look up from her drink. "Did it go in?"
"Obviously."
"Then I don't care."
He chuckled. "Tough crowd."
She glanced at him then—quick, unreadable. "You were good tonight."
"You say that like it hurts."
"A little."
Jalen leaned beside her, one shoulder brushing the wall, just close enough that she could feel the warmth of him. Not touching. But aware.
"You bring Serena to protect you?" he asked.
"She's here for the wings."
"Smart."
They didn't say anything for a beat. The sounds of the party carried on around them, muffled just slightly by the corner they'd found.
"You know," he said, low, "I didn't expect you to come."
"Why not?"
"You don't usually show unless Trae asks."
She shrugged. "He did."
"But that's not why you came."
She didn't answer. She didn't look at him either.
He waited. Then said, almost gently, "I like having you here."
That made her turn. Just slightly. Just enough to see if he meant it.
But by then, he was already pushing off the wall, stepping back into the fray with a wink and a throwaway: "Don't go ghost on me."
Theresa watched him go, expression unreadable. He blended back into the room, sliding into a conversation like nothing had just passed between them.
That was the thing about Jalen—he had a way of leaving you thinking about something he'd already stopped thinking about.
Theresa stayed in her corner, drink in hand, heartbeat steady. Maybe too steady.
"You good?" Serena appeared with a plate stacked dangerously high and an arched brow that said she'd noticed everything.
"Yeah."
"Uh huh." She leaned against the wall beside her. "You and Jalen doing your little almost-a-thing again?"
Theresa didn't answer.
Serena popped a wing in her mouth, chewed, then spoke with her mouth half-full. "You know you're too smart for that, right?"
Theresa's eyes didn't move. "For what?"
"That whole... slow-motion, barely-there, friends-but-not-really, I-saw-you-look-at-me-so-I-might-text-you vibe y'all do."
"It's not like that."
Serena gave her a look.
Theresa exhaled. "Okay. Sometimes it's like that."
"Girl."
"It's not serious."
"Exactly my point."
Theresa didn't say anything. Didn't have to. Serena bumped her shoulder lightly.
"You want it to be, though."
Theresa looked away. That was enough of an answer.
Serena didn't push. She just finished her wing, wiped her fingers, and nudged Theresa's arm with her elbow.
"I like you better when you're delusional over NBA boys with actual intentions."
"Wow."
"I'm just saying."
Theresa cracked a smile despite herself. "You're a menace."
"You're lucky I'm pretty."
A few minutes passed in easy silence. The team crowd was starting to thin a little—some of the guys dipping early, others settling into the kind of late-night pacing that meant it'd be hours before they left. Theresa finished her drink, set the cup down on a nearby ledge.
She didn't know why she stayed longer. She wasn't waiting for anything. Wasn't hoping. But when Jalen glanced over again, when his eyes caught hers for a fraction of a second longer than necessary—she felt that little pulse again.
Eventually, the party started to lose its edge.
The music dipped. Conversations mellowed. A few players peeled off, tossing casual goodbyes over their shoulders. The energy was still there, but it had settled into something softer—familiar and forgettable.
Serena had dipped twenty minutes ago with a dramatic yawn and a kiss on the cheek. Trae had vanished not long after, pulled into some postgame recovery schedule he swore he hated but never skipped.
Theresa stayed a little longer than she meant to. She could've left. Probably should've. But she stood in the corner for a while, watching the room wind down, letting the weight of the night catch up with her.
That's where Jalen found her. Again.
"You've been real quiet tonight," he said.
"I'm always quiet."
"Not with me."
She glanced at him. "Maybe I'm evolving."
He smiled like he didn't believe her. "You thinking about heading out?"
"I should."
"But you won't."
She didn't respond.
He moved a little closer, slow. Not in a way anyone else would notice. Just enough that she felt it.
"You waiting for something?"
"No."
"Someone?"
She looked at him. "You fishing for something, Jalen?"
He shrugged, eyes steady. "Just asking."
"You always ask when you already know the answer."
"I like hearing you say it anyway."
That made her pause. Not because she didn't have something to say back—but because for once, she didn't want to say the wrong thing. And that was new. That wasn't part of their game.
But the moment was short lived, his attention occupied with something else already, and she slipped out quietly—no drawn-out goodbyes, no lingering looks. Just keys in hand, wind in her hair, and the ache of too much noise in her head. She drove home in silence. No music. Just the hum of the tires and the low buzz of thoughts she wasn't quite ready to name.
By the time she reached her apartment, the adrenaline had worn off. The win had settled into memory. The lights of State Farm Arena were long behind her. She didn't text anyone goodnight. She didn't check if anyone had texted her.
She just showered, crawled into bed, and stared at the ceiling for a few minutes longer than she meant to. The room was still. Too still.
The kind of quiet that only felt loud when you didn't know what you were supposed to be thinking about.
She tried to focus on the win. On how good Trae had looked. On how sharp the team seemed out the gate. On how the campaign rollout next week would need her full attention.
She exhaled slowly, rolled onto her side, and pulled the blanket up to her chin.
The silence didn't bother her. She was used to it by now. Used to the soft hum of nothing, to the way the city dulled itself by midnight. Used to nights that didn't feel empty, just... open.
She listened to the wind slip through the cracks in her window. The hum of her fridge. A car passing below. Everything was quiet. Everything was fine.
And the season had started.
Chapter 2: Running Plays
Chapter Text
Theresa's apartment always felt the same in the morning—quiet, a little cold, and just bright enough to make her squint as she opened her eyes. She stayed in bed longer than she should have, stretched across the covers in the hoodie she'd pulled on the night before. She didn't rush.
Her phone buzzed once on the nightstand. She ignored it for a second. Then reached for it.
Jalen: You make it home alright?
A small smile tugged at the edge of her mouth.
She typed back:
Theresa: Yeah. Crashed hard. You?
He replied almost instantly.
Jalen: I'm good. Let me know if you wanna link up later.
She didn't answer right away. Not because she didn't want to. But because she didn't need to. There was no pressure between them. No rules. No expectations. Just... a soft thread running quietly underneath it all.
She rolled out of bed, pulled on sweats and a tank top, and padded barefoot into the kitchen. Coffee brewed in the corner, its soft drip the only sound breaking the morning stillness. She moved around the apartment with the calm precision of someone who knew her space inside and out.
Her phone buzzed once—an early notification from the Hawks' content drive. Postgame photos, highlights, and a half-dozen shots from tunnel cams uploaded overnight.
She opened the folder on her laptop and started skimming through. A few solid frames of Trae. Jalen in motion, towel slung around his neck, eyes locked on something just outside the frame.
She saved a couple, passed the rest to the social lead, and flagged a short post-interview clip of Trae that would do well once clipped down to thirty seconds.
The work was easy. Familiar. Background noise for her thoughts.
Her phone buzzed again. This time, it was Serena.
Serena: You're not allowed to be smug about last night just because your brother didn't flop in the fourth.
Theresa: You're not allowed to be this awake. It's 9:15.
Serena: Wake up. Vibe check. Also, are we going to that team mixer on Thursday or not?
Theresa hesitated. She hadn't really decided. The Hawks' annual "start-of-season hang" was more casual than anything—a party disguised as bonding. No suits. No pressure. Just players, staff, and a select few who were in enough to get an invite.
Jalen had mentioned it last week. Trae hadn't. But she always went.
Theresa: Yeah. We'll go.
Serena: Wear something tight. I'm manifesting chaos.
Theresa rolled her eyes but smiled into her coffee.
A second cup of coffee came and went. The light shifted warmer.
Theresa moved from her laptop to the couch, pulled a blanket over her legs, and opened her notes app to sketch out a few ideas for next week's Nike campaign shoot. She wasn't leading the production, but she was close enough to it to have a say in everything that mattered.
Player rotations. Interview prompts. Lighting angles. The kind of details people missed unless they were the ones responsible for cleaning up the mess after.
A new email popped up—confirmation of the guest list for the Hawks' next home game. She skimmed it automatically.
Charlotte @ Atlanta. Saturday night.
Her eyes paused briefly on the name, but then she flagged the email and moved on.
She finished her coffee and took a shower and threw on jeans and a cropped jacket, hair pulled into a low bun. She wasn't going anywhere fancy, just decided she didn't want to stay still.
Trae had sent her a casual "u around?" earlier, and she figured that was his version of saying come through without asking for anything.
By the time she pulled up to his house, the sun had pushed out from the clouds and Atlanta was fully awake.
She let herself in.
"You're gonna get jumped one day," Trae called from the kitchen. "Walking in like you own the place."
"I do own a percentage of your soul," she called back.
"Gross."
She found him elbow-deep in a smoothie situation—protein powder, almond butter, something green she didn't want to identify.
"I'm not drinking that."
"Didn't offer."
"Okay, but now I'm offended."
Trae rolled his eyes and handed her a glass of cold water. "You sleep alright?"
She nodded, taking a sip. "Yeah. You?"
"Didn't come down off the game high till like 2 a.m."
"That's how you know you're still in it."
He shrugged, but she saw it—the glint in his eye, the way his shoulders were looser than usual. A win on opening night carried weight. Even if no one said it out loud.
"You looked good last night," she said. "Focused."
"Felt good. I think we got something this year."
"You say that every year."
"This time I mean it."
Theresa leaned against the counter and watched him for a moment. There were few places she felt more like herself than in rooms like this—off-court, no cameras, just her brother and the familiar sound of basketball still echoing in the background like it lived in the walls.
He looked up from the blender. "You going to the thing Thursday?"
She nodded. "Thinking about it."
"Jalen's gonna be there," he said casually.
"I know."
"You two still in that undefined, unproblematic thing where you pretend like feelings don't exist?"
She gave him a flat look. "I see you're still running your mouth."
Trae grinned. "I'm just saying. If you're gonna float, make sure you're not the only one doing the swimming."
She didn't reply right away. Mostly because he wasn't wrong.
Theresa sat on one of the barstools, watching Trae finish blending whatever chaos he called breakfast. He poured half into a shaker, left the rest in the blender, and leaned his elbows against the island across from her.
"You seeing him today?"
She didn't have to play dumb and pretend like she didn't know who he was.
"Maybe."
He didn't smirk. Didn't tease. Just kept watching her.
"I like Jalen," he said finally. "As a teammate."
Theresa blinked, caught off guard. "Okay?"
"But this thing y'all got going on?" He shook his head. "That's a different story."
She crossed her arms. "Because?"
"Because I've got to share a locker room with the dude. Run plays with him. Trust him on the court. That's hard to do when I'm wondering what kind of dumb shit he's saying to my sister when I'm not around."
Theresa let out a breath, half a laugh. "You think I'm letting him play me?"
"I think you care more than you want to admit, Tess," Trae said, still calm. "And Jalen? He's not a bad guy. But he's young, he's focused on the season, and you're... you."
She raised a brow. "What's that supposed to mean?"
"It means you're not just anyone. You're you. My sister. Someone who deserves more than halfway attention when it's convenient."
That one hit. And he knew it.
She didn't respond right away. Just stared at the condensation dripping down the side of her water glass.
"Look," Trae added, "if this was someone outside the team, it'd still matter. But Jalen? He's in my space. If he hurts you, that follows me. If he plays games, I feel that."
"And what?" she said quietly. "You'll bench him from my life?"
Trae didn't blink. "Yes. If I have to."
His voice was even. No edge, no drama—just fact.
Theresa met his eyes, and for a second, neither of them looked away.
It wasn't a threat. It wasn't posturing. It was love. Uncomplicated and loud in its own quiet way.
She looked down again, tapping her nail softly against the side of her glass. "I can take care of myself, you know."
"I know." Trae leaned back against the counter, arms crossed now. "But that's never meant I stop looking out for you."
She didn't argue. Because she didn't want to. Not with him. Not when he wasn't wrong.
Later, she helped him stretch—routine stuff. Light rebounds, a couple glute bands, gentle resistance. She didn't need to be there for any of it, but Trae never asked and she never said no.
It was their thing.
And no matter how big the games got, no matter who was in the crowd—this was the part that didn't change.
As she got up to leave, he called after her.
"You coming Saturday?"
She paused by the door. "To what?"
"Charlotte game. You know it's gonna be packed."
"Obviously."
Trae grinned. "Good. Bring Serena."
"She brings herself."
"She brings chaos."
"You love it."
He didn't deny it.
Theresa stepped back out into the late afternoon sun with a lightness she hadn't realized she needed.
Her phone buzzed as she pulled into her parking garage.
Jalen: Still down to chill?
She stared at the screen for a second. Not because she didn't want to say yes—but because now her brother's voice was right there in her head, the conversation still sitting just beneath her skin.
I've got to share a locker room with the dude.
You're you.
It wasn't anger. Not really. Just... weight. The kind that came with being seen too clearly by someone who always knew how to press the softest spot without even trying.
She thumbed out a reply anyway.
Theresa: Yeah. Just got home. Gonna reset for a bit, but hit me up later.
She didn't wait for him to text back. Didn't check if he read it. Instead, she headed upstairs, kicked off her sneakers, and sank into the couch. The TV stayed off. Her phone stayed face-down.
She didn't want distraction. She just wanted space. Time to hear her own thoughts over everyone else's.
A couple of hours passed before her phone buzzed again.
Jalen: Bout to head out. You wanna come through or nah?
The message wasn't pushy. Wasn't even flirtatious. Just his usual shorthand—casual, cool, no pressure. The kind of thing that used to make her feel relaxed.
It still did. Mostly.
She threw on fresh joggers and a clean zip-up, pulled her hair into a messy twist, and grabbed her keys.
It wasn't a big deal. They weren't dating. They weren't defining anything. But she still stood in front of the mirror for a beat longer than she meant to. Then she shook it off and left.
Jalen's place was only fifteen minutes away, tucked into a lowkey building just outside Midtown. Not flashy, but nice. It was dark by the time she got there, the air warm and thick the way Atlanta nights always were in early fall.
He buzzed her in without a word.
When she stepped into his apartment, he was already stretched out on the couch, ESPN humming in the background, a takeout container open on the coffee table.
He looked up when she walked in.
"Hey."
"Hey."
She dropped her bag near the door and toed off her slides. The room smelled like Thai food and clean laundry. Comfort.
"Hungry?" he asked, nodding toward the extra container.
She nodded. "Starving."
He passed it over without getting up, then shifted to make room as she sat beside him. No big moves. No dramatic tension.
She picked at the noodles while he scrolled his phone one-handed, the two of them half-listening to the game recap on TV.
After a while, she leaned her head against the back of the couch.
He glanced over. "You tired?"
She shrugged. "Kinda."
"You don't have to stay long."
"I know."
But she didn't move. Didn't lean in either. They just sat there—close, familiar, but not quite connected.
Eventually, he set his phone down and shifted toward her a little more, one arm draped along the back of the couch, his hand brushing her shoulder lightly.
"You been alright?" he asked, voice low.
She nodded, not looking at him. "Yeah. Long day. But it was a good one."
"Felt that. You looked real locked in last night."
She smiled, soft. "You watched me?"
He smirked. "You were sitting right behind the bench. Kinda hard not to."
She rolled her eyes but didn't pull away when his fingers traced the curve of her shoulder gently.
"You always make the game feel bigger," he said, voice a little quieter now. "Like it matters more when you're there."
It was the kind of line that could've felt like nothing—throwaway, casual, easy to dismiss.
But coming from Jalen? It was something.
And Theresa? She let herself lean into that. Just a little. Not because it felt like fireworks. But because it felt like something steady.
She turned slightly, meeting his eyes, and after a beat, he leaned in and kissed her—slow, familiar, unhurried.
When they pulled apart, she didn't say anything. Didn't need to. She just settled a little closer to him, the TV still murmuring in the background, the night stretching out ahead of them. And even though a quiet part of her knew this wasn't the full picture... it was enough to hold onto.
It was late when she finally stood to leave.
Jalen didn't ask her to stay. He walked her to the door, loose and easy, hoodie pulled over his head like he might crash the second she left.
"Text me when you get in," he said, casual.
"I will."
She hesitated—not because she wanted more, but because moments like this always felt like they could tilt one way or another. She adjusted her bag on her shoulder. Her fingers brushed his for half a second as he handed her her slides. He didn't kiss her again.
Just gave her a small nod. "Later, T."
"Night, Jalen."
The drive home was quiet. Familiar roads, low traffic, a city that still pulsed under its own heartbeat even in the lull of night.
Theresa didn't turn on music. Didn't think too hard. Didn't need to.
By the time she reached her building, the weight of the day had caught up to her. But it didn't sit heavy—just quiet. Just there.
She slipped out of her zip-up, dropped her keys on the entry table, and stood for a moment in the soft stillness of her apartment.
Then she crossed to the couch, folded herself into her favorite blanket, and pulled her laptop into her lap. She didn't open anything urgent.
Just a few quiet content folders. A doc full of campaign notes she didn't need to finish yet. A half-started sentence that sat blinking on her screen for a while before she finally typed something beside it. She erased it two seconds later.
Outside, the city moved like it always did. A little louder on a Tuesday night than it needed to be. Horns. Voices. Bass.
She leaned her head back against the couch and let her eyes close for a moment. The night settled in.
And Saturday was coming.
Chapter 3: In Her Lane
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Theresa woke up to light already slipping through the edges of her blinds, soft and gold and unapologetic. She blinked against it, groaned, and stretched slowly across the length of her bed. No alarm today—her body knew what time it was. Her body always knew.
She didn't reach for her phone right away. Not because she didn't care what it might say, but because she didn't want to give herself away.
Eventually, she sat up, pulled her hair into a loose twist, and padded barefoot into the kitchen. Coffee. Light breakfast. Calm. Her apartment stayed quiet, just the way she liked it.
It was only after the first few sips of coffee that she flipped her phone over.
Still no text from Jalen.
It wasn't a problem. Not really. She hadn't expected anything. Not after the way last night ended—warm, easy, and just distant enough to remind her of the space they always seemed to keep between them. It wasn't rejection. It wasn't closeness either.
It was what it always was: familiar, unfinished.
She scrolled once through her inbox. The usual: updated photo selects from the Hawks' media day, a new thread from the Nike campaign producer, and a mass text from one of the team's social interns confirming Thursday night's "season start mixer."
Thursday, 7:00 p.m. Casual. Let us know if you're bringing someone!
Theresa didn't reply. Just archived it and moved on.
She spent the first half of the day at the team facility. Not for anything glamorous—just a short production meeting and a follow-up on a sponsorship segment that got delayed last week. The players were out on court running drills, scrimmage energy thick in the air.
Theresa floated around the perimeter of it all, coffee in hand, lanyard swinging from her neck. She didn't need to be here. But it was easier to get eyes on things when she was close.
She passed one of the content crew by the tunnel, offered a few notes on shot angles for a player spotlight, and ducked into the side corridor to grab an updated schedule printout.
She didn't even realize Jalen was in the gym until she heard his voice—low, sharp, echoing off the hardwood.
She glanced out.
He was mid-scrimmage. Guarding hard. Talking trash in bursts and laughing through it. That kind of ease he wore like a hoodie—slouchy, casual, always on.
He didn't see her.
And even though she didn't linger, even though she didn't step closer, it still landed somewhere beneath her ribs. The way he existed in that space without thinking about how she might be watching. The way she always noticed him, even when she wasn't trying.
She looked away before he could catch her. Her phone chimed as she made her way down the hallway.
Serena: You better not back out tomorrow. I'm already emotionally attached to my outfit.
Theresa: I said I was going.
Serena: You also said you weren't gonna cry when Trae got drafted.
Theresa: I didn't cry. My eyes just got a little sweaty.
Serena: Mmhm. Anyway. If you show up in jeans and vibes, I'm calling the cops.
Theresa rolled her eyes but still smiled.
The day kept moving. A few more check-ins. A couple more edits. Nothing difficult. Nothing emotional. Just work—the kind of rhythm she'd built for herself, day by day, choice by choice. There was comfort in it.
Until her phone buzzed again.
Trae: you around?
She sent back a quick Yeah, followed by Heading your way.
He didn't say why. He never needed to.
When she got to his place, the front door was cracked open. He was inside, one shoe off, foam rolling with half his attention on the TV.
"You look like you got hit by a truck," she said, stepping in.
"I feel like I ran through one," he muttered. "That was a long-ass practice."
She tossed her keys on the console. "You're dramatic."
"I'm serious. Coach had us running full-court transitions like it was game seven."
Theresa dropped onto the floor beside him, legs stretched in front of her. "You'll live."
He made a face but didn't argue.
They sat like that for a while. Nothing heavy. Nothing urgent. Just two people who'd done this a thousand times before—letting the room be quiet around them.
He shifted the roller out from under him and leaned his back against the wall. "You see Jalen today?"
Theresa didn't look up. "He was at practice."
"You talk?"
"Nope."
"You want to?"
She paused. "I guess."
Trae didn't push. He never did. But he didn't let things go either.
"I know you're not trying to make it anything," he said. "But sometimes no-label situationships still come with expectations. Just... no one wants to admit it."
She sighed. "You practicing speeches now?"
"I'm your brother."
"That's not an answer."
"It's my job to be annoying."
She finally looked over at him. "I like him," she said softly. "And it's not serious. I'm okay with that."
Trae nodded once. "Just don't convince yourself you're okay with it if you're not."
Later, they ran through a couple stretching drills, more out of habit than necessity. She knew his routine better than anyone—what he'd ask for, what he'd pretend not to need until his shoulder popped just the wrong way.
They didn't talk much. They didn't need to. But when he rotated his shoulder with a soft wince, Theresa gave him a look. "You're not icing that later, are you?"
"I am if you remind me," Trae muttered, adjusting the band around his knee.
She nudged his foot lightly with hers. "Consider it a reminder."
They moved through the last few stretches, the late afternoon sun pouring in through the side windows. The house was quiet except for the low hum of a podcast playing in the background—one of Trae's go-tos, already halfway through.
"Saturday's gonna be loud," he said after a minute.
Theresa arched a brow. "Because of Serena's outfit?"
He gave her a look. "Because Charlotte's in town."
She nodded, slow. "Right. Home game."
"They got Ball back in rotation."
There was a flicker—quick, unreadable—across her face. Barely there. But Trae caught it anyway.
Theresa didn't bite. Just stood, dusted her hands on her joggers, and said, "Not my problem."
"Didn't say it was," Trae replied easily, stretching his arms behind his head. "Just saying—he's back."
She grabbed her jacket off the chair and tossed it over her shoulder. "I'll be there for the team."
"You always are."
She paused at the door.
"And hey," Trae called after her. "Don't let Serena drag you into a fight over ranch."
Theresa caught the protein bar he tossed without looking. "Only if she wins."
"She will."
It was evening when she got home.
The sun had already slipped past the horizon, leaving that dusky blue glow hanging in the air like a breath caught in the chest. She didn't bother turning on any lights. Just dropped her bag, shed her jacket, and walked barefoot to the kitchen.
No messages. No missed calls. She didn't check twice.
The apartment was quiet, a little cold, just the way she liked it. She reheated leftovers from two nights ago, scrolled briefly through her inbox, and opened her content tracker for the weekend.
She wasn't tired. But she wasn't restless either. She was just... still.
The kind of still that made her aware of how much space she took up in a room. The kind that made her wonder, just a little, if anyone was thinking about her when she wasn't there.
Later, while Theresa moved through her apartment—mind half on her notes for the Nike shoot and half on what Trae had said—her phone lit up with an incoming FaceTime from Serena.
She almost didn't answer. Almost let it ring out. But Serena didn't FaceTime for nothing. And she definitely didn't wait around for missed calls. Theresa swiped to accept, holding the phone at a lazy angle. Serena's face filled the screen, already angled for lighting, already smirking.
"I bought a dress," she announced.
"You're ahead of schedule."
"I'm always ahead of schedule."
Theresa sank deeper into the cushions, phone propped in her hand. "It's just a mixer."
Serena's mouth dropped open. "Just a mixer? Ma'am. Not you playing modest during the first actual vibe check of the season. The team's first real social event of the season? Post-opening win energy? The cocktail napkins will be buzzing."
"It's a glorified happy hour."
"With cameras, cocktails, and at least three players who think they can DJ. You know it gets messy. Fun messy. "
"You need hobbies."
"This is my hobby. Plus—" she tilted the screen to show a red slip dress hanging over her closet door "—I'm bringing heat. Tell me this isn't a serve."
It was. Obviously. Theresa sighed. "You're trying to get us jumped."
Serena grinned. "If we're gonna make an impression, we gotta show up like we mean it."
"We're not showing up for them."
"No." Serena's voice dropped, eyes narrowing slightly. "But they'll still look."
Theresa didn't reply right away. Just held her phone steady, gaze softening.
Serena squinted at her. "Why do you look like you just got lectured by someone who loves you?"
Theresa paused, then sighed. "I went to see Trae."
"And he gave you the big brother monologue?"
"Something like that."
Serena leaned closer to her screen. "About Jalen?"
Theresa didn't say anything. Which was enough.
Serena nodded knowingly. "Let me guess—he said you deserve someone who doesn't treat you like a maybe."
"Not in so many words."
"Well. He's not wrong."
"I know."
"And yet..." Serena dragged the word out, watching her carefully.
Theresa rolled her eyes, looking away. "He texted. Asked if I wanted to chill later."
"And?"
"And I might."
Serena didn't say anything right away. Just tilted her head like she was scanning Theresa for cracks.
"He still treating you like convenience?" she asked softly.
Theresa exhaled through her nose. "It's not like that."
Serena gave her a if-you-say-so look and they let that hang.
Then Serena flipped the vibe back in an instant. "Anyway. Did you know Charlotte got Ball back in rotation for Saturday?"
Theresa scoffed under her breath. "Trae told me."
"Of course he did."
"He said it like it was some big warning."
Serena grinned. "He probably thinks you're gonna fight him mid-game."
Theresa's expression went flat. "Not getting my hands dirty."
Serena laughed. "Didn't say you would. Just said that's what Trae probably sees when he closes his eyes."
"Please." Theresa adjusted the blanket over her legs. "He's just annoyed I don't give Charlotte's golden boy any attention."
"That boy lives for attention."
"Exactly." She took a sip of water. "Which is why I'm not giving him any. I'm not giving that man a single ounce of my peace."
Serena grinned. "That's why it's gonna drive him crazy."
There was a long pause before Theresa finally whispered, "Good."
Serena cackled. "Oh, we're bringing chaos. Silent chaos. Stealth mode."
Theresa didn't laugh, but the corner of her mouth tugged up again. "You're too excited about this."
"I live for this."
"I know."
They sat there for another few moments, Serena flipping the camera around again to pick between heels, Theresa absently scrolling her notes but not really reading them.
"You ready for tomorrow?" Serena asked eventually.
"Not even close."
"But you'll be there?"
"I'll be there."
"Wearing black?"
"Probably."
"With attitude?"
"Always."
Serena grinned, satisfied. "That's my girl."
"Get some sleep," Theresa said, tucking herself deeper into the blanket.
"Only if you promise not to catch feelings tonight."
Theresa rolled her eyes. "Goodnight, Serena."
The screen went black.
Theresa set her phone aside, leaned her head back against the cushions, and let the quiet settle around her. Her eyes flicked toward her bag—still packed from earlier. Her mind buzzed with too many things at once. Work. Jalen. Trae's words. The game on Saturday.
She closed her eyes for a beat, then reached for her notes again.
She crawled into bed a little past midnight. No music. No TV. Just her and the sound of traffic outside her window, muffled and far away.
By Thursday afternoon, the buzz was already building.
The Hawks' season launch event wasn't technically mandatory, but attendance was... expected. It wasn't a gala, wasn't a press-facing thing. Just a team bonding night—players, staff and the people close enough to be invited into the fold.
Theresa hadn't planned to overthink it.
But somehow, she still spent twenty minutes trying to decide between outfits before landing on something simple: black wide-leg trousers, a white cropped tank, gold hoops and a sleek ponytail.
Effortless. Clean. Controlled.
She didn't dress for anyone. But she knew how to show up.
Serena texted her while she waited in the Uber.
Serena: I better be the hottest plus-one in the room.
Theresa: I'm literally not even picking you up.
Serena: I meant spiritually.
She smirked, dropping her phone in her bag as the driver pulled up to the private venue just outside downtown.
The building was slick and low-profile—part event space, part rooftop lounge. Hawks' security was posted out front, nodding at familiar faces as they slipped through the side entrance.
Inside, the lights were low and warm, music floating over the hum of conversation. Players clustered around tables, coaches floated near the bar and the vibe was easy—casual but clean.
Theresa spotted Jalen before he saw her. He was in a charcoal tee and black jeans, sneakers clean, his hair freshly twisted. He laughed at something one of the rookies said, dap'd someone up, moved through the room like it was his.
She hovered by the entrance for a second longer than she meant to, scanning the space, feeling the shift from arena to here. Everyone was different off court. A little looser. A little less guarded.
And just as she stepped forward, Serena appeared out of nowhere.
"Okay, you look hot. Like, I'd fight for you in a parking lot."
Theresa blinked. "Where did you come from?"
"Back entrance. I don't wait in lines, babe."
They moved toward the open bar together, slipping easily through the crowd. Trae spotted her first.
He raised his glass. "Look who showed."
She smirked. "You say that like I had a choice."
"You didn't. But I appreciate the illusion."
Jalen made his way to her not long after—easy smile, hand settling briefly on her lower back.
"Wasn't sure if you'd show," he said.
"I said I would."
"Yeah, but you play it cool a lot."
She raised a brow. "So do you."
He chuckled. "Touché."
They moved through the room together, not quite joined at the hip, but orbiting each other. People noticed, sure—but no one made a thing of it. Everyone already knew. Or assumed. And Theresa wasn't in the mood to correct them.
Someone turned the music up slightly. Not too much—just enough for the bass to crawl under the floorboards.
Serena had found someone to banter with near the sliders that led to the rooftop lounge, and Theresa took the moment to step away. She wasn't overwhelmed, not really. But there was something about rooms like this—half professional, half personal—that made it hard to keep her balance.
She leaned near the bar, one elbow resting lightly on the edge. Someone passed her a ginger ale without asking—one of the interns she'd worked with last season. She nodded in thanks.
Jalen appeared beside her a beat later, easy as ever.
"You look like you're thinking too hard," he said.
"Just watching."
"Anyone interesting?"
She sipped her drink. "Not yet."
He grinned, like that was a challenge. "You're hard to impress."
"You're easy to read."
That made his smile twitch, just slightly.
They didn't move for a few seconds. Didn't say anything. Just stood there, side by side, neither reaching for more.
Jalen tipped his drink toward her. "I like when you show up."
"You say that every time."
"And I mean it every time."
She didn't respond. Not with words. But she didn't leave either.
They stayed like that until someone called Jalen's name from across the room. He turned, nodded, looked back at her once—one of those I'll be right back kind of looks—before stepping away.
She didn't watch him go. She waved it off. No big deal.
Instead, she found Serena again, now halfway into a debate with a trainer over something that involved wings, strategy, and the best Atlanta rooftop views. Theresa joined her, half-present, half-floating.
She was good at that—at being in the room without giving herself to it.
Eventually, the night began to taper off. Players peeled away. The music dipped again. Conversations slowed to a hum. Someone turned the lights up just slightly.
Serena reappeared at her side, heels in hand, hair pulled into a ponytail like she was already halfway out the door.
"You good?" she asked.
"Yeah."
"Wanna come back to mine?"
Theresa shook her head. "I'm gonna head home."
Serena didn't argue. Just nodded and leaned in to kiss her cheek. "Get some sleep. And don't dream about Charlotte's finest."
Theresa gave her a flat look.
Serena cackled and disappeared into the night.
Theresa lingered for a moment. Long enough to look around one last time. Jalen was nowhere in sight.
That felt like something. Or maybe nothing. She didn't stay to figure it out.
By the time she reached her apartment, the air outside had gone crisp. The kind of breeze that hinted at fall but hadn't committed yet.
She kicked off her shoes, tossed her phone onto the kitchen counter, and headed straight for the shower.
Steam. Silence. Soft music from the speaker tucked in the corner.
It wasn't peace. But it was close enough.
When she curled into bed that night, her hair still damp and her skin warm, she didn't think about the mixer. She didn't think about Jalen. Not on purpose.
But she still turned her phone screen down when she finally set it on the nightstand.
And in the quiet that followed, the only thought that stayed was this:
Saturday was almost here.
Chapter 4: First Possession
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Saturday morning came in quietly. No alarm, no rush—just soft, gold light sliding through the edges of her blinds and the familiar weight of game day settling in her chest.
Theresa stayed in bed longer than usual, stretched diagonally across the sheets with one arm slung over her eyes. Her body felt rested, but her mind was already moving. She could feel it—the subtle current of the day winding itself up. The buzz always started early on game days, especially at home.
Eventually, she got to her feet, twisted her hair up, and wandered barefoot into the kitchen. The apartment was quiet, save for the soft drip of coffee and the occasional hum of traffic from the street below. She didn't mind the silence. It helped her think.
She poured her coffee, added a splash of almond milk, and leaned against the counter while it warmed her palms. No music. No TV. Just her.
When she finally flipped her phone over, the screen was already dotted with notifications—news alerts, game day promos, mentions of Charlotte's lineup.
She scrolled without engaging.
Highlights from last night's west coast matchups. Injury updates. A tweet trending about LaMelo Ball's return to the Hornets' rotation—something about him being "locked in" for tonight's tip-off.
She didn't click it. Just scrolled past and opened her email instead. Content timelines. Shoot confirmations. Notes for next week's Nike session. Something about post-game tunnel coverage.
No texts from Jalen. She wasn't surprised. Wasn't pressed either.
She moved through the rest of her morning without much thought. Light breakfast. A second cup of coffee. A quick rinse in the shower followed by sweats and a hoodie she hadn't even realized she'd pulled from Trae's laundry pile earlier this week.
The arena would start filling by mid-afternoon, and she liked getting in early—before the noise, before the lights, before the cameras started rolling.
By the time she parked and slipped through the staff entrance, the place was already buzzing. The kind of quiet chaos that meant tip-off was only hours away.
She found Trae in one of the back hallways near the training room, sneakers unlaced, legs stretched out, AirPods in.
"You in the zone or just hiding from media?" she asked.
He looked up, smirked, and tugged one earbud out. "Both."
She dropped her bag against the wall and crouched beside him. "You good?"
"Always," he said, rolling out one calf. "You?"
She shrugged. "Just getting in."
He nodded. "You stretch yet?"
She rolled her eyes but reached for the band near his foot. "You are so spoiled."
"Just trying to stay sharp."
They fell into routine—her bracing his ankle while he leaned forward, switching legs, counting under his breath. It was familiar, mindless. She didn't even have to look down to know how far to push him before he tapped out.
"Game-day energy feels different," he said after a beat.
She glanced up. "Different how?"
"Crowd's gonna be wild. Lotta hype around this one."
She gave a small nod, not asking for more.
"They're starting Ball tonight," Trae said casually, like he wasn't watching her reaction.
Theresa didn't look up. "Obviously."
"He's been getting his rhythm back."
Her jaw tensed, barely. "Good for him."
Trae tilted his head like he was trying to read her from a screen away. "You gonna be cool?"
She glanced at him. "Why wouldn't I be?"
"No reason," he said. But his tone said otherwise.
She finally looked up, deadpan. "You got a press quote to rehearse, or are you just trying to piss me off before warmups?"
He grinned. "Little bit of both."
She shook her head and leaned back, stretching her own arms above her head. "You're impossible."
"And yet you keep showing up."
"You're lucky I like you," she muttered.
"You like me?" he repeated, mock-shocked. "You've changed."
She kicked lightly at his shin. He didn't flinch.
They sat there for another minute, the hallway humming around them. Players' voices echoed from the locker room. Someone shouted for a trainer. A low bass thudded from deeper inside the arena, barely muffled by the walls.
"You staying on the court for warmups?" Trae asked.
She stood, brushing off her joggers. "Probably. Serena's meeting me before tip."
"She's sitting courtside?"
Theresa gave him a look. "What do you think?"
He shook his head, but he was smiling now. "Y'all are chaos."
"She's chaos," Theresa corrected. "I'm just the escort."
"Tell that to security."
She bent to grab her bag. "Play clean tonight."
"Always," he said, already pulling his second sneaker tight. Then, like he couldn't help himself—"And hey. Just behave around Ball, yeah?"
She didn't even turn around. Just tossed over her shoulder, dry as ever. "No promises."
Theresa was already courtside by the time Serena arrived—warmup playlist rumbling through the sound system, sneakers squeaking across the hardwood, and the low thrum of fans filtering into their seats behind the baseline. The lights were still soft overhead, not quite showtime, but close enough.
Serena appeared out of nowhere like she always did—slick ponytail, full face, and a leather jacket slung effortlessly over her shoulders. She wore heeled boots she'd definitely complain about later and leggings that looked like they'd been painted on.
"You're late," Theresa said, not looking up from the player rotation sheet in her lap.
Serena dropped into the seat beside her, completely unbothered. "Fashionably. You knew I was coming."
"I still had to put your name on the list."
"You'd be lost without me."
Theresa smiled faintly. "Debatable."
Serena leaned forward, elbows resting on her thighs, eyes scanning the court like she was watching a pre-show runway. "I'm just here to observe the court."
"That's not what that tone implies."
"Mmhmm." Serena gestured toward a pair of Hawks players running fast breaks across the half. "Number twelve's been flirting with the baseline camera for the last five minutes."
"Don't start."
"I'm not starting. I'm commenting. There's a difference."
Theresa shook her head, but her mouth tugged up anyway.
They sat like that for a moment—Serena throwing out little critiques like it was Chopped: NBA Edition, Theresa half-ignoring her, half-enjoying it.
Then Serena stilled. Her tone shifted, casual but charged. "Well, well. Look who it is."
LaMelo Ball was on the other side of the court, warming up with that same over-the-top energy he always carried like it was part of his uniform. He was pointing at his teammates, yelling something with his arms flailing, and doing far too much for a regular season game.
Theresa stared for a moment, unimpressed. "God, why is he like that?"
Serena glanced over. "Because God gives his loudest voice to his most obnoxious guards?"
"He plays like he's trying to win a trophy for being the most annoying person in the building."
"And yet, he's still breathing. Wild."
Theresa rolled her eyes and took a sip of her drink. She hadn't even planned on watching tonight's game too closely, but LaMelo being on the opposing team made it impossible to tune out. His presence was like an airhorn—loud, impossible to ignore, and completely unnecessary.
"I don't get how people like him," she muttered.
"Oh, they don't like him," Serena said. "They enjoy him."
"There's a difference?"
"A very chaotic one."
LaMelo jogged to the corner, caught a pass, launched a three. It clanged off the rim. He still yelled like he made it.
Theresa snorted. "God, I hope he bricks everything tonight."
"Manifest it."
"I am."
"Is this hate... or projection?"
Theresa looked at her.
Serena grinned. "You're mad because Jalen doesn't act like that."
She didn't respond. Didn't have to.
Jalen was across the court too—warming up with her brother, calm, focused, efficient. The complete opposite of LaMelo's circus routine. And even from here, even through the noise, there was something about the way he moved that made her chest feel lighter.
Serena nudged her. "Are you gonna say hi after the game?"
"Maybe."
"You think he'll ask you out yet?"
"Trae might bench him if he doesn't soon."
They both laughed.
Across the court, LaMelo missed another shot and still somehow found the audacity to cheer for himself.
Theresa shook her head. "Why is he like that?"
"You already asked."
"And I still don't have an answer."
Serena leaned in, still grinning. "You're real pressed for someone who claims she doesn't care."
Theresa rolled her eyes. "It's not personal. He's just... loud."
"And on the opposing team."
"Exactly."
"Not to be that person," Serena said, lowering her voice a little, "but you do realize the camera guy caught you flipping him off last time he played here, right?"
Theresa took another sip. "That's what the sunglasses are for."
"Girl. Please."
Theresa let her gaze drift back to the court. The warmups were winding down, players jogging toward the benches, coaches huddling, lights dimming in prep for intros. Jalen caught her eye as he headed toward the tunnel and gave her a subtle nod, like a silent "see you later."
Her heart flickered—small but steady.
Serena noticed, of course. "So we're smiling now?"
"Shut up."
Serena nudged her knee. "You know I love you, right?"
Theresa sighed. "What now?"
"I just want to remind you to breathe. You're used to being in the background. Jalen makes you feel like the main character."
"I didn't ask to be one."
"Doesn't matter. You are."
Theresa didn't respond. She just watched the court settle and pulled her hoodie sleeves down over her hands again.
The lights dimmed, the announcer's voice boomed, and the crowd roared as the starters were called one by one. Theresa leaned into the moment like she always did—not for the show, but for the seconds just before tipoff, where everything went still.
Trae was last out. Always the closer.
He jogged to the center of the court, flashing a smile at the fans, then found her in the crowd with that split-second glance that only a sibling could catch.
She raised her coffee in salute.
He winked.
Game time.
She relaxed into her seat, folding her legs beneath her, fingers curled loosely around the cup. This part was her favorite—when everything else faded and it was just the game. Just the rhythm. Just home.
Until, of course, LaMelo Ball opened his mouth again.
"FOUL? That's a FOUL?! He breathed on me!"
Theresa exhaled hard enough to fog up her sunglasses. "Is it too early in the game to hope someone benches him?"
Serena leaned over. "The game literally just started."
"And so did his commentary."
"He's consistent."
"Consistently loud."
Serena snorted into her soda.
Down on the court, Jalen was locked in. Controlled. Smooth. He moved like he didn't have anything to prove. Theresa found her eyes following him automatically—through screens, around defenders, slipping between players like he belonged in every open space.
He wasn't showy about it. But he was good. And she noticed. She always noticed.
The first quarter passed without anything worth remembering.
Theresa clapped when the Hawks made smart plays. Sipped from her water bottle. Occasionally leaned toward Serena when the ref made a bad call. She didn't watch the Hornets more than she had to. Didn't need to.
But LaMelo was fast. She'd forgotten how fast he was.
Not just physically—though that was part of it. But the way he read the floor. The way he cut into space that wasn't open a second ago. He moved like he already knew what was going to happen.
She noticed it once. Then again. And then she made herself stop noticing.
"I forgot how much I hate their uniforms," Serena whispered, nudging her. "They look like Gatorade flavors."
Theresa smirked, grateful for the distraction. "You realize that's how they get you to look at them, right?"
"Is that why you keep looking at number one?"
"I'm watching the game."
"Sure."
Theresa didn't answer. She crossed her legs and rested her chin on her hand, eyes fixed on the court like she hadn't just been caught.
LaMelo pulled up for a deep three, held the follow-through, then jogged back without a glance. The crowd reacted—some groaning, some impressed. Even Trae cracked a smile on the bench.
Theresa sat back in her seat.
By halftime, her coffee was gone, and LaMelo had yelled at least three more times. Once at a ref. Once at the crowd. Once—bizarrely—at the scoreboard.
He was talented. She could admit that. But he made it so hard to respect him when he never shut up.
Through the third quarter she'd stopped pretending not to notice him entirely.
Not on purpose. It wasn't conscious. But every time he touched the ball, there was a shift—crowd leaning forward, camera flashes, a hum of expectation. He wasn't the best player on the floor. But he was the one people looked at.
And she hated that she was one of them.
She didn't clap when he made shots. She didn't react when the arena buzzed. But she watched. Not for long. Not openly. Just enough.
Beside her, Serena leaned in again. "You good?"
Theresa nodded. "Just tired."
"You've barely touched your phone."
"Because I'm watching the game."
Serena raised a brow. "Mhm. Just making sure you're not having a quiet identity crisis over there."
Theresa snorted. "Please. I'm fine."
And she was. She was.
Because even though LaMelo was lighting up the court with no-look passes and impossible stepbacks, even though he looked like he was enjoying every second of it—like the lights were a game and he was the only one in on the joke—it didn't matter.
Not to her.
It wasn't personal. It was just basketball.
By the start of the fourth quarter, the Hawks were down by four. LaMelo was still in. Still focused. Still moving like he wasn't even breaking a sweat.
Theresa leaned back in her seat, crossed her arms, and kept her gaze locked on the floor. She wouldn't look at him again.
Not unless she had to.
The final buzzer hit, and the arena let out a collective exhale.
Charlotte took it—by six.
No heartbreak, no last-second drama. Just clean plays down the stretch and an Atlanta offense that couldn't quite catch rhythm. It wasn't a bad loss. Just a frustrating one.
Theresa didn't say anything. She clapped once, out of habit, then rose with the rest of the crowd behind the bench.
Trae had already disappeared into the tunnel. She knew his routine. He'd be short with media, quieter than usual. Not pissed—just focused.
Serena nudged her. "You wanna go back? Or wait for him to cool off?"
"I'll swing through. Won't stay long."
"Want me to come?"
Theresa shook her head. "Nah. You don't do well around controlled tension."
"I am controlled tension."
Theresa smirked and slipped into the tunnel before Serena could follow.
The hallway buzzed with staff and security, voices low, sneakers echoing. She didn't rush. She knew this part too well to get caught in the crowd.
She rounded the corner toward the locker room—and almost ran into him.
LaMelo Ball.
Towel slung around his neck, jersey half-untucked, standing there like he owned the air.
They both paused.
Her eyes landed on him for half a second, and she gave him a once-over—bored, sharp, disgusted. Not dramatic, but unmistakable.
He opened his mouth like he might say something.
She didn't give him the chance.
Just shook her head, muttered a dry, "Of course," under her breath, and kept walking.
Didn't stop. Didn't look back. Whatever smug moment he thought they were about to have?
Not tonight.
The door to the Hawks locker room was cracked open just enough for her to hear the shuffle of post-game noise—voices low, tape being pulled, the occasional thud of a shoe being kicked off. It wasn't loud. That's how she knew they weren't happy with the loss.
She knocked once, out of habit.
One of the trainers glanced over and nodded her in. "He's in the back. Go ahead."
She moved through quietly, offering familiar nods to a few players she knew well enough. Jalen was across the room, towel around his waist, scrolling his phone with one hand, clearly checked out of the vibe. He looked up briefly when he saw her, gave her a low smile.
She didn't stop.
Trae was sitting on the bench, still in his game shorts, hoodie pulled over his head, eyes on the floor. He didn't look up until she dropped onto the bench beside him.
"You good?" she asked.
He shrugged.
"I brought no commentary, no advice, and zero judgment. Just vibes."
That got a tiny smile out of him. Barely. But it was there.
"Rough game," he muttered.
"You've had worse."
He glanced at her sideways. "Comforting."
"I try."
They sat in silence for a few moments, the sounds of the room soft around them.
"You played clean," she said after a beat. "You didn't force it."
"Didn't win either."
"You're not going to win 'em all."
He let out a slow breath. "Yeah. I know."
Another pause.
Then, more quietly—almost like he forgot to filter it:
"Did you see Ball out there?"
Theresa didn't even blink. "Unfortunately."
Trae let out a small laugh, shaking his head. "You're so dramatic."
She leaned back against the wall. "And you're so obsessed with that man's stat line."
"He plays smart. Can't hate on that."
"I can."
"Yeah," Trae said, glancing at her with a smirk, "you're pretty good at that."
She bumped his shoulder. "You still need anything?"
"Nah. I'm good."
"Cool. I'll let you sulk in peace."
She stood up, gave him a pat on the back, and started making her way toward the exit.
She passed Jalen again—he was still where she'd left him, now chatting with one of the assistant coaches.
He caught her eye.
She gave a small, tired smile and kept walking. She didn't feel like being looked at tonight anymore.
Not by anyone.
The drive home was quiet.
No music, no podcast—just the low hum of the road beneath her tires and the faint echo of rain still clinging to the city.
By the time she got to her apartment, the clouds had cleared, but the air still felt heavy. The kind that stuck to your skin.
She let herself in, dropped her keys in the dish by the door, and kicked her shoes off without thinking.
The hoodie came next. Then the hoops. She moved through it all like a routine—muscle memory after game nights. Win or lose, the ritual stayed the same.
She poured herself water, sipped it standing by the sink, and stared out the window without focusing on anything in particular.
She could still hear the buzz of the arena in her ears. The bounce of the ball. The rhythm of it all. It usually comforted her.
Tonight it just felt... loud. She didn't check her phone. Didn't replay anything. Didn't need to.
She climbed into bed without washing her face, pulled the blanket up, and stared at the ceiling for a beat.
Then rolled onto her side, closed her eyes, and let the silence take her.
Tomorrow would be normal again.
Chapter 5: Out of Bounds
Chapter Text
LaMelo
The win felt good—but it wasn't sticking.
Still in full uniform, jersey clinging to his back, sweat drying on his skin, he sat slouched on the bench with one wrist draped over his knee and his towel tossed carelessly beside him. The post-game buzz was still in the air—guys talking, laughing, the usual trash talk being tossed around—but his head wasn't in it anymore.
He'd dropped twenty-three points. Seven assists. Clean rotation. He should've been satisfied.
But the second he stepped into that hallway and saw her? Gone.
LaMelo didn't usually notice people's reactions. Not like that.
He was used to getting looks—fans, players, media, cameras. It came with the game. Most of the time, he could tune it out. Shrug it off. Smile through it.
But that hallway? That look Theresa Young gave him? Yeah, that one stuck.
Not because it was heated. Not because it was flirty. It wasn't either of those.
It was the kind of look someone gives when they don't want to know you exist.
Not a word. Not a glance back.
And maybe it shouldn't have gotten to him. Maybe it shouldn't have landed harder than the win or the stats or the quiet nods from players he respected. But it did.
LaMelo had sat there like an idiot, towel around his neck, replaying the entire two-second interaction like it held the secrets of the universe.
Which, obviously, it didn't. But still.
Something about it got under his skin.
He draped the towel over his head now—poor attempt to try and muffle the thoughts out—elbows resting on his knees. Someone said his name. He nodded without looking up.
He hadn't thought about her in forever. Not really.
Trae's little sister. The quiet one. Always on the edge of things. Cool, unfazed, smart as hell. She used to come to games sometimes, back when they were younger, but she never tried to be seen. She was just there. She'd nod. Maybe toss a look. But that was it.
Now she was fully grown. Fully in the mix. Fully... off-limits?
Something about that made it worse.
"She got you in a chokehold already?" Josh muttered, walking past him with a smirk.
LaMelo looked up. "Huh?"
"You were frozen in that hallway like you saw a ghost. That girl do something to you?"
"Nah," LaMelo said, but it came out too fast.
Josh laughed and kept walking. "Whatever you say, bro."
LaMelo leaned back against the wall and closed his eyes for a second. He didn't even know why it bothered him. It wasn't like he cared.
She didn't like him? Cool. Most people couldn't handle his energy anyway.
But there was something in the way she looked at him—like she saw through the noise. Like she already had her mind made up.
And that? That made it personal.
He ran it back later again when she flashed across the screen—just for a second—in the background of the game's highlight playing on mute on SportsCenter. Courtside, legs crossed, face unreadable.
He was still in his compression pants, a towel slung around his neck like he hadn't decided whether to shower or just crash right there.
She'd barely looked at him. Just enough to dismiss him with one quick pass. Like he was background noise. Like he was nothing.
He didn't know why it got to him. Maybe because nobody else looked at him like that.
Ever.
He pulled his hoodie over his head and slumped back against the couch, letting the room go quiet. He wasn't thinking about her. Not really. He was just... annoyed.
He couldn't even remember what he was about to say to her before she brushed past. Probably nothing important. Probably something stupid.
But now?
Now he was sitting here, wondering why her voice—her absence of it, really—was still echoing louder than the post-game stats.
And he hated that.
He showered eventually. Half just to do something with himself.
The water didn't help.
He stood under the spray longer than usual, palms against the wall, steam curling around his neck like it was supposed to drag the thought out of him.
It didn't.
When he stepped back into the room, towel around his shoulders, the TV was still on mute. Another highlight of tonight's game was looping—his name in bold across the screen, a flashy three and a cross-court assist playing in slow motion.
He watched it for a second. Then grabbed the remote and turned it off.
It wasn't like he cared what people said. He'd played clean. Smart. Sharp.
But he couldn't get over that second in the tunnel. Not when everything around kept reminding him of it.
That look.
Not even a look, really. A once-over. Dismissive. Borderline disgusted.
She hadn't even been mad. Hadn't said anything. That was the thing. Most people—if they didn't like him, they made it a thing. Loud. Public. Petty.
Theresa Young?
She'd shut it down before he could even speak. Like she'd been expecting him to say something stupid.
He let out a low breath and flopped onto the bed, one arm over his face. Maybe she didn't like his game. Or his attitude. Or just his face. Whatever.
It didn't matter.
She was Trae's sister. Part of the home team. Always around.
Not his business.
He turned on his phone. Scrolled for a bit. Clicked off again. Nothing hit.
The team had a flight out in the morning. Then prep. Then next city. And he'd forget about it by then.
He had no reason not to.
The plane ride back to Charlotte was quiet. Coaches were scattered through the rows, a couple of rookies still buzzed from the win. Melo had his hood up, headphones in, but no music playing.
He saw her face for the last time.
Not soft. Not curious. Just sharp. Like she was already tired of him before he even opened his mouth.
And for once, he hadn't.
He didn't know what he would've said even if he had. It was weird, being silenced by someone he'd barely seen in years. Weirder still that it was her—someone who didn't even flinch around NBA energy. Most girls lit up when he walked into a room. Or at least pretended to.
But Theresa?
She looked at him like he was the punchline to a joke she'd already heard.
And maybe he was.
Theresa
Theresa didn't even remember seeing him in the hallway by the time she woke up.
Her alarm went off at 8:00 sharp. She didn't snooze it.
There was a schedule to keep—calls to take, media content to review, brand mockups to sign off on. She'd agreed to help one of the players with a charity shoot the following week, and that meant early prep. No time to sit still.
The night before? Already filed away.
She didn't bring it up when Serena FaceTimed her over breakfast. Didn't mention the look, the brief step around him, the way he'd almost said something and she hadn't let him. He wasn't worth the air.
Serena, for her part, gave her a look across the screen.
"You didn't say a single word about your favorite person in the NBA."
Theresa sipped her coffee. "You mean Trae?"
"You know that's not who I meant."
Theresa didn't answer.
"You saw him though, right?"
"I passed him."
Serena grinned. "Was it a respectful nod? A dramatic scoff? Did you roll your eyes so hard you needed Advil after?"
"I walked," Theresa said. "That's all."
Serena raised her brows. "Ooh, Ice Queen. Love that for you."
Theresa gave her a look. "It's not that deep."
And it wasn't. Not for her.
He was loud. He was annoying. And yeah, maybe he had a game, but she'd seen a hundred like him—and most of them faded once the cameras stopped flashing.
She didn't care what LaMelo Ball did next. She had her own schedule. Her own focus. And she wasn't about to let one self-obsessed player take up even a single inch of her day.
She was halfway through organizing a set of player-approved social media clips when her phone buzzed with a text.
Jalen: You around?
She read it. Didn't respond right away.
Then set her laptop aside, slid on her sneakers, and grabbed her keys.
She met him outside one of the local training gyms. He was dressed down—sweats, tank, hoodie hanging loose from one arm. No cameras. No entourage. Just him, stretching against the side of his car like he'd been waiting for her for more than five minutes.
"Didn't think you'd come," he said as she walked up.
"You asked," she said. "I don't make things complicated."
He smiled, soft. "You kinda do."
She raised a brow. "Do I?"
He laughed. "Nah. I like it."
She leaned back against the car next to him, arms crossed, letting the quiet settle between them.
They watched a couple of kids shoot around across the street—one of them clearly wearing a Hawks jersey two sizes too big.
"You good after the game?" he asked, finally.
"Always."
"Was a tough loss."
"Not your fault."
He didn't say anything, but his shoulder bumped hers gently.
"You coming to the team dinner next week?" he asked after a beat.
"Maybe."
"You always say maybe."
"That's because it's always a maybe."
He gave her a look—half amusement, half question—but didn't push.
And she appreciated that.
"What about the next home game?"
She tilted her head, squinting a little at the sun. "You tryna pencil me in already?"
"I'm just asking," he said with a small shrug. "You're usually there. Feels weird when you're not."
She didn't answer right away. Just watched the kid in the Hawks jersey dribble awkwardly across the sidewalk. He missed the shot but celebrated anyway. Her lips twitched into the barest smile.
Jalen followed her gaze. "Think I used to do that."
"Miss or celebrate?"
"Both." He grinned. "Some habits stick."
She chuckled softly. "You still do."
He turned to face her fully then, expression gentler now. "You got somewhere to be?"
She shook her head. "Not right now."
"Come shoot with me," he said, nodding toward the gym.
She blinked. "Seriously?"
"You scared I'll beat you?"
"I'm scared you'll cry when I do."
"Say less." He was already moving toward the door, holding it open for her like he knew she'd follow.
And she did. Not because she owed him her time. Not because she had anything to prove. But because the way he asked—soft, steady, nothing extra—made her feel like maybe, just maybe, it was okay to lean in.
The court inside was quiet. Lights humming overhead, floor polished clean. He passed her a ball without a word.
They didn't talk much. Didn't need to. Just the echo of dribbles, the rhythm of shots going up, sneakers sliding across hardwood.
At one point, he tried to show off—pulled a spin move and missed the layup. She didn't let it go.
"You done?" she asked, catching the rebound like she was born for it.
"Just warming up."
"You peaked at practice yesterday."
He grinned, grabbing the ball from her hands. "Keep talking."
They played until the sun started to dip through the high gym windows, casting long shadows across the court.
By the time they stopped, both of them were breathless, flushed from movement but still holding something quiet between them.
Jalen leaned against the wall, sweat at his temple. "You always play like that?"
"Like what?"
"Like you've got something to prove."
She raised a brow. "Says the guy who can't take an L."
He smiled again, but softer this time. "You're a problem, you know that?"
"Only to people who think I'm not."
They stayed in that gym a few minutes longer, just catching their breath. Jalen sat on the edge of the court, elbows on his knees, head tilted back like he could stay there all night. Theresa stood for a second, then dropped down beside him—close but not touching.
It was quiet again. The kind of quiet she didn't mind.
Jalen glanced over. "You still mad we lost?"
"I'm not mad."
"Liar."
She shrugged. "Okay. I'm a little mad."
"Fair."
They sat like that for a moment longer, just letting it settle.
Eventually, she pushed herself to her feet. "Alright. I should go."
"You sure?" he asked, not standing yet.
"I got stuff to finish."
He looked up at her, that same easy look he always gave—no pressure, no strings. "See you at next game?"
She hesitated. "Probably."
"You gonna wear black again?"
She smirked. "Always."
Jalen grinned, pushed himself off the court with a low groan, and followed her toward the exit. He didn't say anything else—not about the game, not about them. Just walked beside her, quiet, like he didn't need to fill the space.
She appreciated that.
Outside, the air had cooled. She pulled her hoodie up, turned toward her car.
"Later, J," she said.
"Later, T."
She dropped her phone on the kitchen counter, poured herself a glass of cold water, and stretched her arms overhead with a sigh. The quiet in her apartment wrapped around her like a weighted blanket—familiar, still. Safe.
She was halfway to the couch when her phone buzzed.
It was a DM from a mutual she barely remembered following—someone who worked with game photographers, always reposting tunnel shots and courtside flicks.
She opened it without thinking.
@ATLFocusHoops: You seen this yet? Thought you might like the energy.
It was a photo. From last night's game.
A shot of her in the tunnel—shoulder stiff, eyes forward, walking with her chin high.
And in the background? Just barely visible, turning in the opposite direction—LaMelo Ball.
Clear enough to recognize. Faint enough to make it feel like an accident. They weren't touching. Not speaking. Just occupying the same frame.
She stared at it for a moment. Then closed the message. Didn't save it. Didn't like it. Didn't answer. She locked her phone, dropped it on the couch cushion beside her, and pulled her blanket up over her lap.
It didn't mean anything. Just timing. Just a picture.
Still, she didn't pick her phone up again that night.
LaMelo
Back in Charlotte he thought he forgot about the encounter. Everything moved the same. Practice. Film. Rehab.
Coach was happy with his minutes. The press kept saying he looked locked in again. Even his mom texted him with a little fire emoji after his post-game stats hit Twitter.
He wasn't looking for it when it found him to remind him.
It popped up on his explore page late at night, when he was half-scrolling, half-watching some show on mute, doing that aimless thing people do when they don't want to admit they're bored.
Just a photo. From the tunnel.
LaMelo stopped the second he saw it.
Her. Theresa. Walking past him like he didn't exist.
And him—just barely turned, caught mid-pivot, like he was about to say something and then thought better of it.
Someone had captioned it with something stupid.
When the tension is louder than the score.
He rolled his eyes. It wasn't tension. It was timing. It was nothing. Still, he clicked it. Zoomed in without thinking. She looked like she always did—collected, sharp, unimpressed. Her eyes weren't even on him. Not really.
He didn't even know if she had a role with the Hawks, or if she was just there for Trae. But she looked official—clipboard, headset, all that. She looked like someone who didn't care about impressing anybody.
But something about the photo made it feel like she'd left behind static. Like even after she'd walked away, the space around him still hadn't fully cleared.
He didn't like that.
Didn't like how it felt seeing himself in the background of her moment. How the image made it seem like she'd won some silent game he didn't even know they were playing.
He tossed his phone onto the other end of the couch, jaw tight. Whatever. People made stuff out of nothing all the time.
He wasn't thinking about her. Wasn't wondering what she'd do if he did say something next time.
He had bigger things to worry about. But when he got up to grab a drink from the kitchen and passed his phone again?
He picked it back up. Clicked the photo again.
Then locked the screen without liking it.
A day later, they were back at the arena—Hornets hosting Miami.
LaMelo ran through warmups like usual—loose shoulders, easy grin, chest buzzing with the pregame rhythm he'd always known how to ride. He tossed a no-look pass to a rookie, pointed at the camera guy behind the bench, cracked a joke with one of the trainers.
But somewhere in the back of his mind, he searched the stands. Not for a face, exactly. For a feeling.
For that same unimpressed, razor-sharp once-over he'd gotten in Atlanta. The look she'd thrown at him like she was checking a receipt and finding the math didn't add up.
He hated that it followed him now wherever he went.
He hated that he wanted to see it again.
Not because he cared. He didn't. Obviously.
But if she was gonna look at him like that—like he personally offended her by existing on the same court—he'd be lying if he said it didn't hit a little different.
That disgusted once-over? Yeah. He'd take it. Because at least it meant she was watching.
And watching meant he had her attention. Which, honestly, didn't surprise him. He'd been giving her something to look at all night.
But tonight? No glance. No presence. No proof she was even thinking about him.
And it was stupid. It was ridiculous. He had a whole game to play. A whole season to lock in for. And he was standing at half court looking around like a ghost was gonna materialize in the third row.
LaMelo exhaled, hard. It was time to stop obsessing.
He dropped twenty-five that night. Clean. Confident. Loud where it counted.
And felt like himself again.
Chapter 6: Clean Cuts
Chapter Text
Theresa was going through the motions—filtering press releases, checking in on the charity shoot she'd agreed to help organize, scanning for anything she needed to pass on to Trae's team.
She was on autopilot—emails, edits, production updates. Meetings that could've been voice notes. Her calendar stayed stacked, but none of it really registered. She was too used to the rhythm by now—early mornings, fast check-ins, social content to approve, tunnel shots to filter, a never-ending list of names and numbers and angles.
One more game had happened since Saturday. A Tuesday night match against Indiana—light crowd, flat energy, a win that felt more like a formality than a celebration. She'd been there. Court-adjacent. Smiling at the right people, doing the right thing.
However, the game felt distant—like she was watching through a glass wall.
Theresa sat just past the team bench, a few feet from the hardwood, legs crossed at the ankle, clipboard balanced on one thigh. She was exactly where she always was—visible enough to clock in, quiet enough not to draw attention. It was her sweet spot. The zone she’d carved out over seasons, one perfectly timed nod and polite sideline conversation at a time.
But tonight? She felt more like a placeholder than a person.
The crowd was half-full. The energy—light. A weekday game with no stakes. No press frenzy. Just standard rotations, brand placement checklists, and another night in the schedule that blurred into the next.
Jalen was playing well. Nineteen points so far, a couple of smooth assists. He looked sharp. Calm. Comfortable. The kind of performance that wouldn’t go viral but would still earn a quiet head nod from someone who mattered.
She noticed. Of course she did.
She just pretended she didn’t.
Her eyes skimmed the court when they needed to. Jotted names beside plays for the content team. She logged the moments fans would replay online—Trae’s baseline drive, the fourth-quarter steal, the quick sideline dap caught on camera. But her focus kept slipping. Kept drifting somewhere between what was happening and what wasn’t.
Like the fact that Jalen hadn’t looked for her yet. Not once.
Not that he had to. Not that she cared.
But he usually did. Just a glance. Just enough to make her feel like she was part of it.
Tonight, he stayed locked in—head down, locked onto the rim, talking to a rookie between quarters. She caught his smile once, but it wasn’t for her. It was casual. Generic. Practice-level energy.
She crossed her legs the other way and forced her attention back to the clipboard. A note about tomorrow’s shoot. An email reminder for Thursday’s dinner. Someone texted her a behind-the-scenes clip of Trae mic’d up—she watched it once, then archived it.
By the fourth quarter, she’d stopped pretending to be invested. She applauded when the team scored. She clapped when the buzzer hit. She smiled when the media staff gave her a thumbs up from across the court.
Everything looked right.
But it didn’t feel like anything.
Jalen jogged past her on his way to the tunnel, towel around his neck, a sheen of sweat across his jaw. She didn’t look at him. Not directly. Not on purpose. But he brushed her shoulder lightly with his as he passed, and something about it made her heart kick once, hard.
He didn’t say anything. She didn’t turn around. It was fine. It was nothing.
It was always nothing.
Wednesday morning, she had a Nike call at 9 a.m., and by noon she was elbows-deep in storyboards for a new player-driven campaign. A post-game clip had gone viral on TikTok the night before—Trae with a behind-the-back dime that made SportsCenter—and she helped spin it into a cross-platform short before the afternoon meetings kicked off. Routine stuff. Nothing she hadn't done a dozen times before.
She didn't think about the tunnel. She didn't think about LaMelo Ball.
Not until later, when her phone buzzed while she was eating yogurt straight out of the fridge.
FaceTime: Serena
She accepted without thinking. No prep, no angle. Just clicked accept with the same energy she used to delete a marketing email.
Serena's face filled the screen immediately—smooth lighting, lashes curled, lip gloss poppin'. She was perched on her bed like she was about to deliver a TED Talk.
"Good morning to my favorite emotionally unavailable icon," she said sweetly.
Theresa blinked. "It's literally noon."
"Time is fake and so are boundaries when it comes to that man," Serena replied. "Anyway. I know you saw the photo."
Theresa blinked. "What photo?"
"Oh my God. Tell me you're not gonna lie to my face right now." Serena flipped her screen around. "You made the cut," she announced, holding up her phone to flash a screenshot.
It was a tunnel photo from the Pacers game—Jalen in the foreground, hoodie pulled tight, and just barely in the background, Theresa with a clipboard and a no-nonsense expression.
Theresa squinted as the image came into view. "Oh, that," she said, unbothered. "Didn't even see it."
Serena cackled. "Girl. You were in it."
"I meant I didn't see him."
"Girl. You were in it like a ghost. All brooding and backgroundy. It's giving hidden heartbreak arc."
Theresa snorted. "You're annoying."
Serena dropped her phone on her lap and leaned closer. "Okay, but like. When are y'all gonna stop doing this?"
"Doing what?"
"This whole we're casual but also let's beam at each other like we invented basketball chemistry thing."
Theresa didn't answer right away. She swirled a spoon through her yogurt instead.
Serena tilted her head. "You know I love you. Deeply. Unconditionally. But I can't keep watching you smile every time that man scores. It's giving courtside Stockholm Syndrome."
Theresa sighed. "It's not that serious."
"It's always that serious when you stop breathing for a whole possession."
Theresa stayed quiet. Not defensive. Just quiet.
Serena softened, her voice dropping into something gentler. "I just think you're giving him too much space."
"I'm not," Theresa said automatically.
"You are," Serena said without blinking. "You let him orbit. Let him pull you in whenever it suits him. And I get it—he's charming. He's easy. But easy doesn't mean consistent. And you deserve consistent."
Theresa exhaled slowly. "You sound like Trae."
"Well, Trae sees it. You think he doesn't notice the way Jalen looks at you? The way he hovers?" Serena paused.
Theresa blinked. "Wait—Trae said something?"
"No," Serena said casually. "But he didn't have to. The man has big brother radar. He probably marked it all like game tape."
Theresa leaned her head against the cabinet behind her, closing her eyes. "It's just comfortable. That's all it is."
"But is it safe?" Serena asked. "Or is it just familiar enough not to scare you?"
Another pause.
Theresa didn't answer. Because maybe she didn't know.
Serena sighed again, softer this time. "I just want you to stop letting people treat you like a half-option."
"I'm fine," Theresa said, quieter now. "It's not that deep."
"You know what else isn't deep? A situationship with no emotional returns." Serena leveled the camera. She didn't push. She just gave her that look again—the one she always used when she was holding back a full thesis. Then softened, just slightly. "I'm not coming for you. I'm just saying—every time he scores, he looks at you like you're the only one watching."
Theresa sighed. "Because I am."
"And he knows that," Serena said. "Which is why he's not letting go."
Theresa leaned her head against the cabinet. "You know what's exhausting? Having feelings for someone who only wants you when it's convenient."
Serena raised a brow. "So let it be inconvenient."
That sat between them for a second. No follow-up. No elaboration. Just Serena's steady stare through the screen.
Then her face broke into a grin. "Anyway. I'm coming over Friday. Don't flake."
"Why?"
"Because you need a reset and I bring vibes."
Theresa smiled despite herself. "You're ridiculous."
"And yet, I'm always right."
They hung up with a plan for Friday and a promise from Serena to send three outfit options for approval.
Theresa already knew she'd ignore them.
The Hawks facility was quieter in the late afternoon—just a few scattered voices from the media room, the low thud of music from the training area, sneakers squeaking against polished floors. Theresa moved through it with ease, clipboard tucked under her arm, lanyard swinging lazily from her neck. She didn't have much to do—just a quick follow-up on the final media selects and a check-in with graphics.
She cut through the back hallway near the weight room and spotted Trae mid-stretch, hoodie tugged over his head, headphones loose around his neck. He was sitting on a yoga mat, one leg bent under him, the other extended, resistance band wrapped around his foot.
"Damn," she said, dropping her bag beside him. "You live here now?"
He looked up and grinned. "Gotta get the old man stretches in."
"You're twenty-five."
"Exactly."
She crouched beside him, tugging on the resistance band until his calf flexed. He hissed a little.
"Stop fighting it," she said.
"You stop being so aggressive."
"I'm barely pulling."
"You're built like vengeance."
She snorted. "And you're built like excuses."
They fell into silence after that, the kind that came easy between them. Theresa helped him through his stretches, counted without looking, steadied his foot when it slipped. She knew his routine better than most of his trainers—where he cut corners, where he needed pushing, where he tried to pretend nothing hurt even when it did.
"You good?" she asked after a minute.
"Yeah," he said. "You?"
She nodded, still focused on adjusting the band. "Same old."
"Long week?"
"Every week is long."
Trae didn't press. But he didn't let it go either.
"You always play things so chill," he said after a second. "Doesn't mean you don't feel stuff."
Her hands stilled. Just for a moment.
"Where's this coming from?" she asked.
"Nowhere," he said with a shrug. "Just saying."
She glanced at him sideways. "You hear something?"
"I hear everything."
"Then you should know I'm fine."
"Sure."
He didn't sound convinced. But he also didn't call her out.
Instead, he leaned forward to switch legs, letting the tension settle in the air between them without forcing it to break.
"You know," he said, like it had just occurred to him, "you don't gotta be bulletproof all the time. You can just be... whatever."
Theresa didn't answer right away. Just sat back on her heels, eyes softening slightly.
"I'm not bulletproof," she said quietly. "I'm just good at not bleeding in front of people."
Trae looked at her. Not long. Just enough.
"Alright, poet," he muttered.
She cracked a smile. "Go stretch your hamstring."
"Bossy," he grinned. "You hear from Nike yet?"
Theresa narrowed her eyes. "Why are you asking like that?"
"Just wondering," he said, casual. Too casual.
She stared at him. "Trae."
"What?"
"You know something."
He blinked like he was offended. "I'm literally just asking."
"No, you're poking," she said, arms folded. "And you only poke when you know something I don't."
He gave a small shrug. "You're the one always talking about being ten steps ahead."
She stepped closer, lowering her voice. "Tell me now before I walk into something dumb."
"I'm not saying it's dumb," he replied slowly, dragging out the last word. "Just saying... don't be shocked if you get a curveball."
Theresa paused. "Like... what kind of curveball?"
Trae didn't answer right away. Just picked up a Gatorade, twisted the cap with one hand, and took a slow sip like he wasn't dodging her question.
"That's not helpful," she muttered.
He gave her a look—half warning, half apology. "Just stay locked in. And if something feels off, don't let it throw you."
She studied him. He wasn't just being annoying. There was something behind his words—something knowing.
"Trae."
"I'm serious, Tess," he said. "You work too hard to let someone mess with your peace. Whatever comes through, don't flinch."
Her stomach tightened, just a little.
He was never this vague unless he was trying to protect her from something. Unless he already knew.
She didn't ask again. Just nodded once and grabbed her bag.
"Love you," she said, softer now.
He bumped her shoulder with his. "Love you too."
And she left before he could say anything else.
By the time Thursday rolled around, she was already tired—and she hadn't even gotten to the part that required makeup.
Her phone buzzed mid-morning while she was sorting graphics with a Hawks social lead.
Jalen: Dinner thing tonight. Team crew. You pulling up?
Theresa stared at it longer than she needed to. It wasn't an invitation. Not really.
It was just a check-in. A thread he tugged sometimes. Not because he wanted her there, but because he liked having her close.
She told herself it didn't mean anything.
Theresa: Maybe. What time?
Jalen: 7. Don't flake.
That was it.
She didn't answer again.
Dinner was downtown—low light, high ceilings, one of those private setups with too many drinks and not enough air. Music played low over the hum of conversation, and half the team was already halfway into their plates.
Theresa showed up ten minutes late, as planned. Black trousers, a cropped sweater, boots with a sharp toe. Just enough edge to remind people she didn't get paid to blend in.
Jalen was already there—corner booth, drink in hand, shoulder leaned back like he was exactly where he wanted to be. He spotted her before anyone else did. His mouth curved. Not a smile exactly, just a shift in the way he looked at her, like something had clicked into place.
She slid in next to him, brushing off her coat and nodding a lazy hello to the table.
"Didn't flake," he said under his breath, mouth near her ear.
"You told me not to."
"You always listen that well?"
She looked at him. "Depends who's talking."
He chuckled, slow and warm, then rested his arm along the back of the booth—casual, easy, but unmistakably close behind her shoulders.
The night unraveled like it always did—too many plates, half-finished drinks, rookie dares, bad stories, retold wins. The energy was loud, but loose. Controlled chaos.
Jalen leaned closer just once. "You're quiet."
"I'm listening."
"You always do that."
"What?"
"Act like you're not paying attention until someone needs you."
She gave a soft smile. "You say that like it's a bad thing."
He didn't answer.
But his hand stayed near hers on the table—close enough that their fingers brushed when they reached for the same napkin.
Neither of them moved away.
Jalen stuck close. Not clingy. Just steady. Like a shadow that knew its place. He handed her a fork when she didn't reach for one. Took the olives off her plate without asking. Smirked every time she leaned away from a hot take.
Across the table, a rookie clocked the way their knees brushed under the table. The way Jalen leaned in like he was used to the space she took up.
"Yo. Y'all together or what?" the rookie asked suddenly, too loud, too casual, just enough to make the whole table pause.
Theresa blinked.
Jalen didn't skip a beat. "That's a bold question."
The rookie shrugged, grinning. "I mean... c'mon. You been on her all night."
Someone else chimed in from the far end. "Don't ruin it for the rest of us, bro. Reesa off the market?"
Laughter. Elbows knocking into each other. Trae, two seats down, didn't laugh.
Jalen didn't look at her. Didn't deny it either. He just sipped from his glass and let the silence stretch—let the implication hang there, casual and unbothered.
And Theresa sat there, half-pinned by the weight of his arm behind her, by the heat of his leg against hers, by the way no one corrected the assumption.
She didn't speak. She didn't pull away.
Trae leaned back in his chair, arms crossed, watching. Not angry. Just... taking it in. His eyes were steady, mouth unreadable, fork paused halfway to his plate.
And for a moment, just a beat too long, he didn't blink. His eyes flicked to his sister, then back to Jalen.
Nobody else noticed.
Except Theresa, who felt all of it—the question, the non-answer, the way Jalen's hand stayed close enough to hers to count.
It wasn't about the rookie. Or even the question.
It was about how Jalen didn't say yes. Didn't say no either. Just let her sit there in the silence. In the maybe.
Next to her, Jalen bumped her shoulder with his. "You good?"
"Always," she said, soft but flat.
He didn't push.
And Trae didn't look away.
When she stood to leave, he stood with her. Walked her outside. Quiet again.
They stood on the sidewalk just long enough for the door to shut behind them, soft music still spilling out into the street.
Theresa opened her car door. Jalen leaned against the frame.
"Good seeing you," he said. Like he hadn't just sat next to her for an hour.
She nodded. "You too."
He hesitated a beat. Like maybe he'd say more. Maybe he wouldn't. In the end, he just stepped back.
And Theresa drove off wondering why one text from Jalen still had the power to make her show up, even when he never asked her to stay.
It was late when she got home. Her boots came off before she made it past the hallway. She was halfway into her kitchen routine—filling her water bottle, setting down her keys—when her email buzzed.
Subject: NIKE Youth Campaign: Incoming – Charlotte Hornets Talent Confirmed
She scrolled through the usual—location updates, call times, notes on wardrobe availability. She skimmed over the media release template, the pre-cleared captions, the delivery date for the short-form promo. She was halfway to closing the tab when her eyes caught on something tucked halfway down the crew notes:
"Add-on: Ball confirmed. Will arrive Friday."
Theresa stared at the name for a second too long. Read it twice.
There it was. Right there.
Not a game. Not a tunnel. Not the background of a photo.
A room. With him.
Then she clicked out of the email entirely.
Just exited.
As if the words would vanish if she didn't look at them too long.
She stood in the middle of the kitchen, water bottle still in one hand, and stared at nothing. The only sound in the apartment was the low hum of her fridge. The stillness felt loud.
She reached for her phone again. Opened the email a second time. Scrolled slower now, just to make sure she hadn't misread it.
But there it was.
Clear as anything. As official as it got.
Ball confirmed.
LaMelo Ball.
Of all the people. Of all the weeks. Of all the projects.
Her fingers twitched on the screen. "This has to be a joke," she muttered.
But no one laughed.
She didn't throw her phone. Didn't yell. Didn't storm around the kitchen like some over-dramatic reality TV meltdown. That wasn't her.
Nike had been planning this shoot for months. It wasn't supposed to be complicated—just a cross-campaign between select athletes from different teams, all shot in staggered blocks. Clean. Efficient. Predictable.
LaMelo Ball was not predictable. And he definitely wasn't part of the original list.
The confirmation had probably just come through. Last-minute PR move. Buzzworthy, clickworthy, chaos-worthy. Of course they'd want him. And of course they hadn't bothered to flag it in advance.
She exhaled once through her nose, fingers already poised over the keyboard.
She could say no.
She could dodge it.
But this was easy work. Logistics. Soft touches. A couple of players, a couple of hours.
She wasn't twelve. She didn't avoid people.
She just stood there, exhaling through her nose, already recalibrating her mood board.
Because now? She had to deal with him.
Again.
And if LaMelo Ball thought he was getting away with doing too much on her set?
He had another thing coming.
Chapter Text
Friday morning came quietly, the kind of soft, still air that felt borrowed—temporary calm before everything sped up again. Theresa stood at the sink, pouring hot water over her tea bag, still in her hoodie, barefoot on cool tile.
It was past eight when Serena let herself into the apartment like she lived there. She didn't knock. She never did. Just walked in with a bag of takeout and enough chaotic energy to stir whatever calm Theresa had left.
"I brought dumplings, gossip, and questions you're not gonna wanna answer," she called from the kitchen.
Theresa didn't look up from the couch. "Take off your shoes."
"They're slides."
"They still touched the street."
Serena kicked them off with a dramatic sigh and dropped onto the couch beside her, unpacking the takeout like she was laying out a game plan.
"Big shoot day," she said lightly, stirring her drink. "You feel ready?"
Theresa nodded once. "Everything's scheduled. We're on time. Teams confirmed."
Serena tilted her head. "That's not what I asked."
"I know."
"You're being quiet," she said, eyes flicking to Theresa's face. "And I know that look. That's your I'm calm but mentally preparing for the apocalypse look."
The shoot wasn't for another few hours. It wasn't formal. No press. No lights blinding anyone. Just branded content, some off-court segments, a few behind-the-scenes reels for sponsors to slice up and post later.
She'd done it before—more than once.
But something about this one buzzed louder than the others.
Maybe it was because Trae wouldn't be participating—travel schedule conflict. Maybe it was because it was just her, repping behind the scenes for the Hawks side. Maybe it was because Jalen would be there.
And LaMelo.
But mostly? It was that she hated not knowing how the room would feel until she was standing in it. Still, she didn't treat it like a big deal.
Theresa rolled her eyes. "It's just a shoot."
Serena raised a brow. "With him."
"He's not that important."
"To who?"
"To me."
Serena grinned, but didn't argue. Just handed her a container and grabbed her chopsticks. They ate in silence for a minute, the sound of the TV humming in the background—a cooking competition neither of them were really watching.
Finally, Serena leaned back and said, "So what are you wearing?"
"I haven't picked anything."
"You laid out a blazer."
Theresa looked at her sideways. "Are you stalking me now?"
"I have eyes. And a gift for reading people who pretend they're not spiraling."
"I'm not spiraling."
"Not yet," Serena said with a mouthful of noodles. "But you laid out a blazer for a sponsored shoot. That's emotional prep."
Theresa didn't answer. She took a slow sip of her tea, eyes on the screen.
"I just don't want to be caught off guard," she said finally.
Serena nodded. "Fair."
They didn't say much after that. The silence between them wasn't heavy—it just was. But when Serena left a couple hours later with a container of leftovers and a wink, Theresa stood at the door a little longer than usual.
She didn't know why her chest felt tight. Didn't know why she hadn't picked that blazer up and put it back in the closet. She just knew she was walking into that shoot with her head high.
And she wasn't going to blink first.
The studio was tucked into a quiet corner of the city—one of those warehouse-turned-production-spaces with high ceilings, exposed beams, and lighting rigs that made everything look cinematic before anyone even stepped in front of a camera.
Theresa arrived early.
Professional. Unbothered. Hoodie zipped up, clipboard in hand, headset looped around her neck even though she didn't need it yet. She greeted the Nike reps, nodded at the producer she'd worked with three times before, and checked off the player list one by one.
It was routine.
The Hawks crew rolled in slowly—Jalen among the first, easy smile in place, a fist bump ready as soon as he spotted her.
"You're in boss mode today," he said.
"I'm always in boss mode," she replied.
He laughed and leaned a little closer. "I like it."
She didn't answer. Just gave him a once-over and moved on to logistics.
Everything was in motion. Lights tested. Backdrops changed. Cameras adjusted. She was in it. Focused. Sharp.
Until—
"Hornets just pulled in," one of the assistants called out.
Theresa didn't flinch. Just nodded.
"Put 'em in holding for now. We're starting with individual stuff."
But her pulse skipped anyway.
She didn't look toward the door when it opened. Didn't glance up when the sound of sneakers hit the polished floor. But she knew the exact second he walked in.
LaMelo.
His voice was easy to pick out—low, half-laughing at something one of the other players said. He sounded comfortable. Like this wasn't weird. Like he hadn't been frozen mid-step in a hallway just days ago while she brushed past him without a word.
She kept her head down, flipping through the shot schedule like it needed her attention. She'd see him soon enough. No need to start now.
LaMelo didn't acknowledge her. Not directly.
He moved through the studio like he was built for it—light on his feet, hoodie half-zipped, chain peeking out, water bottle in one hand, all swagger and ease. The kind of ease that would've impressed anyone who didn't already know the act.
Theresa didn't watch him. She just noticed.
How he laughed with the lighting guy like they were old friends. How he posed for the behind-the-scenes camera like it wasn't even there. How every woman on set suddenly seemed to remember how to smile wider, stand straighter, exist louder in his line of sight.
She rolled her eyes and returned to her checklist.
Jalen brushed past her shoulder as he stepped into frame. "You good?"
She nodded. "Always."
"You're giving 'murder someone with kindness' energy."
"I'm fine."
"Alright." He glanced toward the back of the studio where LaMelo had just stepped into wardrobe. Then looked back at her.
"You two know each other?"
Her pen paused. Just for a second.
"Barely," she said, eyes on the clipboard again.
Jalen didn't push, but the air shifted. Something unspoken passed between them—a flicker of awareness, brief but pointed.
The shoot moved quickly—photos first, then short-form video clips, then a few seated interviews.
Theresa kept her distance, hovering just out of frame, headset finally in place now. Giving feedback. Moving talent along. Doing her job.
And still... She felt it.
The weight of a glance she didn't catch. The shift in the air every time he entered a frame.
LaMelo wasn't close. He wasn't even trying to be. But he was present.
Loud in his silence. Steady in her periphery.
And for the first time all day, Theresa realized that pretending he didn't exist wasn't the same as him actually being gone.
By midday, everyone had settled into the rhythm.
Theresa stayed behind the lens, directing from a calm, careful distance. There was always a sweet spot on shoots like this—when the lighting was right, the players were relaxed, and the content came easy.
She kept her voice even. Gave light cues when needed. Nodded at the Nike rep when it was time to swap out jerseys.
Nothing broke.
No one noticed the extra seconds she took flipping the page when LaMelo stepped in front of the camera. No one saw the way her eyes skimmed past him just fast enough to make it look like she hadn't registered him at all.
But she had. Of course she had.
He was in black Nike tech fleece now, sleeves pushed up to his forearms, a chain sitting just under his collar. Not too flashy. Just enough to remind everyone who he was.
The producer asked him to run through a couple off-script lines—game-day mindset, locker room routine, best off-court fit.
He answered clean. Unbothered.
Theresa didn't flinch. Didn't look up. But she heard every word.
The break came late afternoon.
Catering rolled in, and everyone loosened up—sitting on coolers, leaning against folding chairs, slipping out of set shoes. The playlist got louder. Someone passed around a basketball and a few of the guys started shooting into a makeshift trashcan hoop.
Theresa found a quiet corner near the monitors, sipping her water and checking footage logs.
She thought maybe she was done. Maybe she could slip out before the next round of clips. Let the rest of the team close it. Then the coordinator walked over.
"Hey," she said, all bright and casual. "So we've got one more segment for the social team. Something light. Pair-up Q&A. You pick cards, ask each other dumb stuff. Real easy. We want to get a couple cross-team pairs on camera."
Theresa nodded slowly. "Okay. You want me to help pair them?"
"Actually," the coordinator smiled, "we kind of thought you might jump in for one."
Theresa blinked. "Me?"
"Yeah. You've got a great presence on camera. It's just for fun."
She hesitated. "Who's the pair?"
The coordinator didn't miss a beat. "LaMelo."
Theresa blinked once.
Twice.
She didn't react outwardly—no dramatic scoff, no visible eye roll. But inside? Every cell in her body stiffened.
"LaMelo," she repeated.
"Yeah," the coordinator said, still cheerful. "You two haven't done anything together yet, and we figured it might be fun. Like... unexpected."
Unexpected. Sure.
She swallowed once, jaw working slightly. "I'm not talent."
"You're kind of both," the coordinator said, breezy. "Besides, you know the team. You're great with banter. You'll make it easy for him."
Theresa's jaw twitched.
Of course, she thought. Because God forbid the superstar have to work too hard. God forbid someone like him be asked to show up with something other than charm and a chain.
Theresa pressed her tongue to the inside of her cheek. She could say no. She had every right to say no. But behind the coordinator's smile was a silent plea—the look of someone trying to finish a long day without setting off a fire alarm.
And Theresa? She was not in the mood to be difficult.
Not now. Not over him.
She forced a tight smile. "Sure. Wouldn't want him to strain himself with too much personality."
"Exactly! It'll be easy." The coordinator laughed, completely missing the undertone. "They're resetting the lights now. Five minutes?"
Theresa nodded once. "Got it."
The coordinator walked off, relieved.
Theresa stood there for another beat, water bottle tight in her hand, the corner of her mouth twitching like it wanted to curse out loud.
"Yo," a familiar voice said behind her.
She turned to see Jalen stepping out from a group of players near the catering table, brows raised like he'd been watching.
"You good?"
"Yeah," she said, voice clipped.
"You looked like you were ready to throw that water bottle," he joked, nodding toward her grip.
She gave a tight smile. "Long day."
He eyed her for a second. "What's the next setup?"
"Q&A segment," she said. "Last one."
"You running it?"
She paused. "I'm in it."
Jalen's expression shifted—subtle, but there. "With who?"
Before she could answer, someone called from across the set, "LaMelo, you're up!"
Jalen looked past her, then back.
Theresa didn't blink. "Just a fun clip," she said.
He gave a slow nod, jaw ticking. "Right."
She turned before he could say anything else. Exhaled. Straightened her spine. Then walked toward the camera setup like she wasn't about to sit across from the one person she'd spent the entire day trying to pretend didn't exist.
The set was simple.
Two chairs. One table. A stack of cards between them.
Soft lighting. One fixed camera. Someone with a clipboard signaling "rolling" with two fingers and a nod.
Theresa sat first. Straight-backed. Controlled.
LaMelo walked in two beats later.
He didn't sit right away. Just looked at her for half a second like he was still waiting for her to pretend she didn't see him. But she didn't flinch.
"Hey," he said, low.
She nodded once. "Let's get it over with."
He gave a short breath of a laugh—more exhale than amusement. Then he dropped into the chair across from her, long legs stretched out, one arm slung lazily over the back of the seat. Relaxed. Like this was just another clip, another camera, another moment for people to eat up.
The producer clapped once behind the lens. "Alright! Cards on the table. You each take turns pulling one and asking. Doesn't matter who goes first. Be casual. Banter's good. Keep it light."
Theresa reached for a card without waiting. Read it flatly: "What's your worst fashion moment?"
LaMelo didn't even pause. "That's easy. My rookie year. Preseason tunnel fit. Black pants, red vest, white turtleneck. Whole thing made me look like a magician's assistant."
Theresa gave him a blank stare. "Was that before or after you started dressing like a Pinterest board?"
He smirked. "Before I had people dressing me like one."
She slid the card aside. "Next."
He leaned forward, pulled one from the stack. "What's something people think you care about but you actually don't?"
She tilted her head. "Public opinion."
"Cap."
"Is that your answer or your commentary?"
He grinned. "Commentary."
She didn't smile. Just lifted a brow. "You done?"
He held her gaze a second too long. "Not even close."
Another card. Another question. They kept going.
"What's something you regret saying?"
Theresa didn't blink. "Nothing."
"Liar."
She pulled the next card before he could press. "What's your biggest ick?"
"People who take themselves too seriously," LaMelo said, eyes not leaving her face.
She arched a brow. "So, yourself?"
He gave a slow grin. "You wish."
He drew a card. "What's a red flag you ignore?"
She looked straight at him. "Men who think they're charming."
He laughed once—short and sharp. "You're exhausting."
"You're predictable."
He leaned in a little, voice low. "You really don't like me, huh?"
Theresa picked another card without answering. "What's your worst habit?"
"Interrupting people," he said immediately. "And saying things I know I shouldn't."
She didn't respond. Just set the card aside like she was keeping score.
The questions got faster. Snappier. One after the other like jabs.
And as the stack got smaller, the space between them got tighter.
It wasn't flirtatious. It wasn't kind. But it was real.
The camera didn't miss the way her jaw clenched when he leaned forward. It didn't miss the way his eyes tracked her even when she looked away.
They weren't arguing. But they weren't relaxed either.
The room around them was still. Focused. Like everyone could feel something happening—they just didn't know what it was yet.
"Last one," the producer called. "Make it a good one."
Theresa drew a card from the stack like she was picking her next move in a game of chess. She read it without looking up. "Who's someone you underestimated?"
There was a pause.
LaMelo didn't lean back this time. Didn't smile. He tilted his head just slightly, eyes narrowing in that calm, unreadable way she hated.
"You want an honest answer?" he asked.
She looked up. "Is that a choice?"
He held her gaze. For the first time all day, something shifted.
The sarcasm dropped out of his voice. The edges softened—but not enough to call it vulnerable. Just real.
"I underestimated how much you don't like me," he said.
It wasn't a joke. And it wasn't a question.
Theresa blinked once. It wasn't the answer she expected. But it wasn't wrong.
She set the card down. "That's not personal."
"Felt personal."
She tilted her head, expression unreadable. "Everything feels personal when you think you're the main character."
That got him. Just barely. His smile flickered, but didn't stay. The room was quiet for a beat too long.
Then—
"Cut!" the producer called. "That's a wrap. Gold, you two. Really good stuff."
Theresa was already standing, straightening her chair, brushing past the set crew like she hadn't just been looked at like that.
LaMelo stayed seated a second longer, elbows resting on his knees, staring at the spot where her hand had just been on the table.
He didn't say anything. Didn't follow her.
But his jaw ticked once before he stood.
The crew moved quickly after the wrap call—mics unplugged, lights dimmed, camera carts wheeled away. Theresa didn't linger. She was already halfway down the side hallway that led to the service exit, wanting nothing more than air, space, quiet.
She turned the corner—sharp, purposeful—and nearly walked straight into him.
LaMelo.
Again.
This time, it was just the two of them. No producers. No clipboard buffer. Just one narrow hallway and bad timing.
She stopped short, eyes narrowing slightly.
He didn't move. Didn't smirk. Didn't step back. Just looked at her—steady, unreadable, like he'd been waiting for this moment to happen without planning it.
"You always walk like you're about to fight somebody," he said, voice low.
Theresa didn't blink. "You always stand around like you're hoping it'll be me?"
His mouth twitched—not quite a smile. But something. They stared at each other for a breath too long.
And then—
"I didn't mean to get under your skin back there," he said.
Her brow arched. "Is that an apology?"
"No," he said. "It's an observation."
She shook her head. "You think everything's about you."
His expression didn't shift. "Not everything."
She folded her arms. "Just me, right?"
LaMelo let out a low, amused breath. "You said it, not me."
She scoffed under her breath, turned like she was done with the whole thing—done with him.
LaMelo didn't say anything else. Didn't stop her. Just stayed leaning against the wall, one hand in his pocket, the other running slow circles along the edge of his chain like he had time to kill and nothing to prove.
Theresa walked. Down the hall, past the stacked crates and folding chairs, out the side door where the cool air hit sharp against her skin.
The sun had dipped behind the buildings. The city buzzed somewhere beyond the alley. She took a breath and leaned against the concrete wall, letting the noise settle somewhere below her collarbone.
She hadn't expected the interview to bother her. Hadn't expected him to bother her.
Her phone buzzed, interrupting her almost spiral.
Jalen: you gone already?
She didn't answer. Didn't even open it.
Inside, people were still packing up. Lights shutting off. Crew laughing at something someone said too loud.
Out here, it was quiet. Steady.
Theresa closed her eyes for half a second and pressed her thumb into the bridge of her nose. She didn't care what anyone saw—or thought they saw—in that interview.
She had a job to finish. And a silence she wasn't ready to break.
The tension didn't spark. It stretched.
And now it would sit—quiet and unfinished—until the next time the universe decided to drop them in the same room again.
Notes:
Soooo, that happened...
I didn't mean for it to get this sharp this fast, but here we are. I'd apologize but... you saw that hallway scene
Thanks for reading, and yes—he's gonna be annoying in chapter eight. Buckle up!
Don't forget to leave kudos and comment! ★
Chapter Text
LaMelo didn't think twice about the shoot until his phone buzzed with a reminder that morning.
He was still in bed, face half-buried in the pillow, when the calendar alert lit up the screen: Nike x NBA Content Shoot — 11:00 AM.
He blinked at it, rubbed a palm over his face, and sighed. Not because he didn't want to go. Shoots were easy. Light work. Show up, smile, talk a little shit, leave with a check.
But this one was in Atlanta. And that meant Hawks people. Hawks PR.
Which meant... maybe her.
He didn't get out of bed any faster. But he wasn't half-asleep anymore either.
He closed the notification and tossed the phone back onto the mattress, face down. Rolled over. Tried to sleep for another ten minutes like it would make a difference.
It didn't.
Because his brain was already in that studio—already scanning the room for things that hadn't even happened yet.
He wasn't nervous. That wasn't the word. But he wasn't calm either.
Instead, he dragged himself into the shower, let the hot water wake him up, and stood in front of the mirror longer than usual. He put on his chain, then took it off. Put on a louder one, then swapped it again. Settled on something understated. He didn't want it to look like he was trying.
By the time the SUV pulled up to the studio lot, LaMelo was loose. Hoodie on. Chain tucked. Headphones in. He slid out of the back seat with that same slow ease he carried everywhere—like time was never something that applied to him.
The studio looked like every other converted warehouse he'd shot in before: high ceilings, blacked-out windows, racks of gear stacked against the walls. Smelled like lights, coffee, and the faintest hint of anxiety from a crew that didn't want to run behind.
He recognized a few faces. A Nike rep he'd worked with in Portland. A producer from last year's draft promo. A camera guy who greeted him with a dap and a joke about his last shoot running long.
LaMelo had done a hundred shoots like this.
Branded, polished, half-scripted—all of it second nature by now. He knew how to smile without thinking, knew how to give the answer that sounded casual but clipped well for a highlight reel. He could shoot these in his sleep.
But today?
Today something felt different.
And it wasn't the lights. Wasn't the gear. Wasn't even the camera pointed at his face.
It was her.
He'd seen Theresa the moment he walked in. Not because she made it obvious—but because she didn't.
He'd seen her walk through press tunnels before, usually at a Hawks game—clipboard, black jeans, eyes that skipped right over him like he wasn't even there. Same look now. Except this time, they were in the same room. And she still didn't see him.
Not even a flicker of acknowledgment.
That wasn't just cold. That was deliberate.
She moved like she had something to prove.
Clipboard. Composure. Calm.
But she didn't so much as glance his way. Not once.
And somehow that said more than anything else.
He kept it light.
Laughed at the right things. Talked stats with the guys. Didn't let on that he noticed when she rerouted every path to avoid walking near him. Didn't let on that he saw her note something every time he was on camera but never once met his eye.
He didn't chase that. Not here.
But he felt it.
She hadn't looked at him, but her awareness was loud.
He tried to remember the first time he noticed her. Not just clocked her—but really saw her.
It might've been last season. Charlotte played Atlanta at State Farm, and she'd been courtside near the tunnel, headset on, black blazer, zero expression. The kind of steady presence you miss if you're not looking close enough.
But he remembered that game.
Not because of the score. But because when he jogged off the court at halftime, water bottle in hand, she'd been standing near Trae—just talking, totally composed. She hadn't looked at him then either. Just shifted slightly so he could pass by.
No double-take. No glance. Nothing.
And for some reason that nothing stuck.
The first half of the shoot was basic. Stills, close-ups, a couple jersey swaps. LaMelo hit his marks. Knocked out his segments. Dapped up a few guys. Threw a mini basketball at a trashcan hoop.
But in between frames, his eyes kept drifting.
She was everywhere. Moving between set pieces, checking light meters, nodding at the Nike reps.
Everyone deferred to her. Subtle, but clear.
The Nike reps nodded when she spoke. The producers checked her notes. Even the players—guys who didn't usually listen to PR—waited for her signal before stepping into frame.
It wasn't loud. But it was power.
And somehow, she wielded it without raising her voice once.
He tried not to watch her. But he noticed everything.
How she barely looked at him. How she only spoke when necessary. How she lingered near Jalen for a second longer than anyone else.
He wasn't watching. He was just... aware.
Then came the curveball.
It wasn't until the break that someone said, "You're doing the Q&A next. With the Hawks rep."
LaMelo looked up from his phone, already knowing where this was going.
"Which one?" he asked anyway, voice casual.
"The one running point," the assistant replied. "Theresa Young."
He took a sip from his water bottle, nodded once. "Cool." Then, a beat later, added under his breath, "Should be fun."
A quick segment, off-script. Cards. Banter. Across-the-table setup. And they wanted her. With him.
He didn't ask why. Didn't push it. Didn't smirk or make it weird. He just waited.
When she sat down across from him—perfect posture, blank expression, walls so high he swore she'd built them just for him—he knew he wasn't imagining it.
"Let's get it over with," she said when he got close.
He laughed under his breath. Not because it was funny. Just because she was already trying to win a game he hadn't agreed to play.
He sat down opposite her, leaned back in the chair like he had all day.
Then the questions started. And suddenly, he was in it.
This wasn't neutral. This was pointed.
Every answer she gave came clean, clipped, calculated. Every jab she slipped in was subtle but sharp.
She wasn't trying to entertain. She was trying to survive it.
Halfway through, he started wondering if maybe he'd read the whole thing wrong.
Maybe she didn't hate him. Maybe she just didn't care at all.
Which, somehow, was worse.
Because he could handle being the villain. He could even play into it.
But indifference? That was harder to wear.
And for the first time in a while, he didn't know how to match her tone.
Because she wasn't teasing him. She wasn't challenging him. She was unimpressed.
He couldn't remember the last time someone looked at him like that and meant it.
And that made him want to push.
Not cruelly. Not loudly. Just enough to crack the surface.
So he leaned in. Took up space. Fired off lines like bait.
Watched her eyes. Watched her hands. Watched the way she never really relaxed—not once.
He caught a shift in the room.
A crew member leaned into another and whispered something. Someone stifled a laugh when he called her exhausting. Even the cameraman cleared his throat like he didn't want to be caught watching.
And that only made LaMelo sit up straighter.
When the question landed—Who's someone you underestimated—he said what was already sitting on his tongue.
"I underestimated how much you don't like me."
And when she fired back?
"Everything feels personal when you think you're the main character."
Yeah. That landed.
Not because she was wrong. But because she wasn't playing. She wasn't trying to cut him. She was just telling the truth.
And that hit harder than anything else.
"Cut!" someone called. "That's a wrap."
She stood fast. Didn't look at him. Didn't say a word. And walked off like he was just another prop in a set she never asked to be part of.
LaMelo stayed in the chair a beat longer. Didn't move. Didn't react. He just stared at the card still sitting between them on the table.
Unread. Unspoken. Just like everything else.
A chair scraped behind him. The sound of footsteps—hers—fading toward the exit.
No words. No glance back. Even the air she left behind felt colder.
The rest of the crew moved around him, laughing, clearing things like nothing happened.
But something had.
He hadn't meant to run into her in the hallway. But when she turned the corner, and it was just the two of them? He didn't move.
He liked the way she bristled. The way her eyes cut through him like she was ready to fight.
He didn't say much. Didn't need to.
She said her piece. And he let her go.
But he didn't stop thinking about the look on her face when she did. Didn't stop thinking about the way her voice never shook.
Didn't stop wondering what it would take to make her say something she didn't mean to.
Something real. Something just for him.
The set cleared out fast once the shoot wrapped.
Players peeled off toward the exit with leftover smoothies in hand. The crew broke down lighting and rolled out racks of gear. Laughter echoed in the distance—low, easy, fading with each passing second.
LaMelo moved slower than usual.
He grabbed his phone from the greenroom counter, pulled his hoodie on, and didn't say much to anyone.
Normally, he'd stay back. Chop it up with the Nike reps. Shoot something extra for socials. Be the guy that gave them more than what was asked.
Today? He couldn't be bothered.
Not after the way she looked through him. He hadn't expected warmth. Or even a truce.
But damn—the ice in her voice.
And she didn't even say anything cruel. That's what got him. It wasn't drama. It wasn't petty.
She just... didn't want anything to do with him. That was a different kind of cut.
When he finally left the building, LaMelo wasn't smiling anymore. He didn't know what to call the feeling sitting behind his ribs. But he knew one thing for sure:
He wanted another round.
He slid into the back of the black SUV waiting outside the studio, pulled the door shut, and leaned his head back against the seat.
He should've been shaking it off by now.
He'd had colder interviews. Tougher media days. He knew how to brush off bad vibes.
But Theresa?
She hadn't given him bad vibes. She'd given him nothing.
Somehow that stuck harder.
He scrolled his phone absently. Watched a clip from the shoot pop up on one of the tagged pages.
It was just a second—him leaning forward to answer a question, her face half-turned, completely unreadable.
The comments were already wild.
Why does this feel like the start of a rivalry romance?
Enemies-to-lovers energy?
She's not impressed and he doesn't know what to do with that lmaooo
LaMelo locked his phone. Didn't smile. Didn't even roll his eyes. He stared out the window, city lights flashing across his face in quick, quiet intervals.
It was stupid. They weren't anything.
She didn't even say his name the whole time. Not once. Not during the segment. Not in the hallway.
Like she'd edited him out of her script before he ever made the page.
It wasn't the silence that got him. It was how easy it looked for her to keep it.
He didn't even want them to be anything.
But whatever just happened back there? It didn't feel like nothing.
And the worst part? He had no idea what to do with that.
The driver asked if he wanted to stop for food. He said no.
The hotel lobby was quiet when he walked in, hoodie up, earbuds in—no music playing, just noise cancellation. The kind that let him be alone without the world pressing in too hard.
Elevator ride up. Keycard beep. Door shut.
He dropped his bag without unpacking it. Left his shoes where they landed. Stood in the middle of the room for a long moment, palms pressed to the back of his neck like he was trying to hold something in place.
Eventually, he sat down on the edge of the bed and pulled his phone out again. Still muted. Still buzzing with tagged content. He didn't check the mentions.
He opened the team schedule. Looked at dates. Travel. Practice. Eyes flicked to the next time they'd be in Atlanta. Then away.
He didn't even realize what he was looking for until he caught himself scrolling back to that clip again—the one from the shoot. The second where she didn't react. Didn't lean in. Just existed, still and composed, like he couldn't touch her even if he tried.
He remembered the way she sat—back straight, shoulders square, like nothing could shake her. He remembered the moment their hands almost touched reaching for the same card, and how she didn't flinch. Like he wasn't even there. Not in the way people assumed.
He wondered what she would've said if the cameras hadn't been there. If it had been just them, in a room without lights and lines and producers circling with notes.
Would she still have been that calm That clipped? That sharp with every word? Or would she have cracked?
Maybe not all the way. Maybe not in a way anyone else would catch. But he wondered if she would've rolled her eyes and told him to shut up.
Or said his name. Just once. He didn't realize he wanted that until now.
It was irritating.
He couldn't figure her out, and that made him want to try—just to prove he could.
Because no one dismissed him like that. Not without a reason. Not without something.
And yet... she had.
Flawlessly.
Repeatedly.
And he hated that it stayed with him.
He got up and walked to the bathroom. Washed his face. Turned the water to cold on purpose.
It wasn't deep. He didn't care. She didn't like him. Cool. Not everyone had to.
But...
Something about the way she looked at him—like she saw through the game and didn't even bother to play back—that bothered him.
Not because he wanted her attention. But because she made him feel like he wanted to earn it.
And that? That was a problem.
The hotel room was dark now.
No TV. No music. Just the low hum of the city outside and the glow of his lock screen flashing once every few seconds from the nightstand.
LaMelo lay on his back, hands folded behind his head, eyes fixed on the ceiling like it held answers. He wasn't tired. Not really. But there was nowhere else to go. Nowhere to be.
He turned onto his side, then onto his back again. Adjusted the pillow. Reached for his phone. Put it down.
It wasn't like he liked her. It wasn't that deep.
She just had a way of making him feel like every word he said echoed back empty. Like even his best shots didn't land. That messed with him more than it should've.
He could win a game and forget about it the next morning. Take a loss and move on by lunch.
But one five-minute segment with Theresa Young, and now he couldn't even sleep right?
That wasn't normal.
He thought about calling someone. His brother. A teammate. Anyone. But what would he even say?
"Yo, Trae's sister keeps looking at me like I'm dirt and now I can't stop thinking about it."
Yeah. No. He wasn't saying that out loud. Not to anyone.
Instead, he turned his phone over so the screen faced down and closed his eyes.
She'd probably already forgotten the shoot. Filed him away. Unbothered.
And the part that bugged him the most?
It was the fact that for five straight hours, she made him feel small.
He didn't know how to let that go. Not when he hadn't felt that in years. Not when she didn't even blink doing it.
The lights from the street threw shadows across the ceiling. His chest felt tight, like something had sunk in and stayed stuck.
And for the first time in a long time, LaMelo didn't know how to make it go away.
Notes:
When I said he's gonna be annoying, I didn't mean the next chapter is going to be awful as well, but uhhh okay, we'll live, it's all progress 🤡
If you think this is the last time LaMelo's gonna chase the ghost of her silence like it's personal...
It is.
Next chapter? Let's just say denial isn't gonna save anybody. 😶🌫️
Chapter Text
Theresa didn't speak the entire ride home.
Not to the driver. Not to Serena, who texted her "How was it?? 👀" three times. Not to anyone on the production team, even though a few of them gave her those you killed it grins on the way out.
She didn't feel like she'd killed anything.
Just survived it.
And not even in the triumphant way—more like in the scraped-knees, clenched-jaw, count-every-second way. Her jaw still ached from how hard she'd been biting down on every reaction. Her skin buzzed like the air conditioning had been too cold, too loud, too sharp. And somehow, she'd walked out of there without letting it show.
She dropped her bag by the front door as soon as she walked in, kicked off her shoes, and made a beeline for the fridge like cold water could rinse the static out of her system.
It didn't.
She drank it anyway. Twice.
Then changed into sweats, washed the makeup off her face, and pulled her hair down, combing her fingers through it until it felt like her again.
Only then—only then—did she finally sit.
The couch welcomed her like it always did, soft and familiar. She tucked her knees under herself, wrapped a blanket around her, and stared at the black screen of the TV for a full minute before even bothering to turn it on.
A rom-com. Something forgettable. She needed noise, not emotion.
The movie played, background noise she didn't absorb. Her brain kept drifting—not to the questions. Not even to the way he leaned in like he already had a response loaded.
Just the moment he sat down. That first second. How quiet the air felt between them before anyone said a word.
She hated that she remembered that part most.
Her phone buzzed somewhere in the kitchen. She didn't check it. Didn't want to see if the clip was up yet. Didn't want to know if her name was trending.
Didn't want to deal with texts from Serena saying YOU ATE HIM UP 😭🔥 or worse—a DM from someone asking if the tension was real.
It wasn't. Not the kind they'd assume.
It was irritation. Pressure. The feeling of sitting across from someone who made a room smaller just by being in it.
And her? She hated being cornered.
The night stretched long and slow, the movie playing through without her ever knowing what it was really about.
When the credits rolled, she muted the sound and finally reached for her phone.
Still buzzing. A few missed calls. Some texts. A message from Jalen—u good?
She didn't answer.
She clicked over to Instagram and saw a clip already making the rounds—just three seconds.
LaMelo leaning forward. Her leaning back. That look in her eye.
Captioned with: "She does NOT fold under pressure 😮💨"
She locked the phone again. Tossed it face-down on the coffee table.
Let people read whatever they wanted. Let them project whatever story made the most noise.
She knew the truth.
She didn't like him. Didn't trust him. Didn't even think about him.
Not now. Not anymore.
So why was her chest still tight? Why did silence feel heavier than it had last night? Why did she feel like she'd left that set with something she didn't carry in?
She laid back on the couch, arms folded over her stomach, eyes on the ceiling.
It wasn't a spiral. Just a moment. It would pass.
She just had to stop replaying the look on his face when she said the one thing he didn't have a comeback for.
"Everything feels personal when you think you're the main character."
Yeah. It wasn't personal. Except maybe now it was.
Theresa woke up to sunlight cutting across the floor.
Not loud, not harsh—just steady. Slow and golden. The kind of light that filled a room without asking. It crept past the edge of the blinds, spilled across the hardwood, warmed the sheets she hadn't bothered to fix. Her eyes opened, but her body didn't move. She stayed still, staring up at the ceiling like she could convince her thoughts not to follow her into the day.
The apartment was quiet.
No buzz from the group chat. No podcast playing from her phone. No Serena on FaceTime yelling about brunch spots or nail appointments or some man she was about to block.
Just quiet.
Mornings like this were rare—no schedule, no call times, no press circuits or locker room chaos. She should've liked it. Silence used to be her power.
But it didn't feel like peace. Just the absence of noise.
Theresa exhaled slowly, rolled to the side, and reached for her phone.
Fourteen notifications.
She blinked. Unlocked it. Scrolled.
Nike content tags. NBA fan pages. Clips from the shoot. Her name trending—again.
She dropped the phone face down on the mattress. Didn't open anything. Didn't need to.
The scene was already burned into her brain: the table, the cards, the stare-down. His voice. Her answers. The silence afterward.
She wasn't thinking about him. Not really. But the energy from yesterday hadn't quite left her either.
So she got up, stretched her arms overhead, and shook it off.
Coffee first. Groceries after. Maybe a drive. A Saturday that looked like a Saturday.
Even if it didn't feel like one.
Theresa walked the aisles of Whole Foods with her hoodie pulled up and headphones in. She didn't need anything specific. Just movement. Something to do with her hands.
The shelves blurred past. Almond milk. Grapes. A bottle of her favorite hot sauce. She moved like muscle memory. Checked things off that weren't even on a list.
When she reached for a jar of olives, her phone buzzed in her back pocket. She glanced at the name.
Serena
A second later, a message came through:
Serena: tell me why you look like a Bond villain in this screenshot 😭
Theresa sighed and opened the message.
It was a screen grab from the Q&A. She was mid-glare, arms crossed, completely still while LaMelo leaned in across the table.
Serena: u didn't even blink
Serena: my girl said immunity to charm and contagiously cold
Serena: when are u gonna admit u rattled him
Theresa: rattled who
Serena: u know who
Theresa: that man is allergic to shame
Serena: and yet you gave him symptoms
Theresa smiled despite herself. Just barely. But it passed quickly.
