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Kiss Me Like You Hate Me.

Summary:

Diego, battered by raiders, finds Hot Pants at her campfire. Sharp insults fly, exposing guilt and longing. A fierce kiss sparks, raw and desperate. They remain enemies, but something undeniable lingers under the desert stars.

Notes:

originally, i was gunna make this anonymous, but then I was like "ykw, fuck it"

so here i am, writing sbr angst.
this is mostly character study, as i still need to finish reading sbr (i'm almost done dw)

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The desert was a graveyard of stars—cold, merciless, stretching endlessly under a sky that didn’t care. Diego Brando’s boots crunched against the sand, each step a bitter echo of his raided camp: smashed crates, stolen food, and a few shallow cuts across his arms that stung like betrayal. The Steel Ball Run had stripped him raw, and tonight, it felt like the world was laughing.

Exhausted and bitter, he pressed on, his breath fogging in the chill.

Then—light. A flicker on the horizon. A campfire’s glow, defiant against the dark.

Hot Pants.

His lip curled. Dangerous as a blade. Pragmatic as a vulture.

Approaching her was a gamble. But hunger gnawed at his gut, and his wounds ached worse than his pride.

“She’ll probably shoot me on sight,” he thought, fingers brushing the handle of his knife. “Whatever. Let’s see how this plays out.” 

The fire snapped in the desert’s heavy silence, its glow clawing long shadows across the sand. Hot Pants sat rigid, her coat pulled tight, shoulders carved sharp in the flickering light. Her revolver rested within reach, a silent promise. She didn’t look up as Diego’s boots scuffed the dirt, didn’t flinch, didn’t speak—just watched him through the haze of flame and smoke, her face a mask of stone.

Diego stopped just beyond the fire’s grasp, his silhouette half-eaten by the dark, blood crusted on his sleeve. The Steel Ball Run had left him raw, and his eyes glinted with something colder than the night.

“You’re a long way from your altar, Sister,” he said, voice low, laced with a jagged edge. “Got anything to spare for a man who’s starving and stabbed?”

Her gaze flicked to the blood seeping through his torn shirt, then back to the fire, slow and deliberate, like she was weighing his worth. Silence stretched, taut as a bowstring.

“My camp’s gone,” he pressed, bitterness bleeding through. “Raiders didn’t even leave me a damn crumb.”

The wind tugged at her coat, whispering through the embers. She didn’t move.

“You want sympathy?” Her voice was flat, a blade wrapped in frost.

Diego’s laugh was all teeth, sharp and venomous. “Not from you. I came for a fire. Food, if you’re feeling saintly.” He paused, tilting his head, eyes glinting reptilian in the firelight. “No priest to confess to, though. Shame.”

Her eyes cut to him, sharp enough to draw blood. They stripped him bare—his exhaustion, his wounds, the hunger in his stare. She didn’t blink.

“If you were anyone else,” she said, low and deliberate, “you’d be bleeding out in the sand.”

Diego stepped closer, slow, deliberate, like he was daring her to shoot. The firelight caught his eyes, bright and unyielding. “And if you were anyone else,” he murmured, “I wouldn’t have bothered asking.”

The air crackled between them, heavy with unspoken threats. The wind shifted, carrying the faint scent of blood and smoke.

Hot Pants exhaled through her nose, a sound like surrender and scorn. With the toe of her boot, she nudged a canteen across the dirt toward him. “Don’t talk. Don’t try anything. Stay where I can see you.”

He sank to the ground across from her, folding into himself like a man too tired to stand tall. The fire’s edge cast harsh lines across his face as he took the canteen, holding it without drinking, his eyes locked on her through the flames. “Knew you’d share a fire with the devil,” he said, voice soft but barbed.

Her fingers grazed the rosary at her wrist, a flicker of guilt she didn’t voice. “I’m already damned,” she said, barely audible, the words heavy as sin. The fire snapped, embers spiraling into the dark, and the desert swallowed the rest.

The fire hissed in the desert’s vast silence, a defiant tongue of flame licking at the night’s cold heart. Shadows danced across the dunes, long and jagged, like the ghosts of their failures. Hot Pants sat unyielding, her coat a tattered shroud pulled tight, shoulders etched sharp against the firelight’s flicker. Her revolver lay within reach, a steel prayer unspoken. Her rosary beads glinted faintly at her wrist, a chain of guilt she wore like a second skin.

Diego lingered just beyond the fire’s glow, his silhouette a wound against the dark. Blood crusted his sleeve, his face hollowed by the Steel Ball Run’s merciless grind. His smirk curled slow and crooked, a blade’s edge in the dim. “That supposed to scare me?” he said, voice low, a taunt wrapped in velvet.

