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Daughter of the Hollow moon

Summary:

A shattered crown. A hidden goddess. A kingdom on the brink.

Grace was never meant to be chosen.

Plucked from a quiet village where she served as healer and midwife, Grace enters the royal selection out of duty—not ambition. But the palace games are more brutal than she imagined, filled with venomous nobles, whispered threats, and a king she can’t seem to ignore.

King Stephen was forged on the battlefield, not the ballroom. Bound by law to choose a mate beneath the full moon, his heart pulls toward the one woman who defies tradition, courtly games… and him.

As tensions mount, Grace’s visions grow stronger—echoes of a forgotten war, a hidden past, and a divine legacy written in blood and starlight. With every step closer to the throne, enemies close in from the shadows. And Grace begins to suspect her greatest threat may not be the court… but the power awakening inside her.

She is more than a contender.

She is a prophecy reborn.

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Chapter 1: The Blood Moon

Chapter Text

Everyone in the Hallow gathered on this, the holiest night of the year—the Blood Moon.

Lanterns swayed from tree branches, casting amber light across the packed earth. The scent of woodsmoke and spiced honeycakes curled through the air, mingling with the faint musk of wolf fur and sage.

Children chased each other around firepits, their laughter rising like sparks into the velvet sky, while elders murmured greetings and clasped hands, their shawls catching the moonlight in threadbare embroidery.

Closer to the altar, the crowd stilled. There was reverence in the hush, a quiet anticipation that crackled just beneath the surface. The altar had been washed clean and strewn with wild herbs and bone-colored blossoms. Silver bowls smoked with incense—juniper and myrrh—and the flames burned with a faint blue tinge, reflecting the glow of the rising moon.

Their parents stood farther back, leaning against worn stones and ancient trees, eyes fixed not on the ritual but on their children—watching the cycle repeat as it had in their youth.

Their people were no longer ruled by the phases of the moon, not in the way they once had been.
But still, the wolf's pull lingered in the blood of the strongest, running hot beneath their skin.
And the legends remained the foundation of everything they were.

One young girl, no more than four, sat cross-legged beside her older sister for her very first Moon Ceremony. She clutched a sticky half-moon cake in both hands, her fingers dusted with sugar and ash. Her face glowed with excitement and crumbs. Her wide eyes followed the flickering torches, then landed on the priestess as the courtyard quieted.

The woman seemed impossibly old. A younger priestess supported her as she walked, her bare feet silent on the stone path.  Her silver hair spilled down her back like water, and though her skin was creased with centuries, there was something luminous in her presence—

As if a god had once whispered her name and never stopped listening.

And then, the priestess began to speak.

 

"Before the world had shape, it had breath.
And before the breath, it had silence.
And from that silence, She opened Her eyes.

She was Elentha, the First Flame.
Before the world of alpha or omega,
She was bound nor wild—only becoming.
Her breath stirred the void, and from it, time began.

From her ribs she carved the Eldermade, the first gods:
Of stone and sky, of light and law, of hunger and harvest.
They rose singing, building the bones of the world.
But Elentha wept—for even in creation, She was alone.

So She took the silver thread of Her soul and split it three ways—
Not to rule, but to love.
And from that thread came Caelion, Vireth, and Selathi.

Caelion, the Flame That Stands.
The first-born, king of the gods, and the first of the Alphas.
He rose from stone as the sun kissed it—his hands calloused from holding sky.
He was strength without cruelty, protection without pride.
He built mountains to cradle light and gave his fire to all who lacked warmth.

Selathi, the Moonwell.
The youngest of the three, but fairest. The Omega born.
She was born beneath a still lake—her first breath rippling the stars.
She was healing and hope, gentle power wrapped in silence.
She spoke to seeds and wombs and ancient bones.
She sang life into being and called it sacred.
Caelion saw Selathi and bowed—not to worship, but to walk beside her.

Between the two stood always Vireth, the Ash-Sister.
Born not of breath, but of a scream. Neither Alpha nor Omega.
She came from shadow and ember—memories no longer welcome.
Her gift was memory. Her curse was longing.
She did not sing. She howled.
But she, too, loved.

For a time, the three were whole.
Selathi planted.
Caelion guarded.
Vireth burned back the rot.

They danced across the world, weaving time into stars, and stars into stories.
They were sisters.
They were bound.
They were balance.

But love does not always come in equal measure.

The Fracture was bound to come.

Vireth loved them both—Selathi for her light, Caelion for his stillness.
She whispered to them in dreams, danced too long in their fires.
But when Selathi and Caelion joined as one—
When moon and sun kissed at the eclipse—
The world tilted.

Vireth shattered, alone.

She tore herself from the dance.
Ripped her heart from her chest and cast it into the void.
From her grief, the Devourers were born—gods of shadow, decay, unmaking.

She became Ash-Sister.
Not evil. Not forgotten. But divided.

The world cracked, and the Age of Blood and Ruin began.
Storms rose. Oceans drowned the land.
The plants Selathi had sown shriveled in fire.
Caelion fought to protect the innocent.
Selathi wept rivers, trying to heal what burned.

But Vireth would not return.
Not unless she was chosen.
Not unless she was seen.

They speak of the Prophecy of Three:
When the moon forgets her name,
And the sun breaks his blade,
And the ash learns to bleed once more—
Then the world shall begin again.

Some say the gods died.
Others say they walk the earth still, wearing mortal skin,
Reliving their story again and again,
Until one of them chooses love over ruin.
Until the dance is whole again."

The little girl sat spellbound, her mooncake forgotten in her lap, eyes wide and shining with wonder.
She didn't notice how the shadows had lengthened, or how the air had cooled with the priestess's final word.

Above them, the Blood Moon had risen in full—
a great red eye hanging in the sky, watching.
It cast a ruddy glow over the altar, the crowd, the girl's upturned face.
The flames danced lower. The hush deepened.

She was too young to understand the weight of the tale,
too small to know prophecy when it brushed against her skin.
But the moon knew.
And it would remember her.

For long after the songs had faded,
after the priestess stepped away and the feast began,
the Blood Moon lingered—full and heavy—
marking not just the turning of the season,
but the quiet beginning of something far more ancient.

It would rise again for her.
It would shape her days and call her dreams.
It would rule her life.

And she, in time, would change the world.

Chapter 2: The King is dead

Chapter Text

Twenty-four years later…

The last of the raiders scattered into the woods, their war cries swallowed by the morning wind.

Smoke still clung to the edges of the valley, rising from burned carts and trampled grass. Blood soaked into the thawing earth. Steve wiped his blade on the hem of a torn banner, then sheathed it with a slow exhale, hanging his shield across his back. Spring always brought them—hungry men, half-mad with frostbite and desperation, testing the borders like the wolves they were.

Sam rode up beside him, his falcon on his arm. Nightwing’s wings folded tight against his body as he perched, sharp-eyed and still.

“No more movement east,” Sam said, breath short but steady. “The last of them dropped their weapons and bolted.”

Bucky approached from the ridge, helmet tucked under one arm. “The village is clear. Civilians shaken, but alive.”

Steve nodded, scanning the wreckage one last time. The wind was shifting. Too warm for this early in the season.

He barely had time to register the scent of the rider before the hooves thundered into view.

A crown-marked courier raced down the slope, his cloak streaming behind him like spilled ink. His horse nearly collapsed as he slid from the saddle, dust and panic in his wake.

“Captain—no, my lord—” He bowed low. Too low. Too long. Steve’s stomach turned cold.

“Get up,” he said. “What happened?”

The rider’s hand trembled as he held out the sealed parchment. Steve knew the wax before he saw the crest—dark blue, stamped with a flame-ringed crown.

Joseph.

He broke the seal without ceremony. His eyes scanned the lines once.
Then again, slower.

The wind stilled.

“He’s dead,” Steve said quietly. “My father’s dead.”

A silence rippled through the valley. Even the wounded stopped groaning.
Bucky’s jaw tightened. Sam stepped closer.

“What do you need?” Bucky asked.

Steve didn’t answer at first. His gaze lifted to the men behind him—their battered armor, the blood on their faces.
One by one, they dropped to a knee.

Not in fear.
Not in victory.

In allegiance.

He took a step back, shaking his head.

“No,” he said, voice hoarse. “Don’t bow. Not to me.”

But they already had.

Sam was the last to lower his gaze, fist pressed over his heart. “Long live the king,” he murmured.

Steve turned back to the letter. His hands curled around the parchment, still warm from the courier’s grip. One more line waited at the bottom, written in the clean, practiced hand of the Crown Secretary:

By decree of the Royal Council, the Choosing will begin by the next full moon. The realm must not wait.

You must choose, my king.

Steve stared at those words until they blurred.

A crown.
A throne.
A stranger’s future laid across his shoulders.

And somewhere far to the north,
the moon was already rising.

______

The scent of bloodroot and milk clung to Grace’s hands.

She had washed twice, but the delivery had been long—the second twin breech. It lingered in her nails, the creases of her palms, the soft folds of her sleeves. Beside her, Lydia stumbled a little on the front step, her dark hair half-tamed, the sleeves of her healer’s smock rolled to the elbows.

“Forty-eight hours,” Lydia mumbled. “We were in there for two whole days.”

Grace passed her a waterskin. “They’re all breathing. That’s what counts.”

Lydia drank gratefully and leaned against the fence, watching the twin newborn pups stir inside the cottage. Their mother slept curled around them, skin slick with sweat and amniotic sheen. The sun was just cresting over the trees—soft and golden, like a blessing.

For a breath, there was peace.

Then Matthew burst through the trees, nearly tripping over the stone path.

“Grace! Gracie!” he shouted, waving one arm, the other clutching a rolled parchment. “The Elders—Elder Tamsin’s calling for you. They sent for all council-bound.”

Grace turned sharply. “What happened?”

He skidded to a stop, eyes wide. “The king is dead.”

The world seemed to narrow.

Lydia’s waterskin hit the dirt with a dull thud. She reached instinctively for Grace’s hand, like they already knew what was coming.

“They said it came by royal courier—same crest as the old missives. Elder Mirin read it aloud. They’ve already begun Choosing summons. You’re expected.”

Grace didn’t speak. She looked past him, up the slope where the ceremonial fire pit stood cold and black. The moon had barely faded from the night. Her body still felt pulled thin by it—like her skin remembered something her mind hadn’t caught up to yet.

She glanced at Lydia. “Can you stay with the mother?”

Lydia nodded, dazed. “Go. Matthew, my love—go with her. Please.”

The Council’s circle had already gathered by the time Grace arrived—seven stones arranged around the ceremonial ash bowl, their faces half-shadowed by the rising sun.

Her mother, Elder Sarah, was already speaking quietly to Mirin. Tamsin stood straight-backed, arms folded, while Corvin scowled in the corner, pacing like a caged dog. Nicola stood behind him, awkward and alert, her eye narrowing as she spotted Grace.

Cassia sat at the edge of the clearing, fingers curled into her skirts, pale with worry.

When Grace stepped into the ring, they all turned.

Elder Tamsin’s voice was the first to break the silence.

“The king is dead,” she said. “And by royal decree, the Choosing will begin by the next full moon.”

Corvin muttered, “Of course it will,” too low to be called a challenge—but loud enough to mean one.

Elder Sarah stepped forward, her voice gentle but iron-edged. “You were summoned, Cassia and Grace, because you are both unmated omegas of age.”

Grace’s jaw clenched. She glanced toward Nicola, trying to understand why she was here. “I know.”

Cassia whimpered. “I don’t want to go.”

“You won’t get a choice,” Corvin snapped. “You are of age, omega, and unmated. That brands you as clearly as any crest.”

“They should have every right to decline,” Mirin interjected calmly.

“One won’t,” Tamsin said—not unkindly. “Because we have to send someone. You all know what’s at stake.”

Grace stood silent in the center of them all, the air thick with incense and expectation.

The king was dead.
The Choosing had begun.
And the blood in her veins had started to stir.

The circle fell quiet again.

Then Corvin laughed—dry, sharp, ugly.

“Of course the council would leap at prophecy. Never mind the other candidates. Never mind that the kingdom burns at the edges and the Choosing has become a spectacle.”

“Would you rather we send no one?” Tamsin snapped. “And have our village disowned—banished?”

“We should send someone ready. Willing.” He gestured to the tall young woman behind him. “Nicola may not meet every qualification on parchment, but she’s strong, trained in court custom, respected by three provinces, and wants the role.”

“She isn’t omega,” Sarah said evenly. “You know the candidate must be omega.”

“That tradition is dead, and you know it,” Corvin barked. “The Choosing was never meant to be a bride auction. It’s political theater to soothe a fractured realm, and Grace—” he turned to her, “—isn’t suited for it. She’s a healer. Untrained in court affairs. Look at her. She’s covered in blood as we speak.”

Grace didn’t flinch. She met his eyes.

“I came from a birth. Can you say the same?”

“Then you’re needed here. You are our next healer,” Corvin countered. “Unless you plan to disappear—like your sister?”

The air thickened.

“Enough,” Tamsin growled.

Elder Mirin raised a hand, voice quiet. “We must acknowledge what she is. The prophecy speaks of a moon-born Omega. A child of ash and light. Grace was born under the Blood Moon, and she returned beneath it. She is bathed in the blood of the people—by saving them.”

“Prophecy isn’t a crown,” Corvin snapped. “It’s a myth for those too afraid to rule without ghosts behind them.”

At the edge of the circle, Cassia’s voice broke in softly.

“I… I qualify too. I can go, I guess.”

All eyes turned.

She shrank, but didn’t look away. “I’m seventeen. I’m omega. I meet the requirements.”

“You’re a child,” Sarah said gently.

“And Grace is too old,” Nicola fired back. “At twenty-eight, she’s an old maid. What king would want her?” She paused, then added, sharper: “Besides—her sister was the beautiful one. Grace? The irony of your name.”

The silence that followed was heavier than any argument.

Grace stepped forward, jaw tight.

“Yes. My sister was the beautiful one. But Hope is dead. And at thirty, if she were still unmated, would that not make her an old maid too?”

Sarah inhaled softly. The others stilled.

“She was supposed to go,” Grace said. Her voice didn’t rise, but it carried weight. “She trained for it. Studied. Prepared. Everyone knew. She had the look, the bond, the heart.”

She looked at no one.

“And then she was gone.”

Another breath. She turned to Corvin—not in challenge, but in resignation.

“I didn’t study to rule. I studied to serve. To heal. To protect this place and its people.”

“But you are going,” Tamsin said quietly.

Grace nodded. “I am.”

Corvin scoffed. “Just like that?”

“No,” she said. “Not just like that.”

She looked around the circle—at Sarah’s pain, at Cassia’s trembling hands, at Mirin’s watchfulness and Tamsin’s fire.

“I was born under the Blood Moon. My sister was supposed to be our Chosen. But fate chose differently. And I’ve known since the moment the moon turned red again that it would fall to me.”

She looked toward the northern sky, where the smoke of distant torches curled upward.

“I will go. Because it’s my duty. Because our people deserve a voice. And because if I don’t… someone worse will stand in my place.” She pointedly looked at Nicola.

There was no more argument. They knew she was right.
They felt it on the wind, and in the long shadows of morning.

______

They rode in silence for most of the first day.

Steve kept to the front, reins loose in his hands, the wind tugging at his cloak. Behind him, the escort formation moved like a whisper through the trees—Sam on his right, Bucky to his left, the rest spread in a loose, reverent formation. Even the horses seemed to understand the shift.

The missive hadn’t lied: the council had already moved.

When they reached the halfway mark, a second courier was waiting—breathless and pale, with new orders sealed in deep red wax.

All arrangements are in place.
You will be crowned immediately upon arrival.

Steve folded the parchment without reading it twice.

By the time the spires of the capital breached the horizon, twilight had fallen.

Torches lined the road to the southern gate, flickering in rigid symmetry. The banners had already been changed.

His father’s crest—a sun-ringed mountain, bold and unyielding—was gone.

In its place flew the new sigil:
a silver star ringed by three concentric circles—each etched in the colors of the Old Gods.

The inner ring burned gold, for Caelion—the Flame That Stands.
The second shimmered silver, like moonlight on water—for Selathi, the Moonwell.
The outermost ring glowed a deep ash-blue, nearly black—for Vireth, the Ash-Sister.

A crest that matched the old shield he still carried.
A symbol of protection and prophecy.
And now, a crown.

He didn’t remember approving it.

But he did like it.

As they passed beneath the gate, people knelt. Some cried. Some just watched.

He thought of his mother. Of his brothers in arms.
Of the girl in the orchard he’d kissed once at seventeen—before duty took her name away.

But mostly, he thought of his father—cold and quiet on the pyre now, his voice gone, but his legacy still everywhere.

The Great Hall was full by the time he arrived.
The old priest waited at the head of the chamber, dressed in ceremonial white, his palms stained with ash and wine. The council stood beside him, silent and composed.

Steve didn’t break stride.
He walked between them like a man approaching trial.

When he reached the steps of the dais, he paused—just once.
Eyes on the empty throne his father had held for four decades.
Then, he knelt.

The priest spoke the old words.
Sam and Bucky flanked him in silence.
Steve answered with a low voice, steady despite the storm in his chest.

The crown was lighter than he expected.

But the weight came after.

“Stand, Stephen of House Brooklyn.
By blood, by will, by vow,
You are king.”

He rose to his feet.

The room bowed.

But he didn’t feel powerful.

He felt alone.

Chapter 3: Simpler Preparations

Chapter Text

The trees blurred into shadows, the path worn from years of use but suddenly unfamiliar. The moon hung low, dull and red-gold near the horizon. The edges of her hands were still stained with birth, and her chest ached with something she didn’t have the language for—not grief, not fear.

Weight.

Just as she reached the porch of their cabin, the floorboards creaked behind her.

“You always walk too fast when you’re angry,” her mother said softly as she jogged to catch up.

Grace turned.

Sarah stood just outside the tree line, wrapped in a shawl that had once belonged to Grace’s grandmother, her braid half-loose. Her expression was unreadable—one of those healer masks made of stillness and long years.

“I’m not angry, Mom,” Grace said.

Sarah raised a brow. “Then you’re terrified, my darling. Which is fair.”

Grace said nothing.

They stepped into the cabin together. Grace lit a beeswax candle without thinking, the warm scent of honey and smoke rising to meet her. Her movements were automatic—set the kettle, fingered the jars of dried herbs, stirred the banked coals in the hearth until the embers breathed red again. The rituals of the Hallow clung to her like second skin.

But it was already slipping. All of it.

“I have to leave in two days,” she said finally.

Sarah nodded. “The moon goddess waits for no one.”

Grace laughed, but it cracked at the edges. “You think she’ll wait for me to pack a second dress?”

“Only if it’s got armor stitched into the bodice.”

Grace snorted. “They’ll be expecting silk.”

“They’ll be expecting a naïve pup,” Sarah corrected. “Pretty, soft. Scared enough to obey, but clever enough to impress. What they’ll get is a wolf with a spine full of bone and a mouth full of questions. They will get my daughter.”

She moved to the hearth, the floor creaking faintly as she poured the water into waiting mugs. Steam rose in delicate spirals, carrying the sharp scent of nettle and lemon balm.

“You’ll be surrounded by snakes in bejeweled dresses, cunning and cruel,” she said. “Fluffy peacocks with no brains but big colorful distractions. Court girls with titles they didn’t earn and fathers who paid for their lineage in blood and favors. Nicola is a pup compared to what waits at the capital.”

Grace sat slowly. “What if I don’t know how to do this?”

“You do,” Sarah said. “You just don’t want to. That’s not the same thing.”

The candlelight flickered between them. Grace reached for her tea with both hands, the mug warm against her palms, but she didn’t drink. For a long while, neither spoke.

Then Grace whispered, “I thought it would be Hope.”

Sarah closed her eyes.

“I know.”

“She wanted it so badly. She trained for it. She would’ve ruled like fire—hot and fast and beautiful. And they would’ve loved her for it.”

“She would’ve burned herself out too fast,” Sarah said gently. “You… you’re made of something that lasts. Stronger. Tempered.”

Grace finally sipped the tea. It was bitter. Familiar.

“Can I sleep with you tonight?” she said, voice smaller than she meant it to be.

Sarah smiled faintly. “I was going to, whether you asked or not. One of the Chosen or the future queen of the realm, you will always be my pup.”

They curled up in Sarah’s bed by the window, the old quilt worn soft and smelling faintly of lavender and cedar. Grace lay with her head tucked under her mother’s chin, her braid trailing down her back. The candle burned low.

Outside, the moon drifted through the branches.

And inside the little cabin, for a little while longer, Grace was still only a daughter.

_____

The sun broke low and soft over the ridge, the trees silvered in early mist.

Grace woke with a crick in her neck and her mother’s arm draped protectively across her waist. For a moment, she lay still—watching the morning light filter through the window lattice, striping the worn floorboards with gold. It was a quiet thing, waking in her childhood bed. Familiar. Fleeting.

She slipped out gently, so as not to wake Sarah, and laced her boots in silence.

She didn’t take the main path. Her feet found the old back trail to the birthing cottage by instinct—winding between tree roots and over damp moss, her fingers trailing through dew-heavy branches. The scent of rosemary and wet bark clung to her clothes.

She reached the small home just as the birds began to stir. Smoke curled from the chimney in lazy spirals. Inside, the mother lay dozing, one cub curled against her chest, the other nestled in the crook of her arm. Grace stepped in without a sound and crouched by the hearth, checking the broth, the poultice, the bloodroot paste.

Everything was as it should be.

She exhaled slowly.

A voice behind her, soft as the fire’s crackle:
“You should be sleeping.”

Grace turned.

Lydia stood in the doorway, hair tousled, cloak crooked at her shoulders, eyes already brimming.

“I couldn’t,” Grace said simply.

They stood a moment, saying nothing.

Then Lydia moved forward and wrapped her in a fierce, breathless hug—bone-tight and trembling. Grace held her as steady as she could.

“I don’t want you to go,” Lydia whispered. “I know you have to, I know you will. But I—gods, Gracie—I’m scared.”

“I am too,” Grace said. “But I need you here. I need you to stay.”

Lydia pulled back just enough to look at her. “I’ll stay.”

Grace nodded, then reached into her satchel and drew out a bundle of folded cloth and a worn leather ledger.

“This is everything,” she said. “My notes. My remedies. Fever guides, birthing herbs, even the ash-burn salve. If I don’t come back—”

“Don’t say that.”

“—you’ll be the one they turn to.”

Lydia clutched the bundle like a blessing. “You’ll come back.”

Grace smiled, though her throat burned. “If I can.”

“I’ll keep everything safe,” Lydia promised. “Even Cassia.”

That name made them both turn.

Cassia stood just inside the doorway, half in shadow. Her eyes were wide, her lips pressed tight. Grace braced for a sharp word—but instead, the girl blinked quickly and stepped forward.

“I came to help,” she said. “I figured… someone should.”

Grace studied her, then nodded. “Thank you.”

Together, they checked the bedding, the mother’s pulse, the cubs’ breathing. Cassia worked in silence. Grace noticed the way her hands shook when she reached for the linen, how she kept glancing at Grace like she wanted to speak.

When they finished, Grace turned to her.

“Cassia,” she said gently. “You’re strong. And kind. And brave enough to admit when you’re scared. That’s more than most queens could say.”

Cassia’s mouth wobbled. “I was awful yesterday.”

“You were seventeen,” Grace said. “That’s allowed.”

And finally, Cassia hugged her.

Lydia wiped her eyes with the back of her hand and muttered, “This is going to be awful.”

Grace nodded. “Yes. But it might also be worth it.”

She didn’t go home right away.

Instead, she followed the long stone path down to the edge of the Hallow, where the orchard thinned and the glen opened into the orphan’s yard. A low fence ringed the property, and the paint on the gate was peeling again—Grace made a mental note to remind Matthew to fix it before she left.

Before she could even knock, the door burst open.

“GRACE!”

Two blurs—one silver-haired, one red—crashed into her legs in a tangle of laughter and limbs.

“Did you bring treats?”
“Can we braid your hair?”
“Can we cut your hair?”
“Are you bleeding again?”

Grace laughed, kneeling to catch them both. Rain, the redhead, was missing another tooth. Ryanna had tied yellow ribbons in her curls and one around her wrist like a bracelet.

“No sweets today,” Grace said, smoothing back their wild hair. “But I came to talk.”

They froze.

“Are you sick?” Rain blinked up at her, terror in her eyes.

Grace shook her head, voice soft. “No. Nothing like that. I promise.”

She saw the panic in Rain’s face and felt it echo in her own chest.

A year ago, she’d held that same child through fever and blood-soaked sheets, whispering lullabies while the plague took half the valley—including Rain and Ryanna’s parents. She had stayed long after the others left, refusing to give up. And when the worst had passed, it was Grace who’d carried them—half-starved and orphaned—into the Hallow’s fold.

They didn’t remember all of it.

But they remembered her.

 

“Is someone else sick?” Ryanna asked.

“No. I just… I have to leave for a while.”

The twins exchanged a look.

“Where?”

“To the capital. It’s far.”

“Are you coming back?”

Grace didn’t answer right away. She pulled them into her lap and held them tight.

“I want to. I’ll try with everything I have,” she said. “But I don’t know how long I’ll be gone. And I needed to make sure you were safe.”

“Who’s gonna braid our hair?” Ryanna whispered.

Grace kissed her brow. “Lydia will. And Matthew, too—though he’s terrible at it.”

Rain’s eyes widened. “Lydia’s staying with us?”

“Every day. And soon…” She hesitated, then smiled. “They’ll be your family. All official.”

Gasps.

“You knew?!” Ryanna demanded. “And didn’t tell us?!”

Grace laughed through tears. “I’m telling you now, aren’t I? But keep it secret—they want to tell you themselves.”

They clung to her like ivy, arms and hearts tangled.

She wasn’t their mother. But she had loved them like one.

And that would have to be enough.

“I’ll write,” she promised. “Even if I can’t sign my name. Lydia will help me send letters. But you have to write back, or I’ll send Matt to tickle your feet at night.”

Rain giggled. Ryanna sniffled.

“Swear on the moon?”

Grace touched her finger to Ryanna’s chest. “On the moon and all the stars.”

The light had shifted—sharper now, gilding the path with gold, but brittle at the edges like the snap of frost. Grace tucked a small yellow ribbon into her pocket, a parting gift, and turned for home.

She didn’t get far.

A voice broke the quiet like a thorn slicing skin.

“Well, if it isn’t our Chosen One.”

Grace stopped with a frustrated sigh.

Nicola stood just off the main path, arms crossed, posture casual in that calculated way that always felt too deliberate to be anything but a performance. She was dressed in soft leathers and court-trained smugness. Elias hovered just behind her, shoulders cocked like a blade waiting for use, mouth twitching like he was trying to swallow a sneer and failing.

Grace didn’t move. “Nicola. Elias.”

“You must be thrilled,” Nicola said sweetly. “Your little prophecy finally coming true. Born under a blood moon, praised in every circle, beloved by Elders… you must feel untouchable.”

“I feel exhausted,” Grace replied evenly, shoulders square but pulse thudding against her throat. “And I have things to do before I have to leave.”

Elias stepped forward. “Going to say goodbye to every mongrel pup before you leave? How noble.”

Grace’s jaw tightened. “They’re children.”

“And you’re still pretending to be something you’re not,” Nicola said, tilting her head. “You’re not ready for the court. You’re not elegant. You’re not diplomatic. You’re not even particularly well-trained. You’re just… the one with the most convenient birthdate.”

“Convenient?” Grace echoed. “I watched my sister die under the weight of that moon. I was buried under every expectation of what she should have been. Don’t talk to me about convenience.”

Nicola blinked, caught off guard—but not for long.

Elias leaned in slightly. “You’ll be eaten alive at court.”

Grace’s gaze was ice now. “Then I’ll let them choke on the bones.”

She stepped past them without another word, her boots crunching against gravel with every steady step.

Nicola called after her, voice syruped with disdain, “Better pack more than herbs and rags, Grace. You’re not going to a healing circle. You’re going into war.”

Grace didn’t turn around.
But her silence was louder than anything she could have said.
Even the birds seemed to hold their breath.

By the time Grace returned to the cabin, the sun was dipping behind the western ridge. Shadows stretched long across the clearing, and the air carried that sweet, sharp edge of evening.

She expected silence. Maybe a quiet moment to breathe, or to finish packing alone.

Instead, she opened the door to chaos.

Lydia was perched on the table, sorting bundles of herbs with stained fingers and a pencil stuck behind her ear. Sarah knelt by the hearth, brushing out the hem of one of Grace’s travel dresses, her braid pinned in a crown. The cabin smelled like sage and soap—and something sweet, maybe honeycake.

Grace blinked. “What—?”

“Sit,” Lydia ordered, without looking up. “You’re late.”

“I was—”

“Sit.”

Grace obeyed, half-laughing, half-stunned.

Lydia held up a deep blue bundle and shook it out with a bit of flair. “Ta-da. Your capital debut.”

It was the most beautiful dress Grace had ever seen. Simple linen, but finely made—structured bodice, long sleeves, and delicate hand-stitched flowers at the hem and neckline. Midnight blue, so rich it looked like ink in the candlelight.

“I didn’t think we had anything like this in the village,” Grace murmured.

“We don’t,” Sarah said, smiling faintly. “We had Matt rush to get it from the pass. Lydia’s not marrying an idiot—he has good taste. It might not be court silk, but it’s dignified. And it’s you.”

Lydia handed her a small satchel next. “Medicines. Wound balm, fever tonic, ginger lozenges, two packs of moon-leaf, and something that might stop a nobleman’s boasting—if thrown hard enough.”

“And this,” Sarah said softly, holding out a modest wooden box.

Inside: her mother’s few jewels. A garnet ring. A brooch shaped like a star. A pair of tiny crescent-moon earrings Grace hadn’t seen in years.

“For ceremony,” Sarah said, her voice just barely steady.

Lydia added one final item—a journal, bound in rough leather, a strip of blue ribbon tied to the spine.

“In case you forget who you are,” she said, quieter now. “Write it down. Hold onto it.”

Grace reached out, then paused. “You did all this today?”

“We’ve been ready,” Sarah said gently. “We just prayed we wouldn’t need to be.”

Lydia pointed to the corner, where a tidy stack of mended dresses and polished boots waited. A pair of soft leather slippers peeked out beneath the pile.

“Even your wedding shoes, Mom?” Grace whispered.

“You can’t stomp into court like a stable girl,” Sarah said. “But you can walk in like the woman you’ve become.”

Before Grace could reply, a knock sounded at the door.

Lydia opened it, revealing a young boy—barely twelve—out of breath, with reins clutched in his hands.

“Elder Mirin sent this,” he panted. “Said she’s too old to ride herself, but it’s time someone gave you a proper mount.”

Outside waited a weathered, sturdy mare with a coat the color of tarnished silver and the gentlest eyes Grace had ever seen.

Tears pricked behind her eyes.

“What’s her name?” she asked.

“Dawn,” the boy replied. “Said she’s a bit slow, but steady. And always finds her way home.”

Grace laughed, the sound cracking through her chest like sunlight after a storm.

She turned back to the cabin—to the carefully folded dresses, the food parcel from Maeve, the polished boots, the ribbon still tucked in her pocket. Every piece of her life had been gathered into a single offering. Not riches. Not armor.

But love.

“I’m not ready,” she whispered.

Sarah stepped forward and pressed her hands to Grace’s cheeks. “You never will be. That’s how you know it matters.”

Grace didn’t need to ask. They knew what she needed.

Once the fire was banked and the cabin dimmed, Sarah slid into the narrow bed by the window. Lydia hesitated only a moment before curling up on the other side, arms folded beneath her head.

Grace lay between them.

No one spoke.

Sarah’s breath was slow and steady, rising and falling in time with the wind outside. Lydia’s fingers twitched occasionally, like she was still counting herbs in her sleep. The room smelled of cedar smoke, mended cloth, and lavender salve.

Grace stared at the ceiling.

She didn’t sleep.

She didn’t cry.

She just lay there—still and silent—her shoulder pressed to her mother’s, Lydia’s foot tucked against hers beneath the covers. The two people who had kept her anchored all her life. The ones who had patched her back together every time the world tried to unravel her.

The bed was too small. The night too short.

But for now, it was enough.

Outside, the waning moon rose toward fullness.

And inside the little cabin, Grace listened to the rhythm of home, committing it to memory.

Just in case.

Chapter 4: I’ll See you Soon

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The Hallow was still asleep when Grace rose.

The moon had dipped low, the sun not yet broken over the trees. But inside the little cabin, all three women were already moving. The hearth crackled gently, chasing the chill from the floorboards. A kettle steamed, and the scent of frying herbs and morning cakes wrapped through the room like a blessing.

Lydia stood at the counter, hair in a quick braid, flipping bannock in a cast iron pan. Sarah was slicing dried fruit into a bowl of steaming oats, her hands steady, her expression unreadable.

Grace stood in the doorway, her hair damp from the basin, a towel slung around her shoulders.

“You’re both ridiculous,” she said quietly.

“Eat first, cry later,” Lydia replied without turning.

Sarah gave a quiet hum of agreement. “And if you try to leave on an empty stomach, I will send a hawk after you with hard-boiled eggs and shame.”

Grace smiled despite herself. She retreated into the back room, slipping into her travel clothes: fitted leather leggings, soft tunic, and her worn boots—freshly oiled and quiet on the floorboards. She pulled part of her hair back into a long braid, weaving a strip of blue cloth through the strands like a warding charm. Her pack sat on the bed, half-full.

She paused beside it and ran her hand over the flap.

One last time.

She tucked in her journal. The star brooch. The moon-leaf. The yellow ribbon. Hope’s old floral shawl.

When she emerged, fully dressed, the table had been set—bannock stacked on a plate, honey and smoked butter nearby, sliced fruit and boiled greens in clay bowls. Three mugs steamed, and one place at the table had been left open for her, its chair turned slightly outward.

Sarah looked up. “Sit, pup.”

Grace did.

They didn’t speak much as they ate, and they didn’t have to. Every bite was a goodbye. Every glance a prayer.

The sun finally crested the trees as they finished.

They all knew today, she would leave.

Grace finished her tea slowly, letting the warmth settle low in her chest. When the last dish had been washed and dried, Lydia pressed a wrapped parcel into her arms—more food from Maeve, tucked with care—and Sarah tied a leather cloak lined with wool around her shoulders with hands that lingered just a moment too long.

Outside, the mare waited patiently, reins looped over the post.

Dawn.

She looked up at Grace with soft, knowing eyes, and Grace pressed her forehead to the horse’s for a heartbeat before saddling her. The bags were light—just enough to travel, just enough to return. Lydia tightened the straps, double-checked the satchels, then gave the mare a gentle pat.

“All set,” she said.

And then… it was time.

The three women stood in the clearing, morning light just beginning to filter through the trees. Grace mounted slowly, boots settling into the stirrups with a finality that caught somewhere between her ribs.

Sarah stepped forward and laid a hand on her leg. “Ride steady. Speak carefully. Trust your instincts.”

Lydia blinked fast, then held up a wrapped cloth. “One last thing. For when the road feels long.”

Inside: a tiny carved fox and a flat, smooth stone painted with the Hallow tree.

Grace swallowed. “Thank you. I love you both, and I’ll see you soon. I promise.”

Then she nudged Dawn forward—and began the ride through town.

She expected silence. Maybe a few curious glances. A half-hearted wave.

Instead, the road was full.

The entire village had turned out.

They lined the path in twos and threes—elders with walking sticks, children clutching wildflowers, apprentices still in their ash-smeared tunics. Some waved. Some wept. Some simply watched in silence, expressions unreadable.

There were those with tears in their eyes… and those with barely hidden smirks. But even the skeptics had come. Even the ones who had muttered behind their hands for years.

She was their Chosen now.

A blacksmith’s apprentice stepped forward and handed her a pouch of nails and horseshoes. “For the journey,” he said, cheeks red. “Never hurts to have a few.”

An herbwife offered a sprig of hawthorn and a small blade. “Protection,” she murmured.

A girl she didn’t recognize pressed a dried braid of rosemary into Grace’s palm. “You helped my mother last winter.”

Some gave her coins. A few of the Elders pressed jewels into her hands—tokens to ensure she could represent them properly when she reached the capital.

The road felt endless. Grace nodded, murmured thanks, accepted trinkets and food and notes and folded cloth. Every face was a thread in the tapestry of her life—and now they were here to stitch her into something larger.

She reached the edge of the village with her chest aching and her satchels a little fuller.

There, in the middle of the road, stood the old priestess.

The Woven One.

She didn’t speak. She didn’t move. Just stood, veiled and motionless, blocking Grace’s path.

Grace slowed, then dismounted with care. She approached warily.

“Priestess?” she asked.

The woman nodded once and turned, walking toward the spiritual house without a word.

Grace hesitated. Then she tied Dawn to the fence and followed.

She had never been inside the spirit house before.

It was dark. The air was thick with incense and age. Shelves lined the walls, crowded with jars—some filled with herbs she recognized, others with things she couldn’t name. Roots and resins. Bones and blackened petals. The whole place felt wrong somehow, or just too much. Heavy. Unsettling.

And still, the old woman said nothing.

Until she did.

The Woven One turned.

And spoke.

“Child of Hallow,” she said, voice low and layered—like wind through trees, like the hush between thunderclaps. “Born under a blood moon. Sister to fire and heir to silence.”

Grace froze.

No one had spoken of Hope that way. Not in years.

The priestess stepped forward, raising her hands. Her fingers brushed Grace’s brow, then her lips, then her heart—each touch sparking something beneath her skin, like embers catching light.

“You walk the path alone—but you are never alone. The mothers walk behind you. The stars chart your bloodline. The wolves know your name.”

Then her hand dropped lower—resting flat over Grace’s abdomen.

And the air changed.

A low pressure rolled through the chamber, thick and pulsing like a heartbeat beneath the stone. Grace swayed, catching herself against the altar. Her vision blurred at the edges—just for a moment—but in that sliver of distortion, she saw flashes:

A child’s cry.
A crown of twisted light.
A cradle, empty and burning.

She blinked hard.

The priestess’s hand was still there—firm, unmoving, over her womb.

“And your womb will carry more than blood. It will carry the turning of the age.”

A sharp cramp twisted through Grace’s belly—deep, ancient, not of this world. She gasped, knees trembling. Nausea coiled in her throat like smoke. It wasn’t pain, not exactly.

It was knowing.

Too much. Too fast.

Her powers flared, unbidden—just a flicker beneath her ribs, like something ancient rising to meet the words.

Three shall rise.
One to rule. One to break. One to return.

From your body, a kingdom will bloom.
And from your sorrow, a future will take root.

The silence that followed was absolute.

Grace’s hands were shaking. Her breath came short and shallow.

Then the priestess pulled a jar of ochre dust from the altar, dipped her fingers, and anointed Grace’s forehead, her chest, her palms.

“Blessed be your journey. Blessed be your name. Blessed be your womb, and all that it may bear.”

As the dust touched her skin, a heat bloomed in her chest—then low in her belly, a weight that settled like stone and refused to lift. Grace pressed her lips together, but her fingers trembled. Something ancient had been stirred.

And it wasn’t done with her yet.

When the Woven One stepped back, her veil fell again.

She said no more.

And Grace, pale and shaking, stepped back out into the morning.

She mounted Dawn with unsteady hands, swallowing the bile in her throat.

Behind her, the Woven One stood unmoving.

Before her, the forest opened.

And with a single breath, Grace began to ride.

Chapter 5: The long and winding road

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The forest opened before her, wide and golden beneath the early light.

She nudged Dawn forward, barely aware of it.

Her hands were still unsteady on the reins, her breath shallow. The Woven One’s words echoed beneath her ribs like a second heartbeat—one that didn’t belong to her. Every part of her felt stretched thin, like skin pulled too tight over too much knowing.

She blinked hard, trying to clear her vision.

The dust on her palms had turned tacky with sweat. The pendant at her throat pulsed warm, as though it too remembered. Her belly felt weighted, thick with something unseen that refused to lift.

She was halfway to panicking when she saw the figure at the edge of the trees.

A man on horseback waited just where the path dipped into shadow again.

Sunlight caught the dull sheen of his chestplate. A sword hung at his side, worn but well-kept, and his horse stood saddled and ready. As she approached, he lifted a hand in a lazy wave—like they were just meeting for an afternoon ride.

Grace pulled Dawn to a halt, frowning. “Matt?”

He grinned. “Morning, princess.”

“What… what are you doing here?”

He tilted his head. “Keeping a promise to Lydia. And keeping my favorite ‘sister’ alive long enough to get crowned—or rejected. Whichever comes first.”

“You’re coming with me?”

“To the capital? Yes. To your wedding? Absolutely not. I’m riding back the moment I deliver you.” He smirked. “Lydia would kill me if I missed ours.”

A laugh escaped her—shaky but real. “She would.”

Matt looked her over more carefully, his smile dimming. “You look pale. You okay? What did that old bat do to you?”

“I’m fine,” she lied. “Just… blessed by a terrifying ancient priestess in a bone-scented cave, that’s all.”

Matt raised a brow. “Ah. A normal morning, then.”

She gave him a weak smile.

“You really don’t have to—”

“I do,” he cut in, gentle but firm. “You’re an unbonded omega, Grace. You shouldn’t be traveling alone. Not through the borderlands. Not with a crown possibly hanging over your head and strangers watching every road.”

Grace snapped her jaw shut. Hard to argue when he put it like that.

He clicked his tongue and nudged his horse forward. “Besides,” he added lightly, “if you do become queen, I want the stories. And the first piece of gossip.”

Grace exhaled slowly and guided Dawn into step beside him.

The road was quiet. The wind was cool. And for the first time that morning, Grace didn’t feel entirely alone.

She also didn’t speak for the first hour.

The road beneath Dawn’s hooves was soft with loam, muffled by layers of pine needles and fallen leaves. Mist clung low to the ground, veiling the world in pale silver. Everything felt suspended—like even the birds were holding their breath.

Matt rode just ahead, silent save for the occasional jingle of tack. His gelding, a lean gray with a jagged scar along one flank, moved like water—fluid, efficient, alert. Grace had seen Matt in armor before, but never like this: every motion was deliberate, coiled with quiet readiness. A soldier’s stillness.

But the vision still clung to her skin.

Her belly felt swollen with something she couldn’t name. Her fingertips buzzed faintly—residue of power, of prophecy, of something half-awake inside her.

“I’m not going to ask,” Matt said eventually, voice low and even. “But you look like you saw the inside of the world and didn’t like what it showed you.”

Grace didn’t answer right away.

Then, softly: “She touched me, Matt. And I saw… I don’t know what I saw.”

He nodded once, like that was enough. Like he knew what it meant to carry something alone.

“The Woven One’s words get under the skin,” he murmured. “That’s why she doesn’t use them often. I know she’s a conduit to the goddesses or whatever—but she’s terrifying.”

They rode on.

By late afternoon, they stopped beside a narrow stream—clear and cold, singing softly over rounded stone. Dawn drank deeply. Matt unsaddled both horses while Grace knelt at the water’s edge, splashing her face and cupping the chill against her cheeks. She filled their flasks with shaking hands.

That night, they built a small fire between two trees. Its glow flickered weakly against the trunks, barely pushing back the dark.

Grace ate in silence—chewing dried bread and strips of smoked meat that tasted like ash in her mouth.

Matt didn’t press. He didn’t ask about the vision or her silence. He just handed her a blanket and told her to rest.

She started to argue.

But then he looked at her—really looked. Not like her childhood friend, but like the soldier he’d become. His expression was calm, immovable, quietly commanding.

So she didn’t argue. She just lay down on her bedroll and curled toward the fire.

She didn’t remember falling asleep.

But sometime after midnight, she jolted upright—sweat slicking her brow, a cry caught in her throat.

Matt was already there.

“You’re safe,” he said, his hand firm and steady on her shoulder. “I’ve got you. You’re here.”

Grace stared into the dark woods, eyes wide and unfocused. “The cradle was on fire—flames licking up the carved edges, devouring the blankets,” she whispered.

Matt didn’t ask for more.

He just stayed beside her, breathing steady, until her heartbeat slowed again. Until her fingers stopped trembling.

Somewhere far off, a single wolf howled—long and low, a sound like sorrow carrying across the trees.

The next morning broke too bright.

Grace blinked into the light, eyes aching, head pounding. Her stomach twisted as she packed up camp, the cloying scent of damp leaves and last night’s ash making bile rise in her throat. She said nothing.

Matt noticed anyway.

“Still sick?”

Grace nodded. “It’ll pass. Just nerves.”

They rode in silence for a while—just the shuffle of hooves and the distant caw of morning birds. The path narrowed, climbing into fog-laced foothills. Ferns grew thick and high, brushing their boots. The air shifted—cooler, wilder, edged with stone.

By midday, the road twisted through a narrow, rocky pass. Matt raised a hand.

“Quiet,” he said, voice low.

Grace slowed Dawn, pulse spiking.

Then—movement.

Two figures stepped into view just ahead. Not villagers. Not travelers. The wrong kind of stillness clung to them. One had a blade strapped across his chest. The other smiled too quickly.

“Traveling far?” the taller one asked.

Grace said nothing.

Matt’s voice cut clean through the air. “Far enough that you don’t want to slow us down.”

The man’s smile widened. “Pretty little omega like that—bet she’s sweet when she begs. And such a Small guard. Bit of a risk, don’t you think?”

Before Grace could flinch, Matt dismounted in one smooth motion. His sword cleared its sheath with a sound like finality.

The men hesitated.

Grace stayed frozen—but her body hummed. Power thrummed beneath her skin, the same heat that had bloomed in the spirit house now flickering again—unfocused, unwanted, alive.

Matt stepped forward, calm and cold. “I’d rethink your odds.”

The shorter man swore under his breath and stepped back. The taller one lingered a moment longer, then spat at the ground.

“Whore. We don’t need her.”

And then they were gone—swallowed by the trees.

Matt didn’t move until the silence held steady.

Then he turned, face grim. “Bandits don’t normally come this far north.”

Grace slid from her saddle, her legs unsteady as she glanced toward the trees. “Something’s shifting.”

“Yeah,” he muttered. “And we’re not even halfway there.”

 

They camped early that night in a thicket of birch and thistle. Matt set a perimeter with quiet precision. Grace built the fire with shaking hands.

Later, she sat staring into the flames as they curled skyward.

“They could’ve taken me,” she said softly.

“They didn’t.”

“I don’t mean today,” she added. “I mean in general. If I didn’t have you. If Lydia hadn’t—”

Matt shook his head. “An unbonded omega traveling alone, especially in spring, when the raiders move north?” His voice was low, but firm. “Lydia was right. It isn’t safe.”

Grace pressed a hand to her abdomen. It still felt too full. Too heavy. A prophecy waiting to wake.

“Doesn’t feel safe either,” she whispered.

Matt glanced at her—something flickering in his eyes. Not just concern. Something older.

But he didn’t press.

And Grace was grateful for it, as she lay down next to him that night.

They found him just after dawn on the third day.

If Grace had to guess, the bandits found him first.

A man—no, a boy—slumped against a tree, cloak torn, face bloodied. His leg was bent at an unnatural angle, and the dirt around him was rust-colored with half-dried blood. At first glance, he looked dead.

Grace was off her horse before Matt could stop her.

“Careful,” he warned, hand already on the hilt of his blade. “Could be bait.”

“It’s not,” she said, already kneeling. “Look at the wound. He’s been here since yesterday—maybe longer.”

She tore into her pack, fingers already seeking moon-leaf, feverroot, clean bandages. Power stirred low and steady, like it had been waiting for purpose. She pushed it down, focused on her hands.

“Bandits?” Matt asked, crouching beside them.

Grace nodded. “Likely. Or wolves. Doesn’t matter. He’s septic.”

“We’ll lose half the day.”

“Then we lose half the day,” she snapped.

Matt didn’t argue. He knew that was a fight he wouldn’t win.

She worked quickly, but not carelessly. Splinted the leg. Cleaned the cuts. Packed the worst with woundwort and ash-honey. The boy moaned once but didn’t wake. His fever burned high—dangerously so—but his pulse was steady.

“He’s young,” she murmured. “Younger than he looks. Maybe sixteen. Seventeen, tops. He’s just a kid, Matt. We can’t leave him.”

Matt lifted the boy onto his own saddle, tying him into place so he wouldn’t fall. Then he took the reins and walked beside Dawn while Grace rode, one eye always on the unconscious rider behind her.

It was slow going.

The gelding didn’t like the stranger.

The sun crawled overhead—too hot. Too still.

Around midday, Grace felt it again. That subtle pressure behind her eyes. Not quite nausea. Not quite power.

Just… knowing.

They were being watched.

She tightened her grip on the reins.

They reached a shallow glade before nightfall—tucked into the woods, soft with moss and shaded by ash trees. Matt built a fire. Grace checked the boy’s wounds again. The fever had broken—barely—but some color had returned to his cheeks.

As the boy slept, Matt handed her a mug of bitterleaf tea.

“You could’ve left him,” he said. “Anyone else would’ve.”

Grace shook her head. “Then anyone else shouldn’t be Chosen.”

Matt didn’t speak for a moment.

Then, quietly: “It’s going to cost you.”

She met his eyes across the fire. “I almost feel like it already has.”

He nodded once and took first watch.

Grace sat beside the flames, the boy’s shallow breathing steady behind her. She sipped her tea and stared into the embers until the sky turned dark.

 

The sky had turned strange by midday of day four.

That sickly green-yellow color that meant only one thing: a storm was coming. A bad one, if Grace was interpreting the winds correctly.

Clouds moved fast overhead, wind snapping through the trees with the scent of rain and lightning. She kept her hood up, eyes narrowed against the gusts. Behind her, the injured boy rode tethered to Matt’s horse—still half-conscious, but healing.

They were making good time again.

Until they weren’t.

A lone rider appeared just past a bend in the trail.

He wasn’t dressed like a trader or a traveler. His horse was too well-fed, his boots too clean. A dark cloak hung over reinforced leathers, and his posture—loose, but alert—put Matt instantly on edge.

Grace pulled Dawn to a halt. Her hand tightened around the reins.

“Afternoon,” the man called, voice smooth and pleasant. “Didn’t mean to startle.”

Matt didn’t lower his hand from his blade. “Strange place for a ride.”

“Strange time for it,” the man agreed. “Storm’s coming in behind me. Thought I’d get ahead of it. Mind if I ride with you until the fork?”

Grace didn’t answer right away.

Not because she sensed danger. But because the air changed the moment she looked at him.

Something ancient stirred low in her chest. Her stomach flipped. Her vision rippled—not from fear, but recognition. The pressure in her belly eased for the first time in days.

But that wasn’t possible.

She blinked.

And in that breath of distortion, the man shimmered—not visibly, not physically, but to her.

Crowned in gold light.

Hands dripping with blood not his own.

Behind him: a throne of antlers. A shadowed wolf. A child with fire in its eyes.

Grace swayed in the saddle.

“Grace?” Matt’s voice was sharp. His hand reached for her.

“I’m fine,” she murmured. “Just… tired.”

But her knuckles had gone white.

The stranger tilted his head, eyes narrowing slightly. “You alright, miss?”

“She’s fine,” Matt said flatly.

“I’m fine,” she echoed, a little too fast.

The man lifted his hands in easy surrender. “Didn’t mean to intrude.”

But he rode with them anyway.

For hours, they traveled in uneasy silence—three horses and one barely conscious passenger. The man asked no questions. Offered no stories. But Grace could feel him watching.

Not with hunger. Not with threat.

With knowing.

When the fork in the road appeared—one trail leading toward the capital, the other curling toward the southern wilds—the man reined in his horse.

“Safe travels,” he said.

Then, to Grace alone: “And good luck in your journey.”

A slight nod. Almost a bow.

Then he was gone, swallowed by the trees and the rising wind.

Grace didn’t breathe until his silhouette vanished.

And the moment he did, the heaviness in her belly returned—like gravity had snapped back into place.

Matt was staring at her. “You’re sure you’re alright?”

Grace laid a hand low across her abdomen.

“No,” she whispered. “But I think we just met someone important.”

 

They reached the village by midmorning the next day after riding through the night in hope of outpacing the storm, but managed only barely.

It was little more than a handful of stone cottages nestled against the base of the hills, but smoke curling from the chimneys meant warmth—and help.

Matt rode ahead to speak with the elder. Grace stayed behind to ensure the injured traveler was received properly: clean bandages, fresh broth, a soft place to recover. When the healer started to protest, Grace pressed two coins into her palm and closed her fingers around them.

“Thank you,” she said quietly. “He wouldn’t have made it without you.”

The healer blinked. “We should be thanking you, my lady.”

Grace’s stomach turned at the title. But she didn’t correct it.

They left the village under a sky that was no longer just dark, but angry—thick with the weight of a storm ready to break.

Thunder rumbled across the distant ridge.

“We won’t beat it,” Matt muttered, scanning the horizon. “Not on this trail.”

Grace squinted through the rising wind. “There’s a cave ahead. I think. West side of the pass. We found it on that mapping run three years ago—remember?”

Matt shot her a look. “Yeah. I remember. Let’s move.”

The first cold drops hit just as they found it.

The cave wasn’t large, but it was dry and deep enough to shield them. A small fire could be built near the entrance, tucked back from the wind. Matt led the horses inside and unbuckled their tack with quick, practiced hands. Grace pulled off her damp cloak, shaking it out with chattering teeth.

The storm struck in full within minutes—lightning tearing across the sky like the world was cracking open, rain hammering the earth so violently it made the trees moan.

Inside, it was quiet.

Matt lit a small fire. They shared what was left of the food Maeve had packed—dried meat, crumbly cheese, rough travel bread. Grace sat cross-legged, shawl wrapped tight around her shoulders, but she couldn’t stop shivering.

Not from the cold.

From something else.

Visions flickered at the edge of her mind:
A child in her arms.
Blood on snow.
A crown at her feet—then stolen by hands cloaked in shadow.

Matt looked up from his meal. “Talk to me.”

Grace blinked, startled.

He raised an eyebrow. “You haven’t said ten words since that fork in the road. What happened with that traveler yesterday?”

She hesitated. Then: “I saw something. In him. I think.”

Matt didn’t scoff. Didn’t push. Just waited.

“I don’t know if it was magic or fate or madness,” she whispered. “But I saw a crown. Blood. A child. I think it was mine.”

Matt’s jaw tightened. “Prophecy?”

“Maybe. Or warning.”

Thunder rolled again—louder this time, closer. Grace closed her eyes.

Matt shifted closer. Without a word, he handed her his blanket. She took it, wrapping it around her legs, then scooted closer to him and leaned her head on his shoulder like she used to when they were kids.

For a long moment, there was only the firelight and the sound of the storm.

Then Matt kissed the top of her head and said, softly, “You won’t be alone, you know. Not ever. Even when it feels like it… we’re still there. All of us. Right here.” He tapped her chest, just over her heart.

Grace squeezed her eyes shut.

“I know,” she said quietly. “I just don’t know if it’ll be enough.”

Outside, the rain poured on.

Inside, they waited.

Tomorrow would be Day Six.

And the next day—the capital.

The storm had passed by dawn.

The forest was rinsed of the earlier violence—wet earth, crushed pine, petrichor rising in soft curls from the mossy ground. Grace woke to the rhythm of water dripping from the lip of the cave, the steady breath of Dawn beside her, and the warmth of Matt’s cloak still draped over her legs.

They broke camp in silence, their movements easy with routine. The sky was pale and cloud-dappled, the worst of the storm swept eastward. The road ahead gleamed damply, rutted with tracks but welcoming.

By midday, they were riding through fields edged with wildflowers, the forest slowly thinning as the terrain opened up. The air was cool, the sun veiled just enough to make the journey pleasant.

No threats. No injuries. No visions.

Just motion.

Grace rode with her shoulders loose for the first time in days, hands light on the reins. Dawn’s pace was smooth beneath her, steady as always.

Matt whistled something low and off-key beside her, and when she looked over, he grinned.

“You’re awful,” she said.

He kept whistling—louder now, completely off tempo.

Grace rolled her eyes and tossed a small pinecone at his chest. He caught it with mock seriousness. “Weaponizing forest debris? How unladylike.”

“I’m practicing for court,” she replied dryly.

They shared a soft laugh.

Later, they rode in easy silence. Grace watched sunlight flash through the trees, dapple over her hands. She thought of her mother. Of Lydia. Of the girls in the orphanage and the babies born in the birth house.

Of Hope.

She thought about the weight the Woven One had placed on her—on her body, her bloodline, her future.

But for now, the wind was gentle. The air was cool. And nothing ached except the saddle beneath her.

That night, they made camp near a winding stream, not far from the rise that overlooked the capital. The water sang nearby, and the leaves overhead whispered instead of roared.

Grace curled her fingers around her cloak, watching the fire flicker low. “Tomorrow.”

Matt nodded. “Tomorrow.”

She didn’t ask if he was nervous. He didn’t ask if she was ready.

They just sat with the quiet between them—a final stretch of peace before the city swallowed them whole.

Chapter 6: Who you are

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The stream wound gently past their camp, its surface catching the early light like strands of silver thread. Mist clung to the rocks and pooled in the hollows of the mossy bank. Birds stirred in the trees, their song quiet, reverent.

Grace crouched beside the firepit, hands working in automatic rhythm as she rolled up the blankets and tucked the last of their food into her satchel. Matt emerged from the trees with a yawn and a stretch, his tunic rumpled and armor loosened.

“Stream’s clear,” he said, raking a hand through his hair. “Cold as the goddesses’ breath, but it’ll do.”

Grace didn’t look up. “Go ahead. I’ll follow in a bit. I have… more to prep before I’m ready.”

Matt paused, then smiled faintly. “Right. Because we’re not ten anymore.”

She did look at him then. “Exactly. Although, technically, the answer should be that I’ve seen more of you than Lydia has, since our mothers used to bathe us together. But we both know that’s not the case anymore, is it?”

He gave a smirk and a small, mock bow, grabbing his towel and soap pouch. “Try not to disappear into a vision while I’m gone. I don’t want to come back to a prophecy floating downriver—Lydia would kill me.”

Grace rolled her eyes but didn’t answer.

Once he was gone, she finally let herself pause.

Her fingers hovered over the edge of her pack. Her stomach still felt heavy, but her chest… lighter, somehow. The storm had passed. The capital was only hours away.

And between here and there—only rolling hills and water.

She stood slowly, pulling out what she needed to become who she was expected to be.

When Matt called that he was out of the water and changing in the trees, she made her way toward the stream. Her hands shook slightly as she stepped onto the narrow path and down toward the running water, like she was about to wash away her past.

The trees closed behind her.

And ahead, the water waited.

Matt was right—it was cold. But that was expected this time of year, the flowers only just beginning to bloom along the riverbank as she submerged herself. She gasped when she surfaced, the shock of the water making her scrub quickly. Her body. Her hair. The last of the blood under her nails.

The last of who she had been.

She stood slowly, wrapped herself in a towel, and stepped out of the water. A branch snapped nearby. The sensation of being watched crept across her skin.

Then, just as suddenly—it was gone.

She looked around, finding nothing.

So she dressed.

Not in a tunic.

But in the dress.

The one Matt had bought under Lydia’s and Sarah’s instructions, handed over with teary eyes.
The ink-blue linen dress Maeve had insisted on hemming by hand—before they even showed it to her.
The one Grace had refused to look at.

Until now.

She unfolded it carefully, smoothing the fabric between her fingers. She was grateful they’d thought about the corset ties in the front, the ease of getting it on by herself.

She combed through her curls, braiding the top section and threading a blue ribbon through as she went. But when she looked at her reflection in the water, it felt too simple. So she twisted the braid into a crown around her head, leaving the rest to curl freely on her shoulders.

Then she opened her small wooden box—hand-painted, cracked at the corners.
Inside: a stub of kohl, a sliver of beeswax balm, and the faintest trace of perfume on a faded cloth.

She used the mirror to line her eyes, to darken her lashes. Dabbed a bit of perfume at her throat.
Along the bank, she spotted a patch of early berries and mixed them with her balm, giving her lips a hint of color.

Her skin, kissed by sun and weather, held a golden undertone. Freckles danced across her cheeks, giving her a softness that often made people think she was younger than she was.
But with the extra touches, the reflection in the water didn’t look like a girl anymore.

She looked like a woman. Proud. Pretty. Her stormy grey eyes seemed to glow in the sunlight.

At the bottom of the bundle, wrapped in a linen scrap, were her mother’s wedding slippers—worn at the heels, still dusted with rose ash.
Probably a bit out of style.
But they fit. And they were still nicer than her boots.

She opened the last box—the one with the jewelry.

Grace sat on the mossy bank and stared down at it for a long moment.

Across the stream, something rustled again.
She froze.

Then—just a squirrel. Darting up the trees.
She exhaled and shook her head. Nerves, she told herself.
But that heavy feeling in her belly was gone again.
Maybe she really was losing her mind.

She looked back at the box.

She’d told Matt she needed more time because she had to prep.

But the truth was simpler.

She had to become someone else.

Someone who looked like she belonged in a hall of thrones.
Someone who could sit in a circle of nobles and not be laughed out of it.
Someone who could wear this dress and not feel like an orphan girl in borrowed silk.

She was no one’s princess. Not really.

But today—she had to look the part.

She reached into the box, sliding on her mother’s ring. Hooked in the earrings. One of the village women had given her a comb, and she tucked it into the back of her braid.
Nothing matched.
But it was what she had. And she would make it work.

When she was finished, she didn’t recognize the girl staring back from the water’s edge.

She didn’t look like Grace of the Hollow.
She didn’t even look like Grace the Woven One.

She looked like a stranger.
Like a lady.
Like one of the Chosen.

She gathered her things.

Then—crack.

Something large crashed through the brush on the far bank. Much louder this time.

Grace froze, her breath catching.

She scanned the trees, but whatever it was had already vanished.

Still, the hairs on her arms stayed raised.

She tightened the towel around her shoulders and walked back to camp.

Back to Matt.
Back to the road.
Back to whatever came next.

When she stepped into the clearing and saw Matt, he didn’t smile.
Didn’t laugh.
Didn’t speak at all.

He just stared.

And for once—Grace didn’t flinch.

He had stopped cold, his eyes sweeping over her from the hem of the blue dress to the kohl lining her eyes.
His mouth opened. Then closed. Then opened again.

“Wow,” he said finally. “You’re… terrifying. You actually look like a woman. Not my quasi-little sister.”

Grace arched a brow. “Terrifying?”

He nodded solemnly. “Absolutely. Like a noble lady who might poison my wine if I insult her embroidery.”

She rolled her eyes, but smiled despite herself. “You’re an idiot.”

“And yet,” he said, grabbing his saddle, “I’m the idiot escorting a goddess through the front gates.”

They mounted up in silence, nerves crawling through her body with every step Dawn took.

The road sloped gently down through a break in the trees, and the scent of hearth smoke drifted faintly on the wind. In the distance, a ridge curved up like a protective hand, cradling the land beyond it—where the capital waited.

Matt cleared his throat. “Listen. Before we get there…”

Grace turned slightly in the saddle, brows raised.

He didn’t look at her. Just kept his eyes on the trail.

“I trained here,” he said. “For three months. Ten years ago now. Just after I was first sworn in.”

Her stomach tightened. “I remember. I don’t think I ever heard Lydia whine as much as she did when you were gone.”

He shrugged. “I wasn’t ready to be what she needed yet. But that’s not the point.”
He hesitated. Then: “Look. The capital—it’s not like the rest of the kingdom. It’s older. Sharper. Everything moves faster. People speak in circles and smile with knives.”

“Sounds lovely,” Grace muttered.

Matt’s mouth twitched. “It’s not all bad. The market’s beautiful. The food’s good. And if you know where to look, the people still remember the old gods. The real ones.”

Grace fell quiet.

Ahead, the trees thinned.

Matt’s voice dropped. “The minute we pass through those gates, you’re no longer a traveler. Or a healer. Or even a girl from the borderlands. You’re one of the Chosen. Every person you meet will already think they know who you are.”

She didn’t answer.

He looked at her then, gaze steady. “So show them who you are.
Not who they expect.
Who I know you are.”

Grace nodded once.

And together, they rode toward the city.

Toward the future.

Toward the crown.

 

It was only a few hours later when the city gates loomed ahead—tall stone, weather-worn but still proud, flanked by guards in crested silver and blue.

Grace kept her chin high, her hands steady on the reins.

Matt leaned closer in the saddle. “Deep breath,” he murmured. “And don’t look at the guards. They’re trained to spot nerves.”

“I’m not nervous.”

“Liar.”

The gates opened slowly, with a groan of iron.

And then they were inside.

The capital unfolded around them like a map unrolled: narrow streets veined with cobbled alleys, bright flags hanging from iron balconies, shopkeepers calling out wares beneath striped canopies. The scent of fresh bread mingled with smoke and horses and salt.

Grace tried not to gape.
She failed.

Matt smirked. “Alright. Quick tour while we ride.”

He gestured right with his chin. “Healer’s Row is down there—don’t go unless you need something, and bring coin if you do. Which I know you will, so go to the apothecary at the corner with the red shutters. That’s the good one.”

He pointed left. “Market Square—pickpockets everywhere, but the best spices you’ll ever find. The baker on the south side makes honey tarts Lydia would stab me to bring home. I’m stopping to get some as part of her wedding gift.”

She smiled faintly.

He nodded toward a narrower lane just off the main road. “That’s the place to avoid after sunset. Not dangerous, just… full of interest. If you’re into perfume, propositions, and diseases you can’t wash off.”

Grace wrinkled her nose. “Duly noted.”

They passed a small fountain, a boy chasing a dog through the spray. A woman sold pressed flowers from a cart beside a pair of tired-looking guards. Laundry fluttered overhead, strung between windows like pennants of ordinary life.

Matt kept narrating—street names, good inns, where the best smith worked, which alley had the fastest exit routes.

It helped.
The knowing.

Until it didn’t.

Because the road began to widen.
The crowd thinned.
And the castle rose ahead.

Grace felt it before she saw it—an invisible pressure curling in her chest. The gates were wrought iron and gilt, carved with ancient sigils that pulsed faintly in the sun. Beyond them: the sprawl of stone and slate, turrets climbing into cloud.

Her heart kicked hard.

Matt slowed his horse. Grace did the same.

Neither spoke.

Because this was it.
The end of the road.
Of shared fires and pinecone wars and whispered confessions in the dark.

She turned to him, throat tight, as they both dismounted.

Matt met her eyes. “You’ve got this.”

Her jaw trembled. “What if I don’t?”

He leaned in, pressing his forehead to hers, gently. “Then you come home. But I think… I think you’re about to show them all exactly who you are.”

Grace nodded.
Once.
Then again, blinking back tears as he pulled her close in a tight hug, kissing the top of her head.

“No matter what—I am proud of you, Gracie. We all are. If you don’t make the cut, if they don’t give you an escort—send for me. I will bring you home. Promise me.”

“I love you, Matty.” She sniffled, trying not to cry. “And I promise.”

He lifted her back onto her saddle, giving her hand one last squeeze as he passed her the reins.

Then she squared her shoulders and lifted her chin, and rode forward—toward the gates, toward her future, toward the crown.

Matt didn’t follow.

He just mounted his horse at the edge of the path, just beyond the reach of the castle’s shadow. His hands rested lightly on the reins, but his eyes never left her.

He watched as Grace approached the outer gate—posture steady, dress straight, hair caught neatly beneath her cloak. She looked every bit the lady her village had hoped she’d become.

Until the guards bristled.

He saw it in their body language—a shift of weight, a skeptical glance. One of them stepped forward, blocking her path with his halberd lowered just enough to be insulting.

Matt straightened in the saddle.

He saw Grace say something—heard the edge in her voice even from here. The guards didn’t move. Another muttered something that made the first one smirk.

Matt’s hand moved toward the hilt of his sword.

But Grace didn’t flinch.

She reached into her pack and pulled free a sealed parchment—the missive from the village elder, stamped with wax and sigil. Then another: the letter from the Borderlands Council. Her credentials. Her proof.

The guards read them.

Slowly.
Grudgingly.
The halberd lifted.

She led Dawn forward with a quiet dignity Matt doubted many queens could muster.

Just before she passed beneath the archway, she turned.

Her eyes found him across the distance—clear and bright, full of more weight than any girl should have had to carry.

She didn’t wave.

Didn’t smile.

Just looked.

Like it was goodbye.

And then she was gone.

The gates closed behind her with a deep, echoing thud.

Matt let out a breath he hadn’t realized he was holding. The wind shifted through the trees. Somewhere behind him, a crow called once—and then fell silent.

The road ahead was empty.

Matt turned his horse toward home.

His future was waiting for him there.

Chapter 7: The Wild Already Claimed Her

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The council chamber stank of polished wood, burnt oil, and old men clinging to relevance.

Steve sat at the head of the table, only half-listening as Baron Zemo droned on about tradition and ceremonial structure and the sanctity of Choosing Season—like it wasn’t just a gilded cattle market for noble daughters and ambitious houses.

He resisted the urge to grind his teeth. Barely.

He’d been on the road for nearly a month. His father’s body had barely cooled before the missives were sent, and by the time he arrived in the capital, half the Chosen were already waiting—embroidered, perfumed, and eager. Just in time for his coronation.

It was bullshit.

He shouldn’t have to marry just because tradition demanded it. Because some archaic system insisted the crown required not just a ruler—but an omega. A match. An heir.

Zemo was still talking. Something about bloodlines and the Spring Trials.

Steve’s jaw twitched. His fingers tapped once against the carved arm of his chair.

He was about to interrupt—about to tell them all exactly what they could do with their ancestral obligations—when something shifted.

The wolf woke.

Restless. Reverent. Like it had waited lifetimes for this.

It surged to the surface like it had caught a scent on the wind. Not a threat. Not danger. Not fear.

Something older.

Something soft. Sacred. Familiar.

Something his.

Steve went still. Every instinct honed by years of silence, of discipline, of pretending—flared awake in a single breath.

His omega was out there.

She had just come into power.

And he felt it.

He didn’t know how. Didn’t know where. But she was real.
Awakened. Blessed. Woven.

And the bond—long dormant—had just struck like a match behind his ribs.

Zemo kept talking.

But Steve was already elsewhere.

Not physically. Not yet. But his mind had left the room.

The Choosing had begun.

But it would not go as they expected.

Not now.

Not with her in play.

Not if he had anything to say about it.

He kept his spine straight. Kept his hands still. Kept his breathing even.

Zemo continued. Others joined in—House this, Dowry that, alliances and sacred rites. They spoke of omegas like trophies. Bloodlines like livestock.

Steve didn’t hear a word of it.

He felt the wolf pacing under his skin. Felt his senses sharpen. His pulse slow. The ancient part of him straining toward something real.

She was out there.

His omega.

And the bond—the one he thought he’d never feel—had finally stirred.

He clenched his jaw and waited.

Waited until the final parchment was passed.

Waited until the High Steward rang the old brass bell to signal adjournment.

Then Steve stood.

No royal speech. No diplomatic close.

Just this:

“I have one week before the Choosing begins. I’m taking it.”

A few nobles looked up, startled. Zemo raised an eyebrow.

Steve kept his tone cool. Controlled.

“I’ll be back for the opening ceremony. Lord Wilson will hold council in my place. Don’t summon me unless the city’s on fire.”

And before anyone could object—before Zemo could launch another monologue, or Lady Thorne could flash that sugar-sweet smirk—

He was already gone.

Boots echoing down the corridor.

Bucky and Sam caught up before Steve reached the end of the hall.

“Steve!” Sam called. “Hey—what the hell just happened in there?”

Bucky fell into stride beside him, brow drawn. “Did you finally snap, or was that something else?”

Steve didn’t slow down. His cloak swept the stone behind him, boots striking with purpose. He didn’t have time.

“She’s out there,” he said, voice low but electric.

Bucky blinked. “Who?”

“My omega,” Steve said. “I felt her. She just came into power. The bond lit up like fire and she’s—” He broke off, chest heaving with the weight of it. “She’s real. And she’s not in that godsdamned council chamber.”

Sam exhaled like he’d been punched. “Holy shit. You’re serious.”

“I’ve never been more.”

“You sure it wasn’t a false stir?” Bucky asked, but gently. “A phantom flare? You’ve waited a long time, Stevie.”

Steve looked at him then, eyes sharp and clear and burning with something older than grief.

“I know the difference,” he said.

That was all it took.

Bucky nodded once, sharp and sure. “Then we’re leaving. Now.”

Sam rubbed both hands over his face. “You’re both insane.”

“Probably,” Bucky muttered.

“But I’ll hold the fort,” Sam added, cutting across his own protest. “You’ve got six days. After that, I start making excuses.”

“Thank you,” Steve said, pausing just long enough to clasp his shoulder. “I’ll be back before the ceremony.”

Sam’s reply was gruff but fond. “Yeah, yeah. Go fetch your damn destiny, Cap.”

They were out of the palace by sundown.

Out of the gates by moonrise.

And the moment they crossed the city perimeter—

Everything shifted.

The world tilted sideways, like it had been waiting.

The air snapped clean. The trees sharpened. The wind carried something raw and pulsing and ancient.

Steve stumbled once.

Then he let go.

The wolf surged forward—not a violent transformation, but a surrender. A yielding. A welcome home.

Magic threaded through him like breath, warming his veins, sharpening every sense. His spine flexed as the wolf took lead—not tearing through skin but weaving through muscle and instinct, letting the beast run ahead with his body still intact.

His boots hit the dirt, hard.

His cloak fluttered once, then fell behind.

He was faster than wind, eyes blazing gold.

Beside him, Bucky exhaled sharply.

And shifted.

His bones reshaped, fluid and brutal.

His form compressed, then stretched—tendon to fur, breath to growl. Where a man had stood, a massive wolf now ran. Broad-shouldered, deep gray with streaks of black along the ridge of his back.

And his front left leg gleamed.

Vibranium.

Not metal bolted onto flesh, but a seamless blend—magic-forged, rune-etched, and deadly.

The Winter Wolf had come.

Not a myth.

Not anymore.

They didn’t speak.

They didn’t need to.

The bond pulled like a beacon, low and pulsing and impossible to ignore.

She was out there.

And they were coming.

 

They ran all through the night, under a sky choked with stars.

The wind tore past them, cold and wild, but Steve barely felt it. Not with the bond humming raw against his ribs. Not with the echo of her presence thrumming in his chest like a second heartbeat.

She was awake.

Not just awake—but startled. Afraid.

It hit him all at once.

A jagged pulse of energy—fear, grief, something primal—ripped through the tether between them. His lungs seized. His footing faltered.

She had woken from a nightmare.

Or worse—into one.

Steve howled.

Long and low, the sound bursting from his chest before he could stop it.
A call laced with instinct and warning.
Need and fury.
Recognition and ache.

Where are you?

Somewhere beyond the hills, she answered.

Not with sound. Not with a voice.
But with a flicker in the bond.
A quiet press against his senses.
A tremor of startled power, soothed just enough to tell him—

She was still breathing.

Not safe. Not quite. But alive. Enduring.

She hadn’t seen him. He hadn’t reached her.

But he felt her.

And she—whatever state she was in—had felt him back.

The connection steadied. Just a little.

Like a hand on the spine. A whisper in the blood.

Not near enough to touch.

But enough to know she was holding on.

And he would find her.

Even if the world burned on the way.

He tracked her until dawn.

Her scent was faint—new, not fully awakened—but his wolf followed the threads like starlight caught on branches.

She moved through the forest with quiet purpose. Not alone.

A man walked beside her.

A beta.

Not a threat. Not even uneasy. Just alert. Protective. Familiar.

Steve didn’t growl. Didn’t bare teeth. Just watched.

Tracked.

His instincts pulled tight until he caught a clearer glimpse—and recognized him.

Matt.

Royal Guard. Born in the Healer’s Hollow, if Steve remembered right. Loyal to the bone. One of the few men Steve had ever trusted with stories from the old ways.

He’d die before letting harm come to her.

That made it easier.

Not easy.

But easier.

Still, Steve didn’t stray too far.

Couldn’t.

Every time the distance grew too wide, it hurt—like something inside his ribs was unraveling. A bone-deep ache that twisted with each step away.

And he could feel it in her too.

Even if she didn’t understand it yet.

Whenever he drew near again—just a wolf in the shadows—her body responded.

He saw it once from the cover of trees.

She paused mid-step, brow furrowed like she’d forgotten something. Then her hand moved—soft, absent—across her lower belly.

There was no change in her posture. No outward sign of awareness.

But her touch lingered.

Tender. Curious. Knowing.

Like something in her had stirred.

Like some part of her knew.

Her omega was awakening.

And it knew it’s mate was near.
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The bandits made their move around midday.

Steve and Bucky had sensed them long before—clumsy movements, breath patterns wrong for prey animals, the sour stench of fear and opportunism laced through the wind.

They didn’t intervene.

Not immediately at least.

Steve stayed low along the ridge, eyes trained on the narrow pass below. He wanted to see how she moved. How she responded. How the world reacted to her now.

The path twisted between outcroppings of rock and bramble. Grace and Matt moved cautiously, too exposed in the open corridor.

Matt felt it first—his posture tightening, his hand drifting near the hilt of his blade. He threw a hand up in signal, body angling just enough to nudge Grace’s horse behind him as the first bandit stepped from the shadows.

Two emerged in the open.

Three more in the brush. Maybe four.

Steve’s jaw clenched.

Then came the words.

“Pretty little omega like that—bet she’s sweet when she begs.”

The wolf rose instantly.

But he didn’t move. Not yet.

Matt was faster than the insult. Steel drawn. Posture wide. Voice low and steady as he warned them once.

And then—

Grace ignited.

Not in flame, not in light—but in presence. Power shimmered at her fingertips, raw and half-formed, crackling through the air like static before a storm. The scent of magic bloomed around her—undeniable. Inborn. And she didn’t even know.

One of the men faltered.

They might have been outnumbered.

But not outclassed.

Matt stepped forward, blade arcing just enough to force them back. Grace stayed behind him, still radiating energy she didn’t she didn’t realize she was controlling.

The bandits hesitated.

Then turned.

Retreating, spitting curses.

One of them hissed over his shoulder, “Whore.”

That was the last mistake he ever made.

Steve moved.

No roar. No sound. Just motion—precise and brutal.

The shift took him mid-leap—muscles stretching, paws landing silent on damp earth. He cut through the trees like smoke, targeting the flank.

He wasn’t aiming for the loudest one.

He was aiming for the one sneaking behind the ridge. The one circling toward Grace’s exposed side. The one thinking no one had noticed.

Claws sank into flesh.

Teeth locked around bone.

It was over before the man could scream.

Bucky flanked the others—just as silent. Just as fast.

No cries. No warnings. Just chaos buried in silence.

The forest swallowed the violence whole.

By the time Matt turned to check the shadows again, the bandits were already gone—scattered or dead.

He didn’t question it.

He simply sheathed his blade and muttered something low to Grace. She exhaled slowly, her power ebbing, shoulders tense but steady.

They kept walking.

But before she moved, she paused.

Fingers brushed across her stomach—light, uncertain.

Her brow furrowed. She glanced toward the trees.

Steve froze where he crouched, half-shrouded in undergrowth, the taste of blood still on his tongue.

Her gaze passed over him—but didn’t linger.

She hadn’t seen him.

Not fully.

But something in her knew.

He could feel it in the bond—a soft flutter, like a whisper behind the ribs. An instinctual question not yet formed.

He stayed still.

Watched her go.

And when the path was clear again, he turned to Bucky.

The other wolf stood silent nearby, coat streaked with dust, his vibranium leg catching faint light.

No words passed between them.

They vanished back into the trees—ghosts with teeth.

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They followed her for the remainder of the day until just after sunset when they set up camp.

A thicket of birch and thistle, smoke rising soft and steady against the darkening sky. The scent hit first—cinders, dried herbs, something sweet beneath it. And her.

Steve crouched low behind a moss-covered log, breath tight in his chest.

She was close. So close he could hear the crackle of her fire. The rhythm of her breath. Her voice—low, uncertain—carried on the breeze.

“They could’ve taken me,” she murmured.

Steve flinched.

“They didn’t,” came the reply. A man’s voice. Calm, grounded. Protective.

Steve’s wolf snarled low in his gut.

He shifted forward, silent as shadow, just enough to glimpse her through the undergrowth. She sat curled near the fire, arms wrapped around her knees. Her hair was loose. Her eyes too tired for someone so powerful.

His omega.

She didn’t know.

Not yet.

She pressed a hand to her abdomen—slow, uncertain. As if she was afraid of what she might find there.

“Doesn’t feel safe either,” she whispered.

Steve’s hands clenched into the earth. The bond ached like a bruise.

Beside her, the man—Matt—watched her with a strange mix of worry and reverence. His body was relaxed, but his senses weren’t. Steve could see it. Smell it.

Matt knew something was off.

The wolf in him was stirring.

Steve dropped lower into the brush, pulse heavy in his throat.

They hadn’t been spotted.

But they were known.

Bucky crouched beside him, wolf-form barely visible in the shadows. His breath was even, but his muscles were coiled tight.

Not yet, Steve thought.

They couldn’t rush in—not like this. She was unsteady. Raw. Her magic still new and humming with uncertainty.

But gods—he wanted to go to her. Kneel at her feet. Press his forehead to her belly and promise she would never be alone again.

Instead, he waited.

Watched.

Listened.

Until the fire burned low and she lay down beside the man, curled into herself.

The wolf inside Steve snarled again.

But the man in him held still.

Tomorrow.

 

They found the boy just after dawn.

Steve smelled the blood before they crested the ridge. Feral. Metallic. Wrong.

He and Bucky paused, crouched in the cover of tangled pine. Below, a figure slumped at the base of a tree—limp, broken, forgotten. Barely more than a kid. The copper scent of sepsis hung thick in the air.

Steve’s gut twisted.

He could feel her before he saw her.

Grace slid from her horse with barely a sound, movements swift and certain. Matt called after her—protective, wary—but she didn’t pause. She was already kneeling, fingers unfastening her satchel, voice low and calm and focused.

“She’s going to help him,” Steve whispered.

Bucky shifted beside him in the brush, wolf-form tense.

“She shouldn’t,” he replied.

“She will,” Steve said. “She already has.”

Grace worked in silence, hands practiced and sure. Steve couldn’t look away. Not from the way she mixed feverroot without measuring, or the way her power hummed in the air—low and steady, like a song only he could hear.

She pressed her hand to the boy’s chest. Magic stirred beneath her skin.

The wolf inside Steve howled.

She was healing a stranger.

Giving her strength to someone who couldn’t repay it.

He gritted his teeth. The bond ached like a pulled muscle—longing, warning, need.

“She’s going to cost herself,” Bucky murmured.

“I know,” Steve whispered.

And yet he didn’t move.

Couldn’t.

She was radiant in her mercy.

And he was already hers.

They trailed behind as she and Matt continued—slower now, with the boy tied into Matt’s saddle. The gelding didn’t like it. Kept shifting, snorting, uneasy.

Smart animal. It knew they weren’t alone.

So did she.

Steve saw it in the stiff line of her shoulders. The way her fingers tightened on the reins. The way her gaze drifted toward the woods even when she tried not to look.

She felt them.

Not clearly. Not yet.

But enough.

By the time they reached the glade, the sun had dropped low behind the trees, turning everything gold and gray. Bucky stayed to the north, running the perimeter. Steve kept to the shadow of the ash grove, close enough to hear the crackle of their fire.

Grace checked the boy’s wounds again. Her touch was gentle. Intent. She murmured something Steve couldn’t hear, but her energy had softened.

The fever was breaking.

Steve let out a slow breath he hadn’t realized he’d been holding.

Matt handed her tea. She curled around it, palms cradling the mug like a hearthstone.

“You could’ve left him,” Matt said.

Steve froze, body taut.

She didn’t.

“Then anyone else shouldn’t be Chosen,” she replied.

Steve’s heart cracked open.

There. That.

That was why he had felt her in his soul before he ever laid eyes on her.

She was power.

She was grace.

She was his.

And he was going to earn her.

No matter how long it took.

He slipped further into the shadows, the scent of bitterleaf and moss clinging to the edge of his memory.

The fire burned low.

She stared into it, quiet and steady, as if she already knew she was being seen.

_____

The sun hadn’t quite broken through the clouds, but the scent of rain was already in the air.

Steve crouched at the edge of a rocky outcropping, watching as Grace packed up camp. She moved slower than the day before—tired, cautious. Her hands trembled slightly as she tied down the saddle bags.

Matt was watching her. The boy slept fitfully, tethered to the other horse. Bucky lingered just out of range, half-shifted—wolf eyes, human form, quiet as smoke.

“She didn’t sleep much,” Bucky said softly, stepping up beside Steve. “Neither did he.”

Steve didn’t respond right away. He was watching the way Grace’s fingers hovered over her abdomen before she caught herself and moved on.

“She’s unraveling,” Steve murmured. “Still trying to hold everything together.”

“You going to keep hiding behind tree branches forever?” Bucky asked, arms crossed. “You look like a half-feral stalker.”

Steve exhaled. “There’s a villa about a mile and a half east. Royal property. Still in use, if the reports were right.”

“You’re going to it,” Bucky said flatly.

Steve nodded. “If I’m going to show myself… I can’t look like I’ve been crawling through the woods for four days.”

“She won’t care.”

“I will.”

Bucky eyed him. “You’re serious.”

“I’m going to ride out and intercept them at the fork. Clean. Armed. In control.”

“And if she recognizes you?”

“She won’t. Not fully. Not yet. But I need her to feel it. I need her to see me and not know why she can’t breathe.”

Bucky gave him a long, low look. “You’re a damn romantic, Rogers.”

“I’m not going to claim her,” Steve said, adjusting the strap across his chest. “Not yet. But I’m not hiding anymore.”

“You’re ditching me. Let me guess I’m staying with her,” Bucky warned.

“That’s why I’m telling you.”

Steve stood, finally turning from the sight of her. “Don’t let them out of your sight.”

Bucky tilted his head, expression softening for just a moment. “You really think this is it?”

Steve nodded. “I know it is.”

Bucky let out a breath. “Go. I’ve got them.”

Steve pressed a hand to his friend’s shoulder—a quiet thank you—and then melted into the trees, already angling east.

______

By the time Steve had cleaned, changed and had the horse saddled the sky had soured.

The kind of green-yellow haze that made animals bolt and mothers pray. The wind moved too fast. The trees bent too low. Steve tasted copper in the air. Lightning was coming. Big. Wild. The kind that didn’t care who it broke.

He’d scouted ahead early that morning, following the bond like a taut string through the woods. It pulled sharper now. Clearer. She was close—so close he could feel the rhythm of her breath beneath his skin.

And then he heard the horses.

Three. Two awake. One tethered.

He slowed his mount just before the bend.

And then he saw her.

Grace.

Sitting tall but worn, hood up against the wind, a streak of hair blown loose across her cheek. She pulled her horse to a stop with practiced calm, but her shoulders stiffened the moment she laid eyes on him.

Their eyes met.

The bond hummed.

A lightning strike in his chest—swift and scorching and holy.

Her hand tightened around the reins.

Steve kept his posture loose. Nonthreatening. Cloak drawn. Leathers clean.

“Afternoon,” he called, voice smooth despite the roar in his blood. “Didn’t mean to startle.”

The man beside her—had his hand on his blade. Good instincts.

“Strange place for a ride,” he challenged.

Steve nodded once. “Strange time for it. Storm’s coming in behind me. Thought I’d get ahead of it. Mind if I ride with you until the fork?”

He kept his gaze steady—but not locked.

It was agony.

She was staring at him like she was seeing something through him. Like her body recognized him before her mind could catch up.

And gods help him, he felt it too.

Not just the bond. But something deeper. Prophetic. Her aura was flaring at the edges, magic cracking like static around her frame.

Then it hit.

A pulse of power. A shimmer behind her eyes.

She saw something.

Not him exactly—but something woven through him.

She swayed.

Steve’s heart stopped.

“Grace?” Matt’s voice was sharp.

“I’m fine,” she said. Too fast. Too thin.

Steve tilted his head slightly. Forced only mild concern into his voice. “You alright, miss?”

Matt cut him off. “She’s fine.”

She echoed it like a reflex. “I’m fine.”

But her knuckles were white.

Steve raised his hands in apology. “Didn’t mean to intrude.”

But then he stayed.

He rode beside them in silence, every breath a war between stay and speak.

He didn’t ask questions.

Didn’t reach for her.

Didn’t tell her that he’d dreamed of her voice since the day the bond flared awake.

Instead, he let her feel it.

Not fully.

Just enough.

When the fork finally came—one road curling toward the capital, the other south—he reined in.

“Safe travels,” he said.

Then, just for her:

“And good luck in your journey.”

He bowed his head. Slight. Deep enough to mean something.

Then turned his horse and rode into the trees.

The storm cracked open behind him.

He didn’t look back.

But he felt it.

The moment the pressure returned. The weight in her core. The ache.

She had felt him.

She just didn’t know what to call it yet.

Not yet.

But soon.

They reached the village by midmorning.

Steve circled wide through the trees, staying downwind, soaked to the bone and silent as stone. Bucky had rejoined him briefly at sunrise before falling back again—scouting a southern route, watching for threats, giving Steve space he hadn’t asked for but clearly needed.

They’d ridden hard through the night, but the storm still hunted them.

He watched from the ridge as Grace dismounted, cloak snapping in the wind. She didn’t rest. Didn’t seek shelter. She went straight to the boy—checking his bandages, smoothing his fevered hair, speaking in that low, steady voice she used when she thought no one was listening.

Steve was always listening.

He followed them again when they left—riding straight into the jaws of the storm.

By the time she found the cave, Steve was drenched and half-feral with restraint. The sky had cracked open above them. Lightning streaked like a blade across the hills. The rain fell sideways, sharp and cold.

But inside the cave, it was still.

Steve didn’t enter.

He curled beneath the thick branches of an overgrown pine just outside, body low to the ground, watching through the downpour with amber eyes.

He saw her shake out her cloak. Saw Matt tend the horses, build the fire. Saw her sit and try to eat—but she barely touched the food.

She was shivering.

Not from the cold.

He felt the shift in her—magic rising, memory flickering.

She’s seeing something, he thought. Something true.

Her voice was soft, almost lost to the rain, but Steve heard it.

“I saw something. In him. I think.”

He went still.

“A crown. Blood. A child. I think it was mine.”

The air punched out of his lungs.

He lowered his head, closing his eyes against the ache.

She saw the child.

She saw the crown.

And yet she didn’t know it was him.

Not yet.

He opened his eyes again. Watched as Matt handed her a blanket. Watched her lean against him like she’d done it a thousand times.

Steve didn’t move.

Didn’t growl. Didn’t shift.

Just watched.

Watched and burned.

Matt kissed her head. Whispered something Steve couldn’t fully hear—but Grace’s answer came clear:

“I just don’t know if it’ll be enough.”

He could almost feel her weight against his chest. Hear her heartbeat. Taste the truth of her scent without wind or rain between them.

But he didn’t move.

Didn’t breach the cave.

Didn’t claim what wasn’t his to claim.

Not yet.

Instead, he lay in the mud and the dark, letting the storm soak through his coat, his skin, his soul.

Because she didn’t need a stranger in the night.

She needed a king who could outwait the storm.

A mate who could burn without touching.

A wolf who knew the difference between hunger and honor.

The rain beat down like war drums.

And still—he watched.

Every breath he took was a vow:

Soon.

Soon.

 

The storm had passed by dawn.

The forest gleamed with quiet aftermath—wet earth, broken branches, silvered leaves still trembling from the night’s fury. Steve padded silently through the underbrush, paws sinking into soft moss. Petrichor curled thick in the air, mingling with the faintest trace of smoke.

She had slept.

Not deeply, not long. But enough to soften the lines around her mouth.

He’d watched her stir awake to the sound of dripping water and the low sigh of her horse beside her. Watched her fingers curl around Matt’s cloak before she even opened her eyes.

They moved with practiced ease—packing, brushing down the horses, folding damp wool and tightening saddles. Grace never rushed, but never lingered either. Her hands were steady again.

By the time they rode out, the wind had calmed. The storm had swept east.

And Steve followed, no longer hiding his trail.

He kept his distance. Close enough to watch. Far enough not to be noticed.

They passed through open fields by midday—wildflowers at the edges, tree shadows striping the grass. The air smelled clean. New. The kind of day that could almost make a man forget war, prophecy, and obligation.

She rode with her shoulders loose for the first time in days.

It nearly broke him.

No visions. No injuries. Just motion. Just sunlight on her skin and laughter in her voice.

Matt whistled something terrible. She laughed—actually laughed—and tossed a pinecone at him. Steve’s wolf ears twitched at the sound. It was so normal. So human.

So far from the weight she carried.

He watched her eyes go soft later, turned toward the sky. Watched her thumb brush the saddle horn like she was holding a memory in her palm.

He wondered what—or who—she was thinking about.

Her mother, maybe. Her fallen. Her future.

Him?

He’d give anything to know.

But he wasn’t part of her thoughts yet.

He was still just a shadow on the wind.

That night, they camped beside a winding stream.

Steve lay curled in the bracken on the ridge above, camouflaged by dusk and the slope of the land. He watched her fingers twist into her cloak. Watched her stare into the fire, lips barely parted like she was about to ask something—but didn’t.

“Tomorrow,” she said.

Matt nodded. “Tomorrow.”

Steve swallowed hard.

The capital waited just beyond the rise.

So did duty. So did legacy. So did everything he’d spent years trying to avoid—until she made him want to walk straight into it and tear it down if it meant earning her trust.

He didn’t move.

Didn’t close the gap.

Didn’t speak.

He just watched.

Listened.

And waited.

One more night.

And then—

The Choosing.

But not in the way they planned.

The stream wound gently past their camp, catching the first light like strands of silver thread. Mist rose in soft curls from the moss and pooled in the hollowed banks. Birds stirred in the trees, singing as if they, too, understood this day would not be ordinary.

Steve waited in the brush beyond the far bank, paws sunk deep into wet earth, breath still as stone.

Grace crouched beside the firepit, rolling blankets with careful precision, movements practiced and quiet. No visions today. No fear. But something in her was pulling taut.

She was preparing.

He felt it like a shift in gravity.

Matt emerged with a yawn, muttered something about the cold, and disappeared toward the water. Grace lingered. Then rose, slowly. Her fingers hovered over her satchel like it held something sacred.

Steve watched her walk toward the stream—alone.

She stepped into the shallows like a rite.

And when she submerged—shoulders vanishing beneath the current, curls dark with river water—Steve felt the moment break.

She was washing something away.

He crouched lower in the brush, heat thrumming through his limbs.

He should look away.

He didn’t.

Not out of lust—never that—but reverence.

She scrubbed herself raw. Hair, arms, the faint trace of blood beneath her nails. He’d seen warriors do the same before battle. But this? This wasn’t just cleansing.

It was a burial.

She emerged wrapped in a towel, shivering, alone.

Steve’s breath caught when she opened the bundle.

The dress.

Ink-blue linen. Soft and regal. But simple. She held it like it might turn to ash in her hands.

And then she put it on.

Piece by piece, she constructed herself.

The braid. The ribbon. The mirror. Her mother’s slippers. A smear of crushed berries to her lips. Kohl to her eyes.

She was still Grace.

But the Grace he’d first found in the forest—the one covered in dirt and sweat, sharp-tongued and golden-eyed—was fading with every layer.

He grieved it even as he adored her.

She sat on the moss and stared at the box. Jewelry. Trinkets. Nothing matched. But she wore it all with the kind of quiet grace no court could teach.

Steve’s wolf heart ached.

He didn’t know how to breathe through it.

And when she finally looked into the water—

When she didn’t recognize her own reflection—

Neither did he.

Not because she wasn’t hers anymore.

But because she was becoming something else.

Something she didn’t want to be.

He took a step forward.

A branch cracked beneath his paw—too loud.

She froze.

Looked up.

Looked straight toward him.

His pulse hammered in his ears.

But a squirrel darted up a tree, saving him. She shook her head and muttered something to herself—nerves, probably.

She wrapped the towel tighter and turned back toward camp.

Back to Matt.

Back to the road.

Back to the palace that would ask her to play a part.

Steve stayed where he was, muscles locked.

He could still taste the storm from two nights ago. Could still hear her voice saying I just don’t know if it’ll be enough.

And now, as she vanished between the trees in her borrowed armor and orphaned linen—

He wasn’t sure it would be either.

But he would be there.

He would see her through it.

Even if she never knew he had followed her through every mile of this road.

Even if she never knew that the wild had already claimed her.

The road had begun to widen by the time he stepped out of the corridor and onto the high stone terrace, tucked just above the outer gate.

From this vantage, he could see everything: the split in the trees, the curve of the road, the gilded iron gates with their ancient sigils still faintly pulsing in the morning light.

The crowd had already begun to gather beyond the second wall. Nobles. Advisors. Curious onlookers. All of them waiting for the procession of the Chosen.

But Steve wasn’t watching the road for them.

He didn’t need fanfare.

He felt her long before she appeared.

The bond thrummed like a struck chord.

And then—

She crested the final rise.

Ink-blue linen.

Braided hair.

Chin lifted like she belonged here—and couldn’t quite believe it.

Steve went still.

She didn’t see him. Not tucked into shadow, not above the gate.

But he saw her.

And gods help him, he wanted to run to her.

To open the gates himself. To walk down the stairs and help her down from that horse and tell her she didn’t need to prove a damn thing to anyone.

But he didn’t move.

He stayed where he was.

Watched as Matt dismounted beside her, saw the moment they leaned close—foreheads pressed, hands trembling between them.

Steve’s jaw tightened.

Not out of jealousy.

But because this was her goodbye.

The end of the road that had held her steady. The last touch of something safe.

She blinked hard and nodded. Twice. Let him lift her onto her horse like a child preparing for war.

And then she turned toward the gates.

Alone.

Steve’s hands curled at his sides as the guards shifted.

He saw the moment they stiffened—the subtle lowering of the halberd. The narrowed eyes. The arrogant slant of a smirk.

She was too small.

Too quiet.

Too new.

They thought she didn’t belong.

Steve took one step forward.

He didn’t need to call down. Didn’t need to speak.

Because she already had it handled.

Grace pulled the letters from her satchel with calm, deliberate hands. Held them steady despite the cold, despite the weight.

Credentials.

Authority.

Proof.

The guards read them—slowly, reluctantly.

But they moved.

The halberd lifted.

And she walked through like a storm in silk.

Unshaken. Unapologetic.

He exhaled only when she passed under the archway.

Just before the shadow swallowed her, she turned.

She didn’t look at the guards.

She didn’t look at the crowd.

She looked back.

Across the distance.

Steve’s breath caught.

She wasn’t looking at him—not really. She was looking toward Matt, toward the forest, toward everything she had just left behind.

But for one aching moment, her eyes passed over the stone terrace where he stood, hidden in the carved shadows of the high corridor.

And something in the bond pulled.

Not recognition. Not yet.

But something ancient.

Something real.

Then she was gone.

The gates closed behind her with a slow, echoing thud.

The sound traveled down his spine like a final note of a song that wasn’t his.

Steve let out a breath.

Straightened his shoulders.

And turned toward the Hall.

Because she was inside now.

And the Choosing had begun.

Chapter 8: The Girl in Linen

Chapter Text

The palace was colder than she expected.

Not in temperature—but in welcome.

No one greeted her.

No stewards with scrolls. No pages offering guidance. No hushed voices murmuring Ah, one of the Chosen. Just guards who barely looked twice and a few staff who nodded absently before moving on.

She might as well have been invisible.

Grace adjusted her pack over one shoulder, keeping her spine straight as she stepped deeper into the wide entry corridor. The stone beneath her boots was smooth with centuries of footsteps—chill against her soles, echoing each step like a judgment. Columns lined the walls like sentries. Grand. Impersonal. The air smelled faintly of oil and old ash.

In her finest dress—blue linen, carefully mended—she looked more like a servant than a suitor.

The other women were easy to spot.

They swept through the courtyard like painted queens—draped in silks and scented powders, trailing maids and trunks and airs of entitlement. Grace counted no less than three carriages being unloaded for one girl. Another had lace on her horse blanket.

No one looked her way.

And that suited her just fine.

Mostly.

She needed to find the stables. And figure out where she was supposed to sleep. And preferably not get trampled by whichever duchess decided she owned the flagstones.

Dawn huffed beside her, tossing her head, and Grace reached to calm her with one hand.

“I know,” she murmured. “We’ll find it. Just give me a second to—”

She turned the corner—too fast, too distracted—and slammed into someone.

Tall. Solid. Warm.

Her breath caught as her fingers curled instinctively in the rough weave of a cloak not meant for ceremony but for storms.

She stumbled back, startled, eyes flying up—

And the world stopped.

Him.

The quiet traveler from the road. The one who rode beside her for half a morning and said almost nothing. The one who felt too still. Too aware. The one who vanished with barely a word.

He was broader than she remembered. Closer. His jaw was rough with stubble. His hair tousled by wind, not ceremony. And his eyes—

Deep, storm blue.

She stared, caught.

And in that breath, he blinked—slowly—and his gaze swept across her face like a tide. The scent of river and fire still clung to her skin. Something in him stirred.

And for the first time, he noticed her eyes.

Grey. Not pale. Not weak. Silvered, storm-soaked grey. Like clouds right before lightning strikes.

The bond didn’t snap into place. Not yet.

But it thrummed.

Low and deep, under thought, under bone. A pulse neither of them named.

Neither moved.

She didn’t speak.

He didn’t breathe.

And then—

A cough.

Low. Meaningful. Exasperated.

Steve didn’t look away, but his mouth twitched—barely.

“Grace,” he said, voice low and even. “You made it.”

Her brows pulled in slightly. “You remember my name?”

“Hard to forget.”

Behind him, a man stepped into view—dark hair, sharper eyes, mouth already curled in amusement.

“If you two are done having a moment,” Bucky muttered, “maybe we can tell her where the hell she’s supposed to go.”

Grace blinked, finally pulling back a fraction.

“Wait… who—” she looked between them. “Who are you?”

Steve smiled, just enough to make something warm crawl up her spine.

“I’m someone who’s very glad you’re here.”

He shifted first, one hand reaching gently for Dawn’s reins.

“I’ll take her to the stables,” he said. “She’ll be well looked after. They’re just around the corner—she won’t be far.”

His voice was steady. Reassuring.

Grace hesitated, one hand still resting on the mare’s flank.

“Are… are you sure?”

He nodded, gaze flicking briefly to her fingers before meeting her eyes again.

“I promise. She’ll be brushed, fed, watered. A stall of her own.”

There was something about the way he said it that made her believe him.

Slowly, she stepped back.

Behind her, the other man—Bucky—lifted her satchel from her shoulder like it weighed nothing. Then her second bag. Then the third.

All at once.

Grace blinked at him.

“I could’ve—”

“I know,” he said, not unkindly. “But I’ve got it.”

He started walking, not waiting for her to argue.

She looked from him to the quiet stranger now leading her horse away, and thought—not for the first time—

…maybe it really is that easy for people like them.

Bucky led her through the main corridor, his steps easy despite the weight slung over his back.

“Name’s Bucky, by the way,” he said as they walked. “I’m… around. If you need anything.”

Grace glanced at him. “That’s vague.”

He grinned. “Intentionally.”

He nodded toward an arched doorway. “Dining’s through there. Formal meals only. Otherwise, you’ll find the kitchens open late.”

Another hall. “Training grounds out that way—open to everyone, even the Chosen. Especially the ones who want to survive court.”

She half-smiled at that.

They passed a series of drawing rooms, open courtyards, and stone staircases wound like ribbon. And every hallway—every single one—was full of women. Draped in brocade, feathered hairpins, painted lips. Laughing too loudly. Watching everything.

They preened like peacocks Prepared to perform on a moments notice,

Grace glanced down at her own dress—blue linen, damp at the hem, creased from the ride. Not barely jewel especially nothing like the gaudy jewels they wore.

Bucky caught the look.

“Don’t worry,” he said lightly. “There are other options waiting in your room. You can wear whatever makes you feel comfortable.”

Her throat tightened a little, but she didn’t answer. But in her head she thought that she was comfortable before she got here.

They turned into a smaller hall—quieter, older, lined with tapestries instead of mirrors.

“Most of the Chosen are staying near the main court,” Bucky said, pausing in front of a carved door. “But Ste—” he caught himself, cleared his throat lightly— “the court thought you might like a little more peace.”

Grace blinked. “So I’m not being… exiled?”

He snorted. “Not unless you consider quiet halls and thicker walls a curse. You’re not the only one down here—just the newest. Everyone on this floor earned a bit of breathing room.”

Something in his tone—wry, but kind—eased the tight coil in her chest. He wasn’t mocking her. He meant it.

He opened the door and stepped aside.

“This is yours.”

The door swung open with a soft creak.

Grace stepped inside.

And stopped.

It wasn’t lavish in the gaudy, gilded way she’d expected.
It was… intentional.

The fire had already been lit, casting warm light across polished floors and deep green tapestries embroidered with silver thread. A velvet-upholstered chair stood beside the hearth, and thick rugs cushioned every step. The walls were stone, yes—but softened with rich textures, carved wood accents, and a quiet stillness that made the space feel settled.

Safe.

The bed was enormous—larger than any she’d ever seen—piled high with furs and fine linens. Not just a guest’s bed. A sovereign’s.

A writing desk, stocked with ink and parchment, faced a window that overlooked the east gardens. Books lined a low shelf nearby—bound in leather and cloth, their spines worn by use, not show.

Against the far wall stood a wardrobe carved with winding symbols she didn’t recognize—ancient and watchful.

This wasn’t a spare room.
It wasn’t even just a Chosen’s room.

This was a room meant for a royalty.

Bucky stepped in behind her and gestured to a second door, half-hidden behind a velvet curtain.

“Bath’s through there. Hot water’s already drawn.”

She turned to him, eyes wide, voice quiet.

“Why is this room empty?”

Bucky smiled, setting her bags down with careful ease.

“It’s obviously not.”

He nodded toward the rope near the bed.

“If you need anything, pull that. Someone will come.”

He paused at the door, glancing over his shoulder before stepping into the hall.

“Dinner’s at seven. That’s when the ceremony starts.”

Her breath caught. “Already?”

“Yep. Moves fast,” he said, and then his voice softened just slightly. “I’ll send someone to help you get ready in a couple hours.”

And then— He looked at her. Really looked.

Like he saw something in her she didn’t know existed.

“Try to relax. Soak in the tub, read a book, take a nap. This is all going to be okay. Grace. I promise.”

And then he was gone.

Grace stood there for a long moment, holding the cup between both hands.

The tea was warm.

The room smelled of fire… and something else.

Leather. Pine. The faintest trace of something warm and clean—like sun-warmed linen and woodsmoke after rain. Familiar, though she couldn’t place it. Not exactly.

It smelled like comfort.

Like the feeling she’d had, just for a second, when she hit the traveler in the hall and the world tilted on its axis.

She didn’t understand it. But she didn’t question it either.

She sank into the chair by the hearth, exhaling slowly as her shoulders finally uncoiled.

And for the first time in days…
She let herself sit.
She let herself breathe.

She was warm.
She was alone.
And somehow—she wasn’t afraid.

Evidently, Grace moved slowly through the room, her fingers grazing every surface like they might vanish if she blinked too hard. The velvet of the chair. The smooth grain of the carved desk. The fur throw still warm from the fire’s reach.

The scent of the room clung to her skin—woodsmoke, clean linen, and something richer beneath it. Leather, maybe. Or the memory of sunlit forests after rain. She didn’t know why it felt familiar.

But it did.

The fire crackled behind her. The heavy door stayed closed. The quiet stretched.

She wasn’t used to silence feeling like a gift.

To the right of the bed—half-tucked behind a tapestry—she found another door. She pushed it open carefully and froze.

A sitting room.

Not a shared space. Not a hall with benches and strangers.

A real sitting room—just hers.

A velvet sofa curved toward the hearth. A tray of fruit and warm bread rested on a low table. There was a writing desk, another set of books, and by the window, a cushioned alcove wide enough to curl up in, draped with soft blankets and facing the garden.

It wasn’t what she’d expected.

She’d imagined a cot and stone walls. A basin and a curtain. Maybe a bench if she was lucky.

But this?

This was the kind of room someone would live in.
Not pass through.
Not borrow.
Live.

She crossed back to the other side of the main room and opened the bathroom door.

It was like something out of a dream.

Stone floors, warm beneath her bare feet. Shelves lined with folded towels and vials of amber oils. And the tub—gods, the tub.

Carved from smooth slate, deep enough to disappear into. Steam drifted in slow curls, catching the light.

But what made her stop—what made her step closer with a hand half-raised to her lips—was the thin copper lever tucked just beside it.

She reached for it, tentative.

Turned.

And gasped.

Water poured out—hot. Steady. Controlled.

Not a cistern. Not a carried bucket. Not boiled in a pot and cooled on stone.

Running water. In a room. On command.

She laughed—once, breathless and astonished—and leaned down to test the heat.

Perfect.

By the time she returned to the main room, her hair was damp and loose, her skin flushed from warmth and lavender oil. She wore one of the soft linen gowns folded neatly in the wardrobe, and carried her old clothes in a tidy bundle like they might shatter if she dropped them.

She crossed the room slowly—then all at once darted to the velvet chair and dropped her things onto the cushion with a muffled squeak of excitement.

Then: she spun. A full circle. A wild, stunned twirl like a child in a market square.

And then she caught herself—froze mid-step.

Because it was too nice.

The fire. The bed. The steam-soft air. The scent of lavender and cedar and something unplaceably warm.

It was too much.
Too quiet.
Too perfect.
Too good.

Her stomach flipped. Her chest tightened with it.

But the room didn’t vanish. The floor didn’t fall away.

No one burst in to tell her there’d been a mistake.

So—very slowly—she moved toward the bed and sat on the edge.

Then eased herself down.

Then finally, with a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding, she let go.

The mattress caught her like a sigh. The pillows welcomed her weight. The blanket curled around her like it knew her shape.

She closed her eyes.

And for the first time since leaving the Hollow—

She felt safe.
Held.

Even if she didn’t know by whom.
Even if she wasn’t ready to believe what the voice in her chest was whispering.

Not yet.
____

The sun dipped low beyond the palace walls, casting long golden streaks across the stone floor where Steve stood—arms folded, unmoving—staring out the narrow tower window.

He hadn’t moved in nearly an hour.

Below, the courtyards bustled with motion and pageantry. Carriages jostled. Staff scurried. Nobles fluttered through the palace grounds in silks and satin, loud and lacquered like overfed birds.

The Choosing was already in motion—even if the formal ceremony was still hours away.

But none of it mattered.

Not compared to her.

He could still feel the bond—low and steady, humming just beneath his ribs.
Not a flare. Not a pull.
Just presence.

Warm. Real. Close.

“You’re going to break the railing if you keep gripping it like that,” Bucky said behind him, dry.

Steve didn’t turn. “She made it inside?”

“I walked her to the door myself,” Bucky replied. “Room’s perfect. Bath was hot. She hasn’t bolted.”

Steve’s shoulders loosened a fraction.

“And Natasha will go to her in a few hours. Help her dress. Answer questions. Keep the other vultures away.”

Now Steve turned—slowly.

“You trust her with Nat?”

Bucky’s mouth tugged into a half-smirk. “You know I’d trust her with the world.
Much less your queen.”

He let the words hang in the air for a beat.

“She’ll be protected, Steve. Taken care of. She has support. And so do you, Stevie.”

Steve exhaled, rough and quiet, and ran a hand over his jaw.

“She doesn’t even know who I am.”

“She’ll figure it out,” Bucky said, stepping closer.

“And when she does…”
He shrugged, like it was the simplest truth in the world.
“She’ll choose you anyway.”

Chapter 9: A Dress That Remembers the Moon

Chapter Text

The bath had done its job.

Grace’s skin was flushed, clean, warm. Her hair hung damp over her shoulders, curls softening as they dried. She stood in one of the soft white linen shifts folded on the bathroom shelf, bare feet sinking into the plush rug as she faced the open doors again.

She hadn’t meant to open it.

Not yet.

But curiosity—and dread—had won.

And now she just stared.

The dresses inside looked like they belonged in stories. Or on stage. Or behind glass.

Not on someone like her.

There were silks the color of crushed berries. Gowns stitched with beads so fine she could barely see the thread holding them. Necklines that dipped scandalously low, sleeves that fluttered like wings. One dress shimmered green and silver like sunlight on riverwater. Another was deep violet with embroidery that spiraled like constellations.

They were beautiful.

And entirely, laughably impractical.

She crossed her arms, linen brushing against her forearms. The shift was plain, utilitarian—clean, but simple. The kind of thing worn under dresses like these. Or by girls who cleaned up after women who wore them.

In the mirror’s reflection, she caught herself: damp hair, bare feet, linen shift wrinkled from sitting. She looked like a maid who’d wandered into the wrong room.

Slowly, she reached for the nearest gown—berry-colored silk, gleaming faintly in the firelight. Her fingers brushed the sleeve.

Softer than petals.

It caught on the rough skin of her knuckles.

She jerked her hand back like it burned.

And then her gaze drifted—past the silks, the glitter, the glint of polished finery—toward the back of the wardrobe.

There, half in shadow, hung something different.

Ink-dark blue. Heavy fabric. Simple lines. No beading. No frills. No sparkle.

Just presence.

Grace stared at it. Something tugged low in her chest.

Faint. Familiar.

The same pulse she’d felt when she collided with the traveler in the corridor. That strange weight beneath her ribs.

Not a voice. Not a message.

Just… gravity.

She didn’t reach for it. Not yet.

But she didn’t look away either.

Even if she picked one, there was no way she could get into it alone.

The corset laces alone would take two pairs of hands. Maybe three. And how the hell did anyone sit with bone stays up to their ribs?

She exhaled, slow and measured, trying not to let the sudden swell of panic get too big.

The room was still warm. Still soft. Still safe.

But for the first time since arriving,
it felt like a stage.

And she wasn’t sure what part she was supposed to play.

She chose the least complicated dress she could find.

Which, to be clear, still had twenty buttons, an underskirt, and a neckline that required strategic breathing.

It was deep blue—darker than her travel dress, edged with embroidery that looked like vines twisting toward the stars. Grace picked it because it reminded her of home. Of moonlit fields and summer skies.

She didn’t pick it for the boning.

Or the hooks.

Or the fact that it seemed to require either a servant or supernatural intervention to get into.

Still.

She laid it carefully across the bed and tried. Really tried.

She got one arm in.

Maybe half of the second.

And then—

“Ugh—*dammit—*wait—”

She twisted sideways. The bodice collapsed. One ribbon wound around her elbow instead of her back. The skirt puddled at her feet like it was mocking her.

She was halfway tangled, trying not to fall face-first into the hearth, when someone knocked.

Three sharp taps.

Grace froze—half-strangled by fabric and pride.

“One Moment!” she called, probably louder than necessary.

A pause.

Then, through the door—

“Unless you’re planning to wear the curtain instead, I’d suggest letting me in.”

A woman’s voice. Cool. Crisp. Unbothered.

Grace blinked. “Who—?”

“Natasha Romanov ,” came the reply. “I’m here to help, I was sent by the ki... I was sent by the steward.”

Grace looked down at the dress—somehow now inside out and bunched around her knees—and muttered a quiet, heartfelt prayer.

Then she stumbled to the door, dragging the mangled fabric behind her, clutching one of the blankets from the bed over her chest like a shield.

The woman standing there was… not what she expected.

Red hair braided back. Black fitted jacket over tunics and leather leggings. She looked like she belonged in a duel, not a dressing room. Sharp eyes. Quiet confidence.

Danger. Poise. Purpose.

And—thank the stars—a sense of humor.

Natasha took one look at the chaos of silk, blanket, and bent elbow, and raised a brow.

“Well,” she said dryly. “At least you picked a good color.”

Then she stepped inside like she owned the room, the door shutting behind her.

Grace’s face flushed with effort and defeat.

Natasha gave her one long, unreadable look, then reached out and gently untangled the ribbon from her arm.

“Let’s start over,” she said—cool, not unkind. “Arms up.”

Grace obeyed before her brain caught up.

In seconds, the dress was gone—lifted away with efficient grace, folded and set aside like it hadn’t just tried to kill her.

Natasha grabbed one of the robes from a nearby hook and handed it over, turning her back with a subtle flick of courtesy.

“Put this on. We’ll deal with the silk beast later.”

Grace slipped it on quickly. The fabric was thick, heavy, unfairly soft. She cinched the belt tight, anchoring herself to the one thing that made sense.

She turned, braced for an interrogation.

Instead, Natasha was dragging a chair toward the fire.

“Sit.”

Grace hesitated.

Natasha pointed. “Sit, sweetheart. I won’t bite. Well—not you, anyway.”

Still blinking, still unsteady, Grace sank into the chair.

She had no idea what was happening anymore.

Natasha moved behind her with practiced ease, pulling a brush—an actual brush—from one of the hidden folds of her jacket like it was the most normal thing in the world.

“Let’s fix this nest,” she murmured.

Grace opened her mouth to protest—but then the brush glided through her curls, smooth and painless, and she forgot what she’d been about to say.

Natasha’s hands were steady, her fingers fast. She worked without fuss or commentary, twisting the top half of Grace’s hair into a loose, elegant braid-crown, leaving the rest to fall in soft curls.

“Steve has a thing for curls,” she said absently.

Grace blinked. “What?”

“Curls.” A smirk tugged at Natasha’s mouth as she gently tucked one into place. “He’s a sucker for them.”

Grace frowned. “Who’s—wait. The Steve? As in—the king?”

Natasha didn’t answer right away.

Just smiled. Slow. Secretive.

“Yeah. Steve. And yes—he loves your hair. I see all.”

Before Grace could begin to unravel that particular insanity, Natasha had already pivoted, pulling a slim kit from a drawer and laying it open on the vanity like a surgeon preparing for a procedure.

Tiny jars. Delicate brushes. Mineral powders and soft creams in shades Grace couldn’t name.

“Alright. Court makeup’s a little sharper than what you’re probably used to. No wigs. No paint. Just polish. Enough to remind them you’re not prey.”

Grace stared at her reflection in the mirror above the vanity.

“I’m sorry—what in the moon goddess’s name is happening right now?”

Natasha paused, a brush halfway raised.

Then she met Grace’s gaze in the glass.

“Each of the Chosen is allowed one person. An advisor. A second. Someone to help them navigate this circus.”

She gestured vaguely at the gowns, the room, the court thrumming just beyond the walls.

“You didn’t bring anyone. So the Steward. No. Fuck it , why lie to you, you’re going to figure it out any way. The King appointed me.”

Grace’s brows shot up. “The king appointed—?”

“You’ll meet him tonight,” Natasha said, lips twitching.

Another slow smirk.

“Formally.”
———-

Steve was pacing.
Again.

He was in his private chamber—a floor above where his omega currently was.
His jacket hung untouched on the back of a carved chair. His boots were half-laced.

He’d been staring at the same buckle for five minutes.

“It’s fine,” he muttered, mostly to himself. “She’s fine.”

Natasha had gone to Grace’s room a little over twenty minutes ago.
And Steve had been spiraling ever since.

He trusted Natasha—he did.

She was one of his spy mistresses, a secret weapon, his deadliest blade. She could win a war with half a look and a well-placed word.

No one got past her.

Which was exactly what was making him nervous.

Natasha could also bulldoze a thunder god if she felt like it.

Grace was stubborn, yes. Fierce. Capable.
But she was also tired. Alone. New to this.

And Natasha could be…

“A lot.”

The words tumbled from his lips as he scrubbed a hand down his face.

Please don’t let her terrify her.
Please don’t let her dress her like she’s going into battle.
Please don’t let her start talking about mating instincts—

He froze.

His mind, uninvited, conjured a new thought.

Grace.
In her room.
Changing.

Now.

He looked down at the floorboards beneath his boots.

She’s a floor below me.

She’s naked.
Or was.
Possibly still is.
Right now.

His mind, traitorous and vivid, filled in the rest—

Steam curling along flushed skin.
A soft linen shift clinging to her thighs.
Her hair damp, curling against her neck.
The faint sheen of bathwater on her chest as she stepped closer—unaware, unguarded.

Her hands smoothing the fabric down her ribs.

His fingers replacing them.

Steve inhaled sharply, jaw tight.

No. No. Absolutely not.

Another image: her arching slightly as she tried to reach the back of the gown, the line of her spine exposed. One sleeve half-on. The other falling loose.

His name on her lips. Not a command. A question.

He gripped the edge of the hearth until his knuckles went white.

“This is fine,” he ground out. “Everything is under control.”

The bond pulsed again. Warm. Pleased. Blissfully unaware of the absolute hell she was putting him through.

Which meant he had absolutely no excuse for how warm his ears had gotten.

——-

Grace was halfway into the deep blue gown again—one arm through, the other tangled in the lining—when Natasha raised a hand and said:

“Nope. Off.”

Grace blinked. “What?”

“Off,” Natasha repeated, already stepping closer. “That shade of blue? It’s lovely. But it’s what every single one of them is wearing tonight.”

She began unfastening the buttons with deft fingers.

“Midnight. Sapphire. Peacock. It’s the color of polished court ambition. Because they all know it’s the King’s favorite.”

The dress slid off Grace’s shoulders with surprising ease. Natasha caught it before it hit the floor and turned toward the wardrobe.

“And while it would look beautiful on you,” she added, hanging it back with surgical precision, “you don’t want to blend in.”

She paused—then reached for something tucked deeper into the far side of the closet. Grace hadn’t noticed it before. The fabric shimmered subtly as it moved, like moonlight scattered across a tide pool.

“You want to be seen.”

Natasha pulled it free and turned.

Grace inhaled.

It wasn’t garish. It wasn’t dripping in jewels. It didn’t need to be.

It was seafoam silk—glowing pale green with undertones of silver, whisper-soft and cool as dusk. Off-the-shoulder sleeves framed the collarbones with quiet grace. The bodice curved like it had been shaped to her body alone—fitted, not tight. Regal. Honest. Weightless.

Natasha held it up against her and nodded once.

“This,” she said. “This is the one.”

Grace reached out, fingers brushing the silk.

And something shifted.

For just a breath, the world tilted—soft and golden and far away.

She saw herself standing beneath a full moon, bathed in silver light. The same seafoam dress clung to her curves, but her body had changed—rounded, full, sacred with life. A hand rested on the swell of her stomach.

Another hand—larger, calloused—covered hers.

And beside her, a man.

He didn’t speak. Didn’t move.

But she felt him.

His warmth. His steadiness. The gravity between them.

The vision flickered—gone before she could chase it.

She blinked, chest tightening.

“Are you sure?” she asked softly.

Natasha just smirked.

“I never guess.” She lifted the gown, her voice slipping into something steadier. “Now. Arms up.”

The dress settled into place like it had been made for her.

Natasha worked quickly—tugging ribbons, smoothing fabric, adjusting the shoulders with practiced care.

She was nearly done when she paused.

Frowned.

Then stepped back, eyes narrowing.

“Grace,” she said flatly. “Do you eat?”

Grace blinked. “What?”

“You’ve got the collarbones of a statue,” Natasha muttered, circling. “And your waist—gods, Grace, I could probably wrap my hands around it. You’re running on stubbornness and string.”

“That’s—” Grace’s jaw tightened. “That’s not exactly a fair question.”

“Didn’t ask it to be fair,” Natasha said. “Asked it because I see you. And I need to know if you’re okay.”

Grace’s hands fisted at her sides. “I eat.”

The silence held.

Then, quieter—barely audible—

“This winter was hard,” Grace said. “We rationed. I’m from the borderlands—we didn’t know if the next shipment would come or not. I shared what I could. Made sure the others had enough. The kids at the orphanage… I did what I needed to.”

Her voice didn’t tremble. But something behind it did.

Natasha didn’t answer right away.

Then, gently, she reached forward and tucked a curl behind Grace’s ear.

“That ends now. For you and your people.”

Grace looked up, startled by the softness in her tone.

“We’ll fix it,” Natasha said. “You need strength for what’s ahead. We’ll put meat back on you. Slowly. Right. But it’ll happen.”

She tugged the dress into place, smoothing the fabric with sure hands.

“You’re not just going to survive anymore,” she said. “You’re going to live.”

Grace didn’t answer.

Didn’t nod. Didn’t cry.

She just stood there, quiet and still, staring at the fire like it might have answers.

Once the dress was fully secured, Natasha stepped back, head tilted as she examined her work with a critical eye.

“Good,” she said. “Elegant. Honest. A little ethereal. You’ll break half the room without even trying.”

Grace shot her a skeptical look. “That seems… dramatic.”

“You haven’t seen the room,” Natasha replied dryly.

She crossed to the vanity, flipping open one of the wide drawers beneath the mirror.

Grace took a cautious step forward—

And stopped cold.

Jewels.

Not a few tasteful pins. Not modest rings or heirloom earrings.

A hoard.

Strings of pearls as wide as her thumb. Emeralds like forest fire. Moonstones set in braided gold. Hair combs glittering with rubies. Pendants, bracelets, a literal crownlet nestled in velvet.

Grace’s stomach lurched.

“Nope,” she said immediately, recoiling. “No, no—absolutely not. That’s—I can’t—why is that even in there?”

“Options,” Natasha said without flinching. “We like options.”

Grace stared at the drawer like it might detonate.

“I’m not wearing a royal dowry around my neck.”

“Of course not,” Natasha replied coolly, already sorting with a surgeon’s eye. “You’d look ridiculous.”

She held up a thin silver chain, almost invisible against her fingers, set with a single aquamarine teardrop that glowed faintly against the seafoam green.

“This,” she said. “Simple. Clean. Reminds people you’re not just another silk-swaddled brat playing politics.”

Grace blinked. “That’s still—”

“Yours now,” Natasha said, already clasping it around her neck.

Before she could argue, Natasha moved on.

From a box near the wardrobe, she drew out pale slippers—flats, but beautifully made. Soft leather. Silver thread stitched along the edges. Walkable. Practical. Still undeniably royal.

“Put these on.”

Grace obeyed, gaze drifting toward the mirror.

Grace slipped the shoes on, watching herself in the mirror.

She barely recognized the woman staring back.

But this time—she didn’t want to look away.

She stood still as Natasha moved through the final motions—checking hems, smoothing curls, adjusting the silver cuff on her wrist with a deft, practiced tug.

Then Natasha paused.

Turned back to the drawer.

She sifted through it once more—ignoring the louder pieces—and drew out something small.

A silver hair comb. Delicate. Wrought in the shape of an iris in bloom, the petals edged in faint enamel blue. Old. Understated. Regal.

Grace didn’t know it, but the court would.

It had once belonged to the Queen.

Not just any piece—the piece. The one she wore on the day of her coronation, and again at her wedding. A symbol of the crown’s most sacred promises: devotion, endurance, legacy.

Natasha held it for a moment. Then, gently, she slid it into place just behind Grace’s braid.

Grace felt it settle like a whisper.

She didn’t speak.

Didn’t ask.

But something in her shoulders shifted—like she’d just been anchored.

Natasha met her eyes in the mirror.

“There,” she said simply. “Now they’ll see you.”

Then, without warning, Natasha crossed to the other side of the room and pulled a different gown from the wardrobe—sleek black, sharp as a blade.

Grace blinked.
“You’re coming with me?”

“You’re not walking in there alone,” Natasha replied, already stepping into the dress. “No one should. Hell, even I wouldn’t want to.”

She fastened the back with swift, practiced movements, tugged on a set of wrist cuffs, and turned toward the mirror. Her reflection snapped into place in an instant—a woman made of shadows and precision, steel wrapped in silk.

Grace watched her for a long moment.
Then, quieter—steadier:

“Why are you helping me?”

Natasha paused.
Just for a second.

She didn’t turn around. Just reached for a pin, securing a final twist of her braid into place.

Then—

“Because I know what it’s like to have nothing in a world like this.”

She looked up. Met Grace’s eyes through the mirror.

“And I know what it’s like to find out you’re still worth everything.”

Grace didn’t speak.

She didn’t need to.

She wasn’t alone.

Even if she didn’t understand why….Yet.

There was a knock—light but precise.

Natasha raised a brow. “That’ll be your escort.”

Grace turned as the door creaked open.

Bucky stood in the threshold, dressed all in black. His doublet was crisp, sword belted at his hip, the sharp line of his collarbone accentuated by the open neckline and the way the dark fabric framed his face. His hair was tied back, a faint scar visible at his temple.

He looked every bit the blade she’d guessed him to be.

Then his eyes landed on Grace—and for a moment, even he faltered.

“Well,” he said, voice low, “the court won’t know what hit it.”

Grace flushed. “Do I look ridiculous?”

“You look like someone who’s about to make a lot of people very nervous,” Natasha said, stepping to her side.

Bucky held out an arm. “Shall we?”

Natasha moved to Grace’s left. Grace hesitated—then accepted Bucky’s arm on the right.

Together, they stepped into the corridor.

A shadow and a soldier flanked her like sentries.

And Grace—

She shone between them.

The seafoam gown caught the torchlight like water kissed by moonlight. Her curls framed her face in loose, gleaming waves. Even the silver cuff on her wrist looked deliberate now—elegant in its restraint.

Every head turned as they passed.

Some of the other Chosen women lingered outside their doors, draped in near-identical shades of midnight and sapphire. One looked Grace up and down with narrowed eyes. Another adjusted her neckline, suddenly uncertain.

Bucky leaned in, voice pitched just for her:

“If the goal was to blend in, you failed spectacularly.”

Grace gave a soft, breathless laugh. “Good… I guess.”

The corridor opened into sweeping marble floors and golden sconces, the hush of voices rising just ahead. A pair of towering carved doors stood before them—arched and inlaid with gilded vines and the sigil of the wolf.

Two guards flanked them, ceremonial halberds crossed.

As Grace approached, they moved.

The halberds lifted.

The doors creaked open—slow, deliberate.

Light spilled out.

Music swelled.

And Grace stepped forward, flanked by shadows, toward whatever waited on the other side.

The air shifted.

Every eye turned.

Chapter 10: She shouldn’t have to stand alone

Chapter Text

Grace stepped through the gilded doorway, chin high despite the knot coiled tight in her stomach.

Light from the chandeliers caught the pale green of her gown, casting shifting moonlight patterns across the polished floor. Silk whispered with every step.

Behind her, Bucky dipped into a low bow.

“You’ve got this, little moon,” he murmured.

With a quiet nod to Natasha, he turned and disappeared into the shadows, leaving Grace alone at the threshold of the hall.

Natasha didn’t follow.

This part—Grace had to face alone.

So she did.

She took a breath. Lifted her chin. Summoned a smile that felt more like armor than welcome. And stepped into the sea of silk and ambition.

The other women turned, one by one.

Not toward her face, but toward the cut of her dress. The fall of her hair. The calluses on her healer’s hands that no amount of scrubbing could hide.

The first cluster loomed just inside the archway. A blonde in navy lace laughed too loudly—until she noticed Grace.

“Oh,” the woman said, smile sharpening. “You’re one of the country girls.”

Grace managed, “Hello—”

“Charming they still let in provincial candidates. Very… rustic.”

Giggles behind gloved hands.

Grace blinked. Then smiled tighter. “Lovely to meet you.” She turned before they could say more.

The next group wasn’t kinder.

Lady Arlise of Blackmoor stood at their center, posture flawless, every movement polished like a sculpture. “Oh, it’s the healer.” She tilted her head, gaze flicking to Grace’s hands. “I wasn’t aware calluses were back in vogue.”

Lady Aemelia of Eastmarch didn’t laugh. She simply looked Grace over like assessing a soldier unfit for duty, then turned away without a word.

Grace moved on, cheeks burning behind her smile.

Lady Verena of Drelheim gave her a smile too—but this one was languid, seductive, unreadable. “Such a soft color,” she purred, eyes sliding over Grace’s pale green gown. “Does it change with your mood, or simply vanish when the lights go out?”

Grace didn’t respond.

Princess Adrienne of Velloria swept past with two attendants in tow, not sparing Grace a glance. “The drapery in this place is almost charming,” she murmured in accented tones. “So quaint. Like stepping back in time.”

Behind her, Lady Elise Zemo whispered something too low to catch. Her gaze followed Grace like a blade.

And yet—

Not all of them were hostile.

Lady Morgana Stark lingered by the far window, half-disassembled gearwork contraption in hand, ignoring the entire crowd. She looked up briefly, offered Grace a crooked grin and a shrug that said idiots, then returned to her tinkering.

Lady Lila Barton hovered near the edge of the refreshments table, clearly overwhelmed but watching Grace like she wanted to be near her—just didn’t know how.

Lady Mary Jane Watson, deep in quiet conversation with a pair of girls from the minor courts, caught Grace’s eye across the floor and lifted one eyebrow. You good? it seemed to ask.

Grace nodded once. Not good, but surviving.

She kept moving.

The hall buzzed around her. Dresses shimmered. Words hissed beneath smiles. And Grace—uninvited in spirit if not in name—held her ground.

Even if the marble beneath her feet felt colder with every step.

Grace turned away from the laughing nobles and moved toward the fringes of the hall—where a few girls in simpler gowns clung to one another in an anxious knot.

They were younger. Nervous. Dresses a bit out of fashion, embroidery clearly hand-stitched. Fellow country girls, if Grace had to guess. Maybe from the Western farms or the Northern valleys.

One of them glanced up as Grace approached. Pale, freckled, sheepish.

“Hello,” Grace offered again, more gently this time. “I’m Grace. From—”

“We know,” the girl said quickly, then looked down at her gloves. “We’ve heard.”

“Good luck,” another added. Not unkind. But not warm either.

They didn’t ask her to stay. And when she stepped away, they said nothing more.

Grace’s smile wavered for the first time.

Even the ones who should’ve stood beside her… wouldn’t.

Up in the balcony alcove above the hall, Steve leaned forward, jaw clenched tight.

“That’s the third group that’s turned their backs on her,” he growled.

Bucky crossed his arms beside him. “Fifth, technically. You forgot that first group—and one of them did it twice.”

Sam tilted his head. “You said she needed to blend in. Not get eaten alive.”

Steve’s hands curled around the carved railing, knuckles white.

“I didn’t think they’d—” He cut himself off, shaking his head. “This is bullshit. She’s stronger than half of them put together.”

“And yet,” Bucky said dryly, “still doesn’t have a tiara or a title.”

Steve pushed away from the rail.

Bucky’s brow lifted. “Don’t be stupid.”

But it was Sam who moved first, one hand on Steve’s arm. Not tight. Just enough.

“Let her,” Sam said quietly.

Steve didn’t look at him. Not at first. His eyes were still locked on Grace—alone in a sea of silk and spite.

“She’s doing fine,” Sam added. “And if you storm down there now, they’ll think she can’t stand without you.”

A muscle ticked in Steve’s jaw. “She shouldn’t have to stand alone.”

“No,” Sam said. “But she’s handling it for now.”

Below, Grace turned toward the refreshments table—only to have two girls casually block her path. She hesitated. Then smiled again, chin high, and moved on like it didn’t matter.

Steve’s shoulders dropped half an inch. Not relaxed—never that. But restrained.

Down below, Grace had just turned from yet another group, her posture still proud—but her eyes a little more distant.

That was when Natasha stepped in.

Like smoke parting through the room, she cut across the floor, all in black, the train of her gown rippling behind her like a shadow. She reached Grace’s side with seamless elegance and murmured something only she could hear.

Grace blinked—surprised. Then nodded.

Natasha placed a hand gently at the small of her back and guided her across the marble—away from the vultures, toward a gentler cluster in the corner, where a small group of young women stood sipping from silver goblets and talking quietly among themselves.

Steve exhaled.

“About damn time,” he muttered.

Bucky glanced at him. “She’ll be alright.”

Sam nodded. “She’s got a spine of iron. Just like someone else I know.”

Steve didn’t answer. He was still watching her.

Still watching his omega navigate a court that didn’t deserve her.

Natasha’s hand stayed steady at Grace’s back as they reached the circle of girls—this one markedly different from the rest.

They were laughing, but not too loud. Holding their drinks without pretense. Dressed beautifully, yes—but not like they were here to win a war. Each had someone older just behind them: not formal ladies-in-waiting, but mothers, aunts, guardians.

Chaperones.

Natasha dipped her head slightly, her voice velvet with command.

“Ladies,” she said, “may I introduce someone worth your attention.”

The girls turned—wide-eyed, curious, not a single smirk among them.

“This is Grace,” Natasha continued, with the faintest smile. “Of the healer hollow. She’ll be staying with us for the duration of the Choosing.”

The tall freckled girl stepped forward first, her fingers lace together primly.

“Lila Barton,” she said. “It’s really nice to meet you. That’s my mom, Laura.”

Laura offered a soft smile and a quiet nod from behind her daughter—radiating the calm competence of someone who’d managed three kids, a manor house, and a bow-wielding husband without ever raising her voice.

Next came a girl with dark curls pinned haphazardly, her red gown slightly wrinkled like she’d been late dressing and hadn’t cared.

“I’m Morgana. But everyone calls me Morgan—except my father, who still tries to use my full name when I steal things from his lab. That’s my mom, Pepper. She says if I say anything dumb tonight, she’ll hex me. She can’t. But she will make me cry in front of important people.”

From a few steps back, Pepper Stark raised a perfectly shaped brow and gave Grace a nod that somehow managed to be both warm and terrifying.

Last was the girl with the sharp eyes and the soft voice.

“Mary Jane Watson,” she said. “But MJ’s fine.”

She jerked a thumb behind her at the stern older woman in navy, watching with military precision and a lace-handled fan.

“That’s Aunt May. She’s technically my chaperone, not my Aunt. She’s just here to make sure I don’t stab anyone with my wit.”

Grace blinked.

Then laughed—genuinely, for the first time all night.

The knot in her chest loosened. Not gone. But easing.

“It’s good to meet you all,” she said—and meant it.

Lila stepped aside, gesturing to the open space in their circle.

“You can stay. If you want.”

Grace didn’t hesitate.

She stepped in.

“Please—come join us. We were just talking about the seating disaster at dinner,” Lila said brightly. “Apparently, one of the older baronesses tried to bribe the staff to sit her daughter closer to the king.”

“Spoiler,” Morgan muttered, “she’s going to be next to the soup.”

MJ smirked. “And we’re going to be watching very closely when that soup is served.”

Grace smiled. “You’re all ridiculous.”

Lila winked. “And yet, I think you’ll fit right in.”

Behind them, Natasha lingered just long enough to be sure Grace was safe. Then, without fanfare, she melted back into the flow of the room.

Up in the balcony, Steve was still watching.

And for the first time that evening, he saw her smile for real.

As Natasha drifted away on silent feet, the young women clustered tighter around Grace. The earlier awkwardness faded like mist in sunlight.

Lila leaned in, eyes wide with interest. “You’re really a healer?”

Grace nodded, modest. “Yes. Learned from my mother and the village healer. Herbs, poultices, bone setting. I’m decent in a pinch.”

Morgan grinned. “I burned my hand trying to light a fire charm last week. Think you could’ve fixed that?”

“Easily,” Grace said, laughing. “As long as you didn’t burn the whole house down with it.”

Laura Barton’s voice was warm as she stepped forward slightly. “She’s serious about learning. If you’d be willing to teach…”

Pepper raised a brow, curious. “So is mine. Between sword lessons and diplomacy drills, I’d love if she had something grounding.”

MJ just rolled her eyes. “I bruise like a peach and faint at the sight of blood, but I’m happy to cheer from the sidelines.”

Grace smiled. “Well, since your mothers approve, I’d love to share what I know.”

The nods from Laura, Pepper, and Aunt May came in quiet succession—each different in tone, but approving nonetheless.

For the first time all evening, Grace’s heart lifted. For a moment, she didn’t feel like the outsider.

But that fragile warmth cracked when she noticed a woman standing near one of the far marble pillars—alone.

Tall. Elegant. Undeniably noble by posture and gown. But her skin looked too pale beneath powdered cheeks, and her left hand clutched her side in a way that spoke of pain, not poise.

No one stood near her. No one acknowledged her.

Grace instinctively stepped forward—but before she could reach her, the butlers began to move. A soft chime rang through the air, signaling the transition to dinner.

The chime rang through the air, soft and bell-clear, signaling the transition to dinner.

“Ladies, if you’ll follow us, the evening meal is about to be served.”

The girls around Grace brightened, gathering their skirts and silver goblets. Lila glanced toward the front of the room, then back at her.

“We’re seated up near the high table,” she said apologetically. “Family proximity clause.”

Morgan groaned. “Mom pulled strings again. I swear she’s got a list somewhere.”

“Several,” MJ added dryly. “One for seating, one for enemies.”

They began to move—swept up in the current of guardians, protocol, and well-placed chairs.

Grace started to follow—then hesitated, realizing none of their names had been near hers on the roster.

She gave a soft nod and motioned them forward.

Lila frowned. “Wait—Grace, where are you sitting?”

Grace smiled, gentle but guarded. “Somewhere less political, I imagine.”

The girls slowed—but the room was moving around them now, butlers already directing traffic, matriarchs beckoning them on.

Morgan looked like she wanted to argue, but Pepper’s voice called her name sharply from ahead.

MJ offered Grace a parting shrug. “Save us a dessert.”

Then they were gone.

Not cruelly—just carelessly. A warm breeze that passed too quickly.

And Grace was left alone.

A man in ceremonial livery approached a moment later.

“My lady,” he said crisply. “This way, please.”

He gestured down the length of the opulent table, where names were already etched on small, gilded placards.

She followed in silence, scanning the cards.

There it was—far down at the end.

Of course, she thought. Out of sight. Out of mind.

She kept her chin high and made her way toward the assigned seat—until a second butler intercepted her, moving with quiet urgency.

“My apologies, my lady. There’s been a correction.”

He bowed low and plucked the placard from the table with a practiced flick. Then straightened, gesturing toward the head of the room.

“You’re seated to the right of the high seat. Please follow me.”

The hall quieted. Heads turned. Whispers followed like smoke.

Up front, Lila glanced back, brows furrowed. “Did they say right of the high seat?”

Morgan turned, half-standing on tiptoe. “No way.”

MJ whistled low. “Huh. Guess she’s not just a Healer girl after all.”

Laura and Pepper exchanged a look. Not disapproving. Calculating.

