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Lead me with your voice

Summary:

Jinu died—he sacrificed himself, surrendering his soul to Rumi to save the people and repair the Honmoon. Or so he thought. Instead of oblivion, he wakes in a strange limbo, caught between worlds.

Time loses meaning as he drifts, lulled by the haunting beauty of Rumi’s voice echoing through the void. He doesn’t know how long he remains, listening, yearning, until at last Rumi’s voice calls to him—not with a song, but a command. Come back. And somehow, impossibly, he does.

Or—

An AU where Jinu is transformed into Rumi’s sword and strangely soul bound to her.

And after four hundred years, it is Rumi—and perhaps her friends—who teach him not just how to survive, but how to truly live again. With him, danger follows.

 

Russian Translation by GrenadesPersephone

Chapter 1

Notes:

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Chapter Text

JINU DOESN’T REMEMBER ANYTHING AFTER DYING—or did he die? He remembers the burning pain, vividly, agonizingly, as he looked into Rumi’s glossy, tear-filled eyes. She had been crying for him. Crying. He tried to say something, something along the lines of her helping him find his soul. Yes, that was it. He had lied to her so many times before, twisted truths to suit his selfish needs. But in that moment, for the first time in centuries, he had spoken the truth. The real truth.

And then… pain.

A burning, searing agony unlike anything he had ever felt before. It was as though he had plunged headfirst into molten lava, yet somehow, it wasn’t just heat. It was cold too. A freezing, biting cold that gnawed at him from the inside out. The contradiction tore him apart, leaving him suspended between extremes. Was this what death felt like? Was this the price of redemption? Or was it punishment?

He couldn’t feel his body. No fingers, no toes. Nothing. Just the sensation of shivering uncontrollably, though he wasn’t sure he even had skin to shiver in. Cold and heat battled within him, tearing through his very essence. He wanted to scream, to cry out, but he had no mouth, no voice. There was only the pain.

This, he thought dimly, must be the worst kind of punishment. Worse than anything Gwi-Ma had ever inflicted on him. Even as a demon, Jinu had always been untouchable, someone above the lesser demons. No one dared lay a hand on him. Even 400 years ago, when he had greedily abandoned his family for food, wealth, and fame, he had never experienced anything like this.

But now… now it was as if his very being was being ripped apart, atom by atom. Was this Gwi-Ma’s doing? A final act of revenge for Jinu’s betrayal? For saving Rumi? Jinu didn’t know. He only knew the pain, vast and endless, consuming everything. How long had he been here? Hours? Days? Years? Time didn’t seem to exist in this place.

Had it worked? he wondered desperately. Had he succeeded in giving Rumi his soul? If so, why was he still here? Why hadn’t he simply disappeared like he always thought he would? Why was he trapped in this endless torment?

Silence.

The silence was worse than the pain. It pressed down on him, heavy and suffocating, amplifying the emptiness inside him. He thought of the other demons—the Saja boys. Were they here too? Were they also trapped in this strange, hellish limbo? Or had they returned to Gwi-Ma, their master, to kneel at his feet once more? Were they suffering as he was? Jinu couldn’t tell. He couldn’t sense them. He couldn’t see them.

Come to think of it, he couldn’t see anything at all.

Was it purposeful? Was this darkness part of his punishment? Or had he lost his eyes, another form of retribution? He didn’t know. He wasn’t sure he had eyes to lose. He wasn’t sure he had a body at all. He felt… hollow. Like he was nothing more than a wisp of wind, a fragment of existence left to drift through the void. No hands, no feet, no mouth, no eyes. What was he, then?

A soul, perhaps. Just a soul.

A soul doomed to exist in pain, a fitting punishment for the most vile being to walk the earth for 400 years. Yes. That seemed fair, Jinu thought bitterly. If nothing else, he could admit that. He deserved this. After all the wrong he’d done, all the lives he’d ruined, all the betrayals he’d committed, this was only right.

Still… there was no voice. Not Gwi-Ma’s, not anyone else’s. The absence of Gwi-Ma was strange. The demon lord had always loved to mock him, to drag him down whenever he dared to feel even a shred of happiness. But now there was nothing. Just silence.

And Rumi.

His thoughts kept circling back to her. Rumi, who had been raised to hate demons, yet somehow understood him better than anyone ever had. Rumi, who had trusted him, even after everything. Rumi, who had cried for him.

The pain flared again, radiating from what he thought might be his chest. It spread upward, curling around his neck like a noose. It hurt, but it was… different now. Softer, almost. As if the pain itself was trying not to harm him. It made no sense. Was this really punishment? Or was it something else? Was this the afterlife? Jinu didn’t know. He’d been a demon for so long he hadn’t thought much about what came next. He’d always assumed he would either cease to exist or spend eternity under Gwi-Ma’s thumb.

But this? This was something else entirely.

And yet, despite the strangeness of it, Jinu couldn’t help but think about all the mistakes he’d made. All the things he could have done differently. He’d had 400 years. Four centuries. And what had he done with them? Nothing. He’d hurt people. Betrayed the one person who had trusted him. He’d finally gained Rumi’s trust, only to throw it away. If he could kick himself, he would have.

Time passed—or maybe it didn’t. Jinu couldn’t tell. Here, time felt like both minutes and millennia. Everything blurred together in this endless void of pain and silence. He tried to think of what he should do next, but what was left for him to do? Wallow in his self-pity? Ruminate on his mistakes? He’d done that before, countless times. It hadn’t changed anything then, and it wouldn’t change anything now.

So he went quiet.

The silence stretched on, endless and oppressive.

It was silent.

It was lonely.

There was nothing.

There was no one.

Until—

“Aha! I beat you!”

“No, you didn’t.”

“I so did, Rumi!”

“Ugh! It’s just—this stupid sword is acting weird!”

“Blah blah blah, just accept that I beat you,”

“Ugh, whatever Zoey,”

There was a voice.

A familiar voice.

It washed over him like a distant melody carried on the wind, gentle yet piercing in its clarity. Jinu froze—or at least, he thought he did. He had no body, no limbs, no form to still, but the voice made him feel as though he had stopped completely. Was it… Rumi? Could it really be her?

His thoughts spiraled, a mixture of hope and doubt clouding his mind. Where was she? How could he hear her? Was she truly here, or was this just another cruel trick of his imagination? It wouldn’t be the first time. How many times had he dreamed of her, conjured her voice in this endless void to soothe his loneliness? After all, it wouldn’t be him if he didn’t accidentally imagine Rumi close by.

Rumi? Rumi, is that really you?

Jinu tried to call out, to speak her name, but it was as if his throat was wrapped in a tangle of sharp, thorny vines. They constricted tightly, biting into him with excruciating force. The pain was unbearable, spreading like wildfire through whatever essence he had left. If he had a voice, he would have screamed. If he had a body, he would have writhed. But he had neither.

And yet, he didn’t care. He could hear her. He could hear Rumi!

Her name became a mantra in his mind: Rumi. Rumi. Rumi. You’re here. You’re here. The thought repeated endlessly, his entire existence narrowing to the sound of her voice. It was like a lifeline in the darkness, pulling him back from the abyss. He clung to it desperately.

At first, it came in soft, fleeting wisps. Her voice drifted through the void like fragments of a dream, faint and fragmented. He could make out bits of her conversations, snippets of words exchanged with others. Was she speaking to Zoey and Mina? Or was that Mira? Jinu struggled to keep track. Time felt strange here, slippery and incomprehensible. It was as if it was rushing past him while he remained frozen, stuck in a liminal space where everything changed but him.

Sometimes, he thought he could hear her singing. The sound was so vivid, so real, that for a moment, he almost believed he was back in the mortal world. The cheers of her countless fans echoed faintly behind her voice, the roar of an adoring crowd blending with the melody she carried. He couldn’t see her, but he felt her presence as if she were performing just for him.

And then, there were other times. Times when her voice was closer, more personal. He could hear her talking with her friends, laughing as they teased each other. Once, he caught the sound of them discussing plans to visit a bathhouse. Jinu’s thoughts stumbled awkwardly at that, his imagination running wild despite himself. He couldn’t see them—of course, he couldn’t—but the idea alone sent a faint warmth through him, as though he could blush even without a body. Embarrassed, he tried to tune them out, focusing instead on the sound of Rumi’s laughter.

He didn’t understand what was happening. Was this real? Was he truly hearing her? Or was it some cruel illusion crafted by his mind to torment him? He didn’t know. But every time she sang, the pain in his being faded, if only for a moment. Her voice wrapped around him like a balm, soothing the ache that never seemed to leave him. For those fleeting moments, he felt free—weightless. The heavy pull on his shoulders, the exhaustion that clung to him like a second skin, vanished entirely.

Her voice felt like healing.

If this was the afterlife, it couldn’t be punishment, could it? No. This was something else.

It had to be.

Which meant… he hadn’t died after all. He must have survived, somehow tethered to Rumi even after being consumed by Gwi-Ma’s fire. But if that was true, where was he? What was he? He couldn’t see her, couldn’t touch her, but it felt like he was always near her, as if he lingered just out of reach.

And yet, it wasn’t enough.

He wanted to see her. Just once. Just for a second.

Rumi… Rumi… Rumi. I want to see you.

The thought was a quiet plea, echoing in the emptiness of his mind. He felt helpless, trapped in this limbo where all he could do was listen. It was bittersweet—he could hear her, yes, but he craved more. He wanted to see her smile, to watch her laugh, to be close enough to feel the warmth of her presence.

Her voice came again, clear and soft. This time, she seemed to be alone. There was no Mira or Zoey beside her, no background noise of lively chatter or boisterous laughter. It was just her.

“Jinu,”

Somehow, hearing her voice call out to him sent a jolt through what was left of his nonexistent body. It was sudden, sharp, and disorienting, like the crack of lightning in a storm. Did he hear that right? Was Rumi… calling for him?

For all the times he had listened, tuned in to her voice from this strange void, she had never once spoken his name. Never once mentioned him. She had moved on, forgotten him—just as she should have. It was painful, but Jinu didn’t blame her. How could he? If anything, he wished he could forget himself too.

He was nothing but a vile creature, wasn’t he? A wretched being who had hurt and deceived others, destined to die alone and unloved in this world. That was what he deserved.

I’m here, Rumi.

He tried to say it, tried to let her know he was listening, that he was still with her somehow. But the words stayed locked in his thoughts, never reaching the surface. The same cruel thorns wrapped tightly around his throat, silencing him before the words could take shape. The pain that followed was familiar now, radiating through his being like fire and ice, but he barely noticed it anymore.

Because Rumi’s voice was there.

The sound of her calling his name swept the pain away, replaced by something warm and comforting. It was like stepping into the sunlight after being trapped in the cold for centuries. Like the soft embrace of a hug—one of those rare, precious hugs his mother and sister used to give him. Back when he was still human. Back when he was still Jinu, the boy who dreamed of something more, before greed and hunger had twisted him into something monstrous.

But no. He couldn’t think about that now. He couldn’t afford to sink into those memories. This wasn’t about him—not anymore.

Rumi was here. Rumi was calling for him.

And she sounded… lonely.

Her voice carried a weight, a quiet ache that Jinu recognized all too well. She wasn’t with her friends this time—no Zoey, no Mira, no endless chatter or laughter to cushion her words. It was just her. And though he couldn’t see her, he could feel the emptiness in her tone, the quiet longing that seeped into every word.

She needed someone to talk to.

He wanted to respond, to say something, anything that might comfort her. But his voice, his presence, all of him was trapped in this limbo.

“Are you there?”

“Sometimes, I feel like you’re still here,”

I’m here, Rumi. I’ve always been here.

Jinu’s thoughts came softly, tenderly, as he relished the sound of her voice. It was like a balm to his fractured soul, soothing the endless ache that had consumed him for what felt like an eternity. Her voice was light, yet it carried a weight that wrapped around him, filling the void inside. Every word, every note, made him feel something he hadn’t felt in centuries: warmth.

Not the painful, searing heat that had burned through his being since he’d ended up in this strange limbo, but something gentler. A quiet, comforting warmth that spread through him like sunlight breaking through the cracks of a storm.

When he heard her voice, he felt… complete.

As if she were the missing piece he had been searching for all these years, without even knowing it.

Rumi… Rumi, I’m here.

He thought it again, his silent words carrying all the longing he couldn’t express aloud. This time, it wasn’t just a plea to be heard. It was a wish. A desperate, aching wish to be by her side. To sit next to her, to comfort her, to tell her that she shouldn’t waste a single thought on someone like him.

She deserved better.

Rumi, you’re amazing, he thought, his chest tightening with emotions he couldn’t name. You’re an incredible idol, a strong hunter, and someone I truly look up to. Even now, I admire your strength, your beliefs, your unwavering will.

She was headstrong in a way that left him in awe. Even after the world—her friends discovered the truth about her—that she was half-demon, marked by Gwi-Ma—she didn’t falter. She didn’t crumble. Instead, she stood tall, fighting harder, showing the world what it meant to have a soul.

She had taught him that.

Before Rumi, Jinu didn’t understand what having a soul meant. He had spent centuries as a demon, hollow and lost, chasing empty desires that only fed his greed. But Rumi… she was a living example of what it meant to truly live. To resist, to endure, to shine, even when the darkness threatened to consume her.

Oh, Rumi…

She deserved so much more than this world had given her. She deserved a life where she never had to be ashamed of who she was. A life where she didn’t have to hide her true self.

Jinu found himself wondering what she had been like as a child. Had she been scared of the marks she bore? The marks Gwi-Ma had cursed her with? Had she hidden them from her friends, afraid of what they might think?

The thought pierced him like a blade.

If only he had been there.

If only he could have been by her side from the beginning. He wouldn’t have wasted a second. He would have wrapped her in his arms, swaddled her in warmth, and told her the truth:

You’re perfect, Rumi. Just as you are.

He would have told her that her marks, her scars—none of it mattered. They were a part of her, yes, but they didn’t define her. She was so much more than that. She was brilliant, strong, compassionate, and beautiful in ways he couldn’t even begin to describe.

You’re beautiful, Rumi.

The thought hung in his mind, lingering like a prayer.

But instead of saying it, instead of holding her and letting her know how much she mattered, all he could do was think it into the void. He was still here, trapped in his silence, a mere shadow clinging to her light.

“Jinu, where are you?”

It was her voice again—somehow. The sound of it lingered, soft yet insistent, like a thread pulling Jinu back from the void. He felt elated that Rumi wanted to see him, yet guilt gnawed at the edges of that joy. How selfish could he be? To want her to grieve for him, to waste her precious time on a soul as damned as his? And yet… he couldn’t deny it. A part of him wanted her to remember him, to hold on to him, even if it meant sorrow. He hated himself for it, but he was happy—happy that Rumi still remembered him, still chose to remember him.

Back then, when he still walked the earth, he never cared about being remembered after death. Why should he? There had been no one left to remember him. His mother was gone. His sister was gone. The two people he’d loved most in the world had been ripped away, leaving him hollow. What did it matter if he was forgotten? What did it matter if he burned in eternal damnation? There was no one left to mourn him. No one left to care.

But then Rumi came.

Rumi, with her quiet strength and her stubborn heart. She made him want to be remembered. She made him want to leave something behind, even if it was just a whisper of his existence. And now, as he drifted in this liminal space, he wondered if she could still feel him. If she still thought about him. Did the tiger and the bird still linger as well? Or had they been pulled under, forced to follow Gwi-Ma once more into the endless dark? The thought twisted something deep inside his chest, a sharp ache he wasn’t prepared for. They were just animals—mere creatures—but they had been his companions for centuries, silent witnesses to his cursed existence. They had understood him in ways no one else could. He hoped, somehow, that they were still in the human realm, free from the shadows that had consumed him.

He had never even given them names. He told himself that names would lead to attachment, and attachment was a weakness he couldn’t afford. A pitiful excuse, really. He could almost hear his own bitter laugh echo in the void. Well, look where that brilliant plan got you, Jinu. Round of applause. Truly, a masterclass in self-preservation.

Attachment was a human thing, and Jinu… Jinu hadn’t been human for centuries. He had shed that part of himself long ago, discarded it like a snake sheds its skin. And yet, he couldn’t help but wonder: had he ever truly been human? Did he even deserve to call himself one now? He doubted it. He doubted he deserved anything at all. Perhaps that was why his soul clung so desperately to Rumi—because it had nowhere else to go. No afterlife would take him. No paradise would open its gates for a creature like him.

He would never be reincarnated, like the spirits who had earned their peace. He had done too much, too much darkness, too much wrong. He had no right to hope for something so profound, so beautiful. And yet, even in his despair, a small, stubborn part of him couldn’t let go. A part of him still wanted to believe there was something more—something beyond this endless void.

Something worth remembering.

“Jinu… If you can hear me, come back, come back to me.”

Jinu felt a strange jolt ripple through his body, a sensation so foreign it almost didn’t feel like his own. It was as though invisible hands wrapped possessively around him, threading through his nerves, commanding him to obey. Not a suggestion, not a plea, but an undeniable command that pulled at something deep inside him. Like a marionette, his body responded without question, compelled to move, to follow her voice.

What Rumi said had not been a mere request. It had been something far more potent. A command.

And commands were something Jinu had always been good at following—especially Gwi-Ma’s orders. He had never once faltered, never broken a rule, never ignored a directive. If his body now told him to heed Rumi’s call, then he must.

A peculiar sensation overtook him—a rippling, like the surface of water disturbed in slow motion. He was floating, weightless, yet submerged. His body didn’t quite exist anymore, or perhaps it did, but distant, unreachable. He tried to move, but it felt like swimming through syrupy stillness. In his mind, he treaded water, struggling to reach Rumi, who was waiting for him somewhere just out of reach.

And then there was the mantra.

Rumi. Rumi. Rumi.

The name echoed obsessively, endlessly, as if it were the only thing keeping him afloat, the only tether to his existence. He couldn’t let go of it, couldn’t think of anything else. The world narrowed to that single thought.

Rumi. Rumi. Rumi.

And suddenly—

A loud crash, like a body colliding with wood.

Light.

Dizziness.

Confusion.

Nausea.

Pain erupted in waves, sharp and unrelenting, tearing through his senses. He gasped, but the air felt foreign, jagged in his throat. His chest convulsed violently, trying to suck in oxygen as if he had been drowning moments before, and now his body was desperate to compensate.

He couldn’t think. He couldn’t focus. His body, once weightless and suspended in strange, rippling sensations, now felt crumpled, broken, and agonizingly solid. Limbs—were those his?—twisted awkwardly beneath him. His chest heaved, struggling to remember how to breathe.

And the cold.

The surface beneath him was freezing, biting into his skin like ice, grounding him in this new and disorienting reality.

“Oh my god!”

The words pierced through the haze, a familiar voice cutting through the static in his mind. Jinu let out a guttural moan—an involuntary sound, raw and instinctual.

Wait. He could make sounds now? He could speak? For so long, everything he wanted to say had been trapped in his mind, unreachable. And now—

“Uh, tell me I’m not dreaming, guys,” another voice chimed in, low and incredulous. “There is a demon on our coffee table. Who, by the way, just trashed all our food.”

The words barely registered, but the tone was unmistakable—one of Rumi’s friends. He tried to move, to react, but his body refused to cooperate. His muscles twitched weakly, unfamiliar and uncoordinated, like a newborn animal testing its limbs for the first time.

Fingers. He had fingers. And toes. And a head, he thought. Yes, a head. Slowly, painstakingly, he tried again, only to feel hands grasp his shoulders.

“Jinu?”

That voice—it was her.

Rumi.

Her tone was softer now, tinged with something he couldn’t quite place: concern? Relief?

He forced his eyes open, though the light stabbed at them mercilessly. The world swam into focus, blurry and overwhelming at first, until he could finally make out shapes.

Bright lights.

And three faces.

Three girls were staring at him.

Rumi’s face stood out, luminous and commanding even in his disoriented state, as though she were the center of gravity holding him together.

He blinked, his vision sharpening slightly. The other two girls hovered nearby, their expressions ranging from shock to disbelief. Glowing weapons in hand, prepared in action as if he's about to do something heinous, like attack them. Though somehow, he wants to laugh at that, he can barely breath properly after all how can he even fight two hunters?

“Rumi...” he croaked, his voice raspy and unfamiliar to his own ears.

She didn’t reply immediately, but the way her eyes locked onto his told him what he needed to know.

He had come to her.

And now, he was here.

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Chapter 2

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Chapter Text

JINU WAS BACK IN THE HUMAN WORLD, and everything felt strange. Was he really back in his body? Or was this just some trick of the mind? It was hard to tell. He had returned to Rumi once more, draped in a white and blue hanbok that shimmered with an iridescent light, uncannily reminiscent of Rumi’s own demon marks. The fabric seemed to glow every time he moved—or, more accurately, stumbled. His limbs felt heavy, foreign. Even his thoughts lagged, sluggishly trying to process the reality that he once again had feet, hands, a head. He was no longer a floating, disembodied presence. He was corporeal, and it was overwhelming.

“Jinu?” Rumi’s voice called him back. She stood by the door, uncertainty written all over her face—nervous, shy, worried. Her brows furrowed as Jinu blinked at her, coming back to the present. Right. He was inside Rumi’s room; the others were out in the living room, discussing the fact that he was alive again—and still a demon. He pushed up the sleeve of his hanbok, inspecting his wrist. The demon marks were still etched into his skin, glowing in harmony with Rumi’s.

Was he… even still a demon? He felt different. Under Gwi-Ma’s control, he’d known nothing but heaviness, a constant weight pressing down on his shoulders, a sinister presence shadowing his every move. But now, none of that remained. It was as if he’d broken free.

“Jinu,” Rumi called again, drawing him back from his thoughts. He hadn’t even realized he’d wandered away, now gazing out through the glass doors onto the balcony, the night sky glittering with stars.

He turned, finding her closer now. The door was closed behind her, her hands folded behind her back. She offered him a tentative smile, her eyes shimmering with emotion. “You were gone for a moment there,” she said softly.

“Hey,” he rasped, his voice lower and rougher—stripped of the blessing Gwi-Ma had once bestowed. The realization stung: he probably couldn’t sing beside Rumi anymore. But the relief that Gwi-Ma no longer had any hold over him was even greater.

Rumi’s smile trembled, tears welling in her eyes before she laughed shakily. “You came back,” she whispered. She stepped closer, searching his eyes. They weren’t the warm brown of his human form, nor the glowing yellow of his demon self. Instead, they were something in between—softer, his pupils round like a cat’s, tracking her every movement. That look made Rumi’s cheeks flush with warmth.

“I did… I don’t know how, but I’m here,” Jinu replied, glancing down at his hands. His nails were still sharp. He was still a demon, but somehow… different. “I heard it,” he added quietly.

“Heard what?” Rumi asked, tilting her head.

“Your call,” he whispered. His eyes glowed softly, and for the first time since his return, he seemed happy.

Hours later, Jinu was finally allowed to leave Rumi’s room, wandering the apartment like a ghost. His hanbok kept snagging on every potted plant in sight, but he hardly seemed to notice, more lost than Rumi had expected. She’d thought he’d be talkative, eager to make up for lost time. She’d expected him to pester her, tease Zoey or Mira, fill the silence with his playful banter. But instead he just… drifted, looking around like someone who’d forgotten why he was there.

“I expected more action,” Zoey muttered to Rumi, both of them watching Jinu as he circled the living room. He kept glancing at Rumi, then away, as if unsure he was allowed to look at her for long.

Eventually, Mira got fed up and snapped, “Sit the fuck down before I break your kneecaps.” Rumi and Zoey burst out laughing, their giggles echoing around the apartment, but Jinu simply obeyed, sitting down as if Mira’s words were a royal decree. 

Rumi bit her lip, studying him. He was so subdued—so changed.

Meanwhile, Zoey and Mira busied themselves in the kitchen, trying to repair the meal they’d made earlier—before Jinu’s dramatic reappearance had resulted in the coffee table’s untimely demise. Bobby would have questions, no doubt, about the sorry state of their furniture, and about the mysterious new occupant in their apartment. But then, Rumi thought, it wasn’t as if Bobby wasn’t used to the girls breaking things by now.

Rumi’s attention drifted back to Jinu. He was watching her, a small, serene smile on his face, and her heart ached. What had happened to him while he was gone? For everyone else, it had been almost a year. For Rumi, it felt like centuries. She missed him—she could finally admit that now.

“Hey,” he finally said, blinking at her as she settled next to him on the couch.

“Hey yourself. Have you finally settled down?” Rumi asked, her eyes sparkling. Jinu flushed, ducking his head.

“I suppose. Nice place,” he said, grinning—a flash of fangs showing. That was more like the Jinu she remembered. Relief flooded her; maybe he just needed time to adjust.

Still, there was a question burning in her mind. “How are you here?” she asked softly.

Jinu frowned, thinking. “I… I don’t know either. It’s strange. I’ve been hearing your voice for a long time now. I don’t know how, but you called for me to come back… and I did.” He shrugged, as if that explained everything.

She called for him? All those times she’d whispered into the darkness, thinking she was alone—he’d heard her? The realization sent heat rushing to her cheeks. Jinu glanced away, still taking in the apartment. In his glowing hanbok, with his hair perfectly in place, he looked like some displaced royal—while she sat beside him in baggy pajama pants and an oversized hoodie. She felt woefully underdressed.

“Are you staying? Or are you going back?” she asked finally.

“Leaving? You called for me,” Jinu said, confusion creasing his brow.

“Well, yeah, but that doesn’t mean you have to stay. You’re free now, aren’t you?” she replied, gesturing at him.

He looked down at himself, then nodded. “That’s right, but… I have no house. Where will I stay?”

Oh. Rumi rubbed her face. She’d completely forgotten—he literally lived in hell before.

 

JINU STILL ISN’T SURE IF EVERYTHING IS JUST A DREAM. Even when he was human, he wasn’t much of a dreamer—pragmatic to a fault, always focused on survival. Still, he’d had his quiet fantasies: a warm home, laughter with his mother and sister, enough food to fill their bellies, enough money to see his little sister dressed in something new, something pretty. Back then, before the shadows of greed crept in, those gentle hopes had been his only escape.

Now, in this strange new reality, he finds himself lost on the balcony of Rumi’s apartment, suspended high above the city streets. The world below bustles with life—cars snaking through the early morning, people moving like little pieces in a game he doesn’t quite know how to play. The air is crisp here, so high up, and the city seems impossibly vast compared to the oppressive heat of Gwi-Ma’s domain.

He’s here. Really here. He can see Rumi’s face in the soft dawn light, hear her voice unfiltered by magic or memory, feel the gentle brush of her presence beside him. He used to imagine these moments—sitting close enough to reach out, to take her hand, to look into her eyes without the weight of guilt or fear. Now that he’s living the fantasy, he feels adrift, uncertain, as if something vital is missing. A dull ache gnaws at him, a confusion he can’t name.

Is it because he’s grown so accustomed to Gwi-Ma’s suffocating presence? Those whispers of failure that stained every step he took, that constant reminder that he would never be enough? Or is it something else—something quieter, more insidious? Perhaps it’s kindness that throws him off balance. He never learned how to accept it, not really. 

Rumi’s forgiveness unsettles him, an unearned gift he doesn’t know what to do with. After everything he’s done—betrayal, sacrifice, the ultimate price paid for a sliver of redemption—he still walks the earth. Not dead, but not truly alive. Not demon, not human. Something in between, a shadow in the morning light.

He wonders, not for the first time, if Rumi truly wants him here. It’s only been a day since his return. Zoey, with all her brash warnings and half hearted threats that doesn’t mean much, offered him her room without complaint, retreating to share Mira’s for the time being. 

He almost wanted to tell them that demons don’t really need sleep—he hasn’t slept in centuries—but it felt wrong to refuse their hospitality. It’s only a few hours since their first real meeting, without the danger of Gwi-Ma looming, without weapons drawn. Mira and Zoey seem to trust Rumi’s judgment, even if their acceptance is hesitant and awkward.

He hopes their friendship has grown strong in his absence; hopes, perhaps selfishly, that they are what keeps Rumi anchored. She needs people who love her, who trust her, who believe in her. 

Jinu wants to be one of those people. He wants to be worthy of that trust.

With Gwi-Ma’s grip finally broken, Jinu finds himself drifting, stripped of purpose. Maybe, he thinks, the reason he’s still here—still breathing, still changing—is because of Rumi. Maybe his real purpose is to follow her, to protect her. 

There are so many things he doesn’t understand: why his demon mark glows faintly now, why his fangs have dulled, why his skin bears a healthy hue instead of that sickly purple. He looks almost human. He looks like her—a half-blood, not quite demon, not quite man. Is this transformation Rumi’s doing? Is it something about her, or something about him?

He doesn’t know. All he knows is that the world feels impossibly big—and yet, somehow, he feels small within it.

“You’re up early. Come have breakfast with us,” Rumi says, stepping onto the balcony. Her voice is gentle, and she leans on the railing beside him, arms folded, eyes soft.

Jinu glances down at the city before turning to her. “It’s… nice here,” he murmurs, unsure if the word is enough to capture the fullness in his chest.

Rumi smiles, tilting her head. “I like to come out here when I need to think. When I talk to you, I come here, too.” The last words are almost a whisper, carried away by the wind. Jinu looks at her, searching her face for something—reassurance, perhaps.

“Rumi—” he starts, but the words catch. How can he tell her how much he’s missed her? How many times he’d listened to her voice, wishing he could reach through the veil and comfort her? How even now, after so little time together, she feels achingly familiar, like someone he’s known in every lifetime.

“Ah! Anyway, I’m glad you’re here,” Rumi says, cutting through the tension with a playful grin. She holds out her fist for a bump, and Jinu, unamused but resigned, finally returns the gesture. She laughs and ducks back inside, calling over her shoulder, “Come on! Let’s eat breakfast. Stop brooding!”

Jinu sighs, but a small smile tugs at his lips as he follows her inside, his hanbok fluttering in the morning breeze.

“Oh look who’s awake—demon boy,” Mira deadpans, arching an eyebrow as Rumi shoots her a warning look.

Rumi pulls out a chair for Jinu with a pointed glare at her friends— Be nice, the look says, or else. Jinu sits.

“So, Rumi’s boyfriend—” Zoey began, her grin verging on wicked.

“Zoey!” Rumi shrieked, nearly flipping her plate toward Mira, who only smirked, unfazed. Jinu sat quietly, his gaze flicking from face to face, watching the chaos unfold with the wariness of someone unused to such warmth.

“He isn’t my boyfriend,” Rumi insisted, cheeks coloring as she glared at Zoey.

“Cap,” Mira chimed in, deadpan, just as Zoey said, “Doubtful.”

They exchanged a knowing look, their eyes sparkling with mischief—two conspirators who shared a secret language. Rumi rolled her eyes and flipped them off, her irritation only fueling their laughter. She stood abruptly, swatting at them until they threw up their hands in surrender, though their grins didn’t fade.

For the first time since his return from hell, Jinu felt truly out of place. He watched them—this little makeshift family, so alive, so easy with each other—and felt like a wolf in sheep’s clothing. He could mimic their smiles, even their laughter, but deep down he knew he didn’t belong. In hell, there had been no question of belonging; he was a demon among demons, his sins worn openly. Here, among these remarkable girls, he was a shadow lurking at the edge of a warm circle of firelight.

Later, Jinu found himself changed out of his hanbok and into a mismatched hoodie and pajamas borrowed from Mira. The pants were short—so short that his ankles stuck out awkwardly, the cuffs riding up every time he shifted. He didn’t comment, simply accepted the discomfort as his due. He sat cross-legged in front of the TV, flipping through news channels, eyes scanning for any mention of the Saja Boys, of other demons. Had any survived? Had any managed to escape?

He remembered the way Mira and Zoey had fought—their weapons flashing, their movements precise, deadly. He’d seen them kill. But demons didn’t die, not really. They just returned to hell. So why was there nothing? No news, no mention, nothing at all to suggest that the supernatural even brushed against the human world.

It frustrated him, this erasure. Was it the Honmoon’s doing? That legendary “mist” that kept humans blind, that warped reality so thoroughly that people simply didn’t see the truth standing before them? He’d heard stories: humans believing demons were just eccentric people in strange clothes, or dismissing obvious supernaturals as tricks of the light. The Honmoon’s power grew with disbelief, he remembered. A world hidden in plain sight.

“Yo, what are you doing—kissing the TV?” Mira’s voice snapped him out of his thoughts. He blinked, startled to find himself mere inches from the screen. Mira stood behind him, hair bundled in a white towel, a robe cinched around her waist. Her tone was casual, but her eyes were sharp, measuring. She was watching him, Jinu realized, looking for any excuse to act. The tension in her posture said she still didn’t trust him, not fully.

Jinu felt his shoulders hunch, the old weight settling over him. He turned away from the news, switching the channel to a bright, mindless cartoon. He shrank in on himself, unwilling—or unable—to meet her gaze. The room felt colder, the warmth from breakfast already fading.

His mind spiraled. He was back at the beginning—a man unsure of his place, uncertain of his wants, his needs, his hates, or his loves. A man without purpose. What was a man supposed to do when he no longer had a reason to exist?

“Hey, Jinu. Want to come with us?” Rumi’s voice cut through his reverie, sharp and gentle all at once. He snapped his head up, instinctively, like a dog answering its master’s call. For a moment, he just stared at her, lost in the simple kindness of her presence. Then he nodded, once.

“Great. But go change out of those pajamas, will you?” Rumi grinned, eyeing the too-short pants and the fuzzy cat slippers Zoey had forced on him—they looked suspiciously like Tiger. “I think Mira has some pants that might fit, though you might have to settle for sandals. Shoes are… another story,” she added, her grin widening as Jinu glanced down at the slippers.

He didn’t waste time. Both Rumi and Zoey had already changed, and Mira was waiting in her room, rifling through a pile of clothes. “Man, nothing fits you unless you want to wear a skirt,” Mira said, holding up a pink skirt and wagging her eyebrows.

Jinu’s eye twitched. If he was going out in a skirt, he might as well stick with the pajamas. Mira, sensing his discomfort, didn’t let up. “Or how about this one?” she teased, holding out a flowy, floral number. “It’s breezy under there—very freeing.”

Jinu sighed, fighting the urge to roll his eyes. Instead, he flashed a sharp, fanged smile, hoping she’d get the message: Let’s get this over with.

 

NOTHING CHANGED MUCH WHEN HE WAS GONE. The world spun on, the city’s pulse never faltering. Food is still the same, not that he’d really enjoyed it even when he’d been busy plotting the world’s end and all. But, in the grand scheme, nothing seems to change. The streets are still bustling with life—neon signs flickering against the dusk, the scent of street food mingling with summer’s humidity.

Mira wore a cap pulled low over her brow, her hair tucked behind her ears with military precision. Zoey sported a green bucket hat, the brim flopping with every exaggerated gesture she made. Rumi moved in her usual shroud: a battered black hoodie, drawn up over her head, shadows obscuring her grin. And Jinu? Jinu was still wearing the ill-fitting hoodie and pajama bottoms, both several inches too short. 

Mira hadn’t been able to lend him anything that fit—her stuff was all too small, even the “oversized” options. Though he felt like she was just playing with him and wanted to embarrass him by pretending she had no clothes that could fit him.

Karma , Jinu thought, must have a wicked sense of humor. After teasing Rumi about her infamous “choo choo pants,” here he was, a walking fashion disaster. Rumi wouldn’t let him forget it, either—she kept grinning at him every time he stood nearby, her eyes glimmering beneath her hood.

“I like your cat pants,” Rumi whispered, leaning in so close her breath tickled his ear. Jinu tries his best not to shiver at the sudden closeness and the warm breath.

Zoey and Mira were locked in a heated argument over which keychain to buy for Rumi—neither noticed the exchange.

Jinu shot back, “I think your choo choo pants are better,” and Rumi’s grin widened, toothy and victorious. She shoved her hands deep in her hoodie pockets and elbowed him, a silent thank-you wrapped in playful violence.

“Hey, I know I already said this... but like, I’m glad you’re back. Can’t believe you had to be all dramatic about it though,” she giggled, and Jinu snorted, a reluctant smile tugging at his lips.

He did have a penchant for drama, he supposed. “Don’t go soft on me now, Rumi,” he replied, but the words came out softer than he intended. Rumi only grinned wider, basking in the rare moment.

Suddenly, Zoey spun back toward them, her eyes bright with a new idea. “Guys, guys! What if we go and get him some clothes?!” she said, clasping her hands together as if she were unveiling the cure for all his problems.

Rumi’s eyes lit up, and she turned to Jinu. 

“Me?” He asks, confused.

“Duh, who else? No way you’re wearing that every day, dude! That’s, like, unhygienic,” Zoey said, as if she’d forgotten Jinu wasn’t exactly human. He was, after all, a literal demon. Bathing and body odor weren’t exactly concerns for his kind. If anything, he usually smelled faintly of smoke and brimstone—though after so long away from the underworld, even that had faded.

“Eh, sure,” Jinu shrugged, resigned. Zoey pumped her fist in the air, exclaiming “Yes!” so exuberantly even Jinu started to second-guess his decision.

Later, Mira returned, holding up a purple phone keychain shaped like a tiny cat. 

“Should we get him one of these? Or ooh! Ooh! How about this?” Zoey chimed in, waving a loud-patterned shirt in Jinu’s direction.

He sank into a random plush chair at the side of the shop, watching the chaos unfold. The girls darted between racks, arguing over colors, dragging armfuls of clothes toward him. They didn’t ask his opinion, and he stopped offering it after the third shirt landed in the basket at his feet. He looked like the life had been sucked out of his body, slouched against the wall with undisguised boredom.

Was this what hunters did all day? Shop, eat, argue over accessories? Maybe this was their secret training regimen: “Understanding Fashion Style 101.” It would explain how they were always prepared, always so impeccably dressed even on demon hunts. Jinu shuddered to imagine the size of their closet back at the apartment...

As the pile of clothes grew, Jinu finally spoke up, weakly: “This is a lot. I don’t have the money to pay for this.”

It wasn’t the money that worried him, really—it was the thought of all those clothes, most of which he’d never wear.

“Hey man, this is on us,” Zoey said, pointing at him with a lopsided grin. “Besides, you’re wearing Mira’s clothes and my slippers. I really like those slippers,” she whined, as Mira patted her on the back in consolation.

Jinu thought about offering the slippers back—wasn’t like he wasn’t used to going barefoot—but kept quiet as they paid for the mountain of clothes. The receipt unspooled from the register like a roll of parchment, impossibly long, a tangible sign of his new reality.

Rumi found the whole thing hilarious, of course.

Jinu didn’t.

Why would he need so many clothes, anyway?

Later, before the sun had even begun to set, they found themselves back in the apartment. The golden hour glow filtered in through the windows, painting everything with a gentle, honeyed light. Zoey bounced into the room, her arms laden with shopping bags. “Man, I knew taking a break was a good idea,” she exclaimed, setting the bags down with a flourish on the dining table. She hopped up and down, her excitement contagious, while Jinu watched her with a quiet, curious gaze.

Break? He wondered, a little lost. Why are we on break? His thoughts tangled as he observed the others—Zoey, Rumi, and Mira—settling onto the sofa. Mira, ever the responsible one, reminded them sternly to take a bath before they even thought of collapsing on the couch. At her words, chaos broke loose: all three scrambled for the bathroom, Rumi vaulting off the sofa in a mad dash, shrieking with laughter.

Jinu shook his head, a faint snort escaping him. The sound of their footsteps and laughter echoed through the apartment, a warm background hum. He lingered a moment, then gathered the new clothes they’d bought for him—clothes he never expected to own. 

He carried them to Zoey’s room—technically his for now, until he figured out where to go, what to do, how to live. He didn’t even have a job yet. The thought weighed on him, a sigh stirring in his chest as he sat on the bed. Demons were supposed to be slothful, but this was something else—an exhaustion that went deeper than sleep.

Outside, the laughter grew louder, punctuated by shrieks and the splash of water. They must be fighting over who gets the bathroom first, he mused, a small, genuine snicker escaping him. For once, he wasn’t joining in. Instead, he let himself fall back into the soft, crisp sheets—freshly laundered, cool against his skin. He let his body sink in, savoring the sensation. This was what he liked best: quiet, comfort, stillness.

He closed his eyes, letting the sounds of laughter and running water wash over him. Rumi’s voice, high and bright, rose above the rest and brought a smile to his lips. It was almost like music—a tune he’d never realized he missed so much. This was what he’d lost by betraying her all those years ago. He could have had so much more, understood her better, gotten closer if only he’d fought a little harder against Gwi-Ma.

He sighed, lost in regret—when suddenly something soft and heavy landed on his face. He yelped, opening his eyes to find himself nose-to-nose with a pair of yellow, slitted eyes.

“Tiger?” he blurted, sitting up so fast the bed creaked. There, right beside him, was the familiar striped beast, chuffing happily. Perched atop Tiger’s head was Bird, who let out a loud, indignant caw. “Oh my—You guys are alive!” Jinu exclaimed, disbelief and relief flooding him as he threw his arms around Tiger’s neck, scratching behind his ear—Tiger’s favorite spot.

Tiger’s back leg thumped on the floor, tail swishing with delight, as Bird flapped to the headboard with a ruffle of feathers. Jinu laughed, the sound light and real. “Ah, I’m glad you guys aren’t trapped there,” he murmured, scratching Tiger again as the big cat nudged his nose into Jinu’s hoodie, leaving a smear of snot behind.

“Ugh, that’s—” Jinu groaned, trying to wipe it off, but Tiger only purred louder.

A voice sounded from the doorway. “You know, we gave him a name.” Jinu’s head snapped up. Rumi leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed, a grin playing on her lips. Her hair was wrapped in a towel, and she wore a sleeveless shirt, her demon marks—those beautiful, shifting bands of blue and pink—glowing softly on her skin. They shimmered like the aurora, mesmerizing Jinu, whose face grew warm under her gaze.

Rumi tilted her head, teasing, “Yoohoo, are you there? You disappear inside your head a lot. Is that new, or have I just never noticed before?”

She crossed the room in a few easy steps, settling beside Jinu and reaching to pet Tiger, who promptly rested his massive head on her lap. Jinu chuckled, awkward but honest. “I’ve always been a thoughtful guy,” he said, smirking.

“You don’t say,” Rumi shot back, one eyebrow raised, but her tone was teasing, not harsh.

For a moment, silence settled between them. Rumi stroked Tiger’s fur, her fingers gentle. “So,” Jinu ventured, “his name?”

“Derpy,” Rumi replied without hesitation.

Jinu snorted. “Derpy? Out of all the names. Derpy?”

Rumi glared at him, but there was laughter in her eyes. “It’s adorable!” she insisted.

He raised both hands in mock surrender, a grin stretching across his face. Strangely, the heaviness in his chest had faded, replaced by something light and bright. “Well, I can’t argue with that. I just thought you might get more creative, that’s all.”

“You can’t just say that!” she protested. “Look, he actually responds to ‘Derpy!’” As if on cue, Tiger—er, Derpy—looked up at her with big, adoring eyes, tail thumping.

Jinu stifled a laugh, biting his lip. “How about the bird?” he asked, nodding to the black-feathered companion watching them from the headboard.

“The bird?” Rumi chuckled, glancing up. “He doesn’t respond to any names. I tried.”

Bird cawed again, quieter this time, as if in agreement. Jinu extended his hand, waiting until Bird hopped onto his wrist. He carefully set the bird atop Derpy’s head, where he settled without fuss.

“He seems perfectly fine with just being called Bird,” Jinu said softly.

Rumi watched him, her gaze strangely intent, warm. “That’s good,” she murmured. “He’s picky, but one day I’ll find a name he likes.”

The light from the window caught Rumi’s face, illuminating her features, making her demon marks glow. To Jinu, she looked almost ethereal—like a goddess, not a demon. For a moment, he felt unworthy to sit beside her, to share even this small piece of peace and laughter.

She reached out, taking his hand in hers. Her smile was gentle.

“Jinu, I’m glad you’re here,” Rumi said softly. This time, there was no teasing lilt, no playful nudge or fist bump. Just her hand in his, gripping tight as if she feared he might vanish again.

“Me too,” Jinu murmured, his voice low. “I should thank you… You really saved me.” As he spoke, his eyes shifted—turning from their usual slit pupils to warm, human brown, the kind he knew Rumi preferred. She frowned slightly, noticing the change as he gazed at her.

“You don’t need to hide here, Jinu,” she said gently. Her hand rose to his cheek, tracing down his jaw in a lingering touch. Jinu flushed, his cheeks burning as his eyes flickered back to their demon slits. Embarrassed, he averted his gaze. Rumi just smiled, leaning back to unwrap the towel from her hair. Her hair tumbled down, soft and a little wild, and she began to rub it dry with the towel.

He watched her, entranced. She looked different—softer, somehow more real, and impossibly beautiful with her hair down.

After a moment of comfortable silence, Jinu cleared his throat. “I… have something to ask,” he said.

Rumi looked over, humming in curiosity. “What is it?”

“I heard from Zoey that you guys were on a break. Is something wrong?” There was no disguising the worry in his voice. He’d never heard anything about this, not even when he used to listen in on Rumi from afar.

Rumi’s eyes widened in surprise, then she glanced away, a blush coloring her cheeks. She scratched at the back of her head, grinning sheepishly. “Ah—this is embarrassing…” she laughed, rubbing her cheek.

Jinu’s frown deepened. “What is it? You’re making me nervous.”

Rumi giggled, her laughter light and infectious. “It’s nothing, really. It’s just… I could barely perform without thinking about you. Stupid, right? Every time I tried to sing on stage, you’d pop into my head and I’d get distracted. I guess that’s why we’re on break. I just… couldn’t let go of the thought of you,” she finished, her blush deepening as she shrugged.

Jinu stared at her, stunned. She… thought of him that much? His heart thudded wildly in his chest. If he’d been standing, he might have collapsed in shock. How could Rumi say that so easily, when he could barely force the words out? He tried, but his throat closed up, strangling the confession before it could escape.

“Rumi—” he tried, but his voice cracked.

She thumped him lightly on the shoulder, jolting him out of his stupor. “You’re a dear friend, you know that? I can’t believe you just showed up again after sacrificing yourself like that!”

Oh. Oh . Ah… Friend. The word echoed, a little hollow, in his chest.

“Y-yeah,” he managed, rubbing his shoulder and forcing an awkward grin. Beside him, Derpy whined, sensing Jinu’s discomfort. Bird blinked at him from the headboard, eyes sharp and almost judgmental, as if silently calling him an idiot for hoping Rumi felt what he did.

Don’t look at me like that , Jinu thought, shooting them both a glare. He was not a child in need of sympathy.

I do not need pity, a voice inside his head hissed, but it sounded small even to him.

Suddenly, loud footsteps thundered in the hallway. Zoey burst in, her hair still dripping, a wide grin on her face. “Rumi! Let’s train! This time, I swear I’ll win!” she declared, bouncing with energy. Bird squawked and flapped away from the commotion as Zoey flung herself at Derpy. “Derpy!” she cried, hugging the tiger around the neck. Derpy gave a confused, happy warble, rubbing his face against her.

Rumi rolled her eyes, but there was a fond smile on her lips. “For the last time, Zoey, you did not beat me—I just had problems with my sword!” she grumbled, but Zoey had already grabbed her hand, pulling her to her feet.

“Sorry, Jinu, but I’m stealing your girlfriend for a bit!” Zoey teased, waggling her eyebrows.

“For the last time, I am not his girlfriend!” Rumi yelled, but her cheeks were pink.

Jinu stood, smoothing his hair. “I’ll come too. I want to watch,” he said. Both Zoey and Rumi turned to stare at him. For a moment, he worried he’d said something wrong—maybe it was suspicious for a demon to take an interest in their training?

But then Rumi smiled, the tension easing. “Sure,” she said warmly.

As they started for the door, Mira, lounging on the sofa, chimed in with a smirk, “Came to watch your girlfriend, huh?” Jinu huffed, but Mira hopped over the back of the couch to join them. “If everyone’s heading to the training area, count me in,” she said, looping her arm around Rumi’s shoulders.

“Yeah, Mira just wants to see me kick Zoey’s butt,” Rumi teased, nudging her friend.

Zoey pumped her fist, bouncing on her toes. “Dream on! I’m totally winning today!” With that, the four of them—plus a big blue tiger and a watchful Bird—headed out together, laughter and anticipation crackling in the air.

Jinu followed a step behind, his heart still tangled up in everything unspoken.

 

THEY REALLY ARE RICH TO HAVE THEIR OWN TRAINING GROUNDS. Well, it wasn’t exactly a training ground—more like an enormous practice studio, the sort where idols rehearsed their intricate dance routines for hours on end. But that was only the surface. Anyone who looked closely could see the subtle scratches on the floor, the reinforced mirrors, the faint scent of magic in the air that made his skin tingle. 

It smelled like danger, especially for a demon like him.

This was much more than a place to practice choreography. It was a cleverly disguised training room, a sanctuary where they could wield their weapons and hone their combat skills away from prying eyes.

“This is... wow,” Jinu whispered to himself, his gaze sweeping over the high ceilings, the glossy floors, the racks of equipment that lined the far wall. He barely registered the feeling of Derpy’s large, fluffy head nudging his hand, bringing him back to the present.

“Cool, right?” Rumi grinned, her eyes sparkling with pride.

“Eh, could be better,” Jinu shrugged, trying to play it cool. He barely dodged Rumi’s playful punch to his shoulder, grinning as he danced away from her reach.

“Hey, hey! I was just kidding,” he protested, unable to hide the small, genuine smile tugging at his lips.

He watched as Zoey summoned her blades with a snap of her wrists, the weapons appearing in her hands as if conjured from thin air. She moved with practiced precision—sharp, fast, deadly. Her body was a blur of motion: agile, flexible, graceful as a dancer, yet with the lethal intent of a seasoned fighter. Every swing and parry was poetry in motion, her form rippling like water, twisting and flowing with the rhythm of the room.

Beside him, Rumi stretched, her hair tumbling freely down her back. She lowered herself to the floor, long legs extending, her shirt riding up to reveal the intricate demon marks that curled across her stomach. The vivid patterns seemed to shimmer faintly in the fluorescent light, and Jinu felt his cheeks flush hot. He tore his gaze away, shifting awkwardly, only to find Mira watching him with a knowing squint.

She’d caught him staring. Jinu swallowed, his throat suddenly dry. He edged away from Rumi, pretending to study his reflection in the mirror, acutely aware of every awkward movement.

He didn’t even notice Mira step up beside him until he turned. “Oh jeez!” Jinu yelped, nearly stumbling backward into the mirror.

“You’re making googly eyes,” Mira accused, her tone dry, one eyebrow raised in suspicion.

“I wasn’t! I was just—talking to her. It would be disrespectful not to look at—her,” he stammered, his voice losing all bravado as Rumi stood up again, looking effortlessly radiant.

Mira only shook her head, muttering, “Idiots,” just loud enough for Jinu to hear. He chose to ignore it, focusing instead on steadying his breath.

“So, with weapons or just hand to hand?” Rumi called, cracking her knuckles, her gaze challenging. Zoey grinned, blades glinting.

“With weapons!” Zoey declared, resummoning her blades with a flourish. Rumi’s own sword materialized in her grip, a wicked smile on her lips.

“Don’t regret saying that—I’ll make sure to beat your butt,” Rumi teased, stepping forward with a swagger.

But as she glanced at her sword, a flicker of doubt crossed her face. The blade looked different— heavy and hard to hold. It hadn’t always been so unwieldy. Sometimes, it felt as if the weapon itself resisted her, a battle of wills in every swing. That was part of why she’d taken a break. Her hunter powers had been acting up, her connection to her weapon unpredictable. Sometimes, a simple swipe would unleash a powerful beam of light, like the one she’d used against Gwi-Ma.

It had been effective, but dangerous—she’d almost harmed Zoey and Mira in the chaos. Even Bobby had insisted she rest. An idol couldn’t afford distractions, much less a hunter with unpredictable, dangerous weapons.

“Ready or not!” sang Zoey, breaking the tension as she lunged at Rumi. With a deft motion, Rumi deflected the first thrown blade, their weapons clashing in a shower of sparks. The sound echoed through the room—not harsh or grating, but harmonious, like the first notes of a symphony. They circled each other, blades singing, movements weaving a deadly duet.

“Take this!” Zoey crowed, launching two blades at once. Rumi met the attack head-on, gliding across the slick floor, her sword at the ready. Zoey’s grin widened, anticipation in her eyes, but suddenly Rumi’s sword trembled in her hands, the hilt vibrating with a strange, pulsing energy.

She faltered, confusion flickering in her eyes, but pressed on. Their spar continued—until the sword’s glow shifted, cycling rapidly through pink, yellow, blue, and back again, as if the weapon itself were alive and agitated.

Rumi stopped, staring at the blade as it shook violently, nearly wrenching itself from her grasp. Zoey halted too, concern crossing her face.

“What’s wrong, Rumi?” she asked, but before Rumi could answer, the sword tore itself from her hands, flying across the room and embedding itself deep in the floor with a resounding thud.

“What the—!” Zoey yelped, jerking her foot back just in time. Rumi lunged forward, trying to pull the sword free, but it wouldn’t budge.

What’s going on with her sword—?

“Rumi? Rumi!” Mira’s urgent voice echoed across the room. Rumi spun around, momentarily forgetting the stubborn sword.

Jinu was sprawled across the floor, Mira crouched at his side, and Derpy frantically licking his face as if trying to rouse him. For a heartbeat, Jinu’s form seemed to flicker, his outline shimmering like a faulty hologram. Alarm shot through Rumi, the strange energy humming in the air.

She dashed to Mira’s side, Zoey close behind, the forgotten sword still quivering in the floor, its glow pulsing with every heart-pounding second.

Derpy let out a trembling whine as Rumi pushed him aside, urgently shifting Jinu onto his back. “What happened?” she demanded, panic threading her voice. Jinu, once so lively, now lay limp and gasping. 

His chest hitched with ragged breaths, each one sounding weaker than the last. Sweat slicked his skin, but when Rumi’s trembling hand brushed his forehead, he felt both feverishly hot and chillingly cold. He shivered violently, eyes squeezed shut, lips pale and parted in a silent cry.

Helpless, Rumi glanced at Mira, her eyes wide and desperate. “What’s going on?” she pleaded, voice barely above a whisper.

Suddenly, a strange glow bloomed across Jinu’s body. His demon marks—now shimmered and pulsed in hues that matched Rumi’s own: electric blue, soft pink, and brilliant yellow. The sword embedded in the ground nearby began to tremble, then lifted itself, hovering in midair, radiating those same colors.

Rumi’s breath caught in her throat, a strangled sound escaping her lips as Jinu’s body began to rise, his limp form drawn inexorably toward the floating sword. His arms hung slack, head lolling back, as if an invisible force had seized him.

“What’s going on?” Zoey shouted, panic slicing through her usual bravado. Derpy, who had never made such a sound before, let out a guttural roar that echoed across the room, the sound bounced around the walls. His fur bristled, every muscle quivering with the urge to fight or flee. His wide eyes flickered between terror and rage, unable to understand what was happening to his beloved owner.

Even Bird, usually so composed, took to the air, cawing and shrieking with frantic intensity. Mira and Zoey, hands shaking, summoned their weapons—energies flickering to life in their grasp as they positioned themselves defensively.

Rumi stared, frozen, as her sword gleamed with that same unearthly light, resonating with Jinu and the floating blade. The air vibrated with a strange, electric tension.

Then—

A blinding flash.

A deafening metallic clang as a large sword crashed to the ground, sending up sparks and a jangling echo that hung in the air.

Jinu was gone.

“W-What?” Rumi’s voice cracked as she stumbled forward, falling to her knees beside the fallen sword. She frantically scanned the clearing, heart pounding in her ears. Where—where was Jinu? Her hands shook as she reached out for the sword, as if it might still be warm from his touch, or hold some clue to where he had vanished.

All around her, the world seemed to hold its breath.

 

THE SWORD HAD TAKEN JINU. That was all Rumi could think as she stared at her sword, now lying quietly atop the new coffee table Bobby had delivered earlier that day. The room was silent, except for the soft hum of the fridge and the quiet, uneven rhythm of her own breath. After what had happened last night, Rumi’s composure had crumbled—she’d burst into tears the moment the adrenaline faded, the memory of Jinu’s disappearance replaying ceaselessly in her mind.

Jinu, gone—taken, perhaps, by Gwi-Ma once more. The fear gnawed at her. Mira had tried to comfort her with a strange theory, insisting that maybe Jinu hadn’t been taken at all. Maybe, in the chaos, he had fused with the sword. Mira had remembered Rumi telling her once, in a moment of vulnerability, that Jinu had given her his soul, merging with the blade and granting her that uncanny surge of strength she’d used to cleave Gwi-Ma in half.

Rumi had half-expected, desperately hoped, that Jinu would return to her—step out of the sword as he had before. She’d refused to release the blade the whole night, leaving it on her bed, lying awake and waiting for some sign: a flicker of movement, a whisper in the dark. But nothing happened.

She almost told Mira that Gwi-Ma must have taken him again, that the demon must have—

Rumi groaned, pressing her palms into her tired face. She hadn’t slept at all. Every time she closed her eyes, she saw Jinu dissolving, his features fading as if erased by a cruel hand. Was he really merged with her sword? It made sense, in a way—this morning, she’d noticed the sword’s appearance had changed again. Now it glowed with a soft, ethereal light: pink, edged with gold, as beautiful and mysterious as a sunrise.

“Jinu, are you there?” she whispered, cradling the sword as if it were something fragile and precious. It felt heavier than ever, as if she were carrying the whole world in her arms.

“Jinu,” she repeated, voice trembling, hoping—praying—that Mira was right, that Jinu could somehow hear her.

The door to Mira’s room creaked, and Mira emerged from her room, rubbing sleep from her eyes. “Hey, any updates on the demon boy?” she called, voice light but her gaze searching. Rumi lowered the sword, setting it gently on the coffee table once more and shaking her head.

“None,” she managed, her voice barely more than a whisper. “I’ve been waiting since last night… He hasn’t come out yet. What if Gwi-Ma took him?” Tears threatened again, her chest tightening. Mira sighed, coming over to sit beside her and wrapping an arm around Rumi's shoulders.

“Hey, trust me. I doubt Gwi-Ma got his filthy paws on your boyfriend—” Mira paused when Rumi shot her a glare, then grinned, undeterred. “Besides, look at your sword. It’s just like before, when he gave you his soul. That can’t be a coincidence.”

Rumi frowned, staring at the blade. The colors shifted in the morning light, alive with some secret energy. She wanted to believe Mira—she truly did—but the uncertainty gnawed at her.

“I don’t want to believe it… That he’s there, inside my sword—” Her words felt strange, foreign, as if she were trying to speak a language she’d only just learned.

“Hey, it’s better than him being sent back to hell,” Mira replied softly. “You literally saw your sword float in the air, taking Jinu. It’s most likely merged with him.” She tried to sound reassuring, but Rumi could hear the uncertainty hidden beneath her words.

“What if we just imagined him?” Rumi asked suddenly, her face going pale as the thought took root. “What if he was never really here?”

“That would be impossible—” Mira began, but Rumi was already on her feet, moving fast. She rushed to her room, flinging open her closet door, sending a cascade of clothes spilling to the floor as she desperately searched for Jinu’s hanbok. The memory of him wearing it felt so real, so tangible—she needed proof. “Where is it?” she muttered through clenched teeth, tossing aside shirts and jackets, her hands shaking.

Mira followed, worry creasing her brow. “Hey—”

Rumi slammed the closet door shut, heart hammering. They couldn’t have imagined him. That was impossible. She had seen him. Mira had seen him. Even Zoey had seen him too. She could have not imagined it all right? It was impossible.

Rumi slid to the floor, drawing her knees to her chest, the ache in her heart growing heavier with every breath. “I–ugh,” she groaned, hiding her face in her hands. Mira knelt beside her, her presence warm and steady.

“Hey, he’s not gone. I told you—I feel it in my gut. He’s just… there.” Mira placed her hand gently over Rumi’s, squeezing it. Rumi swallowed hard, nodding, trying to find comfort in Mira’s certainty.

“If you say so. I trust you, Mira,” she said quietly. The ache in her chest didn’t ease, but she clung to Mira’s words like a lifeline. Just when she’d gotten Jinu back, he’d vanished once more.

“You better trust me,” Mira said, standing and offering Rumi her hand. Rumi took it, letting Mira pull her to her feet. “Now, stop sulking and sighing, okay? I hate seeing you like this—especially over that guy,” Mira added, her tone light and teasing, though her eyes were still full of concern.

Rumi sighed, a weary chuckle slipping out. “He’s not just some guy, Mira. He’s Jinu—and… well, he saved me. He’s a dear friend of mine,” she said, her voice soft but full of conviction.

Mira arched an eyebrow, smirking. “A friend, huh?” she mused, not bothering to hide the teasing in her voice.

Later, while Rumi busied herself in her room, Mira found her gaze drawn to the sword on the coffee table. The blade’s pink and gold glow seemed to pulse faintly, almost alive. Mira approached, arms folded and her expression skeptical.

“Hey, Jinu. Wake the hell up,” she said, voice low but firm. The sword pulsed, ever so slightly. Mira narrowed her eyes, suspicion mixing with annoyance. “I don’t know if you can hear me, but I’d rather not see Rumi getting all worried for nothing just because you decided to be dramatic.” She clicked her tongue, frustration bubbling up at the lack of response.

The sword remained silent. No voice, no movement, just that soft light. Mira frowned, but forced herself to look away. Well, being a sword probably means you don’t have a mouth to talk with… she thought ruefully.

Rumi emerged from her room, looking like she hadn’t slept in days. Shadows clung beneath her eyes, and her hair was a mess. Mira bit her lip, stifling another sigh.

“Anything?” Rumi asked, sinking onto the sofa with a tired groan. She reached for the sword, laying it across her lap, her fingers brushing the blade. Instantly, the demon mark on her hand shimmered and glowed in sync with the sword.

“Nothing,” Mira admitted, shaking her head. “But… you could try talking to him again. I know it sounds weird, talking to a sword, but—well, we’ve seen weirder.”

Rumi nodded, thoughtful. “Jinu once told me I was the one who called him. That he followed me. I never really understood what he meant…” She trailed off, eyes distant. “Maybe all those months he was gone, he was inside the sword.”

“Then try calling for him,” Mira urged, her tone gentle but insistent.

Rumi hesitated, uncertainty flickering across her face. “Do you really think it’ll work?”

Mira grinned, nudging her with her elbow. “It worked the first time, didn’t it? He trashed the coffee table and ruined our dinner.”

Rumi snorted, rolling her eyes despite herself. Still, she looked down at the sword, determination slowly replacing her doubt.

“Jinu? Are you there?” she called softly. The sword pulsed again, faint but unmistakable. Rumi’s eyes widened, and she glanced at Mira. “Did you see that? Do you think—?”

Mira nodded, excitement growing on her face. “Definitely. It did the same thing earlier when I tried talking to… him? It? Whatever.”

Rumi turned back to the sword, her grip tightening. This time, she spoke with more certainty. “Jinu, will you come back?” she asked, voice trembling.

Nothing. The sword’s light dimmed, still and silent.

She bit her lip, remembering Jinu’s words: You called me, and I followed. Not asked, called .

Maybe…

Rumi drew in a shaky breath, closing her eyes. “Jinu, come back. Come back to me,” she whispered, so softly that Mira could barely hear.

The sword reacted instantly. Its warmth surged, hot but not burning, the glow intensifying until the hilt began to tremble in her hands. Rumi gasped and let go, the sword rising from her lap, floating into the air as if possessed.

A blinding white light filled the room, forcing both Mira and Rumi to shield their eyes. The air shimmered, the silhouette of a flowing hanbok materializing in the center of the room. As the light faded, a familiar figure took shape—white and blue hanbok, a mop of dark hair, and in his hand, Rumi’s glowing sword. It's glow was weak, pulsing in slow beats, as if it's power were sucked out-as if incomplete. As if it couldn't work properly because it is now missing an important component (Jinu).

Jinu blinked, disoriented, swaying on his feet as if the ground itself was unsteady. His vision spun, limbs heavy and uncoordinated as if he had forgotten he had limbs once more. Strangely, he feels incredibly tired. Oh, what would he sell to get a good shut eye-

Rumi’s relief crashed over her like a wave. “Jinu! Oh god, you’re back!” she cried, nearly leaping from the sofa to throw her arms around him. Jinu stumbled, momentarily overwhelmed by the hug, his mind scrambling to catch up. What the ever-living hell just happened? he wondered, dazed. Where even am I? And why is Rumi hugging me like her life depends on it?

“Uh, Rumi?” Mira said, trying to suppress a grin. Rumi blushed, stepping back quickly but unable to stop smiling.

Jinu looked down, finally noticing the glowing sword still gripped in his hand. “What just happened?” he asked, bewildered.

Rumi just beamed, her joy impossible to hide. Mira, meanwhile, smirked, crossing her arms as she studied Jinu with a mixture of relief and suspicion.

“Welcome back to the land of the living, sword boy,” she teased, but her eyes were warm.

Notes:

Ta-da! :DD

Chapter Text

JINU FEELS LIKE HE SHOULD BE SURPRISED, BUT HE ISN’T. For someone who had lived through centuries, seen the rise and fall of empires, and watched humanity wage war against itself in endless cycles, surprise had long ago become a rarity. He had witnessed the depths of human greed, the crushing weight of poverty, the suffocating grip of despair, and the inevitability of death. He had even experienced the chaos of the underworld—the growing legions of demons in hell, their hunger for power spreading like wildfire.

So, why now? Why, after everything he had endured, did he feel so hollow? Perhaps it was the sheer absurdity of his current predicament.

“That’s so cool, isn’t it? Jinu is literally like Rumi’s sword. It’s just like that anime!” Zoey’s voice, bright and bubbly as always, pierced through his foggy thoughts. Her eyes glittered with excitement as she gestured animatedly, clearly oblivious to Jinu’s dazed state.

Derpy  was splayed across Jinu’s lap, his slobber soaking into the pristine white hanbok Jinu wore. The massive beast whined pitifully whenever Jinu’s hand paused in its absent-minded petting.

“Soul Eater?” Mira interjected, her tone more measured but tinged with amusement.

“Yes! That one!” Zoey clapped her hands in delight, bouncing slightly on the balls of her feet. “It’s so cool! I wish I had a weapon that could turn into a person. Imagine all the conversations we could have!”

“I can imagine it,” Rumi replied dryly, rubbing the space between her brows as if to stave off an oncoming headache. Her gaze flicked to Jinu, who sat slumped on the sofa. His eyelids drooped, his energy clearly drained from the ordeal of being summoned back into the living world.

Jinu sighed inwardly, letting their chatter fade into background noise. He was too exhausted to care. The events leading up to this moment were a swirling blur in his mind—a kaleidoscope of darkness, hot and cold sensations washing over him, and the faint sound of Rumi's voice. Her cries had pierced the void, cutting through the numbness.

And then, he was here.

Somehow, his soul had fused with Rumi’s sword. He wasn’t just bound to it— he was part of it . Jinu, a demon forged from centuries of sin and regret, now served as an extension of Rumi. The irony wasn’t lost on him. Once, he had been Gwi-Ma’s weapon, a tool of destruction in the hands of a cruel master. Now, he was Rumi’s.

But between the two... he preferred this.

“Hey.”

Rumi’s voice pulled him back to the present. He blinked his eyes open, realizing he had closed them without meaning to. Mira and Zoey were gone. The room was quieter now, save for the low hum of the morning sunlight filtering through the large windows.

Did he... fall asleep?

“How are you feeling?” Rumi’s voice was soft, her concern evident as she leaned closer. Her warm hand pressed against his neck, then his forehead. “You’re cold. I think being called back from the sword took more out of you than we realized.”

“I’m fine,” Jinu murmured, his voice hoarse. He tried to sit up, but his limbs felt sluggish and unfamiliar, as if they didn’t quite belong to him. Derpy reluctantly moved off his lap, letting out a low whine as Jinu struggled to his feet.

Rumi reached out instinctively to steady him, her fingers brushing his arm. The contact made him flush, though he quickly masked it with a grumble. “I can do it. Don’t worry. Just... getting used to my limbs again.”

It was an odd sensation—like his sense of balance had been flipped upside down. He stumbled slightly, his equilibrium skewed, but eventually managed to stand.

“Hey, are you sure you’re okay?” Rumi’s voice was laced with worry, her brow furrowed as she watched him carefully.

Jinu forced a lopsided grin, the sharp point of one fang peeking out. “Yeah, I’m fine. It’s just... wow. I’m a sword now. Does that mean you can call me a sword demon ?”

Rumi snorted at his attempt at humor, shaking her head as she led him toward his room. Derpy padded along beside them, his large head nudging Jinu’s hand for attention.

“Sword demon, huh? Sounds kind of cool,” Rumi admitted, her tone lighter now, though her eyes lingered on him with lingering concern.

Jinu sighed in relief as he sank onto his bed, the mattress soft and welcoming beneath him. Derpy, however, had other plans. The massive tiger leapt onto the bed with an enthusiastic thud, nearly sending Jinu toppling off the edge.

“Derpy!” Jinu yelped, glaring at the tiger, who simply wagged his tail, unapologetic.

Rumi laughed, catching Jinu’s arm to steady him. “You really do love being dramatic, don’t you?”

“What can I say? It’s part of my charm,” Jinu quipped, though his voice lacked its usual energy. He leaned back against the pillows, his hair splayed out around him in dark waves.

Looking at him now, Rumi thought he resembled a sleeping prince from one of those old fairy tales—a tragic figure cursed to slumber until awakened by true love.

The thought made her heart clench.

“Thank god you weren’t really gone,” she said quietly, her laughter fading. Her gaze turned distant, her fists clenching in her lap. “I was scared, you know? When Gwi-Ma broke free... I thought...”

She trailed off, biting her lip as if to hold back the rest of her words.

Jinu frowned. He hesitated for a moment, then reached out, his hand hovering uncertainly over hers before retreating. “Are you worried?” he asked softly, though he already knew the answer.

Gwi-Ma wasn’t just any demon. He was the demon. The worst of the worst. Even Jinu, with all his sins, paled in comparison. He had been Gwi-Ma’s weapon once, a pawn in his schemes. He knew all too well the depths of his former master’s cruelty.

“No,” Rumi said firmly, though her voice wavered. “The Honmoon sealed him back in hell. He can’t escape. But if he does...”

Her fists clenched tighter, her determination blazing in her eyes. “If he does, I won’t fail again. I’ll stop him. No matter what.”

Jinu watched her in awe, his gaze lingering longer than it should have. He didn’t even realize how intently he was staring until Derpy nudged him, perhaps silently warning him to stop before she noticed. Snorting softly to himself, he closed his eyes and leaned back.

“Don’t get too cocky, hunter,” he muttered, his voice carrying a weariness that had settled over him for centuries. His words slurred slightly, the exhaustion creeping in despite his best efforts to resist. “Gwi-Ma is no easy demon to beat.” The pull of the void was stronger tonight, tugging at him with an insistence he hadn’t felt in years.

“I’m not,” came a faint reply, the voice soft and steady, almost teasing. It was followed by a quiet chuckle—a sound that warmed the air around him. Then, he felt it: a warm hand gently pressing against the top of his head, fingers threading through his hair with a tenderness that caught him off guard. His breath hitched. Was he dreaming?

He couldn’t be sure. After all, for the past four hundred years, he hadn’t dared to sleep. Yet now, for the first time in centuries, he felt the weight of his eyelids grow unbearable. And finally, he succumbed. He slept.

Strangely, his sleep was peaceful—a tranquility he had never known. As a demon, he had long considered it a blessing to have lost the ability to sleep. Even in the waking hours, the weight of his guilt and shame gnawed at him. The memories of abandoning his mother and sister haunted him like a specter, and he couldn’t imagine what horrors his mind might conjure if he gave it free rein in the darkness of slumber. 

Sleep, he had always believed, would only amplify the torment.

For years, he had feared the dark—not the absence of light itself, but the endless void it represented, the way it forced him to confront himself. To admit, even in silence, that he was his own worst enemy. How ironic, he thought, that a demon—creature of the night—should fear the darkness.

But now, for the first time, the void did not swallow him whole. It cradled him. And for a few fleeting hours, he was free.

When he awoke, the sensation was strange, almost disorienting. His body felt heavy, his eyes still reluctant to open fully. He blinked a few times, fighting the urge to drift back into that unfamiliar serenity. His hand instinctively reached out to where Rumi had been sitting, but the space was cold. She was gone.

Disappointment tugged at his chest, but he pushed it aside. Derpy, too, had left, and the door to his room was shut tightly. For a moment, he simply sat there, staring at it. Then, with a groan, he forced himself to his feet. Thankfully, the dizzying sense of imbalance he had felt earlier was gone. His legs were steady beneath him once more.

“Thank god,” he muttered under his breath.

The apartment was unnervingly quiet. Had they left? The thought unsettled him as he wandered through the space, his hanbok catching on nearly every piece of furniture he passed. Each snag elicited a frustrated groan. He probably should have changed back into his regular clothes, but—wait. Where were his clothes?

A sudden realization hit him. “Oh no…” he whispered, his eyes widening. His clothes—the ones he had been wearing before he turned back into the sword—were gone. Did he lose them? What about the slippers Zoey had lent him?

“Oh god,” he groaned, burying his face in his hands. Mira was going to kill him. And Zoey? She’d probably never let him live it down.

Before he could spiral further into his self-imposed panic, the sound of the front door opening broke through his thoughts. He froze, pressing himself against the wall instinctively. A small, stout man entered, his arms laden with paper bags that blocked his view of the room.

“Girls! I’m here!” the man called out, his voice cheerful as he carried the bags into the kitchen. He didn’t seem to notice Jinu standing stiffly by the wall, hoping his hanbok might somehow render him invisible.

Jinu’s eyes narrowed as he watched the man unload the bags onto the counter. Chips, cans of soda, and various other junk food spilled out—none of which looked remotely healthy. Who was this guy? He seemed familiar, but Jinu couldn’t quite place him.

Should he attack? Was this man a thief? But what kind of thief brings snacks? Jinu hesitated, his mind racing. If he acted rashly, he might hurt a human—and Rumi definitely wouldn’t approve of that. So, he remained rooted in place, watching the man like a statue as he moved around the kitchen.

Finally, the man turned—and screamed.

“What the heck?!” he shouted, nearly dropping his phone as he pointed at Jinu.

Jinu flinched at the volume of the scream but quickly recovered, his own voice rising defensively. “Who are you?”

The man’s eyes darted around nervously, his hand clutching his phone as though preparing to call for help. “Who am I? Who are you ?” he shot back, edging toward the door.

For a moment, Jinu was paralyzed. What was he supposed to do now? No one had prepared him for this. Why had Rumi left him alone?

“Hello?” The man’s voice cut through his panic. “My name is Bobby—”

“Bobby?” Jinu interrupted, his brow furrowing. The name clicked. Rumi had mentioned him before. He was their manager. Relief washed over Jinu as he scrambled to remember the cover story Rumi had given him. 

Right . He was supposed to be Zoey’s cousin. From America.

“I—I’m Zoey’s sibling,” Jinu tries his best not to stammer. He’s usually amazing at lying—his tongue quick, his expressions unreadable—but strangely, it feels like his tongue has knotted itself, betraying him. A strange cocktail of emotions churns in his chest: embarrassment and shame. Two emotions he thought were foreign to him, feelings he had buried long ago. Maybe turning half into Rumi’s sword had brought back parts of himself he thought were lost—pieces he wasn’t sure he wanted.

Bobby gives him a long, calculating look, his sharp eyes narrowing as he slowly lowers the phone in his hand. “You look familiar—” Bobby says, his gaze scrutinizing Jinu’s face as if searching for a memory just out of reach. There’s a long pause, the kind that makes Jinu want to squirm.

Finally, Bobby sets his phone on the counter and steps closer, rubbing his chin thoughtfully. A normal person wouldn’t just stop mid-dial, not when they thought they were dealing with a potential intruder. But Jinu has come to the conclusion that people in this world are a little... well, dumb. Maybe that’s why they almost managed to win the last time. Not that it matters now. Jinu’s just glad they didn’t.

“Have I met you before?” Bobby asks, tilting his head.

“No, I’m Zoey’s cousin. Jin—Juni,” Jinu croaks, his voice faltering as he coughs into his fist in a poor attempt to cover his nerves. Bobby raises an eyebrow but doesn’t press, instead giving Jinu a once-over before leaning back.

“Oh, I can definitely see the resemblance. Also, you came in a hanbok. Respect, man. I love people who appreciate tradition,” Bobby says with a grin, finger guns blazing as he strolls back toward the counter.

Jinu exhales shakily, almost collapsing in on himself. Who knew this guy would buy his story so easily?

“So, uh, Juni. Do you know where the girls went? They didn’t tell me where they were headed today—same as yesterday,” Bobby sighs, rolling his eyes.

Jinu takes a delicate step back toward his room, hoping to retreat before this conversation spirals any further. But Bobby turns to him again, grinning. “Hey, want to help me surprise the girls?”

“Buh—surprise?” Jinu stammers, his mind scrambling for a way out.

“Yup! They’ve been working so hard lately. Come on, you’re Zoey’s cousin, right? You must be worried about her. That’s why you came by, huh?” Bobby says, already pulling out bowls, spatulas, and a whisk from the kitchen drawers.

Jinu watches him warily, unsure of how to respond. He isn’t sure what this man is planning, but whatever it is, he wants no part of it.

“Uh, yeah, sure,” Jinu replies awkwardly, his voice tight. Bobby doesn’t seem to notice—or care—as he grabs eggs from the fridge and starts bustling around the kitchen with the confidence of someone who clearly knows his way around.

Jinu stands frozen, uselessly watching Bobby dance around the kitchen, humming to himself. He moves like he owns the place, which, to be fair, he probably does. As the hunters’ manager, Bobby likely knows the apartment inside out. Meanwhile, Jinu has only been here a few days, still awkwardly navigating the space while snagging his hanbok on furniture edges.

Bobby glances over his shoulder and notices Jinu standing idle. “Here,” he says, handing Jinu a bowl and a whisk, “how about you try mixing the eggs?”

Jinu hesitates but eventually takes the bowl. Well, it’s just mixing eggs. How hard can it be?

Turns out, not too hard. Jinu manages to whisk the eggs without incident, feeling a small, fleeting sense of accomplishment. But then Bobby hands him another bowl, this time filled with flour and milk.

“Mix these together,” Bobby instructs cheerfully.

Jinu frowns slightly but obeys. How difficult could mixing flour and milk possibly be?

The answer comes swiftly and disastrously. One misstep—a slip of his hand—and the bowl tips, sending flour and milk cascading onto the counter, the tiles, and most tragically, the lower hem of his hanbok. The stark white liquid splatters everywhere, a glaring mess against the pristine kitchen.

“Oh boy,” Bobby says, his voice laced with amusement. “Well, at least the apartment’s white... and your hanbok too.”

Jinu freezes, staring at the mess with wide eyes. His hands clutch the now-empty bowl, trembling slightly. He feels a wave of something unfamiliar wash over him—a deep, gnawing guilt that twists his expression into something dark and unreadable.

Bobby notices. “Hey, it’s no big deal! Happens to everyone,” he says with a reassuring grin, grabbing a towel to clean up the spill.

But Jinu doesn’t respond. All his knowledge, all his power as part-demon, and he can’t even mix flour and milk? The thought claws at his mind, leaving him feeling strangely... small. For the first time in a long time, Jinu feels useless.

“Here, I’ll just grab a mop,” Bobby said, snapping his fingers as he disappeared to fetch one—wherever they kept it.

Jinu groaned softly to himself, glancing down at the mess on the floor and the splattered fabric of his hanbok. Maybe he should just change clothes to avoid making things worse. Before he could act on the thought, Bobby returned, mop in hand, grinning like he’d just saved the day.

“Alright, Bobby is here to rescue the situation!”

He set to work cleaning the floor with practiced ease, even going so far as to crouch down and carefully wipe the milk and flour off Jinu’s hanbok with a soft cloth. Jinu blinked in surprise, unsure how to react. Bobby worked with such care, rinsing the fabric with water and hanging it neatly over the side of a chair to dry.

“See? Nothing to stress over. It’s just spilled flour and milk. Happens all the time. Besides, I’ve got plenty more,” Bobby said, gesturing toward the milk carton and the paper bag of flour on the counter as if to prove his point.

Jinu averted his gaze, a strange pang blooming in his chest. He felt uncomfortably small, like a child again. Bobby’s actions reminded him of his mother—a memory he rarely allowed himself to revisit. He thought back to a time long before his sister was born, when he’d been little and clumsy, always eager to help his mother with her chores.

Once, he’d accompanied her to the river to wash clothes. He’d insisted on helping, only to lose his grip on one of the garments. The current had snatched it away before he could react, and he’d stood frozen, paralyzed with guilt and fear. Instead of scolding him, his mother had chased after the cloth, her dress soaked by the time she retrieved it.

“Oh, Jinu,” she had said with a warm smile, cupping his tear-streaked cheek. “Don’t worry, it was just a mistake. The current was strong. Next time, hold the sides tightly, okay?”

Her words echoed in his mind now as Bobby offered a similar suggestion.

“Try holding the bowl at the sides so you won’t accidentally tip it over,” Bobby said, his tone patient.

Jinu nodded silently, gripping the bowl carefully this time and mixing the contents more slowly. The motion felt strange, almost meditative.

“So... Zoey’s cousin, huh?” Bobby said, breaking the silence. “Didn’t know she had one. Last time I checked, all she had were sisters. Girl siblings, you know? But—eh, maybe I got that wrong.” He shrugged, his tone casual, though there was a spark of curiosity in his eyes.

Jinu cleared his throat, trying to maintain his composure. “She does... have guy siblings,” he said, his voice steady but clipped.

“Hmm,” Bobby murmured, rubbing his chin. “Well, for as long as I’ve known the girls, they’ve never mentioned you. Not once.”

There was a subtle edge to Bobby’s voice that made Jinu cringe inwardly. He could sense the unspoken questions lingering just beneath the surface.

Is Bobby about to get personal? Jinu thought helplessly. God, he’s a demon, not a therapist!

“Well, not that I’m mad or anything,” Bobby continued, waving a hand dismissively. “But sometimes I feel like the girls are keeping secrets from me, you know?”

He sighed, wiping his hands on a dishrag as Jinu handed him the now well-mixed bowl.

“That must be... hard,” Jinu replied awkwardly, unsure of what else to say.

“Not really,” Bobby said with a shrug. “I’m just their manager, after all. I’m not their dad or their uncle or anything. It’s not like I’m entitled to know every detail about their lives.”

He moved to the oven, preheating it before turning back to Jinu. For a moment, the room fell silent except for the quiet hum of the oven and the faint clatter of utensils.

Jinu studied Bobby carefully. He seemed so casual, so at ease, but there was something in his tone—a hint of self-doubt, maybe even loneliness.

I guess everyone has their own little demons, Jinu thought.

Bobby hummed softly as he worked, shaping the cookie dough into small hearts and stars. His movements were light, almost cheerful, but Jinu couldn’t shake the feeling that there was more going on beneath the surface.

“I, uh... jeez, I didn’t mean to dump all that on you,” Bobby said suddenly, glancing up at Jinu with a sheepish smile. “You just got here, and here I am, rambling about stuff that doesn’t even matter. You must be tired and all.”

“It’s fine,” Jinu replied, surprising himself. He didn’t move to leave, didn’t retreat back to his room like he thought he would.

Somehow, he understood Bobby in that moment. There was something undeniably human about wanting to know more about the people you cared about. It was a need Jinu had tried to bury in himself for so long.

He wondered briefly if he should tell Rumi about their manager’s quiet struggle. Self-doubt was a vicious thing. Jinu knew that all too well. It had gnawed at him once, long ago, until it had devoured everything. It was just as cruel, just as consuming, as guilt.

Jinu watched as Bobby carefully placed the cookie shapes onto a tray, covering them with a sheet of plastic wrap. His hands moved with practiced ease, his focus entirely on the task at hand.

 

LATER, THE GIRLS CAME BACK HOME . It turned out they had sent Rumi to the spa to calm down after she had refused to leave Jinu’s side for almost an entire day. Jinu wasn’t sure if he should feel guilty, happy, or thankful. Somehow, he felt all of those emotions at once, tangled together in a knot he couldn’t untie.

“This cookie is so good!” Zoey’s voice echoed from the kitchen, her words immediately followed by Bobby’s exasperated tone. “Zoey, stop eating all of them!”

“Stop hoarding the cookies, Zoey,” Mira muttered as she emerged from her room, dragging her feet toward the kitchen.

Jinu tuned them out, his gaze fixed on the large windows as the bustling city beyond glimmered with life. The view was hypnotic, a chaotic symphony of lights and motion. It should have calmed him, but the emotions swirling inside him refused to settle.

“Cookies?” Rumi’s voice broke through his thoughts. He turned, surprised to see her standing before him holding a small plate with a single cookie.

“Thanks,” Jinu said, accepting it with a small smile.

“You helped Bobby bake?” she asked, settling beside him on the couch.

“Not really,” Jinu admitted, grinning sheepishly. “I just mixed a few bowls here and there.”

“Hey, maybe next time we bake, we can turn you into our slave,” Rumi teased with a mischievous smirk.

Jinu rolled his eyes. “Whatever, Rumi.” His tone was dismissive, but they both knew he didn’t mean it. If Rumi ever needed anything from him, he’d never deny her.

“You know,” Rumi started, leaning closer with a sly grin, “you told me I have no creativity whatsoever when it comes to naming. But Bobby mentioned your name is Juni ?”

Jinu groaned, letting his forehead thud against the cool glass of the window. “Please, it was completely impromptu. You didn’t tell me he’d come by!”

A faint blush crept up his cheeks, much to Rumi’s amusement. She nudged him with her elbow, her laugh light and warm. Jinu, embarrassed, took a bite of the cookie to distract himself. It was good—so good, in fact, that he paused to savor it. He realized it had been far too long since he’d indulged in food. He’d almost forgotten how much joy it could bring.

“You know Bobby,” Rumi said, her voice softer now. “He likes to come by. Ever since we took a break, he’s been checking on us a lot.”

“He cares about you guys,” Jinu said quietly, his voice barely above a whisper.

“That he does,” Rumi agreed, a small chuckle escaping her lips. “And we love him for it, you know.”

Jinu hummed in response, his mind drifting to Bobby’s earlier doubts. He’d always been a watcher, a passive observer to the chaos around him. He’d seen Gwi-Ma’s wrath and the madness that followed when things didn’t go as planned. But now, he wondered if he could be more than just a spectator.

“You know, you should tell him that,” Jinu said, his tone casual but sincere. “Your manager’s pretty cool, I guess.”

Rumi raised an eyebrow, her lips curving into a teasing smile. “Is that you sounding like you care?” She poked his side, and Jinu let out a surprised laugh, quickly moving away from her.

“Stop that,” he said, trying to evade her.

“Just admit it!” she taunted, poking him again.

“Stop it!”

The playful scuffle ended with Jinu retreating to the sofa, surrounding himself with a fortress of pillows. He looked ridiculous, like a child hiding from the world.

“Hey, I was just kidding,” Rumi said, her voice softening as she leaned against the pillow fort. “I’ll never tickle you again.”

“A demon, bested by tickles,” she whispered, poking her head through a gap in the pillows.

Jinu flushed, his cheeks burning as he pushed her away. “I am not bested by tickles. Your nails are pointy. It hurts.”

Rumi examined her nails with a thoughtful hum. “Excuses, excuses,” she said, hopping off the pile of pillows and heading toward the kitchen where the others were.

Jinu sighed, peeking out from his makeshift fortress before finally dismantling it. He rubbed his sides where Rumi had touched him, the sensation lingering like a faint pulse of heat. It was probably nothing, he told himself. Just a reaction. After all, he was a part of Rumi’s sword. Maybe it was some lingering connection between them.

But even as he tried to dismiss it, his thoughts betrayed him. He couldn’t stop replaying that embarrassing moment from the day before—Rumi calling him her “dearest friend.”

Dearest friend, my ass, Jinu thought irritably, his eye twitching. You were ogling over me the first time you saw me.

A part of him wondered if he’d lost his edge, the cool aura he’d worked so hard to cultivate. Maybe this was what Rumi wanted—to see him flustered, to tear down the persona he’d so carefully constructed. She had a way of making him feel like himself, in ways no one else ever had.

But did she prefer this version of him? Or was it all just a game to her?

Jinu sighed again, heavier this time, as the weight of his emotions pressed down on him. For 400 years, he’d never felt anything like this. Not even as a human had he experienced emotions so raw and confusing. The thought of her hurt his heart, and yet, he didn’t want it to stop.

It didn’t matter, though. Being beside Rumi was enough for him. He didn’t need more. He didn’t deserve more. Touching her, loving her—it would be like corrupting something pure, something perfect. He would never forgive himself for that.

He closed his eyes, his chest aching with the weight of unspoken feelings. Rumi was the most beautiful person in his world. She always had been. And if staying by her side was all he could do, then so be it.

Being in her presence was enough.

It had to be.

Later that evening, the living room came alive with laughter, music, and the smell of something delicious wafting in from the kitchen. Bobby had whipped up one of his signature homemade dinners, dancing and singing with the girls as the speaker thumped cheerful beats against the walls. Even Mira, usually reserved, was singing her heart out, clutching a large wooden spoon like a microphone. She twirled around the room with Zoey and Rumi, their voices blending into a chaotic but joyful harmony. The wooden floor creaked beneath their feet as they spun and hopped, hair flying wildly, laughter punctuating every off-key note.

At the dining table, Jinu sat quietly, his fingers tapping a steady rhythm against the polished wood. A small but genuine smile tugged at his lips as he nodded his head to the beat. This must be one of their new songs—upbeat, vibrant, and brimming with energy. Rumi’s voice soared as she belted out a high note, the sound sharp and clear, cutting through the air like sunlight breaking through clouds. “Go, Rumi!” Bobby cheered, his pink apron bouncing around his waist as he swayed his hips dramatically, one hand gripping a spatula and the other stirring something sizzling in a pan.

Jinu’s grin widened slightly, the corners of his mouth softening. Rumi’s voice washed over him like a balm, soothing an ache he hadn’t realized was there. It was the same feeling he’d had back when he was bound to her sword—her voice, a strange and inexplicable power, healing him in ways he couldn’t quite put into words. He leaned back slightly in his chair, letting the moment sink in, the warmth of her song mingling with the tantalizing aroma of curry.

The singing eventually tapered off as Bobby clapped his hands and set the table. With a flourish, he placed five plates down, each one an artistic masterpiece. He had shaped the rice into perfect hearts, nestled in a pool of rich, golden curry dotted with chunks of tender potatoes and bright orange carrots. “Dinner is served!” Bobby announced proudly, wiping his hands on his apron before stepping aside to admire his work.

Jinu stared at his plate, his mouth already watering. The heart-shaped rice should’ve made him cringe—it was too cutesy, too sentimental—but right now, he didn’t care. Food was food, and after centuries of going without, he planned to savor every bite. Without waiting for the others, Jinu picked up his spoon and dug in. The taste was divine—warm, savory, and comforting in a way that seemed to wrap around his soul.

“Thank you for the food, Bobby!” the girls chimed in unison, their voices bright and cheerful as they clasped their hands together. Jinu, already three bites in, glanced up awkwardly, suddenly aware of their eyes on him. He swallowed quickly, his cheeks puffing slightly like a chipmunk caught mid-snack.

“Uh, thanks for the food—Bobby,” he muttered sheepishly before returning his focus to the plate, shoveling in another mouthful. The girls giggled at his awkwardness, and even Bobby chuckled as he sat down beside Mira, unlatching his apron and folding it neatly on his lap.

“No problem, girls—and guys, I guess,” Bobby said, flashing a grin as he reached for his own plate. “I’m just glad you all like it.”

Zoey, a few bites in, gasped dramatically. “Bobby, this is so good. I need seconds already!” she cried, fanning her face as if overwhelmed by the flavor. Mira, seated beside her, patted her back with an amused smile.

“Aww, thanks, Zoey,” Bobby said, his cheeks tinged pink. He took a bite of his food, humming in satisfaction. “You’re right—it is good,” he added with a self-satisfied nod.

Rumi, still savoring her first bite, pointed her spoon at Bobby. “Honestly, Bobby, you could be a chef if you weren’t our manager.”

Bobby shook his head, laughing. “Come on, girls. I’m happy being your manager. No way I’d trade this for another job.” He crossed his arms in an exaggerated motion of refusal, earning a collective “Awww!” from the trio, their mouths full but their emotions unrestrained.

Across the table, Jinu continued to eat in silence, his focus entirely on his plate. Bobby’s gaze drifted toward him, eyebrow raised. “Jeez, you look hungry. When’s the last time you ate?” he asked lightly, a teasing smile on his lips.

Jinu paused, looking up. “Four hundred years ago.”

A beat of silence followed.

“What?” Bobby blinked, confused.

“He means earlier,” Zoey cut in quickly, her grin strained as she nudged Jinu under the table. At the same time, Rumi stomped on his foot, causing Jinu’s knee to jerk upward and hit the underside of the table with a loud thud . Plates and spoons clattered, and everyone froze for a moment.

Jinu shot Rumi an offended glare, clutching his shin. Mira sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose. “Can we not start a scene during dinner?”

Bobby, oblivious to the tension, only laughed. “Well, whatever the case, I don’t mind feeding you guys more often. It’s fun cooking for all of you,” he said, his grin as bright as ever. “Besides, it’s not like the stuff you usually eat is unhealthy, but a homemade meal now and then doesn’t hurt.”

“Aww, Bobby!” the girls cried again, their voices wobbling as if on the verge of tears.

Jinu, meanwhile, shoveled another spoonful into his mouth, pretending not to notice the emotional display. Deep down, though, he felt a flicker of gratitude. Maybe he didn’t contribute much tonight—aside from accidentally letting a centuries-old secret slip—but he could admit, reluctantly, that moments like these made him feel… almost human again.

He stuffed another bite into his mouth, mentally giving himself a high five for surviving the chaos.

 

JINU FINALLY CAVED AND CHANGED HIS CLOTHES. It wasn’t like he had planned it; there just hadn’t been much time to unpack the clothes the girls had bought for him. But after rummaging through the bag, he managed to find an oversized hoodie, a pair of loose pants, two pairs of shoes, and some fluffy slippers shaped like ducks. He wasted no time throwing on the hoodie and pants, his movements quick and almost mechanical—anything to avoid catching Rumi’s attention.

Unfortunately for him, her radar was as sharp as ever.

“Jinu! You haven’t even taken a bath yet since you got back. Gross!” she declared, scrunching her nose in exaggerated disgust.

“A bath? I don’t need a bath. I’m a demon, Rumi,” Jinu countered, his tone dripping with indifference.

Rumi wasn’t having it. With the precision of someone who had clearly done this before, she shoved a towel, a bathrobe, a bar of soap, and shampoo into his arms and started steering him toward the large bathroom.

“That’s disgusting, dude. Take a bath,” she said firmly, her face set like stone. Before he could argue further, she pushed him inside, slamming the door shut behind him with a decisive click .

Jinu groaned, his shoulders slumping as he stared at the closed door. “I can’t believe this,” he muttered under his breath.

Resigned, he moved toward the silver hangers, hanging the towel and robe neatly. His eyes wandered across the bathroom—sleek, modern, and annoyingly pristine. The bathtub sat in the center, gleaming under the light, with a sleek showerhead suspended above it.

For a moment, he just stood there, staring at the tub.

Alright, fine. It’s not embarrassing to admit this, he thought to himself, but it’s been a while since I’ve had a proper bath.

By “a while,” he meant centuries. Literally. He hadn’t changed out of his black hanbok since the day he became a demon. It wasn’t like demons sweated, and dirt didn’t cling to him the same way it did to humans. Still, he had to admit—this situation was starting to catch up with him.

Instead of using the shower, Jinu opted for the bathtub. He turned the tap on, crouching by the tub as he watched the water rise. He dipped a finger in out of curiosity.

Warm.

That surprised him. He’d half-expected sharp, icy cold water, the way river baths used to be. He vividly remembered those days—how biting the chill had been, how his body had eventually grown used to the freezing temperatures.

He sat there on the floor for a while, humming softly as he watched the water rise higher and higher. When it reached a decent level, Jinu leaned forward to turn off the tap. No need to waste water—especially considering he’d probably spill half of it once he stepped in anyway.

Stripping off his clothes, he left them in a neat pile on the sink. He figured they’d do for after the bath. Slowly, he eased himself into the warm water, shivering slightly as his cold skin adjusted to the heat.

“...Wow,” he murmured, sinking deeper.

Turns out, baths were nice . Really nice. He let out a contented sigh, leaning back against the tub and allowing himself to relax. The warm water enveloped him like a cocoon, soothing muscles he hadn’t even realized were tense.

After a moment, he plunged his head underwater, wetting his hair thoroughly before resurfacing with a satisfied gasp. He grabbed the shampoo, lathering it into his scalp, his nails gently raking through his hair as he worked up a thick foam.

For the first time in what felt like forever, he took his time. He scrubbed his arms, his legs, his torso—every inch of his skin until it practically gleamed. And when he was done, he played with the leftover soap bubbles, blowing them into the air or stacking them in clumsy towers on the water’s surface.

He might’ve stayed there forever if not for the loud knock that shattered his peace.

“Yo, dude! Are you planning to sleep in there or what? I need to use the bathroom!” Mira’s voice called from the other side of the door.

Jinu groaned, sinking back under the water for one last moment of defiance.

“Alright, alright,” he muttered, pulling the plug to drain the tub. He quickly wiped down the sides to clear away any leftover soap before stepping out. Grabbing the towel, he dried himself off, slipping back into his clothes and giving his hair a quick rub.

When he opened the door, Mira was standing there with her arms crossed, tapping her foot impatiently.

“What took you so long?” she asked, brushing past him to claim the bathroom.

“I was taking a bath,” Jinu replied flatly, watching as the door slammed shut behind her.

He rolled his eyes and made his way back to the living room.

The room was dark, the TV casting a faint glow across the space. Rumi was sprawled on the couch, lazily flipping through channels. She looked up when she spotted him.

“Oh hey, had fun?” she asked, a knowing grin spreading across her face.

Jinu snorted and plopped down on the couch, resting his head against the back.

“Let me guess,” Rumi said, her grin widening. “That was your first bath in, what, 400 years?”

Jinu shrugged, crossing his arms. “Unless getting dipped in lava counts as a bath, sure.”

Rumi winced, sitting up a little straighter. “Seriously?”

“Well, not me, but I’ve seen a few demons get thrown into lava,” he admitted with a grimace, rubbing the back of his neck.

Rumi hummed, swinging one leg over the back of the couch. “A lava bath, huh? Sounds... sick.”

“Not so sick if you’re the one getting burned,” Jinu retorted, flashing her a wicked grin.

Rumi paled slightly, leaning forward. “Wait... Demons can’t handle heat?” she asked, her voice genuinely curious.

“Well, of course not,” Jinu replied nonchalantly, stretching his arms over the back of the couch. “If you don’t know by now, that’s how Gwi-Ma usually punishes demons who fail to collect souls. One hundred years in the lava pit before he bothers to pull you out.”

He said it so casually, like he was just commenting on the weather, but the weight of his words hit Rumi like a truck.

“One hundred years?!” she exclaimed, her eyes widening in sheer disbelief.

Jinu shrugged, his tone still disturbingly indifferent. “Yeah. It’s not that bad for most of us. One hundred years isn’t a lot when you’re immortal.”

Rumi stared at him, her brow furrowing. She’d heard plenty of stories about Gwi-Ma’s cruelty—his unforgiving punishments and volatile nature—but this? This was something else. She couldn’t imagine the torment of spending a century submerged in molten lava.

“Not that bad?” she echoed, her voice soft but incredulous.

Jinu’s false bravado faltered. His shoulders slumped slightly, and for the first time, his eyes darted away from hers. When he spoke again, his voice was quieter, almost like he was trying to convince himself. “One hundred years isn’t a lot... not for someone like me.”

Rumi frowned, watching him carefully. He looked so worn, his usual cocky demeanor chipped away. For all his jokes and snark, there was something deeply hollow about him in that moment.

“One hundred years seems like a lot to me…” she murmured, her voice gentler now.

She reached for the pillow that sat between them and placed it aside, scooting closer to him. Jinu didn’t react at first, his gaze fixed on a distant point in the darkened room.

“Hey,” Rumi began, trying to inject some cheer back into her voice, “since you’re here and we’re still on break, how about we do some stuff you’ve never done before?”

Jinu blinked, finally looking at her. “Stuff I haven’t done?” he repeated, his brow furrowing in confusion.

“Yeah. You know, fun things!” she said, tilting her head slightly. “Have you ever been to the human world before… you know, before the whole ‘taking over the world’ thing?”

Jinu exhaled heavily, shaking his head. “Not really. There’s nothing for me to do here. I spent most of my life in hell.”

Rumi’s grin returned, wide and mischievous. “Well, perfect. How about we have some fun then?”

Jinu raised an eyebrow at her, his lips twitching into a half-smile. “Fun?”

“Yeah, fun!” she said enthusiastically.

Jinu made a face, his mouth quirking into a skeptical grin. “You sound like Zoey.”

Before he could say more, Rumi punched him lightly on the shoulder, her grin matching his. “There you go! You’re already fitting in, aren’t you?”

Jinu snorted, rolling his eyes. “Whatever. I don’t need to have fun. I’m 400 years old—”

“Stop right there, old man,” Rumi interrupted, raising a finger at him. “You’re here now, not stuck under there. Why not use it to your advantage and do everything you’ve ever wanted to do?”

Jinu paused, her words hanging in the air. “Everything I want…” he echoed, his voice tinged with weariness.

What did he even want? He couldn’t remember the last time he’d thought about that. For centuries, his life had been dictated by Gwi-Ma’s whims—orders barked out, punishments dealt indiscriminately, and fleeting moments of chaos to break the monotony. Jinu had stopped imagining a life beyond that a long time ago.

And now? Now he wasn’t sure he even knew how to want something.

His jaw tightened slightly as fragmented memories surfaced—of Gwi-Ma’s searing whispers in his ear, of watching fellow demons dragged away in chains, of nights spent staring blankly at the endless darkness of his existence. Maybe his mind had done him a favor by blurring the worst of it, erasing the edges of those memories until they felt distant, unreal.

“Jinu?” Rumi’s voice cut through his thoughts, soft and hesitant.

He glanced at her, shoulders sagging. “I don’t really know,” he admitted finally. “It’s been a long time since I wanted… anything.”

Rumi frowned but didn’t press him further. Instead, she leaned back against the couch, crossing her arms as she hummed thoughtfully. The silence stretched between them for a moment before she suddenly perked up.

“How about fishes?”

Jinu blinked, utterly baffled. “Fishes?”

“Yeah, fishes!” Rumi said, grinning. “You know… an aquarium! We can go look at fishes and stuff.”

Jinu stared at her, his expression deadpan. “And stuff? Rumi, you’re not exactly great at selling this idea.”

Rumi laughed, shoving him lightly. “Shut it, Jinu! I’m trying to help here, you know.”

Jinu couldn’t help but laugh, the sound bubbling out of him unexpectedly. It felt strange—but good. He wiped an imaginary tear from his eye, still chuckling. “Fine. An aquarium it is. But if I don’t like it, I’m going home.”

“Trust me, you’ll like it,” Rumi said confidently. “I know one, let’s go there tomorrow. Just me and you,”

“Right away?” he asked, raising an eyebrow.

“Why not?”

“Blegh. Fine,” Jinu said with exaggerated reluctance, though the small smile on his face betrayed his amusement.

“Perfect! Tomorrow it is,” Rumi declared, her grin practically lighting up the room.

Jinu leaned back against the couch, feeling an odd sense of warmth settle in his chest.

 

THERE WERE SO MANY CLOTHES . A mountain of them—hoodies, jackets, shirts, and pants—piled on the bed, each one screaming a different style. The girls had gone all out shopping for him, and now Jinu was overwhelmed. What was he supposed to wear to the aquarium date? No, not a date. Definitely not a date.

Jinu corrected himself sharply, his inner voice laced with frustration. This wasn’t a date. It was just… Rumi’s idea of fun. Her way of helping him enjoy life. That’s all. She was just being the good friend she always was.

And just like that, his mood plummeted.

He had been smiling moments ago, excited by the thought of spending a day with Rumi. But now, that excitement soured into bitterness. She was doing this out of the kindness of her heart, wasn’t she? If it weren’t him, if it were someone else, she’d still do the same thing.

Friend. Friend.

The word clawed at him, gnawed at his thoughts. Was he really okay with being just friends? Could he accept that? His chest felt heavier with every second he lingered on the thought.

He remembered the rooftop. That night.

The stars had been scattered across the sky, the moon a spotlight just for them. They had sung together—his voice raw and vulnerable, hers free and full of life. Their voices had blended like they were made to harmonize. It was a moment that had felt more than friendship. And yet… “just friends”? Seriously?

A knock at the door startled him, pulling him out of his spiraling thoughts.

“Ello, swordy boy,” Zoey’s voice sang as her head peeked into the room. She grinned, her usual confident smirk plastered across her face.

“Not my name,” Jinu muttered, throwing another hoodie onto the bed. The pile was growing dangerously close to toppling over.

Zoey stepped into the room without hesitation, making her way to the vanity table. She flicked on the lights and began sorting through the mess of makeup scattered across the surface. Likely Derpy’s doing. The tiger had a habit of knocking things over in its relentless pursuit of sticking to Jinu.

“Hey, do you mind? I’m trying to change here,” Jinu said, exasperated.

Zoey glanced at him through the mirror, an eyebrow raised in amusement. “I think you need some help.”

“With what?” Jinu asked, already regretting it.

“Fashion,” Zoey replied with a smirk, crossing her arms.

Jinu frowned. “I have a fashion sense, you know. I’ve studied this modern era. I can handle this.” He gestured vaguely at the heap of clothes.

Zoey’s smirk widened. “Sure, you’ve got a fashion sense. But you don’t have a style, do you? Back then, you had that whole ‘fuckboy’ vibe going on. But now? Yeah, that doesn’t fit you anymore.”

“I—what?” Jinu’s voice cracked, his confusion evident.

Zoey chuckled and walked over to the wardrobe, where her once-organized collection of clothes had been replaced by Jinu’s new haul. She rifled through the options with practiced ease.

“You’re trying to impress Rumi, right?” she said casually, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.

Jinu froze. His brain short-circuited. The ripped jeans in his hands slipped to the floor.

“Impress her? Uh—no! No, I’m not!” he stammered, his face flushing deep red. “I’m just, uh… trying to, you know… blend in. With human style. That’s all. Why would you even say I’m trying to impress her?”

Zoey didn’t even look at him. She was too busy pulling out a pair of soft brown slacks, a crisp white dress shirt, and a pastel yellow sweater. “Okay, Jinu, whatever you say,” she said, her tone dripping with sarcasm.

She turned and handed him the clothes with a knowing look. “Just wear this. Go for the soft boy look. Trust me, it’ll work. Rumi likes guys who aren’t afraid to show their softer side.” Zoey shot him finger guns and winked as she sauntered out of the room.

Jinu stared at the clothes in his hands, his mind spinning. How did Zoey know? Did she really know?

A squawk pulled his attention to the magpie perched on top of the closet. The bird’s beady eyes seemed to judge him. Jinu swore it was calling him an idiot again.

He groaned, dragging a hand down his face. “I’m in over my head,” he muttered.

The magpie squawked again.

Jinu sighed. “Yeah, yeah, I know.”

With one last glance at the pastel sweater in his hands, he resigned himself to Zoey’s advice.

Later, he stepped out of his room, feeling oddly out of place in the outfit he had chosen. It was hard to admit, but he had grown used to the other style—the one he had worn for years. That look had been a major selling point for the fans: a boy band with pretty faces and perfectly sculpted bodies that they flaunted without hesitation. It was part of why the Saja Boys had skyrocketed to fame so quickly, becoming a sensation almost overnight.

In the living room, Rumi was sprawled on the couch, dressed casually in a black hoodie, ripped jeans, and a tennis cap. She looked effortlessly put together, the kind of look that screamed “I didn’t try, but I nailed it anyway.”

“Seriously?” Jinu’s eyes narrowed as he focused on the cap perched on her head.

“What?” Rumi grinned, completely unbothered. “It’s enough cover, but not too much, ya know?” She winked, her playful smirk daring him to say more.

Jinu rolled his eyes, muttering under his breath. Did he seriously overdress? Compared to Rumi’s laid-back outfit, he felt like he was headed to a red carpet event. She looked like she was dressed for a casual jog, not a trip to the aquarium.

“You look good,” Rumi said suddenly, tilting her head and studying him. There was no teasing in her voice, just sincerity.

Jinu huffed, brushing off her compliment. “Should’ve just worn pajamas then,” he grumbled, earning a sharp elbow to his ribs.

“Hey, come on,” Rumi said, her tone light but reassuring. “I don’t want your fun ruined just because people might notice me. Let’s go—it’s a short walk to the aquarium. Let’s just hope there aren’t too many people there.” She grinned, optimism radiating from her as she opened the door.

Jinu nodded but didn’t reply. He followed her out, still feeling a little self-conscious.

Unfortunately, Rumi’s optimism jinxed them. The aquarium was packed. Families, couples, and groups of friends swarmed the entrance, taking pictures and chatting loudly. The crowd was a sea of motion under the dim, glowing lights of the exhibits.

“This is what you call ‘not too many people’?” Jinu muttered as they stepped inside.

Rumi just grinned, unfazed. “Hey, we can’t always have the world to ourselves. Besides, I kinda like it—look, a turtle!” She grabbed his arm and pointed excitedly at a tank where a large turtle swam lazily in front of the glass.

The turtle paused for a moment, its eyes locking with Rumi’s in an almost eerie way before it swam off.

Jinu let out a breath he didn’t realize he was holding. “That’s a really big turtle,” he mumbled, trying to downplay the moment.

Rumi laughed, her voice bright and infectious. “Are you seriously scared of turtles?”

“I’m not scared!” he shot back, but his eyes stayed fixed on the turtle as it swam overhead, briefly blocking the light from above.

Rumi giggled, grabbing his hand and pulling him further into the tunnel walkway. Her hand was warm against his cold fingers, and he flushed at the unexpected contact. She didn’t seem to notice—or maybe she just didn’t care. She chatted animatedly about the fish swimming around them, her voice cutting through the quiet hum of the aquarium as Jinu listened silently.

When they reached the Jellyfish Gallery, the crowd had dispersed. Most people had gone to the dolphin show, leaving the two of them alone in the softly glowing room. The jellyfish drifted lazily in their tanks, their translucent bodies pulsing with light as they shifted between blue, pink, and purple hues.

“Look, they’re changing colors,” Jinu said, his voice tinged with surprise. He stepped closer to the tank, his eyes following the jellyfish as if they were casting a spell.

“They are,” Rumi said softly, watching him instead of the jellyfish. A small smile tugged at her lips as she clasped her hands behind her back. Jinu’s face was unguarded, his usual cool demeanor replaced by genuine awe. The glow of the tank reflected in his eyes, making them shine with childlike wonder.

Rumi stepped closer, standing beside him as he finally took a step back. “What do you think?” she asked.

“It’s nice,” he said simply, but she gave him a look that told him she wasn’t buying it.

“Okay, I like it,” he admitted, his lips twitching into a reluctant smile.

Rumi snorted, bending slightly as she laughed. “That’s good, then. It’s nice to see you happy. I think you deserve it, after… well, 400 years of hell. I can’t even imagine it.”

Jinu’s expression darkened slightly, and he looked away. “It doesn’t matter now, does it? You went through your own kind of hell too.”

Rumi’s smile softened. “Yes, but I came to accept it. Mira, Zoey… they accepted me for who I am. And you—if it weren’t for you, I would’ve never become this.” She gestured to herself, her voice steady but filled with meaning.

Jinu’s jaw tightened, his fists clenching at his sides. “You do know it was me who told those demons to turn into Mira and Zoey, right? I’m the reason you were forced to reveal yourself.”

Rumi was quiet for a moment, her gaze steady. “Yeah, I know,” she whispered. “You did all of those,”

Jinu’s shoulders slumped, and he stared down at the floor, guilt weighing heavy on his features.

“It doesn’t matter now,” Rumi said gently, placing a hand on his. “I needed that push. I needed to fall to understand what it was like to be there—to be hopeless. It was a test of strength. I was angry, yes, but if it hadn’t happened, I might’ve kept hiding forever.”

Her hand rested over his, warm and steady. Jinu didn’t pull away. He looked up at her, his expression unreadable, as Rumi gave his hand a comforting squeeze.

She smiled, her eyes filled with something he couldn’t quite name. Trust? Forgiveness? 

Slowly, Jinu turned back to Rumi, uncertainty flickering in his eyes. “I don’t understand how you can’t just… hate me…” he muttered, his voice barely more than a breath. He truly didn’t. Rumi was an enigma—what should have been hatred had somehow become understanding, even care.

Rumi tilted her head, her expression softening. “What is there to hate for?” she replied, her tone calm, almost playful. 

There was something on her wrist—a strange band of fabric, or perhaps a bracelet—peeking out from beneath her sleeve. Jinu’s gaze lingered on it. Noticing, Rumi followed his eyes, then pushed her sleeve higher. Demon marks, painted in subtle lines across her skin, shimmered faintly. And there, dangling beside them, was a familiar Norigae bracelet.

“You kept it?” Jinu’s eyes widened, voice trembling as he reached out, almost unconsciously, to touch the little charm.

Rumi grinned, the corners of her eyes crinkling. “Of course I did. When you disappeared, Derpy found me. The bracelet was hanging from his teeth, It was as if he knew,” she explained, her laughter a gentle chime in the quiet. Jinu turned the bracelet gently around her wrist, his fingertips tracing her demon marks. Under his touch, the marks began to glow—a soft, pulsating blue and pink, as if responding to him alone.

“Woah, that never happened before,” Rumi breathed, her eyes wide with wonder. Jinu’s hand lingered, sliding up her forearm, watching the color ripple and pulse beneath his fingers. The marks seemed alive, like a heartbeat, echoing his own. Warmth unfurled deep within his chest—a warmth he hadn’t felt in so long, as if the world, for once, was letting him belong. For a moment, the shadows of Gwi-Ma vanished; he was no longer anyone’s possession.

He was Rumi’s.

“Jinu?” Rumi’s voice was small, a pink blush dusting her cheeks. Jinu startled, realizing he’d been touching her without asking, lost in the moment.

“I—I’m sorry,” he stammered, his face going red.

Rumi just laughed, brushing his apology away with a wave of her hand. “It’s fine,” she said, slipping her fingers around his elbow. With an easy strength, she pulled him closer, spinning them both in a slow circle. “When you touched my mark, it felt like I was whole,” she confided, her voice shimmering with sincerity. Around them, the jellyfish tank glowed, the colors shifting from vibrant pink to deep, soothing blue, mirroring the mood between them.

Jinu made a confused, half-protesting sound as Rumi spun him again, her hair fanning out behind her like a comet’s tail. “Dude, have some fun. Stop being so serious!” she teased, laughter bubbling from her lips. Jinu snorted despite himself, letting her lead. The jellyfish, as if sensing the joy in the air, spun and danced behind the glass, their tendrils trailing like ribbons on the current.

They moved together, first in the slow, uncertain steps of a waltz, then as Rumi began to hum a tune—a melody so familiar it made Jinu’s breath catch. He blinked in surprise. “You remember that song?”

Rumi rolled her eyes, still grinning. “Are you serious? That was a turning point in my life.”

And then she sang, her voice soft but sure.

“We could be free, free…”

Jinu felt his cheeks flush, eyes dropping to the glowing marks on her arm. The memory of singing to Gwi-Ma flashed before him, but this was different—his voice belonged to him now.

“It’s easy when I’m with you,” he sang quietly, voice rough, a little croaky from disuse. “No one sees me the way you do…” It wasn’t the smooth, controlled voice Gwi-Ma had forced on him, but something real, something his. Something for Rumi.

Rumi’s smile lit up her face, her eyes reflecting the swirling colors of the jellyfish tank. “I can finally hear your real voice,” she said, giggling softly, almost in awe. Jinu laughed, awkward and self-conscious.

“It’s bad, I know,” he mumbled, glancing away.

But Rumi grabbed his hand, squeezing it tightly. “No, it wasn’t. It’s perfect,” she whispered. “You told me not to hide… Maybe you shouldn’t, either.”

No more hiding. The words echoed in Jinu’s mind. He stared into Rumi’s eyes, heart fluttering, pulse hammering. No more hiding… He leaned in, just a fraction, drawn to her as if by gravity. Rumi blinked, tilting her head in confusion, her lips parting in surprise.

I could kiss her, tell her I like her … Jinu thought.

No—like wasn’t enough. Love, like— he wanted something deeper . She was a god, and he, a mere peasant. She deserved worship; he would be her believer. Her only believer.

Suddenly, a shout broke through the moment:

“Daddy! Look, Je—Fish!”

“It’s jellyfish, honey.”

“Je-Fish!”

Jinu jerked back, the spell broken. Rumi let his hand slip from hers as a family entered the gallery, two small children pressing their faces to the glass in awe. Jinu’s breath came shaky, his hands trembling with adrenaline.

Rumi looked at him, eyes crinkling with mischief. “Wanna bounce?”

Jinu just stared, then managed a small, genuine smile.

“Okay,” he said.

He tries to push down the disappointment.

Chapter 4

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

SO TAKE MY HAND, IT’S OPEN… Jinu’s eyes fluttered open, Rumi’s voice lingering in the air like a soothing balm over a bruise. Her soft singing seemed to wrap around him, gentle and reassuring, but as his consciousness sharpened, the melody faded, leaving only the faint hum of the morning. Above him, the ceiling greeted his gaze—plain, unmoving, and strangely comforting. He could hear the cacophony of cars below, their engines blending into a dull roar that sounded like a building traffic jam. The city was alive, restless as ever.

Blinking sluggishly, he turned to his side, and the morning sunlight pooled across his face and body. The golden rays warmed his skin, forcing him to squint and blink several times before he sat up with a low groan. His limbs felt heavy, lethargy clinging to him like a second skin.

Last night came back to him in fragmented flashes. He’d fallen asleep the moment he and Rumi returned home. After their trip to the aquarium—the two of them had wandered into the night market. Rumi, ever the enabler of his newfound indulgences, had bought him every enticing snack he so much as glanced at. 

It was a sensory overload, a feast for his tongue and soul alike. For him, it was as if his taste buds had been introduced to heaven. Sweet, savory, tangy—each bite was an explosion of flavor he hadn’t known he craved. No wonder he’d crashed the moment they got back. Full, exhausted, and surprisingly content, he’d barely made it to bed before sleep claimed him.

He stretched, throwing his legs over the edge of the bed. As his feet hit the floor, they landed on something warm and furry. Startled, he glanced down to see Derpy, the enormous blue tiger, sprawled lazily at his bedside. The tiger raised his head, golden eyes half-lidded, and let out a soft purr.

“Hey, since when did you sneak in here?” Jinu murmured, his voice still rough and low from sleep. He reached down, rubbing the tiger’s head affectionately. Derpy responded by leaning into the touch, his purring deepening into a contented rumble. “I thought Rumi was your favorite,” Jinu teased, scratching under Derpy’s chin. The tiger tilted his head in bliss, a sound like a growling engine vibrating from his massive chest.

Jinu chuckled, stepping carefully over the lounging feline. For a moment, he stared down at himself and groaned. He was still wearing yesterday’s clothes—the same ones he’d wandered the night market in—and, to his dismay, even his shoes. “Seriously?” he muttered, shaking his head. It seemed his body had taken such a liking to sleep that it couldn’t bother with details like undressing.

The bed he’d collapsed into was soft—softer than anything he’d ever known. It was a far cry from the jagged rocks of hell, where he’d spent what felt like an eternity. The thought made him pause. Demons don’t sleep , he’d once believed. But maybe they didn’t sleep because they lacked the comfort to do so. Hell wasn’t exactly a place designed for rest. It was dark, sweltering, and reeked of burnt flesh and sulfur. That stench clung to everything—skin, hair, clothes—an unrelenting reminder of suffering.

At first, it had been unbearable. The oppressive heat, the acrid smell—it stung his eyes and burned his throat. He could barely function, let alone think. But Jinu had learned to endure. He’d had no choice. Hell was teeming with demons—many of them far more monstrous than he could ever hope to be. Unlike him, they were born from the darkness, creatures forged in its depths with instincts to match. They thrived in the chaos, while Jinu had been forced to claw his way through it. It was a language he tried to understand, and he did.

He’d learned to harden himself. To survive, he’d had to bury his humanity under layers of callousness. It was his own fault he’d ended up there, after all. He’d let Gwi-Ma take him, and in doing so, he’d sealed his fate. Hell wasn’t just a punishment for his sins; it was just like a reflection of the grave he’d dug for himself.

“Good morning. You’re up late,” Zoey said, her voice carrying a teasing lilt. Her hair was loose, sticking out in different directions like she’d tumbled out of bed moments before. Jinu found her perched at the counter, cradling a mug between her hands, steam curling from its contents. She looked like she had only just woken up too. He gave her an unamused look, suppressing the urge to roll his eyes as he turned away and yawned, his shoulders slumping with fatigue.

Behind him, soft, padded footsteps echoed across the floor. He glanced back to see Derpy, the tiger, trailing at his heels like an oversized shadow, his tufted tail swishing rhythmically.

“Deeeerpy!” Zoey cooed, stretching out a hand toward the tiger. Derpy leaned his massive head into her palm, nuzzling against her fingers with a low, satisfied rumble before padding after Jinu, his self-appointed charge. Jinu shuffled toward the sink, filled a glass with water, and downed it in one go, sighing at the simple but oddly refreshing relief. Who knew water could taste this good? He thought, setting the glass down to refill it. Maybe he’d been underestimating it all his life.

“How did the date go?” Zoey asked suddenly, her grin widening as she leaned forward, resting her chin on her palm. “You guys came home really late. I’m curious.”

Jinu paused mid-sip, his brow twitching. “For the last time, it wasn’t a date,” he said with a sigh, setting the glass down. Zoey let out a giggle, clearly enjoying his discomfort.

“Stop denying it~” she teased, drawing out the last word like a song. “You and Rumi went to the aquarium gallery. Of course it’s a date. Did you two at least kiss?”

Jinu froze, his eyes snapping to hers, his face heating up as a wave of embarrassment and shame rushed through him. He bit the inside of his cheek, trying to hide the reaction. He almost had kissed Rumi—he’d been so close. But thank god he’d stopped himself. If he hadn’t, who knew what she would’ve done? Send him back to hell? Stab him in the gut? Honestly, he wouldn’t put it past her.

“I would never do that,” he muttered, the words coming out more defensive than he intended. He turned away, pretending to focus on refilling his glass. “She might punch me or something.”

Zoey’s laughter bubbled up again, light and carefree. Her grin was mischievous, a little too knowing. “Stop being so dramatic,” she said, shaking her head. “You’re such a pessimist. Is this what demons are like? Sad? Melancholic? Depressed?” It was a tease, but there was a sharpness to her tone that made Jinu pause.

A dry, hollow laugh escaped him before he could stop it. “Oh, you’d be surprised,” he said, his voice low and bitter.

The shift in his tone made Zoey falter. Her smile faded, and for a moment, the playful air between them turned heavy. She bit her lip, glancing down at her mug. “I… sorry. That was out of line,” she said quietly. “I shouldn’t tease you so much. I don’t really know you that well.”

Jinu winced at her words, guilt prickling at him. “No, no,” he said, shaking his head. “That’s on me. I shouldn’t have said that. You were just joking.” He hesitated, his gaze dropping to the floor. “But… yeah. You’re not wrong about demons. They’re all sad. Melancholic. Depressed. You hit the nail on the head.”

Zoey looked up at him, her expression softening. She gave him a small, almost timid smile. “Still, I’m sorry,” she said. She slid off the counter, setting her mug down with a soft clink. The room fell quiet, save for the faint, rhythmic chuffing noises from Derpy, who had sprawled out on the floor, his tail lazily thumping against the tiles.

Jinu rubbed the back of his neck, searching for something to break the awkward silence. “Uh… where’s Rumi?” he asked, his voice coming out more hesitant than he intended.

Zoey’s expression brightened again, the tension melting away. “Oh, her and Mira went out with Bobby today,” she said.

Jinu nodded, unsure how to respond. He wanted to ask what they were doing, but something about the way Zoey looked at him made him think they weren’t quite on the level of small talk yet. “Right,” he said instead. “Okay. Well… I’ll just be in my—uh, your room now.” He turned to leave, but Zoey’s hand shot out, grabbing his elbow.

“Wait,” she said, her tone light and playful again. “How about we hang out? I should get to know Rumi’s…” She paused, wiggling her eyebrows suggestively. “Close friend.”

Jinu flushed, his ears burning as he avoided her gaze. “Get to know each other?” he echoed, narrowing his eyes at her.

Zoey grinned, sliding beside him and nudging him with her elbow. “Yeah! I mean, we both wake up late. Come on, my late-waker buddy.”

Jinu took a step back, regarding her warily. Out of all the hunters, Zoey was… eccentric, to say the least. He wasn’t entirely sure if he should accept her invitation. But then again, it wasn’t like he could say no. Not when he was living under her roof, sleeping in her room, and essentially indebted to all three of them. If any of the girls asked him to do something, he didn’t really have the luxury of refusing.

“Hey buddy, no pressure or anything,” Zoey said with a shrug, stepping back with her usual carefree grin. Jinu shot her a small glare. No pressure? That sounded like pressure.

“Whatever,” he muttered, shrugging in defeat. “Sure, I guess.”

Zoey’s eyes lit up as she pumped her fist in the air, a victorious gesture that made Jinu instantly regret his decision. “Hell yeah! A day with a demon! Celine is totally gonna go crazy when she hears about this.”

The name caught Jinu’s attention. He straightened slightly, his brows furrowing. “Celine?” he asked, his tone curious.

Zoey, now preoccupied with rinsing out her mug, barely glanced at him. “What?” she said absentmindedly, her hands moving efficiently as she cleaned. Derpy purred from where he stood beside her, rubbing his massive head against her thigh.

“I mean,” Jinu clarified, crossing his arms, “who’s Celine?”

“Oh!” Zoey exclaimed, as if realizing something obvious. She grabbed a towel and began to dry her mug, her voice bright.

“Well, she was the last hunter before us. And, uh… she’s basically the one who raised Rumi after her mom, ya know…” Zoey paused, making a quick slashing motion across her neck with her hand, her tone turning slightly awkward.

Jinu blinked, startled by the casual delivery. All this time, he hadn’t known much about Rumi’s past—not that he’d ever bothered to ask. But now, hearing this, he felt a strange pang of curiosity… and something else, something heavier. He wondered if this Celine person knew about Rumi being half-demon.

“Does she—” he started, but his voice trailed off.

“Oh yeah, totally,” Zoey said before he could finish, her tone shifting to one of mild exasperation. “That’s why Rumi’s got this weird complex about hiding her demon marks. Celine made her do it.” Zoey sighed, shaking her head as if the memory annoyed her.

Jinu’s lips pressed into a thin line. So someone had told Rumi to hide—to be ashamed of who she was. Who she truly was. He wasn’t sure if he should feel angry at Celine or simply resigned. She was a hunter, after all. Killing demons was their purpose. But still… to treat Rumi like something to hide? That was cruel in a way that struck a nerve.

Zoey seemed to notice his change in expression. “You shouldn’t worry about it too much,” she said, her tone softening slightly. “Her and Rumi… well, their relationship was already rocky before any of that stuff came up. They used to talk a lot back then—mostly Celine checking in on us—but lately, she hasn’t been around much. Rumi and her still talk sometimes, but you know…” Zoey trailed off with a shrug, wincing faintly.

“Ah,” Jinu murmured, his voice low. “I see… it must be hard for her.”

Zoey glanced at him over her shoulder as she skipped toward Mira’s room, her usual energy returning. “Oh, pshh! Rumi’s a strong girl. If anything, she’s way stronger now than she’s ever been.” She spun around to face him, walking backward with a smirk. “Anyway, go get ready! No need to dress all fancy—save that for Rumicakes.” She winked at him before disappearing into the room, shutting the door in his face with a dramatic flair.

Jinu stared at the closed door for a long moment, his thoughts swirling. Slowly, he turned and looked down at the floor, his mind heavy with reflection.

There was so much he didn’t know about Rumi—so much he hadn’t bothered to learn. And now that he was here, now that he had made the decision to stay by her side… he wanted to know more. To understand her. To be closer. Maybe it was for the best that he hadn’t kissed her. It only proved one thing: his love, his devotion, was incomplete. How could he truly worship her when he didn’t even know the full story of who she was?

A gentle nudge against his hand startled him out of his thoughts. He flinched, looking down to see Derpy staring up at him with wide, imploring eyes. The tiger let out a soft whine, his tail swishing behind him like a dog’s.

“What’s wrong?” Jinu asked, his voice softening. He reached down to rub behind Derpy’s ears, his fingers sinking into the tiger’s thick fur. Derpy purred loudly, leaning into the touch, his tail wagging with even more enthusiasm.

Jinu couldn’t help but smile. “Alright, alright,” he said, stepping back. “I’ll go get ready.”

As he headed toward the bathroom, he took a deep breath, steeling himself. He wasn’t sure what Zoey had planned for the day, but he had a feeling it was going to be… something. He’d need to prepare himself, mentally and emotionally.

 

JINU DIDN’T MIND LISTENING TO ZOEY TALK.

At first, anyway.

He wasn’t surprised that Zoey was the type of person who could talk endlessly, filling every pause with her voice, leaving no room for him to reply most of the time. Right now, the two of them were walking side by side along the street. Zoey, dressed in her own version of incognito mode—a hoodie pulled low over her face and sunglasses perched on her nose—looked casual but conspicuous in her efforts not to be noticed. It would, after all, be a scandal if Zoey, a member of HUNTR/X, was spotted strolling through town with a man.

Especially someone like Jinu.

“So, what do you think?” Zoey asked, turning to him with expectant eyes.

Jinu blinked, realizing he had tuned her out somewhere between her recounting of idol group drama and an anecdote about her cat. He had started focusing on the scenery instead—storefronts, passing cars, and the faint hum of city life. Zoey’s voice had become background noise, like a radio turned too low to hear.

“What do I think?” he echoed, stalling.

Her pout deepened, and her sunglasses slid down her nose slightly, revealing narrowed eyes. “You weren’t listening, were you?” she accused.

Jinu snickered, rolling his eyes in response. “What gave it away?”

Zoey shook his shoulder, her small hands shaking him with surprising determination. “Dude! How dare you! And here I thought you were better than Mira!”

Jinu let out an awkward laugh, raising his hands defensively. “In my defense, you’ve been word-vomiting every random thought in your head. I think you were talking about some other idol group earlier? Or something?”

“That was before ! I’m talking about something important now!” she huffed, glaring at him.

“Alright, alright,” he said, shrugging with a grin. “Tell me again, I guess.”

But instead of indulging him, Zoey shoved his shoulder in mock frustration. The force barely moved him, but the gesture made her point. “No way! You’re just gonna zone out again. Jeez, you’re just like Mira.”

Zoey’s pout deepened as they continued walking, her mood not lifting even when they reached the park. “What are we doing here?” Jinu asked, stepping onto the grass. The ground beneath his shoes was soft, the air crisp and fresh. Around them, people laughed, children darted about with colorful kites, and couples spread picnic blankets on the ground.

The hum of life was vibrant here, almost overwhelming.

“To touch grass, of course,” Zoey said, crossing her arms with a smug grin.

“To… touch grass?” Jinu repeated, his brow furrowing. “Is this one of your generational memes again?”

Zoey stared at him, wide-eyed, before bursting into laughter. She doubled over, clutching her sides, her laughter ringing out like a bell. Jinu watched her, utterly perplexed, his confusion only making her laugh harder.

“No, no,” she managed between gasps. “I swear this is serious—therapy for you.”

“Therapy?” Jinu’s voice dropped into a growl, embarrassment prickling at his skin. “Zoey, I don’t need therapy.”

“Hey,” she said, still grinning, “I bet hell doesn’t have grass. You should at least try rolling around in it. Who knows? You might enjoy it.”

Jinu shot her a glare that could have frozen the sun. “Whatever, Zoey. I’m leaving.”

He stomped off, but Zoey’s laughter followed him like a shadow. She jogged to catch up, her voice bright and teasing. “Come on, Jinu! The park is beautiful. Can’t you appreciate beauty for once?”

“I’d rather not,” he muttered, his tone half-hearted. He regretted following Zoey out here—he could have spent the entire day in bed, sleeping. That would have been far more productive.

“Hey, no hard feelings,” Zoey said, her teasing tone softening. She fell into step beside him, her arms swinging freely. “I just want you to appreciate the human world. You’re going to be staying here for a long time, you know?”

Jinu sighed, his shoulders slumping. “You’re right.” He paused, glancing around. “Fine. Whatever. Let’s find a spot to sit and… watch people like creeps.”

Zoey’s eyes lit up, her grin returning. “That’s the spirit!”

They found a spot under an old tree with sprawling branches. Jinu leaned back against the trunk, crossing his legs beneath him, while Zoey settled beside him. The park buzzed with life: families laughing, children chasing one another, couples sitting close on picnic blankets. The breeze carried the scent of grass and flowers, and for a moment, Jinu almost— almost —relaxed.

Zoey hummed softly beside him, a tune he vaguely recognized but couldn’t place. He glanced at her out of the corner of his eye. For once, she wasn’t talking. She just sat there, watching the world with a small, contented smile.

Jinu’s mind wandered. He still struggled to navigate this modern world. Phones, laptops, televisions—he understood their existence but hadn’t quite mastered using them. He could, of course. He was a fast learner. Two days, maybe three, and he’d have it all figured out. If he didn’t get distracted, that is.

“So,” Zoey said suddenly, breaking the silence. “How’s the human world treating you? You know, without all the apocalyptic stuff.”

Jinu turned to her, unimpressed. “Really?”

Zoey grinned, unrepentant. “I’m serious! You’ve been here for a while now. What do you think?”

He sighed, leaning his head back against the tree. “It’s… okay.”

Zoey nudged him with her elbow. “Come on, put some effort into it.”

Jinu shook his head, a small smile tugging at his lips despite himself. Why did he even agree to come out here?

Oh right. Because he owed them.

“Fine,” he said, closing his eyes. “It’s fine . Happy?”

Zoey laughed, leaning back beside him. “That’s good enough for now.” 

Jinu finally sat up straighter, his back protesting slightly. “It’s better than hell, there. Are you happy?” he asked, his tone clipped but not unkind.

Zoey grinned, a flash of teeth before she nodded. “Very,” she replied simply, before looking away again. The silence that followed wasn’t awkward, not really, but it was unexpected. Jinu had expected her to chatter on about nonsensical things—topics he didn’t understand, or memes he never bothered to learn. But instead, she was quiet, as if she too was savoring the peace they rarely got.

After a long pause, Zoey broke the silence. Her voice was softer now, almost hesitant. “You know, Rumi was the one who told me to bring you out here,” she said, her words barely louder than the rustling leaves around them.

Jinu blinked, surprised. He turned to her, eyebrows raised, but Zoey didn’t meet his gaze. Instead, she leaned forward, resting her elbows on her knees, a soft grin tugging at her lips.

“It wasn’t my idea, actually,” she continued, her tone casual but her eyes distant. “In fact, I didn’t even want to come outside with you alone. I thought... I don’t know, something weird might happen. Like you’d finally show your true colors or... I don’t know, attack me or something, since no one else was around.”

Jinu winced, her words hitting harder than he expected. His shoulders stiffened, and he looked away. No way he’d ever do that. Not that any of the girls knew, but he’d rather bite his own foot off than risk angering any of them—especially if it meant being taken away from Rumi.

“I hope I didn’t disappoint,” Jinu replied dryly, his voice flat.

Zoey turned to him with a bright grin. “You know? You’re just like Mira. You guys would definitely be cool together.”

Jinu snorted, looking away to hide the faint flush on his face. “No thanks. She’d probably slash my head off with her Gok-Do.”

Zoey burst out laughing, her voice ringing through the quiet park as she threw her head back. “No way! Rumi would be sad, and Mira hates it when Rumi’s sad. Use that to your advantage, demon boy!”

Jinu rolled his eyes but found himself smiling despite himself. “Not my name,” he muttered, though his tone had softened.

He didn’t want to admit the strange warmth blooming in his chest. Zoey had a way of reminding him of his sister—playful, unrelenting, and oddly comforting. But he didn’t want to compare them; they were different people, after all. Still, the thought lingered as they fell into an easy silence again.

Later, as they walked back into town, Jinu’s arms were burdened with an increasing number of shopping bags. Zoey darted in and out of shops like a child, enchanted by every glittering object, snack, or trinket she spotted.

“Did you really just bring me along to carry your stuff?” Jinu asked, sighing as he shifted the weight of the bags.

Zoey spun around, skipping a step as she grinned at him. “Of course not! But since you’ve got a strong body, might as well put it to use, right?”

Jinu rolled his eyes but didn’t argue. It wasn’t like he hated it. At least he had something to do.

Eventually, they stopped in front of a small clinic tucked between two larger shops. Jinu squinted at the sign hanging above the door, frowning. Something about this place felt familiar. His heart skipped a beat as he realized—this was the place where he’d first met Rumi. He could still vividly remember how she’d fallen, expecting him to help her up. He’d been too stunned at the time, but now... now, he wouldn’t think twice.

“What are we doing here? Are you sick?” Jinu asked, his brow furrowing as he glanced at Zoey.

She turned to him with a sheepish grin. “Nope. Just need some stuff for my voice. Ehe~,” she said, winking dramatically.

Jinu raised a brow but followed her inside. The clinic was small and quiet, the air thick with the faint smell of disinfectant. The walls were lined with framed pictures of smiling people posing with a man in a white coat—the doctor, Jinu assumed.

Zoey plopped down on one of the chairs and patted the spot next to her. “Sit,” she whispered, her tone almost conspiratorial.

Jinu sat down but gave her a suspicious look. “What are we doing here?” he asked again.

Zoey blushed, rubbing the back of her neck awkwardly. “Look, don’t tell Mira or Rumi, okay? But I wanted to buy one of his tonics for my voice,” she admitted, pouting slightly.

Jinu stared at her, confused. “Your voice? What’s wrong with it? I think it’s fine,” he said slowly, unsure of how to respond.

“Ugh, that’s what they all say!” Zoey groaned, throwing her hands up in frustration. “But I want to prepare my voice for our comeback!” Her determination was palpable as she clenched her fists dramatically.