Hot Pants didn’t look at him, her gaze tethered to the flames. “No,” she said, words sharp as frost. “You’re too foolish to fear anything.”

The insult slid off him like ash, scattering into the night. He wiped blood from his palm with a torn sleeve, the motion slow, deliberate, as if to prove he still had strength to spare. Pain gnawed at him—dull, relentless, creeping along his spine like a beast with teeth. Yet her presence sharpened him, kept him teetering on the cliff’s edge of survival, alive in the way only danger could make him feel.

Minutes bled into silence, heavy as lead, settling deep in their bones. The desert breathed around them, its wind a low lament, stirring sand like whispered regrets. In the fire’s wavering light, their faces bore lines too deep for their years, as if the race had carved them into something older, something worn beyond repair.

Hot Pants shifted, her movements precise, deliberate. From her satchel, she drew a strip of dried meat, its edges rough as the land they crossed. She tossed it toward him, a small act of mercy disguised as indifference. Diego caught it mid-air, his reflexes sharp despite the exhaustion pulling at his seams. He raised an eyebrow but held his tongue, wise enough not to test her further.

“You patch yourself up?” she asked, voice flat but edged with something that might’ve been concern, if she allowed such things.

He tore into the meat, a half-grin flashing like a spark. “Do I look like I did?”

“You look like hell.”

“So do you.” His words were a mirror, reflecting her own weariness back at her.

She didn’t answer, her gaze returning to the fire, where embers drifted upward like dying stars. The wind keened low, a mournful hymn across the dunes, and the weight of the night pressed harder. In the firelight, their scars seemed to glow—his cuts, her burdens, the race’s cruel etchings on their souls.

Diego leaned back on his elbows, head tilted to the sky, where stars burned bright and merciless, indifferent to their struggle. “You ever think about what comes after this?” he asked, the question slipping out like a confession, unbidden and raw.

Hot Pants blinked, caught off guard by the weight of it. The words hung between them, heavy as the desert air, too strange to dismiss.

“No,” she said, her voice a quiet blade. “There’s no after. Just the next checkpoint.”

He hummed, a low, bitter sound, his eyes tracing the constellations as if they held answers he’d stopped believing in. “Maybe we both end up dead out here, bones bleaching in the sand, and the world spins on without a care.”

“Maybe.” Her voice was softer now, a crack in her armor, barely audible over the fire’s murmur.

He turned his head, just enough to catch her profile in the glow. “Would that matter to you?”

She didn’t answer. Instead, she looked at him—really looked, her eyes piercing through the bravado to the man beneath, hollowed out by fatigue, his sharpness dulled by something smaller, something human. In that moment, she saw the weight he carried, not so different from her own—a hunger for victory, a hunger for meaning, both just out of reach.

“I thought you didn’t ask questions you couldn’t handle the answers to,” she said, her voice low, almost a challenge.

Diego’s gaze met hers, unflinching, the firelight catching the green of his eyes, bright and reptilian yet cracked with something vulnerable. “Maybe I don’t want the truth anymore,” he murmured. “Just… noise to drown the silence.”

Hot Pants turned back to the fire, her fingers brushing the rosary beads, a reflex that anchored her to her guilt—to a brother’s ghost, to sins unconfessed. Her voice came softer, almost lost in the crackle of the flames. “Then sit. Shut up. And let the silence burn.”

The fire sputtered, embers spiraling into the night like unanswered prayers, and the desert held its breath around them. A dying heart of the embers clawing at blackened wood, each flare a star gasping against the desert’s black maw. Shadows twisted across the dunes, sharp as broken oaths, trembling in the wind’s mournful keen. The desert was a void, its silence a blade at the throat, swallowing all but the taut space where their gazes clashed. The air stung with scorched wood and blood, heavy with their unhealed wounds.

Diego now hunched forward, a fractured statue of defiance, head bowed, fists grinding into his knees. Dirt crusted his nails, a grim mark of raiders who’d gutted his camp and left him bleeding. The constant fights with other Stand users had carved him hollow, his bruises pulsing like the race’s cruel teeth. He avoided her eyes, the silence a living weight, clawing at his chest with unspoken truths.

Hot Pants’s voice sliced through, soft but lethal, a prayer sharpened to a razor. “I should hate you.”

The words struck like a lash, igniting his pulse. “ Should ?” Diego shot back, his smirk curling like smoke, eyes glinting reptilian in the firelight. “Thought you already had me damned, HP.”