“I told you, guys,” Lila murmured, almost to herself. “She belongs here. I like her.”

Grace lowered herself into the chair, her heart pounding against the bones of her ribs. The velvet cushion gave way beneath her like it had been waiting all along.

Around her, conversations stuttered—then strained to restart.

She didn’t look at anyone.

She folded her hands in her lap and stared at the goblet in front of her, trying to slow the thrum in her ears.

Across the room, near a pillar draped in velvet, Lady Arlise of Blackmoor lowered her goblet mid-sip, gaze sharpening like glass.

Next to her, Lady Aemelia of Eastmarch frowned. “She was seated at the end.”

“She was,” Arlise said, voice like frost.

Near the back, Princess Adrienne of Velloria tilted her head, one corner of her painted mouth curling. “So the little healer has friends in high places.”

The room hadn’t quite settled.

Whispers still fluttered across the table like birds in a storm—soft, sharp, circling.

Grace folded her hands in her lap and focused on breathing past the thunder in her chest.

And up in the shadows of the balcony above, Steve finally moved—only to pause at the stir of new commotion at the far end of the room.

The air changed.

Not dramatically—just enough to make people turn.

Late.

Deliberately late.

The heavy doors at the rear of the hall creaked open once more.

A single figure entered, followed by the quiet snap of polished heels on marble.

She was tall. Striking. Her gown was midnight silk trimmed in antique gold, her posture perfect, every inch of her radiating composure and calculation. Pale hair pinned back in a coiled twist. A small sigil gleamed at her collar—thorned vine, crowned rose.

Grace didn’t move.

The room around her did.

A courtier at the far end whispered, “Lady Helena Thorne.”

The name drifted across the table like smoke.

Several nobles stiffened.

Lady Aemelia straightened sharply. Arlise’s mouth thinned. Adrienne narrowed her eyes.

Even Lila glanced over her shoulder, confusion in her brow. “Wasn’t she—?”

“Supposed to be out of the country,” Morgan whispered. “Or dead. Depends who you believe.”

Lady Helena moved like she belonged to the marble—sharp, graceful, impossible to ignore.

She paused at the base of the high table, eyes flicking—briefly, barely—toward Grace.

No recognition. No warmth.

But something passed in the space between them. A static hush.

Grace couldn’t explain why her spine tensed. The glance meant nothing. And yet… her skin prickled, like something old and forgotten had just brushed past her.

Helena turned and addressed the table with flawless etiquette.

“My apologies for the delay. My carriage was detained en route. I trust the crown will excuse my lateness, as the invitation came quite… unexpectedly.”

She dipped her head, just low enough.

Then took her place—seated two down from Grace, across the table.

And suddenly, the grandness of her seat felt like distance.

Behind her, a herald cleared his throat.

A hush rippled through the hall like falling snow.

Grace looked up—

Just as the doors at the far end began to open.

Chapter 11: To the Truth It Reveals

Chapter Text

The herald’s voice rang out across the grand dining hall.

“His Majesty, Sovereign of the Nine Provinces, Guardian of the Crowned Lands, First of His Name—King Stephen of House Rogers.”

Every guest rose to their feet.

The double doors opened.

And down the wide staircase came the king—not in gilded robes or ceremonial silks, but in black and deep navy. His uniform was tailored to accentuate the strength in his shoulders, the easy power in his stride. A sword hung at his hip, and a gold crest gleamed faintly at his chest.

Grace froze.

Her breath caught halfway to her lungs.

Because she knew that man.

Not just recognized him—knew him.

The traveler from the road
The soldier in the courtyard
The man who’d offered to take her horse, with warm eyes and steady hands.

That man.

That man was the king?

Her mouth parted slightly as he descended—greeting no one, pausing for nothing. His gaze swept the room.

And lingered when it found her.

Grace’s stomach flipped.

The realization struck like a jolt of cold water. The quiet man she’d trusted—who’d touched her horse with reverence, who’d walked beside her in silence—he’d known who she was.

And he hadn’t said a word.

The sense of betrayal didn’t burn. Not yet.

But it settled deep, cold and heavy, in her chest.

He reached the base of the stairs. The hall was silent.

His voice rang clear. “Be seated.”

Everyone obeyed.

Except Grace—too stunned, too off-balance, to move.

She sat a heartbeat later. Stiffly. Her jaw tight, eyes locked on her goblet.

She didn’t look at him again.

Not yet.

Not until he gave her a reason.

A moment passed. Then the king lifted his goblet.

“As tradition dictates, tonight begins the Choosing. Over the next moon cycles, those selected will be observed, tested, and honored. And by the rise of the next full moon, I will name my bride.”

He paused. His gaze swept the room again—steady, unreadable.

“This process is not meant to be easy. For any of us. But it is sacred. And I intend to see it through with honesty and honor.”

A beat. A breath. And then—

“I do not seek a crown-wearer, nor a titleholder. I seek a match. A mate.”

His gaze dropped—just slightly.

Only for a moment.

But Grace felt it.

A ripple down her spine. A tightening in her chest.

She didn’t lift her eyes.

Didn’t dare.

“To the Choosing,” the king said, raising his glass. “And to the truth it reveals.”

Crystal chimed as goblets lifted across the room.

And then—

The whispers began.

Soft at first. Then swelling like wind through dry leaves. Thirty-nine others chosen and their guides all processed at that once. Only Steve’s inner circle and his nieces didn’t react.

“Did he say mate?”
“That didn’t feel like prepared remarks…”
“Did you see where he looked?”
“He means something. He always does.”

The rustle of speculation moved like a current through the hall.

Grace stayed still.

Back straight. Hands resting lightly in her lap. Goblet untouched.

But her pulse thundered in her ears.

Grace didn’t notice.

Or rather—she didn’t care.

She was too busy fuming.

Heat crept up her neck, blooming across her cheeks, and she could feel it—too hot, too obvious—but there was no stopping it now.

Bucky leaned in slightly, voice low and good-natured from the seat on her other side.

“So, do all Healers’ Hollow girls glare at royalty like they’re about to bite ‘em, or are you special?”

Grace inhaled slowly through her nose.

She tried—truly—to be polite. “I’m adjusting to unexpected… information.”

Bucky raised a brow. “Right. And adjusting looks like you’re planning a regicide by dinner roll.”

“That would be too easy,” she grumbled under her breath as she picked up her fork and nudged a roasted fig across her plate—slow, deliberate, like she was deciding whether to eat it or throw it.

Steve, just settling into his chair, glanced over at that exact moment—and let out a short, low laugh.

Not cruel. Not mocking.

Just startled. Maybe even amused.

And that was it.

Grace snapped.

She leaned forward slightly, fork still in hand, voice sharp and low and aimed squarely at him.

“You,” she hissed. “You are an absolute liar.”

Steve’s head jerked a bit, the smile falling clean off his face.

“You met me twice,” she went on, her words soft but vibrating with restrained fury. “On the road. In the courtyard. You looked me in the eye and never said who you were.”

A dozen noblewomen were suddenly straining to eavesdrop.

“I—” Steve began, visibly startled.

“You let me stumble in here looking like a stablehand. You let me struggle through that courtyard, through the whispers, like I didn’t belong. And you smiled.”

Her voice cracked on the last word. She sat back hard in her chair, cheeks flushed deep rose, hands clenched around her napkin in her lap.

Steve looked like he’d been punched.

The table immediately around them went very, very still.

Even Natasha arched a brow, her lips twitching at the corners.

Sam cleared his throat, “Well. This’ll be a fun experience.”

Steve opened his mouth. Closed it. Then opened it again.

“I—no. That’s not—I didn’t lie, I just—” He looked helplessly around the table, like someone might throw him a rope.

“I wasn’t trying to mislead you. I just… happened to meet you before all this—this court madness. I wasn’t even sure who you were until the courtyard.”

“Bullshit, Your Highness.”

Natasha dropped her face into her hand to cover her laugh.

Bucky muttered under his breath,

“For the sake of all the gods. Stop talking, Steve.”

But Steve didn’t.

“You looked overwhelmed. And beautiful. And… your horse liked me.”

“My horse liked you?” Grace repeated, voice rising a little. “That’s your defense?”

Sam gave an exaggerated wince and took a long drink from his goblet.

Steve looked like he wanted to melt into the flagstones.

Before anyone else could pile on, a sharp intake of breath cut through the tension—

And then, calmly, from two seats down, a voice slid into the conversation like a knife through velvet.

“Such fire,” Lady Helena Thorne said, lifting her goblet with elegant fingers. “One might almost think the Choosing has already been decided.”

The table froze again—but differently this time.

Steve straightened slightly. Sam blinked. Bucky muttered something under his breath.

Helena smiled faintly, her eyes fixed on Grace.

There was no warmth in it.

“I must say,” she went on, her tone languid, “it’s rare to see such… passion… so early in the process. From what history tells, most candidates wait at least until the second trial to bare their teeth.”

Grace turned her head—slowly. Her expression was unreadable.

Helena sipped delicately from her glass, then added, “But then again, it’s often the outsiders who are quickest to forget their place.”

Steve’s hand curled slightly on the table.
“That’s enough, Lady Thorne.”

Her smile didn’t falter. “Is it, Your Majesty? I was only making an observation.”

Natasha raised an eyebrow across the table and offered Grace the ghost of a nod—approval, maybe. Or warning.

Grace didn’t respond.

Not yet.

She just returned her attention to her plate, the tension in her jaw the only sign she’d heard a word.

Bucky leaned in again, voice barely audible.
“Careful. That one poisons daggers with her perfume.”

Grace didn’t respond at first.

She set down her fork.

Lifted her goblet.

And took a slow, measured sip—just enough to settle the heat in her throat.

Then she turned to Helena, expression calm, voice steady.

“Thank you for your concern, Lady Thorne,” she said, tone smooth as silk but edged with steel. “Though I wasn’t aware there was a schedule for when one is permitted to speak plainly.”

Helena’s smile tightened. “Merely offering guidance. The court can be… unkind to the unprepared.”

Grace inclined her head slightly. “I appreciate the warning. Truly. But I’ve found that most bullies back down when you meet their eyes.”

Across the table, Natasha let out a soft breath—almost a laugh.

Sam bit down on a grin and murmured, “Gods help us all.”

Helena blinked, once. Slowly.

Then turned her attention back to her goblet, one manicured finger tracing its rim.

Grace, satisfied, picked up her fork again.

And stabbed another fig.

With purpose.

Dinner was served with quiet ceremony.

Silver lids lifted, steam curling into the air—aromatic and refined. Conversation resumed in gentle waves, but around Grace, it was light and careful, like people speaking in a room where something had broken.

She answered only when spoken to.

One-word replies. A polite nod. A clipped smile that didn’t reach her eyes.

Steve tried.

Twice, maybe three times.

“Is the wine to your liking?”
“Yes.”

“Have you been to the capital before?”
“No.”

He tried again with a small comment about the musicians near the hearth.

She didn’t even look up.

Steve eventually fell quiet, turning his attention to slicing his roasted quail with far more focus than necessary.

Two seats down, Lady Helena Thorne had resumed sipping her wine like it was a performance.

Her voice slipped in again—light, idle, but clearly intended for Grace.

“It’s brave, really. To enter the court so boldly. So certain you’ll be chosen.”

Grace didn’t respond.

Helena continued, tone just a shade too sweet.

“Though I suppose some women believe a single conversation with the king is all it takes.”

Grace’s fingers curled around her fork.

Across the table, Natasha stiffened—but before anyone could react—

“Lady Helena,” said a clear voice farther down the table. “Do you always mistake volume for merit, or is it a seasonal affliction?”

All heads turned.

“Lila.” Laura sighed into her glass.

Lila Barton—sharp-eyed and unbothered—rested her chin on her hand, her expression the picture of teenage boredom. Beside her, Morgan Stark gave a tiny, theatrical gasp behind her napkin, and MJ raised her goblet in dry salute.

“Because if it’s seasonal,” Lila added, “I’m sure the royal apothecary can prescribe something.”

Helena’s eyes narrowed, but before she could form a reply, Morgan cut in cheerfully.

“I was just telling MJ that the Healers’ Hollow has the most incredible moonlily fields. They bloom all night, did you know that?”

MJ nodded.

“A little eerie. Very poetic. I read about them in a verse collection. Something about the way they open only for starlight?”

Sam leaned back, grinning into his goblet.

“And just like that, the conversation takes a turn.”

Grace’s shoulders eased—just slightly. She glanced down the table and caught Lila’s eye.

The girl winked.

Conversation drifted onward—guided now by the younger girls, who darted between topics with the ease of those both sharp and socially fearless.

Grace remained mostly quiet, offering a polite smile here, a brief comment there. She kept her eyes on her plate, her posture straight, her anger banked but not forgotten.

Lady Thorne had gone silent again—watching.

Waiting.

Until Bucky leaned forward, breaking the lull with a voice so casual it was almost dangerous.

“I’m not sure everyone at this table understands exactly who they’re sitting with.”

Helena looked up, feigning curiosity.

“Oh?”

Bucky didn’t look at her.

His gaze was on his plate, but his words were for the room.

“Grace of the Hollow isn’t just a village healer. She was next in line to be High Healer—chosen by her council, trusted by her people. When she was selected for the Choosing, they didn’t send just anyone.”

A pause.

“They sent their most skilled mind. Their most trusted hands.”

And then, with the faintest smile—

“Their most precious jewel.”

The words hung in the air like smoke.

Several women shifted in their seats. Someone farther down murmured something that was immediately hushed.

Grace’s breath caught.

She turned slightly toward Bucky—brows lifted, lips parted. But he didn’t meet her eyes.

He just reached for his wine and added, almost as an afterthought:

“Might want to remember that before you start drawing blood over dinner rolls, Helena.”

A ripple of quiet laughter passed around the table—soft, grateful, startled.

Lady Thorne said nothing. Her jaw tightened just slightly.

Grace blinked, then looked down, a slow, steady warmth blooming beneath her skin—shock, gratitude, and maybe something like relief.

Steve, beside her, cleared his throat.

And for the first time all evening, the attention turned off of Grace.

By the time dessert arrived, the tension had thinned—like smoke after a storm.

Delicate plates were set down in front of each guest: honey-roasted pears in spiced wine, sugared fig tarts, and slivers of vanilla custard layered with lavender cream. Golden spoons gleamed under the chandelier light.

Grace took a quiet breath and finally reached for her water.

Beside her, Bucky nudged his tart with the tip of his spoon, eyeing it suspiciously.

“If this isn’t chocolate, I’m filing a formal complaint.”

Across from him, Natasha smirked.

“You’re in a royal court, James. Eat the damn pear and pretend you’re civilized.”

Sam leaned in looking to Grace.

“Ten stars to whoever can make Barnes eat something floral.”

Morgan raised her hand instantly.

“Challenge accepted.”

Lila grinned.

“Double if he compliments it.”

Bucky gave a dramatic sigh and took a bite.
Paused.

Chewed.

Then, grudgingly:

“…Fine. It’s good. It tastes like a garden that’s learned to bake.”

Laughter rippled down the table.

Even Grace smiled.

She glanced at Bucky, who caught her eye and gave her the tiniest wink.

Lady Thorne said nothing, her attention seemingly fixed on her custard—but the tightness in her posture hadn’t eased.

Conversation lifted.

Talk turned to the music, the upcoming trials, the hunting falcons housed in the royal mews. The noble girls leaned in, speculating about the next week’s events with breathless excitement, and MJ began describing a city painting she’d once seen of the court during winter, its rooftops shining with snow.

Grace let herself listen.

Not speak. Not yet.

But listen.

And for the first time that night, she felt like she wasn’t just enduring the evening—

She was surviving it.

The laughter faded into the clink of spoons against porcelain and the low hum of voices.

Grace reached for another sliver of pear just as Lila Barton tilted her head and addressed Steve across the table.

“Uncle Steve. I mean Your Majesty—I heard you were away before the Choosing began. Gone longer than expected.”

She smiled gently, no malice in it. Just curiosity.

“May we ask where you went?”

Steve set down his spoon.

Grace froze, just for a second—fork halfway to her mouth.

He glanced at her. Then back at the table.

“I needed time,” he said simply. “To think.”

A pause.

“I went looking for something that had been lost. Or maybe just… misplaced.”

He turned the stem of his goblet between two fingers.

“Something I remembered only after I left it behind.”

Grace felt the words settle deep in her chest.

He wasn’t looking at her.

But she knew.

She knew exactly what he meant.

The table was quiet for a beat, as if everyone had agreed not to press further.

Then MJ leaned in toward Morgan.

“Was that cryptic or romantic? I can’t tell.”

Morgan whispered back.

“It’s both. Which makes it dangerous.”

Sam muttered under his breath.

“Someone write that down for the bards.”

Grace lowered her fork and looked down at her plate, her heart beating far too loud for such a soft room.

The final toast was made. Dessert plates cleared. Goblets refilled.

And like a tide pulled by some unspoken moon, the guests began to rise—drifting from the long table into the wide marble hall.

Steve didn’t even make it to his feet before they began to swarm him.

Women with words of flattery. Maids and Mommas with questions. Advisors with opinions.

A court with far too much to say, and no intention of leaving him alone.

He caught one last glimpse of Grace—

Not at the center of anything.

Just quietly rising from her chair, tucking a curl behind her ear, and slipping out of the circle of candlelight.

She didn’t look back.

She didn’t need to.

He felt the absence like a pulled thread.

Grace made her way down the length of the room, past the nobles still locked in conversation and the glittering tapestry of court intrigue. The younger girls and their mothers had gathered near the eastern alcove—away from the scrutiny, halfway hidden by velvet curtains and trailing vines.

Morgan waved her over.

MJ made space beside her.

Lila was mid-rant about someone’s shoes.

Grace managed a small smile and joined them.

It was easier here.

The air was lighter. The laughter real. And for the first time all night, she could breathe.

But the peace didn’t last.

The mingling had begun.

The court swirled around the king—robes sweeping, voices rising, smiles gleaming too sharp to be sincere. He was swallowed whole by politics and pageantry.

Grace moved quietly to the edge of the room, finding the younger girls near the draped alcove again. Lila was recounting a sharp-tongued remark from one of the older nobles; Morgan and MJ leaned in, giggling behind their hands.

But Grace’s attention was elsewhere.

Her gaze drifted across the hall—

And caught on a figure near the far wall.

Alone.

Half-shadowed.

Sienna. If Grace recalled over hearing her name correctly.

She was standing stiffly near one of the columns, pretending to study a tapestry, her hand gripping the stone so tightly her knuckles had gone white. Even at this distance, Grace could see the sheen of sweat on her skin. The way she swayed slightly. The tremble in her shoulders.

Something was wrong.

Deeply wrong.

Grace stepped forward, already opening her mouth to excuse herself—

But before she could say a word, Sienna gasped—

Sharp. Guttural.

And bolted from the hall.

Her skirts caught behind her for half a second, then vanished through the side doors.

Grace didn’t hesitate.

But behind her, the whispers had already started. Harsher this time. Sharper. Like knives passed hand to hand.

“Did you see her run?”
“She looked sick—like death.”
“No. Not sick. Pregnant.”
“Gods, was she trying to hide it?”
“She shouldn’t have even been allowed into the Choosing.”
“Disgraceful. Imagine if he had picked her.”
“She ran like she knew she was caught.”

Grace froze.

Then spun toward the girls, her voice low and fierce.

“Shut it down. All of it. I don’t care how. Just—stop it spreading.”

Lil and Morgan looked stricken but nodded.
Laura and Pepper were already moving. Pepper’s mouth set in a grim line.

MJ straightened her shoulders.

“We’ve got it. Go.”

Grace didn’t wait.

She gathered her skirts and slipped through the side doors after Sienna, every step echoing louder than the last.

Something was wrong.

And if the court was going to feed on blood and gossip—

Grace would get there first.

Chapter 12: The Healer’s Hollow Witch

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The halls beyond the banquet room were quieter—echoing with distant music and muffled laughter.

Grace moved fast, her slippers nearly silent on the stone floor, heart hammering in her chest.

She rounded a corner—

And found Sienna—barely more than a girl—stumbled for the nearest corridor.

Grace caught her just outside the banquet hall, just as the girl braced herself against the wall, breathing fast.

“Hey,” Grace said gently, “I’ve got you. You’re okay.”

The girl shook her head, tears spilling now. “I—I can’t breathe. It hurts—my chest—my ribs—”

Grace’s healer instincts kicked in without hesitation. She looped one arm under the girl’s, guiding her toward a nearby alcove. “You’re having a compression flare. Your body’s trying to compensate for the weight shift. Just breathe with me, alright?”

The girl’s skin was clammy. Her pulse fast.

Grace pressed a hand to her back and began to hum lowly, a melody her mother had used when easing fevers, her voice grounding and warm.

Behind them, the clamor of the hall continued—uncaring, curious, cruel.

Grace didn’t look back.

The girl’s breathing had begun to settle—barely—when Grace felt her body jolt.

A shudder passed through her, followed by a wet, warm sensation against Grace’s arm.

She looked down.

Blood.

Sienna collapsed in the shadowed alcove halfway down the corridor, one hand braced weakly against the wall, the other curled protectively around her stomach.

Her pale mauve gown was soaked through with blood.

Stark. Wet. Blooming like ink in water.

The copper tang of it filled the air—metallic, sharp, terrifyingly familiar.

Grace dropped to her knees beside her.

“Sienna. Sienna, look at me—hey, sweetie, stay with me—”

Sienna’s eyes fluttered, dazed.

“I didn’t… I didn’t want to make a scene…”

“You didn’t,” Grace lied, already pressing her hands to the bleeding. “You’re okay. You’re going to be okay. But we have to move.”

This wasn’t court politics. This was blood and breath. This was where she belonged.

Behind her, footsteps thundered.

Natasha rounded the corner at a run, sharp-eyed and deadly calm the second she saw the scene.

Grace didn’t look up.

“We need to get her to her room—now.”

Natasha was already turning, back the way she came.

“On it. What do you need?”

“My satchel. Corner cabinet. Second shelf. Go!”

Nat was gone in a blur.

A moment later—heavier footsteps.

Bucky.

He took one look and dropped beside them.

“Can I move her?”

“Yes. Carefully. Keep her head up—she’s dizzy and losing blood fast.”

He nodded, already lifting Sienna into his arms, one hand cradling her head, the other bracing her knees. Grace kept one hand pressed firmly to her abdomen, trying to slow the bleeding, the other steadying the woman’s limp wrist—

Please, she begged silently. Just stay with me. Stay here.

Blood soaked between Grace’s fingers. Hot. Fast. Sticky.

Her hands slipped once—too much blood, too fast—and her stomach dropped.

“She’s burning up,” Bucky muttered. “Tell me what to do, Grace.”

“Just hold her steady. Don’t let her fall under.”

Sienna moaned.

Grace murmured something low, soothing, useless—but it didn’t matter.

She had to keep her awake. Keep her here.

They could whisper about crowns and titles all night—Grace would rather keep someone alive.

Back near the banquet doors, Natasha was flying.

She blew past the guards, past startled women, straight through the main hall—just as Steve caught the edge of the commotion.

“Nat?”

She didn’t stop.

“Emergency. Keep everyone in here.”

Steve’s heart dropped.

“Sam!”

“I’ve got this!” His heir called back.

His feet were already moving before his mind caught up.

Grace.

She wasn’t in the room either.

Something pulled at him—low in his chest. Sharp and magnetic.

He pushed through the doors, turning corners, following nothing but instinct.

The bond hummed in his bones now.

Tugging.

Pointing.

He felt her before he saw her.

And when he finally did—

Grace was crouched beside a bed now, soaked in blood. Her skirt tucked up allowing her to move. Her skin streaked with fluid. Her eyes locked on Sienna’s face as she gave urgent orders to Bucky.

She didn’t look up.

Didn’t even know he was there.

Because she was fighting.

Fighting to save a life of a woman she didn’t even know.

Steve stumbled forward—

Then stopped.

Because in that moment, watching her move with steady hands and bloodstained grace, he understood something entirely new:

She wasn’t just a healer.

She was power.

And she was his—

But not in the way the court expected.

Not chosen.

Not won.

Claimed by her own fire. His equal in every way.

He’d left a room of gold and silk—and found her here, on her knees, elbow-deep in blood, saving someone who will never wear a crown.

Grace was vaguely aware of someone coming into the room, but she did not have the time to see who it was, so focused on her patient in front of her.

Then a voice—deep, familiar, urgent:

“LadyGrace? What can I do?”

She looked up.

The king.

His expression shifted instantly from confusion to horror as he saw the blood. He was at her side in three strides, taking the girl’s other hand without a word.

“I’ve got her,” Grace said, voice shaking. “I need clean cloth. Water. Something for pressure—”

“I’ll get it,” Steve said, already moving.

She barely acknowledged him.

Grace pressed her hands to the girl’s lower abdomen, calling on every bit of knowledge she had.

“Come on,” she whispered. “Don’t you dare give up. Not when we’re this close.”

The girl whimpered, clinging weakly to Grace’s skirt.

“You’re not alone,” Grace whispered fiercely. “Not anymore.”

Behind her, Steve returned—arms full of towels, a basin, and—miraculously—a bundled medical kit.

He dropped to his knees beside them, eyes flicking to Grace, then to Bucky—who knelt steady, the girl’s bloodied hand squeezing his like a lifeline.

“What do you need me to do?”

“Get her out of that damn corset,” Grace snapped, hands soaked in crimson. “Now.”

Steve didn’t hesitate. He moved behind the girl, slicing the laces clean with the small blade tucked at his waist. The stiff bodice fell open—and the girl let out a sharp, ragged gasp.

Her first full breath.

But the blood didn’t stop.

And Grace already knew.

The baby was gone.

A truth she couldn’t say aloud. Not yet. Not here. But she’d felt it—the same hollow thud she had seen before.

But the mother—
That was who she could still save.

She pressed her hand lower, firmer.

“Come on,” she murmured. “Stay with me. Stay with me.”

Steve crouched beside her again, sleeves rolled, eyes locked on her hands.

“What else?”

“Towels. Boil water. Rip sheets. Anything clean and thick. We need pressure and heat and—gods, I need a binding poultice before shock sets in—”

“I’ll get it.”

He vanished again, boots pounding down the corridor.

Grace bent lower, one hand pressing firm, the other brushing the girl’s clammy forehead.

“I’ve got you,” she whispered. “You’re not done yet. Stay with me. Stay.”

Her own heart thundered.

But her hands were steady.

She was no lady.

She was a healer.

And this girl was hers to protect.

The door burst open again.

Natasha didn’t bother announcing herself—she stormed in with Grace’s satchel slung over one shoulder and her arms full of clean linens.

“Boiling water’s on its way,” she said. “There’s a footman outside who looks like he’s about to faint.”

“Tell him to faint quietly,” Grace muttered.

Natasha dropped to her knees beside her, laying out the bag with swift efficiency.

“Tell me what you need.”

“Open the salve tin with the red wax seal—bottom left. And that jar of comfrey powder. I’ll need a binding poultice to slow the bleeding, and goddess willing, start tissue recovery.”

She was already stripping the blood-soaked fabric away, her movements fast, precise, practiced.

Bucky shifted slightly, cradling the girl higher, using his body to shield her from the cold air.

“She’s fading,” he said, voice low but steady. “But she’s holding on. You’ve got this.”

The same words she had heard whispered behind a field curtain the first time she stitched flesh not her own—when her hands had trembled and her voice had cracked and she thought she might break from the weight of it.

“Steady hands,” he added quietly. “Just like always.”

Grace looked at him—really looked.

And for a second, she wasn’t just a healer.

She was surrounded by people who actually trusted her here to save this life.

Natasha moved quickly, grinding dried herbs in her palm and mixing a slurry in a shallow bowl from the washstand. Grace layered gauze and balm, her every motion a prayer.

Their eyes met once. Just once.

And Natasha nodded.

“I’ve got you.”

The door opened again—more cautiously this time.

Steve returned with a steaming kettle in one hand, a stack of torn linen in the other. His shirt sleeves were rolled, his forearms streaked with drying blood.

He froze for only a breath—just long enough to take in the full carnage—then stepped forward.

“Where do you need me?”

Grace didn’t even glance up.

“Put the water by the hearth and help Natasha hold pressure. Right above the pelvic ridge. Hard.”

He obeyed instantly, dropping to his knees and pressing both hands where she directed.

Grace’s hands never stopped.

Bandages. Poultice. Herbs. Balm.

Every ounce of skill. Every scrap of training. Every whisper of power she had—she gave it all.

“She’s not more than eighteen,” Natasha said softly.

Grace’s jaw flexed.

“She’s not going to die today,” she said.

And she meant it.

Because she’d seen women bled before.

Because she’d begged the gods before.

And this time—this time—they would listen.

Down the hall, faintly, a harpist played on in the great hall.

The peacocks strutting around as if nothing had happened.

——-

The bleeding slowed.
Then stopped.

By the time the court healers arrived—three of them, robed and stiff and half an hour too late—Grace had already stopped the hemorrhaging, cleaned the girl, and coaxed her into a shallow, merciful sleep.

“She’s stable,” Grace said flatly, not even looking up. “But severely anemic. Give her water with honey when she wakes. She’ll need broth, herbs to rebuild the blood. And time.”

The eldest healer sniffed. “We’re more than capable—”

“You weren’t here.” Grace’s voice sliced clean and cold. “I was. And if we had waited, she would be dead too.”

One of the younger women muttered to the others, “Always the same with the Hollow witches.”

Steve stiffened.

He didn’t speak—yet—but the sharp tick in his jaw said everything. Grace didn’t even flinch.

Natasha, seated in the corner now, raised a brow. “She’s right. You all arrived late. Try some gratitude before insults.”

The others wisely said nothing. They moved in to check Grace’s work, their murmurs growing quieter—eventually turning to grudging nods of approval. Even the eldest gave a tight grunt of acknowledgment before stepping back.

But Grace didn’t care.

She stayed where she was—perched beside the girl’s bed, one hand gently resting atop the girl’s wrist, keeping count of the pulse beneath. Her legs were cramping. Blood had dried on her arms. Her braid had half come undone and sweat clung at her temples. But she didn’t move.

Bucky crouched beside her again. “You’ve been kneeling like that for an hour,” he said gently. “You’re going to lose both feet.”

“I’m fine.”

“You’re not. But I’ve got you.” He handed her a waterskin without waiting for permission. “Sip. Slow.”

She drank, only then realizing how dry her mouth had gone. Her fingers trembled slightly as she handed it back.

He caught her wrist before she pulled away. “You’re shaking.”

Grace didn’t answer. Just looked back to Sienna.

Steve, still silent, finally stepped forward.

“I’ll make sure the court knows what you did,” he said, voice low. “You saved her.”

Grace looked up at him then. Her eyes were ringed in exhaustion, but sharp. Clear.

“She lost her baby.”

He nodded solemnly. “But she didn’t lose herself.”

Grace looked back down, brushing a curl of hair from Sienna’s damp forehead. “No. She didn’t.”

She was quiet for a moment longer—then looked up again, voice firm.

“You need to tell them it was something else. An infection. A rupture. Anything but the truth.”

Steve blinked. “What?”

“If word gets out it was a pregnancy, they’ll tear her apart. She’s unmarried. Noble. They’ll strip her titles and her name will rot in the halls before she even wakes.”

Steve’s jaw worked. “Grace—”

“She just lost her child,” she said, voice sharper now. “She doesn’t need to lose everything else, too. If you really want to prove yourself to me start there.”

A long pause. Then he nodded, grim.

“I’ll take care of it.”

Grace didn’t thank him. Just turned back to the girl, smoothing the clean cloth over her brow. “Make sure they believe it.” She hesitated. “And I’m still pissed with you.”

Steve gave the smallest huff of breath—part disbelief, part reverence.

Then he turned and left, his steps echoing heavily down the corridor.

Natasha followed him halfway before falling into step beside him. “You’re going to lie to your own council?”

“I’m going to protect a grieving girl,” he muttered. “And do what Grace asked.”

Natasha didn’t argue.

Back inside the room, Bucky leaned against the edge of the wall, arms crossed. He looked at Grace not with pity—but with the steady calm of someone who’d seen things like this before.

“Why do I feel like you never stop surprising people, do you?,” he said.

Grace didn’t lift her eyes. “I’m tired of having to surprise anyone.”

But she didn’t move from her post.

Not even when the last healer bowed and left.

Not until the heartbeat under her fingers beat stronger. Firmer. Sure.

Back in the ballroom—beneath the silk and spectacle of the choosing—the truth had been revealed. Just not the one they’d expected.

The hallways were still half-shadowed with torchlight as they reached the ballroom—though it was well past midnight, the doors were still open, and the music had faded into low murmurs and drawn-out gossip.

Steve stopped in the doorway and scanned the room still covered in the girls blood.

Every member of the Choosing still present turned toward him.

Some looked startled.

Some looked smug.

All of them curious.

Sam stood near the doors, arms crossed, his glare sharp as a blade. He’d clearly tried to send them away already, and the fact they’d ignored him only made Steve angrier.

Without raising his voice, the king stepped forward.

“I heard there’s been some concern,” he said dryly. “About the lady who left the festivities early.”

The room stilled.

Steve’s voice turned cold.

“Lady Sienna suffered a sudden illness. Lady Grace saved her life. The court healers are confident she will recover. The official diagnosis is a burst appendix.”

A few gasps. A few quiet, confused murmurs.

“No further speculation is required,” he said firmly. “And anyone caught spreading rumors to the contrary will answer to me.”

He let the silence stretch.

Then: “You’re dismissed. And next time any of my advisers gives you leave, I suggest you take it.”

No one dared to argue.

Chairs scraped. Silk rustled. Jewels clicked. One by one, the nobles filed out—grumbling, glancing over their shoulders—but not one of them dared speak above a whisper.

Steve didn’t move until the last of them was gone.

Then he turned to Natasha. “Check on her again before you sleep. Make sure she has a guard stationed outside her room, the last thing she needs is someone ‘accidentally’ walking in her room.”

Natasha nodded. “And Grace?”

Steve’s face softened just slightly.

“I guarantee she’s staying with the girl.”

Sam’s mouth twitched. “Of course she is.”

Chapter 13: She Stayed

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The sun had crested the tree, casting a pale wash of amber through the high windows when Steve pushed open the door.

The chamber still smelled faintly of blood and herbs, but it was quiet now—so quiet he could hear the steady rhythm of breathing before his eyes even adjusted.

Sienna was awake.

Propped up on a nest of pillows, her skin pale but no longer ashen, her eyes dull but focused. She looked fragile. And young. Too young to have endured what she just had.

Grace sat beside her still, unmoving in the wooden chair.

She hadn’t changed her gown. Hadn’t rebound her hair. Her hands were folded in her lap, her shoulders tense, her expression unreadable. Her eyes—though open—were hollow with exhaustion.

She hadn’t slept.

Not for a moment.

Steve stepped in quietly, letting the door click shut behind him. Sienna turned her head with effort and offered a faint, grateful nod.

“She’s still here,” she whispered. “She didn’t leave me.”

“I know,” he murmured, eyes on Grace.

He moved closer, crouching near her chair. “You should rest.”

Grace didn’t answer.

Steve reached out and gently brushed her hand. “Come on. Just for a little while.”

Her voice, when it came, was hoarse. “She’s stable now. The bleeding’s stopped. I just need to stay until—”

“I’ll be fine,” Sienna interrupted. A whisper of a smile tugged at her lips. “You did enough, Grace. More than most ever would.”

Grace blinked hard.

Steve stood and carefully slid an arm beneath her knees, the other behind her back.

“Come on,” he said again, firmer this time. “You saved her. Let someone take care of you for once.”

Too tired to argue, Grace let herself be lifted.

She didn’t even notice when her head dropped to his shoulder.

Before Steve could turn from the bedside, Sienna shifted—wincing slightly as she pushed herself more upright.

“Wait,” she said, her voice raw but stronger now. “Please.”

Steve paused. Grace stirred faintly in his arms but didn’t open her eyes.

Sienna’s gaze met his, then dropped to Grace, and rose again. “I never meant to be here.”

He frowned. “You don’t have to explain—”

“Yes, I do.” Her hands twisted in the blankets emotion heavy on her face. “I was engaged. We were to be married at spring’s end. He was a good man—kind, steady. I was happy.”

She swallowed hard.

“But when my father received the letter about the Choosing… he didn’t hesitate. He had my fiancé executed for treason—claimed he stood in the way of duty and legacy. I wasn’t even told until after the funeral.”

Steve’s expression darkened. His wolf stirred, hot and vicious beneath his skin.

“He dragged me here in a gilded carriage,” Sienna whispered her voice hollow with grief. “Told me to smile. Told me to forget. Told me to compete. And not to come back without the crown.”

Tears welled in her eyes, but she didn’t let them fall. “I didn’t ask for any of this. I when I figured out I was pregnant … I thought I had something to remember him by. Something they couldn’t take from me.”

She looked down. “But now…”

Her gaze shifted back to Grace. Her voice cracked. “She didn’t leave me. Not when she could’ve. She stayed. She fought.”

Steve’s jaw clenched.

“I have a feeling she always will,” he said quietly.

And then, more to himself than to her:

“So will I.”

Sienna’s voice caught again. “Please don’t send me back. I don’t care where you put me. Just… don’t make me go back there. I lost everything because of them.”

“You won’t,” he said gently. “We’ll find a place for you here.”

Then he turned and carried Grace from the room, her weight in his arms quiet as a vow.

“She’s alright?” Sienna asked faintly as he reached the door.

Steve glanced back. Nodded once. “She’ll be fine. She’s a fighter. Both of you are.”

Then her gaze dropped to Grace’s blood-streaked dress, to the soft curve of her face resting against his chest.

“She’s important, isn’t she?”

Steve didn’t answer with words—just nodded again, and turned down the hall.

He’d get her fed. He’d get her cleaned. He’d get her rested.

And then—he’d tell her everything he could.

Steve closed the door to Sienna’s room with a soft click, but the storm on his face was anything but quiet.

Natasha and Bucky were waiting in the corridor. Both straightened the moment they saw his expression and Grace in his arms, already asleep.

“The girl lost the baby,” he said bluntly as the strode down the hallway towards the opposite wing of the castle, and her room. “Because her father had her fiancé executed for treason and forced her into the Choosing. She never wanted any of this.”

Bucky muttered a curse.

Natasha’s expression turned to steel. “Does he still hold title?”

Steve’s nod was sharp. “For now.”

“That won’t last,” she said flatly.

“He won’t get near her again,” Steve growled. “She stays here under my protection. Full rights. Full security. I don’t care if she never sets foot in the ballroom again—she will be safe. She’s not another pawn.”

“And the court?” Bucky asked quietly. “They were already circling last night.”

“I’ve handled it. Publicly, it was a burst appendix. That’s all anyone will hear. No scandal. No whispers. Anyone who says otherwise answers to me.”

Nat gave a single approving nod. “Good.”

But Steve was already glancing down the corridor—toward the royal wing. His jaw unclenched slightly, his voice softer as he looked down at Grace.

“She stayed with Sienna all night. Didn’t sleep. Didn’t eat.”

Bucky’s brow lifted. “She always like that?”

Steve’s mouth curved—wry, reverent. “I don’t know. But it’s a safe bet yes. And we know she didn’t sleep much on the journey here. She exhausted.”

“Go,” Nat said. “I’ll have food waiting in her chambers. No skimping. We’ll handle the rest.”

Steve didn’t need to be told twice.

He turned toward the royal wing.

And walked with the sleeping woman in his arms.

—-

The light was soft—midmorning sun diffused through the sheer curtains—but it still felt too bright for how tired she felt. She was curled awkwardly on top of the plush blankets, her dress wrinkled and stained from the night before. One hand still clutched the edge of the ruined hem like she had fallen asleep mid-thought as her heart wore her down.

Steve crossed to her gently and knelt beside the bed. “Grace?”

Her lashes fluttered. She blinked up at him, dazed. Then winced.

“Easy,” he said softly. “You’re alright.”

She frowned, brow creasing as she pushed herself up a little—then noticed the state of her dress. “Oh. I—I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to ruin it.”

Steve blinked. “You think I care about the dress?”

She blinked again. “It was probably expensive.”

He shook his head, something between fond and frustrated blooming in his chest. “You saved someone’s life. You can destroy every damn dress in the castle.”

She sagged back against the pillows, her whole body heavy with exhaustion. “How long was I a sleep? I need to get back to Sienna.”

“You need a bath,” he said gently, “but you look like you can barely stand.”

“I can do it—”

“Prove to me you can stand right now.”

She opened her mouth to argue, but he was already moving—lighting the tapstones for the bath, checking the temperature, adding a touch of lavender oil just like Natasha had shown him.

When he returned, she hadn’t moved. She just watched him with tired, trusting eyes.

Steve slipped an arm under her knees, another behind her back. “Let me.”

She didn’t protest. Honestly to tired and sore too.

As he carried her, her head fell to his shoulder. A small, nearly inaudible sigh slipped from her lips. He set her down gently and began to help her undress—slow, reverent motions. His hands careful as they slipped the fabric from her shoulders, revealing bruised skin and trembled muscle.

She didn’t flinch.

Didn’t look away.

Didn’t hide herself from him.

He swallowed hard. She trusts me, he thought. Even now.

“Why are you doing this?,” she murmured, voice scratchy from disuse.

He looked up.

“This?” he asked gently.

“Taking care of me, Your Highness?” she said. “Shouldn’t a ladies maid be here? ”

Steve shrugged but didn’t answer. He just brushed a strand of hair from her cheek and dipped the cloth into the water.

He bathed her like it was sacred.

Slow, steady movements. Nothing rushed. His fingers steady as he rinsed her hair, wiped away the remnants of blood and sweat and grief. He didn’t speak. Didn’t need to.

By the time he lifted her from the water, she was barely awake.

He dried her gently and helped her into a soft sleeping gown—one of the lighter ones, with pale green stitching at the cuffs. He moved like the moment mattered. Like she mattered.

“Last thing,” he murmured, helping her sit upright once more. “Just a little broth. You need something in you.”

She sipped it slowly from the mug he held, eyes half-lidded. “You’re very bossy.”

“I’m the King. It comes with the job,” he retorted then added with a smile when she stared at the broth.

“You’re very stubborn.” He added.

“I’m a Healer. It comes with the job.” She parroted. A ghost of a smile touched her lips as she sipped the broth.

Before long she slumped against him, eyelids sliding shut.

Steve laid her back into the bed and pulled the blankets up around her. Brushed a damp curl from her cheek. Watched her breathing even out.

She’d spent the whole night holding someone else together. Now she was letting him hold her.

He would stay.

Just until she woke.

She sipped the broth again, her movements sluggish.

“Bossy,” she murmured once more.

Steve huffed a quiet laugh. “Yeah, I’ve heard.”

She leaned her head lightly against his chest, nearly asleep.

Then, just as he thought she’d drifted off completely, her voice slipped out—soft but clear.

“I’m still mad at you.”

Steve blinked. “Yeah. I figured.”

She didn’t say anything else. Just curled in closer, trusting him anyway.

Moments later, her breathing deepened, the mug slipping from her hand. He caught it, set it aside, and pulled the blankets higher.

Still mad. But safe.

Still mad. But his.

He stayed beside her, watching her sleep like a man who had just found the other half of his soul.

As Steve sat there holding her, his mind started to work.

His jaw clenched as the door clicked shut behind him.

He stood in the hallway outside Grace’s room, fists tight at his sides, heart still pounding from everything Sienna had told them.

A murdered fiancé. A forced Choosing. A girl bleeding out in a stranger’s arms while the court whispered and postured like crows around a carcass.

And Grace—his Grace—exhausted, bruised, still furious with him but so damn steady through it all.

He glanced back toward the door. She wouldn’t be waking up anytime soon. Not with what Natasha had slipped into her broth—just enough of her own sleeping draught to keep her resting through the day. She’d argued, of course. Even half-asleep. But her body needed what her pride wouldn’t ask for.

And Steve?

The King had work to do.
———-

Today was meant to be a day of observation. A chance to evaluate the candidates, hold preliminary health checks, begin polite introductions.

But forty women filled these halls.

Forty.

And he could already name ten—no, more—who didn’t deserve to stay a single day longer. Their cruelty. Their pretense. Their entitlement. The way they looked at Grace, Sienna, and the other girls from the small towns. The way they ignored pain and clung to power.

He wasn’t going to wait. Not play the game.

But it wasn’t just the Choosing that boiled in his blood.

It was the image of Grace in his arms.

Her skin pale. Her dress ruined. Her muscles trembling.

He had known she was thin—had felt it in her grip, her lightness in his arms. But not until he undressed her did he truly see it: the sharp angles of her collarbone, the shadows at her spine, the hollowness carved beneath her skin by years of sacrifice.

This was one of the most important women in Healers’ Hollow.

And if she looked like this?

What did the rest of her people look like?

His jaw locked.

His father had known. Had had to know. And still the Hollow had gone without—while the palace gleamed, and the court wined and schemed, and the king sat on a throne built on stories like hers.

Steve checked the clock.

Nearly the breakfast hour.

Perfect.

He turned on his heel, stalking down the corridor with purpose, his wolf stirring beneath his skin. Bucky fell into step beside him without a word. Natasha joined them just before the grand stairwell, already knowing.

“You’re doing it today,” she said simply.

Steve didn’t answer.

Didn’t have to.

The thunder in his silence said it all.

As they descended, the voices from the breakfast hall grew louder—laughs, gossip, clinks of silver against porcelain. Perfumed and posturing, the candidates flanked by mothers and maids and sharpened ambition.

He stepped into the room like a storm.

The temperature changed.

Chairs shifted. Smiles faltered.

No one knew what was about to happen—
But every woman in that room knew something had changed.

And the Choosing?

Was about to begin early.

The doors to the breakfast hall slammed open with a reverberating thud.

Every head turned.

Every fork froze midair.

Gasps scattered like dry leaves as King Steven strode into the room, shoulders square, his gaze sharp as a blade. Bucky flanked him on one side, Natasha on the other—both silent, deadly, and utterly unimpressed.

Chairs scraped. Dresses rustled. The women scrambled to their feet in practiced grace, some bowing, some curtsying, some simply blinking in disbelief. No one had expected him this early. Not without warning. Not like this.

“Be seated,” Steve said flatly. No one dared move until he did.

He stopped at the head of the table, hands braced on the carved wood. His eyes swept the long stretch of faces—all polished smiles and wide eyes—and settled into a calm so still it crackled with danger.

“In light of the behavior I witnessed yesterday,” he said, his voice carrying cleanly through the hall, “I’ve decided the Choosing will proceed… a little differently.”

Whispers stirred. A few mothers shifted in their seats. One girl let out a tiny, strangled sound.

Steve continued.

“I have no interest in performances. Or pretense. Or cruelty masked in court politeness.”

He straightened, slowly scanning the room. “So let’s start here. This morning.”

Then he lifted one hand—and pointed.

“You. You. You.” He didn’t bother with names. Didn’t need them. “You. You.”

Six fingers. Six faces turned pale.

“You.” Seven.

“You.” Eight.

Two more, pointed out with the same deliberate precision.

Ten in total.

Each had mocked Grace. Had rolled their eyes at Sienna. Had sneered at the wrong girl or treated this entire ceremony like a game to be won by bloodline and deception.

Steve didn’t raise his voice.

But his words cut like knives.

“You are dismissed from the palace. Rooms are being packed. Carriages are waiting. I expect you gone within the hour.”

The silence that followed was louder than any outcry—a silence packed with disbelief, wounded pride, and the unfamiliar taste of consequence.

And then one voice broke it.

“This is absurd,” a mother sputtered, rising to her feet. “You can’t—my daughter is a Marquinelle—”

“I can,” Steve said coldly. “And I just did.”

He looked to the guards stationed by the doors. “See them out.”

The room sat frozen as the guards moved forward. The ten chosen stood—or were pulled upright by their flustered kin—and were escorted from the hall, their shoes echoing like the death of entitlement.

Steve watched them go.

Then turned back to the rest of the table.

“You have today to rest. Reflect. Prepare.”

His voice was low. Final.

“There are many who remain—not because you’ve earned it, but because I can’t cut the field in half in one day.”

Silence crackled across the room.

“Tomorrow, the trials begin—hopefully you will show that you are still worthy to face them.”

And with that, he turned and left the hall as abruptly as he’d entered, the doors booming shut behind him.

The Choosing had begun.
And the king had made it clear: he would not choose a crown of thorns.
———

The war room smelled faintly of steel, ink, and storm-wet stone. Maps lined one wall, glowing sigils shimmered across another, and a long table anchored the center—already surrounded by the king’s most trusted.

Bucky was the first to speak after the doors shut behind them. “You sure you don’t want to burn the whole palace down and start fresh?”

Tony leaned back in his chair, boots kicked up, utterly unbothered. “Well. That was certainly a first evening for the books.”

Steve didn’t look at him. “It wasn’t an evening. It was a disaster with a string quartet and honeyed pears.”

Coulson gave a low snort from the corner. “Technically, the pears were excellent.”

Clint shrugged. “I’ve heard the Chosen were less so.”

Natasha arched a brow, arms crossed. “Ten down. Twenty-nine to go.”

Steve dropped into the high-backed chair at the head of the table and scrubbed a hand down his face. “They came here for a crown. Not a marriage.”

Tony tilted his head. “And here I thought you wanted a partner, not a performance.”

“I do,” Steve said tightly. “But that girl—Grace—walked into a den of wolves, and not one of them bared their teeth at the actual threat.”

“Threat?” Pepper asked quietly, arms folded where she stood beside Tony. “You mean Grace?”

“No,” Steve said. “I mean me.”

The room stilled.

Fury cleared his throat. “You think they’ve forgotten?”

“I think they think I’ve forgotten.” Steve’s jaw clenched. “What war costs. What power means. They saw a crown and assumed it made me soft. Or stupid.”

“Then remind them,” Natasha said calmly.

“I started this morning.”

“And you’ll keep going,” she said, certain.

“But it wasn’t all a loss,” Clint offered with a smirk. “I’ve heard the Barton girl? Smart. Quick. Knows how to listen. Stark’s kid has manners—and a spine. Lady Watson pulled out a chair for Sienna when no one else moved.”

Steve rolled his eyes. “I’m not marrying your teenage daughters, Clint. They’re only here so we can control at least some of the field. And that poor girl…”

“I already spoke with the court healers,” Pepper said gently. “They’ll say it was a burst appendix. Just like you ordered. No rumors. No scandal.”

Steve nodded once, silent.

Tony’s voice was quieter than usual. “And Lady Grace?”

“She didn’t sleep,” Steve murmured. “Sat by Lady Sienna’s side all night. Didn’t eat this morning until I made her. I think she’s too used to doing without.”

He paused, voice darkening. “We need to send people to the border towns. I want reports of the conditions in all the outlying villages. If one of the most important healers in the Hollow looks like that… I don’t even want to imagine what the rest of our people are facing.”

He exhaled. “And gods—she apologized for bleeding on the dress I chose for her.”

Sam blinked. “So… she’s kind, loyal, humble, brave, and healing strangers in a palace that wants her gone.”

Clint raised a brow. “Sounds familiar.”

Steve’s mouth tightened. “She has no idea who I am to her. Not really. But her power’s stirring. Her omega instincts already know.”

Natasha gave him a sidelong glance. “And you pretended you were just some guy who met her on the road?”

“She wasn’t ready,” he said. “Frankly, she still isn’t. And I don’t want her to choose me because of a title. Or a bond. I want her to choose me.”

Bucky clapped a hand to his shoulder. “Then earn it.”

Steve nodded.

“Tomorrow, we begin the trials.”

A pause.

“Let’s see who’s still standing after that.”

Chapter 14: Why Me?

Chapter Text

The little table in the sitting room had already been set—porridge with cream, slices of honeyed pear, bread still warm from the ovens. Natasha must have done it while Grace was asleep. Or had it brought quietly, without a parade of servants.

Grace slid into the chair nearest the window, careful not to jostle the fresh bandage on her arm—just a knick from the night before, when she’d turned too quickly reaching for something to help Sienna and caught herself on the sharp corner of a medical tray. But she was also still sore from too many things to count.

Nat took the seat across from her, knife already in hand as she peeled a pear with assassin-like precision.

“Eat,” she said gently. “Don’t make me spoon-feed you like Steve threaten to do.”

Grace made a face but reached for the bread.

They ate in silence for a few minutes, save for the faint clink of dishes and the muted birdsong outside the window.

Then Grace set down her spoon.

“Why me?” Her voice wasn’t angry. Just… tired. Curious. “You said you’d be my escort. My guard. But I’m no one important. I don’t have the pedigree, the training—hell, even the temperament for these court games. I won’t be here past the next round. So why?”

Natasha looked at her for a long moment, the corner of her mouth twitching. “That’s not my story to tell.”

“Then whose is it?”

Nat shrugged. “The King’s, I imagine.”

Grace blinked. “He barely knows me.”

Nat gave a little snort. “You’d be surprised.”

That hung in the air a moment too long.

Grace stirred her porridge slowly, not quite looking up. “He’s the King.”

“He’s also a man. And a wolf. And a soldier who listens more than people realize.” She glanced up. “He knows something. Feels something. And he’s not wrong.”

Grace looked up then. “What do you mean?”

Nat set the knife down and leaned back. “I mean I’ve seen a hundred women cross these halls in my time. Some with charm. Some with lineage. Some with all the ambition in the world. But you—” she paused, eyes narrowing in thought, “—you walked in ready to fight for a stranger’s life with nothing but your hands and your stubbornness. You didn’t care about titles. You cared about doing the right thing. That scares people here. Which is why he needs you.”

Grace’s breath caught. She looked down at her bowl.

Nat reached forward and nudged the vase slightly closer—the one full of flowers with either medicinal uses or symbolic meanings. “And it’s why he left those. It’s his way of saying thank you. And sorry. And probably ten other things he’s too thick to say out loud.”

Grace touched one of the petals. “They’re beautiful.”

“So are you. And that’s before we get you into something that doesn’t smell like stress and blood and herbal salve.”

Grace huffed a laugh. “I should probably change, huh?”

“You will. But eat first. Then we’ll talk about what happens next.”

Grace nodded slowly.

And for the first time in longer than she cared to think about, she let herself finish the entire bowl—eating until she actually felt full.

She was halfway through brushing out her damp curls when Natasha reappeared, this time with a smirk and a folded letter in one hand.

“You’ll be glad to know the medical review is happening today.”

Grace raised a brow. “Should I be worried?”

“You were going to be,” Nat said dryly, “until Steve found out what the tradition entailed.”

“…Which was?”

“All the candidates lined up. Naked. Evaluated like livestock.” She waved the letter. “A centuries-old relic from when the court was more interested in breeding contracts than marriage.”

Grace grimaced. “That’s barbaric.”

“Steve thought so too. He nearly tore the war table in half when one of the advisors tried to defend it.”

Grace blinked. “Seriously?”

“He’s since issued a royal override. Medical interviews are now private. Conducted by Doctor Simmons—one of the finest minds in the kingdom and a trusted ally.” She gave Grace a look. “Also a woman. And unlike most doctors, she thinks the old practices of healers are a lost art worth preserving. You’ll like her.”

Relief hit Grace like a tide. “Thank the gods. The last thing I want is to debate the validity of everything I was raised to do just because someone uses different tools to do the same thing.”

Natasha folded the letter again and handed it over. “You’ll be seen here, in your room. She’ll ask questions, check basic vitals, and be done in under half an hour. The worst part will be the physical, which I’m assuming you know how those go. I’ll be right outside the whole time. If you need me.”

Grace nodded, still clutching the paper. “I won’t. But thank you.” A pause. “What about the others?”

“They’re being seen one by one in designated guest chambers.” Her voice cooled. “The ones who don’t like the change are welcome to leave.”

Grace smiled faintly. “So the king’s not all brooding glares and clenched jawlines.”

Oh, he’s definitely that,” Nat said with a wink. “But he’s also yours.”

That startled something warm in Grace’s chest—but she shoved it aside and stood. “Guess I’d better look alive for the good doctor.”

“You already do,” Nat said simply.

There was a knock at the door precisely when Natasha had said there would be.

Grace opened it to find a woman in her mid-thirties, wearing a crisp navy coat embroidered subtly with the crest of the royal medical guild. Her short curls were tucked beneath a scarf, and her expression was one of calm, practiced authority.

“Lady Grace?” she asked.

Grace nodded. “Yes, ma’am.”

“Doctor Jemma Simmons. May I come in?”

“Of course.”

Grace stepped aside. The sitting room had been quietly rearranged—someone had moved a small chaise near the window and laid out a tray of medical supplies. Natasha gave a nod from her post near the hearth, then slipped out to give them privacy.

“Right,” Simmons said, already scanning a parchment clipboard. “Let’s begin.”

Simmons worked methodically. Grace sat with her hands folded while the doctor took her pulse, checked her eyes, gently pressed against her lymph nodes and the bones of her wrist.

“You’re underweight,” Simmons said plainly. “At least fifteen to twenty pounds below optimal baseline. Possibly more, depending on muscle retention.”

Grace didn’t flinch. “It was a hard winter.”

Simmons nodded without judgment. “And anemia?”

“Since the last thaw. I’ve been self-medicating with nettle and liverroot, but it’s not a cure.”

“Supplements?”

“I brew my own. Twice a day when I can. With bone broth when I can’t afford the tea.”

“Suppressants?”

Grace sighed. “Since I was eleven.”

“Any breaks?”

“Once. When we ran out.”

Simmons’ brow furrowed. “Then your first heat—your true one—will be… difficult.”

“I assumed as much.”

Simmons made a quiet note, then looked up. “I heard about what happened last night.”

Grace stiffened slightly. “Lady Sienna?”

“She’s doing marvelously. All things considered,” Simmons said. “I checked in on her just before this. No sign of infection. Vitals stabilizing.”

Grace exhaled in relief. “Good.”

“I would have come sooner,” Simmons added, a hint of wryness in her voice, “but no one summoned me. Apparently, your work was deemed… sufficient.”

Grace arched a brow. “Sufficient?”

“You stabilized her. Controlled the hemorrhaging. Cleared the fever before it spiked. I read the healer’s log—what little there was.”

“You mean the part where I had to yell at a court medic to boil his own damn instruments?” Grace muttered.

Simmons cracked a smile. “I do, actually. You were right to. That man’s been relying on his name for years. And yet you—you worked with nothing but cloth strips and boiled herbs.”

Grace shrugged. “You do what you have to.”

Simmons tilted her head. “That’s what makes a real healer. Not the crest on your coat, but the instinct in your hands.”

There was a beat of quiet. Mutual understanding. And, maybe, respect.

Simmons leaned back slightly in her chair. “You know… I’ve worked in this palace nearly twelve years. Treated kings, generals, dignitaries. I’ve held the hand of a soldier dying from a frostbite wound we couldn’t reverse, and helped deliver a duchess’s child in the middle of a siege.”

Grace’s brows lifted. “Which was worse?”

“The duchess,” Simmons said without missing a beat. “Her mother-in-law fainted twice.”

That drew a soft laugh from Grace.

Simmons smiled. “My point is—this court… it doesn’t know what to do with someone like you.”

Grace blinked. “Someone like me?”

“Someone who doesn’t perform,” Simmons said simply. “Someone who walks into a medical crisis and doesn’t ask whose blood it is—just how much they’ve lost. That unsettles people. Especially here.”

Grace’s voice was quieter now. “You’ve been here a long time.”

“I have.”

“So why stay?”

Simmons met her eyes. “Because if I leave, then the only people making decisions are the ones who’ve forgotten what it’s like to get their hands dirty. I may not change everything. But I can be a line. A voice. A reminder.”

Grace swallowed.

Simmons softened. “And maybe now, I’m not the only one.”

That silence stretched—solid, steady.

Then, finally, Simmons sat forward again and flipped a fresh page on her parchment.

“Now—healer to healer,” Simmons said, her tone shifting just slightly back toward the clinical, “have you noticed any changes?”

Grace’s fingers curled around the edge of the chaise. “Other than what?”

Simmons didn’t rush. She set the quill down, folding her hands in her lap. “Anything that felt… different. Sudden surges of emotion. Moments of unnatural strength. Changes in scent or rhythm. A sense of being… called. Or pulled. Dreams that feel more like memories. Or—” her voice dipped lower, more careful now, “—a shift.”

Grace stilled. The word landed with weight.

“You think I’m a shifter?” she asked quietly.

“I don’t know,” Simmons said honestly. “But there are signs. Your scent signature fluctuates. And your file—what little we were able to reconstruct—includes early anomalies. Reflexes. Bone growth. Adrenal response. None of it lines up neatly with standard omega physiology.”

Grace looked down at her hands.

“My mother said I was born early. Barely made it. I was small. Sick for weeks.”

Simmons nodded. “That could be connected. Some children born near the edge—near death—carry fragments of something else. The Veil doesn’t always close cleanly.”

“The Woven One,” Grace murmured. “You think the gods have… touched me?”

“I think,” Simmons said gently, “that something tried very hard to keep you alive. And left a mark doing it.”

Grace looked up, her face unreadable. “Is that why I didn’t get the fever last year when everyone else did?”

“Possibly. Or it’s why you sense things before they happen. Why you’ve always been a little off-rhythm with the rest of the world.”

A long pause.

Grace’s voice was low. “And here I thought I was just… strange.”

“You are,” Simmons said. “Wonderfully. Strangely. Precisely. And it’s not a diagnosis. It’s a beginning.”

Another beat. Then Simmons leaned in, her expression warm but firm.

“If anything shifts—if anything starts to rise in you, change in ways you don’t expect—I want you to come to me. No court rumors. No palace whispers. Just healer to healer.”

Grace nodded slowly. “Alright.”

Simmons rose, brushing her hands on her coat. She moved back to the tray, reorganizing vials and scrolls with neat, practiced efficiency.

“Before I go,” she said, tone brisk but not unkind, “let me be clear.”

Grace looked up.

“You are miraculously alive. Your vitals are ridiculously stable. Your heart is strong. But you are underweight to a point that concerns me—deeply.”

Grace didn’t argue. She didn’t need to.

Simmons continued, “I understand hard winters. Scarcity. Survival. But if there is even the possibility you’ll be expected to complete the mating bond—never mind carry a child—your body will need reserves it does not currently have.”

She turned back, meeting Grace’s eyes.

“You need to eat. You need to rest. And you need to start caring for yourself not just as a healer, or a potential queen—but as a woman who has been in survival mode far too long.”

Grace swallowed. “I know.”

“Then act like it,” Simmons said, not unkindly. “Let the palace serve you for once. It is a rare occasion to have someone spoil you. Let them. Let your body remember what safety feels like.”

She reached the door, then paused one last time.

“And Grace?”

“Yes?”

“There’s more than one kind of power. Don’t let them convince you yours is the wrong kind.”

Then she was gone.

The room was quiet after Dr. Simmons left, the kind of quiet that felt full of thoughts Grace wasn’t ready to say aloud.

She’d barely moved when Natasha reappeared, another plate of fruit and toasted bread in one hand, her expression unreadable.

“You alright?” Nat asked.

Grace nodded, too tired to lie.

“I know I need to eat. But when you haven’t for a while… too much can hurt too.”

Nat set the plate down and crossed to the window, pushing open the panes. Sunlight spilled across the sill, the soft hush of birdsong filtering in from below.

“Fine. Garden looks good today,” she said casually. “Not many people out yet. Just a few of the better ones.”

Grace followed her gaze.

Stone pathways looped through hedges and flowerbeds, dew still clinging to the grass. A bench sat in the far corner beneath a cluster of trees, half-shadowed and private.

Nat glanced over. “You up for a walk?”

Grace hesitated—then nodded. “Yeah. I think I am.”

Nat didn’t say good girl, but something in her eyes softened like she wanted to.

“Alright,” she said, already moving to the wardrobe. “Let’s get you into something that won’t scandalize the royal gardeners.”

She pulled out a soft blue dress with embroidered sleeves, simple enough for walking but still elegant. Grace started to change, and this time, Nat helped without teasing. Just quick, practiced hands—tying stays, brushing out curls, handing her flat-soled slippers.

“You look better,” Nat said as she stepped back.

“I feel better.”

“Good. Let’s make sure it lasts.”

They slipped through the halls, down the stairs, and out into the fresh air. Grace closed her eyes as the sun touched her face, then followed Natasha into the garden—one step at a time, not quite awake, fatigue still sat in her body, but stronger than she was this morning .

And for now, that was enough.

The garden air was cool and clean, laced with the scent of damp stone and sun-warmed earth, and the faint rustle of leaves overhead. Grace let it fill her lungs as they followed the curved path, her fingers brushing along low hedges and blooming lavender.

They walked in silence for a while—Nat letting her set the pace—but eventually Grace slowed, brow furrowing.

She crouched near a raised bed just off the path. Among the ornamental flowers and sculpted shrubs, a patch of golden calendula nodded gently in the breeze. Nearby: feverfew, yarrow, chamomile, and what she was almost certain was a young valerian plant.

“That’s… strange,” she murmured.

Nat glanced over. “What is?”

Grace looked up. “These herbs. They’re all medicinal. Useful ones too. But this is a formal garden—it’s all symmetry and flourishes. These don’t belong here.”

Nat smiled faintly. “Most never notice, or even know.”

Grace rose slowly, brushing her hands on her skirt. “Someone had to put them here on purpose.”

“She did,” Natasha said. “Steve’s mother. Queen Evelyn .”

Grace blinked. “The queen planted them?”

“Thirty-four years ago,” Nat confirmed, her voice quieter now. “She was a trained healer before she married. Refused to give up her work just because she wore a crown. Started these beds herself—said a queen should know how to save lives, not just sign decrees.”

Grace looked around again—really looked. The way the herbs were subtly tucked between the showier plants. The care taken to keep them healthy but hidden from casual view. It wasn’t vanity. It was purpose.

“She sounds…” Grace trailed off, unsure how to describe it.

“Unforgettable,” Nat finished. “From what I have heard you would’ve liked her. She would’ve loved you.”

The words landed somewhere deep in Grace’s chest, tender and unexpected.

“Come on,” Nat said after a beat. “Let’s sit. That bench over there is where she used to take her tea—and where Steve sulked through most of his childhood lessons.”

That made Grace huff a small laugh. “He would.”

Nat just raised a brow and led the way.

They reached the bench tucked beneath the shade of an old maple, its roots curling gently around the stone foundation like fingers. Grace lowered herself carefully, legs still weak from riding too long, then squatting awkwardly for too many hours. Natasha remained standing, watching the path behind them.

“You alright?” she asked, glancing down.

Grace nodded. “I just needed a moment.”

“Good. Because you’re about to have company.”

Grace looked up—and sure enough, Steve rounded the path.

He’d clearly dressed down again—loose shirt, dark trousers, boots that had seen real use. No crown. No heavy cloak. No announcement. Just a man approaching quietly, hands at his sides, eyes fixed on her.

Her pulse quickened in spite of herself.

“Morning,” he said softly.

“Your Majesty,” Grace replied, voice polite but distant.

Steve winced. “You… don’t have to call me that. Not here.”

“I think I do.”

Natasha watched the exchange for a beat, then stepped back with a muttered, “I’ll give you two a moment. Try not to make it worse.”

She disappeared down a side path.

Steve shifted his weight. “I came to check on you. Simmons said you were still recovering.”

“I’m fine.”

“You nearly collapsed this morning. And you stayed up all night saving a stranger. That’s not fine.”

Grace arched a brow. “What would you prefer I’d done? Let her die because it might wrinkle my dress?”

His jaw flexed. “Of course not. That’s not what I meant.”

“Then what do you mean?” she asked, rising to her feet. “Because from where I stand, you only tell me the truth after the damage is done—and then you get angry when I respond.”

Steve looked pained. “I didn’t lie to you.”

“No,” she said. “You just let me think you were a kind stranger on the road. A stablehand, maybe a guard. And then I walk into the hall and find out you’re the king—and I am in a world where everyone treats me like I don’t belong.”

“You do belong.”

Grace folded her arms. “Do I? Or is that just something else you’ve decided without asking me?”

The wind stirred the herbs at her feet, the scent of mint and chamomile curling between them.

Steve swallowed. “I didn’t mean to deceive you. I just… I didn’t want to be the king with you. Not at first. I wanted to be me. And you… it’s just easy to forget the rest of it.”

Grace’s expression softened a fraction. But only a fraction.

“I’m still angry,” she said, voice quieter now.

“I know. You’ve told me. Several times,” Steve replied. “You’re allowed to be.”

“Good. Because I am.”

He gave a short, almost helpless nod. “Then I’ll wait. However long you need.”

Grace didn’t answer. She just sat back down on the bench, her shoulders still tight, her eyes on the garden path.

Steve didn’t leave.

He just sat beside her in silence, close—but not too close—as the morning sun climbed higher through the trees.

They sat in the quiet of the garden for a long moment. Birds chirped somewhere near the edge of the garden wall. A breeze lifted the scent of lavender, brushing against the hem of her dress.

Finally, Grace stood like she had decided something. “Except you have a time line, that we all have to follow don’t you. Your Majesty.”

Steve looked up quickly. “Leaving?”

“I have a patient I need to check on.”

He blinked, then nodded once. “Of course.”

Grace didn’t elaborate. She just adjusted her skirts and started down the path, posture steady, chin high. She didn’t look back.

Steve stayed on the bench, watching her disappear around the bend.

Still mad. Still brilliant. Still his.

And worth every moment of waiting. Even if she killed him in the process

Chapter 15: the hollow remembers

Chapter Text

Grace left him in the garden.

She’d told herself it was about checking on Sienna. About the bandages. The bleeding. Anything but him.

But the truth clung to her—like the scent of crushed lavender on her hands, impossible to wash away: she couldn’t look at him without her pulse rising, her chest tightening, her anger flaring for reasons she didn’t fully understand.

She understood his reasons. She really did.
But he made her feel like an idiot when she wasn’t prepared.

And something about that combination made her furious.

Worse, she was more mad at herself than him.

Not that she’d let him know that.

Grace let the door fall softly shut behind her and started down the corridor, her steps quick and quiet. The castle halls were still new. Still too grand. Too full of people watching, whispering. Measuring.

Here, she could breathe again.
Here, her hands could do something useful.

When she reached Sienna’s room, Grace paused only long enough to adjust the linen wrap on her arm. Then she knocked gently and slipped inside.

The air was warm and dim, thick with the scent of steeping herbs and cooling iron. The blood had long been cleared, but Grace could still feel it in the room—the memory of it, sharp and metallic, clinging to the stone.

Sienna lay curled on the bed, propped slightly on a nest of pillows, her skin still too pale against the dark linen sheets. Her eyes were closed, but her breathing was steady. A fresh broth sat untouched on the table beside her.

And by the hearth—her back to the door—stood a woman.

She wore her greying hair in a thick braid, the ends tucked neatly into her collar. Her hands moved with practiced ease as she adjusted a compress at Sienna’s hip, murmuring something low and gentle in the old healer’s cadence.

It took Grace a moment to place her. Two decades older. A little more worn. A little more careful.

But unmistakable.

“Maela?”

The woman turned.

Those warm, clever eyes lit with recognition—and something that almost broke Grace.

“My girl,” Maela whispered, voice cracking. “You’ve grown into your mother’s fire and your father’s steadiness.”

Grace’s throat tightened. “I thought I’d never see you again. My mother will be so happy to know you’re well. What are you doing here?”

“I help where I can. Word travels fast when the healer’s daughter shows up at a Choosing.”

Maela’s smile was a little crooked, a little teary. “I wasn’t going to come. But then I heard what you did for this one.” She nodded toward Sienna. “And I thought, maybe… maybe I could be of use again.”

Grace crossed the room in a heartbeat and wrapped her arms around the older woman. Maela smelled like clove oil and rose soap, just as she had when Grace was little. A grounding scent. A memory turned real.

“I’m so glad you’re here.”

They held each other a long moment before Maela pulled back slightly, brushing Grace’s cheek with a dry, calloused thumb.

“You’re too thin. Don’t you eat?”

“I do,” Grace said. “Just… not well, sometimes. This winter was hard.”

“It shows. But your eyes—your eyes are still sharp.”

“Too sharp, some say.”

Maela smiled faintly. “The sharp ones survive.”

She turned back to her work for a moment, but her voice softened. “How is your mother?”

“Still bossing the Hollow with a broken wrist and a smarter mouth than anyone has time for.”

Maela huffed a fond little laugh. “Good. I worried when the storms dragged on. And the crops—?”

“Held better than expected. We’ve had enough to share, even with the border camps. Olivia’s been helping with distribution—she’s halfway through her training now. Has your steadiness, I think, but my mother’s opinions.”

Maela chuckled. “That’s a dangerous combination.”

“She’ll be a councilor soon enough, if she doesn’t burn the whole place down first.”

“And the others?” Maela asked, glancing up. “Nicola? Elias?”

Grace made a face. “Still insufferable. Elias has grown into the kind of man who talks over his own echo. Nicola’s become very good at pretending to listen. The Woven One terrifies them both.”

Maela raised a brow. “She always did.”

“She hasn’t changed,” Grace said, then paused. “Well—no, that’s not true. She’s watching me more closely now. Like she’s waiting for something.”

Maela gave her a look that said she’d circle back to that later. “And Matt?”

“Finally proposed to Lydia.”

“Truly?”

“They’re getting bonded next new moon. It only took him a decade and a near-fatal brush with frostbite to get there.”

Maela snorted. “I always said he was more stubborn than brave.”

Grace smiled. “That’s why he fits in.”

Behind them, Sienna stirred, shifting against the pillows with a low groan. “You two could at least try to whisper quieter.”

Grace let out a breath of laughter, then softened immediately. She crossed to the bedside and took Sienna’s hand, checking her pulse with a gentle press of fingers.

“You’re awake.”

“Unfortunately,” Sienna muttered, her voice dry, raspy. “Was hoping I’d still be unconscious. Less pain that way.”

“You’re stable,” Grace murmured, brushing a hand along her wrist. “The worst of the bleeding has passed.”

“For now,” Maela said, re-wrapping the fresh cloth around Sienna’s middle. “She’ll need a week of real rest. And more than just broth if she’s going to get her strength back.”

“Noted,” Grace said. “I’ll oversee her care myself.”

“I heard that,” Sienna mumbled. “You’re both tyrants.”

“We are,” Grace said softly. “And you’re lucky we are.”

The three women fell into a familiar rhythm—Sienna drifting in and out of consciousness, Grace and Maela working side by side. The healing was steady, deliberate, sacred in its way. There were no grand declarations. Just warm water, clean linens, hands that knew what to do.

And yet—

Somewhere beneath the quiet, Grace felt it.

A faint buzz, barely more than a whisper. Not a sound, exactly. Not even a feeling. Just… a presence.
Like a thread tugging loose in the back of her mind.
Like the pressure behind a coming storm.

She paused only briefly, thinking it might be her exhaustion catching up with her again. But the sensation didn’t fade. If anything, it deepened—low and patient and strange.

She blinked, shook her head once, and reached for a bowl of fresh water.

Maela didn’t notice. Or if she did, she said nothing.

Grace dipped the cloth, twisted it out, and began again.

———
The courtyard was alive with movement—shouts, laughter, the dull clang of steel—but Steve felt removed from it.

Like watching the surface of a stream from far beneath, the world wavered just out of reach. Familiar shapes distorted. Sound dulled. His body moved, but something essential was elsewhere.

He stood at the edge of the practice ring, one arm braced on the hilt of a training sword, sweat drying on his skin. He’d run drills until his legs burned. Sparred until the guards begged for a break. But nothing settled the noise inside his head.

Nothing dulled the low, persistent hum of the bond.

It pressed behind his sternum like a heartbeat out of rhythm.
Not urgent. Not painful. But off.
Like a drumbeat he couldn’t follow, or a melody that had dropped a note.

He tilted his face up to the overcast sky and exhaled slowly.

She left.

He hadn’t meant to fight with her. Not again. Not so soon after she arrived. But being near her made it impossible to think clearly. Every glance cut sharper than it should. Every silence filled with everything they didn’t say.

She’d walked away without looking back. And he’d let her go.

He kept replaying it—her eyes, her voice, the way her shoulders squared just before she turned.

He hadn’t meant to hurt her. But somehow, he always did.

Steve wiped the back of his neck with a towel and crossed to the water basin. The castle loomed in his peripheral vision—its stone towers too tall, its windows too narrow, its halls too full of people with expectations.

He didn’t belong here any more than she did.

A footfall behind him cut through the haze.

He turned slightly, hand twitching toward his belt, before the voice stopped him.

“You’re brooding.”

He didn’t need to turn to know the voice.

Natasha came to stand beside him, arms crossed, her hair pulled back in a sleek knot. “And don’t bother denying it. You’ve got that look.”

“What look?”

“The one that says you’re thinking about saying something you’ll regret, and wishing you already had.”

Steve gave a tired huff of a laugh. “She’s not wrong about me.”

“No,” Natasha agreed easily. “But she’s not entirely right either. Where is she?”

He turned to face her fully. “She said she was going to check on Sienna.”

Natasha’s brow creased. “You let her go alone?”

“I didn’t let her do anything,” Steve said, sharper than he meant. “She walked off. I figured she needed space.”

“That was over an hour ago.”

He frowned. “The bond’s quiet. I’d know if she was in danger.”

“Would you?” Nat’s voice was cool, but not unkind. “Because if she was angry—really angry—you’d feel that too. And you didn’t go after her?”

Steve didn’t answer.

“She hasn’t been seen in the halls,” Natasha went on. “No one saw her at the infirmary. I just checked her room. Empty.”

“She’s not stupid,” Steve said quickly. “She wouldn’t just disappear.”

“No,” Natasha said, studying him. “But she might slip away without meaning to. Especially if something pulled her.”

He straightened, jaw tightening. “She’s not in the infirmary?”

“No. And if she is with Sienna, she didn’t tell anyone.” She looked up at him, sharp as a blade. “We’re not in the Hollow anymore. She doesn’t get to vanish like that—not without someone noticing.”

A beat of silence passed.

“I’ll find her,” Steve said quietly.

“No,” Natasha said, already turning. “I will. You storming in there in a mood will only make it worse.”

He opened his mouth to argue.

She held up a hand. “Stay put. I’ll bring her back—or send word.”

Then she was gone, boots sharp against the stone path, disappearing into the castle like smoke.

Steve stayed where he was.

But the hum in his chest only grew louder.

Not her panic. Not her pain.

Something older. Calling.

He closed his eyes for a moment, willing the sensation to settle. It didn’t.

There were things to do. People waiting. A council meeting he couldn’t skip, no matter how much he wanted to chase the feeling threading down the bond like a rising tide.

He clenched his jaw and turned toward the main hall.

One step. Then another.

But the storm was building.

And it carried her name.
————-

The knock was soft—too soft to be Natasha.

But when the door opened without waiting for an answer, Grace wasn’t surprised to see her.

Nat stepped inside with the careful control of someone barely leashed. She took in the room with one sweep of her eyes: the low light, the herbs steeping in bowls, Maela bent over Sienna’s blankets—and Grace, halfway through wrapping a fresh binding around her friend’s ribs.

“You have got to be kidding me.”

Grace straightened, blinking. “What?”

“I leave you alone for half an hour, and you vanish.” Natasha’s voice was low, steady—but each word landed like a blade slipped neatly between ribs. “Not a note. Not a guard. Not even a damn whisper.”

“I went to check on Sienna,” Grace said quietly. “I didn’t realize I needed permission to—”

“You don’t need permission,” Natasha cut in. “You need escort. You’re not just some girl from the Hollow anymore. You are a member of the Chosen.”

That stung more than it should have.

Grace tightened the wrap at Sienna’s side just a little more than necessary, her fingers twitching with unspoken tension.

“I didn’t mean to worry you.”

“You didn’t,” Natasha said, even as her arms folded tighter across her chest. “Steve did. He thought you needed space. I thought you understood the risk.”

Grace opened her mouth, but Maela—without lifting her head—said calmly, “She was working. Helping me tend the girl. Not gallivanting off to the wilds.”

“Maela,” Grace murmured.

The older woman held up a hand. “I’m old, not mute.”

Natasha’s expression didn’t soften. Not entirely. But her shoulders eased.

“Look,” she said, finally stepping forward. “I know you’re not used to this. The eyes. The rules. But like it or not, people are watching you now. If something happens—if you disappear—it becomes my problem. And his.”

Grace nodded, the heat behind her eyes sharp and immediate. “I wasn’t thinking.”

“You were thinking like a healer,” Maela said, giving her a sideways glance. “Not a consort.”

Natasha pointed at her. “Exactly.”

“I didn’t mean to—”

“I know,” Nat said. She exhaled, jaw tight with restraint. “Just… promise me you won’t leave your rooms—or any room—without letting someone know. Even me. No—correct that. Especially me.”

“I promise.”

A beat passed.

Natasha nodded once. “I’ll send someone back in a bit to walk you out.”

Then she turned and left as swiftly as she’d come, her boots echoing down the stone hall.

Silence returned like a breath held too long.

Grace stood still for a moment, her hands resting lightly on the edge of the table. The room was warm again, the herbs steeping softly in the corner, the flicker of the hearth casting long shadows across the stone floor.

But something was… off.

Not the room. Not Sienna.

Her.

That strange sensation again—like a breath caught just behind her ribs. Not a thought. Not a voice. But a hum. A gentle tug at the edges of her awareness, persistent and quiet, like the pull of a tide she hadn’t noticed she was standing in.

She blinked and turned toward Maela, brushing her hand on a cloth without realizing it trembled faintly.

The older woman finally looked up, deadpan. “You’ve never been one to follow every rule.”

Grace let out a breath and offered a tired smile. “And yet somehow, here I am. Center stage.”

Maela gave her a look. “Let’s just hope the gods enjoy a bit of rebellion.”

Maela gave her a look. “Let’s just hope the gods enjoy a bit of rebellion.”

The corner of Grace’s mouth lifted, but it didn’t hold. A breath caught behind her ribs again—faint and electric. She shook it off and turned to the hearth.

Sienna had slipped back into a shallow doze, her breathing soft and even. The bowl of salve rested on the table beside the bed, half-used. A pot of steeped herbs still warmed gently on the coals.

Grace wiped her fingers clean on a square of linen, then crouched beside Maela’s satchel. The old leather bag sat open, worn soft by time and travel. Its contents were as chaotic as ever: clinking vials, loose herbs, poultices, crushed paper bundles tied with twine.

But the pull was stronger now.

Not pain. Not even sound. Just… direction.

As though something in the bag already knew she was reaching for it.

She told herself it was muscle memory, that she was just helping Maela sort—but her hands were moving without command, sifting deeper, past the useful, the obvious, the known.

“You still pack like you’re three steps from a battlefield,” she said, voice a little too even. “This is part healer’s bag, part minor disaster.”

Maela gave a low chuckle. “You never know where the work will take you. Or how fast you’ll have to run.”

Grace wasn’t listening anymore.

Her fingertips brushed a strip of gauze. Then a twist of fever bark. Then—something else.

Cool. Dense. Breathing.

She froze.

The hum inside her deepened. A vibration behind her breastbone. A heatless flicker crawling up the back of her neck.

Her hand hovered above the object.

And then—

A flicker.

Just for a second, the world fell away.

She saw stone. Wet with blood. Moonlight breaking over a field of ash.
She saw a face—hers, but not.
Older. Worn. Crowned with something she did not recognize.
Eyes burning. Voice screaming without sound.

Then it was gone.

Grace gasped and jerked back, her pulse racing.

But her hand moved anyway—like it had been waiting.

Fingers closed around the relic.

It fit her palm exactly. Too exact. As if it had been carved for her.

Dark stone—or perhaps bone—cool to the touch, inscribed with faint sigils so old they seemed etched into the world itself. The edges were not sharp, but they pressed against her skin with weight. With intent.

The moment her skin touched it fully, the pull became a grip.

Her heart lurched.

“Maela…” she said, barely above a whisper. “What is this?”

The older woman looked up, her face already pale.

“That…” Her voice dropped, tight and ancient. “That shouldn’t be here. Put it down. Now.”

“I—” Grace tried, but her hand wouldn’t open.

The relic throbbed.

Not with light.

With memory.

“Grace,” Maela said sharply now, rising. “You can’t—”

But it was too late.

The air folded inward. The fire guttered low. And something ancient cracked open.

The relic flared.

And Grace gasped.

Chapter 16: The Relic

Chapter Text

The council chamber smelled like old parchment and older egos.

It wasn’t a formal session, just a “discussion”—which somehow meant three straight hours of thinly veiled complaints dressed up as tradition. Steve sat near the hearth, spine straight, jaw clenched, doing his best not to snap the inkwell in his hand in half.

“…and what precedent does it set,” Lady Seraphine of the Glassenberg, her already thin-lips narrowed, “if we allow modesty to interfere with ritual? The physical inspection is not about comfort—it is about transparency. History. Purity of line.”

Steve blinked slowly. “It’s about lining up half-dressed strangers to be ogled like livestock.”

She bristled. “It’s about safeguarding the bloodlines of the kingdom.”

“It’s dehumanizing.”

“It is custom.”

“Either way it’s already done, so it a moot point.”

He opened his mouth to continue —but the world shifted beneath him.

Not literally.
Not visibly.

But something inside him went still.

Then tugged.

It wasn’t pain. Not alarm. But something deeper. Quieter. Like the bond—barely formed, barely tethered—had flared and snapped taut. He couldn’t breathe for a second. His heart stuttered. Heat flushed the back of his neck, his vision narrowing in on nothing at all.

Her essence.

A ripple shuddered through him—hot, cold, and sudden.

He didn’t know how he knew. He just did.

She’d touched something she wasn’t meant to.

Grace.

He stood so abruptly that his chair scraped hard against the stone floor, tipping over behind him with a crash.

Every head turned.

“Your Majesty—” Tony started bust Steve didn’t hear him at all.

He was already moving.

He didn’t run.

He moved—with purpose, with power, with something deep in his chest clawing toward her. The guards in the corridor barely had time to react before he’d passed them. He didn’t know where he was going, not with logic—but his feet knew. His body knew.

The bond was pulling him like a thread yanked tight between ribs.

Down the east corridor. Through the wing that housed the injured. Past a startled kitchen maid and a guard captain mid-sentence.

He turned a final corner—

—and heard Maela scream Grace’s name.

She hadn’t meant to reach for it.

Her fingers had just… moved.

Drawn not by curiosity but by recognition—a pull in her chest that wasn’t hers alone. A thrum beneath her skin, old and echoing. The shape of it fit her palm like it remembered her.

Or like it had been waiting.

A flicker bloomed behind her eyes—not memory, not dream, but something older.

A vision.

Just a flash: silver trees under a red sky, a figure cloaked in shadow turning to look at her—eyes not quite human. The wind howling like a name she couldn’t hear.

Grace gasped. Her hand clenched.

The relic met her skin fully.

And the world shattered.

The relic burned cold in her hand.
Then hot.

The hum became a roar—not in the room, but inside her bones. Her knees buckled.

“Grace—” Maela’s voice sounded miles away.

The room tilted, colors bleeding at the edges. Her mouth opened, but no sound came. Her limbs jerked once, violently. The relic slipped from her fingers, clattering to the stone floor with a sound like shattering glass—though nothing had broken.

Grace convulsed.

Her back arched sharply, her heels scraping against the stone. Hands twitching. Eyes wide and white.

Maela lunged for her.

But she wasn’t fast enough.

The world blurred again—a crash, a growl, a blur of movement and heat—

Then arms caught her. Strong, sure. Just before her skull would have struck the ground.

Steve.

He dropped to his knees with her cradled tight against his chest, heart hammering hard enough to shake them both.

“Grace—” his voice cracked. “I’ve got you. You’re okay—Grace, look at me—”

But she didn’t.

She couldn’t.

Her body had gone rigid, then limp.

Her eyes—still open—glowed with a soft, unnatural light. Silver, almost white. Unseeing.

And then she went utterly still in his arms.
———

The room was gone.

The heat, the stone, the scent of herbs and iron—gone.

In its place: wind. Cold and ancient. It sliced across her skin like glass, catching the edges of her breath and hurling it into a sky the color of dried blood. The horizon rippled like heat haze, but the air was bitter. Metallic. It tasted like something old.

She stood barefoot on dark soil—cracked and veined like something once living. The cold seeped up through the soles of her feet, gnawing at bone. Her toes curled instinctively. She looked down.

She was dressed in white. Or what might have once been white—now torn and smudged, soaked at the hem. Her fingers trembled where they hung by her sides, scraped and bloodied, knuckles raw like she’d tried to catch herself from a fall that had never ended.

Her limbs ached with it. Her spine throbbed. Her teeth felt loose in her mouth.

She wasn’t alone.
The air shifted first—like breath held in the lungs of the world.
Then, the figures appeared.

Figures that moved in the distance—hazy, half-formed. Some staggered. Some knelt. One lifted its head and howled, long and low and mournful.

Another stepped forward.

A woman in ceremonial robes. Blonde hair braided like a crown. Eyes like hammered metal.

She raised a hand—and the wind died instantly.

Silence dropped like a stone.

The woman didn’t speak. Didn’t move. She just watched Grace with eyes too steady, too still.

Then, as Grace stepped forward—just once, just enough to test the dream’s edge—the woman tilted her head.

And her face changed.

Not all at once. Not like a mask being torn away. It was softer than that. Slower. Like watching moonlight shift through water. The silver braid unraveled. The robes dulled into a road-worn cloak. Her shoulders narrowed. Her mouth softened.

And suddenly, impossibly, it wasn’t a stranger standing before her.

It was Hope.

Not the myth Grace had built from old stories and faded memories —but the girl she’d last seen by lantern light, seventeen and furious, her eyes still full of the Hollow and the future she’d never gotten to live.

“Hope?” Grace whispered, breath catching hard in her throat.

The air held still.

Hope looked at her—truly looked at her—and for a moment, something flickered behind her eyes.

Recognition.

Sorrow.

Resolve.

But she didn’t smile.

Instead, her voice rang out in a hollow echo:

“The storm is waking.”

Behind her, the massive black wolf stirred. Not a shadow this time—but real. Muscled and massive, silver-eyed and still. Its fur moved with the wind that no longer blew. It watched Grace with knowing.

“The key is bound, but not broken,” Hope said. “The bond will hold… unless it is tested.”

And then she lifted her hand.

The earth screamed.

It cracked wide beneath Grace’s feet, a jagged burst of white-gold light splitting the plain in two. For one impossible second, she teetered—arms windmilling, heart in her throat.

Then she fell.

Weightless.

Breathless.

Burning.

The air rushed past her like fire. Her body jerked in freefall, limbs pulled in every direction. The pain wasn’t sharp—it was crushing. Like gravity was made of grief. Her ribs ached with the pressure. Her eyes flooded.

She tried to scream, but the wind tore the sound away.

Then—

Darkness.

Stillness.

Nothing.
————

Grace’s body convulsed again—hard.

Steve barely managed to hold her. Her frame snapped tight like a bowstring, then slammed as if struck from beneath by some invisible force. The impact jarred his arms and nearly knocked him backward. Her head whipped to the side, her breath catching in a soundless gasp—like her lungs had forgotten how to work.

Then limp again.

“Shit,” Steve breathed, tightening his grip, fighting the urge to shake her. “Grace. Grace, come on—stay with me—”

“Lay her flat,” Maela barked, already ripping blankets off the bed. “Her spine—her neck—gently, now.”

“She’s not breathing right—”

“She’s somewhere else,” Maela snapped. “We need to anchor her back before the tether frays.”

Steve moved fast but careful, lifting Grace onto the bed next to Sienna with the desperation of someone trying not to break porcelain. His movements were all edges and restraint. Her body sagged into the linens, but her eyes—still open—glowed faintly. Sightless. Her fingers twitched like they were reaching for something unseen.

Maela hovered beside her, murmuring a prayer in a tongue older than any court-sanctioned rite. Her hands moved in practiced, urgent rhythm—pulse, pupils, skin. Her expression turned grimmer by the second.

“Come on, girl,” she hissed, not at Steve but the spirit caught in Grace’s body. “You’re not done yet.”

Steve leaned in, eyes locked on her face. “She touched something. Did you see—?”

“I know what she touched.”

Maela’s face had gone pale, drawn tight with dread. “And I don’t know how the gods-damned thing ended up in my bag—but gods help us, if she’s opened it—”

The door creaked.

No—groaned.

Then it gave way completely, swinging wide on its ruined hinges with a final splintering shriek before crashing to the floor.

Three Chosen stood just beyond it—young, breathless, flushed from wherever they’d been heading before fate rerouted them. They froze.

And stared.

At Grace, unconscious and glowing.

At Steve, blood smeared down one forearm where her nails had broken skin.

At Maela, pale and muttering words no one was supposed to know.

“What in the—” one of the Chosen gasped, voice cracking.

“Out,” Steve said.

He didn’t shout. He didn’t need to. The growl in his voice was low and dangerous, something not quite human flashing behind his eyes.

Two of them fled without a word.

The third—Lady Helena Thorne—lingered half a heartbeat longer. Long enough to see everything. Long enough to understand just how much she wasn’t supposed to.

Steve didn’t move.

He just looked at her.

And she bolted.

Maela didn’t pause. She leaned over Grace, pressing her palm to her sternum, her voice rising in intensity now.

“Grace. Come back now, girl,” she whispered fiercely. “Come back before it’s too late.”
———

She was still falling.
Or maybe drifting.

Everything around her had gone black—not empty, but vast. Heavy. Like deep water with no surface. The wind was gone, the voices silenced. Even the echo of Hope’s warning had vanished.

There was so much pain. She struggled to breathe.
There was nothing.

Just pain and cold.

It pressed against her skin, her ribs, the hollow space behind her eyes. Something inside her began to flicker—faint and fragile. Fear, maybe. Or surrender.

She didn’t know which.

But then—

A pulse.

A warmth. Barely there.

She turned toward it instinctively.

At first, it was nothing more than a thread of light. Soft gold, woven into the black. It shimmered like a line of firefly dust in the dark—distant, flickering, calling.

She reached for it. Each step set her body aflame with pain, but she kept moving.

The closer she drew, the warmer it became. It wasn’t a place, exactly, or a path. It was a presence. Familiar. Steady. The kind of warmth that lived in firelit cabins, in hands cupping bruised faces, in laughter held tight behind clenched teeth.

The light widened.

And standing at its center was a wolf.

Not the one from before—not that massive shadow with burning eyes. This one was massive and strong, but pale gold fur caught the light like silk. It stood still, watchful, head tilted slightly.

Waiting.

Grace’s breath caught. Or maybe she imagined it.

Maybe it was memory.

The wolf stepped forward once, then twice. Close enough that she could see the bright blue of its eyes.

She reached out—slowly, without fear.

“Grace.”

The voice echoed inside her like a heartbeat.

Steve.

“Grace, please come back.”

The wolf lifted its head and howled—once.
Low and rich. A sound full of longing. Of memory. Of pull.

The light shimmered. The darkness thinned.

Grace stretched her hand forward—fingers trembling, just inches from the wolf’s pale fur. So close she could see the way it moved with breath, soft and radiant. So close she swore she felt the warmth of it against her skin.

Her fingertips brushed the edge of its shoulder—

And the world wrenched.

Not like waking from a dream.
Like being torn from it.

She gasped.

Not gently. Not slowly.

Her whole body jerked with the force of it, air rushing into her lungs like she’d been drowning. Her back arched, her fingers clawed at the material beneath her fingertips—blankets, linens, maybe the edge of Steve’s shirt.

Steve was already there, arms bracing her, voice trembling. “I’ve got you—I’ve got you—it’s okay, you’re safe—”

Grace blinked up at him, eyes still rimmed with silver, lips parted. Her mouth worked soundlessly for a second before she whispered, “I saw… a wolf.”

Steve stilled.

Maela let out a shaky breath and crossed herself with fingers that trembled. “Gods be merciful.”

But Grace didn’t look afraid.

Just tired.

And alive.

Steve’s arms were still around her, grounding them both. But Grace tried to shift—tried to sit up—and immediately sucked in a sharp breath through her teeth.

“Easy,” Steve murmured, tightening his hold. “Don’t rush—”

“I’m fine,” she lied, voice hoarse.

Maela was already moving, rolling her over with efficient care.

“No, you’re not.” The older woman reached around her carefully. “Don’t move just yet, let me—”

She tugged at the back of Grace’s lacings, fingers testing along her spine with clinical precision.

Grace flinched and hissed, muscles seizing.

Maela pulled the fabric aside—and swore under her breath.

Steve leaned forward to see—and his stomach dropped.

Bruises. Deep and blooming.

Not mottled like old wounds, but fresh—sharp-edged and violent in color. The kind that spoke of sudden impact. A dark wash across her lower back, scattered bursts up one shoulder, another like a bloom of shadow just beneath the base of her neck.

“What the hell…” Steve’s voice was low, cold.

“It’s like she fell from a damn rooftop,” Maela muttered, already reaching for a salve. “There’s no external trauma, no torn muscle, but look at this. The pattern. The shape of it. She hit something—hard.”

“But she didn’t move,” Steve said, still half in disbelief. “I caught her. She never hit the ground.”

“Not here,” Maela said. “Wherever she went.”

Grace’s eyes fluttered open again, hazy with pain. “I didn’t… fall, exactly.”

“You did,” Maela corrected gently, smearing the cool salve across the worst of the marks. “Not physically. But your spirit took the hit. And your body kept the score.”

Steve reached up, brushing a damp curl from her cheek. “You shouldn’t be talking. You need to rest.”

“I need to understand,” Grace murmured. Her head lolled slightly toward him. “I saw her. Hope.”

Maela’s hand stilled mid-motion.

Steve blinked. “Who?”

“My sister,” Grace whispered. “In the vision. She wasn’t… dead. She was watching me. She gave the warning.”

“A storm,” Maela said, eyes narrowing. “And a bond.”

Steve’s jaw clenched ignoring the comment about a bond hoping that Grace wouldn’t catch it either. “What did you touch?”

“A relic. An only village talisman for the hollow” Maela said holding it carefully in a wrapped clothe. “It’s been missing since Hopes death. I have no idea where it can from though. I swear.”

“Who else has been here this morning since you arrived?”

Maela paused “Ladies Morgan, Lila and MJ. Lady Thorn with ladies Arlise and Verena. There were several maids. Dr Simmons and a few of the other healers.”

“Fuck” Steve muttered. “Another change to today’s plans I guess. I will have them all talked too.”

Grace gave a weak, half-laugh. “I’m really tired of things changing.”

Steve stroked her temple with the back of his hand. “Then stop scaring the hell out of me, and maybe we can have a quiet afternoon.”

She gave him the ghost of a smile.

And this time, she didn’t argue when he eased her gently back into his arms.

——-

The chamber had dimmed to candlelight.

Grace slept, finally. Her breathing was steady and deep, one hand resting palm-up against the blankets as she lay on her belly. Her back was wrapped in cooling linens, the sharp edges of her bruises hidden, if not forgotten. Her brow was still furrowed faintly, as if the dream hadn’t fully let go.

Steve hadn’t moved from his chair beside the bed in over an hour.

He hadn’t needed to.

Her hand was still in his.

The only sound was the low hiss of the hearth, the occasional creak of timber, the soft rattle of wind against the windowpane. Maela had retreated to the far corner of the room, murmuring something over her herbs, giving them space. But the relic—that hadn’t left.

It sat on the table beside the bed, still wrapped in Maela’s cloth, its shape barely visible beneath the folds.

And yet it buzzed.

Not audibly—not to anyone else, maybe—but Steve could feel it. A presence. Like it watched even through fabric. Cold at first, then oddly warm. His fingers itched every time he looked at it. Like some instinct long-buried in his blood wanted to react.

Whatever it was, it didn’t belong here.

Not in this room. Not near Grace.

He stood slowly, untangling his fingers from hers, brushing a kiss against her temple before crossing the space. The closer he got, the heavier the air felt. Charged. Like the pressure before lightning strikes.

He reached for the cloth—then paused.

The wrap was damp. Just slightly. From the outside in, as if it had sweated.

Or bled.

Steve curled his fingers into a fist and stepped back.

“We need to seal it,” he said quietly.

Maela looked up. Her face was lined, her eyes sharper than they’d been in years. “I know.”

“What is it, really?”

Maela hesitated. Then rose, walking over slowly, knees stiff. She didn’t touch the relic again. Just stared at it.

“It’s not just a talisman,” she said. “It’s a memory stone. Hollow-made, Hollow-bound. Used in the oldest rites—when blood ran wild and the veil between worlds was thinner. They were thought to amplify power. Anchor souls. Pass vision between generations.”

She glanced toward Grace, still sleeping.

“Most were destroyed during the old purge. The rest lost. This one was the last one in the Village. Their mother, Sarah, gave it to Hope the night before her Healers Rite.”

“And now it’s here,” Steve said darkly.

Maela nodded. “And now it’s awake.”

He looked at the cloth again. The corner had begun to smolder—just a faint wisp of steam curling up from the weave.

Steve didn’t ask permission.

He grabbed an empty iron box from the shelf, dumped its contents, and dropped the wrapped stone inside.

It hissed.

The box clicked shut.

And for the first time in hours, the room was still.

He sat back down at Grace’s side, heart still rattling in his ribs like a warning bell.

Her fingers twitched in her sleep.

Steve caught them gently, threading his own through. And the bond between them, stretched thin and glowing, held firm.

Chapter 17: Dignity Hanging by a Thread

Chapter Text

A quiet knock sounded at the open door—two soft raps, then a pause. No urgency. Just practiced politeness.

Steve didn’t look up. “Come in.”

Coulson entered as if he’d already known what he’d find. He was dressed neatly, as always, his silver-threaded sash perfectly aligned, his hands folded behind his back.

“Majesty,” he greeted, calm as a steady tide. “Forgive the intrusion.”

“You’re not intruding.”

Coulson looked toward the bed, took in the flicker of candlelight on Grace’s bruised face, and nodded once, unsurprised.

“There are… rumors,” he said gently. “From the eastern hall. Three of the Chosen happened by. Unconfirmed, but already moving fast.”

“I figured,” Steve said, voice low.

“They’re saying she collapsed. That she glowed. That she seized in your arms.”

“She did.”

“Some are calling it a vision. Others…” Coulson’s brow lifted slightly, dry as ever. “Are suggesting darker forces. The word cursed has already made its way into one courtier’s lips.”

Steve finally looked up, eyes like stormglass.

“Let them gossip.”

Coulson nodded again, accepting the weight of it without question. “Very well. There is still the matter of the formal dinner. Shall I cancel?”

“No,” Steve said, rising slowly, his joints stiff from staying still too long. “Let them drink. Let them speculate. The schedule will resume tomorrow.”

“And your seat?”

“Empty,” Steve said simply. “They’ll get the message.”

Coulson inclined his head. “I’ll see to it.”

He turned to go, then paused.

“She’s stronger than they think,” he said without looking back. “So are you.”

And then he was gone, the door shutting gently behind him.

Steve sat back down and folded Grace’s hand more tightly in his own.

“Let them talk,” he murmured. “I only answer to you.”

The soft rustle of fabric and the sting of cool air on her back stirred her before sound did.

Grace blinked slowly, vision unfocused, the room dim and golden from candlelight. She could feel the gentle tug of fingers along her spine—someone peeling back damp linen, replacing it with fresh cloth. Maela’s voice murmured low near her ear, and Natasha’s lighter touch steadied her shoulder.

She shifted slightly, breath catching at the pain.

“She’s waking,” Maela said gently.

“She needs a few more minutes,” Nat replied, already reaching for the next wrap.

Before either of them could finish—

“Give us the room,” Steve’s voice said from just behind them. Quiet, firm. No edge, no command. Just weight.

Maela paused, but only for a second. “Five minutes. Then I want broth in her, and salve reapplied. And no dramatics.”

Natasha exchanged a look with Steve but didn’t argue. “We’ll be right outside.”

They slipped from the room, the door closing with a soft click.

Grace lay still for a moment, breathing through the ache, then rolled slightly to the side so she could see him. He sat back down beside the bed, elbows on his knees, watching her like a man who hadn’t looked away in hours.

“You look like hell,” she rasped.

Steve huffed a breath. “So do you.”

Her lips curled faintly. Then she winced. “I take it I missed dinner.”

“Technically, you were quite the stir at dinner.” His tone softened. “They’re all talking.”

“I honestly do not care. Let them talk.”

Steve nodded once. “That’s what I said.”

He was quiet for a beat, then reached out—just a gentle brush of his fingers against her forearm, grounding them both.

“Grace… what did you see?”

She looked at him, uncertain.

He didn’t press.

Eventually, she said, “It started with someone I didn’t recognize. A woman. She spoke in riddles. Said something about storms waking. That I was a key. That the bond would hold… unless it was tested.”

Steve’s jaw shifted slightly.

“I didn’t know what she meant. And then she changed. Her face—” Grace’s breath caught. “She became Hope… my sister. My Dead, sister. Just as I remember her… as she was right before she disappeared. She warned me, Your Majesty. My dead sister warned me.”

She didn’t realize her fingers had curled into the sheets until his hand covered hers, steady and warm.

He didn’t say he was sorry. He didn’t pretend to know how that felt.

Instead, he asked, “Was that all?”

She hesitated again. Then: “No. There was a wolf. At the end. Golden, bright blue eyes. It didn’t speak, but it called to me somehow. I followed it.”

She glanced at him. “I know it sounds strange.”

His mouth twitched—half smile, half something sadder.

“Do you think you can trust me?” he asked.

That caught her. She blinked. “I…”

“I know you’re angry,” Steve said quietly. “And frustrated. And I don’t blame you for any of it. But there are things happening here that you don’t know yet. Things that need to stay quiet until it’s safe—for you. For all of us.”

Her brow furrowed.

“And I know I’ve handled some of that badly. Maybe more than some.”

“But I never once saw you as weak. Or foolish. Or anything less than mine to protect. Even when I knew you wouldn’t like it.”

He exhaled slowly, as if weighing every word before speaking again.

“This morning—before the vision, before the rumors—I cut ten candidates from the Choosing.”

Her eyes snapped to his.

“You what?”

“They weren’t here for the kingdom. They were here for power. For the crown—not the people. One of them tried to bribe a guard for the ritual schedule. They mocked you. The others too—especially Sienna. I won’t let women like that help rule our country.”

He looked at her, unflinching. “I need someone strong. Someone fearless. Someone who puts others first, no matter the cost. Someone like you.”

Grace stared at him.

He didn’t apologize.

He just said, “You don’t have to trust all of this yet. But I need you to try to trust me.”

She didn’t answer right away.

The silence stretched—thick, thoughtful. Her hand lay motionless under his, her breath still shallow. But her eyes were clear now. Awake. Processing.

And just a little conflicted.

She wasn’t sure what that meant yet. But she meant it.

Finally, Grace let out a slow breath. “I don’t like it.”

“I wouldn’t expect you to.”

“I don’t trust… any of this.”

His jaw tensed—but he didn’t speak.

“I don’t trust the process,” she added. “I don’t trust the court. I don’t trust half the people pretending to be interested in me because of attention I didn’t ask for.”

Then she looked at him—tired, bruised, but steady. “But I’ll try.”

Steve’s eyes met hers, something flickering in their depths.

“That’s enough,” he said quietly. “For now.”

A beat passed.

Grace’s voice was rough when she asked, “So… what now?”

“Now?” He smiled—small and tired. “Now, food. For you.”

She gave a faint groan. “Of course it’s food.”

“And more rest.”

She rolled her eyes. “Naturally.”

“And after that…” He leaned back slightly, lips twitching. “Well, for the first time in recorded history, a king has dismissed a quarter of his Chosen on the first day. Two others have been severely injured. At this rate, by next week I’ll have no one left but the cooks and Coulson.”

Grace couldn’t help it—she laughed. A soft, startled sound.

Then winced hard as it pulled at her ribs.

Steve reached out instantly, brushing a loose strand of hair off her cheek, tucking it gently behind her ear.

It was the first time he’d touched her face that she didn’t react.

She didn’t flinch.

He let his hand linger just a moment longer than necessary, eyes studying her.

Then he stood.

“You need rest.”

“I need answers,” she muttered.

“They’re coming,” he said, voice low. “Soon.”

She didn’t argue. Just let her eyes flutter closed again.

Steve leaned down, close enough that his breath stirred the curls at her temple.

“I’ll check on you in the morning.”

Then he pressed a kiss—soft and unhurried—to her hair.

And left her with nothing but candlelight and the echo of his promise.

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The door clicked shut behind them as the others returned.

Grace’s eyes were still closed, but her cheeks betrayed her. Warmth bloomed there—slow, unsteady, unmistakable.

She didn’t move.

Didn’t dare.

Lighter footsteps padded across the floor.

She opened one eye just as Maela and Natasha stepped back into the room.

Nat paused halfway across the threshold, one brow already raised.

“Well,” she said dryly, “should we ask how you’re feeling, or skip straight to the part where you explain why the king just kissed you like a bedtime promise?”

Grace groaned softly and covered her face with her hand.

“I’m injured,” she mumbled.

“Yes,” Maela said calmly, setting a steaming bowl of broth on the side table. “But I’m neither blind nor suffering memory loss. That was absolutely a kiss. And not a political one.”

“You two are impossible.”

“You’re flushed,” Natasha observed, crossing to sit at the edge of the bed. “Is it the fever, or was it the hand-in-your-hair part?”

Grace peeked at her through her fingers. “I hate both of you.”

Maela smirked, tucking in the edge of a fresh poultice beneath the bandages. “You’ll forgive us eventually.”

Nat leaned in a little. “What did he say?”

Grace hesitated. Then, finally: “That I could trust him. That he’s doing what he has to to keep me safe. And that I don’t have to like it. Just… try.”

Maela and Natasha exchanged a look over her head. Something thoughtful passed between them, but neither said it aloud.

Instead, Maela patted Grace’s ankle under the blanket. “Eat. Before I start pouring this broth down your throat.”

“And no more fainting, collapsing, glowing, or spirit-walking,” Natasha added. “At least not before breakfast.”

Grace huffed softly. But her hand dropped from her face. “Deal.”

Grace had just managed a few sips of broth—Maela’s stern gaze firmly locked on her the entire time—when the door opened again.

“Don’t say a word,” Natasha muttered without turning.

Bucky stepped inside anyway, clearly expecting her to be alone. When he saw Maela, his brows lifted slightly. Then he caught sight of Grace—swaddled in sheets and blankets, hair tousled, bandages peeking out from beneath her shoulder, trying to subtly disappear into the mattress.

“Well,” he said, leaning casually against the doorframe. “This looks cozy.”

“Get out,” Grace groaned, yanking the blanket higher.

“Oh no,” Natasha said sweetly, not looking up from the cloth she was folding. “He knows. You broke the seal.”

Grace squinted at her. “What?”

“You let Steve into your bed,” Nat said flatly. “Now they’ll all think it’s a revolving door.”

Grace sat up a little straighter, scandalized. “He was not in my bed.”

Natasha blinked once. “Grace. He sat on the bed for half the afternoon. Holding your hand. Whispering sweet nothings.”

“Those weren’t sweet nothings—”

“He kissed your hair.”

“That doesn’t count!”

“He tucked your blanket in. Twice.”

Maela chimed in mildly, “He also ordered us out of the room like he owned it. Which, granted, he technically does.”

Grace groaned and flopped back. “I hate it here.”

Bucky made a thoughtful noise. “That’s true. It’s like a wolf-pack rule. First one claims the territory, the rest get visiting privileges.”

“Don’t say territory,” Grace muttered into her pillow.

“I was looking for you,” Bucky said to Natasha, utterly unbothered. “Was gonna head down to the kitchens. You want anything?”

“And get something for Grace,” Nat added. “If you come back with just broth, I’ll knife you.”

“I’m already bringing food for half the wing,” Bucky said. “You’ll eat like war criminals, don’t worry.”

“And coffee,” Maela called after him as he backed out of the room. “Real coffee. Not that chicory nonsense.”

He waved a hand in acknowledgment and vanished down the hall.

Grace sighed. “I hate everyone.”

But she didn’t mean it. Not really.

“No you don’t,” Nat said smugly. “You just hate that you can’t leave this bed.”

“She’s going to hate it more in ten minutes,” Maela murmured, adjusting the linens again. “That food’s never coming back just for us.”

 

Ten Minutes Later

The door opened again.

Then again.

And again.

“Please no—” Grace moaned as footsteps approached.

But it was too late.

Bucky strolled in carrying a tray large enough to be a piece of furniture, followed by Sam Wilson—grinning like he lived here—and Maria Hill, who looked so unimpressed it had to be deliberate.

“Knock knock,” Sam said brightly. “Heard the princess was taking visitors.”

“I am not taking visitors,” Grace said, trying to sink beneath the pillow.

“Too bad,” Maria said, already taking a seat on the bench near the window. “Because I brought wine.”

Grace looked at Natasha in open betrayal.

Nat just shrugged. “I warned you.”

Plates appeared. Cups. A full loaf of bread. A roast. Two kinds of cheese. Something Grace was pretty sure still had feathers on it. Sam was carving meat with his combat knife like it was the most natural thing in the world.

“Why,” Grace asked, voice muffled, “is everyone eating in my bedroom?”

“I am literally half-naked,” she snapped, tugging the blanket tighter. “There are protocols for this. Knock. Announce yourselves. Have shame.”

“We did knock,” Bucky said mildly.

“You knocked once and then marched in like you owned the place.”

“Technically,” Maria murmured, already buttering a roll, “we kind of do.”

“Because you’re here,” Bucky added, handing her a mug of something that definitely wasn’t broth.

“And you’re too banged up to come to us,” Sam said cheerfully. “So we’re adapting.”

“This isn’t adapting,” Grace muttered. “This is a tavern. This is a feast.”

Bucky leaned down just enough to whisper, “Also? Pretty sure Steve threatened to burn down the council chamber this morning, so everyone’s giving us space.”

“Good,” Natasha said, mouth full of bread. “He needed the practice.”

Grace gave up.

She flopped back against her pillows, sheets still tucked tightly to her chest, cheeks bright pink, surrounded by warriors eating lunch like she wasn’t half-naked and absolutely dying inside.

She would have screamed.

But someone passed her a perfectly toasted bite of bread with honey.

And she did feel a little better.

The food had settled the worst of the nausea. The wine had numbed the worst of the pain.

But the humiliation?

That was alive and well.

Grace sat propped against a stack of pillows, blanket pulled under her arms like a shield, while Bucky and Sam argued about goat cheese, Maria leaned over a war map of dessert options, and Maela calmly reapplied another round of salve to her bruised shoulder like this was any other Tuesday.

Natasha, naturally, had claimed the seat with the best view and the most snacks.

Grace had had enough.

She cleared her throat. “I’m getting up.”

Maela didn’t even look up. “No, you’re not.”

“I’m fine,” Grace said, lifting the edge of the blanket. “I need to move.”

“You’re still healing,” Maela warned. “Your muscles will lock the minute the painkillers wear off. Sit. Still.”

Grace swung one leg over the edge of the bed.

Sam looked up. “Don’t.”

“I’m not staying in this bed like an invalid while all of you picnic in my room.”

“Grace.”

“I’m not fragile. I can stand—”

She pushed herself up. Her foot touched the floor. Victory lasted about three seconds.

Then her knees buckled.

Sam was there before anyone else moved—catching her easily, one arm around her back, the other under her knees.

Grace let out a startled yelp as the blanket slipped and she clutched it desperately to her chest.

“I’ve got you,” Sam said, voice low but undeniably smug. “No sudden movements. Blanket’s still secure. Dignity hanging by a thread.”

She glared at him. “Put me down.”

“Absolutely not. You’re a danger to yourself and my dinner.”

Grace flushed, the heat rushing to her ears.

Bucky whistled. “Ten points for style, Wilson.”

“Appreciate that,” Sam said, easing her gently back onto the bed like she was made of glass and ego.

Grace huffed as he fluffed a pillow under her head. “You’re enjoying this way too much.”

“Correction,” Sam said, handing her back the blanket. “We are.”

Natasha popped a grape into her mouth and saluted her with the stem.

Even Maela smirked.

Maria, sipping wine without looking up from a bite of tart, said dryly, “For what it’s worth, you’re handling this better than Steve did the first time someone had to carry him.”

Grace buried her face in the blanket.

“Someone please assassinate me,” she mumbled.

“We could,” Bucky offered. “But then who would we eat with?”

The chaos settled into quiet.

Bucky and Sam lounged by the window, trading jokes and half-hearted insults. Maria had claimed the bench, boots off, wine in hand, legs stretched out like she owned the place. Natasha sat at Grace’s bedside, weaving gauze with automatic precision. Maela checked the salve jars again, mumbling about “court stock being no better than pig glue.”

Grace lay still beneath the blankets, blinking up at the canopy above her bed, brow slightly furrowed.

“Why?” she asked suddenly.

Natasha looked up. “Why what?”

“All of this,” Grace said, gesturing vaguely around the room. “The food. The jokes. The entire army in my bedroom. You’re all acting like I’ve been here for years.”

Her voice was quiet. Not accusing. Just honestly confused.

“I don’t even have the crown,” she added, more to herself than anyone else. “We still have nearly a month left for that to be decided.”

There was a pause.

Then a collective shrug—almost in sync.

Natasha didn’t even blink. “Doesn’t matter.”

“You’re one of us,” Maria said simply.

Sam added from the window, “Welcome to the Pack.”

Bucky lifted his mug. “God help whoever tries to take you out of it.”

Grace sighed—long, dramatic, and half-hearted. “You people are ridiculous.”

“Correct,” Maela said, adjusting the compress on her back. “Now hush. You’re healing.”

 

Sleep crept in slow, warm waves.

Grace blinked less often. Her breaths deepened. The soreness in her limbs dulled into something distant and manageable. Her body no longer felt like it belonged to the earth or the vision, but to herself again.

She didn’t mean to fall asleep.

But when Natasha gently tucked the blanket higher across her chest and someone dimmed the last lantern, her eyes finally closed.

“She’s under,” Maela murmured.

“Good,” Natasha replied. “I’ll take the first shift.”

Maria stood, rolling her shoulders. “Wake me at second bell. I’ve done worse nights.”

Maela nodded. “I’ll cover the rest.”

Natasha eased into the chair beside the bed and pulled off her boots with a sigh. “You think he knows how stubborn she is?”

“He’s starting to,” Maria said, already heading for the door.

Maela, on her way out as well, paused just long enough to glance back. “She’ll need it. The rest of this month won’t be quiet.”

The door clicked shut.

And the queen-that-wasn’t-yet slept on—safe, warm, and for the first time in days, held.

Chapter 18: With His Time, Not His Presence

Chapter Text

The study smelled like old wood and new paper.
Ink, smoke, and dust.

Maps were unfurled across the central table—each marked with delicate threads of ribbon and tokens representing guard rotations, planned challenges, ceremonial routes. A second, smaller board to the right was cluttered with names, sigils, and carved glass tokens for each of the remaining Chosen.

Steve stood at the center of it all, hands braced against the table’s edge, brow furrowed.

He hadn’t spoken in several minutes.

Nick Fury leaned against the far wall, arms crossed, watching with the kind of patience that came from surviving three kings and a failed coup.

“This is tighter than it looks,” Fury said, tapping one of the glass tokens toward the edge of the board with his gloved knuckle. “Three more cracks like this morning, and the whole thing falls apart.”

Steve didn’t answer.

Instead, he reached for one of the markers near the southern quadrant—an iron filigree etched with the sigil of House Thorne—and turned it slowly between his fingers. He didn’t place it. Didn’t discard it either. Just let the sharp edges press against his palm.

Fury tilted his head. “That vision stunt? Hell of a way to open a courtship.”

Steve looked up, expression unreadable. “It wasn’t a stunt. She nearly died.”

“Yeah,” Fury said mildly. “And half the Chosen think it was an act. Or worse, a power play.”

Steve straightened. “She didn’t plan it.”

“I know she didn’t. You know she didn’t. But the court? They don’t care about truth. They care about story. And you handed them a messy one.”

Fury circled the table slowly, gaze flicking across the maps. “Your father once had a woman exiled for fainting at a harvest banquet. Said it showed weakness. You remember that?”

Steve’s jaw ticked. “I was twelve.”

“Twelve and smarter than him. You asked why it mattered that she fainted when half the court did worse after their fourth glass of wine.”

“She was a healer. She’d been up three days tending plague victims.”

Fury nodded. “Didn’t matter then. Still doesn’t. They didn’t exile her because she fainted. They exiled her because she made them uncomfortable.”

There was a pause.

Then—from below them—a faint burst of laughter filtered up through the floorboards.

A soft exhale. Something clinking. Muffled voices. A woman’s low mutter—probably Natasha.

And then a bright, unmistakable giggle.

Grace.

Steve’s shoulders eased almost imperceptibly.

Fury watched him.

“You know,” he said, almost conversational, “your father would’ve had her locked up after a display like that.”

Steve’s jaw ticked again. “My father’s dead.”

“Doesn’t mean his advisors are.” Fury’s tone sharpened slightly. “And a few of them are already calling what happened a staged claiming ritual. They’re whispering about blood magic. About prophecy. You let this spiral, and by next week they’ll be accusing her of seduction by spellcraft.”

Steve’s knuckles whitened against the table. “That’s enough.”

Fury held up a hand in mock surrender. “You’re the king.”

He moved to the smaller board and gestured to the remaining tokens. “You’ve got twenty-eight candidates left. Half are furious. A third are terrified. And the rest? They’re trying to figure out how to spin this into advantage.”

“I’m not looking for someone who spins.”

“No, son,” Fury said. “You’re looking for someone who fits. Who doesn’t just survive this mess—but changes it. I get that. Hell, I admire it.”

He reached out and flicked one of the tokens—an elaborate golden crest—off the board. It hit the stone floor with a delicate ping.

Steve didn’t flinch.

“But you keep making choices like today? The kingdom’s going to ask who exactly you’re choosing for.”

Steve’s reply came slow and quiet.

“I’m choosing the one I can trust.”

Fury nodded once. Not approval. Not agreement. Just acknowledgment.

“And tomorrow?” he asked. “You still want to run the trial pairing event?”

“Yes.”

“Public?”

Steve’s voice didn’t waver. “Yes.”

Fury smiled faintly. “Bold.”

Another quiet roll of laughter drifted from below.

Fury raised a brow. “She’s laughing. That’s either a miracle… or a warning.”

Steve allowed himself the smallest smile. “Both.”

 

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The receiving hall had been designed to impress: towering windows, burnished columns, and an elevated throne dais currently left conspicuously empty.

Coulson stood in front of it, spine straight, hands neatly folded behind his back, expression calm as ever. Which was impressive, considering the noise.

“…and we’ve had no clarity about the next events!”

“…she collapsed, visibly, in the arms of the king—what message does that send?”

“…absolutely no protection detail in place, and you expect us to just smile for the crowd—?”

“…what if it had been one of our daughters? What if it was meant for them?”

The Chosen had gathered like stormclouds. Twenty-eight remained—each flanked by an escort, parent, maid or advisor—and nearly every one of them was either furious, terrified, or calculating. A few had mastered all three expressions at once.

More than one candidate wore court silk so stiff it barely shifted as they gestured with righteous indignation. One advisor clutched a scroll like a weapon. Another fanned herself furiously, as if the air itself had wronged her.

Coulson let the wave of complaints roll over him without blinking.

Behind him, at a smaller cluster of chairs near the dais, sat a very different audience:

Morgan Stark, Lila Barton, and M.J. Watson—clearly not members of the formal drama, clearly not caring. They sat with plates of pastries and fruit pilfered from the lower kitchens, leaning comfortably against their mothers and aunts—Pepper Potts, Laura Barton, and Mae Parker—who were equally unbothered and, in Pepper’s case, openly working on something else.

Morgan broke a scone in half. “Is this what court always sounds like?”

“Only when they’re not getting their way,” Pepper said, dry as dust.

“They’re exhausting,” MJ muttered. “Ten bucks says one of them cries before the end.”

“I’m already crying,” Lila deadpanned. “No dinner. No mercy.”

“They do realize it’s not about them, right?” Morgan added. “Like, someone almost died.”

Mae murmured, “Careful. Logic isn’t always welcome in this room.”

One of the louder noblewomen turned, catching sight of them and scowled. “Do those children have clearance to be in here?”

Pepper looked up without smiling. “They are omegas of the age range, representing their communities. So yes they do. And surprisingly better behaved tonight than most of the others here.”

A few sharp inhales. One outright gasp.

Amid the rising voices, one cluster remained perfectly still.

Lady Helena Thorne sat with her spine straight and expression unreadable, a faint smile hovering just shy of disdain. To her right lounged Lady Elise Zemo, fingers draped lazily over the arm of her chair as if the entire event bored her. On Helena’s left, Lady Arlise of Blackmoor tilted her head in consideration—watching the court like a hawk watches a field mouse. And flanking the end, poised like a sculpture, was Lady Aemelaia Eastmarch, her silence more pointed than any accusation.

The four had not spoken since entering. They didn’t need to. One lean of Helena’s shoulder, one whispered word behind Elise’s fan, and the ripple it caused moved like smoke across the court.

Where others roared, they calculated.

Power—real power—didn’t shout. It smiled. And let the room tear itself apart.

One whisper too sharp, one move too bold—and the court might turn from noise to knives.

Coulson cleared his throat.

The room quieted by degrees—reluctantly.

He stepped forward.

“The King,” he said, calm and clear, “has spent the day addressing threats to the safety of this court—including the unauthorized relic that nearly killed a member of this assembly.”

A ripple of murmurs.

Coulson didn’t flinch.

“He will not be attending this gathering this evening.”

An audible gasp from somewhere in the back. A whispered, “He’s avoiding us.”

“But,” Coulson continued, “he has authorized me to assure you: tomorrow’s event will proceed as scheduled. Trial pairings. Public venue. All participants are expected to attend, regardless of speculation or rumor.”

One of the candidates’ mothers—a woman with a chin so sharp it could cut glass—sputtered. “You mean to tell us the king is absent entirely? No address? No assurance of order?”

Coulson tilted his head. “He is ensuring order. With his time. Not his presence.”

A few of the older advisors bristled. Someone muttered, “That’s not how his father would’ve handled it.”

Another escort chimed in, sharper now. “We demand to know what’s being done about her influence over him. This—this Grace—”

Coulson’s eyes narrowed a fraction. “Lady Grace of the Hollow is under protection. Her medical status is stable. Further commentary on her position will be noted and reported to the royal advisory circle.”

A longer silence followed. But not an easy one. The court was a room full of masks—and some were beginning to crack.

Behind him, Lila popped a grape into her mouth and said, “Translation: keep running your mouth, and you’ll be on the next cut list.”

Laura gently reached over and plucked the grape bowl away. “Not helping, sweetheart.”

“She was helping,” Morgan said. “Subtly.”

“Try more subtle next time,” Mae murmured.

Coulson continued without blinking. “You may all return to your quarters. An updated schedule will be distributed by dawn. If any candidate wishes to withdraw from the Choosing, accommodations will be made.”

A few of the younger ones exchanged panicked glances. One of them— with wide eyes and trembling fingers—looked like she might actually bolt.

A voice near the back rose, trembling with effort. “You can’t just—”

“I just did,” Coulson said, with a polite incline of his head.

No one moved.

He offered a slight, courteous smile.

“That will be all. Good day.”

And then he turned, walked up the dais steps, and joined the girls and their mothers, accepting a mug of tea from Mae Parker as if he hadn’t just faced down a full court of political sharks.

______

The room was dark, lit only by the low flicker of the hearth.

A cool cloth peeled gently away from Grace’s back, followed by the soft drag of linen smoothing salve across tender skin. The scent was warm and earthy—comfrey, mint, and something faintly floral she couldn’t quite name at the moment. Maybe lavender. Maybe something older, something from the Hollow.

She stirred, not fully waking, but enough to murmur, “Still here?”

Natasha’s voice, low and dry: “Told you. We’re on rotation.”

There was a pause as she folded another cloth. The quiet wasn’t awkward. Just necessary.

“And you’re due for more pain tincture.”

Grace made a face but didn’t argue. Nat helped her sit up just enough to sip, steadying her with one hand behind her shoulders—in one of the few safe places left to touch. The rest of her skin was marbled in bruises, scorched in places by something older than fire.

It burned going down. Not badly—but enough to draw a wince.

“Better?” Nat asked, easing her back.

Grace gave a sleepy, noncommittal hum. Her eyes flickered—open, then closed again.

The fire cracked softly. Somewhere nearby, water dripped in a slow rhythm—herbal tinctures left to steep on the windowsill. A wardstone glowed faintly where it had been set near the bed, casting cool silver light between the shadows.

Her limbs no longer felt sharp or heavy. Just distant.

Then—quietly, from above—she heard his voice.

Muffled. Deep. Steady. Speaking low, but clear enough that she knew it was him.

The King.

Steve.

She couldn’t make out the words. Didn’t need to.

It was something in the cadence. The warmth of it. The way his voice cut through the layers of stone and air and anchored her like nothing else had all day.

Her fingers twitched, as if reaching.

Natasha glanced down, saw it, and didn’t speak. Just tucked the blanket higher and kept one hand resting near Grace’s arm. Not touching. Just present.

Grace exhaled slowly.

Her breathing softened.

And as Steve’s voice carried down through the floorboards, she finally let go.

Sleep found her, held her close—

And didn’t let her go.

Chapter 19: Lets play

Chapter Text

Grace woke to the faint creak of footsteps in the hallway and the low murmur of familiar voices.

Natasha and Maela.

“…still not eating enough—”

“Because the broth’s terrible.”

“She needs rest more than she needs flavor.”

Grace blinked up at the ceiling, groggy but not in pain—not the way she had been yesterday. Just sore. Bruised. Achy in the bones, not the soul.

She shifted, and the compress at her back squelched with unpleasant warmth.

Ugh.

She pushed the blankets back, sitting up with a groan. Every muscle protested, but it wasn’t unbearable. Just… stupid. Stupid and tender and tight.

She wanted clean. Not to be swaddled in sweat and medicine and pity. Just five minutes to herself. A moment of dignity.

She swung her legs over the edge of the bed—bit back a curse—and stood.

Unsupervised for ten seconds and already making poor decisions.

She winced again and made her way to the adjoining bath chamber, grabbing the clean wrap Natasha had left folded near the hearth. She stripped down slowly, gritting her teeth, and slid into the tub before she could overthink it, as it filled.

The water was blessedly warm.

The silence even better.

She exhaled for the first time all morning.

Then—

From the hallway—

“—I’ll grab the fresh salve—”

“—and I’ll check her wrap—wait. Nat. The door’s open.”

“…she’s not in the bed.”

A full beat of silence.

Then:

“She’s gone.”

The door burst open a second later.

“Grace—?!”

Natasha’s voice rang like a thrown blade.

Maela followed two steps behind, apron half-untied, worry written all over her face—until she spotted the trail of rumpled blankets, the discarded compress, and the steam curling from the open bath door.

Nat’s shoulders dropped a full inch when she saw her.

Grace, already neck-deep in the tub, looked up with a bland expression and said:

“I’m not gone. I was reclaiming the last shreds of my dignity.”

“You’re soaked in bruises,” Maela snapped.

“I’m well aware. Believe me.”

Nat stepped closer, folding her arms. “You realize if you’d passed out in here, we’d have had to fish you out.”

“I’m not a trout.”

“You’re barely functional.”

Grace closed her eyes and sighed dramatically. “And yet, somehow, still cleaner than I was ten minutes ago.”

Maela looked heavenward. Natasha just laughed under her breath.

Maela finally gave a huff that could’ve powered a forge.

“Fine,” she muttered, grabbing her apron ties. “You want to be difficult? Be difficult with her.”

“I am right here, you know,” Grace said from the tub.

“Yes, and I’m ignoring you on purpose,” Maela replied, already heading for the door. “I have another patient who might actually rest when I tell her to.”

“Tell Sienna she’s still my patient even if I can’t physically attend her right now. I’m thinking of her.”

“I will. She’ll be pleased.”

With a final glare for emphasis, Maela swept out and closed the door firmly behind her.

Natasha raised a brow. “You really know how to charm healers.”

“I’m irresistible. And since I am one, I’m the worst kind of patient.” Grace muttered, shifting in the water with a grimace as she tried to raise her arms and couldn’t. “Could you… help me wash my hair?”

Without a word, Nat grabbed a cloth and knelt beside the tub. She dipped it carefully into the water and began to wet Grace’s hair, gentle but efficient.

“Let me guess,” Nat said, tone casual. “You’re planning to sneak into the event this afternoon.”

“Not sneak,” Grace corrected. “Attend. Officially.”

Nat gave a small snort. “In your current condition?”

“I can walk. I can sit. I can talk without slurring. That makes me functional.”

“You nearly drowned in a vision, Grace.”

“I’m fine.”

“You’re not fine. By the goddess… you are stubborn.”

Grace’s jaw tightened. “I won’t stay in bed while strangers argue over whether I belong here.”

There it was. Raw. Honest. No flippant tone to hide behind.

Nat stopped rinsing and looked her in the eye. “You do know you don’t have to prove anything to us.”

“I’m not trying to prove it to you.”

Nat was quiet for a moment. Then she wrung the cloth out and gently tucked it over Grace’s shoulder.

“You’ll need something looser,” she said, standing. “No corsets. Nothing with tight sleeves. You’ll be bandaged under the dress.”

Grace exhaled slowly, eyes slipping closed. “So you’re not stopping me.”

“No,” Nat said. “But if you collapse mid-trial, I am carrying you out over my shoulder and making loud comments about fragile future queens.”

Grace cracked one eye open. “That seems fair.”

It took effort just to climb out of the tub.

Nat was already waiting with a large drying cloth and zero patience. She didn’t comment as Grace winced with every step, just helped her stand steady and begin the slow, awkward process of toweling off without pushing on half-healed wounds.

When Grace was mostly dry, Nat helped her into the loose linen under-wrap and guided her to the tall mirror in the corner.

“You need to see it,” Natasha said quietly.

Grace didn’t want to.

But she looked.

Her breath caught.

The bruises down her back weren’t just dark—they were violent. Deep purples edged in black. Blossoms of blue and green bloomed along her ribs and down the backs of her thighs. And her cheek, she didn’t even realize she had one there until now. Her skin looked like a map of impact. Of pain. Of proof.

For a moment, she didn’t see herself.

She saw failure. Weakness. Every rumor whispered behind closed doors.

Then she looked again.

And saw someone still standing.

“Gods,” she whispered.

Natasha met her eyes in the mirror. “Still want to go?”

Grace nodded, slow and stubborn. “Now more than ever.”

“Then we wrap.”

And wrap she did.

Natasha moved like a field medic: quick, sure, practiced. She bound Grace’s entire torso in soft, cool layers—first a cushioning weave to hold the salve, then a tighter brace to hold her upright. She wound support bands around Grace’s thighs and knees, her hands steady even as Grace winced through the process.

By the time she was done, Grace looked like a sculpture of herself, wrapped in cream linen and willpower.

“You look like someone preparing for war,” Natasha murmured, stepping back.

“Aren’t I?”

Then they turned to the closet.

Nat scanned the row of corseted gowns with a look of pure contempt. “These were made for decoration. Not function.”

“Welcome to the Choosing,” Grace muttered.

Nat shoved aside one embroidered bodice, then another. “You can’t wear any of these. The laces alone will undo everything I just reinforced.”

Grace leaned on the edge of the dressing table, eyes half-lidded. “Guess I’m going in a bedsheet.”

But Nat paused.

Then reached to the back of the wardrobe and tugged out a hanger holding a dress wrapped in nearly sheer cotton and delicate embroidery.

“This one was for the last trial,” she said. “Carmen finished it early.”

She peeled the wrap away carefully.

Grace blinked.

Turned slowly toward the mirror.

The gown flowed around her like mist caught in moonlight—light cream silk, hand-dyed so subtly that it faded from soft ivory at the hem to a breath of pale rose and sky along the bodice. Embroidered wildflowers bloomed up the edges, delicate vines curling along the seams. The outer layer split slightly at the front, showing a second nearly sheer underdress beneath, embroidered with even finer detail. The straps were barely there—just thin bands of threadwork resting on her shoulders—but the structure held.

Even wrapped in bandages from neck to knees, she looked…

Powerful.

Feminine. Unexpected. A little ethereal. And sexy as hell in a way she hadn’t anticipated.

For a moment, she forgot the bruises. Forgot the court. Forgot the Choosing.

She just saw herself.

Natasha moved behind her, hands half-buried in Grace’s curls, gathering and smoothing with practiced ease.

“You want it up?”

“Yes.”

“You sure?” Nat asked, gently loosening a tangle near her temple. “Leaving it down would hide most of the bruising.”

“Exactly,” Grace said.

She met Natasha’s eyes in the mirror, voice steady despite the pain still etched faintly around her mouth. “Let them see what couldn’t be wrapped.”

Nat paused. Then gave a small nod of approval. “Alright then.”

With deft fingers, she twisted Grace’s hair into a soft crown braid, securing it low at the nape, letting a few wisps fall just enough to frame her face without concealing the dark purpling along her collarbone and shoulder. The bruises were harsh in color, but oddly elegant against the softness of the dress—like shadows clinging to light.

When Nat stepped back, Grace reached for the jewelry box on the vanity.

“I’m not wearing anything heavy,” she murmured. “No gold. No symbols. Just something that’s me.”

Her fingers brushed across the contents—rings and trinkets collected from both her home and the court—before she selected a single pair of earrings: small moonstone drops, almost iridescent, and a thin silver cuff for her upper arm, resting just above one of the worst bruises.

When she looked up again, Natasha was already preparing a palette of soft tones for her face.

“Sit,” Nat said. “Let me work.”

Grace did, and within minutes her features were brought into quiet focus—soft definition at her eyes, a hint of rose at her cheeks, her lips a bare tint deeper than their natural hue.

Nothing extravagant.

Just enough to draw the eye. And hold it.

“You ready?” Nat asked, setting down the brush.

Grace stood, slow and steady, spine tall despite the pain.

“Yes.”

And she was.

 

The ballroom doors were already open when they arrived, light spilling into the corridor like a flood of heat and tension.

Inside, the Chosen and their entourages clustered in curated groups—silks and jewels, low murmurs and barely concealed stares. Council members and nobles lingered around the dais, clearly unsettled by the king’s earlier absence.

And then—

Grace stepped into the doorway.

Conversation faltered.

A few heads turned. Then more. Then all.

She wasn’t announced.

She didn’t need to be.

She walked into the ballroom in a dress meant for sacred rites, her hair braided like a crown, and the evidence of her near-death vision still written across her skin in brutal, unmissable detail.

The bruises were dark. Unforgiving.

And she wore them like regalia.

Natasha followed two steps behind—arms crossed, gaze daring anyone to speak first.

The silence stretched.

And somewhere near the dais, someone murmured:

“…gods.”

The hush hadn’t fully broken when the patter of quick feet split it wide open.

“You’re here!”

Morgan launched herself forward—then adjusted mid-leap at the sound of Natasha’s warning tone.

“She’s still wrapped in bandages,” Nat said dryly. “Maybe don’t tackle the woman who just survived a divine seizure.”

Morgan pivoted expertly, grabbing Grace’s hands instead. “But you look like a fairy queen.”

“I feel like a walking bruise,” Grace muttered.

“That too,” Lila chimed in, appearing at her side, flanked by M.J. “But you’re terrifying, so it balances out.”

“You walked in like a curse,” M.J. added, grinning. “Ten nobles nearly fainted.”

Grace couldn’t help it—she laughed. Soft and surprised. “You three are a menace.”

“We’re support,” Morgan corrected, looping her arm through Grace’s carefully. “You’re the menace.”

“Deal with it,” Lila said, linking arms on the other side.

And then—

From the far side of the ballroom, movement stirred.

Not nobles. Not advisors.

Three of the other candidates.

Girls she barely knew. Girls from distant provinces—country-born, stone-faced, and until now, silent observers of court hierarchy.

One of them stepped forward first. Her dress was plain but well-made, her knuckles still rough from work that didn’t start in silk. She inclined her head.

“Lady Grace. I heard what happened yesterday,” she said softly. “And what the others are saying.”

Grace didn’t speak—just met her eyes, steady and open.

“They can call it what they want,” the girl continued. “I call it surviving. And I’d rather follow someone who survives than someone who never got blood on their boots, I’m Adelaide by the way…”

She held out her hand.

Grace took it. “Lady Adelaide.”

The other two followed—one pressing a bundle of wildflowers into her palm, the other simply nodding, eyes shining more than she probably intended. Ladies Vanessa and Melissa.

From the shadows, Natasha’s arms slowly uncrossed.

And for the first time since stepping into the palace, Grace felt something more than strength.

She felt a shift.

Like the room had tilted, ever so slightly, in her favor.

——————-

The ballroom transformed.

Court attendants swept through like wind, rearranging furniture, rolling out ceremonial rugs, adjusting banners and carved markers representing each of the provinces.

Then Coulson stepped forward, scroll in hand.

“By the will of His Majesty, today’s trial pairings will begin in accordance with ceremonial tradition. Each pairing is intended to assess compatibility in values, composure under public scrutiny, and mutual capability. This is not a formal betrothal—only a demonstration.”

A ripple moved through the room.

“And,” Coulson added, voice sharp, “these pairings were made at the king’s directive. No substitutions.”

That, of course, was a lie.

Grace knew it the moment her name was read aloud.

“Lady Grace of the Hollow will join Lady Thorne of Highmere.”

Silence.

Then a murmur.

Even Natasha blinked. “What.”

Lady Thorne stepped forward from the right side of the dais—tall, severe, dressed in precise folds of black and steel-blue silk. Her hair was coiled into a crown of silver pins, her expression unreadable but utterly unwelcoming. She moved like a blade sheathed in etiquette.

Grace stood frozen for half a beat.

That was not who Nat said she’d be paired with. She had spoken to the king that morning. Coulson had read the list aloud. Her name was meant to be beside a quiet provincial envoy—a diplomatic, harmless match for optics.

But someone had changed it.

Not by accident.

Across the room, she saw him—Steve—stepping into the far entrance just a moment too late, confusion flashing across his face as the name echoed.

Coulson faltered for half a breath.

He’d noticed too.

Grace swallowed the spike of nausea, adjusted her shoulders, and stepped forward.

Lady Thorne inclined her head by half an inch. “Lady Grace.”

Grace met her gaze without flinching. “Lady Helena.”

