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Summary
Dazai loses a game of chess with Mori—both on and off the board. He is fifteen, and he knows what Mori wants from him. Dazai will let it happen, because it’s easier than wanting something else.
If he’s quiet, if he’s still—if he’s useful—it will be over faster. If he’s nothing, maybe he won’t feel it. Dazai tells himself it’s about survival, about usefulness, about silence. But it’s not.
He just needs it. The want is there, rotten and gruesome as a bruise. And he’ll puke it up after.
Series
- Part 1 of Morizai my beloved dead dove