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high school… what a drag, but whatever im jennavecia jade wentz and i do whatever has to be done to survive, even if it means being blasted off to this weird antic planet and having to attend this noxious hellhole of a school.
my parents tossed me out of my ship leaving me to orbit around in the dark and silence of space. they said the only way to earn my way back home was to finish highschool here. on earth. gross. i pleaded with them to stay on my ship but ever since great war started every educational facility was outlawed so… i’m here.i just wish i could be back home to help my people fight in this war. its a punishment itself to stand idle to the suffering of my people that i know is going on back home but there’s no way for me to go back.

i roll around in my squishy bed uncomfortably. i hate how human beds offer no back support, so i guess ill wake up a whole 20 minutes earlier. i look around my room, and decide I should start easy by picking an outfit. I pick my favorite black shirt with a green skeleton graphic and pair it with my green ripped jean shorts. i tie up my dirty black converse and grab a handful of spiky black bracelets to put on my wrists. i check the time and head out the door 20 minutes early so i can get my new schedule and find my classes.
This whole school scene isn’t really for me, i can tell you that much already. As I walk up to my new prison i get a cold chill down my spine. eventually reality sets in i know nothing about where i am and i know no one here. I heave a deep sigh as a push open the heavy metal doors to the admin building.
For only 20 minutes early in this big of a school, i seem to be the only one here. I sigh and put my headphones on, putting on “i’m not a vampire” by Falling in Reverse, my favorite band. I nod my head to the beat while i walk up the hall, straight to the front desk. The woman there seems to be about 60, her wrinkles deepen as she grimaces at me as i walk up.

“oh…can i help you?” she sneers.

“i need my schedule. name is jennavecia jade wentz.” i reply in a cold tone. turning my music louder so she can hear.

a few taps later and she hands me a slip of paper. First period is math. great. just great. i walk away without saying anything else, keeping my head to the ground while the next song by FIR plays. suddenly, i bump into a rock hard wall and fall to the ground. i look up to see not a wall, but a rock hard chest instead.

a tall, broad, man with dark brown hair looked at me embarrassed. hes one of the more attractive humans, ive noticed. he has nice big brown orbs and smooth soft skin.

“oh my good i-im so sorry….” said the mysterious but awfully good looking stranger
he extended a hand to help me up.

“that’s fine huma- i mean…that’s fine.” I get up and turn to leave, but he grabs my hand. I gasp.

“Wait! whats your name..?” he asks.

suddenly i got shy “jennavisia jade wentz…” i look to the ground blushing a bit . “whats yours..?”

“Brendon. Brendon Urie.” he smiles. I gotta go, but maybe ill see you in one of my classes?”

“unlikely human. i am in all honors/ap. maybe at lunch though.” Without another word i walk away. going to my dorm (the highschool has dorms). i arrive there with my suitcases and greet my new roommate. She looked up from her work and smiled at me she had short spikes black hair and bright red lipstick and sharp eyeliner and and pale face. objectively she was very attractive. but im not a fucking lesbian so i didn’t get shy.

“so you’re my new roomie! my name is Lindsey! spelled Lyn-Z. what’s your name?” I rolled my eyes a bit because i needed to introduce myself again.

“jennavisia jade wentz.” i said flatly.

“oh cool!! i’m just studying.” I said nothing in return and started to unpack, she went back to her work, then suddenly, i got a call..from my dad…?

“hello?” i picked up the phone

“hey jennie, how is your first day on earth?” my dad (pete wentz) asked

“dad! i told you not to call me tjat. it’s JENNO VICIA! and it was fine i got my classses and stuff. and my roommates cool. i guess.” i blew some hair that covered my eyes out of my face.

“good, good. listen, i have something i need to ask of you.” i listened. “when i was pregnant with you, i always dreamed that you would become valedictorian of tour high school. now of the glalatic war going on, me and your fathers future is uncertain. this is my last wish..for you to become valedictorian of your high school.”

i gasped, i hadn’t thought of that, that my father might perish in the war, this pulled on my frozen, cold heart a bit.

