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1. It Means I (Had) Loved You by thornrose1_0

   Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con, Underage Sex
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   05 Jun 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Underage Sex
   • Itoshi Rin/Itoshi Sae
   • Itoshi Sae
   • Itoshi Rin
   • Brother/Brother Incest
   • Underage Rape/Non-con
   • Non-Consensual Drug Use
   • Underage Drug Use
   • Physical Abuse
   • Sexual Abuse
   • Blood and Violence
   • Sexual Violence
   • Stabbing
   • Unconscious Sex
   • Victim Blaming
   • Choking
   • Strangulation
   • Asphyxiation
   • Vomiting
   • Top Itoshi Sae
   • Bottom Itoshi Rin
   • Bottom Itoshi Rin/Top Itoshi Sae
   • Song: Aishiteita noni | Even Though I Loved You (MARETU)
   • Song: The Red Means I Love You (Madds Buckley)
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • Self-Indulgent
   • Necrophilia
   • Sibling Incest
   • Rough Sex
   • Painful Sex
   • Begging
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • Itoshi Sae-centric

   Summary

   Sae Itoshi thought he could handle the abnormal feelings he carried for his younger brother just fine. He had believed that the distance between them since that fateful night would make it even easier for them to fade away.
   He was wrong, apparently. And so he did something... impulsive, to say the least.
   (Slightly inspired by 'Aishiteitanoni' by MARETU and 'The Red Means I Love You' by Madds Buckley.)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   2,884

   Chapters:

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