What Serena didn't see was how tight her fists were under the table. Or how many times she had to remind herself that cameras were rolling. That every blink, every twitch, every glance could be clipped and captioned before she even stood up.
She turned off her phone. And didn't turn the music back on.
Trae was already at the kitchen island when she got home, halfway through a smoothie and scrolling through his iPad. He looked up as soon as he heard the door click open, watching as Theresa kicked off her shoes without a word.
Before he could even ask how she was doing—she walked straight over and wrapped her arms around him.
No warning. No explanation. Just a hug.
Trae blinked, caught off guard for half a second—then hugged her back instantly, like instinct.
"Hey," he said softly, one hand rubbing slow circles along her back. "You okay?"
She nodded against his shoulder. "Just missed you."
For a second—just a flash—she wondered what it would've felt like to let someone else be this safe space.
But the thought vanished just as fast.
This was Trae. Her constant. The one thing that never needed translation.
He didn't say anything else. Didn't need to. He held her a little tighter. Because she was his little sister. And if she needed to fall apart—even just a little—he was the one person who could hold her steady through it.
When she finally pulled back, he gave her a once-over and tilted his head. "Shoot go alright?"
"Fine."
He nodded slowly, watching her grab a bottle of water from the fridge. A small pause. Then, casually:
"LaMelo looked tense last night."
Theresa's brow arched. "You watched the shoot?"
"Nope. Just saw a clip on my feed. Looked like something happened."
She shrugged. "It's media stuff. Nothing deep."
Trae gave her a look. Didn't press. He never did unless she needed him to.
"You coming to dinner tomorrow?" he asked. "Foundation's hosting something for the rookies."
She nodded. "Yeah, I'll be there."
"Cool."
They lapsed into silence again. Comfortable. Unspoken things resting just beneath the surface.
That night, Theresa sat on the couch in a sweatshirt three sizes too big, curled into the corner with her knees tucked to her chest.
Her phone lit up from the coffee table.
Another tag.
She reached for it. Watched the clip play on silent. Him leaning in. Her unmoved. That single beat of tension stretched thin across the frame.
The comments were still rolling.
Why does this feel like enemies to lovers in real time?
She didn't even flinch. MVP.
I need the fanfic immediately.
Theresa closed the app.
She wasn't part of anyone's fantasy. Not his. Not theirs.
She pressed her phone to her chest for a second, then set it back down and leaned her head against the armrest.
She told herself it didn't matter. Told herself she was fine. Told herself she would sleep just fine tonight.
But even with the lights off, and the night quiet, and her body still—her mind kept circling the same thing.
Some people mistake silence for weakness. That's how you win.
She repeated it like a mantra.
By morning, the tightness in her chest had dulled to a quiet pressure—like the kind that lingered before a storm, not loud enough to panic, but impossible to ignore.
She got up early. Not because she had to. Just because sleep had never really come.
The apartment was still quiet, sunlight stretching soft across the kitchen floor as she moved through her routine—coffee, calendar, quick inbox check. The itinerary for the road trip stared back at her from the top of her unread emails. She ignored it for now.
The dinner was tonight. The Rookie Foundation thing Trae had mentioned. Formal-ish. Nothing too over the top, but enough to warrant something clean and classic.
Theresa stood in front of her closet, staring at hangers like they owed her answers, one heel already dangling from her fingers as she scanned the rack for something that said effortless without trying too hard.
She reached for a dress. Paused. Swapped it for a different one. Stared at it for a beat longer, then laid it across the edge of the bed. It was late afternoon, sun slanting in through the blinds just enough to paint her floor gold. Her hair was clipped back. Half her makeup done. Music low, phone on the dresser.
She wasn't stalling. Just... pacing herself. She didn't feel like being seen tonight, but she was going anyway.
A soft knock came from the hallway.
"Yo, you in here?" Trae's voice, casual.
"In the closet," she called back, stepping aside so he could lean against the doorframe.
Trae gave her a once-over. "You going somewhere or auditioning for a Dior commercial?"
Theresa rolled her eyes. "Rookie Foundation Dinner."
"Right. Forgot that was tonight." He shifted his weight, eyed the heels on the floor. "You good?"
"I'm fine." She paused. Held the hanger a beat longer than necessary. "Trae?"
He answered from down the hall. "Yeah?"
"You still going tonight?"
"Yeah."
She hesitated. "Walk in with me?"
Trae poked his head into the doorway. "Everything alright?"
"Just... don't feel like making a solo entrance."
He didn't push. Just nodded. "Alright. What time we leaving?"
"Seven."
"I'll be ready."
And that was it. No questions. No overthinking. Just her brother doing what he always did—showing up.
The city slipped into evening like it knew how to keep its voice down.
By the time Theresa stepped out of the apartment, the sky was already streaked in navy and amber, the air thick with that warm, late-October hush. She wasn't overdressed, but she still felt the weight of her outfit like armor—clean lines, sharp neckline, nothing too loud. Her heels clicked with purpose but not urgency. She didn't wear perfume, just the faintest hint of something she borrowed from her favorite body oil. It was subtle. Strategic.
The black SUV waiting outside idled quiet by the curb. Trae was already in the back seat when she slid in beside him, scrolling through something on his phone, dressed in tailored black and the kind of chain that didn't need to prove anything.
He looked over, then gave a low whistle. "You tryna steal a rookie's NIL deal or what?"
Theresa smirked. "No. Just making sure no one forgets who the face of Hawks PR is."
Trae nodded like that made perfect sense. "Feeling good?"
She nodded back. "Yeah."
The car rolled forward. Nothing else was said.
By the time they pulled up to the venue—an upscale downtown restaurant draped in soft lighting and foundation signage—there were already flashes going off outside. Media. Team photographers. A few fans who always knew where to show up.
Trae stepped out first.
Theresa followed, heels hitting pavement with crisp, deliberate clicks. Her dress was structured, black, sleeveless—sharp without being severe. Hair slicked back into a smooth ponytail. No necklace. Just lip gloss, a pair of delicate studs, and the kind of presence that didn't need accessories to be noticed.
They didn't pause for photos, but the flashbulbs caught them anyway.
A few murmurs rippled out as they passed—soft, speculative, familiar.
"Trae Young and his sister—"
"That's the Hawks' PR director, right?"
"Yeah, Theresa Young. First Lady of the front office."
She didn't react to any of it. Didn't blink. Didn't shift her posture.
They walked in like they'd done it a hundred times before—because they had. A unit. Not flashy. Not rehearsed. Just steady. Composed. The kind of calm that said nothing could shake them, even when it could.
Inside, the space buzzed with quiet elegance. Hardwood floors, deep green booths, tables with white linen and curated centerpieces. Rookies were scattered in clusters—some in stiff suits, others already loosening their ties. Nike reps, team execs, a few coaches. Everyone sipping something sparkling and trying to look like they belonged.
Trae leaned in as they checked in at the host stand. "I think you're overdressed."
"I think you're underdressed," she replied, smoothing the side of her dress with a quick hand.
A small smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. "Fair."
Their names were already on the list. They didn't wait. Didn't hover. Just nodded once at the greeter and slipped into the event like a clean cut through noise.
Theresa spotted a few familiar faces. Nodded to a couple staffers. Clocked Jalen across the room with a drink in his hand and a lazy grin on his face. He looked good—he always did—but tonight there was something performative about it. Like he knew she'd see him, and wanted her to.
She didn't flinch. Just turned to Trae and asked, "You want to find seats or mingle first?"
"Mingle," he said. "You got backup if anyone gets weird."
She gave him a look. "You act like I don't handle weird daily."
"Yeah, but you shouldn't have to." He tipped his glass up in a mock toast. "Cheers to protective big brother privilege."
She laughed under her breath. "I'll allow it."
They broke off into the crowd, slowly—her pace unbothered, gaze steady. It was easy to move through the room like this, all poise and precision. But underneath the surface, her thoughts still skimmed the edges of something else. Someone else.
She hadn't thought about LaMelo since—actually, she had. But not here. Not now.
Not while she was about to be pulled into yet another game of emotional keep-away with the man across the room who only texted u good when he thought she might be slipping out of his orbit.
Theresa held herself together. Not tense, exactly. Just... unreadable.
She moved with that same polished calm she wore everywhere—a silk-steady presence wrapped in good posture, careful eye contact, and the kind of smile that didn't give too much away. The kind people respected. The kind they didn't dare question.
She shook hands with a Foundation partner near the welcome arch. Spoke warmly to a rookie's mother who complimented her shoes. Paused for a short exchange with a corporate sponsor who remembered her from last year's media campaign.
All easy PR. Smooth. Unshakable.
"Theresa Young," someone said with a glass of champagne and a smile just a little too sharp. "Didn't expect to see you after that clip."
She didn't blink. Just tilted her head slightly, like she didn't quite hear it.
"I mean—" the woman went on, "—I wouldn't have been able to keep a straight face. That was cold."
Still, no reaction. Theresa just smiled. The kind that said nothing. The kind that killed softly.
She excused herself with quiet grace and walked away without a single note of tension in her stride.
Trae saw the whole thing.
From across the room, he clocked every beat—every practiced reply, every polite smile, every rerouted expression. It wasn't dramatic. She wasn't spiraling. But something in her energy sat just left of center.
He knew her baseline. And this wasn't it. Not quite.
She circled the outer edge of the event space again, collecting moments, keeping her hands lightly folded or one arm rested at her side like a photo op might appear at any moment. She made it look effortless.
But her silence said more than any answer could have.
And Trae? He just kept watching. Because whatever she wasn't saying—he was pretty sure someone else had something to do with it.
She was mid-conversation with a rookie's sister when she felt it.
That shift in energy. The pull. The way the hairs on her neck rose before she even turned.
He was already there—Jalen—casually close, not interrupting but not exactly waiting either. Standing just outside the edge of the circle, hands in his pockets, smirking like he knew she'd feel him before she saw him.
Her breath caught in that familiar, frustrating way it always did when he was near.
"Didn't think I'd see you tonight," he said once they were alone, voice low, head tilted like he was letting himself look just a little too long.
She shrugged. "I go to the things I say I'll go to."
"Yeah, but you don't usually dress like that when you do."
She arched a brow. "Meaning?"
Jalen let his gaze linger another second—just enough to land. Then he smiled.
"Nothing," he said. "You just look good."
Theresa didn't answer. Didn't bite.
She adjusted the strap of her dress instead, eyes flicking around the room like she had somewhere else to be—something else to focus on.
But her feet didn't move.
And he knew it.
"So what," he said, a little softer now, "you ghosted me last night?"
"I didn't ghost you."
"You didn't answer."
"I was tired."
"Too tired to text?"
She finally looked at him. Not annoyed. Just... calm.
"I didn't have anything to say."
Jalen grinned, slow and smug. "That's a first."
She rolled her eyes and turned slightly, like she was about to leave.
But then—he stepped closer.
Not too close. Just enough to keep her standing still.
His voice dropped. "We good?"
Her pulse skipped. Not because she cared what he thought—but because this was his pattern. The soft check-ins. The near-apologies. The crumbs that kept her orbiting.
"Yeah," she said after a second. "We're good."
Jalen nodded like that was enough. Like that was always enough.
The night moved in quiet pulses—conversations blending, music low and smooth, glasses clinking softly against linen-dressed tables. The crowd had thinned just enough for space to open between the clusters. Theresa found herself drifting, steps slower now, until she reached the far end of the restaurant, near the patio doors.
A quieter corner. Dimmer lighting. Breathable.
She leaned one elbow against the edge of the bar, gaze skating over the skyline just visible through the glass. The air out there looked cooler. She almost stepped outside.
Trae found her first.
"Thought I lost you," he said, sliding in beside her.
"You always know where I'll be," she replied, soft.
He glanced at her sideways, then reached past to grab a water from the bar. "You good?"
She hesitated. Just for a second. Then, "Fine."
A beat passed.
Then she glanced at him and added, "You looked sharp tonight."
He smiled. "You too. But don't pivot."
"I'm not."
"Theresa."
She sighed. Leaned her back fully against the wall, letting the cool press of it settle her spine.
"I'm not fine," she said, quietly this time. "But I will be."
Trae nodded once. Didn't push further.
He tapped his water glass lightly against hers.
A soft clink. A silent pact. She appreciated that.
A few rookies drifted over as the night went on, drinks in hand, post-speech energy loosening their shoulders. One of them—Noah, a guard they'd picked up in the second round—grinned as he approached.
"You really had LaMelo on his heels, huh?"
Theresa turned slightly, drink in hand, expression unreadable.
Another rookie chimed in, nudging Noah's arm. "Yo, I watched that clip like five times. You didn't even blink."
Theresa smiled faintly. Just enough to register.
"Wasn't hard," she said, voice light, tone cool.
The group laughed, scattered and easy, clearly impressed.
"She hit him with that main character monologue," one joked.
"Bro didn't even know what to say."
Theresa just sipped her drink and let the noise roll off her. None of this mattered—not really. They didn't know what the silence had felt like under the lights. Didn't know how loud his stare had gotten. How close it had come to tipping something real.
Another rookie leaned in, more sincere. "For real though, you handled it like a pro. He looked rattled."
"He wasn't rattled," Theresa said without looking up.
The words came too quickly. Too sharp.
The rookie blinked. "My bad. Just looked like—"
"It's media stuff," she cut in, gentler this time. "People project what they want."
The conversation shifted, but her thoughts didn't. That was the thing about projection—it didn't stop when the cameras did.
Someone brushed past her. She glanced over, ready to pivot—it was Jalen.
Again.
Close enough to make her pause. Casual enough to pretend he hadn't been watching her all night.
"Didn't think I'd have to fight off rookies tonight," he murmured, voice low just for her.
She didn't look at him right away.
"Jealousy doesn't suit you," she replied, her tone flat, practiced.
"Wasn't jealous," he said, stepping in just slightly. "Just observing."
Her eyes met his now, even, challenging. "You always observe from this close?"
His smile deepened, slow and infuriating. "Only when I'm trying to remember something."
"Like what?"
He took a small step closer. "How you taste."
Her heart stuttered. She hated how it did that.
"Careful," she said quietly. "You're not as charming as you think."
"Maybe not." His voice dipped lower. "But I think you missed me."
She should've walked away. Should've said something that ended it.
Instead, she looked up. And didn't move.
He leaned in. And kissed her.
His mouth brushed hers soft at first, testing, teasing, like he knew exactly how long she'd hold out before kissing him back.
And she did. Just barely. Just once. But it was enough.
Enough for his hand to find her waist. Enough for her fingers to curl in his jacket. Enough to remind her why he was so good at keeping her here—right here, suspended in whatever this was.
That's what they did. That's what this always was.
Not clarity. Not commitment.
Just heat. And hunger. And history.
Her breath caught as she broke the kiss, eyes half-lidded, pulse thudding against her ribs.
Jalen smirked like he'd won something. Like her silence meant yes.
"You always taste like trouble," he murmured against her mouth.
And maybe that should've broken the spell. But it didn't.
Because Theresa hadn't moved. And neither had he.
She hated this part—the part where she always let him linger. The part where it still felt good to be wanted, even when it wasn't real.
When she finally pulled away, her chest tightened.
"Still ignoring me?"
Theresa stepped back. Smoothed her dress. Fixed her expression.
"Don't get used to it," she said.
And just like that, she turned.
But she could feel it—the weight of his stare still clinging to her.
And across the room, out of the corner of her eye?
LaMelo.
Notes:
I'm sorry this got so unnecessarily long but 😭
we kissed the problem. Again. 🤡
And I kinda lost control over my own characters
Was it smart? No. But was it hot?? 👀 Absolutely
THERESA. BABY. WE KISSED THE MAN WHO ONLY TEXTS "u good?" AND NEVER MEANS IT
I say, as if I don't control this whole narrative and couldn't stop it (spoiler: I don't anymore, apparently)
And why? Because he smiled pretty and smelled like a bad decision in Dior Sauvage
Girl. Be serious.
But yes, she did like it and no, we are not emotionally stable about it while LaMelo walks in like a plot twist no one saw coming in sneakers seeing everything. EVERYTHING
Anyways...
See you in chapter ten. No one is safe.
Chapter 10: The Quiet Game
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
LaMelo Ball wasn't supposed to still be in Atlanta.
He should've flown out yesterday. That was the plan—do the shoot, dip out, get home before the weekend even really started. But plans were loose when it came to him. He didn't like structure unless he made it. Didn't like clocks unless he was running them.
And truth was—he hadn't felt like leaving yet. Charlotte was a quick flight. He could be back before midnight if he wanted.
So he stayed. Booked another night at the hotel. Slept in. Woke up late to the kind of Atlanta light that made everything look gold for no reason. Slow morning. Room-service coffee. SportsCenter running in the background on mute. A hoodie with no shirt under it. Not in a rush for anything.
His phone buzzed on the nightstand, lighting up with another text from Miles.
Miles: You deadass let her cook you on camera??? 😭
Miles: She said "main character" like it was your zodiac sign.
LaMelo didn't reply.
He let the message sit on the lock screen, backlight dimming slowly as it timed out. He wasn't thinking about her.
Not really. He just... hadn't stopped thinking about the energy in the room.
He sat at the edge of the bed, scrolling, thumb lazy against the screen. The clip was already everywhere. Edited. Cropped. Zoomed. Reposted. Slowed down and captioned by fan accounts that moved faster than any PR team ever could.
He tapped the volume up and watched it once.
Three seconds. Her stillness. His lean. Just her looking at him like she'd already decided he wasn't worth the argument.
He smirked, not because it was funny—just because it was exactly the kind of clip that would go viral. The internet loved a face-off.
That wasn't stage presence. That wasn't media polish. That was... something else.
What was it Trae said once about her? She doesn't flinch unless she chooses to.
He didn't realize how true that was until he'd seen it for himself.
He didn't replay it. Didn't need to. Everyone else was doing that already. Comments flying. Tweets spinning. Memes popping up like popcorn. He tapped it once, shook his head, and set his phone face down.
People were calling it tension. He called it media.
Whatever it was, it was done. He said his lines, kept his tone measured. She said hers, barely moved. He didn't take it personally. Didn't have a reason to. It was just funny how quick people got loud when they didn't know what quiet meant.
He tossed his phone onto the mattress and leaned back on his elbows. Let the silence settle for a second. Then sat up again, stretched, and grabbed his hoodie off the back of a chair. He had no reason to leave the hotel. Could've stayed all day. But around five, his phone buzzed. A text from one of the league's community reps.
Dinner tonight at the Foundation venue if you're still in town. Come through—low-key thing for the rookies.
He didn't answer right away. Just stared at the text for a second. Almost passed. But then he remembered Theresa Young was around.
Not that he was checking on that. He just happened to know her name was on the RSVP list.
He wasn't sure why he wanted to go all of a sudden.
Scratch that—he knew.
He was curious. That was it. Nothing deep. Not pressed. Just... interested.
So he texted back.
Bet. I'll pull up.
He showered. Threw on clean sneakers, dark jeans, a black tee under an open button-down. A watch that caught the light. One chain. One ring. Cologne, subtle—expensive. Something you only noticed if you leaned in close. Nothing loud. Nothing performative.
He wasn't trying to prove anything. He just wanted to see something for himself.
The restaurant wasn't far. He drove himself. Parked quiet. The venue was warm light and clean wood. Wide booths. White linens. A buzz in the air like everyone was half-whispering their best PR versions of themselves.
He walked in solo. Didn't announce himself. Didn't look around. Just slid into the space like he belonged there—because he always did.
And there she was. Near the welcome arch.
Talking to someone in a black dress that fit too well and heels that didn't even make her waver. Her hair was pulled back sharp. Makeup soft. Nothing extra. Just precise. Clean. Like she knew how to take up space without having to raise her voice.
And yeah—she looked colder in person than she did in the video.
Melo kept walking. Didn't pause. Didn't stare. But he did clock the way her hand rested lightly against her hip. The way her lashes didn't move when the camera flash hit. The way she didn't check the room, because she didn't need to know who was watching.
He didn't say anything. Didn't make a move. Just eased into the space, calm and quiet, taking in the energy. Letting her orbit the room like she didn't know he was there. He didn't need her to see him yet. He just wanted to watch.
He found the nearest wall and leaned on it. Watched, casual. Detached. Until a voice pulled him sideways.
"Didn't know you were still here."
It was a Nike rep—young guy in a clean suit, drink in hand.
"Didn't feel like bouncing," Melo said. "Quiet day."
"Quiet," the guy grinned. "Not the word I'd use for Friday."
Melo smirked, but didn't reply.
The guy lowered his voice. "You and Young—y'all planned that back and forth?"
LaMelo raised a brow. "Nah."
"Damn." The rep shook his head, impressed. "Looked like a chess match."
LaMelo just shrugged. "She got a good poker face."
"She got a death stare," a third voice said—Noah Sampson, standing just off to the side, holding a water with both hands like he was afraid he might spill it.
LaMelo turned to him. "Noah."
"Yo." Noah gave a short nod, nervous but trying to hold it together. "That clip's insane."
"Yeah?" Melo said, feigning nonchalance.
"You didn't even blink either," the other boy said. "But she—man. She looked at you like she already beat you three moves ago."
LaMelo let that sink in, then smiled—slow and real. "She probably did."
Noah looked confused. "You're not mad?"
"Nah." He tipped his glass toward the crowd. "She's good at what she does. And I don't mind getting checked if it's clean."
The rookie nodded, almost reverent. And just like that, Melo peeled off again.
He made the rounds. Light talk. Easy nods. Dapped up a couple players, clinked glasses with a sponsor he only half remembered. He wasn't here to network. He was here to see.
And what he saw? Jalen was there too.
Of course he was. Drink in hand, all lazy grin and easy charm like he'd already decided how the night was going to go. He hovered close without hovering. Made himself visible just enough to stake a claim.
LaMelo clocked that too.
He didn't know what the story was between them, but he could read the body language. The tension. The beats between words. Theresa didn't look tense, exactly. Just unreadable. Too polished. Too still.
LaMelo leaned against the far wall, arms folded, watching the way she moved. He'd seen a hundred girls freeze under pressure. Seen even more try to outplay it.
But she didn't freeze. She didn't flinch. She just was. Unbothered. Or trying to be.
And he could respect that.
A rookie broke into their circle then—Zaccharie, tall and still a little stiff in his dress shirt, eyes wide like he wasn't sure if this was a conversation he could enter. LaMelo glanced over.
"Yo," Zacch said. "That video..."
LaMelo raised a brow. "What about it?"
Zacch hesitated. Looked like he wanted to ask a real question, then bailed halfway through. "You, uh... held your own."
LaMelo laughed, short and warm. "You mean she didn't cook me."
Zacch chuckled, relieved. "I didn't say that."
"She got her licks in," Melo shrugged. "It was fun."
The rook nodded. "You two looked like you were in a different league."
"We are," LaMelo said without flinching.
And he meant it.
He wasn't out here playing games. He didn't fold easy. And maybe that's what made the whole thing itch at the back of his skull—that she hadn't either.
He dapped Zacch on the shoulder. "You gonna be alright this season?"
"Trying to be."
"Just don't let the media throw you," LaMelo said. "They see everything. Even the stuff you don't show."
Zacch nodded like that was the best advice he'd heard all week.
Melo started to move again but paused when he caught a glimpse of Theresa near the back corner—different this time. She was with Trae.
Nothing flashy, nothing loud. Just a hug that lingered half a second longer than usual, a low word he couldn't hear, and a small smile—soft, real. The kind she hadn't given anyone else in the room.
LaMelo should've looked away. It was something he wasn't supposed to see. Too private. Too... intimate.
That version of her didn't belong to the media. Or Jalen. Or anyone else trying to orbit her. That version was earned.
Not cold. Not composed. Just... her.
He stopped for a quick drink at the bar, letting his fingers curl around a cold glass of something still fizzing. From across the room, laughter rose and fell. A mix of nerves and polish. Everyone trying to impress, trying to belong.
Except her. She didn't try. She didn't have to.
He didn't walk toward her yet. There was power in staying still. Power in watching the room work around her—how people leaned in a little too far when they spoke, how she made rookies nervous even when she smiled. It wasn't calculated. Just how she moved.
She made the air feel expensive.
LaMelo took a slow sip of water, leaned one shoulder against the wall, and let the room keep moving. He watched Theresa talk to a Foundation partner, poised and warm, then pivot smoothly into a conversation with one of the rookies like she'd been running media tables since birth. There was something dangerous about her composure. Something addictive about watching people try to crack it and fail.
She moved like a closed book with a lock on every page. He wondered what it'd take to read past the first chapter.
Eventually, she drifted toward the back. A bar. A window. Quieter light. He moved then. Not directly, not on a collision course—just in that direction. Like gravity.
By the time he reached the edge of the room—Jalen. Again. Of course.
That same lean-in posture. That same orbit. She wasn't just cold. Wasn't just clean lines and clipped words. There was softness somewhere in there. Realness. Something Jalen probably didn't even know how to hold.
LaMelo didn't need to hear what they were saying. He could see it in the way she shifted her weight. The way Jalen leaned in like he'd never had to ask for space. Like he already knew she'd give it.
Her laugh—soft. Not fake. And that? That was interesting.
He didn't flinch. Didn't interrupt. Just kept his place at the wall, gaze steady.
A minute passed. Two. Then it happened.
The kind of kiss that looked like a secret. Like a history. Like something no one planned but both of them had already allowed.
It wasn't long. But it was enough. Enough for LaMelo to register what it meant.
Jalen kissed her like it was familiar. But Theresa... Theresa kissed him like it still hurt a little. Like she was hoping it wouldn't.
And LaMelo saw that. Saw the part Jalen didn't even bother clocking—the way her body stilled a second too long after, the way her mouth didn't quite settle back into a smile.
That's the thing about people like her: they don't show it unless they're feeling more.
He didn't react. Didn't blink. Just pressed his tongue against the inside of his cheek and let the moment land.
He wasn't mad. Why would he be? He wasn't even supposed to be here. He should've flown out yesterday.
Instead, he was standing in the corner of a Foundation dinner, watching a girl he wasn't thinking about kiss a man who didn't know what to do with her.
And all he could think was: Interesting.
Because now he'd seen it. Now he knew.
And now? He was curious in a whole new way.
Theresa
The kiss hadn't even cooled on her lips when the air shifted.
Not dramatically. Not loudly. Just enough to make her chest tighten in that way it only ever did when something off-script was happening.
And just as she thought this night couldn't get any worse, he stepped in front of her.
LaMelo Ball.
She blinked, once, sharp—then froze.
He was supposed to be gone. The shoot was two days ago. The schedule said nothing about him still being in town. So why was he here?
He didn't speak. Didn't smirk right away. Just stood there, casual as ever, like the moment wasn't heavy, like he wasn't entirely out of place.
Theresa's arms were still folded from the kiss. She didn't drop them. Instead, she looked him up and down with the most professional brand of suspicion she could summon.
"You shouldn't be here." she said, deadpan. Not playful. Not flirty. Just the kind of clipped tone she reserved for event crashers and unwanted surprises.
LaMelo raised a brow, hands tucked into his pockets like he hadn't just materialized out of nowhere and decided to make himself a problem. "Probably not."
"You should've gone home."
"I didn't."
Another silence. Theresa didn't move. Didn't flinch. Didn't blink. Didn't even breathe for a second. She just stared at him, arms still crossed, jaw tight like she was two seconds away from grabbing a clipboard and escorting him out herself.
LaMelo didn't look fazed. Of course he didn't.
He just stood there, hands in his pockets, weight balanced easy on his heels, like he belonged there. Like this wasn't wildly inappropriate timing. Like he didn't just show up post-kiss with that stupid, unreadable expression and a voice too calm to be legal.
"Are you even on the list?"
That almost made him smile. Almost.
"You think I showed up to a league-sponsored dinner without an invite?"
She tilted her head. "It's not out of the question."
He laughed once—soft, like she was a little funnier than he remembered. Then tilted his head, amused. "You check everyone's name at the door?"
"Just the ones who make it a habit of showing up uninvited."
"Guess I'm special then."
Theresa didn't dignify that with a reply. She exhaled sharply through her nose instead and looked away, scanning the room like she could find the exit and disappear before this got worse. Spoiler: it was already worse.
"Relax," he said. "I got the text. Came through last minute."
"Mmhmm."
"I can go back to the host stand if you want."
Theresa gave him a look so blank it bordered on polite disdain. "I just might."
"Didn't know you were that pressed about RSVPs."
"I'm that pressed about random people appearing in rooms they don't belong in."
He let that hang. Just for a second. Then said, "You think I don't belong?"
She smiled tightly. "I think your hotel was probably real peaceful before you decided to get cute."
His grin widened—infuriating, amused, like he liked how much she was pretending not to care.
"I wasn't trying to be cute," he said, stepping just barely into her space. "But thanks for the feedback."
Theresa narrowed her eyes. She could walk away. She could excuse herself. She could go check the damn list just to make a point.
But instead—she stayed. And that was the worst part.
He tilted his head, slow and smug, like he had time to burn.
"Didn't realize you were working security tonight," LaMelo added, voice low, lilting.
"I'm working a lot of things," she snapped. "Security isn't one of them."
"Could've fooled me," he said, eyes dragging down, slow and deliberate. "You've been guarding that energy all night."
She blinked. Hard. Then took one small, sharp step forward, voice even flatter now. "What do you want?"
"Nothing," he said, too fast. Too easy. "Just passing through."
"Right," she said. "Just passing through a dinner you weren't invited to in a city you don't live in."
"Damn," he said, laughing under his breath. "You always this fun at parties?"
"Only when people like you show up."
There it was. A beat. A shift in the air that almost crackled.
He didn't stop smiling. In fact, it widened. Real, sharp, boyish—like he knew exactly what buttons he was pushing and was more than happy to press all of them at once.
"People like me, huh?"
"You know what I mean."
"I don't, actually," he said, stepping in closer now—just enough to make her straighten her spine. "But you seem real sure of whatever story you've made up about me."
Theresa's jaw ticked. She hated how tall he was. Hated how even now, when she knew he was being annoying on purpose, part of her still noticed the cologne and the chain and the very specific way his voice got under her skin like secondhand smoke.
"You're not charming."
"Didn't say I was."
"And you're not cute."
He leaned in, just enough to tilt his head and lower his voice. "Didn't say that either."
Theresa didn't take the bait. She just sipped her drink with the elegance of someone deeply unamused and deeply considering filing a noise complaint.
Then she smiled. But not the warm kind. Not the polite kind. The kind that said you should stop talking before I make you regret it.
"You're wasting my time," she said.
"That's funny," he said. "'Cause you're still here."
She stared at him.
"I'm still here," she echoed, "because I'm trying to figure out how the hell you ended up in my city, at my event, stepping in front of me like you've got clearance."
"I don't need clearance," he said smoothly. "I got curiosity."
"You can keep that to yourself."
He chuckled—low, deliberate.
"You always this cold, or am I special?"
"Special would imply effort," she replied. "You're not worth that much energy."
That actually made him laugh—real, low in his chest.
"Damn. So this is what happens when I don't fold?"
Theresa's jaw ticked, just once. She didn't flinch. Didn't blink. But God, he was so close to getting under her skin. So she straightened, chin tilted just slightly higher.
"If you came here for a second round, you're not getting one."
"Who said I came here for you?" he said, smiling slow.
Her gaze narrowed. "You mean to tell me this event was just coincidentally happening the day after you didn't fly home?"
He shrugged, infuriatingly casual. "Maybe I got stuck in traffic."
She deadpanned, "From Charlotte?"
"Could happen," he said. "You make time stop, so maybe distance too."
Theresa blinked, stunned for half a second—and then rolled her eyes so hard, she saw her own past mistakes.
"Oh my God," she muttered. "You're so exhausting."
"Yeah?" LaMelo said, stepping back with a grin. "You look good exhausted."
She turned to walk away. And he followed.
She pivoted, heels clicking sharp against the floor, jaw set like she was ready to eject him from the venue herself.
And of course—of course—he followed. Like gravity. Like chaos.
She didn't stop until she was halfway down the side hall, away from the main crowd, near the edge of the terrace doors. Cool air snuck through the gaps. Not enough to cool her temper.
"You know," she said, turning just enough to glare at him, "some of us actually have jobs to do. You remember what that's like?"
He leaned casually against the wall like she hadn't just dragged him into exile.
"Relax. I'm just attending dinner like everyone else."
"You're not like everyone else," she shot back. "You show up late, wear the smirk of a man who's been dared to get under my skin, and act like your presence is some kind of gift."
He grinned. "Isn't it?"
She exhaled so sharply it could've knocked him off balance.
"I will literally go check the guest list right now."
"Go ahead."
That stopped her. For a second.
"You're serious?" she asked.
"I'm always serious," he said, even though he absolutely was not.
She narrowed her eyes. She didn't move. Didn't speak. Just stood there, glaring at him like the very act of breathing near her was a federal offense.
LaMelo didn't blink. Didn't budge. His posture didn't falter, his voice didn't dip. If anything, he looked even more amused. Like he had all the time in the world.
"I know what you're doing," she said finally, quiet and steady, like a warning wrapped in silk. "And it's not going to work."
"Didn't realize I was doing anything," he murmured. "You're the one who dragged me into a hallway."
"I was trying to get away from you."
"And yet here we are."
Her jaw locked.
"You think you're so clever, don't you?" she said, voice rising now, sharper at the edges. "You show up out of nowhere like this is a game. Like you're in control. Like I'm just here to entertain you."
LaMelo tilted his head, easy. "I never said that."
"You don't have to," she snapped. "Because you move like the rules don't apply to you. Like showing up after—" She caught herself. Bit down. Hard.
He caught it anyway. Filed it away without saying a word.
Theresa exhaled, slow and sharp. "You don't care who you inconvenience. Or whose night you derail. You just waltz in like your presence is a privilege."
His mouth curved, not quite a smirk. "And yet you're still standing here."
"You're exhausting," she said, flat. "You're arrogant. You're—"
A tap.
One tap on her shoulder. Soft. Familiar. Her entire body stilled.
She turned slowly. Trae.
His expression was unreadable—neutral with a thread of understanding woven through it. Calm. Solid. The kind of calm that said I don't know what just happened, but I know enough to step in now.
"You good?" he asked, voice low but not intrusive.
She opened her mouth. Closed it. Then nodded. Just once.
Trae looked past her to LaMelo—still leaning against the wall like the hallway was built for him.
"Yo," Trae said easily, stepping forward to dab him up. "Didn't know you were still in town."
LaMelo met him halfway. "Last minute thing."
"Bet. Good to see you, though."
Theresa's jaw ticked. That? That right there? That's what made her blood pressure spike. Her brother dapping him up like this wasn't borderline psychological warfare. Like this wasn't LaMelo.
She didn't say a word. Didn't trust herself to. She just inhaled slow through her nose and stepped back into position beside Trae, expression smoothed out into something tight and neutral. The kind of expression that said I'm going to scream into a pillow later but for now I am composed.
Trae glanced between them once. Didn't ask. Didn't need to.
"Come on," he said, nodding his head toward the main floor. "Let's head out."
Theresa didn't look back. Not at LaMelo. Not at the space where the air still buzzed from the words she hadn't said. She walked away, heels sharp against the marble, Trae by her side.
LaMelo stayed behind. Didn't follow. Didn't move. Just watched her leave. Watched her walk away like it didn't matter. Watched the back of her shoulders like they were the punchline to a joke he hadn't finished telling. And he smiled. Just once.
Because now? Now he knew exactly how far she'd go to pretend she didn't care.
And he was going to have so much fun unraveling that.
Notes:
Remember when I said this dinner was gonna be low-stakes and professional? Me neither.
Next chapter? Yeah, we sit with her.
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Chapter 11: Peace and Other Lies
Notes:
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Chapter Text
She didn't remember walking out. Not exactly.
One minute, she was staring LaMelo Ball in the face, trying not to commit a felony. The next, her body was moving—heels sharp against the floor, breath tight in her chest, the memory of his voice still lingering around like the heat from a fading fire.
She'd gone off. She knew that. Not loud, not dramatic, but in her way. Tight. Controlled. Devastating. She gave him everything but her hands.
And then—tap.
Just once, soft on her shoulder.
She knew the weight of it before she turned. Trae.
No words. No big-brother monologue. Just that steady kind of presence she'd known her whole life. A low breath, a nod toward the door.
The car was quiet.
Not awkward. Not cold. Just... still.
Trae didn't say anything right away. He never did. That was the thing about him—he gave her space. Knew her rhythms. Let her stay silent for as long as she needed.
Theresa sat with her hands folded neatly in her lap. Her phone buzzed once—she didn't check it. Probably Jalen. She didn't want to know what the message said. Not yet. Maybe not ever.
Her head tilted against the window, eyes on the soft blur of city lights outside. Atlanta at night always looked too pretty for nights like this.
"I'm fine," she said finally, voice low.
Trae didn't look over. Just gave a small nod, eyes on something outside the window. "Didn't ask."
She huffed a quiet laugh. Almost smiled.
They hit a red light. Her reflection flickered back at her in the window—sharp eyeliner, lipstick still intact, but something in her eyes looked tired.
Too tired.
"You were gonna kill him," Trae said casually, drumming his fingers against the arm rest. "Like actually, for real. I had to step in."
Theresa didn't respond.
He glanced over. "What'd he say?"
She blinked slow. "Nothing important."
"Didn't look like nothing."
She shook her head, lips pressed into a thin line. "I hate how calm he is," she muttered. "Like the whole room could be on fire and he'd still be smirking, asking if it's warm enough."
Trae snorted. "Sounds about right."
"I mean, who does that? Who shows up out of nowhere, in my space, talking in riddles like he's the one who got played?"
She was spiraling again. She knew it. But Trae didn't interrupt. He just let her keep going.
"And then—then you dap him up like he didn't just crash the entire night."
"I like Melo," Trae said.
Theresa turned to him, betrayed. "Trae."
"What?" He shrugged. "He's cool. Been solid with me since day one."
"He's chaos with a chain on."
"Yeah," Trae said. "But you like a little chaos."
Theresa stared at him. He didn't flinch.
The light turned green and they rode in silence again. By the time they pulled up to her place, the quiet had settled deep. Not heavy, just... full. The kind that filled every corner of the car and pressed against her chest without asking.
"Thanks," she said, unbuckling her seatbelt.
"You sure you good?"
She nodded. Too fast. "Yeah."
Trae didn't move. Just looked at her for a second, steady. "You don't have to act like it didn't mess with you."
"I'm not."
"You are."
She paused, hand on the door handle. Didn't say anything.
Trae let the silence stretch again, but not too long. "Just breathe, Tess. You don't gotta win every room. You don't even have to stay in 'em."
Theresa's throat tightened. That was the thing with Trae—he never needed the full story. He could read the silence better than anyone.
She nodded once. Quiet. Measured. Then slipped out of the car. The door clicked shut behind her. She didn't look back. Her heels clicked up the steps like punctuation marks. One-two. One-two. Each one sharper than it needed to be.
Her keys hit the entry table with a clatter. The door slammed behind her with a little more force than necessary.
She was still in her heels. Still in the damn dress. Still vibrating from the way LaMelo Ball had somehow turned a quiet post-event moment into a full-scale psychological assault.
She didn't even make it past the hallway rug before pulling out her phone and jabbing out a message with surgical fury.
Theresa:
he is the most arrogant
insufferable
unbearable
delusional
egotistical
chaotic
nuisance of a man i've ever met
and he won't shut up
and he won't leave
and i hate him
i hate him i hate him i hate him
She hit send. Then she stood there.
Her phone buzzed almost instantly.
Serena: baby girl you good?? 😭😭
Serena: wait who's "he" because if you're talking about Jalen I'm coming over with a taser and a list of your better options
Serena: WAIT. no. don't tell me it's Charlotte.
Theresa stared at the screen. Jaw clenched. Back of her neck hot.
Theresa: It is Charlotte.
Serena: CHARLOTTE???
Serena: what the hell was HE doing there???
Theresa: great question. still waiting on the universe to answer it.
Serena: omg. omg. he pulled up unannounced???
Serena: he just showed up at a league dinner like he was on the planning committee???
Serena: girl. G I R L.
Serena: what did he say. what did he DO. give me everything.
Theresa: he said "you think i don't belong?" like he wasn't five seconds away from being escorted out BY ME.
Theresa: and then he smiled like he knew I wasn't going to do it.
Theresa: i literally wanted to strangle him with his own chain
Serena: oooh that's foreplay
Theresa: i'm blocking you
Serena: did you slap him? kiss him? ...both?
Theresa: NO. and NO.
Serena: booo tomato tomato throwing tomatoes
Theresa: he just he has this face. and that voice. and the way he stands there like he's not the problem.
Serena: yeah i've seen the face. i'd still kiss it.
Theresa dropped the phone on the couch like it was cursed and let out a strangled noise. Somewhere between a scoff and a scream.
She kicked off her heels, and muttered—
"I'm gonna kill him."
Then:
"I'm gonna kill you," she yelled in the direction of her phone.
But she didn't mean it.
And she absolutely didn't mean it when she reached for the phone again thirty seconds later, thumb hovering, waiting for Serena's follow-up text. Or maybe his.
She didn't know which one would piss her off more.
She stood there for a second, arms folded tight across her chest. The night still lived under her skin, coiled and electric. Every time she tried to shake it, it just settled deeper.
LaMelo Ball wasn't supposed to get to her.
Not like this. Not at all.
And yet—here she was.
Standing barefoot in the middle of her apartment like the floor might crack open if she moved too fast, heart still pounding from a conversation that shouldn't have mattered, with a man she didn't even like.
Didn't like.
Didn't like.
Her jaw flexed.
She crossed the room, phone still in hand, and sat on the edge of the couch like her thoughts were too loud to carry all the way to bed. The silence stretched. Long. Loaded. Full of everything she didn't say to him.
Of course he didn't mention the kiss. Of course he just stood there like nothing happened. Like he hadn't walked in right after it—or maybe right before. She didn't know. Couldn't be sure. He didn't give her anything. No look. No comment. No shift in tone.
Just that unreadable calm. That maddening stillness. Like he was the one holding the cards. Like she was the one fumbling.
She should've said more.
She should've walked away sooner.
She should've told Trae to drag her out ten minutes earlier—maybe even fifteen.
Her phone buzzed again. She didn't check it.
Instead, she finally stood—slow, like her own body wasn't sure she was done spiraling—and walked toward the bathroom. If there was any hope of getting her balance back before the road trip, it was going to take steam, water, silence, and absolutely no more thinking about LaMelo freaking Ball.
But the second she closed the door behind her, her phone buzzed one last time from where she left it on the kitchen counter.
This time, she did glance back. Not because she was expecting it. Not because she wanted it.
But because now she needed to know.
Two messages.
Jalen: You good?
Jalen: Come over.
She stared at the screen.
Didn't answer. Didn't move. Just stood there, the glow of her phone burning into her palm like it might brand her with the wrong decision.
It wasn't the first time he'd sent that text. Wouldn't be the last. But tonight—tonight it felt different. Offbeat. Like background noise trying to be a soundtrack.
She read it again. Once. Twice. Let it sit. Let it echo. The problem wasn't that she didn't want comfort. She did.
The problem was that comfort wasn't supposed to feel this conditional.
She knew what going over meant. What it would turn into. And maybe a different version of her—one that didn't still feel like LaMelo Ball had rearranged the molecules in her body just by existing—maybe that version would've gone.
But tonight?
She dropped the phone back on the counter. Didn't reply.
Not because she was angry. Not even because she was hurt.
But because for the first time in a long time, she didn't want to be someone's convenience. And if she left that text unanswered, maybe—just maybe—it would start meaning something.
She turned away, dragged herself to the bathroom, and let the shower roar to life—steam rising, fog bleeding across the mirror.
She stood under the water until her skin burned and her breath leveled out.
And still—none of it helped.
His voice stayed. Cool, calm, unbearable.
"You always this cold, or am I special?"
She squeezed her eyes shut. God, she hated him.
But she hated that he got to her more.
The sun hit too early.
Theresa rolled over, groaning into her pillow, hair half-damp and tangled from falling asleep before it fully dried. Her limbs ached like she'd run sprints in heels all night—which, metaphorically, she had. The dress was crumpled in a pile near the foot of the bed, one heel still tipped over sideways like even her shoes had enough.
Her phone was still face down on the kitchen counter. She hadn't checked it again after the shower. Didn't want to know if Jalen had followed up. Didn't want to risk seeing a name she couldn't stop thinking about.
She lay still for a second longer.
Then sat up. Stretched. Tried to breathe through the emotional hangover settling into her chest.
The clock said 8:12 a.m. The flight was in three hours.
First stop of this road trip: Brooklyn.
Theresa pulled herself out of bed and moved like she had somewhere to be—which she did, emotionally and literally. Quick shower. Sweatpants. Black hoodie. Minimal makeup. Hair pulled back in a claw clip. The armor of indifference.
By the time she tossed her suitcase into the back of the Uber, she almost felt steady again.
Almost.
The airport was its usual chaos. TSA lines, headphone shuffles, early morning yawns. The Hawks' travel group moved like a practiced storm—staff, players, reps all gliding through the terminal with quiet precision.
Theresa stuck to the edges. Clipboard in hand. Coffee in the other. She made her rounds. Checked names. Tracked bags. Gave a half-smile to Zaccharie when he waved nervously from a row of seats near the gate.
She hadn't seen Jalen yet. Didn't want to.
But of course—
"Morning, T."
His voice slid in behind her like it belonged there.
She turned, measured. Polite.
"Morning."
Jalen was dressed like he hadn't just sent her a late-night text. Like the words you good? come over didn't still sit unanswered in her inbox.
He didn't bring it up. Just gave her that lazy smile—the one he always wore when he was too comfortable.
"You sleep alright?" he asked.
Theresa looked him dead in the eye. "Eventually."
Then she walked past him before he could say anything else. She had a plane to catch. And too many thoughts she refused to carry onboard.
The plane smelled like leather seats, strong coffee, and too many colognes trying to outdo each other.
Theresa walked the aisle like she always did—calm, focused, headphones around her neck and an iPad in hand. The team was already halfway settled, laughter bouncing between rows as they slipped into travel rhythm.
Trae caught her eye from a few rows up, nodding toward the seat beside him. She smiled, but kept walking—three more rows, one left turn, window seat.
The one next to her wasn't empty for long.
"You don't even look excited to see me," Jalen said, dropping his bag at his feet with that same cocky grin.
Theresa slid her eyes sideways. "Do I need to be?"
He laughed like he missed her. Like they were fine.
She didn't stop him from sitting there. Didn't stop him from bumping her arm when the tray table wouldn't open or watching whatever podcast was paused on her screen.
It wasn't a declaration. It wasn't even a choice. It was just familiar.
He tapped her knee with his own as he stretched out. "You mad at me?"
She exhaled a laugh, eyes still on her screen. "Should I be?"
"Dunno. You tell me."
She didn't answer. Didn't need to. Jalen got comfortable beside her, and for a while, they sat in the quiet hum of takeoff—his presence familiar, her boundaries firm but not unfriendly. He leaned closer at one point to see what she was reading. She didn't push him away. But she didn't lean back, either.
Above the clouds, the distance between them still felt grounded.
And even then, even as the plane cut clean through blue sky and thin air, Theresa couldn't quite unclench her jaw.
Jalen had a way of slipping into her space without knocking. Of sitting too close, talking too soft, laughing just loud enough to make her remember all the nights she said yes to him—without ever getting one in return.
And it wasn't fair.
Not to him, not to her. But it was what it was.
The quiet between them wasn't hostile. It wasn't tender either. It was just... worn in. Comfortable in the worst way. Like a hoodie that didn't fit right anymore, but you still kept it because it used to.
Theresa stared straight ahead and tried not to think about anything. Not Jalen. Not the kiss. And especially not—
"Yo."
Zaccharie's voice came from a row up, cutting into the quiet like it didn't belong there. He was half-turned in his seat, peering back with a crooked, nervous grin.
"You good?" he asked. "After last night, I mean."
Theresa blinked, caught off guard. "Why wouldn't I be?"
Zacch scratched the back of his neck. "No reason. Just—you know. Looked intense."
Jalen glanced over, eyebrows raised. "What looked intense?"
Theresa didn't answer right away.
Zaccharie backpedaled fast. "Nothing. Just the dinner. The whole vibe. A lot going on."
Jalen's attention shifted fully now. "You talking about the Foundation thing?"
Zacch nodded too quickly. "Yeah. Yeah, it was just... crowded. You know?"
Theresa inhaled through her nose and leveled the rookie with a look so sharp it could've cut through turbulence.
"I'm good," she said flatly. "Thanks for checking."
Zacch nodded, already sinking back into his seat.
Jalen looked at her. "You sure?"
She met his gaze. "Peachy."
He didn't say anything else. Just leaned back, draped an arm over the back of his seat like nothing had shifted.
But it had.
She crossed her arms. Pressed her back deeper into the headrest. The cabin buzzed faintly around them—conversations, headphones, the low hum of altitude.
And beneath it all, the weight of everything unspoken still pressed against her chest.
The hallway. The way LaMelo had looked at her. The maddening calm in his voice, like he hadn't just detonated something between them and walked away like it didn't matter.
She closed her eyes.
And tried—really tried—not to replay the moment.
The city greeted them like it always did—loud, busy, blinding in the way only Manhattan could be. The team bus rolled through mid-afternoon traffic, everyone half-listening to the rookie playlist blaring off someone's speaker in the back.
Theresa sat near the front. Hoodie still up. Phone face down. Mind in six places at once.
New York was supposed to be one of her favorite stops.
Good food. Familiar streets. A quick breather before the chaos of a full road stretch.
But today?
Today, everything felt one layer too sharp.
The PR schedule was light—just a shootaround and media availability before the game. She moved through it like muscle memory, making notes, answering questions, watching Trae slip into interviews like he didn't carry the weight of an entire franchise on his shoulders. He made it look easy. Theresa knew it wasn't.
Afterward, she ducked into a side hallway while the players wrapped up. The lighting was harsh. Her phone buzzed.
Serena: heard y'all were playing tug of war with eye contact last night. should i be worried or entertained?
Theresa stared at the screen, jaw tight. The audacity. The reach.
Theresa:
i don't know what you think you
heard
but it wasn't that
Serena: girl it was a stareDOWN. tension so loud it needed its own press badge
Theresa: pretty sure i was just squinting. the lighting was aggressive
Serena: oh okay so your eyes almost caught fire because of the ambiance?? not because of him???
Theresa: exactly. glad we're aligned
Serena: be so serious. you were staring at him like you had him on your prayer list and hit send too hard
Theresa: i was staring at him like i was mentally filing a restraining order. don't confuse the two
Serena: sure. and he was looking at you like you were his problem. his favorite one
Theresa: he was probably just trying to remember if we've met. we haven't. and i'd like to keep it that way.
Serena: yeah okay. tell your blood pressure that.
Theresa: my blood pressure is fine. his outfit wasn't. that's what almost killed me.
Serena: you are so annoying LMAOOOO
Serena: just admit you're in emotional peril and we can all move on
Theresa: there is no peril. only peace. i'm thriving. enlightened. above it all.
She locked her phone without another word, shoved it into her hoodie pocket like it owed her money, and exhaled through her nose.
Peace, she told herself. She was at peace.
Even if her pulse hadn't slowed down since Thursday.
She stayed there a second longer, back pressed to the wall, pretending the fluorescent lighting wasn't slowly cooking her sanity. From around the corner, she could hear the tail end of Trae's interview—his laugh, a reporter thanking him, the soft thud of sneakers over polished floor.
A few seconds later, the door cracked open.
"Hey." Zaccharie poked his head around the corner. "They're wrapping. You need me to grab anyone else?"
Theresa straightened, nodded once. "Nah, I got it. Thanks."
He hesitated. "You sure?"
She raised an eyebrow. "Why wouldn't I be?"
Zaccharie immediately backed up, hands raised like he'd tripped a silent alarm. "No reason. Just asking. You seem—uh—composed."
"Wow," she said, dry. "The concern is overwhelming."
He offered a weak grin and disappeared.
Theresa rolled her eyes and pushed off the wall. Composed. She was fine. If one more person asked if she was good, she was going to start swinging.
Her phone buzzed again. She didn't check it.
Instead, she made her way down the hallway toward the exit doors. The team had a few hours before tip-off. Just enough time to reset, eat, and—if the universe had any mercy—go a full afternoon without anyone mentioning the name LaMelo Ball.
But as she stepped outside, her phone buzzed again, and this time, her fingers twitched.
No. Nope. She wasn't checking it. She was so far above it, she could see clouds.
And still—God, she hated curiosity.
She reached for her phone. Just to clear her notifications. Not because she cared. Not because it might be him. That would be insane. She just wanted to be organized.
She tapped the screen.
Serena: also i heard jalen tried to act normal this morning. tell me you roasted him. lie if you have to.
Theresa: he sat next to me on the plane and acted like the words "come over" don't exist. i deserve financial compensation
Serena: oh he's so unserious. you know what? both of them. throw the whole roster away.
Theresa: already started. recycling bin full.
Serena: queen of emotional waste management ♻️
Theresa: don't do that
Serena: i'm just saying. one of them sends late night texts and the other shows up uninvited. they are fighting for worst behavior
Theresa: it's not a competition. but if it was. he'd be winning
Serena: which one is "he"
Theresa didn't answer.
Because if she had to pick between Jalen and LaMelo in a contest for who was taking up more of her mental real estate lately...
She really didn't like the answer.
The arena was already buzzing.
Not loud, not chaotic yet—but pulsing in that low, anticipatory way that only a game night could. Lighting crews were adjusting backdrops. Security moved like shadows through side hallways. The scent of fresh popcorn was already seeping through the vents.
Theresa knew the rhythm by heart.
She'd run enough of these to walk it in her sleep—clear the tunnels, update the schedule, coordinate press with arena reps. It was muscle memory. She didn't have to think.
Which was good, because she didn't want to think.
She ducked through a back hallway near the tunnel entrance, checking her clipboard one last time before the players started their warmups. The roar of the court was still muted from here—just the thump of a basketball in the distance and the low shuffle of sneakers over hardwood.
And then—
"Yo."
She looked up.
Trae stood against the wall, arms crossed, one ankle stacked over the other like he'd been waiting.
"Need somethin'?" she asked, trying to sound casual.
He shrugged. "Didn't like your face when you walked in."
Theresa blinked. "What's wrong with my face?"
"You tell me," he said, pushing off the wall and falling into step beside her. "It's the same one you used to make when Coach benched you in AAU."
"I didn't make a face," she muttered.
"You made a whole face."
She sighed, tugging her hoodie sleeve down to her wrist. "It's just been a long day."
"Yeah," Trae said. "I heard."
Her head snapped toward him.
He raised an eyebrow. "Zaccharie's not good at keeping things to himself."
"I'm gonna kill him."
"Please don't. I like him."
They reached a small side corridor—out of the way, out of earshot—and Trae leaned against the wall again, this time quieter.
"You don't have to tell me what happened," he said. "But if you want to, I got time."
Theresa looked at him. Really looked.
He was already in warmups, that calm sort of energy settling over him like it always did before a game. There was something about the way he carried himself in those moments—focused, soft, still him.
She exhaled slowly.
"I'm not gonna lie," she said, voice lower now. "I might've lost it a little bit last night."
Trae just nodded.
"Like... fully spiraled," she added. "Internally. Mostly. Maybe."
Another nod.
"I didn't hit him."
"Progress," he said.
"I wanted to. I still might."
Trae smirked. "Let me know. I'll hold your earrings."
Theresa laughed, finally. The sound surprised her. It surprised Trae, too.
"You know," she said, voice lighter now, "you're a good brother. Even when you're annoying."
"Thanks," he said. "You're kinda terrifying. But in a cool way."
She bumped his shoulder with her own. He didn't move. Just stood there with her for a little longer, holding space like he always did. No advice. No judgement. Just presence.
"I'm fine, you know," she said after a beat.
Trae didn't flinch. "You don't have to be."
Theresa leaned back against the wall, shoulder to shoulder with Trae, eyes fixed on the opposite side of the hallway where a utility cart stood parked beneath a flickering light. Neither of them spoke. They didn't need to. Not right away.
There was something sacred about the space before a game—before the noise, the cameras, the pressure. It was a liminal kind of calm. And in that sliver of time, it was always just them. Trae and Theresa. Brother and sister. Two kids who grew up chasing the same dream from different angles.
He nudged her sneaker gently with his.
"Still thinking about him?"
"No," she lied, automatic.
He snorted.
Theresa rolled her eyes. "I'm thinking about work."
"Mhm."
"I'm thinking about logistics, press passes, halftime talent, jersey swaps—"
"And chaos with a chain on?"
She elbowed him, not hard.
"Let it go," she said.
"I'm just saying," Trae shrugged, lips twitching, "for someone who hates him so much, he's got prime real estate in your head."
"He's squatting," she muttered. "Illegally."
"Call the league," Trae deadpanned. "Get him evicted."
Theresa laughed again. This one came easier.
A moment passed.
"You know," she said, quieter now, "sometimes I think I've got everything handled. Like, every moving part in perfect order. And then—boom."
"Someone knocks it over."
She nodded.
"Yeah," he said, hands tucked into his hoodie pockets. "Life's like that. Especially when you care more than you're willing to admit."
She tilted her head to look at him. "How'd you get so wise?"
Trae grinned. "You forget I've been watching you run circles around the league since college?"
She didn't answer, but the edges of her mouth curved, slow.
Another moment passed—long, still, full.
"You got me, you know," he said softly. "Even if you do try to throw your clipboard at me once a week."
"Twice, if you don't hydrate."
He laughed. "Seriously though. If anything ever really messes with you—like, really—you don't gotta handle it alone."
She looked at him. Eyes soft. Heart a little too close to her throat.
"I know," she said. And she meant it.
He checked the time on the watch wrapped over his sleeve and straightened up.
"Come on, sis. Let's go pretend we're normal people in front of twenty thousand fans."
She huffed, falling into step beside him. "God forbid they see the truth."
"Yeah," he said, flashing a grin. "That you're secretly a softie and I'm your emotional support sibling."
Theresa didn't dignify that with a response, but she didn't argue either. They walked toward the court together, steps synced without trying.
And for the first time since the dinner, the weight in her chest felt... lighter. Still there. But not unbearable.
Not anymore.
Notes:
So.
Theresa screamed internally. Trae was the only man with sense. Jalen texting like everything's chill. And LaMelo had the audacity to exist.
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Chapter 12: The Space Between
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Chapter Text
Barclays was already pulsing.
Lights sharp. Music loud. Energy bigger than it had any right to be for a Monday night.
Theresa kept her pace steady behind Trae as they hit the tunnel, clipboard tucked to her chest like a shield, eyes scanning the periphery for anything that needed fixing. She liked this part—the calm chaos before tipoff. Everything in motion. Everyone moving with purpose.
She was good at this. The rhythm, the control. The sense that even when everything else in her life was spiraling, here she was solid. Tethered.
Jalen jogged past, shooting sleeve pulled high, grin easy. He bumped Trae's fist, brushed Theresa's elbow without a word. Just like always. Too casual to be nothing. Too familiar to be anything else.
She didn't react. Didn't have to.
She spotted Zaccharie in the warmup line, bouncing on the balls of his feet, nodding along to whatever beat was blasting through his headphones. He caught her eye and gave a small thumbs up like a kid turning in a test he wasn't sure he passed.
She smiled back. Just a little.
A tap on her headset.
"Media check-in complete," one of the interns said beside her. "All clear up top."
Theresa nodded. "Thanks. Let me know if they start crowding the baseline again."
"Copy that."
She turned, looked toward the court just as the lights dimmed—spotlight on the Hawks bench, player intros rolling.
Her brother's name hit the speakers, and the crowd responded like they'd been waiting all week. Trae jogged out, hand raised, chin lifted, like the stage had been built just for him. Maybe it had.
Theresa watched him take his spot, settle into the rhythm. Everything about him screamed ready. Like none of the weight ever touched him. Like he wasn't carrying a whole city on his back and still making it look light.
She knew better. She always had.
Her headset buzzed again.
"Ten till anthem," someone said. "You good down there?"
"Yeah," she replied, eyes still on the court. "We're good."
Sort of. Mostly.
The anthem came and went. Cameras flashed. Fans roared. And then—it was time.
Tipoff.
Game on.
She stood on the sideline, headset static in one ear, clipboard balanced against her hip and tried not to think about all the things that weren't her job to carry. The ones she still did anyway.
The first quarter moved fast.
Theresa watched with trained detachment, eyes flicking from the court to the bench to her clipboard and back again. The team looked good—sharp. Focused. Trae was moving like he'd slept for twelve hours and drank rocket fuel for breakfast. Zaccharie hit a smooth corner three that made the bench light up.
Theresa didn't flinch. Just made a quick note on her pad and took a measured sip of water. She wasn't courtside for the thrill. She was there to make sure nothing cracked.
But every so often, her gaze drifted. Not toward the action—but toward the spaces between it. The small exchanges. The body language. Jalen's subtle looks. The way he threw a no-look pass and glanced toward her, just to see if she'd seen it.
She had. She didn't react.
Across the court, media cameras lined the baseline. A few recognized her—some local coverage teams, familiar faces with press passes. One raised a hand. She gave a curt nod back.
Trae checked out for a timeout and made his way toward the bench. As he passed her, he reached up and tapped her clipboard lightly with the back of his hand. She glanced down, then up at him.
"You good?" he asked, voice low, out of range of the boom mics nearby.
She nodded. A beat. Then:
"Peachy."
He didn't look convinced.
"You don't gotta be cool all the time, you know," he said.
Theresa narrowed her eyes. "Says the man who just dropped ten in six minutes and winked at the camera."
"That was for Mom," he said without missing a beat. "Relax."
She let out a small laugh despite herself.
Trae lingered for half a second longer, just long enough to add, "You know if I need to beat someone's ass, just say the word."
Theresa blinked at him. "Do you want another fine?"
"I'll put it on your tab."
Then he jogged off before she could fire back.
She stood still for a second. Smiling without meaning to. He always knew when to check in. Not push. Not pry. Just show up, say enough to remind her she wasn't carrying all of it alone.
The buzzer blared again. Timeout over. The game snapped back into rhythm.
Theresa tapped her pen twice against the clipboard and pulled her hoodie sleeves down to her knuckles. Then she exhaled slow—steady—and got back to work.
But the edge of her mind still itched.
She wasn't sure if it was LaMelo.
Or herself.
Either way, she didn't like it.
The second quarter crept in quieter.
Slower, steadier. The initial adrenaline settled into rhythm, and the crowd buzz leveled into background noise. Theresa rotated closer to the bench, headset low in one ear, half-listening to the game while managing a handful of behind-the-scenes check-ins—camera crews, floor reps, a note about halftime scheduling.
Everything was moving the way it was supposed to.
And still, she felt... off.
It wasn't loud. Wasn't even dramatic. Just that itch again. Like the moment right before a storm hits—sky too still, air too sharp. Like something was waiting to unravel and she didn't know what thread would pull first.
Jalen checked back in with three minutes left in the half. He passed by her on the way to the scorer's table, brushing her arm lightly with the back of his fingers.
She didn't look up. Didn't flinch. But her breath caught. Just for a second.
He was playing well. Focused, dialed in, all soft floaters and clean footwork. A couple assists. One quiet three from the wing that made the crowd hum. He wasn't showboating. Wasn't playing for the cameras.
But she knew when he was playing for her.
Trae dropped a slick behind-the-back pass to a cutting forward, the bench jumped, and Theresa used the distraction to pull back toward the tunnel entrance—somewhere quieter, where she could regroup.
Halfway there, her phone buzzed.
Serena: tell me why your boy just looked at you mid-game like he was in an A24 film
Theresa closed her eyes and exhaled through her nose.
Theresa: he's not my anything
Serena: he's giving "if i score you're the one i think about" energy
Serena: i felt secondhand tension through the screen
Theresa: you're a menace
Serena: and you're in denial. twinsies
Theresa didn't respond. Just slid her phone back in her pocket and leaned against the wall, one hand gripping the edge of the clipboard like it could ground her.
It was easier when she had things to do. Calls to make. People to manage. But standing still? Stillness was dangerous.
Stillness made space for thoughts she didn't want to unpack. Like why Jalen suddenly felt more present. Why his attention tonight didn't feel like comfort—it felt like a test. A pressure point. Like he was trying to prove something, or remind her of something, or maybe just win back territory he hadn't even noticed was his to lose.
And she didn't know what made her angrier—the effort or the fact that it was working.
The buzzer sounded, loud and jarring.
Halftime.
She straightened, adjusted her headset, and moved like nothing had shifted at all.
Halftime in Barclays had its own kind of rhythm.
Security swept through. Media huddled near the tunnel. Staff reset the court while a local dance crew took over for the crowd's attention, bright outfits and sequined sneakers flashing under the overhead lights.
Theresa moved through it all like fog—quiet, unnoticed, untouchable. Clipboard clutched tight, headset muted for a second just so she could breathe.
She hovered near the tunnel entrance, just outside the locker room hallway, waiting for the players to clear before heading back to coordinate the halftime segment.
A few media heads passed her with clipped nods. One of the arena interns gave her a thumbs up from the scorers' table. Everything was fine. Everything was moving.
She wasn't.
"Yo."
She turned.
Jalen.
Sweat-slick, jersey untucked, shooting sleeve rolled low. There was a towel around his neck and that look in his eyes—low heat and something unreadable.
He didn't say anything else right away. Just stopped beside her like he had every right to.
"You alright?" he asked, voice low. Barely above the buzz of halftime.
Theresa lifted a shoulder. "You're asking a lot for someone who ghosted his own text."
He smirked, but not fully. "Didn't ghost. You just didn't answer."
She didn't say anything.
He leaned one shoulder against the wall beside her. Close. Too close.
"I meant it," he added. "You good?"
She looked straight ahead. "I'm working."
"That's not what I asked."
Theresa exhaled slowly through her nose, jaw tight.
"Why now?" she said, still not looking at him. "Why ask now?"
Jalen didn't answer immediately. And when he did, it wasn't flirty. Wasn't smug.
"Because you looked like you needed someone to."
Her eyes flicked toward him. Just once.
And maybe that was a mistake—because when she did, he was already looking at her. And for once, there wasn't a smirk in sight.
"You don't have to say anything," he said. "I just... figured I'd check."
A beat passed.
Then—
"You free tomorrow night?"
Theresa blinked. "Why?"
"Team's doing dinner after media. Nothing big." He shrugged. "Figured you'd want to come."
"Why?" she asked again, slower this time.
Jalen gave a half-laugh. "Because we haven't hung out in a minute. And maybe I miss you. Is that a crime?"
She tilted her head. "That depends. Are you asking as a teammate, a friend, or as someone who only remembers I exist when it's convenient?"
He winced. Just a little.
"I deserved that."
"Mm."
"But I'm asking as me," he said, quieter now. "Not perfect. Not with all the answers. But here."
Theresa looked at him again. And for one terrible, fleeting second—she almost softened.
Then the buzzer blared again. Loud. Final.
The end of halftime.
Jalen pushed off the wall and nodded. "No pressure. Just think about it."
And then he was gone—back to the tunnel, back to the game, back to whatever version of himself he thought she still wanted.
Theresa stood there for a second longer. Unmoving. Quiet. Then she tapped her headset back on, flipped the page on her clipboard, and walked the opposite direction.
Because thinking about it was the exact problem.
The second half moved faster.
Brooklyn came back with a vengeance—tight defense, faster transitions. It wasn't a blowout, not yet, but the momentum had shifted, and everyone felt it.
Theresa stood behind the bench like usual, notes in hand, face unreadable. Trae was locked in, barking out plays, dragging the game back by the throat. Jalen looked sharp too—quick on the switch, cleaner with his decisions. She watched him a little too closely. Hated that she noticed the difference when he was trying.
Still. No one was looking at her, so she let her eyes linger longer than they should.
When the buzzer finally sounded, the Hawks were up by six. Narrow win. Hard-earned. Theresa exhaled like she hadn't taken a real breath in twenty minutes.
The players peeled off the court, crowd roaring around them. Media started to gather again, cameras flicking on like a swarm of fireflies.
She handed her clipboard to one of the staffers and slid out of the main path, ducking through a side hallway as the postgame swirl began.
Inside the locker room, the usual noise buzzed—music bumping low, sneakers squeaking against tile, voices overlapping. Theresa waited just outside, headset off now, phone buzzing in her pocket.
She didn't check it. She was tired. She was buzzing. She didn't know what she was.
Jalen emerged first, jersey changed, hair still damp. He didn't say anything. Just looked at her.
She looked right back. For a second, it felt like the hallway narrowed. Like everything fell away.
Then Trae appeared behind him, towel around his shoulders, grin crooked.
"You see me go off in the third or are you still mad at me for being friends with someone from Charlotte?"
Theresa blinked. Jalen glanced down at his shoes, biting a smile.
"I blacked out at halftime," she said, deadpan. "Can't confirm."
Trae laughed and bumped her arm as he passed. "Bet."
Jalen lingered.
"You think about it?" he asked.
She knew what he meant. Tomorrow night. Dinner. Proximity she wasn't sure she wanted.
"I'm considering," she said.
"Can I check in later?"
Theresa raised an eyebrow. "When has that ever stopped you?"
He smirked, but it didn't land as smooth this time. He looked... off-balance.
"Right," he said, nodding once. "I'll text."
Then he left, leaving her alone in the hallway with nothing but the fading scent of victory and questions she didn't feel like answering.
The hotel room was quiet.
Too quiet.
Theresa stepped inside, toeing off her sneakers by the door. She tossed her hoodie across the desk chair and let her bag slump to the floor. The glow from the city outside leaked through the curtains—soft, gold-tinted. It cast long lines across the carpet, turned the whole room a shade too still.
She didn't turn on the TV. Didn't turn on music either. Just stood there for a beat, breathing like it was a new language.
Her phone buzzed again.
She ignored it again.
She crossed the room and sat on the edge of the bed, elbows on her knees, hands folded. Just sat there.
Her hair was still pulled back from the game. She tugged out the clip and dropped it beside her on the sheets. Ran her fingers through the loose waves once, twice, and then let them fall.
She didn't feel bad. Not exactly. Not angry. Not soft either.
She just... didn't know what came next.
Theresa never liked feeling in-between. She liked certainty. Schedules. Control. She liked knowing the weight of every choice before it was made. But this?
This thing with Jalen. This non-thing with LaMelo.
It didn't feel weighted. It felt tilted. Like something was off-center and she was the only one who noticed.
She sighed, leaned back, stretched across the comforter with a soft thud. Her phone buzzed again, this time from somewhere deeper in her bag.
She let it.
For the first time in weeks, she didn't feel like answering anyone.
There was a knock on the door.
Not loud. Not rushed. Just a soft, steady knock-knock like someone who knew she was in, but wasn't trying to push.
Theresa stayed on the bed for a second, eyes on the ceiling.
She didn't ask who it was. She already knew.
When she opened the door, Jalen was leaning against the frame, hotel keycard still in his hand like he hadn't decided whether to knock again or go back to his room.
"Didn't text first," he said, shrugging one shoulder. "Wanted to see if I'd get cussed out in person."
Theresa crossed her arms. "You still might."
He smiled. "Fair enough."
For a second, neither of them moved. Then,
"I'm not trying to mess with your night," Jalen said, quieter now. "I just figured... we're here. Same floor. Thought I'd see if you wanted to chill. Grab food. Something."
Theresa tilted her head. "You hungry?"
"Starving," he said. "And room service here is trash. Thought maybe you'd want to sneak out."
Her eyebrow rose. "You want me to sneak out for fries?"
Jalen grinned. "I want you to sneak out for fries with me."
Theresa didn't move. Didn't smile. But the smallest spark lit behind her eyes.
"Fine," she said, grabbing her hoodie off the chair. "But if I get recognized, you're paying for therapy."
"You're not even famous," he muttered, already turning for the elevator.
She didn't answer. Just followed, quiet steps behind him, hoodie half-zipped, eyes sharp.
Not a date.
Just a walk.
Just food.
Just them.
And still—something in the air felt shifted.
They didn't go far.
Just down the block from the hotel, hoodies up, heads low, the late-night kind of quiet settling around them like a secret. The city was still awake—this was New York, after all—but in their little pocket of it, things felt... still.
The diner they landed in was barely lit. Fluorescent hum. Red vinyl booths. A laminated menu that hadn't changed in a decade.
Theresa slid into the booth first, tucked into the corner where her back could stay to the wall. Jalen dropped into the seat across from her, like they'd done this a hundred times before.
The server came by without fanfare. Jalen ordered pancakes. Theresa, fries and a black coffee.
When the server walked away, Jalen leaned back, arms stretched across the top of the booth.
"You always eat like you're on the third shift of a heist."
Theresa blinked. "You're eating pancakes at midnight."
He pointed. "Pancakes are a neutral zone."
She cracked a smile, but didn't let it spread too far.
Jalen watched her. Not too obviously. Just enough that she felt it.
"You good?" he asked, finally. Not the casual kind of question either. The real kind. The kind with weight behind it.
Theresa looked down at the table. Traced a line in the laminated menu with her fingernail.
"I'm tired," she said. "That's all."
"Yeah," he said, low. "You looked it."
She lifted her gaze to meet his. "Thanks."
"You know what I mean."
She did. But she didn't want to sit in it too long.
The fries came quick. So did the pancakes. Theresa ate in small, careful bites, eyes on her plate. Jalen cut into his food like he hadn't eaten since lunch—focused, a little quieter than usual, the weight of the day still sitting in his shoulders. The silence between them stretched easy, not uncomfortable, but not weightless either. It was the kind of quiet that had gravity. The kind that asked questions without raising its voice.
Theresa could feel him watching her sometimes. Not constantly. Just... moments. Like he was trying to memorize something before it slipped. Or maybe trying to read something she wasn't letting him see.
"You good?" he asked eventually. Again. Not casual. Not in passing. Just that kind of quiet that meant he'd been thinking about it longer than he wanted to admit.
Theresa didn't answer right away. She didn't look up. Just nudged a fry through ketchup, slow and precise. "Why wouldn't I be?"
Jalen leaned back against the booth, arms stretched wide across the top. "You've been quiet."
"You've been loud enough for both of us."
That earned a small laugh. A genuine one. It settled between them like a breath.
"I missed this," he said, almost too quickly. Then, slower, like he needed to say it right: "Not just the fries. You."
Her fork paused against the rim of the plate.
The words weren't dramatic. Not overblown. Just simple. Honest. The kind of thing that used to come easy between them, back when nothing was complicated.
She didn't lift her head. Just reached for her coffee instead, fingers curling around the warm ceramic like it could anchor her in place.
"Wasn't sure you noticed I'd been gone," she said, the words low, careful.
"I notice more than you think."
Finally, she looked at him. Not long. Just enough.
And there it was—that quiet, charged thing between them again. The thing that hadn't gone away. Not even when she tried to starve it out.
He wasn't smirking. He wasn't pushing. Just watching her like he wanted to say more, but was willing to wait.
"You didn't say anything," she said.
"I didn't know if I had the right to."
A pause.
"You always do," she said, a little softer than she meant to. She hated the crack in her voice. Hated how honest it felt.
Jalen leaned in, elbows on the table. Not enough to crowd her. Just enough to shift the air.
Theresa didn't move. Her fingers curled around her coffee cup like it might keep her steady.
His hand rested beside hers on the table, close enough to touch. Close enough to count the space between their knuckles.
And then—barely—his pinky brushed hers.
A small thing. Stupid. Quick.
But it didn't feel small.
Neither of them moved. Not right away.
Her eyes flicked to where their hands touched. His stayed on her. She didn't pull away. Not this time.
Jalen didn't say anything. Didn't smirk. Didn't try to fill the space. And somehow, that silence said more than anything else.
They sat there for another moment—one second too long to be casual, one breath too short to be a decision.
Then Theresa blinked, slow. Pulled her hand back. Not abruptly. Just... enough. The spell didn't break. It just paused.
Jalen flagged the check, dropped cash on the table. She didn't stop him. He didn't ask her to.
"You coming?" he said.
She nodded. Quiet. Measured.
Outside, the city had softened.
The streets hummed low. The neon bled into puddles. They didn't talk, but the silence was different now. It wasn't empty. It was full of everything they didn't say.
At her door, she hesitated. Keycard between her fingers, body angled toward him without meaning to.
Jalen stood close. Not pressing. Just there. Present.
She looked at him. He looked back. They didn't move. Not yet.
For one second—maybe longer—it felt like something was going to happen. A step forward. A kiss. A confession. Something.
She thought he might do it. She thought she might let him.
But instead, her hand reached out—gentle, slow—and brushed his sleeve. Just enough to feel the warmth beneath the fabric. Just enough to say I'm here. Just enough to mean Don't go yet.
"Thanks for the fries," she said.
He smiled. A soft one. The kind that stayed.
"Thanks for saying yes," he said. "Even if it wasn't a date."
She smiled, just a little. "You would've called it that if I'd let you."
"Maybe," he said. "But I liked it better like this."
Theresa didn't let go of his sleeve right away. Neither of them did anything with the space that followed.
It stretched. Quiet. Full.
And when she finally turned, when she finally let the keycard beep and the door click open, it wasn't because she wanted to end the moment. It was because she wasn't ready for what might happen if she didn't.
She stepped inside. Paused. Looked over her shoulder—just once.
Jalen hadn't moved. He looked like he wanted to. But he didn't.
She didn't ask him to. The door closed soft behind her. And the silence it left felt louder than anything either of them could say.
The city was muted at dawn.
Brooklyn streets still half-asleep, sky just starting to turn from steel to lavender. Theresa sat curled on the hotel room window seat, hoodie sleeves pulled over her hands, legs tucked beneath her. She hadn't meant to wake up this early. She'd hoped to sleep through the weight in her chest. But her body had other plans.
So here she was.
Coffee in hand. Phone face down. Hair still tied up from last night.
The fries were long gone. Jalen had walked away. And she still hadn't figured out what she was supposed to do with any of it.
It hadn't been a date. She was sure of that. The lighting had been too bad, and her mouth had been a little sharp, and Jalen had looked at her like he wanted to ask a dozen things he didn't know how to say.
But it hadn't been nothing, either. That was the problem.
It was always almost something. And almost had started to hurt.
She stared at the skyline a beat longer, then stood. She had a bus to catch and a face to put on.
Boston was up next.
Notes:
Pinky finger contact in THIS economy???
JayTee are literally doing the most while doing nothing. It's impressive.
Theresa's like "i don't feel anything" while actively glitching and Jalen is giving "boyfriend with a ghosting habit but also your favorite hoodie."
Anyway, thank you for reading 💖
Leave a kudo, drop a comment, tell me if you too are suffering from almost-syndrome.See you in Boston 🖤
Chapter 13: No Space Left
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Boston was cold.
Gray skies. Sharp wind. That New England kind of chill that sank into your joints and stayed there. Theresa wore all black again. Slim turtleneck. Structured trench. Hair slicked into a low bun so tight it didn't dare move. It wasn't quite armor, but it helped.
The team hotel had history in its walls—gold-plated elevators, heavy curtains, the kind of carpet that muted every footstep like a secret. Theresa checked in fast. Gave the front desk a smile with no softness. Keycard in hand, she went upstairs, dropped her bag by the door, and didn't stop moving.
No time. No room. No breath. Just prep.
Pregame responsibilities, walk-through reminders, a media schedule to retype. She set up in the corner of her hotel room with her laptop balanced on her knees and a to-do list that didn't leave space for whatever was still tangled up in her chest.
Dinner wasn't until later. Casual team hangout. Nothing big. Not mandatory. Jalen hadn't followed up, but she hadn't expected him to.
Theresa kept her head down most of the day.
She floated between press check-ins and facility runs like a ghost in sneakers—quiet, fast-moving, never quite lingering anywhere long enough to be asked how she was doing. She didn't want to be asked. Didn't want to answer.
Trae tried, once.
"Need anything?" he asked mid-morning, leaning against a wall with a protein shake in hand, hoodie pulled over his head.
She didn't even look up from her tablet. "I'm good."
"You sure?" he asked.
She nodded, sharp. "Yup."
Trae watched her for a second longer—just long enough to clock the speed in her voice and the way her jaw stayed set. But he let it go. Gave her a pat on the shoulder and peeled off to shootaround.
That was the thing about her brother—he knew when to ask, and he knew when to wait.
However, Boston didn't wait for anyone.
By the time they got to the arena, the wind had picked up, biting through her coat like it was nothing. Theresa didn't flinch. She adjusted her scarf, tightened her grip on the clipboard, and moved through the tunnel like she had somewhere to be. Because she did.
TD Garden was alive. Not Barclays-level chaos, but charged in a different way—tense, gritty, unflinching. Boston had that kind of energy. Loud without theatrics. Ruthless without warning.
She stuck close to the staff, circled the media row, checked in with ops. The Celtics were already on court for warmups. Hawks trickled in behind her. Music thumped low. Everything felt a little too calm. Too measured. Like the night was holding its breath.
She spotted Jalen from across the court—head down, hoodie up, headphones in. Not looking at her. Not trying to. It didn't matter. She saw him anyway.
She looked away first.
She was efficient. Detached. Cordial when she needed to be and invisible when she didn't.
It was a job. That's what she kept telling herself.
It was a job, not a war.
The pregame moved in rhythm. Predictable. Safe.
Until it wasn't.
Jalen passed her on the way to the bench—slow, steady, all coiled ease. He didn't say anything. Just brushed her hand with the back of his fingers as he moved past.
It was nothing.
It was everything.
She didn't flinch. She didn't follow. But the air around her got just a little bit thinner.
Tipoff came fast.
Boston's crowd was rowdy—loud in the way only Boston knew how to be. Theresa stayed close to the bench, headset clipped to her collar, clipboard in hand. Her posture was calm. Professional. But her pulse was humming beneath the surface.
The first half was ugly. Sloppy defense. Missed assignments. The Celtics started strong. Fast transitions. Clean ball movement. The Hawks kept pace, but barely. It was one of those games that felt personal even if it wasn't. Trae kept his head down and played like he had something to prove. Jalen was playing well, sure, but the rest of the team looked like they'd landed in Boston half-asleep.
She rotated closer to the baseline during the second quarter, cross-checking press passes and scanning the sidelines. Her headset buzzed, someone asking for a media update, and she answered without thinking. Everything about her moved like muscle memory—on the outside.
Inside? Everything was a little off-kilter.
Trae hit a stepback three before the half, and the bench erupted. Zaccharie stood up first. Jalen followed. He clapped once, barked something at the floor, and then glanced across the court—for one breathless second—right at her.
Just one look.
Quick. Measured. Unreadable.
Then he turned back toward the bench, chest rising and falling like he'd been holding in air since New York.
By halftime, she needed air.
She ducked into a side hallway and leaned against the wall, letting her headset fall to her neck. Her phone buzzed.
Serena: you look like you're gonna throw a clipboard at someone and honestly i support it
Theresa: i'm restraining myself. barely.
Serena: jalen playing like he's trying to make eye contact every five seconds
Theresa: tell him to stop
Serena: he's not the one looking away every time
Theresa locked her phone.
She hated Serena. She loved her. She hated that she was right.
The second half was better.
Trae found his rhythm. Zaccharie hit a three in transition that nearly took the roof off. And Jalen? Jalen was on. Every cut clean. Every look sharper than it needed to be. He wasn't playing loud. He wasn't playing showy, but Theresa clocked it early.
The pace. The precision. The way he moved like he had something to say and the stat sheet was the only place he trusted to say it. Playing like someone who needed someone to notice.
And she did. She noticed everything.
Twenty-three points. Five assists. One very intentional no-look pass that made the crowd erupt.
The game ended tight. Hawks by four. Hard-earned. Gritty. Every play fought for.
When he found her by the tunnel after the game, sweat-slick and smug, she was already waiting.
"You see that pass?" he asked, chin tilted just slightly, like he already knew the answer.
Theresa didn't look up from her clipboard. "I see everything."
Not quite teasing. A compliment buried in detachment.
Jalen leaned closer. Reached for the clipboard like he had every right to. "Nothing about me on here?"
"Page seven," she lied.
He grinned. "You're not as cold as you act, Young."
She arched an eyebrow, finally glancing up. "And you're not as smooth as you think."
That grin didn't falter. If anything, it deepened.
But she didn't walk away. And he didn't stop watching her. He stepped closer.
"I didn't follow up," he said.
She tilted her head. "Noticed."
"I figured if you wanted to come, you would."
Her mouth twitched. "That how it works now?"
He didn't answer right away. Just looked at her like he was trying to find the edges of something invisible.
"You coming?"
A simple question. Loaded as hell.
Theresa looked past him, toward the quiet of the tunnel. Then back.
"I'll meet you there," she said, even though she didn't know if she meant it.
But Jalen just nodded.
And in the beat that followed—something shifted.
He took a half step closer, like he didn't want to leave yet. Like he might say something else. But he didn't. He just stood there.
And so did she. The silence stretched. Not uncomfortable. Not anymore. Just... there.
Then, his voice—lower this time.
"You looked good tonight," he said.
Theresa's pulse jumped, but her face didn't move. "Thanks."
It wasn't a truce. It wasn't a flirt. It was something else. Something that might come back to bite her later.
He nodded once, soft. And walked away.
Theresa didn't go to the team dinner right away.
She needed a minute. Maybe more than that.
Back at the hotel, the room felt warmer than it should've. Not cozy. Not soft. Just close. Like the walls had been waiting for her.
She peeled off her coat, kicked off her shoes, and sat on the edge of the bed without turning on a single light. The glow from the window was enough—Boston blinking back at her in cold blue and gold.
Her phone buzzed twice from the nightstand. She didn't check it.
She sat still instead. Let the silence settle in her shoulders. Let her brain quiet down from the noise of the game, the tunnel, Jalen.
God, Jalen.
He hadn't even done anything, really. Hadn't crossed a line. Hadn't made it weird.
And that was the problem.
He was calm now. Steady. Like he finally knew how to be around her again without playing games. Without pulling back the second she leaned in.
It should've been a relief. But it felt like a setup. Like the ground under her feet might still shift any second.
She stood. Changed into something easy—dark jeans, soft sweater, a coat that didn't ask for attention. Pulled her hair loose from the bun, shook it out just enough to soften the tension at her temples.
One last look in the mirror. Even she couldn't tell what she was doing.
She grabbed her room key. Slipped her phone in her pocket. And walked out the door before she could think too long about any of it.
The restaurant wasn't fancy. Not a reservation spot, not a scene. Just one of those low-light places with cracked leather booths and music that stayed in the background. Comfortable. Familiar. The kind of place you could pretend you didn't feel like a walking contradiction.
The team took up two tables in the back—rookies already half-loud, veterans still settling in. Jalen was at the far end, leaning back in his chair, drink in hand, laughing at something Trae said. He hadn't seen her yet.
Theresa stepped in, unzipped her coat, and scanned the room like it didn't matter who she was looking for.
She felt his eyes before she found them. Jalen straightened when he saw her. Just a little. Not obvious, but enough.
She gave a small nod, walked toward the group. Trae waved her down to the seat beside him, and she slid in without comment.
They ordered food.
The conversation bounced—stats, travel, memes, inside jokes from the flight. She was present, enough to keep anyone from asking if something was wrong. But her gaze drifted. Occasionally. Toward the other table. Toward him.
Jalen didn't push. Didn't stare. Just kept glancing like he didn't mean to.
Eventually, he stood. Wandered over. Casual.
"You good?" he asked her, voice low, just for her.
Theresa didn't look up. "You already asked me that."
"Doesn't mean I got an answer."
She didn't give him one now either.
Serena wasn't on this part of the trip, but one of the rookies' girlfriends slid into the seat beside her and started asking about internship programs. Theresa was fine. Cordial. Focused.
The food came fast. Bowls passed down the table. Forks clinked. Someone told a story about practice that had half the rookies groaning and Trae shaking his head.
Theresa picked at her plate, half-listening. Nodding when it felt appropriate. Laughing once or twice, but the kind that didn't reach her eyes.
Jalen hadn't moved back to his table. He stayed where he was, leaned against the back wall like he belonged there. Arms crossed. Watching the room without looking too obvious about it.
But she felt him. The weight of his presence. The way his gaze landed on her like muscle memory.
"Want some?" Trae nudged his plate toward her—extra fries stacked high.
Theresa shook her head. "I'm good."
"Liar," Trae said, but let it go.
Across from her, Zaccharie was deep in a debate with one of the assistant coaches about sneakers. Someone else was trying to get the aux. The room was buzzing in that warm, off-duty kind of way.
Theresa shifted in her seat, sweater sleeves pushed up to her elbows, hair loose. She was trying to stay light. Disconnected. She wasn't trying to feel anything.
But then Jalen leaned closer, voice low, only for her.
"You remember this place?"
She blinked.
He nodded toward the bar. "Rookie year. You made me split garlic fries and told me they were non-negotiable."
She blinked again. "I was right."
"You were always right about food."
Theresa bit back a smile. It tried to tug at the corner of her mouth anyway.
"You told me the booths made you feel like you were in a mob movie," he added, and she hated that he remembered that too.
"I was being dramatic," she muttered.
He leaned in a little more. "Yeah, but it stuck."
The warmth between them shifted. Not loud. Not dramatic. Just... closer.
Familiar.
She glanced at him then. Really looked. And for a second, the noise of the room faded around them.
He was looking at her like he didn't want to be anywhere else.
Like this moment—this exact version of her—was the one he'd been missing without knowing it.
And then someone called his name.
He straightened, not fast, but enough. Like he had to remember he wasn't supposed to be here too long. Not next to her. Not like this.
"Come back later," she said, voice soft enough to miss if you weren't listening.
He froze.
Then nodded once.
"Yeah," he said. "I will."
Drinks came and the vibe cracked open.
Someone started telling stories from the last road trip. Someone else interrupted to correct the details. The table brimmed with laughter, spilling into every corner. The rookies sat up straighter when the older guys talked. Theresa leaned back in her chair, sipped her water, listened.
She didn't need to say much. She rarely did. Her presence was enough—steady, grounded, impossible to ignore. Even without the clipboard.
Across the table, Jalen had leaned into a conversation with one of the trainers, but every so often, his eyes found hers again. Quick glances. Barely-there shifts in attention. Like he was keeping track of her without trying.
Or maybe trying too hard.
She didn't return it. Not every time. But the pull was there. Subtle. Consistent.
At one point, Zaccharie leaned toward her with a soft whisper, "You good?"
She nodded, small. "Yeah. Just soaking it all in."
He smiled, relieved.
And maybe she was. Soaking it in, that is. The noise, the warmth, the part of this world that didn't demand anything from her heart, just her presence. It helped. Even when it didn't fix everything.
Jalen laughed at something a few seats over. That real kind of laugh—the one that came out low and a little too honest.
Theresa didn't mean to look. But she did. He was already looking back. This time, he didn't look away. Neither did she.
One of the rookies knocked over a water glass, and the table broke into noise again. People shifted, napkins flew. A brief chorus of "bro, seriously?" and "rookie tax!"
It passed quickly. But something in the room felt different after. Like a countdown had started.
Trae leaned back, stretched, and said to no one in particular, "Hotel's like a five-minute walk. Don't act like you can't handle it."
Someone groaned. Another cursed under their breath. People started grabbing coats, finishing drinks, dapping each other up.
Theresa stood last. Adjusted the sleeves of her sweater. Took her time.
By the time she stepped outside, the group had mostly thinned—rookies rushing ahead, vets lingering behind, Trae already halfway down the block with two guys from the bench mob.
But Jalen? He was waiting.
Not obvious. Not lingering in her space. Just near enough. Just facing the right direction. Just close enough to catch her eye and tilt his head like a question.
She didn't nod. Just walked and he fell into step beside her.
The night was cold. Still.
That kind of quiet that only came in cities after midnight—when the horns died down and the world stopped trying to impress itself.
Theresa walked with her hands tucked into her coat pockets, each step measured. Boots sharp against the sidewalk, breath fogging faintly in the chill. Her eyes stayed ahead, steady.
Jalen didn't speak at first. Just matched her pace. Shoulders squared. Hands in his pockets too. Every so often, their arms brushed.
Not on purpose. Not really.
"You didn't like the food," he said after a while, voice soft.
She blinked. "What?"
"Your plate," he said. "Barely touched it."
She shrugged. "Wasn't hungry."
He nodded. Quiet for a beat. Then, "Long day?"
She didn't answer right away. Just exhaled slow, like the air in her lungs was heavier than it needed to be.
"I didn't love today," she admitted. "That's all."
He glanced at her, but didn't push.
They walked in silence for another block. Boots over pavement. Streetlights flickering above.
"You looked solid out there," she said finally. "Tonight. Game felt good."
Jalen smiled, a little crooked. "Was hoping you'd say that."
She shook her head, eyes still forward. "Of course you were."
He let out a soft laugh. "You think I'm always trying to impress you."
"You are."
"Is it working?"
That made her glance at him. Not long. Just long enough to mean maybe.
They crossed a street. The light changed late, but they didn't run. Just kept walking like nothing could touch them.
Jalen stuffed his hands deeper into his coat pockets. "I was gonna sit next to you at dinner."
"You didn't."
"You didn't sit next to me either."
"I didn't owe you that."
"I know."
She didn't mean to slow down. But she did.
They passed a storefront with the lights still glowing soft inside—dim gold, stacks of books pressed to the glass. A coffee shop that doubled as a used bookstore. Her pace shifted again.
Jalen noticed. "Want to stop?"
She shook her head. "Just liked the window."
He didn't say anything. But when they passed it, he looked at it too. Like he wanted to remember it in case it mattered later.
They were two blocks from the hotel now. The wind had picked up just enough to make her eyes sting.
Jalen glanced sideways. "Cold?"
She didn't answer.
He didn't offer her his jacket. He wasn't stupid. She'd throw it back at him. But his hand twitched slightly like he'd thought about it—and maybe that was worse.
They walked the rest of the way like that. Not talking. Not pretending. Just side by side.
When the hotel came into view, both of them slowed. A little. Like they weren't quite ready for what came next. They stopped just outside the hotel entrance. Not abrupt. Just... slower steps until they weren't moving at all.
The wind cut down the street in sharp little slices, catching the edges of Theresa's coat. Her hair had started to float slightly, a few strands running away from being tucked in her collar. She didn't fix it.
Jalen stood beside her, just close enough that she could feel the heat coming off him in waves, like he hadn't cooled off from the game. Or maybe it was something else. Something older. Something still lit.
"You going up?" he asked, low.
Theresa's eyes didn't leave the glass doors. "Eventually."
He nodded. Didn't move.
The wind whipped again. She rocked slightly on her heels. And for a second, she thought—this is the part where we go in.
But he didn't budge. Neither did she.
Instead, Jalen's voice dropped again, quiet and unhurried. "It was good seeing you tonight. Like that."
She turned to him then. Just enough. "What do you mean, like that?"
His gaze held hers, steady. "Not working. Not walking away. Just... you. Sitting across from me."
Her throat tightened. She hated when he said things like that—so plain and without defense. It made it harder to stay sharp.
"You could've had that anytime," she said. "You just never asked."
"I'm asking now."
The words didn't rush. They landed.
Theresa inhaled slow. "You're late."
"I know." He smiled, but it didn't quite reach his eyes. "Still here, though."
For a second—longer than it should've lasted—she didn't respond. Just looked at him. Looked through him.
And then, she reached for the lapel of his coat.
Fingers brushing the edge, featherlight. No real reason. No need. Just an excuse to touch something that wasn't hers.
Jalen stilled. Let her.
When she dropped her hand, she didn't step away. Instead, she murmured, voice quiet enough to disappear in the wind, "You sure this isn't just one of your moods?"
He looked at her like she'd just asked the wrong question entirely. "Does it feel like a mood?"
She didn't answer. Didn't have to. Because that was the problem—it didn't.
And she hated that.
"I'm going up," she said, finally.
"Want me to walk you?"
"No."
A pause. Then, softer, "But you can come with me."
His brows lifted. Just barely.
She turned for the door, didn't wait for his response.
He followed.
They didn't say anything else as the glass doors whispered open behind them, the city swallowed by silence, and the night followed them in.
The elevator was empty when they stepped in.
Theresa hit the button for her floor without a word. Jalen leaned against the opposite wall, hands in his coat pockets, shoulders relaxed in that way that wasn't actually relaxed at all.
The doors slid shut. Silence.
Not the awkward kind—just tight. Pressurized. Like the air between them was too aware of itself.
Theresa kept her eyes on the glowing numbers above the door. Jalen watched her instead.
The lights ticked up. One floor. Two.
"You're quiet again," he said finally, voice low in the small space.
"So are you," she said, not looking.
Jalen shifted just enough for the fabric of his coat to rustle. "Trying not to mess it up."
That made her glance over. "What do you mean?"
"This," he said. "Tonight. You."
Theresa blinked. "You think you can mess me up that easy?"
His mouth curved. Not a full smile—just the beginning of one. "You make it sound like that's a challenge."
The elevator dinged. Still one floor away.
Theresa crossed her arms. "It's not."
"I know," he said, stepping closer. Not touching—just close enough for her to feel the pull. "But it kinda feels like everything with us is."
The next floor lit up.
Theresa stared at the doors, jaw tight. "You always do this."
"Do what?"
"Act like you want to mean something—right up until it matters."
He didn't move. Didn't flinch. Just looked at her like the words didn't scare him.
"I do want to mean something."
The elevator stopped. The doors slid open. Neither of them moved.
"Theresa," he said, voice almost a whisper. "Let me walk you the rest of the way."
She looked at him. Really looked. Then—barely, just enough—she nodded.
She stepped out first and he followed.
The hallway ahead was quiet. Long. Full of tension so thick it felt like it echoed with every footstep. They didn't touch, but every step felt like the space between them was about to collapse.
Halfway down the hallway, she stopped.
Right in front of her door. Fingers curled tight around the keycard, thumb resting on the edge like she might swipe it. Like she might not.
Jalen stepped up beside her. Close. Closer than he'd been all night.
The quiet stretched again. Not empty. Full. Loaded.
She didn't look at him. Not yet. Just stared at the door like it might give her an answer she wasn't ready to ask for.
Then—his voice, low. Barely there.
"You gonna let me say goodnight?"
She finally turned. Slow.
Her eyes found his in the dim hotel light, and suddenly the hallway felt way too narrow. Too quiet. Her heart kicked up once—sharp and traitorous.
"You always say goodnight like it's a dare," she said.
He didn't smile. Not this time. He just looked at her like he'd been trying not to all night. Like he was seeing something he'd been circling for weeks. Like if he looked away, he'd lose it.
Her hand still rested on the card reader. Still hadn't moved.
And then—Jalen leaned in. Not fast. Not hesitant either. Just... decided.
His hand found her jaw—light at first, then firmer as he tilted her face toward his. Like he couldn't help it. Like this had been a long time coming and he'd finally run out of ways to hold back.
He paused an inch away.
Let her feel it.
Let her breathe it in.
And then he kissed her.
Immediate. A little too hard. Pulled from the center of something they'd both been pretending didn't exist.
All teeth and breath and something sharp that'd been building for months. A pressure valve blown wide open.
She gasped into his mouth—caught off guard, just for a second—and then pulled him closer like her whole body was on fire.
She grabbed the front of his coat and kissed him back like she'd been waiting for a reason to stop thinking—finally, finally, finally.
Jalen pressed her back against the door.
His fingers dug into her waist, then slid up—greedy, grounding. Like he had to remind himself she was real. Here.
Her lips parted again and he took it. Deep. Barely holding it together. Breath hitching hard against hers.
It wasn't gentle.
It was them—sharp edges and bruised tension and the kind of heat that made you forget where you were standing.
Then, her name.
"Theresa..."
Soft. Wreecked.
Like it broke something in him to say it.
And that was it.
That was the thing that shattered her.
She didn't freeze this time. Didn't pause.
She pulled him closer—fisted his jacket, dragged him into her like she needed him deeper, closer, more. Her mouth crashed against his again, open and hungry, lips bruising, teeth scraping just a little like she wanted to bite down on the silence between them.
And then she moaned.
Low. Breathless. Right into his mouth.
It wasn't sweet.
It was devastating.
It sounded like surrender. Like she didn't want to want him, but she did anyway. Like she hated how good it felt to break open for him, just for a second.
Jalen gripped her tighter, hand slipping up the back of her neck, fingers threading into her hair. He kissed her like he'd been starving for it. Like he didn't know how to stop.
He whispered her name against her lips again—broken, reverent. She answered with a sound he swallowed whole. Pulled him closer, closer, until there was no space left. She gasped into him, dragging his bottom lip between her teeth, and it nearly ruined him.
Her back hit the door with a thud, like he wanted to leave a mark she'd feel in the morning.
She didn't care. She kissed him back just as hard.
Like if he wanted to wreck her—he better earn it.
And maybe he was.
Maybe he already had.
His mouth moved like he knew her. Like he'd always known her.
The kiss turned messy—unsteady, searching, desperate. Like they were trying to make up for every second they spent pretending they didn't want this. Her fingers twisted in his shirt. His hands slid to her waist, then hesitated—like even now, even here, he wasn't sure how far she'd let him go.
That's when she pulled back.
Breathless. Lips parted. Eyes wide.
"Jalen," she whispered. Not a question. Not a plea. Just his name.
He stared at her. Devastated. Dazed.
Neither of them moved.
For one terrible second, she thought she might kiss him again. Might let him stay.
But she didn't.
She just stood there, lips swollen, heart wrecked, hand still on his chest like a tether.
"I should go," he said, voice wrecked.
She nodded. Just once.
He took a step back. Then another. Like it physically hurt to leave her.
"Goodnight," she said, voice soft. Final.
"Night, T," he said. Low. Almost reverent.
She turned, keycard shaking in her hand, and pushed into her room without looking back.
For the first time in a long time, the door didn't slam. It clicked quiet behind her.
Like the chapter had just turned.
And everything was quiet again—except for the sound of her own pulse still echoing in her ears.
Notes:
all I'm gonna say is
🤡🤡🤡🤡
Chapter 14: Heat Lightning
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Boston had been cold.
But Miami?
Miami was something else entirely.
Theresa stepped off the plane like she'd been dropped into a postcard—sun too bright, air too thick, and everything around her moving three beats slower than it should've.
She barely spoke on the bus. Trae had headphones in. The rookies were loud. Jalen was quiet, too quiet, sitting just far enough away that she didn't have to feel his eyes unless she wanted to. Which, annoyingly, she kind of did.
She didn't go to team breakfast. Didn't answer the group chat when it started popping off before 9 a.m.
DON'T TELL COACH 🏀💥:
BOAT DAY??
somebody get tequila
we outsideeeee
[photo of Trae holding a lime like a mic]
who's got sunscreen fr
Reesa you in?
Reesa??
Theresa ignored it. If anyone needed her, they could go through Trae. If Jalen needed her, well. He'd find a way.
She opened the curtains in her hotel room just wide enough to let the sun pour in. Her phone buzzed again.
Serena. FaceTime.
She debated declining. Didn't.
"Damn," Serena said as soon as the screen lit up, squinting like Theresa's face was too serious to be legal in Florida. "You look like you're in witness protection."
Theresa blinked. "Morning."
"Barely. It's eleven. And you're in MIAMI."
"I'm aware."
"Girl." Serena's voice came in hot, camera angled low like she'd propped it on her lap mid-lounge. "...why do you look like that?"
Theresa blinked. "Like what?"
"Like you just kissed a man you weren't planning to kiss and now you don't know whether to block him or marry him."
Theresa let the silence stretch. Pulled the elastic from her bun and shook out her hair, still half-wet from the shower. Her skin had that sun-kissed glow already—like even her stress couldn't fight Florida.
Serena gasped. "No. No. Don't tell me he—"
"Boston," Theresa said softly. Just one word.
Serena sat straight up. "Boston?"
Theresa nodded.
Serena threw her head back like it physically wounded her. "You kissed Jalen in Boston?! What was the weather like? What were you wearing? What did he say—no wait, how did it happen? Was it soft? Was it messy? Did he say your name? T, tell me something!"
Theresa picked at the edge of the hotel blanket. "We're not talking about this."
"Reesa."
"We kissed," she said, quiet. "That's all."
Serena blinked. "That's all?"
Theresa looked away. "It wasn't planned. It just happened."
"Okay but was it good?"
Theresa dragged a hand down her face and sat on the edge of the bed. "It was... bad."
Serena blinked. "Bad like traumatizing or bad like devastatingly hot?"
Theresa looked down at her hand. "He said my name. And I didn't stop him."
There was silence. Just for a beat. Then Serena whispered, "You're doomed."
Theresa let out a low laugh. The kind that tasted too close to the truth.
"What happens now?" she asked, not even realizing the question had slipped out.
Serena shrugged. "You pretend it didn't happen and spiral in private until you see him again. Or—you go find him, make out in the Miami wind, and commit to the bit."
Theresa didn't say anything.
"Just answer one thing," Serena said, finger raised like she was being so serious now. "Do you regret it?"
Theresa paused. Looked out the window. Sun bouncing off car hoods below. Her heart still doing something stupid every time she thought about the way Jalen had said her name.
"No," she said. "I just don't know what to do with it."
Serena nodded like that was the most honest thing she'd ever heard. "You'll figure it out. In the meantime... Is this why your hair looks like you just walked through a Nicholas Sparks montage?"
"I didn't even brush it."
"You don't have to. You've got that 'regret is sexy' glow going."
Theresa sighed and tilted her head back, eyes on the ceiling.
"Oh my god." Serena leaned into the screen like it physically pained her. "You kissed him for real and then fled the city like it was a crime scene."
Theresa groaned. "Goodbye."
"Nope. I'm staying. This is my Roman Empire now."
"Don't you have a job?"
"I am doing my job," Serena said. "I'm investigating mess. Yours specifically."
Theresa smiled despite herself. "I'm hanging up."
The knock on the door came a second later.
Soft. Steady. Familiar.
Serena froze. "No. You're joking."
Theresa didn't move.
Another knock.
Serena's eyes went wide. "Theresa. Is that him?!"
Theresa stood slowly, robe cinched tighter at the waist, phone still in her hand. "I'll call you back."
"You better not hang u—"
Click. The screen went black.
The knock came again.
This time, she didn't hesitate. She crossed the room, hand resting on the doorknob, breath caught somewhere halfway to steady. Then—quietly, finally—she opened the door.
And there he was.
Jalen stood in the soft Miami light like it hadn't ruined him to sleep at all. Hoodie zipped low. Hands in his pockets. Hair still a little messy, like he hadn't bothered to fix it. Or maybe hadn't known how to.
They didn't speak. Not at first.
He looked at her like he hadn't been able to stop, and she looked back like she was trying to pretend she hadn't memorized the way his mouth tasted.
"Hey," he said, voice low.
"Hey."
He scratched the back of his neck. "You weren't at breakfast."
"You weren't either."
He huffed a quiet laugh. "Touché."
A beat.
"I just..." He shifted his weight. "I didn't know if you wanted space. Or if I should pretend like last night didn't happen. Or if you were gonna block my number and tell Trae I needed to be traded."
Theresa blinked slowly. "You think I'd ruin your career over a kiss?"
He shrugged. "You've done worse for less."
That earned him a twitch of her mouth. Not quite a smile. Just enough to break the air between them.
He leaned against the doorframe, shoulder brushing the edge. "I was gonna leave you alone."
"Were you?" she asked, eyebrow raised.
Jalen looked down at his shoes. "No. Not really."
A quiet moment passed before he glanced back up at her, tipping his chin toward the hallway.
"You know the guys are doing boat day," he said. "Tequila's already flowing. I think Trae brought a speaker he legally shouldn't be allowed to own."
Theresa didn't respond.
"Thought maybe you'd wanna come," he added, more gently this time. "Get some sun. Pretend we're not all in emotional purgatory."
She gave him a flat look. "You're really selling it."
Jalen cracked a grin, just a little. "What can I say? I'm a walking vacation brochure."
But she didn't move. Didn't laugh. Just leaned her shoulder against the doorframe, mirroring him.
"I'm good," she said softly.
He nodded, but didn't hide the flicker of disappointment.
"Right," he said, shifting his weight again. "No pressure. Just figured I'd ask."
Theresa glanced toward the hallway, then back at him. "Thanks."
Jalen lingered another beat. Like he wanted to say something else. Like maybe he didn't want to go at all. But he didn't push. Just tucked his hands back into his pockets and took a slow step backward.
"If you change your mind," he said, voice low again, "we're down at the dock."
Theresa nodded once, eyes steady. "Have fun."
He gave her a look—something almost fond, almost regretful—and then turned down the hall, walking off without another word.
She closed the door gently behind him, exhaled like she'd been holding her breath the whole time, and let the quiet wrap around her again.
She didn't move right away.
Just stood there in the stillness of the hotel room, back against the door, breathing him out like a secret she wasn't ready to keep but couldn't let go of either.
Sunlight poured across the bed in golden strips. The blanket was still crumpled from when she'd sat there during Serena's call. Her notebook was open on the desk—blank. Spotify still paused mid-song from two hours ago.
She crossed the room and lay down carefully, arms folded beneath her head, staring at the ceiling like it held answers. It didn't.
What happened in Boston wasn't a one-time thing. Not anymore. It was a fault line now, splitting everything underneath her.
And Jalen at the door... that had made it worse. Or better. Or both. She didn't know.
Her phone was facedown on the nightstand. She didn't touch it. Just laid there, eyes tracing invisible patterns on the ceiling, heart still doing that thing it did when his name crossed her mind—fluttering too fast, too soon.
The group chat was probably still going off. Someone had probably posted a half-drunk Boomerang by now. Boat selfies. Sunglasses. Sunburns in progress.
She should've gone. Should've let herself forget for a few hours. Should've let him forget too. But she didn't.
She stayed here instead, soaking in the silence like it could somehow help her decide what the hell she wanted.
And just when it started to settle—just when her thoughts had quieted into something almost manageable—her phone buzzed.
Jalen: You hungry?
So simple. Too easy. Dangerous in how casual it looked. Like they hadn't nearly set each other on fire in a Boston hallway 12 hours ago. Like he hadn't kissed her so hard it still echoed in her ribs.
She bit the inside of her cheek. Thought about pretending she hadn't seen it. About doubling down on her hermit energy and staying right here in the AC with hotel coffee and reruns of The Bear on mute.
But then—another ping.
Jalen: Not a date. Unless you want it to be. I'll pick you up in ten.
She stared at the screen, one eyebrow arched, but her mouth tugged up the tiniest bit.
Of course he assumed she'd say yes. Because of course he knew she hadn't eaten.
Of course she went anyway.
Theresa stepped out of the hotel lobby and squinted up at the sky like it had the nerve to be this blue. Bright sun. Salt-heavy breeze. Palms swaying like they knew something you didn't.
She wasn't built for beach days. Not really.
Too much sun, too much noise, too many people who didn't know how to act.
But apparently she was built for walking down Collins Avenue at noon with a six-foot-something complication at her side and an iced coffee she didn't even remember ordering.
Sun was bouncing off the sidewalk—Miami in full bloom. Theresa wore sunglasses, hair pulled back, lips still bare. Jalen walked beside her in all black like it wasn't ninety degrees.
He hadn't said where they were going. Just showed up outside the hotel with sunglasses on and a smirk that said he'd won something. He hadn't—but she didn't tell him that.
Yet.
Now they were halfway down the block, warm breeze tangling the hem of her shirt, the sidewalk a minefield of flip-flops and tourists and overpriced boutiques.
Neither of them had said much. Which was weird. Or maybe just dangerous.
"So..." Jalen said finally, voice casual. "Still not a date?"
Theresa gave him a look over the rim of her straw. "You're really testing your luck."
He held his hands up. "Just asking. Could be important for the historical record."
She snorted. "For who?"
"My biographer. You think I'm not gonna put this in my Hall of Fame speech?"
She rolled her eyes but didn't answer. Just kept walking, head tilted toward the sun like she was trying to make peace with it.
He glanced over at her, quieter now. "You look good here."
Theresa slowed just half a step. "Here?"
He nodded. "Out of Atlanta. In the light. Like you're not carrying the whole team on your back."
She arched a brow. "Pretty sure that's your job."
"Yeah," he said, voice dipping. "But you carry more than you let people see."
That—that made her pause.
Jalen didn't look at her. Just kept walking like he hadn't said something that landed way too close to her ribs.
She didn't respond. Not out loud. Just followed him down the block, quiet again, that single sentence bouncing around her chest like a pinball.
They reached the corner and he stopped in front of a low-key spot with shaded tables and glass doors that opened out to the street. The kind of place that didn't need a sign because it had vibes.
He turned to her, hand on the door. "Food?"
Theresa blinked. "I guess I already said yes."
Jalen grinned. "You did. Just wanted to hear it out loud."
The place was cool and shaded inside, the kind of Miami spot where everything looked a little too curated—mismatched chairs that matched on purpose, plants hanging from the ceiling, glass bottles of water that no one actually ordered.
They got a table near the back. Not hidden, but quiet. Theresa slid into the seat across from Jalen and didn't take off her sunglasses.
"You know you're indoors, right?" he asked, one brow raised.
"I'm conserving energy," she said, sipping her water. "You're exhausting."
Jalen leaned back in his chair, arms folded. "So dramatic. I haven't even said anything yet."
"That's the exhausting part."
The corner of his mouth twitched. "You always like this when you're hungry?"
Theresa looked at him over the top of her glasses. "You invited me. Remember?"
"Yeah," he said, shrugging. "I like a challenge."
That earned him the barest hint of a smirk.
A server came by. They ordered—Theresa asked for a chopped salad she was barely going to touch. Jalen ordered tacos like he had something to prove.
When the waiter walked away, he leaned forward, arms on the table. "You really weren't gonna come out today?"
She shrugged. "I didn't feel like being around people."
"Even me?"
Theresa raised an eyebrow over her glass. "And you? You ditched boat day just to chase me around Miami?"
"Technically, I texted you first," he said. "You chose to accept the mission."
She smirked. "Not an answer."
Jalen leaned back, eyes scanning the ceiling like he was pretending to think. "I don't know. Maybe I didn't feel like being around a bunch of dudes screaming 'we outside' on a dock for three hours."
"Sounds suspiciously like self-preservation."
He looked at her then. Really looked.
"Maybe I just didn't feel like being around everyone... if you weren't gonna be there."
That made her pause. Just for a beat.
He didn't push it. Just added, more lightly, "Also Trae's speaker gives me a headache and I didn't want to be the one that threw it in the ocean."