They stood side by side beneath the court’s scrutiny, stark as fire and frost.

From the shadows, Natasha muttered under her breath, “Someone’s playing a long game.”

And Grace, wrapped in linen and defiance, thought:

Then let’s play.

______

The moment Grace stepped into place beside Lady Thorne, Steve’s stomach dropped.

That wasn’t the name he approved.

That wasn’t the match he gave them.

And the look on Grace’s face—composed, still, but unmistakably braced for impact—confirmed it.

He was moving before the next name could be read.

Two corridors and one startled steward later, he shoved open the council antechamber doors hard enough to make them slam against the stone.

Coulson looked up from the seating chart he’d been adjusting.

Fury, of course, didn’t look up at all.

“Who changed the pairing?” Steve demanded.

Neither answered.

“Don’t play court games with me,” he snapped, stepping fully into the room. “Lady Thorne was not on Grace’s trial list.”

Coulson straightened the edge of a parchment with calm precision. “I read the list exactly as it was presented to me this morning.”

“You mean after someone altered it.”

Fury finally looked up, one brow arched. “She’s still standing, isn’t she?”

Steve’s jaw clenched. “You think this is about whether she can stand?”

“I think,” Fury said slowly, rising to his feet, “you’ve got twenty-eight remaining Chosen and one woman the court’s whispering about like she’s written in prophecy. You made a choice, son. You put a mark on her back the moment she walked into that ballroom looking like defiance in a dress.”

Steve’s fists curled. “So someone decided to test her.”

“She’s being seen,” Coulson said calmly. “Pairing her with Thorne accelerates that. Conflict, tension, spectacle. You told us to make her impossible to ignore.”

“I didn’t say throw her to the wolves.”

Fury stepped closer, voice low and hard. “You didn’t say not to.”

A long, grinding pause.

Steve’s glare could have cracked stone.

“Thorne is a strategist. A manipulator. She’ll bait her with every word, twist every answer.”

“Then let’s see if Grace bites,” Fury said. “So far, she hasn’t.”

Another beat of silence. Heavy. Loaded.

Then Steve said, quiet and furious: “You pull something like this again without telling me, I’ll treat it as sabotage.”

Fury didn’t flinch. “Then stop giving us reasons to maneuver around you.”

Coulson, ever diplomatic, offered, “The damage is done, sire. Best to watch how she handles it.”

Steve’s voice turned to ice. “Then pray she walks out of that ballroom on her own terms.”

And he turned and left—because Grace was already walking through fire.

And he wasn’t going to miss another second of it.
______

The court had grown silent.

The ballroom floor—once cleared for dancing—now bore a long table dressed in dark velvet. At its center stood two wooden trays, each lined with carved tokens: grain sacks, miniature soldiers, treaty scrolls, carved animals to represent towns and provinces.

A small placard was placed before each participant.

A third sat between them, etched in elegant script:

Scenario: Famine in the South. Threat of Rebellion in the East. Limited Funds. Limited Forces. One Royal Decree.

Lady Thorne stepped forward first, chin high, hands gloved in silver-threaded lace. The court watched as she studied the pieces, then began her arrangement—decisive, elegant, efficient.

She formed a blockade at the eastern border. Diverted grain to noble strongholds. Proposed rationing for the lower classes.

Her plan was clean. Ruthless. Calculated for maximum order and minimum loss—at least, loss that mattered to her.

Coulson raised a brow but said nothing. A few courtiers nodded, murmuring.

Then Grace stepped forward.

She moved slower—her hands still slightly unsteady from the bruises beneath her skin. She studied the tray. The court. Then the tray again.

And began.

Her plan was strange at first. Unexpected.

She sent grain not to noble estates, but to crossroads and temple outposts. She placed guards in the villages themselves. She sent envoys instead of soldiers—diplomats trained in conflict resolution, not enforcement.

Forgoing punishment. Favoring negotiation.

“She’s trying to keep peace,” someone whispered.

“She’s gambling everything.”

And yet—when she finished, the layout was clean. Not symmetrical. But balanced. And every token—every person—remained standing.

Lady Thorne’s plan would have quelled the chaos.

Grace’s might have prevented it entirely.

The judges deliberated for less than a minute.

“By margin of one,” Coulson announced, “Lady Thorne’s strategy is deemed more structurally sound.”

A polite round of applause followed.

Thorne bowed. Expression unreadable.

But the flicker in her eyes—almost too quick to catch—betrayed her glee.

Grace, still standing, inclined her head. Not smiling. But not defeated.

She stepped away from the table without fanfare.

From the back of the room, a small voice cut through the murmurs.

“She saved more people, though.”

Lila Barton sat with her feet tucked under her chair, chin resting in her hand as the judges finalized the tally. She already knew the answer. Everyone did.

Lady Thorne won, because she was better on paper —not because she actually was better.

Because she looked the part.

Because she knew how to make cruelty sound like strategy.

Next to her, Morgan Stark leaned forward over the banister, arms crossed.

“She’s limping again,” Morgan murmured.

Lila frowned. “She was earlier too. Thorne didn’t even look.”

“They’re all pretending not to see it.”

“Pretending really hard.”

They fell quiet as the next pair was called—one of the lesser nobles, and the river-border girl.

Neither seemed to know what to do with the tokens. The court barely paid attention.

But Lila was still watching Grace.

She now sat in the row of competitors who had completed th, hands folded in her lap, posture composed. Her face unreadable.

“She saved more people,” Lila said again, louder this time.

Morgan nodded. “And she didn’t throw anyone away to do it.”

A pause.

Then Lila glanced at her cousin. “Did you see the way she looked at Thorne? Like she didn’t care if she lost.”

“She doesn’t.” Morgan smiled slightly. “That’s why she didn’t.”

Their names were called next.

And they stood.

______

The trial table had barely been reset when their names were called.

Morgan Stark rose first—smirking like she’d been waiting for this since breakfast. Lila Barton followed, equal parts resigned and delighted.

Coulson, seated beside the judges, gave Steve a long-suffering look.

The King—seated at the head of the judges’ table—tilted his head slightly, lips twitching into something not quite a smile.

“I had to pair you two,” he said aloud, tone dry. “Just to see if the castle would survive.”

Morgan stood, tugging Lila to her feet. “Better question,” she muttered as they passed him, “which of us do you think would win?”

He didn’t answer.

Because they both already knew the answer to that one.

Steve just sipped his tea.

“Scenario,” Coulson read, “Pirate raids along the northern coast. Trade routes severed. Unrest brewing in the merchant guilds. Budget restrictions apply.”

Lila whispered, “Do pirates have a union? Because that might change my answer.”

Morgan: “What? No. Wait. Actually…”

The court leaned forward.

Morgan reached the tray and didn’t hesitate—she began lining up miniature ships along the coast, but reversed one row so they pointed inward.

Lila frowned. “You’re—inviting the pirates?”

“Negotiating with them,” Morgan said. “You don’t think they’d rather get paid to be coastal guards? Nobody likes being cold and hungry and hunted. We just make it a better gig to stay legit.”

Lila blinked. “You’re hiring them.”

Morgan grinned. “Rebrand or perish.”

Lila rolled with it—setting up pop-up trade ports, a rotating diplomatic envoy, and a fake festival to cover the public reintroduction of the now-not-pirates.

“You realize you’ve just built an economy on salt, subterfuge, and unhinged optimism,” Coulson said, leaning forward.

Lila gave a little bow. “So… a typical Tuesday in this court.”

Several noblewomen choked back laughter. Someone—probably Mae—clapped once.

Lady Thorne looked personally offended.

The judges conferred in a low, visibly confused huddle. Then one raised a hand.

“There’s… no clear ruling. It shouldn’t have worked. But it does.”

Morgan beamed. “That’s the family motto.”

Lila deadpanned, “It’s really not.”

Morgan shrugged. “It should be.”

They curtsied in sync and sauntered off.

As they rejoined the other Chosen in the gallery, a ripple of murmurs followed. Grace—still seated nearby—watched them with wide eyes.

The trial had barely ended. Dignitaries and nobles were still whispering about strategy, recalibrating alliances, polishing compliments for Lady Thorne.

Morgan and Lila had other plans.

They slipped away the moment their trial ended—Morgan with a smug grin, Lila barely containing laughter.

Down one of the side corridors just off the ballroom, they found their target: a long, gleaming table lined with ceremonial favor boxes—small, ornate parcels gifted by noble families to curry favor with promising candidates. Each was sealed, perfumed, and labeled in calligraphy so delicate it might as well have been spun gold.

“Remind me,” Morgan said, scanning the names, “why do these exist?”

“Because flattery works better when you hide it in a box with a ribbon,” Lila muttered, crouching low. “And because adults are ridiculous.”

Morgan reached into her sleeve and pulled out a marker.

Lila blinked. “Where were you even keeping that?”

“I’m wearing Stark-tech. Don’t ask stupid questions.”

With the stealth of two girls who knew they’d be grounded later and didn’t care in the slightest, they got to work.

By the time they were done:
• Lady Thorne’s box read: “To the Future Queen of Ice. Do Not Shake. May Contain Feelings.”
• Lady Zemo’s was relabeled: “Return to Sender: Entitled and Redundant.”
• Grace’s—still unopened and modest—was left untouched.

Except for a tiny crown doodled in the corner.
Just small enough she might miss it.
But probably wouldn’t.

Ten minutes later, Pepper found them leaning very casually against the wall, whispering like nothing had happened.

Laura spotted the marker first.

“Morgan.”

“Hi, Aunt Laura.”

“What. Did. You. Do.”

Lila, without missing a beat: “A civic service.”

Pepper pinched the bridge of her nose. “We are not bribing judges to expunge your records again.”

“You say that now,” Morgan muttered. “But wait until Lady Thorne reads hers out loud.”

From the far end of the corridor, someone snorted.

Steve.

Just loud enough for both girls to hear.

Sam intercepted the stack before they could be handed out.

Just barely.

He’d spotted Morgan’s smug little smirk from across the ballroom and followed his instincts—which, unfortunately, were never wrong when it came to Stark-blooded mischief.

Now, tucked behind one of the banquet partitions, he stared at the favor boxes in disbelief.

“‘Return to Sender: Entitled and Redundant’?” he read aloud. “Really?”

Pepper groaned. “I told her—”

“It was a civic service,” Lila said brightly, appearing at Sam’s elbow like a summoned gremlin. “You should thank us.”

Sam arched an eyebrow. “Should I?”

Morgan, leaning smugly against the pillar, added, “Just look at Grace’s.”

Sam turned it over—and laughed.

A tiny, hand-sketched crown sat in the corner. Lopsided. Barely there. Perfect.

He shook his head. “I’m rewrapping all of them. Except this one.”

Pepper opened her mouth to protest—and then Steve stepped in.

“What are you rewrapping?”

Sam tossed him the box.

Steve caught it.

Saw the crown.

And laughed.

Loudly. Unapologetically. The kind of laugh that cracked open the court’s stiff silence. A few nobles nearby went quiet, blinking at the sound.

“Leave this one,” he said. “Exactly as it is.”

Then he turned to the others.

“And tell Grace… she’s earned every scribble of it.”

Chapter 20: Holding Court

Chapter Text

By afternoon, the tone of the court had shifted.

Formal trials gave way to soft blankets rolled out beneath the orchard trees. Platters of fresh fruit and spiced bread were passed between Chosen and escorts alike. A low harp played from the shaded stone terrace.

Those who had participated in the morning’s strategy trial were called forward one by one, by order of merit.

The winners were granted fifteen minutes with the king.
The rest? Ten.

It was ridiculous.
Petty.
Calculated.

And it worked.

Because every Chosen knew—even a minute in that man’s presence could change the course of their standing.

Morgan and Lila went together, still riding the high of their “unjudged chaos win.”

Grace sat quietly near the edge of the lawn, a basket in her lap, her bruised legs stretched carefully beneath a linen cover. She wasn’t first, or last, but somewhere in the middle.

Natasha sat nearby. Not commenting. Just watching every person in the garden like a hawk.

Helena Thorne moved like a queen-in-waiting.

She glided across the orchard lawn with flawless posture, her gown a crisp cascade of cream and gold. Her attendants adjusted her train before she stepped into the shade of the royal pavilion, where Steve sat waiting—sleeves rolled and collar undone in a way that still made half the court lean forward.

She curtsied deep. Low. Practiced.

“Your Majesty,” she said smoothly. “I hope you found my strategy today… compelling.”

Steve nodded once. “You were thorough.”

“Efficiency is key in uncertain times,” she replied, glancing at the others still waiting for their turn. “As is knowing where alliances might prove… most beneficial.”

Her eyes lingered on the now-empty patch of grass where Grace had been seated.

Steve’s gaze flicked up. Neutral. Flat.

“I was raised for court,” Helena continued, stepping closer. “Groomed for leadership. And unlike some of the others here, I have no illusions about what this Choosing is really for.”

He didn’t respond immediately.

And when he did, his voice was polite. Distant.

“That clarity may serve you. If you’re chosen.”

Helena tilted her head slightly. “Of course. Though I imagine clarity isn’t the only quality you’ll need in a queen.”

She let the words hang—just long enough to imply what she wasn’t saying.

“Grace,” she added, voice perfectly calm, “has many… admirable traits. But clarity has never been one of them.”

Steve’s eyes sharpened.

Helena only smiled, unbothered. “Still. She makes quite the impression.”

She turned slightly, letting her gaze drift toward the rest of the court. “Some of the others—well, their charm is… youthful. Improvised. A bit more theater than substance. It’s sweet, in its way. But not sustainable.”

She returned her focus to Steve. “Whereas I bring structure. Stability. A foundation that won’t crack under pressure.”

His jaw tightened—but he didn’t interrupt.

She stepped closer. “I know what it means to carry power. And how to protect it.”

Steve’s voice was quiet now, clipped. “You speak with certainty.”

“It isn’t certainty,” she said, eyes gleaming. “It’s preparation.”

He didn’t smile.

Grace wandered.

No set direction. Just a soft aimlessness, like the body’s instinct to move when the mind is tangled—even though the movement hurt.

She passed the orchard’s edge, trailing her fingers along the pale stone wall that curved through the garden. The sunlight hit her bandaged arms in fragments. Her hem caught on a root, and she paused to free it gently.

The dress fluttered in the breeze.

Behind her, the girls who had begun to orbit her—country-born, a little bruised by court but still hopeful—sat watching. They didn’t crowd. They didn’t speak.

But one girl quietly set down a plum and followed, barefoot on the grass.

The bell rang to signal the end of her allotted time, but Helena lingered.

Steve stood, always polite, but already distant in that way he’d mastered—shoulders squared, gaze composed, jaw tight with barely leashed restraint.

Helena stepped forward anyway.

“May I speak… frankly, Your Majesty?”

He gave a slow nod, though his expression didn’t shift.

She took one more step, too close to be proper. “I understand the game being played here. I’ve watched the others. The simpering. The scheming. The clumsy attempts at charm.” Her voice dipped low. “And then there’s her.”

Steve’s brow arched.

Helena’s smile didn’t falter. “She’s fascinating, I’ll admit. Wild. Wounded. A flicker of defiance dressed up in bruises and silk.” A pause. “But not made for court.”

“That’s not your call to make,” Steve said, tone cool and final.

Helena didn’t retreat.

Instead, she lifted a hand—delicately, deliberately—and rested it against his chest. “It could be easier,” she said, low and coaxing. “For you. For the realm. For everyone. Choose someone born to rule beside you. Someone who won’t fracture under pressure.”

Steve didn’t move.

She rose slightly on her toes.

And kissed him.

It wasn’t passion. It wasn’t longing. It was performance—nothing more.

A claiming gesture. One designed for the witnesses just beyond the hedge, for the rumors it would spark, for the fear it would plant in the hearts of every girl still waiting for their turn.

He let her finish.

Then stepped back, cold and deliberate.

“You’re dismissed, Lady Thorne.”

He turned before she finished curtsying.

She glided back across the lawn, chin high.

Not triumphant. Not humiliated.

But rattled.

Because he hadn’t flinched.

It rippled like blood in water.

Helena Thorne’s exit was all poise and polish, but the tension she left in her wake buzzed across the orchard like a broken wire. A few of the other Chosen froze mid-bite. One girl dropped her goblet entirely. The nobles flanking the picnic edge began whispering behind fans.

And Steve—still seated—let the silence stretch just long enough to make it clear what he hadn’t said.

Then, without lifting his gaze, he reached for his cup—jaw tight, silence heavier than steel.

“Structure means nothing,” he murmured, “if it costs someone their soul.”

Pepper muttered something under her breath that made Laura snort aloud.

Lady Mae leaned toward Morgan and murmured, “Tell me she didn’t—”

“She did,” Morgan confirmed. “Full-on the mouth. I mean… points for guts?”

Across the lawn, Sam let out a low whistle.

“Well,” Maria said, leaning back in her husband’s lap, arms crossed. “So much for dignity.”

“I liked her better in the war game,” Lila added, deadpan. “Less saliva.”

Steve returned to his seat beneath the pavilion like nothing had happened.

As if Helena Thorne hadn’t just kissed the king in full view of half the court.

He called the next name. Then the next. Cool professionalism layered over a quiet, rising tension: a polite question, a long pause, a nod of thanks. Repeat.

But something had shifted.

His foot tapped.

His gaze kept flicking—subtle, habitual—across the lawn.

She wasn’t there.

He stood at the edge of the tent as the final name was called. A breeze caught the pavilion cloth and lifted it, offering a clear line of sight across the orchard.

Still no Grace.

No soft cream gown.

No silver-cuffed arm. No pinned curls tugging loose. No wide, wary eyes tracking every movement.

She was gone.

Steve didn’t wait.

He stepped down from the pavilion, ignoring the murmurs and the attendant still holding the slate of names. He wasn’t running—but his stride had purpose. Sharp. Focused. Somewhere between command and something harder to name.

He passed rows of nobles and lesser houses—the ones still waiting to be called—his eyes scanning each shaded alcove, each patch of garden lawn. No Grace.

Not at the orchard tables.

Not beneath the cypress arch.

Not anywhere she was supposed to be.

Until—

A flicker of cream silk through the trees. And a sound—soft, unguarded laughter.

Unbothered. Unhurried.

Steve turned the corner.

And froze.

There, by the old stone fountain, was Grace.

Feet bare and splashing gently in the water, her gown hitched just high enough to reveal bandaged calves and bruised knees. Her hair was still pinned up, exposing the mottled blue-black along her shoulder and neck—unhidden, unapologetic.

She was sitting along the curved basin edge, skirts pooling around her, hands gesturing as she spoke. Around her sat a small circle of young women:
• Morgan, perched like a cat with a smirk half-formed.
• Lila, cross-legged and sharp-eyed, braiding a strand of grass.
• MJ, half-listening, half-plotting something chaotic.
• Three of the country girls—Vanessa, Adelaide and Melisa, if he recalled correctly—in simple silk gowns, hanging on every word.
• And Lady Alira, all silver velvet and braided pearls, her expression thoughtful. Respectful.

From a shaded trellis just behind, Natasha and Pepper watched silently. Natasha leaned against the arch with arms crossed, eyes narrowed—but not in warning.

“She’s fine,” Pepper said quietly.

“She’s better than fine,” Nat murmured. “She’s holding court.”

Steve stepped forward slowly.

At the fountain, Grace pointed to a sprig of silvery-green herbs growing wild in a crack of the stone. “…and that one’s good for nausea. But only if you dry it first. Fresh, it’ll give you the opposite problem.”

Vanessa blinked. “How do you know all this?”

“I had no crown. No court. Just people who needed healing.” Grace smiled faintly. “And old women who weren’t patient with bad memory.”

Lady Alira gave a soft huff. “Well. If nothing else, you’ll keep us alive through winter.”

Morgan grinned. “And she could probably poison anyone who crosses her, too.”

Grace didn’t deny it.

And for the first time all afternoon, Steve smiled.

He cleared his throat softly.

The air shifted instantly.

The younger girls turned first—MJ grinning like she’d been caught mid-prank; Morgan offering a two-finger wave. Lila smirked and sat a little straighter, unrepentant.

But the other Chosen scrambled.

Silk rustled. Fans snapped open. Two girls from the country provinces dropped into low curtsies so quickly one of them nearly lost her balance.

Grace didn’t rise.

She tried—he saw it.

Felt it.

She adjusted her grip on the fountain’s edge, angled like she might stand. Every part of her resisted the motion—her knees ached, her ribs flared, her whole body tensed beneath the fragile mask of calm.

Not here.
Not in front of him.
Not in front of them.

But her legs buckled before they moved. Pain bloomed hot behind her eyes.

No. She wouldn’t stumble. Not when so many had already decided she didn’t belong.

Her jaw clenched.

She stayed seated.

Met his gaze. Steady. Quiet. Proud.

She didn’t speak. Didn’t flinch. And didn’t ask for help.

It was the most honest thing she could give him.

Steve saw it. Saw her. And gave the smallest nod—barely perceptible. Permission. Understanding. Something like respect.

Then he looked around the gathered circle.

“I believe,” he said, voice even and warm, “that each of you earned ten minutes with me this afternoon.”

A few blushed. One of the country girls looked like she might faint.

Steve continued, tone light but deliberate. “There are eight of you here now. That’s a full hour and twenty minutes, give or take.”

He paused, letting the idea hang there.

“If you’d be willing to share it… I’d be glad to spend it here, with all of you.”

Lady Alira raised a brow, amused. “An audience with the king—shared among commoners and chaos gremlins. How novel.”

Morgan grinned. “We accept your offer.”

“No refunds,” MJ added.

Lila nodded sagely. “And you’ll leave smarter for it.”

Steve smiled and stepped forward, lowering himself to sit beside Grace on the edge of the fountain. He angled his body just slightly toward her—close, but not imposing.

She didn’t lean away.

But she did brace herself.

Her muscles remained taut. Alert. Not quite trusting this moment to last.

His presence was a comfort and a risk, all in one.

When he dipped his fingers into the water beside hers, the gesture was so simple it made something ache behind her breastbone. It wasn’t dominance. It wasn’t pity. It was… presence. Choice.

He glanced up at the circle of girls.

“What were we talking about?”

“Poisons,” Grace said dryly, not missing a beat.

“And how not to accidentally cause diarrhea,” MJ offered helpfully.

Steve just blinked. “Excellent. Royal topics.”

The laughter that followed was easy, earned.

And for the next hour, the court would watch from a distance as the king sat among bare feet, bruised bodies, and unvarnished truth—choosing not what looked best.

But what was.

The sun had dipped low enough to throw honeyed light across the garden, casting long shadows and catching in the curls of the girls clustered around the fountain. Their laughter had mellowed into easy conversation—Grace still seated, legs tucked beneath her, her tone confident as she explained the differences between two nearly identical herbs.

Steve hadn’t moved from his spot beside her.

But the moment finally cracked when Fury appeared at the edge of the green—sharp as flint in court-neutral garb, like a shadow made manifest. He didn’t belong in a garden. He never did.

“Your Majesty.” His tone was polite. Controlled. Calculated. “You’re needed.”

Steve didn’t stand. Yet.

He glanced over his shoulder, voice dry. “You’ve been playing your games all day, Director.”

He looked back to the girls, then down at Grace.

“I figured I was allowed one of my own.”

Fury didn’t respond. Just faded back into the path like mist pulled by wind.

Steve exhaled, then rose.

Before he stepped away, he leaned slightly toward Grace—just enough for only her to hear.

“Are you alright?”

She nodded. “Tired. But fine.”

“I’ll need a word once I’m done. About your patient.”

That was new. He hadn’t spoken as king then—but as a commander, maybe. Or something else. Something that felt earned.

Grace nodded once. “Of course.”

Then—without waiting for anything more—she turned back to the girls and picked up the conversation as if nothing had changed.

But every one of them watched the king walk away.

And every one of them knew something had.

The conversation shifted from poisons to tinctures, then to basic stitching technique, Lady Adelaide chiming in with her own experiences. She helped along the boarder skirmish near her village. While not formally trained, Grace learned quickly the other woman could do everything from set a broken bone to cauterize an injury from a blade. She made a mental note to find time to try to spend of one on time with the other woman so they could compare notes.

By the time Adelaide finished demonstrating how to wrap a sprained ankle using a length of ribbon borrowed from Morgan’s hair, three of the mothers had joined the circle—Lady Mae, Pepper, and one of the southern women whose daughter had sat beside Grace earlier.

Grace then showed them how to make an herbal compound that can assist with preventing infections and lowering fevers.

“Could you show us that again?” the woman asked, eyes wide. “I’ve always sent for a healer, but—if I’d known how simple some of this could be…”

Grace smiled. “Simple’s a strong word. But I can absolutely show you.”

So she did.

By the time Steve returned, the fountain had become a quiet gathering place. Lila was offering her wrist to be mock-splinted by Adeleine. MJ was directing traffic. Morgan had started labeling the garden herbs with strips of cloth and charcoal. Vanessa and Melissa we both going through the process on how to make the tincture.

Even the more skeptical Chosen—those who’d stood apart earlier—had drifted close enough to listen.

Steve paused at the edge of the scene—not intruding, just watching. A flicker of something unreadable crossed his face as he took in the easy way Grace held the group in orbit around her.

She was still seated, the same position as before, but the difference was striking.

She wasn’t just being tolerated.

She was the axis around which the moment turned. Calm, sure, magnetic without trying.

She was leading.

He cleared his throat, softer this time.

It only took a moment. Heads turned. Conversations paused.

Grace looked up.

“I apologize for the interruption, Ladies,” Steve said, voice pitched carefully.

He addressed the group, but his eyes never left hers.

“There’s been a development regarding your patient’s condition. I’ll need you alone for a bit, Lady Grace.”

Grace nodded. Calm. Professional. “Of course. Your highness.”

She shifted her weight forward to stand—and instantly regretted it. Pain flared behind her ribs, sharp and deep, and her right leg twinged with the echo of too many bruises. Her hands were steady, but her jaw clenched, breath briefly catching.

You’re fine. You’ve stood before. You can do this.

But then a gentle touch—MJ’s hand at her elbow, pretending not to notice. Lila moving just slightly in case she needed a second arm. No pity. Just readiness.

Grace straightened slowly, chin high. One breath. Then another. And stood.

The girls stood too—no curtsies this time, just quiet understanding.

The older women followed, gathering their daughters with murmured goodbyes. One by one, they left the garden behind, trailing laughter and whispers and glances over shoulders.

But not one of them looked confused.
They didn’t need to be told what had changed. They had seen enough stories to know when one had just turned its page.

So did Steve.

As the last footsteps faded and they were alone again, he gestured toward the shaded path just off the fountain terrace.

“Can you walk with me?” he asked, offering his arm. “Or should we find somewhere to sit?”

Her body still ached. Her knees burned. Her back screamed with every breath she took.

She didn’t mind the effort.
It was the pain that wore her down.
She’d been carrying too much of both lately.

“I can for a bit,” Grace said, trying to hide the pain in her voice. “But I’m not sure how far I can go.”

She could handle pain. It was uncertainty that scraped at her nerves.

She took his arm.

And followed him into the dusk.

They walked in silence for a few steps, the garden thinning into a shaded corridor lined with stone arches and climbing ivy. The warmth of the day had begun to fade, replaced by the still hush of evening.

Grace didn’t ask. Not yet.

She was still watching him from the corner of her eye—reading the set of his jaw, the way his hands flexed slightly at his sides.

He hadn’t come with an apology. He hadn’t come with an answer.

Just the quiet ache of someone still trying.

When they reached the alcove just past the old sundial, Steve finally stopped. He didn’t sit. Didn’t pace.

Just looked out toward the last light brushing the castle walls.

Grace waited a beat longer before prompting, “What about Lady Sienna?”

Steve turned to her slowly.

“She’s stable. Of course.”

Her eyes narrowed just slightly. “That’s not why you brought me out here, is it.”

“No,” he admitted. “It’s not.”

Another pause.

“I needed to see you,” he said simply. “Not in front of a crowd. Not with someone else watching. Just you.”

Grace’s expression didn’t shift, but something in her posture softened—just barely.

“I wasn’t sure if you’d even want to speak to me today,” he added, quieter. “After… everything.”

She was quiet a moment, then: “You could’ve just asked.”

He gave a tired smile. “I didn’t think you’d say yes.”

Grace tilted her head. “And yet… here I am.”

He looked at her then—not as a king, not as a man trying to manage a crumbling system, but as someone who was simply trying.

“I need you to know I didn’t plan for any of this. I didn’t expect… you.”

“You mean you weren’t planning on having someone bleeding on your floor the first night?” she said lightly. “Or the crazy woman who fought to save her?”

“I mean someone who challenged everything I thought I’d already decided.”

Grace exhaled. The soreness in her body was beginning to creep higher, a pulsing ache beneath her ribs. But still, she stayed.

“What exactly do you expect from me, Your Majesty?”

He didn’t answer right away.

Instead, he stepped in—just close enough that she could feel the heat of him.

“Not an answer. Not yet,” he said. “Just… trust. A little of it.”

She searched his face. “That’s a lot to ask, considering.”

“I know.”

Another beat of silence stretched between them, until Grace finally murmured, “I don’t know what this is.”

His voice was quiet. “Neither do I.”

She looked down, then back up. “But it’s something.”

Steve nodded. “It is.”

A few heartbeats passed before she said, “You used my patient to get me out here.”

“I did,” he admitted, unflinching.

She huffed a soft, tired laugh. “At least you’re honest.”

“Painfully.”

Then, gently—his voice barely more than a thread:

“Can I walk you back?”

She didn’t answer right away.

Then gave a single nod.

“You can.”

She wasn’t sure what she was walking toward.

But she didn’t walk away.

They walked longer than intended.

The path curved through the inner gardens—quiet and half-lit—far enough from the main halls that they felt almost alone. Steve made no move to turn back, and Grace didn’t ask him to. Every so often, their shoulders brushed. Once, she caught her foot on a loose stone, and he steadied her with a hand at her elbow—just a brief touch, then gone.

By the time they reentered the castle through a side corridor, the sun had fully slipped behind the horizon.

No formal dinner had been held that night, but the salons and public parlors still hummed with low conversation. Nobles drifted between rooms, drinks in hand, gossip in full swing.

They stepped into one of the wide crossing halls just as a small cluster of people rounded the far corner.

Helena Thorne led the group.

Her eyes found them immediately—Steve’s hand lightly guiding Grace, the pair of them close, aligned, unbothered by appearances.

Her expression didn’t falter. But her smile sharpened.

“Oh!” she said far too brightly, speeding her pace. “Grace, I didn’t even see—”

She tripped.

Or rather, she performed a trip. All sweeping skirts and flailing arms. A calculated arc of silk and chaos.

Helena pitched forward—straight into Grace.

There was no time to sidestep. Grace’s body braced on instinct, but her balance faltered under the weight of pain and surprise. Her knees struck stone, and sharp heat radiated through her limbs.

She gasped.

A cry slipped out—thin, involuntary, torn from somewhere deep.

Steve moved faster than thought.

One hand at her shoulder, the other around her waist as he dropped beside her.

“Grace—”

“I’m fine,” she ground out, already pushing herself upright.

“You’re not,” he said, low and furious, eyes flicking to the bruises now visible where her wrap had shifted. “Damn it.”

Around them, the hallway had gone still.

One of the southern ladies let out a soft gasp. Another woman halted mid-step, drink forgotten in hand.

Helena straightened with graceful poise, adjusting her sleeve like nothing had happened. “Oh dear. How terribly clumsy of me.” She gave a helpless little shrug. “I wasn’t watching—”

“Clearly,” Steve said, his tone like ice.

“These old halls,” she added, all wide eyes and faux regret. “So easy to misstep.”

“I’m sure,” he said flatly, without even glancing at her.

He turned back to Grace, crouched on the cold stone, hands braced behind her, jaw tight with pain.

“Can you walk?”

She nodded once, swallowing hard. “Just… help me up.”

He didn’t hesitate. One arm around her back, the other beneath her knees, he lifted her as gently as he could—ignoring the way gasps rippled through the gallery.

Grace didn’t protest.

Not this time.

Because when her eyes met Helena’s across the space—sharp and clear despite the pain—she didn’t look fragile.

She looked furious.

And Helena, for the first time all evening, looked shaken.

The crowd parted in stunned silence as the king of the realm carried Grace through the corridor, jaw set, expression unreadable.

Behind them, Helena stood frozen, lips pressed into a thin, bloodless line.

And the whispers began.

He didn’t stop until they reached her rooms. A startled guard leapt to open the door before Steve could so much as kick it down.

Inside, the air was cool from the open windows. The scent of salve and crushed lavender lingered—remnants of pain, of healing.

Steve lowered her gently onto the edge of the bed. But before he could fully draw away, Grace caught his wrist.

Her grip wasn’t strong, but it was steady.

“Don’t do that again,” she said.

He blinked. “What?”

“Carry me through the halls like I’m made of glass.”

“You are hurt.”

“I am hurt,” she snapped, breath catching. “I’m bruised, I’m exhausted, and I’m technically still recovering from what we’re calling a magical seizure. But I’m not weak, Steve.”

He opened his mouth—then closed it again.

“I’m not just some girl,” she continued, softer now but no less fierce. “Not just an omega. I’ve survived worse than Helena Thorne’s elbow and a few stairs. I am still here. That matters.”

His jaw flexed. “I know that.”

“Do you?”

This time, he really looked at her—not at her injuries, not at the tremble she couldn’t quite hide, not at the soft fall of a borrowed gown over battered skin.

Just her.

And in that silence, something shifted.

“You need me to trust you,” Grace said. “But if you want my trust, then you have to offer it in return. You don’t get to make every choice for me. Not like that. Not in front of them.”

A long silence followed. Her words lingered—hot, clear, earned.

Then Steve nodded once, slowly.

“You’re right,” he said. “You’re not weak. I know that.”

A beat passed. His voice dropped lower.

“I just—” He ran a hand through his hair, rough. “I saw you fall. And I panicked.”

“That’s fine,” she said, her tone gentler now. “You can panic. After. Next time… let me stand up on my own. I will let you know when I need your help.”

He let out a breath—half-laugh, half-release. “Deal.”

She softened, just a little. “But thank you.”

“For?”

“Catching me. And not throttling Helena. Yet.”

“Oh,” he said with a dangerous glint, “I haven’t ruled that out.”

Grace rolled her eyes. Then hissed softly, her body shifting too quickly against the mattress. “I’d like the honor when the time comes.”

Steve stepped back at once, hands raised in surrender, but a smile tugging at his lips.

“I’ll send Nat in,” he said. “She’ll want to murder me slightly less.”

He made it halfway to the door before her voice called out, quiet but certain:

“Steve.”

He turned.

“Thank you. For listening.”

His reply was just as soft. “Always.”

Then he slipped out the door.

And Grace, alone now in the hush of lavender and dusk, finally let herself exhale.

Chapter 21: When Love Looks Like Fear

Chapter Text

He didn’t go back to the war room. Didn’t return to the council chamber, where Fury waited with revised evaluations and another passive-aggressive reminder that time was running out.

Instead, Steve found himself in the east wing courtyard, where the scent of pipe smoke still hung faintly in the evening air and someone had dragged two mismatched chairs beneath a crumbling trellis.

Sam was already there, legs stretched out, arms crossed behind his head.

“Took you long enough,” he said, without opening his eyes.

Steve dropped into the second chair with a grunt. “How’d you know I was coming?”

“Because you only come find me when you’re either about to punch someone… or when you’re in your feelings.”

“Pretty sure it’s both today.”

“Thought so.”

A beat passed.

Sam cracked one eye open. “Your girl give you hell?”

“She called me out.”

“Good. She should.”

Steve blew out a breath. “She said I don’t trust her. That I made a decision for her instead of with her. And… she’s not wrong.”

“Nope,” Sam said, stretching. “She’s not.”

Another pause.

“Maria nearly decked me the first time I opened a door for her. Council summit. Six trade envoys watching.”

Steve blinked. “Seriously?”

“Swatted my hand away and said, ‘Your job is to back me, not box me.’”

Steve groaned.

Sam grinned. “Listen,” he said. “You and I were raised to protect people. Run toward the fire.”

He paused, then added, “It’s the alpha instinct. Protect. Shield. Take control.”

Steve nodded once. “And when your partner’s an omega, it’s easy to confuse instinct with obligation.”

“Or strength with role,” Sam said. “But Grace? Maria? They were never the ones who needed protecting. Not really.”

He leaned back again. “Being with someone like Grace—or Maria—means learning to let them burn when they need to. Even if it scorches your pride. Sure, there are some omegas who want to be coddled, protected—seen only as a mother… But ones like are want to make the word better for everyone. There’s strength in their presentation.”

Steve scrubbed a hand down his face.

“She’s not weak, that’s for sure,” he said. “She’s—gods, she’s stronger than I ever expected. And I keep forgetting that. Especially when I’m scared.”

“You don’t have to be perfect,” Sam said quietly. “You just have to stop making Love look like fear.”

Steve looked over, jaw tight. The words hit harder than he wanted to admit.

Sam shrugged. “Trust goes both ways. If she gave you hers, you better give her something real to hold onto.”

Steve nodded slowly.

Then: “You’re smarter than people give you credit for.”

“Damn right,” Sam said, stretching again. “Now get out of here. Go be regal or whatever.”

——-

The windows were open again, letting in the cool spring night breeze.

Grace sat half draped on the chaise, her shift loosened at the back as Maela smoothed salve along the worst of the bruises—slow, steady strokes that made her grit her teeth more than once. The ointment smelled faintly of sage and something sharper, bitter and clinging. It burned a little at first. Then it sank in.

The breeze stirred the curtains, cool against her overheated skin. Somewhere in the distance, a door creaked open and shut again. A nightbird called once, then fell silent.

Nat sat nearby, combing through Grace’s hair with a silver-handled brush. Each pass caught softly on drying curls, the rhythm soothing despite the stiffness in Grace’s shoulders.

“You know,” Nat said, “you might be the only woman in history to nearly die and then command half the court’s respect before lunch.”

Grace gave a half-hearted snort, but didn’t argue.

Maela clucked softly. “These are deep,” she murmured, pressing gingerly at the base of Grace’s spine. “You landed hard.”

“I didn’t land,” Grace muttered. “I was shoved.”

“I meant from the vision, girl.”

“Oh.”

A pause.

Grace winced as the next layer of cool salve touched her skin. Each press sent a ripple through her ribs, like her body was remembering the fall more slowly than her mind.

“Where do you think it came from—the relic, I mean?”

“It was in the village until your sister died,” Maela said. “Everyone thought it was destroyed in the fire. It’s odd that it’s just shown up again.”

“Well, isn’t that convenient for whoever planted it,” Grace grumbled.

“Someone’s in a mood,” Nat teased.

“Sorry. I’m…” Grace faltered. “I’m angry. That I can barely stand. That I need help just to walk.”

Her voice dropped. “That Helena got to—”

“Helena exposed herself,” Nat cut in smoothly. “To the king. To the court. To half the palace staff.”

“She humiliated me.”

“She revealed you,” Nat corrected. “And you stood taller, sitting at that fountain, than half those girls will with their backs straight and titles recited.”

Grace didn’t answer. But her breath trembled.

It wasn’t just the bruises. It was the ache of being seen—too much, too clearly—without having chosen it.

“You undermined the entire structure,” Baron Zemo snapped, his voice sharp and high-pitched. “Dismissals before trials? Physical challenges before alliances are assessed? And fraternization—in plain view?”

Steve stood at the head of the table, arms folded.

“I made the terms clear,” he said evenly. “The trials will reflect the realities of leadership. That includes cooperation. Judgment. Integrity. And no—I don’t regret dismissing candidates who failed those tests.”

Lady Seraphine, An older woman in silver robes narrowed her eyes. “You’ve compromised the sanctity of the Choosing.”

Steve leaned forward. “The Choosing isn’t sacred. The people are. I’m not looking for a throne accessory—I need someone who can stand beside me.”

“You made a spectacle of Lady Thorne,” Baron Zemo argued. “And you allotted my daughter only ten minutes.”

“I made a scene?” Steve snapped. “She kissed me. In public. Without consent. If she wanted to be seen as a viable match, she should’ve shown restraint, not strategy. And your daughter earned ten minutes when she lost her challenge.”

A hush fell across the chamber.

Then: “And the healer?” Lord Thorne asked delicately. “The Hollow girl. You walked with her for almost an hour.”

Steve’s voice cooled. “Her ten minutes were combined with those seated beside her. The walk that followed was strictly business—I was inquiring what else she needed for Lady Sienna’s recovery.”

“Yet you looked like you were having a lover’s stroll,” Zemo said, lifting his chin.

Steve didn’t blink. But the air shifted.

His voice dropped to a warning growl. “I would be very careful what you say next.”

“They’re going to keep pushing me,” Grace murmured, as Maela began wrapping fresh linen across her torso. The fabric was stiff, scratchy against her skin, anchoring her even as it stung. “Trying to prove I’m fragile.”

“Then let them try,” Nat said, looping Grace’s hair into a soft knot. “And you’ll keep doing what you do best.”

“What’s that?”

“Surviving. Healing. Making allies without even realizing it.”

Maela tied off the bandage with a firm, practiced tug. “And driving that poor king to distraction.”

Grace smiled faintly. “He’s not so poor.”

“Not yet,” Nat murmured. “But he will be. You’re going to cost him everything he thought he knew about power.”

Grace looked down at her hands. They were still for once. Too still.

“And if I’m not ready?” she asked, barely above a whisper.

“You are, sweetheart,” Maela said gently, resting a hand on her shoulder. “But we’ll hold you up until you realize it.”

 

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The council chamber still echoed in his ears as he strode down the corridor, jaw tight, hands flexing uselessly at his sides. He’d held the line. He’d said what needed saying.

But gods, it had felt like trying to convince stone to bleed.

The guards posted outside Grace’s door straightened as he approached.

“Is she still awake?” Steve murmured.

They nodded. “Yes, sir.”

He knocked—soft, hesitant. Just once.

Inside, a voice rasped, dry and drowsy: “If it’s not Maela or Natasha, you’d better have tea or sedatives. Correct that—both.”

He pushed the door open gently, chuckling under his breath.

The room was lit only by the fire and a few scattered candles. Grace lay on her stomach across the bed, bandages wrapping most of her back and ribs, a thin sheet draped across her hips. Cold compresses were tucked beneath her arms, at her temple, and down her spine. Her hair was braided, but damp strands had come loose, curling softly against the pillow.

When she turned her head and saw him, something shifted in her expression—not soft exactly, but surprised. Vulnerable. A faint flush rose along her cheekbones, but she held his gaze.

“You’re not either of those,” she said quietly. “No tea. No sedatives.”

“No,” Steve said, stepping inside and closing the door behind him. “Just me.”

He stood there a moment, awkward and uncertain, then slowly approached the side of the bed.

“I… wanted to check on you.”

Her brow lifted. “Didn’t think I was on the council’s priority list.”

“You’re above it.”

She blinked at that.

Steve hesitated, then sat carefully in the chair beside her.

“I heard what happened this afternoon. Helena… Any other competitors try to kiss you that I should know about?”

He gave a dry, short laugh. “You’ve been busy.”

Grace exhaled. “Busy surviving. Though Nat and Maela love to gossip while they wrap me like a mummified relic. I guess now I know why she shoved me..”

“No one else tried to kiss me, Little Moon. Especially not the one I wanted to.”

Her breath caught just slightly, but she didn’t answer. The silence between them warmed, thickened.

His voice softened. “You scared me. When you fell. Again, when I carried you. And I keep doing the wrong thing trying to fix it.”

“I don’t need fixing,” she said gently.

“I know,” he said—and this time, he meant it.

A pause stretched between them. He studied her carefully.

“Can I… do anything?”

Grace’s gaze drifted to the space beside her.

“You could sit. Just… be here.”

She didn’t look at him when she said it.

He didn’t hesitate. But when he sat, their shoulders nearly touched, and he didn’t quite breathe right for a moment.

He pulled off his jacket, settled gingerly on the edge of the bed beside her, and reached for the linen to replace a nearly warm compress. His fingers brushed her skin—cool cloth meeting warm flesh—and lingered for a beat too long, tracing the curve of her ribs before pulling back.

Her breath hitched. She felt the warmth rush to her cheeks and hated that he probably noticed. But still, she didn’t flinch.

“Cooler?” he asked.

She nodded.

He adjusted it gently.

“Thank you,” she murmured.

He swallowed. “Rest. I’ll stay until you sleep.”

And she did.

Not because she was weak.

But because he made it safe to let go.

Chapter 22: The Language of Flowers

Chapter Text

He had tried. Really.

Tried to follow Coulson’s advice. Tried to take the day off, clear his head, let the dust of the last forty-eight hours settle without stirring it up again.

But every time he closed his eyes, he saw Helena’s smug little curtsy. Heard the brittle sneer of the council. Felt the phantom weight of Grace collapsing in his arms—again.

He went to the training yard. Too loud. Too crowded.

Tried walking the outer gardens. Ran into two of the merchants’ daughters attempting to “accidentally” trip near him.

He was ten seconds from climbing the damn tower wall when Coulson, likely sensing the incoming tantrum, casually mentioned that most of the remaining Chosen had taken the opportunity to spend the day in the city shopping.

“Quiet halls, Your Majesty.”

So Steve followed the silence.

And it led him—unexpectedly, unerringly—to the library.

He hadn’t meant to linger. Just walk through. Breathe it in. The scent of parchment and old wood, the hush of thought and ink. A place untouched by all the expectations pressing against his skin.

But she was there.

Tucked into one of the oversized chairs near the window, legs curled beneath her, a book balanced in her lap and another open on the side table. Her hair was braided loosely, strands falling around her face, and her back—carefully braced by a folded cushion—rose and fell in a steady rhythm.

She was so absorbed in the page, she didn’t even glance up.

Steve didn’t speak. Not at first.

He just watched her read.

The way her brow furrowed in concentration. The little sound she made when she flipped a page too quickly and had to go back. The gentle way her fingers traced a diagram of noble lines, as if learning the names of every duke and count was as sacred as stitching a wound.

Finally, he stepped closer. Quiet.

Grace’s voice, without looking up:

“Are you here to scold me for not resting, or because you’re hiding too, Your Highness?”

Steve blinked. Then, slowly,

“Mostly hiding, my lady.”

She looked up, eyes narrowing.

“We both know I’m not really a lady—let’s not pretend here. Aren’t you not supposed to be working today?”

“No. I was told to rest. Clear my head. Focus on the Chosen. And yet…”

She tilted her head.

“You don’t trust your advisors?”

“I trust some of them,” he said. “Not all.”

She nodded once.

“Smart.”

He glanced at the book in her lap.

“What are you reading?”

“Court protocols. Cultural history of the coastal houses. And a short summary of trade routes from the northwestern border—apparently that’s the hot topic this year.”

He blinked again.

“That’s… a lot.”

“I figured if I’m going to be dragged into politics, I might as well know which families outwardly hate each other and which ones are just pretending not to.”

A smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. Then faded, slowly, as he looked at her again—really looked.

She was pale. Still too thin. Swaddled in a soft dress that disguised more bandages than most would guess. But her eyes were clear. Steady.

“You’re really trying,” he said quietly.

“Of course I am.”

“I didn’t expect…”

“That I’d take it seriously?” Grace asked, voice light but edged. “That I’d fight you the whole way?”

“No. I didn’t mean it like that,” he said, trying to stop another argument—something they seemed oddly good at. “Just… most wouldn’t. And I didn’t expect to admire it this much.”

That gave her pause.

Their eyes held.

Steve swallowed, then gestured to the chair across from her.

“May I?”

She nodded.

“Only if you’re not going to interrupt my study session. I’m behind as it is.”

He smiled again, wider this time.

“I’ll be quiet.”

He eased into the chair, one boot braced against the hearth, elbows resting on his knees. The fire cracked softly behind him, casting a warm glow across the room.

It was only then he noticed the parchment spread across the table beside her. Half-filled with notations, carefully inked lines, and sharp underlining. A second quill rested in the inkwell, still wet.

“You’re taking notes?” he asked, surprised.

Grace didn’t look up.

“Of course I am. Do you think I just absorb political nuance through osmosis?”

“I mean…” he scratched the back of his neck, sheepish. “I kind of hoped?”

She shot him a glance over the top of her book.

“That might work for you, Your Royal Hotness.”

He blinked.

“Royal—what?”

Grace kept reading, lips twitching.

“Don’t worry about it.”

Steve stared at her, stunned into silence, then leaned forward slightly.

“Is that what you call me when I’m not around?”

“Not always. That one I picked up this morning, during breakfast with the other Chosen.”

A beat.

“What else do you call me?”

She turned a page slowly.

“Depends how mad I am… mostly ‘asshole.’”

Steve laughed, low and honest, and Grace smiled despite herself.

“Why don’t you just call me by my name?”

Grace looked at him, a slight frown creasing her brow—like the thought hadn’t occurred to her. Or maybe it had, and she’d chosen not to.

His eyes drifted to the parchment again.

“You’ve really been doing all this… just to prepare?”

“Just to keep up,” she said. “I’m behind. Your High… Steve. I didn’t grow up with court tutors or strategy lessons. I know healing and plants and what a dying person looks like two hours before anyone else does. But here? I’m learning the shape of the world from scratch. Even Vanessa and Melissa had some formal training. I had none. Which puts me behind.”

He went quiet again.

When he finally spoke, his voice had gentled.

“You’re not behind. You’re just unafraid to start where others pretend they already know. And honestly? You already understand more about the world than most ever will.”

That made her pause.

Her gaze lifted to meet his—and for a breath, neither of them looked away.

Then Grace cleared her throat, glancing back down at her notes.

“Well. That’s unnecessarily flattering.”

“Not really,” he said. “It’s just accurate.”

She reached for the quill again, muttering,

“Keep that up and I might actually like you.”

Steve leaned back in the chair, watching her with a small, crooked grin.

“Dangerous territory.”

“I’ve been in worse,” she said, flashing a soft, flirty smile.

He didn’t respond right away. Just sat there, quietly listening as she returned to her reading, her quill dancing softly across the parchment.

And for the first time all day, the pressure eased—just a little.

The sun had shifted by the time the quiet broke.

Grace had tucked her legs up again, the book resting open on her knees, a sheet of parchment balanced beside it. Steve sat across from her, one boot braced on the edge of the hearth, elbows resting on his knees as he flipped to a marked page in an older volume.

“See here,” he said, tapping the faded map with one finger. “These river clans don’t deal in coin like most territories. Everything’s barter—goods, favors, sometimes even time.”

Grace squinted at the page, brow furrowing. “They trade… chores?”

“In a way. One family might repair another’s roof in exchange for use of their fishing nets. Or safe passage. Or a neutrality pledge at the next clan gathering.”

She blinked. “That’s chaos.”

“It’s tradition,” he said—but the curve of his mouth suggested he agreed.

Grace reached for her quill, scribbling something in the margin. “And they’ve kept that system for how long?”

“Centuries. Even the crown doesn’t interfere. Too many tangled alliances—one wrong move and you’ve got a feud that lasts a generation.”

She hummed, then looked up at him through her lashes. “So I shouldn’t try to modernize them with a single unified currency?”

“Not unless you want three clans declaring war and one proposing marriage out of spite.”

Her eyes sparkled. “You’ve thought about this.”

“I used to negotiate their treaties before I was crowned,” he said. His voice had gone soft. “It’s not glamorous work. But it matters.”

Grace tilted her head. “You’re a better teacher than you let on.”

“Don’t let that get around.”

She smiled. “I’ll keep it a secret. For now.”

“Anyway,” he said, tapping another inked line, “these three clans form what they call the Split Fork Pact. Sounds dramatic, but it’s mostly about fishing rights and spring festivals.”

Grace made a thoughtful noise and jotted a note in the margin. “And still no coin?”

“Nope. Only goods, favors, or shared labor. They measure trust in sweat, not silver.”

She laughed softly. “That sounds exhausting, yet surprisingly honest.”

“It is.”

They settled into quiet. The fire cracked gently. Steve watched her absently tuck a loose strand of hair behind her ear.

Then she tapped the edge of a page, thoughtful.

“Did you know noble houses sometimes use flowers to send coded messages?”

Steve looked up, eyes warm. “I’ve heard of it.”

“Each bloom carries a meaning—pink lilac for first love, golden thistle for political unrest. Ivy twisted clockwise means loyalty. Counterclockwise means betrayal.”

He didn’t interrupt—just watched, patient.

“There’s a rumor back home,” she added, “that a duchess once ended a courtship by sending wilted white heather in a crystal vase.”

Steve’s brow lifted. “Harsh.”

“Brutal,” she corrected, smiling.

He leaned forward, chin resting on his hand. “And if someone sent you night-blooming jasmine?”

Grace blinked. “That’s… longing for something forbidden.”

“Hmm.” His mouth curved. “Useful to know.”

Her eyes narrowed, amused. “Why? Planning to send me coded messages?”

“Might be safer than saying certain things out loud.”

Her cheeks flushed—but she didn’t look away.

“You already knew all this, didn’t you?”

He shrugged, still smiling. “Didn’t mean I didn’t want to hear you explain it.”

Their eyes held—soft, unguarded.

She glanced down, brushing the edge of the parchment. “Careful, your Highness. Keep talking like that and I might start thinking you like me.”

“Is it still dangerous territory if it’s mutual?” he asked, voice low. “Little moon.”

She gave him a soft, crooked smile. “More so, probably.”

He chuckled—and just as she leaned forward to reach for another book—

The heavy double doors slammed open.

“Of course,” came Natasha’s voice, dry as winter frost, “this is where you ended up.”

Grace winced—then winced harder as the motion tugged sharply at her ribs.

Steve stood at once. Grace looked up, aiming for innocent, but even she wasn’t buying it.

Natasha crossed the floor with that slow, deliberate stride she only used when she was trying very hard not to yell.

“You said you were going to rest,” she said. “I left you with salve. Ice. Instructions. And instead, you’ve been sitting here reading manifestos for two hours while your bruises are probably blooming into a full mural.”

“I was—studying,” Grace offered weakly.

“Studying doesn’t mean sitting upright in a corset dress with your feet folded under you.” Natasha’s gaze sliced toward Steve. “You’re not off the hook either, Your Highness.”

“I didn’t make her come here.”

“But you didn’t stop her either.”

Steve looked appropriately chastened.

Grace, sensing this could spiral quickly, carefully unfolded her legs and stood—biting back a hiss as pain flared through her side.

Nat’s hands were already there, steadying. One under her elbow, the other firm at her back.

“Come on. Ice. Meds. Reclining. Non-negotiable.”

Grace muttered something that might’ve been traitor, but nodded all the same.

“I’ll go,” she sighed. “But only because the idea of cold linens and that salve is starting to sound like a religious experience.”

Steve smirked. “I’ll bring the books to your room later.”

Natasha arched a brow. “She’ll read them tomorrow. If she follows instructions tonight.”

They turned toward the door. As they reached it, Grace glanced over her shoulder—one last look.

Steve caught it. Then, lightly: “Lady Grace—what’s your favorite flower?”

She didn’t miss a step, but her head tilted slightly. “It’s never been roses,” she called back. “But… maybe I could be convinced otherwise. Although they are a bit predictable.”

His grin curved slow and crooked.

The door swung shut behind them with a soft click.

By the time Natasha had finished scolding, Grace’s cheeks were nearly as red as the bruises across her ribs.

“You said you’d rest,” Natasha repeated, standing over her like a storm cloud in tailored black. “Not ‘steal a chair, drag your ass to the library, and hold court like a demented scholar-queen.’”

“I wasn’t holding court,” Grace muttered into the pillow.

“No?” Nat’s voice dripped with sarcasm. “Because it sure looked like courtship from where I was standing. Books, shared glances, matching marginalia—should I prepare an engagement announcement?”

Grace groaned, muffled. “Why are you like this?”

“You love me,” Natasha shot back, tugging a fresh sheet tighter around her middle. “But if you keep ignoring basic instructions while half your ribs are stained permanently purple, I’m going to start treating you like my idiot alpha—and tie you to a bed just to get you to listen.”

“Your alpha?”

“James. Bucky. That’s not the point.” Natasha arched a brow. “You need to behave like someone with functioning brain cells. No more upright chairs for two hours. No more folding yourself into shapes your back shouldn’t bend into. And definitely no more low-voiced library flirting with the king unless you’re horizontal and medicated.”

Grace groaned louder. “You heard that?”

“Every word,” Nat said, smug as a cat in cream. “I walked in on you whispering flower metaphors like you were starring in a forbidden courtship opera.”

Maela, who had just walked back in with the cooled salve, snorted aloud. “At least he knows the language. I’ve seen nobles who can’t tell rosemary from rue.”

Grace twisted her head enough to glare at both of them. “Please, can we not?”

“Oh, we can,” Natasha said, reclaiming her seat near the bed with far too much satisfaction. “Let’s review, shall we? ‘Is it still dangerous territory if it’s mutual attraction?’” She put on a dramatic voice, mimicking Steve. ‘Keep talking like that and I might actually like you.’ Saints, Grace. I expected you to tease him, not leave him emotionally flayed and asking your favorite flower.”

Grace buried her head again. “Let’s go back to your alpha. Is this an official thing?”

“Public, no. Mated, yes.” Natasha rolled her eyes. “But stop trying to change the subject.”

“I hate you. I truly do. Maybe I’ll ask Steve if Maela can be my escort going forward.”

“I adore you,” Maela said, dabbing a fresh compress to her spine. “Which is why I’m going to pretend we didn’t hear the part where you basically invited him to send you roses.”

Grace mumbled something incoherent.

“Hmm?” Maela prompted.

“I said I told him I don’t like roses,” Grace grumbled. “But maybe I could be convinced.”

“Oh,” Natasha said, positively delighted now. “You definitely could.”

Grace threw an arm over her head. “Please. Stop. I’m fragile.”

“You’re a menace,” Nat countered. “And if you don’t stop eye-fucking each other in public, I’m going to have to start issuing blackout curtains for the rest of us.”

“I hate you more than poison,” Grace muttered into the pillow.

Maela chuckled. “You always did have a type.”

“A what now?” Grace shot back, lifting her head enough to look betrayed.

“Tall. Brooding. Deeply responsible. And just a little too pretty for their own good.”

“I’m dying,” Grace declared, flopping dramatically—and immediately regretted it. “Let me perish in peace.”

Natasha stood and fluffed a pillow like a death sentence. “Not a chance. Now roll the other way, or your left hip is going to bruise like a peach.”

Maela pressed the cloth gently over the deepest violet mark on her spine and added, “And for what it’s worth, I’ve never seen him look at anyone like that before.”

Grace was quiet.

Then: “He asked my favorite flower.”

“And now you know his,” Natasha said dryly, reaching for the salve. “You.”

There was a soft knock on the door.

Before either of them could respond, it creaked open.

Steve stepped inside with an awkward armful of books.

“I brought you something,” he said.

Maela raised an eyebrow but didn’t comment.

Grace pushed herself up slightly on one elbow. “You didn’t have to—”

“I know. But you’re stubborn. And bored. So if I can’t stop you from researching, I can at least curate.”

He crossed to the nightstand and set them down with deliberate care:
• The Illustrated Lineage of Northern Houses
• Formal Etiquette and Symbolic Gestures of the Court
• Trade and Treaties: An Overview of Cultural Customs from the Borderlands
• Root & Remedy: An Ancient Compendium of Folk Healing Practices

And, nestled at the bottom, dog-eared and obviously well-loved:

• The Duke’s Forbidden Caress

Grace blinked.

“Really?” she asked, reaching for the last book, one eyebrow arched.

He shrugged, a grin tugging at his mouth. “I figured if you’re going to be flat for another day, might as well give you something ridiculous to enjoy.”

Maela snorted. “He has a point.”

Grace held it up, flipping through a few scandalously cheesy pages. “I can’t decide if I’m flattered or offended.”

“Hopefully entertained,” Steve said. Then added, softer, “I’ll check on you later.”

He slipped out before she could answer, the door swinging shut behind him.

Grace stared at the pile. Then at Maela.

“I think I might actually like him,” she admitted.

Maela just smiled knowingly, dabbing more salve along her shoulder blades. “You always did go for the ones who brought you reading material.”

Grace eyed The Duke’s Forbidden Caress with growing suspicion. The cover was faded, the edges curled with age. The duke—shirt open to the waist, hair blowing in a wind that apparently existed just for him—looked like he took brooding very seriously.

She flipped to a random page.

 

“My lord,” she whispered, her bodice torn and dignity shredded. “This isn’t proper.”

“Then let it be improper,” he growled, sweeping her up as the violins swelled…

“Oh gods,” Grace muttered, slamming the book shut.

Maela glanced over from where she was grinding a fresh poultice. “Ah. That one. That’s better than roses.”

Grace lifted her head. “You’ve read this?”

“Everyone’s read that,” Natasha said, sweeping into the room with a new basin of cool water. “It’s practically a rite of passage in this pack.”

“You’re joking.”

Natasha snorted. “That exact copy made the rounds through the Inner Circle for over a decade. I’m surprised it’s still intact.”

Maela chuckled, wringing out a fresh cloth. “I think I first read it waiting for the herbalist to open back home, that story’s been around for decades. Your mother used to hide a copy behind the medicinal herb scrolls.”

Grace blinked. “My mother read this?”

“Please,” Maela said dryly. “She and your father once acted out a chapter—purely for academic purposes, of course. Or so she told me… come to think of it, that was around the time you were conceived.”

“Stop now. I’m traumatized.”

“You’ll survive.” Maela dabbed more salve across the bruises above her ribs. “It’s practically required reading. Even the boys snuck it out when they thought no one would notice.”

Grace narrowed her eyes. “The king read this?”

“Steve and Bucky,” Natasha said, unfazed. “The story is that they were fifteen, maybe sixteen. Heard all the older kids whispering about it during a state dinner and snuck it out of the library that night.” She grinned. “Supposedly they didn’t speak to anyone for two days. Probably too overwhelmed by the concept of strategic corset unfastening.”

Grace collapsed into the pillow, groaning. “That’s it. I’m never making eye contact with anyone again.”

“Too late,” Maela said with a smirk. “You’re one of us now.”

Grace sighed dramatically. “But he still doesn’t know my favorite flower…”

Natasha rolled her eyes. “Doesn’t matter. You’ve got bruises, scandalous literature, and half the court watching. That’s enough.”

The three of them dissolved into quiet laughter as Maela wrapped the last of the linens and tucked a blanket gently over Grace’s shoulders.

Chapter 23: The Dukes Forbidden Desire

Chapter Text

Steve leaned back in the high-backed chair near the hearth, one boot propped on the edge of the low stone ledge, a half-empty glass of moon brandy in hand. The room was dim, warm, quiet—the only space in the entire castle that didn’t currently reek of politics or perfume.

Bucky strolled in without knocking, dropping into the chair across from him with the weight of someone who’d had enough of court posturing for the day.

“She still alive?” he asked.

“Barely,” Steve replied. “Nat and Maela are hovering like hawks. I think Maria’s on a rotation schedule. Lila offered to help too… but the last thing Grace needs is the trouble trio organizing her recovery.”

Bucky smirked as he poured his own glass of brandy. “Sounds about right.”

They sat in silence for a moment.

Then Steve cracked a grin, one brow lifting.

“Do you remember the first time you read The Duke’s Forbidden Caress?”

Bucky nearly choked. “Excuse me?”

“You were the one who found it,” Steve said, smug now. “Don’t play dumb. You slipped it out of the records room, tucked behind old trade ledgers.”

“I was curious! Everyone was whispering about it like it was some sacred scroll.”

“You were blushing for three days.”

“You reread chapter seven. Out loud. Trying to figure out if it was ‘accurate.’”

Steve snorted into his drink. “I was trying to understand omega courtship traditions. For research.”

“You were trying to figure out how one tug equals total fabric collapse of a boned corset,” Bucky shot back.

They both laughed.

Then Steve sobered slightly, swirling the last inch of his drink.

“She’s reading it. Right now.”

Bucky blinked. “Grace?”

“Half-naked. Bruised to hell. One floor below.”

Bucky groaned. “Oh no.”

“Oh yes.”

“How’d she get a copy?”

“I gave it to her.”

“You gave that to her?”

“She wanted to learn the kingdom. I figured better from me than from one of you jackals. And I did include other books. It wasn’t just that.”

“You thought you’d stop the hazing before it started,” Bucky muttered. “Does she know you’ve read it?”

“She will the minute she gets to chapter nine. It’s the annotated copy.”

Bucky let his head fall back against the chair. “You’re doomed.”

“I know.”

A beat of silence.

Then Bucky added, “You really think she’d recognize your handwriting already?”

Steve looked mildly offended. “I might’ve left a note. At the chapter. It’s not the pack’s copy anymore. Private collection now. Hopefully it will be added back to my bookshelf sooner than later though.”

Bucky lifted his glass in mock salute. “Well. I’ll add finding a new copy to my to-do list. To court tradition.”

Steve clinked his glass against his. “And to omega literature with surprisingly sound structural metaphors.”

They drank in silence for a beat.

“…Chapter seven was kind of accurate, though.”

Bucky shook his head. “You’re insufferable.”

“Tell that to the duke.”

He leaned back, the firelight casting soft shadows across his jaw. But behind the grin, his eyes flicked toward the ceiling—just for a moment, like he could feel her there.

Bucky didn’t miss it.

“You like her.”

Steve didn’t answer right away. Just knocked back the rest of his drink and said quietly,

“I think I’m way past like, Buck.”
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The others had finally drifted out, the cold compresses changed one last time, the lamps turned low. Grace lay half on her side, propped carefully on pillows, a thin sheet covering her torso. Every breath tugged at sore muscles, but the pain had dulled to a manageable ache.

She should’ve been sleeping.

Instead, The Duke’s Forbidden Caress sat open her hand, the aged spine bowed to a well-worn chapter.

She’d meant to read just a little. Something light. A distraction.

It was not light.

It was… educational.

Her brow furrowed as she reread the passage. Then again. Her fingers fidgeted at the edge of the page.

“He didn’t speak—just stared at her like she was both prey and dessert. Then he dropped to his knees, dragged his teeth along the inside of her thigh, and murmured, ‘I’m going to make you forget how to stand.’”

Grace blinked.

Her mouth went dry.

And suddenly, she was far too aware of her own body—every bandaged bruise, every exposed patch of skin, every flicker of tension that had nothing to do with pain.

She wasn’t naïve. She’d had her share of kisses. She knew how sex worked—anatomically, biologically, even politically. She’d studied it in medical texts, heard it dissected in gossip circles.

But this?

This was something else entirely.

Somewhere deep in her abdomen, a spiral of heat unfurled with alarming urgency. She shifted slightly—bad idea. A familiar ache flared near her hip, grounding her with a hiss.

Still. The damage was done.

She turned the page.

“He kissed her like a man who had waited through seven lifetimes of war. Like her mouth was the only peace he’d ever tasted. His hands held her thighs open—possessive, reverent—and when he finally touched her, she saw stars. Not figuratively. Actual, blinking stars.”

“Oh hell,” she whispered.

Her pulse was thrumming. The sheet felt too warm. Her spine arched involuntarily—and punished her with another sharp twinge of bruised muscle.

She should stop.

Instead, she flipped one more page.

“He didn’t ask. He promised—with every thrust of his fingers, every drag of his tongue, every ruined sound he pulled from her lips. ‘Give it to me,’ he rasped, low and wrecked. ‘All of it. I’ll worship every shaking breath out of your lungs.’”

Grace dropped the book straight onto the floor and covered her face with both hands as a pair of ocean blue eye filled her mind.

“I am never telling Maela what chapter I stopped on,” she groaned.

Unfortunately, the words had already carved themselves into her skull.

Worship every shaking breath out of your lungs.

And worse—worse—was the image that followed: Steve, storm-eyed and reverent, his hands steady on her hips, his voice gravel-deep and dangerous.

Grace whimpered softly into the pillow. “Goddess help me.”

She reached over the edge of the bed, retrieved the book, and opened to the next dog-eared chapter.

“She was trembling. Not with fear. With need. With raw, dizzy want. And when he finally entered her—slow, devastating, endless—she forgot her own name. But he didn’t. He growled it. Over and over. Like a prayer. Like a threat.”

Grace flopped flat again, arms splayed, brain screaming as Steve’s voice echoed through her head over and over again.

She shouldn’t.

She really, really shouldn’t.

But the chapter had already sunk its teeth into her imagination—and her body was still humming from it, alive with sensation, even as she lay motionless beneath the sheet.

Her hand hovered. Then turned the page.

Her breath caught.

This part was slower. Softer. Devotional.

“He traced her like a sacred map. Not asking for mercy. Just permission to stay.”

Grace’s heart stuttered.

She read it again. Slower.

And somewhere deep in her chest, something warm and reckless bloomed.

She arched again, breath caught on the edge of something sharp and hot and dizzying. Her skin buzzed with memory and imagination, with the ghost of fingers that hadn’t touched her—but might. The book pressed to her chest like a brand, the printed words still humming through her blood.

“He kissed her like a vow—slow and deep and reverent. One hand at her throat, the other mapping every inch of skin like it was a language only he could read. She came apart whispering his name, and he held her through every breathless echo.”

Grace whimpered, low and involuntary. The sound startled her—but not enough to stop. Her hand trembled where it hovered over her stomach, brushing lower, slower, learning her own shape like he might. Like he would.

In her mind, it was Steve’s hands. Steve’s mouth. Steve’s breath, warm against her throat. Not a nameless duke from a worn-out novel, but him.

She could see him—coat half-unfastened, sleeves rolled to the forearms, hair mussed from her fingers. Kneeling beside her with that look in his eyes. Steady. Unshaken. Devout.

Her free hand moved without thinking—light fingers over her collarbone, her sternum, brushing the edge of the bandage at her ribs. Careful. Curious.

There was no mirror in this. No imagined partner. Just sensation and heat and the pounding of her heart.

Except—

He was there.

In her mind’s eye. Just behind her closed lids. Steve, kneeling at the edge of her bed, palm flat against her ribs. Kissing her slow. Worshipful. Mapping her inch by inch like a prayer.

She swallowed, shifting her thighs beneath the sheet, just enough to ease the ache between them. Her fingers traced lower, brushing across the fine hairs of her stomach, down—

A gasp, quiet and surprised, left her lips.

It wasn’t release she sought. Not fully. Just connection—to something real. Something alive. Her own body, her own want. Hers.

But in the sanctuary of that want, he was there. His voice, low and breathless, murmuring her name against her skin. His hands steady as he made her feel—

She turned the next page with a trembling breath—

Her heart pounded.

The ache built again—hot and insistent—curling low in her belly.

But her fingers caught on something tucked just past the spine. A worn edge. Folded parchment.

A note.

Her breath stuttered. Carefully, she pulled it free—lips parted, chest rising in shallow waves.

Two lines, written in a hand she knew better than her own:

Chapter Nine.
You might like this part.
Or maybe I just wanted you to know I’ve read it, too.

If you’ve made it this far, I hope you know I’d never make you beg.
But gods, I’d want to try.

-S

Her pulse fractured.

Grace made a wounded noise. Possibly a whimper.

Heat tore through her like lightning—yes, not from shame or guilt or even surprise, but from the way it made her feel seen. Known. Answered.

“Gods help me,” she whispered again.

But she didn’t stop.

She turned back to the paragraph—his voice in her head, his hands imagined over her skin—and let the chapter finish what it started.

Her thighs pressed together again. Her fingers curled tight in the sheet.

And for one dizzy, breathless moment, she stopped thinking entirely.

_____

They were still sitting by the fire when it hit them.

One moment, Bucky was midway through an exaggerated reenactment of some courtier tripping over a ceremonial spear during breakfast; the next, he stopped short, nose wrinkling, eyes narrowing.

Steve went still.

The scent drifted in like smoke—heady, warm, unmistakable.

And it was hers.

Not pain. Not distress.

Want.

Bucky choked on his drink. “Oh no.”

Steve’s jaw flexed. His grip tightened around the glass until the crystal creaked. Heat flushed through him like a pulse, low and sharp.

Bucky gave a long, theatrical sigh. “Chapter nine?”

“Chapter nine,” Steve muttered, eyes closed.

He could feel it, too—not just the scent, not just the knowing, but the way the bond hummed under his skin. Subtle but steady. Like being slowly unraveled from the inside out. Like her.

Bucky stood up, smirking. “Well, I guess it’s my cue to exit before someone’s mate-bond decides to set off a territorial claim.”

“Buck.”

“Hey, I’m not judging. You gave her that copy. She’s got good taste. You gonna just sit here and let her suffer alone?”

Steve growled, low and warning.

Bucky backed toward the door with his hands raised, laughing. “Alright, alright. I’m going. Just don’t forget to hydrate and—what was it?—‘map her like a prayer.’”

Steve hurled a pillow after him. Missed.

The door clicked shut behind Bucky’s laughter.

And Steve was alone.

Except he wasn’t.

Not really.

Not with the bond pulsing in his chest like a live wire. Not with the knowledge of what she was feeling curling around his thoughts like heat and silk.

He closed his eyes.

Gods help me, he thought. I started this.

And now he had to survive it.

He slumped forward, elbows on his knees, the half-empty glass forgotten at the hearth. The fire crackled, but he barely noticed.

He pressed the heels of his hands to his eyes and exhaled slowly through his nose.

It didn’t help.

Her scent was everywhere now—faint but unmistakable, like crushed blossoms and skin warmed by fever. It hit him low, instinctual, in that part of himself he rarely let off its leash.

And worse—worse—was the pulse through the bond.

He hadn’t expected to feel it like this. Not yet. Not with her still sleeping through the instincts that had begun stirring in him weeks ago. But she was open now—unguarded. Vulnerable in a way that made every part of him want to guard her and touch her and kneel at her feet.

He could feel her want like a whisper in his blood. Not clear, not fully formed—but enough.

A phantom brush of her fingers across her own skin. The ache she hadn’t been able to ease. The imagined weight of him in her mind.

He cursed aloud.

The fire cracked in the hearth.

He shouldn’t know. She didn’t even realize the bond had begun to form—didn’t realize what she was doing to him, lying there with that damn book, mouth parted, scent rising like prayer smoke.

And yet—

She wanted.

Him.

He could feel it, taste it, like her lips were already brushing his throat.

It wasn’t just arousal. It was trust. Curiosity. Need.

And it was killing him.

He braced one hand against the mantle, breathing hard, trying to steady the hammering of his heart.

“She doesn’t know,” he muttered aloud, as if saying it would calm the heat coiled in his belly.

But the bond did.

The bond knew. The bond thrived on it—sinking its hooks in deeper, whispering go to her, claim her, show her.

Not yet.

Not like this.

He let out another low sound, this one almost a growl, and dropped back into the chair with enough force to rattle the glass.

His hands were shaking.

Don’t move, he told himself. Let her have this. Let her feel safe. Let her feel free.

He wouldn’t take that from her.

But saints, it was going to destroy him.

He felt it crest before she did.

One heartbeat, two—then a shudder that wasn’t his, but shook him all the same. A ripple through the bond, as if someone had dropped a stone into still water and set every thread humming.

Pleasure bloomed behind his ribs like fire catching air.

Not his.

Hers.

She didn’t even know she was broadcasting it—but the echo of her pulse flooded him, electric and soft and so intimate it made his jaw clench.

Steve gripped the arms of the chair so tightly the wood groaned.

He saw it in flashes—not vision, not memory. Just impression. Breath caught on parted lips. A pillow clutched tight. That damn book, pages curling with age and something wicked.

Her body curling in on itself, slow and spent and so soft with satisfaction it made his mouth go dry.

Then quiet.

Stillness.

The bond loosened. Not gone—never gone—but no longer yanking tight against his spine. She was drifting. Sliding under the surface like a leaf caught in gentle current.

Sleep was coming for her.

She’d fallen asleep with the book in her arms.

Steve exhaled—finally. A breath he hadn’t realized he’d been holding.

He pressed his palms to his eyes again, then down over his mouth, like it would keep the instinct from spilling out of him.

It didn’t help.

His body still ached. Every nerve still on edge. But the worst of it—the raw need to go to her, to answer that call—had ebbed for now.

And gods, he was grateful for the distance.

Because if he’d gone to her like that—strung tight, half-wild, trembling with restraint—it would’ve terrified her. Rightfully.

She didn’t know yet.

Didn’t know what it meant that he could feel her pleasure bloom like fire in his chest. That her scent shifted when she wanted. That the bond—the one she hadn’t accepted, hadn’t even noticed—was already carving itself deeper into him every time she said his name.

Steve leaned forward, elbows on knees, and let his head hang.

“She doesn’t know,” he whispered again.

But one day she would.

And when she did—when she came to him knowing—he swore he’d be ready.

_____
At first, Grace thought it was memory.

The scent of pine and leather. A hand trailing lightly down her back. The press of lips—gentle, reverent—against the hinge of her jaw.

But when she opened her eyes, she wasn’t in her room.

Not quite.

It looked like the castle—but softened. Candlelight flickered at the edges of her vision, impossibly warm. The walls breathed like forest shadows, and moonlight streamed in from high, open windows she didn’t remember.

She stood in a silk slip, bare feet warm against polished stone.

And someone was behind her.

She didn’t turn.

She didn’t need to.

She knew it was him.

He stepped closer—silent, steady—until she could feel the heat of him at her back.

A callused hand slid over her hip, not possessive but grounding, like he was reminding himself she was real.

“You’re here,” he said, low.

His voice sounded the same. And somehow—closer. Like it brushed the inside of her skull.

Grace swallowed. “Am I?”

His fingers skimmed her waist. “I think so.”

She turned slowly, and there he was—barefoot, no shirt, his leather pants riding low on his hips, gaze dark and impossibly tender.

Steve.

But not as she’d last seen him.

Softer.

Unburdened.

Still fighting the pull to touch her, to take—but not out of fear. Just awe.

Grace’s breath caught. “This is a dream.”

He nodded. “Yeah.”

“Yours or mine?”

A pause.

Then: “Does it matter?”

And in the dream, that was enough.

He reached up—brushed a strand of hair from her face, like he had in the library—and she leaned into the touch without flinching.

There was no pain here. No bruises. No tension. Just warmth. Breath. Them.

Her hand came up to press over his heart. Solid. Steady.

Beating fast.

“I don’t want to wake up yet,” she murmured.

“Then don’t.”

And they stood there—wrapped in silence and golden light—until the dream began to fade.

Steve jolted awake first. Breathless. Jaw tight. The fire in the hearth had burned low.

He stared at the embers, heart still thudding, the weight of her still imprinted on his palms.

In the dark, he whispered, “Grace…”

And one floor below, curled sideways in a bed she barely remembered slipping into, Grace stirred.

Fingers curled tight around a worn book.

Her lips parted around a single name.

“…Steve.”

Chapter 24: botanical grenade

Chapter Text

The knock came just as Grace finished toweling off the ends of her hair. Two brisk taps, then a pause.

“Come in,” she called, already reaching for her robe.

Natasha entered with her usual quiet confidence—eyes sharp, expression unreadable—but this time, she wasn’t alone. A younger blonde woman trailed behind her, all amusement and sharp elbows, dressed in plum and charcoal like a knife disguised as a lady.

“You brought backup?” Grace asked, eyebrows raised.

“I brought a witness,” Nat said flatly. “This is Yelena. My sister. And my second.”

“And pain in the ass,” Yelena added cheerfully.

“Why do you need a second?” Grace asked, smiling.

But Natasha wasn’t smiling.

Her gaze caught on something near the door. A bouquet.

Grace turned. “Oh. That wasn’t there last night.”

The flowers were unmistakable: white moon irises, petals kissed with lavender at the tips. Rare. Fragile. Only blooming under the first spring moon.

Also a symbol of love and longing.

They also happened to be her favorite.

No note. Just the bouquet, resting in a simple cut-glass vase like it had always been there.

“Those don’t grow here,” Natasha said, voice cool and even.

“They don’t ship here either,” Yelena added. “Not without five layers of permits and an escort. Looks like someone wants you thinking about Him before you even step into the ring.”

Grace blinked. “I—I didn’t… they weren’t here when I got up. They only grow near the Hollow.”

She stepped closer, brushing one soft petal. It shimmered faintly in the sunlight, like something half caught in a dream.

And then Natasha froze.

Grace turned just in time to see the flare of her nostrils—the way her body went still, like a predator catching scent.

“You smell different,” Nat said.

Grace blinked. “I… took a bath?”

“Not that kind of different.”

Natasha stepped closer, her voice lower now. “Not like blood. Not like heat.”

Her head tilted. “Like someone’s claimed you.”

Grace’s mouth went dry.

She didn’t even flinch when Natasha gently pulled back the edge of her robe, revealing the soft skin just above her collarbone.

“Hold still,” she murmured.

There it was.

A faint bruise—barely a thumbprint—pressed into her skin. Purple-edged. Half-faded. Impossible.

“I didn’t—” Grace began, then stopped. Her pulse kicked. “That wasn’t there before.”

Natasha let the fabric fall.

But didn’t step back.

Instead, she looked her directly in the eye and said, “If it was just a dream… then why can I smell him on you?”

Silence.

Sharp and immediate.

Grace looked away. Swallowed hard. “It doesn’t matter.”

But it did.

Because in the quiet space between memory and dream, she remembered.
His mouth.
His voice.
The way her body had responded like it knew him before she did.

And she remembered waking with her heart in her throat—and that ache like something unfinished still hummed under her skin.

It wasn’t real.

But it had left a mark.

And maybe… that was the problem.

“Right,” Yelena said after a too-long pause, blissfully unaware. “If we’re done with cryptic flower rituals and neck bruises from imaginary men, how about a dress that doesn’t scream ‘recovering invalid’?”

Natasha was still watching her. Still trying to calculate.

“Today’s rite is both physical and mental,” she said quietly. “First place gets dinner with the king. Second gets lunch. Third gets tea.”

Grace exhaled. Turned toward the wardrobe.

For a moment, she considered reaching for the linen again—the soft robe that didn’t cling, didn’t reveal, didn’t invite questions.

But no.

Not today.

She needed weight. Structure. Proof.

She pointed. “That one.”

It hung like a promise: deep sapphire blue, high-collared, laced with dark bronze trim in a quiet, regal pattern. The bodice was fitted, the skirt full but unencumbering. It looked like armor made of silk.

Natasha raised a brow. “You’re choosing a corset on trial day? While your back’s still more purple than anything else?”

“The boning will support my muscles,” Grace said, voice steady now. “I need to feel like myself again.”

“Or someone who can bluff through it,” Yelena muttered, but she started lacing anyway.

The dress cinched close like a second skin. It covered the bruise almost completely, its high neckline elegant and controlled. The blue made her eyes sharper. The waist drew tight; the skirt flowed like water. Natasha braided her hair into a coiled coronet. No jewelry, save for a simple pair of stud earrings.

Nat stepped back and nodded once. “You look like a queen.”

Grace glanced at her reflection.

She didn’t flinch.

Didn’t hide.

But she did tug the collar just a little higher.

Just in case.

She was ready.

Sort of.

Maybe.

____

She was already seated by the time he entered, perched carefully on the chair with a shawl draped over her shoulders, her hair pinned up and skin still flushed from the heat of the bath.

She was… glowing.

And worse, smiling. Like she’d slept.

“Morning, Your Grace” she said softly, glancing up from her tea.

Steve’s steps faltered.

She didn’t know.

Of course she didn’t.

She was all soft contentment, reaching for a piece of fruit with a faint wince and then relaxing again as she shifted in her seat.

His jaw clenched.

“Morning, Lady Grace” he managed, his voice lower than he meant it.

Natasha arched an eyebrow from where she was buttering toast.

Maela looked between them like she was watching a particularly slow-burning stage play.

Grace blinked. “You okay? You look—” her brow furrowed “—tired.”

“I slept fine,” he lied through his teeth.

She gave a sleepy little shrug and went back to sipping her tea.

Steve stared at his plate.

And seriously considered moving to another kingdom.

It was supposed to be a simple breakfast.

A chance for the king to appear present, attentive. To observe how the remaining chosen interacted. To gather quiet impressions.

Instead, it was hell.

The long table was dressed with early spring florals, silver spoons, and enough tension to choke a bear. Steve sat at the head, back straight, expression neutral.

On his left sat Lady Helena, radiant in bloodred silk and subtle satisfaction.

On his right…

Grace.

Wrapped in indigo like armor, hair twisted up with a single braided, she looked utterly unbothered by the drama around her. The only thing soft about her today was her floral shawl draped over her shoulders. She took her tea with honey. Nibbled fresh pears. Even laughed—laughed—when M.J. made a snarky comment about noble girls never peeling their own fruit.

Steve couldn’t look directly at her.

Not after last night.

And of course she was seated next to him, again, thanks to whoever arranged the seating chart. (Fury, probably. Or Bucky. Or fate.)

She reached forward, and the shift of her wrap moved the collar—just enough to reveal a faint bruise at her collarbone. The curve of her throat. Steve’s fingers curled around the edge of his chair.

Why did she have a bruise there.

He inhaled sharply.

It was barely there… but she smelt different. A little like him.

“Majesty,” Lady Thorne said smoothly from his other side forcing his focus on to her. “Will the results of the last trials affect housing assignments? I believe some of us assumed the upper floors would be reserved for those advancing.”

“Those who make assumptions,” said MJ coolly from the end, “often find themselves reassigned to their homes. ”

A few chuckles rippled. Helena stiffened.

Grace sipped her tea and murmured, “She’s brutal. I love her.”

Steve choked slightly.

“You alright, Your Majesty?” Morgan asked, much too innocently from four seats down.

“Fine,” he ground out.

Bucky—traitor that he was—hid a grin behind his goblet.

Steve took a sip of his tea. It didn’t help.

Grace, meanwhile, reached for a slice of pear and turned, casually, toward the rest of the table.

“So,” she said, sweet as cream, “what did the rest of you do while we were in the city?”

A few of the women glanced at one another.

Lady Helena didn’t hesitate. “Shopping,” she said with a graceful shrug. “The capital has such a dreary palette—some of us needed proper gowns for the dinner we’ll be winning tonight.”

Steve barely suppressed a snort.

Grace smiled. “Of course. Strategic preparation.”

Helena’s eyes narrowed, just a touch. “And what about you, Lady Grace? You must’ve found something to occupy your time. A bathhouse? A nap, perhaps?”

Maela made a quiet sound in her throat.

Grace kept her smile. “I was in the library.”

That made a few heads turn.

“Reading up on kingdom politics,” she added smoothly. “And court etiquette. Regional alliances. The history of the council.”

Lady Zemo—cloaked in lace and veiled superiority—arched a brow. “I’m sure there was much for you to learn.”

“Oh, absolutely,” Grace said, voice light. “But it’s so much easier when the king spends the afternoon tutoring you.”

The silence that followed was immediate.

Steve’s fork paused halfway to his mouth.

Grace turned toward him with perfect poise. “Thank you again, Your Majesty, for the reading material. I’ve finished two volumes already. Both were… enlightening.”

Natasha leaned back in her seat with quiet satisfaction.

Helena’s smile was too sharp to be pleasant. “Is that what you spent your time on? Books?”

“This morning, yes.” Grace’s tone was guileless. “I started one about the native flora of the capital region. Very useful information. Medicinal herbs, garden layouts…”

She took another sip of tea.

“But I was particularly fascinated by the final section,” she added, eyes on her plate. “The one on floral symbolism.”

A few heads tilted.

“Did you know many flowers have different meanings depending on who sends them?” she asked the table, her tone turning just faintly curious. “Some express loyalty. Some ambition. Some—” she glanced toward Steve “—speak of longing.”

Steve couldn’t breathe.

She smiled faintly, still not looking at him. “The section on the moon iris was especially lovely. I’ve always adored them.”

Lady Zemo blinked. Helena stilled.

“They only bloom under a spring moon, apparently,” Grace went on, tone still soft. “And they’re very rare outside the Hollow. Which makes it all the more surprising when one appears, doesn’t it?”

The silence snapped taut.

Steve had to grip the edge of the table.

She was baiting them.

No—she was claiming her place, veiled in flowers and footnotes, every word sharpened like a blade. And they all knew it.

Especially him.

Grace finally turned her head toward him—just a fraction.

And smiled.

“Don’t you agree, Your Majesty?”

He stared at her for a second too long. Then cleared his throat. “I… do.”

Grace nodded once and returned to her breakfast.

As if she hadn’t just detonated the entire table with a single, botanical grenade.

The conversation shifted—awkwardly, haltingly—to the next trial. A moon rite exercise, according to the senior steward. Several of the chosen immediately began posturing, subtly campaigning for additional information. Compliments flew. Titles were invoked. Smiles sharpened.

Grace said nothing.

She merely sipped her tea, eyes drifting across the room like she was cataloging plants, not people.

Steve made the mistake of looking at her again.

She caught him.

Smiled faintly.

And said—low, poised, maddeningly innocent—“The book last night, Your Highness, was quite enlightening in its own right. Left me begging for more. I do hope it was part of a series.”

He froze.

Bucky snorted outright, nearly choking on his toast.

“Oh and Sir James. Lady Natasha mentioned that you were all tied up last night in meetings. I do hope they ended with a favorable outcome.”

Maela coughed loudly into her napkin. Natasha literally excused herself from the table as she choked one her toast.

Grace blinked like she was the very picture of innocence… then turned delicately back to her plate.

Steve stared down at his eggs like they’d betrayed him.

He didn’t dare look at her again.
Not unless he wanted to forget where—and who—he was.

Chapter 25: What the Court Has Forgotten

Chapter Text

The temple garden—sun-warmed, ancient, and still—held the hush of old power.

Where once the court had gathered for solstice blessings and harvest prayers, a single, completed altar now stood as the morning’s guidepost: clean and simple. A flat stone platform in the center, framed by four upright markers—north, south, east, west. Between them, a ring of palm-sized moonstones marked the lunar path. Flowers and herbs bundled by season and intention were tucked around the alter, fragrant and symbolic. Four crystals gleamed at the heart: clear, black, pale amber, and milky-white.

Then, at a silent gesture from High Priestess Wanda Maximof, the altar disassembled—as if exhaled by the wind. Stones scattered. Crystals vanished into bins. Herbs fluttered away like forgotten offerings. The entire garden became a puzzle.

Wanda raised one hand.

“You each have your quadrant. Twenty paces by twenty. Within it, everything you need—and much you do not.”

Grace could already see the problem: decoy crystals, herbs that didn’t belong, extra stones, false placements.

Wanda’s voice carried, soft but unmistakable. “You have thirty minutes to restore the altar. No magic. No servants. No instruction—unless you remember the one we were given long ago.”

Grace blinked. The song.

She glanced down at the mess of her quadrant and then up at the judges. “This’ll be fun.”

Natasha, already moving to the dais, muttered something sharp and Slavic under her breath before disappearing into the crowd.

On the high platform, Steve stood beside Bucky and Sam, hands balled into fists at his sides.

“She gonna be okay?” Bucky asked.

“She’s too damn stubborn not to be.”

Sam nodded slowly as Grace shrugged off her outer layer, revealing a sleeveless cotton dress the bruising on her arms mostly fading. “She looks like someone about to start a fire.”

Steve said nothing.

Down in the garden, Grace didn’t rush.

She knelt. Closed her eyes. Let the rhythm come back.

“In shadow born, in silver raised,
The moonlight calls, the altar’s laid…”

Her voice was soft at first—barely audible. But then it grew, steady and true, lilting with half-remembered rhythm.

She moved as she sang.

Chant of the Moon Altar
(A North Hollow version, passed down through healers and priestesses)

“In shadow born, in silver raised,
The moonlight calls, the altar’s laid.
North with strength, and south with seed,
East with wind, and west with need.

Stone for stillness, root for pain,
Crystal clear to cleanse the stain.
Dark for newness, white for old,
Amber catches grief and gold.

Place the path where moonlight bends
Count the stones to mark her wend.
Thirteen nights and two between—
Lay them round the space unseen.

Mint for breath and thyme for grace,
Bind the stems and find their place.
Lay your hands with reverent care—
The goddess walks if you prepare.”

The words curled through the garden.

Several girls glanced up.

Adelaide paused mid-sort, then adjusted the north stone. Lila froze mid-eye-roll. Helena narrowed her gaze—and redoubled her speed.

Grace didn’t notice. Or if she did, she didn’t stop.

She had already found the cardinal stones—heavy markers carved with old runes—and was placing them at each direction at the base . Her steps were careful, measured. North first, always. Then east. South. West. She brushed each with crushed thyme before pressing it into place.

Then the moonstones—thirteen white, two shadowed. She counted them out, lips still moving in song.

“Place the path where moonlight bends…”

The circle took shape. Crystals were matched to the altar’s center: black for the new moon, white for the full, amber and clear for the waxing and waning halves.

Each flower was chosen with care.

Mint for breath. Thyme for grace. Sage for protection. A single blue cornflower at the altar’s base—for clarity.

Steve could see her hand trembling as she crushed the stems with her palm. He could see the physical pain she was in from here as the bending and moving had to be bothering her back.

“Her hair fell from its pinning,” he murmured not even realized he spoke out loud

“But she hasn’t slowed,” Sam said quietly.

“She’s singing the instructions,” Bucky noted. “And they’re finally listening.”

Sure enough, three more competitors had begun to murmur along. One girl miscounted her moonstones and cursed aloud. Another placed the wrong herb and had to start her ring again.

Grace didn’t falter.

Her final gesture was simple: she laid her palm flat to the altar’s center, exhaled, and whispered something too soft to catch.

Then she stepped back.

Only three altars stood when the horn sounded.

Grace’s—flawless, softly glowing in the angled sun.

Helena’s—precise, cold, mathematically aligned.

Adelaide —slightly uneven, but full of heart and healing energy.

The rest? A mix of chaos, half-finished constructions, and one spectacular attempt at what could only be described as cosmic interpretive art. The trio of noble gremlins had added driftwood and from somewhere champagne appeared.

Morgan lobbed a cherry pit at Lila.

“Zero moonstone symmetry.”

“Negative botanical cohesion.”

“I’ve seen better ritual energy from sourdough starters.”

Steve covered his face.

“Why aren’t they disqualified?” Helena hissed.

“They technically followed the rules,” Maela murmured. “Even if the goddess is side-eyeing them from the stars.”

Grace swayed slightly, then straightened. Chin up. Not a flicker of pride on her face.

Steve made it three steps before stopping himself.

Her words echoed back: “I might be hurt. But I’m not weak.”

So he stayed where he was.

And she stood tall.

When the final bell rang, Wanda herself stepped forward.

Her voice rang like a bell. “The altar built in sacred alignment—with memory, melody, and meaning—is that of Grace, daughter of Healer Sarah of the Hollow.”

Applause. Some shocked. Some grudging. Some deeply sincere.

Grace dipped her head, face unreadable.

“Second place: Lady Helena Thorne. Third: Adelaideof the Lakebound Coast.”

Adelaide whooped and sat down hard in the grass.

Lila shouted, “Travesty!”

M.J. fanned herself. “Performance art is underappreciated in ritual culture.”

And Steve—finally—let himself smile.

But still, he did not go to Grace.

Not yet.
———

Grace hadn’t made it ten steps from the altar site when the murmurs began to shift.

At first, it was the usual fluff—envy brushed in velvet tones.

“Pretty enough, I suppose…”
“Well, of course she had help.”
“Does she even have a proper escort?”

The word sliced the air like a blade.
“Witch.”

Grace stopped.

She had heard a thousand cruel things in her life. Whispers in market stalls. Sneers outside clinics. Doubts masked as courtesy. But this—this landed with the hiss of poison.

She turned slowly.

Lady Zemo stood with a stiff spine and a smile as cold as winter glass. The woman was tall, draped in gold and heirloom pearls, her posture regal and her eyes sharp with generational disdain.

“I beg your pardon?” Grace asked, her voice low.

Zemo didn’t blink. “You heard me.”

Around them, the other conversations began to quiet—like a tide pulling back before a wave hit. A few of the younger chosen stilled, wide-eyed. Helena Thorne watched from a distance with parted lips, clearly listening.

Grace’s jaw tightened. “If you’re going to accuse someone in public, Lady Zemo, have the spine to say it clearly.”

Zemo took a step forward. “Very well, then. I accuse you of using unnatural means to sway the trial in your favor. You performed a sacred rite with no formal religious training. You placed a stone that sang like a consecration bell. The altar glowed, girl. That does not happen.”

“No,” Grace agreed. “Not when you’re doing it wrong.”

A few people inhaled audibly. The edge of Grace’s mouth twitched.

Zemo smile twisted. “Convenient, isn’t it? That you—raised in the forest, of no title, no bloodline, no temple education—just happen to outperform half the court?”

Grace didn’t move. “I was raised in the Hollow. In the mountains. Where the goddesses are still revered and the rites are practiced the old way. Where we don’t wait for the solstice to remember the names of the sacred ones. We live by them.”

Zemo narrowed her eyes. “Superstition. Folklore. The court’s future queen should be civilized.”

“And the court,” Grace said softly, “should remember what it once was before it lost its spine to silk and flattery.”

A sharp breath from someone behind her. No one interrupted.

“I didn’t sway the altar, Lady Zemo. I honored it. Maybe it responded to that.” She held the woman’s gaze. “Maybe it’s not me the court should fear—but what it’s forgotten.”

The silence between them turned brittle.

Lady Zemo’s fingers curled around the beads at her wrist. “You speak like a child playing queen.”

“No,” Grace said, “I speak like someone who’s spent their entire life listening to women like you underestimate them.”

There was a beat of stillness, sharp and full. Then—

“That’s enough,” Natasha’s voice broke in, calm but cutting. She stepped forward like a knife from the shadows. “Say another word, and I’ll assume your issue isn’t spiritual concern—it’s fear that your daughter lost fair and square.”

That stung.

Lady Zemo’s mouth pinched. She turned with the cold efficiency of someone who’d just been bested in front of too many witnesses and didn’t dare linger long enough to lose more ground.

When she was gone, Grace didn’t sway. Didn’t breathe until Natasha put a hand on her elbow.

“You good?”

Grace gave a small, tired nod. “Better than she is. Now can I please get a cold compress and a nap before I hex someone?”

———-

“—she what?”
Steve’s voice was low. Controlled. Dangerous.

Tony, lounging in one of the armchairs near the fireplace, set down his glass with a clink. “Steve.”

“Don’t ‘Steve’ me right now.” His jaw flexed. “She accused Grace of witchcraft. In public. In the middle of the court.”

“She handled it,” Sam said, from where he stood at the hearth, arms folded. “Natasha was there to back her, but your girl didn’t need saving. Not one bit.”

“That’s not the point,” Steve ground out. “Zemo’s family has influence. Ties to half the houses in the capital. She’s not just running her mouth—she’s trying to undermine the entire process.”

Tony raised a brow. “You want to send her daughter home for that?”

“I want to make it very clear that attacking Grace—personally or politically—has consequences.”

Sam sighed. “Look, man, I get it. I do. But you go scorched-earth on Zemo right now, it doesn’t protect Grace. It paints a target on her back. Makes it look like she needs your muscle to win her fights.”

Steve looked away, chest rising and falling too fast. “She’s already bruised. Already trying to keep up with people who’ve spent their whole lives training for this circus.”

“And she’s winning anyway,” Tony cut in. “That’s why they’re rattled. That’s why Zemo cracked.”

Sam stepped closer, his voice quieter now. “You saw how Grace handled that altar today. She’s got fire, brother. And not just in the bond-sense. She’s not breakable. Let her prove that to them.”

Steve didn’t answer right away. His fists slowly unclenched.

“I hate this,” he muttered.

“We know,” Tony said, already pouring him a drink. “But welcome to politics. And mating. And the gods help you—feelings.”

Sam grinned. “You’ll live.”

Steve finally exhaled, running a hand through his hair. “She doesn’t even know I know yet.”

“Then tell her the truth,” Sam said. “Later. In private. When it’s about the two of you, not the court.”

Steve nodded. “Fine. But Zemo or her daughter step out of line again—”

“Then you bury them in velvet and banish them with a smile,” Tony said cheerfully, handing over the drink. “But not before your girl’s done making her look small on her own.”

Chapter 26: Where No One Is Watching

Chapter Text

Steve didn’t expect to enjoy this.

The tea setup was… dainty.

Too many lace doilies. Too many porcelain roses climbing the sides of the cups. Even the sugar cubes had been shaped into tiny swans. It was weird and excessive. Steve tried not to look directly at them for too long.

Across the table, Adelaide of the Lakebound Coast was already barefoot, one leg tucked under the other as she perched on the velvet-cushioned chair like she might launch into a tree if startled. Which, to be fair, he didn’t blame her—the first ten days of the Choosing had been anything but calm.

“I hate shoes,” she said by way of greeting after her curtsy, pouring them both tea with startling confidence. “I only wear them under threat of exile. Or if there’s a snake problem.”

Steve blinked. “Good to know.”

“Plenty of snakes here, though,” she added, flashing a grin that was far too self-aware for a woman who looked like she’d wandered in from a shipping dock. “In both the grass and the palace. I’ve taken to keeping a pair with me at all times.”

She nodded toward the slippers beneath her chair.

Steve huffed a short laugh. “That’s frighteningly accurate, my lady.”

She offered him a cup. “My lady, my ass. I’m barely higher than a servant in the eyes of most here, and that only because of my last name. Please—just call me Adelaide, Your Grace.”

Steve tried to hide his amusement. “Very well, Adelaide. Thank you for the tea. Though I believe I’m supposed to be serving you, as part of your reward.”

She actually snorted. “You’re stiff. Do they train that into you?”

“…Mostly.”

She leaned forward, elbows on the table, bracelets jangling. “You don’t have to pretend with me. I’m not here for the crown. Someone had to come to represent us, so I did. I like the trials. And puzzles. And now Grace.”

That caught him off guard. He nearly choked on his tea. “Lady Grace?”

“Oh yeah,” she said cheerfully, dunking a biscuit into her tea and letting the crumbs float. “She’s fascinating. You can tell she wasn’t trained for the court—she was raised for something older. Something deeper. I like her. She’d be good for the kingdom.”

Her voice softened as she swirled her cup.

“Did you see how she moved during the altar trial?” she asked, reverent now. “I didn’t see the whole thing—just the final setting—but that wasn’t performance. That was memory. Like her body already knew the shape of the rite.”

“Then Lady Zemo started running her mouth.” Adelaide paused as she sipped her tea. “I’ve started a list of all the idiots who are assholes to Grace, you know for when she becomes your queen.”

“My queen?”

“You get moon eyes every time she enters the room, your magnificent majesty.”

“Is that another one of the nicknames, I’ve been given?”

Steve studied the woman across from him as she shrugged in response. She was one of the older members of the Chosen, 32 if he remembered correctly. The same age as him and Bucky. But there was something about her that made her feel younger. Maybe her enthusiasm. Maybe it’s was the dimples in her cheeks. Her braid was half undone. But her eyes were clear—piercing, observant. The kind of woman who listened first and judged later. She kind of reminded him a bit of Bucky and a bit of Grace.

“Yeah,” he said finally. “I saw Lady Zemo’s temper tantrum.”

“I think she scares them,” Adelaide said, casually popping the soggy biscuit into her mouth. “Not because she’s untrained. Because she’s real. That’s harder to deal with than bloodlines or titles. You can’t polish truth. You just have to deal with it.”

Steve found himself smiling before he realized it. “You’re not what I expected.”

She beamed. “Good. I’d hate to be predictable. That would be dull.”

They sat in companionable silence for a moment. The soft clink of teacups. A faint breeze through the garden lattice. Then Steve set his cup down more deliberately.

“What do your people need, Adelaide?”

She blinked—just once—but her whole posture shifted. No more tree-frog lounging. She straightened slightly. Thought about it.

“No one’s asked me that yet,” she said finally. “Not even the priestess at the offering table.”

“Well, I’m asking.”

Her expression sobered—not with fear, but with weight.

“We need better irrigation,” she said. “The lakes rise and fall in odd patterns now, and the old channels don’t hold. The fish are thinner. The otters are rarer to spot. Crops dry too fast. We can adapt—but not without help.”

Steve nodded. “That’s doable.”

Adelaide didn’t smile. “Don’t promise it because I said something clever over tea. Promise it because someone finally listened.”

“I am listening,” he said quietly. “My father ignored too much for too long. It may take time, but I do want to make things better. For everyone.”

A long pause.

Then—just like that—her grin returned like sun after cloud.

“Well, good,” she said brightly, reaching for the last biscuit. “Because if you don’t follow through, Lady Grace is going to roast you alive with her brain. Once you make her your queen, of course.”

Steve coughed a laugh. “That’s… fair.”

“Oh, I like her so much,” Adelaide sighed, leaning back on her palms. “She’s going to blow this whole place wide open.”

He smiled faintly. “That’s what I’m afraid of.”

Adelaide raised her teacup like a toast. “Then hold the door open for her, Your Majesty. Or get out of her way. You’ll survive better that way.”

Then she tilted her head, studying him again.

“You know you’re in love with her, right?”

Steve froze.

The question wasn’t sharp or smug—just honest. Like observing the weather. Or the way Grace hummed when she worked.

“I—” He cleared his throat. “That’s not… this isn’t about—”

“Oh, I’m not judging,” she said, setting her cup down. “I just figured someone should say it out loud. Doesn’t have to be me. But here we are. Don’t worry—not everyone’s noticed yet.”

He rubbed a thumb along the edge of his saucer. “Do you know how she feels?”

Adelaide’s smile dimmed—quieter now, thoughtful. “I think she feels it more than she knows how to name it. That’s always the dangerous kind.”

Steve looked up, eyes sharpening. “Dangerous for who?”

She shrugged. “Depends on whether you catch her before she lets herself burn.”

Then she stood—barefoot and breezy—her braid unraveling like a banner of mischief and truth.

“Thanks for the tea, Your Majesty. Tell your guards I stole a napkin. It had adorable otters on it. I like it and it will be my prize for the trial.”

Steve laughed out loud. “Then here, take them. I’ll have the rest of the set sent to your rooms.”

She grinned and wandered off, humming, hands in her pockets.

And Steve sat alone in the dainty silence, the sugar swans half-melted in their bowl, and his heart suddenly far too loud in his chest.

Which only made lunch harder.
———-

The dining room was quiet. Elegant. Cold.

Like someone had taken a painting of a feast and drained all the warmth from it. The table was set for two, but it felt like the walls were listening. Steve could smell polished wood, rosewater, and something faintly metallic—like cold ambition wrapped in silk.

Then he realized it wasn’t the room.
It was her.

Lady Helena Thorne was already seated when he arrived, back straight, hands folded, the softest smirk playing on her painted lips like a well-rehearsed aria.

“Thank you for this opportunity,” she said, unfolding her napkin with surgical precision. She didn’t rise to curtsy—just gave him a nod, like she was already his equal. “It’s rare we get time with you alone.”

Steve took his seat with practiced ease. “It’s important I know the finalists beyond the trials.”

Helena smiled—tight, polite, flawless. “Of course. Though I imagine some of us are easier to understand than others.”

The implication lingered like perfume gone sour.

Steve didn’t bite. “Everyone brings something different to the table. The different perspectives are refreshing.”

“Indeed.” She picked delicately at a slice of poached pear. “Grace, for example, brings… unpredictability.”

His fork hesitated mid-air.

“She’s compelling,” Helena continued, as if remarking on weather patterns. “But one wonders—if unpredictability becomes precedent, what does that mean for future consorts? For the integrity of the court? For tradition?”

As she spoke, she reached lightly across the table, placing two fingers on the edge of his wrist.

Steve pulled his hand back. Subtle. Unmistakable.

He set his fork down deliberately. “If the court’s traditions can’t stand up to sincerity, maybe it’s time to change them.”

Helena didn’t flinch. But her fingers curled slightly around her water glass.

A pause.

She smoothed her napkin across her lap. “You were raised among legacy and order, Your Majesty. You understand the importance of structure. Of lineage. It must be… difficult, navigating sentiment in such a formal process. Especially now, when everything rests on your shoulders alone.”

He gave her a look. Not sharp. Just flat. “No more difficult than navigating vanity disguised as principle.”

She blinked once—then smiled. “Touché.”

Their entrees arrived: roast pheasant, buttered roots, a sauce he couldn’t pronounce. Helena barely touched hers.

She leaned forward, her voice low and velvety. “Would you be willing to allow the consort’s lineage into future diplomatic roles?”

Steve leaned back, brow raised. “What does lineage have to do with someone’s ability to do their job?”

Helena tilted her head. “Then how do you plan to preserve noble bloodlines while allowing for… regional variation?”

“Since when do you care about regional variation, Helena? We’ve grown up together since we were both teenage pups. Don’t pretend otherwise.”

“Was there any truth to the rumors that Grace’s background has been… edited?”

He met her eyes. “You know I’ve never had time for those games. And what would she even have to hide? Or maybe the better question is—what is it you fear?”

“I just don’t want you to be swayed by a pretty new bauble,” she said, tone gliding into softness, “when your destiny has always lain elsewhere.”

And then—just as he reached for his wine glass—he felt her hand.

Not on his arm.
Not on his wrist.
But resting—briefly—on his thigh beneath the tablecloth.

Not seductive. Not even flirtatious.

Just entitled.

Steve moved his chair back an inch. Just enough.

Then looked her in the eye. “What do your people need, Lady Helena?”

She froze for the briefest moment. Then recovered.

“They need stability,” she said smoothly. “Polish. Nobility. A queen they can believe in.”

Steve raised a brow. “So… you.”

She didn’t blink. “Someone with discipline. With heritage. With the will to uphold the realm’s expectations. Not someone with calloused hands and sacred songs on her tongue.”

Not Grace.

She didn’t have to say it. It was carved into every syllable.

Steve gave a single nod. Slow. Unreadable. “Good to know.”

She took it as agreement.

He took it as confirmation.

The rest of the lunch passed in clipped civility. Helena never asked about him—only about power, precedent, and process.

She never said Grace’s name again.

And she didn’t touch him again, either.
_____

The council chamber was already half full when Steve arrived, shoulders tight, jaw set.

He was still thinking about Helena’s hand on his thigh.

Still thinking about the way she’d spoken about Grace—like she was a disruption. A flaw in the pattern. Something to be polished out.

He hated that kind of thinking. Hated that it echoed through half the court like gospel.

“Majesty,” Nat greeted, boots propped up on the stone edge of the table, posture relaxed but eyes razor sharp. “You look like someone just ate powdered chalk and smiled through it.”

“Might’ve been more pleasant,” he muttered, sinking into his chair.

Bucky raised a brow. “Lunch with Lady Ice Veins go that well?”

“Thrilling.”

Across the table, Stark was already mid-spiel—something about supply routes and material shortages. Steve tried to focus. He did.

But—

Grace, singing softly through crushed thyme.
The altar glowing like it remembered her.
The way her breath caught when she turned from the crowd, eyes too tired to hide it.
The bruises still visible on her arms. The one just above her collarbone, barely hidden by the high neckline of her dress.

And her voice, quiet and sure: “Better than she is.”

His chest ached.

He blinked—and realized someone was watching him.

Sam.

“…Steve,” Sam said slowly, suspicion blooming into amusement. “You’re smiling.”

Steve straightened. “Sorry. Just… thinking.”

“About border security?” Stark asked, bone dry.

“About Grace,” Natasha corrected, already smug.

Bucky snorted into his coffee. “Gods help us. He’s picturing… dessert.”

“I’m not—”

“You are,” Sam said flatly.

Steve closed his eyes, sighing. “Are we done? You all know what I would do. I trust you to do it. Can we just pretend I was useful today and move on?”

“Well aware,” Stark said, flipping a page of notes. “But tormenting you is more fun.”

“We could circle back to East Gate integrity,” Nat offered innocently. “Or better—your dinner date.”

He groaned.

But the smile crept back anyway.

Because she’d won yesterday.

And not even the powdered chalk of court politics could scrub that away.

Steve left the meeting fast.

Not so fast it raised eyebrows—but fast enough that Bucky called after him with a knowing grin, and Natasha made a bet with Sam he could hear from halfway down the corridor.

He didn’t care.

He didn’t head to his chambers. Or the council archive. Or the war room.

He went to the solar.

The one he’d asked to be cleared for the evening.

The one he’d planned himself, quietly, without ceremony.

A single steward stood just outside the arched doorway—Jarvis, one of Coulson’s most trusted. Tony had once described him as “an embroidered conscience in human form,” which Steve still wasn’t sure was a compliment.

“Majesty,” Jarvis greeted with a slight bow. “The room is as you requested. Dinner will be served precisely at 7:15, warm and staggered as specified.”

Steve gave a tight nod.

“And Lady Grace sent word, as promised. She’ll arrive at exactly seven. Not early. Not late.”

Steve paused.

“She said that?”

Jarvis’s mouth twitched, just barely. “She said, and I quote, ‘Tell him I’ll be there. On time. No matter how many people try to stop me.’”

Steve let out a quiet breath. Almost a laugh. “Thank you, Jarvis.”

“One more thing, Your Majesty?” Jarvis asked, tilting his head as Steve started to turn.

Steve hesitated. Then nodded once. “Can you have a white rose brought in before she arrives?”

“A white rose,” Jarvis repeated. “From the royal greenhouse?”

Steve shook his head. “No. From the gardens. The old bushes.”

Jarvis studied him for a beat—then nodded. “I’ll see to it personally.”

Inside, the room was exactly what he’d imagined.

No throne. No titles. No table too wide to touch hands across.

Just soft floor cushions. A low table. Linen napkins folded plainly—not sculpted into peacocks or swans. The windows were cracked just enough to let the warm evening air drift in, carrying the scent of sweet herbs and the faint trace of spring.

At the center of the table sat a small vase of wildflowers.

Not arranged by palace staff. Not chosen for pageantry.

Chosen by him.

He’d picked them at first light, pacing the gardens alone while the rest of the palace slept.

There were moon irises—soft purple and slow to bloom—those were the only thing he had purchased in the arrangement.
A few sprigs of wild sage, for healing.
Golden alyssum, tiny but persistent—protection, calm, resilience.
And a single stem of blue flax, delicate and strong—the will to survive and endure.

It wasn’t a bouquet for show.

It was a message.

I see you. I remember. You are not alone.

And soon—placed gently at her setting, not arranged, not adorned—there would be a single white rose.

Not for beauty. Not for drama.

But because it meant:
Truth. New beginnings. Honor.
And maybe—if she let herself believe it—love.

Steve adjusted the candles. Moved the water pitcher an inch. Then back. Then again.

It wasn’t about perfection. He reminded himself.

It was about offering peace.

After a day of eyes watching her, whispers clinging to her like smoke—he wanted to give her one hour where no one asked anything of her. Where she could breathe.

He caught his reflection in the glass.

Tired eyes. Wrinkled collar. Lips pressed a little too tight.

He exhaled. Smoothed his shirt. Ran his fingers through his hair.

Then checked the time again.

She’d be here soon.

And he—finally—was ready.

…Maybe.
_____

The sun had long since dipped behind the hills when Grace finally stepped into the private solar.
The scent of warm bread and beeswax candles greeted her—soft, golden, still.

Dinner waited. So did he.

And she had not come in her robe.

She wore one of the gowns he’d had commissioned months ago, without knowing why or for whom—soft, silvery green silk that caught the candlelight with every breath. It draped off her shoulders in loose, ethereal folds, the sleeves floating as she moved, the bodice gathered gently at her waist before falling into a pool of quiet grace.

She looked like a secret someone had whispered into the dusk.

Her hair was braided back from her face but left loose down her back, soft curls trailing over bare shoulders. And though her expression was calm, there was intention in it.

She had dressed for him.

In his hand, held gently like a promise, was a single white rose.

He stepped forward before he could second-guess himself. “This is for you,” he said quietly. “I asked for it specially.”

Grace blinked, surprised. Then her lips curved. “A white rose.”

“I thought… it suited you.”

She accepted it without hesitation, her fingers brushing his as she took the stem. “They mean a lot of things, you know,” she said, glancing down. “In some places, they’re used for mourning.”

“I know.” He paused. “But also for truth. And beginnings.”

Her gaze lifted to his. “I like your version better.”

She tucked the stem carefully through one of the soft drapes at her sleeve, letting the bloom rest lightly at her wrist.

And then she smiled.

“Hi,” she said simply, as if she hadn’t just shattered him. “I hope I’m not late, there had been a debate with Yelena and Natasha about how to wear my hair. I thought about just doing it myself .”

He blinked once. “You’re beautiful either way.”

“Don’t deflect,” she said lightly, padding toward the low cushions. “I made you wait. So I apologize, My lord.”

He caught his breath and smiled. “What did I tell you about that, when we are alone, just Steve.”

She smiled up at him knowing full well she had done it on purpose.

They sat side by side, legs brushing occasionally under the table, their plates full but their attention mostly on each other.

He couldn’t stop looking at her. But because it was of the gowns he’d commissioned on a whim. For a ghost. For a possibility.

And now—here she was. Wearing it like a promise,

She wasn’t just beautiful—though she was—but because she looked present. The quiet tension of earlier had melted from her shoulders. The bruises were still there, but they no longer defined her.

He blinked. “You look—”

“If you say tired, I’m throwing this fig at you.”

His mouth quirked. “I was going to say exquisite.”

Grace snorted and handed him a warm slice of bread. “Don’t make it weird.”

He sat. “I’m not , it’s the truth.”

“If you say so” She poured him wine. “It will be nice to eat with someone who doesn’t care how I hold my fork.”

He took the cup, fingers brushing hers. “Helena is… something. She was in fine form at my lunch with her today.”

“Please, Tell me you flipped the table.” She touched the white rose where it rested at her wrist, fingers absently stroking a petal as she listened to him talk about the other woman, disdain lacing his voice.

“I thought about it. Does that count?”

She grinned—and when she smiled like that, it undid something in his chest.

They ate in easy silence for a while. Warm lentils, roasted vegetable, a lamb roast, soft bread torn between them. At one point, she reached across to steal a potato off his plate, and he caught her wrist, gentle but firm.

“Bold move.”

“I’m in a sexy dress and I’ve had a glass of wine” she said airily. “I’m allowed to commit petty crimes.”

He didn’t let go of her wrist right away. Just traced his thumb over the inside of it, slow and instinctive.

She didn’t flinch.

Neither did he.

They ate slowly. Talked around politics. Teased each other about their terrible posture. She fed him a roasted carrot with her fingers and raised her eyebrows when he licked the sweetness from his lips with a tiny, involuntary hum.

“That good?” she asked, amused.

He nodded. “Best thing I’ve tasted all week.”

She blushed. Then leaned a little closer. “Good company always makes good food taste better.”

“It does indeed, Little moon.”

They both laughed.

He reached for the wine, but she took the bottle from his hand and poured it herself. Their fingers brushed. He didn’t flinch.

“I heard what happened today,” he said eventually.

Her posture didn’t change. “Which part?”

“Zemo.”

A pause. “She’s not the first person to call me a witch, and I Guarantee she won’t be the last either.”

“No. But she’s the first to do it here. With power behind it.”

Grace set down her fork. “I’m not ashamed of what I am, Steve. What I know. What I’ve lived. That’s what they hate.”

“I know.” He met her eyes. “But I hate that you had to stand there alone.”

She looked at him for a long moment. “I didn’t.”

He swallowed. “You don’t have to win this alone.”

“I’m not trying to win. I can’t afford to think like that.” she said softly. “I’m trying to endure it without forgetting who I am, before my Inevitable trip back home.”

He reached out and tucked one of the loose wisps of hair behind her ear. His fingers lingered—just long enough.

“Why do you think it’s inevitable? “

She turned into the touch slightly, then reached for his hand, warm and sure, not answering his question.

“Tell me something real,” she said. “Something not about trials or politics.”

“Like what?”

“Like what scares you.”

He glanced up. “That’s a sharp left turn.”

“No politics. No trials. Something real.”

He considered, then answered honestly: “Losing you to all this.”

Her face softened. “Then don’t let go.”

“I won’t,” he promised.

She touched his hand—then his wrist. Rested her palm lightly against his chest, just above his heart, like she was testing its rhythm. He let her. He didn’t move.

“Your turn,” she said.

“What do your people need?” he asked.

Her smile faded, but not entirely. “The people? Or the Hollow?”

“Both.”

Grace exhaled, then looked down at the candle between them. “They need rest, peace. And medicine. Food. And a future that doesn’t feel like a knife edge. But so does everyone else. You know what I’ve noticed when I would travel to heal? The farmers near the river don’t have access to flood relief. The midwives in the west don’t have the proper tools. Half the eastern quarter still need military support, and half the time the runners don’t make it in time.”

“You remember all that?”

“I remember everything,” she said quietly. “It’s part of the job.”

He looked at her like she’d cracked something in him open. “You’re already doing it.”

“Doing what?”

“Acting like a queen.”

She blinked, then offered him a crooked smile. “Not sure the court would agree.”

“I don’t care what they agree to.”

Dessert arrived—a decant chocolate tart with a tart raspberry sauce. Grace dipped one into the sauce, then offered it toward him without speaking. He leaned in, took the bite straight from her fork, then licked the syrup that ran down her thumb.

Her breath hitched.

Later, they lounged on the floor cushions, the remains of dessert between them. Her legs stretched toward him, her feet just brushing his thigh.

“Careful,” he murmured. “That’s a dangerous game.”

“Is it?” she asked, eyes closed, head tipped back against the wall. “You haven’t moved.”

He hadn’t. And he didn’t want to.

Grace peeked one eye open. “You’re staring.”

“You wore that dress on purpose.”

“I did.” She yawned. “Don’t make it mean more than it does. I thought It was pretty, and probably the only time in my life I’ll get to wear something like it.”

He smiled—slow and real. “Too late.”

She kicked him lightly with her heel. “Have more wine and behave.”

He caught her foot instead. Held it gently, tracing his thumb across the arch, just once.

“You’re ridiculous,” she whispered.

“And you’re barefoot.”

“I hate these shoes. I miss my leather boots.”

They stayed like that—tangled and quiet.

Eventually, he shifted closer and, without hesitation, pressed a kiss to her cheek.

Not rushed.

Not uncertain.

Just there.

She didn’t move.

But she did breathe.

When she turned to him, their faces close, she touched his jaw with two fingers.

“I wish…” she said softly afraid to finish the sentence. We didn’t have to do this. That I was different.. That I was more. That I was already his.

He nodded like he had known what she was thinking. “You are.”

Steve shifted to lean against the wall beside her, one knee bent, arm brushing hers.

“Alright,” Grace said, picking a grape off the platter. “Your turn.”

“For what?”

“To ask something real. I started the game.”

He thought for a second. “What’s your favorite sound?”

She blinked, surprised. Then smiled. “A baby’s first cry. Right after birth. That split second between fear and joy.”

He swallowed. “That’s… a hell of a start.”

“Your turn.”

He glanced down. “The sound my shield makes when it catches wind. Not the clang—before that. When it’s cutting through air, clean.”

She nodded like she understood exactly.

Grace leaned sideways, bumping his shoulder. “Tell me something dumb. Like your favorite food.”

“Roasted root pie. With thick crust. Burned on the edges.”

She laughed. “You’re such a country boy.”

“Says the barefoot witch queen.”

“I’m not a queen.”

“Not yet.”

She narrowed her eyes at him—but she was smiling. “Alright. Last one.”

Steve looked at her. “What’s the one thing you want, but haven’t said out loud?”

Grace was quiet for a beat. Then:

“I want a home that doesn’t disappear when the seasons change.”

He didn’t speak. Just tightened his grip around her fingers, like anchoring them both.

He smirked. “Is that a real concern?”

“You’re a king. You’ve had stable wall around you your entire life, those of us near the boarders are not so lucky.”

“I’m sorry,” he said honestly, watching her teeth sink into a piece of fruit from the a plate of small sweet bits that were delivery after dessert. “If I have my way, I’m hoping you decide it worth it to stay here.”

She glanced sideways. “Careful. That almost sounded like flirting.”

“I am flirting.”

She laughed—quiet and warm. “That’s truly tragic flirtation, yet for some reason I expected worse.”

He reached across the tray and selected something at random—an apricot glazed with lavender sugar. “Wow so little faith.”

“I assumed all your seduction tactics were… solemn.”

“Only when necessary,” he said, biting into the apricot.

She licked a bit of honey from her thumb. “You really had this dessert brought up just for me?”

“I had this entire dinner set exactly how I wanted it. For us.”

Her gaze caught on his. That stillness came again—rich, slow, buzzing just beneath her skin.

“I almost wore something else,” she said, tugging gently on the hem of her gown. “Something safe.”

“I’m glad you didn’t.”

“Are you?” she asked, tilting her head slightly. “Or are you trying not to look directly at my neckline?”

He gave a slow smile. “Grace.”

“Yes?”

“If I look too long, I’m going to forget I’m trying to be respectful.”

She grinned. “Then maybe I should start talking about root vegetables again.”

“Please don’t.”

“Carrots. Parsnips. Tubers of moral integrity.”

“Gods,” he muttered, rubbing a hand down his face.

She bumped his knee with hers. “You started it.”

They laughed again—soft, shared. And then it slowed.

Grace leaned a little closer. Her bare shoulder brushed his. “You’ve kissed my hair, my cheek. Touched my back. Held my hand. Bathed me.”

He looked at her.

She tilted her face toward him, just slightly. “Are you waiting for permission to kiss my mouth?”

He hesitated. “I’m waiting for you to want that.”

Her smile didn’t fade. But she didn’t lean further.

“Not tonight,” she said quietly. “But soon.”

He nodded.

And reached up, this time, to tuck a loose strand of hair behind her ear. His fingers lingered.

“I’ll wait.”

She didn’t pull away when he tucked her hair behind her ear. If anything, she leaned into his hand just slightly—warm, steady, present.

Then his eyes flicked to the window.

An idea sparked.

“Do you trust me?” he asked suddenly, voice low.

Grace blinked, surprised. “Usually that question comes before someone does something dangerous.”

He stood and held out a hand. “Do you?”

She studied him for a beat… then placed her fingers in his. “Yes.”

They didn’t take the stairs. Not all the way. There was a side passage he knew—one he used when he needed air or escape or sky. He led her through it silently, his grip firm but never pulling. She followed without question, the skirt of her gown catching faint moonlight like spilled water.

The door at the top groaned slightly as he pushed it open.

And then they were outside.

Above.

The capital spread below them in soft ribbons of candlelight and stone, distant bells tolling the late hour. The sky overhead was cloudless, scattered with stars so bright they looked near enough to pluck.

Grace froze.

She didn’t let go of his hand.

“I’ve never…” she whispered. “I’ve never been this high up before.”

“I used to come here when I couldn’t sleep.”

“Did it help?”

“Sometimes.” He turned toward her, voice gentler. “You’re safe with me.”

She exhaled and stepped closer, just enough that their shoulders brushed. “I know.”

He guided her toward the parapet wall and helped her sit. Her fingers were still tight around his wrist, her eyes wide as they swept the sky.

“I always thought the stars were for nobles,” she said softly. “They don’t reach the Hollow like this.”

“They’re yours too.”

She looked at him. Wind caught the edge of her sleeve—and the rose nestled there. Steve reached out instinctively, steadying it before it could fall.

He pointed upward after handing it back to her. “See that one? The brightest in the northeast corner?”

She nodded.

He pointed upward, guiding her gaze across constellations.

“They say the Alpha was the first to rise. The one the wolves followed. The Omega, the lover, came later—always chasing, always circling.”

“They say the two stars are soul-bound,” Steve murmured beside her, his arms wrapped firmly around her waist now. “Always just out of reach. But when they do align, the world shifts.”

Grace tilted her head against him. “Sounds lonely.”

“It’s not,” he said. “Not if they’re still looking.”

“Do they ever catch up?”

“No,” he said. “But they never stop reaching.”

Her voice was a whisper. “That’s awful.”

“No,” Steve said. “That’s love. Even across distance. Even when everything’s against them—they keep trying.”

She didn’t say anything more, just turned the stem slowly between her fingers as he spoke of stars and soul-bound wolves.

Then she leaned against him—fully now, her head resting against his shoulder. “Tell me another.”

He smiled into her hair and began again, his voice low and sure, naming constellations and myths passed down from gods and soldiers and sailors.

And under the stars—high above the weight of duty and rumor and fear—they just were.

Together.

They stayed like that for a long time. Grace curled against him, her legs tucked beneath her, her head tucked under his chin. She was warm at first—still flushed from dinner and laughter—but as the air shifted, she began to shiver.

Steve didn’t say anything. He just adjusted, sliding his arm around her waist and pulling her closer. One broad hand rubbed slow circles against her back. When she murmured something drowsy and half-lost in his shirt, he smiled.

“You cold?” he asked.

“A little,” she admitted, voice muffled.

He wrapped his other arm around her too, shielding her from the breeze. “You should’ve said something.”

“I was enjoying myself,” she said, breath warm against his collar. “Didn’t want to break it.”

“You wouldn’t have.”

Another long pause. Her breathing slowed. His chin dipped into her hair. The stars wheeled overhead.

He could’ve stayed like that all night.

The wind picked up, cool against her skin. She tucked in closer. He held her tighter.

“I could fall asleep like this,” she murmured.

“You shouldn’t,” came Natasha’s dry voice from the rooftop door.

Grace groaned without moving. “She’s literally the worst.”

“I’m the one keeping your ribs from bruising worse than they already are,” Nat countered. “You’ve got another trial tomorrow. You need your salve. And sleep.”

Steve didn’t move right away. Neither did Grace.

But eventually, he helped her down, one arm always steady around her back.

And even as they left the rooftop behind, the stars still spun above them—bright and ancient and watching.

Like they already knew.

They didn’t rush.

Steve kept one hand braced at Grace’s back the entire walk down from the roof. She leaned into him a little more than usual—not dramatically, but enough that he felt it. Trusted it.

When they reached the hall leading to her room, Natasha was waiting with a jar of salve in one hand and a disapproving frown in the other.

“You were out too long,” she said, already moving to unlock the door. “You’ll stiffen by morning.”

“I can help,” Steve said quietly, already moving to follow.

Natasha turned, one brow lifting in sharp protest. “She needs rest. Not distractions.”

Grace rolled her eyes. “You’ve left me alone with him five times already.”

“That was different.”

“How?”

Nat opened her mouth, then shut it.

Grace stepped past her and into the room, pausing at the threshold just long enough to glance back. “I promise to keep my hands to myself,” she said. A sly pause. “For now.”

Steve looked like he was trying not to smile.

Natasha muttered something in Russian and tossed him the jar. “Fine. But if she ends up with bruises you caused—”

“I’ll take full responsibility,” he said solemnly, following Grace inside.

She was already settling onto the edge of the bed, peeling off her outer layer to reveal soft linen underneath. Her bare shoulders caught the candlelight again. She looked up at him, expression unreadable—but open.

“I meant it, you know,” she said softly, shifting to let him kneel beside her. “I wanted tonight with you.”

“I know,” he said, warming a bit of the salve between his hands. “Me too.”

As he touched her back—gentle, steady—she exhaled.

Not in pain.

In relief.

And for a long, quiet moment, there was nothing between them but breath, warmth, and something neither of them dared name. Yet.

They didn’t talk about the trial. Or the stars. Or the way her body still bore the bruises of both.

Instead, as Steve worked the salve gently into her back, they talked about nonsense.

“Apparently,” Grace murmured, her cheek pressed to the cool pillow, “Melissa’s village mayor once married a goose.”

Steve blinked. “A literal goose?”

“She says it was a dignified goose.”

He chuckled under his breath. “I don’t even know how to respond to that.”

“Neither did the goose, I imagine.”

He smiled, fingers moving carefully over her spine. The swelling was down, the skin less angry now. He could feel the difference—not just see it. And he knew she felt it too by the way her shoulders finally started to loosen.

She was quiet a moment. Then: “You’re good at this.”

“Decent aim,” he said lightly. “Gentle hands.”

“You forgot ‘humble.’”

“I assumed that was implied.”

She hummed. “You ever think about doing something else? Besides ruling a kingdom and intimidating visiting nobles?”

He paused. “Sometimes.”

“Like what?”

“Teaching,” he said slowly. “Building. Maybe even raising goats somewhere no one can find me.”

Grace made a soft sound. “I could see that.”

“I’ll save you a spot,” he said, smoothing one last line of ointment over her shoulder blade.

Then, almost without thinking, his gaze drifted toward the faint bruise just beneath her collarbone—the one that appeared over night and one he had definitely noticed.

It was still there. Proud. Bright.

He hesitated. Then, very gently, he leaned in and pressed a kiss to it.

A soft breath escaped her lips.

“You’re not subtle,” she murmured, voice thick with sleep.

He pulled the blanket up over her shoulder, tucking it just so. “No,” he said quietly. “I’m really not.”

When he started to move away, her fingers caught his wrist.

“Stay?” she asked, barely audible.

He didn’t answer aloud. Just circled to the other side, stretched out beside her atop the covers, and let her curl closer until her head found the center of his chest.

She was asleep within minutes.

He didn’t follow—not right away.

He stayed awake a while longer, watching the last flicker of candlelight dance along the walls, listening to the slow rhythm of her breath.

He stayed awake a while longer, watching the last flicker of candlelight dance along the walls, listening to the slow rhythm of her breath. The rose was crushed slightly between them, its scent warm and faint. He didn’t mind.

And when he finally closed his eyes, it wasn’t to the sound of politics or fear.
Just nonsense.

Chapter 27: Where the fireflies wait

Chapter Text

The Hollow was quiet.
The kind of quiet that never settled over the Hollow.

Not the peace of late spring evenings. Not the hush before a storm.
This was the kind of silence that hummed beneath the skin—
like the moment before a scream.
Like breath held too long.

Grace didn’t notice it at first.

She was focused on her patient—some unnamed figure she couldn’t quite remember bringing in. Their features shifted each time she looked directly. But their fever was real. The bandages needed changing. She moved by instinct and repetition, grounding herself in the motions of care.

The herbs in her satchel were ones she hadn’t carried in years. Beginner herbs. The kind that couldn’t kill someone if you gave the wrong amount.

Her hands moved automatically, crushing lavender root and frostspine moss—but when she opened the bandage, it was already clean. Already healed.

Grace frowned.

And then she heard it.

She paused.
Head lifting.
Hands still.

“Grace.”

A voice. Not loud. Not near.
But his.

She straightened slowly, eyes narrowing toward the edge of the grove.

“Who’s there?”

No answer. Just rustling.

Except the trees weren’t moving.

Faint—like wind curling through trees that weren’t there. She turned toward the window. But no breeze stirred. No leaves shifted. Just silence.

She moved slowly, fingers brushing the old wooden frame. The world outside shimmered like it was underwater. A path stretched from the hut into the woods—one she didn’t remember. But it was lit with fireflies, beckoning her forward.

“Grace.”

Clearer this time. A voice carved into her bones long before she ever heard it.

Steve?

She stepped through the door.
Her feet were bare, but the ground was soft—not cold. Not quite real.

The sky above was the wrong color—more indigo than black. And the stars were wrong too. Strange constellations hung overhead: the Alpha and the Omega, glowing bright.

Ones that could not be seen from the Hollow.

Her breath caught.

Was she dreaming?

No.

She was somewhere else entirely.

The forest didn’t feel dangerous.
But it felt old.
Watching.
Like it had something to say—if she only knew how to listen.

She followed the sound.

The path twisted. Thickened. Shifted.

Moss gave way to stone. Pools shimmered beneath her feet but never wet her ankles. Everything changed and nothing did.

“Grace, where are you, little moon—”

Her chest clenched.

That was definitely Steve.

But how could he—

A flicker in the distance. Gold and blue. A figure at the edge of a clearing, half in shadow, half in starlight.

Grace broke into a run.

——-

Steve was back on the battlefield.

Mud clung to his boots. Ash burned in his throat. Smoke coiled in from the edges of a world that should’ve burned long ago.

He stood alone amid the wreckage.

Shields cracked. Banners torn.
No bodies.

Just hollow armor. Bloodless weapons.
As if the war had vanished mid-blow and left only the memory behind.

His heart was pounding.
He didn’t know why.

Didn’t know where he was. Or who he was supposed to be here.

He bent to pick up a broken blade—
It turned to dust in his hands.

And then—

“Steve.”

He froze.

Not a shout. A whisper.
Threaded through the smoke like it knew how to find him.

He turned.

Nothing but fog and the shattered curve of battlements.

Still, he took a step forward.

The ground shifted. Stone. Then damp earth. Then grass.
Half-familiar. Half-impossible.

Another step.

“Steve—where are you—”

That voice.

He knew it better than his own.

He hadn’t heard her say his name like that in—

Where is she?

His pulse surged. He broke into a run, crashing through the smoke, ignoring the ache in his legs that shouldn’t have been there.

None of this was real.
None of it.
None of it.

He burst from the fog.

And found himself at the edge of a forest.
Too green. Too quiet.
Lit by stars that didn’t belong to this sky.

And in the distance—a figure moving fast.

Dark curls. Pale dress.

Her.

Grace.

He opened his mouth to call her name—
_____

As suddenly as Grace had broken into a run, the light around her shifted.
Shadows lengthened—though the moon hadn’t moved.

She slowed.
Set down her satchel.
Took one step forward.

And the forest pulled back like a curtain.

A new path unfolded. One she didn’t recognize.
Lined with bloodroot and boneset—
Herbs she hadn’t planted.
Blooming in unnatural clusters.

She hesitated.

Then stepped into it anyway.

Steve heard his name in the wind.

Not a warning. Not a welcome.

A call.

The battlefield was gone now.
Or maybe it had never really been there.

Now he walked a narrow pass.
Rock beneath his boots. Snow in the air.
But he wasn’t cold.
Just wary.

Like the cliffs themselves were watching.

A wolf howled in the distance.
Then another.
Then—nothing.

Silence returned, sharp and waiting.

And then—
Footsteps behind him.
Soft.

He turned.

No one.

But when he looked ahead again—
The path had changed.

The stars were wrong.
The moon was veiled.

And something was watching him from the crags above.

Unseen by either of them, two shadows moved—
silent, deliberate, always just beyond notice.

One slipped between trees Grace didn’t recognize.
The other stalked the cliffs above Steve, its steps echoing too softly to be caught.
But the land felt it.
The path shifted slightly behind her.
The ice cracked once beneath him.

Not enough to stop them.

Just enough to let the watchers know:
Not yet.
But soon.

They weren’t hunting prey.
Not yet.

They were studying.
Watching potential.
Watching for weakness.
Waiting for the right moment to strike.

 

The path twisted.

Twice, Grace thought she saw someone behind her.
But when she turned—only trees.
Too close together.
Too tall.
Too new.
Trees that hadn’t been there a moment ago.

Then—

A flicker of gold and blue.
Lights twisting together.

Not bright. Just… alive.

She followed.

The deeper she went, the quieter everything became—
until even her footsteps made no sound.

And then, without warning—
the forest opened.

A clearing.

Not large. Not showy.

Just a soft bowl of grass and moonlight, ringed in fireflies and tall white irises blooming silver-blue under the stars.
No wind. No shadows.
Just stillness. And light.

Grace stepped into it—

—and every hair on her body settled.

Like something had been chasing her without her knowing.
And whatever this place was, it had shut the door behind her.

She didn’t know how she knew.

She just did.

And here—
She could breathe.

The cliffs fell away beneath Steve’s feet.
No fall. No stumble.
Just—

Here.

It was warm.

Not hot.
Just… right.

The scent of wildflowers brushed past him like a memory.

He turned, slowly.

And saw her.

Grace’s breath caught.

He looked—

Softer, somehow. But heavier too.
Like this version of him carried memory in his shoulders.
His dream-form wasn’t quite right. But her chest still ached at the sight of him.

Steve took one slow step forward.

“Little moon,” he said, wonder threading through every syllable.

She blinked. “Your Majesty?”

“I’ve been trying to follow you for miles.” A pause. “I thought this was just in my head.”

“Me too.”

A heartbeat passed.

Then they both stepped forward.

Her hand found his.
His thumb brushed over her knuckles.

The dream didn’t dissolve.
The light didn’t fade.

And far behind them, the shadow turned her head with a scowl she didn’t understand.
And the wolf felt his reach shrink—not blocked, but denied.

Her hand was still in his.

And then it wasn’t—
Because she was stepping closer.
Pressing her palm to his chest,
Staring up at him like she saw stars inside him.

“Hello, my king,” she whispered, breathless.

He nodded, but didn’t move away. “Gracie.”

She didn’t think. Didn’t plan.
She just kissed him.

Quick. Sure. Like something she’d been holding in too long.

Steve made a sound in his throat—half surprise, half something deeper—and pulled her back in before she could slip away.

His hands cupped her face, slid into her hair, tugging gently until her head tilted just enough.
The kiss deepened.

She gasped into his mouth.
He swallowed it whole.

It was clumsy and perfect.
Hot and wild.
A little uncoordinated—the way real desire always was.

They didn’t slow down.

Her fingers curled in the fabric of his tunic, dragging him closer until they stumbled together toward the center of the clearing.

Toward the lone tree.

They half-laughed against each other’s mouths.
He caught her around the waist, turned them, braced her against the trunk.

“You taste like—” he started.

“Right now, I don’t care,” she cut in, tugging him down again.

His mouth traced the corner of hers, then lower.
Her head tipped back against the bark.
His teeth grazed her throat.

She arched.
He groaned.

Too much and not enough.
His hands spread wide over her hips like he was trying to memorize the shape of her.
Her legs tangled with his.
Her mouth dragged back to his like a prayer half-forgotten—then found again.

And still—

The forest didn’t shift.
The light didn’t break.

This wasn’t a dream that faded with desire.

This was a dream that deepened the more they gave in.

Her fingers slipped beneath the hem of his shirt.
Warm skin. Scars. Muscle.

He hissed through his teeth, head dropping to her shoulder as her hands moved up his back.
“Grace—”

“Shhh,” she breathed, tugging his shirt higher. “It’s just a dream.”

He kissed her like he believed it.

And she kissed him like she’d been waiting for this since the moment he walked into the ballroom—drenched in stately authority and everything she hadn’t been ready to want.

They were on the moss now.
Half-tangled.
Limbs and heat and breathless laughter.

Her dress rumpled beneath his knees.
His shirt shoved high.
Her legs wrapped around his waist.

He kissed her like he meant it. Like he always had.

She arched beneath him, pulling him closer, and for a heartbeat—

The world held its breath.

His forehead dropped to hers.