“okay dad. i’ll do it…for you…” i cried green ooze that smelled like burnt rubber.

“you’ll have to work hard, but i believe in you my jennie. i love you!”

i hung up. it was dark now and i changed into my pjs and blasted “cute without the e” in my headphones until i fell asleep.

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When i woke up it was the first day of school. i put on ripped jeans and layered a skirt on top, then i put on a skinny puppy baby tee that showed off my boobs through the shirt. (i had c cups and i wasn’t wearing a bra.) then i put on a plaid jacket and i was ready for school.

my furst class was AP lit. i’m actually was smarter than ap but that’s the highest class i could take. when i walked in,all the preps stared at me, suddenly , someone waved to me and motioned for me to sit next to them, it was..brendon! the shy boy i bumped into woth thr rock hard chest. reluctantly i sat next to him and listened to the lecture. the teacher looked at me with a weird glint in his eye, but i ignored him. then brendon tried talking to me annoyingly.

“so.. jennavicia…where are you from?”

“ummmm.” .i couldn’t reveal my true identity, so i said the first european country i could think of: “uhh illinos..?”

“ohh coolcool i’m from-“ he talked a bit, but i blocked him out, i couldn’t stop staring thoughtfully at the back of this guys head…he had the cutest baby face with chocolate brown eyes and soft black hair, he had smudged eyeliner and wore a black vest with a white collar shirt under it and jeans too.

“uh, yeah.” i nodded along to what he was saying “anyway, who is that?” i motioned over to the guy.

“oh him? that’s ryan ross. that’s my friend.” brandon answered questioningly. suddenly the bell rang. everyone got up to go to lunch. “you can sit with us if you want. me and my friends.” brendon said.

“is ryan gonna be there?” i asked.

“uh..yeah!” he replied.

“ok. show me the way there huma- i mean brendon.”

we walked to the lunchroom and sat and the table, there i ment brendon’s friends gereard way who sat with lyn-z (him and lyn-z were dating), charlie dompler, danny elfman, kate bush and the famed ryan ross…

“Hey guys meat my friend Jennavisia” brendon said as he gestured towards me

the humans give me a wave at me and i take a seat on the stiff bench. my eyes were still fixed on this ryan guy, i wasn’t quite sure what was so special about him, but i couldn’t stop thinking about talking to him.

“So jennavisa how are you liking this school so far” charlie said to me

“it’s alright i guess.” i replied flatly

as lunch went on i noticed that lindsey’s boyfriend was staring at me a lot. i listened to the group talk passively.

“yeah anyway! we gonna get lit tonight at the party, i have weed and pot for you guys to smoke” Danny exclaimed. this made me perk up, a party? back on my home planet i was known in my group for being the druggie of the group but my parents made me stop. i got excited.

“a party? where at!?” i shouted.

“my dorm babeeyyye” danny replied “so who else is gong?”

everyone raised their enthusisitically except for lindsey.

“sorry guys!! i have to stdy! i’m really trying to be the valedictorian tjis year.”

i gasped quietly, she’s trying to be valedictorian too? suddenly i hated her as i was i very competitive person. i knew i would beat her, i’m way too smart.

“oh fucking boo.” danny said “A’s are for fucking losers.”

“hey!” gereard shooted. “she’s trying really fucking hard to be the first person in her family to get a scholorshop and go to college and shiy as her mother is a first generation immigrant from italy and sells fish at the flea market every sunday !!!!!!!” he shotedz

“gereard it’s ok….” lynz started. suddenly he calmed down.

“sorry lynz.. i just get so FUCKING pissed when people diss you babe.”

i rolled my eyes and his sensitivity. even though deep down it was so fucking zexay. i felt my heart beat speed up, beating very fast. the whole time ryan ross listen intesively, then the bellrqng. when i got up to go to my next class, h e started walking the same way as me. i decided to talk to him.

“h..hey…i’m jennavi-“ i started

“what do y ou want” he inturrupted

“ummm i’m new here, and i just wanted to meet new people and make friends.” i suddenly got nervous and my face got all read.

