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1. sillage — ellie williams. by elsfawn

   Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/F
   • Complete Work

   02 Jun 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Ellie (The Last of Us)/Reader
   • Ellie (The Last of Us)
   • author needs a hug
   • Haphephobia
   • Terminal Illnesses
   • Major Illness
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Hanahaki Disease
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Heavy Angst
   • Anxiety
   • Insecurity
   • Unrequited Love
   • Not Actually Unrequited Love
   • Nausea
   • Vomiting
   • Miscommunication
   • Brother's Best Friend Trope
   • Useless Lesbian Ellie (The Last of Us)
   • Ellie Needs a Hug (The Last of Us)
   • Ellie Needs Therapy (The Last of Us)
   • Ellie has Haphephobia (The Last of Us)
   • Lesbian Reader-Insert
   • Hallucinations
   • Dissociation
   • Fluff and Angst

   Summary

   ‧₊˚ ⋅ young, beauteous, and aching. terrified.

   ellie has haphephobia; a fear deeply unfortunate and inescapable. she faces a reality built upon silence and lonesomeness.

   you are rattled with illness whenever ellie williams is around. you could accredit this to your anxiously needing to accommodate to her fears and earn her validation, but the truth comes down hard when you appear to cough up something unusual after you've waited for her a few years too many.

   Series

   • Part 1 of a thousand years — ellie williams.

   Language:

   English

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