“You’re mine,” he whispered.

She didn’t flinch. But her voice was soft.
“That’s just… it’s a dream.”

He shook his head, breath ragged. “Doesn’t mean it’s not real.”

Her smile was crooked. Dizzy.
Real.

“But it doesn’t matter here.”

He didn’t stop.

They were tumbling.
Skin to skin.
Hearts drumming.
The forest holding its breath with them.

Her hand slid to his belt—
He caught it there, fingers tight over hers, breathing hard.

“Grace—”

“I know,” she whispered. “I know.”

Their lips met again.
Slower this time.
Deeper.
Reverent.

His hand cupped her cheek.
Her thigh tightened around his hips.

And then—

The forest flickered.

Just for a second.

The fireflies vanished.

The clearing dimmed.

The dream shivered.

And both of them—

Gasped.

They woke gasping.

Same breath.
Same jolt.
Same bed.

Grace lurched upright, her hand flying to her chest. Her eyes searched the dim room like the clearing might still be hiding there, like the fireflies might still return.

Steve was already sitting beside her, breathing hard, sweat beading along his brow despite the cool air. He turned sharply when she moved.

“…Shit,” he muttered.

Grace whipped toward him. “Did you—?”

He nodded once, slowly. “The clearing. The fireflies. You—”

“It was just a dream.” Her voice was hoarse. “I thought it was just a dream. I didn’t think it was—”

“It wasn’t,” Steve said, too quickly. “Not like that. It was a dream. Just… not only yours.”

She stared at him, wide-eyed. “Are you saying we shared it?”

Steve scrubbed a hand down his face, like trying to drag himself fully into the waking world. “Yeah.”

“What the hell does that mean?”

He didn’t answer. Not right away. His legs swung over the side of the bed, elbows braced on his knees, head bowed.

“You’re okay though?” he asked, still not looking at her. “You didn’t… feel anything weird?”

“We kissed,” she said sharply. “We almost—I almost—”

“I know.”

Silence stretched between them like thread pulled too tight.

“Steve,” she said at last.

He looked up. His eyes were still stormy. “You don’t feel it yet, do you.”

“Feel what?”

His throat bobbed with a swallow. “Nothing. It’s nothing. It’s—”

“Steve.”

He stood abruptly, taking a step toward the door. “You should rest. I’ll give you space.”

“Please don’t do that,” she said, quieter now. “Don’t run. Just tell me what’s happening.”

He paused at the threshold, shoulders rigid. “I’m not running. You need to trust me, little moon. I just… I can’t explain it. Not yet. You’re not ready. Please don’t push me on this.”

That stopped her cold. “Not ready?”

His hand rose to the doorframe. He pressed his palms into his eyes. “Grace… you felt that. I know you did. But until certain parts of you wake up—really wake up—it won’t make sense.”

She blinked. “Parts of me?”

He nodded, almost reluctantly. “You’ll know when it happens. I promise. Just a little longer.”

And then he was gone.

Leaving Grace alone in the bed where she’d dreamed of kissing him like she meant it—
Only to wake up wondering if maybe, just maybe, he’d meant it even more.

Steve walked fast.

Not quite running. But close enough that the guards he passed pressed themselves to the walls and didn’t dare speak.

He didn’t know where he was going.

Only that he had to move.

Because if he stood still—he’d feel it again.

The heat of her skin.
The press of her mouth.
The way her breath had caught against his cheek like she knew, even if she didn’t know why.

Gods.

She didn’t know.

She couldn’t.
Not yet.

And he couldn’t tell her.
Not until the parts of her that were still asleep—her wolf, her instincts, her bond—started to wake up.

But if they were sharing dreams, then she had a wolf. That much was certain.

And it had started.

He clenched his fists as he rounded the eastern corridor, boots echoing too loud on cold stone. His heart was still racing. Still beating like it had in the clearing—wild and reckless. His wolf was howling just beneath the surface.

Because he’d found her.
Truly found her.

And now he had to act like he hadn’t.
Had to pretend nothing had changed.

Not until she knew it too.

He ducked into a side chamber, bracing both arms on the edge of a long, empty table. Let his head fall forward. His breath came sharp. Shaky. His muscles trembled from the effort it took not to turn around.

Not to go back to her room.
Not to finish what had started—wolf or not, dream or not.

But he couldn’t.

Not yet.

Not until she knew what she was.

“Fuck,” he muttered, slamming one palm flat against the table.

The wood groaned but didn’t break.

He dropped into a chair, dragging both hands down his face.

He’d been trying to wait. Trying to give her time. To let her choose this on her own.

But the dream had changed something.

The bond had shifted. Tightened.

He wasn’t imagining it.

And she wasn’t imagining him.

The mating pull had begun.

And now they were on a path neither of them could walk away from.

Even if she didn’t know she was already walking it.
———
Grace stayed sitting long after he was gone.

The sheets still smelled like fireflies and moss. Her hand hovered over the imprint he’d left behind, like touching it might make the memory vanish—or come rushing back too fast.

Her lips still tingled.

Her pulse hadn’t slowed.

Eventually, she lay down again, turning toward the cold half of the bed, curling around nothing.

And tried not to wonder what it would’ve felt like—
if he’d stayed.

A single tear slipped free. She wiped it away without thinking.

But when she opened her hand—
her fingers were glowing.

Faint. Barely more than a shimmer.
But warm. Alive.

She stared at them in the dark.

And didn’t quite know what to feel.

Far across the castle, Helena sat bolt upright in bed.

Eyes wide. Breath held.

One hand pressed to her chest, over the place where old magic still whispered.

Something had changed.

And it had already begun.

Chapter 28: We Wait Together

Chapter Text

The sun hadn’t fully risen when Bucky and Sam found him.

He was still in yesterday’s clothes, seated stiffly at the war table. The dark fabric clung to him in places, rumpled and heavy with sleep he hadn’t gotten. His hands were folded so tightly the knuckles had gone white.

His eyes were bloodshot.

Not from crying.
Not exactly.
But it looked like he had been.

The hearth was cold. The fire had burned out hours ago, leaving behind nothing but brittle embers and a faint, smoky aftertaste in the air. The tea tray on the sideboard was untouched. A single cup sat cooling beside a teapot that had long since lost its steam.

When they entered, Steve didn’t look up.

He just sat there—spine rigid, shoulders coiled tight—like a man carved from restraint.

Bucky slowed as he approached. “You’re early.”

Steve didn’t move.

Sam’s eyes tracked the cold teacup, then the tension in Steve’s jaw. “Have you been here all night?”

A pause.

Then: “Most of it.”

Bucky exhaled through his nose. “You wanna talk about it? Or are we pretending this is about gate security?”

Steve’s voice was low. Rough, like it had been dragged across stone.
“There was a dream.”

“Oh,” Sam said gently. He crossed the room, pulled out a chair. Sat—not next to the king, but beside his friend.

Steve finally looked up.

And his eyes were full of war.

“It wasn’t just a dream. I was right. Her wolf is still asleep.”

Bucky didn’t react at first. He just studied him, slow and steady. “She doesn’t know?”

Steve shook his head. “No. And I can’t tell her. Not yet.”

The silence that followed wasn’t awkward.
It was thick. Settled low in the room, like the dust on the table no one had touched.

Then Sam rubbed the back of his neck. “So what do we do?”

“We, no.” Steve’s voice was sharp—but tired. A blade dulled by use. “I wait. I let her come to it. She deserves that.”

Bucky didn’t argue.

But he dropped into the seat beside him and said, “Then we wait together.”

The morning light filtered through the high lattice windows, golden and gentle.

Grace didn’t notice.

She was sunk deep into the bath, arms folded over the rim, hair twisted up. The rose from the night before still sat on the stone ledge beside her. Her skin was flushed from the heat, but her eyes were… far.

Lost.

She hadn’t spoken since she’d woken up.

Not that she’d slept much after Steve left.

None of it made sense—the dream, his reaction. Her mind was reeling, but her body hadn’t caught up. She couldn’t process anything around her. Not the rising sun. Not the water slowly cooling. Not the prickling of her skin, or the ache in her jaw from grinding her teeth.

Not the ghost of a heartbeat still caught in her throat.

She didn’t hear Natasha enter.

Not at first.

The assassin moved with practiced quiet—no boots, no sound—until she was crouched beside the bath, expression unreadable.

“You gonna drown yourself,” she asked mildly, “or just pickle a while?”

Grace blinked, startled. Her eyes were red. Then she sank a little lower into the water.

Nat didn’t smile. But her tone softened. “It was that bad? It didn’t look that bad last night.”

Grace hesitated.

Then whispered, “We shared a dream.”

Nat’s head tilted, fractionally.

Grace’s voice cracked. “We were there, Nat. Together. I could feel him. I could smell the pine in his hair. I could taste the kiss. It wasn’t just me—he felt real.”

She looked up, eyes wide, desperate. “But that’s not possible. Right?”

Nat didn’t answer.

She sat on the edge of the tub instead and reached for the rose, turning it once between her fingers.

“…How do you know,” Grace asked softly, “if something is real?”

Natasha looked at her for a long moment. Then set the rose back down.

“You don’t,” she said. “Not until it follows you into the morning.”

“I’m losing my mind.”

The words came cracked and shaking. Grace wrapped her arms over her chest, water lapping as she leaned forward. “It was too real, Nat. I can still feel his heartbeat. I knew where to find him—like my bones knew. That’s not just a dream.”

Nat didn’t speak.

Grace pressed on, voice unraveling. “And it’s not the first time. There’s this pull. I’ll be in a room, and I know the second he walks in. Even if I’m not facing him. Even if I’m asleep. And when I’m near him I feel like I can breathe, but also like I might combust, and that’s not normal, is it?”

She laughed, once—high and brittle. “Maybe it’s a mating thing. Maybe I hit my head. Maybe I’ve completely lost it and should be locked in the tower with the old poets and the alchemists who argue with the moon.”

She looked at Natasha again. Eyes pleading.

“Tell me I’m not broken.”

Nat’s expression didn’t shift.

But something behind her eyes did. Not judgment. Recognition.

“Oh gods,” Grace whispered, the realization catching like a splinter. “There is something wrong with me.”

“There’s nothing wrong with you,” Natasha said finally. Carefully.

Grace gripped the edge of the tub. “Then what is happening?”

A beat passed. Natasha opened her mouth—then closed it again.

Not yet.
Not like this.

“You wouldn’t believe me,” she said instead.

“Try me.”

Nat shook her head slowly. “There’s being an omega,” she said quietly, “and then there’s being… something more.”

“Something more?” Grace repeated, her heart pounding.

But Natasha didn’t answer.

She crouched again beside the tub. Calm. Listening. Watching.

Grace didn’t stop.

“Maybe they’re right. Maybe I am a witch. Maybe I’m cursed. Something more, you say? More like I’m losing my mind.”

She laughed again. All nerves. All breath.

“You think I hit my head? Is that what this is? Or did I inherit some ancient Hollow madness no one warned me about?”

Still no answer.

Because Natasha wasn’t listening to her panic.

She was watching the way her breath caught. The subtle shift in her scent. The bloom of heat at her throat. The unspoken need to be near. Her body was betraying the truth already—despite the suppressants.

Nat had smelled it before.

Not often.
Only twice in her life.

But enough to know.

Not just omega.
Not just bonded.

Shifter.

Grace kept talking, her voice spiraling. “I don’t think I’m imagining it. But if I’m not, then what am I imagining? What if this is the start of something—something I can’t stop?”

Nat opened her mouth.

Shut it again.

She could say it. Speak the word. Let it land like a stone and watch the ripples roll across the surface.

But Grace wasn’t ready.

Instead, she reached for a towel and held it out.

“Dreams during the Choosing aren’t uncommon,” she said evenly. “Your body’s in flux. Your mind’s under pressure. People have hallucinated worse under less stress.”

Grace blinked. “So… stress.”

Nat gave a faint smile. “What else?”

And Grace, already exhausted, let herself believe it.

But Natasha didn’t.

Because now she knew for sure.

And it changed everything.

Grace let her head drop against the porcelain edge of the tub, eyes squeezed shut.

“I’m not crazy, right?”

“You’re not crazy,” Natasha said, rising to her feet.

Grace didn’t move. Just mumbled, “Even if I was, you’d say that.”

Nat didn’t argue.

———

“…So if they want a resupply by the solstice, they’ll need to reroute through—Steve?”

Bucky’s voice cut through the haze, but Steve didn’t look up.

Something was wrong.

Not in the room. Not on the map. Not with the reports. It was something else entirely—raw and twisting just beneath his ribs.

Panic. But not his.

Hers.

He could feel it—not in words or thoughts, but like a bell struck deep in his spine. Like an echo of breath caught in a throat that wasn’t his. Like the tether between them had gone taut and trembling.

Sam leaned forward, his tone shifting. “You okay?”

Steve stood abruptly. The chair scraped hard against the stone floor. “I need a minute.”

“Steve—”

“I said I need a minute.”

He was already moving—too fast to be polite, not fast enough to outrun the storm rising behind his sternum. His hands clenched into fists. His breath was coming too fast. He paced the corridor like a wolf who’d scented blood, tension coiled in every line of his body.

His alpha was pacing too—just beneath the surface.
Snarling. Straining.
Demanding he go to her.
Demanding he fix it.

She was afraid.

Not crying. Not screaming.

Just… shaken. Unsteady. And it was all his fault.

He didn’t know where he was going—only that every part of him was howling to find her. To see her. To touch her. To fix whatever had cracked inside her.

But he couldn’t. He couldn’t.

“Steve.”

Bucky’s voice came steady from behind him. “You need to stop.”

“I can’t,” Steve rasped. “She’s not okay. I felt it.”

Sam crossed his arms and leaned back against the opposite wall. “Yeah. We figured. You flinched like someone shoved hot iron down your spine.”

Steve raked a hand through his hair, jaw tight. “She’s panicking. I don’t know why—I just… I need to—”

“No,” Bucky said firmly, stepping directly into his path. “You don’t. Because going to her right now? That’s not about her. That’s about you.”

That stopped him. Almost.

Sam gave a slow nod. “We’ve been where you are, man. That first time the bond surges like that—it wrecks you. Makes you think you’re the only one who can help.”

“But you’re not,” Bucky said quietly. “You’d just overwhelm her. She’s confused enough already.”

Steve turned and braced both hands against the stone wall, his head bowed. His whole body was taut, barely holding. His alpha was still pushing. Still clawing to get out.

“She doesn’t even know what she is.”

“Exactly,” Bucky said. “And if you show up right now, she’s going to see a man she trusted suddenly looking at her like a mate instead of a person.”

“I didn’t mean for this to happen.” Steve’s voice broke. “I just wanted to give her peace. One night of peace.”

“Then let her have it,” Sam said. “Let Natasha be the one to ground her this morning. Let Grace stay Grace for a little longer.”

Silence settled over them like dust.

Then Steve nodded once, sharp and uneven, and leaned his forehead against the wall like it was the only thing holding him up.

Bucky placed a hand on his shoulder. Steady. Solid.

“We’ve got you.”
____

Natasha crossed to the wardrobe and pulled something from a lower shelf—soft leathers worn with age, and a deep green tunic threaded with bronze stitching.

Simpler than the court dresses Grace had been living in.
But infinitely more practical.

She held them up with one brow raised. “You’ll want to dry off. Today’s trial isn’t in the Hall.”

Grace looked up, blinking water from her lashes. “It’s not?”

“Nope.” Nat tossed the tunic onto a chair. It landed with a soft thwap. “You’re going out. Into the city—community work. You’ll be visiting the orphanage. I believe they’re expecting you to play with children and kiss babies.”

Grace huffed, incredulous. “Seriously?”

“Seriously.”

Natasha’s voice gentled. “They also have a ward of sick children who could use a healer. Your services might be of use.”

She paused. “Oh—and Maela gave Sienna the go-ahead to leave bed. She wants to come with you. Even if we all question whether this is the right time for her first trip out.”

That got Grace moving.

Not all at once. Not with grace. But her posture shifted—straighter, steadier. Her hand reached for the towel. The color that returned to her cheeks wasn’t from heat or panic, but purpose.

“She’s really up to it?”

“She is.” Nat’s expression flickered with something fond. “Up enough to roll her eyes and ask for clothes.”

A small, wet laugh broke from Grace. Then a breath. Then another.

Nat didn’t push. Just waited as Grace wrapped the towel around herself, standing in a small cloud of steam like a woman reassembling her limbs one piece at a time.

By the time she reached for the tunic, she looked more like herself again.

Not whole.
Not unshaken.

But pointed in the right direction.

And for now, Natasha would take that.
_____

Steve stood just inside the archway of the upper corridor, half-shadowed by stone and sunlight. He hadn’t moved from his post since the others had left him.
Hadn’t trusted himself to.

But now…

Now he could feel her.

Not the frantic edge from earlier.
Not the silent scream of someone barely holding it together.

This was quieter.
Not calm—not yet.
But steadier. Like a heartbeat finding rhythm again.

She was still hurting. Still confused.
But breathing.

Steve exhaled for what felt like the first time in an hour.

Below, the courtyard gates clanked open.

He stepped forward instinctively, just enough to see, as the chosen women began to file toward the carriages. All silks and jewels and painted poise. Like a parade of birds with something to prove.

And then—

She emerged.

Leathers. Tunic.
Medical satchel slung across her chest like she was heading to a field tent instead of a trial.

Her hair was still damp at the ends.
Her cheeks flushed.
But she walked with purpose.

And gods help him—
It broke something in his chest.

Sienna followed just behind her, smiling softly. Pale, still shaking, but upright and walking. Natasha flanked the other side like a silent general.

Grace said something that made them both laugh.

And Steve felt the sound like sunlight through the bond.

She didn’t look up. Didn’t see him.

But that was okay.

Because she was moving forward.

And he could breathe again.

Chapter 29: Something Bigger

Notes:

Im so sorry I haven’t been posting this. It’s on Wattpad too, and I kind of forgot that I was doing both. Everything from chapter 18-29 are new today. I’ll do another chapter dump this weekend so that both platforms are at the same spot.

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Chapter Text

The carriage rattled to a stop outside the old stone gates.

Moss clung to the edges of the courtyard walls. Ivy curled around the shuttered windows like it had grown there for decades. The building had once been a country estate.

Now it bore the weight of a dozen harsh winters—and twice as many mouths to feed.

Most of the chosen shifted uneasily as the wheels stilled. Lady Elise Zemo was already muttering about the mud. Her mother pressed a scented handkerchief to her nose.

Grace didn’t wait.

She was off the step before the footman could unfold the stairs, her boots hitting the worn stones with purpose. A plain shawl was wrapped around her shoulders, her green tunic visible beneath. Her braid was pinned low, her old healer’s satchel bouncing softly at her hip with each stride.

She didn’t look back.

The other women stared.

Lady Helena blinked—caught somewhere between confusion, irritation, and a flicker of something else. Something almost like curiosity. Her maid sent her a baffled look as Grace crossed the courtyard alone.

Near the entrance, a lean, sharp-eyed woman looked up from a ledger. Her posture was straight, her hair pulled back, and deep lines etched into her weathered face. But her eyes were clear. Sharp.

“Headmistress Audra?” Grace asked, voice steady. “I’m Grace. I’m a healer. Where are your sick?”

The woman didn’t hesitate. “East wing. Upstairs. We’ve isolated the worst of them, but it’s spreading.”

“I’ll need clean water. A table. And anyone willing to help.”

Audra nodded once and turned.

Grace followed.

Behind her, the silence cracked in fits and murmurs.

“She didn’t even wait for an escort,” Lady Elise scoffed.

“She didn’t wait at all,” Lady Helena muttered.

From a rooftop across the street, Steve exhaled slowly, arms crossed.

Sam stood at his shoulder.

“She didn’t wait for the guards either,” Steve said, almost to himself.

Sam smirked. “Reckless.”

“She’s dressed practically,” Steve replied, eyes following her form across the courtyard. “Which is more than I can say for the rest of them.”

He paused, then glanced toward the final carriage arriving—Grace’s group.

He smiled slightly when he saw them: more appropriately dressed, less showy, still standing out.

“Well. Maybe they’re not all a lost cause.”

He didn’t say it, but Sam heard the next part in the quiet between breaths:

She’ll need a hand.

But then—

Steve inhaled.

And his breath caught.

Her scent had shifted.

Still warm. Still salt and summer and green things. But something new had bloomed beneath it.

Not heat.

Not yet.

But it was awakening.

And his wolf noticed first.

Mine. Now. Wake her. Claim her.

Steve’s jaw tightened. His hands flexed against the railing.

He didn’t move.

The air was thick with the sharp tang of fever and herbs long since burned dry. Beneath it, the sour-sweet bite of sickness clung to the linens, to the floors, to the children’s skin.

Grace moved through it like she belonged.

She rolled her sleeves—linen scraping against flushed arms—and tied her apron snug at her waist. The fabric was already wrinkled, stained from years of use. She knelt beside the first child without flinching, knees pressing into the cold stone floor.

A boy—no older than seven—trembled in his cot. Sweat slicked his curls to his forehead, his breaths coming in shallow gasps that rasped the back of his throat.

Grace pressed the back of her hand gently to his cheek.

Too hot. Skin tight with fever. The telltale start of a red, splotchy rash along his jaw.

She opened her satchel, the worn leather creaking softly. Her fingers moved by memory.

Powdered mossroot—earthy, bitter. Crushed lemon bark—sharp and clean. A calming tea blend with fennel and golden poppy, its sweetness rising faintly in the air.

She stirred quickly, the spoon clinking softly against the glass vial, humming something low under her breath—a Hollow cradle song, almost forgotten.

Headmistress Audra stood nearby, arms crossed, her expression grim.

“They’ve been like this three days,” she said. “We lost one yesterday.”

Grace didn’t look up. “You won’t lose another.”

She turned back to the boy, kneeling lower so they were eye to eye.

“Hello, sweet pup,” she murmured, voice barely above a whisper. “What’s your name?”

“Mylo,” he croaked, lips cracked, eyes glassy with heat.

“Mylo.” She smiled softly. “I need you to drink this. Slowly. I know it smells terrible—but you’ll sleep better after. I promise.”

He whimpered, coughed, but took the cup. His fingers were hot and shaking against hers.

And in the next cot, a girl blinked up at Grace—barely conscious, her breaths coming in uneven hitches.

Grace reached out instinctively, brushing her damp brow. Her skin was hotter than Mylo’s. Her lips pale. Her tiny hand gripped the edge of her blanket like an anchor.

Grace leaned closer, whispering something in the old language, her breath warm against the child’s ear.

She looked up at the noodle-crusted sign above the bed and smiled faintly.

“Linnette,” she murmured. “My peanut. We’ll get you fixed up too.”

As she pressed her hand to the child’s chest, a flicker of warmth moved down her arm—golden and soft, like sunlight sinking into water.

No one else saw.

But Grace felt it.

The girl’s fever dipped, not sharply—but slowly. Tangibly. As if the illness were uncoiling itself from her ribs. As if the thread binding her pain had been gently loosened.

And Linnette, still half-asleep, sighed.

______

And in that moment—

—Steve’s wolf howled.

Not aloud. Not in sound.

But through every muscle, every instinct, every locked-tight nerve. A feral, wordless ache that ricocheted through his chest.

Up on the rooftop, he jerked upright. His breath caught.

“Steve?” Sam’s voice sharpened. “What is it?”

But Steve couldn’t answer.

His hands were shaking.

Her scent—subtle, complex—had changed again. Deepened. A note beneath the salt and sun, like ripe fruit just starting to split.

She was waking.

Not just her mind.

Her body. Her bond. Her wolf.

And gods help him, if he closed his eyes—just briefly—he could feel it. That golden hum threading through the bond, warm and electric, like sunlight breaking over frostbitten skin.

It took every ounce of control not to move. Not to leap from the roof and go to her.

To answer the pull.

To claim what was his.

_____

Thee sickroom that once held only fevered silence now pulsed with soft rhythm.

Grace moved with purpose—washing, mixing, directing—and without realizing it, others began to move around her. Not most of the noble daughters swaddled in silk and hesitation, but the ones who’d stood with her the day before.

Adelaide and Lila were the first to appear in the doorway. Adelaide’s lips pressed together and skirts hitched out of the muck.

“Need some hands?”

Grace didn’t look up from the poultice she was applying to a girl’s chest. “Wash basin’s clean. There’s more outside. Boil two more, add rosemary and salt if they have it.”

“Lila, I’m going to need more herbs. Take stock for me with what they have on hand. I’ll let you know what we will need from there.”

Lila turned on her heel, braid bouncing, already shouting orders at someone down the hall.

Morgan arrived next, carrying folded linens in both arms and muttering about how no one else around here seems to know what fresh sheets look like. MJ trailed behind, holding spare blankets in the crook of her elbow like a shield.

And then came one of the country girls—Vanessa—with her sleeves already rolled and a determined glint in her eyes.

“I know how to take a fever reading the old way,” she said.

Grace handed her a scrap of linen. “You’re on the end row. If they start seizing, call for me or Adelaide.”

Ladies Alira and Melissa read to those who waited for Grace to get to them.

Grace kept one eye on Lady Sienna as she made her way to the infirmary. Grace had tried to convince her that coming on this trial maybe wasn’t in her best interest, given the week she’d just endured. But Sienna was adamant. She caught Grace’s gaze as she passed, just pausing to squeeze her shoulder and whisper, “I am all right.”

Then she walked past, right to the tiniest one in the infirmary—not more than a month old. She picked up the young pup and looked up at Grace for guidance.

“See if you can get her to eat. I’m sure the headmistress has some goat milk for the little one. Dehydration is my first concern.”

Sienna nodded and took the child with her.

Grace found her a little while later, tucked into the sun-warmed alcove off the main hall. Sienna was seated on a narrow bench, her back straight, the infant swaddled in one arm. The bottle in her hand was nearly empty. The baby’s mouth worked softly around it, lashes fluttering against Sienna’s wrist.

The light through the high window haloed them both.

Sienna didn’t look up. Didn’t say anything.

Grace paused in the doorway. Watched as Sienna stroked the infant’s hair—slow and rhythmic, like muscle memory. Something ancient. Something tender.

She didn’t speak either.

Just nodded once.

And then she turned and walked away.

By the time an hour passed, nine of them moved as one. Not flawless. Not professional. But willing. Steady. Fiercely obedient in the way that trust is.

They followed Grace.

She didn’t issue orders like a commander. She moved, and they watched, and they followed. When they floundered she would guide with a soft hand and gentle words.

And the scent of her—anchored, sure, gently glowing—wrapped around them like balm. Calming. Calibrating.

Meanwhile, down the west corridor, the others bumbled through the visit like tourists in the wilderness.

One noblewoman gagged at the smell of salves and promptly fainted into her companion’s arms. Another refused to enter the rooms at all, demanding to speak to the headmistress about the lack of suitable reception.

Lady Helena, despite her earlier poise, stood stiffly at the door, arms crossed, her gaze flicking uneasily to the sickbeds. Her training didn’t extend to healing. And certainly not to filth.

No one assigned tasks. No one directed flow.

No one led.

Not like Grace.

From the balcony window, Steve watched through the smudged panes of glass now.

“Damn,” Sam muttered, low and impressed.

Bucky, perched on the frame with arms crossed, whistled under his breath. “She’s running the floor like a general.”

Steve nodded once, eyes locked on the quiet hum of motion around her.

“She’s not even thinking about it,” he murmured.

“Nope,” Sam said. “Which makes it all the more dangerous—for certain others not in the room.”

“Like Thorne or Zemo?” Bucky asked, tone dry as dust.

“Like all of them,” Sam replied. “The ones who think power is posture.”

Steve didn’t answer.

He was too busy watching the way Grace leaned close to a fevered boy, wiping his brow with one hand and adjusting his blankets with the other. She was too far to hear.

But he could feel her.

The quiet pull of her heartbeat through the bond. The golden thread of her wolf—still fragile, still uncertain—but stirring now. Lifting her head.

She’d been buried under grief. Muffled by caution. Bound by duty and doubt.

But she was rising now.

And the court would never be the same.

____

The judges arrived mid-afternoon, draped in deep velvets and heavy gold chains, flanked by high-born attendants bearing scrolls and quills. Their boots barely touched the scuffed floors as they swept into the orphanage like royalty slumming it, noses already wrinkled.

The scent of boiled herbs and sweat met them first—real, human scent. The smell of healing. Of work.

And in the middle of it all, Grace.

Her back was to them, kneeling beside a child with a wheezing cough, fingers pressed to the girl’s ribs as she spoke in low, calming tones. Her braid was falling loose. Her shawl was long gone—abandoned hours ago in favor of movement. Her sleeves were damp, rolled to the elbows. Bruises still mottled beneath her collar.

At her sides moved the girls—Lila, Morgan, MJ, Adelaide, Sienna, and the rest. Coordinated. Focused. Not one faltered.

“Is that… the healer’s daughter?” one judge asked, lips thin.

“She’s supposed to be a consort,” another muttered, clearly scandalized.

“She is a consort,” came a quiet reply from one of the attendants, scribbling as they observed. “And that’s six patients stabilized. No fatalities. No fainting.”

“Unlike—” one judge glanced toward the corridor.

Down the hall, Lady Thorne stood at a safe distance, flanked by two of her attendants. She hadn’t touched a single child. Instead, she’d tossed a handful of silver coins onto the matron’s desk with a flick of her wrist and a martyred sigh.

“Please ensure they get bread,” she’d said flatly, already turning toward the exit.

Lady Elise was fussing at a broken nail. One of the Chosen had vomited in the stairwell. The rest hovered aimlessly, too dainty or too proud to risk sweat on their sleeves.

The contrast was humiliating.

One of the younger judges—more observant than most—stepped deeper into the sickroom, boots sticking slightly on the floor.

“She’s triaging,” he murmured. “And those girls are following her lead.”

“No pageantry,” an older judge added. “No declarations. Just results.”

From behind a curtain, Grace emerged with a basin and a fresh compress. She didn’t flinch at the sight of the officials. She simply dipped the cloth, wrung it out, and pressed it to the next child’s forehead.

Finally, someone addressed her.

“Chosen Grace.”

She glanced up, chin lifting slightly. “Your honors.”

“Do you know the intent of today’s visit?”

“To see how we handle the trials of compassion,” she replied, wiping her hands dry. “Not perform them.”

There was no arrogance in her tone. Just quiet certainty.

Behind her, one of the orphans clung sleepily to MJ’s arm. Lila poured fresh water into a chipped mug. Morgan brushed knots from a fevered girl’s hair.

The judges said nothing for a long moment.

Then, one slowly made a mark on their scroll. Another hummed. A third muttered something about revising expectations.

And all the while, Grace kept working.

One of the older judges stepped forward, clearly bristling at the informality.

“Chosen Grace,” he said, voice cold. “Do you understand what today’s trial was meant to evaluate?”

Grace looked up from the child’s bedside, wiping her hands on a cloth already stained with tincture and sweat.

“I do,” she said, meeting his gaze. “Compassion. Service. Capability under pressure.”

She stood, eyes level with his now, her voice steady.

“But frankly, I don’t give a shit.”

A hush fell over the room. Somewhere, a noble girl gasped.

“These children are sick. I can help. So I did.” She turned back toward the cot. “If you’ll excuse me, I have work to do.”

The judges didn’t know whether to reprimand her or write it down as doctrine.

And as she knelt beside the next child—checking their pulse with a steady hand, her scent still warm with determination—there was no denying the truth of it:

She wasn’t there to perform.

She was there to serve.

And the others were only just realizing the difference.

_____

From the far side of the ward, Steve leaned in the open doorway, arms crossed over his chest.

He was supposed to be impartial. Observing. Measuring. Recording which women had stepped up and which had fallen short. But as Grace straightened from the bedside—hands ink-stained, eyes blazing—he had to press his lips together to keep from grinning.

She’d told off the judges with the same calm conviction she’d once used to scold him for hovering too close to an open flame.

And she’d been right both times.

One by one, the others began to file out. Some too proud. Some too bored. Some just relieved the trial was over.

But Grace’s group remained.

Sienna’s braid bobbed as she moved through the room, sleeves rolled and cheeks pink. The two country girls stacked clean linens on the corner table. Even Morgan and Lila had traded their usual mischief for quiet voices, reading aloud to a cluster of sleepy-eyed children curled in borrowed blankets.

And then—unexpectedly—two more of the women joined in. One noble, one from a lesser house. Quiet at first. Gathering laundry. Straightening trays. One offered to help boil more water. Another sat beside a girl and gently began brushing her hair.

Steve watched it all unfold with a quiet sense of awe.

Grace hadn’t won them with speeches. She hadn’t tried to charm or impress.

She led—by instinct, by purpose, by heart.

And they followed.

He took one last look, eyes lingering on the curve of her spine as she bent to soothe a child’s fevered brow.

Then he turned and slipped silently into the corridor.

The trial might be over.

But something much bigger had just begun.

Chapter 30: This is Yours

Chapter Text

By the time they returned to the palace, the halls had gone quiet.

Dinner was long over. Most of the court had vanished into salons or shut their doors for the night.

Grace's group lingered near the foot of the grand staircase—still flushed from shared work, flushed with something softer too. A quiet kind of victory.

"I doubt the kitchens will still be open," Melissa murmured, casting a glance down the shadowed corridor.

"They'll have bread and broth at least," Grace said, calm and certain. "And if we smile just right, someone might even warm it for us."

A ripple of laughter stirred among them—low and breathless, the kind that felt earned.

"We can eat in my room," she added, before she could talk herself out of it. "If you're not too tired. I'd rather not end the day alone."

That sealed it.

They followed her—soft-footed, whispering—like trailing smoke. Still dressed in borrowed aprons and healing salts, moving through the darkened halls with the hush of girls who had only just realized they might be friends after all.
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Upstairs, in a narrow study tucked behind the library, Steve paused mid-conversation.

Nick was still talking—something about guards, or schedules—but Steve didn't hear the rest. He'd caught it:

"We can eat in my room."

He knew that voice.

Knew the way it softened when she was trying to sound casual. Knew the way she masked vulnerability with generosity.

He stood without thinking. "Excuse me a moment."
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They turned down a hall none of them recognized—quieter, broader, with sconces that burned a little steadier. The hush of the palace felt different on this side. Older. More deliberate.

Lila glanced around, brow furrowing. "You're in the east wing?"

Morgan answered before Grace could. "Did you know, we're in the royal quarters?"

A beat of silence followed.

Grace slowed. "What?"

Morgan nodded toward the polished inlay along the baseboards—gold leaf catching in the torchlight. "Lila and I have rooms here because our parents are part of the King's inner circle. MJ stays with us. But only royals and senior council members stay in this wing."

"I didn't—" Grace stopped walking. Her heart gave a faint, uneven thud. "I didn't realize."

The girls clustered around her, suddenly quieter. Adelaide tilted her head. "You didn't choose this room?"

"No. I was just shown to it." Grace's fingers twitched against the fabric of her tunic. "It was the only key I was given. The only option I was given."

"We were all given a choice of rooms in the West Wing. The guest wing," Adelaide added, glancing slowly down the hallway.

No one said anything—but the silence wasn't cold.

Just... different now. Thoughtful.

She turned again. The door to her rooms was ahead—carved mahogany, inlaid with soft silver vinework. She pushed it open.

And the girls stepped inside.

They had all been given rooms, of course. Lavish enough by any standard. A dressing chest. A few gowns. Gold combs and scented soaps.

But this was different.

Grace's rooms felt less like a guest suite and more like a crowned woman's domain. The ceilings vaulted higher. The bed was carved from dark ashwood, its canopy stitched in pale moss green. Heavy drapes lined the windows. A fireplace stood at one end, still glowing faintly with banked coals.

No one spoke at first.

Then Vanessa gave a low whistle. "Well. Shit."

Morgan plopped onto a divan and sank almost out of sight. "What happens when you actually marry the King."

Grace flushed. "I'm not marrying—"

"We know," Lila said gently. "It's just... a lot, even by Stark standards."

Adelaide crossed to the balcony, drawing back one curtain. "You can see the north gardens from here."

Grace didn't answer. Her fingers trailed over the table's polished edge, past the fruit she hadn't requested. She looked down at her tunic—smeared with tincture, one sleeve still damp—and suddenly felt like a trespasser in her own space.

It hadn't felt like hers before.

And now... maybe even less so.

But then one of the girls lit the candles with a snap of flint. Sienna—quiet, still flushed from the day—sat cross-legged on the floor, a baby blanket folded neatly in her lap.

"Now," Morgan declared, hands on her hips. "What are we going to do about dinner? I'm starving."

And just like that, the air in the room shifted—less royal, more real.

Not a courtly chamber.

A gathering place.

Home, if only temporary.

The knock came less than five minutes later.

Grace, halfway through lighting the remaining candles, looked up as the door creaked open.

A footman stepped in. Then another. Then a third—each bearing a silver tray piled high with roast meats glazed in wine, golden bread still warm to the touch, bowls of thick stew, clusters of honeyed fruit, and a berry tart so fresh it steamed in the cool air.

Everyone in the room froze.

Except Grace.

She just exhaled. Of course.

Steve stepped in last, boots silent against the rug, eyes sweeping over the crowd of flushed cheeks and wide eyes.

"I heard someone was hungry."

Grace blinked. "You overheard one thing and arranged a feast?"

He arched a brow. "They would've done it for you anyway. I just gave them a nudge."

Behind him, the footmen began setting trays on low tables and cushioned benches, unfolding soft cloths and uncorking bottles like it was a palace banquet instead of a girl's chamber. The smell alone—spice and sweetness and roasted comfort—made someone audibly sigh.

"You didn't have to," she said softly, watching the girls' delight bloom like dawn around the room.

"I know," he said, just as soft. "But I wanted to."

The food disappeared with astonishing speed.

At first, the girls tried to be polite—sitting straight, murmuring thanks, nibbling with careful bites. But hunger and shared exhaustion tore through formality like paper. Soon, they were barefoot on pillows, passing plates across laps and trading bites like siblings.

Grace curled on the bench, legs tucked beneath her, a bowl of stew in her lap and bread balanced on her knee. The firelight kissed her cheekbones, and her hair—still damp in places—curled soft around her jaw.

She let her gaze drift slowly around the room.

And only then did she realize—

Most of them were still girls.

Not in the condescending way the court might say it, but truly, chronologically—many of them were no older than nineteen or twenty. She was twenty-eight. Nearly an old maid by capital standards. And yet, somehow... this worked.

Only Adelaide, and Lady Alira were close to her in age, and Alira was still younger by a few years. And when she thought about it only Helena and Adelaide where they only  members of then Choosing older than her.

Yet in her little group they all were gathered like this felt natural. Like it had always been waiting to happen.

Someone had dispatched a few lady's maids at some point—she hadn't even noticed—and now the girls were piling fresh dresses and soft robes on the edge of the divan. Adelaide was already braiding her damp hair back. MJ announced, loudly and without shame, that she was absolutely taking advantage of Grace's private bathing room and wasn't sorry about it.

"There are three of us in a room the size of this fireplace," Morgan added, draping a new shift over the dressing screen. "You have hot water and marble floors. We're invading."

Grace laughed. "Fine. But you're washing your own towels."

"Fair," MJ called through the door.

Lila was recounting a child's question from the orphanage—something about whether all nobles wore perfume or if that was just a rumor—and by the time Morgan chimed in with a simpering impression of one of the courtiers, even the shyest of the country girls was laughing so hard she had to bury her face in a cushion.

Grace let her head rest against the wall behind her, a slow, genuine smile tugging at her mouth. Her body still ached, bruises tugged beneath the soft folds of her tunic, but the weight felt lighter now. Shared. Not hers alone.

She hadn't expected this.

Not so soon.

And certainly not with women who, days ago, had eyed her with suspicion and veiled contempt.

But here they were.

Eating, laughing, passing looks across flickering candlelight like old friends. She caught Vanessa—refilling a cup for one of the highborn girls, who murmured thanks without hesitation.

Something was shifting.

Not just within her.

Around her.
_____

A bit later Graves joined then with the food, but she was still so lost in her own head that when she reached for another piece of Grace reached for another piece of fruit—and nearly gasped.

A new plate had appeared beside her hand: glazed walnuts and thin slices of pear.

Steve.

She hadn't even noticed him still there.

He knelt beside her for just a moment, setting the dish down gently. Then he leaned in—close enough that she felt the soft brush of his breath against her ear.

"I'll leave you to it," he murmured.

Her fingers paused mid-reach.

"You don't have to," she said, just as softly.

"I know," he replied. "But this—" his gaze swept the room, over the women curled into cushions, laughing through mouthfuls of honeyed bread and half-dressed as they made themselves comfortable— "this is yours."

Her throat tightened.

He reached up without thinking, brushing a lock of hair behind her ear, his fingertips grazing the soft shell of it. For a moment, she forgot to breathe.

"I'll see you in the morning?"

She managed a nod.

And then he was rising—quiet, certain—and walking toward the door.

He paused at the threshold. Looked back. Not with longing or regret. Just... wonder.

Then he slipped into the hall.

The door clicked shut.

And the room exploded.

Squeals. Laughter. A pillow thrown and missed entirely. One of the girls actually kicked her legs in the air.

"Oh my gods," Lila gasped, already halfway sliding off the divan. "You were whispering!"

"Did he touch your hair?" Vanessa demanded, scandalized and delighted.

Sienna laughed into her hands, cheeks pink. "That was not a consort visit. That was practically a claiming ritual."

Grace buried her face in her hands. "Please stop."

"Not a chance," Morgan grinned. "We're living for this now. Tell us everything."

"You didn't even look startled," MJ gasped. "Where else has he touched you?"

"He brought you walnuts," Morgan sing-songed. "I've never had a man bring me nuts."

"There is no meaning in giving someone a plate of candied walnuts," Grace groaned into her hands.

Lila grinned. "And pears. Peeled. Arranged. Presented. Honestly, what kind of royal foreplay is that?"

"Probably the good kind," Vanessa muttered. "The kind with muscles. The Goddess knows he has to have muscles under those just-slightly-too-tight tunics."

"I will toss someone off this balcony," Grace said, not lifting her head. "Try me."

That only made the laughter louder. Even Sienna—quiet in her corner—was grinning now.

Adelaide tilted her head. "You're blushing. Do you know what his muscles feel like? I bet you do."

"I don't." Grace dropped her hands, sighing dramatically. "And you all smell like boiled herbs and stress."

That earned a chorus of mock outrage.

"I'm just saying," she continued, voice calm but eyes sparkling now, "if you think you're staying the night in here, we're rotating through the bath. Starting now."

It almost worked.

Morgan blinked. "Did she just mom-voice us?"

"She did," Lila confirmed. "Textbook deflection."

"Yep," said Vanessa, already rising. "Which means we're absolutely staying."

Grace rolled her eyes. "Fine. But seriously—use the soap. And don't flood the floor."

They filed into the adjoining washroom, each taking their turn, laughing and trading clean shifts. Every so often, a shriek rang out—someone finding a too-hot towel or elbowing for the best sponge.

And when they all returned, fresh-faced and flushed from the warmth, they curled onto the cushions again like they'd been doing it for years.

Grace watched them as she poured water into a clean pitcher. Most of them were so young. Younger than her by years, some by nearly a decade. She was twenty-eight—a healer, a widow, an omega who hadn't fully shifted. By court standards, an old maid.

Only Sienna and Lady Alira were close in age, and even they were twenty-five.

And yet somehow... this worked. They followed her. Laughed with her. Stayed.

Adelaide passed behind her, brushing a hand lightly along Grace's shoulder. "You don't have to carry it all, you know," she said quietly. "You're allowed to just be here with us."

Grace didn't answer right away.

But she looked down at the warm towel in her hands.

And let herself believe it might be true.

By the time Grace returned from her own bath—hair damp, skin pink from scrubbing off a full day's work—the room had transformed again.

The food trays had been pushed to one side. The girls had scattered, half-limp with exhaustion, still glowing faintly from warmth and laughter. Three of them were already curled into her bed like it was the most natural thing in the world. One had claimed the chaise lounge and was snoring softly, arm draped dramatically over her eyes.

In the corner, the trouble trio—Lila, Morgan, and MJ—had stolen every cushion not nailed down and built an impressive nest near the hearth, blankets layered in a mess of limbs and whispered giggles. A few girls had even lined up blankets on the floor, heads tucked into spare pillows or bundled cloaks.

Grace paused at the threshold and just... looked. Her own room. Full of sleeping, breathing chaos.

She wasn't sure whether to laugh or cry.

Then the door creaked.

Natasha stepped inside without knocking, took one glance around, and let out a faint snort. "I see your diplomatic strategy is as unconventional as the rest of you."

Grace raised a brow. "Should I have turned them away? Believe it or not, this is fairly common after your first day as a healer."

Nat gave a noncommittal shrug. "In that case, let them cling for the night."

She disappeared into the hallway and returned a few minutes later with a basket of folded blankets—plain but clean—and dropped them just inside the door.

"No one's sleeping cold on my watch," she said simply. Then she was gone again.

Grace moved through the room quietly, draping extra warmth over bare legs and tucking a blanket around the girl curled at the foot of the bed. She dimmed the lamps one by one, then slipped under the covers herself, finding the last bit of space left between two snoring girls.

Adelaide, on the bed next to Grace's spot, opened one eye as she settled in.

"Good job, High Healer," she murmured. "They didn't end the day alone."

Grace didn't answer at first. Her eyes wandered across the flickering shadows, to the soft shapes of the girls stretched out all across her space. She exhaled slowly, the warmth of the room seeping into her bones.

Adelaide's words echoed back to her.

They didn't end the day alone.

Grace reached for the blanket, curled one arm beneath her head—

And let the darkness take her.

______

The corridor was empty.

The fire sconces burned low, their flames flickering softly along the carved stone. The kind of silence that came only after a long day—after too many decisions, too many moments that hadn't been his to savor.

He walked slowly, letting the cool floor steady him.

He returned to his quarters.

The moon had risen low tonight, painting the courtyard in silver. The stone gleamed like bone beneath it. Ivy leaves rustled in the breeze.

And from below his feet—faint, muffled through old beams and woven carpets—came the sound of laughter.

Not court laughter. Not rehearsed giggles or polished charm.

Real laughter.

Grace's. And the others', directly beneath him.

High and warm and unguarded. The kind of sound that curled deep in the chest and made something in him ache.

He leaned into the window, one hand braced on the cool frame, eyes closing.

He could almost picture it—her curled up barefoot with the other girls, eating late, head thrown back in amusement at something absurd. Her strength bare and bright. Her scent tangled in memory, thick in the fibers of his control.

She didn't know.

What she'd done to him.

What she was still doing.

Not just because of the bond, though that thread was there—unmistakable, taut. But because it was her. The way she never bowed quite right. The way her hands knew exactly what to do in crisis but fumbled in court. The way her bruises hadn't stopped her. The way she still looked at him like she might walk away.

He could still feel her—warm and steady from where he'd brushed her hair behind her ear.

And gods help him, he hadn't even kissed her.

Not really.

Not yet.

Only in that goddess-damned dream.

Steve exhaled, long and low.

From the window ledge, the sound of giggles picked up again—one of the younger girls shrieking in mock offense, the others howling after her—and Grace's voice followed a moment later, gently chiding.

A king should've returned to his bed by now. Should've rested. Planned for tomorrow.

But Steve stayed at the window a while longer, the moonlight at his back, and let himself listen—clear and open—to the sound of her joy drifting up with the spring breeze, until the room below exhaled for the night.

"Good night, little moon," he whispered at last.

And turned toward his own bed.

Chapter 31: The Wolf Awakens

Chapter Text

The room had fallen to the hush of sleep.

Not silence—never that—but the warm, layered quiet of shared exhaustion. The sounds that filled the space were soft and human: the rustle of limbs beneath blankets, a faint sigh curling from the lounge, the occasional huff of a muffled snore. The kind of sleep that only came after too much laughing, too much aching, and just enough warmth.

Trays sat empty now. The last sliver of tart wilted on its plate, forgotten. A silver cup had tipped near the foot of the chaise, its water seeping into the corner of a woven rug, darkening the threads. One of the girls had drooled onto her pillow. Another was halfway out of her shift, one leg kicked free of her blanket. None of them stirred.

Grace lay still at the center of it all, cocooned in the softness of too many borrowed bodies and too little space. Her shift had slipped from one shoulder, fabric bunched against her ribs. She was too warm to fix it. Too tired to care.

The trouble trio—MJ, Morgan, and Lila—were a collapsed tangle on the floor near the hearth, limbs thrown over cushions like they'd gone to battle and lost. A pale green robe had been flung over someone's face. From somewhere deep in the pile came a dreamy giggle, followed by a hiccuping snore.

The fire had burned low. Only the embers remained, pulsing faintly in the grate.

And still, the window remained half-open.

Spring air breathed into the room—cool and crisp and laced with the faintest trace of blooming lilac. A shaft of moonlight fell clean across the floor, cutting silver over ankles and tangled braids, over Grace's hip and the curve of her wrist where it curled beneath her cheek.

Outside, the gardens slept.

Inside, the world held its breath.

And Grace dreamed.
——

The forest floor was soft beneath her feet—cool moss, crushed petals, and loam so dark it shimmered blue in the moonlight. Her soles made no sound as they moved, but the trees knew. They leaned in as she passed.

The air was thick, velvet-rich with scent.

Wet leaves. Split bark. Violet and ash. And beneath it all—musk and heat and something wild she couldn't name.

She was barefoot. She didn't remember removing her shoes.

Her hair streamed behind her like a banner of dark silk, catching on branches she hadn't seen. Her nightdress fluttered uselessly, already half-forgotten, threads unraveling like mist. She couldn't say where she was going. Only that something called to her. Urged her forward.

She was chasing something.

Or being chased.

Or perhaps—both.

Her pulse thundered like a drumbeat. Her breath came in shallow bursts, but she wasn't winded. Not exactly.

She was—

Becoming.

The trees shifted. The sky thinned.

And then she stumbled.

Her hand caught the edge of a tree trunk—wide as a carriage, silvered with lichen—and she froze.

There, just beyond the clearing.

In a pool of light so bright it glowed like water.

A wolf.

The creature lay still, but ears high, nose lifted like she'd been waiting. She was white.

Not pale brown. Not ash-gold. White as starlight. White as frost beneath moonlight.

Not pure. Not untouched.

Marked.

One paw curled slightly, favoring a weakness. Her flanks were lean. Too lean.

She was hungry. Not just for food.

For space.

For air.

For the right to exist.

Her eyes were the same stormlit gray as Grace's as their gaze connected.

And they were watching her.

Not wild.

Not angry.

Just waiting.

As if she'd known Grace was coming.

Grace's feet rooted to the earth. She couldn't move. Couldn't breathe.

Then—between one breath and the next—a second shape materialized just beyond the clearing.

Massive. Pale. Silent.

Another wolf.

Blonde fur. Broader across the shoulders. Legs planted like a soldier. His eyes glinted gold beneath the canopy, locked not on Grace—but on her wolf.

Guarding.

Not as a threat.

As a sentinel.

Grace's breath caught.

The blonde wolf didn't move. He didn't need to.

He was holding the line.

As if the weakened wolf had called something older, deeper, into being—and it had answered.

The golden wolf—the one that was hers—took a step forward.

Then another.

Not stalking.

Approaching.

Claiming.

Until the moonlight cut a clean line between them.

And Grace's knees buckled.

Her bones twisted. Her skin sparked and pulled. Her spine arched—not in pain, but pressure, deep and ancient, like the moment before lightning strikes.

She opened her mouth to cry out—

And heard a growl echo from her own throat.

Then the wolf stepped forward, just as Grace collapsed. Their bodies blurred—

And Grace didn't cry out.

She howled.

A sound full of ache and thunder and too many forgotten nights.

The forest echoed her back.

And when she opened her eyes again, she was still there—

But she was the wolf now.

She could feel the cold under her paws. Could smell the night—smoke, pine sap, the iron tang of blood too far away to be danger.

Her limbs felt wrong. Not broken—but weak. Weaker than they should have been.

She padded forward—limping, slightly—and realized her body wasn't whole yet. Her ribs showed faintly. Her coat was knotted. Her claws still new.

But she was here.

Finally.

And something else was there too.

A sound, almost imperceptible. The lightest snap of twig. A shimmer of movement in the trees.

She turned her head—hackles raising instinctively—and saw him.

The other wolf.

Bigger than her. Golden, with fur like morning wheat and eyes like winter sun. Quiet. Watchful. Not threatening. Standing just behind her. Keeping guard.

Though she didn't know his name in this form, her bones remembered. Her blood remembered.

He didn't approach.

He didn't leave.

She was safe with him.

And beyond him—further still in the dark—another wolf watched from shadow. Larger still. Dark-coated. War-worn.

A sentinel.

A brother.

Grace's white wolf raised her head again and took one step forward. Then another.

Each step easier. Each breath fuller. The forest no longer a blur of scent and instinct. The world no longer distant.

She was in it.

Of it.

And she would not run anymore.

And still the golden wolf stayed beside her. Silent. Certain.

Whatever else the night held—she was not alone.

She reached a patch of moonlight—full and silver and humming with old power—and stood tall in it.

Not a girl.

Not just an omega.

Not only a healer.

A white wolf of the moonlit line.

And the forest bent to her howling.

She gasped awake.

Fingers curled into the fine linen sheets. Chest rising and falling in sharp, shallow pulls.

Sweat dampened her skin. The neckline of her shift clung to her chest. Her hair stuck to her temples, her throat. She blinked against the dark.

The room was exactly as they'd left it.

Girls sleeping like fawns in the grass.

A blanket half-kicked to the floor. Someone muttering in her dreams.

Grace sat up slowly, dragging in a breath that didn't quite settle.

She wasn't afraid.

Not exactly.

But her body didn't feel like her own. Not entirely. Not yet.

Her gaze drifted over the sleeping bodies—soft, familiar shapes wrapped in sleep and warmth and girlhood.

And for the first time... she felt it.

Not just older.

Other.

The shift had begun—inside her skin, beneath her ribcage, behind her eyes.

She was not what they were. Not anymore.

Maybe not ever.

A whisper of movement. A creak of the bedframe.

Adelaide rolled toward her, half-waking. One eye blinked open. Her voice came soft and grainy.

"Nightmare?"

Grace's lips parted.

But she didn't lie.

"No," she said, her voice quieter than breath. "Not a nightmare. Just... true."

Adelaide nodded—like that made perfect sense—and drifted back under.

Grace lay back slowly, staring up at the carved beams overhead. Her pulse still beat heavy in her throat.

The dream clung to her skin like fog.

But Grace was not asleep.

She had been—deeply, fully—but now her skin thrummed with heat and ache, and her breath caught sharp in her chest.

The dream had been so real.

Running. Barefoot through pine and shadow, breathless, wild. The scent of earth and salt and something older than names. Her heartbeat had echoed in her ears like drums. Like war. Like worship.

And then—moonlight.

She'd stumbled into it, gasping. And there it was: her wolf. Not snarling. Not hiding.

Waiting.

Her reflection in its gray eyes.

Not violent.

But claiming.

Ancient.

Feminine.

Inevitable.

She had felt herself rise into it—or it rise into her—and then she was back. Tangled in blankets, chest heaving, eyes wide.

She pushed them back and rose on shaking legs.

Every girl in the room remained asleep. Only Adelaide stirred again, blinking once from the edge of the bed.

"I just need some air. Go back to sleep," Grace whispered, voice still hoarse with sleep and dream.

Adelaide didn't answer. Just watched her with a soft furrow in her brow as Grace reached for the window, her fingers fumbling with the old iron latch before cracking it open just enough to let the cold spring air in.

She stood there. Barefoot in the silence.

Looking out.

The gardens stretched wide beneath her, awash in moonlight.

"No," she said finally. Her voice was low. Steady. Changed.

"Not a nightmare."

Adelaide didn't speak again.

She didn't need to.

Grace's fingers tightened on the stone sill.

And in the quiet below—

—-

Steve woke with a jolt.

His body snapped upright before his mind caught up—heart pounding, skin slick with heat, the bond burning under his ribs like a flare.

Not pain.

Not danger.

Something else.

Something older.

He exhaled through his nose, dragging a hand through his hair, trying to steady himself.

She was awake.

No—not just conscious. Awake.

He could feel it. The shift. Subtle but sure. Like a tide pulling in. Like breath returning to a lung that had forgotten how to draw it.

His omega was stirring.

Her wolf—long buried, long quiet—was rising.

Steve leaned back against the headboard, the sheet pooling around his waist. The room was quiet. The coals in the hearth had burned down to ash. But everything inside him hummed.

She was confused. He could feel it—her uncertainty like a ripple across the thread between them.

But beneath it...

Completion.

Soft. Fragile. Unformed.

But there.

He closed his eyes, pressing a palm over his chest, over the bond that hadn't stopped pulling since the moment she arrived.

Since before.

Gods, he wanted to run. Down the stairs, through the hall, to her chamber door—pound on it, drag her into his arms, tell her everything.

That she wasn't alone.

That he'd been waiting.

That he'd never stopped.

But he couldn't.

Not yet.

Not when she was surrounded by the girls who'd claimed her as theirs. Not when the world still expected them to be strangers.

His jaw clenched. He turned toward the window, rising slowly.

The garden stretched wide beneath him, silver with moonlight. And there—directly below—

Movement.

The faintest creak of iron hinges. The shift of a shadow in the window.

Her.

She lifted her head.

And he looked down.

They didn't speak.

Didn't move.

Only stood there—mirror images in the hush of moonlight, the air between them heavy with the weight of everything that had just shifted.
———
Grace's heart pounded.

She was no longer just a healer. No longer only a widow, or a court pawn, or even a contender in the Choosing.

She was awake.

Her wolf—her omega—was no longer quiet.

And nothing would be the same.

Steve tipped his head slightly. Just enough to show he saw her.

That he knew.

And that he wasn't going anywhere.

Grace exhaled.

The wind lifted the curtain slightly.

She didn't smile.

But her fingers loosened on the stone.

And slowly—quiet as breath—she let the window close.

Chapter 32: A Slightly Terrifying Gang

Chapter Text

Steve raised his hand to knock—

—but the moment his knuckles brushed wood, a crash sounded from inside.

"Don't come in!" Grace shouted. The words came too loud, too fast. Like she'd been holding her breath and didn't realize it.

He froze. Hand still raised. Brow lifting.

There was a shuffle of limbs, followed by a muffled ow, a curse that definitely belonged to Lila, and what sounded like someone knocking over a tray of teacups.

"Everything alright in there?" Steve asked, trying very hard not to laugh.

"No," Grace called back. "Yes. Just—give me a minute!"

He lowered his hand slowly and leaned against the doorframe, crossing his arms. "Should I be worried?"

Another thud. A squeak. MJ's unmistakable voice followed: "Grace, he knows that we're all in here."

Somewhere amidst the thuds and complaints, Grace pressed the heels of her hands to her eyes.

Her heart was still beating too fast.

It hadn't stopped all night—not really. Not since she'd woken with the weight of another body, another self, still pressed to her skin. Her wolf had retreated to wherever she'd come from, but Grace could still feel her. A presence under her ribs. A second breath.

"Okay," she muttered, mostly to herself. "Okay."

Then, louder, to the room: "Shoes. Shifts. Out."

"Get dressed," Grace hissed. "All of you. And out, or I swear to the goddesses I will personally assign you to latrine duty for a week."

"You're not queen yet," Morgan replied sweetly.

"But she will be," added the healer girl from the day before—Adelaide, Steve remembered. "And I for one would rather not test her temper again. She nearly flayed a man with words and saved an entire orphanage. It was amazing. Now everyone out."

More rustling. More complaints. A pillow hit the door just before it opened a crack.

Grace peeked through. Her curls were wild. There was a pillow crease on her cheek, and her eyes—though warm—looked a little dazed. Her cheeks flushed. "Sorry," she muttered, voice still sleep-rough and too soft for his peace of mind. "They stayed the night. Our late dinner turned into... everything else."

"I heard," Steve said mildly. "You had a small army down here."

"Sorry if we were too loud. I didn't plan it."

"I didn't say I minded."

Their eyes held for a long beat.

Behind her, the room was a mess of blankets, empty plates, a stack of dog-eared books, and at least one person's foot still poking out from the settee cushions. Other girls ran around the room getting redressed, helping each other with laces.

Steve cleared his throat. "I just came to check on you. See how you're feeling. You seemed... upset last night."

"I'm... not upset. I just... I don't know," she said, softer now. "You can come back in a little while. I need to get everyone out, and then we can chat. I promise."

She rubbed the back of her neck, then winced.

Sore. Like she'd run a marathon in her sleep.

"Alright." He glanced over her shoulder once more. "Tell Lila she owes me two tea trays."

Grace's lips twitched. "She'll deny everything."

"I expect nothing less."

He gave her a nod, then turned back toward the corridor. As the door clicked softly shut behind him, he swore he heard someone whisper, "You could've let him in. Bet he'd have blushed."

And from Grace—dry, fond, and slightly exasperated:

"Out."
——

The door had barely clicked shut before it creaked back open.

This time, it wasn't Grace.

It was Lila.

She darted into the hallway, cheeks flushed, hair in a half-undone braid, and nearly ran straight into Steve's chest.

"Oh!" she squeaked. "Uncle Steve... I mean Your Majesty."

"Lila." He gave her a dry look.

Behind her, a slow parade of chaos emerged: MJ next, then Morgan, then Sienna with a tray tucked under one arm and someone's slipper in hand. Vanessa trailed behind, holding her boots like they might explode. One by one, the girls filtered past him, trying very hard not to meet his eyes.

He arched a brow. "Quiet night, huh?"

Melissa cleared her throat. "Peaceful as a graveyard."

"Mm."

"We were... studying," MJ added, trying for solemn and failing spectacularly.

"In the dark?"

"It was... atmospheric."

Steve bit the inside of his cheek. "Of course."

The last one out—Adelaide—paused just long enough to murmur, "Your Majesty... she had a nightmare last night. She seems okay... but a little off this morning. We tried not to ask. Maybe she'll tell you."

Then she gave an awkward curtsy and trotted after the others, slipper and tray in hand.

Steve watched them disappear around the corner before turning back to the half-open door.

He didn't knock this time.

He just stepped inside.

The room was quieter now, warm with lingering sleep and leftover laughter. The hearth crackled low. A book had fallen spine-up from the arm of the chair. The window was still cracked, letting in a breath of cool morning air.

And in the center of it all—Grace.

Still in nothing but a rumpled shift, bare feet curled beneath her as she tried—and failed—to braid her hair. Her fingers faltered halfway through the twist.

She looked up as he entered. Froze.

Her lips parted. "I didn't say—"

"You didn't lock the door."

Her mouth snapped shut.

"I figured I'd save you the trouble of calling me back," he added, voice mild.

Grace huffed a breath and tugged the braid too tight. "You didn't have to barge in."

"You let the girls in, but not me?"

"That's different."

"Is it?"

He stopped just in front of her, arms crossed, gaze steady.

"You know it is," she said, eyes dropping away.

The braid slipped. Fell in a messy curl over her shoulder.

He reached out, gently catching the strand. Twirled it slowly around his finger, his knuckles brushing just above the curve of her breast.

Then he stepped closer—close enough to pull her against him, though the contact was careful, reverent. She didn't step back. She only tried again to twist the braid, slower now. Steadier.

"I had another dream last night," she murmured.

"I know," he said quietly. "You shared it again."

"It wasn't just a dream, was it, Steve?"

"No. And you don't believe it was either, do you?"

She shook her head just slightly, then looked down to where he still played with her hair.

"There were... others," she added, even softer now. "But they weren't clear. I couldn't see their faces. Just shadows. Shapes. I think they were watching me."

She hesitated. "Does that sound crazy?"

"No," he said gently, even though the breath had caught in his chest. "It doesn't sound crazy at all."

He didn't tell her that he'd been there too.

That the golden wolf had stood beside her—was him.

That the dark one had lingered in deeper shadow—Bucky.

Her sentinel in silence.

Together, they had formed a guard around her.

And she hadn't even known.

She looked up again. Met his eyes. Hers were clearer now—but still shadowed. Like the confusion lingered, but she had decided to accept the truth.

"I felt her. I was her. But even now, I feel like I'm wearing skin that doesn't quite belong to me."

"You're not."

"I know." Her voice trembled just slightly. "But it's still new."

Steve nodded once. "So start small."

A pause.

Then, quieter: "You opened the window."

She blinked.

"Last night. You were standing right below mine. I saw you."

Her cheeks flushed again, but she didn't look away this time.

"Right." She glanced toward the window. "I needed some air. I'm sorry if I woke you."

"I was awake. Couldn't sleep," he lied, not telling her he'd been as torn apart by her dream as she was.

Grace's fingers toyed with the hem of her shift. "You knew, didn't you? That this would happen. That I'd wake."

He didn't answer right away. There were a thousand truths on the tip of his tongue—
But each one was too much. Too soon.
And she wasn't ready.
Not yet.

Instead, he cupped her cheek, gently making her look back up at him.

Then, simply: "I hoped."

"Is this one of the things you wanted to tell me?"

"Yes."

"But there's more, isn't there?"

"Indeed. But you are so close, Little Moon. Not much longer now. I promise."

He pressed a kiss to her forehead. She leaned into the touch, not knowing why his presence calmed her so much—but knowing she didn't want to pull away.

"Will you be alright today?"

She squared her shoulders before taking a step back. "Of course. I always am. I never had a choice not to be."

"Grace," he whispered, wishing he could lift that weight from her shoulders.

"I'm fine," she repeated. Then, a little more gently: "Just... tired. And need to think."

"I can wait," he said, voice low. "As long as it takes."

She smiled, faint and wry. "Now before you get caught in here, you need to leave so I can get ready for the day. And clean up this mess."

He gave her one more lingering glance, then bent to press a softer kiss to her hair—

And took his leave.

But the bond didn't fade.
If anything—it burned brighter.

——-

Then he spoke.

"Before we begin—" his voice rang clear and confident across the great hall "—those who remained at the orphanage yesterday demonstrated not just strength, but compassion. Leadership without cruelty. The ability to prioritize the wellbeing of others. Traits this court would do well to remember."

A ripple moved through the room. Tension prickled like static.

Thorne, seated a few places down, looked as though she'd bitten something rotten.

"To honor that," he continued, nodding toward an approaching attendant with a polished silver tray, "you will each receive a royal coin purse for the market. Today, you're granted a private, escorted shopping trip to the capital vendors. No trials. No politics. No expectations. Just something good."

Lila let out a breathless whoop before slapping both hands over her mouth.

Grace turned toward him, startled. "Your Majesty—"

"Ah," Steve cut in smoothly, his eyes glinting with warmth and something sharper beneath, "one condition. No one leaves castle grounds without guarded escorts. And none of you are to carry anything heavy. Not even your own bags. Those are my terms."

Laughter stirred at the table, soft and bubbling.

Alira offered a graceful bow of her head. "We accept, Your Majesty."

Then Steve turned his gaze to the other side of the hall—where the rest of the contenders sat in stiffer silence.

"As for the remainder of our guests," he said, not unkindly, but with no room for argument, "today will also be a respite. You are not required to train or compete. However, you are to remain within the castle proper. The gardens are available to you. Please use this time for reflection."

A subtle message. No punishment. But no reward either.

Not yet.

Morgan leaned close, voice low and gleeful. "This is going to kill Thorne."

Grace allowed herself a smile.

Not wide.

Not reckless.

But real.

And as the servants brought out food and the hall began to settle back into its rhythm, Grace could feel it—beneath the chatter, the silver, the silk—

The shift.

Not in rank.

But in loyalty.

In strength.

In the quiet, unshakable truth that Grace was no longer alone.
——-

The great hall had barely emptied when the low hiss of voices rose behind closed doors.

"The King is compromising the process," spat Lady Elise Zeno, her jeweled sleeve flicking like a whip as she paced. "This is not a charity pageant—it is the Choosing. A sacred tradition."

"She was rewarded for disobedience," added the elder Lady Thorne, fingers clenched around the pommel of her cane. "She abandoned the format. Dismissed the judges. And now she sits just below the high seat while girls of noble blood are left at the bottom of the table?"

"She healed orphans," muttered someone dryly.

Several heads turned—because the voice had come from the wall.

Nick Fury stepped out of the shadowed alcove like he'd always been there.

Which he probably had.

"Apologies," he said with a shrug, casual as a blade drawn slow. "I do enjoy a good tantrum in the morning."

"You have no place in this room," Helena snapped.

"I have a place wherever the King asks me to be." He lifted an eyebrow. "And he asked."

"Lord Fury," the elder Lady Zeno said slowly, trying for calm, "you advised his father. Surely even you see the danger in abandoning the structure of the trials."

"Oh, I see it," Fury said, his voice dropping to something cooler. "What I also see is a pack of so-called nobles who just got outmaneuvered by a half-healed girl from the Hollow with no jewels, no title, and no patience for your games."

The words hit like stone dropped in still water.

He let the silence stretch, just long enough for discomfort to bloom.

Then, quieter: "And she still managed to command loyalty. Real loyalty. You've all spent so long clawing your way to the top, you forgot how people follow."

A sharp inhale. Lady Morwin's eyes narrowed. "This is dangerous."

"So is tampering with the trial order," Fury said, gaze slicing clean. "Which, as I understand, the King will be addressing shortly. With names."

The room stilled.

A single beat passed.

Then Fury gave them a slow, sharp-edged smile.

"I suggest," he said, already turning toward the door, "you all think very carefully before pushing him again."

He paused.

"He's his father's son."

A breath.

"But he's his mother's temper."

And then he was gone.
———

Steve didn't look up when Fury entered. He was still braced over the war table, fists pressed to either side of a map of the capital district, jaw clenched tight.

"So," Fury said casually, stepping into the room, "I made some friends this morning."

Steve's voice was flat. "Me too. How bad?"

"Depends who you ask. Lady Zemo looked ready to combust. Old Lady Thorne demanded a vote of oversight. Someone else called Grace a wild animal—"

Steve's head snapped up, eyes burning. "They said what?"

Fury held up a hand, calm as ever. "Relax. I handled it."

"How?" Steve's voice cut sharp and low.

Fury's gaze flicked toward him. "The same way I always do. Quietly. Thoroughly. Nothing happens here I don't see, Son. That's why you asked me to stay."

Steve exhaled, slow and controlled. "I didn't reward them to provoke anyone."

"I know," Fury said, stepping closer. "You did it because they earned it. Because you're trying to build something that doesn't rot from the top down."

Steve's fingers relaxed on the map edge. His jaw was still tight, but the lines of his shoulders had shifted—less tension, more resolve.

"They're going to push harder now," he said. "Try to isolate her. Divide the girls. Maybe even force the council's hand."

Fury shrugged. "Let them try. They're playing politics. She's waking the old magic."

Steve's head turned at that. "How do you know about that?"

Fury didn't blink. "I saw her walk in here from the Hollow wearing nothing but linen and a spine of steel. And then I watched a half-dead court realign itself around her without her lifting a blade. You tell me what that sounds like."

A beat of silence passed.

Then, quieter: "You think they're rattled now?" Fury added, lips quirking into a sharp smile. "Wait until word spreads the Hollow's wolf walks again. They'll be pissing themselves by the new moon."

Steve's throat worked around something unspoken. He looked back at the map—but his hand moved now, tracing a path with his fingers. Not toward a threat. But toward a memory. Toward home.

"I need to be ready," he said.

"You already are," Fury replied. "You're your father's legacy. But your mother's fire."

A quiet beat.

Steve looked up. "Thank you, Nick."

Fury turned toward the door. "Don't thank me yet. This is only the beginning."

And with that, he was gone.

Steve stood alone, the map before him.

His fingers hovered over the Hollow.

And then moved—to the seat beside his own at the high table.

A new name would go there soon.

And the court would burn before he let them tear her down

The courtyard was alive with noise and color.

Chaos—soft and joyful—rippled through the morning air as girls gathered in loose clusters, the last of their royal escorts delayed by some scheduling misfire or minor scandal up at the front gates.

Shoes were being swapped. Bracelets borrowed. Vanessa had learned to braid a crown the previous night and was now attempting to replicate it on Morgan's head with more enthusiasm than accuracy, resulting in more giggling than progress.

A young page sprinted past with an armful of cloaks, nearly tripping over a hound curled under the shade of a potted olive tree. Lila darted after him, claiming two with a victorious grin. MJ spun in place to test the swish of her hem. Adelaide tried—and failed—not to laugh as Sienna argued gently with a guard about the best pastry stalls inside the palace gates.

And at the edge of it all—Grace.

She sat on a low stone bench beneath the twisted branches of a lemon tree, just beside the open archway that led back into the castle. Her dress was simple, but not plain: a soft, pale blue overlaid with a sheer overskirt that caught the light with every breeze. A wide linen sash wrapped at her waist, and faint silver embroidery traced the collar of her blouse in looping lines that felt, somehow, old. Regal, even.

Her jitters were hidden, but not forgotten. Her hair—still damp from the morning wash—had been half-twisted and pinned back, curling loosely over her shoulders. The silver cuff on her wrist glinted in the sun. It was the only piece of jewelry she'd chosen herself.

Maela had made sure she ate.

Natasha had made sure she didn't overdo it.

But it was Natasha now who stood just behind her, quiet and still—not watching the courtyard, but watching Grace.

Not the girl in the dress.

But the wolf beneath her skin.

The way she held her spine just a little straighter today.

The faint hum in the air around her.

The way birds kept landing nearby, even with all the noise.

The wolf is rising, Natasha thought. Not fully. Not yet. But enough.

She didn't say anything.

Just reached forward and gently adjusted the drape of Grace's sash—then fastened something at the edge. A small silver pin. Grace hadn't seen it before.

She glanced down.

It was shaped like a wolf, sleek and curled protectively around a deep blue enamel crest.

A royal symbol.

Steve's.

It had last belonged to his mother.

Grace touched it with careful fingers. "It's beautiful, but I can't wear this."

"You can," Natasha said evenly, smoothing the fabric. "You know it belongs there now."

Grace looked up at her—but whatever she might have said was lost as MJ's voice cut across the courtyard.

"We look like a gang," MJ declared proudly, giving her cloak a dramatic whirl. "A beautiful, coordinated, slightly terrifying gang."

"Speak for yourself," Lila called. "We're also armed with coin purses from a king. I don't think the court vendors are ready."

More laughter. More chatter. Someone shrieked as a chicken escaped from a cart on the far side of the courtyard. Vanessa bolted after it, tripping over the hem of her borrowed cloak.

And Grace?

She just watched it all with a hand curled in her lap and sunlight warming her skin.

For once, she didn't feel like a pawn.

Or a patient.

Or one of the Chosen.

She just felt like a woman.

And she was surrounded by people who saw her that way, too.

——-

Steve stood just outside the doors of the great hall, one hand resting lightly on the hilt of his belt, the other clenched at his side. From his vantage point, he could see the courtyard below—alive with color and motion, a swarm of young women chattering, laughing, bright as spring blossoms in their new cloaks and coin purses.

Bucky leaned against a nearby column, boots crossed at the ankle. Sam stood beside him, arms folded, watching the scene unfold with quiet amusement.

"You gonna mope the whole time?" Bucky asked.

"I'm not moping."

"You're moping. That's full sulk posture, man."

Sam raised a brow. "He's got the brooding jaw thing going too. That's level two."

Steve didn't respond. Down in the courtyard, Grace adjusted the strap on her satchel—not the polished leather pouch the others carried, but her worn healer's bag from the Hollow. Her hair was loosely pinned, curls already slipping free despite her best efforts, and even in the soft, queenly dress Nat had helped her into, she looked more like someone heading to a triage tent than a royal market.

"She's not going to spend that coin," Steve muttered.

Bucky followed his line of sight. "Because you know her."

"She should at least enjoy it."

Sam leaned a little closer. "She's not going for the vendors, man. She's going for the girls. That's the gift."

Steve didn't answer. Across the yard, Natasha finished giving last-minute instructions to the group—Morgan already pointing excitedly toward the jewelers' row—and stepped in close to Grace, adjusting the pin at her waist.

Then Grace turned.

Her eyes found Steve instantly.

He didn't wave. Didn't smile.

Just dipped his chin once—in that quiet way he did when he was trying not to reach for her.

She held his gaze a beat longer, then let the corner of her mouth curve. Not quite a smile. But almost.

When she turned again, Bucky was already stepping forward, offering his arm without a word.

Steve's voice stopped him.

"Bucky."

The other man glanced back, brows raised.

Steve's jaw flexed. "Protect her. With your life."

Bucky gave him a long look. Then rolled his eyes. "I was planning to leave her in a ditch, but now that you've asked nicely..."

"Buck."

"Yeah, yeah." He smirked. "I've got her."

Sam chuckled. "Man's acting like she's not the most dangerous person in that group."

"She's mine," Steve said quietly, watching her disappear through the archway.

"And she's going to be just fine," Sam said, clapping a hand to his shoulder. "But you, brother? You need to find something else to do before you wear a trench in the floor."
——

The courtyard buzzed like a stirred hive—bright with chatter, the rustle of fine cloaks, and the clink of coin pouches. Each of the girls was paired now: one escort from the Choosing—mostly ladies' maids or mentors today—and one member of the Royal Guard, hand-picked for discretion and strength.

They would not travel by carriage. Not today.

They would walk. As equals. As a unit.

Natasha stood at the center of it all, boots planted, gaze sharp. She wore no insignia, but every guard and maid deferred to her without hesitation. Her presence alone quieted chaos.

Bucky moved to her side, rolling his shoulders beneath his dark leather coat. "Permission to escort Lady Grace?"

Natasha's head tilted.

"You're asking me?"

"You're her second," he said quietly. "And mine. My darling omega."

Her mouth curved, slow and wry—but there was a flicker behind her eyes that betrayed more.

"Fine. But if anything happens to her, I'll break your other arm. Alpha."

He grinned. "You're assuming it won't be the other way around."

She didn't answer. Just arched a brow and handed him a sheathed dagger—small, curved, silver-edged. The kind Grace would know how to use.

Bucky nodded and turned toward Grace, all roguish charm now.

"My lady," he said, offering his arm.

Grace raised a brow but took it, adjusting the strap of her worn satchel. Around them, the others were pairing off—Lila whispering conspiratorially to her guard, Morgan bouncing on her toes, MJ already bartering with a page for an extra coin pouch.

Natasha fell in step beside them, a silent sentinel.

From above, Steve watched it all from the upper hall, hands braced on the stone rail.

"He's got her," Sam said, leaning on the banister beside him.

Steve didn't move. "I know. She doesn't need me today."

"She's got Nat. And Bucky."

"He'll protect her with his life," Steve muttered.

Sam snorted. "I already knew that."

"He rolled his eyes at me."

"Of course he did."

Below, the gates opened.

Sunlight spilled over the cobblestones as the group stepped forward—soft skirts and leather boots, braided hair and proud shoulders, laughter rising like music.

Grace walked near the front, not exactly leading—but no longer behind.

And the wolf pin at her collar caught the light.

Chapter 33: More Than What You Need

Chapter Text

They hit the merchant row like a small, velvet-draped storm.

Lila had already claimed a trio of velvet ribbons, one in each of their court colors, and was trying to decide which should go in her braid and which to gift to the prince's favorite hunting hound. Morgan was deep in negotiations over a pair of enamel earrings that she thought looked like fancy bolts. M.J. was bartering so aggressively over an embroidered half-cloak that her assigned guard had taken a cautious step back.

"I'm just saying," M.J. declared, hands on her hips, "if you want royal coin, you better be able to sew straight."

The vendor opened her mouth, scandalized, but Sienna quickly grabbed M.J. by the elbow and dragged her toward the next stall.

Grace let herself laugh, soft and genuine, before a swath of color caught her eye.

She slowed beside a fabric draper's display—silks and linens in every imaginable hue, some light as mist, others rich and heavy enough to pool like wine. The stall was flanked by a rack of bodices, laced tight and embroidered with pearls, and a case of delicate gloves in eggshell and rose.

"Try one on," Morgan urged, having circled back. "You'd look amazing in the sapphire. Look, Nat's even wearing color today. It's a holiday."

Natasha, further up the road, pretended not to hear but smiled at the comment.

"I'm not really a... glove person," Grace said, but her voice lacked conviction. Her fingers drifted toward a piece of pale teal silk edged in silver vinework. It looked like something a court lady would wear in early spring—gentle, expensive, utterly unnecessary.

She glanced down at her own clothes: the soft but sensible blue dress, the linen sash she'd retied three times already finally using the pin to keep it tied, her satchel weighed down with salves and tinctures.

Just try it, she told herself. Everyone else is.

She reached for the bodice, fingers brushing the embroidery.

The vendor perked up instantly. "Ah, yes, my lady! That would suit you. Would you like to step into the mirror tent? We have matching skirts as well. And slippers. Shall I bring them out?"

Grace froze. The words were kind, but they hit like a wall. She could already feel the stiffness in her shoulders, the imagined weight of brocade she'd never quite grow into. Like she'd be pretending at something the others were born knowing.

She stepped back. "Actually... no, thank you."

The vendor blinked. "Are you sure? It's a court favorite—your coloring—"

"She's sure," Bucky said quietly, stepping to her side. Not unkind, just certain. Steady.

The vendor turned away.

Grace exhaled slowly, grateful. "It's beautiful," she said, more to herself than anyone else. "I just don't know what I'd do with it."

"Spill elderflower syrup on it," Bucky offered. "Or rip it climbing a fence."

She gave him a look. "When do I climb fences?"

He just smirked. "I wouldn't put it past you."

She shook her head, but she was smiling again. "Come on. Let's find something that doesn't need a tailor."

He offered his arm again.

This time, she took it without hesitation.

Natasha clocked it before Grace even said a word.

The hesitation in her fingers when she reached for fabric. The way her shoulders pulled tight every time a vendor turned their full attention on her. The faint, practiced smile that didn't quite reach her eyes.

Nat peeled off from the others and fell into step beside her. "You okay?"

Grace gave a small shrug. "Just not used to being... fussed over."

"Liar," Nat said mildly. "You're just not used to wanting something and letting yourself have it."

That earned a blink.

Grace didn't answer.

Nat let it sit a moment, then glanced ahead—toward Morgan, M.J., and the others, still gleefully wreaking havoc up the lane. "Why don't I stay with the chaos crew," she offered, almost casual. "They're safer with me anyway. You—" she turned toward Bucky now, her voice sharpening by a hair—"take her where she actually wants to go."

Bucky gave a lazy salute. "Aye, aye, my darling omega."

Grace barely caught the flicker of amusement in Natasha's eyes before she was gone again, boots already moving toward Morgan, who was arguing with a fur vendor about dye lots.

Bucky turned to Grace and offered his arm, but didn't speak until she looped hers through.

"Healer's row?" he asked gently.

She nodded with a smile. "How'd you know?"

He glanced down at her satchel. "At just the thought the weight of your bag's already heavier. And you look more relaxed when you're elbow-deep in herbs than anywhere near silk."

She huffed a laugh. "Fair."

They started walking, the noise of the market softening just slightly as they wove their way toward a quieter offshoot of the main square.

"You know," Bucky said, after a few steps, "not everyone wants what the court says they should. Doesn't make you wrong. Just makes you... you."

Grace looked over at him. "Did Nat tell you to say that?"

He grinned. "Nope. And she'd say it with more bite."

That drew a real laugh from her—low and soft, but real.

And when the wind blew a curl into her face, he reached out and tucked it gently behind her ear.

Not a flirtation. Not a claim.

Just a kindness. Like a brother.

A moment.

Grace threaded carefully through the crowd, arm still looped in Bucky's, her satchel bouncing against her hip. Around them, the rest of the group had scattered like petals in the wind—Morgan and Lila had made a beeline for the jeweler, M.J. was debating between embroidered gloves, and one of the Vanessa watched as Melissa was bargaining with terrifying precision over a brocade cloak.

But Grace's path was deliberate.

First stop, the apothecary—half tucked behind a weaving shop, its doorway marked by a carved wooden serpent and the scent of camphor and dried lavender. She slipped inside and moved with practiced efficiency, restocking what she knew she'd need. Powdered willowbark. Crushed comfrey. Antiseptic tinctures. Salves.

Bucky lingered in the doorway, arms folded, eyes sharp. He said nothing—but his approving nod when she added a jar of something pungent labeled for purging fevers made her smile.

Next she tugged him towards a cobbler. Her boots were sturdy but worn thin from the snow and gravel back home. The new pair was plain but strong. When the older woman behind the stall caught sight of the pin on Grace's sash, she insisted on fitting them herself. Grace didn't argue.

Then—her indulgence.

The stall was small, almost hidden behind a tangle of hanging wind chimes and carved spoons. But in the center, resting on a square of velvet the color of mulled wine, sat a mortar and pestle carved from pale, veined stone. Not white. Not gray. Something in between. It shimmered faintly in the morning light.

Grace reached out, fingers brushing the rim.

Bucky leaned in beside her. "That the one?"

She nodded once.

"You want me to haggle?"

"I want to pay full price."

He raised his brows, but didn't argue as she handed over the coins.

It was beautiful. Functional.

And entirely hers.

They were walking again, satchel a heavier on her hip now, the scent of herbs clinging to her sleeves.

Grace caught sight of a delicate hair comb at the next stall—copper filigree, etched with tiny moons and sprigs of lavender—and paused, fingers brushing the edge.

The vendor—a wiry woman with sharp eyes and sharper instincts—smiled at the two of them. "Matching eyes, the pair of you," she said with a wink. "It's so nice to brother and sister not bickering for once?"

Grace blinked.

Bucky, mid-chew on a stick of dried fruit, nearly choked. "Uh—no. We're just... traveling together."

But the vendor was already moving on, handing a scarf to another customer and humming under her breath.

Grace glanced at him sideways. "She's not wrong, you know."

He raised a brow.

"You do kind of look like the brother I never had."

He gave a theatrical shudder. "That's the meanest thing anyone's said to me today."

She rolled her eyes, but her smile softened, and something in her chest eased—like a knot gently loosening.

They kept walking.

And when the crowd thickened, Bucky shifted without thinking, placing himself between her and a group of boisterous merchants loading crates. It wasn't flashy. Just instinct.

Grace didn't comment.

But when the noise died down again, she murmured, "Thanks."

They kept walking, the noise and color of the market blurring into something almost comfortable.

Bucky peeled off briefly at a weapons booth, inspecting the knives with the ease of someone who knew exactly what he was looking for. Grace trailed behind, curious.

"Too flashy," he muttered, holding up a curved blade before shaking his head. Then—"Ah. There she is."

He bought two: slender, sharp, beautifully balanced. Not gaudy. Efficient. Deadly. He flipped one in his hand, then held it out to Grace.

"For Natasha," he said. "She'll act annoyed, but she'll hide it under her bed like it's sacred."

Grace smirked. "Her love language really is violence."

Bucky grinned. "We have a mutual respect for sharp things."

He tucked both knives into his coat and turned his attention back to her.

"You see anything you want?"

"I already bought the mortar."

"I said want, not need."

She opened her mouth to argue—but he was already walking again, only stopping when he spotted a small corner vendor displaying cloaks. Most were standard fare: roughspun wool or stiff linen. But near the back was one dyed a smoky blue-gray leather one, with a double clasp at the collar and a hood lined in soft white fur.

"Nothing but the finest there my lord. Highest quality leather and rabbit fur lining."

He held it up beside her. "Here. This looks like you."

Grace frowned. "You think I look like a traveling cloak?"

"No," he said, utterly unbothered. "I think you look like someone who forgets to take care of herself until she's already cold."

She rolled her eyes—but let him hold it up to her shoulders anyway. The cloak was warmer than she expected. And prettier, gold embroidery all along the edges, flowers and the stages of the moon . But still practical. Something she'd wear again and again.

"I'll pay—"

"I already did."

Grace blinked. "You—"

Bucky ignored her and ducked into the next booth over, this one hung with ribbon and combs and other trinkets that shimmered in the sun. He selected a simple one—silver worked into a crescent with a faint vine pattern. It wasn't expensive. But it was beautiful. Quietly so.

"Try not to lose it," he said, pressing it into her palm.

Grace just stared at him for a long moment.

"...Are you trying to spoil me?"

"Absolutely not," he deadpanned. "I'm just an excellent guard."

She didn't believe him. But she didn't argue either.

Instead, she slipped the comb into her hair and pulled the cloak around her shoulders, letting the weight of both settle over her like a gift.

Not romantic. Not demanding.

Just offered.

Just hers.

They'd just caught up to the others when Bucky pulled something else from the inside of his coat.

"For you," he said, holding out a slim, wrapped bundle to Natasha.

She raised a brow but took it. Unwrapped it with a flick of her thumb.

Inside: the matching pair of throwing knives, dark steel with carved hilts, balanced perfectly for her grip.

Natasha's entire posture shifted—like the sun had come out just for her.

"Well," she murmured, twirling one between her fingers. "Guess you do know how to flirt."

"I wasn't flirting," Bucky said, grinning. "I was bribing you to keep me in your good graces."

"That's flirting," M.J. stage-whispered.

"Shut up," Bucky muttered.

But Natasha's smile turned slow and deadly, dangerous in a way that made all the girls giggle and the guards take a step back.

"I accept your offering, Alpha," she said, voice low and silk-wrapped steel. Then, very deliberately, she tucked one of the knives into her boot and the other into the sheath at her hip. "And for the record? I am feeling generous today."

"Oh god," Lila whispered. "He's doomed."

"He's so doomed," Morgan agreed, delighted.

Natasha turned her attention forward again, but not before brushing her shoulder—very lightly—against Bucky's on the way past.

He blinked. Then followed.

"Worth every coin," he muttered under his breath.

Grace just laughed, the sound lighter than it had been in days.

And the market buzzed on.

They returned in waves, laughter echoing down the stone corridors long before the first boots hit the flagstones. The guards posted at the stables exchanged amused glances as the women spilled into the courtyard, arms full of packages and silk-wrapped parcels, cheeks flushed from cold air and excitement.

Steve had been waiting near the archway, half pretending to check a delivery roster while really just... listening.

The moment they saw him, chaos ensued.

"Look!" Morgan lifted both arms, revealing bangles that chimed like bells. "And I got matching ones for all of us.!"

"I found the softest gloves in the capital," Lila added, waving a hand clad in sea-blue suede.

Even the quiet country girls were animated—comparing fabrics, arguing over whether they'd gotten the better deal, teasing M.J. about a particularly dramatic hat box.

Steve smiled, indulgent and proud, soaking it in.

Then Grace stepped forward, quieter, her packages fewer.

He noticed that immediately.

She gave a soft shrug as the others turned expectantly toward her. "I got what I needed."

And she showed him, one by one:
•    A new pair of boots—simple, weatherproof, well-fitted.
•    A fresh leather medicine bag, practical but well-made and it did have just a few little embossed details
•    A carefully packed bundle of herbs, already labeled.
•    And lastly, the mortar and pestle—pale stone, veined like river ice, cradled in both hands as if it might slip through her fingers.

The pride on her face was subtle. But real.

Steve's chest ached.

All of it—practical. Functional. Grounded. Not a single indulgence beyond that one glinting piece of stone.

He stepped closer, voice low. "That's it?"

She tilted her head, a flicker of defensiveness rising. "I didn't need more."

"No, I know, I just—" His brow furrowed. "I sent you with coin. With a chance to—just be. You never let yourself just be, do you?"

Grace blinked. "I was myself. That's the point, isn't it?"

And damn it—he couldn't argue.

He looked down at the mortar again. "It's beautiful," he said honestly. "It suits you."

Grace smiled, faint but sure. "So do the boots."

He huffed a quiet laugh, and the tension broke—just enough.

Then his eyes caught something else—a flash of pale carved metal peeking from the edge of her hair. A comb. And draped over her arm, a fine leather and fur cloak dyed a soft gray-blue, its edges embroidered with thread that shimmered when the light caught it.

Absolutely, not the sort of things she'd choose for herself.

Not unless someone else had nudged them into her hands.

"Where'd those come from?" he asked, a little more careful now.

Grace followed his gaze, then smiled—wry, a little fond. "Bucky. He bought Nat a set of knives. Figured it was only fair he found something sharp and warm for me."

Steve's brow twitched.

Grace raised an eyebrow. "The vendor thought we were siblings. He kept calling us a 'matching set.'"

That earned a quiet huff of laughter from Steve, tension easing just slightly from his shoulders.

"He's impossible," he muttered.

"He's sweet," she countered, tone soft. "And you're both ridiculous."

A beat passed.

Then Steve nodded once. "Yeah. But am I your ridiculous?"

And for the first time since she stepped off the cobbled street, her cheeks flushed—just a little. She gave him a sly smile and a shrug.

Behind them, the girls began calling for warm cider and a fire in the solar.

But Steve lingered beside her a moment longer, watching as she tucked the stone away with care, then offered him one last glance that made it clear: this wasn't about impressing him.

It never had been.

She had chosen herself.

And she was becoming impossible not to admire.
———-
The fire had dwindled to soft embers, casting flickers of gold and red across the floor of her room . A few books were scattered open near the low table, and Grace—wrapped in a blanket—sat tucked into the corner of the wide window seat, reading.

She was halfway through a political text, one of the ones Steve had hand-picked for her, but her eyes kept drifting from the words.

A knock came at the door.

She didn't look up. "Come in."

It creaked open, and his voice—gentler than usual—filled the space. "I know it's late."

She glanced over, surprised. "You're still up?"

"I... wanted to ask you something." He stepped inside but didn't approach. "About today."

She blinked, brows pinching. "Did something happen?"

"No," he said quickly. "No, nothing bad. I just—" He cut himself off and rubbed the back of his neck. "May I?"

Grace nodded, setting the book aside and shifting slightly to make room.

He sat, not on the seat itself, but on the floor beside it, arm resting against the windowsill. "I... about what you got today."

She tilted her head. "The medicine?"

"The boots. The bag. The mortar and pestle." He gave a faint smile, but it didn't quite reach his eyes. "You had an open purse from the crown. You could've bought anything."

Grace frowned, uncertain. "And I bought what I needed."

"I know." He finally looked up at her. "That's the part that got to me."

She blinked, confused. "I don't understand."

He exhaled slowly. "You were given a rare moment. No limits. No expectations. You could have gotten near anything in the market. And you still only thought of what was useful." A pause. "No one's ever let you have anything just because you wanted it, have they?"

She hesitated, then shrugged. "It's not really how I was raised."

"I figured." His voice softened even more. "But I'd like to change that. Let me take you. Not as a trial prize. Not because you earned it. Just because I want you to have something that makes you feel... special."

She met his eyes for a long moment. "I'm not sure I'd know how."

"That's okay." He offered a crooked smile. "I'm very good at practice."

Grace couldn't help it—a quiet laugh slipped out of her. "You do realize I am still just another of the Chosen, right? I'm no one special. "

"I'm ignoring that last comment. But as far as this godsdamn charade, I'm not suggesting we go now," he said, smirking. "But when you're ready. I'd like to try. If you'll let me."

She looked down at her hands, then back at him. "You're full of surprises, Your Majesty."

He stood slowly, brushing his hand over the top of her head, his fingers lingering a second too long. "You bring them out of me."

She tilted her head, eyes lifting to his, caught by something quiet and pulling between them—like thread spun too tight.

Neither of them moved for a moment.

Then he did.

Not far. Just enough to close the last few inches, his hand reaching up to her hair, the other finding the edge of the blanket where it curled at her shoulder. His breath brushed her cheek. His gaze dropped to her mouth.

He didn't kiss her.

Not quite.

But his lips hovered—close enough that she could feel the warmth, the question, the ache behind it.

Close enough that her own breath caught.

And then—slowly, deliberately—he pulled back when she didn't close the distance.

The moment stretched, then settled, something unspoken sealed between them.

Just before he turned to leave, he added without looking back, "We'll start with something impractical. Completely unnecessary. The more ridiculous the better. I want to see you in a big poofy dress. Or ever better a slinky one."

The door clicked shut behind him.

And Grace sat very still, the firelight flickering across her face.

The faintest hint of a smile ghosted across her lips—soft, uncertain, but real.

Chapter 34: The Mirror Shows All

Chapter Text

The Sacred Grove was silent.

Not by rule—
but by something older.
Deeper.

The stones that ringed the clearing were etched with ancient runes, softened by moss and time. Vines braided themselves through the trees like watchful sentries. At the center of it all, still and black as obsidian, sat a single pool.

They arrived at dawn, cloaked and barefoot.

All of them wore white.

Not the embroidered silks of court. Not the armored elegance of the Games. Just soft ceremonial linen—unadorned. No jewels. No makeup. Nothing to shield them.

No armor at all.

No one explained what was to come. Not at first.

Then the High Priestess, Wanda, stepped forward—her voice as quiet as it was unyielding.

"You will step into the circle one at a time. You will touch the water. And you will face what lives beneath your skin."

A ripple of unease passed through the women. Even Lady Helena's mask slipped—just slightly.

"The trial will not harm your body," Wanda continued. "But it will reveal you. To us. To him."

Her gaze flicked across the ring, where Steve stood silent among the outer guard, jaw tight, face unreadable.

"And to yourself."

The first name was called.

The circle opened.

And the Mirror began to show them who they truly were.
————-
Adelaide was the first called.

A country-born healer's daughter. Quiet. Steady-handed. Her braids still smelled faintly of lavender from the fields.

She stepped barefoot into the ring, the hem of her white linen gown brushing damp earth. When she knelt beside the pool and touched the surface, the world around her held its breath.

The Mirror rippled.

And then—
Smoke.

It poured from the vision like breath from a wound.

Screams.

The scent of scorched earth. Ash in her mouth.

She was running—barefoot, heart splitting open—as her family's small homestead came into view.

But it was already burning.

Flames licked through the thatch. Her father's tools melted to slag. Her mother's apron was tangled on the fence. And her siblings—faces she knew as well as her own—turned to ash the moment her hand reached for them.

Adelaide screamed.

She stumbled backward from the pool, blind with grief. Two priestesses caught her just before she collapsed, her sobs wracking the silent grove.

No one spoke.

But every woman waiting knew— this was not a game.

Not anymore.
————-

Sienna stepped forward next.

Her hands didn't shake. Her jaw was set.
But the priestesses still exchanged a glance.

Not all fears are imagined.
Some had already come true.

She knelt beside the pool and reached out.

The water rippled once. Then again.

And then—
Blood.

It spread beneath her like ink, blooming through memory.

Her fiancé's body crumpled in the snow.
The sound of the shovel of dirt on his grave still echoed.
Still rang.
Still tore.

She ran to him, sobbing his name—but his eyes were already empty. His hand slipped from hers.

Then another pain tore through her, this one from within.

She doubled over, blood staining her thighs. Her child—
The one she'd barely begun to hope for—
Was gone, too.

The vision didn't let her look away.

She curled in on herself, fists pressed to her mouth to keep from screaming.

But she didn't collapse.
She didn't flee.

When the vision ended, she remained kneeling for a moment longer.

Then she rose.

Her cheeks were wet. But her spine was straight.

And though no one said it aloud, every woman in the circle saw it—
She had already walked through fire.
This was only smoke.
————-

Lady Elise Zemo was elegance carved in ivory.

She walked into the circle like she'd been sculpted for it—chin high, cloak trailing, every motion deliberate. But even the silk of her ceremonial gown couldn't hide the tension in her shoulders.

She knelt before the pool. Slowly. As if bowing to something she couldn't yet see.

When her fingers touched the water, the vision swallowed her whole.

The bridal veil itched.
Not because of the lace—but because she couldn't breathe beneath it.

Around her, noblemen toasted. Her father laughed too loudly. The groom—twice her age—stood beside her, fat fingers already curling around her wrist.

"You'll do your duty," her father said, voice like a blade beneath the silk. "You'll give him sons. You'll be grateful."

The door closed behind her that night with a sound like a prison gate.

Years passed in seconds.

Pregnant. Again. And again.
Her body no longer hers.
Her voice gone silent.

She stood at a window, watching the snow fall. No books. No music. No laughter. Just the sound of her children crying—and a husband who never once said her name with care.

She pressed her hand against the glass as if it could open.
As if she could.

But nothing came.

She turned to face the circle again—tears falling silently, lips pale.

When she emerged, she didn't collapse.
She didn't scream.

But she bowed her head.

And whispered, to no one in particular:
"Never again."
—————

It starts well enough—trumpets, banners, a crown settling on her head.

But something is...off.

Within minutes, two ministers are sword-fighting in the halls over pastry tax reform. The treasury is inexplicably full of chickens. And the court bard won't stop playing a ballad about free-birds.

M.J., in queenly robes far too grand for comfort, flips desperately through a scroll of decrees.

"Why did I outlaw blankets?! Why is there a mandatory glitter tax?!"

Then: fire.

Everywhere.

Flames pouring through the throne room as chaos erupts—soldiers chasing cats, cats chasing nobles, nobles chasing her.

She stumbles up onto the dais, trying to speak over the din—only for her crown to slip sideways and land in her wine goblet with a sad plink.

 

She emerged blinking, singed only by embarrassment.

"I should not be in charge of anything," she muttered to no one in particular.

Wanda—the High Seer herself—let out the quietest snort behind her veil.

Someone in the watching circle coughed in order to hide a laugh.

And M.J., ever the showman, gave a theatrical bow before returning to her place. "You're welcome for the entertainment. Next!"
————
From the outer edge of the grove, Steve watched.

He hadn't spoken since they arrived, nor moved from his place at the northern stone. Cloaked in ceremonial black and silver, a symbol of both crown and witness, he stood as still as the trees behind him.

Only his eyes moved.

They followed each woman as she stepped forward, as she touched the water, as her vision took hold.

He had been warned—not all truths would be comfortable. Not all fears clean or noble.

But he hadn't been prepared for the rawness.

Adelaide's strangled sobs still echoed faintly in his ears. Sienna's silent, hollow trembling had struck something deeper. And Elise... the haunted way she clutched her own arms after seeing the life her father once tried to sell her into—it had taken everything in him not to cross the stones and pull her into safety.

Even M.J.'s vision, bizarre and glitter-fueled as it was, carried an edge of something real: the fear of power misplaced, of being responsible for hurt she never intended.

Each woman bared herself before the grove, before him. Unknowing. Unfiltered.

And it was changing him.

He saw them now—more than players in courtly games or companions on a hunt.

He saw what it cost to be strong.

What it meant to endure.

And still, Grace had not been called.

He didn't know whether he feared or longed for the moment her name would ring out.

But either way—he would witness it.

All of it.
————

The Seer's voice rang out again:

"Helena, daughter of the House of Thorne."

The name echoed strangely in the Sacred Grove.

Helena stepped forward, her posture as regal as ever, but something in her shoulders gave her away. She moved like someone going to trial, not ceremony.

She knelt. Fingers brushed the surface of the water.

And the Mirror opened.

The first flash was fire—not metaphorical, not memory. Real fire. Thatched roofs collapsing. Her lungs choked with smoke as she screamed a name—

"Hope!"

A child's name. Her name.

Then the scene shifted violently.

She was older, standing in a marble corridor not her own. Dressed in black, veiled, wearing the Thorn sigil at her throat. A man's hand rested possessively on her shoulder. His face blurred, but the tone of his voice slithered.

"This is who you are now. The Hollow is gone. So is Hope. You are Helena. And you will make us proud."

She didn't speak—but her hands clenched.

The water rippled beneath her.

Another shift.

She stood now in a grand ballroom, dressed in finery. Jewels. Crowned. Alone.

People passed her. Through her. They spoke, laughed, danced—never looking. Her voice failed her. Her skin aged rapidly, her face blurred. Her name scattered like ash on wind.

"Please," she tried to say, but no sound came. "Don't forget me."

She reached for herself—who she had been—but the vision collapsed like shattered glass.

She staggered back from the water, breath caught in her throat. For a moment, she looked lost. Younger.

The Seer moved toward her, but Helena drew herself up on her own.

And in that moment, she looked seventeen again.

Not a Thorn. Not a Lady.

Not Helena.

Just a girl once named Hope, trying to remember.
————-
Steve had lost count after the twelfth.

Twenty-nine young women had stepped into the sacred circle—each one stripped bare of jewels, armor, and pretense. Just the white ceremonial gowns now. Just truth.

He had watched them all.

Some wept. Some screamed. Some collapsed. Some emerged hardened, shaken, or changed.

And Steve, for all his strength, could do nothing but witness.

With every name called, he felt the weight grow heavier. Adelaide's sobs still rang in his ears. Sienna's broken composure had nearly undone him. Even Helena, the iron-blooded girl of courts and politics, had emerged with silent tears and a crack in her voice.

Each vision had peeled something away—hope, fear, identity.

And now—

Only one name remained.

The Seer's voice rang out, solemn as a bell.

"Grace."

Chapter 35: To be Known

Chapter Text

Steve stopped breathing.

She stepped forward, cloaked in white. Calm on the surface, but he knew her tells—the twitch of her hand, the near-imperceptible shift of her jaw.

She was afraid.

And still, she walked.

Straight to the mirror pool.

Straight into whatever waited beneath her skin.

And for the first time in all these endless hours, Steve realized:

He was afraid too.

Grace sat in silence, waiting. Watching each woman return—one by one, changed. Some trembling. Some silent. One refused to speak at all. Even Thorne avoided her gaze.

Steve hadn't moved. But she felt the heat of his attention—steady, grounding.

Then the Seer spoke.

"Last one. Grace of the Hollow."

Every gaze lifted.

Grace stood.

The clearing fell still.

Too still.

The grass within the circle grew tall and silvered, bending in a breeze that didn't touch the air beyond. A pool of water shimmered in the center—still, black as ink. Beyond it stood a low platform, where the High Seer sat—hood drawn, hands folded.

Grace stepped forward.

The hush was so complete that her footfalls against the moss rang like thunder.

Eyes watched from every direction—the edge of the woods, the rise of the temple stairs, the line of waiting women. But only two eyes mattered.

Steve's: steady as stone.
And the High Seer's: hidden, but razor-sharp.

"Step forward, Grace of the Hollow," the Seer intoned, her voice low and strange, like it came from the earth itself.

Grace obeyed.

"Place your hands in the water. Drink once. Then let the Grove speak."

She knelt.

The ground was cold beneath her knees. Her hands trembled as they reached forward. The surface of the pool was strangely warm.

Alive.

The breeze died. Even the trees fell still.

It felt like the Grove itself was listening.

She paused—fingers hovering. Breath catching. Then she looked up—just once.

Across the circle, Steve met her gaze.

He hadn't moved.

But his fist was curled tight.

She wasn't sure what she feared more—what the Grove would show her, or who would be watching when it did.

Still watching him, she cupped her hands.

Brought the water to her lips.

Drank.

For a moment—nothing.

Then—

A pull.
A shudder.
The world tilted—

And then it broke.

She stood alone.

The Hollow was gone.

The sky stretched white and endless above her, blank as bone. Wind shrieked across the plain—cold, ripping at her hair, her dress, her skin.

Then—
Fire.
Ash.

It erupted in a perfect ring around her. Roaring. Heat slammed into her chest. Smoke seared her lungs.

Voices screamed.

The air reeked of burning leaves, blood, and something deeper—something like grief made physical.

Her hands—

Red. Slick.

Stained up to her wrists.

"Matt?" she called, heart hammering. "Lydia?"

No answer.

She turned—

And froze.

"Mom?"

Her mother stood just beyond the flame line. Motionless. Gray. Not ghost—not quite. Her face was blank, but her eyes were sharp with disappointment.

"You were supposed to fix it," her mother whispered, voice brittle as frost. "You were supposed to save us."

More figures emerged. Villagers. Children. Patients.

Friends bleeding on muddy floors.

Steve, turning away. Swallowed by shadow.

"Not enough," they whispered in a chorus, countless and cold. "Not enough. Not enough."

Her legs gave out. Moss, ash, bone—whatever the ground was—it bit into her skin.

"I tried—goddess, I tried—" she choked, voice raw.

The fire didn't burn out.

It vanished.

Gone.

And in its place—

Darkness.

Total. Pressing. Wet.

The cold sank in like teeth.

Her knees struck stone.

A birthing chamber. Cold. Silent.

Her body lay on the altar.

Still.

Blood soaked the stone—too much of it. Her skin was waxen. One arm dangled. Her chest didn't rise.

No cries.

No babies.

Only silence.

Her wolf lay collapsed beside her. Smaller than she remembered. Curled tightly at the base of the table.

Limp.
Still.

The air reeked of iron and absence.

Grace couldn't breathe.

"No," she whispered. "No—no, no—please—"

She stumbled forward. Reached for the body.

The blood was still warm.

The Seer's voice split the air—ancient, low, merciless:

"Two lives. One body. Can both survive?"

It echoed, pulsing like a heartbeat.

The wolf twitched.

A flicker.

Then—

Her head lifted.

Not dead.

Barely alive.

Breathing in ragged, shallow gasps.

Eyes open—but dim.

Alive. But broken.

Behind Grace, the darkness stirred. A low hum—distant thunder, or the breath of the earth.

Then—

A second wolf stepped forward.

Larger. Older. Golden light rippling from its fur like sunlight through water.

The dying wolf tried to rise. Faltered.

The golden wolf leaned down.

Touched its nose to hers.

Their foreheads met.

And then—

Light.

Blinding.
Holy.

Grace screamed.

She was on her hands and knees.

Gasping. Sobbing.

Mud streaked her lips. Moss trembled beneath her palms. The pool beside her had gone silver again—still and knowing.

Her wolf stirred weakly inside her.

Alive.

But afraid.

The Seer's voice softened. Almost kind.

"You are known, Grace of the Hollow. You may rise."

She did.

Barely.

Steve stepped forward—but she stopped him with a glance.

Bruised. Weary. Defiant.

She stood alone.

Wounded.
Awake.

And stepped into the water.

The moment she did, Steve felt it.

The bond—still faint, still forming—pulled tight.

Then—

The world fell away.

Fire.
Children falling.
Grace, screaming.
Empty hands.

Then—

Stone.
Blood.
Silence.

Her body, still.
Her wolf, broken.

He tried to move. To breathe.

But the vision coiled around his spine like frost.

She was dying.

Alone.

Everything he'd sworn would never happen.

And he couldn't stop it.

He staggered back, breath punched from his chest. Coulson grabbed his arm. Sam said something he didn't hear.

And then—

She screamed.

He didn't remember running.

One moment: across the clearing.
The next: on his knees beside her, hands already reaching.

"Grace—"

She flinched—not from fear.

But from being seen.

Still, she didn't pull away.

"I'm fine," she rasped, even as her knees buckled and she collapsed into the pool. "Just—need a second."

His voice was wrecked. "You saw your own death."

"So did you," she murmured, meeting his eyes.

The Seer's voice returned—ancient, steady.

"The trial is complete."

Silence.

No applause. No questions.

Only the sound of her breathing.

And his hand on her elbow.

Then—

A flicker.

Like a match catching.

The bond flared—warm, golden, low beneath the skin.

Not complete.
But awake.

Steve's breath caught.

Grace stilled.

From her perch, the Seer tilted her head.

As if she'd seen it too.

And of course—she had.

She always did.

Steve hadn't let go.

He couldn't.

Not now.

Outside, the courtyard was silent.

One by one, the chosen had entered.

One by one, they'd returned.

Changed. Pale. Quiet.

Now, only Grace remained.

And then—

A scream.

Raw. Wrenched. Primal.

It echoed from deep within the stone.

Lila flinched. Morgan gasped.

Another scream—higher, sharper.

Then—
A third.

And this one—

This one was her wolf.

And it sounded like it was dying.

He couldn't move.

He wanted to. Every part of him screamed to run, to tear down the wall between them.

But the priestess raised her hand.

"She must see it through."

"She's not ready," Steve snapped. "She's still healing."

"She is what she is," the priestess said. "And you are what you are. You chose to watch. Now you must carry it."

The third scream nearly dropped him to his knees.

The pain ebbed.

Not gone.
But fading.

Grace lay on the floor, her wolf curled around her.

Panting. Bleeding. Trembling.

The wolf lifted her head.

"You are not alone."

Grace blinked—and the wolf vanished.

So did the light.

A great creak echoed as the temple doors parted.

The crowd turned.

Expecting a priestess.

Instead—

Steve.

Mud on his knees. Blood on his hands. Fury in his eyes.

And in his arms:

Grace.

Unconscious. Pale. One arm limp. Her hair tangled with moss and magic. His cloak wrapped tight around him protecting them both like armor.

The courtyard erupted.

But Steve didn't stop.

Didn't flinch.

He carried her forward.

Because nothing else mattered.

Nothing ever would.

"Grace!" Lila cried.

Morgan sprinted. Sienna vaulted the temple step.

Even Thorne broke rank.

Steve slowed, just enough for them to see her.

"She passed out," he said. "Her wo—she's weak. It's too much."

Sienna reached for her wrist. Breath caught at the pulse. "She's here. She's still here."

Lila brushed moss from Grace's cheek. "Why isn't she waking up?"

"She will," Steve said. A whisper. A promise. A prayer. "She has to."

Morgan pressed her hand to Grace's forehead. "She's ice cold."

A priestess stepped forward.

Steve shifted. Protective. Steady.

"I've got her."

No one argued.

They turned together—Grace's girls forming a guard—and headed for the healer's wing.

And behind them—

The great stone doors of the trial temple

Swung

Shut.

Chapter 36: I’ve got You

Chapter Text

She was burning.

Her skin blazed, fever-hot and stretched too tight across aching bones. Every breath felt wrong—too sharp, too shallow. Her pulse fluttered beneath her ribs like wings in a cage, frantic and trapped.

She could feel arms around her as someone lifted her onto a horse. A solid chest at her back. Strong hands braced at her waist as they rode. She tried to open her eyes, to speak—but she couldn't. Her body surrendered to the rhythm of the ride, to the rise and fall of muscle and breath behind her, and then—darkness again.

Footsteps echoed. Voices blurred. She was passed between hands, lifted down. Something cold pressed to her cheek.

Then arms again. Holding her. Carrying her.

Through the palace.

Her head lolled back. She caught glimpses—arches of stone, flickering torchlight, worried eyes.

And then—

The scent.

Pine and leather and something deeper.

Steve.

The scent crashed into her like memory and instinct combined—pine, leather, salt, Steve. It flooded her lungs, claimed her pulse. Her body arched toward it, helpless to resist.

She whimpered—soft and broken.

Couldn't stop it. Couldn't not respond. His nearness. His steadiness. The bond now pulled taut inside her, awakened and raw.

A voice—Adelaide? Maela?—murmured her name.

A door opened.

Cool air kissed her skin.

Then softness.

Her bed.

Familiar linens. Familiar room.

Hands moved over her: a palm to her forehead, a cloth dabbed gently at her temple. Fingers brushed hair from her cheek, tucked it behind her ear.

Her girls—fluttering nearby like frightened birds.

"She's burning up—"

"Her pulse is wrong—"

"Call for—no, wait, stay with her—"

Maela's voice broke through, calm and steady. A tether in the haze.

"Grace, sweetheart?" she whispered. "Can you hear me?"

She tried.

Tried to speak. To surface.

But the world was already melting away.

The edges of the room blurred.

The scent of pine rose again.

The sound of wind.

The forest called.
_____

Mist drifted low over the forest floor, curling around the moss-softened stones like silver smoke. Trees arched high above, their leaves whispering secrets only the wind could carry.

Grace stood barefoot at the edge of a moonlit clearing, her breath visible in the cool night air. Her skin prickled with something that felt too big for language—anticipation, reverence... knowing.

The scent of pine filled her lungs. But beneath it—something else. Something warmer. Fur. Earth. Fire. It wound through her blood like smoke.

The air pulsed.

And her body answered.

She moved forward without thought, deeper into the trees, her bare feet silent on the moss. Branches bent as she passed. The wind didn't howl—it hummed. It welcomed her.

And somewhere just beyond the veil of trees, something waited.

She ran.
Pulled towards a pulse.
The wind and a rustle.

In something ancient that had always known her, even when she'd forgotten herself.

Her wolf, long buried beneath duty and grief and control, had not vanished.

She had only waited.

And now—

She was awake.

Still aching yes. Healing but no longer broken. No longer alone.

The trees thinned.

Moonlight beckoned.

Grace padded into a clearing, paws silent on stone.

She didn't cry out as her body turned silver-white, as if moonlight had taken shape beneath her skin.

She howled.

Somewhere—through trees, through mist, through time—

A voice called her name.

"Grace."

It curled through her like smoke and silk.
She turned toward it, paws silent on moss, and the forest answered.
Not in words, but in rhythm. Pulse. Wind. The hush of knowing.

Her wolf had not vanished.
She had waited.
And now—she was awake.
Still aching, yes. But not broken. Not alone.

The trees thinned.
Moonlight spilled silver across the clearing.

And there he was.

A wolf.
Massive. Radiant. Golden like the sun at dawn.
Not blond. Not gold. Something between.
Just like the man she couldn't forget.

He stood at the center, watching her with eyes so blue it cracked her open.

She should have been afraid.

She wasn't.

She stepped closer—and scent hit her like heat.
Pine. Leather . Something richer.

Not the idea of him.
The truth of him.
Steve.

A sound caught in her throat.

Her body, in the world beyond, twitched. A whimper escaped her lips.
Sheets rustled. Breath snagged.

Steve leaned closer, jaw tight, fingers trembling as he brushed damp curls from her brow.

"Grace," he whispered. The word raw, hoarse.

In the clearing, her form shifted again—fluid, instinctive.
She stood now on two feet beneath the moon, bare but unafraid.
Her wolf still pulsed beneath her skin, just under the surface.

And she knew him.
Not with her mind.
With something older.
Deeper.

Mate.

The golden wolf approached. His gaze never left hers.
When he paused, just out of reach, she stepped forward—
One trembling hand extended,
palm brushing against his cheek.

He nuzzled her gently.
Then lowered his muzzle...
Pressed it against her belly. Her womb.
Something inside her shuddered in response.

She offered her control.
Her wolf stepped forward, circling his.
Slow. Reverent.
Drawn like stars in orbit.

Then—he pressed his muzzle to hers.

Fingers brushed her cheek.

She flinched—barely. A tremor. Then stillness.

The hand didn't leave. Just softened. A thumb swept slowly down her face.

"You're alright," he said. "I'm here."

And Grace leaned in.

Not to the wolf.
To the man.
The steady presence wrapped in heat and heartache.
The soul behind the eyes that had never stopped watching her.

Steve.

Her mate.

The air shimmered.

The world pulsed.

And everything shifted.

The bond surged—
Not in fire.
Not in lightning.
But in warmth.

Like golden light before dawn.

And as the dream fell away like mist in morning—

She was home.

Grace was burning.

Tangled in sheets slick with sweat, her breath came too fast. Her heart shuddered with every beat—off-tempo, frantic. Her limbs trembled. Her chest ached. Her body felt both too heavy and too empty.

The room was too bright behind her eyes, yet somehow too dim.

Voices circled—Maela. Adelaide. Natasha. Each one distinct but distant, like birds heard through glass. A steady murmur of healing spells. The soft hush of worry.

Fingers threaded through her hair—gentle, anchoring.
A cloth cooled her brow.
The mattress dipped near her knees.

It didn't help.
Not enough.

Somewhere deeper—beneath the fever, beneath the blur—her wolf howled.
And in her body, she sobbed.

She writhed, caught between two worlds.

"Mate..."

The word cracked out of her like dry leaves underfoot—fragile, broken, sharp.
Her hand clawed at the blanket, white-knuckled. Shaking.

"Please—need—"
A hitch of breath. A gasp.
"Where is—where is he—?"

And then—
He was there.

Not imagined. Not dreamed.
The scent hit her first—undeniable. Earthbound. Him.

Pine. Leather. Skin. Smoke.
Steve.

It drowned out the rest. Everything else fell away—
The murmuring spells. The rush of her pulse. The sting behind her eyes.

Just him.

She gasped. A ragged, aching thing. Her chest lifted off the bed.

Somewhere—far off or maybe just beneath her skin—the golden wolf raised its head.

"Grace."

His voice broke beside her. Real. Here.

She turned toward it. Toward him.
Her cheek grazed the pillow, but her focus tunneled—

Blue eyes. A scrape on his knuckles. A shadow on his jaw.

The smell of him, warm and raw, saturated the air.

And slowly—
Sound filtered in. The rasp of his breathing. The rustle of the blanket as he leaned closer.
Heat radiated from him in waves.
Her skin shivered.

The world, fractured and blurred, began to knit itself back together—

One breath.
One heartbeat.
One word at a time.

Steve stood in the doorway, still streaked with dust from the hard ride back from the temple. His knuckles were scraped. His eyes bloodshot. He hadn't slept since yesterday afternoon. Hadn't eaten. Hadn't left her side except when forced.

She hadn't seen him—really seen him—since she collapsed in his arms. Since her scream shattered the silence and her body went limp against his chest.

But now, as her body twisted again, as she sobbed and begged for something she couldn't name—
he moved.

Wordless.
Deliberate.

He moved in silence—boots kicked off, shirt pulled over his head with shaking hands.
Then the blankets lifted, and he slipped into bed beside her, nothing between them but heat and desperation.

The moment his skin touched hers, everything stilled.

Her hand curled instinctively onto the skin at his chest.
Her breathing slowed.
Her heartbeat steadied.

She turned toward him with a shuddering gasp and buried her face in his neck.

Steve held her like something sacred. One arm beneath her shoulders, the other cradling her hip. Their legs tangled. Their foreheads touched.

And slowly—the bond flared.

Not in fire.
Not in lightning.
But in warmth.
Like the golden light before dawn.

Grace's voice was barely more than breath against his skin. "Are you real..."

Steve's eyes stung as he ran his hand through her hair. "I'm here."

"Alpha?"

Steve kissed her forehead. "I'm here, my omega."

She shifted again, curling into him fully. Her body still trembled, but it was different now—release, not panic.

"I saw you," she whispered, voice already softening into sleep. "Golden wolf. In the clearing. Knew you... before I knew you. That's what you've been waiting to tell me."

Steve pressed his forehead to hers. "Yes, little moon."

A silence settled between them.
Full of everything they couldn't yet say.
Full of everything that didn't need words.

Grace sighed. One arm curled across his chest. Her body, at last, stopped trembling.

"My mate," she whispered, her words a soft breath against his skin.

Steve's heart cracked wide.
"Yeah," he said. "Yours."

And as the fire crackled low in the hearth,
as Maela and Adelaide stepped quietly from the room,
as Nat and Bucky shared a glance and slipped out behind them—

Grace slept.
Finally.

Held in arms that would never let her fall again.

Known.
Loved.
Home.

____
His mate was no longer hidden in shadow.

She was rising.

But sleep didn't come gently.

Even in Steve's arms, Grace tossed beneath the surface—her body still fever-slick, her mind caught between dream and knowing.

The wolf was never far.

Sometimes it was hers—silver-pelted and bloodied, limping through a hollow where nothing grew. Other times, it was Steve—his golden coat torn from battle, eyes glowing like stars even as he knelt beside her, trying to nudge her awake.

She was always falling. Through trees, through stone, through memory.

A birthing bed soaked with blood. A scream with no child's cry to answer it. Her own heart slowing.

"Too late," whispered the dark.

She reached, but no hand caught hers.

Then—Steve. Always Steve.

Arms around her. A muzzle against her neck. A tether, pulling her back from the cliff's edge. From spiraling out of control.

Sometimes she was a girl running barefoot through snow. Sometimes a woman in chains. Sometimes something more—furred, fanged, glowing from within.

The dreams had no beginning. No end. Only pulse and pull.

"Mate," her mind echoed, over and over.

At some point, she cried out loud—soft, keening noises pressed into Steve's chest. His arms tightened. His voice rumbled against her skin.

"Shhhhhh. I've got you. I've got you. You're safe."

Once, she stirred enough to open her eyes. The fire had burned low. Steve's face hovered above hers, lined with exhaustion but watching. Always watching.

She reached for him, barely aware of her own fingers sliding up to cup his face, anchoring to the warmth of him.

"Alpha," she murmured.

"I'm not going anywhere."

The bond pulsed faintly. Still not sealed. Still not whole. But growing stronger with each dream. Each shared breath.

Near dawn, her visions began to change.

The blood faded.

The wolves no longer circled—but walked side by side. They didn't touch—not yet. But every breath between them was permission.

Her's still weak. Still wary. But she was no longer alone.

And when Grace finally woke—truly woke—the first light of morning catching in her lashes, Steve was still there.

She stirred and found herself wrapped in heat and safety and him.

One hand splayed across his chest. Their legs tangled beneath the covers.

Pine. Leather. Skin. Salt. Steve.
The smell of him, warm and raw, saturated the air.
The scent of home.

Something clicked into place—ancient and right. Two pulses, uneven at first... then steady. Syncing.
Something deep and wordless—like a paw finding soft earth after a long winter.

She looked up into his eyes—ocean blue and bloodshot and waiting.

Her throat scraped. Her voice barely worked.
But she said it anyway.

"It's you."

Steve's breath caught.

He brushed a strand of damp hair from her forehead and nodded, slow and sure.

"Yeah," he said. "It's me."

And now, she was burning still—
Not in fever.
In golden light.
In knowing.
In return.

Chapter 37: The Water Remembers

Chapter Text

The sun had just crested the eastern tree line when Grace stirred.

Steve felt it before she even moved—her fingers twitching weakly against his ribs, a low exhale warming the base of his throat. He hadn't really slept. Just long stretches of silence, each breath of hers anchoring him to the edge of fear.

Her skin was cooler now. Damp with sweat, but no longer burning. Still, she looked hollowed out—dark smudges beneath her eyes, a pallor to her lips that hadn't been there before the trial.

He brushed a strand of hair from her brow, gentle as breath. Reverent.

She blinked up at him, groggy but lucid. "You're still here."

"I told you, little moon," he murmured. "I'm not going anywhere."

Her lashes fluttered, then stilled. For a few breaths, it was just the two of them. Quiet. Intimate. The bond shimmered faintly beneath their skin—not fully sealed, but steady. Felt. Trusted.

Her fingers shifted again—this time not from weakness, but intent. Curling into the fabric at his side. Gathering the courage to speak.

Her voice was hoarse, but it held the weight of something more. "Steve..."

He looked down, brushing his thumb along her temple. "Yeah?"

She hesitated.

Then, quieter: "Is it true? Are you...?

His breath caught. He didn't ask what she meant. Didn't need to. Her eyes—still fogged from pain, still heavy with exhaustion—were too honest for him to pretend.

He nodded once, barely. "Yes, Omega mine."

Something flickered across her face. Not fear. Not confusion.

Relief.

But before either of them could speak again, the knock came.

A rap at the outer door.

And just like that, the moment slipped between them—unspoken, but no longer unseen.

Again two soft raps.

Then the door opened without waiting.

Maela and Adelaide stepped inside, the latter robed in soft white, her arms marked with fresh ash sigils. They carried no weapons, but their presence was heavy as armor.

Steve moved before he thought—a hand out, a knee anchoring against the mattress, his whole body a shield.

Adelaide's voice was calm but resolute. "She needs to come to the spring, Your majesty."

"She's not ready."

"It is not a request." Maela countered stubbornly.

"She tossed for hours. She hasn't eaten. She hasn't even stood," he snapped, voice low and tight. "And you want her to walk into a spring?"

Maela didn't flinch. "And if she doesn't come now, she may never stand again."

Behind him, Grace stirred—blinking hard, trying to chase the blur from her vision. "What... what spring?"

Adelaide stepped forward. "The Scarred Spring. The place where our pain is washed clean. Every woman who survives the Trial of Fears enters the water before the sun reaches its peak. Or will be haunted by her fears for the rest of her life."

Steve's jaw clenched. "She can barely walk."

"She doesn't have to," Maela replied. "But she must go."

Grace sat up slowly, her face tightening with pain. "I want to try."

Steve turned, kneeling beside the bed. "Grace—"

"Steve." Her voice was thin, but steady. "I have to."

"No." His hand cupped the back of her neck. "I can't watch you fall apart again."

"You won't," she whispered. "Because I'll come back."

"Alpha" she added after a beat.

But Steve shook his head. "I don't believe in any of this enough to risk you. I just got you."

That's when Natasha appeared in the doorway. Silent. Watchful. She met his gaze with something sharp and sorrowful in her expression, and gave the smallest nod—like she'd already made peace with what needed to happen.

"She's not going alone," Nat said quietly. "But she is going."

And then—without being asked—she turned and walked away.

Minutes later, she returned.

With Wanda.

The High Priestess of the court stood like a storm wrapped in scarlet. She wore no crown, no paint, no robe—just simple red linens and bare feet, as if the earth itself had dressed her. But her eyes blazed with the memory of fire.

Steve rose slowly. "Don't—"

"She will go," Wanda said, voice like wind through the trees. "Or she will never heal. Not truly. Not in body. Not in soul."

He opened his mouth to argue, but Wanda stepped closer—close enough for only him to hear.

"She is not only yours," Wanda said. "She is ours. Herself. The kingdoms. The bloodline she carries. And she must be returned to the water that remembers."

Steve closed his eyes.

And then—

Grace's hand touched his.

Weak.
But willing.

"I'll come back to you," she whispered.

He kissed her forehead.

"I'll be here when you do."

——

Maybe it was Grace's fatigue, but the morning after the Trial of Sight dawned hushed and gray.

No horns. No breakfast bells. No chatter in the halls.

Only a soft knock at each chamber door.
A parchment scroll, hand-delivered:

Today is for the Sacred Spring. Bring nothing but yourself.

In most rooms, the girls stirred slowly, some still shaking from what they had seen. The air in the Palace felt altered—thinner, quieter. Even the ever-rebellious trio—Morgan, MJ, and Lila—moved in a solemn line, their usual banter folded beneath something older. Wiser.

But in Grace's room, the silence was different.

Heavier.

Her breathing was steady. Her skin still so pale it made Steve's chest tighten every time he looked at her. Nat and Maela dressed her gently, their hands efficient but careful.

"You don't need to do this," Steve pleaded one more time as Grace swayed on shaking legs.

"She must," Maela answered—for what felt like the hundredth time.

Adelaide's voice was softer, but no less firm. "It is not just tradition—it is healing. If she doesn't release what the vision gave her, it will poison everything that comes next."

"She almost died yesterday," Steve snapped, exhausted by the argument.

"She lived," Maela said. "And now she must choose to keep living."

"I'm going." Grace's voice left no room for debate.

Wrapped in a simple linen robe, her arm braced against Natasha's side, she followed the others.

The path to the spring was heavy with mist.
It wound through moss-covered trees, their branches bowed with morning dew.
Roots twisted beneath their feet like veins.
And at the end of it all, the sacred spring waited—

Turquoise water glowing soft beneath a stone overhang, flower petals drifting across the surface like breath.

A single priestess stood on the platform at the center of the pool.
Barefoot.
Calm.

Her hair was silver, coiled in soft waves at her neck. Her face lined, but not fragile—etched with the kind of grace only earned through time and war and memory. She didn't wear a crown. She didn't need to.

She had lived through fire.
And chosen to keep living after it.

No one spoke.

They didn't need to.

One by one, the girls disrobed and stepped into the water...

Morgan trembled. MJ blinked back tears. Lila said nothing, for once.
Even Helena lowered herself into the spring like she was laying down a blade.

And then—
Grace.

Natasha helped her to the edge, hands clenched tight as Grace eased forward.

"I'm staying here," Nat whispered. "I'm not leaving. Steve will kill me if I do."

Grace nodded, eyes locked on the water. "I know."

Her legs were shaking. But she stepped forward anyway.

The robe slipped from her shoulders.
Fresh bruises bloomed along her ribs—she had earned them last night before Steve climbed into bed with her, when her omega had thrashed so hard they'd tried to restrain her.

Now, her skin was marked with sigils and old scars, a living map of survival.

The other girls made room.
Not out of pity—but reverence.

And then—
She stepped in.

The water was cool. Not cold.
Sharp, but not cruel.

She sank slowly, until her shoulders were submerged.

Then her head.

When she surfaced again, her face was clean.

Her wolf stirred inside her.
Quiet.
Present.

And beneath it all—him.
A thread in her chest.
Warm. Sure.

She reached for it.

She didn't speak aloud.
But Steve felt it anyway.

Mate.

Steve watched from the shadows.

He wasn't supposed to be there. But he needed to know she was okay.
His Alpha demanded it of him.

So he stayed hidden—tucked in the dark corner where no one would see—but close enough to move if she needed him.

The sacred spring lapped gently around the women, the water smooth as breath, as if the earth itself was exhaling. Mist drifted low over the surface, catching in the loose strands of hair that clung to collarbones and shoulders. Flower petals—honeysuckle, lavender, starblossom—floated in idle circles, nudged by ancient currents.

Silence reigned.

But it was not hollow.

It thrummed.

Each of them felt it.
The hum beneath the stillness.
The weight of a thousand stories held in the stone. In the water.
In the sacred bodies it now touched.

At the center of the pool stood the priestess.
Her silver hair was swept back in soft coils, her lined face serene but strong—weathered not by weakness, but by years and survival and seeing.

Her robes—soaked to weightless silver—clung to her ankles like smoke. She lifted one hand, beckoning wordlessly to the first girl.

One by one, they came.

In the order of their trial yesterday.

Each moved through the water like they were part of it—
fragile, reverent, grieving.

Adelaide went first. Then Sienna, Elise, and Lila.

Morgan followed, chin high but hands trembling.

The priestess cupped them between her palms, brushed her fingers across Morgan's brow, and poured a silver bowl of spring water over her crown.

A kiss of blessing came next, pressed gently to the center of her forehead.

No words were spoken.

MJ went next.
Her steps were reluctant—half-courage, half-fury.

She flinched as the water touched her chest, but did not retreat. The priestess dipped her fingers in a floating bowl of crushed petals, anointing MJ's sternum. Then her temples. The kiss came slower this time, softer. A benediction just shy of forgiveness.

Lila cried before she even reached the center.

But she didn't stop.
Her tears rippled outward into the pool, joining the ancient ache of all who'd wept before her. She was kissed gently—and the kiss did not tremble.

And on it went.

Every girl, a story.
Every body, a grief.
A vision.
A weight not yet ready to be spoken aloud.

Even Helena—who rarely bowed to anyone—stood still as the priestess pressed her forehead to hers. When she turned away, her lips were drawn, but her jaw had unclenched.

At last—only Grace remained.

Steve had not moved from the shadows.
Barefoot in the moss. Arms folded.
Jaw rigid.
Eyes never leaving her.

Wanda stood behind him now, one hand on his shoulder.
Not to calm.
Not to command.

To witness.

Grace turned slowly toward the center of the pool.

Her limbs moved like they remembered pain, but carried it anyway.

And the water—
Strangely—
Seemed to part for her.

The priestess waited.
Eyes unreadable.
Still as stone.
Still as time.

When Grace reached her, there was no shaking.
No words.

The priestess touched her shoulders.
Her brow.
Her heart.

Then cupped water in both hands
and poured it gently down Grace's spine.

Grace shuddered—
but did not cry out.

Her head bowed.

And the priestess kissed her forehead.

Not briefly.

A true kiss of power.
Of knowing.
Pressed to the place where the third eye lives— the place her wolf had burned with pain only hours before.

The spring rippled as the kiss ended.

And then the priestess whispered.

Not to Grace.
To the water.

A phrase lost in the ancient tongue.

The spring answered with silence.

But the mist around Grace brightened—
just slightly.

As if something in her—however faint—was beginning to rise.

Grace started to turn away.

But the priestess's hand rose—light, but unshaking—and rested gently on her cheek.

She looked into Grace's eyes for a long moment. As if seeing her past. Her future. The river between them.

And then—
for the first time—
she spoke.

Quiet. Certain. Measured like a vow.

"You carry more than power, child. You carry memory. Many of them."

Grace stilled.

The priestess's thumb brushed a drop of water from her brow.

"Do not waste it trying to be ordinary."

———

They were to bathe in silence, using the cleansing soap they were each given.

To let the old gods cleanse what the vision stirred.

Grace tilted her head back, eyes closed.

And breathed.

For a moment, all she could feel was the water.
The pulse of her own heartbeat.
The faint tremor of her limbs trying to be steady.

Then movement.

A ripple across the surface.

She opened her eyes—and stilled.

Across the spring, Helena had moved, her back turned as she poured water over her arms, the lathered soap tracing pale rivulets across her spine.

And there—just beneath her right shoulder blade—
a mark.

A scar.
A burn.
Not a sigil drawn by priestesses.
But something older.
An eye.

Something known.

Grace's breath caught.

Her fingers sank beneath the surface, the bar of soap forgotten.

The mark was small.
Delicate.

A eye shaped burn.
Faded but distinct.

Exactly like the one that had branded her sister's skin after the vision that ruined her.
After the Trial that broke her mind.

No one had known what it meant.
Not the scholars. Not the healers. Not even Grace.

Only that her sister had carried it out of the water— and never been the same.

Grace's stomach turned.

Her wolf stirred again—restless now, prowling behind her ribs.

Helena rinsed her hands.
Unaware.
Unmoved.

But Grace couldn't look away.

That mark. That shape.
She would never forget it.

Because she had watched it rise—blistered and screaming—from her sister's back the day they carried her from the river.

And now— here it was again.

The marks were real.
And they hadn't been in the dream.

Grace didn't move.
Couldn't.

The water lapped quietly at her collarbones, cool and reverent, as if it too had seen what she had. Her fingers flexed beneath the surface—slow, unsteady—the chill seeping deeper now. Not painful.

Just... real.

She closed her eyes.

And without thinking, she let herself slip beneath.

The water closed over her like a hush.

Sound vanished.

The weight lifted.

Everything became light and pressure and stillness— an echoing womb of quiet, the kind that came before truth.

She hovered there, suspended. Curls fanning around her like seaweed, the her hair drifting like a forgotten veil.

Her bruises stung faintly. Her lungs burned soft at the edges.

But she didn't rise.

Not yet.

Because the image still pulsed behind her eyelids—those strange, glowing burn etched into Thorne's skin the same way they had once been carved into her sister's.

The same way Grace sometimes felt something was being carved into her— cell by cell.

Choice by choice.
Not just a trial.
A transformation.

She opened her eyes under the water.

For a moment, all she saw was silver light—
scattered sun through spring steam, petals drifting in distorted ribbons overhead.

And then—
a glimmer.

Faint.

From her own hand.

The mark.

Flaring soft and gold against her palm, like a sleeping heartbeat.

She curled her fingers into a fist.

Later, she told herself. Not now.

Now she had to surface.

She kicked gently, rising until the world broke open above her again— breath catching on her lips as she emerged into the mist.

The air tasted like pine and moonlight.

She exhaled.
Slow.
Steady.
——-

From the shadows, Steve saw the shift.

Grace had been still—breathing, steady—until suddenly, she wasn't.

Her body went rigid. Her gaze locked across the pool.

Steve followed it, tracing her line of sight.

Helena.

Something in Grace's expression twisted—sharp and hollow, like a wire pulled too tight.
Not fear. Not exactly.

Recognition.
Confusion.
Panic.

His jaw clenched.

She didn't move at first. Just stared, water lapping at her collarbones, her fingers flexing beneath the surface.

Then—without warning—
she slipped under.

His heart stopped.

One second she was there, the next she was gone, swallowed by silver water and mist.

He stepped forward instinctively. Then stopped. Forced himself to wait. Count.

One.
Maybe she just needed a moment.
Two.
She was strong. She was healing.
Three.
But she wasn't whole. Not yet. Not enough.
Four.
She hadn't moved.

His breath caught.
His wolf roared inside him.

"Grace—" the name tore from his throat before he could stop it, too quiet to be heard, but too loud to take back.

Wanda's hand tightened on his shoulder, grounding him, holding him in place.

"She's alright," Wanda said softly. "Let her be."

But he couldn't.
He couldn't see her.
He couldn't feel her.

Not like he usually could. The bond was still there, but muted—like it had been buried too deep to reach through the water.

His pulse thundered.
His fists curled.
He took another step, half-lunging forward.

And then—

She rose.

Breaking the surface like breath itself.
Mist curled around her as she gasped in air, her face calm—too calm—like the storm had passed through her instead of around her.

She didn't look at him.

But Steve didn't stop watching.

Didn't exhale until her eyes blinked open again, focused, alive.

The priestess did not speak as Grace emerged fully from the water.

She only lifted her hand.

And the ritual continued.

Each girl returned to the edge one by one, movements slow and softened, like leaves floating downstream. The spring felt different now—emptied of ache, heavy with reverence. Their eyes were quiet. Their steps lighter, though none of them smiled.

They were tired.
Hollowed.
But somehow—
freer.

When Natasha approached the edge, the priestess gave a single nod.

"You may go."

Nat's gaze flicked once to Grace before she slipped into the mist, silent as ever.

The girls disappeared, one by one.

Until only Grace remained.

She turned, expecting dismissal.
The moment when she, too, would be allowed to leave.

But the priestess raised her hand again.

Not to release her.
To stop her.

"Wait."

Grace froze.

The mist around the spring shifted.

Then the priestess turned—slowly, deliberately—and lifted her gaze to the shadows at the edge of the grove.

"You may come out now, your majesty," she said. Her voice rang clear as bellmetal.

Steve stilled.

His breath hitched. His jaw clenched. He hadn't meant to be seen. Hadn't meant to be summoned.

But Wanda gave him the smallest nod.
And this time, her hand fell away.

So Steve stepped forward.

Silent. His eyes locked on Grace.

The water lapped gently at her hips, her hair clinging to her shoulders in dark, wet spirals. She didn't speak—but her gaze held his. Unwavering.

The priestess beckoned him closer.

"To witness is sacred," she said. "But to carry it alone is not."

She guided Steve to the edge of the spring.

"Step in."

He quickly did as he was instructed.

The water took him in like breath.

Grace reached for him instinctively. And he came to her—hands rough and unsure, but open.

The priestess circled them once.
Then dipped her hands into the water, lifting a bowl of it high between them.

"You stood in the shadow of the trial," she said, voice slow and steady. "You carried her fear. You swallowed the storm."

She turned to Grace.

"And now you return the weight."

She pressed the bowl into Grace's hands.

Grace blinked—stunned—but took it. She dipped her fingers into the water and touched Steve's chest, just over his heart.

Then his brow.

Then his shoulders.

The moment stretched—wordless, sacred.

His eyes never left hers.

The priestess nodded.

"Together, then," she said. "Let it be done."

And she touched them both—one hand on each of their crowns.

