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The words that she had said to me replayed in my head for a while, but as the days went on they just got darker, more cold and empty. An old feeling that I hadn’t felt in a while, but I know all the less.
After the break up I started keeping my distance from everyone, which my “friends” noticed but didn’t seem all that concreced, no one did so with that coldness came anger. I began to wonder what it was all for?
I saved them so many times, I almost died too many times to count all of that pain and hard work, What was it all for?
To just be thrown aside, lossless accused of being a traitor. Treated like some horrible Criminal?
A Villian
What was the point of continuing to keep going? When no one seemed to care at all? When everything you do is underappreciated when the moment they get a reason they will throw you under the bus? No Questions asked.
So why keep going? Why stay? When everyone would be better off without you? When they tell you to just end it all..?
Why wouldn’t you?
So that was what I was going to do…I would keep going for seven days, one full week.
I even have the exact date marked on my calendar.
Just seven days to keep going.