Theresa laughed once, quiet but real. "Coward."
Jalen grinned. "Survivor." He pause for a second, then said, "You've been quiet since Boston."
She gave him a look. "You kissed me in a hallway like it was the end of a movie. What did you expect?"
His jaw tensed. "I didn't plan it."
"I didn't stop you."
That hung between them for a moment. Heavy. True.
Then Jalen shifted gears like he couldn't sit in it too long. "Okay but like... do I get points for form? That was a good kiss."
Theresa blinked. "You're asking for feedback now?"
"I'm just saying, if I made the Hall of Fame speech, that kiss would be in the highlight reel."
She laughed before she could stop it. "You're insufferable."
"But you laughed," he pointed out, proud.
Their food came. They ate. Talked about nothing for a while—the rookie who got too drunk the night before, the Hawks' group chat memes, a bet Jalen lost to Trae involving a stupid shooting drill and ten pushups in a hotel hallway.
It felt easy. Too easy.
And maybe that's why it hit harder when Jalen set down his fork and said, softer this time, "I don't want to mess this up."
Theresa froze. Just for a second. Then pushed the last piece of lettuce around her plate. "Mess what up?"
"Us," he said, like it was obvious. "Whatever we are."
"We're not anything."
Jalen didn't look away. "Maybe. But I don't want to be the reason we're not."
She stared at him. No comeback this time. Just a quiet breath in. Because it would've been easier if he'd been cocky. If he'd brushed her off or acted like the kiss hadn't mattered. But he hadn't. He never did.
And that was the problem.
She looked down at her plate and Jalen didn't push.
After, they walked. Nowhere in particular. Just around.
The sun was starting to dip low, heat turning syrupy. The breeze coming off the water softened the edges of the day. The kind of weather that tricked you into thinking everything might be fine.
She talked about a documentary she'd watched on the flight—something about fake art dealers and stolen provenance. He fake-interviewed her with a plastic spoon like he was a sideline reporter.
"You're annoying," she said, eyes squinting against the light, smiling without meaning to.
"Yeah," he said. "But I'm your favorite kind."
She didn't correct him. Didn't push him away either.
When they stopped at the dock and just stood there—quiet, side by side, the whole city humming behind them—she didn't move. She let herself feel it. Just for a second.
They reached it just as the breeze picked up, soft and salt-warm. The water stretched out in front of them, glittering under the fading light, soft gold bleeding into ocean blue. It was the kind of moment that didn't feel real. That felt like it had been waiting for them.
Theresa didn't say anything. Just stood there, fingers curled around the edge of the railing, eyes locked on the horizon like it had answers.
Jalen stayed beside her. Quiet. Still.
The air between them shifted again—lighter this time. Looser. But charged.
Another breeze rolled through. Theresa's hair slipped out of place, a few strands floating up like they'd been summoned by the tension. She didn't move to fix it.
He did.
Carefully. Gently. His fingers brushed along her cheek, slow, deliberate, like he didn't want to rush the contact. Like he was giving her every second to move, to stop it, to say no.
She didn't.
He tucked the strand behind her ear, fingertips grazing her skin. Theresa's breath hitched. Just slightly. But Jalen caught it.
He didn't say anything. Didn't smirk. Didn't push. He just looked at her like this—her, now—was the only thing he'd ever wanted to get right.
And then he leaned in.
Slow.
Sure.
Her breath caught in her chest, lips parted, eyes not closing until the last second.
He kissed her.
Soft. Reverent. Nothing like Boston. No fire this time, no bruised mouths or stolen air. Just this.
Just her.
Just him.
His hand slid to her waist, her fingers caught the edge of his shirt, and the dock fell away. The city fell away. Time bent around them like it was always supposed to land here.
She kissed him back—slow at first, like she didn't trust it. Like she wasn't sure it would hold.
But it did.
It held.
When they finally pulled apart, forehead to forehead, breath shared between them, he whispered, "You're gonna be the death of me."
She whispered back, "You'll live."
And just like that, the whole world went quiet again.
Jalen didn't move at first.
He stayed close, forehead pressed to hers, their breath still tangled in the warm air between them. One of his hands rested at her hip, the other still ghosting her jaw like he couldn't quite let go. And Theresa... she didn't want him to.
Not yet.
The breeze kept coming, gentle and rhythmic. Like it was trying to cool the heat still simmering just beneath her skin. Like it knew something had cracked open—and it wasn't going back.
Theresa opened her eyes first. Jalen's were already on her. Soft. Focused. Like she was the only thing in his entire line of sight.
"What now?" she asked, quiet. Like she wasn't sure she wanted an answer.
Jalen leaned back just enough to look at her fully. "We don't have to figure it out tonight."
She blinked. "And tomorrow?"
"We'll still be here."
A pause.
Then she laughed—short and dry. "You make it sound easy."
His smile was almost shy. "Not easy. Just worth it."
And god—he meant it. That was the worst part. He meant every word and she could feel it in her chest like a bruise still blooming. She looked away first, just to catch her breath.
"Let's walk," she said.
He nodded and fell into step beside her.
They wandered slowly, steps light, fingers brushing every so often but never fully locking. The silence between them wasn't heavy anymore. It was... aware. Like it had witnessed something.
Eventually, they reached the edge of the dock and circled back toward the beachside path, neither one of them ready to go back to the hotel just yet.
"I forgot what it felt like to breathe like this," she said, voice barely above the waves lapping nearby.
"You mean without a clipboard in your hand?"
She nudged him gently with her shoulder. "You're not funny."
"I'm kind of funny."
He was. But she didn't give him the satisfaction.
When they finally looped back toward the boardwalk, she paused at a bench tucked beneath a cluster of string lights swaying in the breeze. She sat first. He sat beside her.
Theresa leaned back, one leg crossed over the other, gaze turned skyward. The stars were faint—Miami glow too loud to see them clearly—but she pretended they were there anyway.
Jalen leaned forward, elbows on his knees, hands clasped loosely.
"This was nice," he said after a while.
She hummed. "I'll allow it."
Then she glanced sideways. Met his eyes. "I still don't trust you."
He nodded like he already knew. "That's fair."
"I don't know what this is."
He nodded again. "Me neither."
"But I know what it felt like."
He finally looked at her—really looked at her. And then, quietly: "So do I."
She didn't say anything else. Just let that truth hang between them, unspoken but undeniable.
They sat there for a little while longer.
When they stood, and she didn't stop him from walking her back to the hotel again, it wasn't because she'd decided anything. It was because something had already shifted.
Even if they didn't know the name of it yet.
The elevator ride back was quiet. Not tense. Not awkward. Just full.
Theresa stood at one corner, arms crossed, eyes fixed on the flickering floor numbers. Jalen leaned against the opposite side, hands in his pockets, sneakers planted like he wasn't in a rush to be anywhere else.
Neither said a word, but everything between them was still humming—residual and warm, like the kiss had slipped under their skin and refused to fade.
When the elevator dinged for their floor, she stepped out first. He followed, silent but steady. Their steps were in sync again.
The hallway was long, dim-lit, hushed by late night. She reached her door, paused, and turned halfway toward him.
Jalen slowed too—just enough to linger but not enough to press.
Theresa looked at him like she might say something. Like maybe she should. Instead, her voice came low. Careful. "Thanks for today."
Jalen's gaze swept over her, softening. "You make it sound like it's over."
She smirked—just a little. "It's late."
"I've stayed up for less."
She blinked once, slowly. "And?"
"And I'd stay up again. For you."
It wasn't a line. Wasn't flirtation. It was just... honest.
Her breath caught slightly, and he must've noticed, because he stepped closer. Not too close. But closer.
"Can I—" His voice faltered, just once. "Can I say goodnight like I want to this time?"
Theresa tilted her head, eyes flicking to his lips and back again. "Don't ask unless you mean it."
"I mean it."
So she let him.
He leaned in slowly, hands still in his pockets, restraint written into every line of him. She leaned forward just enough to meet him halfway.
This kiss was different.
Not desperate. Not explosive.
Just quiet. Like a promise.
His lips brushed hers once, then again—slow, soft, drawn out like he wasn't in a rush to stop kissing her anytime soon. And when she curled her hand gently around the front of his hoodie, steadying herself, he exhaled like it took the breath right out of him.
When they finally pulled apart, their foreheads touched. Neither of them moved. Not right away.
Then she blinked, stepped back just enough to breathe without sharing it, and turned toward the door. Her fingers hovered over the handle.
For a second, it felt like that was it. Like he'd walk away, and this moment would fold into memory before it had the chance to settle.
She didn't look at him when she said it. Voice low. Careful. "You don't have to go. If you don't want to."
It came out soft. Almost throwaway. Like she wouldn't care either way. But she did.
Jalen didn't say anything for a second. Just watched her. Then—quietly, evenly—he stepped inside.
The door clicked shut behind them.
Theresa walked across the room without a word, grabbed a change of clothes, and disappeared into the bathroom. The light flicked on behind her. The door didn't slam, but it closed with just enough finality to make Jalen stop moving.
He stood in the middle of the room like he didn't know what to do with his hands.
She stared at herself in the mirror.
The glow of the hotel light softened the sharp edges, but she still looked like her—lips still a little swollen from the kiss, mascara slightly smudged, hair just messy enough to prove she'd let herself be soft for too long.
She breathed in. Out. Rolled her shoulders back.
This wasn't a plan. It wasn't a commitment. It was a moment. One she hadn't said yes to out loud but hadn't said no to either.
She changed into sleep shorts and an oversized tee—nothing suggestive, nothing flirty, just real—and splashed water on her face before flicking the light off and stepping back into the room.
Jalen hadn't moved far. He'd sat on the edge of the bed, hoodie still on, looking down at his hands like they were holding answers he didn't want to read.
She crossed the room without speaking, tossed her robe over the back of the chair, and crawled onto the bed like it was the most casual thing in the world.
Still not looking at him, she reached for the remote and turned on the TV. Something low-stakes. Background noise. A cooking show. Gordon Ramsay swearing at someone.
"Comforting," Jalen muttered.
Theresa smirked, not looking at him. "It was either this or a Dateline rerun."
He leaned back against the headboard, arms folded behind his head like he might actually relax. "You watch Dateline before bed?"
She glanced at him. "You don't?"
Jalen shook his head, eyes closing. "You're terrifying."
"Good," she said, settling back against the pillows. "Stay afraid."
He huffed a soft laugh but didn't say anything after that. The silence stretched—not awkward, just full. Familiar.
After a minute, she shifted slightly to face him. Still not touching. Still not leaning in. Just existing closer.
"You sure about this?" she asked, voice quiet now. Real.
"I'm sure about you."
And that—God, that was the thing. He always said stuff like that like it wasn't dangerous.
She didn't answer. Just reached to flick the lamp off. The room went dark. Only the glow of the television lit the space between them. The show kept playing. Neither of them were really watching.
And then—without a word, without asking—Jalen shifted closer. It wasn't bold. It wasn't sudden. Just... quiet movement. The kind that asked without asking.
His arm settled loosely around her waist, slow and uncertain, waiting for any sign of pushback.
There wasn't one.
Theresa let her body ease into his like it had already decided for her. Her head rested against his chest, one leg brushing his, her hand finding the fabric of his hoodie and curling just slightly into it.
Jalen didn't say anything. Didn't need to. He just exhaled into her hair like the weight in his chest had finally landed somewhere it could rest.
And they stayed like that—barely moving, not speaking, letting the night stretch long around them. Not planning. Not defining.
Just holding. And being held.
The room was quiet.
That thick, weightless kind of silence that only existed around 2 a.m.—when the air was heavy with sleep and everything felt more real in the dark.
Theresa stirred.
She didn't wake all at once. Just slowly blinked her eyes open, adjusting to the dim light spilling in under the curtain. The television had gone black, leaving behind the faint hum of electricity and the slow, steady rhythm of Jalen's breathing beside her.
Or... beneath her.
Somewhere between sleep and surrender, they'd ended up tangled.
His arm was draped around her waist, palm warm against her side. Her face was tucked against the hollow of his shoulder. One of her legs was slotted between his. His hoodie still smelled like him—clean laundry, cedar, something familiar she couldn't name.
She didn't move. Didn't want to. It should've made her panic, but it didn't.
She listened to the steady rise and fall of his chest, the way it brushed against her cheek every few seconds. The way their bodies had gravitated together like this wasn't their first time figuring out how to fit.
Her fingers were still curled into the hem of his hoodie. His thumb twitched against her hip.
She stared at the wall in front of her, eyes open, heart beating way too slow for how full it felt. She wasn't supposed to need this. Not like this. Not with him.
But still... she stayed.
Her voice didn't come out, but the thought whispered itself anyway, "I don't know what I'm doing with you."
And then, softer: "But I don't want you to go."
Jalen didn't respond. Still breathing steady. Still asleep. Or maybe he wasn't. Maybe he was just letting her say it.
Either way, she let the silence settle again. Let herself fall back into it—into him, into this—and let the night hold them both a little longer.
Notes:
you guys djdbdjsjjs I can't stop making them kiss 🤡
But truth be told, I miss LaMelo 😭
I was like okay now we need to let them breathe, but halfway through the Boston chapter I was like I can't do this I miss my mansss 😭😭But we need these few chapters. For growth and development. Both his. And hers. And theirs. 🤡
See you in Kaseya Center next ♥
Chapter 15: Too Far In
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
BANG BANG BANG.
Not a knock. A threat.
Theresa sat up like she'd just been drafted into combat.
From the other side of the door came Trae's voice, way too awake: "I'm missing a player for practice and my sister's location suddenly became a national security risk. So unless y'all are in there drafting wedding vows, open up."
Jalen groaned into the pillow. "This man needs help."
Theresa stood up, grabbed a hoodie off the chair, and muttered, "This man needs a hobby."
BANG BANG.
"Tess, you got a six-foot-nine power forward in there? Blinking twice if you're in danger works, just so you know!"
She opened the door just enough to glare at him. Trae stood there, in full warm-up gear, sipping on an energy drink like he was hosting a morning show.
He didn't even look surprised. He just blinked once, then said, "Look at this. Adam and Eve. Miami edition."
Theresa stared. "Do you have nothing better to do?"
"Oh, I do," he said cheerfully. "Like get to practice on time. Unlike this clown—" he tilted his chin toward the bed, "—who apparently decided to risk it all for an extra hour of emotional confusion."
Jalen appeared in the background, rubbing his face. "Man, go away."
Trae kept going. "You didn't answer your phone, you didn't show for walk-through, and I had to put two and two together. Guess what it equaled? Mess."
He looked back at Theresa. "And you. You really just let him stay like that? No pillow barrier? No floor option? Tessie. Standards."
She opened her mouth. Closed it again.
Trae clapped his hands. "Ten minutes. Then I start telling people y'all went ring shopping."
He started walking off, calling back: "Also, if I hear even one rumor from the staff about morning-after vibes, I'm filing a sibling grievance with HR."
She shut the door behind Trae with a groan, leaned her back against it, and closed her eyes like she was trying to mentally rewind the last five minutes and delete the whole file.
Behind her, Jalen finally sat up. His voice was hoarse, still carrying that morning rasp. "So... that your version of subtle?"
Theresa shot him a look. "You're lucky I didn't let him drag you out by the ankle."
He stretched, slow and smug. "He'd have to catch me first."
"Oh my god," she muttered.
"But your brother's kind of terrifying."
"You're just now realizing that?"
He chuckled under his breath and rubbed his hands over his face, trying to shake off the last remnants of sleep.
Theresa finally looked at him—hoodie rumpled, hair messy, eyes still soft from whatever sleep hadn't burned out of him yet. And for a split second, she felt that stupid thing again. That too-much-in-her-chest thing.
Jalen stood, grabbing his phone and slipping it into his pocket. Then he crossed the room, slow but steady.
"You sure you're good?" he asked, voice quieter now. More real.
She nodded once, but didn't say anything. He stopped in front of her. Reached out. Then—without asking—he cupped her face gently in both hands, like he didn't want to rush it, like he wanted her to feel the care in every inch of his touch.
Theresa's breath hitched. He leaned in. Kissed her once. Soft. Grounding. Then again. Longer. Slower. Like he knew this one would stick in her ribs.
When he pulled back, he rested his forehead against hers for a heartbeat. No pressure. Just... there.
"Thanks for letting me stay," he whispered.
She didn't answer. Didn't move. And then he was gone—hood pulled up, steps quiet, door clicking shut behind him like it never happened.
Except it did. And it was already too late to pretend it didn't.
The room felt colder when he left.
She didn't move at first. Just stood there, barefoot, hoodie sleeves too long, lips still tingling from the weight of his goodbye.
It wasn't the kiss. Not really. It was the way he'd held her face like she wasn't a maybe. Like she wasn't just something to walk away from.
She exhaled slowly and moved to the bathroom in a daze, flicking on the light and staring at herself in the mirror like she was hoping to see someone else.
But it was still her. Same eyes. Same mouth. Same mess behind the expression.
She splashed cold water on her face, tied her hair up, and got ready like it wasn't a big deal. Like it didn't matter.
Even if every part of her was still humming like it did.
The practice gym was already loud when Theresa arrived. Whistles. Sneakers. Bass from the aux echoing off the high ceilings. It should've drowned everything out—but it didn't.
Theresa walked in like it was any other day. Hair up. Hoodie on. Clipboard tucked against her chest even though she hadn't written a single note yet. She kept her head down, slipped into her usual corner behind the scorers' table, and planted her feet like she meant it.
She kept her head down. Didn't look at him right away. But she felt it. That pull. That you're-here shift in the atmosphere.
Jalen was already on the court, warm-up shirt gone, running shooting drills like he had something to prove. Sharp cuts. Quick passes. Easy buckets. But his eyes kept flicking to the sideline.
To her.
Not constantly. Not enough for anyone else to clock. Just enough to unravel her.
And Theresa? She watched him too.
Pretended not to. Hid behind the edge of her clipboard. But she saw the way his jaw clenched after a miss. The way he ran his hand over his face like he hadn't slept as well as he'd looked this morning. The way his eyes darted toward her again after a clean three—like he was checking if she'd seen it. If she still felt it.
She had. She did. It made everything worse.
"Your face is giving Greek tragedy," Trae's voice said from beside her.
She didn't jump—just shifted her weight. "Shouldn't you be warming up?"
"Already did." He folded his arms and leaned against the barrier beside her, chewing on the cap of his water bottle. "You look like you haven't blinked since he hit his first shot."
She didn't answer.
"He's locked in today," Trae said finally, watching Jalen drain a midrange.
Theresa nodded.
Another beat. Then Trae asked, voice low, "You good?"
She took a second. Then answered, still watching the court: "Yeah."
Another pass. Another glance.
Jalen's eyes caught hers for just a second too long. It wasn't subtle. It wasn't safe.
Trae clocked it too, glanced toward the court, then back at her. "Is this gonna be a thing now?"
Theresa's eyes stayed on the floor. "He's trying."
That made Trae pause. Not because he didn't know what she meant. But because she said it out loud.
He tilted his head. "And you?"
She didn't flinch. "Trying too."
And that was it. No jokes. No teasing. Just a brother standing still while his sister and the man she wasn't supposed to want kept stealing glances like they weren't already too far in.
It was late afternoon by the time the Hawks started filtering into the media zone. Same routine. Different city.
Players lined up for walk-ins. Branded walls. Cameras flashing. Quick tunnel videos for socials. A few promo segments.
Theresa stood off to the side, clipboard in hand, earbuds in, trying to keep things moving.
She was fine.
She was normal.
Until Jalen stepped in front of the camera.
Gray sweats. White tee. Chains out. Easy grin. Lazy posture. That thing he did with his voice when he was being charming on command.
It shouldn't have done anything. Except now she knew what he looked like when he wasn't on camera. What his mouth felt like. What his voice sounded like when it wasn't for show.
She looked away. Tried to focus on the camera operator asking about lighting. But out of the corner of her eye, she saw him glance her way. Just once. Quick. Unreadable. Like it hadn't happened.
Jalen stepped out of frame, dapping up the camera guy as he walked off. He didn't look at her again.
Theresa kept her eyes on the screen in front of her, pretending she hadn't noticed the way he fixed his chain or adjusted his sleeves like he hadn't just kissed her with both hands on her face less than three hours ago.
She exhaled through her nose. Kept moving.
Next up—Zaccharie.
He jogged over, slightly out of breath, hoodie falling halfway off his shoulder, a protein shake in one hand and his phone in the other.
"Sorry, sorry," he said, pausing right in front of her. "Is this where I do the thing?"
Theresa blinked. "What thing?"
"You know. The look-away-then-look-at-the-camera thing."
She raised a brow. "The tunnel walk?"
He nodded. "Yeah. I practiced it in the mirror this morning."
Theresa couldn't help it—she smiled. "You did not."
Zaccharie lowered his voice, eyes wide with mock seriousness. "I have brand potential now."
She snorted. "Okay, superstar. Go stand on the X."
He took his place in front of the camera, did the look-away-then-look-back thing way too dramatically, and added a fake slow-motion wink for good measure.
The content team behind the lens burst out laughing.
Theresa just shook her head and muttered, "Never letting you near a mic'd-up segment again."
When he jogged back over, still grinning, he leaned in a little like he was telling a secret. "Hey... are you and Jalen, like, a thing now?"
Theresa blinked. "Excuse me?"
He shrugged. "He's been real quiet. And he only gets like that when he's either locked in or... y'know." He gave a vague, heart-eyed gesture that made her want to walk into traffic.
"We're not," she said flatly.
"Oh." Zaccharie paused. "But like, if you were, that would be fine. I support love."
She blinked. "Go hydrate."
He saluted her. "Oui, boss."
And ran off, leaving her standing there like the emotional weight of the entire day hadn't just been casually crushed under the words "I support love."
By the time they hit the court for pregame warmups, the sun had started to sink just behind the Kaseya Center rafters, casting soft gold across the hardwood. Game time was close. Routine was kicking in. Everyone was moving like muscle memory had taken over.
Theresa stood courtside with her clipboard in hand and a Hawks jacket draped over her frame like armor.
Jalen was running through his shooting routine. Hoodie off again. Arms flexing. Sweat glinting at his temple. The kind of locked-in look that would've impressed her—if it hadn't already wrecked hours ago.
He glanced her way between sets. Once. Then again. Then again.
She didn't look away this time. She watched him line up another shot, smooth as hell. And when he made it, he didn't even smile. He just looked at her like: You saw that? Yeah. I know you did.
Theresa's fingers twitched around her clipboard. Her heart kicked once in her chest and then kept beating in that same, too-fast rhythm it had all day.
She wasn't doing any better.
Every time he moved toward the top of the arc, her eyes followed without permission. Every time his shoulders rolled back before a shot, her breath caught like it needed a reason. Every time his shirt lifted slightly when he reached for a rebound—Yeah. She was cooked.
But so was he.
He watched her when she adjusted her headset. When she called something over the walkie. When she tucked a piece of hair behind her ear and tried not to look like she'd been thinking about his hands on her face all morning.
And god, he felt it. Every second of it. The pull. The stare. The barely.
The moment when she turned just slightly to say something to the trainer beside her and her hoodie slipped off one shoulder—and he missed his next shot.
He missed.
Theresa's eyebrows flicked up slightly. Didn't say anything. But she saw it. He saw her see it. And they both looked away. Only to look back again.
The rest of the team didn't notice. Too focused on getting loose, staying ready. But Zaccharie did. He jogged by with a ball under one arm and muttered low, just to her, "Y'all are so obvious."
Theresa narrowed her eyes. "Hydrate."
Zaccharie winked and sprinted off.
Jalen caught that too. Didn't know what was said. But his gaze locked on her after that—longer this time. Hungrier. Like maybe he wanted her to say it. To say something.
But she didn't. Not yet.
She just stood there on the edge of the court, jaw set, clipboard tight to her chest, watching the man she wasn't supposed to want keep pretending he wasn't watching her back.
It was fine. It was normal. It was nothing.
Except it wasn't. It was everything.
The lights dimmed.
Not fully—just enough for the arena to shift into that pregame buzz. That electric hum that always came right before tipoff. The crowd was building. The music was louder now. Player intros were starting.
Theresa moved back, headset on, clipboard tucked tight against her chest. She stood off to the side of the tunnel entrance, just past the camera crew, scanning the court like she wasn't counting every breath in her ribcage.
Hawks huddle. Jalen at the center of it—arms slung around shoulders, chin tucked, voice low. Locked in. Like he hadn't been looking at her like a dare five minutes ago.
He was a different person out here. Less teasing. More teeth. She knew that version of him too.
Trae shouted something and the circle broke. Players jogged into position, bumping chests, tapping fists, shaking off nerves. The ball boy handed off the rock. Refs blew the whistle. Cameras zoomed in.
And then—tip.
The ball arced into the air and came down in the hands of a Hawks forward.
They were off.
The rhythm of the game started slow. Both teams feeling each other out. Jalen took the first shot—a clean jumper off the catch—and sank it like he was born for the moment.
Theresa didn't blink. Didn't clap. Didn't react. But felt it.
Felt it when he backpedaled down the court and his eyes found hers again. Just for a flash. A beat too long.
Like he wasn't just checking the scoreboard. Like he was checking her. She stared back. Didn't smile. Didn't look away. Let him have it. Let him know.
The game moved on. Crowd roaring. Shoes squeaking. Coaches yelling. Everything loud again. But the air between them? Still buzzing. Still sharp. Still not done.
By the second quarter, the game had hit its rhythm.
The Hawks were holding a slim lead. Jalen played like he meant every second of it—defense tight, handles smooth, jumper clean. Theresa stayed locked in, courtside just behind the bench, headset on, notes scribbled half-legibly in the margins of her clipboard.
She wasn't watching him.
Except—yeah. She was.
And the problem was... he knew. Every time he checked out, sweat-slick and breathing hard, he looked for her first. Didn't matter if he was mid-conversation with a coach or catching a water bottle from the trainer. His eyes flicked to her like a reflex. Like he couldn't not.
And Theresa? She clocked all of it.
The subtle glance. The slight head tilt. The way he licked his bottom lip once, absentminded, while watching her adjust her headset cord.
She didn't look back. Didn't give him that. But her grip tightened on the edge of her clipboard when he sat down in front of her, jersey clinging to his back, head down, hands on his knees.
Close enough to feel. He didn't turn around. But he knew she was there. And she knew he knew.
"You good?" one of the assistant coaches asked, handing her a stat sheet during the timeout.
Theresa nodded, eyes still on the court. "Yeah. Just keeping up."
The assistant didn't push. Just handed off the next batch of clipboards and kept it moving.
A few seats down, Zaccharie leaned back on the bench, caught her eye, and mouthed: So obvious.
Theresa's jaw ticked. She almost threw a water bottle at him. Instead, she raised a single brow and mouthed back: Hydrate.
Zaccharie grinned. Looked away. Innocent. Smug. A menace raised by Trae Young himself.
Jalen stood again at the sound of the ref's whistle. Walked toward the scorer's table to check in. He didn't look at her. Didn't say anything. But when he passed behind her, just close enough to brush her elbow?
His fingers ghosted her hand. Barely. Quick. Hidden. Deliberate.
Theresa didn't react. Didn't flinch. Just kept her face perfectly neutral.
But her pulse?
Gone.
Gone.
Gone.
The horn sounded, sharp and final, cutting through the arena noise.
Halftime.
The Hawks jogged off the court, up a few points—just enough for the energy to feel solid but not smug. Theresa stayed back, still courtside, eyes following the players as they disappeared into the tunnel. Jalen was last in the line.
He didn't look at her. Didn't have to. She could feel it in the way his steps slowed. The way his shoulders shifted slightly as he passed. The way he dragged his towel over the back of his neck like he was trying not to turn around.
She didn't move. Didn't follow.
She sat, headset still on, one leg crossed over the other, watching the jumbotron cycle through sponsored halftime graphics like they held the answers. They didn't.
But it was fine. Normal. Totally fine. Until a shadow landed over her.
"Theresa."
She blinked up—head coach.
"Quick check-in," he said, nodding toward the tunnel. "We're doing a tight recap. Come on back for the team meeting."
Theresa stood without hesitation, clipping the headset to her belt. "On it."
She followed him toward the tunnel, clipboard in hand, heart still doing that thing it had started doing twenty-four hours ago and refused to stop.
The hallway air was cooler—sterile, fluorescent—and it only made the moment worse when she stepped into the locker room.
The team was in the middle of debrief. Half-wrapped ankles. Towels over heads. Coaches going over adjustments. The energy was focused, low hum, serious—but not tense. She slipped into her corner, quiet, out of the way but watching.
Jalen was on the other side of the room. Leaning forward, elbows on his knees, staring down at the stats in his hands like they owed him an apology.
He didn't glance at her. But the energy? It crackled.
He shifted just slightly, like he felt her standing there. Like it was muscle memory now.
Theresa looked away first. Not because she wanted to. Because if she didn't, someone else would notice. And whatever this was—it wasn't public yet. It wasn't even defined.
Just electric. And stupid. And spiraling.
The head coach wrapped up the huddle, voices rising in a collective "Let's go!" before the team started to break apart again.
As the players headed back toward the court, Theresa turned to leave too—quick, no lingering. But then, in the shuffle of bodies and water bottles and half-joked chirps about "lock in," a towel hit her shoulder.
She turned.
Jalen.
He didn't say anything. Just grabbed it off her, like it was an accident. Like it hadn't been a quiet excuse to walk that close. Their eyes met for a second. Maybe two. Enough. Then he was gone—back through the tunnel, shoulder brushing hers as he passed.
And that was halftime.
Third quarter was sharp.
The kind of quarter that demanded all focus—tight defense, quick reads, fast rotations. Jalen was locked in, sinking shots like the rim owed him something. Trae was in his playmaking bag. The pace was high, the crowd loud, and the game close enough to matter.
Theresa stayed glued to her sideline spot, headset back on, notes scribbled down without really looking. Her eyes tracked plays like usual, but her attention kept tilting sideways.
Toward him.
Jalen was playing like he had a point to prove. Like there was something humming just under his skin that hadn't burned off yet.
And then—late in the quarter—came the foul.
A hard one.
Nothing dirty. Just contact at the rim that sent him down hard, elbow skidding against the hardwood as he hit the floor with a thud that echoed a little too loud in her chest.
Theresa didn't move at first. Not because she didn't want to. Because she couldn't. Not with her heart already halfway across the court.
He sat up, wincing, shaking out his arm as the trainers rushed over. He waved them off—stubborn as ever—but Theresa was already stepping toward the bench before she realized it.
He looked over. Saw her. Really saw her. And for a second, something clicked—a flicker in his expression, a question, an answer, a memory. All of it layered in a half-second glance.
Because he saw her worry. And she saw him see it.
That was the shift. Not the hit. Not the pain. But the realization that she wasn't just watching. She cared.
Deeply. Stupidly. Openly.
And he knew it now.
He gave her the smallest nod as he stood. Like he was fine. Like he didn't need her to come running. Theresa didn't say a word. Just sat back down, chest too full and notes forgotten.
The fourth quarter opened loud.
Not just the arena—though the crowd was on their feet, every possession sounding like it mattered more than the last—but everything around her felt sharper now. Tighter. Theresa could feel her heartbeat in places it didn't belong: her fingertips, her jaw, the hollow beneath her collarbone.
She didn't look at Jalen anymore. But he was everywhere.
Driving the lane. Defending hard. Dishing no-look assists with that same laser focus like the whole game was sitting on his shoulders.
He got fouled again halfway through the quarter—nothing as hard as before, but enough to knock him off balance. This time, when he caught himself, he looked right at her as he stood.
Direct. Deliberate.
She didn't look away. Didn't move, either. Just held his gaze like it was the only steady thing in the room.
When he jogged back to the line, she could see it—something different in his shoulders. Like whatever had cracked open between them wasn't going to be closed anytime soon.
Trae subbed out with three minutes left and walked straight over to her, towel around his neck, breathing heavy.
"Y'all," he said under his breath, grabbing a water. "You're not subtle."
Theresa didn't respond. Didn't need to. Her eyes stayed on the court.
Jalen was locked in, sure—but not cold. Not distant. It was a fire now, not ice. A kind of control that burned instead of froze.
And when he hit the game-sealing free throw with under thirty seconds left—when the ball swished clean through the net and the arena erupted—he turned toward the sideline.
Not to the crowd. Not to the bench.
To her. One look. All heat. No smile. Just there.
She stayed still. Didn't let anything show. But her fingers curled slightly around the edge of her notes, gripping tighter than they needed to.
The game ended with a roar.
Final buzzer. Crowd on their feet. Players chest-bumping and yelling as the scoreboard locked in the win. Theresa didn't move at first—just stood courtside, clipboard at her side, like the weight of the night had been holding her upright.
Then the noise started shifting—fans clearing out, media forming a loose wave near the tunnel, players trailing in sweaty and wild and loud.
Theresa moved with the tide. Head down. Steady pace. Almost made it through the corridor.
Almost.
"Theresaaaa!" Zaccharie's voice cut through the noise, followed by a slap of rubber soles skidding on the polished floor. "Wait up—"
She turned, slowly, just in time for him to appear at her side, bouncing on his heels like he'd just won the championship instead of a regular season road game.
"You see me out there?" he beamed, eyes wide and lit up. "I got a dunk and a block. My mom's gonna make it her lock screen."
Theresa blinked. "Congrats?"
"Thank you," he said solemnly. "I would like to dedicate this win to hydration, coconut water, and the emotional support of your clipboard presence."
She almost smiled. "You're ridiculous."
"And yet—effective." He leaned closer, voice dropping to a whisper. "Also, Jalen didn't miss once while you were watching him. I'm not saying you're the reason, but—"
"Zaccharie."
He held his hands up in surrender. "I'm just saying. Vibes were off the charts."
Before she could fire back, Trae appeared behind him like an older sibling materializing out of thin air. Hoodie on. Mouth pressed into the kind of smirk that said he'd been watching this unfold.
"I leave you unsupervised for two minutes," Trae said, looking straight at Zaccharie, "and you start stirring the pot?"
Zaccharie pointed at Theresa. "She started it."
Theresa blinked. "I literally did not speak."
"Exactly," Trae said, stepping beside her. "That's the problem. You've been quiet. And we all know what that means."
Zaccharie gasped dramatically. "Emotional peril."
"Romantic peril," Trae corrected.
"Professional peril?" Zaccharie offered, like he was playing charades.
Theresa gave them both a withering look. "I'm fine."
"You're lying," Trae said, like he already knew the truth.
She sighed, started walking again. "I'm fine."
Zaccharie followed like a puppy. "Okay but he looked at you like he'd write poetry in a Notes app for you."
"I said I'm fine."
They made it to the back hallway before Trae slowed down again, giving her a once-over. Not in a teasing way this time. In a brother way.
"Real talk?" he asked, quieter now. "You good?"
Theresa hesitated. Then nodded.
Trae didn't say anything for a second. Just gave a low hum. Then reached over and gently bumped her arm with his.
"I'm happy for you," he said. "But if he stops trying—just know I'll bench him myself."
Zaccharie gasped again. "I wanna help."
Theresa rolled her eyes. "You two are unwell."
They kept walking. Nothing urgent. No pressure.
Just the three of them—sibling, rookie, sister—moving through the bowels of an arena that, for once, didn't feel like it was pressing down on her.
For once, the night didn't hurt. It didn't feel heavy. It didn't feel like she was holding too much. She felt steady. Still in the thick of it, sure—but steady.
She felt lighter.
Too bad they were going to Charlotte next.
Notes:
✨They kissed. They cuddled. They spiritually combusted.✨
And ogled like it's Olympic sport.
Also, Zaccharie deserves an award for rookie of the year in emotional chaos. He graduated from Trae Young University of Menace and Microdrama.
Next stop: ✨Charlotte✨
May god have mercy on us. Especially Theresa.
Chapter 16: Undercurrent
Chapter Text
Theresa wasn't about to read into geography.
Just because they were flying to Charlotte didn't mean anything. Cities were cities. Courts were courts. Layovers didn't equal emotional significance—no matter who played for the home team.
Still, the plane felt colder.
Not in temperature. In tone. In the way she moved—head down, hoodie up, music in. She boarded without saying much, eyes fixed forward, fingers curled around the strap of her bag like it could anchor her.
Miami had been a fever dream. Charlotte felt like the part where you wake up and realize the burn hadn't gone away.
She slid into her usual seat near the back of the team section. Window side. Same as always. And just like last time, Jalen followed.
He didn't ask. Didn't pause. Just dropped into the seat beside her, hoodie tugged low, long legs angled sideways to avoid bumping hers.
She didn't shift away.
For a while, they just sat there like that—quiet, untangled, the only sound between them the soft hum of the plane and whatever song was bleeding faintly from her headphones.
It wasn't a moment. Not really. Except... she leaned.
Not far. Not obvious. Just a slight tilt to the side. Just enough that her arm brushed his. Just enough that her shoulder settled into the curve of her seat instead of the wall.
Five minutes passed. Ten. Then, "You didn't wait for me after the game."
His voice was soft. Low. Not accusing. Just a fact laid out in the open.
Theresa didn't look at him. "Didn't think you'd be looking."
"I always look," he said, leaning his head back. "You just weren't there."
She stayed quiet.
He added, "I figured maybe you wanted to avoid me."
"I didn't," she said. Then paused. "I was just... done."
Jalen nodded like he understood. Or at least like he wasn't going to push it.
"You good?"
"Yeah," she said, quiet. "Just tired."
He nodded like that made sense. Like he already knew that.
For a while, neither of them said anything. The plane took off. She leaned her head against the window, and he pulled his hood tighter, shifting to rest his elbow against the armrest between them.
It wasn't charged. It wasn't loaded. It was just... quiet.
"Hey," Jalen said, low.
Theresa opened one eye. "Hm?"
He leaned closer, voice serious. "If I fall asleep and drool on your shoulder, you're not allowed to bring it up later."
Her mouth twitched. "Noted."
"Like, ever," he added. "Not even in an argument."
She turned her head slightly, giving him a dry look. "We don't even argue."
"Exactly," he said, settling deeper into his seat. "Let's keep it that way."
She shook her head, closing her eyes again. "You're so weird."
"And you're comfy," he mumbled, already halfway to sleep.
Theresa bit back a smile and let her head rest lightly against the side of his.
Just a flight. Just a moment. Nothing to talk about later. Probably.
The plane touched down smooth, too smooth. Like even the turbulence knew not to shake anything loose just yet.
The team moved like a quiet wave through the jet bridge—duffels slung over shoulders, hoodies up, trainers squeaking lightly against the floor.
Theresa followed behind, clipboard tucked under her arm even though she hadn't opened it once since they left Miami. Her steps were steady. Grounded. But her skin itched with the kind of awareness she couldn't shake.
They were in his city now. LaMelo Ball territory.
She kept her expression neutral. A Hawks staffer handed her the updated itinerary—practice block, media windows, call times for the community day, game-day breakdown. She scanned it without really reading.
The bus was waiting outside, engine humming low, tinted windows catching the overcast afternoon light. Players loaded up in groups—Zaccharie flopping into a window seat and immediately pressing his forehead to the glass, mumbling about sleep. Trae dapping up a security guy before settling in near the front. Jalen lingered behind her—on purpose, she was sure of it.
She slid into a seat near the middle. He took the one beside her again.
The bus rumbled beneath them as it pulled away from the airport, the low vibration settling in their bones like a second heartbeat. Theresa leaned her head slightly toward the window, watching the city pass by in blurred shades of gray and red brick.
Jalen shifted beside her, tugging at the cuff of his sleeve like he was working up to something. Then, casually: "You always pick the window seat."
Theresa's mouth twitched. "You always sit next to me."
"True," he said. "But I let you have the view."
She glanced at him. "How generous."
He grinned without looking. "Selfless, really."
She shook her head. "You're not slick."
"Never said I was." He leaned back, legs angled out, one foot lightly tapping the seat in front of him. "You nervous?"
"No."
"Liar."
She exhaled. "You're projecting."
"Maybe," he admitted. "But you get quiet when you're overthinking."
She looked back out the window. "You watch me that closely?"
He didn't hesitate. "Yeah."
The silence that followed wasn't tense. It just... filled the space. Like it had weight now.
After a beat, Jalen nudged her lightly with his elbow. "We could've walked in together last night."
"We could've," she said.
"So why didn't we?"
Theresa turned her head, meeting his eyes fully now. "You didn't ask."
That made him pause. Just for a second. Then he nodded, jaw shifting slightly. "I will next time."
She didn't answer. Didn't nod. Didn't soften. But she didn't look away either.
He leaned back again, voice quieter this time. "You should rest. It's gonna be a long day."
"You're the one who almost drooled on me twenty minutes ago."
"I stand by it."
Theresa let out a breath that could've almost passed for a laugh and folded her arms across her chest, letting herself settle just a little deeper into the seat.
The city blurred past in soft gray streaks—buildings she didn't recognize, neighborhoods she didn't care to. She stayed angled toward the glass, chin resting lightly in her palm, eyes watching everything and nothing.
Charlotte was just another city. She just had to keep telling herself that.
The hotel was sleek, sterile, too polished to feel comfortable. Theresa stepped into the lobby behind the rest of the team, her badge already out, shoulders squared like she wasn't feeling anything.
She signed the clipboard at the front desk and took her keycard. Kept it moving. Jalen didn't try to follow her upstairs this time. Didn't try to linger.
She wasn't sure if that made it better or worse.
Her room was clean and cold. A wall of windows let in the quiet gray light of early afternoon, the skyline muted in soft smog and drizzle. Theresa set her clipboard down on the desk and stood for a moment, staring out like the buildings might give her something she could use.
They didn't.
She kicked off her shoes, sat on the edge of the bed, and opened her notes. Pretended to care about the game script. She wasn't playing, but she still had to show up.
And tonight—so would he.
The thought didn't settle. It scratched.
Her phone buzzed.
Serena: You alive, First Lady?
Theresa flopped backward onto the bed, stared at the ceiling, and FaceTimed her without answering the text. Serena picked up immediately.
"Okay, hi, don't love the cryptic silence. Are you in enemy territory?"
Theresa blinked. "You mean Charlotte?"
"I mean the city where That Man lives and breathes and dunks for a living."
"I'm in the hotel," she said flatly.
Serena narrowed her eyes. "How's the energy? Spiritual? Romantic? Cursed?"
Theresa rolled to her side. "Muted."
"Ominous."
"I'm trying not to spiral."
"Bold strategy," Serena said. "Let me know how that works out for you when he smiles like a devil and stands too close for no reason."
Theresa didn't answer.
Serena leaned closer to the screen. "Wait. Did Jalen fly with you?"
"He's in his room."
"That's not a no."
Theresa sighed. "We're keeping it cool."
"So, hallway kisses and holding-your-face-like-it-means-something cool?"
"That was in Miami."
"Oh, I know where it was. I'm asking why it still matters."
Theresa covered her face with a pillow. "I hate you."
"You love me. And you're cooked."
"I'm fine."
"You're lying."
Theresa sat up. "I'm hanging up."
"You're running."
"I'm preserving my energy."
"For what?"
Theresa looked out the window again.
"For pregame," she said quietly.
Serena's voice softened. "Be careful. You've got two people watching you now."
Theresa blinked.
"And I'm not talking about the coaching staff."
She didn't say anything.
Serena smiled. "Go be iconic, T. I'll be watching."
The screen went dark. She shoved her phone under the pillow after the call ended. Tried to shake off her best friend's voice still echoing in her head. Two people watching you now.
Theresa sat still for a beat longer, then changed into her all-black arena gear, tied her hair and sneakers tighter than usual and left the room without a word. No color. No softness. Just armor.
It was Charlotte, after all.
The elevator dinged open at the lobby level—and there he was. Trae, slouched against the wall near the hotel cafè, hood up, arms crossed, sipping something green and vile from a plastic cup.
He looked up when she walked out. "Yo."
Theresa slowed her pace. "You stalking me now?"
Trae gave her a long once-over. "Nah. Just had a feeling."
She raised an eyebrow. "That I'd leave my room?"
"That you'd come out like you were suiting up for war."
Theresa let out a quiet breath through her nose. "It's Charlotte."
"Exactly."
They fell into step together, walking toward the shuttle that would take them to the arena. Not talking. Just moving like they always had—two kids raised in the noise, knowing exactly how to find the quiet between.
When they got outside, Trae nudged her with his elbow. "You good?"
Theresa didn't answer right away. Then, "I will be when we leave this place."
Trae gave her a look. "Wow. That's subtle. You've grown."
Theresa snorted. "You want subtle or honest?"
"I want you not to throw hands in the tunnel."
"No promises."
He grinned. "At least wait until the cameras are rolling. Give the people a moment."
They stepped onto the shuttle, Trae still sipping that swamp-colored smoothie like it was holy water, and found seats in the back. Theresa leaned her head back against the seat, eyes fluttering closed for a second.
Her head barely tilted toward the window, one arm crossed over her chest, fingers curled against the strap of her bag again. That same anchor. That same lie.
Trae didn't say anything for a minute. Just let the silence settle. The kind of quiet that felt earned. Then, softly:
"You eat yet?" he asked.
"No."
"You want half my protein bar?"
She looked at him.
"It's banana-flavored."
She blinked again.
"Okay, damn," he muttered, stuffing the rest into his mouth. "Let a man offer hospitality."
Theresa stared ahead. "That wasn't hospitality. That was a war crime."
Trae shook his head, the corners of his mouth twitching. "You're so dramatic."
"I learned from the best."
"Damn right you did."
The ride to the arena was short, but quiet—players half-locked in already, music seeping through headphones, trainers running checklists.
"You want me to trip him during warmups?"
Theresa cracked one eye open. "What?"
"LaMelo. Or Jalen. Dealer's choice."
She exhaled a breath that almost sounded like a laugh. "You're an idiot."
Trae grinned. "And yet, here I am. Offering public service."
"I'm fine," she said, more to herself than him.
"Yeah. You keep saying that."
She didn't respond right away.
Outside the window, Charlotte blurred by in neutral tones—gray sky, low sun, streetlights that hadn't quite turned on yet. The city looked like it was holding its breath. Or maybe she was.
"You gonna be good courtside?" he asked.
"I always am."
"Different kind of good, T."
She looked out the window again. "I'm not here for him."
"I know that." He paused. "But I also know you."
Another beat passed.
Trae didn't push. He never did when it really mattered. He just bumped her shoulder gently like they were twelve again, riding in the back of a car on the way to practice, both trying to act like the world wasn't already spinning too fast. Theresa didn't lean back this time. But she didn't move away either.
The shuttle slowed. Spectrum Center came into view. Trae stretched his arms overhead and cracked his neck like he was shaking off whatever tension had crept in. "Let's go put on a show."
Theresa stood. "Don't get ejected."
"Can't make promises I won't keep."
They walked off the bus side by side—siblings in step, heads high, war-ready. Charlotte had nothing on them.
The tunnel smelled like floor wax and nerves.
Lights buzzed overhead. The arena crew was already moving like clockwork—cords coiled, cameras adjusted, last checks getting made before the chaos kicked in. The hum of pregame was louder here. Not in volume. In anticipation.
Theresa walked in with her headset slung loose around her neck, her all-black gear pressed and purposeful. Clipboard in hand. Shoulders squared. The image of control—even if her pulse wasn't quite in agreement.
Warmups had just started.
Shoes squeaked against hardwood. Balls thudded against glass. Music boomed from the rafters, some bass-heavy track meant to sound aggressive. Motivational. Loud enough to cover everything quiet.
She stepped into her usual corner just behind the bench, nodding at a staffer as she clipped her headset into place. Then she saw them.
Jalen was already out there—jumpshot clean, hoodie ditched, shooting sleeve rolled tight. That calm, locked-in look on his face. The one that made him impossible to read unless you knew him. Unless you'd slept beside him on a plane thirty thousand feet in the air and felt him lean just a little closer, even after he said he wouldn't.
Theresa's eyes scanned past him. She didn't mean to. But they found him anyway.
LaMelo Ball.
On the opposite side of the court, dribbling slow, head down, curls bouncing with each step. He hadn't noticed her yet. Or maybe he had. With LaMelo, you could never really tell. The casual arrogance made it hard to know what was performance and what was instinct.
She stayed where she was. Steady. Until—"Hey."
Jalen.
He jogged over toward the sideline, stopping a few feet from her. Wiped his face with his towel. Glanced at the clipboard in her hands like he was pretending to care what was on it.
Theresa raised an eyebrow. "You need something?"
He shrugged. "Just saying hey."
She looked at him. "Hey."
There was a beat—quiet but not uncomfortable. She didn't look toward the other side of the court.
Then Jalen grinned. "You gonna tell me what's in your notes?"
"Confidential."
"Oh, so I'm just out here hooping blind?"
"You're doing fine."
"You could at least write something flattering."
She gave him a look. "I'm not your biographer."
Jalen laughed under his breath, stepped back, and pointed at her clipboard like it offended him. "Unbelievable."
She didn't smile. But her mouth twitched.
Theresa was still staring after him—annoyed, confused, slightly unhinged—when she felt it. The weight of another stare.
She turned her head just slightly, and there he was. LaMelo. Across the court. Not moving. Not blinking. Just watching her.
Like he'd clocked every second of that interaction. Like he'd watched the lean-in and the laugh and the walk-away and was still trying to figure out what it meant.
She stared back. Blank. Unimpressed.
What are you looking at, idiot.
He grinned. Slow. Smug. Amused.
Theresa didn't react. Didn't roll her eyes. Didn't scowl. She just turned back to her clipboard like he didn't exist. That—somehow—only made his grin widen.
They hadn't said a word, but it had already started.
Theresa adjusted her headset, checked the battery pack clipped to her back pocket. She reset the mic clipped to her collar and turned toward the bench just as Zaccharie jogged up beside her, spinning a ball on one finger like it might distract her from her own pulse.
"Hey," he said casually. "You wanna see me miss three layups in a row and pretend I'm doing it on purpose?"
She blinked. "That your new PR strategy?"
He grinned. "Only if it makes me mysterious."
Theresa smirked faintly, shook her head, and turned back toward the court. The ball thudded once against the hardwood. Then again. Sharp. Rhythmic. Like a warning.
Theresa didn't look up.
She heard it before she saw it—the deliberate bounce creeping closer to her side of the court. Not loud. Not rushed. Just... intentional.
And then she saw them.
The shoes first—bright, chaotic, a custom colorway no one else could pull off. Then the legs, long and easy. Then the jersey, loose over a shooting shirt. And finally, the eyes.
LaMelo Ball. Mid-dribble. Mid-smirk. Walking toward her side of the court like he owned both ends.
He didn't stop right in front of her. That would've been too obvious. He stopped two feet away and dribbled once more. Caught the ball with both hands. Spun it slowly on his fingertips like it was nothing.
Then said, just loud enough for her to hear: "You look mad professional today."
Theresa didn't blink. "I am professional."
He tilted his head. "Didn't say that was a bad thing."
Her voice was flat. Cool. "You're on the wrong side of the court."
He didn't move. "Just scoping the energy."
"You have a whole half to do that in."
"I like this half better."
Theresa finally looked at him—really looked. Cold. Steady. Like she could knock his whole vibe off balance with just a glance.
"You done now?" she asked.
LaMelo raised both eyebrows, held his hands up like she'd pulled a whistle on him. "Damn. I came over to offer a warm welcome."
"I'm not here for a welcome."
He grinned again. "You sure? Cause you walked in like you had something to prove."
"I don't."
"That's crazy," he said. "You look like proof."
Before she could respond, a coach's whistle blew from the sideline.
LaMelo didn't flinch. He just backed away slowly, dribbling again—one, two, three beats against the court. But his eyes stayed on her.
Until he turned. Until he jogged away. Until the moment passed.
Theresa exhaled. Shook her head. Focused on her clipboard again. She felt heat rise in her throat—and hated it. Not because of him. But because her pulse had no damn manners.
The arena lights hadn't fully dimmed yet—just low enough for shadows to settle. Music thrummed from the speakers, sneakers echoed against hardwood, and the air was thick with pregame energy.
Theresa stood near the scorer's table, clipboard tucked under her arm, headset slung around her neck, the Hawks logo sharp against her black-on-black fit. Her eyes scanned the court with practiced neutrality—until Zaccharie jogged over with a ball in one hand and chaos in his heart. He slowed to a bounce beside her, cocking his head.
"You know," he said casually, nodding toward the other end of the court, "if this were a movie, he'd be the villain."
Theresa blinked. "What?"
Zaccharie tilted his chin toward the other side—toward the Hornets logo, toward LaMelo Ball, who continued his warmup like he was hosting the damn arena. All wingspan, all swagger. Cutting sharp off a screen. Hitting stepbacks like they owed him something. Sweat glinting. Wristbands coordinated. Eyes laser-focused.
Theresa didn't look long. Just long enough.
Zaccharie grinned. "I'm just saying."
There was a pause. Then Theresa whipped around to face him fully. Eyes wide. Hand raised. "You. Zacch. You get it."
The high five cracked so hard it echoed. One of the ball boys flinched. Across the court, LaMelo looked over sharply like he felt it.
Theresa didn't even flinch. Just adjusted her headset like she wasn't causing an international incident.
Zaccharie shrugged. "I'm French. I don't believe in consequences."
Theresa was still grinning when she turned away while LaMelo's stare burned between her shoulder blades. She moved to the end of the bench, checking her headset and adjusting the volume on the feed. The buzz of the arena
was rising now—announcer hyping the crowd, lights flashing, music pulsing with each syllable of a player's name.
And just before it hit, a familiar voice slid in behind her. "You smiling over here?"
Theresa turned slightly to find Trae, bent to tie his sneakers, towel over his neck, eyebrows raised like he'd caught her doing something suspicious.
She didn't deny it. Just said, "Zaccharie's funny tonight."
"Mhm." He stood, cracking his neck. "Or maybe your guard's slipping."
She didn't look at him. "I'm good."
He didn't press. Just stepped closer, voice low. "You remember what we used to say before AAU games?"
She paused. "Don't eat the nachos?"
He snorted. "No. The other one."
Theresa hesitated. Then: "No friends on the court."
Trae nodded once, like that settled something. "Still applies."
"To me?"
"To everybody," he said. "But especially you."
He bumped her elbow lightly with his fist—playful, not performative.
"Don't let them throw you off, T," he said. "It's still just a game."
She nodded, soft and sure.
"Now go look scary or whatever," he added as he jogged back toward the huddle. "You've got that 'don't test me' face locked in."
Theresa didn't say anything. Just sat there, headset snug, clipboard in hand.
The lights dimmed. The crowd roared. Her pulse steadied. Tipoff was seconds away.
And she was exactly where she needed to be.
Spotlights swept across the court like searchlights, slicing through the rising roar of the crowd. A voice echoed through the arena—sharp and theatrical. Names rang out over the speakers, one after the other, until the last Hawks starter was announced.
Theresa stood at her usual post behind the bench, headset clipped, clipboard against her chest. Her fingers tapped an even rhythm she couldn't feel. Her body was steady. Her face unreadable. But on the inside? Every nerve was vibrating.
She didn't look across the court. Didn't need to. The players took their places. Court cleared. Refs stepped in. The ball was handed off for tip. Her eyes tracked it as it rose. Briefly suspended. Hung there for one second too long—like even gravity didn't want to decide anything yet.
Then it came down.
The crowd surged. A Hawks player caught it clean. The first play snapped into motion. That's when she looked. Across the court, LaMelo wasn't watching the ball.
He was watching her.
Not casual. Not careless. Not even cocky anymore. Just fixed. Focused. Like he was trying to memorize her silhouette behind all the noise. Like the whole damn game was happening around him and he hadn't noticed.
She didn't flinch. Didn't smile. Didn't blink. Didn't do anything except stand there with her clipboard and her headset and that same stone-set expression she always wore when the stakes were high.
Because they were. They might not have been in the box score, but they were.
He turned—finally—and fell into the rhythm of the game like it hadn't touched him.
The Hawks ran their first set. A clean screen. Mid-range jumper. Bucket.
Jalen jogged back on defense, calm and easy, dapping up a teammate as they reset. Completely unaware that any storm was circling.
Theresa stayed focused. In position. Pretending not to notice the way every glance, every shift, every bounce on the court felt just a little louder tonight.
The game picked up speed—fast breaks, quick rotations, early fouls. The crowd stayed loud, even when the plays didn't call for it. Everything felt heightened. Not just the pace. The atmosphere. Like the arena was catching on to something no one had named yet.
Theresa tracked it all. Clipboard in hand. Headset live. Eyes sharp.
She stayed locked into the rhythm she knew best—notes in the margins, callouts into the mic, timeouts logged before they even landed. From the outside, she looked like the perfect picture of courtside discipline.
Zaccharie passed her during a timeout and tossed her a water bottle like it was part of some secret code and kept moving. Like he knew she needed it. Theresa uncapped it. Took a sip. Focused on the floor. LaMelo hit a three. Clean. Quick. From the top of the key.
The crowd roared—and for a second, so did the smirk that followed. Not to the fans. Not to the bench. Not even to the ref.
It was directed squarely at her.
She didn't react. Not even a blink. But the tip of her pen tapped a little harder against the corner of her notes.
"Tess," a voice murmured next to her.
Trae again—fresh off a timeout, towel around his neck, eyes scanning the court.
"You sure you're not gonna set the court on fire?" he asked under his breath, low enough for only her to hear.
"I'm professional," she muttered.
"Mmhm," he said, grabbing his water. "Tell your face that."
She stared straight ahead. "I'm not here for that."
"I know," he said. "But he is."
He didn't say who. Didn't need to.
Another whistle blew. Another sub checked in. Jalen jogged over to the scorer's table, nodding to a coach. LaMelo jogged by, bumped shoulders with someone on the switch, barely glanced her way—but she felt it. Again.
This constant tension that wasn't dramatic enough to be a problem. Not yet. Just loud enough to become one. Theresa stayed rooted. Every player on that court was doing what they came here to do and so was she.
The game moved on.
End of the first quarter. Hawks down two. Nothing dramatic. Just close enough to keep everything wired tight.
She unclipped her headset as the buzzer sounded, leaning back just slightly to give her shoulders a break. The bench cleared, coaches huddled in the corner, trainers moved fast with water and towels.
Zaccharie flopped into the seat beside her, breathing hard, sweat streaking down his temple.
"You look haunted," he said cheerfully.
"I'm fine."
"You keep saying that."
"You keep talking."
Zaccharie bumped her elbow. "You want me to block him just for fun?"
"You want minutes or not?"
"I want justice."
Theresa rolled her eyes and stood, clipboard in hand, moving to the edge of the huddle as the second quarter countdown began. She wasn't going to entertain it. Not tonight. Not when she knew it was only going to get worse before it got easier.
LaMelo hadn't said another word. But his silence was starting to speak louder than anything he ever could.
The second quarter opened cleaner. Less chaos. More control.
The Hornets moved fast. Crisp ball movement, sharp cuts, tempo set like a trap. The Hawks stayed locked in. Trae called out sets. Jalen adjusted off the wing, picked up two quick buckets, and kept his head down the whole time.
Theresa didn't blink.
She tracked everything—rotations, floor spacing, defensive pressure. Kept one ear on the coaching staff, the other tuned to her headset feed. And then—LaMelo.
It wasn't flashy at first. Just a quiet takeover.
A sudden acceleration in the paint. A skip pass to the weak side that landed exactly where it needed to. A steal at halfcourt that led to a two-handed finish without him even breaking stride.
The crowd swelled.
LaMelo didn't celebrate—he soaked. In the noise. The lights. The weight of everyone watching. Then, on his way back down the court, he turned.
Not toward the cameras. Not toward the bench. Toward her.
Theresa.
Just a glance. Just long enough. He held her gaze as he jogged backward, that familiar grin curving slow across his face. Not cocky. Not smug. Just... certain. I know you're watching.
Theresa didn't blink. Didn't tilt her head. Didn't let a single thing slip.
But beneath the surface she felt it settle beneath her ribs like a dare.
Next possession, Jalen caught a bounce pass off a screen, rose for a three, drained it clean. The bench popped. He ran back in rhythm, relaxed, just another play.
Except he looked at her, too.
Mid-stride. Just a flick of the eyes. Like it was habit now. She noted the shot. Wrote it down. Pretended her pulse hadn't just kicked twice.
Across the court—LaMelo saw that, too. He adjusted his jersey. Ran a hand through his curls. Called for the ball again like nothing had happened.
The quarter wound down, tension thickening in the spaces between whistles. Nothing had been said. Nothing explicit. But every movement, every look, felt loaded. Like a conversation no one wanted to have out loud.
LaMelo drove into the paint on the next possession and drew a foul.
As he stepped to the line, the camera crew drifted close for a shot. The arena screen flicked to his face just as he adjusted his stance and bounced the ball twice. And then—without looking—he said, low: "Still watching?"
Theresa didn't flinch. Didn't speak. She wasn't even sure he was talking to her. But when he made the shot, he smiled. And she knew he was.
Zaccharie leaned in from the bench and whispered, "Can I trip him now?"
"I'm good," she said flatly.
Zaccharie sat back. "Liar."
The buzzer hit. Halftime.
Theresa stayed still. Eyes locked on the court. Breath even. Face blank.
But inside? It was starting to burn.
Theresa didn't head to the locker room with the coaches. She didn't need to. Her clipboard was already full—timeouts, rotations, substitutions marked and underlined with clean strokes.
Instead, she stayed near the bench. Quiet. Present. Letting the buzz of halftime swirl around her while she stood still in the middle of it.
Players filed out. Trae jogged off with his towel over his head. Jalen followed behind, high-fiving a kid at the edge of the tunnel. LaMelo disappeared into the opposite side, his jersey untucked, curls damp, head tilted like the arena air belonged to him.
Theresa kept her eyes on the court until it emptied. Until the cameras shifted focus. Until no one was looking. Then—just for a second—she sat.
Not slouched. Not relaxed. Just... still.
The adrenaline in her system hadn't dipped. Not even close. But she let her shoulders settle for half a breath. Let her head fall back against the seat for a count of four. Let her eyes close—not out of fatigue, but because the alternative was staring too long at the places he had stood.
The places he might stand again.
When the halftime clock hit ten minutes, she stood back up. Composure in place. Headset clipped back on. Clipboard at the ready.
The tunnel filled again—first with media, then with players. The Hawks came out first. Trae loosened up his shoulders. Jalen cracked his neck and jogged a quick circle near the baseline. The rest of the team stretched, reset, moved with the ease of routine.
Then the Hornets emerged. LaMelo was the last one out.
He didn't bounce. Didn't jog. Just walked. Slow, unbothered, dragging the rhythm of the second half behind him like he'd been waiting for it all along.
Right before stepping back onto the court, he stopped at the sideline. Retied his sneakers. Wiped his hands on a towel. And just before standing, eyes still on the floor, he spoke: "Nice clipboard."
No glance. No smirk. No need to see her reaction. He already knew it. Then he stood. Stepped across the line and slid back into rhythm.
The third quarter began.
And LaMelo didn't slow down.
He wasn't flashy. He didn't force it. But everything he did had precision now. Every pass. Every cut. Every glance off the screen that just barely clipped Jalen's shoulder. It was efficient. Dangerous. A quiet storm under control.
Theresa didn't track him on purpose. But her body did anyway.
Her eyes kept catching him in transition. Her notes filled with plays that kept starting and ending with him. And every now and then—when the action lulled, when the crowd dipped, when the spotlight shifted ever so slightly—he looked.
He didn't smile again. Didn't taunt. Didn't need to. The game was still close. Tight scoreline. Every possession felt like a needle being threaded.
Theresa was balancing. On edge, but composed. Silent, but burning. Present, but somewhere else entirely. She didn't know how much longer she could do it. Didn't know what would break first—her resolve, her silence, or the space between them.
But it was only the third quarter. There was still time. Too much of it.
Midway through, the switch happened fast—too fast to be planned.
LaMelo caught the ball off a screen, and suddenly it was Trae in front of him. Just the two of them. Clock ticking. Arena buzzing. Everyone else watching from the outside in.
Theresa's eyes snapped to the matchup.
They didn't speak. Just squared up—two players who'd grown up in the same league, the same spotlight, both knowing exactly what the other was capable of.
LaMelo dribbled slow. Loose. Casual. But his eyes stayed sharp.
Trae didn't bite. Just dropped low, arms wide, mouth set.
Then—LaMelo made his move. Quick crossover. Hesitation step. Blow-by to the left.
Trae recovered fast, stayed on him through the drive, but it wasn't enough. LaMelo elevated off one foot and kissed it off the glass.
Bucket.
The crowd roared. Hornets bench jumped. But LaMelo didn't celebrate. He just jogged backward, eyes locked on Trae, grinning like the whole thing had been a private challenge.
Trae raised both eyebrows. Nodded once. Jogged back into position without saying a word.
Theresa tracked the whole exchange without writing it down. She didn't need to. The energy of it was already imprinted—too sharp to forget, too specific to mistake.
LaMelo had clocked her before. But that moment? That was for Trae.
A few minutes later, the switch came again.
LaMelo had the ball—top of the key, eyes scanning. He called for the iso without saying a word. Trae stepped up. No help. Just him again.
Theresa felt it before it even happened.
This time, Trae didn't wait. He pressed up, forced LaMelo wide with his body, then poked the ball loose—clean. Scooped it up, sprinted the other way, and drilled a three from the logo like he'd been waiting for that exact moment.
The bench exploded. The crowd did too—even in enemy territory, you couldn't ignore that kind of shot.
Trae didn't smile. Just turned around and pointed at the floor like he was planting a flag. His city now.
LaMelo let out a slow breath. Jogged back in silence. No grin. Just the kind of look that said: we're not done.
The game was tight transitioning into the fourth—two-point difference, energy coiled. Coaches barked out sets, fans leaned forward in their seats, and Theresa stayed locked in behind the bench.
Until he started acting up.
LaMelo hit a corner three with someone in his face—deep shot, stupid angle, zero balance.
Swish.
And then he bowed.
Full waist bend. One hand behind his back, the other sweeping in front like he was performing Swan Lake.
The crowd went feral.
Theresa blinked once. Then again. Then rolled her eyes so hard she nearly saw her own regrets.
Zaccharie leaned in behind her. "You sure you don't want me to trip him?"
"Sit down," she muttered, writing down the score change.
Next play: he stripped the ball clean at half court, launched it downcourt, and yelled, "I'm him!" like the ball needed narration.
The ref didn't even look up. Theresa didn't either. Until LaMelo jogged past the bench, locking eyes with her as he wiped sweat off his chin with the collar of his jersey.
"You bored yet?" he asked, voice low but loud enough.
Theresa stared. Flat. Unamused.
"Just checking," he added with a wink.
Zaccharie muttered, "You're gonna kill him," from behind her.
"Tempting," Theresa replied, pen still moving.
A minute later, LaMelo sank another shot, turned around before it even landed, and pointed at a kid in the stands who'd been chirping him all game. "Tell your dad I'm sorry."
The crowd howled.
Theresa didn't laugh. She just exhaled like the patience of saints lived in her bones.
When he jogged by again—smug, theatrical, a walking headline—she didn't even look this time. Just shook her head and turned away, eyes on the court, jaw tight.
Zaccharie leaned in again, whispering, "Villain. Actual villain."
The game wasn't over yet. But the show? It was in full swing.
Timeout.
Two minutes left. Hawks up by three. The arena was boiling—noise pressing in from all sides, drums pounding, lights pulsing with every bass drop. It felt like a rave and a warzone all at once.
Theresa adjusted her headset, leaned forward, and nodded at something the coach said into the mic. And then, "You takin' stats or just drawing hearts around my name?"
Her jaw clenched before she even turned.
LaMelo. Again. Hands on his hips. Sweat shining along his hairline. That same unruly grin curling up like he was so proud of himself.
Theresa looked at him slowly. Deliberately. Then down at her clipboard. Then back up.
"Why would I write your name," she said flatly, "when I can just circle the turnovers?"
Zaccharie, seated two chairs away, choked on his water.
LaMelo placed a hand over his heart like she'd just wounded him on a soul level. "Wow. So that's how it is?"
She didn't blink. "That's how it's always been."
He stepped back, still smiling, but the grin had edges now. "I liked it better when you were fake nice to me."
"I liked it better when you stayed on your side of the court."
He opened his mouth to say something else—"Ball!" the ref called.
LaMelo winked instead, spun around, and jogged back into position.
Theresa let out a long breath. Dragged a hand down her face. Then scribbled something on her clipboard that looked suspiciously like not today, Satan.
Thirty seconds later, he drilled another three—again from deep, again in someone's face. He turned to the bench and did a tiny little golf clap. Like he was applauding his own villainy.
The bench cracked up. Zaccharie muttered something in French that sounded like a curse. Theresa? Didn't react. But her eye twitch gave her away.
Trae jogged over during the next dead ball, towel around his neck.
"You okay?" he asked.
Theresa nodded. "He's just loud."
"Yeah, but like... aggressively flirt-loud."
She blinked. "That's not a thing."
"It is when it's him." Trae glanced toward the court. "You got his brain in a blender right now."
Theresa's voice dropped. "Then why's he playing like he wants MVP and a mixtape?"
Trae grinned. "Because you're here."
Theresa rolled her eyes again. Harder this time. Like maybe if she rolled them hard enough, the game would end early.
But it didn't. Not yet.
The last minute ticked down—tight plays, fouls drawn, clock manipulated like a weapon. And every time LaMelo touched the ball, the volume spiked.
He missed once—just once—and still blew a kiss toward the stands like it was all part of the plan.
Theresa didn't look. Even when the final buzzer sounded. Even when the Hornets lost by four. Even when his teammates slapped hands and walked off. LaMelo stayed near midcourt, hands on hips, chest heaving.
Then—he glanced toward the bench. Caught her eye. Tipped an invisible hat and walked off like he'd won something anyway.
Zaccharie flopped into the seat beside her again. "He's a menace."
Theresa nodded once.
"Don't say it," she muttered.
He leaned back with a grin, pretending to zip his mouth.
Theresa exhaled. Unclipped her headset. Gathered her notes and didn't look back at the tunnel where LaMelo disappeared.
But the burn under her skin? Still there. Still steady. Preparing for inevitable round three.
The tunnel smelled like sweat and adrenaline and cheap air freshener. Postgame energy hung thick in the air—players peeling off jerseys, trainers passing towels, cameras trailing behind like vultures looking for drama.
Theresa kept her pace steady. Clipboard tight against her chest. Headset unhooked. Game face still on even though the game was over.
Trae had dipped into the locker room with the staff. Zaccharie had wandered off, mumbling something about needing seven protein bars and a therapist.
She veered left toward the side exit, hoping to beat the media swarm. But the moment she turned the corner—There he was.
Leaning against the hallway wall like he'd been waiting. Hoodie on. Curls damp. Chain tucked beneath his collar, glinting when he shifted just slightly under the flickering light.
LaMelo Ball. Full post-loss smirk activated.
She didn't stop walking. Didn't give him anything. But of course, he fell into step beside her. Like gravity bent that way now.
"Thought you'd disappear before I could say proper goodbye," he said casually.
"I didn't come here for conversation," she replied, eyes still forward.
He grinned. "You never do. Doesn't stop you from staring though."
She stopped walking. Fully stopped. Then turned to look at him—slowly. Blank. Sharp. Exhausted. "You're insufferable."
LaMelo didn't even blink. "Takes one to know one."
She exhaled through her nose. "What do you want, Charlotte?"
The corner of his mouth twitched and he tilted his head like the answer should've been obvious. "Damn. Government name?"
She didn't smile. Of course she didn't. Her eyes flicked over him once, sharp and unbothered, then dropped to her clipboard like it held the secrets of the universe.
"You gonna answer the question or just be annoying?"
He shrugged. "I don't know. Annoying's been working pretty well so far."
She didn't laugh. Didn't blink. Didn't move. "You're unbelievable."
"And you're still mad professional."
She stared. He smiled.
The hallway was empty now, mostly. Just the buzz of the crowd dimming behind them and the low hum of postgame logistics. But the air between them felt louder than it had all night.
"You're not gonna say good game?" he asked, almost mock-offended.
"You lost."
He nodded. "Technically."
She tilted her head. "So what's the good part?"
LaMelo grinned. "You watched me the whole time."
Theresa stared at him. Stone cold. Not a crack in her armor.
"Wow," she said finally. "You really think everything's about you."
He smirked. "I think some things are."
"You're delusional."
"And you're still standing here."
Theresa blinked once. Then turned and kept walking. "Good night, Ball."
He stayed where he was, watching her go.
"Night, Young," he called after her. "Tell your brother I'm waiting for the rematch."
She raised one hand without turning around—middle finger extended just high enough to count.
LaMelo laughed. Not loud. But loud enough. And as she disappeared into the next corridor, his smile didn't fade.
It wasn't a win. But it wasn't a loss either. Not really.
Chapter 17: Undercurrent 2.0
Notes:
This isn't a full chapter—it's a little treat 🍬 a bonus scene because we just cannot not have LaMelo's pov when they're in the same building
We return to our regularly scheduled chaos in chapter seventeen ♥
Chapter Text
LaMelo Ball had seen a lot of girls courtside.
But none of them made the whole court feel like a dare.
Theresa Young didn't even turn around.
Didn't give him one last look before hitting the corner and disappearing down the hall like she hadn't just cooked his entire existence with few words and a hand gesture.
He was still standing there. Like a clown. Like a six-foot-seven, NBA-level, post-loss clown with a grin he couldn't wipe off.
"...Tell your brother I'm waiting for the rematch." Middle finger. No hesitation.
God, she was insane.
LaMelo laughed. Couldn't help it.
It wasn't a loud laugh. Not the kind he gave to teammates after a game winner or a wild three. This one was quieter. Lower. More stuck. The kind of laugh that curled in his throat and stayed there long after the sound faded.
Because damn. She really walked off like that.
No smile. No soft moment. No slip in her voice. Just clipped sentences and clean exits and that walk—head high, hoodie tight, legs moving like she had better places to be than wherever he was standing.
LaMelo ran a hand down his face and let his head hit the wall behind him—gently. Not dramatically. Just enough to hear the light thud and feel like he'd made at least one decision that night on purpose.
She was gonna be the death of him.
He kicked off the wall, hoodie sleeves shoved up to his elbows, game-day chain now fully out and catching the light like it wanted attention too. Whatever. Let it. Everything else had already been exposed.
He didn't know what exactly had shifted—but it had.
Somewhere between warmups and the fourth quarter, between her silent stare and that damn clipboard she gripped like it had her whole dignity in it, between that "you done now?" and the flick of her pen like his existence was annoying.
And the thing that was really messing with him? She didn't care if he knew it. She wasn't trying to make him spiral. She wasn't trying at all.
She was just there. Steady. Cold. Built from fire and steel and something that made the space between his ribs feel unstable.
And yeah, maybe he'd gone a little overboard in the fourth. Maybe the behind-the-back pass had been slightly unnecessary. Maybe he didn't need to spin the ball in his hands before that last free throw. Maybe he should've stopped when he told her "nice clipboard."
...Nah. That part had been elite.
The hallway was mostly empty now. Media had peeled off. Players were gone. Even the noise had faded. But his pulse? Still too loud. Still ticking like a shot clock in the final seconds.
He hadn't meant to follow her.
Okay—maybe he had.
Maybe he'd seen the way she was holding it together all game, eyes sharp, lips tight, ignoring every glance he threw her way like it was her job.
And maybe he'd spent the better part of four quarters trying to make her break. He didn't regret a single thing. Except not getting one more reaction out of her.
Because for all her composure, all that neutral face and sharp line delivery—he'd seen it.
The twitch in her jaw. The flicker in her eyes. The pause before she said "you're on the wrong side of the court," like she was holding back something lethal.
LaMelo grinned again, even though no one was there to see it. He shook his head, letting out a breath through his nose. His curls were still damp from the postgame rinse, but his skin felt hot all over again.
This wasn't normal.
She wasn't normal.
Most people flirted back. Laughed. Flinched. Fumbled.
But not her.
Theresa Young didn't just not fumble—she made him trip over himself without lifting a damn finger.
He jogged the rest of the way toward the locker room—slow, casual, hoodie bouncing at his back, brain not casual at all.
Was it weird he already wanted the next time? Probably.
But weird had never stopped him before.
And this? This wasn't over.
By the time he left the arena, the sky had cracked open—thick clouds spilling soft drizzle across the pavement, the kind that didn't soak you right away but clung to everything like it had a point to prove.
LaMelo barely noticed.
He slid into the driver's seat, let the rain tap against the windshield, and sat there for a second—hands on the wheel, engine low, whole body still wired.
He needed a beat. A breath of air that didn't taste like whatever cologne she'd been wearing courtside—warm and clean and god, why did he know that now?
There were nights when losses hit hard. This wasn't one of them.
Not because it didn't matter—he hated losing. But because the game wasn't the thing playing on loop in his head.
He'd felt the tension from across the court. Watched the way her pen twitched. How she didn't smile once unless Zaccharie cracked a joke, and even then, it was barely there. He saw how she tracked him like he was a problem to be solved, not a person. And yeah—he liked being a problem. But for her?
He wanted to be unsolvable.
He caught a glimpse of himself in the review mirror—hood up, chain out, postgame flush still on his cheeks, looking like a man who had no business being this pressed over a girl who hadn't even looked back.
Back in the locker room, the music was on. Loud. Celebratory like they hadn't lost by four. Dudes were dancing. Towels flying. Someone was already talking about where they were going out tonight.
LaMelo didn't say anything.
Just nodded, tossed his hoodie on the bench, and sat. Still buzzing. Still thinking. Still somewhere else.
"Yo, Melo," one of the guys clapped him on the shoulder. "You good?"
He blinked. "Yeah. Just tired."
That wasn't a lie. Not really. But he didn't feel like explaining that it wasn't the minutes that drained him.
The next day, he'd be at the Community Day thing. NBA Cares or whatever. He hadn't planned on going. Was supposed to skip. Rest. Recover. But when they asked again tonight, something in him said yeah.
Just in case.
Ten minutes later, he pulled into his driveway. Lights off. House quiet. Charlotte's version of peace.
He stepped inside, peeled off the hoodie, and stood in the middle of the living room like his body hadn't quite caught up to the night being over.
Then—without even thinking—he pulled out his phone.
Not to text her. He wasn't that reckless. Not yet.
But he opened Instagram. Clicked on her profile.
No new post. Just that same shot from the Nike shoot—her in black, one hand on her hip, the other holding the clipboard like it was a weapon. Eyes sharp. No smile.
He stared for too long. Then closed the app like it had burned him.
This was a bad idea. All of it. She wasn't just some girl from a city they'd pass through. She was Trae's sister. She worked for the team. She'd made it very, very clear she wasn't here to play games.
And yet—she played him like one.
LaMelo dropped onto the couch, leaned his head back, and stared at the ceiling. He should sleep. He should watch film. He should do anything but think about her.
The next morning came fast.
Too fast.
He'd slept maybe four hours. If you could call that sleep. It was more like lying down, eyes open, replaying the same damn four seconds of hallway footage in his head like it was game tape.
"Good night, Ball."
At least she said his surname. Progress?
He rolled over and buried his face into the pillow. Groaned. Then checked his phone.
No new texts. No likes from her. No proof she'd spiraled too.
Figures.
LaMelo sat up and dragged a hand through his curls, palm dragging slow over his face. The room was dim, blinds still pulled halfway down like he'd forgotten whether he wanted the sun or not. His phone buzzed somewhere under the pillows, but he didn't reach for it yet.
The floor was half-covered in laundry—clean? Probably. Worn? Definitely. A pair of Jordans sat by the closet, laces still tied from last night. Across the back of the chair by the window, someone—probably his assistant—had laid out the slacks and polo for today's event. Team gear. Community Day. Courts and cameras and a whole bunch of kids he'd have to high-five on command.
He exhaled slow and leaned forward, elbows on his knees, eyes dragging over the familiar chaos of his room. Nothing polished. Nothing staged. Just lived-in.
With his heart still tapping out Morse code, he pulled the polo over his head and slid on his chain. Checked the mirror. Shook out his arms like it might calm his nerves.
He wasn't sure what he was supposed to be doing today. But if she was there, he'd find a reason to stay.
Chapter 18: Playing Through
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Theresa woke to soft gray light spilling in through the hotel curtains, the kind that didn't care how much sleep you'd gotten—or how badly you needed more.
She stayed still for a second, staring at the ceiling, jaw tight, pulse steady. Her body felt fine. Her mind was another story.
The game was over. The Hawks had won. But nothing about it felt settled.
She reached for her phone on the nightstand, half-expecting silence.
Wrong.
Serena: WAKE UP VILLAIN
Serena: THE BOW??????????
Serena: you looked directly into the camera like you were plotting world domination i'm so proud
Serena: also. you okay? fr
Theresa let the phone fall onto the comforter beside her, face down. Her answer didn't fit in a text box.
The itinerary was already in her inbox—call time, shuttle details, venue address. NBA Cares Community Day. Local gym. Media presence confirmed. Light colors encouraged.
Light colors.
She snorted quietly. Like emotional whiplash had a dress code.
Still, when she crossed the room and unzipped her bag, her fingers paused over a soft blue tee tucked near the bottom. She didn't remember packing it. She didn't wear blue.
But she pulled it out anyway. Because today wasn't about her. Not really.
And if LaMelo Ball just so happened to be there—Well. That wasn't her fault either.
The shuttle pulled up to the hotel curb right on schedule—branded with the NBA Cares logo, smiling volunteers already checking clipboards at the door.
Theresa stepped out in soft denim and the pale blue t-shirt she didn't want to think too hard about. Her badge was clipped to her front pocket, her hair pulled back low, sneakers clean. She looked... approachable. That was the assignment.
Jalen was already outside, leaning against the brick wall like he hadn't spent all night shooting glances across the bench. He caught sight of her and stood straighter—offering the faintest smile.
"You wore color," he said.
Theresa gave him a look. "Don't get used to it."
He opened his mouth to respond, but the shuttle door hissed open, and Trae's voice cut in before anything else could.
"Come on, lovebirds. Community first."
Theresa didn't even flinch. Just brushed past both of them and climbed aboard.
The ride to the rec center was short. A couple blocks. Enough time for the nerves to come back. Enough time for Serena to send three more texts:
Serena: u better smile at those kids
Serena: but not too much. keep your brand
Serena: also is he gonna be there or what
Theresa tucked her phone into her pocket without replying.
The shuttle rolled to a slow stop outside the rec center. Sunlight filtered through the tinted windows, casting soft lines across the seats. Volunteers in bright tees clustered near the front entrance, holding clipboards and walkies, greeting players as they stepped off.
Theresa moved with the group, calm and quiet. She scanned the entrance for the event coordinator she was supposed to check in with, and spotted a folding table just off to the side—clipboards, pens, a schedule printout clipped to a board.
She started walking toward that way. The event coordinator—a brisk woman with a ponytail and a permanent sunburn—waved her over, flipping through the color-coded assignment sheet.
"Theresa Young, right?" she said. "You're Team Green—station four. Free throw contest. You'll be with a few players from the local crew."
Theresa nodded. Easy enough. She glanced down at the roster next to her name, half out of habit, half to see if anyone from the Hawks had been assigned the same rotation.
That's when she saw it.
Ball, LaMelo.
Station four.
Team Green.
She blinked.
Paused.
Read it again.
Nope.
Still there.
She didn't react outwardly. Just made a mental note to find whichever PR coordinator did this and stare at them in silence for a full ten minutes.
She knew the Hornets would be here—it was their city, their community event as much as anyone's. Local participation made sense. She just hadn't expected him.
"You good?" the staffer asked, glancing up.
Theresa nodded once. Too fast. "Yeah. Totally."
She took her clipboard. Walked off. Found the farthest bench and sat.
He was here. Of course he was.
And worse? They were on the same damn team.
Theresa sat on the edge of the bench, clipboard in her lap, pretending to study the event schedule like her life depended on it.
Kids buzzed in and out of the gym like they were powered by sugar and sunshine. Volunteers milled around in bright shirts. A local news crew hovered near the half-court line, setting up a tripod. Everything smelled faintly like rubber soles and cafeteria pizza.
She tapped her pen against the clipboard. Once. Twice. Too sharp. Okay. Breathe. He might not even—
"Yo, Team Green!" someone called from across the gym. A Hornets staffer, clipboard in hand, was waving a small group together. "If you're on free throws, meet over here!"
Theresa stood slowly. Smoothed her shirt. Adjusted her badge. Moved through the crowd like nothing was off balance—even though she felt like her insides were doing a full pregame layup line.
They were stationed at the "Skills & Smiles" corner, a half-court setup with cones, a free throw challenge, and a giant inflatable tunnel that looked like it belonged at a carnival. The kids swarmed like bees. Theresa pulled her badge straight and dropped into a crouch, helping a girl with her shoelace.
"Got it?" she asked gently.
The kid nodded. "Are you famous?"
Theresa smiled, brief but real. "Not even a little."
The moment was simple. Grounding. Easy.
Until she stood back up and felt it again—that invisible shift. That subtle, maddening ripple in the air.
LaMelo arrived exactly twenty seconds late. Of course.
He strolled over like he'd been invited to his own birthday party, dapping up one of the volunteers before making his way to the cones. Polo sleeves pushed to the elbows. That same damn chain. A single blue wristband catching light as he waved at a group of kids who immediately started whispering and pointing.
Theresa didn't move. Didn't say anything.
But when LaMelo finally reached their station, he looked directly at her and said, voice bright as a sunrise, "Atlanta! Didn't think you'd still be around."
Then—he smiled. Like it was funny. Like they were in on a joke no one else could hear.
Theresa didn't smile back. She barely blinked. She raised an eyebrow instead. "Didn't think you'd be doing charity work."
He grinned. "Damn. Already?"
Theresa crossed her arms lightly. "Just keeping the tone consistent."
LaMelo tilted his head, clearly enjoying himself. "You don't think I can be community-friendly?"
"I think you're allergic to subtlety."
"Aw, look at us," he said suddenly, hands spreading wide like he was about to narrate a commercial. "Teamwork."
Before either of them could say another word, the event coordinator blew a whistle, gathering the kids around for the first round of the contest.
"Team Green, split into pairs!" she called. "Let's show them how it's done."
Theresa moved toward the rack of basketballs, setting herself up at the free throw line. She needed to focus. On literally anything else.
But of course, he followed.
Of course, they were paired up.
Of course.
He stepped beside her like he belonged there. Like they did this every weekend.
"You gonna miss on purpose?" he asked, nudging her lightly with his elbow.
She didn't look at him. "You wish."
LaMelo bounced the ball once. Twice. Then shot.
Swish.
She didn't flinch.
She picked up a ball. Lined up. Shot.
Swish.
His head tilted slightly. "Huh. Maybe Trae did teach you something."
She side-eyed him. "Or maybe I'm just good."
He held up his hands. "My bad. My mistake."
They moved through the station like that—shot after shot, light banter and heavy tension stacked like bricks between them.
Every time he leaned in, she leaned out.
Every time she answered sharp, he answered softer.
One of the younger kids in a green tee sprinted toward them, basketball in hand and cheeks flushed. "Are you LaMelo Ball?!"
LaMelo crouched down, already turning the charm on. "Nah. I'm just the tall guy they keep around to make everyone else look fast."
The kid laughed, bouncing on his toes. "Can you dunk?"
"Only if you make your next shot," LaMelo said, tapping the ball toward him. "Pressure's on."
The kid squealed and ran back to the line.
Theresa didn't say anything, but she caught the flicker of amusement that nearly cracked her face. LaMelo saw it. Clocked it. Filed it away.
"You smiled," he said.
"No, I didn't."
"You almost smiled."
Theresa looked at him out of the corner of her eye. "Don't make it weird."
"Too late."
They kept working through the drill—kids shooting, volunteers cheering, the gym buzzing like a hive. Theresa found her rhythm again: correcting form, handing out stickers, crouching to tie laces. The kind of stuff that came easy when she wasn't being baited by a six-foot-seven menace standing five feet away.
But LaMelo was good with the kids. She hated to admit it.
He crouched to eye level when he spoke. Celebrated every basket like it was game seven. Let one of the smaller boys sit on his shoulders for a picture. Even helped a girl who kept airballing her shots by holding her wrists and guiding her through the motion.
"Like that," he told her. "Now try it solo."
She did. She missed.
He made the same exaggerated face of devastation he made after missing a buzzer-beater, then fell dramatically to the floor.
The kids roared.
Theresa caught the whole thing out of the corner of her eye and—God help her—she almost laughed. Almost.
"You're enjoying this," LaMelo said under his breath when he passed behind her.
She didn't look at him. "I'm enjoying the part where you hit the floor."
He laughed, actually laughed this time, low and from his chest. "You're brutal."
"And you're dramatic."
"Match made in heaven."
She looked at him then. Flat. "Don't push your luck."
LaMelo lifted his hands again, playful, grinning like he couldn't help himself. "Wasn't trying."
The free throw contest continued. The crowd thickened. A few more reporters slipped in. Theresa moved into her zone, clipboard tucked under her arm, voice calm and steady as she directed kids through the cones.
But she could still feel him. The weight of him in the corner of her vision. The rhythm of him stepping up when a ball rolled too far. The shape of his presence like static under her skin.
Eventually, the head volunteer clapped her hands to signal a break.
"Water and snacks! Ten minutes!"
The kids scattered toward the far table. Theresa exhaled and stepped off to the side, pulling a bottle of water from the nearby cooler. She unscrewed the cap, turned—and nearly collided with him.
LaMelo caught the bottle before it slipped from her fingers. "Relax. I'm not here to make you mad."
She took the bottle back. "Then why are you here?"
He shrugged. "Maybe I like community service."
She gave him a flat look.
He raised an eyebrow. "Maybe I like the company."
Theresa scoffed and looked away.
He watched her for a second—watched the way she sipped her water, the way her jaw tightened just slightly like she didn't want to ask whatever was sitting behind her teeth.
Then she asked it anyway. "You planned this?"
His response came without hesitation. "Swear I didn't."
Theresa narrowed her eyes, skeptical. "You just happened to be assigned to my station?"
"I got the same email you did. Assignment sheet, call time, light colors encouraged." He gestured vaguely at his pastel polo like it was evidence. "I didn't know you'd be here."
"And yet," she muttered, "here we are."
"Here we are," LaMelo echoed, quieter.
There was a long beat of silence between them, filled only by the distant squeak of sneakers and the rustling of snack wrappers. For a second, it was like they weren't at a community event, weren't standing in a fluorescent-lit gym with fifty screaming kids and three cameras hovering nearby. For a second, it was just her and him. The tension between them stretched taut like a pull-up bar—neither letting go.
Another round of kids lined up. They were louder this time, bouncing off the gym walls, sticky with juice and sugar and attention. The event was winding down, but the energy wasn't.
Theresa took her spot at the side of the free throw line, clipboard still in hand. LaMelo leaned against one of the foam pads nearby, arms crossed over his chest like he had no intention of actually helping—and yet, the moment one of the smaller kids stepped up and fumbled the ball, he was the first one to scoop it up and hand it back with a low, "You got it. Elbows up."
Theresa didn't look at him. Didn't thank him. Didn't roll her eyes. Didn't acknowledge anything about the fact that they were now sharing space, duties, and oxygen.
Between turns, LaMelo watched her interact with the kids—handing off clipboards, adjusting their stances, crouching to match their eye level like it was second nature. And for someone who claimed she didn't do color, she looked dangerous in soft blue.
He leaned in, voice low. "That shirt's working overtime."
Theresa didn't turn. "You're being annoying."
"That's not a denial."
"That's not a compliment."
He smirked. "Could be."
She glanced at him then. Just for a second. But it was enough.
He didn't miss the twitch in her jaw. The way her fingers curled slightly around the clipboard. The tiny shift in her stance like she was bracing for something she wouldn't name.
She turned back to the court. "Focus on the kids."
"I am," LaMelo said. "I'm just multitasking."
They kept moving through drills. Free throws, layups, mini-games. They high-fived and coached and laughed and posed for photos, and somehow, in the space between whistles and rotations, the tension started to settle.
Not disappear. Never that. But shift. Change shape.
At one point, a kid asked if they were dating. Theresa choked on her own spit. LaMelo just laughed.
"Does she look like she'd date me?" he asked the kid.
The kid blinked. "You're both tall."
"Wow," Theresa muttered. "Incredible analysis."
The kid gave a shrug. "My mom says tall people find each other."
LaMelo grinned. "Your mom's onto something."
Theresa gave him a long look. "Don't encourage him."
The kid, unfazed, pointed to the court. "You should play each other. One-on-one."
Theresa shook her head immediately. "Not happening."
LaMelo tilted his head, clearly amused. "Scared?"
She didn't rise to it. "Tired."
"Same thing."
"Try again."
One of the other kids overheard and started chanting. "One-on-one! One-on-one!"
A few more picked it up. Then more. The gym noise swelled again, that chaotic ripple of sugar and adrenaline and peer pressure only children could manifest.
Theresa leveled LaMelo with a glare that could've stopped time. "You started this."
"And you could finish it," he offered, spreading his hands innocently.
"I'm not playing you."
"You're right," he said, leaning in slightly. "You'd lose."
A sharp breath hissed through her nose. "I'd win. Easily."
"Then prove it."
"No."
He laughed—bright, loud, the kind that turned heads. "You're too competitive to back down without a reason."
"I have a reason," she said, jaw tight. "I don't play games I don't need to."
He considered that for a beat. And, for once, didn't push. Just let the chant die down, hands raised in mock surrender as the kids got redirected back to the actual station by a volunteer with a whistle and serious teacher energy.
But the glint in his eye didn't fade. If anything, it deepened.
Theresa stepped aside to reset a cone, voice cool. "That wasn't charming, by the way."
"No?" he said, walking with her. "Didn't feel a little bit like flirting?"
"Felt like bait."
He grinned. "What if it's both?"
She didn't answer.
Instead, she stepped forward and plucked the basketball from under his arm—quick, smooth, unapologetic. She spun it once on her palm, handed it off to the nearest kid, then turned her back on him like he was just another player assigned to her station.
LaMelo watched her, still smiling. Like she hadn't just ended the conversation without warning. Like she hadn't touched the ball and somehow made it feel personal.
She was ridiculous.
And impossible.
And currently crouching again, tying another kid's sneaker with a practiced ease that didn't match her usual armor. Her voice was soft when she spoke to the kid. Gentle. Focused. And LaMelo had to look away—because watching her be kind like that? That was somehow worse than her being cold.
Theresa resumed to moved through the crowd like nothing happened—coaching, organizing, offering steady praise and subtle corrections. She bent down beside a girl in pink who looked like she might cry after missing two shots in a row and whispered something that made her nod and straighten her shoulders.
"You ready to win?"
The girl nodded, completely unaware of the volcanic tension hanging between the two adults towering over her.
LaMelo clapped his hands once. "That's what I like to hear."
When the girl made the next one, Theresa clapped twice—just once for the basket, once for the bounce-back. LaMelo caught that. Filed it away too.
And just like that, the station was in full swing again.
One of the volunteers took over the relay demo. Theresa managed the line. LaMelo ran the cone drills like it was a fashion show, giving high-fives, showboating, and pretending to lose every race by a hair.
"You're letting them beat you on purpose," Theresa murmured at one point.
LaMelo smirked. "Nah, they just built different."
"You're five inches taller and twice their speed."
"That sounds like jealousy."
She didn't respond and he didn't need her to. The look she gave him said plenty.
The camera crews had moved in. Flashes. Booms. Lights reflecting off LaMelo's chain. One reporter angled in for a quick shot and asked, "Theresa, what's it like co-leading this station with LaMelo Ball?"
She looked into the lens and said, "He's very... enthusiastic."
LaMelo grinned wide. "She means I'm great with kids."
Theresa glanced sideways. "I mean your volume is terrifying."
That made the reporter laugh.
The rest of the event passed in a blur—photo ops, autographs, LaMelo lifting a toddler into the air like Simba, Theresa pretending to text while avoiding his orbit.
But just before the last station wrapped, one of the volunteers called out, "Group photo! Team Green, right here!"
Theresa blinked. "Oh, God."
LaMelo had already slid behind her. "Smile, Young."
"You're not even in the frame yet."
"I will be."
She didn't look at him. Didn't shift when he stood just a little too close. But when the camera snapped, she felt his shoulder brush against hers—not hard, just enough to feel it.
The photo crew started calling other groups over. People peeled away, back to their bags, their water bottles, their phones. A wave of noise rushed the exit doors as a new wave of volunteers arrived to clean up the last stations.
LaMelo stayed still beside her. Watching her.
"Your shirt's not even wrinkled," he said casually.
"That's because I actually worked."
"Oh, is that what we're calling it?"
She turned to him fully this time. "You spent half the event pretending to lose to kids and the other half making up new ways to annoy me."
LaMelo's smile curved slow. "And yet—you didn't walk away once. Not really."
Theresa stared at him for a second. Then pulled her clipboard tighter to her chest. "You're exhausting."
He stepped back, palms up in mock surrender. "Just saying. Teamwork looked good on us."
"Don't get used to it."
LaMelo laughed—low, lazy, like it cost him nothing to be unbothered. But there was a spark in it too. Something sharper underneath.
"I won't," he said. "Unless I should."
Theresa gave him a look. Not sharp. Not scathing. Just... tired. The kind of look you give someone when you know better, but part of you still wonders what would happen if you didn't.
"I'll see you around," he said finally, backing away with a grin and two fingers raised in a lazy salute.
Theresa didn't reply. She just turned and walked toward the exit, clipboard tucked under her arm, jaw set.
The cleanup crew was closing in. Volunteers started pulling down signs, stacking cones, rolling up the giant inflatable tunnel like the event had never happened at all.
Across the gym, Jalen stood near the drink station, one hand wrapped around a bottle of Gatorade he hadn't touched, eyes following the exchange from a distance.
He wasn't sure what he was seeing.
Not exactly.
But something about the way Theresa moved—sharper, quicker, not as distant as before—didn't sit right.
Especially when LaMelo looked like he was enjoying every second of it.
Outside, the air was cool against her skin—overcast but steady. A shuttle waited at the curb. Jalen was already there, one hand on the railing, watching her approach.
"You good?" he asked, voice low.
"Yeah." Her voice was even lower. "Long day."
Jalen studied her face. "Seemed like it."
The shuttle ride back was quiet. Tired. Full of half-naps and slow scrolling. Jalen had taken the seat behind Theresa, earbuds in, jaw clenched. Trae was half-asleep across the aisle, hoodie pulled low.
Theresa kept her gaze on the window, fingers curled around her phone. Then it buzzed.
Serena: GIRL.
Serena: WHY ARE YOU SHOULDER TO SHOULDER WITH LAMELO BALL IN THAT PHOTO.
Serena: I ZOOMED. THERE WAS SHOULDER CONTACT.
Serena: HE LOOKED TOO HAPPY.
Serena: WHAT ARE YOU NOT TELLING ME.
Theresa turned off her screen. Closed her eyes. And exhaled, slow.
Back at the hotel, the quiet hit different.
Not peace. Not relief. Just stillness.
Theresa let herself into her room, dropped her badge on the desk, and kicked her shoes off without thinking. Her feet ached. Her back hurt. Her brain was still moving like she was trying to dodge something—words, glances, questions she didn't want to answer.
She sat on the edge of the bed and reached for her phone again.
Jalen hadn't messaged her. That was fine. Totally fine.
She opened Instagram out of habit and immediately regretted it.
The NBA's official account had posted a carousel: NBA Cares: Charlotte Edition. First slide—players high-fiving kids. Second—Trae crouched next to a girl holding a signed jersey. Third—
She froze.
It was the group photo.
Team Green.
She was front and center, clipboard in hand, jaw tight.
And LaMelo? Standing just a little too close. Head tilted, smile lazy. Their shoulders pressed just enough to notice.
Comments already flooded the post:
ballislife: Young & Ball... 👀
nbagossiphq: Is this tension or teamwork? Asking for a friend.
theresayoungfanpage: I KNOW SHE FELT THAT SHOULDER TOUCH I KNOW SHE DID
Theresa locked her phone. Threw it face down on the pillow. First that viral clip from the Nike shoot, now this?
This wasn't supposed to be anything. It wasn't supposed to feel like anything. The worst part? She didn't even know what exactly she was feeling.
Frustration?
Guilt?
Annoyance?
She stood up. Poured herself a glass of water. Drank half and leaned against the counter, breathing through it. This was ridiculous. She'd managed harder weeks than this. She'd been through worse. So why did she still feel like the ground was shifting under her feet?
She pressed the heel of her palm to her forehead. This couldn't happen. Not with him. Not like this. There were still too many moving pieces. Too much noise. Too much him.
Outside her window, the sky was shifting. A soft pink creeping into the clouds. That in-between hour, not quite sunset, not quite anything else. She watched it for a while, arms crossed.
LaMelo Ball was not her problem. Not her responsibility. Not her story.
Not even close.
Notes:
Shoulder contact confirmed. Please stay seated.
They went from rivals to co-parenting in a gym
Who let them flirt in public under the guise of insults? In front of children?? At a community service event???See you in Atlanta where peace is a concept and LaMelo Ball has internet access
Chapter 19: Where It Lands
Chapter Text
Atlanta felt different after Charlotte.
Not louder. Not busier. Just... heavier. Like she was dragging something back with her that didn't fit inside her suitcase.
Theresa stepped off the team shuttle into the familiar blur of the airport—flashing screens, rolling luggage, the low hum of voices blending into white noise. The Hawks staff moved like a current around her, players and coaches peeling off toward baggage claim, laughing quietly about nothing important.
She followed the rhythm automatically, badge swinging at her hip, hoodie sleeves pushed to her elbows. Head down. Step after step. She knew this part. She knew how to be steady when everything inside her was restless.
Outside, the sky was a soft, muted gray—the kind that wrapped around the city without really touching it. She climbed into the waiting car without thinking, dropped her bag in the backseat, and let herself exhale against the window glass as the skyline blurred past.
Home.
Her phone buzzed as they pulled off the freeway.
Serena: you're alive???
Serena: are we seeing each other today or are you gonna pretend to be busy again
Serena: i can bring snacks. and judgment.
Theresa didn't even hesitate before typing back:
Theresa: door's open.
By the time she got upstairs and unlocked her apartment, Serena was already there—shoes kicked off at the door, curled up on the couch like she owned the place, a tote bag of groceries on the coffee table between them.
"Blessed be," Serena announced when Theresa walked in. "You survived NBA daycare."
Theresa dropped her bag with a thud and flopped into the armchair across from her. "Barely."
Serena tossed a mini pack of sour gummies at her. "Here. For your trauma."
Theresa caught it one-handed but didn't smile this time. Not really.
They slipped into a familiar rhythm after that—the easy kind that didn't need much talking. Serena wandered into the kitchen to unpack snacks while Theresa changed into soft sweats. Music buzzed low from a speaker. The city moved in slow motion outside the windows.
At some point, Serena flopped onto the couch again and demanded a full debrief.
"Start from the beginning," she said, pointing a gummy at her like a weapon. "And don't you dare edit for public consumption."
Theresa leaned her head back against the armrest, arms crossed. "There's not much to tell."
"Lies and slander," Serena said immediately. "You were shoulder to shoulder with LaMelo Ball and you let it happen. I demand the director's cut."
Theresa closed her eyes. Breathed out slow. "It wasn't anything."
"Didn't look like nothing," Serena said, mouth full of gummy worms. "Looked like tension. Looked like chemistry."
Theresa shook her head once, sharp. "Nope. Wrong."
Serena blinked. "You're really gonna sit there and act like you didn't vibe with him a little?"
Theresa opened her eyes and leveled her with a look. Flat. Cold. Unshakable. "He's an attention-seeking showboat who thinks he's charming because people laugh when he falls on the floor. He's not my vibe. He's not my problem. He's not anything."
Serena sat back slowly, eyebrows climbing. "Wow."
Theresa stood up, walking to the kitchen like she needed distance, like standing still might crack her in half. She pulled a bottle of water from the fridge, twisted the cap, took a long, steady sip.
"I let it happen once," she said, voice even. "That's on me. It won't happen again."
Serena stayed quiet for a beat. Watching. Measuring. Then: "You can lie to me all you want," she said, soft but certain. "Just make sure you're not lying to yourself too."
Theresa didn't answer. She just twisted the cap back onto the bottle. And kept moving.
She spent the rest of the afternoon in motion.
Cleaning. Reorganizing. Responding to emails that could've waited. Anything to stay busy. Anything to make the silence inside her apartment feel less loud.
By the time the sun dipped behind the skyline, staining the windows pink and gold, she was already back in her armor.
Black jeans.
Black boots.
Black jacket.
Hair slicked into a low, sharp knot at the nape of her neck.
No softness.
No mistakes.
Serena watched from her perch on the couch, one eyebrow raised. "You're dressing like you're about to fight God."
Theresa shrugged into her jacket. "Maybe I am."
She didn't linger. Didn't explain. Just grabbed her keys and phone, nodded once, and walked out the door.
The air hit harder once she stepped outside. Sharp. Heavy. Like the city could smell the fight brewing under her skin and wanted in on it.
Theresa moved through it without blinking, boots striking the sidewalk in clean, deliberate beats. The streetlights were just starting to hum to life, their glow casting long, stretched shadows along the cracked pavement. She welcomed the chill riding the air. It kept her sharp. Focused. It gave her something else to feel.
The drive to the arena was short. Familiar turns, familiar exits, familiar ache pressing against her ribs. She parked, flashed her badge at security, and slipped inside through the back entrance without ceremony.
Inside, State Farm Arena pulsed with quiet life. Pre-game setup buzzed around her—stacks of media guides, scent of fresh popcorn, sharp squeak of sneakers against freshly waxed hardwood. Staffers darted from one end of the court to the other, heads down, voices low. It wasn't game-night chaos yet. It was the eye of the storm.
Home.
Theresa moved through security like she belonged there. Badge clipped. Head down. Focus sharp.
Her phone buzzed once in her jacket pocket as she stepped into the back corridors, but she ignored it. She had a job to do. Routine to slip into. A version of herself to keep steady.
She checked in at the media table. Reviewed her notes.
Took her usual slow walk behind the bench to greet the staff. Said hi to a few players. Dodged Noah trying to pull her into a pregame TikTok.
Normal. Steady. Untouchable.
By the time warmups started, the arena was humming full volume. Trae shot her a look from the tunnel—half a grin, half a check-in.
She threw him a nod back. Still here. Still good.
She was halfway to the tunnel when she caught sight of them.
Her parents.
Waiting by the corner entrance, just beyond the buzz of pregame warmups—her mom tucked neatly under her dad's arm, both dressed in soft layers of Hawks red and black, faces lit up with quiet pride.
Theresa's steps slowed without meaning to. Not fear. Not nerves. Just...something softer than either.
Her mom lit up the moment she spotted her, waving small like it was just another Sunday morning. Her dad grinned—wide, proud, easy.
Theresa crossed the distance in a few strides. Let herself smile, just a little, just enough.
Her mom pulled her in first—arms warm, solid, steady. "You look good, baby," she murmured. "Tired, but good."
Her dad ruffled her hair lightly, laughing when she ducked away, mock-scowling. "You ready for tonight?" he asked.
Theresa shrugged, loosening her jaw. "Always."
She wasn't sure if she meant it, but it made them smile.
That was enough.
"Y'all could've stayed home, you know," she said, voice light.
Her mom just shook her head. "Wouldn't miss it."
And before Theresa could reply, Trae jogged up from the locker room tunnel—hoodie halfway on, sneakers squeaking against the concrete.
"Look at this," he said, beaming wide. "The whole Young crew."
Their mom opened her arms without hesitation, squeezing him like she hadn't seen him in ages. Their dad clapped him on the back, proud enough to glow.
"You good, son?" he asked.
"Better now," Trae said, shooting a quick glance at Theresa. "You babysitting them tonight?"
Theresa snorted under her breath. "Please. They'll be the ones babysitting you if you keep throwing those wild passes."
Trae laughed, low and easy. "Keep talking, Tess. I'm about to drop thirty just to spite you."
"You better."
The moment held—solid, warm, stitched tight between them. A reminder. Of who she was before everything else got complicated.
The buzzer sounded faintly from down the tunnel—final warmups calling.
Trae squeezed both their shoulders, tossed Theresa a wink, and jogged off toward the court. Their parents drifted toward the stairs, heading to their seats.
Theresa stayed for a second longer. Breathing it in. Then she turned, smoothing her badge against her jacket, and followed the flow toward the floor.
The arena buzzed with pregame energy—sneaker squeaks, bounce passes, the low rumble of bass vibrating through the concrete.
She was halfway across the tunnel when she heard him.
"You're really gonna act like we didn't even see each other properly yesterday?"
Theresa turned her head, slow.
Jalen was leaning casually against the wall, warmup gear hanging loose, a half-grin pulling at his mouth like he didn't feel the sharp thread between them too.
"You didn't text me later either," she said, voice lighter than it felt.
Jalen's grin faltered, just a fraction. He shifted his weight, glancing down the tunnel like he could buy himself a second.
"You seemed tired and..." he trailed off. Swallowed. "I didn't want to bother you."
Theresa nodded once, like she understood. Like it didn't catch somewhere low in her chest.
"I was tired," she said quietly. "But..." Her voice thinned, almost to nothing. Never for you.
She almost said it out loud, but stopped herself in time. It hung there between them anyway—unsaid but undeniable.
Jalen opened his mouth like he wanted to fix it, but one of the rookies barrelled past, chasing a loose ball, laughing too loud, and the moment cracked apart.
Theresa tucked her clipboard tighter under her arm.
"You should warm up," she said, back to steady.
Jalen hesitated. Just for a second. Then nodded, jogging out toward the court without another word.
Theresa stayed in the tunnel for a beat longer, breathing through it, smoothing invisible wrinkles from her jacket. Then she squared her shoulders and followed the noise. Business as usual.
At least, that's what she told herself.
Sneakers scuffing against hardwood, balls thudding against the rim, music echoing off the rafters—it all pulled her forward.
Theresa walked without thinking, clipboard tucked tight to her side, every step sharpening her edges again. But the thing in her chest—the thing she didn't say—stayed lodged there, heavy and stubborn.
She pushed it down. Pushed everything down.
The second her boots crossed the threshold into the arena, the rhythm picked up. Bright lights. Pregame music rumbling low. Players in shooting shirts, cycling through their warmup routines like the last twenty-four hours hadn't cracked anything open inside her.
Trae spotted her from the corner of the court. He broke off from his stretch, flashing her a grin that cut through the noise like sunlight through a dirty window.
"Yo, Tess!" he called, waving her over with both arms like he hadn't just seen her minutes ago.
For the first time that day, something in her chest eased.
Just a little. Theresa crossed to the baseline, sliding past security and staff, falling into step with him like she always did.
"You good?" he asked under his breath, low enough that nobody else could hear it over the bass shaking the arena.
"Yeah," she said.
Trae squeezed her shoulder, like he didn't quite believe her but wasn't going to push it here. Not yet.
"Come sit," Trae said, nudging her gently toward the scorers' table. "Mom brought snacks in her purse again. I swear she thinks I'm twelve."
Theresa smiled, just barely, and sat. "You act twelve."
He grinned, unbothered. "You love me."
"Unconfirmed."
They sat in comfortable silence for a beat, watching the arena pulse around them—players moving through drills, fans beginning to trickle in, the low crackle of a Friday night crowd starting to gather. The city was watching. The league was watching. But here, in this little pocket of space carved out for siblings, the noise fell away.
Trae leaned back against the table, one knee bouncing. "You seem off."
Theresa didn't flinch. "I'm fine."
"You always say that," he said, eyes still on the court. "Even when it's not true."
She didn't answer. Just twisted the cap off her water bottle and took a slow sip.
"Is it because you and LaMelo got paired up yesterday?"
She scoffed. "Of course you would bring that up."
He laughed. "I'm just saying, you two seemed to work well together."
"We were in front of children."
"So?"
"So," Theresa said, turning to glare at him, "maybe don't read into basic human decency like it's a headline."
Trae held his hands up, grinning. "Damn, okay. Relax. Just making conversation."
Theresa rolled her eyes and looked back toward the court, but her fingers were tight around her water bottle. She could still feel the press of LaMelo's presence from the day before—loud, teasing, too-close energy that had somehow gotten under her skin before she'd realized it.
Trae gave her space. Gave her quiet. Then, a few moments later, he bumped her shoulder and nodded toward the far end of the court.
"You see that kid in the Trae jersey?" he asked. "Been copying my warmup for the last ten minutes."
Theresa followed his gaze. Sure enough, a little boy near the baseline was mimicking every move—stretch, shot motion, even the occasional head tilt.
Her lips twitched. "Looks more coordinated than you."
Trae clutched his chest dramatically. "Wow. Betrayed in my own house."
"You'll live," she said dryly, taking another sip of water. "Tragic ego bruising isn't fatal."
Trae grinned. "This city's lucky I love it."
Theresa glanced at him sideways. "You say that like we're not all just enduring you."
Trae grinned. "You love me."
Theresa didn't look at him, just said, "Don't make me say it in public."
He barked a laugh, clearly satisfied. "Knew it."
The buzzer echoed overhead again—pregame clock ticking down. The arena was almost full now, fans on their feet, lights beginning to dim in preparation for intros.
Theresa stood, smoothing her jacket again, her expression back in place. Sharp. Composed.
Trae stood too, bumping her shoulder with his. "You sure you don't want one of Mom's purse granola bars? Last chance."
"Tempting," she said dryly, already turning to walk. "But no."
The noise swelled around them—bass thumping, crowd rising, the familiar voice of the announcer echoing through the rafters.
Trae stretched his arms overhead. "Showtime."
Theresa looked up at him, the weight behind her eyes still there, but tucked neatly beneath the surface again. "Go drop thirty."
He winked. "Thirty-five, just for you."
"Don't turn the ball over six times and I'll believe you."
He laughed as he jogged toward the tunnel.
Theresa watched him go, the ache in her chest quieter now. Still there—but muted. Manageable. She stayed at the sideline a moment longer, letting the lights and the music and the rhythm of routine settle back over her like armor.
Then she turned, squared her shoulders, and walked into the noise.
Back to work.
Back to steady.
Back to pretending none of it had touched her.
The lights dropped lower. The crowd rose higher. Announcer voice booming through the arena like thunder: "Your Atlanta Haaaaaawks!"