She did not kiss them.

Instead, she whispered a blessing in the old tongue—
something older than kingdoms.
Older than wolves.
Older than war.

The spring pulsed once beneath them.

The mist shimmered.

And then all was still.

The priestess stepped back.

"You may go now," she said, and this time, her voice was almost gentle.

Grace and Steve stood together in the water, bound by silence.

And then—finally—
they turned.

And walked out of the spring.

Together.

They stepped out of the spring in silence.

The air was cool against damp skin. The mist clung to them like memory.

Grace reached for her robe first, and Steve helped her lift it over her shoulders.
His hands were steady, reverent.
Hers lingered at his collar as she tied the sash. Not a kiss. Not an embrace.
But something older.
A promise held in breath.

Then she turned to help him—wringing water from the sleeves of his shirt before easing it over his head. The fabric clung to him, damp and imperfect, but he didn't flinch.

Their fingers brushed again as he fastened the last clasp on her belt.

He didn't speak.
Neither did she.

But something had shifted—tangibly, irrevocably—beneath their skin.

And then—

"I can't walk back with you," Grace murmured, almost apologetic.

Steve nodded. "I know."

She glanced toward the path.

Natasha stood just beyond the tree line, arms crossed, waiting in the mist like a sentinel carved from shadow.

"She stayed close," Grace whispered.

"So did I," Steve said.

She managed the smallest smile.

Nat didn't speak as Grace approached, just fell into step beside her. The two disappeared quietly down the path, robes brushing against ferns, footprints vanishing in soft moss.

Steve watched until they were gone.

Then turned the other way.

Chapter 38: The Rite of Hope

Chapter Text

Grace said nothing on the walk back from the holy spring. She kept her robe pulled tightly around her shoulders, trying not to shiver.

By the time she returned to her chambers, she was bone-weary—both from the ache still lingering in her body and from the emotional weight of the last few days. Her wolf stirred faintly beneath her skin, restless and low, as if exhausted too.

Natasha walked beside her in silence, one arm around her waist to help keep her steady, her presence solid and sure as the spring's chill settled deeper into Grace's bones.

When they reached her room, Nat guided her inside without a word. She moved immediately to the washbasin, filling it with warm water, grabbing a clean cloth and the little jar of balm from the shelf. Then she crossed to the hearth, stoking the fire higher until it crackled with golden heat.

"You stayed under too long," Nat said softly, not looking over. "You're shaking."

"I'm fine."

"You're not." But there was no judgment in it. Just certainty. "Come on. Let's get you dry."

Grace didn't argue. Her hands were trembling too much to undo the knot at her waist, so Nat stepped in and helped, unfastening the damp robe with gentle fingers. It fell away with a wet whisper, revealing the soaked shift beneath. Grace hissed softly as the chill of it clung to her skin.

Nat frowned. "You'll freeze like this."

She turned, pulling a thick towel from the armoire and wrapping it around Grace's shoulders. "Sit," she said again, firmer this time.

Grace lowered herself to the edge of the bed with a quiet groan. Her knees cracked. Her ribs ached. Her hair clung in damp tangles to the back of her neck.

"You want anything for the pain?"

"No," she murmured, then hesitated. "Actually... maybe just a little."

Nat moved to retrieve the tincture from the shelf, her movements brisk and practiced.

"The trial yesterday took more from you than the others," she said as she poured a measure of the liquid into a small clay cup.

Grace didn't deny it. She sat, wrapped in the towel, clutching it tightly around her, eyes fixed on her hands—wrinkled from the spring, her fingers twitching as though still chasing something unseen.

"I saw something," she said finally, her voice low and far away. "I think I saw my—"

A soft knock interrupted her. The door creaked open an instant later.

Steve stepped in.

He was dry and changed now—barefoot, clean, eyes immediately finding hers. He paused just inside the doorway, gaze flicking over her form, noting the towel, the tremor in her hands, the firelight brushing gold across her skin.

His presence filled the room like gravity. His eyes found hers instantly—searching, anchoring.

Nat glanced at them both. Then silently handed the balm to Steve and stepped back, fading into the shadow near the door.

"I'll be nearby," she said simply. "Get her warmed up Steve so she doesn't freeze to death before becoming your queen."

Grace nodded once.

Natasha slipped out, leaving them in the hush that followed.

Steve crossed the room without a word.
Knelt in front of her.
Took her chilled hands into his own.

They were trembling—slightly pruned from the spring, fingertips twitching like they were still holding something that wasn't quite there.

He didn't ask anything at first. Just kissed the backs of her hands and set the balm aside long enough to fetch another blanket from the chair by the hearth. He wrapped it around her shoulders, then tugged her gently forward so he could sit behind her on the bed.

Grace let herself lean back against his chest, her head resting near his collarbone. His warmth sank into her slowly, layer by layer. Her body began to release things she hadn't even realized she was holding.

"You're still freezing," he murmured.

"But you're warm," she breathed.

"I'm always warm around you."

She let her eyes close for a moment as his fingers dipped into the salve. Then he began to work it gently over her skin—her upper arms, her shoulders, where the barely there traces of faint bruises still lingered like old shadows.

Her ribs were bruised anew from the previous night. They were also still more visible than what he wished for her.

He touched her with reverence, not pity.
Not rushing.
Not trying to fix anything.

Just being there.
Present. Grounded. Hers.

Warn.

Grace exhaled.

When he was done, he kissed her shoulder softly and rested his hand over her heart.

"I saw your face," he said quietly, "when you looked at Helena."

She stilled.

"What did you see?"

She was quiet for a long moment. Then:

"I think Nat and Bucky should be in here for that."

Steve didn't argue.

He just nodded.

Steve kissed Grace's temple once, then stood and crossed to the door.

He didn't have to go far—just opened it.

Nat was waiting in the hall, arms folded, eyes already sharp with intuition.

"She okay?" she asked, voice low.

"She's ready to talk," Steve said. "But she wants you and Bucky in the room."

Nat's jaw shifted. Just a flicker.

"I'll get him."

A few minutes passed. The fire crackled. Grace sat now in a warm sleeping gown, with the blanket wrapped tight around her, back straight but fingers fidgeting in her lap.

Then the door opened again.

Nat came in first, Bucky close behind. His brow furrowed as he scanned Grace, taking in her posture, the strain in her expression.

Nobody spoke right away.

Grace looked at the three of them—her mate, her right hand, his oldest constant.

Then she nodded once. Small. But sure.

"Lock the door."

Steve did. The latch clicked softly into place.

They all took seats around her—Steve beside her on the bed again, Nat in the chair, Bucky leaning against the dresser near the fire.

Grace didn't start right away.

She looked down at her hands. Twisted her fingers together. Took a breath.

"I know you know about Hope... my sister," she said. "She died... or I thought she did just after our healers rites when I was 15."

Steve stilled. Nat leaned forward slightly. Bucky didn't blink.

"She walked out of the water, just like the rest of us," Grace went on. "But something was... off. Her healers brand was wrong. It was like she'd left something important down there and hadn't realized it yet."

Her voice stayed low, but steady.

"I didn't think anything of it at first. Everyone said the trials could shake you. That maybe her."

"She had a mark on her right shoulder," Grace whispered. "A eye. Like a brand. Right below her shoulder blade."

Steve went still.

"I saw it again today. On Helena."

She paused. Her voice dropped even lower.

"It's not a symbol of survival. It's a mark left by something else. Something in the water. And I think... I think it's tied, by the goddess I don't even know. Something not natural."

No one spoke.

Grace went on.

Tears welled, but she didn't wipe them away.

Grace's voice didn't waver—but her eyes stayed locked on the fire, like the memory could only be spoken if she didn't meet anyone's gaze.

"Normally, at seventeen, anyone studying to become a healer goes through the rite. It's part of the tradition in the Hollow. A sacred offering. You go to the river, you let it test your spirit, and if you come back whole, you're marked as a true healer."

She paused. The next words came slower.

"Hope was good. Dedicated. She'd studied longer than I had. Practiced with the elders. Took everything seriously. But I'd always... come into it more naturally. She thought things bloomed when I touched them. Wounds closed without effort. It just happened. She ignored all of the work I was putting into my studies as well. "

Her fingers curled around the edge of the blanket.

"She hated that."

Steve stayed still beside her, but she felt the way his body tensed.

"Not openly, not at first. But it was there. Jealousy, simmering under everything. Especially once people started talking about me being chosen for the rite early. About how a bond would find me fast. About how I had the mark of a High Healer in my blood."

Her eyes flicked briefly toward Natasha, then back to the fire.

"Our mother, a high healer and village elder, made sure we were treated equally. Gave us both the same opportunities. She always said, lineage didn't choose—character did."

A long breath.

"Hope hated her for that. Hated that I was younger. That I was already showing signs of talent. That I was already being... looked at. Chosen. Desired."

Bucky shifted slightly in his chair, something unreadable crossing his face.

"She was the oldest omega in the Hollow. Unbonded. Unclaimed. Always told it didn't matter—but it mattered to her. It ate at her. She thought she deserved more. Deserved everything. She wanted someone to worship her. And when the rite came—when we were both supposed to go through it together—I think she expected it to change something. To elevate her."

Grace's voice softened now. Almost distant.

"But it didn't."

She blinked slowly.

"It broke her."

Grace was quiet for a long moment.
Then she said, "It started a few weeks before the rite."

Nat leaned forward slightly.
Steve's hand stayed steady in hers.

"She started disappearing," Grace continued. "Slipping away in the evenings. Sometimes for days. She'd come back wild-eyed and too calm. Said she'd been praying, or meditating, or talking to elders. But she always lied about exactly where she'd been."

She swallowed.

"Our mother was beside herself. She'd raised us in this tradition—healer's lineage, sacred balance—and now Hope was breaking rules with a smile on her face. I think... part of her hoped it was just nerves."

Grace looked down.

"I knew better."

She drew the blanket tighter.

"The night before the rite, she slipped out again. I followed her this time. I was scared, not even for the rite—just that she'd miss it. Or worse, do something that would shame our family."

A breath. Steady. Controlled.

"She met a boy in the woods. Older. I didn't recognize him—definitely not from the Hollow. And he looked well of. But it wasn't the meeting that shocked me. Hope was always beautiful. She knew it. She knew how to use it. It was the way she talked to him that scared me."

Steve leaned closer, brows furrowed.

"Like she was trying to trade something," Grace said softly. "Like she was promising him more than herself. Like she belonged to something now. And he was just the middleman."

Nat's fingers tensed around the fabric of her sleeve.

"The next morning, we went to the river. That's how it always starts—the Blessing of Sight. The elixir is given, meant to clear the vision. It opens you up to what's coming, to the truth you're meant to carry. Then the brand is given—always the same: the phases of the moon, just below the right shoulder blade."

She turned slightly, lowering the blanket to reveal her back.

The faint scar was barely visible under the faded bruises—but it was there. Etched into her skin in a quiet arc. Familiar. Comforting.

Grace's voice dropped to a whisper.

"But Hope's... reacted."

A pause.

"She screamed. Loud enough to echo across the valley. The brand didn't just settle—it burned. Crawled up her back like it was alive. And the shape—"

Her throat caught.

"No one had ever seen anything like it. Not the elders. Not the priests. Not even the archives had anything close. It wasn't moon phases. It wasn't a healer's mark."

She looked at each of them in turn now, her voice shaking but resolute.

"It looked almost like an eye. Or a sigil trying to split open. And it never healed right. The skin around it cracked for weeks. Bled. She said it talked to her when she slept."

Silence pressed heavy over the room.

Grace closed her eyes.

"That's when everything started unraveling. The screaming. The possession-like spells. The languages she didn't speak. The voices. The river."

Her fingers curled in the blanket again.

"I thought she was broken. I thought it was grief. But now I think—she was claimed by something else before the rite even started. Something she met in those woods."

Silence swallowed the room.

The fire cracked softly in the hearth, but no one moved. No one breathed too loud.

Grace's last words hung in the air like smoke.

Claimed.

Not broken. Not sick.

Claimed.

Steve's thumb brushed her knuckles. Gently. Like he didn't know how else to ground himself.

Then—

Nat leaned forward. Her voice was careful, but clipped. "You said it looked like an eye."

Grace nodded slowly.

"Split down the center," she murmured. "Almost like it wanted to open."

Nat's jaw flexed. "I've seen something like that before. Not in the Hollow. Not even in the western kingdoms."

She looked at Bucky.
He was already staring at the fire, jaw tight, eyes distant.

"In Madripoor," he said quietly.

Nat gave a single, silent nod.

"There was a trafficked group pulled out of a northern compound five years ago," she said. "All women. All Omegas. They'd been marked—just like you described. Some on the shoulder. Some on the base of the skull."

"No one knew who'd done it," Bucky added, his voice rough. "Or what it meant. But the few who survived had... symptoms."

"Seizures. Visions. Language shifts," Nat said.

"And they all said the same thing," Bucky finished. "'It watches.'"

Grace felt her breath catch.

Steve sat up straighter, alarm blooming just beneath his skin. "You think this is connected?"

"I think whatever Grace's sister encountered in the woods was not from our world," Nat said. "And whatever left that mark on Helena might be part of the same pattern."

Bucky met Grace's eyes.
Soft. Honest. Dead serious.

"You didn't imagine it."

Grace nodded once.

"I know

Grace didn't speak right away.

Her eyes had gone distant, fixed somewhere just past the fire.

But then she drew in a breath—slow and careful—and kept going.

"It didn't end there."

The room stilled again.

"About a month after the rite, Hope and I were sent to treat a man who'd shown up injured. A stab wound. Deep, but clean. He'd been found near the edge of the forest, just past the edge of the village. No one knew where he came from, but..."

She hesitated. "But he wasn't treated like a stranger. The village was tense—there'd been an attack a few days earlier. Wild and fast. We lost people. But this man had helped protect some of the outer houses. Drove off two attackers. And so... they trusted him."

Steve's jaw ticked once.
Bucky crossed his arms.

"Hope volunteered to tend him. Said she wanted to prove she could handle it. Our mother agreed, but asked me to go too. Just in case."

Grace's fingers twisted together again.

"He didn't talk much. Slept most of the time. But Hope..." Her mouth pulled into a grim line. "She was different around him. Eager. Focused. She said the injury was 'meant' to happen. That he'd been sent."

Nat frowned. "Sent by who?"

Grace shook her head.

"She never said."

She kept going.

"After a few days, I left to gather herbs. He needed more feverroot. I was only gone a few hours."

She looked up now.

"When I came back, the cabin was on fire."

Steve sat forward slightly, his breath catching.

"I could hear her screaming," Grace whispered. "Inside. I ran toward it, but the heat—it was already too far gone. We tried everything to put it out. But by the time the flames died..."

A beat.

"No bodies were found."

The fire popped in the hearth behind them.

No one moved.

"No blood. No bones. Nothing. Just ash. And the mark she left behind on the mail post—our old sigil. Carved in with a blade."

Steve spoke first, his voice low. "You think she staged it."

"I don't know," Grace said, but her voice faltered. "I want to believe she didn't. That she the goddess had taken her. That she died. But sometimes..."

She stared at the flames.

"Sometimes I think she made a deal. Maybe with whatever was already inside her. Maybe with the man. Maybe both."

Bucky murmured, "To become something else."

Grace nodded once.

"Something that could come back without anyone recognizing her."

A long silence followed.

Then she looked up at them again, voice barely a breath.

"What if she's not gone?" Grace whispered.

The silence that followed wasn't peaceful.

It was heavy. Alive. Thrumming with something just beneath the surface.

Nat stood slowly. Pacing. Thinking out loud now. "No remains. No confirmation. Just a fire and a symbol left behind."

"She marked it like a message," Bucky added. "Like she wanted someone—Grace—to know she wasn't lost. Just... gone."

Steve looked between them. "What if she didn't just disappear?"

"She changed," Grace said quietly. "That's what the mark always felt like. Not a wound. A... rewiring. Like something inside her was being rewritten."

The room stilled again.

And that's when Nat said it:

"That sounds like serum behavior."

Bucky's head turned sharply. "You thinking what I'm thinking?"

Nat nodded once. "Visions. Personality fractures. Enhanced healing. Sudden language shifts? All side effects we've seen before. When serums are unstable."

"But this isn't like HYDRA," Steve said, brow furrowed. "There were no injections. No labs."

"No," Grace said slowly. "Just a ritual. A sacred elixir. And a mark that burns into the skin."

Nat murmured, "That is a delivery system."

"Spiritual cover for scientific manipulation," Bucky said, voice low. "Or worse—something older that someone else rediscovered. Repackaged."

Steve's eyes flicked to Grace. "You think it's connected to Thorne."

Grace nodded.

"I think Hope is Helena."

Nat crossed her arms, thinking. "What if someone's been modifying the sacred trials? Or hijacking them—using the rites as a front for testing a serum variant?"

Bucky muttered, "Wouldn't be the first time someone dressed up war in holy robes."

Grace looked haunted now.

"But in the Hollow, we were taught those trials came from the gods. That the visions are gifts."

Steve's hand curled around hers again.

"Maybe they were. Once. But something else may have gotten in."

The room was still again, the fire low now, casting gold across worn faces.

Grace sat forward slowly, the blanket slipping from one shoulder. "If this is connected—Hope, Helena, the mark—then we need to act."

Steve nodded. "We will."

"But not alone," Nat added. "We need eyes outside this court. Off-palace, if necessary."

Bucky leaned back in the chair. "You want Sharon."

Nat gave a half-smile. "I always want Sharon."

Steve nodded. "She'll move quiet. No one will see her coming."

Grace looked between them, tension knotting behind her ribs. "She'll help us investigate Helena?"

Nat tilted her head. "She'll help us investigate everything. Helena. The court. The bloodlines. Maybe even the river rites, if anyone's been using them as cover."

Grace hesitated. "And you cut her."

Bucky raised a brow. "Helena?"

"She's marked," Grace said. "Changed. Maybe already compromised. If we remove her from the Choosing, it might limit whatever she's—"

"No," Steve said, gently but firmly. "We can't."

Nat stepped in. "If we cut her now, we play our hand. She'll know we're watching. Whoever's backing her will know, too."

"She's the only one who's been truly competitive against you," Bucky added. "Publicly. Politically. If we pull her out, it won't just raise suspicion. It'll look like a power grab."

Grace looked down, throat tight. "So we just wait?"

"No," Steve said. "We play smart."

Nat crossed to her and crouched beside the bed. "You stay focused on the Choosing. Stay visible. Stay calm. The minute you start shifting pieces, the other side will react. Let us work behind the scenes."

Grace looked at Steve, then Bucky. "And if it's her?"

Bucky's eyes were cold now. "Then we'll be ready."

Steve wrapped his hand around hers.

"One thing at a time. For now, we get through the Choosing."

Grace nodded slowly. "When does the next round begin?"

Steve exhaled. "Tomorrow."

"Tonight you rest, Little Moon" Bucky told her "let us handle the rest. I'll contact Sharon, maybe Maria."

"Thanks Buck"

"Any thing for you... your Majesties" he smirked as he left the room, Nat following quickly behind.

Grace sighed as she shook her head but too tired and too cold to argue.

Even beneath the extra blankets, even with Steve pressed close beside her, the tremors hadn't stopped. They were small things—barely-there flutters along her spine, a twitch of her fingers, the occasional catch in her breath—but they didn't go unnoticed.

Steve brushed a hand along her arm again, worry tugging at the edges of his silence.

"I'll call for Maela," he said gently. "She should see you."

"She's tending to the other Chosen today," Grace murmured, not opening her eyes. "I'm not the only one who needs care."

"Doesn't matter," Steve said. "I'm asking for her."

Grace didn't argue. Not really. But her lips pressed together, and she turned her face into the pillow.

"I'm fine," she whispered. "Or I will be. You need to go. There's too much happening, and—"

"Don't do that," he said quietly. "Don't push me away when you're still shaking."

Her jaw worked. "You think I don't want you here?"

"I think you're used to sacrificing your needs for the sake of everyone else."

That earned a tired smile. "So are you."

He couldn't argue with that.

Still, he stayed beside her, brushing damp strands of hair away from her brow as the room slowly dimmed. Eventually, Grace stopped shivering. Or maybe it was just that sleep had finally pulled her under.

Only then did Steve rise.

He tucked the blankets more securely around her and stood for a long moment in the doorway, watching her breathing even out. When he finally left the room, it was with one last look over his shoulder—and the quiet certainty that no matter what came next, they'd face it together.

Even if it meant pretending they were fine until the war came to their door.

Chapter 39: Tethered

Chapter Text

Grace woke slowly.

Warm. Groggy. A little less stiff.

The room was dim, lit by the gold wash of the setting sun and a single taper flickering near the window. The fire had been rekindled in the hearth, low flames curling like breath against stone.

Then came the smell.

Warm bread. Roasted vegetables. Stew laced with something herbal and grounding—rosemary, maybe. And beneath it all... something comforting. Familiar.

Like home, if home hadn't fractured so long ago.

Her eyes opened fully.

There was movement near the table.

Her breath caught.

Steve.

Not a servant. Not a guard.

Steve.

His formal jacket was gone, sleeves rolled up, hair disheveled like he'd run his hands through it a dozen times. He was plating bowls of stew on the low table, his movements calm, competent.

Like he belonged here.

Like it wasn't strange at all that a king was plating dinner in her room.

Grace tried to sit up, winced, and hissed through her teeth.

Steve was beside her before she finished the breath.

"I was hoping you'd sleep longer," he said softly, slipping an arm behind her back to help her upright. "You were out cold."

She gave him a look. "How long?"

"Just over two hours. Maela said you needed real rest. So... I brought dinner up myself."

"You didn't have to."

"I wanted to."

He helped her settle against the pillows, propping one behind her side like he'd done it a hundred times. Then he moved back to the table and retrieved two bowls. Grace watched him go, still catching up to the gentleness in his energy. Still adjusting to the steadiness of him here.

When he returned, he held out a bowl with a folded napkin and a slice of soft bread resting on the rim.

She blinked down at it. "This smells incredible."

"I asked the kitchens to make one of Maela's old recipes. She said it was your favorite growing up."

Grace didn't answer right away.

She looked at him. Really looked.

The tick in his jaw. The way his thumb lingered too long on the edge of his own bowl before pulling away.

"You're nervous," she said softly.

His brows lifted, faintly amused. "Should I not be?"

"I'm not going to bite you."

"I wish you would," he muttered.

She stared.

He didn't look over. Just took a sip of stew, then exhaled and stretched one leg out in front of him. "I was worried. After the temple. You didn't scream like that during the seizure. It shook everyone."

Grace stared down at her food. Her hands stayed still, but her voice was raw.

"I didn't mean to. It just... it felt so real. I'm sorry you had to see it. Sorry you have to take care of me."

"I know."

"Do you?" Her tone was soft, but the edge cut clean. "Because I didn't want to be seen like that, Steve. Not like some broken thing you have to fix or protect."

"Grace."

She stopped.

Now he looked at her. Really looked.

Eyes like twilight ocean. Steady as cliffs even with waves breaking at their base.

"You are not broken. And I'd take care of you for the rest of my life if you'd let me."

Silence.

Grace's throat ached. Her stew cooled in her lap.

She swallowed. "Why are you really here?"

Steve hesitated.

Then—just enough—he let the truth slip through.

"Because every time I think I understand how much you can surprise me... you do something else. And I can't seem to stop wanting to be there when it happens. Miscarriages. Visions. Wolves and orphans. All of it."

She didn't speak.

But she didn't look away.

Steve set his bowl aside. One hand rested near her blanket—fingers slightly splayed. Like he might reach for her. Like he was offering the choice.

"And because we need to talk about what I think you already know."

Grace shifted. Not a lean. Just a turn of her shoulder.

Her voice, when it came, was quieter—but steady. "I know what I saw. What I felt. And I think I know what it means."

He waited.

"I think... I have a mate. My wolf is finally waking up. And the idea of that should terrify me. It does, kind of. But maybe not as much as it used to. Because I've spent so long surviving, Steve. I don't know how to be someone's anything. I don't know how to be soft. Or... kept."

He didn't move.

Didn't interrupt.

He just listened.

"And I think," she continued, voice catching, "I keep seeing her in my dreams. This wolf. She's weak. Scared. Still limping from the last time she tried to protect someone and failed. But she keeps walking. Toward something golden. Something warm. Something that feels like..."

Her eyes lifted.

"...like you."

Steve's breath stilled.

He reached across and touched her wrist. Warm. Grounding.

"I felt the pull the day you left the Hollow," he said. "I've known since the first time I saw you. Even when you were furious with me. Maybe especially then."

Her eyes shimmered. But she didn't cry.

She held his gaze. "I'm still not ready."

"I know."

"But I'm trying."

"I know that too."

She swallowed. "I don't know how to do this, Steve. I don't know how to let you in."

"You already are, little moon." His voice was rough now. Low and aching. "Every day. A little more." He reached up and cupped her cheek, thumb brushing across her temple like a whisper.

They stayed like that for a long moment. The space between them humming—taut, pulled closer now. Stronger.

Then—

A knock.

Low. Urgent.

Steve stilled. His hand dropped. His posture shifted.

"Come in," he called.

Natasha stepped inside. Her face was carved from stone.

"Apologies, Steve. You're needed. Attack on the northern border."

He was already rising.

Grace blinked. The shift in him was instant—armor without armor.

"How bad?"

"Bad enough that Heimdall sent word himself. A full company is mobilizing. They need you. Tonight."

He nodded. "Tell Clint to prep the route. War room briefed and locked before I leave."

"Yes, sir."

Natasha's gaze flicked to Grace—sharp, assessing. But she said nothing more.

Steve turned back to Grace.

"I have to go."

"I know."

"I don't know how long I'll be gone. A few days. Maybe more. But—" He hesitated. "Everything I said still stands."

She nodded, throat tight. "Same here."

He brushed his knuckles along her jaw. Then, because there wasn't time for anything else, he kissed her forehead.

Soft. Steady.

A promise.

"I'll come back."

"I know," she whispered.

And then he was gone.
————

It was well past midnight when Grace rose.

The fire had burned low again. The taper on the sill had long since melted into a puddle of wax. But the moonlight was bright—silver and unrelenting—casting the room in quiet bones and shadows.

She stepped carefully to the window in her sitting room. Behind her, the bowl sat half-eaten and forgotten on the table.

Below, the courtyard thrummed with quiet motion.

Steel glinted. Soft murmurs layered with the jangle of harnesses. Hooves against stone in rhythmic thuds. The knights were armored but not loud—moving with precision, their presence a steady hum of readiness.

And at the center of it all—

Steve.

Already mounted. Helm resting on the saddle horn. Jaw locked with focus.

He moved like a tide—inevitable.

His horse shifted beneath him, impatient for the road. Steve gave a nod to Clint, another to Bucky.

Then—just before the gates opened—

He paused.

His shoulders straightened. His head lifted.

And he looked up.

Right at her window.

Right at her.

Even in the dark, even at a distance, she felt the contact like a strike to the chest. His gaze found hers and held—sharp, steady, full of things he didn't have time to say.

Grace didn't move.

Didn't wave.

She just stood there in the moonlight, lit by something deeper than fire or taper.

Letting him see her.

Letting him feel her.

Tethered.

At last, he dipped his chin—a single nod, silent and sure.

Then he turned his mount.

And rode through the gate.

Gone.

Swallowed by shadow and mist.

Her breath caught.

She felt it the moment he crossed the threshold of the palace grounds.

The pull.

Low and deep in her ribs. In the hollow of her sternum.

A tether straining—tight, painful. Like a thread of light pulled too far, too fast.

She pressed her palm to the glass.

Not because she was afraid.

Not even because she missed him.

But because the bond hurt when he was far.

Like the wolf inside her had been leashed to the stars, and now the stars were slipping beyond reach.

She stood there for a long time.

Not crying.

Not breaking.

Just... bearing it.

Letting the ache settle without letting it rule her.

Letting herself feel it without falling apart.

When she finally turned from the window, her face was calm. Her spine straight.

She banked the fire. Rinsed her bowl. Lit another taper.

And then returned to bed—not to sleep, but to wait.

Not because she was helpless.

Because she wasn't.

Because she could still feel him.

And because when he returned, she wanted to greet him—

Not as someone broken or grieving,

But as a wolf steady on her feet.

Steve felt the shift before the summons came.

The knock was only a formality.

Natasha didn't waste words. "Northern border. Heimdall sent the call. They need you."

The words echoed through his heads He was moving, rallying troops bringing aide to his people.

Armor. Cloak. The long blade he only wore when it was truly bad.

No time for ceremony. Just orders. Clint on perimeter. Sam, as his Heir, on standby command here at the Palace.

Every step toward the gate was heavier than the last.

He crossed the training yard in silence. Moonlight sliced silver across stone and saddle. The company was already mounted. Their breath fogged in the cold. Torches flickered low.

He adjusted the fit of his gauntlet. Nodded once to Bucky.

Swung into the saddle.

Steel and war. Familiar weight.

But something in his chest had already begun to pull.

He looked once toward the palace doors.

Still. Dark.

But it wasn't until the gate creaked open—until the path was clear—that he felt it.

That soft tug in his ribs.

That invisible thread from her chest to his.

The bond.

Already straining.

He turned his head—just slightly—and looked up.

And there she was.

Grace.

Lit by moonlight. Wrapped in shadows. Watching.

She didn't wave.

Didn't cry out.

Didn't need to.

Her presence hit him like gravity—quiet and absolute. The only thing keeping him from unraveling.

Their eyes met across the dark.

And for one suspended breath, everything else—duty, war, distance—fell away.

He dipped his chin once.

A soldier's nod.

A king's promise.

A man's vow.

Then he turned back to the path.

And rode.

The sound of hooves filled the silence.

Steel and motion and cold air.

But beneath it all—threaded through it—was the echo of her heartbeat where it had tucked itself beside his.

And as they crossed the border, the spell lines shimmered behind them—

He felt the bond snap taut.

A string pulled across the world, vibrating with every step farther from her.

And it hurt.

Not sharp. Not sudden.

But deep.

A low ache in his ribs. A burn down his spine.

The kind that doesn't say go—

It says come back.

He didn't look back again.

Couldn't.

He was already halfway gone.

But in the hollow between breaths, between orders and action, the part of him that was only hers whispered—

Hold on. I'm coming home.

The moon had long since passed its highest point.

Still, Grace hadn't moved from the lounger.

She hadn't slept.

She lay beneath the hush of blankets, watching the shadows shift across the ceiling. Feeling the ache of the bond like a bruise against her soul.

But it didn't undo her.

Not this time.

Because the ache meant he was still out there.

And she was still here.

Still breathing.

Still healing.

Still hers.

———
She rose just before dawn.

Moved carefully—slow, deliberate motions as she dressed. Nothing elaborate. A warm tunic, and leather pants. The new boots she could walk in. Her cloak Bucky bought her fastened with a single clasp.

Natasha would scold her for leaving the palace without a full escort.

She didn't care.

There were things she needed more than safety.

Outside, the early spring air was cool, laced with mist. Early birds were just beginning to stir in the trees. The guards at the main door startled when they saw her, but she lifted a hand before they could speak.

"Tell Natasha I'll be back before breakfast."

They exchanged uncertain looks.

But they didn't stop her.

Grace made her way down the stone paths slowly, her body felt stiff from the laying on the lounge all night. But she didn't let herself falter. Each step was a choice. A reclaiming.

The sun had barely risen when she reached the lower quarter.

The orphanage loomed ahead, quiet and still, its windows dark.

But she could feel them inside.

The children. The small lives the kingdom had promised to protect. The ones that needed her more than anything. The ones now calling to her like embers to flame.

She knocked lightly on the side entrance.

After a moment, the door cracked open.

A bleary-eyed teenager blinked up at her. "Lady Grace?"

"I'm not here for ceremony," she said gently. "Just the morning round. If it's not too much trouble."

The girl stared.

Then nodded once and stepped aside. "I'll let the headmistress know you're here."

The door creaked wider.

And Grace stepped in.

The hallway smelled of bread dough and lavender soap. A basket of toys waited by the hearth. Somewhere upstairs, a baby began to fuss.

None of it was polished. None of it was staged.

It was real.

And Grace needed real.

She moved quietly through the infirmary as the building slowly woke. Offered small smiles. Knelt to help a toddler with a cough. Checked in on the others from the previous days trip.

The bond still tugged—dull and low—but she bore it like a weight she'd chosen.

And the work she'd done mattered. Even after only a couple of days, her instructions had made a difference. The once-full infirmary was now more than half empty.

By the time the sun crested the hill, her hands were covered in herbal salves and her sleeves damp from cooling clothes.

And her chest—

Her chest no longer felt quite so hollow.

She stood in the center of the small playroom, light pouring through the tall windows. One of the boys tugged gently at her cloak, holding out a crumpled drawing.

It was a wolf.

Strong. Grey, so light in color it was almost white. Walking toward the sun.

Grace knelt beside him and accepted it with both hands.

"Thank you," she whispered. "Mylo. It's wonderful."

And she meant it.
———-

By the end of the first morning without Steve, the ache had shifted from something emotional to something almost... clinical.

Like her blood ran sluggish.

Like her skin didn't quite fit.

But she still made it to the orphanage and back before breakfast.

And if Natasha and Sam nearly lost their minds when she strolled through the gates without an escort—

Well.

That was their problem.
———

And it was indeed a problem.

The mist was just beginning to lift as Grace made her way up the palace path.

Her sleeves were still damp. Her hands smelled faintly of lavender and eucalyptus. A folded drawing sat tucked into the inner pocket of her cloak, the soft edges curling with warmth.

She was tired.

But not the same kind of tired she'd felt the night before.

This was quieter. Rooted.

She passed the outer gate without incident.

It wasn't until she stepped onto the main terrace that the shouting began.

"Where the hell have you been?"

Natasha's voice cracked through the morning like a whip. She was already halfway down the stairs, dressed in half armor and looking murderous.

Right behind her came Sam, pulling at his tunic as he jogged to catch up. "Grace, are you kidding me right now? You disappeared before sunrise—no escort, no note—"

Grace raised a hand, palm up.

"I told the guards to let you know I'd be back before breakfast."

Natasha blinked. "And you think that counts as an appropriate security protocol?"

"No," Grace said calmly with a shrug. "But it was honest."

Sam huffed. "You went out alone. After a collapse. While the king is away. With a war happening less than a day's ride from here."

Grace met his gaze. "I know exactly where the fight is, Sam."

Natasha stepped closer. "Where did you go?"

"The orphanage."

That stopped them both.

"I had rounds to check," she continued. "A fever case I was still worried about. The salves needed adjusting, and the supplies I sent hadn't all been used properly. There's a boy named Mylo who evidently draws wolves when he's scared. He made me one."

She reached into her cloak, pulled out the crumpled drawing, and held it out.

Neither of them took it.

But something in their expressions shifted.

"You went to the orphanage," Natasha said slowly. "To help kids before dawn..."

"Yes," Grace replied. "I was just... awake."

Sam crossed his arms. "That supposed to make us feel better?"

"No. It's just the truth."

She stepped past them, her pace steady.

"I'm going to wash up. Then I'll join you for breakfast."

Natasha called after her. "We're not done with this conversation."

Grace paused, glanced over her shoulder.

"I never thought we were."

Then she disappeared into the hallway, boots echoing softly against the stone.

She had just finished washing up and Natasha helped her silently dress in a lady's gown. She was heading down to breakfast with the other Chosen when Sam's voice rang down the corridor.

"Lady Grace. Office. Now."

She found him already pacing behind Steve's desk when she stepped in. His expression was tight—jaw clenched, hands braced on the chair like he was holding back a storm.

Natasha stood off to the side, arms crossed. Less furious now. Still coiled.

Sam didn't wait.

"You're the king's omega."

Grace blinked.

"You're the future queen," he continued, "whether you're ready to admit it yet or not. You cannot just disappear without a guard detail. You can't sneak out before dawn. Not with Steve gone. Not with a war brewing."

"I didn't sneak."

"You didn't announce it either."

"I told the guards to inform Natasha—"

"That's not how security works, Grace!" Sam snapped.

She flinched—but just barely.

"You will not leave the palace without protocol. Not anymore. You think the world gives a damn about your good intentions? You're a target now. Always."

The door creaked open.

Nick Fury strolled in like he owned the place, coffee in hand. "She wasn't alone."

Sam whipped around. "What?"

Fury sipped. "I saw her leave. Told Yelena to shadow her from a distance. She was never more than two rooftops away."

Grace turned, stunned. "You what?"

"Didn't seem like the right moment to stop you. You needed to move. But you weren't unprotected." He glanced at Sam. "So maybe dial it back a notch, Cap Two."

"That's not the point," Sam growled. "Yelena shouldn't have had to trail her in secret. Grace shouldn't have put herself in that position at all."

"She wasn't in a position," Grace said, voice low but firm. "She was in a moment. And she's right here."

Sam turned back toward her. "Grace—"

"I'm not going to live my life in fear," she said, louder now. "And I'm not going to live it in a gilded cage. I know what I am. I know what I represent. But I won't let it own me."

"No one's trying to own you," Sam argued. "But you need to start thinking like a queen."

"I did think like a queen." Her voice cut clean. "And I acted like one."

The silence that followed was thick.

Grace looked between them.

"The people needed me. So I went."

Fury gave the faintest nod of approval. Natasha exhaled slowly—still tense, but something softened.

Sam dragged a hand over his face. "Goddess help me. You're gonna give me grey hair."

"You already have grey hair," Grace said.

He pointed at her. "Breakfast. Now. I was given explicit instructions to keep you safe and make sure you eat. You clearly have the same regard for personal safeguarding as he does. So I can at least make sure you fucking eat."

He held up a hand before she could speak. "Fight me on that and I'll write Steve and tell him you climbed a drainpipe just to make a point."

She swept past him with her chin high. "Wouldn't be the first time. It's just higher here."

Natasha snorted and followed. "I'm telling him anyway."
——————

Grace made it through breakfast without incident.

She ate. Spoke when spoken to. Even managed a joke or two at Sam's expense—much to Natasha's satisfaction.

But by midmorning, the others began to notice it.

She moved differently now. Quieter. More deliberate. Not withdrawn—never withdrawn—but focused. Like she'd gathered herself around a new axis and was still learning how to carry the weight of it.

Sienna caught it first. The way Grace rubbed her chest absently between bites of bread. The way her breath sometimes hitched before she spoke.

"You're not dizzy?" Sienna murmured when they crossed paths in the corridor.

"No," Grace said. "Just... stretched."

Sienna didn't press.

But she sent word anyway.
——

Grace had just sunk her hands into the soil when the chaos arrived.

"I told you the south path was shorter," Morgan Stark muttered as she emerged around the hedge.

"You also said there'd be pastries," Lila Barton replied, brushing dirt from her skirts. "I've seen neither."

"I said probably pastries," Morgan corrected. "And maybe I wanted the scenic route."

"Clearly," MJ Watson said dryly, trailing behind them. "We only got lost twice."

Grace looked up from the calendula bed, already smiling. "Ladies."

Morgan dropped into a curtsy that bordered on theatrical. "Lady Grace."

MJ gave a half-bow, already glancing around like she was calculating escape routes. Lila just flopped onto a nearby bench with the air of someone entirely done with everything.

"Did you at least tell your mothers where you were going this time?" Grace asked, amused.

"We mentioned it," Morgan said.

"We informed them," Lila added. "Eventually."

"They're right behind us," MJ muttered.

And sure enough—three women rounded the corner behind them, less hurried but no less composed.

Pepper Stark in her travel cloak, pale hair bound in a single braid. Laura Barton, expression unreadable, somewhere between boredom and amusement. And Aunt May, carrying a basket that smelled faintly of lemon cakes and lavender honey.

"We tried," May said cheerfully. "They got impatient."

"They got restless," Laura corrected.

"They got bored during court announcements," Pepper added, then looked at Grace. "I don't blame them."

"I did warn them herb lessons included herbs," Grace said. "Not drama. Not swordplay. Actual plants."

"And dirt," Morgan said, poking at the nearest seedling with a stick. "Don't forget the dirt."

MJ dropped into a crouch beside her. "You could start a whole revolution with this many weeds."

Lila sighed. "Can we at least identify something that doesn't smell like feet?"

Grace leaned back on her heels. "You're free to return to the etiquette chamber at any time."

That shut them up.

They waited for the others to join them before they gathered around the bed, grumbling, smirking and not actually helping—but Grace didn't mind. She guided them gently, showed them how to distinguish root from rot, taught them which blooms were ready and which were still growing.

And the strangest thing—she didn't feel tired.

Not from their bickering, or the noise, or the chaos. In fact, she felt more solid than she had in days.

More herself.

Which was exactly when the shift happened.

A figure emerged near the edge of the path—elegant, composed, hands clasped before her.

"Lady Grace," she said smoothly. "Apologies for the interruption."

Grace rose slowly, brushing her hands on her apron.

"Lady Verena," she said, recognizing the woman from Helena inner circle. "You're far from the east wing."

"I heard you'd resumed instruction," Verena said. "And thought I might observe. Or assist, if you'll allow it. My I was always interested in botanics before I entered court."

Grace studied her for a moment. "And you wish to kneel in the dirt and teach teens who don't want to be taught?"

"I wish to serve the obvious choice for the future queen," Verena said plainly. "Wherever I'm most needed."

The silence that followed was brief, but charged.

MJ and Lila exchanged a glance. Morgan raised an eyebrow. Pepper, May, and Laura all stilled—quiet, watchful.

Grace said nothing for a moment.

Then: "There are gloves in the basket. Calendula leaves only, no stems."

Verena smiled. "Of course."

Pepper lingered behind as Grace rinsed her hands in the fountain near the hedge.

"You're different," Pepper said quietly. "Steadier."

Grace didn't look over. "I feel... centered."

"Centered is good." Pepper hesitated. "But it's also a little unsettling. You're holding something in. It's subtle—but it's there."

Grace exhaled. "You're not wrong."

"Should I worry?"

Grace shook her head.

Pepper didn't believe her—but she didn't push. "Then I'll just worry quietly. Like a proper court lady."

She turned to follow the others, but glanced back once.

"Don't wait too long to name what's changing," she said. "Someone else might name it first."

————-

Grace had moved on.

The girls had wandered off in search of pastries that didn't exist.

The mothers trailed behind them, leaving the garden empty once more.

But Verena lingered.

She waited until she was alone among the calendula beds, soft gloves still dusted with pollen, then carefully plucked a single yellow bloom and tucked it into a linen wrap beside a folded scrap of paper.

When she straightened, her expression was unchanged.

Polished. Pleasant.

Only her eyes flicked toward the eastern tower—the wing where couriers came and went unseen.

Her message would go out by dusk.

The bond has begun.
The future queen is stabilizing.
She is still vulnerable.

No signature. Just the symbol pressed into wax:
A thorned crown.
A fractured eye.

——-

By late afternoon , Maela and Adelaide arrived at her sitting room unannounced. The fire was low, Grace curled sideways on the chaise with another book on court policy in her lap and her fingers resting on her temple.

"Didn't expect a delegation," she said dryly when they stepped inside.

"We're worried," Adelaide said without preamble. "And we don't care if you're tired of being checked on. You scared us and now you're sacred to the realm."

"I'm fine."

Maela knelt by the chaise. Not demanding. Just near.

"I don't think you're lying," she said softly. "But I don't think you know what fine means anymore."

Grace swallowed.

And said nothing.

Maela reached out, fingers pressing lightly to Grace's wrist. "Your pulse is fast. You're warm."

"I've been working in the gardens, the sun was warm today," Grace said. "I didn't sit long after lunch."

"You've been moving for years at this point," Adelaide said, folding her arms. "But this is different."

Grace sighed and closed the book. "I just—needed to be useful."

"You are useful," Maela said gently. "But that's not why we're here."

A knock interrupted them.

Then Simmons stepped in, already pulling on gloves. "Maela? You called for me."

"Hi, Jemma. Yeah. Grace's bond has snapped in place and with the king being gone... I'm worried about Bond sickness."

"What? How? I didn't tell you." Grace fumbled. She was ready to deal with any of this.

Simmons stepped further into the room. "You didn't need to. To any trained healer your scent has changed. The only reason you didn't notice is because that it's yours.
She was right to call for me."

Grace arched a brow. "What? Is this an intervention?"

"No," Simmons said. "This is a bond consult."

That silenced the room.

Grace sat up straighter. "What?"

"You're tethered bonded to the King," Simmons said. "To Steve. Everyone close to you can feel it. It just a matter of time before everyone can. But you're not mated yet, and you're both under significant strain. Which means there's risk of bond sickness... not to mention an easy target to get to the King."

Adelaide frowned. "You know this most Bonded are mated by the next moon... we need to get you through roughly 7 weeks yet."

"And even with your current suppressants that won't be easy." Maela added.

Simmons held Grace's gaze. "You're somewhere in between. The bond formed—but it's unconsummated and unclaimed. Which means your system is adjusting without stabilizing. That's why you're burning energy so fast. That's why your chest aches. You're not in danger yet—but if this goes on for too long..."

"...my body could turn against itself," Grace finished quietly knowing the medical ramifications of an unclaimed bond.

Simmons nodded.

"You're not weak, but your also not at your optimal strength. And the current distance and timeframe," she said. "But even a mythical omega shifter system like yours has limits. The bond is ancient magic. It doesn't care how rational we are."

Grace glanced toward the window.

The sun had started to fade now. Light spilling across the stone.

"He's only been gone a day."

"And we're not saying you can't function," Simmons added. "Just... pay attention. Rest. Let the bond settle. If you can. And we may need to get creative to protect you. Scent and heat suppressors. Minimum. Something stronger than what you currently are taking."

Maela stood and smoothed her skirt. "And if you can't rest... don't hide the cost, you have a pack to help you now."

Grace nodded once.

She didn't promise anything.

But she didn't argue either.
——-

The campfire was low. The wind colder now. Kights slept in shifts while sentries rotated at the perimeter, eyes scanning the tree line.

Steve sat alone at the edge of camp, cloak pulled close, one hand resting on the hilt of his sword.

He hadn't slept since their arrival.

He couldn't.

The bond was a constant pull—soft but unrelenting. Like a hand on his collarbone. Like her heartbeat echoing too far away.

He felt her shifts all day.

The moments she was frustrated. The moments she laughed. The moments she ached.

So when the falcon circled low overhead, he was already standing.

"Nightwing," he said under his breath.

The bird landed with a practiced flutter, claws catching the edge of his bracer. Steve untied the leather carrier, careful not to disturb the seal.

It wasn't thick. Not a full update.

But the handwriting was Sam's.

He read it once.

Then again.

Would have been helpful to know the bond had formed before you left. She's holding. But not without cost, although she's just as stubborn as you and is ignoring it.

She rose before dawn. Went to the orphanage alone. No escort. No warning.
We've tightened the perimeter. Fury had Yelena tail her. She wasn't truly unguarded. But still. She said the pups needed her. And of course, she was right.
She's... different. Stronger, but quieter. There's a pull in her, Steve. She feels it. We think it's getting worse.

Simmons says bond sickness is likely. We're watching her. Maela, Simmons and Adelaide all say already she's burning hot. Simmons says it could turn if we're not careful.

Your omega is steady. But the tether's pulling her hard. Thought you should know.
-SW

Steve's hand tightened around the parchment.

He swallowed.

Part of him wanted to smile—of course she'd gone to the orphanage. Of course she'd done it without flinching. He could see her there, sleeves rolled, salve on her fingers, holding a feverish child with that same fire in her eyes.

But another part of him...

Another part wanted to swear. Loudly. Into the skies.

He was gone for one day and she was already running herself ragged, already putting others first, already—

Already being exactly who she was.

His chest ached.

Not from anger. Not even from distance.

But from the weight of not being there.

Not to stop her.

But to carry it with her.

He refolded the note carefully, tucked it into the inner pocket of his cloak.

"Of course you went," he whispered, eyes lifting to the stars. "Of course you didn't wait."

And then—softer—

"Hold on, little moon. I'm coming."

Before long he had two missives written and the falcon took off again.

He could feel it too. That low, steady hum that no one else would ever hear. The bond between them—not just tethered, but active. Alive. Reaching.

His hand curled against his knee.

"I know," he murmured to the empty dark. "I'm trying."

The stars above blinked faintly, cold and silent in the northern sky.

"I'm coming, Grace."

And he would.

No matter what it took.

And somewhere far behind him, the bond hummed like a song half-sung.

Chapter 40: Your Moon and Tether

Chapter Text

Grace woke before the dawn.

Not startled. Not gasping. Just... awake.
Eyes open to the gray hush of morning's first breath.
Body already upright before light touched the sill.

The ache hadn't faded.

If anything, it had deepened—settled lower now, beneath the ribs. A tension like a pulled thread across the sternum. Tight enough to hurt, not enough to tear.

Not yet.

She exhaled.

Deliberate. Steady.

Then swung her legs out from beneath the blanket.

The chill of the stone floor met her bare feet, but she didn't shiver. She stood slowly, testing weight and balance, noting the faint tremble in her left hand as she crossed to the bathing chamber. Pressed it flat to the washbasin. Held still until the shaking passed.

The mirror didn't lie.

Her reflection was drawn—cheekbones sharper, eyes shadowed from sleep lost to the bond—but not weak. No slackness in her spine. No break in her jaw.

Her skin felt too tight for her bones. The bond was still burning through her.

She reached for her robe—pale blue silk, too soft for the Hollow, too elegant for the girl she used to be. The sleeves seemed longer than she remembered. She cinched the waist tighter.

"You are not falling apart," she murmured.
"You are becoming unbreakable."

A knock interrupted the silence. Sharp. Familiar.

She didn't answer.

Didn't need to.

The door opened anyway.

Natasha entered first, followed by Yelena—both in soft leather, both wearing expressions that hovered somewhere between concern and scolding. Nat carried a steaming mug. Yelena tossed a bundle onto the foot of the bed—linens, wrapped herbs, something that smelled faintly of peppermint.

"You look like hell," Yelena said flatly.

"You brought tea," Grace replied. "That's sweet."

Nat raised a brow and pressed the back of her hand to Grace's forehead. "You're burning hotter than yesterday."

Grace turned and cracked the window. The air that rushed in was sharp with dew and lingering frost. She didn't answer.

"You didn't sleep," Nat said.

"I rested."

"Liar."

Grace turned back, slow and steady. "I'm standing. I'm speaking. I'm getting dressed. That's more than most people manage after forging a bond this strong."

"By the Goddess. You're not most people," Yelena muttered. "You're the king's omega. And that bond isn't settled. It's stretching you thin."

"Then I stretch," Grace said evenly. "Until it holds or snaps. Either way, I don't get to stop moving."

Nat exhaled and held out the mug. "At least drink this before you collapse in front of an innocent orphan."

Grace took it. The warmth surprised her. Her fingers curled around it instinctively.

Yelena folded her arms. "You're just like him, you know. Steve. Probably bleeding somewhere and pretending it's part of the plan."

"I'm nothing like him," Grace said.

She took a sip. Let the herbs settle on her tongue.

Then added, "I'm worse."

Yelena actually smiled. Just a little.

Nat didn't budge. "You can't keep this pace forever."

"I don't need forever," Grace said. "Just for now."

The room fell quiet.

Then Yelena jerked her chin toward the bundle on the bed. "That came with the morning missives. Looked like the bird flew through a storm and a guilt spiral."

Grace turned. Resting atop the linens was a folded piece of parchment sealed with Steve's insignia. No ribbon. No embellishment.

Just his mark.

She set the tea down and picked up the letter. Peeled the seal with careful fingers. The wax crumbled slightly beneath her thumb.

The note was short. Written in his hand—clean, slanted, steady. That same quiet gravity he never seemed to shake.

I can feel you, Grace.
Not fragile. Just bright. Too bright.

Both Sam and Natasha sent me missives. Apparently, you scared them half to death. Going to the orphanage without escort.

I don't even know if I'm surprised. Somehow, I'm both furious and proud.

You are a light in this very dark world.
Don't dim it. But don't burn yourself hollow either.

I'll be back as fast as I can.

You are my anchor. My moon. My mate.
I'm not whole without you.

— S

She read it once.

Then again.

When she folded it back, her hand didn't tremble.

She tucked it beneath the sash of her robe—right over the place where the ache lived. Not to smother it.

To hold it.

To remember.

Then she looked up.

Eyes clear. Spine straight.

"Help me dress."

Nat blinked. "You're supposed to be resting."

"I will." Grace turned toward the wardrobe. "After I do what I need. After I'm seen. After I remind every single person watching that I'm not a relic. I'm not a pawn. I am—"

"—the future queen," Yelena finished.

Grace didn't smile.

But her silence said yes.

Natasha stepped forward, unfastening the robe with careful fingers. "You're burning fast, Grace. We're not asking you to break. We need you not to. Steve needs you not to."

"I'm not." Grace met her eyes in the mirror. "You're both here... and you're coming with me. See? This is me compromising."

Yelena snorted. "Of course we're here. He'd kill us if we weren't."

"More likely lecture you to death."

"Exactly," Yelena muttered. "Which is worse."

Grace didn't laugh.

But her shoulders eased.

Just slightly.

And when the first layer of silk slid into place, she stood tall beneath it—unflinching, unwavering.

Still burning.

But not breaking.

Not today.

 

———-

By the time they made camp that night, he could barely unclench his jaw.

His vision was still sharp—but his reflexes were off. Just slightly. Enough to put him on edge.

He didn't say anything to Clint or Bucky.

Didn't have to.

They could see it.

But the weight in his chest wasn't something they could name.

He didn't sleep.

Just sat by the fire with his blade unsheathed, knuckles white, every muscle tensed like he could feel her pulling from the other end of the bond.

And maybe he could.

The fire was down to embers when Redwing returned.

The camp was still—soldiers eating in silence, horses huffing clouds into the cold. Beyond the perimeter, the forest whispered with things that might have been birds.

Steve sat alone at the edge of the fire, cloak drawn tight around his shoulders, one hand resting on the pommel of his sword. He hadn't removed his armor in two days—not since getting on his horse. The gauntlet dug into his wrist with every breath.

He barely noticed.

Because the ache was worse at night.

Not the bruises near his shoulder—those were shallow, already healing.

No, it was the bond.

A constant hum behind his breastbone.
Like a name he couldn't call aloud.

He felt her still. Every quiet shift. The moments she stiffened. The moments she flared too bright. The silence that settled around her like iron.

But he didn't know if she was sleeping. Eating. Letting herself rest.

He didn't know if she was safe.

And that was the worst of it.

Bucky held out his arm as Sam's falcon landed, two missives tied to its leg.

"Message for the king," Bucky said with a teasing wink.

Steve turned.

The parchment was cool from the night air. He recognized the seal immediately—pressed deep, rushed slightly.

Not ceremonial.

Personal.

Grace.

He waited until Bucky rolled his eyes and stepped away.

Then moved to the edge of camp, where the tree line offered a shadow of privacy. He sat on a cold rock, cracked the wax with one thumb.

She didn't waste time with titles.

Didn't pretend.

The first line hit like a blow:

I'm holding, but I'm burning.
You'd be proud of how steady I look. Natasha isn't convinced. Neither is Yelena. Or Sam. Or Maela. Or Adelaide.
I think they're planning an intervention disguised as tea.

I went back to the orphanage today. The little ones are through the worst of it now. You'd be happy—not only did my usual girls join me, but it seems we've got a new ally.

Lady Verena showed up. And actually helped.
I don't know that I trust her. But the other girls are so protective I'm not sure it matters.

I'm doing fine. The ache is worse in the mornings and before I sleep... or try to.
I think it's when I'm most aware of what I don't have.

You.

His fingers curled tighter around the parchment.

That's an odd thing to say—because I've never had you. Not really. Not yet. The bond only snapped in place days ago.

But the longer you're gone, the more I feel your absence. And now I worry about you not as my king, but as my mate.

I don't know what to make of that.

Sam's pacing. Fury is lurking. Simmons smells like whatever Maela brewed for me.
I'm on stronger suppressors now. And a scent blocker.
We'll make it through these next few weeks. But I won't pretend they're pleasant.

So I let them fuss. It makes them feel better.

The Chosen still watch me like I might fracture.
They haven't figured out I already did.

But I'm putting the pieces back differently.
Sharper now. Angled in places I didn't expect.

Was it like that for you? When your wolf first woke?
Or is it the bond?

Like your soul had to grow teeth?

Steve exhaled—rough and low.

He could hear her in every line. The way she didn't flinch from truth. The way she tucked vulnerability into corners no one else would see.

I miss you. But I don't want you to come back early.
I want you to come back whole.

I feel soft right now. But not the way I was before.
I think I'm becoming something else.
Something that might actually be worthy of you.

Hold the line, Steve.
I'll be here when you return.

Moon and tether.
— G.

He read it twice.

Then a third time.

The ache beneath his ribs surged—heat, and something colder.

She was burning herself quiet.

Forging forward like always.

And he wasn't there to help her carry it.

He folded the letter with reverence. Tucked it beneath his chest plate—right over the place where the bond pulled like a second heartbeat.

"Moon and tether," he murmured.

Then he stood.

The scouts were waiting.

Another march. Another frostbitten valley. Another chance to keep the kingdom whole long enough to make it back to her.

But as he mounted, the ache flared again—like her pulse echoed down the tether.

He closed his eyes just once and whispered into the dark—

"You've always been worthy."

Then he turned his horse toward the next ridge.

And rode.

—————-

She dropped a cup.

Not during an argument. Not in some moment of high tension.

Just a quiet morning. Maela and Adelaide were teaching the others. Her hand refused to close properly around the handle. It shattered. Everyone stared.

Grace just blinked, then calmly swept it up.

It had been three days since Steve rode out.

She didn't say it aloud, but she could feel the bond tightening.

The thread between them straining both. Fraying.

Her wolf paced the perimeter of her mind—tired, limping, furious with the separation.

She poured tea for the orphanage staff anyway. Taught her small group of women herbs and medicines. Then studied court policy for hours.

The letter arrived late that morning.

It came in the hands of a boy caught somewhere between still being a boy and becoming a young man—Nathaniel Barton.

He was breathless, cheeks flushed from the wind, coat two sizes too large. His older brother's, if she guessed. But Grace recognized him from Laura's description immediately.

He held out the sealed parchment like it might burn through his fingers.

"For you, Lady Grace," he said, awed. "Came from the Redwing up north this morning. Uncle Sam said to bring it to you right away."

Grace took it gently, her hand wrapping over his for a beat longer than necessary.

"Thank you, Nate," she murmured.

The children watched her as she turned away—those well enough to sit up, to notice. Maela glanced up from the chart desk, brows knitting, but said nothing.

Grace didn't explain.

She crossed to the far window, tucked behind a screen of trailing ivy, and unfolded the letter in the filtered light. The seal was intact. The wax still soft from a gloved thumb.

His.

She braced herself.

The parchment was creased at the corners.

Folded and tucked too many times before it reached her. Damp at the edges. The ink smudged slightly where his thumb must've rested.

But it was his hand. His seal. His tether.

She opened it with careful fingers.

His words were harder this time—written like a man who hadn't slept. Someone bracing with truth instead of comfort.

I saw the northern watchtower fall yesterday.

The words were heavy from the start. Not poetic. Not gentle.

They made her heart twist.

It was beautiful. And terrible. The fire took the sky before we could stop it. They're calling it a warning. I think it was a dare.

We're holding. But only just.

And I can feel you, Grace. Still burning. Still upright.
I don't know whether I want to tell Natasha to tie you to the bed until I get back, or let you run yourself ragged.

Then again, the thought of me 'letting' you do anything makes me laugh. We both know nothing would stop you once your mind's made up.

So instead—I'm furious, maybe.
Because I know you haven't slowed down.
You're still going to the orphanage every morning, even when your chest aches. Still teaching those wild Chosen girls every afternoon like it doesn't cost you. Still avoiding the others like they might see too much.

I'm furious we have to finish this charade of the Choosing.
And that you're not already mine in every way possible.

But I see you.
Even from here.

Grace exhaled slowly.
Her fingers didn't tremble.
But her jaw locked—just slightly—as she read the rest.

You smell like eucalyptus, lavender, and fever salve from miles away. I bet Simmons is beside herself. Maela and Adelaide, scurrying behind you just trying to keep pace. Yelena probably wants to punch a wall. Sam's updates somehow sound like threats.

But I only want one thing.

I want you to rest.

Just once. Just enough. Just for you.

Because if this keeps going—if the bond doesn't settle soon—it's going to take more from us than time.

I can already feel the edge of it. The way it hollows me out when I sleep. The way it pulls at my spine when you're hurting.

Last night I woke gasping—and I knew it wasn't mine.

You're hurting.
It's worse for you than for me.
Your wolf's still finding her footing. And you're hiding it.

Don't.

You don't have to be strong for me. Not every second. Not like this.

I can take it.

I want it.

Give me the weight. Give me the ache.

I'll carry it home.

— S

There was a second parchment folded inside.

Shorter. Unsealed.

A scrap, really.

The ink looked rushed. The lines uneven.

P.S. I dreamed of you last night.
Tying you to my bed for a very different reason.
You told me you didn't need saving. Didn't need coddling.

You don't.

But I still watched the way you came undone under my fingers.
And realized—it's not you who needed saving, Little Moon.

It was me.

I want you. Even from here.

She stood in silence for a moment.

The words echoed.

Not just in her mind—but lower. Deeper.

A pulse.
Then a second.
Low in her belly.
Warm and sharp and utterly undeniable.

Her breath hitched.

She gritted her teeth against it—against the way her body reacted like his hands were already on her.

That was the bond too.

The heat curling between them like smoke, aching for an answer.

And gods help her, she wanted to give it.

Her fingers curled into her skirt. Anchoring. Steadying.

But the echo remained—throbbing in the place just beneath her navel. Not enough to break her focus. Just enough to remind her she was his.

Even now.

Even from here.

She closed her eyes. Counted to four. Then folded the letter neatly.

Tucked it into the pocket at her side.

And turned back to the room.

"I'll write him tonight," she said to herself—quiet, but steady.
"Let's finish the midday rounds."

The battlefield didn't announce its dangers.

It simply shifted.

At first, they were gaining ground.

The morning had been brutal—mud and grit and ash clogging every breath—but by midday, the tide had begun to turn. The northern raiders were fast, yes, but disorganized. Scattered across the ridgeline in mismatched gear, charging like they still believed brute strength could break formation.

They hadn't counted on strategy.

Or on Steve at the front.

He moved like a storm, shield slicing the wind, calling formations with sharp commands. Bucky flanked him, silent and unrelenting. Clint circled wide with a handful of scouts, forcing the enemy into tighter pockets.

The wind cut like glass, but Steve didn't feel it.

Only the momentum. The rhythm of movement. The faint pulse of the bond steady in his chest—present, aching, but grounded.

They were holding.

Then they were pushing.

And then—

The break.

A scream from the eastern line. A ripple through the formation. Not fear. Not collapse.

An opening.

Too wide.

Too fast.

A shadow slipped through—silent and low.

Steve turned—too late.

Steel flashed beneath his guard, catching just under the edge of his armor. A slicing, burning impact along his ribs.

He grunted. Staggered.

His hand flew to his side. Warmth bloomed beneath his palm—too fast, too much.

And behind the pain—buried deeper than torn muscle—

The bond screamed.

A violent snap, like his spine had wrenched sideways. A thread pulled taut enough to burn.

Not from him.

From her.

Like her lungs seized. Like her knees hit stone. Like something inside her howled.

The connection flared wide open—hot, immediate, electric.

His vision blurred.

Not from the wound.

From the echo of her pain.

He dropped to one knee, gasping. Not from blood loss. From the pull. From the way her fear lanced through him like a second blade.

Her wolf.

Awake now. Alert. Reaching.

Not just sensing his pain.

Claiming it.

Fighting it.

Calling him back.

He clenched his jaw, forced breath through his teeth, and shoved himself upright.

"Steve!" Bucky's voice rang sharp through the chaos. "You're hit—"

"I'm fine," Steve growled, even as his blood soaked the hem of his armor. "Stay in formation."

But he wasn't fine.

Because he could feel her.

Feel her feeling him.

And that was worse than the wound.

Because if the bond stayed open like this—if it didn't settle soon—

It would break them both.

It hit without warning.

Grace was kneeling in the calendula bed, voice low as she explained root thinning to Morgan and MJ. Lila perched nearby on the stone bench, half-listening, legs swinging lazily. Sienna, Adelaide, and Verena moved along the far path, gathering the last of the snow blossoms to be dried and crushed into syrup for coughs. Melissa, Vanessa, and Alira were practicing splint wrapping with quiet focus. Natasha sat nearby, arms crossed, watching her charge dig with a stick in the dirt.

The day had been calm.

The air crisp but gentle, with enough warmth to hint at spring.

She'd almost felt normal again.

Then her ribs exploded with fire.

Her whole body seized.

She gasped, hand flying to her side, knees folding. A white-hot spike lanced through her chest, sharp enough to knock the breath from her lungs.

The pain wasn't hers.

And yet it was.

She collapsed onto the garden path, her hip striking a raised stone with a sickening thud. Someone screamed.

"Grace!" Morgan dropped beside her in a rush of movement, eyes wide with terror.

"She's hurt—" MJ's voice cracked as she turned to shout. "Help! Somebody—!"

Lila was already gone—sprinting full-tilt toward the palace, braid streaming behind her.

Grace lay crumpled in the dirt, breath coming in shallow gasps. Her fingers dug into the soil like it might anchor her. Her skin was flushed and clammy, vision tunneling, stomach churning violently.

She wasn't bleeding.

But something inside her—

Snapped.

The bond screamed through her body, fire clawing up her spine, bursting behind her eyes.

Her head rolled to the side—and caught a flicker of movement.

Lady Helena stood just beyond the ivy archway. Not approaching. Not flinching.

Just watching.

Hands clasped neatly in front of her. Gown pristine. Face carved from ice.

Except for her eyes.

Just for a moment—a blink—they widened.

The barest flicker of realization crossed her face.

Jealousy. Rage.

Resignation.

She had seen it.

The collapse. The bond's surge. The depth of Grace's pain—and what it meant.

She knew.

The Choosing was already done.

Not by ritual. Not by crown.

By the bond. By the gods. By the fire in Grace's chest that would not let her stand.

Helena's jaw tightened.

And then—just as quickly—her expression smoothed into polite disinterest. She turned and walked away, skirts trailing silently behind her. Her posse chasing after her like ducklings following their mother.

Grace couldn't track her further.

Her body rebelled all at once. Her stomach lurched.

She barely twisted off the path before she retched into the bushes, heaving once, then again. A cold sweat broke across her neck. Her arms shook with the effort of keeping upright.

The girls crowded in, their voices clashing—fearful, frantic, desperate.

Someone's hand pressed to her back. Another tried to lift her hair.

Grace barely heard them.

She was drowning in the pain—

His pain.

Steve was hurt. Badly.

The bond was still open, pulsing with it.

And it was nearly enough to undo her.

Not from blood or blades.

But from the ache of being too far to help.

Simmons was livid.
Maela was pacing.
Adelaide and Nat were locked in low, sharp debate by the window, arguing how best to keep her put.

"You collapsed. You're bruised along your ribs. Your temperature still won't stabilize," Simmons snapped, voice clipped as she finished another scan. "Grace, you are on the edge of critical strain. You do not get to push past this."

Grace didn't argue.

Didn't flinch.

She sat propped against the pillows in her bedchamber, skin still damp from the cold compresses. The firelight cast her face in gold and shadow. She looked pale—more than pale. Drawn. The hollows beneath her eyes had deepened.

But her hands were steady.

She reached for the parchment.

Then the ink.

Then the quill.

Simmons let out a breath like a curse and stepped back, knowing better than to interfere.

Nat fell silent mid-sentence, gaze flicking toward the desk.

Adelaide said nothing, but her jaw tightened.

Grace didn't look at them.

She just wrote.

You're hurt.

I felt it.

By the Goddess, Steve—I was in the garden with the girls. I collapsed. I couldn't breathe. The pain wasn't mine... but it was.

Simmons swears you're alive. Says I would be in worse condition if you weren't. I'm clinging to that.

But I need more.

I need to know you're still holding on.

I'm not asking you to come home. Not yet. I know what's at stake.

But I need a missive. A word. A sign. Anything.

Because I can't sleep until I know how bad the wound is.

I can still feel the place where it struck. I can still feel the way the bond twisted. It literally hurts to breathe.

I'm not afraid for the kingdom. Not right now.

I'm afraid for you.

And I am not ready to lose the man who made me believe I was something more than a healer.
The man who made me believe I could want more, too.

Please, Steve.

Send word.
Send breath.
Send anything.

Your moon and tether,
— G

Grace paused before sealing the letter, fingers lingering at the edge.

Debating whether she wanted the next part in writing.

Then she nodded to herself. She did.

P.S. Your threat of tying me to your bed isn't much of a threat.
But you'll have to come back to make good on it, my mate.

She sealed the letter with the wax still warm beside her and pressed her sigil into it with steady hands.

Then her composure wavered.

Just slightly.

She looked up—eyes finding Adelaide, who had gone quiet in the corner, watching everything with her arms folded.

Grace held out the letter, fingers white-knuckled around it.

"Please," she said, voice low and uneven. "Get this to him. Tonight."

Adelaide stepped forward at once, gentler than usual, taking the letter carefully.

"I swear it," she said. "I'll run it to Redwing myself if I have to."

Grace nodded.

Said nothing more.

Her throat was too tight.

She sank back against the pillows, hands trembling now that they were empty.

The others didn't speak.

No one dared.

Because for all her calm... Grace looked like she might unravel if the silence lasted one second too long.

_______
The fire had burned low, nothing but embers glowing in the grate.

It was well past midnight.

The palace was still—stone hallways hushed, windows breathing in the cold spring dark. A single oil lamp lit Grace's bedchamber, casting soft amber across the desk, the stack of parchment, the lines of her jaw.

She was reading court policy again. Or pretending to.

Her fingers skimmed the edge of the page, but her eyes didn't move. The words blurred into nothing.

She hadn't changed out of her robe. A shawl lay forgotten at her shoulders. Her hair had half-fallen from its braid.

Natasha was stretched out beside her on the bed, boots still on, one arm behind her head, the other curled loosely across her stomach.

She wasn't sleeping. Grace knew as much, could tell by the tightness in the other woman's shoulders. But she had closed her eyes, giving Grace an illusion of privacy.

But really she was watching Grace like she might try to run. Or disappear. Or break.

Which, to be fair, she probably would have—if Nat weren't there.

They didn't speak. They didn't need to.

Then—

A knock.

Soft. Hesitant.

Both women froze.

Grace inhaled sharply. Nat was already up in a smooth motion, moving toward the door in two strides.

She didn't bother asking who it was.

She opened it without a word.

Adelaide stood in the hallway, cloak hastily thrown over her nightdress. Her braid was loose. Her cheeks were pink from the cold.

She held a single piece of parchment in both hands like it might break.

"I have it," she whispered. "Came by hawk just now. From the northern camp."

Nat reached for it.

Adelaide hesitated.

"I think she should take it herself."

Nat's eyes flicked back to Grace.

She was already rising, quiet but unsteady, moving to the center of the room like something had pulled her upright by the spine.

She took the letter gently.

Her fingers didn't shake.

Not until the door closed again.

She moved to the fire, sat beside the dwindling glow, and cracked the seal.

The wax flaked in her lap.

Her breath hitched before she even began to read.

Lady Grace—

He's alive.

It was bad. But we got him out in time.

The blade tore clean through beneath his ribs. Deep. He bled fast. Too fast.

But he's holding on.

They stitched him up. We stabilized him. He's resting now. Hasn't woken yet, but his breathing's steady. No fever. No sign of infection—yet.

I know him well. He'll crawl back from this.

He asked for you before he went under.

He whispered your name—barely audible.
But I knew.

He was worried about you.

It was in the way he fought to stay upright until the battle ended.
In the way he looked toward the south, like he could see you.

Heimdall and our Asgardian friends are helping with the cleanup.
We ended it today.

We should be returning as soon as he's stable enough to ride.

He can't write tonight.
But I know he'll try, when he wakes.

I'll send word again tomorrow.

Try not to pull the bond so hard you rip it in half, alright?

We've got him.

Forever at your service,
— Bucky

P.S. Please tell Nat I'll manage the North if she holds the South.
She'll know what that means.
Tell her I miss her, as well.

 

The words blurred.

Grace blinked once. Then again.

But it was no use.

Her hands shook as she folded the parchment—too carefully, like it might fall apart if she wasn't gentle.

She didn't speak.

Didn't breathe.

Then her chest hitched, sharp and sudden, and she sank down onto the bed. A silent sob caught in the back of her throat.

And then she broke.

Not loudly. Not violently. Just... crumbled.

Tears spilled, sudden and soundless, tracking down her cheeks in rivulets. Her shoulders folded forward like her bones had gone loose beneath her skin.

Adelaide was at her side in an instant, kneeling beside the bed, her arms wrapping around Grace's waist. Natasha crossed the room two strides behind, climbing up without a word.

"It's alright," Adelaide whispered, stroking slow circles into her back. "Let it out. We've got you."

Grace didn't answer. She couldn't. She just leaned into the touch, sobbing in quiet, gasping bursts, like something sacred had cracked.

"Breathe, Gracie," Nat murmured. "Just like that. He's alive. He's coming home."

When the worst of it passed, Adelaide helped her to stand. Nat pulled the covers back, and together, they worked in tandem—slipping the robe from her shoulders, unpinning her hair, easing her down into the bed like something fragile and beloved.

Adelaide tucked herself behind her, a steady presence at her back. Nat curled in at the front, fingers brushing stray tears from her cheeks.

Neither of them spoke.

They didn't need to.

Surrounded on both sides, the letter still clutched in one trembling hand, Grace closed her eyes.

And this time, she slept.

Chapter 41: Because She was Told Not to

Chapter Text

The dream came softly.
Not with fire or fear—but with a call.
A pull.

One that she's growing more and more familiar with.

Grace stood barefoot in the snow-dusted corridor of something not quite palace, not quite garden. Her wolf walked beside her—silent and certain, fur dusted with frost that didn't melt. The air shimmered gold around the edges. The sky was twilight, streaked in violet and grey, as if the world itself were holding its breath.

She knew this place.
Or... she would.
Someday.

The outline of stone walls rose around her—half-built, half-imagined—draped in ivy and crowned with driftwood beams. Moonlight pooled through wide windows where colored glass had yet to be set, framing the soft hush of the gardens below. Archways opened to a private terrace, where wild rosemary and thyme grew unchecked, spilling over the edge like secrets too old to tame.

A hearth stood at the far wall, its coals glowing—a soft, amber welcome beneath a carved mantle. The scent of pine and leather lingered faintly, mixed with fresh earth and something floral she couldn't name.

The bed was wide, placed at the center as though the room had grown around it. Furs draped over the edges. The image of two wolves curled at the foot flickered across her mind. Shadows of future memories clung to the corners—laughter, whispered vows, the light steps of children not yet born.

It wasn't hers yet.
But she knew it all the same.

Their home.

Not real—
But real enough to find him.

Her wolf stopped first, ears flicking forward. Grace followed her gaze—
And felt the tether snap taut.

Steve.

He lay curled on his side in a nest of furs, his wolf pressed close at his back, holding him like a second spine. His skin was pale, slick with sweat. And though this was a dream, the wound was still there—stitched, raw, too red. One arm curled toward his chest. His breath came slow, shallow. Every rise of his ribs looked like a mountain climbed.

He hadn't woken.
Not even here.

Grace's hand trembled as she reached out.

She knelt beside him—her wolf circling behind her before lying across her feet. Her fingers brushed his shoulder. Warm. Barely.

"Steve," she whispered.

No answer.

Her palm settled over the wound, and she closed her eyes. She could feel it again—the pain from before, still echoing. Not a shock now, but a wound shared. The bond torn open in both directions, neither of them able to seal it.

"I'm here," she murmured. "My mate. I'm here."

She bent her head to his shoulder. The fire crackled low behind them.

This wasn't the waking world. But it was real.

And in the space between breath and bone, Grace stayed. Holding her mate with both hands. Willing her strength into him.

His breath hitched beneath her palm.

Her head snapped up.

Steve's brow furrowed, lashes fluttering as he blinked against the light. Slow. Heavy. His ocean blue eyes found hers.

"Grace?" His voice was rough gravel. "You're... here?"

Her fingers slid to his cheek, brushing back a damp strand of hair. "Of course I am."

His throat worked. "Am I dreaming?"

"Yes." Her voice wavered. "But it's still real."

A quiet sound escaped him—part laugh, part breath. "Figured. You smell like lavender. And midnight."

"You're bleeding in a dream, Steve," she murmured. "You think I came scented like moonlight for fun?"

He smiled faintly. It faded fast.

He shifted—just slightly—but pain caught him. She steadied him with a hand to his shoulder.

"No," she said gently. "Don't move. You're still hurt."

"Are you?"

"You were—" her throat caught, "—badly wounded. I felt it. Dropped to the garden floor like I'd been stabbed too."

She paused, lifting the edge of her shift to show the faint bruising across her ribs.

His eyes softened. "I didn't want you to feel it. I tried to shield you."

"I wish I could say it worked," she said, no anger in her voice. Only ache. "Don't ever do that again."

She eased back the furs, revealing the stitched wound. He grimaced but didn't stop her as she leaned in to inspect it.

"Messy," she muttered. "Too many stitches. Sloppy spacing. Terrible field work. When this is over we're overhauling the entire military medical corps."

He huffed a laugh. "Didn't exactly have time for beauty marks."

"You're lucky I'm not really there," she said. "I'd have you drugged and pinned flat for a proper rework."

He let his head drop back onto the pillow, watching her through half-lidded eyes. "Wouldn't be the worst thing. Waking up with you fussing over me."

She stilled. "I'm not fussing."

"You're fussing."

"Because you nearly died."

Silence.

Then, softly, "I thought I wouldn't make it. Just for a second. Before Bucky got to me. All I could think was... I'd never see you again."

Tears welled hot in her throat. "You don't get to say things like that to me while looking like this."

"Like what?"

"Like you've already faded halfway into the stars."

"I'm still here," he whispered. "I'm not leaving you. Not now. Not ever."

She bent and pressed a kiss to his brow. "Then fight. Wake. Come back to me."

"I'm trying," he breathed. "You make me want to."

She lay down beside him, tucking herself gently into the curve of his uninjured side. Her wolf curled tighter at her back. His wolf nudged forward, brushing noses with hers.

Grace placed a hand over his heart.

And together, they slept.
————
Steve woke with a gasp.

Not to pain. Not to panic.
To purpose.

The dream still clung to his skin like smoke—Grace's touch, her scent, the warmth of her hand over his heart. His wolf lay beside him, ears alert, watching.

But the fire had dimmed. His side ached, but the sharpness was gone, replaced by a deeper throb—manageable.

He sat up slowly, biting back a groan. The wound pulled. He didn't care.

"Paper," he rasped. "I need paper. Ink. Now."

The healer dozing in the corner startled awake. "Your Majesty —?"

"Please," he said. "Just—just bring it."

She blinked once, nodded, and hurried off.

He leaned forward, drawing in breath. He could still feel her in the dreamspace. Her hand. Her voice.

You make me want to.

He'd said it. Meant it. Every word.

His wolf stretched, brushing against his conscience like reassurance. Still here. Still breathing. Still hers.

The healer returned with a small wooden writing board, a sheaf of parchment, and a heavy inkwell with a quill. He took them without a word, his hands already moving.

Not a letter.
Not a formal report.

A missive.

Something instinctual. Something meant to be felt before it was read.

He wrote fast. Clumsy at first, then smoother—like the words had been waiting.

My mate,

I feel you.

In the dream. In the bond. In the hollow of pain where your hand pressed against me. I felt you there—and it brought me back.

You have become my light. But in that moment, you were fire. Steady. Sacred. Real.

I didn't think I'd wake. I thought the stars might take me. And the only regret I felt was not telling you again—one more time—how Im falling in love with you.

How I think always have.

You told me to fight. So I did. And I will keep fighting. For you. For us. For the life we haven't built yet.

I'll come home soon—no matter the cost.

You are my breath, my reason, my Little Moon.

Yours. Always.
—Steve

———

The tent flap rustled a moment later, and Steve turned his head slowly just as Bucky stepped inside. The snowmelt clung to the edges of his boots and bracers, but his face—finally—was clear.

Hopeful.

"You look like shit," Bucky said. But there was no heat behind it. Just relief.

Steve tried to smirk. "You always say the sweetest things."

Bucky crossed the space in a few strides, crouching near the bedroll and setting a waterskin and new bandages beside him. "Good news, your highness. The northern raiders are gone. Full retreat sometime just before dawn. We're sweeping stragglers, but they're breaking ranks fast."

Steve exhaled a shaky breath. "Casualties?"

"Fewer than we expected, given the blow we took. We held long enough for the Asgardians to arrive—they rode in hard and fast, saw their own banners among the burning. Didn't take kindly to that."

Steve nodded faintly, eyes slipping closed. "Good."

"They're offering joint assistance," Bucky added, quieter now. "Supplies. Transport. They'll send a fast detail south once we're ready."

A long pause.

"How soon can we move?" Steve asked.

Bucky hesitated. "When your fever drops. Maybe another day or two. Don't argue. I already outvoted you."

Steve didn't. Not this time. He simply looked past Bucky toward the narrow opening in the tent flap, where early spring light filtered in pale and thin.

"Can you get her the letter?" he asked softly handing this parchment to his friend.

Bucky's expression shifted. "I'll make sure it gets sent . I sent her one last night as well."

"And?"

"Evidently she didn't speak. But she cried. Real tears. Both Adelaide and Nat were with her. They said... it broke something open. Then they tucked her into bed."

Steve closed his eyes again. "She needs sleep."

Bucky gave a short laugh. "So do you. And real food. And to stop bleeding on things."

"I'll work on it," Steve murmured. "One thing at a time."

Another beat passed.

Then Bucky's voice, gentler than before:
"We'll ride home soon, brother. And when we do—she'll be waiting."

Steve didn't answer, but his fingers curled slightly on the edge of the blankets—just enough to brush the seal where her missive had rested.

He would make it home.

No matter what it took.

———

Nat and Adelaide had instructed her to stay in bed for the morning.

So, of course, she did the opposite.

Grace rose the moment they left.
She bathed in silence. Dressed slowly. Each layer a battle.

Even lifting her arms to fasten overdress made her breath catch. The bruises across her ribs had bloomed darker overnight—rising like smoke beneath her skin.

When they found her again, with breakfast on a tray, Simmons scolded her. Nat blocked the door. Yelena argued.

None of it mattered.

"I am not a ghost," Grace said flatly, tying her own boots with shaking hands. "And I will not act like one."

She stepped outside with the sunrise.

And her girls followed.

Morgan walked at her right shoulder, jaw set like a soldier.
MJ kept a steady hand at her back.
Lila carried the satchel of medicines.
Verena, wide-eyed and quiet, refused to stay behind.
Sienna, Yelena and the others trailed close—hoping they weren't about to relive yesterday's terror.

Not one of them mentioned how pale Grace looked.

Not one of them dared.

The orphanage steps felt steeper than they had the day before.

Grace held the railing longer than she meant to. Her hands trembled. Her knees wobbled once on the second-floor landing. Still, she moved forward. The ache in her ribs made each breath a razor—but she smiled for the children anyway.

The goddess help her if she still felt this terrible what condition was Steve in.

She sat beside a pair of twins in the back nursery, humming until they slept. They had been brought to the orphanage overnight.
She rewrote the medicine ledger herself, even when the ink blotched from her unsteady grip.

By the time the sun dipped low, she looked carved from something too still.

Adelaide approached as Grace stood at the window, bracing one hand against the frame.

"Stop being a stubborn idiot and please go lie down," the older healer said softly.

Grace shook her head.

"Tonight," she murmured.

They returned home just before nightfall, trailing mud and silence.

Yelena helped Grace out of her coat.
Natasha brought tea without asking.
The girls lingered, reluctant to leave her side.

Grace waved them off gently and climbed into bed alone.

She reached to blow out the candle just as the last light left the sky.

There, on the windowsill, were two missive.

One Sealed in Steve's wax.

She knew before she opened it.

She read Steve's missive with trembling hands, holding it to her chest, her heart pounding—even though she had already known he was awake.

She'd felt it.

Through the bond. In the marrow of her bones. In the hush behind her ribs where fear had been sitting for too long.

Clutching the letter tighter, she closed her eyes and tried to steady her breath. Tried to calm the ache in her chest. He didn't need to feel her panic now. Not when he had healing to do. Not when he was still so far away.

It was a feeble attempt.

But she had to try.

When she finally opened her eyes, her gaze fell on the second envelope.

Smaller. Rougher. Stuffed just beneath the first.

She laughed the moment she saw the handwriting—half scrawl, half dare.

Bucky.

The seal was plain this time, but the front read:

To: Lady Grace, Stubborn as Hell, Lady of My Brother's Entire Damn Heart

She exhaled a broken breath and opened it carefully.

Grace,

He's okay.

I know you read Steve's letter first—and you should have—but I figured I'd give you the part he'd never say out loud.

He nearly didn't make it. I'll tell you that straight. I know you already know, just how close it was. But he held on. Because of you. Only because of you.

He woke up asking for ink and a courier before he asked for food. Which is, frankly, the most romantic and idiotic thing I've ever seen—and I've known the guy a long damn time.

The bleeding's stopped. No fever. His color's coming back. Slowly.

We'll stay another night. Maybe two, if the healers insist. The Asgardians are holding the border and helping with recovery. Once the medics clear him for travel—we're coming home.

He's going to be alright, Grace.

And so are you.

—Bucky

P.S. He's absolutely going to overdo it the second we get back. Start preparing your threats now.
———-

By morning, Grace burned.

Fire and fever lived beneath her skin, coiled tight and unrelenting. The only cause she could name—the only one that made sense—was Steve. Either he was on his way home far too soon... or he'd taken a turn for the worse in the night.

The bruising around her ribs wrapped like iron bands. Every breath came at a cost. Still, she rose. Dressed herself in silence. Crossed to the door with purpose sharp as steel.

It didn't open.

A heavy iron latch had been set from the outside.

Grace blinked once. Twice.

Then narrowed her eyes.

"You locked me in?" she barked through the wooden panel.

Sam's voice came steady on the other side. "I did."

"You have no right—"

"I have every right," he said. "You collapsed in the gardens. You stopped breathing for almost half a minute. Then spent the next day tending to everyone else like nothing happened. You're staying in bed."

"I have things to do."

"You have a body that's barely holding itself together."

"I have patients."

"And I have the key."

Silence. Cold and cutting.

Then: "You'll regret this," she muttered.

"I already do," he said, quieter now. "But not as much as I'd regret losing you. That would kill Steve. And I'm gonna face his wrath either way."

She heard his footsteps retreat down the hall.

She stood frozen.

Then turned, slowly, toward the window..

It was an old keep. The kind built before comfort was considered. Narrow windows, and easily moved panes—just leaving her with open air and stone. This one overlooked the east gardens—and, crucially, the outer edge of the wall-walk.

Below that, if one were brave—or foolish—ran the slope toward the stables and the training fields.

Grace eyed the crumbling stone ledge.

Then the ivy-covered pipe snaking down the side of the tower.

She'd climbed harder things.

With shaking hands and steel resolve, she dragged the coverlet from the bed and knotted the corners together. Another from the chest. A shawl from the hook. One braid at a time, she looped them through the iron bracket above the window and pulled it tight.

She had just slung one leg over the sill when a voice drifted from behind her:

"If you fall and die, I'll kill you."

Grace froze mid-climb.

"...Natasha," she said slowly.

"My lady," Nat replied, stepping into view—arms crossed, gaze cold as tempered steel. "Do we need to have a conversation about your judgment?"

Grace didn't answer. Her fingers curled tighter around the makeshift rope.

"You're still pale," Nat continued. "Still shaking. Still bruised from hip to shoulder. And yet here you are—climbing out a window like a wayward squire."

Grace lifted her chin. "I have things to tend."

"Yes. Like your life, which you very nearly lost."

"I'm not going to sit here and—"

"I know," Nat cut in. "Which is why I brought this."

She reached into her cloak and withdrew a folded parchment—sealed in red wax.

The blood drained from Grace's face.

"Is that—?"

"His hand," Nat confirmed. "It arrived before dawn."

Grace scrambled back through the window so fast she nearly tripped on the blanket rope.

"Give it to me."

"After you lie down."

"I am not a child—"

"No," Nat said, her voice low now. "You're a woman who nearly died when your mate nearly did. You'll destroy yourself in the name of duty if we let you. So I'll hold it."

"You wouldn't—"

"I would."

Their eyes locked.

A long moment passed.

Then, jaw clenched, Grace limped toward the bed and sank down with a hiss of pain.

Nat approached slowly. Tucked the letter just beneath Grace's hand.

"He's still alive," she said gently. "And still yours. He wrote that much, at least."

Grace didn't trust herself to speak at first. She frowned as she lay back—spine straight despite the ache—and closed her fingers over the letter like a lifeline.

"Did you read my mail?"

Nat shrugged as she turned to go. "For such an idiot, your Alpha is quite the romantic."

Then she pulled the door softly closed behind her.

The lock slid back into place.

But Grace didn't move.

Not now.

Not yet.

She would wait until the pain dulled.

Until the castle quieted.

And then—only then—she would read.
_______

To my Grace,

I do not know where to begin.

The wound is deep, yes. It is going to hurt like hell to ride. The healer says I am lucky to even be upright, but I can't stay here a moment longer. As you're reading this I'm already on my way back. If I'm lucky I'll make it back by the evening.

But I do not feel lucky—only torn, only tired, only full of things I should have said to you before I left.

They pulled the blade free. Sewn the flesh closed. I will recover. I am recovering.

But I feel you.

I know now you feel it, too.

That moment—the cold across my spine, the pull behind my ribs like I'd left something vital behind. My men thought I was dreaming, but it was you, wasn't it?

I could not speak your name then. The pain was too much. But I thought it, again and again, until I slept: Grace. Grace. Grace.

I write to you now in the stillness between dusk and dawn. The camp is quiet. The stars are sharp overhead. I can hear the wind shift over the hills, and I wonder—foolishly—if you can hear it, too.

I do not know what you see when you look out from that high window.

But I hope you know that whatever I have faced out here, whatever blood or blade or darkness—my thoughts were always drawn to you. Not just for comfort, but for clarity. You anchor me.

I am sorry you feel the pain.

I am sorry I was not strong enough to keep it from you.

I will try to be better.

Even when it hurts.

Even when it breaks me.

You are the iron in me, Grace. You are the only thing that steadies my hand.

I miss your voice.

I miss your touch.

I miss the weight of your head on my shoulder and the silence that speaks more than any battle cry ever could.

I will see you soon.

And I will carry your name with me into every mile back until I can lay it down at your feet again, where it belongs.

Yours—

S.

———

As the day wore on, the ache in Grace's ribs dulled into something worse:
normalcy.

The sharp edge had faded. Now the pain simmered under her skin like coals—constant, familiar, almost forgettable.

Which was, somehow, worse.

She hadn't told anyone exactly what she was feeling. But Maela, Natasha, and Adelaide weren't fools. Neither were the rest of the women who loved her.

Even locked in her chamber, there was no such thing as solitude. Someone always slipped in—another tonic, another cloth, another soft suggestion that maybe she should lie down. Breathe. Be still.

She was going to scream.

And poor Adelaide was the one she finally screamed at.

While the healer was only older by a few years, she walked in with a fresh cup of tea and a smirk like she'd been waiting for this.

"Don't," Grace said before Adelaide could open her mouth. "If you tell me to rest, I swear I'll climb out the damn window again."

Adelaide paused. Lifted one brow. "I wasn't going to say that."

"You weren't?"

"I was going to say you look like shit," Adelaide said cheerfully. "And if you're going to keep scowling at everyone, at least do it from bed. Less risk of collapsing and bruising that smug little face."

Grace narrowed her eyes. "I will throw you out the window."

"Try it," Adelaide said, plopping the tea tray down with a clatter. "I could use the break. Unfortunately, for us both, Yelena has stationed her ass under the window, so she'd just catch me."

The tension cracked—just slightly—but it wasn't gone.

"I'm not fragile," Grace muttered.

"No," Adelaide said. "You're just bleeding internally, emotionally unstable, and more stubborn than a mule on fire."

Grace flinched. "Wow. Thank you. So uplifting."

"Look," Adelaide said, crossing her arms. "You don't want rest? Fine. Be miserable on your own terms. But don't take it out on the people who give a damn about your stubborn ass."

Grace's jaw tightened. "I'm just tired of being watched like I'm going to fall apart."

Adelaide stepped closer, voice low but sharp. "You already fell apart, Grace. We all saw it. And we didn't walk away then, so stop pushing now."

Another silence fell.

Grace looked down. Her hands were trembling.

Adelaide saw it. Of course she did.

But all she said was, "I'm leaving the tea. Don't drink it if you want to prove a point. Just don't ask me to clean you up when you pass out again."

She turned toward the door, then paused. "Oh—and if you do climb out the window again? At least put on better shoes. Last time was embarrassing."

Then she was gone.

Grace stared after her, stunned.

Then—reluctantly—she drank the tea.

______

The closer they got, the stronger he felt her.

Frustration, sharp and bright as a blade. It prickled under his skin, tightened his jaw, made his fingers curl tighter around the reins.

Steve exhaled through his nose. Shifted in the saddle.

Pain followed. Hot and deep and stitched too tight. That was his own.

He didn't curse—not aloud—but Bucky still caught the grimace.

"You alright there, your highness?" Bucky asked from a few paces back, the words dry but not unkind.

"No," Steve muttered.

"Want to slow down?"

"Absolutely fucking not."

Bucky snorted. "Didn't think so."

They kept riding.

The sun was dipping low behind the trees now, casting the forest in gold. The road home was narrower here, winding through low hills and mossy stone. It should've felt familiar. Comforting.

But all Steve could feel was her.

Not panic. Not grief. Not the pain that had nearly flattened him in the days before. No—this was worse. This was fury. Caged energy and fraying patience.

And if it didn't hurt so damn much to breathe, he would've shifted and run the rest of the way back.

"Let me guess," Bucky said. "She's pissed."

Steve grunted.

"Grace-mad or Grace-mad-and-planning?"

"She's planning someone's' murder mad," Steve said flatly. "I can feel it."

Bucky let out a low whistle. "She's gonna skin you alive?"

"I actually don't think it me, she's pissed with," Steve said. "At least for now."

There was a beat of silence.

Then Bucky pulled alongside him, gaze skimming his posture, the tight line of his mouth, the way his knuckles were white on the reins, the sweat forming on his brow.

"You look like hell," he said quietly. "She's gonna be pissed at you then moment she see you."

"I felt worse. I just need....fuck who am I kidding. If I wasn't so damn desperate to get back I'd probably pass out on the side of the road."

"We need to stop trying to keep pace with the damn wind," Bucky said. "You're barely holding together."

Steve didn't answer.

"You're not going to do her any good if you collapse halfway home."

"I'll make it."

"Yeah," Bucky said. "But at what cost?"

Steve's jaw clenched. His whole body ached, and he knew Bucky was right. He also knew it didn't matter. Not now.

"I need to see her," he said. "That's all."

Bucky exhaled. Nodded once. "Then we keep riding, your royal pain in my ass."

And they did—hooves pounding against the earth, dust rising behind them like stormclouds, as two men hurtled toward the woman who made them believe in home again.
____

Evening settled like a bruise.

Grace paced the length of her room for the third time in an hour—barefoot, furious, aching.

She felt him now. Closer. Still distant, still hurting—but unmistakably moving toward her.

She should be out there. She should be riding to meet him. She should be doing something.

Instead, she was locked in her chambers like some delicate porcelain bride, and if one more person brought her tea or told her to just breathe, she was going to set something on fire.

The door creaked open.

Sam stepped in, tray in hand. "I brought you—"

The book flew before he could finish the sentence.

It hit the doorframe with a sharp crack and fell to the floor between them.

"Dinner," Sam said mildly, without flinching. "I liked that one."

"Get. Out."

"See, now, that's just rude. This is very good soup."

"Sam," she warned, voice low and shaking.

But he only kicked the door shut and crossed to the small table, setting the tray down with deliberate calm.

"I get it," he said. "You're mad. You feel caged. You want to be out there."

She said nothing. Just stood there, shaking—chest heaving with more than pain.

"But you haven't eaten. You're running on spite and fever, and I'm guessing less than three hours of sleep."

"I don't need—"

"You need food, Grace. You need rest. You need not to pass out again and scare the shit out of half the people in this palace."

He didn't raise his voice. That was the worst part. He was infuriatingly calm. Steady. Reasonable.

She hated him a little for it.

He stepped closer. "I'm not saying you have to stay locked in here. I'm saying you eat first. Then I've got a better idea."

Her eyes narrowed. "What kind of idea?"

"The kind that doesn't involve breaking a window, bruising your ribs worse, or me getting murdered by your terrifying alpha."

She stared at him. Still furious. Still flushed and shaking and two seconds from throwing the bowl instead of the book.

But hunger was curling in her stomach like a second heartbeat.

"...This soup better be good."

Sam smiled—not quite smug. "It's Adelaide's recipe. I just carried the tray."

"Smart man," she muttered.

He handed her the spoon. "Eat. Then I'll show you."

She didn't thank him. But she didn't throw anything else, either.

Which, in Sam's book, counted as progress.

She ate. Begrudgingly.

Scowling between bites. Muttering under her breath the entire time.

But she ate.

Sam said nothing until the bowl was empty.

Then: "Alright. Now go change."

Grace's fork paused midair. "Into what, exactly?"

"Nightclothes."

Her brow arched, slow and lethal. "Do you have a death wish, Lord Wilson?"

He didn't blink. "No. But if I did, I'd probably tell a pissed-off omega with busted ribs to sleep in a corset."

She narrowed her eyes.

"Trust me," he said. "You're gonna want to be comfortable."

Silence. Long and loaded. Then, slowly, she rose.

She didn't say another word as she crossed into the bathing chamber. But Sam still heard her mutter, "I swear to god if this is another tea circle..." before the door clicked shut behind her.

When she emerged a few minutes later, silk clinging to her skin and her braid draped over one shoulder, she looked more annoyed than ever. She grabbed her robe and yanked it tight.

Sam just gestured. "Come on."

They climbed one narrow staircase. Then another. Higher than she'd ever gone in this wing of the palace.

The air grew cooler as they rose, scented faintly with stone and old wood, like rainwater left to soak in parchment. Grace's ribs ached with every step, but her pride kept her upright.

Her breath caught slightly as they reached the next landing.

A door loomed ahead—tall, carved with deep swirling knots of oak and gold leaf. It glinted in the low firelight spilling from a nearby sconce, the intricate patterns catching like flame across the grain.

She slowed. "Sam..."

"Just trust me."

He pushed open the door.

It was quiet inside.

Dim, but warm. A fire glowed low in the hearth, casting lazy amber shadows across thick carpets and the heavy beams overhead. The windows were cracked open just enough to let the breeze drift in, carrying with it the cool hush of night air and the scent of rain still clinging to the horizon.

And the space—her body recognized it before her mind even caught up.

The desk tucked in the corner, a single glove still resting beside an open inkwell. The shields along the wall, burnished and worn from use. A stack of folded linens on a nearby bench. A worn leather-bound sketchbook on the table beside the bed.

Steve's chambers.

Her stomach flipped.

She wasn't sure she should be in here.

And yet—her breath caught.

It felt like coming home.

Sam didn't follow her inside. He simply set something just over the threshold—a small ceramic bowl, faintly glowing with incense. Smoke curled up like a whisper, filling the room with a subtle warmth: pine, clove, and something sharper underneath—spice and memory and salt.

"You're not sleeping," he said softly. "I thought... no. Maria thought you might sleep better here."

Grace didn't answer. She couldn't.

Sam hesitated, then added gently, "Yell if you need anything."

Then he turned and left her to the quiet.

She stood there, unmoving. Barefoot against worn rugs, shoulders tight beneath her robe. And then—step by slow step—she crossed the threshold and let the door shut behind her with a quiet click.

The moment it closed, something shifted.

No—not something. Everything.

Her lungs expanded fully for the first time all day. The tight band behind her ribs began to ease. Her spine stopped bracing for the next fight. The ache in her body didn't disappear—but it quieted, like it, too, had been waiting to exhale.

Because his scent was everywhere.

Soft and unmistakable. Pine and leather. The warmth of worn cotton. Salt and skin and heat and home. That thread of wildness she could never quite name—something ancient and steady and his.

Her omega stilled instantly.

No effort. No command. Just a slow, instinctive melting.

Peace bloomed beneath her skin, low and full. Her knees nearly buckled with the relief of it.

She crossed the room slowly, her fingers trailing along the desk's carved edge—nicks and scratches from years of use. The edge of a shirt, folded and half-draped over the chair, smelled like the crook of his neck.

And then—a stack of parchment. She didn't mean to reach for it.

She just... did.

The first page was smudged with charcoal. Her, beneath a tree. Travel clothes. Hair loose. Arms crossed. A little frown on her lips like she'd just caught him staring. The lines were loose, but alive.

Page after page, it was her.

Not an idealized version. The real her. Laughing. Bristling. Asleep in a chair. Her hands mid-gesture, her face tilted toward sunlight, her spine curled into work. Eyes narrowed. Cheeks flushed.

He'd drawn her when he missed her. When he worried. When he wanted to remember.

She couldn't breathe.

She stepped back from the desk before she ruined the paper with shaking hands.

To steady herself, she turned to the bookcase—row after row of worn spines, leather cracked and softened with age. Some of the titles were embossed in gold. Others were faded entirely, their stories stored in muscle memory alone.

She ran her hand along the shelf, fingertips catching on rough bindings and loose parchment. One volume stood out—blue velvet, frayed at the edge. She pulled it free and held it close, then turned toward the bed.

The quilt was thick and hand-stitched, worn soft from use. She climbed beneath it, the scent of him rising with every shift of the fabric: musk and sun and the deep comfort of belonging.

She opened the book to the first page.

And didn't make it halfway through.

Her eyelids fell without fanfare, lashes brushing the worn paper.

Her breathing evened out.

And for the first time in days, Grace slept.

Not because she was told to.

Not because her body demanded it—though it certainly did.

But because she was safe.

Because her mate was coming home.

Chapter 42: The Return

Chapter Text

It was the middle of the night by the time they made it back.

Clint had stayed behind to finish evacuations and coordinate the returning troops. The rest of the party had scattered—some to assist, others to rest, all half-shattered. But Steve and Bucky kept riding. Kept moving. Kept going, long after they should have stopped.

By the time the castle gates came into view, Steve's vision was starting to blur.

His ribs burned. His shirt clung wet and stiff against his side—too much blood for something supposedly stitched shut. A faint ringing had begun in his ears. And his limbs... God, they felt heavy. Like someone had poured lead into his veins.

He didn't remember dismounting.

Just a blur of hooves on stone. Bucky swearing under his breath. Sam's voice, sharp and low:

"Shit—he's burning up."

A strong arm hooked under one shoulder. Then another. He tried to wave them off, tried to say he could walk.

That he was fine.

But his knees gave out halfway across the courtyard.

"Steve." Bucky's voice was tight. "Come on, man. Don't do this now. You're home. She's here."

"I'm fine," he slurred.

"You're not," Sam snapped. "You tore the stitches. You're bleeding through your damn shirt."

"I just need—" Steve swallowed hard. "Grace—"

"We'll get you there," Bucky promised. "But first we get you upstairs."

He couldn't fight them. Not like this. So he let them drag him—half-walking, half-carried—through the keep, up two flights of stairs, past a stunned pair of guards.

He barely registered the hallway.

Didn't notice the doors left slightly ajar.

Didn't smell the incense faint on the air.

Didn't know she was already waiting.

Only that he needed her.

Now.

They reached the chamber doors. Steve was nearly unconscious by then—each breath a knife to the ribs, heat crawling up his spine, limbs buckling with every step. Bucky shouldered most of his weight. Sam shoved the door open.

And the world shifted.

Because she was there.

Asleep.

In his bed.

The fire had burned low. The room was warm. Still. One of his books lay open on the floor beside the bed, half-slid from her hand.

Grace.

His mate.

Curled beneath his quilt, hair loose over his pillow. Wearing soft silk nightclothes he'd never seen before.

Sleeping in his bed like she belonged there.

His knees buckled again—not from pain this time, but something deeper.

And as if pulled by the force of that knowing, her body jolted awake.

She sat up too fast, eyes wild, breathing hard.

Her gaze locked on him instantly.

"Steve."

Her voice was raw. Like she'd been screaming in her sleep.

"Little Moon," he rasped, blood on his lips.

Then he swayed.

Bucky caught him. "We need to get him down."

But Grace was already out of bed, blanket trailing behind her like a cape. She crossed the room barefoot and trembling, eyes flicking over him—tracking the blood, the torn stitches, the heat in his skin.

"Lay him down," she said. Her voice was firm now. The healer in her had snapped into place. "Now."

There was no protest.

Because his omega had spoken.

And her alpha had come home in pieces.

Steve barely felt the mattress beneath him—only the sting of cold air as someone peeled his cloak away, and the dull roar in his ears.

"Sam," Grace said sharply, already at his side. "My bag. My chambers. Beside the chair."

Sam didn't argue. He was gone in seconds, boots thudding.

"Buck," she added, glancing at him. "Water. Clean linens. And find out which idiot cleared him to ride like this."

Bucky's mouth twitched. "Trust me—it wasn't me."

He gave Steve's shoulder a brief squeeze and disappeared through the door.

Silence fell.

Heavy. Sacred.

Grace exhaled slowly.

Then she got to work.

One knee on the bed beside him. Sleeves shoved back. Her hands moved on instinct, triaging the damage. The firelight caught in her braid, casting long shadows on the wall.

Her fingers brushed his ribs—he flinched.

"Sorry," she murmured. "You tore the bottom row of stitches. Fever's setting in, too. Fucking Idiot."

He huffed something that might've been a laugh.

"Didn't know you'd be here."

"Would it have stopped you?"

"...No."

She shot him a look—dry, exhausted, still fond.

Sam returned with the bag. Grace took it without a word, dropping it on the bed. Salves. Rolled bandages. Herbs. The curved needle she always kept.

Bucky was close behind with the water and cloths.

"What do you need us to do?" he asked, pulling a side table closer for her tools.

"Nothing. I've got him," Grace said.

Steve nodded faintly, and they slipped from the room.

Grace turned fully to him.

"Shirt off."

Steve arched a brow. "Can't exactly lift my arms."

"Fine." She leaned in. "Hold still."

She unfastened the buttons down the front of his bloodstained shirt. The fabric had stuck where it dried to his skin. She loosened it with warm water, easing it off inch by inch.

He grunted as cool air touched fevered skin.

She didn't flinch.

Not at the bruises. Not the blood. Not the tremble in his hands as she eased him flat again.

"I don't like seeing you like this," she whispered.

"I don't like being like this," he said hoarsely.

His voice softened. "You were in my bed."

"It was Sam's idea. But that's a story for later."

She threaded the needle. "The room smells like you. Pine and leather. It calmed her... my omega."

She cleaned the wound, let the skin dry, and looked up at him.

"But if you rip these again, I'll sedate you myself. Mate or not."

She began stitching. Tight, precise rows.

He tried not to wince.

Watched her instead.

The line between her brows. The steadiness in her fingers. The rage beneath her calm—rage that he was hurt, rage at the world for daring to touch him.

"You haven't been sleeping," he murmured.

"Not well, Not until I was here."

A pause.

"Not until you were close enough to breathe."

His throat closed.

She didn't look up. Just kept sewing. Loop after loop, each one a prayer.

"You smell like home," she said softly.

He reached for her hand.

She gave it—just for a moment.

Then took it back to finish the job.

When she tied the final stitch, her hands had softened. She spread salve across the wound, laid clean linen over his ribs, wound the bandage snug around him with aching care.

She didn't speak. Not yet. Her throat was tight.

Steve let her work, breathing shallowly through the worst of it. When she was finally done, she leaned forward and pressed her lips to the bandage.

"That'll make it all better," she teased gently.

She reached for a small vial, uncorked it, and pressed it to his lips.

"For the fever," she said. "And the pain."

He swallowed with a grimace, his fingers brushing hers.

She washed the blood off her and set the bag aside before turning back toward the bed.

Her eyes met his—too bright. Too tired.

And then, without a word, she climbed in beside him.

Gently. Carefully. Avoiding the bruises. One hand splayed above his heart.

He covered it with his own.

Neither of them spoke for a while.

It was Steve who broke the silence.

"I missed you."

Her lashes fluttered. Her voice barely audible. "You nearly died."

"I didn't," he whispered. "Because I had to get back."

"To me?"

"To you."

She closed her eyes.

"You scared me."

"I know."

"I don't like being scared."

He turned just enough to brush a kiss to her temple.

"I'm sorry."

A pause.

Then—almost inaudible: "Don't do it again."

His chest shifted with the ghost of a laugh, but it hurt too much to breathe.

"I'll try," he murmured. "But no promises. You're bonded to a stubborn fool."

"I know," she said, pressing closer. "But he's my fool. And I've only just found him—I'd prefer to keep him long enough to learn what other dumbass tendencies he has."

"I love that you have a sense of humor about this, little moon. But I know you're hurting too. Sleep. We can bicker more in the morning."

She tilted her chin and brushed her mouth along his jaw—soft as breath. Grounding as gravity.

And for the first time in days, they both slept.

Wrapped in fevered stillness.

But safe.

Together.

——

The light was different when Steve blinked awake the first time.

It wasn't bright—just the pale, watery grey of early dawn slanting through the curtains. The fire had long since gone out, but the room still held the warmth of the night before.

He inhaled slowly.

No stabbing pain. No fevered haze.

Just the low, dull throb of healing.

He looked down.

Grace was still curled against him, breathing even and slow, one hand splayed over his ribs like she was still guarding him in sleep. Her hair was a mess, lashes dark against her cheeks. Her mouth—slightly parted—was soft with exhaustion.

He didn't move.

Didn't dare.

For a long time, he just watched her. Let himself believe she was real. That she was here. That she was safe.

That he was, too.

His fingers found the edge of her braid, smoothing it gently. She didn't stir.

Not yet.

So Steve turned his face toward the ceiling and let the silence wrap around them again.

He was still hurting. Still healing.

But she was here.

So for now—
everything was right with the world.

————

The second time Steve woke, the light had deepened—muted and silver, the kind that came with rainclouds pressing against the sky. Outside, water tapped gently at the stone. Inside, the fire crackled low and steady.

The bed beside him was empty.

His chest seized.

He pushed up too quickly, pain flaring through his side. "Grace?"

No answer. Just the low, steady hush of rain and the quiet sound of movement near the hearth.

Then he saw her.

Curled in a blanket, crouched before the fire, coaxing the embers back to life.

Relief hit him like a wave—so fierce it nearly knocked the breath from his lungs.

She was here.

Alive. Moving. Real.

He let out a breath and sagged back into the pillows. "I pay people to do that, you know."

Grace turned just enough to glance at him, one brow lifting. "You're awake."

"Barely." He rubbed a hand over his face. "And definitely not enough to watch you tending fires in a nightgown."

"I'd rather not freeze," she replied, feeding in another log. "You bled all over the blankets. Heating charm fizzled out halfway through the night. And we can't exactly announce to the palace that I slept in your room yet."

"Sounds like a mess."

"You are a mess," she said, rising with a soft wince.

That's when he saw it—the way she held herself unevenly. The way her right arm didn't quite lift as high when she gathered the blanket tighter around her shoulders.

She padded back over, still barefoot, and perched on the edge of the mattress.

"I need to check my idiot alpha's wounds," she said before he could comment. "Try not to be dramatic about it."

He huffed. "I'll try."

She peeled the bandages back with care, checking the stitches, inspecting for swelling or signs of infection. Her hands were steady. Skilled. Brisk, in a way that told him she was holding something back.

And still favoring her right side.

His brow furrowed. "Grace."

She didn't look up. Just dipped the edge of a cloth in warm water. "Hold still."

"Grace." His voice dropped. Low. Serious. "How bad is it?"

She shrugged, eyes still focused on the wound. "Better than yours."

He caught her wrist.

She froze.

"Please," he said gently. "Don't make me use my alpha voice."

That got her attention—her gaze flicked up, sharp and tired and reluctantly amused.

She hesitated. Then sighed. "Fine."

With slow, resigned fingers, she reached up and undid the laces at the top of her nightgown.

The silk slipped from her shoulder. Then lower.

Steve's breath caught.

Her entire right side—ribs, waist, the curve of her back—was a canvas of bruises. Deep, angry. Purple and blue. Some fresh, some fading.

All of it stark against her skin.

All of them mirroring his own.

Like the war had reached out and struck them both in the exact same place.

"Oh," he breathed.

She said nothing. Just sat there, letting him look. Letting him see.

He reached up with shaking fingers and brushed just beneath the worst of it. "Why didn't you say anything?"

She closed her eyes. "You pulled your stitches. Bled profusely. Had the start of a nasty infection. It wasn't my priority, Steve."

"It is mine," he said, voice tight. "And it doesn't mean I stop caring if you're hurt."

Her voice softened. "I didn't want you to see it and flinch."

"I'm not flinching," he whispered.

She finally looked at him.

And found nothing but fire in his eyes.

Slowly, she began to lace the gown back up.

But he caught her hand again—this time gently.

"You have to stop putting yourself last. You're my omega. And the future Queen. You're just as important as I am."

Then he pressed a kiss to her fingers.

Then to her wrist.

Then to the inside of her bruised arm.

Grace didn't say anything when he kissed her arm.

Didn't pull away.

Just looked at him for a long, quiet moment—then sighed and leaned forward, resting her forehead gently against his.

He didn't move.

Didn't breathe too hard.

Just let her be there.

After a while, she pulled back, retied the laces of her nightgown, and slipped beneath the covers beside him without a word.

Steve lifted the edge of the blanket instinctively, making room for her. She tucked herself back against his side—carefully, mindfully—her head on his shoulder, her palm resting just above the bandages.

They lay like that for a while. Warm. Still. Listening to the rain and the fire and the distant creak of stone cooling in the morning air.

He thought maybe she'd fallen asleep again until she mumbled, "You still smell like smoke and blood."

"I was hoping for pine and leather."

She snorted softly. "That, too. But mostly battlefield."

He cracked a tired smile. "You sure know how to flatter a guy."

She lifted her hand just long enough to flick his chest. "Don't make me re-stitch you."

They dozed a little. Drifted more.

The rain kept falling—soft and steady.

Eventually, she stirred. "Do you think anyone's noticed I'm missing?"

"Definitely," he said. "You're not exactly forgettable. But being a healer gives us great cover, doesn't it?"

"Mm. I bet Sienna and Adelaide are already plotting my breakfast interrogation."

"So long as it's not Helena or Elise, I can deal with that. They both make my skin crawl."

Grace hummed. "I can't say I'm particularly fond of either of them, either."

"It won't matter much longer," Steve murmured, eyes closing again. "Maybe we just skip the circus and go for breakfast in bed."

"With less bruising," she agreed.

Another hour passed in the easy hush of rainy morning light.

Then—

Knock knock.

They both tensed, just slightly.

"Grace?" Natasha's voice. Calm. Measured. "We brought a few things."

Steve didn't move. Grace sat up slowly, wincing as she adjusted her weight.

"Come in," she called softly.

The door opened.

Nat stepped in first, dry-eyed but clearly scanning the room for signs of further disaster. She held a folded tunic and leggings, along with a belt and a comb.

Bucky followed, carrying an armful of fresh bedding—sheets, blankets, towels.

His gaze flicked between them, and he arched a brow. "Looks like we missed all the fun."

Grace gave him a look that could have cut glass. "He's alive, barely stitched together, and I'm extremely tired. Don't start."

"Starting is Nat's job," Bucky muttered, heading for the linen chest.

Nat set the clothes on the nearby chair and crossed to the bedside. "You need to change. And the bed needs changing too. We'll help."

Grace sighed. "I know. Just... one more minute?"

Nat paused. Then gave a tiny nod. "One."

Bucky dropped the bedding with a grunt. "After that, we start making plans. I'll pull together the high council—we don't need the full inner circle yet. Logistics, debrief, a real meal that's more than dry meat and hard biscuits. Sound fair?"

"Fair," Steve rasped, reaching for Grace's hand beneath the covers.

Grace laced their fingers together.

"One more minute," she whispered.

And in that minute, they just breathed.

Together.

Before the world came back.

——-

The room smells like breakfast and firelight. Sam's balancing a tray of bread and fruit while Bucky sets down a kettle that's definitely still boiling. Nat's already pouring mugs. Maria is pulling together important missives for Steve to read through.

Grace is still barefoot, hair braided loosely over one shoulder, tucked beside Steve in bed but doing her best not to hover—again.

Steve's propped up with pillows, his bandages hidden under a clean tunic. He looks better this morning. Not good, exactly. But steadier. Warmth in his eyes. One hand resting quietly on Grace's leg as she sat beside him.

No one mentions it—but everyone notices.

Fury, Coulson and Maela arrive last, Maela bringing a basket of poultices and a knowing look that makes Grace flush.

Once they settle—on chairs, on the edge of the hearth, or simply sprawled on rugs—they begin to talk.

The border was hit again. This time not a long standing attacking a quick grab and go. This one was farther west along thier northern boarders

No loss of life, but the message was clear: escalation. Someone is testing their defenses, probing for weakness. And the kingdom—already stretched thin—is balancing on a knife's edge.

And then, as the conversation lulls—Nat's gaze flicks between Grace and Steve.

"I think we all, all ready know the answer but," she says softly. "The bond, it's there. You're tethered correct."

Grace stiffens.

Steve doesn't answer right away. Just reaches for her hand. Interlaces their fingers.

"Yes," he says finally. "She is my mate."

Bucky leans forward. "So that's it then. You've Chosen. We can end the damn circus?"

Grace hesitates. "No. Not officially. Not publicly. It would make things worse amongst those who are steadfast in the tradition "

Sam arches a brow. "So how do you propose we move forward?"

Grace's voice is quiet. "I don't know."

It hangs there. Heavy.

Maela clears her throat gently. "There are always ways forward."

Nat adds, "We have to tread carefully. If we don't there'll be blowback. From the Court. From the other claimants. The moment it's public, everything changes."

Steve squeezes Grace's hand again. "It already has."

And they all know he's right.

The bond is formed. Anchored. Rooted deeper than any ceremony could declare.

Now the question isn't if.

It's when.
And how.

The silence that follows is thick. Thoughtful. Heavy with everything unsaid.

Then Fury clears his throat.

"We've been working on a contingency," he says. "Something quiet. Clean. Controlled."

Coulson nods beside him, calm as ever. "It won't solve everything, but it might buy us time—and options."

All eyes shift to them.

Grace straightens. "You have a plan?"

Fury's expression sharpens.

"We have the plan."

Chapter 43: Daughters of the Game

Chapter Text

The hallway outside the king's chambers is quiet. Rain still clings to the edges of the windows, and the guards posted nearby pointedly look away as Grace emerges.

Her hair is braided again, though a few wisps cling damply to her temples. She walks carefully—not too fast, not too slow. A little too straight-backed for someone claiming exhaustion. But she wears her healer's expression like armor: calm, competent, untouchable.

She doesn't get far before Helena rounds the curve of the corridor.

"Oh," the other woman says—a little too quickly. "Why are you here?"

Grace doesn't flinch. "The king required assistance last night. He reopened his stitches—early signs of infection."

Helena's eyes narrow just slightly. "Oh no. Will His Majesty be all right?"

She pauses, letting her gaze sweep down and up. "We weren't made aware of his return until this morning. Was Dr. Simmons not available to attend him?"

"She was tending a birth in the city." Grace tilts her head, expression mild. "In her absence, he requested me."

Helena steps aside, but the air between them cools. Calculating now. "Of course. You must be exhausted."

"Not as much as he was."

Grace turns to go—then pauses at the end of the hallway, glancing back.

"Lady Helena?" she asks, careful to keep suspicion from her voice. "What exactly are you doing in these halls?"

Helena's smile is all sweetness and steel. "Why, checking on the king, of course. I am his most logical option, after all."

It takes everything in Grace's body not to react.

Instead, she simply smiles—small, knowing. Certain that Bucky would never let Helena anywhere near his door.

And then she turns and continues down the hall, leaving Helena standing in the quiet.

By the time Grace reaches her own chambers, her hands are trembling.

Yelena is already there, leaning against the doorframe with a teasing remark half-formed on her lips. But Grace shakes her head before she can speak, stopping her cold.

Yelena softens immediately. "Do you know what today's activities are going to be?"

"No," Grace says, voice low. "I told them I don't want any advantage."

Yelena helps her ease out of the borrowed tunic, carefully avoiding the worst of the bruises. Her breath catches.

"Shit. If you look this bad... what does he look like?"

"Worse," Grace replies simply.

"Do I have time for a quick soak?"

"Quick enough to scrub off his blood and change? Sure."

In the bath's small mirror, the marks across her ribs are fresh again—stark against her skin—but her eyes are clear.

She dresses for court in silence, choosing something simple but dignified. The gown is a rich blue, fitted through the bodice with layered silk draping from the waist. Her wolf pin rests at her collarbone, and she adds the new opal pendant that appeared in her jewelry collection this morning, knowing full well who ordered it there. Her boots are soft and steady hidden beneath the long hem.

When she arrives in the dining hall, she's late—but not scandalously so.

The long hall is buzzing when she enters—sixty voices, The Chosen and their escorts, murmuring about border tensions, missed sleep, and what the King might say next. No one mentions the absent actual suitor. Not yet.

The moment Grace steps into the hall, the air shifts.

It isn't about her—not entirely. The room is already charged, voices pitched just slightly above whispers, conversations overlapping as every table buzzes with the same thing:

The King returned last night.

"He was seen near the west wing. With aides."

"I heard he rode back in the rain—looked like hell."

"They said he was bleeding."

"Is that true? Was he injured?"

"Either way, things are moving now. You can feel it. They'll have to make the next cuts soon."

"They're running out of time."

The tension is palpable. Everyone knows the selection process has stalled for too long—and now, with the King finally back, the game is shifting again. Harder. Faster.

Grace slides into her spot at the edge of her usual cluster—Sienna, Adelaide. They greet her with guarded glances, subtle nods. Lady Verena joins them a moment later, followed by the Noble Trio of Little Goblins.

Lila pauses directly in front of Grace. "I heard Uncle Steve was hurt? Is he okay? Any word of my dad?"

"Your dad is cleaning up the last of the issues for your king, but will be home by the week's end if I understand correctly. The King is injured, but will be fine. I'll explain everything to you guys later."

The buzz is still building as Grace's group moves toward their places at the table.

She's dressed simply—deep blue gown, hair braided neatly, still moving a little stiffly. But there's no mistaking the way the room quiets when she walks.

Not because she's loud. Not because she demands it.

But because something about her has changed.

The Chosen closest to her straighten. Eyes flick toward her from every table. Even Helena pauses mid-sentence.

Grace's gaze finds Melissa, Vanessa, and Verena across the room. She walks toward them.

Her voice is soft—but it carries.

"I need to speak to you all quickly? Just for a moment?"

She looks at Morgan, Lila, and MJ. "Somewhere private?"

They exchange a glance. Nods. Morgan leads them into one of the small side alcoves just off the hall.

The moment the door closes, Grace turns to face them fully.

"I won't draw this out," she says gently. "The next round of cuts was decided early this morning."

They stiffen. No one speaks yet.

"I asked if I could be the one to tell you." Her eyes shine with tears, but her voice doesn't waver. "All three of you have been released from the Choosing." She looks directly at Melissa, Verena, and Vanessa.

Verena's mouth parts. Melissa's eyes well immediately. Vanessa straightens like she's been struck.

Grace steps forward. "This doesn't mean you're unwanted. There are places for you here—roles the crown is offering you if you want to stay. But as of this morning, your paths... shift."

A beat of silence. Then Vanessa says, almost bitterly, "Is this because we were close to you?"

Grace holds her gaze. "Yes and no. It's because the King is under a microscope. Every move he makes is watched and measured. If all of my friends stayed, it would've looked like favoritism. And the people watching us would've used that to unravel everything."

Verena blinks hard. "Did he tell you?"

"Yes," Grace says softly. "And he hates it."

Verena exhales sharply. Then something flickers across her face—panic twisting into something harder. "But he still did it. You still let him."

"Verena—" Melissa starts gently, but Verena shakes her head.

"I worked for years to even get noticed," she snaps. "To get here. And now I'm being cut because I happened to be close to you? Do you have any idea what that feels like?"

Grace flinches but doesn't look away. "I do. More than you know."

Verena's jaw clenches. For a moment, it looks like she might say something cruel. But then Melissa reaches for her arm.

"Stop," Melissa murmurs. "You know this isn't her fault."

Vanessa nods. "We were lucky to be here at all. And we're luckier still to walk out with Grace's friendship intact. Not everyone will."

Verena doesn't respond. She pulls her arm away, crossing it tightly. Her silence holds more than bitterness now—something colder. Calculated.

Melissa glances back at Grace. "Will you be okay?"

"I will," Grace says softly. "But only if you are."

They all look at her—longer, more honestly now. And slowly, one by one, they nod.

When the group re-enters the hall, something is different.

Everyone sees it. Everyone feels it.

As they move to their seats, the air shifts again—heavier now, more watchful.

Grace walks straight toward her usual cluster. Sienna lifts an eyebrow. Adelaide leans forward slightly, gaze flicking between the newly quiet trio and Grace's unreadable expression.

"She didn't take it well, did she?" Adelaide murmurs.

Grace just presses her lips together. "She didn't. I feel bad. I didn't have a choice, but she just joined our group... I didn't have a choice."

"You're bleeding sympathy again," Adelaide mutters. "And someone's going to weaponize it."

"Let them try."

Sienna's voice is quieter. "You know we've got you, right?"

Grace doesn't answer. Just lifts her chin as the doors to the hall open wide—

And the King walks in.

Clothed in clean leathers, looking strong if still a little pale, bandaged under his tunic but unbothered. He walks with his full guard. Radiating command like he just came off the battlefield. Or entered a new one, which Grace decided he really did.

And silence falls.

"Thank you for gathering," he says. "I apologized for my absence, but the kingdom needed me. Any Queen will have to learn to run the country and court in my absence. Our kingdom will always be a priority for us. Yet I have been neglecting my task of finding my kingdom its Queen and time is short. But you've each proven your value. You've each earned your place."

He glances toward Grace.

Just once.

Then continues, "Today, we begin the next phase of cuts. I'll be meeting with each of you personally. These decisions and cuts were already in works prior to my departure and while we had to add 5 more than I would have cut before I left I truly want each of you to know I have learn something from all of you. Something about your people, your territory, you. Until your meeting, eat. Rest. Be sharp. Things move quickly going forward now."

And with that, the room begins to shift again.

A new game.

A tighter board.

And everyone watching Grace.

Even Helena.

Especially Helena.
——-

Melissa was one of the first to be called to meet with the King.

She entered with soft steps, clearly trying not to cry.

Her lip quivered, and she didn't try to hide it. Steve rose the moment he saw her.

She paused and dipped into a low curtsy. "You don't need to say it, Your Majesty. I already know."

"I am so sorry," Steve said quietly. "You deserve more than silence. If I could have thought of a different way, I would have. You carry yourself with dignity, Lady Melissa. And this decision doesn't reflect your worth."

"I don't doubt that," she whispered. "I've seen how you look at her."

Steve's shoulders lowered slightly. "Even so—you brought levity, warmth. You reminded this castle how to laugh."

She smiled through tears. "Well. Someone had to."

A pause. Then: "Just... look after her, okay?"

Steve didn't flinch. "With my life."

He stepped forward. "There's a place for you here, if you want it. You'd make a damn good cultural envoy."

Melissa blinked. "Really?"

"If you're willing."

She nodded, a tear finally slipping free. "Then I'll stay. But I want first pick of the palace musicians."

Steve grinned. "Done."

Helena sauntered in, entirely poised.

She didn't wait for a greeting. Didn't curtsy. She sat in the chair across from him like she already owned the room.

"Your Majesty," she said smoothly, legs crossed just a bit too deliberately. "I must say—absence does make the court grow tense."

Steve didn't blink. "And I assume you did your part to keep the peace while I was gone."

Helena tilted her head, smile razor-sharp. "Peace is useful. But only until it's not. Fortunately, I find I'm quite good at managing... tension."

He didn't react, not even when she leaned slightly forward—closer than necessary, fingers brushing along the edge of the table like she was drawing a line between them.

"I imagine your return must be... overwhelming," she said, voice low, "after so much time away. You must be exhausted."

Steve's eyes flicked to hers. Cool. Controlled. "I'm managing."

She laughed lightly, unbothered. "Well. Should that change, I'm sure you'll remember who remained loyal in your absence."

"I haven't forgotten," Steve said, voice even.

She leaned back slowly, that same smile still carved onto her face. "Good. Because I think we both know where my place truly is."

He studied her in silence for a long moment before finally answering. "You're not being cut."

"Of course I'm not," she said, rising in one graceful motion. "I know my value. But I appreciate hearing it. And your continued... recognition of my presence."

She turned, then paused in the doorway—just long enough to make sure he was still watching.

Steve didn't move.

Helena left with a smile that didn't touch her eyes.

————

She stood at attention, eyes steady, as Sienna entered the room. Her steps were soft, deliberate—measured in a way that showed strength, even if her limbs still carried traces of pain.

Steve rose to meet her gaze. "How are you holding up, Lady Sienna?" He glanced over the young woman before him, his tone careful. "I have to admit, I expected you to still be recovering."

"I will mourn what I lost for the rest of my life," Sienna said quietly. "But I've been treated more kindly here—by people I now consider friends—than I ever was at home."

She didn't stop the tears that slid down her cheeks.

Steve was silent for a beat.

"I debated how best to protect you," he admitted. "But I haven't been able to deal with your father yet. Not the way I should. It will be safer if you stay... but harder. More public. You'll be under scrutiny."

Sienna's chin lifted, and a quiet spark lit her expression. "Then I'll make sure it's worth watching."

That almost earned a smile from him.

She hesitated—just a moment—and then added, "I'm glad you found each other. You and Grace... you balance each other. And together, you'll rid the kingdom of people like my father."

Steve inclined his head. "That's the plan."

Sienna nodded once, composed. "I'll send Vanessa in."

She curtsied—clean and proud—and turned without a backward glance.

Vanessa entered a moment later, spine ramrod straight, chin high. Her steps were crisp, almost defiant, but her eyes shimmered—just barely—with unshed tears.

Steve gestured for her to sit.

"I'd rather stand," she said evenly.

He inclined his head. "As you wish."

A pause settled between them, thick with things neither had quite said aloud.

"You've served with dignity," Steve said at last. "And more importantly, you've shown loyalty. To this court—and to Grace."

Vanessa's lips parted, then pressed together again. She drew in a long breath, willing her voice steady. "And yet, I'm being dismissed."

His jaw tensed. "No. You're being offered something else. Something lasting. If you'll take it."

Her eyes narrowed slightly. "Helena will never be Queen, will she?"

Steve's voice dropped into something quieter. Firmer. "No. And you've helped Lady Grace find her footing in a way only another woman could. You were meant to guide her. To support her through this process. And to make sure the woman who does earn the title is ready. You've done that."

Vanessa blinked once, but held her ground. "She's not ready to rule alone."

"She won't have to," Steve replied. "If you stay, I happen to know Lady Grace already has a role in mind for you. In her inner circle. I think you'd be invaluable there."

Vanessa's spine straightened another inch—as if claiming that future for herself. "Then I'll stay. I won't let this court rot from within. I won't let them change who she's meant to be."

Something like a real smile tugged at the corner of Steve's mouth.

"Good."

Verena entered with frost etched into every angle of her face. She didn't bow. Didn't smile. Her gown was impeccable, her steps deliberate—but her shoulders held the sharpness of betrayal.

"You've made your decision, then," she said flatly, stopping just shy of the center of the room.

Steve studied her from where he stood, hands laced in front of him. "Yes."

A muscle twitched in her jaw. "Am I being punished for proximity? Or for asking too many questions?"

"For both," he said, unflinching. "But mostly—for loyalty that belonged elsewhere."

She flinched. Just slightly. Just once.

"So I'm dismissed."

"You're being moved," Steve replied evenly. "The future Queen will need attendants. You've been offered that post. It will allow you to grow into the woman I believe you could become."

Her eyes flashed. "And if I refuse?"

"Then you'll be escorted back to your family's estate with a full travel stipend and your current title—like the rest of the cuts."

Verena's throat bobbed, but she didn't lower her gaze. "Can I think on it?"

Steve's voice didn't soften. "You have until this evening to make your decision."

She gave a tight nod. No curtsy. No farewell. Just turned and left, the echo of her heels sharp against the stone.

———

The last audience is silent.

There is no announcement. No flourish. No protocol.

Steve doesn't rise when she enters. He doesn't call her name. He just waits—still and steady—as Grace steps across the threshold and quietly closes the door behind her.

"That was painful," he says at last, standing. He crosses the room to her in three long strides, something unspoken loosening from his chest as soon as she's near.

Grace gives him a tired smile, her shoulders sagging just slightly. "Thank you for letting me tell them first."

He doesn't answer right away. Just reaches for her hand and leads her toward the couch. He sits first, then taps the spot beside him.

"Sit."

She does. Slowly. Carefully. Like her bones still ache in places no one can see.

"I think Melissa and Vanessa understood," she murmurs, folding her hands in her lap. "Verena... I don't know. I still think there's something there. She could be an ally. If she chooses to be."

Steve exhales through his nose. "I don't like what I had to do."

Grace turns her head toward him. "But you did it anyway."

"For the crown," he says. Then—quieter, rougher—"For you."

A silence blooms between them. Not heavy, but full.

Then Grace leans back into the cushions, just enough for her arm to brush his. "So what now?"

Steve doesn't answer immediately. He's watching her. Or maybe anchoring himself in the sight of her. His fingers drift up—gently beginning to comb through her hair, absent and reverent all at once.

"Now," he says at last, "we survive until the next cuts."

His voice dips low, certain.

"And we do it all over again."

Grace doesn't move for a long moment.

Then, gently, she shifts—leaning into his side, her head settling just below his shoulder. She exhales like she hasn't allowed herself to breathe all day.

Steve goes still.

Then he wraps his arm around her and pulls her closer.

They sit like that in silence, two people who've been carved deep and are slowly filling in the cracks—together. Grace closes her eyes. Just for a second. She can hear his heartbeat. Steady. Familiar. Real.

His hand finds hers.

And for the first time since the bruises and the blood and the bruising words behind closed doors, she lets herself rest.

"Don't fall asleep," he murmurs eventually, voice low against her temple.

"I'm trying not to," she breathes, but makes no move to get up.

Steve huffs softly—almost a laugh, almost a sigh—and presses a kiss to the top of her head. It lingers.

Then—after a beat longer than is strictly safe—Grace straightens.

"I should go," she whispers, smoothing her tunic, trying not to feel the way his absence leaves her skin colder.

He nods, though it clearly costs him. "The next time we sit like this," he says quietly, "it won't be in secret."

Grace pauses at the door. She looks back at him—really looks—and something warm and fragile flickers in her gaze.

"I'll hold you to that," she says.

And then she's gone.

———

The fire burns low. Rain taps soft fingers against the windowpanes, rhythmic and steady.

Grace closes the chamber door behind her and leans against it for a moment, just breathing.

Across the room, Sienna paces like a storm contained—her braid swinging, eyes bright with tension. Adelaide sits near the hearth, calm but alert, gaze fixed on Grace with quiet scrutiny.

"Well?" Sienna bursts out. "How bad is it?"

Grace doesn't answer right away. Instead, she moves with careful deliberation, crossing to the sideboard to pour herself a small cup of tea. Her fingers don't tremble, but they're not entirely still either.

Only once the cup is cradled between her palms does she speak.

"It's done," she says quietly. "Verena. Vanessa. Melissa. They were the three."

Sienna blinks, faltering in her pacing. "They're gone?"

"No," Grace says. "Not gone. But no longer Chosen." She lifts the cup to her lips, then sets it down without drinking. "He offered them roles. If they choose to stay, they'll serve in other capacities."

A pause.

"He did it to protect me," she adds, voice softening. "But it's already being noticed. Verena's furious. Helena smells blood."

Adelaide exhales, unsurprised. "It was bound to happen. Especially with Helena sniffing around the edges."

Grace nods, but something in her posture shifts—shoulders tightening slightly, weight pressing forward.

"That's not the worst of it," she says.

The room stills.

"I couldn't tell you until I knew what direction he wanted to take," Grace continues, eyes on the fire. "But the bond—it's formed. Fully."

Adelaide straightens in her chair, something unreadable flickering across her face. She hadn't expected that information to be shared openly.

Sienna's eyes widen. "Wait. Fully formed? As in... tethered?"

Grace nods once, slowly. "The night he had to leave. It snapped into place." Her voice is almost reverent. "We've been keeping it quiet. But it's done. Irrevocable."

Adelaide rises with measured grace, stepping closer. "We have her in stronger suppressors and scent blockers," she says, mostly for Sienna's benefit. "Enough to mask the charge. It should hold through the final trials—through the mating ceremony. That gives us six weeks."

Grace runs a hand down the length of her braid. "Now we survive the next cuts. Only one of you will be allowed to stay after that. Not both."

Sienna opens her mouth to protest, but Grace lifts a hand.

"Don't," she says gently. "You both knew it was coming."

Adelaide offers a single nod of acceptance. "So. What's the plan?"

Grace meets her gaze. "We let it play out. I'll keep up the healer's cover. Stay neutral—quiet, watchful. Sienna, you'll begin shadowing the logistics meetings. Quietly. You're going to be with me through the final challenges."

Sienna swallows, stunned but nodding. "You're positioning me for a court role."

"At minimum," Grace agrees. "Ladies' Maid or a Steward's apprentice—something that legitimizes your presence and shields you from your father. You'll have standing. Autonomy. Protection."

Adelaide's voice is calm. "And me?"

"After the next cut, you'll step back publicly," Grace says. "Officially, you'll be offered a court healer's post. Unofficially—you'll help keep the others occupied. Spread small distractions. Misdirect Helena. Track what the rest are scheming."

Adelaide's smile is thin, sharp. "I can do that."

Sienna tilts her head, frowning slightly. "And what about you? While we're running subterfuge and diplomacy?"

Grace glances toward the window again. The rain hasn't stopped. It probably won't for a while.

"I survive," she says simply. "I keep the bond hidden. I walk the line. And I wait—until he can name me openly without setting fire to the entire realm."

A long silence follows.

Then Adelaide speaks. "It's a good plan."

Sienna presses her lips together. "I'll make it work."

Grace exhales, steadying. "I don't know how this ends. I just know I trust you. That has to be enough."

They don't hug. They don't cry.

But something passes between them anyway.

Something iron-clad. Something unshakable.

It will be enough.

It has to be.

———-

The window shutters are half-drawn. Rain streaks the glass in thin, silvery veins. Helena stands near the hearth, arms crossed, eyes narrowed. Her expression is still.

Elise lounges in a velvet chair, legs tucked beneath her, watching Helena with the casual air of someone already several steps ahead.

"She's hiding something," Helena mutters.

"She's always hiding something," Elise replies. "But this time... I agree. Something's shifted."

"Verena said she was close. That Grace was starting to open up. And now, suddenly—she's cut? Along with two others from the same group?" Helena turns sharply. "It's not a coincidence."

"No," Elise agrees. "It's a message."

They fall silent for a beat.

Then—

Knock, knock.

Helena's eyes flash. "Enter."

The door opens, and Verena steps inside, rain still clinging to the edges of her cloak. Her face is pale—but her eyes burn with something harder than anger. Resentment. Resolve.

Elise arches an eyebrow. "Come to cry about losing your pretty little title?"

Verena shakes her head. "I was just offered a position," she says carefully. "Lady's maid. To the future queen."

That lands like a thunderclap.

Helena doesn't move. Doesn't blink. Just stares.

Elise's smile fades, her eyes narrowing. "So they've chosen."

"They haven't announced it," Verena says. "But it's done. The bond is formed. They're protecting her now—clearing the path."

Helena's lips curl. "She thinks she's already won."

"She has won," Elise says evenly. "At least on paper. What we do now is decide how long we let her think it'll be easy."

Verena closes the door behind her, carefully unfastening her damp cloak. "If I stay close, I can still feed information. Her circle trusts me."

"Good," Helena murmurs. "Because we're not done yet."

Elise rises, brushing invisible lint from her sleeve. "If Grace wants a coronation," she says, tone like silk pulled taut, "let's make sure it comes with fire."

Helena's smile turns to ice.

"And ash," she says. Then, almost offhandedly—but with razor precision:

"They all think she'll survive the Choosing."

A beat.

"Much less make it to the mating ceremony."

The storm rages louder outside, battering against the glass. But inside the chamber, the quiet is colder.

And the real game has only just begun.

———

The fire crackles low in the hearth, more shadow than warmth. Grace, Adelaide, and Sienna sit close, voices low and urgent, the column of names between them like a ticking clock.

"She'll expect me to keep both of you," Grace murmurs, tapping the parchment.

"But because I'm only allowed one after the next cut. If the bond is discovered—"

"We make it look like strategy," Adelaide says evenly. "Not emotion."

Sienna nods. "When I stay, I'll play it like you're pushing me away. Maybe we stage a falling out. Cold, clean, believable."

Grace rubs her temple. "Three days until it's down to seven. Then three after that."

The door bursts open.

Natasha strides in, cloak dripping rain, tension radiating off her like a blade unsheathed. Sharon follows—quieter, but just as dangerous.

"It worked perfectly," Nat says, tossing her cloak onto a chair.

Grace stands instantly. "It did?"

"Verena just left Helena's quarters," Sharon says. "Didn't even try to hide it."

"She's already in," Natasha confirms. "Helena took her back. Which means she's going to leak everything she can."

Grace's jaw tightens. Her hands curl at her sides. "Just like I told Steve it would happen."

"Which means," Sienna mutters grimly, "we have about an hour before Helena starts playing whatever cards Verena handed her."

Grace begins to pace, braid swinging with each step. "She lied to my face. Let me trust her. Yet I still feel bad about using her."