“oh my fucking god” he rolled his eyes. “don’t you know girls and guys can’t be friends. the only reason brendon is fucking friends with you is that he wants to get in your patns. not me bich” he said flately , but i could hear the pain in his voice. clearly someone hurt him in the past. maybe if i could get closer to him….i could fix him…

after school ended, i got ready for the party excityedly. i wore hot pink fishnets woth leggings under them and jorts on top. i wore a tube top woth cheetah print that showed off my humogus bobs. i put on converse and i was ready to go to thr party.

“have fun studying lynz!” i said as a wave goodbye to her. you might think i should be studying but i’m already smart enough, plus my alien tech would help me pass any class! you might think that’s cheating but it’s actually not

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As i walked over to danny’s dorm, i thought about ryan’s words, i knew he only said that because he was hurt by a women, not actually because he hated women as a whole. although women can be very crazy and they annoy me. when i arraived at the door, the music was blasting, and there were people yelling and screaming.

“heyyyyy jenna! can i call ya jenna!? come in.” danny answered the door after i knocked.

“ITS JENNAVICIA. anyway.” i cried.

“here.” he handed me a drink mixed with voldka and thc and lean and drugs

“thanks”. i chugged it down without a second thoufht. “more” i said and gave him the cup.

“right away fair maiden jennavicisa .” he bowed and glared at me. i walked throughout the party, not loooking for anyone in particular, then i saw gereanrd on the couch looking said. i sat next to him.

“whats wrong?” i asked him seductively.

“it’s lynz…i know she needs to study to be valedictorian. but we only see each other during lunch now” his ethnic voice peferated my eardrums and made me turned on. he took a sip from the concocion danny made in his red solo cup.

“oh..it’s okay…i mean there are plenty of girls who are supersmart and don’t have to stufy…”

“like who” he moaned sadely.

“like…me..” he looked into my pale eyes with a sensitive look on his face. he move closer to me…. and suddenly we started frenching on the coulch in front of everyone. no one really seemed to care because they were all drunk and high blazizingbit and parting. me and him wouldn’t remember this in the morning too. probably. nobody seemed to care except someone in the corner….it was ….ryan..? he watched us. wheb he saw me saw him he turned away and threw he’s red solo cup on the ground. suddenly i got said.

i felt gereard s erection in his black pants. he pulled me closer but i got up and pushed him away but i followed ryan on the balcony.

“Ryan! it’s not what is looks like!” i cried while chasing after ryan about to cry.

“All females are the fuckin same bro.”he spat back at me harf
his word hit me like a subway train and i stumbled back a little throbbing.

“N-Not me ryan. i won’t hurt you like them.” i whispered. we both sat in silence staring into each others skylit wyes for what felt like a long forever dream. All of the sudden ryan pushed passed me harshly and took another five lines of coke up his nose. i secretly casted the spell of agony upon the females who broke him in the past and re enters the party looking for more pot.
i walked around the party depressivly there was no one i could talk to because normal humans wouldn’t know how to cope with my pain. i was looking for a way i could leave and curl up in a hole and fucking die. when suddenly i was being pulled forcefully into another room.

“Hey! what the fuc-“ i attempted to yell but i was cut off by rayans lips colliding with mine. the kiss felt otherworldly (get it) it felt like we were the only two people that mattered. when the kiss ended he spoke.

“jennavisia.” he gulped nervously “i like you” he finally spat out.

“i-i like you too…” i said quickly

his face looks relived after i said this and his hand soon grasped mine in his.