Fire shot from the corners of the court. Spotlights chased the players as they jogged out one by one—waves, chest bumps, sneakers squeaking loud against the hardwood.
Theresa stayed just off-court, back pressed lightly to the scorers' table, eyes scanning the movement. She didn't cheer. She didn't smile. But her pulse synced to the beat anyway.
Trae was last out, of course.
He jogged into the light like he owned it—shoulders loose, expression dialed in. He paused at half-court, turned, and pointed to the stands before flashing one finger to the baseline.
To her.
She didn't react. But the corner of her mouth twitched.
Theresa dropped her hand from her badge and folded it neatly in front of her. Her eyes didn't leave the court. Not once. She knew this part by heart. The rhythm of game nights—the lift, the pause, the slow build into the first possession.
And when it finally tipped? It was like breathing again.
The ball hit the air and everything moved at once—shouts from the bench, fans on their feet, sneakers cutting hard against the floor.
The Hawks opened fast—Trae setting the tone early with a clean bounce to the corner, followed by a quick three that sent the crowd into a low roar.
Theresa moved down the sideline, clipboard tucked close, eyes sharp. A staffer flagged her mid-quarter to adjust the tunnel cam timing; she handled it in ten seconds flat, barely breaking stride.
By the second quarter, the pace had shifted—grittier now. Chippier.
Jalen hit back-to-back buckets on consecutive possessions, his footwork tight, his follow-through clean. One of them came off a spin move that made the opposing guard stumble hard enough to hit the floor. The bench erupted.
Theresa didn't look directly at him, but she didn't need to. She felt the glance he threw her after that one. Felt the way it held a little longer than it needed to. She didn't give him anything back.
But her fingers tightened slightly on her clipboard.
Halftime came quick—tight lead, good momentum, clean rotations. She made her rounds behind the bench, touching base with media staff, checking in with production, keeping everything moving without letting her mind wander.
Not to the night before. Not to the weight still sitting behind her ribs. And definitely not to the way Jalen hadn't said anything else since that moment in the tunnel.
By the time the third quarter tipped, she was back in position. One knee slightly bent, eyes sweeping the floor like a chessboard. Trae caught fire late in the quarter—pull-up jumper from the logo, then a no-look assist that made two guys in the row behind her lose their minds.
The crowd was loud now. Electric. Through it all, Theresa stayed steady. Sharp angles. Black boots planted. Face unreadable.
Every time her phone buzzed in her pocket, she ignored it. She'd deal with whatever waited on the other side later. For now, it was just the game.
The pace. The noise. The version of her that didn't feel anything at all.
Fourth quarter.
Tight game. Momentum swinging like a pendulum. The crowd was on its feet, every whistle louder than the last, every possession laced with urgency.
Theresa stood just behind the bench now, eyes locked on the floor, clipboard forgotten at her side.
Jalen was still in. Locked in.
He moved like someone trying to outrun the weight he didn't know how to name. When he caught the ball on the wing with eight seconds on the shot clock, everyone cleared out.
Isolation. One-on-one.
He jab-stepped once. Twice.
Theresa kept watching.
Stepback. Rise. Release.
Three.
Clean. The crowd exploded.
Jalen didn't celebrate. Didn't smile. He turned on his heel and jogged back on defense like it didn't mean anything—like he hadn't just burned through a defender and most of his restraint in the same breath.
But he looked at her as he passed the sideline. Not a glance. Not a smirk. A look.
Full. Heavy. Like he'd felt her watching and wanted her to know.
Theresa stayed rooted. Unmoving. But her jaw flexed once. Tight.
A few minutes later, timeout.
Jalen came off the floor, breathing hard, sweat shining on his jaw, jersey clinging to his frame. He sat two seats down from where she stood, towel slung across his shoulders, head tilted back as he caught his breath.
He didn't look at her. Not this time.
But that didn't stop the heat humming between them, sharp and invisible, like static in the air before a storm.
Theresa exhaled slowly through her nose. She could feel the moment scraping just under her skin. The tension from the tunnel hadn't faded. It had just morphed—turned quieter, hungrier, threaded through the corners of a game they both pretended was the only thing that mattered.
The whistle blew. Sub rotations.
Jalen stood again. This time, as he passed her, he murmured low—quiet enough that no one else could catch it.
"I should've checked in on you."
Her heart kicked once, hard.
She didn't respond. Didn't move. But her hand curled tighter around her clipboard, knuckles pale.
He didn't look back. Just stepped onto the court and vanished into the noise.
And Theresa? She didn't let her expression shift. Didn't let the wave hit her until he was gone.
But it did. God, it did.
She stayed frozen, the weight of that moment slotting into place like a puzzle piece she didn't want to acknowledge. Her chest felt too full and too hollow all at once.
This was dangerous.
Not because of what he said—but because of how it made her feel. Like she still wanted something from him. Like maybe some part of her still thought he might give it.
Trae checked back in with a look like he was ready to end it himself. The kind of energy that shifted momentum just by existing. Theresa stayed close to the sideline, eyes scanning every possession, jaw tight, body still.
When Jalen got the ball again—different wing, same rhythm—she didn't look away. This one didn't drop. But it didn't need to.
The final minutes didn't feel like minutes at all—they felt like heartbeats stretched too thin.
The other team was closing in, every possession tighter, more desperate, more dangerous. But then—Trae. Locking in. Locking down. He slid across the perimeter like he'd been born in that exact spot, reading the offense before it even formed. Hands up. Feet set. And when the ball came loose? It wasn't luck. It was pressure. It was precision.
Fast break. No hesitation. A clean finish at the rim.
The crowd was already on its feet when the next play tipped off—but Trae wasn't finished. Not yet. He pulled up from deep—logo deep—and let it fly. Net. Nothing else. Then again. Another three, colder than the last. Deliberate. Final.
The arena cracked wide open. The bench erupted. And somewhere under it all, Theresa stood still—heart pounding like it was her shot that went in.
Final buzzer. Another one in the column.
Theresa didn't move with the rush. She stayed still as the bench emptied, players high-fiving, the stadium rumbling with win energy. Coaches shook hands. Reporters gathered courtside. Fans started filing toward exits, already texting group chats about the fourth quarter run.
Jalen walked past her again, towel draped over his neck now, jersey clinging, sweat curling at his collar.
He didn't say anything this time. Didn't look. Just brushed close enough that her shoulder caught the edge of his.
Deliberate.
Theresa stood her ground.
Didn't turn. Didn't speak. But the fire under her skin didn't lie.
The locker room hallway buzzed with noise—staff weaving in and out, reporters setting up, a few players already mid-laugh as they rounded the corner. Theresa moved through it with practiced ease, sharp in her stride, her badge catching flashes of overhead light.
The win was in the air. Everyone felt it. The mood was up. But she wasn't riding it. Not exactly.
She was gliding on something else—cool, controlled, quiet confidence layered like silk under armor.
She rounded the corner near the player entrance just as Jalen stepped out of the locker room, towel slung around his neck, chain visible now that his jersey was off. He was mid-conversation with Zaccharie—half-laughing, half-coaching—but the second he saw her, something shifted.
His posture straightened. Eyes locked.
Zaccharie peeled off with a knowing grin.
Theresa didn't stop walking. Didn't slow. She just passed by him—calm, steady, in total control—and let her fingers brush his forearm in the most casual, devastating way imaginable.
"Come over later," she said, low and effortless, just for him. "If you want."
It landed like a lit match.
Jalen blinked, barely catching the words before she was already a few steps past him.
He turned his head, watching her retreat with a look that was all heat and disbelief—like he'd just been hit by something he didn't see coming but wanted more of.
Theresa didn't look back. Didn't need to. She felt it. The way the power curled into her palms like it belonged there.
And for the first time that day—she smiled.
Just a little.
By the time she looped back toward the family lounge, her game face was still on—but the tension had softened around the edges. The win helped. The shift with Jalen helped more.
And then she saw her parents.
Her mom was mid-sentence when she spotted Theresa, waving her over with a bright, familiar smile. Her dad stood beside her, jacket folded over his arm, still glowing with the kind of pride only a parent could wear so effortlessly.
"There's our girl," he said, pulling her into a quick, one-armed hug.
Theresa let it happen—shoulders relaxing, guard dropping just enough to let the warmth in.
"You killed it tonight," her mom said. "I know you're not on the court, but don't act like we don't see you running the whole show."
Theresa huffed a soft laugh, brushing hair from her face. "I'm not doing that much."
"You're doing everything," her dad said, shaking his head affectionately. "Like always. Looked like a clean game. Our boy went off tonight."
Theresa smirked. "He always does when he's got an audience."
"Damn right he does."
Speak of the devil. Trae slid into the hallway like he hadn't just sprinted full-court for the better part of an hour—fresh sweatshirt, damp curls, tired eyes that still carried a flicker of adrenaline.
"Man," he said, grinning as he approached. "Y'all see me?"
"We saw you," their mom said, pulling him into a hug next. "You were out there acting like you had something to prove."
"Always do," he said, then turned to Theresa. "Thirty-six."
"You said thirty-five," she muttered.
"I'm overachiever," he shot back with a grin. "Anyway, y'all ready? Reservation's in fifteen. Don't make me call and lie."
Theresa blinked. "You actually made one?"
"Please," he scoffed. "Mom made it. I just pretended like I had input."
Their mom rolled her eyes fondly. "You had one job. And that was remembering the time."
"I remembered!" Trae protested, holding the door open. "We're here, aren't we?"
Theresa shook her head as she followed them out.
They stepped out into the night as a unit—Theresa and Trae flanking their parents like a two-person security detail, wind brushing at the edges of their jackets. The city lights stretched out ahead, traffic murmuring low in the distance, the pulse of Atlanta wrapping around them like a steady drumbeat.
They didn't talk much on the drive. The kind of silence they carried was soft, well-worn, filled with the kind of comfort that didn't demand words.
The restaurant was tucked on a side street near Ponce—dim lighting, exposed brick, wood tables already glowing with warm candlelight. No cameras. No crowds. Just the quiet clink of silverware and the low hum of music pulsing from the speakers overhead.
They ordered family-style—plates passed around, sauce-stained napkins piling up, Dad stealing bites off everyone's plate like it was tradition. Mom asked about Serena. Trae complained about his knees. Dad asked if she'd been sleeping enough, then immediately asked again after she didn't answer fast enough the first time.
She rolled her eyes. "I'm good, Dad."
"You always say that," he said.
"But this time," she said, lifting her glass halfway, "I mean it."
They talked about everything but the game.
Old stories. Inside jokes. Who used to eat all the cereal and deny it (Trae). Which one of them could still win a footrace (Trae said him, their dad said "not with those knees"). Their mom rolled her eyes and called them both dramatic.
Theresa watched them, listened to the rhythm of their laughter and the familiar shape of her family around the table.
She didn't realize how much she'd needed this. Until now.
"Hey," Trae said at one point, catching her eye across the table, voice low. "You really good?"
Theresa held his gaze. Then nodded. "I think so."
It wasn't everything. But it was honest.
Trae leaned back, satisfied. "Good."
When the check came, Trae grabbed it. Their dad tried to argue. Lost.
"I get to feel important for once," Trae said, smug. "Just say thank you and tell me I'm your favorite."
"You're definitely someone's favorite," Theresa muttered.
The walk back to the car was easy—cool air brushing past them, their mom humming something under her breath, their dad pointing out a bakery he wanted to try next time.
Theresa stayed a step behind, letting their voices drift around her like warmth in the cold. The kind of quiet joy that didn't need to be touched to be felt.
"—We're not getting pastries at ten in the morning," their mom was saying.
"I didn't say we, I said me," their dad replied, smug. "Y'all can sleep in. I'll be out living."
Trae groaned. "You're the reason my alarm has trust issues."
Theresa laughed softly, the sound slipping out before she could hold it in. Her mom looked over her shoulder at her, like she'd been waiting for that exact moment all night.
"You coming with us?" she asked.
Theresa shook her head gently. "I'll walk. I've got a few things to finish up."
Her mom didn't question it. Just reached over and fixed the collar of her jacket like she couldn't help herself. "Alright. But you know where we are."
"I know."
Trae looped an arm around her shoulders as they reached the car. "You sure you're not gonna cry 'cause I paid for dinner?"
"I'm more likely to cry because I let you eat half my gnocchi," she said, nudging him off. "Be grateful."
"Oh, I am," he said, throwing his hands up in surrender. "I'm counting my blessings and my stats."
Their dad beeped the car doors open. "Text us when you get home, alright?"
"I will."
They all filed into the car, doors closing one by one, muffling the chatter. Theresa stood on the sidewalk for a beat longer, letting the engine turn over, watching the taillights fade down the block.
The night air slipped under her collar, crisp and sobering. Her boots echoed against the pavement as she walked, the silence stretching wide again—but not heavy.
Theresa zipped her jacket all the way up and turned the corner, hands tucked into her pockets. Downtown Atlanta glowed around her—warm storefronts, a soft breeze sweeping through the trees, the occasional rush of a car passing by on a quiet street. Her boots clicked steadily against the sidewalk. She knew the route home by heart.
Ten blocks. Enough distance to unwind the coil in her chest one step at a time.
She passed the little bookstore Serena liked, the one with the crooked sign and the window full of handwritten staff picks. Lights were still on inside, even though they were technically closed. She paused for half a second, then kept going.
She passed a group of kids laughing on a corner, a couple sharing a cigarette outside a bar, a man playing a saxophone near the park, his case open for tips and dreams. Everything felt a little softer at this hour—edges blurred, noise reduced to a hum.
By the time she reached her block, her muscles had eased and her heartbeat had slowed. She climbed the stairs to her building, keyed in the code, and stepped inside. The hallway smelled like old carpet and someone else's takeout. She didn't mind. It was familiar. Steady.
Inside her apartment, the silence greeted her like an old friend. She didn't turn on the lights. Just slipped out of her jacket, left her boots by the door, and padded into the kitchen. She poured herself a glass of water. Sipped it slowly. Let the night settle around her like a second skin.
Her phone buzzed once in her pocket, but she didn't check it. Not yet.
She walked to the window instead, pressing her fingertips to the cold glass, watching the city move beneath her.
She didn't feel unsettled anymore. Not exactly. She just felt... waiting.
And then—
Three short knocks.
She set the glass down, crossed the floor, and opened the door without checking the peephole.
Jalen stood there. Sweatshirt pulled low over his head, hands tucked in the pocket, jaw set like he didn't trust himself to speak first. His eyes dragged over her—slow, reverent, unsure.
She tilted her head, one hand still on the doorknob. "You came."
"You told me to," he said, voice lower than usual. Rough around the edges.
"I said if."
A pause. Then: "Didn't feel like a maybe."
Theresa shifted her weight from one hip to another. "You coming in or just gonna stand there making me feel powerful?"
That got a breath of a laugh out of him. Then he stepped forward, enough to tower over her. Neither of them spoke, just looked at each other, talking with their eyes. The air between them was too much—too close, too still, too everything.
Jalen stood just a few inches from her now, hands still buried in the front pocket of his hoodie like he didn't trust them. His eyes flicked over her face once, then dropped to her mouth, then back up—hesitant, unreadable.
Theresa shifted first, weight leaning slightly into one hip like she was about to say something—but the words never came. Instead, her hand lifted halfway—like she meant to reach for him and thought better of it. Then, after a second, she did it anyway.
Her fingers brushed the hem of his sweatshirt, then the side of his wrist, slow and uncertain. Jalen held his breath. They were close enough now to feel each other's exhales. Close enough that the space between them wasn't really space anymore.
Her eyes searched his for a second longer—some unspoken question threading through the tension—and then she tiptoed and kissed him.
It wasn't polished. It wasn't perfect.
It was cautious, almost shy—like she didn't know what to do with her mouth when it wasn't spitting sarcasm or denial.
And still, it landed like a match on dry kindling.
Jalen went still, just for a breath, then tilted into her with something deeper—answering, anchoring. The kiss turned warm. Familiar in seconds. Like they'd both been holding their breath for this without knowing it.
When they broke apart, it was quiet again. Theresa finally stepped aside to let him through and he walked past without a word. She licked her lips and shut the door.
This was new.
They'd never greeted each other like this. Never had a moment that sat quite like this one did—slow and suspended, all edges and almosts.
And yet. It didn't feel wrong. Just unfamiliar.
Theresa turned from the door slowly, the soft click of the latch slipping into place behind her like the final punctuation on something she hadn't quite decided to name.
Jalen was already halfway into the living room, standing there like he didn't know what to do with himself—shoulders tense, jaw locked, hands still buried in his hoodie pocket like they were under strict orders not to move.
She watched him from the threshold for a moment, eyes adjusting to the low light, the shape of him familiar and strange all at once. He belonged here. He didn't. He always had. He never really did.
"You want water or something?" she asked, voice too casual, too careful.
He looked at her then, that slow shift of his gaze cutting through the hush in the room like it could undo everything already unraveling inside her. "Sure," he said. "Water's good."
Theresa nodded once and moved toward the kitchen again, feet bare, steps quiet. She grabbed a second glass and filled it slowly, like buying herself time.
Behind her, she heard him sit—couch cushions shifting, a low exhale pushed into the silence. She carried the glass back over and handed it to him without a word. Their fingers brushed. Brief. Barely.
Jalen took it with a soft "Thanks," and she sat beside him—carefully, like the air still hadn't settled after what just happened.
For a few seconds, all that existed between them was the low hum of the city outside the window and the shallow clink of ice against glass.
Theresa leaned back against the cushions, arms folded, one knee bent under her. "So," she said.
Jalen smiled faintly without looking at her. "So."
Another beat.
"I wasn't expecting that," he said, voice quieter now. "Not that I'm complaining."
"I wasn't either," she admitted. Then added, "Kind of felt like I had to."
Jalen turned his head toward her, one eyebrow raised. "Had to?"
Theresa met his gaze. Calm. Blunt. "You looked like you didn't know if you were allowed."
That hit somewhere in his expression. Softened something. "I didn't," he said honestly.
"Good thing I did, then."
He laughed once under his breath, low and surprised. "You really gonna act like that wasn't a moment?"
She shrugged, but it didn't land clean. Her chest felt tighter now, heavier. "It was... a beginning. I think."
They didn't move for a long time after that—just sat there side by side in the soft, steady quiet, glasses half-full, limbs just barely grazing.
This wasn't a victory. It wasn't a confession. It wasn't even safe. But it was honest.
They sat like that—shoulders close, words light, the weight of what had just happened hanging quiet between them. Eventually, Theresa uncrossed her arms. Not to reach for him. Not yet. Just to breathe a little easier.
"We've never done that before," she said.
Jalen's eyes flicked up. "The kiss?"
She nodded, mouth pressed into a thin line. "It felt... weird."
"Yeah," he said, not defensive. Just honest. "But not bad."
Theresa studied his face—his jaw, his eyes, the slope of his cheekbone like she hadn't already memorized it in a hundred passing glances. "We don't kiss hello."
Jalen held her gaze. "We do now."
That made something tug in her chest.
He didn't reach for her. Didn't move any closer. Just let the words hang there, soft and solid and terrifying in their simplicity.
Theresa exhaled and looked away. She wasn't sure what to do with that.
Jalen leaned forward slightly, resting his elbows on his knees, voice quieter now. "You regret it?"
"No." That part was easy. Immediate. She didn't even blink.
His head tilted, eyes narrowing just a little. "You scared of wanting something from me?"
She didn't answer right away. Because how could she tell him she wanted everything without scaring him away?
Instead, softly: "I'm scared of wanting anything I can't trust to stay."
He let that sink in. Didn't argue. Didn't try to fix it. Just watched her. Still. Quiet. Like maybe he understood exactly what she meant—even if he didn't know what to do with it yet.
Then, slowly, he set the glass down on the table and leaned back again. Not away. Not distant. Just... thoughtful.
Theresa stayed still beside him, arms folded again, gaze aimed somewhere near the far wall like it was safer than looking at him directly.
"Come here," Jalen said after a second. Barely above a whisper. More of a suggestion than a request.
She glanced at him.
He didn't smile. Didn't joke. Just opened his arms slightly, warm and tentative, like he was offering shelter instead of touch.
Theresa didn't move at first. Then—without a word—she shifted.
She leaned into him. Let her head rest lightly against his shoulder, her hand settling against the side of his chest like she wasn't entirely convinced he was real. Jalen slid his arm around her, slow and sure, palm flat against her back.
They sat like that for a beat.
Then he moved again—gently, deliberately, like he'd done it a hundred times before. He twisted toward her just enough to shift their weight, easing her down into the cushions as he followed, stretching out across the couch until he was half on top of her, half beside her. One arm still around her waist. One hand braced near her head. His face close.
Close enough that her breath hitched once in her throat before settling.
Theresa blinked up at him, arms still unsure of what they were allowed to do. He didn't crowd her. Didn't push. Just hovered in her space like he'd wait there forever if she asked.
"This okay?" he murmured, voice soft and low.
She nodded once. Then slid her hand up to rest against his back. "Yeah."
So he stayed like that. Let his weight settle over her slowly, carefully, until his cheek was against her shoulder and her fingers were tracing small circles over the fabric of his hoodie.
When she tilted her head just enough to rest her cheek against his curls, eyes fluttering shut, she felt something in her chest unclench.
For the first time in a long time, she wasn't performing calm. She wasn't holding anything up. She just... let herself be held.
And Jalen didn't move. Didn't speak. He just stayed there with her.
Like maybe he was finally beginning to understand.
The TV played low in the background—something slow and cinematic, the kind of movie networks aired after midnight when no one was really watching. A distant hum of dialogue and music drifted across the room, soft enough to feel like static.
Theresa thought maybe Jalen was watching. His body was still relaxed against hers, cheek resting near her collarbone, one arm draped around her waist like he wasn't in a hurry to let go. He hadn't spoken in a while. Neither had she. But the silence wasn't empty. It was full of everything they hadn't figured out how to say yet.
She shifted slightly, fingertips still brushing gentle circles along the fabric of his hoodie. His breathing had slowed. The weight of him was steady. Warm. Human.
She could've stayed like that forever.
But then—he shifted.
Lifted his head just enough to break the rhythm they'd found. Not rushed. Not tense. Just... certain.
"Theresa, can I..." then he hesitated, voice rough from how long he'd been quiet, like the words didn't quite want to leave his mouth, but he had to let them go anyway. "Could I spend the night?"
Theresa's heart kicked in sync with the chiming of her phone. The sound broke between them like a dropped glass and she reached for it automatically, grateful for the excuse, thumb swiping across the screen to check the notification. An Instagram DM.
melo: told your brother i'm waiting on that rematch yet?
Chapter 20: Crossed Wires
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
What was Theresa thinking? Texting LaMelo Ball while Jalen was half asleep on her chest like this was some romcom with a death wish.
Of course it was him that messaged. Always knowing exactly when to make it worse. Like he had some sixth sense for when her life was finally—barely—starting to make sense.
She didn't answer right away. Mostly because she was too busy trying not to throw her phone across the room. And because Jalen—warm, soft, here— was looking expectantly at her, waiting for an answer.
Theresa blinked once, then again. She willed her expression to stay neutral, let her phone fall face down on the arm rest beside her like it didn't mean anything. She looked down at Jalen then—at the weight of him across her, the softness in his jaw when he was too tired to hold anything back.
"Yeah," she said quietly, running her hand over the back of his hoodie in slow, grounding strokes. "You can stay."
She felt his whole body settle at that. Like it mattered more than either of them would say out loud. Jalen exhaled once, deep and easy. Then he melted further into her side, already halfway back to sleep.
She waited a beat or two before reaching for her phone again.
melo: told your brother i'm waiting on that rematch yet?
Theresa stared at it for one long, unbearable second. Heat bloomed low in her spine—irritation, she told herself. Just irritation. Her thumb hovered over the keyboard longer than it should've. Then typed:
theresayoung: tell him yourself.
theresayoung: or you scared of a little pressure?
She hit send before she could think better of it. The second message was stupid. Reckless. A live wire disguised as banter.
Then turned her phone over again, screen down, heart pounding. Her hand stayed on the back of Jalen's hoodie like an anchor. Like maybe if she kept him close, it would slow the spiral.
It didn't.
She could feel the burn of that message even through the screen. Like it was still vibrating in her palm. Like the three dots might show up any second and take her out.
Theresa leaned her head back against the couch, eyes tracing the ceiling like it held some kind of escape route. Jalen shifted in his sleep, a low sound rumbling in his chest. Her fingers kept moving—slow, soft circles over his back.
She should've let it go. Blocked LaMelo and buried the moment.
But no. She replied. She engaged.
Because some feral part of her wanted him to know she wasn't avoiding him.
And worse—wanted him to know she wasn't backing out.
Jalen murmured something again, nuzzling further into her chest, breath warm where it hit her collarbone. She closed her eyes. Tried to match her breathing to his. Pretended her heart wasn't trying to beat its way out of her ribcage.
Then her phone buzzed again. Of course it did.
God help her.
She didn't even need to look. Her body already knew it was him. A ripple of nerves rolled under her skin as she turned the phone over.
melo: that an invite?
Theresa's jaw tightened. What the hell was he doing?
She glanced down at Jalen, still breathing steady against her. Still warm. Still here. Theresa pressed her lips together so hard it almost hurt. Her thumb hovered again. She knew better. She really, really did.
She swiped up anyway.
theresayoung: do you ever stop
melo: not when you're this fun
melo: you looked at me different yesterday
Her mouth parted slightly. A sharp breath hitched in her throat. She pressed her phone tighter against her chest like that might contain the emotional combustion.
Then, slowly, she typed:
theresayoung: i wasn't looking at you
melo: that's your story?
melo: and you flicked me off like it was personal
theresayoung: you are personal. unfortunately.
melo: good
theresayoung: no
melo: yes
She stared at that last message. A single word. Simple. Feral. Like he liked being a problem. Like he was daring her to do something about it.
She muted the thread before she could get pulled deeper. Tossed the phone beside her again.
Jalen stirred slightly in his sleep, arms tightening around her waist.
But it didn't stop buzzing. Because of course it didn't.
She ignored it. For two full seconds. Then turned it over anyway.
melo: admit it. you missed me.
theresayoung: missed the headache maybe
melo: bet you smiled
theresayoung: bet you're delusional
melo: that's not a no
melo: send a selfie if you're brave
Theresa blinked, then squinted like the light of the screen might burn her retinas out through sheer audacity. Jalen, still pressed against her side, hadn't moved. But she could feel her own pulse in her fingertips now, could feel the tension rising like smoke in her throat.
theresayoung: what do you want
melo: depends
melo: what are you wearing
Theresa almost dropped the phone for real that time.
Her jaw dropped instead. Her soul left her body. Her hand itched to throw the phone across the apartment. Not because it was scandalous—not exactly. But because it was him. Because he knew exactly what to say to make her brain short-circuit.
Jalen shifted against her now, mumbling something half-asleep. One of his hands slid under the hem of the hoodie, curling warm against her hip like he was trying to stake some claim without knowing there was a threat in the room—namely, her phone. Her own damn choices.
She inhaled sharply and typed back.
theresayoung: block's right there.
theresayoung: might wanna use it before you embarrass yourself
She didn't mean it. Not really.
The phone buzzed again instantly.
melo: i'm already embarrassed
melo: you're talking like you don't like it
Her teeth clenched.
theresayoung: you're exhausting
melo: and you're still responding
She didn't answer that. Maybe only because Jalen let out a sigh. Then sat up slightly, eyes squinting in the low light, curls falling over his forehead, his hand already reaching. Without even looking at the screen, he picked up her phone and set it face down on the coffee table with the kind of finality that didn't ask permission.
"Jesus," he muttered, voice still scratchy with sleep. "You've been huffing and puffing for like half an hour. I don't care if it's Serena having a crisis or Trae forgot his password again or the ghost of your last PR disaster or whoever." His eyes finally found hers, sharp despite the sleep still clinging to him. "Whatever it is, it can wait."
Theresa didn't move. She just stared at him. At the weight of his body pressed half against hers, his palm now flat on her thigh, grounding. Quiet. Present.
"Let's go to bed," he said, softer this time. Not demanding. Not loaded. Just... there.
"Yeah," she said, voice quiet. "Okay."
He leaned forward, pressed a kiss to her temple, then stood and stretched—shirt lifting just enough to show a sliver of skin before it fell back into place. He waited, hand extended, and she let him help her up even though she didn't need the help.
They moved in silence through the apartment. Her bedroom door clicked softly shut behind them. Jalen moved first—pulling his hoodie over his head in one fluid motion, revealing the long, lean lines of his back under a plain black tee. He didn't say anything, just tossed the hoodie over the chair in the corner like he'd done it before.
Like he belonged.
Theresa stayed still near the door for a second longer than she meant to. Then moved. Peeled off the hoodie and folded it without thinking. Pulled on a tee, tied her hair up. Her phone was still out there—back in the living room, still buzzing. Probably.
Jalen turned to her, standing at the edge of the bed now. He didn't reach for her. Just asked, quietly, "You okay?"
Theresa nodded. "Yeah."
He searched her face for a moment, like he didn't quite believe her. Then stepped back, lifted the edge of the comforter, and climbed in—body folding easy into the space like he was built for it.
Theresa moved after him. Slower. Slid into bed beside him without a word. He reached for her the way he always did—arm curled around her waist, his chest pressed gently to her back, like a question and a promise all in one.
"You sure?" he asked, voice muffled into her shoulder.
She swallowed. "Yeah."
Another beat passed. Then he tucked his face into her neck and whispered, "Thanks for letting me stay."
She closed her eyes. Her throat felt too full to answer.
Jalen had been still for a while. Too still. His arm around her hadn't moved, not even to adjust. His breath stayed soft against the curve of her neck, and his weight was warm behind her, grounding in the way that only someone who trusted you completely could be.
But Theresa? Theresa was wide awake.
She stared at the wall, eyes unfocused, the moonlight cutting pale shapes across the floor. Her body was perfectly still, but inside—inside was chaos. Full tilt. No brakes.
She'd tried to breathe through it. Tried to match his rhythm. Let the warmth of his body calm the noise in her head. But it didn't work. Not tonight.
She hadn't moved in twenty minutes.
But her brain had.
She couldn't stop replaying it. The messages. The smirk she didn't even see but could still feel. Her own damn fingers betraying her. The way it all made her feel more alive and more out of control than anything had in a long time.
That's not a no.
Send a selfie if you're brave.
What are you wearing.
Her mouth twitched.
God, he was insufferable.
But something else sparked beneath the irritation—a flicker of adrenaline that didn't come from anger. A buzz that came from the fact that he had the nerve to say it. That he meant it. That if she responded, she knew he wouldn't stop.
She squeezed her eyes shut again, teeth pressing into her lower lip until the impulse faded.
Her body had gone rigid the second Jalen took the phone from her. But now, tucked against him like this, she couldn't tell if the tension was leaving... or just settling in deeper.
She wasn't even sure what she felt. Guilt? No. That wasn't it. Something closer to madness. The kind of emotional vertigo that made you feel like you were leaning over the edge of a rooftop and wanted to jump just to know if you'd land.
A slow inhale behind her. A shift in the mattress.
"You're still awake," Jalen said, voice low and hoarse in the dark. Not accusing. Just... present.
Theresa blinked. "So are you."
"Couldn't sleep." His thumb moved in a lazy, grounding stroke across her waist. "Felt you thinking too loud."
She exhaled slowly. "Sorry."
"You don't have to be." A pause. Then, softer, "You wanna talk about it?"
"No."
She felt him nod against her hair, just once. "Okay."
Silence again.
Then, soft and careful, like he was choosing each word: "...is it something I did?"
The question didn't land with guilt. Just weight. The kind that sat low in her chest and made it hard to breathe.
Theresa swallowed hard. "No. It's not you."
Jalen was quiet for a second. Then: "Okay."
And he meant it. No push. No follow-up. Just belief and trust.
She hated how much that hurt.
He pressed a kiss to the back of her shoulder, barely there, like punctuation at the end of something unspoken. His arm stayed around her. His breathing stayed even.
But her mind? Still spiraling.
Because if she wanted to, she could make it about him too.
Not because he'd hurt her—not exactly. Jalen didn't deal in cruelty. He didn't play games, not the obvious ones. He was good to her. Good with her. Warm, present, easy.
That was the problem.
It was too easy to fall into this rhythm. Too easy to let him stay. To let him kiss her and hold her and text her you good? like that counted as connection.
Because he never said what they were.
He never claimed her. Never introduced her as anything more than T or Young or my girl when he wanted to sound close without actually meaning it. He never pulled her into his side at team dinners. Never corrected anyone when they assumed she was just around. Never reached for her hand unless no one was looking.
He made her feel everything without offering a name for it. For a while, that had been enough. She didn't ask. She didn't press. She let the silence between them do the defining—casual, loose, unspoken.
Their time on the road trip was different. She thought they were making progress. It felt like progress.
The late-night diner in New York. The kiss in Boston. The day in Miami. The way he looked at her like he actually saw her. The way he said "Not a date. Unless you want it to be." The way he held her all night, soft and steady, no pretense, no expectations.
That version of Jalen made her believe maybe—maybe—he was finally choosing her. But now they were back in Atlanta and things had gone back to... normal.
No label. No clarity. No shift.
Just him on her couch again. Him in her bed again. Him, warm and real and right here—but still not hers.
And maybe she was the idiot for thinking the road changed anything. Maybe the soft parts didn't count unless he was willing to say them out loud. He didn't ask what she thought or what she wanted. Just started acting like nothing had changed. Like she hadn't let him in further than she ever meant to.
Maybe she should've said something. Should've looked him in the eye and said "You can't keep doing this. You can't keep making it feel like more and pretending it's less."
But she didn't. Because if she asked, and he hesitated—even for a second—she didn't know if she'd survive it.
So she let him back in without the questions. Let him stay. Let him kiss her like it meant something and call her "T" like it didn't.
Her eyes burned. Her throat ached. Her phone—still out in the living room—was probably quiet now. LaMelo had finally stopped texting. Or maybe he hadn't. Maybe there were five more messages waiting for her. Maybe one of them said you up? just to spite her.
She didn't know. Didn't check. Couldn't check.
"You still thinking loud," Jalen murmured against her neck, sleep tugging at his voice. "What's going on in that head?"
She hesitated. Everything inside her braced. She almost said it.
I want you to want me for real.
Instead, she whispered, "Do you ever think we're too casual for this to matter?"
Jalen tensed, just slightly. "What do you mean?"
"This," she said, gesturing vaguely between their tangled limbs. "Nights like this. Mornings like tomorrow. Do they... mean something to you?"
Another beat of silence. Long enough to count the spaces between her ribs.
"Of course they do."
"Then why don't we talk about it?"
He exhaled. "Because I didn't know you wanted to."
Theresa went still.
"That's the thing," she said quietly. "I always want to. I just stopped thinking it'd change anything."
Jalen shifted behind her. Not away—closer. His hand moved gently, curling at her waist.
"Then let's talk," he said. "Right now. If you want to."
She closed her eyes. Did she want to? Yes.
No.
Maybe.
What she really wanted was for him to say it first. To take the weight of her feelings and hold them like they were his too. But that wasn't who Jalen was. He waited for her to draw the lines. He never crossed any unless she told him it was safe. And she didn't know if it ever would be.
So instead of answering, she rolled to face him. Met his eyes in the half-dark.
"You don't have to stay tonight," she said softly. "If it's just habit."
Jalen blinked. "It's not."
"You sure?"
He stared at her. Then reached up, thumb brushing the side of her face.
"I stay," he said, "because I want you. Not because I don't know how to leave."
Her breath caught.
It wasn't a confession. Not really. But it was something.
She nodded, just barely. "Okay."
Then curled back into his chest like it didn't cost her anything.
But it did.
Meanwhile, in Charlotte LaMelo stared at his phone like it had betrayed him.
The screen was still open to the chat, Theresa's name glowing at the top like a dare. Still no reply. Still on read.
He'd waited—three minutes, then ten. Then locked the phone. Opened it again. Nothing.
He didn't even mean to text her. Not really. Not at first.
It started as a joke—something about the game, about Trae. He typed it out half-lazy, half-curious, just to see if she'd bite.
She did. And then she bit back. Smart mouth. Sharp fingers. Same girl who stared him down like she meant it and then flipped him off like it was personal.
He refreshed the chat again. Nothing. No typing bubble. No comeback. No selfie. No insult.
Just... nothing.
He stared at the screen like he could will her to respond. She was still online—he checked. Not obsessively, just... enough. But the read receipts stopped cold right after she told him to block her.
theresayoung: you're exhausting.
melo: and you're still responding.
He'd grinned at that. Couldn't help it. But she wasn't responding anymore.
He leaned back against his headboard, jaw tight, phone clutched loosely in his hand. The light from the screen painted sharp angles across his face, but his eyes were unreadable.
"She smiled," he muttered to himself, like saying it out loud made it more true. "She had to have."
He scrolled back through the thread, thumb resting just above her message:
theresayoung: bet you're delusional
God, she was annoying. And addictive.
His phone buzzed.
He looked down—reflex, hope flaring fast.
It wasn't her. Just a dumb ESPN alert. He swore under his breath, tossed the phone across the bed like it burned him, then dragged both hands over his face.
Maybe he shouldn't have messaged her at all. Maybe he should've left it at the tunnel. Or the free throw station. Or when she flicked him off.
But no.
Something about her had been off-limits for so long that now it just felt inevitable.
He flopped back onto the pillows, one arm stretched across his forehead like he was trying to block out his own thoughts. They kept coming anyway.
The sound of her voice, clipped and annoyed. The way she stared at him like he was a problem she was tired of solving—and still kept solving him anyway.
Tell your brother I'm waiting on that rematch.
That was supposed to be it. That was supposed to be the last word.
He shouldn't have sent that last message. He knew that. But he also knew—knew—that if she really wanted him gone, she would've blocked him a long time ago.
She told him to. But she didn't. That was saying something.
The chat was still open. Still hanging there like unfinished business. He reread the things he sent—you're talking like you don't like it—and had the decency to wince this time. Not because he regretted it. But because the silence that followed was louder than it should've been.
He let his head fall back against the headrest. Closed his eyes. God, what the hell was he doing?
Theresa Young was off-limits. Everyone knew that. Not officially, maybe. But enough that the looks were already starting. Enough that Trae might throw him into traffic if he ever found out he set his mind to push his sister's buttons.
And she was with someone else. Kinda.
Sorta.
Maybe.
He didn't know.
He hadn't seen anything to know for sure. But he wasn't stupid. The way she looked at Jalen on the sideline? The way she didn't look at him in the hallway? Yeah. She was definitely with him. Or at least, into him.
That kiss at the Foundation Dinner hadn't been casual—not from her.
LaMelo grabbed the phone again, opened their chat. Stared at it for a second longer than necessary. Then he closed the app. Tossed the phone again—further this time. Let it bounce off the far end of the bed and land on the carpet.
God, he should've shut up. Should've never sent that last one. Should've known better.
But she made him forget better. Made him reckless. Made him want to be a problem.
He muttered another curse and pushed up off the bed again.
Pacing now. Shirtless. Barefoot. Heart pounding with a kind of frustration that had nothing to do with basketball and everything to do with a girl who wasn't supposed to matter.
LaMelo cracked his neck, cracked his knuckles. She'd gone quiet, but he knew better.
Theresa Young didn't shut up because she had nothing to say. She shut up because she didn't trust herself to say it.
Which meant he was getting to her.
Which meant he was winning.
He grinned—sharp, crooked, amused with himself.
Then typed one last message, eyes gleaming as he hit send:
melo: sweet dreams, trouble.
Notes:
Theresa said "you can stay" to Jalen then turned around and texted another man over his sleeping body. Like this isn't the exact scenario that gets you cursed by the romcom gods and struck down by karma in four business days.
This girl is LIVING ON THE EDGE.
We're all going to hell and LaMelo Ball is driving the getaway car. See you there. 😇
Chapter 21: Controlled Detonations
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Theresa was cold when she woke up. Not from the room, but from the absence—like warmth had once wrapped around her and slipped away quietly in the night.
The room was dim, pale light spilling through the blinds in fractured stripes. Her eyes adjusted slowly. The sheets beside her were still rumpled, but empty. Still faintly warm, but cooling fast. She lay still for a moment, eyes on the ceiling, limbs heavy with something that felt like loss but wasn't quite.
Jalen was gone.
That was her first thought. Not dramatically. No slammed doors, no goodbye note, no breathless silence. Just... gone. The way people leave when they think it's safer not to wake you.
She exhaled slowly, pressing a hand over her eyes. The silence was too loud. Her skin felt too tight. Her thoughts were a mess.
She didn't remember falling asleep. Not really. One minute, she'd been curled into him, trying not to think. The next, it was morning. And now? She was alone.
Again.
Her eyes flicked to the bedroom door. Still shut. Her phone was probably out there—on the coffee table, face down, full of sins and silence.
She didn't want to look. Didn't want to know what LaMelo sent last. Didn't want to see if Jalen texted anything. Some dumb excuse or whatever.
She blinked slowly, adjusting to the new vacancy around her. The air felt thinner somehow. Like something had been carried out with him.
Her hand found the pillow beside her. Pressed into it. Still held the shape of him, barely. Then she pulled the comforter tighter around her shoulders like that might make up for what was missing.
It didn't.
She stayed there a second longer, before finally peeling back the blanket and swinging her legs over the edge of the bed. The floor was cool against her feet. Reality even cooler.
Then—a sound. The clatter of cabinets. A faint clink of dishes.
Her brows knit, and for a second her brain offered only one possible explanation:
"Serena," she muttered aloud, dragging herself out of bed. "If you broke in here again just to steal my iced coffee—"
She padded down the hallway in mismatched socks, still pulling her hair into a halfhearted tie. But when she turned the corner into the kitchen, it wasn't Serena standing at the stove.
It was Jalen.
Barefoot. Hoodie sleeves shoved up to his elbows. Moving around like he did that every morning.
Her breath caught.
He didn't see her at first—he was too focused on flipping something in a pan, back to the hallway, humming quietly to himself.
For a second, she just stood there. Watching him. Trying to understand the tight coil of emotion in her chest—relief, maybe. Or something dangerously close to tenderness.
He stayed. And he was making breakfast. Like it was easy.
Like it meant nothing.
Like it meant everything.
Theresa stood at the edge of the kitchen, the soft hum of the refrigerator and the sizzle from the pan grounding her in the present. Jalen moved with a quiet confidence, flipping pancakes with practiced ease, the aroma of cinnamon and vanilla wafting through the air.
He turned, a smile tugging at the corners of his lips as he caught sight of her. "Morning," he greeted, his voice warm and slightly raspy.
"Morning," she replied, her voice barely above a whisper. She wrapped her arms around herself, the oversized hoodie she wore swallowing her frame.
Jalen gestured to the table, where two plates were already set. "I made breakfast. Hope you're hungry."
She nodded, then crossed the apartment slowly, the comfort of the morning cut sharp by the weight of her curiosity. Her phone was right where she left it—face down on the edge of the coffee table, exactly where Jalen had placed it the night before like some kind of emotional landmine.
She hesitated.
Then picked it up.
One glance at the screen and her breath caught—LaMelo. Of course. Still the last message. Still pinned like a taunt.
melo: sweet dreams, trouble
Theresa scoffed.
Softly. Quietly. Like she didn't want Jalen to hear her from the kitchen.
He was ridiculous. And clearly didn't know when to stop.
Her thumb hovered over the reply bar.
She shouldn't. She knew that. She knew she shouldn't. Not with Jalen a room away, flipping pancakes like it was nothing. Like this—whatever this was—could stay untouched if she just didn't press send.
But her brain was already spiraling in feral sarcasm.
Should she send him good morning, nuisance?
Should she ask if he was still up plotting chaos from his Charlotte lair? Ask if he meant the sweet dreams sincerely or if it was just another layered provocation wrapped in flirtation and ego?
She stared at the blinking cursor for one long, pointed second. Then turned the phone off entirely. No reply. Not now. Not ever.
Let him wonder. Let the silence speak louder than anything she could send.
Her grip loosened just slightly around the phone. Then she set it down again, this time further away—out of reach, out of sight. She straightened her spine, fixed her sleeves, and turned back toward the kitchen like she hadn't just contemplated texting the one person she absolutely shouldn't.
Back toward Jalen.
Back toward whatever this was.
She walked back into the kitchen slower this time. The scent of pancakes hit her first—cinnamon, warm sugar, something that felt almost dangerous in how gentle it was. Her guard was still up, even though she wasn't sure why. Even though nothing was technically wrong.
Jalen glanced over his shoulder just as she slid into the seat across from where he was plating. "You okay?" he asked, careful. Not pushing, but watching her with those eyes like he always did—like he noticed things.
Theresa just nodded, tucking her legs beneath the chair and pulling the sleeves of her hoodie down past her wrists. "Yeah. Just tired."
Jalen didn't push. He grabbed the syrup and set it on the table before taking the seat beside her, not across. Close, but not too close.
He watched her for a beat. Then smiled a little. "This is the least I could do."
She glanced up. "For what?"
He shrugged, half-laughing under his breath. "For not checking in on you the other day. For making it seem like it was only your fault we didn't see each other that day."
Theresa stabbed at her pancake with the side of her fork. "Oh. Well, we were both kind of busy..."
Jalen nodded. "Yeah. But I could've made more of an effort."
His voice was steady, but there was something unspoken buried under the words—an acknowledgment, maybe. Or guilt dressed up as casual accountability.
Theresa didn't answer right away. She kept her eyes on the pancake, carving slow, careful lines through the syrup like it might give her clarity. Her appetite was slow to catch up. Everything in her still felt suspended in that space between vulnerability and pretense.
Jalen rubbed the back of his neck, gaze flicking down to his plate. "I mean, you didn't wait for me after the game. But that's on me too. I should've asked you to."
Her fork paused mid-slice.
He looked up, met her eyes this time. "I guess I thought we were just... moving how we always do."
Theresa swallowed hard. "Maybe that's the problem."
It came out before she could stop it. Too sharp, too honest.
Jalen blinked, the words hitting him square. But to his credit, he didn't flinch. He just nodded slowly, like he was absorbing it instead of deflecting. Like he knew.
The silence stretched between them again—thicker now, heavier—but neither of them looked away. Theresa's fingers curled around her fork tighter.
Eventually, she said, "I don't want to keep score."
"I know." Jalen turned to her. "I don't wanna keep doing this if it's messing with your head, T."
She didn't answer right away. Just looked at him, all soft morning light and unshaven jaw and hoodie sleeves smudged with flour like he was trying to be domestic and detached at the same time.
"It's not just my head it's messing with," she said finally.
That was the most she'd admitted in weeks.
Jalen let out a breath through his nose. "Okay."
Then, quieter: "You want me to leave?"
"No," she said too fast. Then—again, slower, steady: "No."
His brow furrowed. "Then what do you want?"
She hesitated. Her fingers fidgeted with the edge of the napkin in her lap. "I don't know. I just want—"
You to mean it.
But she didn't say that out loud.
"I just don't want to feel like I'm the only one thinking about it," she said instead.
Jalen looked at her like he wanted to say something. Like maybe he had it in him. But whatever it was, it didn't come out. Instead, he reached for the syrup again and poured some over his plate with forced casualness.
"You're not," he said eventually.
And that was it.
Theresa picked at her pancakes, appetite fading. The air between them wasn't tense, exactly. Just too full of things unsaid. And things that were barely said.
Jalen nudged her plate gently with his knuckles. "You should eat."
She looked up. He was trying to be light again—playful, gentle, like he hadn't just opened a wound and left it halfway stitched.
"I am eating," she said, dry.
He grinned. "Liar."
That was how they carried on—awkward, careful, quiet. Two people pretending breakfast was just breakfast, like tension hadn't slid into the room with the syrup and the plates.
Across the room, Theresa's phone stayed dark. LaMelo—thank god—did not text again. But Jalen's phone buzzed against the counter, loud enough to slice through the almost-comfortable silence like a dull knife.
He didn't check it right away. Just side-eyed it as if the name alone gave him a headache. Then he sighed and leaned back in his chair, rubbing a hand over his face like he already regretted what came next.
"You have one attempt to guess who it is," he muttered.
She smiled. "Want me to answer?"
He laughed once—quiet, but real. "And heighten my chances of getting benched? No, thank you."
Theresa smirked. "You think he's calling as your teammate or your friend?"
"I'm late for practice again, so I'm guessing teammate first, executioner second," Jalen muttered, dragging a hand through his curls as the phone buzzed again.
Theresa grinned into her coffee. "You act like Trae's never late."
"Yeah, but when I'm late, it's a 'pattern.' When he's late, it's 'leadership fatigue.'"
She snorted. "You sound so bitter."
"I am bitter," he said, standing up and grabbing his phone with dramatic reluctance. "You try being micromanaged by your situationship's older brother every time you breathe near her."
Theresa raised a brow. "So we're calling it a situationship now?"
Jalen paused, thumb hovering over the screen. Then he glanced at her—half a smile, not quite sheepish. "I mean... what else would you call it?"
Her eyes didn't leave his. "Something you're not supposed to say out loud."
Jalen didn't answer, but something in his jaw tensed like he'd felt that one all the way through.
The phone buzzed again. This time, a text lit up the screen.
Trae: ur dead.
Then another.
Trae: if you're not on the court in ten minutes i'm calling her.
Then another.
Trae: and i will be annoying.
Jalens scoffed. "Why does he always thinks I'm with you whenever I'm late?"
"Because you are," she murmured into her cup.
Jalen narrowed his eyes, lips tugging into a crooked smile. "Yeah, well. Doesn't mean he has to be psychic about it."
Theresa raised an eyebrow, sipping her coffee without breaking eye contact. "He's not psychic. He's a hater."
Jalen laughed. "A hater and a brother. That's a dangerous combo."
The phone buzzed again.
Trae: 9 minutes now, jackass.
Theresa shook her head, smiling despite herself. Then, more softly, "He's just looking out."
"I know," Jalen said. "I respect it."
She glanced at him then, really looked—at the way he said it without resentment, at the way he still hadn't touched his phone again, even as Trae's name hovered in red on the screen.
There were worse signs. And better moments. Even if they weren't saying everything, some things were understood.
She took a sip of coffee, let the quiet settle again, this time without tension.
"You gonna call him back?" She asked.
Jalen grimaced. "Eventually."
Theresa gave him a lazy salute from her seat. "Tell him I said hi."
He grabbed his hoodie off the back of the chair and slipped it on in one motion, muttering something about sprints and death by conditioning drills. Then he gave the apartment one last glance—half reluctant, half resigned.
Theresa didn't move from her seat.
He hovered by the door, fingers curled around the handle.
"Go. Before he sends Zaccharie in with a whistle."
Jalen smiled. Then he opened the door and stepped out, pulling it shut behind him with a soft click.
Theresa sat still. The room, for the first time that morning, felt fully quiet. Not empty—but paused. Like something had been left mid-sentence.
She sipped her coffee again. Let the heat fill the space he'd just left behind.
And then—the door opened.
Fast. Quiet. Like whoever it was didn't want to give her time to react.
She didn't look up right away. Just said, flatly, "Forgot something?"
Footsteps padded back into the kitchen. She finally raised her eyes.
Jalen.
Backlit in the hallway light. Hoodie half-zipped, curls a mess, phone still clutched in one hand.
He didn't say anything at first. Just looked at her—really looked at her. Like he'd been thinking about it since the moment he left.
Then he stepped forward, slow but sure.
"Yeah," he said, voice low. "This."
And then he leaned in and kissed her.
It wasn't sharp. It wasn't rushed. It was soft—anchored. The kind of kiss that knew exactly what it was doing.
Theresa stilled for half a second, breath caught somewhere between surprise and something far more dangerous.
Then her hands found his hoodie, curling into the fabric. She kissed him back. Just once. Just enough.
Then she pulled away.
"Go," she said, voice quiet. "Before he murders you."
Jalen grinned, wide this time. "Worth it."
And then—finally, really this time—he left.
The door clicked behind him, but it didn't feel like absence anymore. Not this time.
Theresa sat back down, fingertips brushing over her lips once before she reached for her coffee again. Still warm.
So was she.
She sat at the table a little while longer. Let the silence settle again. This time, it didn't feel heavy. Just quiet.
She finished her coffee. Cleaned up the dishes. Threw the rest of the pancakes into the trash because she couldn't stomach them cold.
Then she got ready for the day. Because tonight? There was another game. And Serena was already blowing up her phone with:
Serena: IS IT TRUE I'M SITTING WITH ZACCH TONIGHT
Theresa smiled, just barely, and typed:
Theresa: he's not that bad
Serena: u sound like a mother defending her chaotic toddler
Theresa: i literally am
Serena: he better bring snacks. and not the weird french ones this time
Theresa: he's literally French
Serena: ok and??? cultural snacks are not exempt from judgment
Theresa snorted softly, pulling on her hoodie and tying her sneakers as her phone lit up with another message.
Serena: also. WHERE is the tea. you disappeared. jalen disappeared. i know math.
Theresa: there is no tea.
Serena: girl.
Serena: tea is boiling. i can smell it from midtown.
Theresa: you're unwell
Serena: and you're deflecting
Theresa didn't respond right away. She stared at the screen, thumb hovering over the keyboard, brain flickering back to the kiss. The slow, steady way Jalen had looked at her before leaving. The way she hadn't flinched this time. The way it hadn't felt like a lie.
Instead of feeding Serena's chaos, she just typed:
Theresa: i'll see you tonight
Serena: that's NOT a denial
Serena: you think i won't interrogate you during halftime?
Theresa: i think you'll do it during tip-off
Serena: you know me so well 😌💋
Theresa rolled her eyes and tossed the phone onto the couch cushion, letting it rest there for a second. Then she stood, grabbed her bag, and headed out the door.
By the time she made it to the arena, the rhythm of game day had already taken hold. Security guards she knew by name waved her through. The badge clipped at her hip swung in time with her steps. Staff moved around her like a current—efficient, fast-paced, familiar.
Everything was routine. Except she didn't feel steady.
Not yet.
She passed by the court briefly—saw the rookies warming up, Zaccharie already trying to pull some off-the-backboard nonsense while Trae scolded him mid-dribble. She made a mental note to apologize in advance to Serena.
She slid her phone into her back pocket just as Zaccharie spotted her from across the court and lit up like he'd seen his favorite cousin at a family reunion.
"Theresaaaaaa!" he yelled, waving both arms.
She cringed but smiled. "Zacch," she called back. "Please don't get benched before Serena even gets here."
He grinned. "No promises!"
From the bench, Trae groaned loudly and threw his towel over his face. "You created a monster," he muttered as she approached.
Theresa smirked, bumping her fist against his shoulder. "No. I raised him right."
Trae gave her a look. "You know he's been asking if she likes gummy worms or sour straws all morning?"
Theresa tried not to laugh. "He's trying to make a good impression."
"He's trying to get kicked out of warmups."
"I think it's sweet," she said, grabbing a spare stat sheet and folding it against her clipboard. "Let him live."
Trae narrowed his eyes. "Is this because your other headache made you breakfast this morning?"
Theresa didn't answer.
Didn't deny it either.
Trae gave her a long look, but didn't push.
Instead, he just nodded toward the tunnel. "Well. Speak of the devil."
She turned.
And there was Jalen, walking out onto the court like he hadn't almost been late. Like he hadn't run back into her apartment just to kiss her and ruin her emotional equilibrium all over again.
Their eyes met. He grinned.
Theresa turned back to her clipboard like nothing happened. Like she hadn't almost dropped it just now.
Trae caught it.
"Yeah," he muttered under his breath, "we're gonna have to talk about that later."
Theresa didn't look up. "No, we don't."
"Uh-huh."
She flipped the page on her stat sheet and smiled. Just barely. Just enough.
The buzzer sounded overhead, sharp and clean, and the arena began to fill—fans trickling in like a rising tide, seats filling with noise, anticipation settling over the court like static.
Theresa stayed at the sideline, headset already looped around her neck, clipboard tucked against her chest. Her job was muscle memory at this point—check the shootaround list, coordinate the media window, make sure no one tripped over a camera cable and made ESPN for the wrong reason.
But her focus? Fractured.
Across the court, Jalen had joined the rest of the starters in the layup line. He moved like he always did—fluid, sharp, all control and confidence. But she could still feel the echo of his mouth against hers. Still see the imprint of his palm on the side of her face when he cupped it so gently before walking out her door like it didn't knock the wind out of her.
She tried not to look. She looked anyway.
Jalen caught her gaze as he jogged back from a dunk and didn't even try to hide his smirk.
Theresa blinked slowly, expression neutral. Then, very deliberately, turned and walked toward the bench like she hadn't just been staring.
From her left, a voice cut in low and grinning. "Well that was unsubtle."
Serena.
Theresa didn't even flinch. "You're late."
"I brought snacks."
"You were supposed to bring normal snacks."
"They're normal to me," Serena said, flopping into the seat beside her and pulling out an alarming mix of spicy trail mix and something that looked suspiciously like freeze-dried edamame.
"You're deranged."
"And yet," Serena said, settling in like royalty, "you keep inviting me."
Theresa didn't dignify that with a response. She just adjusted her headset and tapped through the media group chat like it mattered more than Serena's chaos. (It didn't.)
Zaccharie flopped into a courtside seat near the end of the bench. Hoodie up. Legs stretched out to full dramatic effect. He looked like the poster child for postmodern nonchalance. Sunglasses might've been the only thing missing.
Serena clocked him.
Then tilted her head. Slowly. Surgically. Lifting her shades with the kind of precision usually reserved for villains and Vogue covers.
"Don't take this the wrong way," she said, voice flat as a runway. "But you look like the underpaid love interest in a Netflix rom-com."
Zaccharie didn't even flinch. "That's generous. I was going for emotionally unavailable with a tragic backstory."
Theresa bit back a laugh.
Serena nodded thoughtfully. "Huh. Trae's bad influence runs deep."
Zaccharie smirked. "I learned from the best."
A beat passed. Then Serena's eyes shifted. Glanced across the court. Landed on Jalen.
He was standing at the free throw line now, spinning the ball lazily in one hand. His gaze flicked toward the sideline. Again.
Serena's jaw twitched. "If he looks at her like she's a phase and not the best thing that's ever happened to his roster, I'm filing a complaint with the league."
Zaccharie didn't even blink. "You think he knows she's in love with him?"
"Oh, sweetheart," Serena said, voice soft like silk and sharp like glass, "I think he thinks she's in love with the idea of him."
Zaccharie stared at the court for a second. Then nodded, slow. "Then he's not as smart as he looks."
They sat like that—unified, petty, regal.
Theresa, unaware of the sidebar roast happening a few feet away, stood near the bench with her headset half-on and clipboard pressed to her chest, tracking player rotations while pretending her heartbeat wasn't still synced to Jalen's last glance.
Across the court, Jalen ran another set of free throws, but every time he turned, his gaze dragged to the sideline. She felt it—sharp, specific, like it cut through the entire arena just to find her.
Serena sighed. Loudly. "This is going to be painful, isn't it?"
Theresa didn't answer. But she did shift her weight, like maybe standing still had gotten harder in the past five minutes.
"Tell me again why you didn't let me bring a flask?" Serena asked.
Theresa finally turned, dry-eyed and even drier-voiced. "Because the last time you brought one, you offered it to the rookie during the National Anthem."
Zaccharie, without looking, raised a single finger like it was a point of pride.
Theresa rolled her eyes. "Case in point."
The lights dimmed slightly as the anthem began. The noise of the arena settled into a reverent hush. Everyone stood—players, staff, fans. The tension melted just long enough for routine to retake the stage.
But as the last note echoed off the rafters and the crowd roared again, Theresa felt it—the slow slide of something starting.
The way games always began with noise and ended with something else entirely.
Tip-off was next.
And everything after that? Still unwritten.
The ball hit the hardwood with a sharp, echoing thud—tip-off clean and immediate, Hawks possession.
The arena roared. Coaches barked from the sidelines. The pace kicked up fast.
Theresa didn't move from her place near the bench, eyes tracking the court with her clipboard angled like a shield and her headset tilted slightly askew. Her job—logistics, timing, press coordination—was humming along without issue. But her brain?
Chaos.
Because every time Jalen got the ball, he glanced toward her. Not dramatically. Not constantly. Just enough. Just subtly enough that she knew it wasn't for the crowd. Wasn't for anyone else.
Just her.
She hated that it worked.
On the court, the Hawks ran clean offense. Trae dropped a no-look dime to Jalen, who finished the cut with a smooth reverse layup that got the bench on its feet.
Theresa didn't clap. She wasn't technically allowed to. But her mouth twitched.
Serena, of course, noticed.
"You're not slick," she muttered, still elbow-deep in a bag of spicy seaweed crisps.
Theresa didn't answer.
On the court, Jalen jogged back on defense, eyes sweeping the sideline again. He didn't smile this time. Just looked. Steady. Sharp. Like she was something he was keeping track of without needing to say it out loud.
Serena exhaled loudly, like she was personally burdened by the lack of emotional regulation in the air.
Zaccharie, who had somehow found gummy worms, held one out to Serena without a word. "You want one, madame?"
Serena eyed him. "Depends. Is it imported?"
Zaccharie smirked. "Straight from the French CVS."
Serena plucked one from his hand, eyeing it with suspicion. "That explains the existential aftertaste."
Theresa snorted softly, biting the inside of her cheek to hide it.
The game unfolded in waves—tight defense, fast transitions, quick fouls. The kind of matchup that demanded attention, but all Theresa could feel was the slow-burning static of Jalen's presence.
Every glance. Every pass. Every time he jogged past her side of the court like gravity leaned him that way on purpose.
She hated it. Because it was working.
Midway through the second quarter, the Hawks took a timeout. Jalen walked toward the bench, sweat running clean down his neck, jersey clinging to his frame.
He passed her again.
This time, his hand brushed her clipboard. Just a fingertip. Barely there. But she felt it all the way down. Theresa inhaled sharply through her nose, adjusted her headset, and pretended to write something. Anything.
"Jesus Christ," Serena muttered under her breath. "This is worse than Bridgerton."
Theresa ignored her. Mostly.
"You know you're doomed, right?" Serena added.
"I'm working," Theresa replied tightly.
"You're spiraling."
"Professionally."
Serena popped another gummy worm like she was watching a reality show. "He's so annoying," she said casually. "Like, maddening. But he's obviously trying. So now I'm conflicted."
"I didn't ask you to pick a side."
"You don't have to. You already did."
Theresa didn't answer. Her eyes were back on the court.
Timeout ended. The game rolled forward.
Halftime came. The Hawks led by five. Media poured toward the tunnel, and Theresa moved like muscle memory—organizing, delegating, smoothing out the chaos. Her hands were steady.
Her thoughts? Not so much.
Back on the court, Jalen gave her a look as he jogged into the locker room. Not a grin. Not a wink.
Just a glance.
Like he was checking she was still there.
Still watching. Still his.
Theresa stood still. Clipboard pressed to her chest. Headset tugged slightly off one ear. The crowd was buzzing, camera lights blinking like static fireflies, but she didn't move—not right away.
She'd told herself all morning to play it cool.
Professional. Unbothered. Focused.
But the way Jalen looked at her just now?
It didn't feel like a check-in. It felt like a claim.
And worse? It felt like she liked it.
Serena, still loitering nearby like a well-dressed gremlin with elite emotional surveillance skills, clocked it immediately.
"Oh no," she breathed. "Oh no no no."
Theresa didn't turn.
Serena leaned in anyway, whispering like they were in church. "Do not let that man look at you like you're halftime fuel and he's ready to risk it all."
"I didn't let him do anything," Theresa muttered, fingers tightening around her clipboard.
Serena smirked. "You stood there."
Theresa rolled her eyes, shifting her weight and pivoting toward the back hallway. "I'm going to check on postgame setup."
"You're going to avoid eye contact until he inevitably finds you in the tunnel again," Serena corrected.
"I'm working."
"And he's lurking."
Theresa didn't dignify that with a response. She was already walking.
The tunnel was quieter. Dimmer. Staff clipped by with headsets and stat sheets, voices bouncing low off the concrete. She ducked through the chaos with practiced ease, pulling her badge higher on her hoodie and moving toward the open hallway that curved toward media access.
She didn't expect to see him.
Not this fast.
But there he was—leaning against the wall just past the locker room doors, towel draped over his shoulder, curls damp from the sweat, in his game shorts and undershirt, sneakers untied like he'd moved too fast to bother.
"Hey," Jalen said, casual like he hadn't waited there on purpose.
Theresa slowed, then stopped a few feet away. "Don't you have a halftime routine?"
"I'm flexible," he said.
She gave him a look.
He grinned. "Don't worry. I drank my water and everything."
"Wow. Hydration and harassment. Your priorities are so clear."
Jalen laughed, soft and amused. "You always get mean when you're flustered."
"I'm not flustered."
He stepped closer. Theresa did not step back.
Jalen tilted his head, watching her. "You've been avoiding me all game."
"I've been working."
"You always work better when you're mad at me."
She narrowed her eyes. "You want me to be mad at you?"
"No," he said easily. "But it's hot."
She blinked, mouth twitching. "You're insufferable."
He leaned against the wall again, closer now. "And you're here."
There it was again. That look.
The one that made it harder to breathe. Harder to blink. Like she was a moment he wanted to memorize and touch at the same time.
Theresa's voice dropped slightly. "You're not supposed to flirt with me in the tunnel."
"Where am I supposed to flirt with you then?" he asked, teasing. "Locker room? Courtside? Breakfast table?"
Her breath caught on that last one. He saw it.
Jalen straightened, eyes softer now. "I meant what I said this morning, T."
"I know."
"I'll mean it again tomorrow."
Her heartbeat kicked a little harder.
"Okay," she said.
That was all she gave him.
But her eyes held his. Steady. Quiet. Like maybe she was finally letting herself believe it.
Jalen didn't push further. He just nodded once. Then reached out—briefly, gently—and tugged the edge of her sleeve like it grounded him.
"I'll see you out there." Then he was gone.
Theresa stood still for a moment longer. Then exhaled. Quiet.
Soft. Hopeful.
And maybe—just maybe—a little bit doomed.
Third quarter came and went in a blur. The Hawks held the lead, but the Sixers weren't giving anything away easy. Pace quickened. Tension built. Sweat gleamed under lights, sneakers squeaked over hardwood, and Theresa moved like clockwork—notes, rotations, sideline communication. But her heart?
Still an echo chamber.
The game kept moving. Fast. Physical. The kind of night that pulled fans into their feet and turned casual viewers into believers. Trae hit a pull-up three from the logo, and the arena erupted. The bench mob lost its mind. Even Theresa allowed herself one short laugh when Zaccharie spun in his chair and nearly launched his snack into Serena's lap.
Late in the fourth, timeout was called.
Theresa stepped forward with her notes as Coach Snyder barked instructions to the huddle. She handed off the clipboard, nodded once at the assistants, then stepped back just as the players broke to re-enter the game.
And that's when it happened.
Jalen brushed past her. Not accidental. Not dramatic.
Just a hand—his—skimming her lower back as he jogged back onto the court. Light. Warm. Fleeting. But enough to knock the air out of her lungs for half a second.
She didn't react. Not visibly. Not outwardly. But every molecule in her body rearranged itself in that moment.
From the sideline, Serena didn't blink. Didn't breathe. She just turned slowly to Zaccharie like she was watching a car crash in slow motion and couldn't look away.
"She's gonna snap," Zaccharie murmured, eyes still trained on Theresa.
"She already is," Serena said, tone clinical. "Quietly. That's worse."
Zaccharie nodded, thoughtful. "I'm gonna bring her a protein bar after this."
"If it's banana-flavored, I'll snatch it from you mid-stride."
"Trae said the same thing."
Serena arched an eyebrow. "You and Trae talk about banana bars?"
Zaccharie shrugged. "You and I are talking about banana bars."
Their eyes met. Held.
And just like that—An Alliance was born.
The moment passed. The court snapped back into focus. Theresa moved down the sideline like nothing had touched her at all. Like her spine hadn't just straightened in reaction. Like her pulse wasn't still climbing.
But Serena saw it. Zaccharie, too. They didn't say anything else. Just sat like gremlins in matching smug silence, armed with snacks and a developing sibling-level pact of emotional surveillance.
The final stretch of the game was tight. One-point lead. Defense mattered now. So did free throws. Everything rode on detail and instinct. And Jalen—God, Jalen was locked in.
He drew a foul on the next possession and headed to the line.
The crowd swelled with noise. Theresa stayed still near the baseline, arms crossed loosely as she watched him take position.
He bounced the ball twice. Exhaled. Shot.
Swish.
First one down.
He glanced toward her before the second. Only briefly. Only enough for her to know he was still clocked in—but not just on the game.
The second shot dropped, clean.
The Hawks closed out the win minutes later. The buzzer went off like a shot through the heart. The chaos cooled.
Theresa exhaled slowly, heart still somewhere near the rafters.
Postgame logistics kicked in. She moved quickly—media assignments, tunnel routes, injury check-ins, locker room protocol. Serena wandered off to flirt with the DJ. Zaccharie disappeared entirely, probably to raid the recovery fridge. The building buzzed with relief and adrenaline, but Theresa? She kept her head down.
Steady. Professional. Invisible in the blur of postgame movement.
Trae caught her on the edge of the tunnel.
Not loudly. Not with any fanfare. Just... there. Leaning against the wall with a towel draped around his neck, eyes tracking the postgame chaos until they found her.
"You good?" he asked.
It wasn't casual. It wasn't code. Just two words, low and solid, like he meant every syllable.
Theresa nodded, slow. "Yeah. I'm good."
Trae didn't look away. "Good tired or fake tired?"
She hesitated. Then gave him a small smile, one that didn't quite meet her eyes. "Still deciding."
He stepped forward and bumped her shoulder with his. "Let me know if it switches."
"I will."
They stood there a moment, quiet. Just brother and sister. No headlines. No chaos. No tension she wasn't ready to name.
"You played great," she said finally.
Trae grinned. "I know."
Theresa rolled her eyes, but her smile softened. "Always so humble."
He laughed, following her further into the tunnel. "You say that like it's a bad thing."
They walked together down the hallway, steps syncing like they always did—steady, unhurried, comfortable in the rhythm of being siblings in a world that rarely slowed down for either of them.
Ahead, staff bustled past in waves—security, media, game ops, interns with clipboards and too much caffeine. But in that moment, it all blurred. It was just them.
"You heading out?" Trae asked, glancing sideways.
"Eventually," Theresa said. "Serena's coming over."
He groaned. "Lord help your neighbors."
She smiled. "They'll survive."
Trae looked like he wanted to say something else. Maybe about Jalen. Maybe about how different she'd seemed lately—lighter in some ways, more rattled in others. But he didn't.
Instead, he just nudged her with his elbow. "I'll see you tomorrow?"
"Yeah."
"Tell Serena I said hi."
Theresa smirked. "I'll tell her you're scared of her."
Trae threw his hands up. "That's not untrue."
They reached the fork in the hallway—media to the right, locker rooms to the left. Trae peeled off with one last glance over his shoulder. "Hey, T?"
She turned.
"I'm proud of you," he said. No grin. No tease. Just real.
Theresa's throat tightened, but she didn't let it show. "You too."
And then he was gone.
Later, when the arena lights dimmed and the building started to empty, Theresa walked the corridor toward the exit. She moved quietly, hoodie up, clipboard under one arm, hair pulled back tight. Just another part of the machine.
Then—footsteps behind her.
Not rushed. Familiar.
"You heading out?" Jalen asked, voice quiet. Unassuming.
She turned. Slow.
He looked tired. And golden. And unfairly soft in the face for someone who had dropped twenty and still found time to mess with her from the court.
"I still have to wrap some things up," she said. "But guess I'll do it from home."
He nodded. "You want company?"
Theresa blinked. Then tilted her head. "Why?"
Jalen shrugged, hands in his pockets. "Just feel like being where you are."
Her breath caught. God, she was so screwed.
But she didn't say no.
Instead, she said, "You can carry my laptop."
He smiled like that was the best answer she could've given. Together, they disappeared down the hall.
Outside, the night waited—soft and waiting, like the game had ended, but something else had just begun.
Atlanta never really slept, but in the quieter hours, it pulsed slower—less neon, more hush. Theresa walked up the steps to her building with Jalen at her side, the two of them wrapped in the kind of silence that didn't feel empty. It felt earned. Like they'd survived something, even if it was just the weight of their own proximity.
He held her laptop bag casually, like it wasn't heavy, like it wasn't symbolic. She didn't say anything about it. Just kept walking, badge clipped to her hip, sneakers scuffing faintly against the concrete.
At her door, she paused.
Jalen did too.
For a moment, neither moved. The hallway light buzzed faintly above them, casting shadows just long enough to make things feel cinematic.
"I should let you get some rest," he said, voice quiet.
"You should," she agreed, not moving.
He looked at her, eyes soft and unreadable. "But."
"But."
She took the laptop bag from his hand, slow, fingers brushing his just briefly.
"You don't have to come in," she said.
"But if I asked to?"
Theresa didn't answer right away. Her keys jingled faintly as she unlocked the door. When it swung open, she stepped inside and turned to face him again.
"Serena will be here in a bit," she said, leaning against the doorframe, eyes steady. "Which means we've got about twenty-five minutes before she kicks the door open like a human siren."
Jalen huffed a laugh. "That's generous. I give it fifteen."
Theresa smiled, soft and almost reluctant. "So. You still wanna come in?"
Jalen held her gaze, one hand braced lightly against the doorframe like he was weighing it—everything. The moment. The timing. The twenty (fifteen) minutes of peace before Serena's inevitable entrance. The growing gravity of whatever they were doing.
"I probably shouldn't," he echoed, voice low. Thoughtful. His mouth quirked, but it didn't reach his eyes. "But I want to."
The words sat between them—clean, unpolished, honest.
Theresa didn't move. Not right away. Just looked at him like she was still deciding what it meant to let him in—literally, figuratively, dangerously.
Then she stepped aside. A single shift of her weight.
"Okay," she said. "But no funny business."
Jalen raised both eyebrows. "Funny business?"
"Don't make me define it."
"Oh, I wouldn't dream of it." He stepped inside, brushing past her shoulder gently. "This is a strictly respectable, pre-Serena, zero-funny-business zone."
Theresa shut the door behind him. "Exactly."
Then locked it.
He caught that. Said nothing. But the smile pulling at the corner of his mouth said more than enough.
She led the way to the couch without ceremony, grabbing a blanket from the armchair and tossing it in his direction like she was trying to be casual about the fact that her heart was doing cartwheels in her chest.
Jalen caught it mid-air, plopped down onto the couch, and kicked his feet up like he'd done this before. Like this was normal.
Like this wasn't her letting him get closer than she ever meant to.
"Want anything?" she asked, hovering near the kitchen. "Water, tea, one last chance to change your mind?"
"I'm good," he said easily, watching her with that look again—the one that saw more than it should. "You okay?"
She paused. "Yeah."
"You sure?"
"Don't ruin it."
Jalen held his hands up in surrender, but the look didn't leave his face.
Theresa grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge, took a sip just to stall. Then she padded back over to the couch, sat at the other end, and tucked her legs under her.
For a few seconds, silence settled again. The kind of silence that carried weight but not discomfort.
"I meant what I said," Jalen said quietly, not looking at her this time. Just out at the window, at the faint glow of the city outside. "I don't wanna keep doing this if it's hurting you."
"It's not," she said. Then added, before he could look over, "At least not the way you think."
Jalen looked at her then. Waited.
She tugged the sleeve of her hoodie over her palm. "It's just—hard. When it feels like it matters more to me sometimes."
"Theresa."
"I'm not saying it does. I just... think about it more than I mean to."
He leaned in slightly. "Me too."
Her eyes flicked to him. "Do you?"
Jalen nodded once. "Yeah. All the time."
And just like that, the tension shifted. Not gone. But gentler now.
She looked away first. Back toward the blank TV. "Serena's gonna eat you alive if she sees you here."
"I'll leave before that," he said, smiling. "Or I'll distract her with snacks."
"She'll still eat you alive."
"I can take it."
Another beat. Then:
"Are you sleeping here tonight?" she asked, voice even but quiet.
He paused. "Do you want me to?"
Theresa's fingers fidgeted in her lap. "I don't know. Maybe."
"You don't have to decide right now."
"I know."
"Then let's just sit," he said. "Until you do."
And they did. Just sat.
No funny business. No declarations. No disasters.
Just stillness.
Just two people suspended in a moment where it was okay to not know what came next—as long as they were there for the part right now.
Eventually, she leaned her head against the back of the couch. Eyes closed.
Jalen stayed quiet. Stayed close.
When Serena's familiar footsteps clomped dramatically down the hall thirteen minutes later, they both looked at the door at the same time.
Theresa sighed. "You were right."
"Fifteen was generous," Jalen murmured.
Theresa stood, brushing invisible lint off her hoodie like it mattered. "You should go."
Jalen nodded. "Yeah."
But as he stepped toward the door, he glanced back once. "You'll let me know?"
She met his eyes. "Yeah."
Then opened the door.
Serena stood on the other side, holding a bottle of wine in one hand and a tub of tiramisu in the other.
She blinked once. Clocked Jalen.
Then, flatly: "Seriously?"
Jalen gave a small, innocent wave. "Hi."
Serena's eyes narrowed. "You've got five seconds before I turn into the villain of your personal romcom."
He looked at Theresa, smiled faintly. "Night."
"Night," she said, almost too softly.
Then he slipped past Serena, who muttered something under her breath that sounded suspiciously like, "Men."
Theresa shut the door behind him.
"Bonsoir," Serena said without missing a beat, sweeping inside like she paid rent. "I brought snacks, wine, and judgment."
Theresa stepped aside. "You're like a seasonal flu."
"And yet I always know when to show up," Serena turned to her, wine already halfway open. "You wanna debrief now, or after I destroy this dessert?"
"There's nothing to debrief."
"You kissed again."
Theresa paused in the doorway to the kitchen.
Serena looked over, smirking like a cat who knew the bird was already halfway down her throat. "You always get that look after you kiss him. Like you've been emotionally hit by a luxury vehicle."
Theresa tried—really tried—not to smile. "You're so annoying."
"And you're in denial."
Theresa leaned her forehead against the door for one last second.
"Pour the wine."
Theresa grabbed two glasses from the cabinet.
Serena watched her, expression softening just a little. "You know it's okay, right?"
"What?"
"To want him," Serena said, this time without the sarcasm. "To not have all the answers. To let it be good... even if it doesn't last forever."
Theresa said nothing at first. Just poured the wine and handed Serena a glass. They sat in silence for a beat. Then:
"He made breakfast this morning," Theresa said, quietly. "He was gone when I woke up, and I thought—" Her throat caught. "I thought that was it."
Serena didn't interrupt. Just waited.
"But he was in my kitchen, making damn pancakes," she continued. "We ate and then he left. Except he returned. I thought he forgot his phone or his shoes or his common sense or whatever—but he came back to kiss me."
The lights were low, the tiramisu was already half gone, and Serena was perched on the couch like she was both judge and jury.
Theresa sat curled in the corner of the sectional, hoodie sleeves pulled over her hands, wine glass resting against her knee. She let Serena dig in now—both to dessert and her nerves.
"So," Serena said, swirling her glass like she was doing a tasting. "You wanna start with the part where you lied to me, or the part where you gaslit yourself into thinking this isn't a full-blown situationship?"
Theresa sighed. "I didn't lie."
Serena gestured with her fork. "Girl. You said 'there's no tea' while you were literally still marinating in the kiss."
"It was like... barely a kiss."
Serena blinked at her. "Do you hear yourself?"
Theresa groaned and flopped backward dramatically. "I hate you."
"No, you hate that I'm right." Serena leaned forward, setting her dessert aside. "He made you breakfast. He ran back inside to kiss you. Kiss you, T. With conviction. You don't do that for someone you're keeping casual."
Theresa didn't respond. Just stared at the ceiling like the popcorn texture might give her answers.
Serena softened. Just a little.
"I'm not saying you need to define it right now," she said, voice lower. "But you've got feelings, T. Real ones. And I'm worried you're gonna keep pretending like you don't until it breaks you."
Theresa sat up slowly, pulled her knees to her chest. "I'm just... trying to be careful."
"With Jalen?"
"With myself." She paused. "I don't know what he wants. Or if he wants what I want. And I don't want to ask, because if I hear the wrong answer, I might actually combust."
Serena let that sit.
Then she scoffed. "So instead, you're playing emotional Minesweeper and hoping you never step on a bomb."
Theresa cracked a tired smile. "Pretty much."
Serena leaned over and clinked their glasses together. "Well. Here's to controlled detonations."
They drank. Theresa filled her in on her little late night text exchange, conveniently leaving out the part she did it while Jalen was sleeping on top of her.
Serena narrowed her eyes. "What the hell is LaMelo Ball's problem?"
Theresa didn't even blink. "He's not relevant."
"He literally called you trouble and texted you at midnight like he was the villain in a romance novel."
Theresa sipped. "He's just... annoying."
"Annoying with timing. And jaw structure."
"Don't."
"I'm just saying." Serena arched a brow. "Your life is a love triangle waiting to happen. I'm simply the audience."
Theresa shook her head. "There's no triangle."
Serena smiled. "Not yet."
Theresa pointed her fork. "Don't manifest chaos."
"Me? Never." Serena licked tiramisu off her fork. "But just in case, I'm wearing neutral colors to the next game. I don't wanna be associated with any particular team."
Theresa groaned and tossed a pillow at her.
Serena caught it easily, grinning like the menace she was.
"Anyway," she said, settling in and reaching for the remote, "we can circle back to your emotional spiral tomorrow. Tonight, we're watching Love & Basketball and pretending it's a documentary."
Theresa gave a slow, resigned smile. "Fine. But if I cry again—"
"I'll say I was chopping onions."
They pressed play.
The room fell quiet except for the soft hum of the movie and the occasional crunch of Serena's late-night snack rotation.
And for a little while—just a little—Theresa let herself forget the tension. The game. The boys. The chaos.
Just two girls. A couch. And enough drama waiting on the other side of sunrise.
By the time the credits rolled, Serena was half-asleep and Theresa's wine glass sat forgotten on the coffee table. The apartment had gone quiet again—dim light, faint city noise from outside, the kind of hush that only came this late, this deep into the night.
Theresa shifted slowly, reaching for her phone just to check the time.
Two unread messages.
One from her media director—something about early All-Star coordination. Player packages, travel confirmations, press approvals.
The second?
From the NBA.
Subject: All-Star Weekend Promo – Revised Talent List.
Her eyes flicked over the names, scrolling without thinking—until her thumb stopped on the one she should've expected.
Ball, LaMelo.
Of course.
Of course he made it.
Of course he'd be there.
Theresa stared at the screen for a second longer than she meant to.
Then she locked it and set it down—face down, far away.
Across the room, Serena stirred. "You good?"
Theresa didn't answer right away.
Then, finally: "Yeah."
But her heart was already speeding up.
Because All-Star Weekend wasn't just a media circus or a brand moment or a packed itinerary. It wasn't just a few games or a schedule to finesse or a campaign to coordinate.
It was proximity.
And chaos.
And him.
Still lingering.
Still waiting.
And this time?
There'd be nowhere to hide.
Notes:
He made her pancakes. He left. Then came back just to kiss her.
What is this? A romcom?? Sir, you are not Noah from The Notebook. Go to practice.And then—THEN—the league said "let's throw a grenade in there" and added laMelo "sweet dreams, trouble" Ball to the all-star promo shots.
He will be present. He will be p(r)etty. But most of all, he will be PROBLEMATIC.
We are officially approaching dangerously unhinged levels of proximity. And none of us—not you, not me, not her—are safe.
Stay hydrated.
Wear black.
Watch your back.And I'll see you in the next one 💋
Chapter 22: Preemptive Strike
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Maybe Theresa was panicking ahead of time. Just because he got selected for the promo shots didn't mean he automatically made the cut. That was not how this thing worked. The voting hadn't even started yet. And this didn't mean he was promised the spot either. The league wasn't that rigged. Right?
Scratch that—she wasn't panicking. Panicking would imply caring. And she didn't. Not over LaMelo Ball. Never over LaMelo Ball.
This was preemptive stress only. Preventative emotional maintenance. A totally rational overreaction to a potentially theoretical inconvenience. It wasn't him being there that bothered her. It was just the idea of having to see him again. That was different.
It wasn't like she was going to lose sleep over it. (Okay, maybe a little.)
It wasn't like her stomach had dropped when she read his name on the talent list. (Okay, maybe a lot.)
Of course they chose him when he's already been an All-Star in the past. Already the kind of player who made highlight reels look like short films. Already having a cult following and the kind of numbers that made it impossible to ignore him even when she tried.
She locked her phone. Opened it again. Locked it. Pressed it to her forehead like that might somehow erase him from the confirmed promotional set.
"He might not even make the roster," she mumbled to no one, pacing her apartment like a ghost. "This doesn't mean anything. This is just early promo. Not the final lineup. Not reality. Just... suggestion. A placeholder. A maybe."
But her heart didn't care about maybes. Her heart was already catastrophizing.
Because if LaMelo was going to be there—if he was going to be in Los Angeles, in the tunnel, in the media day circuit, in every godforsaken brand activation Nike threw at her—then it wasn't just going to be business.
It was going to be war.
And she didn't have time to bleed in a press credential.
From the couch, Serena stirred. Still half-asleep. Face smushed against the armrest, one sock missing, hoodie hood flipped inside out. "Are you... doing laps?" she croaked without opening her eyes.
Theresa didn't stop pacing. "I'm fine."
Serena blinked one eye open. "You're reciting eligibility rules like a sleep-deprived lawyer."
"I'm just saying," Theresa said, sharp now, "that until the votes are finalized and the rosters are released, technically nothing is confirmed."
"What are you even on about, woman?" Serena sat up with a groan, hair smashed flat on one side like she'd lost a pillow fight in her sleep. She rubbed her face and squinted blearily across the room. "Wait—is this somehow, magically, about LaMelo? Cause you don't get like this over anyone else."
Theresa didn't answer. Which was the answer.
"Oh my god, it is!" Serena wheezed, falling dramatically back onto the couch like the sheer secondhand chaos was too much for her body to contain. "Spill."
"I got an email from the NBA itself about All-Star promo and he's on the list." Theresa said all in one breath. "But, nothing is confirmed yet for the actual weekend."
"Except your emotional doom spiral," Serena muttered, sitting up. "That's extremely confirmed."
"I mean, it's still two months away. The voting hadn't even begun yet and he might actually not even—"
"He will," Serena cut in, too calm. "You know he will. The league is that rigged. So is the universe."
Theresa dragged a hand down her face. "God."
Serena yawned. "I'm gonna say, this is a lot of energy for a man who you claim to hate with every fiber of your being."
"I do hate him."
"Uh huh."
Theresa stopped pacing. Her arms folded across her chest. "He's arrogant and annoying and loud and reckless. And too tall. And he—he smirks when he's losing. Who does that?"
Serena raised both eyebrows. "You want to kiss him or hit him with a clipboard?"
"Yes!"
"That's not the win you think it is."
Theresa dropped onto the ottoman, groaning into her hands. "This is not how I imagined it to go."
Serena sat up slightly. "Tess. Babe. You knew the league was gonna throw him into the marketing. He's flashy. He's fun. He's chaos in a jersey. This is not a shock."
"It was supposed to be Trae's moment." Theresa muttered. "And Jalen's. You know he is in contention to make his first All-Star appearance?"
"Well, I doubt you'll let me forget now." Then she said, more gently, "You know, it can be both."
Theresa didn't respond. Just pressed her fists to her knees like if she focused hard enough, she could manifest him out of existence.
Serena stretched, arms overhead. "So what's the move, Saint Theresa? You going to run media, coordinate five separate brand partnerships, and pretend you're not actively trying to ignore your chaos crush while your situationship is in the dunk contest?"
Theresa opened her mouth. Then shut it again.
Serena smirked. "Exactly."
She flopped back onto the couch like she hadn't just destroyed every remaining lie Theresa had built for emotional safety. She watched her for a beat, then added, "...you know what would fix this?"
"No."
"A rebound."
"Goodbye."
"Okay, but hear me out—what if you kissed someone else in Los Angeles? Like, hypothetically? For balance?"
Theresa let out a long, slow breath. "You know what I think would fix this?"
"What?"
"Duct tape. Over your mouth."
Serena just grinned. "I'll pack some. Right next to your thirst."
Theresa throw a pillow directly into her face.
By the time Theresa was dressed and halfway through her coffee, Serena had recovered just enough to sprawl across the couch again and announce, "I'm going home. Or to brunch. Or into the void. Haven't decided. Wanna come with?"
"Can't. Have to drop by the facility."
Serena booed.
Theresa just smirked, finishing the last sip of her coffee like it was armor. "You boo everything that isn't mimosas or your skincare routine."
"And yet I'm always right," Serena said, now upright, hair gathered into a makeshift bun that still somehow looked editorial. "Go run your media empire. I'll text you when he makes the roster. Just so you're emotionally prepared."
Theresa shut the door before she could respond.
When Theresa got to the arena, the caffeine hadn't hit yet and neither had clarity.
She was dressed in her version of armor—black slacks, high-neck long sleeve, hair pulled back so tight it could've been an act of emotional repression. Her badge was already clipped to her hip. Her phone had been flipped screen-down in the cup holder the entire drive.
She didn't check it. Not even once.
She'd parted with Serena outside her building and drove with the windows down, hoping the cold air would shock the spiraling out of her system.
It didn't work.
The Hawks were already filtering in for shootaround—early day, no media. Just staff, players, and the low hum of coordinated chaos echoing off the hardwood. Ball thuds, squeaking shoes, the occasional shout. It should've been familiar. Grounding.
It wasn't.
Theresa moved through the tunnel on autopilot, nodding at security, stepping over loose gear bags, heart still thudding at the thought of that name being in that email.
She shouldn't have read it again first thing in the morning.
Should've let Serena delete it on sight and talk her down with sarcasm and carbs like usual. But no. She read the whole thing. Twice. Scrolled past LaMelo's name more times than she would ever admit to anyone, even under legal pressure.
A part of her still hoped it was a mistake. Or a prank. Or an elaborate psychological operation conducted by the league to test her emotional durability.
She reached the edge of the court just as Trae banked in an unnecessary half-court shot and grinned like he hadn't slept at all.
"Yo, Tess!" he called, waving her over with both hands like it hadn't been less than twelve hours since he saw her last.
She crossed to the sideline, sharp steps echoing on the hardwood. Trae met her with a crooked grin and a sweat-soaked towel around his neck.
"You good?" he asked under his breath, low enough that only she could hear it over the bass.
"Yep."
Trae stared. She stared back.
He squinted. "Why do you look like you fought someone in your sleep?"
"I didn't sleep."
"Uh huh." Trae gave her a look. Not disbelieving. Just... knowing. "That's why you're lying weird today?"
"I'm lying the same as usual."
"Nah," he said. "Today it's stressed-out-NBA-wife energy. Like you're mad he didn't text back but also mad he did."
Theresa blinked once. "Please be serious."
"I am serious. That turtle neck and bun combo is spite-coded."
She didn't dignify that with a response.
"You wanna talk about it or pretend everything's fine until it combusts mid-week like usual?"
She gave him a look. Then, "I got an email from the league... About All-Star Weekend," she said flatly. "LaMelo's in the early promo pool."
Trae didn't react right away. Just wiped his face with the edge of his towel like he needed a moment to process. "Right. That explains it."
She ignored that. "It's not confirmed yet. It's just early media placements, you know how it goes."
"But you're panicking like they already gave him MVP."
"I'm not—" She exhaled. "I'm managing expectations."
"Which ones? Yours or his?"
That shut her up.
Trae leaned in slightly, his voice quieter. "T, listen. If he's there, he's there. That doesn't mean you gotta fall apart over it."
"I'm not falling apart."
"You're pacing like your AirPods are playing dramatic cello music."
She pinched the bridge of her nose.
He softened. "Look. If it helps, I think Jalen's gonna make it too. You've been pushing his campaign hard. People notice that stuff. Voters notice."
Theresa's expression didn't change.
Trae raised an eyebrow. "You told him yet?"
"Told him what?"
"That you're spiraling about another dude in your sleep."
"Goodbye."
"Just saying." He stepped back, grin cocky now. "If you end up in the same city as both of them, you better have a backup outfit. For the drama."
"Do me a favor," she muttered, turning to go. "Stretch your hamstrings and shut up."
"Love you too, Tess."
She flipped him off over her shoulder.
Jalen hadn't arrived yet. That was either good or dangerous.
Her phone buzzed.
Not him, she told herself. She refused to check.
It buzzed again.
Serena: remember when you said you hate him. that was cute.
Serena: also, should i order matching duct tape for the plane ride or just surprise you
Theresa locked her phone again and pressed it to her forehead. Just another working day.
"Saint Theresa returns," a voice drawled behind her.
She didn't have to turn around. "Morning, Zacch."
Zaccharie Risacher came to stand beside her like it was a choice she didn't get to weigh in on. He looked suspiciously awake for 9 a.m. "You look... stressed."
"I'm fine."
"Sure," he said easily. "And I'm averaging thirty minutes a game."
She sighed.
He glanced at her clipboard. "What's got you up early? Promo stuff?"
"No," she said, a little too fast. "Just prep."
He raised a brow. "So it's a man."
"It's not."
Zaccharie smirked. "Aha."
"Zacch."
"I'm just saying," he said, dribbling the ball between his legs without looking, "you only pace like that when someone's getting under your skin."
She stared at him. He smiled like he knew too much.
"Go warm up."
"Already did." He bounced the ball to himself and jogged back toward the free throw line, calling over his shoulder, "Don't forget to hydrate, Ice Queen!"
Theresa groaned.
"Also, did you hear?" Zaccharie said, eyes too bright. "We might have extra promo stuff this week. They're saying something about mic'd-up footage for player voting teasers."
Theresa's heart dropped into her heels. "What?"
"Don't worry," he said quickly. "Not today. Probably Thursday or Friday. You're not in danger yet."
She smiled through gritted teeth. "So reassuring."
She stepped around a tangle of stretching rookies and staffers, already checking her clipboard and calendar app like her sanity depended on it—which, if LaMelo was still in the promo cycle, it very much did.
Zaccharie shot the ball and backed away slowly, like he could physically feel the emotional landmine he'd just stepped on. "I'm gonna go stretch again. For safety."
Trae glanced at her sideways. "Want me to take your phone before you break it in half?"
"I'm not spiraling," Theresa snapped.
"Yet," he muttered.
She ignored that. And him.
"Alright," she muttered under her breath, lifting the clipboard she wasn't even pretending to read. "Back to professionalism."
"You say that," Trae said, jogging away, "but you look like you're seconds away from setting a man on fire."
"Then he should stop standing near the gasoline."
Trae howled. "Theresa Elaine Young, ladies and gentlemen!"
She sighed. Pulled her phone out. Opened Instagram. Closed it. Checked her email. Closed that too.
God, she needed to get a grip.
"Jalen already out there yet?" she asked.
Trae tilted his head toward the court. "Arrived some time ago. You should see the way he's been looking at the rim—like it stole something from him."
Theresa raised a brow.
"He's in his locked-in era," Trae added. "Or maybe his proving-a-point era. Kinda hard to tell with him."
She didn't reply to that. Just turned toward the court, heartbeat ticking a little faster than it needed to.
And there he was—Jalen—mid-jumper, hoodie pulled halfway off, sleeves pushed up, jaw set. Like he was trying to burn a hole in the net one shot at a time.
She didn't know what the point was he was trying to prove. But she had a sinking feeling it might be her.
She stayed back at first, watching Jalen work through his rhythm like it was therapy. Ball to floor, gather, lift, follow through. Again and again. No music. No crowd. Just muscle memory and the quiet echo of his focus.
Theresa didn't interrupt. Not yet.
She moved toward the sideline instead, setting her bag down near the scorers' table. Unzipped it like she was actually doing something important, like she wasn't staring straight ahead. Like she wasn't slowly losing her mind in silence.
Zaccharie wandered past, hoodie hood pulled up, headphones in, holding two bananas like they were gold bars. He spotted her, paused, then doubled back.
"You look serious," he said, pulling one earbud out.
Theresa looked up. "I am serious."
"Too serious for bananas?"
She blinked at him.
He held one out solemnly. "Emergency fruit."
She stared.
"You're being weird again," she said finally.
He grinned, dropped the banana in her lap, then jogged off like it was a delivery mission completed.
Trae plopped down next to her on the bench a second later, unbothered. "Banana diplomacy?"
"It's working better than yours."
"That's wild coming from the girl who started the morning pacing like a stressed-out ghost over one player's name on an email."
"I hate you."
"No you don't."
She glared at him.
He grinned back. "So. You talk to Jalen yet?"
"No."
"You gonna?"
"Maybe."
"You scared?"
"No."
"Liar."
She sighed. "Why are you like this?"
"I'm your brother. It's in the contract." He leaned in a little, voice lower. "But seriously. You want him to step up? Say something."
"I don't know what I want him to say."
"You do. You're just scared he won't."
She didn't respond. Because he wasn't wrong.
Across the court, Jalen sank another shot. Grabbed his rebound. Reset. Glanced up—and saw her.
Their eyes locked. Theresa didn't look away. Neither did he.
It wasn't dramatic. Wasn't charged. Just long. Quiet. Familiar. Then he gave her the smallest nod.
Beside her, Trae let out a low whistle. "Y'all are the weirdest slow burn I've ever seen."
"Don't start."
"Already did."
She tossed the banana at him. Missed.
But the smile lingered. Just a little.
Before she could second-guess it, Theresa stood, stayed back a second longer than she needed to, eyes tracing the line of his shoulders before she stepped closer.
She crossed the court slowly, every step deliberate—heels clicking softly against the hardwood, clipboard still tucked under one arm like she needed the shield. Jalen was still near the three-point line, half-watching a passing drill, half-waiting.
He spotted her before she could wave. Met her halfway with a low smile and a hand dragging across his jaw like he wasn't sure if he could touch her here.
"Hey," he said, voice lower than necessary, like the gym noise didn't matter. "Didn't think I'd see you this early."
He looked good. Loose black tee, practice shorts, hands on his hips like he'd just finished running through plays. Sweat clung to the back of his neck, jaw sharp, expression unreadable.
She shrugged. "Had to check a few things before Friday. Thought I'd stop in."
Jalen nodded, eyes not leaving hers. "Good thing you did."
There was a beat where they just stood there—close but not touching. Still in that unspoken space they hadn't figured out how to label.
"Sorry about last night," she said, finally. "Serena crashed over unplanned."
Something in his face eased, but didn't entirely soften. "It's cool. I figured."
"I should've texted."
"You didn't have to." He hesitated, then added, "But I'm glad you said something."
The noise of the gym blurred around them. Trae called out from across the court—something about a drill. Jalen glanced over, then back at her.
"I was gonna call," Jalen added, quieter now.
Theresa blinked. "Why didn't you?"
He looked away for a split second. "Didn't want to make it feel like pressure."
Her throat went tight. "You wouldn't have."
Their eyes met again. Neither looked away this time.
"You sticking around?"
Theresa shook her head. "Just dropping by. I've got a content meeting in a bit."
They stood there a beat longer. Close but still. Caught in that strange middle space—half comfortable, half not.
"Go finish warmup," she said, nodding toward the paint. "I'll see you after."
He smiled. Small, crooked. "I'll be around."
Theresa turned before her heart could get ideas, heading back to the sideline like she hadn't just admitted more than she meant to.
From a yoga mat just a few feet away, Zaccharie groaned loudly. "God, just date already," he said through a dramatic full-body stretch. "Or don't. But I'm tired of living in the tension."
Theresa's head snapped toward him so fast it was a miracle her bun didn't come loose. Jalen's mouth twitched like he was physically fighting the urge to laugh.
Zaccharie rolled to his side, propped his head up with one hand like a bored talk show guest. "Some of us are trying to stretch in peace. Your emotional will-they-won't-they energy is interfering with my recovery."
"I will throw this clipboard," Theresa said.
"Only if you throw it at him," Zacch replied, pointing at Jalen without lifting his head. "He's the problem."
Jalen turned, grinning now. "Wow. Betrayal from the rook."
"I call it like I see it," Zaccharie said. "And I've been seeing this for weeks."
Theresa pinched the bridge of her nose. "Go stretch your hamstrings, Zacch."
"I'm stretching my soul, Theresa."
She turned back to Jalen, deadpan. "I'm so sorry."
He was smiling now. Quiet. Soft. "You should be."
Zaccharie yawned. "Anyway, I'm gonna need a resolution by Thursday. Otherwise I'm submitting a formal complaint to HR."
"You are a rookie," Jalen said, turning slightly toward him. "You don't get to complain."
"I don't have health insurance yet," Zaccharie shot back. "That means I'm allowed to say whatever I want."
Theresa let out a slow, exasperated breath and turned back to Jalen. "See you later?"
He nodded. "Yeah. I'll be around."
This time, she was the one who smiled first.
"Your tension," the rookie muttered, eyes closed. "It's contagious."
Theresa threw a towel at his face. He groaned and flopped back onto his mat like he couldn't bear the weight of their emotional ambiguity one more second.
Theresa stared at her clipboard like it might behave this time. It didn't. Just a jumbled mess of time slots, content obligations, and reminder notes scrawled in margins. Her handwriting was neater when she wasn't spiraling.
Across the court, Jalen finally jogged back toward the key. She didn't watch him go. Not really. Just enough to notice the way he glanced over his shoulder. Just enough to feel it.
She took a seat at the end of the bench again, letting the clipboard rest in her lap. The banana from earlier was still sitting there, slightly bruised from its dramatic arc at Trae's head. She picked it up, peeled it halfway, and took a bite—more out of spite than hunger.
Beside her, Trae returned like he hadn't just left her to emotionally fend for herself. "So what'd I miss?"
She didn't even look up. "Zaccharie called us out."
"Good for him."
"Jalen didn't deny it."
"That's a step."
She took another bite of banana. "Do me a favor and stop talking."
Trae leaned back against the bench, utterly unbothered. "You know, most people spiral inward. You spiral on a schedule."
"Trae."
"I'm just saying—"
"I will strangle you with this peel."
He held up both hands, grinning. "Got it. Love is war. Bananas are weapons. Carry on."
Theresa rolled her eyes and leaned forward, elbows on her knees. On the court, the team was finally settling into real drills. Jalen had linked up with a couple rookies in the far corner for a passing sequence, his form easy, calm.
She couldn't hear him. But she could read his body language. Controlled. Focused. Different. It made her feel even less in control of her own.
She took out her phone—not to check anything. Just to have something in her hand. Her thumb hovered above the last opened thread. Still muted. Still glowing like a threat.
Zaccharie jogged past with a foam roller and a tragic playlist blasting from his headphones. He paused just long enough to mouth still watching and point between her and Jalen before jogging off again.
Theresa sighed. Deep. Bone-level.
"Anyway," she muttered, standing. "I have a calendar to rewrite."
Trae leaned back, watching her go. "Tell your chaos boyfriend I said hi."
She flipped him off again, but there wasn't much heat behind it.
She walked toward the side hallway, toward the back offices—where her laptop, her to-do list, and her work face waited.
Inside the media office, the lights were too bright, and the Wi-Fi was mid-tier at best. But it was quiet. Blessedly, mercifully quiet.
Theresa dropped her bag onto the nearest chair, set her coffee beside her laptop, and pulled out her charger like it was a lifeline. The weight of the gym stayed in her chest, pressed between her ribs like a bruise that hadn't shown up yet.
She sat down. Didn't move for a full minute.
Then:
Click. Calendar. Friday shoot logistics. Content capture windows. Player schedules. Graphic drafts. Voting push templates. More names than she could hold in her head.
Including his.
Another tab: her inbox. Still full of unread approvals and creative assets and promo plans for a weekend that wasn't even real yet.
Her phone buzzed on the desk.
Serena: did you cry in your car again this morning or are you emotionally stable now
Serena: scale of 1 to 10 how feral is the jalen tension
Serena: also reminder: buy makeup wipes. you're out.
Theresa typed out:
Theresa: you're the worst
Theresa: it's a 7
Theresa: maybe 8
Theresa: shut up
She didn't send it.
She closed her messages instead. Locked her phone. Pressed it to her chest and exhaled like that could pin everything back down.
A knock at the door broke the quiet.
Not a loud one—just two soft taps, followed by the unmistakable creak of it opening before she could answer.
"Hey," came a familiar voice. One of the younger media interns, Eli, poked his head in, all nervous energy and oversized credential lanyard. "Sorry to bug. They're starting upstairs. Think you're needed for the brand thing."
Theresa blinked like she'd forgotten how time worked.
"Yeah," she said after a second. "Yeah, I'm coming."
Eli hovered awkwardly, glancing once at her coffee cup, then her unread inbox. "You want me to bring up your charger? You left it plugged in—"
"No," she said, already rising. "I've got it. Thanks."
He nodded and slipped back into the hallway, sneakers squeaking faintly on the tile.
Theresa stood, smoothing down her shirt, twisting her phone so it faced screen-down again. She picked up her clipboard, checked the time, adjusted her face into something almost unreadable.
Half of this job was showing up before they even knew they needed you.
The other half? Pretending you weren't falling apart in high-definition.
She pulled the door closed behind her and walked down the hall, clipboard in one hand, phone in the other, spine straight.
The court buzzed behind the walls—movement, noise, comfort. Familiar. Contained. Safe.
For the next ninety minutes or so, that would have to be enough.
Because the real disaster wasn't scheduled until February.
Notes:
LaMelo hasn't even shown up yet and Theresa's out there doing emotional cardio over one email. The grip this man has through promotional placement alone should be concerning
Also let's talk about Zaccharie real quick cause he spent one night courtside next to Serena and now thinks he's the unofficial therapist of this story. Like, sir. You are nineteen, go stretch.
But also... keep narratingAnyway, we are all holding hands until February. This was just a trailer, but the disaster is already booked 🎫
Chapter 23: All Eyes on You
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The studio was freezing.
Not the kind of cold that came from a broken thermostat or poor insulation—but the curated, overcompensating kind. Industrial AC pumped through high ceilings and concrete walls, meant to offset the intensity of cameras, lights, and the dozens of bodies moving in coordinated chaos across the open space.
Theresa stood just past the lighting rig, clipboard tucked against her hip, headset balanced on one ear. She hadn't spoken in ten minutes, but her mic was still on. Just in case. Her other hand held a half-finished iced coffee that had long since melted into bitterness, but she drank it anyway. Not for the caffeine. For the distraction.
Across the room, a set assistant crouched beside a rack of jerseys, carefully steaming out the creases. A photographer adjusted his camera strap. A makeup artist dabbed at someone's forehead. The room buzzed with the kind of movement that felt like progress, even if nothing had officially started yet.
"Where's Ball?" someone asked behind her—again.
Theresa didn't turn around. "On the way."
The man grunted. One of the senior coordinators from the league. Expensive haircut. Too much cologne. The kind of guy who treated everyone with respect as long as the cameras were rolling.
He moved on, muttering something about rescheduling the B-roll order, and Theresa exhaled slowly through her nose.
This wasn't her first time running point on an All-Star campaign. It wasn't even her first time doing it in New York. But there was something about today—about this roster, this schedule, this studio air so sharp it scraped against her lungs—that made it feel different.
Worse.
Riskier.
LaMelo Ball was scheduled third in the lineup.
Jalen had gone first—steady, composed, almost overprepared. He'd shown up early and texted her from the car, a simple: "You already inside?"
To which she replied: "In the back. Walk straight through."
When he walked in—black sweats, diamond studs, eyes softer than they should've been in fluorescent lighting—he gave her that look. The one that landed somewhere between amused and unreadable.
"Morning," he said, stopping beside her.
"You're early."
He'd shrugged. "Didn't wanna be last."
They didn't say anything else. They didn't need to. Not with everything unsaid still ringing from Atlanta.
Jalen moved through the shoot easily. Cameras liked him. He took direction well. Even when the art director asked for a looser expression—less serious, more heat—he didn't flinch. Just dropped his shoulders, stared straight down the lens, and let something smolder behind his eyes.
Theresa pretended not to look.
And still—LaMelo hadn't shown.
"Where's Ball?" someone else asked.
Theresa didn't answer. She just checked the clock again and told herself it didn't matter.
That she wasn't counting the minutes. That she wasn't bracing for the exact second his laugh would ricochet off the studio walls. That she hadn't already rehearsed three different tones for greeting him—casual, cold, indifferent—depending on how he entered.
None of it mattered.
She shifted her weight onto her back foot and scanned the studio again. Every time the door opened, she didn't look. Not immediately. Not until she knew it wasn't him. She'd done that seven times already.
The eighth time? She knew.
The sound hit before anything else. Not his voice. Not even his laugh. Just the subtle change in atmosphere—like the air shifted to accommodate him.
And then the door opened and he walked in.
LaMelo Ball. In gray sweats, white tee, heavy chain. Hair a mess of curls. Energy dialed all the way up.
He didn't stroll in. He sauntered. Like the day belonged to him. Like the cameras had been waiting.
He didn't look around, didn't pause. Just made a straight line toward the setup—toward her.
Theresa didn't move. She just lifted the coffee back to her lips, slow and controlled, like she hadn't been bracing for impact all morning.
LaMelo stopped a foot away.
"Morning," he said, like it was casual. Like they hadn't shared two months of tension thick enough to cut with a Gatorade lid.
Theresa arched one brow. "You're late."
He grinned. "Miss me?"
She didn't answer. Didn't need to.
Because his smile widened like she had, and that was enough to make her wish she'd brought stronger coffee. Or armor.
From the other side of the studio, someone called his name. A crew member waved. A stylist held up two different sneakers.
LaMelo didn't break eye contact.
"You got my call sheet?" he asked, nodding at her clipboard.
"Your call time was ten thirty," she replied.
"It's ten forty-five."
"You're still late."
He leaned closer. Just slightly. Not enough for anyone else to notice. Just enough for her pulse to trip.
"Guess I owe you something then," he said, voice low.
Theresa didn't flinch. "An apology would be a start."
LaMelo tilted his head. "You sure that's what you want from me?"
She stared at him. Just stared. And then, slowly, flipped the clipboard open to the next page.
"Wardrobe's waiting," she said, perfectly neutral. "Let me know if you need help reading the schedule."
And just like that, she turned and walked away.
She didn't see the way his smile lingered. Didn't see the way he watched her walk all the way across the studio, headset wire bouncing against her hip, back straight like defiance.
Didn't see the way he finally exhaled, like he'd been waiting for this more than he realized.
Because if she was this angry? Then she was still in it. Whatever it was.
And that was all he needed to know.
LaMelo disappeared behind the curtain to wardrobe, and the studio buzzed back to life. Theresa didn't move from her post near the monitors, but she switched her headset mic off. Just for now. Just for her own sanity.
The assistant director clapped twice, sharp. "Alright, people. We're rolling through Segment Three in ten. Get final touches on set, and someone cue the lighting shifts for frame D—y'all know the drill."
Someone else muttered, "Why's it always the basketball boys who run late?"
Theresa ignored them. She was used to the sideways comments. Used to the micro-eye rolls, the low-level shade, the way everyone assumed she only held this position because of her brother. But none of them ever said it to her face. Not because they respected her. But because she ran this floor like a general—and they knew better.
Ten minutes passed. The camera rig clicked into final position. Spotlights cooled and shifted angles. The photographer, some Brooklyn creative with dyed buzzcut curls and two cameras strapped to his hips, took a sip from a can of yerba mate and said, "Okay, let's get weird."
Which was, Theresa had learned, his way of saying "we're starting."
As on cue, LaMelo stepped out.
She didn't look at first. She didn't need to. She could feel it.
But the studio quieted, just for a second. Enough for her to glance over.
He was wearing black. Not full uniform—this wasn't a team shoot. But Nike-branded joggers and a sleeveless top with the All-Star crest centered across his chest. His chain was tucked in now. His arms bare. Tattoos catching in the light.
He stepped onto the taped X and spun the ball once between his hands. "Alright," he called, "let's make me look good."
"You're not shooting for GQ, Ball," someone fired back.
He winked at the lens. "Give it a minute."
Theresa shook her head and kept her eyes on the monitor. One of the production assistants brought him a ball with the logo angled for frame, and the photographer raised his voice.
"Okay—head up, eyes low. Athletic stance. Give me calm menace."
LaMelo grinned. "Calm menace? That a real thing?"
"Think, like, 'I'm about to ruin you in a game but look good doing it.'"
"Oh, that's just me all the time."
The flash popped. Once. Twice.
Theresa watched from the monitor as LaMelo dropped his chin and stared into the camera, deadpan. Then he cracked a smile right as the shutter clicked.
"Reset," the photographer called. "Let's do one with motion. Bounce the ball, half-spin, give me shoulder tension."
LaMelo nodded, dribbled once, then stilled.
But just before the click—he glanced at Theresa.
Right into the monitor lens. Straight through it. Like he knew she was watching.
Theresa tensed.
The photographer cursed under his breath. "He broke again. Who the hell's he looking at?"
LaMelo didn't answer. Just reset.
Another beat. Another look. Another direct shot at Theresa's control.
The stylist leaned in and whispered, "He always this much of a menace?"
"Worse," she muttered.
From the left side of the studio, the curtain flapped again—and this time, Trae strolled in.
Headphones around his neck. Hoodie slouched. Zero urgency.
"Yo," he called out. "Who let Ball get here before me?"
Theresa blinked. "You weren't scheduled till after lunch."
He shrugged. "Flight landed early. Got bored."
LaMelo perked up immediately. "Ayeeee. Look who it is."
"Back up," Trae said, holding up a hand. "Don't hug me. I saw your fit on the 'gram last night. You glittered."
"Style's eternal, bro."
"And sweat's contagious," Trae shot back.
Theresa couldn't help it. She smiled.
"Alright, alright," the photographer said. "Let's use this. Put the two of them on the court together. Ball on the left. Young on the right. I want contrast—light vs. dark, fire vs. ice, the whole drama package."
LaMelo smirked. "Y'all ready for this visual tension?"
"Just pose, man," Trae grumbled.
They lined up under the spotlight, LaMelo bouncing the ball slowly under one hand, Trae with his arms crossed and one eyebrow raised.
Click.
"Perfect," the photographer muttered. "Now switch sides. No talking."
They did. But not without jostling shoulders like brothers fighting for the remote.
Theresa watched it unfold in real time. Her headset buzzed with chatter from production, but she barely heard it.
Because LaMelo glanced over again.