"Why? She wanted proximity," Adelaide says. "So let her have it. We feed her exactly what she thinks she wants."

Sharon raises a brow. "You're going to feed her disinformation, remember?"

Adelaide meets her gaze. "She left a message for Helena in the dirt after one of our garden lessons. We found it days ago."

Both spies freeze.

Natasha narrows her eyes. "You sat on that?"

"We wanted to be sure," Sienna says. "Now we are."

Adelaide continues, voice crisp. "So we feed her. A slow, steady trickle—just enough to seem real. Details with just enough weight to be dangerous but twisted. Useless."

Nat nods, piecing it together. "Decoy tactics. Grace starts whispering false doubts. Assignments that go nowhere. A fragile alliance with one of the remaining girls, maybe."

Sienna snaps her fingers. "Or hesitation about the bond. Rumors that she's scared to make it official."

Sharon's eyes gleam. "That's good. It'll cast uncertainty on your position. Makes you look uncertain, unfinished. Less threatening."

Grace exhales slowly, but the storm in her chest simmers into steel. "Fine. They want a game—so we give them one. But we play by our rules now."

Nat's smile is sharp as ever. "Good girl," she says. "We'll make a queen out of you yet."
——

The halls are quieter now. The frenzy of cuts and whispers has died down into something watchful—waiting. And Grace moves through it like she belongs. No one stops her anymore, especially in the royal wing. After security had been stepped up following Helena's unwanted visit that morning, Grace no longer has to worry about being caught on this side of the castle.

She knocks only once.

Steve's voice is rough but warm. "Come in."

He's by the hearth, wrapped in a clean tunic, wounds freshly dressed from earlier. Maela had promised Grace she'd check on him during the day. The firelight catches in the gold of his hair. He looks tired, but better. Stronger.

Grace steps inside, her healer's bag in hand. "I said I'd check your stitches."

He smiles—soft, private. "I was hoping you would."

She moves toward him, setting the bag down as he eases onto the edge of the low couch. She unwraps the bandages in steady silence, fingers careful, methodical. Their conversation is light—just enough to fill the quiet, not enough to break it.

When she's finished, she brushes her thumb once across the edge of the gauze. "They're healing well."

"Because of you," he murmurs.

She doesn't answer, only begins to pack her things.

But before she can rise—

"Grace," he says, voice low.

She looks at him.

"Stay?"

She hesitates. Just for a breath. The fire crackles behind him. Rain taps gently against the windows. A different kind of storm has been circling all day, and they both know it.

She lingers, fingers brushing his wrist as she closes the kit.

"You sure?" she asks, quieter now.

He doesn't hesitate. "Yes. Always."

That's what makes her climb into the bed—not duty, not safety. Just that.

He helps her undress, but only to her shift. The moment stays quiet. Unspoken. They don't speak of anything deeper. She simply slides under the covers beside him, curling into his side the way she has before. Familiar. Steady. Safe.

His arm wraps around her with the ease of knowing exactly where she fits. One hand presses to the small of her back; the other tucks a blanket higher around her shoulder.

They lie like that for a moment, breathing each other in.

Then she tilts her head—just slightly.

He's already watching her. And when she kisses him—soft and sure and aching with everything they can't yet say—he exhales like it's the first real breath he's taken in days.

Her lips part against his—not seeking more, just anchoring herself there. His hand lifts to cup her jaw, thumb grazing the corner of her mouth like he's relearning it. For a heartbeat, the kiss deepens—just enough to tremble at the edge of wanting.

Then she pulls back, her breath catching in her throat.

Her heart is pounding now—for a different reason.

"Not tonight," she says, then swallows. "I—I think we should wait. Until the Ceremony."

She doesn't look at him right away. She's afraid of what she'll find—disappointment, confusion, some flicker of hurt. She hates the idea of wounding him when he's already been so patient, so steady.

"I know we're bonded. I know it's... close already. And maybe it's silly, but I want to wait for that night. For the moment it's official. Chosen. I want to meet you there with everything in me as I should be. As tradition dictates. I want our first time... special."

A long beat.

Then his fingers slide beneath her chin, coaxing her to look at him.

There's no disappointment in his eyes. No confusion. Just warmth. Steadiness. Him.

"You're not silly," he says, quiet but sure. "You're sacred."

Her throat tightens.

"And I'd wait," he adds, brushing his thumb across her cheek, "as long as it takes. Because I want that too. You. In any way you come to me."

Something in her releases. She lets out a breath she hadn't realized she was holding and leans back into him, forehead to his, letting herself be held.

They rest like that, still holding on. Just breathing.

And when they fall asleep, it's with the bond humming quietly between them.

Unspoken.
Unbreakable.

And for one fragile moment, in the shelter of the storm, Grace lets herself believe they might actually make it.

Chapter 44: The Wolf Beneath Her Skin

Chapter Text

The instructions were simple—deceptively so.

Each chosen would be guided into a small grove before dawn, given only a lantern and a slip of parchment. Their task: find their altar, offer a truth, and return before sunrise.

No magic. No interference. No help.

But Grace had learned already—nothing in this court was ever just what it seemed.

She walks slower than usual, every step dragging like she's wading through wet sand. Her joints ache. Her stomach flips. The suppressants burn in her veins now—too sharp, too wrong. Even breathing feels heavy, like there's cotton in her lungs. The cold doesn't help, nor does the broth Maela forced on her an hour earlier. The metallic tang of it still clings to the back of her tongue.

Her lantern sways in her hand, the light flickering weakly in the pre-dawn mist.

Somewhere behind her, branches creak. Not with wind. Not with birdsong.

Just silence. Watching. Waiting.

Before she left, Natasha had grabbed her arm and muttered low: "If you feel off—if anything feels wrong—you light that damn flare, Grace. I'll find you."

Grace had nodded, jaw tight, pulse loud in her ears.

She hadn't said the obvious: It already feels wrong.

The forest hums.

Not with life, but with presence. Like the trees are watching. Holding breath.

Waiting.

The chosen begin to split off, lanterns bobbing like will-o'-the-wisps as they disappear between thickets and shadow. Grace lingers behind. Each step jars her hips and spine, the suppressants burning beneath her skin like ice turned inward.

Two girls stay close—Lady Alira and Lila, always orbiting her in quiet, steady rhythm. Whether Steve or Natasha had assigned them or they'd chosen this themselves, Grace doesn't know. But they haven't left her side since the first step into the trees.

They hover beside her now, shifting awkwardly, clearly torn between loyalty and the rules.

"You don't have to wait for me," Grace murmurs, voice thin and strained.

"We know," Lila says. "But we want to."

Grace gives a faint, genuine smile.

And they continue—together.

Eventually, the other two break off, murmuring quiet farewells as they disappear into the dark in search of their own altars.

But Grace still feels like she's being followed.

She spends as much time looking behind her as she does ahead—every snap of a twig, every shadow between trees sets her teeth on edge. Something's moving in the periphery. Or maybe nothing is.

The woods thicken. Time slows. Her breath comes harder now, limbs trembling—not with fear, but with something heavier. Internal. Rotting. Unmoored.

The world keeps tilting sideways. Her lantern dims as she nears the edge of what should be impossible.

And then—she sees it.

The Altar

The stone is ancient. Unadorned. Weather-worn but deeply still, like it remembers every secret ever whispered to it.

Grace staggers forward, kneels slowly. Her knees hit cold earth, and the pain nearly makes her vomit. Her parchment shakes in her hand. She hesitates—not because she doubts the words, but because she knows they'll matter.

Then, she places it on the altar.

I am afraid I won't survive becoming who I'm meant to be.

The words vanish in fire. A clean, soft burn.

She closes her eyes. Breathes in smoke and earth and regret.

The moment holds—just long enough to feel sacred.

And when she opens her eyes again—

Helena is there.

She stands just beyond the altar, hands folded, her expression unreadable.

But her lantern is unlit.
Her hem is unmarked.
And her breath doesn't fog in the air.

Grace's own catches. The path to this altar had nearly broken her—twice she'd fallen, once she'd been sure she was lost. Her boots are soaked. Her lungs are on fire.

And Helena had gone the opposite direction.

Their eyes lock.

And there it is again—the shimmer. The faint, swirling pattern along Helena's collarbone, barely visible beneath the edge of her gown. Gold-threaded. Almost runic.

Just like the one Hope used to wear.

Just like magic Grace was told to stop believing in.

Helena doesn't speak.

She turns and walks back into the trees—too fast, too smooth, her gown catching on nothing. Her feet don't even disturb the underbrush.

Gone.

Almost like she shifted.

But no scent change follows. No snap of bone. No flash of fur.

Just the impression of motion—graceful, inhuman, and wrong.

A ripple through the trees like something much larger had passed.

Grace stares after her, heart pounding.

A wolf?
No.
Yes.
Something else.

Grace stands frozen for a beat—alone in the clearing, heart thudding so loud it drowns out the wind.

Then it hits.

A ripple.
Not from the outside, but from inside—like something clenched has suddenly snapped loose.

Her knees nearly buckle.

The heat flares first. Then nausea. Her chest seizes. She lurches to one side, bracing against the altar with a trembling hand. Her lantern crashes to the ground with a soft clatter. The flame inside flickers violently, casting wild shadows.

The forest pulses.

She can feel everything again. Every scent. Every heartbeat. The iron tang of blood from a scratch on her leg. The earth. The ash. The faint trace of Helena's magic still lingering in the air like a bruise.

Her wolf snarls—low and unfocused, claws dragging against the inside of her skull. Feral. Furious.

Awake.

Her body is drenched in sweat despite the cold. The scent blockers aren't holding. Not even close. Her skin stings with exposure. Her breath comes in ragged gasps.

She tries to breathe.

In. Out. In. Out.

Her breath shudders.

A sharp, metallic taste coats her mouth—suppressants burning back up her throat.

She retches. Nothing comes.

The trees are still watching.

Grace stumbles forward, one hand catching on a low branch. Her head spins, vision dimming at the edges. Her knees are shaking.

She clenches her jaw.

Not here. Not like this.

Not where someone might see her break.

And then—without warning—it starts.

A twist in her spine.
A sharp, hot snap at the base of her skull.
Her vision blurs. Every instinct in her body howls awake.

Her wolf rises like a wave.

Not metaphor.
Not emotion.

Shift.

Her bones ache. Her skin tightens. Her hands curl like claws against the altar stone.

She drops to her knees with a choking gasp, a raw sound tearing from her throat.

It's not a shift. Not fully.
Just the beginning.
But her body is trying.
Her wolf is trying.

And it can't.

The suppressants snap tight around her like chains. Her muscles convulse. Her limbs twitch. Her back arches.

She smells fur, fire, forest—and then rot.
The scent of something burning wrong inside her.

Pain slams into her ribs like a tidal wave. Her lungs seize. The bond flares in protest, screaming through her like a second heartbeat.

Let me out. Let me out. Let me—

"No," she rasps. "Not here. Not now."

She folds into herself, shuddering, palms flat in the dirt, forehead pressed against cold earth. Her breath comes in broken sobs.

Her wolf thrashes once—wounded. Furious.

And then everything stills.

The moment passes.

The shift dies.

She's left trembling.
Soaked in sweat.
The taste of blood sharp on her tongue.

Grace stumbles upright. Slowly.

Her lantern hangs at her side, swinging weakly. Her dress is torn. Her body aches.

But she walks.

Not because she's ready.

Because if she doesn't move now—she won't be able to.

Grace returns late—well after the others.

Her dress is shredded at the hem, snagged with pine needles and thorns. Dried blood crusts one knuckle. She walks like every bone in her body has been jarred loose and set back wrong.

Her breath comes shallow. Her skin is flushed and pale all at once. Her lantern is nearly dead, swaying from numb fingers.

And still—they're waiting.

The girls. Hers now, even if unofficially.
Lila, MJ, Morgan. Sienna and Adelaide. Alira.
They rise from their place on a low stone and move toward her—skirts rustling, voices soft.

"You okay?"
"Did you find it?"
"Did something happen?"

Grace doesn't answer right away.

She just nods once. Jaw tight. Eyes distant.
Sienna reaches for her elbow—and Grace doesn't pull away.

Alira—one of the quietest—shrugs off her cloak without being asked and drapes it over Grace's shoulders with steady hands.

"You're freezing," she says softly.

Grace murmurs a thank you.
It barely carries.

Then another pair of girls—nervous, sharp-eyed—approach from the outer edge of the clearing. One fidgets with the trim on her sleeve before blurting:

"Could we... could we join you for tea later? If that's not—too forward?"

Grace blinks, startled.
Then nods again, slower this time. "Of course."

It's a small thing.

But it spreads like smoke.

Eyes meet. Whispers flicker.

Not pity.
Not fear.

Curiosity. Loyalty.

And not everyone watching approves.

At the edge of the circle, Lady Zemo leans against a pillar, arms folded, her expression unreadable. Helena stands beside her—calm, patient, tilted slightly like a woman admiring something fragile through glass.

When Grace meets her gaze, Helena only smiles.

Thin. Polite.

Like a wolf showing just the tip of its teeth.

Or like someone who already knows how the story ends.

The fire crackles low. Her head throbs. Her limbs won't stop shaking.

She presses her face into the pillow and tries to breathe.

And then—she remembers.

It had been early that morning, just before they were escorted to the forest. The small sunroom off the east corridor. Grace had paused just outside the archway, half-hoping for silence.

Instead, she heard voices.

Familiar ones.

Sienna, quiet but sharp.
Adelaide, lilting—too light.
And Verena, listening.

"I'm just saying," Adelaide had murmured, just like they'd rehearsed, "if her body's reacting that badly, it's probably not the suppressants."

A soft clink of teacup against saucer.

"Then what is it?" Verena had asked—genuinely curious. Too curious.

Sienna's reply had been almost gentle.

"It happens sometimes," she said. "When an omega fights the bond too hard. Their body starts to... compensate. Overcorrect. Pain, fever, hallucinations. And if they've already connected, even once? The pull can become unbearable."

A pause.

Grace had smiled to herself.

"So you think she's making herself sick?" Verena asked.

Almost a whisper. Almost pity.

But Grace felt the shift beneath it. The way that pity sharpened into something else—something useful.

Adelaide again: "Not on purpose, obviously. But... she keeps pushing him away. Maybe her wolf doesn't know the difference."

The clink again. Soft laughter.

"Poor thing," Sienna had said. "She probably thinks it's just stress."

Grace had stepped away before she could hear more.

She smiles now—slow, dry.

If she was going to feel like hell, she might as well weaponize it.

She tells Nat everything.

The markings.
The way Helena moved.
The sudden appearance at the altar—
—and how quickly she disappeared.

Nat is quiet for a long moment, her expression unreadable. The fire throws flickers of light across her face, but her eyes don't move from Grace's.

Then, finally:

"You're not imagining things."

Grace's head snaps up. "You saw her?"

Nat nods once. "I followed you."

A pause.

"I was afraid you were going to faint in the woods," she adds, voice softer. "I thought maybe I was hallucinating too—until I saw the shimmer. Same kind you give off sometimes. The old kind of magic."

Grace's fingers curl in the edge of her blanket. "So what does that mean?"

Nat's jaw tightens. Her eyes narrow just slightly—not in suspicion, but calculation.

"It means we dig. Quietly. Carefully."

She hesitates.

"I think the next step is confirming if she's a shifter."

Grace exhales shakily, heart still thudding. "And if she is?"

Nat looks at her then, steady and sharp.

"If Helena's tied to Hope—we need to assume she's dangerous. No matter how she smiles."

The fire is almost out. Most of the castle sleeps.

Grace doesn't.

She's curled on her side, the blanket kicked off, drenched in sweat despite the chill. Her stomach churns with the aftertaste of suppressants. Her limbs throb from overexertion, her ribs still sore from where the shift nearly took hold—and failed.

She presses her forehead to the cool pillow and tries to breathe through it.

A knock—quiet. Hesitant.

She doesn't answer. She doesn't have to.

The door eases open.

Steve steps inside barefoot, already frowning. "Nat said you were worse tonight."

Grace gives a small, soundless nod.

He crosses the room in two strides. Sets something down on the table. A mug. A small bowl.

"You haven't eaten," he says gently.

She shakes her head.

"Just a little?" His voice stays soft, coaxing. He crouches beside the bed, holding out the bowl—plain broth, still warm. "You'll feel better."

"I can't," she whispers.

He doesn't push.

Just sets the bowl on the nightstand. Then he reaches for the cloth he brought—dampened from the washbasin—and carefully brushes it across her brow. Her skin is burning.

Grace doesn't flinch, but she doesn't lean in either. She just watches him, eyes half-lidded.

"You're burning up," he murmurs. "Your whole body's fighting you."

"I know."

He smooths her damp hair back. "I hate that I can't help."

"You're here," she says.

And that is help. It always has been.

"I can't fix it," he says softly. "But I can... stay?"

A pause. A beat.

Then she shifts—wordless, aching, but clear.

He moves behind her.

She exhales immediately. The tension in her limbs loosens, almost involuntarily.

Her wolf—still faint, still wary—presses forward at his presence, brushing the edges of her skin like a second heartbeat. A subtle pulse, seeking warmth.

Steve feels it too. His breath catches. Then he slides his arm gently around her waist. Not possessive—just steady. Grounding.

His cheek brushes the crown of her head.

"It's only when you're here," she whispers. "Only then that it... stops hurting."

"I know," he breathes.

"I can do this," she adds, so quiet it barely registers. "I need to do this."

Steve closes his eyes. "There's got to be a better way than putting you through this, Little Moon."

Silence, after that.

But not empty.

Their heartbeats sync. Her scent shifts—just a little. Less bitter, more real. Not masked. Not hidden.

He doesn't say it, but he feels it: the bond pulling taut again, flexing toward completion. Her wolf hums—tentative, bruised, but no longer alone.

Grace falls asleep like that—one hand curled at his chest, the other tangled in the fabric of his shirt.

Safe. For now.

Steve doesn't sleep for a long time.

He watches the firelight flicker on her temple. Counts the steady rise and fall of her breath. Thinks about how little time they have left to keep dancing around this.

How his wolf claws at the inside of his restraint every time she cries out in pain.

He kisses her temple—soft, lingering.

Not as king.
Not as protector.

But as hers.

The first light of dawn threads through the high windows.

Steve is already awake—barely.

His body is warm and heavy, his mind slow with the kind of rest he only seems to find near her. Grace is curled into him, her head tucked beneath his chin, one hand fisted in the front of his shirt. Her leg is thrown over his, a blanket twisted somewhere near their ankles.

He hasn't moved.

He won't—not until she does.

But then she shifts. Not away—closer.

Still mostly asleep, she breathes his name like an exhale. Not Your Majesty. Not Steve.

Just—
"You."

And then she lifts her face.

Their eyes meet—barely open, barely guarded.

For one stretched heartbeat, there's no kingdom. No Choosing. No bond screaming for more.

Just them.

Her hand slides up his chest, fingertips tracing the edge of his collarbone. Her wolf hums beneath her skin—weak but present, aching to be near his.

And then—without thinking, without ceremony—Grace leans in and kisses him.

Soft. Uncertain. But real.

It steals his breath.

When she starts to pull away, clearly startled by her own boldness, Steve cups the back of her head and kisses her back—longer, deeper, but still careful.

When they part, both of them are breathing hard.

Grace blinks.

Her lips part like she's about to speak, but for a second—just one—Steve sees it.

Her eyes.
Not grey.

Silver. Teal. Alive.

Her wolf, fully at the surface. Not just stirring—in control.

She frowns, confused. Shaken. Then—the color fades.

The silver flushes back into grey. The shift is subtle, but unmistakable. The soft flare of her omega presence recedes, and Grace returns.

She draws in a breath, startled.

"That wasn't... planned," she whispers, voice hoarse.

A beat.

Then her eyes widen. "That wasn't even me."

Steve doesn't flinch. He's watching her closely, his thumb brushing her jaw like a steadying anchor.

"It was," he says quietly. "Just... the part of you that knows what it wants."

Grace doesn't answer right away. Her gaze drops to the collar of his shirt—still caught in her grip. Her fingers curl tighter.

"My omega," she breathes. "She—moved. She decided."

"You're safe now," Steve says. "She knows it."

"I didn't think she'd... I didn't know she could do that."

"She did," he murmurs. "And you let her."

Silence settles between them, but it's softer this time. Not fear. Not panic.

Just the slow dawning of something ancient. Something steady.
The quiet wonder of not being alone inside your own skin anymore.

Grace exhales, shaky but sure. Her head finds his chest again. Her fingers stay tangled in the fabric of his shirt.

"I'm still hurting," she whispers.

"I know," Steve says, curling around her. "But you're healing, too."

And her wolf hums—quiet but certain.
We are.

 

The knock is soft.

Too soft for a servant.

Steve freezes. Grace doesn't move—doesn't want to—but the second knock confirms it. Someone knows.

Natasha's voice slips through the door, low and dry.
"You've got maybe ninety seconds before this becomes a scandal."

Steve groans softly, already sitting up. Grace clutches the blanket tighter around her chest.

"Do you think she means it?"

"Without question," he mutters, leaning down to press one last kiss to her temple.
"You good?"

"For about ninety seconds," she quips—but the strain is already creeping into her voice. Her body is stiff, heat lingering, and she's pale beneath the glow.

Steve slides to the edge of the bed, tugging on his discarded tunic, then turns back to her.
"I'll see you before the trial. I promise."

The second he opens the door, Natasha's eyes sweep over both of them. Her mouth quirks—unimpressed, unsurprised.

"You couldn't even make it a full moon cycle?"

"She kissed me," Steve says, stepping into the hall.

From the bed:
"I regret nothing."

Natasha exhales the sigh of a woman who's seen too much and been paid too little.

"Go. I'll handle her."

Steve disappears down the hallway—and the moment the door clicks shut behind him, the warmth he left in his wake begins to bleed away.

Grace exhales shakily, gripping the sheets.

The pain starts in her spine—slow and burning—then spreads.
Through her ribs. Her hips. The bruises from the week before flare, dragging her back into her body like a weight.

She doesn't cry out.

She just curls tighter, whispering through gritted teeth—
"Not again..."

Nat's already at her side, reaching for the small satchel tucked beneath the bedframe—one only she and Sienna know about. Her movements are precise.
Her scent is sharp with worry.

"It's the bond," she mutters.
"He leaves, and your body remembers it hasn't fully healed. Or maybe it just doesn't care about your damn pride anymore."

Grace nods, barely.

"I'm fine," she lies.

Nat snorts.
"You're full of shit. And you reek of him."

She pulls two small vials from the satchel. One dull grey. One deep green.

"Suppressant first," she says.
Grace forces herself upright just enough to swallow it, her throat working against the burn.

"Now the blocker."

The second vial stings against her skin as Natasha dabs it behind her ears, across her wrists, just below her collarbone.
The heat dulls. The ache stays.

"You've got two hours," Nat says.
"Then you need to be up, dressed, and pretending none of this happened. Because the court doesn't care if your bones are cracking—you're a future queen, remember?"

Grace groans into the pillow.
"Court life is awful."

Nat smirks, not unkindly.
"Yep. But at least you're not boring anymore."

She starts to rise—then pauses.

Her voice is quieter now. More careful.

"And Grace?"

Grace blinks at her, eyes rimmed with heat.

Natasha holds her gaze.
"If anyone even suspects you're slipping... you're not the only one they'll come for."

Chapter 45: Moonshade

Chapter Text

The courtyard is unusually quiet this morning, which Grace is more than a little grateful for.

She sits in the far corner near the ivy wall, half in shadow, cradling tea she didn't ask for. Her legs are tucked beneath her—not for comfort, but because she isn't sure they'd hold her if she stood too quickly. The pressure in her ribs flares with each breath, a steady throb of bruised bone and healing muscle. Her shoulder's been aching since dawn, and her neck clicks when she turns her head too far to the right.

The scent blockers Natasha gave her are barely masking the fray in her scent.

The wolf beneath her skin is tired. Wounded. Wary.

And yet the others keep staring.

Not all of them. But enough.

One girl—dark curls, razor smile—leans a little too close to whisper something behind her hand. Another glances toward the upper balconies, where rumors have it Steve stood last night long after Grace returned to her room.

"Won't even last one moon cycle," someone mutters, too low to be called out.

Sienna shoots them a look that could cut steel. But Grace just exhales through her nose and shifts her grip on the teacup. The porcelain feels hot and steady in her hands—anchoring, almost.

Her fingertips tremble anyway.

And then—

"Lady Grace."

The voice cuts through everything.

It's Helena.

She stands just beyond the archway, framed in soft morning light like something from a painting. Pale blue silk skirts brush the stone beneath her; her hands are folded neatly at her waist. And her eyes—those unnerving, not-quite-human eyes—gleam faintly like polished silver.

The wolf inside Grace lifts its head.

Muscles coil low in her spine—sharp, instinctive—but she keeps her body still.

Helena smiles.

"I thought it might be time for us to have a proper chat," she says, every word a slow curl of civility. "Would you join me for luncheon? In the east conservatory. Noon."

The courtyard stills.

No one speaks.

Grace sets her teacup down with care, though her fingers twitch as she releases it. "That depends. Are you offering tea or a trap?"

A few gasps. Adelaide chokes on a laugh.

But Helena doesn't blink. "Depends. Are you smart enough to know the difference?"

Their eyes lock.

Something old stirs beneath Helena's skin—something Grace can almost smell. The shimmer. The same magic from the altar. From the trees. It tugs at the wolf inside her like a static charge.

Her breath catches. Her body aches.

"Very well," Grace says, rising slowly. Every joint protests, and the heat behind her eyes pulses in time with her heartbeat. "Noon."

Helena's smile sharpens just enough. "Lovely. Do dress comfortably. The room can be... stifling."

She disappears down the corridor with the quiet glide of someone who has never once been uncertain in her life.

Only after she's gone does anyone breathe.

Sienna leans in, voice low. "That wasn't an invitation. That was a chess move."

"I know," Grace murmurs.

She flexes her hand once, still feeling the phantom flicker of her wolf's claws beneath her skin. Her bones ache. Her scent is fraying.

But her eyes are steady.

"Then let's make sure she knows I can play too."
——-

The moment Grace steps into her chambers, Steve is already there.

Not seated. Not casual.

Pacing.

His jaw is clenched. His boots are still muddy from training. His shirt is half-buttoned like he stormed out mid-command—and based on the scent trailing behind him, he probably had.

"You said yes to Helena?" he demands the second he sees her.

Grace closes the door with quiet precision. "Good afternoon to you too."

"Grace."

"She asked for luncheon. I accepted, maybe I can figure out who this woman is and if she's really my sister."

"She's not asking. She's testing." His voice is low, taut, nearly shaking. "And you just gave her the perfect excuse to corner you."

"I'm not exactly cornerable."

Steve steps closer. His hands flex once at his sides. "If you weren't on those damn suppressants, I'd agree. But as it stands? You're sick as a dog on a good hour. In a bad one, you're vomiting up your lungs and in danger of passing out. You've barely got control of your wolf. And she knows that."

Grace doesn't flinch. "Which is exactly why I need to go."

He exhales sharply and starts to pace again. "She's old, Grace. Not in years. In instinct. She doesn't just want to win—she wants to break whatever threatens her crown before it can rise."

"I'm not a threat to her crown. It's never going to be hers."

"I know that. You know that. But she'll still break you—just to prove she can."

He stops in front of her, hand coming up—tentative. He brushes a sweat-damp curl from her temple, and the gentleness in the gesture nearly undoes her.

"Don't go," he says softly. "Please."

Grace lays her hand over his. "You know I have to."

His throat works around the words. "Then I'm going with you."

"Absolutely not." She smiles faintly. "You'll cause a scene."

"I'll stand against the wall and glare at anyone who looks sideways."

"That is a scene."

He leans his forehead to hers. "Let me be a scene, Little Moon. Just... let me keep you safe."

There's a beat of silence.

Then Grace slips her arms around his waist, tucking herself against his chest.

"Can't always keep me safe," she whispers. "You have to trust me to stand on my own, my king."

His breath catches—then steadies. One hand curls around her back, the other cradles the base of her skull like he's afraid she might vanish.

"I'll drop everything. I'll be there," he murmurs. "Outside the door. Just say the word."

Grace doesn't promise she won't.

Because truthfully?

She might.
But she has a plan.

And he absolutely can't be there to witness it.
——-

The gown is soft and sleeveless, made of dusky green silk that gathers beneath Grace's chest and falls in quiet waves to the floor. It's meant to look effortless—delicate, even—but Grace knows better.

It's armor.

Sienna adjusts one of the straps, smoothing it carefully across Grace's shoulder. "Are you sure you want your hair down?"

"She'll expect it up. Makes me look younger this way."

Sienna nods, fingers combing gently through Grace's curls. "There's nothing about you that looks young today."

Grace exhales, slow and shallow. "Feels like my skin's coming off in layers."

"She'll see it. If she's looking."

"She will be."

Across the estate, two floors down through the kitchens, Adelaide slips something small and pale green into Verena's palm.

"Thank you for helping me with this," Adelaide says smoothly. "You know how stubborn Grace can be. I really need to get her stomach to settle so she can eat."

"A few drops," she adds, light as breath. "Just into the teapot, not the cups. It helps ease stomach upset."

Verena eyes the vial. "And you're sure this will help?"

Adelaide smiles, folding Verena's fingers gently around the glass. "Absolutely. It's old magic—settling and subtle. Neither will notice. But she'll feel better by the end."

Verena nods, still uncertain. "She's really not well, is she? Is it because she's refusing the bond?"

"It is," Adelaide says, quiet and convincing. "But you can't tell anyone. She's afraid she'll lose herself to her omega if she's forced to be his queen."

"But he's her alpha?"

Adelaide shrugs, a picture of calm detachment. "She needs help either way. And what better way to build trust?"

Back upstairs, Grace slips her hands over her belly, where the faintest tremor of pain has already begun to settle again beneath her ribs. The wolf beneath her skin snarls once and quiets.

Not gone—just tired. Just waiting.

Sienna hands her a vial of scent balm from Natasha's kit.

"Mask what you can," she murmurs. "But don't hide. You're not prey."

Grace dabs it to her throat anyway, blinking hard against the sting behind her eyes.

"No," she says quietly. "I'm not."
———-

The tea parlor is quiet.

Sunlight spills through gauzy curtains, gilding the silver trays and crystal goblets laid out between them. The chairs are delicate, high-backed things—more for show than comfort. Grace wonders if Helena picked them intentionally.

Across from her, Helena lifts her cup like a queen born. Her gown is lavender today, sleeves draping just enough to reveal a bracelet of moonsilver that gleams when she moves.

Grace doesn't flinch. Doesn't shift in her seat. She wears green—rich and moss-dark, the color of the forest floor she was raised on. No jewelry. Just a ring Steve gave her, another new piece that just showed up this morning and a woven cuff the one of the older children from the orphanage slipped on her wrist before she left the other day.

"I must say," Helena drawls, her tone syrupy, "your resilience is impressive. If I'd taken that many blows in a week, I'd be bedridden. Or dead."

Grace smiles faintly. "You'd be surprised what the body can survive."

"Mm. I suppose you would know."

Helena sips her tea. Grace mirrors her—slow, measured. The warmth spreads through her throat, faintly bitter. There, just as Verena promised. No sweetener. No scent. Nothing to draw suspicion.

Helena sets her cup down gently, her eyes sharpening.

"You've been ill lately. The court notices. Strange timing, given the trials."

Grace doesn't rise to the bait.

"Then they're more observant than I thought. But I assure you—it's just my body reacting to stress. A decent night's sleep and I'll be right as rain."

"And yet you still came. Brave. Or reckless."

Another sip. Another silence.

"Perhaps you're hoping the court will pity you. They do love a fragile rose—"

"I'm not here for pity," Grace says calmly. "I'm here to represent the Hollow. To make the kingdom better. For all of its subjects."

Helena's eyes flicker—just slightly. A ghost of something smug.

"Still clinging to your story about the woods? That I was there? That I vanished like a... what did you call it? A shimmer?"

"You were there. I know what I saw."

Helena leans in, ever so slightly. The light catches in her eyes—too sharp, too gold.

"You're delusional."

"And yet," Grace says softly, "you invited me to tea."

A pause.

Helena's smile tightens. For the first time, there's tension in the corner of her mouth.

"A show of unity," she says. "For the court."

"Of course."

They sit in brittle silence. The tea grows cold between them.

Then Helena shifts. A tremble in her fingers. Her hand drifts to her stomach.

Grace doesn't blink.

Helena reaches for her cup again, but her grip falters. Porcelain clinks faintly against the saucer.

"What—"

Grace breathes through the ache coiling under her ribs, blooming hot behind her eyes. Her wolf snarls once, then paces. Not panicked. Watching.

It's working.

Helena's chair scrapes as she half-rises—then sinks back down, sharp and shaky. Her knuckles go white around the tablecloth.

She lifts her cup again—too careful this time. Her fingers tremble as they touch the rim.

"Is it just me," she says lightly, "or do the sandwiches taste... off?"

Grace lifts a brow, swallowing past the acid rising in her throat. Her hands stay steady on the porcelain saucer.

"I thought it was the lemon curd," she says. "A little bitter."

A pause stretches.

Helena shifts in her seat. Her spine stiffens.

"Perhaps the kitchen forgot something. Or added too much."

Grace hums. "Or perhaps it's just an off day."

She takes one last sip, slow and unbothered, then sets the cup aside. The burn behind her ribs is steady now. Familiar. Almost welcome.

Helena blinks too slowly. Her skin has paled around the edges, a sheen blooming on her brow. She pushes to stand—

"You don't look well," Grace says quietly. "Should I call someone?"

Helena manages a tight smile. "No. Just... dizzy. The heat."

They rise at the same time—measured, careful. The moment is knife-edged.

"It must be the food," Grace offers, softer now, pressing a palm subtly to her belly. "Wouldn't want either of us collapsing in public."

Helena sways faintly. But nods. "Agreed."

They exit the tea room without stumbling. But the illusion is fraying.

What neither of them sees is Sharon, waiting just outside the corridor—slipping into shadow the moment the door clicks shut.

She waits a breath.

Then slips down the servant hallway and veers left.

Toward Helena's rooms.

By the time they reach her quarters, Grace's vision is slipping at the edges. Her hands are ice-cold. The ache beneath her ribs has turned to fire.

"Get her down," Sienna says, breathless, all but dragging her toward the bed.

Adelaide is already uncorking a second vial, fingers trembling. "Moonshade," she whispers. "She really did it."

Natasha barrels into the room, eyes wild. "Maela and Simmons are right behind me—"

"She dosed herself?" Steve's voice is a low snarl, sharp enough to slice through the air like glass. He's already crossing the room, brushing past Sienna, past Natasha, dropping to his knees beside Grace's bed. "What the hell were you thinking?"

Grace tries to speak, but her stomach clenches—violently. She lurches over the side of the bed and vomits into the bucket someone had thrust into her hands. Her whole body trembles.

"She told me it wouldn't be fatal," Adelaide says quickly. "She calculated the dose. It's small. Just enough to affect a shifter."

Steve rounds on her, voice rising. "And you helped her?"

Adelaide doesn't flinch. "She asked for confirmation. She needed the truth."

"I could've lost her!"

"She knew what she was risking."

"Her omega just woke! She's barely back on her feet, and you let her ingest—this?" He gestures to the pile of vials and rags now soaked in bile.

"She asked me not to tell you," Adelaide says gently. "She knew you'd stop her."

"You're damn right I would've!"

"I needed confirmation," Grace says hoarsely, wiping her mouth with the edge of a cloth. "It's working. She shifted—only for a moment, but I saw it. Sharon will confirm."

Steve turns to her like he's been punched.

His voice is ragged. "You should have told me. You should have told me."

"I couldn't," Grace whispers, eyes fluttering. "You would've stopped me."

"I'm your mate. I'm your alpha. You don't get to make these calls without me."

"I'm to be your queen," she whispers back, the word omega thick in her throat. "And I had to make a move."

Her head tips back suddenly, eyes rolling as a violent tremor rips through her body. Her back arches off the bed with a cry.

"Grace—!" Steve grabs her shoulders. "Hey—look at me, stay with me—!"

Simmons and Maela burst in, already moving fast.

"Vitals unstable," Maela says as she places a palm to Grace's forehead. "Temperature's spiked again—damn it, she's burning from the inside."

Simmons pulls open her kit, drawing out a syringe. "We need to slow her pulse before her system crashes. Steve—get out of the way—"

"I'm not leaving her."

"Then hold her still," Simmons snaps. "She could seize."

Grace's whole body is shaking now, sweat soaking her hairline. Her breathing is short and shallow, barely getting past her lips.

Steve shifts behind her, wrapping her in his arms, steadying her against his chest. His scent floods the air—protective, terrified. Her wolf stirs weakly at the contact, but doesn't rise.

"Please," he murmurs, rocking her gently. "Don't do this. Don't leave me."

Grace forces her eyes open—barely.

"I'm not," she whispers. "I'm not going anywhere."

"You're so fucking stubborn."

"And you love me for it."

He lets out a sharp, choked sound—half a laugh, half a sob—as Simmons injects the stabilizer into her thigh. The tremors slow. Her breathing evens. Her lips lose that terrifying blue tinge.

"I'm still your omega," she murmurs as the weight of it all begins to drag her under, "and your future queen. But I needed to know who in that court is lying to my face."

Steve presses a kiss to her damp temple, gripping her tighter than he probably should. "You're going to be the death of me."

"No," she breathes. "Just the reason you'll live long enough to matter."

She doesn't hear him answer. She's already drifting—eyes closed, heartbeat faint but steady, wrapped in the arms of the man who would burn the world for her.

———

Sharon enters soundlessly.

She's always been good at this—moving like smoke, uninvited and unnoticed. The lock hadn't even been engaged.

Her eyes sweep the chamber in a clean, practiced scan.

At first glance, it looks ordinary. The bed is unmade, the duvet halfway to the floor. A traveling cloak lies half-folded across the chaise. One of the perfume bottles on the vanity is tipped, the scent of jasmine and crushed fig hanging cloyingly in the air.

And then—

The sound.

Low. Wet. Ragged.

A gasp that isn't quite human.

Sharon turns her head slowly.

Helena is crumpled beside the wardrobe, one hand braced against the wall. Her nails—blunt, pale—scrape weakly at the carved paneling.

But that's not what makes Sharon freeze.

It's her spine.

It moves wrong.

Twisting. Convulsing. Like something inside her is trying to claw its way out.

For one breath—half a breath—her shoulder blades bulge beneath the silk of her dress. Her skin warps. The air pulses.

Something shifts.

And then it's gone.

Sharon holds her breath, muscles coiled tight, eyes locked on the woman gasping on the floor.

Helena lurches upright, choking. Not weeping—no. Choking. Her throat works uselessly, like her body is fighting itself for air.

The shift ends. Her bones settle. Her form is human again.

But Sharon has already seen enough.

She steps back without a sound, slipping into the corridor like a shadow peeling off the wall.

Grace is lying flat on the bed.

The worst has passed, but her color hasn't returned. Her skin is damp at the hairline. Her lips pale. Every breath she takes seems to echo louder than the last in the quiet room.

Maela and Simmons have confirmed her vitals are stabilizing. Adelaide—shaken but steady—is kneeling beside the bed, coaxing a slow sip of water between Grace's lips.

Steve hasn't moved.

Not once.

His palm rests flat on her stomach, feeling every stutter of her breath. Every tiny tremor of her core.

"You said nothing," he says finally. Not angry now—just raw, hollowed-out. "You planned it and said nothing."

Grace swallows. Her voice is rough, bruised at the edges. "I knew you'd try to stop me."

"Damn right I would have," he says, but it comes out hoarse. His hand tightens slightly.

Her fingers find his. She doesn't squeeze—just touches. Anchors.

"I'm not sorry," she breathes. "We needed proof."

Steve looks away—just for a second.

His other hand curls into a fist on the edge of the quilt. "You scared the hell out of me."

"I know," she whispers, and she means it. "But you weren't the one surrounded by liars. I needed to draw her out."

"Then let me help you fight them, Grace," he says, voice breaking now. "Not bury you."

Silence.

Even the wolf is quiet.

Then she nods. Just once.

"Next time," she rasps, with a flicker of something like a smile, "you'll help me dose the tea."

A breath of startled laughter escapes him. It's frayed at the edges, but real.

He presses his forehead to hers and closes his eyes.

"You're impossible," he murmurs.

"And you love me anyway."

"Yeah," he says softly. "I think I do."

The sun is setting when they finally gather on the small stone balcony just off Natasha's quarters.

Sienna sets down a fresh pot of tea—untainted, this time—while Natasha leans back in her chair, eyes scanning the courtyard below.

"Moonshade," she mutters. "I can't decide if it was brilliant or insane."

"Both," Sienna says quietly.

Adelaide wraps her hands around the cup and exhales. "It worked. Helena slipped. Sharon saw it."

Natasha's eyes narrow slightly. "And Verena?"

Adelaide grimaces. "Still believes she's helping. She's loyal—but naive."

Sienna nods. "She'll need to be dealt with gently."

A pause.

Then Natasha leans forward, all trace of warmth gone from her voice.

"This confirms one thing. Helena's not just dangerous—she's deeply embedded. If she's a shifter hiding her nature, we need to know why."

"And what she's waiting for," Adelaide adds. "No one hides that deep without a reason."

They all fall silent for a beat.

Far below, torches flicker to life along the edge of the training yard.

Then Sienna says softly, "Grace will be furious tomorrow."

Natasha's mouth quirks, sharp and fond. "Good. That means she's ready to handle it."

She leans back again, letting the chair creak.

"And we'll be ready when she is."

———

The sky is still ink-dark when Sharon finds him.

Steve is posted just outside Grace's rooms, arms crossed, eyes like carved ice. Bucky stands half in shadow beside him, sleeves rolled to his elbows, knives still strapped to his thighs from earlier patrol.

They don't speak until Sharon lifts her chin.

"She's a shifter," she says without preamble. "Confirmed."

Steve doesn't even blink. "I figured. Grace saw it."

"No," Sharon says. "You don't understand. She's not just a shifter. She's a hidden-bloodline shifter. She's been concealing it—buried, maybe even suppressed."

Bucky straightens, sharp now. "Suppressed how?"

"There's something in her quarters. A compound in her bath oils. Dulling her scent. Masking heat cues. It's precise. Deliberate. Someone didn't just teach her to hide—they engineered it."

Steve's fists clench, jaw ticking once.

Sharon holds out a slip of parchment.

"More importantly, I spoke to a kitchen girl from the old Thorn estate. Said she remembered someone—quiet, sickly, hidden away most of the time. Name of Helena, yes. But..."

She looks between them.

"The girl said Helena died. Fell ill when she was thirteen. Bedridden for weeks. Then she vanished. Official word was she passed."

Steve frowns. "But she's here."

"Exactly. The servants buried someone. There was a funeral. But this Helena appeared a few years later. Fully grown. Stronger. Sharper."

Bucky's voice is a whisper. "Not the same girl?"

Sharon doesn't answer directly.

"They used to say the Thorn family dabbled in... preservation. Strange magic. Old rites. There were rumors of experiments—nothing confirmed. But it's the kind of place people walk away from changed."

Steve's voice is low. "So what are we saying?"

Sharon meets his eyes.

"I don't think Helena's just hiding her bloodline. I think she was someone else. Once. Before the trials. Before the poisons. Before the shifts."

She swallows. Her voice drops.

"The kitchen girl remembered her name. It wasn't Helena. It was Hope."

Silence.

Something cold slides down Steve's spine. Bucky exhales slowly, like trying to keep something darker at bay.

"They killed the girl," Sharon finishes. "And stitched the monster into what was left."

Steve glances at the door behind him—where Grace sleeps, finally still.

"If they remade her once," he murmurs, "they'll try again."

"Grace will be devastated it's it true."
Steve whispered as it all settled in, "if that's true Helena is Grace's dead sister."

"Shit" Bucky says, deadly quiet. "They won't get near her though, Grace will be safe. We won't let them."

Sharon tucks the parchment away again. "I'll dig into the Thorn records. If there was a switch—or something worse—I'll find it."

Steve's eyes follow the soft glow leaking under the door.

"Do it fast. Because whatever Helena is..."

He doesn't look away.

"She's just getting started."

———

The knock at the door is hesitant—two short taps, barely audible. Grace almost doesn't hear it.

She's seated near the hearth, half-dressed in a soft robe, hair unbound for the night. A tray of compresses and salves sits beside her, untouched since Maela left. Her body aches—bone deep and familiar—but the pain is nothing compared to what's still to come. Her skin still carries a flush that won't fade, and her breath comes slower than it should. The room feels just a shade too bright.

She reaches for her cup—still warm, untouched—and sets it aside instead.

The knock comes again.

She answers without rising. "Come in."

The door creaks open just enough for a shadow to slip through.

Verena.

She's limping.

Her hair is tangled, her blouse torn at the shoulder. One cheek is blooming with the shape of a bruise—too precise to be an accident. Her scent—usually crisp and airy—is soured now with fear, blood, and something deeper. Regret. Shame.

Grace doesn't flinch. Doesn't rise. She just looks at her.

Verena stands frozen by the door, hands clenched at her sides.

"I didn't know where else to go."

Grace gestures to the footstool in front of her. "Sit."

Verena hesitates. Then obeys.

The room is quiet save for the crackling fire.

Grace dips a cloth into the herbal rinse and begins gently cleaning the scratch along Verena's temple. Her hand shakes—just once—before she steadies it.

"You don't need to pretend you tripped," she says softly. "I know what this is."

Verena's voice trembles. "She said it was my fault. That I ruined her plan. I didn't—I didn't mean to hurt you. I thought it would just make your stomach calm. That it would prove—"

She cuts herself off, tears threatening.

Grace doesn't stop tending her wounds.

"You dosed the tea, like you were instructed to."

A nod. "Addie said it was harmless. That you'd just... feel better. She didn't give me that, did she?"

Grace wrings the cloth out slowly, watching the water drip. "She didn't. And I'm sorry you got hurt for it. You didn't deserve that."

Verena's lips part in shock.

"I was angry," Grace says, quieter now. "Not just at you—at everything. That I had cut you. That I had to use you. But I suspected you were in bed with Helena... and I let you play your role."

She finally meets Verena's eyes. "You were the only way I could get close."

Verena blinks hard. "So it was true. All of it."

Grace nods, slowly. "I used you. Not because I wanted to. Because I didn't see another way. And I'm sorry."

Verena doesn't speak.

Grace applies more salve, hands gentler now.

"She planted you before the Choosing ever started, didn't she?"

Verena's breath catches. "She said I wasn't strong enough to win. But I could watch you. Report back. Sabotage if needed."

Her voice crumbles. "It was supposed to be my way in. To her favor. My family needed the money—what she was offering could pay off my father's medical debts."

Grace's hands still. The air between them shifts.

"But then you—" Verena's throat closes. "You saw me. You taught me to heal. You didn't care about what I had or didn't. You just... saw me."

Tears spill freely now.

"She never saw me. Not really. But you did."

Grace leans forward slightly, brushing a fresh salve along the cut just below Verena's ear.

"I hated that you betrayed my trust. I hated that I had to test you. But I never hated you."

Verena shakes harder.

"And what do you want now?"

A beat. Then Verena says, "To stop running. To stop being afraid. And to help you."

"Even if that means standing against Helena?"

Verena swallows. "Especially then."

Silence stretches between them.

Grace reaches for a clean bandage and begins wrapping her shoulder.

"Then stay," she says softly. "And grow something new."

Verena lets out a shuddering breath. Her shoulders drop. She bows her head—and for the first time since arriving in the capital, she weeps without shame.

Outside the door, Natasha's silhouette moves away from the corridor shadows, silent and satisfied.

Verena is still curled on the stool, shoulders trembling, when the knock sounds again—firmer this time, no pretense.

Grace doesn't need to ask.

"Come in."

Natasha steps into the glow of the firelight, gaze sweeping over Verena in one quick, practiced read. No visible judgment—only calculation.

"She told you?" Nat asks Grace.

"She did."

Nat gives a short nod. "She'll need to disappear. At least for a little while. No one can know where she's gone."

Verena's eyes go wide. "You're not sending me away?"

"No," Natasha says coolly, crossing the room. "I'm taking you to someone who understands what happens when loyalty becomes survival."

She offers Verena her hand. "Come on, mouse. You'll bunk with Yelena. She doesn't bite unless you do."

Verena stares at her for a moment—then rises slowly, still wincing. Grace hands her a wrapped salve bundle as she passes.

"Apply that twice a day," she says softly. "And stay hidden."

Verena nods once, clutching the bundle like a lifeline.

Natasha pauses in the doorway. Her voice is lower now, just for Verena. "We all made deals we didn't understand. What matters is what you do next."

Then the two of them disappear into the shadows.

The door clicks shut behind them.

Grace exhales slowly and presses a hand to her stomach.

Her skin still burns.

She slumps back into her chair, only now realizing her own limbs are trembling. Her body aches—low and deep and raw—but the heat is fading now, dulled by the salve and time. Still, she isn't sure she has the strength to stand when she hears it—

Bootsteps.

Not rushed.

But not soft, either.

Steve enters a beat later, jaw tight, tunic half-unlaced, hands clenched at his sides.

"I heard you were sick again," he says stiffly. "And that you refused to stay in bed."

Grace doesn't rise. "I am, and I did. I made it happen. I also know what the after effects of moonshade are."

His eyes flash. "You poisoned yourself."

"I dosed myself with less than a quarter pinch. Calculated. Controlled. Just enough to draw Helena into the light."

"You could've died."

"But I didn't." Her chin lifts. "And now we know she's a shifter. Are we really going to rehash this argument again, Alpha?"

He doesn't speak. Doesn't move. The bond between them hums, tight and hot like a pulled cord.

Grace softens her voice. "Steve. Look at me."

His arms drop. Hands flex open. A breath shudders through him.

"I hate this," he mutters. "I hate that you put yourself at risk. I hate that I wasn't there to stop it."

She rises slowly and crosses to him. Her fingers brush his jaw.

"And I love you for caring," she says gently. "But you don't need to stop me. You need to trust me. We're not at war yet—but we will be. And I need to be ready."

He closes his eyes at that, forehead falling to hers. His scent is still stormy, but beginning to steady.

"You're still burning," he murmurs.

"A little," she admits. "But it's manageable."

They breathe together—just long enough for the world to quiet.

Then she adds, soft and hesitant, "There's something else."

His eyes open.

She draws back just enough to meet them.

"Verena's cover is gone. Helena was blackmailing her—using her father's medical debts to force her into spying. She was planted before the Choosing even started."

Steve's jaw tightens again, but the fury is colder now—controlled. Directed.

"She what?"

"She thought it would buy her favor. A place. She didn't know what she was really feeding."

He mutters a curse low in his throat. "Is she safe?"

"With Nat and Yelena. But she won't be hidden for long. Helena will notice. And she'll react."

He nods grimly. "I'll have the Maris start pulling financial records in the morning. If that debt is real, we'll find it. Burn it if we have to."

"You think it might not be?"

"I think if it wasn't, Helena made sure it looked real. Either way—my spies just got more work."

Grace manages a tired smile. "You love it."

"I hate it."

"You're good at it."

His mouth quirks, brief and unwilling, before he leans in and presses a kiss to her shoulder.

"We'll handle it," he promises. "Just not tonight."

She nods and guides him gently toward the bed.

"Come to bed, Alpha."

He obeys.

They lie curled together, skin to skin beneath the thin blanket, her body still aching, his hand steady over the heat that lingers at her ribs. Grace listens as his breathing evens out—tension bleeding away with each rise and fall of his chest.

Until they both sleep.

Chapter 46: Before the Council

Chapter Text

The morning light cuts in slanted beams through the arched windows, casting golden lines across the long table—set now for far fewer.

Fifteen girls remain.

Their gowns are simpler—darker silks and wools in place of pastel gauze. The edges of the competition have hardened. So have the smiles.

Grace sits in her usual place at the king's right, flanked by her closest allies: Sienna, Adelaide, Alira, M.J., Morgan, and Lila. The others form clusters. A few still hover between factions, but most have quietly aligned—either with Helena, whose ladies sit tall and silent at the far end of the table, or with Grace, whose quiet resilience has begun to reshape the energy in the room.

There is no chatter this morning.

Not until Steve enters.

He's dressed formally, though not in ceremonial garb—a high-collared tunic in deep navy, leather cuffs buckled at the wrists. A silver circlet gleams at his brow. His expression is unreadable.

The room falls still as he approaches the head of the table.

He rests his hands on the carved wood and clears his throat. "Before we begin, I have a few announcements."

Grace's stomach coils—not from pain, though the ache still hums beneath her skin—but from instinct. She hates this part. The knowing-before-knowing.

Steve's voice is calm, but firm. "As of this morning, Lady Verena—who had taken up a position as lady's maid after being cut from the Choosing—has been formally released from her role. She departed before dawn, escorted home due to a private family matter."

A beat of silence.

Helena's brows twitch—just slightly.

Grace lowers her gaze to her teacup and says nothing.

Steve continues, evenly, "Her duties will be absorbed by the palace staff until a replacement is named."

Another pause.

Adelaide glances up from her plate with the faintest flicker of satisfaction. Sienna doesn't look away from Steve.

Grace knows what this really means.
Verena is safe.
Verena is no longer a pawn.

At the far end of the table, Helena's fork scrapes gently across her plate.

Steve lets the silence stretch before continuing.

"And now," he says, his tone shifting, "the next trial will begin with the Royal Council. Today, each of you will be summoned to the Council Chamber for a private interview. You will appear alone, unescorted, and you will be questioned by members of the advisory panel—including external dignitaries."

Several girls pale.

One of the neutral candidates exhales sharply. Across the table, Elise's jaw tightens.

"This is not a test of charm," Steve says plainly. "Or manners. Or dress. You will be evaluated on your readiness—your understanding of governance, trade, diplomacy, and justice."

He looks deliberately toward Helena—then, after a pause, toward Grace.

"Your answers will shape what comes next."

A sharp clink rings out as someone sets a goblet down too hard.

Steve straightens. "The order of summons will be delivered within the hour. I suggest you finish your breakfast and prepare accordingly."

With a nod, he turns and strides from the room.

As soon as the door closes behind him, the murmurs begin.

Grace lifts her tea. Takes a slow, careful sip.

Adelaide leans in. "Well," she murmurs, "that was dramatic."

Sienna's voice is dry. "That was war."

Across the room, Helena smiles.

It doesn't reach her eyes.
———

The herald calls her name just past the second hour.

"Lady Grace of the Hollow. You are summoned."

She rises from the bench in the outer gallery, spine straight despite the fatigue biting at her body. Sienna squeezes her hand once as she passes. Morgan whispers, "You've got this," with the solemnity of a vow.

The doors close behind her with a heavy boom.

Inside, the Council Chamber is cold stone and colder eyes. Nine seats are filled—three by royal advisors, three by regional lords, two foreign delegates, and Steve.

He sits at the center of the upper dais.

Not as Alpha.
As King.

His face is carved from marble.

Grace bows low.

"Lady Grace," says the first councilor, Lord Fury, "we are not here for pleasantries. We'll begin with a matter of land tax exemptions in the Eastern Marches. House Ellador believes they are being unfairly assessed. What would your course of action be?"

Grace lifts her chin. "The Ellador exemption predates the current census. Their original claim was based on agricultural hardship following the blight five years ago. That exemption was meant to last two harvests. It has now extended into its sixth year. I would call for an immediate audit, overseen by a neutral party."

Fury's brow ticks up.

The next question comes sharp and fast.

"How would you resolve the trade bottleneck on the western roads now that the port at Kaerlan is inaccessible due to unrest?"

Grace doesn't flinch. "Prioritize river access at the northern ferry line. Divert military escorts to secure two weeks of uninterrupted supply runs. Then begin training local traders for secure, sanctioned overland movement once unrest calms."

One of the foreign delegates leans in, murmuring something to her neighbor.

Another councilor, Lord Zemo, cuts in. "What treaties currently govern that unrest, and which would you renegotiate?"

Grace answers without blinking.

Steve doesn't breathe.

Each question builds faster than the last—test after test: infrastructure, border negotiations, inheritance law, crisis mediation. Then the real weight drops.

"You've faced scandal," says Prince Loki of Asgard, his voice smooth as oil. "You've known personal grief. Loss. Accusation. What makes you think you're fit to advise a crown—let alone stand beside it?"

Her voice is even.

"Because I've known scandal. I've known grief. I've known the failure of others to protect me. And I've survived them all. There is no lesson in theory that outweighs survival in truth."

She meets every gaze squarely. "If the people of this kingdom are asked to endure such wounds, then so must their queen."

Silence.

Even the scribes have stopped writing.

Lady Carter nods once, then narrows her eyes. "Your family history is marked by tragedy—your parents' kidnapping, your father's death, the loss of your sister. How will you ensure such pain does not cloud your judgment in moments of similar crisis?"

Grace's gaze sharpens. Given Lady Carter's own storied past, the question feels almost hypocritical. But she answers anyway.

"I know little of my parents' time in captivity—only that it happened. I cannot be shaped by something I don't truly understand. My father's death was an accident that occurred when I was still an infant. I know the basics. And frankly, perhaps we should be investigating the safety protocols surrounding post-mudslide recovery. But it cannot cloud my judgment—it simply can't."

She takes a breath.

"My sister's death is more complicated." Her voice stays steady, but lower now. "I've learned that who people are and who they appear to be can be very different things. That experience has changed me. It will color my judgment—but not cloud it. I've learned not to trust blindly. Not family, not friends. Only actions."

Her gaze sweeps the room.

"And that will not change if I become queen."

On the dais, Steve leans forward—just slightly, as if seeing her differently now.

Princess Shuri sits back in her chair, silent but thoughtful.

"You may go," Fury says at last.

Grace bows once more. "Thank you, my lords. My ladies."

She turns and walks from the chamber without haste.

As the doors shut behind her, Steve exhales like he's been holding his breath for a year.

The door closes behind Grace with a quiet click.

She exhales—once—then straightens again. A servant gestures silently, leading her away from the main waiting chamber and down a short side corridor. Her footsteps echo softly until they reach a smaller salon—sunlit, quiet, and heavily guarded.

Inside, the others wait.

Sienna looks up first. Adelaide beside her. M.J. and Morgan sit near the hearth. Lila is curled in a window nook, arms around her knees. They all turn at once.

"You're finally out," Adelaide says softly, rising.

Grace blinks. "What do you mean, finally?"

Sienna approaches, voice low. "You were in there over an hour."

Grace stills. "What?"

"They called you third," Morgan says. "We've been watching the sand clock. Most others were twenty minutes. Maybe thirty." Her voice drops further. "One girl came out sobbing. The other asked to leave entirely."

"Yet they grilled you," Adelaide murmurs. "Obviously harder than anyone."

Grace swallows. "They brought up my sister."

Silence falls like a curtain.

Then M.J. mutters, "Bastards."

Grace lowers herself into the nearest chair, her fingers beginning to tremble now that the adrenaline is gone.

More girls are called in slow waves—each led in and out of the chamber in silence. Some enter pale and leave red-eyed. One stumbles. Another snaps at her escort. The neutral candidates return eventually, both visibly shaken. One walks straight to the wine table without speaking.

The noble-aligned women—Elise among them—are calm. Breezy. Shrugging it off as if they've simply recited etiquette.

Helena is the last.

She rises with an elegant sweep of her skirts when her name is called, offering the room a parting glance—but her gaze lands on Grace last. There's no malice in it. Just a quiet, measured assessment.

As if she's trying to decide what kind of queen Grace might become.

The door shuts behind her.

They are left with silence.

The chamber is quieter now. Dimmer, as clouds drift across the sun beyond the stained-glass windows. The judges—tired but sharp-eyed—don't look up when Helena enters.

Not until she speaks.

"Good morning, honored council."

Her voice is honeyed. Measured. She curtsies low, flawless in form, and takes the chair without being asked.

She sits like a queen.

At the center of the dais, Steve remains still. Watching.

Duke Pierce is the first to speak. "Lady Helena. You come from a long line of nobility—your mother's house is older than the crown itself."

She inclines her head. "And I'm honored to serve it."

Steve doesn't move, but something in his jaw shifts.

"The council would like to better understand how you intend to lead, should the prince select you. Your household is steeped in influence, but your direct governance experience is limited."

Helena doesn't blink. "I've studied law since I could hold a quill. I've advised my uncle's trade council for the last three years. I negotiate contracts, mediate disputes, and manage over thirty staff. If you're asking whether I understand power—I do."

There's a pause. Pens scratch softly.

Steve's fingertips press together lightly. Still listening. Still unreadable.

The next voice is Lady Carter's—sharp, dry. "And yet your tutors once noted a... lapse in your studies. A year missing from the records. What happened?"

Helena's jaw tightens. Just slightly.

"I was unwell."

"Unwell how?" Princess Shuri presses. "There are no physician's records. Those contacted said they were turned away from your estate."

Steve's brow furrows—barely. Just enough for those watching closely.

A longer pause.

"My illness was... delicate," Helena says at last. "Private. And fully resolved."

The council doesn't press further. But the air in the chamber tightens.

Steve leans back slightly in his seat—not dismissive, but distant. Weighing.

Lord Stark flips a page. "There were whispers, Lady Helena, that your illness changed you. That you returned more... reserved. Some say the girl who left was not the one who came back."

The silence that follows lands heavy.

Helena's smile reappears. Thin. Controlled. "The court gossips say many things. If illness taught me anything, it's how little patience I have for fear."

Steve's gaze sharpens. Still silent. Still watching.

"But fear," Prince Loki says quietly, "makes people careful. Honest. Sometimes it even makes them kind."

Helena does not respond.

She simply sits—spine straight, eyes steady.

Steve doesn't blink.

At last, Lord Zemo—silent until now—leans forward. "What do you want from this, Lady Helena? Truly."

Helena tilts her head. "To serve. To protect our realm. To take what's been passed down and shape it into something worthy."

"And the King?"

Her smile deepens. "The crown is a burden. I would carry it beside him. Not behind him."

Steve's expression does not change.

But for a moment, his gaze flicks to the floor. Then back.

There's no warmth in her voice.

Only precision.

"Very well," Lady Carter says, making a final note. "You may go."

Helena rises, smooth and fluid. She glances toward the dais—not at the council, not even at Lady Carter.

At Steve.

Her eyes hold his, just long enough to register.

Then she turns and disappears through the door with a final nod.

Only then does Steve shift—just enough to exhale.
——-

The council chamber is sealed now. Thick stone walls muffle the outside world. Sunlight filters through high windows, casting long shadows across the table where papers lie stacked and marked.

Fifteen girls remain.

Only five will earn a one-on-one with the King.

Duke Pierce exhales and leans back, tugging off his gloves. "Well. That was... illuminating."

Lady Carter doesn't look up. "You mean exhausting."

The duke smiles faintly. "Both."

They sift through their ledgers, names written in neat columns—some already marked with deliberate strokes: stars, slashes, small circles of warning or promise.

"Lady Grace," Prince Loki begins. "Handled herself remarkably."

"She was grilled for over an hour," Stark adds. "Didn't flinch. Quoted precedent, cited trade law, even redirected one of my traps."

"She's grown," the duchess says softly. "I was skeptical when she was brought into the fold. But now?"

"She's a contender," Pierce says simply. "One of the strongest."

They move on.

"Elise was poised," Stark notes. "Smug, but clever. You, sir, are the problem though—already pushing for land rights near the northern pass."

Lord Zemo snorts.

"Too ambitious," Lady Carter agrees. "Wants a seat at the table before she's earned it."

They mark Elise with a half-circle. Not eliminated. Not favored.

"Lady Helena," Lord Zemo says next, his tone harder. "Did you hear how carefully she spoke? No missteps—but no heart either. And the illness?"

"A fabrication," Princess Shuri says flatly. "Or worse—a cover-up. Her body language changed when we mentioned it. That girl was lying."

"She plays the court like a game," Lady Carter murmurs. "And she's very good at it."

"But the crown is not a game," Pierce says. "And she's hiding something."

The room falls quiet.

They move through a few more:
Adelaide—smart and steady.
Alira—reserved but tactically sound.
M.J. and Morgan—passionate, if still green.
Lila—young, but sharp.
Sienna—precise, with loyalty that doesn't waver.

And the two neutral girls—quiet, competent. One leaning toward Grace, the other clearly swaying.

Finally, Lord Stark leans forward. "So. Our top five?"

They glance at one another.

"Grace," Carter says without hesitation.

"Adelaide," Pierce adds. "She's the people's ally."

"Sienna," Shuri confirms. "We need her mind on the field."

A pause.

"Helena," Loki says reluctantly. "Not because we trust her—but because we must watch her."

"Elise," Stark says last. "As a control. Let the King see what unchecked ambition looks like."

Shuri nods. "The rest return to the group."

"And these five," Lady Carter says, tapping the names, "will be summoned for private audiences. Alone. With him."

Shuri sighs and closes her book. "Let's see who he listens to."

The chosen are gathered again in the great hall, afternoon light slanting across the polished floor. Whispers hush the moment Steve enters, flanked by Prince Loki and Princess Shuri. His posture is regal, but his expression is worn—not cold, just heavy with the day's weight.

He surveys the remaining fifteen.

"Thank you," he begins, voice low but steady. "For your time today. I know the interviews were demanding. Intentionally so."

Silence.

He steps forward. "Your answers helped us better understand not only your knowledge—but your judgment, your priorities, and your resilience under pressure."

Several women shift nervously. Grace remains still. Helena's chin lifts a fraction.

Steve unfolds a small parchment.

"Five of you have been selected for private audiences... dates. These are not promises. They are opportunities—for deeper conversation. For clarity."

A pause.

Then, slowly, he reads:

"Lady Grace."

Grace doesn't react outwardly. But beside her, Sienna exhales softly—a ghost of relief in her features.

"Lady Sienna."

More stillness. Tension flickers.

"Lady Adelaide."

A quiet smile touches Adelaide's lips. She meets no one's gaze but Steve's.

"Lady Elise."

The room tightens. Helena's eyes narrow slightly—calculating.

"And... Lady Helena."

No flicker of emotion this time. Just a practiced tilt of her head.
Grace, watching from the corner of her eye, notes the faintest twitch in Helena's fingers.

"These five will receive word of their scheduled times by evening," Steve finishes. "The rest of you will return to the public forum tomorrow. Your contributions remain valued as we move forward."

He holds their gaze for one breath longer.

Then: "You're dismissed."

Steve's footsteps echo down the stone corridor, boots muffled by the worn runner. It's well past midnight. The castle is still.

He's already removed his formal coat, collar undone, tension bleeding from his shoulders. Expecting quiet.

Expecting her.

——-

Grace has been staying up late most nights—reviewing notes, brushing off concern, claiming solitude was easier. Steve had half-hoped to find her alone again tonight. Maybe seated near the hearth, robe slipping off one shoulder, looking at him like she did the first night they truly saw each other.

The hallway is quiet when he rounds the final corner, boots soft against the stone. He exhales, already picturing her curled in some dim corner with a too-small blanket and too many thoughts.

But when he pushes open the door, the room is anything but silent.

Healer's lamps glow against the floor. Voices. Movement. Maela, Simmons, Adelaide—and Grace, half-sitting, half-collapsed in the curve of the settee, her skin sheened with sweat.

Steve freezes.

Grace is shaking.

She's biting her lip so hard it's bleeding, fingers clawed into the cushion's edge as another wave of pain rolls through her. Simmons kneels beside her, one hand on her wrist, the other adjusting a scanner Grace keeps trying to knock away.

"She's fighting the suppressors," Simmons mutters. "We upped the dose but her system's burning through it too fast—her omega's too strong now."

"Her hormones are spiking," Maela adds, voice tight. "It's trying to trigger a full heat."

Steve's heart drops like a stone.

"I told you we needed the stabilizer," Adelaide says sharply. "The compound from Wakanda—"

"I've already sent for Shuri," Simmons snaps. "But it won't be instant. We need to keep her from tipping over the edge now."

"Don't you dare sedate me," Grace grits out, jaw clenched. "If I black out—"

"You'll burn yourself up trying to stay upright," Maela warns. "That's not strength, Grace."

Finally, Steve moves.

He's beside her in two strides, dropping to his knees, cupping her face with both hands.

"Hey." His voice is rough. "Hey, I'm here. You should've told me."

"I didn't want you to see me like this," she breathes.

He shakes his head, gently. "Then you don't know me at all."

She shudders under his touch.

The healers retreat a step, giving him space—but not much. The air is sharp with medicine and sweat and something deeper, hotter. Instinctual.

"She's not going to hold," Simmons says grimly. "If we don't stabilize her within the hour—"

"Then fix it," Steve growls. "Call Shuri. Call whoever the hell you need."

Grace leans into him, breath ragged, body trembling in his arms.

And Steve holds her like he's afraid her heat will set in before either one of them is ready.

Chapter 47: A Different Kind of Choice

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They hold it off—barely.

A mix of healer-crafted suppressants, every tincture Simmons dares combine, and the steady grounding touch of Maela keep Grace just shy of spiraling. But she doesn't sleep. Doesn't even rest.

By morning, she's still curled in the center of her bed, wrapped in cooling cloths and containment spells, her skin clammy and her breath caught in stuttering pulls. The worst of the flare has passed—but not the pain. That lingers, deep and dull, crawling under her skin like barbed wire.

They move quietly between the healer's wing and her chambers before the castle fully stirs. Discreet. Practiced. Exhausted.

Steve hasn't left her side.

He sits on the edge of a low chair dragged close to the bed, his elbows braced on his knees, head bowed. His fists are clenched too tightly, shoulders hunched as if he's bracing against a blow that hasn't come. His eyes flick constantly to her—tracking every twitch of her fingers, every shift in breath.

Simmons kneels near the hearth, stirring a new blend of damp herbs over a slow flame. Maela renews the barrier spells with murmured steadiness, brushing one palm against Grace's brow.

The chamber door creaks open.

Shuri enters without ceremony, cloaked in dark Wakandan cloth stitched with beads that shimmer faintly in the dim light. She carries a case of etched stone and woven metal, which she sets carefully on the nearest table. Her gaze sweeps the room once—assessing, calculating—then she moves straight to Grace.

"I've reviewed the blood-stone and scent-threads Simmons sent through the corridor," she says, voice low but precise. "The readings confirm it: her serum is reacting as if under siege."

Grace stirs weakly. "How bad?"

Shuri kneels at the bedside, fingertips brushing a carved strand of Grace's braid before pulling back. "Your body's hormonal shift is triggering a false defense response. The serum's trying to protect you—from yourself. That's why your powers are turning inwards. It's attempting to burn out the threat."

Steve makes a soft sound—a broken inhale—but says nothing.

"Can you fix it?" he manages after a moment.

"Yes," Shuri says without hesitation. "But I'll need another day, maybe two. The recalibrated dose requires three ingredients not found outside Wakanda. My brother has already dispatched a courier, but even with the sky-path cleared, it will take time."

Simmons sets down her flask. "So we need something to hold her stable until then."

Maela unrolls a sealed Asgardian scroll across the foot of the bed, her fingers brushing over the moon-sigil pressed into its surface.

"They've offered an old method," she says. "A binding elixir used in lunar rites. Temporary—but potent. It severs the body's internal rhythm from its chemistry and instead tethers it to the moons above. If we can re-anchor her cycle to external forces, we may be able to halt the build."

"Risks?" Grace whispers, barely audible.

"You'll feel it," Maela says, quiet but unflinching. "Like a fever that burns from within. The moons won't ease it right away. But it may prevent the next flare."

There's a silence then—long and weighted.

Grace's voice cracks, but holds: "Do it."

Steve flinches, just slightly. His hand finds hers, rough thumb brushing her wrist.

Shuri rises and crosses to him, quiet as breath.

"She'll survive this," she says softly. "But not if you break first. Breathe, Your Higness."

He nods once, jaw tight, then bows his head again. "Just don't let her go."

"I won't."

Maela begins arranging the ritual components—silver-bloom petals, char-stone, a shallow dish lined with folded silk. The scroll hums faintly as the binding words settle.

Grace doesn't move. But she doesn't let go of Steve's hand.

By the time the palace bells ring out the hour for the day's court rituals, Steve is already lacing up his formal tunic, jaw set hard.

But before he leaves, he returns to her—just as he always does.

The chamber is dim and still. Grace lies beneath light blankets, flushed and fever-slick, the air thick with the scent of damp herbs and slow-burning incense. Her breaths come shallow, uneven. The heat hasn't broken, only dulled.

Simmons is not in the room yet. Maela has stepped out to finish the sigil runes.

It's just them.

Steve crouches beside the bed, brushing his fingers across the back of her hand. "You're burning," he murmurs, heart clenched.

"I know," Grace whispers. Her lips are cracked, her voice fraying at the edges. But her eyes—when they meet his—are lucid. "That's why I need to say this now."

He tenses. "Grace—"

"If it gets worse—if the binding elixir doesn't hold and the serum doesn't stabilize—"

"Don't." His voice is rough. "Don't talk like that."

"I have to. I might not be able to later." She swallows hard. "If it breaks through again... if I lose control—"

"You won't." His grip tightens on her hand.

"If I do," she says quietly, "I don't want them to force a match just to contain it. I don't want to wake up bonded to someone I didn't choose."

His eyes fill with pain, fury, helplessness.

"Then choose me," he says.

She blinks—slow, surprised.

"I already have," she says. "But we haven't sealed it. We were going to wait. Make it right."

Steve nods, jaw clenched. "We still can."

"But if something goes wrong—if my body chooses before my mind can—I want you to know. It was always going to be you."

His throat works. "Even if I have to—"

"Even then," she whispers. "If it's the only way to save me, don't hesitate. I'd rather wake up bound to you than buried under moonstone."

His forehead drops to the back of her hand. "You make it sound like a funeral."

She exhales shakily. "It feels like one."

The door creaks open softly. Sienna enters first, eyes rimmed with dark circles. Adelaide follows, arms crossed, already bristling with quiet defiance. Simmons is last, carrying the vial.

The moment breaks.

Steve straightens as Simmons moves to the bedside, uncorking the elixir. Grace's body is trembling now, breath gone shaky and uneven.

"You have to go," Grace rasps, her voice thinner now.

"I can cancel the dates," Steve says quietly.

"You can't," she whispers. "Not now. They'll twist it. Say I'm controlling you. Or hiding something."

Sienna glares at the wall. "Let them twist. They've done worse."

Adelaide frowns. "We can't just leave her."

"You're not," Natasha says, firm but gentle. "She's surrounded. Watched. Protected. But if you pull away now, they'll think something's wrong. And we can't afford to lose that ground."

Neither woman looks happy about it—but they nod.

Steve leans in, pressing a kiss to Grace's fevered forehead, letting his lips linger.

"I meant what I said," he whispers. "You're mine—by choice. And I'll wait as long as it takes. But if it comes to saving you—there's no waiting."

Then he turns, and walks out into the blinding light of court.

They walk the palace grounds—technically supervised, though the escort lingers well behind.

Adelaide keeps pace beside him, easy and poised, but quieter than usual. The breeze lifts the hem of her cloak. Somewhere in the orchard, birdsong breaks the silence, too cheerful for the weight in Steve's chest.

"You don't have to pretend," he says, his voice low. "I know we'd both rather be inside."

She glances at him—sharp, measured. "I want to be with her. That's not the same."

He nods. "She's... holding."

"Is she?"

The question is soft, but it lands like a blade.

Steve swallows. "We'll get her through this," he says. "I swear it."

Adelaide's eyes linger on him for a beat longer, searching. Then she nods, once.

After that, their conversation shifts. Softens. They speak of the court healer, the recent policy changes, and Adelaide's ideas for expanding access to medical support across the outer villages. She's smart—sharper than she lets on, even without formal training. Passionate. Practical. Curious.

"Maela says her new apprentice is promising," he notes as they pass the reflecting pool. "Quick with diagnostics. And doesn't flinch at blood, which helps."

Adelaide huffs a small, real laugh. "Rare combination. She sounds brilliant."

"That she is."

By the time the walk ends, the worry between them has dulled—but not vanished. It lingers, quiet and persistent, like the shadow of a storm waiting just beyond the horizon.

—————

They check on Grace first.

She's propped upright with pillows in the low light of her chamber, her skin flushed, lips parted, eyes unfocused. The Asgardian binding has taken full hold—dampening the heat, yes, but also drugging her into a fogged stupor. She murmurs something soft and slurred as Steve takes her hand, but he can't make out the words.

He presses his lips to her knuckles anyway.

Simmons adjusts the cooling charm at her temple. "This is the best she's looked since yesterday," she says gently.

Steve can't speak. He only nods and stands, jaw clenched.

When he turns, Sienna is already waiting by the door—cloak on, expression neutral, playing the role of contender. Her eyes flick once to Grace. Then back to Steve.

She doesn't comment on the fact that his hands are shaking.

The orchard path is quiet and shaded, familiar now from earlier walks. The escort trails far behind. Still present. Still watching.

They don't speak for several minutes. Steve walks with his fists clenched. He doesn't know how to be here—in this—while Grace lies half-conscious and drugged by magic he barely understand.

Sienna finally breaks the silence.

"You don't have to say anything," she says, voice low but steady. "I know what you saw."

Steve's jaw tightens. "She didn't even recognize me."

"She did." A pause. "She just couldn't reach you."

That nearly cracks him.

He stops walking, breath caught, hands on his hips. "This is a game," he says. "All of this. These walks. These pretend choices. She's up there fading, and we're out here giving a fucking performance."

Sienna steps in front of him, quiet but firm. "Yes. And if we don't play it, they'll gut her with rumors and position you with someone they can control."

He looks away.

"You think I like this?" she adds. "You think I want to parade around like I'm trying to win you over when all I want is for her to open her eyes and be the one to heal everyone else, not be the one laying in a sick bed?"

"She's gonna be pissed as it is that Helena is going to have private time with you, and she won't even be awake enough to fret over it."

That gets a tiny, unsteady laugh out of him. It breaks too fast.

"I held it together through wars," Steve says. "Through losing people. But this? Watching her slip away under spells I can't break—"

"You're not losing her." Sienna's voice sharpens. "She's still in there. We've seen Grace survive worse. And if you fall apart now, she'll feel it. Even like this, she'll feel it."

He nods slowly. Tries to breathe.

They walk on.

Halfway through the garden bend, Sienna slips her hand into his—just for a moment. To the guards, it looks like affection.

To Steve, it feels like grounding.

"She picked you," she says quietly. "Now you carry her until she can walk again."

Helena's second is all smiles and poise.
The gallery is perfectly staged—light refreshments, a backdrop of masterwork art, and a velvet-draped seat for her to perch on like a painted bird.

Elise makes easy conversation.
She references recent legislation. Names foreign dignitaries with perfect pronunciation. Flirts—lightly, but always within bounds.

Steve listens. Watches. Measures.

She's good.

Too good.

They pause near a sunlit corner, framed by a centuries-old tapestry.

"I heard you were a bit of an artist before the wars," Elise says, turning to face him. Her voice is warm, admiring. "I imagine there's a strange symmetry in shaping stone and shaping policy."

"Stone was never my medium," Steve arches a brow. "But that's an interesting comparison."

"Well," she says, flashing a smile, "both require vision. Strength. Precision. And a willingness to break things that don't fit."

He studies her. "You rehearsed that line?"

Elise doesn't miss a beat. "Only because I hoped you'd bring up your art. I find it... telling."

There's no stutter. No flicker. No real connection either.

Steve tilts his head slightly. "What do you think it tells you?"

"That you're deliberate. Disciplined. Maybe even a little lonely." She gives him a sidelong glance. "But not unreachable."

On the surface, it's a flattering answer.

But there's something too polished about it. Too symmetrical.

Like everything else she's said, it lands without weight. Measured. Memorized.

Like she's playing a role—one designed to appeal to exactly what he's supposed to be.

And suddenly, he knows.

She's not just well-prepared. She's been briefed.

Steve offers a neutral smile. "You've done your homework."

"Would you fault me for that?"

"No," he says. "But I also don't mistake it for knowing me."

He steps away, gaze lingering on a faded painting—one of a woman in soft focus, hair windblown, unposed.

Raw. Real.

Unlike this.

When the dates end for the day, he doesn't go straight back to his rooms.

He returns to hers.

And finds Simmons waiting at the door, face grim.

"The fever broke," she says. "But just barely. If we don't get that Wakandan dose soon..."

She doesn't finish.

Steve doesn't ask. He just pushes the door open.

Yelena steps aside the moment she sees him.

And the scent hits him like a punch.

Magic. Fever. Burnt lavender and sweat.

And something else—something wrong.

Natasha glances up from her place at the bedside, her hair scraped into a messy braid, her face paler than usual.

"She's awake," she says quietly. "But not really."

Maela stands by the hearth, cycling a cloth on and off Grace's chest. The basin beside her steams faintly.

"The Asgardian binder worked," she says. "Technically. It stopped the heat. But it locked her down too hard. Her whole system's misfiring."

Steve crosses to the bed, slow and measured.

Grace is upright—barely. Propped with a mountain of pillows. Her eyes are open.

But unfocused. Glassy. Wide.

Her pupils don't track. Her breath is shallow, strained. Her skin is pale in places, flushed in others—patches of blotchy heat across her collarbones and cheeks.

"Little Moon?" he says softly, kneeling beside her.

She blinks.

Nothing more.

"She's responsive to touch," Simmons says from the corner. "But not speech. We tried everything short of shocking her system again."

"She tried to walk," Adelaide adds, her voice tight. "Fell before she took a full step. Then just... laughed. It didn't sound like her."

Maela shakes her head, lips pressed into a tight line.

"This is not what the Asgardians described. The binder should've stabilized her cycle—not fractured her system like this."

She glances toward the shimmer of the containment runes near the hearth.

"We reached out. Their delegation swore it was safe for high-shift physiology."

Simmons frowns at the swirling bloodstone in her hand, its etched surface pulsing faintly.

"Shuri's trying," she says quietly. "But the deeper she analyzes Grace's markers, the more anomalies she finds."

"Anomalies?" Steve looks up.

"Not errors," Simmons clarifies. "Just... contradictions. Traces of wolf, yes. But also traits from other shifting lines. A few haven't been seen in centuries. One is completely undocumented."

Maela's brow furrows. "We assumed her serum was mutating under stress. But what if it's not mutating?"

A beat.

"What if it's just revealing what was always there?"

Steve doesn't respond. He can't.

He reaches out and gently cups Grace's face.

She leans into it—instinct, not thought.

But still doesn't speak.

And something about that cuts deeper than any battlefield wound ever could.

"She's in there," he whispers.

"We know," Yelena says. "We're keeping her grounded. Nat hasn't left her side."

"She doesn't like being cold," Natasha murmurs. "So we've been layering heat and pressure in cycles. It's the only thing that calms the shivering."

"She keeps whispering your name," Adelaide adds. "When she does make noise."

Steve closes his eyes and presses his forehead gently to hers. Her skin is too hot. Her breath barely there.

"Hang on, Grace," he breathes. "Just a little longer."

She exhales.

Faint. Shaky.

And for a second—just a second—her fingers twitch against his chest.

They all see it.

But no one speaks.

Because it might've been something.

Or it might've just been hope.

Later that night, after the others have stepped away, the Wakandan Princess knocks softly at the door.

Simmons answers the door, the Princess immediately discussing the serum with her. Shuri's voice spills into the room—low, clipped, and tense.

"Progress is slow," she says. "Her cellular structure keeps shifting. Every time I stabilize one sequence, another unravels."

A pause.

"This isn't a hormone malfunction. This is identity. Something embedded. Possibly inherited."

Steve looks up sharply.

"What does that mean?" He asks drawing thier attention

"It means she's not just wolf," Shuri says. "Not even close. And until I can isolate what she is, I can't recalibrate the suppressor safely."

Another pause. Softer now.

"I'm sorry. Steve. I need more time."

The princess leaves and the silence returns.

And Steve just sits there—her hand in his, heart hammering—waiting for time to run out.

Chapter 48: Burning Lavender

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The chamber is dim—only the coals in the hearth still glowing, red and low. The others are gone for the moment. Even Simmons has stepped out to rest her eyes. It's only Maela and Steve now. And Grace.

She hasn't stirred in hours.

Steve sits slouched beside the bed, one hand curled gently around Grace's wrist like an anchor, his thumb brushing over the delicate bones of her hand. Her skin is still too warm. Her breathing too shallow. The scent of heat and lavender hangs heavy in the air.

Maela stands at the far edge of the room, watching the fire, her profile lit gold-red by its flickering light.

"She's still in there," Steve says softly.

Maela nods. "But just barely."

A long silence settles between them—thick as smoke, aching with unsaid things.

Then she says it. Quiet. Blunt.

"You may need to consider letting the heat take its course."

Steve doesn't look at her. "You know I won't touch her like this."

"I'm not asking you to," Maela says. "I'm asking you to think about what happens if her body doesn't reset. If the binder and the suppressors continue to misfire. If she slips too far under."

He finally lifts his head. His eyes are bloodshot, voice rough. "She asked me to wait. To not let instinct decide this for her."

"Yes," Maela replies. "And she meant it."

Another beat.

"But Steve... her biology may no longer care what she meant."

He flinches. Like a punch he didn't brace for.

"She's not just wolf. Not anymore. Whatever her shifter blood is—whatever the life did to her—it's rewriting the rules."

"I know," he whispers.

"We reached back out to the Asgardians," Maela continues gently. "They've never seen a reaction like this. Not in wolves. Not in dragons. Not even in seers. Whatever she is, whatever this is—it's not in their archives."

Steve's jaw clenches. His grip on Grace's hand tightens slightly.

"Shuri is still trying to map the breakdown. But the combination of enhancements, her fluxing hormones, the binder, the old trauma..." Maela trails off. "She's a miracle. But even miracles burn out."

Steve closes his eyes. "She'd hate me if I let instinct take over."

"She might hate you if you don't," Maela says, voice low. "If she dies."

That lands hard.

For a long moment, neither speaks.

Then Steve lifts Grace's hand and presses it to his chest, right over his heart.

"I'd rather she live and hate me," he says hoarsely, "than not live at all."

Maela exhales. Crosses the room. Places a hand on his shoulder—warm and grounding.

"I know," she murmurs. "That's why I'm saying it now. While she still has time to come back on her own."

Steve nods, once. Just once.

And Grace—still silent, still unmoving—doesn't stir.

But her eyes flicker. Barely.

And somewhere deep inside, something begins to shift.
———-

She's running.
Or floating.
The corridor stretches endlessly in both directions—stone walls pulsing, wet with something thick and red. Her bare feet slap against tile, but there's no sound. No echo. Just a low thrum. A heartbeat. Not hers.

Ahead, a door slams open.

The nursery.

But the cribs are filled with ash and feathers, not blankets. One is scorched black at the edges, as if something burned from the inside out.

A child's laugh echoes through the halls—then sharpens into a cry. Then silence.

Grace turns. The hallway stretches again, reshapes itself into something colder. A throne room? A courtroom? It's hard to tell. The stone glistens like bone. The air hums with pressure.

At the center stands Helena, dressed in white—but her gown drips black ink, seeping into the floor as she moves. Her eyes are voids. Her mouth doesn't move when she speaks.

She holds something in her arms.

Grace stumbles forward.

Not something. Someone.

It's a baby. Her baby.
But the face flickers—a blur between faces, and something monstrous with too-wide eyes and too-sharp teeth.

Helena smiles. "They were never really yours, you know."

Grace tries to scream—but her voice doesn't work. Her hand sparks with power—dim, flickering, glitching like a broken lantern.

She turns—and there's her father, standing in chains, whispering I'm sorry.

Her mother is behind him, mouth sewn shut.

Sienna, bound in ice.
Bucky, bleeding.
Adelaide, disassembled like a doll, eyes still blinking.

She runs again.

A flash of blue—

Steve.

Except it's not Steve.

His face is too angular. His jaw too tight. His posture too perfect. Like a wax figure come to life.

The shield is soaked red. His teeth are bared. His eyes are flat. Empty.

He whispers her name again and again like a curse.

"Grace. Grace. Grace. Grace—"

But the voice is wrong. It's not his.
It's Helena's.

The world tilts sideways.

She's in the garden now.
But it's rotted into ash and frost, plants blackened and dead, the soil brittle as bone.
The bench where she first sat with Steve is broken in two. Her gown is in tatters. The sky is a fixed, pale gray—the sun caught behind a film it can't break through.

A voice—childlike, soft, but wrong—echoes behind her.

"Mommy?"

She spins.

A girl. No older than four.

Dark hair. Steve's eyes.
Black veins crawling like roots up her throat.

"Help me," the child says.

Grace falls to her knees, screaming silently —

Steve's hand is still curled around hers when it happens.

He's seated at her bedside, the Asgardian suppressor cocktail still damp on her lips. Grace hasn't spoken in hours—just quiet murmurs, twitching fingers, skin slick with fever. Maela had stepped out to coordinate with Shuri and Simmons. Nat and Bucky were whispering near the door.

Then suddenly, the air shifts.

He hears it first—not from the room, but from somewhere else.

A scream.

Her scream.

Then his vision tilts.

The bond pulls.

Like a hook in his chest.

His breath hitches. The scent in the room changes—lavender burned too hot, magic twisted and writhing.

He sees nothing.

But he feels her.

The grief. The panic. The wrongness.

And then—he's not in the room anymore.

He's in the garden.
He sees her.
Tattered. Ash-covered. Reaching for him.

And he reaches back.

The light is wrong. Gold and gray and cracking at the edges.

He's not in the her chambers anymore. Not anywhere real.

He sees her—Grace—sprinting down a corridor that warps every time she turns. She's barefoot, her dress half-torn, and her body burns with red marks where the suppressors touched her.

She doesn't see him.

She can't.

He tries to reach her. His voice doesn't work.

"Grace."

Nothing.

He follows her through the collapsing dream—through the empty nursery, the twisted garden, the trial chamber where Helena holds their children like trophies.

He watches her fall to her knees in front of a girl with dark hair and his eyes—black veins crawling up the child's neck.

"Help me," the girl whispers.

And Grace screams.

She shatters.

Power explodes outward in every direction—and he feels it through the bond, like fire in his own veins. Her pain is so loud it drowns everything else.

And then—he hears his name.

Not from the dream.

From outside it.

Steve lurches backward in the chair with a cry.

He's panting. Soaked in sweat.

Grace is convulsing—small, violent tremors rippling down her body. Maela is already on her knees beside the bed, trying to hold her steady. Nat and Simmons rush forward. Yelena grabs a vial. Simmons is barking orders.

"She's destabilizing," Simmons says. "The Asgardian treatment backfired. We need to flush it out—now."

"Is she seizing?" Steve gasps, voice hoarse.

"She's burning," Simmons snaps. "Her body's rejecting the suppressant. She's caught between a hormone crash and a neurological overload—"

Steve grabs the basin just in time as Grace wretches again, her body limp between spasms.

Her hand finds his—clenches blindly, instinctively.

And then her voice—ragged, broken—cuts through the chaos:

"Don't let her take them."

Then silence.

Steve doesn't let go.

Simmons is already reaching for the injector when Steve catches her wrist.

"Will it hurt her?" he asks, voice shredded.

"Not nearly as much as what she's going through now," she says gently. "We can't let her stay in this state. Her vitals are collapsing—she's burning out. And if we wait, we risk permanent neurological damage."

He looks down at Grace.

Her body is barely hers now—arching in pain one moment, slumping the next. Her fingers twitch against his like she's still reaching for something in the dark.

Steve swallows hard.

"Do it."

Simmons nods.

The injector hisses softly against Grace's neck.

It takes seconds.

The tremors stop.

Her muscles go slack.

The room—once filled with her agony—goes still.

Too still.

Steve lowers his forehead to her hand, not bothering to hide his tears.

"She'll sleep," Simmons says quietly. "She won't feel any of this."

Natasha rests a hand on his back. "And she won't suffer through another second of it alone."

Steve doesn't move.

"She'll wake up, right?"

Simmons hesitates.

Just long enough to make it worse.

"Yes," she says. "As soon as Wakanda sends what she needs."

He nods slowly.

But he doesn't let go of her hand.

The door creaks behind them. Bucky's voice is low. Tired.

"If Shuri doesn't get that serum here by morning," he says, "you need to finish the bond."

Steve doesn't turn.

"She's burning, man. She's trying to come back to you and this damn suppressant's holding her in pieces."

A long silence.

Then, quietly—

"You might be the only thing that can save her now."

Chapter 49: Where the Moon Finds Her

Chapter Text

Morning breaks slow and gray.

The palace stirs with careful silence—courtiers moving in hushed clusters, glances passed like folded notes, speculation thick as smoke.

Whispers follow Steve wherever he walks.

She hasn't been seen since the interviews.
Too weak, some say. Unfit.
If the Alpha's Consort can't withstand the trials...
Perhaps Lady Helena was the right one all along.

He ignores them. Mostly.

But the weight grows heavier with each step.

Grace is still unconscious. Simmons had checked her twice before dawn. Nat hadn't left her bedside. Shuri's solution was almost complete—but every hour stretched longer than the last. The fever wasn't climbing anymore, but it hadn't broken either.

They had silenced her screams.

Now the silence is unbearable.

And still—he has to go.

Just Before Dawn

She stirred.

Only for a moment. But enough.

Steve was still holding her hand, eyes red and raw from a night without sleep. Maela had stepped out to update Shuri. The rest of the room was quiet, save for the soft hum of monitors and flickering candlelight.

Her lashes fluttered. Her brow pulled.

"Steve?"

He sat forward so fast he nearly knocked the basin over. "I'm here."

She blinked slowly, like each breath cost her something.

"Still...burning," she rasped.

"I know." He pressed his forehead to hers. "Just hold on a bit longer, omega mine."

Grace's fingers twitched weakly in his grasp. "Did Shuri—?"

"Not yet." He swallowed hard. "But they're close."

A pause. Then her lips parted, dry and cracked: "If they can't..."

His jaw clenched. "If they can't fix this by tonight, we're done waiting."

She blinked at him.

"I'll claim the bond. Fully. No ceremony. No council. No waiting."

Her gaze softened with something like relief. Her next exhale was shaky but real.

"Okay," she whispered. "Okay."

He kissed her knuckles, just once.

"Rest now," he said. "I'll be back before you wake."

She didn't answer.

Now, he walks the corridors like a ghost in borrowed skin.

The schedule cannot break.

A royal breakfast. A show of stability. And the next of his official one-on-one dates.

Adelaide and Sienna had been reluctant—both tired, both angry—but Grace had insisted through clenched teeth when she was conscious for that brief moment.

"Appearances, Alpha."

So Steve sits at the head of the long table, posture rigid, surrounded by women playing a game he barely remembers the rules of. Adelaide offers a tight smile. Sienna won't meet his eye. Elise radiates quiet victory.

And Helena?

Helena wears white.

Hair coiled, lips soft, posture perfect.

She sips her tea slowly, as though she has all the time in the world.

Steve forces himself to look away.

He has to get through today. He has to pretend he doesn't feel his bond echo like a severed wire. That he doesn't feel Grace's absence like a bruise on his ribs.

He has to be king.

At least until Grace wakes up.

——-

Grace floats.

It's a storm again—rain crashing sideways, wind screaming in broken languages.

She's back in the vision field, but everything is wrong. The earth is twisted. Trees curl away from her like frightened animals. The moon hangs low and blood-red.

Shapes move through the fog. Half-formed. Hunting.

She turns—and sees herself.

No. Not quite herself.

A mirror version. Eyes black as pitch, mouth curled in sorrow.

"Too late," the reflection whispers. "You left the door open."

Grace tries to speak, but her voice fractures. Her body flickers like bad light. Her hands are wet with something warm.

She gasps—and then feels it.

The bond.

Tugging.

Fraying.

Like a thread unraveling through fire.

And something else.

A tether.

Faint. But real.

A pull—not from the storm, not from the field, but from beyond.

From him.

Steve.

The bond sparks weakly, a pulse of heat through the dark. A whisper that becomes a hand, a hand that becomes a memory:

His lips on her forehead.

"We're done waiting."

His voice, low and reverent: "I'll claim the bond. No ceremony. No council. No waiting."

The storm shudders.

The world cracks down the center.

But Grace—she doesn't move.

She tries to run, to shift, to rise—but her body doesn't obey. She looks down and sees paws, feathers, scales—all flickering beneath her skin like unfinished sketches.

A wolf watches her from the trees, eyes full of knowing.

A hawk circles above, crying her name.

A white panther slinks through the fog, brushing against her legs.

She's stuck among them—caught in the door between forms, between worlds.

She claws at the edge of herself—but she can't wake up.

They sedated her.

She knows it. Her body sleeps, but her mind is screaming. Trapped. Shackled in her own skin.

She slams her fists into the dream—but it doesn't break.

The mirror self appears again, smiling this time. Pitying.

"They think they saved you," it murmurs. "But they only locked the door tighter."

Then—

A pulse.

White-hot.

The bond flares to life.

Steve.

She feels it—his grief, his desperation, his vow.

"She's mine. And I'm not letting her die."

The storm wails in protest.

The mirror self shatters like glass.

And Grace?

Grace shifts.

Not fully—not yet—but enough.

Claws extend.

Power ignites.

And she runs.

"Now," Shuri says sharply, handing the vial to Simmons. "The serum is stabilized. Deliver it through the spinal route. We'll need to sedate her deeper first."

Maela hovers nearby, eyes rimmed with exhaustion. Nat rubs her forehead. Adelaide grips the bed like it's an anchor.

The room buzzes with urgency—people moving quickly, voices tight and clipped.

But Steve isn't there.

He's downstairs, in the war room, braced over the table as Sam and Bucky flank him.

"We're out of time," Bucky says quietly. "If Shuri doesn't stabilize her by nightfall—"

"I know," Steve says, voice raw.

He doesn't look up. His hands curl into fists against the wood.

"She'll hate it," he adds after a beat. "If we complete the bond while she's under. If she wakes up and realizes I made that choice."

Sam leans in. "You think she'd want to lose the bond instead?"

"No." Steve swallows. "She made me promise. That if we were close to losing her—I'd finish it."

Bucky's voice is low. "Then we help you do it right. No ceremony. No court. Just real. You. Her. The bond. Will protect you from the fall out."

Steve finally meets their eyes. "You'll stand with me?"

"Every step," Sam says.

"We've got you," Bucky echoes.

There's a heartbeat of silence—

Then pain.

White-hot and sudden, slamming through Steve's spine. He gasps, choking on the sensation, nearly dropping to his knees.

"Steve—!" Bucky is already moving.

"She—" Steve pants. "She's calling me."

He's already gone.

Upstairs, Grace's body jolts again, a flicker of agony across her face. Simmons leans in with the syringe, but she pauses as a whisper escapes:

"Steve—"

He bursts into the room seconds later.

She's drowning.

The storm in her mind has swallowed everything—lightning slashing sideways, voices screaming from the trees. The blood on her hands is hers. Not hers. A baby cries in the distance, too far to reach.

And through it all: herself.

No—a version of herself. Twisted. Pale. Eyes black as pitch.

"You opened the door," the shadow hisses. "You let them in."

"I didn't mean to," Grace sobs, falling to her knees. Her bones crack. Her skin peels like paper.

"You always mean to," the mirror snaps. "You think love is enough. That power bends to kindness. It doesn't."

"I just wanted them safe."

"And what will they be when you're gone?"

Pain streaks through her skull. Her body no longer listens. She tries to move—but the dream has hardened around her, like glass.

The sedation has quieted her physical agony.

But now she's trapped inside it.

She claws at the edges of her mind, screaming for air she can't feel.

And then—light.

Fierce. Golden. Cutting through the storm like a blade.

Steve.

She feels him.

Not physically—but in the bond. The real bond.

He's calling her.

The tether lashes through the chaos like a glowing rope—vibrating with fear, devotion, stubborn love.

It doesn't come as words.

It comes as presence.

Come back to me.

She grabs it.

The shadow shrieks—splitting like broken glass—and crumbles into ash. The storm peels back. The trees vanish. The blood washes away.

Grace rises.

Still battered. Still flickering.

But not alone.

Never alone.

Grace's body jolts again, a flicker of agony across her face. Simmons leans in with the syringe, but she pauses as a whisper escapes:

"Steve—"

The door bursts open.

He's running before anyone can call out.

Breathless. Sweating. Desperate.

He reaches the bed in three strides, dropping to his knees beside her. "I'm here. I'm here, Little Moon. I've got you."

Grace is trembling hard, muscles locking one moment, going limp the next. Her fingers twitch toward his voice. A tear slips from the corner of her eye, though she doesn't fully wake.

"She's burning," Simmons says urgently. "And if we don't cool the feedback loop in her brain, it could cause permanent damage."

Steve looks at Shuri.

"Will it hurt her?"

"Less than the alternative," she answers, quiet and firm.

He doesn't hesitate.

"Then do it."

Shuri gives a tight nod. Simmons moves in.

Steve slides his hand beneath Grace's, anchoring her as Simmons presses the injector against the base of her spine. A whispering hiss—cool, silver mist dispersing under her skin.

Her body shudders once—violent, like it's trying to escape itself.

Then slumps.

Too still.

Her breathing evens. The tension bleeds from her frame.

But Steve doesn't let go of her hand.

Not for a second.

———

The storm is still there—but softer now.

Quieter.

Rain patters gently instead of lashing. The trees have stopped screaming. Fog curls along the ground like silk instead of smoke. The red moon is fading behind a wall of clouds.

And Grace is standing.

Barefoot in the wet earth, no longer shaking.

She breathes in.

Still hurts. Still wrong. But bearable.

She turns her head—and there are eyes in the mist.

Dozens. Watching. Waiting.

And then shapes: animal forms circling the edge of the trees.

A silver fox with moonlit eyes.

A luminous doe, breath fogging the air.

A great white wolf, fur like starlight and eyes like ice.

A falcon, feathers etched in soft silver, gliding down to perch at her shoulder.

They do not attack.

They do not flinch.

They wait.

Something ancient stirs in her chest at the sight of them.

She lifts her hand—and this time it doesn't flicker. The skin holds. The air doesn't tear.

She's still herself.

But not only herself, her wolf moves along side her.

The fog shifts.

Ahead, the twisted mirror version of her—the one that whispered fear—returns. But she looks weaker now. Cracks run down her skin like glass under pressure. Her voice trembles.

"You shouldn't be able to stand yet."

Grace stares her down. "You don't get to decide that."

"You let them in."

"Maybe. But I'm not leaving the door open anymore."

The shadow snarls—but besides her, the wolf growls low. The falcon spreads its wings. Grace doesn't flinch.

She steps forward instead.

And the shadow begins to retreat.

"You're not real," Grace says softly, power curling in her chest like heat. "You're just the part of me that was to weak to understand."

The shadow hisses—and dissolves like mist in the morning light.

The air clears.

The animals vanish, fading into the trees.

The blood is gone. The forest, though battered, begins to reassemble. Roots settle. Leaves uncurl.

Somewhere, far away, she hears her name.

Soft. Ragged. Real.

"Grace..."

Steve.

The bond glows again—no longer flickering, but tethered. Stable.

She lifts her eyes to the sky.

And begins to walk toward him.

Chapter 50: Make Them Burn

Chapter Text

The morning air bites sharper than it should.

Steve waits an hour.

Then two.

Grace is better. Not waking—but better. The fever is gone. Her skin is cool again, color returning to her face like dawn over snow. Her breathing is even. Simmons and Sarah had exchanged cautious, relieved nods. Shuri had finally exhaled.

"She's stable," Maela whispered, touching his arm. "Whatever the Wakandan suppressor did—it's holding."

But still... she doesn't wake.

Steve hasn't moved from her bedside, fingers curled around her hand, afraid to let go. He's traced every crease in her palm, every scar, every promise he can't say out loud.

The rest of the world waits outside the door.

"You don't have to go," Bucky says quietly from the threshold.

Sam's behind him, arms crossed, jaw tight. "But you should."

Steve doesn't respond.

It takes both of them—one threat of dragging, one nudge of reason—to pull him away.

"You said it yourself," Sam reminds him. "We have to keep the game alive. Until she wakes. Especially since it's Helena who waits."

"Fuck," Steve mutters.

But he goes. Begrudgingly. Reluctantly.

Wearing the wrong smile and the right suit.

Leaving a piece of his soul behind.

Helena waits in the rose garden in white again, like she already thinks she's winning.

The roses shouldn't smell this strong.

Too sweet. Too sharp.

Steve stands at the edge of the garden, jaw clenched, eyes shadowed. Helena poses beneath a carved stone arch like a bride in a portrait—gown of ivory silk, smile sharp as shattered glass.

"You're late," she says lightly.

He doesn't answer. His mind is still in the medical wing—Grace's face cool beneath his palm, her fever finally broken. Two hours gone, and still he'd fought the instinct to stay.

Appearances. Stability. Duty.
He reminds himself.

"You look tense, Your Majesty," Helena purrs.

He doesn't respond. His chest is a coil of wire. Every step away from Grace felt like walking through fire. He can still feel her—like gravity pulling at the back of his ribs. Like a heartbeat echoing under his own.

Helena gestures to the table set beneath the flowering arch.

"I thought we'd walk the hedge maze," she says, "but you don't seem in the mood for... play. Tea?"

He doesn't move.

"Sit. You're making the servants nervous."

He doesn't care about the servants.

But he sits.

Helena pours the tea with deliberate grace. "You've changed," she muses, watching him. "Since the Trials. Since her."

Steve stiffens. "We are not discussing Grace."

"Oh, but we are," Helena says sweetly. "Everyone is. Some are wondering why she hasn't been seen since the interviews. Why the bond has gone so quiet."

He freezes.

"You've been careful," she continues. "No public acknowledgment. No ceremony. No confirmation. And yet—anyone paying attention knows. There's something between you. Something real."

"You don't know what you're talking about."

Helena tilts her head. "Don't I?"

Her smile sharpens. "A true bond like that? It radiates. You can try to hide it—but I can feel it. And I'm not the only one."

His hands curl into fists under the table.

"That's dangerous, Your Majesty," she continues, her voice quieter now. "If word spreads... if it's revealed you've already chosen a Consort the Council hasn't approved... that she's unfit, possibly dying..."

She lets it hang. Poison in the air.

Steve's voice is gravel. "What do you want."

Her eyes gleam. "A future. A title. A place beside the throne."

"She's everything," he snaps before he can stop himself.

Helena's smile widens. "Then you'd better protect her. And that means protecting me."

His expression darkens. His breath shortens.

The roses are cloying now—overripe, thick in the sun, hiding something acrid beneath.

Helena stirs her tea with surgical precision. "I'm not your enemy, Steve," she says smoothly. "In fact, I may be your only real ally left in this palace." A pause. "Have you told her about us?"

"You don't know a damn thing about allies, Hel. You never have." His voice is low, furious. "Whatever you think we had a decade ago—it's long gone."

She laughs—a soft, rich sound that doesn't reach her eyes. "So you say. But I know power. I know what it takes to keep it. And I know weakness when I see it."

Steve rises halfway, the chair scraping loudly.

"Sit down," she snaps, suddenly sharp. "Unless you want the entire court whispering about how the Alpha King stormed away from his own Consort reward."

He sinks back, jaw ticking.

Helena leans in, her voice low and dangerous. "No one is supposed to know she's bonded to you. That she's sick. Vulnerable. Barely holding on. But secrets always leak. I heard it from a midwife who wasn't even assigned to your wing."

Steve goes still.

"I wonder," Helena murmurs, "what the court would do if they found out the Alpha King made his choice in secret. Chose a mate who might not survive. Broke protocol. Broke law."

"Careful," Steve growls, the word lethal.

But Helena doesn't flinch. She sips her tea, perfectly composed.

"I'm offering you options. A graceful out. Let the bond fade. Say it never completed. Choose me. In public. I'll protect you." A beat. "I'll protect her."

He stands.

"And what," he says coldly, towering over her, "makes you think I'd ever trust you with her life?"

Her smile turns to a blade.

"Because I'm not the one putting her at risk."

The silence is thick. Unforgiving.

Steve's fists shake. His control is razor-thin.

And then—

"Your Majesty!"

Bucky's voice cuts the moment in two.

Steve turns just as Bucky barrels into the garden, panic etched across his face.

"There's something you need to see."

Steve doesn't hesitate.

He's running before Helena can stand. Before her hand can brush his. Before the shadows she cast can root too deep.

Behind him, her voice trails like silk and smoke:

"Tell her I say welcome back."

And then, quieter—almost fond:

"You'll come back to me, Steve. One way or another."

Grace is already back asleep, breath soft and steady at last, when Steve barrels into the room.

He stops cold.

Doesn't move. Doesn't blink.

He watches the rise and fall of her chest like it's the only thing tethering him to the ground.

Her skin is no longer pale. Her fever is gone. The shadows under her eyes are still there—but lighter now, like bruises that have begun to fade.

Steve crosses the room in three slow steps and sinks into the chair beside her. He doesn't touch her at first. Just looks.

Then, carefully, he curls his hand around hers. Thumb brushing over the back of her knuckles. Memorizing the warmth of her skin. The weight of her fingers in his palm.

Like if he lets go, the world will break open again.

Shuri steps in silently behind him, her hands smelling faintly of sage and cedar.

She lays two fingers lightly on Grace's wrist—just above the pulse point—and closes her eyes. A soft hum fills the air, low and resonant, vibrating through the floorboards like something ancient waking in the bones of the earth.

The golden threads of the suppressor—visible only to those trained to see them—flicker faintly under Grace's skin, stabilizing with each breath.

Shuri opens her eyes and taps Steve's shoulder—gentle, precise.

"She'll rest for a few more hours," she murmurs. "Let her body rebuild. But I think she's out of the woods."

Steve nods once. Doesn't speak.

Shuri lingers a moment longer, her gaze soft. Then she turns away, leaving behind the scent of soot and lavender.

Natasha appears not long after. She doesn't say much. Just sets a covered plate on the table and leans a hip against the wall.

"You should eat."

Steve doesn't answer.

Nat sighs. "At least drink the damn broth. It smells expensive."

It's Adelaide who finally gets through to him. She kneels beside the bed, her robe dusted with dried herbs, and rests a cool hand on his forearm.

"I'll stay," she says gently. "You need to rest. Even just a little. We've got her now."

Steve looks at her—really looks—and sees no hesitation. No fear. Just quiet certainty.

He nods again. Barely.

As he rises, his fingers brush Grace's forehead. His lips follow. A whisper of a kiss.

"I'm here," he murmurs, so softly only she could possibly hear. "I'll be here when you wake up."

 

Helena walks alone through the western gardens, the silk of her dress whispering against the hedges. The sun is nearly high. Light flickers through the leaves above her, catching in her earrings, her hair, her narrowed eyes.

She has already dismissed her guards.

Already sent her maid away with a tilt of her chin and a smile too sharp to question.

Her fingers trail along the edge of the stone railing as she steps onto the viewing terrace, gaze sweeping across the lower palace. Below her, the compound glows with quiet recovery—nobles moving in slow patterns, the rhythm of ritual returning after chaos.

But Helena sees the cracks.

The Consort is weak.

The bond is unstable.

And yet—he still looks at Grace like she hung the stars herself. Like no one else in the world has ever mattered.

Helena presses her palm to the cool stone to steady herself. Just for a moment.

He was supposed to need her.

She had been the perfect choice. Poised. Strategic. Beautiful. Willing.

She had known how to play the long game. She had played it flawlessly.

But now... now they speak the omega's name like a prayer.

Now they say Grace with reverence instead of restraint.

Now the people begin to believe.

And belief is the most dangerous thing of all.

Helena lifts her chin, jaw clenched.

She turns back toward the palace, silks whispering behind her like smoke.

There's no time left for subtlety. Not with the next trial approaching. Not with the final test just days away.

If Grace steps into that ring—newly healed, bonded in truth, standing at Steve's side?

She'll win.

And Helena will be nothing more than a footnote.

Unless—

Unless she makes sure Grace never gets that chance.

She moves through the corridors with purpose now. Every step deliberate. Every nod to a servant calculated. The palace is watching again, and Helena makes sure they see exactly what she wants them to see.

By morning, the last plan will be in motion.

One more trap.

One final chance.

And if it costs her everything?

So be it.

Better to burn the crown than see it handed to someone unworthy.

———-

Grace wakes again to hushed voices and the scent of lavender.

The world is dim and warm. Light filters through the carved lattice windows, dancing across the ceiling. Somewhere nearby, water drips softly into a basin. Her body feels heavy but no longer foreign—her skin cool, her lungs clear. No pain. No fire. Just breath. Her own.

She blinks slowly. Once. Then again.

The fever is gone.

Her breath comes easier.

Her limbs ache, but it's the ache of healing—not collapse.

Steve is beside her, hunched in the chair, his hand wrapped tightly around hers. He's not looking at her yet. His other hand is cradling a damp cloth, still pressed lightly to her wrist like he can force the cool into her skin by sheer will.

At the end of the bed, Adelaide and Sienna are deep in conversation with Shuri in hushed Wakandan. Nat leans against the far wall, arms crossed, eyes rimmed with exhaustion. Yelena sits cross-legged in a nearby chair, half-asleep with a blade in her lap. Bucky paces like a caged wolf—back and forth, back and forth, his boots silent against the woven mats.

Grace licks her lips.

"Why," she rasps, voice dry and raw, "do I feel like I missed something?"

All eyes snap to her.

"You're awake," Maela says gently, stepping forward.

"Vitals are holding," Shuri confirms instantly. "The suppressor is stable. It's working."

Steve's head jerks toward her like he's been pulled on a string. His eyes meet hers—wild, glassy, wrecked—and in the next heartbeat, he's up and moving, cupping her face with both hands like he can anchor her back to the world with touch alone.

"Grace," he breathes, voice already cracking. "Goddess, Little Moon—hi. You're okay. You're back. You're here."

She smiles faintly, weak and crooked. "You fuss worse than Maela."

"She didn't have to watch you stop breathing," Steve says, too fast, too sharp. His thumb trembles against her cheek.

Nat moves to the door with a nod to Shuri. "We'll give you two a minute."

Adelaide squeezes her shoulder. "We'll be just outside."

Everyone filters out except Bucky, who lingers at the threshold, eyes flicking from Steve to Grace like he's not convinced it's over.

Steve brushes the hair back from Grace's forehead, fussing without thinking—tucking the blankets up, smoothing the linen, checking her pulse even though he has no tech to read it.

"You should rest," he says, kissing her forehead once, then again. "You're safe. You're okay. You scared the shit out of us."

She threads their fingers together, eyes half-lidded. "Still with you."

"Always," he whispers.

But the shake in his voice gives him away.

She tightens her grip just enough for him to feel it.

"I'm okay, my King," she murmurs. "I'm okay."

"You weren't." His voice is low, rough. "You weren't okay, and I couldn't do anything. You were burning up and I—"

"But you didn't have to. And now we have time."

"I almost lost you," he says quietly. "I almost did."

She blinks slowly again. Her mouth lifts in a tired smile. "Well, then I didn't miss the good part."

Steve huffs a laugh—wet, broken, full of too much. He presses his forehead to hers.

"You are the good part," he whispers. "When we finally do? It'll be the good part."

Grace lets her eyes fall closed for a beat, then opens them again. "What happened? What did I miss?"

Steve sighs. "We should probably have everyone back in here for that conversation."

"Give me five minutes," she says, tugging his hand. "Just you. Then bring them in."

She scoots over, patting the space beside her. "Lie down."

He hesitates—then gives in, kicking off his boots and slipping into bed beside her, one arm instantly curling around her waist. She tucks herself into his chest, nose brushing the line of his collarbone.

"I love the way you smell," she mumbles.

Steve chuckles, soft and warm, and pulls her closer. "You're ridiculous."

"Your ridiculous," she counters.

They barely get a full minute.

The door opens without warning.

"Okay, that's enough," Natasha says, pushing into the room like she owns it. "We gave you fifteen."

Yelena follows, already reclaiming her seat and folding her arms. "Someone's been whispering into all the wrong ears."

Bucky strides in last and shuts the door behind him. "Fury sent word—rumors have made it through the high court, the outer districts, even the northern houses."

Grace shifts slightly, frowning.

Steve sits up straighter beside her.

Bucky continues, voice grim. "It's quiet but deliberate. The story is this: the King is entertaining alternatives. That the bond was political. That the omega is... compromised."

Steve stands abruptly, fury rolling off him in waves. "I'm going to—"

"No." Grace's voice is hoarse but steady.

Steve freezes.

Slowly, he turns his attention back toward her.

She's propped up now, wincing through the motion, but her eyes are clear. Sharp.

"We don't give her what she wants."

"You should be resting," Steve protests, as he helps her sit.

"Helena wants me hidden. Tucked away. Weak." Grace straightens further, jaw set. "So we give her the opposite."

"You want to stage a counter-rumor campaign?" Bucky asks, one brow arching.

Grace glances around the room, her expression deadly calm. "No. I want a scene."

Steve blinks. "You're joking."

"You said you'd take me shopping," she replies lightly, looking directly at Steve, a dangerous gleam in her eye. "I'm holding you to that."

"You were unconscious not even an hour ago."

She shrugs. "I'm not now. And you did promise me new dresses."

"I'll take you myself," Yelena offers, already halfway to standing.

"No." Grace doesn't even look at her. She's looking at Steve. Only Steve. "It has to be him."

Nat steps in, catching on instantly. "Publicly."

"Deliberately," Adelaide murmurs, her lips twitching into the faintest smile.

"We lean in," Grace says. "We smile. We make a show of it. We let the palace, the court, and every back alley gossip line see how bonded we are. How steady. How inconveniently alive I am."

Steve runs a hand through his hair, shaking his head. "You're serious."

"I'm tired of being her target," Grace replies, her voice low and even. "It's time to become the storm."

Steve finally exhales, jaw flexing as he gives in.

"You're going to run me ragged, omega mine."

She smirks, even as her body slumps slightly with exhaustion. "You like the chase."

Steve opens his mouth to argue again.

Natasha doesn't let him.

"Out."

He blinks. "What—?"

"Out, Your Highness," Sienna echoes behind her, arms crossed. "We're getting her ready."

"But—"

"Go brood somewhere else," Yelena says, already flinging the wardrobe open. "We'll return her to you shortly. Fully weaponized."

Steve looks to Grace for rescue.

She just arches a brow. "Go on, Alpha. Let the ladies work."

"Bucky," Nat says without turning, "send a squire to give Carmen a heads-up."

The men exchange a long-suffering look. Bucky claps Steve on the shoulder with dramatic sympathy and ushers him toward the hall.

Steve exhales hard through his nose, kisses Grace's forehead with unspoken reluctance, and lets himself be gently herded out the door—Bucky dragging him the rest of the way.

The moment the door closes, the room shifts.

The air turns electric.

Adelaide moves like a general. Yelena like a blade. And Natasha—Natasha kneels beside the bed and brushes Grace's hair back with a tenderness that doesn't match the steel in her eyes.

"We're going to help you stand," she murmurs. "Then you're going to make them burn."

The bath was slow and deliberate.

They moved like a tide around her—holding her steady, helping her wash away the scent of fever and fear. Someone had steeped lavender in the water again, but softer this time. The kind of scent that lingered in hair and skin like moonlight.

Grace said little.

She didn't have to.

Each touch—each brush of cloth and hand and care—was its own language. And when she finally stood, wrapped in fresh linens, her body trembling with the effort, it was Adelaide who whispered, "You don't have to be perfect. You just have to be seen."

They dressed her in a gown the color of pearl and moonlight—simple but elegant, long-sleeved with a soft empire waist. The fabric shimmered when it caught the light, like starlight filtered through mist. A thin ribbon tied at the base of her ribs, the only adornment needed. Her hair was half-up, curling softly down her back, and a silver pin in the shape of a crescent moon held one side away from her face.

By the time they finished, Grace looked like herself again.

Tired, yes. But whole. Alive.

Unyielding.

Chapter 51: Who She’s Always Been

Chapter Text

They didn't take the back corridors.

Yelena made sure of that.

Instead, they moved deliberately through the grand halls of the castle. Past open parlors and shaded gardens. Past guards and advisors and nobles who weren't quite quick enough to pretend they weren't watching.

Whispers bloomed in their wake.

She's awake—
She's walking—
Did you see the moon pin?

And Grace didn't flinch.

When they reached the courtyard, the carriage was already waiting, Steve standing beside it like he hadn't moved from the spot since being shoved out of her room. He turned as they approached, his face shifting through a kaleidoscope of emotions—relief, awe, love, and something just short of reverence.

"You're radiant," he said, offering his hand.

She took it.

"I'm alive."

The carriage wound slowly through the cobblestone streets of the capital.

No curtains were drawn. No effort made to conceal who was inside. The news would move faster than the wheels—Grace of Healers Hollow, once the chosen next high Healer of the village now walking beside the King once more.

Inside, the bench was wide—but Steve left her no distance.

Their legs touched, his body a wall of warmth beside hers. His hand found her knee like it was instinct, then slid just slightly higher, where no one watching from outside would ever see. Just enough to make her pulse stir.

She said nothing, only exhaled softly—letting her head tip toward his shoulder, letting herself feel held for just a moment in the space between battle and spectacle.

"You promised me new dresses," she murmured, her voice just loud enough for him to hear above the street noise. "You didn't say anything about seduction en route."

His lips ghosted her temple. "I said I'd spoil you."

His thumb traced slow circles just above the hem of her gown. "This counts."

Her breath caught, but she didn't pull away.

Outside, the city watched. Inside, his touch made promises—soft ones, sharp ones, old as time and new as the dawn.

"We'll make it through this," she whispered, eyes still forward. "Then you'll make me come undone properly."

He was silent for a beat.

Then: "but that doesn't mean I can't tease you until then."

The carriage slowed.

By the time they reached the Royal Modiste's storefront—a curved window filled with gowns and veils and finery—the whispers had become a low buzz in the air.

The door opened before they knocked.

And Grace smiled like she'd been planning this moment all her life.

 

The modiste's shop smelled of lavender, beeswax, and ambition.

Grace stood barefoot in the center of the fitting floor, wrapped in a linen measuring robe. The thick rug beneath her grounded her only slightly as Carmen—short, imperious, and sharper than her ivory pins—circled like a hawk with a measuring tape. Steve lounged nearby in a velvet chair like he had every right to be there, jacket off, sleeves rolled, arms folded across his chest as he watched the chaos unfold with far too much amusement.

"I don't need all this," Grace muttered, shifting as Carmen tugged her elbow into place.

"You do," Steve replied without hesitation. "You're a member of the royal court now. And bonded to the king. People will be watching."

"I already own clothes."

Carmen scoffed as if Grace had announced she intended to govern barefoot. "Not ones that speak."

"Speak?"

"Every color speaks. Every hem is a whisper. Every sleeve is strategy." Carmen snapped her fingers at an assistant, who darted away toward a rack brimming with gowns. "We will speak in silk and strength and enough presence to make the old houses tremble. But also—practical trousers," she added, casting a glance over her spectacles as if reading Grace's mind. "You'll need those too."

"I don't understand the fuss," Grace grumbled. "They're just dresses. Beautiful dresses, yes. But still."

Steve chuckled under his breath. "Do you remember what you said about flowers?"

She frowned, caught off guard. "What?"

"In the library," he said, his voice softer now as he stepped closer. "You explained that flowers weren't just flowers—they had meaning. Purpose. You started telling me what they could say without words."

She blinked, remembering.

"You told me the lavender in your room meant peace," he went on, blue eyes steady on hers. "The snowdrops in the healer's hall meant hope. That every petal has something to say—if you know how to listen."

He smiled, gentle and knowing. "Clothes are the same. At least here. Symbols. Warnings. Invitations. Armor, sometimes."

Grace looked down at the robe cinched around her waist, then to Carmen sketching furiously in the corner, her assistants moving like shadows between bolts of fabric. She exhaled through her nose.

"So what do I need?" she asked.

Steve didn't hesitate. "Something that tells them you're not just my mate. Or just their healer. But yourself. All of it."

Grace was quiet for a long moment. Then she nodded slowly.

"Okay," she said. "But I still want trousers."

Carmen's head snapped up from her sketch. "Obviously."

"I like trousers," Grace added, tilting her chin. "I need to be able to work. Ride. Move."

"And you shall." Carmen didn't miss a beat, already sketching again with a stick of charcoal on a parchment roll. "Your healer's wardrobe will be just as sharp as your evening gowns."

Grace glanced at Steve, silently pleading for backup.

He only smiled, blue eyes warm with something deeper than amusement. "You're allowed to enjoy it, you know."

"I don't need to enjoy it."

"Maybe not." He crossed the room, palm settling lightly against the back of her neck. "But you deserve to."

She inhaled slowly.

The room buzzed around her—voices and rustling fabric, the soft slap of bolt against table, assistants flitting like bees from armoire to mannequin. Carmen muttered in three languages as she drafted on the fly.

And Grace—center of it all, object of attention, target of expectation—stood still and tried not to flinch.

She wasn't used to being looked at like this. Not as a healer. Not as a threat.

But as—

As someone important.

As someone loved.

"I want things I can live in," she said at last, voice low. "Not just stand around and be stared at in."

Carmen paused. Studied her. And nodded once.

"Good," she said. "Then we'll make both. Things to live in. And things to make them look."

Carmen's assistants moved like shadows—pinning, smoothing, draping.

The first gown shimmered like sunrise on water: pale gold silk with embroidered petals that caught the light as Grace turned in front of the mirror. She blinked at her reflection—unfamiliar and regal—the sweetheart neckline and delicate sleeves transforming her into something out of a storybook. Steve let out a quiet breath behind her and murmured something she didn't catch. She didn't dare turn around.

The second gown was bolder—midnight blue with a sweeping train and silver beadwork like a trail of stars. It fit like memory and moonlight. Grace took a slow spin, just to feel the way the fabric moved around her ankles. The hem whispered against the rug. For a second—just a second—she smiled.

Steve grinned, warm and transfixed. "You look like you're made of starlight."

The third gown had sleeves that floated when she moved, dyed in an ombré wash from deep garnet to smoky rose. Grace lifted one arm, watching the silk catch the light. She twirled again—small, shy—and this time a few assistants paused to admire the motion. Even Carmen nodded with approval.

"Oh, look at her," one of the assistants murmured, not unkindly. "Finally dressed like a queen."

Grace froze.

The smile faded.

Queen.

She wasn't a queen. Not really. Not yet. Maybe not ever.

She was a healer. A fighter. A woman who still hadn't fully healed from her own traumas. A woman trying not to drown in expectation.

The fourth gown was velvet. The fifth, tulle. The sixth—an emerald bodice so sculpted and sharp it made Carmen gasp and Steve go silent.

Then came the violet one. High neck. Dramatic cape. A train that swept like smoke behind her.

Somewhere around gown number seven, the air in the room shifted.

Grace's heart began to beat too fast. The fabrics itched. The mirror felt too close. Everything was too tight. Too much. There were hands on her waist again, tugging, pinning. Voices overlapping:

"Grace, if you just—"

"Can we pin this—?"

"Hold still—just another second—"

Someone brushed fabric across her collarbone. Another assistant was already waiting with the next gown.

She couldn't breathe.

She blinked at her reflection—her face too pale, her eyes too wide. She looked like someone else. Not the woman who helped delivertwins in a cabin with a braid down her back and blood on her hands. Not the woman who made salves from crushed herbs and rainwater.

The sleeves were too tight. Or maybe her chest was. Her lungs. The sun was too bright. The room too hot. Her skin buzzed with panic.

Something was wrong.
Something was wrong.

"Grace."

Steve's voice cut through it.

She didn't know when he'd crossed the room.

But suddenly, he was there. In front of her. Blocking the mirror.

"Hey," he said gently. "That's enough for now."

Steve's hand pressed to the small of her back—steady, warm, sure. "Carmen," he added, voice low but unwavering. "Can we get her something simple? A shift. Soft."

Carmen took one look at Grace's face and didn't hesitate. She snapped her fingers, muttered something in Asgardian to her assistant, and within seconds, a whisper-light shift of pale ivory was placed into Steve's hands.

"Give her space," Carmen said quietly, ushering the others from the room. "We'll reset the floor."

The door closed behind them with a soft click.

Silence settled in its place—thick and humming, like the world had gone still just for her.

"Arms up," Steve murmured.

Grace didn't speak. Just obeyed.

He undid the back of the gown with practiced fingers—each motion slow, reverent. Letting the heavy garment fall like the weight it had become. Then he slipped the shift over her head, and it whispered across her skin like breath. No corset. No jewels. No pressure. Just the faint scent of lavender, and him.

She exhaled for the first time in minutes.

Steve turned her gently toward the mirror but didn't move away. He stayed behind her, voice low against the quiet.

"Look," he said. "It's still you."

Her reflection blinked back—barefoot, flushed, trembling. Not the glittering stranger from before. Not a symbol, or a spectacle.

Just Grace.

"My Grace," he murmured. "Mind like wildfire. Heart big enough to carry others when they can't carry themselves. Soul like the damn moon—steady even when it disappears."

Her breath caught. This time, not from panic.

"And body..." His hands finally found her waist—slow, certain, grounding. "Strong enough to hold the sky up. Beautiful enough to bring me to my knees."

His lips brushed her shoulder. Then her neck.

"You don't need to prove anything to anyone," he whispered against her skin. "Not in jewels. Not in silk. Not in armor."

His hand slid beneath the hem of the shift.

Found the heat of her.

Grace gasped—head tipping back against his chest, legs going soft beneath her.

"I've got you," he murmured, his other arm tightening around her waist. "You're safe. You're here."

His fingers moved gently at first, coaxing rather than claiming. Relearning her, reminding her.

"That's it," he breathed against her temple, voice low and sure. "Let me feel you come back to me."

Her breath hitched, but she didn't pull away.

"Every time you make that sound..." His fingers curled, stroked deeper. "Drives me crazy, sweetheart. Like music. Like home."

Her hips shifted instinctively, chasing the rhythm he set.

"You feel like fire," he whispered. "Hot and alive and mine."

A moan slipped from her lips, and he caught it with his mouth at her jaw, kissing down the line of her throat.

"Don't run from it. You don't have to be calm. Or composed. Just feel."

She gripped his hand at her waist, the other clutching his wrist as she lost herself to the pleasure threading through her.

"Look," he said again, mouth near her ear. "Don't close your eyes, little moon. Watch how beautiful you are when you fall apart."

The shift was bunched in his fist now, the fabric riding high on her thighs. She was shaking. Near the edge.

"I love when you fall apart like this," he said, voice thick with reverence. "Love knowing it's me who gets to see you like this. Feel you like this."

His fingers moved with purpose now—steady, sure, worshipful.

"Let go for me, baby. Just let go."

She shattered with a cry, her body trembling as he held her through it. The mirror caught every detail—her head thrown back, eyes glazed, the raw vulnerability of release, and the way he never let her fall.

When she could finally breathe again, he wrapped both arms around her, hands firm and grounding as he pulled her tight to his chest.

"Shhh," he whispered, lips pressed to her temple. "I've got you. I've always got you."

Her heartbeat still raced, but it was different now—steady with want, not fear.

In the mirror, she looked like herself again. Hair tousled, cheeks flushed, eyes full of light.

Not a symbol. Not a stranger in silk.

Just Grace.

His Grace.

"Stay here," he murmured, anchoring one hand at her waist before stepping to the sideboard. He poured a glass of water. Pressed a cool cloth to the back of her neck.

She drank slowly, the world beginning to come back into focus with each sip. The warmth under her skin eased. Her breathing steadied—still deep, but no longer ragged. Something she could carry again.

When she finally exhaled without shaking, Steve crossed the room and knocked softly on the door, poking his head through.

"Carmen? We're ready for a reset."

The door opened a moment later. Carmen stepped in—alone this time. She glanced at Grace's flushed face, at the shift still hanging loose around her, and said nothing at first. Just nodded once, solemn and swift.

Then she crossed the room.

"I believe," Carmen said gently, "we got carried away with our assignment. You are such a beautiful model, it's difficult not to, my lady—but please forgive me."

She moved to a velvet curtain near the back of the room and pulled it aside, revealing a new wardrobe rack. This one held no gowns with sweeping trains or beadwork that sparkled under chandeliers.

This rack was quiet. Intentional.

Breeches in brushed linen and soft leather. Tunics dyed in earthy tones, stitched with barely-there flourishes—vines climbing along a hem, mountains outlined in muted thread on a sleeve, a phoenix embroidered discreetly inside the folds of a travel cloak.

There were dresses, too. But none were stiff or jeweled. Just raw silks and soft cottons, dyed in moss, river blue, storm gray. One had delicate puffed sleeves with a leather harness belted over the bodice. Another was stitched with wildflowers curling down one side—pale green against deeper sage.

They were clothes made for movement. For purpose. For her.

Grace reached out, fingertips brushing the skirt of the sage dress with the woven bodice. The vines down its length were hand-stitched in quiet, thoughtful detail—no flash or fuss. Just craftsmanship. Intention. A garment made not to dazzle, but to endure.

She didn't speak. She didn't need to.

Because this time, it felt right.

"These are..." Her voice broke, barely there.

"Her," Steve said softly, standing just behind her, reverent.

Carmen nodded, gentler than before. "Each piece is made for a woman who rides, walks, works. Who heals and leads and loves, but doesn't need permission to breathe."

Grace blinked hard, eyes stinging. "Thank you," she whispered.

The fabrics hanging before her were not costumes. They were tools. They were story. Breeches in soft leather and linen, tunics stitched with stars and wildflowers, a traveling cloak lined with phoenix feathers—embroidered, not real. But the detail made her fingertips ache with recognition.

These clothes weren't just made to be seen.

They were made to be lived in.

 

The next gowns came without fanfare. No jewels. No corsets. No trains meant to sweep across marble floors. Just linen and silk and wool in shades of moss, clay, riverstone, ash.

The first dress slipped on like a memory—soft sage, a woven bodice, hand-stitched vines trailing down the skirt.

Grace ran her palms down the sides, then turned slowly in front of the mirror. The fabric moved with her, not against her. No tugging. No weight. Just ease.

She gave a small twirl—tentative, at first.

Steve chuckled behind her. "There she is."

Her smile was shy. "It doesn't pinch," she murmured. "It doesn't... ask anything of me."

"Except maybe to dance in the woods," he said, eyes warm. "Which I'd personally be fine with."

She rolled her eyes, but the smile stayed.

The next was dusk-blue cotton, fitted through the bodice and flaring at the hips. Wildflowers were stitched at the hem, tiny blooms sewn in quiet detail.

She lifted the skirt. "Someone did this by hand," she said softly.

Carmen nodded. "Elise. She does all the florals. Said you looked like someone who would notice."

Grace blinked quickly, throat thickening. "Tell her thank you."

Then came the tunic and breeches—brushed linen and soft leather. Grace pulled them on, fastening the belt at her waist, then bent and stretched and twisted with a joy she hadn't expected.

"I feel like I could climb a mountain in these."

"Please don't," Steve said, but he was grinning. "Or at least let me catch up first."

"Or don't," Carmen added. "Let the prince pant behind you."

Grace laughed—bright, unguarded. Her cheeks flushed, but not from panic. From life.

Another dress—green again, this time with puffed sleeves and a leather harness that hugged her ribs like armor. She spun without thinking, then stopped herself mid-motion.

"This is ridiculous," she said. "I'm twirling."

"It suits you," Steve said, eyes full of something reverent. "You're not dressed like a queen."

"No?" she teased, breathless.

"You're dressed like you."

She paused. Turned to the mirror again.

And for the first time that morning, she didn't freeze. She didn't flinch.

She just looked.

Barefoot and radiant, skirt whispering around her ankles, a flush on her cheeks that belonged to no one but her.

"I don't want to take this one off," she said softly.

"Then don't," Carmen said simply. "We'll build the rest around you."

Carmen held the garment differently this time—both hands beneath it like it was something sacred. A faded green tunic with lace-cut sleeves. Soft leather pants stitched with care. The vest was quilted in deep teal and embroidered with blooms that looked like they'd been plucked straight from the garden behind their house.

"I think this one was always meant for you," Carmen said simply, and passed it to Steve.

He caught it, then looked at Grace.

She didn't move toward the changing screen. Just stood there, gaze steady, like she was waiting.

So Steve stepped forward, silent.

He slid the leather pants up her legs, careful of her balance. Fastened them gently. Then helped her into the blouse—his fingers brushing lace and skin, slow and unhurried. When he reached for the vest, she turned toward him slightly, chin lifted.

He met her eyes. "May I?"

Her breath caught. "Please."

He eased the vest over her shoulders and fastened each leather loop with deliberate care, his knuckles grazing the embroidered flowers, the rise of her ribs. She didn't flinch. Didn't mask anything.

When he was done, he stepped back just far enough to see her fully.

Barefoot. Steady. Dressed like a woman who'd crossed battlefields and bloom-filled meadows alike—and claimed both.

"You like it?" she asked, voice low, a little rough.

His answer came without hesitation, full of awe.

"I love you in it."

But he wasn't looking at the clothes when he said it.

He was looking at her.

Carmen stood by the mirror now, arms folded, expression unreadable. "You'll need a proper ballgown. One for the event in a few nights. And another for when you're declared."

Grace stilled. "Declared?"

"As Consort. Officially."

"Oh."

Carmen's tone softened. "You don't have to decide now. But you will need them."

Grace opened her mouth—ready to protest, maybe deflect—but Steve stepped in before she could.

"She knows what you like now," he said, voice calm but certain. "And what's expected. Carmen—please have them sent."

Carmen inclined her head, already sketching ideas in her mind.

The packing was reverent. One of the earlier gowns—an ethereal piece in blue and gold, embroidered with constellations and light—was folded with care into a silk-wrapped case. Beside it went the simpler garments Grace had chosen herself: linen dresses, traveling trousers, vests quilted and embroidered with wild blooms, every piece made for movement, not performance.

The vest and leggings she wore?

They stayed on.

Steve crouched in front of her without a word, his large hands moving with gentle precision as he tied the soft leather laces of her boots. His thumbs brushed the inside of her ankles when he finished—unspoken reverence in the smallest touch.

Then he rose and reached for something behind her.

A cloak—thick and dark green, embroidered with silver vines and lined with velvet—settled over her shoulders a moment later. He adjusted it carefully, pulling it closed just enough to frame her figure, his fingertips grazing the curve of her collarbone before dropping away.

It matched her outfit perfectly. A Hollow-born queen.

"Ready?" he asked, voice low.

She nodded.

By the time they stepped outside, a small crowd had gathered. Word had spread, it seemed—whispers of the king and his omega healer, the woman with glowing hands, the one they were dressing like royalty.

Grace felt their eyes. Their awe. Their curiosity. Their judgment.

But this time, she didn't flinch.

Steve helped her into the carriage like she weighed nothing at all, the strength in his hands quiet and absolute. He said nothing about the way his palm lingered at the small of her back, or how his eyes followed her every movement like he was memorizing the moment.

The moment the door shut and the city fell away, the quiet between them swelled—not heavy, not awkward. Just... full.

Grace leaned back against the seat and let her head rest against the velvet cushion. The cloak was warm on her shoulders, the boots firm against the floor. For once, she didn't feel like she was pretending.

Steve watched her for a long moment before reaching for her hand. He didn't lace their fingers together, not at first. Just held it, palm to palm, his thumb brushing slow circles over hers.

"You are radiant," he said softly.

Grace huffed. "Pretty sure that is just the embroidery."

He shook his head. "No. It's  you."

She blinked at him, startled by the quiet certainty in his voice.

"When you stepped out in that green—" he paused, searching for words. "You didn't just look like you belonged. You looked like you led."

Her throat tightened. "That's not how it felt earlier. In those gowns."

"I know." He shifted closer, his knee brushing hers. "They dressed you like something to display. But this—this was different. You walked out and I thought, there she is."

She swallowed. "And the crowd?"

He hesitated. "They see it too."

Grace didn't answer. Instead, she let her fingers curl between his.

After a beat, Steve added, quieter now, "I'm proud of you."

"For wearing pants?" she teased weakly.

"For being brave," he said. "For letting them see you. For letting me see you."

She turned her head, voice barely above a whisper. "Do you?"

He leaned in, lips brushing the back of her hand. "I'm learning too."

He smiled when she waved—soft, steady—to a young girl perched on her mother's shoulders.

They rode through the city slowly, the carriage catching sunlight and attention at every turn.

And then—Grace leaned forward.

"Stop," she said, sharp and clear.

Steve blinked. "What is it?"

"There. On the corner. By the well."

A boy slumped against the stone, pale and listless, sweat shining on his skin. No one stood near him. People passed with nervous glances—but no one stopped.

Grace was already reaching for the door.

"I'll be right back."

"Grace—"

"I know," she said, already halfway down. "But I can't not."

And Steve followed. Of course he followed.

Because gowns could be tailored.

Titles could be granted.

But this?

This was who she'd always been.

Chapter 52: Let Her Be Loud

Chapter Text

Grace was already kneeling in the dust by the time Steve reached her.

The boy couldn't have been more than ten. Skinny to the bone, fever-slicked and blinking slow. His shirt clung to him, soaked through. His lips were cracked. His breaths shallow.

They were in the square just beyond the market, where heat rose off the stone and the air stank faintly of metal and spice.

Grace pressed her hand to his brow, then checked his pulse with the other. Her fingers began to glow faintly, instinctively—just a reading, a soft shimmer of light to sense the imbalance threading through his fragile system.

She sucked in a breath through her teeth.

"He's dehydrated. Probably had an infection—might be something viral or bacterial, I can't tell yet. But I can't treat him here. Not properly."

She looked up at Steve.

"I need clean water. Medicine. Time."

He didn't hesitate. "We take him."

"Are you sure?"

Steve had already turned to signal the driver. "He's coming with us. That's it."

She exhaled, relief and urgency tangled together.

Grace turned back to the boy, brushing sweat-damp curls from his forehead. "Hey there," she whispered. "We're going to help you now, okay? You're safe."

He didn't speak. Just blinked slowly, almost like he was unsure whether she was real.

"Does he have a family nearby?" Steve asked one of the vendors, a woman who had wandered over hesitantly.

The woman shook her head. "No, sir. He's been around a few days. Sleeps by the well at night. Eats whatever people drop. No one's claimed him."

Steve's jaw tightened. "Then we'll claim him."

Another man spoke up, voice low but firm. "You're the first to stop. Most of us... we look away. The old king didn't like seeing that kind of thing. Said it made the capital look weak."