“so what does this make us..” he said looking eyes with me

Everything seemed to be moving so fast with ryan i couldn’t take it. i pulled my hands back and ran out the door to the frount door tearing up a little. i thought i wanted ryan but now i was having second thoughts.if i wanted to get home faster i knew that having a boyfriend would get in the way of my studies. As soon as i was outside i let a tear stream down my check before using my special recall mirror to teleport myself back to the dorm. while in the worm hole of time and space i silently cried into my hands over ryan knowing we could never be together.

i ended up in frount of the door to the dorm. i could hear some really loud rock music coming from my dorm as well as some loud moving around which was weird too me because lindsey seemed like a prep and she was supposed to be studying. i opened the door anyway to find lindsey making out with a random girl i didn’t know! (An: im not homosexual)

“Lindsey this is not studying.?” i questioned flatly

she jumped up from the bed and started at me with a look of pure shock drawn across her face.

“jennavisia! please don’t tell geardard!” she pleaded worriedly

hoe could she cheat on gerard like this in frount of my face? she clearly didn’t want to be valedictorian as much as me but i kept my calm.

“gerard who?” i said shrugging and flopping down on my bed making sure to close the raven black lace curtains that draped over the sides of my elegant canopy bed. i couldn’t be bothered to care about her stupid problems when i have just ran away from ryan like that. this day had become so long and chaotic i was ready too end it all. i grabbed my slick black metal headphones with spikes in the side, the speaker was broken inside so my music blasted so loud in my headphones, and i played “if you can’t hang by sleeping with sirens really loud in my headphones and let the tears fall freely.

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I wake up groggily to linzy shaking me awake. bags weigh heavy under my eyes from my long cry last night.

“Come on jennavisia! we can’t be late for breakfast!.” she roared as i slowly made my way out of bed.
i am not a morning person and i definitely do not like to be shook awake like this so i gave her a deathly glare as i looked for an outfit to wear.
i took a pair of long green and black striped arm length gloves out of my dresser and put them on
i slipped into a pair of my neon green tripp nyc jeans two feet at a time and finished the look with a green day shirt and ran out the door with lindsay.
while we were fast walking down the corridor i remembered everything that happened last night. my heart began to speed up as i slowed down reluctant to see rayn after all the things we said. lindsey ran ahead in order too not be late but i secretly slipped down a diffrent hall i had never seen before and decided to skip breakfast so i wouldn’t have to face my problems.

the corridor was darker than the last one. i walked for a little still thinking about ryan and how hard it would be to avoid him for forever when i bumped into someone. it was brendon again.

“haha seems we’re always bumping into each other.” he said looking away and putting his hand in the back of his head nervously.

“do you know even where we are?” i said looking around

“oh this place. yeah it’s just the south corridor where the art classes are held and junk. i come here too cool down.” he replied shrugging and taking a pack of cigarettes out of his shirt pocket as he leaned against the wall. he seemed a lot less interested in talking to me than yesterday which kinda made me sad.

“can i bump a cig?” i asked him. he handed me one and lit his and mine.

we sat in akward silence for a minute before he asked me a question i was not expecting.

“so. what happened at the party yesterday you left so quick.” he said his rock hard eyes pearing into my worried blue ones.

“just. nerves i guess.” i sighed shoving the cig back into my teeth. truth be told i forgot brendon was there. “why do you ask” i asked him

“i was just hoping to talk and drink and stuff with you you know.” he said looking back down “it’s just im scared you know.”

“s-scared if what?” i asked. wondering if this school was haunted or something.

“scared of my life falling apart. friends seem few and far between,my grades are dropping, drugs don’t work for me anymore, i feel like im loosing myself. and now you.” he said

his words were so poetic like a writer i felt my pants tighten and suddenly found myself lost in his beautiful face. i didn’t know he could be this deep and in touch with his sensitive side but it was really making me feel something.

“don’t worry i wont fall apart on you.” i whispered kissing him on the cheek and walking away not looking back.

by this time first period had already started but i decided to skip my first two periods cause i wanted to sit in my room and ponder life and what it meant after my heartfelt talk with brendon that got me thinking.
i heard the loud bell ring through my ears loudly as i walked out the door on the way too third period. i took my usual seat next to gerard in AP calculus.

“Hey jennavisia.” he said flatly looking at me somberly and all sad

“oh hey.. i said as i sat next to him. i couldn’t bear to watch him woth that sad look on his face. “whats wrong?” i asked. he sighed.