And this time, it wasn't playful. It wasn't loud.
It was quiet. Direct. Like he was peeling her open from forty feet away.
Trae noticed.
He walked off set during the next frame, tugging his hoodie down and grabbing a bottle of water. Made a straight line to Theresa.
"You okay?"
She nodded. "I'm fine."
"You look... not fine."
"Just tired."
Trae followed her line of sight to the monitor, where LaMelo was mid-spin, the lighting catching the curve of his jaw like a shot from a music video.
"Want me to trip him?" Trae asked.
Theresa snorted. "Please don't."
"Say the word."
"I'm serious. He's just—"
"A lot?"
She nodded.
Trae bumped her shoulder. "He's got a crush."
Theresa pretended to choke, then said, "He's just annoying. He does that to everyone."
"Uh huh, sure," Trae drawled, slow and southern. "He messes with everyone."
The next round of poses started: jersey over shoulder, locker room vibes. LaMelo took off the sleeveless and pulled on a zip-up. Then unzipped it slowly like the camera was his mirror.
The stylist groaned. "He's such a flirt."
"He's such a menace," Theresa said at the same time.
Trae leaned in again. "You sure you don't want me to trip him?"
Theresa sighed. "Only if he breaks the frame again."
"Deal."
She turned back to the monitor, jaw set, pulse annoyingly off-beat. Watching LaMelo pose like the shoot was fun. Like none of this meant anything.
"Yo."
Theresa glanced up from her clipboard just in time to catch Zaccharie drifting into frame, holding a prop basketball under one arm like he'd been assigned it personally by Nike themselves.
She arched a brow. "Aren't you supposed to be on rotation?"
"They said I'm chilling until wardrobe fixes the lighting or whatever." He spun the ball once on his fingertip, purely for drama. "So I thought I'd come check on you. Make sure you weren't getting hexed or something."
"Hexed?" she echoed.
Zac nodded subtly toward the opposite side of the set—where LaMelo was standing in front of the backdrop, jersey half-zipped, jaw sharp, and gaze drifting over just a little too often. Not enough to be obvious. Just enough for someone like Zaccharie to notice.
"That one keeps looking at you," he said flatly. "Too much. It's suspicious."
"He looks at everything," she muttered, brushing invisible lint off her clipboard.
"Mmm," Zacch said, dragging the sound out like he was thirty years older and held degrees in both psychology and petty behavior. "It's giving possession."
She gave him a sharp look. "Possession?"
"You know. Like the ball. Not that you're the ball," he added quickly. "Just... metaphor. You know what? Never mind."
Theresa sighed. "You're ridiculous."
"I'm observant," he corrected. Then, after a beat: "If Jalen sees him looking at you like that again, I'm standing way back. I'm not getting caught in the crossfire."
"There's no crossfire."
"Uh huh." Zacch nodded, lips pressed together, clearly unconvinced. "Well. Just know if I go missing later, it's 'cause I tried to warn you."
A voice crackled over the intercom. "We're clear. That's a wrap for Segment Three. Next rotation heads to lounge for off-camera B-roll."
Theresa stepped away before Zaccharie could say anything else.
The room shifted again—crew moving like a tide, pulling cords and lights and lenses back to their anchors. The photographer dabbed sweat off his neck with a towel, muttering something about Ball being a walking shotlist. A runner handed out granola bars. Someone's Bluetooth speaker kicked on in the back, low and pulsing.
Theresa slipped down the side hallway toward the break lounge, where players rotated for behind-the-scenes footage—casual shots, water breaks, half-interviews where everyone pretended to be effortlessly charismatic.
She checked her phone for messages, quickly scanning notes from the league's content manager and a flagged update about lunch running late. She didn't look up until she turned the corner—and nearly ran into him.
LaMelo stood just outside the lounge, one shoulder against the wall, his phone in hand but face up, unread.
She blinked.
He grinned. "You stalking me?"
"You're in the way."
"You always this sweet after a shoot?"
"You're lucky I'm letting you breathe after all that posing."
He tilted his head. "Come on. You liked it."
"No, I tolerated it."
"That's not what your eyes said."
She rolled hers. "You're still delusional."
He stepped aside, letting her pass. But just as she did, he leaned in slightly. "You cold?"
She paused. Glanced down at her arms, the way the air was still pricking her skin beneath the sleeves. "The whole studio's cold."
He hummed, pulling off his team-branded hoodie. "Then here."
Theresa blinked. "What?"
LaMelo held it out. "Take it."
"I'm not cold."
"You literally just said—"
"Not cold enough to wear your ego."
He laughed, teeth flashing. "You're stubborn."
She didn't argue. Just looked at the hoodie. Then back at him.
He didn't lower it. Didn't tease. Just stood there, steady, waiting.
And maybe it was exhaustion. Or something quieter. But she took it.
Only shrugged it over her shoulders once he looked away.
LaMelo smiled to himself and pulled his phone out again like nothing happened.
Theresa turned to go—but then someone else's voice cut in.
"Yo, you done?" Jalen.
He walked up from the other direction, dressed in his travel clothes again—hood up, sneakers on, duffle slung low over his shoulder. His eyes flicked between them.
Theresa straightened. "Yeah. I was just—"
"Waiting on me," Jalen finished, stepping closer. His gaze dropped to the hoodie she was wearing. Then paused.
LaMelo didn't say anything.
Didn't smirk. Didn't move. Just leaned against the wall, unreadable.
Theresa swallowed. "Everything okay?"
Jalen's jaw ticked once. Then he nodded. "Yeah. Just wanted to check before I left."
She opened her mouth—but LaMelo spoke first.
"She's warm now," he said.
Jalen blinked. "What?"
LaMelo gestured toward the hoodie. "Said she was cold. I fixed it."
Jalen's eyes narrowed—just for a second. Then he smiled. "Sweet of you."
LaMelo shrugged. "She looked like she needed it."
"I would've given her mine."
"But you weren't here."
Silence stretched.
Theresa stared at the floor for half a beat before cutting in. "I'll bring it back."
LaMelo's eyes flicked to her, then softened. "Nah. Keep it. Looks good on you."
Jalen's shoulders went tight.
Theresa stepped back. "I have to go log everything before the uploads. I'll see you later."
She didn't wait for a reply.
Didn't look back.
But she heard it—the small scoff Jalen made. The low chuckle LaMelo returned. The quiet undercurrent of rivalry neither of them was going to name.
And beneath all of it, her own pulse—too loud, too fast, too involved.
"So... we just letting the Joker flirt with Gotham's PR director now?"
She rounded a corner and met with Zaccharie again. Propped against a wall with a sports drink, grinning like he'd been waiting for this exact moment.
"How long were you standing there?" she muttered.
"Long enough to know you didn't deck him. So either we're soft now, or the villain is winning."
"He's not winning," she snapped. "He's just... loud."
"Loud and lingering," Zac said pointedly. "And weirdly calm about it."
She threw him a look, but he just held up a hand in surrender.
"I'm just saying," Zac added, backing away. "If Ball pulls out a gold toothpick or starts playing a theme song when he enters the gym, I'm putting in for hazard pay."
"Didn't you say you'll go missing?" she asked, biting back a smile.
"Consider me gone," he called, jogging backwards. "Just don't let him monologue you into a team switch!"
Theresa didn't respond. She just kept walking—fast, hoodie sleeves tugged low, clipboard hugged tighter than it needed to be. Not because she was cold. Not anymore.
Because her chest was doing that thing again—tight and hot and stupid, like she'd swallowed a grenade and the pin was slowly dissolving inside her.
Back near the production monitors, the next rotation was already being mic'd and prepped—rookies mostly, younger faces less used to the lights, the pressure. Theresa exhaled once, sharp and grounding, then slipped back into motion like nothing had happened.
Laughter echoed from the far side of the court setup—rookies throwing a foam basketball at each other between shots, energy a little too big for the frame.
Theresa moved through the chaos like a current, steps measured, clipboard back in hand, headset mic live again.
She checked her notes—next segment was a group layout, media-bait stuff. A mix of All-Stars, veterans, rookies. Trae was already on deck, nodding along to instructions with half his attention on the rookies messing around behind him. Jalen was gone. LaMelo wasn't.
And neither was the weight in her chest.
She crossed the floor with purpose, half to redirect a wandering camera op, half to put distance between herself and everything LaMelo Ball-shaped.
Zaccharie reappeared, now holding two protein bars and a smug look. He extended one toward her without breaking stride.
"Eat," he said. "You look like you just got emotionally hit by a truck."
Theresa blinked. "Thanks?"
"I'm a people person."
She took the bar. Tore it open slowly. "Do you ever shut up?"
"Do you ever admit when I'm right?"
She didn't answer.
He turned to leave, only to pause mid-step and squint at her outfit. Then, deadpan: "That hoodie looks suspiciously not-Hawks-issued..."
Theresa didn't respond fast enough.
Zacch raised both brows. "I KNEW it."
He held a hand to his chest like she'd just admitted to treason, then pointed two fingers at her and backed away slowly like she was cursed.
Theresa shot him a look. "Don't start."
"I'm not starting," Zaccharie said. "I'm just observing. Like a good teammate. Observing that you, Head of Media, are currently repping enemy gear."
She tugged the hem of the hoodie lower, trying—and failing—not to smile. "He gave this to me for the shoot. That's it."
"Right. Totally normal villain origin behavior. Very chill."
"It was cold."
Zaccharie gave her a knowing look. "Mm-hmm. That's usually how infections spread."
Theresa didn't dignify that with a response. She just flipped to the next tab on her clipboard and kept moving, feet brisk against the polished floor, even though her chest felt like it was still playing catch-up.
Across the studio, the rookies were being wrangled into formation—some laughing, some blinking nervously under the lights. One of them dropped a foam ball mid-pose and tripped trying to catch it. The photographer just shouted, "Leave it. I want motion!" and waved the assistant away.
Theresa stepped in like she always did—calm, efficient, grounding. She adjusted a mic on someone's collar, redirected the lighting crew, gave one of the younger guys a quick pep talk. But her hands were colder than they should've been, even under the hoodie sleeves.
Even now, she could still feel the shape of LaMelo's gaze. That unshakable, direct weight of him. Not cocky, not teasing. Just there. Like gravity had a new anchor and decided it was him.
"You good?" someone asked beside her.
She turned—one of the media team leads. Camila. Bright lipstick, high bun, clipboard of her own.
Theresa nodded automatically. "Yeah. Just hungry."
Camila eyed the protein bar in her hand. "That why you're eating like someone just broke your heart?"
Theresa nearly choked. "I'm not—what?"
Camila grinned. "Relax. Just messing. You do look like you're five seconds from emotionally blackout tweeting, though."
"I don't even have Twitter."
"Good. Then I'll tweet it for you."
Before Theresa could fire back, a sudden loud crack echoed through the studio—a foam ball ricocheting off the lighting rig and smacking straight into someone's coffee. Laughter erupted. Someone shouted, "It's always the quiet ones!"
Theresa exhaled hard, grateful for the distraction. She turned back to her clipboard, scanning the rest of the day's schedule.
Just two more hours. Then the shoot would be over. Then she could go home. Or back to the hotel. Or anywhere that didn't smell like sweat, hairspray, and LaMelo Ball.
She rubbed at her temple, barely aware of the hoodie still hugging her frame.
Two hours. That was it.
The shoot wrapped later than expected.
Not because of LaMelo—shockingly—but because someone from the league's marketing team insisted on capturing "bonus content." A few extra slow-motion spins. A behind-the-scenes handshake sequence. Close-ups of the All-Star patch like it held state secrets.
By the time the final shutter clicked, the studio lights had begun to dim and someone had cracked open an emergency pack of granola bars like it was a war zone.
Theresa finally let herself step off the floor, retreating to a small corner by the equipment carts. She pressed her headset off and let it hang around her neck, fingers pinching the bridge of her nose.
Her shoulders ached. Her head buzzed. But the set had survived.
Mostly.
"Hey."
She looked up.
Trae.
He leaned against the wall beside her, hoodie half-zipped, curls a mess from pulling a beanie on and off all morning.
"You look like you need water," he said, handing her a bottle he'd stolen from somewhere.
Theresa accepted it wordlessly.
They stood in silence for a moment, just listening to the shuffle of breakdown crew and quiet clink of metal poles being disassembled. It was the kind of tired that didn't hit until the adrenaline left.
"How'd he do?" Trae finally asked.
Theresa didn't answer right away. She took a long sip of water, then capped the bottle with practiced care.
"He was... fine."
Trae gave her a look.
She gave him one back.
"Better than fine," she muttered. "He's too good at playing the part."
"Did he give you a hard time?"
"He's LaMelo Ball. It's his brand."
"True," Trae said, stretching his neck lazily. "But you handled it."
"Barely."
Trae nodded. "Still handled it."
Theresa's lips twitched, just a little. That familiar big brother cadence—the kind that reminded her who she was even when her nerves frayed. Even when her walls cracked.
"You staying for teardown?" Trae asked, nudging her elbow.
"I should."
"You should go breathe instead."
She didn't argue. Didn't agree either.
"Nice hoodie, by the way," he added over his shoulder.
She scoffed and kept walking. She forgot she was still wearing it. When she turned the next corner, Jalen was standing at the vending machine.
Not looking at her. Just watching the little spiral coil try to drop a Snickers bar. Suddenly, the hallway felt colder than the studio.
The vending machine whirred, stalling.
Jalen didn't move. Didn't kick it. Didn't shake it. Just stared at the candy bar like it was the one who betrayed him.
Theresa stopped a few feet away, the air between them thin and fragile. She shifted slightly, tugging the borrowed hoodie lower on her hips, suddenly aware of its weight. It smelled like cologne and something warmer, something dangerous.
He must've heard her steps, must've known she was there—but he didn't turn around right away.
Didn't say her name.
Didn't make it easy.
Theresa slowed as she reached him, her steps quieter now. The hallway was dim, all overhead fluorescents and polished concrete, humming just enough to fill the space between words.
"I thought you left," she said softly.
Jalen looked up. His eyes didn't sharpen like they sometimes did when she surprised him—they just settled on her, calm and steady.
They flicked to the hoodie. Paused. Then flicked back. He didn't say anything about it, not directly, but the air around them shifted.
The vending machine thunked too hard for the snack it gave up—Snickers, barely caught before it bounced.
Jalen turned it over in one hand, but didn't open it.
"I did," he said. "Came back for my phone. And this."
He held up the candy bar like evidence. "Didn't wanna leave it behind for Ball to take over too."
"Oh my god," Theresa muttered under her breath. "This stupid thing?" She pinched at the fabric and then shrugged it off.
He grinned. Just a little. "I was just joking. Kind of."
She let out a soft laugh, bunching the hoodie in her hands, her pulse ticking up.
"You always pick Snickers," she said, like she was smoothing over the tension he barely hinted at.
"I'm consistent," Jalen replied with a shrug. "It's part of my charm."
She huffed again, lighter this time.
"You were good today," she said. "At the shoot."
Jalen leaned his shoulder against the vending machine, still looking at her—not pressing, just present.
"So were you."
"I wasn't in front of the camera."
"Didn't say you had to be."
She looked down then, fingers absentmindedly twisting her headset wire. He watched but didn't comment.
They stood like that—still, easy. Like the tension hadn't fully disappeared, but at least had loosened its grip.
Jalen unwrapped the candy and held it out.
"Bite?"
She raised an eyebrow. "Really?"
"You always steal mine anyway."
She leaned in, took a small bite, and wiped her lip with her thumb.
"Still your favorite?" he asked.
"Still yours?"
He smiled. "You already know the answer."
And for a moment, that was enough.
"Get some rest," he said. "You've been on since before I even got here."
"You too."
"I will. Before some loud dude with bad hair tries to win you over with charm and stepbacks."
"Oh, please," she said, biting back a grin. "He couldn't steal me even if I gift-wrapped myself and left the receipt."
Jalen huffed a quiet laugh—low and warm like it got caught in his chest. But there was something else behind it too. Something flickering in his eyes, fast and fleeting, like maybe he almost believed her. Like maybe he wanted to.
"Sorry," he said, holding both hands up with mock innocence. "Just keeping it real."
But his voice was still warm. No jealousy. Just honesty. He took another bite of the Snickers bar, chewing slowly, watching her the whole time.
"You don't really like him, do you?"
Her brows lifted slightly. "LaMelo?"
He shrugged, casual—but his eyes stayed locked on hers. "You act like he gets on your nerves. But not in the way people usually do."
She hesitated. "He's... loud."
"You're loud sometimes."
She narrowed her eyes. "Are you defending him?"
Jalen smirked. "I'm just saying—I've seen you ice people out for less. But with him? You get riled. That's not the same thing."
Theresa looked away, jaw tightening. "I don't like him."
"Okay," he said, taking her word for it.
Then his eyes dropped—just briefly—to the hoodie still clutched in her hands, wrinkled now from her grip.
"I'll see you later," he said finally, quiet.
And then, like it wasn't a big deal at all, like none of it meant what it did—he turned and walked down the hallway, leaving her standing there, holding the hoodie she swore she didn't want.
Jalen disappeared around the corner, the sound of his steps swallowed by the hum of the building. Theresa stayed rooted in place, thumb still brushing the edge of her lip where a smear of chocolate had lingered. She wasn't smiling exactly, but she wasn't not smiling either.
She was still warm with it—quiet, rare warmth that didn't demand anything in return.
And then—
"Damn," came a voice from the opposite end of the hall. "Should've brought my own candy bar."
Theresa didn't flinch.
She didn't have to turn to know who it was. The air gave him away before the sound did. That shift again—the subtle current of attention that trailed behind him wherever he moved.
LaMelo strolled toward her like he'd been here the whole time. Hoodie loose over his shoulders now, hair a little messy, chain still glinting. He moved like he hadn't just wrapped his shoot ten minutes ago and disappeared for longer than necessary. Like this hallway was his.
Theresa's heart stuttered once. "Do you always lurk like this?"
He smiled, easy and slow. "Just making sure you weren't getting jumped in the vending machine hallway."
She exhaled through her nose. "You're unbelievable."
"Most people say fun but sure."
"I figured you'd vanished with the lights." She said without looking up, voice bone dry.
"I don't vanish," he replied, grinning. "I linger. I was following the trail of chaos. Led me to you."
Her gaze cut to his, flat and unimpressed. "Try harder."
He laughed, slow and amused, like he liked her more when she was prickly.
"Looked cozy," he added, nodding down the hallway. "Was that your boyfriend, or just your post-shoot Snickers plug?"
She crossed her arms. "Why do you care?"
"I don't."
"Then stop staring."
LaMelo didn't. He just tilted his head a little, like he was examining something under glass. "He seemed... thrown."
She raised a brow. "Why would he be thrown?"
"Maybe 'cause you were wearing my clothes all day."
Her stomach flipped. She hated that it did.
"I didn't exactly plan that," she said tightly.
"No?" He tilted his head. "You could've given it back."
She opened her mouth—then shut it.
He grinned, but his eyes dropped—just briefly—to the hoodie she was holding. His hoodie.
"Didn't look bad on you," he added.
He leaned against the wall beside her like he had all the time in the world. But that look in his eyes? Possessive. Like he was already replaying the moment she put it on and wasn't ready to give it back. He liked that more than he should've.
"Anyway, as I was saying," he went on, voice lower now, "if that's what gets your attention—a vending machine and one-liners—then damn. I need to reevaluate my approach."
Theresa rolled her eyes. "You need to reevaluate a lot of things."
He smiled wider. "But not you, right?"
She hated that her cheeks felt warm again.
"You're wasting your time."
"I've wasted it on worse," he said with a shrug. "And less interesting."
She stared him down, eyes sharp. "This isn't a game."
He leaned just a little closer. Not enough to break her space—but enough for her to feel him there.
"Then why does it feel like I'm winning?"
For one stupid second, she didn't have an answer. Just the sound of her pulse and the smugness in his grin.
She stepped back. "Enjoy your Snickers fantasy, Charlotte."
"Leaving already?"
Theresa straightened up.
"You're good at this," LaMelo said finally, nodding toward the set. "Running all of it. Keeping people in line."
"I don't need your approval."
He smiled, slow and deliberate. "Good. 'Cause you don't have it."
Theresa blinked.
LaMelo tilted his head. "You think I'm here handing out gold stars?"
"No," she said flatly. "I think you're here to stir shit and call it charisma."
He laughed at that—quietly, like she'd said something clever. Like she amused him more than she annoyed him.
Theresa didn't move. She stood grounded, clipboard now resting against her thigh, one finger tapping lightly against the spiral edge. Her other hand still held the water bottle Trae gave her, cool against her skin, a sharp contrast to the warm current buzzing just under the surface.
He tilted his head. "You ever stop?"
"From what?"
"Being the one who holds it all together."
She bristled. Just slightly.
"I don't see you doing it," she replied.
He smiled again. "I'm chaos. You're the system. Balance, baby."
Theresa didn't know what to do with that. So she didn't do anything. She looked at him then—really looked. At the set of his jaw, the looseness in his stance that didn't quite hide how he watched her like a read he hadn't cracked yet. His eyes were darker here, away from the flashes and spotlight. Less showy. More dangerous.
"You still mad?" he asked, softer this time.
"I'm always mad."
LaMelo's mouth curved. "Yeah. That's what I figured."
He stepped in—half a step, no more. Not close enough to startle, just close enough that she could smell the faint trace of his cologne, sharp and clean beneath all the leftover heat of the shoot.
Theresa didn't move. Didn't breathe too deep. Didn't trust herself to.
"I'm not mad because of you," she said finally. "Not just because of you."
LaMelo tilted his head, a tiny shift that somehow read like full-body attention. "But I'm on the list."
She hesitated. "You know you are."
Somewhere behind them, a cart wheeled past, creaking under leftover camera gear. Someone called out a thank-you to the lighting crew. The world was still moving. But here, in this strange in-between, they weren't.
"You looked good out there today," she said before she could stop herself. "The shoot. You—you worked the frame."
He blinked, surprised. "You giving me a compliment?"
"I'm being diplomatic."
"And this?" he asked, nodding slightly to the hoodie. "Still diplomacy?"
Another pause. Then Theresa extended her arm for him to take it back. He just looked down at it and then back up at her.
"Keep it."
"I don't want to."
LaMelo didn't budge. Didn't reach for the hoodie. Didn't take the out.
He just looked at her—really looked. Like the bullshit had evaporated and there was only this hallway, this silence, and the way she kept choosing to stand in it with him.
"I said keep it."
"I said I don't want to," she repeated, firmer this time. Like saying it louder might make it true.
But her fingers hadn't let go yet.
His gaze dropped, not to the hoodie now, but to her hands. The way she gripped it like she wasn't sure which version of herself she was trying to protect.
"You wore it all day," he said quietly. "Didn't see you rushing to give it back then."
"I was working."
"You looked warm."
"I was cold."
His lips twitched. "Exactly."
Theresa stared at him, jaw tight, trying to find the line between her voice and her pulse. "You giving your warm-up gear out like souvenirs now?"
"Nah," he said, stepping back like the conversation hadn't just turned her whole bloodstream upside down. "Just that one."
"You're not making sense."
"I am," he said, that calm confidence sliding into place. "You're just not ready to admit it."
"Admit what?"
"That you didn't hate it as much as you think you do." His voice softened.
She hated the way her breath caught. Hated the way he noticed it.
"You can toss it if you want," he said. "Burn it. Forget it in your hotel room. I don't care."
Theresa stared at him, still gripping the hoodie like it was evidence in a trial neither of them had agreed to.
The hallway stretched quiet around them—just the distant echo of someone wheeling equipment cases and the low thrum of leftover tension. Her fingers twitched. She should've let go. Should've shoved the damn thing into his chest and walked away.
But her hands didn't move.
"You know what's wild?" he murmured. "You're wearing me, and I still don't think I've gotten close enough."
Theresa stiffened, heart stuttering. She hated him a little more for knowing exactly what to say—and even more for how much it landed.
"You think that line works on everyone?" she said, biting the inside of her cheek.
"Nope," he said, stepping back. "Just on you."
She wanted to laugh. Or glare. Or run.
Instead, she stayed right where she was. Still warm. Still caught in it.
"Don't get comfortable," she warned.
LaMelo said lightly. "I just think it's interesting."
She crossed her arms. "You think everything's interesting."
"I think you're interesting."
"Don't."
He blinked again. Slower this time. Less amused.
"I meant it," he said. "You run this whole thing, and you don't even blink when people talk at you sideways. You make it look like nothing touches you. Not even me."
Theresa's throat tightened. "Maybe that's the point."
LaMelo didn't smile this time. He didn't flirt either.
He just nodded, once, like he understood something he hadn't before.
And then—because he couldn't help himself—he added, "Still wouldn't hurt to admit I looked better on camera than Jalen."
That got her. Just a twitch at the corner of her mouth. Not a smile. But not nothing.
"You're ridiculous," she muttered.
LaMelo nodded once, like he expected it. Like it was fair.
Then he smiled, crooked and maddening. "Next time, I'm gonna make you laugh."
"That a promise?"
He leaned in, just enough to be heard. "A threat."
He stepped back then. Just slightly. Enough to let the tension breathe.
"Good shoot today, Young," he said, voice even. "Let me know when you're ready to run it back."
She stepped past him, clipboard tight against her chest. But his voice followed her.
"Hey."
She paused at the hallway entrance.
LaMelo didn't move. Just shoved his hands in his pockets.
"I'll see you in LA?"
Theresa blinked. "What?"
"All-Star weekend," he said, like it was obvious. "You'll be there."
"I don't—"
"Don't worry," he said, grin curling at the edges. "I'll make it worth your time."
And then he turned, walked off like he hadn't just derailed her again without trying.
Theresa stayed still. Back pressed to the wall. Headphones still half-hanging from her ear.
Warmth still blooming in the space Jalen left—and now tangled with the static LaMelo stirred.
She didn't move for a long time. Didn't trust herself to. Because that had not been part of the schedule.
And for the second time that day, she wished she'd brought armor. Because LaMelo Ball had a way of getting under her skin.
But worse? He was starting to figure out just how deep he'd already gotten.
Chapter 24: Still Loaded
Chapter Text
Atlanta smelled different when she came back.
Not in a dramatic, cinematic way. Not like the city had changed while she was gone or the air carried some poetic reminder of what she'd left behind.
It just smelled like home. Warm pavement. Faint car exhaust. That strange blend of rain-soaked trees and fried food wafting from the corner bodega that always overcooked their wings.
Theresa stood on the curb outside the airport, suitcase handle in one hand and her phone in the other, waiting for the car to swing around. Her hoodie was pushed to her elbows. The same black one she always traveled in—soft, broken-in, nothing remarkable. The city buzzed around her, a dull hum she didn't mind this time.
The shoot in New York was already receding in her brain like something she'd dreamed. Not because it hadn't happened. But because everything that had happened there felt like it didn't belong here. Not in this air. Not in this sky. Not under this light.
Her phone buzzed just as the car pulled up.
Serena:
you alive or nah
Serena:
because if you are i'm bringing wine and judgment tonight
Serena:
if not i'll still bring wine, just drink it in your honor
Theresa smiled despite herself.
Theresa: landed. not dead. will confirm wine status in an hour.
She didn't text anything else. Didn't mention the chaos of the set, the way her chest still hadn't fully settled. Didn't mention how hard it had been to keep her balance while juggling camera crew schedules, Jalen's unreadable silences, and LaMelo's... everything.
Nope. She was home now. This was a reset.
The car ride was quiet. She didn't talk to the driver. Just watched the streets peel by, familiar and unmoved by anything she'd done in another city. The highway gave way to narrower streets, and the skyline thinned to match the steady rhythm of her pulse.
When she got to her apartment, she didn't unpack.
She never did right away—especially not after road stretches or long days. She left her suitcase by the door, still zipped. Still sealed. Like opening it would release everything she was trying to contain.
Instead, she showered. Stood under the stream until her skin itched from the pressure and her thoughts slowed just enough to breathe normally again.
She dressed in an oversized tee and socks, curled onto the couch, and was halfway through answering emails when Serena let herself in without knocking.
"Okay," Serena announced, holding up a bottle in each hand. "Your choices tonight are overpriced Pinot Grigio or judgment disguised as rosé."
Theresa didn't even look up. "You brought both."
"Obviously." Serena kicked off her sneakers and dropped the bottles on the coffee table. "And I expect full chaos disclosure. Starting from the top. I saw the clips."
"What clips?"
Serena stared at her like she was insane. "The behind-the-scenes footage. TikTok already wants to ship you with Ball. He did that thing with his hands and you looked away like he killed your family."
Theresa groaned. "It was one second."
"One charged second. You can't fool me. I speak fluent tension."
Theresa leaned her head back against the couch cushion. "I'm not talking about this."
"Oh, you will," Serena said, twisting open the rosé with a dramatic sigh. "But I'm kind. I'll let you spiral on your own timeline."
She poured them each a glass, handed one over, and sat cross-legged on the floor.
"You and Jalen good?" she asked after a beat, softer this time.
Theresa didn't answer right away. She stared into the wine, then took a sip.
"He's been... present," she said finally. "More careful. More thoughtful."
Serena nodded like she understood—because she did. Her teasing softened, eyes scanning her friend's face like she was trying to read between the lines Theresa wasn't saying out loud.
"And is that what you want?" she asked gently.
Theresa exhaled through her nose, pressing the rim of the glass to her lips again without drinking. "I think I want... to trust it. But sometimes it feels like he only shows up when he senses he's slipping."
Serena raised one brow. "Possessive, not consistent?"
"Something like that."
There was no bitterness in her voice. No heat. Just observation, like she was stating facts she hadn't fully decided how to feel about yet.
Serena leaned back on her hands. "Well. You don't have to marry him tomorrow. You just have to know what's real for you right now."
Theresa smirked slightly. "Is this the part where you tell me to follow my heart?"
"No," Serena said immediately. "Your heart is chaos. I'm telling you to follow the facts and your gut. That dangerous little combo."
Theresa laughed, soft and genuine, and finally let herself relax into the cushions.
They stayed like that a while—wine slowly disappearing, the city humming low outside the windows, Serena occasionally firing off unsolicited opinions about everyone's All-Star fits and the NBA's broken algorithm.
Eventually, Serena stretched, cracked her back dramatically, and got up with a groan. "Alright, I'll leave you to your quiet spiral. But you better have something to wear Saturday. That Foundation Dinner is not the time for your sad black trench."
Theresa rolled her eyes. "It's classic."
"It's depressing. I'll text you options."
And with that, Serena was gone, taking the empty bottle and half the tension with her.
Theresa moved back to her bedroom, picking up the luggage she left by the door and carrying it down the hall without opening it.
It landed with a soft thud near the foot of her bed. She stood there a moment, fingers still wrapped around the handle, eyes fixed on the zipper like it might bite.
She picked her phone up from the charger and opened it without thinking. Notifications stacked at the top—work stuff, a group chat with Serena and one of the stylists, a reminder from Delta about unused flight credits. She ignored all of it.
Until her phone buzzed with a text from her brother.
Trae: dinner tomorrow, my place, mom's cooking
Theresa: what time
Trae: 6. bring your appetite and a decent attitude.
Theresa huffed a laugh through her nose.
Theresa: No promises.
A beat later, another buzz.
Trae:
Also. Heard about your lil camera moment.
Trae:
Charlotte better relax before he gets fouled off court.
She stared at the screen, one brow lifting slightly.
Theresa:
Why are you like this
Theresa:
Don't tell mom.
Trae: Too late. Dad showed her the clips. She said "that boy has beautiful eyes."
Theresa slapped the phone face-down on the bed and exhaled like the wind had been knocked out of her.
Of course they saw it. Of course the internet wasted no time.
Of course LaMelo Ball had to ruin her peace again.
Trae: and dad wants to talk about your "media moment."
Theresa: i'm bringing wine
Theresa: and if dad starts quoting interviews again i'm taking it back with me
No reply. Just the ominous "Read 8:42 PM" and a bubble that flickered before disappearing again.
The next morning came slow, hazy with November light. Atlanta hadn't decided yet whether to be cold or mild, so the day hovered somewhere in between—brisk air, clear skies, and the kind of sun that didn't warm much but looked pretty trying.
Theresa moved through her apartment methodically. Coffee. Emails. A call with the campaign director about next week's All-Star promo rollout. Then a scroll through socials she should've avoided.
The campaign team had already posted a few selects from the shoot. LaMelo's frame came up first.
Then Jalen's.
Then—her. Off to the side, hair slicked back, headset around her neck, giving some last-minute cue to the director.
Comments flooded in. Most were harmless. Some tagged her name with heart eyes. Some were already speculating about "the love triangle energy" in the Nike promo set. One just said she looks like she doesn't play, and I like that.
Theresa tossed the phone across the couch. It landed with a soft thunk against the cushions, facedown like it knew better than to say anything else.
That afternoon, she made her way to Trae's like she always did—head down, hoodie on, sunglasses big enough to hide a week of half-sleep.
She didn't even have to knock. Her brother opened the door before she reached for it, leaning against the frame with a smug grin and no socks. "Took you long enough."
"I'm literally three minutes early."
"That's late by mom's standards." He stepped aside and waved her in. "Hurry up before she thinks you died in a ditch."
His house was buzzing with the usual chaos: music low, sports highlights echoing faintly from the living room TV, and the smell of their mom's famous rosemary chicken already curling down the hallway.
In the kitchen, Candice—their mom—was stirring something in a heavy pot like it owed her money.
"Theresa, baby," she said, glancing up with a smile that didn't slow her hands. "Grab a plate. Everything's almost ready."
Theresa kissed her on the cheek and set the wine down.
"Cabernet," she said. "Pairs great with chaos."
Their dad was at the table already, flipping between ESPN and some basketball podcast he swore wasn't biased—despite all evidence to the contrary.
He looked up and beamed. "There she is. Our family's claim to ESPN fame."
Theresa groaned. "Don't start."
"Too late. I've got quotes pulled up and everything."
"Dad," Trae warned, but his smirk gave him away. "Let her eat first."
Their mom turned from the stove, wooden spoon in hand. "Let her breathe first. You vultures."
"That Ball kid has a smug face. But good camera presence."
Theresa blinked at him. "Please never say that sentence again."
"And you made headlines again," he added without looking up.
Theresa groaned and set a plate down harder than necessary. "Can we not?"
"I'm just saying—if I had a dollar for every tweet calling y'all a power couple—"
"I'd be rich," Trae deadpanned.
"I'd be retired," their dad corrected.
Theresa dragged her hands down her face. "Y'all are insufferable."
Her mother saved her by swooping in with a serving dish. "Okay, everyone sit before this gets cold. Reesa, baby, you look tired. You eating enough?"
"I'm fine, Mom."
"Mmm," her mom said, which usually meant I don't believe you but I'll let it slide until dessert.
Dinner was warm and loud. Her mom asked about the shoot. Her dad gave unsolicited media advice. Trae kicked her under the table when she got too quiet, then passed her the bread like a truce offering. They moved like a unit. Familiar. Unchanging.
Except when her dad said, "He's got good footwork, that Ball kid. But you can tell he's used to being watched."
Theresa blinked. "What does that even mean?"
He shrugged. "Just an observation."
"I don't need your scouting report," she muttered, buttering her bread with a little more force than necessary.
"Didn't say it was a bad thing," her dad added, lifting his wine glass. "Just means he knows how to work a room. You should be careful with boys like that."
Theresa's knife clinked a little too loudly against the plate.
"He's not my boy," she said coolly, not looking up.
"Didn't say he was," her dad replied, and it was the kind of answer that somehow made it worse.
Trae, bless him, changed the subject.
"Anyway," he said, mouth full, "we good for Tuesday's run-through?"
Theresa nodded, grateful. "Already sent the agenda. You need me to wrangle the rookies again?"
"Please. Zaccharie's still afraid of you."
"He should be."
Trae snorted and shoved another forkful of chicken in his mouth. Their dad mumbled something about fear being a useful leadership tool, and their mom rolled her eyes so hard the room tilted.
Theresa was mid-sip of her wine when her phone buzzed.
She didn't think anything of it at first—probably Serena again, or a reminder from her calendar. Her hand moved on instinct, sliding the phone toward her without even looking.
Then she saw the preview.
melo: did you keep it?
She didn't even remember what he meant, not at first. She thought maybe he was playing games. Stirring the pot. Planting a thought just to see if she'd bite.
But then it came back—fast and sharp, like static under the skin.
And just like that, the sip caught.
Her breath hitched mid-swallow. Wine slid the wrong way down her throat.
She choked.
Not delicately. Not like a quiet little cough you could pass off as nothing. No—this was a full-body, red-faced, water-in-the-wrong-pipe kind of choke that had her eyes watering instantly.
"Yo—Tess?" Trae shot up from his chair, half-laughing, half-concerned. "You good?"
Theresa coughed once, twice, then turned away from the table, fist to her mouth, shoulders shaking as she tried to swallow air and embarrassment at the same time.
Their mom appeared behind her with a hand on her back, warm and immediate. "Deep breaths, baby. Breathe in. You're alright."
"I'm fine," she rasped, waving them off with one hand while clutching her phone in the other like it had burned her.
"You sure?" Trae asked again, brow furrowed now.
"Yeah," she croaked. "Wine went down weird."
Their dad chuckled, already retreating back to the wine bottle. "That's what happens when you try to keep up with your mother's roast chicken and cabernet combo. Rookie mistake."
She forced a thin, breathy laugh, nodding once. But her eyes darted back down to her phone the second no one was looking.
The message still sat there like it had been etched into the glass.
Trae clocked it immediately. "Who is it?"
"No one," she said too quickly.
Her dad leaned in. "That didn't sound like no one."
"It's literally nothing," she muttered, setting the glass down with more care this time.
Their mom stood, starting to gather plates. "I made dessert. Shall we move to the sitting area?"
The living room lights were dimmer than the kitchen's—warm, low, familiar. The TV glowed in the corner, casting flickers of blue across the coffee table where her dad had already set up camp with his second glass of wine and a generous slice of cake.
Theresa stayed behind for a moment, lingering by the fridge as her mom plated up dessert for her. Lemon cake. Her favorite. She took the plate without a word, the fork already resting on top, and started slowly down the hallway.
"Yo, Tess!" Trae's voice rang out mid-bite. "Get in here. Your boy's on TV."
She didn't flinch. She didn't roll her eyes. She just paused mid-step, her hand gripping the edge of the dessert plate a little tighter.
From the living room, she could already hear the commentary cutting through the noise—Charlotte game, obviously. West Coast opponent. Probably third quarter by now.
Her dad's laugh echoed next. Loud. Deep. Unbothered.
"Oh, this one again," he chuckled. "Somebody tell him the camera's not a mirror."
Theresa stepped into the doorway just as the replay cut across the screen—LaMelo Ball gliding into frame like the whole arena belonged to him. Flashy pass. Quick cut. Step-back jumper from deep.
The ball barely touched the net.
The crowd roared.
Her dad whistled low. "Alright, alright. I see it."
Trae was sprawled across the couch, fork in hand, plate on his chest, smug as ever. "He's cooking."
Theresa didn't answer. She stood half-in, half-out of the room, one foot still in the hallway like she might walk right back out.
She shifted her weight and reached behind her—casual, instinctive. Her fingers found the edge of her phone in her back pocket.
And then her stomach turned just slightly.
She looked up at the screen again. The game was live.
Live.
Which meant...
Theresa blinked once, hard, like that might reset her brain.
He was texting her. During the game.
Not before. Not after. During. Probably at halftime.
"Yo," Trae called, glancing over at her. "You stuck?"
She shook her head once, trying to remember how to move. "Nah, just..."
"Just what?" he asked, eyes narrowing. "You look like you saw a ghost."
Theresa walked in slowly, cake in one hand. She sank into the armchair without answering.
The announcers were already highlighting another play. Melo again. Quick read. Perfect outlet. Highlight reel bait. He jogged back on defense with that same stupid swagger, grinning like the scoreboard belonged to him.
Theresa choked on her cake.
Again.
Not as bad this time—just a sudden inhale, a wild cough, a scramble for the fork—but still enough to draw attention.
Her dad glanced over. "You okay?"
Trae raised both eyebrows. "Need Heimlich again orrr..."
"I'm fine," she said, voice tight, eyes sharp.
She set the cake down.
But her whole body was tense now. Leaned forward. Elbows on knees. Watching the screen like it might confess something.
And then—because he had to be the absolute worst—LaMelo turned directly into the camera after a timeout.
And winked.
Trae howled.
Her dad let out a low "Oh hell no."
Theresa stood up without a word, grabbed her wine glass, and walked right back down the hallway like she was fleeing a crime scene.
Behind her, Trae shouted through laughter, "Where you goin', Tess?! He said hi!"
She pretended she didn't hear him.
Theresa slipped out of the living room, walking slowly down the hallway like her feet were moving through water.
She didn't go far—just to the end of the hall, where the framed family photos still hung a little crooked and the guest bathroom light flickered when it felt like being dramatic.
She leaned against the wall and stared at her phone again.
The message glared up at her like it knew exactly what it was doing. It wasn't teasing. It wasn't flirty. It was quiet, smug, calculated.
And worse—it was working.
Her grip tightened around the phone just as soft footsteps padded up behind her.
"You good?" Trae's voice was low. Just for her.
She didn't turn around right away.
"I'm fine."
"You sure?" he asked gently, the kind of question that wasn't really about health anymore.
She sighed and finally turned. Trae was standing there in socks and a washed-out t-shirt, eyes narrowed just enough to say he wasn't buying her brush-off.
"You've got that look again," Trae said, inching closer.
"What look?"
"The one you get when you're pretending to be chill but your brain's doing acrobatics."
"I'm fine."
"You keep saying that."
"I keep meaning it."
Trae gave her a look. The kind only siblings could pull off. The one that said, I know you're lying, but I'm going to let you lie until you don't feel like lying anymore.
"Is it Jalen?" he asked after a beat.
She hesitated, then lied anyway. "Sort of."
"Or the shoot? Or a certain someone from the shoot?"
Theresa thought about it. "It's not the shoot itself. The photos were fine. The campaign's clean."
"But?"
"Things just got a little weird."
"Weird how?"
"Jalen was there. And so was LaMelo."
"Ah."
"And Serena's convinced I have beef with him."
"And you don't?" He half smirked.
"No, having beef would imply too much effort. He's just... loud. And smug. And knows it. And uses that to annoy me."
Trae smirked. "Sounds like someone I know."
"Don't even. I'm not going to give him the satisfaction of having some imaginary beef with him."
"You like chaos magnets."
She stared at him, deadpan. "You're so annoying."
"But I'm not wrong."
"The energy's messy."
"From him?"
"From all of it."
Trae leaned on the wall. "I'm not going to tell you what to do."
"I know."
"But I am going to say that if somebody's taking up that much space in your head, it better be because they're paying rent there."
Theresa smirked. "That's corny."
"But true."
"Unfortunately."
"You know," he said after a moment, "I never liked Jalen for you. But I know what he is. I can track the damage."
Theresa tilted her head, confused.
Trae's mouth quirked. "LaMelo's harder to read. Louder. Flashier. But quieter in the places that matter. I can't tell if that makes him safer... or more dangerous."
Theresa didn't respond.
Trae pushed off the wall and stepped forward, wrapping his arms around her in a quiet, one-armed hug, chin resting briefly on the top of her head.
"You're solid, Tess," he said. "Don't let either of them make you forget that."
She closed her eyes and let herself lean into the hug. Just for a second.
"Come finish dessert. Mom made that lemon thing just for you."
"I thought she said she wasn't making that again after last time."
"She lied."
Theresa snorted, and the weight in her chest shifted just enough for her to breathe again. She followed him down the hallway, phone still tucked in her palm, screen still black.
LaMelo's message sat unanswered.
She wasn't sure yet if she wanted to respond.
Okay, she thought about answering. Because the worst part—the most humiliating part—was that it wasn't just him texting mid-game. It was the nerve of it. The intention. Like he knew exactly what he was doing. Like he planned it.
But she didn't delete it. Didn't archive it. Didn't throw her phone across the room like she maybe should have.
Instead, she let it sit—quietly glowing in the background of her thoughts while the scent of lemon and powdered sugar pulled her back to the living room like muscle memory.
The moment she stepped in, her mom beamed and handed her a plate without question. Trae was already seated again, fork in hand, making zero effort to hide his excitement.
"Best part of the meal," he declared.
Theresa gave him a look. "You said that about the mashed potatoes."
"Yeah, and I meant it. But this is the new best part."
She smiled in spite of herself. The night softened again.
Mostly.
Her phone didn't buzz again, but her thoughts did. Loudly.
After the dishes were cleared and the noise quieted, she helped their mom dry the last pan and set it on the rack.
"I like him," her mom said casually.
Theresa froze. "Who?"
Her mom glanced over her shoulder, unbothered. "That boy from the shoot. La-something. Pretty eyes. He looked at you like he already lost you."
Theresa blinked. "Mom."
"What?" She shrugged. "Just an observation."
"He can't lose something he doesn't have."
Her mom smiled softly, rinsing the last plate with the kind of grace only a mother who knew more than she let on could manage. "Mmm. That's not how he looked at you, baby."
She wanted to scoff. Wanted to roll her eyes and say something biting like maybe he should lose the attitude first.
"You don't have to say anything. I'm just your mother. I notice things. That's my job."
Theresa swallowed hard, then forced a small, wry smile. "I notice things too. And that boy's a walking problem."
Her mom chuckled. "Maybe. But sometimes problems teach us more than the answers."
Theresa stared at her. "Did you read that on a throw pillow?"
"Nope," she said. "That one's all mine."
"Mom. I'm already seeing someone."
Her mother turned off the faucet and dried her hands with slow, measured calm—like she was letting the moment breathe before she pushed again. Then she folded the towel with surgical precision and set it on the counter.
"I know," she said simply.
Theresa's brows pulled together. "Then why—?"
"Because," her mother said, turning to face her fully now, "sometimes the right person doesn't show up at the right time. And sometimes the wrong person fits into your life like they've earned it."
"That's not comforting."
"It's not meant to be," her mom said, stepping closer, lowering her voice like they were conspiring now. "It's meant to make you think."
Theresa looked away, jaw clenched. "I am thinking. That's the problem."
Her mom smiled, all wisdom and patience. "Then I trust you'll figure it out. You always do."
She kissed her daughter on the temple and left her in the kitchen—just like that. No dramatic farewell. No lecture. Just that soft, lethal kind of parental honesty that settled in your bones long after the conversation ended.
Her phone buzzed again. This time, it wasn't a message. Just a low battery notification. But her fingers still twitched, like they expected more.
Like she wanted more.
Theresa stayed by the sink for another minute, her fingers tracing the edge of the counter like she needed something steady to hold. When she finally pulled herself together enough to leave, she grabbed her coat and leftovers and said her goodbyes without letting too much show.
The sky outside had turned a deeper blue, heavy with the scent of fallen leaves and distant wood smoke. She walked to her car slowly, like she was afraid of slipping on ground that had always belonged to her, and for a second, she thought about standing in the driveway forever. Just to see if she could outlast her own thoughts.
It was stupid. She got in the car anyway. Started the engine. Let the vents warm her hands before she even backed out.
The drive home was short but not quiet. Every billboard, every red light, every song on shuffle felt like it was trying to remind her that she was, in fact, not immune to attention. Not immune to narrative.
She wasn't sure, exactly, when her life had started to feel like other people were watching for her next plot twist, but it was in the air now, sharp as cold.
She parked, locked the car, and sat behind the steering wheel for two whole songs, just letting the engine tick down. Trying not to look at her phone. Trying not to imagine that the moment she keyed in her code, the screen would bloom with a new message from LaMelo, or Jalen, or anybody else who wanted a piece of her.
Back upstairs, the apartment was dark and whole. She didn't turn on the lights right away. She stood by the window, watching the city below, the kind of Atlanta that only came deep into the night, when the traffic lights blinked through empty intersections and the occasional siren wailed from miles away.
Her phone was cool when she finally checked it. Nothing from LaMelo, not yet, but two more speculative DMs from work friends, one from Serena (did u survive family dinner? do u need wine for brunch?), and a calendar notification blinking for the NBA Foundation benefit on Saturday.
She dumped her coat and moved to the bathroom, brushing her teeth mechanically. The taste of lemon still lingered. She rinsed and spat and caught her own reflection in the mirror: hair knotted at the back, one brow uneven, the ghost of a smirk like she'd been let in on a secret no one else knew yet. For a second, she saw herself as the camera might: unscripted, a little mean around the eyes, alive.
She pulled her curls loose from day's damage and practiced a few expressions—not on purpose, but she did it anyway. Brows neutral. Brows slightly raised. Eyes direct, the way her mother called "steel trap". Mouth set not to give away what she was thinking.
With the light this harsh, you could almost see the matrix of fine lines at the corners of her eyes, evidence she'd spent most of the time either squinting in concentration or pretending not to laugh. She liked them. She trusted them a lot more than the old photos that popped up in "memories" notifications.
The night was still young, allegedly. Theresa went to her kitchen, lights off, the glow of the open fridge brushing blue light across her face. Not because she was hungry—but because she didn't want to go to bed yet.
Because if she laid down, she'd think. And if she thought, she'd spiral.
The wine hadn't dulled it. Her family hadn't drowned it out.
The shoot was over, the clips were posted, and her phone was dark—but the tension still sat with her. Like an unanswered question. Like a breath caught between ribs.
She shut the fridge door without taking anything and padded into her bedroom barefoot.
Buzz.
melo: say something.
melo: or i'll assume u framed it
Theresa launched the phone across the bed.
It bounced harmlessly off a pillow, but that wasn't the point.
The point was—he was in her head.
Again.
Still.
Theresa exhaled through her nose, thumb hovering above the screen. Her first instinct was to type don't be ridiculous. Or mind your business. Or something easy and dismissive, something she could claim later was meant as a joke.
Best take, she should've ignored him.
She should've blocked him, deleted the thread, gone to sleep and stayed there.
Instead, her eyes darted to the still zipped suitcase, still unpacked, staring at it like it was a loaded gun. Her mind pinged back through the shoot—a hundred tiny moments, each one stamped with his laugh and ridiculous height.
To that line in her ear. To that quiet moment where the world dimmed and the lights hit just right and his voice didn't sound like it came from someone she hated.
She hated that. She hated that.
She typed—then deleted.
Typed again.
Paused.
Then finally sent:
theresayoung: no.
theresayoung: i left it in the hotel for someone to find and sell on ebay
melo: lmfao
melo: you didn't
melo: could've sold it yourself
theresayoung: right
theresayoung: because selling your hoodie on ebay would totally fix my life
melo: would at least make u rich off me
melo: some ppl would pay good money for my scent
theresayoung: you're disgusting
melo: ur deflecting
Theresa stared at the message. The word hung there—deflecting. Like he could actually see her, like he knew how hard she'd worked to build the armor she walked around in every day.
theresayoung: you're not that interesting
theresayoung: it's just a hoodie
melo: then why'd u keep it
No punctuation. No emojis. No laugh this time. Just words—plain, pointed, and quiet in a way that felt louder than anything he'd said before.
Her chest tightened. She hated this part of him, the way he could swing from absurd to incisive in half a second flat.
theresayoung: i didn't keep it
melo: but u thought about it
Theresa's fingers hovered again. She could feel her pulse in her teeth.
She typed:
theresayoung: you're incredibly full of yourself
melo: yeah, but not wrong
She let out a sharp breath, part groan, part laugh, like her body didn't know which reaction to pick. Her free hand dragged down her face. Her thumbs hovered again, then:
theresayoung: didn't realize you were free enough to text mid-game, charlotte must be killing it
melo: team was up 20
melo: coach said don't break anything
melo: figured i'd check on you instead
Theresa blinked.
She reread it twice.
Then once more.
Then whispered—half out loud, half in disbelief—"What the hell is wrong with you?"
She didn't know if she meant him or herself.
Because he was baiting her again.
melo: thought of u when i made a free throw
melo: went in clean
Theresa dropped the phone face down on her stomach and groaned into her pillow like she was trying to scream into another dimension.
She rolled to her other side and yanked the blanket up to her ears.
She was fine.
She was fine.
She was fine.
This was hell. This was spiritual warfare. This was—
Buzz.
She didn't move.
Another buzz.
Another.
She peeked.
melo: no answer? that's not like you.
melo: cat got your confidence?
Theresa stared at the screen, heat crawling slowly up her neck. She sat up, jaw tight, eyes sharper than before. Pulled the phone back into her lap and typed one slow, deliberate reply.
theresayoung:
you're real confident for someone who only sees me courtside and on sets
theresayoung:
and for the record—you don't know what's "like me"
She didn't wait. Didn't flinch. Set the phone down face-up this time and stood to grab her charger from across the room.
By the time she turned back, the typing bubble was already dancing.
melo:
nah, i don't
melo:
but i'd like to
melo:
see you outside of all that
melo:
you free saturday?
Her heart tripped.
And then sprinted. And then tried to leap out of her chest.
She didn't respond right away. She needed air. Or maybe sleep. Or a new identity.
She paced the room once, twice. Looked at her reflection in the dark window, half-expecting to see someone who looked flustered.
Instead, she looked... the same. Slightly tired. Slightly intrigued. Steady. Dangerous in the right light.
She picked up the phone. Typed three words.
theresayoung: not your schedule.
Delivered. Read. No reply.
Ten minutes passed. Twenty. She brushed her teeth again out of spite.
Finally, just as she slid into bed, another buzz.
melo: so make it mine
Her stomach did something she refused to name.
She closed the message. Didn't respond.
She turned her phone on Do Not Disturb and dropped it on the nightstand.
No more. Not tonight.
She lay still, eyes open in the dark, body tense with everything she didn't say. Her pulse had settled, but something else hadn't. That part of her brain that always ran faster than the rest—calculating, anticipating, circling the moment like a hawk.
Buzz.
She frowned, reaching slowly—expecting more chaos.
It wasn't him.
Jalen: foundation dinner's saturday. wanna come with me?
She blinked at the screen.
He didn't say "date." He didn't have to. The implication was there, quiet and unassuming, tucked neatly between the lines like he always did.
Another message arrived, almost like he'd felt her hesitation.
Jalen: i'll pick you up. you just gotta say yes.
Theresa exhaled through her nose.
The thing with Jalen was, he never asked for too much. He never pressed. He never made her feel like the room tilted when he walked in.
He made sense. He always had.
She typed slowly:
Theresa: yeah, okay. just send the details.
Delivered. Read. No reply—because there didn't need to be one.
She turned off the lamp beside her bed, the blue light from the phone screen fading like a tide pulling back.
Outside, Atlanta breathed its midnight lullaby. A siren in the distance. A neighbor's TV humming through the walls. The occasional rumble of a car.
Inside, she lay still. Eyes wide. Mind restless.
One date secured. One storm waiting.
Saturday couldn't come fast enough.
Or maybe it was already too close.
Chapter 25: The Benefit
Chapter Text
The week bled by in restless pieces.
Theresa cracked one eye open on Saturday morning and immediately shut it again. The room was too quiet—the kind of quiet that didn't soothe, just made her more aware of the static in her own head. Her phone lay face down on the pillow beside her, the Do Not Disturb still on from the night before, like a dam holding everything back.
She rolled onto her back, eyes tracing the same hairline crack in her ceiling she'd meant to fix months ago. Another thing she kept meaning to fix. Another thing she'd let drag on.
The games had helped—a little. The Hawks had been on the road most of the week: Philadelphia, then Milwaukee—where Jalen had played like he'd swallowed the whole damn court and left her breathless in a hotel lobby she didn't remember checking into. Chicago was just a blur after that, all bright lights and cold wind that couldn't touch the heat that still burned under her ribs.
It should have been enough distance to calm the noise in her chest. It hadn't. If anything, it made the silence worse. LaMelo's last message still sat unanswered in her phone—a spark she kept pretending she couldn't feel. Every time she closed her eyes on those cold hotel pillows, it was there, flickering behind her eyelids like an old film she couldn't shut off.
She reached for her phone. Flipped it over. Checked the lock screen out of pure habit. Nothing from him. Nothing new, anyway. A tiny pulse of relief. Or disappointment. She still couldn't decide which was worse.
A soft buzz vibrated through her palm, cutting through her thoughts. New message.
Not him — Serena.
Serena: brunch today? i need to debrief you on your life since you won't do it yourself.
Theresa smirked, just a little. She tossed the phone onto the duvet and dragged herself out of bed, feet hitting the cold floorboards with a muted thud.
She padded to the bathroom, flicked the light on, and studied her reflection. Same face. Same hair, coiled in sleep-bent curls. Same eyes, still sharp, but softer around the edges when she let her guard drop.
She splashed water on her face, letting it drip down her neck. The memory of Milwaukee still burned under her skin: the look Jalen had given her after the game, the way his hand had hovered at the small of her back when no one was watching, the lift in his voice when he'd asked her to stay, the thing that still sat unspoken between them—and the way her pulse had jumped every time her phone buzzed.
She needed to get out of her head before she drowned there.
Brunch would help. Or at least Serena would—her judgment disguised as pep talks, her relentless honesty that never let Theresa get away with too much for too long.
In the kitchen, she wrapped her hands around a mug, and stared out the kitchen window like the sky might offer clarity. It didn't. Just that same gray November glow—too soft to be warm, too still to distract her.
She moved through the motions slowly. Sip. Breathe. Open the fridge. Stare blankly. Close it again. She padded barefoot back to the couch, her oversized tee hanging lopsided on one shoulder, and settled into the cushions with the quiet ache of someone who hadn't slept enough.
The suitcase from New York still sat by the foot of her bed. She hadn't really unpacked—just pulled what she needed and let the rest sit there like evidence. Now, catching sight of it through the half-open door, she felt that old ache behind her ribs. Like if she opened it, the whole week would spill out—LaMelo's laugh, the things Jalen hadn't said but she'd felt anyway, the bright lights of the set that hadn't faded from her retinas yet.
She dragged her eyes away and curled her legs under her on the couch, balancing her mug on her knee. She should unpack it. She knew she should.
Her phone buzzed again. New name this time.
Jalen: I'll pick you up at 7
She scrolled through the old calendar invite, the one she'd ignored until Jalen made it impossible to. The NBA Foundation Dinner—not just the Hawks, but the whole league. Big enough to draw cameras, big enough that Charlotte's golden boy would probably show his face. Big enough to make Atlanta feel smaller than ever.
She didn't answer right away. She stared at the message for a long moment, thumb hovering.
Soft launch level: dangerous.
Theresa leaned her head back, eyes slipping shut.
God, she was tired.
Tired of pretending to be steady. Tired of trying to keep her pulse down every time a text popped up. Tired of wondering what LaMelo Ball thought he was doing.
Then she stood up, finally walked down the hall, and reached for the suitcase. It was time to unpack.
The first layer was harmless enough: socks, chargers, the black tops she wore like armor. Her work notes, crumpled receipts from room service she didn't remember ordering.
She unpacked the rest methodically, piece by piece, until the suitcase was empty and the only thing left was her own reflection in the mirror across the room—tired eyes, hair falling loose again, mouth set like she was bracing for impact.
Her phone buzzed.
Serena: i know you're ignoring me but brunch is non-negotiable. I'll be there in 20. Wear something that doesn't scream "haunting your own apartment."
Theresa let out a short breath—half laugh, half sigh—grabbed a pair of jeans from her drawer, tugged on a fresh tee, and yanked her curls into something passable.
When she glanced at her phone again, Jalen's message was still there. I'll pick you up at 7. Simple. Steady. Uncomplicated—at least on the surface.
She typed back quickly before she could overthink it:
Theresa: okay.
It sat there, blue and plain. He didn't respond, but he didn't need to. She could feel the weight of what it meant. The unspoken question of whether this was a beginning or just another crack in her carefully built walls.
Serena's car horn blared from the street below.
Theresa snatched her coat off the hook, grabbed her phone and keys off the counter.
Outside, the cold was a slap that woke her up a little. She could see Serena behind the wheel, sunglasses on despite the gray, waving like a maniac.
Theresa pulled the collar of her coat higher, shoved her hands in her pockets, and took the stairs two at a time. One foot in front of the other. The day would play out. The dinner would come. The questions would find her—LaMelo's voice echoing in the back of her mind, Jalen's steadier silence waiting for her at 7.
She'd deal with all of it. One piece at a time.
"You look like a raccoon that forgot to die," Serena said cheerfully when Theresa entered the car.
Theresa shut the door behind her. "And you look like you shoplift validation for breakfast."
"That's not a denial," Serena shot back, putting the car in drive. "Come on. Coffee. Eggs. And a full download."
Theresa snorted. "You sound like a podcast ad."
"Keep that attitude up and I'll start charging you for emotional labor," Serena said, elbowing her. Then she glanced sideways, voice softening just enough to slip under Theresa's guard. "You gonna talk about him?"
"Which one?"
Serena barked out a laugh. "God. The fact that you even have to ask. A mess."
Serena's laughter lingered between them, bright and sharp, until she turned onto a side street and parked in front of their usual spot—a little café that smelled like burnt espresso and fresh bread.
Inside, they claimed their corner booth, a warped old table covered in ring marks and a view of the street. Theresa slid in first, shrugging out of her coat while Serena flagged down the server with the same familiarity as someone who'd done this a thousand times.
"Two coffees, one black, one sweet enough to kill a horse," Serena ordered without asking. "And I swear to God, if the toast is burnt again—"
The server didn't flinch, just scribbled something down and disappeared.
Theresa sank back against the booth, eyes half-lidded. "You're terrifying before caffeine, you know that?"
"That's what makes me effective," Serena said, pointing a butter knife at her for emphasis. "Now. Start. Jalen or Charlotte's favorite troll first?"
Theresa rolled her eyes so hard they nearly stuck. "It's not—"
"It is." Serena leaned forward, elbows on the table, grin wolfish. "It is exactly that. Don't downplay it."
Theresa traced a finger along a crack in the table. "Jalen wants me at the Foundation Dinner tonight. As a date."
"Oh no, he didn't."
Serena clapped her hands once—way too loud for the sleepy café—and leaned back with a grin so smug it made Theresa want to crawl under the table.
"Oh no he didn't," Serena repeated, drawing out each word like she was savoring it. "That's a whole thing, Tess. You do know that, right?"
Theresa huffed out a sharp breath, looking away toward the window. "It's just a dinner. It's not like we're—"
"It's not just a dinner. It's the Foundation Dinner," Serena shot back. "Press. Players. Sponsors. Families. You don't soft launch your situationship at the NBA's Foundation Dinner unless you're trying to make a point."
Theresa winced. "Can you not call it that?"
"What, a soft launch? Sorry—what do you want me to call it? A casual emergence? A hush-hush roll out?"
"Serena."
The server reappeared, dropping off mugs that steamed up their corner of the window. Serena dumped two sugar packets into hers without breaking eye contact and sipped her coffee like she hadn't just set the entire table on fire. "So, what'd you say?"
Theresa fiddled with a sugar packet, tearing it into tiny confetti. "I said yes."
"Oh, look at you," Serena teased, voice softer now but her eyes sharp as ever. "Look at you letting someone stand next to you in public. In front of your brother. In front of half the league."
"It's not like that," Theresa mumbled.
Serena raised a single, devastating eyebrow. "Oh no? Then what's it like? 'Cause from where I'm sitting, it sounds like you're trying to convince yourself you can keep two fires burning at once without getting cooked alive."
Theresa dropped the shredded sugar packet and leaned back, crossing her arms. "I'm not doing anything. LaMelo is the one—he—he's the one who keeps pushing. He texted me again last week, right after the game. Who does that?"
"He texted you again?!"
Theresa's voice dropped, like saying it too loud might make it more real. "Yeah. He asked if I was free Saturday. After the shoot. After everything."
Serena blinked, then made a low whistle. "So he knows you're going to the dinner with Jalen."
"He doesn't know," Theresa said quickly. "He didn't ask. I didn't tell him."
"Please." Serena gave her a flat look, stirring sugar into her coffee. "That boy knows. He knows exactly what he's doing. He's baiting you. Testing you. Seeing if you'll bite."
Theresa slumped back, palms pressed to the warm ceramic mug. "I hate it."
"No you don't." Serena leaned forward again, voice softer now—cutting but kind. "You hate that it works. You hate that he sees you. Really sees you. And you hate that Jalen feels... safe, but maybe not loud enough to drown the other thing out."
Theresa said nothing. Just stared at the swirl of coffee in her mug, watching it settle into stillness she couldn't feel for herself.
Serena's foot nudged hers under the table. "Hey. You know I'm not judging, right? I just don't want you to play yourself. Because you are playing with fire, Tess, you know that?
Theresa's laugh was hollow. "I'm not playing. He is."
"Don't be dense. You are playing too. You don't keep that door cracked if you don't want him to push it open."
Theresa wrapped her hands around her mug, letting the heat bleed into her palms. "It's just talk."
"Mm." Serena's eyes flickered sharp. "So is that why you checked your phone three times in the car?"
Theresa didn't bite. Just stared out the window, watching a stray leaf dance across the pavement. "I'm going to the dinner with Jalen."
"That's not the win you think it is." Serena sipped her coffee, then pointed the rim of the mug at her like an accusation. "You're acting like you can just... live in this middle. Like you can keep Jalen's calm and Ball's chaos at arm's length forever. But you can't. One is gonna ruin the other. Or you're gonna ruin both. Probably at the worst possible time."
Theresa's throat bobbed as she swallowed. She hated how true it sounded.
The server dropped plates in front of them—scrambled eggs, burnt toast (again), and hash browns that looked suspiciously undercooked.
Serena just glared at it like she could will it into being perfect, then said, "See? Even the toast knows you're in trouble."
Theresa couldn't help it—she let out a laugh, sudden and sharp enough to draw a glance from a guy two tables over. Serena grinned like she'd won something.
"There she is," she said, pointing a fork at Theresa's face. "There's my girl. Okay. So you've got the NBA's most dangerous man-child blowing up your phone, and Jalen Johnson about to soft launch you like you're an unreleased sneaker collab. What's the plan?"
Theresa poked at her eggs, voice low. "Survive tonight. Figure out the rest later."
Serena whistled low. "You better wear something armor-coded. That room's gonna be hot with eyes on you."
Theresa's phone buzzed on the table. Both of them froze. Serena snatched it before Theresa could reach.
"Oh my god, is it him?"
Theresa lunged across the table. "Give me that—"
Serena read it, squinting. "False alarm. It's Jalen." She softened a fraction, passing it back. "He says 'see you at seven'. Period. No heart, no winky face, no chaos. Man's steady as a brick wall."
Theresa stared at the message. The quiet. The safety. The way it felt so different from the static LaMelo always left buzzing under her skin.
Serena jabbed her fork toward Theresa's plate. "Eat. I'm not dragging your tragic ass to Sephora to fix your face if you look half-dead tonight."
Theresa snorted, pushing scrambled eggs around her plate. "Thanks for the support."
"Always," Serena deadpanned. "You're a mess, but you're my mess. Now hurry up—once we're done, you're helping me pick your dress. And no, your 'classic' black trench doesn't count."
Theresa snickered into her coffee, tension loosening in her shoulders for the first time in days. It wouldn't fix everything—none of it would.
But for a moment, the storm in her head went quiet.
They lingered over brunch until the café emptied out around them—empty mugs pushed aside, plates picked clean except for Serena's tragic toast, and napkins torn to shreds under Theresa's restless fingers.
By the time they stepped back out into the cold, the sun had pushed through the gray just enough to make the streetlights look unnecessary. Theresa pulled her coat tighter around herself, hair frizzing a little in the damp air.
Serena looped an arm through hers like they were kids again, practically dragging her down the block. "Alright. Here's the plan. We hit your apartment. I veto every sad, boring thing in your closet. We find you something that makes you look like you could stomp on a man's heart and shake hands with his mother in the same night. And then you show up tonight looking like no one's safe."
Theresa laughed, a low rumble that she didn't even try to muffle. "God. Does it exhaust you, being this dramatic all the time?"
"It fuels me," Serena said, dead serious. Then she squeezed Theresa's arm tighter, voice dipping. "Seriously though. You good?"
The question hung between them, real in a way that brunch banter couldn't quite cover. Theresa's throat worked as she swallowed down the truth: that she wasn't. Not really. Not in the way that counted.
But she was... here. Awake. Still standing. That would have to be enough.
She bumped her shoulder lightly against Serena's. "I will be."
Serena's answering grin was all teeth. "Damn right you will. Because you're gonna walk into that dinner tonight and remind the whole damn league that they don't get to tell your story for you."
Theresa huffed, but a smile tugged at the corner of her mouth anyway. "God, I hate it when you're right."
"I know." Serena winked, pulling her along faster. "Now come on. I'm about to single-handedly rescue your reputation from your wardrobe."
Back at her apartment, they dumped every option she owned onto the bed. Dresses, jumpsuits, sharp-shouldered blazers—black, black, more black. Serena made dramatic gagging noises at each one that didn't pass her unspoken vibe check.
Theresa sat cross-legged on the floor, phone buzzing where it sat by her knee. Jalen's message was still open, the quiet of it almost comforting. No follow-up, no push. Just that solid promise of seven o'clock.
She almost jumped when her phone lit up with Trae's name. Serena shot her a quick side-eye as she answered, putting him on speaker.
"Yo," her brother's voice came through, casual like always. "You good? Just checking you got your invite for tonight."
"Yeah, I got it." Theresa rubbed a hand over her face. "Why?"
"Just makin' sure. Figured I'd swing by, we could walk in together like last year. Mom likes the photo op, you know how she is."
There was a pause—small, but heavy. Serena mouthed oh shit from across the bed.
Theresa cleared her throat. "Actually... you don't have to do that."
"What do you mean, 'don't have to'?" Trae's tone was the same—teasing, brotherly—but she could hear the edge of curiosity under it.
She picked at a loose thread on her jeans. "I'm, um—I'm going with someone. I mean... Jalen asked me. So I'm going with him."
Dead silence. Serena bit her lip, eyes huge, like she was physically restraining herself from snatching the phone to eavesdrop better.
Trae let out a low, slow whistle. "Johnson asked you?"
"Yeah." She pressed her thumb hard into her knee, grounding herself. "Yeah. It's not—he just asked. It's not—"
"Nah, say less." His voice warmed up again, easy but not quite casual. "Good for him. 'Bout time he grew a pair."
A laugh burst out of her—surprised, sharp, almost breaking the tension. Serena actually clapped silently in the background like she was scoring a goal.
"You good with that though?" Trae added, softer now. "You sure?"
"I'm sure." And she was. Messy or not—she was sure.
"Alright then. Just don't let him soft launch you too hard," Trae teased. "You know Mom'll have a thousand questions."
Theresa groaned, pressing her palm to her forehead. "God, don't remind me."
"Hey. She'll love it," Trae said, warmth cutting through. "You look good standing next to somebody who looks at you right. You deserve that."
Serena's mouth fell open in a soundless aww, but Theresa just shook her head, heart squeezing a little tighter.
"Thanks, Trae."
"Anytime. Now go find something to wear so you don't embarrass me on the carpet."
"Byeeee." Theresa hung up before her voice could crack.
Serena was already pointing at her with a throw pillow like it was a weapon. "He grew a pair?! Oh my God, your brother is iconic. Wait until I tell him you still panic every time your phone buzzes—"
"Shut up," Theresa said, but she was laughing now, shoulders loose, the tight coil in her chest easing for the first time all week.
Serena plucked a deep green satin dress from the pile and tossed it at her head. "This one. Armor-coded. Head-turning. It'll break the Internet."
Theresa looked up at her, one brow lifted. "It's not that serious."
"It is that serious," Serena said, hands on hips. "You need to show up tonight looking like you could ruin every man in that room just by breathing. Make it impossible for him—for either of them—to pretend they don't see you."
Theresa ran her fingers over the fabric, felt how it caught the light even in the dim afternoon. Armor-coded, Serena had called it. But maybe it was more like camouflage—sharp enough to keep the chaos out, soft enough to remind her who she was underneath it all.
She folded the dress over her arm and stood, chin lifting just enough to feel like her spine had found itself again. "Okay."
Serena grinned, satisfied. "That's my girl. Now—hair, nails, face. We've got work to do."
Theresa's phone buzzed again. Jalen, this time—just a single line. Looking forward to tonight.
Her stomach twisted, but not in a bad way. She typed back, Me too. Simple. Real.
No neon sign. No static hum. Just steady.
And when she looked at herself in the mirror one last time, green dress slung over her arm, Serena talking a mile a minute in the background—she felt it, deep under the noise.
One piece at a time. She'd deal with it all. But tonight she'd remind them she was hers first.
By the time Serena finally dragged her out of the apartment, the green dress was hanging from the back of her closet door like a promise she wasn't sure she'd made or broken yet.
They spent the rest of the afternoon in the cramped back corner of a half-empty nail salon. Serena chattered the whole time, enough to keep Theresa anchored when her mind threatened to drift—back to LaMelo's last message, to the half-smirk he'd left in her head, to the thing she hadn't texted him back.
She didn't owe him that. She reminded herself every time she caught her reflection in the streaky salon mirror—her hair pinned up, nails drying, Serena's laughter bouncing off the walls. She didn't owe him anything.
When they got back to her place, the sun had slipped behind the buildings. Atlanta looked soft and mean at the same time—steel and glass cut through by streaks of neon that made her think, stupidly, of the way the lights on the set had hit his jawline.
Serena hovered while she dressed, all sharp commentary and hair-spray threats. The green fabric slid over her shoulders like armor, cinched tight at the waist.
The zipper was halfway up when Theresa paused.
She caught her own reflection in the vanity mirror—bare shoulders, sleek neckline, the silver chain Serena had insisted on, catching the light like it had something to say. Her lips were already glossed, eyes lined with practiced indifference, but her hand hovered on the dress like she wasn't convinced she wanted to finish the job.
"You look like you're about to give a TED Talk called 'How to Dismantle a Man Without Raising Your Voice,'" Serena announced from the doorway, arms crossed, one brow raised in approval. "I'm obsessed."
Theresa didn't smile, but she didn't correct her either.
"You're gonna kill him," Serena said. "Both of them, actually. Poor Jalen's not ready for this."
Theresa snorted, reaching for her earrings. "Shut up."
She zipped the rest of the way, slipped on her heels, and gave Serena a final look.
"Well?"
Serena whistled low. "You look like revenge."
"Not the goal."
"But a satisfying side effect," Serena grinned. "What time's Jalen picking you up?"
"Fifteen," Theresa said, already reaching for her coat.
"Need me to do a mental health sweep before you go?"
"No. I'm fine."
"You always say that right before chaos."
"Your point?"
Serena grinned wider. "Just making sure you pack your emotional seatbelt, saint. I'm serious, though. This is biblical-level revenge dress energy." She plucked a stray curl into place, then pressed a kiss to her best friend's temple. "You're gonna be fine, Tess. Whatever happens tonight. You'll be fine."
Theresa's phone buzzed on the counter. Jalen. Outside.
Serena squealed and practically shoved her out the door, still zipping her coat halfway down the hallway.
The November night bit at her shoulders when she stepped outside, the wind catching the hem of her coat just enough to feel like a warning. The car idled at the curb, sleek and warm and steady. Jalen stepped out to open the door for her, coat collar flipped up, eyes tracing her from hair to shoes with a soft grin that didn't need translation.
"You look—" he started.
"Don't," she cut in, but she was already smiling, the tension slipping just a little when his hand settled at her back to guide her in.
As they pulled away from the curb, Atlanta blurred outside the window—neon and steel and everything she hadn't said still burning somewhere in her chest.
But next to Jalen, warmth radiating through the space between them, she let herself breathe.
The car ride was quiet, but comfortable.
The city moved past in streaks of color—brake lights, billboard glow, the soft orange haze of streetlamps blurring the edges of her thoughts. Jalen's hand stayed draped across the console, close enough that her coat sleeve brushed against his every time they turned. It was nothing. It was everything.
At a red light, she caught him looking. Not in that easy, distracted way he did when they were just killing time—but really looking, like he was seeing how the green silk curved around her shoulder, the shape her mouth made when she pressed her lips together to keep from overthinking.
"You look beautiful," he said, once they were halfway downtown, the lights of the city cutting across his jaw.
Theresa didn't look over. "Thank you."
He didn't say anything else. Neither did she.
When the car rolled up to the hotel entrance—bright bulbs, velvet ropes, NBA's basketball royalty filtering inside in a whirl of designer coats and camera flashes—she felt the old reflex clench in her chest. A hundred eyes, a hundred ways to be misread.
The valet opened her door. Cold air rushed in—and then Jalen's hand was there again, palm steady at her back, thumb brushing once against the seam of her dress like he didn't even realize he'd done it.
"You good?" he asked under his breath, leaning in close so only she could hear. His voice was warm. Solid. Not a question about the cameras, or the rumors, or the tension humming under her skin—just you good?
Theresa blinked up at him, lips parted for a beat too long. Then she nodded. "Yeah. I'm good."
She stepped out onto the carpet, the noise hitting her all at once—cameras clicking, a flash of laughter from behind the barricade, the low hum of polite greetings that meant nothing but would be on the internet before they even made it inside.
Jalen slipped his arm around her waist, casual but clear, a touch that told the world: Yes, this is who I'm with tonight.
She didn't flinch from it. Didn't shrink or crack. They took a few steps forward—enough to get swallowed by the lights, the swirl of guests, the press pit waiting just beyond the ropes.
Beside her, Jalen's hand flexed at her hip, a subtle reminder she could lean on him if she wanted. That she didn't have to do any of it alone.
Theresa lifted her chin as the cameras found them. One piece at a time.
Tonight, she'd remind them all she didn't belong to any story but her own—even if her pulse still carried the echo of a voice she hadn't answered yet.
Flashbulbs popped.
She let them see her. All of her—the calm and the chaos, the steady warmth and the tension flickering like a live wire under her skin. And for once, she didn't look away.
They walked in like they'd done this before—because they had. Dozens of dinners. Foundation events. Campaign launches. The act was second nature now.
The flash of cameras softened as they stepped through the hotel doors—warmth and marble swallowing them up, the cold left behind with the press line. Inside, the lobby buzzed with too-loud laughter, the echo of designer heels on polished floors, the hush of conversations that pretended they were private.
Jalen's hand stayed at her back as they waited to be checked in, the gentle press of his palm a counterweight to the noise. He didn't hover or pull—he just stayed, and that was somehow worse and better all at once.
She could feel the eyes on them—Hawks staff, foundation sponsors, players clustered near the bar already comparing watches and charity bids they'd never make good on. She could hear her own last name being whispered—Trae's sister, Theresa Young, the rumor-flavored syllables she'd been tuning out her entire adult life.
But tonight it felt different.
Tonight she wasn't just Trae's sister.
She was Jalen's plus one.
She was her own problem. Her own spark. Her own threat.
They moved together down the hallway to the main ballroom, a hush of golden light spilling through the open doors—soft jazz already playing, the murmur of ice clinking in glasses, the smell of overpriced hors d'oeuvres that no one would touch.
Near the coat check, Jalen shifted closer, voice low by her ear. "Still good?"
"Still good," she said, steady.
His mouth quirked. "You look like you're about to wreck half this room without saying a word."
She let out a short laugh—half tension, half truth. "That's the point."
She didn't tighten her grip on Jalen's arm.
But she did scan the room.
The ballroom was beautiful, in the way all high-end NBA charity functions were—gold accents, soft jazz, centerpieces designed to look expensive without actually mattering. Athletes in tailored tuxes. Agents, execs, brand reps in muted designer black. The occasional trophy wife hanging onto an elbow like it was status.
A few heads turned as they walked in. Nothing loud. But loud enough to land. Dyson elbowed Trae where he stood by the dais—he turned, caught sight of her, and barked out a grin so wide she wanted to smack him for it.
He mouthed Soft launch?
She shot him a look that said Shut up—but her mouth twisted into a tiny, traitorous smile anyway.
Then she was greeted with a flurry of smiles. A few compliments. Two hugs she didn't quite want. And several too-knowing looks.
She fielded them all gracefully.
Jalen's hand stayed at her back. Steady. Possessive, if you were paying close enough attention.
Their assigned table was near the center—good placement, visible but not too close to the front. Jalen pulled out her chair like it was nothing. Like he hadn't just said You're not alone in the language of the way he touched her elbow before sitting down next to her.
Dinner began in polite layers: polite bread baskets, polite toasts, polite laughter that slid off her skin. They played the parts. Jalen leaned in when he needed to. She answered questions about the family in clipped lines that left no room for follow-ups. Trae winked at her from across the room, raising his glass like he was toasting the end of an era.
Jalen leaned toward her. "You sure you're okay?"
Theresa glanced up. His eyes were soft, concerned.
"I'm good," she said, and this time it almost felt true. "Promise."
And for a while, it worked. The commissioner gave a speech. A young player from the foundation shared a moving story about community and second chances. The energy softened. Her shoulders dropped a fraction.
Until she felt it again.
That flicker.
That shift.
Later, during the auction segment, things started to unravel.
Theresa was halfway through a conversation with a Nike rep when she felt the space beside her shift. Just a whisper. Just enough weight for her posture to change.
Next to her, Jalen's voice brushed her ear again. "You don't have to hold your breath the whole night, you know."
"I'm not."
He huffed a soft laugh. "Yeah, you are."
She didn't argue.
She didn't look over her shoulder when someone behind them laughed a little too loud, a little too familiar. She just set her jaw.
Tonight was hers first. Tonight, the spark could wait.
She'd let it burn tomorrow if she had to.
The auction droned on. Fancy items no one needed. Dinners with legends, signed memorabilia. The numbers rose higher, the laughter louder. Theresa felt herself drifting—smiling when she was supposed to, clinking her glass when the table toasted another ridiculous bid. But her mind was already pulling at the seams.
Jalen's hand found hers under the table once or twice—grounding her. Solid. Safe. But even that started to fade when dessert arrived, when the chatter rose and bodies slipped away from tables to mingle, hands brushing arms, business cards traded under the hush of too-sweet wine.
At some point, Trae pulled Jalen aside for a photo with the owners, one of those PR moments that would end up on the team's socials before sunrise. Theresa nodded when Jalen squeezed her hand, told him she'd be fine, that she'd get another drink, that she'd find him in a minute.
She didn't mind the space. She needed it—just a second to breathe without all the polite noise pressing down on her chest. She slipped past the dance floor that no one would actually dance on, nodding politely at two foundation board members who didn't know her beyond her last name.
And then—chaos found her first.
"Theresa!"
She turned just in time to catch a flurry of limbs and French-accented delight. Zaccharie nearly skidded to a stop in those designer sneakers he always wore untied, tie hanging half off his collar like he'd tried to look grown-up for about twenty minutes before giving up.
"Hey, chaos baby," she greeted, laughing despite herself when he immediately went for a hug that smelled like expensive cologne and cheap champagne. "What are you doing over here?"
He leaned back just enough to look at her properly—big eyes bright, grin wide enough to show a hint of mischief. "Trying to save you. You look bored out of your mind."
"Not bored," she lied, but her smile gave her away.
"Trae told me to keep an eye on you." Zaccharie leaned conspiratorial, like he was telling her a great scandal. "He says if I see you standing alone too long, I have to drag you back to the table or make you laugh. Or both."
She rolled her eyes, but she didn't pull away when he nudged her shoulder with his own. "You, huh? You're my designated emotional support rookie tonight?"
He puffed his chest out, fake offended. "I'm an adult, you know."
"Sure you are," she teased, reaching up to fix his crooked tie, which immediately made him squirm. "You look like you mugged the team stylist on your way in here."
He snorted, then gave her that soft-eyed grin he saved just for her. "You look good, Tess." His voice dropped the playful note for just a second. "Seriously. Jalen's a lucky man tonight."
Her heart pinched—not in a bad way. Zaccharie's sweetness was like a bruise pressed gently. "Shut up," she said, but her hand lingered at his collar for a second longer.
"Okay, but for real—" He leaned back, eyes darting toward the dance floor. "I heard they're gonna open up the band in a minute. You want me to make you dance? I'll embarrass you so bad you'll beg Jalen to come rescue you."
"You're an idiot," she laughed, but the sound loosened something in her chest.
"Oui, but you love me," he shot back, then tapped her nose. "Now smile, or I'll tell Trae you were sulking in the corner like a ghost."
She shoved him away, gentle. "Go find your friends. I'm fine."
He made a show of sighing dramatically, but the mischief didn't fade. "Don't disappear, alright? I'll come check on you later."
She rolled her eyes. "Go, Zaccharie."
He backed away, tossing her a wink that made her laugh despite herself—that sweet spark of familiar chaos trailing behind him like confetti.
When she turned back toward the quieter hallway off the main ballroom, dimly lit and lined with old black-and-white photos of the city—the kind no one really stopped to look at, the warmth lingered. Just enough to make her drop her guard. She pressed her palm to the wall for a second, just to feel something solid under her skin. One piece—
"You gonna pretend you didn't text back 'cause your screen broke or something?"
Chapter 26: Power Suits
Notes:
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The voice cut through her spine like a blade slipped between ribs—low, too warm, dripping with that lazy smugness she could pick out in a crowd. Theresa's heart jolted so hard she swore he could hear it echo in the quiet.
She didn't turn right away. She felt him before she saw him—the heat of him at her back, the hush of his sneakers on the marble floor. A breath. A grin she didn't have to see to feel.
LaMelo's tone was all teeth—soft, but baiting. Like they were back in that studio hallway in New York, the door half-open, his laugh still ringing in her ears.
Theresa dragged in a breath and turned—slow, controlled. He stood there like he owned the corridor—jacket undone, tie loose like he hadn't bothered to care in the first place, eyes dipped lazy to her mouth before they found her eyes.
He was close. Too close for a public setting. His smirk was soft. Measured. Calculated to cause damage.
She bit down a sharp reply, but it burned through her teeth anyway. "Didn't know I owed you that courtesy."
He barked out a short laugh, leaning a shoulder against the wall, close enough that she could smell the ghost of his cologne over the cheap gala roses. "That's wild. So your phone works, but your thumbs don't?"
She crossed her arms, nails digging into her biceps. "Don't start with me."
He leaned slightly closer. "I asked you a question. You didn't answer."
Her blood ran cold. Her eyes flashed. "Back off."
"Say please." he grinned. Like a maniac.
"Get away from me." Theresa's hand landed flat on his chest—the stupid, infuriating heat of him radiating through the thin fabric of his shirt, collar askew like he'd just stepped out of trouble and brought it straight to her.
LaMelo didn't flinch. Didn't even blink. He let out a low laugh instead, the sound curling between her ribs. "Always so mean when you're nervous," he said, voice pitched just for her. "What's got you so jumpy, huh? He not keeping you busy enough?"
"Don't do that." Her fingers flexed against him before she could stop herself—traitorous, stupid—and she shoved harder, enough to make him step back half a pace. It barely gave her room to breathe. "Don't stand here like you—" She glanced past his shoulder, pulse pounding. "People can see."
His grin sharpened. "So. Let 'em see."
She hated the flash of heat that shot up her neck at that—the cheap thrill that had nothing to do with safety and everything to do with the fact that he wanted to be seen, with her, like this.
She stepped sideways, shoulder brushing his chest on purpose this time—a calculated brush-off that made him huff a laugh under his breath. The hallway opened up to a side lounge—one of those overpriced corners done up in velvet and soft lamp light, half-empty now except for a pair of bored foundation execs pretending not to eavesdrop.
LaMelo stayed right on her heels, the hush of his sneakers an echo that dug under her skin. She could feel the eyes on them now—could see how the bored execs perked up, how someone at the far end of the bar turned just enough to watch.
"Look at you," he murmured, voice a low purr as he angled around her to cut off her escape. "All dolled up for your little soft launch. Didn't know you wanted an audience so bad."
She glared, teeth sinking into the inside of her cheek until she tasted metal. "You're the one making a scene. You said you wanted to see me off the scene and then asked me out on Saturday when you knew damn well I'd be here." She bit out, voice low but sharp enough to cut through the hush of the lounge.
"Oh, I did that on purpose," he said, voice dropping to that hush that made her want to slap him just to feel something sharp. "And you didn't answer me 'cause you knew you'd already said yes to him. Right?" He gestured vaguely back toward the ballroom, toward the place where Jalen waited—safe, steady, real.
Theresa's jaw locked. "It's none of your—"
"Nah, nah, nah," he drawled, leaning in until the room seemed too small, the old photographs rattling in their frames. "Don't do that, trouble. You always do that—push back like I'm just imagining it. Like you don't like it when I get in your head."
His eyes dropped to her dress—that perfect green that caught every angle of the low light, silk draped like armor. "You look good," he murmured, quieter now.
Her breath caught. It was a knife, the way he said it—not jealous, not quite, but mean in the way it hit the softest part of her chest.
"You're unbelievable." She pressed her palm flat to his chest again, a weak attempt at distance that only made him smirk wider. "You don't get to stand here and act like you—"
He caught her wrist. Not rough—just enough to hold her hand in place, heat bleeding through her skin. His grin flickered—something darker flaring under it, the thing she hated that she liked. "Guess he beat me to it then, huh?" His voice dipped. "That why you didn't say yes? Well, 'bout time he stepped up."
She yanked her hand back, but he didn't let go right away—fingers sliding off hers like he was savoring it. Her pulse thrummed, too loud in her ears. "Grow up."
"Oh, that's good." He laughed—low and sharp, head tipping back just enough that the two execs nearby tried and failed not to stare. "You dressed up for him—you soft launched him—and you want me to grow up? That's funny."
"You think you get to be mad about that?" she shot back, stepping in close enough that she could see the gold flecks in his irises, the edge of his smile turning sharp. "You don't own a single piece of me, Ball."
He laughed once—just a huff, more air than sound. "You keep telling yourself that."
They stared each other down—tension so thick it hummed between their ribs, like if she breathed too hard it would spark.
He tilted his head, grin curling into something dangerous. "I'm not gonna stop, you know."
She hated the way her pulse jumped. "Good for you." Her ribs were buzzing, heat and static tangling under her skin until her words came out too soft. "Just... Don't do this here."
"Why?" He flicked his gaze over her shoulder, a quick glance at the curious eyes nearby, and then dipped back down to her mouth. "Worried he'll see you talking to me? You think he doesn't already know you're gonna keep answering when I knock?"
She almost laughed—bitter, too close to the truth. "You think this is about you? That I'm sitting up at night wondering if you're gonna text?"
LaMelo's grin broke—teeth flashing like a dare. "Yeah. I do."
The noise in her head went white. He was too close, too casual, too right. She hated him for it—hated herself more for the tiny thrill that came with every word he threw at her.
She swallowed it down—the pull, the flicker of something that might've been relief if it wasn't poison. "Go back to your table, Ball."
He shrugged, easy—but his eyes didn't soften. "Can't. Too busy watchin' you try not to crack."
She stepped into him—just enough to feel the warmth snap tight between them, the edge of it more real than the soft piano drifting from the ballroom. "Fuck you."
He dipped his head, mouth at her ear, voice a grin she could feel on her skin. "You wish."
Before she could snap back—before she could do something stupid like grab his collar and drag him somewhere worse—a shadow moved at the edge of her vision.
"Is he bothering you?"
The words sliced through the thick hush of the lounge—all teeth and that fake, polite charm Jalen could pull out like a switchblade when he felt threatened. His hand was steady on her elbow, thumb brushing once against her bare skin, an anchor she didn't know if she wanted.
Theresa's head snapped up, heart punching against her ribs. Jalen stood there in that perfectly cut suit—tie still neat, smile all calm danger—and for a second she couldn't breathe around the look in his eyes. That simmering heat that had nothing to do with her dress and everything to do with the man standing too close to her throat.
LaMelo didn't flinch. Didn't move an inch. He gave the other guy that slow, infuriating blink—that yeah, you wish look that made Theresa want to claw his smirk right off his face.
Jalen shifted closer—shoulder angled in front of hers, not quite blocking her but making it clear she wouldn't have to lift a finger if she didn't want to. "T?"
Theresa's pulse roared in her ears. Murderous didn't cover it. She could feel the heat crawling up her neck—fury, embarrassment, something worse tangled in the pit of her chest.
"I'm good," she managed at last, eyes still locked on LaMelo's.
"You sure?" Jalen persisted.
"She said she's good," LaMelo echoed smoothly. "Unless you think she can't speak for herself."
"Shut up." It snapped out of her before she could stop it—too loud, too sharp, bouncing off the velvet walls and catching the bored execs pretending not to listen. She could see the way they leaned in, hungry for a story that would break by morning.
Jalen's fingers flexed around her arm. Calm, on the surface—but his jaw ticked once, tight. He shifted that half-step closer, nose to nose with LaMelo now. "Back off."
LaMelo didn't. He leaned just enough to let his shoulder brush hers again, lazy grin curling over his teeth like a warning. "Gonna let him speak for you now? Cute."
Theresa's face burned—white-hot, searing down her throat. She wanted to throw something at both of them.
"Jalen—" she started, but the word tasted like blood. Neither of them even looked at her now—two wolves circling, teeth bared, each pretending they were doing it for her when really it was never about her at all. It was about territory. About pride. About who could stand closer to the flame without burning himself.
She was done.
Before either of them could spit out another word, Theresa ripped her arm out of Jalen's grip. The velvet lounge, the cheap roses, the bored eyes waiting for her to snap—she couldn't breathe in it for another second.
She didn't look at LaMelo when she brushed past him, shoulder catching his chest hard enough to bruise. She didn't look at Jalen, either—didn't give him the satisfaction of seeing her fall apart in his hands.
She just walked.
Through the hush of the side hallway, past the glittering bar, past a pair of women gossiping behind napkin-folded laughter—until she found the first door she could push open. Cold air rushed at her face like a slap.
The balcony was small—barely enough room for a handful of smokers and the spillover crowd trying to look aloof. It was half-empty now, the city glittering beyond the railing like it was mocking her. She pressed her palms to the iron rail, head bowed, hair falling around her face like a curtain. The cold bit at her skin, sharp enough to keep her upright.
Don't crack. Not yet. Not here. Not for them.
A familiar scuffle of footsteps broke the silence behind her.
"Theresa?"
Zaccharie's voice—softer than it had any right to be. He edged into her periphery, his too-expensive suit rumpled like he'd been wrestling with the dessert table. His big eyes flicked over her face, worry slicing through his usual goofy grin.
"You good?" he asked, frowning when she didn't answer. "Did something happen? You want me to—"
She let out a brittle laugh—half air, half acid. "No, Zacch. It's fine."
He hovered awkwardly, sneakers squeaking on the wet concrete. He looked back at the ballroom doors like he could see the chaos leaking out behind her. "Should I get Trae? Yeah, I'm gonna get Trae."
"Don't," her voice cracked sharper than she wanted. She swallowed it down, shaking her head hard. "Don't get Trae."
Zaccharie froze, hands half-lifted like he didn't know whether to hug her or shield her. "Okay. Okay. Just... breathe, alright? I'm here."
She sucked in a lungful of cold, city-smog air—the kind that made her eyes water, the kind that tasted like the only real thing left tonight. Zaccharie lingered a step away, shifting from foot to foot like he didn't know where to put his hands. Always so big, so broad now, but still just a kid in her eyes when he looked at her like that—like she was breakable.
He rubbed the back of his neck, eyes darting to the railing, then back to her. "You remember when I got drafted?" he asked, voice soft—just enough to cut through the ringing in her ears.
She let out a short, brittle laugh. "Yeah."
"You were there," he said, mouth quirking like he couldn't decide if he should smile or not. "When I got here—didn't know where to eat, didn't know how to order food, didn't even know how to get my hair cut. You—you handled it. You didn't have to. But you did."
He paused, his breath clouding the space between them. One hand ghosted toward her arm, not quite touching. "So maybe now I get to return the favor, yeah? Stand here. Keep you breathing. Tell the big dogs to fuck off if I gotta."
Theresa's throat went tight—a knot she couldn't swallow. She didn't look at him, but the corner of her mouth twitched, just once.
Zaccharie was still fresh off the plane from France when he landed in Atlanta—new city, new league, new pressure. He didn't talk much those first few weeks, not because he was standoffish, but because everything felt a little too loud. Too fast. Too unfamiliar.
Theresa noticed it instantly.
Not just because she was Trae's sister, but because she knew what it was like to be surrounded by people who expected you to smile and perform before you'd even caught your breath. So the first time she saw him sitting alone after a team media day—awkward in his new Hawks hoodie, fidgeting with the cap of a Gatorade bottle like it owed him answers—she sat down next to him and offered him her backup charger.
No small talk. No pressure. Just space.
The next day, he found her in the facility hallway and said, "Your charger saved my life. I think I love you now."
And she said, deadpan, "You're French. That doesn't count."
Then they hit summer training camp.
The gym had mostly emptied out—just the sound of a distant whistle echoing somewhere down the hall, the squeak of sneakers trailing off toward the locker room. Theresa was gathering her things from the scorers' table, scrolling half-mindedly through her inbox, when she heard the sound of a ball bouncing behind her. Steady. Hesitant.
She turned around.
The Frenchman stood near the corner three, hoodie half-on, eyes fixed on the floor. He wasn't shooting. Just... standing there. Dribbling the ball with the kind of rhythm that wasn't really about practice. Just about doing something.
He didn't notice her at first. Or maybe he did, but didn't care.
Theresa hesitated. Then walked over, slow.
"Gym's closed," she said gently, just loud enough to carry.
He looked up, startled. "Oh. Sorry."
She raised a brow. "You're fine. Just... figured you might be stuck."
He nodded once, not quite meeting her eyes. "I just didn't wanna go back yet."
Theresa didn't push. She knew that feeling too well. Instead, she sat on the edge of the court, near the baseline. Said nothing.
After a beat, Zaccharie walked over and sat a few feet away. Close, but not too close. They sat like that for a while. No pressure. Just space.
Finally, he spoke. Voice quiet. "I keep thinking I'm messing it up."
Theresa turned slightly toward him.
"Might be overthinking it," she offered. "Everyone feels like that at first."
"Not like this," he muttered. "I don't know. I just feel like... everyone's already got their rhythm. Like I missed a step and I'm trying to catch up."
His accent was thicker when he was frustrated. She clocked that, tucked it away.
"You didn't miss anything," she said softly. "You're just new. It's loud at first. Then it gets less loud."
He looked at her like he didn't quite believe it.
So she added, "It took Trae three months to learn where the media room was. I had to draw him a map. Like a literal, hand-drawn map."
Zaccharie snorted. "Seriously?"
"I still have it in my notes app. It's labeled 'map for the idiot.'"
That earned a real laugh.
He dropped his chin to his chest, grinning, and shook his head. "Thanks."
Theresa just nodded.
A few seconds passed. Then she reached over and nudged his shoulder gently.
"If you ever need to reset," she said, voice still low, "come find me. I'm usually around."
Zaccharie looked at her—really looked this time.
And something settled.
From then on, he was hers. Did just that. Always found her.
He started texting her TikToks he didn't understand. Asking for help translating slang. Sitting next to her in the media room like it was assigned seating. He slowly got louder. Goofier. More himself. Because she gave him room to.
And Theresa never minded. She grew soft for him in the quietest way possible—bringing him extra snacks from team events, fixing the hem of his hoodie when it got caught in his mic wire, pretending she wasn't smiling when he FaceTimed her after games to ask if his interview answers were cringe.
To everyone else, she was still the cool, clipped Head of Hawks Chaos Control.
But to Zaccharie?
She was just Theresa. The one who always had his back. The one who showed up.
And he's never letting her forget it.
Theresa's footsteps faded down the hall, the echo of the door swinging shut behind her like the final snap of a trap. For a second, the velvet lounge was just a vacuum—too warm, too quiet, her ghost hanging in the air like static.
LaMelo was the first to break it. He didn't move. Didn't shift an inch from where he'd let her push past him. He just tilted his head at Jalen, a lazy smile tugging at his mouth—sharp enough to draw blood.
Jalen's eyes stayed pinned on the hallway—that muscle in his jaw working double time, like he could grind down the white-hot scrape of his own pulse if he clenched hard enough.
Neither of them spoke. Not at first.
Then Jalen blew out a breath—more hiss than exhale. "You're proud of that? Fucking with her head?"
LaMelo's grin didn't budge. He dragged his tongue across his teeth, a slow, deliberate pass that said everything he wouldn't waste words on. "You mad 'cause you lost, or 'cause you know you already were?"
Jalen's hand twitched at his side. He didn't swing—that wasn't him. But he did step closer, shoes squeaking just a hair on the velvet carpet. Close enough that the two bored execs pretending not to watch practically ducked behind their half-finished drinks.
"That's your game, huh?" Jalen said, voice pitched low—smooth on the surface, but hot underneath. "Push her 'til she breaks, then stand there and smirk when she does."
LaMelo cocked his head the other way, eyes half-lidded. "She ain't broken. Not for you. Not for me either."
"Fuck you," Jalen spat, but there wasn't enough teeth behind it to land clean. He shoved a hand through his hair, chest heaving like he'd run half the block just to stand there and burn. "Should I go after her?"
It slipped out before he could lock it down—that note that sounded too much like doubt, too much like fear. He hated himself for it instantly.
LaMelo's grin softened, then turned meaner—like he'd found the soft spot and couldn't wait to press. "That's your girl, right?" he said, so casual it dripped disdain. "You should know if you're supposed to. And when you're supposed to chase after her."
Jalen's mouth pulled tight. His knuckles flexed white at his sides, but the swing never came.
LaMelo didn't wait for a comeback. He just pushed himself off the wall with a bored roll of his shoulders, straightening his collar like he'd won the round just by existing.
"But if I was in your place," he said over his shoulder—that lazy saunter more lethal than a shove. "I'd leave her be."
He let it hang, tongue clicking once behind his teeth like the threat it was. Then he tipped his head, grin flickering—mean, soft, certain. "But I wouldn't let her get too far."
The memories softened the edge in her chest just enough to breathe through it. Out here, with Zaccharie bouncing on his heels like he'd fight every single person in that ballroom for her—it was almost enough to make her laugh.
Almost.
"You really don't have to stand out here babysitting me," she muttered, swiping her thumb under her eye before it could catch on anything wet.
Zaccharie gave her a look—all unimpressed older-brother energy, even though he was technically the baby. "Nope. You did it for me. Now I get to do it for you. Fair is fair."
She let out a low, disbelieving huff. "Since when do you believe in fair?"
He just shrugged, that grin slipping back into place, sweet but wolfish. "Since you drew me my map for the idiot."
She huffed again—this time, it broke into a tiny, rough laugh. He caught it like it was a trophy, brightening all over.
He nudged her shoulder with his, gentle but firm. "You wanna tell me what happened?"
She didn't answer.
He waited anyway.
When the silence stretched too long, he leaned both elbows on the railing beside her, his big frame blocking the wind just enough to make the city feel a little less cold. "Okay. No talking. Just standing here. Menace patrol."
Her eyes flicked sideways at him—the oversized suit jacket, the tie he'd probably yanked loose halfway through dessert, the big kid grin still crooked on his mouth like he didn't care about anything but making sure she didn't float away.
He bumped her shoulder again, lighter this time. "If you wanna throw one of them in the river, I'll help. I'll even hold your shoes."
She let out another laugh—cracked, but real—and dropped her forehead to her hand for a second. When she looked up, he was still there, bracing the whole damn sky for her if he had to.
Theresa exhaled, letting the cold air cut through the noise in her head.
"Thanks, chaos baby," she murmured, voice rough around the edges.
Zaccharie beamed, teeth and all. "Anytime. Now just say the word. I'll go push him off the balcony."
She swatted his arm, but didn't tell him no.
Theresa leaned her elbows on the cold iron railing, shoulders hunched just enough that Zaccharie didn't push. He stood next to her, big hands tapping the edge of the stone like he was ready to throw a punch if she gave the word.
Theresa pressed her thumb under her eye again, then let out a sharp, shaky exhale. "It's so fucking stupid."
"Probably," Zaccharie agreed cheerfully. "But you gotta say it anyway."
She shot him a withering look that barely stuck. "Why do you do that?"
"Do what?"
"Make it sound easy."
He just shrugged, grin half-crooked. "'Cause it's you. You're the only one who makes it complicated."
She laughed—brittle, small—and tipped her head back like she could let the stars cool her cheeks. The words scraped her throat raw on the way out. "He cornered me. LaMelo. Out in the hall. Said—" She broke off, heat spiking up her neck. "It doesn't matter what he said."
Zaccharie's eyebrows shot up. "Of course it matters."
"He said 'did your phone screen broke or something'. Like—" Her laugh snapped, sharp and humorless. "Like that's his business. Like I owe him some kind of a reply or something."
She shook her head, anger crackling up her spine. "And then he said he knows I'll keep answering. That no matter what, I'll always let him in. And the worst part is—" Her breath hitched.
"Okay, no, wait. Backtrack. You and LaMelo are texting?!"
Theresa froze, mouth half-open, then snapped it shut again. She could feel the heat crawl up her neck, prickling all the way to her ears. "I mean, yeah, sometimes—I mean, I just reply to his messages, it's not like we're—"
"That's exactly how texting works, you know that, right?" he looked at her like it was the most obvious thing in the world—which, it was.
Theresa grunted. "That's not even the point, Zacch, the point is—"
"Oh no, that is the whole point, Theresa." Zaccharie's eyes went cartoon-wide, one hand flailing at the city skyline for dramatic effect. "You're texting with the enemy. The enemy, Tess! God, what would Serena say..."
Theresa groaned, dropping her face into her hands like she could just disappear into her palms. "Can you not—"
He ignored her entirely, gleeful now that he'd found the crack to wedge himself into. "She'd kill you, that's what. She'd call you a traitor, block him herself, and then hide your phone in the freezer so you couldn't answer him next time."
Theresa let out a strangled noise, somewhere between a laugh and a groan. "Serena already knows."
Zaccharie froze. "What?" His voice cracked up half an octave. "You told her?"
"I didn't tell her, exactly," Theresa snapped, wiping under her eye again like that would fix the way her ears were burning. "She figured it out. She's Serena."
Zaccharie looked personally offended on Serena's behalf. "And she didn't strangle you on sight?"
Theresa huffed, tipping her head back to look at the sky. "She threatened to. Then she got bored and told me I was a lost cause."
Zaccharie's jaw dropped. "You are a lost cause!" He threw his free hand in the air like he needed God as his witness. "So now it's just me out here trying to protect the last two brain cells you got left?"
She elbowed him hard enough that he wheezed, but the laugh that cracked out of her was real this time. "Oh my God, shut up. You're not helping."
Zaccharie snorted. "I'm helping a lot. You're just too embarrassed to admit I'm right." He nudged her elbow with his. "So? You do always answer him, huh?"
Her hands dropped just enough to glare at him. "Zacch, I swear to God—"
"Uh-huh." He leaned closer, the grin going full teeth now. "It's fine. I'll keep your dirty little secret. But for the record? You gotta stop giving him the keys if you don't want him in the house."
She opened her mouth—probably to snap something smart—but the words died behind her teeth. Because he was right. And worse, he knew he was right.
She sighed, shoulders slumping as the fight drained out. "I hate you."
"Love you too," Zaccharie said, breezy, looping his arm around her shoulders like a human blanket. "Now c'mon. Want me to get you a drink? Something strong? I'll spike it myself if you want."
Theresa snorted, the smallest bit of tension slipping off her spine. "God. You're such a menace."
He pressed a dramatic hand to his chest. "I'm serious! We should be tag-teaming this, not letting you run around soft-launching him and your actual boyfriend in the same month—"
Theresa shoved him, but Zaccharie just swung back into place, smug as hell. "It's fine," he said, like he was comforting himself now. "Serena and me. Dream team. He's not getting past us."
She snorted. "Says the man who just offered to spike my drink."
"That was for your benefit," Zaccharie shot back. "I'm a man of the people." He nudged her again, gentler this time. "So? You wanna tell me the rest of it? Word for word. C'mon. Don't make me call Serena back in here."
Theresa let out a long, thin groan, dragging her palms down her face. "Well, I tried to get away from him before the usual back and forth could begin, but..." She dropped her hands, shooting Zaccharie a flat look. "You've seen him. He's like a stray cat that learned how to work a doorknob."
Zaccharie barked out a laugh. "Oh my God—he is. He's the world's tallest stray cat with the worst attitude. And you keep feeding him, Tess."
"I don't feed him," she snapped, too quick, too defensive—which only made Zaccharie grin wider. "It's not like I want him hanging around my ankles every time I breathe."
He made a skeptical little noise in the back of his throat. "Mhm. So you what—you just stood there and let him corner you?"
Theresa rolled her eyes so hard it hurt. "No, genius. I tried to shut it down. But he—" She broke off, her throat tight. "He knows exactly what to say. And exactly how close to stand. And he—"
She sucked in a breath that felt like it scraped all the way down her ribs. "He called me nervous. Said I'm always mean when I'm nervous."
Zaccharie's mouth tugged down, shoulders tensing like he was ready to swing at a ghost. "Fucking dickhead," he muttered, voice pitching low. "You want me to deck him next time?"
She huffed out a choked laugh. "Please. You'd bounce off him."
"I'd get one good shot," Zaccharie deadpanned, tapping his knuckles on the railing. "He's got a skinny neck. I'd aim for that."
She snorted—an actual sound, unpolished and real—and dropped her forehead to her forearm for a moment. When she lifted her head, her eyes were glassy but clear. "And then Jalen showed up. Like he—like he had to prove he could... what? Protect me? Claim me? I don't even know."
Zaccharie squinted. "Was he being a dick too?"
"Not the same way." Her voice was quieter now, the fight draining out around the edges. "Just... not listening. Not seeing me. They were both just—" Her hands flared open, helpless. "Posturing. Like I'm something they get to stand over and growl about."
Zaccharie's nose wrinkled. "Gross. So what'd you do?"
"I walked out." She forced the words to settle, to taste solid in her mouth. "I left. I didn't even look at either of them. I just—" She gestured at the railing, at the glitter of the city below them. "I came out here."
Zaccharie made a quiet, approving sound. "Good. They don't get to keep you in that cage. And next time he tries that stray cat shit, you tell him the bowl's empty. And that your guard dog bites."
Theresa snorted, biting down the tiny, traitorous curl of a smile. "That your new job title?"
He bared his teeth in a grin. "Guard dog. Menace. Chaos patrol. Whatever you need."
She let out a low hum—weary, but lighter. "You're so annoying."
"And yet..." He lifted his brows, smug. "You'd be lost without me."
"I don't even know what I'm doing, Zacch. I keep telling myself it's fine. That it's not gonna mean anything. But it's never just—" She snapped her fingers. "It's never just a knock. It's him."
"Yeah," he said softly. "And Jalen?"
Her throat bobbed. "I don't know. I thought I did. But then he stood there—didn't even look at me—and I felt like... like furniture. Like a fucking lamp they're fighting over."
Zaccharie's jaw ticked—a rare flare of anger that made him look older than he was. "They don't get to make you feel like that."
"Well," she bit out, voice cracking, "they did."
Silence settled between them again. He didn't fill it with jokes this time. Just stood there, knuckles white on the railing, like he could hold the whole city back if it meant she could catch her breath.
Finally, he said, voice low and stubborn, "You want me to talk to them?"
She barked out a laugh, wiping the corner of her eye with her thumb. "What are you gonna do? Yell at LaMelo in French?"
He grinned—wolfish, boyish, all that stubborn protectiveness wrapped in too-big shoulders. "Could be fun."
She nudged his side, letting her forehead rest against his arm for a second. "Don't. It'll just make it worse. I just... I hate that he saw."
Zaccharie cocked his head. "Jalen?"
She nodded. "All of them. Everyone. Like I'm some messy halftime show. Like I don't—"
She broke off. The wind carried the words away.
Zaccharie let it settle before he filled the space. "You're allowed to be messy sometimes, Tess."
She turned her head, shot him a flat look. "Not like this. Not with him."
He raised his eyebrows, pointedly clueless. "Which him?"
She let out a bitter laugh—short and sharp. "Exactly."
He nodded, lips pressing together like he was chewing on a thousand words. "You wanna know what I think?"
"No," she deadpanned.
He grinned anyway. "I think you should pick the one who doesn't make you look like you wanna break something every time he breathes."
Theresa huffed, shoving her knuckles against her mouth. "It's not that simple."
"Yeah, it is," Zaccharie said, soft but certain. "One of 'em's all fireworks. Looks good on Instagram. Makes you wanna bite a wall. But he's... too much. He likes being too much."
She didn't deny it.
Zaccharie's voice dropped, eyes locking on hers. "The other one? He'd stand here all night just to make sure you don't feel alone. He'd punch a dude twice his size if you asked him to."
Theresa's throat bobbed, the chill biting at her cheeks. "You sound like Trae."
Zaccharie shrugged, all gangly shoulders and stubborn loyalty. "Good. He's right, too. You deserve someone who makes it quiet in your head. Not louder."
Theresa's laugh cracked, halfway to a sob she refused to give him. "You giving me relationship advice now?"
"Yep." He bumped her hip with his, careful but insistent. "And it's really good advice. You should listen."
She dropped her head, pressing her palm to her eyes, shoulders trembling with the effort to stay calm. Zaccharie didn't reach for her—didn't crowd her—just stayed there like a guardrail she didn't know she needed.
After a beat, he said, quieter, "You wanna go back inside? Or you wanna stay out here and freeze?"
She peeked at him through her fingers. "Neither."
Zaccharie's grin broke through, boyish and fierce. "Alright. We can run away. Get matching tattoos. Join the circus."
"Shut up," she muttered, but she was laughing now—a thin thread, but real.
Zaccharie slung an arm around her shoulders, pulling her in like they'd done this a thousand times in smaller, safer moments. "Don't worry. I got you."
Her exhale fogged in the cold. "Yeah. I know."
They stayed like that for another minute—the city lights flickering below, the noise inside a world away. For the first time all night, Theresa let herself lean all the way in.
A hush of footsteps cut through the soft clatter of the city below. Not sneakers, not some clumsy exec—dress shoes. Careful. Measured. The click of someone who knew how to walk softly when it mattered.
Zaccharie clocked it first. His eyes flicked over Theresa's shoulder, his arm still draped loose around her. He didn't let go.
Theresa didn't look. Didn't want to—not yet. But the new weight in the air made her ribs clamp tight again. She knew that shape before she saw it: suit jacket still perfectly pressed, tie still neat, except for the crease at the collar where he'd probably yanked at it in frustration.
"Hey."
Jalen's voice was soft. Too soft. Like he was trying it out for the first time.