Steve turned to him. "So people just... let him suffer?"

"We were afraid," the woman admitted, eyes downcast. "Helping street kids, refugees—it wasn't just discouraged. It got punished. Some of us tried once. We paid for it."

Silence pressed down for a moment.

Then Steve said quietly, "That changes now."

The carriage door opened, and Steve lifted the boy as gently as if he were made of paper. Grace climbed in beside them, her hand never leaving the child's.

They rolled forward again, the crowd parting around them—not with whispers this time, but with silence.

Not royalty.

Not spectacle.

Just two people doing what needed to be done.

Grace looked down at the boy, who now slept against her side.

Steve looked at her, and his voice was quiet. "We'll get him well. Then we'll figure out the rest."

And in that moment—surrounded by silks and expectation—Grace felt like herself again.
Steady hands.
Steady heart.
Doing what she was made to do.

———-

High above the courtyard, Helena watched the entire thing unfold from the arched window of her private receiving room.

She did not flinch.
She did not curse.
She simply set her teacup down—precisely, noiselessly—and let her gaze track the figures below.

Grace, still in riding clothes. Boots dusty. Hair loose. Voice raised.

Again.

Like a poor excuse for a woman. Let alone a queen.

There she went, marching toward the Healers' Quarter like she ruled it—like kindness was more powerful than legacy.

And perhaps, Helena admitted, in this world of spectacle and optics, it was.

That was the danger.

She doesn't even try to play the part, Helena thought, a sharp smile curving her mouth. And still, they love her.

Worse—she didn't even seem to want it. Which only made her more appealing.

The healer was becoming inconvenient.

Not politically. Not overtly.

But socially.
Viscerally.
Uncontrollably.

And so—

Helena rose from her chair and crossed the room to her writing desk. The paper was thick and cream-colored, the ink a shade of forest green so dark it bordered on black.

Her handwriting flowed without hesitation:

To my trusted friend on the Northern Trail,

A new opportunity has emerged.

Should she leave the palace again, the consort will not be as insulated as before.

Keep your eyes open. Watch the perimeter quietly. Do not act yet.

But prepare.

If not, the tide turns in two days.

You will be ready.

She sealed it with her personal crest—pressed so deep, the wax cracked.

Then she rang the bell for her runner.

"Discreet dispatch," she said when the page arrived. "Northern route. No palace channels."

The boy nodded and vanished.

Helena turned back to the window just in time to see Steve close the door to the Healers' Wing behind him.

Let her treat peasants, she thought coolly. Let her roll up her sleeves and bleed for them.

Soon, there will be no one left to notice.

———

The door closed behind them with a quiet thud, and suddenly the world outside—the whispers, the glares, the politics—fell away.

Inside the Healers' Quarter, everything was light and linen and purpose.

The boy was placed gently on the central bed, already pale beneath the sweat on his skin. His breathing had grown shallower, and Grace could feel the urgency pressing just beneath the surface of her composure.

But she didn't panic.

She turned, sleeves rolled, eyes steady.

"All right," she said, voice calm but commanding. "Let's work."

Lila moved first, setting a basin of clean water beside the table and adding a spoonful of powdered salts from the tin near her elbow. Sienna passed Grace a cup and a dropper for measured sips. MJ laid out cool cloths while Morgan began to gently wipe away the worst of the grime. Adelaide hovered near the herb drawer, ready. Alira pressed fingers to the boy's wrist, counting under her breath.

"Vitals first," Grace said. "Alira, pulse. Morgan, breathing rate. Count out loud—I want confirmation."

The girls moved fast but carefully, each one falling into place like they'd done this a dozen times.

"Temp's high," Sienna called out, touching the boy's neck and checking the base of his skull. "Too hot for too long."

"Respiration's shallow. Nine per minute," Morgan added.

Grace nodded, already running her fingers along the boy's temple and jaw, her palm lit faintly gold. "It's systemic. Could be viral, maybe waterborne. Whatever it is, his system's overwhelmed."

She looked to MJ. "Cool cloths at the pressure points. Keep them changing."

Then to Adelaide, "Brew the feverroot—low flame, slow boil. Add the willow bark."

"On it."

"No bleeding cough yet," Grace muttered, more to herself. "Good. No rash. Still a chance it hasn't turned."

She moved to lift the boy's chin, gently coaxing a few drops of the electrolyte solution into his mouth with the dropper. He barely swallowed, but it was something.

Grace didn't take over. She directed. Adjusted. Stepped in only when necessary—and when she did, her touch was firm but never harsh.

"Pulse is faint," Alira said. "But steady."

"Good. Let's keep it that way. Don't force the fluids. Small amounts. He needs time."

Sienna was at her side now, clean linens in hand. "Ready to change him out when you are."

"Wait until the sweat breaks," Grace said. "It'll cool him faster. Then we'll strip the rest and wrap him fresh."

Across the room, Steve watched in silence.

Not with worry.
But with awe.

Grace moved like she'd been born here—in linen, not silk. With light in her hands and fire in her voice. Every motion was sure. Every word had weight.

She wasn't just treating a child.
She was teaching.
Building.
A future.
A circle of steady hands that could carry the work forward—even when she wasn't there.

When the boy's chest finally began to rise more evenly and his skin lost the tight sheen of fever for the first time, Grace pressed her palm to his forehead one last time, light dimming as she drew back.

"He's stable," she said, finally allowing herself to exhale. "Good work, everyone."

The girls shared quiet, relieved grins. Adelaide sank onto the nearest bench with a sigh. MJ gave Alira a high five. Sienna looked like she might cry, but she'd never admit it.

Grace turned and met Steve's eyes.

"Now," she said with a tired smile. "Now I'll take a minute."

She wiped her hands, took one last look at the boy resting beneath fresh linens, and turned to face her team—still students, but learning quickly.

"You're in charge of his care from here," she said. "Rotate watch. Cool cloths, light broth if he stirs. Pulse every hour. Temperature every two."

They all straightened a little taller.

"I'll check in throughout the day," she added. "I want updates. Full ones. Don't shield me."

Sienna raised an eyebrow. "Wouldn't dare."

"And if anything changes—send for Maela. Don't wait for it to get worse."

"Understood," Morgan said.

"We've got him," MJ added.

"Go sit down before one of us wrestles you into a chair," Lila muttered.

Grace gave them a look.
But her smile tugged through anyway.

She stepped back, let herself feel the hum of steadiness in the room, then finally turned toward the door.

Steve was already there.

He didn't touch her. Not yet. Just followed.

He didn't speak as they made their way through the quiet halls, the earlier buzz of gossip now silenced by the sheer weight of what they'd done.
Of what Grace was.

But the moment the door to her room clicked shut behind them, he was on her.

No hesitation.
No question.

His hands found her waist as his mouth found hers—urgent, grounding, desperate in its honesty.

Grace gasped into the kiss, hands bracing against his chest, the heat of him overwhelming in the best way.

"You," he breathed against her lips. "You just—Gods, Little moon."

She kissed him back harder, like she needed it just as much.

Like after all the dust and tension and expectation, this was her oxygen.

Her back hit the wall, Steve's arms braced on either side of her. His mouth was on hers like he couldn't bear another second apart. She responded in kind—arms around his shoulders, pulling him closer, deeper, until she could feel the weight of him pressed between her thighs.

She moaned—low and real—grinding into him through the fabric.

He caught the sound like it was sacred.

"Tell me to stop," he rasped, lips dragging down her jaw, her throat, "and I will."

"I won't," she whispered, head falling back as his mouth found that spot just beneath her ear. "But..."

That word. But.

He froze—not in fear.
In attention.

Grace took a breath, threading her fingers through his hair.

"We agreed," she said softly, eyes finding his. "To wait. Until the mating ceremony."

Steve stared at her for a beat—flushed, breathing hard, muscles taut under her hands.

Then: "Right."

She raised her brows. "You're okay?"

His answer was a laugh—low and rough and full of want. "Little Moon, I'm barely okay. But I'd rather wait for you than have the whole damn world handed to me tonight."

Her chest twisted—molten and bright.

"But," he added, voice darkening, "that doesn't mean I can't find out how many times I can make you come before that ceremony."

Her breath caught.

"Is that a challenge?" she asked, eyes narrowing, voice playful and wrecked.

Steve leaned in, brushing his nose against hers.

"No," he said, lips hovering over her own. "It's a promise."

He didn't wait for another invitation.

He lifted her in one smooth motion—legs around his waist, her back pressed to the door, breath caught somewhere between their mouths. His kiss returned open, hungry, tasting her like he hadn't just had her in his arms hours ago. Like he needed her to breathe.

Grace moaned into it, one hand fisting in his hair, the other tugging loose the ties at the back of his shirt.

"Clothes," she gasped.

"Off. Now." He didn't ask. He agreed.

They half-stumbled, half-devoured their way toward the bed, shedding layers like the fire under their skin might burn them from the inside out. His vest hit the floor. Her blouse followed.

He froze for a breath when he saw she wasn't wearing anything underneath.

"Mother of the Moon," he whispered.

Not crude. Not shocked.

Just undone.

His gaze swept over her like she was something sacred—skin flushed and freckled and and he could picture her rounded where she would carry their children. She made a move to cover herself, but he caught her wrists gently and shook his head.

"No," he said, voice thick. "You don't ever hide from me."

Then his hands were on her again—slow now, reverent, spreading over her ribs and easing up until they cradled the weight of her breasts.

He exhaled like he'd come home.

"Gods, Grace..." His thumbs brushed over her nipples, watching them peak under his touch. "You don't know what you do to me."

"Show me," she whispered.

So he did.

He bent his head and kissed the swell of one breast, then the other—light, open-mouthed reverence. He took his time, mouthing along the soft curve, then closing his lips around her nipple, drawing a sharp gasp from her.

Grace arched beneath him, hands tangling in his hair, grounding herself in the drag of his mouth, the heat of his breath.

He groaned—low and guttural—as he suckled her with slow, focused pressure. Tongue sweeping. Teeth grazing just enough to make her twitch.

"Some day soon, you'll fed our children with these," he murmured, voice wrecked against her skin. "And you still let me have them."

The words hit like lightning—her body clenching, heart lurching.

"Steve—"

"I mean it." He lifted his head, mouth flushed, eyes dark. "You'll give life. You give everything. And they're still mine to touch. To taste. To worship."

She was shaking now, breath uneven, tears pricking uninvited at the corners of her eyes.

He kissed them both again—firmer this time. Hungrier. One hand supporting her back, the other still cradling her breast as his mouth claimed it again, slower, deeper. Suckling her until she cried out his name and arched into his mouth, hips rolling without conscious thought.

When he finally pulled away, her chest was heaving, nipples swollen and slick, skin flushed all the way to her collarbones.

Steve kissed the space between them. Her sternum. The faint silver curve of a stretch mark. The flutter of her heartbeat beneath his lips.

"You're so goddamn beautiful it hurts," he said. "And I want to ruin you with love."

Grace gave a broken laugh, blinking up at him.

"I think you already are."

Steve didn't answer with words.

He kissed her.

First her mouth—soft and deep, lips swollen from wanting—and then down again, retracing the path he'd claimed only moments ago. He took his time like it was the only thing he had, his hands mapping her skin with aching tenderness.

Her collarbones.
The dip between her ribs.
The soft curve of her belly.

When he reached her breasts again, he paused—just for a moment—gazing at her like he couldn't believe she was real.

"You're so... you," he murmured, lips brushing over the underside of one breast. "Warm. Strong. Alive. Everything I ever wanted, and more than I ever deserved."

"Steve," she whispered, throat tight.

But he didn't stop.

He licked a slow line along the edge of her breast before taking her nipple into his mouth again—hot and deliberate, his tongue stroking, circling, coaxing another shudder from her.

She gasped, hips shifting beneath him.

He moved to the other side, worship just as thorough. His hand cupped the fullness of her breast while his mouth sucked and teased, lips tugging gently, tongue relentless in its devotion.

She arched again, hands in his hair, breath broken and desperate.

Steve pulled back just enough to watch the way she looked beneath him—skin flushed, chest heaving, lips parted.

He swore under his breath. "You were made for this. For me. For being loved like this."

Grace trembled, utterly unraveled.

Still, he kept going.

He kissed her stomach like it was holy ground—slow, dragging presses of his lips just above her navel, just below. The skin there was softer, more tender, and he took his time with it, palms smoothing over her hips like he was grounding them both.

"Do you know how many nights I dreamed about this?" he murmured. "Just being here. With you. Like this."

She tried to speak, but no words came. Only breath.

Only need.

Steve dipped lower, kissing the crease where her thigh met her hip. Then the other side. One hand still resting on her belly like a vow.

When he looked up at her again, his voice had gone ragged.

"I'm gonna taste every part of you," he said. "And I'm not gonna stop until you forget how to say anything but my name."

Grace whimpered, thighs falling open as if on instinct—offering herself up like she knew exactly what she was worth.

And Steve—

Steve settled between her thighs like a man kneeling at the altar.

Not to tease.
Not to conquer.
To worship.

He brushed his hands up the insides of her thighs, thumbs stroking soft circles into the sensitive skin there. His palms were broad, warm, grounding—but it was his mouth she was watching. Waiting for. Needing.

He kissed the inside of one knee. Then the other.
Lower.
Higher.

Every movement was slow, deliberate, aching with restraint. His breath hit her first—hot and humid and so close—before his mouth finally met the softest part of her.

Grace's hips jerked.

But Steve just tightened his grip on her thighs, anchoring her.

"Easy," he whispered. "Let me."

And then—

His mouth was on her.

Not rushed. Not greedy.

Gentle, at first. Like he was learning her. Tongue slow and deliberate, tracing the seam of her, parting her, tasting her like she was the only thing he'd ever craved.

Grace cried out, the sound sharp and helpless.

Steve groaned against her, the vibration making her see stars.

"You're so sweet," he muttered, almost drunk on it. "Could stay here all godsdamned night."

And he did.

He worked her with his mouth in slow, rolling waves—bringing her to the edge, holding her there, backing off just enough to let the tension simmer again. His tongue circled, stroked, licked in long, devastating passes until her thighs were trembling against his shoulders.

She was shaking.

Breathless.

Sweat-slick and wrecked.

"Steve—" she gasped, hands in his hair, gripping tight like she might float away without him.

But he didn't stop.

He slipped one hand beneath her, lifting her hips just enough to angle her into his mouth. His tongue flattened and dragged. His lips sealed around her clit and sucked gently, just once—enough to send her spiraling.

She came like a wave breaking—loud, hot, shaking, her body bucking against his mouth. He didn't let up. Didn't pull away.

He held her through it.

Mouth never leaving her. Tongue gentling just slightly, coaxing her down only to build her up again.

Her second orgasm crept up like lightning—hot, bright, uncontrollable.

"Steve—*fuck—*I can't—"

"Yes, you can," he growled, voice hoarse. "You will. Give me another, Grace. Let me see you fall apart."

And she did.

She shattered—again.

Legs locked around his shoulders, her whole body lifting off the bed as she cried his name like it was the only word she remembered.

Still, he wasn't done.

He kissed her through the aftershocks. Slow licks. Open-mouthed kisses to her inner thigh. One last press of his lips to the slick, swollen center of her before finally, finally pulling away.

He rose slowly, like gravity fought him for the right to stay close to her.

Her skin was flushed and glowing. Her chest heaved. Her eyes were glassy, her hair tangled across the pillows like a storm had blown through her.

Steve braced himself over her again, mouth shiny with her, eyes blown wide and full of everything he didn't have the words for.

He kissed her. Deep and wet and real.

And when he finally broke away, he rested his forehead to hers and whispered, "I could die happy right here."

Grace gave a soft, wrecked laugh.

"You're not allowed to die," she murmured. "Not until you do that again."

His smile was wolfish. Wrecked.

"Oh, sweetheart," he said, brushing his fingers between her thighs. "We're just getting started."

Steve kissed her like he never wanted to stop.

Like he could live in the space between her thighs, on her lips, in her arms, and never want for anything again.

But Grace—wrecked and glowing, sweat-slick and smiling—had other plans.

She let him linger for one more kiss. Just one. Then she shifted beneath him, fast and smooth, flipping their positions in a blur of strength and purpose.

He barely had time to breathe before he found himself flat on his back, her straddling his hips, palms splayed against his chest.

"Your turn," she said, voice hoarse but steady. Eyes gleaming.

Steve looked up at her—wide-eyed, wrecked, undone.

"Grace—"

"Shh," she whispered, leaning down to press her mouth to his. "Let me."

She kissed him hard and deep, tongue sweeping into his mouth as her hands slid down his chest, then lower—fingertips dragging over sweat-damp skin until they reached the waistband of his trousers.

She made quick work of the fastenings.

He was already hard. Painfully so. And when she finally freed him, her breath caught at the sight of him—thick, flushed, leaking at the tip.

His hips jerked as she wrapped her hand around him.

"Fuck—" he hissed, eyes slamming shut. "Sweetheart—"

"I know," she said, kissing his jaw. "You've been so good for me. Holding back. Worshipping."

She stroked him slowly, twisting her wrist just enough to make his thighs tremble.

"Now it's my turn."

He groaned—low and guttural—as she shifted down his body, her breasts brushing his stomach as she moved.

"Grace, omega, you don't have to—"

She silenced him with a kiss just above his hip.

"Alpha ," she murmured, meeting his eyes. "You're mine. I want to."

Then she took him in her mouth.

Slow. Deep. Intentional.

Steve choked on a moan, one hand flying to her hair, not to guide—just to feel. His other hand fisted the sheets, muscles straining beneath her as she hollowed her cheeks and sucked him down, tongue dragging along the underside of him with practiced grace.

"Fuck—Grace—Gods—"

She worked him with her mouth like she'd been waiting all day for it—because maybe she had. Her tongue teased. Her lips sealed around him. And when she pulled back, she stroked him with her hand, spit-slick and steady, before taking him again—deeper this time.

Steve was unraveling fast.

He tried to hold back.
Tried to be quiet.
Tried to keep it sacred.

But she moaned around him, and he lost it.

His hips bucked—once—before she pinned them down with one hand and kept going.

"Gonna—" he gasped. "Grace—I'm gonna—"

She didn't stop.

She sucked harder, faster, until his whole body seized and he shouted her name—head thrown back, thighs trembling, hands gripping her like she was the only real thing in the world.

He came hard. Deep. Eyes squeezed shut, heart hammering like it was trying to break free from his ribs.

She swallowed every drop.

And when he collapsed back into the pillows, chest heaving, body trembling, she crawled back up to him—lips swollen, eyes soft, mouth brushed with him.

He looked at her like he'd never seen anything more holy.

"You," he whispered, wrecked beyond measure. "You're gonna kill me."

Grace smiled and kissed him slow.

"Not yet," she murmured against his lips. "We've got a ceremony to get through first."

He laughed, breathless.
Then pulled her tight to his chest like she was his whole world.

Because she was.

They lay tangled, breathless, skin to skin.

Grace rested against his chest, her cheek sticky with sweat and bliss, his heartbeat steady beneath her ear.

Steve held her like she might vanish.

But after a moment, he shifted—just slightly—his hand trailing slow, reverent paths down her back. Over the curve of her waist. The dip of her spine.

And lower.

"My King," she murmured, drowsy, wrecked.

"I know," he whispered, kissing her temple. "But one more."

She laughed—soft and weak. "I can't."

"Yes, you can." His fingers dipped between her thighs, where she was still swollen and slick from everything they'd done. "Let me give you this. Just one more. Then I'll stop."

His touch was so gentle she almost cried.

He kissed her shoulder as his fingers slid inside her—slow, unhurried—his thumb circling her clit with the lightest, laziest pressure.

Grace whimpered. Tried to pull away.

But her body betrayed her. She clenched around him, already aching, already building.

"That's it," he breathed, kissing the side of her neck. "Just feel. No pressure. No rush."

She melted into him, letting her body take over, her nerves frayed and raw in the best way.

He moved inside her with maddening tenderness—his fingers curling just right, his palm holding her steady, his mouth whispering nothing but hers.

It didn't take long.

Her body snapped again—quiet this time. No scream. No shout. Just a broken sob of release as she came around his hand, thighs shaking, breath caught in her throat.

Steve held her through it, kissing her hair, murmuring her name like a benediction.

Only when her muscles went slack against him—boneless and trembling—did he withdraw and pull her gently into his arms.

"That's it," he whispered. "That's my girl."

She didn't answer. Couldn't. Just breathed.

He waited a moment longer, then slid out from under her with care, covering her with the edge of the sheet as he stood.

He moved quietly through the room—dampened a cloth with warm water, lit a nearby candle for softer light, gathered one of her robes. No rush. No fuss. Just calm efficiency.

He returned to her like a tide, kneeling beside the bed, and cleaned her up with the kind of reverence that brought tears to her eyes.

She reached for him, weakly, and he helped her sit long enough to sip water from the glass he pressed to her lips.

When she settled back, freshly wrapped in cotton and care, he slid in behind her, arms wrapping around her waist, chin tucked against her neck.

"You okay?" he asked softly.

She nodded. "I'm everything."

They lay there in the hush of candlelight, skin cooling, hearts steady.

Nothing left to prove.
Nothing left to give.
Just the sacred silence of having survived the storm together.

———-

Morning light spilled softly through the palace corridors, casting golden edges on polished floors. The air still smelled faintly of wildflowers and firewood—a quiet signal that someone, somewhere, had remembered comfort.

Sienna rounded the corner with Adelaide beside her, both clutching tidy scrolls and matching smug expressions.

"She said she wanted a full report," Sienna whispered. "And I do deliver."

"Maela also said don't wake her unless the palace was on fire."

"I checked," Sienna grinned. "It's not."

They reached the door to Grace's chambers just as Natasha stepped into the hall from the opposite side, one dark brow already raised.

"She's busy," Nat said dryly.

Sienna blinked. "How do you—"

Then the sound drifted out.

Soft at first.
A whimper.
A low gasp.
Then a quiet, breathless moan that froze both girls in place.

"Oh," Adelaide whispered, eyes going wide.

"Yep." Nat didn't even blink. "Busy."

Just then, Bucky strolled around the other end of the hall, sipping coffee like nothing in the world was amiss. He caught the sound mid-step, paused, listened for one second longer than was polite, and nodded.

"Good for them."

Nat smacked him in the stomach with the back of her hand.

"What?" he grinned. "They deserve a win."

Inside the room, the sounds didn't stop.

Sienna turned on her heel. "Later report it is."

Adelaide tried not to giggle. Failed. "I hope she's late for breakfast."

Nat just smiled, arms crossed, watching her best friend finally take something for herself.

"Let her be late," she said. "Let her be loud."

And the three of them walked away, laughter trailing down the hall like the echo of a promise fulfilled.

——-
The room had stilled.

No more gasps. No more fire.

Only breath.

Only warmth.

Grace lay sprawled across Steve's chest, limbs tangled, heartbeat steadying with every rise and fall beneath her cheek. His fingers traced slow, absent-minded circles across the curve of her back—worship turned tender, desperate heat now quiet devotion.

Neither of them spoke at first.

The air buzzed with something fuller than silence. Not tension. Not aftermath.

Just peace.

Grace shifted, just enough to press her nose into his neck. "I think I'm dead."

Steve huffed a soft laugh. "Then I'm glad I went with you."

She smiled against his skin. "That was... not waiting."

"It was everything but," he murmured. "And if that's the preview, I might actually die at the real thing."

Grace rolled her eyes, but her smile stayed. She reached up, brushed a sweat-damp curl from his forehead. "We're ridiculous."

"We're in love," Steve corrected gently, his voice like gravel and honey. "And I think after everything... we earned ridiculous."

She fell quiet again, tracing the edge of a healing scar along his shoulder. "You were so gentle."

"You deserved gentle," he said. "You always have."

Her throat went tight, but she nodded.

After a moment: "Are we very late?"

Steve smirked. "Extremely. And I'm not sorry."

Outside, the sun had climbed higher, filling the room with warm light and long shadows. Somewhere in the halls, faint voices echoed. Laughter.

"I think they heard us," Grace mumbled, eyes closing.

Steve tilted his head, listening. "Definitely heard us."

She groaned and buried her face in the pillow.

He laughed again, deeper this time, and kissed the back of her shoulder. "Want to stay here forever?"

"Yes."

"Same."

Another beat of silence passed before Grace shifted, pushing herself upright—sore, flushed, thoroughly worshipped.

"Okay," she sighed. "We should move before someone sends a search party."

Steve sat up slowly, brushing his thumb across her cheek. "I'll help you dress."

She paused. "You're not going to make another move?"

His grin was shameless. "Only if you beg."

She threw a pillow at his head.

Chapter 53: Run, Little Moon

Chapter Text

By breakfast, the palace was already buzzing.

The field had been cut to seven.

Names threaded through the corridors like prophecy and warning—some expected, some whispered in disbelief.

Grace. Sienna. Lila. Helena. Elise.
And two others—noble-born girls with polished manners and practiced ambition, but little else that lingered.

Today's trial would test endurance.

The course wasn't new. It had been carved into the cliffs years ago, a brutal stretch of terrain where the royal army trained for high-risk maneuvers. But today, it had been adapted—barriers adjusted, lines redrawn—for something else entirely.

Not war.
Survival.

Designed by the royal guard—soon to become the Queen's Guard—the message was unmistakable:

If the queen cannot outrun danger, she cannot rule.

This wasn't about combat.
It was about instinct.
Speed. Awareness. Terrain.

Each contender had been issued the same uniform: fitted leather trousers, reinforced boots, a form-fitting vest, and fingerless gloves. Practical. Equalizing. Uncompromising.

There would be no gowns today.
No titles.
No ceremony.

Only motion.

A sharp whistle silenced the crowd.

Natasha Romanoff stepped onto the platform, dressed in full combat gear—black reinforced leathers, hair braided tight, expression unreadable. The noise died as she scanned the field, gaze cool and sharp as a blade.

"To rule this realm is to be seen," she said, voice amplified by the breeze and the cliffs.

"To command it is to endure."

She turned to the final seven, lined before her.

"But to survive it," she continued, "you must be able to move. To think. To run."

The crowd murmured.

She motioned to the cliffs behind her. The course sprawled in brutal layers: rope ladders, jagged outcrops, narrow bridges, winding gullies, unstable footing, and a cold glint of water waiting at the bottom of a sharp descent. It looked like a death trap designed by someone who'd escaped a few.

"This is a modified section of the royal military training grounds," Natasha said, her voice crisp. "Our soldiers train here year-round. Today, you will too."

She stepped forward, boots grinding against the platform.

"You will each run the course alone. No weapons. No guards. Just terrain... and pursuit."

Several heads turned.

"You'll be hunted," she said flatly. "Two of my best will track each of you from the moment you drop in."

A ripple of tension moved through the crowd—and the competitors.

"If you're caught, you may still advance—if you fought well. If you endured. But make no mistake: even success comes with consequence. A capture means penalty points and full public view. Your weakness will be seen."

She paused, letting that settle.

"The goal is not just to evade," Natasha continued, "but to outlast. To find the best path, think faster than your fear, and move like your life depends on it—because it will."

She gestured toward the distant finish arch—barely visible above the final cliff rise.

"That's your endpoint. Marked by the red flag. You'll have no map. No signals. Only your body, your instincts, and the decision to trust them."

Grace felt the wind shift against her skin. She didn't look at Helena. She didn't need to.

"This trial isn't about strength," Natasha said, voice dropping like a warning.
"It's about survival."

She swept one final look across the line of women.

"Let's see who still wants the crown when the ground starts falling out from under you."

Then she stepped aside.

A second whistle blew.

"First runner," a soldier called.

One of the other girls stepped forward—tall, blonde, with a crest Grace knew she'd been introduced to more than once.

Edith? Elaine? No Edna.

For the life of her, she couldn't remember the girl's name. Just a polished smile. A careful bow. A life built around being seen.

Now, she ran.

Seconds later, the sound of pursuit echoed down the bluffs—thudding boots, a barked command, the crack of someone hitting the first climb too hard. A gasp. Then—

A cry.

A stumble.

Silence.

The six remaining were quickly ushered into a canvas tent—wide enough to pace, high enough to feel the weight of what waited beyond. No windows. No edges. No view of the course.

That was deliberate.

No one would get a head start. No strategy stolen from watching another run.
Only sound.

Only dread.

The second girl was called. Then Lila.

Each run took only minutes—brutal, breathless minutes that ended in one of two ways: a roar of victory... or something sharper. A snapped rope. A cut-off scream. The sickening thud of body against stone.

No one spoke inside the tent.

It didn't feel like a group anymore.

It felt like six people, very much alone.

When Elise was called, she rose with practiced precision. Her breath was steady. Her jaw locked tight. Her boots struck rock with the rhythm of someone who had trained for this—who had memorized every topography she could.

But the moment she vanished from sight, her scream rang out.

It echoed too long.

Then came the sounds of struggle. A grunt. A scuffle. Something wet striking stone.

She didn't cry out again.

Sienna went fifth.

She paused at the tent's edge, turned back with a wink. "See you on the other side," she whispered.

Grace tried not to listen. She really did.

But she heard everything.

The rhythm of Sienna's feet. Her breathing—measured, sharp. Then the shouted commands of pursuit—followed by a half-second of panic, broken by a short, wild laugh.

Sienna fought back. Of course she did.

Then it was Helena's turn.

She didn't speak. Didn't look at her. Just adjusted her gloves, nodded once to the guard, and vanished.

What followed was eerier than any scream.

No cry. No shout.

Just the sharp cadence of motion—fast steps, a controlled breath, a single startled gasp—

And then nothing at all.
———

From the royal box, Steve's fingers curled around the railing.

He hadn't moved since the trials began.

Below, the course stretched like a scar through the cliffs—sharp angles, shifting light, nowhere safe to land. From this height, he could see everything but the details: the flickers of bodies running, the black uniforms of the guards giving chase, the blur of a girl disappearing into dust and stone.

The first two hadn't lasted long.
One was caught at the first drop. The other took a wrong turn near the ridge and was tackled hard—no grace, no strategy. Just fear.

Lila had been different.

Clint had chased her himself, which Steve still wasn't sure was mercy or cruelty. She made it almost to the end, darting past traps, scaling ledges like she'd been born in the cliffs. Steve caught a glimpse of her bright braid snapping in the wind—then saw Clint's arm close around her waist mid-jump. She hit the ground laughing, furious and breathless.

Elise was better than he expected. Fast, focused, clever with her footing. But near the narrow rope bridge, she slipped—went down hard. Didn't get up for a long time.

Sienna? Sienna had been a blur. Steve almost missed her completely. She moved like she'd been planning it in her head for days—darting, dodging, pulling one of the guards off-course before twisting back. When they finally caught her, she laughed. She was still laughing when they carried her out.

And Helena...
Helena had vanished.

Silent. Clean. Ruthless. She didn't waste energy or make sound. Just moved—smooth and terrifyingly efficient. She was halfway through the course before anyone even realized.

Then she was gone from view.

Steve had scanned the cliffs, pulse stuttering. It took two minutes to spot her again—halfway up the final wall, climbing like she was being pulled toward something no one else could see.

She made it.

Now, only one name remained.

Another whistle.
Another call.

"Final runner."

Steve gripped the railing harder.

"Grace" he whispered.

————-

"Final runner," the herald called.

The crowd rose to its feet.

Grace stepped forward.

Wind in her braid. Leather gloves flexing. Pulse steady.

She met Natasha's eyes.

"You designed this for me, didn't you?" Grace asked.

Nat's mouth twitched. "Of course I did. Run Little Moon."

And then—

The whistle tore through the air like a blade.

Grace ran.

She veered left instead of right, vaulting over a boulder and slamming her boot into a foothold just beneath the narrow ridge climb.

The wind changed.

It funneled down the ridge like it was trying to push her back—slapping dust into her eyes, tugging at her braid, dragging breath from her lungs.

She didn't let it.

Her fingers found a narrow crack in the rock. She pulled upward, finding the rhythm again. Boot, hand, hand, boot. Her shoulder ached. Her knuckles scraped open. But her heartbeat was steady—sharp and alive.

Halfway up, a rock gave way beneath her foot.

Grace twisted mid-air, slammed her opposite shoulder into the stone, and caught herself on a jutting edge. Pain bloomed, but her body remembered what to do.

Fall. Redirect. Rise.

She hauled herself up the last meter and stumbled to her feet just in time to see the next obstacle: a ledge-to-ledge crossing over a narrow ravine. No ropes. No net. Just two uneven stone shelves and five meters of open air.

She backed up.

Ran.

Jumped.

Her boots hit the opposite ledge with a bone-jarring thud. She nearly slipped—but dropped low, fingers clawing for purchase on the crumbling edge, pulling herself back from the brink.

One second of stillness.

That's all she took.

The sound of pursuit was closer now. She could hear the difference in their movement—Natasha light, lethal, gaining ground. Bucky slower but deliberate. Coordinated. They were herding her.

She grinned, breath sharp in her chest.

Let them try.

She dropped down a natural chute in the rock, sliding fast, catching herself at the bottom with both hands before pushing forward again. Branches snapped around her as she tore through the underbrush, leapt a sunken log, and hit the next incline running.

Her lungs burned. Her thighs screamed. Blood trickled down one shin.

But she wasn't flagging.

She was sharpening.

Each breath she drew was cleaner than the last. Each step more sure.

Grace crested the next hill—

And saw it.

The wall.

Not the final one. But the first real test. A vertical slab of stone slick with mist and shadow, its surface carved with shallow handholds and centuries of bad decisions.

This was where fear tried to bargain with strength.

Grace didn't stop.

She ran straight at it.

A sheer rock face cut into the bluffside, jagged but climbable—with strength, balance, and speed.

She crossed the rope bridge fast, hand-over-hand, the wood groaning beneath her boots. The wind caught the ropes just as she reached the center.

Instinct made her glance back.

Bucky was on the other end—calm, calculating. Then he gave the bridge a single, deliberate shake.

It rocked hard.

"Are you kidding me?" she snapped.

She caught herself, scrambled the last few planks—and when she hit solid ground, she turned just long enough to flip him the bird.

She could hear Natasha laughing from somewhere behind.

Grace grinned, winded but still running. But the grin faded the second she saw the rope.

It dangled up the face of the next bluff—straight, obvious, convenient.

Too convenient.

Grace slowed. Squinted.

The bluff was steep but climbable. Just to the left of the rope were a series of boulders and natural ridges—irregular, risky, but doable. If you had the legs. And the nerve.

She veered toward them without hesitation.

They wanted her on the rope.

No thanks.

She started the climb—fingers digging into weather-worn edges, boots catching stone. The wall scraped her knees, tore another glove seam, but she moved fast. Clean.

Halfway up, just as her hand found the next ledge—

Thawk.

Chapter 54: Blood of the Old Magic

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Thawk.

An arrow hit somewhere above her, embedding into stone with a mechanical snap.

Glass shattered instantly.

Grace froze.

A hiss followed. Then a drift of vapor curling down toward her face.

She didn't need to see it. She smelled it.

Faint. Sweet. Wrong.

Her stomach turned before her brain caught up.

Moonshade.

She swore and dropped low against the wall, tucking her chin into her elbow as the mist curled past. It was light—dispersed on the wind—but even a trace of it could knock a person flat.

Her vision sharpened with adrenaline and dread.

———-

From the royal box, Steve saw the arrow before he fully registered the sound.

Thawk.

It hit high—above Grace, buried in the stone—and then came the flash of glass and the slow unfurling of smoke.

Too thin for a flare. Too slow for a marker.

Wrong.

He surged to his feet, eyes locked on the movement.

No signal had been given.

This wasn't part of the course.

Around him, the crowd kept cheering—oblivious. But Steve's body stilled.

Then he saw her pause mid-climb. Saw her duck her head. Press her arm to her face.

His gut dropped.

"That's not regulation," he said sharply, voice low and dangerous.

Beside him, Coulson went pale.

Steve didn't wait.

He turned from the railing and grabbed the nearest guard by the collar.

"Find me Fury," he snapped. "Now. There's an archer in the cliffs—top ridge, northeast angle. Arrow just released Moonshade gas. Find them. Now."

The guard stammered something—affirmative—but Steve had already turned back.

Below, on the course, Bucky had come to a dead stop.

He stared up at the broken arrow still jutting from the stone, glass shards clinging to the impact point, a soft plume of silver vapor already drifting down the bluff.

Moonshade.

It floated like mist. Silent. Beautiful. Lethal.

"Damn it," Bucky muttered, pivoting hard toward the wall, preparing to scale the incline.

Natasha cut across him.

"Don't," she said sharply, one hand pressed flat against his chest.

"She's exposed," Bucky growled. "She can't breathe that in—"

"You can't go in," Natasha snapped. "It will kill you, my love."

Bucky froze.

Nat's voice dropped, urgent but calm. "You know what Moonshade does to shifter's blood. You hit that cloud, you don't make it ten steps."

Bucky clenched his fists until the metal in his fingers creaked.

Because she was right.

Moonshade wasn't designed to kill most people. It sedated, confused, dropped them to their knees.

But for anyone with shifter blood in their veins?

In quantities like that it was poison.

Fast. Unforgiving.

And Grace—Grace had just climbed directly into it.

She was already scanning the course for movement, for shadows, for angles no one else could see.

But her eyes never left the wall.

Not once.

As she ran.

——-

Her foot slipped.

Not far. But enough.

Her stomach lurched. Her balance tipped. She caught herself—barely—fingers digging into stone, boots scraping for purchase.

She was too high to fall safely.

A bad landing from here could break her legs. Her back. Her neck.

Up meant pushing through the mist.

She scanned for another path—anything, a ledge, a break, a handhold that might curve around it. But the wind was wrong. It howled down over the bluff like it wanted her gone.

And it carried the gas with it.

The Moonshade spread wide—drifting fast, low, and directly toward her.

Then—

It touched her skin.

Pain bloomed instantly—white-hot in her ribs, behind her eyes. A scream built in her throat but broke as a spasm took her lungs.

Her vision splintered.

This wasn't a trace dose.

It was real.

Undiluted.

Lethal.

Her hands began to shake. Her blood felt like fire under her skin. Her balance vanished. Every breath came ragged, wrong.

She clung tighter.

Behind her, Natasha shouted—sharp, urgent.

Bucky echoed it.

But it all blurred.

The rock blurred.

The world—

Blurred.

Grace coughed, hard. Her chest seized. Her spine curled toward itself like her body was trying to escape her own lungs. Her grip slipped again. Her shoulder hit the cliff wall—and this time, she didn't spring back up.

She was sliding.

Going down.

"MOONSHADE!"

Natasha's voice cracked across the cliffs like a shot. The crowd, once deafening, roared in confusion—then fell into a stunned hush as the mist thickened around Grace's crumpling form.

Steve's name lived just behind her teeth.

It spilled out on instinct.

"Steve," she whispered.

Then her other hand gave way.

And she fell.

She. Fell.

The wind tore past her, pulling her hair free, slicing cold against her burning skin. The cliff face spun. Sky, stone, sky again. Her limbs wouldn't respond. Her lungs screamed for air she couldn't draw.

And in the middle of the freefall—

Everything slowed.

The sound bent inward. Her heartbeat thundered once, twice.

And then—

A voice.

Not shouted. Not heard.

Felt.

Give us control.

It echoed through her like a ripple across still water—ancient, familiar, impossibly calm.

We can catch you.
We can stop this.
Let go.

Grace didn't think.

She knew.

And she did.

She gave it over—everything. The pain, the fear, the weight of her falling body.

The instant she let go, the world snapped.

Light flared behind her eyes.

Heat surged through her bones.

And just before she hit the ground—

She stopped falling

——-

Natasha climbed like the world was ending.

She moved faster than she ever had, ignoring the cuts blooming across her palms, the ache in her arms, the sting of windblown gas that barely brushed the edges of her mask.

She saw Grace fall.

She launched upward.

Her hand reached—

Missed.

By inches.

"GRACE!"

The name ripped out of her.

Below, the cliffside stretched wide and merciless. Grace's body was limp. The angle of her fall was wrong. Too fast. Too far.

Natasha braced for the sound. The impact. The break.

But it never came.

Instead—

The air shifted.

There was a flicker. A pulse. A flash of light too quick for the eye to hold.

And then—wings.

Not mechanical. Not summoned.

Real.

A falcon burst upward in a clean arc of movement, sharp and effortless. Its wings cut through the Moonshade like it wasn't there, golden-tipped and burning against the gray.

Natasha froze, clinging to the cliff.

Her lungs seized—not from the climb, not from fear.

But from awe.

The falcon climbed higher, then wheeled wide over the bluff, scattering the mist with its momentum. The crowd gasped. Some pointed. Some screamed.

But Natasha just stared, hand still outstretched, chest heaving.

"Of course you did," she whispered.

And then she smiled.

——-

Steve could barely breathe as he ran.

Then a falcon burst out of the mist like a miracle—Grace. Wings wide, silver-edged, impossibly alive. For a breathless second, it was all he saw.

The fall had stopped.

She was flying.

She was—

The wings faltered.

Her form shimmered, staggered midair. The flight broke. She dropped.

Steve lurched forward, heart slamming in his chest.

"No—"

The falcon dove hard—wings twisting, body folding in on itself as she fell the last ten feet in a spiral that wasn't controlled. That wasn't right.

She hit the ground.

Hard.

A dull thud rolled across the cliffs.

Silence followed.

Then—

As if summoned, Steve's voice rose over the bluffs. He was almost there but she was raw and breaking.

"Grace!"

He was too late. It was already happening.

Grace spasmed once on the ground—violent, back-bending. Her skin shimmered with light, flickered, then twisted. Not the golden glow of her healing. Not the quiet hum of her touch.

Something older. Wilder.

The shift slammed into her like a storm.

Bones cracked.

Her scream cut through the mist—shattering, human, then not.

Her body rippled as it convulsed—shoulders elongating, jaw snapping forward into a muzzle before shifting violently back again. Claws extended. Wings tore out, then folded into her again. Fur, feathers, scales—her forms didn't know which one to land on.

The crowd gasped as her body writhed, each transformation brutal and incomplete. She flipped onto all fours, spine arching, a fox's tail curling into a serpent's tongue before slamming back into flesh.

She was shifting.

Rapidly.

Painfully.

 

Bucky stood frozen—helpless and horrified.

"By the goddess," he whispered, voice low. "She's never shifted before."

No one had known.

Not Steve. Not the guards.
Not even Grace.

Because shifters didn't survive the old blood anymore. Not like this.

And no one—not in centuries—had ever seen a multi-form emerge uncontrolled.

She screamed again—this time in a bird's cry, shrieking into the cliffs before crashing back into her human self, bare and gasping, face contorted in agony.

"Do something!" someone shouted from the sidelines.

"She'll burn herself out!" another cried.

But Natasha shook her head, eyes wide, barely breathing.
"She's trying to live."

Grace's body slammed once more against the rock—and then finally, finally, she stilled.

Smoke curled from her skin.

Her chest rose in shallow, erratic bursts.

Her arms curled around her middle, scraped raw and shaking, her form trembling on the bare edge of unconsciousness.

And then—

The wind shifted.

The Moonshade mist parted.

And the crowd saw her.

Not just a consort.
Not just a healer.

But a shifter of many forms—collapsed at the foot of the wall meant to test her strength—

—and instead, had revealed her truth.

———-

Helena didn't wait for the fallout.

The second the mist began to clear—and the gasps gave way to stunned silence—she stepped back into the crowd, cloak drawn tight, face unreadable.

Her eyes flicked once to the trembling figure at the base of the wall.

Just once.

Then she turned.

Disappeared.

Gone.

No fanfare.
No protest.
Just vanished—like a thread snapping loose from the weave.

"Goodbye, Sister."

 

Steve ran.

The second the haze began to lift—just enough to let the wind cut through—he was moving. Nat didn't stop him.

Bucky followed at a stagger, breathing hard, eyes red. He stayed just outside the perimeter but didn't dare leave.

Adelaide was already moving too, which made Nat's brow furrow. The girl was quick—too quick—ducking under a rope line and sprinting straight toward the edge of the cliff face where Grace lay.

"What the hell..." Nat murmured, watching her. "She's not..."

The mist still hung faint in the air—thin threads of toxin meant to paralyze shifters in seconds.

It had killed grown warriors.

It hadn't killed Grace.

But as Steve knelt beside her, hands shaking, eyes wild—he flinched.

Just slightly.

A ripple of tension through his body. Like static under the skin.

Bucky slowed, arm across his face, coughing once as he stayed back, watching. He didn't step forward. Couldn't.

And Adelaide—Adelaide winced. Just for a second. One sharp inhale through her teeth as the last of the Moonshade brushed her skin. But she didn't stop moving.

Nat clocked it all.

Steve—altered.
Bucky—resisting.
Adelaide—not normal.

But she didn't say a word. Just filed it away.

And then Grace moved.

Not fully—not cleanly.

Her back arched once, her spine cracking audibly as her shoulder blades shifted beneath raw skin. One arm braced against the ground—but the hand that landed there wasn't quite a hand.

Claws scraped stone.

Her body spasmed again. Her legs kicked back—folded, animal-like—before unfurling into human shape once more. Then her face turned.

It wasn't hers. Not at first.

A muzzle. Then a beak. Then something in between, snarling and unfinished.

Steve reached for her, gently—his hands trembling as he murmured her name. "Grace. Hey—hey, it's me. You're okay. I'm here. Just hold on."

But she wasn't fully there.

Her body was still shifting—each form layered on the last, like paint too thick to dry. Feathers gave way to fur. Fur to skin. Skin to scaled patches that faded in and out like water over glass.

Adelaide slowed beside them, eyes wide, breath catching in her chest.

Grace gasped—then screamed again, voice broken and ragged, half-bird, half-human, teeth flashing sharp and unfamiliar before blunting again.

Steve didn't back away.

He didn't even blink.

He just pulled off his jacket and wrapped it around her trembling frame, whispering her name over and over like a tether.

Nat finally stepped forward, slow and steady.

"She's stuck mid-form," she said quietly, scanning the movements. "Her body doesn't know what to land on."

"She needs help," Steve said, barely audible.

"She is helping," Nat replied. "She's still fighting."

Grace whimpered low in her throat. Her arms curled in again. Her face—now fully her own—pressed against Steve's chest.

She was trembling.

Not shivering.

Shaking.

Her body curled tight against itself, arms locked across her chest, skin pale and slick with sweat, bare feet scraped raw from stone and shifting.

Steve dropped to his knees beside her. "Grace. Grace, I'm here."

She couldn't respond. Her lips moved, but no sound came.

He reached for her—and this time, the mist didn't burn. The last of it was gone.

"I've got you," he breathed. "You're okay. I've got you."

Adelaide slid in beside him with a blanket she'd pulled from one of the med kits. Her hands moved expertly—unwrapping it, draping it over Grace's shoulders, jaw clenched tight.

"Her heart's racing," she said. "She's burning up."

Nat crouched beside them, eyes still flicking to Adelaide—but choosing, for now, not to push it.

"We need to get her out of here," Steve said. "Now."

Nat nodded once.

"I'll clear the path."

They carried her from the cliffs like she was something ancient.

Steve held her cradled to his chest, the blanket wrapped tight around her shaking frame. Adelaide kept pace at his side, eyes sharp, watching for the smallest falter in her breath. Natasha moved just behind them—every muscle taut, every sense alive—flanking them like a shadow with teeth.

And the crowd—thousands strong—said nothing.

Not a word.
Not a whisper.
Only silence.

Because what they'd just seen wasn't political.

It wasn't spectacle.

It was myth.

The kind whispered in crumbling temples and carved into walls in the age before ink. The kind that cracked history like a fault line.

Shifters were rare.

But multi-forms—those who could take more than one shape—belonged to a different age. An age of gods, fire, and prophecy.

And Grace of Healers Hollow had just bled one into existence.

Chapter 55: The Thread Between

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They reached the carriages waiting at the base of the cliffs.

A stunned page held the door open without blinking, eyes locked on the shifting healer cradled in his king's arms.

Steve climbed in without a word, holding Grace close—her limp form barely stirring, head tucked beneath his chin. His jaw was clenched, but his hands were steady, even as the faint shimmer of moonshade still clung to the torn edges of his sleeve.

Adelaide followed quickly, her eyes flicking to the thin film of sweat on Steve's brow, then to the second set of footsteps behind them—heavier, slower.

Bucky stumbled as he approached, one hand gripping the carriage for balance. His face was pale beneath streaks of dirt and blood, the veins at his throat faintly tinted violet.

"We need a second carriage," Adelaide ordered.

Steve shifted to make room. "No. He's riding with us."

"Everyone in. We need to move quickly," she snapped.

Natasha appeared beside them before either could argue further. She took one look at Bucky and helped him into the carriage. "You'll be fine, Alpha."

Then her gaze swept the cliffside—the crumbling path, the disturbed earth still stained faintly with moonshade—and down to the line of guards, pages, and nobles gathered below. All silent. All staring.

Then her stomach dropped.

"Where's Helena?"

No one answered.

She scanned the ridge again.
Gone.

No polished boots. No perfect braid. No ice in her spine.
Just a void.

Nat's jaw locked.

She turned sharply and climbed in after Adelaide, snapping orders to the riders flanking the trail.

"No stops. No press. No one near the castle unless I say so."

The doors slammed shut.

Outside, the crowd parted in stunned silence as the carriage rolled forward.

Inside, Steve said nothing—his arms wrapped tight around the woman who might not survive the ride. His best friend—no, his brother—visibly sick from the exposure.

They rushed toward the palace, praying they would make it.

Behind them, the legend had already begun to take root.

—————

Far from the cliffs, in the shadowed curve of the outer wall, a lone figure rode hard through the streets.

The horse wasn't hers. Neither was the uniform she'd stripped from an unconscious capital guard.

But Helena rode like she belonged to the saddle, head down, jaw set, sunlight flashing off her braid as she cleared the city gates without a word.

Outside, a second rider waited near the tree line.

John sat tall and still in the saddle, watching her approach. His armor was darker now—roughened, repainted, barely resembling the royal guard uniform it once was. The sigil on his chest had been torn away.

"You're late," he said flatly.

Helena reined in hard. "The plan was compromised."

"I noticed."

"It should've worked," she hissed. "The dosage was exact."

"Then maybe you're not as exact as you think."

She swung down, eyes flashing. "Don't start with me, John. We had one shot, and you were supposed to keep the perimeter secure."

"And you were supposed to break the Alpha's bond with her."

They stood in taut silence, two shadows on the forest edge. Somewhere behind them, the bells of the city tower began to ring.

"Doesn't matter now," John said. "We head north. Regroup with the others. If the moonshade fails yet, we find something stronger."

Helena swung back into the saddle. "Next time, I finish it myself."

Without another word, the two riders turned and disappeared into the trees.

North, toward the dark lands.

Where worse things waited.

———-

The castle gates opened just before the rode up.

The carriages didn't slow.

Hooves thundered into the courtyard, wheels grinding stone. The carriage door burst open before it had fully stopped, and Steve was already moving—Grace in his arms, her form flickering between states with every step.

Human. Wolf. Panther. Bird. Barely breathing.

Her skin pulsed with heat as her body shifted again, bones rippling under flushed skin. Steve held her tighter.

"Hold on, Little Moon." he whispered, breath shallow. Sweat clung to his temples. "You're almost home."

Bucky stumbled behind him, barely upright, one hand gripping the doorframe until Natasha caught him. He didn't argue. He couldn't. His pupils were blown, his veins dark. The moonshade had sunk deep.

Adelaide followed close, chest heaving. She wiped her brow with shaking fingers and blinked through the sweat. She told herself it was just the adrenaline.

"Move!" Natasha barked. "Second floor—east wing."

She was already ahead of them.

A rider had gone ahead. Maela waited with Fitz and Simmons just inside the entryway, white coats already stained with potion residue, arms full of vials and runes.

"Bring her here," Fitz called. "Now."

"No," Steve said, already climbing the stairs. "My room. She stays with me."

"She won't last long enough for that," Simmons warned.

"Then hurry."

They followed him up, Fitz and Simmons exchanging a glance before bolting after him.

Inside the room, Steve laid Grace gently on the bed. The sheets soaked with heat the moment her back touched them.

"She's still shifting," Maela murmured, reading her vitals through the flicker of forms. "That's not natural."

"It's backlash," Simmons said. "Her system's in overload. We need to stabilize the shift now."

Fitz uncorked the vial. "This is the antidote."

He looked to Steve for confirmation. Steve gave the barest nod, jaw tight, arms braced on either side of Grace's body.

Fitz didn't hesitate.

He poured the liquid gently between her lips. Simmons pressed a rune to her pulse point. The room held its breath.

Bucky sank to the floor just outside the doorway, hunched over, breathing shallow. Natasha crouched beside him, watching the color drain from his face.

Adelaide hovered just inside, one hand against the wall. Her vision swam, and she blinked hard, brushing more sweat from her temple.

Too much was happening. Too fast.

"Steve," Simmons said quietly. "You're sweating too."

"I'm fine."

"You're not."

Maela stepped beside him, her tone gentle. "Limited exposure or not, you're not immune. We may need to dose all of you."

Steve didn't answer. He just watched Grace.

Waiting.

Praying.

Willing her to stay.

Fitz stepped back from the bed, pulse racing. Grace lay still, the empty vial glinting on the blanket beside her. For a long moment, no one moved.

Then—her shifting slowed.

Not stopped, but slowed. The wild flickers between forms began to fade to subtle pulses. Her breathing evened. Her skin cooled.

"She's stabilizing," Simmons whispered.

Steve exhaled, sagging forward, forehead nearly touching hers.

"Don't move yet," Maela said sharply, catching his shoulder. "You're next."

He didn't argue.

Simmons handed him a second vial, and he drank it without hesitation. Adelaide did the same beside him, her hand shaking now as the toll finally caught up to her.

Nat crouched in the doorway, helping Bucky sit upright.

"He's burning up," she said. "We need to hurry."

Fitz nodded and passed over the final vial. Natasha steadied Bucky while Simmons helped him drink—half of it spilling down his chin.

For a moment, it looked like it wouldn't work.

Then Bucky coughed—hard—and groaned as he slumped back against the wall.

His pulse was still racing, but the purpling in his veins had stopped spreading.

Steve rubbed his hands over his face, already feeling the fog begin to lift. The sweat at his brow was drying. His vision steadied.

Adelaide leaned against the far wall, silent, breathing deep through her nose. Her shaking had stopped. Her skin looked clearer. It had been stress after all—amplified, maybe, by adrenaline and proximity, but not poisoned blood.

"She's still not out of it," Simmons said, turning back to Grace. "The shifting should've stopped entirely. Something's still fighting us."

"She's not fully wolf," Maela murmured. "Or fully human. She walks between forms. Many of them."

"Then we need to find a way to reach the part of her that's still holding on," Steve said quietly. His voice was rough, but clear now. Grounded. Steady.

He took her hand again.

"Come back to me, Grace. You're safe, my omega. We're home. You need to calm now."

And still, her body pulsed faintly with light.

Grace didn't stir.

Her body lay quiet now—no seizures, no gasping—but the slow flicker of shifting remained, pulsing just beneath her skin like an echo of something unfinished.

"She should've stabilized fully by now," Simmons murmured, scanning her again. "Vitals are holding, but... it's like her body isn't choosing."

"She can't choose," Maela said softly. "Not alone."

Simmons glanced at her. "What do you mean?"

Maela hesitated. "The antidote treats moonshade poisoning. It neutralizes the toxin, stabilizes the blood. But this—" she motioned to Grace, "—this is something else entirely. She's not just poisoned. She's caught."

Steve looked up, eyes sharp. "Caught where?"

"In between," Maela said. "Between forms. Between realms. Between life and whatever she reached for to save herself."

Silence fell.

Then Natasha spoke. "We need the High Priestess."

Adelaide blinked. "Will she leave the temple grounds? It's not a holy day or trial?"

"She'll come," Nat said. "If she knows what Grace did—what she survived—she'll come."

Maela nodded once. "I'll send the raven."

"No," Natasha said, already standing. "I'll go myself. She'll want to hear this herself."

Fitz and Simmons exchanged a glance, then stepped back to give space. They knew when they were out of their depth.

Steve stayed kneeling at Grace's side, her hand still wrapped in his.

"Hold on little moon," he whispered. "Don't leave me now."

———-

North of the city, the forest thickened.

Mist curled low across the underbrush, the sky veiled behind torn clouds. Helena rode ahead of John now, her stolen horse foaming at the bit, its eyes wide and white with exhaustion.

Branches slapped against her arms. Her braid had come loose. She didn't care.

They hadn't spoken in over an hour.

"You hear that?" John said suddenly, slowing his horse.

Helena pulled up short. The forest creaked around them, wind threading through the branches like a warning.

And then—faint, far off—a sound.

A howl.

Low. Long. Not a wolf. Something older. Trained.

Hounds.

Helena turned her head, eyes narrowing. "They wouldn't dare send trackers."

"They wouldn't. He might."

Another howl split the air. Closer this time.

Helena cursed under her breath.

"They're not after us," John said. "Not yet. If they were, we'd be dead already."

"They're warning us."

"They're toying with us."

They spurred their horses again, pushing north through the underbrush. The trees closed in around them like ribs.

"We can't outrun hounds," Helena muttered. "Not forever."

"Then we don't." John pulled a folded map from his coat and snapped it open. "We reroute. Through the ghostwood."

Helena shot him a look. "You'll get us killed."

"We're already dead, sister. We just haven't stopped breathing yet."

Behind them, the howls continued. Closer. Then silent again.

Waiting.

————-

The first candle was lit by a baker's daughter.

She left it on the cobblestone just beyond the south gate—shielded from the wind by a broken teacup, a sprig of winter rosemary tucked beside it. She whispered something into her scarf, kissed her fingers, and walked away.

By the time the second candle flickered to life—just before dusk—there were twenty more. Then a hundred. Then hundreds more.

Someone brought flowers.

Then scarves.

Then folded bits of parchment, each bearing the name of a sick child.
Please, if she wakes...

By sundown, the palace gates were lined with light.

The guards did not move them.

No one dared.

————

Inside, the candles could not be seen.
But their light pressed at the windows—quiet, steady, waiting.

Steve paced.

The room was too still, too warm. The scent of old smoke and potion soaked the air. Grace hadn't moved in hours.

Her body shifted again—a flicker of dove beneath the skin, then fox, then back. As if something inside her was reaching for shape and losing it all over again.

Steve stopped at the edge of the bed and stared.

"I just found you," he whispered. "You said we'd be okay."

Behind him, Bucky stirred in the armchair where someone had finally forced him to sit. A cool cloth dripped onto the back of his neck, forgotten. His fever was breaking, slowly. His hands no longer trembled. The purple staining at his throat had faded to grey.

But Steve couldn't see that.

He was already moving again.

"They said she'd stabilize."

"They said it would work."

"They don't know anything."

His voice rose, raw now, too loud for the quiet hum of runes pulsing against Grace's skin.

He turned sharply, caught the edge of the table—and swept it clean with a snarl. Vials shattered against the stone, glass skidding across the floor.

"She did everything right!"

The silence after was too sharp.

From the chair, Bucky cleared his throat.

"Steve."

He didn't answer.

"Steve." Firmer now, using his alpha voice to challenge Steve's. "Look. At. Me."

Steve did.

Bucky's face was pale, drawn, still lined with fever—but his eyes were steady.

"She's not gone," he said. "She's fighting. That's all she knows. She will beat this."

Steve's fists clenched.

Bucky leaned forward, breath shallow. "You think smashing furniture is gonna bring her back faster?"

"She's slipping," Steve choked. "I can't reach her."

Bucky's voice dropped. "Then wait. The witch is coming. You said she would."

"She's late."

"She's Wanda," Bucky said, exasperated. "She comes exactly when she means to."

A pause.

Then, from the bed—just a flicker. A single sound: Grace exhaling, sharp and shaky.

Both men froze.

Her shifting slowed again. Not stopped. But closer now. As if something beyond the veil had heard them.

Steve dropped to his knees beside her.

Bucky leaned back, the last of the fever burning off his skin.

And just beyond the palace walls, the candles kept burning.

Wanda Maximoff arrived just before nightfall, cloak damp with mist, hair windblown, eyes already burning crimson at the edges.

Maela met her at the chamber door.

"She's slipping between forms," the healer whispered. "Her body's trying to stabilize, but her magic keeps reacting. I've never heard of anything like it."

"I have," Wanda murmured. "Once. In the old stories."

They stepped inside.

The room glowed low with candlelight, the fire banked. The scent of herbs and ozone thickened the air.

Grace lay curled in the center of the bed—a slight girl in a too-large linen shift, her body still trembling.

Steve sat at the edge of the mattress, shirt rumpled, one hand wrapped around hers, the other steady on her side.

"She wakes sometimes," he rasped. "Says my name. Then shifts again."

Wanda moved closer, her magic skimming just above Grace's skin.

"Her body is listening to everything at once," she said. "Every voice. Every fear. Every future. She's becoming what she was always meant to be—but it's too much. Too fast."

"Can you help her?" Steve asked.

Wanda's gaze flicked to him—soft, fierce, kind.

"I will."

She turned to Maela, voice sharpening into command.

"I'll need more than salt and cypress. Listen carefully. A silver basin, yes—but lined in ash bark. The oil must be pressed from black cypress under a waning moon. Add three pinches of grave salt—no substitutions. Dried belladonna, powdered fine. A strand of her hair. And mine."

Maela blinked. "Yours?"

"She needs anchoring. Something old. Something blood-bound."

Wanda reached into her satchel and drew a tiny obsidian blade.

"I'll provide it."

Then to Steve: "And you—bring me something that's only hers. Not tied to her title or her power. Something human. Something true."

Steve didn't hesitate. He pressed a kiss to Grace's forehead, stood, and left the room without a word.

He moved through the corridor like a man underwater.

The halls blurred around him—tapestries, runes, faint candlelight. None of it mattered. His feet knew the way.

He reached her chamber and opened the door softly.

Everything inside was as she left it. The faint scent of lavender and parchment. Her satchel half-unpacked. A book still open beside the bed, spine cracked, pressed flowers tucked between the pages.

He crossed to the trunk at the foot of the bed and knelt.

Lifted the lid.

And there it was.

The shawl of hopes.

Soft. Worn. Edges gently unraveling. Dyed with threads that shimmered faintly in the firelight, though the color had faded with time. It smelled like her—like old fabric and quiet magic. Like childhood wishes too stubborn to die.

She had mentioned it as they laid together after she started to suspect Hope

"It's old," she'd said. "But it reminds me who I am. Who I was, when my family was whole."

He ran his hand over it now, the cheap silk rough against his calloused fingers.

Then he gathered it gently—like lifting her breath—and turned back toward the door.

Wanda was still circling the bed when Steve returned.

He held the shawl like it might fall apart in his hands, but his jaw was set, eyes shining.

"She brought this," he said. "From home. Said it reminded her who she was."

Wanda took it carefully, her fingertips brushing over the threads. The magic in it sang low—worn and woven with memory. Her brow furrowed.

Then she went still.

"This is not just hers," she whispered. "It's been touched. Tethered."

She looked up.

"Someone else has marked it."

Steve's heart dropped. "What do you mean—marked?"

"It's laced with another soulprint. One that's tangled deep into hers. Before now. Before this. Possibly since the beginning."

A beat.

Wanda met his eyes. Crimson burned at the edges.

"Her sister."

Steve staggered back a step, shaking his head. "Ok something else?"

"Yes that won't work," Wanda said gently. "Something that's always been hers."

His voice cracked. "Then use me. Not the shawl. My blood. My name. Anything. I've always been hers. Even when we didn't know it."

Wanda held his gaze, then nodded once.

"Bring your hand."

He didn't flinch as she pricked his palm with the obsidian blade.

The blood that welled was brighter than it should've been—richer, threaded faintly with silver. Wanda caught it in a glass vial and added it to the basin, where the salt and oil had begun to swirl like storm clouds.

The potion hissed.

The color deepened—blue turned to violet, then scarlet shot through with gold. A soft vibration rose from the basin, humming low through the stone beneath their feet.

The ritual had changed.

The magic had chosen.

In the bed, Grace stirred—her hand twitching where it had once held his.

Steve knelt beside her again, his bleeding palm resting gently over her heart.

"I'm here," he whispered. "You're not doing this alone."

And in the quiet that followed, the candles outside the palace gates flickered in unison— as if answering back.

As they began the ritual, the palace felt strangely still—
as if even the wind was holding its breath.

And below, beyond the walls, the candles grew thicker.
The flowers deeper.
The whispers louder.

They didn't chant her name.

They prayed it.

The cypress oil burned blue in the basin—then violet, then gold.

Wanda circled the bed barefoot, her crimson magic now threaded with light older than starlight.

She muttered in Ancient Sokovian—words not meant for human ears—salt scattering from her fingers like frost, blood glinting on her palm.

Ash bark cracked in the flames.

The potion boiled, then calmed—then hummed.

Grace was already shifting.

Again.
And again.

A blur of heat and motion.
Her body contorted mid-breath, limbs reshaping, cracking, stretching into wings—then fur—then feathers—then smoke.

A white falcon.
A silver wolf.
A lynx, a raven, a snow-hued deer.

Then back again.

Her breath came in broken gasps.
Her eyes never opened.
Each form tore through her like fire, never fully landing.
Her magic spiraled—wild, raw, out of sync with her still-healing body.

"She's fragmenting," Maela whispered, chest tight. "She's going to—"

"No," Wanda snapped.

Her voice dropped an octave.
Her hands rose.

"Hold her."

Steve surged forward, kneeling beside the bed, catching Grace's trembling body in his arms as she twisted mid-shift.
His forehead pressed to hers, breath shuddering.

"I've got you," he murmured. "I've got you, Little Moon. Stay with me."

The air shimmered.

Wanda raised her arms high—fingers glowing with impossible light. The ancient words in her mouth fused with the rhythm of Grace's heartbeat, with the shawl still clutched beneath her back, with the silver-threaded blood in the bowl.

Then Wanda drove both hands downward toward Grace's chest.

"ENOUGH."

The world shook.

A pulse of red and gold detonated through the chamber— blowing out every candle, cracking the air like thunder, shaking the walls to their bones.

The shifting stopped.

Instantly.

Grace gasped.

Then collapsed—limp, human, whole—into Steve's arms.

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Silence.

Only the sound of her breath and his.

Steve curled around her, arms locked tight like he could stitch her soul back together through sheer will and warmth. His face was buried in her hair. One hand splayed over her heart, feeling every fragile beat like a miracle.

Wanda knelt beside the bed, exhausted but steady, her fingers faintly dusted with salt and ash. The gold was gone from her magic. The red pulsed low behind her eyes.

"She's not just a shifter," she said quietly. "She's a convergence. Born of two bloodlines that were never meant to meet. The old magics. The new gods. Chaos and shape and soul. She's more."

Steve didn't flinch. Just smoothed Grace's curls from her damp forehead and exhaled.

"I don't care what she is," he murmured. "As long as she stays."

Wanda's gaze softened. "She will. But she'll never be the same."

Outside, the night held its breath.

Candles stretched like constellations along the palace walls—hundreds, then thousands, flickering in the dark.

Children held flowers in trembling hands. Elders whispered prayers in languages long forgotten. Strangers wept for someone they'd never met.

And above it all, the voices rose.

Not in fear.
Not in worship.
In hope.

🎵
She ran with the moon on her shoulder,
Wore the wind like a woven crown.
Feather, fang, and silent footfall—
No blade could strike her down.

Born of blood and silver flame,
Cradled deep in storm and bone,
She bears the names the stars once gave—
And walks through worlds alone.

Beneath her breath the wild things stir,
The rivers rise to sing.
The old magics remember her—
Behold the shifting queen.

She is not bound by blade or brand,
Nor tethered to the past.
She speaks in forms the gods unplanned—
And shatters fate's old cast.

So light a flame and whisper low,
Let petals pave her way.
She walks between, she walks below,
And she will rise each day.
🎵

The song echoed off marble and tower.

It moved like a tide through the gathered crowd—no conductor, no instrument, only memory. Some sang with tears in their eyes. Some barely breathed.

Above them, in the high turret chamber, Steve sat with Grace cradled against his chest—her skin warm now, her shifting stilled.

And her eyes began to flutter open.

"Steve?" Her voice cracked.

"I'm here," he whispered, cupping her cheek. "I've got you, Little Moon."

The song drifted up through the open windows like a lullaby written just for her.

Grace turned her face toward it—exhausted, disoriented—but something in her eyes recognized the melody. Something old. Something bone-deep.

She blinked. Swallowed.

"Is that...?" She didn't finish the sentence.

Steve nodded. "They're singing for you."

Grace closed her eyes—not from sleep, but to hold it.

The sound. The moment. The impossible truth of it all.

And for the first time since collapsing on that cliffside, she smiled.

Steve exhaled shakily, his forehead dropping to hers.

"You scared me," he murmured. "You scared all of us."

"I scared myself," she whispered. "But you were there."

"Always."

Her fingers brushed his jaw. "Steve... what happened?"

He hesitated, eyes sweeping across her face. "You kept shifting. Over and over. Like your body was caught in every version of you at once. We tried everything."

Her brow furrowed faintly. "I remember mist. Falling. Then wings?"

"You were fragmenting," he said gently. "Too much power, too fast. Your magic was trying to protect you—and it almost tore you apart."

Grace was quiet for a long moment. Then: "I shifted, didn't I? I'm not just a wolf?"

"You're not. You are limitless, my omega. But it came all at once. Too much, too fast. The High Priestess—Wanda—she stopped it. Anchored you. But it was you who held on."

Another silence passed.

"You should rest," Steve said, thumb brushing her cheekbone. "Sleep. Just for a little while."

But Grace was already shaking her head.

"The whole kingdom thinks I'm dying," she said, voice hoarse but growing stronger. "And maybe I was. But I'm not now."

She shifted, pressing her palms to the mattress, wobbling as she sat up.

Steve moved instantly. "Hey—hey. No, don't—"

"I have to."

"Grace—"

"I have to."

Her voice cracked, but her eyes—those eyes—were clear. Steady. Alive.

Wanda stepped forward as Maela crossed the room, gently bracing her with pillows.

"Your body isn't ready for this," Wanda said carefully.

Grace met her gaze. "The people need me. They think I might be dying. I won't let the first glimpse they get of their Queen be a funeral dirge."

Steve's breath caught. He whispered it before he could stop himself:

"Their Queen."

Maela hesitated. Then, soft and sure: "What do you need?"

Grace drew in a breath, slow and even.

"A dress."

Fifteen minutes later

"I said no," Steve snapped, low and sharp.

Grace was already sitting up—pale, shaking, but resolute. "You don't get to decide for me."

"You nearly died."

"And I didn't." She swung her legs over the edge of the bed as Natasha brought over a dress. "I'm still here, Steve. I need them to see that."

"They'll understand. You need time—"

"I don't have time. Do you think I want to do this? That I want to put on a dress and play queen after what I've just—" Her voice cracked. She looked away, blinking fast. "I don't even know what I am right now."

Steve ran a hand through his hair, stepping back like her nearness might undo him. "I just got you back. And this was an assassination attempt."

"And it failed."

"You will not—" Steve growled, not even realizing he had slipped into his Alpha voice.

Grace's head snapped up.

"You will not use that voice on me," she said, her own voice sharpening into a growl. "Or the mating ceremony won't happen. Because you'll be missing a key member to complete it."

Steve blinked. The words hit like a slap.

"I'm sorry," he said quickly, huffing as he dragged both hands to his hips. "Right now there are very few people I trust with your safety. This is dangerous, Grace."

She met his eyes—steady, quiet, unflinching. "Then trust me. Trust that I know what I can handle."

He didn't speak.

Didn't move.

Until, finally, he exhaled.

"You get five minutes. Max," he muttered. "And I'll be ready. I'm not leaving your side."

Grace didn't argue with that.

Just Before Sunrise

She stood in the glow of firelight, wrapped in a deep blue gown—hastily chosen, but still regal. The sleeves fell off her shoulders, the bodice structured but soft. Her hair was unbound, wild from the storm of her shifts, and it made her look like something older than myth—something forged from starlight and bone, more elemental than royal.

The tall balcony doors were open now, and the wind curled around her as the first pale thread of dawn stretched across the sky.

The light kissed the curve of her collarbone like a crown.

Below, the courtyard was full.

Not packed, not chaotic—full. Thousands, from every corner of the kingdom. Soldiers, farmers, elders, and children. They had kept vigil all night. No one had told them to. They had simply come.

When Grace stepped into view, the crowd gasped.

It rippled through them like wind over water.

Steve stayed just behind her—close, ready, but letting her lead.

Grace stepped forward. One trembling hand on the balcony stone, the other lifting gently in greeting.

"I'm alive," she called, her voice carrying with unexpected strength. "And I will not be afraid."

A beat of silence—

Then cheers erupted.

The song picked up again, faster now, jubilant. The candlelight flared like dawn come early.

But Grace raised her hand again, not to silence them, but to steady them.

They quieted.

Not from command. From awe.

Her voice was hoarse, cracked around the edges—but true.

"Do not bow," she said, softer now, but no less firm. "Do not worship. I am not your goddess."

She took another breath. Steve's hand hovered at her back—not touching, just anchoring.

"I am just a healer from the Hollow. Just someone who wants what's right. Not for the crown, not for the bloodline. For the people. All of them."

More silence.

Even the wind stilled.

"I don't know what I am yet. Not fully. But I know who I fight for. And I promise you now—whatever shape I wear, whatever power I hold—I will not rule above you. I will stand with you."

The candles flickered.

Then flared.

All across the crowd, people reached for one another. Some wept. Some raised their hands toward the rising light. Some simply breathed for the first time in hours.

Grace's voice dropped to a whisper.

"I am still healing. But I will not hide."

And just like that—

She stepped back, swaying.

Steve was there before she could fall, arms steady, hands sure.

But she didn't collapse.

She rested.

And the people below began to kneel—not in worship, not in fear.

But in solidarity.

One by one, they lowered their torches. Bowed their heads. Pressed their palms to their hearts.

Not because she demanded it.

Because she had given them something to believe in.

Not a Queen of prophecy.
A Queen of choice.

And above them all, the sun rose—gentle and golden—spilling light across the balcony, catching in the blue of her gown, the shine of Steve's armor, the tears in Wanda's eyes, the quiet fire in Natasha's stance.

A new day.

A shifting queen.

———

The trees here were wrong, this far north. And even though the day was high it was dark as the trees covered them.

Not just tall—ancient.
Pale trunks twisted like sinew, bark flaking in white-gray strips. No birds sang. No breeze stirred. Even the late spring snow seemed to fall slower here, like time held its breath.

Helena guided her stolen horse beneath the bleached canopy, every step swallowed by moss and mist. John rode just behind, his voice a low murmur.

"This is the Ghost Forest."

"I know."

"They say this is where the old shifters went," he added, quieter now. "The ones who couldn't shift back. The ones who lost their minds—lost their names."

Helena didn't look at him. "They didn't lose them. They gave them up."

John's grip tightened on his reins. "Same end, isn't it?"

"No," she said. "Not if they were running from something worse."

Ahead, the fog thickened—curling between the trees like smoke from an unseen fire. Branches hung heavy with long strands of lichen, and scattered beneath them were antlers. Bones. Bits of old fur twisted into wind-chimes that clacked softly in the silence.

"They used to be human," John muttered.

"They still are," Helena whispered. "Just... buried."

A distant howl rose—not hound. Not wolf.
Older.
Wilder. Sadder.

John reached for his sword.

"They won't bother us if we don't bleed," Helena said.

"You sure?"

"No."

They pressed on, the horses skittish but obedient. Just past a break in the trees, a stone arch came into view—partially buried, cracked with age. Symbols spiraled up one side, worn to near-nothing. But Helena's eyes caught on them anyway.

"I've seen these," she murmured. "In my dreams."

"Dreams can lie," John said.

"So can maps. So can kings." Her gaze narrowed. "But dreams have teeth."

A gust of wind passed through the clearing.

It shouldn't have.

The trees didn't move.
The mist didn't scatter.
But something had noticed them.

John's horse snorted, rearing slightly. Helena reached across and steadied it—then slowly drew the blade at her hip, just as a low growl echoed from the shadows behind them.

Not a hound.
Not human.
Something else.

Something watching.

"Don't run," Helena said. "They smell fear."

"They smell everything."

And from the darkness—barely visible in the swirling fog—two glowing eyes blinked open.

Then another.

And another.

————-

The fire crackled in the hearth, but the air was anything but warm.

Sam, Natasha, Bucky, Steve, and the full High Council sat in silence—some stunned, others quietly seething.

"Let's not pretend," said Lord Stark, his sharp eyes fixed across the table at Baron Zemo and his daughter. "The trials are a formality at this point. The people have already chosen."

"And yet," Elise said smoothly from her seat nearby, arms crossed, posture pristine, "we agreed to tradition. To structure. If we break it now—because of public sentiment—we set a precedent for the Crown to be swayed by emotion, not process."

Steve's jaw clenched. Bucky leaned back in his chair, glancing toward Natasha.

"She almost died," Natasha snapped. "Because of sabotage from within this very process."

Elise smiled—polite and poisonous. "And yet she lived. Which makes her all the more qualified. Let her finish it."

Lady Carter, ever the voice of calm reason, nodded. "Elise has a point. The integrity of the Choosing isn't for us, but for the generations to come. Let the future Queen prove she's willing to follow the rules she may one day wield."

The room simmered.

Then a voice—raspy, firm—cut through the tension.

"I agree."

Every head turned.

Grace stood in the open archway, looking like she'd been upright for barely minutes. One of her new healer's gowns was wrapped around her, embroidered and familiar. Her skin was pale. Her lips pressed into a bloodless line. But her spine was straight. Her chin lifted.

She walked in under her own power.

"Elise is right," she said, locking eyes with her across the table. "I've earned nothing if I can't finish what I started. We complete the Choosing."

Silence.

"But only two trials remain," Grace continued. "The ball. And the final test."

Lord Stark raised a brow. "And the final test, Your Grace—should it follow the old ways?"

"Yes." Grace's voice didn't waver. "Three more will be cut after the ball tomorrow night. The final trial will decide the rest."

She turned to Elise, whose expression hovered between smug and cautious.

"You want to play the game?" Grace murmured. "Then we'll play it. But I'm not the same girl you started this with."

And with that, she turned—steps steady as she walked from the chamber.

Steve moved to follow a heartbeat later.

But not before pausing.

His eyes lingered on Elise, and the smile he gave her held no warmth.

Then his voice cracked across the chamber like a whip.

"Fine. It's done." His chair scraped back hard across the stone. "Finish the Choosing. Do your ceremony. But I want every unit we have on alert. Find fucking Helena. And find the Thorne family. Word's already spread—their homes are empty."

Several councilors flinched at the heat in his voice.

No one interrupted.

"I want eyes on every road to the northern border," he finished. "No one slips through."

He didn't wait for acknowledgment.

Didn't glance back.

He just turned and strode after Grace—leaving behind a chamber full of nobles and power brokers...

...and one truth louder than any title:

The King and his Consort had made their position very clear.

Chapter 57: My Favorite Sound

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The stone corridor was colder than she remembered as she walked away from the council chamber. Or maybe it was her body that hadn't caught up yet.

Grace's steps slowed as the adrenaline faded. Elise had gotten under her skin. She knew it was the right move—but her body wanted nothing more than to sleep for a week. Not that she'd ever admit that out loud.

Her hand found the wall for balance, the embroidered sleeve of her healer's gown slipping past her wrist as she swayed slightly.

The world tilted—just a little. Not enough to fall.

But then he was there.

"Grace—dammit—" Steve's hands caught her shoulders, steadying her. "What did I say about staying in bed, Little Moon?"

She didn't flinch. Just looked up at him with those tired, fire-bright eyes.

"You were taking too long," she murmured, looking up at him with the most pathetic eyes she could muster. "I wanted you back in bed with me."

Steve blinked.

Then he let out a soft, incredulous laugh, his forehead dropping to hers. "You're unreal. And insane to think those eyes are going to get you out of trouble, Omega."

She smirked faintly, leaning into him. "You didn't say I had to stay in bed. You just said rest."

"That's not a loophole. And council chambers don't qualify as rest."

"Says who?"

He huffed again, but the warmth had returned to his voice. "You're impossible."

Her knees buckled slightly. Steve caught her easily—arms sliding beneath her knees and back in one practiced motion.

She didn't protest. Just curled into him like it was the most natural thing in the world.

"I meant it, you know," she said softly as he carried her. "We'll finish the Choosing. But I needed them to see I'm not broken."

"You're not," he murmured. "You're terrifying, honestly."

"Good," she sighed, eyes fluttering shut. "Remind me to terrify you again after I sleep for the next twelve years."

"You can try," he said, brushing a kiss to her temple.

The halls blurred past as he carried her, ignoring the lingering stares of guards and aides alike.

When they reached his room, the heavy doors opened without a word. He crossed to the bed and laid her down gently—tucking the covers around her like she was something sacred.

She caught his wrist before he could straighten.

"Stay."

"I'm not going anywhere," he said, climbing in beside her.

And as the candlelight flickered low and the moon rose higher in the sky, Grace tucked herself against the curve of his chest.

For a little while, there were no trials. No bloodlines. No thrones.

Just warmth.
Just quiet.
Just them.

Her voice was barely a whisper against his collarbone. "Would you... like to share a bath with me?"

Steve pulled back just enough to meet her eyes.

Soft. Tired. Honest.

"Before I sleep," she added. "I just want... not to wash the day off, exactly. More like... soak in something real. And I swear every muscle in my body is screaming at me."

He didn't answer right away. Just brushed his knuckles gently down her cheek, thumb settling near the corner of her mouth.

"Yeah," he said quietly. "I'd like that."

Grace exhaled, a faint smile tugging at her lips. "Good. Because I don't think I can walk there."

Steve chuckled, already shifting to lift her again. "Then it's a good thing I'm stubborn. And love carrying you. Honestly, I'd be shocked if you weren't sore. It was like you were flipping through pages of different forms after the moonshade."

He let her rest on the bed while he filled the tub.

She giggled when he pretended to grunt under her weight as he lifted her again. His Alpha preened at the sound.

At the tub's edge, he set her down with care, reverent in every motion. He undressed her slowly, gently—his lips brushing each bruise, each mark of survival, as if in apology. As if in awe.

Only when her fingers curled in his hair—tugging lightly to bring his gaze back to hers—did he pause.

"You can play in the tub, My King," she teased, stepping in with his arm as her anchor.

The steam curled like mist through the candlelit chamber.

The tub was wide, carved from pale stone, set beneath an arched window dusted with frost. The water smelled faintly of mint and crushed eucalyptus—soothing, sharp, real.

Steve settled in behind her, legs on either side, arms wrapped around her waist. Grace leaned back against his chest—her skin still pale, but warm now. Real. Solid. Breathing.

Alive.

Her fingers trailed through the water, quiet for a long moment.

Then, softly: "What's your favorite color?"

Steve blinked. "What?"

She smiled. "You heard me."

"You almost died yesterday. And now you want to talk about colors?"

"I already talked about death. And trials. And crowns." She tipped her head to the side, nudging his jaw with her temple. "I want something stupid now. So... favorite color?"

He huffed a laugh. "Blue."

Grace arched a brow. "Because of your uniform?"

"No," he said, brushing her arm beneath the water. "Because of you. When you wear it... your skin glows like the moon in the night sky."

Her expression faltered—something soft blooming beneath her ribs.

"What about you?" he asked.

She closed her eyes, considering. "Aqua blue. The color of the river back home after the spring thaw. That deep, clear kind."

"Not green?"

"Too predictable," she muttered. "And it's everywhere in the woods."

Steve grinned, pressing a kiss to her damp shoulder. "That tracks."

Another moment passed.

"Favorite food?" she asked.

He snorted. "Grace—"

"Answer the question."

"...pancakes."

She turned her head just enough to squint up at him. "Seriously?"

"Good pancakes," he defended. "With cinnamon. And apples. And fresh syrup."

Grace laughed—quiet, startled. "God, you're so old."

"Careful," he murmured. "I'm the one holding you above the water."

She let her head rest against him again, smile still lingering.

"Mine's soup," she said after a beat. "But the kind you have to make from scratch. Broth that simmers all day. With herbs and root vegetables and—"

"And bread on the side," Steve finished, smirking. "You always seem to be drawn to the bread."

"Carbs are a staple of country life," she said with mock offense. "There's no such thing as too much bread."

"You say that," he teased, "but I've seen you try to sneak three rolls at once."

"You've also seen me shift into a horse."

"It was more of a pony," he said, mock-serious. "And you were cute."

The silence that followed wasn't empty.

It was comfortable.

Grace shifted in the water, just enough to curl her fingers with his beneath the surface.

"Thank you," she whispered.

"For what?"

"For not letting them wrap me in silk and pretend I was dead."

Steve's arms tightened gently around her. "Never."

She breathed him in—soap and skin and the warmth that always came with him.

Grace reached for the soap.

Her movements were careful, slow. But she was trying—trying to wash away the weight of the day, of the choosing, of the way her body ached like it had been held together by willpower alone.

Steve caught her wrist before the soap could reach her shoulder.

"Don't," he said quietly.

She stilled. "Don't... what?"

His fingers curled gently around her wrist, thumb brushing over her pulse. "Don't do it yourself. Let me."

There was no heat behind the words—just a quiet kind of surety that made her breath catch.

"You don't have to," she whispered.

"I want to."

He took the soap from her hand and turned her slightly in the water—enough to reach her back. Enough to see her face if she looked over her shoulder.

She didn't.

Not yet.

Steve started slow. His hands moved with care, lathering the soap into a fine foam as he ran it over her back, her shoulders. The soft drag of his fingertips made her shiver—but not from cold.

He took his time.

As if he was memorizing her all over again.

As if he was reminding her that she was still here. Still breathing. Still his.

He brushed suds along the side of her neck, behind her ear. Down her spine. Along her ribs.

She sighed—a long, low exhale. Her head dropped forward, neck arching ever so slightly as he skimmed the line of her collarbone.

"You okay?" he asked, voice low, lips near the shell of her ear.

"Mhm," she hummed. "Just... feels good."

"That's the point," he murmured, slipping a hand beneath her arm to reach her front.

His palm flattened just beneath her sternum, not moving. Not yet. But the weight of it there—warm, anchoring—was enough to make her pulse jump.

He chuckled softly.

"Grace," he whispered. "You're shaking."

"No, I'm not."

"Liar."

Her breath caught as his fingers slid down—slow and slick, still so careful. He didn't go where she expected at first. He made broad, lazy passes over her hips, her lower belly. Tracing curves he already knew, as if he wanted her to ask for it.

"Steve—"

"Hmm?"

"That's not helping me relax."

He kissed her shoulder. "Isn't it?"

"You're teasing me."

"I know."

His voice was pure sin now, laced with fondness and something deeper. A reverence that made her ache more than any touch.

"I should punish you for that," she muttered.

"You sound very threatening for someone who's literally trembling in my lap."

"I am not—"

Her protest broke into a gasp as he dipped between her thighs, finally pressing where she was already aching for him. His touch was light at first, maddeningly gentle.

"I can stop," he said, though his fingers didn't.

She shook her head instantly, breath ragged. "Don't you dare."

Steve grinned against her shoulder, hand moving again—slow circles, patient pressure. Giving her just enough to drive her wild.

"You always do this," she panted.

"Do what?"

"Make me beg."

"You never beg," he murmured. "You just... break. So pretty, so soft. Just for me."

Her head tipped back against his shoulder, her legs tightening around his as the pleasure started to crest.

"Come on, omega," he whispered, lips brushing her jaw. "Let go for me."

And this time, she did—biting back a cry, her body curling into his as the tension unraveled and something warm and dizzying spread through her chest.

When she finally caught her breath, his arms were still around her.

Steady.

Solid.

Home.

She was still breathing hard when he eased his touch, holding her close while the water lapped gently at the edges of the tub.

Her fingers found his thigh beneath the surface, not gripping—just resting. Anchoring. The only sound in the room was the crackle of candlelight and the subtle shift of water.

Steve kissed the side of her head, then murmured against her temple, "What's your favorite sound?"

Grace blinked, slow and blissed out, still a little dazed. "What?"

"Favorite sound," he said again, lips curved into a smile. "You asked me about colors and food. Thought I'd ask something back."

She gave a breath of a laugh, too warm to answer quickly. "I don't know. Wind through pine trees? The a baby's first cry? Water on stone?"

Steve hummed, pulling her even closer.

"Mine," he said quietly, "is the sound you make when you come."

Her breath hitched.

He smiled into her skin.

"It's not just the sound," he went on, voice low. "It's you. That soft gasp when you don't expect it. The little whimper when you try to stay quiet. The way you say my name like it's the only word that ever existed."

Grace flushed—every nerve suddenly lit again, even in the softest aftermath.

"You're such a menace," she whispered, turning slightly to glare at him, even as her fingers gripped his thigh tighter.

Steve leaned in, nose brushing hers. "Only for you."

"And only when I'm trying to bathe," she muttered, though her lips were already tilting into a smile.

"You started it," he teased, kissing the corner of her mouth. "You asked for a bath."

"And you're the one who turned it into a seduction."

Steve smirked. "You were seduced the moment I said 'blue.'"

Grace snorted, curling into him again. "You wish."

His hand skimmed up her spine, slow and soothing now. "You gonna fall asleep in here?"

"Maybe."

"We should get you back to bed."

She sighed dramatically. "Only if you carry me."

"I was always going to carry you."

"Good," she whispered.

And this time, when he lifted her from the water, she didn't let go. Not even when the air hit her skin. Not even when he laid her gently in their bed, tucked them both under the covers, and kissed her temple one last time.

Because his favorite sound might've been her—but hers, she realized, might've always been him.

Grace barely stirred as he dried her off, her limbs pliant but heavy with exhaustion. He kissed the slope of her shoulder, then pulled one of his soft linen tunics over her head. It hung past her knees, too big, too worn, and absolutely perfect.

She didn't resist as he guided her to the bed—his bed—and eased her beneath the blankets. The way she curled into the pillow broke something open in him. Even now, she looked like she was bracing to be woken by pain.

Not tonight.

He tucked the covers around her gently, brushed her damp hair back, and pressed one last kiss to her temple before crossing the room.

He tucked the covers around her gently, brushed her damp hair back, and pressed one last kiss to her temple before crossing the room.

The fire in the hearth had burned low, casting soft golden shadows over the stone floor. He moved quietly, banking the embers, pausing only to glance at the moonlight spilling through the high window. It framed her sleeping form like a painting—washed in silver, draped in quiet.

He didn't even bother to grab fresh clothes —just pulled on his shirt and leathers from earlier.

She'd already shifted in his absence, seeking him out in sleep as he went to the door.

A quiet summons brought Bucky and Sam to the door minutes later, their faces drawn and tight from the day's chaos. They stepped inside, voices hushed out of instinct when they saw her sleeping.

Steve didn't waste time.

"Tomorrow, the palace rests."

Sam blinked. "You're calling a pause?"

"I'm calling a reset," Steve corrected. "No ceremonies. No council meetings. No trials. Just time to breathe. For everyone."

Bucky crossed his arms. "And Grace?"

"She'll meet the rest of us. Our people. The ones who matter. The ones who'll have her back no matter what. We open the Queen's garden—private, secure. Let the remaining Chosen join us too. No more games. They need rest, and she needs to feel safe."

Sam gave a slow nod. "A family picnic with the inner circle?"

"Exactly." Steve's jaw set. "Let them see who she's really fighting for."

"And the ball?" Bucky asked.

"Pushed a day," Steve confirmed. "It'll be tight before the moon, but she'll make it."

"And after the ball?"

"The final cut. Three left. Then the last trial—whatever it is—before moonrise."

"And then," Sam said quietly, "we name her Queen."

Steve looked over his shoulder, to the bed, where Grace had curled tighter in sleep, his tunic dwarfed around her.

"She already is."

Chapter 58: Bound, Not Crowned

Chapter Text

The morning light was soft—filtered through high windows, gilding the stone walls in pale gold. Grace woke tucked tightly into Steve's chest, his arm banded around her waist beneath the linen covers.

For a moment, there was peace.

Then—
A flicker of panic.

Her eyes flew open. "Shit—the breakfast—Steve, I'm late—"

He didn't move. Just murmured, half-asleep and warm against her back:

"No you're not. I cancelled it." He sighed softly, already pulling her closer.

Grace froze. "You what?"

He opened his eyes, voice low and even. "The palace rests today. Every one of the Chosen is free to do what feels right. No trials. No pressure. No formal anything."

She was quiet for a beat, then slowly turned to face him. Her hair was a wild halo from sleep, her brow furrowed.

"You cancelled it."

"I did."

"You cancelled royal protocol... because I almost died two days ago?" she asked carefully, trying not to let her frustration rise.

"No." His voice remained steady. "I cancelled it because you did everything you needed to do yesterday. And now I'm giving you what you need today."

He watched her closely. His alpha stirred, a low warning growl in the back of his mind: tread gently.

She studied him.

There was something unreadable in her gaze—equal parts suspicion and gratitude. Then, slowly, she narrowed her eyes.

"So what do you think I need today?"

He grinned. "To eat. To breathe. To let the other women breathe too. And..."

He leaned in and kissed the tip of her nose.

"...to come with me."

Grace didn't move right away. Just stared at him, her brow creasing further.

"You're being... suspiciously romantic about this."

He rolled his eyes, half-smiling. "I cancelled a meeting. That's not exactly seduction."

"No, but you're being very calm. Which means you're hiding something."

"I'm not hiding anything," he said, already exasperated.

She pushed herself up on one elbow. "Steve. You don't just... throw out protocol. Especially not for a girl you're trying to—" she faltered, "—trying to court."

His jaw tightened. "You're not just some girl."

"And that's the problem, isn't it?" she snapped. "I'm not just a girl, I'm a symbol. A prize. A contender. A future queen. And now you want me to just trust you that all of that got put on pause because you said so?"

"Yes!" he nearly growled, sitting up. "Because I did say so. Because I can say so. And because I need you to stop waiting for the axe to fall every damn second. You gave everything yesterday. And I'm trying—just this once—to give you something back."

He paused, chest rising fast.

"I'm trying," he added, quieter this time, "to give you a day where you feel safe. Where you feel real. Where it's not about surviving or fighting or proving anything. Just... being."

Grace stared at him.

The muscles in his jaw were clenched hard, like he was bracing for rejection. For her to run again. For her to shut him out.

And something in her softened.

He looked so tired. So desperate to make this right.

So hers.

Without a word, she pushed the blankets back and crawled across the narrow gap between them. Her hand slipped behind his neck. She kissed him slowly, deliberately.

And when he made a soft, surprised sound—half-relief, half-ache—she deepened it.

"Lay back," she whispered.

His brow furrowed. "Grace—"

"I know," she said gently. "Let me."

She didn't rush. Didn't tease.

She simply moved—confident, grounded, gentle—until she had him beneath her, breath stuttering as her hand curled around him. As she kissed his throat. As she coaxed him slowly to the edge, letting her touch speak everything she couldn't say yet.

When he came, it was with her name on his lips—his hand clenched in the linen sheets, his other arm around her waist, pulling her into his chest like he couldn't quite believe she was real.

She didn't speak right away.

Didn't have to.

Because this time, she let herself stay. Curled against him. Breathing in time with him. Trusting him enough to just... be.

Eventually, her breathing evened out again, and his heartbeat stopped thundering under her cheek.

They didn't say much after that. Didn't need to.

But when she finally stirred, when her fingers curled into his side and her voice emerged soft and clear—"Okay, Cap. What now?"—he smiled.

"I brought you something," he murmured, slipping from the bed only long enough to retrieve a neatly folded gown draped over a chair near the hearth. It was simpler than the others—forest green linen, soft and lightweight, with clean lines and embroidered detailing along the sleeves.

Her eyes widened slightly. "You had this brought up?"

He nodded. "Figured you'd be more comfortable in something real. Not royal."

She laughed under her breath, sitting up slowly. "You're getting good at this."

"I'm trying."

He handed it to her gently, then turned his back—half out of respect, half to let her decide how much space she needed.

But instead, she whispered, "You're gonna have to help. I can't get the laces."

He turned without hesitation.

She was already holding the gown out to him, bare shoulders unbothered now as she stepped into the fabric. He caught the weight of it, slid it carefully up her frame, and began working the laces in the back—slow, practiced, steady.

"Not too tight," she murmured.

"I'd never."

Once the gown was secure, he circled to face her again, eyes soft.

Her hair was still a sleep-tangled halo, curls wild around her face.

He didn't say a word—just reached for the brush on the vanity and eased her down onto the bench before it. She watched him in the mirror, something fragile in her expression as he began to gently work through her hair.

Each pass was careful, slow. Reverent.

"You don't have to—"

"I want to," he said simply.

When her curls were smoothed and glinting in the morning light, he started a braid at the crown of her head, fingers sure as he wove it back—then tucked the end into a low knot, framing her face.

She reached up and touched the finished style, almost shy.

"You're full of surprises this morning."

"I have more," he promised, offering her his hand.

She hesitated for only a breath—then slid her fingers into his and stood.

"Then lead the way."

They didn't make it far before the palace itself seemed to respond to her presence.

As Grace stepped into the corridor beside Steve, hand tucked into the crook of his arm, the hush that followed was immediate. Conversations died mid-sentence. Feet stilled. One by one, every staff member in view dropped into a low bow—some with hands over their hearts, others with quiet reverence in their eyes.

She slowed, stunned. "What...?"

"They know," Steve murmured, voice steady beside her. "What you did. What you survived. What you are."

"But it's not official—"

"It doesn't matter," he said. "You already feel like their Queen."

A young page stepped back, hand trembling slightly as he held a door open. She offered a quiet smile, still unsure what to do with the way everyone looked at her now—as if she glowed. As if she'd stepped from a legend.

The further they walked, the more tributes she passed. Candles lined the window ledges. Small bundles of wildflowers nestled against the baseboards. Notes—hundreds of them—tucked into cracks and corners with scrawled prayers or promises in a dozen different hands that had been brought inside from the palace walls yesterday.

By the time they reached the far end of the Royal wing, she was holding tightly to Steve's arm.

"This is the royal corridor. Our corridor. Only our friends and family can access it." he said quietly, reaching for a gilded key and unlocking a set of double doors she hadn't noticed before. "This garden can only be seen from the private chambers. No windows face it except 3 private rooms . No paths lead to it."

He pushed the doors open.

Sunlight spilled through like honey.

And beyond it—wild, lush, and utterly private—was the most beautiful garden she'd ever seen. Trees shaded winding paths. A small waterfall trickled into a pool where birds splashed. Blooming hedges created quiet alcoves, and soft grass rolled out like a blanket between them.

Grace stepped forward slowly, wide-eyed.

"It was my mother's," Steve said, following her in. "No one else was allowed here. After she passed, my father locked it. I haven't opened it for anyone since he's passing except for the gardener."

She turned back to him, eyes full.

"And now?"

He smiled, gaze warm and sure. "Now it's yours."

She took his hand and stepped into the sun.

Peter Parker reached them first—grinning wide and awkward, clearly unsure whether to bow or wave.

He settled for both.

"Hi—I mean, welcome—uh, again—sorry, I've had like two cups of wine and I didn't think you'd be this—"

"Peter," MJ cut in, sliding up beside him and swatting his shoulder gently. "Stop talking."

Grace smiled, already charmed. "It's okay. I've heard a lot about you."

"That worries me," Peter muttered.

Morgan zipped around them next, arms already halfway out like she might launch into a hug. She stopped just short, eyes sparkling. "Can I hug you, or is that not Queen-appropriate?"

Grace smiled at the younger woman and opened her arms. "Please hug me. I'd be hurt if you didn't."

The moment Morgan wrapped around her waist, the tension broke.

Conversation started again in low waves. Steve stepped back just enough to let Grace be seen—but not so far she couldn't find him.

Pepper approached next, offering a smile that was sharp and kind all at once. "I don't usually like people right away. But after the night of the banquet I knew you'd be perfect for Steve immediately. I'm so glad you've joined up."

Tony appeared behind her, sunglasses still somehow on despite the trees. "She doesn't even like me most of the time."

"Correct," Pepper agreed. "And that idiot there is my Husband , Tony. I don't think you've been properly introduced."

Grace curtsied even as snorted. "Well. I like you too. For whatever that's worth and it's nice to finally meet you, Tony."

"It's worth a lot," Tony said, tilting his glass."Almost as much as mine."

Laura Barton passed Grace a plate without asking. "You need to eat."

"You really need to eat," Clint added. "We already saw you give Steve that look. You're gonna need your strength."

Steve choked on something from behind her before sighing, "Really?"

"I'm Clint by the way. My prodigy are around here somewhere. You've met Lila. She's the calmest one."

Yelena, still lounging at the edge of the blanket, gave a one-finger salute. "Heard you survived the assassination attempt. Good job."

"Yelena," Nat said warningly.

"What? I'm being supportive."

"Um," Grace breathed. "Thank you."

"I don't know why she expects anything else from Lena," Bucky murmured as he joined them wrapping his arms around Natasha and pressing a kiss to her cheek."

Coulson and his wife introduced themselves with calm grace, and Grace found herself nodding along with Fitz's eager explanation of how a compact garden irrigation system had gone wildly wrong this morning. Simmons beamed beside him, eyes kind and observant.

Lady Peggy Carter waited until the flow had thinned, her presence still effortlessly regal. She stepped forward with Daniel at her side, offering a hand.

"I'm glad he found you," she said simply.

Grace didn't know whether she meant Steve or the Alpha inside him. Maybe both. She didn't ask.

"I'm glad I found him too," Grace answered.

Peggy smiled at her answer—small and knowing—then passed a hand gently down Grace's arm.

"Hold him gently," she murmured. "He's carried too much for too long."

Grace swallowed, throat thick. "I know."

"Good." Daniel gave her a warm nod. "That's all any of us ever wanted for him."

Before Grace could say more, Adelaide's voice rose from the garden path.

"Apologies for the delay," she called out as she stepped through the archway, wind catching her wrap.

Maela followed close behind,  the older woman slightly out of breath and already wide-eyed as she studied the plants around her.

Sienna brought up the rear, still adjusting a hairpin. "We come bearing excuses, and goodwill."

"Also cookies," Maela added, producing a tin from nowhere.

Grace let out a surprised laugh and turned toward them—arms already opening to greet her circle.

The Steve's family turned subtly as they arrived, making space without needing to be asked.

Adelaide greeted each familiar face with measured warmth. Sienna nearly dropped her drink at the sight of Lord Fury when he appeared out of nowhere. Maela immediately ended up in a story battle with Morgan over who'd gotten into more trouble as a child. Morgan or Grace. Suddenly, having someone here who knew her past wasn't ideal.

Grace looked around—and for the first time, truly saw it:

Family.

The garden filled fast: picnic blankets unfurled, plates passed, cups filled. Someone—probably Morgan—had convinced Tony to bring floating music orbs, and soft melodies drifted through the air like mist. Drinks were passed out or refilled. There was a faint spring breeze this morning. Suddenly Steve's suddenly was hung softly on Grace's frame, then someone had slipped a floral crown on her anyway. Lila claimed it was "for aesthetic balance."

More than once, someone burst into impromptu dancing. Mostly Lila, Morgan or Mj to be more precise.

Grace found herself laughing freely, pressed between Steve's side and Sienna's stories. Nat and Bucky shocked her with their obvious displays of affection, Nat all but climbing him in the middle of the Garden. Sam and Maria were debating the best way to take out assassins with Clint and Laura near the fountain. Wanda and Vision shared quiet wine, occasionally smiling over the rim of their cups.

And at the center of it all—Grace.

Not just as Queen-to-be.

But as woman, healer, friend.

Mate.

When she glanced up from her second pastry, she caught Steve already looking at her.

He didn't say a word.

But in his eyes, she saw it:

Mine.

"Alright," Tony declared, leaning dramatically against a marble column behind him. "So let's review: glowing, sacred rituals, epic transformations, a literal hawk at one point? You're officially the Shifter Queen of Legends."

Grace raised an eyebrow over her cup of wine. "I think it was a falcon, actually."

"That is not the part I'm hung up on," Sam said, grinning. "The part I'm stuck on is: she got magic powers, political power, animal powers, and somehow still hasn't jumped Steve's bones."

That made half the group choke.

"Excuse me?" Grace said, arching a brow, while Steve groaned softly beside her.

"Oh come on," Natasha said, tossing a grape into her mouth. "You two are giving off 'don't ask what happened behind the closed door' vibes."

"We don't have to ask," Yelena muttered, deadpan. "We heard it."

"That was days of tension cleared in one night," Sienna added helpfully, sipping her mimosa. "The palace walls may never recover."

Adelaide, ever poised, smirked softly and said, "I'm just impressed they haven't accidentally completed the bonding ceremony already."

"Seriously," Clint chimed in, wagging a fork. "You do know you've got, what, four weeks until the moon ceremony? That's a long time to hold out with all those hormones and pressure and those... arms."

Steve buried his face in his hands.

"I am right here," Grace said, trying and failing to look affronted.

"I mean, just imagine the royal babies," Laura Barton added, all faux-innocence. "Dark curls. Big blue eyes. Hopefully Grace's temper."

"Hopefully not," muttered Bucky.

"I heard that," Grace said, poking him in the ribs. "And if one of them ends up with your scowl, we're blaming you."

"I own that scowl," Bucky said, preening. "It's generational."

"I'd pay good money to see Steve handle two toddlers with who could shift," Sam mused.

"I will handle it," Steve muttered, "with love, structure, and a very sturdy crib."

"Keyword: sturdy," murmured Yelena, biting into a pastry. "Unlike your willpower."

That broke the table.

Even the elders laughed. Peggy shook her head with a nostalgic kind of smile, whispering something to Jarvis and Daniel. Bucky and Nat exchanged knowing glances like parents recognizing the signs of inevitable chaos that their friends will bring.

And in the middle of it, Grace laughed until she cried.

Because they weren't just teasing her. They were teasing each other, teasing Steve, teasing the idea of a future none of them had been sure they'd get to see. And the fact that she was at the center of it—loved, alive, belonging—was more intoxicating than any wine on the table.

She leaned toward Steve and whispered against his jaw, "They're never letting us live this down."

He tilted his head, smiled crookedly. "They're family. That's not the point."

"What is the point?"

"That they're planning a future for us. Which means they think we'll get one."

Grace's eyes softened. And for just a moment, the noise around them faded.

The brunch had unraveled into a blissful sprawl across the royal gardens. Plates scraped clean, shoes kicked off. Teenagers disappeared to a spot away from the adults to do whatever it was deemed inappropriate for adult ears. The men had claimed one corner near the fountain, deep in what appeared to be an increasingly competitive (and suspiciously made-up) lawn game involving pebbles, sticks, and a lot of shouting.

"I swear, Sam, if you move the rock again—"

"It's called strategy, Barnes. Look it up."

"Pretty sure it's called cheating."

The women had naturally drifted to the shadier edge of the garden, settling into conversation that ebbed and flowed between commenting on the men's game, mating ceremony plans, and ritual tattoos.

Grace sat on a quilt beside Natasha, half-lounging as she watched Steve squint suspiciously at Clint measuring something with a stick. She smiled faintly. But Nat saw the shift in her posture before anything else. The slight drop of her shoulders. The quiet in her eyes.

"You good?" Nat asked softly, bumping her foot against Grace's.

Grace hesitated. "Almost."

Nat waited, quiet.

"It's just... it's beautiful," Grace said. "It's warm and chaotic and ours. But there are three people missing." She blinked down at her hands. "My mom should be here. Lydia and Mathew, too. You know it's—five, actually. If they finished the adoption paperwork for the twins."

Nat exhaled, warm and steady. "They will be."

Grace looked up. "What?"

Nat gave a small smile. "It's a secret—technically. But Steve already sent for them."

Grace's breath caught.

"They should be here by the time you stand under the moon," Nat added. "He wanted to surprise you. But... I figured maybe you needed the anchor more than the surprise."

Grace didn't respond at first. Just pressed a hand to her mouth, trying not to cry. Then, softly, "Thank you."

Nat shrugged. "What else is a sister for?"

"I don't know. Mine actually tried to murder me."

They sat in silence for a while longer after that, watching the makeshift game devolve into Steve trying to bodily block Bucky from tackling Sam, and Harley and Peter climbing over each other to stop what ever it was they were doing. All while Tony and Clint barker out orders like two war generals on opposite fields of battle.

"I'm not going to make it through that ceremony without crying like an idiot," Grace said quietly.

"You're assuming the rest of us will do any better." Nat paused to sip her wine.

"Although, it's not the mating ceremony that will be the issue. You'll be too busy ... mating. It the day after at the crowning and blessing feast that I expect the tears."

As the sun drifted lazily across the garden and the brunch laughter settled into a warm hum, Adelaide appeared at Grace's elbow, flanked by Sienna, Yelena, and Wanda. A few steps behind them came Pepper, Laura, Sharon, Maria, and Peggy, their arms linked as they crossed the lawn like a quiet tide.

"Can we steal you for a moment?" Sienna asked with a smile.

Grace blinked, glancing at Steve—still half-wrestling Sam near the fountain—then back at the group of women gathering. "Uh... sure?"

Nat rose with her and took her hand, guiding her to a shaded alcove beneath the wisteria, where the rest of the women had formed a soft semi-circle.

It was Wanda who spoke first, her voice like velvet. "This was not meant to be presented until the night of the full moon ceremony, but... we agreed. You should have it now. To remember that you are already ours."

Sienna stepped forward with a flat wooden box, its surface carved with delicate swirling patterns—half vines, half moons, the two motifs merging into one.

Grace opened it slowly.

Inside lay a layered arrangement of silk and leather cords, crystal and metal, old lace, and soft golden thread. At the center rested a flat silver ring, wide and etched with words in both ancient runes and modern tongues. Hanging from the ring were tiny charms: a panther, a falcon, a flower, a quill, a flame.

Each cord had been knotted or looped through the ring in a unique way—some braided, some stitched with symbols or lined with bits of lace. Together, they formed something not quite a necklace, not quite a belt—something older. Worn close to the skin. Bound by hand.

"It's called the Bond Cords," Laura explained softly. "It's an old tradition in the capital. Not something you have in the Hollow... but when we started thinking about what you might wear beneath your cloak—something that belonged only to you—this came to mind."

Pepper's voice joined in. "Every woman from both sides of our families contributed something. Laura added the thread from her wedding veil. Maria chose the crystals. Sharon and Peggy each etched a word into the ring."

Nat smiled faintly. "Wanda enchanted it. Quietly. Nothing flashy. Just strength. And safety."

Grace's fingers trembled as she lifted the cords, the silver cool against her skin. She turned the ring gently, reading each etched word, each tiny symbol engraved by a hand that had loved her. A piece of them all, wrapped around her.

Her gaze lifted—to Yelena, who gave her a nod like a shield locking into place. Then to Sienna, standing misty-eyed and proud.

"It's not a crown," Wanda said softly, "because you didn't need one. This is older than crowns. Worn once for union... and again for birth. Worn against your skin, where your strength lives."

Grace swallowed hard, blinking back tears. "It's beautiful."

"It's you," Sienna whispered.

Adelaide stepped forward first, lifting one of the longer cords—deep green leather, lined with threads of silver.

"This one's mine," she said, voice calm and low. "Cut from my travel bracers. For instinct. And patience. You'll need both."

She guided it around Grace's waist and tied it loosely at one hip.

Laura followed, fingers gentle as she smoothed a pale cord of ivory silk edged with faded lace. "This came from my wedding veil," she said softly. "For devotion. And for softness, when the world tries to harden you."

Pepper's was next: a sleek ribbon of gold-threaded fabric. "Mine's from an old Stark prototype. Woven with wire, if you look close. For innovation. And strength no one sees coming."

One by one, they stepped forward—Maria, Sharon, Peggy—each adding her cord, wrapping Grace in memory and intention. Wanda's was last: a crimson braid with faint runes that shimmered like heat. "For power," she murmured, tying it high across Grace's ribs, just beneath her heart. "And fire. The kind you carry without burning."

Nat didn't speak at all. She simply looped her dark cord twice, tight and sure, then kissed Grace's temple.

Sienna reached out last. Her cord was soft lilac, embroidered with tiny moons and vines—the same motif carved into the box. "This one's for balance," she said. "For beauty. For belonging."

The silver ring sat at the center of it all now, resting low on Grace's abdomen. The charms glittered like tiny stars, their weight grounding her.

The women stepped back, quiet, reverent.

And that was when Steve saw her.

He'd come to find her—to check on her, maybe just to breathe near her. But the moment his gaze landed on her, his wolf surged to the surface like a tidal pull. No cloak. No crown. Just his mate, wrapped in the power of the women who made her.

She was radiant. Sacred. Already half-unwrapped like a gift the moon herself might bless.

His jaw clenched. His hands fisted. He didn't move forward—couldn't—but his pupils blew wide, and every muscle in his body went taut with restraint.

From across the garden, Natasha arched an eyebrow. "Down, Alpha."

Steve didn't blink. "I am down."

Yelena snorted. "That's what worries us."

Grace turned at last, meeting his gaze—blushing slightly, lips parted.

And Steve... nearly forgot how to breathe.

Grace met his gaze across the room, heat blooming beneath her skin—not just from the weight of the cords or the power of the moment, but from the look in Steve's eyes.

Feral. Reverent. Barely restrained.

She took a step toward him, the silver ring swinging softly at her waist.
His eyes tracked it. His jaw ticked.

"You should take that off," he said roughly, voice low enough only she could hear.

Grace blinked, feigning innocence. "Why?"

Steve's hand flexed at his side. "Because if you don't, I'm going to break every promise I made about waiting for the ceremony." His voice dipped to a growl. "And I'll mate you right here, wrapped in their magic or not."

That earned a low, knowing laugh from Natasha.

Grace's smile curved—slow, wicked, teasing. She reached for the first knot, untied it deliberately, letting the cord slide loose.

Then another.

And another.

Steve's breathing turned ragged as the layers fell away, one by one, until the final strap unlooped from her waist. She cradled the bundle gently in her arms, reverent even as her smile deepened.

"Better?" she murmured.

Steve didn't answer with words.

He stepped forward, wrapped a possessive hand around her waist, and turned to face the circle of women—each of whom now wore varying expressions of amusement, exasperation, and fond resignation.

"I'm going to borrow my mate for a bit," he said. A pause. Then, deadpan: "You'll get her back. Eventually."

Yelena smirked. "Take your time."

Natasha didn't even look up. "Just don't mess up the braid I did."

Sienna mock-sighed. "At least tell us where you're going so we can delay the dinner by a reasonable amount."

Steve didn't answer.

He just scooped Grace into his arms—dress, cords, blush, and all—and carried her out like something already claimed. Already his.

And behind them, laughter rippled like a blessing.

Chapter 59: The Queens Suite

Chapter Text

Steve didn't say anything as he carried Grace back inside. Didn't say anything as he pushed open the nearest door.

But Grace could feel his alpha crawling under his skin.

The moment the door clicked shut behind them, Steve didn't speak.

Didn't even pause.

He turned the lock with one hand, the other still gripping Grace's thigh, and then he scanned the room—an unused sitting chamber just off the corridor, warm with late sunlight and wrapped in silence.

Perfect.

He crossed it in three long strides, set her down gently on the carved table in the center of the room, and braced his hands on either side of her hips.

"You okay?" he asked, voice a low rumble.

Grace nodded, breathless. "Yeah. I just—what are we—"

"Good" Steve growled as he leaned in, kissed her like he'd been starving.

Then pulled back just enough to growl against her throat: "I have to wait another month to see you in nothing but that godsdamn belt. A month."

He sank to his knees.

Grace blinked. "Steve—"

He was already pushing her gown up, bunching it around her waist kissing along her thighs as he went.

"Do you know what it does to me?" he muttered, voice muffled against her skin. "Watching them wrap you in it... touching each part like it belonged to them... when every inch of you is mine?"

His hands slid under her thighs, lifted her effortlessly.

"I could've lost it right there."

His mouth found her without hesitation—hot, reverent, hungry.

Grace let out a sound between a gasp and a moan, her hand flying to his hair.

He grumbled again, pulling her closer. "Giggling. Braid-adjusting. And you standing there like some sacred flame wrapped in my death sentence."

Another kiss. Another long, slow drag of his tongue through her folds.

"I swear," he muttered, rough and broken between strokes, "I'll make you wear that damn belt every day for the rest of our lives, Let it tease you with every step you make. Let it brush against your thighs with every step, until you're begging for my cock. Then I'll let it bind you to me with every child you birth."

Grace couldn't even speak. Couldn't think. Just felt—every growled word, every anchoring grip, every unspoken vow threaded into each kiss he pressed into her like prayer.

Grace's head tipped back as his mouth moved against her—slow, deliberate, like he was memorizing her. Her fingers threaded through his hair, not to guide but to anchor.

Steve groaned against her, barely holding himself in check.

"I should stop," he muttered, voice hoarse as he pulled back slightly.

She gasped as he kissed higher, teeth grazing where her thigh met her hip. "Then stop."

He grunted. "Don't want to."

Her laugh was breathless. "Why did we decide on the no-sex-until-the-ceremony rule."

"We made that rule before you stood in front of me wrapped ancient magic and a goddess damn smile."

She whimpered when his tongue circled her again, slow and reverent.

"And then you had the nerve to untie it in front of all of them," he added, like it was a personal offense. "Like you didn't know exactly what that would do to me."

Grace moaned. "I absolutely knew."

Steve exhaled a broken sound—half groan, half praise.

He shifted her hips closer to the edge of the table, pressing kisses up the inside of her thigh, pausing between each one to murmur against her skin.

"You're lucky I didn't drop to my knees right then and there."

"You're lucky I made it ten more minutes."

"You're lucky we're not already mated, because if we were—"

He didn't finish the sentence.

Instead, he looked up at her.

Eyes blue, dark with restraint. Lips flushed. Hands trembling, barely resisting the urge to take.

"Alpha," she whispered, reaching for his cheek. "I'm here."

"I know." His voice cracked. "I just—Grace, I've been holding it together since the Hollow. Since the moment I first felt the tug of the bond. Today I get to breathe in. You let me touch you. I need you to let me worship you too."

She nodded, chest tight with something far deeper than arousal.

And he did.

He kissed her again, deeper now, until her legs trembled and her nails pressed into the wood of the table. Until she cried out his name like a confession. Until her whole body arched and shook and broke open in his arms.

He held her through every wave of it—forehead pressed to her thigh, hands gentling as her breath came back ragged.

When she finally lifted her head, he was still on his knees, looking up at her like she was the altar.

"Come here," she whispered.

He rose slowly, bracing his hands on the table's edge, his forehead resting against hers.

Their breath mingled.

"You're not going to make it a month," she teased softly.

He laughed, low and wrecked. "I already haven't."

She touched his jaw, thumb brushing the corner of his mouth. "That wasn't mating."

He kissed her palm. "No. That was worship."

And then—quietly, reverently—he wrapped her back in the Bond Cords over her dress himself.

One knot at a time. Hands steady. Kisses pressed to her skin after each.

Like sealing a promise.
——————

Grace squeezed Steve's hand as they left the chamber, slipping through a discreet door that connected to a back hallway. A pair of guards stationed at the entrance straightened when they passed but said nothing. The moment they stepped into the shaded corridor beyond, the quiet returned.

"Just us for a bit," Steve murmured, guiding her gently—as if he hadn't just tongue-fucked her until she screamed his name.

Grace bit back a smile.

They moved deeper into the palace, the stone halls stretching wide and sun-dappled. Stained glass filtered the afternoon light into hues of golden red and soft cobalt, painting their path in fractured color.

This was the private wing.

Tucked above the royal court. Private Glowing.

"This whole wing will be ours now," Steve said, voice steady but laced with something reverent. "Some of it was always reserved for the reigning family—some of it was sealed off after my mother passed. But it's open now. It's yours."

He paused at the first set of carved double doors. "Council chamber," he said, nodding toward it. "Smaller, private meetings. We won't use it often, but when we do, I wanted it close."

A few more steps. A turn.

He motioned toward a quiet, windowed room with shelves already filling. "The Private Library annex. Most of the old royal records are in there, but we've started adding books we thought might interest you."

Grace smiled and leaned her head against his arm. "I love it."

He kept walking, his pace slow and unhurried—showing her the Queen's solar with its wide windows and balcony garden, the hidden music room she wouldn't have known existed, a small meditation alcove tucked behind the eastern tower stair.

Then, a hallway she recognized.

She passed a door marked with faint sigils she couldn't yet read.

"Are we still in the royal wing?" she asked.

"We are we're coming into it from the far end," he said. "But this stretch is shared. These are our friends' chambers—our inner circle. Most of them don't live here full time, but I wanted them to have a space that felt like home. Somewhere safe. Somewhere permanent."

Grace paused. "You're that close?"

Steve nodded. "They're mine. Bucky and Nat live here full time. Sam and Maria too—he gave control of the family estate to his sister a few years back. Bucky did the same not long after his parents died. Rebecca's far better suited to that kind of life than he ever will be. Neither wanted divided lives anymore."

He ran his fingers along the wall as they walked, like he was remembering it all as he spoke.

"Pepper and Tony keep their rooms here when they visit. Laura and Clint too, even though they mostly stay in the other wing when the kids are with them for every sake. Yelena's got a space—next to Wanda and Vision actually. Nick, Carol, Sharon room is one down as they need easy access to come and go. Sienna's and Addie's rooms are going to be near your old room. Vanessa and Melissa have decided to stay as well as ladiesmaids and we're working towards getting their spaces set too. And there's plenty of space in this old monstrosity for anyone else you'd like without have to touch the guest wing"

Grace blinked. "You've already... thought all of this through."

"I've had time," he said, glancing at her with a quiet smile. "I was just waiting for you to be ready."

They stood there for a long moment, held in soft stillness. Then he kissed her temple and whispered, "Come on. Still more to see."

He lead her back up stairs to the floor she knew at this point was the royal residence only. And stopped at a beautiful, delicately carved set of door. Patterns of moons and flowers covering then entire panels.

Steve took a deep breath as he pushed the doors open then stepped aside.

Grace followed him inside—and felt her breath catch.

It was stunning.

Twice the size of her current suite, which in itself had felt impossibly grand when she first arrived. But this—this was something else. A space built not just for royalty, but for reign.

Spacious, but not cold.
Elegant, but not untouchable.

The pale stone walls were softened with tapestries in deep green, blues and cream. Heavy curtains framed wide windows, muting the sunlight into gold. A writing desk sat tucked into the light, lived-in and waiting—ink pot, fresh paper, a carved seal resting in the corner. The fireplace crackled low and warm, surrounded by curved seating designed for both solitude and soft conversation.

There was art on the walls.
Some ancient, framed in intricate gold.
Others newer—one unmistakably of the Hollow.

The painting looked recent, maybe from last spring, its colors pulled from memory and longing. She hadn't even realized much she needed to see that. But there it was, centered like it had always belonged.

The canopy bed, set near the hearth, was slightly smaller than the one in Steve's suite—but taller, layered in gauze and embroidery that shimmered like forest mist. An invitation, not a demand.

"It's always been a space meant for the Queen alone," Steve said behind her, voice low. "For when you need stillness... or distance. It connects to mine through that door." He nodded toward the solid wooden door near the fireplace. It stood ajar.

Grace's fingers brushed the soft quilt at the bed's foot, hand-stitched and warm.

"It's beautiful," she whispered.

Steve came up behind her, wrapping his arms gently around her waist. "I hope we never need that door between us closed. It lock from both sides if you ever wanted. Needed," he murmured, "I wanted you to have it. A space that's entirely yours. Your thoughts. Your peace."

She turned in his arms, her eyes searching his.

"Thank you," she said, voice tight with something deeper than gratitude.

He brushed a strand of hair from her cheek. "You haven't seen the rest yet."

She raised a brow. "Oh?"

He smiled. "Come on."

Still holding her hand, he led her across the suite toward an arched doorway draped in pale green silk.

He pushed it aside.

And revealed the rest.

A full seating and receiving room branched off just beyond—lined with bookshelves, carved tables, plush chairs in tones of cream and moss. Another door way opened to a private bathing chamber, aglow with soft marble and delicate tilework. And past that—

A wardrobe room. Not an armoire. A room.

Grace stepped into it like she was stepping into a story.

Full-length mirrors lined the walls. Built-in shelves cradled folded silks and linens in carefully arranged rows. A center island displayed jewelry, gloves, hairpins. Dresses hung by season. Boots and slippers had their own space. And tucked near the back: a vanity flanked with a stained glass window, a place to sit and breathe and begin.

She turned slowly, overwhelmed.

"This is too much," she said quietly.

Steve stepped beside her, gaze steady. "It's not," he said. "It's exactly enough. You are Queen. This is your wing. Your chambers. Your reign."

And then, even softer, "You've never been too much."

Grace blinked, something catching in her chest.

He offered his hand again, grinning. "Want to see your bath?"

Grace took his hand again, her fingers threading between his.

He led her gently back toward the bath, pushing open the arched door with a quiet press of his palm.

And she exhaled in awe.

The room opened before her like something out of a dream—just as grand as Steve's bathing chamber, but where his was carved in strength and shadow, hers bloomed with softness and light.

Curved marble steps led to a sunken pool at the center, steam rising gently from the surface. The water shimmered pale gold, scented with something warm and faintly floral. Light filtered through stained glass above in delicate hues—dusty rose, soft cream, the palest green—casting patterns across the pale stone floor.

Grace stepped forward slowly, taking in every detail.

The arched ceiling was carved with ivy and blooming flowers. The walls were smooth ivory and soft veining, accented with delicate vines in gold leaf that shifted to the moon and stars are it filled the arch above her. A chaise sat tucked near a low shelf of oils and soaps. Plush towels were folded like offerings nearby.

Everything about it felt like a sanctuary.
Like a space made not just for bathing—but for rest, for quiet, for healing.

For her.

And yet, she could see it clearly—how it had been made with royalty in mind. The pool was more than wide enough for two, with seating carved into the sides beneath the waterline. A second shelf held razor and brush, soapstone and linen—Steve's preferences, quietly included.

It was hers.
But it was theirs, too. Whenever she wanted.

Grace turned, eyes wide and wet. "Steve—"

He didn't say anything. Just watched her take it in with a look that bordered on reverent.

"You made this for me?"

"It's been here for centuries" he said softly. "But remolded it around you."

She crossed the room slowly, barefoot on warm stone, and stepped into his arms.

He caught her easily, holding her close as the steam curled between them.

"This must have taken forever," she murmured against his chest. "Even before I got here."

"I started remodeling when my father's health started to fail," he whispered. "But I never realized that I was preparing it for you."

Grace tilted her face up, searching his eyes. "Can we use it?"

Steve smiled, already reaching to unfasten the ties at her back.

"Of course. But do me a favor no belt."

She laughed. "No belt."

He kissed her, long and soft.

And together, they stepped into the warmth.

They stepped into the water together, limbs tangling with quiet familiarity, steam curling around them like silk.

Grace settled between his thighs, her back against his chest, the water lapping gently at her shoulders. Steve's arms wrapped around her without hesitation, strong and steady, palms resting over her belly where the bond cord would rest .

Neither spoke for a while.

Just warmth. Breath. A slow unspooling of tension.

Eventually, Grace tilted her head against his shoulder. "You made this space feel like a dream."

Steve's lips brushed her temple. "I only updated it. Brought in a few things that reminded me of you. The rest was already here."

She glanced up at him, brow raised.

He smiled, quiet and soft. "This was my mother's suite. All of it. The Queen's chambers haven't changed much in the last hundred years, a little updating here or there but it's nearly as old as the castle itself."

Grace stilled.

He hadn't said much about his mother beyond a few reverent moments. But now... in this space, surrounded by her legacy, it felt like something sacred was unfolding.

Steve's voice dropped to a near-whisper. "I was born in this tub."

Grace turned, startled. "What?"

He nodded, eyes distant. "My mother wanted it that way. Said the water helped her stay grounded. Said the women in her village gave birth in water—kept them connected to the earth. Kept the pain moving through them instead of trapping it."

Grace swallowed, her fingers tightening gently over his arm.

"She wanted to do it herself," he continued. "Refused the royal healers, only the ladies from her village, as a compromise with my father. Said she knew what her body was made for. I was born right here—beneath that window. They told me once that I didn't even cry. Just looked at her. Like I knew exactly who she was."

Grace blinked fast, throat thick.

"She died in the other room two weeks later," Steve added quietly. "It was the cough that got her, almost took me too evidently. Bucky's mom was able to nurse me, raised me next to Bucky. My father was never the same after she died."

"But if I'd like to think that the two of you are cut from the same cloth, she would have loved you."

There was a smile in his voice. But also weight.

Grace turned in the water, shifting until she faced him fully, knees bracketing his hips, water beading on her skin.

"She'd be proud of you," she said simply.

Steve looked down, eyelashes damp. "I hope so."

Grace reached for his face, cupping it gently. "You made this a home before I even knew it existed."

The water stilled around them, their breathing slow and synced. Steve's hand found hers beneath the surface, fingers lacing together like it was instinct. No pressure. No urgency. Just heat and presence and something older than either of them.

When the water cooled, he helped her up without a word, wrapping her in the softest robe she'd ever felt—pale cream, embroidered along the edges in moon-thread. He took a moment just to look at her, then caught her wrist and pressed a kiss to the inside of it.

"You are the home," he murmured, voice thick.

They stayed like that for a long while.
Not as King and Consort.
Not as bonded mates.
Just Steve and Grace.

Eventually, he reached for her hand again, brushing his thumb across her knuckles.

"One more thing," he said, and led her to a smaller door tucked near a side table—almost hidden, unassuming compared to the others.

When he opened it, light spilled in soft and golden.

Grace stepped forward slowly, something pulling at her chest. And the moment her eyes landed on the cradle—smooth silverwood warmed by the sun, its carved edges worn with care—something low and ancient stirred inside her.

Her omega uncurled with sudden, startling clarity.

It wasn't a surge, not violent or overwhelming—but a steady, unmistakable pulse that bloomed deep in her belly, coiling low in her core. An ache that wasn't just emotional. It was primal. This. This was where her body wanted to root. To nest. To keep.

She froze, just for a second, hand still resting on the cradle's edge.

Steve noticed immediately.

He was by her side in an instant, not saying anything yet, but watching her with quiet, reverent intensity. His posture shifted—just slightly—but she felt it. The subtle flare of alpha awareness. The inhale through his nose. The way his eyes darkened with instinct and concern both.

"You okay?" he asked, voice low and careful.

Grace nodded once—but her throat was tight. "I just... felt something."

He reached for her hand, curling his fingers gently through hers, grounding her.

"It's the bond," she whispered after a moment, glancing down at where they still rested beneath the robe. "And the space. And you. I know the suppressants are helping—but not with everything."

Steve brought her knuckles to his lips, brushing a soft kiss there.

"I wouldn't want them to," he said quietly. "Not with this."

Her eyes lifted to his.

"I'm not overwhelmed," she promised, though her voice wavered slightly. "It's not bad. Just... real. I want this. And my body knows it. She know it."

Steve's fingers tightened around hers for a moment. Then he stepped closer, lowering his voice his breath against her skin.

"Let it know, sweetheart. Let it want. I'm right here. I'll always be right here."

Grace leaned into him, into the warmth and strength and the way his presence made everything inside her settle and stir at once. The ache in her belly hadn't faded. But it didn't scare her.

It felt like something waking up.

Something hers.

Grace blinked once, then again, standing very still.

The nursery was quiet. Peaceful. Soft, golden light caught the edges of the silverwood cradle. But something inside her had shifted. Not gently.

It wasn't grief. It wasn't longing. It was need—rising hot and sudden through her chest and curling tight low in her belly. Her omega sat up and looked, all but baring its teeth.

And she felt it. A deep, dragging pulse behind her hipbones, an ache that had nothing to do with sadness and everything to do with biology. With wanting. With claiming.

Her hand reached blindly for Steve's chest again, her eyes never leaving the cradle.

Her omega uncurled with startling clarity, instinct and ache rising in a deep, physical wave. It hit her low in her belly—hot and full, like her body suddenly remembered every part of what it was built for.

She gasped, her hand tightening in Steve's before she could help it.

He felt it immediately. His entire body went still.

"Grace—"

"I'm okay," she whispered, voice shaky. "It's just—" She couldn't finish. She didn't need to.

His hand came to her waist, grounding. Protective. "I knew the suppressors wouldn't mute everything," he murmured, nose brushing the curve of her temple. "But I didn't think this would... trigger it."

She leaned into him. "It didn't trigger it," she said, voice soft. "It called to it."

He exhaled slowly, like he was fighting off every instinct not to drag her back to the bed and bury himself in her until the urge passed. Or didn't.

He stilled instantly, gaze snapping to her, nostrils flaring. He felt the shift, too.

"...Grace?"

She turned to him slowly. Her voice, when it came, was velvet-wrapped steel.

"You put a rocking chair for me... and one for you."

"Of course I—"

She crowded closer, hands on his chest now, flat and firm.

"You painted a tree for our children. You carved a place for their names into a wall that doesn't know them yet. You made them real, Steve."

Her breath hitched. Her fingers tightened.

"And now I want to make them."

The last word landed low and dangerous, a promise instead of a plea.

Steve made a sound, low and choked, and she swore his knees buckled for a second. But when he surged forward, she held her ground, pressing a hand to his chest like a command.

"Uh-uh," she said, voice dark with something possessive. "My turn."

His eyes blew wide. He didn't speak. He didn't need to.

She stepped in until their bodies touched, until her breath skimmed his jaw. Her hand slid up to his neck.

"You were patient," she whispered, mouth brushing the shell of his ear. "You were good. Now I want to see how long I can make you regret that."

He groaned her name like it was the only word he knew.

Steve didn't stand a chance.

One moment, he was trying to breathe through the low thrum of his alpha instincts screaming mate now, and the next, Grace had already backed him toward the door—her door.

She pushed it open without breaking eye contact.

The Queen's chambers. Her space. And suddenly, Steve was the one being led, not leading.

Grace kicked the door shut behind them with one quiet click.

"Take off your shirt," she said.

"Grace—"

"Now."

He obeyed without thinking, his hands fumbling slightly from the way she was looking at him—like a woman made of the moon and silk and wildness, entirely unbothered by the crown that had just been laid at her feet.

She walked forward slowly, step by step, until he could feel the heat radiating off her skin. Then she placed both hands on his chest and pushed him back until his knees hit the bed.

He sat. Swallowed hard.

"Your scent changed the second I saw that nursery," she murmured, climbing into his lap, straddling him with practiced grace. "But so did mine."

He let out a low, ragged breath. "You don't have to prove anything to me, Little Moon."

"I'm not proving. I'm claiming."

Her mouth met his before he could reply—hot, deep, dragging. She kissed him like she wanted to taste every promise he'd ever made. And then her hands were on him. Chest. Shoulders. Thighs. Mouth following in a slow, devastating trail.

Steve's hands trembled as they gripped her hips.

"Grace," he choked, "we—fuck. Omega—we can't—"

"I know," she said, and still rolled her hips down hard enough to steal his breath. "We won't. I'm not breaking the promise."

"But you're gonna ruin me," he gritted out, biting his own fist as she moved again, deliberately slow.

She leaned close, lips brushing his ear.

"That's the idea."

He growled. Actual, deep in-his-chest growled. And she moaned in reply, hips twitching with how badly she wanted him.

They rocked there, tangled and flushed, her robe fallen halfway open, his hands everywhere. Her omega rose and pressed against him, licking at his throat with every roll of her hips. She nearly lost herself in it—caught in the way he looked up at her like she was a goddess and a storm and his whole goddess damned world.

But it was Steve who stopped it.

With a last surge of will, he flipped her gently back onto the bed, bracing himself over her, breath ragged.

"If I don't stop now," he said, voice hoarse and broken, "I won't."

She stilled, eyes wide. Something fierce flickered there—but then she nodded. One small, aching motion.

"I know," she whispered. "That's why I trust you to. I'm sorry I can't yet."

He kissed her then—not rushed, not desperate. Reverent. Grounding.

And when he tucked her into her bed afterward, robe pulled back over her shoulders and arms wrapped around her middle, she felt... owned and owning. Held, but holding too.

But her omega was pacing now—low and insistent in her chest, her belly, her bones. The nursery had awakened something, ancient and aching. She felt it hum beneath her skin, every instinct tuned to mate, nest, take.

But instead of running from it, Grace rolled over and pushed Steve gently—but firmly—back onto the bed.

His eyes darkened. "Grace—"

She silenced him with a kiss, slow and molten. "Let me," she whispered. "No mark. No mating. Just... let me."

Steve's breath hitched, torn between desire and discipline. "Are you sure?"

Her eyes burned with something ancient and feral and entirely hers. "She won't give me a choice. She needs you. I need you."

That made him groan.

She knelt between his thighs, easing him out of his pants with reverent hands, her gaze never leaving his. His body was already aching for her, but she didn't rush—she savored. Her fingers stroked him first—gentle, coaxing, knowing. Then her mouth followed.

And when she took him in, Steve choked on a curse that sounded suspiciously like her name.

Her rhythm was slow at first, designed to torment. Her omega wanted to claim, yes—but it wanted to serve, too. To satisfy. And when his hips lifted involuntarily and his hands fisted the sheets, she deepened her pace, curling one hand around the base of him, letting him fall apart.

He came with a ragged cry, hips trembling, her name a hoarse benediction on his lips.

Grace stayed with him through it, until every last wave had passed. Then she pulled back slowly, resting her cheek against his thigh, eyes closed, her body finally quiet.

Not tamed. But... calmed.

Steve reached for her immediately, pulling her up beside him, wrapping her in the soft bedding.

"Did it help?" he whispered, voice wrecked but warm.

Grace curled into his side and exhaled. "Yes."

He smiled faintly. "Good. Because you just about ended me."

She laughed softly against his chest. "I think that was the idea."

They lay there for a while—breathing together in her new bed, in her new space, the echo of something ancient still humming low between them.

But it was enough. For now.

For the next month, it will have to be.

They lay curled together beneath the canopy in her new bed, Grace tucked against Steve's side, their legs tangled beneath the quilt. The hush of the palace wrapped around them, soft and golden, broken only by the occasional creak of wood or birdsong drifting in from the open window.

Steve traced lazy circles along her back with his fingertips, his voice a low murmur in the stillness. "There's a courtyard behind the kitchens—for the staff to sit and take their tea in the sun. It's overgrown a bit, but the roses keep coming back every spring. I thought maybe we should expanse it clean it up. Someplace quiet. Just for them."

Grace smiled into his shoulder, her muscles still warm and loose from earlier. "You and your secret gardens."

"There's more," he said, brushing a kiss into her hair. "A rooftop terrace above the east wing, perfect for watching storms roll in. The tower stairwell where I used to race Bucky—it's half falling apart, but the view at the top? Worth every climb."

She shifted, propping her chin on his chest to watch him. "Are you just listing places you plan to kiss me in?"

He grinned. "I mean, yes. All of them. But also... I want you to know this place. Not just as queen. As you. This is your home."

A quiet settled over them again, thicker now. Grace breathed it in, grounding herself in it.

"And," Steve added after a moment, nudging her gently, "your mother's going to stay in your former rooms—just below us. Still close, but with enough distance to breathe. Matt and Lydia's rooms are across from hers."

Grace blinked, heart catching. "You—?"

He nodded before she could finish, a crooked smile tugging at his lips. "I know Nat spilled the beans. For a spy, she's a terrible liar. Adorable, but useless at secrets."

A soft laugh escaped her, the last of her tension dissolving. "She said it was a surprise."

"It still is," Steve said, brushing a kiss to her knuckles as he threaded their fingers together again. "They'll be here in time. Your mother, your cousin, Lydia... even the twins."

Her eyes shimmered. "You did all that?"

"I would do anything," he said simply. "For you. For the people you love."

Grace leaned in and rested her head against his shoulder, her voice barely above a whisper. "You make it feel safe to hope."

He held her close, the hush of the nursery wrapping around them as the afternoon sun slanted through the sheer curtains.

"That's the point," Steve murmured. "We're building something that lasts."

Chapter 60: Scandalous Is Accurate

Chapter Text

Back in his chambers, Steve was halfway through buttoning his undertunic when he paused at the sound of Grace's soft footfalls behind him.

"Let me," she said, fingers already brushing his away.

He let her take over, arms relaxed at his sides as she made quick work of the buttons. Her hands were steady but her eyes sparkled with mischief.

"You clean up well," she murmured, sliding his vest over his shoulders. "Still, I think I prefer you shirtless."

He arched a brow. "You say that like it's a surprise."

She smirked but didn't answer, helping him into the dark, tailored dinner coat he'd set out—deep navy with a soft shimmer in the light, regal but relaxed. Once she fastened the last button and adjusted his collar, he reached out, drawing her closer by the waist.

"Your turn," he murmured. "I believe your scandalous dress awaits."

"Not my description," she said primly, even as her cheeks flushed. "That's what Carmen wrote on the note."

He laughed and followed her down the corridor to her chamber. The moment they opened the door, Grace froze.

Dozens of gowns had arrived—elegant, dramatic, ethereal. But one was displayed front and center on a velvet dress form by the fireplace: a midnight-blue creation spun from shadow and silk, embroidered with blackened silver and threaded gemstones. It dipped low in the front, framed in dark lace, and swept to the floor in layers of sheer and opaque fabric that moved like whispered promises. The sleeves were long and fitted with lace, falling from the shoulders like smoke. It looked like it had been designed for a queen with teeth.

Steve let out a low whistle. "Scandalous is... accurate."

Grace stared at it, then turned slowly to him. "It's for tonight."

He tried to keep a straight face. Failed. "God bless family tradition."

She laughed, but the sound caught somewhere between nerves and anticipation. "You're not helping."

"I'm not supposed to," he said, stepping closer to kiss the base of her neck. "I'm supposed to escort you to dinner and spend the entire evening imagining getting you back out of that dress."

Her breath hitched. "Well. At least you're honest."

He grinned against her skin. "Always."

Grace turned back to the gown, arms folded, cheeks already warm. "There's no way I'm getting into that by myself."

Steve stepped behind her again, voice lower now. "Lucky for you," he murmured, "I'm very good with complicated things."