Her gaze burned through the embers’ haze, eyes like twin storms, churning with fury and buried guilt. Her rosary beads glinted at her wrist, a chain of faith tethering her to a brother’s ghost. “Every inch of you,” she said, voice low, each word a spark. “Every smug word, every selfish breath.”

“Preach, then,” he taunted, leaning closer, daring her to strike. “List my sins. You’ve got a whole sermon ready, don’t you?”

You’re cruel,” she hissed, voice cutting like glass. “You twist people, rules, fate—anything to win. You’d crush anyone under your boot to cross that finish line.”

“And you’re pure?” he snapped, voice sharp as a blade. “Hiding behind that cross, acting like it washes you clean. You’re as filthy as me, HP.”

Her fingers twitched toward the rosary, guilt flashing in her eyes. “You break things, Dio,” she said, softer but fiercer. “Trust. People. Me. And I keep letting you close.”

He froze, her words unmooring him. The firelight carved her face—raw pain, frustration, a vulnerability she’d never show in daylight. “You think I wanted this?” he said, voice hoarse. “You think I like you stuck in my head like a damn splinter?”

“Don’t lie to me, Brando,” she shot back, leaning forward, eyes blazing. “You don’t get to play wounded.”

“Wounded?” He laughed, jagged and bitter. “You’re the one dragging a ghost through this hell. That cross, t-that guilt—it’s choking you, and you know it.”

“You don’t know me,” she hissed, voice trembling with rage and something deeper. “You don’t know what I carry.”

“Then just fucking tell me!” he challenged, voice rising, the fire’s heat pulsing between them. “What’s got you so scared you can’t stop staring at me?”

Her breath caught, her gaze piercing the cracks in his bravado—the exhaustion, the hunger for something beyond the race. “You think I don’t know how this ends?” she said, voice low, shaking. “I see your corpse in the sand every night, Diego. It’s all I see.”

His smirk flickered, raw and fractured. “Sweet of you,” he said, voice rough. “I’ve pictured yours too. Saves me the trouble of killing you myself.”

“Shut up,” she snapped, but her voice cracked, betraying the ache he stirred—something she’d buried beneath duty and faith. “I thought I could outrun this. Keep my mission close, my heart locked. Safe from you.”

“Safe?” he scoffed, leaning closer, their breaths nearly touching. “You think I’m safe? You’re fire and fury and faith, and I don’t get you, and I hate it.”

“Then walk away,” she demanded, voice shaking. “Why the hell are you still here?”

“Because I can’t stop!” he roared, teeth gritted, the confession tearing free. “I can’t stop thinking about you, and it’s driving me mad .”

She stared, stunned, his rawness cutting through her. “You’re a fool,” she whispered, but her voice wavered, caught between anger and longing.

“And you’re a liar,” he shot back, eyes burning. “You feel it too. Don’t you?”

Silence fell, sharp as a blade. She moved first.

No words, just a stride through the embers’ glow, the fire’s heat licking her side as she invaded his space. She stood before him, breath sharp, hands trembling with a storm of rage and need. “Say it,” she demanded, voice a desperate edge.

His lips parted, words choking in his throat. “I—”

“Say it, Diego!” she roared, seizing his bloodstained coat, yanking him up, eyes blazing like the fire behind her.

“I don’t want to lose you,” he rasped, the truth spilling like blood, raw and reckless.

The sudden kiss was a maelstrom—messy, desperate, a clash of weeks of sharp glances and bitten-back words. Her fingers knotted in his shirt, anchoring her to him, as if letting go would unravel her. His hands found her waist, hesitant, then fierce, pulling her close as if she were his only tether to the world. It was a bruise of a kiss, all teeth and need, tasting of blood and ash, of every mile they’d fought, every wound they’d borne. The desert watched, its silence a witness to their surrender.

When they parted, their foreheads pressed together, noses brushing, breaths ragged. Her lashes were wet, eyes shut, as if seeing him would break her. “This doesn’t change anything,” she murmured, voice a fragile breath, sharp as a dagger.

His voice was raw, frayed with hope and dread. “God, I hope it does.”

She opened her eyes, meeting his, and for a moment, they stood on the edge of something vast and terrifying. “You’re still my enemy,” she whispered, fingers lingering on his coat.

“Good,” he said, a faint smirk softening his words. “Keeps this real.”

“You’re impossible,” she muttered, but her voice held a trace of warmth, a crack in her armor.

“And you’re stuck with me,” he replied, his hand brushing hers, a fleeting touch that burned like the embers.

The fire flickered, the desert exhaled its cold lament, and they stood there, enemies bound by a flame that refused to die.

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