Theresa didn't move. She felt Zaccharie shift at her side, solid as bedrock, shoulders going squared like he'd been waiting for this.
Jalen took one step closer—not too close, but enough to feel him at her back. Enough to make her spine itch.
"T." His hand flexed, like he didn't know where to put it. He settled for his pocket instead. "You good?"
She nodded once. "Yeah. I just needed air."
"You wanna take a walk?" Jalen tried again, voice steady but softer than she'd ever heard it when it came to her. "Just us."
Zaccharie's arm stayed right where it was—a big, quiet warning that he'd be the wall if she needed him to be. Jalen clocked it, and didn't push. Just kept his eyes on her, soft in that raw way she still didn't trust.
"Come on, Tess," Zaccharie murmured, giving her shoulder a squeeze before he peeled himself off the rail. He didn't leave yet—just shifted to stand between her and Jalen for a heartbeat, making sure she really wanted this.
She flicked her eyes at him—one tiny nod. It was enough.
Zaccharie tipped his chin at Jalen—not quite threatening, not quite polite. "You take care of her, yeah?"
Jalen's jaw flexed once. "Yeah. I got her."
That seemed to satisfy Zaccharie—or at least, it was all he was gonna get tonight. He gave Theresa's hand a squeeze, dropped a kiss on the top of her hair like a kid brother playing protector, then slipped back through the balcony door, leaving them alone in the cold.
And then it was just them.
The wind picked up—sharp enough to sting where her dress left skin bare. Theresa's arms crossed over her ribs, more shield than warmth. Jalen shifted closer, slow, careful, like he was testing if the ground would hold.
Neither of them spoke. The city lights glowed behind his shoulder, softening the edges of all that heat they'd left back in the lounge.
Jalen's voice finally broke the hush—low, rough at the edges. "Can I just ask, what was that back there?"
Theresa flinched. "What do you mean?"
He gave her that steady look—the one that felt like he could peel her open with nothing but patience. "That wasn't nothing, Theresa."
She exhaled—sharp, almost a laugh. "You gonna start too?"
"I'm asking." His voice didn't rise. Didn't push. Just stayed low, like the question alone was heavy enough. "You and Ball got history or something?"
She snapped her head around, eyes sparking. "No."
"But he thinks you do."
Theresa's fingers drummed once against the iron, the night air biting at her wrists. "It's not history. It's heat. And not the good kind."
Jalen studied her face—that steady, watchful thing that always made her want to squirm. "You sure?"
She forced the word out, careful, deliberate. "Yeah," she said. "I'm sure."
It didn't make the ache in her ribs ease up. But it was true. Or true enough for tonight.
They stood there, breathing past it—the words, the mess, the crackle of LaMelo's ghost still hanging somewhere behind them.
Finally, Jalen stepped closer—so close she felt the warmth of him, real and quiet, under all that suit fabric and frayed nerves. "I'm sorry."
She blinked, throat bobbing. "For what?"
"For letting him get in your head like that," Jalen murmured. "For standing there and acting like you couldn't handle it yourself. I should've known better."
She didn't look at him yet. Her eyes were fixed on the skyline, like she could find an answer somewhere past the glass and steel. "You can't fix this with one word."
"I know," he said quietly. He took another step, the warmth of him close enough to make her ribs ache. "I don't wanna fix it like that."
Her mouth pulled tight—something sharp in it, but softer at the edges now. "I don't want you fighting my battles, Jalen."
"I know." His thumb brushed her wrist—light, careful. "I just wanna stand next to you while you win 'em."
It almost broke her. The simple steadiness of it. No teeth. No noise. Just him, standing there like the answer to a question she hated to ask. She bit the inside of her cheek, fighting the twist in her chest. "You made me feel—"
"I know," he cut in, softer. "I know, baby. I know I did. I wasn't—I didn't mean to stand there like that. Like you were—" He broke off, breathing hard enough she could feel it at her temple. "That's not what you are to me."
Her eyes flicked up then—sharp, searching, just a little wounded. "Then what am I?"
Jalen's hand hovered at her arm, not quite touching, like he needed permission. His voice went soft—the kind of soft that always made her want to lean in, even when she shouldn't. "You're the only thing that shuts it off up here." He tapped his temple once. "When I'm with you, it's quiet. I'm not—I'm not good at saying it. But it's true."
Something in her ribcage flickered—like a match held too close to kindling.
"I fucked up," he said, blunt and raw. "Back there—I wanted to keep you safe. And I made you feel like a trophy instead. I hate that. I hate that I did that to you."
She let out a shaky sound—not quite a laugh, not quite a sob. "You did."
Jalen's hand brushed her elbow, tentative. "I know. And I'm sorry. I mean that. I don't wanna be him. I don't wanna be that noise in your head. I wanna be the quiet."
She blinked, hard—once, twice—like she could keep her eyes from catching on something wet. Her shoulders slumped, just enough for him to feel her lean in.
"You're an idiot," she said, voice breaking around the edges. "You're my idiot. But you're still an idiot."
His mouth curved, soft and careful, like he didn't wanna push it too soon. "Yeah. I'm working on it."
A beat passed—just their breathing and the hum of the city below. Then, gently, she let herself step forward, into the warmth of him, into the place she'd missed all week without letting herself admit it.
Jalen's arms came up slow, wrapping around her shoulders, his head dipping to press his mouth to her hairline. "You wanna go back in?"
She shook her head against his chest, breath muffled by his shirt. "Not yet. I'm not ready to go back inside."
"Good." His mouth brushed her temple again, soft as a promise. "I wasn't done apologizing."
She laughed—a short, sharp sound that cracked into something real. Theresa's breath stuttered against the fine wool of his jacket—the warmth of him so close, so steady, it made her ribs ache with the wanting. Jalen's arms stayed loose around her shoulders—not pinning her in, not pushing, just holding. Like he'd stand there forever if she needed him to.
She pulled back just enough to look at him—the line of his jaw tense but soft at the hinge, his eyes pinned to her mouth for half a second before they flicked back up. The city lights blinked behind him like a dare.
"Say it again," she said, voice low, throat raw.
Jalen's brow furrowed, confused for a second. Then his mouth twitched, a ghost of that crooked smile. "Which part?"
"That you're sorry," she whispered. "And that you're not him."
His hand cupped her jaw, thumb brushing her cheek, warm even in the cold bite of the night air. "I'm sorry," he said, soft but sure. "I'm not him. I'll never be him."
Theresa's throat bobbed—the knot of it catching behind her teeth. She hated that it felt like a promise she could taste. Hated that she wanted to taste it again.
Jalen dipped his head, slow, careful. He stopped a breath away—so close she could feel the warmth of his mouth, but not yet touching. "You wanna stay mad?" he asked, the words ghosting against her lips. "You can. I'll stand right here while you do."
Her laugh cracked out—brittle, shaking. "I don't wanna stay mad."
His breath caught, too—like they were both bracing for something they'd already decided they wouldn't run from this time.
"Good," he murmured, voice rough. "Come here."
She did.
Their mouths met like an apology and a promise all tangled up in each other—soft at first, the kind of soft that made her knees go weak, his thumb brushing under her jaw like he wanted to memorize the shape of her forgiveness. Then deeper—her fingers curling into the lapel of his suit jacket, holding him there like she needed to know it was real. That he was real. That this was more than the noise.
Jalen exhaled into her mouth—a shaky, broken sound that tasted like relief. His other hand threaded up to the back of her neck, anchoring her, keeping her close like he'd never let her drift again.
When they finally broke apart, it was just a breath—her forehead pressed to his, her lips tingling with the truth they never said out loud.
"You're still an idiot," she murmured, a ghost of a laugh catching on her teeth.
Jalen's grin flickered through the hush—soft, a little crooked, like he knew he'd never deserve it but he'd spend the rest of the night trying. "Yeah. But I'm yours."
"Yeah," she whispered back. "You are."
His mouth found hers again—slower this time, deeper, no one left to watch but the city blinking on below them. The cold didn't bite so hard when he was there to soak up the worst of it, one hand warm against her jaw, the other drawing her in like he'd never let her forget what quiet felt like.
They stayed like that—breathless and tangled up, her forehead pressed to his cheek, his thumb tracing the hinge of her jaw like he couldn't stand to let her slip too far away yet. The city buzzed below them, but for once it didn't feel louder than the thud of her pulse in her ribs.
She leaned back just enough to see his face—her arms still looped around his shoulders, fingers fidgeting with the hair at his nape like she didn't want to stop touching him yet. "Tell me something," she said, voice steadier than she felt.
His brow ticked up, wary but game. "Yeah?"
She tilted her head, searching his eyes. "Why now? What made you ask now?"
Jalen's mouth curved, but there was no smugness in it—just that soft, raw edge that always made her want to punch him and hold him in the same breath. He ducked his head, a short laugh puffing white in the cold. "You really wanna know?"
"Yeah," she said, nudging his jaw with her knuckles. "Tell me."
Jalen hesitated—just a flicker—then sighed, the truth rolling off his shoulders like a shrug he'd been carrying too long. "Zaccharie. Plus other... factors."
She blinked. "What?"
Jalen's grin went sheepish, eyes crinkling at the corners. "Remember the practice before your content meeting where he called us out and didn't care who heard? He ambushed me in the tunnel after. Said if I don't step up and do something, he'd do it for me. And then he called me a coward in French. Which I think made it worse."
Theresa barked out a laugh—sharp, unpolished—her nose bumping his as she tried to bite it back. "He did not."
"He did," Jalen said, mock solemn, squeezing her waist for emphasis. "Swear on the Hawks' sorry-ass bench. Said he was tired of watching me look at you like I wanted to and never doing shit about it."
Theresa pressed her forehead to his again, the grin threatening the edges of her mouth. "Little menace."
"He's your menace," Jalen reminded her, soft but certain. "But he had a point. I was too busy telling myself it wasn't the right time. He made me realize—" He paused, thumb brushing her jaw. "There's never gonna be a perfect time. Just the one you choose."
Her throat went tight, the last bit of tension bleeding out through her shoulders. "Good," she murmured. "Because if you'd waited any longer, I might've said no."
His grin flickered wider, warm and just a little smug now. "Nah. You would've said yes."
She huffed, rolling her eyes even as she pulled him down for another kiss—quick this time, a soft scrape of teeth that tasted like relief and the promise they'd both fight to keep.
When they parted, her breath puffed out between them, warm in the cold. "Remind me to thank Zaccharie later."
"Already did," Jalen murmured, pressing his mouth to her temple. "Pretty sure he thinks he's our official chaperone now."
Theresa snorted, her laugh muffled against his coat. "God help us."
"Yeah," Jalen said, arms tightening around her like a vow. "God help him if he ever tries to pull this shit with you again."
They stood there for another moment, forehead to forehead, her breath catching on the lapel of his coat. The balcony railing pressed cold into her back, but it didn't matter—not when his hands stayed braced on her waist like he'd drop through the floor if he let go.
Theresa shifted first—not because she wanted to break it, but because the cold had started to bite through the silk and into her bones. She felt the chill only when she realized just how warm he'd kept her.
She pulled back, just enough to see his face. "We should... go back inside."
Jalen's mouth curved, soft and crooked. "Yeah."
He didn't move.
She huffed a laugh and nudged his chest with her knuckles. "You gonna let me go or you gonna stand out here and freeze to death trying to prove a point?"
He ducked his head, pressing one last kiss to her temple—small, grounding, like an apology and a promise in one breath. "I'll walk you in."
They stepped away from the railing together. She felt the warmth rush back into her spine when he settled a steady hand at the small of her back—not possessive, not for show, just there, real and quiet. Like they'd figured out exactly how close was close enough.
The balcony door creaked when he opened it for her. She caught the faint reflection of herself in the glass: hair tousled, lips still pink, the faint flush of something real softening the edge of her jaw. She didn't hate it.
Inside, the din of the gala hit them again all at once—the music, the polite laughter, the scraping clink of glasses and silverware. It felt different now. Smaller, somehow. Like none of it could touch the bubble they'd built out there in the cold.
Theresa caught Zaccharie first—propped by the bar, all limbs and mischief, half turned to keep watch. The second he spotted them, his grin cracked wide enough to split his face.
"Oh, look who's alive," he crowed, too loud, ignoring the bored execs and curious rookies hovering around him. He spread his arms in fake relief. "You kiss and make up? You owe me for that."
Theresa shot him a look that should've leveled him. "Don't."
Jalen just chuckled under his breath, shoulder brushing hers as they moved past Zaccharie's big, smug orbit.
But Zaccharie wasn't done. He leaned in close enough for only them to hear. "Hey. Next time you two decide to have a soft launch in the middle of a knife fight, give me a heads-up first. I'll charge admission."
Theresa elbowed him, but her laugh snuck out anyway—quiet and real. Zaccharie caught it, eyes twinkling like he'd just won something huge.
"Thank you," Jalen murmured, low enough that only Zaccharie caught it.
The kid just shrugged, boyish and proud all at once. "Don't mess it up again, old man," he shot back, then peeled away to collect more gossip fuel for later.
They watched him go, then looked at each other—still hovering, still not quite ready to let go.
"Ready?" Jalen asked, voice soft.
Theresa's hand slipped into his—warm and steady, threaded tight between his fingers like a promise. "Yeah," she said. "Let's go."
And when they stepped back into the light and noise, shoulder to shoulder, hand in hand, it was like the air changed. Not fixed—not perfect—but right. The eyes still watched, the rumors would still spin. But her chest was quiet.
They didn't get three steps into the main hall before Trae appeared like he'd materialized out of the woodwork—sharp suit, half a smirk, that older-brother air that made people scatter when he locked eyes with them.
He didn't scatter for her. Never did.
He stood right in their path—hands in his pockets, brow arched so high it might've scraped the chandelier. He clocked Jalen's hand around hers, the flush still high on her cheeks, the faint bloom of warmth that hadn't been there an hour ago.
And Trae? He just shook his head once. Soft. Disbelieving. Fond, in the most exasperated, big-brother way possible.
"Tess," he said, voice pitched low, but enough to make Jalen straighten up like he'd been caught with his hand in the cookie jar. "You good?"
Theresa squeezed Jalen's hand once, then dropped it—not to hide, but because she didn't need to hold on to prove anything with Trae standing there. "Yeah. I'm good."
Trae's eyes flicked to Jalen—quick, precise, the way he always read a defense before he torched it. He didn't say a word. Didn't have to. His face said it all: I'm trusting you with something that means more than every contract I've ever signed.
Jalen didn't flinch. He just nodded once, chin dipping, shoulders squared up like he knew what that look meant. "I got her."
Trae's mouth twitched—not quite a smile, but the threat beneath it eased. He stepped forward, palm cupping the back of Theresa's neck for half a second—warm, grounding, the way he'd done since they were kids and she'd skinned her knee on the driveway.
"You need me, you yell," he murmured.
She huffed a laugh, eyes soft. "Always."
Then Trae leaned back, shot Jalen a look sharp enough to cut glass. "And you—you need me, you run."
Jalen actually cracked a grin at that—a real one, a little lopsided. "Wouldn't dream of it."
"Damn right," Trae drawled. He gave Theresa's hair a quick ruffle—earned himself a halfhearted glare for it—then let his eyes flick back toward the swirl of gala guests waiting just out of earshot. "Alright. Go do your little couple thing. But don't get too cozy."
"Why's that?" Theresa deadpanned.
Trae just shrugged, that wolfish, brother-smirk slipping onto his face as he started to walk away. "Because the second you slip up, Serena's gonna eat you both alive."
Jalen winced. Theresa groaned. Trae laughed, bright and mean, the sound trailing him as he disappeared back into the polite chaos of the party—leaving them there, standing shoulder to shoulder, hearts thudding in sync.
Theresa nudged Jalen with her hip, soft. "You hear that? Better keep up."
Jalen dipped his head, pressing a quick kiss to her temple—just enough to make her pulse jump, just enough to make the world feel right again. "Already on it."
They drifted back into the swirl of the gala—shoulder to shoulder at first, then easing apart just enough to blend in. Jalen kept one hand hovering at the small of her back, more instinct than claim. He didn't need to grip; she didn't need the anchor. It was just there. A steady reminder that he'd stand there as long as she wanted him to.
They hit the orbit of polite chatter pretty quick—half-familiar faces from the foundation, a few front-office folks throwing them the kind of speculative glances that would spin into gossip by sunrise. Theresa smiled through it, the same polite, clipped smile she'd used a hundred times before—except it didn't cut so sharp tonight. Not with the warmth of him trailing her like a second shadow.
Jalen was good at it, too—nodding along while a well-meaning donor droned about tax brackets and trade rumors, his eyes drifting to her every few seconds like he was making sure she hadn't drifted too far. Once, she caught him watching her instead of listening, the corner of his mouth ticking up like he was barely holding back a laugh.
At one point, through the break in the swirl of waiters and glass and polite laughter, she clocked him. LaMelo. Leaned up near the back bar now, half-turned to someone she didn't care to place—jacket shrugged off, tie undone like he hadn't bothered to re-knot it. He didn't come near them. Didn't try to catch her eye. But he knew she'd seen him—the lazy tilt of his mouth when she looked his way was all teeth and trouble, like a ghost of that hallway bite that would keep humming under her skin for days.
Jalen didn't notice—or maybe he did and chose not to give it air. His hand brushed the small of her back, grounding her. Stay here. She did.
She leaned in when the exec's back turned, voice pitched low enough that only he could hear: "You look bored out of your mind."
"I am," Jalen deadpanned, barely suppressing a grin. "This is torture."
"Smiling hurts you that bad?" she teased.
He dipped his head closer, mouth brushing her ear just enough to make her pulse flicker. "Nah. Just when I can't touch you the way I want to."
She felt it—the flush that threatened to creep up her neck, the tiny thrill that made her want to drag him right back out onto the balcony again. But she held her smile in place, careful, cool, letting the moment slip by like a secret only they knew.
And just over his shoulder—like an itch she refused to scratch—LaMelo was still there. Not watching anymore. Not even pretending to. Like he didn't need to. The bite of it lingered anyway.
She pulled back just enough to see Jalen's face—the steadiness there, the warm tether of his palm at her spine. This was real. This was hers.
They made the rounds for another ten minutes—smiling, nodding, trading the kind of empty pleasantries that would look good on the event's Instagram highlights reel. Someone called her name—she turned on autopilot, polite and polished, her hand brushing Jalen's wrist like she couldn't stand not to touch him for more than a heartbeat.
When the latest round of forced laughter trailed off, he leaned in again—closer this time, voice low enough to cut through the noise in her head.
"You wanna get out of here?" he murmured.
Theresa blinked—startled into a laugh. "What, like right now?"
"Yeah. Now," Jalen said, not missing a beat. His eyes flicked to her mouth and back, warm enough that it made her toes curl in her heels. "We've smiled for the cameras. Done the whole show. I'm over it."
She rolled her eyes—fond, exasperated, but her pulse thrummed at the thought. "We're supposed to stay for the closing toast."
Jalen's grin ticked crooked—that half-smirk that said he already knew he had her. "So what? They'll survive one less glass clink. Come on."
She glanced over her shoulder—past the swirl of champagne flutes, the glitter of name badges, the slow creep of eyes that always seemed to know when to latch on. And for a half-second, she hesitated—the good, old noise of it brushing up her spine.
But then she felt his fingers brush against hers—steady, warm, patient like he'd stand there all night if she needed him to. And the decision clicked into place so clean it almost made her laugh.
"Okay," she said, soft, but certain. She laced her fingers through his, squeezing once like a promise. "Yeah. Let's get out of here."
Jalen's smile cracked wider—all relief and something unguarded at the edges. "Good. I was gonna go crazy if we had to do one more fake laugh."
Theresa laughed under her breath, letting him tug her toward the side exit, away from the polite chaos and polite eyes and polite everything. "You realize Zaccharie's gonna roast us for this, right?"
"Oh, absolutely," Jalen said, breathless as they ducked through the side door. "Worth it."
They slipped out into the hush of the back hallway—just her and him and the soft echo of their laughter bouncing off marble walls. She felt the cold when they hit the side entrance, the shock of it bracing enough to remind her she'd choose this—him, them—a thousand times over the noise.
When they stepped out into the quiet night, his thumb brushed over her knuckles, the city lights sparking like a dare behind his shoulder.
They didn't say much on the way to the car—didn't need to. Jalen kept her hand tucked into his the whole walk to the garage, like if he let go, the city might swallow her up again. Theresa didn't mind. She didn't mind at all.
He drove with one hand on the wheel and the other draped across the console, fingers brushing her knee every now and then. She let her head tip back against the seat, the hum of the tires on the wet road doing more for her nerves than any polite gala music ever could. The city blurred past—neon and street lamps and a handful of curious Saturday-night ghosts.
At a red light, he caught her watching him—his mouth ticked up in that soft, crooked grin that always made her want to roll her eyes and kiss him in the same breath. He didn't say anything. Just linked his fingers through hers again, squeezed once.
When he pulled up to her building, he cut the engine but didn't move to get out right away. The car hummed with the tick-tick-tick of the cooling engine, the soft echo of their breathing filling the space between.
Theresa started to reach for the door handle—muscle memory, habit, her pulse thudding too fast in her ribs. But Jalen's voice stopped her.
"You gonna invite me inside?"
The way he said it—low, almost careful, like he wasn't assuming anything but wasn't backing off either—made her chest squeeze tight. The air in the car felt small. Good-small.
She huffed out a laugh—soft, under her breath—like she couldn't believe he'd even asked. "Now?"
His grin flickered, crooked at the corner. "Yeah. Now. If you want me to." He leaned a little closer, shoulder brushing hers across the console. "You want me to?"
Theresa rolled her eyes, but the edge of her mouth betrayed her—tugging up, warm and reckless. She reached for the door handle again, this time with intent. "You asking me if I want you inside is the worst phrasing I've ever heard."
Jalen just laughed—a real laugh, soft and sharp all at once. "Yeah, well. I'm working with what I got."
She popped the door open, cold air rushing in, stinging her flushed cheeks. She paused, halfway out—leaned back to look at him, her eyes catching the light like a dare.
"Yeah," she said, voice gone soft but sure. "I want you inside. Don't make me say it twice."
He was out of the car before she could shut the door. They crossed the sidewalk together, his palm ghosting the small of her back like a promise—warm enough to drown out the whole cold, noisy city.
And when the door shut behind them—her keys jangling against the lock, his breath hot at her ear—it was the easiest thing in the world to remember how quiet it could be when he was right there, exactly where she wanted him.
Notes:
Congrats to Jalen for surviving his last peaceful moment in this (love) triangle.
He's currently being hunted by a 6'7 problem with court vision and no patience.
And as for Theresa?
Let's just say things are about to get... hot.See you sooooon 💌✨
Chapter 27: The Afterparty
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
They didn't make it to the couch right away.
Theresa's shoes ended up kicked halfway under the coffee table, Jalen's jacket draped over the back of a chair while she fetched them both water from the kitchen. She needed the excuse to breathe, to have something to do with her hands—and he knew it, so he let her go, drifting behind her like a tide that hadn't decided when to crash yet.
They talked, if you could call it that—soft questions that didn't need real answers.
"How long's it been since you had a night that wasn't... all that?" he asked, leaning in the doorway, hands buried in his pockets like he was trying to look casual.
Theresa scoffed, rummaging in her cabinet for the good glasses. "Define 'all that.'"
Jalen's mouth twitched. "You know. Velvet lounges. Sneaking out onto balconies. Soft launches that turn into halftime shows."
She shot him a glare over her shoulder—but the corner of her mouth betrayed her. "Asshole."
"Your asshole," he murmured back, grin flickering wide enough to make her roll her eyes.
She found the glasses, filled them, turned to shove one into his waiting hand—cold condensation brushing his knuckles when their fingers met. He didn't look away when she took a sip—just watched her throat work, the sharp line of her collarbone disappearing under the strap of her dress. His eyes stayed there, dark, steady. Patient. Too patient.
"Stop staring at me," she said, bracing the edge of the counter with her hip.
"Can't," he said, simple as gravity. "It's been a long week. Let me have this."
Theresa turned away then—half for show, half for the way her pulse stumbled when he said let me have this. She rinsed the glasses, her back to him, fussing with the faucet longer than she needed to. The straps of her dress slipped a touch lower with the movement—a soft slide that left the curve of one bare shoulder glowing in the low kitchen light.
She felt him before she heard him. The soft hush of his shoes across her floor. The heat of him at her back—not touching, not yet, but close enough that she could feel the promise coiled in the hush. Her hands stilled on the sink edge, breath caught between her ribs.
Then his palms were at her hips—warm, grounding, bracketing her in without pinning her down.
"You gonna turn around?" he murmured, voice low at her ear.
"Don't push it," she shot back, but her voice went softer than she meant—more ache than edge.
Jalen huffed out a tiny laugh against her hair, his nose brushing the curve of her neck.
"Not pushing." He dipped lower, mouth catching just beneath her ear. "Just want you to breathe."
She did—sharp, quick, the air snagging in her throat when he pressed his lips to that spot where her shoulder met her neck. The bare skin of her shoulder tensed under his mouth, then gave, softening under the careful scrape of his teeth.
She gripped the counter harder. "Jalen—"
"Shh," he breathed, kissing the corner of her shoulder again—slower this time, savoring it. "I got you."
One of his hands drifted up, tracing the strap of her dress with his knuckles before pushing it aside—the silk slipping down, baring more of her skin to the warm hush between them. His mouth followed the trail he made, open and soft, a little rough when she tipped her head to give him more.
"You good?" he asked, voice rough now, pitched low like he'd die if she said no.
Theresa's laugh cracked—breathless, quiet, her eyes fluttering shut as she braced herself with both hands on the counter. "You ask me that one more time tonight, I swear—"
He bit her shoulder, gentle but sharp enough to earn a gasp. "You are good," he growled, words against her skin. "So fuckin' good."
She didn't push him away. Didn't tell him to stop. Instead, she reached back, found his thigh, squeezed just enough to feel him tense under her palm. His hips pressed forward, the line of him solid and so, so warm against her back. The kitchen felt smaller. The whole damn apartment felt like it might go up in smoke.
One hand stayed on her hip—firm, careful—the other ghosting up her side. She turned her head, just enough to catch the corner of his mouth—their noses bumping, her laugh breaking on his lips. He kissed her properly then—deeper, heat and promise spilling out into the small, cold kitchen like they could burn down the walls if they wanted to.
His hands found her waist, pulling her back flush to his chest—the solid line of him grounding her even as her knees went weak. She turned all the way in his arms, her back pressing to the counter now, his hips pinning her there like he couldn't stand the thought of space.
"God, you taste—" he started, but her mouth swallowed the rest, her fingers threading into his hair just to feel him shiver under her touch.
She felt it before she realized what he was doing—that slow drag of his palms down the backs of her thighs, big hands bracketing under her ass, warm and sure. He shifted his grip, lifted her like she weighed nothing, her back hitting the edge of the counter with a soft thunk.
Theresa gasped, hands flying to his shoulders for balance. Her thighs flexed around his hips, the silk of her dress sliding higher, bunching up at her waist in messy folds.
"Jalen—"
"Shh," he breathed against her collarbone, mouth dragging lower as he nudged the neckline aside with his nose. "Been thinking about this all fuckin' night."
His teeth caught the swell of her breast—a nip, soft and mean all at once—and her head tipped back, the sound that broke out of her half-laugh, half-moan. He pressed closer, hips wedged between her thighs now, the shape of him grinding right where she was already aching for him.
She tangled one hand in his hair, tugging just enough to make him hiss—his eyes snapping up, dark, hungry. She leaned in, kissed him hard enough to taste her own laugh on his tongue.
He hooked one arm around her back, the other slipping under the hem of her dress—palm skating up her thigh, fingertips grazing the edge of her panties. He paused there, mouth curved wicked against her neck.
"These stay on?"
"Not if you wanna keep your hand," she shot back, breathless, hips bucking into his touch.
Jalen growled—actually growled—and sealed his mouth to hers again, all teeth and hot, open want. His fingers pushed the fabric aside, slipping between her legs like he owned every sharp breath that tumbled out of her mouth.
She broke the kiss first, head tipping back against the cabinet with a soft thud. Her thighs trembled around his hips, every nerve strung tight as he traced slow, maddening circles that made her toes curl.
"Fuck—Jalen, we—" She bit her lip so hard she almost tasted blood. His thumb pressed deeper, knuckles grazing her heat. "Not here—"
He froze, eyes flicking up, a devil's grin cutting across his flushed mouth. "Not here?"
Theresa's laugh cracked out, breathless. She grabbed a fistful of his shirt, dragging him close enough that their noses bumped.
"We're not doing this on my damn tile, Johnson."
He chuckled—that low, rough sound that made her clench around nothing. He dipped forward, kissing her jaw once, then her mouth, slow and sweet like an apology he didn't mean. "Then tell me where you want me."
She shoved him back a step, that wild grin catching fire across her face. "Bedroom. Now."
He let her shove him—let her stalk ahead down the hall, hips swaying, her dress half undone and his shirt untucked like they were teenagers about to get caught. He followed like he'd follow her anywhere—all hunger, already tasting how good it'd be when she finally let him have all of her.
The bedroom door clicked shut behind them like a gunshot. Theresa barely got the lamp on before he was on her again—pressing her back to the door, mouth dragging heat and teeth down her neck. Her laugh broke, all breath and disbelief, as she fisted his shirt to keep him close.
"Thought you said you weren't gonna be loud," he teased, words ghosting her collarbone as he kissed lower.
She huffed a breathless laugh, trying to push him back—not to stop him, but to get them moving. "Bed. Now."
He pulled back just enough to look at her—eyes dark, grin all teeth. "Patience, baby."
She'd curse him out if she had the breath to. But he was already dropping to his knees in front of her—right there by the foot of her bed, palms skimming up her thighs slow, purposeful. Her pulse stuttered so hard she thought she might actually melt through the floor.
"Jalen—"
He hummed, hands sliding under her dress, pushing the soft fabric up, up, until it bunched around her hips. His thumbs traced lazy circles against her inner thighs, lips brushing the skin there like he was savoring it.
"You gonna be good for me?" he murmured, mouth so close she could feel his breath through the lace.
"Shut up," she snapped, breathless, one hand sinking into his hair to anchor herself. "God, just—"
He cut her off with a grin—all smug and gentle menace—before hooking his fingers into her panties and tugging them down, slow enough to make her thighs quake. When they hit the floor, he pushed one of her knees wide with his shoulder, kissing the soft skin just inside.
"Jalen—" Her voice was barely a sound now, all teeth and want.
"Shh." He looked up at her then—eyes sharp, hungry, so damn steady. "I got you. Just let me."
And then his mouth was on her—hot, patient, tongue sweeping through her folds like he was tasting her for the first time. He groaned into it, the sound vibrating right through her, making her hips buck against his face.
His hands came up to grip her thighs, pinning her there, his thumbs pressing bruises she'd feel tomorrow. He worked her slow at first—a long, devastating drag of his tongue up to her clit, a soft suck that made her gasp and claw at his shoulders.
She tried to look down at him—wanting to bite out some smart remark—but he flicked his tongue just right and her head snapped back against the door. A helpless, broken laugh spilled from her lips, all wreckage.
"Fuck—Jalen—"
He pulled back just enough to rasp, voice dark and so full of that quiet promise that made her melt, "Good. Let 'em hear you."
And then he was back on her—faster now, rougher, tongue circling her clit as he slid two fingers inside her, slow and deep, crooking them just right until her knees threatened to buckle. She fisted his hair, thighs trembling around his ears, the whole world narrowing to the slick heat of his mouth and the scrape of his teeth when he wanted her right on the edge.
"Please—" she gasped, more broken than she wanted to admit. "God, Jalen, don't—don't stop—"
His grin flashed against her skin—smug and so in love with every ruined sound she made. He groaned again, the noise sinking into her bones as he sucked her clit harder, fingers curling relentless until she was shaking apart against the door, eyes squeezed shut, jaw slack.
He didn't stop until she was gone—until her laugh turned to a bitten-off cry, until she was half-sliding down the wall, breathless and swearing at him through her teeth.
When she finally opened her eyes, he was looking up at her—chin slick, grin feral, like he was the one who just came.
"You good?" he teased, voice hoarse with his own wrecked want.
"Bed. Now."
He was still catching his breath when she yanked him up by the collar, dragging him mouth-first into a kiss that tasted like all the wicked things he just did to her. It was messy—all tongue and bitten-off gasps—her back thudding against the door until she pushed him off with a shove that made him laugh, hoarse and half-drunk on her.
She walked him backwards—one hand fisted in the front of his shirt, the other dragging down his chest, making his breath catch. He tried to kiss her again, but she ducked just enough to nip at his jaw, then his throat—teeth grazing skin that was already flushed and hot.
"You think you get to be the only one to ruin something tonight?" she murmured against his pulse. The edge in her voice made his knees weak.
He laughed—breathless, cocky on the surface but his hands were already twitching at her hips like he was about to lose it. "What're you gonna do about it?"
She hummed—a low, lethal sound—and backed him up until the backs of his knees hit the bed. He landed with a grunt, propped up on his elbows, dress shirt rumpled halfway off his shoulders. The sight of him like that—all flushed and waiting—shot heat straight through her spine.
"Stay," she ordered, voice like glass. He'd burn cities if she told him to.
He tried to reach for her anyway—smug, needy—but she swatted his hands away and dropped to her knees between his legs. His breath stuttered, chest heaving under her palms as she pushed his shirt up, lips ghosting across the trail of skin from his ribs to his belt.
"Reesa—" He tried to bite down the groan, but it was useless when she nosed at the waistband of his pants, hands dragging his zipper down slow, just to watch him twitch for it.
"Shh," she purred, kissing the sharp line of his hip. "Told you. Not done yet."
And then she freed him—took him in hand, slow, firm, just enough to make his head tip back with a broken curse. Her tongue followed a moment later—a slow, deliberate swipe from base to tip that has him swearing her name like a prayer.
"Jesus—you—" His hands fisted in the sheets, every muscle in his thighs pulled so tight they could snap. She hummed again—a wicked sound around him—and sank lower, mouth hot and wet, tongue teasing the underside until his hips jerk.
One of his hands found her hair—not forcing, just anchoring—his thumb brushing her jaw like he needed something to hold onto before he flew apart. She pulled back with a wet pop, lips swollen, grin all teeth.
"You gonna be good for me?" she mocked, throwing his words right back at him.
"Fuck, Tess—" His voice cracked, sharp and raw. "Please."
She licked her lips, the grin turning softer—mean and sweet all at once—before she swallowed him down again, slow at first, then deeper, fingers digging into his hips when he tried to buck up. She set a rhythm that was just shy of merciless—pulling back to flick her tongue across the head, then sinking again, letting her teeth graze ever so slightly until he was cursing, gasping, his head tipped back so far his throat was an open invitation.
His thighs trembled. His grip in her hair tightened, not enough to hurt, just enough to beg. "I'm— fuck, Tess, I'm—"
She pulled back just enough to speak—mouth flushed, chin wet, voice all silk and steel. "Good. Let me taste it."
He shattered with her name on his tongue—hips stuttering, a low groan punching out of his chest that sounded like it's been buried for years. She kept him there, mouth working him through every last wave until he was spent and half-broken under her hands.
When she finally sat back, she wiped the corner of her mouth with her thumb—the look on her face smug and soft, like she was the only one who ever got to see him like this.
He dragged himself up on shaky arms, breath still ragged, eyes blown black. "You're—fucking—unreal," he rasps.
Theresa just laughed—triumphant—and pushed him flat onto his back, crawling over him until her mouth met his again, messy and greedy. "Not done yet," she purred against his lips. "Now move over. You got work to do."
He was still trying to catch his breath when she kissed him again—rougher this time, all tongue and teeth and the taste of him still ghosting on her lips. Jalen's hands found her hips like magnets, fingers digging in hard enough to bruise as he flipped her onto her back in one desperate, graceless move.
He pulled back just enough to look at her—hair mussed, pupils blown wide, lips slick from where they'd been biting at each other for what felt like hours. "Tell me to stop," he said—voice wrecked, chest heaving. "If you want me to."
She curled her hand around the back of his neck, nails digging in just enough to make him hiss. "You really think I'd let you get this far just to tell you to stop now?"
Jalen's grin went feral and then he was kissing her again, open-mouthed and deep, like he could crawl inside her chest and never come out. His hands pushed her dress up, fabric bunching at her hips, cold air shocking her thighs before his palms smoothed it all away.
"Gonna let me have you now?" he rasped against her throat, teeth scraping the skin just below her jaw. She laughed, nails dragging down his back hard enough to make him groan.
"You're the one who needed a breather," she mocked, but the way she arched into him when his mouth found the curve of her collarbone said she was as wrecked as he was.
He growled something half-coherent—the sound vibrating against her chest—before his mouth trailed lower, teeth nipping the swell of her breast through the slip of her dress. She gasped, hips canting up, the tension coiling so tight it was like a live wire between them.
"Jalen—" Her voice caught when he pushed the fabric aside, tongue circling her nipple, teeth grazing just enough to make her curse. One hand fisted in his hair, the other raked down his ribs, urging him lower, closer, more.
He dragged her dress the rest of the way over her head—tossed it somewhere behind him without looking. She was about to make some smart remark about his aim but then his mouth was on her chest—hot, wet, open-mouthed kisses that made her back arch off the mattress.
Her fingers threaded into his hair—tugging, grounding herself while his hands pinned her hips down like she'd slip away if he let up for even a second.
He pulled back just enough to look at her—hair a mess, cheeks flushed, lips bitten raw. There was something dangerous in his grin. "I want you loud tonight."
"Then shut up and—"
She didn't finish because his hand slid between them, finding where she was soaked for him. His fingers stroke through the slick heat, slow at first, just to watch her writhe, then harder—two fingers slipping inside while his thumb brushed that spot that made her hips jerk off the bed.
"Fuck—Jalen—" Her hands clawed at his shoulders, nails leaving angry red tracks he'd feel tomorrow. He curled his fingers just right, watching her fall apart under him—every ragged breath, every bitten-off moan, a promise that she was his, right here, right now.
"Look at you," he rasped, lifting his head just enough to take her in—hair fanned across the sheets, lips bitten red, that spark in her eyes that always made him feel like he was dancing on a knife's edge. "You're so fucking—"
"Shut up," she breathed. "And hurry up. I'm not—" her words broke when he removed his hand. She made a noise that was half protest, half threat—but it died when he fumbled at his belt, desperate now, the slick sound of the condom wrapper tearing like a gunshot in the hush.
She dragged him in by his jaw, kissing him so hard their teeth knock. "I swear to God, if you don't—"
"Shh." He nipped her lower lip, breathless and wild. "I got you. I always got you."
The first push made them both gasp—her nails dug into his shoulders like she wanted to anchor herself there forever, his forehead dropped to hers, breath shuddering out of him like he's never felt anything this good in his life.
"God—you—" he choked out, pulling back just enough to thrust again, deeper this time, the stretch making her eyes roll back.
She muffled a broken moan. "Harder."
He laughed, all ruin, and gave her exactly what she wanted—hips snapping into hers, each thrust dragging another sound from her throat she couldn't swallow down. Her heels dug into his back, urging him closer, deeper, until there's no space left to hide.
It built like a storm—sweat slicking their skin, breath coming in ragged gasps between kisses that tasted like everything they never said out loud. His hand slipped under her thigh, hiking it higher to hit that angle that had her seeing stars.
She bit his shoulder—sharp enough to leave a mark—and he just laughed, muffled against her neck. "Teeth?" he teased, voice ragged, hips grinding in a rhythm that made her curse under her breath.
"Teeth," she hissed back, nails raking down his back just to feel him shudder.
They moved like that—messy, hot, desperate, the world narrowing to the place where they fit together too well to ever pretend they didn't want this. His mouth caught hers between every stuttered breath—all heat and the quiet promise that neither of them would ever stand in the doorway again pretending they didn't want to come inside.
When she came, it ripped out of her—a gasp, a curse, her fingers tangled in his hair like she wanted to take him with her. He didn't stop—drove her through it, every roll of his hips sloppy now, desperate, until he spilled too, groaning her name into the crook of her neck like a confession.
They stay tangled—breathless, shivering, their chests pressed so tight it felt like they shared the same heartbeat. His mouth drifted over her shoulder, pressing lazy kisses to the curve where his teeth would leave a mark by morning.
When he finally lifted his head, his grin was wrecked and smug and stupidly soft all at once. "You good?"
Theresa just laughed—low, raw, the sound humming through her ribs. "You're an idiot."
He kissed her anyway—slow and deep, no teeth this time, just promise. "Yeah," he murmured against her lips. "I think we've already established that."
When the rush ebbed—when her pulse finally settled enough that she could feel the air on her skin—Theresa let her head flop back into the pillow. Her hair was a wreck, her throat raw from laughing and gasping and every sound he'd dragged out of her, but for once she didn't care who might've heard. Not tonight. Not with him.
Jalen didn't pull away right away—he stayed there, half-slumped over her, forehead resting in the crook of her neck, breath ghosting warm and uneven over her collarbone. She felt his mouth curve there, lazy and smug, and she huffed out a laugh that rattled through both of them.
"You're heavy," she muttered, but her hands stayed on his back, fingers tracing the bite marks she'd left like she was soothing bruises she'd do again in a heartbeat.
He lifted his head just enough to grin down at her—all crooked teeth and flushed cheeks, hair sticking up in every direction. "You complaining?"
She rolled her eyes, but the corners of her mouth wouldn't stay down. "Ask me again when I can feel my legs."
His grin turned softer—annoyingly soft. He brushed her hair back from her face, thumb skating over the curve of her jaw like he was still making sure she was real. "Was that...?" He trailed off, like he didn't trust himself to finish it.
Theresa's throat worked around the knot of too much feeling. She cocked her head, eyebrows raised. "Was that what?"
Jalen's mouth twitched—almost shy, if he could ever be shy with her spread out under him, still trembling from where he'd carved her open and put her back together again. "What you wanted?"
She laughed—breathless, warm, threading her fingers into the sweat-damp curls at his nape. "Shut up," she said, but she tugged him down for a slow kiss anyway, all salt and sweet and the promise that she'd keep coming back for more.
When he pulled back, his grin was brighter—that kid grin that made her ribs ache with something she didn't have a name for yet. He rolled off her with a groan, landing on his back beside her. One arm flopped over her stomach automatically, palm splayed like he'd plant a flag there if she let him.
"Next time," he rasped, voice wrecked, "you're gonna have to let me stay down there longer."
Theresa barked out a laugh that made her ribs ache. "Next time?"
He tipped his head sideways, grinning so hard his eyes crinkled. "You think this is a one-time thing, Tess? Not a chance." He leaned in, teeth scraping her shoulder, making her squeak when he hit a bruise he'd left there minutes ago.
"Try me," she murmured, grabbing his jaw and pulling him in for another kiss—lazy and open-mouthed, too soft to be anything but true.
They lay like that—tangled in sheets that smelled like sweat and cheap detergent, her laugh muffled into his shoulder, his thumb tracing nonsense circles on the curve of her hip. The city outside kept buzzing, but in here it was quiet for once.
And in the hush, Jalen pressed his mouth to her temple and whispered—half a threat, half a promise—"Next time, baby. All night."
And she believed him. God help them both, she did.
The first thing she felt when she stirred was the cold. The sheets had slipped down around her hips sometime during the night—the edge of them still warm where her thigh pressed into the mattress, but the rest of it chilled by air that felt too big for one body.
Theresa lay there for a second, half-buried under the blankets, hair tangled around her face, breathing in the ghost of sweat and his cologne and something softer she'd never admit out loud. Her chest ached in that sweet, bruised way that meant they hadn't exactly gone easy on each other—that there'd been more than one round, more than one laugh muffled into a shoulder, more than one promise she hadn't meant to make but couldn't take back.
She didn't move. Not at first. Just let her hand drift across the sheet beside her—the dent of him still warm, the pillow still catching the shape of his head. For a second, she could almost pretend he was still there, just out of reach.
When she pushed up on one elbow, the room spun—blurry edges, sun bleeding through the curtains in soft streaks that didn't belong to the mess they'd made here. Her throat felt raw, her jaw sore from biting back everything she'd wanted to say when he'd had his mouth everywhere but her lips.
She listened—the hush of the apartment, too big, too quiet—and told herself she'd hear him any second now. She'd hear the creak of the floorboards, the soft rattle of a glass pulled from the cabinet, maybe that muffled laugh when she caught him trying to make her coffee exactly the wrong way.
The last time, he'd still been here. In her kitchen. Making breakfast. Acting like he belonged there, like she might let him do it again and again until the whole place smelled like him instead of stale air and takeout containers.
She dragged the blankets with her when she slipped out of bed, feet cold on the floor. One hand scraped her hair off her face as she padded down the hall—heart stuck somewhere stupidly soft in her throat.
"Jalen?" she called, half under her breath. No answer.
The kitchen was empty. No mug on the counter. No shoes kicked off by the door. No voice humming off-key while he made eggs he'd burn on purpose just to see if she'd complain.
Just silence—thick and hollow, pressing in on her ribs like a fist. She stood there for a moment, bracing her hip against the counter, staring at the spot where he'd backed her up the night before—where her laugh had turned sharp and mean because she'd wanted him so badly it made her teeth ache.
Now there was nothing. Just the ghost of it, sticky and sweet, stuck to the tile.
She didn't say his name again. Didn't text. Didn't let herself check the street to see if maybe he was just downstairs, grabbing coffee, about to come back in any second with that grin that made her want to punch him and kiss him in the same breath.
Instead, she flicked on the kettle—not because she needed tea, but because the sound filled the quiet. When it boiled over, she didn't bother pouring it. She just stood there, braced both hands on the counter, thumbs pressing hard enough into the edge that it bit into her skin, telling herself it didn't sting at all.
She told herself she knew what this was.
Practice. That's all it was. He had practice. Early call. He'd probably woken up before her, checked the clock, seen her wrapped up so tight around the pillow that he'd grinned that stupid grin, then tiptoed out without a word because he hadn't wanted to wake her.
He was thoughtful like that, right? That's what this was. Thoughtful. Not careless. Not cruel. Just the job. The schedule. The part of his life that still didn't quite have a door for her to walk through yet.
She scraped her teeth over her bottom lip—the taste of him still there if she tilted her tongue just so. Then she pushed off the counter, padded back to the bedroom, grabbing her phone from the nightstand where she'd tossed it hours ago without thinking.
It lit up in her hand—the dull blue glow catching the tired edges of her face in the black glass.
No new messages. No new missed calls. No note propped against her lamp. Nothing.
She sank down onto the edge of the bed, thumb hovering over his name in her contacts. She could send something. Something small. A sarcastic little jab about him ghosting before she could kick him out herself. Something that made it feel like the leaving hadn't mattered.
She didn't type it. Didn't trust herself not to sound like she was asking for something more. Instead, she dropped the phone face down on the comforter and dug the heel of her palm into her eye until the burn there felt like something she could use to anchor herself.
Practice. It was just practice. He'd be back. He always came back, didn't he?
She pushed herself up off the bed. Forced her feet to move. Shower. Coffee. Pretend like the chill on the sheets didn't crawl up under her ribs every time she thought about him standing in her kitchen, the way he did that first morning—how solid he'd felt in the doorway, coffee mug in hand, eyes soft.
This was different. It had to be. Busy season. Long night. He'd be around.
She checked her phone twice before she even got to her closet. Nothing. By the time she pulled on an old sweatshirt—Trae's, she realized halfway through tugging it over her head—she almost laughed at herself. He'd hate that she was spiraling. He'd tell her to knock it off, to get her ass out of the apartment before she overthought herself sick.
So she did. Sort of.
Mid-afternoon found her exactly where she always ended up when the walls felt too close—at her brother's place.
She nearly knocked before remembering she didn't have to. His spare key sat warm in her palm—too familiar to feel like an intrusion—and she let herself in, the door swinging shut behind her on a sigh that felt bigger than it should have.
She half-expected him to be dead asleep—but the second the latch clicked, footsteps thumped in the hallway. Trae appeared in the archway to the living room, hoodie strings half-tied, hair mashed on one side like he'd been half-conscious on the couch for hours. He clocked her in the doorway, that slow grin pulling at the corner of his mouth.
"Missed me?" he drawled, voice rough with sleep.
Theresa scoffed—but the sound barely stuck. Her shoulders dropped a fraction, that tight coil behind her ribs loosening just enough to breathe. "Yeah, actually. Feels like we haven't spent more than five minutes together lately."
"Tragic. What's the world coming to when my sister's gotta break into my house just to get some quality time?"
She gave him a look, one brow arched. "I used the key you gave me, dumbass."
Trae's grin softened at the edges—still sharp, but warmer now, as he crossed the room without another word. He just wrapped his arms around her shoulders, pulling her in tight until her cheek pressed against his chest.
"God, you're clingy," he teased, but his hand settled at the back of her head, palm warm and steady.
Theresa huffed a breath that trembled on the way out—just a ghost of a laugh as she let herself lean in, hands fisting in the back of his hoodie like she might hold him there forever if she could.
"Don't get used to it," she muttered into the fabric.
"Yeah, yeah." He pressed his chin to the top of her hair, voice pitched low and smug. "You'll be back to calling me an asshole by dinner."
"Not if you make the good sandwiches," she shot back, muffled but a little lighter now.
Trae pulled back just enough to catch her face in his hands, thumbs brushing her jaw. He gave her that look—the one that said he knew exactly what she wasn't saying and wouldn't make her say it yet. "Only the good ones for you, Princess Chaos. You look like you could use it. Been starving yourself on stress again?"
"Shut up," she rolled her eyes but couldn't bite back the tiny grin that cracked through. He slung an arm around her shoulders again, steering her toward the kitchen like it was the most natural thing in the world.
"So. You gonna tell me why you look like you haven't slept since the afterparty?" he teased, rummaging in the fridge with his free hand.
She leaned her hip against the counter, arms folded loose now, the worst of the tension bleeding out into the hum of his house.
"Can't a girl visit her brother without the third degree?"
Trae just grinned, wicked and warm all at once. "Not when she shows up looking like she's about to interrogate me for an alibi."
Theresa scoffed, but it slipped out softer than she meant. "So, how was practice?"
"Practice?" Trae drew the word out, squinting at her like he was lining up the next shot.
She flicked a crumb off the counter. "Thought you'd have practice."
His brow arched. "On a Sunday?"
Theresa lifted a shoulder, half a smile she didn't feel. "Maybe you had film. Or a walk-through."
He snorted. "Tessie, it's the day after the gala. Nobody's dumb enough to schedule practice. Not even Coach. Geez, have some mercy."
She didn't answer right away—just hummed, low and noncommittal. Trae's grin slipped, suspicion curling the corner of his mouth, but he didn't say it. Didn't ask the obvious question.
He tipped his chin at her, eyes flicking from her hair to the faint smudge of leftover makeup at her temple. "You alright?"
"Fine." She rolled the edge of her sleeve between her fingers. "So... nobody had to show up?"
Trae's head tilted—that big-brother squint that said he was putting two and two together whether she liked it or not. "Not unless they're crazy. Or trying to impress somebody. Which they're not."
She huffed a dry laugh, shaking her head like she could shake the thought out. "Right."
He clapped his hand on her shoulder, gentle but solid. "Relax. You're here now. Go text Serena whatever evil shit you two are plotting while I make you lunch."
She snorted, fishing her phone out, thumb hovering over her best friend's name. "She'll just tell me to push you in the pool."
Trae barked out a laugh, pulling a fresh loaf of bread from the bag with dramatic flair. "Tell her I'm ready. I'll drag her in with me."
Theresa perched on one of the barstools at Trae's kitchen island, elbows propped on the cold marble, her phone unlocked in front of her. She could hear him clattering around behind her—bread bag crinkling, the dull scrape of a butter knife against a plate—but she didn't bother to tuck the screen away. Let him look. He wouldn't ask.
She thumbed out the words fast, like if she stopped to think she'd choke on them.
Theresa: He left. No note. No text.
Theresa: Didn't have practice either.
A beat. The toaster clicked down. Trae mumbled something about "should've just Postmated this shit" under his breath. Theresa's phone buzzed once.
Serena: You sure?
Theresa: I checked with Trae.
Serena: So?
Theresa: So I'm an idiot.
She felt Trae's eyes flick over his shoulder, clocking her tone, the sharp edge in her shoulders. He didn't say anything. Just slapped a slice of cheese onto her sandwich with more force than strictly necessary.
Serena's reply rolled in, warm and sharp at the edges.
Serena: You're not an idiot. He's just a man.
Serena: You want me to come run him over? I'll hotwire a golf cart.
Theresa huffed out something that might've been a laugh. Her thumbs hovered.
Theresa: No. I'm at Trae's. He's feeding me.
Serena: Good. Don't spiral alone. Save me a sandwich.
Trae was plating two messy sandwiches like he was a Michelin-star chef. "Tell her I said get her own."
Theresa snorted, tapping out a last reply—Love you—before she locked her phone and tucked it under her palm. She tore into her sandwich like it might save her from the noise in her chest.
Trae watched her for a second, eyes soft under the faint arch of his brow. He didn't ask. Just tapped the back of her hand with his knuckles, the closest he'd get to saying I'm here.
"Eat up," he said. "Then you're helping me do the dishes."
"Make me," she shot back, her grin small but real.
She finished her sandwich perched on the same stool, Trae leaning against the opposite counter, crunching through a bag of chips he swore he wasn't going to open. Her phone buzzed again—Serena's name lighting up the screen with some half-baked threat about golf carts and manslaughter—but she didn't answer right away. It was enough to know she'd come running if asked.
Trae watched her chew the last bite, eyes narrowed like he was trying to read a play nobody had drawn up yet. He didn't say Jalen or LaMelo. Didn't say So what really happened? He probably heard. He must've. Didn't even say You good? He knew better than to poke an open wound when it was still bleeding.
Instead, when she pushed her empty plate away, he nudged her shoulder with the back of his hand. "C'mon. You're looking restless. Backyard. Let's go."
She groaned. "I didn't bring sneakers. And it's cold."
Trae just rolled his eyes, already grabbing his battered outdoor ball from the bin by the back door. "You think I'm letting you sit in here and mope while I do dishes? Get your ass outside. Don't be soft. You got socks."
She shot him a look—part protest, part grateful—but he ignored it, popping the sliding door open with his shoulder and stepping onto the patio. The crisp bite of late afternoon air made her shiver as she followed, arms wrapping around herself instinctively.
"You're a menace," she muttered, socked feet padding across the concrete as she eyed the hoop at the far end of his little patch of backyard. "I'm not even dressed for this." Theresa tugged her sleeves down over her hands, shivering a little when the early dusk bit at her ankles.
Trae glanced back at her, dribbling the ball lazily between his hands. "Good. I need the handicap." He flicked the ball at her with a grin that was all big-brother smugness. "Check up."
She caught it—barely—palms slapping the rubber with a familiar thud that pulled something sweet and bitter straight through her chest. It felt good, though. Solid. Like muscle memory that didn't care what else had unraveled overnight.
"You take the first shot," he said, grinning when she glared at him. "Bet you airball."
"Eat shit." She flipped him off, squared her shoulders, and banked it in with a clean swish just to watch his smugness crack. "You shooting in slides?" she asked, cocking her head at the beat-up slip-ons on his feet.
"You mocking my footwear? In my house?" He gasped dramatically, one hand over his heart.
She snorted, dribbling once, twice—then took an easy jumper that banked off the backboard, clean through the net. Trae just barked out a laugh, jogging to grab the rebound.
"There she is," he teased, tossing it back to her underhand. "Don't let the sad puppy routine kill your jumper."
Theresa shrugged, catching the ball again, warmth building in her fingertips. "Never could."
They settled into it the way they always did—loose, half-mocking, half-serious. Lazy shots, half-hearted rebounds, the kind of backyard shootaround that wasn't about stats or form or even winning. Just the weight of the ball, the sound of the net, the echo of sneakers and slides scuffing the concrete.
Trae goaded her into deep twos. She swatted his free throws just to be annoying. He chest-passed it so hard once it nearly clipped her ear, and she laughed so sharp it felt like a stitch in her side.
When her phone buzzed again on the patio ledge, she didn't even reach for it. Let it wait.
Every now and then, Trae let her win a rebound she had no business getting, then stole it right back with a flick of his wrist that made her smack his shoulder in retaliation. Her laugh broke through more than once—rough around the edges, but real—and he didn't say a word about the bruise behind it. Didn't push when she drifted quiet again between shots.
When the sun dipped low enough to paint his fence in gold, she bounced the ball off his chest, grin lopsided. "Okay, old man. You're done."
Trae snorted, clutching the ball to his chest like she'd just insulted his firstborn. "I'm still in my prime, thank you very much."
"Sure," she drawled, rolling her eyes but wiping sweat off her brow with the sleeve of her borrowed hoodie. "Your prime comes with a chiropractor now."
He flicked the ball back at her hip, gentle. "Get inside, smartass. I'll heat you up that leftover soup."
She lingered a second, hugging the ball to her ribs, eyes on the rim. Then she glanced at him—at the soft, crooked smile he only gave her when he knew she was hurting but wouldn't say it out loud.
"Thanks, Trae."
"For what?"
"For this." Her voice went softer than she meant, but he didn't tease her for it. Just nudged her shoulder with his and held the door open.
Theresa pressed her forehead to his bicep for a beat—just enough to ground herself. Then she pulled back, tossed the ball behind her without looking, and nailed the free throw clean.
Trae groaned, shoving her shoulder. "Show-off. Now hurry up. Before I eat all your soup."
She shoved him through the doorway, her laugh catching on the chill in her lungs. For now, that was enough. Just the ball, the porch light flicking on behind them, and a brother who'd never ask for more than she could give.
They left the ball out on the patio, half-buried in shadows as the sun dipped behind Trae's fence. The soup wasn't fancy—just something leftover he reheated on the stove while she perched on the counter, ankles crossed, phone face down next to her knee. He didn't ask why she kept glancing at it. He didn't say anything about him. Either of them.
They ate leaning against opposite sides of the kitchen island—spoonfuls of warm broth and dumb jokes about whose stats looked worse when they were hungover. Every so often, Trae nudged her bowl with the back of his knuckles, like he was checking she hadn't drifted too far out of reach.
When she left, it was with her hair tied up and her shoulders dropped just enough to breathe. Trae wrapped her in one last hug at the door—an anchor, a promise, something solid to hold onto when the silence pressed in too close again.
"You need me, you call me. You don't have to... do that alone, okay?" he murmured into her hair.
She didn't answer right away—just squeezed her eyes shut, breathed him in, then pulled back with a crooked smile that didn't quite reach her eyes. "I know."
He watched her walk down the path to her car, porch light burning warm behind her. She didn't look back.
The drive home was quiet—no music, no calls. She didn't check her phone when she pulled into her spot. Didn't let herself hope. Didn't let herself not hope, either.
Upstairs, the apartment felt exactly the same—stale and too big, his cologne already fading from the sheets. She left her phone on the counter this time. Didn't touch it. Didn't flip it over to check. Just turned off the lights, locked the door, and told herself she wasn't waiting.
She'd survived worse. She'd survive this. And if she didn't—well, nobody had to know that except her.
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Chapter 28: Missed Connections
Notes:
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Chapter Text
It always started the same: her calendar filled itself up again, like it couldn't stand the idea of leaving any empty space for her to think too hard.
Morning calls. Midday meetings. Evenings that bled into nights at the arena, the hum of the lights and the echo of bouncing balls grounding her more than her own apartment ever could lately. Back to normal, if you squinted hard enough.
If you didn't, though—There were cracks.
She caught them in the way her phone stayed stubbornly silent, even when she flicked her thumb over Jalen's name more than once. In the way they'd nearly cross paths in the tunnel, her steps echoing just behind his—only for him to duck out through a different exit, some excuse about film, or extra reps, or a conversation he just had to have with Coach.
Nobody else seemed to notice. Why would they? He was still there on the bench, all easy grins and shoulder claps when the cameras found him.
She was still there courtside, her clipboard balanced on her knee, face smooth as glass while she scribbled out notes she could barely read later.
It shouldn't feel like anything. It shouldn't.
But sometimes she'd round a corner just in time to see the back of him—shoulders hunched, hands shoved in his pockets like he'd rather sink into the wall than be seen. And something mean and hot would twist under her ribs, even as she told herself he was just busy.
Everyone was busy this time of year. That's all it was.
The third day it happened—a morning run-in that almost was—she found herself standing outside the weight room door, hand half-lifted like she might knock, like she might drag him out by the collar and make him look her in the eye.
She didn't. Of course she didn't.
She just pivoted on her heel, knuckles stinging where she'd scraped them on the metal edge of the door. Kept moving. Kept telling herself she had more important shit to do.
If he wanted to talk, he knew where to find her. Except he didn't.
She blamed it on the schedule. On the back-to-backs and the cross-country flights and the way All-Star weekend and trade period breathed down everyone's neck like a storm that wouldn't break.
She blamed it on herself, too—because wasn't it easier that way? Easier to convince herself she'd read too much into it, made it bigger in her head than it really was.
It was just one night. Just a stupid, perfect, reckless night.
They hadn't made promises. Not really. He'd laughed into her neck, and she'd told him to shut up and kiss her harder. Nobody wrote that down. Nobody agreed on what came next.
So she didn't bring it up. She didn't double back to his locker when she saw him slip out early. She didn't mention his name when Trae or Zaccharie asked if she was okay, because they didn't need to know. They'd just make it worse, and she didn't have it in her to lie any more than she already was.
So she kept moving. Gym. Work. Meetings. Late nights pretending to care about a spreadsheet while her phone stayed heavy and quiet on the corner of her desk.
If Serena noticed—and of course Serena noticed—she didn't say anything outright. She just sent the occasional You good? at 2am, when she knew Theresa would still be up, staring at the ceiling like it had answers written in the cracks.
Theresa would always reply the same way: Fine. Just busy.
And Serena would always push—just a little. You sure?
Theresa would deflect, pivot to work, crack a joke about the team. And Serena would let her. For now. If Theresa said she was fine, she was fine.
Except she wasn't. Not really.
Because every time she rounded a corner and saw a flash of him—shoulders broad, head ducked low, mouth curved like he was telling somebody else a joke that should've been hers—her stomach flipped inside out.
And every time he didn't see her, or pretended not to—It flipped again. Meaner. Hotter.
She was going to let it slide. She told herself she would.
One more day, maybe two, and she'd let it shrivel up and die. She didn't have time for this. She didn't have the heart for this. She'd learned her lesson a thousand times before—never want anything that could leave.
But then Thursday rolled around—five days out from the gala—and there was a staff run-through at the practice facility, early, before the team showed up. Just her, a couple of the trainers, and enough squeaking sneakers to make her skin itch.
She didn't expect him to walk in. She didn't expect him to look that good, either—grey sweats, white tank, curls damp from a shower he probably didn't even finish before he bolted.
And when he saw her standing there, clipboard hugged to her chest like a fucking shield—He stopped. Just for a second.
Long enough for their eyes to catch. Long enough for something like an apology to flicker across his face—quick and sharp and gone before she could trap it between her teeth.
He said nothing. She said nothing.
Then he turned. Laughed at something one of the rookies said. Clapped a hand on the kid's shoulder and sauntered off like she wasn't there at all.
This time the twist in her chest didn't go away.
So when the drill wrapped up, she drifted toward the bench, clipboard balanced on her knee like she still had something useful to write down. Onyeka was sprawled across one end, knees bouncing, towel draped over his shoulders, that easy grin locked on like he hadn't just run half the court twice for fun.
"Hey, Biscuit," he greeted, voice pitched loud enough to drown out the squeak of sneakers. "How's it going?"
She huffed out a laugh, but it came out tight. "Don't call me that here, O."
He wiggled his brows. "It's my constitutional right. Besides, you look like you're about to arrest somebody. Loosen up."
Theresa tipped her head, let the edge of her mouth twitch. "I'm good. All good. Just... you know. Staff stuff. Schedule. Injuries. Normal."
"Uh huh." He wiped sweat off his forehead, eyes darting past her like he knew exactly who she was pretending not to look for. "Something on your mind?"
She pressed her lips together, fighting the urge to pick at the corner of her clipboard. "Has Jalen... has he said anything?"
Onyeka's brows jumped. "Said anything?"
"Yeah. To you. About—" She cut herself off, throat tightening around the words she didn't want to shape. She made a vague hand gesture instead. "About... anything."
Onyeka squinted at her—that quiet, good-natured look that made it real obvious how the whole damn team trusted him with secrets they didn't even trust themselves with. "I mean, you're gonna have to be more specific, Biscuit. JJ talks about a lot of things. Shoes. His barber. The economy—"
"Not helping, O," she deadpanned.
He sighed, leaning his elbows on his knees, voice pitched low. "No, he didn't say anything. Not exactly."
Her eyes snapped to his. "Not exactly?"
Onyeka shrugged, mouth twitching like he was fighting a smile he didn't want to give her. "He didn't say anything that'd help you. And if he did? I wouldn't know if I should tell you. Best friend policy and all."
She squinted at him. "So you're telling me you know something and you're just not gonna say it?"
"Maybe." His grin finally broke through—gentle, crooked, so damn familiar it made her chest ache. "Or maybe I just know you both well enough to know this is gonna eat you alive until one of you stops acting like an idiot."
Theresa snorted, the sound brittle at the edges. "Which one of us is the idiot here, huh?"
"Honestly?" Onyeka's grin softened. "Both of you. But especially him."
She huffed, head tipping forward, chin resting on her palm. "So what, you're not gonna give me some great big brother speech about how I should fix it?"
"Hell no." He leaned back, nudging her knee with his. "That's not my job. My job is to keep my dumbass teammate from tripping over himself on the court. The rest of this?" He gestured between them with a lazy flick of his wrist. "That's on you two."
She bit back a laugh that almost sounded real. "Useless."
"Yup." He bumped her shoulder, easy, warm. "But at least I make it look good."
She didn't argue that. Didn't push it either. Just let the hush settle between them while the squeak of sneakers and the echo of a bouncing ball filled up the empty space.
When she looked up again, Jalen was long gone—the tunnel empty except for a rookie or two messing around by the Gatorade table. But the coil in her chest didn't feel so tight now.
She stayed on that bench for another five minutes—long enough to watch the staff run drills they'd never need, long enough to pretend she was still making mental notes when her head was just static. Onyeka kept talking—about nothing, mostly. A rookie's bad haircut. Some bet they all had going. Normal. It helped. A little.
But when he stood and slung his towel around his neck, she didn't move right away. Just sat there, fingers drumming against the back of her clipboard, that same four words echoing through her ribs like a song she hated: Are you avoiding me?
When she finally stood, her knees cracked like an old door hinge. She rolled her shoulders back, forced the knot behind her ribs down where it belonged—just for now. There was work to do. There was always work to do.
She caught up with Serena later that night—or, more accurately, Serena tracked her down the second she stepped off the court, like she'd been waiting for the scent of blood. They found a patch of hallway behind the media room—just enough space for Theresa to fold her arms tight across her chest and pretend she wasn't being dissected.
"You look like you're about to commit a felony," Serena started, leaning back against the cinderblock wall like she owned the whole building. "And you've got your Game 7 face on. Who do I need to bury?"
Theresa snorted, rolling her eyes. "Nobody. Drop it."
"Mm-hm." Serena tipped her head, studying her like she could see all the bruised pieces under the skin. "You gonna tell me what's going on, or do I have to call Trae and make him drag it out of you?"
At that, Theresa barked out a short, humorless laugh. "Trae doesn't know shit."
Serena's brows arched, mouth curving mean and sweet all at once. "Oh? He doesn't know you're walking around here ready to eat glass just to feel something?"
"Fuck off, Rena."
"Does he know about you and Jalen?" Serena pressed—gentle, but the edge was there, the question landing sharp. "Does anyone? Or are you gonna keep pretending it was just... what? A team-bonding exercise?"
Theresa's jaw twitched. "I'm not talking to Trae about this. If Trae knew, Jalen'd be six feet under. Or at least eating his meals through a straw."
Serena barked out a laugh, shaking her head. "Christ. You're both feral."
Theresa shrugged, looking away before the heat could crawl up her neck. "He doesn't need to know. He'd just make it worse."
"Okay." Serena held her hands up, palms open, tone dropping soft. "Okay. Then talk to me. Are you gonna let him keep ducking you? Or are you gonna do something about it?"
Theresa didn't answer right away. She shifted her weight, shoulder hitting the wall with a dull thud. "If he wanted to talk, he'd talk."
"Maybe he wants to," Serena said, shrugging. "But I know you—you'll keep letting him run laps around you because you'd rather rip your tongue out than admit you want something."
"That's not true."
"Oh, it's true," Serena shot back, but her voice was warm, her grin fond in that lethal way only Serena could manage. "You'd rather burn the building down than knock on his door and say, Hey, did you mean it? Or are you just a coward?"
Theresa's mouth twitched—like she wanted to laugh or bite. Maybe both. "You done psychoanalyzing me?"
Serena pushed off the wall, draping an arm around her shoulders, voice dropping low. "Doesn't have to be a big thing, T. Corner him. Make him say it. Then you can breathe again."
"I'm not texting him," Theresa said—sharper than she meant to, but the way Serena was looking at her made her skin itch. "If he wants to talk, he can come find me."
Serena's grin went wolfish. "Or you could find him. Catch him off guard. I know you. You're mean when you want something."
Theresa's eyes flicked to the floor, her foot scuffing the edge of the hallway tile. "Yeah. Maybe."
"Good girl." Serena squeezed her shoulder once, then dropped her hand, already checking her phone like the matter was settled. "Now go home. Eat something. Sleep. Don't overthink it."
"I'm not overthinking it," Theresa lied.
Serena laughed—bright, sharp, the sound bouncing off the cinderblock. "Liar. Text me when you ruin his life, okay?"
Theresa flipped her off, but she was smiling—just a little. "Go home, Rena."
"I'm serious. I want details."
"Goodnight, Serena."
Tomorrow, Theresa decided. She'd confront him tomorrow. He'd look at her then. He'd have to. Let him be caught off guard. Let him stammer through it. Let him say it with his eyes instead of his mouth for once.
The thought carried her through the rest of the night—through the quiet click of her front door locking behind her, the hum of the fridge when she opened it and shut it again without taking anything out. She brushed her teeth staring at her own reflection like it might give her answers, then crawled into bed and lay there for what felt like hours, every creak in the walls sounding like footsteps she wished she could hate.
She told herself it didn't matter. That it didn't get to matter. But the bruise behind her ribs said different. The mark he'd left there—with his mouth, with his hands, with that soft laugh pressed into her hair like a secret—it hadn't faded yet.
She hated that she'd memorized it. Hated that when her phone buzzed—only Zaccharie this time, dropping a dumb TikTok into her messages with a half-asleep « regarde ça » and a skull emoji—she almost wished it would be him instead.
Almost.
She watched it anyway—some stupid clip of a dog trying to do footwork drills—and let herself laugh, just once, short and sharp in the hush of her apartment. It didn't help. Not really.
She flicked off the lamp, the room plunging into soft shadow. The hum in her chest didn't quiet. She pressed her palm there, like she could pin it down, like she could stop it from blooming every time she pictured him standing there in her kitchen—sleepy grin, sweatpants low on his hips, eyes soft like maybe they could've done this right if either of them knew how.
Morning came too fast, as it always did—dawn bleeding in pale through her blinds while she lay on her side, arm flung over her face, cursing herself for every half-dream she couldn't shake. She dragged herself up anyway—showered too hot, scrubbed her skin raw, dressed sharp enough to slice the air between them if she had to.
She skipped breakfast—stomach too tight—and let the radio drone through the car ride, some old song about forgiveness that made her teeth grind.
By the time she walked into the facility, her pulse was steady. Or close enough. Nobody would know the difference—not with her clipboard tucked tight to her chest, her hair pinned back, her smile sharp enough to keep even the nosiest intern at arm's length.
She saw him before he saw her—of course she did.
He was leaning against the wall near the player's lounge, towel around his neck, hands shoved deep in his pockets like they could hide him from the world. His head tipped forward when he laughed at something one of the rookies said, that easy grin pulling at his mouth like the last five days hadn't even happened.
Theresa's jaw ticked. Her sneakers squeaked on the polished floor—just loud enough that his head snapped up. For a second—just a heartbeat—she swore she saw it again: the flicker of guilt, the apology trapped behind his teeth.
Good. Let him wear it.
She didn't break stride. Didn't look away when his eyes caught hers, wide and stupid and caught off guard, exactly like she'd wanted.
"Theresa—" he started, but she cut him off with a tilt of her chin, voice calm as glass.
"JJ." She said it like they were strangers. Like she hadn't let him ruin her sheets five nights ago.
Jalen shifted, weight rocking from one foot to the other. "Can we—"
She lifted a brow. "Got a second?"
His mouth opened. Closed. He nodded. Good. Good.
She jerked her chin toward the far hallway—quiet, out of sight. She didn't wait for him to follow. He'd come. He always did.
She felt his steps behind her—slow, careful, like he was approaching something wild that might bite if he reached too fast. She almost smiled at that. Almost.
When she rounded the corner, she turned on him so fast he nearly walked into her—his hands coming up, palms open, stupidly gentle.
"Theresa—"
She didn't give him a chance. Just crossed her arms over her chest, shoulders braced against the wall. "Are you avoiding me?"
His throat bobbed—once, twice—like he'd swallow the truth if she let him.
He dragged a hand over his jaw, that sheepish grin flickering across his mouth before dying under her stare. "No. Not on purpose at least."
Theresa scoffed, arms folded tight across her chest like she could hold the shake out of her hands that way. "That's rich, Jalen. You ghost me for days, you walk right past me like—like we didn't—" She stopped herself. Bit down so hard on the rest of it her teeth ached. "Forget it."
"Hey." He stepped in, close enough that the smell of his soap and sweat knocked something loose behind her ribs. "Don't do that. Don't shut down on me."
She glared at him, chin tilted high. "Then what the fuck was it, huh? You got what you wanted and—"
"It wasn't like that." His voice cracked. Just a hairline fracture. But she heard it. "I just—I panicked, T."
She blinked. "You... panicked."
He dragged a hand over the back of his neck, towel slipping to the floor. He didn't even notice. "It was good. It was—fuck—it was too good. And you were just lying there the next morning and I—" He blew out a breath, tried to laugh, but it caught in his chest like splinters. "I didn't know what to do with that."
Theresa didn't move. Didn't speak. Just watched him fumble like she was seeing him for the first time—not the easy grin, not the smooth talk, just the boy underneath it who didn't know how to sit still with something he wanted.
"So you ran," she said, and it came out softer than she meant. Meaner too.
He met her eyes then, and for once there was no shield, no cocky grin to hide behind. Just him. "Yeah," he admitted. "I ran. If you want to put it that way."
"What other way am I supposed to put it as?"
Jalen flinched, but didn't back up—just dragged his fingers through his curls, curls that looked like he'd been yanking at them all morning. "I didn't plan it, T. I swear. I woke up, I saw you there and I—" His laugh cracked wide open, ugly and honest. "—I got scared I'd say some dumb shit like let's do that again tomorrow. And the day after. And—"
Her breath caught—a tiny hitch she hated him for hearing.
"Jesus, Jalen." Her arms dropped, hands flexing at her sides like she was half a second from shoving him. "You don't get to stand here and—what? Be scared of wanting something? When you sure as hell wanted it that night."
He took a half-step closer. So close she could count every freckle across his cheekbone, every ghost of a bruise from practice that she hadn't let herself care about this week.
"I did," he said. "I still do."
She laughed—sharp, humorless. "You've got a real fucked-up way of showing it."
He nodded, once. Swallowed hard. "Yeah. I know."
They stood there—two feet apart, but it felt like a mile. The hallway buzzed somewhere down the line—sneakers squeaking on polished floors, a door swinging open and shut again. But in that sliver of space where they stood, it felt like the world had gone dead quiet.
"Say it," she bit out. "Whatever it is. If you're gonna run again, do it now."
His shoulders dropped—not defeated, but like he was letting the weight slip to the floor between them. "I'm not running again."
She studied him—the restless set of his jaw, the twitch of his fingers like he wanted to reach for her and didn't trust himself not to fuck it up worse.
"I'm sorry, T," he said, voice rough. "For leaving. For making you feel like it didn't matter. I just—"
His hand twitched again, and this time he gave in—brushed the backs of his knuckles along her arm, so soft it made her breath stick.
"I wanted it too much. And I didn't know if you did."
Theresa's throat burned. "And instead of asking, you ghost me."
"I'm a dumbass, not a saint."
She barked out a laugh—short, sharp, punched out from somewhere behind her ribs. "You're half right."
He grinned—crooked, soft around the edges. "I know."
Her eyes dropped to where his fingers still ghosted over her sleeve. It would be so easy to lean in, to let that spark catch again, to pretend this was just another one of their little games.
But when she met his eyes again, hers were steady—calm as glass, sharp enough to cut him if he flinched.
"Don't do it again," she said. Quiet. Deadly clear.
"I won't."
She arched a brow. "Swear it."
He stepped in closer—not quite touching, but close enough that she felt the words vibrate through her bones.
"I swear."
Silence pressed in around them again—soft this time, but heavy with everything they weren't ready to say yet. Theresa let herself stand there a heartbeat longer—eyes locked on his, chest tight with something that felt too much like hope.
Then she stepped back—just a fraction, but enough to breathe.
"Good," she murmured. "Now get out of my face before I remember you still owe me breakfast."
A flicker of his grin—boyish, reckless, real. "Dinner too."
She scoffed. "Keep dreaming, Johnson."
But when she turned away, she didn't miss the way his fingers brushed her wrist—a promise, warm and clumsy, but hers all the same.
She tugged her wrist free with a sharp little flick, pretending it didn't feel like the safest place she'd been all week.
"Don't look so smug," she muttered, shouldering past him toward the tunnel. "We're not good. We're just... not worse."
Jalen huffed out a breath—almost a laugh, almost an apology. "Fair enough."
She could feel him behind her as they stepped back into the main hallway—his footsteps softer than usual, like he knew she'd spin around and bite if he made it feel too normal too fast.
But she didn't. Not yet.
They passed a pair of interns near the Gatorade table, both of whom did a double take so obvious Theresa almost stopped to glare them into the floor. Instead, she kept walking—chin up, clipboard clutched like a shield she'd forgotten how to lower.
Jalen's voice was softer now, pitched just for her. "You working late tonight?"
She didn't look at him. "Depends."
"On what?"
She shrugged. "On whether you're gonna duck out again before I'm done."
A ghost of his grin—she could feel it like static, prickling the back of her neck. "I won't."
"Good." She stopped short, halfway to the tunnel doors, and angled her body toward him—not quite facing him, but enough to make him squirm.
"And for the record," she added, voice calm as glass, "I'm not chasing you down again. You want to talk—really talk—you know where I am."
He held her stare for a beat—longer than he probably should've, eyes flicking to her mouth like he'd say something reckless if she let him. But he didn't. He just nodded once, jaw tight, hands stuffed deep in his pockets like they'd betray him if he let them loose.
"Yeah," he said, low and sure. "I know."
And there it was—the truth between them, sticky and sweet and stupid in all the ways that meant it'd come back to bite them later. But for now, it was enough.
She tipped her chin, turned on her heel, and let the hum of the arena swallow her whole—the echo of bouncing balls, the smack of sneakers, the low rumble of Trae's laugh somewhere down the corridor.
Behind her, she felt him linger—like he wanted to say one more thing, one more word to crack the ice she'd laid between them. But he didn't.
When she glanced back over her shoulder—just once, just enough—she caught him watching her go. No grin this time. No smooth lines. Just that look, soft and raw, like maybe he'd already decided he'd find the words next time.
She kept moving—up the back stairwell that always smelled like stale sweat and bad coffee, past the offices that were too quiet for this hour. She slipped into hers without turning the light on. Dropped her clipboard on the corner of her desk, the edge clipping a stack of old scouting reports.
She sat. Let her fingers hover over the trackpad for a second before she sighed, popped it open, and pulled up her calendar.
Next week—the stretch she'd been dreading, if she were honest. Home stands stacked back to back, media days, event nights, enough late tip-offs to gut her sleep schedule for a month.
She skimmed it out of habit—noting a staff meeting she could probably skip, a shootaround that'd run longer than it had any right to.
Then her eyes caught on the date she'd been pretending not to think about. A single line typed neat in the middle of Wednesday night.
A hiss of air slipped through her teeth before she could swallow it down.
Of course. Like the universe was bored and wanted to see how many parts of her life could unravel at once. Like it wasn't enough to be dodging Jalen in the tunnels, side-eyeing Serena's knowing grin, keeping Trae out of the crossfire.
She shut the laptop a little too hard—the clap of it echoing off the walls.
The Hornets were coming to town.
Notes:
okay. Okay. So that happened.
Theresa is out here pretending she doesn't care, Jalen is out here pretending he knows what he wants, and Zaccharie is out here sending TikToks because he's everyone's favorite accidental emotional support benchwarmer
Next up: the Hornets are coming to town. You already know what that means.
Buckle up.
Chapter 29: Orbits
Chapter Text
It was almost funny, the way he tried to slide back into her orbit.
Almost.
A few days before the Hornets game, the air felt tight around the facility—trade chatter humming low in every hallway, guys on edge, staff spread thin. But not him. Not Jalen. He moved through it like none of it touched him—except for her. Especially for her.
He started small.
A coffee on her desk before the morning meeting—her order, exactly right, but no note. No name scrawled across the side. Like he thought she wouldn't know it was him.
She'd ignored it. Drank every last drop, but ignored it.
Then he cornered her in the tunnel—a casual hey, T, you good? that sounded like an apology if you tilted your head and squinted. She'd just brushed past him, muttering something about a film session she was late for. She wasn't. But he let her go, standing there like he'd forgotten how to move his feet.
By the second day, he got bolder.
She found him in the weight room—the same weight room he'd been avoiding her in all week—leaning back against the rack, towel around his shoulders, grin soft around the edges like he was hoping she'd bite.
"You look tired," he'd said.
She didn't bother looking up from her clipboard. "You look like a problem I don't have time to solve."
He'd laughed—not his usual bark of a laugh, but something smaller, quieter, like he didn't hate the sting. Like he knew he deserved it.
When she turned to leave, he called after her—voice low, almost careful. "You gonna talk to me before tipoff?"
She didn't answer. Didn't have to. Her silence was a dare he'd probably take.
By the third day, she was tired of the games. Or maybe just tired, period. But he was relentless in that way he always was when he wanted something—soft elbows, puppy eyes, a million tiny excuses to hover near her clipboard, to lean against her desk, to flick the back of her arm like they were the same as before.
She hated how easy it would be to let him.
So she didn't. Not yet. She held the line—crisp, professional, her mouth softening only when the rookies were around, never when it was just him.
He didn't push. Not really. He just lingered. Hovered in her blind spot, always close enough to remind her he was there. That was the thing about Jalen: he never stayed gone.
And he never stayed quiet for long.
Wednesday came quicker than she'd hoped. It always did when she dreaded the day.
By the time she got to State Farm Arena, the air had already shifted. It wasn't just the usual buzz of game day—the hum of early fans lining the barricades outside, the steady thump of music from the lower levels. It was something else. A ripple in the current.
She knew exactly why.
Serena had sent her a selfie earlier—front row, oversized Hawks bomber zipped halfway up, black sunglasses indoors just because she could. Zaccharie was fully in frame beside her, grinning like a menace, two braids half-undone like he'd ripped his warmup hood off five minutes ago and never bothered fixing it. Me and your son ready for action, the caption had read.
Theresa had fired back immediately: you're babysitting him. i'm not doing this today.
Serena's response? Instant. He calls me mom now. this is your fault.
Now, walking through the tunnel toward her usual check-in point, Theresa could already hear them—two voices laughing way too loudly for 5:47 PM on a Wednesday. She rounded the corner and there they were: chaos personified.
Serena, sunglasses perched high on her head like a crown she hadn't earned but would absolutely keep. One leg crossed over the other, phone in hand, smirk sharp enough to slice the stale air around them.
And Zaccharie—God, Zaccharie. Stretched across two folding chairs like the floor was lava, long legs dangling off one side, holding a giant soft pretzel in one hand like it was a trophy. His warmup top was half unzipped, game shorts peeking underneath, ankles wrapped, but absolutely no sign he cared he was supposed to be locked in.
Theresa blinked. Deadpan. "Do I even ask?"
Zaccharie grinned, mid-chew, bits of salt stuck to his bottom lip. "They gave me this for free."
"He told the concession guy he was 'with media,'" Serena said, entirely unbothered. She popped her gum for emphasis.
Theresa pinched the bridge of her nose. "You are not media."
"I am now," Zaccharie shot back, voice muffled around his next bite. He swung his foot so his sneaker knocked her shin on purpose. "I'm shadowing you."
She glared. "No, you're not."
Serena nodded solemnly, dead serious but her eyes wicked under the lashes. "He's doing a school project on you. It's called Day in the Life of a Cold-Blooded Ice Queen."
Theresa gave her a look that could've leveled a starting lineup. "Do you want to get kicked out?"
"Not before tipoff," Serena chirped. "After that, you're on your own."
Zaccharie cracked up—big and loud, half of his pretzel nearly flopping out of his hand. "You should've heard him when I told Trae I was using you for my final grade."
Serena added, smug as hell. "He said, 'Good luck, she's gonna flunk you on purpose.'"
Theresa just breathed out through her nose, turning her attention to Zaccharie's shoelaces so she wouldn't strangle him instead. "You do realize you're playing tonight, right? Warmups. Film. Pre-game. That ring a bell?"
Zaccharie licked salt from his thumb and slouched lower. "I can't believe I have to play tonight. I was promised a day off and a smoothie."
"You're literally nineteen," Theresa muttered. "Your whole life is a smoothie."
"I'm gonna tell Coach you said that," Zaccharie called after her. "That's verbal abuse."
"Good. Maybe he'll bench you."
"Already did film. Already did warmups. I'm good."
"Why do I even bother?"
"Because you love me."
Theresa's eyes narrowed at Zaccharie—his grin too big, too easy, no nerves in sight for a rookie with his first big minutes on the floor tonight. Typical. She wanted to be annoyed. Really, she did. But watching him chew that pretzel like it was the highlight of his career—it almost made the knot in her chest loosen.
Almost.
Serena laughed, bright and unbothered behind her sunglasses. "He's starting, babe. Try not to throw anything when he bricks his first three."
"Can't make any promises."
She didn't stop walking, but she heard their laughter follow her down the tunnel—light, reckless, familiar. But then the music shifted overhead, one beat bleeding into the next, and something in her stomach turned sharp.
Warmups were starting.
Ten minutes later, she was leaning against the scorers' table-head down, mind quiet-pretending not to hear Serena and Zaccharie arguing about who on the opposing team had the worst hairline.
She flipped her clipboard open, pretended to check the rotations she'd already memorized. Tried to focus on the squeak of sneakers on hardwood, the echo of a ball snapping against the rim—normal noise, familiar noise.
Jalen was out there, doing what he did—easy laughs with the staff, high-fives for the rookies, the occasional glance thrown her way like he was checking she hadn't disappeared.
She ignored it. Mostly. She had notes to take, plays to adjust, a whole damn show to run. She didn't have the room in her chest for soft smiles and puppy eyes. Not when she still hadn't decided if she was going to forgive him yet.
"Are you two in a fight or are you just keeping it lowkey after the gala?" Zaccharie asked, way too casual, like he was asking about the weather.
Theresa's head snapped up so fast her pen nearly clattered to the floor. "Excuse me?"
Serena let out a bark of laughter behind her sunglasses. "Oh, here we go."
Zaccharie just shrugged, tearing off another chunk of his pretzel. "What? I've literally seen him sneaking in and out of your office all week. I thought maybe you'd, y'know... made up."
Her stomach dropped through the scorers' table. "You saw him?"
Zaccharie blinked, confused. "Yeah? I mean—he's not exactly stealth, T. He does this whole looking-over-his-shoulder act like it's some kind of heist. Very suspicious."
Serena cackled. "You mean Operation 'Let Me Apologize Without Actually Saying Sorry'?"
"Exactly," Zaccharie said, waving his pretzel like a pointer stick. "Like he's allergic to accountability but still wants a gold star for showing up."
Theresa's voice was flat, deadly. "If you breathe a word of that—"
Zaccharie held up his hands, pretzel still dangling from one. "Relax, Ice Queen. I'm not gonna tell Trae you've got a personal side quest. He'd have an aneurysm."
Serena kicked his foot lightly. "He'd bench him and pack his shit himself."
Theresa sighed, louder this time. "Do either of you want to be banned from courtside?"
Serena smirked. "I already got my credentials revoked once. What's one more time?"
"I'll just hop the rail," Zaccharie said. "You can't stop me. I'm an athlete."
"You're a menace," Theresa muttered.
He grinned. "And you love me."
She didn't respond. But her eyes flicked up—just once—and caught sight of Jalen at the other end of the court.
He was laughing at something one of the assistants said, towel slung over his shoulder, movements loose but... tentative. Like he was still looking for her out of the corner of his eye. Like he hadn't figured out how close was too close.
Theresa dropped her gaze again. "He's not sneaking. He's hovering."
"Same thing," Serena said breezily. "Different flavor."
"Same dumb boy," Zaccharie agreed. Then he pointed with his pretzel again. "But if he brings you another coffee and I don't get one, I am fighting him."
Theresa snorted despite herself. "You're on the bench, kid."
"Exactly," he said, settling back smugly. "More time to plan my revenge." Zaccharie leaned back so far in his chair it creaked dangerously. He balanced the last ragged piece of pretzel on his knee like he was offering it to the ceiling.
"So, real question," he said, mouth full again. "If you do forgive him, do we have to pretend to like him? Or can we keep acting like he's a stray dog you accidentally fed once and now he won't go home?"
Theresa didn't dignify it with an answer. She just snapped her clipboard closed, the sharp thwack making Serena flinch.
"Don't encourage him," she said through gritted teeth.
Serena grinned, unbothered as always. "What? You know he's right."
"I'm never wrong," Zaccharie agreed, chest puffing up just enough to make his braid slip over his shoulder. He caught it midair like he'd done something impressive. "You know what? I better go warm up again. You know, for safety."
Theresa shot him a glare so withering it could've melted the Gatorade cooler behind him. "Try stretching your brain while you're at it."
Zaccharie blew her a kiss, his grin too wide for his face. "Love you too, coach." He wadded up the pretzel bag, nearly missed the trash can by Serena's foot, then swaggered off down the tunnel—ankles loose, shoulders swaying, like he hadn't just lit a fuse and skipped away.
Serena watched him go, eyebrows lifted high above her sunglasses. "Your problem child."
"He's your problem when I'm off the clock," Theresa muttered, eyes back on the court, pretending she didn't want to track every step Jalen made.
Serena's smirk went feline. "Soo... sneaking in and out of offices..." She drawled it out like she had all night to twist the knife. "You let him back in yet?"
Theresa didn't even blink. "Don't start."
Serena hummed under her breath—one note, sharp and satisfied. "I'm just saying. He looks like a kicked puppy. And you—"
"Serena."
"—look like you'd run him over twice for fun."
Theresa's lips twitched. She pressed them flat again before Serena could catch it. "Good. He deserves it."
"Oh, I agree," Serena said brightly, like they were discussing the weather. "I'm just wondering if your cold-blooded act is gonna last past tipoff."
"It's not an act," Theresa shot back. Too quick. Too sharp.
Serena's sunglasses slid down her nose enough for Theresa to catch the glint in her eyes. "Mm-hmm. Tell that to your office door."
Theresa's pen tapped against her clipboard—once, twice, too fast to be calm. "He doesn't get to just slide back in."
"Right. Of course. Except..." Serena pointed down the court, where Jalen was leaning on the bench now, talking to one of the rookies, eyes flicking over every few seconds like he could feel them watching him. "Except he kinda already did."
Theresa hated that she didn't look away. Hated that she didn't want to.
Serena leaned in, shoulder bumping hers, voice low and conspiratorial. "You know he'd let you run him over twice and then thank you, right?"
Theresa snorted. "Tragic."
Serena clapped her lightly on the back, wicked grin back in place. "So tragic. Now let's see how tragic he plays tonight. Ten bucks says he bricks the first jumper trying to impress you."
Theresa bit back the smile before it could ruin her entire reputation. "Get off my sideline."
Serena just wiggled her fingers in a tiny wave and drifted away, sunglasses back in place.
Theresa stayed rooted there at the table, pen tapping, heart hammering, eyes locked on Jalen like she'd already forgiven him.
Almost.
But then the tunnel filled with the low roar of a fresh warmup song, the away bench chattering like they owned the place. And out they came—teal and white and smug grins that made her teeth ache.
The Hornets. Him.
She didn't flinch—not outwardly, at least—when she saw that number, that stupid teal jersey she'd been trying not to think about for days.
LaMelo Ball, all swagger and slouch, stepped out at the front of the pack like he owned the court he'd come to steal. He was laughing at something his teammate said—head tipped back, grin wide enough to show off that gold incisor she still hated herself for noticing. He clocked her fast—like he always did—eyes cutting across the noise and the sideline traffic until they locked on hers.
Just for a second. Just long enough.
Her pen stuttered once against her clipboard. She forced it still.
Next to him, some rookie whose name she didn't bother remembering was talking shit already, flicking his wrist at the rim like he was warming up his three. LaMelo only half-listened. He was still watching her—not overtly, not in a way that'd make it obvious to the guys around him. Just enough for her to feel it burn low under her ribs.
He was the worst kind of punctuation mark. A question she hadn't answered yet—didn't know how to answer—and wasn't ready to erase either.
"God, look at him," Serena murmured again—she'd only half walked away, of course. Still hovering like a well-dressed devil on her shoulder. "Does he have to be that tall? Feels unnecessary."
Theresa didn't look at her. "You're just short."
"Mmm, you're just in denial," Serena fired back. "You want to pick a fight so bad."
"He's not worth the breath."
LaMelo dipped his chin at her—once, sharp and arrogant, like he knew exactly what she was thinking. And then he was gone, folding back into the swarm of warmups and chatter and big-man jokes. But that split-second glance stuck. It always did.
Serena clicked her gum, sunglasses perched on her hair now. "So. Double homicide tonight? Him and Jalen both? Or you gonna let one live?"
Theresa's pen was back to tapping—soft, steady, betraying nothing but her pulse. "Get. Off. My. Sideline."
Serena snorted, drifting backward, hands up. "Text me when you decide which one you're gonna let suffer first."
And then it was just her. The echo of shoes on hardwood. The low beat of the warmup playlist humming in her teeth. The hush that came just before tipoff, the hush that felt like the edge of something sharp and inevitable.
Two plot twists, circling. Both of them hers.
She stayed ice. She had to. At least for now.
The music thumped low overhead, but it might as well have been silence. Theresa's clipboard felt too light in her hands, her pen tapping a frantic rhythm she'd never let anyone else hear. She kept her eyes on the court, on the swirl of warmups and bright jerseys, but every nerve was tuned to the footsteps behind her.
She felt him before she saw him. That was the worst part. The way Jalen always found the one crack in her armor and slipped through like he'd never been shut out to begin with.
"Hey."
Just that—soft, almost cautious. No swagger, no joke to deflect how close he'd gotten. His voice was warm, a counterpoint to the cold hum under her skin.
Theresa didn't look up. She didn't have to. She could feel the heat of him, the familiar scent of Gatorade and fresh sweat and that cologne he probably still wore just for her.
"Working," she said, flat. She cleared her throat, made it sharper. "Don't hover."
He huffed out a breath—not quite a laugh, more like a quiet okay, I deserve that. She hated how gentle it was. How much he meant it.
"Not hovering," he said, stepping just close enough that his knee brushed her clipboard, deliberate but careful. "Just... checking in."
She risked a glance at him then—stupid, a tactical error. He looked good. Loose and locked in all at once, curls damp from the last drill, eyes soft but stubborn. That stupid smile he used when he thought he could get away with anything.
"You're supposed to be getting ready," she said. It sounded steadier than she felt. "Not... whatever this is."
His mouth quirked, like he wanted to make it a joke but didn't. "Whatever this is?"
She rolled her eyes, and it should've ended there. But it didn't. Because his hand came up—not touching her, not really, just a brush of knuckles near her clipboard, like he wanted to prove he could be that close and not push.
"You look tired," he said. Not teasing. Not fishing for a jab back. Just... worried.
Her throat went tight. "Don't."
Jalen's eyes searched hers for a beat too long, something restless flickering there before he looked away, raking a hand over the back of his neck like he was trying to find the right thing to say.
"You know you don't have to do it alone, right?" he asked, voice barely carrying over the squeak of sneakers and the low hum of the arena lights. "You don't have to—"
She cut him off with a shake of her head, too sharp. "You don't get to say that. Not now."
He flinched—just a flicker—but he didn't back off. He never did. "I know." A small smile, sad around the edges. "Doesn't mean I won't try."
And for a second—just one heartbeat, suspended like a held breath—she wanted to let him. Wanted to lean into it, let him be the soft place to land like he always had been before they broke whatever it was they were trying so hard not to name.
But she didn't. She clicked her pen too hard, the snap echoing like a door slam.
"Go get loose," she said, eyes already dropping back to her clipboard, shutting him out the only way she knew how. "That's your job."
She felt him watching her—the way he always did, like he saw every piece she tried to keep hidden. Then his hand brushed the edge of her clipboard one last time, a promise she'd pretend not to remember.
"Yeah," he murmured. "I know."
And then he jogged back onto the court like he hadn't just split her open with a look.
He was gone, but the ghost of him stayed—that warm hush wrapping around Theresa's ribs tighter than her game-day headset ever could. She forced herself to breathe. To scribble something—anything—on her clipboard like it mattered more than the pulse drumming in her throat.
Out on the hardwood, the squeak and slap of sneakers was steady noise, familiar noise. But when she glanced up—just once—she caught him.
LaMelo.
Not standing still. Not lounging by the stanchion like he owned the place—not yet. He was moving. Smooth and easy, threading through a passing drill, sneakers gliding over the arc. But even while his arms lifted, ball snapped to a rookie, his eyes weren't where they should've been.
They flicked over. Found her. Stayed just long enough to let her know he'd seen—all of it. The tension. The soft moment that wasn't supposed to be soft. The way she looked right now, chin high but mouth tight.
His warmup jersey was loose, back tattoo ghosting through the mesh every time he pivoted. Hair styled like he was auditioning for a photoshoot instead of a game. The roll of his shoulders, the snap of his wrists—casual and sharp all at once. Like he didn't need to try to look like that.
It was like he knew he was being watched. Like he wanted her to.
And all Theresa could think—flat, immediate—was: Freak show.
That was what he looked like. A 6′7 walking, talking freak show with a back piece that looked like an unhinged Roman general had drawn it on during war council and the audacity to exist this loudly in her space.
She tore her eyes away—snapped her head back like she hadn't just memorized every line of ink across his shoulders.
But Serena's voice curled around her ear before she could shove it down. The pop of gum. The weight of that grin.
"I'm back. What did I miss?" Serena asked, low and sweet like a threat.
Theresa didn't blink. "The main circus act."
"What?" Serena drawled, drawing out the vowel.
Theresa's jaw ticked. "Charlotte."
Serena laughed—short, wicked. "You're gonna have to be more specific, babe."
Theresa's eyes cut sideways. "Charlotte's freak show, then. Look at him. He's ridiculous."
Serena followed her gaze, snorted softly. "You're so normal about this."
"Shut up."
Serena hummed, satisfied, like a cat that just caught a mouse by the tail. "You know he does that on purpose, right?"
Theresa didn't take the bait. She kept her eyes pinned to the clipboard, pen tapping too fast to be calm.
"Swear to God, T," Serena went on, voice dipping conspiratorial. "You think he doesn't know how that jersey rides up when he does that spin move? Please. He's been showing off that back tattoo since media day. He wants you to look."
"I'm not looking."
"Mm-hm." Serena leaned in, shoulder brushing hers. "Except you are. You're looking right now."
Theresa didn't dare glance up, but she could feel him out there—the low ripple in the crowd, the steady thump of sneakers, the way the lights caught every line of that ridiculous ink when he pivoted.
"I'm not doing this with you," she said, clipped. "Not tonight."
Serena just smirked, unbothered, flicking her gaze back to the court like she was waiting for fireworks. "Right. Well. Try not to combust before tipoff. He's about five seconds from putting on the full show."
Theresa forced herself to breathe—in, out, pen tapping steady against the wood. Focus. Rotations. Minutes. Nothing else.
But out there—across the paint—LaMelo caught another pass, flicked his wrist just a little too lazy, let the ball arc up and sink clean through the net. He didn't even celebrate—just let his eyes find her again, like he knew exactly where she was. Exactly what he was doing.
And he smirked. Just enough to say: Keep watching.
Serena saw it too. She sucked her teeth, delighted. "Freak show," she echoed, all teeth. "But you love a freak show. Oh, this is gonna be fun."
Before Theresa could snap back, a voice cut through the tension like a buzzer—warm, dry, unmistakably family.
"Fun for who?"
She didn't even have to turn. Trae's tone said it all—equal parts older brother, team captain, and the last person she wanted in this mess.
He came up behind them, sneakers squeaking quiet on the polished floor, water bottle dangling loose from his fingertips. A bead of sweat slid from his temple to his jaw, evidence he'd been out there running drills while the world tilted sideways around her.
Serena straightened up instantly, grin going saccharine. "Fun for me, obviously."
"Mm-hm." Trae's eyes ticked from Serena's smug smile to Theresa's clenched jaw, then out to the court—tracking exactly where LaMelo was now jawing at a rookie, half-grinning, half-snarling, showboating for every camera pointed his way. Trae's lip curled just enough to say I see you.
"Don't start," Theresa muttered, too low for Serena but not for him.
"Wasn't gonna," Trae said, but the glint in his eyes said otherwise. "Just making sure you're still good."
"I'm fine."
He studied her—the clipboard clutched too tight in her hands, the way her eyes cut away from LaMelo like he'd scorched her retinas. Then his gaze flicked past her, down to the other end of the court where Jalen was pretending not to look over every thirty seconds.
Trae huffed a quiet, disbelieving laugh through his nose. "Yeah. Fine."
Serena snickered. "She's real fine."
"Serena," Trae said, flat, but his mouth twitched around the edges. "Don't."
"What?" Serena kicked her hip out, all fake innocence. "I'm just saying—our girl's got options tonight."
"Yeah," Trae deadpanned. "She can pick which one of these idiots makes my life hell first."
Theresa shot him a look—the only warning he'd get. "Focus on your game."
"I am," Trae said, holding his hands up in mock surrender. "Just checking in."
She didn't have an answer—but across the court, the universe made one for her.
LaMelo paused mid-drill, ball tucked under one arm. He glanced toward the baseline like he felt the eyes on him—and when his gaze landed on Theresa, his mouth curved slow. Half smirk, half dare.
Theresa didn't look away. Didn't blink.
She held that stare like a knife between her teeth—unflinching—until he was the one who broke it first. He turned back to the assistant coach, casual as ever, shoulder rolling under that loose warmup like he hadn't just tried to rattle her spine loose.
Trae clocked it—of course he did. He leaned in, voice pitched low, wickedly amused. "So... you gonna wave or throw a chair?"
Theresa reached for a Gatorade bottle, twisting the cap off like it was his neck. "We'll see how the fourth quarter goes."
Trae cackled—that bright, open sound that cut through the hum of the arena and grounded her in a way no clipboard ever could. "That's my girl."
She rolled her eyes, but didn't push him off. Didn't chase Serena's smirk away, either. The music thumped overhead, sneakers squeaked, tension crackled—all of it circling her like a storm she couldn't hold back much longer.
He winked at Serena on his way past. "Keep her outta trouble."
Serena blew him a kiss. "Not a chance, Captain."
And then he was gone—folding back into the huddle, the music thumping up another level, the swirl of teal and red already colliding near the logo. But the echo of his voice stayed with her. Just like the burn of LaMelo's stare. Just like the ghost of Jalen's hand brushing hers.
Trouble. All of it. And tipoff was still ten minutes away.
The anthem came and went. So did player intros—a blur of lights, pyrotechnics, names she'd memorized a lifetime ago. Theresa stayed in her seat, legs crossed tight, eyes on the Hornets' bench because she refused to give him the satisfaction of looking like she was avoiding him.
Serena didn't help. She kept leaning in, dropping stupid little quips under her breath like she lived for the slow unravel.
"He's staring again."
Theresa didn't look up from her clipboard. "Who?"
"You know who. Your favorite freak show."
"Shut up."
Serena hummed, her grin all teeth. "You gonna say hi this time? Or just glare at him until one of you combusts?"
Theresa flipped the page on her notes, pen tapping the margin. "If you don't shut up, I'm putting you on media escort duty all night."
Serena gasped, mock-hurt. "You wouldn't."
"I would."
She didn't have to look to know he was still watching her. She could feel it—that sticky, charged line that always snapped tight when he was near. He leaned back in his seat, legs sprawled wide, mouth curved into that lazy grin that said he knew exactly what he did to people.
Jalen jogged past just then, water bottle in hand, pausing long enough to tip his chin at her. A question in his eyes: You good?
She nodded—quick, dismissive—and he moved on, none the wiser. For a split second, her eyes caught LaMelo's again. He'd seen the whole thing, of course. The way Jalen hovered like a question mark that never got to the point.
And it was almost funny, the way his grin twitched—something sharp and cruel tucked behind his teeth like he was filing it away for later. He leaned in, said something to one of his teammates. Whatever it was made the guy bark out a laugh. Theresa didn't care enough to wonder what they'd said. Not really.
"Jesus Christ," Serena muttered, half under her breath. "He looks like he wants to crawl over the scorer's table."
Theresa snorted, short and mean. "Let him try. I'll have him tased."
She dropped her pen in her lap, fingers drumming her knee as the Hornets jogged back onto the floor. LaMelo shrugged out of his warmup shirt like it was a performance—hands slow, eyes locked on hers when he tugged it over his head. The tattoos caught the overhead lights. She knew he was showing off. She hated that she knew.
"You okay?" Serena asked—too gentle now, the switch flipping like only she could.
Theresa forced her shoulders back, let her face go blank. "Always."
But her stomach flipped when the ref blew the whistle, when she caught the way LaMelo lingered near the sideline, talking low to his coach but glancing over every few seconds like he was waiting for her to flinch.
She didn't. She just pressed her pen back into her palm, legs crossed, clipboard tight against her thigh like it could keep all of this tucked under her ribs.
One more game, she told herself. One more game. But even she didn't believe it.
The first quarter was a blur—bodies crashing through the lane, whistles sharp enough to make her teeth ache, Trae barking out coverages while LaMelo slipped through the gaps like water. He was good. Annoyingly good.
Zaccharie, though—Zaccharie was trying to be good. Trying too damn hard. He'd caught a quick dish from Trae at the wing, set his feet, wide open, the whole paint screaming take it—so he did. Except the shot bricked so hard off the back iron it rattled the entire rim.
Theresa didn't even flinch. She just clicked her pen, scribbled something sharp on her clipboard.
Zaccharie landed on both feet, arms still half up like he could will the ball to drop in late. When it didn't, he looked straight at her—all soft brown eyes and that sorry, Mom slouch to his shoulders. He mimed a tiny my bad with his fingers, sheepish.
Theresa's eyes lifted—flat. One look. That's all it took. The look that said if you pull that shit again, I'm subbing you out with a middle schooler from the stands.
Zaccharie's mouth dropped open into a perfect little O. He mimed zipping his lips, then shot her an exaggerated salute before hustling back on defense—but not before Serena caught it from two chairs down and lost it, muffling her laugh behind her credential badge.
"Your child is hopeless," Serena hissed, still trying to stifle her snort.
Theresa didn't take her eyes off Zaccharie tracking his man near the baseline. "He's your child when he's bricking open looks."
"Gonna put that on the paper too?"
Theresa's pen flicked once—a final punctuation mark. "Already did."
Serena waggled her brows. "Scary."
But Theresa was already tuned out again, eyes flicking from Zaccharie's loose coverage to LaMelo's next cut—that stupid grin tucked behind his shoulder as he slipped around a screen like the whole night was just for him to show off. And maybe it was. Maybe it always would be.
She clicked her pen shut—one sharp snap.
Game on.
Theresa tracked every stat without really seeing the numbers—her pen scrawling half-legible shorthand while her eyes kept flicking to the baseline, to him. To the way he'd drift just close enough to her corner when play stopped. Like he wanted her to know he was right there. Like he always was.
Midway through a timeout, she felt it—that heat at the back of her neck, the static crawl that said he was too close again. She didn't look up at first, too busy pretending to check the shot chart on her clipboard. But then Serena elbowed her—subtle, but not really.
"Don't look now," she murmured, sing-song. "But your favorite clown's coming over."
Theresa didn't look. Not at first. But she felt it when his shadow dipped over the scorers' table—long limbs draped casual like he belonged anywhere he wanted. His voice landed soft and lazy, too close to her ear to be innocent.
"Got an extra pen?"
She glanced up—slow, flat. His grin was all teeth, tattoos gleaming under the overheads, sweat rolling down his throat like an invitation she'd never take.
"Lose yours already?" she deadpanned.
He shrugged, cocky. "Might've slipped out my bag."
"Sounds like a you problem."
He leaned in—just enough for the scent of him to crawl under her skin, expensive cologne and cheap gum and that faint, warm tang of sweat.
"Could make it your problem," he murmured, low enough that Serena had to bite her lip to stifle a laugh.
Theresa's smile was all bite. "Try it, Ball. See how that works out for you."
A whistle blew—break over. His grin cracked wider, eyes flicking down her body like he was memorizing her all over again. He plucked her pen from the scorer's table anyway, twirling it between his fingers like a threat.
"Thanks, trouble," he tossed back, already pivoting as his coach barked his name.
Serena whistled low when he jogged off, spinning the pen like he'd stolen her phone number with it. "You need an exorcist," she teased, voice half a giggle. "Or holy water. Or both."
Theresa just leaned back in her chair, arms crossed so tight her knuckles went white. But her chest was buzzing again, that warm ache she'd been trying to drown out for weeks crawling back up her throat.
When she glanced across the court, Jalen caught her eye—he'd seen all of it, of course. The pen. The grin. The way she hadn't really moved when LaMelo leaned in too close. His expression was unreadable, jaw set tight as he ducked his head, adjusting his warmup like he couldn't stand the weight of it.
Good, she thought, the corner of her mouth twitching mean. Let him feel it.
The buzzer cut the moment clean. Players flooded the court again, sneakers squeaking, the Hornets' bench erupting when LaMelo nailed a deep three on the first possession back. He turned, jogged backward for half a beat—eyes flicking right to her, that grin still carved across his mouth like a promise he knew she'd hate.
She didn't look away. Wouldn't give him that, either. Serena leaned in again, voice pitched sweet as sin. "You're in trouble, girl."
Theresa's pen hovered over her notes, ink bleeding into the margin where she'd pressed too hard. "Story of my life," she muttered.
Halftime was always a mess—bodies crammed into too-small spaces, staff darting around with clipboards and water bottles, trainers barking at rookies to stretch, the air sticky with sweat and frustration and the faint tang of cheap cologne. But tonight? Tonight it felt feral.
Theresa wedged herself into her usual spot in the narrow corridor just off the locker room—back braced against the wall, clipboard wedged against her hip, pretending like she couldn't hear the absolute circus unfolding ten feet away.
Zaccharie was the loudest, of course. He always was when he was trying to cover up nerves. He was perched on an equipment trunk, one knee bouncing so hard the whole lid rattled. He was talking at Trae, who looked seconds from stuffing a Gatorade bottle in his mouth just to shut him up.
"—and then he shoved me," Zaccharie said, voice pitching up. "I swear to God, if he tries that again, I'm—"
Trae cut him off with a barked laugh. "You'll what, baby giraffe? Flop around and hit the floor again?"
"I'm not a baby giraffe," Zaccharie snapped, scandalized. "I'm an apex predator."
Theresa didn't look up from her notes. "An apex predator who bricked two free throws and nearly sprained his ankle tripping over his own feet. Very terrifying."
"He shoved me — like a full-body check — I almost rolled my ankle, I swear—"
"Good," Trae said flatly, leaning against the wall next to her, arms crossed. "Might knock some sense into you."
"Trae," Zaccharie snapped. "I'm being targeted. This is a pattern of behavior—"
"Pattern of behavior is you getting cooked every other possession," Trae shot back.
Theresa didn't bother to lift her head. "Both of you shut up."
But Zaccharie just turned to her, eyes wide and dramatic. "Tell him I'm right!"
"You're not," she said. "You flopped so hard you nearly concussed yourself on the hardwood."
Zaccharie let out a scandalized squawk. Trae smirked, enjoying every second of it. Jalen drifted in then, towel slung around his neck, sweat gleaming on his arms. He hovered too close—like he always did—eyes flicking from her to Zaccharie and back.
"You good?" he murmured, low enough that Trae couldn't catch it, though the smirk pulling at her brother's mouth said he already knew.
Theresa didn't glance up. "Do you see a fire?"
Jalen huffed out a breath that was almost a laugh. His hand brushed the edge of her clipboard like he was tempted to steal it right out of her grip. "You'd still handle it yourself if there was."
Zaccharie clocked them immediately. Of course he did. He craned his neck so far his braid nearly smacked Trae in the face. "Am I interrupting something?"
"Yes," Theresa snapped.
"No," Jalen said at the same time, soft, stubborn. He didn't move. Didn't stop looking at her like they were alone in a tunnel somewhere instead of surrounded by the entire circus.
Trae popped the cap on his water bottle, eyebrows high. "Y'all done flirting?" he drawled. "Half the roster's waiting on you to tell 'em they suck. We got, like, six minutes."
Theresa glared at him. "Go yell at your bench unit then. I'll be there in a second."
Jalen's eyes lingered—a touch too soft for the mess they were all wading through. Zaccharie just made a gagging noise, delighted to ruin the moment.
Theresa slammed her clipboard shut. "Both of you—out." She stabbed a finger toward the locker room. "Go. Now."
They finally shuffled off, Trae muttering something about how she needed to get laid that she pretended not to hear. Zaccharie snapped back with something about how she should have higher standards.
When they were gone, the tunnel felt cavernous—echoes bouncing back at her in the stale halftime hush. She blew out a breath. Tried to roll her shoulders back. Five more seconds to get her head straight—And that's when she felt it. That slow, lazy tug in her chest. Like a wire winding around her ribs.