Jinu leaned back in his chair, letting out a small “okay” under his breath.

As Zoey rocked excitedly in her seat, Jinu’s gaze wandered around the clinic. He found himself narrowing his eyes at the doctor in the pictures. Something about this place felt... off. Scammy, even. He couldn’t prove it, of course, but his instincts were rarely wrong.

He glanced at Zoey, who was practically bouncing with excitement, and sighed. She noticed his expression and laughed.

“What?” she asked, tilting her head.

“Nothing,” Jinu muttered, leaning back in his chair.

Quickly, Zoey snatched a magazine from the side table and thrust it into Jinu’s hands. “Stop fidgeting and just read this. He’ll be here soon,” she said, her tone sharp but laced with nervous anticipation.

Jinu accepted the magazine with a sigh, flipping it open to a random page. His eyes skimmed over the glossy contents without interest. “Do you come here often?” he asked, his tone flat. He wasn’t particularly curious; he just wanted to gauge how deep Zoey was into whatever scam this so-called doctor was running.

“Oh, me? Yeah," Zoey replied, her voice taking on a defensive edge. "I think it’s working. I mean, I can’t belt high notes like Rumi, but recently I’ve been practicing.” She cleared her throat and let out a piercing high-pitched note that made Jinu recoil, his shoulders jerking up as if bracing for impact.

The sound was so sharp it felt like it might shatter the glass door—if not for the timely entrance of a man in a white coat with large, circular glasses perched on his nose.

“Dr. Han! Hello!” Zoey nearly bolted from her seat, her excitement palpable. She extended her hand eagerly, and the man—Dr. Han—shook it with a smile so slick it practically screamed scammer .

Jinu shrank behind his magazine, narrowing his eyes as he watched the exchange.

“Ms. Zoey, I’m glad to see you again,” Dr. Han greeted her warmly, his voice smooth and professional. “Is your voice still troubling you?”

Zoey hesitated as she returned to her seat, her hand reaching up to rub the back of her neck. “Well… I’m just thinking it’s not enough, you know? I’ve already used most of the tonics you gave me last week, and I was wondering if I could get more?” She grinned sheepishly, her tone almost apologetic.

Jinu’s brow arched sharply. He didn’t mean to speak, but the words spilled out before he could stop himself. “Zoey, are you sure about this?”

She froze, her grin faltering, while Dr. Han’s smile widened ever so slightly, the victorious glint in his eye unmistakable.

Jinu continued, his voice dripping with disdain. “Not that I care, but watching you get scammed like this is just… painful. A tonic to fix your voice? Seriously? You might as well pray to Gwi-Ma if you want miracles to happen faster.”

Zoey shot him a glare, but his words lingered. Her voice wasn’t even bad to begin with. Jinu had heard her sing before; her vocals were strong and clear. What could possibly make her so desperate for improvement?

Dr. Han turned his attention to Jinu, his expression curious, as if he’d only just noticed the young man’s presence. Adjusting his glasses, he raised a brow in polite interest.

“And who might this be?” Dr. Han asked, his tone light and conversational.

Zoey forced a laugh, her hand shooting out to pat Jinu’s arm in an attempt to diffuse the tension. “Oh, that’s my cousin—he’s visiting from America,” she said hurriedly. “He’s not used to… well, places like this. Don’t mind him.”

Jinu lowered his magazine just enough to glare at the doctor, his eyes narrowing into slits. Dr. Han smiled politely but took a cautious step closer.

“Ah, your cousin? It’s an honor to meet you, Mr…?” Dr. Han extended a hand toward Jinu, who made no move to reciprocate.

“Not interested,” Jinu said bluntly, his tone cold. “Especially if you’re going to try to scam me too.”

Dr. Han blinked, his composure momentarily shaken. Zoey’s face turned bright red as she scrambled to intervene, laughing nervously. “He didn’t mean that!” she exclaimed, her hand darting out to shove Jinu’s face back behind the magazine. “He’s just… skeptical! Don’t mind him, Dr. Han!”

Jinu pushed her hand away, annoyed, and Zoey flopped back into her seat with a frustrated huff. Dr. Han chuckled softly, waving a hand to dismiss the tension.

“It’s quite alright, Ms. Zoey,” he said smoothly. “I understand some people find it hard to believe in the efficacy of my tonics. But as you know, they truly work, don’t they?”

He turned to Zoey, whose expression softened as she nodded eagerly. “Yes, absolutely! They’ve really helped me,” she said, her tone earnest.

Jinu gave her an incredulous look, his expression practically screaming, Are you seriously falling for this? He turned his attention back to Dr. Han, his lips curling into a sneer.

“Just because you can take advantage of people doesn’t mean you should ,” Jinu said, his voice low and dangerous. “Especially when she doesn’t even need your tonics to sound amazing.”

The room fell quiet for a moment, the tension thick enough to cut with a knife. Zoey stared at Jinu, her cheeks flushed with embarrassment, while Dr. Han’s polite smile remained frozen.

“Jinu!” Zoey almost shrieked, her voice rising in a pitch of disbelief. If she’d been wearing a wig, it might have flown off from sheer surprise.

“Oh, Mr. Zoey’s cousin, do not fret.” Dr. Han’s voice carried a strange, almost mocking calmness. “My tonic does indeed work… though I can see you must be the cynical type.”

Adjusting his glasses with a deliberate motion, Dr. Han tilted his head and stared intently at Jinu. The intensity of his gaze made Jinu recoil slightly, his face twisting into a complicated mix of confusion and disgust. The doctor, undeterred, leaned closer, his eyes narrowing as if he were studying a peculiar specimen under a microscope.

“Yes, yes. I can see what kind of person you are,” Dr. Han murmured, the corner of his lips curling into an almost predatory smile. “A person full of guilt. So much anger, hate, and madness. Not towards others, no, but directed inward—at yourself. Tell me, can I ask? Are you perhaps… depressed?

The words hit Jinu like a slap. A dam of emotion broke loose before he could stop himself.

“Don’t talk to me like you know me!” Jinu growled, shoving the man away with enough force to make him stumble. He shot to his feet, fists clenched, his breathing erratic.

“Jinu, what the hell?!” Zoey scrambled to her feet, her startled yell ringing in the room.

“I didn’t ask you to psychoanalyze me, doctor ,” Jinu snarled, his voice low and dangerous. His eyes narrowed into slits, demon marks on his skin starting to pulse with an eerie glow. The tips of his fingers darkened to a deep crimson as his nails elongated into sharp, claw-like points.

Dr. Han, still adjusting his balance, raised his hands in mock surrender. “Oh, don’t take it so personally. Many people these days suffer from the same struggles. If you’d like, I could refer you to a close friend of mine—she’s an excellent therapist. She’ll hear you out.”

Jinu didn’t remember swinging his fist, but he did. The impact reverberated through the room, loud and sickening.

The scene after the commotion was far less dramatic but infinitely more uncomfortable. Both Zoey and Jinu walked out of the clinic in tense silence. The door slammed behind them, and with it, Zoey’s opportunity to ever return.

“Zoey, look, I’m sorry, okay?” Jinu blurted as he hurried after her. His tone was frantic, tinged with guilt.

Zoey, however, was having none of it. She stomped down the street, her face flushed with a mixture of embarrassment and fury.

“Zoey, hey! Will you just stop and let me explain?” Jinu reached out, trying to grab her elbow, but she shrugged him off with a sharp movement.

She suddenly stopped, whirling around to face him. “Do you even realize what you’ve done?!” she snapped, her voice trembling with rage. “You punched an innocent man! Be glad he didn’t call the police on us! Do you even know what would’ve happened if someone found out that one of the HUNTR/X members was involved in a fight?!”

Jinu froze, stunned by the outburst. His demon marks receded slightly as guilt flickered across his face.

Zoey’s chest heaved, her breaths shaky as unshed tears glistened in her eyes. “You don’t get it, do you?” she whispered, her voice cracking.

“Zoey, I… I didn’t mean for it to go that far,” Jinu muttered weakly, his voice barely above a whisper. “He started saying all this crap like he knew me, like he knew everything I’ve been through. It pissed me off. I just… I lost control.”

Zoey let out a bitter laugh, crossing her arms defensively. “Control? You don’t even know the meaning of the word. God, I can’t believe I let you out of the apartment. I must be the stupidest person alive. And Rumi—Rumi’s even stupider for thinking you wouldn’t act out just because you’re her sword!”

Jinu bristled at that, his fists clenching at his sides. “Hey, don’t call her stupid. If you’re mad at me, then just be mad at me! Leave her out of this.”

Zoey’s eyes burned with fury as she took a step closer, her finger jabbing towards his chest. “And you think I don’t know he’s a scam? Do you think I’m that naïve?” she finally snapped, her voice rising.

Jinu blinked, stepping back in shock. Zoey rarely raised her voice like this. She was loud, sure—brash, eccentric, and unapologetically herself. But anger like this? It caught him off guard.

“I knew he was a scam, Jinu,” Zoey continued, her voice softer now but no less weighted with emotion. “I just… I hoped that maybe, just maybe, whatever he was giving would help me. Help my voice.” Her arms dropped to her sides as she turned away, her posture slumping slightly. “I’ve always felt like my voice isn’t enough. I’m good at writing songs, at words , but never at singing. I just thought… maybe he could fix that.”

Jinu stared at her, his chest tightening. He didn’t know what to say. He wasn’t good with words, never had been.

“Zoey…” he started, but his voice faltered.

She didn’t wait for him to finish. Turning on her heel, she began walking away again, her steps quick and purposeful.

Jinu sighed, running a hand through his hair before jogging after her. “Zoey, I really am sorry,” he called out, his tone softer now. “I shouldn’t have interfered. I just…” He trailed off, struggling to find the right words.

Why did he do that, anyway? It wasn’t like he cared about Zoey the way he cared about Rumi. She was just Rumi’s bandmate—a friend at best, an acquaintance at worst. So why did it matter so much to him? Why would he go out of his way to do something so… personal? Was it because he had finally admitted to himself that Zoey reminded him too much of his sister? That sharp, unspoken resemblance clawed at his chest, even though he tried to push it aside.

"What? Do you really want to embarrass me?" Zoey snapped, her voice barely above a whisper, but the bitterness in it was unmistakable. She frowned, her gaze darting away as if avoiding his eyes might shield her from her own vulnerability. Letting out a shaky sigh, she looked… disappointed. Not just in him—but maybe in herself. It was as if she didn’t want to admit what had been gnawing at her mind and heart, as if voicing it would make it all too real.

Jinu stood there, watching her, his chest tightening as his heart beat faster. She looked like she was teetering on the edge of something fragile—one step closer to breaking down completely or crying her heart out. The sight of her like this pained him in a way he hadn’t expected. 

It was painfully familiar, like déjà vu. It reminded him so vividly of his sister—her trembling voice, her tear-streaked cheeks, the way she tried to hold herself together even when she was falling apart. He hated seeing his sister cry. And now, Zoey was doing both—crying and looking utterly broken.

“Look,” he began hesitantly, his voice awkward and uncertain. “You have a good voice. You don’t need medicine or… or whatever you drink to make it sound better. Just… believe in yourself.”

The words tumbled out clumsily, and he winced at how awkward they sounded. It wasn’t perfect, but it was all he could think to say.

Zoey stared at the ground for a moment, her face unreadable, before her eyes widened in slight surprise. Slowly, she raised her head to look at him, her expression softening as if his words had struck a chord she hadn’t expected. Jinu shifted nervously, fidgeting on his feet, swaying side to side under the weight of her gaze.

“Did you really mean that?” she asked, her voice weak and trembling, like she was afraid of the answer.

Jinu turned to her, forcing a small, awkward smile. “Y-Yeah,” he stammered.

Silence fell between them again, the air heavy but not as suffocating as before.

“How about we go home now?” Jinu finally said, stepping closer to her cautiously.

Zoey sniffled, wiping her eyes and nose with the back of her hand. Her voice was quieter now, steadier. “Yeah,” she murmured, nodding. “Let’s.”

And just like that, they began to walk, side by side, neither speaking.

 

BOTH JINU AND ZOEY WERE SILENT WHEN THEY RETURNED HOME . The apartment was unusually quiet, the only sounds coming from the low hum of the refrigerator and the soft tapping of Mira and Rumi’s fingers on their phones as they lounged in the living room. 

The mood shifted the moment the front door opened—Zoey entered first, her posture rigid, her expression unreadable. Without a word, she strode past the others and went straight for the room she shared with Mira, closing the door behind her with a loud, decisive thud.

The noise made Mira and Rumi look up, confusion flickering between them. Jinu followed in after Zoey, keeping his eyes downcast as he quietly shut the main door. The bags Zoey had bought earlier now seemed heavier as he set them down in the kitchen counter, as if he were unloading not just her shopping but the weight of whatever had happened outside.

Mira stood up first, suspicion written all over her face as she squared her shoulders. Rumi followed, more perplexed than concerned. “What did you do?” Mira demanded, her tone sharp as she jabbed an accusatory finger toward Jinu. He flinched, instinctively stepping back.

“I didn’t do anything,” he protested, side-stepping her finger. Rumi gently pushed Mira’s hand down, letting out a weary sigh. “Stop jumping to conclusions, Mira. Maybe Zoey just had a bad day,” she suggested, shooting Mira a look.

Jinu frowned, guilt flickering in his eyes. “Not really,” he admitted after a pause, scratching the back of his neck. “I guess you could say I was part of it.”

Mira shot Rumi a smug ‘I told you so’ look before turning her glare back on Jinu. “So what did you do? You know I won’t go easy on you, even if you’re, like, Rumi’s demon sword or whatever.” Rumi rolled her eyes and poked Mira in the side, giving her a warning glare.

“What? I’m just stating facts. He’s a demon,” Mira grumbled.

“I am too, remember?” Rumi interjected dryly.

“Part demon,” Jinu and Mira said in unison, exchanging a rare moment of agreement as Rumi sighed, tossing her hands up in a gesture of surrender.

“So what really happened?” Rumi pressed, her voice softer now. Jinu hesitated, shifting uncomfortably.

“She went to this clinic. She wanted to get some tonics for her voice,” he explained.

“Tonic?” Mira echoed, her brow furrowing. “For her voice? Is her throat hurting, Is she alright?” Rumi’s concern was genuine, her eyes narrowing with worry.

Jinu shook his head. “No, not exactly. She thinks her voice isn’t good enough—like, not perfect. She thought… a tonic could help. But the guy at the clinic was a scammer, I could smell it a mile away. You know how it is. Long story short… things got heated. You should probably ask Zoey for the details.” He sighed, slouching against the kitchen counter, all the tension draining from his body. Right now, he wanted nothing more than to collapse onto the couch, eat something, and let the world fade away for a while.

Mira narrowed her eyes at him, still suspicious, but she turned and made her way toward the bedroom. Rumi lingered, concern etched on her face as she gently placed a hand on Jinu’s shoulder.

“I punched the doctor,” Jinu finally confessed, his voice barely above a whisper.

Rumi’s eyes widened. “You punched who?” she asked, startled.

Jinu’s cheeks colored as he stood up straighter, trying to regain a semblance of dignity. “The doctor. He said some things I didn’t like… I lost my temper and punched him. Zoey got mad at me, too, and then… yeah, that’s what happened. She’s probably furious with me. I get it.” He shrugged, trying to sound indifferent, but his voice betrayed a trace of regret.

Being scammed sucked. Watching Zoey—any of them, really, but especially Rumi—fall for a scam was even worse.

Rumi surprised him by reaching up on her tiptoes and ruffling his hair. Jinu flinched, not expecting the gesture, but Rumi only grinned. “You did good. I should thank you,” she said, her eyes crinkling with warmth.

Flustered, Jinu backed away, rubbing the back of his neck and trying to appear engrossed in the kitchen counter. “Let me guess—the doctor’s name was Dr. Han?” Rumi asked.

Jinu blinked. “How’d you know?”

Rumi chuckled. “Zoey brought me there once, too.”

She snickered at the memory as Jinu pushed one of Zoey’s shopping bags in her direction—a white one, probably filled with yet another outfit or accessory that Zoey bought before everything went sideways.

“You should tell her she has a nice voice,” Jinu muttered, awkwardly. “She should stop trying to be perfect all the time.”

Rumi’s grin widened. “Was that… actual concern?”

“No,” Jinu said quickly, though his tone was half-hearted. “I just don’t want to live with mentally unstable people. Especially hunters,” he added, but even he didn’t sound convinced.

Rumi laughed, leaning against the counter as she wiped a tear from her eye. “Okay, whatever you say, Jinu.”

Jinu huffed, turning away, but he couldn’t help glancing back at Rumi’s smiling face. For a moment, the tension in his shoulders eased.

“Really—thank you, Jinu,” Rumi said, her voice sincere. “I know some of us are… well, we’ve all got our own problems, outside of hunter business and idol life. I’m just glad you’re looking out for us. Even if you pretend not to care.”

She hadn’t said “looking over Zoey”—she’d said “us,” as if Jinu actually cared about the whole group. And… well, if he was being honest, maybe he did. Okay, more than a little. He cared a lot about Rumi, and that meant, by extension, caring about what she cared about. If her friends were sad, she’d be sad too. Jinu liked to pretend he was only doing all this for Rumi’s sake, not for himself. 

It was easier that way, pretending he was just her sword, nothing more.

“Yeah, okay…” he muttered, looking away, his cheeks tinged with embarrassment.

Rumi giggled, the sound bright and almost musical—something about it always made Jinu feel lighter, even if he’d never admit it out loud. “You know I trust you, right?” she said, her eyes sparkling with mischief. “You could’ve just taken the guy’s soul, but you didn’t. Instead, you went with the good old-fashioned way.” She grinned at him, and Jinu couldn’t help but snort.

She was right. The urge to claw that man’s soul from his chest had been strong—so strong he could almost taste it—but he hadn’t. He’d settled for his fists instead, letting his anger out in a punch rather than something far, far worse. And honestly, he’d only done that because it made him furious to see someone try to con a girl as self-conscious as Zoey, someone who already felt her voice didn’t measure up to the other two hunters.

“Yeah…” Jinu replied, rubbing the back of his neck, still a little sheepish.

“Lighten up, my multi-purpose sword,” Rumi teased, elbowing him playfully.

Jinu forced a laugh, his lips curling into a reluctant smile as he rolled his eyes. “Whatever, Rumi,” he said, and for once, the words didn’t sound so hollow.

Notes:

Zoey and Jinu sibling core. Starting from teasing eachother to pissing eachother off ToT. I hope you guys enjoy this fic :p

(Also, just realized every chapter are so long what the heck TOT)

Chapter 5

Notes:

TW: mentions of suicide

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

WHEN JINU SLEEPS, HE SEES HIS MOTHER.

It wasn’t just a dream—it was a memory. A memory of her laugh, soft and fleeting, as she watched him stumble over his own feet, tripping in his clumsy attempts to make her smile. She rarely laughed, though. More often, she frowned—a weight heavier than her years etched on her brow. Jinu didn’t understand it back then. How could he? He’d been a child, too young to grasp the gravity of their poverty, too innocent to care. To him, the world had been simple: he was happy as long as he was with her, helping her sell whatever they could scrape together.

But as the years passed, the lines on her face deepened. He remembered how their food dwindled, how the meals grew smaller, until eventually, she stopped eating altogether. She would brush it off with a weak smile, telling Jinu and his sister to finish everything on their plates. “I’m not hungry,” she’d lie. He knew better now. She was starving herself so they wouldn’t have to.

Jinu missed her. He missed her touch, the way her hands would stroke his hair, calming him. He missed her voice. He missed her laugh. But the cruel passage of time had stolen those memories from him, leaving only fragments behind. And wasn’t that just the most pitiful thing in the world? That her son—her own flesh and blood—could forget her?

What kind of son forgets his mother?

A useless son.

The words whispered in his mind, sharp as glass.

Useless son.

Useless.

What a useless son you are.

You deserve to die.

You deserve that poison.

Die. Die. Die. Die.

Jinu woke with a start, his breath caught in his throat. Sticky warmth spread across his face—Derpy was licking him, the tiger’s rough tongue dragging through his hair. Jinu let out a choked cry, his body trembling uncontrollably as he turned away. The darkness of the room pressed in on him, the only light spilling in from the pale moon outside the window.

He clawed at the duvet, desperate to escape its suffocating weight. Derpy whimpered, pawing at the side of the bed. The sound was soft, almost pleading, but Jinu couldn’t hear it over the rush of his own panicked breaths.

I can’t breathe. I can’t—

His hands flew to his throat, clutching at it as if he expected to find it slashed open, blood pouring out. He scrambled out of bed, his legs giving way beneath him, and crashed to the cold floor with a painful thud. The room spun as he pressed his forehead against the ground, sweat dripping from his brow in heavy droplets.

His body convulsed, wracked with fear and memories he couldn’t suppress. He could feel it—could still feel it—how he’d died. How he’d been sent to hell.

“Oh God…” he whispered, voice cracking as he struggled to ground himself.

Derpy padded around the bed and sat beside him, nudging Jinu’s trembling form with his nose. The tiger whined softly, his concern palpable. But Jinu couldn’t move, couldn’t stop the spiral of thoughts and memories tearing through his mind. His nails dug into his neck, leaving crescent-shaped indents in his skin. The pain was distant, drowned out by the chaos in his head.

“I died,” Jinu mumbled, trembling violently, his breath coming in short, ragged gasps. “I died, I—I was sent to hell…”

Derpy let out another whine, his large body shifting closer. He rubbed his face against Jinu’s head, a comforting warmth against the cold, hard floor.

It took Jinu longer than he cared to admit to gather himself. His hands eventually fell away from his throat, leaving faint red marks behind. He sat up slowly, his body still shaking as Derpy pressed against his side. The tiger’s purrs rumbled low and steady, anchoring him.

“Derpy?” Jinu murmured, his voice hoarse. He reached out, his hand trembling as he placed it on the tiger’s head. Derpy whined again, his tail flicking anxiously.

“I’m sorry,” Jinu said, his voice cracking. “You know how bad I get.”

Derpy purred louder, leaning into Jinu’s touch. His warmth was a balm against Jinu’s frayed nerves, a reminder that he wasn’t alone.

The red glow of the digital clock on the nightstand caught Jinu’s eye. 3:00 AM. The floor beneath him was cold, the chill seeping through his thin pants. He shivered, his breath still unsteady, but the worst of the panic had passed. Slowly, painfully, he climbed back into bed.

Derpy followed, taking up half the mattress with his large body. It wasn’t the first time he’d done this. Jinu let out a soft chuckle as the tiger settled beside him, his tail brushing against Jinu’s legs.

Under the dim moonlight, the demon marks on Jinu’s body glowed faintly, shifting in hues of blue, pink, and yellow. They reminded him of Rumi. Her touch. Her warmth. The memories made his chest ache, but they also brought a strange sense of comfort.

Derpy’s purrs grew louder as he rubbed his face against Jinu’s cheek. Jinu smiled faintly, his hand moving to stroke the tiger’s fur.

“You’ve done so much for me, Derpy,” he whispered.

He thought back to the first time he’d found the tiger in hell. Derpy had been a cub, barely old enough to walk, standing beside the lifeless body of a larger blue tiger—his mother. Demons had killed her, and Derpy had been left alone, growling and whimpering in equal measure. Jinu didn’t remember what compelled him to reach out, but he did.

He remembered sitting on his favorite stone, the little cub cradled in his arms. Derpy had cried for his mother, and Jinu had cried with him.

And from that moment on, Derpy never left Jinu’s side. The tiger was as much a companion as he was a protector. But their solitude was soon disrupted by Bird—a magpie with gleaming black-and-white feathers that seemed to shimmer even under hell's dim, oppressive light. 

Perched on the withered, skeletal trees scattered across the infernal landscape, Bird would watch them incessantly, its sharp eyes glinting with something unnervingly intelligent. It squawked every time Jinu glanced at it, as if mocking his attempts to intimidate it with a growl. Jinu had initially thought the bird belonged to someone else—a spy sent to probe the cracks in his fragile defenses, searching for weaknesses that could lead to his destruction. After all, it wouldn’t have been the first time a demon tried.

But Bird proved to be different. One day, it boldly swooped down and perched itself atop Derpy’s massive head. The tiger, surprisingly, didn’t so much as flinch, his amber eyes blinking lazily as if this was the most natural thing in the world. It was then Jinu realized Bird wasn’t a threat, but something else entirely. A strange ally, perhaps. Or maybe just another oddity in his already bizarre existence.

Jinu let out a sigh, his breath rustling through Derpy’s fur. The tiger responded with a gentle paw to his face, as if to comfort him. Jinu huffed, pushing the massive paw aside. "You’re impossible," he muttered. He lay there for a moment longer, staring at the blank white ceiling, sleep now a distant memory. 

Not that he needed it, being what he was. But he had grown to enjoy the ritual of it—closing his eyes, letting his body relax, pretending for a few hours that he was just like everyone else. The nightmares, though—those he could do without. He rubbed his face. “Thanks for waking me up, Derpy. You always know what to do.”

The tiger purred as Jinu sat up, stretching until his shoulders popped. Derpy lifted his head, watching him with a curious tilt, his tail thumping softly against the bed. Jinu swung his legs over the edge of the bed, scanning the floor for his slippers. They were nowhere in sight. 

He crouched down and reached under the bed, grumbling to himself. “Of course, you had to shove them under here,” he said, shooting Derpy a mock glare. The tiger merely blinked, unbothered. Jinu finally found one and slipped it on, muttering, “There it is.”

The digital clock on his bedside table glowed a harsh red: 3:26 AM. He groaned quietly. What now? Watch the sunrise and wait for the others to wake up? And then what? His mind wandered to yesterday’s fight with Zoey, the words still fresh, still sharp. Should he apologize? He wasn’t sure. It wasn’t that Zoey didn’t deserve one—of course she did—but had he actually done something wrong? The thought frustrated him. Feelings, emotions—he hated them. Life had been so much simpler when it was just kill or be killed.

He carefully cracked open his door, peeking out into the apartment. The living room was dark, the shadows long and still. Mira and Rumi’s bedroom doors were shut tight, and the faint hum of the fridge and air conditioner filled the quiet. Padding softly into the hallway, he felt Derpy’s warm presence at his side. The tiger followed him, his tail brushing against Jinu’s leg as he purred, rubbing his massive head against Jinu’s hip. For a moment, Jinu felt a flicker of relief. At least no one was awake to see him skulking around.

“What are you doing up?”

Jinu nearly jumped out of his skin, his heart leaping into his throat. He whirled around to find Rumi perched on the kitchen counter, a mug cradled in her hands. The kitchen was cloaked in darkness save for her eyes, which pierced through the gloom with an eerie clarity.

“Gods, Rumi!” he hissed, clutching his chest.

She broke into a fit of laughter, her voice light and teasing. “You’re a demon, but you’re such a scaredy-cat!”

Jinu shot her a glare as he stalked toward her. “You need to stop doing that.”

“Never,” she said, grinning. “Anyway, why are you up?”

“I should be asking you that,” Jinu grumbled, leaning against the counter. “I don’t even need to sleep. I just do it because it’s… fun.” He fiddled with a loose thread on his shirt, avoiding her gaze.

Rumi hummed, swirling her mug. “Couldn’t sleep. Too much on my mind, I guess. Drinking warm milk helps. Usually.” She tilted the mug toward him, showing the white liquid inside.

Jinu nodded absently, then pushed himself up onto the counter to sit beside her. One of his slippers fell to the floor with a soft thud, and Rumi giggled, her eyes crinkling with amusement. Jinu rolled his eyes, but before he could retrieve it, Derpy trotted over, picked the slipper up in his mouth, and placed it back at Jinu’s feet with impeccable care.

“Did you teach him to do that?” Rumi asked, her voice tinged with wonder.

“Nope,” Jinu said, scratching Derpy behind the ears. “He just does it. He’s smarter than he looks.”

Rumi smiled softly. “I can see that.”

For a moment, the two of them sat in companionable silence, the faint sounds of the city filtering through the apartment. Cars honked in the distance, and Jinu’s gaze drifted to the large window in the living room. The faint glow of Seoul’s never-ending nightlife painted the glass in shades of orange and white.

“Seoul never sleeps,” Rumi murmured, her voice barely above a whisper.

“It really doesn’t,” Jinu agreed, his tone distant.

“Not used to the noise?” she asked, her smile turning sly.

Jinu shook his head. “No, it’s… better here. In hell, all you hear are screams. Crying, wailing—it’s constant. Just… endless suffering.” His voice faltered, and he rubbed his face, as if scrubbing away the memories.

Rumi’s expression softened. “You’re never going back there,” she said firmly, her voice filled with quiet determination.

Jinu blinked, startled by the conviction in her tone.

Rumi flushed, waving her hand as if to dismiss her own words. “I mean—you’re already fitting in here. A week in, and you’re doing great.” She smiled, placing her hand on his shoulder—a simple gesture, but one that sent a warmth spreading through Jinu’s chest.

Her touch was light but grounding, and for a moment, he felt his resolve strengthen. Maybe she was right. Maybe he was fitting in, after all.

Derpy yawned loudly from beneath their feet, his massive body curled into a tight ball, his tail twitching as he dreamed. Jinu chuckled softly, his gaze flicking to Rumi. She was sipping her milk again, her eyes half-lidded with a contented sort of sleepiness.

Fitting in, huh? Only Rumi could say that with such confidence. A small, tentative smile tugged at Jinu’s lips. Maybe—just maybe—he could believe her.

“You never answered my question yet,” Rumi finally broke the silence, her voice quiet but insistent, cutting through the stillness like a blade.

Jinu sighed deeply, leaning onto his elbows, his fingers cradling his tired cheek. “Just… had a dream, that’s all,” he muttered, his voice gravelly, thick with bitterness. His throat felt raw, as if he had swallowed shards of glass, and the words tasted foul as they left his mouth. It wasn’t just a dream—it was a memory, one of the darkest corners of his existence. A moment of shame that clung to him like an unforgiving shadow.

It wasn’t just about abandoning his mother and sister. No, this was something else. Something far worse. Something vile. He had let Gwi-Ma win. He had taken the poison, gulped it down like a coward, and sent himself tumbling straight into hell.

For a moment, the room seemed to dissolve around him. The hum of the fridge fell away. The gentle whir of the air conditioner disappeared. Even Rumi’s breathing became distant. All he could feel was the phantom burn of the poison in his throat, the metallic tang of blood spilling onto his tongue. He remembered collapsing to the floor, convulsing, clawing toward a door that never felt further away.

It was the coward’s way out. Desperation had consumed him, devoured his resolve until all that was left was guilt, anger, and madness. He had been so angry at himself, so disgusted with his failure, that he wanted an escape. And he had taken the easiest, most damning exit.

His hand drifted unconsciously to his throat, as if the memory of that moment still lingered there. The bitterness. The sharp, choking pain. He blinked rapidly, his vision swimming.

Then, as if sensing his torment, Derpy—his ever-loyal companion—rose to his feet and rubbed his soft face against Jinu’s leg. At the same time, Rumi placed a gentle hand on his elbow. The dual gestures grounded him, pulling him back to the present. He exhaled shakily, the tension in his chest loosening ever so slightly.

“It’s alright if you don’t want to tell me,” Rumi said softly, her voice like a balm. Her eyes were gentle, empathetic, and patient. She looked so beautiful in that moment, her hair unbound and cascading down to her waist, no longer tied in her usual braids. It framed her face like a halo, making her look ethereal—otherworldly. Like a goddess descended to earth.

Jinu swallowed hard. He wanted, so desperately, to worship her. To be her one and only believer. He would have kissed the ground she walked on if it meant she would cast her gaze upon him for just a moment longer.

“Thanks,” he muttered, his voice barely audible. His hand dropped to pet Derpy, who let out a contented warble and licked his fingers. Rumi gave his arm a reassuring squeeze before pulling away, and the absence of her touch left him cold. He wanted to chase after that warmth, but he held himself back, forcing himself to sit straighter.

He watched as Rumi took another sip of her milk, her expression contemplative.

“Hey,” she said after a moment, her voice breaking the silence again.

Jinu hummed softly, letting her know he was listening.

“Do you want to try that trick again?” she asked, her tone light but tinged with something deeper.

Jinu tilted his head curiously. “What trick?”

“Your sword trick,” she clarified, glancing at him with a small, nervous smile.

Jinu blinked. Her request caught him off guard. Turning into her sword again? He wasn’t opposed to the idea, but why was she bringing it up now? It wasn’t as though she needed to fight anymore. She had long since dismantled the old Honmoon and rebuilt it into something stronger, something unshakeable.

“Uhm. Okay… but why?” he asked, his brows furrowing.

Rumi let out a sheepish laugh, rubbing the back of her neck. “I just… Well, do you remember when you saved me?” she asked hesitantly.

Jinu nodded, his throat tightening at the memory.

“When you gave me your soul… it was like you gave me a power boost. You saved me from Gwi-Ma. If it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t have made it.”

“That’s a load of bullshit,” Jinu retorted quickly, frowning. “Even without me, you would have saved everyone.”

Rumi raised her head, her expression serious. “You know that’s not true, Jinu. We all helped each other, yes, but I wouldn’t have survived without you. What I’m trying to say is…” She hesitated, her voice dropping to a whisper. “I want to feel it again.”

Jinu’s frown deepened. “Feel what again?”

“Being complete,” Rumi whispered, her words fragile but steady. “It was like… your soul was meant to be held in my hands.”

If that wasn’t a love confession, Jinu didn’t know what was. Heat rushed to his face, and he struggled to process her words. How could she say something like that so casually? How could she be so brazen? He looked away, his heart hammering in his chest.

“Sorry if that makes you uncomfortable,” Rumi added quickly, her worry evident. “I just… I’ve been thinking about it a lot. After you came back, the sword started getting heavier and heavier. And now that I know it was you in there, I can’t stop wondering… Did it make you uncomfortable that I was the one handling you?”

Jinu turned to her sharply, his voice louder than he intended. “No!”

Rumi flinched slightly, her eyes wide, and Jinu immediately softened, glancing toward Mira’s closed door. “Sorry,” he muttered, his face flushing. “I just… No, I didn’t mind. In fact, I was glad it was you.”

Rumi’s expression softened, and Jinu continued, his voice quieter now. “It’s just… I don’t remember much from when I was inside the sword. It was like I didn’t have a body. Like I was asleep? It’s hard to explain. But it felt more like I was a burden to you than anything else. I couldn’t match your frequency. I don’t know if that makes sense.”

Rumi nodded slowly, her brows knitting together as she tried to make sense of his words. Then, a spark of determination lit up her eyes.

“Then let’s match our frequencies,” she said, her voice brimming with excitement. “It can’t be that hard, right? We already sang together in harmony once.”

Jinu hesitated. He wanted to tell her that the voice she remembered—the one that had harmonized with hers—was given to him by Gwi-Ma. But instead, he smiled faintly and nodded. “Okay. As long as it’s you, I’m okay with it.”

He hoped she would understand the deeper meaning behind his words, but if she did, she didn’t show it. Instead, she grinned brightly, her enthusiasm infectious.

“Let’s call this Mission: Soul Eater!” she declared, raising their joined hands triumphantly into the air.

Jinu couldn’t help but smile at her exuberance. 

 

JINU DIDN’T KNOW HOW TO MATCH RUMI’S FREQUENCY . Not after the night she told him about her plan. He had tried—desperately—singing alone in his room, only for his voice to crack and croak from years of disuse. How could he possibly match Rumi if he couldn’t even sing? Maybe this was why he always felt more like a burden in his sword form than an asset. He couldn’t sing. He couldn’t harmonize. What should he do now?

Morning had already come, and Rumi had gone out for her usual jog, leaving him to his thoughts. She’d mentioned something about crafting a training regime for the two of them, so they could figure out how to work together. Weapon and Meister. Whatever that meant. Jinu figured he should probably watch whatever anime Rumi kept referencing. Maybe that would help him get a better grasp of what she was talking about—maybe even help him figure out how to match her wavelength.

So now here he was, face-down on the living room floor, the TV in front of him playing Soul Eater . He lay on his chest, completely absorbed in the bright colors and chaotic energy of the show. His chin rested on folded arms, shoulders hunched.

“What the hell are you doing, dude? Wait—is that Soul Eater ?”

Jinu turned his head slightly to see Mira emerging from the bathroom. She was wrapped in a white bathrobe, her damp hair dripping water onto the floor as she padded barefoot into the room.

He didn’t bother tearing his gaze from the show. Instead, he lazily waved a hand in acknowledgment, muttering, “I need to understand the references you three keep making.” His voice was gruff, distracted, as if the words were an afterthought.

Mira snickered, plopping down onto the sofa behind him. “Dude, you’re such an old man, I swear. You don’t need to watch it to understand the references. It’s literally just people turning into weapons.”

Jinu grumbled something incoherent into the rug. He wanted to slam his face into the ground out of sheer frustration. Why was everything so simple for everyone else but him?

“Besides,” Mira added, smirking, “why are you so interested? You thinking about turning back into a sword again? I thought you liked it here, being in the human world and stuff.” Her grin widened like she already knew the answer—like she knew it wasn’t about him, but about Rumi.

Jinu stiffened, his face heating slightly. “I just—none of your business,” he deadpanned.

Mira’s grin turned sharp, predatory, like she had caught the scent of something juicy. Jinu shot her a tired glare before turning his attention back to the TV. But before he could resume the episode, the screen flickered and went dark. He blinked, confused, before turning to Mira, his annoyance evident in the sharpness of his gaze.

“Why did you turn it off? I was watching that!” His tone was low, teetering on a growl. He didn’t even care how childish he sounded. He had been enjoying himself, dammit.

Mira leaned back on the sofa, her grin never faltering. “You’re not a kid. Besides, you can watch it later. It’s not like you were doing something important.”

Jinu scoffed, his irritation bubbling closer to the surface. “That was important,” he muttered petulantly, glaring at her as if it would make her turn the screen back on. He was too annoyed to even feel embarrassed at his own tone.

Mira just laughed, clearly amused by his reaction. “You’re such a kid sometimes, you know that?” she teased, her smirk widening.

Jinu sat up, brushing the dust off his chest with exaggerated motions before shooting her a scowl. “What do you want , Mira? Can’t you just leave me alone?”

“Hey, am I not allowed to be curious about what our resident demon-slash-sword-boy is doing?” she asked, her tone light and teasing.

Jinu’s eye twitched at the nickname, his jaw tightening. “That should be none of your business,” he muttered, crossing his arms and turning away from her as if to physically block her presence out of his mind.

But Mira didn’t take the hint. Instead, she pulled out her phone and started watching something—loudly. The obnoxious music grated on Jinu’s nerves, causing him to slump forward in defeat. He let out a low growl, his annoyance simmering just beneath the surface. She loved to irritate him, didn’t she?

Jinu clenched his fists, resisting the urge to lash out like a child. He hated how easily she got under his skin, but what frustrated him even more was that deep down, she wasn’t entirely wrong. He did want to work with Rumi. He did want to be useful. But how could he, when he couldn’t even figure out how to match her wavelength?

“Ugh, what do you want?” Jinu finally relented, his voice laced with irritation as he turned toward Mira, who lowered her phone with a deliberate slowness.

“Tell me what you’re up to,” she demanded, her eyes narrowing suspiciously as she leaned in closer. Jinu instinctively shuffled back, a nervous look flashing across his face.

“Why should I? What are you going to do?” he shot back, attempting to mask his unease with defiance.

Mira raised a single, unimpressed brow, her expression practically dripping with disdain. Without a word, she waved the TV remote in front of his face like a dangling carrot.

“You’ll lose your TV privileges,” she said simply, her tone cool but laced with an edge of mischief.

Jinu’s eyes widened in horror, the threat landing like a blow. He instantly dropped to his knees, hands clasped together in a dramatic plea. “Wait, no!” he exclaimed, his voice pitching higher. “Not the TV! I have nothing else to do here! You can’t do that!”

Mira’s lips curled into a smirk as she twirled the remote mockingly in her hand, watching as Jinu’s wide eyes followed it like a starving fish eyeing bait. He reached out with clawed hands, desperately trying to snatch it, but she easily pulled it away, keeping it just out of reach.

“Oh, I absolutely can,” she teased, her grin growing wider. “I also own this place, remember? You, on the other hand, are just a freeloader.” She punctuated her words by pointing the remote directly at him like it was a weapon.

Jinu let out a groan, slumping dejectedly onto the floor. “This is abuse,” he muttered, flopping over like a defeated rag doll. “You can’t just take the remote away.”

“Ohoho, I can,” Mira replied, her smirk turning downright devilish.

“I’ll tell Rumi,” Jinu shot back, his tone petulant.

Mira’s smirk only deepened, her eyes gleaming with amusement. “And what? You think she’ll take your side? What’s she going to do? Tell me off because you’re a pathetic guy obsessed with watching TV? Dude, get a life.”

Jinu gasped, his hand flying to his chest as if she’d physically struck him. “Excuse me? Is this how you treat your elders?” he shrieked, his voice breaking with indignation.

Mira only grinned wider, leaning back with a laugh. “Finally owning up to the fact that you’re really old?”

Jinu groaned again, rolling his eyes in exasperation as he sat back on his haunches. Mira, clearly enjoying herself, let out an exaggerated, evil laugh and waved the remote over her head like a trophy.

“Who would’ve thought,” she mused with mock wonder, “that the great leader of the Saja Boys could be so easily defeated by a remote control?”

“Fine!” Jinu snapped, his cheeks flushed with embarrassment. “I’m just trying to figure out how the Weapon and Master—Meister, whatever you call it—works.” His voice trailed off as he confessed, his gaze darting to the side as if hoping she wouldn’t press further.

Mira lowered the remote slightly, squinting at him with suspicion. “Why’s that? You planning something? Taking over the world? Breaking the Honmoon?” she demanded, shoving the remote dangerously close to his face.

Jinu flinched, leaning back with a scowl. “Of course not! I couldn’t even if I wanted to,” he grumbled. “It’s Rumi who wants it. She… she wants the both of us to train together.”

He hesitated, his expression softening into something uncomfortably vulnerable. “She said it’s hard to use her sword. And I think it’s because our frequencies aren’t aligned. Maybe that’s why it’s so hard for her to fight with her weapon. It’s like… like a tug of war for her.” His voice grew quieter, tinged with guilt. “It’s my fault. She probably misses holding her weapon, which is why she wants me to turn back into her sword.”

Mira leaned back slightly, her expression shifting from suspicion to something softer—almost thoughtful. “That’s… sweeter than I expected,” she muttered, her tone begrudging. Then, with a teasing smirk, she added, “Jeez, lover boy. That shouldn’t be hard for you. You’re smitten with her, after all.”

She tossed the remote at him, and he caught it reflexively, though his face turned pale as he clutched it.

Mira’s smirk faltered. “Why? What’s wrong?” she asked, her sharp eyes narrowing as she picked up on his sudden shift in demeanor.

“I think… if I want our frequencies to align, I’ll have to… sing,” Jinu admitted, his voice barely above a whisper.

Mira blinked, tilting her head. “Okay? And? How is that a problem? You can sing,” she said, her tone matter-of-fact.

Jinu’s face twisted in panic, and he rubbed his throat anxiously. “I… I can’t sing. My voice is different now—different from the one Gwi-Ma gave me,” he muttered, his words tumbling out awkwardly.

“Right…” Mira exhaled, leaning back against the sofa. “Okay, that’s totally not a problem at all. How about practice? Vocal lessons? That shouldn’t be hard, right?” she suggested, trying to sound encouraging.

Jinu rubbed his throat again, his fingers lingering as if trying to soothe an ache that wasn’t physical. Vocal lessons? As if he had a voice to practice with.

What he hadn’t told anyone—not Mira, not Rumi, not even himself, really—was that his old vocal cords had been completely destroyed before he’d died. Before he’d turned into a demon.

In a desperate, reckless attempt to escape his miserable, pitiful life, he’d poisoned himself, hoping to silence Gwi-Ma’s voice forever. But it hadn’t worked. Instead, it had destroyed his vocal cords, leaving his voice broken and ragged. That damage hadn’t disappeared when he became a demon.

Now, he couldn’t raise his voice if he wanted to. And singing? Singing was impossible.

“I can’t do vocal lessons,” Jinu mumbled, his voice low. “I just… sound bad, okay?” It was a half-truth—a white lie. He wasn’t lying, exactly. But he couldn’t admit the full extent of his shame.

If he told them—if he told her —Rumi would hate him. She’d be disgusted. And why wouldn’t she be? Who tries to kill themselves after causing the problem in the first place?

He glanced at Mira, who was staring at him with an unreadable expression. There was something in her eyes—something like understanding, mixed with a faint trace of pity.

“Well… jeez, I don’t know how to help you.” Mira scratched her head, her brow furrowed in thought. Beside her, Jinu sighed heavily, shaking his head in frustration.

“You don’t need to,” he said, his tone resigned. “I’ll figure something out. Eventually. Or… I don’t know.” He shrugged, the weight of uncertainty pressing down on his shoulders as he stood to his feet. Instead of pacing or leaving, he sat down beside Mira, leaning back with a tired sigh that seemed to echo the exhaustion in his chest.

Mira tilted her head, studying him with mild curiosity. “Does this mean you can’t seriously sing anything ?”

He let out a soft, humorless laugh. “I can sing a bit, but only lower harmonies. I used to harmonize with Rumi perfectly—”

He stopped abruptly when Mira shot him a skeptical look, one eyebrow arched so high it practically screamed disbelief. “You and her sang together?”

Jinu winced at her tone, rubbing the back of his neck as a flush crept up his cheeks. “It was just one time, I swear,” he mumbled, his voice quieter now.

Mira wasn’t buying it. She gave him one of her trademark raised-brow stares, the kind that could peel the truth off anyone if she held it long enough. Then she snorted and rolled her eyes, shaking her head as if she couldn’t believe she was even entertaining the idea. “I shouldn’t be surprised,” she muttered under her breath, more to herself than to him.

Jinu shifted uncomfortably, his fingers fidgeting with the hem of his shirt. Mira, meanwhile, crossed her arms, her expression softening just a fraction. “Well, the best thing you can do is tell Rumi.”

“Tell her what?” Jinu narrowed his eyes slightly, unsure where she was going with this.

“If you can still sing, obviously,” Mira said, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. “Just talk to her.”

Jinu blinked at her. Wow, she’s really bad at this, he thought to himself, biting back the urge to laugh. It wasn’t like he was doing much better, but at least he wasn’t pretending to be a problem-solving expert. Still, something in her confidence—or maybe just her stubbornness—made him pause.

“Yeah, I can do that,” he sighed eventually.

“Or,” Mira continued, leaning forward slightly, “you could write a song specifically for this thing. That way, you get to decide who sings which part.”

Jinu’s brow furrowed.

“Look,” Mira said, gesturing vaguely with her hands, “Rumi’s always been the voice behind HUNTR/X, and I’m guessing you’ve noticed the inconsistencies in our lines over time.”

He nodded slowly. Of course, he’d noticed. Most of the lines were handed to Rumi, almost by default.

“It’s because, out of the three of us, Rumi’s voice has always been the most stable. She’s like the glue that holds everything together, you know? Her voice makes everything sound amazing. I think it’ll work for the both of you if you try.”

Mira paused, letting her words sink in before adding, “Didn’t you write most of the songs Saja Boys sang?”

Jinu let out a short, awkward laugh, scratching the space between his brows. “Yeah, that was me,” he muttered.

“Exactly!” Mira said, her voice taking on a rare note of enthusiasm. “If you could write for them, you can do it for this. I’m sure Rumi will understand if you just talk to her.”

Jinu frowned, his gaze dropping to his hands. His fingers flexed slightly, as though trying to grasp something intangible. “Alright,” he said after a moment, his voice low, thoughtful. “Since you said so… I’ll give it a shot.”

“Thanks, Mira.”

She snorted, leaning back with a smug grin. “Don’t thank me yet,” she said, her tone teasing. “Let’s see if you can actually be a good weapon for your Meister.”

There’s the Soul Eater reference again. Jinu rolled his eyes at that, but there was a faint smile tugging at the corner of his lips.

 

FROM THAT MOMENT ON, Jinu spent his days tangled in the chaos of writing lyrics—scribbling, crossing out, and rewriting until frustration drove him to rip the paper into shreds. Mira had given him an empty notebook and a pen, urging him to pour his thoughts into music. But more often than not, the notebook became a battlefield, the casualties being his patience and countless sheets of crumpled paper scattered across the floor.

At times, he'd give up entirely, watching the pen roll away as if it, too, had lost its resolve. Derpy, ever the cheerful tiger he is, would push it back to him with his paw, tail wagging as though trying to inspire some motivation in him. Above them, Bird perched on Derpy's head, occasionally squawking in irritation, as if fed up with the repetitive exchange.

It had been a few days since Mira had tasked him with creating his own song. The weight of the challenge pressed on his shoulders. He didn’t even know what kind of song he wanted to write. He even confided in Rumi about his struggles, admitting he could no longer hit the high harmonies they once sang together. 

Singing Free the way they used to seemed impossible now. Yet, she hadn’t been fazed. She had simply smiled and told him she trusted him to write something new, something that would align with their voices, their connection.

“In front of you, I see a version of me I never knew,” Jinu hummed softly, staring at the paper in front of him. The words felt raw, too personal, too... revealing. He pushed the pen back to Derpy, who nudged it right back, like clockwork. Jinu stared at the scrawled lines, heart pounding.

No. No way. He couldn’t sing this. The lyrics were too obvious—they screamed the truth he wasn’t ready to admit.

“I’ll give you all of my true feelings
No filters, no fear, just me in your eyes
You make me feel like I’m enough—just me.”

“GAH! NO!” Jinu shrieked, slamming the notebook shut with a force that startled both Derpy and Bird. Bird let out a sharp squawk, flapping his wings in protest, while Derpy gave a low, confused growl, the pen rolling back to Jinu as if mocking him. He groaned, burying his face in his hands, then thumping the notebook lightly against his forehead. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to scream,” he muttered, guilt creeping into his voice.

Before he could sulk further, the door creaked open.

“Did you just scream?” Rumi’s voice broke through his thoughts. She stood in the doorway, her hair damp and curling at the ends, fresh from the shower. The soft glow of the hallway light framed her figure, and Jinu felt his throat tighten.

“No,” he croaked, clearing his throat awkwardly. “I mean, uh… maybe?” He coughed, fumbling to shove the notebook under his pillow as nonchalantly as possible. Rumi’s lips curved into a knowing smile, and she chuckled softly.

She stepped into the room and sat beside him, the mattress dipping slightly under her weight. Derpy climbed off the bed and circled around before flopping down at their feet, his warmth seeping through the floor like a makeshift furry heater. Rumi absentmindedly rubbed her socked feet against Derpy’s back, her movements soothing and familiar.

“How’s the lyric writing going?” she asked gently, her voice carrying an easy warmth that made Jinu’s chest ache.

He hesitated, feeling the notebook beneath his pillow grow heavier, hotter, almost unbearable. “It’s… alright,” he mumbled, though his tone betrayed the truth. It wasn’t alright. It was a mess. He kept writing blatant love songs—songs that practically screamed his feelings for her. And the thought of making her sing them? It filled him with shame.

It wasn’t just about the music. Deep down, he wanted something more. He wanted to hear her sing with her heart wide open, to pour her soul into words meant only for him. He wanted her to say the things he couldn’t—through the music, through her voice. But it wasn’t fair. It felt selfish.

“You know,” Rumi said, breaking the silence. “You can always ask me for help. I want us to work together, like partners. Isn’t that how it’s supposed to be?” She tilted her head, a teasing smile playing on her lips.

Jinu swallowed hard and nodded. “You’re right,” he admitted, his voice barely above a whisper. “But I’m just… stuck. I can’t write without—” He stopped himself. Without thinking of you , he almost said. Without imagining her face, her smile, her voice. Without longing for her touch, her warmth, her unwavering presence.

Instead, he forced the words out: “—without a voice.”

Rumi’s brows furrowed, and she gave him a small, encouraging smile. “Stop that. You do have a voice. I hear you singing all the time in here, you know.”

Jinu huffed a laugh, running a hand through his hair. “Yeah, alright. If my Meister says so.”

That earned him a laugh, light and musical, the kind that made his heart stutter. “Jeez, have you really been watching Soul Eater again? Mira told me you’ve been obsessing over it.” She grinned, and Jinu flushed, scratching the back of his neck.

“Maybe,” he muttered, unable to meet her eyes.

“I like the plot. It’s really cool. Overall, ten out of ten. When I turn back into a sword, I should totally do those cool things as well,” Jinu said with a grin, earning a laugh from Rumi.

“Okay, I agree with that. But what if we make it cooler? Like… a full-blown magical girl transformation?” Rumi added, her tone laced with mischief.

“Magical girl? What’s that?” Jinu asked, his curiosity piqued.

Rumi’s eyes glimmered with excitement, as if she had been waiting her whole life for this moment. “Oh, you’ll definitely like this one,” she said, her enthusiasm spilling over. That earned a chuckle from Jinu, who couldn’t help but be drawn to her energy.

That night, they spent hours talking about different anime, their conversation weaving through the fantastical worlds of magical girls. Rumi’s voice was animated as she described elaborate transformations, dazzling costumes, and over-the-top battle sequences. She even insisted that Jinu, in sword form, should have a matching outfit.

It was a lot—maybe even overwhelming—but Jinu found himself enchanted. Her passion was infectious, and he didn’t mind indulging her wild imagination. Rumi truly had an extraordinary mind, and Jinu realized, with a small smile, that he didn’t mind listening to her ramble. Not one bit.

“You know,” Rumi said suddenly, her voice softer now, her cheeks turning a shade darker. “When you said you wanted to write our song, I… I’ve actually been working on one too. It’s not done yet, though…”

“You did?” Jinu blinked, surprised. Then, with a dramatic sigh, he added, “Jeez, you’re doing everything. You’re making me feel like I’m freeloading or something.”

Rumi punched his arm lightly, her pout barely masking the shy smile tugging at her lips. “Stop being silly. How about I sing it to you now? Maybe you can add some ideas? Just like we did with ‘Free’?”

Jinu’s face heated up at the suggestion, and he was suddenly thankful for the dim room, where the moonlight was the only thing illuminating their faces. He swallowed hard, his heart hammering against his ribs.

Rumi cracked her knuckles with a grin, breaking the tension. “So? Should we?” She stands, looking extremely excited.

Jinu’s lips flapped uselessly, like a fish out of water. Finally, he nodded as he stood shakily, though his body betrayed him by nearly tripping over Derpy, who was peacefully napping on the floor.

“Oh!” Rumi laughed when Jinu stumbled forward, nearly colliding into her. She caught him, her hands steady on his arms. For a moment, their faces were just inches apart.

Rumi’s smile softened, her eyes shimmering under the moonlight, while Jinu’s face turned crimson. He quickly stepped back, his voice cracking as he stammered, “Ah, shit. Sorry.”

“It’s fine,” Rumi said gently, her smile never faltering. She tilted her head toward the large empty space by the window, where the moonlight spilled across the floor like a spotlight on a stage.

“Should I start? I’m getting nervous,” Rumi admitted, wiping her clammy hands on her pajama pants.

What about him? Jinu thought. He was more than nervous—he was downright panicking. Still, he managed to force a laugh and plaster on a nonchalant smile, even as his heart raced.

Rumi cleared her throat, letting out a series of exaggerated "ehem"s that made Jinu chuckle despite himself. Then, with a grin, she looked up at him. “Ready?”

“Don’t be disappointed if my voice cracks,” He teased.

“Me? Disappointed in you? Never,” She replied. There was a sincerity in her gaze, a conviction that made his chest tighten.

Rumi held out her hands to him, her smile warm and reassuring. “To make it less awkward… let’s dance, okay?”

Jinu blinked, startled. “Dance?”

“Yes, dance,” Rumi said, taking his hands and clasping them in hers. Her touch was light but steady, grounding him.

They stood there for a moment, staring into each other’s eyes as if the world beyond the moonlit room had ceased to exist. Slowly, they moved closer, their steps tentative but deliberate, like two puzzle pieces trying to find their fit.

Jinu’s hand drifted to her waist, and Rumi placed hers on his shoulder. The proximity made his knees feel weak, but he managed to ask, “Like this?” His voice was shaky, laced with uncertainty.

“You’re doing great,” Rumi said, her smile encouraging. “It’s like a waltz. Have you seen how that goes?”

Jinu nodded. “Yeah, I studied it,” he said, his tone casual, though the faintest hint of pride crept into his voice.

Rumi giggled, her laugh light and teasing. “Of course you would study waltz. No K-pop idol would waltz on stage,” she quipped, a playful glint in her eyes.

He huffed a soft laugh, shaking his head. “I needed to learn everything, you know,” he replied, lifting a brow as though it should’ve been obvious.

“Okay,” Rumi whispered, her voice quieter now, as if the moment had shifted into something more delicate. She closed her eyes, drawing in a steadying breath before she began to hum.

The melody was slow, deliberate—like a song meant to guide their movements. It seemed to wrap around them, filling the quiet room with a warmth that felt almost tangible.

Slowly, they began to move.

Jinu’s eyes stayed on her, watching the way her lashes fluttered slightly as she hummed, her lips parting just enough to let the melody slip through.

Then, softly, her voice broke through the silence:

“I see you standing in the crowd
Heart so loud, but lips still proud
You're waiting for someone to see
But what if that someone is me?”

Her voice was soft—low and intimate, like it was meant just for him. Their feet moved instinctively, as though their bodies already knew the rhythm, the steps, the way they should fit together.

Jinu could feel the warmth of her hands in his, their skin brushing lightly as they spun together, and he found himself mesmerized. His eyes followed the movement of her face, the delicate curve of her smile, the way her hair flowed behind her. Loose strands caught the pale light spilling through the window, shimmering like threads of spun silver.

Her demon marks shimmered faintly, the intricate patterns glowing softly under the moonlight. In response, his own marks came alive, their soft iridescence pulsing in time with the music.

“You’ve built your walls so high
But I see the sky in your eyes
Just come a little closer.”

Rumi’s eyes fluttered open then, meeting his. Her gaze was tender, filled with understanding—the kind of understanding that only came from someone who truly saw him, who knew him.

And she did. She understood him the way no one else could. She never judged him, never hesitated to accept him for what he was, a demon. A sinner, a guilty man who had left his family...

Their movements became smoother, more fluid, as Rumi pulled Jinu closer. Together, they waltzed across the room, their shadows flickering along the walls, their marks glowing brighter with every step. The moonlight seemed to grow stronger, as if the stars themselves were leaning in to watch.

Jinu’s focus never wavered from her. Every detail—her voice, her expression, the way her body moved with effortless grace—it all held him captive. He almost forgot the reason for their dance, that this was supposed to be a practice to align their frequency, their wavelength.

But for now, none of that mattered.

As the melody swelled, Rumi let go of his hand, spinning away with a playful smile. Her movements turned freer, looser, as if she were inviting him into something more.

She danced around him, her footsteps light and deliberate, her humming soft and enticing. Jinu stood still, watching her as though entranced. There was something almost hypnotic about the way she moved, like a siren luring a sailor into the depths of the sea.

And he would’ve followed her willingly.

Her demon marks glowed brighter now, their luminous patterns matching the rhythm of her song. She spun on her heels, the hem of her pajama pants swishing lightly against the floor, before she stopped and extended her hand toward him once more.

“Take my hand, don’t be afraid
We’ll run where the stars cascade
Just follow me, I’ll find the way
No need to speak, your fingers say
Everything your heart won’t say.”

Jinu didn’t hesitate this time. He reached for her hand, their fingers intertwining as she pulled him close. Together, they spun across the room, their movements seamless.

Jinu guided her into a spin, his hand steady at her waist as he tipped her back gently. For a moment, she hung there, her hair falling like a curtain of silk, before he pulled her upright again. Their steps slowed, the air between them thick with unspoken words.

Rumi’s eyes softened as she closed them again, her hum quieting. The melody seemed to reach its end, fading into the stillness of the room.

Jinu realized this must be where her song ended. But something stirred within him, a quiet urge to continue.

He watched her for a moment, taking in the way her lashes fluttered against her cheeks. Then, slowly, he opened his mouth:

“You move like you don’t want to fall
But darling, I will catch it all
The silence between us is loud
But your hand fits mine somehow.”

His voice was hesitant, the words uncertain, but they spilled out anyway. Low and quiet, they filled the space her melody had left behind.

Rumi’s eyes snapped open, her expression lighting up with surprise and delight. Her smile was radiant, brighter than the moonlight itself.

Jinu was continuing her song.

She didn’t hesitate to pull him closer, their dance resuming as if there had never been a pause. Her marks glowed brighter, the soft iridescence spreading to match the rhythm of his voice. His own marks shimmered in response, glowing blue, pink, and yellow in a gentle, pulsing harmony.

Their conjoined hands were warm—so warm it felt as though they were being welded together, destined to forever hold each other’s hands. Jinu wished it could truly be like that. 

Beneath the moonlight, Rumi’s eyes glowed, and as if in response, Jinu’s did too.

“If you lose your way, I’ll still be here.
I’ll hold your hand until the very end.
Let me be the one who dares,
To love you when no one cares.”

The words spilled from his lips before he could stop them—a raw, unfiltered confession of his unrequited love. Rumi’s eyes widened, as though she was trying to grasp what he meant. Jinu only held her hands tighter, closing his eyes, refusing to meet her gaze. Warmth radiated from his chest, rising up to his throat, familiar and all-consuming. He knew this feeling—it was the same as when he had been inside the sword.

Was this it? Were their frequencies aligning? Was it working?

Jinu opened his eyes. Rumi was watching him. She didn’t look disgusted. In fact, she wore a small, soft smile, her eyes shining as they held his. If Jinu allowed himself to be a little more delusional, he might have thought it looked like love.

But perhaps it wasn’t. Maybe… maybe she was only swept away by the emotions of the song. Or maybe by the sensation of slowly claiming his soul, as his body began to glow. 

Her eyes widened as they continued to dance.

“Take my hand, through fire and rain.
Through every joy and every pain.
You don’t have to walk alone.
With me, you’ll always have a home.
Just follow me, I’ll find the way.
‘Cause I’ve been waiting just to say—
Please… take my hand.”

Jinu pulled Rumi closer, and before he could stop himself, he pressed his forehead to hers. A burst of light erupted between them, blinding them both. Rumi squeezed her eyes shut as a familiar warmth enveloped her entire being. For a moment, she felt weightless—like she was floating.

Behind her closed eyelids, blue and pink light danced, swirling together in vivid patterns.

And then—suddenly—darkness.

When Rumi opened her eyes, she found herself holding a large glowing sword. Its blade shimmered with hues of blue, pink, and yellow that seemed to dance in harmony. It felt impossibly light in her grip. But something else caught her attention.

Her clothes were different.

She now wore a stunning hanbok in the same iridescent shade as Jinu’s—white that shifted to blue and pink when it caught the light. Her hair was tied back in a braid, and a gleaming silver chestplate rested over her heart, protecting it. Shoulder plates adorned her as well, exuding warmth, as though Jinu had wrapped his entire being around her body to shield her.

It was a complete transformation.

“Jinu…” Rumi whispered, her voice trembling, her eyes glistening with unshed tears. The warmth of his forehead lingered against hers, and the sword in her hand pulsed steadily, responding as if it were alive, as if it answered her call.

“Beautiful,” she murmured, almost to herself. “So beautiful.

The moon shone brightly above them, casting its silvery glow over the scene. And in that moment, Rumi’s heart felt safe—cradled and held, as though Jinu himself were embracing her in his arms.

Notes:

There is nothing platonic about giving your soul to someone you love. The song is originally made by me hehehe, It's really just a poem. We can pretend it's a song hehe, let your imagination run wild on how it will sound :P

Chapter 6

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

THE NEXT MORNING, JINU WAS COMPLETELY CONKED OUT . After turning back into a sword and channeling his very soul to create Rumi’s armor and clothing, he’d drained himself dry. He spent the early hours drifting in and out of sleep on the sofa, barely aware of the world. Rumi hovered nearby, quietly tending to him and fussing over his blanket.

“A MAGICAL GIRL TRANSFORMATION?! WHY DIDN’T YOU WAKE US?!” Zoey shrieked, her eyes shining with excitement. Mira had to physically hold her back from pouncing on Rumi, who was grinning from ear to ear, her cheeks still flushed with the afterglow. She hadn’t forgotten the sensation—the rush, the power, the feeling that she could do anything. It was intoxicating. Was this really the power of a single soul?

Mira glanced over at Jinu, still unmoving. “What about him? Is he alright?” she asked, concern coloring her voice.

Rumi sighed, brushing a stray hair from Jinu’s forehead. “It took a lot out of him. I managed to call him back, but he just… passed out right after.” She gave him a fond, worried look.

Mira nodded in understanding. “That’s awesome, but why didn’t you take a picture?” Zoey piped up, practically bouncing on her heels. Rumi giggled.

“And here I thought you hated the guy,” Mira deadpanned, raising an eyebrow at Zoey.

Zoey pouted, folding her arms. “I don’t! I just needed time to cool down. He’s not so bad when he’s not acting like a tsundere.” Mira snorted, shaking her head.

“Well, you got your magical girl transformation. What now?” Mira asked, jerking her thumb toward the demon still dozing on the sofa.

Rumi hummed, crossing her arms in thought. “Let’s just let him rest for now.”

They did. The living room filled with the soft clinking of mugs and the low hum of the morning news. Moments later, the peace was shattered by the sound of Zoey and Mira bickering over the last matcha boba tea in the fridge. The commotion stirred Jinu awake. His head throbbed, and his body felt like it was filled with lead. Was someone sitting on him? Was it Derpy again ?

It wasn’t the first time that Derpy used him as a pillow. He cracked his eyes open and looked at the side.

No, that was just Derpy sprawled on the rug.

He tried to sit up, vision swimming like he’d spun in circles. Did it work? Did their frequencies match?

“Oho! The lover boy is awake,” Mira teased from across the room.

Jinu could only groan, the voices booming in his skull. He pressed a shaky hand to his forehead, trying to clear the fog. He blinked—twice, thrice—until Rumi’s familiar purple hair came into focus.

“Jinu? Can you hear me? Are you alright?” Rumi’s voice was soft, close.

He nodded weakly. “Did it… work?” he managed, voice hoarse.

Rumi’s grin was all the answer he needed. Relief washed over him. Before he could say another word, Rumi hugged him tightly. The sudden warmth caught him off guard, a noise escaping his throat as his head found her shoulder. She was warm, and he was still so tired. He unconsciously snuggled closer, breathing in her scent—something soft and sweet, like lavender and old books.

“Aiya, look at these two. Hugging in front of us,” Zoey sing-songed. Rumi pulled away, rolling her eyes at Zoey, who was waving her prize—the matcha boba—in the air. Mira, beside her, looked miffed with a chocolate tea in hand.

Jinu looked away, scrubbing the sleep from his face. Was it really already morning? Had he been out the whole time? He tried to stand—and promptly collapsed, face-first, onto the rug.

There was a chorus of yelps and scrambling hands. Rumi and Zoey rushed over, helping him up. For the first time in years, Jinu felt a flush of shame. Once a feared demon, now he was being scooped off the floor by two girls. He muttered, “Please just kill me,” as Zoey snickered.

“That would make Rumi sad,” she quipped, squeezing his arm as they helped him back to the sofa.

Rumi found this hilarious, laughter bubbling up as she rolled her eyes fondly. Jinu finally realized what he was wearing—a hanbok, again. He groaned inwardly. Another set of clothes lost. His favorite slippers, too. Damn it.

“Guys, believe it or not, I want to see the magical girl transformation,” Mira said, settling beside Zoey, both looking expectant. Jinu cast them a helpless look.

As much as he wanted to dance and sing with Rumi, he could barely move his feet, let alone think straight. He was exhausted.

Rumi caught the look in his half-lidded eyes. “I don’t know, guys. He still looks wiped out,” she said gently.

Jinu nodded. “I don’t think I can dance,” he admitted.

Both Zoey and Mira turned to Rumi, eyes wide.

“You guys danced?” they asked in unison. Rumi flustered, waving her hands.

“Well—!”

“Oh my gosh, this is so sweet. The romance is building up. I love a good slow burn!” Zoey practically squealed, while Mira smirked.

“I didn’t know you had it in you,” Mira teased, nudging Jinu, who only swatted at her like a sleepy cat. “Please leave me alone. I’m leaving,” he muttered, not even waiting before stumbling his way to his room.

He could hear Rumi calling after him as he stumbled down the hallway, but he didn’t even bother to close his door behind him. The moment he crossed the threshold, he simply let gravity take over, collapsing onto the floor before he even reached his bed. Sleep claimed him instantly—right there on the hard floor, hair askew.

Through the haze of exhaustion, he could make out worried voices from the living room, mingled with snickers that pricked his pride. Well, if they found this funny, he’d get his revenge. Eventually. But not now. Right now, he needed to die for a moment—or at least fake it long enough to get some beauty sleep.

He dreamed again.

But this time, it wasn’t a nightmare. He did not see his mother’s face, or the shadow of his sister, or the grip of Gwi-Ma, or his own idiotic death. Instead, it was something strange—less a dream, more like a memory he didn’t remember ever having.

He stood beneath a vast tree, its ancient branches spreading wide, filtering the sunlight into lazy gold patterns on the grass. The air was cool and sweet. Before him was a grave, stone worn smooth by time. He couldn’t make out the writing, the letters blurring and shifting, but there was a peace to the place that made his chest ache in a quiet, unfamiliar way.

Where was he? Was this some lost corner of memory, or a dream conjured by exhaustion? He looked around, confusion prickling at his skin. The tree’s roots twisted into the earth, the shade enveloping him in a gentle embrace. Nothing about the grave felt familiar. He wondered, not for the first time, what the ever-living hell he was doing here.

A small voice broke the silence. “Who are you?”

He whirled around, startled, and found a child standing a few paces behind him. She wore a loose, oversized shirt with sleeves that nearly swallowed her hands. Her hair was a light, silvery purple—familiar, tied back in a messy braid. She stared at him with wide, cautious eyes, clutching her hands to her chest.

“Hi,” Jinu said lamely, his voice sounding strange in the quiet grove.

The girl blinked up at him, nose scrunching in confusion. “Are you… Mom’s friend too?” she asked, glancing past him to the grave.

He followed her gaze, then looked back at her, heart pounding. She looked so familiar—her hair, her eyes, the stubborn set of her jaw. Like—

“Rumi?” he breathed, half in disbelief.

The child’s eyes widened. “How did you know my name?” she demanded, lips forming a pout as she eyed him warily.

Jinu’s mind whirled, taking a step back. What the hell? This was Rumi—no, this was Rumi as a child. Why was he dreaming of her like this? Was this really her memory, or just his imagination twisting things while he slept?

Before he could say anything else, the little girl brushed past him, digging into her pocket. She pulled out a battered, dried flower, its petals crumpled but still clinging to the stem. She knelt at the grave, her small hands patting the flower carefully into place amidst the grass. Her braid had come loose, wisps of hair escaping to frame her face, and her white pants were stained with dirt, as if she’d been running through the fields to find the flower.

“You should leave,” Child Rumi said quietly, her voice oddly flat—not happy, not sad, not even frightened to see a stranger at her mother’s grave. Just empty. “Aunty won’t like seeing someone new here.”

Jinu watched her, feeling a strange tightness in his chest. Her small hands lingered over the flower, and for a moment, he saw the way her fingers trembled.

“I’m… a friend of your mother’s,” he lied, moving to kneel beside the child. 

Rumi looks up at him, her eyes flat and unreadable, like dark stones catching the morning light. Then, without another word, she turns her gaze back to the gravestone. “Okay, nice to meet you,” she says, the phrase automatic, almost robotic. She stands, brushing the dirt from her knees, and starts to walk away.

“Hey, where are you going?” Jinu calls, uncertain whether he should follow.

Rumi stops and glances over her shoulder, her expression unchanged. “To the garden. I need to get more flowers,” she replies, her voice hollow as if echoing from somewhere far away. And then she’s gone, her small figure disappearing around the corner of a hedge.

Jinu hesitates, but curiosity—or perhaps worry—nudges him to follow. The place is sprawling, acres of green stretching out under a pale sky, with wildflowers painting the landscape in reckless color. The scent is thick, sweet and overwhelming, making Jinu’s head swim. It’s beautiful, but too much, like a memory you can’t quite handle.

He finds Rumi in the garden, bending over a riot of blossoms, her hands deft as she plucks stems with practiced ease. She seems perfectly at home here, the flowers yielding to her small fingers as if they know her.

“Do you need help?” Jinu calls softly from the other side of a low, mossy fence, his hand resting atop the wood as he leans in.

Rumi looks up, her eyes meeting his. There’s a brief flicker—a faint question, maybe—before she shakes her head. “No thanks, mister. You can just watch,” she says, her tone polite but distant. Then she stands, arms full of blooms he can’t name, and slips out through the garden gate.

He trails after her, watching as she returns to the grave. She kneels and lays the flowers down, but there’s no pattern to the arrangement; the petals sprawl in wild clusters, colors clashing. Rumi frowns, rearranging them again and again, her brows knitting tighter with each failed attempt. Frustration tightens her lips.

Jinu crouches beside her, uncertain. He offers a hand, gentle and hesitant. “Do you need help?” he asks.

She shakes her head fiercely, her focus never wavering from the flowers. “No thanks, mister.” The words are clipped, but her hands tremble just a little as she fusses with the stems. Jinu sits back, watching her small, stubborn movements. She lets out a few tiny sighs, as if the world is just too heavy. Then, finally, she stands and stares down at the grave, her face emptied of emotion.

She’s so still, so rigid, that for a moment Jinu wonders if she’s made of stone too—a child carved from grief.

Was this really Rumi?

He notices her hands, dirty and scratched, and the hems of her pants, streaked with mud. “You should wash up,” Jinu murmurs, concerned.

Rumi’s eyes flick to him, flat and tired. She nods once. “Goodbye, mister,” she says quietly.

And just like that, the world blurs and Jinu jerks awake. The ceiling above is blank and familiar, shadows shifting in the corners. Beside him, he hears the faint clink of glass. He turns his head to find Rumi—older now, the child from his dream gone—setting a glass of water on the nightstand. She hums a tune to herself, unaware that he’s awake.

For a moment, Jinu just stares, unsure if he’s still dreaming. A moment ago, Rumi was a little girl in a garden. Now she’s grown, her movements brisk and practiced.

Rumi finally notices him sit up and groan. She jumps a little, then grins. “You’re already awake,” she says, settling on the edge of the bed as Jinu rubs his forehead.

Was that a memory, or just a dream?

“I think I just saw you as a child,” Jinu murmurs, voice thick with confusion.

“A what now?” Rumi laughs, startled, her brow creasing in amusement and concern.

 

THE DREAMS DOES NOT END THERE, NOT SO EASILY.

Ever since Jinu had turned back into a sword, he’d been sapped of so much energy that he was confined to bed, barely rising except for necessities. Sometimes, through the thin walls, he could hear Rumi’s worried voice outside, confiding in others that she thought Jinu was getting sick.

 She cared—perhaps a little too much—even though Jinu kept reminding her he was only catching up on sleep. Demons couldn’t get sick, after all. If they could, he joked to himself, then he should’ve been ill for the last four centuries. But Rumi didn’t seem convinced, especially since he still couldn’t manage to stand on his own two feet.

“If this is what happens after turning back into a sword, I’m scared to do it again,” Rumi murmured, frowning as she perched on a wooden stool by his bed.

Jinu hummed, shaking his head as he tried to reassure her. “Maybe I just need to get used to it. Or maybe our frequencies still aren’t syncing up.” He meant it as a joke, but Rumi’s face only clouded further, her frown deepening.

“I’m kidding! Really. I think we did the right thing that night. We sang, we danced—it felt like one of those Disney movies,” Jinu said dreamily, gazing at the ceiling as if lost in memories.

Rumi’s concern melted into a small, reluctant smile. “So you watch those too, huh?”

“Mhm. So romantic,” Jinu sang with a grin, making Rumi giggle. She quickly hid her smile behind her hand.

“You should focus on resting more,” she chided gently, pulling the duvet up under his chin. Jinu grumbled, snuggling deeper into the blankets, secretly appreciating the gesture.

“Are you heading out today?” he asked, voice muffled by the covers.

Rumi nodded. “Yeah. Celine and I are meeting up.”

“That’s your aunt, right?” Jinu said, tilting his head.

“Yeah. How’d you know?” Rumi looked at him curiously.

“Zoey told me. She mentioned her—said something about her A-plus parenting skills,” Jinu replied with a teasing glint in his eye.

Rumi looked down at her hands, her expression dimming with shame. Sensing her discomfort, Jinu reached out and brushed her fingers with his own. She glanced up, and he took it as permission to gently hold her hand.

“If she says anything shitty, just tell her being half-demon is the new trend,” Jinu quipped, managing a tired but genuine grin.

Rumi snorted, then broke into laughter. “Where do you learn these things?”

“Zoey lent me her phone a few days ago, since I can’t leave bed. I’ve been watching YouTube and scrolling through TikTok,” Jinu confessed, eyes flicking to the green phone charging on the nightstand. “It’s... entertaining.”

Rumi’s eyes brightened. “I’m glad you and Zoey are on good terms again,” she said softly.

Jinu rolled his eyes, but there was affection in his voice. “She likes the drama, I guess.”

He looked down at their joined hands. Rumi didn’t pull away; in fact, she squeezed his hand tighter, as if afraid he might vanish. Jinu felt his face flush—not from embarrassment, but from a soft, bubbling delight. It curled around his chest like a purring cat. He didn’t want her to leave—not yet. He wanted her to stay, maybe even lie beside him, maybe let him hold her, maybe hold each other. He wondered what her arms would feel like wrapped around him.

“I have to go now,” Rumi said at last, her voice gentle as she stroked his hand before standing. “Celine’s probably waiting at the café.”

Jinu hummed, reluctant. “Good luck.”

“I’ll be back before you know it—you won’t even notice I’m gone,” Rumi promised, flashing him a quick grin.

“I already do,” Jinu murmured, barely audible, as sleep pulled him under again—a darkness with gentle, clawed hands that refused to let him go.

He stands once again before the grave. The air is heavy with silence, broken only by the soft hiccups of a child. He sees Rumi—her younger self—crying, clutching her wrist. Her sleeve is bunched awkwardly up to her shoulder, exposing the demon mark splotched against her pale skin.

“Hey,” he calls out gently.

Rumi whirls around, tears streaking down her cheeks. Panic flashes in her wide eyes as she hurriedly tugs her sleeve down, as if trying to hide something monstrous and shameful. Her face is raw with embarrassment and sorrow—a stark contrast to the stoic mask she usually wears whenever Jinu visits this place.

He already knows what’s wrong, but asks anyway, kneeling to meet her gaze. “What’s wrong?”

Rumi shakes her head, sniffling. “You’re back again, mister,” she whispers, evading his question.

Jinu only smiles, stretching out his hand towards her—a silent offer of comfort.

Rumi looks at his hand, wary and uncertain. “Will you tell me what’s wrong?” Jinu asks softly.

She glances up at him, then at his outstretched hand. After a moment, she sniffles again and tentatively takes it. Her small fingers are surprisingly strong, gripping his with a desperation that belies her age. Jinu rises, gently guiding her towards a patch of flowers nearby. They are white, almost lilies, though not quite—their name escapes him.

He waits, letting the silence stretch, hoping she’ll speak. But Rumi only cries harder, her fingers digging into his palm, clinging to him as if he’s her last tether to safety.

Jinu’s chest tightens as he watches her tears. He kneels before her again, reaching up to wipe away the trails on her cheeks.

“Will you tell me what’s wrong, Rumi?” he asks once more.

She bites her lower lip, head bowed as she scuffs the dry earth with her white shoes. “Not today, mister,” she whispers, voice so small it almost vanishes in the wind.

Jinu nods, squeezing her hand gently. “Okay, Rumi. How about we walk in the garden, then?”

She doesn’t answer, but lets him lead her down a winding dirt path. The garden is alive with color and fragrance—roses, violets, wildflowers tangled together in a riot of scent that makes Jinu’s head spin. Rumi is silent, her earlier sobs gone as if they never existed. She wipes her face with the back of her sleeve, regaining the composure that seems unnatural for someone so young.

Jinu watches her out of the corner of his eye, heart aching. Rumi is far too mature for her age, he thinks with sorrow. She drags him to a rose bush, where a weathered wooden bench swings gently in the breeze. Rumi lets go of his hand and sits, staring up at him expectantly.

He sits beside her. The bench sways slightly, the creak of wood blending with the distant hum of bees. Rumi tucks her legs beneath her, unable to reach the ground. Jinu nudges the bench, sending them rocking gently back and forth.

For a moment, he closes his eyes, letting the wind brush across his skin. When he opens them, Rumi is staring into the distance, her gaze vacant—emotionless once more, as if she’s slipped on an invisible mask.

Jinu’s heart aches again. This isn’t just any dream, he realizes. These are Rumi’s memories, bleeding into his own ever since their souls fused. He feels her pain as if it’s his own, her loneliness echoing in his heart.

After a while, Rumi breaks the silence. “What’s your name, mister?”

“Will you tell me what’s wrong first, and then I’ll tell you?” Jinu turns to Rumi, his tone light, but underneath is a plea—a hope that she’ll let him in.

Rumi stares back, a small, almost comical pout tugging at her lips. She glances away, jaw set stubbornly. “That does not seem fair at all,” she mutters, her fist curling in her lap. Jinu can’t help but smile, a gentle warmth in his eyes.

“We have all the time in the world, then,” he says, leaning back a little on the bench, “so you can decide if you want to know my name.”

Rumi exhales, the sound almost a scoff, though it’s far too soft, too fragile, to be truly dismissive. “It’s not a fair trade,” she repeats, her hand inching up to her shoulder, fingers unconsciously rubbing at the hidden mark beneath her sleeve. Her gaze drops, shame flickering over her face.

Jinu’s voice turns teasing, trying to lighten the heaviness that hangs between them. “Hm, is that so? Oh well, I suppose you’ll never know my name, then.”

Rumi shoots him a look, her brows pinched together in a way that would look petulant on any other child, but on her, it’s as if she’s fighting to keep some fragile dignity. “Then I’ll just call you Mister forever,” she shoots back, chin raised stubbornly.

Jinu laughs, a brief, bright sound. He ruffles her hair, his hand gentle as he musses the neat braids. Rumi’s eyes go wide—alarmed—and she slaps his hand away with surprising force, as if his touch had burned her.

“Don’t touch my hair,” she hisses, voice sharp and brittle. Jinu blinks in surprise, guilt pricking at him as he sees her face go pale. Hands trembling, Rumi tries to smooth her hair back into place, fingers fumbling with the loose strands.

“Oh, Rumi, I didn’t mean to…” Jinu starts, but she won’t meet his eyes, intent on fixing her braid.

“Aunty will be mad if she sees my hair like this,” Rumi says, panic edging into her voice. Her breathing quickens, and she tugs at the braid as if she might be able to erase his touch entirely.

Jinu leans in, lowering his voice. “Hey, calm down. I can fix your braid, if that’s okay with you.”

Rumi looks at him, uncertainty flickering in her eyes. “How do I know you’ll do it right?” she challenges, clinging to a semblance of control.

He smiles, soft and reassuring. “I have a little sister. She likes her hair in braids, too.”

She searches his face, as if looking for any hint of a lie, before giving a tiny nod. “You’re Mom’s friend… I should trust you,” she whispers, barely audible, and turns her back to him.

Jinu feels a pang of sadness at her words—at how transactional trust is for her, how hard-won. With careful hands, he unravels the braid, each movement gentle and deliberate, as if the hair might shatter in his fingers. He weaves it back, not too tight this time—soft, so it doesn’t tug at her scalp. When he’s done, he plucks a rose from the bush nearby, snapping the stem and carefully removing the thorns before tucking it at the base of her braid, tying it in place.

“All done,” he says softly.

Rumi pulls her braid over her shoulder, inspecting the rose with a suspicious squint. “That was fast,” she says, almost accusingly, as if he couldn’t possibly have done it right.

Jinu only smiles, a quiet reserve in his expression. “Don’t worry. It looks beautiful. The rose suits you, Rumi. But you know, you should let your hair down sometimes. Braids like that can hurt your scalp.”

Rumi frowns, dropping her braid behind her again. “I can’t do that, Mister. Aunty will be very mad,” she says, voice barely above a whisper. Her eyes dart around the garden, as if expecting Celine to appear at any moment.

“Why?” Jinu asks softly.

Rumi’s shoulders hunch, her voice small and brittle. “She says it reminds her of Mom. And that I should do my hair the same as hers.”

Jinu feels his heart twist, the unfairness of it all settling heavy in his chest. “Do you want to know what I think?” he asks, voice barely above the rustle of leaves.

Rumi finally lifts her gaze, meeting his eyes.

He gives her his hand, open and warm. She hesitates, then slides her small hand into his.

“I think you should let your hair down more often. And I think you should listen to what you want, not just what others expect.”

For a moment, Rumi just stares at him, eyes wide and shining. Then, as if a dam has broken, tears well up and spill over, silent and sudden, running down her cheeks. She doesn’t sob, doesn’t wail—just weeps, as if all the sadness in the world is escaping through her eyes.

Jinu gathers her into his arms, holding her close, his chin resting atop her head. The garden is still around them, a sanctuary of flowers and wind and memory. He strokes her back, murmuring nothing at all, just a steady, comforting presence in the storm of her grief.

Then:

Jinu wakes slowly, the weight of dreams lingering behind his eyes. The room is quiet, bathed in gentle morning light. He turns his head and finds Rumi beside him, perched on a narrow stool, her upper half sprawled over the edge of his bed. Her head rests on folded arms, her hair tumbling across the blanket and pillow, dark and soft, touched by a halo of sunlight streaming through the window. She is fast asleep, utterly peaceful—a stark contrast to the child he’d just spoken to in his dreams.

For a moment, Jinu simply watches her, his heart full. He reaches out, brushing his fingers tenderly across her cheek, tracing the smooth, warm skin beneath his touch. Her lashes flutter, casting delicate shadows on her face, and his heart aches with the quiet beauty of it. She looks like a goddess, radiant and gentle, sunlight gilding her hair in a way that seems almost otherworldly.

She deserves to be loved, Jinu thinks. To love freely and be cherished for who she is—not just for what she does or what she represents. He strokes her cheek with his thumb, overwhelmed by the urge to protect her. Rumi has carried so much, endured a life shaped by control and expectations, beliefs fed to her by others. How lonely that must have been, how frightening.

A fierce longing stirs within him—to hold her, to whisper that she is enough, that she is wanted just as she is. Not Rumi the idol, not Rumi the leader, not Rumi the demon hunter. Just Rumi. He wants all of her—her laughter, her sorrow, her quiet moments and her storms. He wants to give her the world.

As he pulls his hand away, Rumi stirs. Her eyes flutter open, confusion flickering across her face as she comes back to herself. She sits up slowly, wincing as she rubs her lower back. “Ow, my back,” she grumbles, before her gaze lands on Jinu, awake and watching her with a gentle, half-lidded smile.

“You’re awake again,” she says, a playful lilt in her voice. “See? I told you. You wouldn’t even notice I was gone.” She grins as Jinu hums, opening his hand on the bed in silent invitation.

Rumi takes it without hesitation, her own fingers curling easily around his. She scoots the stool closer, leaning in until they’re only a breath apart.

“What did you and Celine talk about?” Jinu asks, his voice low, curious.

Rumi blinks, surprise flickering over her features, as if she hadn’t expected him to care—or to remember. “Nothing much,” she replies softly, a small, private smile on her lips. “She asked what I was doing, how my break was going. She asked about the girls.”

“Mhm. That’s all? Nothing else?” he presses, tilting his head, a teasing note in his voice.

Rumi grins, poking his cheek. “Hey, why are you so interested?” she retorts, her tone light. Jinu frowns, swatting her hand away, though there’s no real heat behind it.

“Am I not allowed to be?” he counters.

She rolls her eyes, smiling. “Well, nothing really happened. It was just…awkward, mostly.” She rubs the back of her neck, laughter dancing in her eyes. Jinu snorts quietly, the sound soft and fond.

They linger in that gentle space, talking about nothing and everything, voices weaving together in the hush of the morning. The world outside feels far away, as if it cannot touch them here.

Eventually, Jinu feels the pull of sleep creeping in once more, heavy and irresistible. He tries to fight it, to keep watching Rumi, but the darkness is gentle this time, drawing him under before he can see her leave.

This time, there are no dreams, no ghostly gardens or fractured memories. Only peace, and the warmth of Rumi’s presence lingering in the quiet of the morning.

 

RUMI DOES NOT THINK SHE IS A CREEP.
But she likes to watch Jinu sleep—likes the gentle peace that settles across his face, the way his brow unfurrows and his lips part ever so slightly. She notices how sometimes he mumbles in his sleep, the syllables barely formed, soft and secretive. His hands often twitch at his sides, as if searching for something just out of reach. Sometimes, Rumi can’t help but slip her own hand into his, her thumb brushing his knuckles as she watches over him.

He sleeps so quietly, so serenely—nothing like what she’d expected from a demon. She had pictured him snoring thunderously, or perhaps muttering threats and bargains into the dark. But Jinu, even in sleep, is perfect, his features softened by dreams. His hair fans out across the pillow in dark, silken waves, glossy and untamable. His long eyelashes flutter against his cheeks, and for the first time, Rumi notices how delicate they are. On a whim, she gently traces a fingertip along his eyelid, half-expecting him to stir. But he doesn’t. He only breathes, slow and steady.

She lets her gaze wander to his hands again—unlike hers, unmarked by hardship or toil. His skin is improbably soft, his nails neatly trimmed, and sometimes she catches the glint of a fang peeking from between his lips when he sighs too harshly in his sleep. It startles her, how vulnerable he seems like this.

Sometimes, just on the edge of sleep or waking, he whispers her name—or maybe she imagines it. When she holds his hand, he holds back, his fingers curling tighter as if he knows it’s her, even in dreams.

So no, Rumi doesn’t think she’s a creep for admiring Jinu’s beauty. She just… appreciates him. Even Derpy, seems to approve, flopping down next to her feet as she sits by Jinu’s bedside. Rumi absently threads her fingers through Jinu’s hair; it’s impossibly soft, silky like expensive fur, and she finds herself unable to resist. She tells herself it’s not strange, not really. 

She is definitely not a creep. Right?

A sharp voice shatters the quiet.

“Woah, what are you doing?”

Rumi yelps, jerking her hand away and scrambling back as Mira steps into the room, a cup of orange juice in hand. Jinu, astonishingly, doesn’t even stir at Mira’s raised voice.

“Mira? What are you doing here?” Rumi asks, trying to compose herself as Derpy thumps his tail.

Mira smirks, holding out the glass. “I was going to see if you wanted some. You haven’t come out for breakfast and I thought maybe you’d fallen asleep in here again. You watch over him a lot, you know.”

Rumi flushes, taking the juice with a mumbled, “I’m not… Also, thank you.” She sips, grateful for the distraction.

Mira glances at Jinu, whose chest rises and falls with each slow breath. “He doing okay? It’s been a few days since he was bedridden.”

Worry flickers across Rumi’s face. “Yeah, he’s… recovering. I think we overdid it last time. I’m not sure if we should even try again,” she admits, her voice low.

Mira gives a knowing hum. “Well, he was excited too, you know. Just ask him if he wants to try again when he’s ready.” She shrugs, her tone light, but her eyes kind.

“Yeah, maybe I will,” Rumi said, tapping her finger thoughtfully against the glass. “He’s still drifting in and out—awake one moment, asleep the next. But today, he managed to stay up for a few hours before nodding off again. Maybe tomorrow he’ll be good as new.”

Mira watched her for a moment, a knowing smile playing on her lips. “You sure do care about him a lot, huh?”

Rumi blinked, caught off guard by the casual observation. “What does that even mean?” she stammered, a flush creeping up her cheeks.

Mira snickered and perched herself on the empty stool—a spot Rumi usually claimed whenever Jinu was awake. Today, though, Rumi sat on the bed, right beside Jinu’s head. She hadn’t meant to get so close, but something about his presence pulled her in, a quiet gravity she couldn’t resist. The urge to reach out, to touch him, was almost magnetic.

“Nothing…” Mira drawled, her eyes sparkling with mischief. “Just saying, this relationship between you two is definitely edging past the ‘just friends’ zone.”

Rumi’s blush deepened. “W-What? N-No way, we’re just friends, I swear!” she protested, but her voice faltered.

Mira raised an eyebrow, ticking off on her fingers. “Do friends hold hands? Dance together? Sing at night? Touch foreheads?”

“I-I swear,” Rumi squeaked, growing more flustered by the second.

She tried to rationalize it—maybe Jinu just had a different way of showing he cared. She herself had always been touchy with people she loved. Surely Jinu was the same? Surely this was normal, right?

Mira’s teasing faded, replaced by a softer expression. “Rumi, if you like Jinu, don’t let us stop you. We’re not running your life,” she said gently. “Plus, I guess he’s alright. I could use someone to mess with when I get bored of my phone.” Mira winked, making Rumi shake her head despite her embarrassment.

Just then, Jinu’s hand twitched again, restless even in sleep. Like a reflex, Rumi reached out and took his hand. Immediately, he quieted, his breathing evening out. It felt natural, inevitable.

Mira caught the motion, her smirk returning. “Rumi, just remember—don’t forget to put yourself first. If you’re not ready for a relationship, don’t force it. You’ve got to love yourself first before loving someone else.”

With that, Mira slipped out, leaving Rumi alone with her tangled thoughts.

Love herself first, huh? Rumi glanced down at their joined hands. Jinu’s fingers curled perfectly around hers, his skin usually cool, now oddly warm. Her demon marks pulsed in sync with Jinu’s, as if some invisible current connected them.

She wanted to know more about Jinu—about the secrets he kept hidden behind his quiet smiles and gentle hands. She could sense the depths in his eyes, the weight of things unspoken. She hoped, someday, he’d trust her enough to stop hiding. Because Rumi wanted to accept all of him, just as he’d accepted her.

Jinu stirred, breaking her reverie. Rumi quickly slipped her hand away and settled onto the stool. Jinu’s eyes fluttered open, dazed and heavy-lidded.

“Rumi?” he murmured, voice thick with sleep.

“Hey, you’re awake again,” she said, her smile warm and a little shy.

Jinu chuckled softly. “I feel like I keep falling asleep between our chats,” he mumbled, his gaze lingering on her face as if to memorize it before sleep claimed him again.

Notes:

Jinu meeting baby Rumi EEEE. What if Rumi meets Old Era Jinu as well? Yeah?? Yeah????

Chapter 7

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

JINU MISSED THE ABILITY TO MOVE FREELY. It felt like an eternity since he left his room, relying on others for every small thing. But now, thank the heavens above, he was finally better. The lethargy was gone, his body lighter, and for the first time in days, he felt like himself again.

“Congrats on being able to walk again!” Zoey cheered, her claps loud and enthusiastic, as if she had been waiting for this moment just as much as he had. Jinu’s first step out of his room caught Rumi mid-motion, her hand raised to knock, a look of surprise replacing her usual calm as she took in the sight of him standing unaided.

“You’re already up and about?” she asked, blinking at him in disbelief. For a moment, Jinu flushed under the attention, scratching the back of his neck awkwardly.

“Yeah,” he replied, his grin wide and triumphant. “I feel great now. I can even walk without falling flat on my face.”

Rumi broke into a rare, genuine smile. Her hand reached out to pat his shoulder, the gesture warm and affectionate, like a proud mother congratulating her child. “Very good, Jinu. Maybe next time we’ll give you a medal.”

That earned her an exaggerated scoff from him. “Oh, please,” he muttered, rolling his eyes but unable to suppress the small laugh that followed.

“Speaking of medals, my phone, please,” Zoey interrupted, holding out her hand expectantly. Jinu sighed, digging into his hoodie pocket before handing her the familiar device.

“Oh, my baby! How I missed you!” Zoey crooned dramatically, cradling the phone like a long-lost treasure.

“Or,” Mira’s voice drifted in from the kitchen, where she sat hunched over her laptop, scrolling through random YouTube videos, “you guys could just buy him a phone. Problem solved.”

The suggestion hung in the air for only a second before Zoey’s head snapped up, her eyes meeting Rumi’s. Both lit up simultaneously, like twin firecrackers, and Jinu immediately regretted being in the same room. He raised his hands, already trying to defuse whatever chaos was brewing.

“Oh no,” he said quickly. “I don’t need a phone—”

But his words were drowned out by the excited squeals of Zoey and Rumi, who practically bounced in unison. “Let’s buy him a phone!” they declared as if it were the most brilliant idea in the world. Jinu groaned, leaning back and dragging a hand down his face.

So much for a chill day. He had imagined himself sinking into the couch, flipping through TV channels, maybe even napping. Instead, he was now at the mercy of two overexcited women plotting his technological upgrade.

Later, in the bathroom, Jinu found solace in the warm water of the tub. He let himself sink under the surface, bubbles escaping his mouth as he exhaled. It wasn’t like he needed to breathe, but watching the bubbles rise and pop was oddly soothing. He realized how much he missed this—this simple, quiet act of bathing. He couldn’t even remember how many days he’d been bedridden, but it felt like a lifetime.

Under the water, his thoughts drifted. In his fevered dreams, he had often spoken to a younger version of Rumi—a child with wide, wary eyes, burdened by expectations far too heavy for her small shoulders. He hated that she had gone through all that alone. If only he had been there sooner, he could have protected her, shown her what it meant to be a child: carefree, happy, surrounded by friends.

But he hadn’t been there. And Rumi had grown up too fast, thrust into a life she might not have even chosen for herself. Jinu could only hope—pray—that she had made that decision for her own happiness.

The sound of the door clicking open jolted him from his thoughts. His head shot up above the water, his heart leaping in surprise.

“R-Rumi?!” he sputtered, quickly sinking back into the tub to hide as much of himself as possible. His face burned with embarrassment as he glared at her.

“Hey, you forgot your clothes in the living room,” Rumi said casually, holding up the neatly folded bundle. She didn’t even flinch at the sight of him, half-naked and clearly mortified. His face slowly turning red.

“R-Rumi, get the hell out!” Jinu yelled, his voice cracking as he tried to shrink into the water.

“You forgot to lock your door,” she pointed out with a mischievous grin, sticking her tongue out at him. She placed the clothes on the sink and turned to leave.

“Is this how humans work today? No sense of privacy?”. Jinu practically shrieked, his face so hot he felt like he was boiling the water himself.

“Just to you!” She sings.

Rumi only laughed, poking her hand back through the door to lock it from the inside. “And don’t forget to lock your door next time,” she said, her tone teasing, before finally shutting it behind her.

Jinu stared at the closed door in silence, his thoughts racing. What the hell does she mean, ‘just to you’?

After that, he drained the tub in record time, drying off and pulling on his clothes. He checked the lock four times before leaving the bathroom, his hoodie pulled tight over his head as if it could shield him from the memory of what just happened.

In the living room, Zoey was sipping juice from a packet, her legs swinging idly. Rumi’s door was open, and she was tying her shoes, looking as relaxed as ever. “Already done?” she asked without looking up.

“Yeah,” Jinu replied, his voice a little quieter than usual. “If you’re ready, we can go now.”

Rumi’s face lit up with a smile, her energy bubbling over as she grabbed her bag. She seemed far more excited than he was, which confused Jinu. Why is she so excited about me getting a phone?

The three of them entered the elevator, Zoey and Rumi whispering in hushed tones. Zoey bounced on her heels, while Rumi shook her shoulders dramatically, her grin wide and conspiratorial. Whatever they were planning, Jinu didn’t like it.

“So,” Zoey said brightly, snapping him out of his thoughts, “what kind of phone do you want? The newest model?”

Jinu groaned as Rumi grinned at him knowingly. He was sandwiched between the two, their excitement suffocating. He could already tell—this was going to be a long day.

“Just a… phone? I don’t need fancy phones,” Jinu grumbled, crossing his arms as Zoey and Rumi exchanged knowing looks.

Oh god… Don’t tell me. Jinu sighed internally, already bracing himself for what was to come.

And, of course, he was right. Both Rumi and Zoey had gone absolutely wild over the phone they were buying for him. He found himself trailing behind them through the bustling streets, utterly bewildered by their animated discussions about RAM, storage capacity, and megapixels—none of which made any sense to him. Modern technology, with its endless updates and jargon, only seemed to get more complicated, leaving him perpetually lost.

By midday, the three of them were walking back through town, and Jinu was now staring down at the shiny new phone in his hands. It was sleek, impossibly modern, and undoubtedly one of the latest models that he couldn’t even begin to identify. He barely cared about the phone itself, but the accessories they had chosen for him were… something else.

They’d picked out a shimmering blue phone case with exaggerated wolf ears sticking out from the top. The ears were sharp enough to be a potential safety hazard, and Jinu was pretty sure he’d end up poking himself in the eye—or worse—if he wasn’t careful. But when Rumi had insisted on it, he found he couldn’t refuse.

Then there was the charm Zoey had bought—a small purple bead strung on a delicate cord that dangled from the side of the phone. Jinu didn’t even know what such things were called, but he couldn’t help admiring how the deep purple bead complemented the blue case. Despite the impracticality of it all, he admitted to himself with a small smile that he liked how it looked.

“Are you sure I won’t get hurt by this?” Jinu asked, poking one of the wolf ears on the case with a skeptical frown.

Rumi snickered. “Do you want Zoey to pick another—”

“No!” Jinu cut her off, his voice sharp and almost too defensive. “I like this one,” he added quickly, clutching the phone as if someone might take it away.

Both girls paused to stare at him, their expressions caught somewhere between surprise and amusement. Jinu winced inwardly, forcing an awkward smile. “I mean… it’s nice. Really nice.”

Rumi and Zoey exchanged a glance before breaking into identical grins. “Whatever you say, Jinu,” Zoey teased, her voice sing-song. “But just because Rumi picked it out doesn’t mean you have to pretend to like it.”

“Hey!” Rumi protested, nudging Zoey with her elbow, though her grin betrayed her amusement.

Jinu’s face flushed a deep red as he fumbled to pocket the phone, mumbling something incoherent. The girls, meanwhile, were already giggling, their arms looped together as they leaned into each other, whispering and laughing like schoolkids sharing a secret.

Jinu fell a step behind them, watching silently. He wasn’t much of a talker, and it felt easier—less awkward—to simply follow. Rumi’s laughter rang out, clear and bright, as she threw her head back, her hair catching the sunlight. She leaned in close to Zoey, whispering something near her ear, their arms still tightly intertwined.

Jinu’s steps faltered as he watched them. A strange pang settled in his chest. What would it feel like, he wondered, if Rumi leaned into me like that? If she laughed like that just for me?

His thoughts wandered further. Rumi’s hands were rough, calloused from years of relentless training, and she sometimes underestimated her own strength. Her touch could be clumsy, even painful, but Jinu found it endearing in an odd, almost tender way.

If she ever hurt him with her touch, he thought, he wouldn’t mind. No—in fact, he’d probably cherish it. The pain would feel like penance, a small piece of atonement for what he’d done to her. For betraying her trust. It would be better that way, wouldn’t it?

His thoughts were interrupted by a sudden commotion.

“Look! It’s Rumi!”

“It’s Zoey!”

“Oh my gosh!”

“Dad! Let’s get an autograph!”

Jinu blinked, startled, as a group of people began to gather around them. Despite the hoodies both girls wore to shield their identities, they’d been recognized. The murmuring crowd quickly turned into a swarm, fans shouting their names and clamoring for autographs.

Rumi and Zoey froze, exchanging a quick glance before Zoey stepped forward with her usual easy grin. “Okay, okay—one at a time, guys!” she called, holding her hands up to calm the crowd.

The fans, however, were relentless, pressing closer and bombarding them with questions.

“Where’s Mira?”

“When’s your next album dropping?”

“It’s really them! Oh my god, I’m going to pass out!”

The crowd thickened, and Jinu winced as someone accidentally stepped on his foot. Feeling increasingly out of place, he edged toward the sidewalk, watching as Rumi and Zoey expertly managed the chaos. They somehow got the crowd to form a semblance of a line, promising to sign autographs if everyone behaved.

From his vantage point, Jinu could only marvel at how effortlessly they handled it all—how natural they seemed in the spotlight.

“Don’t pass out, dude. You just got your cast taken off,” someone in the crowd teased, prompting a round of laughter.

Jinu stood to the side, his lips twitching into a small smile as he watched the scene unfold. Rumi, standing at the center of the crowd, grinned widely, her cheeks tinted a faint pink. She looked genuinely happy.

What was I thinking? Jinu thought, his smile faltering slightly. Of course Rumi loves this. Being an idol, being a hunter—it was clear that this life, as chaotic as it was, suited her. He could see it in the way her face lit up as she signed autographs or waved to fans, her energy infectious even from a distance.

Sure, her life had never been easy. So much had been forced on her—expectations, responsibilities, even beliefs. But despite all of that, she loved who she had become. Jinu could see it as plain as day.

The Rumi he had met as a child was so different from the Rumi who stood before him now. That Rumi had been uncertain, hesitant, still trying to figure out her place in the world. But the Rumi of today? She had grown. She was strong, confident, and unshakably herself.

And Jinu was glad. He was glad that life had turned out better for her, that she had found her way. He wished, more than anything, for good things to keep coming her way. She deserved it.

His thoughts were interrupted by a small tug on the side of his jacket. Startled, Jinu looked down and found himself staring into a pair of wide, curious eyes. A little girl stood beside him, her tiny hand clutching his jacket tightly. Her silvery-white hair seemed to catch the sunlight, almost glowing. She looked up at him, one hand gripping his jacket while the other thumb was firmly planted in her mouth.

“Mister?” she asked softly, her voice muffled by her thumb.

Jinu blinked in surprise. Oh jeez, he thought, his stomach sinking. A crowd was forming, and now there was a kid who had somehow gotten separated from her parents. Panic flared briefly in his chest, but he forced himself to kneel down, softening his expression.

“Hello,” he said gently, keeping his voice calm and steady. “Are you lost?”

The girl nodded, her thumb sliding out of her mouth just enough to speak. “My mama is missing,” she said, her voice trembling slightly. “She was just there.” She pointed toward the alleyway near the edge of the crowd, where people continued to gather around Rumi and Zoey.

Jinu sighed internally, his heart clenching at the sight of the frightened child. Poor kid, he thought, nodding to her. “Alright,” he said, holding out his hand. “Let’s go find her, okay?”

The girl hesitated for only a moment before taking his hand. Her grip was surprisingly tight—so tight that Jinu winced slightly as her small nails dug into his skin. Jeez, kid’s got a death grip, he thought, but he didn’t pull away. He let her lead him toward the alleyway, weaving carefully through the growing crowd.

The noise of the fans was getting louder, and Jinu couldn’t help but glance back toward Rumi and Zoey. The two were still surrounded, their cheerful voices carrying above the din as they tried to manage the chaos. Why haven’t they stopped the crowd yet? he wondered, unease bubbling in his chest. He shook the thought away. First, he needed to make sure this kid was safe.

If he left her alone and something happened, he wouldn’t just feel guilty—he’d also have to face Zoey and Rumi’s wrath. And that was a fate he wasn’t eager to tempt.

“Okay,” Jinu said as they reached the alleyway. The noise of the crowd faded slightly behind them, replaced by the quieter hum of passing conversations and footsteps. “We’re here. Where’s your mother?”

He looked around, scanning the area. The alleyway was mostly empty, save for a few closed shops and a handful of couples heading toward the crowd. There was no sign of a frantic parent searching for their child.

The girl stood silently beside him, her thumb back in her mouth. She glanced around uncertainly before looking up at him with wide, tear-filled eyes. “I don’t know,” she sniffled, her voice trembling.

Jinu froze. Oh no, no, no, he thought, trying not to panic. Kid’s about to cry. I can handle this. I’ve dealt with crying kids before. My sister, a child version of Rumi... I’ve got this… right?

He pushed down the rising anxiety and crouched lower so he was level with her. “Hey,” he said softly, forcing a smile. “It’s okay. We’ll find her, I promise.” He gestured toward the end of the alleyway, where it curved out of sight. “How about we try over there? Maybe she’s waiting for you just around the corner.”

The girl hesitated, sniffling again, but eventually nodded. Her tiny hand tightened around his as they began walking together toward the end of the alley.

Jinu’s mind raced as they moved, trying to piece together a plan. What if her mom isn’t there? He glanced down at the girl, who was still sucking her thumb, her silvery hair gleaming in the sunlight. Focus, he told himself. Find her mom first, then figure out the rest.

But as they approached the turn in the alleyway, unease crept back into Jinu’s chest. Something about this felt… off.

The alleyway was deathly silent as Jinu walked towards the turn, his steps echoing faintly against the cracked pavement. The air felt heavy, stale, as if untouched by sunlight for years.

Shadows pooled in every corner, cast by the towering buildings that loomed over him, their jagged edges blotting out the sky. Even at this hour, no light could reach here. It was too dark, too quiet. Jinu’s eyes darted around nervously, searching for any sign of movement—or the woman they were supposed to find. But there was nothing. Nothing but the oppressive silence and the distant hum of the city beyond.

“Uhm…” Jinu murmured, his voice barely above a whisper, unsure of himself. His mind raced. Should he call the police? Or maybe it’d be better to bring the girl back to Rumi and Zoey; surely they would know what to do. They always knew what to do. They were so well-versed in the things Jinu wasn’t—practical, sharp, decisive.

He glanced back at the girl. She was close behind him, her small hand in his. But he didn’t notice the moment she let go. When he turned back, she had stepped away, her delicate features suddenly shadowed. Her eyes—once wide and innocent—had narrowed into razor-sharp slits, glowing a sickly, predatory yellow.

“Wait—” Jinu started, but his words caught in his throat as he froze, paralyzed by the sight unfolding before him.

The girl’s body began to contort unnaturally. Bones cracked and twisted, the sound echoing in the empty alleyway. Her small frame stretched grotesquely, doubling, tripling in size. Flesh bubbled and shifted, melding into something monstrous. Her skin turned a mottled gray, jagged with spines, and her arms elongated, ending in claws so sharp they could carve through steel. A guttural growl rumbled from her chest as she rose to her full height, her new form towering over Jinu.

What…? Jinu’s thoughts sputtered, unable to form coherence as he stumbled back a step. The little girl was gone, consumed by the creature now standing before him. No, not just a creature—a demon. A grotesque amalgamation of twisted flesh and bone, with the girl’s small, lifeless body grotesquely fused to its back like a discarded shell.

God—it’s a demon.

The demon tilted its head, as if mocking his terror. Its glowing yellow eyes locked onto Jinu’s, and it let out a low, guttural laugh. “Jinu,” it hissed, its voice a distorted mix of growls and something almost human. “What are you doing?”

Jinu’s breath caught as the demon’s mouth stretched impossibly wide, revealing rows upon rows of jagged teeth. Drool dripped from its maw, sizzling as it hit the pavement. His mind screamed at him to run, but his legs wouldn’t budge.

“Who—who are you?” Jinu managed to stammer, his voice shaking as he took another step back. He didn’t recognize this demon. He didn’t know who the fuck this was. And that terrified him.

She tilted her grotesque head further, letting out a choked, wheezing laugh before throwing her jaw back and cackling loudly, the sound reverberating off the alley walls. “It’s me, Jinu. Baek Hwa,” she said, her voice dripping with mockery. “Don’t you remember me?”

Baek Hwa. The name hit him like a brick. Of course. She was one of them—one of Gwi-Ma’s generals. Jinu swallowed hard, his throat dry. His heart pounded in his chest as he took another shaky step back.

“I was just collecting souls,” Baek Hwa continued, her voice turning into a low whine. “And then—just like that—I lost connection to Lord Gwi-Ma. Can you believe it? Do you know what that feels like?!” Her voice rose into a shriek, her claws digging into the tiled ground as she stepped closer. The sound of the tiles cracking beneath her was deafening in the stillness.

Jinu’s eyes darted around the alleyway. It was still empty, still dark. Completely devoid of life. But beyond the narrow walls, he could hear the faint hum of the crowd, the chatter of people just a few streets away. He even caught Zoey’s voice, sharp and annoyed as always, shouting at someone to “form the damn line again.”

Shit. He had to get Baek Hwa out of here—away from them. If she turned on the crowd, it would be a massacre.

“A-Ah, Baek Hwa…” Jinu stammered, forcing a nervous smile. “It’s… nice to see you again. It’s—it’s been a while, hasn’t it? How many years has it been? O-one? A-ah, no, two hundred?” He flinched as she took another step closer, her claws clicking against the ground like knives on glass.

Baek Hwa’s lips curled into a twisted grin, her jagged teeth glinting in the dim light. “Two hundred,” she purred, her voice dripping with malice. “Almost two hundred years now, Jinu. You never come to the human realm. Why are you here?”

Jinu swallowed hard, his mind racing. He couldn’t fight her. She was stronger, faster, deadlier. He was nothing compared to her. Not in strength. Not in power. His only advantage was his voice—and, if he was lucky, his ability to talk his way out of this.

“A mission,” he said shakily, lowering his head. “I’m here on a mission for Gwi-Ma.”

Baek Hwa’s grin widened, her glowing eyes narrowing. “A mission?” she echoed, her tone mocking. “And you didn’t call for me? Why not, Jinu? I was in another land, gathering so many souls… so many delicious, screaming souls. You should have called.” Her voice rumbled as she purred, a deep, bone-chilling sound that made Jinu’s skin crawl.

He took another step back, his eyes flicking around desperately. Where was Rumi? If he could just get to her, she could help. She could fight Baek Hwa. Hell, even Zoey would be better than nothing. If Rumi were here, Jinu could turn into a sword, and together they might stand a chance. But alone? Alone, he was as good as dead.

Baek Hwa’s claws scraped against the ground as she stepped closer, her grin growing impossibly wider. “Why are you trembling, Jinu?” she asked, her voice a sickly sweet mockery of concern. “You’re not afraid of me, are you?”

Jinu’s eyes darted to her claws—razor-sharp and glinting like polished steel. Oh god. He was going to die. He was going to get ripped in half.

“Of course not! Wh-Why should I be?” Jinu stammered, his voice cracking as he tried to force a laugh. His back pressed against the cold wall of the alleyway. There was nowhere left to go. “And Gwi-Ma... well, about Gwi-Ma…” He faltered, his tongue heavy in his mouth. “Gwi-Ma felt you were busy… he—he didn’t want to bother you, perhaps…” His voice trailed off, and his throat tightened as he swallowed hard.

The alleyway ended in a dead stop—a solid wall of bricks. Jinu’s heart sank as Baek-Hwa’s breath, hot and rancid, rolled over him. He could feel the stench of her exhale on his neck as he turned to face her, trembling.

“Is that so?” Baek-Hwa purred. Her jaw was so close now that Jinu could see the gleam of her jagged teeth, her saliva dripping onto the floor. Her glowing yellow eyes bore into his, her amusement barely concealing the bloodlust lurking beneath.

Jinu froze as a single claw rested on his shoulder. It felt like a blade digging into his skin, sharp and threatening. “Jinu,” she whispered, her voice low and dangerous, “I trust you very, very much. After all, you are the fourth general of our Lord Gwi-Ma…” She paused, her lips curling into a malicious grin. Slowly, her claw began to sink into his shoulder.

Jinu cried out in pain, his hand flying to her wrist as he tried to pull her away. His knees buckled as she drove her claw deeper, her strength overpowering him. “I can smell your fear,” she hissed, her voice no longer amused. “You LIE!”

Her shriek echoed through the alley, shaking the ground beneath them. The force of it sent cracks spiderwebbing across the walls, and tiles crumbled to dust under their feet. The newly made Honmoon—an iridescent blue and yellow aura—flared to life, pulsing violently, its energy rippling like a bell tolling a desperate alarm.

“Fuck,” Jinu muttered under his breath, his eyes wide with panic. Without thinking, he balled his fist and punched Baek-Hwa square across her jaw. The blow stunned her just long enough for him to slide between her legs and sprint away.

“Jinu! Come back here!” Baek-Hwa roared, her voice shaking the alley. The impact of her rage shattered nearby windows, and the ground trembled under her stomping feet.

Jinu didn’t look back. His legs burned as he ran, his breath ragged. He couldn’t lead her to the crowd. That would be a bloodbath. Rumi and Zoey—he had to call them. Now.

His trembling hands fumbled for his phone as he ducked into another alley, weaving through the narrow passages. He nearly tripped over a discarded crate as he opened the contact list, finding Rumi’s name. The phone rang once, twice. He could hear Baek-Hwa’s heavy footsteps closing in, her snarls echoing behind him.

“Please pick up, please pick up,” Jinu whispered frantically, his heart hammering in his chest. He vaulted over a dumpster to put more distance between them, but Baek-Hwa easily shoved it aside with one arm, her claws tearing into its metal frame like paper.

“TRAITOR!” Baek-Hwa shrieked, her voice a deafening roar. Jinu screamed as she hurled the dumpster at him. He ducked just in time, his knees buckling as the massive object smashed into the wall beside him. Shards of brick and metal rained down around him.

“Jinu?” Rumi’s voice finally came through the phone, calm but laced with worry.

“RUMI!” Jinu screamed, his voice cracking as he sprinted down another alley. “I NEED YOUR HELP!”

“What’s going on? What am I hearing? Where are you?” Rumi’s voice sharpened, her concern evident. “I can feel the Honmoon pulsing—what’s happening?”

Jinu barely managed to glance at his phone, his fingers trembling as he sent his location. “Please, Rumi, just check my location! There’s a demon—a general! She’s—” His words were cut off by a choked yell as something snagged his ankle mid-run.

He was yanked off his feet and sent flying into a dumpster. The impact knocked the wind out of him, and his vision blurred. His phone slipped from his hand, landing a few feet away.

“Jinu? Jinu!” Rumi’s voice crackled through the speaker. “Just wait for us! We’re coming—hold on!”

The call ended abruptly as Baek-Hwa snatched the phone, her claws wrapping around it like a vice. She stared at it with disdain, her glowing eyes narrowing. “A hunter,” she snarled, her lip curling in disgust. “Disgusting. How dare you, Jinu?”

Jinu struggled to his feet, his body trembling, his breath ragged. “Then I’ll be honored to kill one of them!” Baek-Hwa growled, tossing the phone aside.

She lunged at him, her claws swiping for his stomach. Jinu barely managed to dodge, twisting to the side as her talons sliced through the air. Without thinking, he threw himself forward, colliding with her. The force sent both of them slamming into a nearby wall.

Jinu didn’t hesitate. He clawed at her face, his nails raking against her skin. But Baek-Hwa was faster. She blocked his attack with her forearms, her strength overpowering his.

“Don’t you touch them!” Jinu snarled, his voice filled with desperation as he clawed at her arms.

Baek-Hwa hissed, her lips pulling back to reveal her jagged teeth. With a snarl, she kicked him off her, sending him sprawling onto the ground. Jinu landed on all fours, his claws digging into the tiles to steady himself. Blood—blue and translucent—dripped from his arms where her claws had grazed him.

“You were the perfect general, Jinu,” Baek-Hwa growled, stalking toward him like a predator closing in on its prey. “Why must you turn your back on us? On him ?” Her voice was low and venomous, her glowing eyes locked onto his.

Jinu panted, his chest heaving. He wasn’t as strong as he used to be. And Baek-Hwa knew it. She could see it in the way he trembled, the way his claws shook. She had worked with him centuries ago—she knew his weaknesses better than anyone.

“I can see it now,” Baek-Hwa sneered, her voice mocking. “Maybe Gwi-Ma needs to punish you again. I’ll drag you back to hell myself. You’ll learn your place… once more.”

“No, thank you,” Jinu muttered, his voice shaky but defiant. His heart pounded at the thought of returning to hell—of enduring Gwi-Ma’s punishments again.

With a feral roar, Baek-Hwa lunged at him, throwing her full weight into the attack. Jinu raised his arms just in time, blocking her claws with his forearms. Pain shot through him as her talons pierced his flesh, blue blood spilling onto the ground.

But Jinu didn’t falter. Summoning what strength he had left, he drove his claws into Baek-Hwa’s chest.

Instead of crying in pain, Baek-Hwa only laughed, a guttural and chilling sound that echoed through the dimly lit alley. Her jaw unhinged unnaturally, revealing rows of jagged, predatory teeth. Without hesitation, she lunged forward and sank them into Jinu’s arm.

Jinu let out a blood-curdling scream, writhing in agony as her teeth tore through the fabric of his jacket and punctured flesh. He released one of her wrists, frantically trying to push her away, his free hand clawing at her face with animalistic desperation. Blood spilled freely now, warm and sticky, splattering across his cheek. His vision swam as he kicked her with all his might, the impact sending her crashing into the cold, unforgiving brick wall.

Baek-Hwa slid down the wall, blue blood trickling from her chin. Her tongue darted out, licking the viscous liquid away with a sickening relish. “It’s been a while since I’ve eaten a demon,” she said, her voice dripping with satisfaction. There was a cruel, almost playful glint in her eyes, as though she were savoring a rare delicacy.

Jinu staggered, his knees buckling beneath him as he tried to stand. Pain erupted in his injured arm, forcing him to collapse to the ground with a strangled cry. He clutched the mangled limb to his chest, breathing hard as panic clawed at the edges of his mind. He had to get out of here—

“Jinu!” A familiar voice cut through the haze. His head snapped up to see Rumi sprinting towards him, her expression a mix of terror and determination. Flanking her were Mira and Zoey, weapons already drawn.

Baek-Hwa let out an ear-splitting shriek, a sound that oscillated between rage and delight. “Hunters!” she hissed, her sharp teeth glinting under the faint light She pushed herself off the wall, her movements eerily fluid and serpentine.

Rumi dropped to her knees beside Jinu, her hands hovering over him uncertainly. “Oh god, Jinu, are you—” Her words faltered as she took in the blood staining his jacket and the feral grimace on his face. He looked like a cornered animal, teeth bared in pain and fury, but his expression softened when he realized it was Rumi.

Meanwhile, Mira and Zoey charged at Baek-Hwa, their weapons slicing through the air with deadly precision. The sound of steel meeting flesh echoed as Baek-Hwa dodged and countered, her movements almost too fast to follow. Zoey was caught off-guard and flung across the alley, her body slamming into the wall with a sickening thud. She crumpled to the ground, letting out a pained grunt.

“Zoey!” Both Mira and Rumi screamed in unison, their voices breaking with fear.

Rumi turned back to Jinu, her eyes wide and frantic. “Jinu, what do we do? You’re hurt—”

Jinu winced, holding out his trembling hand. His face was pale, but his eyes burned with resolve. “Rumi, listen. I need to turn into a sword so you can help them,” he rasped, his gaze shifting to Mira, who was still holding her ground but visibly struggling.

“What? No! You’re in no condition—” Rumi began, but Jinu cut her off with a sharp glare.

“There’s no time to argue!” he snapped. “Sing with me.”

Rumi hesitated for only a moment before determination replaced her fear. “Fine,” she said, grabbing his hand and helping him to his feet. “But when this is over, you’re going straight to bed, and you’re eating everything we give you. No complaints.”

Jinu managed a weak smirk, his voice dripping with sarcasm. “Whatever you say, Rumi.”

Their hands clasped tightly, and the air around them seemed to shift, growing heavy with a strange energy. Baek-Hwa, who had cornered Mira, turned her head sharply, her eyes narrowing as she sensed the change. Mira’s Gok-Do flickered weakly in her hands, and her face twisted in pain. She froze when she saw Jinu and Rumi standing together.

Jinu’s voice was low and rough as he began to sing:

“I walk like I own the night
Head high, I don’t need the light
Every step—storm in my wake
Don’t blink or you’ll feel the quake.”

He gritted his teeth, forcing his injured arm to move as he pulled Rumi into a spin. Their movements were synchronized, fluid, as if they had practiced this a hundred times before. Rumi’s expression hardened with focus, and she nodded at Jinu, their mutual resolve clear. 

There was no need for words—they both knew what they had to do.

A blinding flash of light engulfed them, forcing Mira to shield her eyes. When the glow subsided, she blinked in awe. Rumi stood before her, transformed. She now wielded a shimmering sword pulsating with blue and pink light, emitting a hauntingly beautiful melody. Her clothes had changed as well, her usual purple hoodie and loose pants replaced by an iridescent white hanbok adorned with silver armor. She looked ethereal, otherworldly.

Mira barely had time to register Rumi’s transformation before Zoey groaned and staggered to her feet. Her face was a mask of fury as she glared at Baek-Hwa. “This vibe is way too cold,” she growled, her voice rising into a fierce melody. “You can’t keep up with me!”

Zoey spun her blade with a flourish, its edge catching the faint light as she charged forward. Rumi followed, their movements perfectly in sync as they leaped toward Baek-Hwa. The demon shrieked, her form twisting unnaturally as she tried to evade their attacks.

Mira gritted her teeth, forcing herself upright despite the pain coursing through her body. Her Gok-Do flared to life once more, burning brighter than before. “Don’t forget about me!” she shouted, lunging forward and slicing at Baek-Hwa’s leg. The demon howled in pain, her balance faltering just as Zoey’s blade found its mark, embedding itself deep in her chest.

“I’m a cold flame, burnin’ clean
No smoke, no mess, just gasoline.
Everyone’s shocked—
I make cool look easy,”

Mira sang, her voice sharp and resonant in the chaos. The demon’s glowing eyes fixed on her, its clawed hand slashing toward her face. Mira didn’t flinch. Before the attack could land, Zoey darted in like a shadow, her blades flashing. With one precise motion, she severed the demon’s arm completely.

The creature let out an unearthly yowl, clutching its bleeding stump as strange blue transparent blood poured from the wound. It turned toward Zoey with a feral snarl, its jagged teeth bared.

“Ice veins, heart still bleeds art,
Paint chaos on a blank heart.
Shadows watch but never touch—
I’m real—ain’t that too much?”

Rumi’s voice cut through the air like steel, her words laced with defiance. She dashed forward, her sword glinting with an unnatural light. With a single, fluid motion, she cleaved through the demon’s leg as though it were nothing more than paper. The severed limb hit the ground with a sickening thud.

The demon growled, staggering as it struggled to keep its balance. Its guttural voice rose into a shriek. “No! How dare you! Traitor!” It lunged at Zoey in a desperate, frenzied attack.

But Zoey was ready. Her movements were smooth, almost playful, as she leaned away from the swipe with an effortless grace. A cocky grin tugged at her lips as she spun her blades, the faint hum of sharpened steel slicing through the tense air.

“I’m just me, I won’t change.
This crown’s not borrowed—it’s engraved.”

The three of them moved as one, their blades a deadly symphony. Mira’s Gok-Do struck first, driving through the demon’s chest. Rumi followed with an upward slash, her blade tearing into the creature’s torso. Zoey finished it, her blades piercing through its back in a cross.

The demon screamed, its voice raw and desperate, echoing through the alleyway. Black smoke erupted from its body, obscuring the fighters in a shroud of darkness. When the smoke cleared, the demon was gone—its presence erased as though it had never existed.

“I’m the fire you can’t tame.
Say my name, it echoes fame.
All eyes are only on me—
Too cool, too bold, too free.”

The battle was over, but the three of them were left panting, their breaths ragged and wild. Sweat clung to their skin, glistening in the faint light of the broken sunlight above. They stood in silence for a moment, staring at the empty space where the demon had been.

“Woohoo!” Zoey’s triumphant scream shattered the quiet. She threw her hands into the air, her wide eyes blazing with adrenaline. “That was SO badass!”

Mira let out a shaky laugh, leaning heavily on her Gok-Do as her legs threatened to give out. “Almost died there, huh?” she quipped, her grin as sharp as ever.

Rumi, however, remained quiet. Her posture was regal, her sword still in hand as she inspected it. She looked every bit like the old hunters from the legends Celine used to tell them about—poised, powerful, untouchable.

“Magical girl transformation,” Zoey murmured, her voice filled with awe as she stared at Rumi. Her eyes sparkled, the exhaustion momentarily forgotten.

“And here I thought the Honmoon got them all,” Mira said, kicking her Gok-Do up with her foot and catching it in one smooth motion.

“Me too,” Rumi replied softly, her voice tinged with unease. She turned to the others, her expression hardening. “Guys, we need to go home. Jinu was injured—he might know why that demon was still here.”

The weight of her words settled over them. They exchanged quick nods, their unspoken bond stronger than words.

As they began to leave, Zoey paused. Her gaze swept across the ground until it landed on something familiar. A faint glimmer caught her eye—a phone, its screen cracked but still intact. She bent down to pick it up, her fingers brushing against the cool surface.

“Hey, hurry up!” Mira called, already a few steps ahead.

Zoey tucked the phone into her pocket and jogged to catch up, her footsteps echoing against the cracked stone floor.

 

JINU WAS GOOD AS NEW. He flexed his arm, now fully healed, and glanced at the three girls staring at him with varying degrees of seriousness.

"I’m glad you aren’t dead," Mira deadpanned, though her pinched brows betrayed her worry.

Zoey sniffled, her voice trembling. "I thought you lost an arm and—and died!" Tears welled in her eyes as she wiped at her nose with the back of her hand.

Rumi, ever serious, stepped closer, scanning him carefully. "Are you hurt anywhere? At all?"

Jinu raised both hands in a placating gesture and offered them a small smile. "Girls. Please, calm down. I’m alive and breathing." He gave a light shrug, as if to reassure them—and himself. Honestly, he wasn’t entirely sure what had healed him. Perhaps it was the three of them singing together, or maybe shifting back into his sword form had done the trick. Either way, he didn’t feel drained, even after pouring so much of his energy into protecting Rumi during the fight.

Zoey brightened, bouncing on her toes. "Earlier was so badass! The four of us fighting together—like some epic anime battle!" She mimicked slashing and chopping motions with her hands, making exaggerated sound effects.

Mira nodded in agreement, clapping lightly. "Indeed. I must admit, I am very impressed. Soul Eater vibes, magical girl transformations—you’re simply winning at life, my dear Rumi." She grinned and gave both Rumi and Jinu a theatrical nod of approval.

Jinu scoffed, shaking his head in amusement. "There they go with the references again," he murmured, a soft laugh escaping him. Trust them to crack jokes even after nearly dying.

Still, the humor couldn’t quite chase away the unease creeping into his chest. His gaze dropped to his hands, where faint traces of tremors lingered. The memory of their battle against Baek-Hwa, one of Gwi-Ma’s generals, burned in his mind. That they had survived was nothing short of a miracle.

Generals like her were no ordinary demons. Gwi-Ma’s army had always been terrifying, but generals were in a league of their own. Baek-Hwa especially. She wasn’t just a loyal servant; she was a monster fully devoted to her master’s whims. Unlike him.

Jinu bit his lip, his fingers curling into fists. When he’d first been forced to serve Gwi-Ma, he’d fought back with every ounce of defiance he could muster. He had hissed, clawed, resisted at every turn. But Gwi-Ma had broken him.

The memories came rushing back like a tidal wave—loops of death, endless torment. Gwi-Ma had made him relive his deaths over and over, each one more excruciating than the last. Poison searing his throat, blades tearing into his flesh, fire licking at his skin. He had screamed for help, cried out for his mother, his sister—even begged God for mercy. But God did not reach into hell.

Gwi-Ma had laughed at his suffering, a cruel, cackling sound that haunted his nightmares. Jinu had cried until his voice gave out, his mind unraveling with each cycle of pain. And when he could fight no longer, he had pretended to submit, his resistance buried beneath the mask of a loyal servant.

A light touch brought him back to the present. Rumi’s hand rested gently over his, her warmth pulling him from the depths of his memories. Derpy pressed his furry head against Jinu’s leg, offering silent comfort.

"You alright, dude?" Mira’s voice cut through the haze. She stood with her arms crossed, her sharp gaze fixed on him.

Jinu swallowed hard and nodded. "Yeah, I’m fine."

Rumi tilted her head, studying him. "That demon… Does it know you?"

The question hit harder than it should have. Jinu’s lips pressed into a thin line before he answered. "Yes. I knew her. She… She was one of Gwi-Ma’s generals. But we weren’t close." He sighed, rubbing the spot on his arm where Baek-Hwa had bitten him. The wound was gone, but he could still feel the phantom sting.

"How is she even here? The Honmoon sealed Gwi-Ma and his army," Mira said, frowning deeply.

Jinu hesitated. "Generals… They’re different. Stronger than typical demons. These are the ones who’ve consumed souls, even behind Gwi-Ma’s back."

Zoey’s eyes widened, her face pale. "Does that mean there could be more of them on the surface? How many generals are there, Jinu?"

He looked up, his expression grim. "Four. Baek-Hwa was the third. As for the first two… I’m not sure. Hell is vast, and they could still be down there. Honestly, I wouldn’t worry too much. Baek-Hwa was the only one who loved staying on the surface."

"And the fourth?" Rumi pressed, her eyes narrowing.

Jinu froze. His heart skipped a beat, and his stomach churned. He had hoped they wouldn’t ask. Would they hate him if they knew?

He exhaled shakily, his nails digging into the skin of his arm. "—Me," he whispered, the confession barely audible.

The silence that followed was deafening.

Notes:

Magical Girl Transformation :OO. Also, Jinu whump ^o^7

Chapter 8

Notes:

TW: Suicide and Self-Harm

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

SEOUL NEVER SLEEPS. The air was cold, each sharp gust of wind biting against Jinu’s skin. The breeze was stronger up on the balcony, carrying the distant sounds of the city—a chorus of car horns, distant chatter, and the faint hum of neon lights. Jinu couldn’t look away from the roads below, his gaze fixed on the chaotic order of cars weaving through the streets. His hair whipped across his face, but he had long given up trying to push it away.

Behind him, Bird squawked indignantly, his feathers puffed up as Derpy pawed at him, tail flicking back and forth with uncontainable excitement. The small chaos inside contrasted with Jinu’s quiet vigil outside. Then, the faint creak of a door broke through his thoughts. Rumi’s door.

Jinu slouched further, his shoulders climbing toward his ears as she stepped into the balcony.

“Hey,” she said softly, her voice barely above the hum of the wind. She took a step beside him, leaning over the railing.

“Hey,” Jinu murmured, his voice low, almost swallowed by the night.

The moon hung heavy in the sky, its light spilling over them like a silent observer, the stars scattered like tiny witnesses. Rumi’s face softened, and without hesitation, she moved closer, her shoulder brushing lightly against his.

“You okay? You know…” she began, her voice gentle but steady, “I don’t see you any differently—even after you told me you were one of Gwi-Ma’s generals, right?”

Jinu shrugged, shaking his head. He didn’t look at her.

“You should,” he muttered, his voice tinged with bitterness. “I’ve done a lot of things you wouldn’t want to know about.”

Rumi fell quiet, the weight of his words hanging in the air between them. But then she spoke, her tone laced with quiet conviction. “But you’re working to change. That’s what matters.”

Jinu sighed, finally turning to face her. There was something raw, something vulnerable in his eyes. “You have so much trust in me…” he said, his voice trembling slightly. “I don’t understand it at all. I’ve done so much crap in your life.”

Rumi let out a soft chuckle, the sound warm and light—a stark contrast to the heaviness of the moment. “If I don’t believe in you, who will? Besides…” she tilted her head, her gaze softening, “you were the first to believe in me. Why wouldn’t I believe in you too?”

For a moment, Jinu was silent, the words sinking into him like stones in a still pond. Then, slowly, a small, almost hesitant smile tugged at his lips.

“Rumi… I’ve never thanked you enough. But thank you. So much,” he said, his voice shaking as he exhaled a shaky breath.

“You shouldn’t thank someone for something as simple as believing,” she teased, nudging him lightly with her elbow.

Jinu rolled his eyes, a soft scoff escaping him. “You can’t stop me. So I’ll say it again: thanks.”

This time, his smile was a little brighter, a little fuller. Rumi stared, caught off guard by how natural it looked on him. For a fleeting moment, he looked almost serene—like someone who had finally found a fragment of peace amidst the chaos.

He turned to meet her gaze, but the moment their eyes locked, Jinu blinked rapidly and looked away, a faint flush creeping up his neck.

Rumi laughed, the sound ringing out into the night. “You know,” she began, her tone playful now, “I just noticed—you can’t even look me in the eyes. I wonder why?”

Jinu stiffened, his face flushing a deeper red. “What? N-No. Of course not!” he stammered, his voice rising an octave.

Rumi threw her head back with laughter, patting his shoulder. “It makes me think you hate me,” she said dramatically, her tone dripping with mock offense.

“Stop saying that,” Jinu pouted, nudging her with his shoulder. “If I hated you, it wouldn’t be me.”

Rumi grinned, her expression proud and teasing all at once. “Well, the same goes for me. If you ever find yourself without anyone who believes in you, that means I’m dead.”

Jinu fell quiet, his gaze dropping to his hands as he nervously scratched at the railing with his nails.

“I just want to say…” he began, his voice barely above a whisper, “I no longer follow Gwi-Ma. I may have been his general, but I’ll never bow to his will again.”

He turned to face her, and this time, there was a fire in his eyes—a determination that hadn’t been there before. Rumi’s chest swelled with pride as she met his gaze.

“I don’t doubt it, Jinu,” she said, her voice steady. “You’ve proven yourself to be trustworthy. And if you ever need someone to talk to, I’m here. Always.”

Jinu’s mouth opened as if to say something, but no words came out. He tried again, and still, silence. Finally, he lowered his head, a small, bashful smile spreading across his face.

“Thank you, Rumi… I appreciate it,” he whispered, his voice soft and sincere, a faint flush coloring his cheeks.

And then, suddenly.

All at once.

Rumi’s heart began to hammer in her chest. Her pulse quickened, her breath hitching as she watched him. His smile—it was so genuine, so heartbreakingly earnest, as if he were looking at her like she had hung the moon and stars just for him.

Oh.

The realization hit her like a storm.

I think I like this man.

Her mind reeled, dragging her back to every small moment, every fleeting glance, every quiet word exchanged between them. She had always liked him. From the moment she thought she’d lost him, and maybe even before that.

Now, here he was, standing in front of her.

Rumi remembered Mira’s words, the teasing and knowing smiles her friends always gave her.

Oh.

Her heart pounded so fast she thought it might burst, but she didn’t look away.

 

THAT NIGHT, RUMI DREAMS. She dreams of a man—a sad man—clad in a white hanbok, crying by the river. His cries echo through the night, louder than the rushing water that weaves its way through the dark landscape. They are pitiful, raw, and heavy with something Rumi can’t quite name.

She looks around. Where was she? The air feels heavy, yet strangely familiar. It is dark, but the moon is high—a full moon, bright and unwavering as if it is deliberately shining down on her. Its silver light glimmers on the surface of the river, illuminating the ripples as they dance.

And there it is again—a cry, sharper this time, like someone pleading for help, desperate and broken.