She glanced over her shoulder, lifting one brow. "Complicated?"

"You," he said, brushing her hair aside, lips grazing just behind her ear, "are a complicated creature, omega mine. But you are also dangerous in every shade. But this gown?" His gaze flicked to it. "This was stitched to start wars."

He slid his hands around her waist, fingers finding the sash at her robe. With a gentle tug, it slipped free and the robe fell open, pooling at her feet. She stood in nothing but a pair of midnight lace briefs, her back to him, the firelight casting golden highlights across her bare skin.

He didn't rush. His fingertips traced the length of her spine, pausing at the base. He bent and pressed a kiss just below her shoulder blade—slow, reverent.

"We have a few minutes."

"You said we were going to be late if I didn't start—"

He turned her gently in his arms. "We're going to be late because I'm about to get on my knees."

Her breath stilled.

And then he dropped to them.

Grace reached for his shoulders as his hands slid down her thighs, coaxing one leg over his shoulder. She steadied herself against the wall, one palm splayed flat, the other fisting in his hair as he mouthed the inside of her thigh—slow, warm, and worshipful.

"Steve—"

"I haven't tasted you in an hour," he said, voice rough with need. "Let me."

He didn't wait for permission. His mouth covered her, tongue parting her with devastating patience, his thumbs easing her open as he devoured her like a man starving. One long, deliberate drag of his tongue made her knees go weak.

He caught her—one arm locking behind her thighs, the other braced at her hip, anchoring her as he buried himself deeper.

It didn't take long.

He knew her. Knew every flick, every stutter of breath. In minutes, she was gasping his name, legs trembling as she came with a sharp cry.

But he didn't stop.

He growled against her, relentless, dragging a second climax from her before she could even catch her breath. This one was messier, louder. She clawed at his shoulders, hips rolling as he pushed her over the edge again. Her thighs clamped around his head. She was trembling when he finally stood.

His mouth was glistening. His eyes were dark with pride—and hunger. He kissed her like she was already in the gown.

Like he'd already stripped her out of it again.

"You'll have to wear something," he murmured, brushing hair from her cheek. "But I'll know what's underneath."

Grace leaned into his chest, breathless, her heartbeat wild. "You're impossible."

"And you're radiant," he said, kissing her temple. "Now... let's get you dressed."

She braced herself against the edge of the bed, still flushed, still trembling. Her legs barely steady beneath her.

The gown lay across the chaise like a dare—dark silk and shadow, dripping with danger and seduction. The kind of dress you wore when you planned to unravel empires with a glance.

Steve moved behind her, gaze raking over her bare back like a touch she could feel. "Arms up," he said, voice low and warm.

She obeyed, and he slid the gown over her head—carefully, reverently—like he was wrapping a gift he intended to destroy. The fabric caressed every curve, clinging to her hips, dipping low between her breasts. Blackened silver embroidery framed her body like armor made of stars.

He fastened the hidden clasps along her sides, fingers brushing the edge of her ribs with maddening restraint.

Then his mouth was at her ear.

"You know," he murmured as he secured the last clasp, "when I get you back here after dinner..."

Her breath caught.

"I'm going to start with my mouth again. But this time, you'll be tied to that post." He nodded toward the carved column of the canopy bed, his voice dark velvet. "Hands above your head. Nothing touching you but me."

Her thighs clenched involuntarily.

He smoothed the fabric over her hips, every movement innocent—his tone anything but.

"I want to take my time," he continued, "whisper to you how wet you are. How desperate. Make you beg me to touch you where you need it most."

"Steve..." she warned, voice shaking, eyes fluttering shut.

But he didn't stop.

"Then I'll let you wrap these perfect legs around my head again... and make you scream into the pillows. Twice. Maybe three times."

She was trembling now, and he hadn't even touched her skin.

Finally, he stepped in front of her, hands resting lightly on her waist. His gaze swept over her in the gown—and the hunger there nearly made her knees buckle.

"Then I'll strip you bare. Lay you out across our bed," he whispered, lips ghosting over hers, "and make you watch while I stroke myself... until you're begging me to end the wait."

Her hands fisted the fabric at her sides.

"You're evil," she breathed, voice ragged.

He smiled. That slow, smug smile that said he knew exactly what he was doing.

"I'm patient."

She surged forward, like she might kiss him—might drag him straight back to bed—but he caught her wrists gently and stepped back with infuriating grace.

"We'll be late," he said, maddeningly calm.

"You're a menace."

"And you," he said, offering his arm with perfect poise, "are the most dangerously beautiful thing this kingdom's ever seen."

————

The royal family dining room was elegant but comfortable—a long oak table surrounded by candlelight, laughter, and the easy cadence of shared meals. Grace sat to Steve's right, dressed in the scandalous midnight gown that shimmered like starlight and still somehow felt like it carried his fingerprints, even though he'd barely touched her.

Across the table, Nat was teasing Bucky about his wine preferences, Sam was telling a story that made Morgan giggle, and Yelena—three glasses in—was already roasting everyone in sight.

It was perfect.

Almost.

Because under the table, Steve's hand had just found her knee.

She stiffened—barely—and shot him a warning glance.

He didn't look at her. Didn't smirk. Just passed a bowl of roasted carrots to Maria like he wasn't currently drawing slow, maddening circles on the inside of her thigh with his thumb.

She cleared her throat and reached for her water.

"You okay?" Sharon asked from a few seats down, watching her with mild amusement.

Grace smiled—too wide. "Fine. Just... the dress is warm."

"That dress is warm?" Laura laughed. "It's practically stitched from moonlight."

"Maybe I'm coming down with something." Grace tried to recover, reaching again for her water.

Steve's fingers slid higher. Still casual. Still steady. Still excruciating.

He leaned over, lips just brushing her ear. "You're really warm, Little Moon. Maybe we should go back to bed."

She choked slightly on her drink. Nat narrowed her eyes. Said nothing—yet.

Steve's hand retreated. Just long enough for her to exhale.

Then it slid under the hem of the slit—that godsdamned slit—and drifted higher again, light as smoke, teasing along the bare skin above her stocking line.

Conversation buzzed around them—Sam narrating a training mishap, the Barton boys passing rolls, Maria and Pepper discussing estate repairs—and Grace sat in the eye of the storm, heart pounding, trying not to shift in her seat as her mate traced circles higher and higher on her thigh.

"You're cruel," she hissed under her breath, lips parted in something that looked like a smile.

He hummed, finally glancing at her—and oh, his eyes burned.

"You have no idea what I'm going to do to you after dessert," he murmured.

And then—he stilled.

Just long enough for her to almost breathe.

Until the pads of his fingers brushed—soft and devastating—right at the edge of her lace.

She bit down hard on her lip and nearly knocked over her wine.

Nat raised a brow. "You sure you're okay, Your Grace?"

Grace exhaled, shakily. "Just... fine. It's been a long day."

"Mm," Nat said slowly. "Right."

Steve passed her the breadbasket like a man with nothing to hide.

She leaned in without looking at him. "You better sleep with one eye open tonight, My King."

He smiled sweetly. "Don't plan on sleeping."

Grace was trying—truly trying—to focus on her grilled salmon and not the slow, maddening circles Steve was drawing just beneath the slit of a gown designed to test kingdoms. Her wine glass was nearly empty. Her cheeks were flushed. And the longer it went on, the more suspicious the glances around the table became.

Nat, of course, was the first to zero in.

She leaned forward, fork hovering. "You're awfully quiet tonight, Grace."

"Mm," Grace managed, blinking fast. "Just—enjoying the food."

Across from her, Bucky paused mid-chew. Tilted his head. Looked between her and Steve.

Then under the table.

"Oh my god," he muttered. "Are you serious?"

Steve—still cool as winter—lifted his goblet and took a slow sip.

Nat arched a brow. "No..."

Bucky let out a low whistle and set down his fork. "Were we this bad when our bond snapped into place?"

Nat didn't hesitate. "Worse."

"Way worse," Sam added without looking up. "You two couldn't be in the same room without either bickering or making everyone deeply uncomfortable."

Bucky looked mildly affronted. "We weren't that bad."

"You once dragged her behind a tent during a battle briefing," Sam said dryly. "We had to stall the King for twenty minutes."

Morgan gasped. "Wait—what did I miss?"

"Nothing," Steve said at the exact same time Clint choked on his drink.

Grace slapped a hand over her face, laughing helplessly.

"Anyway," Natasha drawled, smug now, "someone might want to cool off Her Majesty before the tablecloth bursts into flames."

Steve didn't move his hand, but his voice was pure innocence. "She seems fine to me."

Grace gave him a sharp look. "You are going to pay for this."

He leaned in, voice low and hot. "Promise."

Dessert was a cruel and unusual punishment.

Grace sat with her legs crossed under the table, posture regal, smile polite—but her eyes kept flicking to the clock. Steve, of course, had chosen to behave through the final course. Now that everyone knew what had been going on beneath the table, he'd gone perfectly still. Hands folded. Face composed. The very picture of discipline.

It was infuriating.

And unbelievably hot.

When the berry tarts were finally cleared and conversation shifted to travel plans and training rotations, Grace stood with a soft clink of her fork against the plate and a smile far too calm for the slow fire burning under her skin.

"If you'll excuse us," she said to the table, voice even and warm, "we're going to turn in. It's been a long day."

Steve rose beside her, ever the gentleman, and bowed slightly to the table. "Good night."

There was a moment of silence.

Then—

"Use protection!" Sam called helpfully.

"I hope the walls are reinforced," Yelena added, lifting her wine.

"I give it eight minutes," Bucky said. "Max."

"You think they'll even make it to the bed?" Nat mused, swirling her glass. "Five says it happens in the hallway."

Grace didn't turn around.

But she did raise one graceful hand and flipped them all off over her shoulder.

The table howled.

Steve grinned as they stepped into the corridor, his arm firm around her waist now.

"You really want to walk slow after all that?" she asked, voice pitched just for him, her fingers already teasing at the buttons near his collar.

His eyes flicked to hers, dark and unrepentant. "You start running, Grace, I'm going to catch you."

She arched a brow. "That's the idea."

He growled—actually growled—and the dining room door swung shut behind them just as Morgan's voice rang out:

"Can someone at least warn me next time?"

 

The moment the door to the dining room clicked shut behind them, Grace spun, grabbed the front of Steve's jacket, and shoved him back against the wall.

He let out a startled grunt—but the grin that bloomed across his face was nothing short of feral.

"You liked that," she said, voice low and dangerous, her hands flat on his chest.

His eyes glittered. "A little."

"You humiliated me."

"You were glowing."

"You touched me under the table during a royal dinner."

"You came twice before dessert."

Her breath caught—sharp and shallow.

He leaned in, lips brushing her ear. "And you loved it."

She didn't flinch. Didn't move. Just smiled—slow and sharp.

Then she took a single step back.

"No touching," she said calmly, reaching behind her to tug the hallway curtains shut, blocking the view from either end of the corridor. "Not unless I say."

Steve's hands twitched at his sides.

Grace stepped back in, so close her mouth nearly brushed his, her breath sweet and warm and infuriating. "You don't get to be in charge tonight."

His throat worked around a swallow. "Okay."

"I mean it, Steve."

"I know."

She ran a single finger down the front of his chest, slow and deliberate, until she reached the waistband of his trousers. Then she stopped. Pressed her hand flat. Felt the tension vibrate beneath her palm.

"You've had your fun," she murmured. "Made me squirm in front of the entire table. What was it you said? That I was warm?"

His lips parted, but he didn't speak.

"Then beg," she whispered.

He blinked. "What?"

Her head tilted, the siren queen in full command now. "If you want to touch me—if you want me to touch you—you're going to have to earn it."

He went still. Like prey recognizing the moment the trap has sprung.

She trailed her fingers back up his chest, ghosting them over the rapid thrum of his pulse at his neck. "Say it, Steve. Or I walk."

He exhaled—long and ragged.

"Grace..."

"Not good enough."

His jaw flexed. His fists clenched at his sides.

"Please."

She blinked slowly. "Please what?"

He swallowed again. Harder this time. "Please... let me touch you."

She smiled, pleased. "Better."

Her hand slid up to his throat—light, no pressure—and her thumb stroked just beneath his jaw.

"I should leave you like this," she murmured. "Hard and aching in your own castle."

"Wouldn't be the first time," he rasped.

She laughed, low and delighted.

"Gods, you're annoying."

"And you're cruel," he said, his voice unsteady.

"Mm. You like me cruel."

His breath hitched. "Too much."

She leaned in again, finally brushing her lips against his jaw. "You're lucky I'm feeling generous."

Her hand moved—slow, certain—just enough to make his knees nearly buckle. But she stopped before he could truly lean into it. Before it could become more than a breath of a promise.

He groaned, a quiet sound punched out between his teeth.

"Still want to be in control, My King?" she whispered, mouth at his ear.

"No," he said instantly.

"Good," she purred. "Because tonight... you're mine."

Then she stepped back, utterly composed, eyes gleaming like stars reflected on dark water.

"Now walk," she said, nodding down the corridor toward their chambers. "And don't look back."

He obeyed—heart thudding, jaw tight, posture strained with restraint.

And Grace, five steps behind him, smiled like a woman who had already won.

 

They moved quickly through the hallways, past startled guards and giggling staff who were very pointedly looking anywhere else. The second their chamber doors shut, Grace spun around and pushed him back into them with a slam.

"You," she growled, grabbing fistfuls of his shirt, "are mine tonight."

His hands gripped her hips instantly, grounding them both. "I've been yours since the second I touched you," he murmured.

"And I'm going to remind you," she said, already fumbling at the buttons of his shirt, "what that means."

He lay back without protest, chest rising and falling with controlled breaths, eyes locked on her like she was a force of nature.

And she was.

Grace moved slowly, deliberately, straddling his waist—her gown flowing around her like spilled ink and starlight. She let her hands smooth over his shoulders, down his arms, pinning him there with nothing but her touch.

"You're not going to move unless I say," she murmured. "You're not going to touch unless I tell you to."

Steve swallowed hard. "Yes, ma'am."

She smiled, sharp and slow. "Good."

Her fingers traced over his collarbone, trailing lower until her hands rested just above his waistband. She leaned down, lips grazing his ear.

"Here's what I want," she whispered. "I want to sit on your face. I want to feel your mouth on me while I watch you try not to fall apart."

His breath hitched.

"I want you hungry. Desperate. But still. Hands at your sides unless I say otherwise."

He groaned softly—nearly a whimper—but didn't move.

"I want you to take your time," she continued, voice like dark honey, "but not because you're in charge. Because I am. Because I tell you when to stop. When to make me come. When to do it again."

Steve's eyes darkened, pupils wide, and he looked like he might die happy right there.

"Do you understand me?" she asked.

"Yes," he rasped. "Grace—please."

She shushed him gently, brushing a thumb over his lower lip. "No begging. Not yet."

Grace shifted her weight slowly, silk whispering around her thighs as she moved up his chest with measured grace. When she reached his shoulders, she looked down at him—calm, poised, powerful.

"Open your mouth," she commanded softly.

He did.

She settled over him with exquisite control, her fingers weaving into his hair, grounding herself there as she looked down and whispered, "Now eat."

—————-

 

Grace woke to the warm press of Steve's chest against her back, one arm heavy around her waist, their legs tangled beneath sheets that still smelled like heat and silk and him.

Her whole body ached in the best way—every muscle loose, every nerve humming with the kind of satisfaction that came from being thoroughly, reverently undone. She felt like melted wax. Boneless and blissed out.

The sun was already climbing.

From the open balcony door, the morning sounds of the palace began to stir—footsteps in the hall, distant bells, the faint rustle of courtiers waking to play their games.

She groaned softly and turned her face into Steve's shoulder, breathing him in.

"I thought we were done playing games," she murmured.

Steve grunted, half-asleep. "We are. You're already their Queen."

"Not officially," she sighed. "Not to the Council. Which means..."

He blinked himself fully awake, then winced. "Breakfast with the remaining Chosen."

"Mm-hmm." She stretched—and immediately regretted it.

Her thighs protested, hips tender, the aftermath of power and pleasure written across every inch of her. "I need tea," she muttered. "Strong. Possibly laced with arsenic if Elise starts up again."

Steve chuckled, mouth curving against her neck. He pressed a kiss just behind her ear, slow and content. "You've survived worse."

"Barely," she grumbled.

He shifted closer, nuzzling into her shoulder, hand splaying wide over her stomach. "Want me to cancel breakfast?"

She was quiet for a beat. "No."

He paused.

"I want them to see me," she said finally, eyes still closed. "After last night. After everything. I want them to look at me and know."

Steve smiled into her skin, proud and helplessly in love.

"They'll know," he promised. "You walk in, and kingdoms hold their breath."

Grace cracked one eye open. "Flatter me again and I might forget how badly I need to pee."

He laughed into her neck. "Fair enough."

Chapter 61: Finding Her Feet

Chapter Text

By the time they made their way to the formal breakfast parlor, Grace was dressed in a simple but elegant pale blue gown, her hair swept back in a half-twist. Her girls had already arranged the seating—Sienna and Lila on either side of her, the remaining Chosen opposite, and Elise seated as far away from Grace as protocol would allow.

Of the original seven, only five had returned to the palace after yesterday's ordeal. Helena had vanished. Another had quietly withdrawn during the day of rest—likely shaken by Grace's uncontrolled, near-mythic shift on the cliffs.

That left only Grace, Sienna, Lila, Elise, and Edna—the quiet girl from the coast whose name Grace had finally remembered this morning.

Elise, for her part, had leaned fully into her role as villain left behind. Her hair was sharp and pinned, her lips a deep crimson, and her voice just loud enough to slice through the room as she critiqued the cut of someone's collar and made a vague remark about how some people were leveraging divine theatrics to manipulate public opinion.

Sienna kicked Grace gently under the table.

Lila muttered, "Your tea might need whiskey. If we're using arsenic, though, we're using it on her."

Grace took a long sip, then said sweetly across the table, "If you're concerned about theatrics, Elise, I'm sure you're welcome to stage your own near-death experience at the ball this evening. Not my personal recommendation for attention, but it does work."

Elise's fork paused mid-bite.

Edna choked on her toast.

Sienna snorted into her tea.

Lila looked mildly entertained, but kept eating in silence.

Grace arched one brow. "Or, if that's too extreme, you could always let the trials end with a bit of dignity. But that's a personal choice."

Elise smiled tightly. "I made my choice. Just like you did."

"Oh, darling," Grace sighed, mock-sympathetic. "I am the choice."

The moment the final bite of breakfast was taken and the dishes cleared, Grace rose—every inch the composed sovereign. Calm. Collected. Powerful.

Until her gaze slid to Sienna and whispered an unmistakable what-now? panic.

"The ball," Elise said brightly, rising as well. Her tone syrupy with triumph. "We'll all be expected to dance, of course. I know you're more than prepared for that, aren't you, Grace?"

Grace's heart stopped—but her face didn't show it.

"You know I'll be prepared, Elise. Don't worry about me," she lied smoothly. With a small, dismissive nod, she turned and left the room. Sienna and Lila were on her heels before the door closed.

Fuck.

Dancing?

Formal dancing?

In public?

Her brain scrambled, flipping through everything she'd learned in the past few weeks—titles, policy, shifter law, security codes—but not once had anyone mentioned needing to know a proper court waltz in front of hundreds of people.

Her stomach dropped.

"I—" she turned to her girls, her smile still frozen. "I need help."

Sienna blinked. "With...?"

"Dancing," Grace hissed. "The ball. It requires formal dancing. I don't know how to dance like that. I'm going to trip and crush someone. Or pass out. Possibly both."

Lila tried not to laugh. "You survived an assassination attempt. You scaled a cliff. You shifted into at least five mythical creatures in front of a screaming crowd. And you're afraid of a waltz?"

Grace nodded solemnly. "One hundred percent."

Before either of them could reply, a voice called from the archway:

"Don't panic, Little One. I've got you."

They turned to see Bucky leaning casually against the doorway, arms crossed, a knowing grin on his face.

"Formal dance training," he said, sauntering in, "is part of every royal guard's education. Can't have a soldier stepping on a duchess's dress during a summit."

Grace blinked. "You can waltz?"

Bucky winked. "I can command a dance floor. Come on, Queenie. Let's save your public dignity."

Natasha appeared behind him, biting back a smirk. "And I'll make sure he doesn't try to dip you just to show off."

Grace exhaled dramatically and held out her hand. "Fine. I'm yours."

"Careful," Bucky murmured, taking it, already drawing her toward the open space near the windows. "That sounded a lot like a vow. Wouldn't want your Alpha getting all territorial now."

Sienna raised both brows as he passed. "This is going to be so entertaining."

Lila crossed her arms, trailing a few steps behind. "Please let him drop you. That would be iconic."

Grace shot them both a glare over her shoulder, but her cheeks were already flushing.

The Queen's gardens were soaked in golden light, dappled through tall hedges and wide-blooming trees. Bucky led Grace down the winding stone path with exaggerated pomp, arm tucked under hers like she was a duchess torn from a romance novel.

"Stop smirking," she warned, though laughter was already threatening.

"I'm not smirking," Bucky said, straight-faced. "I'm being gallant. Chivalrous. Dashing."

"You're being smug."

He turned sharply into the clearing—the wide lawn with the marble fountain and ring of trimmed lavender.
"All right, Your Majesty. We're safe from prying eyes now. Time to earn your crown."

He swept into a bow so dramatic it bordered on absurd. Grace giggled despite herself and took his offered hand. Her boots crunched softly on the gravel, her gown catching the breeze as she stepped into his frame.

From a distance, Lila muttered, "If he bows any lower, someone's getting a hernia."

Sienna shushed her, settling onto the edge of the fountain to observe.

"Okay," Grace muttered. "Walk me through it."

"Left foot first," Bucky said softly. "Then right. This isn't about steps. It's about rhythm. Watch my shoulders. Match my pace."

She furrowed her brow and followed—slow, careful movements giving way to sway, then rhythm. He hummed a few bars of a waltz tune, low and warm.

"Good," he said as they turned. "Now stop thinking so hard."

"That's easy for you to say. You're not the one risking a faceplant in front of five hundred people tonight."

"Yeah, but I've seen you shift mid-fall off a cliff. Pretty sure you'll survive a three-minute waltz."

The first stumble wasn't graceful.

Her toe caught Bucky's boot, her shoulder bumped his chest, and her hip smacked the marble fountain with a dull thud. She winced.

"I'm fine," she muttered, preempting his concern.

From the fountain's edge, Lila stage-whispered, "Nailed it."

Bucky tilted his head. "That was the most polite lie I've heard all day."

Grace shook out her hands. "I am fine. I just—I can't mess this up. This ball is already..."
Her voice cracked. "Already so much. If I trip or knock over a noble or—"

"Whoa, hey." Bucky raised his hands, calm and open. "Nobody's gonna care if you miss a step."

"Yes, they will!" Her voice shot up, surprising even herself. "They'll care because I'm the one doing it. The girl who survived the Moonshade. Who shifted like a legend and got half the court chanting her name. I'm supposed to be this untouchable symbol—and I can't even walk in a circle to music without looking like a toddler in boots."

She looked away, eyes glassy.
"I feel like a fake."

Lila and Sienna exchanged a look behind her. For once, neither of them spoke.

Bucky didn't reach for her right away. He just waited.

When she finally looked up—cheeks flushed, blinking too hard—he gently pulled her into a hug.

"You're not a fake," he said quietly. "You're just someone who's never had to learn this kind of thing before. That's all."

She sniffled. "I hate being bad at things."

"Everyone does."

"Natasha doesn't."

He barked a laugh. "Yes, she does. You should've seen her try to bake muffins once."

Grace snorted. A soft breath escaped. Some of the panic bled out with it.

Bucky held out his hand again. "Let's try again. Slowly. One-two-three. Just the basic step. I'll hum it."

They began again. Her feet moved hesitantly, but no stumbles this time. When her hand trembled, Bucky gave it a light squeeze and kept her steady.

They circled the fountain once. Then again.

Sienna clapped softly from the side. "Look at that. Actual grace."

Lila smirked. "We'll make a ballroom queen out of her yet."

By the time the light shifted behind the western arch, Grace was breathing steadily. Her shoulders had relaxed. She wasn't counting anymore—just moving with the rhythm. Bucky gently introduced a two-step variation, then a graceful turn.

"Good," he murmured. "You're getting it. You're doing it."

Grace blinked.

"Wait. That was a real waltz?"

"That was three, actually," came a voice from the hedgerow.

Grace turned—

—and nearly tripped again, but Steve was already there, catching her by the elbow.

"You're doing beautifully," he said, kissing her temple. "I could watch you all day."

"Try dancing with me," she said breathlessly. "It's less impressive up close."

He raised her hand to his lips. "Let me be the judge of that."

They danced a few more rounds together. It was awkward at first—his height shifted her balance—but slowly, her confidence grew.

LWhen she stumbled again, Steve caught her with ease and whispered, "Still prefer this to any ballroom queen they could throw at me."

By the time a bell chimed in the distance, Grace's cheeks were flushed, her dress swirling as Steve spun her once more.

"How do I look?" she asked, slowing.

Sienna stood and brushed her hands off. "Like a nightmare for every noble expecting meek and polished."

"Like someone who's about to ruin the kingdom's expectations," Bucky added.

Grace drew a deep breath. For the first time all day, she exhaled without tension.

"I'll take that."

The moment she stepped back into the royal wing, Natasha was waiting.
Arms crossed. Eyes sharp. Foot tapping.

"There you are," she said. "We've got exactly two hours before the ball, and you smell like nerves and garden dust."

"I was practicing—"

"And now you're not." Nat grabbed her wrist—not unkindly, but with zero room for protest. "You're in my hands now. Try not to trip."

"Oh, fuck you, Nat," Grace sighed, trailing after her.

They turned the corner into Grace's dressing suite—

—and Grace froze.

The room had been transformed.
Silk panels in shimmering twilight hues draped the walls. Rosewater and citrus steam rolled from an ornate brass kettle in the corner. And in front of the tall mirror stood a familiar figure in a slate-gray silk gown, her sharp features curved into a fond smile.

"Carmen?" Grace blinked. "What—?"

"She insisted," Natasha said, already unlacing the back of Grace's garden dress. "Apparently someone sent word this morning."

Carmen smirked.

"He didn't want you to worry about the ball gown. Said—quote—'I want her to feel powerful. And a little dangerous.'"

Grace blushed instantly. "That sounds like him."

"Then let's begin," Carmen said smoothly, lifting the garment bag off the dress form.

"The dress he chose isn't one we showed you before. It's a custom blend of two designs—made for movement. With a touch of fire."

When she unzipped the bag, both Grace and Natasha gasped.

The gown was nothing short of breathtaking— Deep sapphire velvet overlaid with storm-gray tulle that shimmered silver under the light. The bodice was molded and off-the-shoulder, corset-laced in the back with fine silver thread that pulled the velvet tight against her waist, accentuating every curve. Along the bust, pale blue and pewter embroidery curled like wild vines, delicate and regal. The split in the skirt rose daringly high on one thigh, revealing layers of sheer midnight fabric beneath that fluttered with each step.

It looked like the storm itself had woven her gown from sky and dusk and stars.

"I can't wear that," Grace whispered. "I'll cause a riot."

"Exactly," Natasha grinned, lifting a brow.
"Let them riot."

Within minutes of stepping out of the tub after a quick wash, Grace was seated before the tall mirror—steam curling from the basin behind her as Carmen and Natasha worked with practiced efficiency.

Carmen moved around her with ease, sectioning Grace's damp hair and weaving it into an intricate crown braid, silver-threaded ribbon glinting as it laced through the strands.

Natasha handled her makeup with quiet precision—barely there, yet glowing. A soft smoky eye. A whisper of shimmer on her cheeks. Enough to catch the light, but not mask her.

"He picked every detail," Carmen whispered conspiratorially.

Grace's breath caught. "Every one?"

Carmen smiled, something tender behind her eyes.

"Even the underlayers. He said, 'It should be something she wears for them—but feels like she's keeping secret for me.'"

Grace's face went crimson.

When they finally helped her into the gown, Carmen tightened the laces at her waist, then stepped back.

The mirror didn't show the shy girl who had tripped in the garden.

It didn't show hesitation, or fear.

It showed a queen.
Wild. Radiant. Powerful.

The kind of woman legends whispered about.

The kind of woman who would rule.

As Grace stood, stunned silent by her reflection, Carmen stepped forward once more with a small velvet box in hand.

"He asked me to bring these," she said softly.

She opened it to reveal a necklace and earrings unlike anything Grace had ever worn.

The necklace was a delicate strand of moonstone and sapphire teardrops, each stone catching the light with a ghostly shimmer that echoed the stormy hues of her gown. The earrings matched—smaller sapphires crowned with fine filigree, swaying gently with every movement. They weren't flashy, but impossibly elegant—clearly chosen to highlight her, not overshadow her.

Then came the shoes—midnight blue velvet heels, dyed to the exact depth of the gown. Silver embroidery curled across the toes like frost on glass.

Carmen smiled.

"He went back to the shop where you got your boots. Asked for your exact measurements. Said he wanted the shoes to feel as close to comfortable as possible."

Grace stared at the reflection as Carmen stepped back.

The gown hugged her like a second skin, corset lacing drawn firm down her spine. The embroidery along the bust shimmered subtly, curling upward in delicate vinework—frost and magic threaded together in silver, as though wild power had been coaxed into wearable form.

The split skirts swayed with each breath, revealing flashes of storm-dark tulle layered beneath the velvet, soft and weightless but full of movement.

Her hair had been twisted into a braided crown, silver ribbon glinting between the strands, with a few loose curls left to frame her face. It bared her neck just enough to showcase the sapphires—each detail sharp, deliberate.

Her makeup was smoky and ethereal: storm-gray shadow that made her eyes look almost inhuman, lips stained just enough to leave an impression. Not a statement. A whisper of warning.

Natasha stepped behind her in the mirror, eyes unreadable.

"There," Natasha said softly. "You look like power incarnate."

A soft knock interrupted the quiet. Grace turned—

Bucky stood in the doorway, dressed in full formal garb. The royal blue and black of the guard's ceremonial uniform clung to every line of him, all sharp edges and quiet danger. He gave a low whistle and stepped into the room with a grin.

"Damn," he said. "You sure you don't want to make me fight Steve for you?"

Grace laughed—an honest, startled sound. Her nerves cracked at the edges.

He held out his arm. "Ready to blow every mind in the palace?"

She took it without hesitation.

"Let's burn the place down."

———-

The ballroom gleamed under a thousand suspended crystals—light bouncing and refracting in every direction like stars trapped mid-fall. Velvet drapes in storm gray and sapphire were drawn back from the arched windows, casting deep shadows beneath the golden glow. The air hummed with low music and murmured conversation.

At the far end of the room, a raised dais held the high council, seated and watchful.

The ball was already in motion—gowns swirling, laughter drifting like perfume through the air—but the true center of the evening had not yet arrived.

A bell rang once.

A herald's voice echoed across the marble:
"You may now greet the final contenders of the King's Choosing."

One by one, the five chosen women were announced.

"Lady Lila Barton, escorted by Lord Clinton Barton."

A ripple of soft applause followed them as Clint offered his daughter down the stairs, pride shining unmistakably in his eyes.

"Lady Elise Thorne, escorted by her father, Baron Zemo."

Elise was statuesque, smug, cloaked in silk so dark it drank in the light. Her father's arm was stiff, his expression unreadable. The applause was polite—but cool, the warmth strained and thin.

"Lady Sienna Dumaré, escorted by Lord Nicholas Fury."

A pause. A deliberate beat of defiance threaded through the announcement. The room shifted. Sienna's father had not been named, and only the inner circle knew why.
Fury, grim and unyielding, escorted her with unspoken pride.

Sienna's chin lifted like a blade—and the crowd roared.

"Lady Edna Morrell, escorted by her grandfather, Master Aldous Morrell."

The girl stepped forward, delicate in lilac and full of awkward grace. Her grandfather steadied her with a firm hand, and together they descended—a quiet echo of tradition.

And then—

"Lady Grace Solene, escorted by General James Barnes."

The room silenced.

At the top of the staircase, Grace stood still for one breathless heartbeat. Then she moved—Bucky beside her, every inch the royal guardian, clad in midnight navy with silver-threaded trim. The gown shimmered with every step, storm-gray tulle shifting like mist around her legs. Sapphire velvet hugged her curves, gleaming like wet ink against her pale skin.

Her hair caught the chandelier light—braided silver glinting like starlight. The moonstone and sapphires at her throat flickered with each breath.

People didn't breathe.

Some bowed before they realized they had.
Others stared, wide-eyed.
A few gasped outright.

They were no longer watching a candidate.

They were watching their Queen.

Chapter 62: A Declaration

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From his place near the high table, Steve watched her descend the stairs.

His breath caught the moment she stepped into the light.

The sapphire gown shimmered with every movement, clinging and flowing like the tide—regal, ethereal, utterly hers. And yet it wasn't the dress that held him still.

It was the way she carried herself.

Even after everything. The trials. The ritual. The collapse. She stood like someone born for this. Not because she'd been trained, not because it was expected—but because the people had already chosen her. And in his heart, so had he.

When they reached the ballroom floor, the music changed and he watched as Bucky guided her amongst the others chosen on the dance floor.

The formal dance was next.

They were expected to perform it—a trial to show poise, grace, and readiness. Grace barely had time to steady herself when Bucky turned toward her, his hand warm and grounding against her spine.

"You've got this," he murmured. "Eyes on me. Just like earlier."

The first steps were tentative—then muscle memory took over.

Bucky led her through each turn, each pivot and glide. Her skirts rippled like water, her breath even, her posture steady. Every inch of her felt like a blade she hadn't known she could wield.

They turned again, and Bucky leaned in just enough for her to hear.

"You do know he hasn't looked away from you once, right?"

Grace blinked, still focused on her footing.
"What?"

"Steve," Bucky said, grinning. "Pretty sure the man forgot how to breathe. If he falls over, we'll know why."

Grace tried not to look. Or smile. She failed at both.

"Stop it," she whispered.

"I'm just saying," Bucky continued innocently, guiding her into the next turn, "this dress is going to haunt him for the rest of his life. He may never recover."

"I will step on your foot," she warned, cheeks flushed.

"Please do. It'll give me an excuse to hold you closer."

She gave him a subtle jab in the ribs with her knuckles—barely visible from the crowd, but sharp enough to make him smirk.

Steve didn't realize he was standing until Nat's voice nudged at the edge of his awareness.

"Breathe, Rogers."

He blinked, chest tight. "She's..."

"Yeah." Nat's mouth curved. "She is."

The music shifted.

The final turn of the traditional dance—Bucky spun her with care, then released her with a whisper-soft bow. She curtsied, skirts sweeping, and the room thundered with applause.

Steve barely heard it.

Coulson stepped forward, voice clear above the din.

"By custom, the king shall now dance with each of the Chosen."

Steve moved before he was called.

He was supposed to wait. Let the procession form. Let tradition have its turn.

But his eyes had already found her. They always did.

He met Bucky halfway. Their hands brushed as Grace was passed between them, and Bucky gave him a look—half warning, half permission.

Be gentle.
But don't hold back.

Steve turned to her.

Grace tilted her chin, a glint in her eye."You were supposed to wait, My King."

"I've waited long enough," he said softly.
"May I have this dance?"

Her lips curved into a slow smile. "You better."

He took her hand—warm, steady, familiar—and led her into the center of the ballroom just as the strings began anew.

This wasn't the same dance.

This one was older. Slower. Weighted with meaning.
Not a test.
Not a performance.

A declaration.

As they moved together, the crowd faded. Her fingers brushed his chest—lingering slightly longer than necessary. His hand splayed low on her back, thumb tracing the line of her spine like he was mapping her into memory.

"You're not looking at anyone else," she murmured.

"I can't," he said. "You're kind of a lot."

She arched a brow. "A lot?"

"In the best possible way," he added quickly, smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. "Intimidating. Gorgeous. A little terrifying."

She smirked. "I'll take it.You know what comes after this."

"I do."

"And you'll still dance with the others?"

"I will," he said. "But only one of them will know what my ridiculous post-ball face looks like when I take my boots off."

Grace grinned. "That's... a strong intimacy claim."

"I have more," he said lightly. "But most of them involve fewer clothes and more doors that lock."

Her breath hitched—then steadied, warm and close.

They turned. Spun. Glided like they'd danced in every life before this one. Like the music had been written for the spaces between them.

And the whole room knew, even if they hadn't already.

This wasn't just a dance.
It was a beginning.
It was a vow.

She was the Queen.

And he was already hers.

Grace blinked as the song changed again.

They were still dancing.

She hadn't noticed—hadn't realized how long it had been. The other women had stepped aside, taken up conversation or watched politely from the edges of the ballroom. But Steve hadn't let her go. Not once.

And no one had made him.

The thought startled her. She glanced around, expecting at least a few raised brows. Maybe a subtle signal from the Council. A gentle reminder of decorum.

Instead, she saw warmth.

Soft smiles. Curiosity, not judgment.

There were people watching—how could there not be?—but it wasn't scandal she saw in their eyes. It was... confirmation. A breath of finally.

Because Grace wasn't just glowing in Steve's arms. She was right there. As if the kingdom had been holding its breath—and could now exhale.

She looked toward the crowd.

Vanessa caught her eye first, elegant in a soft green gown, her dark curls pinned in a crown of braids, laughing at something Melissa whispered beside her. She wore a deep amber and gold creation that made her look like nobility born, eyes bright as they found Grace and offered a wink of encouragement.

Near them stood MJ and Morgan—glittering in rich gold and deep reds—flanked by the Stark contingent, all sharp tailoring and fierce pride. Pepper had one arm looped through Tony's, the other gesturing mid-rant toward a passing server. He just grinned, ever the chaos, but even he looked a little misty-eyed when he spotted Grace. Peter and Harley, both smartly dressed, hovered close to the young ladies—already obviously mad for them.

The Bartons were there too—Laura radiant, Lila breathtaking in plum silk, Clint standing proudly between them like a sentry at ease. The boys were a few steps back, though it did appear Cooper's attention was fixed on someone across the room.

Sienna, dressed in a soft shade of rose.

Grace had to hide her grin. Now that was a pairing she could get behind—if Cooper was willing to be patient.

Sam and Maria stood to one side, fingers laced, Maria in sleek crimson, Sam regal in navy and gold. Bucky had returned to Nat's side—his eyes crinkled with the secret pleasure of a man who'd just done something important. Nat looked...

Well, Nat looked like fire and shadow.

She wore deep onyx embroidered with crimson thread, her hair pulled back into a gleaming twist, every movement a reminder that she was power incarnate. And somehow, beside her, Yelena had found a way to be polished and devastating—her soft blue-gray gown flowing like smoke, a look of casual, amused danger on her face as she watched the room. Adelaide was with them in a gorgeous burgundy number that looked like she'd bathed the cloth in the deepest shade of wine, the gold trim only adding to the richness.

The whole ballroom sparkled with support.

With love.

Except—

Her gaze fell to one corner, where Baron Zemo stood with Elise and the others who still aligned with the old ways. Their clothes were rich, pressed, proper—but their faces were pinched. Tense. Elise had her arms crossed, expression sour and set. Zemo's mouth was drawn in a hard line, and his companions—mostly lesser nobles—murmured behind their hands.

They looked at her not with curiosity, but calculation.

They saw power.
And they wanted it redirected.

Grace's fingers twitched slightly on Steve's shoulder.

He leaned in, catching it immediately. "Too much?"

"No," she murmured. "Not at all. Just..."

She met his eyes.

"They already know, don't they?"

He didn't pretend not to understand.

"They've always known," he said gently. "They just hoped they could delay the inevitable."

A long breath escaped her.

"And now?"

He smiled—quiet and fierce. "Now they get to watch."

She smiled back.

And as the next song began, she tightened her hand in his—and looked up at Steve in a sudden flicker of panic.

The music struck a different note.

It wasn't a traditional waltz. Not a polite court melody. It was slow. Sensual.
Drums beneath strings.
A rhythm meant for closeness and control.

Grace stiffened instinctively—but before the nerves could take root, Steve slid his hand lower on her back.

"Don't panic," he murmured, his lips brushing her temple. "Bucky gave me the full report."

She huffed. "That bastard said this one wasn't usually played in court."

"I may have requested it." His mouth curved against her skin. "Trust me, Omega Mine. I won't lead you astray."

And then—he moved.

She followed.

It wasn't graceful, not at first.

Too much heat between them. Too many eyes.

But Steve didn't give her room to overthink.
Each step was a promise.
Each turn, a command.
And every time he dipped her or spun her, he pulled her back tighter than before.

So close she could barely breathe.

So close she didn't want to.

His hand splayed across the small of her back—guiding. Possessing.

One spin, and his breath was in her ear.

"I can still taste you on my fingers from earlier."

Her knees nearly gave out.

He caught her.

Twirled her again.

And this time, when he pulled her chest to chest, his mouth grazed her jaw.

"I'm going to fuck you against the mirror in your new closet before the moon ceremony."

She made a sound.

It wasn't appropriate.

He grinned like a wolf.

The next motion brought her thigh between his legs, the sweep of her gown a whisper of velvet and sin. His fingers flexed on her waist.

"Every time you curtsy to one of them tonight, I'm going to picture you on your knees."

Her breath hitched.

"Steve—"

He cut her off with movement. Dipped her low—so low she could feel his heartbeat thrum against her chest.

"You're mine," he said, soft and reverent. "And tonight, I want the whole room to ache with it."

She looked up at him, flushed and breathless and far beyond pretending.

"Show me," she whispered. "And make them watch."

And he did.

Every step.
Every smirk.
Every wicked whisper.

The final spin ended with her back to his chest, his hand curled possessively on her hip, his mouth ghosting her ear in one last, low promise:

"When this is over, Grace... I'm going to ruin you slowly."

The music faded.

But no one moved.

Because the fire between them had lit the entire ballroom.

Grace was still flushed when Bucky took her arm and guided her off the floor.

"That," he murmured, smirking, "was a performance. I taught you the steps, not the bedroom eyes."

"I didn't mean to," she muttered—though her tone betrayed her.

Behind them, the music shifted again—sliding back toward elegance, a more traditional waltz. Steve remained on the floor, already turning toward the next woman with a practiced smile.

Back at the table, Nat handed Grace a goblet of chilled wine. "You good?"

"Barely," she mumbled.

"You look like a lightning storm just kissed you," Pepper added with a wink. "Ten out of ten."

Grace sipped, heart still hammering.

Sam watched Steve guide Lila Barton into a dance, grinning. "Now this is adorable. Look at Clint pretending he's not tearing up."

"I'm fine," Clint muttered, blinking rapidly. "Dust in my eye."

Tony leaned over to Grace. "You were hot out there. Like villain-origin-story hot. If I were a lesser man, I'd have thrown a drink in your direction just for the drama."

"She owned that floor," Maria agreed. "That dip? I saw three noblewomen gasp."

"Someone definitely fanned herself," Laura added, smirking.

Grace smiled, finally beginning to settle. She watched as Steve made his way through a few more of the chosen—each dance polite, short, easy. His turn with Sienna held a warmth, an affectionate familiarity. Edna looked visibly nervous, but Steve made her laugh mid-spin, and the tension eased.

Then Elise stepped forward.

The room stilled, just slightly. It wasn't spoken, but it was felt.

Baron Zemo lingered like a ghost in the corner, watching with sharp eyes.

Steve offered Elise his hand. She took it like a queen—chin high, smirk in place.

And they danced.

If it could be called that.

"Yikes," Nat whispered.

"Elbows," Bucky added. "So many elbows."

"She's gripping him like she's trying to perform a hostile takeover," Pepper said.

"Not a spark," Tony muttered, shaking his head. "Nada. Zilch. You'd have more heat waltzing with a refrigerator."

"She looks like she's trying to hex him into marrying her right there," Sam said.

Maria snorted into her wine.

"Steve looks like he's thinking about taxes," Clint observed.

"Or slow, dignified ways to die," Laura offered.

Grace bit back a laugh as she watched Steve carefully maintain distance—never once placing his hand lower than shoulder-blade-safe. His smile was forced, his shoulders stiff, and when Elise tried to press in, he smoothly stepped her away.

"Good man," Nat murmured.

"Very good man," Adelaide agreed. "Though if she tries to slip him her garter, I will trip her."

"I want front row seats for that," Maria said, raising her glass.

By the end of the song, Steve stepped back with a graceful bow—so clipped it could've drawn blood.

Elise curtsied, her smile thin and triumphant.

Only to find Steve already walking off the floor, not even waiting for applause.

"He's coming back," Grace said, unable to hide the grin in her voice.

"Of course he is," Pepper murmured. "He always does."

And sure enough—Steve zeroed in on her like she was his true north.

He didn't glance back.

Didn't need to.

Elise fumed in the background.

But Grace?

Grace sipped her wine as he reached her, then lifted her chin.

"Back so soon, Your Majesty?"

Steve's mouth curled into a smirk just for her. "I'd rather be nowhere else."

The music faded as the orchestra shifted into a softer melody—something ceremonial this time. Footmen opened the tall dining hall doors, and the crowd instinctively began to migrate toward the long, gleaming tables. The head table stretched across a raised platform beneath the massive stained-glass window, flanked by banners of the realm.

Steve turned to Grace and offered his arm.

"Dinner time?" she asked, heartbeat still a little wild from the dancing.

"Time to stop pretending," he said simply.

She looked up at him curiously as he led her through the hall. Whispers rippled behind them. Some guests tried to keep their expressions neutral—others failed spectacularly. Gasps rang like tiny bells around the edges of the room.

When they reached the steps to the platform, Grace hesitated. Her seat had always been just below the King's—technically honored, but never overt.

But this time...

There was no seat to the side.

Only one chair had been added.

At the head of the table.

To his right.

Chapter 63: To His Right

Chapter Text

"Steve—"

"I meant what I said, Grace," he said quietly, just for her. "You're not just my bondmate. You're my future Queen. You belong beside me."

Still stunned, she didn't move—until he reached for her hand and gently guided her forward, up the steps.

The room fell silent.

She heard the shift of chairs. The soft clink of silver halted mid-air. A pour of wine stilled in the throat of a crystal decanter. Elise's glare hit like a thrown dagger. Zemo's expression tightened.

And then—

A single clap.

Natasha, slow and deliberate.

Then Pepper joined her.

Then Bucky, grinning like a man who'd seen this coming.

The ripple caught—spreading down the table like a lit fuse. Applause followed. Polite. Measured. Not universal.

But enough.

Enough for now.

Steve pulled out her chair, waited until she sat, then took his own at the head of the table.

Their hands found each other beneath the linen.

Grace leaned in, still breathless. "You didn't warn me."

"I did," he murmured, lips grazing her ear. "Just not with words."

He kissed the side of her head as a steward stepped forward to pour their wine.

Below, the murmurs began again—eyes tracking seat placement, fingers pointing at their joined hands. At the quiet intimacy too clear to misinterpret.

"Let them talk," Steve said softly, lifting his glass.

She met his gaze, calm now. Steady.

"Let them see," he added.

Grace lifted her own glass, her voice barely a whisper.

"They'll remember this night forever."

Steve's smile was slow and sure, eyes burning with promise.

"That's the idea."

Grace had barely recovered from the shock of being seated at the King's right when the first course arrived—a delicate floral soup, poured tableside into shallow crystal bowls.

The conversation buzzed around them like bees trapped in glass: nobles speculating, advisors murmuring, chosen trying not to look as irritated or panicked as they felt. Elise, three seats down, looked like she was mentally throwing daggers.

Grace tried to focus on the food. She really did.

Until Steve's hand brushed her thigh.

She inhaled sharply—but he was already lifting his wine glass, looking perfectly composed.

"You look tense, Omega mine. Relax. Have your wine. I won't let anyone see. So long as you're a good girl."

She looked down. Her breath hitching in her chest.

"Steven don't you dare." She all but growled.

The slit of her dress—deep sapphire velvet over translucent gray tulle—cut high, nearly to her hip. She hadn't noticed before, too stunned by the embroidery and the corseted back. But now she saw the way the slit angled over her right leg, concealed only by layers of near-sheer midnight tulle.

And Steve's hand was right there.

No one could see beneath the table.

But she could feel everything.

"Come now, Omega mine," he all but purred "I know you enjoyed it. The danger. The thrill. You like knowing I can make you come in front of everyone. What we didn't find out is if you can stay quiet if you do."

"Steve." She whined the word coming out somewhere between a moan, a plea and a scold. But he knew she wasn't going to stop him.

Course two arrived: some kind of roasted fig dish with honeyed cheese. She barely tasted it.

His fingers traced idle circles just above her knee. Higher. Then lower again. A teasing rhythm that made it impossible to follow a single thread of conversation.

"Doing alright?" he murmured, his voice too innocent to be real.

"You planned this," she hissed under her breath, lips barely moving.

"Hmm? I'm sorry, Grace. I'm too busy listening to Baron Zemo explain the meaning of propriety." His hand slipped slightly higher. "You'll have to speak up."

She swallowed hard and tried not to shift in her seat. Her skin felt hot under the velvet. The corset of the dress—laced tightly across her ribcage—suddenly seemed to restrict more than breath.

Course three: something cold and tart—a sorbet that should've cleared her palate. It did not.

She couldn't even look at him without flushing.

Course four brought fish and another round of gossip. Someone asked about the upcoming final trial, someone else whispered about the Queen's Garden brunch. Grace barely registered any of it, because Steve's fingertips had found the inner edge of her thigh now—too close. Too careful. Too knowing.

"You're torturing me," she whispered.

He sipped his wine. "I haven't even started."

Course five: some perfectly tender meat in a dark sauce. Grace dropped her fork. Twice.

"I hate you," she muttered as she tried to pick it up.

"You love me," he countered, eyes shining.

"I'm going to combust in front of your entire court."

"No one's watching," he promised. "They're too busy trying to figure out what title you'll hold when I make it official. My Queen," he added, his voice like smoke. "Not theirs."

By course six, she was trembling.

He hadn't actually done anything, and yet her legs ached from holding still. Her spine was locked in too-tight posture, her skin flushed from chin to chest.

And then his hand stopped.

Just... pulled away.

She gasped without meaning to.

Steve smirked like a man who had already won the war.

"Course seven's dessert," he said, voice low. "But I'm still deciding what's on my menu."

The final course arrived with pomp: a glistening chocolate and berry tart, layered with cream and topped with sugared violets. Grace blinked down at her plate, hands folded too carefully in her lap.

Because Steve's hand had returned.

He didn't rush. Oh no.

He moved like a man who knew exactly how her body worked—what would unravel her fastest and how to draw it out until she was trembling just trying to cut into pastry.

She brought the fork to her mouth and bit into the tart.

Raspberry and dark chocolate melted on her tongue—sweet, sharp, grounding. She needed grounding, because under the table, his fingers had slid beneath the velvet and tulle again. High. Higher. Slow.

She couldn't breathe.

She kept her expression neutral. Tried to.

Pepper was talking about the palace renovations again. Tony made some crack about chandelier accidents. Laughter rippled down the table.

Steve's hand curled.

She almost moaned aloud.

Instead, she bit into the berry again. Her thighs tightened, trembling just a little. Steve shifted closer, lips brushing her ear like a secret.

"Be good for me. Not a sound. Omega."

She let out a shaky breath. And the tiniest of nods.

He didn't stop.

She ate another bite—her fork clinking too hard against the plate. Natasha, across the table, narrowed her eyes just a little. Maria arched one brow like she knew. Grace didn't dare look at Bucky.

She came silently. Softly. Her back arched barely an inch as she held herself together with sheer willpower and a mouthful of chocolate and cream. A flush bloomed from her chest up, glowing against her skin like candlelight.

Steve's hand didn't leave her leg. Just rested there. Warm. Possessive. Thrilled.

"You did so well," he murmured as the table broke into final toasts.

"I hate you," she whispered. Again.

He chuckled. "No you don't."

"I should."

"But you loved it."

She sighed, slumping back slightly in her chair as her pulse slowed. She reached for her wine, her hand still faintly shaking. Took a sip.

Then she turned to him. Calm. Regal.

"I'm wearing the navy set under this dress," she whispered, lips brushing his jaw as she leaned in like she was thanking him for the meal. "Think about that all through the post-dinner mingling."

His nostrils flared. His jaw flexed.

Now he was the one shifting in his seat.

And Grace? Grace picked up another bite of dessert. Slowly. Deliberately.

Delicious.

The ballroom had shifted into its next act—tables pushed back, soft music threading through the air again as nobles, diplomats, and dignitaries began to mingle more freely. Laughter, clinking glasses, layered conversations filled the space in a low, humming current.

Grace adjusted her stance, one hand still lightly resting on Steve's arm as they stepped away from the head table. She was flushed, yes—but composed. Regal. The picture of grace under pressure, in every sense.

And now, it was time to play the next part.

Nat brushed her shoulder on the way past. "Smile and eviscerate them, your majesty."

Steve chuckled quietly at her back. "She will."

Grace took a deep breath, then turned toward the gathering crowd—and stepped in like she'd been born to it.

She greeted diplomats by name. Remembered tiny details from from her studies and Natasha's guidance. She spoke of trade routes with Lord Banner. Thanked Lord Daniel and Lady Peggy for their support. She even handled a sharp-edged question from Baron Zemo about court hierarchy with such elegant sidestepping that he ended up looking confused and slightly offended, but unable to argue.

Sam muttered to Maria, "She just politically checkmated Zemo in under two minutes."

Maria sipped her wine. "I like her."

Steve watched from a few steps away, arms folded over his chest. He didn't interrupt. Didn't guide her. Didn't need to.

She was brilliant. Glowing. Sharp as a blade beneath velvet and tulle.

And when she caught him watching—her gaze flicking briefly across the room—she offered him the barest smile. One meant only for him.

That was it. That was his undoing.

He crossed the ballroom in a few long strides. Slipped a hand around her waist with practiced ease. "I'm stealing her now," he said to the circle surrounding her, tone playful, but lined with quiet authority.

"You've had your turn."

Chuckles followed. So did knowing smiles.

Grace arched a brow at him as he pulled her away. "Possessive, aren't we?"

"I've earned it," he murmured, already guiding her onto the floor again.

The music shifted.

This wasn't the fiery seduction of earlier. This was something older. Slower. Another waltz threaded with aching strings and quiet longing.

He took her hand and waist. Drew her close.

"You are incredible tonight," he whispered. "I watched the whole thing. You own the room."

"You're not just saying that?"

"Grace," he said, voice low and reverent, "you're everything they've needed. And more."

Her eyes shimmered.

They danced.

People watched.

And this time, no one whispered scandal. No one gossiped behind fans.

They saw a king. They saw his consort. And they saw something terrifying and beautiful in the way he held her like she was his center.

Grace stepped into that truth.

And this time—it didn't frighten her at all.

They danced one more song.

It wasn't as scandalous as the tango, nor as aching as the waltz—it was lighter. Spirited. Grace laughed as Steve spun her, caught her easily in his arms, both of them flushed and radiant beneath the chandelier light. The court watched, entranced. Some with admiration. Some with envy. But none could look away.

And then, with a whisper-soft kiss to his cheek, she murmured, "I need to freshen up. Don't wander too far."

He let her go reluctantly. "I'll be counting the minutes."

She slipped through the crowd like smoke, eyes already scanning for a flash of deep red—Natasha.

She found her near the edge of the ballroom, flanked by Maria and Bucky, sipping something that probably wasn't champagne. Grace didn't bother with pleasantries—just stepped up and said softly, "I need your help."

Nat's eyes sharpened. "Tell me what you need."

"I want to steal him away. Just for a little while." Grace tugged slightly at the skirts of her gown, expression caught somewhere between daring and affection. "But I need to do it without a hundred people gossiping about where the king disappeared to."

Nat's smile turned dangerous and delighted. "You want him vanished."

"Briefly," Grace said with a grin. "I want him to ache for it."

"I can work with that." Nat set her glass down. "Five minutes. I'll create a distraction. Go to the corridor past the east gallery, take the first left. You'll find a room with moonlight and lockable doors."

Bucky raised a brow. "You two are menaces."

Maria snorted. "About time she gave Steve a taste of his own torment."

Natasha leaned in, winked, and whispered, "Make it worth it."
——-

Grace didn't answer—just downed the rest of her drink in one bold, final swallow. The air around her practically shimmered with anticipation as she stood, smoothing her skirt like armor.

She didn't look back.

She moved through the corridor with purpose, heels silent on polished floors, guided only by the glint of moonlight and Natasha's whispered directions. The room was exactly where she'd said it would be—cool and quiet, cast in silver light, the door clicking shut behind her.

And then she felt it.
The shift.
The pull.
Steve.

He entered fast, breathless, eyes already locked on hers like he'd been chasing this moment all night. The door had barely latched when he reached for her, grabbing her waist and pulling her into a kiss—hard, hungry, desperate.

Grace let it happen for one beat.

Then she twisted her fingers into his shirt, pushed him back a step, and said low against his mouth,

"No."

He froze.

Her voice was calm. Commanding.

"You don't get to touch," she said, stepping in close, brushing her mouth over his jaw. "Not unless I say."

Steve's breath hitched. His hands flexed at his sides, but he didn't reach for her again. Didn't dare.

"Good," she murmured, lips brushing his ear. "Now sit down. And don't move until I tell you to."

He was panting beneath her, his skin flushed, jaw clenched, arms still braced behind him just like she'd told him. Still being good. Still holding himself back.

Grace kissed him, open-mouthed and possessive. Then she shifted her hips—just enough to rub him against her with maddening slowness.

Steve let out a strangled sound, almost like a sob. His head dropped back against the chair, and his entire body bowed up toward her, trembling with restraint.

She exhaled against his ear. "Don't move."

He didn't.

Not an inch.

She rolled her hips once, slow and controlled, feeling every inch of him against her. Then again. And again. Deliberate, relentless rhythm.

Every breath from him was ragged now. His eyes had fluttered shut, mouth open, as if he were trying to survive her. She leaned forward, hands braced on his chest.

"Still holding on?" she whispered.

His voice was shredded. "Barely."

"Good."

She kept going. Letting him feel it all—how hard he was. How completely she had him in her hand, when she untied her leathers She dug her nails of one hand into his chest as she rode him deeper, faster, until she could see he was close—so close his hands shook where he gripped the back of the chair.

"Don't you dare come until I say."

He growled through his teeth, "Grace—"

"Not. Yet."

She clenched her hand around him once, hard, and that was it—he came with a sharp gasp and a broken groan, the whole of him unraveling beneath her, shaking as he spilled against her leg.

And still, she didn't move. Didn't let up.

She watched him slowly come back into himself, eyes half-lidded, lips parted, completely wrecked.

When his gaze finally met hers, wild and reverent, she leaned in again.

"My turn," she whispered. "Still not touching until I say."

...Steve made a sound that was half-moan, half-laugh—completely wrecked and utterly at her mercy.

"Yes, ma'am," he rasped, still breathless, still dazed, like he would've agreed to anything in that moment.

Grace slid off his lap with slow, fluid control, watching as his hands gripped the sides of the chair like it was the only thing anchoring him to the earth. His chest rose and fell in uneven bursts, his eyes never leaving her as she stood tall in front of him, every inch the goddess-queen he already saw her as.

"On your knees," she said, voice low and sure.

And he was.

There wasn't a moment's hesitation. He slid from the chair with a kind of reverence, kneeling in front of her as she backed up against the edge of the low chaise in the center of the room. She sat, then leaned back slightly, parting her legs—just enough. Just an invitation.

"Mouth only."

His hands were on her thighs immediately, but he didn't rush. He kissed his way up, slow and reverent, his mouth soft but hungry. She tangled her fingers in his hair and gave a gentle but firm tug.

"More."

He didn't tease. He didn't toy.

Steve leaned in fully, groaning low in his throat as his mouth found her—licking, tasting, worshiping. He buried himself between her thighs, as if this was the only thing that mattered in the world. Tongue moving in slow, deliberate circles. Then faster. Then deeper.

Grace moaned, hips twitching toward him, her head falling back against the plush fabric.

"That's it," she gasped. "Right there—don't stop, don't—"

He didn't.

He gave her everything. Hands pressing her thighs apart to keep her open, mouth moving with expert precision. He was relentless—his tongue stroking, lips sucking, even the subtle scrape of his stubble against her inner thighs sending sparks down her spine. She was trembling, every nerve lit.

"Steve—fuck—"

He looked up at her through his lashes, and that look alone almost undid her. His pupils were blown, mouth wet, jaw clenched like he was addicted to her taste.

"Please," she choked out. "Please, I'm—"

He doubled down. Faster. Deeper. Until she shattered.

Grace cried out, thighs clenching around his head, body arching as her climax tore through her. She felt herself fall apart—utterly undone—while he held her steady, mouth never leaving her, giving her every last drop of bliss.

And when it was too much, when she couldn't take another second, she tugged at his hair again. "Enough. Come here."

He rose slowly, mouth and chin glistening, and climbed up to hover over her, his expression raw and reverent.

Grace cupped his face, still catching her breath.

"That's what I want," she whispered, voice thick and full of heat. "Every time you look at me like I'm yours? I want to feel it like that."

Steve kissed her like he couldn't bear not to. Like he needed her more than air.

And when they finally lay back together—limbs tangled, hearts pounding—he whispered against her skin, "You are mine. And I am absolutely fucking yours."

Grace adjusted her gown with a secret smile as she reentered the ballroom alone, slipping seamlessly back into the mix of laughter, candlelight, and soft string music. Her skin still hummed with the aftershocks of everything that had happened behind closed doors, but she walked like a queen—because she was one.

No one seemed to notice her brief absence.

Steve returned a few minutes later, smooth and steady, face schooled into easy composure—except for the small, knowing smile he gave her as he moved through the crowd. Grace caught the edge of it and bit back a grin. They'd pulled it off. Between Nat, Bucky, and whatever quiet chaos Sam had offered as distraction, their absence had gone unnoticed.

The ball was still going strong.

The music picked up again and, soon, Bucky was offering his hand for another dance. "Let's give 'em something to talk about," he teased as he led her back to the floor.

They moved together easily—this time less about perfection, more about fun. He spun her once just to make her laugh, and she returned the favor by stepping deliberately on his foot during a flourish. He winced with a dramatic grunt, then winked.

Clint cut in next, offering an exaggerated bow and calling her "Your Radiant Sassiness." Tony followed, demanding a turn and loudly threatening to lock Steve in a closet if he didn't start sharing. Even Fury gave a small, amused nod as he took a turn—his dancing stiff but respectful, a quiet acknowledgment of what she was becoming.

But the rhythm shifted as Elise—draped in shimmering red and sharpened malice—glided forward, feigning charm.

"Well," she said sweetly, loud enough for nearby courtiers to pause and listen, "this is all very polished. But I think we'd all love to see something authentic from our smaller communities. Something a bit more... provincial." She smiled, teeth bared. "Won't you show us one of your country folk dances, Grace?"

The bait was obvious. The smirk was not subtle.

A hush started to ripple through the nearest crowd.

Grace smiled coolly, spine straightening.

"Of course," she said, voice warm, almost too warm. "I'd love to."

Then, without missing a beat, she turned to the string quartet.

"Do you know The Apple Tree Reel?" she asked sweetly.

The oldest violinist blinked, then gave a knowing smile and nodded. "We do, Lady Grace."

"Oh good," Grace said, already toeing off her heels and handing them to Bucky with a wink. "Try to keep up, Elise."

Then she stepped into the center of the floor and broke the court in half.

What followed was a riot of joy and precision: Grace spinning, stomping, clapping—fluid and fierce, arms up as she let herself fly through the pattern. It was a dance from home, one meant for harvest feasts and late summer nights on back porches. But she made it royal. She made it hers.

Elise tried to follow.

She tripped over her own hem, missed a turn, and finally gave up, flustered and red-faced, just as the court erupted into applause.

Grace ended in a deep curtsy, flushed and breathless but glowing with pride, her eyes locked on Steve across the room. He looked like he wanted to devour her.

Bucky handed her shoes back with a smirk.

"That," he whispered, "was a flawless assassination."

Grace just smiled, sliding her shoes back on.

"Country girl," she murmured, "but I don't miss."

As the last notes of the reel faded and the court's applause died down, Grace turned, cheeks flushed and eyes sparkling. Her gaze found Steve—across the ballroom, watching her like a man newly undone. Champagne glass halfway to his mouth. The faintest touch of wrecked.

She smirked.

Then, with exaggerated elegance, she kicked off her shoes again and sauntered toward him.

The crowd parted like they felt it coming.

She stopped just in front of him, brow lifted, hand extended.

"Well then," she said, voice sweet as summer. "Let's see if you can follow directions... Your Highness."

Steve choked on his champagne.

Bucky coughed from somewhere nearby, loudly disguising a laugh. Nat didn't even bother hiding hers.

But Steve didn't hesitate. He set the glass aside with a faint clink, eyes locked on hers, and took her hand.

"Lead the way, Little Moon," he murmured, voice just low enough for only her to hear. "But fair warning... I learn fast."

"Oh, I know," she whispered, already tugging him onto the floor. "Let's give them a show."

And then—barefoot, radiant, still flushed from her impromptu takedown of Elise—Grace led the King of the Realm in a version of the country reel she'd just performed. Only this time, she adapted it for two.

He followed her rhythm like he'd been born to it. Maybe not as graceful, maybe not as quick, but his hands were sure and strong, his eyes never left hers, and when she spun, he caught her with a grip that made her knees weak.

By the time the last turn landed them in a breathless, laughing tangle in the center of the floor, the entire court was roaring. Applause thundered like a summer storm.

Steve leaned in, one hand steady on her waist, lips brushing her ear.

"You trying to kill me tonight?"

She smirked, breath still shallow.

"Just keeping you on your toes, your majesty."

His laugh was low and hot against her neck.

"Next time I lead."

She arched a brow.

"Promise?"

He grinned.

"Oh, Grace—that's a threat."

As the final strains of music faded and guests began spilling from the ballroom in waves of glitter and silk, the whispers thickened like fog.

"Did you see how she danced?"

"Barefoot! And leading him?"

"She didn't even sit beside him. She sat with him."

"Did you see the slit in that gown—"

"—and how he looked at her? Like the moon had come down just for him."

The traditionalists murmured from the edges, cloaks drawn tight, mouths puckered like sour fruit. Baron Zemo looked ready to burst a blood vessel, his daughter Elise frozen beside him in glassy silence, the color in her cheeks long since drained.

Someone—probably Lord Branton—sighed in scandalized disbelief, "She is no proper queen. She is wild."

And a courtier beside him quietly said, almost admiringly, "Yes... and yet the realm adores her."

But Grace?

Grace didn't care.

She stood near the ballroom's grand archway, barefoot still, hair windblown from dancing, lips kissed with the stain of berry tart and secrets. Her gown shimmered with motion every time she laughed. And she laughed a lot—at Clint's jokes, at Tony's exaggerated bows, at the way Bucky offered her one last dramatic spin on the marble floors before declaring himself "officially too old for this much joy."

Steve was talking quietly with Sam and Pepper a few paces away, but his eyes kept drifting back to her like a compass resetting north. Each time she caught him, she smiled. And each time he smiled back like it wrecked him a little more.

She'd danced. She'd flirted. She'd played politics and cracked jokes and twirled her way through judgment like it was confetti.

And she'd won hearts. Just by being herself.

The people who mattered—her people—saw her. Chose her. Celebrated her.

The others could mutter in shadows all they liked.

Because Grace was already halfway up the stairs, heels in hand, hips swaying, calling over her shoulder, "Coming, your majesty? Or are still you too busy being shocked I led the dance?"

And the King—proud, head over heels, and just a little undone—bowed with exaggerated grace and followed her up without hesitation.

Because the ballroom had ended. But their night?

Was far from over.
———

The doors to the royal wing closed behind them with a whisper and a quiet click.

The air changed instantly—cooler, quieter, threaded with the soft flicker of candlelight and distant garden perfume. It smelled like lavender and pine and home. He reached for her hand again, threading their fingers together as they crossed into his chambers, the weight of the ball dissolving behind them.

"I'll draw you a bath," he said softly, already walking ahead toward the marble basin carved into the far corner of the suite. "You earned it tonight."

She smiled, barefoot and flushed with the kind of happy tired only a long night of dancing and scheming and seducing could leave behind. "Only if you're joining me."

He didn't answer—not with words. Just a glance over his shoulder that said always.

The water was warm by the time she slipped into it, her breath catching just a little at the heat. He followed a moment later, sliding in behind her, his arms curling instinctively around her waist as she nestled back against his chest. Her hair was pinned up still, tendrils escaping to curl around her temples. He pressed his lips to her damp shoulder, then let his head rest back against the edge of the tub.

At first, she chattered. About the ball, the looks on Elise's face, how Nat threatened to kill someone for bumping her gown, how Clint had nearly tripped over a dog—"Was it a court dog? Who brings a dog to a ball?"

Steve chuckled softly. He loved her like this. Alive. Unfiltered. Softened by joy.

But slowly—so slowly—it began to taper off.

Her hand slid into the water, floating lazily. Her voice got quieter. Her sentences trailed off in the middle.

And when he looked down a moment later, her head had lolled gently to one side, cheek resting over his heart, breath deep and steady.

Fast asleep.

He smiled—broad and helpless—as he wrapped both arms around her and held her closer, letting the warmth of the bath and the weight of her body lull him, too.

He'd had a thousand ideas. A dozen plans. He'd imagined tasting her again, worshiping her again, teasing her until she was breathless and begging and blissed out in his bed.

But this?

This was better.

Holding her while she slept. While her body softened in his arms and her defenses fell away and she let herself rest, knowing she was safe.

He pressed his lips to her temple.

"I've got you," he whispered. "Always."

Steve waited just a little longer.

Let the water cool a few more degrees. Let her breathing slow until he was certain she was deep in it—fully gone, wrapped in some dream that left her features peaceful and open.

Then he moved.

Gently, slowly, like she might shatter if he stirred her too fast. He rose first, lifting her with practiced ease, cradling her damp and boneless form against his chest. She didn't even stir—only let out a soft sigh and tucked her face into his neck like she knew it by heart.

He carried her to bed.

The sheets had already been turned down by some discreet palace attendant, the lamps dimmed, the fire burning low. He knelt on the edge, one knee pressed to the mattress as he laid her down—taking care with every motion, brushing damp hair back from her cheek, drying her skin with the softest towel he could find. He pulled one of his shirts over her—loose and worn and safe—and slipped in behind her, the mattress barely dipping under his weight.

His chest curved to her back. One arm looped around her waist. Their legs tangled the way they always did. Her hair was still faintly damp where it tickled his throat, but he didn't care. It was her. She was home.

She sighed again in her sleep, one hand finding his without waking.

And for the first time in days, maybe longer, Steve let go of every worry he hadn't even realized he'd been holding.

He closed his eyes.

Held her tighter.

And followed her into sleep.

Chapter 64: The Trial Begins

Chapter Text

Grace woke warm, with sunlight stretching lazy across the sheets and Steve's arm still heavy across her waist. For a moment, there was no palace, no court, no final trial ahead—just the steady rhythm of his breath and the faint scent of them in the linen.

But then there was a knock.

A soft one—polite, but pointed.

Steve groaned behind her. "Already?"

"You said after breakfast," Grace murmured, rolling toward him and brushing her fingers over his jaw. "It's the last trial, love."

He blinked at her, still half-asleep, and then sighed. "I hate that you have to do this without me."

"You've done everything but walk me into the temple yourself," she said with a smile. "We're almost there. You'll be at the declaration. That's what matters."

He kissed her once—soft and slow and lingering—before they both rose to dress.

Grace moved in silence, letting the weight of the day settle onto her shoulders piece by piece—first the linen underlayers, then the ceremonial robes sent by the temple. Pale as moonlight, the fabric shimmered faintly in the morning light, the embroidery at the collar catching it in a way that almost looked like breath. She didn't look like a warrior now. She looked like a myth.

Steve stood behind her as she fastened the final clasp, his hands brushing the folds of fabric at her waist. "I keep thinking there should be more I can do."

She turned in his arms, resting her forehead against his chest. "You're doing enough just by loving me."

His arms curled around her, holding her for one breath. Then another. Letting go only when he had to.

"I'll wait at the edge of the temple steps," he whispered.

"You always find me," she said, and kissed his palm.

Another knock—this one more certain. A voice followed, low and familiar. Natasha. "It's time."

Grace nodded, even if no one could see it. She pulled back, squared her shoulders, and glanced once more at the man who had seen her through every other storm.

Then she turned, and walked toward the door.

Breakfast was subdued.

Only the five chosen remained at the high table near the dais, their usual spots glittering with fresh fruit, spiced tea, and ceremonial bread. Steve sat beside Grace again, his hand resting lightly on her back—steadying her without caging her.

Sienna offered her a tense, hopeful smile across the table, though she already knew what was coming. Edna looked green with nerves. Lila—still radiant despite the exhaustion in her eyes—leaned against Clint's side. She wouldn't be chosen. Didn't need to go through the final trial. And she knew it. She'd handled the process better than either Clint or Steve ever anticipated. But it was time to let her be a kid again.

Elise was as poised and smug as ever.

And then it came.

The High Priestess entered the great hall without fanfare, but the silence she carried settled like snowfall. Her white robes glowed faintly in the morning light as she stepped forward, scroll in hand.

The names were read clearly. Without flourish.

"Lady Sienna.
Lady Elise.
Lady Grace."

There were gasps—both from Elise and Edna. Both in relief, but for very different reasons. A heavy breath from Lila, who blinked quickly before rising to kiss her father's cheek. She offered a small smile to her uncle as she passed, who mouthed I'm proud of you. And she was gone.

Edna crumpled slightly before composing herself. But the girl looked... relieved, honestly.

Grace hadn't even realized she was squeezing Steve's hand under the table until he turned and kissed the back of it.

"I'll be right waiting," he murmured. "Come back to me, Little Moon."

 

They were taken immediately.

Sienna, Grace, and Elise were led in silence—surrounded on all sides by priestesses in storm-gray robes, faces calm and unreadable. Their bare feet whispered against stone as they were guided out of the hall, through winding corridors carved into the cliffside, and toward the sacred path that led to the High Temple.

They were not allowed to speak.

But Grace brushed her fingers against Sienna's once as they walked, and Sienna, without looking, gently hooked her pinky around hers for a moment. It wasn't rebellion. It was strength. A quiet tether in the silence.

Elise walked ahead, chin high, gaze forward, alone by choice.

As they passed through the outer gates, the air shifted—cooler, crisper. Charged.

The silence became something else. Not absence, but pressure. The kind that pressed against the skin and hummed in the bones. Grace felt it settle in her chest like the moment before lightning strikes.

Inside the temple, everything was stone and sky. No walls. Only vast columns stretching toward the open air above. Light filtered down in golden shafts. The central pool shimmered—pale water laced with blessing salts, ancient sigils flickering just beneath the surface.

At the far end stood Wanda.

The High Priestess wore no crown, no jewels—only deep red robes that moved like flame in the stillness. Her presence stilled the air further, though she hadn't yet spoken a word.

They were guided behind curved stone screens and asked to undress.

Soft ivory gowns were handed to them—simple, unadorned, meant to strip away everything but truth. No jewels. No paint. No armor.

Just the purity of intention.

Barefoot, they stepped out into the light again, the world pared down to salt and air and breath.

The blessing began in silence.

Water was poured gently over their heads, cool and clean. Incense curled upward in fine spirals. Soft hands pressed to their foreheads, their hearts, their palms. The scent of lavender and myrrh drifted around them. Wanda's voice rose in an old tongue—low, rhythmic, laced with something that buzzed faintly behind Grace's teeth.

She let the water run down her spine and closed her eyes.

She was still herself.

But different now, too.

Chosen.

One of three.

And the final trial was coming.
———-

Elsewhere—far from light and song—

The forest spat them out.

Helena stumbled first, barefoot and blood-slick, half-carrying John as they crashed through the final trees. Behind them, the Ghost Forest shrieked one last time—high and strange—and then fell silent.

The scent of iron clung to everything. Her mouth, her skin, her memory.

John collapsed at the treeline, too pale. Breathing, but barely.

Helena didn't fall.
She couldn't.
Not yet.

Her ribs ached. Her shoulder was torn. There was blood in her eyes—not all of it his.

Something had happened back there.

Something wrong.

But the moment her feet hit sacred soil, the shift began.

There was no ceremony. No robes. No blessing. Just the wild, instinctive burn of what she'd always been trying to hold back.

Bones cracked. Skin broke and remade itself. She dropped to her knees, spine arching, fingers clawing at the earth.

No one saw her rise.

But when the moonlight hit the clearing, it did not touch a girl.

It crowned a wolf.
————

Steve stood on the high terrace just outside the war room, now in his ceremonial tunic, hands braced against the marble railing. The gardens below were hushed, sun-drenched, and wholly irrelevant compared to the ache in his chest.

He had never felt so useless in his own kingdom.

The final trial was sacred—yes. Time-honored, yes.
But also brutal.
Deadly.
Especially when the gods were watching.

It tested the essence of a woman: her spirit, her magic, her heart. Her ability to stand bare before fate and not break.

And though he knew Grace—knew her fire, her tenacity, the light that refused to dim even in her darkest nights—he couldn't shake the fear clawing through his ribs.

Adelaide approached quietly, in soft boots and a fitted slate-grey tunic, her expression unreadable.

"She's stronger than all of us," she said finally.

"I know." His voice was hoarse.

"But that's not why you're afraid."

He turned to her, eyes shadowed.

"You're not afraid she'll fail," Adelaide continued. "You're afraid they'll punish her for not failing. That she'll stand too tall. Burn too bright. That she'll refuse to shatter—and they'll call it defiance."

Steve's jaw tightened. He didn't answer.

"The trial has killed before," he said at last. The words scraped like glass in his throat. "And this is the only thing still standing between her and... us."

Adelaide's nostrils flared. "Then why didn't you stop it?" Her voice sharpened with sudden heat. "You could've—gods, Steve, you're the King. You could've rewritten the trial. Changed the terms. Dismantled the whole cursed system."

"I tried," he said through his teeth. "Years ago. I tried, I even had my Father's support. And it nearly tore the throne apart."

She scoffed. "So you let her walk in alone? Does she know? Does either one of them know?"

His hands curled into fists on the stone. "No. I let her walk in as herself. Not as my omega. Not as a compromise. She needed to do this for her, she didn't want to know the details. Didn't want any advantage. I respected her wishes."

He paused taking a deep breath. "I gave Sienna every truth, Addie. Every warning. And she still chose this. She already knew what could happen, her Grandmother's sister was a contender of my Grandfather's choosing. She didn't make it back. She was a family legend."

"Sienna said that she's already lost everything else. If she dies protecting Grace then it worth it."

Adelaide turned away, furious—at him, at the temple, at fate itself. Her voice broke with frustration. "It's barbaric. We pretend it's holy, but it's just violence in white robes."

He said nothing. Just stood there, unraveling.

She stared out across the garden, shaking her head. "Fuck. Sienna, too."

"I know."

"You knew they might not both come back, and you let them walk in anyway?"

His silence said everything.

Adelaide let out a low, broken laugh. "Goddess forgive me... I would've done the same." Her shoulders slumped. "I would've made the same call. If it were someone I loved on the other side... I would've risked it all, too."

Steve's eyes shimmered. "Sienna didn't hesitate."

"No," Adelaide whispered. "She wouldn't."

They stood in silence for a long moment.

Then Steve's voice dropped to a prayer—raw, reverent.

"Come back to me, Little Moon.
And please, goddess—protect them both."
_____

It started with a few.

A couple of townspeople—those who had once sold Grace herbs or admired her work at the orphanage—asked if they could stand near the temple gates.

Then came the women from the nursery, arms linked in silent hope. The baker with the wild mustache, carrying a tray of honeybread wrapped in cloth. A little girl from the orphanage, standing beside her brother, both dressed in their best.

By midday, the entire temple square was full.

Families. Soldiers. Children perched on shoulders. Vendors who didn't bother hawking goods—only quietly passed warm tea through the crowd. Older citizens sat in chairs brought from home, their hands clasped over their hearts. Teenagers whispered updates between themselves, pressing their ears to the marble for any sound of movement.

The city had never seen anything like it.

Not for a Chosen.
Not even for a Queen.

This wasn't pomp. It wasn't spectacle.

It was love.

From his seat at the top of the temple stairs—in the Royal box reserved for the monarch and the contenders' families—Steve sat with his back straight and his hands clenched in his lap.

Baron and Lady Zemo waited to the left, tense and perfectly composed. They had come for Elise.

Grace's family hadn't arrived yet.

Sienna hadn't wanted hers to come.

So Steve waited.
He waited with his family.
Their family.

And when the bell tolled—low and resonant, echoing down into the sacred chamber—he felt it in his ribs.

The trial had begun.

Steve could barely take it in. The entire city had gathered—for her. Not just because she was chosen. Not because she stood a chance at the crown.

But because she had been one of them.
Had smiled in their bakeries.
Had laughed in the nursery.
Had knelt on orphanage floors with her sleeves rolled up and her hands covered in finger paint and healing salves.

Now she was inside—enduring gods only knew what—and no one could help her.

So the city did the only thing it could.

It waited.

Pepper quietly passed her shawl to Adelaide.
Natasha leaned into Bucky, who let her braid the edge of his hair without comment.
Laura calmly explained what could happen—to the trio of former Chosen who now fully understood what was at stake.

Clint, naturally, stood like a guard despite the lack of bow, eyes sweeping the rooftops.

Nick Fury didn't sit.

He stood behind the others like a silent sentinel, coat rustling faintly in the wind, eye fixed on the temple as if daring it to take her.

Even Tony looked rattled—his usual quips long vanished into silence.

"Couldn't we... I don't know. Build a goddamn drill? Cut through a side wall?"

"Tony," Pepper warned gently.

"I'm just saying."

The palace guards didn't stop the crowd.
Didn't clear the square.
Most of them had drifted from their posts entirely—to stand beside the people, shoulder to shoulder. No orders given. None needed.

The crown itself waited in breathless silence.

And at the center of it all, Steve sat motionless.

Eyes locked on the temple doors.

He didn't speak.
Didn't pace.
Didn't blink for too long at a time.

He couldn't afford to move.

Because if he moved,
he might fall apart.

Then—commotion.

It started as a ripple in the crowd near the south gates, soft murmurs turning heads. A single carriage, dusty and clearly pushed past its limits, rattled to a stop just outside the temple square.

Steve stood the moment he saw her.

Sarah.

She was the first out—skirts gathered, silver-streaked braid unraveling as she all but ran through the outer courtyard, dodging guards and stunned citizens alike. Behind her, Matt emerged, one arm steadying a woman who could only be Lydia—his new bride—who was visibly pale and gripping the doorframe of the carriage with a look of queasy determination. Two small children followed, eyes wide, clinging to Matt's tunic: Rain and Ryanna.

The twins Grace had told Steve about.

It was chaos, but blessed, beloved chaos.

By the time Sarah reached the royal box, breathless and flushed, Steve was already moving to meet her. She threw her arms around him without ceremony, nearly knocking the wind from his chest.

"I'm so sorry," she gasped. "We got delayed—there was a rockslide just west of the crossing and Lydia—oh, Lydia's pregnant, and the road was awful, and the kids were—Matt's was so flustered, I swear to the goddess, Steve, it was like a war zone—"

"Sarah," he said gently, trying not to smile, "it's okay."

"No, it's not, I missed the blessing, she went in alone, and I should've been here, she needed someone—"

"You're here now," he said, squeezing her arms. "You made it."

That gave her pause. She looked at him—really looked at him—and the panic shifted into something heavier. "Is she okay? Are they—? Has it started?"

He nodded once.

Sarah's hands flew to her mouth. "Oh god. I didn't even curtsy, I just ran up like some common—shit, your Highness, I—"

"You're family," Steve said softly. "You don't bow to me."

"Oh, thank god," she breathed, sagging a little. "Because I absolutely wasn't going to."

Matt arrived just behind her, now carrying Rain against his shoulder. Lydia moved slower, a damp cloth pressed to her forehead, her hand gasped tightly by a shy little girl. She gave Steve a small, apologetic smile.

"Im sorry your Highness," Matt explained. "Have we made it in time? We'd never forgive ourselves if we missed it."

"She's just went in," Steve said, stepping forward to clasp her cousin's shoulder. "Thank you for coming."

Lydia managed a half-laugh. "Would've been more elegant if I hadn't puked in the woods. Twice."

"I've seen worse," Tony muttered from behind them. "Usually am worse."

Pepper elbowed him sharply.

Sarah took the seat beside Adelaide and immediately reached for her hand. "Tell me everything," she whispered. "And I swear to god, if someone doesn't tell me she's okay every five minutes, I will storm the temple and answer to the gods myself."

Adelaide turned to her, expression soft—but the moment their eyes met, Sarah froze.

Her breath hitched.

Not dramatic. Not loud.
But Steve saw it.
So did Nat.

The color drained from Sarah's face like she'd seen a ghost.

Adelaide blinked at her, puzzled. "Are you alright?"

But before Sarah could answer—before she could recover enough to lie—a second bell tolled.

Low. Echoing. Final.

The Chosen had entered the first challenge.

The square fell utterly silent. Not even a cough. Not a shuffle.

Steve's eyes stayed on Sarah.

She looked away.

Nat didn't.

Instead, Steve reached back, found his future mother-in-law's hand, and held it.

And in the quiet—
In the square full of hearts that had all come to love the same stubborn, furious, brilliant girl—
Someone began to hum.

Soft at first.

Just a whisper of melody.

Something ancient.
Something sacred.

A lullaby.

The old woman singing it now had tears in her eyes, her voice thin with age but strong with memory.

And slowly—like dawn breaking across stone—the square filled with song.

________

The air inside the High Temple changed after the blessings were complete.

Sienna, Elise, and Grace stood silent in ceremonial linen, bare feet pressed to cool black stone. No jewelry. No markings. No indication of who they were before this moment.

No families.
No past.
No community.
Only the present. Only the path.

The priests did not speak as they approached.

They only bowed.

Each woman was handed a shallow bowl—small, simple. Inside: a glimmering liquid the color of burning incense. Dark plum laced with silver and green. The sacred draught.

A powerful hallucinogen.

Laced with ancient root and bitter herbs. Designed not to cloud the mind—but to peel it open.

This was not a test of strength.

It was a test of truth.

One by one, they drank.

The liquid burned bitter on the tongue, sharp in the throat, and then—nothing.
Then everything.

The silence thickened.
The air fractured.
The room itself seemed to breathe.

A hum rose from the ground—deep, harmonic. As if the walls remembered every queen who had passed through their bones. Every soul brave enough to look inward and not flinch.

And then came the guides.

Hooded. Faceless. Silent.

Three shadows. One for each woman.

Without a word, the shadows reached for them.

And hand in hand, they were led through separate doors—into the belly of the temple. The oldest part. The sacred heart.

One of the few places in the kingdom untouched by time.

And in the silence of the temple—
as the sacred draught took hold,
as the guides disappeared into shadow,
as the world outside held its breath—

the trial began.

Chapter 65: The Mirror Shattered

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The draught was bitter.

It burned the moment it touched her tongue—sharp, earthy, thick with something older than language. Grace didn't flinch. She swallowed it all.

At first, nothing.

Then the hum returned.

Low and resonant, like the bones of the temple were singing.

Her breath caught. The stone beneath her bare feet pulsed once, like a heartbeat. Color slid sideways across her vision. The high ceiling above them seemed to stretch, twist, then ripple as if made of fabric.

Her lungs tightened.

The bowl slipped from her fingers—caught gently by a priest without a word—and her hand was taken by the guide.

Not a person. Not really.

The figure was featureless. Shaped like a shadow made solid, with no face, no voice. But its grip was warm, almost kind.

She stepped forward. One foot. Then the next.

As they crossed the threshold into the door carved only for her, everything changed.

Light bent. Sound dulled.

And then—

Silence.

Not the absence of sound.
The absence of everything.

The air thickened. The floor vanished.

And Grace began to fall.

Not downward.

Inward.

Darkness, at first.

Then light—blinding, jagged, wrong.

She hit her knees on stone, gasping.

She wasn't in the temple anymore.

She was home.

But not her real home.
A shattered version of it.
The walls bled firelight.
The air reeked of smoke and old grief.
And somewhere—just out of reach—she heard babies crying.

Her heart tore open. She turned, instinct flaring.

But there were no children.

Only shadows.

Then—

"Gracie?"

She turned.

And saw herself.

Younger. Barefoot. Vulnerable. Large grey eyes wide with fear.

"I don't want this," the version of her whispered. "I didn't ask for this."

"I know," Grace whispered back, the hallucinogen burning through her veins like truthfire.

"But you still did it."

Grace swallowed. "Because I had to."

"You wanted to," the other Grace said.

Her vision doubled.

Then tripled.

Now there were three of her—standing in a circle around her, each impossibly real:

The child, barefoot and trembling, begging for safety.
The healer, hands bloodied, eyes wild with rage and ache.
The queen, crowned in fire, gaze sharp with cost.

And they spoke together.
"Prove it," they whispered. "Prove you deserve what you've taken. Prove you didn't lose yourself in the wanting."

The room shattered.

And Grace was plunged into memory.

It was a trial by truth.
But the temple did not play fair.

Images flashed in no order. No sense.

Her body on a table.
Alchemists surrounding her.
No powers. No shifts. Just pain.

Steve, choosing duty over her.

The twins crying—locked behind glass.

Nat, bloody, in a field of ash.

Her father. Her mother.
Every person she had ever loved—
turning away from her, one by one.

Each moment delivered with unbearable clarity.

Each one paired with a voice:

"You are not enough."

She screamed. Fought.
Clawed her way through burning forests.
Sank in pools of failure.
Buried versions of herself—the child, the queen, the healer—
just to keep going.

Each time she rose,
the temple pushed harder.

Do you know who you are without skill?
Without love?
Without your name?

If we strip you bare, will you still stand?

And still—

She rose.

Bruised.
Bleeding.
Broken.

But unbowed.

Her voice, when it came, was hoarse. Raw.

"I am Grace. I am mine. You can't take that."

The temple cracked.

Light poured in.

But the temple did not relent.

Grace had named herself. Claimed herself.

And the response... was laughter.
Not loud.
Not mocking.
Worse.

Knowing.
"You think that's all it takes?"

A thousand doors opened in her mind.

Every door she had closed.
Locked.
Buried.

And they all swung wide.

She fell to her knees again—not from pain.
From memory.

A miscarriage.
Steve's face when she told him.

Looking down at her babies and thinking: I don't deserve you.

All the times she smiled and lied and said she was okay.

All the moments she wanted to run.

The floor became glass.

And below it:
Every version of herself that failed.
That fell short.
That hurt people.
That broke promises.

And still—
she stood again.

Even as her limbs trembled.
Even as her voice cracked.

"I am all of them. And I'm still here."

A mirror rose from the center of the void.

It showed nothing.

Until she stepped closer.

Then—her reflection.

Not beautiful.
Not regal.

Exhausted.
Raw.

Powerful only because she was still trying.

She reached out.

The mirror shattered.

And the light—
finally—
accepted her.

Elise was led into darkness.

She expected power games. Hallucinations she could manipulate.

She did not expect to wake powerless.

Naked. Stripped of every title, every layer of pride. She was standing in front of a courtroom. Not real—but it felt real.

And on the stand?

Her father.

Baron Zemo.

"Tell them who you are," he said coldly. "Who made you. Who controls you."

She opened her mouth and couldn't speak.

The courtroom was full of people she'd discarded. Humiliated. Betrayed. Lovers. Staff. Sienna. Even Grace.

"She lies," Zemo said. "She plays a role. She uses the crown as armor."

Each figure in the room stood. One by one, they held up mirrors—each reflecting Elise in a different light.

Beautiful, but cold.
Brilliant, but cruel.
Lonely, and afraid.

The final mirror showed her as a little girl, crying, crown too big for her head, asking her father, "Will you love me now?"

She screamed and shattered the mirror with her bare hands.

The courtroom vanished.

And Elise collapsed.

When she woke, she was curled on the stone floor. Shaking.

Alone.

Sienna's temple path was made of music.

Hymns from her childhood.
Her mother's lullabies.

Then the shift—
Her father's voice, sharp and cruel.
The silence that followed.
The guilt.

She wandered halls made of light and sound,
each door a memory she had run from.

Her debutante ball.
The most beautiful dress she'd ever worn—
but his voice behind her smile:

"Smile. Or else."

The day she asked to study politics— and he burned her books.

The night she confessed her heart— and he locked her in her room.

The moment Steve offered her freedom—and she almost didn't take it.

Not because she didn't want it.
Because she didn't think she deserved it.

The temple turned her memories into monsters.

A choir of whispers sang her flaws.

"Pretty, but spineless."
"Smart, but silent."
"Free, but afraid to live."

She fell into the song.
Nearly drowned in it.

Until— A new sound.

Morgan's laughter at something Lila had said.
Nick's voice guiding her down the stairs.
Cooper's soft whispers in her ear.
Grace calling her family.

The music changed.

And Sienna sang back.

Her voice—raw, cracked, real—
broke the illusion.

The temple released her with gentleness.

The mirror shattered.
The void lit up.

She had survived.

But the temple wasn't done.

______

Grace fell to her knees again,
clutching her chest as pain tore through her—
not emotional this time.

Visceral.
Elemental.

Like her blood was turning inside out.
Like her bones remembered something she didn't.

She screamed—and her voice split the silence.

The floor cracked beneath her.
The air shifted.

And then—

It hit her.

A vision, but not like the others.
Not abstract. Not metaphor. Not warning.

Memory.
Future.
Now.

A field of stars.
A child's laughter.
Two voices—hers and Steve's—calling out.

Then darkness.

Something—someone— reaching for the children.

A snarl ripped from her throat.
Not human.

Her hands slammed to the ground and—shifted.

Claws.

Her skin shimmered, then rippled.
Her back arched.
Her body twisted, reshaping itself.

The storm of power surged through her,
burning away fear, hesitation— everything but the bond.

Her body wasn't just shifting.
It was evolving.

Not into something else.
Into everything she had always been.

Her hair sparked silver.
Her skin glowed—otherworldly,
divine and feral all at once.

Her eyes—once human—blazed gold and teal.
Power as ancient as the temple itself.

And then— she roared.

The temple echoed her.

Stone cracked.
Torches blew out.
The temperature spiked.
______

Somewhere outside, high on the temple steps,
a priest stumbled—sensing the seismic shift within.

Steve gripped the cold railing of the royal box overlooking the temple steps.
Below, the city buzzed like a living thing—thousands gathered,
heads tilted toward the ancient white-stone structure
where the final trial had begun.

But Steve didn't see them.

He felt her.

The bond had been quiet for hours.
Muted by stone, by spell, by distance.

Now it snapped taut—
like a lifeline yanked through his chest.

He staggered.
The breath left his lungs.

"Steve?"
Nat was instantly at his side,
hand braced against his back, eyes scanning his face.

He couldn't answer.
Could barely stand.

Because Grace wasn't just in pain.

She was changing.

The air around him sparked—faint, but unmistakable.
The ancient magic tied to the temple's bloodline had just recognized something.
Something bigger than it had seen in a generation.

And then—
he heard her.

Not her voice.

Her roar.

His knees nearly gave out.

"She shifted," he choked. "Inside the trial."

Nat's eyes went wide. "That's not supposed to be possible."

"She's doing the impossible."
His jaw locked. His eyes burned.

"And I can't do a damn thing to help her."

Far deeper within the temple's sacred halls,
Elise stood motionless in front of her third mirror.

Her face was pale. Lips bloodless.
The ceremonial gown clung like rot—
her father's ambition draped across her shoulders like chains.

The mirror pulsed once.
Then melted.

Not with heat.
With certainty.

And Elise—
Elise screamed.

Not from pain.

From knowing.

Because the mirror didn't show her failure.
Or loss.
Or betrayal.

It showed her nothing.

No crown.
No name.
No legacy.

The world had gone on without her.

Steve had forgotten her.
Zemo's line ended with silence.
Her name faded from every record.
The court remembered her—if at all—as a stain.
A failed heir. A hollow threat.

"No," she choked, stumbling back. "No, that's not real. That's not real—"

The door was gone.

The air thinned. The stone breathed.

She clawed at the walls, blood streaking the stone.

And then—

His voice.

Cool. Controlled. Inevitable.

"I never expected you to matter."

Everything in her stopped.

Her nails cracked. Her spine bowed. Her heart—

broke.

Not figuratively.

Physically.

Her body dropped, boneless. Her mind fractured beyond repair.

There was no scream.
Only a low, wet sound as her knees hit stone.
A strangled breath. A single blink—

Then—

Nothing.

The mirror cracked.

The temple went still.

And a final, terrible silence echoed through the halls.

The kind that only follows a soul being unmade.

__________

The great bronze bell at the top of the temple rang once.

Low. Final. Funereal.

It was the ancient signal. One ring: a death.

The entire crowd fell silent. The ripple moved like wind through grain—hands clasped over mouths, gasps, prayers whispered like smoke.

Steve stood frozen.

One of them was gone.

But who?

There was no word. No confirmation. Just the sound of the bell echoing like thunder between the marble spires.

Sarah reached for Steve's arm. "They'll announce nothing until the trial ends."

"I can't—" His voice broke. He turned away from the watching crowd, pacing like a caged animal. "I felt her shift. I know she's still in there."

"And if it wasn't her—"

"Then who the hell just died?"

No answer.
Only silence.

The wind stirred. The temple watched. And the bell's echo hung in the air like a curse.

Inside, the trials raged on.

Chapter 66: The Trial Takes it Toll

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Sienna gritted her teeth, a hand pressed hard against her left side.

Blood slicked her fingers. Warm, fast. A gash carved across her ribs—fresh and angry.

It had happened in the last chamber.

She hadn't meant to dive through the flames. But the second she saw the fire rise between her and the next door, her body moved.

She didn't hesitate.

Didn't weigh the odds or look for a trick.

She just leapt—arms up, face turned, like Grace would've.

The fire kissed her skin, tore through her gown, and sliced her side open as something—illusion or real, she still didn't know—raked against her ribs.

The scream caught in her throat. She hit the stone on the far side hard, rolled, kept going.

Now she stood in front of the final chamber, breathing like she'd run a marathon, every inhale sharp and bright with pain.

Her limbs trembled. Sweat clung to her spine. Her knees wanted to buckle.

But she was still standing.

Still moving.

And her vision?

Oh, it had hurt. It wasn't fire that burned—it was the future she'd been shown. A version of herself alone. Always alone.

Crowned.
Distant.
Powerful, yes—but hollow.

No Grace. No Addie. No laughter. No hand to hold. No family. Only legacy, and silence.

It would've broken her once.

But now?

Now she knew the difference between fear and fate.

Sienna limped forward.

"Not my story," she whispered. "Not unless I let it be."

She pressed her blood-slick hands to the final mirror.

It didn't reject her.

It cracked.

And opened.

She stumbled through—leaving a smear of red in her wake.

But her chin stayed high. Her eyes stayed clear.

She wasn't done yet.

_________

The great bronze bell rang again.

Once.

The sound rolled down the marble spires like thunder.

The crowd froze.

One toll.

Another death?

Steve's heart slammed against his ribs. His breath caught. The bond between him and Grace sparked—faint, but still there.

Then—

A pause. Just long enough to let fear settle.

Then the bell rang again.

Twice.

A murmur swept through the crowd, soft and uncertain—relief laced with confusion.

Two tolls didn't mean death.

Two meant injury.

Steve's grip on the railing loosened fractionally. He exhaled hard, shoulders shaking.

"She's hurt," he murmured. "One of them is hurt."

"But still alive," Sarah said next to him.

Sam stepped closer, voice low. "That has to be good news, right?"

Steve didn't answer. His jaw clenched. His eyes never left the temple doors.

Alive. But who?

And how much time was left?

Her feet were bare. Her palms, scraped raw. The ground beneath her was uneven, cruel—stone edges biting at skin.

She was alone again. Truly alone.

Inside a void-lit chamber of fractured mirrors.

Each reflection showed a version of herself:
Weak. Frightened. Power-mad. Dead-eyed. Bloodied. Broken.

She spun, breathing hard, heart pounding.
Her voice cracked as she whispered—

"This isn't truth. This is fear."

From above came a low grinding sound—stone and iron shifting.

Then a blade descended, clean as a guillotine, slicing through one of the mirrors.

Grace dove. Barely in time.

The next came faster—blades and traps tied to every false reflection she refused to accept.

She ran.

Leapt through broken glass. Shattered fear. Dodged herself.

One blade caught her shoulder. She screamed, hit the ground, rolled.
Blood ran hot and thick down her back.

But she didn't stop.

"I am not afraid of who I've been!" she shouted.

"And I won't apologize for surviving!"

Every mirror exploded at once.
_________

Steve pressed a hand to his thigh, flexing his fingers. The sharp ache in his palms had started just minutes ago—faint, like pressure changes before a storm. Then his feet. His ribs.

He told himself it was nothing.

But then—

Agony.

It ripped through his shoulder so suddenly that he staggered backward, a choked sound torn from his throat.

"Steve!" Sarah caught his arm.

He clutched his shoulder, breath coming fast. "She's hurt. Shoulder—deep." His eyes darted to the temple steps. "Glass. Stone. She's still running."

Everyone nearby turned. Natasha swore under her breath. Sam stepped forward, jaw tight. Even the guards tensed.

And then—

BONG.

The bell tolled once.

The crowd froze.

Another death?

Steve's heart stopped.

BONG.

The second toll echoed. A different sound—still solemn, but not final.

Whispers spread through the crowd like wildfire. Injury.

He didn't wait for confirmation. He already knew.

"She's alive," Steve said hoarsely, gripping the railing so hard it cracked beneath his hand. "But she's bleeding. And she's still fighting."

————
The Trial was nearly over.

The great doors of the High Temple creaked open.

He was being summoned.

His queen was almost ready.

Pain still throbbed through his body—echoes of her wounds, sharp and visceral—but he welcomed it. It meant she was alive.

Steve turned to Sarah and gripped her hand.

She held on, hard.

"Find her," she said.

"I will."

Then he ran.

The chamber was made of living stone—sacred and old, pulsing with the breath of ancient magic. Symbols shifted faintly across the walls, alive with power older than language.

Sienna stood on one side, pale and bruised but upright, one arm wrapped tight around her side where blood still seeped between her fingers. Her hair clung to her temples, and her knees trembled, but her eyes burned with defiance.

Grace stood across from her, battered and bloodied. Her sleeve hung in shreds from the wound on her shoulder. Her hands shook from strain. Her ribs were banded with bruises, but she was still—so still. Like the calm before a storm.

Between them, a spiral of light carved into the stone floor began to glow.

Above, the chamber ceiling pulsed with magic—like a heartbeat. The air thrummed. Power thickened.

And then the voice came.

The priest's words rang from everywhere and nowhere at once:

"Only one may pass unscathed. Only one may be chosen."

Silence followed. Terrible. Suspended.

They both looked up.

Sienna's voice broke the silence first, hoarse from pain. "No."

But Grace was already moving.

Not backward.

Forward.

Toward her.

She stepped between Sienna and the glowing center of the chamber. The light brightened in warning.

"Then it won't be me," Grace said quietly.

Magic snapped like a whip through the air.

She shifted deliberately—this time not out of instinct, but choice. Her body blurred, streaks of silver fire curling down her spine. Her hands became claws. Her hair sparked like live wire. She braced herself, every line of her form ready to take the blow.

And it came.

A lash of sacred magic cracked across her ribs. Her breath left her in a gasp. Her knees hit stone—but she didn't fall. She snarled low and guttural, power rising through her like a tidal wave.

Sienna screamed, "STOP IT! STOP!"

But the trial wasn't listening.

Another bolt of power surged down from the ceiling. Grace threw an arm back, shielding Sienna's body with her own. The force slammed into her shoulder, reopening her wound. Blood spattered across the stone.

Still, she didn't fall.

Still, she didn't move.

Sienna tried to reach for her, to pull her back, but the light barrier between them held—Grace alone now at the center of the spiral. Sacrificing herself for another.

Her voice was ragged when she spoke again.

"She's not my rival. She's my family."

And that was the moment the chamber shifted.

The spiral of light stilled.

The heartbeat of the stone softened.

And above them, the priest's voice returned—this time quiet, awed.

"The Trial is complete."

The glowing barrier dropped. The magic stilled. Grace collapsed to one knee—but this time, Sienna caught her.

Both of them were still breathing.

Both had passed.

_____

Steve burst into the sacred hall like a man possessed.

He didn't care about decorum. Didn't care about the stunned acolytes or the reverent hush that fell as he tore through the temple's inner corridors. He skidded around a corner, slipped in something slick—blood—and nearly went down. But he didn't stop.

And then—

He saw her.

Collapsed at the far end of the chamber, half-curled near the steps, fur matted with blood, one arm still caught mid-shift. Her body twitched—too human to be wolf, too wolf to be human. Trapped.

Her eyes found him.

"Steve?" she breathed, voice small, barely there.

He dropped to his knees beside her like gravity had claimed him. His hands flew to her face, her jaw, her cheek, cradling her.

"I've got you," he whispered. "I've got you. You're safe. You did it."

"Not alone," she murmured, turning her head slightly. Sienna sat propped against the opposite wall, bloodied but conscious, surrounded by healers.

Steve looked back to Grace—

—and her body spasmed.

Her form tipped.

The tangled half-shifted state broke—not backward, not toward her human self, but forward, collapsing into full transformation. Her bones cracked, her spine arched, and in a shimmer of pain and surrender, the wolf emerged.

Not the goddess. Not the blaze of gold and fury from the trials. Just her. Her true form.

Silver-gray, almost white, sleek and shaking, sides heaving. Small for a divine creature, large for a wolf. Blood stained the pale fur at her shoulder and flank. She slumped against his legs, barely breathing, but still breathing.

Steve froze.

And then he understood.

This was what she had left. What her body could manage. Not a failure—a survival.

He ran a hand gently down her back. "I see you," he whispered. "It's okay. Little Moon. This is enough."

She whimpered—hurt, tired, but comforted.

And then—

Steve exhaled. Closed his eyes.

And shifted.

His transformation was effortless. A blaze of golden heat, a pulse of light that made the chamber bend. The wolf he became was enormous, radiant, his presence like a sunrise breaking through storm.

Gasps echoed from the gathered priests and guardians. One fell to his knees.

The silver wolf didn't rise to meet him. She just leaned in, pressing against his chest with what little strength she had left.

And he curled around her, steady as the earth itself.

Only then—when the two of them stood together, quiet and whole—did the temple respond.

The final door creaked open.

Light poured through.
________

The crowd had grown quiet—uneasy after the signal of injury, hushed by the uncertainty of who remained.

Then—
The bells began to ring.

Once.
Twice.
Three times.
Then no more.

The breath of the gathered people held tight in their throats.

And then—

The great temple doors opened.

Two wolves emerged.

One bloody but upright, her fur silver-white as moonlight, streaked with red, every step a testament to pain endured.

The other radiant gold, luminous and powerful, walked half a pace behind her in silent deference.

A stunned silence swept across the mountaintop.

Then the High Priestess stepped onto the threshold behind them, her voice rising like a call across the ages:

"Let it be known—
She who would not strike her sister,
Who bore pain for mercy,
Who stands as flame and fury both—
Is our chosen.

The Queen of the Moonborn walks among you.

Rise for your Queen—Grace Solene of Healers Hollow."

The mountain roared.

Cheers. Tears. Howls.
Voices rising like thunder.

Steve, still in his golden form, tipped his massive head in a low bow.

And Grace—bleeding, trembling, radiant—lifted hers to the sky and howled.

It was not the rage of the trial, or the grief of the past.

It was the cry of a sovereign, of a survivor, of one who had been forged by truth and risen whole.

The crowd answered in kind.

Howls echoed from hill to hill.

And then, as the echoes faded and awe gave way to reverence, Grace turned.

With each step, she leaned more heavily on Steve, her strength fading now that the test was complete.

He moved to support her without hesitation, steady and warm beside her, his body a shield.

Behind them, the great doors of the temple creaked slowly closed.

The trial was over.
The kingdom had a new Queen.

Chapter 67: My Queen. My Mate.

Chapter Text

Inside, the Future Queen collapses.

Grace barely makes it through the temple doors before her leg buckle. The shift leaves her spent—her body too drained to hold even her human form, stuck again between forms, but mostly human. Blood mats her hair, her sleeve hangs in tatters, and her breaths come short and shallow.

Steve is at her side in a heartbeat, the golden light of his shift already fading from his skin. He catches her before she hits the stone, cradling her with arms that tremble from adrenaline and fear.

"She needs a healer," he growls. "Now."

Sienna staggers behind them, supported by two temple priests. Her voice is weak but urgent.

"She—she took the blow for me. She wouldn't let it hit me."

A flicker of awe moves across the healers' faces. The temple guards don't hesitate—they rush forward, conjuring two stretchers from ribbons of shimmering magic that solidify mid-air. Grace is lifted gently, reverently, as if the very stone beneath them dares not bruise her further.

The High Priestess—Wanda in crimson robes that flicker with power—steps forward and lowers her hands over both girls. A single whispered chant leaves her lips, ancient and soft. The magic glows deep red for a beat, then fades.

"Go," she says, voice echoing. "They will be seen. They will be healed."

The procession moves quickly now, winding through the temple's hallowed corridors toward the sacred healing wing.

Outside, the cheers have died.

The people fall into a stunned hush once more—thousands parting like water as the Queen of the Moonborn is carried past them, covered in the kings cloak.

They see her blood.

They see her crownless brow and broken form.

But they also see the king.

He walks just behind her stretcher, fists clenched, jaw tight, rage simmering like a storm beneath the surface. Not at her. Never at her.

At whatever dared to bring her this low.

At the trial. At the gods. At fate itself.

And when his eyes meet theirs—the crowd bows.

Because their Queen may be bleeding.

But her King is ready to burn the world.

Grace was barely breathing.

The crystal-inlaid bed pulsed faintly beneath her as if resonating with her magic, trying to coax her back into her body. Her skin was slick with sweat, smeared with blood and dirt. Her limbs twitched, her fingers curled, her half-shifted form trembling in its final, fragile state.

Then—
A deep, tremoring shudder passed through her.

Her body spasmed once. Then again.

And slowly—achingly—she began to shift back.

The last of the fur gave way to skin. Bones of her hand cracked, then realigned as the claws disappeared. Her frame shrank, curled, trembled.

When it was done, she lay naked and gasping, flushed and bloodied. Human
Completely Herself. But utterly still.

Steve didn't hesitate. He dropped to his knees at the edge of the bed and wrapped her in his cloak around her tighter with reverent hands.

"I've got you," he whispered. "I've got you, Omega mine."

He looked up—and Sarah was already there.

Her face was pale but focused, her sleeves rolled, her satchel of healing tools already open. Maela followed on her heels, steady as always, her palms open. As she already takes stock of her injuries.

"We've got her," Sarah said, touching Steve's shoulder. "Let us work."

He gave a single nod and stepped aside, though he never let go of Grace's hand.

Maela murmured a diagnostic spell not caring is it was magic that was frowned upon. Her brow creased. "Fractured ribs. Torn shoulder. Magic strain. Her power's tangled deep in the nervous system—she overextended, shifted too long."

"But she's stabilizing," Sarah added gently. "Give us a few minutes."

Across the chamber, Sienna sagged into Adelaide's arms as the younger healer caught her before she could collapse. Adelaide didn't speak—she just held the other woman close as she took stock of what needed to be treated.

"She protected me," Sienna whispered, her voice cracking. "She took the full force—she stood in front of me and didn't move."

"Sounds about right," Adelaide said softly. "Let me guess, you stood your ground, too. You both made it through."

Back at the bedside, Sarah applied a salve laced with star-root and sacred ash to the worst of Grace's cuts. Maela wrapped Grace's ribs, adding a poultice for the swelling and pain.

Steve leaned over and pressed a kiss to Grace's temple, voice breaking.

"You did it, my love. You came back to me."

Grace stirred.

Not fully. Not yet.

But enough.

A flutter of breath. A twitch of her fingers in his. A single, hoarse whisper: "Steve..."

And that was all he needed.

The doors slammed open.

A gust of cold air swept through the chamber as Baron Helmut Zemo stormed in, his eyes blazing with fury.

"This is heresy!" he shouted. "That girl is unworthy! She brought violence into the sacred temple—shifted when she should not have! This entire trial was corrupted—"

He didn't finish.

Because Steve stepped forward.

The gold in his eyes gleamed like wildfire, shadows flickering at his feet like coiled serpents. His voice, when it came, was ice.

"You enter my court. You shout at my Queen. You question a ritual you, yourself witnessed."

A pause—lethal.

"Let it be known, before all present: Baron Zemo has insulted the Crown. He has slandered the High Temple. He is no longer ally to the throne."

Gasps echoed through the chamber—healers, priests, even Sienna. The silence rang like struck glass.

Zemo's face twisted. "You wouldn't dare—"

"I do," Steve growled. "And if you take one step closer to her, you will not walk out of here."

A long, brutal stillness.

Then—

The air shifted. Natasha Romanoff stepped through the archway like a blade drawn from its sheath. Her sword gleamed, and her voice was colder than winter.

"The king gave you a chance to leave with dignity," she said. "I suggest you take it. While you still have legs."

Zemo's nostrils flared. His hands curled into fists.

But he turned.

And walked out.

The doors slammed behind him with finality.

A heartbeat passed.

Then—his voice, venomous, from just beyond the threshold.

"She is the reason my daughter is dead."

The words sliced through the chamber like a blade.

On the healing bed, Grace stirred faintly, but her eyes remained closed. Steve's expression darkened like thunderclouds.

He turned, slow and deliberate.

"You want to say that again?"

Zemo didn't flinch. "She manipulated the trial. She broke the rules. She used sorcery to gain favor—shifted when no one else dared. She rattled Elise. Pushed her too far. If anyone is to blame for her death—it's her."

"No."

The single word landed like a drumbeat.

The High Priestess stepped forward from the shadows, red robes flowing like smoke—though her sash and veil shimmered scarlet in the light. Her staff glowed with a pearlescent crescent. Her presence filled the room.

Her voice was calm. But it carried thunder beneath.

"Your daughter died not because of Grace... but because of you."

Zemo froze.

"Elise was raised to be a broodmare. Not to survive.

To birth, but not to live.

You bred her to fear you more than death—and it consumed her."

She paused, each word cutting sharper than any blade.

"The visions she faced showed her truth she could not hold. Grace endured them. Your daughter did not. That is not the fault of the girl who still breathes. It is the fault of the father who refused to see her as any but a pawn."

The silence cracked.

Gasps. A muffled sob.

Bucky let out a breath he didn't know he'd been holding.

Zemo's voice was a raw whisper. "You dare—"

"I speak," the High Priestess intoned, power rising like a tide, "with the will of the goddess behind me. And they have chosen."

She turned to Grace and touched her brow with two glowing fingers.

"This child is favored. This child was forged and not broken. She was not the death of your daughter."

Her voice dropped, fierce and final:

"But she is the death of your ambition."

Zemo staggered as if struck.

The High Priestess held her gaze on him for one last moment, then turned away.

"You may yet mourn your daughter," she said softly.

"But you will not desecrate her memory by blaming a Queen."

Zemo fled.

No one stopped him.

But the doors locked behind him the moment they closed.

————-

The world drifts back in slowly—smoke and silver, weight and warmth.

Grace floats in the space between, anchored only by sensation. Her skin tingles with the aftershock of power. Her limbs ache with exhaustion. The scent of lavender and crushed sage clings to the air, threaded with a faint trace of burning myrrh. Linen brushes her skin—clean, cool, lovingly tucked around her.

Golden torchlight flickers at the edges of her vision.

She blinks. Once. Twice. The ceiling of the healing wing arches above her, carved with sacred runes. Voices murmur nearby—soft, reverent, disbelieving.

Then—

"Grace?"

A whisper. Fragile. Thick with emotion.

She turns her head slightly, pain tugging at the motion. And there—there is her mother. Pale from worry, eyes red from crying, her traveling cloak still streaked with dust and wind. A heartbeat later, she's at Grace's side, falling to her knees with a sob.

"You're alive. You're alive, baby—gods, I thought—"

Grace exhales a tremor of breath and lifts a shaking hand, fingers tangling in her mother's hair.

"Mama," she breathes. "You made it."

"I tried," Sarah chokes, kissing her temple, holding her like she might vanish. "I tried so hard to get here."

Another presence. Swift. Familiar.

Lydia.

Her steps are lighter, but her breath is unsteady. She doesn't speak right away—just sinks onto the other side of the bed and presses her forehead to Grace's, fingers brushing her best friend's cheek.

Then she laughs. Wet. Trembling. Disbelieving.

"You stupid, impossible thing," Lydia whispers. "You actually did it."

Grace lets out a low, cracked laugh of her own, forehead resting against Lydia's.

Then she leans back, eyes fluttering fully open for the first time. She blinks once. Then again.

"...Are your boobs... huge?" she murmurs, squinting.

Lydia lets out a bark of laughter. "Oh my gods, yes, thank you for noticing."

Grace frowns faintly. "They didn't look like that when I left."

"That's because I'm pregnant, dumbass."

It lands like a soft explosion.

Grace blinks. Her mouth opens. Closes. "Wait. You're—?"

Lydia nods, eyes glassy with unshed tears. "The night of the mating ceremony. I was gonna wait to tell you, but then—you went and became a whole damn wolf queen, so."

Grace stares for a beat.

Then bursts into tears.

Sarah wraps her arms around them both, holding them tightly, her own tears falling freely now. "My girls," she whispers, voice broken and reverent. "Both of you. I thought I'd lost you. I thought—"

She doesn't finish. She doesn't need to. Grace and Lydia cling to her, their breathing syncing, three heartbeats held as one.

The room is warm now. Safe. Cradled by love and lavender and light.

Footsteps shuffle in—lighter, faster, chaotic.

"Gracie?"

Matt's voice.

And then he's there too, carefully pulling Lydia into a side hug, kissing the top of her head. "You didn't wait for me, you little terror," he says, voice rough. "You just had to get there first and make me cry in front of everyone."

"How you doing, Gracie?" he asks more softly, his hand settling instinctively over Lydia's stomach.

Grace offers him a tired smile. "Gee, Matty. I think you already know that answer." Her voice wavers. "I missed you, idiot."

Behind him—two smaller shapes.

Rain and Ryanna.

They stop at the edge of the bed, wide-eyed, silent.

"Hi, kiddos," Grace whispers, barely holding it together.

They don't hesitate. Ryanna climbs up gently, curling against Grace's side. Rain follows, burying his face against her ribs with a quiet sniffle.

Sarah strokes both their hair, tender and instinctive, as though she'd never stopped being the mother of small children.

And in that moment, Grace sees it—how deeply, how fiercely her mother loves them. How much life has returned to this room.

And then—Grace feels it.

A gaze.

Warm. Fierce. Steady.

It slides over her skin like a memory half-remembered, like the sun cresting over the edge of winter.

She lifts her head.

Steve is watching from the far corner of the room, half-hidden in shadow, arms folded tightly across his chest. His shoulders are rigid, every muscle drawn tight beneath his tunic. He hasn't moved. Hasn't spoken. But his eyes burn like sunlight through glass—shining, blistering, barely held back.

As if he doesn't quite believe she's real.

As if if he breathes too hard, she'll vanish like smoke.

His jaw is clenched. There's a tremble at the corner of his mouth, a flash of something cracked and raw just beneath the surface. He's so still it hurts to look at him.

Grace meets his gaze, heart stuttering.

Her hand—shaky, still bruised—lifts ever so slightly in invitation.

A breath catches in his throat.

And then—he moves.

He's across the room before the next beat of her heart, the air shifting with the force of his presence. He drops to his knees beside her, trembling hands hovering over her body as if afraid to touch. As if afraid he'll break her.

His voice is a whisper torn from the depths. "Grace."

She lets out a soft sound—half laugh, half sob—and cups his face with both hands, pulling him into her.

He comes willingly, folding into her like he's been waiting lifetimes.

His forehead presses to hers. His breath shudders against her skin.

"I thought I lost you," he says, voice wrecked. "I felt it—I felt it happen and I couldn't—Grace, I couldn't—"

She hushes him with a kiss to his brow, fingers threading through his hair.

"I know," she murmurs. "I know. But you didn't. You never lost me."

Steve shakes his head, tears falling freely now. "I thought You were gone. You were gone and I—" He chokes on the words, burying his face in her shoulder. "I didn't know how I was going to breathe without you."

Grace cradles him close, every inch of her aching with the weight of his grief, his love, his unbearable relief. She holds him like she's anchoring them both.

"You came back to me," he whispers, voice so quiet it barely exists. "You came back."

"I would always come back to you," she breathes. "Always."

They stay there for a long time—forehead to forehead, hand to heart, tethered in silence as the rest of the room fades.

Around them, the world is healing.

But right here—in this moment—they are whole again.

They stay like that—folded into each other, breathing the same air—until a quiet voice breaks the stillness.

Sarah.

"I think they need a minute."

Her tone is gentle, tear-rough, but steady with understanding. Maternal. Fierce. She's already rising, her hand brushing over Lydia's back, gathering the children with soft murmurs. "Come on, loves. Let's give them a little space."

Matt catches on immediately, scooping Rain into his arms while Ryanna clings briefly to Grace's sleeve before letting go.

"I'll hear that they have some beautiful gardens," Sarah says softly. "They can stretch their legs. I'll ask Maela to show us the way."

Lydia brushes Grace's hand one more time and nods, her eyes shining. "We'll be close."

Grace whispers her thanks, voice too raw to rise.

One by one, they slip out—Sarah guiding, Matt anchoring, Lydia lingering. The door closes behind them with a soft click.

And then—it's just the two of them.

The silence is thick, sacred.

Steve still kneels beside her, hands tangled in the blanket's edge like a lifeline. He hasn't moved far. He doesn't want to.

Grace reaches for him again.

"Come here," she whispers.

He exhales like he's been underwater for days, then rises—careful, reverent—and climbs into the narrow crystal-inlaid bed beside her. She shifts instinctively, making room, curling into him like a tide returning to shore.

He holds her like he'll never let go.

And this time, she lets herself fall into it.

Their foreheads rest together, breaths mingling in the hush. For a long moment, they don't speak. They just breathe. Exist. Anchor.

Then—Steve's voice, cracked and ragged:
"I thought I lost you."

His hands tighten slightly around her, one sliding up to cradle the back of her head. He's trembling. He's never stopped.

Grace exhales, soft and sure. "I know."

"I watched you collapse," he chokes. "You hadn't shifted back. You weren't—God, I couldn't—"

"I'm here." Her fingers find his jaw, brushing over the stubble grown in the hours—days?—since they last touched. "I'm here."

"I couldn't feel you," he admits. "Not through the bond. Not through anything. Just... nothing. It was like you were gone."

A pause. A heartbeat.

"I was exhausted," she whispers. "Cold. I still am. But earlier... it was like I was made of smoke and ash. I couldn't find my way home."

Steve buries his face in the curve of her neck, his breath hitching.

"You're my home."

She closes her eyes, her whole body aching with love.

"Never let go," he says fiercely, pulling back just enough to meet her gaze. "Even if I can't feel you. Even when I think—don't stop. I'll never stop."

"I love you. My king. My alpha," she breathes, tears slipping silently down her temples. "I love you, Steve. In the dark, at the end—if all that's left is the thinnest thread—I am yours. I will always be yours."

He presses a trembling kiss to her lips—slow, reverent, like a vow.

Her hand cups his cheek. "I love you."

"I love you, Omega Mine. I love you, Grace. In this life and the next."

"Always," she whispers. "Every time."

He pulls her closer, arms wrapped around her like armor, like promise, like worship.

They stay like that—foreheads pressed, hearts syncing—until the torches burn low and the healing chamber settles into quiet.

Steve's lips brush her temple. Then her cheek. Then the corner of her mouth.

"Sleep now, Little Moon," he murmurs. "I'm not going anywhere."

"Alpha," she breathes, tracing the line of his brow. "You sleep too. I'm safe. We're safe."

And the bond hums.

No longer muted.

No longer hidden.

It pulses—warm and bright, a golden braid running through marrow and memory, anchoring them together like it always meant to.

Steve stills.

"Do you feel that?"

Grace nods slowly. "It's stronger now."

He pulls back, eyes wide with something like awe. "We're not hiding anymore."

"No," she whispers. "There's nothing left to hide."

A breathless laugh escapes him. "You shifted. You howled. You shattered every law they ever used to keep us apart."

"And you," she smiles, brushing his hair back, "stayed."

"Always."

Their bond flares between them—visible now. A soft ribbon of golden light, barely there, unmistakable. Power and promise and choice.

Steve cups her cheek, reverent.

"Let them see it," he murmurs. "Let them know."

Grace closes her eyes, letting the warmth root itself deep.

"Let them know I found my mate," he adds, forehead to hers. "And I will burn down the world before I lose her again."

Her breath stutters. But her smile—tired, whole, radiant—blooms anyway.

"Good," she whispers. "Because I'm not going anywhere."

Knock-knock.

Just a brush of knuckles. Soft.

Steve doesn't move. Grace lifts her head.

Bucky.

His shirt's rumpled. His hair's a mess. There's blood on one sleeve and a weariness in his bones—but his smile is soft, sure, real.

"Sorry to interrupt," he says gently. "Just wanted to give you an update."

Grace shifts slightly. "Is she—?"

"Sienna's okay." He nods. "Sleeping. Maela gave her something to knock her out for a bit. She wouldn't stop crying until she knew you were alive."

Grace closes her eyes, swallowing hard.

"She's not alone," Bucky adds. "Adelaide's with her. They're in the next room over."

"Thank you," Grace murmurs.

Bucky steps further into the room, giving her a once-over like he still doesn't quite believe she's alive.

He glances at Steve—something silent and raw passing between them.

Then—

"We're settling your family in the Royal wing," he tells her. "Nat made sure they're by the rest of ours. Everyone has a room. She said she threatened anyone who tried to peek in here with violence."

Grace lets out a hoarse laugh. "Of course she did."

"And she said—and I quote—'Tell her to rest her queenly ass. Tomorrow's a big day.'"

Steve groans softly. "She's been drunk on power ever since we let her run security."

"She's loving it," Bucky says with a tired grin. "Me too, if I'm honest. Anyway—ceremony's at first light. Declaration. Coronation. The whole thing."

Grace stares at the ceiling for a moment. Then at Steve. Then down at their hands.

It's real.

Tomorrow.

The world will know.

Her fingers squeeze Steve's.

"Thanks, Buck," she says.

He nods. "Get some rest. Both of you."

And then he's gone, the door closing with a soft click.

The hush returns.

But this time—it's peaceful.

They survived.

Tomorrow will rise.

And together, they'll meet it.

Chapter 68: The Moonlit Princess

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Curled together on the narrow, crystal-inlaid bed, Grace and Steve barely move. The healing chamber hums around them, soft and steady, torchlight flickering low against ancient stone. A hush wraps them in something suspended—something sacred.

Grace wakes only once, disoriented and aching. Steve is already there, watching her with sleep-heavy eyes, brushing hair back from her forehead. His hand never leaves hers. Not even in sleep.

They drift again. And again. Resting. Healing.

Until—

A gentle throat-clear cuts through the hush.

"Sorry to interrupt the snuggle and the miracle," Carmen says dryly from the foot of the bed, "but... you have a kingdom to meet."

Grace startles, blinking as the world sharpens. The torches have been relit. The air smells of fresh lavender and citrus. Beyond the carved shutters, the sky glows silver.

"What?" she croaks.

Natasha steps in behind Carmen, a wicked smile tugging at her mouth. She's holding a heavy velvet bundle draped over one arm like it might bite her.

"It's nearly moonrise," she says. "And your future kingdom has officially lost all chill. The priestess says his kingliness over here needs to declare you under the moon's light."

She raises a brow toward Steve. "Like... now."

Steve groans but doesn't move. Still half-reclined beside Grace, one arm tucked behind her shoulders, the other resting protectively across her waist, he squints up at them.

"We just fell asleep again," he mutters.

Carmen smirks. "You also just got crowned by battlefield, became a Royal Couple with howling wolves and sacred flame, so—yeah. Forgive us if we need you upright and dressed."

Grace lets out a sleepy snort—then winces as her ribs pull tight. "Ow."

Steve's hand tightens around hers. "Easy."

Nat arches an eyebrow. "Rogers, as much as I support post-life-or-death cuddling, we need her standing. And preferably not naked."

"She's not naked," Steve mutters.

Carmen, deadpan: "Yet."

Steve sighs through his nose, presses a kiss to Grace's temple, and begins to sit up—reluctant, but resigned.

Grace catches his hand. "Wait—"

"I'll need to change too," he promises. He brushes a calloused thumb over her knuckles, gaze steady. "Nat's got you. You're not alone."

She nods, slow but sure.

Carmen gives him a pointed look. "Out. Royal prep only."

Nat steps aside just enough for him to pass, then shuts the door with a smug little click.

"Men," she mutters. "Even the good ones are stubborn as hell."

Grace huffs a laugh—but the ache pulls again, sharper now that she's upright. Carmen and Natasha are at her side in an instant, easing her up with practiced hands and quiet reassurances.

"Easy," Carmen murmurs, brushing a cool palm over her forehead. "You've got bruises on your bruises. But you're still glowing, so that's promising."

Nat nods. "We'll move slow. The priestess is on standby if you feel faint."

"I'm fine," Grace says softly. "Just... sore."

"You should be," Carmen says, already mixing something sharp and herbal into a basin nearby. "You shifted in a temple that's not supposed to allow that. Then you walked out, howled at a crowd like the badass you are, and collapsed. And somewhere in the middle, you burned tradition to the ground."

With their help, Grace shifts to the edge of the bed. Her legs are shaky—but they hold.

They bathe her gently in warmed rosewater and silver-laced herbs—symbolic, Carmen explains, to clear the shadows and carry her fully into what comes next. Nat combs her hair, braids the damp strands loosely back from her face, then pins something cool and moonlit into place behind her ear.

The scent of the water. The hush of their movements. It all feels surreal. A little holy. A little terrifying.

Then Carmen unwraps the dress.

It's unlike anything Grace ever imagined.

A floor-length gown of pearl and silver, the bodice crafted from opalescent embroidered silk that seems to shimmer like starlight. Delicate long sleeves drape from her shoulders like moonlight, embroidered with lunar runes and ancient constellations in thread that flickers with faint celestial hues—opalescent violet, soft gold, icy blue.

Grace stares, speechless.

Carmen smiles gently, holding the gown between them like a shared secret. "May I?"

Grace nods, and Natasha is already there, steady at her side.

They move with care—lifting the shift from Grace's skin, easing the weight of the new gown down over her shoulders like a blessing. The silk settles like a whisper. The sleeves float into place. Carmen smooths the bodice with reverent hands while Natasha fastens the back, her fingers nimble but gentle.

The gown fits as though it was always meant for her.

The neckline is open and curved like a crescent moon, edged in a collar of luminous beads that glow faintly each time she breathes. The full skirt pools behind her like fog over water—layered silver tulle and soft blue-gray velvet, weightless yet regal.

Along her collarbone and down to her heart runs a familiar embroidery: wild vines, curling like those from her first trial dress. But now, they bloom. Full. Complete.

She looks like the moon incarnate.

Carmen fastens the final piece into her hair—a circlet of woven silver and opal, moonlight caught in metal.

When she walks into the room, her mother covers her mouth with both hands. "You look..."

"Like everything they never saw coming," Natasha says softly, eyes wet. "And everything they're going to have to kneel to."

 

"Ready?" Carmen asks softly.

Grace breathes deep. The pain is still there. The weight of what she saw.
But she is not broken.

She nods once—fierce and clear.

"Then go meet your king."

The dressing room has cleared, leaving only a soft hum of distant voices echoing down the corridor. Grace stands before a tall mirror, her fingers brushing over the luminous beadwork along her collar. The moonlight catches her dress in ways that make her look unreal—more myth than mortal. She barely recognizes herself.

Behind her, the door creaks open... and then quietly shuts.

She doesn't have to turn to know it's him.

"Are you supposed to see me yet?" she teases, eyes still fixed on the reflection.

"I waited the entire moon cycle to announce you as my mate," Steve says, stepping into view. "They can let me steal five minutes."

He looks... wrecked and reverent. Like the wind's been knocked out of him and he hasn't quite caught his breath since.

"You're staring."

"Can you blame me?" His voice is quiet. "You look like a dream I had once. The kind that ruins you when you wake up."

Grace turns to him then, slowly, the soft skirt whispering around her legs. "You clean up alright yourself, your highness."

He smiles, crooked and warm. "Alright?"

She reaches up and straightens the chain at his collar, fingers brushing the hollow of his throat. "Okay—better than alright. Slightly regal. Possibly dangerous. Maybe it's the crown."

Steve laughs—low, fond—and leans in close. "They're out there already making bets on what kind of ruler you'll be."

"Oh yeah?" she says, arching a brow.

"Mm-hmm. Clint says terrifying. Bucky says unstoppable. Nat just laughed, so... I think that means yes."

Grace smirks. "And what do you say?"

He leans in closer still, his mouth just beside her ear. "I say I already belong to you. I say they're all going to see that. And the rest doesn't matter tonight."

Her heart flutters. "That's a little scandalous."

"I'm a little past caring."

They stand there a moment, the world outside fading—just Grace and Steve, her dress glowing like starlight between them.

Then, softly, she asks, "Do you really think I can do this? That I'll be a good queen? Do you think we'll be okay?"

"I think," he says, steady as ever, "you're already a queen. A natural leader. A voice for the people. I think you're exactly what this kingdom needs. Exactly what I need."

He threads their fingers together.

"I think," he continues, "you're going to walk out there like the moon herself. And I get to be the fool who was lucky enough to catch her."

She huffs out a laugh, eyes prickling. "Okay... that was good."

"I've been rehearsing."

"Liar."

He kisses her knuckles. "Ready?"

She takes a breath. Then nods.

And adds, with a smirk, "Only if you try not to make a scene this time."

"Can't make any promises."

——

The snow here still fell sideways, even though they were already midway through the fifth moon cycle of the year.

Icy wind howled through the dead trees, rattling the bones of old watchtowers and forgotten border stones. Helena's cloak snapped like a banner behind her as she and John dismounted in front of the frost-streaked estate.

Their family's northern villa—more fortress than home.

Inside, the fire burned too hot. The scent of dried herbs and ash choked the air. Their mother stood by the hearth, pale and upright, her eyes like shards of polished quartz. Their father—General Thorne of the High House—watched from the corner, arms folded, a glass of blood-dark wine in hand.

"You failed," he said without greeting.

John didn't flinch.
Helena didn't deny it.

"She was supposed to be symbolic," their mother hissed, echoing Helena's own words from days earlier. "Containable."

"She survived," Helena said tightly. "And she changed. In front of everyone."

"She didn't change," her father snapped. "She revealed. You gave her the stage. You gave her the crown."

"She hasn't been named—"

"She will be Declared within the hour," their mother spat. "The people have already chosen her. The King only needs to make it official. The market bells are ringing with her name across the country. They're calling her the White Shifter. Goddess-touched."

Helena turned away, throat tight.

John shifted beside her, uneasy. "Then what's the move?"

Their father drained the rest of his glass and set it down hard on the map table.

"The move," he said coldly, "has already been made."

From behind the curtains, footsteps echoed—heavy, deliberate, too quiet for a man his size.

A figure stepped into view, cloaked in deep purple, gold inlaid at the shoulders. His skin gleamed like stone. His eyes glinted like planets. When he smiled, it didn't reach anything human.

"The King in the North sends his regards," he said, voice like thunder behind velvet. "You may call me Thanos."

Helena's blood ran cold.

John shifted forward instinctively, protective.

But their father only smiled.

"We have aligned our future," he said. "You, my daughter... will be his Queen."

Helena didn't speak.
Didn't scream.
Didn't cry.

But inside her, something cracked—quiet and deep.

And far to the south, a sleeping girl stirred in her bed, as if sensing something dark now crawling toward the light.

——-

The hallway beyond the dressing chamber was quiet—almost reverent—lit by the pale wash of moonlight and the low flicker of lanterns strung between carved pillars.

And it was lined.

On both sides, from wall to wall, stood their family. Their friends. The ones who had fought beside them, bled beside them, survived with them. Warriors and guardians. Siblings in all but blood.

Natasha stood closest to the door, flanked by Yelena and Bucky, their expressions fierce and unguarded. Sam stood a little further down, jaw tight, eyes wet, Maria proud beside him. Tony and Pepper, hands clasped. Clint, Laura, and their kids—Nathaniel wide-eyed in awe, Lila holding her brother's hand. Cooper. Then Adelaide. Sienna. Sarah. Lydia. Matt. Verena. Maela. Alira. Vanessa and Melissa. The Coulsons. Fury. Even the Carters, dressed in ceremonial colors, stood in still respect.

And as Grace stepped forward, her arm curled through Steve's, the entire line bowed.

Not a staged or synchronized movement—something deeper. Something real.
A shared promise, given in silence.

Her chest ached. Her throat burned.
She could feel their loyalty settle into her bones like armor.

One step.

Then another.

And together, they stepped toward the balcony, fingers twined, hearts steady.

———

The Stewards stood waiting at the balcony doors, solemn in ceremonial black and silver. Wanda gave a single nod as Grace and Steve paused before them.

"It's time, Your Majesty," she said quietly. "The moon is almost at its peak."

Steve squeezed Grace's hand once more—steady, sure—then stepped through the tall balcony doors and into the moonlight.

The crowd had been roaring with anticipation, but as Steve's voice carried across the plaza, below silence fell like snowfall.

The square and temple terraces were overflowing—nobles, warriors, villagers, and elders alike—lanterns casting a soft celestial glow across every face.

He moved to the edge of the railing, hands braced on either side, chest rising with the weight of emotion that caught high in his throat.

Then he spoke, voice calm and sure, carrying across the hush like thunder softened by velvet.

"When she came to us at the start of the last moon, she was once the daughter of the Hollow Moon.

A healer of the Hollow.
A teacher of the medicinal ways.
An omega.
A mate.

But she is more than any title you've known.

She has walked through trials that have shattered others.
She has faced gods and shadows—
And returned with fire in her blood.

She has been chosen-
Not as a symbol, but as an incarnation of the Goddess' many shifting forms.
A soul forged in starlight and fury.

She has stood every trial. Endured every test. And emerged not as legend—
but as living proof that the goddess still walks among us."

His voice deepened as he reached for the final truth.

"There has never been one like her in our time.
Only legends.

And now... she walks among us."

He turned, just slightly, his gaze locking on the open doorway behind him.

"She is my true mate.
Your future queen.
Princess Grace of the Moonborne wolf."

————

A moment of stillness hung in the air, as if the world held its breath.

Just beyond the doorway, Grace stood frozen in the half-light.
She wished her hand was still twined with Steve's.
Her pulse thrummed like war drums beneath her skin.

She could feel the hush ripple through the city below—sense the thousands of eyes turned toward the balcony as she waited in the shadows. The heat of expectation pressed close, heavy and electric.

But here, in this single breath between steps, time bent.

She thought of the girl she used to be—soft-voiced and half-lost, always reaching for something she couldn't name.
She thought of the one who broke and bled and rose again.
The one who kissed her mate on the battlefield for the Choosing, and brought gods to their knees.

The pain still echoed in her shoulder, but it no longer defined her.
The visions. The trials. The blood on her hands.
They were part of her now.
Not weight, but memory.
Not shame, but fuel.

She wasn't whole despite it all.
She was whole because of it.

And this moment—this breath—
It was hers.

She heard Steve's voice, soft and certain.
Watched as he turned toward her, hand outstretched.

Grace lifted her chin.

One step. Into the light.
————-

The doors opened behind him, silver light spilling like water as Grace stepped forward.

She looked like the moon made flesh—her gown of pearl and silver shifting with each step, sleeves flowing like stardust, constellations shimmering across her arms. The wild vines embroidered across her chest bloomed as if alive. The circlet of silver and opal in her hair caught the moonlight and held it.

She moved slowly, purposefully, her chin lifted. Her eyes scanned the crowd—thousands gathered in the square and balconies below, every face turned upward toward her.

"Step forward, Lady Grace of the Hollow. My mate. My love," Steve said, his hand reaching to entwine with hers.

When she closed the distance between them, he pressed a kiss to her forehead. Then he reached up and gently lifted the circlet from her brow.

Wanda appeared beside them, quiet and regal in ceremonial robes. Steve passed the simple opal circlet to the priestess, then turned toward the tiara resting on the velvet pillow at his side.

He lifted it carefully—unlike anything Grace had ever imagined. Diamonds and opals crowned the piece, glittering like stars scattered across the night sky.

He looked at her. "Do you, Grace, come of your own volition, to me, your king, to fulfill your role as the Declared—and as my mate?"

"I do, my king," she answered, clear and certain.

Steve's smile deepened as he placed the tiara upon her head. Grace lowered herself into a graceful curtsy, the weight of the crown not nearly as heavy as she had imagined.

"Then rise, Princess Grace of the Moonlit wolf."

He took her hand as she stood and led her to the edge of the railing.

And every single person bowed.

From the youngest page to the eldest councilor. Even the priestesses.

And then—Steve bowed too.
Deeply.
Unflinchingly.
In complete reverence.

Grace's eyes burned. Her hand found his as she stepped forward, lifted by moonlight and history.

The world had shifted.
And she was ready to reign.

"I present to you—Princess Grace of the Moonlit Wolf."

And one by one, they bowed.

Noble houses. City guards. Travelers and commoners. Priests. Foreign dignitaries. Even the skeptical and disbelieving.

They bowed.

And last of all—Steve did.

He turned to her.
Dropped to one knee.
And bowed his head.

Grace froze for half a second, breath catching. Then she stepped toward him, gently reached out, and touched his chin—lifting it until their eyes met.

The crowd watched, hushed and breathless, as he rose.

And then he offered her his hand—
Not as her king.
But as her mate.

Their fingers entwined.
And above them, the moon seemed to pulse brighter.

And far below the balcony, as the crowd chanted her name, the moon climbed to its peak.

The age of the Hollow was over.

The era of the Moonlit Wolf had begun.

Notes:

Our Little Moon and her Alpha will return in The Princess of the Moonlit Wolf.

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