She didn't even have to turn around to know who it was. He'd always had a way of finding her when she was frayed.
"Missed me yet?"
His voice was too close—soft and teasing and sharp all at once. She turned, and there he was: LaMelo leaning against the far wall, warmup loose around his hips, mouth curled in that grin that always made her feel like she'd left the door unlocked on purpose.
She didn't jump—but her pulse did, traitorous thing. She kept her eyes forward, shoulders braced against the cinderblock wall like it might anchor her to common sense.
"LaMelo," she said, flat, like his name was just another item on the clipboard she'd crush under her pen.
"Theresa," he drawled back, stepping in just close enough to block the glow from the overhead hallway light. He always did that—eclipsed things. Made everything else hum quieter so it was just him.
"Shouldn't you be in your locker room? Plotting your next turnover?"
He huffed out a laugh—low and soft, but there was that edge again. That bite she knew better than to poke at. "Cute," he said, then his eyes flicked down the tunnel—toward the echo of Trae and Jalen's footsteps—and back to her. "You look tense. Somethin' wrong?"
"You," she shot back, too quick, too honest. Her pen skidded across the page, smudging ink.
Melo leaned in, bracing a palm on the wall above her head—not touching her, but the heat of him pressed close enough to feel like a hand around her throat. His voice dipped, sweet poison. "You been thinkin' about me, huh?"
She flicked her eyes up then—mistake. He was all grin, sweat still drying along his hairline, tattoos half-hidden under the edge of his warmup sleeve. He looked infuriatingly at home here—in her corner, in her ribs.
She forced her jaw to stay tight. "I think about missed shots. Bad coverage. Dumb fouls."
"That all I am to you?" He made a tsk under his breath, shaking his head. "Hurts my feelings, baby."
"Don't call me that."
"Why?" He tilted his head, curls brushing his brow as he watched her like she was the only stat that mattered. "Scared someone gonna hear?"
She stabbed her pen back against the clipboard. "Go away."
Melo hummed, noncommittal, like he was considering it. But his thumb dragged along the wall near her head, slow. He leaned in that inch closer, voice dropping so low it scraped her spine raw. "You got him all twisted up out there, you know that?"
Her breath caught. "Who?"
"That pretty forward boy of yours." His grin turned mean around the edges. "He lookin' at me like he wanna swing. I told him he should be more worried about keepin' you."
Her pulse stuttered. "Shut up."
"Mm, nah." He tipped forward—just enough that her nose brushed his collarbone, that faint heat radiating off him like an open flame. "Ain't my fault you got him so deep in it he don't know whether to kiss you or choke me out."
She bit the inside of her cheek until she tasted copper. "I said—shut up." But she didn't move. Didn't step forward. Didn't back up either. "You get off on making shit harder for me?" she asked, voice low.
He smiled slow—all teeth and trouble. "Don't gotta try that hard. You do it to yourself."
She hated the shiver that went through her at that. Hated how her fingers curled around the edge of her clipboard like they might slip.
"LaMelo—"
He didn't stop until he was right there—his chest almost grazing her clipboard, his mouth so close she could feel the ghost of it against her cheek. His eyes dipped to her lips, then locked with hers—soft and wicked and unfairly sincere all at once.
"Save me a dance," he murmured, his breath feathering across her jaw. "Second half's gonna be fun."
She didn't dare move—not even when he let the moment linger, letting her feel every second of how much trouble she was in.
Then he pulled back, grin slow and satisfied, like he'd stolen something she couldn't get back—and slipped down the tunnel, leaving her pressed to the wall, pulse thudding through her teeth.
She dragged in one breath. Two.
Halftime. Hell time. Same thing tonight.
She stayed pressed to the wall for a heartbeat too long, clipboard tight against her chest like a shield she'd forgotten how to hold. Her breath felt ragged, caught somewhere between her ribs and her teeth.
She could still feel him—the ghost of his grin, the low scrape of his voice curling hot behind her ear. God, she hated him. She hated him for being so easy.
A sharp whistle from down the tunnel snapped her out of it—Trae, leaning out of the locker room door, brows raised like he'd been standing there long enough to see way too much.
"You good?" he asked, like he already knew the answer.
Theresa rolled her shoulders back, peeled herself off the concrete, and shot him a look sharp enough to cut glass. "Get back in the room. You've got two minutes to fix your spacing before I tell Quin to bench you for life."
Trae barked out a short laugh—not buying it for a second—but he ducked back inside anyway, his grin echoing off the cinderblock walls.
Theresa sucked in one breath, then another—steady, cold, necessary. She adjusted her headset, flipped her clipboard open, and marched after him like she hadn't just been pinned in place by her worst mistake in teal.
The buzzer shrieked, and the second half cracked open like a live wire. The Hawks came out hot—Trae drilling a deep three to swing the lead back in their favor, the bench roaring so loud it rattled the plastic water bottles at Theresa's feet.
She didn't sit. Couldn't. She hovered behind the players, headset coiled tight in her grip, eyes darting between the floor and the scoreboard that refused to stay still.
Every time the Hornets swung it back, he was there. LaMelo—floating just outside the arc, slip-sliding into the lane, threading passes that made the whole arena groan. He was playing loose now, free—like he'd cracked some secret code she didn't have the key for.
And every so often—when he sank a shot right over Jalen's shoulder or broke past Zaccharie on a switch—he'd look for her. Not for the coaches. Not for the bench. For her.
A flash of teeth, a tilt of his chin like you watching this? She bit the inside of her cheek so hard she tasted iron.
Trae caught her once—eyes flicking from Melo to her and back again—and when he jogged off for a breather, he muttered just loud enough for the huddle to hear, "You wanna tell him to guard that or you want me to?"
She didn't dignify it with a reply.
The quarter dragged like wet concrete. Hawks up two—then down four—then tied again. The whole time, the Hornets bench buzzed with that same coiled energy. And him—him—he never stopped moving, never stopped circling her like he could feel her pulse under her skin.
Theresa forced herself to track the rotations, eyes darting from Zaccharie's next cut to Trae orchestrating the floor, to the Hornets bench where LaMelo lounged like the ringleader of her worst impulse.
Every time he checked back in, it was the same. A glance over the shoulder, that smirk sliding into place like he knew how close he could get without crossing the line—yet. Every trip up the court felt like a dare.
Midway through the third, Zaccharie sank a wide-open corner three—redemption for that brick that still lingered on her clipboard in red ink. He turned, jogging back down the floor, shooting her a goofy thumbs-up that made Serena snort beside her.
"He's gonna be insufferable for a week," Serena drawled.
"Good," Theresa said, but her eyes didn't leave the Hornets' end. LaMelo was jawing at his teammates, hand on his hip, laughing like he owned the entire building. And maybe, tonight, he did.
Timeout. The teams gathered at their benches. Theresa stood, leaning forward over the scorers' table, eyes sharp on the Hawks huddle—her cue to check matchups, drop notes to an assistant, make sure Jalen heard the coverage change this time instead of pretending he already had.
But she felt it before she saw it—that ripple in the air, that hush of footsteps that carried too much certainty to be anyone else.
He didn't even bother waiting for the cameras to swing away—didn't care that the timeout was still ticking down, that the entire Hawks bench was ten feet behind her, that Trae was watching like he'd pay good money for this train wreck to unfold on national TV.
LaMelo just strolled right up to the scorers' table—no warmup, no towel, just sweat-slick arms and that loose grin like he'd waltzed straight out of her worst dreams and onto the sideline for an encore.
Theresa didn't flinch. Didn't even look at him at first, though she could feel him there—an orbit she'd been trying to outrun since tip-off. Her headset cord caught on her clipboard as she leaned closer to the table, flipping through her notes with a crisp flick she hoped would bury the tremor in her hand.
"Not your bench," she said, deadpan, eyes locked on her clipboard, pen hovering like she might stab it through the table just to make him flinch.
LaMelo didn't. Of course he didn't. He leaned in closer, elbows braced wide on the scorers' table like he owned the damn thing—like he owned her air, too.
"Bench ain't as fun," he murmured, voice pitched soft enough that Serena, two feet down, had to pretend not to hear it. "No you over there."
"Congratulations. You found me. Now go back."
"Don't look so serious, little Young," he murmured. "Ain't nobody dying tonight."
Her eyes flicked up—dagger sharp. He was too close. Too easy. He knew it, too—tilting his head like he could read every closed door in her head and find the one she hadn't locked yet.
"Get back in your huddle," she snapped, voice just above a whisper, teeth sunk so deep in the words they came out jagged. "Or do you want me to borrow that pen back and write up the stat line for your next turnover?"
His grin went wolfish—sweet around the edges, all bite underneath. "You still mad about that? Coulda just asked for your pen back."
She slammed her clipboard flat on the table, the echo sharp enough to draw a startled glance from one of the table crew. "I'm not asking you for anything."
LaMelo hummed—a sound that curled low in his throat, soft enough that it made her spine itch. He leaned in, just enough for his shoulder to brush hers, the heat of him sinking under her blazer like it had any right to be there.
"You look good tonight," he said, so casual it almost sounded innocent—except it wasn't. Not when his eyes flicked down her throat like a dare. "New blazer?"
Theresa's jaw ticked. "You're a child," she hissed.
"Mm. Still older than your baby giraffe out there." He nodded toward Zaccharie, who was halfway through a dramatic pantomime for Trae at the edge of the bench. "He gonna make it through the quarter without tripping over his own feet?"
Her glare could've cut glass. "Worry about your own feet, Ball."
"I do. They're doing just fine." He just smiled, slow and unhurried—like he had all the time in the world to ruin her night. "You always this mean on the job?"
She shot him a glare sharp enough to cut glass. "You always this desperate?"
His grin cracked wide—slow, cruel, pretty. He drummed his fingers once on the table, close enough that the edge of his pinky brushed her wrist. Barely. But she felt it.
"Aw, you wound me," he drawled. "What happened to my pen, huh?"
She lifted her clipboard—shoved it against his chest, just hard enough to make him shift his weight. "Ask your turnover rate. Maybe it ran away."
He laughed at that—low, genuine, teeth flashing like a promise. His fingers brushed her wrist again, lingered for half a second too long before he snatched the clipboard right out of her grip.
"LaMelo—" she snapped, voice sharp enough that a couple staffers glanced over.
But he just flipped the clipboard open, eyes skating down the scribbled stats, the scrawled notes she'd written half for herself, half for no one. His grin went soft, edges curling into something that looked too close to real. "You keepin' track of me on here, huh?"
She grabbed for it—he yanked it back, holding it just out of reach like he was a teenager baiting a crush behind the bleachers. "Give it back."
"Aw, come on. Lemme see what you got for me. Bet you got a whole page."
She lunged, palm landing flat on his chest—warm, solid, the fabric of his jersey damp where it clung to his collarbone. He went quiet at that, grin slipping for half a second into something sharper, eyes dipping down to where her hand pressed him back.
"Theresa—" he murmured, voice gone molten, soft and mean all at once.
"Don't," she hissed, fingers curling in his top like she might tear the fabric. "Don't say my name like that."
He did anyway, of course he did—like he was tasting it for the second time. "Theresa."
It landed somewhere just under her ribs, the way it always did. Her pulse thrummed so loud she almost missed the whistle—timeout nearly done, players shifting on the bench, staff jostling around them.
She ripped the clipboard out of his grip, hard enough that their knuckles scraped. He let it go easy, hands drifting up in mock surrender. "Didn't write down how pretty I look under the lights? Damn. You slippin'."
She stepped in close, close enough that her headset brushed his shoulder. "Get off my side of the court before I get security to drag you through the tunnel in handcuffs."
A grin. "Kinky."
Serena choked on her gum behind her, biting down a laugh that made Theresa want to launch the clipboard at her best friend's forehead.
LaMelo shifted closer—not quite touching, but his shoulder brushed the edge of her hair, casual, infuriating. "You know they hate when you threaten me. Makes 'em think you got a soft spot."
"I don't."
"Sure you don't."
Before she could tell him exactly where to shove his confidence, Serena's sharp elbow jabbed her side—unsubtle, gleeful. "Timeout's over," she sing-songed under her breath. "Your boyfriend's gotta get back to work."
Theresa didn't give Serena the satisfaction of a reaction. She angled her body just enough to shut LaMelo out of her space—but he didn't budge, lingering there like a loose thread she couldn't cut.
"Save me a smile for the buzzer?" he murmured, voice dipped soft, syrupy. "Gonna want somethin' sweet to remember you by when I'm holdin' that W."
She bared her teeth—a smile that wasn't a smile at all. "Win first. Then talk."
He leaned in that last inch—so close she felt the heat of his breath ghost her cheek, tasted the salt of him in the air. "Keep lookin' at me like that, and I will."
And then he was gone—pushing off the scorers' table with a lazy roll of his shoulders, all loose limbs and swagger as he jogged back to his bench. Trae caught her eye across the huddle, one eyebrow raised so high it nearly disappeared under his hairline.
Serena drifted closer, eyebrows sky-high. "Need me to call the exorcist yet, or...?"
Theresa didn't look at her. Didn't look anywhere but the floor where his shadow had been a breath ago. "Shut up," she muttered.
Serena just whistled low. "Girl, you're so fucked."
The buzzer cut the moment sharp. Players poured back onto the floor. LaMelo turned just before he crossed the sideline—caught her eye with that same grin, spun her pen in his fingers like a promise she'd never want kept.
She didn't flinch. Didn't blink. But when he slipped through the lane on the very next possession—slicing right past Jalen for an easy layup—she felt every unfinished word still stuck in her throat.
Serena leaned close, voice soft and wicked. "So," she teased, tapping the scoreboard with her pen, "wanna bet how this ends?"
The pen dug so deep into her notes that the ink bled through the paper.
"Yeah," she muttered, not looking up. "Badly."
Theresa pressed her headset tighter over her ears, barking a quick note to the video crew. She tried not to look—not at the Hornets' bench, not at the teal jersey jogging backward with that tattoo peeking through mesh again—but it was impossible.
A few feet away, Jalen hovered near the arc, shoulder tense, eyes flicking her way between plays like he couldn't stand the thought of her slipping further out of reach.
She hated that part. Hated that she still wanted him to see her—that part of her still wanted to see him back.
"Focus, T," Serena sing-songed beside her, tapping her water bottle against Theresa's knee. "Fourth quarter's when the real trouble starts."
Theresa didn't answer. She couldn't. Not with the way the air felt—tight, electric, heavy with things she'd let bleed out in the wrong directions.
One more quarter. One more chance to keep her hands clean.
The fourth quarter was war.
No other word for it—bodies crashed through screens, the rim rattled with every contested rebound, and the refs swallowed the whistle like they'd forgotten how to use it. The arena was a furnace—sweat and stale beer and a roar so loud it vibrated up through Theresa's shoes.
LaMelo had hit another gear—the one that made him impossible. Deep threes that sucked the breath out of the building, then slick spin-moves that got him right to the cup. He had that grin again, the one that made her want to claw it off his face just to stop feeling it in her throat.
And every time Melo got loose, Jalen was right there to answer—slamming into screens, face to face with him on the wing, bumping hips so hard it looked like they'd break each other's ribs before they'd let one or the other score.
One play—Melo snatched the ball off a switch, crossed behind his back, stepped into a three right over Jalen's contest. Splash. He turned before it dropped, already jawing. "Too little, baby. Too little."
Jalen barked right back—shoved him chest to chest before the inbound. The ref had to physically separate them, but it didn't matter. The damage was done. Theresa could see it—that razor-thin edge in Jalen's eyes, the line between locked-in and reckless.
Timeout. Hawks by four, ninety seconds left. Theresa didn't even pretend to calm them down—she just grabbed Jalen by the arm so hard he jolted.
"Do not take the bait," she hissed. "He wants you rattled. Do your job."
Jalen's jaw flexed. "I'm not letting that clown get the last word."
"Then shut him up the right way."
They broke the huddle—but it was already boiling over.
Next possession—Melo danced on the perimeter, Jalen glued to his hip. A half spin, a hard dribble—Jalen cut him off, chest to chest again. Words flew—no one could hear them, but the look on Melo's face said it all. He loved this. He bumped Jalen again. Hard. The ball slipped loose—scramble—bodies dove.
Zaccharie came out of the pile with it, kicked it to Trae—fast break, slam. The place erupted. Hawks up six.
But Melo popped up laughing—and when he jogged back, he smacked Jalen on the ass. A taunt. A promise. Theresa saw Jalen snap. He spun, got right in Melo's face—they barked, foreheads nearly touching.
Techs flew. Players grabbed jerseys, coaches pulled bodies apart. The crowd ate it up like blood in the water.
Theresa wrenched Jalen back by the shoulder, practically nose to nose with him. "You're giving him exactly what he wants."
"He's a punk—"
"He's a problem," she snapped. "So solve it on the court or get out of my sight."
When they finally lined up again, the tension was a live wire.
Twenty seconds left. Hawks up two. Hornets ball. Melo dribbled up slow, eyes locked on Jalen the whole time. He didn't even look at the bench. He wanted this.
Isolation at the top. Clock winding down. Jalen's feet mirrored every twitch—but Melo kept talking, low, a snarl of words meant for no one but him. A stutter step—a stepback—Jalen jumped, hand grazing the ball—but the shot went up anyway, arcing perfect and cruel.
It clanged off the rim. Buzzer. Game.
Mayhem. The bench emptied—Hawks pouring onto the floor, Trae screaming, Zaccharie chest-bumping everyone in reach. Jalen didn't even join them—he stayed locked on Melo, who stood at the arc, hands on his knees, grinning that wolfish grin through the loss.
He pushed past the Hornets staff—went straight for Theresa. But Jalen cut him off halfway, shoulder-checking him so hard Melo stumbled.
"You better watch that mouth," Jalen growled, breathless.
Melo just laughed—leaned in, eyes flicking to Theresa behind him. "You better watch who's keeping you on the floor."
They nearly went again—arms up, chest to chest, until Theresa wedged herself between them, palm flat on Jalen's chest.
"Enough." She glared at Melo over her shoulder. "Get out of my face."
He leaned around her anyway, eyes low, voice velvet. "Save me a dance. Next round's mine."
Then he winked—and slipped into the tunnel like he hadn't just left the whole building scorched.
The door to the locker room slammed open so hard it rattled the hinges.
Jalen stormed in first, chest heaving, still vibrating with adrenaline. Trae followed, half-laughing, half-worried, trying to pull him back to earth. Zaccharie came in last, grinning like an idiot, already posting the final score to his story.
Theresa didn't bother with a speech. She just dropped the stat sheet on the table. "You want to fight him? Fine. Do it with the scoreboard."
Jalen ripped the tape off his wrists, muttering curses under his breath. He flopped into his chair, sweat dripping off his hairline. Trae caught Theresa's eye—a silent you good?—but she just shook her head.
"You let him get under your skin," she said, low enough for Jalen to hear but no one else.
"He's a clown," Jalen spat.
"He's a threat," she shot back. "And you're playing right into it. He gets you off your game, he wins. It's that simple."
Across the room, Zaccharie perked up. "Yo, he did say 'next round's mine.' You think he meant—?"
Trae cut him off with a glare. "Shut up, Z."
Jalen buried his face in a towel. Theresa stared at him for a beat too long, pulse still spiking at the ghost of LaMelo's voice in her ear. The way he'd leaned in—close enough that she could feel how warm his breath was, how soft his lips looked when he said it.
She hated him for it. She hated herself more.
After the reporters were cleared out and the players trickled into the showers, she slipped into the tunnel—needing air, needing distance from the crackle of leftover rage. She didn't expect to find him there, leaning against the far wall like he owned it.
LaMelo. Sweat-dark curls, fresh clothes, same reckless grin. He was waiting for her. Of course he was.
"Little early to stalk me, huh?" she snapped, crossing her arms.
He pushed off the wall—hands tucked in his pockets, every inch of him radiating that easy danger she couldn't stand. Or maybe she couldn't stand how much she wanted to touch it.
"Didn't want to leave without saying good game," he said, voice dripping sweet and mean at the same time.
"It wasn't yours," she shot back.
"That's what I love about you. You keep receipts."
She stepped closer—stupid, but she couldn't help it. She wanted to see if he'd flinch. He didn't. He leaned in too, so close she could feel his smirk.
He tipped his chin back toward the locker room. "Your lover boy threw a lil fit. Thought you two made up?"
The words sliced sharper than she'd admit. She bristled, jaw tight. "Stay out of it."
LaMelo's grin spread, wolfish. "Oh, I'm in it. That's the problem, huh?"
His eyes dropped to her mouth, lingered, then flicked back up. A breath caught at the back of her throat—a warning. But he just smirked, eyes glinting under the tunnel lights.
"You gonna keep him on a leash next time?" Melo murmured. "Or you like it when he barks?"
She laughed, sharp and humorless. "You should worry less about him and more about yourself."
"Oh, I do. I worry about me a lot. But you? Never."
She hated how it made her stomach flip—how she could smell his cologne, how he didn't break eye contact. He was so goddamn close.
She held his stare, pulse hammering in her throat. He was so close she swore she could feel the heat rolling off him—reckless, impossible. Her hand twitched at her side like she might grab his shirt just to shove him back—or pull him closer. She couldn't tell which one she hated more.
Then LaMelo tipped his head, voice low and wicked.
"You need a ride home?" he asked, almost gentle—but it dripped with every unspoken thing between them. "Could swing you by. Make sure you... settle down."
She nearly choked. "Excuse me?"
He just shrugged, lazy, devilish. "You look tired. Can't have you all worn out for next time."
Her pulse kicked. Part of her wanted to spit in his face. Part of her wanted to say yes, just to see if he'd really do it—if he'd lean over, open the passenger door for her like he owned her too.
A door banged open behind them—footsteps heavy on the concrete.
"Theresa," Jalen's voice cut through, rough, raw with leftover adrenaline. He clocked LaMelo standing too close, her posture tight. His eyes narrowed, a fuse catching fire all over again. "Let's go."
She flinched—turned—Jalen stood there, eyes narrowed, bag slung over his shoulder like he was ready to drag her out by the wrist if he had to. His gaze flicked to Melo, then back to her. Pure challenge.
LaMelo's grin widened—he didn't even bother to hide it. "Oh? Didn't know you two were carpooling now."
Theresa squared her shoulders, something cold sliding into place under her ribs. She forced her voice steady—like she was the calm one here, like this wasn't all knives under the skin. "I have a ride home."
She said it to Melo—not to Jalen. Let him hear it. Let him feel it.
The corner of LaMelo's mouth twitched, something dark flashing in his eyes. He stepped in, voice pitched low enough that only she could hear it. "Sweet. Tell him to buckle up."
He leaned in, his breath ghosting her ear one last time, words sweet and vile. "Don't worry, baby. I'm patient." He pulled back enough to flash that grin that made her ribs ache. "Save me that dance."
And then he brushed past her, shoulder grazing hers, close enough that the static crackled all the way down her spine.
She didn't turn around—not until he was halfway down the tunnel, swaggering like he'd already won something she hadn't agreed to lose.
Jalen moved to her side, tension rolling off him in waves. "What the hell was that?"
"Nothing," she lied, ignoring the heat blooming under her skin.
He looked like he didn't buy it for a second. But he just tipped his head toward the exit, jaw tight. "Let's go."
She didn't say a word. She just followed—pulse still spiking with every echo of LaMelo's voice in her ear.
Chapter 30: Patience Is a Weapon
Chapter Text
LaMelo
The tunnel spat him out into warm-up chaos—bodies moving fast, music thumping low, cameras already hunting angles. Melo stepped onto the hardwood like he always did: loose-limbed, half-smiling, pretending the noise didn't matter even when it did.
The air in State Farm always felt different. Thick with rivalry. With eyes. Tonight, it felt heavier.
The lights hit fast, familiar. So did the echo of his name from some row too far up to matter. He smiled without thinking, gum tucked behind his teeth, gold flashing like punctuation. This was the part he liked—the before. The crackle in the air. The eyes. The tension.
The drama.
Someone behind him said something dumb about dropping thirty. He chuckled, didn't answer. His focus was already drifting.
The music was trash, but he barely heard it. That low arena thump barely touched him—not with his blood humming like this, not with the lights bouncing off the floor just right. Warm-ups were just background noise.
He ran through a drill, let muscle memory take over. His shot felt clean. Legs springy. Shoulders loose. But every time he glanced toward the sideline, he caught it—that tension humming just outside the frame.
And there she was. Clipboard in hand, headset slung just behind her ears like she was one bad mood away from ripping it off. Feet planted. Jaw locked. Looking everywhere but at him.
Which meant she'd already seen him.
Melo felt it hit—low and sharp, right behind his ribs. That split-second tug of gravity that only she ever managed to pull off. Theresa Young. Stone-faced and wound tight like a bad play waiting to happen. Mouth set in that sharp little line she wore when she was trying not to feel something.
He hated how good he was at reading it now. Hated that he looked for it.
He slowed, just half a step. Let his gaze land—casual, not careless. Didn't stare, didn't smirk. Just looked. Let her feel it.
And she did.
The pen stuttered in her grip. Not much. Not enough for anyone else to catch. But he saw it. That one tiny crack in the armor.
It lit something in him. Warm. Wicked.
Next to her, a friend was running her mouth, animated as hell. Melo didn't bother trying to hear what she was saying, but the way Theresa's mouth tightened? That told him enough.
She was already mad.
Good.
He dipped his chin—just once. Sharp. Deliberate. A little bow, a little bite. Just to let her know he saw her. That he always would.
Then he peeled away before she could blink, folding back into the blur of jerseys and sneakers and courtside chaos. A rookie tossed him the ball, asked about his pregame playlist. Melo didn't answer right away. His head was still back there—still hooked on the way she looked at him like a storm she wasn't ready to name.
She could pretend she wasn't watching. Didn't change the fact that she was. Didn't change the fact that he wanted her to.
Tipoff was close. The building was heating up.
And so was he.
A smirk tugged at his mouth as he slipped into line with the rest of the guys, letting his body go through the motions of the passing drill while his eyes stayed where they mattered. Even when she looked away, even when she refused to react, he could feel it—the spark. The static.
Someone cracked a joke behind him. He fake-laughed, spun the ball on his finger, let his shirt ride up just a little higher on the pivot.
Then it shifted. Just a flicker—another presence stepping too close to her space. Melo saw it before he could hear it. Jalen. Of course.
No clipboard, no headset. Just him. Big and too confident and trying not to look like he was about to beg.
Melo's jaw ticked.
He didn't stop the drill. Didn't change his stride. But his eyes were locked on that sideline now. Watching Jalen hover. Watching Theresa pretend it didn't matter.
It mattered.
She didn't flinch when Jalen leaned in, but something shifted in her shoulders. Melo tracked it all—the glance she tried not to give him, the flash of a softer expression she never let him see.
He didn't need to hear what they were saying. He could already guess.
Jalen always played it soft. Warm voice, gentle touches, the kind of guilt-trip bullshit girls like Theresa shouldn't keep falling for.
But she wasn't laughing. She wasn't melting. She looked like she wanted to slap someone.
Melo liked that. He liked that a lot.
Jalen said something that made her freeze. Melo caught the slight flinch in her grip. The too loud snap of the pen. That was the real her. The one who'd bite before she'd bleed. The one who knew how to hold a line.
He made a note to tell her that later.
The conversation ended fast. Jalen pulled back, and Theresa didn't even watch him go. But her hand lingered on the clipboard like it was a shield she couldn't quite drop.
Melo's chest tightened, a strange heat curling through him.
Then she looked up.
At him.
Straight across the court, through the chaos. Her eyes caught his like she'd felt him there the whole time—and she didn't blink. Didn't budge. She just looked. Cold. Challenging. Like she was daring him to say something about it.
His smirk twitched wider.
That's my girl.
He held her stare, steady. Let her see the grin tug at his mouth. Let her know he wasn't backing off—not tonight, not ever.
She was the one who broke first—barely, but it counted.
He turned back into the drill, spinning the ball behind his back, tossing a lazy no-look to the rookie beside him. But the buzz under his skin was all hers. That stare. That crackle. That heat.
It didn't go away.
Then he caught movement out of the corner of his eye. Another player stepping in close to her—small, wiry, familiar gait.
Trae.
Melo didn't need to hear that convo either. The way Trae watched him? All big brother energy, thinly veiled threat. But Melo didn't rattle. He never had.
Let them talk. Let them guess.
Theresa was already his problem.
He tossed up a corner three. Watched it arc. Watched it drop, but didn't celebrate.
The anthem came and went. He stood there like he always did—shoulders loose, face blank, mouthing every third word like a kid pretending to pay attention in school. But his eyes weren't on the flag.
They were on her.
Theresa.
Center row, clipboard in her lap like it was a weapon. Legs crossed sharp, back straight, like she wasn't even thinking about him. But he knew better. He always knew.
The lights dimmed, player intros popped, and he didn't flinch when the fireworks hit. None of it fazed him. It never did. But her? She made his teeth itch.
LaMelo slid into the seat at the end of the Hornets bench, towel tossed around his neck, gum tucked under his tongue. His legs spread wide, arms slung across the back of the chair like he owned every square inch of the arena—even the part she was sitting in.
He felt her not looking at him. That stubborn, calculated avoidance she did when she wanted to win the war by pretending it wasn't happening.
It was happening.
"Yo, bro," Miles leaned over, grinning. "You good?"
Melo didn't answer right away. His eyes were still on her, watching the way her pen twitched across her notes like she was trying to stab the clipboard into submission.
He smirked. "Yeah," he said, low. "Better than good."
And then Jalen passed.
Water bottle in hand, head ducked like he was casual—but Melo saw the flicker in his eyes when he glanced Theresa's way. That little check-in move. Like she was his problem.
She gave Jalen the tiniest nod. Cool. Brisk. Detached.
But Melo didn't miss the tension in her mouth. Didn't miss the way her shoulders shifted half a second later—guilt, maybe. Or regret.
He filed that away.
When her eyes lifted again, they landed straight on him.
Perfect.
He didn't smile right away. He waited. Let the moment stretch. Then let that grin crawl across his face—sharp, knowing. Like he could taste the lie in her breath when she said she was over this.
Over him.
He leaned toward his teammate, said something stupid and vague just loud enough to make them laugh. The sound bounced, hit her section like a rock skipping across water.
Her friend leaned in beside her, laughing too. Not at the joke—just at the mess. Theresa still didn't move. Didn't even blink.
God, she was stubborn.
His smirk curled up without permission—lazy, crooked, somewhere between a taunt and a dare.
Come on, Young. Look away.
She didn't.
Didn't flinch. Didn't blink. Held it like a challenge.
Melo felt his stomach dip, sharp and stupid. He turned back toward the assistant coach before he did something dumber. Shoulder roll. Casual. Unbothered.
Except he wasn't.
Not really.
The whistle blew, signaling tipoff. He rose slow, stretching, warmup shirt clinging to his back for a second before he tugged it over his head and let it slide to the floor like a dropped gauntlet. He knew how it looked. The lighting. The tattoos. The sweat already catching at his collarbone.
He wanted her to see.
And she did. She always did.
On the court, things moved fast. First quarter blur—ball in motion, bodies in collision, whistles cutting the air like razor wire. Melo flowed like water through the seams, racking assists and slicing through the paint like gravity didn't apply to him.
But he never lost track of her.
When Zaccharie bricked that three? Melo clocked the kid's whole body deflate like a busted balloon—and saw Theresa's dead-eyed stare slice across the court like a sniper scope. That "mom look" she had? Brutal.
Ruthless. Hot.
He laughed to himself and took the next possession into his own hands, flipping a pass behind his back just because he could. The crowd roared. He barely heard it.
Timeout. Buzzers. A breath caught between plays.
He wandered too close to the scorer's table—casually. No one stopped him. They never did.
She didn't look up. So he leaned just close enough to make it a problem.
"Got an extra pen?" he asked, low and lazy, like he wasn't trying to ruin her life.
She glanced up, eyes like ice and fire at the same time. "Lose yours already?"
He shrugged. "Might've slipped out my bag."
"Sounds like a you problem."
She didn't move, didn't shift, but he caught it—the shallow breath, the little recalibration in her stare like she was feeling him now.
"Could make it your problem," he added, soft and dangerous.
She bared her teeth in a smile that didn't reach her eyes. "Try it, Ball. See how that works out for you."
God, he loved her mouth.
The whistle went. Time to play again.
He grabbed her pen—slow, smooth, twirling it between his fingers like it was his from the start.
"Thanks, trouble," he said, already walking backward.
He didn't need to look to know she was watching him go.
He sank a deep three on the next possession just to be an asshole. Jogged backward for a beat, smirk still stitched into his face like a brand. She caught it. Of course she did.
He didn't need her to smile. He didn't need her to flinch. He just needed her to feel it.
She did. He saw it in the way she clutched her clipboard too tight. In the ink bleeding into the margin. In the set of her jaw.
This wasn't a game anymore.
This was personal.
And he was just getting started.
It started with a screen—clean, solid. Melo slipped under, chased the switch, and caught Jalen shoulder-to-shoulder just past the elbow. He didn't hit him hard, but the contact lingered. On purpose.
Jalen didn't say anything. Not yet.
Next play, Melo boxed out on a long rebound and felt the pressure behind him—tight, insistent. Jalen digging in like he had something to prove.
"Relax," Melo muttered, not even looking. "Ball's not gonna bite you."
Jalen didn't bite either. Just shoved off a little harder on the way back down the court.
Melo grinned. Good.
They didn't really start jawing until halfway through the quarter—when Melo faked a baseline cut, spun out, and tossed a no-look dime that turned into a fast break bucket.
He jogged backward, watching Jalen the whole time.
"You good?" Melo asked, voice low enough to barely carry. "Look tense."
Jalen's stare could've cracked granite. "Watch yourself."
Melo's eyebrows jumped. He liked that tone.
"I am watching," he said, flashing a quick grin. "Just not you."
That got him a shove—small, hidden in the traffic of a missed free throw rebound. Melo stumbled a step, then straightened up like it was nothing, brushing off his jersey.
LaMelo cocked his head, amused. "You always play this tight, or is it just when I'm around?"
Jalen didn't blink. "You so much as breathe wrong around her again—"
"Ohhh," Melo cut in, grin spreading, "so this is about her."
He leaned in a little, like he was offering advice instead of trying to get under his skin.
"Then maybe," he said, voice low and edged like a knife in velvet, "you should be more worried about keeping her."
That hit. Hard enough to show.
Jalen didn't respond with words this time. Just looked at him—jaw flexed, stare so tight Melo swore the air around them dropped a degree. For a split second, Melo wondered if he'd swing right there.
But he didn't.
He just turned and ran the next set like his sneakers were on fire.
Melo chuckled under his breath, hands on his hips.
"Man's acting like I said something wrong."
He glanced toward the sideline—caught her eyes for half a second.
Then let the grin return, smug and electric.
Always watching.
And Jalen? Jalen was boiling.
Exactly where he wanted him.
By halftime, he was pissed off and buzzing. The Hawks were running hot. Jalen wouldn't stop chirping. And Theresa—she moved around the bench like she couldn't feel him anymore. Like none of it was sticking. Like he hadn't already gotten under her skin and set up camp.
Bullshit.
He saw the way her shoulders went tight when he got too close to Trae. The way her eyes tracked him in the blur between quarters. She thought he wouldn't notice.
She always underestimated how much attention he paid to the wrong things.
The tunnel was colder than it looked—too quiet, too clean, like it didn't know a war was about to break loose again in twenty minutes.
He waited in the shadows, leaned lazy against the wall just past the exit ramp, hands tucked into the waistband of his warmup like he had nowhere better to be. He'd slipped out during the noise—right when the rest of the team filed into the away locker room like they were clocking in.
He wasn't ready yet.
Not when he'd seen her walk this way.
And not when her shoulders were still pulled that tight—like every breath cost her something.
He could hear her before he saw her—those quick, clipped footsteps, the way her clipboard thudded once against her thigh like she was trying to knock sense back into herself.
Then she turned the corner, and there she was. Alone now. No crowd, no cameras. Just her and that sharp little pen like she thought it'd protect her from him.
She didn't see him at first, not until she paused halfway down, blew out a breath like it was the first one she'd taken all day.
He waited half a second more. Let the tension settle.
Then—soft, smug, and too close to polite:
"Missed me yet?"
She didn't jump. But he knew her well enough to clock the flicker—just in her jaw, that tiny shift in the way her hand gripped the clipboard tighter.
"LaMelo."
Just that.
Flat. Measured. Sharp as a slap.
But it stopped him cold.
His name on her lips did something stupid to him. Lit a fuse somewhere low in his ribs. He'd been called worse things by better people, but somehow the sound of his name, shaped by her mouth—steady, dismissive, unbothered—landed like a punch he didn't see coming.
She'd never said it before. Not to his face. Not like that.
He kept the grin. Kept his body loose, his lean easy. But inside, he was clocking every millisecond. The way it hung between them. The way it settled into his skin like a bruise. The way she said it like it didn't mean a damn thing—even though both of them knew better.
He let his gaze slide over her, slow and deliberate. Shrugged like he hadn't just bled a little under his hoodie.
"Theresa," he said, her name silk-slick on his tongue. A mirror. A dare.
Let her feel it too.
"Shouldn't you be in your locker room? Plotting your next turnover?"
He laughed—low, a scratch in his throat. "Cute," he said, tilting his head just enough to catch the echo of voices disappearing down the other end of the tunnel. "You look tense. Somethin' wrong?"
"You," she bit, and that was too real. Too fast.
Melo moved in—not close enough to touch, but close enough she could feel it if she wanted to. He braced one hand above her head, palm against the wall like a fuse waiting for flame.
"You been thinkin' about me, huh?"
Her eyes shot up. Bingo.
He saw it—the pulse at her neck, the flick of her pupils, the sharp edge of her trying to clamp down on every thought she didn't want him to see.
"I think about missed shots. Bad coverage. Dumb fouls."
"That all I am to you?" He gave a little tsk, tongue against his teeth. "Hurts my feelings, baby."
"Don't call me that."
"Why?" He dipped his chin, curls casting a shadow over his lashes as he studied her face like it was a playbook. "Scared someone gonna hear?"
She stabbed her pen against the board so hard it echoed off the cinderblock. "Go away."
But she wasn't moving.
Neither was he.
"You got him all twisted up out there, you know that?"
She blinked, caught off guard. "Who?"
"That pretty forward boy of yours." He let the smile curl crooked now. "He lookin' at me like he wanna swing. I told him he should be more worried about keepin' you."
There it was—the pause. The hit.
Her voice went tight. "Shut up."
"Mm, nah." He leaned in that extra inch—not touching, but close enough she'd feel it in her bones. "Ain't my fault you got him so deep in it he don't know whether to kiss you or choke me out."
He meant it as a jab, sure. But also—maybe—kind of as a compliment. Not that he'd ever say that part out loud.
She didn't push him. Didn't move.
"You get off on making shit harder for me?" she asked, voice low.
He smiled slow. Let it drip.
"Don't gotta try that hard," he murmured. "You do it to yourself."
He saw the way she swallowed that. The way her fingers clenched tighter around the clipboard like it was the only thing keeping her from tipping toward him.
"LaMelo—"
He stepped in again—barely half a breath left between them. Close enough for the scent of her shampoo to cut through the sweat in the air. Close enough to see the moment her lips parted, then pressed tight again.
His voice went soft. Dangerous.
"Save me a dance," he said, eyes never leaving hers. "Second half's gonna be fun."
He let it hang there. The heat. The dare.
Then he turned, just slow enough for her to see the grin still hanging on his mouth.
Back to the court. Back to the lights.
The buzzer split the air like a warning shot.
LaMelo didn't flinch.
He cracked his neck once, shook out his hands, and stepped back onto the hardwood like it was his damn stage. The Hawks were up two—barely—and the arena was loud, vibrating with that Atlanta kind of swagger that made visiting teams fold if they weren't careful.
But he didn't fold.
He floated.
Every time he let the ball fly—a deep three off a loose switch, a no-look dish threaded so clean it made even the home crowd gasp—he let his eyes drift. Not to the scoreboard. Not to the coach barking rotations behind him. To her.
Theresa, standing stiff behind the bench, arms crossed like she could hold herself still by force alone. Headset slack in her hand, lips tight, eyes sharper than any scouting report he'd ever read.
She was trying not to look. Trying too damn hard.
So he made it impossible not to.
A quick euro step past Zaccharie, a floater off the glass, and when he turned back up the court, he let the grin come slow. Let his eyes find hers and hold. Just for a second. Just long enough to say: I see you. I always see you.
She bit the inside of her cheek. He could tell—he knew her rhythms now. The way her jaw flexed when she was fighting the pull.
And just when he was about to slide past Jalen again, body low, ball tucked tight—he heard it.
"Yo."
Trae.
One word, tight as a trap.
They bumped shoulders on the press up the sideline—incidental, not enough to draw a whistle but just enough to make LaMelo glance sideways.
Trae's face was all calm. Cool. But his eyes?
Different story.
Something hard behind them. Quiet warning. Familiar heat. The kind of look that said don't start nothing if you don't plan to finish it.
LaMelo let the moment breathe. One beat. Two.
Then he smiled—sharp, harmless. Almost.
"Don't worry, Cap," he murmured, flicking the ball behind his back as he broke off the trap. "I play the long game."
Trae didn't bite. Just peeled off on the switch, jaw tight, eyes following him the whole way down the court.
But LaMelo felt it anyway.
The shift. The heat.
This was more than basketball now. Had been the minute she said his name.
He stepped into a quick curl screen, rose up, and let the shot fly.
Swish.
He didn't celebrate. Just jogged backward, chest rising, sweat slick down his spine—eyes already back on her.
And when she glanced up—couldn't help it—he gave her a look that said you still watching, trouble?
Because he was.
Always.
When the whistle blew timeout, he didn't wait. Didn't ask. Just drifted—like he always did—right through the noise and heat and sideline traffic until he hit her gravity.
She was already leaning forward over the scorers' table, headset cord looping messily around her wrist, clipboard clutched like it might save her from everything unraveling. Too focused. Too sharp. Too far gone into the game to notice him—until he got close enough to bend the air.
Her jaw tightened before she even looked up.
LaMelo grinned.
He braced his elbows on the table, casual as hell—like the Hawks weren't behind him, like the cameras weren't catching this, like Trae wasn't watching with that don't-you-dare squint.
Didn't matter.
She was here. He was here. So he leaned in.
"Not your bench." she said without looking up.
"Bench ain't as fun," he murmured, voice pitched just low enough to skim her collar. "No you over there."
She didn't blink. "Congratulations. You found me. Now go back."
He should've. He wouldn't.
"Don't look so serious, little Young," he drawled, glancing down at the set of her shoulders, the way her fingers fumbled once before clamping down tighter on her pen. "Ain't nobody dying tonight."
She glanced up at that—sharp, hot, annoyed. God, he loved that look. Like she wanted to throw her headset at his head.
"Get back in your huddle," she hissed. "Or do you want me to borrow that pen back and write up the stat line for your next turnover?"
He laughed. Couldn't help it. "You still mad about that? Coulda just asked for your pen back."
She slammed her clipboard down like punctuation. He felt the vibration through his elbows.
"I'm not asking you for anything."
No, she wasn't. That was the problem.
He leaned in—not touching, but close enough to feel the static between them crackle to life. "You look good tonight," he said, eyes flicking down her blazer. "New blazer?"
Her jaw ticked so hard it looked like it hurt.
"You're a child."
"Still older than your baby giraffe out there." He tilted his chin toward Zaccharie's dramatic flailing near the Hawks bench. "He gonna make it through this quarter without trippin' over his own feet?"
She glared so hard he nearly felt it in his chest. "Worry about your own feet, Ball."
"I do. They're doing just fine." He winked. Couldn't help it.
And then—maybe just because he could—he let his pinky brush the inside of her wrist. Barely a touch. Barely anything. But she stiffened like he'd touched a live wire.
"What happened to my pen, huh?"
She shoved her clipboard into his chest. "Ask your turnover rate. Maybe it ran away."
That earned a real laugh—low and rough, slipping between them like smoke. He caught the clipboard before it dropped, flipping it open like it belonged to him. And damn if the scrawl didn't look like her—tight, clean, aggressive in all the right ways.
"You keepin' track of me on here, huh?" he teased.
She grabbed for it. He jerked it back just in time.
"Give it back."
"Aw, come on. Lemme see what you got for me. Bet you got a whole page." He could feel her heat now—anger or adrenaline, he didn't care. It made him drunk either way.
Then she lunged.
Her palm hit his chest, right over his heart. Flat. Firm. Solid.
He went still.
Her hand was small. Her touch wasn't soft.
"Theresa—"
"Don't," she snapped, her fingers curling in his jersey. "Don't say my name like that."
His voice dropped, low and slow: "Theresa."
God. Her name tasted better when she was the one who gave it to him first.
The moment held—hot, breathless, the world blurring around them—and he wanted to stay in it, just a second longer. But the timeout was ending. Whistles blowing. Benches shifting.
She ripped the clipboard from his grip so fast their knuckles scraped. He let it go, hands raised in mock surrender.
"Didn't write down how pretty I look under the lights? Damn. You slippin'."
She stepped in close—too close, headset brushing his arm. "Get off my side of the court before I get security to drag you through the tunnel in handcuffs."
He smirked. "Kinky."
Her friend choked somewhere behind her. He didn't look.
"You know they hate when you threaten me," he said, leaning in one last time. "Makes 'em think you got a soft spot."
"I don't."
"Sure you don't."
A jab from the friend. "Timeout's over. Your boyfriend's gotta get back to work."
LaMelo stayed one second longer. Just long enough to let his shoulder brush her hair.
"Save me a smile for the buzzer?" he murmured. "Gonna want somethin' sweet to remember you by when I'm holdin' that W."
She gave him a smile that could've curdled blood. "Win first. Then talk."
He leaned in—real close. Voice turned silk.
"Keep lookin' at me like that... and I will."
And then he peeled away, jogging back toward his bench like none of it touched him. But his chest still buzzed. Her name still echoed.
He was already thinking about the fourth quarter.
Already thinking about how close he could push before she finally pushed back.
And what he'd do when she did.
The fourth quarter cracked open like a storm—fast, brutal, loud. The kind of chaos Melo lived for. Bodies collided like car crashes in the paint, every call was late or missed, and the crowd? Frothing. Every bucket, every whistle, every shove—it fed them.
Melo felt electric.
He'd hit that gear—the one where the game slowed down, where he could see the gaps before they opened. The Hawks tried to blitz him on the perimeter? Cool. One crossover and he was gone. Floaters in the lane. Step-backs from the parking lot. That spin into a finish off the glass? Art.
And yeah—he was grinning now. Couldn't help it.
Because every time the ball left his hands clean, he looked for her. Theresa.
She never looked back. Not once.
But he could see her—headset twisted in her grip, pacing behind the bench like she could keep the game from slipping with sheer will. Clipboard clutched like a shield. Lip bitten raw. Every inch of her told him she was feeling it. Him. All of it.
He licked his teeth. Let the grin ride.
Jalen was tight now—locked in, jaw set like he was chewing glass. Melo could feel him behind every screen, every hedge, every switch. The dude was glued to him like it was personal.
And maybe it was.
Late in the quarter, Melo pulled up from deep—right over Jalen's hand. Net barely moved. He turned before it dropped, jawing over his shoulder.
"Too little, baby. Might as well sit down."
Jalen shoved him, chest-to-chest. Ref blew the whistle but swallowed the tech. Melo just laughed—head tipped back, sweat pouring, grin flashing that gold incisor.
"Soft-ass shove," he said, low and slow as they got separated. "That all you got?"
Timeout. Hawks up four. Crowd losing their damn minds.
Theresa stood over at the scorers' table, flipping through notes like she could write the ending herself.
Melo? He wasn't done.
Next possession, he called iso. Jalen up in his jersey already. Melo dipped a shoulder, gave him a little bump with the off arm—nothing dirty, just enough. Jalen barked in his face.
"You want a whistle? Or you just wanna cry?" Melo muttered. Then, without looking: "Maybe if you kept her happy, I wouldn't still be on her mind."
Jalen snapped. Full chest-to-chest contact. Barking back. Melo smirked—got you.
Ball slipped loose. Scramble. Zaccharie got it, pushed it to Trae—slam. Hawks bench exploded.
Melo stood, brushing himself off. Jogged back slow—and on the way, he smacked Jalen's ass.
"Thanks for the screen," he muttered, breathless. "Appreciate the assist."
Jalen spun. Boom. Nose to nose. Arms up. Melo didn't even blink.
"Watch it."
Melo leaned in, smiling wide enough to show teeth. "Or what?"
Techs flew. Coaches dove in. Players yanked them apart. The crowd? Roared like blood had spilled.
Melo didn't care. He was in it now—deep. That line between genius and chaos? He danced on it.
Last play. Twenty seconds. Down two. Hornets ball.
Coach called for space. Melo waved him off.
He wanted it. Him. Jalen. Her watching. The whole city breathing on the moment.
He brought it up slow, eyes locked on his target. Jalen met him at the top of the arc, feet twitching, reading his hips. Melo jabbed once—twice. Whispered low.
"She looked real pretty tonight, huh? You gonna lose the game and the girl?"
Stepback. Fade. Clean release.
Clang.
Iron.
The buzzer screamed. Hawks bench rushed the floor. Trae screamed like he'd won a title. Zaccharie flailed like a cartoon.
Melo stayed still.
Hands on knees. Breathing hard.
Grinning.
Because when Jalen walked by, chest puffed like a winner, Melo caught him again—shoulder to shoulder. Leaned in, voice low.
"Keep an eye on her, Johnson."
"Think I already told you to watch it."
"You better watch who's keeping you on the floor."
Jalen spun—but Theresa was already there, cutting between them, palm flat on Jalen's chest, eyes blazing at both of them.
"Enough."
Melo tilted around her, eyes on hers now—low, unreadable.
"Save me a dance," he murmured, lips barely moving. "Next round's mine."
And then he winked and turned. Slipped into the tunnel without looking back.
But he felt her there.
Still burning. Just like him.
Still his favorite kind of war.
The locker room had started to clear, steam curling out into the hallway every time the shower door cracked open. Reporters gone. Teammates filtering out in packs of two or three, energy still buzzing from the loss. Melo didn't follow them. He stayed.
Leaning against the cinderblock wall like it was his throne, hoodie on, curls still damp, arms folded. Waiting.
He knew she'd come.
When she did—sharp shoulders, head down like she was trying to think her way out of feeling—he didn't move. Just watched her step into the tunnel like she needed the oxygen more than the win.
She stopped dead when she saw him.
"Little early to stalk me, huh?" she snapped, arms crossed like armor.
He smirked. "Didn't want to leave without saying good game."
"It wasn't yours," she shot back, fast.
He liked that. The heat in it. The fire under her ribs. "That's what I love about you," he said easily. "You keep receipts."
She stepped closer—dumb move. Or maybe the smartest one she'd made all night. He didn't flinch. Just tilted his head slightly, watched her eyes catch on his like a hook.
He tipped his chin toward the locker rooms, mouth curved. "Your lover boy threw a lil fit. Thought you two made up?"
Her whole face shifted—tight around the edges, like the words landed where they weren't supposed to. Good. Let her feel it.
"Stay out of it," she said.
He grinned wider. "Oh, I'm in it. That's the problem, huh?"
His eyes dropped, unhurried—brushed over her lips and back up like he was tasting the thought. The tension spiked between them, sharp as barbed wire.
"You gonna keep him on a leash next time?" he asked, low. "Or you like it when he barks?"
That laugh—sharp, mean—cut between them like glass. "You should worry less about him and more about yourself."
"Oh, I do," he said. "Worry about me a lot. But you?" His smile curled. "Never."
Her eyes didn't blink, didn't budge. Just lit up like fire meeting gasoline. She looked like she might slap him or kiss him—he wasn't sure which one would hit harder.
"You need a ride home?" he asked—low, velvet, soaked in everything he wasn't saying.
She choked. "Excuse me?"
"You look tired," he added, eyes dragging down her neck, back up. "Can't have you all worn out for next time."
And then—
Footsteps. A shadow cut through the tunnel's light.
"Theresa," Jalen's voice snapped, hard and pointed. Melo didn't even look at him at first—just kept his eyes on her like she was the only thing that mattered. Her posture straightened, breath caught. "Let's go."
When he finally turned, it was just to smile.
"Oh? Didn't know you two were carpooling now."
She didn't look at Jalen. She looked at him.
"I have a ride home," she said—to him. Not a declaration. A decision.
Melo's smirk barely twitched. Something darker flashed under it. He stepped in again, so close he could smell her perfume under the sweat and tunnel grime.
"Sweet," he murmured near her ear, voice dipped just enough to scrape bone. "Tell him to buckle up."
He lingered, just to feel her flinch. Just to watch the heat crawl back into her skin.
"Don't worry, baby," he whispered, "I'm patient."
Then he smiled—lazy, dangerous—and brushed past her shoulder like they were the only two people in the building without looking back.
He lied.
He wasn't a patient man. Never had been. Not with games. Not with wins. Not with people.
But for her?
For the way she held a stare like it was a weapon, for the way she lied with her mouth and told the truth with her eyes—
He could wait.
Just a little longer.
Chapter 31: Ceasefire
Notes:
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Theresa
The hallway bled into the players' lot—the echo of the arena still humming behind them like a bad song stuck in her teeth. Theresa matched Jalen's pace, but just barely—her steps clipped, the sharp tap of her boots against the concrete the only thing she trusted to keep her head clear.
They reached the wide garage door, that hush of the night seeping in cold around the corners. A few staffers drifted past, half glancing their way before minding their own business. Nobody wanted to get between them—not like this.
Jalen fell into step at her side, hands shoved in his pockets, shoulders still drawn tight like he was holding the last fifteen minutes between his teeth. She kept her eyes ahead, keys biting into her palm, every step an argument she didn't have the energy to finish.
"What did he say to you?" His voice cracked the quiet—rough, low, too close.
She didn't look at him. "Nothing."
"That didn't look like nothing."
"Then maybe don't look next time," she snapped—not loud, but sharp enough that it echoed off the concrete. More tired than angry, but it landed the same.
"You want me to just let him talk to you like that?"
"You want me to stop doing my job because he bothers you?" Her keys rattled against her thigh as she walked faster.
"That's not what I said."
"No, Jalen. That's exactly what you said."
"I'm not jealous."
She let out a short, humorless laugh that bounced off the garage walls. "Could've fooled me."
"I'm not," he said again—but it was tighter now, the words wrapped around something he couldn't spit out. His eyes found hers, dark and restless. "But I'm not gonna stand there while that dude runs his mouth and pretends like—" He cut himself off, jaw flexing.
"Pretends like what?" she asked—too soft, too sharp. A knife tucked in velvet.
He didn't answer. Just blew out a breath, raked a hand over the back of his neck, and looked away like the concrete was gonna offer him a way out.
She adjusted her bag on her shoulder. "I drove my own car," she said, tone flat as the concrete under her feet.
"I know." Jalen didn't miss a beat—his voice was soft, but his jaw was tight, like every word scraped his teeth raw. "Still. Let me drive you home."
She huffed out a short, humorless breath—something like a laugh, except it felt like it stuck halfway up her throat. "I have a meeting early in the morning."
"So?" He stopped walking, just shy of her car. The lot light spilled over his shoulders, made him look too big and too open in all the places she'd been trying to board up. "I'll pick you up and drive you to the meeting."
She scowled, keys biting her palm. "You don't have practice until afternoon."
He didn't flinch. Didn't blink. Just stepped a little closer—enough to block out the sodium lamp behind him, like he wanted to swallow the whole argument whole. "That won't be a problem," he said, quieter now but no less stubborn. "I'll even wait after the meeting if you want."
"Jalen—" She started, but he cut her off—sharp, not cruel, but close.
"No, Theresa." He scrubbed a hand over his mouth, eyes dragging away from hers for half a second like he couldn't stand the sight of his own words. When he met her stare again, it was raw—unvarnished. "I fucked up. I know that. I know I fucked up. But I'm trying, okay?"
He took another step—close enough now that she could smell the faint bite of postgame soap and the leftover adrenaline he still hadn't sweated out.
"I'm trying," he said again, voice low and rough. "But I can't make things right if you don't let me. If you just keep punishing me for everything."
Her keys clicked once against her car door—a stupid little sound that felt too loud in the hush. She swallowed, throat tight. "I'm not—"
"Yeah, you are." He didn't say it unkindly. Just honest. It was the honesty that stung the worst. "You think I don't know? You think I don't see it every time I look at you—how bad you want to just... cut it all off?"
The way his eyes searched hers made her chest ache—a deep, old bruise. His voice cracked, just a hair.
"Let me drive you home," he said, softer now. "Please."
All she could do was stand there, caught between the keys in her hand and the ghost of LaMelo's smirk still crawling up her spine—every orbit colliding where she'd hoped they never would.
For half a second, she really did think about saying no—about telling him she was fine, about tossing another brick on the wall between them just to see if it would hold. But when she looked up, the fight dropped out of her shoulders.
He was just standing there—stubborn and tired and still hers in ways she didn't know how to kill off. The whole lot felt too quiet, the hum of the city leaking in like a dare she didn't want to take.
She blew out a breath, the edges of it shaking. "Fine," she muttered, just above a whisper. She dropped her keys in her bag like they'd burned her fingers. "Drive me home."
Jalen didn't smile—not really. But something in his chest unlocked, the tension in his jaw easing enough for her to see the way relief cracked him open. He reached for her bag, sliding it off her shoulder like it was nothing, like he still had permission.
"C'mon," he said, voice low. "I parked up front."
They walked side by side through the lot—a safe distance, no accidental brushes of knuckles or shoulders, no words either. But the quiet felt different now—less like a punishment, more like a ceasefire she wasn't ready to break.
When they reached his car, he opened the passenger door for her—a small, stupid thing, but it made her chest tighten all the same. She ducked inside without a word, the chill of the night air giving way to the familiar warmth that clung to his seats, his music, his everything.
He settled behind the wheel, one hand tapping the steering wheel like he needed somewhere to put the leftover adrenaline. When he looked over, his eyes were softer—still bruised around the edges, but open.
"Seatbelt," he murmured.
She rolled her eyes, but clicked it into place anyway. He waited until she was settled before pulling out—slow, steady, the night sliding past in a blur of streetlights and dark corners they never talked about.
The first few minutes were nothing but tires on damp pavement and the muted click of the turn signal. Theresa kept her eyes pinned to the blurred lights outside her window, arms crossed so tight across her chest they hurt.
Jalen glanced over, knuckles flexing on the wheel. "You warm enough?"
"Yeah," she said. One syllable. Too sharp.
He drummed his thumb against the leather—once, twice—like he wanted to say more but didn't trust it not to come out wrong. He made the next turn slow, careful, like he was handling glass.
"You don't have to do that," she said after a stretch of silence, her voice flat but her pulse tripping anyway. "Pretend like it's fine."
"I'm not pretending," he shot back, eyes still on the road but his jaw flexing. "I'm trying to be here. With you. Isn't that what you want?"
She let out a short, bitter laugh. "What I want? Jalen, you don't get to say that. Not after—" She cut herself off, teeth sinking into the inside of her cheek. She wasn't giving him that. Not here. Not in the middle of a half-dead street at midnight.
He pulled up to a red light—the glow washing his face in a sharp crimson that made him look both older and too young all at once. He turned to her fully then, one arm braced on the back of her seat.
"Theresa," he said, voice rough. "You don't have to remind me how bad I fucked it up. I know. You make it clear every time you look at me like I'm the last person you'd pick if you had any damn choice."
She stared at him—didn't look away even when the light changed and a car behind them honked. He ignored it, eyes locked on hers.
"I'm here," he said again, softer now but still raw. "I'm here. And I'm gonna keep showing up. You can slam the door in my face, you can pretend it doesn't get to you—but I know it does. And I know I can fix it if you'd just—"
"Just what?" she snapped. "Just forget it ever happened? Just let it go because you showed up tonight?"
He didn't flinch. Didn't back off. He leaned in, voice so low it scraped across her bones. "No. Because I'll keep showing up. Because I'll keep doing it until you don't feel like you have to hold everything together by yourself anymore. Even when you hate me for it."
The car behind them honked again—long and angry this time. Jalen let out a rough huff of breath, flicked his eyes back to the road, and hit the gas.
They didn't speak again until he pulled up outside her building—the streetlamp overhead throwing their shadows against the dash, too close, too tangled.
He put it in park but didn't kill the engine. Didn't look at her either—just stared straight ahead, jaw tight.
"You want me to wait?" he asked, voice careful. "In the morning. After your meeting."
She knew she should say no. That would've been the smart thing—the clean thing. But her fingers curled in her lap instead. Her throat felt like it might crack open.
"Fine," she whispered.
He finally looked at her—really looked—and for a second, it almost didn't feel so jagged.
"Okay," he said, voice rough but softer now. "Okay."
She grabbed her bag and got out before she could change her mind—boots echoing on the sidewalk, the cold air a slap she needed. She didn't look back. Didn't watch him wait until she was inside.
But he did. He always did.
Morning came fast and mean—the sun barely cracking through the haze when Theresa's alarm snarled at her from the nightstand. She slapped it off with more force than necessary, the echo sharp in her half-dark apartment.
The first thing she did—before coffee, before shower, before the tight bun and the swipe of mascara she didn't even care to perfect—was check her phone. One text. From him.
Jalen: I'm outside
No punctuation. No good morning. Just there. Like he'd been camped out since dawn, waiting to make sure she didn't slip through his fingers again.
She tugged her coat tight over her blazer—the one that still smelled faintly of the arena, of Gatorade and cheap adrenaline—and locked up behind her. The hallway light flickered overhead, her boots scuffing the tile as she made her way down.
Through the lobby glass, she could see him. Jalen, parked half-crooked by the curb, one hand drumming the wheel, the other flicking through something on his phone. He looked too big for her street—shoulders hunched against the cold, jaw set like he was gearing up for another fight.
When she stepped out, the wind knifed through her collar, making her eyes water. She didn't give him the satisfaction of seeing her shiver. She just wrenched the passenger door open and slid in without a word.
"Morning," he said, voice careful—too careful, like he was trying to gauge which version of her he'd get.
"Morning," she echoed, deadpan. She buckled her seatbelt like it was armor.
The ride was quieter than last night's—tension coiled tight but not snapping yet. Just there, heavy between them, breathing in the same air.
He didn't try to fill it with small talk. Just one hand on the wheel, the other flexing on his thigh, the city waking up around them in sharp bursts of traffic and too-bright billboards.
When they pulled up to the glass tower where her meeting was, he swung into the drop-off lane so smooth it made her stomach flip.
"You want me to come back?" he asked, eyes still fixed ahead, voice lower now. "Wait for you?"
She paused, hand hovering near the door handle. "No," she said finally. "I left my car at the arena last night, remember? I need to get it home."
Jalen blinked, like he'd forgotten—or like he hadn't wanted to remember. "Right," he murmured. "Yeah. I know."
She glanced over at him—the morning light cutting sharp across his jaw, the shadows under his eyes deeper than usual.
"But," she said, voice quiet, almost casual, "you could come over later. After practice."
His eyes flicked toward her. She didn't look at him, not directly—just stared straight ahead like it wasn't an offer, like it didn't mean anything.
"For dinner," she added, too quickly. "If you want."
Jalen didn't smile—not fully. But his posture changed. Something softer settled in his chest, like hope wrapped in caution.
"I'll be there," he said.
She nodded once, already reaching for the door. "Good. Don't be late."
And then she was gone—heels clicking toward the lobby, coat flaring behind her like she hadn't just let him in. Just a little. Just enough.
The hallway smelled like old coffee and new money—glass and chrome, the kind of air that felt just a degree too cold on purpose. Theresa stood by the elevator bank, arms folded tight over her binder, half listening to the hum of people buzzing in and out with their crisp suits and strained pleasantries.
The doors slid open. She stepped in, pressed the button for her floor and caught her reflection in the mirrored panel before the doors shut. She looked fine. Professional. Crisp enough to hide the knots twisting up her spine.
But she could still feel it—the heat of last night under her skin. Jalen's voice in the car. The hiss of LaMelo's laugh when he'd leaned too close. She hated that she carried them both in here, tucked like splinters behind her ribs.
The floor ticked by. Fifteen... twenty... twenty three... ding.
Theresa exited just outside the executive conference suite on the premium level, arms folded tight over her binder, trying to tune out the hum of it all.
The carpet here was too plush, the air conditioning set too low—like someone had decided professionalism equated to mild frostbite.
Behind her, a few junior staffers hovered by the elevators, voices hushed. One of them snuck a glance at her. She didn't return it.
The door to the conference room opened with a soft click. A young Hawks assistant—too eager, still new—gave her a bright, brittle smile. "They're ready for you, Ms. Young."
Of course they were.
Inside, the room was a slab of glass and leather. A long table scattered with branded notepads, tablets flickering to life as she walked in. At the head of it—the big dogs. Senior front office, a league rep dialing in by speaker. A few familiar Hawks execs she'd stopped pretending to charm years ago.
She slid into her seat at the side, spine straight, binder open. No warm-up, no handshake chatter. Just:
"Morning," said the VP across from her, voice flat as a ruler. "Let's get this moving. We need to talk timelines."
She didn't flinch. "Good. Because I have them."
Her pen clicked—sharp punctuation in the hush. She could almost see Trae's half-smirk if he were here: Ice Queen mode. Let's go. Good. She needed it. She needed something colder than the mess she'd left smoldering in the garage.
The conversation whipped quick—trade window options, cap space angles, Zaccharie's minutes, All-Star possibilities. Old men droned about the risk of shaking things up mid-season. One asked if she really thought the bench unit could handle the next two weeks if she pushed certain rotations through.
She leveled him with that look that had made rookies wilt and GMs bite back comments more than once. "Do I look like I don't have an answer?"
Silence.
One of the older execs leaned back with a grunt. "You wear too many hats, Young. PR, strategy, babysitter... What don't you do?"
Theresa smiled thinly. "I don't miss."
She laid out her plan, numbers crisp, tone colder than the coffee in her travel mug. She didn't trip once—not over the stat sheet, not over the tiny tremor that still lingered under her skin. Every so often, her phone buzzed in her pocket. Once, twice. She didn't check.
By the fourth time, even the VP across from her lifted an eyebrow.
"Something more important than your mid-season depth chart, Ms. Young?" he drawled.
Theresa didn't miss a beat. "No." She flipped the page. "Just a distraction. Let's keep moving."
But when the execs turned their attention to a cost projection, she slipped her phone under the table—thumb swiping once.
melo: you free this afternoon?
melo: could use a tour guide
Her spine stiffened. She typed one-handed, careful not to let her face crack.
theresayoung: why are you still here?
A heartbeat later:
melo: day off, sweetheart
melo: figured i'd hang around
She clenched her jaw, glancing up just in time to answer some half-baked question about the bench unit. Her voice stayed calm, her pen steady on the table—but her pulse knocked like a fist behind her ribs.
When they looked away again, she fired back:
theresayoung: and out of anywhere in the world you decided to stay here. In Atlanta.
melo: what can i say? the view's nice
Her throat went dry. She didn't answer. She couldn't—not with the older exec clearing his throat, not with the league rep droning about leaks, not with the burn spreading under her skin like static she couldn't shake.
She locked her phone, tucked it facedown next to her binder. Let him wait. Let him think he got the last word.
When they finally pivoted to budget approvals and the next media leak risk, she let herself sit back, spine loosening just an inch. The league guy on the speaker said something about how "you always run it tight over there, huh?" like it was half a compliment.
Theresa didn't bother to smile. She just stacked her notes, pen clicking shut. "That's the job."
One of the older execs—a guy who still called her sweetheart back in the day when she'd first started—reached across for the final page. "You're sure you're good with this? The next few weeks could get..." He hesitated, eyes flicking to her knuckles where the pen cap was digging in. "... messy."
She thought of the tunnel. Of Jalen's voice, low and tired: I'm trying, okay?
Of LaMelo's grin, that dark promise curling like smoke: Next round's mine.
Her jaw flexed once. She met the old man's eyes, flat and unflinching.
"Messy's my favorite," she said.
And then she stood, gathered her binder, and walked out before anyone could try to feel sorry for her.
The elevator doors closed behind her with a soft hiss, but the silence inside was anything but calm. Theresa exhaled slow, controlled—one of those deep, steadying breaths she'd mastered over years of pretending nothing got to her. Binder tucked tight under one arm, phone clenched in her hand like it might combust.
She didn't check it. Not yet.
The lobby was busier now—more noise, a bright echo of commerce and ambition. She slipped through it like a blade through fabric, cutting clean lines past the front desk and out into the bright hush of the afternoon.
The glass doors gave way to downtown glare—sunlight bouncing off mirrored buildings, traffic humming steady in the distance. Her boots tapped sharp against the pavement as she made the walk back toward the arena, head down, shoulders tight, like she could outrun the text still buzzing in her pocket.
The city moved around her, indifferent. But every step felt like threading a needle—trying not to feel too much, trying not to walk too fast.
State Farm came into view like a memory she hadn't put away properly. Her car waited in the lot behind it—same spot, same echo of last night clinging to the concrete.
She didn't look at the tunnel entrance. Not even once.
She slid into the driver's seat, dumped the binder on the passenger side, and finally checked her phone again.
Another text.
melo: you ghosting me already?
She stared at it. Jaw tight. Thumb hovering.
She typed.
theresayoung: depends. you still expecting a tour guide?
melo: only if she's cute
theresayoung: then no.
The dots popped up immediately. Typing. Then disappeared. Then came back.
melo: damn. alright. maybe i'll go explore solo
melo: unless you're free tonight?
melo: or is your loyal guard dog keeping you busy
She didn't answer that one. Couldn't. Not with the way her pulse kicked at the base of her throat.
Instead, she locked the screen and turned the key—the car humming to life, familiar and grounding in a way nothing else had been today. She backed out of the space smooth, steady, like her whole world wasn't fraying under the surface.
By the time she pulled into her garage, the sun was still high—sharp and white overhead, throwing long shadows through the gaps in the concrete. It was barely past noon, but the morning had stretched her thin, left her frayed at the edges. She didn't bother to take the elevator—just climbed the stairs, steps sharp and fast like she could outrun the static clinging to her skin.
Her apartment felt too quiet when she walked in—the kind of silence that made her skin itch. She shrugged off her coat, dropped her heels by the door, and tossed her binder onto the kitchen counter with a little more force than necessary.
The clock on the stove blinked 1:12pm.
Still early. Jalen would just be getting to practice. Dinner was hours away.
She leaned against the counter, phone facedown next to her elbow, trying to pretend the knot in her chest had anything to do with work. She could still feel the burn of LaMelo's texts under her skin, like phantom fingerprints. She hadn't responded to the last one.
She didn't want to.
She opened the fridge, stared blankly at the rows of containers and condiments. She could make dinner. She could do normal things. She could pretend she hadn't spent the morning with her hand half-curled around her phone, pulse stuttering every time it buzzed.
After a long moment, she grabbed a bottle of sparkling water, cracked it open, and walked to the living room. She didn't bother with music. Didn't turn on the TV. Just curled into the corner of the couch, one leg tucked under her, sipping her drink like it could settle the storm.
But quiet was dangerous. In the quiet, her thoughts wandered—
Her phone buzzed again. She didn't move.
Then again—softer this time. Just one buzz.
She reached for it slowly.
melo: city's boring without you
She locked the phone without answering. Got up. Paced.
By 2:15 she was folding laundry she didn't remember washing. By 3:00 she had a full pot of rice going, a tray of chicken marinating, and a cutting board full of half-chopped vegetables she was slicing with more force than finesse.
By 4:00, her phone buzzed again—this time with a text from Serena.
serena: girlfriend, u ok?
serena: want me to come over and bully u until u talk about it?
Theresa stared at the message for a long time, then typed back:
theresayoung: raincheck.
theresayoung: got dinner plans.
A beat passed.
serena: 👀
serena: with who. and if u say your "stupid peacekeeping forward" i'm coming over anyway
Theresa didn't answer. Just turned her phone face-down again.
By 5:30, the apartment smelled warm and safe—garlic, soy sauce, the faint burn of something catching on the edge of the pan but not quite ruined. She tossed a few more spices in, stirred without looking, and checked the clock again.
6:12. Too early to text him. Too late to pretend she didn't want him to come.
She wiped her hands on a dish towel, glanced at her reflection in the microwave door. Still crisp from the meeting—blazer swapped for a soft black sweater, bun messy now, makeup faded at the edges but still there. Her face looked sharper in the late afternoon light. More tired. More herself.
She didn't know if that was good or bad.
The knock came just past seven.
She froze for half a second. Then turned the stove down low and walked slowly to the door, breath steady, heartbeat not.
She opened it.
Jalen stood there—hoodie, joggers, hair damp like he'd showered fast and left faster. His eyes flicked over her, unreadable. One hand held a six-pack of some fancy local soda she liked, the other shoved in his pocket like he didn't know what to do with it.
"Hey," he said.
Her throat tightened.
"Hey," she said back, soft.
He held up the sodas. "Didn't know what we were drinking."
She stepped aside, motioning him in. "It's fine. You're not late."
He passed her, brushing close enough for her to feel the heat of him under all that tension. His voice was quiet, but real.
"I didn't want to be."
The door clicked shut behind him, and for a second, neither of them moved. The apartment smelled like ginger and garlic, soft notes of heat curling through the air—grounding, comforting. Jalen took a slow breath like he hadn't realized how tightly he'd been wound until now.
Theresa moved back toward the kitchen without a word. "Food's almost ready," she said. "You can put those in the fridge."
Jalen followed, dropping the soda pack on the counter. He didn't open the fridge. Just watched her for a moment—the way she moved with sharp precision, stirring the sauce like she was trying to control everything with her hands.
"You cooked?" he asked, cautiously.
"I had time."
He nodded, ran a hand over the back of his neck. "You didn't have to."
"I know," she said, voice cool. "But you're here."
It wasn't meant as soft. But it wasn't cruel, either.
Jalen leaned back against the counter, watching her in the low kitchen light. "How was your meeting?"
She shrugged. "Fine."
"Just fine?"
"I didn't burn the place down, if that's what you're asking."
A small smile ghosted across his mouth. "Not yet."
She looked over then—brief but pointed. "Don't tempt me."
He lifted his hands in mock surrender. "Wasn't trying to."
Another beat of silence fell between them. The stove clicked as she turned off the burner. The last of the steam curled up between them like smoke from a flare neither of them wanted to ignite.
Jalen shifted, bracing his palms on the counter. His voice was quieter now. "Thanks for inviting me."
She didn't answer right away—just plated the food, slid one across the island to him like it was any normal night and not the first time they'd been alone like this in weeks.
He took the plate, sat down on the stool without being told.
She joined him a moment later, resting her elbows lightly on the counter, shoulders still too stiff to be casual. But her tone was lighter when she said, "Don't thank me until you try it."
He took a bite, chewed, swallowed. Then raised an eyebrow. "Okay. You want me to lie or—?"
She threw a napkin at his head. "You're lucky I don't poison you."
He caught it, grinning now. "Could've fooled me."
And just like that, the tension thinned—not gone, but suspended. A truce, delicate and warm.
They ate like that for a while—picking through their food, throwing soft barbs like they didn't still feel the raw edges under every breath. Theresa caught herself watching him more than once—the way his shoulders relaxed, the way he picked the carrots out of his rice and shoved them to the side like a child.
"Still hate vegetables," she muttered.
He glanced up. "Still hate me micromanaging your bench rotation, but here we are."
She smirked. "That wasn't micromanaging. That was saving your ass from another blown fourth quarter."
"Which we didn't blow," he pointed out, mouth full. "Thanks to me."
"Oh, you saved it?" she asked, arching a brow. "Interesting. I thought you were on the bench when Zaccharie hit that three."
His eyes narrowed like it was instinct. "Don't disrespect me in my moment."
Theresa rolled her eyes, but she was smiling now. Really smiling.
Jalen leaned back, drink in hand, eyes still on her. "Feels like we haven't done this in forever."
"We haven't," she said, quieter.
He looked at her a long beat—all the teasing gone from his face. "I missed you."
The words landed soft but direct. There was no fluff around them, no posturing. Just truth, plain and too big to ignore.
Theresa didn't look away. Didn't deflect. She just took a breath and let it sit between them.
"I know," she said. Another pause. Then she added, "I missed you too."
It wasn't dramatic. Wasn't desperate. But it was real—and that was enough to knock something loose in his chest.
"I didn't know if it would feel normal," she said quietly.
"Does it?"
"Almost."
"Then maybe we just keep doing this."
"This?" she asked, voice barely above a whisper.
"This," he repeated. "Whatever this is."
They sat there for a beat too long—the distance between them narrowing with every breath, every glance. Her hand dropped to the counter, not touching him, but close. His fingers hovered nearby, not quite brushing hers.
It wasn't forgiveness. Not yet. But it was something like hope.
She looked up at him, eyes softer now. "Don't get used to this."
His smile was slow, sure. "Too late."
The quiet that followed wasn't awkward. It felt like an exhale—the kind they hadn't let themselves take in weeks.
After a while, she stood to clear the plates. He stood too, following her to the sink like he always had, stepping in to rinse while she dried.
"Still remember where the dish rack is?" she asked.
He bumped her shoulder gently. "Still remember your Wi-Fi password. Doesn't mean I should."
She side-eyed him. "So you have been creeping on my network."
He grinned. "Guilty."
The dishes didn't take long. The kitchen hummed with the soft clinks of ceramic and water, the warmth of shared space. By the time they were done, the air between them had shifted—not entirely healed, but no longer braced for war.
She wiped her hands and leaned back against the counter, watching him dry the last plate. "You heading out soon?"
"Depends," he said, voice careful again. "You want me to?"
Her breath caught—just enough for him to notice.
"I didn't say that."
He turned toward her then—slow, deliberate—his body barely a step from hers.
"But you didn't say the opposite either."
Theresa didn't blink. Didn't flinch.
"No," she said. "I didn't."
The space between them thinned.
"Then maybe I'll stay a little longer," Jalen said, soft.
She didn't stop him. She didn't even try.
They drifted from the kitchen to the living room without saying much—plates rinsed, soda bottles half-drunk, the soft clatter of forks against ceramic fading into a comfortable hush.
Theresa sank into the couch first, tugging her sleeves over her hands like she was trying not to fidget. She curled into the far corner, one leg tucked underneath her, the throw blanket dragged halfway into her lap.
Jalen hovered for a second—just long enough to make her glance up.
"You can sit," she said dryly. "I'm not gonna bite."
He raised a brow, easing down at the other end of the couch. "Didn't say you would. But you've got that look like you're two seconds from launching a pillow at my head."
"Tempting," she muttered, pulling the blanket tighter. "Depends how smug you get."
A small grin curved his mouth—not cocky, not sharp. Just there. Like it'd been waiting behind all the tension and finally found room to stretch.
"I'll behave," he said. "Mostly."
She rolled her eyes but didn't hide her smile. "Big talk for someone who once got ejected for staring down a ref."
"That was a misunderstanding."
"That was a slow motion replay."
He laughed—that low, quiet kind of laugh that barely made it past his chest but still felt warm in the room. He leaned back against the cushion, arms resting wide along the back of the couch, careful not to let them creep too close.
"You used to hog this blanket, you know."
He looked over, eyebrows raised. "Used to?"
"You're being suspiciously well-behaved tonight."
"Maybe I'm scared you'll bite."
She snorted, tucking the corner of the throw tighter around her legs. "You're not scared of anything."
"I'm not stupid either," he said, voice low and amused.
She glanced at him—really glanced. His hoodie was slouched across his frame like he hadn't had the energy to find something nicer. He looked tired. Real. But also... easy in her space, like muscle memory.
Jalen leaned his head back against the cushion. "You cook more when you're spiraling."
She narrowed her eyes. "Excuse me?"
He grinned, eyes still closed. "It's a compliment. Dinner was great. Real spiral-y."
Theresa threw a pillow at him. He caught it without flinching.
"I'm serious," he added. "That garlic rice? Peak emotional suppression."
"Say one more thing," she warned, half-laughing now, "and I swear to God—"
"What? You'll feed me again?"
She groaned. "I forgot how annoying you get when you're comfortable."
"And I forgot how much you pretend you hate it."
She rolled her eyes but didn't argue. Instead, she nudged the throw blanket toward him with her foot—a silent truce.
He didn't reach for it, didn't even shift closer. Just let the gesture hang in the space between them like a peace offering neither of them wanted to name.
They sat like that for a while—the couch soft beneath them, the city beyond the windows humming quiet. No big talk. No long silences. Just the sound of the world slowing down for a night.
Eventually, Jalen nodded toward the TV remote on the coffee table. "You wanna put something on?"
"Sure," she said. "But if you even think about turning on a game recap—"
"I wasn't going to."
"You were."
He reached for the remote, palm raised in surrender. "Fine. No basketball. What do you want?"
She shrugged, settling deeper into the blanket. "Something dumb. Something with explosions and zero emotional depth."
He smirked. "So... Fast & Furious."
"Perfect."
He queued it up and they watched it quietly for a few minutes—not awkward, just easy. Comfortable, if a little cautious. Still no touching, but close enough to feel each other breathing.
When the silence settled this time, it didn't feel fragile.
It felt like the beginning of something they'd forgotten how to name.
Notes:
i can't believe i let them sit on the same couch again 😭
Okay. Hi. So
I didn't mean to make them domestic again but... yeah, I totally did.
If you're mad at me—good. Be mad.
Anyway. We are not out of the woods yet.
Let me know your theories in the comments if you have them 💬Love youuu 💕
Chapter 32: In the Cut
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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December came in cold and mean.
Atlanta dipped below freezing the first week, a sharp snap of wind cutting through the city like it had something to prove. The days blurred—games, meetings, flights, returns. Theresa stopped pretending she could keep her blazer sleeves clean or her inbox manageable. Some days, she forgot what her own handwriting looked like.
But the team was winning.
Not every night, not by wide margins, but enough. Enough to quiet the noise from the front office. Enough to keep the locker room lighter. Enough to make the late-night rewatch sessions feel like progress instead of punishment.
Jalen was playing well.
Better than well, some nights. Confident, crisp, unselfish—more present in every possession. It wasn't just him, but when he was on, everything else clicked faster. Theresa didn't take credit for it. But she also didn't miss the way his eyes always found hers from the bench.
And he started showing up more.
Not in any obvious way—no Instagram sightings, no hallway hand-holding, no late-night PDA that might make a PR intern faint. But he was there. In the little things. A hoodie left on her couch. Their postgame debriefs stretched into quiet hours in her kitchen, leftovers forgotten on the stove. Always staying just long enough to mean something. Never long enough to make it safe.
They hadn't defined it. Theresa didn't ask. Jalen didn't push. And the silence between them? It wasn't avoidance anymore. It was its own kind of rhythm. A slow burn with no clear ending, only checkpoints—dinner, games, the brief hush before sleep.
There was a rhythm now at least. And Theresa liked to think that meant they weren't lying to themselves about it either.
They were working.
The Hawks were pushing through a brutal stretch—back-to-backs, road fatigue, a roster still smoothing out its raw edges. Zaccharie was playing with a sprained wrist he insisted was nothing, Trae was icing both knees before halftime, and Jalen had a growing bruise on his shoulder that looked like a topographical map.
But they kept pulling wins. Kept crawling up the standings. Kept surviving.
When the lights dimmed and the crowd poured out and the broadcast cut to postgame, Theresa stayed. She took the notes. She filed the stats. She rewound the plays no one else wanted to look at twice.
Some nights, Jalen would wait for her—clean shirt, tired eyes, leaning against the far wall of the tunnel like he was still guarding the last possession.
She never asked him to.
But she didn't tell him to stop, either.
Once, after a brutal OT loss in Milwaukee, when the locker room was quiet and no one had the energy to be angry anymore, he reached for her hand on the flight home. Just for a second. Just enough to anchor something.
She let him.
Didn't pull away. Didn't pretend it didn't happen. Didn't say anything, either.
Not when they were still winning.
Not when they were both still pretending they knew how to lose gently.
That Thursday night game brought the Young family back together—full court and full volume.
Their parents had flown in that morning, bundled in coats that didn't quite fit the Georgia winter but still looked good in pictures. Theresa picked them up herself, coffee in hand, chewing through traffic with her mother's commentary playing color analyst the whole way.
"Your father tried to pack snow boots," her mom said, adjusting the heat vents like she was commandeering a shuttle. "In Atlanta. I told him, Lord help me, if you make me look like we're from up north—"
"We are from up north," Theresa muttered.
"Exactly. And we left for a reason."
By the time they got to the arena, her dad had already requested a pregame photo, her mom had commented on how tired she looked—"It's the work," she added with a sly look—and Trae had texted u better be feeding them fr not just letting mom bully security again.
Inside, the vibe was good. Steady. One of those games where the energy buzzed early—shirts on seats, kids leaning over railings to wave at the warmups. Zaccharie was dancing again, this time with more rhythm than usual, which made the equipment staff nervous. Trae kept barking at Jalen to stop distracting the rookies.
And Jalen? He was mic'd.
For the All-Star campaign—something polished for the league to cut into reels and roll out across socials. The content team had already warned her he might act up.
"Don't worry," Theresa said flatly. "He always acts up."
She'd meant to be in the tunnel during most of it, but her mother had insisted on seats close to the bench—"I want to see your brother and your job in action," whatever that meant. So Theresa sat three seats down from her mom and tried not to react when Jalen leaned into the mic and said things like:
"I'm just here to pass the ball and smile real nice, that's what they pay me for," or "Damn, was that on camera? Cut that one. I tripped 'cause the air changed pressure." or the inevitable, "Hi Mom. Hi—uh. Someone else's mom."
He said it with a grin and a glance that had her mother narrowing her eyes.
At halftime, Theresa excused herself for a quick meeting she didn't actually have—looping around to check stats and regroup with Serena over text. When she returned, her mother looked smug.
"Working late again?" she asked.
Theresa glanced at the court. The team was huddling. Trae had a towel on his head like a crown. Jalen had his hand on Zaccharie's shoulder, grinning like he hadn't just drawn a charge and landed half on a cameraman. "Comes with the job."
Her mom hummed. "That boy still following you around?"
Theresa blinked. "What boy?"
Her mother sipped her Sprite like she was sipping the drama. Didn't clarify.
Trae wandered over during a timeout, hoodie over his head, arms crossed like he wasn't clearly stalling before checking back in.
"Mom made one of the ushers show her where the bench snacks are," he said, eyes flat. "Your fault."
Theresa didn't even look up from her notes. "Tell her to take the peanut butter ones. Jalen likes the pretzels."
"Mmhmm," Trae said. And then, "You know they're gonna cut that mic'd-up segment to make him look charming, right? Like he's the league's sweet little underdog?"
Theresa finally looked up. "Aren't you supposed to be in the huddle?"
"I'm stretching."
"You're stalling."
"Same thing."
He jogged back onto the court just as the buzzer sounded. Her mom leaned in again, voice low.
"I still don't know which boy you're not talking about. But I like the one with the nice smile. Not the one with the hair."
Theresa pinched the bridge of her nose. "Please don't describe them like that in public."
Her mom just patted her hand. "You know I'm right."
The game rolled on.
In the middle of the third quarter, Jalen drilled a corner three, turned right into the camera, and said, with all the unbothered confidence in the world,
"That one's for the analytics team. Y'all better clip it cute."
The arena howled. The bench cracked up. Theresa didn't smile. But her mother did.
The fourth quarter was smooth. Zaccharie hit a step-back three that made the entire bench leap like someone had shocked the floor. Her dad stood and cheered like it was a playoff game. Her mom? She leaned over the rail to ask if Zaccharie had a girlfriend.
"He's nineteen, Mom," Theresa hissed.
"Exactly! He needs a nice, grounded girl."
"Do you want to manage the roster?"
"No," her mother said sweetly. "That's your job."
Theresa nearly cracked her pen in half.
But when the final buzzer sounded and the Hawks walked off with another win, she was still smiling—something quiet, tired, but real. Her dad looped an arm around her shoulder near the tunnel, muttering, "You're doing good, baby girl. Real good."
And even though she hadn't slept more than five hours in three days, even though her inbox was climbing toward fifty unread, she hugged him back.
Soft. Steady. Familiar.
She glanced over his shoulder once—just once—and caught Jalen laughing with Zaccharie by the water station. A light laugh. The kind she hadn't heard last month. The kind that didn't carry weight.
She didn't say anything. She just nodded to herself and walked back toward the locker room.
For tonight, they were all okay.
The chaos of postgame was still humming—media crew hauling equipment, PR interns sprinting between stairwells, someone shouting about a missing warmup jacket. Theresa moved through it like a ghost in heels. Efficient. Focused. Unbothered by the noise.
Inside the locker room, the team was winding down—music low, jerseys swapped out for sweats, the scent of victory and IcyHot in the air. Zaccharie had both feet in an ice bucket, talking trash in French to one of the trainers. Trae was face-deep in a bowl of ramen, ignoring everyone. Jalen was nowhere in sight, but that didn't worry her.
She ducked into her office—half closet, half war room—and began organizing the stacks on her desk. Notes from the road trip, a folder marked Q2 Content Plan, a hard drive with cutdowns from the last five wins. The bones of her next week were already here, waiting. So she let herself breathe, just for a second.
A knock at the frame.
She didn't look up. "If it's about the All-Star vote content, I've already—"
"It's not."
Jalen's voice, low and amused.
She turned then. He was leaning against the doorframe, fresh hoodie, curls damp from the shower, eyes a little too warm for her to handle properly at this hour.
"You're not mic'd up anymore," she said.
"That's why I'm here."
"You're supposed to be in recovery."
"Already stretched. Ate. Did the ice. I'm a picture of professionalism."
She rolled her eyes, but couldn't help the small smile tugging at her mouth. "Then what're you doing here?"
He grinned. "Just wanted to say good game."
Her eyes narrowed. "That's what you came to say?"
A beat passed. His grin turned lazy. "Also... to make sure I'm not in trouble."
She arched a brow. "For what?"
Jalen stepped in, slow, like he wasn't sure how close he was allowed to get. "Your mom. She said something about a boy following you around."
Theresa blinked. "You heard that?"
"Whole bench did."
Her face flushed, but she recovered fast. "She meant Zaccharie."
Theresa might've had a wild idea what her mother actually meant, but she didn't want to think about it. And Jalen definitely didn't need to know.
"Probably." He smirked. "But I figured I'd check. Just in case."
Theresa shook her head, biting back a laugh. "You're so full of yourself."
"You like that about me."
"Do I?"
He didn't answer—just smiled again, softer this time. "You looked happy tonight."
She held his gaze. "I was."
"Good," he said, stepping back, easing the moment down like he always did when things edged too close. "Anyway. Just wanted to say good game."
"You said that already."
"Yeah, but I meant it twice."
He was already at the door when she called after him.
"Jalen."
He paused, turning slightly.
"Thanks for... whatever this is. You're doing good. I notice."
His grin turned crooked. "Yeah?"
"Yeah."
He nodded once, something unreadable in his eyes. "Okay," he said, already stepping back. "I'll let you get back to boss stuff."
He paused in the doorway.
"And hey—clip it cute."
She threw a pen at him. Missed by inches.
When she finally sat back down, alone again with her folders and her chaos, Theresa realized she was still smiling.
It wasn't everything. But it was enough.
They didn't go anywhere fancy—just a quiet little bistro tucked a few blocks from the arena, the kind with low lighting, cloth napkins, and a hostess who recognized the Youngs on sight. Trae had made the reservation days ago, under a fake name that still made their dad laugh every time: "Dejounte Murray."
Theresa arrived late, showing up in a Hawks pullover with her hair still up in a postgame clip. Her mom gave her a once-over when she slid into the booth.
"Didn't even pretend to change?"
"Didn't even pretend to have time," Theresa muttered, picking at a roll.
Trae snorted. "Still looked better than me in warmups."
"Low bar," she said.
Their dad shook his head with a smile, already halfway through his glass of wine. "You two ever go a whole dinner without sparring?"
"Absolutely not," they said in unison.
The waitress came and went—steak for their father, salmon for their mom, pasta for Trae, some kind of grain bowl Theresa barely remembered ordering. Conversation ambled—mostly about the game, a little about the cold front, a detour into their mother's theory that the All-Star campaign video would boost Jalen's dating prospects, not his votes.
"Oh, please," Theresa said, stabbing at a roasted carrot. "He doesn't need help in that department."
Trae raised an eyebrow. "You sure?"
"I work in media, not denial," she said.
Their mom sipped her wine like it was gossip. "Well, that boy's got charm. He's got a real... warmth."
Theresa squinted. "Warmth?"
"Mmhmm."
Trae muttered, "Sounds like someone's team Jalen."
"Team manners," their mom corrected. "Team follow-through. Team take-my-daughter-home-before-midnight."
Theresa buried her face in her hands. "Can you not?"
Their dad reached over and plucked her fork from her death grip. "You've been tight all night, baby girl. Relax. You won."
"I know." She looked down. "Still doesn't feel like enough sometimes."
"It's never gonna," he said simply. "That's why it matters."
She nodded, swallowing around the knot in her throat. Trae caught her eye across the table, and for once, didn't say anything. Just nudged her water glass closer. Quiet solidarity.
They finished dinner slowly, trading bites, teasing their mom when she tried to split dessert and ended up eating most of it herself. No one brought up the looming road trip. No one mentioned how tired they all looked. No one said a word about how much harder it might get after Christmas.
When they stepped out into the cold night air, it hit sharper than before. Theresa hugged herself on instinct. Her mom linked arms with her, and Trae held the car door while their dad gave her a sideways look.
"You riding with us or staying back for... logistics?"
Theresa hesitated.
"I've got a few things to wrap up," she said finally. "I'll see you tomorrow."
They didn't press.
"Text when you're in," her mom said, leaning in to kiss her cheek. "And remind that boy—whichever one—to call his mother."
"I'm not relaying messages for your fictional boy roster."
But she was smiling again.
She watched their taillights disappear down the street before heading back to the arena. Not because she had anything urgent left to do. But because the quiet still felt good. Because the night was still theirs.
And because sometimes, staying behind didn't mean falling behind.
Sometimes it just meant she wasn't quite ready to let go of the good yet.
The arena was nearly empty by the time Theresa got back. A few security staff lingered near the exits, trading stories in low voices. The HVAC hummed overhead like a lullaby, warm air sweeping gently through the rafters. She padded across the now-quiet court in sneakers, badge still clipped to her Hawks pullover, curls half-loose from her updo.
Her office light flickered on with a low buzz. Inside, everything waited like it always did—footage queue open, content slate half-filled, sticky notes crawling up her monitor like ivy. Theresa dropped into the chair, let the silence wrap around her for a second, then reached for her headphones.
All-Star campaign. Right.
Jalen's mic'd-up feed was already in the drive, dumped there by the video team mid-third quarter. A raw cut—no captions, no graphics, just audio and clips from six angles. She clicked into it, dragging the footage into the timeline. The first few clips were predictable—warmup chatter, sideline jokes, Jalen complimenting a ball boy's shoes like he was the mayor of the building.
But then came the deeper cuts.
A no-look pass to Trae that led to a fast-break dunk.
The sideline quip: "I'm just trying to make the math kids happy."
A deadpan stare into the camera after a missed call: "Ref trying to get me fined on a Thursday? Bold."
Theresa scrubbed through the footage slowly, building a sequence in her head. The arc had to be clean: charisma, hustle, humor, poise. The kind of edit that made fans fall harder and coaches look twice. A reel that told the truth, but cut it in a way that made the truth look good.
She clipped the corner three—the one he'd hit with that smug little point and the line about analytics—and backed it with crowd noise and a slow zoom. Then the bench reaction. Then a soft overlay from an earlier quote: "I'm not trying to be flashy. Just trying to be the guy who shows up."
Theresa sat back.
Watched it once through.
Watched it again, this time muting the audio, just letting the movement guide her.
On the third watch, she stopped.
Right after the three, as Jalen turned and ran back on defense, the camera caught a half-second pan of the bench—Zaccharie clapping, Trae grinning, and Theresa's own mother in the background, hands in the air like she was at a revival.
Theresa zoomed in.
Paused.
Her mother was smiling straight at the court. Toward Jalen. Toward her, maybe. It was hard to tell. But the expression was clear: something warm. Something knowing. The kind of look that didn't ask questions but already had answers.
She sat back again. Exhaled.
Then, carefully, she trimmed that frame out. Just a few seconds. A blink, a breath, nothing anyone would miss.
She was the one building the story. She got to decide which version made it out.
Another hour passed. She added music—nothing too sentimental, just smooth, smart, with a steady build. Laced in stats. Synced the voiceover clips. Tightened the pacing until it hit just right.
When it was done, she exported the file and dropped it in the shared drive.
Final cut: JJohnson_ASG_Promo1.mp4
Theresa leaned back in her chair, stretching her arms overhead until her shoulders popped. The hard part—her part—was done. The structure was there, clean and sharp. The beats landed exactly where she wanted them. All the little details threaded in—Jalen's ease, his timing, the charm that came so naturally he didn't even seem to notice it anymore.
She'd laid the bones of the thing. Now the rest of the team would come in and dress it—graphics, animations, captions, voiceover mix, call-to-action overlay. Maybe even a quote from the coach if they could get it cleared.
There'd be Slack threads. A few frantic asset requests. Probably a last-minute subtitle fix when someone caught a typo after it hit the content calendar. But her part was done. And it was good.
Theresa saved one last backup, then shut the timeline down and unplugged her drive. The silence in the room felt earned now. Not heavy. Not sharp. Just quiet.
She turned the lights off on her way out.
By the time she reached the elevator, her phone buzzed.
A group chat ping from one of the video assistants: sick pull on the 3pt clip, he's gonna love it
Theresa smirked, thumbs hovering over the keyboard for a second.
Then she just typed: Cut it cute. Or don't cut it at all.
And hit send.
The buzz started early.
Not because the video had dropped—it hadn't. That was still scheduled for the end of the week. No one outside the core media team had even seen the final cut. But word had gotten out. Teasers on social. A still frame in the pregame newsletter. A single GIF from the campaign trailer that the interns posted with nothing but a fire emoji.
It was enough.
Now, shootaround buzzed with speculation. The beat reporters were circling with their cameras and soundbites, tossing out softballs like:
"Heard there's a little All-Star push coming for Johnson?"
"Think this is the year he breaks through?"
"Pretty slick timing, huh?"
Theresa stood courtside, arms crossed over her Hawks pullover, nodding like she hadn't personally stitched the entire campaign together out of 3AM edits and raw faith. She kept her voice light, the message neutral.
"We're always going to back our guys," she said. "But the film speaks for itself."
She didn't mention how long she'd spent cutting that film. How many angles she scrubbed to find the cleanest lines, the most precise beats. How she'd trimmed a single frame of her mother smiling like she knew something Theresa wasn't ready to say out loud.
"Theresa, what's the official line from the team on his All-Star odds?"
She smiled—calm, clipped, practiced. "We're focused on consistency and winning games. Anything beyond that is just noise."
"He's been consistent," another said, testing the waters. "That stretch last week was clean."
She just nodded. "Coaches notice."
They always did—eventually.
Across the court, the players moved through their warmups. Trae was already jawing with a rookie on the other team. Zaccharie had socks that didn't match and zero shame about it. Jalen was locked in, headphones on, soft rhythm in his step. Not pushing, not coasting—just smooth.
He didn't look at her. Didn't need to.
They'd all feel it soon enough.
Theresa caught one more whisper from behind the stanchion as a local reporter leaned toward her assistant.
"They're teasing something Friday, right? Big rollout?"
The assistant blinked, looked to her. Theresa didn't flinch.
"We don't comment on pending campaigns," she said smoothly, voice like glass.
"But you are rolling something," he said.
Theresa just smiled. "I guess we'll all see."
She flipped to the back of her clipboard where she'd scribbled talking points for every scenario from "snubbed again" to "unanimous pick." She had contingencies for everything. Except maybe what it felt like to hear a stranger say he's a lock and realize—for one dizzying second—that she believed it too.
That she wanted it.
Not just for him.
For her. For the work. For the late nights and the careful edits and the slow, steady trust it had taken to shape this version of him—this version of them.
She looked up again.
He was watching now.
Not smiling. Not smirking.
Just watching.
And then he winked.
God help her.
"Theresa," the reporter said again, "seriously—off the record. You think he's in?"
She clicked her pen once, twice. Said it slow:
"I think if you're smart, you stop calling it a maybe."
And then she turned on her heel and walked away—before she said something too proud, too honest, too obviously personal to walk back.
Because the thing about building a narrative?
Eventually, you start to believe it yourself.
Trae caught up with her by the Gatorade cart, a fresh towel slung over one shoulder, expression already dialed to menace.
"Just admit it," he said, deadpan, grabbing a cup without breaking stride. "You're pulling strings for your favorite forward."
Theresa didn't flinch. She kept her eyes on the court, where Zaccharie was launching off-balance threes for fun and Jalen was calmly fixing his wrist tape like he wasn't about to light up the next game without breaking a sweat.
"I'm pulling for the whole roster," she said smoothly. "Equal opportunity propaganda."
"Mm. Sure." Trae took a sip, then tilted his head, sizing her up. "So the intern whispers, the strategically timed hype posts, the soft launch in the newsletter—what's that? Team spirit?"
"It's called pacing the rollout," she said. "Maybe try it sometime."
"C'mon, Tess. You've had that file locked like Fort Knox all week. Won't even let me peek. You only get that territorial when it's personal."
"It's strategic," she corrected.
Trae gave her a long look. "You're not subtle, you know."
She side-eyed him. "I'm also not having this conversation."
He ignored that. "The calendar just happens to align with a national TV game? The teaser post just happens to use his number in the caption? And I'm pretty sure I saw your assistant moving a Jalen bobblehead to the front of the promo stuff."
"That was clutter control."
"That was thirst."
Theresa exhaled slowly. "I'm doing my job."
Trae snorted, shaking his head. "You're so obvious, sis."
"I'm so good at my job," she corrected.
He dropped the act just enough to raise one eyebrow. "You're something."
Theresa glanced at him then—shoulders still loose from warmups, hair damp from sweat, that same glint in his eyes he'd had since they were ten years old and he caught her editing his youth league highlight tape to focus on the passes instead of the shots.
"You like him," he said plainly.
She didn't respond.
"I mean, I knew," he added. "I know you. And him. And how you get all clipped and composed whenever someone brings him up, which you think means you're hiding it—but it's actually how we know."
Theresa sighed. "Trae."
"I'm just saying," he went on, not letting her deflect. "You keep pretending it's all strategy. Edits. Engagement numbers. Campaigns. But every time he checks in, you check your posture like he's gravity. Every time he scores, you write it down like you're not already two plays ahead. Every time someone asks if he's All-Star material, you—"
"I tell them the truth," she interrupted. Her voice was calm, but her throat felt tight. "Because he is."
"Yeah," Trae said. "He is. But you believe it in your chest."
She looked away. Somewhere near the scorer's table, Jalen was laughing at something Onyeka said, nodding like the weight of the night wasn't pressing on his shoulders. He didn't look tense. He looked ready.
"You're not wrong," she said softly. "But it doesn't matter."
"Why?"
"Because if he doesn't get in, it can't be because I wanted it too bad. And if he does, it has to be because he earned it. Not because I worked a late shift on a highlight reel."
Trae was quiet for a beat. Then he bumped her shoulder with his. Just enough to tilt her.
"That's the dumbest smart thing you've ever said."
She smiled despite herself. "Shut up."
He grinned. "You know he likes you back, right?"
"Don't."
"He does."
"Trae—"
"Just—what if you stopped protecting yourself long enough to see what that actually means?"
She stared at him. At her brother, who had grown up beside her, fought with her, protected her, annoyed her beyond reason—and who now stood calmly, holding space for something she hadn't said out loud.
"You're getting way too comfortable with feelings," she muttered.
"Blame Mom. She gave me the assignment."
Theresa groaned.
"Seriously," he said, softer now. "You built something good. The campaign, the team, the vibe. It's all you. Just admit your favorite forward makes it easier."
She glanced back at Jalen.
He was running a drill with Dyson now, crisp footwork, easy pace. Nothing flashy. Just the kind of player who showed up and kept showing up, even when no one was watching.
Except she always was.
Theresa exhaled slowly. "Fine," she said. "He's my favorite forward."
Trae's face split into a grin so smug it made her want to launch him into the stands.
"God, you're insufferable," she said, jabbing him in the ribs.
"I'm delightful."
"You're unmedicated."
"And you're in love," he sang.
"Don't start."
He was already jogging backward toward the bench, hands up in surrender. "I won't say anything," he called. "Scout's honor."
She rolled her eyes. "You were never a scout."
"You're right," he said, still grinning. "I just have excellent vision."
She let him go. Let the teasing settle into the warm thrum of game night energy. But the truth of it stuck with her—quiet, weightless, real.
He was her favorite forward.
And maybe it was okay to want him to win.
Notes:
okay so. real talk.
the next few chapters might feel a little slow. not boring (i hope??) but definitely quieter—more setup, more simmer, more groundwork being laid before things absolutely explode later.
this is me begging for your patience while we transition into the real mess.
the chaos is coming. the heartbreak is brewing. the boys are boying.
just hang tight. i promise it'll be worth it. <3
Chapter 33: The Campaign
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The morning came fast—too fast—and Theresa met it with coffee, concealer, and the full weight of a launch hanging in the air.
Tonight, the All-Star campaign video would drop. National television. Prime time. One commercial break and a thirty-second cut standing between narrative and noise.
The edit was final. The file was in the league's hands. It was out of hers now.
But that didn't stop her from checking the drive four times before breakfast. Or hovering over her email like she could will approval notes into disappearing.
The Hawks had shootaround in three hours. The broadcast crew wanted behind-the-scenes content in two. One of the social leads had already texted her are we allowed to cry during the premiere and someone from the league had sent her the words "soft embargo" with a smiley face.
Theresa hadn't eaten. But she had the caffeine shakes, a full doc of talking points, and her phone on 87%.
She told herself she wasn't nervous.
She just had a lot riding on thirty seconds of very well-lit footage.
Theresa arrived earlier than she needed to—and still felt late.
The arena was already humming, that specific kind of nervous, charged energy that wrapped around national broadcast nights like a second skin. The parking lot was half full when she pulled in, but the media bay was a zoo—techs unloading cases, broadcast trucks blinking with status lights, producers speaking into earpieces with clipped urgency. Even the air felt different. Colder. Hungrier. Like the building already knew millions of eyes would be watching soon.
Inside, everything was moving.
Sound checks. Camera angles. Graphics testing on the big screen. LED boards flashing logos between loops of curated hype. The league had flown in an extra content supervisor from New York—young, wide-eyed, and clearly terrified of making the wrong call in front of the wrong person.
Theresa kept her head down.
All-black today. Blazer, hoodie, trousers, sneakers—clean, sharp lines to make up for how frayed she felt underneath. Her laptop bag thudded against her side as she made her way through the lower tunnels, dodging a group of interns carrying boxes of mic packs and warmup shirts.
She didn't stop to chat. Not even when Seth, one of the editors, jogged up beside her, chewing the corner of a protein bar.
"Yo," he said. "You good?"
"Fine," she said.
"You sure?" He gave her a look, too knowing for this early in the day. "You've got that launch-face."
"I don't have a launch-face."
"You do. It's the same one from the Charlotte series. Quiet and scary."
"I'm always quiet and scary," she muttered.
He peeled the wrapper noisily. "Nah. This is different. This is 'don't talk to me unless you're holding a hard drive' scary."
Theresa didn't answer. She adjusted her shoulder strap, dodged a lighting rig, and peeled off toward the west tunnel.
Jalen didn't know the final cut. Not really.
Trae had been teasing her about it for days.
The rest of the team? Oblivious.
And Theresa? She felt like she was sitting on dynamite with a branded hashtag.
Everything felt like too much and not enough. The wrong kind of pressure building behind her ribs. The kind that didn't come from one thing—but a stack of them. Long nights, tight edits, too many decisions made on instinct and adrenaline. All of it culminating tonight, in some way she wasn't ready to admit out loud.
Not even to herself.
She found a quiet corner just past the auxiliary media station. Pulled out her laptop. Checked the file one more time, like that would settle her nerves. It didn't. She adjusted a single timestamp. Changed it back. Scanned the league's content queue, saw her name buried in the approval chain, and tried not to let it mean too much.
It was just another game. Just another campaign. Just another night where everything could tilt.
She shut her laptop. Straightened her hoodie. Let her breath catch in her chest before exhaling it slowly, deliberately, like she could pace the entire evening with just one exhale.
Tonight was already moving and soon, so would everything else.
The lower bowl began to fill in slow waves—families in matching jerseys, couples holding popcorn buckets between them, high school teams crowding the rails with homemade signs. Theresa stood just out of sight near the north tunnel, arms crossed, ID lanyard tucked under her hoodie, eyes fixed on the court like it might answer a question she hadn't asked yet.
Warmups had started.
Trae was already chirping, flipping passes off the glass and dragging defenders into half-joking drills. Zaccharie—still wrapped in a compression sleeve—danced in place between every shot, headphones on, rhythm loose. Someone in the media pit called his name for a photo. He winked.
And Jalen—he was steady.
Not flashy, not loud, not even especially playful tonight. He moved through shooting drills with a clean, quiet focus, body relaxed but dialed in. He wasn't posturing. He wasn't forcing it. He looked like someone who knew exactly what kind of night this could be—and wasn't afraid of it.
Theresa's hands itched.
Not literally, but in that familiar, internal way. Like she should be adjusting a graphic. Checking a caption queue. Recoloring a clip to match the mood of the segment that wasn't even scheduled yet. She knew what her job was. And still, something in her kept spiraling past it—circling around all the things she couldn't quite control once the ball tipped.
This wasn't about the content anymore.
It was about how far a campaign could stretch. How close she could push to something personal without breaking the line between professionalism and feeling. Between strategy and softness. Between the voiceover she'd written at two in the morning and the way Jalen had said her name the last time they'd been alone in her kitchen.
A familiar voice buzzed in her earpiece.
"Hey, T? Just confirming—clock wipes are cleared, and the segment's in the second quarter timeout queue. We're waiting on league to flag if they want the countdown graphic or your edit straight."
She pressed the mic. "Keep the countdown in. Leave the handoff clean."
"Copy that."
The comms line went quiet again.
On the court, Jalen hit a mid-range jumper off a curl screen, jogged back to the baseline, and caught her eye.
Just for a second.
No wave. No smirk. Nothing overt.
Just recognition. Calm and sharp and steady.
It didn't shake her—but it did root her a little deeper into the moment. Enough to stop gripping her elbows so tight. Enough to breathe again.
A group of broadcasters passed behind her, talking about lineup rotations and pregame narrative angles. She caught one mention of All-Star momentum—one blip of his name next to someone else's stats.
She didn't react.
She'd already done the work. The edit existed. The visuals were strong. The pacing was right. Whether the league rolled it out tonight or next week, the point would land.
Because when you cut something right—clean, emotional, true—it didn't matter when it dropped.
It only mattered that it hit.
By the time player introductions rolled around, the arena lights had dropped to a heartbeat pulse.
Theresa stood off to the side in the wings, her clipboard forgotten, eyes lifted toward the rafters as the spotlight swept the court in wide arcs. The crowd surged with every name. The bass shook the floor. Smoke hissed along the tunnel. Everything sharpened at once.
Zaccharie danced out first—half a spin, arms raised, already playing to the cameras like he'd been in the league five years longer than he had. The crowd loved it. He always knew how to read the room.
Trae followed, hoodie off, mouthguard in, slapping hands down the bench like this was just another Thursday.
When Jalen's name was called out, he didn't look up right away.
He jogged out with quiet purpose, bumping fists, nodding to a courtside fan he clearly recognized, tugging at the hem of his jersey twice before settling in at the arc for a few practice flicks. No theatrics. No need.
The arena knew who he was.
Theresa's chest felt tight—not with panic, but with pressure. Like the atmosphere had compressed to make room for something she couldn't name yet.
The first quarter snapped into rhythm fast. The team looked locked in—Trae slicing inside, Zaccharie chasing rebounds like they owed him something, the bench already chirping with every transition stop. Jalen moved like he was inside the system instead of dragging it behind him. Clean reads. Quiet cuts. Smart spacing. The kind of game that didn't beg for attention until you replayed it in slow motion and realized he'd never missed a rotation.
The second quarter crept in before she noticed.
Theresa shifted positions—closer to the back row of the tunnel now, comms buzzing again in her ear.
"Ten seconds out," someone said. "Play's clean. Jumbotron synced. Ready on post."
She inhaled once. Didn't exhale.
Then the buzzer sounded for timeout.
The screen flashed white.
And the reel began.
She didn't watch it through her phone. Didn't check the crowd. Just stood by the scorers' table with her headset on, pretending to care about a sideline graphic that wasn't syncing.
But the roar told her enough.
Jalen appeared on the jumbotron, grinning, voice layered with energy and just enough humility to make it likable.
The video rolled on.
There was a clip of Jalen lifting a kid to the rim at a community event—grinning as the boy dunked with both hands, legs kicking midair, the crowd behind them erupting.
There was a slo-mo edit of him clapping Trae on the back, the two of them nodding in sync at the free-throw line like they've been playing together for ten years. Music swelling behind it. Natural light catching the sweat at Jalen's temple.
Then there was the post-practice interview—the kind they usually clipped for background filler, low-stakes, grainy sideline chatter.
Jalen stood in front of a black backdrop, sweat darkening the collar of his warmup shirt, eyes steady under the boom mic. The person behind the camera asked something standard—about momentum, chemistry, handling pressure.
He answered smoothly, hands on his hips, voice even. A beat passed. Then he added, almost like an afterthought:
"But I got her—uh, it. I got it."
The stumble was minor. A blink. A breath.
But it landed with the precision of a headline.
The crowd didn't catch it, not really. Not the nuance. They were too busy cheering, laughing, clapping along with the edit. But up in the booth, where Theresa had her headset still half-on and her jaw clenched like she was holding back a scream, the silence was telling.
And Jalen?
He looked up at the screen, then over his shoulder—instinct, not aim—and found her across the floor. His expression didn't change much. Just the smallest tilt of his head. The ghost of a smile. A moment of recognition tucked inside a roar.
Theresa didn't smile back.