Slowly, Rumi moves toward the sound. Her footsteps are tentative, the grass soft beneath her bare feet. The man stands by the riverbank, his figure shrouded in shadows, his face obscured by a black gat . His white hanbok, though elegant, is dirtied and torn, as though he has been wandering for days.

“Hello?” Rumi calls out, her voice cutting through the stillness.

The man flinches at the sound, his head snapping up. A sharp crack rings out as Rumi accidentally steps on a stray branch. The moonlight spills over him now, washing his figure in silver.

Her breath catches. “Jinu?” she whispers, her eyes widening in shock.

The man—Jinu—stares at her, his brown eyes filled with equal parts confusion and sorrow. “So-Sorry?” he stammers, his voice soft and melodic, though hoarse, as if he hasn’t spoken in days.

Rumi's heart races. Who is this man? And why does he look so much like Jinu?

“How… how do you know my name?” Jinu asks, his voice trembling, disbelief etched in every syllable.

Rumi takes a step closer, her gaze fixed on him. His hanbok is filthy, the fabric smudged with dirt and dampness. Stray strands of dark hair peek out from beneath his gat , disheveled and unkempt. He looks like royalty—his posture, his aura betraying an air of nobility—but he is uncommonly weathered, like a fallen prince who has lost his way.

She wonders why.

And now, she wonders why he is here, alone, at this hour of the night.

For a moment, she doesn’t speak. She merely watches him, her gaze lingering on the storm brewing in his eyes—eyes that seem to carry the weight of worlds. Then, slowly, she kneels beside him, her knees pressing into the cool, damp earth by the riverbank.

The water is crystal clear, reflecting the moonlight like shards of glass. Jinu stiffens at her proximity, his entire frame tense, as though he expects her to strike him. "Who... Who are you?".

“I’m nobody,” Rumi murmurs, her voice soft as she meets his wary gaze.

Jinu’s brown eyes are clouded with grief, his expression one of exhaustion. Now that she is closer, she can see the dark circles under his eyes, the tremor in his hands as they rest limply in his lap. Her gaze falls to his hands.

Her breath hitches.

His right hand is wrapped in white fabric, the edges stained with something dark—red, drying and crusted. Her heart stutters. What happened to his hand?

Without thinking, Rumi reaches out and grabs his wrist.

Jinu yelps, the sound sharp and pained, as she pulls his hand closer to inspect it. His entire body recoils, but she holds firm, bringing the injured hand into the moonlight.

“What are you doing?” he asks, his voice shaky, his eyes wide with fear.

“What happened to your hand?” she demands, her tone sharper than she intended.

Jinu pulls his hand away weakly, cradling it against his chest as if shielding it from her. His shoulders hunch, his frame curling in on itself. “What is a woman like you asking about a man’s affairs?” he mutters, his voice defensive, though it falters with uncertainty.

He shifts away from her, putting a little distance between them. His movements are slow, almost hesitant, as if he doesn’t have the strength to fully retreat.

He sits like a man who has lost his place in this world.

He looks like a man who doesn’t know who he is anymore.

“Why?” Rumi tilts her head, her voice softer now. “Am I not allowed to ask?”

Jinu doesn’t answer. Instead, he lowers his gaze to the river, his reflection rippling in the water. “It was just… an accident,” he mumbles after a long pause, though his tone betrays the truth. “Why are you interested?”

His eyes narrow with suspicion, but Rumi only offers him a gentle smile, her expression unreadable. She doesn’t answer his question.

Silence falls between them, broken only by the sound of the river and the occasional rustle of leaves in the breeze. Rumi studies him, her heart heavy with unspoken questions.

Is this a dream?

It feels too vivid, too real—the details too sharp. The coldness of the air, the texture of the grass beneath her hands, the way Jinu’s voice trembles—it’s all too much for a mere dream.

No, this is something more.

Could it be a memory?

A memory that isn’t her own?

She wonders if this is the result of matching their wavelengths. Their frequency had aligned so perfectly that she could see fragments of his past—glimpses of the pain he has been hiding.

Is this what Jinu has been trying so hard to forget?

Her gaze flickers back to his hand, now hidden beneath the folds of his hanbok. Were those wounds truly accidents? Or were they something else? Something darker?

“How did you know my name?” Jinu whispers again, his voice barely audible above the sound of the river.

“A guess,” Rumi replies softly, her lips curling into a faint smile.

Jinu shot her a disbelieving look, as if she’d just conjured a rabbit from thin air. Guessing someone’s name on the first try was practically impossible. “Are you… a shaman?” he asked, eyeing her strange clothes with a mixture of suspicion and awe.

Rumi glanced down at herself, letting out a small, snorting laugh. “You speak very strangely,” Jinu muttered, brow furrowing in a way that should have looked hostile, but somehow seemed endearing to Rumi’s eyes.

“Don’t worry, I’m not about to tell you that your future is bleak,” she joked, trying to lighten the mood.

But Jinu’s face drained of color at her words. His hands began to tremble, fingers twitching against his sides. Rumi’s brow knit in confusion as she watched him breathe faster, his chest rising and falling like a trapped bird’s. He clutched his own wrist, trying to still the shaking, but it only grew worse. His shoulders hunched up near his ears, every muscle tense as he struggled for air.

“M-My future… haah… hah… hah, yes—it really is bleak. It is dark. I’ll never get out of this hellhole,” Jinu stammered, his voice caught somewhere between trance and terror, eyes wide and unfocused, staring into some invisible abyss. “My future… My mother, my sister—haah… it’s my fault, isn’t it?”

Rumi made a soft, uncertain sound. “Are you okay? Hey—” She reached out, hand hovering hesitantly, but Jinu jerked away from her touch as if burned.

“Don’t touch me! Don’t—” His words broke off in a choking gasp. Teeth clenched, eyes wild, he seemed to shrink in on himself, every breath ragged and shallow.

Rumi raised both hands, palms outward, as if trying to calm a cornered animal. “I’m not going to hurt you. Please, Jinu, you need to breathe—slow down, okay?”

But Jinu didn’t hear her. His breathing grew harsher, shoulders shaking as his eyes darted frantically around the forest, searching for an escape. Then, suddenly, he doubled over, coughing violently. Droplets of saliva splattered onto the floor, and his eyes threatened to roll back in his head as his lungs clawed desperately for air.

Oh god, I’ve never seen him like this, Rumi thought, panic rising in her chest. She quickly dropped to her hands and caught Jinu’s trembling upper body in her arms, holding him as he shook and gasped, skin clammy and cold beneath her touch.

“I will die. He will take me. I will die tomorrow, I will die,” Jinu mumbled, voice slurred, body convulsing as if seized by invisible hands.

This is a panic attack, Rumi realized with a sick jolt. She could do nothing but hold him, anchoring him to the present.

“Who is going to take you, Jinu?” she asked softly, gently removing the gat from his head and setting it aside. Jinu barely noticed, still breathing in sharp, shallow bursts, his whole body quivering with terror. He whispered, “Mother…” so softly it was almost inaudible, as if calling for her through a veil of pain. “I want mother…” He cried weakly.

Rumi swallowed hard, her heart thudding. Is this really Jinu? Was this who he was before he became a demon?

Was this… when he accepted Gwi-Ma’s deal?

Rumi carefully looked down. Jinu was still trembling in her arms, fingers blindly clawing at the dirt beneath him, desperately searching for some anchor to reality. His breath came in shallow, ragged bursts, and Rumi could feel the tremors running through his whole body, as if he was being shaken by invisible hands.

Gently, she tugged at the sleeve of his arm, the rough fabric scraping softly beneath her fingers. Her heart pounded as she peeled the cloth back, dreading what she might find. There it was—Gwi-Ma’s demon mark, a twisted shape burned into his skin, dark and angry against the pale flesh.

“Oh, god—” The words slipped out in a horrified whisper, her voice barely audible.

Then—suddenly—blinding light crashed through her eyelids. Rumi jolted awake, heart hammering, cold sweat slicking her skin and making the duvet cling uncomfortably to her body. She lay in her bed, breath coming in short, harsh pants, shivering from the chill that seemed to seep from her very bones.

Derpy was licking her face insistently, whining as he tried to rouse her from the nightmare. She reached out with shaking hands, fingers tangling in Derpy’s fur as she tried to steady herself.

Jinu…

Jinu.

“Jinu!” The name tore from her throat, raw and urgent. She staggered to her feet, nearly tripping over the edge of her blanket as Derpy let out a confused yelp. The world felt unreal, as if she were still trapped in the dream’s grip. The house was silent and dark—too early for anyone else to be awake—but Rumi didn’t care. She needed to see him, needed to make sure he was real, that he was safe.

She pushed open Jinu’s door without knocking, the wood creaking softly in the quiet. Inside, Jinu lay on his side, curled beneath his navy blue hoodie. His face was peaceful, eyes closed, lips relaxed—a stark contrast to the haunted, broken expression she’d seen in her dream.

Rumi stood frozen in the doorway, chest heaving as she tried to catch her breath. Was it really just a dream? Swallowing hard, she moved closer, every step heavy with dread. Kneeling beside his bed, she reached out with trembling fingers and gently grasped his wrist, feeling the steady, reassuring thrum of his pulse beneath her touch.

Carefully, she pushed up his sleeve. The skin beneath was unmarked by Gwi-Ma’s dark red demon mark In its place, an iridescent blue and yellow demon mark shimmered faintly at her touch—the very same as the one on her own body.

Rumi let out a shaky breath, her knees buckling as she nearly collapsed, catching herself on the edge of the bed. Confusion and fear churned in her stomach. What was that dream? A vision? A memory that isn’t hers? Or… was it something else?

Was it a dream at all?

Or had she just witnessed one of Jinu’s memories—something buried deep, now bubbling to the surface in her sleep?

She stared at the mark, her mind racing. She does not sleep after that, she watches Jinu as he sleeps to calm her mind and her aching heart.

Rumi thought the dream would end there, but the next night, sleep swept her away once again—back to the river, back to that other Jinu.

She found him sitting by the water’s edge, a wide-brimmed gat shadowing his face, dressed this time in a blue hanbok. The colors were faded, as if the dream itself was worn thin at the edges. Rumi glanced down and found herself still in her pajamas—a jarring contrast in the quiet, historical scene. Her modern clothes didn’t change, even here.

She approached slowly, the soft damp earth cool beneath her bare feet. Jinu didn’t turn, but his head tilted ever so slightly in her direction. His eyes, when they met hers, were heavier than before—more tired, as if he hadn’t slept in years.

“Hello,” he greeted, the word trailing from his lips like a sigh.

Rumi knelt beside him, folding her hands tightly in her lap. The river rushed by, a constant, soothing sound, but it did nothing to ease the tightness in her chest.

“Hi, Jinu. How are you?” she asked, her voice gentle as she watched the water churn and swirl past the smooth stones.

Jinu didn’t answer. He stared at the water, his gaze so weary that Rumi’s heart clenched in her chest. He looked as if he was carrying the weight of the world on his narrow shoulders. She longed to reach out, to gather him in her arms and promise that Gwi-Ma would never touch him again.

“I’m doing fine myself,” she offered, forcing a hint of lightness into the heavy, dream-thick air. Still, Jinu said nothing. After a long moment, he turned to her, his voice little more than a worn thread.

“What are you doing here?” he whispered, as if he had spent all his strength on tears and screams she hadn’t seen.

Rumi winced, forcing a smile to her lips. She wondered if he remembered what had happened the night before—she certainly did. All day, the memory had haunted her: she couldn’t focus on work, could barely talk to Mira and Zoey. Worst of all, when Jinu spoke to her, she couldn’t shake the image of his wild, pleading eyes, or the tremor in his voice from her dream.

She closed her eyes and breathed deeply.

Okay, Rumi. Breathe in. Breathe out.

Jinu needs you—maybe not the Jinu she knew so well, but still Jinu. The man who annoyed her, who got flustered at the smallest things. The man she cared for deeply, in ways she’d never put into words—romantic or not, he meant everything to her. There was something about the way he trusted her, something about his voice, imperfect but comforting, as if he was always wrapping her in safety.

She wanted to do the same for him.

He made her feel protected, and she wanted him to feel that too. But this Jinu—this version of him—didn’t know how to talk to her like her Jinu did. He didn’t even know her.

She hesitated. Her Jinu… She’d never thought of him that way before. She glanced at him, sitting so still beside her, hands clasped tightly. Why was he here? For air? To think? To cry where no one could see him?

They sat in silence, the river filling the space between them. After a while, Jinu spoke, his voice barely above the rush of water.

“What is your name?” he asked, looking at her with half-lidded eyes.

Rumi smiled softly, shaking her head. “I’m nobody,” she replied, her voice gentle.

Jinu scoffed, looking away. His shoulders hunched as silence fell between them again. Rumi watched him from the corner of her eye. He was so still, she almost wondered if he was even breathing, if he wasn’t just a statue left by the river’s edge.

She wanted to ask him so many things. What happened after Gwi-Ma’s offer? How did he survive the aftermath? Was there ever hope?

Her lips pressed into a thin line as Jinu slowly rose to his feet. She startled, thinking the dream would keep them there together until she woke.

“Where are you going?” she asked, surprised.

“The palace… I’m needed there,” he murmured, walking away like a ghost—silent, untouchable.

Or perhaps he already was.

Rumi watched his back recede, her heart twisting painfully. What could she do for him, when she didn’t even understand the depths of his pain? She liked to believe she and Jinu were close, that she was peeling away his layers, getting to know him better. But more and more, she felt like she was losing her grip, like he was sand slipping through her fingers.

Her feet itched to follow, her throat squeezed tight with unshed words, but she stayed rooted where she was, helpless.

She watched Jinu fade into the distance, and it felt as if he was falling away from her—slowly, inevitably, lost to a world she couldn’t reach.

She woke again, the taste of disappointment heavy on her tongue.

 

JINU TRIES TO PRETEND THAT RUMI ISN’T ACTING WEIRD. But she is, and while he’s good at pretending, he’s never been good at pretending with Rumi. Not when it matters. These days, her edges are frayed in a way that’s painfully obvious to him. 

He notices Zoey and Mira noticing too—he sees the way their eyes flick to Rumi with quiet concern when she drags herself out of bed later than usual, or when her exhaustion sits so heavily on her that Jinu has to gently order her back to sleep. Rumi never listens. In fact, she looks like she’d rather do anything than close her eyes.

Jinu is worried, and the worry sits in his chest, tight and twisting. He wishes she’d talk to him, wishes she’d let him in, even just a little. If not, well—he’ll pry it from her, somehow. Not literally, of course. But he hopes Rumi still trusts him enough to let him help.

He finds her in her room, hunched over her bed, a pillow on lap, scribbling furiously onto a scrap of paper. Lyrics, maybe. He likes to think she writes when she’s thinking deeply—when her thoughts are too tangled to speak aloud. For a moment, he lingers in the doorway, swaying uncertainly, wishing she’d notice him. But she doesn’t, lost to the world, her pen scratching out something urgent. Jinu’s worry grows.

He knocks lightly on the doorframe, and Rumi startles, eyes wide as she turns to face him. “Jinu?” Her voice is small, a little rough.

“Hey,” he says, offering a gentle smile. “Can I come in?”

Rumi nods, tugging her knees up onto her chest. Jinu crosses the room, careful not to move too quickly, and settles himself on the edge of her bed. The mattress dips under his weight, springs creaking slightly. For a moment, neither of them speak. Rumi glances down at the paper in her hands, worrying the edge of it between her fingers.

“So—” they both start at the same time, then stop, startled, sharing a look of surprise. Jinu lets out a soft snort, and Rumi ducks her head to hide a smile, but her shoulders shake with silent laughter.

“You go first,” Rumi offers, her eyes crinkling.

Jinu shifts, folding his legs and shaking his head. “No, no. You go first.”

She raises an eyebrow. “You.”

“No, you.”

“Please, I insist,” he says, grinning.

“Nah, you,” she fires back, stubborn.

They volley back and forth, the tension in the room easing with each exchange, until finally Jinu gives in, rolling his eyes with exaggerated exasperation. Rumi pumps her fist in victory, a quiet “yes!” escaping her lips.

Jinu grins, heart feeling unexpectedly lighter. “Okay, fine. I just—” He hesitates, words catching as he clasps his hands together. “I’m worried about you. You’ve been… different, these past few days. Is it because of Baek-Hwa? Are you scared Gwi-Ma might come back?”

He doesn’t mean to sound accusatory. He just needs to know. His heart pounds, quick and anxious, like a rabbit caught in the open.

He understands the fear. They’re hunters, after all—trained to fight, to kill, to protect the Honmoon at all costs. He knows the burden of leadership weighs heaviest on Rumi; if anything goes wrong, it falls on her. Maybe it’s that. Or maybe, just maybe, it’s him. Gwi-Ma’s general. Rumi had always insisted nothing had changed, that she still trusted him—but what if she doesn’t? What if that’s why she’s been so distant, so tired?

“Is this because of… uh, me?” Jinu finally asks, voice hesitant. He rubs the back of his neck, feeling awkward in the heavy silence that follows. Rumi doesn’t answer at first—her eyes widen as she looks up at him, almost startled.

“No! Of course not,” she blurts, words tumbling out too fast. “I don’t care about that—I mean, I do care, but not the way you think I do…” Her voice falters. She lets out a shaky breath, her gaze dropping to the paper in her lap.

Jinu finally notices what she’s been working on—a song, scrawled in sharp lines and half-erased words. The bed is dusted with tiny eraser shavings, evidence of her restless thoughts.

“Jinu, I had a strange dream,” Rumi says softly, still not quite meeting his eyes. She turns the paper over and lays it beside her, then reaches out, offering him her hand. Jinu doesn’t hesitate; he laces his fingers through hers, grounding her. Their eyes meet, searching.

“In my dream, I saw you by the river,” Rumi continues, her voice barely above a whisper. “You were crying.”

Jinu’s brow furrows in confusion. “I don’t understand,” he says, his voice gentle. Rumi holds his gaze for a long, silent moment, as if weighing something unspoken. Then, unexpectedly, she lets out a short, nervous laugh and shakes her head.

“It’s nothing,” she says, trying to sound dismissive, but there’s a tremor in her voice.

“Rumi,” Jinu insists, leaning in. “If there’s something wrong, you have to tell me—”

He stops abruptly as Rumi lifts her hand and presses a finger to his lips, silencing him. “Shhh,” she soothes, her eyes soft. “I know. Nothing is wrong, really. I just… I’ve come to a lot of realizations, you know?” She shrugs, forcing a smile.

Jinu gently catches her wrist, holding her there, refusing to let her retreat behind her walls. They sit in quiet tension, his hand warm around her wrist. Rumi’s expression twists, something unreadable flickering across her face—grief, maybe, or longing.

Slowly, Rumi lets her finger slide from his lips, then cups his cheek in her palm. Jinu freezes, startled by the tenderness of the gesture. His heart hammers in his chest, uncertain but unwilling to break the fragile moment. She brings her other hand up, cradling his face between both palms, and draws him closer.

“Your eyes…” she murmurs, studying him. “They never did change, huh?” Even after his transformation, the brown flecks still linger in the light gold of his irises. He is still Jinu—her Jinu—no matter what else has changed. The same pain, the same hope, the same soul she saw in her dream.

Rumi smiles, soft and honest, and something in Jinu’s chest loosens.

“Whh—?” Jinu finally stammers, blinking rapidly. He flushes, a deep red spreading across his cheeks. While he can’t deny he likes the attention, it’s so unlike Rumi to be this openly affectionate for no reason. “What… what are you doing?”

Rumi just grins, teasing. “Nothing. I just noticed you have the brownest eyes I’ve ever seen.”

Jinu gapes at her, half-scandalized, half-embarrassed. He ducks away from her hands, flustered as a skittish cat. “What do you mean? What are you doing?” he mumbles, looking everywhere but at her.

Rumi laughs, a quiet sound that dances between them. “Oh, right—I wrote a song,” she says, shifting back to something safer. “I’m not finished yet, but… I was hoping you could help me with it.”

She hands him the paper, her fingers brushing his as he takes it. Jinu glances down, still flushed, and skims over the messy, half-finished lyrics.

Jinu’s eyes scan the lyrics, the words pressing heavy on his chest:

“I’m here, but I’m not.
My body moves, but I’m not inside it.
Breathing doesn’t mean alive.
No one sees me.That I’m slipping.
Like dust in water, slowly fading.”

“No heaven hears me now
I scream, but it just fades out
There’s no grace falling down
No hands to pull me out
Left in this pain, abandoned
God, if You see me—why do You look away?”

It’s a strange song, Jinu thinks—a little haunting, almost painfully honest. There’s a rawness in the lyrics, a sense of emptiness that makes his own pulse slow. Is Rumi really fine? If so, why would she write something so bleak, so full of longing and loneliness? The words ache with numbness, like someone lost in the world, unsure of their place, desperate for a sign.

He can almost taste the despair, bitter at the edges of his mind.

He looks up. “Rumi… Are you sure you’re okay?” His voice is gentle, uncertain. Rumi meets his gaze, her eyes soft, understanding.

She places a hand over his. “I really am. This is about a certain person I know,” she says quietly.

A certain person? The words echo in Jinu’s mind, echoing with a strange note of jealousy he can’t quite admit. Rumi’s smile is gentle, but there’s something in it that makes his chest twist. Whoever this song is for, it must be someone important—someone keeping her up at night, someone she can’t get out of her head. He swallows, forcing a smile.

“This is… a really sad song. Whose is it?” he asks, trying to keep his tone light, but the question comes out more curious, maybe a bit too sharp.

Rumi’s gaze lingers on him, searching, weighing. “It’s just… a special person,” she murmurs, sliding the paper from his hands. Her fingers trace the lyrics, lost in thought. “It’s not finished. I don’t know their whole story yet. But I want to understand. I want to know more.”

Jinu’s brows knit together. He can’t help but wonder—who could mean this much to her? Who keeps her up at night, makes her write songs like this?

“Rumi, whoever this person is… are they the reason you look so tired lately?” he asks, voice softer now. He reaches out, resting a hand on her shoulder.

Rumi laughs quietly, shaking her head. “No, not really. I just… have a lot in my head. Sometimes it makes it hard to sleep, you know?” She glances away, out toward the balcony, where sunlight spills in, painting the room gold.

Jinu watches her, a frown tugging at his lips. “I just want to remind you—if you ever need someone to talk to, I’m here. Always.” He wants to reach for her hand, to anchor her, but hesitates.

Rumi hums softly, eyes drifting back to the lyrics, then up to him. “Jinu—I feel the same way. I want you to tell me, too. What’s wrong, what you feel… what you’ve been through.” Her voice is warm, inviting, a quiet promise.

Her hair falls loose over her shoulders, catching the light, framing her face in gentle purple. Without thinking, Jinu reaches up, tucking a stray strand behind her ear. His fingers trail down the length of her hair, lingering for a heartbeat.

Rumi doesn’t pull away. She doesn’t blush or shy from the touch, just smiles—a small, grateful smile, as if she’s letting him in.

“Jinu…” she says softly, her hand covering his.

“I want to know more about you.”

The words hang in the air, simple and sincere, and Jinu’s heart thuds loud in his chest. For the first time, he feels the walls between them falter—just enough for hope to slip through.

 

RUMI DREAMS OF JINU ONCE MORE. The river runs clear and silver, moonlight painting the water in a pale, shifting glow—like a spotlight on a lonely stage. Jinu sits at the water’s edge, his silhouette hunched and weary, shoulders drooping as if burdened by invisible weights. He looks so much more tired than before, his face drawn and pale, eyes ringed with sleeplessness. Rumi aches to gather him up, to shelter him from the cold shadow of Gwi-Ma. But this is the past, frozen and unchangeable. She was never meant to witness these moments, never meant to intrude on this sorrow.

These are the things Jinu never wanted her to see.

“Hello again,” he murmurs, voice flat, eyes unfocused as he watches the river drift past.
Rumi sits beside him, folding her hands in her lap with a soft sigh. “Hello, Jinu. It’s a nice night, isn’t it?” she asks gently.

Jinu turns his head toward her, eyes glassy, then looks away. “I suppose,” he mumbles, exhaling as if the act of speaking is exhausting. Rumi smiles at him, trying to offer a sliver of warmth. “That’s good… What did you do today, Jinu?”

He lowers his gaze to his hands, fingers twisting together.
“I sang today. And sang. And sang,” he says, voice strange, tinged with a self-loathing that makes Rumi’s smile falter. “I ate and ate until my belly was full.” His words hang in the air, heavy with guilt. Rumi’s heart twists; she thinks of how he left his family, how he must carry that ache with him each day. Jinu sighs, shoulders trembling. “I will be gone soon,” he says quietly, emptily.

“Gone? Gone where?” Rumi asks, the question slipping out on a breath.

Jinu doesn’t answer right away. He simply lifts his face to the moon, eyes reflecting its cold brilliance. “Somewhere far away. Somewhere very far away from here, maybe,” he mutters, his voice barely above a whisper. He sounds so tired—tired of singing, tired of living, tired of pretending happiness is something you can fill yourself with, like food.

Rumi can see it in him, etched into his every movement.

She sees how much he misses his family.

She wishes she could do something—anything—but a strange dread gnaws at her, a sense that something is deeply wrong. She doesn’t know what.

Carefully, she slides a little closer, their shoulders nearly brushing. Jinu doesn’t react, lost in his own world. There’s a scent on him, sharp and unfamiliar—expensive liquor, she realizes, probably from the palace. The smell clings to him like another layer of sorrow.

“What should I do, shaman?” he asks suddenly, turning to her with desperate eyes, as if she holds an answer he’s been searching for everywhere else.

Rumi falters, caught off guard. She isn’t a shaman. She isn’t someone who can mend pain with words. “Didn’t I tell you? I’m not a shaman,” she says, trying to smile, but her voice trembles. Jinu regards her through half-lidded eyes and lets out a dry, bitter laugh, shaking his head.

“This is it, isn’t it?” he murmurs, reaching out to the river, letting the water lap over his wrist.

Rumi notices the fabric wrapped around his hand—it looks clean now, but she wonders about the wound it once hid, and where he got it. “What is?” she asks, leaning forward, concern sharpening her features. “What are you planning, Jinu?”

He sighs, withdrawing his hand from the water. Droplets fall onto his hanbok, darkening the cloth. He stares at his palm, horror flickering across his face as the red demon mark of Gwi-Ma begins to creep up his fingertips, slow and inexorable.

Rumi’s eyes widened. Before she can stop herself, she reaches out, clasping his cold, damp hand in both of hers. His skin is chilled, his pulse frantic beneath her touch—like a small, frightened animal.

In that moment, her own demon mark flares to life, an iridescent blue that glimmers against her skin. It’s so different from Jinu’s deep, angry red, but it marks her all the same.

Jinu’s eyes widen in shock, but as their hands clasp, Rumi feels as if she is falling into him—into his pain, his memories. Whispers rise around her, barely audible at first, but growing louder, curling around her like icy fingers.

“Your fault.”

 “It’s your fault, Jinu.”

“Come to us, Jinu.”

 “Leave that place and come to hell.”

 “You deserve to stay in hell.”

The voices echo, relentless, as the moonlight flickers and the river seems to darken. Swallowing everything alive—even Jinu.

What—What is this?

The thought slams through Rumi, dread seeping into her bones. Jinu jerks away from her, clutching at his heart as if trying to keep it from shattering. His breaths come in ragged gasps.

“He’s here again,” Jinu whispers, terror etched across his face. His eyes snap to Rumi’s, wild and glassy. He staggers to his feet, swaying like a reed in the wind. “Did he send you? Are you one of his demons? No… no… I can’t leave yet, I can’t!” His voice cracks, rising to a desperate shout as he throws his trembling hand up, as if warding her off.

Rumi stands too, hands raised, palms open. “Jinu, I’m not here to hurt you,” she says, voice trembling but gentle. But Jinu is beyond hearing. He staggers backward, legs shaking, eyes wide with terror

“You’re him—you’ve come to take me away. I can’t leave, I won’t leave! I don’t want to go to hell!”
Without warning, he bolts, vanishing into the darkness before Rumi can stop him.

“Jinu! Wait!” she cries, scrambling after him. Her foot catches on a hidden root, almost sending her sprawling, but she pushes herself upright, heart hammering.

“Jinu! Stop! I’m not going to hurt you!” she screams again, but her voice is swallowed by the night. Darkness presses in, thick and suffocating—the moonlight snuffed out, replaced by a void so complete it feels like the world itself has vanished.

Where is he?!

Rumi’s mind teeters on the edge of panic. She tries to summon her sword, but nothing answers her call. Without Jinu by her side, she feels utterly helpless. Not even an hour in in this memory and she already misses the man—

No… Stop being scared, Rumi.

She forces herself forward, sprinting in the direction Jinu disappeared. The forest seems to close in around her, the space twisting, warping—

 —until suddenly.

She is falling.

A scream rips from her throat as the ground vanishes beneath her feet. Air whips past her cheeks, cold and sharp. Below, a pale light gleams—a room? She braces herself, tucking her arms and landing hard, hands splayed on slick wooden boards. She gasps for air, adrenaline and fear making her chest heave.

Where… where am I?

She rises shakily and looks around. The room is old, vast—the sort you see in Joseon-era dramas, with wide polished floors and paper screens. Is this… Jinu’s past? Awe and confusion mix within her. The wood underfoot feels expensive, and only now does she realize she’s barefoot. She wiggles her toes, noticing the floor is slick and damp.

Strange.

She turns and spots a cracked porcelain bowl on the ground. Kneeling, she picks it up—inside, a clear liquid sloshes. She brings it to her nose and inhales. Alcohol. Expensive, too. Her heart pounds harder, a nervous thrum beneath her breastbone.

Something is wrong.

Her gaze sweeps the room. Papers are scattered across a low table, ink stains and desperate notes left behind. And there—Jinu. He’s slumped at the table, head resting on folded arms, sitting on his knees. His eyes are closed, face ashen and slack. Is he asleep? Drunk? His outstretched hand now lies limp on the table. His gat has fallen nearby, and his hanbok is streaked with dirt and water.

Rumi frowns, creeping closer, the wet floor making each step careful and slow. Did he spill his drink? Or had he come in soaked from outside?

Her question answers itself as she kneels beside him. Up close, she sees the water still dripping from his sleeves, his hair plastered to his forehead. He looks as though he’s just crawled from the river, soaked to the bone.

“Jinu?” Rumi whispers, reaching out. Her fingers brush his cheek. She flinches.

He’s cold. Wet and cold.

She swallows, glancing from his pale face to the wet floor, to the cracked bowl in her hand.

He was just drunk… right? She tries to convince herself. Who knew Jinu would stumble into the river, drunk, and come home to sleep it off in his room? 

But unease coils in her stomach. Something about this place—about the silence, about Jinu’s stillness—feels irreparably wrong.

She uses the sleeve of her hoodie to wipe the water from his face. The fabric is rough against his skin, dragging droplets away, but his lashes do not flutter. He doesn’t move, not even when she wipes his cheek a little harsher than usual—as if the pressure might coax a reaction.

“Jinu? Wake up,” she whispers, shaking his shoulder gently. His other hand, which had been limp at his side, slides down to the floor with a dull thud. Still, he does not respond.

Rumi’s breath hitches, coming in shallow, quick pants.

He’s just asleep, she tells herself. He’s just asleep.

“Jinu, wake up. You can’t sleep drenched in water,” she says again, her voice rising as she shakes him harder, desperation leaking into her tone. That’s it. She grips both his shoulders and pulls him upright.

And then she sees it: a dark, blooming stain beneath his cheek, where his head had rested on the wood. Blood. It seeps from the corner of his mouth, a thin line from his nose, glistening in the dim light.

Rumi gasps, her breath catching in her throat. For a moment she almost drops him, but then she clutches him tighter as Jinu sags against her—boneless, heavy, unmoving.

Cold .

The water seeps onto her clothes, onto her skin. Onto her bones.

“No…” Her voice catches, raw and disbelieving. “No, you didn’t, you didn’t—” The words come out in a strangled sob as she lowers him to the floor, shaking him by the shoulders, her tears falling unchecked onto his still, pale face. “Jinu! Jinu, please—wake up!” Her voice breaks. She searches his face for any sign of life, any flutter of an eyelid. There is nothing.

Her hands, trembling, try to wipe the blood from his lips, from the strands of hair stuck to his cheek. As she pries his mouth open, more blood spills onto her palms. She sobs, rocking him in her arms, her grief raw and unfiltered.

This isn’t real. It can’t be. She’s just dreaming.

This is just a dream. Not a memory.

She must have been watching too many K-dramas lately, she thinks with a hysterical, broken laugh. She squeezes her eyes shut, rubbing at the blood on his face, as if she could wipe away what’s happened, as if enough pressure could bring him back.

Not real. Not real . Not real.

She hugs him tighter, clutching his unresponsive form to her chest.

Please. Let this nightmare end. Please, please—

Please, God, if you hear me. Rumi’s thoughts are frantic prayers, wordless and desperate.

The room spins.

And then—

She wakes up.

Notes:

Jinu to Baby Rumi: la la la la la~, and a little bit of hugging.

Rumi to Old Era Jinu: DEATH and also hugging (just a corpse now)

Chapter 9

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

JINU WOKE UP DEAD IN THE NIGHT—not because Derpy had decided he was a suitable pillow, but because a strange, searing heat coursed through his body. It was as if fire had replaced his veins. Groggily, he shoved the duvet off himself thinking it was just a case of overheating with how thick the duvet was, only to freeze when he noticed his demon marks glowing faintly in the dark. A voice—soft, desperate—whispered near his ear, chilling his blood.

“Jinu… Please.”

His eyes snapped wide open, all traces of sleep evaporating as he recognized the voice. Rumi. His heart skipped a beat. Something was wrong. Terribly wrong.

Without hesitation, he bolted out of bed, the door slamming against the wall as he rushed out of his room. He didn’t care about the noise; all he could think about was Rumi. She was in danger. She had called for him. It wasn’t just a plea—something deeper in his soul pulled him toward her.

He burst into her room, not bothering to knock. The sight before him made his stomach drop. Rumi was thrashing on her bed, her body tangled in the sheets as though she were locked in a battle against some invisible, malevolent force. Her nails clawed at her duvet, her face contorted with terror. Her eyes were squeezed shut, but tears streamed relentlessly down her cheeks.

“Rumi? Rumi!” Jinu called out, his voice filled with panic as he stumbled toward her. But she didn’t respond—only whimpered and sobbed, her body writhing as if she were caught in a nightmare from which she couldn’t wake.

Derpy padded in behind him, chuffing softly, his usual playful demeanor replaced with a quiet concern. The tiger peered  onto the bed, whining softly, watching Rumi intently as she let out another broken sob. Jinu’s heart pounded in his chest, unsure of what to do.

“Is she… is this a nightmare?” he muttered to himself, his hands hovering over her trembling form. Panic clawed at his mind. What do I do? Do I shake her awake? Is that bad? Oh crap, oh crap—

Before he could overthink, Rumi’s nails raked across her own arm, leaving red marks in their wake. Jinu snapped out of his stupor. “Nope. No more of that,” he muttered, grabbing her wrists gently but firmly to stop her from hurting herself further.

“Rumi, wake up. Please, wake up,” he begged softly. He climbed onto the bed, leaning over her, his voice a mix of urgency and tenderness. “It’s just a nightmare. You’re safe. Wake up, Rumi.”

Her sobs grew louder, her breathing uneven as she struggled against whatever horrors plagued her dreams. Then, with a sudden choked scream, she gasped his name.

“Jinu!”

Her eyes fluttered open, wide with terror, but unfocused, as if she were still caught between the dream and the waking world. She stared at him, her breathing ragged, each inhale a desperate gasp for air. Jinu froze, his hands hovering near her shoulders. Her chest heaved so violently that he feared she might hyperventilate.

“Rumi, it’s okay,” he said softly, leaning closer. “I’m here. Just breathe.”

Her lips moved, forming syllables he couldn’t hear. He strained to listen as her voice grew louder, trembling with fear. “Jinu… Jinu… Jinu…” she whispered, her tone haunted, her eyes darting around as if searching for him.

“I’m here,” he said again, his voice steady even as his heart ached to see her like this. He didn’t hesitate. Wrapping his arms around her trembling form, he pulled her into a protective embrace. She clung to him immediately, her nails digging into his back as though she feared he might vanish if she let go.

He didn’t mind. If she told him to stay like this forever, he would. Without question.

“Rumi, I’m not going anywhere. Just breathe. You’re safe,” he murmured, his hand gently rubbing circles on her back. Her sobs slowly quieted, though her grip on him didn’t loosen. For a long moment, the room was filled only with the sound of her hiccupping breaths and the soft purring of Derpy, who had curled up near her feet.

When her breathing finally steadied, Jinu dared to pull back slightly, just enough to look at her face. Her cheeks were streaked with tears, her eyes bloodshot and glassy. He brushed a strand of hair out of her face, his touch careful and soothing. “Rumi? You okay now?”

She sniffled, nodding weakly, though her grip on his hoodie didn’t lessen. “Yeah,” she whispered, but her voice was shaky. Her gaze softened slightly, and she exhaled a trembling breath. “Jinu…” Her voice broke. “Please, stay. At least for tonight.”

Jinu blinked, caught off guard by the raw vulnerability in her tone. “O-okay,” he stammered, letting her pull him closer. Before he knew it, she had tipped him onto his side, forcing him to lie down beside her. He made a soft, indignant noise but didn’t resist. “Rumi? What are you—”

“Stay,” she murmured again, her voice barely audible as she hugged him tightly, burying her face in his chest.

Jinu swallowed nervously, his heart pounding loud enough that he was sure she could hear it. He lay stiffly for a moment, unsure of what to do, but eventually relaxed, wrapping an arm around her. “Alright, I’m not going anywhere,” he promised, his voice softer this time.

For a while, the two of them lay there in silence. Jinu wanted to ask her what she had dreamed about—what could have scared her so deeply that she called out to him like that. But he held his tongue. She looked far too fragile, still shaking slightly as she clung to him. Whatever it was, it could wait.

After a long pause, she whispered again, her voice hoarse but firm. “Don’t leave.”

Jinu let out a nervous chuckle, trying to ease the tension in the air. “I won’t, Rumi. I swear.” His voice was soft but sincere. He hesitated, his curiosity and concern gnawing at him. “Now… will you tell me what’s wrong?”

But before the words could fully settle, Rumi’s tears began to fall again. Quiet sobs shook her body as she buried her face into his chest, holding onto him even tighter. Jinu froze for a moment, his cheeks flushing, unsure of what to do. As much as he enjoyed her warmth, the way she clung to him, he couldn’t shake the worry gnawing at his chest. Something was wrong—a deep, agonizing kind of wrong.

“Rumi…” he murmured gently, his hand moving to stroke her hair, but he winced when she pulled back just enough to glare at him through teary eyes.

“How dare you do that,” she whispered, her voice trembling with anger and something else he couldn’t place. “You… annoying, handsome guy!” Without warning, she hit his chest with her fist. The blow wasn’t strong—it didn’t hurt—but it left Jinu more confused than ever.

“Wait… what?” He blinked at her, bewildered. Should he move away? Was she mad at him? Why was she suddenly like this? “Rumi, then… I’ll just go—?”

“No!” she cut him off sharply, her voice almost a growl. Her fingers clutched at the fabric of his hoodie, pulling him closer before he could even think about leaving. Her eyes were wild, desperate. “Stay here. Don’t leave. You’re not going to do that… ever again,” she said firmly, her voice breaking as it softened into a whisper.

Jinu’s heart squeezed as he felt her trembling in his arms. He nodded, his voice caught in his throat, and let her pull him back into a tight embrace. Her sobs quieted, but her sniffles lingered as she buried herself in his chest, holding him close. He tightened his hold around her protectively, resting his chin against her head.

They stayed like that for a long time, tangled together, her warmth seeping into him. Jinu didn’t mind. He didn’t remember when his eyes began to feel heavy or when his body relaxed into hers completely. All he knew was the sensation of Rumi’s arms around him, her body pressed close, her legs tangled with his. She held him as though he were her lifeline, as though letting go might mean losing him forever.

So Jinu didn’t let go.

Somewhere along the way, he drifted off. His dreams came quickly, vivid and strange. He found himself standing behind a small, younger Rumi, her figure trembling as she sang softly in front of a grave. Her hands were clasped tightly together, her voice carrying a haunting melody of grief and longing. Jinu watched her with sad, tender eyes, his lips curving into a soft smile that didn’t reach his heart.

It was a peaceful dream, and for the first time in what felt like forever, Jinu slept soundly.

But Rumi did not.

She stayed awake, her eyes rimmed red and swollen as she watched his sleeping face. Her heart was a storm of emotions—guilt, sorrow, understanding, and something else far more painful. Tears welled up again, spilling silently down her cheeks as she whispered into the quiet room, “I’m sorry, Jinu… Maybe I’m starting to understand you now…”

Her voice cracked as her fingers brushed against his cheek, trembling slightly before retreating to clutch at his hoodie. All those words she had spat at him before, about demons feeling nothing, about him being cold and unfeeling—it all tasted like ash in her mouth now. She wanted to take it all back. Every single word.

“I understand you so much it hurts…” she murmured softly, leaning closer to him. Her lips brushed against his forehead in a gentle, lingering kiss, her tears falling silently onto his skin.

She pulled back, her gaze fixed on his face. Her lips trembled as she whispered, almost to herself, “I hope whatever you’re dreaming about doesn’t hurt you the way it hurt me…”

Her mind replayed the memory of her nightmare in vivid detail, the weight of it crushing her chest. She had seen Jinu die. Again. The scene burned into her eyelids even though she was awake—the fire of Gwi-Ma’s wrath, the way Jinu’s body had crumbled into ashes under its flames. His skin, cold and damp, as though he had drowned. The poison, the agony, the emptiness in his eyes when he had decided to end his own life.

“Stop,” she whispered to herself, shaking her head as if she could will the thoughts away. Her face twisted in pain as she buried it in his chest again. “Stop, stop, stop…”

Her hand found his wrist, her fingers pressing against his pulse. The steady thrum of his heartbeat beneath her fingertips grounded her, kept her from spiraling completely. He was alive. He was here, warm and breathing. She wouldn’t let him slip away—not ever again.

“Hah, Jinu… Lower your walls. Please let me in,” she whispered brokenly, her voice muffled against his chest. Her other hand clutched at his hoodie, her touch desperate and trembling. She tilted her head slightly, pressing her ear to his chest to listen to the rhythmic thump-thump of his heart.

It was soothing, a reminder that he was still here, still alive. But it wasn’t enough to stop the ache in her chest.

“You’re alive,” she whispered. Her voice cracked, but she repeated it, as though saying it aloud would make it more real.

“You’re alive, and you’ll never slip away from my hands again. Never.”

Her tears soaked into his hoodie as she closed her eyes, holding him as tightly as she could without waking him. Her breathing slowed, her despair momentarily dulled by the sound of his heartbeat. She didn’t sleep that night, but it didn’t matter.

What mattered was that Jinu was here. Alive. And she wouldn’t let him go.

Not this time.

 

TODAY WAS THE DAY TO CHILL. At least, that’s what Jinu thought. This was one of those rare, lazy afternoons where time seemed to stretch like a cat in the sun. And speaking of cats—Derpy was at his feet, a loyal foot warmer with fur so thick Jinu half-joked to himself that he could probably make a coat out of it. 

Not that he would; Derpy was far too precious for that. Jinu absentmindedly wiggled his toes against the tiger’s back, earning a satisfied purr. Derpy rolled onto his back, exposing his soft belly, his tail flicking lazily. Jeez—Jinu really loved this oversized furball. He rubbed Derpy’s belly with the heel of his foot, feeling the gentle vibrations of the tiger’s purring under his skin.

“Hey, Jinu,” a voice called out, soft and familiar.

He tilted his head to see Rumi standing at the side of the couch. She wore a small, almost self-conscious smile, her hands fiddling with the hem of her shirt.

“Hey,” Jinu greeted, his voice lifting slightly in surprise. “I thought you’d be out shopping with Mira and Zoey today.” He tilted his head as she walked over and crashed onto the couch beside him, their shoulders bumping together.

Her sudden proximity made him let out a small, confused noise. And then, to his utter surprise, Rumi hooked her arm around his and leaned closer. It wasn’t the casual kind of closeness he was used to—it was warm, deliberate, like she was trying to melt into his side.

“What… are you doing?” Jinu asked, his cheeks flushing with heat. He didn’t know why her sudden affection made him feel like an overheated kettle, but it did.

Rumi grinned mischievously. “I’m here to watch TV with you.”

Her tone was so matter-of-fact, like it was the most obvious thing in the world, but Jinu was left blinking at her in disbelief. She wasn’t exactly the type to show interest in his favorite pastimes. Sure, he’d asked her to watch TV with him before—plenty of times, actually—but she’d always been too busy with her own things.

Now, here she was. Voluntarily. Sitting close enough for their shoulders to press together. Jinu tried—and failed—to suppress the giddy smile threatening to bloom on his face.

“You never want to watch TV with me,” he pointed out, glancing at the screen.

The channel was airing one of those prank shows where people get caught off guard in public. It was honestly dumb, and Mira had called him “ancient” for enjoying it. Zoey had been even more brutal, labeling him “sad” for finding humor in other people’s embarrassment. But Jinu didn’t care. The bad jokes and even worse pranks still managed to make him laugh.

“What do you mean? I watch TV plenty,” Rumi retorted, feigning offense. She let out an exaggerated gasp, placing a hand over her chest like he’d wounded her pride.

Jinu rolled his eyes, his lips curling into a grin. “You mean the news? News is boring.”

“Only children hate listening to the news,” Rumi shot back, poking a finger at his cheek.

Jinu tilted his head away, pushing her finger down with a mock glare. “First of all, I’m older than you. Second, news is boring. You can’t fight me on that.”

His tone was so petulant it was almost comical. If you squinted at him just right, you might mistake him for an actual child throwing a mini tantrum. Rumi didn’t argue back, though. Instead, she giggled—soft and melodic—and Jinu couldn’t help but glance at her, his heart doing a weird little flip.

“You’re cute,” she said, poking his cheek again.

Jinu blinked, stunned by her words. “Are you… sick?” he asked, narrowing his eyes in suspicion.

The question earned a full-blown laugh from Rumi. She shook her head and pulled him closer, her arm tightening around his. “Nope. Just came to a realization, you know?”

“A realization?” Jinu echoed, his heart thudding nervously. He shot her a suspicious look, but she only winked at him.

“It’s a secret,” she sang, her grin widening.

Jinu huffed, crossing his arms—though the movement inadvertently pulled her even closer. Rumi didn’t seem to mind. She just kept grinning, looking far too pleased with herself. Meanwhile, Jinu could feel the heat rising to his ears. What was wrong with Rumi today?

His thoughts wandered to a few nights ago. She’d had a nightmare and, for some reason, had insisted he sleep next to her. Not that he’d minded. In fact, he’d loved it. It wasn’t just the soft bed—it was the way she’d held him, as if she needed him there. As if his presence mattered.

He wanted more of that. But he didn’t even know if she remembered it, let alone cared to talk about it. So, he’d kept quiet, unwilling to risk ruining whatever fragile thing had started to grow between them. Maybe she was embarrassed about letting him sleep in her bed. Or worse, disgusted. The thought made his stomach churn.

If it was the latter… well, he might just jump off the balcony.

Though… Jinu cuddled a little closer to Rumi. He didn’t quite mind her strange behavior lately—clingy, touchy, and everything all at once. It was unusual, yes, but he wasn’t about to complain. In fact, he was savoring every moment of it, like a starving dog grateful for scraps. It felt pathetic, maybe, but he didn’t care. If this was temporary, if she’d eventually grow tired of him, then he would take what he could get in the meantime.

Silence fell between them as the TV played on. The prank show continued its chaotic antics, but neither of them paid much attention to it. For Jinu, the real show was the peace of this moment: Derpy sprawled at his feet, Rumi nestled against him, and at the corner of his eye, Bird perched by the arm of the sofa, all three of his eyes closed. Jinu felt his chest swell with quiet contentment. He loved this. He wished it could last just a little longer.

“Me and the girls are planning a comeback,” Rumi said suddenly, breaking the silence.

Jinu turned to her, eyebrows raised. A comeback? That was good news for them. But wait—was this really a good idea? Was Rumi alright to even have a comeback?

“I—wow, that’s great, you guys… but are you sure you’re okay to perform?” His tone was cautious, laced with worry. “You, Mira, and Zoey are going to be really busy with rehearsals, show appearances, and fan meetings.” He rattled off the responsibilities in his head, a list he’d memorized through hours of research.

Since the day he’d become involved with them—and by extension, the world of K-Pop—Jinu had made it a point to study everything about the industry. From its history to its modern-day workings, he’d devoured every bit of information he could find. He wanted to understand what made groups rise to fame, what made them resonate with fans, and most importantly, how to beat HUNTR/X without relying too much on Gwi-Ma’s powers.

Rumi tilted her head, a faint smile playing on her lips. “Well… I like to think I’m doing fine,” she said, though her tone betrayed her.

Jinu huffed, looking away. That sounded like a big, fat lie. “Are you sure? Not that I’m against it, but I can see you’re still not getting enough sleep,” he said, frowning as his gaze dropped to her face. The faint shadows under her eyes didn’t escape his notice.

Rumi reached out and rubbed his elbow gently, her touch reassuring. “Stop worrying so much, Jinu. I’m already working on catching up on my sleep. There’s no need for you to stress over it.”

Jinu nodded reluctantly, though the worry didn’t leave his face. He realized he was scrunching his brows and quickly turned away, only to shoot her an embarrassed glare. “Who said I was worried?” he said, though his tone was playful, not defensive.

Rumi giggled, poking his cheek. “Besides,” she said, her voice softening, “I want you to see us… not just as idols, but as a team. Jinu—I was wondering if you’d like to be one of our producers?”

Jinu froze. A producer?

Rumi didn’t seem to notice his sudden stillness. “I know it’s sudden, but you’re amazing at writing lyrics. You and Zoey are so alike in that way. I even told her about the idea, and she wasn’t against it. Even Mira agreed. The only one left is Bobby, but knowing him…” She rolled her eyes, recalling how Bobby had sent Jinu a dozen chocolate cakes after a series of secret text exchanges via Zoey’s phone. Bobby had still figured out it was Jinu because Zoey never sent texts without emojis.

Jinu’s cheeks flushed, a faint tint of pink spreading across them. Pride swelled in his chest, warm and unfamiliar. The fact that Zoey and Mira wanted him to join—it felt like acceptance. And for someone like Jinu, a demon trying to exist in their world, that feeling was rare and cherished.

“Are you sure?” he asked hesitantly. “I know things have been going well, but… Mira and Zoey—I just…” His voice trailed off as he gestured to himself. “Well, I’m a demon.”

Rumi huffed, rolling her eyes. “Jinu, you’re not just any demon. You’re Jinu. Not a demon, not anything else. Just you. And we really like having you here. You’re probably the only person who actually uses all the utilities in this building.”

She snorted, snickering as Jinu rolled his eyes.

“You three are just too rich to care,” he said, sighing dramatically. But then, a small smile tugged at his lips. “Okay… I like the idea. I’ve never worked with Zoey before, but I’d like to try.”

Rumi’s eyes gleamed with excitement. “Yes! This is great!” she exclaimed, pumping her fist in the air. “This comeback is going to be amazing!”

Jinu grinned at her enthusiasm. “A lot of people will be happy to see HUNTR/X back on stage.”

Rumi turned to him, her expression softening. “Do you miss it?” she asked suddenly.

“Miss what?” Jinu blinked, confused.

“Singing. Being on stage. You know, back when you were a Saja.”

Jinu’s smile faltered as he considered her question. Did he miss it? He thought back to his days as a Saja, performing with Soda Pop. It hadn’t been enjoyable, not really. For him, it was just a means to an end—a way to ensure their fame and amplify their powers. He’d only done a few live shows, and the novelty had worn off quickly.

“Eh… it was okay,” he said with a shrug, leaning back against the couch. Performing didn’t excite him anymore. Writing music, though? That was different. He liked the idea of creating something and watching someone else bring it to life.

“Really?” Rumi asked, her hands gesturing animatedly. “I mean, singing, fame—I can understand why people would love it.”

Jinu shook his head, grabbing her hands to stop her flailing. “No. I want to be a producer for HUNTR/X. I think there’s just something… better about letting someone else use your lyrics and watching them bring it to life, you know?” He grinned, his voice tinged with excitement.

Rumi watched him, her lips curling into a soft grin. For a while, they sat in silence, the flicker of the TV casting muted colors across the room. But then, without warning—like a sudden shift in the wind—the air grew heavy. Jinu could feel it settle over them like an invisible weight. He didn’t know why, but the change made his chest tighten.

Rumi let out a soft, shaky sigh. It sounded like something delicate, like the beginning of a confession—or maybe the start of something far heavier.

“Jinu,” she said quietly, turning to face him. She shifted on the couch until they were sitting knee to knee. Her hands reached for his, her fingers brushing against his knuckles as she looked at him with an intensity that made his stomach churn. “I know we haven’t talked about this much… but when you were human… how were you sent to hell?”

Jinu blinked, startled by the question. He stared at her like she had just spoken in a language he didn’t understand. “Me? I—well… I was dragged to hell?” He tilted his head, trying to sound casual. But even he could hear the slight tremor in his voice.

Rumi bit her lip, her brows knitting together as she looked down for a moment. When she lifted her gaze again, her eyes were filled with something Jinu couldn’t quite place—concern? Pity? Sadness? He didn’t know, but it made his stomach twist.

“You know what I mean, Jinu,” she said softly, her voice firm but gentle. “How were you dragged to hell?”

Jinu’s breath hitched. The question hit him like a punch to the gut, and for a moment, he couldn’t speak. His mind raced, his thoughts tangling into a mess of panic and confusion. Why was she asking this? Why now?

“I—I was taken,” he stammered, his voice cracking slightly. “The floor opened up, and then I was in hell.” He repeated the words like a script, as if saying them enough times would make them true.

Rumi sighed again, shaking her head as she lowered it briefly. When she looked back up, her expression was softer, almost apologetic. “A few days ago,” she began, her voice calm but steady, “you mentioned seeing me as a child in your dreams. Do you remember that?”

Jinu nodded, the memory flickering in his mind. He had told her about it in passing, not thinking much of it at the time. But now, the mention of it sent a shiver down his spine.

“I saw you too,” Rumi said, her voice dropping to a whisper. “In my dreams. By the river, planning your death.”

The words hit him like a thunderclap. Jinu froze, his body going rigid as his mind reeled. For a moment, it was as if the world around him melted away, leaving only those words echoing in his head.

“Planning your death.”

His hands pulled away from hers instinctively, as if her touch burned him. His face darkened, and his breathing grew shallow and rapid. His pulse pounded in his ears, drowning out the faint hum of the TV and the soft rustle of Derpy shifting on the floor.

She knows.

The thought tore through his mind like a hurricane, leaving panic in its wake.

She knows.

Oh no, oh fuck. She knows.

Jinu stumbled to his feet, moving away from her as if distance could somehow erase the weight of her words. He barely registered Derpy’s whine as he nearly tripped over the tiger on his way up. His hands trembled as he ran them through his hair, his fingers tangling in the strands. His body felt like it was caught in a storm—his face burning hot while the rest of him shivered with cold.

In front of him, Rumi stood up as well. She held out a hand, her palm open and facing him as if she were trying to calm a frightened animal.

“Jinu?” she said softly, her voice laced with worry. “Hey… it’s okay. Just breathe.”

But her words only made his pulse quicken.

She knows I’m disgusting.

The thought clawed at his mind, relentless and cruel.

She knows what I am.

Jinu’s vision blurred, his breathing growing erratic as he tried to make sense of the chaos swirling inside him. The room felt too small, too stifling, too loud—even though everything around him was eerily quiet.

“Jinu,” Rumi said again, stepping closer. Her movements were slow, deliberate, like she was approaching a wounded creature that might lash out at any moment.

But Jinu couldn’t look at her. He couldn’t face her—not after what she’d said. Not after what she might know.

“I—” He tried to speak, but the words caught in his throat. His voice sounded broken, raw, and he hated it.

“Hey,” Rumi said softly, her hand still outstretched. “I’m not here to judge you. Whatever happened… it doesn’t change how I see you. You’re still Jinu.”

Her words were gentle, but they only made him want to run. How could she say that? How could she act like it didn’t matter?

“Jinu, calm down,”

“Jinu, calm down,” Rumi whispered, her voice trembling but steady enough to reach him through the chaos.

“R-Rumi, don’t you see? I’m disgusting!” Jinu cried out, his voice breaking under the weight of his despair. His human façade crumbled entirely—his eyes turned into sharp, slitted pupils, glowing faintly with an otherworldly light. His demon marks, normally hidden, pulsed an eerie pastel pink, creeping across his skin like cracks in porcelain. His nails elongated into claws, and his fangs sharpened, glinting faintly under the dim light of the room. He wasn’t even trying to hide anymore. Tears streamed down his face, heavy and unrelenting, like rainfall.

He looked just like the Jinu Rumi had seen in her dream—the one who had knelt by the river, trembling and broken, crying out for his mother to take away his pain. That memory clawed at her heart, twisting it painfully.

Rumi’s eyes widened as her own demon mark pulsed in response, sending a sharp, aching throb through her chest. It was as if she could feel his pain bleeding into her, becoming her own. Her eyes stung, and before she realized it, tears started falling too.

She couldn’t bear it. The weight of his despair was suffocating, but worse than that was watching him crumble in front of her. Without hesitation, she closed the distance between them, throwing her arms around him and pulling him into a tight embrace.

“Shut up,” she muttered firmly, her voice muffled against his chest. “Shut up. You’re not disgusting.”

Jinu trembled in her arms, his body shaking violently, and she tightened her grip as though she could hold him together by sheer force. She leaned back slightly, placing her hands on his shoulders and pressing his head to her chest, letting him hear the steady rhythm of her heartbeat.

“You’re not disgusting, Jinu,” she whispered shakily, her voice breaking as fresh tears fell.

Jinu clung to her arms, his claws retracting as his hands trembled. His breathing was uneven, choked by sobs. “I didn’t want to do it,” he admitted, his voice small and raw. “I thought—if I did, I could get rid of the marks. I thought I could be free.”

He raised his head to look at her, his face streaked with tears, his expression one of pure anguish. “I’m so sorry, Rumi,” he choked out.

Rumi sniffled, her own tears now flowing freely as she cupped his face. “I’m so sorry that happened to you, Jinu,” she whispered, her voice trembling with emotion. She pulled him back into a hug, her arms wrapping around him protectively.

For a while, neither of them spoke. They simply held each other, their pain shared in the quiet stillness of the room. Derpy, sensing the tension, waddled over and wedged himself between them, his massive head resting on Rumi’s thighs. The tiger gave a soft whine as his head pushed Jinu slightly away.

Rumi let out a broken laugh at Derpy’s antics, her fingers scratching the back of his ears. The absurdity of it lightened the suffocating air for just a moment, and Jinu sniffled, drying his eyes as he watched her. But the fear in his chest hadn’t left.

Questions swirled in his mind, threatening to drown him. How did she know? Was she disgusted? Did she hate him? The thoughts raced, almost sending him spiraling again, but Rumi reached out and took his hand, grounding him.

“Jinu,” she said softly, her voice steady despite the tears still glistening in her eyes. “I don’t see you any differently. I just… it hurt to see it. Your pain felt like mine too. And I don’t want you to leave.”

Her words pierced through his fear, though it still lingered at the edges. Jinu squeezed his eyes shut, his voice trembling as he whispered, “It was a mistake. I let Gwi-Ma get into my head. I really thought I could be free—free from him, from the chains, from the voices.”

He shakily raised a hand to his ear, as if fearing he might hear that cruel voice again, laughing at him, mocking his pain. But there was only silence—except for Rumi’s voice, warm and steady.

“It must be disgusting to see,” Jinu said hollowly, a bitter laugh escaping his lips. “I didn’t succeed in drowning myself, so instead I poisoned myself, I thought it was easy. Easy to die,” He lowered his head, shame washing over him like a tidal wave. “I’m so sorry, Rumi. I—if I could kneel and beg for your forgiveness, I would.”

He tried to kneel, but Rumi grabbed his shoulders, stopping him. Her grip was firm, almost desperate.

“Stop it, Jinu,” she said, her voice trembling as fresh tears welled in her eyes. “I wanted to see all of you. It hurts to see you like this, but it hurts more to think of you suffering alone. I held you in my arms, Jinu. You were cold, unmoving…” Her voice broke, and she sobbed, her tears falling freely again.

“I hate it,” she cried, her voice shaking with anger and sadness. “I hate it so much. I hate Gwi-Ma for hurting you so much that you would go through that.”

She pulled him close again, laying her head against his chest, listening to the steady thrum of his heartbeat—a sound that reassured her he was still alive, still here.

Jinu’s breath hitched, his eyes still glossy with tears as he wrapped his arms around her waist. He rested his head on her shoulder, his voice barely a whisper. “I’m sorry, Rumi… I’m so sorry.”

“Stop apologizing for something you couldn’t control,” she said firmly, her voice soft but resolute. “Gwi-Ma made you do this. None of this is your fault.”

Jinu tightened his hold on her, his tears soaking into her shoulder as he let her words wash over him. 

Jinu frowns, burying his head in the curve of her neck as his voice trembles. “It was my decision first… my greed blinded me to the possibility of pain and suffering.” His grip tightens as though the words alone might shatter him. “Gwi–Ma… he feeds on your desires. And when you’ve taken enough from him, he will devour your fears, your guilt, your pain—until you find yourself standing there, holding a blade, and you’ll willingly point it at yourself.”

He feels Rumi’s breath hitch, her body stiffening against his. Slowly, she pulls back, her eyes searching his face with a quiet, pained intensity. “Jinu…” she whispers, her voice trembling like a flickering candle. “I want to tell you something too.”

Jinu nods silently, his heart sinking at the weight of her tone.

“The day of the idol awards…” she begins, her voice breaking like fragile glass. “I tried to kill myself too.”

Jinu’s eyes widen in shock, his breath caught in his throat. “Rumi—” he stutters, reaching for her, but Rumi takes his hand, her grip grounding him.

“Let me talk first,” she says, her tone firm but gentle. “I—I need you to hear this.” She swallows hard, her lips trembling as she forces herself to continue. “I’ve long since passed that moment. I have people who love me now, people who care about me, fans who worry about my health.” She offers him a small, teary smile, though it struggles to mask her pain.

“But back then…” Her voice falters, and she shuts her eyes as if shielding herself from the memory. “After the awards, I went to my mother’s grave. And I asked Celine to kill me—with my sword.”

Her confession hangs in the air like a storm cloud, heavy and suffocating. Jinu’s body freezes, his mind reeling as her words sink in.

“She didn’t do it,” Rumi continues, her voice quieter now, almost a whisper. “She was scared—terrified, really. And I understand her. But at that moment, I felt so hopeless. I didn’t know what to do anymore. Gwi-Ma had already won, at least in my heart. When I saw Zoey and Mira pointing their weapons at me, I thought… this is it. I was angry, and sad, and hopeless. I felt everything, everywhere, all at once. Despair. Loss. Madness.”

Her gaze meets his, her eyes shimmering with unshed tears. “I understand what you feel, Jinu,” she says softly, her voice laced with a painful sincerity.

Rumi reaches for his face, her fingers trembling as they brush against his skin. Her touch is warm, grounding him in the present. “I don’t want you to feel alone,” she says, her voice resolute. “Because I’ve been there too. I carry the same marks on my skin—the ones I used to be so ashamed of. But now…” She pauses, her demon mark flaring to life, glowing with an iridescent blend of blue, pink, and yellow. It pulses gently, almost as if alive. “Now, I walk with them in pride. Because I’m the one who gets to decide how my story ends. Just like you.”

Jinu’s demon mark begins to glow in response, its azure light blending with hers. Tears well in his eyes as he stares at her, his emotions a storm threatening to overwhelm him.

“Rumi… I—I…” He struggles to speak, his voice choked with emotion. He wants to tell her how much he loves her, how deeply she’s rooted in his soul. He wants to say he loves her so much that he wishes he could meld into her, that he longs to rest his weary heart in the safety of her chest. But the words won’t come.

Instead, he presses his forehead to hers, his breaths shallow and uneven. “Can we sing? Can we dance? Can you hold my soul again?” he whispers, his voice trembling with vulnerability.

Rumi’s eyes light up, still brimming with tears. She wipes them away with the back of her hand, giving him a shaky smile. “Okay,” she whispers.

She stands shakily, her movements uncertain but determined. Derpy, who had been sitting nearby, moves aside, watching them with worried eyes. Rumi extends her hand to Jinu, her fingers trembling slightly.

“I know it hasn’t been long since the last time you turned into my sword,” Rumi begins, her voice soft yet tinged with nervousness. Jinu takes her hand, his touch gentle. “But… it just feels amazing to hold you in my hands. It feels like I’ve found a piece to a puzzle I never knew I had. It must sound strange—”

“No,” Jinu interrupts, his voice firm but tender. “I want it. I want to be held by you. It feels… safe. Like my heart, my soul, are protected.” He places a hand over his chest, his eyes searching hers. “It feels right.”

Rumi smiles at his words, her expression softening. “I feel the same,” she whispers. Their foreheads touch again, their breaths mingling as they stand in a fragile, sacred moment of understanding.

“It feels too early to be crying,” Rumi murmurs, letting out a weak laugh.

Jinu chuckles softly, though it’s tinged with sadness. “You’re right…” he whispers back.

Rumi pulls away, her hand still clasped tightly around his. She tugs him gently into a small waltz, their movements tentative but filled with raw emotion. Their hands grasp each other as though letting go might make the other disappear.

“I don’t need to hear the whole story
Your silence says more than words ever could
I see the weight behind your smile
And I won’t ask—just sit here for a while.”

Her voice is soft, a gentle melody that fills the quiet room. She hums as they sway together, spinning lightly around the coffee table. When Jinu nearly bumps his shin against its leg, Rumi lets out a giggle, and the sound sparks a shy grin from Jinu.

Slowly, he opens his lips to join her song.

“We’re broken in places we don’t show,
But I recognize the shadows you hold.”

Jinu’s voice was soft, carrying the weight of understanding as his hand traveled to her cheek. He cupped it tenderly, his touch warm and grounding. Rumi didn’t hesitate, instinctively turning her head into his palm. Her warmth seeped into his skin, and for a moment, the world around them faded. His heartbeat slowed—not nervous, not embarrassed. It was something else entirely, a strange sense of serenity. A quiet happiness settled over him, steady and unshakable, as if he had found a missing piece of himself.

Their demon marks glowed in unison, the iridescent hues of blue, pink, and yellow blending together in a quiet harmony. Jinu felt it—the happiness blooming in his chest, rising to his throat, as if he could taste its sweetness at the tip of his tongue.

Together, their voices rose, melding into one like threads of a tapestry weaving something beautiful from their pain.

“You don’t have to hide the pain,
I’ll hold you where it hurts.
We don’t have to say it right—just breathe,
I’ll understand, even when you can’t speak.”

The glow of their marks pulsed like a heartbeat, perfectly synchronized. Rumi felt the warmth radiating from her chest, the kind of warmth that wrapped around her soul and made her feel whole again. Jinu could feel it too, an anchor pulling him back to something real, something safe. He watched her, saw the reflection of his own emotions in her glistening eyes, and his heart swelled with an emotion he could scarcely name.

“I’ve been where you are, in my own way,” Rumi whispered, her voice soft yet unshakable. She held him tightly, their hands clasped as they swayed, spinning together in perfect synchronicity. There was no hesitation, no push or pull. They moved as if they were one, as though they had danced this dance a thousand times before. Every step was effortless, every movement natural, as though they already knew where the other wanted to go. They didn’t need words—they simply understood.

Jinu’s demon mark continued to glow, brighter now, its light pulsing with a gentle rhythm.

“So don’t be afraid to break,
I’ll be the place where your sorrow can go.
When it all feels too heavy to carry alone,
I’ll meet you where it hurts, where love still grows.”

Rumi’s voice trembled slightly, but her resolve never wavered as the melody lingered in the air. This time, there was no grand spectacle, no blinding flash of light or overwhelming transformation. It was quiet, intimate, like the soft closing of a book after the final page.

Jinu smiled faintly, his eyes soft as he gazed at her. Slowly, he leaned in, pulling her into a gentle embrace. She held onto him tightly, as if afraid to let go, and he rested his chin against her shoulder. The warmth of his presence enveloped her, and for a moment, everything felt still.

Then, in a gradual, almost imperceptible shift, Jinu began to dissolve. His body softened into a glowing mist of blue and yellow light, as warm and tender as his embrace had been. Rumi stood still, feeling his essence spread across her, wrapping her in a gentle glow. The familiar sensation returned—the transformation, but this time it was different.

Her hoodie melted away, replaced by a pristine white hanbok adorned with silver armor. Slowly, delicately, the sword appeared in her hands. She gazed down at it, her hands trembling as she clutched it close to her chest.

A single tear slid down her cheek, unbidden. She could feel him—his presence, his warmth, his heartbeat pulsing through the sword. It was as though he was whispering to her, telling her he was still here, that he would always be here.

Rumi closed her eyes, pressing the sword to her chest. “Thank you,” she whispered, her voice breaking. “You’re still with me… I can feel you.”

The sword pulsed in response, a soft, comforting rhythm that mirrored her own heartbeat. Rumi stood there for a moment longer, holding him close, as the glow of her marks slowly faded into a gentle hum.

They had both been broken, but together, they had found something whole.

 

WHEN MIRA AND ZOEY STEPS THROUGH THE DOOR, the cozy hum of the apartment greets them. Their footsteps echo softly across the floor, but they stop short upon noticing a scene that immediately grabs their attention. Jinu and Rumi are on the couch. Jinu is sprawled out with his head resting comfortably on Rumi’s lap, his chest rising and falling in the steady rhythm of sleep. Rumi, however, looks like she’s been through an emotional whirlwind. Her cheeks are blotchy, her eyes swollen and red—as if she’d cried herself into another dimension. On the TV, that familiar prank show Jinu loves is playing, its canned laughter filling the room.

Mira and Zoey exchange a glance, their shared expression a mixture of surprise and worry. This wasn’t what they expected to come home to.

“Rumi?” they both call out at almost the same time, stepping closer.

Rumi glances up at them, her face lighting up with a soft, tired smile. “Hey, guys,” she says, her voice calm but faintly hoarse.

Zoey’s eyes widen as she takes in Rumi’s disheveled appearance. “Are you okay? Did lover boy do something? Your eyes look like you got punched by ten demons!” she exclaims, her voice rising in alarm.

Rumi’s eyes widen as she quickly raises a finger to her lips, shushing Zoey and motioning toward Jinu, who stirs ever so slightly but doesn’t wake. “Shh, keep it down,” she whispers. “He’s sleeping.”

Mira crosses her arms as her gaze flickers between Rumi and Jinu. “Yeah, girl,” she says, her tone still tinged with concern. “Don’t tell me he did something to you.” Her brows furrow as she shoots Jinu an accusatory look, but almost immediately softens. Even as she says it, she knows Jinu isn’t the type. “Actually… no. I doubt he did anything,” she sighs, shaking her head as if to dismiss the thought.

Rumi chuckles quietly, her fingers absentmindedly brushing through Jinu’s hair. “No, he didn’t do anything,” she murmurs, her voice cryptic yet oddly tender. There’s a serene glow in her expression, a softness that makes Mira and Zoey exchange suspicious glances.

“What happened, then?” Zoey presses, curiosity bubbling in her voice.

Rumi doesn’t answer immediately. Her hand continues its gentle motion through Jinu’s hair, her fingers curling around stray strands as though it’s the most natural thing in the world. She finally speaks, but her words are vague. “Just… something,” she says, a faint smile tugging at her lips.

Zoey and Mira exchange another look, eyebrows raised in unison. Their silent communication is loud and clear: What in the world is going on with these two?

But then, almost in tandem, they both nod. Without even saying a word, they agree to let it go—for now. Whatever happened, it seemed personal, and maybe prying wouldn’t help.

Zoey’s eyes glance toward the TV, then back to Mira. Alright, let’s not push her, her gaze seems to say. Mira nods slightly in response before turning back to Rumi. “Alright, we won’t ask,” Mira says, lifting her hands in mock surrender. A sly grin spreads across her face as she adds, “But I call dibs on the TV since lover boy over there is out cold.”

Rumi stifles a laugh, her grin widening as she rolls her eyes. “Fine, fine. Go ahead.”

As Mira and Zoey settle onto the couch with exaggerated nonchalance, Rumi’s attention drifts back to Jinu. Her gaze softens, her hand stilling for a moment before resuming its quiet rhythm. She takes in his peaceful expression—the slight furrow in his brow even in sleep, the way his lips part ever so slightly as he breathes. Her heart feels like it’s swelling and floating all at once.

For the first time, Rumi thinks she truly understands him—this man who had somehow become so vital to her. This man she chooses to want, to like, to need. To hold. And as her fingers thread through his hair, she feels a quiet determination bloom in her chest. She wants to understand him more, to know him in ways no one else could.

And for now, that’s enough.


CAPTION:

Jinu's mental health if he just did this pose to Gwi-Ma

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Credits: To my dearest friend, JMLilac

Notes:

Rumi truly meant well—she just went about it the wrong way. Though it still ended on a good note because Jinu is bias and he simps for her so hard that even if she slaps him, he will just say "Thank you"

Chapter 10

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

JINU HAD ALMOST FORGOTTEN HOW LONELY IT GETS . The apartment felt cavernous and echoing now that the girls’ break was over. They were busier than ever— really busy, as in, Jinu-almost-never-sees-them busy. Most days, the studio on their floor would be bursting with energy and chaos: papers scattered over every surface, Rumi perched on a battered amp and strumming chords, and Mira sprawled dramatically in her bean bag, groaning about deadlines. In a corner, Jinu and Zoey would inevitably spiral into their usual debate, bickering over whether “glow” or “fade” fit better into the chorus of their new single (In the end the single was called GLOW//FADE for funsies).

It always ended in a draw: Rumi, ever-loyal, would side with Jinu, while Mira—equally loyal to Zoey—would offer a countervote, eyes half-lidded with theatrical boredom. Jinu couldn’t help but laugh at the predictability of it all, even if it meant the song was caught in perpetual limbo.

Now, though, the only sound in the apartment was the low hum of the TV and the soft, rhythmic purrs of Derpy, stretched luxuriously at his feet. Beside him, Bird squawked, feathers ruffled, and fixed Jinu with a look that spoke of equal parts fatigue and mild judgment. Jinu reached out, absently scratching Bird’s chin, eliciting a half-hearted croon before Bird fluttered away in a huff. Jinu watched him go, a small smile tugging at his lips.

The TV droned on, but Jinu wasn’t really watching. The girls were out with Bobby, wrangling their costumes for the new song—something about looking like jellyfish, apparently. And speaking of jellyfishes, Jinu flushed at the memory of him almost accidentally kissing Rumi in the aquarium gallery. 

He’d considered tagging along, but the prospect of being trapped in a boutique listening to them debate fabric and cut and “flowiness” was enough to keep him planted firmly at home.

They’d be back late, probably. Which meant the apartment was his—his, Derpy’s, and Bird’s. “Wow, so much freedom . I don’t know what to do with it,” Jinu muttered, stretching as he gazed out the window, stifling a yawn.

Bird squawked again, louder this time, as if to tell him to stop whining. Derpy rolled on the rug, letting out a satisfied growl, thumping his tail against the floor with the air of a creature who owned the place. Which, come to think of it, he almost did—after all, wasn’t he the official HUNTR/X mascot now? Jinu felt a twinge of annoyance at that. No one had even bothered to ask him if it was okay for his tiger to become the group’s face. Not that he minded, exactly, but it seemed odd that only now, after all this time, he’d been told.

Not that he should be surprised. Zoey had always had a suspiciously large collection of Derpy-themed clothes—slippers, hoodies, even pajama pants. How had he never realized?

“Should we go out?” Jinu asked, glancing down at Derpy, who had padded after him into the kitchen, eyes wide and hopeful. Jinu fished a carton of chocolate milk from the fridge, stabbed in a straw, and took a long, slow sip. Rumi had told him he didn’t need supervision anymore when he wanted to leave the building, but he’d rarely taken advantage of that freedom. The truth was, he liked the safety of indoors.

Derpy nudged his leg with a cold, damp nose. Jinu laughed softly; that was usually a yes, though Derpy was rarely decisive about anything. “Alright, let’s go,” he said, already bracing himself for the minor ordeal of getting Bird to cooperate and making sure Derpy looked more like a small tabby cat than a tiger, at least to anyone who might see them. Not that it mattered, really. If people didn’t believe in them, they simply wouldn’t see them—just like what had happened to the Saja Boys. Derpy and Bird might as well be ghosts.

By midmorning, Jinu found himself wandering through town, Derpy trotting at his side, Bird perched jauntily on his head. Pedestrians passed by without so much as a glance, as if Jinu was invisible or at most trailed by a shadowy stray cat.

There wasn’t much to see, but Jinu felt oddly reflective. Without really thinking, he made his way to the rooftop where he and Rumi had first talked after he’d learned about her demon marks. Derpy followed, silent and soft-footed on the tiles. Jinu gazed up at the sullen, cloud-heavy sky and let out a long sigh. Maybe next time, he’d ask Rumi to come with him. Maybe, if he was brave enough, he could even ask her to dance with him up here, under the moonlight. The thought made him blush, and he made a mental note to hold onto that idea for when Rumi finally had a free night.

Behind him, Derpy suddenly let out a roar, louder and sharper than usual. Jinu ignored it, stretching his arms over his head, lost in his daydream, until another roar—deeper, somehow unfamiliar—rattled across the roof. He spun around.

Derpy was crouched low, ears pinned back, tail lashing. Bird circled overhead, agitated. Jinu’s heart hammered as he took in Derpy’s posture: nervous, almost pleading, head half-lowered. Derpy never acted like this… unless something had truly unsettled him. And usually, only those—

The air on the rooftop seemed to thicken, heavy with anticipation. Jinu narrowed his eyes, scanning the horizon, every sense suddenly alert.

He didn’t notice it at first—not until a small, flickering portal, the color of storm-tossed seas, shimmered open beside him. A blue paw emerged, claws glinting. Red eyes followed, sharp and unblinking. Another tiger, blue as Derpy but larger—taller, broader, her muscles rolling beneath her fur like coiled rope. 

She locked eyes with Jinu, a low, guttural growl rumbling in her throat.

Jinu’s heart skipped. Of course. Derpy wasn’t the only hell-tiger he’d ever raised. Long before Derpy, Jinu had taken in others—tigers, lions, all manner of demons—because being a general in hell meant never letting your guard down. Power was survival, and you needed every ally, every beast, every edge you could gather. 

Derpy was the runt, easygoing and friendly, but the others… the others were wild things, hard to control, feared by lesser demons. Most had little patience for Derpy, resenting his softness, his smallness.

“What the—” Jinu stumbled back, surprise etched across his face, as the new blue tiger emerged in full, her growl deepening. She stared at Derpy, dominance radiating from every line of her body. Derpy whined, head low, ears flattened in submission. Jinu’s brows drew together, a frown creasing his features. This tiger was definitely one of his. He remembered her—how she’d been fierce, clever, always watching his back while he made sure Gwi-Ma’s army were able to gather at least numerous souls.

Jinu held his ground as the she-tiger approached, her eyes fixed on him. She sat on her haunches, licked her paw—almost dainty—then leaned forward and rubbed her face against Jinu’s palm, purring softly. The sound was low, almost thunderous. Then she turned, growling at Derpy, who whimpered again, pressing himself to the rooftop.

“Stop that,” Jinu said, his voice gentle but firm. The blue tiger whined, lowering her head, and settled beside him, tail curling around her paws. Her presence was electric—he could feel the hellfire aura radiating from her like heat off asphalt.

She was one of his sentinels, one of the eyes he’d left behind to guard his interests. But she shouldn’t be here. Not while the Honmoon was still active, the barrier between worlds sealed tight.

He knelt, peering into her red eyes. “That’s impossible. How are you here? The Honmoon can’t be weakened anymore,” he muttered, mind racing. The blue tiger simply crooned, unconcerned, and began licking her paw again. Derpy, emboldened, padded over and rubbed his head against her flank. She flicked him with her tail, a warning, but Derpy just started chasing it, kitten-like.

Jinu pinched the bridge of his nose. “Derpy, let’s go home,” he said, moving to climb onto Derpy’s back. The blue tiger blocked his way with a soft growl, her eyes intense.

“No, you can’t follow me. I already have Derpy here. Go home to—” He stopped, voice faltering. Home. Hell wasn’t home anymore, not really. Not for him. He wondered, suddenly, where his other tigers had gone—what had happened to them in his absence.

He reached out, hand trembling, and stroked the blue tiger’s head. She leaned into his touch, her fangs flashing as she purred. “Who am I kidding?” he whispered, voice barely audible. “Did Gwi-Ma kill my other tigers?” The blue tiger shook herself, as if tossing away water, her purr never faltering. She padded to the edge of the roof and looked back at him, eyes bright, expectant.

Jinu hesitated, glancing between her and Derpy. She wanted him to follow. He could feel it—a silent pull, a wordless plea as the tiger lets out a small whine. He sighed, resigned, and swung his leg over her back, muscles tense.

“Go home, Derpy. I’ll be right behind you, okay?” he said, reaching down to scratch Derpy’s ears. Derpy whined, pressing close, but the she-tiger hissed, and Derpy flinched, ears pinned back. Jinu almost laughed, despite himself. His tigers had always fought over who deserved his attention. Maybe that’s why Derpy always liked Rumi best—she never made him compete.

“Enough, you two,” Jinu chided, ruffling the blue tiger’s fur. Her tail flicked out, tapping Derpy in the forehead. Derpy whined again, then finally turned and slunk away, Bird flapping after him with a scolding squawk. Jinu shook his head, a tired smile on his lips.

He glanced down at the blue tiger beneath him. “So, where are you taking me?” he asked softly.

She didn’t answer. Instead, she crouched, gathering herself, and then, with a sudden burst of speed, sprinted for the edge of the roof. Jinu barely had time to duck, clutching her fur, as a new portal—cold and blue—opened before them. The world blurred. The portal swallowed them, icy and electric, and then—

They landed on soft, dew-laced grass. The air smelled different here, wild and sharp.

He heard small chuffs echoing from both sides, low and throaty and unmistakably familiar. Jinu raised his head, heart pounding, and took in the scene before him.

Under the shadow of a towering, ancient tree, five blue tigers lounged in the grass—each marked with their own distinct patterns, stripes swirling and breaking in ways that tugged at old memories. They looked up, blinking sleepily, and then, as if recognizing him all at once, their eyes widened. The blue she-tiger beneath him let out a triumphant chuff, waking the others with her prideful rumble.

One by one, the tigers rose, stretching languidly. They sniffed the air, then, with a chorus of delighted croons, bounded toward Jinu. For a moment, he couldn’t do anything but laugh—a sound bright and breathless, tumbling out of him as the tigers crowded around, nipping playfully at each other’s ears and shoulders, their joy infectious. God, he thought, a few of them survived!

He knelt in the grass, letting the cold bite through his jacket, the sensation sharp and bracing. The forest around them was dense and wild, the trees pressing close, branches shivering in the wind. The air carried the clean, mineral scent of distant rain—a storm brewing above the thick cloud cover. Jinu looked around, realizing with a distant, detached wonder that he had no idea where he was—if he was anywhere near Seoul, or even the same world as before.

His tigers pressed in, rubbing against his legs, looking up with those deep, intelligent eyes, waiting. Waiting for his word, his command—just as they always had.

A pang of guilt twisted in Jinu’s chest. He saw flashes of the past: the general he’d been, the weapons he’d made of these beautiful, fierce creatures. They’d followed him through fire, through blood, because he’d demanded it. But he wasn’t that person anymore—not entirely.

He lowered himself to the grass, the cold soaking into his bones, and looked at them, his voice soft. “You’re all free now,” he told them, voice trembling a little. The tigers stared, uncomprehending, their ears flicking, exchanging glances and low, confused chuffs. Jinu almost smiled—of course they understood; he’d raised them to be clever, too clever, perhaps. But freedom was a foreign concept to creatures bred for loyalty and war.

He scanned their faces, his heart heavy as he realized some were missing—tigers and lions alike. He wondered what had happened to them, if they’d found their way out, or if Gwi-Ma had gotten to them first. It didn’t matter now. Those before him were here, alive, and that was enough.

“I’ll leave now,” he said quietly, pushing himself to his feet. The tigers let out soft, plaintive whines, crowding closer. Jinu turned, intent on giving them space, on forcing himself to move on. He glanced around—the mountain air was sharp in his lungs, the landscape unfamiliar, wild and unclaimed. He could always call for Derpy if he truly needed to find his way back.

He took a few steps, then glanced over his shoulder.

All six tigers were following, padding silently behind him, eyes bright with expectation.

Jinu sighed, a wry smile tugging at his lips. Of course, he thought. Freedom wasn’t something they’d ever known, not really. Old habits died hard—for all of them. He resigned himself to the long walk ahead, the unlikely parade of blue tigers trailing loyally at his heels.

This was going to be a long day.

It didn’t take Jinu long to find a town. He wandered its narrow streets, pausing to ask a group of locals where, exactly, he was. When he got his answer, he shot a sharp glance at the she-tiger licking her massive paws beside him, her tail flicking with feline satisfaction.

“Gangwon-do? Are you serious right now?” Jinu groaned, staring down at the striped predator who only purred softly in response, rubbing her face against his pants so persistently he almost tripped. He could call for Derpy, right? Of course he could. Derpy would come—always did, bounding or teleporting to his side with that familiar rumble.

With a weary sigh, Jinu left the town’s edge behind, pushing back through the dense treeline. The mountain forest was alive with the scent of pine and earth, the hush of wind threading through the canopy. He found a mossy patch beneath a twisted old oak and paused, whistling into the quiet. “Derpy?” he called, scanning the trees for the familiar glint of golden eyes.

Usually, the tiger would appear instantly, materializing at his side without warning. But one call became two, then three, then four—each echo swallowed by the forest. Jinu’s frustration grew. Was Derpy sulking? Was he actually being given the silent treatment, just because he’d let the she-tiger cozy up to him and left Derpy on his own?

“Agh… This sucks. Derpy!” he called again, his voice tinged with desperation. The she-tiger and her pack had arranged themselves around him, dozing and purring, their bodies radiating warmth as a gentle breeze drifted by. Jinu slumped, fishing out his phone and staring at the empty signal bars. He should probably head back down the mountain for reception, but every step away from the tigers felt like a retreat.

“No signal,” he muttered, after another failed call to Rumi. The device was nothing more than a useless slab of glass out here. He hummed in irritation, looking up to find the she-tiger fixing him with her enormous, unblinking eyes—eyes that glimmered with mischief and intent.

She did this on purpose. He was sure of it. She’d brought him here, and now she wanted to bring him back—with every tiger in tow. No. He couldn’t take them to the tower. That would be a disaster. Unlike Derpy and Bird, these tigers weren’t pets. They were wild, untamable, and strong enough to shred the tower’s walls if they so much as scented danger.

“No,” Jinu snapped, voice low, almost a hiss. The she-tiger whined, the sound surprisingly theatrical, and shot him a look that could almost be called pleading. She growled at the others, and suddenly all five tigers surged forward, letting out wounded-sounding chuffs. Their heavy heads pressed against his legs, their rough tongues flicking at his hands as his lap was overtaken by blue-tinged fur and hot, damp breaths.

“Ugh! No! Bad tigers! Sit down!” He tried to sound authoritative, but the tigers ignored him. One after another, they piled on, their massive bodies pinning him against the earth. Jinu struggled, trying to squirm free, but the she-tiger simply rested her head, heavy as a stone, right on top of his face.

And that, folks, is how Jinu died.

Just kidding. He didn’t actually die—though, lying there, he lost all sense of time. Minutes, hours—he couldn’t tell. Every so often, a tail would flick his ear. The forest breeze would ruffle his hair. And all around him, tigers purred, content and immovable.

God save him now.

 

RUMI CAME BACK TO AN EMPTY LIVING ROOM . Save for Derpy and Bird. She was used to the familiar sight of Jinu sprawled on the sofa, maybe half-asleep or flicking through TV channels. Instead, there was only Derpy, the massive tiger, whining softly on the rug. Bird, the irritable magpie, was hopping around, pecking at Derpy’s fur and tugging insistently towards the window.

Rumi set down her bag and frowned. Something felt off.

“Where’s sword boy?” Mira called out, bouncing onto the sofa with a satisfied sigh, wiggling her hips until she found the perfect spot. Zoey pounced after her, landing with a theatrical groan.

Mira didn’t even look up as she scrolled through her phone, thumbs flying, totally unconcerned.
Rumi, already uneasy, headed for Jinu’s room. The bed was made, untouched. The bathroom was empty too—she knocked this time, just in case, but there was no answer. The balcony in her own room held only shadows and the faint city breeze.

“He’s gone,” Rumi said, returning to the living room, confusion creasing her brow.

Mira arched an eyebrow, glancing up from her phone. “Right, maybe he’s just outside. It’s still a little early.”

“It’s actually kinda late though,” Zoey pointed out, checking the clock on the wall. Rumi’s nerves prickled as she pulled out her phone and dialed Jinu’s number. The call was declined almost instantly.

Her stomach clenched. Either Jinu had no signal—unlikely in the middle of the city—or he’d turned off his phone, something he never did. She tried again. Another failure. The silence in the room thickened.

“Then where is he?” Rumi muttered, rubbing the back of her neck with a trembling hand.

She glanced around, her eyes finally landing on Derpy. The tiger’s sides heaved with every breath, but he didn’t move. His golden eyes slid shut, tail thumping once on the floor.

“Derpy! Do you know where Jinu is?” Rumi asked, dropping to her knees beside him. She ruffled his thick fur, hoping for a clue or at least a reaction. Derpy only whined deeper, curling to his side and tucking his nose under a paw, refusing to look at her.

Bird gave a sharp, exasperated squawk and flapped up to perch on Zoey’s head, ruffling her hair.

 “Derpy…” Rumi shook the tiger again, voice rising with worry.

Zoey watched, her usual cheer dimmed. “He’s not kidnapped, right? No one knows him here…”

“Totally, no one knows him,” Mira echoed, arms folded but her eyes betraying a sliver of concern.

Rumi bit her lip, heart thudding. “Derpy’s calm, so he isn’t in danger. But he’s the only one who knows where Jinu is—wait.” She looked sharply at Mira, who was clearly thinking the same thing.

“Girl, you’re… connected, right? Can’t you, like, locate him with that weird mind-meld thing you do?” Mira said, waving her phone as if it might help.

Rumi flushed, glancing around in embarrassment. “I—I don’t know how to do that,” she admitted, clutching her head and pacing anxiously across the room.

Zoey finally sat up straight, exchanging a look with Mira, who just scratched her head and shrugged helplessly.

“Guys, what if he’s lost? Missing? Kidnapped for his kidneys?! ” Rumi’s voice pitched higher as panic crept in.

“Do demons have kidneys?” Zoey whispered to Mira, eyes wide.

“That would be cool,” Mira whispered back.

Rumi spun around, exasperated. “ Guys! This is serious!”

“We are serious, girl,” Mira said, holding up her hands. Zoey nodded, her fingers already twitching. She stood up and summoned her blades with a shimmer of light.

“Mission: Save Jinu from….” Zoey hesitated, scratching her head with a blade. “Yeah, from what, exactly? What if he’s just out for a walk?”

Mira finally stood, stretching. “Let’s not panic until we know something’s wrong. Maybe he needed air, or… whatever sword boys do.”

Rumi gnawed her thumb, torn between logic and dread. 

That could be it, Rumi thought. Jinu must have felt a little trapped inside this… enormous apartment. Maybe he just needed air. Still, it was nearly 6 PM—she eyed the digital clock glowing on the wall, then let out a sigh, rubbing the space between her brows. There was no sense of danger, no alarm clanging in her connection to the Honmoon. But she couldn’t shake the unease.

“But I can’t call him,” Rumi muttered, pressing ‘call’ again. The phone rang once, then dropped. Another sigh escaped her lips as she stared at the screen, willing it to connect.

“Rumi.” Mira’s hand landed gently on her shoulder. “Relax, okay? He’s not going anywhere. Besides, he’s a demon. He’s been surviving a lot longer than we’ve been hunting. Trust him a little.”

Rumi tried to smile, but Zoey’s voice cut in, skeptical as ever. “Yeah, I just don’t get why you’re so weirdly obsessed with keeping tabs on him.” Zoey narrowed her eyes, watching Rumi step back and wave her hands frantically.

“Am I not allowed to care?” Rumi stammered, voice a little too high.

Mira and Zoey exchanged a look—one of those silent, suspicious glances that said more than words.

“Uh, no, but…” Zoey trailed off, her hands making vague gestures in the air. “It’s just, you’re a little obsessive. Makes us wonder if you guys…” She wiggled her shoulders in an exaggerated dance, eyebrows waggling.

Mira sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose. “What Zoey’s trying to say is—are you two, you know, together?”

“Together in a what?” Rumi repeated, genuinely baffled.

Zoey groaned, striding over to grab Rumi by the shoulders. “Like, in a relationship , Rumi!”

Rumi just stared, blinking rapidly, then burst out laughing—too loudly, too forced. “Relationship? Oh, no, no, of course not! I mean, who’d have time for that? Especially me—a full-time Idol with, uh, secret demon-hunting… you know how it is!” She waved her hands, launching into a jumble of excuses about busy schedules, idol rules, and how complicated everything was.

Mira and Zoey watched her, unimpressed. Even Bird let out a long, dramatic sigh.

They’re totally together ,” Zoey whispered, nodding.

Totally ,” Mira agreed under her breath.

Just then, Rumi’s phone rang, breaking the tension. Zoey and Mira barely had time to register the sound before Rumi snatched it up, answering before the first ring finished.

“Hello?” Rumi’s voice was sharp, almost desperate. She switched to speaker.

“Uh, Rumi?” came Jinu’s familiar voice. He sounded perfectly fine—just a little winded, maybe. In the background, there was chuffing and purring, like a dozen cats all at once.

“Are those kitties I hear?” Zoey’s eyes went wide with excitement, leaning close to the phone.

“Um… maybe?” Jinu replied, sheepish. “Anyway, can you guys come pick me up? Derpy isn’t answering my calls.”

All eyes turned to Derpy, who just flicked his tail lazily, clearly listening but refusing to budge.

“Aw, maybe he’s tired,” Mira said, grinning. “Where are you, dude?”

“Yeah, that’s the thing… I’m, uh, kind of far away.”

Rumi’s brow furrowed. “How far?”

“Like… two hours away,” Jinu admitted.

TWO HOURS? ” Rumi shrieked, nearly leaping out of her skin. Mira quickly moved behind her, rubbing her shoulders to calm her down, while Zoey nervously grabbed the phone from Rumi’s hand.

“Where are you, man? You’re freaking Rumi out,” Zoey said, leaning closer to the speaker.

There was a pause. Silence, except for the distant sound of purring.

“Jinu?” Zoey called again, glancing at the others.

Finally, Jinu’s voice came through, hesitant. “I’m in Gwang-do.”

“WHAT?!” All three girls shrieked in perfect unison, their voices echoing through the apartment.

On the side, Bird just rolled his eyes and let out another exhausted sigh, as if he’d seen this a thousand times before.

 

DERPY HAD MULTIPLIED. Jinu returned, breathless, his hair plastered to his forehead with sweat. Behind him padded six enormous blue tigers—each one unmistakably Derpy-like, but at least twice his size, their shoulders brushing the door frame as they entered. The living room suddenly felt tiny as the tigers flopped down in a tangled mound, their deep purrs thrumming through the floorboards like an idling engine. One of them let out a low, rumbling chuff, and the others echoed it, tails flicking, eyes half-lidded in contentment.

Jinu staggered to the kitchen, grabbing two bottles of water and downing both in rapid succession, his face red and shining as if he'd just sprinted a marathon. Zoey let out a squeal of delight that rang off the walls. “Aww! Look at them! There’s more Derpys!” she almost shrieked, eyes shining with excitement. “Do they have names?”

Jinu gave Rumi a desperate look, but Rumi was already at his side, gently patting his shoulder before stepping up beside Zoey and Mira. Mira stood transfixed, her mouth slightly open, eyes wide as she tried to take in the sheer scale of the beasts sprawling across their living room like a spilled pile of blue laundry. The tigers’ paws were as big as human heads—each claw a curved, ivory dagger.

“I didn’t know you had more,” Mira managed, her voice a mix of awe and unease.

Jinu nodded wearily. “I do… Back then. Not all of them, but these six—these were my sentinels when I was—uh, a general of Gwi-Ma.” He finished the last drops of water, wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, and let out a shaky sigh. “I don’t know where the others are. These six… they always watched my back.”

Zoey inched closer, eyes huge, her hand already reaching out. “They’re so cute. Can I touch them?”

Jinu’s eyes widened in alarm. “Don’t. Seriously, Zoey, don’t. They’re completely feral. They act cute to get your guard down, but they’re hunters, not house cats.” Zoey’s lower lip jutted out in a pout, clearly unconvinced. Jinu pressed on, “I mean it. They might bite. Or worse. If they don’t, you’ll be their toy for the next hour.”

He turned to Rumi and Mira, voice apologetic. “I’m sorry, you guys. I never thought they’d follow me here. They were supposed to stay in hell. But… I couldn’t leave them there. And now they won’t leave me.”

Rumi smiled, trying to lighten the mood. “It’s fine. The apartment’s big enough, right?”

Jinu shook his head, worry creasing his brow. “It’s not that. I’m scared they’ll trash the place. In hell, they had demons to chew on. Here… there’s just us.” He grimaced, and Mira looked at him, curiosity battling with apprehension.

“What are they, exactly? What were they for?” she asked.

Jinu hesitated, rubbing the back of his neck. “Weapons,” he said quietly.

Mira groaned. “Great. Six tiger weapons in the apartment. At least Derpy’s cute,” she said, nodding toward the kitchen where Derpy was curled up, pointedly ignoring everyone.

“He’s still mad at me,” Jinu admitted, his voice small.

Rumi giggled. “Can you blame him? You left him on the roof.”

“Yeah, dick move, dude,” Mira chimed in.

Suddenly, Rumi’s eyes widened. “Zoey!”

Zoey had crept up to one of the tigers, her hand inches from its massive, whiskered head. Jinu’s voice cracked with panic:

“No!” Zoey froze, startled, as the tiger’s eyes slid open—pale blue and cold as glacier ice. Its jaws parted, revealing fangs that gleamed sharper than Derpy’s. “Down!” Jinu barked. The tiger let out a wounded-sounding whine but obeyed, lowering its head. Zoey backed away, clutching her hand to her chest, her face white.

“Oh jeez,” Rumi muttered, relief and fear mingling on her face.

Jinu’s shoulders slumped. “I can’t let them stay here,” he said, looking to Rumi for help.

“Yeah, no shit, dude,” Mira said, only half-joking. Zoey looked on the verge of tears, devastated that the tigers wouldn’t let her snuggle up like she did with Derpy.

Jinu frowned, thinking. “I can’t send them back to hell. But maybe Gwang-Do… I could—”

“No,” Rumi cut in, gentle but firm. “They’re part of you. They can stay, at least for a while. We’re out of the apartment most days, anyway. Use that time to get them used to the place, to the people. I trust you.”

Mira sighed, running a hand through her hair. “They are kind of adorable, in a terrifying way. I wish they looked more like Derpy, but… beggars can’t be choosers.”

Jinu managed a weak smile. “They’re smart, really. I’ve worked with them for years. They’re just… used to the old ways.” His tone was dark, and Mira opened her mouth to probe further, but the look on his face made her think twice. Some questions were better left unasked.

“Then we keep the tigers, then?” Rumi asks, her voice wobbling between nervousness and excitement.

“Please, I want them to like me,” Zoey sniffs, half-laughing, half-crying. She rubs at her eyes, then suddenly pumps her fist into the air. “And I want to give them names!”

Jinu sighs, rolling his shoulders like he’s trying on a new jacket. “Yeah, okay. I’m fine with that. New life, new…me, or whatever they say. I don’t really know how it goes.” He shrugs, glancing at the tigers sprawled across the living room rug.

One of the tigers—a massive she-tiger with a coat like saphire and eyes like embers—rises from the pile. She sniffs the faded rug, then pads silently toward Jinu, her head low and curious. She pauses, nose twitching, and looks Rumi straight in the eye.

“Uh, what’s it doing?” Rumi whispers, frozen in place.

“Is it sizing you up for dinner?” Mira calls from the kitchen, half-teasing, half-concerned.

“Or are you about to turn into her personal claw trimmer?” Zoey adds, her voice bright with forced bravado.

Jinu grins, the kind of grin that says he’s scared too but won’t admit it. “Relax. She’s the leader of the pack. Let her get to know you. It’s a tiger thing.”

The she-tiger circles Mira, then Zoey, her whiskers brushing their jeans. She lets out a deep, rumbling chuff, a sound that vibrates in their chests, before padding back to Jinu. Sitting beside him, she licks her enormous paw, then sits perfectly still—like a living statue, or some ancient bodyguard summoned to his side.

“Whaaat? That is so cool! She’s like your bodyguard!” Zoey exclaims, pointing at the she-tiger, who looks up at her with a slow blink, her red eyes gleaming.

“Did you teach her to do that?” Rumi asks, leaning just a little too close.

For a split second, Jinu’s heart skips. He wonders if the she-tiger might decide Rumi’s face looks snackable. But instead, the tiger leans forward and gives Rumi a single, slobbery lick across the cheek.

“Oh god! It went in my mouth!” Rumi squeals, scrubbing at her face as both Mira and Zoey burst out laughing.

Jinu laughs too, the tension melting from his shoulders. He glances down at the she-tiger and gently scratches her behind the ears. For the first time in days, he feels light, almost happy, surrounded by this odd, makeshift family—and their new protectors ( Maybe… he can give them a new purpose like how Rumi gave him his own) .

“Let’s name her!” Zoey announces, clapping her hands together. “Drum roll, please…Jangsu!” Mira applauds, echoing the name.

“I love it,” Mira says, beaming.

Rumi is still wiping her mouth, muttering about tiger germs, but even she can’t keep from smiling as Jinu chuckles.

Jangsu chuffs again and turns to Derpy, still sulking in the corner. She lets out a soft, commanding growl. Derpy flicks his tail in annoyance, clearly still holding a grudge against Jinu. Jangsu growls again, deeper this time, and Derpy finally relents, slinking over to Jinu’s side, his ears flattened.

“Hey, Derpy. I’m sorry again,” Jinu murmurs, rubbing the tiger’s head. Derpy croons and butts his head against Jinu’s leg, then Rumi’s, as if he suddenly forgives them all.

“Eek! I like this! We’ve got an apartment full of tigers! This is totally awesome!” Zoey squeals, reaching out to stroke Jangsu’s head.

Jangsu lets out a long-suffering snort, but allows Zoey to touch her ears and play with her giant paws. Her eyes close halfway in reluctant enjoyment.

Jinu snorts, watching the scene: Mira and Zoey crowding around Jangsu, who seems both mortified and—maybe, just maybe—a little pleased by the attention. Rumi, meanwhile, watches Jinu with a soft, secret smile.

Jinu thinks, as the laughter and tiger-chuffs fill the room, that in a few days Jangsu and the others might end up preferring the girls to him—just like Derpy. And honestly, he’s okay with that.

“So, tigers, huh? Never told me that,” Rumi murmured, her voice soft but curious. It was late into the night, and the rest of the house was quiet, bathed in the dim glow of the moon filtering through the curtains. The other tigers, along with Jangsu and Derpy, had claimed the living room as their sleeping spot, occasionally purring and grumbling. 

Meanwhile, Rumi and Jinu were in her room, perched on her bed. She was hunched over, scribbling down lyrics on a scrap of paper, thoughts tumbling out in jagged lines. Jinu sat beside her, watching her work with an amused sort of patience.

“Mhm… thought they were dead,” Jinu sighed, leaning back against the pillow propped against her headboard. His voice carried a weariness that had nothing to do with the hour.

Rumi’s hair cascaded down her back like a waterfall, catching faint traces of moonlight. Absentmindedly, Jinu reached out and twirled a strand around his finger, the silkiness of it slipping effortlessly between his fingertips. He didn’t even realize he was doing it at first, but the simple action felt grounding, soothing in a way that surprised him. Rumi didn’t stop him, though her pen paused briefly on the paper.

“Such an asshole, to kill an animal. Ugh,” she muttered, scratching her temple as if trying to dislodge the thought. Her tone was edged with frustration, her brow furrowed as the tip of her pen hovered over the page.

“He really is,” Jinu murmured in agreement, sitting up slightly as if the thought weighed on him too. Then, emboldened by the quiet intimacy of the moment, he leaned closer to her. His breath was warm against her shoulder as he peered over it, his eyes faintly glowing in the low light. He watched her writing, his gaze tracing the sharp, quick movements of her pen. For a moment, Rumi froze, her body tensing as she registered his proximity.

Jinu, oblivious or perhaps unfazed, leaned closer still and rested his head gently on her shoulder. His closeness was disarming, his warmth radiating against her side. “So... Gwang-do, huh? Was it nice there?” Rumi asked, her voice tinged with a nervous edge as she tried to keep her focus on the page.

Jinu chuckled lowly, the sound rumbling deep in his chest. “It’s nice. We should go there next time. Let’s use Jangsu and Derpy as our ride,” he said, laughing at his own joke.

Rumi giggled, shaking her head. “Totally,” she replied, her grin widening as a laugh bubbled up in her throat.

Jinu huffed a small laugh in response, emboldened by her reaction. He nuzzled his head closer to hers, his dark hair brushing against her cheek. Rumi froze again, her face growing inexplicably warm. She tried to focus, tried to push the heat in her cheeks aside, but it was impossible when Jinu was this close, his presence so consuming.

“Is this okay?” Jinu asked softly, his voice barely above a whisper.

“Y-Yes! Of course,” Rumi stammered, her heart pounding in her chest.

Jinu grinned, the corners of his mouth curling up in a way that felt almost boyish. He shifted slightly and nuzzled against her neck like a contented cat. Rumi’s breath hitched, her hands tightening instinctively around the pen and paper. She had to physically restrain herself from reaching up and petting his head, the way she often did with Derpy. He’s not a cat, she reminded herself firmly, though the thought did little to calm the blush spreading across her cheeks.

The paper in her hand lay forgotten, the lyrics she’d been working on slipping from her mind as she focused on the weight of Jinu beside her, his soft breaths against her skin. It was distracting, maddeningly so, but in a way that made her stomach flutter.

“I’m glad…” Jinu murmured suddenly, breaking the silence. His voice was softer now, more vulnerable. He lifted a hand and offered it to her, palm up. Rumi hesitated for a moment before placing her hand over his, her fingers curling gently around his.

“Glad of what?” she asked, her voice equally soft as she turned to look at him.

Jinu’s gaze was thoughtful, his usual sharpness softened by something she couldn’t quite name. Slowly, they lay back on the bed, their shoulders brushing as they stared up at the ceiling. Their hands remained intertwined, resting between them like a quiet promise.

“I don’t know. I’m just happy,” Jinu murmured after a pause. His eyes fluttered shut briefly, and his free hand came to rest over his chest. “Can’t explain it. I’m just... happy.”

Rumi chuckled under her breath, the sound light and teasing. “Yeah, that’s usually what happy means, you know?” she joked, glancing at him out of the corner of her eye.

Jinu huffed, though there was no real annoyance in the sound. “I don’t know. I don’t usually feel this,” he admitted, his tone quieter now, almost contemplative.

Rumi frowned slightly at his words, turning onto her side so she could face him fully. She studied his profile—the curve of his jaw, the slope of his nose, the way his lips twitched up into a faint smile even now. He turned to meet her gaze, his sharp features softening further as he grinned.

“What? Too sappy?” he teased, his voice lilting.

“Yes, too sappy,” she shot back, poking his cheek lightly.

Jinu laughed, the sound brighter this time. “Am I? I just—never experienced this much happiness. Not in a long while, at least… I want it to last,” he confessed, his voice dropping to a whisper as if he were sharing a secret meant only for her.

Rumi’s expression softened. “Why shouldn’t it?” she asked, her voice equally quiet.

Jinu only grasped her hand tighter, his grip firm but trembling slightly as if he feared letting go would shatter the fragile moment between them. “There will always be something that ruins it,” he whispered, his eyes shadowed with worry as they searched hers for reassurance. “There can never be too much of a good thing. The world doesn’t work like that.”

“Jinu…” Rumi murmured, her voice soft yet steady as she reached out, placing a hand gently on his cheek. He immediately leaned into her touch, his head tilting just slightly to nuzzle closer. They lay face to face now, their noses nearly brushing, breaths mingling in the quiet of the room. Rumi could feel the way he held his breath, his golden eyes locked onto hers, wide and uncertain.

“At least trust us to bring you happiness,” she said with a small, reassuring smile.

Jinu exhaled and nodded, his lips twitching into the faintest of smiles. “I do… I know this is completely corny, but I really like it here. When I first came, I was terrified I wouldn’t fit in. A demon… living with hunters?” He let out a bitter chuckle, shaking his head as if the memory still embarrassed him. “I was so sure Mira and Zoey hated my guts too. And maybe that I was only worth something as a sword. That I was better as a weapon than… me.”

Rumi’s expression softened, her thumb brushing lightly across his cheek. “Sword or not, I want you here. But… I prefer being able to hold you like this,” she replied, her voice warm, her words carrying a weight that made Jinu’s chest tighten.

Jinu snorted, his lips curling into a grin. “Yeah, me too. I like having hands,” he said, his tone lightening just enough to draw a laugh out of her.

Their laughter mingled in the stillness, soft and unrestrained, like two high schoolers sharing an inside joke. Their hands remained clasped, fingers entwined as though they couldn’t bear to let go. It felt grounding, like holding onto a lifeline in a world that often felt too chaotic.

“Stay here with me tonight,” Rumi whispered suddenly, her voice dropping to a tender murmur.

Jinu’s eyes widened, his breath hitching. “Is it… alright with you?” she asked, her voice barely above a whisper, as though afraid of breaking the moment.

“I– of course, I’d love to—I mean, yeah, sure,” Jinu stammered, clearing his throat in an attempt to sound calm. His effort to act suave only made Rumi laugh, her finger poking his flushed cheek playfully.

“Though… I do want to ask. Why?” Jinu ventured, his voice quieter this time, tinged with curiosity.

Rumi froze at his question, her brows knitting together. Jinu had always gone along with whatever she asked, never questioning her choices. This was new—his first time asking her why .

“Do you… not like it?” Rumi asked, raising an eyebrow. The intensity of her gaze sent a fresh wave of heat rushing to Jinu’s face.

“That’s, uh… a really… interesting question,” he managed to mutter, clearing his throat again as if to buy himself time. He didn’t answer right away, his gaze darting away from hers.

Rumi waited patiently, her expression unreadable but calm. Finally, Jinu sighed, his voice coming out weaker this time. “It’s fine,” he said, though it sounded more like an attempt to convince himself than her.

Rumi’s lips curved into a soft smile, her eyes never leaving his. “Well… I feel better with you by my side,” she said, her tone quiet but firm. “I know we’ve talked about this before, but ever since I saw your memories, I’ve never wanted to let you go again. I already did the first time. I’m never doing it again.”

Her conviction struck something deep within Jinu, making his heart pound fiercely in his chest. His breath hitched as her words sank in, and he found himself lost in her gaze. “Me too, Rumi. Me too,” he said, his voice rough with emotion. “As long as I have my hands, I’m holding onto you,” he added, squeezing her hands tightly with a furrowed brow that Rumi found strangely endearing.

“What if you don’t have hands?” she teased, raising a playful eyebrow.

“Then I’ll use my feet,” Jinu shot back with a grin.

“Ugh, Jinu, that’s disgusting,” Rumi groaned, wrinkling her nose.

“I wash my feet, you know,” Jinu retorted, laughing as Rumi giggled beside him.

Her laughter faded as she shifted slightly, inching closer without even realizing it. It was a habit of hers—wrapping her legs around her pillows at night—and before she knew it, their legs had intertwined. Neither of them moved to pull away, and it was hard to tell where one ended and the other began.

They lay there quietly, their breaths steady as they stared into each other’s eyes. Rumi noticed Jinu’s eyelids begin to flutter, his breathing growing slower and softer. “You’ve gotten used to sleeping now,” she said, her voice a gentle tease. She let go of his hand, only to run her fingers through his hair, the strands soft and warm under her touch.

Jinu hummed in response, pressing his cheek against her palm. The motion reminded her of a dog seeking affection, and the thought made her smile. “Mhm… I have. I’d forgotten how good it feels to sleep. To eat, to drink, to… feel human again.” His voice was low, almost drowsy now, as he continued, “I’d forgotten what it means to be alive. I should thank you for teaching me all that again.”

“Hah! That was all you, Jinu,” Rumi said with a soft laugh, flicking his nose lightly. “Next time, be proud of yourself and what you’ve done.”

Jinu rolled his eyes but couldn’t fight off a grin. “Can’t take a compliment,” he mumbled, burying his face into her pillow.

The room fell quiet once more, their breaths the only sound filling the space. Jinu blinked at her through half-lidded eyes, his gaze growing heavier by the second. Rumi giggled softly, and Jinu made a small, confused noise. “What?” he asked, his voice barely above a mumble.

“Nothing,” she replied, shaking her head. She leaned in just slightly, her voice dropping to a whisper. “Go to sleep, Jinu. I’ll be here tomorrow.”

Jinu stared at her for a long moment, his eyes softening with exhaustion and something unspoken. “I know,” he murmured, his voice fading as his eyes finally closed.

And for the first time in what felt like forever, Jinu fell asleep with peace in his heart.

Notes:

Jinu was feared because he could easily make beast fall in love with him LMAO (He's just really a cat lover even in the demon realm)

Chapter 11

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

HE REMEMBERS HOW IT WAS BACK IN HELL. There were four demon generals that Gwi-Ma had personally chosen. The first general? She was the strongest. The craziest. A cruel being who tortured demons into submission—not out of necessity, but for the sheer joy of it. Gwi-Ma adored her, and why wouldn't he? She was the very embodiment of a demon: a devil, a snake, and the essence of chaos all at once.

Jinu hated her. He hated every one of the generals. He hated that he, too, was one of them—a general of Gwi-Ma.

Once, he had been human. Once, he had walked among the living. But when death claimed him and Hell opened its gates, his humanity was stripped away. For fifty agonizing years, he wandered in a daze, grappling with the truth of what he'd become. A demon. A monster. A creature he detested with every fiber of his being. He was consumed by anger—at himself, at Gwi-Ma, at every wretched demon that crossed his path.

In his rage, he rebelled. He refused to bow to Gwi-Ma, fought anyone who dared to approach him, and spat curses at his new reality.

Until Gokdama came and showed him how the weak were treated. 

The first general of Gwi-Ma. When Jinu first met her, he was struck by how human she appeared. A beautiful woman, her figure cutting an ethereal silhouette as she walked through the desolate ruins of Hell. Her hair was a shadowy black, cascading like ink, and her piercing yellow eyes burned with an ancient, predatory gleam. For a fleeting moment, Jinu was confused—disarmed by her beauty in a realm where ugliness thrived.

But he quickly learned the truth.

Gokdama was no mere demon. She was something ancient, older than Jinu, older than the other generals combined. Perhaps a thousand years or more. Jinu never asked. He didn’t care—or rather, he pretended not to care. She was a monster wearing the face of an angel. She relished pain, savored suffering, and found joy in torment. And Jinu? He became one of her victims.

Gokdama had her own sentinels—creatures as terrifying as herself. Chief among them was Sahon-Baem, a massive black snake that prowled the ruins of Hell. Its venom was unlike any other. With a single bite, it forced its victims to relive their most excruciating memories over and over until their minds broke.

Jinu still remembered the day Sahon-Baem sank its fangs into him. It was after he had clawed, screamed, and fought against Gwi-Ma with every ounce of fury he possessed. He had raged for decades, trapped in the unending cycle of his own grief. But the snake's venom subdued him in ways no chains ever could.

Fifty years. Fifty years of dying, again and again, reliving his final moments with brutal clarity. Sometimes, the venom twisted his memories, placing his sister at his side as he reached for her, only to watch their mother pull her away at the last moment. The gates of Hell slammed shut behind him.

When the venom finally loosened its grip, Jinu was changed. He no longer fought Gwi-Ma. His fear of Gokdama—and of what might happen if he defied her again—took root in his soul. He became paranoid, determined to find ways to survive. He enslaved beasts of Hell—hell-tigers, hell-lions—creatures that rivaled Sahon-Baem in strength. They became his weapons, his shield against the horrors of the underworld.

“I applaud you, really. Taming these tigers must’ve been no small feat,” Gokdama’s voice cut through the air like a blade.

Jinu glanced at her from the corner of his eye, his fingers plucking a soft, melancholy tune from his bipa. One of his tigers, sprawled lazily on the stones nearby, let out a low growl.

Gokdama smiled, unfazed. Her movements were as fluid as water, her pristine white hanbok fluttering like a ghostly presence as she ascended the stone mountain. “What a beast,” she murmured, her tone laced with mock admiration.

Jinu’s voice was sharp, disdainful. “What do you want, Gokdama?”

“Can’t I visit my dongsaeng ?” she purred, her voice dripping with false sweetness.

Jinu tensed. His fingers dug into the neck of his bipa, his heart pounding erratically. His tigers stirred, their low chuffs and growls warning her to keep her distance.

“Don’t call me that,” he hissed.

Gokdama’s smile widened, a feverish glint in her yellow eyes. “Oh? The way you bristle reminds me of how foolish you were when you first arrived here. It makes me nostalgic, really.”

She ignored the tigers, stepping closer to Jinu with the grace of a predator. He stood frozen, his body rigid with fear.

When she opened her eyes fully, Jinu felt her gaze pierce through him, rooting him in place.

“My Jinul,” she said softly, her voice a velvet trap. “Come back to the palace with us. Chwisaeng misses you. He still sees you as his brother, you know.”

She crouched before him, her claws gliding down the side of his face. Jinu flinched, his breath hitching.

“And besides,” she continued, her voice a dangerous whisper, “I want to hear more of your music. The songs you never sang in court.”

Jinu jerked away, his movements abrupt. “I’m busy,” he growled, rising to his feet.

The tigers, as if on command, stood and formed a barrier between him and Gokdama.

Gokdama laughed, the sound light and mocking. “Oh, I see. Still so scared of me, are we?”

Jinu’s hands clenched into fists. Her words clawed at his pride, igniting a spark of anger beneath his fear.

“Scared?” he snarled, his voice trembling with barely restrained fury. “Don’t fool yourself, Gokdama.”

Her smile was maddeningly serene, her eyes shining with amusement.

“Of course not, I would never. Between the two of us? You are far more of a fool than all these lesser demons,” Gokdama said, her voice honeyed with mockery. She turned on her heel, the hem of her white hanbok trailing behind her like a wisp of smoke as she descended the jagged stones of the mountain.

Jinu stood frozen, his breath shaky, the hairs on the back of his neck standing on end. His golden eyes followed her every movement, wary and alert, until she reached the base of the mountain.

With a casual wave, Gokdama smiled, her expression as playful as it was unnerving. Slowly, the ground beneath her feet began to ripple and distort, like ink bleeding into water. A dark black hole appeared, its edges writhing like a living thing. The earth itself seemed to swallow her whole, her form sinking into the void.

“I’ll wait for you, Jinul,” she purred, her voice echoing faintly as her body vanished into the darkness.

Jinu stood there for a moment, his muscles taut and trembling. The tigers around him chuffed and growled, pacing restlessly, their agitation mirroring his own. The she-tiger closest to him brushed against his leg, letting out a soft, mournful purr.

Jinu’s golden eyes snapped to her, his expression twisting with anger. “I gave you one job. One job ,” he hissed, his voice low and venomous.

The tiger lowered her head, her ears flattening as if to apologize. Her muzzle touched the cold stone beneath her, but Jinu wasn’t satisfied. He growled, his demon mark flaring on his forearm, radiating a faint crimson glow.

He stepped forward and planted his foot on the tiger’s head, forcing her to press lower against the ground. “ Lower ,” he snarled.

The tiger whimpered softly, her massive frame trembling under his weight. Behind her, the other tigers whined, stepping back cautiously, their tails curling between their legs. They watched as their leader was humiliated, the air thick with submission and fear.

This was only the beginning. Ever since Jinu had been made the fourth general of Gwi-Ma, he had been tasked with controlling the lesser demons left under his command. Gwi-Ma’s orders were clear: instill fear, break them if necessary.

It was a role Jinu had grown into with disturbing ease. At first, he told himself it was survival—fear was the only currency that mattered in Hell. But as the years passed, he found something else in it. A dark, twisted satisfaction in breaking those he deemed weak. He turned the useless masses into something functional, something brutal.

When they were ready, he sent them to the surface, where they were expected to wreak havoc. But when they failed—when they were killed by hunters and returned to him as nothing more than whispers of failure—his anger burned like wildfire.

“General Jinul failed again,” a grating, mocking voice cackled from behind him.

Jinu growled low in his throat, turning to see Baek-Hwa, the third general of Gwi-Ma. Her hulking form loomed in the distance, her broad shoulders shaking with laughter. Her body twitched in excitement, and her crimson eyes gleamed with amusement.

“You don’t get to talk,” Jinu snapped, baring his sharpened fangs. “You do nothing but wander the surface, stealing souls for yourself like a scavenger.”

Baek-Hwa grinned, her sharp teeth glinting in the dim, hellish light. “Oh, Jinul is mad,” she cooed, her voice dripping with mockery. Her laughter was coarse and guttural.

Jinu’s hands clenched into fists, his nails digging into his palms until he felt the sting of his own blood. His chest heaved as he fought to keep his composure, though his demon mark pulsed angrily against his skin.

Before he could retort, a calm voice interrupted from the side. “The hunters are what you should be worried about, not each other.”

Jinu turned sharply, his eyes narrowing as he spotted the second general, Chwisaeng, leaning casually against a jagged stone pillar. His hair was a dark shade of purple, streaked with strands of white that shimmered faintly in the dim light. His expression was serene, almost disarmingly so, but his eyes betrayed a sharp, calculating gaze.

Baek-Hwa groaned, rolling her massive shoulders as she turned to face him. “General Chwisaeng. Back here again to stop me from teasing Jinul,” she muttered, her voice dripping with annoyance.

Chwisaeng ignored her, his attention fixed on Jinu. His smile was soft, but it carried an air of quiet authority.

Jinu growled low in his throat, his patience wearing thin. “I told you to stop calling me Jinul,” he snapped. “That is not my real name.”

Chwisaeng’s smile didn’t waver. “It’s the name Lord Gwi-Ma gave you. You should wear it as a badge of honor.”

Jinu huffed, turning his gaze away. “I don’t care what Gwi-Ma calls me. What do you want, Chwisaeng?”

The second general straightened, brushing nonexistent dust from his dark robes. “You’ve been sending your demons to the surface more frequently,” he said, his tone measured. “But they keep failing. You’re drawing too much attention from the hunters. It’s no wonder they had caught all the demons you sent out.”

Jinu’s jaw tightened, his golden eyes narrowing. “Are you here to lecture me, or do you have something useful to say?”

Chwisaeng chuckled softly, his eyes glinting with amusement. “Always so defensive, Jinul. It’s almost endearing.”

Jinu’s fists clenched tighter, his temper boiling just beneath the surface.

Baek-Hwa laughed again, her booming voice echoing through the rocky expanse. “Our little Jinul wants to play the big, bad general, but he’s just a scared little boy trying to survive.”

Jinu’s fangs bared as he turned to her, his voice a low, dangerous growl. “Say that again, and I’ll—”

“Enough.” Chwisaeng’s voice was calm, but it carried a weight that silenced the tension instantly.

Jinu glared at him, his chest heaving with barely restrained anger. But he said nothing, his eyes narrowing as Chwisaeng stepped closer.

Chwisaeng’s smile lingered, faint and knowing. “I see it now. You want to please Gwi-Ma, don’t you?”

Jinu scoffed, his lips curling into a sneer. “And what of it? Don’t you all?” His words came through gritted teeth, sharp and defensive.

Chwisaeng chuckled softly, unbothered by Jinu’s hostility. “Demons are selfish creatures, Jinul. We all want something in return. Even you.” He stepped closer, his voice calm, almost gentle, as he continued. “You want something, don’t you? Something is bothering you.”

Jinu stayed silent, his jaw tightening as his gaze dropped to the scene below. From the vantage point of the stone cliff, the sprawling chaos of Gwi-Ma’s court was laid bare. Demons gathered in clusters, their twisted forms illuminated by the flickering purple fire that erupted from Gwi-Ma’s wrath. The flames lashed out like living serpents, and his booming voice echoed across the ruins, berating those who had brought fewer souls than before.

Jinu’s fists clenched at his sides, his knuckles pale.

“I see your hatred for us hasn’t changed,” Chwisaeng remarked with a soft laugh, his sharp eyes watching Jinu closely.

Jinu didn’t respond.

After a moment, Chwisaeng spoke again, his tone casual. “I’m planning to go to the surface. To kill the hunters.”

Still, Jinu said nothing. His shoulders hunched inward as if bracing against some invisible weight.

“Do whatever you want,” he muttered, his voice low and hollow.

Chwisaeng smiled faintly, as if he had expected nothing else. He turned to Baek-Hwa, who had been lingering nearby, her hulking frame casting a massive shadow across the rocks. “Hello, Baek-Hwa,” Chwisaeng said warmly, his tone light. “Would you care to join me?”

Baek-Hwa straightened, her massive body twitching with excitement. “Oh yes, most definitely, General Chwisaeng! It would be an honor!” she exclaimed, her voice booming with enthusiasm.

“Good,” Chwisaeng said, his smile widening slightly. “Let’s go, then—before Lord Gwi-Ma catches us leaving.” He chuckled under his breath, his tone conspiratorial.

Jinu watched them walk away, his golden eyes narrowing as their figures disappeared into the haze of Hell’s perpetual twilight.

It had been centuries since Jinu had last spoken with Chwisaeng. Centuries of silence. After that day, Chwisaeng had vanished without a word, and Jinu had never bothered to ask where he had gone.

Chwisaeng was an enigma, even among the generals. Unlike Gokdama, whose sadistic cruelty knew no bounds, or Baek-Hwa, who devoured souls with gluttonous glee, Chwisaeng carried himself with an air of quiet dignity. He treated others—even the lesser demons—with a respect that seemed entirely out of place in Hell.

Jinu didn’t trust him. He couldn’t.

He didn’t know if Chwisaeng had once been human, like Jinu—a soul dragged into Hell and twisted into something monstrous. He had never asked, and he never cared to find out. Attachment led to weakness, and weakness had no place here.

Still, the thought lingered in the back of Jinu’s mind: if Chwisaeng had been human once, was he pretending? Was his respect for others genuine, or was it all part of some elaborate game to get on Jinu’s good side? To catch him off guard before striking?

But Chwisaeng had never attacked him, not once.

And now, he was gone.

Hell was vast—endlessly so. It was entirely possible that Chwisaeng had simply chosen to live somewhere far away, beyond the reach of Gwi-Ma’s gaze. It wasn’t uncommon for powerful demons like him to disappear for decades, even centuries, before reappearing as though no time had passed at all. Gokdama had done that multiple times and Gwi-Ma rarely bats an eye to that.

Still, Jinu couldn’t help but wonder.

Had Chwisaeng been on the surface when the Honmoon sealed the demons back in Hell? Was he like Baek-Hwa, walking among mortals, blending into the human world until the seal forced him to return? Or had he descended deeper into Hell, retreating to some forgotten corner of the underworld?

Or maybe...

Jinu’s thoughts faltered, his expression darkening.

No… He’s surely back in hell, or. Maybe Chwisaeng was dead . Killed by the past hunters

The idea unsettled him more than he cared to admit. If Chwisaeng had been killed, Gwi-Ma would have announced it, wouldn’t he? He would have made an example of it, a declaration to remind the other generals of their place.

But Gwi-Ma had said nothing.

And Jinu wasn’t sure if that made things better or worse.

He shook his head, forcing the thoughts from his mind. It didn’t matter. Chwisaeng was gone, and whatever had happened to him was none of Jinu’s concern.

Jinu woke up abruptly, his vision blurry and mind hazy. For a moment, he didn’t know where he was. The unfamiliar surroundings tugged at his disoriented thoughts until a familiar voice cut through the fog.

“Guys, another take from the top!” Zoey’s commanding tone echoed through the stage.

Jinu blinked rapidly, rubbing the sleep from his eyes. Oh, right. He had come along to their practice. Memories returned sluggishly—this wasn’t just any rehearsal. The group’s new single was already out, and they were gearing up for their live show. Right now, they were in the thick of it, fine-tuning every note and step.

The stage was a whirlwind of energy. Their outfits were stunning—extravagantly designed yet capturing the spirit of the music. As much as Jinu hated fashion, even he had to admit they looked incredible. No, she looked incredible.

Rumi.

His gaze found her almost instinctively. She was at the center of it all, her voice clear and resonant as she sang her part. Her movements were fluid, confident, as if she was born for the stage. Jinu watched, momentarily entranced, as the three girls danced in perfect synchronization. At the edge of the stage, Bobby clapped along enthusiastically, his movements exaggerated as he matched their rhythm.

Jinu snorted, a small grin tugging at his lips.

What was he even thinking? The past was the past, and he wasn’t Gwi-Ma’s general anymore. There was no need to live as if the world was conspiring against him, no need to carry the weight of old betrayals or schemes. He had a new life now. 

He had Rumi. 

He had Zoey, Mira, Bobby, Derpy, and even Jangsu, who had begrudgingly taken on the role of watching over Zoey and Mira. Apparently, Zoey’s mischievous streak and Mira’s love for reckless fun had awakened Jangsu’s maternal instincts—the kind she reserved for anything she deemed weaker than herself.

The song ended on a high note, and Bobby’s claps grew louder, echoing through the room. Even the cameraman, who should have been adjusting his equipment, had gotten caught up in the performance.

“Juwoon!” a woman’s sharp voice snapped, startling the cameraman. He stammered, fumbling to reposition his stand.

“Good job, girls!” Bobby called out, snapping his fingers to signal the crew. Assistants hurried to bring water bottles and portable fans to the three performers.

“That was awesome! Gosh, I missed this,” Zoey said, her voice breathless but cheerful as she gulped down some juice handed to her. “That three-month break was good, but this is better . I can feel my fat disappearing already!”

“You were never fat to begin with, Zoey. And even if you are, you look good in everything.” Mira deadpanned, rolling her eyes as a stylist fussed over her nails and hair.

Rumi, on the other hand, waved off another assistant before hopping gracefully off the stage. Her steps carried her directly to Jinu, who was still seated, watching her with a lopsided grin. He looked every bit the sleepy slacker in his oversized hoodie, baggy pants, and—of all things—Derpy-branded slippers. He looked like he’d just rolled out of bed.

“You could’ve worn something better,” Rumi teased, hands on her hips, though her smile betrayed her amusement.

Jinu laughed, shrugging. “It’s comfortable, and I like it.” He pouted for effect, as if daring her to argue.

Rumi rolled her eyes. “Your idea of ‘comfortable’ looks like absolute trash. Next time, dress up.”

Jinu’s face fell into an exaggeratedly sad expression.

“For me?” Rumi added softly, her smile turning sweet.

That did it. Jinu flushed, scratching the side of his cheek as he glanced around awkwardly. After a moment, he let out a small sigh and nodded. “Okay, fine. If it’s for you, sure.”

“Thanks!” Rumi’s grin widened, lighting up her face. “The live show starts at 2:30, and people are already buzzing about it. Go back to the tower and change your clothes, okay?”

Jinu groaned, leaning back in his chair like a petulant child. “Fiiiine,” he drawled, dragging out the word as he reluctantly stood.

Rumi patted his shoulder, still grinning. “Go through the back, okay? Hurry up—I want you to be here when we start!”

Jinu waved a hand lazily as he shuffled toward the exit. “Yes, ma’am. I won’t disappoint you, ma’am,” he said with mock seriousness, tossing her a playful salute.

Rumi laughed, waving him off before turning back toward the stage.

“Guys, let’s start from the top again,” Rumi called out, her voice firm but encouraging as she addressed Zoey and Mira.

Jinu heard the familiar tone as he stretched and yawned, already halfway out the backdoor. The faint cheers and chanting from the front of the building reached his ears as soon as he stepped outside. The alleyway was quiet in contrast, a narrow haven of solitude. Shoving his hands into the deep pockets of his hoodie, Jinu strolled down the alley, humming a soft tune to himself.

It was 1:00 PM, which gave him an hour and thirty minutes to change clothes and get back to the venue. Or… he could just call Derpy and have him bring a change of clothes if he didn’t feel like walking all the way back to the tower.

“I’ve got plenty of time before the live show,” he murmured to himself, his voice low and thoughtful.

As he walked, his gaze wandered lazily across the street. A small flower shop caught his eye, its vibrant display of blooms spilling out onto the sidewalk. Jinu slowed his pace, stopping just short of the shop’s entrance. He stared at the flowers, their colors bright and inviting under the warm afternoon sun.

It’s their live show today, right? Bringing Rumi some flowers would be a nice gesture. It would be a good way to congratulate her—and to show her he cared, in his own way.

Jinu patted his jacket pocket and felt the crinkle of a few bills. He had some won left over from earlier, when Bobby sent him out to buy Zoey’s matcha tea. He still couldn’t believe Bobby had made him go instead of sending one of the assistants. When he’d asked why, Bobby had smirked and said that Jinu needed to “stop lounging around like a big-ass cat” and get some exercise.

Jinu still didn’t know if he should feel offended or just laugh.

“Flowers it is,” he murmured with a shrug, pushing the door open.

The smell of fresh blooms hit him immediately, an overwhelming mix of sweetness and earthiness that made him instinctively hold a sneeze back. The shop was quaint, with rows of neatly displayed flowers and potted plants lined along the walls.

The counter at the front was empty, but the door had an “Open” sign, so the owner was probably somewhere in the back. Jinu wandered deeper into the shop, his eyes scanning the flowers.

Roses? Too obvious. Tulips? Maybe too simple. Daisies? He wasn’t sure if they were too playful or just right. He didn’t know much about flowers or their meanings, but they all looked… nice.

He moved from one display to another, humming softly to himself as he debated. His nose twitched again, the overwhelming scent starting to nag at him. Before he could stop it, a sneeze burst out, loud and sudden.

“Ah—!” He sneezed again, turning into his elbow to muffle the sound. His chest heaved as another sneeze followed, and then another. Was he allergic? He vaguely remembered how itchy his nose used to get when his sister brought wildflowers home, but he’d never paid much attention to it before.

As he sniffled, trying to compose himself, he heard the faint sound of something dropping behind him. 

“Jinu?”

Jinu blinked as he stared at a familiar face.

“Abby?”

 

ABBY WAS HUMAN —or at least Jinu thought he was. He found himself standing just inside the back door of the shop, his eyes adjusting to the dim lighting. The scent of flowers—fresh, earthy, and faintly sweet—hung thick in the air. A narrow staircase led up to the second floor, where Abby lived.

“Wow, this is… nice, somehow,” Jinu said, taking in his surroundings. The place had a strange coziness to it, like it had been lived in for years. Abby’s house sat directly above the flower shop. It was small—compact, really—but spacious enough that two or three people could probably live here comfortably. A small bed was neatly tucked into one corner, a simple desk sat by the window, and in the center of the room was a modest table. On it, a few flowers were carefully wrapped in thin sheets of plastic, as though they’d been prepared in a hurry.

“Yeah, it is,” Abby said from behind him, his voice soft but steady.

Jinu turned, finding Abby leaning against the doorframe, arms crossed. His hair was no longer the bright, bubblegum pink it used to be; it was now a dark shade of black, with hints of warm brown catching the light. He wore a white dress shirt with the sleeves rolled up, a green apron tied neatly around his waist, loose pants, and socks paired with slip-on shoes. He looked utterly normal—almost painfully so.

“And you’re human again,” Jinu remarked, finally meeting Abby’s eyes. They were sharp, almost piercing, but carried the weight of exhaustion.

“I am,” Abby said with conviction, stepping into the room and brushing past Jinu. His tone carried a faint edge of annoyance.

“Oh, come on, Abby. No warm hugs? No ‘oh my god, it’s been so long!’?” Jinu teased, spreading his arms dramatically. He offered a crooked grin as Abby turned to him, glaring tiredly.

“Are you serious? After dying ? Hell no. And let me guess—you’re still a demon, aren’t you?” Abby shot back, his voice dripping with irritation.

Jinu frowned, crossing his arms over his chest. “I am, yes.”

Before he could say anything else, Abby’s eyes widened. Without warning, Jinu found himself being dragged down the stairs, Abby’s grip like iron on his arm.

“Whoa, whoa, whoa! You can’t just make me leave!” Jinu protested, grabbing onto the stair railing as Abby tried to yank him away. For a moment, it became a tug-of-war, with Jinu clinging stubbornly to the rail.

“No way. Get the hell out of here, and let’s both pretend we didn’t see each other,” Abby snapped, pulling harder.

“Let me speak first! Hey, stop it!” Jinu exclaimed, his voice rising as Abby’s glare darkened. Eventually, Abby gave up with a frustrated sigh, releasing Jinu and letting him settle back on the stairs.

“Even as a human you’re still strong as hell,” Jinu muttered, glancing at the broken railing he had clung to moments before. Abby clicked his tongue in annoyance.

“What? Are you here to make me sign another contract? Gonna drag me back to hell and force me to serve Gwi-Ma again?” Abby asked, his voice sharp.

“No,” Jinu said, shaking his head with a faint shrug. “I doubt I’d even be welcome in hell after everything I’ve done.”

Abby’s frown deepened, his arms crossing over his chest. “Then what are you doing here? I don’t know about you, but I’m enjoying my life as a human. And for the record, I changed my name. It’s Ha-Joon now.”

“Ha-Joon?” Jinu repeated, raising an eyebrow. He studied Abby for a moment before a sly grin spread across his face. 

“Okay, fine, it needs some work.”

Abby flushed slightly, his lips pressing into a thin line. “What do you really want, Jinu? I know you. You’re never here unless you need something.”

Jinu tilted his head, his grin widening, predatory and sharp. “You’re right. I do need something.”

For a moment, Abby paled, his shoulders stiffening.

Moments later, Abby found himself at his worktable, wrapping a flower bouquet with deliberate care. Jinu stood close by, watching him with an almost childlike excitement.

