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laying waste to my lovin' long ago

Summary:

He watches Eddie turn and walk through to the check-in, a sinking feeling of deja-vu settling in his stomach. Buck knows he’s in people’s way by just standing there, but he feels rooted to the spot like a tree. He can’t, he won’t leave until Eddie’s gone.

And like a small glimmer of sick, false hope, Eddie turns back to look at him from where the attendant is checking his bag, and waves at him.
Buck feels like a dog being fed chocolate.

or

Eddie moves to Texas; Buck suffers in more than one way.

Notes:

i got drunk whilst buddiemaxxing one night in december and wrote this out.
then the finale happened and i got super pissed off at it that i ignored it and completed this.
happy reading!!

much love to my betas: sarah, bia, lilly, vivi and dey <3

title from would that i by hozier

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Chapter 1: stages of hanahaki

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Stage 1: (day 1-6) General throat infection symptoms, hay-fever, difficult to distinguish from a common cough

Stage 2: (day 7-14)  Wheezing cough, difficulty breathing, lightheadedness cough particles may have traces of pollen depending on the flower

Stage 3: (day 15-21) Coughing up blood and petals, fever, breathing difficulties

Note: It is highly recommended that the patient receive surgery at the earliest instance; the surgery however is highly risky and does remove the patient's ability to feel love for other people.

Stage 4: (day 22-25) Coughing up whole flowers, and later stems or vines , hallucinations Note: At this stage, surgery is an increased risk due to the flowers taking root within the patient’s lungs, it is discouraged however may still be allowed depending on the severity of the case

Stage 5: (day 26-30)The flowers have completely filled the patient's lungs, and surgery is no longer an option. After 30 days, the patient will succumb to the disease. Cause of death is typically suffocation.

Note: if the individual who is the recipient of the patient’s love were to explicitly return their feelings at this stage, the patient will return to a milder variation of the Stage 2 symptoms, which can be treated as a regular chest infection.