“you just…you left me last night…everything felt so cold without you…i..i know i’m wirh lynz but i’m having second thoughts. i need you. i need you to be mine.”

i felt a sock course throufh my icy veins. he…needed me? suddenly my face got very green and i let out a big gasp. i felt a bit of pain in my clih and my body reacted without him thinking and i pulled on his collar into a warm kiss…

“meet me outside my dorms at 8:00” i said sexily and i got up and wakes out of the room. the hall was bussily with students and i went to my locker where i kept my droogs and art supplies (i drew when i had overwhelming emotions).

i took out my sketchbook and started drawing a black heart with wings and and bullet going through it. i just felt so many emotions coming inside of me. i thought about gereard, ryan, and even brendon. suddenly i heard a voice behind me say

“wow…that’s really amazing jennavicia…” i let out a small yelp of suprise and turned around. it was…brendon..!

“oh my fucking good! don’t scare me like that!!” i moaned.

“heh sorry..i was just saying. who’s that for anyway?”

“umm it’s for me..i guess i was just feeling confused and sad..”

“ohh…i think i can cheer you up.” he smirked and slammed me against the locker, leaning in to my pink soft lips against his rough big lips hard. i gasped. then he pulled away, only to pin my arms up and lean in again. then i felt him slide of me and heard his body hit the ground.

“GET THE FUCK OFF OF HER BRENDON” i looked up to see…ryan!

“ryan!” i exclaimed shaking because i was so scared but he also looked so fucking hot wheb he was angered.

“she’s mine you fucking bastard. so why don’t you just back off!” brendon said rubbing his check while gettin g up.

“no. if yoy want her, you’re gonna fight me for her.” ryan replied.

then they starteed fighting. ryan punched him again while brendon pulled his hair. brendon then flaid his arms doing a multi attack on ryan’s perfect body. they were fihtung and yelling and screaming and yelling my name while a crowed formed around us saying fight. fight fight. i screamed.

“GUYS STOP!! STOP!!!! STOP FIGHTTTTINGGGGGGGGGG!!!” i yelled. then they both stopped and stared at me. “look…look guys you guys are best friends!! you soundnt be fighting over me like this!!!” then i started to cry green tears of ooze.

Ryan and brendon ceased their fighting and brendon came to my side and comforted me. but i pushed passed and walked away crying passively to my favorite place in the school. the gardens outside was the only place i could truly get away from the troubles of my messed up life because not many people knew of their existence.
i walked around slowly trying to focus on the greenery when i decided to take a seat of a marble bench placed in the middle of the courtyard. although i didn’t want to i let my tears fall and crash around me.(AN: do u like the refrence?) ocasuanlly whipping my eyes and sniffling hard i felt so weak. what have these humans done to me. when suddenly i felt the energy or another person sitting next to me.

“hi….” the person said “may i ask, are you ok?”

“yeah…. i-i m good.” i said whiping the last tear

“anything you wanna talk about? im paul banks by the way.” paul asked

“well ok paul, my life is just really fucked up right now i guess im in sorta a tough situation there are just too many guys i like right now and i dont know who to choose.” i spat out. i kinda should have kept that to myself i thought but once it was out in the world i felt a little better even if he didnt understood.

“hmmm that is pretty tough.” he replied staring deeply into some pink carnations lit by the sunset. “but you always have to follow your heart.” he finished and i decided that he was right. i needed to stop thinking about other people for a change and start thinking about myself. i looked up at him and smiled

“thanks, i needed this advice.” i responded smiling while turning my head to look at him.

he was still staring intently into the sun. he then reached his hand up to touch the side of his face when i got a glimpse of his gold plated watch the time reading 7:56!!!!

“OHMY GOD i need to be at my dorm i have to meet gerard” i explained jumping out the bench and walking fast to the door to enter the building. when i reached the doors to indside i turned around and gave paul and beaming genuine smile and said “thank you…” warmly. i then sprinted upstairs to my dorm.