“I expected you to ask for something dramatic,” Abby said dryly, holding the bouquet out to Jinu. “But flowers ?” He raised an eyebrow, his expression skeptical.

“This is really important,” Jinu said, taking the bouquet and examining it. His fingers brushed lightly over the petals, his expression softening. “I need to give this to Rumi.”

Abby froze mid-movement, slowly setting down the roll of plastic wrap he’d been holding. “The hunter ? Rumi as in the one we all tried to kill?” His tone was incredulous.

“Yep,” Jinu said cheerfully, as though the answer were the most obvious thing in the world.

Abby stared at him, his mouth opening and closing as if searching for words. Finally, he sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. “You’re insane,” he muttered.

Jinu grinned, clutching the bouquet tightly. “Maybe. But hey, I’m not the one who’s human now.”

“What the hell? What happened to pleasing Lord Gwi-Ma so he can erase your memories?” Abby demanded, thrusting Jinu’s change across the counter. Jinu pocketed the coins with a lazy shrug, but Abby wasn’t so easily placated. He eyed Jinu, suspicion flickering in his gaze.

“For all the years I followed you—as part of your army, no less—I don’t believe you’d give up on that just for a woman.” Abby’s words were edged, almost sharp, but Jinu only snorted, his attention drifting to the flowers arranged by the window, their colors reflected in his dark eyes.

For a moment, a silence settled between them, heavy with all the things left unsaid.

“Love can sometimes change you,” Jinu said at last, his voice softening as he glanced away. Abby exhaled, a long-suffering sigh. “Whatever. Just leave this place, and don’t come back. I don’t want any more demons here.” He waved a dismissive hand, but Jinu only smirked.

“What about the other boys?” Jinu pressed, tilting his head. “Are they human now, too?”

At that, Abby clammed up, his mouth snapping shut. He turned back to the register, fiddling with an invisible speck of dust, refusing to meet Jinu’s eyes.

Jinu leaned forward on the counter, his grin growing wider. “I see… Good for them, really. So where are they?”

Abby opened his mouth to answer, but was cut off as the back door swung open with a jangle. Three boys entered, laughing and chattering, their voices echoing in the small shop. Jinu straightened, recognizing them instantly: Baby in his crisp school uniform, Mystery wrapped in a soft sweater, and Romance juggling a bulging bag of fruit. All three froze when they spotted Jinu.

For a moment, no one moved. Then Abby popped his head around Jinu’s shoulder, his face wry. “Told you guys we should have left Seoul,” he muttered.

The three boys crowded in, shock and delight mingling on their faces.

“You’re alive?” Romance blurted out, disbelief in his eyes.

“This is crazy! The band’s together again!” Baby crowed, his grin infectious, while Mystery clapped Jinu on the back, his own smile wide and genuine.

Abby rolled his eyes, but a small, reluctant smile tugged at his lips as he left his post behind the counter to join the group. For a brief moment, it felt like old times.

“So, everyone’s human, huh?” Jinu asked, scanning their faces. Their skin was flushed with life, no trace of the supernatural. Mystery’s complexion had turned a warm tan, and his once-silvery hair now fell in wild, raven-colored waves. Baby’s hair was pink, though Jinu could spot a stubborn tuft of brown at the roots—a dye job, not magic. Romance’s black hair was streaked with pink highlights, catching the light as he shifted.

“Yeah, basically everyone here got a chance at a new life,” Romance said, rubbing the back of his neck. Mystery nodded, clapping his hands in confirmation.

Jinu grinned, a rare, genuine expression. “I’m glad for you guys. Really.”

Suddenly, Baby narrowed his eyes, peering at Jinu’s mouth. “Wait… You’re not human.” He pointed at the telltale fangs and the slitted eyes. Instantly, the boys stepped back, wary. All except Abby, who just crossed his arms and sighed.

“Unfortunately, yes,” Abby said dryly. “He’s still the same general of Lord Gwi-Ma. But—” He paused, glancing at Jinu, who offered them a small, almost apologetic smile.

“Don’t worry,” Jinu said, raising his hands in mock surrender. “I’m retired.” He chuckled, though the sound was tinged with old sadness. Baby shot him a suspicious look.

“If anything, you’re a damn good liar,” Romance said, arching an eyebrow. Mystery grinned, giving Jinu a thumbs-up.

Baby snickered, relaxing a little. “That’s true. Besides, I can’t be a demon now—I’m a senior! I’ve been working hard, trying to get into a good college.” He fished a wrinkled acceptance letter from his bag and thrust it toward Jinu.

Jinu took the paper with a low whistle, nodding in approval. “Nice job, dude.” They shared a quick fist bump, and Baby beamed with pride.

“But seriously, I’m not under Gwi-Ma anymore,” Jinu said quietly.

“The Honmoon is still active, right? How are you here?” Romance asked, his voice tinged with concern.

Jinu hesitated, glancing between Abby, Mystery, Baby, and Romance. “I… Well, someone saved me.” He shifted the bouquet in his arms, the flowers trembling slightly.

Abby rolled his eyes. “He has a girlfriend. And it’s that hunter girl—half demon, half human.”

“WHAT?!” the boys chorused, voices echoing in the tiny shop. Abby just rolled his eyes, while Mystery raised his arms in triumph.

“This is insane!” Romance laughed, shaking his head in disbelief.

Baby snapped his fingers. “I know, right? But that’s also kind of dope. Good job, boss. You rizzed up a hunter,” he teased, offering another fist bump. Jinu hesitated, then accepted it with a bewildered look.

What the hell does rizz even mean? Jinu wondered, but for once—he didn’t mind not knowing.

Mystery clapped his hands excitedly, fully supporting Jinu with a bright grin. “This is awesome!”

Jinu tried not to look embarrassed. “Well, it’s a long story. And no, she isn’t my girlfriend… yet ,” he admitted, making a face.

Abby, Romance, and Baby exchanged glances, their eyebrows raised in silent communication. “So it’s a situationship?” Baby asked, drawing the word out with a teasing lilt.

“Must be,” Romance muttered, leaning closer to Baby. “ Poor guy . He’s good at being scary, but probably not so great at being a boyfriend.”

Abby rolled his eyes, marching over and grabbing both their heads, smushing them together to shut them up. “Enough, you two.”

Jinu just chuckled awkwardly, rubbing the back of his neck. Situationship? He wasn’t sure what that meant, but decided not to ask.

Abby took a deep breath, his tone turning serious. “So, let’s be clear. You’re not here to ask us to… end the world again, right?”

“Nope,” Jinu replied, his voice light. He watched as Romance, Baby, and Mystery exchanged relieved glances and high-fived each other behind Abby’s back.

“I can see everyone’s having a nice life as a human,” Jinu noted, “Are you all living here together?”

“We make it work,” Romance said with a shrug. “I’m working as a cashier at the supermarket, Mystery’s a vet nurse—don’t even ask how he managed that—and Baby’s busy studying for college.”

Jinu smiled, genuinely happy for them. “I see. Well, good luck then.” He squeezed past them, heading for the door.

Romance called after him, “Wait, you sure you don’t need anything? Not even some advice on your situationship?”

Jinu paused with his hand on the door, glancing over his shoulder with a wry smile. “Nope! I’m good,” he said, giving them a little wave before stepping outside and disappearing down the sidewalk.

The bell above the door chimed softly as he left.

“Well, he looks happy,” Baby said, fishing a lollipop from his pocket and popping it into his mouth with a satisfying crunch . “He really does,” Romance said, not before he was elbowed by Mystery at the side causing him to yelp loudly.

Abby watched the door for a moment, suspicion flickering in his eyes, but eventually he turned back to the others. “Alright, break it up. Go do whatever you want. It’s Saturday, so rest all you want.”

The three boys cheered, scattering through the shop, laughter trailing after them as the afternoon sun streamed in.

 

LATER, JINU RETURNED , now changed into a crisp dress shirt and tailored slacks, the fabric still stiff from being freshly laundered. He waited quietly near the edge of the stage, bouquet in hand, the flowers trembling ever so slightly in his grip. From the shadows, he watched Rumi shine beneath the bright lights—her energy magnetic, her every movement commanding the audience’s gaze. She really does belong up there, he thought. Maybe she was born to be admired.

A wry smile tugged at his lips as he found an empty folding chair and sat, his posture relaxed but his heart racing alongside the music. He let himself be swept up in their performance, feeling oddly buoyant, almost proud. His mind drifted, just for a moment, to the Saja Boys. He never expected to see them alive—human, even. It turned out, he mused, demons could have a second chance, too. Maybe this was his own version of repentance, a shot at redemption he never thought he deserved.

Absentmindedly, Jinu dragged a finger over the demon marks that curled around his wrist. His rolled-up sleeves left them exposed, iridescent blue and pink vines etched into his skin. They weren’t as bold or as visible as Rumi’s; his marks fanned out across his body, winding beneath his shirt like living tattoos. He wasn’t ashamed of them, exactly, but he’d rather not advertise their matching “tattoos” when Rumi was in the spotlight.

With a slow, practiced motion, he unrolled his sleeves, smoothing the fabric over his wrists and fastening the buttons all the way up to his neck. He let out a shaky sigh, not quite sure how to carry himself around Rumi in public now. After all, she was a K-Pop idol—a star—and he was just... well, Jinu (He was an idol too, but it was more of an end of the world thing. So that’s kind of different).

He barely noticed Rumi approach until she was looming over him, her eyes bright with post-performance adrenaline.

“Hey,” she said, grinning.

Jinu jolted upright, clutching the bouquet a little too tightly before standing to face her. “Hi, Rumi. Congratulations on the comeback.” He offered the flowers, his voice softer than he intended. Rumi’s cheeks flushed as she accepted the bouquet, her fingers brushing his.

“Is this for me? Oh jeez, thank you,” she giggled, burying her nose in the flowers. “These smell amazing.”

“I, uh… thought it would be nice. You know, for your comeback. Congrats.” Jinu gestured awkwardly, his hands fluttering in the air before dropping to his sides.

Rumi’s laughter was bright and unrestrained, her shoulders shaking with delight. “Thank you… You could’ve gotten flowers for the other girls too, you know.”

Jinu’s ears turned pink. “I’m a little short on money, so… sorry! I could only get some for you.” He shrugged, flashing her an unapologetic grin.

Rumi held the bouquet tightly, her smile turning shy as she looked up at him through her lashes. “Thank you, Jinu. Really.”

Notes:

Saja Boys is alive! Just human >w<

Chapter 12

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

IT HAD BEEN A FEW DAYS since Jinu had met the Saja boys. Rumi, Zoey, and Mira were getting increasingly busy. Most days, Jinu found himself alone in the house with the tigers. The big cats usually sprawled across the living room, their striped sides rising and falling with slow, contented breaths. 

Sometimes Derpy would pad after Jinu, curious and silent as a shadow. Other times, Jangsu would follow him, her tail sweeping the floor, her  eyes watchful. But eventually, the quiet and the company of dozing tigers grew dull. The silence pressed in, and Jinu finally decided to venture outside again. This time, he sent Rumi a quick message, letting her know where he planned to go.

“So, where should we go today, Jangsu?” Jinu asked, glancing down at the tiger walking beside him. Jangsu’s only answer was a low, rumbling growl, her ears flicking back as her tail traced lazy circles in the air. A few people passed them on the street, oblivious to the enormous tiger at Jinu’s side. Jangsu purred softly as Jinu stopped in front of Abby’s flower shop—a cheerful little place with wild bouquets spilling from the window boxes.

“It’s not like they can throw me out, right?” Jinu said, turning to Jangsu with a wry grin as he rubbed her broad head. Jangsu purred louder, settling herself by the door, her blue fur catching the light. “Stay,” Jinu told her. The tiger sat obediently at the side of the entrance, her gaze tracking people with calmly

The door jingled as Jinu stepped inside. The shop smelled of green stems and sweet petals. Abby was hunched over the front desk, scribbling in a battered notebook. He didn’t look up at first. “Welcome to—” Abby began, then stopped, recognition flickering across his tired face. “Jinu? What are you doing here?”

Jinu just smiled, leaning against the desk in his usual, too-casual way. “Just around,” he said, his tone light. Abby shot him a disapproving look.

“Really? What’s wrong, your demon hunter girlfriend got sick of you?” Abby snarked, arching a brow. Jinu chuckled, feigning a pout.

“Lighten up, Abby. Aren’t you glad I’m here?”

Abby huffed, but Jinu caught the corner of his mouth twitching. “Whatever.”

“Admit it,” Jinu said, leaning in with a teasing grin, “you had a little fun as a SAJA.” Abby just sighed and flicked him off, but Jinu only laughed. It was an old routine between them.

Abby glanced past Jinu’s shoulder, eyes narrowing as he spotted the massive blue tiger through the shop window. “Did you seriously bring one of your pets here?” he said, giving Jinu a pointed glare.

Jinu shrugged. “Interesting that you can still see her.”

Abby crossed his arms. “Don’t be surprised. We might be human now, but we were demons once. It’s all in the beliefs. If you don’t believe they exist, they don’t. But I do.” He closed his notebook with a snap.

Jinu nodded, rubbing his chin in thought. “Yeah, that’s right.”

Abby squinted at him. “What? Is there a problem?”

Jinu shook his head. “No, just… does no one ever recognize you as a SAJA?”

“That’s the great thing about the mist,” Abby said, voice dropping. “They forget. It’s a blessing, really. But you wouldn’t know much about that, would you? You never left Hell.” He spoke the last word with a sigh, the weight of it palpable.

Jinu offered a small, rueful smile, slouching farther over the desk. “I can only do so much as a general. I was assigned to handle you all, remember? Don’t give me that face.”

Abby rolled his eyes, but Jinu could sense the old pain there—the kind only another demon could recognize. Jinu remembered how he’d met each of them: once human, all of them, just like him. Their greed had led them down the path where Gwi-Ma found them. He could still picture them, lost in the crowd of demons, the moment their lives changed. In the end, a mortal’s downfall was always greed. Greed—that ancient vice—seemed to be the one thing no one could ever truly turn away from.

“So, I assume you’ve been here for months already?” Abby said, dragging out another wooden stool and nudging it toward Jinu.

“Not really, just recently. I’d say I’ve been here a month now,” Jinu replied, taking the seat with a grateful nod.

“It’s been months since the Idol Awards. Where have you been?” Abby asked, confusion creasing his brow.

Jinu hesitated, then offered a lopsided smile. “Well… it’s a long story. But I decided to follow Rumi now.”

“Just like that?” Abby’s tone was skeptical.

“Just like that,” Jinu confirmed, his smile softening. Abby studied him for a moment, then shook his head.

“Whatever. I guess Mystery isn’t the only crazy one for liking a hunter.”

Jinu raised a brow. “Does he now?”

Abby snickered. “Has a shrine to Zoey and everything. He’s pining for that girl.”

Jinu snorted, amused. “I can always help him meet Zoey again.”

Abby grinned. “Mystery’s too shy now that he’s human. I doubt he’ll have the guts to approach her.”

“Well, some things never change, I suppose,” Jinu said, shrugging.

Abby exhaled, watching Jinu with a calculating look. “I know what you’re doing, Jinu. Small talk, visiting, acting like you care. But you never come to us without needing something. So, tell me—what do you really want?”

Jinu put a hand to his heart, feigning offense. “Is it that hard to believe I can change?”

Abby didn’t flinch. “Yes,” he deadpanned. He stood up, stretching, running a hand through his hair. “Jinu, you’ve been a demon for four hundred years. Four centuries. Do you even understand that? I’ve only been a demon for, what, fifty years? And I already lost my mind in those fifty years.” He let out a breath, glancing at Jinu, who could only offer a small, nervous laugh.

“I was ridden with guilt, anger, and every emotion I could think of,” Abby breathed out.

“Abby, look, I’m only here because… you guys are here! Is it so bad that I want to see you all again?” Jinu’s voice was soft, almost earnest—a rare vulnerability shining through.

Abby’s expression softened, his shoulders slumping as he sat back down on the stool. He rubbed the back of his neck, searching for the right words. “Well,” he said after a pause, “you’re… just you, Jinu. I’ve seen the worst you can do—but that doesn’t mean you can’t change… I guess.” He offered a half-shrug, uncertain but genuine.

Jinu sighed, the weight of centuries hanging heavy in his posture. “I’m trying, Abby. I really am. What I did for those four centuries… I—” He stopped, unable to finish, but the regret in his eyes said enough. “Yeah. You probably already know.”

Abby pressed his fingers to the bridge of his nose, exhaling hard. “Jinu, you used to hunt demons with a bow and arrow and let your tigers eat them.”

Jinu laughed awkwardly, glancing away as a faint blush crept up his cheeks. “Well, I’ve always hated demons,” he muttered, clearing his throat as Abby groaned again.

“Okay, okay, Jinu.” Abby lifted his hands, surrendering. “I’ll give you a chance. I care about the boys a lot, and I don’t want them dragged into something dangerous. They’ve all been demons for fewer years than me.”

Jinu offered a grateful smile. “Thanks, Abby. I promise—I won’t do anything to put them in harm’s way. Trust my word. I never make false promises, do I?” He tilted his head, his gaze earnest and unwavering.

Abby narrowed his eyes, scrutinizing him for a long moment before the suspicion faded. “Yeah, you never have… but if you do, you’re not allowed to come back here again, you hear me?” He leaned in, crowding Jinu with a stern glare.

Jinu grinned, fangs flashing in the sunlight. “You got it, captain.”

Abby recoiled, looking half-mortified and half-amused. “God, you really have changed. It’s terrifying. Like seeing a declawed cat. I can’t believe this. What did that demon hunter do to you?” He shook his head, bewildered.

Jinu only snorted, a bittersweet smile teasing his lips. “I found someone who understood me,” he admitted, barely above a whisper.

Abby turned back to him, the room falling quiet. For a moment, something unspoken passed between them—understanding, maybe, or sympathy. At last, Abby nodded, his voice gentler. “Good for you, Jinu. No one else could possibly have the mental fortitude to handle the trauma of a four-hundred-year-old demon, huh?”

Jinu winced, trying to mask the pain with a crooked smile. “Yeah… that’s about right.”

 

LATER, JINU FOUND HIMSELF IN THE ROOF AGAIN. He was feeling ruminative, the kind of quiet introspection that seemed to settle over him like a heavy coat. He sat at the very spot where he and Rumi had met—where so many nights had blurred into dawns. The houses below were already dipping into darkness, the horizon painted in deep indigos and smudged golds. Beside him, Jangsu curled up at the edge of the rooftop, her tail flicking from side to side in a restless rhythm. One of her sharp, red eyes was half-open, glimmering in the dusky light as she kept a silent watch over him.

Jinu watched her with a small, grateful smile. For a long moment, they simply stared at each other, a silent understanding passing between them. Then Jangsu stretched, her muscles rippling under sleek fur, and padded over to his side. She sat down heavily with a soft thump, her warmth a comfort against the gathering chill.

“Feeling bored, are we?” Jinu murmured, gently patting her fur. Jangsu responded with a low, contented purr, her tail flicking with satisfaction. Jinu hummed, absently scratching her behind the ear before resting his hand on his lap. “Things are going better now, don’t you think so too, Jangsu?”

Jangsu licked her paw, her only answer a soft, rumbling growl. Jinu chuckled low in his throat. “A yes, then? That’s good,” he said, tucking one knee to his chest and gazing out across the rooftop. The sky was darkening, the stars just beginning to prick through the fading light. Jangsu mimicked his posture, sitting perfectly still, almost as if she were meditating with him.

Jinu’s breath slowed as he reached out to pet Jangsu again, his fingers lingering on her fur. “We never really talked about how I treated you all back then, have I?” he asked quietly.

Jangsu stayed motionless, but Jinu caught the way her tail suddenly stilled at his words. “I’m sorry, Jangsu. What I did... it was unforgivable. But—” His voice faltered, raw and vulnerable. “If you can, forgive me?”

For a moment, Jangsu didn’t move. Then she turned to face him fully, her red eyes searching his face. “I understand if you and your pack want to leave. I wouldn’t blame you at all.” He exhaled, the words heavy as stones.

Jangsu’s only answer was a low, grumbling growl—before she suddenly headbutted him, hard, straight on the nose.

“Ow! Fuck!” Jinu yelped, recoiling and clutching his nose as tears sprang to his eyes. Jangsu let out a triumphant, happy roar, looking immensely proud of herself as Jinu checked his nose for blood. Finding none, he heaved a sigh of relief and shot her a look of mock indignation.

Jangsu only turned away, her head held high, thoroughly pleased with herself. “Guess I deserved that…” Jinu muttered, rubbing his nose as Jangsu huffed and licked her paws, radiating smug satisfaction—her way of saying, I’ve been wanting to do that .

“So is that a yes, you forgive me, or is this the start of me becoming your personal scratching post?” Jinu joked, reaching out to scratch behind her ear.

Jangsu purred loudly, lowering her head onto his lap and curling in closer than ever before.

Jinu let out a surprised sound, caught off guard by the sudden affection. Jangsu had always kept her distance, never allowing him the kind of coddling he gave Derpy. He realized, with a pang, that he hadn’t shown her the care she deserved until now. “I’m so sorry, girl,” he sighed, voice thick with regret.

Jangsu only burrowed deeper onto his lap, her warmth seeping through his jeans, her loyalty wordless but eloquent. Jinu rested his hand on her head, stroking her gently.

Jangsu let out a soft, insistent growl, as if telling him to stop apologizing. Jinu chuckled, shaking his head. “Let me apologize, will you?” he said, his voice barely above a whisper.

Jangsu whined quietly, her hot breath warming his leg as Jinu bent forward and buried his face in her fur. For a while, he just lay there, letting the world slip away—forgetting he was outdoors, perched on a rooftop.

A sudden voice cut through the quiet. “Penny for your thoughts?”

Jinu shrieked, jerking upright to find Rumi standing behind him, a teasing smile on her lips. She wore a navy hoodie—his, he realized with a jolt—and her familiar bear and choo choo pajama pants. “Rumi?”.

“Is that my hoodie? And your choo choo pants?” Jinu grinned, his face splitting into a smile so wide it almost hurt.

“Yes and yes,” Rumi replied, laughing as she dropped down beside him and let one leg dangle over the edge.

“I was looking for that!” Jinu pouted, feigning offense.

Rumi just grinned, winking at him. “You left it in my room, so I claimed it.”

The hoodie looked huge on her, the sleeves swallowing her hands. Jinu felt his cheeks warm. Isn’t this something couples do? Borrow each other’s clothes? Or was he reading too much into it?

“So,” he asked, trying to sound casual, “how did you know I was up here?”

“A gut feeling?” Rumi said, raising an eyebrow, her lips quirking into a half-smile.

“Really?” Jinu asked, suspicion coloring his voice.

Rumi grinned and shook her head, letting out a laugh. “Nah, I was tracking you with my phone.” She slipped her phone from her pocket, the screen aglow with a familiar map and a blue dot. “See?” She held it up for Jinu to see his own location blinking back at him.

“Oh.” Jinu’s face fell, his shoulders sagging with mock defeat. For a moment, embarrassment flickered in his eyes before he tried to mask it with a crooked smile.

Noticing, Rumi moved a little closer, her shoulder brushing his as Jangsu, ever perceptive, quietly slipped behind them, giving them space. The world seemed to narrow down to just the two of them, the hum of the city fading into the background.

“But…” Rumi’s tone softened as she pocketed her phone again. “I had a feeling you’d be here anyway.” She gave him a small, genuine smile. Now they sat shoulder to shoulder, the easy closeness of old friends settling between them.

“I was supposed to go home early,” Jinu admitted, letting out a nervous laugh. He picked at his sleeve, eyes darting away.

“It’s alright. I know we’ve been gone a lot lately…” Rumi hesitated, words catching in her throat. “Why don’t you come with us, hm? I—I, uh…” Her cheeks turned pink as she looked away, suddenly bashful.

Jinu tilted his head, curiosity lighting up his features. “You what?” he prompted, leaning in.

“I miss you, dude,” Rumi blurted out, turning back to him. Then, with the force of her embarrassment, she punched his shoulder—hard.

“Ow! That hurts!” Jinu yelped, clutching his shoulder, his lips twisting into a pout. “What is with everyone hurting my feelings and my body today?”

Rumi just ruffled his hair, her fingers gentle despite the earlier punch. Jinu shot her a wounded look, lips trembling with a fake whimper.

“Aww, is the big baby hurt and sad?” she teased, her laughter tinkling in the dimming light.

Jinu huffed and leaned away, sulking. But before he could retreat too far, Rumi threw her arm around his shoulders and pulled him into a loose, affectionate hug. “Get back here! I can’t believe it’s been so long since we came back here together,” she said, her voice bright with nostalgia.

Jinu giggled, letting her mess up his hair. “Well, I’ve been sneaking here by myself a few times,” he admitted, sitting up and finally wriggling free from her grasp.

“Actually, me too.” Rumi’s voice turned soft, wistful. “Before you came back, I’d stop by and hope you’d show up.” She sighed and propped her chin on her palm, elbows resting on her knees.

Jinu smiled, a warmth in his eyes. “Well, I’m here now.” He made an exaggerated shrug, earning another laugh from Rumi, who gave him a playful shove.

“Not like you can leave anymore,” she said, making a mock-threatening growl.

Jinu grinned, matching her energy. “Who said I was going to leave?” He paused, eyes twinkling. “How could I? When I’ve got everything I need at the ‘HUNTR/X’ tower.” He made air quotes, and Rumi rolled her eyes at his theatrics.

“Really? That’s the only reason you stayed? God, I’m hurt!” Rumi theatrically clutched at her chest, but her smile betrayed her amusement.

“Well…” Jinu leaned back on his hands, a giddy smile blooming on his face. “It’s not like I can leave my Meister without her handsome, beautiful, amazing weapon.” He waggled his eyebrows just before Rumi punched his shoulder again.

“Just so you know, I am the beautiful, pretty, kind, and cool Meister. You’re the boring one, old man,” Rumi shot back.

Jinu laughed, a quiet, genuine sound, and looked at her—a long, searching look. For a moment, the world seemed to still.

“Yeah… you’re kinda right,” he said, voice softer than before.

Rumi felt her face heat up. That… was not what she’d expected at all. She’d braced for a joke, for teasing, not the gentle sincerity in Jinu’s eyes. He looked at her like she was the only person in the world, like she hung the stars in the sky. Her heart fluttered, caught between laughter and something deeper.

“I–” Rumi choked, caught off guard by her own emotions. She coughed, the moment shattering.

Jinu’s eyes widened. He sat up straighter, concern knitting his brow as he patted her back. “Oh shit, are you okay?”

“Fine, fine,” Rumi managed, waving him off with a sheepish blush. “I just… choked on my spit.” She tried to laugh it off, but her cheeks burned.

Jinu relaxed, a smile tugging at his lips before he laughed, bright and clear. “You can literally hit the highest notes and you choke on your spit?” he teased, incredulous.

Rumi pouted, her face still warm. “It was sudden, okay?”

The sky had faded into twilight, shadows stretching long and soft. Yet even in the low light, Rumi could see Jinu’s eyes, shining with that same gentle affection. Her heart beat faster.

She realized, in that moment, how much had changed. The feelings she had for Jinu weren’t exactly new—she’d felt something, once, when she first met him. That reckless, bad-boy charm had drawn her in, but it had been a fleeting crush, more about wanting someone to understand her than love itself. But after all they’d been through—his sacrifice, his return, the way he’d worked to change—her feelings had deepened, grown roots. They were bound together, soul to soul, in a way she’d never experienced before.

“Something wrong with my face?” Jinu asked, his voice light but uncertain.

Rumi shook her head, her lips curling into a soft smile. “No… nothing’s wrong with your face. It’s the same likable one as ever.”

Jinu blushed, looking almost shy under her gaze. He turned away, but not before she saw the small, hopeful smile on his lips. Her heart skipped a beat. Suddenly, her hand moved before she could think—she reached out, her fingers brushing his.

“Can I hold your hand?” Rumi asked, voice barely above a whisper. She felt bold. Braver than she’d ever been.

Jinu seemed to lose his voice for a moment, his mouth opening but no words coming out. But then he nodded, a small, earnest “Yeah,” escaping him as he squeezed Rumi’s hand tighter. Rumi’s smile grew, warmth blooming in her chest.

She nudged his shoulder playfully. “You know, all the things we’re doing already look suspiciously like we’re in a relationship,” she teased.

Jinu flinched as if slapped, his hand loosening. For an instant, he edged away, his eyes darting to the side. Rumi blinked, caught off guard. Did I say something wrong? She thought with a pang of hurt.

“I—uh, I’m sorry if I’m crossing the line,” Jinu stammered, rubbing the back of his neck, his ears bright red.

Rumi stared, a little annoyed at his sudden retreat. “Who said you were?” she challenged, scooting closer and reclaiming his hand. Her fingers threaded through his with a gentle certainty.

Jinu looked up at her, confusion plain on his face. He was so endearingly clueless it made Rumi want to bite his arm in a fit of cuteness aggression. “I’m... not?” he asked, uncertainty in his voice.

“Of course not,” Rumi said firmly.

Jinu frowned, glancing down at their joined hands. “Then... do you do this with everyone you know?” he asked quietly.

Rumi paused, studying him out of the corner of her eye. He looked genuinely troubled, brow furrowed, lips pressed together as if bracing himself for rejection. She was tempted to stay silent, just to see how much he’d squirm. She’d already admitted to herself that she liked this stupid, handsome idiot, but a small part of her wondered—does he feel the same, or is she reading too much into this?

Still, she couldn’t leave him hanging. “Of course not,” she replied. “I would never cuddle or hold hands with just anyone. You’re... special.”

For a heartbeat, Jinu’s eyes lit up, hope flickering across his face before he flushed again, looking adorably flustered. “Okay... then do we call this a relationship or... ah, a situationship?” His voice trailed off, awkward and uncertain.

Rumi froze, her hand slipping from his in shock. “A situationship?” she nearly shrieked, staring at him in disbelief. Jinu blinked, startled by her reaction.

“What do you mean by that?!” she gasped, a mix of offense and laughter in her tone.

Jinu scratched his head, looking utterly lost. “I—I don’t know? I just heard someone say it before,” he admitted, wide-eyed and innocent.

Rumi narrowed her eyes, exasperated and amused in equal measure. “Jinu, do you even know what that means?”

He shook his head slowly, his hair flopping into his eyes. “Not... really?”

“It means that we don’t have a label. It’s kind of... undefined,” she explained, trying to keep her patience as she watched his face for any sign of understanding.

“A label... like a name? Didn’t that girl call us ‘RuJinu’ once? Or is it like being a girlfriend or a boyfriend?” he asked, genuinely perplexed.

Rumi let out a dramatic sigh, slumping forward. Of all the things, Jinu’s innocence was almost criminal. Who is teaching him these things? Is it Mira? Zoey? She made a mental note to investigate later.

“No, Jinu, that’s called a ship name.”

Jinu blinked. “We’re a boat now?”

“Jinu!” Rumi groaned, burying her face in her hands.

“I’m sorry,” he said quickly, voice small and sheepish.

It took at least an hour or more for Rumi to explain all those terms to Jinu, and by the time she was done, it was already night time. They ended up walking home together, Jinu’s face as red as a late autumn maple, his hand warm and awkward in hers. Their footsteps echoed on the narrow concrete, shadows stretching alongside them.

“So… we’re in a relationship then?” Jinu finally blurted, his voice tentative as he glanced at Rumi. She shot him a sidelong look, the corners of her lips curling up.

“Do you want to be?” she asked. Her tone was light, but there was something earnest behind it—a nervousness she rarely let slip.

Labels mattered, she knew, but only up to a point. Whether or not they named it, she liked Jinu. She had held his soul in her palm, seen the flicker of his memories, she had held his dying body for god’s sake and revealed the raw, aching scars of her own heart. He was more than a word, more than a boyfriend, more than the sword she once thought she needed.

To her, he was everything.

Jinu flushed, stammering, “I-I don’t know… is it just me, or does calling you ‘girlfriend’ feel like an understatement?” They slowed as the sidewalk narrowed, leading down the steep steps to the tower. Behind them, Jangsu trailed quietly, pretending not to listen.

Rumi let go of Jinu’s hand as he hesitated. “I don’t get what you mean,” she said, waiting.

Jinu swallowed, running a thumb along the seam of his jeans. “I—don’t take it the wrong way. I… really like you.” His confession was soft, almost swallowed by the city’s hum.

“Hey, everyone likes me,” Rumi teased, nudging him with her shoulder.

Jinu groaned, ducking his head. “No, Rumi. I like you.”

She stopped, turning to face him with a raised eyebrow. “Enough to be in a relationship with me? Enough to have patience when I get moody, or when I’m on my period?” Her voice was light but her eyes searched his.

Jinu’s blush deepened. He nodded, almost shyly. Rumi studied him, her heart hammering unexpectedly. Was he confessing now, after everything? After she’d already told him that she would never open up to anyone else like this? After she had quite literally admitted she would never do these things with anyone else aside from him?

“Are you… confessing?” she asked, a little breathless.

“Am I?” Jinu blinked, looking just as surprised at himself. But when Rumi glared, he straightened, slouching awkwardly. “I am! I’m confessing!” he declared, his voice a little too loud in the quiet street.

Rumi flushed, glancing around at the empty windows. She pressed a hand to his lips. “Shush, it’s late, don’t yell,” she whispered, then slipped her hand down and laced her fingers with his.

Jinu grinned sheepishly. “Sorry… but yes, I want to confess something.”

Rumi gave him a look that said, Are you serious?

“Okay, Jinu, I know things were different in your time. But surely you dated someone before, right? You sang for the king, for godsakes.”

Jinu was quiet for a moment as they walked beneath the flickering streetlamp. “Actually… no…” he whispered, a faint flush on his cheeks.

Rumi stopped again, nearly causing Jangsu to trip behind them. “You never… went with anyone else?” she asked, awe and disbelief mingling in her voice.

Jinu blinked, shaking his head. “Aha… no one really wanted to be with a mentally ill man, yeah?” He joked, but there was an ache behind the words.

Rumi’s hand shot out, squishing his face. “You are not mentally ill,” she growled, then let him go, softer now.

He shrugged, looking away. “Okay… but I never had any interest back then. I was… focused on my… you know.” He waved his hand vaguely, and Rumi’s heart ached for him. His life as a human had been nothing but pain—poverty, separation from his family, guilt gnawing at him for every selfish choice, the final loneliness before the end.

“Jinu—” Rumi started, but Jinu turned to her abruptly, catching both her hands in his.

“Wait, Rumi,” he said, voice trembling. “I really want to say something. I’ve been holding this in for so long.” He took a deep, shaky breath, looking down at their joined hands, as if the courage he needed might be hiding there.

Rumi gazed up at him, her chest tight.

“I want to say that calling you my girlfriend would be a mistake,” Jinu said, voice barely above a whisper.

Rumi’s face fell, but before she could pull away, Jinu’s words tumbled out in a rush, panicked. “Because—it’s an understatement, Rumi! Please let me finish!” His cheeks were so red she almost laughed, but the look in his eyes stopped her.

“It’s an understatement because what I feel for you is more than love. It’s everything. Every emotion I never had as a demon, not even as a human—you made me feel them all. You made me feel love, yes, but also kindness. Patience. You understand me better than I understand myself. And… I hate myself, sometimes, because how can I ever be enough for you? I hurt you, I betrayed you. I’m the same kind of being you were taught to hate, to kill. And I’m selfish, selfish because I want you. I want you to love me. To hold me. To touch me. My soul, my heart, my body.” His voice broke, but he didn’t look away.

“I feel greedy,” Jinu confessed, voice trembling, “because I want your focus solely on me. Only me. I feel so much—so many emotions that sometimes it drowns me. When I think of you, I want to be better—a better person, someone worthy of you. You’re my god, Rumi. And I want to be your one and only believer. If you told me to set the world on fire, I would. I would do anything you want… I—I want you to want me, to find a use for me—”

His breath caught, his words splintering in the air. His eyes shone with unshed tears, desperate and raw.

Rumi’s heart thudded painfully, her chest tightening. Oh god, every word Jinu said was both shattering her heart and sending it into wild, dizzying somersaults. She felt so much at once—so much she thought she might burst. The air between them buzzed with something electric, something alive and terrifying.

“I want you so much it hurts,” Jinu whispered, his voice barely audible. “If you told me to go back to hell, I’d do it. I would do anything for you. You’re not just a relationship, not some small label like a girlfriend. You’re so much more. My god, my world, my universe. Love is an understatement for what I feel.” His breath shook as he squeezed Rumi’s hand tightly, grounding himself.

For a moment, silence cocooned them. Time seemed to hold its breath.

Then, Jinu swallowed and stared at their joined hands. “Rumi? I’m sorry… I must have made you uncomfortable. I’ve never felt this way before.” His face had gone pale, and as he tried to pull away, Rumi only gripped him tighter.

“Shut up, Jinu. Just shut up.” Rumi’s voice trembled, her eyes shimmering. “What you just said is so goddamn poetic I want to tear up, okay? Just… hush for a moment!” Her cheeks were blazing red, and Jinu’s eyes widened, looking so lost, so vulnerable, that her heart ached.

How can he just say those words so honestly? she thought, unable to look away from him.

Jinu looked at her, uncertain, and Rumi drew in a shaky breath. “Jinu, I like you. And you’re right—labels… god, they feel so small compared to what I feel, especially when I’ve held your soul in my hands.” Her cheeks burned hotter. She wondered if she could cook an egg on her face with how warm it was.

Jinu’s lips curled into a small, bashful smile. “I want to be more than just a label, Rumi. I—I want to be etched into your very being.” He whispered the words, almost afraid of their weight.

Rumi’s heart did another somersault. Oh my god. Who knew Jinu was such a poet?

“Oh my god, Jinu,” she managed, pressing her hands to her flaming cheeks. She looked away, flustered.

“Was that too much?” Jinu asked, his voice barely above a whisper. “My head’s always been… messy.” He looked down, picking at his sleeve.

“No! No, it’s not messed up,” Rumi said quickly, turning to face him. “I’m just… overwhelmed. I always knew I liked you from the start, Jinu. But you… you like me. Not just in the simple, easy ways—‘you’re pretty,’ or ‘you’re kind.’ Yours is different. It’s deeper. It makes me—god, it makes me want to cry.”

She broke, unable to hold back anymore, and launched herself into Jinu’s arms. He held her, confusion and tenderness flickering across his face.

“Aha… Did I say something wrong?” Jinu chuckled nervously, holding her close.

“No,” Rumi whispered, her voice muffled against his shoulder. “You said everything right. I just wish you’d save some of that love for yourself.” She pulled away slightly, looking him in the eyes.

Jinu smiled, soft and trembling. “Loving you is loving myself,” he said, threading his fingers through hers. “I want to kneel at your feet, to appreciate every road and path you walk on.”

Rumi let out a laugh, shaky and disbelieving. “God, Jinu, calm down. You’re going to send me into cardiac arrest at this rate!” Her embarrassment was painted across her face, but she couldn’t stop smiling.

“It’s been so long since I wanted to tell you this… I love weird, and I am weird,” Jinu confessed, a small, nervous smile tugging at his lips.

Rumi shook her head gently, her gaze unwavering. “You’re not weird. Or maybe you are, but so am I. We’re just the same, aren’t we? I don’t care about labels, Jinu. You’re… like a damn soulmate to me.”

Jinu’s eyes widened, as if the word itself sent a tremor through his soul. He placed a trembling hand over his heart, almost as if to check it was still there. “Soulmate?” he echoed, voice barely a breath.

“Yeah,” Rumi replied softly, her brows knitting just a little. “My soulmate.”

The silence that followed was full, a moment suspended. Rumi smiled faintly, tucking a stray strand of hair behind her ear. “People always say kissing is the ultimate way to show your love, but… we’ve done more than that, haven’t we? You—God, Jinu, you sacrificed your life, you gave me your soul, and I held it in my hands for months. Why do we have to follow the rules society set for us? Love isn’t materialistic, it’s not just about the physical stuff.”

Jinu’s smile blossomed, soft and genuine. “A kiss would be nice, though,” he murmured shyly, glancing away.

Rumi burst into giggles, the sound bright and infectious. “Of course you’d say that.”

Jinu blushed furiously, his cheeks nearly crimson as realization dawned. “I—I never thought this would actually be real,” he admitted, voice low and hesitant.

Rumi grinned, teasing, “Really? Am I just too amazing for you?”

Jinu nodded, the bashfulness in his eyes edged with a fierce adoration. “Yes. You’re… you’re like the sun. When I touch you, it burns, but I want more of it, even if it hurts.”

Rumi had to look away, biting her lip to keep from bursting into tears or laughter or both. Why is Jinu so adorably poetic? Was he always like this?

Jinu’s voice turned a shade more vulnerable. “But… I really thought this would never happen. At least, not for a long time. I’m not exactly… easy to deal with.”

“Pshh, are you kidding?” Rumi countered, rolling her eyes affectionately. “You’re so low maintenance, I seriously don’t understand how or why.”

Jinu’s lips formed a pout. “What does that even mean?”

“It means,” Rumi said, grinning, “you don’t need a lot of attention in a relationship. You’re just… easy.”

Jinu fell silent, thoughtful. Then, his voice barely above a whisper, he admitted, “But… but I want that. I want your attention. All of it.”

Rumi turned to him, her heart fluttering in her chest. She swallowed, her face heating, and before she could stop herself, she let go of his hand, buried her face in her palms, and screamed—a loud, muffled, frustrated scream.

Jinu stared at her, startled. “Uh—are you okay?”

Rumi peeked through her fingers, her face blazing. “Stop being adorable for one second! Please!” she pleaded, grabbing his shoulder in mock desperation.

Jinu blinked, then nodded slowly. “Okay,” he said, the picture of earnestness.

Rumi let out a shaky laugh, her whole body tingling with warmth and embarrassment. Who knew letting Jinu talk without a filter would almost send her into a heart attack?

“I’m so happy right now,” Jinu finally admitted as they walked side by side, the evening breeze ruffling his hair. He glanced at Rumi, unable to hide the shy smile tugging at his lips.

“Me too,” Rumi replied, her cheeks still flushed from the whirlwind of emotions. “I feel like I just discovered something new in myself.”

Jinu’s curiosity sparked. “Oh? And what’s that?” he asked gently.

Rumi glanced at him, her face somehow turning an even deeper shade of red. She hesitated, looked away, and shook her head with an awkward laugh. “Nothing,” she mumbled, clearing her throat as if to push the secret back down. Jinu tilted his head, studying her, but decided not to press further. For now.

After a beat, Jinu’s voice broke the comfortable silence. “Does this mean I can stare at you all the time now?”

Rumi stopped in her tracks, her eyes wide. “Stare at me what now?”

Jinu’s ears turned red as he managed an embarrassed smile. “I don’t know—I just want to. You’re… nice to look at.”

Rumi gaped at him, flustered. “Jinu–”

“Does this also mean,” Jinu pressed on, hopeful, “we can share the same bed?”

“Jinu…” Rumi warned, her voice caught between laughter and mortification.

Jinu looked up at her, eyes shining. “Can you hold me then?”

“J-Jinu…”

“How about a cuddle? And—can you also pet my head? Like you usually do?”

All the way home, Jinu’s requests tumbled out one after another, each more earnest than the last. Rumi’s face remained a deep, unrelenting red, while Jinu looked positively radiant, excitement bubbling over with every step.

By the time they reached home, Rumi felt like she’d been dropped into a fever dream. She flopped dramatically onto the bed that Mira and Zoey shared, still dazed.

Mira looked up, eyebrows raised. “Damn, what happened to you?”

Rumi just groaned and buried her face in a pillow. “Guys, don’t freak out… But Zoey, looks like you’re going to get your bed and room back.”

Zoey and Mira exchanged a glance, eyes narrowed in suspicion. “Is Jinu dying?” Zoey asked, deadpan.

“No, I think he’s finally getting a job,” Mira replied with a hopeful sigh, crossing her fingers as if making a wish.

Rumi groaned louder, shaking her head. “No and no. He’s not dying, and he’s definitely not getting a job.”

“Aw,” Mira sighed, disappointment etched on her face. “Too bad. What a freeloader.”

Rumi sat up, looking them both in the eye, her face still pink. “We’re… sleeping together.”

“WHAT?!” Both Zoey and Mira shrieked, their eyes comically wide.

Notes:

Hey, they finally confessed! (their freakiness and weirdness to each other ToT)

Chapter 13

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

JINU LEARNED WITH FRIGHTENING EASE THAT hatred was like a second skin to him, especially when it came to his fellow demons. It clung to him, festering, feeding on his bitterness. This life he now led, trapped in Hell as a proper demon, was one he deserved—so he told himself. A fitting punishment for his selfishness, his vile and disgusting nature. He had earned this eternal torment. And if he could only end it himself, he would. But no, even death was beyond his reach in this accursed realm.

So instead, he turned his malice outward. If he couldn’t destroy himself, he would destroy others, ensuring that the lives of lesser demons were nothing short of a living hell.

“Jinul, enough.”

Chwisaeng’s voice rang out, calm but firm, as he perched atop a jagged stone. Below him, Jinu stood tall, bow in hand, his back straight as he aimed an arrow at a small, gangly demon trudging along the base of the mountain.

Chwisaeng, as always, was the voice of reason. The one who stopped him. The one who reminded Jinu, time and time again, that it was wrong to turn against his own kind.

But when had demons ever been his kind?

They were not his people. They were nothing more than filth to him—creatures that deserved punishment. Useless, wretched beings.

Jinu smirked as he let the arrow fly. It struck its mark with perfect precision. The demon below let out a piercing cry, collapsing into a crumpled heap on the ground. Elation surged through him.

“You are no better than Lord Gwi-Ma himself,” Chwisaeng said, his tone heavy with disappointment.

Jinu laughed hollowly, the sound echoing through the barren landscape. “We are no better than anyone,” he replied, turning to face the older demon.

Chwisaeng sighed, shaking his head. “Jinul…”

But Jinu wasn’t in the mood for lectures. He handed his bow to one of his tigers—a massive blue beast with glowing eyes. The tiger took it in its jaws and padded off into the shadows.

“What do you want now?” Jinu asked, his voice sharp, his patience thin. Whenever Chwisaeng showed up, it was never without reason. There was always news. Or worse, an order from Gokdama.

“Nothing,” Chwisaeng said with a faint smile. “Am I not allowed to visit a dear friend?”

“Demons don’t have friends,” Jinu shot back, narrowing his eyes. “Stop fooling yourself, Chwisaeng, and leave me alone.”

Chwisaeng tilted his head, his dark purple hanbok shifting as he moved to stand beside Jinu. “Leave you alone when you act like this? Lord Gwi-Ma has noticed the sharp decline in demons lately.” His voice was quiet but carried a warning. “If he realizes you’re the one thinning his ranks, he’ll send you to Sahon-Baem as your punishment. You know what that entails.”

Jinu’s jaw tightened, his gaze dropping to the ground. He didn’t respond.

“One day, I’ll kill that damned snake,” he muttered instead, his voice low.

Chwisaeng let out a soft breath of relief as Jinu lowered himself onto a nearby rock. “You’re easier to talk to when you’re not holding a weapon,” Chwisaeng remarked with a faint smile.

“Easier to fool,” Jinu retorted, his tone flat.

Chwisaeng chuckled, shaking his head. “Not to fool. You’re a good conversationalist, Jinul. It gets lonely here, you know. Most demons were born in Hell. They don’t speak like us. It’s... isolating.”

Jinu let out a low hum, his expression unreadable. “It’s lonely for you because you never stay in one place,” he said, his voice edged with mild disdain.

Chwisaeng laughed, throwing his head back. “You never go easy on me, do you?”

Jinu grumbled in response, refusing to meet his gaze.

Chwisaeng moved closer, sitting beside him, their shoulders nearly touching. “How have you been?” he asked softly.

“Why do you care so much?” Jinu snapped, glaring at him.

“Am I not allowed to?” Chwisaeng grinned, nudging him lightly with his elbow.

Jinu inched away, letting out a tired sigh. “Leave me.”

Chwisaeng leaned back, undeterred. “How about a walk?”

“There’s nothing to see here in Hell,” Jinu muttered, his voice heavy with exhaustion.

“Lighten up, Jinul,” Chwisaeng said with a roll of his eyes. He studied the younger demon for a moment, noting how his dark, flowing hanbok seemed to weigh him down, how the brim of his gat cast shadows over his face.

Jinu remained silent, slouched over himself with a deep frown.

Chwisaeng sighed. He wasn’t surprised. This new general of Lord Gwi-Ma’s was still young, still reckless, still consumed by his anger. Jinu didn’t yet understand the weight of eternity. And now, perpetually locked in this age, he might never learn.

“You know, I get it,” Chwisaeng said finally, his voice softer now. “We’re demons. I understand what that means. But it doesn’t mean we have to act like monsters.”

He rose to his feet, brushing off his robes, and offered Jinu a faint smile. “Don’t you see?”

Jinu growled, his head snapping up to glare at him. “We are monsters. We’re vile, disgusting beings. That’s all we’ll ever be!” He stood abruptly, shoving Chwisaeng back.

One sharp whistle, and his blue tiger let out a thunderous roar, bounding up the mountain with effortless grace. The beast crouched low, offering its back to Jinu, who mounted it in one fluid motion.

“Jinul, wait—” Chwisaeng called, stepping forward. “Let’s not fight. I don’t want you to end up like Gokdama!”

Chwisaeng stood there for a moment, staring after him, his shoulders heavy with the weight of disappointment.

Jinu froze at the name. His grip on the tiger’s mane tightened, his knuckles pale as his jaw clenched.

“Don’t talk about her,” he growled, his voice low and dangerous.

Without waiting for a reply, he pressed his heel into the tiger’s side. The beast roared, muscles coiling as it leapt off the edge of the mountain. Chwisaeng rushed to the precipice, watching as Jinu and the tiger vanished into a swirling blue portal below.

He didn’t look back. He never looked back.

Chwisaeng sighed, rubbing the space between his brows in frustration. Jinu never made things easier for him. Not once.

Straightening his back, he composed himself and began descending the mountain. Each step was heavy, deliberate, and his thoughts churned with irritation and concern. By the time he reached the valley, his focus had shifted. He wasn’t going to waste time chasing after Jinu. Not now. Instead, he turned his steps toward Gokdama’s palace.

The imposing structure loomed in the distance, dark spires clawing at the crimson sky. A faint haze of heat shimmered around it, the air thick with the scent of ash and sulfur. As Chwisaeng approached, the massive gates creaked open, revealing the grand throne room beyond.

“My, my,” a sultry voice called, echoing off the gilded walls. “What brings the second general to my humble abode?”

Gokdama reclined lazily on her golden throne, a smirk curling her lips. Her fingers drummed idly on the armrest, and in her other hand, she held a delicate wine glass crafted from pure gold. Beside her, Sahon-Baem’s massive, scaly body coiled around the throne, her presence filling the room with an oppressive weight. The snake’s black, glittering eyes were half-lidded, her forked tongue flicking lazily in the air.

“Good day, General Gokdama,” Chwisaeng greeted, lowering himself into a respectful bow.

Gokdama’s smirk deepened. “Yes, hello, General Chwisaeng. To what do I owe this pleasure? Or perhaps—” her eyes glittered mischievously, “—our fourth general is giving you trouble again?”

Chwisaeng straightened but didn’t respond immediately. His face remained calm, unreadable, as he moved to take his place at the silver throne beside hers. The throne was elegant yet understated, a stark contrast to the opulence of Gokdama’s golden seat. To her left were two empty thrones—one belonging to Baek-Hwa, and the other to Jinu.

Jinu rarely, if ever, stepped foot in the palace. And as for Baek-Hwa, her massive form made her throne unusable—it would need to be reforged to accommodate her size. Gokdama had often complained about the inconvenience, muttering about finding demons to "rebuild it properly."

Seating himself smoothly, Chwisaeng adjusted his hanbok and finally replied, “He’s not so bad. Jinul is a good child.”

Gokdama raised an eyebrow, swirling the wine in her glass. “A good child ,” she repeated, her tone dripping with amusement. “How generous of you.”

Her lips curled into a smile as Sahon-Baem let out a low, rumbling yawn. The snake’s jaw stretched wide, revealing rows of glistening fangs, her mouth so cavernous that she could easily devour the entire throne room.

“How is the palace to your liking, Chwisaeng?” Gokdama asked, turning her piercing gaze on him. “Our Lord Gwi-Ma truly is a generous master, don’t you think?”

Chwisaeng inclined his head slightly, his tone polite. “The structure is magnificent, truly. You’ve outdone yourself, General.”

Gokdama’s smile widened, pride lighting up her features. “Thank you, General. I do appreciate the compliment.”

Her voice dipped into a more dangerous tone as she continued, “Now, about Jinul… I have other means of making him submit, should it come to that.” She reached out, her fingers brushing the top of Sahon-Baem’s head. The snake’s eyes snapped open, glowing faintly as a low hiss escaped her throat.

Chwisaeng shook his head quickly, his voice calm but firm. “There’s no need for that. He has done nothing to offend Lord Gwi-Ma. Leave him to me—I can handle it. He’s just a child.”

“A child?” Gokdama let out a sharp laugh, tilting her head back. “How generous you are, Chwisaeng. Yes, he’s young, but that makes him all the more dangerous. Reckless, impulsive... and doesn’t he remind you of someone?” Her smirk returned, this time sharper, more knowing.

Chwisaeng ignored the jab, his expression remaining impassive. “There’s no need to waste Sahon-Baem’s strength on punishment, Gokdama. Jinul will fall in line. Eventually.”

Gokdama chuckled softly, the sound reverberating through the throne room. “Of course,” she purred, drawing out the words. With a flick of her hand, another wine glass appeared, this one golden and encrusted with rubies. She passed it to Chwisaeng, who accepted it without hesitation.

“Thank you, Lord Gokdama,” he said, bowing his head slightly in gratitude.

Gokdama waved him off dismissively, her attention already returning to her wine. “You’re welcome, General. But do keep an eye on him. I’d hate for our dear fourth general to end up into something he’ll come to regret.”

Chwisaeng didn’t respond, his grip tightening slightly on the glass as he sipped the wine.

Gokdama’s laughter echoed again, filling the room as Sahon-Baem’s massive coils shifted, the sound of scales against stone.

Chwisaeng left the palace early, the large golden doors creaking shut behind him. He let out a soft sigh, his shoulders sagging slightly as he descended the stone steps. The oppressive warmth of Gokdama’s throne room lingered on his skin.

At the bottom of the staircase, he paused. A familiar figure waited for him—a small tiger with bright, almost cross-eyed red eyes and two tusk-like fangs protruding from its lips.

“Oh, hello,” Chwisaeng greeted, his voice soft and calm. “You must be the tiger Jinul cares so much about.”

The tiger let out a low, cute roar and padded toward him, tail swishing. Chwisaeng crouched down to meet it, lifting it gently into his arms. The tiger purred in response, its rumbling vibrations resonating against Chwisaeng’s chest as he rubbed its belly.

“How did you get here?” he asked, though he knew the tiger wouldn’t answer. It merely blinked at him with lazy contentment, its purring never ceasing.

Chwisaeng sighed, glancing back toward the palace. “If you’ve wandered this far, I suppose I’ll have to return you to your master. Let’s go.”

The journey to Jinul’s mountain was long, but familiar. The towering peak loomed high above the desolate landscape, its jagged ridges shrouded by a thin veil of mist and ash. Chwisaeng understood why this mountain had been Jinu’s choice. It was remote, far removed from the other demons and Gwi-Ma’s shrine. A sanctuary for someone who desired solitude—and a warning for anyone foolish enough to disturb him.

As Chwisaeng approached the ancient stone staircase leading up the mountain, the tiger in his arms let out a soft, pleased purr. “There, there,” he murmured, stroking its fur. “We’ll get you back to your master soon enough.”

At the first landing, a massive blue tiger awaited him, perched on a hill overlooking the staircase. It watched him intently, its red eyes glowing faintly in the dim light.

“Ah, Jinul’s sentinel,” Chwisaeng greeted, bowing his head slightly in respect. “Where is your master?”

The tiger let out a soft chuff, blinking slowly before leaping down from its perch. It landed gracefully beside him, padding forward with deliberate steps. After a moment, it turned its head, as if beckoning Chwisaeng to follow.

“Very well,” Chwisaeng said, falling into step behind the beast. He climbed the staircase carefully, the purring tiger still cradled in his arms. The sentinel led him higher and higher, the air growing cooler and thinner as they ascended.

Finally, they reached the mountain’s peak.

At the summit, beneath the gnarled, skeletal branches of an ancient, dried-up tree, Jinu sat. A lion lay sprawled lazily at his feet, its golden eyes half-lidded as it tracked Chwisaeng’s approach. Jinu, dressed in his dark hanbok, plucked quietly at the strings of his bipa , the soft, melancholic melody drifting through the air.

“General Jinul,” Chwisaeng greeted, bowing respectfully.

Jinu raised his head slightly, his cold eyes meeting Chwisaeng’s. His gaze flickered briefly to the tiger in Chwisaeng’s arms, and he let out a soft exhale. “You found him,” he said simply. His voice was devoid of emotion—not angry, not relieved. Just tired.

“Yes,” Chwisaeng replied. “He was wandering near the palace.”

A flicker of something—anxiety, perhaps—crossed Jinu’s face. His hands tightened on the neck of his bipa , his knuckles whitening as he let out a shaky breath. “Leave him there,” he said quietly. “He’ll come back to me on his own.”

Chwisaeng hesitated for a moment before setting the tiger down. The small creature padded over to its master but stopped short, curling up a short distance away.

“Have you thought of a name for him?” Chwisaeng asked.

Jinu shook his head, his gaze fixed on the bipa in his hands. “Why should I? I don’t name any of them.”

Chwisaeng hummed thoughtfully, stepping closer. The lion at Jinu’s feet gave him a lazy but warning glance before another tiger approached, lowering itself to the ground in front of him. Its posture was clear.

“Sit on it,” Jinu instructed, still not looking at him.

Chwisaeng chuckled softly, shaking his head. “You know I cannot do that. These are magnificent creatures—they deserve better than to be used as furniture.”

Jinu sighed, his frustration evident. “That’s their purpose. If you won’t give them one, then should I kill it? End its misery?” His voice dropped into a growl, the edge of anger sharpening his words.

Chwisaeng let out a resigned sigh and slowly eased himself onto the tiger’s back, using it as a seat. “These beasts are not meant for such purposes,” he murmured.

“If you’re here to lecture me again,” Jinu muttered, plucking another note from his bipa , “then leave. I don’t need to hear it.”

The melody was calm, almost soothing—a stark contrast to the tension that simmered in the air between them.

“You’ve already given me your words earlier,” Chwisaeng said with a soft chuckle. “Are you not tired of fighting me?”

“I am always tired,” Jinu replied hollowly, finally lifting his gaze to meet Chwisaeng’s. “I can smell wine on you. It’s from Gokdama, isn’t it?”

Chwisaeng shrugged lightly. “I am a man weak for such vices.”

Jinu scoffed, looking away. He handed the bipa to a tiger, which held it delicately in its maw. Chwisaeng watched as the tigers and lions surrounded Jinu, their watchful eyes awaiting his command.

“I’m curious,” Chwisaeng said after a moment. “How did you make them follow you so easily?”

Jinu let out a short huff. “These beasts are simple. Show them that you won’t hesitate to hurt them, and they’ll submit.”

Chwisaeng frowned. “Perhaps… you care about them, yes?”

Jinu’s gaze was sharp as it met his. “If they’re useful, I do. If not, I make sure to end their worthless lives.”

“This streak of yours, hurting others... It needs to stop,” Chwisaeng said softly.

Jinu let out a mocking laugh. “And then what? Let them hurt me instead? No. I won’t give them the chance.” His voice rose, laced with venom.

“Jinul,” Chwisaeng began, his tone steady, “if this is about what Gokdama did to you, then—”

“Why are you so insistent on this?” Jinu snarled, cutting him off.

Chwisaeng hesitated, his voice quieter when he finally replied. “Because I feel that these actions will become something you regret.”

Jinu’s expression darkened, his voice hollow. “I’ve done nothing but regret everything. This is no different.”

Chwisaeng studied him for a long moment. “I’m here, Jinul. I understand it’s hard for you to trust—”

“Chwisaeng,” Jinu interrupted with a sharp sigh. “This is what I am. And nothing will change that. You can’t change that. You’re a demon, just like me. A disgusting, vile demon. A sinner. You’re here because you’ve done something just as vile. Stop pretending to be better than the rest of us.”

Chwisaeng didn’t respond.

For once, Jinu was thankful.

 

JINU DID NOT EXPECT CHWISAENG TO GIVE UP. If nothing else, that man was insistent. Once Chwisaeng set his sights on something, there was no stopping him until he achieved it. Jinu could not fathom why Chwisaeng was so determined to make him stop. To act on his good terms? To live by his so-called principles? Chwisaeng’s attempts to sway him were infuriating. Jinu was not good. He was not kind. And he most certainly did not have a good… heart.

Jinu sighed heavily, gripping his bow tightly. The wooden curve felt familiar and unyielding in his hands, a weapon he trusted more than any man. Carefully, he notched an arrow and aimed it at the demon prowling down the mountain slope.

Beside him, the tigers shifted restlessly, their sleek forms brushing against the ground as they emitted soft, eager purrs. They were excited—hungry for another demon to rip apart for breakfast. Their anticipation was almost tangible, like a sharp current in the air.

But Jinu’s hand trembled as he lowered the bow. The slight quiver did not go unnoticed. A few tigers let out low, questioning growls, their golden eyes flashing with confusion. Jinu gritted his teeth, his jaw tightening. Was he really letting Chwisaeng’s words burrow into his mind? Those false beliefs—those naïve, dangerous ideas—could get him killed. 

A sudden prickle danced along the back of Jinu’s neck. He stiffened, his instincts flaring. Someone—or something—was watching him. Slowly, he turned his gaze back to the demon. It was a gangly creature, its body oddly disproportionate, with large, unblinking eyes and long, matted black hair. Meeting Jinu’s glare, the demon let out a high-pitched shriek before scuttling away on all fours, its grotesque form disappearing into the shadows below.

The tigers and lions around him released disappointed chuffs, their formation dissolving as they padded back from the mountain’s edge. Their shoulders rolled in frustration, muscles rippling under their fur as if they had been denied a long-anticipated hunt. Jinu took a step back himself, exhaling a breathless sigh.

“Did you finally listen to me?”

Jinu gasped at the voice, spinning around to see Chwisaeng standing behind him. The man’s presence was calm, composed, yet unshakably confident. How had he gotten so close without anyone noticing? Even the tigers and lions, usually so attuned to intrusions, purred softly as they rubbed their faces against Chwisaeng’s hanbok in greeting. He stroked their heads absentmindedly, his hand gliding over their fur as if they were nothing more than house cats.

Jinu frowned, narrowing his eyes as he approached him. “What now?” he asked, his voice sharp and clipped.

Chwisaeng tilted his head slightly, his expression serene. “A meeting with Gokdama and Baek-Hwa. Just the generals for now,” he replied casually.

Jinu scoffed, turning away with a dismissive wave of his hand. He dropped onto a nearby stone, his movements heavy with irritation. “I’m not going,” he muttered, handing his bow to the nearest tiger, who took it carefully in its jaws.

Chwisaeng raised an eyebrow, but his lips curved into a small, knowing smile. “Ah, yes. Normally, I would leave the moment you say that. But unfortunately, I cannot this time.”

Jinu shot him a glare, but Chwisaeng continued as if he hadn’t noticed. “Gokdama has been working on a plan,” he explained, his tone light but measured. “One that requires no help from Lord Gwi-Ma himself. It’s a surprise for him, you see.”

At that, Jinu’s gaze flicked upward, his curiosity momentarily piqued. But he quickly looked away again, feigning disinterest. “I don’t care,” he muttered.

Chwisaeng didn’t budge. He stayed exactly where he was, his calm persistence gnawing at Jinu’s patience. Finally, Jinu growled in frustration, raising his head to meet Chwisaeng’s gaze.

“Fine.”

The word escaped his lips like a reluctant sigh, and Chwisaeng’s smile widened, warm and triumphant. Without another word, he turned and began descending the mountain steps, his hanbok flowing behind him like the wings of a bird. Jinu let out a long breath, rising to his feet. He followed him grudgingly, his steps heavy with reluctance. A blue she-tiger padded beside him, her soft growl a quiet reassurance as they walked toward the palace.

The journey was silent. Jinu didn’t speak. He didn’t even glance at Chwisaeng, who seemed perfectly unbothered by the lack of conversation. When they finally reached the steps of the palace, Jinu stopped, glancing up at the imposing structure.

“Well, we’re here,” Chwisaeng said, his tone cheerful as he smiled over his shoulder. Jinu sighed again, trailing after him as they ascended the stairs.

Jinu turned to his tiger at his side, “Stay,” and the tiger paused from her steps, watching him as she slowly sat on her hunches.

The massive palace doors creaked open, revealing the vast hall within.Gokdama stood near the center, her presence commanding yet elegant. Beside her, Baek-Hwa wore an excited smile, her hands clasped in front of her as she watched them enter.

“Ah, Jinul,” Gokdama greeted, her voice warm and elated. “I’m so glad you’ve come.”

Jinu lowered his head slightly in acknowledgment, stepping into the hall. He positioned himself beside Chwisaeng, his expression guarded as always.

Chwisaeng clapped his hands together, grinning. “Ah, the group is back together!” he announced cheerfully, clearly trying to redirect the attention to himself.

Jinu rolled his eyes, but he said nothing. 

“Ah yes, I’ve called you all here for something important… a way to forever break the Honmoon,” Gokdama began, her voice calm but laced with anticipation. She turned gracefully, leading them into a large, dimly lit room. The space was bare, save for a low wooden table in the middle and an arrangement of soft pillows at each side for each general to sit on.

The faint scent of incense lingered in the air, curling lazily in the dim light.

Baek-Hwa let out a dramatic whine, her voice high-pitched and petulant. “General Gokdama, I can’t fit in here,” she complained, gesturing to herself with exaggerated frustration.

Gokdama exhaled softly, her tone clipped but composed. “Please, General Baek-Hwa, revert to your old appearance. I cannot always accommodate your… strange appendages.”

Baek-Hwa pouted before her body began to shift. A grotesque series of crunches and cracks echoed through the room as her bones twisted and broke down. Slowly, her towering form shrank, her once-monstrous appearance fading. When the transformation was complete, she was a small girl, her delicate frame draped in a flowing white dress. Her hair, unnaturally white, cascaded down her shoulders like a waterfall, partially veiling her childlike face.

Jinu watched it all silently from beneath the shadow of his gat, his dark eyes unreadable. As the others began to settle, Gokdama gracefully lowered herself onto one of the pillows, gesturing for the rest to follow suit. Her movements were smooth, deliberate, exuding authority.

Chwisaeng, ever the charmer, clapped his hands together with a bright smile. “My! General Gokdama, another new room in this palace. Simply beautiful,” he said, his tone dripping with theatrical admiration.

Gokdama allowed herself a small smile, inclining her head in acknowledgment. “Thank you, General Chwisaeng. Now, as I said, this is an important meeting. A possible breakthrough—a way to end the hunters once and for all.” Her smile widened as she clasped her hands together in front of her, her excitement barely contained.

Baek-Hwa, now seated cross-legged on her pillow, wiggled happily in her spot. Her pale face lit up with glee as she leaned forward. “We eat them? Yes? Yes?!” she shrieked, her voice reverberating through the room like a cracked bell.

Jinu winced at the sound, his expression tightening as he resisted the urge to cover his ears. Gokdama raised a calming hand, her movements measured and precise. Baek-Hwa grinned toothily but quieted down, her sharp teeth glinting in the faint light.

“A breakthrough, you say?” Chwisaeng tilted his head, his curiosity piqued, though his tone remained light and playful.

“Yes,” Gokdama confirmed, her voice softening as she leaned forward slightly. “There is another way for Gwi-Ma to grow stronger. And not just him—us as well. All four of us.”

She giggled softly under her breath, a sound that sent an uneasy chill down Jinu’s spine. From the sleeve of her loose hanbok, she plucked a delicate white fan, snapping it open with a soft, deliberate flick. The movement was almost hypnotic as she began to fan herself gently.

“Strength… That is right,” Chwisaeng murmured, nodding thoughtfully. “If we four grow stronger, we can end the hunters’ reign with ease.”

Gokdama hummed in agreement. “Humans rely on belief,” she began, her tone taking on the cadence of a teacher explaining a lesson. “They believe in gods, in spirits, in things unseen. Their belief shapes their world. And if we emerge on the surface, they will not see us for what we truly are. Not if we appear as one of them.”

Jinu’s brow furrowed slightly as he listened, his unease growing. He watched Gokdama closely, his gaze sharp and calculating. Whatever she was planning, it was clear that her ambitions extended far beyond defeating the hunters. She was after something much bigger—something much darker. Power. Or perhaps… more.

“A shrine,” Gokdama said, her voice lowering as if she were revealing a great secret. “A demonic shrine. We can teach the demon army to mimic human behavior. To act like them. To blend in. And with these shrines, humans will come to see us as gods. They will see Gwi-Ma as their lord. And in doing so, they will give us their belief.”

She paused, her gaze flicking to Jinu. Her smile widened. “And with their belief comes their souls. A cult, dear generals. A devoted following.”

Jinu stiffened as her words sank in. “My dear Jinul,” Gokdama continued, her voice sweet yet commanding. “Would you be so kind as to train some of your demon army and lend them to this plan?”

Jinu’s frown deepened. “I… that will not work,” he said, shaking his head. “The hunters will detect them easily. They are not foolish.”

“Then you must train them well, mustn’t you?” Gokdama countered smoothly, her tone unwavering. “If you succeed, we can create more shrines. Your army will no longer need to roam the surface, gathering souls one by one. These shrines will do the work for us, drawing in followers, believers, and souls for Lord Gwi-Ma.”

She snapped her fan shut with a sharp motion, the sound echoing in the quiet room. Her smile was triumphant, her eyes glinting with something dangerous.

“And if this works as I anticipate, belief will grant us more than just souls,” she added softly. “It will grant us power . Do you all understand? We can be gods,

As if summoned by her words, a shadow loomed outside the palace. The massive, glowing eyes of Sahon-Baem appeared at the window, her gaze unblinking and unnervingly large. Jinu flinched. The serpent-like demon’s eyes seemed to fill the entire frame, her presence overwhelming.

“My goodness,” Chwisaeng murmured, his hackles rising. “Sahon-Baem has grown… larger. Have you already begun this plan without telling us?”

Gokdama smiled, her expression serene. “Only a small test,” she admitted. “The recent souls sent here were my doing. And as you can see, Sahon-Baem has grown stronger. Humans are simple creatures, easy to fool. Especially those who are desperate. They will follow you if you offer them what they crave.”

Baek-Hwa clapped her hands together, giggling. “Very amazing, General Gokdama! I love you very much–ness!” she chirped, her childish excitement filling the room.

Jinu said nothing, his gaze fixed on Gokdama. The frown on his face deepened, his unease festering like a wound. He didn’t trust her plan. Not entirely. Whatever Gokdama was doing, it wasn’t just about defeating the hunters 

“Lord Gwi-Ma would definitely be happy with this, wouldn’t he?” Chwisaeng said with a faint smile, though the flicker of unease in his expression betrayed his true thoughts. His tone was light, but the weight of Gokdama’s plan seemed to press heavily on him.

“I want to be very strong, General Gokdama!” Baek-Hwa chimed in, her grin wide and filled with childish eagerness. Her voice carried a sharp edge of hunger, her excitement almost unnerving.

Gokdama chuckled softly, rubbing her chin as if considering. “And you will be, my dear Baek-Hwa. You’ll be able to eat as many souls as your heart desires. And more than that, humans will revere you as a god.” Her eyes glinted with a dangerous kind of ambition. “So, what do you all say?”

The room fell into a tense silence. Jinu’s gaze shifted to Chwisaeng, who was staring down at the table, his face drawn with thought. The flicker of discomfort in his eyes was barely perceptible, but Jinu caught it. For all of Chwisaeng’s charm and bluster, even he couldn’t fully mask his reservations.

“Jinul?” Gokdama’s voice called out, smooth and saccharine, as her sharp gaze fell on him.

Jinu’s jaw tightened, his teeth grinding together. The weight of the decision bore down on him, but there was no room to refuse. Not here. Not now. He let out a low, frustrated growl as he pushed himself to his feet. “Fine,” he spat, his voice rough. “I’ll get you your demons. Give me a month.”

Gokdama’s smile widened, her fanged teeth glinting in the dim light. “Thank you so much, General Jinul. I knew you’d come around,” she purred, her words dripping with satisfaction.

Jinu turned on his heel without another word, his movements stiff. He exited the room, his head pounding as he stepped into the corridor. Outside, the air felt heavier, the shadows longer. He exhaled shakily, his chest rising and falling as he tried to steady himself. But his breath hitched when he looked up and saw Sahon-Baem’s enormous eyes peering at him through the massive palace windows. Her unblinking gaze bore into him, her presence suffocating.

His hands trembled at his sides. He clenched them into fists, trying to will the shaking away. But the weight of her gaze—it felt like a reminder. A warning.

“Jinul?”

He flinched at the sudden touch on his shoulder and spun around. But it was only Chwisaeng, his expression soft with concern.

“Are you okay?” Chwisaeng asked, his voice quieter than usual, as if trying not to startle him further.

Jinu pulled away from him with a sharp motion, distancing himself. “Don’t ask stupid questions,” he deadpanned, his tone cold and clipped.

Chwisaeng chuckled lightly, the sound almost apologetic. “You’re right. It was an obvious question.” He shrugged, his casual demeanor returning as he rolled his shoulders.

Jinu huffed, his gaze hardening. “Don’t speak so informally to me,” he snapped before turning away. “I’m leaving. Since all of you seem so eager to do something under Gwi-Ma’s nose, I won’t waste my time here.”

He made his way toward the palace gates, his steps brisk and purposeful. But behind him, Chwisaeng followed, his usual lightheartedness dimmed by something more contemplative.

“Well,” Chwisaeng said after a long pause, his tone thoughtful. “I don’t doubt it will work. Gokdama is a clever demon.”

Jinu didn’t respond. His silence hung heavy between them, louder than any words could have been.

A demonic shrine, huh?

 

“JANGSU!” Jinu’s voice erupted in a furious roar, his frustration echoing through the living room. His eyes darted to the shredded sofa, its padding spilling out in tufts of white cotton, springs exposed like jagged teeth. The other tigers were mid-chaos, claws raking across the fabric with reckless abandon. Jangsu paced the room, roaring at them in a futile attempt at control, her tail flicking in irritation.

On the rug, Derpy sat quietly, ears pinned back against his head as he watched the commotion with a wide-eyed, almost guilty expression. Jinu groaned, the sound filled with the weight of his weariness. At the sound of his frustration, the other tigers froze, their claws halting mid-action. They whimpered under Jangsu’s growls, lowering themselves to the floor in submission as he batted at their faces with his massive paw.

Jinu pinched the bridge of his nose, his voice exasperated. “What is this, Jangsu? I leave for one second—one second—to take a bath, and I come back to… this?” He gestured helplessly at the destruction in front of him, wanting nothing more than to collapse onto the floor and pretend none of this was real.

Jangsu let out another deafening roar, directing her ire toward the other tigers, who cowered further, whining softly. Derpy, ever clueless, stood and let out a soft chuff. He waddled over to Jangsu, rubbing against him affectionately, only for Jangsu to swat him away with an annoyed huff.

Jinu’s gaze shifted to the ruined sofa again, his shoulders slumping. It’s fine , he thought, forcing himself to breathe. I can buy a new one. Rumi and the girls won’t be back until Sunday, right? Plenty of time to fix this mess.

As if to mock him, his phone started ringing. Jinu looked around in confusion, realizing the sound was coming from one of the tigers… whose mouth was currently clamped around the device. “Oh, come on!” he groaned, trudging over to retrieve it. The tiger reluctantly dropped the phone, leaving it slick with saliva. Jinu wiped it on his pants with a grimace, glancing at the caller ID.

It was Rumi.

Jinu’s heart skipped a beat, his eyes widening in panic. He quickly answered, trying not to sound as frazzled as he felt. “H-Hi, Rumi!” he stammered, forcing a nervous laugh.

“Hey, Jinu! How are you doing over there? I know it must be lonely. I still don’t understand why you didn’t want to come with us,” Rumi’s voice was warm, but there was a hint of concern in her tone.

Jinu let out a soft laugh, scratching the back of his neck. “I just thought… this kind of thing is for you three, you know? If I were there, I’d probably just distract you from enjoying it.”

“Oh, Jinu…” Rumi sighed, her voice tinged with affection. “There you go again, saying stuff like that. You’re so silly sometimes.” She giggled, and Jinu couldn’t help but chuckle softly in return.

“But still,” she continued, “I wish you were here. I want you to see us perform, see the fans… oh gosh, the fans are amazing—”

“They love you guys,” Jinu interrupted gently, a small, wistful smile tugging at his lips.

“Yeah, they really do…” Rumi’s voice grew dreamy, and Jinu could almost picture the way her eyes sparkled when she talked about her passion.

Before he could respond, movement caught his eye. One of the tigers had wandered over to the dining table and was now gnawing on the leg of a chair. Jinu shot a desperate look at Jangsu, who immediately roared, sending the offender scurrying away.

“What was that?” Rumi asked, her tone sharp with curiosity.

“N-nothing!” Jinu blurted, laughing nervously. “Just Jangsu and Derpy playing around, you know how they get. Roughhousing, hahaha.” He glanced around the wreckage—the sofa in shambles, the dining chairs chewed to pieces—and felt a pang of dread. It’s fine , he told himself again. I can fix this. I’ll just order a new sofa and chairs. It’ll be here before Sunday.

“Actually, I think we’ll be home a little earlier,” Rumi said, her voice bright.

Jinu froze. “What?”

“I miss you, Jinu,” she admitted softly. “And… well, I talked to Bobby about it, and he said we could leave early.”

Jinu swallowed hard, his mind racing. “O-oh, Rumi! I miss you too, but… shouldn’t you enjoy yourself first? I mean, it’s your first concert since your break—”

“No way,” Rumi interrupted with a laugh. “I know you think you’re giving me space or whatever so I won’t get tired of you, but that’s ridiculous. I want to be home. I want to see you. And hey, we can finally go on that date you’ve been talking about!”

“A… date?” Jinu echoed, his heart skipping a beat. For a moment, excitement bubbled up inside him. Then his eyes drifted back to the carnage—the broken sofa, the chewed-up chairs, the chaos that surrounded him—and his excitement deflated.

“When are you coming home again?” he asked, his voice faint.

“Friday,” Rumi says cheerfully.

Jinu closed his eyes, the weight of impending doom settling on his shoulders. It was Wednesday.

Ah, fuck.


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Credits: To my dearest JMLilac

Notes:

From general to housewife or whatever you call that.

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JINU MISSED RUMI. A lot. It was a strange, unfamiliar feeling. Even when she went out for a quick jog, he found himself sprawled on the bed, grumbling and huffing like a petulant child waiting for attention. He never imagined he’d become so… clingy. But after basking in so much of Rumi’s affection, her care and warmth, he felt like a starved dog—desperate for more.

He never really understood how relationships were supposed to work. Baby—blunt as ever, when is he not—had told him to go online, read up on forums, or watch videos about relationships. But no matter how much he tried, everyone’s experiences seemed so different, so contradictory.

And so, he learned the hard way. Some women hated clingy men. He’d read threads where girlfriends broke up with their partners, complaining about how suffocating it felt to be constantly needed. That terrified Jinu. It gnawed at him. His mind raced with questions.

Was he too clingy? Too needy?

The truth was, Jinu was a touchy, handsy sort of person. He loved how Rumi held him, looked at him, or spoke to him with that soft, soothing voice that felt like a lullaby. For Jinu, their relationship was built on touch—those fleeting, grounding moments that tethered him to her. Yet, it was strange to crave someone’s presence so much.

For years, he had hated being touched. He despised the vulnerability of it, the way it left him exposed to pain. But Rumi… she was different. She made him feel safe, ridiculously safe, as if nothing in the world could hurt him when she was near. And maybe, just maybe, that safety had softened him.

He’d do anything for her. Anything.

But relationships weren’t just about doing things, were they? They were about understanding, about give and take. And this part—this complicated, emotional part—felt like a puzzle he couldn’t solve.

Gah… why is this so hard to understand? He thought, his brows furrowing in frustration.

“You’re thinking so deeply, I can hear your mind gearing up,” Rumi murmured, her voice warm and teasing as she leaned against his chest. The room was dark, save for the gentle glow of moonlight spilling in through the balcony.

“Hnn, sorry,” Jinu sighed, his face nuzzling against her cheek. Her giggle was soft, the sound wrapping around his heart like a warm blanket. Her fingers tangled in his hair, drawing out a contented sigh from him—almost like a quiet purr.

“Is this about the sofa and dining chairs? You do know it doesn’t matter, right? We’ll get a new set tomorrow,” Rumi said, her voice light, trying to coax him out of his brooding.

Jinu groaned, burying his face further into her. “I should have known, really. Sorry,” he mumbled.

Rumi’s hands moved to his head, gently petting him. She pulled him closer, guiding him into her arms, and Jinu slotted himself there so easily, like he was made to fit against her. Her ability to read his mind—his needs—made him feel both grateful and guilty.

“Rumi, I’m a bad boyfriend,” Jinu whined.

Her response was a soft laugh, one that made his heart stutter. “What are you talking about now? We’ve barely been together a week since we confessed to each other.”

Jinu pouted up at her, his fangs catching the light of the moon as he tangled their legs together. “Yeah… but I’m bad at this,” he murmured. “Relationships, I mean.” He sighed again, his face burrowing into her neck.

Rumi hummed softly, her fingers brushing through his hair. “Oh, please. What happened to that whole speech about how our relationship is beyond labels? You’re not just my boyfriend, Jinu. You’re my Jinu.”

Her words made his chest tighten. He held her closer, his arms wrapping around her as if afraid she might slip away. “I’m yours. Forever. I’ll follow you to the ends of the world,” he said dreamily, his voice heavy with sincerity.

Rumi’s face flushed, her heart skipping at his words. “Jinu…” she trailed off, unsure how to respond to such raw devotion.

He didn’t seem to notice her silence, his lips brushing against her neck as his fingers played with her hair. He twirled a strand around his finger absentmindedly, his gaze soft and half-lidded. “So pretty,” he mumbled, barely aware he was speaking out loud.

Rumi’s cheeks burned as she giggled, embarrassed by his unabashed adoration. Jinu’s mouth never stopped running when they were alone—compliments, declarations of love, and wild, whimsical promises. Knowing him, he might even climb the Eiffel Tower just to shout his love for her.

It was ridiculous, adorable, and utterly mortifying.

Of all the things she expected from Jinu, this wasn’t it. She had prepared herself for intimacy—touches, kisses, maybe more. But instead, she got this… this unabashed, boyish adoration that made her heart feel like it might burst.

“You know, your marks are really pretty,” Jinu said suddenly, his hand brushing under her chin. His gaze locked onto hers, filled with so much love that Rumi thought she might combust.

She grabbed his wrist, lowering his hand. “Jeez, Jinu, you’re seriously going to send me into cardiac arrest,” she giggled.

Jinu smiled faintly. “You’ve been told to hide your marks for so long. To cover the things you should be proud of. I want to love every part of you,” he said earnestly, lifting her hand to his lips and pressing a gentle kiss to her wrist.

The gesture made her heart stutter. He placed her hand on his neck, guiding her small fingers to wrap around it.

“What are you doing, Jinu?” Rumi asked, laughing softly as he shrugged.

“Your hand is tiny. You can barely hold my neck,” he said with a toothy grin.

She rolled her eyes, exasperated but endeared. Jinu was weird, undeniably weird. But somehow, it was this very strangeness that made her love him even more.

And honestly, Rumi wasn’t so different. She had never been in a serious relationship before. Not even close. As a half-demon, she had always kept people at arm’s length, dreading the moment someone might see her demon marks and recoil in fear. Letting someone in felt too risky, too raw. Besides, she was married to her work—a double life that left little room for love.

Being both a K-pop idol and a demon hunter meant her days were consumed by relentless schedules. Early mornings turned into grueling hours of practice, live shows, and fan meets. Late nights were spent chasing shadows, hunting the creatures that threatened her world. There was rarely a moment to catch her breath, let alone entertain the idea of romance.

But now, one of her biggest struggles wasn’t the chaos of her double life. It was Jinu.

He refused to join her.

When she asked him to come to practice, he declined. When she invited him to watch a live show, he waved it off. Even for their group’s recent concert. Jinu had politely but firmly turned her down.

She didn’t understand it.

Why wouldn’t he come?

The only explanation she could think of was that Jinu was trying to give her space. To prove, in his own way, that he wasn’t too clingy. He was self-conscious about it—she knew that much. But the truth was, she loved it.

She loved the way Jinu’s attention made her feel seen, cherished, and adored in a way she’d never experienced before. She loved the way he held her like she was fragile, even though she was anything but. She loved the way he’d tangle himself around her, as if he could physically anchor her to him. As if he wanted their bodies to meld together forever.

That wasn’t the problem.

The problem was the nagging thought that Jinu was caging himself. That he was forcing himself to stay behind, locking himself in the shadows of her life just to avoid being seen as too needy.

And Rumi hated that. She hated that he felt the need to hold himself back for her sake.

But why?

Why couldn’t he see that she wanted him there? That she wouldn’t mind if he clung to her even during practices or backstage at concerts? It wasn’t like she had it all figured out, either. Relationships were new territory for both of them. And maybe it was because they were both a little broken—her with her demon blood and insecurities, him with his fear of being too much—that they fit so perfectly together.

 

THERE WAS SOMETHING JINU LEARNED OVER THE YEARS: he could never trust Romance when it came to… well, romance.

“What is this?” Jinu asked, narrowing his eyes as Romance handed him what appeared to be a perfume bottle.

“It’s a perfume,” Romance said with a wide grin, flashing his signature mischievous smile.

Jinu gave him a deadpan stare, letting the silence hang in the air before sighing heavily. “Romance, I may be old, but that doesn’t mean I don’t know what a damn perfume bottle looks like.” His voice carried the weight of exhaustion, and he pinched the bridge of his nose.

Romance, unfazed, leaned in with a conspiratorial glint in his eye. “Ah, but this isn’t just any perfume. This, my dear friend, is pheromone perfume! If she smells this on you, she’ll be all over you. She won’t ever leave! Maybe you two can even…” Romance trailed off, winking as he performed a little dance.

Jinu raised a skeptical brow. “I don’t… understand.” He examined the bottle again with a mix of confusion and distrust, his lips pressed into a thin line. Before he could say another word, Romance snatched the bottle back and sprayed him with it.

“Hey!” Jinu protested, but the words barely left his mouth before the scent hit him like a truck. His nose twitched violently, and he was sent into an uncontrollable sneezing fit.

“Achoo—! Achoo!— What the hell is this?!” Jinu barked between sneezes, his voice muffled as he grabbed a handkerchief from his pocket.

The situation wasn’t helped by the overwhelming floral aroma wafting through the shop. Surrounding them were shelves lined with fresh blossoms, filling the small space with a heady mix of scents.

“What’s going on here?” Abby’s voice cut through the chaos as he entered the shop, balancing a box of flowers on his hip. His tall, broad frame filled the doorway as he paused to take in the scene: Jinu sneezing uncontrollably, his nose red and irritated, while Romance stood nearby with a sheepish grin.

“Hey, Abbs!” Romance greeted, his tone overly casual as if nothing was amiss. “I was just helping Jinu here with his love life… but it looks like the big guy can’t handle the manly smell.”

Jinu shot him a glare between sneezes. “Manly smell, my ass! It smells like a damn chemical spill!” he growled, his voice hoarse and nasal.

Romance raised his hands in mock surrender, giggling nervously. “Okay, maybe I went a little heavy on the spritz...”

Abby set the box down on the counter, crossing his arms as he gave the two of them a long, unimpressed look. “I thought your relationship was going fine,” he said, his voice a deep rumble of calm authority.

“It is,” Jinu said quickly, still dabbing at his nose. “I just don’t understand what the hell Romance is on about.”

Abby’s gaze shifted to Romance, who wore an innocent grin that only made him look guiltier.

“Hey, I was just trying to help the big man out!” Romance defended, gesturing to Jinu with exaggerated earnestness.

Abby raised an eyebrow. “Romance, you’re about the last person who should be giving advice. You don’t have a girlfriend—or a boyfriend, for that matter. Whatever you prefer. You can’t teach Jinu about romance if you haven’t experienced it yourself.”

Romance’s cheeks flushed as he opened his mouth to retort, but Abby’s words hit their mark. Jinu smirked at the rare sight of Romance being put in his place.

“Well, okay, fine,” Romance muttered, looking away. Then, in a last-ditch effort to regain some ground, he pointed at Abby. “But what about you, Abbs? Didn’t you also die a virgin?”

The room went eerily silent. Abby froze mid-motion, his face slowly twisting into a scowl.

“Calling it ‘dying a virgin’ seems a bit much,” Jinu deadpanned, though his lips twitched in amusement.

“For the record,” Abby began, his voice taut with annoyance, “I did not die a virgin. I had a… well…” He trailed off, his expression softening as he rubbed the back of his neck.

Romance and Jinu exchanged curious glances. Romance, now looking guilty, shifted awkwardly in his seat. “Sorry, Abbs. I didn’t mean—”

“It’s fine,” Abby interrupted with a sigh. His fingers lingered over the edge of the flower box as he stared off into the distance. “It was fifty years ago. There was a war against the North Koreans. I wanted to make sure my wife and daughter were safe… so I turned to the only person who could help.”

“Gwi-Ma,” Jinu and Romance said in unison.

Abby’s expression darkened, and he nodded grimly.

Jinu stood from his stool, his tone softening. “Hey, maybe you can find your daughter’s descendants? They might still be out there.”

Abby shook his head, moving toward the back room. “No, thanks. I don’t want to mess up anyone’s life at this point. I’m happy just being here, tending to the flowers.” His voice was quiet, but there was a finality to it that left no room for argument.

Romance and Jinu watched him disappear up the stairs, the tension in the room thickening.

Jinu watched Abby retreat upstairs before settling back down beside Romance.

“Do you want to go find his descendants?” Romance asked, leaning forward with his usual enthusiasm.

“That would be hard,” Jinu replied, shrugging. “He never told anyone his real name, has he? Even back in the day, he had so many names he went by.”

Romance hummed thoughtfully. “True. But if we could somehow find his real name, we could just use one of those genealogy websites. You know, the kind where you upload your spit and suddenly find out your ancestors were royalty or something.”

Jinu gave him a tired look. “Well… not that I don’t want him to reconnect with his family, but it’s his life. His decisions. We can’t make them for him.”

Romance stared at him, his mouth slightly agape as if he couldn’t believe what he was hearing. “Are you really Jinu?” He grabbed Jinu’s shoulders and shook him dramatically.

“What the hell are you even talking about now?” Jinu asked, laughing awkwardly.

Romance squished Jinu’s face between his hands, his eyes wide with mock amazement. “Jinu, you’ve changed so much in such a short time. This is… amazing!” he cheered, leaning back and throwing his arms into the air.

Jinu rubbed his cheek, looking mildly annoyed. “I wasn’t that bad, was I?”

Romance gave him a deadpan look. “Uh, yeah, bro. You were bad bad . You couldn’t handle the demon army without siccing your tigers on us every time you got mad. And don’t even get me started on you and General Gokdama. Whenever you two stood side by side, it was like a silent battle of wills. I swear, the tension was so thick I felt like I was choking just being in the same room!” He made an exaggerated choking noise, clutching his throat for effect.

Jinu rolled his eyes, but his lips twitched into the faintest smirk. “Ah, Gokdama…” he muttered under his breath.

He still hated that woman, but there wasn’t much he could do about her now. The other two generals had been gone for centuries, and just recently, he’d seen Baek-Hwa sent back to hell by Rumi and the others.

“A snake and a tiger,” Romance mused, interrupting his thoughts. “Pretty cool dynamic, right?” He mimicked a snake slithering with one hand and a tiger clawing with the other.

“Uh-huh,” Jinu sighed, already feeling drained by the conversation.

“You know,” Romance began again, clearly not done talking, “I saw General Gokdama’s snake once. Why is it so big? Like, isn’t Lord Gwi-Ma worried that snake might just up and eat him?”

“Sahon-Baem would get one hell of a heartburn if she did,” Jinu replied dryly, just as Abby came back downstairs.

“What are you two talking about now?” Abby asked, grabbing a chair for himself and sitting down with an exasperated sigh. “Every time I leave the room, the topic changes so fast I can barely keep up.”

“Old man,” Jinu and Romance said in unison, only to be met with a sharp glare from Abby.

“If anyone here is old, it’s you, Jinu,” Abby shot back, pointing at the raven-haired man, whose face flushed slightly in protest.

“Well, for your question, we were just talking about how amazing Jinu is now,” Romance said with a grin, leaning back in his chair. “He’s changed so much. I finally understand why people say love changes you. Look at this guy. A full-on housewife.”

Jinu’s jaw dropped, his expression offended. “I am NOT a housewife!” he growled, but Romance only giggled.

“You totally are,” Abby chimed in, his deep voice carrying a hint of amusement.

“I stay at the tower by myself, and I get called a housewife?” Jinu asked incredulously, throwing his hands up.

“Uh, yeah, man,” Romance said, smirking. “You’re totally gone for that hunter girl. You’d probably cook for her if she asked you to.”

Jinu flushed, crossing his arms stubbornly. “Why wouldn’t I? Isn’t that just basic decency? Besides, what you’re saying is just toxic masculinity.”

Romance laughed, snapping his fingers. “He’s right, but wow. Dude, you’re simping so hard right now.”

Abby chuckled softly, shaking his head. “You two are ridiculous. I swear, I can’t keep up with how fast modern slang evolves.”

Jinu sighed, pulling a small notebook from his pocket. “Tell me about it. Baby gave me this ‘New Era Slang and Brain Rot’ guide, but I still don’t get half of it.” He flipped through the pages, frowning in confusion.

Romance nearly choked on his own laughter, his face turning red. Abby, meanwhile, gave Jinu a knowing shake of his head.

“This,” Romance wheezed, gesturing toward Jinu, “is what happens when you die a virgin.”

Jinu glared at him, his eyes narrowing. “You died a virgin too, so what do you care about purity or… whatever you’re talking about.” He waved his hands vaguely in the air, his gestures so awkward that both Abby and Romance burst out laughing.

Jinu sighed again, pinching the bridge of his nose. He really did act like an old man sometimes. And he can’t help it, okay? Time had gone by him so fast, and that was four centuries!

“Hey, man,” Romance said suddenly, leaning forward. “If you want, I can give you some tips. You know, for when things get spicy.” he dances again, wiggling his shoulders sultry, wiggling his brows.

“I don’t see Rumi like that,” Jinu replied flatly, rolling his eyes.

Abby smirked, leaning back in his chair. “Romance, sometimes relationships are about more than that. It’s about trust, love, and respect. Besides, they should only do that after marriage.”

“Old man!” Romance shrieked, recoiling in mock horror, only to be smacked upside the head by Abby. The sound of the slap echoed through the small shop as Abby grabbed Romance, throwing an arm around his neck and locking him in place. A mischievous grin spread across Abby’s face as he dug his knuckles into Romance’s scalp, delivering a relentless noogie.

“Ah! Quit it, you brute!” Romance whined, flailing dramatically, though his laughter betrayed his lack of real protest.

Jinu sat nearby, watching the chaos unfold with a faint, amused smile. His hands rested idly on his lap, but his thoughts wandered elsewhere. His eyes drifted downward, staring intently at his palms as if they held the answer to some unspoken question.

Marriage, huh? He sighed deeply, the weight of the word pressing down on him. Marriage meant being together forever—if the one you loved didn’t grow tired of you first. Or… If the one you love was a mortal, and you are not.

Romance, still locked in Abby’s grip, caught Jinu’s distant expression out of the corner of his eye. “Uh oh, he’s making that face again,” he said between exaggerated gasps, trying to wriggle free.

Jinu blinked, startled. “What face?” he asked, lifting his head in confusion. His hand instinctively went to his cheek, as though he could feel the expression Romance was talking about.

“That face!” Romance declared, his voice muffled by Abby’s arm. “The one you make when you’re about to get mad at us and sic your tigers on us as scratching posts.”

Before he could say more, Abby smacked him on the back of the head—again. “Stop being stupid,” Abby huffed, finally releasing Romance from his grip, who stumbled back, rubbing his head with a pout. “You all deserved that last time because none of you listened to him.” Abby plopped down into the chair across from Jinu, his sharp eyes softening.

“What’s wrong, Jinu?”

“What? Nothing’s wrong,” Jinu replied, his voice a little too quick, his expression a little too stiff. He made an odd face, as if searching for the right thing to say but coming up empty.

Romance and Abby exchanged a knowing glance, the kind that didn’t need words. 

Romance broke the silence first, shrugging. “Okay, well, since you insist. Just don’t sic your she-tiger over there on us,” he joked, pointing out the window toward the sleek figure of Jangsu, lounging gracefully outside the shop. Her sharp eyes scanned the rain-soaked street, ever observant, ever protective.

Jinu’s lips twitched into a faint smile. “Her name is Jangsu,” he corrected gently, his tone carrying an edge of pride.

“You named her?” Abby asked, raising an eyebrow, though a small laugh slipped past his lips.

“Actually, it was Zoey who named her,” Jinu admitted, his smile softening as he spoke. “Jangsu deserves it. She’s followed me since… well, since the beginning. Centuries of loyalty, and she’s seen everything—every mistake, every failure. Giving her a name is the least I could do for her.”

He rubbed the back of his neck, his voice lowering as he added, “She’s more than a tiger. She’s family.”

For a moment, the room grew quiet. The usual banter between Romance and Abby faded as they processed his words. Abby leaned back in his chair, his expression unreadable. Romance sniffed, breaking the silence with his typical lack of tact. “Jinu, man… I’m really glad you’ve changed. Being stuck in hell for 400 years must’ve sucked.”

Abby groaned, elbowing Romance sharply in the ribs. “Stop spouting crap, will you?”

Jinu chuckled under his breath, the sound light and unexpected. It was rare for him to laugh, but not impossible—not anymore.

The moment didn’t last long. The others began to return, their voices filling the shop with chatter and laughter. Jinu glanced at the clock and realized it was time to leave. The rain outside had grown heavier, thick sheets of water cascading down the windows. He hadn’t brought an umbrella, but it didn’t matter. Jangsu could teleport them home in an instant if he asked.

But he wouldn’t.

Since that day, the day he had apologized to her. Jinu had vowed not to use his tigers for his own convenience. They were no longer his tools, no longer his weapons. They had their own will, their own lives, and he wouldn’t force them to do anything they didn’t want to do. That included using their abilities for his sake.

He stepped outside into the rain, the cold drops soaking through his jacket almost instantly where the awning does not protect him from the drops. Jangsu blinked at him expectantly, her tail swishing once.

He stood outside the flower shop, sheltering under the striped awning, the faded fabric fluttering softly in the breeze. Beside him, Jangsu sat pressed against his hip, her fur slightly damp, whiskers twitching as she let out a small, contented purr. With a gentle nudge of her broad head, she brushed his arm, coaxing a faint smile from him. But Jinu’s eyes remained cast downward, watching the shimmering procession of raindrops as they raced each other down the glass, his expression heavy and distant.

His hands were buried deep in the pockets of his oversized hoodie, fingers absently tracing the seams. He barely noticed the blur of headlights and passing cars, their reflections sliding over puddles like ghosts.

Jangsu nudged him again, more insistent this time. Jinu turned, meeting the tiger’s bright gaze.

“What is it?” he murmured, voice low and flat.

Jangsu responded with another purr, rubbing her cheek along his forearm. Despite himself, Jinu let out a small, reluctant laugh, reaching up to scratch behind her ears, feeling the warmth of her gratitude.

Just then, the door beside him swung open with a soft creak and the cheerful jingle of a bell. Abby stepped out. He held out a clear umbrella, droplets clinging to its surface. It looks like one of the umbrellas Jinu had seen Baby use.

“Hey, you need this?” Abby offered, shaking it gently so the plastic shimmered in the light.

Jinu blinked, startled out of his thoughts. “Oh… Thank you,” he stammered, cheeks tinged with pink as he accepted the umbrella. Abby closed the door with a quiet click and came to stand beside him, hands stuffed in his own jacket pockets.

For a while, neither of them spoke. The rain drummed steadily on the awning above, the air cool and smelling faintly of earth and fresh blossoms. Jinu watched the city move past in slow motion, the world reduced to the hush of rain and the occasional hiss of tires on wet pavement.

Finally, Jinu broke the silence, his voice barely above a whisper. “Why are you guys still in Seoul?” He glanced at Abby, who sighed, shoulders slumping.

“We were waiting for you,” Abby admitted, his voice strangely gentle. “We thought… maybe you could end up like us. Human. It was a stretch—I mean, you’re older than all of us, a general, even. Gwi-Ma would never let someone like you go easily.”

Jinu stared at him, surprise flickering in his eyes. “You guys… were waiting for me?”

Abby looked away, the tips of his ears reddening as he scratched the back of his neck. “Ye—Yeah, well… Don’t get a big head about it. We aren’t Saja boys without you. Before all this, we barely even knew each other. Your plan got us together. Did you know Baby has ten sisters? And Romance—turns out he’s pansexual. Mystery is… well, Mystery,” Abby finished, a sheepish smile tugging at his lips.

Jinu chuckled softly, shaking his head in disbelief. “You’re right. We didn’t have much time together, but… at least now you all have the chance to live as humans. Make the most of it.”

He shrugged, but his smile was genuine.

Abby’s gaze grew serious. “And you? Will you just follow that hunter forever? When she grows old, what then?”

Jinu’s smile faded. Shadows crept into his eyes as he looked away. “That…” He hesitated, voice barely audible, “Nothing is eternal.”

Abby let out a deep breath, watching the rain. “That’s the beauty of being human, Jinu. We do what we want because we know it won’t last. That’s what gives things meaning.”

Jinu chewed his lip, a flicker of pain crossing his face. “Rumi… she never got to do what she wanted, not since she was a kid. What does that mean? She isn’t deserving of what humans have?”

Abby hummed, thoughtful. “Jinu, you’re older than everything in this city. You might not have seen every empire rise and fall, but you’ve felt the world change. Fifty years is a blink for you and a hundred is a nap for you, but it’s a lifetime for us. If you have all this time, help Rumi do what she wants. Help the hunter.”

Jinu fell silent, watching the rain slide down the umbrella in his hands. “Her father is a demon,” he said suddenly. “Do you know any demon who’s ever loved a hunter?”

Abby grinned. “You?”

Jinu laughed, a real laugh this time, shoulders shaking. “And Mystery. But he’s human now, so… just me, I guess.”

Abby’s smile softened. “Honestly, I’ve never heard of a demon falling for a hunter. Most of them are born in hell—understanding humans isn’t exactly their strength.”

Jinu nodded slowly. “I’ve lived a long time… Never once suspected a demon could love a hunter. If I can find her father, maybe he’s still alive—demons don’t die easily, right?”

Abby shrugged. “So where will you start?”

“I was thinking about Rumi’s aunt. She raised her—she might know something.”

“That sounds like a good idea.” Abby clapped him gently on the back. “Well, don’t let me keep you. Go help your girl.”

Jinu smiled, genuine warmth lighting his features. “A hug would be nice as a goodbye.” He opened his arms with a hopeful look.

Abby immediately flushed, waving him off. “No way, out out!”

Jinu burst into laughter, loud and bright, before popping open the umbrella and waving over his shoulder. “Okay, fine!”

Abby stood under the awning, face still red, but smiling as he watched Jinu head out into the rain.

Chapter 15

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JINU REMEMBERS ONE THING FROM GOKDAMA. After Chwisaeng’s so-called plan to kill the hunters with Baek-Hwa and never return, there was something that lingered in Jinu’s mind—Gokdama’s strange words. He had always found Gokdama unsettling: cruel, sardonic, someone he instinctively avoided sharing a room with. Years after Chwisaeng’s supposed “disappearance”—a disappearance that barely warranted the name, since Jinu knew the hunters were not so easily defeated, not even with their demonic shrines—the plan had only ever moved at a crawl.

Sure souls were easier to get than ever, but it was hard to train demons to act like a human when they weren’t one to begin with.

He found her in the shadowed hall of the mountain keep, the air thick with the scent of old incense and sulfur. It was just the two of them now, the last generals of hell, and Gwi-Ma, aloof as ever, seemed content to fade into the background, being fed by his followers. 

Jinu felt the years weighing on his shoulders.

“General Gokdama,” he said, exhaustion roughening his voice. The formal address felt heavy, almost absurd after so long.

Gokdama watched him from under her lashes, her posture loose and feline. “You must be so lonely, Jinu, to call me by my title,” she purred, the corners of her mouth curling in amusement.

He sighed, letting the weariness show. “The only thing I feel is regret that I didn’t go with Chwisaeng and Baek-Hwa. You’re an awful demon to be with,” he muttered, not bothering to mask his disdain.

She laughed, low and delighted, as if he’d just recited a fine joke. “Well, if I do say so myself, I am quite the conversationalist, don’t you think, General Jinul?” She tilted her head, eyes glinting. Jinu stared at the far wall, refusing to answer.

“You must miss Chwisaeng terribly, to haunt this mountain peak where he said his last goodbye.” Her words hit him like a sudden gust of wind, and he froze, frowning as he turned to look at her.

“I understand you,” Gokdama continued, her tone softening as she stepped closer, trailing her fingers lightly over his shoulder. “Chwisaeng is such a good man. He doesn’t deserve to be like us.”

He glared at her sidelong, but Gokdama only smiled, unbothered. “Do you not agree, Jinul?”

“Chwisaeng is nothing but another demon to me… But you’re right,” he admitted, voice low. “He’s better than any of us.”

She laughed again, sharp and sudden. “At last, something we agree on! I’m so happy to talk to you, Jinul. You remind me so much of—” Her hand brushed his cheek, and for a fleeting moment her expression faltered, something like pain crossing her face before she stepped back, composed once more.

Jinu studied her, caught off-guard by the flicker of vulnerability. Gokdama exhaled, then smoothed her features into a smile. “Yes… you’re a good general, Jinul. I would love to work with you more.” She sidled closer, her voice syrupy.

He rolled his eyes, exasperated. “If you need something, out with it.”

Gokdama laughed, shoulders shaking. “Oh, surely not. I’m merely here to offer you company. It wounds my heart to see you come here again and again, waiting for General Chwisaeng.” Her words were teasing, but her eyes searched his face with a strange intensity.

Jinu huffed, turning away. “I don’t know why any of you don’t care that neither Chwisaeng nor Baek-Hwa have ever come back. But if you don’t care, I won’t either.” He started down the slope of the mountain, feet crunching on the gravel.

But then, Gokdama called after him, her voice echoing in the cold air. “You see, Jinu, Chwisaeng is a strange individual,” she began, and he paused, glancing back. “He is kinder, too soft, too good. He doesn’t deserve to be a demon, don’t you think? ” 

Jinu stared at her, the words stirring something uncertain in him. He nodded, almost against his will. There had always been times he doubted Chwisaeng’s nature, and wondered if he truly belonged among them. But the demon marks on his skin were unmistakable.

Gokdama smirked, her eyes bright with secrets. “Don’t worry too much, Jinu. You’ll get the power you want, too.”

His confusion deepened, twisting into annoyance. There it was again, that word that Gokdama loves so much. ‘ Power’

“I don’t want power,” he spat, “because I’m not like you.”

Her smile widened, almost predatory. “Four has always been an unlucky number,” she whispered, her voice a silken thread. Her eyes gleamed with a strange delight as Jinu turned away, unease prickling up his spine.

What did Gokdama mean?

Did something happen to Chwisaeng? Surely not… right?

No. Jinu shook his head, trying to banish the doubt. He didn’t care for that fool. If something had happened to him, it was Chwisaeng’s own fault. Gokdama’s gaze followed him, sharp and unwavering, as he descended the mountain—her presence a shadow that lingered long after he was gone.

 

ASKING RUMI ABOUT HER FATHER… It wasn't any easier than Jinu had expected. He hesitated a moment before speaking, watching as Rumi moved around the kitchen, her hands busy with the familiar motions of making herself a cup of hot chocolate. The steam curled up between them, softening the morning light.

“Why do you ask?” Rumi’s voice cut through his thoughts, her brow raised in subtle suspicion. Jinu realized he was already seated at the counter, elbows on the cool stone, eyes following her every move.

He tried to sound casual, though his curiosity made his words stumble. “Well, you said your father was a demon… I’m just interested, you know?” He offered a small, hopefully reassuring smile. “He might still be alive.”

Rumi paused, her back briefly to him, before turning with a mug in her hands. Her expression was unreadable for a heartbeat, then she frowned, shoulders tensing just slightly. “He’s dead,” she said quietly, as if repeating a lesson learned long ago. “Celine said so.” There was something almost offended in the way her brows drew together, as if Jinu had questioned an immutable fact.

But just as quickly, Rumi let out a soft breath and forced a thin smile. “Jinu, I think he would have come back if he were alive, don’t you think?” She tilted her head, searching his face for agreement. Jinu frowned, uncertainty flickering in his eyes.

“Well… Demons can’t die,” he murmured, tracing a pattern on the countertop with his finger. “Not really. They just get sent back to Gwi-Ma. So it’s possible he’s still out there—”

Rumi interrupted with an awkward chuckle, her gaze darting away as if hoping the conversation would evaporate. “Jinu, how about a topic change?” she interjected, almost pleading. “How was your day with the Saja Boys? You know, when you told me they were human, I was really happy for them.” Her grin was bright, but Jinu could see the strain behind it.

He hid his frown behind his hand, watching her blow gently over her chocolate before taking a careful sip. “Y-Yeah, just catching up,” he said quietly, his voice barely above a whisper. It was clear: if he wanted answers about her father, Rumi wasn’t the one to ask. Maybe Celine would know more, but bringing it up might genuinely hurt Rumi’s feelings. He couldn’t do that to her—not now. Perhaps Zoey and Mira would know where to find Celine…

“Really? That’s great!” Rumi said suddenly, her voice brighter. “You should invite them over sometime. You know Zoey…” She wiggled her eyebrows, teasing, and Jinu snorted, relaxing a little as he slid off the counter to follow her to the sofa.

“I think Mystery likes her too,” he whispered with a conspiratorial grin.

Rumi giggled, rolling her eyes. “Zoey too, though she’d rather eat her own shoes than admit it. We should do a double date with them!” she exclaimed, excitement sparking in her eyes as she tossed the TV remote to Jinu, who opened it without even looking.

“Totally,” Jinu purred, sprawling across her lap like an oversized cat. Rumi didn’t even blink—she just laughed and stroked his hair, her fingers threading through the strands with affectionate familiarity.

“Actually, I was thinking,” she continued, her voice softer, “it would be nice to let them visit the tower. Have dinner here with us, hang out for a while—just… something normal, you know?”

Jinu stared at nothing, his mind turning over possibilities, plans, and memories. Despite her certainty, he couldn’t shake the feeling that Rumi’s father was still out there. And though it wasn’t really his place, he wanted Rumi to have that—someone who could love her unconditionally, the way a parent should.

He wondered if his love, fierce and loyal as it was, could ever be enough. Rumi had only known hardship under Celine’s roof. Maybe if he found her father, she’d finally be happy. Maybe she’d finally have what she deserved.

“What do you think, Jinu?” Rumi’s hand stilled in his hair, bringing him back. He looked up at her, searching her face for any sign of the pain she tried so hard to hide.

“Hmm? Yeah. I’ll ask them. They’re all a bit busy these days—everyone’s got a job now,” he murmured, his words muffled against her pajamas.

“Yes! I can’t wait to see Mira and Zoey’s faces when the boys come by,” Rumi almost squealed, her excitement infectious.

Jinu smiled, letting himself relax in her warmth. “Yeah, me too…” he trailed off, mind already spinning with plans.

And so, Mission: Make Rumi the Happiest Girl Alive began—with Zoey and Mira, of course, because they were closer to Rumi than he ever had been. 

“Rumi’s dad? Celine? Okay, fess up—what the heck are you planning?” Mira hissed, her eyes narrowed and voice barely above a whisper. Jinu shifted awkwardly in his seat, glancing between the two girls and then around the nearly empty café.

They looked ridiculous, honestly. All three of them were dressed in oversized hoodies, sunglasses, and baseball caps pulled low—like a trio of bargain-bin spies. Jinu tried not to laugh at the image, but the nervous energy kept buzzing in his chest.

He cleared his throat. “Why are we even here? I thought we could just talk about this back home.”

Zoey and Mira exchanged a look, their brows furrowed so deeply it was almost comical. You’d think he’d just confessed to arson or worse, murder.

“No one ever told you, huh?” Zoey’s voice was a harsh whisper, her eyes darting around as if expecting someone to burst through the door. “You can’t just mention Rumi’s dad. Especially not in front of Rumi—or Celine!”

Jinu blinked, confused. “I—I don’t get it. I just asked Rumi—”

“You asked Rumi?!” Both Mira and Zoey shrieked, their voices echoing much too loudly for the sleepy café. Heads turned.

A barista paused mid-latte-pour. They both flinched, shrinking behind their cups and yanking their caps even lower. Jinu bowed his head in frantic apology to the room, cheeks burning.

Before he could recover, Mira seized him by the shoulders and jerked him closer to the table, coffee nearly sloshing from his cup. “Girl, I can’t believe you would do that to Rumi,” she whispered fiercely, her glare could’ve melted steel. Zoey just shook her head, lips pressed into a thin, disappointed line.

“Dude, Jinu. The last thing I expected from you was that,” Zoey muttered, sounding more hurt than angry.

Jinu’s confusion deepened, worry flickering in his eyes. “Guys? Seriously, I don’t get it. Rumi’s dad could be alive!” He tried for a hopeful grin, but it faltered under their flat, unimpressed stares.

“Look here, lover boy,” Mira said, jabbing a finger at his chest, “you can’t just up and decide Rumi’s dad is alive because you want it to be true.”

Jinu let out a nervous chuckle, trying to defend himself. “But—he could be! Gwi-Ma’s demons never really die, they just get called back to hell, right? That’s why, before you guys rebuilt the new Honmoon, the demons kept coming back…” He trailed off as Mira and Zoey exchanged another uneasy glance.

“Well… I guess that explains some things,” Zoey admitted, her voice softer, “but still. Celine told Rumi she saw him die. Saw it with her own eyes.”

Jinu’s expression darkened, thumb worrying at his thumbnail as he thought. “Then… I’ll go back to hell,” he announced suddenly, a wild glint in his eye.

Both girls stared at him like he’d just sprouted antlers. Mira groaned and covered her face with her hands. “I knew it. He’s gone full crazy-for-her. Zoey, help me out here! Rumi is not going to like this!”

Zoey leaned in, her voice urgent and low. “Jinu, are you sure about that? You can’t go back to hell, remember? Gwi-Ma could kill you—or worse, you could get stuck down there. The new Honmoon changes everything.”

Mira shook her head, exasperated. “Why are you so weirdly obsessed with Rumi’s dad anyway?”

Jinu hesitated, his gaze dropping to the table. “I just… think Rumi deserves to meet her dad, you know? She deserves to be happy. She’s human—well, half human. But still, mortal. You all aren’t like us.”

“Ouch,” Mira and Zoey deadpanned in perfect unison.

“Not what I meant—I, ugh, I’m just saying… Fifty years for you guys is an eternity. For me…” Jinu’s voice trailed off. He stared down at his hands, flexing them as if trying to feel the weight of time. “It’s just a blink. I close my eyes and fifty years will already have passed.”

Mira and Zoey exchanged a glance, a silent understanding passing between them. Of course. This was why he was always so intense, so driven, sometimes even reckless. Immortality, they realized, was a curse of perspective. They would grow old, retire from the hunt, perhaps even fade from memory, while Jinu would remain—unchanged, forever watching.

Zoey reached across the table and patted his hand, her touch gentle. “Jinu, Rumi’s happy with you. Her past is her past. Dad or no dad, she’s glad you’re by her side. That’s what matters.”

Jinu shook his head, frustration etched in the lines of his face. “No, you don’t get it. I’m not enough for Rumi. She needs her father. I know it’s hard to explain—hell, I can’t really explain it myself—but I want to focus on her happiness because… all these years, they mean nothing to me if I don’t spend them for Rumi.”

Mira smiled, softening. “That’s really sweet. Rumi wasn’t joking when she said you were growing sappy.” As she spoke, a waiter appeared, quietly setting three slices of cake before them. Jinu didn’t even look at his. His gaze remained locked on Mira and Zoey.

“I just want to know where Celine lives,” he said quietly. “Then I’ll be out of your hair.”

Zoey’s expression hardened. “No way. She was a hunter—she’d recognize you for what you are the second you set foot on her land. She’ll gut you, Jinu. You wouldn’t even see it coming.” Mira nodded in agreement. 

“And talking about Rumi’s dad—or worse, her mom—is basically forbidden with Celine,” Mira added, her voice dropping. “That’s why Rumi’s always weird about her family. Celine never let her talk about any of it.”

Zoey stabbed at her cake, her appetite gone. “Yeah… Rumi used to ask Celine all the time about her mom and dad. Celine would just shut her down, sometimes even get angry. Eventually, Rumi stopped asking.”

Jinu’s hands clenched into fists on the table. “That’s—” he started, his voice trembling with anger. “That just makes me want to find her father even more. This Celine, this woman—she seriously sucks!” He slammed his palm down, the table splitting clean in half, plates clattering to the floor. “Ah–” Jinu squeaked, looking at them with comically wide eyes.

A hush fell over the cafe as people turned to stare. Zoey and Mira gaped at him, eyes wide.

Minutes later, the three of them stood beside the Han River, the sun shimmering on the water. Jinu scuffed his shoe against the pavement, cheeks flushed. “Sorry, guys. I got a little mad.”

Mira shot him a withering look. “ A little mad? You broke the table, Jinu. With one hand.”

Zoey tried to diffuse the tension, patting Mira’s back. “Chill, Mira. He didn’t mean it. Honestly, if I were him, I’d have done the same. I don’t hate Celine, but I hate the way she raised Rumi.” She bit down on the brim of her hat, tugging at it like an agitated animal.

Jinu and Mira edged away, eyeing Zoey warily as she gnawed on her hat.

“So… Celine, huh?” Mira asked, her tone serious now. “You really want to find Rumi’s dad?”

Jinu nodded, relief flickering in his eyes. “You believe me?”

Mira smiled, her confidence gentle but steady. “I trust you. Rumi trusts you. Zoey trusts you. I know you’ll do what you promised—even if it gets you hurt. That’s what worries me. Rumi cares about you, you know. And let me guess… you’re doing this behind her back?” She raised an eyebrow, half teasing.

Jinu laughed weakly, rubbing the back of his neck. “Totally not…” But when Mira stared him down, he slouched in defeat. “Okay, maybe a little. She didn’t answer when I asked about her dad, and now I feel guilty. I didn’t know Celine was that strict about it.”

Mira’s expression softened. “It’s not Rumi’s fault. I love her—I really do. But sometimes, the past just… lingers. Especially with Celine.”

Jinu’s face darkened, remembering Rumi’s quiet confession: that she’d once asked Celine to end her life. If Celine had agreed, he would have lost her—lost everything. His everything .

“Gah, I’m starting to hate this Celine woman,” Jinu growled, his canines showing as he scowled. Mira raised her hands in mock surrender.

“Okay, relax, lover boy. Don’t go wolfing out on me,” she teased, but Jinu only gave her a tired, warning look.

Mira sobered. “Look, Celine is—was—a hunter. And a damn good one at that.” She paused, weighing her words. “I know you can handle yourself, but…” She gestured vaguely at him.

Jinu raised a brow, mildly offended. “What’s that supposed to mean?”

“Dude, you are seriously tamed. Like, wild tiger to housecat tamed,” Mira shot back, smirking as Jinu flushed.

“I am not a housecat. I can still do what I used to do!” he protested, but even to his own ears, his growl sounded weak.

Mira just tilted her head, grinning. “Really? Okay. Look, I trust you, but you can’t get hurt, can’t die, can’t even disappear. You’re important to Rumi. You’re her weird-ass boyfriend and her goddamn sword. Without you, she’s as good as dead.” Her hands gripped his shoulders, her eyes intense.

Jinu tried to play it cool, shrugging. “Okay… no pressure then.” But sweat beaded on his brow.

Mira sighed, crossing her arms. “That’s why I’m telling you not to do this. Rumi’s dad could be long dead, and you’d be throwing yourself into danger for nothing.”

Jinu rolled his eyes, frustration simmering. “I want to, Mira. I need to. Rumi deserves to be happy. To be… complete.”

She hesitated, searching his face. “Yeah, but… don’t you? What I’m seeing is you trading one good thing for another that might not even exist. Her dad—if he was alive, wouldn’t he be here?”

Jinu fell silent, staring at the river’s slow current. “He would. But… what if something happened?”

Mira’s voice softened. “You know… I never really believed Celine when she said Rumi’s dad was dead. I’ve known Celine since I was a kid. She hated demons. Look at how she treated Rumi—forced her to hide, to keep silent, to shrink herself. She was always so selfish. I…” She trailed off, letting out a shaky sigh.

“If anyone has a real chance of finding him, it’s you, Jinu,” Mira finally said, her voice low.

Jinu smiled at her, warm despite the tension, and gently patted her arm where she gripped his shoulders. “I really do want to try. And it’s not just duty—it’s something I want for Rumi. I can see now why happiness felt so out of reach for me. My life never ends. I’m always waiting for something more.”

Mira shot him a worried look, but he just waved her off.

“I’m immortal. I can’t die. I won’t die. I’ll always look like this—like I’m in my twenties,” Jinu said, his voice oddly calm. “If I have endless years, I want to use them for her.”

Mira’s tone grew firm. “Love isn’t about serving someone, Jinu. It’s about being equal. You don’t owe Rumi service. Just love her. Be with her. That’s enough.”

Jinu looked up, meeting her eyes. “And for me, loving her means finding her father.”

Mira let out an exasperated sigh. “I can’t change your mind, can I?”

Jinu shook his head, a small, stubborn smile on his lips. “No, you really can’t.”

“Fine,” Mira said, her brow furrowing, her eyes glinting with reluctant resolve. “Then you’d better find him. Make Rumi happy. Celine doesn’t deserve her, but… maybe her father does.” She pulled a pen from her pocket and motioned for Jinu’s hand.

Jinu watched as she scribbled an address onto his palm. He stared at the words, then looked up at her, gratitude shining in his eyes. “Thank you.”

“Jinu, just remember—you’re important to Rumi too. If you even sense danger, call us. Promise me,” Mira said, her voice deadly serious.

He blinked, surprised by the intensity, but then grinned, teasing. “Is that worry I hear?”

Mira turned away, cheeks flushing. “No.”

At that moment, Zoey reappeared, her hat now little more than shreds in her hands.

“Hey guys, so… is Jinu actually going to try to find Rumi’s dad?” she asked with a lopsided grin.

Jinu glanced at her hat and raised an eyebrow. “Jeez, Zoey, what happened to your hat?”

Zoey giggled, holding up the ruined brim. “I just got a little angry.”

“A little angry is an understatement,” Mira deadpanned, shaking her head. Turning back to Jinu, she jabbed a finger at him. “Don’t die, lover boy.”

Jinu grinned, cocky and fearless. “I promise I won’t. Been alive for four centuries. I doubt I can die now.”

Mira just rolled her eyes, but a smile, tentative and hopeful, tugged at her lips.

 

“THERE WAS ONCE A MIGHTY DEMON KING

He was in total control.

He feasted on souls,

the world trembled when he roared.

But then some hunters sang some songs.

Now all he does is starve.

Can't get at the souls, and his flame grows cold,

Just a whisper in the dark.”

Contrary to popular belief, it was not Jinu who first thought of the idea of becoming a K-pop idol to defeat the hunters. The spark was actually given to him by Gokdama herself—a half-formed idea to sing to the masses, to capture their souls through music, all while the golden Honmoon hung ominously overhead. 

Gwi-Ma, for his part, seethed with anger despite the countless souls Gokdama gathered for him at the shrines. It was never enough. No matter how much she offered, Gwi-Ma’s hunger only grew, until even Gokdama’s patience began to fray.

Jinu saw it all. He knew that Gokdama used the shrines not only to appease Gwi-Ma but also to feed her own insatiable hunger for souls. With Gwi-Ma’s relentless demands, she found it harder and harder to focus on her own desires. 

But Jinu also realized a secret: most of the souls harvested from the shrines were, in truth, fed to Sahon-Baem.

Gokdama’s true intention was always for Sahon-Baem. The serpent had grown into a colossal force, its coils vast enough that Jinu sometimes wondered if it could swallow hell itself. And somehow he cannot deny the possibility.

“Gokdama, Gwi-Ma wants more souls. The souls you bring are not enough,” Jinu commented quietly, settling onto the cushion across from Gokdama. She poured herself another glass of wine, the crimson liquid catching the room’s faint candlelight. The chamber was bare save for the low lacquered table and the soft silk cushions they knelt upon.

Gokdama’s fingers drummed against the table, her painted nails clicking like distant rain. “And what do you expect me to do?” she replied, her voice edged with disdain. “My shrines can only do so much. Even gods have limits, Jinu.”

Jinu exhaled, his shoulders sagging under invisible weight. “Didn’t you say those shrines could eventually save me from gathering souls one by one? What happened to that? False promises? ” His eyes flashed, pupils narrowing into golden slits as his frustration surfaced.

Gokdama rolled her eyes, then drained her wine in a single, elegant motion. She set the goblet down with a quiet thud. 

“General Jinul. You must never grow complacent. The shrines are to break the Honmoon forever, not simply to collect souls. That’s merely…. a side effect , at best.” She tilted her glass in Jinu’s direction, a sly smile curling on her lips. “And I don’t owe you an explanation, especially when you show so little genuine interest.”

Jinu’s jaw tightened. “I don’t understand. What do you want me to do, then? Gwi-Ma grows restless. I’ve unleashed every demon I can conjure. The hunters are powerful—their voices stir the whole surface world.” He removed his gat and set it beside him, rubbing a hand over his brow. For a moment, his mask slipped, and exhaustion flickered in his eyes. He forced himself to steady his breath. Now was not the time to lose face, not in front of Gokdama.

“Breathe, Jinul,” Gokdama murmured, her smirk deepening. “I know fear when I see it.”

“You don’t know me,” Jinu growled, nails biting into the wood of the table.

“But I do,” Gokdama whispered, her voice almost tender. “That’s why I called you here. I have an idea—one I think only you can carry out.” Jinu tensed, bracing himself. Another scheme, another burden, another task he’d have no choice but to accept. “What is it?” he managed.

Gokdama’s smile grew mysterious. “Music.” With a graceful flick of her wrist, something materialized beneath the table—a battered bipa, its lacquer faded, strings dulled from age and use. It floated up, settling gently before him.

Jinu stared, stunned. “My bipa... How did you find it?” His voice trembled as he reached out, fingers brushing the familiar wood.

Gokdama watched him, her eyes glinting. “Your voice, Jinu. That’s what I want. Tell Gwi-Ma of this plan, hm? The hunters’ power comes not just from their voices, but from how they unify the humans with song. That’s what the shrines cannot do—yet.”

Jinu’s fingers hovered over the bipa’s strings. “And what do you want me to do? Sing for them? To be the same as the hunters?” His voice was barely a whisper, uncertainty and defiance intertwined. He no longer has the voice to even compare half of how the hunters are… So how—?

Gokdama’s eyes brightened, a predatory gleam flickering in their depths. “Why, yes! So you do understand what I’m proposing. If you sing for these… humans, you can take their souls as you do. It’s not so different from what I accomplish with the shrines—just with a touch more artistry. Singing, after all.” She grinned, sharp and wolfish, as Jinu’s scowl deepened.

“You fed those souls to that damned snake —if you hadn’t, we wouldn’t be facing this kind of threat,” he snapped, his voice taut with accusation.

Gokdama only smiled, a lilting giggle escaping her lips. “Whatever do you mean, General Jinul?” Her tone was light, mocking.

Jinu let out a shaky breath, anger and helplessness warring in his chest. “Selfish bastard,” he spat.

“Aren’t you, too?” Gokdama tilted her head, offering him a mock-innocent look. “You’ve been wanting something, haven’t you?” Her voice grew softer, almost sing-song. Jinu stiffened, his hand tightening around the bipa’s neck. “Your memories, was it?” she whispered, her voice suddenly intimate, dangerous. “The same memories I toyed with when you were still a small, pathetic demon.” She giggled, pointing at him as he trembled.

Jinu’s voice was barely audible, the words scraped raw from his throat. “What do you mean?”

Gokdama’s eyes glinted with secrets. “Well… Lord Gwi-Ma could certainly grant your wish to be free of your memories. If you defeat those hunters and stop the golden Honmoon,” Her smile widened as realization dawned on Jinu’s face.

“He… can erase my memories?” he whispered, his hand falling protectively on the bipa, as if the worn instrument could anchor him. But that didn't matter, he can be finally free of his guilt..

“Ah yes, of course!” Gokdama replied brightly, rising from her cushion in one fluid motion. “Lord Gwi-Ma erased mine, as you can see. I remember nothing of my past—and that is why I am so… marvelously unburdened , so powerful.” She circled the table, her robes whispering over the smooth floor, and leaned over Jinu’s shoulder. Her fingers came to rest lightly on his taut shoulders. “If you do this, you’ll be free, Jinul. No more painful memories to tether you to the surface. No more guilt. Only power—and peace.”

She smiled, her breath warm against his ear, her hands heavy with promise and threat.

“I don’t want to be powerful,” Jinu murmured, voice trembling with uncertainty. “I just… want my memories gone.” His admission hung heavy in the air.

Gokdama only laughed, the sound sharp and cold. She stepped to his side, bending close. With a swift motion, she seized his chin, her black-lacquered nails digging into his skin as she forced his face up to meet hers. “Oh, Jinul,” she crooned, her eyes glittering. 

“Everyone wants power. You’re just a step closer to it than most, you see?” She giggled, the sound echoing off the bare walls, as Jinu tried to shrink away, gaze lowering. To anyone watching, it looked like submission—a demon bowing his head, yielding to her will.

She let go, her voice turning falsely sweet. “Jinul? Be a good boy and do what I ask, will you? Just a few more souls, and I can break the Honmoon forever. Doesn’t that sound nice?” Gokdama’s smile was sharp as a blade.

Jinu exhaled shakily, glancing up at her with haunted eyes. “What are you planning , Gokdama?” he whispered, voice low, almost fearful. “Are you trying to take over Gwi-Ma? Sahon-Baem has grown larger—far larger than I’ve ever seen her. What are you planning?

Gokdama’s lips curled into a secretive smile. “That is none of your concern, Jinul. I’ve chosen you—one of the few demons worthy to rule beside me, once I have what I want.” She patted his cheek almost affectionately, then swept back to her seat with practiced grace, smoothing the folds of her hanbok as she knelt once more. She poured herself another glass of wine, the golden goblet shimmering in her hand.

“Go sing for those humans, will you?” she said, tilting her head with a mocking sweetness. “And when you return, I promise I’ll save you a seat at my table.”

Jinu gathered his gat quietly, the familiar weight grounding him. Without another word, he turned and left the palace. The heavy doors closed behind him with a resonant thud, sealing the cold silence inside.

At the bottom of the palace steps, a blue tiger waited, its fur shimmering like river water, its eyes humorously cross-eyed. Noticing Jinu’s approach, the tiger purred, weaving its massive body around his legs in excitement. Jinu barely acknowledged the creature, stepping past it with a heavy heart.

“Let’s go,” he murmured, voice barely above a whisper.

The tiger gave another contented purr and fell in step beside him, padding silently as they disappeared into the shadows beyond the palace.

The shadow itself stirred, and large eyes, as big as the sun, blinked open, watching as Jinu walked away silently. A hiss escapes Sahon-Baem’s jaw.

Notes:

Gokdama: Go forth and sing. Dont forget to do aegyo as well
Jinu: ... What the fuck is an aegyo
Gokdama: Sshhh humans will LOVE it

Chapter 16

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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IT WAS JUST AS HE REMEMBERED FROM RUMI’S MEMORIES : the graveyard, quiet and still, a scattering of wildflowers around a solitary headstone. The scene was unchanging, as if time itself paused here. So this is where Rumi grew up, huh? Jinu stood at the heart of it all, feeling the weight of the place settle around his shoulders. He turned to face the grave, taking slow, deliberate steps until he stood before it.

It was Rumi’s mother’s grave. A name was engraved. ‘Mi-Yeong’

“Hello,” he murmured, voice barely louder than the sigh of the wind. He lowered himself to his knees, bowing his head in respectful greeting. “My name is Jinu,” he continued, a nervous smile flickering across his lips. “I… suppose I’m your daughter’s boyfriend.” He rose, brushing the dust from his knees, feeling strangely self-conscious under the silent gaze of the stone.

Before coming to Celine’s home, he’d made a point to stop in town and pick up something—a small cake, carefully wrapped in plastic. He knelt again, placing the cake reverently beside the incense holder, long cold and empty.

It must be strange, he thought, for a demon to pray at a grave. But Jinu did it anyway, for Rumi’s sake. He pressed his palms together, eyes squeezed shut. “Please,” he whispered, “watch over Rumi, as you always have. She needs you still.”

The silence was thick, peaceful—until the crunch of footsteps interrupted his prayer. At the edge of his vision, something glinted in the sunlight: the cold flash of steel.

“Who are you, and what are you doing here?” a woman’s voice demanded.

Jinu stood slowly, turning to face her. She was striking, dressed in crisp white—sleeves rolled to her elbows, pants practical and neat. A knitted scarf, handmade and slightly frayed, was looped around her neck. In her hand, she held a sickle, the blade pointed at him with steady confidence.

“Hello,” Jinu said gently, hands sliding into the pockets of his worn jacket. “You must be Ms. Celine.”

The woman’s eyes narrowed. “And who’s asking?”

“I’m… a close friend of Rumi’s. I came here to speak with you about something,” Jinu said, his tone calm and earnest.

Celine hesitated, letting the sickle lower just a fraction. “A close friend? Are you part of her staff? I don’t remember seeing you before.”

Jinu could only offer a small, awkward smile. “Do you mind if we talk?”

Celine studied him for a long moment, suspicion warring with curiosity in her gaze. At last, she turned away, gesturing for him to follow. “Come.”

He followed her along a narrow path toward the house. It was a simple wooden structure, aged by the years but well cared for. On the porch, a tired rocking chair creaked in the breeze, and the front door was decorated with a bright, if somewhat lopsided, purple flower painted by a child’s hand.

Inside, the air was cool and faintly scented with herbs. Celine—who now seemed less threatening and more tired—ushered him to a sofa. “Please, sit. I know Rumi and I have… our problems, but she didn’t have to send you here to talk to me.”

Jinu shook his head quickly, clearing his throat. “She didn’t send me,” he admitted, watching as Celine froze in place.

“She… didn’t?” Her voice was quiet, uncertain. “Then… what brings you here?”

She moved to the kitchen, pouring a glass of water and setting it before him on the low table. 

Jinu accepted the glass and took a small, cautious sip, the cool water settling his nerves for just a moment. He set the glass down carefully, fingers lingering at its rim.

“As I said, I came here to ask you something…” His voice wavered, and he cleared his throat, trying to steady himself.

Celine’s gaze sharpened. “A question… about what?”

“About Rumi’s father,” Jinu said quietly.

The room seemed to freeze. Celine’s hands, once steady, suddenly clasped each other tightly in her lap—a nervous gesture she couldn’t quite suppress. Her expression darkened, eyes searching Jinu’s face for some hidden motive.

“So you know, then?” she asked, voice thin and trembling.

Jinu nodded, his own hands fidgeting in his lap. Celine looked away, her jaw clenched. “I don’t understand why you came here about that. Everyone knows that Rumi’s father died. And you—I don’t know you at all…” Her eyes narrowed, suspicion flickering across her face.

Jinu forced a nervous laugh. Relax, Jinu. You’re good at acting—just pretend you’re not terrified. “As I said, I’m Rumi’s friend, and I just… really need to ask. Is her father really dead? Are you sure?”

Celine’s face shuttered, lips pressing into a hard line. “Why does it matter? The past is the past. Why are you digging up old wounds?” Her voice rose, anger and something like pain mingling there. “Are you sure Rumi didn’t send you? That girl—”

“She didn’t. I swear, I came on my own. I want to know more about Rumi—about where she comes from. Please, Ms. Celine, work with me here,” Jinu pleaded, his voice earnest.

Celine let out a sharp sigh, her knuckles whitening as she gripped her own hands. “I have the right to refuse. You should leave now,” she said, rising abruptly.

Jinu’s eyes widened with desperation. “Wait, please, Ms. Celine! Can’t I just ask—just one question?”

She glared down at him, her patience worn thin. “No, you cannot. These are not questions for outsiders,” she said, voice cold and final.

Jinu groaned softly, shaking his head. “Please, Ms. Celine. Just this once. Rumi has always done what you asked, never questioned you. But I need to know. Please tell me what happened to her father.”

Celine froze, her back to him now. Her shoulders trembled slightly, and her hands shook where she clutched them to her chest. “Please,” Jinu pressed, his voice softening, “I know you care about Rumi. I do, too. So… did her father really die? Or is there more you can’t say?”

Celine turned slowly, her glare sharp enough to make Jinu flinch. She stepped closer, eyes searching his.

“How can I trust you?” she demanded, her voice a low hiss.

Jinu swallowed hard. “Because… Because I’m Rumi’s boyfriend,” he admitted, cheeks reddening at the words.

Celine stared at him, surprise flickering over her face. The anger faded, replaced by something softer, almost vulnerable. “Oh my… Rumi has a boyfriend now?” she murmured, more to herself than to Jinu. She stepped back, suddenly embarrassed, and sank onto the far side of the sofa, rubbing her forehead. 

“Oh goodness… please, sit,” she groaned, gathering herself.

Jinu managed a shy grin and sat again, watching as Celine composed herself.

“I assume you’re asking because you care about her?” Celine asked, her voice gentler now.

Jinu nodded, unable to find words.

Celine smiled, a tired, bittersweet thing. “That’s good. Rumi deserves someone who cares for her.” She paused, taking a deep breath. “About her father… I—Forgive me. I’ve never told anyone what happened. Not even Rumi. It’s strange, talking about it now. But lately, I’ve been trying to… change.” She gestured vaguely, as if searching for the right words.

“That’s fine, Ms. Celine,” Jinu reassured her, his voice soft. “Take your time.”