But she stayed there, still, watching the reel run out.
Her phone buzzed.
Serena: You're literally manufacturing a Golden Boy arc while pretending he doesn't make your knees weak. That's sick.
Theresa didn't reply.
A second later:
Serena: And before you ask—yes, I heard it. Yes, I rewound. Yes, I screamed into my sleeve.
Theresa exhaled through her nose, keeping her face neutral as the jumbotron cut to a fan cam.
The intern had left it in.
Or maybe not.
There was plausible deniability. It was a nothing line. An innocent slip. They could always claim it referred to a turnover, or a play, or the damn ball for all anyone knew.
But Theresa knew.
She'd reviewed every second of that video.
That clip wasn't in the first version. It wasn't in the second. It wasn't even timestamped.
Somebody went back for it.
Slid it in like it belonged.
Cut it clean.
She texted one word to the group thread: Really?
No one responded.
Cowards.
She looked back at the court. Jalen had just hit a mid-range jumper and was jogging back on defense, tapping his chest in that quiet way he did when he wasn't trying to make it a thing but it was always a thing. The crowd was already chanting his name.
She stood there, headset hanging loose around her neck, stomach flipping with something she couldn't quite name. Annoyance. Affection. A rising sense of doom.
Maybe all three.
She whispered, mostly to herself: "Cut it cute, my ass."
From across the court, Jalen caught her eye.
Grinned.
And winked.
She should have turned away.
Should've kept moving—slipped back to the tunnel, reviewed the next segment, checked her email, done literally anything but stand there in the middle of the noise, letting her blood buzz like someone had hooked her up to a soundboard and cranked the gain.
But she didn't move.
She stayed rooted to the spot, like her sneakers had fused to the floor, like gravity itself had decided her place was right here—in the middle of the madness, holding a thousand-yard stare with the boy she'd just handed to the league on a silver platter.
Jalen didn't linger. He turned back, fell into the rhythm of the game like nothing had happened. But the damage was done.
Not to the broadcast. Not to the narrative.
To her.
Her phone buzzed again—different tone this time. Group thread.
Seth: 👀
Caro: omfg
Will: if y'all gaslight her again I'm not covering your edits
Seth: it was RIGHT THERE. how could we not?
Caro: he blinked after he said it like he KNEW
Theresa rolled her eyes and typed:
Theresa: I hope you all get audited.
The typing bubble appeared immediately.
Seth: but like... audited by HIM? 😏
She slammed her phone face-down against her clipboard and exhaled hard. This was getting out of control. Fast.
And the worst part?
It was working.
The campaign was doing exactly what it was designed to do: stir, move, shift. Jalen's name was already trending. The in-house content team was scrambling to get fresh clips up before halftime. One of the sideline photographers had captured the exact frame where the video ended and the fan cam cut in, and someone had already turned it into a moodboard on TikTok.
Thirty seconds. That's all it took.
And now he was everywhere.
The noise didn't rattle her. Not usually. But this was different. This wasn't a highlight or a voiceover or a caption they'd pulled from the same vault of polished PR lines. This was a line that slipped past her, branded in the middle of a reel she'd spent weeks perfecting—and it cracked open something real.
Something hers.
She shoved her phone back in her pocket and moved toward the inner tunnel, ducking past a vendor cart and ignoring the next three people who tried to get her attention. Her badge bounced against her chest. Her breath was shallow. Her brain kept looping the same three seconds.
The hallway stretched quiet now, save for the distant echo of sneakers on wood and the soft hum of the jumbotron audio bleeding through concrete. She reached catering and poured herself half a cup of whatever was left in the thermos. It tasted like cardboard and nerves.
"Wow," came a voice from behind her. "Didn't think we'd see the puppetmaster in the wild tonight."
Theresa didn't turn. "I'm not in the mood."
"Mm, didn't think so," Serena said, stepping into view with a plastic cup of Sprite and that infuriatingly smug glint in her eyes. "But I came anyway."
Theresa raised an eyebrow. "To taunt me?"
"To bask in the chaos," Serena corrected. "And also to ask if you're okay, even though you clearly are not."
"I'm fine."
"You are vibrating."
"I'm working."
"You're unraveling."
Theresa took a long, slow sip of the bad coffee. "Did you come here to say 'I told you so'?"
"Nope." Serena leaned against the wall beside her. "I came to say, 'You picked him. This is what it looks like when someone knows they've been chosen.'"
Theresa stared into her cup. The coffee swirled. Her pulse thundered.
Serena bumped her shoulder gently.
"And for the record," she added, voice low now, "he's playing like someone who's not just trying to make the All-Star cut—he's playing like someone who's trying to earn you."
Theresa didn't answer. Because for once, she didn't know how.
She pressed her thumb and forefinger against her temple and exhaled slowly, reminding herself that she still had a job to do. That this wasn't about her. That nobody else had caught that. That this was all a coincidence.
She turned. Walked back toward the media row. Ignored the buzz in her pocket, the flood of Slack pings, the league tag notifications pouring in like clockwork.
She didn't check Twitter.
Not yet.
She couldn't.
Instead, she ducked into the edge of the tech pit and muttered to one of the board ops, "Can we keep the clock overlays tighter on the replays? They're drifting slightly."
He blinked up at her. "Uh—sure. Yeah."
"Thanks."
It wasn't urgent. She knew that. But she needed something to fix. To control.
To distract from the fact that the most emotionally vulnerable thirty seconds she'd produced all year had just aired to a national audience—and she couldn't stop replaying his voice in her head.
She kept her face neutral, posture even, breath slow.
Across the court, Jalen knocked down another jumper—this one off a high screen, hand still up on the follow-through like he knew it was clean before it left his fingers.
He was playing like he knew something.
And maybe that was the worst part.
Because somewhere in her gut, Theresa knew it wasn't just the video. Not really. He didn't know the full scope of it, but something had shifted. Had been shifting for weeks now, slow and patient and dangerous. She could feel it every time he stayed late. Every time he lingered at her counter. Every time his fingers brushed hers like it was no accident at all.
He hadn't pushed. Not once.
But he also hadn't backed off.
And now the whole damn arena had his face frozen mid-laugh, smile stretched wide on a screen she helped build, cut to music she picked, wrapped in a voiceover that she didn't even mean to sound that raw—until it did.
She turned and walked faster. Down the tunnel. Around the bend. Toward her office, where the noise could be muffled by doors and data and a concrete wall between her and the part of herself that kept feeling everything too much.
Inside, she clicked her laptop open with more force than necessary.
The campaign dashboard was already flooded. Retweets climbing. Shares from verified accounts. One post had looped the mic'd-up moment three times over.
She shut the tab. Pulled up the lineup rotations. Made herself breathe. This was what it meant to tell a good story, right?
To make it land. To shape the moment and let the audience fill in the blanks.
But Theresa couldn't ignore the twist in her chest. The part that didn't feel like strategy anymore. The part that wanted to lean into the mistake. That half-second. That slip.
The part that felt seen in the worst and best way.
She stared at her screen a little too long. Closed it again. And whispered, under her breath, "God help me if he meant that."
Because if he had? There was no edit sharp enough to cut around it.
The second half tipped off, but Theresa stayed tucked in the narrow alcove just outside her office, watching the floor through the small cutout window meant for security, not solitude.
She wasn't hiding. Not really.
She was just giving the chaos room to breathe.
Letting the video sink into the bloodstream of the broadcast. Letting reactions pour in without chasing them. Letting her pulse even out before she walked back into the light.
Jalen had ten at the half. Quiet numbers, efficient touches. Nothing viral. Nothing wild. Just steady, grounded play—exactly the kind of performance the campaign was meant to amplify. Not a sell. Not a stunt. Just a truth: this is who he was, when you really looked.
And now everyone was.
She exhaled through her nose and finally stepped back out into the tunnel.
The hallway was busier now. A camera crew crouched near the tunnel archway, capturing content for a "brought to you by" segment. A few trainers passed by, chatting in shorthand. One of the league's comms reps stood just outside media row with a clipboard, laughing a little too loudly into her headset.
And down at the very end, visible through the mouth of the corridor—Jalen, posted up in the short corner, waiting for the next play to reset.
He hadn't looked over since the wink.
Theresa headed for the control deck, shoes echoing softly against concrete. Her headset buzzed again.
"Post edit's up. League clipped it for their Twitter and tagged the org. Views climbing fast."
"Copy," she said, voice even. "Boost it through our IG Stories at the next break. Subtle captions only. Let the engagement speak."
"On it."
By the time she made it back to her seat behind the scorers' table, the third quarter was already winding toward its midpoint. Hawks by six. Bench unit holding. Jalen resting, towel around his shoulders, hair damp at the temples, sipping water with the kind of practiced calm that belied the chaos he'd just unleashed.
He hadn't said a word about the edit.
Not when he saw her earlier. Not during warmups. Not during the game.
But she could feel it in the way he moved now—how his glances lingered longer, how his jaw ticked when the arena cut back to the segment for a replay shoutout during a highlight montage. He was playing it cool.
He wasn't fooling her.
A nearby camera flashed. Theresa refocused, straightening her posture as the league photographer passed. She didn't want to be caught looking like she was spiraling—especially not while trying to hold authority over a campaign that now had a life of its own.
She'd built this moment. She'd drafted the copy, paced the visuals, picked the damn font on the closing screen.
And yet, it didn't feel like hers anymore.
It felt like his.
Like he'd picked it up mid-dribble, tucked it behind his back, and turned it into something she couldn't control—not fully.
The Hawks hit a transition three. The crowd roared. Theresa stood, clapped once, then leaned down to adjust a volume toggle on her tablet even though it didn't really need adjusting. Her hand shook slightly.
The problem wasn't the work.
The work was clean. Sharp. Timed to precision.
The problem was that for the first time in her career—maybe in her life—Theresa had made something that exposed her.
And not on purpose.
Not in the way she liked to keep herself visible: structured, useful, sharp-eyed behind the scenes. No, this was something else. A softness that slipped through when no one was looking. An affection coded so deep into the cut that only someone who really knew her would catch it.
Jalen caught it.
Now he knew how to hold her gaze across a packed arena like it didn't scare him. Like the millions of eyes didn't matter. Like she was the only one who had ever made him feel real on film.
She looked up. He was checking back in.
Coach clapped him on the shoulder. Trae said something that made him laugh. Zaccharie raised an eyebrow and tossed him the ball.
Jalen jogged out onto the court like it was just another shift.
Like he hadn't just shifted everything.
Theresa's headset buzzed again.
"Timeout coming up. Postgame panel wants to pull a couple live quotes from you if it holds."
"Got it."
She tapped her notes. Braced herself.
She would stay sharp. Stay in control. Frame the narrative and direct the story.
But her chest still ached when she looked at him.
The fourth quarter opened like a challenge.
The pace picked up. Calls tightened. Screens got harder, elbows sharper, every possession a fight for control. Atlanta clung to a narrow lead, trading buckets with a team too chippy to fold, too hungry to let go.
Theresa shifted closer to the tunnel entrance, headset looped around her neck, tablet tucked against her ribs. She wasn't coaching, wasn't playing, wasn't mic'd—but her body reacted anyway. Every screen switch made her shoulders tense. Every turnover sent a pulse through her spine.
Jalen played played like the moment belonged to him.
Not loud, not flashy. Just smart. Composed. Fluid. A quiet dominance that drew gravity toward him without forcing it. His jumper fell easy, rhythm smooth. His cuts were clean, sharp, purposeful. He boxed out like he was tired of being overlooked and rebounded like he meant it.
He looked like everything the campaign said he was. And more.
One of the cameras drifted over. Theresa turned slightly, keeping her expression neutral, professional, locked in. But inside? It was chaos.
Because no amount of edits or rollout strategy or pacing control could protect her from the raw fact playing out in real time: He was better than the version she'd cut. More alive. More intentional. More him.
She had caught it—barely. Preserved a fraction of it, wrapped in music and voiceover and slow-motion light. But seeing him now, under the lights, carrying both the pressure and the poise like it was second nature?
She wasn't ready for it.
Timeout. Two minutes left. Game tied.
The huddle swarmed near midcourt. Coaches barking. Zaccharie toweling off. Trae nodding like he already saw the play unfolding.
Jalen stood slightly behind the main group, towel slung loose around his neck, eyes lifted just enough to find hers. Again.
Just for a moment. Like he needed to know she was still watching.
Theresa didn't move. Didn't blink. But the moment held.
And then the buzzer sounded.
Back in.
Atlanta forced a stop. Jalen grabbed the rebound. Drove. Kicked to the corner. Trae drilled the three.
Crowd exploded. Arena shook.
Timeout. Opponent.
Thirty seconds left now. Hawks by three.
Theresa's heart didn't slow.
The timeout break was shorter. She didn't hear the instructions through her headset. Didn't clock the camera cue or the highlight reel they rolled back across the big screen.
She was locked in. On him.
And when he stepped back onto the court for the final play, she saw it—how calm he looked. How sure. How ready.
Like he wasn't just playing the game. He was owning it.
The inbound was messy. The trap came fast. But Jalen broke it.
Split two defenders, drew a foul on the drive, hit the floor hard—But not too hard.
He popped back up. Brushed his shoulder once.
And then—Two made free throws. Like it was nothing.
Ball game.
The crowd roared. The bench emptied. Hands slapped. Towels flew. Someone dumped water on Zaccharie, who screamed like he'd been stabbed. Trae threw his head back and yelled at the ceiling.
And Jalen? He found her with his eyes again.
Not loud. Not pointed. Just real.
Theresa stood still.
Until a staffer tapped her arm. "They want postgame quotes for socials. And the league wants a pull for broadcast. You good to record?"
She nodded. Stepped back into the light.
Smiled tight. Held steady.
But inside her chest, something was breaking open.
Because tonight hadn't just gone well. It had gone right.
And Jalen—Her favorite forward, her not-quite, her don't-call-it-anything—He had turned a campaign into a warning shot.
A soft one. Earnest. Unmistakable.
He was coming. Not just for the spotlight. But for her as well.
Later, in the media corridor, the lights were too bright and the walls too narrow for comfort. Reporters filed in and out, phones in hand, voices rising and falling like static as they chased quotes, edits, deadlines. Theresa moved through them like a shadow—shoulders squared, pace steady, headset tucked into her back pocket now.
She didn't make eye contact. Didn't need to. They knew who she was.
One stopped her anyway.
Local—sharp jacket, sharper smile, the kind of reporter who always asked sideways questions that didn't sound like they were about basketball until you were halfway into an answer you couldn't take back.
"Theresa." A pause. A head tilt. "So the All-Star push is official now? Or are you just gonna pretend you're not the one quietly pulling the strings?"
She didn't break stride, but she did glance sideways. One brow arched, smooth as ever. "I'm just doing my job."
"Sure," the reporter drawled, falling into step beside her. "And Jalen just happens to be everywhere this week—highlight reels, community service, mic'd up flirting with toddlers?"
"He's good with kids," she said coolly. "The league likes that."
The reporter smirked. "So do you."
Theresa stopped walking.
Only for a second. Long enough to let the silence work in her favor.
Then she tilted her head—not enough to smile, not enough to challenge. Just enough to shift the balance of power.
"He leads the league in hustle stats this month," she said. "Top-five in plus-minus, second in deflections, first in defensive win shares. The clips are a bonus."
"Cute bonus," the reporter said.
"He's earned it."
"And you've packaged it."
"That's what a campaign is," she said. "Not smoke. Not spin. Just the truth—cut clean."
The reporter whistled low. "Right. Clean." Then, more softly: "Must be hard. Keeping it clean."
Theresa didn't answer.
Because they both knew what that meant. What it really meant, buried under thirty seconds of B-roll and mic'd-up charm and every choice she hadn't made by accident.
The reporter didn't push. Just laughed under their breath and peeled off toward the press room.
Theresa kept walking.
Steady. Sharp. Her heels clicked softly against the polished corridor floor, a metronome of control.
But inside, that old weight returned. Not panic. Not guilt.
Just the familiar pull of a truth she hadn't said out loud:
It wasn't just a campaign anymore.
And if she wasn't careful—She'd cut herself clean, too.
When the game was over and the win was banked and the press had thinned out, Jalen found her in the hallway outside the media room.
"Video was good," he said casually, walking with her like he hadn't just dropped twenty.
"Thanks," she said, just as casual.
"Made me look smart."
"You did that part yourself."
He bumped her shoulder. "Nah. You clipped it cute."
She shot him a look. "You weren't supposed to see that version."
"I wasn't supposed to?" Jalen echoed, mock offense coating his voice like honey. "You mean to tell me there was a different one? Damn. Was I less charming in that one?"
She didn't answer.
Just kept walking—toward the service exit, toward the safety of distance, toward whatever quiet corner might let her breathe without him looking at her like that.
But he followed.
Of course he followed.
"I'm serious," he added, lower now. "It was good. You got it just right."
"That's the job."
"No," he said, "that was more than a job."
She stopped. Slowly. Let the silence stretch between them until even the hallway lights felt too bright.
He didn't fill it this time.
Didn't joke. Didn't tease. Just looked at her with that same, maddening calm he'd carried all night—like he was already two steps past pretending.
"You heading out?" he asked, quiet.
She nodded. "Yeah. Long day."
"Okay."
A beat.
Then, softer: "You want company?"
Theresa's stomach flipped, but her voice didn't crack.
"...Yeah."
They didn't speak much on the way out.
Past the stragglers still packing up production gear. Past the lobby where security gave them a knowing glance and said nothing. Past the night, which had gone too still, too quiet, like it knew how thin her defenses had gotten.
Theresa's apartment was quiet in the way only postgame nights could be—dim, still, thick with the kind of silence that carried everything unspoken. She didn't head to the kitchen. Didn't pretend to need tea or water or anything to do with her hands. Instead, she walked straight to the couch, exhaling as she sank into the corner, hoodie still on, knees tucked under her.
Jalen followed without a word.
He sat close—closer than usual. Not touching, not yet, but close enough that his warmth reached her anyway. He let his body angle toward hers, easy and relaxed, like they had done this a thousand times. Like this wasn't the first time she'd let the tension uncoil around him in her own home.
It should have felt new. It didn't.
His shoulder brushed hers.
"Is it weird," he said quietly, "if I ask to watch it again?"
Theresa snorted softly. "You've already seen it five times."
"Four and a half. The first time, I was trying not to black out."
She rolled her eyes. "It's not that deep."
"It is." He nudged her knee gently. "Come on. You made something. Don't you wanna see how good it is when it's not playing on a thousand-foot screen?"
Her instinct was to deflect. To make a joke. To say she'd already seen it too many times—that it wasn't about the video anymore, that she was just tired.
But something about the way he looked at her—earnest, unguarded—made her reach for the remote.
"I'm only letting you rewatch it," she muttered, "because you were good tonight."
He grinned. "I'm always good."
"That's debatable."
She queued the clip on her TV, cast straight from the Hawks' YouTube channel. He shuffled a little closer as the loading bar spun, until his thigh pressed against hers. She didn't pull away.
The video opened—music swell, crowd noise, the first shot of him lacing his shoes under soft lighting.
She watched him watch it.
Not the screen. Him.
Jalen leaned forward just slightly, elbows on his knees, the barest hint of tension in his shoulders. Like he still didn't quite believe it was real.
When the community event segment played, he chuckled under his breath. "That kid actually bit me after the dunk."
Theresa lifted an eyebrow. "Why didn't you tell me that?"
"I didn't want to ruin the aesthetic."
"You're the aesthetic."
His head turned slightly. "That sound like a compliment."
"Don't let it go to your head."
The video rolled on.
The clip came near the end. That post-practice soundbite, just before the closing card. She didn't brace for it this time.
"But I got her—uh, it. I got it."
Onscreen, his expression didn't change.
But here, on the couch, he exhaled through his nose. "Why'd you leave that line in?"
Her heart tripped once. Twice.
"I didn't," she said, voice thin. "Someone else cut the final."
"But you didn't take it out."
She looked at him then—fully.
He was tired, she could tell. The edge of fatigue behind his eyes, the looseness in his posture now that the game was over. But he still looked steady. Still looked real in a way that made her throat feel tight.
"I didn't know until it aired," she said, carefully, truth-adjacent. "And once it did... it was already done."
Jalen nodded, slowly. His expression didn't change, but something in it softened.
"Right," he said. "So it just... slipped through."
"Don't read into it," she added quickly—too quickly.
"I'm not," he lied.
"Besides," she said, clearing her throat, "you stumbled. That line wasn't clean."
"No," Jalen agreed, smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. "But it was honest."
A pause.
Then:
"You ever think maybe people don't want perfect? Maybe they want the thing that almost breaks, but holds anyway."
Her jaw flexed. "You're quoting your own campaign to me now?"
"I'm quoting you." He leaned in, voice quiet. "I just said the words. You're the one who made them hit."
Theresa swallowed hard. Her throat felt thick. She wanted to deflect, wanted to pivot back to graphics or metrics or the rebound differential in the third quarter—but the words wouldn't come.
And Jalen—damn him—waited.
Not pressing.
Just sat there, steady and unblinking, like he could outlast her silence. Like he already knew the answer and was willing to wait until she said it out loud.
"You want me to pretend it didn't happen?" he asked, voice low. "That I didn't say it? That you didn't hear it?"
"Jalen—"
"I meant it," he said. No smirk. No soft teasing. Just the truth. "Maybe not how it sounded. Or maybe exactly how it sounded. I don't know."
Theresa's heart thudded so loud it drowned out the rest of the night.
"I'm not trying to make this messy," he added. "I'm not trying to mess up your work, your season, whatever this is between us. I know it's complicated."
She blinked. Once. Twice.
Then, quietly: "It's more than complicated."
He nodded. "Yeah. I know."
Another beat.
"You can kick me out now," he said, voice rougher now. "Tell me this is all too much. Tell me I read it wrong."
Silence.
"I'm not kicking you out." Theresa tilted her head against the back cushion. "You're lucky it was cute."
"You sure it wasn't... compromising?"
"Emotionally or professionally?"
He laughed. "Both."
"You're fine," she said. "If anything, it made you look real."
He turned his head slowly, met her eyes. "And what did it make you look like?"
She didn't answer, but snuggled closer to him.
The video ended.
She didn't move to replay it. Just sat with him in the hush that followed, cheek to his chest now, her body slowly unwinding into the quiet.
Then—her phone buzzed.
She didn't reach for it at first. Let her head stay tucked under Jalen's chin, let the warmth of his body settle around her like the night couldn't touch her here. The game was long over. The campaign had dropped. The postgame chaos was winding down. She deserved one moment of peace.
But a second buzz followed. Then a third. Slack. Twitter. League mentions. A digital flood.
She sighed, reluctantly reached for it, checked the screen—And froze.
LaMelo Ball. Blue check. 1.6M followers. A post barely thirty seconds old.
He'd posted a video—of himself. No caption. Just a slick cut of his previous All-Star appearances. Him laughing in the tunnel. Him throwing flashy assists. Him in the All-Star jersey, framed like a movie poster, music swelling behind every stepback three.
And then the final frame:
"Some of us don't need campaigns. We are the moment."
Her jaw tightened.
He was baiting. Clearly. Aggressively. Pettily.
And God, it worked.
The numbers were climbing fast—retweets, quotes, likes. His name was already bumping next to Jalen's on the trending sidebar. And the comments were exactly what she expected: love for the past campaigns. Comparisons. Arguments. Hype.
She bit her tongue so hard she tasted iron.
Jalen shifted beside her. "Everything okay?"
She blinked. Looked up too fast. "Yeah."
He didn't look convinced, but he didn't press. He just tugged her closer again, hand gentle at her thigh, the weight of him grounding.
She leaned in. Made her body relax. Made her pulse settle even though it wouldn't.
Because this wasn't just noise. This was intentional. Unhinged in the way only LaMelo could be—blunt, bare-faced, and aimed directly at her without saying her name.
Jalen rubbed slow circles into her leg, distracted now by whatever postgame montage had just started rolling. His eyes flicked to the screen. She felt him smile a little when his highlight came up.
He was calm. Still inside the good kind of tired.
And she was boiling.
Because she'd worked for weeks to make this clean. Controlled. Strategic. She'd shaped a campaign out of respect and talent and timing. It wasn't just marketing—it was care. It was layered.
And LaMelo had answered with a cheap flashback reel and a dig so unsubtle it might as well have had her initials watermarked in the corner.
Theresa's grip on her phone tightened.
Jalen was still leaning into the cushions, fully at ease, and she didn't want to shatter that—didn't want to drag him into the pettiness. Not now. Not when he'd given her nothing but steady warmth and respect all night. Not when this moment felt like hers, like theirs.
But LaMelo Ball had a gift.
Not just for basketball, but for chaos. He didn't need to step into a room to leave a dent. He could do it from one state away with one clip, one post, one perfectly timed shot across the bow.
And now? He'd found his target again.
Jalen leaned into her without realizing. "You're quiet."
"I'm thinking," she said, too quickly.
"About what?"
She swallowed it.
"Nothing important."
It wasn't a lie. Not exactly. Not in the moment.
But inside, her whole brain was already spiraling—through damage control, through what it meant to poke the bear, through how this little late-night stunt of LaMelo's would land if it ever went public. Because while he hadn't said her name... everyone in the booth would know. Everyone in the thread. Everyone who'd seen the cut and the look on her face afterward.
She'd handed the league a clean, polished campaign.
If LaMelo wanted attention?
Fine.
Let him throw his tantrum on main.
She wasn't giving it to him.
Not here. Not tonight. Not with Jalen's hand still warm on her thigh.
But tomorrow?
Tomorrow she'd torch him.
With silence.
With precision.
With a rollout so sharp he'd be the one choking on subtext next time.
But tonight—She just leaned into Jalen's side like she wasn't plotting PR vengeance in her chest cavity. Let him rest his chin on her shoulder, let the highlight package roll.
But in her chest, something turned sharp.
Because Theresa had spent months learning how to control the narrative.
And if LaMelo still wanted to play games?
He'd learn—fast and brutal—what it meant to try and hijack her story.
Chapter 34: Damage Control
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The mess found her before the sun did.
Theresa blinked awake to the sound of her phone vibrating hard against the nightstand—short, urgent bursts that rattled the glass of water she'd forgotten to drink. Her room was still dark. No birds. No cars. Just a dull headache blooming behind her eyes and the creeping sense that something had slipped out of her grasp while she slept.
She reached for the phone with a groan.
37 unread messages
6 new mentions
3 screenshots
1 blood pressure spike
And not a single cup of coffee in her system.
The group thread was a warzone.
Will: this man really said "we are the moment" and thought he ATE???
Caro: someone check his delusions-to-highlights ratio
Seth: pls god tell me we're not answering this with content
Will: can I meme it or is that considered war?
Theresa didn't reply.
She was already in her inbox, half-scrolling through early league syncs and PR check-ins with one hand while brushing her teeth with the other. Her laptop balanced on the closed toilet lid. The bathroom mirror reflected a face pulled into focus by sheer spite.
She hadn't slept.
Or maybe she had—in increments, wedged between the weight of Jalen's voice and LaMelo's arrogance.
Because now it wasn't just about a campaign.
It was about nerve.
About LaMelo pushing an elbow into her ribs through a screen and acting like it was strategy. Like he could wink at the algorithm and erase six weeks of careful build with one glossy highlight reel and a tagline that reeked of sour grapes and last year's metrics.
Cute. Flashy.
But shallow.
She'd seen it before—players trying to make the moment louder than the game. She'd written the counter-narrative a hundred times.
Step one: move fast.
By 9:03 a.m., her first internal had started. Video syncs. Engagement spikes. Mentions. It was working—Jalen's numbers had surged. Their segment was the most replayed of the night. Even the league's own socials had doubled down on the campaign's tone. Clean. Powerful. Emotional without tipping into sentimentality.
And yet—LaMelo was trending.
Because drama always did.
Not because it lasted, but because it flared.
Theresa had never been one for flares. She'd been raised in the slow burn.
So she muted the thread. Turned off Slack. And started rewriting the next round of rollout points.
Step two: bury the narrative.
Make it harder for the algorithms to breathe. Smother the noise with clean visuals, leadership energy, and content that said look at our boy, he just wants to hoop and help.
No crisis response. No formal pushback. That would be giving him the microphone.
Instead—silence with intent.
They'd drown him in structure. They'd bury him in balance. They'd beat him at his own game by refusing to play it.
But there would be subtle jabs—refined ones.
The next clip package? It wouldn't just highlight Jalen's stats.
It would drop raw footage of teammates praising his leadership. Coaches talking about his growth. A mic'd moment from practice where he's the one running the huddle, the one keeping tempers even, the one holding the room.
No flashy tagline. No slick cuts.
Just truth. Played straight.
Because Theresa knew the game inside out.
And LaMelo?
He'd just told everyone he was desperate to catch up.
Step three: monitor. Nudge. Deflect.
She pinged the league content coordinator in Slack:
Flagging that LaMelo's post is stirring up All-Star chatter. Might want to be proactive on framing if you're pulling daily roundups.
The reply came five minutes later:
LEAGUE – LEAH:
Already logged. No comment from us yet. but we're watching.
Thanks for the heads up, as always.
Theresa closed the tab and leaned back in her chair.
The walls of her apartment felt thinner than usual. The air heavier. The campaign had been humming, focused, carefully built—brick by brick. She'd controlled the pace, shaped the story. But LaMelo had come in like a live wire and struck a match.
Of course he had.
Because he couldn't stand to be ignored. Because he'd seen the video. Because he'd heard the line.
And now he was playing games again. Not directly. Not visibly. But just close enough to breathe on the glass. Close enough to fog up the window without leaving fingerprints.
Theresa stared at her screen, jaw tight, stomach hollow.
This wasn't about Jalen even. Not entirely.
It was about her.
Her name wasn't in the post. But her shadow was. In the subtext. In the timing. In the half-grin embedded in every fan reply that whispered he knows something.
Theresa didn't panic.
She wrote a Slack to the in-house team:
If the LaMelo post keeps climbing, push the defensive metrics thread early. Use hard numbers. No emotion. Let them argue against the stats.
Seth replied immediately:
"let them argue against the stats" why is that the hardest line of the week
She didn't answer.
Just sipped her cold coffee and stared at the blank corner of her browser where his post still hovered.
It wasn't personal. She wouldn't let it be.
But beneath the spreadsheets and scheduled content and auto-tagged engagement boosters, her pulse kept skipping.
Because LaMelo Ball wasn't subtle.
And worse—he knew exactly how to stay just inside the line of plausible deniability.
Just enough to make her flinch.
Just enough to make her wonder what he'd drop next.
By the time she made it to the arena, the morning had already frayed at the seams.
Theresa moved through security like a ghost—hood up, pass already scanned, coffee in hand but untouched. Her bag was heavier than usual. Laptop. Chargers. An emergency blazer she didn't plan to wear but couldn't leave behind. Somewhere in there, a bottle of eye drops. She hadn't made it to concealer.
Upstairs, her office lights flickered on with a mechanical hum. She didn't bother with music. Just dumped her things on the desk, closed the door behind her, and pulled the blinds half-shut.
Damage control didn't need sunlight.
She opened Slack. Drafted talking points for later. Double-checked that the defensive metrics thread had posted clean. It had. Engagement was solid. The right people were sharing it—journalists, analysts, assistant coaches who probably couldn't name three influencers but knew how to read a possession chart.
But even that wasn't enough to settle her.
She closed the tab. Reopened it. Typed a note into the agenda doc, then deleted it immediately. Her reflection in the dark monitor looked like someone halfway between a panic attack and a press release.
The door swung open fast.
"Have you seen it?"
Jalen's voice cut through the room, loud and clipped. No knock, no hello—just six-foot-nine of pissed-off forward energy storming into her office like it was his.
"I'm sorry," she said flatly. "Do you not have practice?"
He stepped fully into the room, door swinging shut behind him.
"You've seen it," he said, like it was a fact. "That's what got you so silently worked up last night."
She lifted her eyes slowly. "I wasn't worked up."
"You didn't say more than three words after I asked you about it."
"So you barged in here to accuse me of... what, exactly? I'm literally in my office doing my job," she snapped, finally looking up. "What exactly do you want from me, Jalen?"
His laugh was dry, sharp. "I don't know. Maybe a heads-up that your little hornet problem was gonna hijack the whole damn conversation before I walked into practice like an idiot?"
That stopped her.
"You think I knew he was going to pull that stunt?"
"You knew something was coming," he shot back. "Don't act like you didn't. You've been off for days."
She stood then. Calm, slow, every movement controlled like she was fighting the urge to throw her coffee at the wall.
"You don't get to come in here, accuse me of hiding things, and throw him in my face like it's my fault."
"You didn't even warn me," Jalen said, biting. "You let me walk in there blind, knowing the whole internet was watching his little flex and thinking I'm part of some... triangle or some shit."
Theresa's jaw clenched. "So this isn't about the campaign. This is about your pride."
He flinched—just barely. "It's about respect."
"Funny," she said. "I thought that was mutual."
The silence dropped hard.
Jalen stared at her, breathing fast, like he wanted to take it back and double down at the same time. Like he didn't know which part of him was talking anymore—the man, the teammate, the maybe-something-more that neither of them had put a name to yet.
He scoffed. "And you're just gonna let it fly? Let everyone assume I'm some lovesick prop in the middle of his little pissing contest?"
Theresa set her laptop down. Calm. Too calm.
"I'm not entertaining this."
"You're already in it."
"Jalen."
He stared at her, eyes a little too wild, shoulders stiff. The steadiness she loved in him—gone. What replaced it was frantic and young and deeply unsure.
"You think I'd let him hijack the campaign on purpose?"
"I think you didn't stop him."
Her voice dropped, low and precise. "I don't control him."
"With the way he's been orbiting you lately, you could."
The silence that followed wasn't quiet—it was dense. Charged.
Theresa stepped forward. Close enough to break the line between personal and professional.
"I'm not the one who brought him into this," she said. "You did. The second you let it get under your skin."
He looked like he wanted to argue. To double down. But he didn't.
"I've got this, Jalen."
He didn't move.
"I said, I've got it."
Finally, he turned for the door.
"Let me know when you're ready to talk to me like I'm not just another asset on your content calendar."
Didn't slam the door this time. Just walked out—slow, cold, like retreating was the only move left that wouldn't feel like surrender.
Theresa didn't chase him. Didn't sit down either.
Just stood there in her office, staring at the space he'd occupied, the air still heavy with ego and unspoken history.
She knew it then. This wasn't over.
God help her if they ever collided again.
She didn't move for a long time. The quiet pressed in.
Outside the office, the arena was starting to stir—footsteps in the hallway, the faint buzz of a floor buffer, someone laughing too loud near the vending machines. Game day rhythms, ordinary as ever.
But inside, it was still. Frozen.
Theresa finally sat, slow and deliberate, her palms flat against the edge of the desk. The heat from her coffee had long since vanished. Her pulse hadn't.
The campaign was intact. The numbers held. The league wasn't panicking. Her team had executed every countermeasure she'd queued up before breakfast. By every professional metric, she was winning.
But she didn't feel like it.
Not with Jalen's voice still echoing off the walls.
Not with the ghost of LaMelo's smirk still living in her mentions.
And not with her own reflection—calm, composed, cruel—staring back at her from the darkened laptop screen like it had planned this all along.
It hadn't.
Theresa turned back to her screen. Reopened the draft schedule. She deleted one clip, swapped the order of two others, and added a fresh line to the content doc:
Build for endurance. No firestorms. No flares.
Let them burn out on drama.
They'd be waiting on the other side.
Because she wasn't afraid of tension.
She'd just forgotten how much it cost to carry it alone.
A knock sliced through the silence.
Three short raps. No hesitation. No apology.
Theresa didn't look up right away. Her hands stayed on the keyboard, the screen still glowing with the Slack thread she hadn't answered, the metrics she'd already memorized, and the rollout plan she kept tweaking just to feel like she had control over something.
Another knock. Louder this time. Familiar rhythm.
Theresa sighed and stood again, gathering whatever calm she hadn't spent already. She exhaled slowly and dragged herself to the door. When she opened it, her brother was already leaning against the frame like he owned the entire building. Hoodie slouched over his head. Phone in one hand. Disapproval written all over his face.
"Well," he said. "You look like hell."
"Hello to you, too."
He walked in without waiting, letting the door click shut behind him. He scanned the room—shades drawn, two empty coffee cups on the desk, and a half-eaten protein bar still in its wrapper like even her attempts at breakfast had lost the will to finish.
"Didn't know you were auditioning for a vampire drama," he said. "Want to open a window before you start combusting?"
She shot him a glare. "Don't start."
Trae raised his hands in mock surrender but didn't back off. He circled the desk once, then landed in the chair across from hers like it was a throne and he was settling in to rule the mess.
"Alright," he said. "How bad is it?"
She didn't answer.
He tilted his head. "On a scale from one to 'I have LaMelo's entire digital team muted for my mental health,' where are we at?"
Theresa pinched the bridge of her nose. "I'm at thirty-seven unread messages and a half-dozen execs pretending they didn't see the post while quietly refreshing their feeds every ten seconds."
"Got it." Trae leaned forward, elbows on his knees. "So meltdown mode."
"No," she said sharply. "Control mode."
"Same thing with extra steps."
She met his eyes. There was a warning there, quiet but undeniable. But Trae had never been afraid of her temper. He knew when to push, and today, he wasn't backing off.
"You going to tell me what happened with Jalen?" he asked.
Theresa looked away. "Nothing."
"Try again."
"He barged in here, threw a fit, accused me of siding with LaMelo, and stormed out."
Trae blinked. "Damn."
"Yeah."
"Want me to fight him?"
She huffed a laugh despite herself. "No."
"Want me to accidentally post a TikTok of him tripping over his own feet in warmups?"
"No."
"Then what do you want?"
She didn't have an answer. Not one that fit into words. Not one that didn't sound like a confession.
Because what she wanted—what she really wanted—was for it all to stop. For the campaign to stay clean. For LaMelo to back off. For Jalen to trust her. For the part of herself that still flinched when things got personal to stay buried where it belonged.
But none of that was realistic. And none of it would fix what had already cracked.
"I want..." she started, then stopped.
Trae waited.
She finally said, "I want to get through the next couple of weeks without someone lighting a match under everything I've built."
He leaned back in the chair, letting the silence stretch.
"You know you're good, right?"
"Don't start with the pep talk."
"Too late," Trae said. "You're too good. That's why they're rattled."
She rolled her eyes, but he kept going.
"LaMelo's spiraling because he thought he could touch your work and get away with it. Jalen's spiraling because he thought he could touch you and stay safe. And you—you're standing here like you're the one who needs to apologize."
"I'm not apologizing."
"Good," he said. "Because you don't owe either of them a damn thing."
She blinked, and something in her chest stuttered.
"You scare them," Trae said, softer now.
She blinked. "I scare them?"
"Jalen's not used to being... eclipsed," Trae said, voice low. "And you—you make everything else feel smaller."
Theresa looked down. "Even LaMelo?"
Trae tilted his head. "Especially him. That's why he's acting out. You walk in and people scramble to match your tempo. You don't play games. You run them. And yeah, that's gonna rattle a couple of men who are used to being the story. Don't let them get into your head."
"I'm already in my head."
"Well then get back out," he said. "Because if this turns into some tragic media-adjacent love triangle, I'm transferring."
She laughed—hoarse, surprised, exhausted.
Trae smiled. "There she is."
Theresa didn't speak. She couldn't. Her throat felt tight and her eyes burned—not with tears, but with exhaustion sharp enough to cut.
"You're not the chaos," Trae said. "You're the storm shelter."
She stared at him. "That was almost poetic."
"I can do metaphors," he said with a grin. "You just don't stick around long enough to hear them."
She smiled faintly, but her fingers were still clenched.
Trae stood, pulled her into a quick, one-armed hug that didn't ask permission. "You've got this."
She didn't hug back. But she didn't pull away either.
He grabbed his phone off her desk, headed for the door, and paused just before opening it.
"Oh," he said casually. "And for the record?"
"What now?"
"If you and LaMelo ever end up in the same room again, I'm not coming to bail either of you out."
She arched a brow. "I wouldn't need bailing out."
Trae grinned. "No," he said. "But he might."
The door shut behind him with a soft thud.
Theresa stood alone again.
Still tired. Still raw. But a little steadier now. At least, until the next fire started.
And with LaMelo Ball? It was only a matter of time.
Scratch that. It was only a matter of seconds. Like the universe was laughing.
Her phone buzzed.
melo: damn, atlanta, pulling all the strings, aren't ya
Theresa didn't blink. Didn't sigh. Just stared at it, one thumb hovering over the keyboard, the other still wrapped tight around her lukewarm coffee like she needed something to anchor her.
Another message hit before she could type.
melo: got all these folks dancing on cue. impressive.
She rolled her eyes.
Then typed:
theresayoung: don't flatter yourself. even without your little stunt, the campaign's working.
Three dots appeared instantly. Then stopped. Then started again.
She leaned back, let them flicker.
melo: sure. just a coincidence your boy's numbers spiked the same hour my name did
theresayoung: your name trends every time you wear a dumb outfit and glare into the camera. it doesn't mean anything.
melo: lmao damn. cold.
theresayoung: truth isn't cold. it's clean.
There was a pause then.
No typing bubbles. No response.
She set the phone down. Let it face the desk.
But before her hand had fully pulled away—Buzz.
melo: you think I'm just noise but you still watched the whole thing, didn't you?
Her pulse skipped.
He knew she had. Of course he did. He was baiting her again, casting the line and waiting to see how hard she tugged.
But she wasn't going to bite. Not yet.
theresayoung: congrats on the attention. enjoy it while it lasts.
melo: oh I am. but if your boy makes a roster spot be sure to know who to thank
Her jaw went tight. She stared at the last message—each word deliberate, dripping with that smug, unbothered charm he wore like armor.
Her thumb hovered over the keyboard. She could gut him in ten words if she wanted. She could slice the smirk off his face from a state away. But that was the thing about LaMelo—he wanted the reaction almost more than the win.
She deleted three different drafts before settling on:
theresayoung: careful. gratitude isn't my strong suit.
Read. Instantly.
The typing bubble blinked back at her—on, off, on—like he was pacing somewhere, hands twitching to land the next blow.
melo: that's fine. I accept thank-you cards too
She almost laughed—almost. The audacity was absurd, and he knew it.
theresayoung: bold of you to assume I own stationery.
melo: bold of you to think you won't need it.
The last line sat there, pulsing in her vision, more promise than threat.
The cursor blinked at her, patient and smug. She could almost hear the grin behind it, that low, amused cadence he carried like a weapon. He wasn't in the room, but somehow he was leaning in anyway—close enough to take up air that didn't belong to him.
Theresa's hand curled slowly into a fist on the desk.
She didn't reply.
Not because she didn't have words. But because every single one of them would sound like surrender. Like interest. Like the exact reaction he wanted—and she refused to be anyone's confirmation bias.
Her screen dimmed.
But her thoughts didn't.
God help her.
Because he wasn't just breathing on the glass anymore.
He was cracking it.
Theresa pushed the phone away, harder than she meant to. It skidded across the desk, stopped against the edge of her laptop. The urge to throw it into the bottom drawer and lock it there was sharp, but so was the knowledge that she'd still hear it buzz.
Still look.
She stood abruptly, chair scraping back, the office too small to hold the current crawling under her skin. The blinds were still half-drawn, letting in a sliver of arena light—bright, sterile, impersonal. She crossed the room and yanked them open, flooding the space in harsh daylight.
It didn't help.
The hum in her chest stayed. The prickle at the back of her neck stayed. The memory of his last message stayed, coiled and smug, like a challenge she hadn't officially accepted but also hadn't walked away from.
Theresa dragged in a slow breath. She needed to work—bury herself in it, lose the hours in clean drafts and polished captions and schedule blocks. That was the plan. That had always been the plan.
Her eyes scanned the content calendar—three days of clean rollout, a pregame feature queued for Thursday, two evergreen clips ready to plug in if engagement dipped. Everything in its place. Everything airtight.
And still, her thoughts slid sideways.
She shook her head hard, like she could rattle it loose. This was exactly what he wanted.
Her Slack pinged—Seth again.
Seth: "defensive metrics" thread's still climbing. might overtake his numbers by tonight.
Theresa: good. keep feeding it.
She set her phone face down again, but it didn't matter. His last line was etched in her mind. She shoved her phone into the desk drawer, buried under a stack of printed schedules she didn't actually need.
Out of sight, out of mind. At least, that was the lie she was running with.
The arena noise outside her door started to rise—warmups, sneakers on hardwood, the distant pop of a ball hitting the rim.
By the time the day started to thin out, the adrenaline had worn into something heavier. Emails were caught up. The last social post was queued. Her bag was already zipped and leaning against the desk.
Theresa shut down her laptop, slow like she was stalling for no reason she'd admit to. The arena was quieter now. She could slip out. Go home.
She wanted quiet. Not the brittle, half-suffocating quiet of her office. The other kind—dim lamp, blanket, maybe the low murmur of a game she didn't have to work.
She'd made it as far as the arena lobby. Bag on her shoulder, coat in hand, phone silenced and tucked deep into her pocket. The hallway behind her was dim now, emptied of staff and noise. Outside, the city hummed in low gear—streetlights flickering on, the first drift of evening chill pushing through the glass doors.
She was two steps from freedom when—
"Theresa, wait."
Her spine tensed.
The sound of his voice—too close, too familiar, too damn uncertain—froze her in place. She turned slowly, carefully, like any sudden movement might set off another fight.
Jalen jogged the last few steps toward her, not out of breath, but unsettled in that way he got when he wasn't sure if he was about to be let in or left behind.
He stopped a pace away, hood up and hands twitching like he'd been standing there awhile, unsure what to do with them.
She didn't say anything.
He rubbed the back of his neck. "Look, I know I was a dick this morning."
She arched a brow. "That's the apology?"
He winced. "That's the lead-in."
She crossed her arms. "Okay. Let's hear the rest."
"I just..." He shook his head, like he couldn't quite untangle the words. "I walked into practice and everyone was talking about it. Your name. His name. My numbers. That stupid tagline."
She said nothing.
"And it felt like I was the only one who didn't know there was a whole storm already brewing. Like I was just... some guy in the middle of it. Like I didn't matter as much as the story."
He didn't mean it cruel. Not this time. Just tired. Frayed at the edges.
"I know you're good at this. I know you think ten moves ahead. I trust that. I do. But when you shut down like that—when you go all cold and calculated—it makes me feel like I'm not even part of it."
She blinked.
It wasn't fair. It wasn't fully true either. But she knew that voice—half hurt, half defensive. The way he looked when he didn't want to admit how much something had gotten to him.
So she exhaled, slow. "I wasn't shutting down to shut you out."
He looked at her, quiet.
"I was trying to protect what we'd built," she said. "The campaign. The work. You. Me."
He glanced down at that last one.
Theresa stepped closer, lowering her voice. "You don't think I felt it too? That post? The way he phrased it? I've had my entire day buried under his shadow—and under yours."
He flinched. "Mine?"
"Don't act like you didn't throw fire, too," she said gently. "You barged in, threw a match, and walked out before checking for damage."
His jaw ticked. "You're right."
She nodded once. "Yeah."
A beat passed.
Then, softer: "I'm not good at... this part. The apology part."
She almost smiled. "You don't say."
He huffed a laugh, just barely. "I mean it, though. I didn't like seeing ghost of your name in that post. I didn't like wondering what it meant. But what I liked less was how fast I made it about me."
She didn't answer. Just looked at him, letting the silence stretch.
And when it didn't break her, he tried again—awkward, earnest.
"I want to be the one who has your back. Not the one who makes your day worse."
Theresa swallowed. Then: "That's closer to an apology."
He looked at her, a little wary. "So are we good?"
"We're getting there."
He nodded slowly, taking it for what it was. "Can I—walk you home?"
She blinked. "You're walking me home now?"
He fell into step beside her like it was already decided. "It's dark. You live close enough. Doesn't hurt."
She didn't argue, but she didn't thank him either.
When he stepped close, quiet, not touching but near, Theresa didn't move away. They walked out together. No more words. Just space filled in, slow and quiet.
The cold met them at the curb.
Not sharp, not bitter—just enough to remind Theresa she'd forgotten gloves. She tugged her sleeves down, not for warmth, really, but for something to do with her hands. Jalen walked beside her like he'd done it a hundred times before. Like there wasn't a raw silence stretched between them.
The city had started to breathe again—buses grumbling past, headlights slick on pavement, the echo of someone's playlist thudding faintly through open car windows. They didn't speak. Their footsteps found a rhythm. Hers fast and clipped. His slower, but steady. Like he'd adjusted his pace to match hers.
Half a block passed before he broke the quiet.
"You ever fix your smoke detector?"
She blinked. "What?"
He nodded at the sky. "That night I stayed over... the thing chirped every ninety seconds like it was dying. Thought it might start a fire just out of spite."
Theresa huffed. "No, I didn't fix it. I ripped the battery out."
He laughed, soft and low. "That's one way."
She glanced sideways at him. "You saying that wasn't safe?"
"I'm saying it was very on brand."
"What, chaotic?"
He smiled. "Nah. You're not chaotic. You're just... relentless."
"I'll take it," she said dryly. "Better than being helpless."
Jalen stuffed his hands into his pockets. "You're the last person I'd ever call helpless."
They walked a little further. The lights changed. Cars passed by, none of them slowing down.
She adjusted her scarf. "Did you ever fix your garbage disposal?"
He groaned. "No. It still sounds like it's chewing rocks."
"I told you it probably is."
"Then why'd you offer to help?"
"I didn't say I'd fix it. I said I'd supervise while you made it worse."
He laughed again, looser this time.
For a moment, it felt like the air between them wasn't scorched earth.
They turned the final corner. Her building came into view.
He slowed a little. "This is the part where I say something charming and hope it gets me invited upstairs."
She looked at him, one brow raised. "Is it?"
He grinned. "Guess not."
She stopped at the top of her steps. "Not tonight."
He nodded, stepping back.
"Theresa," he said. "I'm sorry."
"I know."
And then, quieter: "Can I—?"
He leaned in. Hesitated. Gave her a chance to close the space. But she didn't.
Theresa turned her head at the last second.
His lips landed on her cheek instead—warm, soft, barely there.
He lingered for a second too long.
Then, gently, his forehead came to rest against the side of her head. Not forceful. Not pleading. Just... tired.
Like something in him still wanted to bridge the gap, but knew better than to try tonight.
He exhaled—quiet, uneven. Frustrated, maybe. But not angry. Not anymore.
His forehead brushed hers. Like he didn't want to move yet. Like he didn't trust whatever would happen if he did.
Then finally, he straightened. Hands sliding back into his pockets.
"I'll see you tomorrow," he said.
She nodded.
"Night, Jalen."
He stepped back slowly, like every part of him was still leaning toward her. Like walking away cost him something.
She didn't move until he reached the bottom of the steps.
Only then did she slip inside and let the door close behind her. On the other side, her breath finally hitched—quiet, sharp, and real.
Because that had almost been something. She wasn't sure if she was relieved or wrecked that it wasn't.
The week passed in fragments.
Not clean ones. Not days with names or structure. Just motion—hours bleeding into each other, things to fix, calls to return, fires to smother.
Theresa moved through it all like a metronome.
Steady. Efficient. Impenetrable.
There were meetings. Too many of them. Morning syncs where she let her team do the talking, nodding while mentally juggling two separate crisis threads. Evenings that ended too late, with her shoes kicked off by the door and her laptop still open at midnight. She answered messages in half-light, scrolled through metrics with eyes too dry to blink.
The campaign kept humming. Jalen's numbers held strong—steadied, even after the spike. The defensive metrics thread crested higher than expected. Clean, digestible proof. The league took notice. Local reporters started referring to him as "the anchor" instead of just "young talent." The shift was subtle, but it held weight.
LaMelo didn't post again.
Not directly.
But his name hovered in the feed like a bruise that hadn't fully healed. He showed up in fan edits. In sideline gifs. In a TikTok that caught him glancing at the Hawks bench with a smirk that somehow managed to be both empty and intimate.
Theresa didn't engage.
Not with him. Not with anyone.
Her DMs stayed closed. Her phone stayed buried at the bottom of her tote during work hours, screen flipped over when she finally got home. She took two walks around her block that week—not for exercise, but to stop herself from opening his profile.
Every night, she told herself she'd sleep early.
Every night, she didn't.
The quiet hours still felt the loudest.
And Jalen?
Jalen gave her space.
Not cold silence—not avoidance—but something more careful. Measured. He didn't barge in her office again. Stopped sending late texts that asked nothing and said too much. Instead, he lingered longer at team dinners. Waited to walk her out when her day ran over. Let his hand brush hers once in the hallway—not enough to mean something, but not nothing, either.
They were orbiting again. Just outside of warmth.
Serena noticed.
"You look like you've been professionally lit on fire," she said, not unkindly, mid-week over lunch. "Do I need to sneak you into a sensory deprivation tank?"
Theresa didn't deny it. Just took another sip of her flat Coke and murmured, "I'm fine."
She wasn't, really. But the lie had muscle memory now.
On Thursday, the league reposted one of her reels with no edits—rare. Her team celebrated in the group chat. Will sent a gif of her holding a flamethrower. Caro threatened to print it and make t-shirts.
Theresa sent back a thumbs-up.
That night, she stayed at her desk until after ten. Her eyes ached. Her fingers cramped. She'd rewritten the same caption four times and still couldn't decide if it read as confident or try-hard.
On Friday, Jalen dropped thirty points in a road game. Shot lights out. One turnover in thirty-eight minutes. Every postgame quote sounded like a grown man settling into his own gravity. Theresa clipped the cleanest line—"I'm not chasing headlines. I'm chasing wins"—and scheduled it for the morning rollout.
It hit. Hard.
They were winning. Quietly. Carefully.
By Saturday, the buzz had shifted. LaMelo's noise had dulled to a hum. Jalen's consistency was louder. The work was holding. The structure was solid. The narrative was hers again.
But the ache? Still there.
Muted. Muffled. But present.
A low-level hum behind her ribs whenever someone said his name too casually. A flicker of heat when she passed the part of the arena where he'd stopped her. A restlessness she couldn't shake when the sun set and she was left with nothing but silence and her own reflection.
She hadn't heard from him since that last message.
Bold of you to think you won't need it.
And bold of her to pretend she didn't want to answer.
Theresa held the silence like a weapon. But that didn't make it peace.
Not yet.
By the time day bled into night, the arena had emptied again. Another long day in the books. Emails sorted, approvals sent, graphics cued, and a full week of tiptoeing around both tension and denial finally in the rearview.
Theresa should've gone home.
Her phone was already silenced, her bag already slung over her shoulder. But something tugged at her chest, restless and taut. She didn't want her couch. She didn't want the silence. She didn't want the kind of alone that echoed.
So instead of heading for the exit, she'd cut left—down a stairwell, through a half-lit tunnel, and into the private practice gym.
It was dark when she slipped in. Motion sensors clicked on, humming to life overhead, casting soft pools of light across the gleaming hardwood. The far wall still bore the ghost of a whiteboard diagram. A few stray balls lined the edges of the court. The air was heavy with that late-night gym stillness—part ghost town, part sanctuary.
She dropped her bag by the scorer's table and walked onto the floor, slow.
No music. No shoes squeaking. No coach yelling.
Just her and the ball.
She hadn't done this in a while. Not seriously. Not like it mattered. But muscle memory was stubborn. Theresa dribbled in a slow rhythm, one hand then the other, then eased into a shot. The ball kissed the back rim and dropped through.
Not bad.
She kept going.
Sweat prickled at her temples after ten minutes, but she didn't stop. She wasn't pushing hard—just enough to breathe differently. Just enough to get out of her own head.
The thump of the ball. The squeak of her soles. The clean, satisfying whisper of net.
It helped.
Until a voice echoed from the door.
"You secretly prepping for the draft next year?"
She turned—already knowing who it was.
Her brother stood at the edge of the court, hoodie on, hands in his pockets, smirking like he'd caught her sneaking into a forbidden club.
"How long have you been standing there?" she asked, a little breathless.
"Long enough to know your form's better than Jalen's," he said, stepping onto the court. "You missed your calling."
"I didn't miss it," she said. "I ignored it on purpose."
"Shame," Trae said, walking slowly toward her. "Could've been the first Young sibling to win a ring."
She rolled her eyes and sank another jumper. "What are you doing here?"
"Late treatment ran long," he said. "Heard the court was still lit. Thought maybe a ghost was hooping."
"Close."
He watched her go through another set—drive, pivot, kick-out fake, fadeaway. She missed, but just barely.
"You know you're better than me, right?" he asked, watching her chase down her own rebound.
Theresa snorted. "Don't start."
"I'm serious." He caught the ball when it rolled his way, spun it once in his hands like he was weighing the truth of it. "Better jumper. Cleaner handles. You don't even waste energy. It's annoying."
She held out her hands for the ball. "And yet, somehow, you're the one on the Hawks' payroll."
"That's what I'm saying." He tossed it to her, slow and underhand. "You could've made a run for the WNBA. Easy."
She dribbled twice, set her feet, and let the ball fly. Swish.
"Could've," she said. "Didn't want to."
"Bullshit."
"It's not," she said, jogging after the rebound. "I loved the game. Still do. But I didn't love... everything else. The politics. The hustle. The constant fight to get a sliver of what you take for granted."
He frowned. "So you quit?"
"I didn't quit," she said sharply. "I just... picked a different lane. One I could own without having to ask anyone's permission."
Trae leaned against the stanchion, studying her. "You ever think you didn't go for it because you didn't want to know if you could beat me?"
She laughed—short, low. "Please. You were the reason I even tried half the stuff I did growing up."
His eyebrows lifted.
"Every time you learned something new—a crossover, a spin move, a reverse layup—I had to learn it too," she said, tossing the ball from hand to hand. "Not to one-up you. Just... to prove to myself I could. You were the bar, Trae. And I wanted to be able to clear it, even if nobody was watching."
For a moment, neither of them spoke. The gym was quiet except for the faint hum of the overhead lights.
"You know that's what makes you better, right?" he said finally.
"No," she said. "It just means I was chasing something that didn't belong to me."
"Or," he countered, "it means you've been playing at a pro level since you were fifteen and just didn't cash in."
She smirked. "Maybe. But you needed the spotlight. I needed the control."
"Guess you got both now," he said, nodding toward her phone on the scorer's table. "Just not in the way you thought."
Theresa followed his gaze. The screen was dark, but she still felt the heat of it—every message, every name, every ghost of a conversation she wasn't having.
"Yeah," she murmured. "Not in the way I thought."
She took another shot. Rimmed out.
Trae caught the bounce, dribbled once, then tossed it back gently. "Want a rebounder?"
"I'm good."
"You're tired."
"So are you."
"But I'm not pretending I'm not," he said, stepping closer. "Come on, Tess. What's really going on?"
She let the ball roll to a stop.
A long beat passed.
"I needed to get out of my head," she said. "Out of the metrics. Out of the threads. Out of—"
She didn't finish. Didn't have to.
"Out of him?" Trae asked.
She didn't confirm. But her silence did the talking.
He nodded. Picked up the ball and shot it casually—missed completely. "Damn."
She snorted. "Guess that's why I'm the one secretly prepping for the draft."
He chuckled. "Touché."
They stood in the half-light, court stretching quiet around them.
Then, softly, Trae said, "You know you don't have to be perfect, right?"
Her jaw tightened. "It's not about being perfect."
He looked at her gently. "Then what?"
"It's about staying ahead," she said, quieter now. "Of the noise. The doubt. The headlines. The rumors. The boys who think they know better. The men who think they own the narrative. The ones who smile like they're flirting when they're really trying to get under your skin."
A long pause.
"And the ones who smile like they care," she finished, voice flat, "but only when it's easy."
Trae stepped forward, close enough to touch but didn't.
"You gonna let either of them get in your way?"
She looked at him.
"No," she said. "I'm just trying to remember where I end and they start."
Trae exhaled. "That's real."
They stood in it a moment longer.
Then he nodded at the ball. "One-on-one?"
She arched a brow. "You want me to embarrass you this late?"
He grinned. "Nah, just want to make sure your handles are tight for media day."
She laughed, a little lighter this time.
When she took the ball and checked it back to him, it wasn't about proving anything. Just about feeling like herself again.
They played until the clock over the scoreboard crept past midnight, until their shots slowed and their trash talk thinned into quiet breathing and the occasional laugh.
By the time they called it, Theresa's hair was damp at her temples and her hoodie clung warm to her spine. Trae scooped up the stray balls they'd left along the baseline, rolling them back into the rack one by one.
"Still think you could've gone pro," he said lightly, but there wasn't any challenge in it this time.
Theresa just shook her head, hands on her hips, chest rising and falling. "You'd be insufferable if we were both in the league."
"True," he admitted, grinning.
They drifted toward the scorer's table together. She grabbed her bag, slung it over her shoulder. He lingered a second, watching her pack up like there was something else he wanted to say.
When she finally looked up, he stepped closer—just enough to rest his palm briefly against the side of her head, fingers warm in her hair.
Then he bent and pressed a quick kiss to her temple. Solid. Sure.
"I'm proud of you," he murmured. "You know that, right?"
Her throat tightened. "Trae—"
"I mean it. And I love you. Even when you're scary as hell."
She huffed out a laugh, small but real. "You're not supposed to admit I'm scary."
"That's my favorite part," he said, grinning again as he pulled back. He stepped toward the exit, glancing back only once. "Don't stay too late."
"I won't," she lied.
The door thudded shut behind him. The court went quiet again—just the echo of her own breathing and the faint hum of the overhead lights.
She reached for her bag.
Her phone buzzed hard against the wood of the scorer's table.
A single notification at the top of her screen.
nbaallstar.com: Voting is open. Your picks make all the difference.
Game over.
But the season? Still wide open.
Notes:
I hope you enjoyed this filler that isn't really filler. nothing really exploded here, but everyone was spiraling in silence and lying about it. i'm just setting the table before i start flipping it later 💝
Chapter 35: The Countdown
Chapter Text
It had been three days since All-Star voting opened, and the timelines were a split-screen—Hawks' clean, deliberate push for Jalen, and Charlotte's full-on, neon-drenched LaMelo parade.
Only one was trending every night.
Theresa wasn't new to it. Fan votes were messy, emotional things. They weren't won in the first week—but they could be lost.
The Hornets had him mic'd up, dripping in tunnel fits, flashing grins in locker room snippets. Theresa's feeds couldn't go twelve hours without seeing his name attached to some clip designed to go viral.
And maybe she was imagining it, but some of them felt... pointed.
A highlight package with his "we are the moment" line spliced twice.
A wink to camera after dropping a step-back three.
The same temple-tap gif making the rounds under Jalen's posts.
Her job was to ignore it. So she did—mostly.
The city had already shifted into holiday mode—traffic thicker near Lenox, lights strung so heavy on storefronts they blurred into one long glare when you drove past too fast. Starbucks cups were red again. Every other lobby in the arena had a sad little tinsel-wrapped ficus pretending to be festive. The marketing floor smelled faintly like cinnamon from someone's desk candle, though she couldn't pin down whose.
At home, she'd let Serena talk her into a tree—four feet tall, fake, and stubbornly lopsided, shoved into the corner of her living room like it was in timeout. It had exactly six ornaments. Five were Serena's. The sixth was a Hawks-branded bauble someone had left in her office as a joke.
Theresa worked straight through most nights, laptop balanced on the arm of her couch while muted holiday movies flickered in the background. Half the time she didn't notice the plots—just snow, bright scarves, and improbably fast romance.
Her calendar was a maze. Pregame activations. Media runs. Carefully timed content drops to coincide with the highest-vote days. Every move had to count twice as much because LaMelo's momentum didn't sleep, and Hawks PR wasn't about to spend Christmas week watching him run away with the East.
It was strange, though—even in the middle of the grind, December in Atlanta had a way of softening the edges. Cold enough for your breath to show at night. Street corners dotted with people selling knockoff jerseys and bags of pecans from folding tables. Hawks fans leaning across arena railings in Santa hats, yelling good-natured trash talk.
Theresa had always liked the city best in this stretch—buzzing but not frantic, warm in ways that didn't come from the weather. It made her think of being younger, of coming home from winter road trips with her parents' voices on speakerphone, asking if she'd eaten.
But this year, the season didn't feel like a pause.
It felt like the stretch before a sprint.
Every night, the vote counts shifted. Every morning, her inbox filled with fresh ideas for micro-campaigns and collaborative pushes. She could feel the tug-of-war in every number, every trendline.
And somewhere under all the noise, LaMelo kept finding ways to stay in her periphery—not enough to justify a response, but enough to keep her pulse just a shade too quick.
Christmas week came in slow, with the kind of gray skies that looked permanent.
Theresa traded the arena's echoing hallways for her parents' house—a low, brick place on the east side where the porch light had been left on since she was a kid. The wreath on the door was crooked. The smell of roasted turkey and garlic bread hit before she'd even kicked off her boots.
Inside, the living room was exactly as she'd left it the year before: couch covered in mismatched throw blankets, Trae's old trophies collecting dust in the corner, and her mom's half-finished jigsaw puzzle spread across the coffee table.
Trae was already there, sprawled in his usual spot with a plate balanced on his knee.
"Finally," he said, grinning around a mouthful of mashed potatoes. "We were about to start without you."
"You already did," she pointed out, hanging her coat.
Their parents beamed through dinner, asking about the season, the campaign, whether she was "sleeping enough"—the same question every holiday. Trae kept things light, deflecting whenever the topic got too close to actual stress. They bickered over who was better at wrapping presents (her), who'd get stuck doing dishes (also her), and whether "Die Hard" counted as a Christmas movie (it did).
Evenings were lazy—all of them tucked in the living room, mugs of cocoa balanced on armrests, the TV flickering with whatever Christmas special their dad picked. Serena came by once, dropping off a bag of cookies and a wrapped gift for Theresa with a wink and a "don't open it till Christmas morning."
And yet, in the background, the All-Star clock kept ticking.
Every morning, even before coffee, Theresa checked her email. Social numbers. Engagement rates. Mentions. She fielded quick calls from her team while pretending to help her mom with breakfast. She scrolled through Hawks' posts in one hand while holding a plate of cinnamon rolls in the other.
LaMelo was still everywhere—a Christmas Eve highlight reel, a new tunnel fit that went viral in hours, a behind-the-scenes clip of him handing out toys at a charity event with a caption that could've been ripped from her own playbook.
She ignored it. Or tried to.
Christmas morning, her parents made them all open gifts in order, youngest to oldest. Trae unwrapped a new watch, Theresa a sleek pair of noise-cancelling headphones ("for when the boys get too loud," her mom had said with a pointed look). She handed Trae a framed photo of the two of them from his rookie season, grinning like kids. He actually went quiet for a second before muttering, "Yeah, okay, you win gifts this year."
For a few hours, there was no campaign, no trendlines, no quiet war with the Hornets' content team. Just family. Warmth. The smell of pine and sugar and something in the oven that would burn if they didn't check it soon.
But when the house finally went quiet—parents napping, Trae upstairs FaceTiming a teammate—Theresa found herself on the couch, phone in hand. She scrolled aimlessly for a while, half-watching the snowless gray outside the window, until her notifications caught her eye.
A text from Jalen.
merry christmas, t.
Simple. No emojis. No campaign talk. Just him.
Her lips curved before she could stop them. She typed back: merry christmas, j.
Three dots blinked for a second, then disappeared.
No follow-up. No small talk. For some reason, that felt better than any long exchange could have.
She locked her phone, leaned her head back against the couch, and let the quiet fill the space between them—miles apart, but closer than she would've admitted out loud.
The days after Christmas blurred into a loop—cold mornings, muted afternoons, late nights where her laptop's glow was the only light in the apartment. The tree in the corner had started to lean like it was giving up, a scattering of pine needles marking every step she took past it.
Atlanta still had its holiday gloss, but the edges were sharpening. The streets were less forgiving. The Hawks were back on schedule. The Hornets' feed hadn't cooled once, every LaMelo clip landing like it had been timed to hit her timeline first.
She told herself it didn't matter. Mostly believed it.
On New Year's Eve, she and Serena decided to skip the rooftop chaos and overpriced champagne flutes. They stayed in—two bottles of prosecco, a stack of takeout containers, and a playlist that jumped from old R&B to early-2000s pop without warning.
They sprawled on Theresa's couch, half-watching the broadcast from New York, half-arguing about whether any of the performers were actually singing live. Serena painted her nails gold "for luck," then insisted on doing Theresa's too, laughing when Theresa threatened to smudge them on purpose.
Midnight came without fanfare. They stood in the kitchen, glasses raised, the muffled cheer from the TV marking the turn of the year. Serena hugged her tight and said, "This is the one, T." Theresa didn't ask what she meant. She just let it be true for a moment.
They stayed up too late, talking about nothing and everything, the way they always did when the world outside felt too loud. When Serena finally left in the early hours, the apartment felt still again.
By the next morning, the city had already shed its glitter. Confetti stuck damp to the sidewalks, the last of the string lights blinking unevenly in storefront windows.
The first week of January moved in fits—quiet mornings that snapped into frantic afternoons, practice schedules clashing with media obligations, content calendars rewritten twice before lunch.
Theresa could feel it in her team's tone, in the constant Slack pings, in the way her phone never left her desk for more than a few minutes. The first round of All-Star returns was coming, and nobody wanted to be caught flat-footed.
She knew the math. The opening weeks were momentum builders, not deal sealers. But the way Hawks PR had pushed—every clip clean, every caption sharpened, every drop strategically timed—they needed that first board to land in their favor. Even if only to prove the work was paying off.
The numbers hit on a Thursday.
She was in the tunnel when the email alert came through—plain subject line, league's media contact in the sender slot. She already knew before opening it, because the buzz started rolling down the hall like a wave, one person after another glancing at their phones and letting out little reactions they probably thought they were keeping quiet.
Trae was fifth. Jalen in tenth, but barely. She read the list twice. It wasn't a disaster. Not yet. But it wasn't clean either.
She didn't want to know who was number one.
In the hallway outside, someone muttered "Damn, Ball's eating this year," and she had to stop herself from turning around.
Theresa closed the email, slipped the phone back into her pocket, and kept walking like nothing had shifted. But in her head, she was already moving pieces, already drafting counters—the next push, the next hook, the next way to make ten feel like it had always been the plan.
Because the race wasn't over. It had barely started.
Her team would be waiting upstairs, ready to dissect every percentage point, every margin. The rational part of her brain knew the first returns weren't the war—just a map of the battlefield. But the part of her that lived for control bristled anyway.
Ten.
Barely ten.
It wasn't the story she'd spent weeks writing.
She took the stairs two at a time, letting the noise of the arena fade behind her. Her office door clicked shut with a finality that felt good, like closing the lid on something she wasn't ready to deal with yet. She dropped into her chair, finally opened the email, and made herself look.
Number one. Exactly who she'd expected.
And there it was again—the pulse, the one she hated. Not fear. Not even irritation. Just the stubborn rush of someone pressing too close in a game she'd been playing long before they showed up.
She set the phone face-down on her desk. Stared at the wall until the numbers blurred out of her head.
By the time she made it home that night, the city was already swallowed in winter dark.
Her apartment felt cooler than usual, the kind of quiet that pressed against your ears. She didn't bother with lights right away—just kicked off her boots, dropped her bag by the couch, and shrugged out of her coat.
The day was still humming in her head. Numbers. Timelines. Every half-smile from someone in the tunnel who thought they were being subtle. She pulled her hair up, padded to the kitchen for a glass of water, and finally checked her phone.
One new message. She just saw the preview:
you can chill now, i got enough votes
She didn't have to guess. She opened it, rolling her eyes.
melo: you can chill now, i got enough votes
melo: i know you're running half those burner accounts yourself. appreciate the hustle tho 💙
Her thumb hovered over the keyboard. For a full five seconds, she just stared at the blue heart, at the smug tilt baked into every word.
theresayoung: hate to break it to you, but i'm not even allowed to vote.
theresayoung: and if i was, i'd waste it on trae.
She hit send before she could think twice.
The read receipt popped up in seconds. Three dots blinked, then stalled, then blinked again—like he couldn't decide whether to double down or walk away.
melo: harsh
melo: but you're saying waste like it wouldn't be the best decision you ever made
Her mouth curved despite herself.
theresayoung: keep dreaming, ball.
This time, there was no pause.
melo: oh, i am
She locked her phone, tossed it onto the counter, and told herself she wasn't going to check it again tonight. She didn't notice she was still smiling when she turned out the kitchen light.
January blurred in the way it always did—not because the days were empty, but because they were too full to hold onto.
Morning practices bled into afternoon meetings, which bled into back-to-backs, which bled into late-night calls with marketing about what to drop and when.
The voting window was still wide open, but by now, the campaigns were running like machines.
Charlotte kept theirs loud—glossy edits, behind-the-scenes mic'd-up clips, tunnel shots that looked more like magazine spreads. The Hawks kept theirs sharp—nothing wasted, nothing sloppy, every post feeding the same story they'd been telling since December.
Theresa lived in the middle of it. Game nights meant sprinting between the tunnel and the media row, making sure every moment worth clipping was clipped. Off days weren't really off—just quieter stretches where she answered a backlog of emails, tweaked captions, and argued in Slack threads about whether an early-morning drop or a late-night post would pull better engagement.
The weather in Atlanta stayed stubbornly cold, not the crisp kind that felt refreshing, but the kind that settled into your bones if you stood still too long. She barely noticed. Every number mattered now. Every push felt heavier.
By mid-month, the second round of returns came in.
No disasters, but no breakthroughs either. LaMelo still sat at the top, comfortable. Trae had climbed to fourth. Jalen was holding ninth—better than ten, but not by much. It wasn't enough to exhale.
The rest of the month was a tug-of-war with time. Theresa measured her weeks by vote pushes—Tuesday spikes, Friday night bumps, weekend engagement blasts.
Charlotte never slowed. Neither did she.
The third returns dropped on a Thursday morning that started like any other—coffee she didn't really taste, inbox already at 42 unread, a post-draft waiting for her approval before the afternoon shootaround.
Her phone buzzed with the league email while she was standing in the back of a production meeting, nodding along like she wasn't already opening it.
LaMelo was still first.
Trae had surged to second.
Jalen had jumped to fifth—a leap that looked good on paper, but only if you ignored the gap between him and the names above.
Theresa read it twice. Not a disaster. Not a win. Just a new map of the fight.
She slipped her phone back into her pocket before anyone noticed her expression—and started thinking about what came next.
The days after the third returns moved like wet concrete.
Voting was closed, but the race still felt like it could tip either way with a single well-timed clip or viral push. Every morning brought another round of content ideas—some sharp, some desperate—and every night, Theresa collapsed into bed with her phone still in her hand, eyes stinging from hours of screen-glow.
Charlotte didn't falther.
Even with Trae breathing down LaMelo's neck in the standings, their feeds stayed aggressive—quick-hit edits, locker room moments that felt too polished to be accidental, mic'd-up lines engineered to be replayed a hundred times before the day was over.
Theresa answered with precision.
Late-night drops after a Hawks win. Photos timed for morning commutes. Highlight reels cut so tight they felt like they belonged in an ad campaign. She'd lost track of how many interviews she'd sat in the corner of, typing one-handed while someone answered questions about "the incredible fan support" and "what it would mean to be named an All-Star starter."
January bled into February like that—days blurring into practices, flights, games, and meetings, all threaded through with the hum of the decision clock winding down.
Some nights, she barely remembered driving home. Some mornings, she'd wake up with her laptop still open on the couch, a half-written caption blinking back at her.
It wasn't just about Jalen anymore. It was about proving that their strategy could actually win.
Starter announcements always came in the same way—a league email, the timing public but the contents under lock until it hit.
She knew the exact hour. She pretended to be casual about it.
She wasn't.
When the notification finally lit up her phone, she was in her office—not even pretending to work anymore, just staring at her inbox like she could will it into appearing sooner.
Her pulse was a drum in her throat as she opened it. The list loaded. Her eyes scanned down—past the obvious names, past the ones she'd memorized.
And then—
Jalen Johnson.
Her breath caught.
She read it again, just to be sure she wasn't hallucinating the letters.
He was in. He'd done it.
Her gaze snapped to the rest of the list. LaMelo Ball didn't make it.
Didn't.
Didn't.
Didn't.
Something hot and electric surged through her. Before she even thought about it, she was on her feet, the chair spinning behind her.
She didn't text him. Didn't call. Didn't even close the email.
She tore out of her office, heart hammering, flinging open doors as she went—first the small conference room, empty. The media lounge, empty. She passed two confused interns and didn't stop long enough to explain. The training room—not him. The locker hallway—no sign.
And then—Far end of the corridor, head bent over his phone, leaning against the doorframe to the film room like he had all the time in the world.
Theresa didn't slow down. Didn't think about who was watching. She crossed the space between them, grabbed the front of his hoodie and kissed him before she even had time to register the way his eyes widened.
It wasn't soft. It wasn't careful. It was the kind of kiss that came from weeks of pressure breaking all at once—warm, sure, her hands framing his jaw like she didn't trust the moment to stay put if she let go.
He froze for half a second, then kissed her back—hands finding her waist, pulling her in like he wasn't sure she was real.
For a few seconds, the rest of the world fell away—the hall noise, the smell of gym rubber and laundry detergent, the fact that they were standing in the middle of the damn practice facility.
When she finally pulled back, breath just a little uneven, Jalen's hands were still loose at her waist, like he hadn't quite caught up to what just happened.
He blinked at her, slow. Then his mouth curved, lazy and incredulous all at once.
"Not that I'm complaining," he said, voice low, "but to what do I owe the pleasure?"
"You made it!" she yelled, loud enough that it echoed down the hall.
His mouth curved slow, like he was still catching up. "I—what?"
"You're an All-Star, Jalen!" She shoved at his shoulder, laughing now, half-wild. "You did it!"
For a second, he just stared at her—stunned, like the words were still sinking in. Then he laughed, the sound bursting out of him, warm and unrestrained, before he wrapped her up and spun her right there in the hallway.
He set her back down gently, though his hands lingered at her waist like he wasn't ready to let her go yet. Theresa was grinning so hard her cheeks hurt, breath coming in quick bursts she couldn't quite calm. Weeks of stress, of late nights and calculated moves, all condensing into this one unfiltered moment.
"I'm serious," she said, still laughing. "It's official. You're starting."
His eyes were still a little wide, like he didn't trust her not to be messing with him. "You're sure?"
She gave him a look. "Do I look like I'd risk my reputation on a joke right now?"
Something shifted in his expression—disbelief melting into the kind of slow, dawning joy that made her chest feel like it might cave in. Then he shook his head, half in awe, half in disbelief. "Damn. You did it."
She shook her head, still catching her breath, still half-smiling because if she didn't she might start crying. "Jalen—"
"You did it," he said again, firmer this time, like he needed her to believe it. "All those late nights? Every post? Every time you made me do another shoot even when I didn't wanna? That was you."
Her hands were still at his jaw, thumbs brushing the edges of his hoodie's drawstrings. "You're the one who had to play the damn games," she countered, but her voice was softer now.
He huffed a small laugh. "Couldn't've done it without you."
She felt the warmth of it right down to her ribs—the truth in his tone, the way it landed like a fact instead of flattery.
For a second, neither of them spoke. The hallway noise dimmed in her ears, leaving just the sound of his breathing close to hers, the solid weight of his hands at her waist.
Finally, she let out a breath she hadn't realized she'd been holding. "Fine," she murmured, a faint smile tugging at her mouth. "We did it."
His grin spread, slow and sure. "Yeah, we did." He said, like it was the only ending that made sense. "You know... if this is the way you congratulate people... I might have to start breaking a few more records."
She rolled her eyes, but her smile didn't fade. "Don't push your luck, Johnson."
He chuckled, glancing past her like he'd just remembered where they were. "Pretty sure half the staff just saw that."
"I don't care."
And she didn't—not about the stares, not about the whispers that would definitely start before the end of the day. All she cared about was that for the first time in weeks, the tension in her shoulders had cracked wide open, replaced with something lighter, warmer, and entirely impossible to hide.
Jalen tilted his head toward the film room. "You sticking around? I was about to watch some tape."
Theresa shook her head, the last of her laughter still tugging at her mouth. "I can't. I need to find Trae—make sure he hears it from me before Twitter shoves it in his face."
Jalen's grin widened. "Yeah, he made it too, huh?"
She nodded once, the pride threading through her face impossible to miss. "I want to see his reaction."
"Pretty sure I saw him in the weight room like... fifteen minutes ago," Jalen said, tilting his chin toward the far hallway. "Unless he ditched early, he's still here."
"Good." She stepped back, hands sliding away from his hoodie, though his gaze lingered on her like he wasn't quite ready to let the moment go. "I'll come find you later."
He arched a brow, teasing. "To congratulate me again?"
She smirked over her shoulder as she started toward the hallway. "Maybe."
Behind her, she could hear his low laugh follow her down the corridor. She didn't have to turn around to know he was still watching.
The buzz in her chest hadn't faded—not from the email, not from the kiss, and definitely not from the way he'd looked at her when she said we did it.
But right now, she had one more person to find.
She quickened her pace, weaving past a couple of trainers, scanning the open doorways until the rhythmic clank of weights reached her. Trae was exactly where Jalen said—lifting and completely unaware.
She paused at the doorway for half a beat, just to take it in—the younger version of the scene she'd imagined a hundred times as a kid, except now it wasn't about playground games or school championships.
She stepped inside, her voice carrying over the music. "Guess who's gonna be starting in LA?"
Trae looked up, surprise breaking into a slow grin. "You're kidding."
"Jalen."
"Wow, good for him."
Theresa leaned against the nearest weight rack, a sly smile tugging at her mouth.
"It's been a hell of a morning," she said, shaking her head like she was about to deliver bad news. "Big announcements. Some people are gonna be real upset."
Trae's brows pulled together immediately. He racked the bar with a clank and straightened, grabbing a towel to swipe at his face. "What? What happened? Who's hurt?"
She bit back a laugh, dragging it out. "Nobody's hurt."
He narrowed his eyes. "Okay... then what? Don't play with me, Tess."
"I mean..." She tilted her head, pretending to weigh her words. "Some people might call it a controversial decision. Maybe even a mistake."
"Theresa—" His voice had sharpened, suspicion edging toward actual worry.
She let it hang for another beat, then broke into a grin. "You're starting."
The towel froze mid-wipe. "Wait—what?"
"You heard me, All-Star." She said, grinning now because she couldn't help it.
For a second, he just blinked at her like the words hadn't made it through. Then the grin hit—wide and boyish and full of disbelief. He crossed the space between them in three strides, scooping her up in a sweaty, crushing hug before she could protest.
"You're telling me I'm starting?" he said into her hair, his voice somewhere between disbelief and a laugh.
"I'm telling you you're starting," she said, hugging him back. "So maybe keep hitting the weights so you don't embarrass me on national TV."
His grin spread slow and certain, the kind that still reminded her of when they were kids and he'd won at literally anything. "You been holdin' this in long?"
"About thirty seconds," she said.
He raised his brows. "You told Jalen yet?"
Theresa couldn't help the flicker of a smile. "Yeah. I told him."
Trae caught the look—of course he did—but didn't press it, just gave her another quick, hard hug. "Guess we're taking over LA then."
"Guess so," she said, letting the pride seep into her tone. "Now go shower before you kill someone with that smell."
He laughed, backing toward the bench. "I'll see you later, sis."
She left the weight room with her heart still pounding—not just from the rush of telling him, but from the heat still humming low in her chest from earlier.
Later that afternoon, her phone lit up with a text.
Jalen: dinner at my place tonight. no cameras. no speeches. just you and me.
Her mouth curved before she even finished reading it. On my way, she sent back, already grabbing her coat.
The city was cold, the streets still slick from a quick evening drizzle. His building glowed warm against the night, and when he opened the door, it smelled like garlic and herbs and something slow-cooked that made her stomach tighten. He was in a black hoodie, sleeves shoved to his elbows, barefoot on the hardwood.
"Didn't know you could cook," she teased, stepping inside.
He grinned, leaning down just enough for the brush of his arm against hers. "Guess you'll have to stay to find out."
Dinner was simple—pasta, fresh bread, a bottle of wine—but the warmth wasn't in the food. It was in the way he poured her glass first, the way his gaze lingered when she talked, the way his foot tapped hers under the table like it wasn't an accident.
They stayed there longer than they meant to, plates cooling, conversation meandering from the season to nothing at all. At some point, the bottle was half-empty and she was laughing softer, leaning in closer without realizing it.
After they moved to the couch, it was quieter. The TV murmured in the background, lights low. He shifted closer, his arm along the back of the couch, his fingers brushing the edge of her shoulder like he was waiting for her to pull away. She didn't.
When she turned toward him, the space between them disappeared. His hand slid to her jaw, slow, like he wasn't sure if he was allowed, and then his mouth was on hers—warm, certain, a little breathless. She kissed him back without thinking, her fingers curling into the front of his hoodie.
It wasn't rushed. It wasn't careful, either. Just a quiet, unspoken answer to everything they hadn't said all day.
When they finally broke apart, he rested his forehead against hers, smiling in that slow, lazy way that made her chest ache.
"Thanks for dinner," she murmured.
"Anytime," he said, and she believed him.
He walked her to the door, stealing one last kiss before letting her go. The cold air outside felt different now, sharper in her lungs but warmer somewhere deeper.
As she drove home, her fingers still tingled from the feel of his hoodie strings, and her lips still remembered the shape of his smile against them.
She knew exactly who she wanted sitting next to her on the flight to their next stop: Los Angeles, California.
Chapter 36: Under the Lights
Notes:
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Chapter Text
Theresa knew better than to celebrate ahead of time, because when the reserves were announced, LaMelo Ball was on that list.
The graphic hit her phone before the league email even did—his name in bold, his smile in the press shot just a shade too smug for someone who wasn't starting. The Hornets' caption was already racking up likes: "See you in LA, baby."
She stared at it for a beat too long, thumb hovering over the screen, before shoving her phone facedown on the desk.
It didn't matter. It shouldn't matter.
Except... it did.
Because now LA wasn't just going to be the high-gloss Hawks victory lap she'd been building in her head since the starters were locked. It was going to be a circus—with Jalen at the center of one ring, Trae in another, and LaMelo leaning against the ropes, waiting.
And if there was one thing she knew about him by now, it was that he didn't show up to an arena just to stand still.
The thought followed her the rest of the day—through meetings, through a quick pregame run-through, even into the quiet of her apartment later that night.
By the time she finally picked her phone back up, the Hornets' post had been replaced at the top of her feed by a new one.
A photo of LaMelo in a charcoal suit, walking into the arena with his head tipped just enough toward the camera to look like he was sharing a secret.
She didn't remember hitting the heart. But she did remember the way her pulse kicked like she'd been caught.
The Hawks' charter smelled faintly of coffee, leather, and whatever cologne Jalen had decided to drown himself in that morning.
Theresa slid into the window seat first, her carry-on tucked neatly under the seat in front of her. Jalen dropped into the aisle seat with the kind of grin that suggested he was very aware they'd be side-by-side for the next four hours.
"You ready for LA?" he asked, buckling in.
She smirked. "I was born ready."
They'd barely hit cruising altitude before his hand found hers, fingers threading together like it wasn't even a question. The warmth of it was steady, grounding in a way she hadn't realized she needed after weeks of noise.
"You nervous?" he asked, leaning close enough that his shoulder brushed hers.
"About what?" she murmured, not opening her eyes.
"LA. The game. The cameras." His tone was casual, but she caught the quick glance he gave her, like he was reading her reaction.
She opened one eye, meeting his. "No. You?"
His mouth curved. "Not with you here."
Before she could come up with something to fire back, he lifted their joined hands and pressed a slow, deliberate kiss to the back of hers. Just enough pressure to make her pulse skip, just enough softness that it made her want to lean in.
Theresa's lips twitched. "Careful, Johnson. People are gonna think you like me."
"They'd be right," he said without missing a beat.
She laughed under her breath, but didn't pull her hand away. They sat like that through the safety demo, his thumb still brushing against her skin in lazy, hypnotic motions. She could almost forget about LaMelo's smirk on her feed, about the chaos LA was promising to bring. Almost.
The moment lasted exactly two more minutes.
Then a head popped up over the seat in front of them. It was topped with curls and a grin that could only belong to one person.
"Bonjour, boss lady," Zaccharie said, voice already carrying enough to make the row behind them snicker.
Theresa blinked. "Zacch, do you have nothing better to do than spy on me right now?"
He tilted his head, feigning innocence. "What? I'm just saying hello to my favorite manager person." His eyes flicked to Jalen and back, the grin widening. "And maybe to check on my future All-Star Weekend power couple."
Jalen groaned. "Man..."
Theresa arched a brow, leaning to see him better. "Shouldn't you be hydrating or studying your playbook or something, Rising Star?"
Zaccharie's grin turned smug. "Already did. Twice. Also, it's called multitasking."
Jalen shook his head, clearly resigned. "I see nothing's changed."
"Oh, it has," Z said, jerking a thumb toward himself. "Because now I'm officially in the Rising Stars Challenge and Skills Challenge, which means this trip is about to be—how do you say—iconic."
Theresa fought back a smile, shaking her head. "God help us all."
"Now, can you two not make heart eyes for the entire flight? I'm trying to watch a movie."
Jalen chuckled low beside her. "Jealousy's not a good look on you, Z."
"Jealous? Of that?" Zaccharie pointed dramatically at their still-linked hands. "Please. My love life is way more exciting."
Theresa arched a brow. "Then go bother whoever you're sitting with and leave us in peace."
Trae's voice carried from a few rows ahead, light with amusement. "Y'all stop bothering T before she throws all of us off the plane."
Theresa smiled to herself, leaning just a little into Jalen's side as the flight attendants moved down the aisle.
"Fine," Zacch said, ducking back down—though not without adding, "But if I hear kissing sounds, I'm throwing a pretzel at you."
As his head disappeared, Jalen shook his head, still smiling. "I forgot how much of a menace he is."
"Raised by Trae," she deadpanned. "What did you expect?"
He laughed again, squeezing her hand once before letting it rest on his thigh, his thumb resuming those slow, absentminded circles. The interruption had passed, but the warmth between them hadn't gone anywhere.
She didn't know what LA was going to throw at her. Between All-Star weekend chaos, LaMelo in the reserves, and Jalen stepping onto the biggest stage of his career—it was going to be loud.
But right then, with his fingers still warm around hers, she felt like maybe she could handle it.
By the time the wheels hit the tarmac, Theresa's head was already half in work mode.
The flight had been an odd mix of cozy and chaotic—Jalen's hand wrapped around hers most of the way, Zaccharie turning around every thirty minutes with some new story, fact, or unsolicited opinion about his "Rising Stars debut strategy."
When they taxied to the gate, the cabin lights came on in that harsh, too-white glow, washing away the comfortable dimness of the flight. Theresa unbuckled, smoothing her jacket, already mentally sorting through the next three days: team obligations, media appearances, rehearsals for intros, sponsor meet-and-greets.
Jalen was still leaning back like he had nowhere to be, one long leg stretched into the aisle. "You look stressed," he said, watching her gather her bag.
"I'm thinking ahead," she corrected, tugging her carry-on from under the seat.
He grinned, reaching out to flick a loose strand of hair from her shoulder. "Just don't think so far ahead you forget to enjoy yourself."
She was about to reply when Zaccharie's voice came from somewhere in front. "Hey, lovebirds, you coming or what? I can't make my grand LA entrance without my entourage."
Jalen groaned audibly. "Man, if you don't—"
Theresa smirked. "Let him have his moment. It's not every day a Rising Star gets to touch down in Hollywood."
Zaccharie spun in the aisle, walking backward with his duffel bag slung over one shoulder. "Exactly. And the sooner we get off this plane, the sooner we can be spotted."
Security met them at the jet bridge, ushering the group toward a private exit. Outside, LA air hit warm against Theresa's cheeks, the smell of jet fuel fading into palm trees and sunbaked asphalt. Even in February, the city had that bright, overconfident glow—like it knew everyone had come here to be seen.
The black SUVs were lined up, tinted windows glinting in the light. Theresa slid in beside Jalen, Zaccharie claiming the seat across and immediately pulling out his phone to start recording.
"Documenting greatness," he said when she gave him a look.
Traffic was the kind only LA could pull off—glacial pace, sun catching off chrome, billboards flashing between movie ads and sneaker campaigns. Theresa let her gaze drift out the window until the arena signage came into view. She knew Media Day was there tomorrow, knew the schedules had been sent out weeks ago, but still... something about seeing it in person hit different.
Jalen must've caught her look because he leaned closer, his voice low. "You ready for all this?"
She smirked faintly. "Are you?"
He didn't answer with words—just that slow, sure grin she'd come to recognize, the one that meant he was already picturing himself under the lights.
The hotel was all glass and gloss, lobby buzzing with media crews and team reps. Players moved through in clusters, shaking hands, posing for quick photos, swapping quick jokes.
She was halfway to the check-in desk when she caught sight of him.
LaMelo Ball—fresh off a laugh with someone from his camp, dressed like the cameras had been waiting for him since sunrise. The light caught on a chain at his neck, the grin curling sharp when his eyes landed on her.
Her pulse skipped.
And that was before he started walking toward them.
LaMelo's stride was easy—too easy—like he wasn't crossing the lobby so much as closing a distance she'd been carefully keeping for weeks.
The crowd seemed to part for him without effort, conversations dipping just enough for her to notice.
Theresa felt Jalen's hand brush hers again, subtle and grounding, as if he'd caught the same shift in the air.
"Theresa," LaMelo said when he reached them, his grin a shade too knowing. "Didn't know you'd be rolling in this early."
She arched a brow. "Media doesn't sleep."
"Neither do you, apparently," he said, gaze flicking over to Jalen for the briefest second before returning to her. "Bet you thought you wouldn't see me here."
Before she could answer, a familiar voice cut in from the side. "Yo, Melo!"
Trae strode up from the far end of the lobby, duffel slung over his shoulder, breaking into a grin as soon as LaMelo turned toward him. They slapped hands in an easy, practiced greeting that landed somewhere between teammate and brotherhood.
"You staying here too?" Trae asked.
"Yeah, man," LaMelo said. "Figured I'd catch a few days of that LA sun before the weekend hits."
Trae laughed. "Better hope it's actually sunny—last year was straight up cold."
Zaccharie, who'd been lingering just behind them, popped his head between Theresa and Jalen. "Y'all done reminiscing? Rising Stars about to save the whole weekend, baby."
Theresa smirked. "Careful, Rising Star, or I'll leak your pregame playlist."
"Wouldn't dare," he said, mock-shocked. "My music is untouchable."
Jalen shifted closer, his voice low enough for only her to hear. "You good?"
She gave the smallest nod—yes—but didn't miss the way LaMelo's gaze lingered on the motion.
The front desk called their group for check-in, and everyone started toward it in loose conversation. LaMelo let Trae pull him into some light talk about weekend events, but as he passed Theresa, he leaned just slightly toward her.
"See you around, trouble," he murmured, his grin curling before he fell back into step with Trae.
It wasn't until she was at the counter, room key in hand, that she realized her pulse was still a fraction too fast.
Her room was on the twelfth floor, a corner suite with a wall of glass that opened to a view of the city—sunlight cutting sharp over rooftops, the Hollywood sign just visible if you craned far enough.
Theresa dropped her bag by the bed and leaned against the window for a moment, letting the hum of the lobby fade from her head. She could still see the way LaMelo had looked at her—unrushed, like he had all weekend to make his point.
There was a knock at the door.
When she opened it, Jalen was leaning in the frame, still in his travel sweats, room key in one hand. "You hungry?"
"Always," she said, stepping aside as he came in.
He glanced around, taking in the skyline view. "Not bad. Guess I gotta ask for the Theresa Young upgrade next time."
She smiled faintly, crossing her arms. "What's the upgrade come with? A full work schedule and no sleep?"
"Sounds like you," he said, and the corner of his mouth tugged upward.
They ordered from room service—burgers, fries, and two sodas that Theresa knew would be warm before they finished half of them. He sat at the foot of her bed while she claimed the desk chair, their knees brushing every so often when she leaned forward to steal a fry.
"You're quiet," he said after a while.
"Just thinking," she replied, eyes flicking to the window. "Weekend's gonna be... a lot."
His voice softened. "Yeah, but you've been running 'a lot' since the day I met you. You'll be fine."
She glanced at him then, catching the steady look he was giving her—the kind that made her want to believe him.
Before she could say anything, a sharp knock sounded. Then the door swung open without waiting for an answer.
"Wow," Zaccharie announced, stepping inside with a bag of chips in hand, "is this a business meeting or a date? Trying to figure out if I should come back later."
Theresa didn't even blink. "Depends—are you bringing snacks for everyone, or just interrupting?"
He grinned, holding up the bag like a peace offering. "Fine, you can have some. But only because I need you both to approve my fit for the rookie media shoot tomorrow."
Jalen groaned, leaning back on his elbows. "This kid, man..."
The rookie ignored him entirely, already pulling up a photo on his phone and holding it out for Theresa to inspect. "Be honest. Too much?"
She studied the shot—it was peak Zaccharie: patterned jacket, layered chains, sunglasses indoors. "It's exactly the right amount of too much," she said.
"Perfect," he said, snapping the phone back like the decision was final. "Oh, and I ran into Trae in the hallway—he says dinner tonight is on him. Which means, yes, I invited myself to that too."
"Shocking," Theresa deadpanned.
Zaccharie grinned, already heading for the door. "See you at seven, lovebirds."
When he was gone, Jalen shook his head, chuckling. "I'm starting to think he's incapable of not being in the middle of everything."
"That's called being mentored by your point guard," she said, leaning back in her chair.
Jalen reached over, resting his hand lightly on hers where it sat on the desk. "Then I'm glad mine's you."
She rolled her eyes—just a little—but didn't pull away. The city outside buzzed with the kind of energy only LA in All-Star week could carry, and for the first time all day, she let herself breathe in the excitement without the weight of the schedule pressing down.
They still had a day before the game, a day before everything went under the lights. But right now, sitting across from him with his thumb brushing over her hand, it felt like maybe she could handle whatever this weekend threw at her—even if some of it wore a charcoal suit and a smug grin.
Dinner that night was at a rooftop spot Trae had sworn was "lowkey," which—judging by the line of luxury cars out front and the camera flashes from the sidewalk—meant only half of Hollywood would be there.
Theresa arrived with Jalen at her side, Zaccharie bouncing ahead of them like he was leading a parade, and Trae already at the host stand, dapping up someone in a blazer.
The city stretched out around them in gold and violet as they took their table—string lights overhead, heat lamps casting a warm haze across the glass railings. LA's winter was nothing like Atlanta's; it was soft, perfumed, the kind of night that made you think you could live here.
Zaccharie immediately claimed the seat with the best skyline view, Trae settling in beside him. Theresa slid into the booth across from them, Jalen taking the space next to her, his arm brushing hers in that casual-but-not-really way he did.
"Alright," Trae said, waving over the waiter. "Family style. No arguments."
"I like arguments," Zaccharie said, already reaching for the bread basket.
"You like attention," Theresa corrected.
"Same thing," he said with a grin, buttering a roll. "You order yet?" Zaccharie asked, scanning the menu like he was deciphering a foreign language.
"It's a steakhouse, Z," Trae said, leaning back. "Pick a cut and pretend you know what medium-rare means."
"Easy," Zacch shot back. "I know exactly what it means—it's the one that's still mooing, right?"
Theresa bit back a laugh, flipping her menu closed. "Please don't say that to the waiter."
Jalen leaned close, murmuring, "I'm betting he does it anyway."
The first round of drinks had just landed when a familiar shadow fell across the table.
"Man, this is where the party's at," LaMelo said, stepping into the glow like he'd been made for it. Dark jacket, white tee, chain catching the light—camera-ready without a single flash.
Trae's face split into a grin. "Knew you'd find us."
Theresa kicked her brother's leg under the table, staring daggers. Did he seriously invite LaMelo Ball—of all people—to their dinner? Trae, of course, purposely ignored all that.
"Wouldn't miss it," LaMelo replied, clasping Trae's hand before sliding into the empty chair next to Zaccharie. He greeted him with an easy nod, then looked across the table—straight at her. "Didn't know you'd all be here."
"Not everything revolves around you," Theresa said evenly, reaching for her water.
LaMelo just smirked like she'd proven his point. "Could've fooled me."
Jalen's hand found her thigh under the table, steady and warm, not gripping but grounding. She didn't look at him—didn't need to—but the silent message was there all the same.
Lamelo's gaze flicked to Theresa for the briefest moment before he leaned back like he had all night to make his presence known. "You ready for LA to watch me cook, Rising Star?"
Zaccharie's grin turned cocky. "Oh, I'm ready for you to embarrass yourself on national TV."
The whole table laughed—Trae loudest, Jalen low beside her—but Theresa caught the way LaMelo's smirk deepened when he glanced her way again, like her laugh had been the only one he'd really been listening for.
The waiter arrived, breaking the moment. Orders went in—steak for Jalen, fish for Theresa, some overly complicated request from Zaccharie that made Trae groan—and wine appeared without anyone asking.
Conversation slid easily between basketball and trash talk, Trae and LaMelo trading jabs like they'd been doing it for years. Theresa let herself sink into the rhythm of it, her hand resting loosely on the bench until Jalen's found it under the table, fingers curling around hers without looking.
If LaMelo noticed—and she had the uncomfortable sense he did—he didn't comment. But when the plates arrived, and the candlelight caught the faintest glint in his eye, she couldn't shake the thought that whatever game was starting tonight had very little to do with basketball.
Dinner stretched late into the night, the city below them glowing in endless streaks of red and gold. By the time dessert menus hit the table, Zaccharie was halfway into a dramatic retelling of his rookie photoshoot that had Trae doubled over and LaMelo shaking his head like an older brother who knew exactly how much of it was exaggerated.
Theresa's wineglass sat untouched in front of her, more for show than anything. She'd spent most of the night in a strange rhythm—half tuned into the conversation, half keeping track of every glance, every shift of body language across the table. Jalen's thumb still traced lazy circles against her hand beneath the tablecloth, each pass a reminder that she wasn't here alone.
Still... her awareness of LaMelo hadn't dimmed. Not once. And if the occasional curve of his mouth in her direction was anything to go by, he knew it.
When the check came, Trae snatched it without hesitation. "Don't argue. I said I'd cover this one."
"Yeah, 'cause you dragged half the league here," Zaccharie said, gesturing between LaMelo and himself.
"Networking," Trae replied, completely unbothered. "You're welcome."
They stepped out into the soft chill of LA night air, city sounds rising from the street below. Cameras flashed somewhere down the block—paparazzi catching someone else, but the instinct to move as a group was automatic. Trae led, Zaccharie bouncing a few steps ahead, Jalen at Theresa's side with an easy, grounding presence.
LaMelo fell into step just behind them, his voice carrying over the sidewalk hum. "You staying in the same hotel, right?"
Jalen didn't answer. Theresa didn't either. She just glanced back once, catching the look LaMelo sent her—casual on the surface, calculated underneath.
The cars pulled up at the curb, black SUVs reflecting the streetlights. Trae slid into the first with Zaccharie and LaMelo. Theresa moved toward the second, Jalen's hand light at the small of her back as he followed. The door shut with a muted thud, cutting off the outside noise.
For the first time all night, it was quiet enough to hear her own pulse.
"You okay?" Jalen asked.
She nodded, though the weight in her chest said otherwise. "Yeah. Just... tired."
His hand found hers again, fingers weaving through. "Big day tomorrow," he murmured.
She leaned her head against his shoulder, letting the warmth of his palm bleed into her skin, and tried—unsuccessfully—to ignore the flicker of anticipation that had nothing to do with Media Day.
Morning hit in flashes.
Coffee. Hair pulled into a quick low bun. Press badge clipped to her lanyard. She moved through the hotel lobby with the rest of the Hawks staff, the air thick with the scent of espresso, cologne, and a hundred overlapping conversations.
The arena was already buzzing when they arrived—bright lights pouring over interview setups, cameras on tripods, player stations arranged in a loose semi-circle around the floor.
She was checking her clipboard when she felt someone step into her space.
"You've got Johnson in photo booth two," a voice said—cool, clipped, and female.
Theresa looked up to find a tall blonde woman in a cream blazer and black sneakers, tablet tucked under her arm. Early twenties, hair sleek, eyes sharp enough to cut through the morning haze.
"I'm Brooke," she added, offering a quick, efficient smile. "I wrangle the east-coast teams for Panini. Looks like we're stuck together for the next two hours."
Theresa blinked once, then matched the handshake Brooke offered—firm, no-nonsense. "Theresa Young. Hawks."
"I know." Brooke's grin turned faintly conspiratorial. "Your rookie just wandered into the wrong photo bay. I sent him back before the Wizards guy tried to adopt him."
Theresa huffed a laugh. "Sounds about right. Thanks."
"No problem." Brooke glanced over her shoulder toward a cluster of players—Jalen among them, laughing at something Zaccharie had said. "I'll get your guys through my stuff quick so they're not late to your next thing. Fair trade?"
"Fair trade," Theresa said, and meant it.
They moved in tandem through the next hour—Theresa steering Hawks players toward sponsor obligations, Brooke intercepting a couple of would-be delays with ease. At one point, she even stepped directly into LaMelo's path, planting herself between him and Theresa with the kind of unbothered authority that made him veer off without a word.
By the time the first morning wave wrapped, Theresa found herself walking toward the media lounge with Brooke at her side.
"You ever done All-Star before?" Brooke asked.
"Not like this," Theresa admitted.
Brooke smirked. "Then here's a tip—don't let the schedule own you. It's a marathon disguised as a party."
She laughed, a genuine one this time. "Noted."
Theresa didn't make it ten steps into the Hawks' bay before she saw him.
LaMelo was across the room, mid-interview, the overhead lights catching on that same chain from last night. Even from a distance, his laugh carried—low, easy, like the cameras weren't there to catch it.
She was turning toward the next player on her list when his gaze found hers.
It was just a flicker, half a second maybe, but it was enough. The grin shifted. His answer to whatever question the reporter had asked slowed just slightly, like his brain had split in two—half on the interview, half on her.
Theresa dropped her attention to the clipboard. Jalen's photo slot was in five minutes; Zaccharie's, right after. Then Trae's. That was all that mattered.
"Need a save?"
She looked up to find Brooke at her shoulder again, holding two paper cups of coffee like she'd planned this.
Theresa arched a brow. "That obvious?"
"Please," Brooke said, handing her one. "I've been in this business long enough to spot the 'I will not look at him' stare-down from across a court."
Theresa huffed a laugh despite herself. "Not a thing."
"Sure," Brooke said, clearly unconvinced. "And I don't have three players in my contacts under fake names."
Before Theresa could answer, a familiar voice called from a few feet away.
"Boss lady!" Zaccharie waved both arms like she might miss him in the middle of thirty cameras. "You're missing my close-up!"
Jalen was next to him, smirking in that quiet way he did when Zacch was at full volume. He caught her eye and tapped his wrist like, You're late.
Brooke leaned in, lowering her voice. "Go. I'll keep certain people... detoured."
Theresa glanced at her, surprised at the ease of the offer. "Thanks."
"Don't thank me yet," Brooke said, smirk tugging at her mouth. "I haven't even had fun with this."
The next half hour was pure motion—Jalen leaning effortlessly into the camera while Zaccharie struck every possible pose in his arsenal, Theresa sliding between stations to keep things on track.
Every so often, she caught a flash of LaMelo in her periphery—leaning against a backdrop, chatting with someone from his PR team, always angled so he had a clean sightline.
And every time, Brooke seemed to be there first—stepping into his line of vision with a sponsor packet, redirecting him toward some other obligation.
By the time the Hawks group wrapped their sponsor runs, Theresa was almost starting to believe she could get through the morning without an actual face-to-face.
Almost.
Because as she was leaving the last booth, a tall shadow fell over her. She didn't have to look up to know who it was. The scent of his cologne—clean, expensive, just faint enough to be intentional—hit her first. Then the pause, the way he lingered in her path like he'd been waiting for the moment she had no escape route.
"Didn't know you'd upgraded your defense this weekend," he said, nodding toward where the blonde was standing across the room, tablet in hand. "She's good. Real good. Every time I get within ten feet, boom—she's there."
Theresa shifted the clipboard against her chest. "Maybe take the hint."
"Or maybe it's a challenge," he countered, the corner of his mouth curving. "And you know I love those." His tone was easy, but there was that same undercurrent she'd felt in the lobby—the kind that wasn't going anywhere. "You got a minute?"
Before she could answer, Brooke's voice cut in like she'd been timing it.
"She doesn't," she said cheerfully, appearing between them like a referee. "But I'm sure you'll find her later. Right, Theresa?"
Theresa's mouth twitched. "Right."
LaMelo's grin deepened, but he stepped back, letting Brooke steer her toward the tunnel.
When they were out of earshot, Brooke glanced sideways. "You're welcome."
Theresa exhaled, a short laugh slipping out. "You're hired."
"Already got a job," Brooke said, sipping her coffee. "But I like you, so I'll take a side hustle."
They swapped numbers before splitting off—Brooke headed toward another set of sponsor bays, Theresa toward the Hawks' section. But as she typed "Brooke—Panini" into her contacts, she realized the rare thing had just happened.
She might've actually made a new friend.
The Rising Stars Challenge had its own kind of chaos—louder, brighter, and just a little less polished than the main event. Theresa had worked enough rookie games to know the vibe: high-energy, ego-heavy, and tailor-made for social media clips.
Jalen and LaMelo weren't playing tonight, but that didn't mean they weren't a presence. Jalen had an official seat on the Hawks' bench section with Trae, hoodie pulled over his head, legs stretched out like he had zero intention of moving until halftime. LaMelo was three rows over with the Hornets contingent, sunglasses on indoors, trading dap and commentary with anyone who passed.
Theresa wasn't in the stands. She was in motion—clipboard in hand, headset in place, weaving between sponsor activations and security to make sure her rookie didn't miss his cues. Zaccharie had been buzzing since call time, bouncing through media hits like he'd swallowed an energy drink too early.
She found him in the tunnel ten minutes before tip, leaning against the wall in his warmup gear, phone angled high for a quick selfie.
"Rising Star," she called, and he grinned instantly, sliding the phone into his pocket.
"You see the fit?" he asked, spinning once for her benefit. The Hawks warmup jacket was crisp, his sneakers perfectly clean, his chain catching the tunnel lights.
"I saw," she said. "Don't ruin it before you even get on the court."
"Can't make promises," he shot back, rocking on his heels. "You think Melo's watching?"
Theresa didn't glance toward the Hornets section. "Focus on your game, Zacch."
He smirked. "That's a yes."
The player introductions hit, bass reverberating through the tunnel. Zaccharie jogged out under the lights, throwing up a quick wave toward the crowd before falling into line with his squad. The cheers were loud enough to vibrate in her chest, a reminder of how fast the weekend spotlight could find someone.
The game tipped off fast. Rising Stars rules meant shorter quarters and looser defense, which Zaccharie took full advantage of. By the second possession, he'd tossed an alley-oop that had the bench on its feet and half the crowd replaying it on their phones.
Theresa tracked him with practiced eyes—making sure he hit the media timeout interviews, checking that his sponsor patch was visible in the photos, keeping mental notes for postgame recap.
Between plays, Jalen drifted over from where he'd been sitting courtside, leaning one elbow on the table in front of her. "Your kid's putting on a show," he said, nodding toward Zaccharie.
"Don't call him my kid," she said, though the fondness slipped into her voice despite herself.
"Fine," Jalen said with a grin. "Your problem."
They stood like that for a moment, the crowd roaring as Zaccharie hit a corner three. Theresa felt Jalen's hand brush hers, not grabbing, just there—warm, steady, a quiet reminder in the noise.
The noise, unfortunately, had a way of shifting.
From the corner of her vision, she caught movement—LaMelo slipping down from his section, pausing just inside the tunnel. He wasn't dressed like a player, but he carried himself like he owned the floor anyway.
"Your boy's here," Jalen murmured, following her gaze.
"He's not my boy," she said automatically.
Jalen just hummed, a quiet, knowing sound.
By halftime, Zaccharie had racked up enough highlights to guarantee a slot in every recap reel. He bounded over to her before heading to the locker room, sweat already slick on his hairline.
"How'm I doing?" he asked, grinning wide.
"Don't get cocky," she said, but couldn't help returning the smile. "You're fine."
He gave her a quick salute before disappearing down the tunnel.
The second half blurred in the way exhibition games often did—fast pace, big plays, little defense. Zaccharie's team won, which meant more photos, more interviews, more chaos. She kept him moving until the last obligation was checked off, then finally let him vanish into the locker room for good.
"Did you see the dunk?!" he demanded, as if the entire arena hadn't.
"I saw the dunk," she said. "Now go shower before you drip on me."
Jalen, waiting just behind, chuckled. "Good game, Z."
Zaccharie puffed his chest. "Told you. Rising Stars MVP, here I come."
Trae emerged from a media scrum just in time to hear it. "MVP? You made, what, three passes all night?"
"Exactly," Zaccharie shot back without missing a beat. "Efficiency, big bro."
Trae laughed, shaking his head as the rookie disappeared down the tunnel.
When she turned to leave, she caught LaMelo leaning against the wall just beyond the Hawks' section, Trae already drifting toward him with a grin. They clasped hands in an easy, familiar greeting, trading a quick word before LaMelo's gaze shifted—finding her over Trae's shoulder.
"Your rookie's got a little shine," he said, eyes following the retreating crowd.
Theresa adjusted the headset around her neck. "Guess he learned from the best."
His grin crooked. "You talking about me or you?"
Before she could answer, Jalen called her name from a few feet away, motioning toward the team's postgame exit. She glanced between them once, then started walking.
"Later, trouble," LaMelo called after her, voice warm enough to carry over the arena noise.
She didn't turn—but she didn't pretend she hadn't heard him, either. All-Star weekend was far from over—and something told her the real game between her and LaMelo hadn't even started yet.
Notes:
Did I have you in the first half? Did I? Did I? ...Probably not. This is a LaMelo Ball fanfic, after all. You knew he was coming.
Also, who missed Zaccharie? Well, MEEEE!!!! My—our?—favorite chaos agent is back, and clearly thriving in LA!
Oh, and meet Brooke—because you didn't think I'd throw in a new character this late in the game without a reason... right? 😏
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