Celine let out a shaky, deep breath, her eyes distant as though she were peering through the years. “Surely you know what Rumi is by now, right? But… I’ll still explain, of course.”

Jinu glanced at her with genuine surprise before nodding. “Ah, yes. Please, go on.”

Celine gathered herself, hands smoothing the fabric on her knees as she cleared her throat. “I will tell you a tale. Are you interested to hear?” she whispered.

Jinu blinked, glancing around the cozy living room as if expecting an audience, then smiled. “I am,” he said, settling in.

Celine’s voice grew soft, almost singing, as she began.  

“Long ago, demons have always haunted our world. Stealing our souls and channeling their strength back to their king, Gwi-Ma. until heroes arose to defend us. Born with voices that can draw back the darkness, singing songs with courage and hope. But hunters are more than warriors, our music ignites the soul and brings people together. With this connection the first hunter created a shield to protect our world. The Honmoon, every generation a new trio of hunters is chosen to fulfill our ultimate duty, a barrier so strong it is impenetrable that will keep the demons and Gwi-Ma from our world forever. The Golden Honmoon”

A hush fell over the room. The words hung between them, ancient and heavy. “And Rumi is one of those hunters in this era,” Celine murmured, finally unclasping her hands. There was a tremor in her voice, pride and sorrow intermingled.

Jinu listened, wide-eyed. The story was familiar; he was of course already a demon at that era, lived its consequences—but hearing it from Celine, it felt mythic, holy… Beautiful somehow, just like Rumi. “That’s… amazing,” he breathed, a small, awed chuckle escaping him.

Celine glanced up, a small, grateful smile touching her lips. “Is that so?”

He shrugged, rubbing the back of his neck, suddenly shy. “I always knew Rumi was something spectacular. Honestly, this doesn’t really surprise me.”

Her smile grew, lines of worry easing from her face. “I’m glad. I am so happy Rumi found someone like you. I always regretted forcing her to hide her marks… It made her grow apart from others, left her feeling isolated. I have carried that regret for so long,” she whispered, her head bowing as the confession slipped out.

Jinu leaned forward, heart pounding with empathy and a touch of anger. He knew how much Rumi had suffered, how Celine’s choices had shaped her loneliness. But he also felt a flicker of hope—if Celine truly regretted her choices, maybe there was still a chance for healing.

Rumi had given him a chance, and he used that chance to change for the better. Celine herself needs to use those same chances that Rumi is giving her. 

“You can still fix it, you know,” Jinu said gently. “You raised her. Maybe… you did it in a strange way, but I know Rumi still loves you. There’s time to make things right.”

Celine’s eyes widened, shimmering with unshed tears. “You… you think so? I’ve tried to talk to her, but every time, my shame… it’s too much. I’m terrified she’ll turn away from me,” she admitted, voice trembling.

Jinu swallowed, then stood and moved to sit beside her. He placed a reassuring hand on her shoulder, grounding her with his presence.

“She won’t,” he said quietly. “But she needs to hear it from you. Just try, Ms. Celine. She’s waited a long time.”

“I care immensely about Rumi’s happiness… It is… what my purpose is,” Jinu said quietly, his voice barely above a whisper. Celine turned to him, the corners of her mouth lifting into a small, bittersweet smile.

“I see that,” she replied, her gaze lingering on him. “If you apologize to her—if you just talk to her—I believe she’ll be happy. Rumi still loves you, Celine. And I think she would appreciate hearing from you, even just once more.” Jinu’s smile was gentle, encouraging.

Celine’s eyes widened, shimmering with unshed tears. She lowered her head, shadow falling across her face. “I see,” she murmured, her voice trembling. “I see now why Rumi cares for you. I am happy… truly, that she met someone like you. A person who can understand her better than she could,” Her hands tightened around the edge of her scarf, knuckles white. 

“I have always seen Rumi as my own daughter, but… I realize now, I never let go of her mother’s memory after she died in labor.” Celine sighed, the sound heavy with years of regret. “I have hurt Rumi in ways that are… completely unforgivable. But you’re right. I still have time to fix things.” She looked up, meeting Jinu’s eyes as he nodded encouragingly.

She tried to smile, then hesitated. 

Jinu clears his throat awkwardly, he might have forgotten his purpose here. “So… about Rumi’s father—”

Celine’s expression shifted, surprise flickering across her features as she hastily brushed away her tears. “Ah, yes. He left something behind—something meant for someone important to him. I told Rumi that he had died, but in reality, I… I don’t know where he went. He simply vanished.” Her voice wavered, and Jinu’s brow furrowed in concern. He watched as Celine rose to her feet, motioning for him to follow.

“Come with me. There’s something I want to show you,” she said softly. Jinu stood and followed her across the creaking floorboards to a staircase. She led him up, stopping before a locked door. From her pocket, Celine produced a tiny brass key, her hands trembling as she unlocked the door.

The room beyond was dim and almost empty, save for a curious altar at its center—or was it an altar? In the middle of the far wall hung a scroll, delicate and ancient, depicting a majestic dragon. The beast’s scales shimmered with a faint violet hue, its long, serpentine body coiled gracefully, four powerful legs braced as if in mid-flight. A wild, lion-like mane framed its intelligent eyes, which seemed to gaze directly at them.

Jinu’s breath caught in his throat. He looked up and saw, painted across the ceiling, a vast mural of dragons—some entwined playfully, others soaring through clouds, but one in particular stared straight down, its eyes wide and all-seeing.

“What… What is this?” Jinu managed, awe and a hint of fear in his voice.

Celine rested a reassuring hand on his shoulder. “Do not worry. This room is safe.” Her voice was gentle, reverent. “Long ago, dragons protected us—before the hunters came. Or so the stories say.”

“Dragons?” Jinu echoed, still fixated on the scroll. The dragon’s painted eyes seemed to follow him, ageless and wise.

“It’s a legend,” Celine admitted, a wistful smile on her lips. “But then, so were hunters, once. People used to say… dragons were the ones who granted us our voices. Or so I heard as a child.” She laughed, a little embarrassed by her own uncertainty.

Jinu chuckled softly. “You don’t sound too sure, Ms. Celine.”

Her cheeks colored. “No, I suppose I’m not. But many people believe dragons were once our protectors. Perhaps that’s why the world hasn’t fallen into ruin—because of them. And now… it’s up to us to carry on that legacy, to unite everyone as one.” She spread her arms wide, as if embracing some invisible presence.

Jinu looked back up at the ceiling, marveling at the artistry. The dragons’ bodies intertwined, caught in an eternal dance. Yet one dragon—a solitary figure—looked down at him, its gaze solemn and unwavering.

As if, amidst all this chaos, the dragons still saw the truth.

At the threshold, Jinu noticed delicate lettering carved into the wood above the door—words that beckoned him closer.

“Light up the darkness.
We will sing our song.
With this strong voice,
We will heal this world.”

Jinu mumbled the words under his breath, his gaze fixed on the inscription above the door. The weight of their meaning seemed to fill the silent room.

Celine glanced at him, a bittersweet smile on her lips. “I’ve never asked you this—rather embarrassing, really, after all this time.” She rummaged carefully through the altar, her hands searching with purpose. “Ah, what is it?” Jinu asked, curiosity flickering in his eyes.

“Your name. I can’t believe I forgot to ask for Rumi’s boyfriend’s name.” Celine exhaled, rolling her eyes at herself. Jinu let out a gentle laugh.

“It’s fine, Ms. Celine. My name is… Juni,” he replied, giving her a small, reassuring bow. Call out the lack of creativity, but he has to be careful in case Celine knows his name…

Celine’s expression softened. “I’m happy to meet you, Juni. Truly. Rumi is lucky to have someone like you,” she said, her voice warm with gratitude. She paused, looking down at the scroll she now held in her hands, the ancient paper trembling slightly.

“Ah, yes. As you might know… Rumi’s father is a demon. Before he left, he told me something strange,” she continued, her voice lowering as if revealing a secret.

Jinu folded his arms, leaning in. He could feel it—the truth was near, just out of reach.

“It was odd, really. When Rumi was born, he took care of her for several months. He cherished her. But then, something changed. Around that time, more and more souls began to vanish, though demons themselves stopped appearing.” Celine’s brows furrowed with the memory.

Jinu’s own brow creased. “Demons… stopped appearing?” He tried to recall those years—where had he been? What had he seen? All those years he had spent in hell were boiling under all his guilt and anger… It was hard to remember things…. Fuck .

“Yes. And Rumi’s father grew restless. He was once under Gwi-Ma’s control, but when I asked if he was worried about Gwi-Ma, he said no.” Celine shook her head, her voice tinged with sorrow. “When Rumi was about five months old, he left her in my care. He said he would come back, that he had to save someone dear to him.”

“Someone dear to him…” Jinu echoed, rubbing his forehead as he tried to make sense of it. Who could be so important that Rumi’s father would abandon his own daughter? Didn’t he already have Rumi, and her mother? Why leave?

Celine watched him, her sadness etched in every line of her face. “I’m sorry, Juni. I know this must be a lot to take in. I can’t even imagine how Rumi would feel. I couldn’t bring myself to tell her her father left for someone else. I don’t know if this person is human or demon. I just… don’t know,” she finished, her voice barely above a whisper.

Jinu gave a weak, understanding smile. “I—yeah, I get it. This would… this would really hurt Rumi,” he said quietly. Celine’s shoulders shook as she sighed.

“Do you see why I hid it from her? I was torn. Rumi’s father is a demon, yes, but he was a good man. I wasn’t ready to care for Rumi, but I did what I could. For years, I waited, hoping he’d return. But as time passed, I realized he never would. That fear grew—fear for Rumi, and for what she might become with those marks. That… Like her father, she will leave me too. Leaving me no memory of her mother.”

She held out the scroll to Jinu, her hand trembling ever so slightly.

Jinu’s gaze drifts downward, drawn by the soft shimmer of the painting before him. Four figures emerge from the delicate brushstrokes: a tiger, a fox, a snake, and… a dragon. Something about them tugs at the edges of his memory, a haunting familiarity he can’t quite grasp.

“What is this?” he asks quietly, his voice barely disturbing the hush of the room.

Celine hesitates, her hands folding together, knuckles whitening. “Rumi’s father is—was—an extraordinary painter,” she murmurs, her eyes distant. “He painted these four animals and told me it was for someone special. I always assumed it was for… Rumi, you see. So I kept it. But then I realized, if I showed her, it would only bring more questions.” She looks away, voice trembling with unspoken worries.

Jinu studies the painting more intently. The tiger’s eyes, vibrant yellow, seem to watch him with a silent intensity. The fox’s eyes are white, almost luminous. The snake’s are deep, endless black. And the dragon—its gaze is a piercing, regal purple.

“The painting doesn’t mean anything,” Celine says, almost pleading with herself. “I’ve analyzed it for years, turning it over in my mind, wondering what could be so important about it that it had to belong to Rumi.” Her words taper off as Jinu’s eyes search the animal faces, trying to unravel the thread of recognition winding through his mind. The animals felt… familiar, as if from a half-remembered dream.

“He has other paintings, but none were as important as this one. Let me see for a moment. Please wait.” Celine moves back to the altar, the fabric of her pants whispering over the floor as she knelt and hummed softly—a tune that might once have soothed a child to sleep. She rummages through a box of scrolls pushed under the altar, her movements slow, deliberate.

“He’s very old-fashioned, as you can see,” she says, a shaky laugh escaping her lips. “Prefers scrolls to canvas. Says they keep the soul of the painting safer.” Her hands tremble as she brings out more scrolls, their edges worn with age.

Jinu glances up at the ceiling, tracing the faint lines of dust above, then back at the scrolls as Celine lays them out. There are paintings of sky and forest, of sunlight and shadow. One shows Rumi’s mother, serene and beautiful, cradling a tiny, swaddled Rumi. Jinu’s eyes linger on it, and Celine notices. She picks it up with reverent care, pressing it into his hands.

“Here. Bring this to Rumi. Tell her I want her to have it.” Her voice is a whisper, but her grip is firm, her eyes shining with a mixture of sorrow and hope.

Jinu nods, overcome with a sudden, gentle gratitude.

“As you can see, even I could not understand Rumi’s father,” Celine says, more to herself than to him. “I know he loved Rumi very much. But he left, and I… I was not ready for her. I know that’s not a good enough reason to treat her like an outcast, but I love her. I do. I love her for who she is.” Her words are heavy, her hands shaking as she rolls the other scrolls away, her shoulders hunched under the weight of regret.

Just as she reaches for the painting of the four animals, Jinu stops her with a gentle touch. “May I take this one as well?” he asks, his voice careful, respectful.

Celine looks at the painting, frowning in thought. “Yes, of course. Please bring it to Rumi. I never understood it, but… perhaps she will.” She rolls it up and hands it to Jinu, their fingers brushing briefly.

He hesitates, then asks, “This person—the one he painted it for—did he really never tell you who it was?”

Celine pauses, placing the last scrolls back in the box. “Not exactly… I suspect it’s a demon, like Rumi. But I can’t be sure. I don’t believe he had another woman—he truly loved Rumi’s mother.” She clasps her hands together, standing straight, the years of uncertainty etched into her face.

“Right. Thank you, Ms. Celine,” Jinu says, bowing deeply.

Celine startles at the formality, a soft laugh escaping. “Please, just call me Celine. You’re important to Rumi. I’d like you to call me Celine.” She smiles, small but genuine.

Jinu returns the smile, tucking the scrolls carefully into the inner pockets of his jacket. “Thank you—Celine,” he says, the name soft on his tongue, heavy with new meaning.

Well, this plan was a bust. Not only had Jinu failed to find anything concrete about Rumi’s father, but even more questions had surfaced, swirling in his mind like leaves in a restless wind. Why did Rumi’s father leave? Who was this mysterious person he cared for so deeply that he would abandon Rumi to Celine? Each step away from the room seemed to birth yet another uncertainty, each more confusing than the last.

As they stepped out into the hallway, Celine turned the brass key in the lock with a quiet finality. The click echoed in the silence between them. Jinu hesitated, glancing at the worn wood of the door before speaking. “Celine… Rumi’s father, what is his name?”

Celine paused, her expression momentarily shadowed, then she answered quietly, “It’s Chae-Song.”

The name meant nothing to him. It sounded too human, too ordinary. Jinu’s stomach twisted with frustration. That can’t be all there is. He shot Celine a questioning look, and she seemed to read his thoughts. “But,” she added, “he used to have a demon name. He never once used it with us.”

Jinu nodded, absorbing the new information. So, he has a demon name. Chae-Song, he repeated in his mind, trying to sense if the name was a disguise for something older, more powerful. Could his real name be similar, hidden just beneath the surface?

They descended the staircase, the old floorboards creaking beneath their feet. Jinu slowed his pace, voice gentler now. “Thank you, Celine. If you’re willing… would you be the one to talk to Rumi about her father? Even painful, she deserves the real truth.” His words hovered in the air, tentative but sincere.

Celine’s hand trailed along the worn out railing, and her reply was soft, almost vulnerable. “Ah… Yes, I wish to, if that’s alright with you. It may be the start of something good.” Hope flickered in her eyes as she glanced at him, her grip tightening on the key in her hand.

“It really may be,” Jinu murmured in agreement, his own hands unconsciously tightening on the bulge of his jacket, where the scrolls he’d found rested heavily against his chest.

Outside, Celine didn’t hesitate to escort him to the gate, walking beside him along the overgrown pathway that wound back toward town. The late afternoon sun filtered through the trees, casting dappled shadows on the cracked flagstones.

“This place is nice, Celine,” Jinu said, finally breaking the silence. His voice was wistful. “I hope… next time I visit, it’ll look much livelier.”

Celine offered him a smile, fragile but sincere—the smile of someone who had lost much, but found a glimmer of hope. “Don’t hesitate to call Rumi and the girls here,” Jinu added quietly. “I’m sure… they would want you back in their lives.”

Celine nodded, swallowing hard, her eyes glistening with an emotion she didn’t voice. “I will, Juni,” she said.

He turned to leave, glancing back one last time. “Take care, Celine.”

“You as well, Juni,” she replied, watching him as he made his way down the path, watching as he slowly walked down the mossy stairs.

When he finally loses sight of Celine—who had just turned away to head back home—Jinu lets out a low whistle. In response, a shimmering blue portal blossoms open beside him, rippling like water. Jangsu leaps out with feline grace, landing lightly on the grass. 

The tiger gives a small, rumbling growl; her tufted ears flick forward and her tails swish in curiosity. She immediately pads over and noses at Jinu’s jacket, her wide, luminous eyes blinking once in surprise at the unfamiliar scent. Then, without hesitation, she begins rubbing her face all over his side, marking him with her scent.

“What the—hey!” Jinu laughs, caught off guard and a little ticklish, as he pets Jangsu on the head, his fingers sinking into her thick fur.

“Alright, girl,” he sighs, feeling the press of time. “I know I said no using your powers for my own sake, but I really gotta get home before Rumi notices I’m gone—or worse, gets worried and checks my location again. I have it turned off, but you know her. She might panic if she sees it off.” As he speaks, he swings himself onto Jangsu’s broad back, settling into the familiar warmth.

Jangsu chuffs, a sound suspiciously like a laugh. Jinu rolls his eyes. “Ha, ha, very funny. Who knew I’d be the one sneaking around?” He gives her a gentle nudge.

A new portal shimmers into existence beneath them, and the world blurs as they sink through. In a blink, they reappear atop Rumi’s balcony, high above the city, the air tinged with night-blooming flowers. Jinu slides off Jangsu’s back, steadying himself with a hand on her strong neck. They move quietly into Rumi’s room, careful not to disturb anything. The room is empty, thank goodness .

From inside his jacket, Jinu carefully pulls out two scrolls, the paper crackling softly. He offers them to Jangsu, who opens her mouth on instinct. He slips the scrolls onto her tongue, and she snaps her jaws shut with a soft click.

“Keep these safe, alright? I can’t have Rumi knowing what I’m up to. Knowing Celine, she’ll take her time telling Rumi the truth, but I want her to do it. She deserves that much,” he confides, the weight of trust in his voice. Jangsu’s only response is a slow blink, her gaze bored but patient.

“Too much information?” Jinu grins, but before he can say more, the door bursts open.

“Jinu!” Rumi’s voice is bright with relief. She barrels into him, tackling him onto the bed. The mattress creaks as they land in a tangled heap.

“R-Rumi! Hey, what’s gotten into you?” Jinu stammers, laughing breathlessly as Rumi settles on his stomach, pinning him with her weight. She holds up her phone, the screen glowing.

He squints at the message. “W-What is that?” he asks, confused. The sender’s name is unmistakable—Mystery?! And… it’s a message agreeing to a double date with them? Jinu’s eyes widen. He’d been sure Mystery and Zoey were history. Since when did he ever work up the nerve?

“Mystery? How did you get his number?” Jinu blurts, still incredulous. Rumi just smirks, her eyes twinkling mischievously.

“I have my ways,” she replies, flopping down beside him. At the edge of his vision, Jangsu quietly slips from the room, her jaw closing tightly around the scrolls. Jinu lets out a silent sigh of relief.

Just then, Derpy lumbers in, Bird delicately perched atop his head, dozing. “Does Zoey know about this?” Jinu asks, turning to Rumi.

“She does, and let me tell you—she’s so excited!” Rumi grins, kicking her legs with infectious enthusiasm. Jinu can’t help but smile, warmth blooming in his chest. He turns on his side, wrapping an arm around Rumi’s waist and pulling her close.

“That’s good,” he murmurs, nuzzling her cheek with his own as she giggles softly.

“I missed you,” Jinu groans, wrapping his legs around her like a koala, refusing to let go.

“Oh gee, you big koala!” Rumi laughs, squirming, but he only holds her tighter.

For a moment, surrounded by the soft glow coming from the balcony and the scent of home, Jinu wishes this could last forever. “Stay, Rumi,” he mumbles, voice thick with longing.

She stops struggling, melting into his embrace. For a heartbeat, the world is quiet. Then, she hugs him back, her arms tight, her whisper soft against his hair. “I will. Always.”

Jinu bites his lip, holding her close, savoring the moment. He knows—someday, when her time comes, she’ll have to leave, too.

“I know,” he says, barely above a breath.

Notes:

Jinu just breaking the "are you a demon?" allegations by Celine by telling her he is Rumi's boyfriend LMAO. Looks like he dodged a bullet there ^o^

Chapter Text

JINU AND MYSTERY WERE, BY ALL ACCOUNTS, AWKWARD IDIOTS. Not that they didn’t know that—they absolutely did.

“So…” Jinu started, his voice trailing as the two of them sat side-by-side on the concrete ledge just outside the HUNTR/X tower. Mystery turned toward him, fingers laced nervously, his leg bouncing with barely-contained anxiety. Jinu could see the faint blush creeping out from under messy bangs that shielded almost half of Mystery’s face.

“Zoey and you… huh? Who knew,” Jinu said, flashing a crooked, teasing smile. Mystery returned it, though his was shaky and uncertain, a breath escaping his lips like he was holding back a laugh and a sigh at the same time.

“Don’t be too nervous,” Jinu said, nudging him with an elbow. In truth, Jinu’s own hands were icy cold, his nerves crackling under his skin. This was their first ever date. A date with Rumi. He could hardly believe it. Rumi—his Rumi—was actually with him, and now, they could finally date. How many times had he imagined this moment? How many times had he—

Before he realized it, he was bouncing his leg in sync with Mystery. The nervous energy buzzed between them, unspoken but unmistakable. Mystery eventually tapped his shoulder, breaking the spell, just as Rumi and Zoey emerged from the tower’s sliding glass doors.

“Rumi!” Jinu called, springing to his feet. Next to him, Mystery’s face lit up with an excitement so pure it almost looked cartoonish—if he had a tail, it would be wagging.

“Myst! Oh my gosh, I—I can’t believe you’re really here again!” Zoey gushed, her voice bright and bubbling over with delight. Mystery, still blushing, nodded silently, his smile wide and goofy.

Jinu turned to Rumi, grinning as he gently reached for her hands. “Hey, Rumi,” he said, a softness in his tone he didn’t bother to hide. Rumi shot him a warm, slightly bashful smile in return. “Hey yourself. You look good,” she replied, giving him a playful once-over.

He glanced down at his outfit: a crisp white dress shirt with the sleeves rolled up, tucked into loose-fitting slacks. He flushed, suddenly self-conscious. “Thanks. You, uh, you look amazing too,” he managed, his voice barely above a whisper.

Rumi wore a black turtleneck sweater tucked into tailored white pants, a delicate gold star necklace glinting at her throat. Her boots—a sleek black leather—completed the look. “I know,” Rumi smirked, though her cheeks flushed pink as she looked away.

Zoey’s voice rang out, snapping them back to the moment. “Hey guys! Let’s go! Oh my goodness, I’m so excited for our first double date!” She squealed, linking arms with Mystery, who nearly melted from embarrassment and happiness.

Jinu offered his arm to Rumi, which she accepted, their arms tangling together comfortably. Zoey and Mystery led the way, Zoey chattering animatedly while Mystery simply beamed at her, looking as if he’d won the lottery. Jinu and Rumi followed at a slower pace, savoring their brief privacy before dinner.

“Our first official date,” Rumi murmured, glancing at him with a sideways smile.

“A real date, in the modern era,” Jinu replied, more to himself than anyone, his eyes wide in awe.

Rumi laughed, poking his side. “You sound so old! Just call it a date.”

He grinned, a little sheepish. “Can you blame me? First date ever,” he admitted, the words floating away in the summer evening air.

Their dinner spot was nothing fancy—just a green canvas tent strung with fairy lights, set up over a handful of picnic tables on the grass. The scent of grilled food mingled with the fresh night air, and laughter from other diners blended with their conversation. 

The food was delicious, the talk easy and full of smiles. But what made the night truly magical was the ease of it all—how Jinu could sit close enough to Rumi to feel her warmth, how their knees brushed under the table, how he could look at her and not worry about what anyone else thought.

He caught himself staring—again and again—while Rumi and Zoey talked animatedly. Mystery barely said a word, too busy gazing at Zoey with heart eyes. Jinu couldn’t blame him; he felt the same about Rumi. It was all so sickeningly sweet that anyone watching might be tempted to throw up rainbows. And, if they stuck around long enough, they’d probably end up shitting rainbows, too. It was that disgustingly, heart-meltingly adorable.

Eventually, the couples split up for some alone time. Zoey all but dragged Mystery away, her intent clear in her sparkling eyes. Mystery shot Jinu a panicked, hopeful look; Jinu just waved him off with a grin.

“Looks like they’re having fun,” Rumi giggled, her voice warm as she leaned into Jinu’s side.

“So now we’re alone,” Jinu sang, plopping down beside her on a worn wooden bench beneath the tent’s edge. Rumi blushed, nudging him with her elbow.

“Was this your plan all along?” she teased, eyes glinting.

“And if it was?” he shot back, waggling his eyebrows.

“How sly,” she giggled, shaking her head. Jinu took her hand, squeezing gently.

“We both needed our alone time. Them, too. I know how much Mystery’s been waiting for Zoey… you know how he is.” He laced his fingers through hers, feeling the steady beat of her pulse.

Rumi’s head found his shoulder. “I’m glad for them,” she breathed.

“Me too. After everything that happened… I think we all deserve this,” Jinu replied. He brushed his thumb over her knuckles, holding the moment together like it might slip away if he let go.

Rumi sighed, content. “Turns out, things can be good, huh?”

Jinu smiled, feeling more at home in this moment than he’d ever been before. “Yeah… they really can.”

Turns out, good can really last a long time, huh? Maybe there were new things Jinu could still learn from Rumi. Maybe—just maybe—he could finally start to believe he deserved all this.

He stared at the sky, lost in thought, until Rumi’s voice brought him back.

“What are you thinking?” she asked, lifting her head from his shoulder, her eyes searching his face.

“You,” Jinu blurted, the word slipping out before he could even process the question. Rumi colored a deep red, then gave a snort of laughter.

“You are so sappy,” she teased, but there was a fondness in her voice.

Jinu just grinned, unabashed. “Sure, but I guess I’m your sappy,” he said, winking. Rumi rolled her eyes but let her head fall back on his shoulder, her hand warm in his.

They drifted into a comfortable silence. For a while, they simply watched the world go by—birds wheeling above the rooftops, strangers laughing and wandering past, snippets of conversation floating on the evening air. The moment felt suspended, peaceful, as if nothing bad could ever reach them here.

But Jinu’s thoughts slowly circled back to Rumi, and the ache that lived quietly in his chest. Her father—he still hadn’t found him. His half-baked plan had brought him nowhere. Now he was left with two paintings: one of Rumi and her mother, and another that stirred something deep within him, something he couldn’t quite place. It felt familiar, yet frustratingly out of reach.

How could he promise Rumi happiness when he was stuck at this crossroads? He knew he wouldn’t hesitate to go back to hell if it meant finding answers—he could always slip back down, check in, see how things stood. He was bound to Rumi now, not hell. He doubted Gwi-Ma could even sense him peeking in. The Honmoon was new, but perhaps he could carve a small hole, just for a glimpse.

If Rumi’s father wasn’t here… then maybe, just maybe, he was in hell.

But it was odd. Jinu hadn’t even realized a demon had fallen in love with a human—he’d missed so much. His mind—his memory always been a little scattered, even as a general, and centuries in hell had only frayed his memory further. There was a reason for the holes in his recollection—first he’d forgotten Baek-Hwa’s face, and now…

Jinu stifled a sigh, careful not to disturb Rumi. He squeezed her hand a little tighter, grounding himself in her presence.

He had to find her father. It was the only way he could give Rumi the peace she deserved—a life without pain, a life where she could truly be happy. He wanted to give her that, more than anything. It was the least he could do for someone he loved so much, someone for whom he’d gladly carve out his own heart.

 

A TIGER, A FOX, A SNAKE, AND A DRAGON. “What does this mean?” Jinu murmured, his voice lost to the night wind as he sat on the tiled roof of the old house—his now favorite spot aside from being beside Rumi of course. The moonlight cast pale shadows across the curved tiles, glinting off the worn scroll spread across his lap. Behind him, Derpy watched with a low, uncertain croon, his eyes soft and unfocused. 

Jinu’s gaze was fixed on the painted animals: a tiger crouched beneath bamboo, its amber eyes narrowed with suspicion; a fox, wild and bright-eyed, caught mid-leap through a tangle of brambles; a coiled snake, scales gleaming, mouth slightly open as if whispering secrets; and a dragon, its sinuous form lost in swirling clouds, eyes downcast and mournful.

“A tiger that watches you with distrust, a crazy fox, a snake that looks hungry, and a dragon that looks sad…” Jinu muttered, tracing each figure with his fingertip. “Derpy, does this mean anything to you?” He turned the scroll so Derpy could see. The tiger tilted his head, his perpetually crossed eyes making it look as though he was staring off into the distance rather than at the artwork.

Jinu couldn’t help but grin at the sight, the tension easing from his shoulders for a moment. He snorted, rolling up the scroll with a soft laugh. “Sorry, Derpy. I didn’t mean to put you on the spot.” Derpy let out a confused, almost wounded growl, peering back at the scroll as if it might reveal its secrets on a second glance.

Jinu unrolled the parchment again, smoothing it out with careful hands. There was something about these animals—a tug of recognition, a whisper at the edge of memory. It was like a word hovering at the tip of his tongue, just out of reach.

“What is it… Come on,” he sighed, flipping the scroll over to check for hidden writing or symbols. Nothing. He ran his fingertips over the back, feeling only the faint grain of the paper beneath his skin.

Derpy nosed at Jinu’s hand, cool and comforting. Jinu reached up absentmindedly to rub the tiger’s head, staring into the tiger’s painted eyes. For a heartbeat, the world narrowed to that gaze—suspicious, searching, almost alive. Derpy rumbled in disappointment when Jinu’s hand stilled, demanding more attention.

Jinu glanced at him, a crooked smile flickering across his face. “You see? I’m hopeless. I can’t figure out a thing.” He flopped back with a dramatic sigh, one hand raking through his hair in frustration. The tiger’s eyes seemed to glimmer in the moonlight, unblinking. “If I don’t figure this out soon, I’ll rip a hole in the Honmoon myself and drag Rumi’s dad here with my bare hands!” he groaned, dropping his head to his knees in exasperation. Derpy echoed his mood with a forlorn growl.

Jinu turned to Derpy, noticing how the creature’s ears were pressed flat against his head, his whole body tense. The mere mention of the word "Hell" seemed to have spooked him. “Oh, no, Derpy… I was just—well, it’s just a backup plan if things go sideways, you see,” Jinu tried to reassure him, but Derpy let out a small, anxious whine that trembled in the night air. Jinu sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose, feeling the weight of everything he didn’t say pressing down on him.

“Derpy… Look, it would be quick. Remember the demon shrines?” he continued, voice lowering to a conspiratorial whisper. “I have this strange theory—just hear me out—that even though the Honmoon was built to be impenetrable, there have to be weak spots. Places where the old demonic shrines were built, cracks in the foundation, easy to tear if you know where to look.” He laced his fingers together, restless energy crackling in his movements as he turned to face the moon. For a heartbeat, he raised his hand as if he could catch the moon itself in his palm.

“It’s crazy, I know. But I’ll only do it if there’s no other choice. If I can’t find Rumi’s dad here, on the surface, then—” He slowly closed his fist, as if sealing the plan away. Derpy whimpered, lowering his head until his snout touched the tiles.

“Aw, Derpy, it’s not like I’ll be gone long. If anything, I’ll only make a tiny tear—just a blink. In and out before Rumi or the girls even notice a ripple in the Honmoon,” Jinu tried to sound light, but his words fell flat in the hush of the night.

Derpy looked up, a sad chuff escaping him, his eyes reflecting worry. “Besides, this is just a failsafe. For now, we need to check those demonic shrines and see if my theory holds water. If it does, we’ve got a way in. And if I find Rumi’s father, I’ll tell the others about the shrines so they can dismantle them for good.”

But Derpy only lowered his head again, this time covering his eyes with his paws in a silent, dramatic protest.

“What’s that supposed to mean?” Jinu asked, genuinely perplexed, gesturing at Derpy’s sulking form. Derpy reluctantly lifted a paw, fixing him with a look that said, 'You’re lying to Rumi, aren’t you?' Jinu let out a nervous, guilty laugh. 

“Not lying, just… omitting! Just like with her father. The truth comes out eventually. We can’t be hasty. Celine will probably tell her the truth about her father’s disappearance soon anyway. That’s stage one: her happiness,” he said, more to convince himself than Derpy, clenching his fist tightly.

Derpy whined again, ears drooping with worry.

“Derpy, I promise—I’m not lying. Rumi will understand. She has to…” Jinu’s words faltered, shame flickering in his eyes. He rolled the scroll up and handed it to Derpy, who dutifully opened his mouth and tucked it away. Jinu hesitated, unable to meet Derpy’s gaze, until the creature nudged him gently, pressing against his side in silent support.

“She’ll understand,” Jinu repeated, voice barely above a whisper. “Besides, I doubt we’ll ever need the failsafe. But we have to be careful, okay?”

Derpy responded with a soft, tentative chuff.

“Tomorrow, we’ll find those demonic shrines—just you and me. Knowing Jangsu, she’d throw a fit at the mere mention of demons,” Jinu said, forcing a grin as he ruffled Derpy’s head. He stood, stretching the stiffness from his limbs before climbing onto Derpy’s back.

“Let’s go home,” he murmured. Derpy’s mood lifted instantly, and he let out a joyful roar that echoed across the rooftops before leaping from the tiles, carrying Jinu into the night.

The tower was quiet when Jinu slipped in through the balcony, guided only by the gentle glow of moonlight spilling across the floor. Rumi was already asleep, her breathing soft and even in the hush of the room. Derpy let out a small, contented purr, looking up at Jinu with sleepy eyes as Jinu carefully opened the door to let him out. The little creature padded away, claws barely making a sound on the polished wood.

“Jinu?” Rumi’s voice was thick with sleep as she stirred, propping herself up on one elbow. Her long hair tumbled around her shoulders, catching the silver light. Jinu turned to her, smiling softly.

“Hey,” he murmured.

“Where have you been? After our date, you just disappeared.” Rumi’s brows drew together in concern as Jinu made his way to her side, settling down on the edge of the bed and gently running his fingers through her hair.

“Just went out with Derpy. He’s been feeling cooped up here lately, wanted me to come with him,” Jinu answered quietly.

Rumi’s lips curled into a small smile. “He can always ask me to come along, you know. What about the other tigers? I hope they aren’t too cooped up either.” She frowned, worry flickering in her eyes.

Jinu chuckled softly, brushing a stray strand from her cheek. “Derpy’s a special case. Jangsu takes care of her pack. Sometimes, at night, they go out for a run together. Don’t worry about them, hm?” His reassurance made her grin.

“That’s good. Maybe next time I’ll take Derpy out for a walk,” Rumi mumbled sleepily, sinking back into the bed and tugging Jinu down with her. He settled in, wrapping an arm around her and pulling her close.

“You should. I swear, Derpy likes you more than he likes me,” Jinu whispered in her ear, making her laugh softly.

“That’s not true,” she giggled, and he wound a finger around a lock of her long purple hair, marveling at the way it caught the light. Rumi sighed contentedly.

“Let’s sleep. Tomorrow, me and the girls have to go out again,” she said, nestling into the pillows.

“What for?” Jinu asked, curiosity piqued.

Rumi opened one eye and smirked. “It’s a secret.”

Jinu pouted, letting out a small groan. “I want to know…”

She squirmed as he ran his hand along her side, giggling. “Fine, fine! I relent! We’re going to the bathhouse,” she admitted between fits of laughter.

Jinu flushed, hiding his face in the pillow. “What is that reaction? You’re so old!” Rumi teased, still giggling as Jinu grumbled into the pillow.

“Forget I even asked, Rumi,” Jinu mumbled, half in embarrassment, half in playful irritation.

“Go to sleep, Jinu,” Rumi said gently, running her hand through his hair. He only grumbled in response, but held her a little tighter. The room fell into a peaceful silence, so much so that Jinu thought Rumi had already drifted off.

But then, in the quiet, she whispered, “Jinu?”

He hummed softly, not opening his eyes.

“I haven’t said this enough, but… thank you for making me happy. Life feels more colorful than it ever has,” she breathed, her words barely more than a sigh.

Jinu slowly lifted his face from the pillow, meeting Rumi’s gaze in the darkness. For a long moment, they simply looked at each other, the distance between them shrinking.

“Me too,” Jinu murmured, voice thick with emotion. He inched closer, their faces nearly touching, lips hovering just apart. Rumi’s eyes flicked from his to his lips, and for a heartbeat, neither of them moved.

Then, with a gentle smile, Jinu pressed a kiss to the tip of her nose. “Good night, Rumi,” he whispered softly.

Rumi’s smile was tender as she replied, “Good night, Jinu.” And in the quiet comfort of each other’s arms, they drifted into sleep, the world outside fading away.

 

THERE ARE FOUR DEMONIC SHRINES IN SEOUL AND ONLY IN SEOUL. He and Derpy had planned to visit at least all of them, and each one seemed to blur together—ancient, traditional, all carved from the same age-old pattern. But these weren’t just any shrines. Each was dedicated to one of Lord Gwi-Ma’s four generals, every shrine with its own twisted version of a god. 

Jinu didn’t care much for the stories or rituals. All that mattered was that these demonic shrines attracted the souls Gwi-Ma demanded—and as long as the shrines were fed, Gwi-Ma’s attention shifted away from Jinu. The pressure eased, if only for a while.

This shrine looked as old as time: dark wood beams, blackened by rain and sun, roof tiles slick with moss. The air pressed down heavy, thick with incense and something sharper—sulfur, biting at the edges of his senses. Jinu could almost taste the asphalt on his tongue, bitter and unpleasant. Yet, there were visitors here. Tourists, mostly, wielding cameras and curiosity, as if the shrine was just another picturesque relic—something to cherish, something to cross off a list.

They had no idea. This wasn’t a place of worship. It was a trap, built to lure believers to false gods. Beside him, Derpy, his companion in this strange game, let out a soft, uncertain whine. His tail lashed, claws scraping against the stone, refusing to go any further. He crouched next to the base of a tiger statue, fur bristling, golden eyes fixed on the shadowed doorway.

“Hey... I get it. It feels like hell, but it’s not actually hell,” Jinu murmured, glancing down at Derpy. He froze as a group of tourists turned, watching him with wary amusement. To them, Derpy was probably just a stray cat, or perhaps not there at all. No normal human could see a demon, after all.

“Aha... move along, people, nothing to see here,” Jinu said, leaning casually against the railing as the group shuffled past him up the steps.

Derpy still wouldn’t move, his body tense, every muscle ready to bolt. Jinu sighed and nodded. “Okay, fine. I’ll be quick,” he promised, ruffling Derpy’s head before heading up the stairs alone.

Inside, the shrine was dim and close. The thick wooden doors muffled the street noise, and the scent of incense grew so strong it made his eyes water. He bit the inside of his cheek, stifling a sneeze.

The interior looked deceptively ordinary: paper lanterns swaying from the rafters, casting a dull red glow that seemed to stain every surface. Stone tiger statues crouched in each corner, their faces frozen in eternal vigilance. Tourists wandered with cameras, ignorant of the darkness beneath their feet.

Jinu stood in the central aisle, forcing himself to breathe slow. He could feel the Honmoon—the barrier between worlds—thinner here, like stretched leather ready to tear. Whoever built this place had known exactly how to weaken it. Of course Gokdama knew she was older than the land itself.

There were probably shrine keepers, human believers, tending the altars and sweeping the floors, never questioning the “god” they served.

He walked slowly, his footsteps muffled by the worn tiles. At the altar, offerings piled high: bowls of fruit, candles, folded paper prayers, and a great golden urn overflowing with incense, smoke curling like ghostly fingers toward the rafters. A faded yellow cushion sat before the altar. Jinu knelt, glancing up at the hanging scroll.

A tiger, inked in bold, predatory lines, glared down from the scroll, its eyes almost alive in the lantern light. Jinu felt its gaze prickle on his skin, and he looked away. There was something cult-like about this place, a secret lurking just beneath the surface. He wouldn’t be surprised to find a hidden chamber below, a tunnel leading to where the true believers made their offerings.

He exhaled shakily, feeling unease crawl up his spine. Maybe the real demons weren’t the ones born in hell, but the humans who worshipped them. He could see why Gokdama had chosen this method—humans were easy to deceive. Blind faith was a powerful tool. Feed them a “truth” wrapped in gold, and they’d swallow it whole.

“Fuck,” Jinu whispered. He looked down at the tiles. He could feel the Honmoon pulsing here, as if it were fighting back against the shrine’s corruption.

The fail-safe would work, he reminded himself. But he felt sick standing here—anxiety twisting his gut, cold sweat crawling down the back of his neck. The shrine felt wrong, so wrong it made his skin crawl.

A scream shattered the silence. Jinu rushed outside, heart pounding, to find a woman collapsed on the stones, her face white as wax. “Mama! Someone! Help!” a small boy cried, shaking her arm. Tourists gathered, lowering their cameras, panic spreading.

Nearby, a couple stood frozen. The woman clung to her partner, lips tinged blue, face ashen. “We should go. I feel... sick. Something’s wrong with this place,” she whispered. Jinu stared in horror as her soul seemed to flicker, rising like pale mist from her body—and she too crumpled to the ground.

“Ming? Are you okay? Ming?!” her partner cried, catching her as she collapsed. Jinu staggered back, his breath coming in shallow gasps. What was happening? How were souls leaving their bodies, when no demon was present to claim them?

“Excuse me! I’m a doctor, let me help!” A woman’s voice cut through the panic, brisk and clear. She rushed over, her loose, casual clothes rumpled as if she’d just rolled out of bed, but the stethoscope slung around her neck marked her as the real thing. The crowd instinctively parted for her, giving her room to kneel beside the first collapsed woman.

Jinu slipped quietly out of the shrine, his presence almost unnoticed amid the chaos. He edged toward the fallen woman, heart thudding. Her chest still rose and fell. She was breathing, but her face was ghostly pale, lips tinged an unnatural blue.

He watched as the doctor checked her pulse and airway, calm but quick, her hands steady. Jinu felt a chill crawl up his spine. This woman… she has no soul . He could see it—an emptiness where her spirit should be, a hollow echo in the air. Yet her heart still beat; she lived on, body intact while her essence was missing.

What in the world is going on? Has this always been happening here? Jinu turned slowly, eyes drawn back to the shrine. The stone tigers seemed to glare at him now, their carved eyes full of accusation. He exhaled, breath shuddering. This was bad—worse than he thought. Maybe the fail-safe wasn’t enough. Maybe he needed to warn Rumi and the others. These shrines had to be destroyed. Immediately.

The truth was horrifying: these shrines were taking souls without the help of any demon. How? Was it something about the place itself? Some old, hidden power that gnawed at the boundary between worlds? Without the help of any demons? How is that possible then?

“Please help my wife as well,” called the desperate man, carrying his limp wife over. The doctor nodded briskly, gesturing him down. “Lower her here, please. Does anyone have an umbrella? The sun is too hot—this could be heat stroke,” she said, her voice practical as she glanced at the crowd.

Jinu bit his lip, watching from a careful distance. Heat stroke? He wanted to shout the truth. No, it’s not the sun. Their souls are being taken—right out from under you.

“Gokdama… how is she doing this?” Jinu whispered, voice trembling as he hurried out of the temple. The memory of what he’d just witnessed clung to him like a shadow. At the temple gate, he glanced around anxiously. “Derpy?” he called, his tone laced with desperation. But his companion was nowhere to be seen.

He stepped down the worn stone stairs, scanning the empty road. The only signs of life were the solemn tiger statues flanking the gate and a handful of passerby, their eyes drawn toward the commotion within the temple. “Derpy!” Jinu whistled sharply, his nerves fraying with every second.

Suddenly, a small shimmering portal blinked into existence at his side. Derpy’s striped head poked through, ears pressed flat with fright. “Derpy! Oh, thank god,” Jinu breathed, relief flooding him as the tiger padded fully from the portal, whining softly. Derpy hissed at the stone tigers, then pressed his broad head into Jinu’s hands, seeking comfort.

“Listen to me,” Jinu said, voice low and urgent. “We need to check all the temples. Something’s wrong—something feels… off.” He swung onto Derpy’s back, gripping his fur. Derpy purred, muscles tensing, and together they leapt through the portal.

The next temple loomed quickly: this one gleamed white beneath the afternoon sun. A fox statue stood sentinel at the gate, its stone eyes almost watchful, playful. Derpy whimpered, shrinking back. “Stay outside,” Jinu instructed, tone gentle but firm. Derpy growled softly in protest but obeyed, tail lashing.

Inside, chaos reigned. Someone had collapsed at the heart of the temple, and a cluster of people fanned them desperately with folded newspapers and portable fans. Jinu’s heart plunged. He dodged the crowd, pushing his way toward the inner shrine.

A single white cushion waited in the center, stark against the polished floor. Above it hung a scroll, its inked fox staring back at Jinu with knowing eyes. The swirling patterns on the scroll jogged something in his memory, but he didn’t pause to dwell on it. He hurried past the commotion and out to Derpy.

“Derpy, next temple. Go,” he ordered, urgency sharpening his words. Derpy roared, the sound echoing off the ancient stones.

The Snake Temple was teeming with visitors—foreigners snapping photos, locals lighting incense. Jinu wove through them, eyes flicking to the shrine where another scroll hung. A snake coiled menacingly across the parchment, its gaze seeming to follow him.

The Honmoon felt incredibly thinner in this area than the other temples.

What is Gokdama doing? Jinu wondered, unease curdling in his stomach. He returned to find Derpy pacing anxiously, refusing to go near the gate. “Derpy. Last temple,” Jinu murmured. The tiger nodded, tension visible in every line of his body.

The Dragon Temple stood apart. Its doors, heavy and weathered, were shut tight. The grounds were eerily silent, dust motes swirling in the stagnant air. Jinu pressed against the door, wood groaning as it swung open on broken hinges.

Inside, ruin greeted him. The temple was a wasteland—dust, sand, and gravel blanketed the floor. Outside the gate, a dragon statue lay mutilated, its head and feet severed.

“I don’t get it. Four shrines for four generals. Gokdama, Chwisaeng, Baek-Hwa, and me. One is forgotten,” Jinu muttered, the words barely more than breath. He circled the room, eyes roving over the desolation. An empty table sat at the heart of the shrine, a long-cold incense stick lying atop it. The wall where the scroll should have hung was bare.

He stared at the emptiness, the silence pressing in. No cushion, no offerings—no sign anyone had cared for this temple in years. Derpy let out a mournful croon, rubbing his head against Jinu’s shoulder in silent comfort.

This place was different. Though demonic in origin, it felt… sacred. Primal power hummed in the air, old and undisturbed. No wonder the Sahon-Baem are growing so fast , Jinu thought. But these shrines have stood for nearly three centuries…

Could it be…?

How did the hunters not notice this? Unless Gokdama hid it all… Jinu always knew she was good, she was smart. Cunning. Those false gods—each shrine with its own animal: a tiger, a fox, a snake… and—

He froze, staring at the decapitated dragon statue outside. Turning to Derpy, he said, “Derpy, give me the scroll.” The tiger obediently coughed up the scroll, saliva glistening on the parchment. Jinu caught it, unrolling it with shaking hands.

Four figures stared back at him: a tiger, a fox, a snake, and a dragon.

“Rumi’s dad knows about the shrines,” Jinu realized aloud, a chill crawling up his spine. How? Who is this-

His phone rang, shattering the silence. He nearly dropped the scroll, heart leaping as he glanced at the caller ID. Rumi.

“Hello?” he managed, pulse pounding.

“Mind telling me why you went to Celine?” Rumi’s voice was sharp, suspicious.

Jinu’s heart sank.

Oh fuck.

Chapter 18

Notes:

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Chapter Text

JINU FELT LIKE A CHILD BEING SCOLDED , the weight of Rumi’s glare bearing down on him. “I can’t believe you! You went to Celine alone?” Rumi’s voice was sharp, her words biting. Behind her, Zoey and Mira stood awkwardly, their damp hair clinging to their shoulders as though they’d just returned from the bathhouse. They exchanged nervous glances but said nothing.

Jinu chuckled awkwardly, shifting in his seat on the sofa while Rumi paced back and forth, her agitation palpable. “Rumi… I’m fine,” Jinu said softly, trying to ease the tension. From the corner of his eye, he saw Mira facepalm, clearly exasperated.

Rumi stopped dead in her tracks, spinning on her heel to glare at him. “And what if you weren’t?” she snapped, her voice trembling, her expression a mix of anger and fear.

Jinu stood slowly, his hands raised as though to calm her. “Rumi, nothing happened. I simply visited your mother’s grave,” he said gently.

Rumi let out a shaky breath, her arms crossing defensively over her chest. “I don’t understand why you did it, Jinu. You didn’t have to go. Celine could have hurt you,” she said, her voice breaking slightly.

“But she didn’t,” Jinu replied, his tone steady. “Rumi, relax. Come sit down.” He gestured to the sofa, but Rumi shook her head, refusing to budge.

“What were you doing there?” she asked again, her eyes boring into him, demanding answers.

Jinu hesitated, his gaze darting to Mira and Zoey, who both looked away guiltily. So, they told her, huh? he thought. Letting out a resigned sigh, he reached inside his jacket, pulling out a carefully rolled scroll.

“Here,” he said, extending it to her.

Rumi frowned, her confusion evident as she took the scroll from his hands. “What is this?” she asked, her voice laced with suspicion.

Jinu didn’t answer immediately, his expression somber as Rumi unrolled the scroll. Her breath hitched as the painted image of her mother holding her as a baby came into view. The resemblance was striking, the love in her mother’s painted eyes so vivid it almost felt alive.

“Wh-What is this?” Rumi whispered in shock, her hands trembling as she stared at the painting. She folded the scroll abruptly, as though trying to shield herself from its meaning, only to unfold it again moments later, unable to look away.

“I went to Celine to ask about your father,” Jinu explained, his voice careful, measured. “She said she wanted to tell you herself… but she gave me this. Your father painted it.”

Rumi’s fingers clenched around the edges of the scroll, her knuckles white. “I—I don’t get it,” she said, her voice barely audible. Her legs buckled slightly, and Zoey and Mira rushed to her side, gently guiding her to the sofa.

“My father painted this?” Rumi asked again, her wide eyes locking onto Jinu’s.

He nodded, guilt etched on his face. “I’m sorry for doing this behind your back,” he admitted. “I just… I was hoping to find your father. For you.”

“Find my father?” Rumi’s voice rose, a thread of anger weaving through her confusion. She looked back down at the scroll, her eyes scanning every detail. “He’s dead, isn’t he?” she whispered, as though trying to convince herself.

Jinu’s mouth opened, but no words came out. Finally, he managed, “I—I don’t think so. Celine told me he left. He was there when you were five months old. He left you in her care.”

Rumi’s eyes widened, her world tilting as the revelation sunk in. “He… left me? Why?” she asked, her voice cracking like glass.

“That’s what I’m trying to understand,” Jinu confessed, his voice earnest. “I’ve been trying to find him.”

“You what?” Rumi stood abruptly, her emotions a chaotic storm. “No… Hah—I’m so confused… Dad is alive? Turns out he was the one originally taking care of me before just… leaving me? Celine knew all this time and never said a word? I don’t get it!” Her voice rose to a scream, echoing in the room like thunder.

Suddenly, the Honmoon rippled. The air around it shimmered, the rainbow hues pulsing fiercely before settling back to their usual glow.

Zoey let out a startled squeak as everyone turned to the seal in shock. “Rumi, calm down,” Mira said urgently, placing a firm but gentle hand on her shoulder.

Rumi’s breath hitched, her tears spilling freely now. She clutched the scroll to her chest as though it would anchor her in the chaos. “I—I’m sorry, I just don’t understand,” she sobbed, turning into Mira’s comforting embrace.

Jinu stood frozen, his hands twitching at his sides. His thoughts spiraled, guilt gnawing at him.

Look at what you’ve done. You made her cry. 

And here you thought you were doing a good thing. 

Poor Rumi… How could you do this? You really are a monster.

“Jinu.” A soft voice pulled him from his thoughts, and he flinched. Zoey stood beside him, her hand on his shoulder, her expression concerned. “Are you okay?” she asked.

Jinu nodded wordlessly, his throat tight. Gathering himself, he approached Rumi cautiously. Mira stepped aside slightly, giving him space.

“Rumi,” Jinu murmured, his voice gentle. He reached out, taking her hand in his. Rumi looked up at him, her tear-streaked face breaking his heart.

“I—I’m sorry for yelling at you,” she said, her voice thick with emotion.

Jinu smiled softly, brushing her tears away with his thumb. “Nah, it’s fine. I deserve that,” he said, pulling her into a warm embrace.

Rumi sniffled against him, her grip on the scroll loosening slightly as she clung to him.

“I don’t get it. Why did he leave?” Rumi sniffled, wiping her face with unsteady hands. Her voice was quieter now, the sharp edge of anger replaced by a fragile calm. She glanced back down at the scroll, her gaze lingering on the painted image of her mother holding her as a baby. For a moment, Jinu held her silently, his arms offering comfort, though his heart felt heavier than he’d ever admit.

But then Rumi raised her head, her expression shifting into something resolute and pained. “Stop searching for him,” she said firmly, her voice steady despite the sorrow in her eyes.

Jinu’s breath caught. His eyes widened, and he opened his mouth to argue—but the words died on his lips when Rumi looked down, avoiding his gaze. “I have to talk to Celine… about all of this,” she murmured. Her voice carried a quiet determination, one that left no room for protest.

She gently broke away from Jinu’s hold, handing the scroll back with trembling hands. Without another word, she turned and disappeared into her room. The faint sound of drawers opening and closing followed.

“I’m so sorry, Jinu. My stupid mouth,” Zoey admitted, her voice small as she stepped closer, placing a hand on Jinu’s arm. He turned to her, his eyes hollow, his expression unreadable.

“I—at least she knows now, right?” he said, his voice empty, as though he was trying to convince himself more than Zoey. He looked down at the scroll in his hands, the weight of it much heavier than before. He had expected Rumi to be happy—to feel some closure, some joy. Instead, she was hurt, confused, and distant.

What does that make me now? I failed, I failed at everything I do . Jinu thought bitterly.

“Jinu…” Mira’s voice was soft, cautious, as she stepped closer. He raised his head to look at her, letting out a shaky laugh that sounded more like a sob. “It’s fine,” he said, his voice cracking. “I wasn’t… making any progress anyway. He might have really gone back to hell. I—I just… I don't understand why Rumi isn’t happy .” His words came out breathless, his confusion raw.

He clutched his wrist tightly, his nails digging into the fabric of his jacket as if trying to ground himself. 

Mira sighed, the weight of his despair pressing on her, too.

“I should have stopped you, Jinu,” she said softly. “I told you before—sometimes the truth hurts more than the lie.”

Jinu shook his head violently, as if trying to shake off her words. “I tried to do something good for her!” he snapped, his voice rising with frustration. He held up the scroll, the painted memory trembling in his grasp. “This—this plan was supposed to make her happy. Wouldn’t she be happy if I found her father? If I brought him back instead of just a memory?”

“Jinu…” Zoey’s voice was cautious now, her brows furrowing. “What are you planning?” she asked, her concern evident.

“I… nothing—I was planning nothing at all,” Jinu stammered. He shook his head, his voice dropping to a whisper. “I just wanted her to be happy. I tried to…”

But the ache in his chest grew heavier, his head pounding with a dull, relentless pain. His demon mark burned against his skin, as if mocking him. 

He felt feverish, sick, and utterly drained. He wanted to vomit, he wanted to cry. He wanted to do all of those things. And it makes him sick, because Rumi was the one hurt here. Not him.

“Are you okay?” Mira asked, worry etched across her face. She placed a steadying hand on his shoulder.

“I—I’m fine,” Jinu lied, though his face betrayed him. He gestured weakly toward Rumi’s room. “I think you should ask her that instead.”

But his own thoughts betrayed him, a cruel voice whispering in the back of his mind:

Happiness? You only brought her pain.

As always, you fail to give her what she truly needs.

Jinu, you truly are a failure.

“I think you need someone to talk to, too,” Mira said, her voice low but firm. “Whatever the reason you started doing this, it’s… it’s unhealthy, Jinu. You’re obsessed with finding her happiness.”

Zoey nodded in agreement, her hands clasped together tightly. “Yeah, I was just thinking that as well. It’s worrying, Jinu. You’re so focused on her happiness that you’re forgetting about yourself.”

“I-It’s because that’s my purpose,” Jinu reasoned weakly, his voice trembling. He avoided their eyes, gripping the scroll tightly.

Mira and Zoey exchanged crestfallen looks. “Jinu, you need to trust Rumi with some things,” Zoey said gently. “This wasn’t trusting her.”

She turned toward Rumi’s room, opening the door slightly to check on her. Mira lingered behind, her gaze heavy with concern as she looked at Jinu.

“Jinu, I know you mean well. I really do,” she said softly. “But I don’t want you to lose yourself in this. If you keep going like this, Rumi will end up losing two people she cares about.”

And with that, she left him alone in the living room, following Zoey into Rumi’s room.

Jinu stood there, frozen, their words echoing in his mind. His knees buckled, and he collapsed onto the rug like a marionette with its strings cut. Derpy and Jangsu whined softly, their tails wagging anxiously as they licked his face.

It wasn’t until he felt the warm streak of tears on his cheeks that he realized he was crying. He let out a shaky exhale, his chest heaving as the weight of his failure bore down on him.

I’m not enough. I’ll never be enough to make Rumi happy.

How can I be enough… when all I bring is pain?

Why can’t I do something right for someone?

Why?

Jinu heaves, tears continue to fall.

 

“WE ARE HUNTERS VOICES STRONG,

Slaying demons with our songs.

Fix the world and make it right.

When darkness finally meets the light,”

Jinu remembers. He was the eldest, and now it was only the three of them. His father had succumbed to a sickness that lingered like a shadow in their home, and soon his mother would follow. Her breaths had grown shallow, her strength ebbing away with each passing day. Jinu knew he would be left with his little sister to care for, alone. He had always believed, even as a child, that his sole purpose in life was to make his mother happy.

They were poor—so poor that joy felt like a luxury they could not afford. Yet, Jinu found ways to bring laughter into their home. He would stumble on purpose, trip over his own feet, and contort his face into silly expressions just to see her smile. And she did smile. For a fleeting moment, her weariness would lift, and her laughter would fill the small, dim room. It was all Jinu needed to know that he had done something right.

Then his sister came into the world, a fragile bundle cradled in his arms. She was so small, so delicate, and his mother, weakened from the labor, could barely hold her. Her hands trembled, her breath slow and labored. Jinu was terrified. His mother needed strength she no longer had, and his sister needed nourishment he could not provide. He felt helpless, like a boy pretending to be a man in a world too cruel for either.

Desperation pushed him to his knees on the dirt-filled streets, uncaring of the passersby who ignored him or the ones who cast pitying glances his way. He sang with all the strength his young voice could muster, his throat raw and aching. Sometimes, people would stop. They would toss a few coins his way, or perhaps a piece of bread. And Jinu learned something in those moments: if you were entertaining enough, people would pay attention.

So, he performed. At first, it was music—singing songs far too complex for a boy his age. The effort earned him food and money, enough to keep his family alive. But he soon realized something else: people loved to laugh, especially at the misfortune of others. So, he became a jester. He tripped over his feet, got dirty, made a fool of himself, and acted like a dog. Dignity? He had none to spare. All that mattered was the laughter of strangers and the coins they threw his way.

Jinu became good at it—too good. His antics drew crowds. His songs amazed them. What kind of foolish, clumsy boy could sing with such a voice? They laughed, they marveled, and they paid. He would return home each night exhausted, his throat raw and his hands bleeding from countless falls. But his mother was happy, and his sister was healthy. That was all that mattered.

Years passed, and Jinu grew older. The boy who once amazed and amused the streets was now a man, and people no longer paid to see a grown man act the fool. His voice, once pure and strong, carried less weight than it once did. Winter came, harsh and unrelenting, and the money dwindled. His mother and sister grew sick, sicker than ever before. Jinu sang, but it was never enough.

And then, Gwi-Ma came.

A whisper in the wind, a shadow in the corner of his vision. Gwi-Ma offered him a deal. And Jinu, desperate and broken, listened. There was something he had come to understand about humans: they loved happiness, or rather, the pursuit of it. It wasn’t happiness itself they craved—it was the pleasure it brought, however fleeting. They would chase it, even if it meant hurting those around them or themselves. Happiness was a fleeting thing, a spark that burned bright and vanished just as quickly.

Jinu knew pain. He had lived in its shadow for so long that it had become a part of him, seared into his very being. Happiness was always out of reach, an illusion he could never grasp. And so, he realized his purpose: to serve those he loved, to give them happiness even if it meant sacrificing himself. If that meant making a fool of himself, he would do it. If it meant enduring pain, he would bear it.

Because happiness was fleeting, but pleasure? Pleasure lingered. And humans, Jinu realized, would always trade happiness for the fleeting ecstasy of pleasure.

Perhaps that was what he had done all along.

Jinu stood by the door, his hand resting on the frame as if it were the only thing keeping him upright. The room was dim, bathed in the soft orange glow of the setting sun filtering through the sheer curtains of the balcony. Rumi lay on her bed, her back partially turned to him, her silhouette faintly illuminated. Was she asleep? He couldn’t tell. Her chest rose and fell in a slow rhythm, her face peaceful yet distant. The sight of her like this tugged at his heart in a way that made him feel both desperate and helpless.

He wanted to go to her, to hold her, to say something—anything—but the ache in his chest was paralyzing. His heart thudded in a sickly rhythm, each beat heavy with the weight of his guilt. He felt feverish, his body caught in a cruel paradox of burning heat and icy chills. His stomach churned as if it were trying to expel the knot of emotions tangled within him. He wanted to vomit, to purge the regret that clawed at his insides.

How had it come to this? He had only wanted to help her, to be there for her—but all he’d done was hurt her. Over and over again. He had tried so hard to be enough for her, to fix things, to make her happy. But instead, he had failed. That’s all he ever was, wasn’t it? A failure. An asshole who thought he could help, only to make things worse.

“Rumi?” His voice broke the stillness, soft and tentative, as though he were afraid of shattering her fragile serenity. He hesitated before stepping closer, his legs feeling like they might give out beneath him. He slowly sat down on the edge of her bed. The mattress dipped slightly under his weight, and she stirred, turning her head toward him. Her eyes fluttered open, and despite the exhaustion etched into her face, she managed a small, tired smile.

“Hey, Jinu…” she whispered, her voice barely audible, fragile yet warm. “I’m sorry for… acting like this.”

Her words were a dagger to his heart. His chest tightened, and he felt the air leave his lungs. This is what you’ve done, Jinu. Look at her. Look at what you’ve done.

He couldn’t meet her eyes. The shame was too heavy. He swallowed hard, his throat dry and constricted. Slowly, he lay down beside her, their faces inches apart, and took her hand in his. Her fingers were cold against his, and he held them tightly, as though afraid she might slip away if he let go.

“Are you okay?” he asked, his voice trembling despite his best efforts. He hated how weak he sounded, but the overwhelming guilt was suffocating. He felt like he was drowning, and no matter how hard he tried to keep his head above water, the tide kept pulling him under.

Rumi let out a soft sigh, her breath warm against his neck. It was shaky, like the exhale of someone barely holding it together, but there was a quiet strength in it too. “I’m fine,” she said, though the faint quiver in her voice betrayed her. “This is all just… so sudden. Me and Celine talked about it… I just—it hurts.”

Her words pierced through him like shards of glass, each syllable cutting deeper than the last. Jinu tightened his grip on her hand, his chest aching as he tried to steady himself. “Did you guys fight?” he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.

Rumi chuckled softly, a sound that was equal parts bitter and amused. “Not really… I still can’t believe you went to Celine. God, I thought she—she knew. But you told her your name is Juni?” She gave a short laugh, shaking her head in disbelief.

Jinu forced a hollow smile. “Lost the creativity,” he muttered, the words empty and devoid of humor.

Rumi rolled her eyes, the faintest trace of a smirk tugging at her lips, before her expression softened. Her hand drifted to his hair, her fingers brushing through it slowly, tenderly. Her touch was light, almost hesitant, as though she were afraid he might break. Her hand lingered, finally resting on his face, her thumb brushing over the dark circles under his eyes.

“Jinu…” she began, her voice trembling. She let out a shaky exhale, her breath catching in her throat. He watched her, his heart breaking at the sight of her struggling to find the words.

He wanted to say something, to reassure her, to tell her it would all be okay—but the words wouldn’t come. His throat felt like it was being squeezed by an invisible hand, choking him. He had done this. He had made her like this. How could he?

“Rumi…” His voice cracked as he finally managed to speak. “Don’t you want to see your father?”

Her eyes widened at his question, and for a moment, he thought he’d gone too far. Then, to his surprise, she let out a wet laugh, tears pooling in her eyes. “Are you kidding? Of course I do. But I know that wouldn’t happen… I don’t like false hope, Jinu,” she said, her tone sharp but laced with a deep sadness.

False hope. That’s what he had given her. That’s why it hurt so much. It wasn’t the lies that cut the deepest—it was the hope.

This was what Celine had been trying to tell him. And maybe… maybe she was right. He had only hurt Rumi more by trying to help her. He had given her something to hold onto, only to rip it away.

Jinu bit his lip, his head hanging low as the weight of his failure pressed down on him. He wanted to say he was sorry, but the words felt meaningless. Instead, he stayed silent, holding her hand as tightly as he could, as if that alone could keep her from slipping away.

But Jinu knew he could make it right again. This wasn’t some delusion, or a fragile thread of false hope. He knew . Deep in his bones, he knew Rumi’s father was alive. It wasn’t just a desperate gamble—it was the truth. And he’d do anything to prove it to her, to himself.

Slowly, Jinu sat up from the bed, his movements careful so as not to disturb her. “Where are you going?” Rumi asked, her voice soft but laced with concern. She pushed herself to sit up as well, her head tilting slightly as she studied him.

Jinu chuckled lightly, though it felt forced, the sound hollow in his ears. “Just going to take a breather with Jangsu,” he lied, slipping his hands into his pockets casually.

Rumi frowned, her brows knitting together in a small crease, but she nodded. “Alright…” she murmured, but something gnawed at her. Something about this moment felt… off. She couldn’t place it, but her chest tightened, a faint unease creeping in.

“Wait,” she said suddenly, her hand reaching out to grab his wrist.

Jinu froze, turning back to her with a soft smile, his eyes questioning. “What is it?” he asked gently, his voice calm as though he hadn’t just been caught in a lie.

Rumi stared at him for a moment, her lips parting as if to speak, but then she shook her head and let his wrist go.

“Nothing… I just—I just wanted to tell you I love you.” Her voice cracked slightly, but she quickly covered it with a grin. “You do know I love you, right? Like… a lot lot,” she added with a playful smirk, her tone lightening.

Jinu’s eyes widened at her words, his heart tightening in his chest. For a moment, he didn’t move, his gaze locked on hers. Then, slowly, he leaned forward, cupping her face with both hands as though she were something fragile and precious. “I love you so much, Rumi,” he whispered, his voice thick with emotion.

Rumi giggled softly, her cheeks flushing as she held his hand, pressing a quick kiss to his cheek. “Don’t make it sound like goodbye, you weirdo,” she teased, her laughter bubbling up and chasing away the unease in her chest. Somehow, just being with him made her heart feel lighter.

Jinu had always had a way of doing that—of making her happy no matter how heavy her heart felt. She didn’t know how he did it. It wasn’t just his touch, though that alone sent her heart soaring. It was his presence, his warmth, the way he looked at her like she was the only thing that mattered in the world.

“Jinu,” she said, her voice softer now as she gripped his hand tightly.

“Yeah?” he replied, his thumb brushing over her knuckles.

“Just… hurry up with the air, alright?” she said with a grin, her tone teasing but her eyes filled with affection.

Jinu rolled his eyes, a small smirk tugging at his lips. “Yes, Madame,” he said, mock saluting her as she giggled and lay back down, a soft smile playing on her lips. She didn’t notice the momentary flicker of sadness that crossed his face as he turned away, his jaw tightening. Whistling softly, he called for Jangsu and stepped out of the room.

For a while, Rumi lay there, staring at the ceiling as the warmth of Jinu’s presence lingered. But her thoughts were interrupted by the sound of footsteps approaching. “Jinu?” she called, sitting up again.

But it wasn’t Jinu. Zoey and Mira stood at the door, their faces lighting up when they saw her. “Hey, guys,” Rumi said with a smile as they entered the room.

“You look better now,” Zoey said with a grin, flopping onto the bed beside her. Mira followed more gently, settling on the other side and sandwiching Rumi between them.

“Well… Jinu was here. He has his ways,” Rumi admitted, her face softening, her smile growing as she spoke.

Zoey grinned knowingly, but Mira frowned slightly, her gaze flickering toward the door before settling back on Rumi. “Me and Celine talked about my dad,” Rumi began, her voice quieter now, almost hesitant. “She told me the truth. My mom… my mom died during labor. My dad… he took care of me. Celine told me that her house—it was originally supposed to be for me and my dad. But he left. He had someone important to go to.” Her voice trembled at the end, and she let out a shaky breath, her hands clenching the blanket beneath her.

“Man… that’s…” Zoey trailed off, her expression softening. “I’m sorry, Rumi,” Mira said quietly, placing a hand on her shoulder.

Rumi sighed, her shoulders slumping. “It’s all so sudden. All these years, I believed my dad had died with my mom. I thought… I thought maybe it was easier that way. I was scared to ask. Celine always looked so hurt whenever I brought it up.” Her voice cracked, and she took a deep breath, trying to steady herself.

Zoey reached for her hand, squeezing it tightly, while Mira held the other. Neither of them spoke for a moment, their silence offering a quiet comfort.

“Thank you so much,” Rumi whispered, her voice thick with emotion. “You guys… and Jinu… you never fail to make me feel safe. To make me feel at home. And happy.” She smiled faintly, though tears pricked at the corners of her eyes. “I love my dad. I want to meet him. I have so many questions, but… I don’t want Jinu to do all this just for me.”

Mira stiffened beside her, her body going rigid.

“I tried to tell Jinu that,” Zoey said with a groan. “But he’s just… so obsessed with your happiness.”

Rumi turned to her, her brows furrowing in confusion. “Happiness?” she echoed, her voice tinged with curiosity and concern.

Zoey hesitated, glancing at Mira, who remained silent, her lips pressed into a thin line.

“Rumi, there’s something I have to tell you,” Mira said suddenly, her voice low and hesitant. Her fingers fidgeted with the edge of the blanket, her gaze darting between Zoey and Rumi.

Rumi turned to her, confused. “What is it?” she asked, her brows knitting together.

Mira hesitated, her lips parting before she took a deep breath and spoke. “There’s something that’s been eating Jinu alive… What Zoey said earlier? About him being obsessed with your happiness? It’s true. He’s been trying so hard to find your father because… because he thinks it’s his purpose. He thinks his reason for existing is to make you happy.” Her voice grew quieter as she finished, her words hanging heavy in the air.

Rumi blinked, her head tilting slightly as her confusion deepened. “I don’t get it,” she said, shaking her head. “But I am happy. I’ve told him that. He knows that.” Her voice was firm, but there was a hint of uncertainty creeping in.

“Yeah, but Jinu…” Zoey interjected, throwing her hands up in exasperation. “Jinu’s Jinu, you know? He’s stubborn as hell and always thinks he has to do more .”

Rumi frowned, her fingers tightening around the blanket. “Then I’ll talk to him when he comes back,” she said with a sigh, shaking her head as she bit her lip.

Mira exchanged a glance with Zoey, her expression uneasy. “Wait… where did he go, exactly?” Mira asked, her voice sharper, more urgent now.

“He said he was going out for fresh air,” Rumi replied, shrugging.

Mira’s lips pressed into a thin line, her worry growing. “I—I don’t know, Rumi,” she stammered, her thoughts racing. “But I feel like… I feel like he’s planning something.”

“Planning something?” Rumi repeated, her brows furrowing deeply. “What do you mean?” Her voice rose slightly, the edge of worry creeping in.

Mira hesitated again, glancing at Zoey, who sighed and decided to speak up. “Well… he did mention something last time,” Zoey admitted slowly, her voice uncertain. “Something about being willing to go back to hell for your dad. You know, just in case he isn’t… here.”

Rumi froze, her heart skipping a beat. “What?!” she shrieked, her voice breaking as she sat up straight, her hands gripping the blanket tightly. “He said what ?”.

Zoey winced, scratching the back of her head awkwardly. “Yeah, uh… he might’ve said something along the lines of, like, going to hell and back for your dad if that’s what it takes,” she admitted, her tone wavering. “You know how dramatic he can get, but… I don’t think he was joking.”

Rumi stared at her, her chest tightening as panic bubbled to the surface. “He wouldn’t…” she whispered, though the words sounded hollow even to her. She knew Jinu. She knew his heart, his determination, his stubbornness. And she knew he would .

She scrambles out of her bed and out of the room, Mira sighed, “Let’s get that idiot back before he accidentally kills himself, yeah?” She turns to Zoey who grinned, summoning her blades. “Fuck yeah!” and they too jumped up from the bed and left the room in a hurry.

Mission: Save Rumi’s Idiot Boyfriend is a go!

Notes:

Started dropping more lore, now I miss Baby's brainrot /silly

Chapter 19

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

HE’S BACK AT THE TEMPLE AGAIN… Out of all the temples, the one with the thinnest and weakest part of the Honmoon was the Snake Temple. So that’s where he went. Obviously.

“Jangsu… I’m sorry for asking so much, but I need you to help me open the Honmoon. Just for a little while,” Jinu said, his voice heavy with guilt as they stopped in front of the temple gate. He scanned the grounds—there were no people now. The lanterns swayed gently in the evening breeze, their light flickering as the sun dipped below the horizon, painting the sky in hues of orange and purple.

“And,” he added, hesitating, “I’ll try to find a demon… one that might be remotely close to Rumi’s face.”

Jangsu let out a low growl, her golden eyes narrow with disapproval. The sound was sharp and guttural, cutting through the stillness of the evening. It almost sounds like a, ‘ Are you serious? You don’t even know him. How are you going to find him?’

Jinu sighed deeply, pinching the bridge of his nose.

“I know, I know ,” he said, his voice faltering. “But I have to see. I’m not entering Hell—not yet. I… I can’t.” His words trailed into a whisper, his resolve wavering.

Jangsu whined softly, her growls turning into a low rumble as Jinu groaned.

“I can open it,” he muttered to himself, almost as if trying to convince his own trembling hands. “I can open a small tear into Hell. It’ll hurt—probably a lot—but… what the hell, right? We can do it.” He let out a nervous laugh, the sound hollow and uncertain.

As they moved forward, the snake-shaped stone statues scattered around the temple grounds seemed to watch them, their unblinking eyes carved with eerie precision. The air felt heavier now, charged with something ancient and unseen.

Jangsu hissed, baring her fangs as she walked beside him, her tail swishing in agitation. She stopped suddenly, her nose close to the ground.

“Here,” Jinu said, kneeling beside her. “This part feels thinner, doesn’t it?” His hands pressed against the stone floor, the cold seeping into his skin.

Jangsu rumbled in agreement, her claws scratching at the ground in short, deliberate strokes.

Jinu glanced at the wooden steps leading to the shrine, just a few feet away. A statue of the fake snake god—loomed over them, its coiled body carved with intricate patterns, its fangs bared in a perpetual snarl.

“Okay… so, how do we do this?” Jinu asked, his voice tinged with nervous laughter.

Jangsu turned her head to him, fixing him with an unimpressed stare.

“Right, of course,” he mumbled awkwardly, scratching the back of his neck. “There’s one thing I understand about hunters… They sing to unite, to save. But…” He paused, his gaze shifting to the ground below. “You can also sing to part people, to divide. To hate.”

Jangsu sat back on her haunches, her ruby eyes locked on him, unblinking.

“My weapon is my voice, Jangsu,” Jinu said quietly. “If I sing a song of hate… it might open. Even if just for a little bit.”

Jangsu’s throat rumbled, the vibrations resonating through the ground beneath them.

“I know, I know,” Jinu said quickly, holding up a hand. “This is completely against Rumi’s wishes. But I need to do this. You have to help me.”

He hesitated, his voice dropping as he added, “Rumi’s dad… he knows about these shrines. But I don’t understand—only we generals were supposed to know about them. Unless…”

Jinu’s breath caught in his throat, his lips trembling as a single name escaped him:

Chwisaeng .”

He laughed nervously, waving a hand as if to dismiss the thought. “No, no, of course not. That’s ridiculous , right?”

Jangsu’s gaze didn’t waver, her stare growing heavier. Oh…. Oh. My. God.

“Oh, jeez. Chwisaeng? Are you serious? ” Jinu’s voice dropped to a whisper, the name sending a chill down his spine.

Jangsu let out a thunderous roar, her sharp cry echoing through the empty temple grounds. Jinu’s legs gave way beneath him, and he collapsed onto the floor, his hand pressing against his forehead.

“Chwisaeng?” he repeated, his voice trembling. His thoughts raced as pieces of an unseen puzzle began to click together. “Celine said Chae-Song knows how to paint… I-I don’t… does Chwisaeng paint? I can’t even remember what he used to do…”

Jinu turned to Jangsu, who let out another low rumble, her golden eyes glinting with faint amusement.

“Fuck, my memories suck ass,” Jinu muttered under his breath, running a hand through his hair. He glanced back at Jangsu, who somehow looked… entertained.

“This can’t be,” Jinu said softly, his voice laced with disbelief. “I don’t understand. Is this why he never came back?” His words grew heavier with each syllable, his mind racing to connect the fragments of his past.

A groan escaped his lips as he pressed his palms against his temples. “Fuck… but it makes sense, doesn’t it?” he whispered, his brows furrowing. He bit down on his thumb, a nervous habit he couldn’t seem to shake.

Chwisaeng lingered in his thoughts, pulling him into a spiral of unanswered questions. Chwisaeng had disappeared for so long—long enough to rewrite his story a thousand different ways.

He could’ve done anything.

Become king.

Do military service.

Hell, even be a K-pop idol…

Or—Jinu’s breath hitched— be Rumi’s dad.

Turning back to Jangsu, Jinu’s voice broke the silence. “Scroll, please.”

Jangsu stared at him, clearly unimpressed by the request. She let out a tired sigh before leaning forward and—without much ceremony—regurgitated the scroll from her stomach. The slimy, saliva-coated parchment dropped unceremoniously into Jinu’s waiting hands.

Jinu grimaced, his nose wrinkling in disgust. “Gods, I’ll never get used to this,” he muttered, holding the scroll at arm’s length. “It’s bad enough that all of you tigers share the same stomach, but seriously… this is gross.”

Jangsu huffed, licking her lips as though to emphasize her indifference.

Wiping the scroll as best he could, Jinu unfurled it carefully, his eyes scanning the intricate inked figures painted on its surface. His finger traced the designs, pointing to each animal as he spoke.

“A tiger… that’s me. A fox… Baek-hwa. A snake… Gokdama…”

His hand hovered over the final figure, his voice dropping to a whisper.

“And the dragon… that has to be Chwisaeng.”

Jinu’s finger lingered on the dragon, its coiled body drawn with an almost divine precision. He dragged his hand back to the tiger, then back to the dragon again, his brow furrowing deeper with each pass.

It all made sense now. The painting felt familiar—achingly so.

“Spirit animals,” Jinu murmured, the realization settling over him like a heavy cloak. His mind raced with fragments of memory, piecing together moments he thought he’d forgotten.

He remembered how Chwisaeng used to call him the tiger —a title that had felt strangely fitting, even then. But that was all he remembered. The rest was a blur, a series of disjointed images and feelings that refused to come into focus.

After all, Jinu had always been surrounded by tigers. They were his constant companions, his sentinels. But now, the connection between him and the tiger felt deeper, more significant than he’d ever realized.

Jangsu looked at the scroll as well, letting out a soft, rumbling purr before leaning in to lick Jinu across the cheek. The unexpected affection made Jinu laugh, loud and carefree. 

Wait! Did I really just find Rumi’s dad?!” His voice bubbled with excitement as he giggled, trying to fend off Jangsu, who eagerly jumped on him, licking his face with happy abandon. Jinu’s laughter echoed through the temple, breaking the stillness of the space, and for a moment, he completely forgot where he was.

“Okay, enough! Enough!” Jinu said breathlessly, gently shoving Jangsu back. The tiger sat upright, still purring, her tail swishing contentedly as she held the scroll in her large paws.

“This is amazing!” Jinu exclaimed, running a hand through his hair as he tried to collect his thoughts. “I mean… I–I’m not surprised, really. I always knew Chwisaeng was more than just some demon. But starting a family? Gah, seriously?!” His voice rose, half disbelief, half exhilaration. “But it all makes sense now! No wonder Rumi’s voice can break the Honmoon.” He gestured wildly as he spoke, his excitement spilling out in every word.

Jangsu purred in response, her eyes gleaming with an understanding far beyond that of a simple beast.

“Rumi is so strong …” Jinu murmured, his tone softening with admiration. “That’s how she was able to connect with me, how she turned me into her sword!” He clenched his fist as a surge of pride and determination coursed through him.

“This is it,” he said, his voice trembling with a mix of relief and triumph. “We did it. I’m a genius, aren’t I? This means we don’t even need to tear through the Honmoon, right? We can just go back to Rumi, tell her to destroy all these demonic shrines, and focus on finding Chwisaeng!” He slapped his palm with his fist for emphasis, his grin widening as he rolled up the scroll.

For the first time in what felt like ages, his heart felt lighter. He handed the scroll to Jangsu, who promptly swallowed it, earning a startled laugh from Jinu. “You’re ridiculous,” he said fondly, patting her head. His grin remained as he imagined telling Rumi the news. He couldn’t wait to see her face when he explained everything. Jinu might not remember much, but he knew the kind of man he had been—and still could be. That is if he can find him right away.

“This is what Rumi deserves,” Jinu thought to himself. His mind was already racing ahead, imagining the moment he could apologize to Chwisaeng in person, to make amends for everything.

But his thoughts were interrupted by a faint sound—something running along the temple walls. Then came the sharp clatter of roof tiles shifting. Jinu flinched, his breath catching in his throat. “What was that?” he whispered, his voice barely audible. Jangsu immediately tensed, her purring replaced by a low, guttural growl as she bared her teeth and stared upward.

Jinu reached out to touch the back of her neck, his fingers trembling slightly as he steadied himself. “Okay, Jangsu, let’s get out of here,” he whispered urgently. A faint blue light began to swirl beneath them, the telltale sign of a portal forming.

But before it could fully stabilize, a powerful gust of wind tore through the air behind him.

Jinu barely had time to turn. A heavy object slammed into him, sending him flying off Jangsu’s back. The impact knocked the air from his lungs as he crashed into the ground, skidding painfully against the cold stone floor. He came to a stop next to a snake statue, his leg throbbing and his back aching from the force of the blow.

“Ow, fuck!” he hissed through gritted teeth, his hands clawing at the ground as he tried to push himself up. Every part of his body protested, but he forced his eyes open, scanning the room through a haze of pain.

And then he saw her.

“Baek-Hwa?” Jinu’s voice wavered as he stared at the figure standing on the temple wall. His heart sank as he recognized her childlike form. She stood there, her small frame tense, her piercing gaze locked onto him with a frown that cut deeper than any wound.

“You are also a traitor,” she said coldly, her voice carrying a weight that belied her youthful appearance.

“Baek-Hwa, wait!” Jinu called, struggling to his feet. But his injured leg gave out beneath him, and he let out a yelp of pain. Jangsu rushed to his side, pressing her massive body against him to help him stand. He leaned on her gratefully, his eyes never leaving Baek-Hwa.

“Baek-Hwa, we don’t have to fight like last time,” he pleaded. His voice was gentle, almost desperate, as he stretched a hand toward her, hoping to bridge the growing divide.

But Baek-Hwa’s expression darkened. She let out a low, guttural growl, her teeth bared like a cornered animal. Without a word, she leapt down from the wall, landing with a grace that sent a shiver down Jinu’s spine.

“I can’t believe this, General Jinul,” Baek-Hwa said, her tone laced with disappointment and something far more dangerous. Her small hands curled into fists as she took a step closer, her eyes glinting with barely restrained fury.

“Baek-Hwa, please,” Jinu tried again, his voice cracking as he reached out to her. But she only sniffed disdainfully, her growl deepening as she stood her ground.

Jinu’s heart pounded in his chest. He didn’t want to fight her again. 

“Baek-Hwa… I know I treated you wrong back then…” Jinu began, his voice unsteady with regret. “But I need your help. Chwisaeng—”

He faltered, the words dying on his tongue as Baek-Hwa’s lips twisted into a snarl. A guttural growl tore from her throat, raw and furious. “General Chwisaeng is a traitor!” she screamed, her voice reverberating through the temple. “A disgusting traitor!”

The Honmoon rippled violently, a dark, viscous red bleeding through its iridescent surface. What once shimmered with every color of the rainbow now looked as if it had been corrupted by a fresh blood spill, the stain spreading and the seal at its center flickering uncertainly.

Jinu stared, transfixed. “The Honmoon… How…” he whispered, his voice barely audible over Baek-Hwa’s pained cry.

“The generals were my family,” she choked out, her anger giving way to heartbreak. Tears welled in her eyes, making her look suddenly small, a child lost in grief. Jinu took an uncertain step forward, only to be yanked back by Jangsu, whose warning roar echoed off the stone walls—reminding him of danger which was in the form of a child in front of him, a danger Jinu knew all too well.

“Baek-Hwa,” Jinu pleaded, raising his hands in a gesture of peace. “I know I failed you before. I know I was wrong. But please—let’s just talk. Let’s calm down, all of us.”

Baek-Hwa’s lips curled into a bitter smile. She laughed, the sound sharp and echoing, sending fresh ripples through the Honmoon’s corrupted surface. Jinu’s gaze dropped, shame burning on his cheeks.

“Look at you, General Jinul,” Baek-Hwa spat, her voice ringing with scorn. “You’ve become nothing. So weak. Just like Chwisaeng. He loved too much, gave everything to that hunter woman, and now… look at him.”

Her voice softened, almost sing-song, as she continued, “That dragon was so eager to please, to pour out every last piece of himself for the humans he so loved . And where did that get him? Into the hands of Lord Gwi-Ma. And now…”

She trailed off, her words hanging in the air, heavy with accusation and mourning. “A dog of Lord Gwi-Ma,”

Jinu’s heart plummeted. “What happened to Chwisaeng?” he managed, his voice barely above a tremor as he instinctively took a step back.

Baek-Hwa only tilted her head, her smile stretching unnaturally, almost to her ears. “You should ask him yourself—when you die!” she hissed.

Jinu barely saw her move. She launched at him, her limbs elongating grotesquely, bones snapping and reforming with sickening pops. Jangsu’s guttural roar echoed through the chamber. Jinu dove to his right, but not fast enough—Baek-Hwa’s claws sliced across his shoulder. Pain flared white-hot, and he let out a choked gasp, clutching his bleeding shoulder. Blue blood dripped, splattering the stone.

Jangsu charged, her massive form bounding up the coiled stones of the snake statue. She leapt, jaws clamping around Baek-Hwa’s neck with a crunch. The two tumbled across the floor, a blur of fur and fury. Jangsu held fast, snarling, refusing to let Baek-Hwa go.

Jinu staggered upright, his leg throbbing, fear and adrenaline burning through him. He’d fought beside Jangsu for nearly four centuries—he knew her strength. But Baek-Hwa… Baek-Hwa was different now. She had torn the Honmoon apart as if it were paper.

“Jangsu, no!” Jinu shouted, horror seizing him as Baek-Hwa flung Jangsu aside like a ragdoll. Jangsu crashed into the base of a statue, letting out a piercing whine before scrambling upright, red eyes blazing.

Jinu whistled sharply. Jangsu’s head whipped to him, nostrils flaring. “We go! Now! We need Rumi and the others!” he barked, voice trembling.

Baek-Hwa’s laughter turned into a shriek, echoing from the high, shadowed ceiling. “The hunters? Oh yes, bring them to me! I’ll feast on them all!” Her voice twisted, a jagged sound that made Jinu flinch and clap his hands over his ears.

“Do you think they can defeat me now?” Baek-Hwa taunted, head tilting at an unnatural angle. Jangsu stepped in front of Jinu, hackles raised, muscles coiled to strike again.

Jinu steadied his breath, pain radiating from his shoulder. “What the fuck do you mean?” he spat, desperation cracking his composure.

Baek-Hwa’s eyes gleamed. “General Gokdama has given me what I wanted—something Lord Gwi-Ma never did.”

It was only then Jinu realized she was growing—her form swelling, doubling in size, shadows writhing around her limbs. His mind reeled. Was she consuming more souls than before? He took another step back, fear gnawing at him.

Then he noticed: Baek-Hwa was blocking the only exit. The walls loomed high, but Jangsu could leap them. Jinu’s hand tightened on Jangsu’s fur, bracing himself for a desperate escape. His wound throbbed, blood still seeping between his fingers.

“What did Gokdama give you?” Jinu demanded, voice ragged.

Baek-Hwa sneered. “Power. More than any of you ever dreamed of. Stronger than those who called me weak!” Her voice trembled with rage. 

“It’s always about power, isn’t it?” Jinu started. “You’ve become a demon so young…” he said shakily.

Baek-Hwa’s snarl softened, almost pitiful. “It’s the only thing I can do,” she whispered, her voice fleetingly childlike. For a heartbeat, Jinu saw the lost, wounded girl behind the monster.

“You can do other things,” Jinu pleaded softly. “Demons don’t have to… They don’t have to be monsters. You can choose, Baek-Hwa. You don’t have to follow Gwi-Ma.”

Baek-Hwa’s glare sharpened. “You’re trying to sound better than me?!” she screamed, her anger swelling, the Honmoon trembled around them once more.

“Of course not! I’m begging you—we can leave this behind. There are other ways to live. We don’t have to be what they made us,” Jinu said, voice shaking with desperation. He slid his hand along Jangsu’s nape, muscles tensing.

Baek-Hwa laughed, a low, bitter sound. “Who said I was following Lord Gwi-Ma?”

Jinu’s heart skipped. He frowned, confusion and dread warring in his chest.

What?

For a moment, neither of them moved.

Baek-Hwa huffed, her head cocked to the side, as if listening to a voice only she could hear. Jangsu ear flicked as if she too could hear it. Irritation flickered across Baek-Hwa’s face, and she let out a guttural growl. “Looks like I can’t touch you,” she snarled, scuffing a clawed foot against the stone in anger. 

Jangsu answered with a threatening rumble from deep in her chest.

“What do you mean?” Jinu asked, weak but wary, his words half-swallowed by pain. 

Baek-Hwa only growled in response, her eyes wild. “Not fair, not fair!” she spat, voice ragged with frustration.

Suddenly, before Jinu or Jangsu could react, Baek-Hwa lunged. Her claws raked violently across Jinu’s side, tearing through flesh and muscle. 

He barely had time to register the pain before she seized him, hurling his body against the nearest snake statue. He struck the stone head with a sickening crunch, the statue’s carved face snapping off and tumbling away as Jinu dropped to the floor, a strangled scream escaping his lips.

Jangsu howled, leaping onto Baek-Hwa once more, her jaws clamping around Baek-Hwa’s neck as they tumbled, locked in a vicious struggle. Jinu writhed, agony burning through his side, his hand pressing desperately to the wound. Blood—unnaturally blue—stained his palm, pooling beneath him as he fought for breath.

“Ah fuck ,” he gasped, voice hoarse, “that was foul play, you didn’t even say game start yet…” He forced a weak, crooked smile, but the pain threatened to swallow him whole. Behind him, he heard Jangsu’s snarl, heard the thud as she was thrown aside again.

Baek-Hwa approached, steps slow and deliberate. “Without your tigers, you are weak. You really are nothing, General Jinul,” she taunted, laughter sharp and cruel.

Jinu just huffed, shaking his head, dizzy and sick. Of course he knew that. He’d never been as strong as the other generals—he could fight, yes, but not like them. He’d always relied on his tigers. It was his weakness, but for so long, it hadn’t mattered. He’d been a general. No one dared to touch him—until now.

“Hah?… Are we seriously talking about that again?” he panted, clutching his bleeding side. Blood spilled through his fingers, dripping to the ground in steady rivulets. Baek-Hwa’s eyes followed the flow, her grin widening, hungry and inhuman. Jinu’s head spun—his vision doubled, the chamber tilting as he saw two Baek-Hwas shimmering before him.

From the corner of his eye, he glimpsed Jangsu, crouched atop a shattered snake statue, muscles coiled, ready to strike.

“I want to do more to you, but General Gokdama will get angry if I do,” Baek-Hwa groaned, frustration twisting her features. “I should just bring you home.” She reaches for him, clawed hand preparing to grab the hood of his jacket.

Jinu forced a pained grin. “I don’t know… wouldn’t want you to lose a head.” As he spoke, Jangsu launched herself from her perch, jaws snapping down on Baek-Hwa’s head with a sickening crunch—Jinu could hear the bones shattering.

Baek-Hwa let out an inhuman, muffled scream, her form writhing and contorting. Jangsu held fast, her teeth sinking deeper, until Baek-Hwa’s body dissolved in a swirl of black smoke. Jangsu dropped heavily to the floor, letting out a resounding burp that echoed through the ruined temple.

Jinu laughed weakly, blood bubbling at his lips. “Was the food that good?” he wheezed. Jangsu turned to him, striking a proud pose and rumbling a low, proud growl. Jinu tried to laugh again, but the effort made him nearly collapse. He would have hit the stone if Jangsu hadn’t darted under him, catching him with her massive body and nudging him upright.

“Fuck, she’s right. I’ve gotten weak… not like anything’s changed,” Jinu muttered, breathless. The pain in his shoulder, side, and leg blurred his vision, tears gathering in his eyes. Jangsu whined, nudging him, her muscles shifting as she tried to help him climb onto her back. But Jinu couldn’t move his leg without sending new waves of agony through his body.

Jangsu circled anxiously, letting out another mournful roar. Jinu forced his eyes open, glancing toward the Honmoon. It still glowed a deep, ominous red.

No… How? How can I fix this?

I’ve ruined things again…

This is all my fault . Jinu thought he could almost feel his heart in his throat. He could almost imagine Rumi's face. Her disappointed face.

“This is my fault,” he groaned almost a sob, forcing himself upright with Jangsu’s help. “It won’t be long before more demons come out of here.” he said shakily, unable to stop tears from falling down. He was in pain, in so much pain.

Jangsu led him out of the temple, his feet dragging, her body a solid support. Jinu’s fingers dug into her fur with one hand, the other pressed desperately to his torn side, trying to keep his insides from spilling out. Blood poured through his fingers, warm and relentless.

“We need to… go back to Rumi—tell her about her dad, the temples, Gokdama…” His voice faded, eyelids fluttering. He stumbled, then collapsed, all strength leaving him.

Jangsu roared, panic and anguish in her voice as she nudged Jinu’s cheek with her broad nose, trying desperately to wake him.

 

JINU DREAMS OF DRAGONS, BEAUTIFUL DRAGONS THAT DANCES IN THE SKY.

He sits atop a lonely mountain, where the skies melt together in a breathless blend of blue, rose, and pale gold. The clouds drift like silk, illuminated by the setting sun. His hanbok is immaculate and white, draping over him like fresh snow, and a black gat rests elegantly on his head, framing his calm face. In his hands he cradles a bipa, its lacquered wood glinting softly—unlike his usual worn-out instrument, this one gleams, newly crafted, flawless.

Above him, dragons wheel and soar through the technicolor sky. Their bodies are long and serpentine, scales glimmering with the shifting hues of the dawn. Each dragon boasts a luxurious mane that ripples in the wind and two proud horns curling from their brow. Four clawed legs dangle beneath, moving with odd grace as they spiral in the air.

Jinu’s lips curve into a gentle smile. He raises his bipa and plucks the strings, the notes drifting upwards like petals on the wind, as if he is singing the world into being.

“Beneath silver clouds and a whispering breeze,
Wings fold gently, hearts at ease.
Lay down your fire, let stars be your guide,
In the night sky, your dreams bloom wide.”

His voice is soft, barely more than a sigh, but the dragons hear. They spiral lower, playfully nipping at each other’s tails and even daring to flick at the brim of Jinu’s gat with their whiskered snouts. He laughs, his voice bright and clear, the sound echoing through the open sky. A dragon tries to snatch his hat, and Jinu bats it away with a giggle, before refocusing on his bipa. His fingers dance, plucking a gentle melody that seems to make the air shimmer.

“Sleep, oh dragon, rest your flame,
No need for war, no need for name.
Soft as breath you fall below,
In dream’s embrace, the world will glow.”

The dragons twirl and chase each other, their movements so fluid and synchronized it’s as if they have rehearsed this dance for countless lifetimes. Jinu watches, transfixed by their beauty and grace, feeling as though he is both audience and conductor of this ballet.

He chuckles softly, warmth blooming in his chest—until pain suddenly flares behind his eyes. A voice, sharp and urgent, breaks through the serenity: “Oh god, Jinu! What happened, Jangsu?” The words echo inside his skull, familiar and strange all at once, pulling him out of the dreamlike peace. He feels a tug, an ache, as though he is being called back to somewhere he does not want to go.

The dragons roar, their manes whipping in the wind. "Sing," their voices seem to urge. "Don’t stop." Jinu fumbles with his bipa, his hands trembling as he tries to steady himself.

“Embers dim in cradle’s grace,
Tail curled soft in night’s embrace.
Hear my voice through twilight’s hum,
When you sleep, all becomes calm.”

His breath comes shakily now, and the world tilts. The sky darkens, painting the dragons in shadows and moonlight. Still, they dance—joyful, wild, unstoppable. Jinu keeps playing, though his arms ache and his skin burns with fever. He doesn’t notice the way his body trembles, or how his fingers fumble on the strings. He can only think of the song. He must keep singing. He must entertain them.

He must.

Wasn’t that all he was good for?

To perform. To amuse.

To be watched through glass, smiled at, pitied, and forgotten

Just entertainment.

Nothing more .

The dragons above him roared again, their voices thundering like storm clouds, furious at his silence. Jinu let out a shaky exhale. His vision blurred, the dragons multiplying before his eyes—a dizzying, spectral dance. Suddenly, the world bled red, as if a volcano had erupted nearby, painting the sky with fire. He could hear distant, echoing screams—raw, terrified, and all too real. Jinu gasped, clutching at his chest, feeling the sting of sweat sliding down his brow.

The dragons’ roars split the air once more as he forced himself to look up, his body wracked with shivers. Trembling, barely able to breathe, the vision shattered again: two massive, luminous eyes of a snake hovered before him, cold and ancient. 

Then the scene twisted back to the dragons, circling above, their mouths open in pitiful, demanding roars, as if nothing mattered but his song.

Sing, Jinu.

Sing.

Sing!

A voice—clear and desperate—cut through the chaos.

“Wake up, Jinu!”

Tears spilled down Jinu’s cheeks as he tried to pluck the bipa, but his hands trembled uncontrollably. The notes came out broken and discordant. The dragons’ faces twisted with anger and disappointment, eyes narrowed with disdain. He could almost hear their silent condemnation:

Not enough.

You are not enough.

You can never be enough.

“Stop. Please…” Jinu choked out, sobbing. His head dropped, shoulders shaking as he hugged the bipa to his chest, desperate for comfort. Another deafening roar tore through the sky, and he looked up in terror.

A purple dragon, larger and more radiant than the rest, soared forward, roaring at the others. The lesser dragons whimpered, shrinking away, retreating into the clouds and vanishing like mist.

Jinu watched, breathless, as the purple dragon hovered above him. Its scales shimmered with amethyst light; its eyes, impossibly deep, seemed to see straight through him. Tears still streaked Jinu’s face as the dragon slowly descended, coming to rest before him.

It stared into his eyes, unblinking, as Jinu stared back—heart pounding, unable to look away. Suddenly, the dragon opened its maw, and a voice echoed out, impossibly familiar and full of aching love:

“Jinu… Please, wake up. Wake up, I love you too much to lose you.”

The words struck him like a bell, clearing the fog in his mind. The dream’s veil lifted, and at last, recognition dawned.

“Rumi… Rumi!” he cried, stumbling to his feet, the bipa slipping from his grasp and falling to the ground.

The dragon closed its mouth, watching him with eyes that seemed almost human—filled with understanding, hope, and longing. Jinu dropped to his knees, hands clasped together in desperate prayer.

“I need to go back,” he pleaded, voice hoarse with longing. “I need to go back to Rumi.”

The dragon regarded him quietly, then inched forward, lowering its massive head until it was level with Jinu. Its eyes softened, and it closed them, inviting, trusting.

For a moment, Jinu hesitated, staring in awe. Then, slowly, reverently, he reached out, pressing his trembling hand to the dragon’s snout. He leaned forward, resting his forehead against its cool, smooth scales.

In that instant, the world exploded with light—

A vision, sharp and dazzling, flooded through him like a bolt of lightning.

He sees a young dragon, curled atop a rugged mountain peak, sleeping peacefully beneath the sweeping branches of a beautiful pink tree. Petals drift lazily down in the breeze, settling softly on the dragon’s shimmering scales. The scene is tranquil, suffused with a gentle, golden light.

A distant voice calls, and the dragon stirs, lifting its head to peer down the mountainside. There, at the roots of the mountain, a group of humans gathers, their arms full of bright fruits—apples, mangoes, all the dragon’s favorites. They lay their offerings with reverence and hope, faces turned upwards with awe.

Slowly, the dragon descends, wings stirring the petals as it lands with surprising grace. It plucks the fruits, savoring their sweetness, and the humans watch with shining eyes. Laughter and music fill the air as the dragon twirls, delighting in their joy. The people press forward, making wishes:

“Oh, beautiful dragon, I wish to be a queen.”

“Oh dragon, I wish for gold!”

“Dragon, I want more children!”

More wishes follow, tumbling out in desperate, greedy waves. The dragon tilts its head, puzzled—he is no wishing dragon. His purpose is to protect: to calm the storms that threaten to rip the earth apart, to shield the villagers from the red embers lurking beneath the soil, waiting to consume their souls.

But the humans do not understand. When their wishes go ungranted, disappointment sours into anger. Harsh words fly—liar, deceiver, fake. The dragon recoils, bewildered and wounded, tears pricking at the corners of his golden eyes.

In his despair, a voice slithers into the silence:

“Come, dragon. I will make sure these humans love you.”

Gwi-Ma. The King of Hell. The sovereign of demons and all that is cruel and cunning. The young dragon, too innocent to grasp the depth of those words, too lonely to resist, agrees.

In an instant, the sky darkens. The gods rage and thunder, their cries shaking the heavens. Divine light rips through the air, and the dragon’s celestial glow fades, torn from him by angry gods. With a final, agonized wail, the dragon plummets—falling, falling, into the darkness of hell.

He cries for days, for years, for lifetimes—waiting to be called home, waiting for love that never comes. In the endless gloom, he turns to Gwi-Ma, seeking comfort, but finds only pain. For centuries, the dragon bows before the King of Hell, bound by chains of regret and longing.

The vision shifts.

The dragon’s form warps and shrinks, scales melting away, twisting into something human—someone sorrowful, yet familiar. Chwisaeng. The second general of Gwi-Ma, his eyes haunted by memory.

Chwisaeng stands before a boy—a young man, who cries, cries and  trembles, weeping among the stones. A snakebite mars his arm, and his gaze is distant, as if he sees something only he can perceive. It is Jinu, broken and alone.

The vision wavers, the scene shifting once more.

Now Chwisaeng stands beneath a sprawling tree, green foliage swirling around him. A woman with dark hair stands beside him, her hands entwined with his, her eyes alight with hope and love.

And then—

In his arms rests a small child, delicate and warm, gazing up with familiar brown eyes.

He wakes to pain.

It is immediate, overwhelming—a firestorm burning through every nerve. The first thing he does is scream.

Jinu screams, voice raw and ragged, as agony floods back into his body. He tries to curl in on himself, but his muscles refuse. Instead, he sits up against his will, pulled by an instinct to fight or flee. His cries echo in the room, desperate and unending.

Hands—so many hands—press him back down. Their touch is frantic, some gentle, some firm, all trying to keep him still. He sobs, the pain so sharp it blurs the world, and he thrashes to escape their hold. Panic rises, choking him, and his heart pounds wildly against his ribs.

Somewhere, something crashes. He hears the sound as if underwater, distant but unmistakable. Voices shout over the chaos.

“Did the sofa just float?!”

Another crash, louder this time. The surface beneath him trembles and shakes, vibrating like an earthquake. Someone shouts, “The Honmoon is rippling—do something!”

“His power is growing unstable!” a woman cries, her words trembling with fear. “Celine, god, I can feel his pain. He’s screaming in my ears—”

A hand grabs his, squeezing tight. The touch is familiar, grounding him for a split second in the storm.

He keeps crying out, both arms pulled down, someone grasping his ankles to pin him. “Hold him down!” an older voice commands—Celine?

“Guys! I don’t want to hurt Jinu!” a high-pitched voice protests—Zoey.

“Zoey, hold his legs down! We just splinted that!” a low, familiar growl snaps near his ear—Mira.

“Jinu, calm down, please. You’re going to hurt yourself,” pleads another voice, warm and achingly familiar.

Only then does Jinu realize his eyes are still clamped shut. He forces them open, light stabbing into his vision, blinding. He squints, vision swimming, until a blurry purple shape resolves into a woman’s face—Rumi. He pants, pain pulsing through him in waves, his head lolling side to side as memories—some not his own—flicker behind his eyes.

“Celine, can’t you help with the pain?” Rumi pleads, voice cracking. Jinu tries to turn his head toward her, but the effort makes him tremble.

This isn’t the Tower, he realizes, lost and disoriented. The surface beneath him feels hard—a table, not a bed. There’s another roar to his left—Mira, fiercely protective.

“Jangsu, Derpy! Out, out! You can’t be here!” Mira’s voice cuts through the chaos, trying to restore order. Jinu whimpers, body shuddering, as Rumi holds his hand tight.

“Medicine won’t work on demons, Rumi. I did what I could—I patched his wounds. Demons heal fast, let’s hope it’s fast enough,” Celine says softly, her voice close and calm. Jinu tries to focus on her words, but the room spins with shifting light, his vision a kaleidoscope of color and movement.

He clings to the voices, the touches, anything to anchor him against the pain and the memories—both his and not his—that threaten to pull him under.

“R-Rumi,” he gasped, barely able to speak through the burning in his chest.

Rumi spun towards him, eyes wide with shock and relief. “Jinu?! Oh god, thank you, thank you,” she sobbed, voice trembling as she squeezed his hand. Faces crowded his blurry vision—familiar, frightened, and even a few that were oddly blue and furry.

“Enough! Do not crowd him!” Celine snapped. At her command, Mira, Zoey, Jangsu, and Derpy reluctantly stepped back. The room felt less suffocating, but the air still pulsed with anxiety and magic.

Jinu reached for Rumi with a trembling hand, voice barely above a whisper. “Rumi… I’m sorry…” He was shaking, eyelids drooping, every breath a struggle.

“It’s okay, you’re going to be fine,” Rumi assured him, though tears streamed down her cheeks. “Your wounds will heal in no time, I promise.”

A gentle hand landed on Rumi’s shoulder—Celine, her expression grave but steady. “Rumi, you and the girls need to patch up the Honmoon first. We’ve done all we can for him right now. Just hurry, and make sure no demons slipped through,” she instructed softly.

Rumi hesitated, glancing at Jinu’s desperate, outstretched hand.

Mira and Zoey summoned their weapons with a shimmer of nervous energy. Rumi’s own voice broke, thick with fear. “How? I need Jinu—I-I need him to fight. I can’t do it alone.”

Celine turned to her, taking Rumi’s trembling hands in her own. “I’ll watch over him. For now, you’ll have to use your old summon. Try to call your sword, Rumi. You can do this,” she said, voice gentle but insistent.

Rumi nodded, though her hands shook violently. “Okay… Okay…” She closed her eyes, searching for the old strength. A faint, flickering light appeared in her palm—a ghostly version of her sword, fading in and out like a dying ember.

“Rumi, you can’t go out there without Jinu,” Zoey said fearfully, her voice cracking. “Celine, this won’t work.”

Celine bit her lower lip, worry etched deep into her features as she glanced back at Jinu, who was groaning, still lost in pain.

“Our harmonies are always three-part. We can’t do this with just two,” Mira whispered, face pale and drawn. She nearly stumbled, leaning heavily on her Gok-Do for support. Rumi and Zoey both reached out, steadying her with silent, desperate hands.

They all looked terrified, their clothes streaked with blue blood—a stark, unnatural color that made the fear in the room more real. Demons don’t bleed. But Jinu does.

Because he was tethered to Rumi. The bond that had saved them so many times now made her fear for him more than ever.

“Celine, what do I do? The sword—it’s so heavy. I can’t do this without Jinu,” Rumi cried suddenly, voice breaking as tears spilled over her cheeks. The sword’s light flickered, then guttered out, leaving only a plain, lifeless blade that vanished from her hand.

Celine moved swiftly, gathering Rumi into a tight hug. “Rumi, it’s alright. Breathe. I’m here,” she whispered, rocking her gently.

Notes:

Rumi who knew you were a part human, part dragon, part demon. PART SOMETHING!

Chapter 20

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

EVERYONE FELT THE HONMOON RIPPLE. Especially Rumi. As the three of them clung to Derpy's broad, blue-furred back, wind stung her cheeks and whipped Zoey's hair across Mira's face. Mira coughed, spitting out a loose strand like an irritated cat. Rumi barely noticed—her eyes were locked on the glowing pin on her phone’s map.

“Where is he?” Zoey shouted over the roar of the wind, twisting around to look at the screen.

“We’re close—his location isn’t moving—” Rumi started, voice tight with worry. Suddenly, a sharp, stabbing pain shot through her chest, making her gasp. Her phone nearly slipped from her trembling fingers.

“Gah!” Rumi screamed, clutching her chest and doubling over. Mira’s hand shot out, grabbing Rumi’s arm to keep her from tumbling off Derpy’s back.

“Rumi!” Mira and Zoey shouted together, panic lacing their voices.

Rumi’s vision blurred with sudden tears. Another wave—another ripple—coursed through her heart, stronger and colder than before. The Honmoon was screaming at her. “Derpy, hurry!” Rumi choked out, voice breaking as the pain faded but left her shaking. The blue tiger responded with a mighty roar, muscles bunching under their legs as he surged forward, slicing through the clouds even faster. Behind them, Bird flapped furiously, squawking his own distress.

“Rumi, what happened? You almost fell!” Mira’s face was white with fear, her grip still firm on Rumi’s arm.

“Jinu’s hurt! I can feel it. We need to hurry!” Rumi cried, her words tumbling out as the temple finally came into view—a dark silhouette.

Outside, a familiar shape stood: Jangsu, her hackles raised when she heard them. She turned, lips curling in a snarl—then recognized them, and let out a desperate, mournful whine.

“There! Derpy, land over there!” Zoey pointed urgently. Derpy swooped down, landing hard a few steps away from Jangsu. The ground trembled with the impact.

Rumi leapt from Derpy’s back before he’d even stopped moving, sprinting to Jangsu’s side. Her heart thundered in her chest—the Honmoon’s warning still echoing in her bones.

Her stomach dropped.

“No… No!” Rumi screamed, hands flying to her face. Jinu lay slumped against the temple steps, his face slack, blood bubbling at the corner of his mouth. A pool of blue blood spread beneath him, soaking into the dirt. Ugly, jagged wounds slashed across his side, as if he’d been mauled by something monstrous.

Oh my god …” Mira whispered, frozen in shock.

“Oh god, Jinu! What happened, Jangsu?”. Rumi collapsed to her knees beside Jinu, fumbling with shaking hands to pull off her hoodie. She pressed it to his abdomen, trying to stanch the bleeding. For a moment, she hesitated, afraid to look—afraid of what she might see.

The wound was bad. So bad it made her stomach twist; she nearly vomited. Mira snapped out of her daze, kneeling beside her, and together they pressed down, wrapping her hoodie tighter around Jinu’s abdomen. Rumi watches helplessly. 

“He’s still breathing,” Mira said, voice trembling but steady. “We need to get him home. Now.” 

“Uh, guys?” Zoey called from the steps of the temple, her voice small and uncertain.

Rumi and Mira both looked up, blood on their hands, hearts pounding. “What is it?” Mira asked, getting to her feet to join Zoey.

Rumi stayed with Jinu, desperately tapping his cheek to wake him but he didn't stir, searching for more wounds. She found another gash on his shoulder, and his leg looked badly hurt as well.

“Oh my god,” Mira murmured, her eyes fixed in horror on the red Honmoon pulsing overhead. Shadows flickered across her face, deepening the dread in her voice.

“How can this be?” Zoey whispered, her voice trembling as she edged closer to Mira. “I thought the new Honmoon was strong enough.” She looked to Mira for reassurance, but found only uncertainty.

Rumi’s hands shook as she fumbled for her phone. Mira’s voice was soft, almost lost in the panic. “Who are you calling?”

“Celine,” Rumi replied, her voice barely audible.

Everything after that became a blur, as if Rumi existed both inside her body and far away. Scenes flashed by in fragments—her own voice echoing, Jinu’s hoarse cries, Celine’s hands slick with blood as she worked furiously to stitch him up. Mira and Zoey’s clothes were soaked through, stained so completely by Jinu’s blue blood it looked as if they’d tried to finger-paint with it in a daze. Their hands pressed desperately on Jinu’s shoulders and legs, pinning him to the table while he thrashed and wailed.

Between stitches, Jinu began to plead—his words raw and ragged. “Please, stop—please, it hurts, it hurts—” His cries seemed to fill Rumi’s mind, even when his voice faltered. She could still hear him, his pain and terror echoing inside her like a curse.

“We can’t stop now,” Celine growled, glancing up at the girls. Sweat beaded on her brow, her hands steady even as she drove the needle through torn flesh. Her voice carried a steely determination, but her eyes were wet with worry.

When the worst was over, they wrapped Jinu’s abdomen tightly, using bandages that Celine had in hand. Celine slumped against the wall, her hands caked in blood, hair sticking out wildly from a hurried ponytail. Zoey and Mira worked together, splinting Jinu’s twisted leg with lengths of broken floorboard, their faces set in grim determination.

Celine stared at the blood on her hands, her voice hollow. “A demon… I thought you girls would’ve learned by now.”

Rumi’s fists clenched at her sides. “His name is Jinu. He isn’t just a demon.” Her voice cracked, eyes shining with unshed tears. Celine finally looked up, meeting Rumi’s gaze.

Behind them, Zoey and Mira kept busy, binding Jinu’s leg as carefully as they could, their own hands shaking.

“I know, Rumi. I know…” Celine’s voice was barely a whisper as tears began to pool in her eyes. Rumi sniffled, scrubbing her cheek with the back of her hand.

“Aren’t you going to ask?” Rumi murmured, voice trembling.

Celine shook her head and closed her eyes. “You really are your mother’s daughter.” Her next laugh was wet, broken, as she stepped forward and pulled Rumi into a tight, bloody embrace.

Rumi froze, her body rigid with surprise. Celine leaned back, her smile tired but genuine. “I don’t care anymore. Maybe I used to… But I love you, Rumi. I can’t stop you now.”

Rumi’s frown deepened as she looked away, uncertainty flickering across her face. “What changed?” she whispered.

“It was me who had to change,” Celine said softly, reaching out with trembling hands to squeeze Rumi’s. “I’m truly sorry, Rumi.”

Rumi let out a shaky breath, the tension in her shoulders slowly releasing.

Behind them, Jinu stirred, groaning. Then, all at once, his back arched and he screamed—a raw, agonized sound that rattled the windows and shook the house to its foundation.

 

THERE WAS ONLY A TEMPORARY FIX IN THE HONMOON , and it was a patchwork solution at best. For now, it meant Mira and Zoey would handle the fighting, while Rumi stayed behind with them—her role reduced to singing support. Celine knew it wasn’t sustainable. It was a weak idea, but she was out of alternatives. Most hunters had never faced anything like what Rumi was going through. A demon as your sword? The thought was absurd, but Celine was certain it had something to do with Rumi’s unique powers. She was strong, powerful—meant for something greater, Celine was sure of it.

“We’ll be back as soon as we can,” Rumi said, her voice trembling slightly. Her usual attire was gone, replaced by loose, white garments. Mira and Zoey stood on either side, both similarly dressed, their faces set with grim determination. Beside them, two tigers—Jangsu and Derpy—waited, their muscles taut.

“We’re bringing them in case things get rough without Rumi,” Mira explained, her hand resting on Derpy’s broad head. Celine nodded, forcing a smile. “Of course. Please be careful,” she said, her voice thick as she pulled each of them into a tight embrace.

From the table, Jinu gave a low groan, shifting restlessly. Rumi made a move to approach him, but Celine held her back. “Rumi, the Honmoon first. I’ll look after him, I promise.” Rumi’s eyes widened with worry, tears shimmering before she swiped them away with her hand. Her demon mark pulsed again, thrumming with an intensity that made Zoey bite her lip. She turned to Rumi, forcing a crooked grin. “Let’s do this, guys. We fix the Honmoon first, then we get our answers, yeah?” Her bravado was shaky, but it was enough.

“Alright. And then I’m going to slap that idiot boyfriend of yours on the back of the head,” Mira added, trying to lighten the mood. With a last look at Celine, the three girls mounted the tigers. From the porch, Celine watched as they disappeared through a swirling blue portal, their figures swallowed by the magic. Only when they were gone did Celine allow herself to stumble back to the sofa, legs weak, heart pounding with fear and hope.

Of course Rumi would fall for a demon, just like Mi-Yeong had. Like mother, like daughter. Some patterns, it seemed, never changed. She truly is her mother’s daughter, Celine thought, both pride and sorrow twisting in her chest.

“Celine?” The voice was faint but familiar. She turned to see Jinu propped up at the table, his face pale, his eyes glazed with pain. She rushed to his side, clasping his trembling hands in hers.

“Rumi—where’s Rumi?” he croaked, his eyes struggling to focus. “She and the girls went to fix the Honmoon. Jinu, what happened in that temple?” Celine asked, her voice soft, but urgent.

Jinu’s face twisted in anguish. “Rumi’s father…” he began, and Celine’s eyes went wide. “You know about him?” she asked, her voice barely above a whisper. Jinu nodded slowly, tears welling in his eyes.

“I know him. Personally,” he said, his voice raw. The revelation hit Celine like a tidal wave. She sank into the chair beside him, her hand tangled in her hair as she tried to process this.

“You… knew him?” she managed, her voice weak. Jinu’s breaths came in ragged gasps as he forced out the words. “Tell Rumi—his name is Chwisaeng. He was a good man, Celine. He didn’t deserve to become a demon. He deserved to live.” Jinu’s voice broke. “He… he went back for me.” Realization dawned, and Jinu choked out a sob.

Celine stared at him, her mind spinning. “ —You’re the one he went back for?” she whispered, her hand clenching into a fist. Jinu nodded, tears streaming down his cheeks. “I’m so sorry, Celine. I should have— It’s my fault,” he sobbed, shaking with guilt and grief.

Celine was silent, the weight of the revelation settling over her like a shroud.

It was hard for Celine not to agree with the accusation gnawing at her. Was this truly what Chae-Song had left for? Another demon? The very one who had tried to shatter the Honmoon, who had stripped Rumi bare before everyone? Rage and heartache twisted together inside her.

“It’s your fault… He—Chae-Song would never have left!” Celine shot to her feet, her voice thunderous, echoing through the house. Jinu’s head snapped up, tears streaming down his face as he shook, wracked with guilt. “I know. I know. I know,” he choked out, his voice echoing off the walls, rattling the windows. Dust drifted from the ceiling as the house trembled with the force of his grief.

“How could you… You took something else from me!” Celine cried, clutching her hair, her breath coming ragged and fast. Waves of grief crashed over her, almost suffocating. “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry. I didn’t know—I was too blinded, I let myself be controlled,” Jinu stammered, his voice breaking as Celine’s own tears spilled over. She let out a strangled sob, her body shaking.

All those years she had cared for Rumi, always wondering what might have been. If Chae-Song hadn’t left for Jinu, he would have been there for Rumi, for her. “Chwisaeng was a good man… I—I wasn’t even good to him,” Jinu whispered, voice raw. “I don’t understand why he would try to come back for me.”

The room fell silent, heavy with their shared pain. Jinu’s sobs grew quieter as Celine watched him, her fists clenched in her lap. The minutes stretched, broken only by the sound of Jinu shifting. He sat up, wincing.

“What are you doing?” she demanded, eyes narrowing, but she made no move to help him.

“I have to go to Rumi. She needs me,” Jinu groaned, forcing himself to move. He tried to swing his legs off the table, but the pain overwhelmed him and he collapsed back down with a choked cry.

“You’re too wounded to even help her,” Celine said, frustration and worry mingling in her voice.

“I can heal—if I turn into Rumi’s sword,” Jinu insisted, desperation flaring in his eyes. “She needs me, especially if she’s going back to the temple.” He glared down at the splint on his leg, jaw clenched.

“What are you talking about?” Celine pressed, her voice hard.

Jinu looked up, locking eyes with her. “There are four demonic temples here in Seoul. They were built centuries ago by a demon named Gokdama. She created them right under the hunters’ noses.” Celine’s eyes widened in horror.

“A demonic shrine? How is that possible?” she breathed.

“The shrines take souls from anyone who enters. They don’t even need a demon present, not anymore,” Jinu whispered hoarsely, his words chilling the air between them.

“That can’t be. Only demons can take souls,” Celine argued, shaking her head.

“I don’t know how, not exactly. But I have a hunch—Gokdama has a pet. A snake. Sahon-Baem. She’s grown… enormous. It’s possible the shrines are part of her. That she’s the one secretly stealing people’s souls,” Jinu explained, voice trembling with dread.

“Rumi…” Celine whispered, fear creeping into her tone. She turned to see Jinu struggling to set his foot on the floor, wincing as the broken limb touched the cold wood. “You’re in no shape to fight,” she urged, but Jinu shook his head stubbornly.

“I can do it. I just need to reach her,” he insisted, trying to stand. The attempt failed; he let out a strangled scream and nearly collapsed, only stopping when Celine caught his arm.

“How are you planning to break those demonic shrines?” she asked, her tone caught between worry and disbelief.

Jinu gave a choked, humorless laugh. “I don’t know. But I’m very good at improvising,” he managed, a crooked grin flashing through his tears.

 

CELINE WAS ONE HELL OF A DRIVER WHEN SHE NEEDED TO BE . After she tossed Jinu a set of clean clothes—despite his protests that his outfit would transform if he became Rumi’s sword—she fixed him with a look that brooked no argument. She refused to let him go out looking like he’d just committed murder and then tried to finish the job on himself.

“U-uh, Celine, you’re driving so fast I think I’m going to be sick,” Jinu whimpered, pressing his fevered cheek to the cool window. Every inch of his body throbbed; it felt as if he was one big bruise. Considering the hole in his side and the gash across his shoulder, it was hardly a surprise.

“There’s a plastic bag under the seat. Vomit in that—we can’t stop,” Celine snapped, her knuckles white on the steering wheel. The car rocketed down the empty road, swallowing up the distance as if the world belonged to her. With how rich Rumi and the girls were, Jinu wouldn’t be surprised if Celine was disgustingly rich too. She probably could buy the road.

“S-sure…” Jinu mumbled, clutching his wounded side. His face went a shade paler with every bump. Celine glanced at him, worry flickering across her usually unflappable face. Without slowing, she reached over and yanked the seatbelt across his chest, buckling it with a sharp click.

“Wear a damn seatbelt before you go flying out the window,” she muttered.

Jinu managed a weak chuckle. “I can see where Rumi gets all her attitude,” he said, earning a glare from Celine out of the corner of her eye.

The rest of the drive was a blur of adrenaline and ache. Jinu guided her back to the Snake Temple, and as they screeched to a stop outside the ancient gates, he spotted Rumi waiting with Mira and Zoey. Jangsu paced restlessly nearby, her agitation clear even at a distance. Through the open gate, the Honmoon shimmered—still torn, its wound unhealed.

“They couldn’t fix it,” Celine said, her voice shaking for the first time.

“They will,” Jinu replied, bracing himself as he pushed open the door. “If they all sing together. They can do it. I know they can ,”

He stumbled out, catching Rumi’s eye. She broke into a run, nearly tackling him with her hug.

“Jinu?!” she gasped, voice thick with relief.

“What the hell is the idiot asshole doing here?” Mira barked, but her tone was more worried than angry. Jangsu and Derpy looked up, startled, as Jinu sagged against Rumi.

“Rumi…” he breathed, feeling the tension drain from his battered body. “You’re okay…”

She stepped back, eyes wide with worry, then caught him as he nearly toppled over. “Jinu, you’re hurt—”

Celine joined them, her bravado fading. “Girls, what’s the status?”

“It’s no use. We can’t fix it.” Zoey shook her head, staring into the gaping blackness where the Honmoon should have been sealed. “But… no demons are coming out. It’s as if… they’re scared?”

They all peered into the void, the silence of the temple pressing in, heavy and expectant. The tear in the Honmoon pulsed, but nothing moved inside—only darkness, deep and absolute.

“It looks like…” Celine trailed off, her voice soft with awe and fear.

“Scales…” Jinu murmured, eyes wide, his breath catching. “It’s Sahon-Baem. She’s… she’s enormous now.” He leaned heavily on Rumi, who helped him shuffle closer to the tear in the fabric of the Honmoon. The three stood shoulder to shoulder, transfixed, as the black scales beyond the rift shifted and glinted like oil in moonlight.

“Oh god,” Celine whispered, her voice barely audible. “This… this is bigger than anything Gwi-Ma ever did.”

Jinu let out a hollow, bitter laugh. “Of course. I should have known—that’s exactly how we worked. General Gokdama… she always had a way with words, a way with people. She was planning to take Gwi-Ma’s throne from the very start. I knew she was ambitious, but this…” He groaned, shaking his head, regret etched in every line of his face.

He turned to Rumi, voice trembling. “Rumi, I’m sorry. I’m so sorry…” His apology hung in the air as Rumi’s brow creased with confusion and worry.

“I’m the reason your father left,” Jinu confessed, his voice breaking. Zoey and Mira gasped in unison.

“Plot twist!” Zoey exclaimed, only for Mira to pinch her elbow sharply, yelping in surprise. Rumi shot her a glare before turning back to Jinu, her voice tense. “I don’t understand. My father left… for you? You knew my father?”

Jinu nodded slowly. “It’s… my memory’s still a mess. Your father—Chae-Song—he was the second general under Lord Gwi-Ma.”

Another gasp from Zoey: “Double plot twist!” The others turned to her with varying degrees of annoyance before returning their attention to Jinu.

“Wait—my father was the second general?” Rumi’s voice wavered, disbelief and pain mingling. She turned to Celine, searching her face. “How? This is all so sudden. How did Mom… how did she fall for him?”

Celine shrugged, offering a gentle, sad smile. “Mi-Yeong always saw the best in people. Maybe she saw something good in Chae-Song too.”

Jinu squeezed Rumi’s hands, his eyes shining with remembered sorrow. “Chwisaeng—Chae-Song, whatever name he goes by now—he’s a good man, Rumi. He never deserved what happened to him. He just… he loved too much. So much that he forgot to love himself, too.”

Sounds like someone else I know ,” Zoey quipped, whistling.

“Zoey,” the group groaned in unison—Jangsu even let out a low growl as Zoey grinned sheepishly.

Rumi turned back to Jinu, her voice trembling. “Chwisaeng loved you very much, you know. I have no doubt he still does.” Jinu’s grip tightened, and Rumi felt tears prick at her eyes, unshed and burning.

“If he’s searching for you,” she whispered, “and you’re here… then where is he now?”

Jinu’s face crumpled. “I—I don’t know,” he admitted, voice small. Regret lingered between them as Rumi looked down at their entwined hands, then back up with a watery smile.

“You answered all my questions about my father,” she said quietly. “He’s not here but somehow my heart feels at peace,”

Mira’s voice cut through the moment: “Uh, guys? I’m glad you two are getting closure, but…” She stepped back from the swirling tear in the Honmoon, worry etched in her expression.

Celine sighed, forcing a smile. “You said singing could patch this?” she asked, her voice steady despite the chaos around them.

Jinu nodded solemnly. “And maybe… cleanse the shrines, too. I’m not sure what Gokdama did here, but this shrine—it’s linked straight to Sahon-Baem.”

“Sahon-Baem?” Mira echoed, her voice tinged with worry.

Jinu gestured at the gaping tear in the Honmoon. “Yeah. Sahon-Baem. Think of the biggest snake you can imagine, then double it—no, triple it. If she gets out of there, she could swallow us whole without even noticing.”

At that, everyone instinctively stepped back, faces twisted in disgust and alarm.

“Snake?!” Zoey squeaked, her eyes wide with horror. She clutched Derpy to her chest as if he could ward off Sahon-Baem herself. Jangsu, beside her, let out a long, tired growl that rumbled in her chest.

Rumi swallowed. “How… how big is Sahon-Baem, exactly?”

Jinu glanced at her, then scanned the ruined shrine as though searching for words. He finally shrugged helplessly. “Honestly? Probably as big as a continent? She can definitely swallow the entirety of Korea, who knows”

A stunned silence fell. Zoey’s jaw dropped. Mira’s eyes widened. Only Celine seemed unfazed; she pinched the bridge of her nose with exasperation.

“Girls, positions!” Celine barked, authority snapping back into her tone. “Fix the Honmoon. Cleanse the temple. Now!”

Rumi and the others exchanged a look, nerves and determination mingling between them. A wordless agreement passed through the group, and they nodded.

Rumi squeezed Jinu’s hand, a mischievous grin breaking through the tension. “Another dance, partner?

Jinu managed a smile, the first in what felt like hours. “Another dance.”

Celine and the tigers retreated, putting as much distance as possible between themselves and the shifting tear in the Honmoon. Zoey and Mira summoned their blades with a flicker of will—steel and light materializing in their hands. “Sooo, try not to die? ” Rumi says with a nervous grin. Jinu rolls his eyes, “Who said I would let that happen to you?”.

 

THERE WAS ONCE A LITTLE GIRL—a girl so small, so quietly present, that no one seemed to notice her at all. Her mother had left her without a backward glance, abandoning her to the care of a father who barely acknowledged her existence. He did not care for her, not truly. She was weak, fragile—a tiny thing in a world that seemed built for the strong. So often, she watched the world from the shadows, overlooked and dismissed.

Everyone looked down on her. She was just a child, after all. What could she possibly do? She was nothing but a child—why did they look at her like that? Their eyes brimmed with pity and, sometimes, with a mocking glint that made her chest ache. She hated those eyes. She hated how they made her feel—small, lesser, invisible. The more she noticed their looks, the more she grew to resent them. How dare they think themselves better than her? Their lives, she knew in her heart, were just as pitiful as hers.

But she also knew: she wouldn’t feel this way if only she were strong. If only she were a bit taller, a bit sturdier, a bit more beautiful—maybe then their eyes would see her differently. Maybe then they would respect her. She remembered watching women in flowing dresses, their hair long and glossy, their faces poised and elegant—so unlike her own. She envied them. She longed for their beauty, their confidence, their power.

In those moments of longing, she realized there was beauty in strength. If only she could have what they had. If only she could be what they were.

She dreamed of being like those women: beautiful and commanding, yet with the unyielding strength of a man. Then, she thought, no one would ever see her as weak again. Those eyes would be filled with awe, even fear—not pity. Yes. If she could become like them, she would prove herself. She would show everyone—including the mother who left her, and the father who ignored her—exactly what they had lost.

One night, as she sat alone by a lonely pond, she heard a voice. It was soft, almost like a whisper carried by the wind.

"Child, do you want strength? Power? To have all of those things you desire?"

Startled, she glanced around, but saw no one. Only a shifting shadow lingered in the corner of her vision. She looked down at her reflection in the water—and for a moment, she saw not a frail little girl, but a beautiful, strong woman staring back at her. Hope flickered in her heart.

"Yes," the little girl whispered, her small fist clenching tightly in the grass. She wanted it. She needed it.

And so, Bora—the little girl—ceased to be from the realm of the humans, instead. She became a demon, twisted and vile, her soul warped by the very desires that consumed her. When she finally saw herself—truly saw what she had become—rage and grief overwhelmed her. She realized the terrible price she had paid.

She cried out in anger and hate. Hell itself reflected her agony, showing her the ugliness she could not escape. But just as despair threatened to swallow her whole, a gentle hand reached out and held her.

"Oh, little Bora. I will help you find your strength, come with me." whispered a woman, her voice soft and kind. Baek-Hwa clung to her, desperate for warmth.

Beside the woman stood a man, his eyes filled with deep sorrow—the kind that spoke of truths too heavy to name. Yet, even as sadness shadowed his face, he offered her a small, gentle smile.

Suddenly, little Bora realized she had found something precious—something she had never known before. In the midst of hell, there was a woman whose kindness was endless, whose gentle hands held Bora as if she were something fragile and treasured. 

There was also a man, his voice so soft and soothing it felt like being cradled by the wind.

Hell was supposed to be a place of torment and loneliness, yet in their company, Bora felt, for the first time, as if she belonged. She knew she was ugly, disgusting, and weak. She saw it in the way her reflection twisted in every dark surface, in the way her own thoughts gnawed at her. But somehow, the beautiful woman who embraced her, and the gentle man who spoke to her, made her feel at home.

The woman’s name was as beautiful as her presence: Aera. Even the sound of it was like a soft sigh, and the meaning—love—seemed to fit her perfectly. Her eyes were warm, gentle, always brimming with an easy affection. The man never shared his old name; he only smiled and said he never had one, which made little sense, but Bora didn’t care. She called him the Lonely Man, though Aera would gently chide her, insisting he was not truly lonely.

One day, Bora whined, her voice echoing off excitedly, “Aera, let’s go out and pick flowers!” Aera stood in the midst of her snakes, their scales glinting in the low red light. She cradled them in her arms, her smile serene and distant. “One moment, Bora,” she replied, her voice lilting like a song.

Beside Bora, the Lonely Man watched, his eyes full of silent sorrow. “It’s not fair,” Bora sniffed, tears welling in her eyes. “Aera is always so focused on those ugly little pets of hers.” The Lonely Man reached out, gently stroking her hair. “Let’s be patient, Bora.”

Eventually, Aera returned, cradling a small snake in her hands. Its black scales shimmered, and it hissed softly, flicking its tongue against Bora’s cheek. “What’s that?” Bora asked, her curiosity piqued.

“I found this snake,” Aera said softly. “She was so small—so small I feared she wouldn’t survive.”

The Lonely Man chuckled, his voice kind. “I doubt that, Aera. You have cared for her well. She will live.” He laid a reassuring hand on Aera’s shoulder, and for a moment, a faint blush colored her pale cheeks. The demon marks on her skin glowed softly.

“Let’s go to the surface!” Bora cried out, joy sparking in her voice. Together, the three of them left hell behind, stepping onto the surface world. There, sunlight spilled across fields of gold, and Bora ran wild, her laughter ringing through the air.

“My… Bora is such a happy child,” Aera whispered, watching her with a smile. The small snake curled in her palm, hissing contentedly. The Lonely Man smiled as well, though sadness lingered in his eyes.

“You care for her so much,” he says quietly. It was a statement, it was a phrase that both of them knew.

Aera grew shy under his gaze, her eyes dropping. “I had a son once,” she murmured. Her hand drifted unconsciously to her chest as she gazed up at the sky, watching the clouds drift. “I’m sorry, Aera,” the Lonely Man said, his face falling with regret.

Aera sighed, her voice heavy with a sorrow that felt ancient. “Lord Gwi-Ma used my shame against me. Now I stand here with you and Bora. Sometimes I regret that we met under such circumstances.”

“If only…” She trails off, her eyes gave such a daze look that she shook her head and did not continue her words.

The Lonely Man nodded, sharing her burden. “As do I. Bora is too young to be a demon.”

Their words faded into the wind, carried away by the hush of the field. Suddenly, Bora bounded back, holding a sunflower almost as large as her face. “Aera! Aera, look, a flower!” she cried.

Aera gasped, delight flickering in her eyes. “Where did you find that? It’s so beautiful, so big!” Bora giggled, hopping up and down with excitement.

The Lonely Man smiled quietly as the snake in Aera’s hand hissed and flicked its tongue at Bora. “Aera, does the snake have a name?” Bora asked, peering curiously at the little creature.

Aera shook her head, a soft smile playing on her lips.

“Then… Sa-Rang!” Bora declared, raising her fist in triumph.

Love … just like your name, Aera,” the Lonely Man said gently. Aera flushed, her smile genuine and bright. “Then, say hello to little Sa-Rang,” she whispered to the tiny snake, and for a brief moment, the three of them stood together—imperfect and broken, yet bound by something that felt a little like hope.

For a time, their strange little family lasted. Years passed, then centuries, maybe millenia even. All three stood together against the endless tides of hell. But as time corroded the stones of their prison, so too did it erode their memories, their feelings, even their sense of self. 

Bora forgot how to care; Aera, once so gentle, grew ambitious, gathering a den of snakes around her whom she cherished. The Lonely Man, true to Bora’s name for him, only grew lonelier. It was no surprise that the corrosion of hell eventually seeped into their souls. In this place of endless damnation, emotions twisted, desires warped, love turned to obsession, and loneliness to despair.

Though happiness never lasts long, their time together stretched on—centuries, perhaps even more—before the inevitable corrosion set in. Hell, after all, was not a place where hope could thrive forever. Its poison seeped into the soul, slow and relentless.

Aera, once full of warmth and hope, began to forget pieces of herself. Her morality frayed, and the old guilt and shame chewed at her, tightening around her heart like an iron vice. The voice of Gwi-Ma, the devil who had first damned her, whispered constantly in her ear—reminding her of every sin, every shame, every regret. Anger and madness colored her once-kind eyes, and the snakes that slithered at her feet sensed the change, growing restless.

Bora, too, was changing. She could no longer stand the sight of her own face; with each passing century, her self-loathing deepened into fury. She became obsessed with transformation—anything to escape the fragile, hated thing she saw reflected back at her. The memories of gentler days began to fade, first becoming distant, then vanishing altogether.

This was the true curse of immortality—especially for those not born as demons. Aera and Bora, who had once been human, suffered in ways the native-born never could. The first stage was forgetfulness: the gradual erasure of centuries of good memories, until even the warmth of their odd little family became a shadow. The second stage was the loss of morality. Bit by bit, compassion, regret, and guilt were gnawed away, until there was little left but hunger and spite.

The Lonely Man—always on the periphery, always watching—could do nothing to help them. He had been immortal before ever falling into hell, and the blessing of the divine still protected his mind from the worst of hell’s corrosion. He watched as the two souls he cared for slipped further away, helpless in his invulnerability.

It was then that Gwi-Ma appeared, the devil who had cast them down. He watched the three with a hungry satisfaction. So many demons, driven mad by endless years, had been consumed by his fire. But these three—Aera, Bora, and the Lonely Man—endured. They did not break, not truly; instead, they adapted, wielding their madness like a weapon.

Gwi-Ma was impressed. He gave them new names, as if to mark their transformation:

Aera became Gokdama, The Lonely Man became Chwisaeng, and Bora became Baek-Hwa.

They became the three generals of hell, their names whispered like curses and prayers among the damned.

In time, another demon joined their strange, fractured family. His name was Jinu—a young man with sorrowful eyes, his spirit dimmed and the fire in his gaze long since extinguished. And it wouldn’t be too long that the corrosion will set in and he too will be consumed by it. Just like the woman named Aera. A little girl named Bora and the man who is  always alone, The Lonely Man.

Notes:

In the end, being a demon was not the problem but being human and immortal (the same thing that Jinu is fearing) ^///^

Chapter Text

THE PLAN WAS A SUCCESS. At least, Jinu thought so. He wasn’t sure if it would stop everything—the world rarely worked out so cleanly—but surely, one less demonic temple was a victory. Right?

The Honmoon had been repaired, and the snake temple felt… less oppressive. No, more than that. He no longer sensed even the faintest remnant of hell. It was as if the air itself had been cleansed.

“That was amazing! We were all just singing, and suddenly it was like a beam of light shot into the sky—boom, pow, bam!” Zoey exclaimed from behind him, her voice bright with excitement.

Jinu smiled faintly as he walked up the shrine steps, his hanbok fluttering in the wind. From behind, he could hear Mira’s low chuckle and the soft, overlapping conversation of Rumi and Celine. Their presence comforted him. For once, he didn’t mind the noise.

The old hanging scroll was still there, suspended above the altar—the snake’s painted gaze steady and inscrutable. Jinu knelt on the cushion before it, searching the image for answers, as if the inked coils might reveal what Gokdama was planning, or where she had taken Chwisaeng.

“This is pointless,” he muttered, bowing his head. “I don’t know what you’re planning. But…” His words trailed off, lost in a sigh.

“Fighting won’t help anything,” Jinu whispered, mostly to himself. For a fleeting moment, he wished Gokdama could hear him. He could almost imagine her mocking laughter—she’d surely have some barbed remark about him playing the virtuous hero.

“Oh General Jinul, feeling like a hero now are we?”

He can almost feel her nails raking at his neck, her breath tickling his ear and her eyes looking at him, seeing everything. When it came to her, he felt like he was stripped bare for her to see. His shame, his fears, and even his thoughts. The mere thought of meeting Gokdama was terrifying itself.

A gentle breeze drifted through the shrine, tugging at his hanbok. His body still hummed with the strength he’d borrowed from Rumi; embodying her sword had felt… different this time. He felt stronger, his mind clearer. Even his wounds had vanished, leaving only the smooth fabric of his hanbok where blood had stained him before.

“Jinu?”

He turned to see Rumi standing at the arched entrance, her silhouette framed by the sunlight. He stood slowly, heart twisting at the worry in her eyes.

“Rumi, I—” Jinu’s voice broke as she crossed the distance and wrapped him in a fierce hug.

“I love you, Jinu. So much. Like, a lot lot.” She squeezed him tightly, her voice trembling with emotion. “Please take it seriously. Next time, don’t get hurt. Don’t do things without me.” The words were a plea, whispered against his ear.

Jinu hugged her back, holding on as if she might disappear. “I love you too, Rumi. I… I don’t know what came over me. I guess I was too ambitious,” he admitted, his voice small as she pulled away to look at him.

“Everyone’s a little ambitious these days,” Rumi replied with a gentle smile, reaching for his hand.

“Yes, but demons like me… we carry our vices everywhere, even from death into hell. I can’t explain it,” Jinu said, searching her face for understanding. “Rumi, I… I’m not sure I’m good for you. I’m not mentally well. I’m a demon. Remember what I said? That all demons do is feel ? Maybe it’s not healthy for you to be with someone like me.” He pressed a hand to his chest, voice wavering. “I’m still a monster, Rumi. I haven’t changed. Look what I did—”

He didn’t get to finish. Rumi punched his shoulder, hard enough to nearly send him toppling off the altar.

“OW!” Jinu yelped, blinking back tears as he straightened, shocked.

“Don’t ever say that again,” Rumi snapped, her glare fierce.

“Rumi…” He stared at her, uncertain.

“Don’t decide things for me, Jinu,” she growled, holding his hand so tightly her nails nearly broke skin. Jinu drew a shaky breath.

“But what if I become like them? Like the other generals—what if I lose myself? Go mad with power? I… I don’t know!” His words tumbled out in a rush, raw and panicked.

Rumi cupped his face, standing on tiptoe to press her lips softly to his forehead. “That won’t happen. Not while I’m here. Not while we are all here,” she whispered.

Jinu trembled. “We… we can’t know that, Rumi.”

“Don’t you trust me, Jinu?” she asked quietly.

“I do. But I’m scared,” he admitted at last, voice barely audible.

Rumi’s eyes softened, her thumb brushing away a tear.

“I only did this because I was afraid this new life would mean nothing if I didn’t use it for you. One day you’ll leave, and I’ll still be…like this. Don’t you see? That’s what happened to Gokdama. To Baek-Hwa. Time corroded them. I know they were once just people who were hurt, too.” Jinu’s voice broke, and he sobbed quietly as Rumi held him. “I don’t even know if Chwisaeng himself was safe from that as well,”

“Jinu,” she murmured, voice low and steady. “I can’t promise I’ll be by your side forever. But promise me—promise you’ll live for yourself, too.”

He fell silent, her words rooting in his heart. After a moment, he nodded. “Okay… Okay, I promise. For you.”

Rumi smiled through her tears, cupping his face and squishing his cheeks. “When did you get so sappy, huh?” she teased, grinning. “Stop crying, okay? I’m only twenty-two , not a fossil yet. You’re already worrying about the future, you old man.”

“Is that not allowed in today’s era?” Jinu asked, still pouting. Rumi rolled her eyes and squeezed his hand.

“Come on, stop being dramatic. Let’s go cleanse the next temple,” she said, her tone light but determined. Without waiting for a reply, she tugged him toward the exit.

Jinu let himself be pulled, but paused at the doorway. He glanced back one last time at the snake painting on the hanging scroll. Its eyes seemed to follow him, but he forced himself not to feel pity—not now, not when Gokdama’s ambitions were staining the world in darkness. He turned away, jaw set.

It wasn’t long before they were all crammed into Celine’s battered old car. With her expert driving —which Jinu appreciated, though he silently thanked the gods that he hadn’t hurled, trapped as he was in the back seat between Mira and Zoey—Celine sped them across winding roads, through sleepy villages and cities. By the time they arrived, Mira and Zoey had inched as far away from Jinu as possible, eyeing him warily for signs of motion sickness.

They came to a stop before the fox temple, its gates looming. The place radiated a cold, unnatural energy that made the hair on Jinu’s arms stand up.

“Wow, this place…” Zoey trailed off, her voice barely above a whisper.

“Totally demonic,” Mira finished for her, swinging her Gok-Do down and striking the ground. The Honmoon rippled at her touch, a pulse of blue light spreading outward, as if the Honmoon itself recognized its hunters had arrived.

“How many years have these temples been standing?” Celine asked, peering up at the ancient stonework.

Jinu shrugged, thoughtful. “I think… maybe three?”

“Three years?” Zoey echoed, confused.

“Centuries,” Jinu clarified, lips quirking as Zoey’s face paled.

“This place is ancient,” Celine murmured, examining the temple’s golden sigils. “It makes sense why the golden Honmoon was suddenly out of reach for so many years, all this time I had thought it’s because our voices were not enough. The longer a place like this stands, the deeper its roots.”

Jinu nodded, feeling the weight of history pressing down all around them.

Rumi clapped her hands together, breaking the tension. “Alright, game face, everyone. Two more temples after this. Let’s finish this.”

She thrust her hand out into the center of the group. The others stared at her, momentarily confused.

“What?” Rumi grinned. “Come on, don’t leave me hanging.”

One by one, the others stacked their hands on hers—Celine, Mira, Zoey, even Jangsu and Derpy placing their paws on top with a happy growl.

Jinu smiled, warmth blooming in his chest. “On three. To fixing the Honmoon! ” Rumi declared, her voice bright with hope.

To fixing the Honmoon! ” they all echoed, their voices blending with laughter. Jangsu and Derpy roared in agreement.

“Alright then!” Rumi said, her eyes shining. She grabbed Jinu’s hand and pulled him forward as the group surged ahead. The air was tense but electric, filled with purpose.

Both Jinu and Rumi grinned at each other as Mira and Zoey shouted in unison, “Let’s go!”

“Walkin’ down the street with the sun in my shades,
Vibes on a hundred, don’t care what they say.
Ice in my veins but a heart full of flame,
I don’t follow trends—I make my own name.”

“I got rhythm in my step, No regrets, just self-respect.
Not tryin’ to flex or play it loud,
But I shine in every crowd.”

“'Cause I'm cool like that, smooth like jazz,
Got my own beat, and I move real fast.
Cool like that, don’t need to try,
Drippin’ confidence when I walk by. Yeah, I’m cool—like that.”

“They ask me, “What’s your secret, man?”
I just smile, say, “Be your own biggest fan.”
I’m not perfect, never claimed I was,
But I wear my flaws with a little bit of buzz.”

“I go in my own style, It’s not about fashion,
it’s about the smile. Head up high, yeah I own my lane,
Cool’s not an act, it’s a whole mindset thing.”

“I’m cool like that, chill like breeze,
Making moves with casual ease.
Cool like that, in my own way,
Woke up like this every day.
Yeah, I’m cool—like that.”

The sun had already begun to rise, casting pale golden rays over the ancient stones by the time they reached Chwisaeng’s temple. The dragon temple stood silent, its grandeur diminished by years of neglect, yet there was a lingering sense of peace that surprised them all.

“It doesn’t feel bad here,” Zoey said, a note of confusion in her voice as she scuffed her sneaker against the smooth stone floor. Shafts of light illuminated motes of dust swirling in the air. Jinu stood quietly within the shrine, eyes fixed on the empty wall where a hanging scroll should have been. The absence felt heavy, as if it were a wound left open.

“This must be Chae-Song’s temple, then,” Celine murmured as the group gathered on the worn steps, her gaze lingering on the intricate carvings that adorned the threshold. They all watched Jinu, who seemed lost in thought, staring at the vacant space on the wall. Finally, he turned to the others, his expression somber.

“This place has been cleansed already. You can feel it, can’t you?” Jinu’s voice was low, almost reverent. “Gokdama must have sensed this and stayed far away. It means she can’t use those demonic shrines anymore. We did it,” He descended the steps, the echo of his footsteps mingling with the morning stillness.

Rumi frowned, her eyes scanning the temple’s ruined splendor. Dragon statues lined the walls, but many were damaged—some missing their heads, others their hands, as if someone had tried to destroy their power. She glanced at Celine.

“Celine, did Dad ever tell you about this?” Rumi asked quietly, voice tinged with both curiosity and apprehension.

Celine’s shoulders slumped a little as she let out a sigh. “He never spoke much about what he did as a demon, not even after he met your mother. Mi-Yeong never pressed him for details, but… sometimes I wonder if she knew more than she let on. Maybe she wanted to protect us from it,” she finished, her words trailing off into the quiet.

Rumi’s frown deepened, but then she let herself relax a little, curiosity overcoming her hesitation. “What was Dad like?” she pressed gently.

Celine looked up at Rumi, her eyes softening. A small, wistful smile touched her lips. “He’s a lot like you, actually. Kind, compassionate. He understands people so well. He always seemed… ancient , like he’d seen everything before. Now I realize why.” She chuckled, and Rumi grinned in response.

“Who would have guessed?” Rumi said, laughter easing the tension. “A demon general of Gwi-Ma himself… At least my dad isn’t Gwi-Ma.” There was a teasing lilt in her voice, but Celine’s face blanched at the mention of the name.

“Gods, no,” Celine groaned, pinching the bridge of her nose as if to ward off the very thought. “Don’t even joke about that.”

“Chwisaeng is a very patient person,” Jinu finally said, breaking the somber silence. He stood close by as Rumi turned to him. “He always used to preach about fairness and kindness. And how… I shouldn’t be so cruel to others.” There was a softness to his voice, his lips pulling into a pained, almost self-mocking smile.

“Hah! Who knew he was already practicing being a father to you,” Mira quipped, swinging her legs as she sat atop one of the empty pedestals where a dragon statue once stood, her tone lightening the mood.

“Oh my god, does that mean you guys are step-siblings?” Zoey blurted out, eyes wide. The others instantly turned to her, faces a mix of horror and embarrassment. Jinu even blanched, looking sick at the thought.

“Zoey!” they all shouted in unison, their voices echoing through the temple.

Zoey just giggled, sticking out her tongue in a show of mock innocence. “Sorry! Just a silly thought,” she said, scrunching her nose.

Jinu shook his head with a wry smile. “Chwisaeng is just like that. He’s kind—even to the worst people. Like Gokdama, Baek-Hwa… and even me.” His words grew quieter as he leaned against the battered railing of the old stairs, his shoulder brushing Rumi’s as she reached out and gently took his hand.

“He always sees the good in everyone,” Jinu murmured, thumb brushing over Rumi’s knuckles.

“Just like Mi-Yeong,” Celine added softly, her gaze distant. There was a hush as the others took this in.

“Maybe that’s why they got along so well,” Rumi said, her voice barely above a whisper. For a moment, Jinu and Celine exchanged a look—a flicker of shared loss and understanding. Both had loved and lost someone irreplaceable: Chwisaeng, Mi-Yeong.

“Who knows?” Jinu replied with a shrug, pushing himself off the railing and descending the stairs. “I never understood him well. I—hell messes with your mind, you know? Staying there for years makes you… crazy .” He tapped his temple and made a mock gun gesture, earning a worried frown from Rumi.

“You never tell us much about the other generals,” Zoey piped up, breaking the tension.

“Yeah, wouldn’t it be smarter if we learned more about them?” Mira added, a flicker of seriousness in her eyes as she summoned her Gok-Do, spinning it in her palm. “We’ve cleansed the shrines, but what if the generals come back? We should be ready.”

Jinu hesitated, glancing at Rumi for reassurance. She gave a small nod, and Celine’s eyes shone with curiosity. “Out of all my years as a hunter, I’ve never heard of Gwi-Ma’s generals,” Celine admitted, frowning. “I doubt the last generation of hunters did either.”

“That’s how Gwi-Ma wanted it,” Jinu said with a shrug. “He made us his generals, but we worked in the shadows. No thanks, no recognition. That’s just how it goes.” He paused, his cheeks coloring as he hesitated. “I was the one who… uh…

Mira leaned in, grinning. “Spill it, dude!”

Jinu rubbed the back of his neck, sheepish. “I—I was the one who controlled Gwi-Ma’s army. Gave orders, trained them .” The words hung in the air. For a heartbeat, no one spoke—then Rumi burst out laughing.

“No wonder they sucked!” she teased, nudging him playfully. Jinu shot her a half-hearted glare.

“Thank you, Rumi. Very supportive ,” he deadpanned, though a reluctant smile tugged at his lips. Mira and Zoey cackled, the tension easing.

“That explains a lot,” Celine mused. “I always wondered how Gwi-Ma pulled off so many things at once.”

Jinu nodded, the corner of his mouth quirking. “I’ll be honest, I never took my job that seriously. Most of my time in hell was spent… well, feeding the demon-born to my tigers.” He jerked his chin toward Jangsu, who was sprawled in a patch of sunlight, snoring softly, while Derpy chased after a butterfly, tongue lolling.

“Exquisite dining ,” Zoey muttered with a wince. Jinu only chuckled.

“Alright. Gokdama.” His tone shifted, growing serious. “She’s the first general. One of the oldest demons in hell. She’s a master of poison, and she has a whole collection of snakes under her control. Sahon-Baem is one of them. She’d feed Sahon-Baem any soul she could get, and she would just keep getting bigger. Her poison… it’s lethal. Nothing else like it.” Jinu’s voice faltered, and for a moment his hand unconsciously went to his wrist.

He caught a flash of memory—the searing pain, the endless cycle of death and failure. The temple seemed to grow colder.

“Jinu?” Rumi called, squeezing his hand gently, her concern drawing him back to the present.

Don’t ever get bitten by any of her snakes,” Jinu warned, his voice trembling slightly. “Their poison is incurable. It forces you to relive the most painful memories of your entire life—over and over.” He shuddered, the memory clearly haunting him. Zoey’s playful expression vanished, her face turning serious, while Mira’s brows drew together in concern.

“Gokdama is good at breaking you,” Jinu continued grimly. “She’s basically torturing demons for fun. If a demon refuses to obey, Gwi-Ma orders Gokdama to make them submit. She’s relentless—impossible to resist once she sets her sights on you.” He let out a shaky breath.

“Gee, that’s… terrifying,” Zoey said, her voice small as she tried to laugh it off, but her nerves showed.

Jinu managed a weak smile, then continued, “Rumi’s dad, Chwisaeng, never did much of the dirty work. He was more of an advisor—to both Gokdama and Gwi-Ma. They’d rely on him when they needed someone to judge if a decision was fair for everyone in hell. He always gave his honest answer, no matter what.”

“And Baek-Hwa’s like some kind of scout or she just love fucking with you?” Mira asked, twirling her Gok-Do thoughtfully.

“It’s hard to say exactly,” Jinu replied. “She’s unpredictable. Usually all over the place, but you’ll spot her on the surface more often than in hell. She doesn’t stick to one side for long.”

“Talk about crazy,” Zoey muttered, shaking her head.

Mira’s eyes narrowed with concern. “Wait. We’ve cleansed the temples, but could they… break the Honmoon? Does that mean we still need to aim for the golden Honmoon?”

Rumi and Celine exchanged a worried glance. The question hung heavy in the air.

“I don’t know for sure,” Jinu admitted, uncertainty coloring his words. “But there’s something strange about how Baek-Hwa spoke about Gokdama. It makes me wonder… if Gokdama has taken Gwi-Ma’s throne. Is Gwi-Ma even still alive?” His voice dropped, the possibility chilling. Was Gokdama really able to take the throne?

“Then… The golden Honmoon might be the last thing that can help you,” Celine said softly, her voice tinged with dread. Rumi exhaled, her shoulders sagging as the weight of the moment pressed down.

“Maybe,” she murmured, turning to Jinu, searching his face for reassurance.

Jinu offered her a small, gentle smile, but the shadows in his eyes said he was just as uncertain as the rest of them.

 

THEY WERE FINALLY BACK IN THE TOWER , finally able to rest after a long day. Celine had gone home to clean her house, and of course, everyone offered to help. Especially Jinu, who seemed particularly insistent, but Celine rejected all of them with a gentle firmness, insisting she could handle it on her own. So now… Rumi found herself in the bathroom, alone with Jinu, who was currently a blushing mess, standing rigidly at the side of the tub and refusing to look in her direction while she soaked contentedly in the steaming water.

It had been her idea for them to bathe together. At first, Jinu had refused, sputtering excuses with his face nearly matching the color of a strawberry. But Rumi had coaxed a reluctant agreement out of him by promising that she’d keep her clothes on—and that he should, too. Even so, Jinu looked as if he might combust from embarrassment, his hands fidgeting with the hem of his shirt, his eyes fixed firmly on the space between the tiles of the bathroom floor.

“Jinu, I have clothes on. Come sit inside here with me,” Rumi called, flicking a playful splash of water in his direction.

He pouted, lips drawn in a stubborn line, but shuffled closer, each step an awkward dance of hesitation. “We can’t both fit. I’m leaving,” he muttered, his cheeks so red it looked like he might genuinely warm the whole tub.

Before he could escape, Rumi grabbed his wrist and pulled him in one swift, motion. He landed butt-first with a surprised yelp, sending a wave of water sloshing over the edge and droplets raining down on Rumi’s face.

“Gah!” Jinu yelped, scrambling as if he might leap right back out, but Rumi’s laughter filled the small bathroom, echoing off the tiled walls. Her body shook with delight as she watched his scandalized expression, his hair plastered to his forehead in dripping strands.

“That is not fair play,” he protested, but Rumi only grinned wider, splashing a handful of water right into his face for good measure. Jinu sulked for a moment, arms folded defensively, refusing to meet her eyes.

But Rumi was relentless, sending another wave his way until he finally relented, drawing his knees to his chest and settling awkwardly in front of her. The tub was barely big enough for two, their knees knocking together under the surface as Rumi beamed at him.

“I don’t even know what we’re doing,” Jinu mumbled, eyes darting everywhere but at her.

“It was supposed to be, you know, no clothes ,” Rumi teased, rolling her eyes with a dramatic sigh. “But someone here has to be an old man about it.”

Jinu’s blush deepened. “We can’t do that!” he squeaked, his voice shooting up an octave.

“I’m an adult, you know,” Rumi replied, tilting her head. “I don’t get why you’re so pressed about this. We’re together. We like each other. It’s not like we’re going to do anything except bathe. Unless…” She wiggles her brows and Jinu couldn’t look possibly more scandalized than the last.

Jinu shook his head, mortified. “No, no way ,” he managed, horror clear in his voice.

For a moment, Rumi pouted, lips forming a dramatic frown. Then, a sly grin crept across her face. “Is this because my dad is your friend or something?”

Jinu shot her a sidelong glance, guilt flickering in his eyes. He hesitated—then slowly stretched his legs out, their knees bumping again beneath the water. Sighing in resignation, he sank a little deeper into the tub, the water rising up to his nose as he peered at her, his embarrassment only barely contained by the thin layer of clothes and lukewarm bathwater between them.

Rumi giggled, the sound soft and bubbling in the steamy air, before scooting closer, slipping herself between Jinu’s legs. She reached up, catching his face in her hands, gently squishing his cheeks so his lips puckered.

“Jinu, I’m doing this because…” she began, eyes twinkling with mischief. “Well, just consider it therapy. Now come on, turn around. I’m going to wash your hair.” She grinned, nudging him playfully.

Jinu pouted, but after a moment’s hesitation, nodded and shifted so his back was to her, knees still hugged to his chest. Rumi moved to sit on the edge of the tub, gathering a generous squirt of shampoo into her hands. She worked it into his hair, fingers strong and sure, massaging his scalp with small, slow circles. Her nails raked lightly at his scalp, sending tingles down his spine. Jinu tipped his head back in delight, eyelids fluttering closed.

It felt… nice . More than nice, actually. It felt intimate in a way he hadn’t expected, her hands gentle and warm as she scrubbed bubbles through his hair. He shivered when her fingers traced the sensitive spot near the nape of his neck.

“How is it?” Rumi’s voice was low, almost a whisper above the sound of water sloshing.

Jinu nodded, not trusting his voice at first. “Feels nice,” he mumbled, the words muffled by his own contented sigh.

“Does it?” she teased, giggling softly. Jinu hummed in reply, half-lost in the comfort of her touch. He wishes it would last forever. When he opened his eyes again, he found Rumi still carefully massaging his hair, her expression unusually gentle.

“Rumi… about what I said earlier…” Jinu’s words trailed off, uncertainty creeping in. Rumi’s movements slowed.

“Said about what?” she asked, her hands pausing mid-scrub.

“If I… suddenly became like them,” Jinu said quietly, bowing his head. The words seemed to freeze the air between them.

Rumi’s hands stilled. “Didn’t I tell you? You won’t be like them,” she said firmly, but Jinu only shook his head, a weary sigh escaping him.

“Wouldn’t it be better for me to just… stay as a sword?” he muttered. “It’s convenient for you, right?” He glanced up, searching her eyes for any flicker of agreement.

“No. Totally no,” Rumi replied instantly, voice sharp. But Jinu pressed on, voice small and honest.

“The new Honmoon isn’t enough … You’ll need your sword back soon. I can’t always be here. I’d feel better if you just kept me as a sword forever, rather than watch me go mad.” He let out a small, bitter chuckle—but Rumi grabbed his shoulders, turning him to face her.

Her eyes were wide, brimming with fear. “I told you, you are not going to be like them. I’m here. I will always be here. Isn’t that enough?” Her fingers trembled as they gripped his skin.

Jinu frowned, his gaze dropping to her hands. Slowly, almost reverently, he took her wrists and settled them gently against his neck, his smile sad.

“I can’t promise I’ll stay the same, Rumi,” he whispered.

Her eyes darkened with worry as Jinu guided her hands, tightening them slightly around his throat.

“I wasn’t born in hell. I was a human who turned into a demon. I’ve lived for four hundred years, and my memories of my past are still here… but soon, they’ll corrode, worn down by time. I’ll let my own sins consume me. Humans weren’t meant to live this long, this immortality… Is a curse .” he said, voice barely more than a breath in the foggy room.

Rumi jerked her hands away, stumbling out of the tub, the water sploshed around spilling over the sides of the tub. Her clothes clung to her, dripping onto the floor, purple hair plastered to her cheeks. Her hands shook; her breaths came in ragged, shallow gasps.

“No… No, I can’t lose you. You are not turning into them,” she said, voice trembling as she backed away. Jinu sat quietly, water and suds sliding down his face, stinging his eyes. 

“I’ve seen it happen,” he murmured. “Humans who become demons—they all go mad, sooner or later. Abby told me he nearly lost himself in just fifty years. What about me, after four hundred? What more another year?”

Rumi spun around, her eyes blazing with sudden, fierce hope. “ No. I won’t accept it. The Golden Honmoon will work. If—if we can turn the Honmoon gold, maybe you won’t be affected. Maybe it’ll stop this… whole thing from happening.” She hurried back to him, kneeling by the tub, determination etched on her wet face.

Jinu’s hair dripped with suds and water, his eyes tired, haunted but hopeful. Rumi reached out, cupping his cheeks again, her hands steady now.

“If it comes to it,” she said, voice steady and strong, “I’ll find a way to turn you human again. I promise.”

For a moment, they stared at each other, the silence charged with something unspoken.

“That’s…” Jinu’s lips curled, eyes glinting with both skepticism and admiration. “Aha! Really ambitious of you.”

“I’m a very ambitious woman,” Rumi replied, her smile crooked and confident. She reached for the water in the tub, swirling the water thoughtfully. “Now, let’s get that hair cleaned.”

Jinu nodded, his gaze lingering on Rumi’s face for a second longer before she slid back into the warm water, perching at the edge as Rumi gently poured water over his head, fingers working through tangles, rinsing away the suds. The steam rose around them, softening the edges of the room, the air filled with the scent of lavender soap.

Eventually, they found themselves in Rumi’s room, the faint glow of the sun from the balcony throwing golden shapes across the walls. Rumi rummaged in her closet, emerging with a bundle of clothes and thrusting them toward Jinu.

“What is this? Did you… ugh, Rumi, seriously?” Jinu’s voice was incredulous as he eyed the teddy bear shirt and the matching choo choo train pajama pants.

“Bought you a pair, actually,” Rumi said, grinning with unfiltered delight as she handed over a matching top.

Jinu let out a sigh, eyes rolling but a reluctant smile tugging at his lips. “Thanks,” he deadpanned, drawing the word out, but Rumi only grinned wider, flopping onto the bed with a laugh that shook the mattress.

Jinu dropped the pajamas at the foot of the bed and crawled after her, letting out a low, tired groan. “Yes… bed, finally,” she mumbled, stretching out beside Rumi, her limbs heavy with exhaustion.

Rumi’s smile softened as she watched Jinu settle. “Time to sleep. In the morning…” she giggled, her voice trailing off as Jinu snorted, the sound muffled by the pillow.

The room fell quiet, the hush broken only by the faint hum of the city outside the window.

“Where do you think Dad is?” Rumi’s voice was a whisper, barely more than a breath, as she shifted closer to Jinu.

Jinu wrapped an arm around her shoulders, pulling her in. “I don’t know… It’s hard to tell.” His brow furrowed, shadows shifting across his face. That strange dream he’d had—it could have been a memory, but it never revealed where Chwisaeng was. There was always the possibility that Gokdama had done something to Chwisaeng, but nothing was certain. Baek-Hwa always spoke as if she knew more than she said.

“Gokdama must have done something… Baek-Hwa called him a traitor,” Jinu said, voice trailing off, his mind running in circles.

“Because he loved my mom,” Rumi finished softly, her fingers tracing idle shapes on his arm. Following the demon mark that trailed up to his neck, Jinu shivers slightly.

Jinu nodded. “Must be. That means Baek-Hwa knew… or maybe they both saw each other, even after…” He sighed, rubbing the space between his brows, the gesture weary.

Rumi hummed, thoughtful. “So: make sure the Golden Honmoon finally happens, find a way to stop you from going crazy, and find my dad. We can do this,” she declared, flashing a wide, determined grin.

Jinu snorted, but his lips quirked into a reluctant smile. “The plans are… wonky at best, but alright.”

“I know we can do it,” Rumi said, squeezing his hand.

“Yeah…” Jinu whispered, the word soft as a secret.

Rumi intertwined their fingers, her thumb brushing gentle circles against his skin.

“I feel like something’s still on your mind,” she whispered, searching his face, eyes gentle and patient.

Jinu closed his eyes for a moment, as if gathering strength, then opened them again, meeting her gaze. “I’m sorry, Rumi.” His voice was rough, guilt swirling in his chest.

Rumi sighed, the sound weary but not unkind. “For what?”

“You lost years and years with your father because of me,” he whispered, forehead pressing against hers, the space between them impossibly small.

For a moment, Rumi was quiet, searching his eyes. “It doesn’t matter now. It wasn’t your fault that he made that decision,” she said, voice steady.

Jinu’s breath shook as he exhaled.

“My dad was his own person. It wasn’t you who told him to leave,” Rumi said, cupping his face in her hands and pressing a soft kiss to the bridge of his nose. Jinu let out a breathless, broken sound.

“You would’ve had a better life if he was there,” he murmured.

“You don’t know that,” Rumi replied gently.

“I do… because you would have had someone who understood you,” Jinu said, his voice barely above a whisper.

Rumi sighed, pulling him into a tight embrace, her arms wrapped around him as if she could hold together all the pieces he was afraid would shatter. “You understood me ,” She whispers.

Jinu falls silent at that, breathing harshly.

Finally after a few beats.

“I don’t like this,” she whispered into his ear. “Every day I feel like you’re no longer believing my words. Please, Jinu. Stop blaming yourself for every bad thing that happens. I—I don’t like it.”

Jinu pressed his face into her shoulder, silent, holding on as if he might drift away if he let go.

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IMMORTALITY IS A CURSE. Humans, as everyone says, usually die at a certain age—if they are fortunate, perhaps reaching beyond a hundred years. But humanity is given a finite span on this earth, written into their very marrow. Most are never meant to see a second century. 

That is the natural order. When we say that immortality is a curse, we mean it quite literally: humans are not meant to live forever. They are exceptional beings, the apex of the food chain, capable of speech, reason, and self-awareness. And perhaps, for that very reason, they are never meant to linger too long in this world.

Gwi-Ma, the ruler of the underworld, bestowed upon demons two curses—curses so profound that even the proudest of demons knelt before his will. The first: eternal damnation, a gnawing shame and guilt that gnashes at their soul. The second: immortality itself, a life unending. Demon-borns suffer only the first curse, the shame of their existence. But humans who are turned into demons? 

They bear both. Humans are not meant to endure centuries, especially when their minds can’t keep pace with the endless years their bodies survive. The torment, shame, and guilt that hell inflicts upon them is relentless. Humans are fascinating creatures—malleable, like clay in a sculptor’s hands. Perhaps that’s why Gwi-Ma crafted such curses for those who entered his domain.

Humans were not supposed to last long in Gwi-Ma’s realm. They were supposed to break, to descend into madness. That was his expectation. Yet, when three humans surpassed the hundred-year mark in hell, it was… intriguing. Against all odds, they survived. Out of curiosity—or perhaps pride—Gwi-Ma granted them position and power, never suspecting that these gifts might one day lead to his undoing. Humans are infinitely resourceful, especially those who have spent centuries drowning in the emotions they are told to suppress.

“Wow, scary,” Zoey murmured, hugging a stuffed Derpy toy tightly to her chest. Mira, sitting beside her, nodded in agreement, her eyes never leaving the screen of her phone. Rumi lay sprawled across Jinu’s lap, watching him with heavy-lidded eyes.

“Are you like them, then?” Zoey asked quietly, her gaze fixed on Jinu. Rumi shot her a dirty look as Zoey grins with a shrug.

He hesitated before answering, running a hand through his hair. “I don’t want to be. If anything, I’d rather go mad than become some kind of dictator here in hell,” he grumbled.

Mira chimed in, barely glancing up from her phone, “Humans can only store so many memories. Maybe a few hundred years’ worth, if we’re lucky, before most of it fades away.” She tapped at her screen, probably searching for something like ‘What are the effects of being immortal?’ as if Google had an answer to that.

Zoey turned to Jinu, curiosity shining in her eyes. “Then how do you remember your past so well, before Gwi-Ma took you?”

Jinu’s expression darkened. “Because that memory is the one thing Gwi-Ma keeps over my head. It’s another like—uh… another curse. If you’re turned into a demon, you’re stuck with the last memory you had as a human, and it never fades, It’s probably one of the key factors why we… go loco if you say it,” he explained, his voice low. He paused, arms crossed tightly. “But… even then, I’m not sure. Sometimes it feels like that memory is all I have left, and even that’s starting to slip away. It’s possible that it’s like… something that would soon consume us, it corrodes our whole being basically.”

“So, you want to be human, like the Saja Boys?” Mira asked, her tone curious but carrying a hint of disbelief.

Jinu and Rumi exchanged brief glances before nodding, their expressions a mix of determination and uncertainty. 

Jinu then nodded to affirm their decision.

“I want to try…” Jinu admitted with a sigh, his voice soft but resolute. “I might talk to Abby about it. Hopefully it doesn’t include with me dying again,” He mutters under his breath, earning a glare from Rumi as he grins nervously.

“Well, as you do that, we three are going to focus on making such a good song for the Golden Honmoon,” Zoey interjected, her voice brimming with enthusiasm as she pumped her fist in the air.

Jinu couldn’t help but smile at her energy, but it was Rumi who matched it, grinning as she raised her own fist. “Hell yeah!” she exclaimed.

Zoey’s eyes sparkled with excitement as she declared, “So, Mission: Golden Honmoon, Find Rumi’s Dad, and Don’t Go Crazy is on!”

Mira, caught up in the moment, raised her fist and joined in with a loud, “Yeah!” Rumi followed suit, her voice blending with Mira’s as they all laughed.

“Yeah,” Jinu echoed, but his voice lacked the energy of the others.

Zoey lowered her fist, her expression shifting to something more serious as she turned to Jinu. He sat quietly, his face crestfallen. “Hey, man, do you not trust us?” she asked, nudging him gently. “Where’s the energy?”

Jinu flushed at the question, his gaze flicking toward Rumi, who was already wearing an ‘I told you so’ smirk. He looked away quickly, clearing his throat. “It’s not that,” he muttered. “We just have to be careful. Who knows what might happen, you know?”

Zoey’s grin widened as she leaned in, her confidence radiating. “We were born for this, dude!” she said, holding out her fist for a bump.

Jinu sighed, but a small smile tugged at his lips. He bumped her fist with his, adding a teasing, “Okay, if you say so.”

Zoey grinned triumphantly, while Mira let out an exaggerated sigh, leaning back on one of the pillows as though she were already bored. “I thought our hunter days were over,” she said with a smirk, her hand curling into a fist. “Looks like they’re not.”

“Look at this adrenaline junkie,” Rumi teased, her tone light as she poked Mira with her socked foot.

“Hell nah, dude, I love the fight! The music! ” Mira declared, throwing her arms out dramatically, her voice brimming with excitement.

Adrenaline junkie ,” Rumi, Zoey, and Jinu said in unison, their faces deadpan as they stared at her.

Mira crossed her arms, feigning offense. “Hey, don’t attack me now. Don’t tell me you guys don’t miss fighting.”

Zoey winced, her eyes darting toward Jinu, who raised a single brow at her. “Yeah, well… maybe. But less blood ,” Zoey admitted, her voice quieter.

A silence settled over them, and all eyes turned to Jinu. He blinked, looking slightly startled. “Whoops, sorry that I’m so weak ,” he sighed, his tone dripping with sarcasm.

Rumi sat up straighter, her expression firm. “ This can’t do . No way I’m letting you go out there again without training you.”

Jinu blanched, waving his hands in defense. “Rumi… I don’t fight. I’m a general—” He trailed off when the others gave him identical knowing looks.

Zoey leaned slightly toward Mira, whispering, “Man, he acts really high and mighty, doesn’t he?”

Mira smirked, whispering back, “That’s what happens when you let a demon command an army of more demons,” 

“Hey!” Jinu barked, glaring at the two of them.

“Okay, fine,” Jinu said, raising his hands in mock surrender. “I’ll admit it. My fighting skills lack . But fighting isn’t for me, guys. I have my tigers.”

He paused, his face twisting awkwardly as he remembered something. Technically, he had promised them— and himself —that he wouldn’t order his tigers into battle again. Especially not for fighting.

Clearing his throat, Jinu straightened his posture, trying to regain some of his lost bravado. “ Actually , I’ll be taking that statement back,”

“I never actually saw you use your tigers for fighting,” Zoey said, her tone curious as she tilted her head. “How does it exactly work?”

Jinu glanced at her, shrugging. “I’m very good at giving orders, especially planned attacks. The tigers… they’re connected to me. When I whistle, they come. When I say a command like ‘Halt,’ they sit beside me and wait for further orders. Sometimes I don’t need to say anything, they just—know,”

“Whoa,” Zoey muttered, her eyes wide with admiration. “So you do know how to train demons—even animals?”

Jinu raised a brow, looking at her incredulously. “Did you seriously think that was a joke? If I wanted to, I could have beaten those demons black and blue to actually kill hunters, teach them how to fight .” He growls lost in the moment, closing his fist in anger. Not before he noticed their eyes at him he finally blushed. That was too passionate . Oops.  

Mira jumped in, smirking. “Does this also apply to, like, normal animals? Ever thought of becoming an animal trainer?”

Jinu shot her a flat look. “Maybe. And no, I don’t want to be an animal trainer,” he huffed.

“That’s it!” Rumi suddenly exclaimed, startling the others. All three turned to her, their faces caught between curiosity and mild alarm.

“What?” Jinu asked cautiously.

“You said your tigers were your bodyguards, right? Then just use them! Work with them again, like the old times!” Rumi grinned, her excitement palpable.

Jinu’s face fell. “I—uh… I was thinking that I wouldn’t actually. I mean, they’ve been under my command for centuries now. Maybe it’s time for them to retire.”

As if on cue, Jangsu barreled into the room, tackling one of her packmates with a growl, knocking Zoey’s vanity, seinding a couple of her makeup clattering on the floor.

Zoey yelped in surprise, shrieking “My lipstick! And my foundation!”  as Jinu scrambled to his feet. “ Enough ,” he scolded, his voice firm. The other tiger whined, lowering his head as Jangsu glared at him , her face tired but resolute. Looks like she was thankful that Jinu decided to say something. Everything was so out of order without Jinu to lead them. 

“Look at them,” Rumi said, watching the scene unfold. “They’re always so restless.”

Mira hummed, nodding thoughtfully. “I kind of agree. At first, they probably enjoyed the downtime, but now? They look like they’re itching for action.”

Jinu frowned as the tiger crawled to him, rolling onto his back at his feet. Jangsu let out a low growl, her expression almost exasperated as she grabbed the tiger by the tail, dragging him out of the room.

“Oh! I’ve been tossing around names for all of them!” Zoey said suddenly, her excitement breaking the tension.

Jinu turned to her, already bracing himself for whatever nonsense was about to come out of her mouth.

“Hojin!” she exclaimed, pointing to the tiger that had just been dragged out. The tiger had been attempting to act cute, rolling his massive body around on the floor until Jangsu had to intervene.

Jinu groaned, pinching the bridge of his nose as Zoey grinned cheekily.

“Okay, fine,” Jinu finally said, turning to Rumi who looked relieved by his decision.

 

THERE WAS SOMETHING ABOUT TAKING THE LEAD. Something that made Jinu feel like he was born to rule, destined to stand above others. But fate had dealt him a cruel hand. Born dirt poor, forced to kneel on the ground for scraps, he learned early that the world was not kind to those without power. Yet, perhaps there was a reason why… Gwi-Ma had chosen him to lead his army.

It wasn’t trust. No, Gwi-Ma didn’t trust anyone. That ancient demon, probably millions of years old, saw something in Jinu that even Jinu himself couldn’t see. Was it potential? Strength? Or maybe… Jinu was just pleasing to look at through Gwi-Ma’s immortal eyes. Who could say? Jinu never truly understood Gwi-Ma. How could anyone? A being so ancient, so twisted by time and power, was impossible to fully grasp.

But Jinu didn’t have time to dwell on such thoughts now. The present demanded his attention.

He glanced at his tigers, their sleek, powerful forms lounging nearby. A sigh escaped his lips as he turned his gaze to the paper Zoey had given him. It was covered in her crude little hand-drawn sketches of each tiger, complete with scribbled names. Jinu frowned. Sure, tigers had unique patterns, but Zoey’s drawings made no sense. She had given them all the same markings, as if they were identical.

Beside him, Jangsu, purred softly. She lowered her head to sniff the paper, her eyes flicking over the names as if it, too, was trying to make sense of Zoey’s crude drawing of them.

“So, Hojin,” Jinu muttered, pointing to one of the tigers. Hojin’s tail was longer than the others—a feature that set him apart. Hojin was playful by nature, often teasing and wrestling with Derpy. Then there was Yeongin, a female tiger who seemed to prefer to act like a statue. She would sit or lie down for hours, unmoving, like a living statue. You can probably mistake her for a taxidermy if it wasn’t for the fact she breathes.

And then there was Soohorang. Jinu’s gaze lingered on her. She was ambitious, always challenging for dominance, her golden eyes filled with a quiet intensity. Soohorang wanted Jangsu’s position as the leader of the pack. It wasn’t just a passing whim; it was in her blood. Both Soohorang and Jangsu had been born from the same mother, a powerful tigress who had once been part of Jinu’s pack.

Jinu’s chest tightened at the thought. Where were the others from that litter? Were they alive? Had they escaped hell? Or… were they dead? He pushed the thought aside.

Either way, Soohorang and Jangsu were sisters, littermates who had shared the same beginnings. But their bond was anything but peaceful. Soohorang was relentless, always testing Jangsu’s authority, always seeking to overthrow her.

“Hn,” Jinu grunted, his gaze shifting to Soohorang. She was licking her paw, her sharp teeth flashing briefly as she sent a low, rumbling growl at Jangsu.

Jangsu, unbothered, responded with a lazy yawn, her massive body stretching out as if to say, You’ll have to try harder than that.

“Okay, Jae-In… Cute name,” Jinu said as he looked at the young tiger. Jae-In was the youngest of the pack, with Derpy being the second youngest. Jae-In listened well, didn’t act out, and struck a balance—neither too playful nor too serious. He had never been rough with Derpy, despite their close age. Jinu remembered the two playing together as cubs. He nodded to himself, satisfied. The name fit the tiger perfectly, matching his calm and steady vibe.

And then there was Beom. Jinu turned to the tiger on his other side. She was sniffing the paper Zoey had drawn, her tongue darting out to lick his hand. Her tongue was rough, but he didn’t pull away. “And Beom,” he said softly. Beom looked up at him with large, trusting eyes. He smiled, scratching her chin gently.

Beom might have been the oldest in the pack, yet she had never shown any interest in leading. If anything, she had taken care of Jae-In and Derpy when they were cubs, teaching them how to fend for themselves before letting go. Both Jae-In and Derpy had lost their mothers—killed by demons for sport. Maybe that’s why the tigers chose to follow Jinu. He had built a pack for them, a group bound together for safety, where no demon could hurt or touch them again.

“There, everyone. I hope you all got your names. Let’s all thank Zoey,” Jinu said dramatically, pointing toward Zoey. She had just walked out of the bathroom in a bathrobe, her hair still damp, looking confused. The tigers let out happy purrs in her direction as she waved awkwardly before heading back to her room to change.

Soohorang, as usual, shot an odd look at Jangsu, who responded with a huff. Jinu sighed. “Alright, you guys, I have something to say,” he began, holding out his hand. The tigers raised their heads, all eyes on him. “Now, you might be wondering, why are you all getting names?”

The tigers glanced at each other. Their faces said, What is he on now? Jangsu even looked like she was shrugging.

“Ask Zoey. She’s the one who gave me the names,” Jinu said with a shrug. The tigers let out a growl, one that almost sounded like a collective groan. Jae-In even gave him a look that clearly said, Are you serious right now? Jinu chuckled under his breath, wiping a tear from his eye. “Sorry, okay, serious mode. I was thinking… you guys need to start working again!” He forced a smile, but the tigers exchanged glances, letting out soft chuffs as though having their own private conversation.

Jinu sighed, his bravado slipping. “Okay, look, guys. There’s a chance that Gokdama is planning something bad, very bad . And the Honmoon… well, it turns out its not strong enough to stand against her. I need you all again to work with me,” he admitted, his voice quieter, almost reluctant. Jangsu let out a low growl, her eyes meeting his. She didn’t seem to need convincing; she had already made her decision. Jinu could tell—she’d been there when Baek-Hwa attacked.

“It’s still a decision I haven’t agreed on myself yet,” Jinu muttered. Jangsu let out a tired growl, leaning her head against his shoulder, as if telling him to stop overthinking and just do it. Soohorang added a soft growl of her own.

“Okay, okay, fine!” Jinu huffed, crossing his arms. “If everyone’s fine with it, then I’ll do it,” he said, already feeling annoyed with himself for dragging it out.

He couldn’t remember it ever being this hard with his animals. Then again, back in hell, democracy wasn’t exactly his style. He never gave them a choice—whether they wanted to fight or not wasn’t up for discussion. Back then, he’d used tigers as chairs, others as his rides. Lions were made to carry his things and clean up his messes.

Ugh… I really sucked, Jinu thought, cringing at the memory.

Behind him, he heard Mira snickering. “He looks like an idiot, talking to his tigers,” she muttered, her voice laced with amusement. A soft giggle followed from Rumi, who agreed with her. Jinu pouted, crossing his arms.

Beom sniffed the air for a moment, then placed her paw on Jinu’s knee. Jangsu followed, mirroring the gesture. A low growl from Jangsu prompted the other tigers to rise from where they’d been lounging. One by one, they approached, each placing a paw on Jinu’s knees.

“Woah, cool,” Rumi whispered to Mira, her eyes wide as Jinu let out a breath of relief.

“I know I wasn’t the best to you guys back then,” Jinu said softly, his voice tinged with regret. “But I’ll make it work now.”

The tigers crooned softly, exchanging glances before looking back at him. Jinu smiled, scratching their heads one by one, taking his time with each. When he turned to Rumi, she gave him a thumbs-up.

“So, just like that, huh?” Mira finally stepped out of her room, eyeing the tigers as they shifted back to their resting spots. They sprawled out on the rug, basking beneath the sunlight streaming through the large windows. Their dark blue fur gleamed in the light.

“Just like that,” Jinu replied with pride, glancing at Mira. “When they work as a pack, it’s almost impossible to get through them.”

Mira smirked, clearly unimpressed. Her gaze flicked to Rumi, who had just taken a seat beside Jinu.

“What are you planning?” Rumi asked, noticing the mischievous glint in Mira’s eyes.

“Training,” Mira said with a grin.

Rumi sighed, resigned, as Jinu blinked at them. “Okay, as long as you’re not afraid of getting scratched by these big kitties,” he teased, a smirk tugging at his lips.

“Oh, bring it on,” Mira shot back, her eyes gleaming with defiance.

What Jinu loved about tigers wasn’t the fact that they were tigers. It was their unrelenting ferocity, their ability to destroy anything in their path—anything Jinu wanted them to destroy. Call him crazy, but he never turned that power on humans. No, he reserved it for demons.

For him, the tigers weren’t just animals; they were weapons. It sounded like a derogatory term, sure, but to the tigers, it wasn’t. They took pride in it. “Beasts,” “weapons”—those words resonated with them, not as insults, but as affirmations of their power. They reveled in that identity.

Earlier that day, Jinu had been preparing to release the tigers again. He was excited—thrilled, even. The tigers loved the hunt, and so did he. To him, it wasn’t just survival or necessity; it was a sport. And the pack shared his enthusiasm. But even as the adrenaline coursed through him, a small voice in the back of his mind whispered doubts. Maybe this was too much. Maybe they were taking things too far.

“Are you sure about this, Mira? All of the tigers?” Jinu asked, his voice calm but tinged with hesitation. He was perched on a wooden box in the training room, leaning forward with his elbows resting on his knees. His sharp eyes flicked over to Mira, who stood in the center of the room. Rumi and Zoey were off to the side, Rumi leaning casually against the wall while Zoey cheered Mira on, her voice bright and energetic.

Mira, unfazed by the attention, twirled her Gok-Do in smooth, practiced motions. Her hair was tied back in a ponytail, and she wore an oversized white hoodie paired with loose pants and scuffed sneakers. She moved with an air of confidence, her Gok-Do spinning like an extension of her arm. Each thrust of the Gok-Do was sharp and precise, her movements almost hypnotic.

“I’m sure,” Mira said with a smirk, her voice steady. “It’s just practice. They wouldn’t actually eat me, right?”

Jinu didn’t look convinced. His gaze shifted to Jangsu, who was practically vibrating with energy, her wide eyes filled with excitement. Then he glanced at the tigers, pacing restlessly at the edges of the room. Their tails flicked back and forth, and their claws scraped at the ground, leaving faint marks on the wood. They were eager. Too eager.

“Sure,” Jinu said finally, his tone resigned. “I suppose not. So, what are the rules?”

“For me? Simple,” Mira replied, her smirk widening. She planted the butt of her Gok-Do on the ground with a solid thud, the motion sending a faint ripple of her Honmoon aura through the room. “To beat me, you’ll have to take this from me.”

Jinu sighed, glancing at the tigers again. They were practically vibrating with anticipation, their muscles taut, their claws clicking softly against the floor. He rubbed the back of his neck, feeling the weight of their collective energy. “Alright,” he said at last, leaning back slightly. “For me, it’s even simpler. If you can touch me from where I’m sitting right now, I lose.”

Mira raised a skeptical brow, her smirk faltering for a moment. “That’s all?” she asked, as though she couldn’t believe how easy he was making it.

Jinu tilted his head, his lips curling into a confident smile. “Why? Scared?” he asked, his voice light but teasing.

“Me? Scared?” Mira huffed, gripping her Gok-Do tightly. “Of course not. If anything, I’m wondering why your rule is so easy.”

There was no warning. Mira didn’t give him the satisfaction of a countdown or even a moment to prepare. She sprinted at him, her movements quick and sure. Her ponytail bounced as her sneakers squeaked against the floor. The Gok-Do twirled in her hands like a blur, ready to strike.

Jinu grinned. There it was—that familiar rush, the pounding of his heart, the thrill of danger. He felt it every time. But Mira didn’t know how the tigers worked yet. She didn’t understand their rhythm, their instincts, their sheer unpredictability. For now, Jinu decided to take it slow, to let her get used to them one by one. After all, he didn’t want her to get hurt. Not really.

The tigers, however, were another story. Sometimes, they lost themselves in the sport of it. Their claws itched for action, and their eyes gleamed with hunger—not for blood, but for the thrill of the chase.

Jinu turned his head slightly, his smirk widening. “Soohorang,” he called, his voice calm yet commanding. The tiger, sleek and agile, sprang into action immediately, bolting toward Mira with an almost childlike excitement.

Mira skidded to a stop, her sneakers screeching against the floor as she twirled her Gok-Do, narrowly dodging Soohorang’s first swipe. The air whistled from the sheer force of the tiger’s claws slicing through it. “Close one,” Mira muttered under her breath, her muscles tensing as she thrust her Gok-Do forward in a controlled jab.

Soohorang, however, was faster. With a flicker of energy, a portal opened beneath her paws, swallowing her whole. Mira’s eyes widened as the tiger reappeared above her, claws gleaming. “Woah!” she gasped, barely raising her Gok-Do in time to block the strike. The impact reverberated painfully down her arms, but she held her ground, dropping into a low crouch. With a calculated move, she shifted her weight and threw Soohorang to the side, using the tiger’s momentum against her.

Mira didn’t wait. She bolted toward Jinu again, her focus locked on him. But before she could close the distance, Jinu let out a sharp whistle.

From his side, another tiger leapt into action. Hojin, who looks excited, a little too excited , sprang forward with his teeth bared, aiming directly for Mira’s neck. Mira barely managed to twist out of the way, grunting as she kicked Hojin back with all her strength. Her breathing was heavy, but she didn’t have time to celebrate her escape.

Soohorang suddenly reappeared beside her, spinning in a graceful 360-degree turn before launching a powerful back kick with her hind legs. The sheer force of the impact sent Mira flying across the room. She hit the floor hard, her Gok-Do slipping from her grasp, skittering away across the polished wood.

“Agh!” Mira groaned, forcing herself to her knees as she clutched her side. Pain radiated from her ribs where Soohorang had struck her. It felt like she’d been hit by a truck—or maybe a freight train. “What the hell is that tiger? A damn horse?” she muttered under her breath, trying to catch her wind.

Jinu, still seated on his wooden box, leaned his chin on his palm, his smirk growing wider. “Impressive, isn’t she?” he said lightly, clearly enjoying the spectacle.

From the sidelines, Zoey and Rumi were clapping enthusiastically. “Oh my god, what was that?! ” Zoey shrieked, her eyes wide with shock.

Meanwhile, Soohorang and Hojin circled each other, nipping playfully. But there was a tension in the air. Hojin growled low in his throat, clearly annoyed that Soohorang had stolen his chance to take Mira down. 

Mira staggered to her feet, still clutching her side. The ache in her ribs was sharp, making it hard to breathe. For a moment, she simply stood there, trying to steady herself. Her chest rose and fell as she fought to push the pain aside.

“You alright?” Rumi called out, her voice laced with concern.

Mira let out a soft grunt, extending her hand toward her fallen weapon. Her Gok-Do responded instantly, flying back to her hand with a faint hum of energy. Mira gripped it tightly, her knuckles whitening. “I’m fine,” she said through clenched teeth. “I want a rematch.”

Jinu chuckled, the sound warm and mocking. “Why? Sore loser? ” he teased.

Mira didn’t bother answering. She was already moving, dashing toward him again in a blur of motion.

Soohorang reacted immediately, launching herself at Mira with calculated precision. But this time, Mira was ready. She leapt over the tiger’s massive frame, landing smoothly on the other side. Before she could catch her breath, Hojin lunged at her from the front, claws swiping dangerously close to her face. Mira dropped, sliding on her knees beneath the tiger’s strike.

That’s when she noticed it.

Her eyes darted between Soohorang and Hojin as they moved in perfect sync. Soohorang aimed for her legs, her strikes low and sweeping, while Hojin’s claws slashed at her hands, targeting her Gok-Do. It was like a coordinated dance—a carefully rehearsed routine. They have definitely done this before.

“They’re working together,” she muttered under her breath. “They’ve planned this.”

Jinu leaned back, his smirk never wavering. He turned to Yeongin, a sleek tiger with an almost snake-like elegance. Yeongin let out a soft, rumbling purr before darting into action.

Mira barely had time to process what was happening. Yeongin summoned a portal beneath her paws, vanishing into it like a shadow slipping under a door.

“Hah!” Mira grunted, spinning on her heel and slamming the butt of her Gok-Do into Hojin’s side. The tiger hissed, leaping back with claws outstretched. Mira barely had time to recover before Soohorang lunged at her ankles, forcing her to jump back.

Then it hit her.

Quite literally.

The portal beneath her flared to life, and Yeongin erupted from it like a coiled spring. The tiger’s sharp teeth glinted as she lunged for Mira’s back. Mira twisted at the last second, barely dodging the strike, but the movement sent her directly into Soohorang’s path.

Mira grunted, her muscles tense as she swung her Gok-Do in a wide arc at Soohorang. The tiger, with a flick of his striped tail, leapt nimbly out of reach, tawny fur rippling with power. Now she had three tigers to contend with, each one more intimidating than the last. Behind her, Hojin and Yeongin circled with low, rumbling growls, their golden eyes locked on her and occasionally darting at each other, testing her perimeter. They moved in perfect sync, bodies crouched low to the ground, tails lashing, waiting for her to make the first mistake.

Mira’s gaze flickered to the edge of the training ring, where Jinu watched the scene unfold with a lazy smirk. He lounged against a pile of old wooden crates, his chin propped on one hand, head tilted in amusement. “Only three tigers, and you can barely keep up with one. Surprised to see animals outsmart you?” he teased, his voice smooth as silk.

Mira scoffed, a grin tugging at her lips despite herself. Soohorang let out a sharp, commanding growl, and the other two tigers immediately backed off, widening their circle to give Mira more space. She exhaled, rolling her shoulders, grateful for the small reprieve.

“What are you doing?” she called out, narrowing her eyes at Jinu.

He shrugged, almost bored. “Just giving you another chance to come at me,” he replied, a glint of challenge in his eyes.

Mira felt a muscle in her jaw twitch. She spun her Gok-Do with practiced ease, its blade whistling through the air as she advanced. The sudden movement startled Hojin and Yeongin, who sprang aside, while she vaulted clean over Soohorang’s back in a single, fluid motion. She landed just a few paces from Jinu, legs coiled, ready to launch him off his perch.

But before she could attack, a blur slammed into her side. The world spun. She hit the ground hard, the breath knocked from her lungs, her Gok-Do skittering across the floor out of reach.

“Jangsu, careful,” Jinu chided, though his tone was more amused than admonishing.

Dazed, Mira looked up into the massive face of Jangsu, who stared back with cool intelligence. She hadn’t even seen him move. Suddenly she felt a tug at her hood—Soohorang had her in his jaws, gently but firmly dragging her across the floor towards Jinu, who gave her a mocking little wave.

At the sidelines, Rumi and Zoey burst into applause. “Go Jinu!” from Rumi and a “You can get him next time!” from Zoey, puffing her cheeks.

“What was that? I can’t even move without getting cornered!” Mira complained, yanking her hood free from Soohorang’s jaws as she pulled herself upright.

Jinu only grinned, his teeth flashing. “That, Mira, is sport. Or at least, hunting. You know, that’s how they train their cubs—chasing, cornering, teaching them to think fast.” He shrugged, almost nonchalant.

“Playing?” Mira echoed incredulously, rubbing a sore spot on her hip. “They were going for my head and feet!”

Jinu’s eyes glinted with a hint of pride. “If they were serious, they’d use claws. They’d go straight for your neck, no dramatics whatsoever.” he said, voice dropping to a low, matter-of-fact tone.

Mira paled. Without thinking, she summoned her Gok-Do, which shimmered into her hand in a brief flash of blue light. She stared at it, the metal suddenly feeling heavier in her grip.

It struck her then—Jinu hadn’t been given his position as general by accident. Gwi-Ma definitely knew he could do it, but Jinu never took his job seriously. Sending half assed and half trained demons on their way for four centuries.

The way he trained these tigers was precise, ruthless, and efficient. They weren’t just pets or performing animals; they were soldiers, weapons honed for war. That realization unsettled her more than any of his plans to become a k-pop idol and steal fans’ souls by singing. She couldn’t even reach him, and for these tigers, this was nothing more than a game.

“Again,” Mira said, her voice steady with resolve. If she wanted to learn how to fight against smart demons, maybe Jinu was the teacher she needed.

She found herself wondering: if this was just play, what would happen if Jinu truly trained Gwi-Ma’s demon army for war?

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JINU HAD NEVER SEEN MIRA SO FIRED UP BEFORE. She was always determined, but today, something in her eyes blazed with a new, desperate intensity. He had no idea what had spurred her to ask for another round of training—especially after the last session, which had ended in near-disaster. She could barely hold her own against two tigers back then. Now, she’d not only asked to try again, but demanded he take it seriously.

He watched her now, hunched over and panting, sweat beading on her brow. The blue light of her Gok-Do flickered beside her, sputtering like a dying candle.

“Are you okay?” Jinu asked softly, kneeling at her side. His shadow fell across her, cool on her burning skin.

“I—I’m fine,” Mira managed between gasps, wiping the back of her hand across her forehead. She groaned, but managed a crooked grin. “Soohorang really packs a punch. She likes to kick, huh?”

Jinu couldn’t help but smile at her stubborn bravado. “That she does.” He offered his hand, and Mira took it, letting him help her to her feet, her grip shaky but determined. “You should rest. Fighting with them is probably not good for you, at least not like this. Though, I have to say, they look happy.” He nodded toward the two tigers, Soohorang and Hojin, who were playfully chuffing at each other after working together to outmaneuver Mira. Their striped coats glistened in the low light, muscles rippling as they circled each other in contentment.

“I can still fight,” Mira insisted, though her voice was thin, her breath ragged. She wiped more sweat from her brow, setting her jaw in defiance.

Jinu watched her, concern etched across his face. “We’ve been at this for almost five hours now,” he said gently, tilting his head in that way he did when he was worried.

“Why? You think I can’t do it?” Mira snapped, a flash of irritation in her eyes.

He shook his head, smiling softly. “Not that. I know you can. But rest is important, too.”

Mira looked at him for a long moment, her determination warring with exhaustion, before finally sinking back to the floor. She let out a heavy sigh and unsummoned her Gok-Do, the blue light vanishing into the air. For a moment, she simply sat, head bowed, breathing deeply.

Jinu settled down beside her, stretching his legs out. “You okay?” he asked again, more quietly this time.

“Just peachy,” Mira muttered, shooting him a sideways glare.

Jinu frowned, letting the silence linger for a heartbeat before speaking. “I think something’s bothering you,” he said finally. “Come on, out with it.”

Mira’s shoulders tensed. She looked away, jaw clenched. “I just want to get stronger. Is that so bad?” Her voice was sharp, but beneath it, Jinu caught a tremor of vulnerability.

He grinned, trying to lighten the mood. “Not really. But overworking yourself definitely is. Besides, I thought you were supposed to be with Rumi and Zoey tonight. Weren’t you all working on a new song?”

“I can do this and that at the same time,” Mira shot back, though her words lacked conviction.

Jinu snickered. “Okay, multitasker. Well, I’m getting tired, too, so I don’t want to do this anymore.” He pouted exaggeratedly, earning a withering glare from Mira.

“You aren’t even doing anything,” she said, rolling her eyes.

He grinned wider, the familiar mischief dancing in his gaze. “My tigers, my decision. My rules.” There it was—that infuriating smirk that always made her want to punch him square in the mouth.

“Ugh, not fair,” Mira groaned. “I don’t know how you trained them, but I can barely last against two of your tigers. The longer we go, the stronger they get. Don’t they get tired?”

Jinu shrugged, glancing fondly at his tigers. “It’s been a while since they’ve seen any real action. Maybe that’s why?”

For a moment, the gym was silent except for the distant, satisfied chuffing of the tigers. Mira finally broke the hush with a heavy sigh. “I just… I don’t want the people I care about to get hurt. That’s why I’m doing all this,” she admitted quietly, voice barely above a whisper.

Jinu snorted, unable to hide a crooked smile. “I think nobody ever wants to see the people they care about get hurt,” he said gently.

Mira rolled her eyes, but there was no real heat behind it. “Jinu, you made me realize there’s so much more going on than I ever thought. If you hadn’t come back to us, we’d never have known about any of this.” Her gaze dropped, voice growing somber. “The demonic shrines, the generals… What if they’d come here and we didn’t even know how strong they were? We’d be dead before we realized what was happening.”

Jinu winced at the truth in her words. “Don’t say it like that,” he said quietly, the weight of guilt settling between his shoulders.

“But you believe me, right?” Mira pressed, searching his eyes. “We don’t stand a chance against them. God, I can’t even stand a chance against you .” Her breath shook, her fists clenching in frustration.

It was the truth, and it stung. They’d all treated these threats like jokes, convinced their friendship could overcome anything. Jinu reached out, gently resting a hand on her shoulder. “You’re doing exceptionally well, Mira. For someone going against me, you’re—honestly, you’re incredible.”

Mira shot him a glare, but her lips twitched. “Dude, do you not get it? Back then, you never took anything seriously. A K-pop demon boy band? That was like… it felt like you guys were mocking us. You showed us how easily the demons could do whatever they wanted—and how powerless we are to stop it. You could put the whole world in danger, and we’d never even see it coming.” Her voice trembled at the memory.

Jinu’s expression softened. He rubbed the space between his brows, a troubled frown creasing his forehead. “You’re right. I’m sorry, Mira.”

She let out a rough laugh, shaking her head. “It’s not your fault. Honestly, I’m glad you’re here. I’m glad you found Rumi, and Rumi found you.” She offered him a small, genuine smile, but it faded almost as quickly as it came.

Her eyes grew distant. “You know, it just hit me. Maybe we were never taken seriously.” The words hung in the air, heavy and raw.

Jinu hesitated, his brow furrowing. Mira continued, her voice barely more than a whisper, “I mean, you could have sent a demon to pose as the president or something. If you wanted to take over, you probably could have. No one would believe a bunch of K-pop Idols that the damn president is a fake,”

Jinu couldn’t help but laugh, rubbing the back of his neck. “That’s… actually not a bad idea. But honestly, we have enough politics and laws as it is. No need to make things harder.”

Mira glared at him, her anxiety flaring. “Jinu, that’s not helping my fears.”

He only grinned, raising his hands in surrender. “Sorry, sorry.”

Mira huffed, crossing her arms tightly over her chest. “See? Maybe we were never really taken seriously. And that terrifies me. A lot.”

Jinu’s smile faded, and he nodded, folding his legs beneath him and slouching forward. “Yeah. I guess it scares me, too.”

For a long moment, neither spoke. The air felt thick with everything left unsaid. Then Mira glanced at him, her voice hushed. “You know… I’ve come to realize maybe you’re terrifying in your own way, too.”

Jinu straightened, a bead of sweat trickling down the back of his neck as he turned to face her. “What do you mean by that?” he asked carefully, uncertainty flickering in his eyes.

Mira sighed, her gaze dropping to the floor for a moment before meeting his. “Your tigers… You didn’t just train them to spar—you trained them to fight. To kill, if they had to. They’re not just pets or companions, Jinu. They’re weapons.” Her voice trembled with the weight of her words. “It made me wonder… If you really did your job as Gwi-Ma’s general, then wouldn’t the demons sent here be just as hard to kill as your tigers?”

Jinu followed her eyes to where Soohorang and Hojin lounged, their muscles coiled even in rest. A shadow crossed his face. “No,” he said, shaking his head.

Mira stared at him, not understanding.

He clarified, “Demons aren’t the kind of beings who are easily motivated. Even if I trained them like I did my tigers, they wouldn’t catch up. They lack the drive, the discipline—the passion to improve.” He paused, considering. “They don’t care enough.”

Mira tilted her head, studying him. “And what about you?” she asked quietly. “Did you have all of that when you were there?”

Jinu hesitated, frown deepening. “I guess… my motivation was just not to get hurt,” he admitted, voice softer now. “Survival was everything.”

For a moment, they both sat in silence, the admission lingering in the air. Then, unexpectedly, Mira let out a soft, huffing laugh. “Then we’re the same, Jinu. Teach me.”

She stood, determination burning in her eyes, and offered him her hand. Jinu blinked, caught off guard by the gesture.

“Teach… you to fight?” he echoed, as if the idea had never occurred to him before.

Mira nodded, her expression resolute. “I don’t want to get hurt, and I don’t want the people I love to get hurt, either.” Her words were barely a whisper, but they rang with conviction.

Jinu met her gaze, searching for hesitation and finding none. Slowly, he reached up, grasping her hand as she pulled him to his feet. The moment felt heavier than it should have, as if a silent promise passed between them.

“Will you teach me?” she asked, voice steady.

Jinu managed a hesitant smile. “Sure… Just don’t regret it. Romance always said I was a bit too strict when I trained them.” He tried to sound lighthearted but there was a seriousness in his tone that Mira didn’t miss.

Mira smirked, fire rekindled in her eyes. “Be as strict as you want. I don’t want you to go easy on me.”

He studied her for a heartbeat, uncertainty lingering, then his lips curled into a smirk of his own. “Make sure you don’t regret that.”

Mira lets out a chuckle, “I won’t.”

 

MANY YEARS AGO, ABBY WAS JUST DONG–HYUN—a poor orphan with nothing to his name. Life was hard, but it became brighter the day he met Ha-Yoon, a clever and compassionate woman who saw something in him that he never saw in himself. Together, they built a fragile little world, and soon after, their daughter Hana was born. 

Hana was radiant, her laughter like windbells in the spring. He adored his wife and daughter with a devotion that made each day worth enduring, even as scarcity gnawed at their lives. Hunger, sickness… everything .

But these were dark times. Korea was tearing itself apart, brother against brother, north against south. The streets were thick with fear and suspicion. Food was precious, hope even more so. Abby despised the endless struggle for power that seemed to poison humanity, but what choice did he have? With nothing left but love for his family, he enlisted in the war, desperate to earn whatever little money he could send home. 

The fear of dying on the battlefield paled in comparison to the terror of his wife and child starving. As bullets whistled past and comrades fell around him, all Abby cared about was that Ha-Yoon and Hana would have enough rice, enough warmth, enough peace for one more day.

Desperation led him to Gwi-Ma, the demon who offered him power in exchange for his soul. Abby accepted, not out of greed, but out of love—for his family’s survival, he would sacrifice anything, even himself. The demon’s bargain came at a cost: Gwi-Ma feasted on human suffering, regrets, and shame. Abby knew, deep down, that he was feeding the monster with his own soul, but he had no regrets. 

If suffering bought his family another sunrise, so be it .

His luck, however, was as fleeting as a candle in a storm. One day, a bullet found him—sharp, sudden, final. He died in the mud, thoughts of his wife and daughter his last comfort, and awoke in hell, lost among a crowd of screaming, writhing demons.

In hell, language broke down. The demons babbled in tongues he could not recognize, their voices twisted and sharp, echoing off the stone and fire. They were monstrous—misshapen, grotesque, nothing like humans. Sometimes, Abby glimpsed other lost souls like himself—humans twisted by their own guilt, some there for decades, others newly arrived. Some raved in madness, weeping or laughing hysterically at nothing, begging forgiveness from a God who could no longer hear them.

Abby quickly realized that hell was a place of isolation, where hope and faith were as scarce as food had been in life. He tried to keep to himself, but fear and loneliness gnawed at him.

It was here, in the endless torment, that Abby first saw Gwi-Ma’s generals—demons who ruled this infernal realm with an iron grip. He glimpsed two that stood apart from the others.

The first was a woman, almost ethereal in her beauty. Her hair was long and black as midnight, and her demon marks were so faint they shimmered like mirages—easy to dismiss as tricks of the light. She had the serene face of an aristocrat, the kind who would walk among the poor with a gentle smile and hidden cruelty.

Her smile unsettled Abby; it was warm, yet it hinted at something cold and bottomless.

She spoke to Gwi-Ma with a familiarity that suggested either deep affection or a dangerous alliance. Her name, Abby would learn later, was Lady Gokdama.

The second was a silent man in a black hanbok, a broad-brimmed gat shadowing his face. He stood always to the side, head bowed, never speaking. By his side prowled a blue tiger, its eyes glowing with unnatural intelligence. The sight of the beast sent shivers through Abby’s soul. This was Master Jinul, the other general—a presence as cold and distant as the void.

“They come back again, those generals,” whispered a voice beside Abby. It was another human who was unfortunate enough to accept Gwi-Ma’s deal, her face pale with terror. “Generals?” he echoed. “Yes,” she replied, voice trembling. “Lady Gokdama and Master Jinul. They’re the only ones who keep hell from collapsing into pure chaos… Be careful. If either of them notices you, your suffering will never end.”

Suffering... Have I not suffered enough as a human? Is what he thought. "And most of all be careful of Master Jinul, never let him see you. Speak to you, you will not be able to say no to his words." her words were strange, she was stammering, babbling. Abby can feel her fear and in the end, he didn't understand a single thing from that.

But her eyes were wide as dinner plates, fear, terror and pain was swirling in her dark eyes, it was eating her. "Be careful, I tell you! You wouldn't want to fall under his spell as well, just like everyone in this hell hole. Just like- me." 

The true horror of hell struck him at the end of his first year. He was dragged—along with dozens of other lost souls—into an arena surrounded by howling demons. At the center, a deep pit seethed with golden-furred lions, their eyes bright with hunger. One by one, demons were tossed in, torn apart as the crowd cheered.

“Oh God, I don’t want to die again,” sobbed a man beside Abby, his entire body trembling with terror. Abby himself recoiled, his own dread threatening to swallow him whole. He searched the crowd and saw Master Jinul standing atop a stone outcrop, his face hidden by his hat, watching the slaughter with an impassive gaze.

"I'm scared."

"Please... God,"

And when Master Jinul would hear those words. He would look at them, and say. "There is no God here," spitting the word as if it was a curse.

There was no mercy here, only the cold mechanics of survival and damnation.

This was not training—this was mass murder. Master Jinul seemed to find amusement in watching them perish, picked off one by one, their bodies broken by the lions’ massive jaws as easily as crackers. Abby remembered little from that first year as a demon, but the memories that remained were etched in pain: the desperate scrambles for survival, the wounds that sometimes took days—sometimes months—to heal. In hell, time was slippery and unkind, and Abby could never tell how long he had truly suffered.

His first real encounter with Master Jinul was hazy, as if seen through dirty glass. Fifty years in hell had corroded his mind, blurring so many memories it was hard to know what was real and what was a dream. He remembered wandering up a barren, mist-shrouded mountain, the ground littered with black stones, when he stumbled upon a lone figure seated atop a rock. 

The man wore a black hanbok, his face obscured by the wide brim of a gat. Jinul’s long, pale fingers plucked at the strings of a bipa, the mournful notes echoing through the desolate air.

Abby froze. He hadn’t expected to find anyone else on this forsaken mountain—least of all Master Jinul himself. The melody cut off abruptly, and Jinul’s head inclined slightly, as if noticing Abby for the first time.

“A stray,” Jinul remarked, his voice flat and cold. Abby’s heart dropped. He knew well the reputation of Master Jinul: merciless, unfeeling, finding entertainment in the torment of lost souls. He’d seen Jinul cast demons and humans alike into pits and even rivers of lava when they failed to meet his impossible standards.

“I’m sorry, Master Jinul,” Abby stammered, dropping to his knees, breath coming in ragged gasps. He tried to steady his voice, but terror made it shake.

Jinul was silent for a moment. Then, with a derisive hum, he stood and slung the bipa at his side. “Hn. I haven’t even spoken, and already you’re apologizing? What a pathetic excuse for a demon.” His words were clipped, dismissive, yet they struck Abby like a slap.

Suddenly, the shadows behind Jinul shifted. Six pairs of eyes blinked open, glowing faintly in the half-darkness. One by one, six tigers—each larger than any beast Abby had ever seen—emerged, their blue-striped fur rippling, their movements silent and predatory. They began to circle him, their gaze unblinking and cold.

Abby swallowed nervously, lowering his head in fear. He’d had enough of claws and teeth—enough of being mauled by lions whipped into a frenzy, hungry for fresh meat. He was already grateful that Master Jinul, in a rare moment of mercy (or perhaps just to make the game more interesting), had tossed a few dried trees into the pit, giving him something to climb and cling to as the lions circled below.

“Stand up,” Master Jinul commanded, his voice cool and absolute. And before Abby could even process his command, his knees trembled as he pushed himself upright like a puppet manned by a marionette, the air around him felt opressive and oddly he felt like his throat was being squeezed by an unseen hand.

Behind him, a lion crept closer, its massive body low to the ground, amber eyes fixed on him. Abby dared not make any sudden moves. He glanced at Master Jinul, who flicked his hand in a gesture—sit.

Abby sat, gingerly, on the broad back of the lion. The beast shifted beneath him, muscles rippling, and Abby fought to keep his balance. The lion lifted him just enough that he could look Jinul in the eye, or at least in the direction of his shadowed face.

“Your name,” Master Jinul asked, plucking a discordant note from his bipa. Abby didn’t speak, his words dying at his throat, suddenly, there was it again, that strange strangling feeling around his throat. Master Jinul looks him straight in the eyes. “Speak, or are you deaf?”

Abby chokes, coughing at the feeling.

“Y–You ca-can call me anything, Master Jinul,” Abby stammered, his voice barely above a whisper. Jinul regarded him with a cool, unreadable gaze.

“And what are you doing here? Alone?” Jinul’s tone was mild, but there was an edge to it, a hidden blade. “Do you not know I own these mountains? That only I may walk here?”

Abby’s mouth went dry. “I—I didn’t know, Master Jinul. I’m sorry, please forgive me.” He clasped his hands together, bowing his head.

Jinul plucked a string, the sound sharp in the heavy silence. Then, unexpectedly, he chuckled.

Abby looked up, startled by the sound, eyes wide with fear.

Forgiveness ?” Jinul repeated, a smirk tugging at his lips.

“I—I’ll do anything for you, Master Jinul. Tell me what you need,” Abby pleaded.

Jinul considered, his smirk growing wider. “If I were in a darker mood, I wouldn’t take that offer right now. But I’m feeling generous.” He paused, eyes glinting. “Bring me a demon—someone I can use for target practice. Do that, and I’ll forgive your trespass.”

Abby felt a cold sweat break out along his spine. Bring him a demon? He’d spent every waking moment in hell avoiding others, keeping his head down, never meeting their eyes. Now he was being asked to betray one of them—or else become Jinul’s next target.

“A d-demon?” he echoed, voice cracking.

Jinul’s eyes narrowed. “Unless, of course, you’d prefer to be my target. I could stand a thousand feet away and still hit you dead center. Your body is… accommodating.”

Abby shivered, his mouth suddenly parched. “I—I’ll find a demon for you! I promise!” he blurted.

“Good,” Jinul said, waving him off. “Go on, little stray.”

Abby wasted no time. He scrambled off the lion and hurried down the crumbling stone steps, Jinul’s laughter echoing behind him. That was the first time he truly met Master Jinu.

And now—

“Kitty, come here, come here…” Abby leaned against the doorframe, watching as Jinu—so different from the merciless general he remembered—crawled across the floor of their little shop, arm outstretched beneath a low shelf. Jinu was focused, brow furrowed, trying to coax something out from the shadows.

“What the hell are you doing, Jinu?” Abby called, voice dry.

Jinu jerked up at the sound, banging his head on the edge of the shelf. A couple of potted plants wobbled dangerously, but Jinu caught them with a laugh, rubbing the back of his head.

“Hey, Abby!” Jinu grinned, triumphant. He held up a tiny, shivering tabby kitten, dirty and soaked from the rain outside. “Look what I found, a stray kitten—snucked in when a customer left the door open.”

Abby frowned, eyeing the bundle of fur in Jinu’s hands. “I can’t take care of a kitten. I already have the boys—can’t add another mouth to feed.”

Jinu pouted, holding the kitten out as if it would melt Abby’s resolve. “Aw, come on. Look at this face! How can you say no to that?”

The kitten mewed, a pitiful, pleading sound. Abby sighed, rolling his eyes. “Never been a cat person,” he muttered.

Jinu’s pout deepened. “I can’t believe you’d say such things in front of this baby,” he mocked, cradling the kitten closer to his chest as if to shield her from Abby’s words. Abby only rolled his eyes, setting a potted plant down on the front desk. He glanced at the kitten, her fur rumpled and damp. “Why don’t you take it home yourself?” he asked, arching an eyebrow.

Jinu’s eyes lit up at the suggestion. “I think Zoey would like…” He paused, gently lifting the kitten’s tail to check. “Her. Another girl, well well.” He smirked, the mischief returning to his voice. Abby just rolled his eyes again, unable to hide a faint smile.

“It's been a while since your last visit,” Abby said, pushing a stool towards Jinu, who sat down and started petting the kitten. “I was almost worried you’d died—or been killed by those hunters.”

Jinu shrugged, his expression turning thoughtful. “Been a bit busy, you know. Remember our last talk? About finding Rumi’s dad?”

Abby perked up, curiosity piqued. “You found him?”

Jinu crossed one leg over the other and nodded. “I did. But plot twist,” he said, lowering his voice conspiratorially, “it turns out he was one of Gwi-Ma’s missing generals.”

Abby’s eyes widened. “The fuck? Are you serious? Rumi’s mother slept with a general?” His voice was incredulous.

Jinu made a face, wrinkling his nose. “Man, watch how you say things,” he whined, shaking his head. “You can’t just say ‘slept with’ like that—it sounds… wrong.”

Abby waved him off. “You’re too old to be so sensitive,” he said, shaking his head in mock disapproval.

Jinu huffed and looked down at the kitten, stroking her gently. “Chwisaeng finally found someone who understands him. After hundreds of thousands of years of being a demon… you can’t blame the guy for wanting something different.”

“Right,” Abby murmured, his voice softening. They both fell quiet for a moment, the kitten’s tiny purrs filling the space between them. Jinu scratched under her chin, and Abby watched him with a small, thoughtful huff. Jinu really had changed.

“So, you got what you wanted, huh?” Abby said at last, arms crossed. “Found your girlfriend’s dad. What’s next?”

Jinu hummed, glancing sideways as if checking for eavesdroppers. “Actually, I came here to ask about something else,” he said, lowering his voice as if revealing a secret.

Abby lifted a brow. “Out with it.”

Jinu hesitated, then leaned in. “I was wondering… how did you turn back into a human?” His voice was almost shy, as if the question embarrassed him.

Abby blinked, surprised. “You… want to be human?” he repeated slowly, unsure if he’d heard right.

Jinu shrugged, looking away. “Why not?”

Abby narrowed his eyes, suspicion coloring his tone. “Alright, fess up. You’re hiding something,” he accused, leaning in as Jinu hugged the kitten to his chest and leaned backward, an awkward smile on his lips.

“I-I don’t know what you mean, dude,” Jinu tried, but his voice wavered.

Abby kept his steady glare. A bead of sweat rolled down Jinu’s temple before he finally broke. “Okay, fine… It’s unrelated to the human thing. But it’s possible that Gokdama is trying to take Gwi-Ma’s throne—if she hasn’t already. So now the girls are working on creating the golden Honmoon. And me… I want to be human. I can’t last another hundred years, Abby, you get that, right?” Jinu’s voice trembled with something between desperation and hope.

Abby leaned back, the weight of understanding settling on his shoulders. “You’re… affected by it too?” he whispered.

Jinu nodded, his eyes dark. “I am. Have been, for a long time. I don’t even know how I made it through four centuries. But I don’t want to be a demon anymore. I don’t want immortality. I want to grow old, get white hair… hell, I want my knees to ache when it rains.” He tried to laugh, but it sounded hollow.

Abby studied him for a long moment, then sighed. “I always thought you seemed immune to the immortality curse… I mean, look at General Gokdama.” He shrugged, the words heavy.

Jinu shook his head. “She’s not. I don’t care how strong you are—a thousand years would drive anyone mad. And if you don’t believe that, just look at what she’s doing, going after Gwi-Ma’s throne. If that doesn’t scream madness, nothing does.” Jinu leaned back, letting the kitten crawl up his arm.

“Okay, fine, but I doubt I can help,” Abby said, spreading his hands in a helpless gesture.

Jinu frowned, confusion creasing his brow. “Whaaat? What do you mean by that?” His voice rose a little as the kitten in his lap blinked up at him, mewing softly.

Abby let out a sigh, rubbing his palm over his face. “I mean… I don’t remember the details. Neither of us does. After the hunters killed us, we were just—here. Back in the world. No warning, no instructions. Just… alive again.”

Jinu stared at him, his mouth slightly open. He looked down at the kitten pawing at his jacket, his mind struggling to process. “Hold on, so… just like that?” he echoed, voice flat with disbelief.

“Yeah. Just like that.” Abby shrugged. “Baby had this theory that maybe it was because we had good karma. That the only reason we got taken by Gwi-Ma in the first place was because of innocent reasons. For me, I took Gwi-Ma’s deal just to send money home to my family—so they wouldn’t starve during the war.” Abby pressed a hand to his chest, remembering the ache of that choice.

Jinu blinked, realization dawning. “Good karma?” he muttered, staring at some distant point behind Abby’s head. “I don’t… I don’t have any of that,” he said quietly, glancing over at Abby with a haunted look.

Abby frowned, searching Jinu’s face. “Sure you do. I mean, you must have been a good person at some point, back when you were human, right?”

Jinu winced at the question. He tried to remember—tried to summon up some memory of kindness or selflessness. All he saw was his own younger self: living selfishly in the palace, splurging as the court musician, leaving his mother and sister behind. Good person? He wasn’t even half of that. His insides twisted with guilt.

Abby saw the shadows flicker over Jinu’s face and reached out, placing a reassuring hand on his shoulder. “It’s fine. Good karma isn’t just something from your past. You can keep doing good things now, today, and gather it up as you go.”

Jinu’s frown deepened, skepticism plain on his face. “Doing good things, sure, sounds easy—except I’ve done so much shit, Abby. There’s no way I’m ever going to be human again.” He groaned, burying his face in his hands. The kitten let out a worried meow and glanced at Abby as if asking for help.

“You can always start now,” Abby said gently.

Jinu peeked through his fingers, shooting Abby a weak glare. “How?”

Abby hesitated, rubbing the back of his neck. “Well… we could always wait for the boys to get back. Maybe they’ll have some ideas.”

Right. Ideas. Like that would solve centuries of accumulated sin , Jinu thought, pulling a face but shrugging anyway. “Fine by me, I guess.” He turned back to the kitten, letting her bat at his fingers, a small, reluctant smile breaking through.

“Baby might have an idea,” Abby mused, stroking his chin thoughtfully.

Jinu nodded, not looking up, his attention fully on the kitten. “As long as it’s not Romance, I’m fine with it,” he muttered, a trace of humor sneaking into his voice.

Chapter 24

Notes:

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Chapter Text

GOOD KARMA EQUALS TO JINU GETTING A JOB. “A job? Where?” Jinu asked, his brows furrowing in curiosity. Baby responded with a proud grin, his hand pointing dramatically toward Abby, who immediately made a face.

“Working for Abby?” Jinu echoed, his tone laced with disbelief, just as Abby simultaneously blurted, “He works for me?”

Baby nodded enthusiastically. “He can care for flowers. As far as I’m concerned, you get good karma as long as you care for something. I mean, you can’t work in a hospital, dude,” Baby added bluntly, crossing his arms.

Jinu wrinkled his nose. “I haven’t had a job in a long while… if ever,” he admitted, scratching the back of his neck awkwardly as Abby groaned loudly, throwing his hands into the air.

“No way,” Abby retorted, shaking his head. “Jinu doesn’t even know how to care for a flower.”

“I can learn?” Jinu offered with a shrug and a hopeful smile before turning to Baby. “Baby, are you sure this is enough to actually get me good karma?”

Baby tilted his head, sucking thoughtfully on a lollipop he had retrieved from his pocket. “It’s a theory… It might work?” he said, his voice trailing off with uncertainty.

“Might?” Jinu repeated, his face scrunching in disbelief. “So we’re not even sure?” He groaned dramatically, his shoulders sagging.

Baby turned to Abby, who threw him a helpless shrug. “It is a theory, Jinu. We’re all not exactly sure,” Abby admitted with a sigh.

For a moment, the room fell silent. Only the faint hum of the shop’s overhead fan broke the lull. Jinu’s uneasy glance darted between Baby and Abby, then down to his hands. The quiet was almost suffocating until Abby finally broke it with a reluctant sigh.

“Okay, fine,” Abby muttered, his voice tinged with resignation. “I guess it’ll be fine. It gets lonely here sometimes.”

Jinu blinked, surprised by the admission. Abby’s words were kind, but his tone was begrudging, as though he hated to admit the truth.

“Thank you, Abby,” Jinu murmured, his lips curling into a small smile.

Baby clapped his hands together in excitement. “Does that mean you’re living here with us?” he asked, almost bouncing on his feet. His enthusiasm was infectious—too infectious.

Jinu’s eyes widened in panic. “Uh…” he stammered, clearly caught off guard.

Abby groaned, dragging a hand down his face. “I doubt that. No, I don’t think I can do that,” Jinu hurriedly clarified, waving his hands. “Rumi might not like it. I hate being away from her.” His voice dropped into a mumble, and his expression turned almost manic as he spoke to himself.

Baby shot Abby a look, his expression screaming, ‘Is this guy mentally okay?’ Abby responded with a subtle shake of his head.

“As Baby was saying,” Abby interjected, cutting through the awkward energy, “you can stay here if you need to. This can be your other home. Just… not always. The place is already small enough. I can’t handle another person in the same room.”

“And why’s that?” Jinu asked, tilting his head.

“Because,” Abby groaned, dragging out the word, “Romance snores in his sleep, Baby talks in his sleep, and god forbid—Mystery sleepwalks. He almost fell down the stairs once. I really can’t handle another oddity like you.”

Jinu blinked at him, stunned. Then, to everyone’s surprise, he smiled. A faint blush dusted his cheeks as he looked genuinely happy. “Really? That’s… really kind of you,” he said softly, his tone carrying a sincerity that made Abby shift uncomfortably.

Baby grinned mischievously. “Oh, Romance and Mystery missed you. Romance, especially. Also me. And especially Abby, ” Baby teased, his smirk growing wider as Abby flushed.

Jinu’s grin turned cheeky as he glanced at Abby. “Wow, really? That’s so sweet of you, Abby,” he teased, his voice dripping with mock sincerity.

Abby let out a groan, clearly regretting everything, and turned on his heel to walk back to the front desk. Without a word, he grabbed a green apron from a nearby hook and tossed it to Jinu, who caught it with ease.

“Come back tomorrow, and I’ll teach you how to take care of the flowers here,” Abby said, his tone firm but not unkind. “For now, you’ll be assigned to caring for them. I’ll handle the bouquet making.”

Jinu’s face lit up with excitement, his grin wide as he turned to Baby and offered a fist bump. “Thanks, Baby. I owe you one,” Jinu said sincerely.

Baby grinned back and bumped his fist. “No prob! Anyway, I gotta study. I’ve got a test to prepare for. It’s on Wednesday, but eh I like being overprepared,” He stretched, grabbing his bag from a nearby chair. “It’s good seeing you here, Jinu,” Baby added with a quick salute before slinking toward the backroom. The sound of his footsteps echoed as he climbed the worn-down metal stairs, each step creaking faintly.

Jinu turned back to Abby, his excitement barely contained. “I got a job,” he announced, his voice almost giddy as he stood up straighter.

Abby rolled his eyes, snorting with mock exasperation. “Good job, Jinu. At the ripe old age of 400 years, you’ve finally found yourself… a job ,” he quipped, his sarcasm cutting but not cruel.

Jinu, rather than taking offense, chuckled heartily at the joke. “Thanks to you,” he replied, stepping closer to stand beside Abby with a genuine smile.

Abby glanced at him before quickly looking away, a slight flush of awkwardness coloring his face. “Don’t think I’m going easy on you just because you used to be my boss back then,” he muttered, wiping an imaginary speck of dust off the counter.

Jinu only snickered in response. “Hey, I’m not asking for special treatment. Just teach me how to care for these flowers. Oh, and their meanings too,” he said, his voice bright with curiosity.

Abby raised a skeptical brow. “You want to study flower language as well?”

Jinu shrugged nonchalantly, his grin widening. “Why not?”

Abby studied him for a moment, his expression unreadable, before letting out a soft huff and rolling his eyes. “Is this for your girlfriend again?” he asked, tilting his head knowingly.

Jinu’s grin only grew as he looked away, trying to hide his amusement. “Maaaybe,” he said, drawing out the word playfully.

Abby shook his head, muttering something under his breath about hopeless romantics. “Anyway, you’d better tell your hunter girlfriend about this new gig. And I expect you here at 8 AM sharp tomorrow,” he said, his tone brooking no argument.

“Aye aye, captain!” Jinu replied with a playful salute. He glanced over at the kitten that was happily batting at a wilting flower, its tiny paws swiping enthusiastically. “I gotta go now and get that kitten home. She must be so hungry by now,” Jinu added, crouching to pick up the curious furball.

Abby looked at the kitten for a moment, his frown softening slightly. “Leave her here,” he said with a sigh, grabbing a rag to wipe down the front desk. “I’ll take care of it.”

Jinu blinked, surprised. “You will?” he asked, his voice tinged with excitement.

“Yeah. I mean, the girls are probably busy. You too,” Abby said with a shrug, his voice casual as ever. He glanced at the kitten playing near his desk. “The kitten was here first, so I should just care for it.”

Jinu bent down, scooping the tiny creature into his hands. “What’s going to be her name?” he asked, his voice warm as he scratched under her chin, earning a delighted purr.

“I don’t know,” Abby replied, waving a hand dismissively. “Just leave her there. Let Romance or Baby name her.”

Jinu frowned, clearly dissatisfied. “You should name her,” he said, tilting his head thoughtfully. “Like…” He trailed off, waiting for Abby to fill in the blank.

A strange sense of emotion washed over Abby as he watched Jinu smile at the kitten. Somehow it reminded him of someone, how she would hold the kitten in her hands and she would plead to him if they could take it back home—

“Hana,” Abby said suddenly, the name slipping out before he could stop himself. He froze for a second, eyes darting to the kitten.

“Hana,” Jinu repeated, the word rolling off his tongue with a small smile. “A beautiful name. It means ‘flower,’ right? Or… ‘one.’” He paused, glancing at Abby with a teasing grin. “It also means she's your favorite. That’s weirdly sweet of you, Abby.”

Abby shot him a sharp look, his cheeks faintly pink as he glanced down at the kitten—Hana—who mewled happily in Jinu’s hands. “Yeah, whatever,” he muttered, brushing off the compliment.

Jinu chuckled softly. “Well, since I’m working here now, I’ll help you care for her,” he said, handing Hana back to Abby.

Abby looked genuinely surprised, his arms instinctively wrapping under the kitten as she was placed into his care. “Okay, cat whisperer,” he relented with a small smile.

“See you tomorrow, Abby—oh wait,” Jinu said, suddenly remembering something as he pulled his phone out of his pocket. “Your number. And the boys’ too, maybe.” He handed the phone over to Abby, who raised a brow but took it nonetheless.

Hana, in the meantime, clawed her way up Abby’s arm and perched precariously on his shoulder, her tail flicking against his cheek. Abby sighed but didn’t stop her as he quickly typed into Jinu’s phone.

“There,” Abby said, handing the phone back. “I added my number, plus Romance’s, Baby’s, and Mystery’s. If you need anything, don’t hesitate to call or message one of us.”

Jinu pocketed the phone with a grin. “I should be saying that,” he said with an amused huff. “If you need someone to scare off any assholes, I’m your guy.” He winked, his grin widening as Abby rolled his eyes.

“Yeah, I’ll keep that in mind,” Abby muttered, though the corner of his lips twitched upward in amusement.

With a wave, Jinu turned and headed for the door. “See you tomorrow, Abby!” he called out cheerfully.

Abby lifted his hand in an awkward wave, watching as Jinu disappeared out the door. The shop fell silent for a moment, save for the soft rustle of leaves and the distant hum of passing cars.

Then Hana meowed loudly, the sound startling Abby as it echoed right next to his ear. He flinched, his shoulder jerking involuntarily. “Hana,” he muttered, carefully grabbing the tiny kitten by her body and lowering her onto the desk.

Hana squeaked in protest before curling up beside a stray flower petal. Abby stared at her for a moment, his expression softening. “Guess it’s just you and me, huh?” he murmured, brushing a hand over her tiny head.

With that, Abby returned to wiping down the counter, Hana’s quiet purring filling the shop as the day wound down.

 

IT WAS JINU’S FIRST DAY IN HIS JOB . Initially, Rumi was thrilled—not just because he got a job, but because it was a job with Abby.

“This is your time to spend with your friends,” Rumi had said as they lay on her bed that night.

“Not friends, actually,” Jinu corrected softly, his voice thoughtful. “It’s hard to say what we all are. But I do know they’re friends with each other.”

Rumi snorted, nudging him slightly with her shoulder. “Abby literally told you to call them if you need anything. That’s best-friend behavior,” she teased with a grin.

“Okay, maybe,” Jinu admitted, rolling his eyes.

Rumi’s face lit up in mock excitement. “My Jinu is all grown up, working in a flower shop! That’s so cliché—God, can we recreate a meet-cute situation right now? Like, your life is practically a rom-com waiting to happen!” she laughed.

Jinu huffed, rolling his eyes again. “I don’t understand what you mean, but okay,” he muttered, though a small smile tugged at his lips.

And that’s how he found himself in Abby’s flower shop the next morning, crouched by the potted plants outside, spritzing water on their petals. Abby had decided to display a few colorful arrangements by the entrance to attract customers. The street was alive with energy—friends chatting, couples strolling hand-in-hand, and even a few people walking their dogs or, in some cases, cats.

Jinu focused on the flowers, carefully spritzing the petals before watering the soil beneath. Nearby, a group of girls passed by, animatedly discussing an idol group that was finally returning to Korea after a world tour. Their voices faded into the background as Jinu tuned them out, absorbed in his task.

Eventually, he stepped back into the shop, where he spotted Hana curled up and dozing on the front desk. He heard the faint sound of footsteps descending the stairs and turned to see Baby, still half-asleep, wearing a loose shirt and shorts.

“Hey, Jinu! First day on the job, huh?” Baby greeted him with a grin, plopping himself down on the edge of the desk.

“Yeah,” Jinu replied, setting the spray bottle aside. “Abby taught me how to water them—and not drown them, apparently.”

Baby chuckled, rubbing his eyes. “You’re doing a good job. Romance killed a bunch of flowers the first week he tried to help Abby out.”

Jinu laughed, shaking his head. “That sounds about right.” He glanced at the flowers on display, picking up the spray bottle again. “I don’t think there’s much else for me to do, though. Unless Abby lets me make some bouquets—or teaches me how.”

“Well,” Baby said, stifling a yawn as he reached for Hana, lifting her onto his lap and stroking her fur. “Abby’s been busy with some wedding project. A couple hired him for their big day, so he’s been working on sketches and designs for it.”

“A wedding?” Jinu asked, his interest piqued.

“Yeah. The couple’s been in and out a few times to talk about the budget and what flowers they want. I helped a bit with the designs, but Abby’s still waiting for their final approval,” Baby explained, stretching lazily.

Just then, Abby emerged from the backroom, his usual calm demeanor intact but his eyes betraying a hint of exhaustion. “You done watering the flowers?” he asked.

“Just finished,” Jinu replied, setting the spray bottle down.

Baby leaned back in his chair, letting Hana climb onto his chest and rest her head on his arms.

“Looks like Hana’s fitting in perfectly,” Jinu said with a smile, watching the little scene.

“She is, I guess,” Abby said absently as he rummaged through some papers on the desk. “Baby seems to like her, at least.”

“That I do,” Baby grinned without missing a beat. “She’s a pretty cool cat.”

Abby rolled his eyes but handed Jinu a folded piece of paper.

“What’s this?” Jinu asked, unfolding it.

“There’s a sign outside,” Abby explained. “Erase what’s written on it and replace it with what’s on that paper. Use the chalk and wet cloth with you.”

“Got it,” Jinu said, grabbing the supplies before heading back outside.

The morning air was warm, and the street was lively as ever. He crouched beside the small chalkboard sign, wiping off the previous message with the damp cloth. The faint scent of flowers lingered in the air, mingling with the hum of conversation and distant laughter. 

Jinu looked back at the paper once more before copying the words onto the chalkboard. His handwriting was wobbly and uneven, so he frowned, wiped it clean, and started over. Then again. And again.

“Damn it,” Jinu muttered under his breath as he erased the chalk for what felt like the twentieth time. He was determined to get it right, but his letters either tilted awkwardly to one side or ended up too large to fit the remaining words.

Finally, after what felt like an eternity, he managed to write the message neatly enough. He sighed in relief, wiping the chalk dust from his hands with the damp cloth, and stood back to admire his work. It wasn’t perfect, but it would do. With a small grumble, he reentered the shop.

The interior was quiet. Baby was nowhere to be seen—probably back upstairs with Romance and Mystery, who somehow managed to stay asleep no matter the time of day.

Abby, however, was at the front desk, frowning at his laptop as he typed away. His focus was so intense that he didn’t even look up when Jinu approached.

“Hey, just finished writing this,” Jinu said, handing back the paper.

Abby nodded in acknowledgment. “Thanks. If you can, gather the flowers I need for this order. Someone’s picking it up later, so I’ll arrange them before they get here.”

“Alright,” Jinu said, rolling up his sleeves. “How many of each?”

“Six each,” Abby replied with a glance before returning to his laptop.

With a nod, Jinu got to work, carefully selecting the flowers Abby needed. That pretty much summed up the rest of his first day—helping Abby prepare orders while learning the ropes of the shop.

His shift lasted until 8 PM, but as the day slowed down and fewer customers came in, Jinu found himself with some free time. He spent it grooming Hana, checking her teeth, and attempting to teach her a few tricks.

“Sit,” Jinu instructed, holding up a small dog treat he’d found in the shop that probably came from Mystery. Hana obediently plopped down, her wide eyes glowing with excitement.

“Good girl.” Jinu smiled as he broke off a piece of the treat and handed it to her. She devoured it eagerly, her tail swishing back and forth in delight.

Meanwhile, Abby remained at the front desk, completely absorbed in his work. He alternated between typing on his laptop and sketching designs in a notebook.

“So,” Jinu began, his voice breaking the comfortable silence, “are you ever going to teach me flower language?”

He waved another treat in front of Hana, motioning for her to spin. The cat twirled gracefully, and Jinu rewarded her with the treat.

Abby glanced up, raising an eyebrow at the question. “Mm? Flower Language?” he repeated, leaning back slightly in his chair. “That’s easy. You can probably just learn it from the internet.”

“Yeah, but do you know it?” Jinu asked, grinning.

Abby shrugged, his lips curving into a small smile. “Of course. Why are you so interested? You just started today,”

Jinu gave a nonchalant shrug. “Why not? I have free time, so I might as well learn something useful while I’m at it.”

Abby snorted softly, closing his laptop with a quiet click. “Fair point,” he said, leaning forward on the desk. “Alright, I’ve got a few minutes. Where do you want to start?”

Jinu perked up, dragging a stool closer to the desk. “I don’t know. You tell me,” he said, excitement creeping into his voice.

With a small chuckle, Abby reached under the desk and pulled out a weathered notebook. Its cover was faded, and the edges were frayed, but it exuded a sense of care and history. He handed it to Jinu, who gaped at it in surprise.

“When I first started, I didn’t know what the flowers meant, but I was very good at caring for them,” Abby said, his voice calm and reflective. “Which, at the time, just meant watering them properly and learning the months they usually grow so I’d know when to find someone to sell them to me.”

Jinu opened the notebook, running his fingers over the pages. The flowers drawn inside were stunning—detailed and intricately colored, like tiny pieces of art. He couldn’t help but stare.

“You drew this?” Jinu asked, his tone a mix of surprise and admiration.

Abby nodded, a faint blush creeping up his cheeks. “Yeah. I’ve always been interested in flowers—and I’ve always been good at drawing, so… there you go. If you want, you can borrow it for now. Just don’t rip it, okay?”

Jinu chuckled softly as he carefully flipped through the notebook. “I’ll take care of it, don’t worry.”

His eyes landed on a page with orchids, their vibrant petals beautifully rendered. “Orchids can mean strength, love, and beauty,” Jinu read aloud. “It says here they originated in Japan and China? You did further research on this?” He looked up at Abby, raising a curious brow.

Abby’s blush deepened as he nodded. “I did,” he admitted shyly.

Jinu smiled before turning the page. “Chrysanthemums symbolize optimism and joy,” he murmured, brushing his fingers lightly over the drawing. “There are other meanings, too. Red chrysanthemums can signify love, while orange ones mean loyalty. Overall, a passionate flower.”

“Chrysanthemums are popular with couples,” Abby said thoughtfully, leaning over Jinu’s shoulder. “Earlier today, there was a couple who bought a whole bundle of them.”

“Yeah, I remember,” Jinu said with a small hum, paging through the notebook until he stopped on a striking illustration of red and white camellias.

“White camellias mean innocence and purity,” Jinu read, his voice soft. “And red… devotion and love.”

“There are pink ones too,” Abby added, pointing at the blank space beside the drawing. “They symbolize longing, but I didn’t get a chance to add them here.”

Jinu studied the page for a moment before glancing at Abby. “Camellias are nice. I really like how you drew them,” he said, his tone warm. Then he furrowed his brows slightly. “But I don’t think I’ve seen any camellias in the shop.”

Abby shrugged. “They only grow from November to March.”

Jinu nodded in understanding, his gaze dropping back to the notebook. At his feet, Hana pawed at his pant leg, trying to climb up. He glanced down and snickered at her persistence.

“Alright, alright,” Jinu said, bending down to scoop her up. He handed the cat to Abby, who awkwardly cradled her in his arms. Hana let out a soft meow, looking between the two of them as if she was part of the conversation.

Jinu’s eyes flicked to the clock hanging on the wall. His heart sank slightly when he saw the time—it was already 8 PM.

“Oh shit, I have to go home,” he said, standing up quickly. He closed the notebook and held it tightly. “Can I borrow this?”

Abby glanced at him, then nodded. “Sure, go ahead. Just don’t lose it. And be careful on your way home, okay?”

“Thanks,” Jinu said, slipping off his apron and handing it to Abby. “I’ll just leave this here, so I don’t forget it tomorrow.” He slung his bag over his shoulder and waved. “See you tomorrow, Abby.”

“See you, Jinu,” Abby said with a small smile. Hana meowed softly in his arms, as if echoing her own goodbye.

When Jinu stepped outside, a cool breeze greeted him. The streetlights illuminated the quiet road, casting long, soft shadows on the pavement. Pulling his hood up, he shoved his hands into his pockets and started walking. The streets were mostly empty, save for a few late-night stragglers.

It would take him about half an hour—an hour at most—to get back to the tower. He didn’t mind the walk, though. The streets had a certain charm at night, with the faint glow of shop signs and the distant murmur of conversation blending with the hum of passing cars.

For a moment, Jinu slowed down, tilting his head to look at the stars that dotted the night sky. The wind brushed against his cheeks, carrying with it the faint scent of flowers from Abby’s shop.

The stars… It had been so long since Jinu had been able to see them.

In hell, there was no sky to gaze at, no stars to offer even the faintest glimmer of hope. There was only ash and dust, suffocating and endless. The heavens there were a perpetual storm, a churning mass of gray and black that seemed to close in on you, as if even the sky itself wanted to crush you.

Now, under this quiet night sky, the stars stretched infinitely above him, unobstructed and serene. For a moment, he reached out, his hand brushing the air as if he could pluck a star from the heavens. Then his gaze shifted to the moon, its soft glow bathing the empty streets in silver light. Slowly, he lowered his hand, staring at his open palm as if expecting it to hold something tangible.

His eyes dropped to the notebook Abby had lent him, tucked securely under his arm. The flowers he had been reading about earlier came to mind, their meanings resonating more deeply than he expected. One in particular stood out to him—a flower that seemed to call to him in an almost otherworldly way.

Red camellias. A flower of devotion. A flower of love.

His thoughts drifted, unbidden, to Rumi. The person who held his heart, the one who tethered him to this world with her unwavering affection. The one who made him believe he was more than the broken shards of himself he often saw.

“Huh,” he murmured aloud, a small smile tugging at the corners of his lips. Maybe he should get her some red camellias when they finally bloom.

The thought warmed him, filling his chest with a sense of lightness he hadn’t felt in a long time. Even with the ever-present threat looming over his head, even with the weight of his past clawing at his back, thinking about Rumi always seemed to calm him. She was the constant in his chaos, the balm that soothed the wounds festering in the deepest corners of his soul.

Jinu hated showing her the ugly parts of himself—the jagged edges, the fractured pieces he tried so hard to hide from the world. And yet, when he did, Rumi never flinched. She didn’t pull away or look at him with pity. Instead, she kissed every scar, every crack, every broken fragment with such tenderness that it left him breathless. She called him perfect, even when he couldn’t believe it himself.

Red camellias. Yes, he didn’t mind waiting for those to bloom. He’d wait as long as it took, just to see the look on her face when he gave them to her.

With that thought, Jinu smiled to himself and continued walking home, the cool breeze brushing against his face. The night felt lighter now, as if the stars above were walking with him, guiding him. For the first time in a long time, the ache in his chest felt manageable, tempered by the thought of her.

 

IT WAS A WEEK INTO THE JOB WHEN HE GETS ANOTHER STRANGE DREAM.

He should have known better—the whole week had been unusually perfect. Rumi and he spent a lot of time together when he came home from work. Sometimes he would join them in the studio, where they tossed around ideas for a new single that might just become the golden Honmoon. For almost a whole week, he had been guilt-free. He felt good—happy, and somehow loved and appreciated.

He continued to train with Mira. He worked on helping her react faster to painful hits, while she helped him improve his hand-to-hand and even weapon combat (which he rejected first but Mira egged him on that she can’t let someone weak date Rumi, so he took the challenge head on). 

He was quick to pick up fighting skills; it was a special talent of his, to learn things easily just by observing and practicing them. It doesn’t just apply to fighting really.

This applied to everything—dances, music, and even the notebook Abby gave him. He had practically memorized the entire notebook, trying to come up with flower arrangements for Rumi. Soon, he planned to ask Abby how to arrange flowers beautifully for her, though he wanted to wait until the red camellias were in season.

One late night, Mira literally kicked him in the chest during training because he was distracted, lost in thought about flowers. “Keep your head in the game, Jinu,” Mira sighed as he grumbled. Jangsu let out a low growl at Mira, but Jinu just waved her off.

“Sorry, I was a little distracted,” Jinu admitted, flushing as Mira helped him to his feet.

“I can see that. Are you sure you’re not tired from work?” Mira asked, her brow furrowing in concern. “I don’t really know how florists work, but… you’re on your feet from dawn till dusk.”

Jinu shook his head, a shy smile playing at his lips. “It’s not so bad. Honestly, I don’t do much in the shop. I just take care of the flowers, help Abby with the orders—stuff like that.” He shrugged, embarrassment coloring his cheeks.

Mira gave him a look, half fond, half teasing. “Well, if you say so. You look like you’re having fun, so I can’t really argue about you needing a better job.” She unsummoned her Gok-Do, the weapon flickering out of existence with a soft shimmer.

“I am having fun,” Jinu admitted, his grin growing a little sheepish. “Actually, I’ve been planning to make Rumi a bouquet. I’ve even been learning the language of flowers for her.”

Mira shook her head at him, an exasperated smile tugging at her lips. “God, you’re such a simp. Anyway, come on.” She nudged his wooden sword with her foot, sending it spinning before picking it up and handing it back to him.

Jinu took it with a sigh. “Yes, captain,” he said, resigned.

That night, Mira put him through grueling training. In revenge, Jinu sent Soohorang to kick her whenever she could. The tiger obeyed with enthusiasm, pouncing at every chance, much to Jinu’s quiet amusement.

He didn’t remember how the dream started—truthfully, it had been a long time since he’d dreamed at all.

He woke up at six, as usual, the sky just starting to pale. After a quiet breakfast, he kissed Rumi goodbye around seven, her sleepy smile lingering in his mind as he walked through the cool morning air to Abby’s flower shop.

Abby was still asleep, but he’d given Jinu a key—if Jinu arrived early, he was to open up and get the shop ready for the day. Abby trusted him with the morning routine: watering the plants, sweeping the stoop, setting out the fresh arrangements. Jinu moved around the shop with practiced care, the scent of damp earth and blossoms soothing his nerves. But halfway through, a sudden, heavy fatigue crept over him. He slumped behind the counter, intending to rest for just a moment.

He didn’t just fall asleep—he all but collapsed, the exhaustion dragging him under the instant he sat down.

In his dream, he stood in a dim, unfamiliar bathroom. The air was frigid, prickling his skin. He leaned over the porcelain sink, its coldness seeping into his palms. A cracked, grimy mirror hung above the faucet, reflecting a pale, tired version of himself. He stared, unsure, waiting for something. He couldn’t remember what.

He turned on the tap, water splashing across his face, the icy droplets stinging him awake for a moment. What was he doing again? He raised his head, locking eyes with his reflection as it did the same.

And then he stared.

And stared.

Then he stares.

There was something wrong with his face. Something uncanny, a strangeness that crawled beneath his skin as he gazed at his own reflection for too long. His eyes—were they always that shade of brown? Did his hair always look so dark, almost the color of wet ink? His features seemed to shift, to warp, until his own face looked foreign.

What was it?

What… did he look like, again?

The mirror wavers, his reflection blurring at the edges. He blinks, rubs his eyes, and when he opens them—the reflection is gone. He is gone . Will be gone .

He wakes with a sharp gasp, heart pounding. His knee jerks, slamming into the table leg with a dull thud that nearly topples the stack of papers perched on the edge. Hana, who had been busy scratching the corner of the desk, yowls in surprise, leaping away. Across the room, Abby glances over, still methodically misting the flowers with water.

“You okay?” Abby asks, not pausing in his task.

Jinu’s eyes widen as the reality settles: he’d fallen asleep. He wasn’t supposed to. Not here, not now. Embarrassed, he scrambles to his feet and nearly trips, catching himself by the edge of the table.

“I—I didn’t mean to sleep. Ugh.” He groans, kneading his forehead with his knuckles.

Abby shrugs, still spritzing the delicate petals. “It’s fine. You looked tired.” He hands the spray bottle to Jinu, who takes it with a sluggish nod, continuing the work with a weary sense of obligation.

“Sorry,” Jinu mutters, rubbing his eyes again.

“It’s fine. Stop apologizing for everything.” Abby waves a sunflower at him, his patience thinning. He turns to Hana, who is now scaling his pant leg with determined meows. “Hana, later.” But with a resigned sigh, Abby lifts the cat and settles her on his shoulders, where she perches contentedly.

Jinu glances at the window, catching his own faint reflection in the glass. A cold bead of sweat slides down his neck. He forces himself to focus on the flowers, spraying them with trembling hands.

Abby gives him a sidelong look, brows knitting, but says nothing more. He flips open his record notebook and begins scribbling down today’s orders, the scratch of pen on paper filling the silence.

“You alright?” Abby asks after a moment.

“Fine,” Jinu mutters. He accidentally sprays water onto the window, grimacing at his clumsiness. With a sigh, he sets the bottle aside and slumps onto the desk beside Abby.

“You’ve been working here almost a week,” Abby says, glancing up. “You’ve done great.”

Jinu manages a small smile as he fumbles for his flower language notebook, sliding it under Abby’s desk. “Thanks, Abby. I like working here, so it’s a win-win. I get good karma for taking care of flowers, and I actually enjoy it.” His smile is genuine this time, and Abby snorts in amusement.

“Well, I’m glad I’m such a good boss,” Abby teases, a rare grin tugging at the corner of his mouth.

Jinu chuckles lowly, watching as Hana stretches a paw toward him from Abby’s shoulders. For a moment, Jinu hesitates, then holds out his hand. Hana eagerly tiptoes across his arm to settle on his shoulders, her purring a small comfort.

Abby leans back, eyes thoughtful. “You said General Gokdama might try something weird. Has anything strange been happening lately?”

The question catches Jinu off guard. Abby is usually quiet, especially when they're alone, only speaking to assign chores or when Jinu initiates conversation.

“Huh… Nothing really,” Jinu says after a pause, shrugging.

Abby nods, humming thoughtfully. “That’s good. Maybe she’s backing off. Maybe she finally realized it’s not such a great idea to do something crazy, huh?”

“I don’t know… who knows, crazy might as well be her middle name,” Jinu sighed, slumping back as Abby hummed in agreement. Abby closed his record book with a decisive snap and set it aside, then grabbed a slim volume from the edge of the desk. He handed it to Jinu, who accepted it with a puzzled look.

The cover was emblazoned with a bright yellow daisy and the bold, unmistakable title: Flower Arranging for Dummies . Jinu darted Abby an indignant glare.

“You said you’re interested,” Abby said, his lips twitching with amusement. “That’s the easiest version. Once you get through it, I’ll teach you the things I learned myself from other florists.”

Jinu’s expression shifted to a hesitant grin. “You know other florists?”

Abby raised a brow, feigning offense. “I’m not lonely, Jinu. I have friends—human friends, even.”

Jinu snickered. “But… Thanks. I’ve always wanted to learn more about flower arrangement.” He thumbed through the first few pages.

“You can use your time here to practice,” Abby encouraged. “I know you’re a fast learner… too fast, honestly,” he muttered, almost to himself.

Jinu grinned. “Yeah, it’s one of my talents. The ones that don’t involve being a demon, that is.” His smile faded, just a little, something wistful flickering in his eyes.

For a moment, Abby studied him in silence as Jinu flipped the book open, already engrossed. Abby dragged a stool over and sat down nearby, arms crossed. “You know, I was thinking—why don’t you go to school, like Baby?”

Jinu shot him a look, eyebrows raised. “Why would I need to go to school?”

Abby shrugged. “Meet new people. And you’ve got the Hunters—those girls are obscenely rich. I doubt your girlfriend would mind paying for tuition.”

Jinu frowned, shaking his head. “That would mean less time for everything else. It’s fine. I can just buy books and teach myself.”

“It’s not like anything’s changed. Even before I was a demon, I never went to school. I taught myself how to read and write,” he said, voice soft with memory.

Abby leaned back, brow furrowed. “In your era, only the nobles could study, right?”

Jinu nodded. “Not many people got the chance, so most of us learned what we could on our own. It wasn’t so bad. Education back then was… well, iffy. Not the most important thing unless you ruled the kingdom. Hard work meant more.”

Abby nodded thoughtfully. “But that shouldn’t stop you from doing something you like. You really do like learning, don’t you?” He nodded toward the book, watching as Jinu’s eyes flicked rapidly over the pages, already absorbing information.

“It’s not every day you see someone with that kind of ability,” Abby added.

Jinu blushed, ducking his head, but then straightened with a proud shrug. Abby snorted at the display. Their moment was interrupted by Hana, who slapped Jinu in the face with her tail.

Jinu let out a muffled noise, not quite a complaint. “Oh, Hana, enough,” Abby said, but Hana only continued to swish her tail over Jinu’s nose.

Enough,” Jinu echoed, as Hana meowed softly and leaped to Abby’s shoulders, deciding to bother him next.

“Huh… She never listens to me, but she listens to you,” Abby said, half confused, half resigned. Not that he minded caring for Hana—he knew when to feed her, clean up after her, even bathe her when she refused—but she never seemed to obey him, even when he used the same tone Jinu did.

Jinu just snickered. “Guess it’s not in your blood.”

Abby rolled his eyes. “Well, I’m not the one who trained murder kitties for a living.”

Jinu snorted. “Nope, that’s just me.” He leaned back, grinning, as Hana pawed at Abby’s cheek with a satisfied chirp.

Notes:

Bromance or whatever this is.

Chapter 25

Notes:

Just a head's up: Make out (Kissing + Biting) scene between RuJinu (No smut, but extreme making out), Fair warning. You can skip until the end if you don't wish to read it ^^

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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JINU STILL COULDN’T MAKE SENSE OF HIS DREAM. He wasn’t one to obsess over symbolism, and most people would just shrug and say, a dream is just a dream . But for Jinu, dreams were rarely random—they always seemed woven from the tangled threads of memory. And being a demon, bonded heart and soul to his demon-hunter girlfriend—who might also be half-dragon, thanks to Chwisaeng—he’d learned not to dismiss such things outright.

He didn’t know if the dream meant something, or if he was simply not used to feeling tired. For heaven’s sake, he was a demon; he’d spent centuries awake, sleepless and alert, a creature of the night. So how had he grown so easily accustomed to winding down at the same hour each night?

Rumi. She had changed him in ways he never thought possible, softened edges he hadn’t realized were sharp, awakened parts of him he didn’t know he missed. He owed her more than he could ever express.

He was lost in these thoughts, perched on the kitchen counter in the semi-dark, it was quiet around him. Only the small light above his head cut through the gloom, casting a golden halo over his dark hair. In his hands, he held a book— Flower Arrangement for Dummies . He stared at the pages, though he’d already read the same paragraph three times.

A soft sound broke the silence. Rumi stepped into the kitchen, her feet bare, the hem of her sleep shirt brushing her knees. She paused behind him, taking in the scene with a faint smile. “Hey, no training with Mira tonight?” she asked, amusement in her tone as she spotted the book.

Jinu flushed, closing the book with a sheepish snap. “Not today… I decided to read today, I’m getting there. I’m almost finished, actually,” he said, sliding the book aside. Rumi chuckled, sliding onto the countertop beside him, her shoulder warm against his.

She glanced at the book and grinned. “Learning for your new job, huh?” Her eyes danced with teasing affection.

Jinu shrugged, feeling the warmth of her presence settle the last of his unease. He placed his hand over hers. Rumi turned her hand, linking their fingers together. “It’s getting late. You wake up so early, but you always sleep so late. Aren’t you coming to bed?” she asked gently.

Only then did he notice her—her hair braided but loosened at the end, pajama top slightly askew as if she’d been halfway through her bedtime routine before coming to find him. The sight filled him with a quiet tenderness.

“Can I… unbraid your hair?” Jinu asked softly, almost shy.

Rumi hummed in surprise, her eyes warm. “Mm? Unbraid my hair? Sure… if you come to bed first,” she replied, arching an eyebrow in challenge. She hopped off the counter and tugged him along, her laughter echoing in the quiet kitchen.

He followed, leaving the book behind—he could always finish it tomorrow. “You really shouldn’t stay up so late, you know,” Rumi scolded lightly as they entered her room, where tangled sheets and scattered pillows spoke of a life lived together.

She flopped onto the unmade bed with a contented sigh, patting the space beside her. Jinu crawled in, his nerves settling as he found comfort in the familiar.

“Can I?” he asked again, voice barely more than a whisper.

She nodded and turned away, presenting her back to him. Jinu gently rested his hands on her shoulders, fingers brushing the nape of her neck. Rumi shivered and let out a soft laugh. “Your hands are cold,” she teased.

“Demons tend to run cold,” Jinu replied, his voice gentle as he began to carefully unbraid her hair, savoring the small, intimate ritual. 

Her hair was impossibly soft—silky, luminous, and just goddamn beautiful. Moonlight spilled in through the open balcony door, bathing the room in a silver glow. Rumi’s hair, a cascade of violet, seemed almost ethereal as Jinu gently worked the braid loose. Each strand slipped through his fingers like water, catching the light, glowing at the edges. He found himself breathless, spellbound by the simple intimacy of it, the feeling of her hair sliding between his fingers, his nails grazing her scalp as he freed the last twist.

Rumi let out a contented hum, her eyes fluttering closed. “I like your hair,” Jinu murmured, the words tumbling out quietly, reverent.

She chuckled, turning a little to glance over her shoulder. “Yeah?”

“It’s soft, and nice, and really pretty. Just like you.” The words were soft, shy, but true. Rumi’s lips curled into a shy, pleased smile, and for a moment, the room felt suspended between heartbeats.

He watched her, transfixed by the delicate lines of her face in the moonlight. Reaching up, he tucked a stray strand behind her ear, his fingers lingering for a moment against her skin.

“You like it an awful lot,” she teased, her voice low and teasing.

Jinu’s lips quirked upward, a quiet smile as he met her gaze. “No, I just like you.” He leaned in, pressing a gentle kiss beneath her eye. Rumi giggled, her laughter warm as she placed her palm on his chest, steadying herself as he kissed the other side, just under her cheekbone.

“Your eyes are pretty,” he whispered, kissing the bridge of her nose. “Your nose too.” He pressed a kiss to each cheek, then nuzzled her, his cheek against hers, breathing her in.

“Everything about you is perfect,” he murmured. Rumi’s eyes widened, unreadable for a moment—then her cheeks flushed a vivid red. She leaned in, her breath mingling with his, and pushed him back gently, until he was half-lying, half-sitting, and she was almost straddling his lap.

“You too. Perfect… just for me.” Her words were quiet, but they seemed to reverberate through him, shaking something loose in his chest. Jinu’s hands found her waist, holding her close as she draped her arms around his neck, her hair spilling over his bare arms.

Her claim made him shudder, his face burning. “Yours…” His voice caught, thick with emotion. “I really like hearing that.”

Rumi only grinned, running her fingers through his hair, and Jinu nuzzled closer, wrapping an arm tight around her waist, head resting against her chest. “Warm. Let’s sleep like this,” he mumbled, sounding half-asleep already.

Rumi laughed, her voice bright in the quiet room. She cupped his face in both hands, pushing him back a little to see his expression clearly. Jinu blinked up at her, confused, lips parted.

“Can I?” she whispered, her face close, her breath hot against his lips. Jinu gaped at her, then nodded, wordlessly, his whole body tense with anticipation.

He’d never been the one to make the first move—not with Rumi. Hand-holding, a cheek kiss, a cuddle; that was all he’d dared. Sometimes, Rumi wondered if he was just shy, or maybe hopelessly old-fashioned, which is not a surprise.

This time, Rumi didn’t hesitate. She kissed him, soft but sure, and Jinu let out a startled sound, hands tightening on her waist as she pressed her full weight into his lap. She bit his lower lip, playfully, before pulling away, her cheeks flushed, breath coming quick. Jinu could only stare at her, wide-eyed, looking for all the world like someone who’d just had their soul knocked loose.

“Ah-I, uh —…” Jinu stammered, his face burning as he glanced away. Rumi only giggled, swiping her thumb over his cheek, coaxing his gaze back to her.

Something primal flickered in her gaze. The urge to keep him all to herself, to mark him as hers—to hide him away like a dragon with her most precious treasure. She wondered if he would mind, truly, if she ever decided to act on that wild, possessive instinct. Probably yes. Maybe he’d even let her tie him up and stash him in her closet, if she asked.

She leaned in again, her mouth finding his, this time biting down a little harder. Jinu gasped, a sharp, silent hiss of pain, but Rumi took the chance to deepen the kiss, her tongue sliding past his lips as their teeth clashed, breath mingling harsh and uneven.

Jinu didn’t even realize how tightly he was gripping the sides of Rumi’s thighs until his knuckles ached, his eyes squeezed shut. Her hair brushed over his face, featherlight, as their breaths mingled—hot, uneven—and the taste of her lingered on his tongue. He shuddered as her hand traced a slow, burning path from his shoulder to his neck, then down to his chest, her touch both electrifying and grounding.

Rumi’s tongue flicked against the roof of his mouth before she broke the kiss, their lips still barely apart. She pressed a soft peck to his lips, then another to his chin, her voice husky and trembling with hunger. “I love you so much, Jinu. You don’t know how much. I want to eat you right now,” she breathed, her eyes dark and wild. She pushed him down, her kisses trailing down his jaw, to his neck—hungry, possessive.

But before she could go further, Jinu’s hands found her shoulders, stopping her with surprising strength. Rumi paused, a soft, questioning sound escaping her as she sat up, settling back on his knees. Jinu was breathing hard, his chest rising and falling, every muscle tense. He looked up at her, dazed, pupils blown wide, lips swollen from kissing. Rumi grinned down at him, a faint blush coloring her cheeks. “Too much?” she asked, her tone playful, but there was a note of concern in her eyes.

Jinu shook his head, swallowing hard. “Just… surprised,” he admitted, his voice rough and shaky.

Rumi glanced at the glowing digital clock beside the bed and flashed him a mischievous smile. “We have a lot more time. If you want, you could take the day off tomorrow,” she purred, her finger trailing from his chest down to his stomach, stopping just above his waistband.

Jinu let out a nervous, breathless laugh. “I just started working… Taking a day off after only a week?” he protested, but Rumi leaned forward, silencing him with a kiss.

“You can always tell Abby you’re busy—with me,” she teased, waggling her eyebrows. Jinu snorted, heat crawling up his neck as he glanced away shyly. “Okay… maybe,” he mumbled, surrendering as Rumi wasted no time, her lips finding his, prying them open with her tongue. He let her take control, their breaths hot and tangled, her body pressed flush against his.

He felt her hand threading through his hair, tugging at the roots whenever he tried to deepen the kiss. Jinu finally pushed back, wanting to taste her, needing to give as much as he received. He hadn’t known desire could be this consuming—that a kiss could make him feel like he was about to unravel.

Their breathing grew ragged, the room filled with the sounds of their panting and muffled moans. The way Rumi’s hands tangled in his hair, the way she pressed him down, felt almost punishing, like she was determined to claim every inch of him. He didn’t mind. He’d let her do anything. Even hurt him .

Somewhere in the haze, he felt his demon mark burning hot, and saw hers, too, glowing faintly through her skin. Not their usual iridescent shimmer, but a swirling, vibrant mix of violet and pink. The heat between them was overwhelming—his body felt aflame, his thoughts scattering with every touch, every stolen breath. He barely had time to breathe, Rumi biting his lower lip each time he tried to pull away for air, her nails digging into his scalp as if she could anchor him to her.

She was nearly burning, her body radiating heat, holding him down with ease. Jinu gasped, breaking the kiss as he stared up at her, breathless and dizzy. Her demon marks were glowing fiercely, casting strange patterns across her skin. Her eyes met his, and he froze.

Her pupils had changed—vertical, slitted, like a dragon’s.

Wait—slits?

“Rumi, are you—” Jinu barely managed to get the words out before she devoured his mouth with a sudden, hungry urgency. Her hands grabbed his wrists, pinning them beside his body as he let out a shaky breath, struggling to keep pace with her intensity.

Then, without warning, she bit his tongue—hard. Her teeth, suddenly sharper than he remembered, sent a jolt of pain through him. Jinu yelped, jerking away as a rush of blue blood poured from his lips, his eyes stinging with sudden tears. He coughed, blood and saliva mingling, dripping down his chin and staining his hands.

Rumi’s eyes widened in horror. “Jinu, oh god—” She reached for him, hands trembling as she steadied his shoulder.

Jinu groaned, trying to muster a wry smile. “I think… you bit my tongue,” he managed, wincing at the burning, metallic tang in his mouth.

“Shit—I'm sorry—I was—” Rumi stammered, her voice frantic and guilt-ridden.

“It’s fine,” Jinu tried to reassure her, dabbing at his lips with the back of his hand—only for more blood to well up, hot and slick. Damn… that was… actually kind of hot, he thought, though his tongue was definitely shredded. He blinked at her, dazed. Since when did she have fangs?

“You okay?” Rumi asked, her voice softening as she took his hands in hers. Jinu hummed in pained confirmation, poking out his tongue for her to see.

She gasped, blushing with worry. “Oh god, it’s bleeding. I’m so sorry, Jinu.”

Jinu managed a laugh, his face still flushed from their impromptu makeout session. “It’s—it's okay,” he said, voice thick, trying to swallow the blood but shivering at the taste.

“Wait—let me get something.” Rumi sprang to her dresser, rifling through drawers until she found a strip of soft white cloth. She hurried back, gently wiping the blood from his lips and cupping his jaw. “Stick your tongue out for me?”

Obediently, Jinu opened his mouth, letting her dab at the wound. The gentle touch was almost soothing, despite the sting. “Is it bad?” he asked quietly, searching her face for reassurance.

Rumi was silent for a moment, carefully pressing the cloth to the bite. Jinu flinched, groaning softly as she worked. She finally lowered the cloth, guilt etched across her features. “I didn’t mean to—” she started, but Jinu nudged her with his cheek, a weak but genuine smile on his lips.

“It’s fine. I’ll heal,” he grinned, trying to lighten the mood.

Rumi shook her head, cheeks burning. “I don’t know what came over me,” she admitted, pressing a hand to her forehead in embarrassment.

Jinu nuzzled her gently, his voice soft. “It’s okay.”

She tried to laugh, the sound a little shaky. “Of course it would be okay for you, you masochist,” she teased, trying to hide her concern.

Jinu pouted, feigning offense. “Does that make you a sadist, then?” he shot back, a gleam of mischief in his eyes.

Rumi’s blush deepened. “I’m not!” she yelped, almost too quickly.

He grinned, despite the pain. “That sounds awfully defensive…”

“It wasn’t!” she protested, but her voice was flustered, and Jinu’s smile only widened—until he winced again, the pain flaring as his tongue scraped the roof of his mouth.

Rumi’s expression shifted instantly to worry. “Here, let me dry it again. Tongue out,” she instructed, her voice gentle. Jinu obeyed, opening his mouth as more blood pooled and trickled to the edges of his lips.

For a moment, Rumi just stared, the cloth forgotten in her hand. Something primal flickered in her eyes—a strange, hungry need. She leaned in, eyes nearly slitted, hands tightening on his arm as she slowly, deliberately, licked the blood from his lips.

Jinu let out a strangled sound, jerking back in surprise, his face blazing red. He clapped a hand over his mouth, wide-eyed in shock. Rumi licked her own lips, savoring the taste, then flashed him a predatory grin.

“You taste nice,” she murmured, voice low and dangerous.

Jinu could only gape at her, feeling as if he might melt into the bed right then and there.

 

JINU WAS HALF ASLEEP THE NEXT DAY, slumped over the counter in the quiet flower shop, his cheek pressed to the wood. A gentle snore escaped him, barely covered by the ticking of the old clock on the wall. Sunlight streamed through the windows, illuminating motes of dust and the pale pink petals scattered across the floor.

“Dude, is he okay?” Romance asked, pausing in the doorway as he spotted Jinu napping again. Hana had made herself comfortable, curled up on Jinu’s head like a furry crown, her tail flicking lazily. Abby was sweeping fallen petals into a neat pile by the door, his movements practiced and patient.

“Hm? No idea, he came in half-asleep,” Abby replied, smirking as he paused with the broom. He glanced at Jinu, concern flickering briefly in his eyes before giving Romance a knowing look. “Doesn’t look like he slept at all. Knowing him? Probably read the book I lent him all night.”

Romance hummed, crossing his arms as he leaned against the counter, watching Jinu snore softly. “Huh, that sounds very much like him. But he’s working—shouldn’t he be the one doing this?” He gestured to the broom in Abby’s hands.

Just then, Jinu stirred, mumbling groggily as he rubbed his eyes. Hana meowed in protest as she was gently plucked from his head and set on the desk, her paws kneading the wood. Jinu yawned, stretching as he blinked at the sunlight.

“Hey, Sleeping Beauty,” Romance greeted, grinning wide. Jinu huffed, cheeks tinged pink, and rolled his stiff neck with a sigh.

“You didn’t sleep, did you?” Abby asked, setting the broom aside and crossing the room to hand Jinu a spray bottle.

Jinu blushed deeper, caught. “Did some reading?” Abby teased, lips quirking as he watched Jinu try to hide a sheepish grin.

“Some… a bit . I’m almost finished with it,” Jinu confessed, scratching the back of his neck. He took the spray bottle and stood, the soreness in his back making him wince as he moved past Romance.

Romance shot Abby a suspicious glance, then slid over to Jinu’s side, bumping his shoulder. “So… how’s your job here under Abby’s iron fist?” Romance asked, making his tone dramatic. Jinu gave him a lopsided look, one brow raised.

Jinu glanced at Abby, who only shrugged, then nodded. “It’s decent. I like it here,” Jinu said honestly, his voice soft but sincere.

Romance flashed him a delighted grin. “Do you now? I’m glad—so, are you planning to stay and keep this job forever?” He waggled his eyebrows, nudging Jinu conspiratorially.

Jinu chuckled, his eyes crinkling. “Maybe. If I become human, I’ll continue this,” he replied, half-joking, half-hopeful.

Romance clapped excitedly, vibrating with energy. “Oh hell yeah, finally! The boys are complete, the leader is back!” He snapped his fingers, shooting finger guns at Jinu, who laughed, embarrassed.

Abby sighed theatrically, rolling his eyes. “Yay,” he deadpanned, but a small smile tugged at his lips as Jinu finished spraying a row of delicate lilies. Jinu patted Romance’s shoulder as he passed him, the camaraderie between them obvious.

“I like to think we’re all equal now. I don’t think there should be any ‘leaders’ going on here,” Jinu said, tilting his head thoughtfully. He handed Abby the spray bottle, who accepted it with a grateful smile.

“I agree with Jinu,” Abby said, gently scratching Hana’s chin. The cat purred loudly, pressing her head into his palm as Jinu watched, warmth in his gaze. “We’re just normal people now. There’s no need for anyone to lead us—we lead our own lives.”

Romance snickered, unable to resist. “Okay, Dad ,” he said, elbowing Abby lightly with a teasing grin.

“You should consider running for president. Maybe then people will actually listen to you,” Romance added, ducking away as Abby shot him an annoyed look.

Jinu perched on a stool, grinning as he watched the banter. The desk was now covered in a rainbow of flowers—roses, daisies, carnations—waiting to be arranged. Abby frowned in concentration, hands deft as he began sorting stems and leaves.

“You know, you shouldn’t rile him up so much. He might start growing white hairs,” Jinu teased, flashing a mischievous smile as Abby groaned, running a hand through his hair self-consciously.

Romance snorted and offered Jinu a fist bump, which Jinu returned with a giggle. For a moment, they looked like mischievous kids ganging up on their older brother.

“Hey, hey, hey, aren’t you two a little too old to be making jokes at my expense?” Abby protested, raising a skeptical eyebrow at Jinu.

Jinu just shrugged, his smile sly. “I don’t know. No one seems to respect me as one, so why should I act my age?”

Romance cackled, slapping a fist into his palm. “Hyung!” he declared, pointing at Abby, who colored slightly but looked oddly proud. Then, turning to Jinu, he grinned wider. “Ahjussi!” he teased, making Jinu groan in mock outrage.

“What the hell, why am I the old man?” Jinu gasped, looking genuinely offended, his eyes wide as he pointed at himself in disbelief. Abby, meanwhile, practically preened, basking in the moment as he ruffled Romance’s hair. Romance giggled, squirming under Abby’s affectionate touch.

“Call me Hyung too!” Jinu demanded, slamming his fist on the table, sending a few petals fluttering to the floor. Abby just smirked, enjoying every second of Jinu’s frustration.

“No way, Ahjussi,” Abby said, spitting the word out with exaggerated relish. Jinu clutched at his chest dramatically, staggering back as if wounded. “No way! I thought I was your favorite,” he protested, his voice breaking into mock heartbreak.

Romance grinned mischievously, wagging a finger. “Abby–Hyung is my favorite. Maybe you’re Baby’s favorite,” he teased, glancing down at Hana, who blinked up at Jinu with innocent golden eyes.

“That’s not fair. Baby has no respect for anyone at all,” Jinu grumbled, crossing his arms with a huff as Abby snickered under his breath.

“That’s just Baby being Baby,” Romance shrugged, stroking the cat, who promptly began purring even louder, ignoring Jinu’s complaints.

“Come on, I deserve to be called Hyung as well,” Jinu insisted, but Romance barely glanced his way, completely absorbed in showering Hana with attention. The little cat happily nuzzled against his hand, tail flicking.

Abby hid his snicker behind a hand, shaking his head.

“So…” Romance began, sliding into the chair Abby had just vacated, earning a glare. He ignored it, leaning forward with a sly smile. “Since our last talk, how’s you and that hunter girl? Has anything… happened?” He wiggled his brows suggestively, eyes glinting with mischief.

Jinu froze, caught off guard. He stared at Romance, then quickly looked away, focusing on a daisy in his hand, rubbing its petals between his thumb and forefinger. “It’s okay,” he said, keeping his voice carefully neutral, eyes fixed on the flower as if he could will himself invisible.

Romance leaned in, voice lowering. “Jeez, did you guys break up? You look— I don’t know—” He chuckled awkwardly, searching Jinu’s face for clues.

Jinu looked up, cheeks tinged with pink, caught between embarrassment and irritation. “Look, we’re fine,” he said, his voice a little too firm, his face burning.

Romance’s eyes went wide. “Oh my gosh, that is the look of someone who got laid!” he crowed, pointing at Jinu in triumph.

Jinu blinked in confusion, glancing at Abby for help. Abby just raised an eyebrow, folding his arms, waiting for Jinu’s response.

“Laid?” Jinu repeated, genuinely puzzled.

Abby snorted, a smile twitching at the corner of his mouth. “Had sex, Jinu,” he clarified dryly.

Jinu’s eyes widened in horror, shaking his head quickly. “Can we not talk about this all the time? We’re not kids,” he groaned, dropping his forehead onto the tabletop with a loud thunk, the petals cushioning the blow slightly.

“Whoa, you shouldn’t feel down about it. Why? Is she not happy with your performance?” Romance teased, patting Jinu’s back consolingly, though his grin gave away his amusement.

Jinu shot upright, face bright red and eyes blazing. He looked like he was about to explode or maybe he wanted the ground to swallow him whole. “ Romance… ” he growled, voice low and dangerous.

“Or… you couldn’t get it up?” Romance teased, his lips curling into a wicked grin.

Jinu groaned, burying his face in his hands, mortification radiating off him. “That is not the problem here, okay?” His voice was muffled, but the squeak at the end made Abby snicker.

“Then it must be the hunter girl, right?” Abby pressed, her eyes glinting with curiosity. Jinu lifted his head and exhaled, shoulders sagging.

“So it is her?” Romance pushed, leaning forward with interest.

Jinu shrugged, eyes darting away. “More or less. There’s… something I haven’t told her about her father.” He let out a heavier sigh, slouching deeper into the seat. “I didn’t think she’d turn out to be so much like him.”

Abby and Romance exchanged a quick, knowing look.

“I mean,” Romance chimed in, “I heard from Abby that her dad was one of Lord Gwi-Ma’s generals. But it’s not like I was down in hell long enough to meet the guy.” He ended with a shrug. Abby nodded in agreement, lips pursed.

“Yeah, well, her father is… some kind of mythical dragon, apparently?” Jinu said, almost as if he didn’t believe it himself. Abby and Romance both gaped at him in perfect unison.

“Dragon?” they echoed, voices overlapping.

Jinu rubbed his face, resigned. “Look, I never told her. I figured being a demon meant she already had, I don’t know , a chunk of Chwisaeng’s genes or something.” He shrugged helplessly.

“A dragon?” Romance’s eyes went wide, lighting up with excitement. “Like, the long scaly ones? Those dragons? Are you serious?”

Jinu nodded, lips quirking at Romance’s enthusiasm.

“Well, that explains a lot. The hunter girl’s stupid strong. Her voice quite literally broke the old Honmoon.” Abby leaned back, crossing her arms. “But a dragon… that means she’s—well, she’s stacked.”

Romance cocked an eyebrow. “And how exactly did you find that out?”

A flush crept up Jinu’s neck. “It was just last night, really.” He looked away, his cheeks burning.

Romance’s teasing grin faded into a frown. “Wait, don’t tell me she accidentally hurt you? That’s kinda terrifying, man.”

Jinu turned back to them, a strange, delighted grin spreading on his face. Abby caught it and raised a brow, suspicion sharpening her gaze. “More or less,” Jinu said, almost sheepish.

Romance clicked his tongue, shaking his head. “Dude, that’s like… borderline abuse, you know.”

Abby reached over, smacking the back of Romance’s neck. “Let him finish, drama queen,” she cackled, while Romance rubbed his neck, pouting.

“It’s fine, she didn’t hurt me that much. Just a little… bite.” Jinu pinched his fingers together, demonstrating just how small.

Romance’s eyes widened. “Damn, so she’s a biter? Where’d she get you?”

Jinu giggled, rubbing the back of his neck, eyes glimmering with mischief. “Tongue.”

The room went silent. Abby and Romance stared at Jinu as if he’d suddenly sprouted horns.

“So… you two were making out, I assume?” Abby finally broke the silence.

Jinu shrugged, still grinning. “Kissing, yeah.”

“And then she bit you?” Romance said, incredulous.

Jinu nodded, his cheeks still flushed.

Romance leaned forward, curiosity piqued again. “How did that feel?”

Jinu blinked, pausing as he tapped a thoughtful finger on his chin. “Well, it was… painful. She didn’t just bite me—she kept tugging on my hair, too, and she’s so much stronger than she looks. She actually managed to pin me down completely. I could have fought back, I guess, but you know I can’t do that. I think her nails even dug into my arms and my scalp. But, weirdly, it wasn’t a bad kind of pain. It was actually… really good. And when she bit my tongue, I… kind of liked it. She even licked the blood off, and, well… I liked that, too .” His words trailed off with a sheepish smile, his cheeks coloring just a touch.

Across the table, Abby and Romance exchanged a loaded glance.

“God, he’s a masochist,” Romance muttered behind his hand.

Abby simply nodded, closing his eyes with the air of someone resigning himself to a bitter truth. “Let’s not act surprised, Romance. He used to be an incredibly sadistic man. Of course he’d like being on the receiving end sometimes,” Abby whispered back.

“Let’s just… not say anything,” Romance suggested with a quick nod, and Abby agreed, both of them trying—and failing—to look nonchalant as they turned back to Jinu.

Jinu arched his brows, his expression clearly saying I’m not the weird one here . “Well, Jinu, looks like your girlfriend gets a little… wild sometimes,” Romance said, gesturing vaguely, as if unsure whether to mime biting or clawing. “Maybe you should tell her about her father’s, uh, dragon stuff? You wouldn’t want her… biting you up and down without knowing why.”

Jinu let out a nervous laugh, rubbing the back of his neck. “You’re right. I have no idea how to bring it up. She’s already got so much to deal with—the golden Honmoon, searching for her father, me trying to be human. If I dump the whole ‘hey, you might be part dragon’ on her? She barely managed after learning she’s part demon. What’s she going to do with this ?” He sighed, slumping a little.

Romance leaned forward earnestly. “Look, being a dragon’s gotta be better than being a demon, right? She’s got more good than bad in her.”

Jinu’s face hardened. “Her being part demon isn’t bad. She’s perfect the way she is.” Romance held up both hands, grinning. “Alright, alright! No offense meant.”

Abby cleared his throat. “You mentioned her aunt once—maybe talk to her first? See what she thinks?”

Jinu’s eyes lit up with realization. “Celine! Yeah, it’s been a while since I spoke to her. Maybe she’ll have some advice. Last thing I want is to pile more pressure on Rumi, especially if she’s already struggling to control her… dragon side.” He managed a small, hopeful smile.

Romance nudged Abby, whispering with a smirk, “Bet the sex gets wild . Makes me wonder who’s on top…”

Abby elbowed him hard in the ribs. “Ow, Abby—Hyung!” Romance yelped, rubbing his side. Jinu propped his chin in his palm, watching the two with amused exasperation as Abby shot Romance a glare and Romance grinned, undeterred.

Notes:

The start must be a jumpscare ToT. I am sorry guys, but they seriously needed to make out /silly

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JINU HADN'T MANAGED TO TALK TO CELINE RIGHT AWAY. He had work—of course—and besides, he wasn’t sure if Celine would appreciate him showing up unannounced, especially after everything that had happened. He didn’t want to cross any boundaries, not without a call or at least asking if it was okay. Still, he found himself focusing on Rumi more and more during his free time, just in case something changed again after that strange and unforgettable night.

Most evenings, as soon as he got home, he’d find Rumi and settle beside her, letting himself relax into her presence. He’d nuzzle her, wrap his arms around her, and she’d usually respond in kind—hugging him back, asking about his day, her eyes bright with concern or curiosity. He’d ask about hers as well, and sometimes she’d share stories about the process of writing their song for the Honmoon, her voice animated and warm. Eventually, though, Mira would come by to drag him away for more training.

But lately, he’d been avoiding Mira’s training sessions, politely refusing and suggesting she train with Jangsu instead. He trusted the tiger to handle Mira, and by the look on her face, Mira didn’t seem to mind the arrangement either. 

He’d asked Jangsu for a favor, not just as her master but as someone he trusted deeply: to keep an eye on Rumi when he isn’t around her. Just in case. In case something strange happened again—like if she suddenly got the urge to bite someone, or tear up the sofa with claws. Who could say how dragons behaved? Jinu certainly didn’t know. 

Chwisaeng had never acted like a dragon, not in all the time Jinu had known him. He spoke, moved, and lived like a human. For the longest time, Jinu had assumed Chwisaeng was just like him—a human who had become a demon.

He sighed, his thoughts swirling. Dragons were just legends, weren’t they? But then again, so was he. People like him weren’t supposed to exist either. He frowned at the thought, lost in it, until Rumi’s giggle pulled him back. She was watching a show on her phone, her laughter light and easy, and Jinu let his head rest against her shoulder, letting out a quiet sigh.

“Something wrong?” Rumi asked, glancing at him.

Jinu hesitated, then looked up at her. “I was wondering if I could visit Celine,” he said.

Rumi paused her show, suspicion flickering in her eyes. “Visit her? Why?” she asked, her tone cautious.

He sat up, trying to look casual—trying to act like this was no big deal, just something he’d thought of on a whim. Keep it cool, he reminded himself. You’re going to see Celine to visit her mother’s grave, not to talk about the fact that Rumi might be a dragon.

He offered a small, serene smile. “Since we’re together now, I thought it would be nice to offer something nice at your mother’s grave. I don’t want her to think I don’t care about those things,” he said, voice gentle.

Rumi’s eyes widened in surprise, a soft “Oh” escaping her lips. Then she smiled, her whole face lighting up with quiet happiness. “That’s… really sweet, Jinu. You know you don’t have to do that, right?” she said, tilting her head, her smile warm and genuine.

Jinu shook his head. “It’s alright. Besides, maybe I can find some leads about where Chwisaeng is. He’s definitely not in hell, so he must be on the surface somewhere,” he added, his tone turning thoughtful.

Rumi nodded, her expression turning serious again. 

“Right… right, that’s true—I haven’t really made any progress yet, but there’s someone I know who’s good at finding people. Even she hasn’t had much luck with updates.” Rumi shrugged, her expression clouding with frustration. “It makes me wonder if Dad is really alive at all.” She sighed, shoulders slumping.

Jinu reached over and placed a reassuring hand on her shoulder. “He’s alive, Rumi. I know it. We just have to look harder, that’s all. And maybe Celine can help too—Chwisaeng was her friend as well.” He offered a small, comforting shrug.

Rumi frowned, considering his words, before nodding slowly. “Celine’s been trying,” she admitted. “She’s been visiting us at the studio, bringing food sometimes, even helping with lyrics here and there.”

Jinu’s eyebrows shot up. “She did?”

Rumi managed a small smile. “Yeah. She’s really been making an effort, and I appreciate it. I just…” she trailed off, rubbing the back of her neck. “Sometimes I wish she’d realized how important it was a little sooner, you know?” Her voice was soft, tinged with something bittersweet. “I don’t blame her, though. Raising a half-demon, half-human kid must be… impossible, sometimes.”

Jinu’s eyes softened. “Not really. You’re just special in your own way.” He smiled and pressed a gentle kiss to her cheek, earning a giggle.

“Jinu, you and your words,” Rumi said, half-teasing, as Jinu nestled his head on her shoulder again.

“I only tell the truth,” he replied, content, as Rumi let out a breath and set her phone aside, threading her fingers with his. For a while, they sat in peaceful silence, comforted by each other’s presence.

The next day, Jinu spent the morning alone in the flower shop, humming quietly as he worked. For this arrangement, he wanted something… nice. Something for Mi-Yeong. He chose sunflowers, yellow tulips, and marigolds—three of each, carefully trimming the stems and arranging them with practiced fingers, making sure every bloom was perfect.

As he was finishing up, Abby walked in, hefting a box of fertilizers. “What are you up to?” Abby asked, setting the box down with a thud that made the wooden counter tremble, nearly upsetting the vase Jinu had borrowed from the shelf.

“Just… something personal. I’ll pay for the flowers,” Jinu mumbled, intent on his arrangement.

Abby raised an eyebrow, curiosity piqued. “Mind sharing what this ‘something’ is?”

Jinu glanced up, then smiled sheepishly. “Flowers for Rumi’s mother. I’m going to visit Celine later, bring these for her grave. So… do you think I could clock out a little early today?”

Abby surveyed the shop—everything was spotless, the flowers vibrant and perfectly watered. He had to admit, Jinu had gotten the hang of things much faster than he’d expected. After only a week, the place looked better than ever.

“Hmm,” Abby said, watching as Jinu added smaller daisies and a touch of greenery to complete the bouquet. “I’ll be honest, it looks great. What are you going to name it?”

Jinu blinked. “Name it?”

Abby smirked. “You don’t have to, but it’s a nice touch—especially for original designs. Besides, I’d like to take a photo and put it on display upstairs.”

Jinu considered the arrangement, noting the warm, golden hues. “How about… ‘Golden Bloom’?” he suggested with a wry grin.

Abby let out a short laugh. “Is that a nod to the Golden Honmoon?”

Jinu grinned. “Exactly. It’s like sending a message: your daughter will definitely succeed in creating the golden Honmoon.” He snapped his fingers for emphasis. Abby shook his head, still smiling, and snapped a photo.

“So much for letting you borrow the flower notebook,” Abby teased, folding his arms as Jinu pouted in protest.

“I did a good job, didn’t I? Look, you even took a picture—wait, can you take one with me in it?” Jinu grinned, holding the vase up and striking a playful pose for Abby, who gave him an exaggeratedly unamused look.

“Come on, hyung ,” Jinu coaxed, still posing. Abby let out a groan, dragging a hand down his face in mock exasperation before pulling out his phone. He snapped the picture as Jinu threw up a peace sign and flashed a wide, closed-eyed smile at the camera.

Jinu laughed, lowering the vase and checking that the flowers were still perfectly arranged. “Alright, I’ll pay for this now,” he said, reaching for his wallet. Abby just waved a hand and shook his head.

“Eh?” Jinu raised an eyebrow in confusion.

“No need,” Abby replied, a small smile tugging at his lips. “You did a good job, so I’ll let you off the hook for using the supplies without asking first.”

“Really? Wow … So generous! My heart’s melting,” Jinu teased, pressing a hand to his chest with faux drama.

Abby rolled his eyes, trying to hide his amusement. “Don’t make me regret it, alright?”

Jinu grinned, and before heading out, he made sure everything in the shop was spotless—wiping down the counter, polishing the windows, and even brushing Hana’s fur until it gleamed. Eventually, Abby had to shoo him out. “Go on, get out of here! Stop trying to win employee of the year. You’re literally my only employee here,”

Leaving the shop, Jinu made his way toward Celine’s house, bouquet in hand. Traveling was much easier when you had a tiger who could teleport—Derpy, in this case. Bird trailed after them, fluttering overhead as Jinu walked up the familiar mossy stone stairs to Celine’s home.

He noticed a few patches of flowers blooming by the path, their colors bright against the greenery. As he approached the house, he spotted the large familiar tree, its branches adorned with talismans that fluttered gently in the breeze. 

Beneath the old tree, shaded by its talisman-hung branches, was Rumi’s mother’s grave. A thin column of incense smoke curled upward, and Jinu let out a soft breath, lowering the vase of golden flowers he’d arranged just for her. He knelt, bowing his head respectfully before clasping his hands together. 

The breeze moves gently across the large yard.

“Please keep watching over Rumi,” he whispered, sincere. “Help her create the golden Honmoon, and maybe… save the world again, if it comes to that.” He sighed, bowing once more before rising to his feet.

A soft sound behind him caught his attention, and he turned to find Celine standing at the edge of the yard, arms crossed, watching him.

“Celine,” he greeted, startled. “ —Hello,”

She arched an eyebrow, a wry smile tugging at her lips. “Not every day I see a demon praying. What brings you here?”

Jinu scratched the back of his neck, offering her an awkward smile. “Just… wanted to talk. Again.”

She hummed, cool and unreadable. “Talk? Does this involve you omitting the truth again?”

Jinu grinned, not quite apologetic. “We’re not so different, you know. You and I both kept things from Rumi.”

Celine gave him a flat look before shaking her head with a huff. “I’m not finished with my gardening. Come help me water the flowers.” She turned, waving him along. “Rumi mentioned you found a job at a flower shop?”

Jinu followed, stifling a victorious ‘yes’ under his breath. “Yeah, figured I’d gather some good karma. Might increase my chances of becoming human—if I… die, I guess.” He fell in beside her, glancing sidelong as she gave him a strange look.

“To be honest… That’s not a bad idea,” Celine mused. “Nature always has its connections to those above. But turning human?” She gave him her typical blunt look. “You’d have to die first, you know.”

Her words stung, but Jinu only shrugged, quietly accepting her honesty.

Celine pushed open the garden’s low fence and held it for him. Jinu stepped through, the familiar garden opening before him—the same one Rumi had shown him in her memories when she was a child. As he walked through the winding flowerbeds, he recognized a patch of white blossoms, the same kind Abby was always fussing over at the shop.

The white blooms that most couples seem to like the most.

“Chrysanthemums?” he asked, surprised.

Celine looked over her shoulder, watering can in hand. “That’s right. Looks like you’re actually taking that job seriously,” she replied, a rare, small smile appearing as she watered the flowers.

Jinu wandered a bit, spotting the old swing at the edge of the garden, memories tugging at him where he had spoken to Rumi as a child. He returned to Celine as she moved to the next bed. “So, are you ever going to tell me why you’re really here?” she asked, not looking up.

Jinu leaned against the fence, exhaling. “Right… I should probably get to the point.” He hesitated, watching her work. “Chwisaeng is a dragon. And… Rumi might have inherited some of that, too.” He tried to sound nonchalant, off putting. But he had an awkward smile plastered to his face.

Celine’s hands froze. The watering can slipped from her fingers and hit the soil with a dull thud.

“Celine?” Jinu straightened, concern coloring in his voice.

She bent down, picking up the can with shaking hands. “Rumi’s… part-dragon?” she breathed, her face paling. “Oh, goodness… oh, goodness.”

Jinu watched her, feeling the weight of his words. “Nothing’s changed with her,” he said softly. “She’s still the same Rumi. Just… very much her father’s daughter.”

Celine steadied herself, focusing on her plants. “And you’re sure? You saw signs?”

He nodded. “I’m sure. It’s subtle, but… it’s there. It’s almost like her demon side, but different. I thought you should know. After all, you took care of her.”

Celine was silent for a long moment, the only sound the gentle splash of water on leaves. She moved to another patch of flowers, lost in thought. For a moment, Jinu thought Celine wouldn’t speak anymore.

“Does she know?” she finally asked.

Jinu shook his head. “No… not yet. I don’t want to stress her out. She’s already dealing with the golden Honmoon, her father, being a demon… She’s wonderful, Celine. She’s a demon, a hunter, maybe a dragon too, but she’s always pushing herself too hard. I just… I don’t want to add to her burdens.”

He looked at Celine, earnest. “You understand, right? You care about Rumi, don’t you?”

“I do… I do care for her very much, but a dragon? Chase-Song was a dragon?” Celine’s words tumbled out, her voice trembling between disbelief and realization. “God, it makes sense now—his odd obsession with dragons, the way he talked about them. He painted them all the time!” She groaned, dragging a hand down her face in exasperation, berating herself for missing the signs that had been right in front of her all along.

Jinu only shrugged, his expression a mix of sympathy and resignation. “He really has that effect. Annoying guy,” he mused, leaning back and watching as Celine breathed hard, her shoulders tight with stress.

For a moment, Celine stared at the bed of chrysanthemums beside her, their pale petals trembling in the afternoon breeze. She let out a long, shaky sigh. “Rumi could be like him too. Do you realize how hard it’ll be for her if she finds out she’s part dragon as well?” Her voice dropped, worry creasing her brow as she finally turned to meet Jinu’s eyes.

Jinu’s tone softened, his gaze steady. “I know. But I also don’t want her kept in the dark, not about this. It’s part of who she is—Chwisaeng’s daughter. Rumi deserves to understand her own story. She’s dragon-blooded, Celine, just like the dragons you used to tell me about—the first protectors, before the hunters came.” His words were gentle, but they carried the weight of truth, and Celine drew in a harsh breath.

“Yes… you’re right,” she muttered, pressing a hand to her chest. “Ugh—could you maybe try delivering this kind of news a little more gently next time? I swear, one day you’ll give me a heart attack.” She managed a weak laugh as Jinu’s lips curled into a mischievous grin.

“No promises. I have to keep things interesting somehow,” he replied, and Celine rolled her eyes, unable to suppress a small, reluctant smile.

She handed him the watering can, her arm brushing against his as she stood. “Keep watering, will you? I’ll cut some weeds in the garden. And keep talking,” she said over her shoulder, and Jinu nodded, shifting his attention to the thirsty flowerbeds.

He watered the patches of earth with care, the soft trickle of water punctuating the gentle silence. “Any leads on Chwisaeng?” he asked, glancing over as Celine crouched nearby, trimmer in hand.

For a long moment, she didn’t answer. The only sound was the crisp snip of garden shears. Finally, her voice came, quiet and disappointed. “No, unfortunately not. Wherever he is… maybe he doesn’t want to be found.” She didn’t look up, her face tired, shadows dark beneath her eyes.

Jinu’s voice was gentle. “Chwisaeng always liked to be surrounded by people. I can’t imagine he’d leave his friends—and his daughter—so easily.”

Celine let out another sigh, nodding absently. “Yes… you’re right.” She trimmed the grass with sharp, precise movements, then paused to wipe the sweat from her brow.

“Will you tell Rumi right away about her dragon blood?” she asked, her voice barely above a whisper.

Jinu hesitated. “I don’t know… I was hoping you’d have the answer,” he admitted quietly.

A sad, rueful smile flickered across Celine’s lips. “I’ve hidden the truth about her father leaving all her life. I don’t think I’m the one you should ask anymore.”

“But you raised her. You know her best,” Jinu insisted, his tone gentle. Celine only sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose, the weight of years pressing on her.

For a moment, the garden was quiet but for the chirping of crickets and the distant hum of the city, both of them lost in their own tangled thoughts.

Jinu almost wondered if he had gone too far this time. After all the lies—hiding what he was, lying about his name, and being the reason for Chwisaeng’s disappearance—he wasn’t certain Celine would even trust him at this point.

“Perhaps it would be better if we just watch over her for now,” Celine suggested, her gaze lingering on the garden. “You said she’s shown signs, but you’re not sure if it’s her dragon side or something else, right?” She tilted her head, her eyes searching his.

Jinu nodded. “So… you want me to keep an eye on her?” he asked, uncertain.

“Perhaps,” Celine replied, her voice quiet as she looked away, the decision weighing on her.

Jinu arched a brow, a wry smile tugging at his lips. “So, we’re back to omitting things now?”

She shot him a sidelong glare. “Isn’t that your idea? You just told me something vital about Rumi that I didn’t know before.”

Jinu snickered, unable to hide his amusement. “Well… you’re in on it now, so if she finds out we both kept this from her—”

Celine’s glare deepened, but Jinu only grinned wider.

“Besides,” he continued, “it’s another reason for you to get closer to her. Rumi will need everyone who cares about her in her life. Just… trust me on this. I want you to look after her too.”

Celine studied him, her narrowed eyes sharp and searching. The air between them was thick with things unsaid. Finally, she let out a breath.

“Fine.”

Jinu extended a hand, almost playfully. “Truce?”

She looked at him flatly. “What for?”

His smile faltered a little. “I get that you hate me for… well, for being the reason Chwisaeng left. But—for Rumi—I want us to work together. Just for her.” He forced a smile, hoping she’d see the sincerity beneath his awkwardness.

A flicker of sadness passed over Celine’s face, quickly masked by her usual calm. “When did I say I hated you?” she deadpanned, pushing herself up from the grass.

Jinu shrugged. “Well, the whole talk back there pretty much screamed ‘I hate you.’”

Celine sighed, snapping the trimmer closed with a sharp click. “It’s true. I am angry. I blamed you… hated you, even . But holding onto that won’t bring Mi-Yeong or Chae-Song back.” Her voice was tired, nearly breaking.

Jinu watched her, his own smile softening. “Well, Rumi wasn’t kidding when she said you’re trying,” he teased gently.

Celine shook her head, her lips twitching with the ghost of a smile. “It’s no use having a serious conversation with you, is it?”

He huffed, lifting his hands in mock surrender. “Alright, alright. Sorry. I just… found out recently that humor helps. Lightens things up. Can you blame me?”

She finally allowed herself a small, wry smile. “Perhaps we’re more alike than I thought.”

They finished up their chores in companionable silence, the air filled only with the soft snip of shears and the gentle patter of water. When they were done, Celine brought Jinu a glass of water as he settled on the porch, the two of them watching the evening sun dip low over the garden.

Jinu cradled the glass, its coolness welcome against his palm. “Why chrysanthemums?” he asked quietly, his eyes on the delicate blooms swaying in the breeze.

Celine sat behind him in the battered old rocking chair, her gaze distant. “I planted those after Mi-Yeong died,” she murmured, her voice barely carried by the wind.

“Oh,” Jinu said softly, glancing back at her, a frown creasing his brow as the weight of her grief settled between them. Celine only sighed, her eyes lingering on the flowers—“She loved these flowers, you know,” Celine murmured, rocking gently in her chair. Her voice was soft—almost lost to the sound of the breeze rustling through the chrysanthemums. “It’s almost funny. Chrysanthemums mean death. Maybe she knew… maybe that’s why she loved them so much, as if she sensed it would come for her so early.”

Jinu watched the petals sway, gold and white against the deepening sky. He tightened his hands around the glass, condensation making his palms slick. “It can mean something else, too,” he said quietly. “Chrysanthemums don’t have to only mean death. They can mean remembrance. It just means… you’ll never forget her.”

Celine breathed in, her chest rising and falling with the effort of memory. “You’re right… again. I’m getting tired of admitting that,” she chuckled, the sound light but edged with old sorrow.

Jinu snorted, unable to resist. “I’m always right,” he declared, flashing a proud, crooked grin.

They fell into a comfortable silence, companionable as the sun slipped lower. The air was cool now, dusk settling over the garden. For a while, they just sat there—two souls quietly weathered by what life had taken from them, and what it had left behind.

After a while, Celine spoke, her voice barely above a whisper. “I know you care for Rumi. And I know she doesn’t need protecting—she’s strong, stubborn, her own woman—but… please, watch over her. Protect her, even if she never asks.”

“With all my life,” Jinu murmured, the promise simple and absolute. Celine let out a long, relieved sigh.

“I’m glad,” she said, her eyes shining faintly. “That you love her as much as she loves you. It’s almost funny, really… that the one she wanted for so long turned out to be a demon.” She laughed quietly, shaking her head. “Mi-Yeong, Chae-Song, Rumi… in the end, they just wanted to be understood. I wish I’d learned that sooner, that listening would have been enough.”

She looked up, watching the first stars blink into the darkening sky. The world was quiet, the day winding down. It wouldn’t be long before Jinu would have to leave.

“You have a chance, Celine,” Jinu said, watching her with intensity. “Stop wishing for things to be different when you can do something about it. Don’t hesitate when it comes to Rumi. Just do it.”

Celine let out a small, genuine chuckle. “Alright then. If you say so.”

She stood, brushing her hands off on her pants. “I’ll search for Chae-Song again. If you truly believe he’s still out there, then… I’ll trust you.”

Jinu grinned, the promise of hope flickering between them as the chrysanthemums danced in the breeze.

 

THAT NIGHT, JINU RETURNED HOME TO AN EMPTY TOWER. Derpy appeared in a shimmer of blue light by the balcony, but from the looks of it, Rumi and the others hadn’t returned yet. The apartment was silent, the lights from the city filtering through the window blinds and painting soft stripes across the empty floor. Jinu glanced around—no laughter, no clatter, not even the faint whisper of conversation. Just a stillness he felt in his bones.

He and Derpy exchanged a glance, wordless understanding passing between them. With nothing to do and no one to greet, they slipped back out into the night, off the balcony and into the living pulse of the city. They leapt from rooftop to rooftop, their shadows long and thin under the moonlight. Bird fluttered above them, finally settling on Jinu’s shoulder, his talons gentle and familiar.

“Look at that guy,” Jinu said with a grin, nodding at a passerby whose hair exploded in colored tufts, radiant under the neon. “His hair looks like a peacock.” the magpie let out a squawk, uncanny in its timing, as if he were scolding Jinu for his comment.

Stop judging others, you fool, the squawk seemed to say, and Jinu chuckled, his breath misting in the cool air. But after a while, the novelty faded. The city’s rhythm slowed, the laughter and noise from the street became background static, and Jinu found himself simply walking, hands in pockets, blending into the quiet throng.

He wandered past late-night markets, the stalls bright with artificial light, vendors calling out their wares. Somewhere, a HUNTR/X song thundered from a shop selling art supplies—its beat thumped in his chest, familiar yet distant, like a memory from a different life. The melody followed him as he drifted, aimless, through the crowd.

Bird and Derpy had disappeared into the night—possibly back home to relax once more, leaving Jinu alone with his thoughts. He wondered where Rumi and the others were, why the tower felt so empty. He reached for his phone, hesitating—should he call? What if he interrupted something important? The thought made him uneasy, and he let his hand drop back to his side.

They must be incredibly busy then, Jinu does not want to intrude then.

He could always go back to Abby’s flower shop—Abby wouldn’t mind his company, surely. But Jinu was there every day. Maybe tonight, he thought, it was better to just wander. To be nothing but another shadow moving through the city. To lose himself in the ordinariness of people living their small, beautiful lives.

There was something fascinating about humanity, he thought as he watched a couple argue quietly by a lamppost, their faces close, their hands entwined despite their words. You’d think all humans were the same—they eat, sleep, drink, laugh, cry. But what truly set them apart, Jinu believed, were their stories. The stories they carried, the ones they created for themselves, the ones that shaped them. Every story had a beginning, a prologue, and—most important of all—an ending.

That, he realized, was what made humans so compelling: their mortality. The knowledge that their time was precious, that every laugh and every heartbreak mattered because it would end. They loved, they cried, they suffered, they healed—all in the blink of a cosmic eye.

If he became human again, would he rediscover those feelings? Would he remember what it meant to ache and dream and hope? The memories of his old life were already fading, eaten away by the curse. There were splotches, gaps, places he couldn’t reach no matter how hard he tried. The saddest thing, he thought, was not remembering the names of the people he’d loved the most. His mother, his sister—now just titles, placeholders. He couldn’t recall their voices, their laughter, not even their faces. Just a vague warmth, a sense of belonging.

He had reduced them in his mind to simple words:

Mother. Sister.

Nothing more, nothing less.

What an absolute bastard he really is—but can he even blame himself now, when time has corroded his memories, worn them down to blurry edges and muted colors? Yet, if he hadn’t accepted the deal, he wouldn’t have met Rumi. But that would have meant his family dying. Perhaps, Jinu muses, there are no right answers in life—only choices with different weights of regret.

Jinu wanted his family, but he also wanted Rumi. He wanted them both . Wanting is a sin, he thinks, the very sin that brought him to this crossroads, this fractured existence. But wanting Rumi never felt like a sin. He did not shake the devil’s hand to love her. In fact, he didn’t ask for anything—she was given to him, as if he deserved to stand so close to her radiance.

He should feel guilty, he knows. Guilty that he has forgotten his family—their names slipping from his mind, their faces growing hazier with each passing day. Soon, he fears, he will only remember them as shadows, as the bad memories that twisted him into what he is now. But… he loves this life he has sculpted from the ruins of his past—the decisions that led him here, the friends he’s gathered, the fragments of family, and the person he loves most. The object of his affections. No—he corrects himself—not an object, not a possession. The god of his affections.

Rumi is nothing less than a god.

A god he will gladly worship.

Jinu’s thoughts are interrupted as he notices a bar—or is it a club? The neon sign flickers, casting unnatural colors on the slick pavement. And... is that Romance with some other people? Had he really wandered so far from home, lost in his own head? God, this is what he gets for spending the day adrift in his thoughts. 

Where the hell even is he? He glances around, searching for the familiar silhouette of the HUNTR/X tower in the skyline. Nothing. Well, he’s definitely far from home. As long as he’s still in Seoul, he tells himself.

Seriously… ” Jinu mutters under his breath as he steps inside, curiosity overriding hesitation. The place is saturated with the scent of cheap alcohol and sweat, the throbbing music vibrating through the floorboards. Lights spin and flash chaotically, painting the crowd in dizzying colors that could send an old lady screaming from the building. Not that he’s surprised—he knew Romance had a penchant for self-exploration, for walking the knife’s edge. It was no wonder Gwi-Ma had a hold on him.

Jinu stands awkwardly at the entrance, uncertain, until the press of incoming partygoers forces him to step aside. Couples and friends swirl around him, laughter and shouts blending with the music. Everyone seems in on some secret joy.

“Romance!” Jinu calls, his voice nearly lost in the cacophony. He spots the unmistakable highlight of pink hair laughing with a group of guys, each nursing drinks Jinu can’t even begin to name. “Romance—” He makes his way over, appearing suddenly at Romance’s side, startling him into a shriek.

“Woah, Jae-Ho!” one of the guys crows, laughing as Romance turns, eyes wide with disbelief.

“J-Jinu?!” Romance nearly yelps, confusion and embarrassment warring on his face. What on earth is Jinu doing here?

“Who’s this guy? Close friend of yours?” another man asks, grinning. Romance laughs awkwardly, slipping a hand onto Jinu’s shoulder.

“Y-Yeah, just give me a sec, guys. I need to talk to my friend.” Romance shoots Jinu a look and gently steers him toward the door, away from the crush of bodies and pounding bass. They step outside into the relative quiet—a narrow street where neon gives way to the hum of passing cars.

Now that Jinu sees it from the outside, the place doesn’t even look like a club. More like a pawn shop or a forgotten speakeasy, hidden in plain sight.

“What are you doing here?” Romance asks, voice low, unsure if he’s more annoyed or concerned.

Jinu crosses his arms, considering. “I don’t know, man. Maybe I should be asking you that. Drinking? Seriously? I thought you’d given that up.”

Romance groans, slumping momentarily against Jinu’s shoulder before straightening up, forcing a grin. “I am! This is just… winding down. That’s all.”

“Right, okay. Winding down ,” Jinu echoes, not entirely convinced.

“You can always wind down in a… calm place,” Jinu said with a shrug, his tone light but teasing as he leaned against the wall. The faint hum of bass from the club inside vibrated through the street, mixing with the distant chatter of people passing by. Romance shook his head, exasperation flickering across his face.

“My friends asked me out to this one, okay? You can’t stop me,” Romance retorted, his voice carrying a defensive edge.

Jinu raised both hands in mock surrender, his lips curling into an easy grin. “I’m not stopping you. I just saw you and thought, ‘Hey, what’s Romance up to?’ So I followed you. Call it curiosity.” His eyes gleamed with mischief before his expression softened. “I guess you’re on your… self-learning path again, huh?”

Romance’s face flushed a deep red as he snapped back. “Jinu! Don’t call it that! I’m really just here to drink, not… not try hooking up or whatever you’re implying.”

Jinu chuckled, the sound low and knowing. “Oh no, I wasn’t talking about that. I was thinking more about… you know, the drug side of things. Those little pills humans pop to feel great?” He made a vague gesture.

Romance blinked, momentarily caught off guard, before letting out a nervous chuckle. “That? No, no! I-I don’t do that anymore,” he stammered, his words rushing out.

Jinu’s smile faded as he straightened, his gaze piercing now as he studied Romance. “Okay, Romance,” he said slowly, his voice dropping into something more serious. “I know you. And I trust you. If you’re out here to just… have fun, then you do you. Don’t let me ruin that.”

Something in the sincerity of Jinu’s words made Romance falter. His shoulders relaxed, and his eyes softened as he muttered, “Ugh, Jinu. You can’t just spout that nonsense bullshit with that god-awful smile of yours. You’re gonna make me feel guilty now.”

Jinu snickered, his grin breaking through again. “Fine. How about this—let me join you instead.”

Romance huffed, exasperated but unable to hide the faintest hint of a smile tugging at his lips. “Fine. Join me. Just don’t cause trouble, okay?”

Jinu’s smirk widened as he clapped Romance on the shoulder. “Hell yeah! But first, buy me a drink, and maybe I’ll consider letting you off the hook without telling Abby.”

Romance groaned, dragging a hand down his face. “Blackmail? Seriously? That’s low, even for you.”

“Not blackmail—just leverage,” Jinu quipped cheekily.

“Whatever. Come on, dude,” Romance grumbled, throwing his arm around Jinu’s neck in mock annoyance. “Let me introduce you to my friends. And don’t embarrass me, alright?”

“No promises,” Jinu shot back, grinning as Romance half-dragged him back inside the club.

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ROMANCE’S FRIENDS WERE DEFINITELY NOT GOOD FOR ROMANCE. Not that Jinu wanted to sound like the old man of the group—again—but this was his first time meeting Romance’s so-called friends, and they were nothing like he’d imagined. They clustered around Romance, egging him on to drink more and more, as if it were an Olympic sport.

“Go, Jae-Ho!” Dae-Young crowed, thumping Romance on the back as he tossed back another shot. Laughter and shouts were swallowed by the loud music and overlapping voices of other people in the bar. Off to the side, Jinu watched them all from behind a half-empty glass, the amber liquid catching the bar’s dim light.

Jinu considered himself a man who liked alcohol—at least, he had back when he was human. Wine and soju had been the soundtrack to his nights as a court musician, a perk of the job if not exactly a passion. But he’d never drunk to be reckless, only to soften the world’s edges.

“Pah!” Romance gasped, slamming his glass onto the battered counter. His friends erupted in cheers. “God, you’re such an alcoholic, Jae-Ho!” Hyun-Tae howled, and Romance flushed, grinning ear to ear, basking in their attention.

So, these were Romance’s friends. Jinu had no grounds to judge them—he’d only just met them. But he couldn’t help but feel uneasy. “I bet I can outdrink Jae-Ho,” Min-Chul declared, puffing out his chest. “How about Jae-Ho’s friend?” Jong-Il chimed in, grinning as they all turned to Jinu.

Jinu shook his head, waving them off. “No thanks. I like my stomach in one piece. You all go ahead.” The others snickered, clinking glasses before launching into overlapping stories, each trying to outdo the last. Romance laughed harder than anyone, his smile brighter than Jinu had seen in weeks.

Well, at least he’d found friends, Jinu thought, even if they were a strange bunch. Maybe this was just a rare night out, a chance to blow off steam. Romance had said he was just winding down—it wasn’t like he planned to live like this every day. He’d been given a second chance at life. Jinu didn’t want to see him waste it.

“We should dance,” Min-Chul declared, grinning as Romance snickered.

“You don’t have a single bone in your body that can help you dance,” Romance shot back.

“Guy’s got two left feet, I swear,” Dae-Young added, snorting. Min-Chul flushed scarlet.

“I can dance! Jong-Il, come on, help me out here!” Min-Chul pleaded, grabbing Jong-Il’s shoulder and dragging him toward the dance floor. Jong-Il rolled his eyes but let himself be pulled away, shooting Romance a mischievous wink. Hyun-Tae let out a wolf whistle, hollering, “Go get ’em, tiger! Dance like it’s your last day on earth!”

Jinu smirked, sliding off his stool to sit beside Romance, who was already pouring another drink.

“Don’t overdo it,” Jinu murmured.

Romance pouted, eyes glassy. “I’m not drinking that much,” he protested, but Jinu just sighed.

“You’re not a demon anymore. I doubt you can handle as much as you used to. Don’t go getting sick.” Jinu’s voice was gentle but firm.

Romance waved him off, wobbling as he got up. “No way I’m gonna get sick,” he slurred, nearly toppling over. Jinu caught his arm, steadying him before he fell flat on his face.

“Stop talking about demons,” Romance whispered urgently, leaning in. His breath reeked of alcohol, making Jinu wrinkle his nose. “I don’t want the guys thinking we’re crazy.”

Before Jinu could reply, Hyun-Tae swooped in, grabbing Romance by the wrist. “Dude, look at Jong-Il and Min-Chul! Let’s dance too!” he shouted, eyes wild with excitement. Romance grinned and waved at Jinu as they disappeared into the crowd, laughter trailing behind them.

Now Jinu and Dae-Young were the only ones left at the bar, three chairs apart, the others lost in a sea of bobbing heads and strobing lights. Jinu swallowed a sigh. Maybe he should have just gone home. But leaving Romance here, without a word, felt wrong.

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Dae-Young slide over, taking the seat Romance had vacated. He wore a lopsided grin.

“So, Jin-Woo—” Dae-Young began.

“Jinu,” Jinu corrected.

“Right. Jinu. I’m Dae-Young—you know that. Are you a close friend of Jae-Ho?” He tilted his head, eyes searching.

Jinu shot him a flat, unamused look. What was this guy getting at? He might not have been born in this era, but he knew awkward small talk when he heard it.

“What of it?” Jinu asked, suspicion sharpening his tone.

Dae-Young’s laughter blended right into the thumping bass and the crowd’s raucous cheers. “Don’t be like that, I was just asking. Jae-Ho never mentioned you,” he said, voice laced with curiosity as he leaned on the sticky bar counter, his grin lazy and practiced. Jinu inched away, uncomfortable, but not before Dae-Young nudged him playfully with an elbow.

“Come on, lighten up, Jin-Woo,” Dae-Young pressed, still smiling.

“It’s Jinu,” he muttered, resisting the urge to roll his eyes.

“You must be here for the goods, huh? You look like that kind of guy,” Dae-Young said suddenly, his grin widening, something sly in his gaze.

“What?” Jinu blinked, thrown off, the question echoing in his head. Goods? What goods?

“Duh, you know!” Dae-Young giggled, slapping Jinu’s back a little too hard. “The stuff that makes you feel good!”

Jinu pulled away, staring at Dae-Young as if he’d grown a second head. What was wrong with this guy? He’d been giggling like this all night, and so had the others. Their eyes seemed too wide, pupils blown, laughter coming in sudden, sharp bursts. Maybe they were drunk— but this felt off, even for a group of rowdy friends in a club.

“No, sorry, I really don’t understand what you mean,” Jinu said, frowning. He tried to mask his unease, but it crept into his voice as Dae-Young groaned in exaggerated disappointment.

“You’re Jae-Ho’s friend, right? So you’re here for the feels, yeah? To feel good? You know, the thing.” Dae-Young leaned in conspiratorially, breath hot with alcohol, and Jinu recoiled, disgusted.

“Aha… I don’t know, I feel fine just doing nothing,” Jinu said, diverting his gaze to the crowd. The club suddenly felt too loud, too crowded, a chaos of bodies pressed together under shifting colored lights. He couldn’t spot Romance anywhere—where had he gone? A thread of panic coiled in Jinu’s chest.

He scanned the room again, heart thumping. Romance was nowhere in sight. Something was wrong. Jinu’s unease sharpened, overtaking his irritation.

“What did you give Romance?” Jinu demanded, snapping his gaze back to Dae-Young, who just raised an eyebrow in confusion.

“Romance?” Dae-Young echoed, slurring the word.

“Jae-Ho, you ass! Did you give him something?” Jinu’s voice was tight, verging on a growl as he grabbed his collar before pushing him away. Dae-Young almost fell off the stool with a laugh as he caught himself by the counter.

Jinu slid off his stool, bracing himself against the bar as a wave of dizziness hit him. The crowd felt denser now, pressing in from all sides. He hadn’t minded it before, not when Romance was beside him, guiding him through the pulsing throng with a hand on his arm.

But now, the press of bodies and the blare of music felt suffocating, the shadows hiding too much. Jinu’s breath quickened. He had to find Romance—now.

Suddenly, Dae-Young materialized at Jinu’s side, slinging a heavy arm around his neck and yanking him close. His breath was thick with booze and something sweet and chemical. Jinu felt his hackles rise, a prickle of irritation crawling up his spine. The rough leather of Dae-Young’s jacket scraped against Jinu’s skin—a sensation that made him want to recoil. He shoved Dae-Young away, nails sharpening instinctively, nearly growling as his lips pulled back.

“Don’t touch me,” Jinu snapped, voice low and dangerous.

Dae-Young only giggled, swaying, hands raised in mock surrender. “Sorry, dude, chill. Here’s the stuff—I was just messin’ with you.” His eyes glittered with mischief under the club lights. “Heard Jae-Ho likes your kind, huh? Bad boy,” he teased, voice sing-song and mean. He pressed a small, crinkling plastic baggie into Jinu’s palm with a flourish.

Jinu scowled down at it. Inside was a single purple tablet, stamped with a lopsided smiley face.
“The fuck is this?” Jinu almost growled, impatience buzzing hot beneath his skin. Every second with Dae-Young felt like a test of will.

Dae-Young shrugged, grinning wider. “Duh, the good stuff, man. Seriously, are you a boomer or something? How do you not know what this is?” He arched his brow, then tipped his head back for a gulp of neon-pink liquor. The thumping bass made the bottle vibrate in his hand.

Someone brushed past, laughing and spinning, their sequined jacket catching the flickering lights. Jinu flinched, heart pounding. The crowd swelled, a living, breathing beast of bodies and noise. He couldn’t see Romance anywhere—had he slipped away, pilled up and wild, without him noticing?

How did I not notice? The thought stabbed at him, sharp and cold.

He tore himself away from Dae-Young, pushing into the writhing crowd, but stopped short, breath coming quick and shallow. All around him, people jumped and shouted, the music so loud it rattled his bones, the lights strobing darker, then brighter, then gone. Too much people, he–he can’t do it….

“Too many people,” he muttered, voice small and lost. For a moment, real, gut-level fear fluttered in his chest. He holds himself, hands on each of his elbow as if hugging himself as he takes a step back like a scared child.

Dae-Young’s voice slithered into his ear, sudden and close. “Are you scared of crowds?”, his breath on his ear, his lips almost touching the bottom of his ear lobes.

“Also that drug is fucking expensive. You should take it, man. Getting that shit ain’t easy.” A hand clamped down on Jinu’s shoulder, yanking him back, and Dae-Young’s grin was all teeth—predatory and gleeful.

“What the fuck are you doing?” Jinu spat, twisting away. “Let me go!”

“Duh, pushing you,but since you wanted it so bad okay! Haha!” Dae-Young cackled, shoving Jinu forward, straight into the sea of bodies.

Jinu stumbled, colliding with a couple so drunk they barely noticed. He crashed sideways, a startled yelp escaping his throat, but it was devoured by the bass.

NO! ” He scrambled to his feet, disoriented. He’d landed on a woman, her eyes glazed with too much vodka. Should he help her up? He hesitated, but the crowd surged, closing in, shoving him from all sides. Dae-Young was already lost in the press of bodies.

Jinu’s breath came in short, ragged gasps. His nails were fully elongated, fangs pricking at his lip as panic clawed at him. Hot, sweaty bodies pressed in, the crush of flesh unbearable. He tried to dodge the worst of it, but hands reached out, shoving and grabbing, voices screaming and laughing, the music a relentless, dizzying roar. He needs to get out. Out. Out. Out. Now!

Wh-Where’s Romance?

Romance needs him, Romance needs help. His brain had gone overdrive at this point, too dizzy and breathless.

The air stank—alcohol, sweat, perfume, and something sharp and chemical. Jinu’s senses overloaded, vision blurring as the lights flickered from blue to red to green to blinding white, strobing faster and faster.

“Hey, wanna dance?” A woman in glitter and smudged eyeliner materialized, grabbing his hands. Jinu jerked back, yelping, only to stumble into a man with a slow, predatory smile. He freezes again, before stumbling back like a skittish cat.

Romance. Where is Romance?

Jinu stumbled through the throng, his breath ragged, blinking back tears that burned his eyes. He shoved away from the man who’d grabbed him, heart hammering, vision blurring at the edges. The world spun with color and noise—a kaleidoscope of laughter, perfume, sweat, and pounding music. Hands brushed against him, too many, too close. He felt as if the crowd itself wanted to swallow him whole.

A woman in a scarlet dress caught his arm, twirling him around with a wild, drunken laugh. Her touch was light, but the look in her eyes—hungry, hollow—made him flinch. She spun him faster, and as he stared at her, panic rose like bile in his throat.

He tore away, nearly falling, his knees buckling. Someone’s stiletto missed crushing his fingers by mere inches. He hugged himself, shaking, desperate to vanish. He needed to find Romance—he needed air, I can’t breath, someone… . If he could just get to him, they could go home together. He could wash this night from his skin, scrub until he felt clean again. Safe.

Because this. 

Because this almost feels like—

Just like—

—before.

“Don’t move, I swear Lady Gokdama will be fast, just a small, painful bite,” a voice had hissed once, years ago, and suddenly the memory crashed over him. Hands— so many hands —had pinned him down, cold and sharp, as he thrashed and screamed. “Stop, stop, stop it!” he’d pleaded, voice raw, swallowed by cruel laughter. Demon faces leered above him, eyes gleaming with excitement. Snakes slithered, black and gleaming, under their feet as he struggled.

He’d called for his mother, for his sister, for anyone. His voice had broken, panic and terror twisting his words into a child’s wail. Stop. Please. Let me go . His screams had echoed, and somewhere in the dark, he’d known Gwi-Ma was listening, enjoying his suffering, the demons jeering as he wept.

“Help, stop! Stop!” He’d clawed at his captors, nails scraping against scaled skin, but they’d only laughed. “Don’t worry, it’ll be over soon,” someone had whispered, and then he’d seen her—Lady Gokdama, beautiful and terrible, a black snake coiled around her arm, smiling down at him.

“Jinu,” she’d purred, her voice both gentle and razor-sharp. “Fighting back is futile.”

“Put hand on mouth! Loud! Lord Gwi-Ma angry,” one demon had hissed in broken language, pinning him further, cold claws muffling his screams. His hanbok sleeve had been wrenched up, baring his wrist. Hands on his neck, holding him down as he continued to cry.

He doesn’t remember how much he cried for help that time. He’s glad he doesn’t remember much anymore at all.

The memory snapped.

Jinu jerked away from a hand reaching for him, his body lurching as if electrified. He blinked, and he was back—back in the crowd, the music thumping, dancers swirling. His skin crawled with phantom touches, and he pushed onward, desperate, almost sobbing.

And then—salvation. He saw Romance, slumped and sleeping on a plush velvet chair, his face soft in the dim light, untouched by the chaos around them. Relief, raw and overwhelming, nearly buckled his knees. 

“Romance!” Jinu almost sobbed, barreling through the crowd. He found Romance slumped on a velvet chair, mumbling something incoherent. Jinu didn’t hesitate—he grabbed the man and all but scooped him up, half-carrying, half-dragging him toward the exit. Thank god the door was close. He burst outside, lungs burning, still feeling ghostly hands clawing at his skin.

He almost tripped as he hurried down the cracked steps, the chaos of the bar fading behind them. Once outside, under the flickering orange glow of a broken streetlamp, Jinu set Romance down gently on a battered bench, his own knees nearly giving way.

“Romance?” Jinu gasped, still clutching his friend’s arm as if afraid he’d vanish. The other man shivered, blinking blearily.

“Ugh… Jinu?” Romance’s voice was thick, confused. His eyelids fluttered as he tried to focus, and Jinu eased him onto the bench, collapsing beside him.

Romance coughed, looking around with bleary alarm. “What…what happened?”

Jinu shook his head. “Are you okay? Did you take anything they gave you?” His hand fumbled in his pocket for the little baggie with a pill he’d been handed—he pulled it out and threw it, hard, into an overflowing trash can nearby.

Romance saw the motion, his eyes going wide with a flicker of fear with realization. “N-no, I’m fine. Was that… was that ecstasy? They tried to give you some?” he asked, voice trembling.

Jinu nodded, still breathing hard. “Did you take any?”

“No. Never. I told you I’d never do that again,” Romance said, his voice weak but determined. “I just drank way too much. My stomach… I tried to sleep it off. Min-Chul went to get me water, I think.” He groaned, pressing a hand to his abdomen as his face paled.

Jinu let out a shaky sigh, rubbing Romance’s back in small, comforting circles. “I was worried,” he whispered, the words barely more than a breath.

Romance forced a tired smile. “Yeah, I… totally agree. I doubt I’m ever doing this again.” He gagged suddenly, slumping forward. Jinu made a face, looking away, but reacted quickly—one hand gently gathering up Romance’s hair so it wouldn’t get caught as Romance retched onto the pavement.

When it was over, Jinu pulled a soft handkerchief from his pocket, dabbing gently at Romance’s lips and wiping sweat from his brow. “You alright?” he asked softly.

Romance nodded shakily, still green around the edges but grateful. “Thanks. Sorry.”

Jinu squeezed his shoulder. “We need to get you some water. We’ll call Jangsu, we can just make her teleport us back to Abby,”

He pressed the handkerchief into Romance’s hand, folding it to find a clean spot as Romance wiped his face and neck. 

Jinu whistled into the quiet night, the sharp notes echoing down the empty street. A tremor ran through his hand, barely visible in the flickering streetlight, but Romance caught it.

“You okay?” Romance asked, his voice low, concern flickering in his eyes.

Jinu blinked, startled from his thoughts. “What?” he replied, a little too quickly.

Romance nodded toward his hands. “You’re shaking.”

Jinu shoved his hands deep into his pockets, forcing a crooked grin. “I’m fine. Just… overwhelmed, I guess.” He took a slow breath, trying to steady himself. “Next time, if you want to wind down, just ask me for a drink. Just the two of us? Or bring Abby too—he probably needs a break more than any of us.” His smile was lopsided, bravado covering the lingering anxiety.

Romance looked up at him, guilt and gratitude mingling in his expression. “Jinu… I’m sorry.”

Before Jinu could answer, a swirling blue portal tore open beside them. Jangsu bounded through with a roar that rattled the trash cans, scaring a dog that was digging on it. She took in the scene, gave Romance a sympathetic snuffle, then nuzzled Jinu’s hand with her broad, warm head.

Jinu scratched behind her ear and nodded. “It’s fine. Really. Nothing happened.” He wrapped an arm around Romance, steadying him, and helped him onto Jangsu’s sturdy back. Romance groaned, but managed to settle himself, sitting in front while Jinu climbed on behind, arms bracing him on either side.

“Don’t fall,” Jinu muttered, securing Romance with a gentle hand at his waist. “Jangsu, let’s just teleport to Abby. Please.”

Jangsu growled in agreement. Another portal shimmered open, casting blue light over the pavement. Jinu held tight—one hand on Romance, one on Jangsu’s nape—as she leapt through.

“Don’t puke on Jangsu,” Jinu warned, a teasing note in his tired voice.

Romance managed a weak giggle. “Trying not to.”

They landed with a thud in front of Abby’s flower shop. The street glistened from recent rain, puddles reflecting the neon signs. Jangsu padded up to the shop, careful and steady. To the side, under the shop’s awning, Abby waited on a red plastic chair, arms crossed, expression thunderous.

“Where were you?” Abby demanded, standing as they approached. “I was calling you but you never answered,”

Jinu slid off Jangsu’s back and helped Romance down. Jangsu growled softly, then settled onto her haunches, content to watch over them.

Abby caught Romance by the shoulders, peering into his eyes with worry masked as anger. “Did you take anything? If you did, I swear I’ll punch you to kingdom come.”

Romance just giggled and waved him off, too tired to form words.

“He didn’t,” Jinu assured, stepping in before Abby’s temper could flare further. “He’s just really drunk—and dehydrated. He puked on the way.” Romance groaned again, wiping at his mouth with the now-soggy handkerchief.

Abby sighed, exasperation giving way to relief. “This is what I get for taking care of kids,” he muttered, shaking his head.

Jinu chuckled, shoving his hands into his pockets, the tension easing as the night’s danger faded. “You love them, though.”

Romance stumbled into the shop, Abby barking after him, “Go drink some water, you fool!”

Romance groaned in reply, but disappeared inside.

Abby watched him go, then turned to Jinu. For a moment, his tough exterior softened. “That I do,” he admitted quietly.

Jinu smiled, but behind it, worry still lingered in his eyes. His smile turned into a frown slowly, and his face darkens.

“You okay?” Abby reached a hand toward Jinu, but Jinu flinched before he could think, recoiling from the gentle touch. Realizing what he’d done, he winced, guilt coloring his features. “S-sorry. Just… no touching for now,” he said quietly, raising a hand in apology.

Abby stepped back, concern deepening the lines around his eyes. “Shit, what happened?”

Jinu grumbled, rubbing the back of his neck as if trying to knead out the tension still coiled beneath his skin. “Just… agh—nothing. We can talk about it tomorrow, alright? Just… watch over Romance, will you? I gotta go home. Rumi is probably—”

He fished out his phone, thumb shaking as he turned it on. The screen exploded with notifications: thirty missed calls, forty messages from Zoey, thirteen from Mira, and almost a hundred from Rumi, her texts frantic, the last one reading I went to Abby’s, are you there? Please answer me.

Jinu let out a shaky breath. “She’s probably worried sick.”

Abby nodded. “She stopped by here, asking for you. Go on, I’ll take care of Romance. He’s safe with me. Bye, Jinu. Be careful, alright? Text when you get home.”

Abby’s gaze flicked to Jangsu, who let out a low, rumbling growl—protective, reassuring.

“Come on, girl,” Jinu murmured, swinging his leg over Jangsu’s broad back, patting her flank. In a shimmer of blue light, Jangsu summoned a portal, and together they leapt into the night, leaving the flower shop and all its warmth behind.

 

JINU EXITS THE ELEVATOR WITH A SIGH, fatigue and uncertainty weighing on his shoulders. The soft glow of the living room lights spilled out into the hallway, casting long shadows. Rumi and the girls were huddled together on the couch, the TV flickering in the background, but all eyes snapped to him the moment he stepped in.

“Jinu! God!” Rumi sprang from the sofa, her voice tight with relief. She rushed over and threw her arms around him, squeezing him as if to make sure he was real. Jinu hugged her back, exhaling a shaky, pent-up breath. Her warmth, her scent—he was home.

“Rumi…” he managed, voice trembling. She leaned back just enough to look at him, her brow furrowed in concern. She took a quick sniff, and her nose wrinkled.

“Did you… drink?” she asked quietly, eyes searching his.

Jinu winced, guilt flashing across his face. On the couch, Mira rolled her eyes, a teasing smile breaking the tension.

“Damn, we were worried for nothing?” she said, shifting to tuck her legs beneath her. The three of them wore matching, ridiculous pajamas—bright colors and cartoon animals. On the coffee table, bowls of popcorn sat untouched. They’d clearly been waiting for him to come home.

“Sorry,” Jinu said, rubbing a hand through his disheveled hair. “I was… out with Romance.” He shook his head, feeling the heaviness in his limbs.

Zoey stood up, arms crossed, her concern masked by casual bravado. “Dude, you alright? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”

Jinu forced a weak smile, waving a hand dismissively. “Everything’s fine, really. I’ll join you guys in a bit. I just need to… wash up.” He planted a kiss on Rumi’s cheek—she wrinkled her nose at the faint scent of whiskey on his breath—and he chuckled, awkward and apologetic, before heading toward the bedroom.

As he closed the door behind him, his breath caught in his throat. He pressed his back against the door, heart pounding, and tried to collect himself. On the bed, a set of tiger-themed pajamas sat folded neatly, practically taunting him. He groaned, grabbing the pajama top and holding it up with a pout. “Seriously?”

He rummaged through the drawers, searching for a clean pair of underwear, when the door creaked open behind him. Rumi peeked in, worry still etched on her face.

“Hey.” She stepped inside, closing the door softly. “Are you really alright?” she asked, voice gentle as she approached.

Jinu tried to muster a reassuring smile, but it faltered. “I’m… alright. Just… drunk, that’s all,” he admitted, his voice thin.

Rumi sat on the edge of the bed, patting the space beside her. “If you want, we can just sleep instead of watching the movie,” she offered, a small smile gracing her lips. She watched him fumble through the drawers, concern never leaving her eyes.

He hesitated, then let out a long, weary sigh and sank down beside her, the exhaustion finally catching up with him. “I should have told you where I went,” he murmured, leaning his head on her shoulder.

She slipped her arm around him, pressing a light kiss to his hair. “It’s okay, Jinu. I was worried, but…” she broke into a gentle giggle, “it’s kind of nice to see you cut loose. I was starting to think you’d never do it.”

He managed a soft, tired hum, his energy spent. The room settled into a comfortable silence. Rumi’s hand found his, her thumb tracing slow circles on the back of his palm.

After a moment, her voice dropped to a whisper. “Did something happen?”

Jinu didn’t answer. Instead, he turned, burying his face in her chest, seeking comfort. “Can you… just hold me for now?” he asked, voice muffled.

Rumi didn’t hesitate. She lay back on the bed, pulling him close, wrapping her arms around him. “Of course,” she whispered, her fingers threading gently through his hair.

He clung to her, tracing absent-minded patterns on her waist where her shirt had ridden up, the chill of her skin grounding him. Rumi’s hand moved in slow, soothing strokes through his hair, and Jinu felt the tension in his body slowly ebb away, the ghostly hands that seemed to clutch at him fading, replaced by her steady warmth.

He closed his eyes, letting her presence anchor him. In the quiet, his mind drifted back to his conversation with Celine—her words echoing in his mind. Maybe he should look for signs, see if Rumi truly was what Celine hinted at. But for now, exhausted and heavy with drink, all he wanted was to stay here, safe in Rumi’s arms, just a little longer—

I want us to stay like this forever , Is what he wanted to say but… Jinu’s head was buzzing, the words tumbling out before he could stop them. “Rumi, your dad is a dragon and… you’re probably one too,” he blurted out, not even realizing what just came out of his mouth.

Rumi froze, her body stiffening beneath him. For a moment, the room went still. Then, she sat up abruptly, causing Jinu to roll off her lap and flop onto the mattress, blinking in confusion. Did he really just say that out loud? Did he actually tell her the truth?

What ,” Rumi said, deadpan, her eyes locked on his. There was no hint of a smile—just shock, and maybe a flicker of fear. Jinu tried to laugh it off, rubbing the back of his neck, feeling his ears burn.

“Oops, I think I’m a bit drunk. Let me just… sleep for a second,” he stammered, reaching for the duvet and wrapping himself tightly, cocooning himself in embarrassment.

But Rumi wasn’t letting this go. “Jinu… Did you know about this for a while?” she asked, her voice suddenly small but sharp, cutting through his haze.

Jinu turned away from her, squeezing his eyes shut. “ What the fuck? Is that what being drunk does to me? ” he muttered under his breath, heat prickling behind his eyes, humiliation threatening to spill over into tears.

“JINU!” Rumi shrieked, her voice echoing off the walls. She yanked the duvet with surprising strength, flipping him out of his makeshift cocoon and sending him tumbling off the bed with a thud.

“Sorry!” Jinu squeaked, scrambling backward, hands up in surrender, heart pounding in his chest. For a split second, he was convinced she was going to breathe fire right then and there.

Rumi glared at him. And his wishes to just cuddle with her faded away into a one measly wish.

Man he should have really gone for the icebreaker first… Maybe he should listen to Celine for once.

Chapter 28

Notes:

Warning: Very morbid thoughts of self loathing, Jinu completely spirals in this chapter. Read with caution please!

I advise you to not read it if you cannot handle such things. Please and thank you!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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RUMI WAS MAYBE… A LITTLE MAD AT JINU. Okay, a lot mad. She couldn’t believe what she’d just heard.

“I can’t believe it—my dad is a damn dragon… and you never told me?!” Rumi’s voice was shaky, equal parts anger and disbelief as she paced back and forth in front of Jinu.

Jinu groaned, rubbing both hands over his tired face as if trying to erase the last five minutes. Across the room, Mira and Zoey sat frozen, eyes wide as they watched Rumi’s frantic steps.

“Wait, wait—hold on. You’re telling us Rumi is a dragon? Like, for real?” Zoey’s jaw dropped theatrically as she whirled to Mira.

Mira blinked, then shrugged, her lips quirking up.

“Cool,” they said at the same time, grinning despite the tension.

“Not cool!” Rumi shot back, voice cracking. “Does that mean I’ll… turn into one?” Her hands trembled as she stared at them, as if half-expecting scales to appear.

Jinu quickly stood up, palms out in a calming gesture. “No, no, we’re not sure yet! It’s just—well, I wanted you to know, just in case, you know?” He forced a nervous grin, his eyes darting anywhere but Rumi’s face.

Rumi stopped pacing, her soft slippers scuffs against the floor. She stared down at her hands, flexing her fingers as if searching for any sign of change. Jinu’s heart twisted at the sight.

“Why didn’t you tell me sooner?” Her voice was softer now, wounded. Jinu let out a shaky breath, shoulders sagging.

The truth was, he didn’t even know why he hadn’t told her. He’d had so many chances—countless moments when he could have explained everything. The night he first told Rumi about her father, he’d already known about the bloodline, about the dragon heritage coiled deep inside her.

“Rumi…” Jinu hesitated, words catching on his tongue. “I was planning to, but—I wanted to make sure you had that part of his blood. I didn’t want you to feel…burdened by it.” He tried to smile, but it looked more like a grimace.

Rumi shook her head, her disappointment clear in the droop of her shoulders. “Jinu… when are you going to stop making decisions for me?” Her words were barely above a whisper, but they hit Jinu like a punch. He blinked, swallowing hard.

A heavy silence filled the room, broken only by the rapid thumping of Jinu’s heart in his ears. Mira and Zoey exchanged a glance before standing, moving to flank Rumi. Mira squeezed Rumi’s shoulder, while Zoey clasped her hand.

“Jinu’s always been like that,” Zoey said gently, trying to lighten the mood. “He did it out of the goodness of his heart. I’m sure he didn’t mean—”

Rumi groaned, pulling her hand away. “This is turning into a pattern… What else haven’t you told me, Jinu? Should I expect a new surprise every day now?” Her laugh was hollow, tinged with exhaustion.

Jinu opened his mouth, but no words came. He felt helpless, his heart racing as guilt clawed at him. Whatever excuses he’d once had were gone. He’d crossed a line by keeping this from her—something so fundamental, so her .

“Rumi, I’m sorry,” he finally managed, voice small.

Rumi pinched the bridge of her nose, exhaling slowly. “I just… I need a minute. Okay?”

Mira and Zoey closed ranks around her, offering comfort as best they could. Jinu stood a few feet away, wishing he could take it all back.

“I—I thought it was best not to tell you, at least for now. I was scared you’d be too stressed to handle it,” Jinu said, voice trembling despite his efforts to keep it steady. His hands nearly shook, but he clenched his fists to hide it.

He couldn’t let himself look pitiful now. This was about Rumi, not him.

“I only want what’s best for you—” he started, but Rumi cut him off with a frustrated groan.

“That’s the problem, isn’t it? You keep wanting what’s best for me. What about what I want? Don’t I even get to decide for myself?” Her voice cracked with hurt.

“Rumi—” Jinu stammered, feeling his words slip away like sand. “That’s not—”

“Jinu, I’m not a child,” she said, her voice trembling, barely above a whisper. “You don’t need to protect me from everything. You don’t have to keep all the painful things hidden. That’s not your job.”

Jinu’s apology caught in his throat. “Rumi, I’m sorry, I—what can I do to make this better?” he asked, desperate.

Rumi looked at him like he’d just proven her point. “That’s the problem, Jinu. You always want to fix things, to make them better.” Her voice was so soft he almost missed it.

Jinu felt his throat tighten, emotions swelling until his chest ached. “Rumi—I…” He trailed off, watching as she shook her head, as if even talking to him was exhausting.

“No, let’s… I’m not angry, Jinu. Let’s just…” She paused, voice tired but gentle. “Let’s talk about this when you’re sober, okay? You’re not in your right mind right now.”

Jinu nodded, swallowing the lump in his throat. He felt as if his heart was splintering, each beat sharper than the last. He knew he had no right to ask her for comfort—not when he’d hurt her so much.

“I’ll, uh… I’ll just sleep here on the couch tonight,” he said, forcing a smile. His voice was thin, almost hopeful.

Rumi looked at him, her worry flickering for an instant before she dropped her gaze and nodded.

Zoey piped up, clasping her hands together with forced cheer. “You can use my room again! I’ll just bunk with Mira, right, Mira?”

Mira nodded, trying to lighten the mood. “Yeah, dude, go use Zoey’s room. It’s way better than the couch.”

Rumi didn’t object. She just sighed, silent and defeated.

A selfish part of Jinu—the part that still hoped—waited for Rumi to ask him to stay, to tell him it was all right. But she said nothing, her head bowed, shoulders hunched in pain. Something inside him twisted, thorns wrapping around his heart.

“Y-Yeah, thanks,” he mumbled, managing a weak grin as he got to his feet. He patted Mira and Zoey on the shoulders before turning to Rumi.

“Let’s… talk tomorrow?” he asked, voice uncertain.

Rumi held her wrist, looking as lost as he felt. Watching her broke something in him. Her eyes were uncertain, her mouth set in a frown.

“Yeah, of course,” she said softly. “I—I’m angry that you kept this from me. You keep hiding so many things… It makes me uncertain where we stand. If you’re really doing this for me, or for yourself.”

“I—Rumi… Let’s just… call it a night, yeah?” Jinu cleared his throat, forcing a smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes. He hesitated, fingertips twitching as if he wanted to reach for her hand—just one last time—but stopped himself when Rumi took a careful step back.

“Good night, Jinu,” she said, her voice clipped and distant.

“Good night,” he replied softly. But in his heart, it felt like he was saying goodbye.

That night, Jinu lay awake on Zoey’s bed, staring up at the unfamiliar ceiling. The blankets felt stiff and cold against his skin, nothing like the warmth he was used to. He was already sober—hell, the moment he’d blurted out the truth to Rumi, any lingering haze from the bar had vanished, replaced by a cold, biting clarity.

“This is my fault… Why can’t I do anything right?” he groaned, pressing the heel of his palm to his forehead in frustration. The sting barely registered.

He sat up, the room dark and uninviting. The air felt heavy, pressing on his chest. Even his own body felt cold, trembling despite the layers. He missed Rumi already—missed her warmth, her voice, the comfort of knowing she was close. He wondered, desperately, if she missed him too.

The urge to get up and go to her room, to slip under the covers and pretend nothing had changed, gnawed at him. If he could just lie beside her, maybe she would hold him again, and everything would be right. Maybe she’d forgive him. Maybe he could pretend he hadn’t just hurt her—again.

“Damn it,” he muttered, curling up tighter. The events at the bar felt like a lifetime ago, but somehow they’d made everything worse. Now, surrounded by oppressive darkness, Jinu felt completely alone. There was no moon outside—just heavy clouds and pitch blackness pressing against the window.

His breath quickened. The shadows seemed to move, the corners of the room growing deeper, darker. He shivered, hugging himself tightly, wishing—pretending—they were Rumi’s arms around him. But when he closed his eyes, he felt something else: hands, countless, cold and cruel, dragging him down, mocking him.

He missed Rumi so much it physically ached. He wanted to go to her, to beg forgiveness, to kneel if he had to. He’d do anything for her to speak softly to him again, to touch his hair, to say she believed in him.

A shudder ran through him, and his demon mark pulsed with a faint, sickly heat. Jinu glanced at the darkest corner of the room and tried not to imagine hands reaching for him from the shadows, ready to drag him back to the hell he’d barely escaped.

He told himself he was safe. Safe in the tower, with Rumi just one room away. He’d see her tomorrow. It wasn’t the end of the world.

But it felt like it. The silence pressed in, suffocating. Jinu had gotten so used to Rumi, so used to her presence that now, without her, he felt starved. Like a stray dog abandoned by the only person who’d ever shown him kindness.

He was just a pitiful animal, waiting at the door for something he didn’t deserve.

And he’d ruined it—all his efforts to keep her safe, to make her happy, had only pushed her away. First, by looking for her father, and now by hiding the truth about her bloodline. What good was trying, if it always ended in disaster?

He twisted and turned under the unfamiliar sheets, mind racing. What would tomorrow bring? Would Rumi see things more clearly, realize that he only ever made things worse? Would she finally see him for what he was—a failure, a burden?

He pictured her face, angry and cold. Imagined her shouting, telling him he’d never changed. Worse still, he imagined her telling him to leave, to get out of the tower and return to the streets—like the beggar he’d once been, centuries ago when he was only human.

Or maybe she’d go further. Maybe she’d pierce the Honmoon and cast him back to hell. Maybe she’d turn him back into her sword, strip him of his body and his voice. That wouldn’t be so bad, he thought bitterly. At least then, he’d still be close to her—even if he couldn’t see, couldn’t feel, couldn’t exist as himself.

He just exists in the void. But that would be fine— it was fine for him . If nothing else, it means Rumi still doesn’t think he’s so disgusting that he should be tossed away. He isn’t being thrown out like garbage.

He—he can accept that. It’s a kindness, isn’t it? Soon, time will eat away at him, and if he remains as her sword, his mind won’t process things like it should. It’ll be like a long, dreamless nap. That’s fine! He can accept that deal, can’t he?

Being a sword is still being useful. Maybe, if he’s a sword, he’ll finally be of some use to Rumi—something more than this broken, useless form.

Being a demon has only brought her misfortune. Maybe that’s why he’s never done any good for her at all.

Jinu lets out a shaky breath, not even noticing the tears streaming down his face until his vision blurs. He swipes them away, but his throat feels tight, twisted in on itself, aching.

But what if… what if Rumi decides he really does deserve to go back to hell? No. No, worse—what if tomorrow she tells him she doesn’t love him anymore?
Oh god—he can’t do that. Anything but that. She doesn’t have to say it, not out loud. Will she be merciful enough to let him live in the comfort of his own delusions, just a little longer? To let him pretend she still loves him?

Please, god—anything but that. Let him stay lost in his fantasy that everything is fine. Rumi doesn’t have to say a word; he’ll just keep acting like their relationship still exists. In her eyes, he’s just Jinu now, but he wants to keep pretending they’re together. Just for a while longer.

Does this mean—was today the last time he’ll ever hold her?

Ah, fuck, fuck. Maybe he shouldn’t have wasted his time at that fucking bar. He should have just gone home. Romance—why did he follow Romance? Why did he listen?

But if he hadn’t, he might’ve gotten sick at the bar, alone. Or worse—he might have taken the pill. Jinu’s thoughts tangle, knotted and frayed.

He cares about them both, but one thing led to another, to this moment. If he’d never gone to the bar, maybe he wouldn’t have made a mistake. Maybe he could have lied to Rumi. He could have pretended to only just realize, omitted the truth about her father.

He breathes heavily, digging his nails into his scalp, tugging at his hair, rolling over to his other side. He knows he shouldn’t blame Romance. Romance did nothing wrong. It was his fault.

His fault.

His fault.

His fault.

His fault.

His fault.

His fault.

Here it is again, isn’t it? That impossible decision, where he can’t choose. Why does living have to be so hard? Why can’t he ever choose between one good thing and another good thing?

So many what-ifs circled in his mind, clawing at his sanity. He clung to the duvet, knuckles white, breathing ragged. He didn’t sleep. He couldn’t even close his eyes. He feared that if he did, morning would come—and with it, judgment.

He was scared. God, he was so scared. Maybe this was what he deserved.

Maybe it was true: too much happiness meant something bad was bound to happen. Or maybe… maybe he just didn’t deserve happiness at all.

Jinu growled softly, barely more than a broken animal sound in his throat. The demon mark on his skin pulsed, throbbing an ugly, bruised purple with each beat of his heart. 

He felt the tears slip hot and silent down his cheeks, and wrapped his arms around himself, digging his nails into the soft flesh at the crooks of his elbows until it hurt—until pain was the only thing he could feel.

It’s fine. 

It’s fine. 

It’s fine. 

It’s fine. 

It’s fine. 

It’s fine. 

It’s fine. 

It’s fine.  

He mouthed the words over and over, a desperate litany, barely even a whisper. Stop thinking about it. Just stop.

Tomorrow will be fine. Rumi will be angry, she’ll say she’s furious that he kept secrets, and—she’ll forgive him. She always does. Right?

But it isn’t fine.

It isn’t fine.

It isn’t fine.

It isn’t fine.

It isn’t fine.

It isn’t fine.

If she forgave him, what did that mean? That he’d escaped the punishment he deserved? That he was free to make the same mistakes again? He was an idiot, a coward, weak—he needed to learn, needed to be punished, or he would just keep hurting the people he loved.

His thoughts spiraled, frantic and endless. He didn’t know if he’d ever fallen asleep at all, but he remembered the screaming—no, not out loud, but inside his head—and the voices that crawled and hissed inside his ears.

You fail.

You fail.

You fail.

You fail.

You fail.

You fail.

It repeated and echoed, a relentless mantra, until he felt the cold creeping in from his toes, up his legs, freezing his chest, locking his jaw. His body was rigid, petrified—he could only stare at the empty darkness before him. There was a mirror, somewhere, but the glass didn’t reflect his face anymore. It just stared back, blank and unforgiving. He had failed. And he would keep on failing, again and again, forever.

His existence was a failure—one endless, elaborate mistake. His dream was a fog, a feverish loop of memory and nightmare: Rumi’s face as he confessed the truth, her eyes wide with disappointment, her mouth tight with anger—anger that faded into resignation. Acceptance. As if she’d always known he’d let her down again.

He couldn’t bear it. He had to fix it. He had to.

But what was he now, without Rumi?

Nothing.

Nothing at all.

He was back to who he’d been before.

General Jinul.

A demon general. Who spent his useless life centuries in Hell, where hope was a joke and happiness was just another myth to taunt the damned. There, nothing was beautiful, and nothing was sacred. He amused himself only by tormenting other demons, finding entertainment in their suffering, because in Hell, the only thrill left was cruelty. Hurting others was the only thing that made the endless days bearable.

And now…

Now he was hurting the people he loved.

He thought about what Romance and Abby used to say. That love changed people. That love changed him . But now, the truth twisted in his gut like a rusted knife.

He hadn’t changed.

Love hadn’t made him better.

It had made him worse . Twisted. Selfish.

Because he wanted. And wanted. And wanted. And wanted.

Again. And again. And again.

He was a parasite, latched onto Rumi, feeding off her warmth, her forgiveness, her hope. He would drain her dry, suck the light out of her until there was nothing left but a husk—a shell that he would continue to hurt, again and again, because she always forgave him. Because she always let him back in.

Maybe he needed punishment again. Like the punishment Gokdama had given him. Maybe that’s why he ended up at that bar, why the memories clawed at him with cold, sharp fingers. Maybe it was a sign. He deserved to be hurt. To suffer. He was a monster.

That night, sleep offered no escape. He dreamed, if it could even be called a dream. He sat alone in a void, black and endless. The ground beneath him was water, shallow but icy, numbing him to the bone and making his limbs tremble. He didn’t dare move, didn’t dare look away from the surface.

Something appears from under the water, slimy, disguting— him

His reflection stared back at him, but it wasn’t his—no, not the face he wore in the waking world. The thing in the water crawled closer, its movements jerky and predatory. It rose to its knees, crawling across the wet surface until it was face to face with him.

He could not move.

But he shook, cold and afraid.

He saw himself.

The real him.

A monster.

Eyes molten gold, pupils slitted like a predator’s. Skin a sickly purple, marbled with dark violet marks— Gwi-Ma’s mark, a brand of power and damnation. The thing smiled at him, thin lips curling over pointed teeth.

This was him.

This was the truth— the monster he tried so hard to bury.

He remembered the endless, desperate effort to fit in, to look human, to act as if his demon marks were like Rumi’s (beautiful, but never his. He was never beautiful). But the color looked ugly on him. He didn’t deserve beauty. He didn’t deserve love. He was only ever pretending (Pretender. Pretender. Pretender, the voice whispers) .

The other him—dressed in a dark, tattered hanbok, a wide black gat shadowing his face, fingers tipped in claws—crawled closer, water rippling around it. It knelt, hands splayed on the icy surface, peering into Jinu’s eyes.

Face to face.

Monster to monster.

Jinu’s breath came in shudders. He could not look away.

It moves again. Closer, closer.

Jinu sits frozen, unable to move away as the thing places its cold, clawed hand on his knees. The touch sends a jolt of icy terror up his spine. It pushes itself upright, their faces mere inches apart, lips almost brushing—a mockery of intimacy.

Slowly, its mouth opens, impossibly wide. A whisper, more thought than sound, rasps out:

Monster.

Monster.

Monster.

Do you embrace this part of yourself?

It stares into him with wide, unblinking eyes—his eyes, yet not his. The face is his, but twisted, stretched, wrong. The way it gazes at him—empty, hungry—makes him shiver, tremble, and finally, break. Tears pool in his eyes and slip, burning, down his cheeks.

“I’m a monster,” he whispers, voice hoarse and raw.

The reflection grins, lips splitting ear to ear, a grotesque smile that cracks his soul.

Very well.

Suddenly, Jinu is falling. The world tilts, water splashing as he lands hard on his back. His reflection looms over him, pinning him down with one clawed hand pressing into his chest, sharp nails pricking his skin.

It opens its mouth again—wider, wider than any mouth should go, jaw unhinging, the darkness inside bottomless. Rows of razor-sharp teeth glisten, far more than he knows he has.

And then—

Red camellias begin to pour out, thick and endless, spilling from that gaping maw. Petals and blood cascade down, choking him. He screams, but the flowers fill his mouth, his throat, thick, metallic with blood, stifling his cries. The taste is sweet and coppery, suffocating.

He thrashes, gurgling, calling for someone— anyone .

Mother. Sister. Rumi, Mira, Zoey, Abby, Romance, Baby, Mystery…

Their names are strangled, lost in the flood of red petals and gore as his vision swims, the world blurring to crimson.

HELP.

HELP.

HELP.

But the void only echoes back the word, hollow and mocking, as the flowers keep coming, and the blood keeps rising, and the monster smiles down at him, wearing his face.

His eyes flickered in and out of focus, vision swimming between nightmare and reality. He saw Gokdama again—her smile wide and bright, cheeks flushed, beads of water clinging to her hair and the folds of her hanbok. She giggled, a sound that echoed and warped into something almost cruel. 

“Stay down, General Jinul. Being a hero doesn’t suit you,” she crooned, her voice lilting like a lullaby twisted into a threat.

She loomed above him, tilting her head, eyes glinting with cold amusement as he lay sprawled on the ground, sobbing, his voice hoarse and desperate. He cried out for help, but no one answered—except his own reflection. It knelt over him, pinning him down, hands slick with blood. 

Crimson pooled around him, thick and warm, and he choked as red camellias bloomed in his mouth, their petals soft yet suffocating.

Jinu wrenched his hand free, reaching for Gokdama with trembling fingers. He needed help. Please. Please, Gokdama, help me. His thoughts raced, a frantic litany in his mind.

Please help me.

Please.

Please.

Help me.

Gokdama’s expression softened almost imperceptibly. “Stop playing hero, Jinu, and I won’t hurt those you love,” she whispered, sinking down so that the hem of her hanbok darkened with water. She cupped his face, forcing him to meet his own gaze in the water’s reflection—eyes black, void, hollowed out as if his soul had been scooped away.

Oh God.

Oh God.

Help.

Help.

He couldn’t breathe. He couldn’t move. His reflection leaned closer, its lips brushing his, and as it did, more blood surged into his throat, the taste metallic and overwhelming. He tried to scream, but it came out strangled—a choked, gurgling cry.

He bolted upright in bed, gasping, sweat plastering his hair to his forehead. His heart battered against his ribs, and sunlight streamed through the window, sharp and almost unreal. For a moment, he forgot where he was. What—what was that?

A knock at the door jolted him further, nearly sending him into a blind panic. His head spun, chest tight as if something had been ripped away. His identity? He tasted copper, thick and heavy, and for a second, he was certain the camellias were still lodged in his throat.

He doubled over, coughing, feeling something wet dribble from his lips. He looked down—red splotches stained the sheets, camellia blossoms unfurling, impossibly, from the mess. Monster, monster, monster—

“Jinu, are you awake?” Rumi’s voice filtered through the door, grounding him. The nightmare fractured, and he blinked, the vision dissolving. There was nothing on his hands. No blood, no flowers.

Jinu inhaled shakily. Rumi’s voice, gentle and familiar, soothed the monsters twisting inside him, calming the parasite coiled tight in his chest.

“Y-yeah,” he croaked. The door creaked open, and Rumi stepped in, hair tousled with sleep, her smile soft and reassuring. “Good morning.”

The sunlight caught her face, and the chill inside him receded. The monster within Jinu—whatever it was—settled.

For now.

Notes:

Us: Bro don't overreact but... Rumi is a little angry at you.
Jinu: *Completely overreacts*

(That's a /j /silly XDDD)

Chapter Text

RUMI LOVES JINU. She loves him so much it aches—an ache that seeps into her bones, an ache that sometimes feels unbearable. But what hurts even more is the way Jinu never trusts her to be strong. He always holds her like she’s made of spun glass, as if any wrong move might shatter her completely. She hates it. It reminds her too much of the way Celine used to force her into silence, to accept whatever was handed to her without protest or choice.

But this is different. She loves Jinu, loves him more than she’s ever loved herself. Whatever this problem is—whatever shadow is hanging over them—she knows it isn’t enough to break the thread between their hearts. She loves him, but today, she needs him to believe in her strength. She needs him to trust her, truly and completely.

“Jinu, are you awake?” Rumi’s voice is soft as she knocks on his door. She’s been awake all night, tangled in her own restless thoughts, the demon marks on her skin pulsing with a dull, persistent ache. She doesn’t quite understand why they hurt, but she suspects it’s the pain in her heart, radiating outward, making her whole body ache.

For a moment, there’s only silence behind the door. She hears a rustle, the sound of sheets, the creak of the bed. He must just be waking up—he probably drank too much last night. Rumi doesn’t blame him; she wants him to take all the time he needs.

There’s a beat—a long, heavy pause—before his voice reaches her, rough and uncertain. “Y-Yeah,” Jinu replies, the words croaky, as if he’s just woken up or spent the night screaming his voice raw.

Rumi cracks the door open, peering inside. The early sunlight spills through the oversized windows, painting gentle gold across Jinu’s face as he sits hunched on the edge of the bed. His hair is a wild mess, and shadows cling beneath his eyes.

She smiles at the sight of him, warmth blooming in her chest despite everything. She really should have let him sleep beside her last night. But she knows herself too well—knows that sometimes, space is necessary. They both needed time alone, space to think, to let their hearts settle without the influence of the other.

“Good morning,” she says quietly, stepping into the room. Her voice is soft as a secret.

Jinu lets out a long, relieved sigh, reaching for her before hesitating. Rumi takes his hand without hesitation, her fingers weaving through his. Jinu sags, as if he’s been holding himself up for too long, his other hand coming up to cradle hers. His grip is tight, almost desperate, and she sits beside him on the bed, feeling the tension leach out of him with every breath.

For a moment, Jinu stares at the narrow space between them, as if the distance might swallow them whole. Rumi shifts closer, offering him a small, wry smile. She can feel his walls crumbling, melting away.

“Good morning,” Jinu whispers, his voice barely more than a rasp. He sounds unwell, and worry twists through Rumi’s chest.

“Are you okay?” she asks, concern threading her words as she reaches out to press her palm gently against his forehead, searching for fever or pain.

Do demons get sick? Rumi wonders, pressing her palm gently to Jinu’s forehead. His skin is unnaturally cold, as if he’d spent the night submerged in icy water. The chill seeps into her, strange and worrying.

“I’m fine, just… a little under the weather,” Jinu chuckles weakly, his breath shivering between them. He laces his trembling fingers through hers and stares at her, silent. The moment stretches, awkward and fragile. For a heartbeat, Rumi forgets every carefully-rehearsed word she meant to say.

She missed him. Last night, she had pressed her hand to the empty space beside her, wishing he was there, longing for the comfort of his presence. It aches, this need.

“Jinu, I… I need to make something clear.” She clears her throat, voice soft but steady. Jinu nods, gaze fixed on her, silent. “I love you. But there has to be a line—you have to stop making decisions for me.” Her words hang in the air between them, trembling but true. “You have to let me decide what I don’t want and what I do,”

Jinu’s expression changes—relief washing over his features, mingled with shame and something softer. He nods, lips parted as if to speak, then closes them again.

“Okay—okay…” His voice is a whisper, raw and hesitant. Before he can say more, Rumi draws him into a hug, her arms wrapping tight around his shoulders. “Let’s not do that again, okay? I missed you. I couldn’t sleep last night,” she murmurs against his ear. “Please, talk to me. Don’t hide things. I was hurt because you kept something important from me.” Her hold tightens, desperate, as if she can anchor him to her.

Jinu buries his face in her neck, breathing her in, his arms shaking as he clings to her. For a moment, neither speak—just the sound of his ragged breaths, the cold of his cheek pressed to her skin.

“Jinu, I know you want to protect me. I know you think hiding things is better, especially the things that matter the most. But I need you to trust me—I need to know, even when it hurts.”

He lets out a low, broken sound. “Mm. I’m sorry,” he murmurs, pressing a trembling kiss to her cheek. He sighs, nuzzling closer, his hands shaking as he holds her. “You… you shouldn’t forgive me for hurting you. I’m being an idiot again.”

Rumi laughs, shaky and a little teary. “Then let me remind you, as many times as you need.” She squeezes him tighter, as if she can chase away his guilt.

She wants to say more—to tell him she’s strong, that she isn’t fragile, that he doesn’t have to treat her like glass. But the words catch in her throat, tangled up with love and longing.

“Jinu—” she breathes, uncertain.

He pulls back, just enough to see her face, his own pale and drawn. “Rumi, I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I— I won’t do it again.” His voice shakes, and for a moment she sees fear flicker in his eyes, something haunted and raw. She breaks the hug, searching his face, concern tightening her chest.

His eyes are wild, as if he’s seen something terrible. “Jinu, are you okay? Did something happen?” she asks, framing his cold cheeks in her warm hands.

He shakes his head, a jerky, unconvincing motion, and tries to smile. “N-no, you’re right. I shouldn’t be so… controlling. I keep thinking if I just pretend everything’s okay, it will be. But you’re right.” He swallows hard, looking away. “You’re your own person. I should have realized that. I want you to be happy, but being happy doesn’t mean hiding from the hard things. Being human means… you’re supposed to feel everything, even the pain.”

Rumi forces a smile, though her heart aches for him. “Jinu… I love you. I know you’re trying to protect me, but have I not told you to look after yourself, too?” Her voice is gentle, a plea. “It’s not all just about me, it has to be you as well, Jinu.”

Jinu looks away, frowning, guilt written across his face. “Rumi—I… I…” He stops himself, jaw tight, then nods, as if swallowing something bitter. “Right. You’re right,” he whispers, running a shaky hand through his hair.

They sit together, holding each other, silence growing soft around them. Jinu glances at the clock, eyes widening in panic. “I have to go to work,” he blurts out, but his hands refuse to let her go.

Rumi snorts, unable to help herself. “Alright… Be safe,” she says, standing from the bed, their fingers lingering together before she finally lets go with a playful grin. Jinu stands too, unsteady, then looks at her, uncertainty clouding his features.

“We’re… together, right?” he asks quietly, voice small.

Rumi arches an eyebrow, then smiles, warmth blooming through her. “Of course. Nothing can break us up. Even when you’re a dummy sometimes.” Her grin is bright, teasing.

They stand for a moment, awkward and laughing. Jinu steps forward and takes her arms, holding tight. “O-Okay. Yeah. Forever, then?” His voice trembles, but his eyes are hopeful.

“Forever,” she promises, squeezing his hands. “Don’t be stupid and think I’ll ever leave you. I know relationships are hard for you, but I want us to understand each other—really understand.” She giggles, the sound light and real.

“Yeah.” Jinu breathes out, letting himself relax.

Rumi grins. “I won’t suddenly grow wings, right?”

Jinu laughs, the sound a little hoarse. “You’re a Korean dragon, you don’t need wings. You levitate,” he teases, and Rumi giggles.

“Right—well, I’ll tell you if I ever crave meat, okay?” she jokes.

“I think they only eat fruit,” Jinu laughs, voice finally easing, and for a moment, everything feels right.

 

ABBY WAS THE FIRST ONE IN THE FLOWER SHOP WHEN JINU CLOCKED IN . The sun had barely risen, casting a pale golden glow through the fogged shop windows. Abby immediately stood up from his cluttered desk as soon as he heard the bell over the door.

“Hey,” Abby called, almost startled by how relieved he felt to see Jinu safe and whole.

“Hey…” Jinu gave him a tired smile, his voice a little scratchy from lack of sleep. “Sorry I didn’t text last night to say I got home safe, but… I’m here.” He tried for a reassuring grin, but it barely reached his eyes.

Abby let out a shaky exhale, slumping against the counter. “Right. That’s good. Don’t worry about it. You must be tired—you should’ve taken the day off today.”

Jinu just grinned, shaking his head as he walked over to the staff hooks. “How can I be employee of the year if I do?” He grabbed his green apron, slipping it over his head and tying it around his waist with practiced hands.

Abby rolled his eyes. “You’re my only employee,” he muttered, but there was no real bite to it. He watched as Jinu silently made his way to the front, the familiar ritual comforting in its ordinariness.

Jinu picked up the broom, eyes half-lidded as he began sweeping stray petals from the floor. The morning was quiet, punctuated only by the soft fwip-fwip-fwip of the broom bristles.

Abby hesitated, then spoke quietly, “Did… something happen last night? Before Romance fell asleep, he told me you were shaking and all.”

Jinu paused, lowering his chin to rest on the broom handle. “Nothing really. Romance was just extremely drunk. Kids these days party harder than they should,” he sighed, voice heavy with exhaustion.

Abby tilted his head, studying Jinu’s face. “Yeah?” he pressed gently.

“Mm, yeah. If you were there, you would’ve lost your marbles,” Jinu said, trying for a wry grin but looking more worn out than amused. He continued sweeping, the repetitive motion almost meditative.

Abby clasped his hands together, watching the man he once despised. He understood, on some level, that Jinu carried his own scars—a past that had shaped him into someone Abby used to hate. Once upon a time, he’d thought Jinu was nothing more than a cruel demon, a man who reveled in the misery of others. Only later did Abby realize there was more to him—layers of hurt, regret, and change.

“I’d probably hate it,” Abby admitted, attempting to lighten the mood. “Maybe next time the three of us should just drink together.”

Jinu raised his head, blinking as if the thought surprised him. He looked on the verge of sleep. “Yeah—true. I told Romance the same thing,” he sighed, a faint smile flickering.

Abby grinned, then noticed the tension return to Jinu’s shoulders. “And?” he prompted.

Jinu’s tone darkened. “Tell him to stop hanging out with those friends of his. I don’t like them.” His words came out in a low, almost growling tone.

Abby’s brow furrowed. “Really? They pissed you off?”

“Massively. If I see that fucker Dae-Young again, I don’t know what I’ll do to him,” Jinu grumbled, sweeping up the petals and dust into a pan. He set it by the door, muttering that he’d take it out later, then moved to sweep under the crowded shelves.

When Jinu returned, Abby was gently misting the flowers, the scent of petals and greenery filling the air.

“I can do that,” Jinu offered, but Abby shook his head.

“No, it’s fine. I miss doing this. You’re always handling the shop stuff now while I’m stuck designing arrangements for people. It gets tiring, you know?” Abby shrugged, a sly grin playing on his lips.

Jinu hummed, conceding. “Alright… go on,” he said, forcing a smile before going back to his sweeping, listening to Abby hum an old tune as he worked.

As Jinu swept under the counter, Abby spoke up, quieter this time. “Hey… If you ever need someone to talk to, I’m right here. One ahjussi to another.” Abby offered a small, genuine smile.

Jinu looked up, surprised. For a moment, he just stared, then he burst out laughing—a real, heartfelt sound that echoed through the shop. Abby blinked, thrown off by the reaction.

“A-ahjussi? Oh my god, Abby, you’d make a better clown than a florist!” Jinu snorted, still laughing as he passed Abby, patting his shoulder. Abby’s face turned bright red, embarrassment warring with annoyance.

“I was serious about that, Jinu,” Abby grumbled, gripping the spray bottle defensively. Jinu just wiped a tear from his eye, still chuckling.

“Sorry, that was just… funny,” Jinu said, biting back another laugh. Abby’s face was nearly as red as his old hair had been, and the sight made Jinu have to look away before he lost it again.

“Okay, ahjussi. I’ll let you know when I need someone to talk to, yeah?” Jinu promised, still grinning as he turned away, mumbling “one ahjussi to another” under his breath like it was some private joke.

Abby just glowered at his back, feeling foolish. Maybe he’d overthought things—maybe Jinu hadn’t been through anything that bad after all. Abby rolled his eyes, disappointment curling in his gut. He’d been serious, really. Next time, he thought, maybe he’ll just let Jinu suffer in silence. So much for trying to help.

Jinu watched Abby’s back, a rare, genuine smile softening his features as he turned away. For a fleeting moment, he felt a quiet gratitude toward Abby. The other man was perceptive in his silence, and Jinu suspected Abby understood him more than he let on. He was smart, but more than that, he treated everyone with a quiet, unwavering respect. Maybe that’s what Jinu admired most about him.

“Thanks,” Jinu said quietly, breaking the peaceful silence that had settled in the shop. Only the muffled sounds of footsteps on the sidewalk and the distant whoosh of passing cars drifted in from outside. “I really do appreciate it, Abby.”

Abby paused, the spray bottle suspended in his grip. He glanced over his shoulder as Jinu leaned against the broom, looking suddenly shy.

“It’s really nothing, Abby. I just—” Jinu hesitated, searching for the right words, “I just didn’t sleep well last night.” He forced a grin, trying to brush it off.

Abby smirked, the tension easing between them. “Guess the alcohol wasn’t enough, huh?”

Jinu let out a soft, almost embarrassed chuckle as he turned away. “Yeah, sounds about right. I used to drink a lot back then.” His tone was casual, but there was a quiet heaviness beneath the words.

“I can see that,” Abby replied, his own smile small but genuine. The silence returned, but it felt companionable now, each man lost in his own work.

Jinu finished sweeping and moved on to the counter, wiping away dust and straightening the stack of books on the side. He sorted them by color, a task he’d been putting off since Baby had left them in disarray days ago. He plugged in Abby’s laptop to charge, then finally settled onto a stool, watching as Abby carefully misted the last few flowers.

A moment later, Mystery came down the stairs, cradling Hana in his arms. The kitten wore a bright bow around her neck and meowed loudly as if announcing her presence. Jinu waved, grinning.

“Yo, Mystery,” Jinu called out. Mystery waved back, lifting Hana a little higher for everyone to admire.

“Whoa, did you do that?” Jinu grinned, nodding at the bow.

Mystery shook his head when Jinu asked if he’d made the collar, but nodded when asked about the bow. He beamed, gently scratching Hana under her chin.

Abby chimed in as he set down the spray bottle. “Hana needs to get her shots soon. She’s still a kitten, but I think she’s old enough now. We don’t want her catching anything from the other cats outside.” Mystery nodded solemnly, lips pursed into a thoughtful pout while Jinu nodded in agreement.

“So, Mystery’s taking her to the vet then?” Jinu asked.

Mystery nodded, giving a confident thumbs up.

Jinu glanced between the two of them, then grinned mischievously. “You should ask Zoey to go with you.”

Mystery’s cheeks went pink as he gasped, looking quickly at Abby, who rolled his eyes in exasperation.

“Zoey doesn’t even know you work as a vet,” Jinu teased.

“Assistant,” Abby corrected, but Jinu waved him off.

“Same thing. Trust me, she’ll find it cute. She likes guys who are soft with animals,” Jinu winked at Mystery, who bounced on his heels, excitement lighting up his face as he turned to Abby, holding Hana out as if for approval.

Abby just groaned, casting a dark look at Jinu. “Ugh… Jinu, why’d you have to put ideas in his head?” He knew Mystery was hopelessly smitten with Zoey, hopeless enough to probably get himself vaccinated instead of Hana if Zoey so much as smiled at him.

Jinu just shrugged, an unrepentant grin on his face. “I’m just helping out. Besides, those two literally chat all night and day.”

Mystery froze, suddenly looking everywhere but at Abby as if afraid he’d been caught. Abby raised a brow at him, unimpressed.

“Come on, Mystery. Don’t try to hide it,” Jinu ribbed, his voice full of laughter. “I hear Zoey giggling over you, see your video calls—and maybe—”

Before Jinu could finish, Mystery shoved Hana at his face, the kitten’s fur brushing against his mouth. He coughed, spluttering, as Hana meowed in protest and Mystery gasped, mortified at what he’d just done.

“I didn’t think you’d actually do that, Mystery,” Abby deadpanned, trying not to laugh as Jinu struggled to spit out a mouthful of cat fur.

Jinu finally managed to cough it out, still grinning through watery eyes. “I support whatever you guys want to be—bleh—just don’t choke me with a cat next time,” he declared, giving Mystery a half-hearted glare.

Mystery pouted, cradling Hana protectively away from Jinu as Abby shook his head in disbelief, an amused smile creeping onto his lips.

Jinu leaned back on the stool, watching as Mystery fidgeted under Abby’s gaze, cheeks still pink

 

IT WAS LATE, BUT HE HADN’T GONE HOME. He didn’t go home right away—no, you would think he’d want to rush back to Rumi, to the warmth and comfort she offered. Instead, he spent his free time perched on the roof, shoulders hunched, hands clasped tightly together, one leg dangling carelessly over the ledge. 

The city lights flickered below, indifferent to his turmoil. He let out a weary sigh, rubbing his face as if he could scrub away the confusion that clung to him like a second skin.

“There are a lot of things I don’t understand yet,” he whispered to the empty night.

He wanted to fit in with them, to belong. He was a beast declawed and defanged, stripped of his former ferocity, yet he still struggled to find his place. Why did it feel so impossible? Why did he keep ruining the good things in his life, tainting every moment of happiness with the weight of his regret? Rumi might forgive him, but forgiving himself was another matter entirely. Why couldn’t he be more like them? Abby had been a demon for half a century, yet he’d slipped back into society with ease, wearing humanity like a well-loved coat.

Maybe the problem wasn’t society at all. Maybe the problem was Jinu himself.

He wished he had someone to turn to, someone who could truly understand the storm inside him. Abby had offered, but Jinu knew in his bones that Abby could never fully grasp the shape of his pain. Not the way Chwisaeng might. Chwisaeng—older than time itself, with wisdom carved deep into every word—if anyone could understand, it would be him.

Jinu’s problem was simple, yet impossible: he wanted to keep things as they were, to freeze every good moment in amber, terrified of change. Was he really so afraid to let the bad touch the good? Was he so frightened of losing what little he had clawed back?

He knew, at least in theory, that not everything was black and white. There were shades of gray, spaces in between. But his mind and body rebelled against that truth, refusing to accept it. It was as if he was locked in a cage of his own making.

Would he ever change? Or would he always be the same Jinu—the one who abandoned his family, the one who ended his own life in desperation, the one who once hurt other demons just to feel something, anything?

When would change come for him? When Rumi finally realized he was the wrong person to love? Or when his sins finally caught up with him?

Was turning human even worth it, when all he seemed to do was bring more harm than good? Could he ever truly be human again? Would those above deem him worthy of such a gift?

“Chwisaeng, if you can hear me…” Jinu’s voice trembled as he pressed a palm to his forehead, his breath coming in ragged bursts. “I don’t know what to do anymore. There are so many things I want to do, so much I want to say, but I can’t seem to do any of it without failing.

Of course, there was no response. Jinu sat in the silence, regret rising like bile in his throat with every memory of shutting Chwisaeng out—memories of every time he’d dismissed the other man, who only ever wanted to reach him, to talk. If Chwisaeng were here, he’d probably tell Jinu it was all right, that he understood. He would say he knew this was a painful process and that he didn’t hold it against him.

Chwisaeng always understood him, sometimes even better than Jinu understood himself.

Jinu closed his eyes, sinking into a memory—rembering seeing himself in Chwisaeng’s perspective. He saw himself, younger, trembling and staring into nothing, newly turned, raw and uncertain. Back then, he was just another fresh demon for the others to prey on, a target for ridicule and cruelty. 

Gokdama, especially, never hesitated to hurt him.

Clicking his tongue, Jinu groaned and slammed his palm against the roof tiles. Pain flared, sharp and hot, but he hardly noticed. “What should I do now?” he whispered, voice tight with frustration.

His resolve, once so firm, now wavered dangerously. He’d always followed his path in a straight line—become human, stay with Rumi, help her create the Golden Honmoon, maybe even save the world together. And somewhere down that path, they would find Chwisaeng again. At least, that had always been the plan.

Is that still the goal? he wondered, his hands trembling as he cradled his head. The thoughts swarmed, noisy and merciless, and for a wild moment he wanted to bash his head against the roof just to quiet them. “Shut up, shut up ,” he groaned, smacking his forehead with his palm, hunched over and shaking.

What should he do now?

He couldn’t shake the feeling that he was only ever doing something wrong—always out of step, always the disappointment. Everyone else contributed, made their mark. 

And then there was Jinu, failing as though his role were impossible when, in truth, it should be simple. Just be someone Rumi could love, someone who fit in with the others, keep up his job at Abby’s flower shop. Act human. That’s all.

So why was it so hard? Why did he keep failing? Why couldn’t he just act normal—why did he always feel like he was pretending, like he was wearing someone else’s skin?

Jinu let out a ragged breath. He knew going home like this wouldn’t help anyone. He didn’t want Rumi to see him like this, to worry, to think she was the cause of his pain. The thought made him wince. He couldn’t bear to make her sad.

Slowly, he stood up and made his way down from the roof, moving through the shadows toward Abby’s flower shop.

He checked his phone—a message from Rumi.

Hey, are you coming home?

He hesitated, fingers trembling as he typed his reply.

I was wondering if I can stay with the boys. Baby was pleading for me to stay.

It was a lie, and he knew it, but he couldn’t go home looking like this—a whole emotional wreck, a broken thing. It wouldn’t do Rumi any good, even if part of him desperately wanted her to hold him, to whisper comfort against his ear, to hug him until the pieces of him fit together again.

His phone buzzed once more.

Okay! I miss you :<

Jinu smiled—a small, fleeting smile. He wanted, for a moment, to go home. Like a dog called back by its owner. But then he caught his reflection in a window: hair wild, hoodie rumpled beneath his jacket, face drawn and haunted.

He looked exactly like someone who’d had the worst day of their life. He didn’t want Rumi to see him like this.

Yet, in his mind, he could almost hear Rumi’s voice—gentle, chiding. She would tell him she wouldn’t care if he came home crying, that she’d be glad to be there for him. She’d told him before: she wanted to see every side of him, not just the parts he thought were acceptable.

He knew she would accept him, broken pieces and all. He knew she would welcome him with open arms.

But he just… couldn’t. He couldn’t let her see this part of him. It felt like a sin, a burden he couldn’t bring himself to share, even with the person who loved him most.

So much for promising her the truth—he’d broken that vow before the day was even over.

What kind of boyfriend does that? Does he truly care for Rumi?

 do, I do care for her, his mind screams.

Then why are you lying? it screams back, relentless and accusing.

I don’t know. I don’t know…

Tell her the truth, Jinu.

I can’t. I’m scared.

“I’m so scared,” Jinu whispers, the words escaping his lips before he realizes he’s already standing in front of Abby’s flower shop. A single yellow light glows from inside, casting a soft halo onto the darkened street. The “Closed” sign hangs crookedly on the door. Through the glass, he spots Abby behind the counter, sipping from a chipped mug, face lit by the glow of his laptop. Papers are scattered around him like fallen petals.

Jinu hesitates for only a moment before pushing open the door.

“We’re closed, unless you can’t read,” Abby calls, not looking up, his voice tinged with boredom.

Jinu snorts. “I do know how to read.”

Abby’s head snaps up, surprise flickering across his face. “Jinu…” He trails off, watching as Jinu enters fully and quietly locks the door behind him. Abby never remembers to lock up—Jinu’s hands move through the familiar motions automatically.

“What are you doing here? Did you forget something?” Abby asks, gathering the scattered papers quickly and setting it aside.

“No,” Jinu says, exhaling a shaky sigh. “I was wondering if I could stay here for a while.”

Abby blinks, then glances up at the ceiling, as if checking for approval from the boys who are probably crowded upstairs, watching reruns on the battered secondhand TV propped up by Baby’s collection of old books. “Sure, but it’s a tight fit. Everyone sleeps on the floor—except me, of course.” Abby smirks.

Jinu musters a weak chuckle. “I think I’ll stay here for a while,” he repeats, his voice barely above a whisper as he lowers himself onto a stool. Abby studies him, concern softening his features.

“Something happen?” Abby asks gently.

Jinu nods, staring at his hands. “Yeah… I lied earlier. Something did happen. Last night… two of the worst things I could imagine. And now, I feel like I did back then—when I was still human. Scared.” The confession hangs between them, heavy and raw.

Silence settles. The hum of the distant traffic outside fill the gaps.

Finally, Abby speaks. “Romance mentioned he saw you at the bar last night. He was drunk, but he remembered seeing you run around, almost crying, trying to find him. He said he wanted to get up, to help you, but he couldn’t move.”

Jinu lets out a low, humorless chuckle. “It’s not his fault. I never realized I couldn’t handle crowds. Not really. Not after everything.” He hunches over, burying his face in his hand, his whole body trembling with the effort not to break down.

“I’m such a fuck-up,” he mutters, voice hollow and brittle.

Abby hums, considering. “Why do you think that?”

Jinu shrugs, still hiding behind his hand. “I just… know I am.”

Abby closes his laptop fully and leans back, folding his arms. Then, quietly, he reaches out and lays a steady hand on Jinu’s shoulder. The touch is grounding, a small anchor.

“Hey,” Abby says, his tone gentle but firm. Jinu finally looks up, eyes rimmed red, a pitiful sigh escaping him.

“I may not know the whole story,” Abby continues, “and maybe it’s not my place to ask. But you’re strong, Jinu. Stronger than most. You’ve lived longer than me, and, yeah, I’ll agree—you’re a fuck-up. A massive one.” He grins, trying to coax a smile from Jinu.

Jinu made a face, looking between annoyed and amused.

“But you’re working to change, you’re doing what’s best,” Abby said, but Jinu shook his head almost immediately.

“Don’t you see?” Jinu’s voice trembled. “That’s the problem. I can’t change. I—I’m scared of it. Because if things change, it means nothing lasts forever.” His words came out in a whisper, fragile as glass.

Abby cocked his head, watching Jinu with an unreadable expression. “Forever is a long time, Jinu. Tell me, what’s your favorite food?”

Jinu blinked, momentarily thrown off by the question. “U-uhm… I guess… I don’t have one.”

Abby rolled his eyes, exasperated. “Jinu, just pick any food.”

“Corndogs?” Jinu offered, almost sheepishly.

Abby’s lips twitched. “Do you want to eat corndogs forever?”

Jinu made a face. “What? No. Can’t I eat other food sometimes?”

“That’s the point,” Abby said, spreading his hands. “You don’t do the same thing forever. Just like food—if you ate the same thing every day, you’d get tired, maybe even sick. You need to try other things, focus on more than just one thing. Life isn’t a straight line, it’s not all black and white. There’s a whole lot of gray in between.”

Jinu fell silent, his thoughts churning. He understood what Abby meant, but accepting it was something else entirely. Change was what humans did, what mortals did—they couldn’t stay the same forever. They had to experience things, good and bad, and that’s how they grew. But for Jinu, change felt like a threat, a reminder that nothing was permanent.

“Corndogs?” he repeated weakly, a small smile breaking through the seriousness.

Abby groaned, pinching the bridge of his nose. “Are you serious? Is that all you heard?”

Jinu shrugged, smile widening just a little. “You have strange analogies. You could’ve just explained it to me straight and I’d understand.”

Abby chuckled, shaking his head. But the laughter faded as quickly as it came, replaced by concern. “But seriously, Jinu. You do understand, don’t you?”

Jinu’s smile faded. He clasped his hands together, leaning his elbows on his knees. “Yeah… I know. I do. It’s just…”

“What’s wrong then?” Abby asked quietly.

Jinu’s shoulders hunched further. “I can’t accept it,” he whispered, shame coloring his voice. “It’s stupid. Idiotic. Maybe this is why humans weren’t meant to be immortal. They end up like me—a fool who can’t accept that things change, who wants his little bubble to last forever.”

Abby’s eyes softened. He reached out and rested a hand gently on Jinu’s chest, feeling the faint, unnatural thrum beneath. “You are no fool, Jinu,” he said softly. “You are human, Jinu. You belong with us .”

Jinu looked up, pain etched deep in his features. “Then why don’t I feel human?”

Abby drew his hand back, leaning in the chair. “It’s a human trait, you know—to refuse to accept what was, to wish for something to last forever.”

Jinu gave a bitter laugh. “That’s just being selfish.”

Abby shook his head. “No. That’s being alive.”

“And being selfish is a human trait, Jinu. Maybe the reason you feel this way is because, deep down, you don’t think you deserve to be here,” Abby said softly, choosing his words with care, his tone as gentle as the petals in his shop.

“I don’t know your whole story, and maybe I never will,” Abby went on, “but I know you’re a new and better man now. A man who loves, who cares, who protects.”

Jinu listened in silence, the weight of Abby’s words settling over him like a warm blanket on a cold night.

“How did you do it?” he asked quietly, almost afraid of the answer.

“Do what?”

“Fit in,” Jinu clarified, his eyes searching Abby’s face for some hidden wisdom.

Abby shrugged, a wry smile tugging at his lips. “I didn’t. Not really.” Jinu looked up, confused. Abby continued, “I don’t care what others think. I care about what’s good for the people I love—the boys, this shop, Hana, and hell, even you. If someone thinks I don’t fit the florist standard, or that I look too scary—or too handsome—to be here, that’s their problem, not mine.” He shrugged again, as if it truly was that simple.

Jinu frowned, struggling to process it. “I don’t get it… Then… you aren’t human?”

Abby chuckled. “Jinu, being human isn’t about having the right ears or eyes. It’s not a checklist. Being human is about feeling—about loving, hating, caring, hurting. You feel all of those, don’t you?”

Jinu blinked, realization dawning. “Oh,” he whispered, a small, wry smile appearing. “Didn’t know you were a philosopher, Abby.”

Abby rolled his eyes, but there was a fondness in his expression. “I am, when I need to be.”

Silence blanketed the shop again, heavier now, but not unwelcome.

Jinu stared at the floor, his voice trembling. “I don’t want pain and suffering anymore. I’ve been through so much of it that it feels like it’s a part of me now, like it’s clinging to my soul. I don’t want pain to touch the people I love. If I could, I’d make a world where everyone I care about could be happy—always.”

Abby leaned forward, elbows on the counter. “Pain is what helps us understand each other. There’s no happiness without suffering, Jinu.”

Jinu’s brows knit together. “But if there was a world where no one could suffer, what kind of person would you be in it?”

Abby smiled, a sad sort of smile. “A man who doesn’t care for anyone. An idiot, a fool, a bastard. Don’t you see, Jinu? I learned because of pain. I wouldn’t be who I am today without it. And honestly, neither would you. Suffering shapes us, for better or worse.”

“Suffering is etched in every human,” Jinu echoed softly. He sighed deeply, closing his eyes. “It’s a habit I have… to keep things I shouldn’t. To hold on, even when I know I should let go.” His voice cracked, barely audible.

Abby reached out, squeezing Jinu’s shoulder. “Is this about Rumi? You told me her father was a dragon.”

Jinu nodded, staring at his hands. “I didn’t tell her right away because… I was afraid she might suffer because of it. I can’t help it—I want to protect her. She’s her own person, I know that, but I still want to hold her tight and never let her go.”

Abby’s voice was gentle, but firm. “A newborn bird needs to fly, or its wings get clipped. Jinu, what you’re doing is stopping her from learning about herself. A bird that can’t fly… is a dead bird .”

Jinu’s eyes widened, the truth of Abby’s words hitting him harder than he expected. His earlier thoughts of Abby not understanding him was wrong. Abby understood him, so much that it hurts. He didn’t respond—he couldn’t, not before his phone vibrated in his hand. 

He glanced down. A message from Rumi.

Hey, I know we ended on a bad note last night and barely made things through earlier. But I love you, Jinu. Don’t forget that, okay? I’m going to sleep now, we’ve got fan signing tomorrow. Come with us if you want! Good night! Love you a million times! 

Jinu stared at the screen, his heart twisting painfully. He missed her—missed her so much it felt like something vital had been ripped from him. He longed for her arms around him, for her warmth to chase away the cold that clung to him. Before he realized it, his vision blurred—tears fell, silent and relentless, splashing onto his phone.

He let out a shaky sob, trying to wipe the tears away, scrubbing at his eyes and the screen.

“Jinu?” Abby’s voice was soft, worried.

“Are you alright?” Abby placed a gentle hand on Jinu’s shoulder as he stood up, his movements stiff and distracted.

“Fine, I—I think I’m going home,” Jinu replied, his eyes darting toward the exit.

“Oh? I thought you were going to stay the night,” Abby asked, concern written across his face as he rose to stand beside him.

Jinu shook his head, forcing a small, apologetic smile. “Maybe next time?”

Abby chuckled softly, warmth returning to his eyes. “Okay, Jinu. Go talk to your girl.”

Jinu nodded, and without another word, hurried out of the shop. The bell above the door jingled, then fell silent as the door swung shut behind him. Abby let out a long sigh, letting the quiet settle.

A soft meow echoed from the back door. Abby turned, surprised, and spotted Hana, peeking from the doorway, her wide eyes glimmering in the dim light.

“Hey, Hana,” Abby greeted, crouching down to scratch just under the kitten’s chin. “Jinu just came by. He was in a hurry though.”

Hana meowed again, rubbing her head against Abby’s hand, then yawned, her tiny pink tongue curling.

“Oh well, time to head up, I guess,” Abby muttered, straightening with a tired grunt. Hana padded after him as he moved toward the front of the shop.

He drew the blinds closed on each window, the room growing dimmer with each tug. When he reached the door, his hand froze midair—a shadow flickered past the glass, quick and shapeless. Abby took an involuntary step back, heart skipping.

Hana arched her back and let out a sharp yowl, fur bristling. Abby frowned, peering closer.

“What was that? A bike?” Abby wondered aloud, unlocking and cracking open the door. The street outside was empty, bathed in the orange glow of the streetlamp. He scanned both directions, searching for movement.

He could’ve sworn he saw something—some shadow melting into the night—but now there was nothing. Only the distant hum of traffic, and the soft shuffle of Hana’s paws behind him.

Jinu was long gone, probably already teleported home with the help of one of his tigers. Abby shook his head, still unsettled.

“What the…” he muttered, voice barely above a whisper. Maybe it was a bike—though who in their right mind would be riding so fast at this hour?

With a final glance at the empty street, Abby stepped back inside, shutting and locking the door. He pulled the last blind down, sealing the shop in darkness.

It was late. The day’s worries weighed on his shoulders, and all he wanted now was sleep.

Chapter Text

JINU COMES HOME TO DARKNESS The apartment is quiet save for the faint hum of the city through the window. He pauses on the balcony, letting the cool night air brush against his face, grounding himself before stepping inside. Through the glass, he watches Rumi, already curled up in bed, the soft glow of a bedside lamp casting gentle shadows across her sleeping form.

He enters quietly, closing the door with a careful click. The room feels both familiar and alien, as if he’s sneaking into someone else’s life. He hovers by the side of the bed, feeling ghostlike—an intruder in his own home. Rumi’s hair has slipped free from her usual braid, fanning out across the pillow in a dark, tangled halo. She’s wearing his old hoodie, sleeves bunched up at her wrists, and a pair of plush, furry pajama pants. The duvet is twisted around her waist, leaving her shoulders bare and vulnerable in the dim light.

Even asleep, there’s a crease of worry etched into her brow. Jinu kneels by the bed, resting his hand on the corner of the mattress. For a long moment, he just watches her breathe, chest rising and falling in soft, steady rhythms. He reaches out, almost without thinking, and traces his finger lightly down her cheek, savoring the warmth and softness of her skin. He sighs, a sound that’s more longing than relief.

He feels a little pathetic, hovering over her like this, but he can’t help it—he misses her. There isn’t a single hour in the day when he doesn’t wish he were beside her, wrapped in the comfort of her presence. It’s her touch, always, that anchors him, even when he feels like he’s falling apart. Her voice, too, has the uncanny ability to stitch his heart back together, bit by bit.

As if sensing his thoughts, Rumi stirs. Jinu’s hand freezes in midair as she shifts, letting out a soft, sleepy groan. She blinks awake, her eyes finding his in the half-dark. For a second, there’s confusion—then surprise, her body tensing as she sits up abruptly.

“Jinu?” Her voice is high and uncertain, edged with the remnants of a dream.

He rests his chin on the mattress, grinning up at her, trying to look harmless. “Hi, Rumi,” he murmurs.

She exhales shakily, pressing a hand to her chest. “You scared me,” she says, voice wobbling between relief and annoyance.

“I missed you.” His words are muffled by the sheets as he pushes himself up, then, without warning, he sprawls across her lap, arms looping around her waist. Rumi lets out a startled yelp, the sound vibrating through his chest as he buries his face in her neck, breathing her in.

“Jinu, what are you doing here? I thought you were staying at Abby’s tonight?” She tries to sound stern, but her fingers are already threading through his hair.

He shakes his head, refusing to let go. “Missed you,” he repeats, voice thick with longing.

Rumi laughs quietly, the sound soft and bright in the dark room. “And he called me stupid—well, not out loud, but I could tell he was thinking it,” Jinu mutters into her skin.

She giggles, warmth returning to her voice. “Oh, yeah? I should go over there and defend your honor right now,” she says, feigning outrage.

He chuckles, the vibration rumbling against her ribs. “Nah, I’d lose my job,” he murmurs.

Rumi smiles, pressing her forehead to his, her hands gentle and sure. “You still have that producer spot,” she whispers, holding him close as if she could keep the rest of the world at bay.

They sit together in the hush of the room, the quiet wrapping around them like a blanket. For a while, neither speaks, just the sound of their breathing filling the space between.

“Did something happen?” Rumi finally whispers, her voice barely more than a thread in the dark.

Jinu shakes his head, letting out a sigh. “No… just me being stupid again. Rumi, I miss you,” he groans, burying his face into her lap as her fingers tangle in his hair, mussing it even further.

“We’re being stupid together. That’s what matters,” Rumi giggles, her laugh easing the tension in his shoulders. Jinu lets out a long, shaky breath.

“Rumi… I trust you. I know I’ve been acting like an idiot…” he murmurs, lifting his head so their eyes meet, the vulnerability in his voice raw and open. “I trust you—a lot. I know you’re strong enough to protect yourself. You were right; I shouldn’t try to make these choices for you.” He looks away, guilt flickering across his face.

Rumi’s lips thin, but she cups his cheek, gently turning his face back to hers. “Jinu, you’re right—you are being dumb and stupid,” she says, her tone light but her eyes serious.

Jinu winces at her honesty, forcing a smile that falters at the edges. Before he can look away, Rumi brushes her thumb over his lips, soft and reassuring.

“But that’s what I love about you,” she says, her smile gentle.

“What? Dumb and stupid?” Jinu arches an eyebrow in mock offense. “Thanks.”

Rumi laughs, the sound bright and genuine, filling the room with warmth.

“No, I mean you being you,” she insists, shaking her head as Jinu pulls a face. “Is that all you’re going to say?” he teases, pouting. “That’s… how do they say it? Really cliché.”

She rolls her eyes, pressing a quick kiss to the tip of his nose. “Shut up, Jinu. I’m not like you, spouting Shakespearean vocabulary,” she grumbles, but she’s smiling.

He grins, his eyes crinkling. “I love you too, because you’re you,” he says simply, his voice thick with affection as he rubs his nose against hers.

Rumi giggles, feeling his soft skin brush her own. “Trust me, Jinu? I want to be there when you fall—just like you’ve always done for me,” she whispers, her breath warm against his lips.

Jinu nods, his eyes earnest and clear. “I trust you, Rumi.”

“Will you tell me the things that bother you?” she asks, her gaze searching his.

He holds her gaze, his own eyes full of gentle promise. “Of course,” he murmurs. He presses a lingering kiss to her forehead, his hands sliding to her waist, kneading softly, seeking comfort and closeness like a cat curling into warmth. Rumi falls quiet, her own hands drifting up his arms as Jinu breathes her in, memorizing her scent, her nearness.

His hands move slowly, reverently, slipping beneath her loose hoodie, his touch tracing the familiar landscape of her skin. Rumi shivers, goosebumps prickling along her spine at the coolness of his hand.

“Jinu,” she whispers, almost breathless.

His hand is cold, a sharp contrast to the heat of her body, but she doesn’t pull away. Jinu hums, his eyes fluttering shut as he lets himself get lost in the feel of her. His palm finds the small of her back, as if he’s gathering her warmth, holding it close.

It isn’t sexual—not really. It’s something softer, deeper. Reverence, as though he’s praying with his hands, trying to remember every curve and hollow, every inch of her.

“I’ve been wanting this since last night,” Jinu whispers, his voice barely audible, heavy with longing and relief.

Rumi closes her eyes, her own breath stuttering as she melts into his touch, safe in the circle of his arms, the darkness around them now gentle—almost tender.

Rumi ran her hand gently through his hair. “Well, you got it now,” she said softly. Jinu fell quiet, his head nestled against her chest. For a moment, Rumi worried she’d said something wrong. His hand stopped moving, resting in the curve of her waist, holding her with a tenderness that made her heart ache.

She glanced down and saw Jinu’s breathing had grown slow and heavy—he was already asleep, his face pressed close. His hair was a soft, tangled mess under her fingers, a small fang peeking out from under his parted lips, eyes fluttering half-shut in exhaustion. Rumi smiled, her heart swelling. She smoothed his hair back, studying his peaceful expression. He looked impossibly young and tired, clinging to her like a lifeline.

She supposed it was time to sleep too. Letting out a contented sigh, she pressed her face into his hair, the familiar scent of him easing the last of her worries. Their bodies fit together perfectly, like pieces of an old, well-loved puzzle. She loved this—loved him. Maybe they really were meant to find each other, she thought, drifting into sleep.

Just as she was slipping under, she felt Jinu stir. He opened his eyes, lifting his head to gaze at her face. For once, there was no trace of worry on her lips—just a small, peaceful smile. Jinu hummed to himself, a quiet, sleepy sound, and smiled before letting his eyes finally close.

The next morning arrived early, sunlight barely filtering through the curtains. Zoey was already up, fresh from the shower, bustling around the kitchen. Mira, on the other hand, was the last to emerge—her hair wild, eyes half-shut, looking as if she’d been resurrected rather than woken.

“Thought you were at Abby’s,” Mira muttered as she caught sight of Jinu leaning against the kitchen counter, halfway through one of Zoey’s tuna sandwiches.

“Had a change of mind… Didn’t want to sleep on the floor,” Jinu replied, his voice muffled by bread.

Mira snorted, shuffling toward the coffee pot.

From the bathroom, Zoey’s voice rang out, amused, as she finished her makeup. “He’s gotten so soft—can’t even sleep on the floor anymore!”

“That’s not true! I can sleep on the floor. I just choose not to,” Jinu shot back, feigning indignation.

Rumi walked past him, fastening her earrings, a quiet chuckle escaping her. “Keep telling yourself that, Jinu.”

He swallowed his bite, groaning in protest. “Why does everyone think I can’t sleep on the floor?” he whined.

“Maybe because you can’t?” Mira deadpanned, barely hiding her smirk.

Jinu rolled his eyes, taking another defiant bite of his sandwich. “This is unfair,” he muttered, mouth full, as Zoey breezed by, already dressed for the day.

Rumi stopped by the door, turning to him with a playful pout. “Are you really not coming with us?” Her hands clasped, her eyes wide and pleading.

Jinu felt a bead of sweat gather at his brow. She was making it hard—much harder than he’d expected. Not only was she pouting, but she was giving him that look, the one that always melted his resolve.

“Rumi… I’ve got work,” Jinu said, trying to sound firm.

“Is work more important than Rumi?” Zoey interjected, suddenly appearing behind him. Jinu jumped, startled, nearly dropping his sandwich.

“Is work more important than your relationship?” Mira chimed in from the other side, eyebrows raised in mock seriousness.

Jinu let out a strangled yelp, trapped between their pointed questions. He glanced at Rumi, her pout even more pronounced, and felt his defenses crumbling.

Rumi grinned as Jinu turned back to her, Zoey and Mira crowding eagerly behind him, practically bouncing with anticipation. For a moment, Jinu felt like he was the subject of a very specific kind of peer pressure—but could you really call it “peer” pressure when he was technically older than all three of them combined?

He sighed, defeated, shoulders slumping. “Okay, fine.”

Immediately, the three girls erupted into cheers. Zoey, bursting with energy, grabbed him by the shoulders and shook him like a rag doll, her laughter infectious. Jinu let himself be tossed about, barely resisting a smile. Internally, though, he already knew he’d probably regret saying yes.

Not that he didn’t want to spend time with Rumi—he always did. And it wasn’t like he hated their fans, exactly. But… he would’ve chosen a quieter day, maybe one without crowds of wildly enthusiastic, sometimes eccentric people.

A few hours later, standing off to the side in a crowded event hall, Jinu could confirm: he did regret it. Not so much because of the fans—he was used to them, after all, from his Saja days—but because he barely got to see Rumi at all. The girls were constantly surrounded, swept up in a tidal wave of fans. And no, he definitely wasn’t jealous. Not even a little.

There were so many fans. Jinu watched the endless line snake around the tables as voices overlapped in a chaotic chorus. Zoey, Rumi, and Mira sat at a table, staff standing by to keep the gifts and crowd at bay. Bobby hovered nearby, watching over the girls with a kind of proud, parental pride.

Jinu stood off to the side, blending into the background with a hoodie pulled low and a cap shadowing his face. He wore a nervous grin, arms crossed tightly over his chest. Bobby, beside him, was practically glowing.

“Gosh I’m so proud of my girls,” Bobby whispered, grinning from ear to ear as he surveyed the scene. Jinu watches him with a smile, before turning back towards the crowd. Frowning when he noticed something strange.

Jinu let out a low breath. “Is… holding them allowed?” he asked, voice tight as he watched Rumi shake hands with a man who seemed alarmingly reluctant to let go. The fan was talking animatedly, holding onto Rumi’s hand far longer than necessary.

Thankfully, a staff member stepped in, gently but firmly encouraging the man to move along. Jinu watched the fan shuffle away, looking back as if reciting a sob story—something about how their music changed his life, no doubt. The kind of thing that would make any old lady tear up.

Bobby clapped Jinu on the back, nearly jostling him. “Look at your cousin! So many people love her!” he squealed, eyes shining as he watched a woman ask Zoey for an autograph and a selfie. Zoey, in true Zoey fashion, struck a series of odd, adorable poses that made Jinu want to look away out of secondhand embarrassment. He did not need to see that.

“Yeah, totally,” Jinu replied, deadpan, not even trying to hide his lack of enthusiasm.

Honestly, he thought the staff could do a better job keeping the crowd at a respectful distance. Let the girls have some breathing room, at least. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Bobby walk off, making sharp cutting motions at one of the staff, clearly telling them to dial it back and keep the fans from getting too close.

Jinu allowed himself a small, relieved smile. Thanks, Bobby. I owe you one. Or several.

A voice cut through his thoughts. “What got you smiling like that?”

Jinu let out a choked yell, startled, and spun around to find Baby standing beside him, still dressed in his wrinkled school uniform. Baby looked completely unfazed, hands in his pockets, lollipop stick poking out from between his lips.

“Hey, Jinu,” Baby greeted lazily, as if he’d just wandered in from the next room.

“Baby—what the hell are you doing here?” Jinu asked, exhaling in relief. He hadn’t even heard the other boy approach, which unsettled him more than he’d admit.

Baby shrugged, shifting his backpack higher on his shoulder. “I skipped school,” he replied with the kind of nonchalance that made Jinu sigh.

“What, why?” Jinu pressed, concern threading his voice.

Baby didn’t answer immediately. Instead, he jerked his thumb toward the crowd gathered around Zoey’s table. Jinu followed his gesture and spotted Mystery, standing awkwardly in line, hands buried deep in his hoodie pockets.

“Oh, I see. So you came here with him,” Jinu remarked, unable to hide his bemused expression.

Baby smirked, clearly pleased. “Abby’s got the shop to run. Romance is… Romance, so he’s not about to show up. That left me stuck with Mystery—and you know he’s a total bitch when he’s by himself. Can’t even handle crowds.” Baby crossed his arms, grinning with pride at his own sense of duty. Though at the mention of Romance’s name, he had a strange look on his face, but quickly covered it back with a grin.

Jinu shook his head, lowering his voice as he glanced at Zoey, who was now eyeing them both with suspicion. “Hey, don’t call him that. You know Zoey doesn’t like it. She’ll get mad.”

They both watched as Zoey’s expression shifted, suspicion melting into a blush when Mystery finally reached the front of the line. She was all smiles now, her earlier wariness forgotten.

“Wow, look at them. Total losers,” Baby groaned, rolling his eyes and fishing a lollipop out of his pocket. He unwrapped it and casually flicked the wrapper toward the floor, only for Jinu to catch it mid-air and stuff it into his own hoodie pocket.

“Don’t litter,” Jinu chided automatically.

“Boo,” Baby shot back, sticking his tongue out. But he didn’t argue.

Baby shifted his weight, letting the lollipop settle in his mouth. “Anyway, Abby was wondering where you ran off to. You didn’t even send him a text. The old man’s panicking—he probably thinks you died or something.”

Jinu groaned, rubbing the bridge of his nose. “Why do I always die in his head? Does he think I’m suicidal or something?”

Baby glanced at him, expression unreadable. He shrugged, “I don’t know, man. You tell me.”

Jinu made a face, suddenly awkward, and cleared his throat. “Right. Let me text him before he calls the police.”

“Stop being old and let’s just take a picture.”

Jinu didn’t even have time to react before Baby whisked out his phone, twisting it so the back faced them. The flash went off, blinding Jinu, who yelped and clamped his hands over his eyes.

“What the hell?” Jinu grumbled, blinking away spots as Baby cackled, thumbs already darting over the screen. With a few taps, Baby slapped a pair of pink cat ears onto Jinu’s startled face, then angled the phone to show him the result.

“Look at you, a total photogenic . I gotta hang this in the shop to make it even funnier.” Baby grinned wickedly, wiggling his brows as Jinu glared at the image.

“Thanks, Baby.” Jinu’s voice was flat, unimpressed.

Baby was already sending the photo to Abby, who shot back a reply almost instantly:

Tell Jinu to text me if he does something out of the blue. He sounded like a dad—which he is, but definitely not Jinu’s dad.

Jinu scowled, lips pursed. For god’s sake, he was older than both of them by several centuries . “I am not a child,” he muttered, voice bristling with centuries of dignity.

Baby looked him up and down, barely holding back another laugh. “Tell yourself that,” he snickered, popping a lollipop into his mouth and leaning against the wall.

Jinu sighed, wishing the floor would just swallow him whole, and turned his attention back to Rumi, who was busy signing someone’s shirt at the fan meet table. He folded his arms, watching her work with a quiet, protective intensity.

“So, it really is true. You’re simping for her,” Baby leaned in to whisper, eyes sparkling with mischief.

Jinu shot him a look so flat it could have ironed Baby’s shirt. “Baby…” he said, a warning clear in his tone.

Unfazed, Baby grinned wider, “Sorry, I’ll stop… but honestly, I can see sparkles coming out of your eyes. It’s pissing me off a little. You’re like Mystery, minus the hair over your eyes.”

Jinu groaned, “I’ll genuinely throw you out if you don’t stop.”

“Sure, like you could,” Baby replied, waving a hand dismissively as he sucked on his candy. Jinu just sighed, silently begging the universe for patience.

The fan meet finally ended half an hour later, leaving the hall littered with gift bags, snack wrappers, and the warm buzz of happy fans. Mira’s arms were overflowing with stuffed animals, Zoey was juggling bags of snacks, and Rumi clutched a mix of fan art and plushies.

“Baby! Wow, I’m glad to see you,” Rumi called, waving as she approached.

“Three Saja boys—what has the world come to?” Mira deadpanned, eyeing Zoey and Mystery, who were still locked in some kind of unbreakable handhold.

“Oh god, they’re making gooey eyes at each other, I can’t handle this. Get me out of here,” Mira groaned, pretending to retch.

“Man, I agree,” Baby said, shaking his head with mock disappointment. “I even skipped school for this guy, you know.”

“Respect.” Mira offered her fist, and Baby bumped it with a smirk.

Off to the side, Jinu and Rumi wandered a little away from the crowd. Jinu glanced at her, trying to sound casual. “How was the fan meet?” he asked, though he’d watched her every move from the sidelines.

Rumi’s cheeks were still flushed; her demon mark glowed faintly with excitement. She beamed up at him. “It was great. So many people came! It was—fun. I love it.”

Jinu found himself grinning back, her happiness infectious, warming away the last of his annoyance.

He isn’t sure if it’s just the connection they share, but maybe that’s part of it. Every time Rumi’s happiness blooms, it’s as if something inside Jinu lights up, too.

“The golden Honmoon will really be successful,” Rumi whispered, her eyes bright and alive with hope. She looked radiant, almost glowing with excitement. And honestly? Jinu felt the same. If this really worked, no demon would ever rise to the surface again—not even the generals. They could all stay trapped in hell, where they belonged.

“The fans love all of you guys. It really will be successful. I know it,” Jinu said, his voice warm with conviction. He reached out, taking her hands in his, unable to hide his own excitement. Rumi let out a tiny squeal and bounced on her toes, shaking his hands in delight. Jinu couldn’t help but grin at her infectious energy.

“If we manage to pull this off, we can finally take a long-ass break. We could go to the province! Or even the beach,” Rumi said, still hopping in place.

Jinu laughed, the sound light and genuine. “That sounds nice. I’ve never actually been to a beach.”

Rumi stopped bouncing, her eyes going wide. “Really? Then we’ll go to the beach,” she promised, squeezing his hands.

“Just us?” Jinu teased.

“Just us,” Rumi answered, her grin mischievous.

Jinu snorted, rolling his eyes playfully. “Don’t be too sure yet, you’ll jinx yourself.”

Rumi pouted, her brow furrowing adorably. “Don’t say that! You might actually raise the chances of jinxing us.” She pointed a finger at him accusingly as Jinu leaned away, grinning.

“I haven’t turned human yet, you haven’t found your dad, and the golden Honmoon still hasn’t been made. Let’s take this one step at a time,” Jinu said softly, his gentle smile lingering.

Rumi nodded, her gaze warm and steady. “Of course.” She looked up at him, her eyes shining with affection.

“God, I can see hearts appearing,” Mira groaned from somewhere nearby, abruptly breaking the spell. Jinu turned, spotting Baby and Mira watching them with matching tired expressions.

“Look at him. Is he pissed we ruined the moment?” Baby whispered loudly, making no real effort to be discreet. His smirk was unmistakable, smug as a cat who’d just knocked over a vase.

Rumi just giggled, her cheeks pink as she glanced back at Jinu. She didn’t seem bothered by their audience, but Jinu could practically feel their stares prickling his skin, like cactus needles refusing to budge.

“I know it’s risky to make plans when nothing’s certain,” Rumi said quietly, “but I want us to go somewhere, just the two of us. No demons, no hunting, no K-pop. Just us.”

“Oh, let’s leave them alone. They’re having a moment,” Mira stage-whispered, grabbing Baby by the back of his uniform and steering him toward Zoey and Mystery, who were deep in their own conversation. Or rather, Zoey was—Mystery just nodded along, looking mesmerized.

Jinu watched them go, but Rumi’s gentle throat-clearing drew his attention back.

“So… what do you think of that idea?” she asked, hope flickering in her voice.

“I like the sound of it,” Jinu said, unable to stop his grin from spreading.

Rumi’s smile grew even brighter. She brushed her thumb softly over the back of his hand, her touch grounding. “It would help us both. And you,” she said, her gaze turning gentle.

“For me?” Jinu tilted his head, curious.

Rumi nodded, her lips quirking into a lopsided smile. “Well… I just thought it would be good for you to get a break from all the noise, you know? Seoul isn’t exactly a quiet place.”

Jinu flushed, warmth blooming in his chest. “That… That would be great. I think I’d love that,” he murmured, his voice threaded with gratitude.

The thought of being alone with Rumi somewhere peaceful, away from threats and obligations, was almost overwhelming. Maybe there, he could finally tell her everything—about his past, his regrets, his hopes. Maybe then, for once, time would be on their side.

“So?” Rumi prompted, a playful glint in her eyes.

“Yes,” Jinu said, his answer soft but certain. “It’s always a yes when it comes to you. You do know that, right?”

Rumi pouted, though her eyes sparkled. “It doesn’t hurt to ask,” she whined.

 

BEFORE LEAVING, BABY DRIFTED CLOSE TO JINU “Hey, you guys about to head out too?” he asked, glancing back at Mystery, who was waving silently with a happy, almost bashful smile—probably because he’d get to see Zoey again in person. Jinu nodded. “Yeah, we’re just about to. What about you two?”

“Yeah, we might head home soon—but, uh, can we talk for a moment?” Baby said, turning to Mystery and making a subtle gesture. Understanding immediately, Mystery nodded, waved at Jinu, and wandered off, giving the two some privacy. Jinu glanced back at Rumi, who was still deep in conversation with Bobby and the girls, her laughter ringing out above the chatter.

“Sure,” Jinu said, sensing the seriousness in Baby’s tone. “Is something wrong?”

Baby hesitated, his brows knitting with concern. “Yeah, actually. No one seems to want to answer me, but… Romance has been acting really weird since yesterday, and Abby refuses to tell me what’s going on. It’s getting strange,” he said, annoyance flickering across his face. “And before you ask—it’s not a hangover. God knows how much Romance could drink in his past life,” Baby added, grimacing at the thought.

Jinu frowned. “What do you mean? What’s happened to Romance?”

“I don’t know. I swear I’m not imagining it—something’s up. Yesterday he wouldn’t leave the mattress, not even to eat. Even now—come on, you know how hot it’s been lately. That mattress will get moldy at this rate! He’s going to grow into it if he keeps this up.” Baby tried for a joke, but his worry shone through.

Jinu recognized the effort—humor was always Baby’s way of softening concern. “Oh… Maybe he’s just going through a rough patch. Did Abby do something?”

“Abby’s been trying to help, but Romance keeps saying he always messes things up and that it’s better if he stays away from the rest of us,” Baby replied, his frown deepening. 

“I thought you guys were having fun last night, or at least having a normal evening. I came by a little later, but Abby didn’t mention anything weird.” Jinu shrugged, uncertainty coloring his voice. 

“Of course Abby wouldn’t tell me. He probably thinks he can fix it all by himself . But you know, the other night Romance came home late—drunk—and I pretended to be asleep when he crawled in beside me. He was crying, Jinu. I was hoping you’d know something about it.” Baby chewed at his bottom lip, looking more vulnerable than usual.

Suddenly, Jinu remembered Abby’s comment about Romance seeing him panic at the bar. Well, shit, he thought, could it really be that? Was it that stupid panic attack, or that weird pill someone gave me? Neither incident was Romance’s fault. It was his friend who had done that, not Romance. Why would Romance blame himself for something he didn’t do?

“So, is that why you came over?” Jinu asked, voice softer.

Baby’s face twisted, his frustration bubbling to the surface. "Why? Is Romance not important to you?" he snapped, bristling slightly, his tone sharp with accusation.

Jinu’s eyes widened in alarm. "No! I didn’t mean it like that—it’s just…" He faltered, running a hand through his hair, trying to find the right words. "That’s really sweet of you, Baby. Of course, I want to help. I don’t know what’s wrong, but… it’s probably something from what happened at the bar. I really don’t like his friends at all," Jinu admitted, his voice laced with concern as he rubbed at his temple. Worry for Romance gnawed at him, heavy and unrelenting.

Baby’s expression softened, his eyes brightening slightly. "Fuck—dude, I agree. They come by the flower shop sometimes, and they give me bad vibes . Like, really bad ones. They even broke one of Abby’s pots once, but Abby just let them go. It’s so fucked up!" he growled, his fists clenching by his sides. 

His face scrunched up, and for a moment, he looked more like an angry chipmunk than an adult. Jinu couldn’t help but find it adorable, though he wisely kept that thought to himself—Baby might actually punch him in the teeth if he said it out loud.

"Romance told Abby something," Baby continued, his voice dropping a notch, "but I couldn’t hear what it was. They talked yesterday too, but… it didn’t help. If anything, Romance just got even gloomier." He let out a frustrated sigh, his shoulders slumping. "I just don’t know, okay? It’s hard when people never tell me anything but still expect me to understand."

"Hey, it’s okay. Calm down," Jinu said gently, reaching out to rub Baby’s shoulders. Baby refused to meet his gaze, turning his head away, his lips pressed into a pout. His eyes shimmered, and Jinu’s heart clenched at the sight.

For all his prickly edges and fiery temper, Baby truly cared about this strange little family they’d somehow built together. The realization made Jinu’s chest swell with pride and ache with tenderness all at once.

"Look," Baby muttered, his voice quieter now, "they probably don’t trust me… And I know everyone trusts you —" His words were bitter, and his face darkened as he spoke.

"That’s not true," Jinu interrupted firmly. "I know you all trust each other. But sometimes…" He hesitated, searching for the right way to explain. "Sometimes people can’t say what they want to. The words get stuck in their throats, and it probably… hurts for them to say it."

Baby glanced up at him then, his wide eyes peeking from beneath his lashes. His usual bravado was gone, replaced by something raw and vulnerable.

"Jinu…" Baby whispered, his voice trailing off as he dropped his gaze to the floor, his fingers fidgeting nervously.

“How about I try talking to him?” Jinu suggested, tilting his head slightly.

Baby let out a sigh, scratching the back of his head. “Please… I hate seeing Romance all gloomy. He should be loud, annoying, everything I hate,” he muttered, his shoulders sagging.

Jinu chuckled softly, reaching out to pat Baby’s head. “There, there. Don’t cry,” he teased, the gesture half-consoling and half-joking.

Baby immediately glared up at him, swatting his hand away. “I was not about to cry,” he snapped, his cheeks tinging with embarrassment.

“Sure, sure,” Jinu replied with a grin. “It’s okay to feel that way. I know Romance will be fine; he has all of you guys. But I’ll also try talking to him…” His voice trailed off as he looked away, rubbing the back of his neck.

Baby shoved his hands into his pockets and shrugged, his gaze dropping to the floor. “You know how Romance is… He has this guy in his head that talks to him, telling him all the worst things he’s ever done. Even before Gwi-Ma, he was already fighting that kind of battle.”

Jinu’s expression softened, and he nodded. “I get it. How about we go there right now? I’m sure it’ll be fine by Rumi if we make a quick detour,” he offered with a small smile.

Baby let out a relieved sigh, his shoulders relaxing. “Thank you so much, Jinu… This really means a lot to me. I just want Romance back—you know, the guy who tells way too many sex jokes, teases everyone…” Baby’s voice grew quieter, his words tinged with longing.

Jinu nodded firmly. “We’ll make things better. Promise.”

Without wasting any time, Jinu jogged back to Rumi to let her know. She turned to him with a concerned expression, her brows furrowed. “Oh? What’s wrong? I noticed you guys looked really serious over there,” she asked, her tone gentle.

“Romance needs some help,” Jinu said with a shrug, intentionally keeping the explanation vague. “He’s feeling a little out of it.”

Rumi’s eyes softened, a glimmer of understanding shining through. 

Zoey, standing nearby, frowned sympathetically. “Aww man, I hope he feels better,” she murmured.

“Yeah, poor guy. I can always send him worms if that’ll cheer him up,” Mira offered, her tone so sincere that Jinu blinked in surprise. “Okay, not worms, then,” Mira interjected quickly, her cheeks flushing as the others turned to her. “How about gummy worms? Anyway, I hope he’s doing okay,” she added, waving Jinu off with a nervous laugh.

Zoey elbowed her with a knowing grin, causing Mira to roll her eyes. “Ugh, stop that, Zoey.”

Jinu smiled at the exchange. “I’ll be sure to tell Romance that,” he said, turning to Rumi, who nodded at him.

“See you later, Jinu,” Rumi said with a small smile.

“See you guys. I’ll be back soon,” Jinu replied, stepping back as the three girls waved.

“Bye, Jinu,” Zoey and Mira chimed in unison, while Rumi simply waved again, her smile calm and supportive.

Jinu turned to Baby and Mystery, motioning for them to follow. “Hey, let’s go,” he called out.

Baby looked up from his phone, pocketing it with a nod, while Mystery shot him a casual thumbs-up.

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ec·sta·sy

/ˈekstəsē/

noun

an overwhelming feeling of great happiness or joyful excitement.


 

THE FLOWER SHOP WAS QUIET TODAY, the kind of quiet that settled heavily, broken only by the soft clicks of Abby's fingers on his laptop keyboard. He sat behind the desk, the faint hum of the small over head fan filling the stillness. Raising his head, he blinked when the bell over the door jingled, signaling a rare burst of activity. Three familiar figures entered—Baby, Mystery, and Jinu. Relief flooded Abby’s features as he let out a soft sigh.

“Had fun?” Abby asked, arching a brow at Mystery, who nodded enthusiastically. Mystery’s hands were clasped together, his ever-present smile lighting up his face.

Meanwhile, Baby lingered near the door, rubbing the back of his neck, his posture awkward and uncertain. “Uh… I called Jinu here for Romance…” Baby’s voice faltered, his words hanging in the air as Abby’s expression hardened. He sighed, his shoulders slumping as if bracing himself for what was to come.

“I was hoping Jinu might… get to talk to Romance properly,” Baby added, his tone quieter now, his head lowering under Abby’s sharp gaze.

Abby stood, his chair creaking as it pushed back. He turned his attention to Jinu, who stood with his arms crossed, frowning slightly but nodding in understanding.

“I heard Romance hasn’t been… the same since that night,” Jinu said, his voice calm but laced with concern. His words seemed to pull at something deep within Abby, whose expression softened into a look of sadness. Abby dragged a hand down his face, a gesture that seemed to carry all the weight of unspoken worries.

“Okay,” Abby began, his voice low but firm, “I’m telling this to you all straight. He’s not really having a good time right now… He’s…” Abby trailed off, shaking his head, his frustration and helplessness evident. Then he locked eyes with Jinu, his gaze steady. “You’re the one he needs to talk to.”

Baby shifted uneasily, his anxious energy palpable as he glanced between Jinu and Abby. Mystery, usually upbeat, stood silently to the side, his lips pressed into a thin line, watching the exchange with a rare frown.

Jinu nodded slowly, his gaze flickering to Baby, who looked like he wanted to speak but couldn’t find the words. “Okay,” Jinu finally said, his voice steady despite the tension in the air. “Is he… awake?”

Baby hesitated, his hand dropping to his side. “He hasn’t left the bed all day,” he admitted, almost in a whisper. “Ever since earlier… I don’t know. He just stays there.”

Jinu exhaled, the weight of the situation pressing down on him. “Right… I’ll talk to him, if that’s fine.” He glanced at Abby for confirmation.

Abby nodded firmly, gesturing toward the back room. “Go,” he said simply, his tone leaving no room for argument.

Without another word, Jinu turned and made his way to the back. The shop seemed to hold its breath as he moved, his footsteps echoing faintly on the tiled floor. Reaching the metal staircase, he climbed slowly, each step feeling heavier than the last. He stopped in front of a half-open door, the dim light from inside spilling out in slivers.

Raising a fist, he knocked lightly. “Romance?” Jinu called softly, his voice gentle but steady. He pushed the door open just enough to peek inside.

The shared room was steeped in darkness, the blinds drawn closed, allowing only faint streaks of muted daylight to seep through. The air was thick, heavy with the scent of old fabric and something faintly floral, a lingering trace of the shop below. In the center of the room lay a large gray mattress sprawled on the floor, its surface covered with a thick, disheveled duvet. A lump sat beneath the blankets, unmoving, almost blending into the shadows.

Jinu’s eyes scanned the room. A single bed was tucked neatly in the corner, its sheets unwrinkled and pristine. In contrast, the shared mattress on the floor—where Mystery, Baby, and Romance often slept—was in a state of chaos, the blankets tangled, pillows strewn about.

Taking a step inside, Jinu hesitated, his voice soft as he tried again. “Romance?” He called, his tone carrying a mix of caution and concern. The figure under the duvet didn’t stir.

Jinu stood there for a moment, his hand resting on the doorframe, gathering the courage to move closer.

The lump on the mattress barely stirred as Jinu stepped inside, closing the door gently behind him. "Romance?" he called again, his voice softer now, as if afraid to disturb the fragile silence of the room. This time, the lump twitched, hesitating before the duvet shifted. Slowly, a pale face emerged, barely visible in the dim light filtering through the blinds.

Romance’s hair was a tangled mess, sticking out awkwardly in every direction, and his face looked washed out, almost ghostly. But what caught Jinu’s attention most were his eyes—red-rimmed, puffy, and glassy, betraying the tears that had been shed moments before.

“Jinu?” Romance’s voice cracked as his eyes widened slightly in surprise. He blinked up at Jinu, his expression caught somewhere between relief and embarrassment.

Jinu crouched beside him, his movements slow, deliberate, offering a small, reassuring smile. “Hey, man. You doing good?” he asked gently, though the answer was already clear in Romance’s hunched posture and the shadow of exhaustion etched into his face.

Romance didn’t reply immediately. Instead, he averted his gaze, looking down at the mattress before releasing a tired, defeated sigh. His head dropped back onto the pillow, and his body seemed to sink deeper into the duvet, as though trying to disappear.

Jinu frowned, concern flickering across his face. “Can I sit here?” he asked, pointing to the empty spot on the mattress beside him. Romance hesitated, then gave a small, almost imperceptible nod.

Kicking off his shoes, Jinu settled onto the mattress, careful not to disturb the fragile peace of the moment. The air between them was heavy, almost suffocating, as if the room itself carried the weight of unsaid words and unspoken pain.

“Did Abby tell you to come here?” Romance mumbled, his voice muffled as he turned his face away, hiding it in the folds of the duvet. His hand moved subtly, wiping at his eyes, though he made an effort to keep it from Jinu’s view.

Jinu reached out, patting Romance’s shoulder lightly. “Not Abby,” he responded simply.

Romance’s voice cracked again as he asked, “Baby?” His tone was brittle, as though the very act of speaking might shatter him completely. Jinu nodded, and Romance closed his eyes tightly, his breath hitching. He scrubbed at his face furiously, trying to erase the evidence of his tears.

“You didn’t have to be here…” Romance whispered, his voice barely audible. “I’m just… ugh, being pathetic. This should be nothing… I’m sorry, Jinu. I saw what happened.” His words tumbled out in a rush, raw and jagged, before he buried his face in the duvet again, his body trembling.

Jinu could only watch as Romance shook, his hands gripping the duvet like a lifeline. “I should have known, really,” Romance continued, his voice muffled. “I saw you there. You were running, searching for me. You looked so scared, and I couldn’t do anything. I was helpless because I drank too much and made myself sick. You were right—you were always right. You told me not to drink so much, but I still did, all for the sake of some stupid, temporary pleasure.” His words broke into quiet, desperate sobs.

Jinu sighed, inching closer, his hand hovering hesitantly before resting gently on Romance’s shoulder. “Romance—” he began, his voice calm and steady.

But Romance raised a hand, cutting him off. “No… please, let me talk for a second,” he choked out, his voice wavering. “I want to apologize. I feel like a major fuck-up. Nothing in the world seems to go right when I’m around. It’s so goddamn stupid. I probably made that night worse for you, huh?”

Romance finally looked up, his tear-streaked face tilted toward Jinu. His eyes glistened with guilt and self-loathing, locking onto Jinu’s with a raw intensity that made Jinu’s chest tighten.

Romance wasn’t entirely wrong. That night had been one of the worst in Jinu’s life. Two of the most painful things he’d ever experienced had happened in quick succession. But none of it was Romance’s fault. It wasn’t Romance’s fault that Dae-Young shoved him into the crowd. It wasn’t Romance’s fault that Rumi had lashed out at him when she found out about her father’s secrets that Jinu himself decided to hide from her, not Romance. Never Romance. So no, It was never his fault in the first place.

“No,” Jinu said firmly, his voice cutting through the haze of self-doubt swirling around Romance. “You didn’t make anything worse, you did nothing wrong. It’s not your fault, Romance. None of it is.” He reached out, placing a hand gently on Romance’s head. For a moment, Romance flinched at the touch, but then his body relaxed, the tension easing slightly as he leaned into the simple gesture.

They sat in silence for a while, the only sound in the room the faint rustle of the duvet as Romance shifted. Finally, he let out a shaky breath, burying his face back into his pillow.

“They’re worried about you,” Jinu murmured, his voice soft but insistent. “Me too. What’s going on, Romance? I know it’s not just about the bar.”

Romance’s breath hitched again, his shoulders trembling as he tried to collect himself. “It’s… it’s everything , all I do is be a fucking disappointment.” he whispered finally, his voice breaking.

For a moment, Romance was silent, his chest rising and falling unevenly as he clutched the duvet. “It’s stupid…” he finally murmured, his voice cracking. “I shouldn’t have let you come with me… I-I don’t even know where to start.”

Jinu sighed softly, watching him with patience. Without a word, he shifted, laying down beside Romance. He reached over, grabbing a pillow that had been kicked to the side, and propped his head on it, turning to face him. Romance blinked in surprise, his cheeks flushing faintly with embarrassment.

“So?” Jinu said, settling into the mattress with a calm smile. “I’ve got time to listen.”

Romance stared at him, his lips parting as if to respond, but his gaze quickly darted away. “Jinu… you don’t need to pretend,” he mumbled, his voice uneven and strained. “I get it—I’m tiring to be around. Annoying, stupid, loud. I— ugh .” His words dissolved into frustrated noise as he wiped at his tear-streaked face with the edge of the duvet.

Jinu tilted his head slightly, his expression soft but steady. “Who said that?” he asked quietly.

Romance stilled, his hands gripping the duvet tightly. His lips pressed together as his eyes flickered toward Jinu before darting away again, unable to hold his gaze. “I—” he stammered, faltering before lapsing into silence.

Jinu didn’t push. He stayed quiet, his presence steady, waiting for Romance to find the words. After a long pause, he spoke again, his voice low and warm. “I don’t think you’re any of those things. You don’t have to talk about it if you’re not ready, but I’ll say this—I like your air. Your confidence. The way you make things exciting, even when they’re not, you’re amazing, Romance. The others think so too, you know.”

Romance let out a faint, half-hearted laugh, his lips twitching into a weak smile. “Lies,” he muttered, though his tone was more teasing than bitter.

Jinu chuckled softly but didn’t respond. Instead, he tapped his fingers idly against the mattress beneath them, humming a quiet tune under his breath. The sound seemed to lull Romance into a brief calm as he fiddled with the corner of the duvet, his eyes fixed on the fabric.

“I miss that,” Romance mumbled suddenly, his voice barely above a whisper. “Singing… for the fans. It might’ve been for Gwi-Ma, but I wished it wasn’t, you know? People loved us,” he said, his words trailing off into a sigh.

Jinu nodded thoughtfully, his humming softening. “It was nice,” he agreed. “It’s funny to admit, but… it felt like I mattered. Like I had something to be proud of,” Romance murmured, his voice trembling slightly. He let out another shaky sigh, glancing up at Jinu. The gentle warmth in Jinu’s eyes made him look away almost immediately, his face flushing with embarrassment.

To Romance, Jinu felt like someone far beyond his reach. Someone who existed on a higher plane—calm, composed, secure in himself, he was a character that was cold, brutal and would never hesitate throwing you in his den of tigers to watch you get eaten as his form of entertainment.

If someone had told him months ago, even a year ago, that Jinu would be here now, beside him, offering him comfort, he would’ve laughed in their face. “Dream on,” he’d have said. A person like Jinu would never saddle up with someone like him.

“What you’re doing right now is something to be proud of,” Jinu said suddenly, his voice steady and certain, as though stating a fact rather than offering reassurance.

Romance blinked, startled. “What? Being an alcoholic? A gloomy bastard who can’t seem to get out of his head?” he muttered bitterly. “I—ugh. I lost my job , Jinu,” he admitted, his voice trembling as he finally let the words slip free. His face grew pale, and his hands fidgeted with the duvet nervously. “Been a while since I lost it, before you even came back,”

Jinu let out a quiet, understanding noise, urging him to continue.

“I never told anyone yet…” Romance whispered, his voice breaking. “I’m scared. I barely do anything anymore. I’ve been leaving the shop, pretending I’ve got work to do, but all I’ve been doing is wasting away—with my… friends. ” He sniffed, his tears threatening to spill again.

Jinu’s frown deepened as he reached over, his hand resting on Romance’s back. Without hesitation, he gently pulled him into a hug. Their bodies were close now, but Romance didn’t pull away. He clearly needed the comfort, and Jinu was more than willing to provide it.

“You know they don’t care about the fact that you lost your job, right?” Jinu murmured into the quiet. “A job is just a job. You’re what’s important. You’re what matters.”

Romance’s breath hitched, but he seemed to relax slightly in Jinu’s embrace. Jinu paused for a moment, his voice dropping lower. “You didn’t… take any of those pills, did you?” he whispered, concern evident in his tone.

Romance leaned back slightly, shaking his head quickly. “No, no… never,” he said firmly, his voice shaky but resolute. “I promised myself—and Abby—that I wouldn’t. Not anymore .”

Jinu watched him closely, his gaze softening as Romance pulled away, sitting up, wiping his face with trembling hands. “Ah… this is useless,” Romance muttered, his voice heavy with self-loathing. “Jinu, you really need to stop wasting your time with me. I—I’ll feel better soon, just…” His voice broke, and he dropped his gaze to the mattress, his body trembling.

Jinu sat up as well, placing a steady hand on Romance’s back. His voice was calm but firm as he spoke. “I’m not wasting my time if I’m here for someone important to me, right?” He tilted his head, offering a small, reassuring smile.

Romance glanced at him, his lips pressing into a thin line as his eyes filled with tears once more.

“You don’t have to talk now… I just want to tell you—I’m here. The other boys are, too. We’re not that easy to scare, you know,” Jinu said softly, tilting his head as his gaze lingered on Romance.

Romance let out a wet, shaky chuckle, brushing his knuckles over his damp eyes. The burn in his eyes had grown unbearable, a constant sting that reminded him of how long he’d been crying. His whole face felt like one big bruise, raw and tender from the tears.

“Here,” Jinu offered, pulling out a handkerchief from his pocket. Romance let out a weak laugh, his voice still hoarse from the sobs.

“I haven’t even given the other one back yet,” Romance said, taking the handkerchief with trembling fingers. He dabbed at his eyes carefully, wincing at the sharp sting that came with every touch.

“Mm, keep it,” Jinu replied with a gentle shrug. “I’ve got plenty.”

Romance let out a sigh, his lips twitching into a faint smile. “All of them must be for me, huh? I cry, I vomit.”

“It’s fine,” Jinu said with an easy grin. “I like to think it helps.”

Romance chuckled, the sound still watery but warmer this time. “It did. I mean, I would’ve puked all over one of Abby’s flowers if you hadn’t been there, and he would’ve boxed my ears for sure.”

Jinu laughed, the sound light and genuine. “Yeah… He really loves those flowers. I think you’re right—he definitely would’ve done that.”

Romance shot him a wry smile. “Yeah…” His voice trailed off, softer now, as if he were thinking of something distant. The smile faltered for just a moment.

“And if something happened to you ,” Jinu added quietly, his voice steady but kind, “you know Abby would do anything to help you.”

Romance flushed at the thought, his ears burning. “Right…” he murmured, his voice cracking slightly.

“Baby would punch someone, probably,” Jinu continued, a teasing lilt in his tone. “And Mystery? Mystery would most likely bite someone.”

Romance let out a wet giggle, sniffing as he wiped his nose with the handkerchief. “Y-yeah, that does sound like them,” he huffed a laugh, the corners of his mouth lifting. Jinu reached out, rubbing his shoulder gently, grounding him in the moment.

“We’re here, Romance,” Jinu said softly, his voice low and soothing. “Whatever you need to tell us, whenever you’re ready—we’ll listen. We’ll always give you the ears you need.”

Romance swallowed hard, curling into himself as his arms wrapped tightly around his own torso. He let out another wet chuckle, shaking his head. “You were the one who got hurt, yet here you are, consoling me… You don’t really make any sense, Jinu.”

Jinu shrugged, the corners of his lips quirking into a faint smile. “I don’t think some things were made to make sense. ‘Sides, you’ll do the same thing for me, for any of us.”

Romance turned to look at him then, his chest tightening, before leaning forward and wrapping his arms around Jinu. His voice trembled as he spoke, muffled against Jinu’s shoulder. “I’m sorry—again, Jinu. It was so stupid… so, so stupid of me to let you come with me. I showed you the dirt I’ve been building up under my skin—it’s disgusting, it’s so fucked up. I’m wasting this new life I’ve been given.”

Jinu blinked, startled, before letting out a quiet noise of protest. His arms moved instinctively to wrap around Romance, his hand patting his back in slow, reassuring strokes.

“What are you even saying, Romance?” Jinu asked, his voice firm yet gentle. “I wanted to come with you. I wanted to be there. What happened—it was completely beyond either of us. You couldn’t have known. I couldn’t have known. And you’re not wasting your life, okay? You’re here with us. You’re laughing, talking to me, to Abby. You’re making fun of Baby, annoying Mystery—all the good stuff.”

He paused, his voice softer now as he added, “We love you, dude.” His tone genuine. It was so genuine that it made Romance’s heart clench, in fear of losing all of them. Losing whatever peace they all still have.

Romance sobbed harder at that, his face burying deeper into Jinu’s shoulder. The fabric of Jinu’s hoodie darkened with tears, but Jinu didn’t seem to care. He just kept rubbing Romance’s back, steady and patient, until the sobs began to quiet.

“It’s not your fault, Romance. I wanted to be there with you.” Jinu’s voice was steady, but his eyes softened with concern. “It was my decision, not yours. Even if you had told me off that night, I would have still come with you.”

Romance sniffed again, his breath hitching audibly. He didn’t respond, his silence heavy and trembling. Jinu leaned closer, his presence a quiet reassurance. He needed Romance to hear him—really hear him. “Romance, do you understand? It’s not on you. I decide what I want or not. And that night, I wanted to be there with you. I wanted to see you have fun. It was a rare thing to see you know? I wanted to connect with you more, see the side I never saw before.”

Romance’s shoulders shook as he wiped his eyes with trembling hands. His voice cracked when he finally spoke. “ I won’t do it again ,” he cried, his words tumbling out in a rush of guilt and fear. He sounds like a child, a scared child . “I was just scared… scared that Abby, Baby, Mystery, and you would leave me if you realized I’m still useless—just like I was as a human. Before I turned into a demon.”

He stammered, his hands twisting together in nervous energy as his words poured out. “Then… then I met them. I thought... if I found my kind of people, just in case you guys left me, I’d have them. I-I’d still have someone.

His breathing grew erratic, his sentences breaking apart as he tried to hold himself together. “I was fine when it was just me— getting hurt, being forgotten . But… but it was so disgusting, so fucked up of me to bring you with me. You could’ve been ruined, just as—just as ruined as me .”

Romance’s voice cracked again, his breaths shallow and uneven. Jinu sighed softly and pulled him into a firm hug, gently patting his back in reassurance. “Breathe, Romance. Just breathe first,” Jinu murmured, his voice low and calming. Romance nodded, though his breath was still shaky, his body trembling with every inhale.

It took a few moments, but finally, Romance caught his breath. He leaned back, his face flushed with shame, his gaze dropping to the floor. 

Not only had he opened up to Jinu, but he’d cried all over him. It was mortifying. Absolutely mortifying . Yet, Jinu didn’t seem to care at all. There wasn’t even a hint of judgment in his expression—just warmth. “Romance, you are not ruined. You were never ruined ,” He says softly.

Romance’s breath hitched, holding his breath.

“You know,” Jinu began, his voice light but thoughtful, “after all that ‘taking over the world’ stuff, I like to think we five have built… a kind of strange connection with each other.”

Romance blinked, looking up at him. “Strange?” he echoed, his voice still hoarse from crying.

Jinu chuckled, nodding. “Yeah, strange. I mean, I like this weird family we’ve got—it’s nice. Warm. I like it. We five have done something no normal people—hell, not even demons—have done.”

Romance snorted softly, a reluctant smile tugging at his lips. Jinu’s words felt so… matter-of-fact, as if it was the most natural thing in the world.

“What I’m saying,” Jinu continued, “is that I like to think of us as a family. And I think the others feel the same way. Living here together probably feels like one big family to you too, doesn’t it?”

Romance hesitated, his fingers fidgeting with the hem of his sleeve. “I mean… we never really say it out loud. But… I want it to be true,” he murmured, his voice barely above a whisper.

Jinu tilted his head, smiling gently. “We already are,” he said simply.

Romance’s eyes widened in surprise, his breath catching. “I… really? ” he asked weakly, his voice quivering.

Jinu nodded, his smile unwavering. “Yeah. I wouldn’t want any other family, really. We’re a strange group—peculiar, even. But I wouldn’t trade you guys for anything.”

Romance blinked rapidly, trying to push back the tears that threatened to fall again. Jinu… saw them all as family? Really?

“Well,” Jinu continued, his tone growing lighter, “I’m pretty sure Abby does too. He told me once that he’d kill me if I ever brought danger to you guys. That was back when I found him in this silly little flower shop.”

Romance let out an odd noise—a mix between a laugh and a hiccup—and Jinu grinned at him.

“Abby really is insanely overprotective,” Jinu added, tapping his chin thoughtfully.

“He really is,” Romance agreed, his voice steadier now. “He’s like an older brother. Or… maybe a dad. And I guess you’re the weird uncle.”

Jinu raised an eyebrow, feigning offense. “Whoa, hey! Why do I have to be the weird uncle? Can’t I just be a normal uncle?”

Romance smirked, the faintest glimmer of mischief in his eyes. “Then ahjussi .”

Jinu groaned dramatically, rolling his eyes. “No, anything but that. How about hyung?”

Romance let out a shaky laugh, shaking his head. “No thanks… ahjussi .”

Jinu sighed, though the corner of his lips twitched in amusement. “Whatever, Romance,” he replied, his tone lighthearted.

Romance smiled, the tension in his chest loosening just a little. Maybe, just maybe, he wasn’t as alone as he thought.

 

BEFORE BECOMING A DEMON. Romance wasn’t always Romance . Back then, he had a different name—a name that belonged to a normal teenager with a normal life. Or at least, that’s what it looked like on the outside. He was just an ordinary kid, living in the shadow of his extraordinary older brother.

His brother was a star. A genius. The pride and joy of their parents—and their entire extended family, for that matter. He was practically a myth in their household, the kind of person who could do no wrong.

Romance would hear it all the time. The phone would ring, the old landline rattling in its cradle, and it was always an aunt, an uncle, or some distant relative calling to ask about his brother.

“How’s he doing in college?”

“What about his grades? Oh, I bet he’s acing everything!”

And his mother would answer, glowing with pride. Her smile stretched so wide you’d think it hurt. “Oh yes, he’s doing wonderfully! Straight A’s again. His professors adore him!”

But no one ever asked about Romance. Not once. It was like he didn’t exist.

He was that kid—the one who couldn’t seem to do anything right. The stupid boy. The failure. The disappointment. While his brother soared, Romance floundered. Failing his classes, unable to join any sports because his body was too frail, too weak. He didn’t have his brother’s brains, his good looks, or his charm. He had nothing.

He was just him .

So painfully, unbearably normal .

Boring. Forgettable. The kid no one talked about.

And he felt the weight of it every single day.

He remembers sitting at the dinner table after his brother had left for college. It was so quiet. Too quiet . The kind of silence that wraps around you like a noose. He stared at his plate, trying to think of something to say, something to share, but… there was nothing. No achievements. No stories worth telling.

The silence was deafening.

And then came the disappointment.

“Look at him. Failed another test. Wonder where that’s going to get him.”

He’d heard it before, but it still stung. The words played on a loop in his mind as he stared at the math test in front of him. A big, fat zero marked in red ink, the teacher’s handwriting scrawled below it like a cruel joke:

"Meet me in the teacher’s office."

His hands trembled as he held the paper, his palms slick with sweat. His vision blurred, his breathing shallow, he felt sick in the stomach, he wanted to vomit, so bad. He didn’t even remember how he made it to the teacher’s office.

But he remembered the pity.

His teacher didn’t yell. She didn’t even sound frustrated. She just looked at him with this… look— pity , like he was a helpless cause…. Like she felt sorry for him.

Bon-Hwa ,” she said softly, her voice calm and measured, as if she were talking to a child on the verge of tears. “I think it’s time we had a meeting with your parents. Maybe this weekend? We need to address your scores. I know high school can be hard, but I can help you. We can figure this out together.”

Her kindness only made it worse.

He didn’t want her pity. He didn’t want anyone’s pity.

The meeting was pointless. His parents already knew everything the teacher had to say. They didn’t even look surprised.

“He’s failing,” his teacher explained, her voice patient but firm. “If this continues, he’ll have to repeat the year. Again.”

Romance sat there, staring at the floor, his face burning with shame. His parents didn’t yell. They didn’t scold him. They just… sat there. Silent. Resigned.

It was almost worse than being yelled at.

He tried. God , how he tried.

He would stay up late into the night, poring over textbooks, his head pounding, his hands shaking. He would read and reread the same passages until the words blurred together, his brain screaming for rest.

And still, he failed.

Some nights, his nose would bleed from the stress, red streaks staining his notes. In the mornings, his vision would double, and it felt like his head was full of static. But he kept going. Kept trying. Kept pushing.

Because he had to.

Because if he didn’t, he would be nothing.

But no matter how hard he worked, no matter how much he pushed himself, it was never enough.

He was still just him .

Still a disappointment.

He gets sick more often than not. His body was never healthy to begin with—thin bones, brittle nails, a cough that echoed hollowly in the early mornings. He was frail, and it only got worse with the life he led, a pitiful existence that seemed to press him further into the margins.

He saw himself as a useless piece of shit, a person who could never amount to anything—never good at anything, really. A waste of space and a waste of money, a drain on whatever goodwill his family had left.

“Man, look at you, all gloomy,” he remembered the first time he met that senior—a graduating student with a ragged uniform and a cigarette hanging from his mouth, lips stretched into a toothy grin. It was on the rooftop, the gray concrete warm from the afternoon sun. The air was thick with the smell of tobacco and sweat. Around him sat a circle of other boys, all hiding from the teachers, all lighting up cigarettes with hands that shook just a little ( addicts, just like how Romance turned out) .

“I like gloomy guys,” one of them said, beckoning Romance with a lazy wave. He followed, stupid as he felt, like a dog begging for scraps. He doesn’t remember much of what happened after that; he tried to scrub those memories clean, tried to erase the guilt and the anger he felt toward himself. He wanted to feel… something. Important. Happy. Strong. Smart. Anything but himself.

They showed him the pill— ecstasy , they called it. “This baby will make you feel like you’ve got the world in your hands,” the senior said, pressing it into his palm. The first time Romance tried it, the night dissolved into a blur: colors too bright, laughter echoing, the city lights spinning. 

He couldn’t remember what happened exactly, but the next morning, the last of the drug still lingered in his bloodstream, dulling the edges of his pain. Everything felt… calmer, lighter, as if nothing was wrong. For the first time, he felt okay—no, he felt amazing.

But in the quiet aftermath, when the high faded, it felt strange. He realized, almost with a sense of betrayal, that everything was wrong. But he couldn’t forget that feeling. He wanted more. Needed more.

So he did whatever it took. He asked for more, did errands for the seniors, acted like a loyal dog just to get another taste. With each pill, each line, each hit, he felt a fleeting surge—focus and chaos colliding, like someone had thrown a rainbow across dull, gray concrete. It was so fucking good. Too good. He craved it.

The seniors showed him more—cocaine, marijuana, more ecstasy, expensive alcohol he stole from his father’s cabinet. Each new substance was a new escape, a new way to feel like he mattered. When he was high, he felt important, like he belonged. He spent his parents’ money—money meant for school lunches, for textbooks, for tuition—on more and more drugs.

He stopped going to school, instead haunting bars and clubs with his “friends.” His parents didn’t care, not really. They handed over cash whenever he asked, glad for any excuse to avoid dealing with their failure of a son.

Then his father’s business collapsed. They weren’t rich, but they’d always had enough—enough to buy a school if they wanted, enough to pay for his older brother’s tuition at the best university in Korea, enough to support Romance’s addiction without a second thought. But with the business gone, the money dried up, and suddenly, he couldn’t get what he wanted.

Withdrawal hit him like a truck. He was back to those old, gray days, sick to his stomach and sick in his head. He couldn’t stop sweating, couldn’t stop shaking. He was pale as a ghost, so weak he could barely walk, barely speak. Every bone ached. Every nerve screamed.

He remembered his older brother coming home, standing tall and promising their parents that he would work, that he would fix everything, that he would make them proud. Romance felt a poisonous envy blooming in his chest.

How could his brother make those promises so easily, as if it was the simplest thing in the world?

How?

How?!

It was as if his brother could promise them he’d carry a boulder in his arms and their parents would just smile, as if it was the most normal thing to do on a Sunday afternoon. His brother’s words were met with pride and relief, his parents’ faces breaking into joy, laughter filling the house for the first time in years. Romance was invisible, a shadow pressed to the corner, watching them bask in the light of his brother’s presence. Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck. His fists clenched. It wasn’t fair.

He wanted that too.

He wanted their care, their attention, their love. He wanted to be hugged—just once. He wanted them to look at him and see more than a disappointment, more than a stain on the family name. But he didn’t deserve it. He never had and he never would. He was a disappointment, a stupid idiot who had let himself get addicted to the smell of cigarettes, the taste of pills, the bitter tang of alcohol that still lingered on his tongue.

But then…

Gwi-Ma came. His voice cut through the haze, louder than the self-loathing that gnawed at Romance’s mind.

Gwi-Ma promised him something—something he’d never dared to wish for, not really. A better future.

A future where he would find people who loved him, a warmth that no drug or alcohol could ever imitate. Gwi-Ma described a family: a brother to laugh with, a father to look up to, a mother whose arms would be soft and safe, a sister who would tease and annoy and always come back. A place where he belonged. A place where he could be forgiven, even celebrated.

He wanted that. God, he wanted that so badly he could taste it—like sugar on his tongue, sweet and dizzying.

He wanted to be praised, to be told he’d done a good job even if he’d failed. He wanted someone to care for him when he was sick, to ruffle his hair, to call him by a nickname and mean it with affection. He wanted to feel loved, at least once. Just once.

Romance woke to heat, his body and mind muddled and slow. What was he doing again? He’d just been talking to Jinu, and then… what happened? His thoughts slipped away, fragments lost in the haze.

It was dark. The hum of the AC was steady, but he felt hot, almost feverish. The duvet clung to his skin, sticky and uncomfortable. But what truly woke him was the weight—heavy and warm—draped over his body.

He opened his eyes and saw it: Baby’s leg thrown carelessly over his waist, pinning him in place. Mystery’s head was nestled on his shoulder, soft snores puffing against his neck. On his other side, Abby slept like the dead, mouth slightly open and hair a wild mess. And on Abby’s left was Jinu, peaceful and still, turned away from them, curled up like a cat. Romance let out a shaky breath.

They were all here.

They hadn’t left him.

They didn’t see him as a failure, an idiot, a lost cause—

“Romance,” Abby murmured, his hand reaching across to rest gently on Romance’s chest as Romance’s breath hitched and a sob escaped him. “It’s okay,” Abby said, his voice rough and low with sleep, as Romance nodded and wiped at his tears. The skin around his eyes burned, but now—now, somehow, his heart felt like it might soar.

It didn’t feel crushed anymore.

“You didn’t sleep in your bed,” Romance whispered, voice small in the hush of the room, only the faint light between the blinds spilling across the floor.

Abby smiled, a little crooked and tired. “You need us. We’re here. Always.” And as if on cue, Baby snuggled closer, pressing his face into Romance’s shoulder, snoring right in his ear with all the subtlety of a freight train.

“Thank you,” Romance whispered, clutching Abby’s hand like a lifeline.

“Don’t thank us,” Abby murmured, squeezing his fingers. “We’re family, aren’t we? We do this for each other.” Romance sniffled, nodding again, and Abby’s hand never left his chest. “Now sleep. We’ll be here,” Abby said, patting his chest once, then letting his hand rest there, warm and steady. Romance inched closer, soaking up every bit of comfort he could.

This was…

This was what he’d wanted for so long. The ache in his chest eased, replaced by something gentle and full, something he’d never thought he’d feel.

Oh.

So this is what it was like—

To be loved.

And to love, without fear or condition.

This was… nice. This was what he’d been searching for all this time.

Baby snuffled in his sleep and Mystery shifted, his hand flopping right onto Baby’s face. Baby groaned, swatting the hand away, grumbling something incoherent. Romance smiled, a soft, breathless laugh bubbling up.

He heard Jinu grumble, rolling away from Abby and thumping onto the floor with a dull thud. Abby, without even opening his eyes, reached out and grabbed the back of Jinu’s shirt, hauling him back up and tucking the duvet around him again.

“He fucking rolls around in his sleep if he’s not held. Fucker,” Abby muttered under his breath, and Romance giggled, the sound muffled against Abby’s shoulder.

He realized, in that moment, that he loved this life now.

He wouldn’t trade it for anything.

 

ROMANCE WONDERED—WHAT DID JINU REALLY SEE IN THE BAR? The memory haunted him. Jinu’s fear was palpable that night, and the uncertainty gnawed at Romance, twisting his stomach into uneasy knots whenever he considered bringing it up. Now, with Abby aware that he had lost his job, Romance offered to help out at the flower shop—at least until he could find stable work again. Not just for himself, but for everyone’s sake.

Abby, ever gentle, told him not to rush—that it didn’t matter if he couldn’t find something right away. Even Baby had insisted he give himself a rest. Mystery, for his part, only grew annoyed at the mention of job hunting. “I told you, they care for you,” Jinu had said, seated at the front desk that morning. Sunshine poured through the windows, casting golden halos around Jinu’s hair as he grinned up at Romance. The sight made Romance chuckle, the tension in his chest loosening just a little.

Jinu was right. They did care. And that realization, simple but true, eased Romance’s worries.

He took a seat beside Jinu. For a while, they sat in companionable silence, listening to the birds outside. Their cheerful songs drifted through the open window as if there was no trouble in the world. Romance remembered spotting a nest tucked beneath the shop’s awning—a secret he’d kept to himself. He’d never told Abby, worried they might have to move the birds, but now he suspected Abby had always known, quietly allowing the nest to remain undisturbed. The thought filled Romance with gratitude.

Finally, Romance broke the silence. “What did you see?” he asked quietly.

Jinu looked at him, surprise flickering in his eyes. “See what?”

“In the bar… You were scared, really scared. I want to know.” Romance’s hands fidgeted in his lap, and he glanced away, his voice barely above a whisper.

“Oh,” Jinu breathed, letting out a slow, shaky sigh. “That’s…”

Romance pressed on. “When I was hurting, you listened to me. Talked to me. I want to be here for you, too.”

For a moment, Jinu only stared at him. His lips quivered, first in a frown, then in a more vulnerable, trembling line. Romance scooted his stool closer, their shoulders touching, his own warmth seeping into Jinu’s cold skin.

“Will you?” Romance asked softly. “Let me listen? I have time… just like you did for me.”

Jinu’s gaze softened, a quick laugh escaping him despite the heaviness in the air. “You learn fast,” he teased, and Romance pouted, retreating just a little but keeping close.

A silence fell, gentle but expectant.

Jinu took a deep breath, his fingers tracing absent circles on the desk. “It’s an old memory. One I barely remember anymore. It just… comes back sometimes. I know it happened long ago, but the details are all jumbled now, like a dream that slips away when you wake up.”

“That must be hard,” Romance murmured, “not remembering everything clearly.”

Jinu smiled, but it was tinged with sadness. “It’s a blessing and a curse. It protects my mind, but… sometimes it feels like it’s breaking me apart.”

Romance’s heart ached. He remembered the curse—the one Jinu rarely spoke of. Romance knew of it, he was a demon as well. But not long enough as one to be affected by it—though sometimes he thinks that it has already affected him with how little he remembers about his past. Or maybe it was out of shame or desperation…

Jinu’s voice dropped lower, heavy with old pain. “I don’t remember much, but… it happened after I became a demon. I was furious with Gwi-Ma for tricking me, and I refused to bow to him, even when he tried to speak through my mind. I was punished, of course. Fifty years in a loop—forced to relive the same mistakes over and over again. Every time I thought I’d learn, I’d be sent right back to the start.”

He dragged a weary hand over his face, the memory weighing him down.

“That’s…” Romance trailed off, unable to find the right words.

“Fucked up, I know.” Jinu’s voice was flat, almost resigned. “They held me down. Gokdama was there, too—they were all laughing while I cried for help, screaming at them.” His face twisted, the memory raw. “I tried to fight, I really did. But…” Jinu shrugged, and Romance’s heart hammered anxiously as he watched Jinu force a wry smile.

“I—I thought Lord Gwi-Ma just threw demons who refused to obey into the lava pit,” Romance mumbled, reaching out with a shaky hand to rest gently on Jinu’s shoulder. Jinu only smiled at him, the gesture sad and distant.

“Yeah, he still does that. But Gokdama always had her own ideas about punishment. For me, they wanted to break me. Most humans who turn into demons submit pretty quickly when faced with power, but… I was angry. At everyone. At everything. I….” Jinu’s jaw clenched, his eyes flickering with something unreadable.

He tried to smile, but it came out crooked. “Honestly, I don’t even remember what I did,” he chuckled, rubbing the back of his neck. “But whatever it was, it was enough to get Gwi-Ma’s attention—and Gokdama’s wrath.” He hummed, shoulders rising and falling in another defeated shrug. “But I lost. I was weak. It’s…” His voice faded, gaze turning away.

Romance shook his head, his voice gentle. “It must have been something big. You’ve always been the strongest one out of all of us, Jinu. You had—no, you have a strong soul and spirit. Even Gokdama couldn’t break that.” He smiled, a little fiercely. “One day, you’ll be human again. And you’ll get to live here, with us, and that hunter girl that you love so much.” He punched his fist into his open palm in determination.

Jinu snorted, almost amused. “Really now?” he teased, one eyebrow raised.

Romance flushed, nodding. “You don’t believe me?” he pouted, and Jinu nudged him with his elbow.

“Of course I do. But first, you gotta call me hyung .” Jinu’s grin turned mischievous.

Romance puffed his cheeks, leaning away as Jinu poked his cheek with a laugh. The tension melted, replaced by a softer, more comfortable silence. It lingered between them, easy and familiar—until Jinu suddenly let out a laugh, startling Romance.

“What was I even worried for?” Jinu said quietly, almost to himself.

“Huh?” Romance blinked at him, confused. “What do you mean?”

Jinu shook his head, lips curving into a warm smile. “Nothing,” he said.

“Tell me,” Romance pressed, leaning in.

“It’s really nothing, don’t worry about it,” Jinu replied, still smiling awkwardly.

“Nope, you have to tell me now. I’m interested!” Romance insisted, his pout returning. Jinu only shook his head, lips pressed together to stifle a laugh.

Just then, the front door swung open with a jangle of bells. Abby strode in, his sharp eyes immediately finding the two of them. “Oi, you two! Why are you just sitting there? Clean the damn floor already,” he barked from the doorway.

Jinu was on his feet in a flash, grinning as he snatched up the broom. Romance followed, still pouting. “Here, you water the flowers, I’ll sweep the floor.” Jinu tossed him the spray bottle, which Romance barely managed to catch, almost fumbling it to the ground.

Abby shot Jinu a glare, but he only grinned wider.

“What if I drown them again?” Romance said nervously, positioning himself in front of the first flowerpot, his hands trembling a little.

Abby came to stand beside him, his voice softening. “Just give it ten sprays. If it looks dry, add ten more. You’ll be fine.”

“But… what if I drown it?” Romance asked, crouching down, peering up at Abby with wide eyes.

Abby smiled, ruffling his hair. “It’s just a flower. You’ll learn. Don’t worry,” she said, then turned to Jinu, who was dusting near the counter. He grabbed a green apron from the hook and tossed it over, hitting Jinu square in the face.

“What was that for?” Jinu sputtered, voice muffled by the apron.

“For rolling out of the mattress so many times last night and waking me up. Now, clean the front—the walkway’s covered in trash and dead leaves,” Abby ordered.

Jinu grumbled, clamping the broom between his legs as he slipped the apron on, muttering under his breath as he stomped outside, still looking annoyed.

Romance snorted, then turned his attention to the flower in front of him. It stared back, innocent and unassuming, its petals wide open as if waiting patiently for sustenance.

He gulped, his hand trembling slightly as he raised the spray bottle. Taking a steadying breath, he gave the flower ten careful sprays. Then he paused, watching—a little dramatic—half-expecting the flower to wilt or drop dead on the spot. But instead, the bloom only swayed, catching the droplets on its leaves, and seemed, if anything, to stand a little taller.

Romance blinked in surprise, a small smile creeping onto his lips. Emboldened, he moved to the next pot, repeating the process—ten sprays, then a cautious glance. Again, the flowers responded with nothing but a gentle sway, soft and alive.

He continued down the row, confidence growing with each successful spray. Not a single flower drooped or showed any sign of distress. Maybe he really could do this.

At the side of the room, Abby watched him out of the corner of his eye, a small, approving smile tugging at his lips before he turned back to his laptop and resumed his work, the warm hum of the shop settling once more into its easy rhythm.

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CELINE WAS QUITE SURPRISED THAT RUMI ALREADY KNEW . Though, in hindsight, she shouldn’t have been—not when the source of the revelation was Jinu and his drunken ramblings. Perhaps, she needs to tell him to never touch any alcoholic drink ever again.

"Really… sorry it took me this long to tell you she already knew," Jinu said, his voice deliberately soft as he busied himself with the grass, carefully trimming it away as if he’s cutting hair, seriously careful .

"You could have saved me the embarrassment, Jinu," Celine sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose. Her tone carried the exasperation of someone who had just finished cleaning up a mess only to discover another waiting around the corner.

Jinu responded with a nervous laugh, scratching the back of his head, his usual sheepish demeanor playing out like a script. "Things… happened," he muttered, sneaking a glance at her.

Somehow, that statement should surprise her. But it doesn't, something always 'happens' when it comes to Jinu apparently. Maybe this was one of the reason why Rumi likes this man so much.

Celine caught his fleeting look and raised an eyebrow, her sigh becoming heavier. "I understand,” she murmured, though her tone suggested otherwise, sounds like acceptance. After a moment, she added, "How did Rumi… react to it?"

Jinu’s hands faltered. His movements slowed as he carefully cut the grass, his usual rhythm replaced by deliberate hesitation. Celine’s gaze lingered on him, noticing the subtle shift in his demeanor.

"She was angry," Jinu admitted, his voice quieter this time. “That I kept it from her. But… it’s fine now.”

The way he said it, like a child caught red-handed trying to sneak money from his mother’s purse—was laced with guilt. Celine hummed in response, her expression neutral, though her mind wasn’t.

Of course, she knew. How could she not?

"Perhaps…" she began, her voice soft, almost wistful. "Perhaps this is a lesson for both of us to stop hiding things, don’t you think?"

Jinu said nothing, his eyes fixed on the blades of grass under his hands. The breeze rustled the chrysanthemums slightly, filling the silence between them.

Celine glanced at him. For all his talk about honesty, Jinu had a way of sidestepping his own advice when it suited him. It wasn’t lost on her. It never had been.

It was easier, wasn’t it? To tell others to take the high road while you quietly veered off course yourself. Preaching was easy; practicing was hard.

She thought about that for a moment, letting the quiet stretch between them. And then, with a faint smirk, she thought: It takes one hypocrite to know another.

"Yeah… maybe," Jinu finally said, shrugging. He went back to cutting the grass, his movements slow but steady.

Celine returned to watering the flowers, the gentle rhythm of water hitting soil blending with the soft rustle of leaves. The air wasn’t warm, nor was it cold—it was the kind of breeze that settled your nerves if you let it. Calming.

"So," Jinu said after a while, breaking the silence. He glanced up at her from where he was crouched, a mischievous grin tugging at the corners of his mouth. "Is there any reason you called me out here? Aside from… well, lecturing me?"

Celine gave him a pointed look, the kind that could wither even the proudest soul. But then she sighed, leaning back slightly. "I needed a hand," she said, a smirk creeping onto her face. "And you seemed like the type who’d be willing to help me out."

Jinu’s jaw fell open, his expression comically exaggerated as he stared at her. "You mean to tell me," he started, his tone dripping with mock outrage, "that here I was, thinking you had something important to tell me, so I skipped work for this… only for you to say you just needed an extra hand?"

Celine’s smirk widened into a grin, her satisfaction practically radiating off her. She looked like a cat who had just knocked a porcelain vase off the counter—knowing full well someone else would have to clean up the mess.

“So, what exactly do you need me to help with?” Jinu finally asks, brushing his hands on his pants as they finish tending to the garden. Celine had already guided him back inside the house. As he steps in, his gaze is immediately drawn to the cluttered floor, where boxes upon boxes are stacked haphazardly.

“What’s all this?” he asks, perking up with curiosity. He strides toward one of the boxes, excitement lighting up his face as he crouches to inspect its contents.

Inside, he finds old VHS tapes, their labels faded and edges worn. He picks one up, turning it over in his hands. He looks back at the box. Where the words Sunlight Sisters are scrawled across the front in faded ink, dust clinging to it.

“It’s the tapes from our performances back then,” Celine says, her voice soft with nostalgia.

Jinu blinks, looking back down at the tapes. “Oh… These are really old,” he murmurs, brushing a layer of dust off the cover.

“I am old, Jinu,” Celine replies with a low chuckle.

“Right… sorry,” Jinu says quickly, a sheepish grin tugging at his lips.

Celine’s expression shifts, her smile softening into something wistful. “Rumi used to watch those tapes every day, just so she could see her mother perform,” she says, her voice quiet now.

Jinu hears the subtle crack in her tone and lets out a muted hum of acknowledgment, a sound that says, I’m listening.

“I was hoping you could bring these to her,” Celine continues, kneeling beside him. She picks up one of the tapes, her fingers swiping at the layer of dust on its surface. “I’ve been cleaning out the attic and found these. I think they belong with her.”

Jinu tilts his head slightly, watching her. “I’m sure she’d appreciate that,” he says gently.

Celine sighs, lowering the tape back into the box. “She deserves to have them more than I do. She never had the chance to meet Mi-Yeong, after all…” Her voice falters, the weight of her words thick in the air. “And yet, I hid everything from her. It’s my biggest regret, truly.”

Jinu feels the heaviness of her confession settle in his chest. “Alright,” he says after a moment, his voice steady. “I’ll make sure she gets them.”

Celine glances at him, her lips curving into a small, grateful smile. “Thank you.”

“Oh,” she says suddenly, reaching for another box. “Be sure to bring this player as well. I’m not sure if it still works, but I hope it does.” She pulls out a dusty VHS player, and the motion sends a puff of dust into the air.

Jinu instinctively sneezes into the crook of his elbow as Celine mutters a quick, “My apologies,” She grabs a blue rag from the top of one of the boxes and begins wiping down the player.

“I haven’t had the time to check if it still works,” she says, her hands moving briskly. “I rushed to bring everything down here before I lost the nerve to do it.”

“Why are you cleaning out the attic, though?” Jinu asks, watching her carefully. He reaches out a hand, offering to take the player from her. Celine hesitates but eventually hands it over, letting him continue cleaning it. He works in silence, wiping away the thick layer of grime.

Celine sighs again, this time heavier. She turns her face away, avoiding his gaze. Her silence stretches out, and Jinu frowns.

“Celine?” he prods gently, but she doesn’t respond.

He lowers the player onto the floor, his attention shifting as something catches his eye. One tape, still in its original box, stands out among the others. He picks it up, examining the cover.

The image shows three women, their smiles bright and carefree. In the center is a younger Celine, her long curly hair cascading over her shoulders and her face free of the stress lines that mark it now. To her right is another woman with a loose braid—a face that bears an uncanny resemblance to Rumi’s.

Jinu stares at the picture, his thumb brushing over the glossy surface. His chest tightens with a feeling he can’t quite place.

“That is Mi-Yeong,” Celine says, pointing at the woman. Her voice carries a soft melancholy, as though the words themselves are fragile.

“Oh… she—really looks like Rumi,” Jinu says, squinting at the image. His tone is laced with curiosity, his hand lingering near the edges of the image as if hesitant to touch it.

So this was the woman that Chwisaeng loves, huh? He couldn’t help but feel a pang of something—pity? Admiration? He wasn’t sure.

“She really does…” Celine murmurs, her lips curving into a sad smile. Her fingers hover over the image before resting on it gently, as though it might shatter under the weight of her touch. “She is truly Rumi’s mother.”

A shaky breath escapes her lips, and Jinu watches the way her shoulders rise and fall, burdened by a weight he can’t quite grasp. He hums softly, his gaze shifting to another figure in the photo. This one was striking in a different way—her hair tied into two large curly buns .

“How about her?” Jinu asks, pointing.

“Ah…” Celine mumbles, the sound barely audible. Her expression shifts, the sorrow in her features giving way to something more complicated—nostalgia tinged with regret. “It’s been a while since I’ve spoken to her.”

She looks disappointed, her eyes distant as though searching for fragments of a memory. “Her name is Lisa. One of the old hunters as well.” She gives Jinu a wry, almost rueful smile.

“Where is she now?” Jinu asks, tilting his head slightly. His curiosity burns brighter, though he senses the heaviness in Celine’s words.

“Somewhere,” Celine says with a sigh, standing to her feet. “Not here anymore. She left us a long time ago.”

“Oh… like away from the country?” Jinu ventures, standing as well. His hands fidget at his sides, unsure whether to press further. “Wait—can’t we ask for help from her as well? Maybe she knows something about Chwisaeng that you don’t?”

Celine exhales sharply, pinching the bridge of her nose in frustration. Her posture stiffens, the look on her face unmistakably one of annoyance. Not at the question, but at him—at Jinu’s persistence. He stares back, sheepish, like a child caught in the act of asking too many questions.

“Unfortunately,” she starts, her voice clipped, “she left the day after Mi-Yeong’s death. I do not know where she is.”

Jinu frowns, his gaze flicking back to the photo. His lips part slightly as though to speak, but he hesitates. “That’s… uh, why did she leave?” he finally asks, the words tumbling out before he can stop them.

Celine’s eyes snap back to him, her gaze sharp and unreadable. Jinu swallows hard, a bead of sweat forming on his temple. Did he say something wrong? He was only curious, after all.

“Who knows,” Celine says after a long pause, her voice quieter now. “Maybe she wanted normalcy… a family .”

The room falls silent. The hum of the air feels louder in the stillness. Celine’s gaze drops, her expression unreadable, her mind clearly elsewhere. Jinu bites his lip, silently cursing himself for asking too much. Curse me and my mouth , he thinks.

“Sorry for asking,” he mumbles after a while, his voice barely above a whisper. He sits back down on the floor, lowering the tape back into the box before picking up the player again. His fingers fumble slightly, his movements slower than before.

“It’s fine,” Celine says, though her tone is distant. She looks away, the corners of her mouth tightening as she tries to shake off whatever thoughts have latched onto her. When she glances back at him, though, there’s something softer in her expression. Jinu’s frown—almost a pout that catches her attention, and for a moment, it reminds her of Rumi as a child. That same stubborn set of the mouth, that same wide-eyed vulnerability.

She sighs, crouching beside him again. “I have a few more boxes in the attic,” she says, her voice lighter now. “It would be nice to have a helping hand.”

Jinu looks up at her, his lips twitching into a half-smile. “Alright,” he replies, a quiet snort escaping him.

For a moment, the tension eases, and the room feels a little less heavy.

 

JINU COMES HOME WITH A PLAYER AND A BOX FULL OF TAPES. It was still fairly early, just about to hit 4 PM. The warm hues of the afternoon spilled through the windows, casting long shadows across the living room floor. The girls weren’t home yet, so Jinu figured he had time. Maybe he could try to see if the player worked—if he even knew how to set it up. It couldn’t be that hard, right? He had the internet at his fingertips, after all.

“Okay, let’s do this,” Jinu muttered to himself as he plopped down in front of the large flat screen TV. He stared at the blank screen for a moment, as if to mentally prepare himself, then turned to glance at Beom. The tiger was lying beside the box, her massive head tilted curiously as she sniffed it with a deep rumble. Her fur shimmered faintly in the afternoon light. Her tail flicked back and forth, brushing against the floor, as Jinu pulled the box closer and opened it.

Inside was Celine’s collection of old VHS tapes, their labels faded but still legible–but overall, they all look the same. He reached in and pulled a familiar one out. And of course, like earlier, the tape in his hand had a grainy cover: Rumi’s mother–Mi-Yeong. Beside her stood two other women—Celine and someone else. Jinu tilted his head, narrowing his eyes at the third figure.

“Lisa,” he murmured aloud, rolling the name on his tongue.

Hunters were always a trio. He’d known that for some time, but he’d never really thought much about who the third hunter was alongside Rumi’s mother and Celine. His brow furrowed as questions bubbled in his mind. Did Lisa know Chwisaeng as well as Celine did? And where was she now?

He thought back to his conversation with Celine. She hadn’t offered much about Lisa, and her pained expression made it hard to tell if she was withholding the truth or simply didn’t know herself. The thought lingered uncomfortably in his chest.

Beom’s sudden movement snapped him out of his thoughts. The tiger had leaned forward, her whiskers twitching as she sniffed the tape in his hands. Before Jinu could stop her, she parted her jaws and clamped her teeth lightly over the corner of the tape.

“Hey! This is not food,” Jinu said, his voice laced with exasperation. He tugged the tape free, holding it out of her reach as Beom let out a low, rumbling growl—not of anger, but of protest. She flicked her tail once, then flopped down on her side. Her massive body stretched out across the floor, her stripes rippling as she shifted to get comfortable.

Jinu exhaled and set the tape aside, grabbing his phone. If there was one thing he appreciated about the modern era, it was the internet. Any problem—no matter how foreign or outdated—could be solved with a quick search.

A few minutes and a handful of instructional videos later, Jinu crouched beside the TV, carefully connecting the VHS player. The colorful wires dangled in his hands as he compared them to the diagram on his screen. “Red to red… yellow to yellow… and done,” he said, a small smile tugging at his lips. The player sat snugly beneath the TV now, looking ready for action.

Behind him, Beom had fallen into a light sleep, her thick paws tucked under her massive body. Her tail flicked lazily every so often, and her soft snores were punctuated by the faint rumble of her breathing. Jinu stood and stretched, grabbing the tape from the side. He slid it into the player with care, the faint click of the mechanism oddly satisfying.

“Please work,” he muttered under his breath, fumbling with the remote to open the TV. The TV fizzled to life, static filling the screen. Jinu frowned and tapped at the remote again, cycling through the settings.

The faint hum of the VHS player filled the room as he glanced back at his phone, scrolling through another tutorial. Minutes ticked by, and the faint frustration of trial and error began to creep in. But just as Jinu was about to sigh in defeat, the screen flickered.

It went black.

And then—

The player whirred to life, a faint green light flickering on its side. Moments later, the TV screen buzzed, static giving way to an image. "Oh! Beom, look, I did it!" Jinu exclaimed triumphantly, a wide grin spreading across his face.

Beom, still sprawled on the ground, lazily raised her head at the sound of his voice. She yawned, her sharp teeth on display, before blinking at Jinu with an unimpressed expression. Her earlier excitement over the box of tapes seemed to have vanished completely, leaving her looking utterly bored.

It was probably really boring for her, the other tigers were out for the run, including Derpy and even Bird. Beom had no one to lick their fur clean for them.

Jinu sighed, rolling his eyes at her lack of enthusiasm. “Thanks for the support,” he muttered, turning back to the screen just as the tape began to play.

The grainy footage crackled to life, and for a moment, the screen was filled with faint lines and static before settling into the image of three women standing on a stage. Beom, perhaps sensing Jinu’s sudden interest, finally moved. The massive tiger padded over to him, her blue fur catching the light as she settled beside him, her bright eyes fixated on the screen.

Jinu leaned forward, eyes wide as he took in the scene. It was Mi-Yeong, Celine, and Lisa—dancing together on a brightly lit stage. The quality of the tape wasn’t great; the square image didn’t fit the large TV screen, leaving thick black borders on either side. But even in the low resolution, Jinu could make out the vibrant energy radiating from the three women.

They looked… happy.

“Wow,” he murmured softly, almost to himself. “So Celine does know how to smile.”

His gaze shifted to the box of tapes beside him, his fingers brushing over the label with Rumi’s mother’s picture. The resemblance between Rumi and her mother struck him again—their identical braids, their radiant smiles. He turned back to the screen, transfixed.

On the stage, Celine stood proudly in the center, her confident aura practically leaping off the screen. Her smile was wide, her movements deliberate and precise, as if she owned every beat of the song. Flanking her was Mi-Yeong, Rumi’s mother, and Lisa, both grinning from ear to ear. 

Beom let out a low growl—not one of warning, but one that sounded oddly like encouragement. Jinu chuckled and cheered softly, raising a fist in the air.

The music swelled, filling the room with a melody that was both nostalgic and powerful. The three women began to sing, their voices harmonizing perfectly as the lyrics danced through the air:

We walk alone, strangers in the crowd
Different dreams, voices lost in sound
But when our hearts begin to speak aloud
We find the light, we’re stronger now

Their movements were fluid, each step and gesture perfectly timed. Celine led the choreography, quite literally shining. It was as if she owns the stage itself, while Mi-Yeong and Lisa followed with equal passion.

Even if we’re all different, it’s okay
Let’s move forward hand in hand
We are one voice, sing it loud

Jinu found himself mouthing the words, the upbeat rhythm stirring something in him. He glanced at Beom, who was now sitting upright, her ears perked as she watched the screen intently.

Feel the beat, set us free
In harmony, we all can be
One love, one dream

The camera zoomed in on Mi-Yeong, her eyes sparkling as she sang directly into the lens, as if she was looking at him . Her smile was wide and genuine, her joy so palpable that Jinu felt a lump rise in his throat.

Borders fade when music starts to play
We don’t need words, just let the rhythm stay
Through every tear and laugh along the way
We build a bridge that will never break

Celine twirled gracefully, her hand reaching out toward the audience as if drawing them into the music. Lisa mirrored her movement, their steps perfectly synchronized. Mi-Yeong followed, her braid swinging behind her as she threw her hands into the air.

We live under the same sky
Let me reach you through my heart
We are one voice
Sing it loud

Jinu watched in awe, his heart swelling as the chorus repeated, the voices of the women growing stronger with every verse. Somehow he felt like a child again, with his mother by his side as he watched a man in the street play his bipa. Even when people that pass him pay no attention, he sings with passion.

The memory was faded and broken, but he remembered the awe he felt. He feels it again.

Feel the beat, set us free
In harmony, we all can be
One love, one dream

Beom let out another low growl, this time closer to a rumble of approval. Jinu couldn’t help but laugh, reaching out to pat her head. “See? Even you like it,” he said, his grin returning.

The song reached its climax, the three women raising their hands toward the sky as if reaching for something greater. Their smiles were as bright as the stage lights, their voices soaring in perfect harmony.

Oh, in every note, a story
Of you, of me, of glory
We rise, we shine
No limits to our design

Jinu felt a strange warmth spread through his chest as the final verse echoed in the room.

We are one voice
From every heart, to every land
Sing it proud
No more walls, just melody
In harmony, eternally
One world, one song

Jinu clapped along with the song, his grin widening as the infectious energy of the performance filled the room. He chuckled softly under his breath. For all the glaring and frowning Celine did these days, he never would have expected such a bright, happy song to come from her. 

It was almost jarring to see her this way—beaming, carefree, full of life.

“See that?” Jinu teased, pointing at the screen. “Celine could smile once. Now she’s all gloomy. I don’t know what’s worse: her glare or her scowl.”

Beom chuffed softly, her tail flicking back and forth in amusement.

The tape crackled as the song ended, the screen fading to static. Suddenly, the player spat the tape out with a loud, mechanical clunk . “Ah!” Jinu flinched, his heart jumping in surprise.

Beom gave him a side-eye, her expression almost saying, Really?

“Okay, okay, I wasn’t ready for that,” Jinu muttered defensively, reaching over to retrieve the tape. He carefully placed it back in its dusty plastic case before tucking it away in the box. As he rummaged through the pile of tapes, most of them unlabeled, he scratched his head. 

“What should I play next, huh, Beom?”

The blue tiger, now licking her paw and swiping it across her face, paused mid-motion to glance at him.

“This one?” Jinu asked, holding up a tape. “Or this one?” He grabbed another, both tapes almost identical in appearance, their labels long since faded to illegibility.

Beom shifted her gaze between the two tapes before letting out a low growl. She extended a massive paw and pressed it firmly on the tape to the right.

“Good choice,” Jinu said with a grin, picking up the chosen tape and inserting it into the VHS player. The machine hummed softly as it swallowed the tape.

The TV flickered back to life, and Jinu leaned forward, expecting another energetic performance—maybe another concert of the Sunlight Sisters.

Instead, the screen remained black for a moment. Then, a faint voice crackled through the speakers.

“Is this camera on? Wait—” came a soft, curious voice, accompanied by a giggle. The screen remained black for a moment before it shifted, the lens jostling to life. It focused shakily on Rumi’s mother—Mi-Yeong, her face lit with a mixture of concentration and amusement. “Is it? How does this work?” she asked, tilting her head at the camera.

A second face appeared beside her, framed by dark hair tied neatly into a bun. It was Celine, her small, playful smile tugging at her lips. She leaned in, glancing at the lens, her expression a mix of curiosity and mischief. Mi-Yeong gave the camera a bright smile, her eyes sparkling as Jinu unconsciously leaned closer to the screen.

“Oh! Wait, I think it’s working now—look, there’s a red light in the corner,” Mi-Yeong said, pointing at the small glowing dot on the side of the camera. Celine squinted at it, then broke into a grin. “Then good! Let’s start our practice!” she exclaimed, her excitement bubbling over as she almost bounced on her feet. But before anything else could happen, the camera was abruptly snatched from Mi-Yeong’s hands.

“Hey!” Mi-Yeong’s surprised protest came from somewhere off-screen. A third woman appeared in frame, her hair a chaotic explosion of messy curls sticking out in every direction. Lisa’s wide grin lit up her face as she laughed loudly. “Lookie who’s here!” she teased, holding the camera at arm’s length. But before she could say anything more, the scene blurred and shifted again—Celine had taken the camera back, her lips pulled into a pout.

“You could’ve broken the camera, Lisa!” Celine whined, her voice tinged with mock indignation.

Lisa snorted, raising an eyebrow. “I don’t think the camera’s that fragile, Celine.”

“Well, you never know,” Celine huffed, shooting her a look. Mi-Yeong’s amused tone chimed in from somewhere off to the side. “It’s fine, Celine. The camera’s tougher than you think.” But just as she said it, the screen shook violently and went black as Mi-Yeong accidentally pressed her palm against the lens in an attempt to reposition it.

“Oops! Sorry!” Mi-Yeong’s laugh rang out, and the light returned as the camera refocused. This time, all three women stood together posing in front of the lens, grinning brightly. “Take one!” Lisa shouted, throwing an arm around Mi-Yeong’s shoulders. Mi-Yeong giggled, while Celine, standing to the left, clapped her hands over her ears in exaggerated irritation.

“Let’s not mess this up,” Celine said, her voice playful as she reached out to poke Lisa in the ribs. Lisa danced away, her laughter ringing through the room, narrowly avoiding the ticklish jab.

“Take one, cut!” Mi-Yeong declared with a dramatic wave of her hand. She tilted her head thoughtfully. “Is this how they do it with actors?”

Lisa snapped her fingers confidently. “Actually, yeah.”

“Of course you’d know,” Celine teased, rolling her eyes. “You’ve already acted, Lisa.”

Lisa’s grin widened. “I was just a side character, though. Totally unfair! I could’ve been so badass doing those fight scenes. Do you know how agile I am?” She dropped into an exaggerated fighting stance, miming punches and bow forms while making over-the-top sound effects.

Celine giggled, backing up slightly. “You’re wasting half the camera’s storage with this nonsense. We should delete this clip and redo it.” She stepped closer to the lens, her finger hovering over the button.

“Keep it,” Mi-Yeong called from off-screen, her tone light.

Celine paused, glancing straight into the camera with a raised brow. Then, she shrugged and turned back toward the others. “’Kay. Let’s take two, then,” she mumbled, her voice close to the mic.

The screen cut abruptly, transitioning to a new scene. The three women were dancing now, the faint sound of upbeat music playing in the background. Their movements were lively, filled with energy and laughter, though not without a few stumbles. 

Halfway through, Lisa misstepped, almost tripping over her own feet.

Both Celine and Mi-Yeong burst out laughing, their joy contagious as Lisa froze mid-motion, cheeks flushing with embarrassment. “Sorry! Again!” Lisa said sheepishly, scratching the back of her head.

Just as Jinu leaned in closer, trying to catch a better glimpse of the screen— because god the quality was shit , the elevator chimed loudly. Startled, he quickly pressed the pause button on the VHS player, the grainy image freezing with a faint whir. He turned toward the elevator, heart thumping a little harder than he’d like to admit.

The elevator doors slid open with a soft whoosh. Rumi and the girls spilled into the apartment, their voices overlapping in animated conversation. Zoey, especially, was mid-ramble about turtles and tigers—who would win in a fight, and why—her words cascading over everyone else’s until they all paused in unison. Their eyes landed on Jinu, who sat cross-legged on the rug in the living room, caught in the act.

Beom, who had been lounging beside him, looked up as well, clearly caught off guard. “Jinu, you’re home early—” Rumi started, shooting him a grin, but her words trailed off as she caught sight of what was paused on the TV.

Zoey was quicker. “ Oh my god! Sunlight Sisters! Where did you get those tapes?” she squealed, practically vaulting over the back of the sofa to land beside Jinu. He let out a nervous laugh as she bounced next to him, eyes wide with excitement.

Quickly, he pressed the eject button on the VHS player, the machine whirring and clunking as it spat out the tape. Jinu retrieved it carefully, slipping it back into its dusty cardboard box.

“I got it from Celine,” he explained.

“You went to Celine? What for?” Mira asked, echoing the curious look Rumi shot him as they both approached, Rumi’s steps slowing as she took in the tapes.

Jinu stood up, letting Zoey eagerly sift through the box, her fingers dancing across faded labels. “Uh, she called me. Said she wanted me to bring this box to you. I watched a couple tapes… I saw your mother, Rumi. She seems lovely,” Jinu added with a gentle smile.

Rumi stared at the box, her breath catching. It was unmistakable—the box she used to sneak up to the attic for, just to watch her mother’s old practice sessions, concerts, and home videos. The sight of it made her chest ache with nostalgia and something heavier. “Thanks, Jinu. I should probably call Celine later to thank her. I can’t believe the VHS player still works—the thing’s ancient.”

Jinu shrugged, grinning sheepishly. “The internet works wonders. Here, this is one of the concerts I watched.” He crouched down beside Zoey, who was still rifling through the tapes, looking lost among the nearly identical cases. Jinu gently plucked out the tape he’d watched earlier, the only one with its original box art—Rumi’s mother, Celine, and Lisa smiling on the cover, faded but unmistakable.

“Here,” he said, handing it to Rumi. She took it with trembling hands, her fingers brushing over the old plastic, a smile breaking through even as her eyes shimmered.

“This is so cool, I haven’t seen tapes like these in forever—let alone a working player,” Mira said, crouching beside Zoey to admire the vintage VHS player resting beneath the TV.

“Yeah, these little bad boys cost a ton now. Vintage gold.” Zoey patted the player affectionately, as if it were a faithful old pet. “We should totally watch some tapes. Is that okay, Rumi?” Mira asked, looking up.

Rumi nodded, her grin genuine, her eyes bright with unshed tears. “Go ahead. Seriously, let’s do it.”

Jinu watched as the girls gathered around, as small smile on his face.

Chapter 33

Notes:

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JINU LOVES RUMI . Loves her more than words can ever capture. For him, even the word love seems too small, too simple, to encompass everything he feels for her. And honestly, almost everyone he knows is well aware of this. Jinu has never been one to hide his affection—his liking for Rumi is an open secret. If he wants to hold her hand, he does. If he feels like hugging her, he doesn't hesitate, whether they're ensconced in the comfort of their shared room or outside in the world, with Rumi tucked away in her incognito mode, always careful and cautious.

Usually, it’s Jinu who initiates these small, intimate gestures. He’s unabashedly touchy—he simply can’t get enough of her, and the act of holding her close soothes him in ways nothing else can. It’s a simple thing, really, but it grounds him, calms him, makes the noise in his head a bit quieter. Call him cheesy, but it’s the truth.

But there’s something that’s been bothering him lately…

Jinu’s eyes flutter open when he feels something sharp poking into his side. For a moment, confusion fogs his mind. Where is he? Which way is up, which way is down? Then he blinks, the warm, familiar scent of their room settling around him, and realizes he’s in his own bed, with Rumi curled up behind him—spooning him, her arm draped possessively across his waist.

The real question is: why is he awake?

“Agh,” Jinu winces as the poking sensation intensifies, and he glances down to see Rumi’s fingers digging into his side. Her nails—sharp and unyielding—prod at him through the thin fabric of his shirt.

Were her nails always this long? Did she get them manicured again? He recalls her mentioning once how she likes to visit that tiny salon, the one with the pastel walls and the faint smell of acetone. She’d come home with her nails painted in soft, dreamy colors, sometimes adorned with tiny flowers or geometric shapes.

But as he gently disentangles her fingers from his side, lifting her hand to examine it in the dim light, he notices there’s no sign of polish—no glossy sheen, no pastel hues. Her nails are bare, unadorned, but clean. Definitely not fresh from a salon. Still, they’re longer than he remembers.

Maybe she’s been too busy to trim them. Or maybe she’s just forgotten. Either way, he makes a mental note to remind her tomorrow—or maybe he’ll do it himself, just to care for her in this small, intimate way.

He smiles to himself, pressing a kiss to her knuckles before tucking her hand gently beneath the covers. 

And that’s exactly what he did the next morning. Before heading out for work, while Rumi was standing at the sink brushing her teeth, Jinu grabbed the nail clippers and quietly took her hand in his.

“What are you doing?” Rumi mumbled, her words muffled by the toothbrush.

“Cutting your nails. Just how you like it,” Jinu replied, settling onto the closed toilet lid. He cradled her hand gently, carefully clipping her pinky nail before moving on to her other fingers. Rumi raised an eyebrow but let him continue, switching her toothbrush to her left hand as she hummed in approval.

“Thanks,” she managed to say, grinning at him, mouth foamy with toothpaste. Jinu only hummed in response, focused on his task. He thought that was the end of it—a small domestic moment, a simple act of care.

But that same night, or rather, the early hours of the next morning, Jinu woke around 2 AM to a familiar, sharp sensation pressing into his back. Rumi was curled up behind him, arms wrapped tight around his waist, her face smushed into his chest as if she never wanted to let him go.

For a second, Jinu just blinked in confusion. Hadn’t he just cut her nails? He carefully tried to shift away, not wanting to wake her, and gently brought her hands into the slant of moonlight that spilled in from the balcony window.

What he saw made his breath hitch.

Her nails—again, unmanicured and bare—were long. Longer than they had been that morning. And sharp. Almost talon-like, catching the moonlight in a way that made the hair on his arms stand up.

It was possible… No, it was more than possible.

Rumi’s dragon lineage. He’d always known it was a possibility—her father, after all, was not entirely human, you can call it a dragon posing as a human–or demon? Ugh he’s too tired to think.  

That night, when she’d kissed him with such fire he ended up with a bleeding shredded tongue from all her biting, he’d brushed it off as her demon side acting up. Demons, after all, were known for their wildness. But—

But Jinu had never heard of demons whose nails grew overnight. He certainly didn’t care about his own nails, and he doubted the lesser demons did either. This… this was something else.

Rumi already knew about her father, about the dragon blood in her veins. She’d never been certain how much of it was in her, or what it meant. But now, as Jinu stared at her hand in the pale light, he couldn’t help but think: Maybe it’s not just her demon side. Maybe it’s the dragon.

He knows nothing about dragons. Not really. Just fragments from that memory or dream he had gotten. After almost dying, ehem!—how enormous and playful they seemed when he’d glimpsed them from afar, how their laughter rumbled through the valleys and how, oddly enough, they’d always seemed to enjoy his music. But really, those were just memories, and playfulness or a love for music weren’t exactly exclusive to dragons.

And Rumi wasn’t growing scales or suddenly flying around. She wasn’t sprouting large horns or roaring in her sleep. She just… had nails that grew way too fast.

“Your girlfriend is turning into a dragon?” Abby asked, blinking in confusion. He paused mid-type on his laptop, one eyebrow raised as Jinu paced the floor of the flower shop, broom in hand.

Jinu shot him a look. “I’m serious, Abby. It’s possible. She is half-dragon, after all.”

“Are you sure you’ve been sleeping?” Abby grinned, the corners of his mouth twitching with amusement.

Jinu rolled his eyes, gripping the broom tighter. “Very funny. Listen, her nails—they grow overnight. Every time I cut them, by the next morning, they’re long and sharp again. That’s gotta mean something, right?”

Abby leaned back, folding his arms. “Any actual proof? Other than… impressive nail growth?”

Jinu hesitated, then admitted, “Well, not yet. But it’s weird. I feel like I should warn her, you know? But what if it’s just a demon thing? I’d look ridiculous.” He scowled, cheeks burning.

Abby watched him pace, his gaze following Jinu’s nervous orbit like a cat tracking a particularly frantic mouse. “Relax, Jinu. Just tell her. Better to be safe than sorry. And hey, maybe her mom’s side is just stronger. Not all dragon stuff has to show up, right?” Abby smirked, eyes bright with mischief.

Jinu shook his head. “No, Abby. Trust me—it’s her father’s genes.” He sounded so sure, it almost convinced himself.

“If you say so,” Abby replied, already turning his attention back to his laptop, the conversation apparently filed away.

That’s when Jinu decided: he was going to do this. No more secrets, no more awkward avoidance. He’d just tell Rumi. He owed her that much, even if it made him feel like the awkward parent in those American movies Zoey made him watch—the ones where adults sat their kids down for “the talk.” It felt exactly like that, except instead of puberty, it was… dragon puberty?

He imagined the scene in his head: inviting Rumi to sit down, telling her to take a deep breath, launching into a rambling speech about how he’d love her no matter what—even if she woke up one day with wings and scales. And then, finally, confessing that she might, just maybe, be showing signs of turning into a dragon.

Straightforward. No icebreakers. No beating around the bush. Just the facts.

Did it sound like a perfect plan?

Absolutely not.

Jinu grimaced, crossing out the idea in his notebook. The one that was supposed to be for music, but had long ago become a chaotic mess of flower doodles, half-finished lyrics, and now—awkward lists of ways to break the news that your girlfriend might be part dragon.

The truth was, he only had one piece of evidence: her nails. Her ever-growing, impossible-to-manage nails.

Not exactly the smoking gun of dragon transformation.

Jinu sighed, staring at the messy page, wondering for the hundredth time if he was overthinking it.

“What are you doing?”

The voice was sudden, right behind his ear. Mira’s face appeared in Jinu’s periphery, upside-down and far too close. He nearly levitated off the sofa in shock, rolling clumsily onto the floor with a thud that startled the two tigers napping at the window, their striped tails flicking in annoyance at the interruption. Outside, rain pattered steadily against the glass, turning the world a soft, silver-grey.

“What the hell, Mira!” Jinu sputtered, scrambling to his feet as Mira plopped into the spot he’d just vacated. “Can’t you see I’m busy?”

Arching an eyebrow, Mira plucked the notebook from his grasp before he could react. She flipped through it, her brow furrowing in confusion as sketches and scrawled notes flashed by. “This? What are you writing, dude?” she asked, lips twitching with amusement.

Jinu lunged for the notebook, but Mira danced back, holding it just out of reach. “You got a secret?” she teased, a sly smirk tugging at her mouth.

“Of course not! Give that back,” Jinu snapped, his tone somewhere between exasperated and pleading. He finally managed to snatch the notebook from her hands. Mira just laughed, her eyes bright with mischief.

“You look so serious over there, scribbling like the world’s about to end,” she said, draping herself across the sofa in a dramatic sprawl.

Jinu flopped down beside her with a groan, slamming the notebook shut. “Don’t mess with me, Mira. I’m not in the mood.”

She only grinned, nudging him with her elbow. “You look stressed,” she observed, as if announcing the weather.

“Thank you for your insight, which I absolutely didn’t ask for,” Jinu shot back, pressing the heels of his hands to his eyes.

“Come on, man,” Mira insisted, her tone softening as she nudged him again. “What’s got you like this? Seriously.”

Jinu hesitated, then sighed and cracked open his notebook, turning it so she could see his sprawling plans and lists, the margins crowded with frantic notes. In one corner, a wobbly sketch of a dragon—more dehydrated lizard than majestic beast.

Mira snorted, covering her mouth with her hand. “Pff! What is this supposed to be?” she giggled, wiping tears from her eyes.

Jinu glared. “It’s not funny. Rumi might be showing signs of… well, of being a dragon. But I don’t have solid proof yet.”

Mira’s laughter faded, replaced by curiosity. “A dragon? Like, a literal dragon?”

Jinu nodded, tapping a small note in the margin. “Her nails are growing—like, really fast. Way more than normal. That’s one sign.”

Mira burst out laughing again, shaking her head. “Oh my god, you’re killing me, Jinu. This is wild.”

He stamped down his frustration, lowering his voice. “I’m serious, Mira. If I’m right, Rumi’s life could be at stake. We have to be careful.”

Mira sobered, her gaze sharpening as she studied his face. “Alright, alright. I get it. So, Rumi could be a dragon.”

Jinu nodded, determination flickering in his eyes. “Exactly.”

“Yes, I have no proof, but have you noticed anything strange with Rumi? Anything at all?” Jinu asked, his voice tight with urgency.

Mira leaned back, tapping her fingers on her knee as she considered. “Mhm… Well, I mean, she’s always been her own weird self. Rumi’s just… Rumi, you know?” She shrugged, lips quirking in a small smile.

Jinu let out a frustrated huff. “Not like that—ugh, never mind. I’ve been doing some research about dragons, but none of it really explains how a dragon would act.” He unlocked his phone, scrolling through open tabs and screenshots.

“Well, duh. Dragons don’t exist for most people,” Mira said, rolling her eyes. “But we’re not like most people, are we?” She picked up his notebook again, flipping through the pages. His handwriting was ridiculously neat—Mira always thought it looked like something out of an old royal diary. She glanced at Jinu, who was watching her like a hawk. “So?”

“So?” Jinu echoed, expectation thick in his voice.

“So, so…” Mira shrugged and handed his notebook back. “I mean, Rumi is Rumi. I really can’t see anything different about her, not that stands out anyway.” She frowned, digging deeper in her memory. “I mean, she gets moody sometimes, but that’s normal for her.”

Jinu’s eyes narrowed. “You’re thinking. That means you’ve noticed something.”

Mira sighed, rubbing her forehead. “I don’t know. Maybe. She’s been a lot easier to anger lately—but that could just be stress. We’ve all been working hard on the new single, and she’s been kind of prickly and quiet, but she’s done that before. Like when she was hiding her demon marks…”

She paused, realization dawning. “Wait. Are you saying Rumi might be hiding the signs from us again?”

Jinu was nibbling on his thumb, lost in thought. He shrugged. “Could be. But she would have told me—unless… maybe it’s something about having dragon blood. Maybe it’s tied to her emotions. When she gets excited, she turns. It’s possible the same thing happens with other strong feelings.”

Mira’s eyes widened. “Wait, so you saw her turn?”

Jinu hesitated, suddenly awkward. “Ah, well—it was… Look, we were—” He made vague gestures with his hands.

Mira’s eyes sparkled mischievously. “Having sex!? Jinu! Did you at least use a condom?” she shrieked, just as he hurled a pillow at her, face flaming.

“Shut up! That’s not what we were doing,” he hissed, barely able to hide his embarrassment. “We were just kissing.”

Mira was laughing so hard she had to wipe tears from her eyes. “Sorry, sorry. Continue, please.”

Jinu glared at her, cheeks flushed, looking for all the world like an irritated cat. “Right. So, we were kissing, and suddenly her teeth—they got sharper. Sharper than a normal demon’s. And her eyes, too—they turned into slits. At first, I thought it was just her demon side. But now… I’m wondering if what we always thought was her demon side could have been her dragon side all along. The demon marks are just a plus, since Chwisaeng became a demon. But maybe she’s always been more than that.”

He rambled on, hands gesturing wildly as he tried to piece everything together, the rain still beating softly against the window.

“Well, that would explain a lot,” Mira mused, her voice thoughtful. “Her father’s a dragon. If she inherited his blood along with the demon side… it makes sense she’d have both.”

A sudden thunderclap split the air outside, flooding the living room with a stark, white flash. For a moment, everything was suspended in the harsh light—the rain, the shadows, even the tension in the room.

Jinu glanced instinctively at the wide window, watching the rivulets of rain racing down the glass. His tigers were uneasy: Jangsu’s head was tilted, her ears pressed flat against her skull as she stared at the stormy sky. Derpy had wedged himself between Beom and Soohorang, both of whom rumbled with anxious, low growls.

“Where’s Rumi right now?” Jinu asked, his voice tight with concern.

Mira frowned, glancing at the clock. “She’s just in the studio,” she said. “Brought down some tapes and the old VHS player earlier. I think she’s just watching something down there. Why?”

Jinu stood abruptly, the strange heaviness in his chest growing. “Is she alone?”

“Yeah, pretty sure. Why?” Mira rose too, watching him carefully.

He hesitated, chewing his bottom lip. A pang of sadness—of worry—spread through him, more intense than he expected. “Let’s go to her. Just for a minute.”

As if in response, another crash of thunder shook the apartment, both of them flinching as the windows rattled.

They exchanged a startled look. “Jeez,” Mira muttered, peering out at the rain. “Weather forecast said it’d be sunny today.”

Jinu didn’t wait; he was already halfway to the elevator. “Come on,” he called, urgency in his voice.

Mira grabbed her phone and hurried after him.

 

LONG AGO , many believed that a dragon’s heart could grant immortality—a wellspring of vitality, strength, and power, the very essence of godhood. Dragons were revered as protectors of all: majestic and wise, their scaled bodies shimmered with iridescent colors, and their gleaming, glowing horns lit up the darkest forests. Legends told how they nurtured the world, guiding humans, animals, and nature alike with gentle wisdom and quiet might.

Yet, such beauty drew envy and desire. Not all hearts beat with gratitude. Kings and queens, warlords and thieves—men and women alike—longed for the dragon’s heart. Power was an intoxicating dream. Immortality, the greatest prize of all. With a dragon’s heart, it was whispered, you could do anything: resurrect the dead, heal incurable sickness, reign eternal, or shape the fate of realms.

But old stories also warned: to consume a dragon’s heart was to risk death. No human, no beast, could withstand the ancient poison sealed within—venom born of ages, hidden behind the dragon’s kindness.

For all the joy they brought, every dragon bore a terrible burden. Deep within, they harbored sorrows and hatreds they could never show. Should their true anger surface, their divinity would be stripped away.

“Brother! Brother! Look!” Mei’s shrill cry shattered the hush of dusk, her voice high with both fear and excitement. Her face was as pale as the snow crunching beneath her worn boots—the boots her mother had stitched last winter, already letting in the cold. Behind her, her older brother Chun heaved a dead deer, its legs dragging furrows through the fresh drifts. His hands were bloody, the bow across his chest still taut, quiver rattling at his hip.

“A dragon? Don’t joke, Mei,” Chun groaned, his words fogging in the frigid air. He was tired—too tired for games—his breath ragged from the long walk and the weight of their hard-won kill. They needed to hurry. Night was falling, and Father would be waiting to dress the deer before the frost set in.

But Mei had already darted ahead, her mittened hand clamping around his wrist, pulling him with surprising strength. “Brother, look! There!” Her voice trembled with awe.

Then Chun saw it, and the deer slipped from his grasp with a dull, final thud. He froze, rooted by both terror and wonder. “A… a dragon…” he breathed, eyes wide with disbelief.

Mei’s short black hair clung to her forehead, damp with sweat beneath her thick fur coat. She grinned at Chun, her eyes alight with a reckless joy. “Let’s get closer!” she cried, already scampering ahead.

“No! Stop, Mei!” Chun called, dropping the deer’s carcas and stumbling after her. She knelt beside the massive creature, its long body half-buried in snow like a fallen monument. Its scales caught what little light remained, opalescent but dulled, as if the world itself mourned.

“So beautiful…” Mei whispered, reaching out with trembling hands to touch the dragon’s snout—so cold, it seemed to drink the warmth from her skin. The horns, once said to glow with living magic, were now dull and lifeless.

Mei remembered her grandmother’s stories: that a dragon’s horn glowed with the power of the stars, that it was the secret of their flight and their grace. But these horns had lost their light. The dragon’s eyes, half-lidded and gray, stared sightlessly into the gathering night.

Chun staggered to her side, panting, his cheeks flushed from the cold and the run. “Never run off like that again, Mei!” he scolded, voice shaking more than he’d admit.

Mei ignored him. “It must be so cold…” she murmured, shrugging off her heavy coat in a futile gesture of kindness.

Chun caught her arm, pulling the coat back over her shoulders. “Stop, Mei. That dragon isn’t cold. That dragon is dead.” His voice faltered as he pointed to the empty gaze, the silent horn.

“D-Dead? No! It’s only sleeping!” Mei cried, stamping her feet, her cheeks puffed in anger. Tears threatened, glimmering in her eyes.

Chun sighed, rolling his eyes with weary patience. “Mei… the dragon is really dead,” he groaned, but Mei only huffed in defiance. She scooped up a fistful of snow, packed it tight, and hurled it straight at him.

The snowball struck Chun square in the face. He sputtered, brushing icy shards from his cheeks, but before he could react, Mei was already sprinting away—her boots kicking up powder as she dashed back toward the distant glow of their campfire.

“Mei!” Chun shouted, frustration sharpening his voice. He cast one last glance at the silent, massive shape of the dragon before turning and chasing after his little sister. Grumbling, he circled back for the deer, grabbing its back legs and dragging it along the trail of Mei’s footprints.

He trudged into camp, the familiar canvas tents huddled together against the cold. His mother stood waiting, her long dark hair stark against the snow, strands fluttering in the gentle, biting wind. The firelight softened her features, but her brow was furrowed with concern.

“Chun! Where have you been? And why is your sister crying?” Her voice was equal parts stern and worried.

Chun hesitated, glancing at Mei—who stood with her back to them, shoulders shaking. “Sorry, Mother. Mei saw… a dead dragon.”

A shadow flickered across his mother’s face. For a moment, her eyes darted out toward the empty tundra. Then she shook her head briskly. “A dead dragon? Nonsense. Let’s not dwell on such things. Take that deer to your father, and get inside before you both freeze,” she said, her tone brooking no argument.

“Yes, Mother,” Chun replied, bowing his head. He hauled the deer to his father, who waited by the fire, knife already in hand. Chun watched as his father gutted and cleaned the animal, steam curling from the fresh meat in the night air. Chun helped skin the deer in silence, fingers stiff with cold and worry.

That night, after a simple meal, Chun and Mei lay side by side on their thin mats, staring up at the patched canvas above. The wind pressed softly against the tent, and moonlight spilled in, silvering the space between them. Neither was quite ready to sleep.

Mei broke the silence first, her voice barely more than a sad breath. “Chun… is that dragon really dead?”

Chun hesitated, listening to her quiet sniffle. “Maybe… maybe it’s just sleeping,” he whispered at last, not sure if it was for her sake or his own.

Mei’s eyes went wide with hope. She turned, propping herself up on her elbow. “Really? Then—then maybe tomorrow, we can try waking it up?”

Chun shook his head, voice gentle but tired. “Let’s not. Mother said we shouldn’t go back.” He glanced at her, watching disappointment settle over her face. The moonlight traced the curve of her cheek, catching on her unshed tears.

“But… what if the dragon forgets to wake up?” Mei whispered, voice trembling.

Chun reached out, brushing her hair from her eyes. “It won’t,” he promised softly.

Mei rolled away, her back to him, arms hugged tight around her knees. “You’re just scared,” she mumbled, her voice muffled by the blanket.

“I’m not scared—I just don’t want you to get hurt. What if it wakes up and eats you, huh?” Chun retorted, voice rising with frustration.

Mei shot him a stubborn glare. “It would never! Grandmother said dragons eat fruit, not humans,” she insisted, crossing her arms.

Chun groaned, rolling his eyes. “Grandmother is always making things up,” he muttered under his breath, just loud enough for Mei to hear.

Mei’s cheeks puffed out as she huffed. “Fine! Be like that. I’m not coming with you tomorrow, no matter what!” She turned away, her small back rigid with indignation.

Chun rolled over too, grumbling into his blanket. “Hah, not like you have a choice, you’re stuck with me.”

Morning came with a pale, cold sun and the river’s song threading through the camp. Chun found his mother kneeling at the water’s edge, hands plunged into the icy current as she scrubbed their clothes. The ends of her dress were wet and her fingers red from the cold, but she hummed softly, lost in thought.

Chun crouched beside her, shy but wanting to help. “Good morning, Mother.”

She glanced up, her smile gentle. Her breath hung in the air like smoke. “Good morning, my dear Chun.”

“I want to help,” he said, reaching for a shirt.

She laughed, the sound bright in the chill air. “No need, my son. What would really help is keeping an eye on your sister.”

Chun frowned, lips twisting. “Mei’s mad at me,” he confessed quietly.

“Oh?” his mother teased, tilting her head, eyes twinkling with amusement. “Why is that?”

“She wants to go back to the dragon… and I told her no.” He picked at a loose thread on his sleeve.

His mother’s face grew serious. “That’s good, Chun. You shouldn’t go near such dangerous places.”

“But… Grandmother keeps telling Mei those stories about dragons. It just makes her even more curious about that dead dragon.” Chun bit his lip, troubled.

His mother only hummed, shaking her head with a fond smile. “That’s just her way. You know how Mei is.”

Chun’s frown deepened. “Mother, can’t you just tell Mei not to go near the dragon?”

She laughed again, light and unbothered. “Yes, I will, don’t worry. Now, go find your sister, all right?”

Chun nodded, standing and brushing the snow from his knees. He hurried back to their tent, where he found his grandmother perched on her old wooden stool, mending his fur coat with nimble fingers. Beside her, Mei sat enraptured, chin on her knees.

“A dragon’s heart can grant any being immortality, strength, and cure any disease—” their grandmother was saying, her voice low and mysterious.

“Grandmother, you really shouldn’t keep telling Mei those stories,” Chun huffed, arms crossed. Mei whirled toward him, face crumpling in a pout.

“You! Why do you always have to ruin it? Please, Grandmother, keep going!” Mei whined, tugging the old woman’s sleeve.

Their grandmother chuckled softly, looking up at Chun through the wispy veil of her white hair. “My dear Chun, do you not wish to hear about the dragons?”

“No, thank you, Grandmother. I just came for Mei.” Chun’s tone was stubborn as he met Mei’s glare. “I have to practice with my bow soon. Mei should come with me—I want to teach her, too.”

Their grandmother hummed, returning to her stitching. “Alright, but don’t you want to wait for your coat?”

Chun waved off the suggestion. “It’s fine. Come on, Mei.”

With a dramatic sigh, Mei left her grandmother’s side, dragging her feet as she followed Chun.

“I don’t want to learn your stupid bow, brother,” Mei muttered, dragging her feet as Chun led her deeper into the woods. The path twisted beneath a canopy of trembling leaves, dappled sunlight flickering across the ground. Chun moved ahead, pausing occasionally to check the tall pines marked with crude X’s—wounds he’d scratched into the bark with his dagger, their way of never getting lost. They stopped at last before a massive old oak, its trunk scarred with clustered arrow marks, each one a silent testament to long hours of practice.

“Well, you have to learn to hunt soon, Mei,” Chun said, unclasping the bow he’d strapped to his chest. The wood was worn smooth where his hand always rested. He handed it to Mei, who took it with a reluctant grunt, her fingers small against the polished grip. With a patient sigh, Chun offered her an arrow, its red-fletched feathers bright against the green.

“Here,” he said gently, crouching behind her. He guided her arms, careful and slow, his hands warm over hers. “Keep your body straight. Don’t let your arms shake.” His voice was soft, almost reassuring.

Mei shifted her weight, lips pressed together in concentration. “And don’t hold it too tight—” Chun added.

“Okay! I got it, okay?” Mei burst out, cheeks flushed with frustration. Chun only stepped back with a faint, amused snort.

“Alright then. I’d like to see you try,” he said, a teasing edge in his tone. Mei shot him a glare out of the corner of her eye, then loosed the arrow. It sailed wide, thudding into a distant patch of snow instead of the tree.

Chun couldn’t help but laugh. “You got it, huh?” he teased, and Mei groaned, stamping her foot. “It’s cold. My hands hurt,” she complained, blowing on her fingers.

Chun rolled his eyes, then stripped off his own leather gloves and pressed them into her hands, ignoring her half-hearted protest. “Why aren’t you wearing your gloves? Didn’t Father and Mother always tell you not to forget them?” he scolded gently. Mei sniffed, pulling on the gloves, which hung a little loose at the fingertips.

“They’re itchy. I hate them. Yours always look and feel better,” she grumbled, flexing her gloved hands.

Chun buckled the straps for her, grinning despite himself. “Then keep mine. I’ll ask Grandmother to make me a new pair.” He ruffled her hair. “Now come on, let’s find the arrow.”

He slung the bow over his shoulder and trudged through the underbrush, following the arrow’s wild flight. The scent of wet earth and pine needles filled the air, and somewhere nearby, the river whispered over stones, a path back to their camp. Chun kicked aside tangled roots and brush, searching the grassy floor.

Behind him, Mei stood shivering, rubbing her gloved hands together for warmth. “Have you found it yet?” she called, impatience clear in her voice.

“Almost. Give me a second,” Chun called back, scanning the ground. His arrows were easy to spot in the wild—he always dyed the fletching a bright, unmistakable red, so they wouldn’t disappear in the greenery or snow.

“There it is,” he said finally, spotting the flash of red by the riverbank. Without hesitation, he splashed across the shallows, cold water biting up to his waist and soaking through his trousers. He shivered but pressed on, yanking the arrow free from the snow.

In the middle of their trek, Chun tripped, his footing giving way beneath him. He tumbled headfirst into the river, the icy water swallowing him whole. With a gasp, he surfaced, his body drenched and trembling as the cold seeped into his bones. Stumbling out of the river, he shivered uncontrollably, his breath coming out in visible puffs.

“Damn my life,” he muttered under his breath, wiping his dripping face with a trembling hand.

“You're so slow! And why are you wet?” Mei's voice carried over to him, her tone filled with a mixture of impatience and curiosity. Chun shook his head, his teeth chattering as he tried to suppress the shivers wracking his body. The cold permeated his clothes, and he knew it wouldn’t be long before the chill became unbearable.

“Come on, let’s hurry home. I need to change,” Chun said, his voice thick and uneven as his nose began to run. His steps were sluggish, his soaked boots squelching with each movement.

Mei frowned, her hands on her hips as she walked beside him. “Maybe you shouldn’t have come out here in the first place. You should’ve waited for Grandma to finish fixing your fur coat.”

Chun groaned inwardly. She was right, of course. Maybe this outing wasn’t such a great idea after all. The cold was biting, and his grandmother had only just started mending the tear in his coat. “Are you getting sick?” Mei asked, her voice laced with concern as she noticed the way he rubbed his arms and sniffled.

“Maybe. Soon. Let’s hurry,” Chun replied, his voice clipped as he focused on placing one foot in front of the other. The ache in his limbs was growing, and every gust of wind felt like a knife against his skin.

Mei pouted. “Serves you right!” she declared, stopping suddenly. Her voice rang out in a scream.

Chun turned to her, raising a brow. “ What now? ” he asked, his irritation barely masked. “Hey, being sick is bad in this weather. Let’s just go home.”

He walked back to her, tugging at her hand, but Mei stubbornly planted her feet. “No! I don’t want to! You deserve to get sick!” she huffed, crossing her arms. Her cheeks puffed out in defiance as Chun blinked at her, a mixture of disbelief and growing annoyance on his face.

You little—” Chun growled, cutting himself off as another violent shiver coursed through him. The cold was creeping back up his legs, numbing his chest. He was freezing. He needed to get home—now.

Without another word, Chun grabbed Mei by the hood of her coat, lifting her off the ground as she let out a startled yell. “Hey! Put me down!” she cried, flailing her arms, but Chun ignored her protests. His breath came out in shaky puffs as he trudged forward, his body screaming for warmth.

As they reached the family tent, Chun’s mother greeted them at the entrance. Her eyes widened in alarm the moment she saw him. “My goodness, Chun! You’re freezing—and so pale!” she exclaimed, rushing to his side as he released Mei, who scampered inside.

“I... I fell in the river. I can’t feel my toes or hands,” Chun stammered, his voice weak. His legs buckled slightly, and his mother quickly wrapped an arm around him, guiding him inside.

If he’d been alone, he would’ve collapsed in the woods and let the cold claim him. But Mei was with him—he couldn’t let her down. He had to get her home.

“Here, warm yourself up. Let’s get you out of those wet clothes,” his mother said, her voice steady despite the worry in her eyes. She helped him settle in front of the stone furnace, the fire crackling softly. His body trembled violently, his breath coming out in broken gasps as he coughed.

“Thank you,” he whispered hoarsely, allowing her to strip away the soaked layers and replace them with dry, warm clothes. She rolled out a thick fleece blanket, wrapping it tightly around him. For the first time, he felt a sliver of comfort.

“I’ll get you some warm water,” she said, taking his hands in hers to warm them. But she froze when her eyes fell on his fingertips. They were blackened, the skin dark and lifeless.

Chun followed her gaze, his heart sinking. “Where are your gloves, Chun?” she asked, her voice trembling. Her brows furrowed deeply as she rubbed his hands, desperate to restore some warmth.

“I gave them to Mei,” he said quietly. His mother’s face grew pale as worry etched itself deeper into her expression.

That night, Chun was separated from the rest of the family. His father erected a small tent nearby, layering it with furs and blankets to keep him warm. His mother stayed close, tending to him as his breath grew more labored.

But by morning, Chun did not wake .

Mei sat at the breakfast table, poking at her food with a worried frown. Her brother’s absence was a heavy weight on her chest. After the meal, she couldn’t resist any longer. She crept into Chun’s tent, her small feet silent on the packed snow.

Inside, he lay motionless beneath the layers of blankets, his face pale and his breath faint. His lashes fluttered slightly, but Mei could tell something was wrong.

“Why’s he still sleeping?” Mei whispered to herself, sitting beside him. Her small hands reached out, brushing his forehead. It was icy. Chun had never felt like this before.

“Did he seriously get sick?” she muttered, her voice rising in frustration. “Why does big brother have to be so stupid?!”

She stomped out of the tent, fuming. As she stepped into the main tent, she spotted her grandmother, carefully folding Chun’s fur coat. Her hands moved slowly, almost reverently, as if the coat were something fragile.

“Is that brother’s fur coat?” Mei asked, her voice wavering. She approached her grandmother, her small fists clenched at her sides.

“It is. I’ve finally finished fixing it for him,” her grandmother said softly, holding the fur coat up with care. The stitching was neat and precise, and the coat looked as sturdy as ever. “Do you want to give it to him?”

Mei pouted, crossing her arms tightly over her chest. “No way! Brother is so stupid for getting sick,” she growled, huffing as her cheeks flushed with frustration.

For a brief moment, her grandmother’s face faltered, her expression turning pale and sorrowful. But then she smiled, though it didn’t quite reach her eyes. “Then I will give it to him myself,” she said gently. “Have you visited your brother yet?”

Mei nodded quickly, glancing away. “I did,” she admitted, kicking at the ground.

Her grandmother studied her for a moment before standing. “Come with me,” she said, her voice calm but firm. Mei hesitated, her lips pressing into a thin line. But when her grandmother began walking toward Chun’s tent, Mei had no choice but to follow.

They reached the small, makeshift shelter, its entrance flapping lazily in the cold breeze. Mei stopped just outside, watching as her grandmother ducked inside. The tent felt heavy, like the air itself was weighed down by something unspoken. Mei stayed back, her fingers fidgeting with the hem of her coat as she strained to listen.

Inside, she could hear her grandmother’s soft, soothing voice. And then, faintly, Chun’s weak coughing.

“Chun, it’s your fur coat,” her grandmother said, her tone warm and gentle. “I’ve finished it.”

There was a pause, the silence stretching thin. Then, Chun’s voice came, hoarse and barely audible. “R-Really? Thank you, Grandmother.” He coughed again, the sound rattling in his chest. “I’ll wear it later.”

“No need,” her grandmother said quickly, her voice growing firmer. “Just keep it here, over you, so you’ll be warmer.”

Another pause. Mei shifted uncomfortably outside the tent, her heart thudding in her chest. She hated hearing Chun like this. He wasn’t supposed to sound so… weak. Her brother was always strong, always steady. He never let anyone see him falter—not her, not their father, not anyone.

“... Thank you,” Chun finally murmured, his voice barely above a whisper.

There was a rustling sound, likely her grandmother draping the coat over him. Then his voice came again, slurred. “Grandmother, can you give something to Mei?”

Mei’s thoughts drifted to a memory she could never forget—when Chun had been bitten by a wolf. It had lunged at her first, teeth bared, forcing her to run and call out for help. She had lost sight of her brother, her cries swallowed by the forest. When he finally returned, she froze at the sight of him: his arm was nearly shredded, his pale face smeared with blood. He had a dagger in his hand, bloodied and dripping, his breaths shallow and labored.

The memory clung to her like a shadow, but Mei snapped out of her reverie when her grandmother emerged from the tent, smiling softly. In her hands, she carried Chun’s bow, his quiver of arrows, and the small dagger he had always refused to let Mei touch.

“What’s this?” Mei asked, her brow furrowed in confusion.

“Chun wants you to have it,” her grandmother said, her voice gentle.

“Oh… to care for it while he gets better?” Mei asked, her tone hopeful.

Her grandmother paused, her expression unreadable, before nodding with a soft smile. “Yes, when he gets better. Hold onto it for now, hm?”

That night, Mei slept alone in her tent. It was strange—she was supposed to share it with Chun. She remembered how angry she had been when her mother told her she would have to share with her brother because the family tent was too small. Mei had grumbled, thinking she deserved the space all to herself. Now, the tent was hers, but it didn’t feel like a victory.

Sleep eluded her. At night, she had always found some excuse to bother Chun before drifting off—poking him, complaining, or starting pointless arguments. It would always end with her getting mad at him, only to forget her anger by morning. But now, the silence in the tent was suffocating.

Restless, Mei sat up and grabbed Chun’s bow, arrows, and dagger. She placed them carefully on his side of the cot, tucking them under the fleece blanket where he would normally sleep. Kneeling on the cot, she stared at the empty space, unsure of what to do next.

She hadn’t said goodnight to him.

The thought gnawed at her, and before she could stop herself, Mei grabbed the dagger and slipped out of her tent. The camp was dark, the fire her father usually kept burning reduced to faintly glowing embers. She padded quietly across the dirt, careful not to make a sound, and peered into Chun’s tent.

“Brother?” she whispered, her voice barely audible. She didn’t want her parents to hear she was still awake.

There was no response at first, only the sound of labored breathing. Chun lay on the cot, his face pale and damp with sweat. He looked worse than she remembered. Mei crept closer, kneeling beside him and giving his cheek a small poke.

After a moment, Chun stirred, coughing weakly. His lashes fluttered as he blinked at her. “M-Mei?” he rasped, his voice hoarse. “What are you doing here?”

Mei pouted, folding her arms. “Why? Are you going to send me back to my tent?” she asked, her tone sharp with annoyance.

Chun’s lips twitched into a faint smile. “Of course not,” he said, but his words were followed by a violent cough that made Mei flinch. The sound was deep and painful, his chest heaving as he struggled to catch his breath.

“You’re very sick,” Mei noted, her frown deepening.

When Mei got sick, it was never like this. Chun was swaddled in layers of fleece, his fur coat draped over his chest, but he still shivered. His lips were pale, and he panted as though every breath was a battle. “I’m fine,” he croaked. “I’ll... I’ll be better next week. Maybe.”

“That’s too long,” Mei said with a stubborn edge. “Who’s going to come with me when I want to walk in the forest?”

Chun groaned, wincing as he shifted slightly. “I’ll come,” he muttered, his voice barely above a whisper. “I always do.”

Mei fell silent, her thoughts racing. Then she remembered what her grandmother had said earlier that day—a dragon’s heart could cure any illness. If she goes back to that sleeping dragon and cut out its heart, Chun could eat it and get better. Then they could walk in the forest again, just like before.

Her heart quickened with resolve. “I’ll be back,” Mei said suddenly, springing to her feet.

Chun’s brow furrowed as he watched her. “Where are you going?” he asked weakly. “It’s late.”

“... To my tent,” Mei lied quickly.

Chun stared at her for a moment before nodding, too exhausted to argue. “O...kay. Good night, Mei,” he whispered, his voice so faint it was almost lost in the stillness of the night.

Mei paused at the entrance of his tent, her hand gripping the flap. His goodnight sounded far too much like goodbye. Her chest tightened, but she shook the thought away. Chun would get better. He had to. Who else is going to watch over her?

With one last glance at her brother, Mei turned and slipped out into the darkness, dagger in hand.

Notes:

Dragon lore :DDDD

Yes Dragon Heart are extremely poisonous (BUT) the effects are real, but no person nor animal who had eaten a dragon heart lived to tell the tale. Most die early on because they cannot handle the poison (or the hate and anger) that a dragon heart has.

[Unless well you're a demon /silly, totally not a SPOIL]

Chapter 34

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

JINU STEPPED INTO THE FAINTLY DIMMED STUDIO , the faint hum of the VHS player filling the quiet room. Rumi sat on the floor, her shoulders trembling as muffled sobs escaped her lips. Before her, a small, flickering TV screen displayed an old recording. The VHS player whirred softly, the tape spinning with an almost hypnotic rhythm.

There was the familiar voice of a man emanating from the screen, warm and filled with love.

Jinu’s eyes darted to Mira, standing nearby with a worried expression shadowing her face. “Rumi?” he called gently, his voice laced with concern.

Rumi turned to them, her tear-streaked face illuminated by the soft glow of the screen. Her glassy eyes met Jinu’s as he quickly crossed the room, kneeling beside her.

“Rumi, are you okay?” he asked, his voice now urgent, his mind racing through possibilities.

Had she been hurt? Attacked? By whom?! Was this Baek-Hwa again? Or worse, Gokdama? He should have sent Jangsu with he, he’s such an—

“Dude, relax,” Mira interjected, breaking the tension. She gestured toward the TV, where the grainy footage showed a man cradling a baby—Rumi as an infant. The man’s face bore a tender smile as he rocked her gently in his arms.

“That’s… Rumi’s dad,” Mira added softly.

Jinu’s jaw dropped. “What the—” he exclaimed, turning to Rumi, whose lips curled into a bittersweet smile.

“I finally saw my father,” she said, her voice trembling. Her expression was a mix of pain and relief, as though a heavy weight had been lifted from her chest.

Jinu’s gaze shifted back to the screen, his mind reeling. “That’s—Chwisaeng… Where did you find this tape?” he asked, reaching out toward the TV as if he could touch the past. He hesitated, pulling his hand back, and instead turned to Rumi, who nodded toward a box sitting nearby.

“At the bottom of the tapes,” she explained, her voice thick with emotion. “It was labeled with my name.” She pressed the eject button on the player, and the tape slid out with a soft click.

Mira knelt beside her, gently patting her shoulder and rubbing her back. Rumi sniffled, wiping her eyes with her sleeve.

Jinu stared at the tape in her hands. “I thought Celine made it… but—” 

He wanted to see it—to see him again… he opens his lips—

“Can we see it?” Mira cut in before Jinu could finish his thought.

He paused, glancing at Rumi, then back at the tape. He wanted to see it too. It had been centuries since he’d last seen Chwisaeng. The regret of their parting words lingered like an open wound, and now, here he was, inches from a fragment of the past he thought he’d buried.

Rumi hesitated, blinking back fresh tears. “Y-Yeah… He’s actually… kinda funny, just like you, Jinu,” she said with a watery laugh.

Jinu let out a shaky breath, a faint grin tugging at his lips. “Yeah. I guess we had the same humor in the end,” he muttered.

Rumi reached for his hand, squeezing it tightly. “I… haven’t finished it yet,” she admitted. “I keep pausing it… just to see his face again.”

Jinu’s grip tightened as he leaned forward to kiss her forehead. “It’s okay. We’ll be here,” he assured softly.

Rumi smiled through her tears and nodded, pushing the tape back into the player. The screen flickered to life once more, the familiar whirr and click of the VHS filling the room.

The recording began.

“Hi, my name is Rumi!” a comically high-pitched voice announced. The camera zoomed in shakily on a newborn swaddled in soft white fabric. It was baby Rumi—tiny, with barely any hair, her delicate features framed by the bright sunlight streaming in through a nearby window.

The man behind the camera reached for her tiny hand, his voice still exaggeratedly high-pitched. “My name is Rumi, and I am one month old! Hello! Hello! Hello—”

“Chae-Song, what are you doing?” a familiar voice interrupted, slightly exasperated.

The camera tilted and zoomed awkwardly, zeroing in too close on Celine’s face. Her usually composed demeanor was gone—her hair stuck out in every direction, and she looked frazzled yet younger, more carefree.

“Hi Aunt Celine, my name is Rumi,” the man repeated, still using the ridiculous tone.

Jinu snorted, unable to hold back a laugh, while Rumi giggled, her tears momentarily forgotten. Mira smiled softly, watching the scene unfold.

Celine groaned from off-screen, reaching for the camera. “This is Mi-Yeong’s camera! Where did you even find this?”

The screen briefly went dark as she fumbled with the device. When the picture returned, the camera panned shakily to Chae-Song, kneeling beside the crib with a toothy grin.

He wore a light purple sweater and dark brown pants. His hair, a deep shade of purple, curled softly at the ends, catching the sunlight as he waved at the camera.

“Hello,” he said cheerfully, his grin widening.

“Chae, the camera’s way too zoomed in,” Celine chided from behind the lens. “You need to pull it back or it looks weird.”

“Wow, so I press this, right?” Chae-Song asked, fiddling with the controls.

“Not press—pull,” Celine corrected, sighing as the footage zoomed in and out erratically. “Enough. Where did you get this?”

Chae-Song chuckled as he took the camera back. He pointed it toward the crib again, focusing on baby Rumi. “I found it in the attic. I’m going to use it to record Rumi growing up—so I can watch her when she’s older.”

Celine’s voice softened. “Is that so?”

“Mhm,” Chae-Song hummed, his attention fully on the tiny yawn escaping baby Rumi’s lips.

“Oh my heavens! Look, she’s yawning!” he cooed, his voice filled with awe. He reached out to wiggle a finger near her tiny hand, his joy palpable.

“Chae, you’re being loud,” Celine murmured, though her own voice held a hint of fondness. The camera shifted slightly, catching her face—she was watching Rumi with the same awe, her expression soft and unguarded.

Celine’s face softened as she gazed at the crib, her usual sharpness replaced by something tender, almost reverent. She looked… happy, in love. It was the face of a woman who cherished the child before her, even if Rumi was not her own.

“Are you going to do this every month then?” she asked, adjusting the focus of the camera as Chae-Song handed it back to her.

“Definitely,” Chae-Song replied confidently. He appeared on screen again, his characteristic grin lighting up his face. “When she gets older, she won’t want to see me as much, so I have to do this now. I’ll have these tapes to remember her by.”

Celine chuckled softly, her voice low but amused. “Or just make a compilation. If you feel like it, you should tape it all together.”

The moment was interrupted by a sudden sniffle. Rumi, tiny and fragile in her crib, began to cry. The sudden sound pierced through the room, and Chae-Song immediately moved to her side, bending over to gently scoop her into his arms.

“There, there,” he whispered, his voice a soft murmur as he cradled her. His hands moved with practiced care, swaying her rhythmically while her cries turned to hiccups.

The camera wobbled slightly. “Do you want me to take her?” Celine offered, her tone neutral but watchful.

“No need, I can handle her,” Chae-Song replied, flashing his usual confident grin.

“Really now,” Celine said, raising an eyebrow. “Just because you’re a demon, you think you can beat the hunters and master parenting?”

Chae-Song laughed, his shoulders bouncing as he rocked Rumi gently. His laugh—Jinu recognized it immediately. It was uncanny. Rumi and Chwisaeng had the exact same laugh, the same way their shoulders would shake, their eyes turning into slits, their canines showing in a wide, unabashed smile.

“That’s not true,” Chae-Song said, his voice steady and calm now. Rumi, still snug in his arms, began to settle. Her breathing slowed, her little body relaxing as she let out a soft sigh.

“See? She’s already asleep,” Chae-Song whispered, his voice filled with quiet triumph. Carefully, he placed her back into the crib, adjusting her swaddle before stepping back. He grabbed the camera from Celine again, panning it toward Rumi, who was now sleeping peacefully.

The camera zoomed in on her tiny face. Her lips parted slightly, then closed as a faint, almost imperceptible snore escaped her.

“Do you think she’ll snore like me when she gets older?” Chae-Song asked, his voice light with curiosity.

“Hopefully not,” Celine replied flatly, leaning over the crib to peer at Rumi.

A quiet moment passed between them, the soft whir of the camera the only sound in the room. Rumi stirred slightly, shifting in her sleep.

Then, abruptly, Chae-Song broke the silence. “You really should take a bath, Celine. You woke up really late today.”

Celine gasped, her annoyance immediate and sharp. “What the hell does that even mean?”

“Shh,” Chae-Song said, putting a finger to his lips. “We are not saying hell in this household.”

Celine shot him a glare. “Hey, this is my house just as much as yours.”

Their bickering dissolved into laughter.

“Oh my god,” Celine said between giggles, “we’re a mess. Mi-Yeong would kill us if she were here.”

“I agree,” Chae-Song replied, still laughing. “We should stop. If Rumi grows up to be like you, I’ll be very sad.”

Celine gasped again, this time in mock offense. “Excuse me?!”

The screen abruptly went black, their voices cutting off mid-laugh.

Jinu sat frozen, staring at the darkened screen. His reflection flickered faintly across the surface, his thoughts spinning. He turned his gaze to Rumi. Her expression was unreadable, her face a mask of quiet contemplation.

The screen flickered to life again. This time, the camera showed a pair of hands holding it, moving down a narrow set of stairs. The lens bobbed slightly with each step as the figure approached a room.

Jinu watched intently as the door opened to reveal Celine lying on her bed, her hair messy and her expression soft. Rumi, still an infant, rested on her chest, her tiny body rising and falling with each of Celine’s breaths. She was rocking the baby gently, her eyes half-closed but alert.

“Hello there,” Chae-Song’s voice said playfully from behind the camera. “It seems you’ve kidnapped my daughter.”

Celine opened her eyes, glaring at him sleepily. “You were too busy painting outside to hear her crying,” she retorted.

Chae-Song chuckled. “I was rushing back! Besides, it’s good for a child to cry every now and then—it helps them let out all the anger from their little bodies.”

Celine rolled her eyes, looking thoroughly unimpressed. “Are you done? Rumi doesn’t need to let out her anger. She’s barely two months old,” she said dryly, though her voice softened as she glanced down at the baby.

Rumi stirred slightly, sniffing. Celine instinctively rocked her again, her movements slow and deliberate.

Chae-Song remained undeterred. “Crying is healthy,” he said passionately, as though delivering a lecture.

Celine gave him a long, tired look from behind the camera. “I doubt she’s crying because of anger,” she said, her tone dripping with sarcasm.

Rumi let out another soft breath and stilled, her tiny hands curling into fists against Celine’s chest.

The camera zoomed closer, capturing the tender moment.

“Maybe she’s crying because you’re taking her from me,” Chae-Song teased, his voice lilting with faux indignation.

Celine, utterly unimpressed, closed her eyes and leaned back, refusing to dignify his comment with a response.

“Hey, hey, hey! Give me Rumi back!” Chae-Song whined dramatically, his antics clear even through the grainy recording.

Beside Jinu, Mira snorted, a faint laugh escaping her lips. Rumi, who had been silent for most of the playback, let out a shaky laugh, her own amusement tinged with tears.

“I didn’t know they were fighting over me,” Rumi mumbled, her voice trembling. Her fingers tightened around Jinu’s hand as she sniffled, her emotions clearly overwhelming her. “I didn’t even think Celine… wanted me.”

Mira, ever the steady presence, began rubbing Rumi’s back soothingly. Jinu remained silent, his thumb moving in slow, gentle circles over her knuckles, grounding her.

On the screen, the footage shifted. The camera now captured Rumi, tiny and curious, reaching for the colorful toys hung above her crib. Her small fingers stretched eagerly toward them, her movements unsteady but determined.

“She’s growing so fast,” Celine’s voice commented softly from behind the camera.

“She has my blood,” Chae-Song said proudly, his tone filled with excitement. “Of course she’s growing fast. She’s going to be so strong—my little fighter.”

Celine huffed a quiet laugh, her amusement audible even through the poor audio quality. “Her voice will be strong too,” she added.

“No doubt,” Chae-Song agreed. “It won’t be long before she’s crawling on her own. I can’t wait to see her grow.”

The camera shifted again, now focusing on both Chae-Song and Celine. They were seated in their respective chairs—Celine with a book in one hand and a mug in the other, while Chae-Song had a sketchpad balanced on his lap. His pencil moved across the page as he glanced between the crib and his sketch, his focus entirely on drawing Rumi.

For a long moment, there was nothing but silence. Celine read quietly, her expression calm, while Chae-Song sketched, occasionally glancing at the baby.

The moment was tranquil, but the silence was soon broken.

“If Rumi asks about her mother… what should I tell her?” Celine asked suddenly, her voice low but thoughtful.

Chae-Song’s pencil paused mid-stroke, but he didn’t look up. “The truth would be nice,” he replied softly, his tone steady.

Celine frowned slightly, lowering her mug to rest on her lap. “You mean I should tell her that Mi-Yeong died giving birth to her?” she asked hesitantly. “Rumi might think it’s her fault…”

Chae-Song finally looked up, his expression calm but firm. “It wasn’t anyone’s fault, Celine,” he said. “Mi-Yeong loved Rumi. She wanted to see her thrive in this world. And I love her too. You love her as well, don’t you?”

Celine’s shoulders stiffened, and she averted her gaze. The poor quality of the video made it hard to see, but Jinu could tell she was gnawing at her bottom lip, deep in thought.

“Yes, of course I love her,” she admitted after a pause. She fiddled with the mug in her lap, her fingers tracing its edges. “I just… don’t want her to think I’m trying to take her mother’s place. Mi-Yeong isn’t just someone who died giving birth to her. I don’t want Rumi to only remember her as… that.”

Chae-Song’s eyes softened as he lowered his sketchpad to his lap. “What’s wrong, Celine?” he asked gently.

Celine sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose. “Nothing. I— I’m just stressed. There are so many things to think about…” Her voice trailed off, and she shook her head as if to dismiss the conversation.

“You can talk to me about it,” Chae-Song said, his voice light but encouraging. “You shouldn’t keep things to yourself.”

Celine nodded absently, but when Chae-Song reached out to touch her arm, she swatted his hand away with a playful glare.

“Enough,” she said, her tone exasperated but not unkind.

Chae-Song snorted, his grin returning as he leaned back in his chair. Before either of them could say more, a sharp cry pierced the air.

“Oh no,” Celine muttered, immediately standing.

“Rumi,” Chae-Song said, pushing himself up as well.

In her haste, Celine forgot about the mug on her lap. It clattered to the floor, spilling its contents across the hardwood. The camera shifted violently as it tilted sideways, then fell face-first onto the floor, the screen turning black.

The audio remained, however. Rumi’s cries grew louder, accompanied by hurried footsteps and the faint sound of someone swearing under their breath.

“Shh, shh,” Chae-Song’s voice cooed softly. “It’s okay, little one. Daddy’s here. There, there…”

A faint rustling sound followed as the camera was picked up. The lens was brushed off, revealing Celine’s worried face as she adjusted the focus.

“You should bring a table in here,” Chae-Song said off-screen, his voice teasing despite the chaos.

“Yeah, yeah,” Celine replied, her annoyance clear. “I’ll clean this all up later.”

The camera cut abruptly, leaving a brief moment of silence before the screen came alive again.

“I was only able to reach until here,” Rumi said softly, her voice pulling Jinu and Mira back to the present.

The footage resumed, now showing Rumi once more. She was sound asleep, her tiny chest rising and falling steadily. The camera focused on her peaceful form as faint whispers could be heard in the background. It looked peaceful—not before Celine’s voice grew louder.

“Who was that woman, Chae-Song?” Celine’s voice was sharp, cutting through the static of the old tape like a blade.

There was a long pause. The silence stretched uncomfortably, the tension almost palpable even through the grainy recording.

“... Celine… Look,” Chae-Song’s voice finally broke the silence, but it was hesitant, unsure.

“Tell me.” Her voice cracked, anger laced with something deeper—fear, hurt. “Tell me you’re not cheating on Mi-Yeong!”

The camera trembled slightly as if the person holding it was shaking. On-screen, Rumi stirred in her crib, her tiny body shifting at the sound of raised voices.

Jinu and Mira exchanged uneasy glances, the weight of the scene pressing down on them. “They’re fighting…” Rumi whispered, her voice barely audible. She leaned closer to the screen, her expression conflicted, unsure of what to make of the moment unfolding before her.

“It’s not like that,” Chae-Song said, his tone urgent but low. “Please lower your voice. Rumi might wake up.”

“Then tell me who that woman is!” Celine demanded, her voice trembling with frustration and something close to desperation.

“I—I…” Chae-Song stuttered, his usual calm demeanor faltering. “Celine, I have to go. There is someone who needs me.”

“Needs you? What about Rumi? Me?!” Celine’s voice cracked again, and the sound of her pain was unmistakable. “You can’t leave her!”

“I’ll come back! I always do,” Chae-Song said, his voice firm but tinged with a kind of helplessness.

“You—you can’t do this, Chae-Song,” Celine said, her voice breaking as tears overtook her. “I can’t care for Rumi like you do… I’m not enough for her.”

The audio picked up the faint sound of sobbing. The camera shook slightly as if the surface that held it had shifted. Celine’s cries filled the room, raw and full of anguish.

“Shh… Celine, please don’t cry,” Chae-Song said softly, his tone gentle, but distant—like someone already halfway out the door.

Jinu’s breath hitched. His chest tightened painfully as the realization hit him. Was this…? His mind raced, piecing it together. Was this when Chwisaeng left?

For him?

Jinu’s stomach churned at the thought. Rumi had been so young, so fragile. Yet Chwisaeng had left her— for him .

Rumi’s hand tightened around his, pulling him from his thoughts. He turned to her, her face a mask of resolve, though her trembling lips and glassy eyes betrayed her emotions.

“I’ll come back,” Chae-Song repeated on-screen, his voice quieter now, almost pleading. “It will be quick.”

“Who was that woman, Chae-Song? Who was she?” Celine’s voice was louder now, her anger reigniting, but it was tinged with despair.

“I—I need to go,” Chae-Song stammered. “I’ll be back right away.”

“What? No, you can’t!” Celine yelled, her voice raw and frayed. “Rumi—You can’t leave Rumi!”

“Don’t do this! Please! Not you too! I already lost Mi-yeong, Lisa left... Please… Please don’t leave,” Celine sobbed.

The tape picked up the sound of heavy footsteps, hurried and uneven and Celine shouting after Chae-Song. The door slammed shut with a jarring thud.

The room was quiet except for Rumi’s soft sniffles. Then, the silence was broken by a wail.

Rumi, still in her crib, began to cry, her tiny voice trembling with distress. The sound was piercing, heart-wrenching.

The screen went black.

Jinu stared at his own reflection in the now-blank screen, his face pale, his expression horrified.

“Jeez… Way to end it like that,” Mira muttered, her voice breaking the silence.

Jinu turned to Rumi, his voice faltering. “Rumi… I…” He wanted to say something, anything, but the words caught in his throat.

Rumi shook her head, cutting him off before he could speak. “It doesn’t matter,” she said firmly, though her voice wavered. She looked away, her gaze distant. “It was his decision… not yours.”

But Jinu could see the disappointment in her eyes, lingering like a shadow she couldn’t shake.

He swallowed hard, his guilt swelling inside him like a tidal wave. He had seen it now—Celine and Chwisaeng were happy, together, caring for Rumi. They had built something fragile but beautiful… a family, a broken one, but still a beautiful family. And Chwisaeng… he had torn it apart.

For him.

Jinu’s chest ached with the weight of that knowledge. If Chwisaeng hadn’t left for Jinu, Rumi might have grown up loved, supported, surrounded by the warmth of the family Celine and Chwisaeng had built for her.

Maybe Celine had been right all along. Some truths were better left buried. Some things were not meant to be seen, not meant to be known. Because it would only turn into heartbreak.

Turns out… they were much happier back then— much more.

Today, the rain was harder and heavier than usual, hammering down with an unrelenting rhythm. Even the weather forecast had warned about it, and the city of Seoul was cloaked in a thick fog that made the evening traffic crawl at a snail’s pace. The headlights of cars sliced through the mist, their beams distorted by the rain-soaked streets.

Inside their room, Rumi sat quietly on her bed, her fingers undoing the day’s braid with deliberate care. The room was dim, lit only by the faint glow of the rain-smeared balcony window. Jinu leaned against the doorframe, watching her in silence. The rain outside was relentless, and the cold had seeped into the walls. Zoey had turned off the AC earlier, complaining that they’d freeze into icicles if it stayed on. In the living room, the tiger pack had huddled into a warm pile, their breaths soft and steady.

Rumi didn’t look up as Jinu crossed the room and slid onto the bed beside her. “Hey,” he murmured, his voice low and tentative. He reached for her hair, his hand brushing against hers. She lowered her hand, letting him take over.

“Hey, you…” she whispered, glancing at him with a small, tired smile. Her eyes shifted to the balcony window, where the rain continued its relentless assault. “The rain’s kind of strong tonight, huh?”

“Yeah,” Jinu replied softly. His fingers worked gently through her strands, loosening the braid as he let the silky locks spill over her shoulders. Slowly, he began to massage her scalp, his touch careful and deliberate.

Rumi exhaled, a quiet sigh of relief escaping her lips as she leaned back into him. The tension in her shoulders eased under his touch, and for a moment, the room felt warmer despite the chill outside.

Jinu’s hands slid down from her scalp to the nape of her neck, then along her back to her waist. He wrapped his arms around her, pulling her close. His face found the curve of her neck, and he buried himself there, breathing her in. “They were happy,” he murmured against her skin, his voice almost breaking.

Rumi’s hand found his, her fingers curling lightly around his. “They were,” she admitted, her voice soft, almost wistful. “But I’m happy here too,” she added, her words a quiet reassurance.

Jinu bit his lip, his arms tightening slightly around her. He pressed his face deeper into her neck, his breath warm against her skin. “If he was here… I wouldn’t have you,” she whispered. She tilted her head slightly, her cheek brushing his. “Why would you choose me and not him?” he murmured, his lips ghosting over her skin.

Rumi didn’t answer immediately. Her gaze remained fixed on the window, where the rain blurred the world outside into a haze of gray. The seconds stretched between them, heavy with unspoken truths.

Finally, she turned her head, her eyes meeting his. “Because I love you,” she whispered simply.

“You love him, too,” Jinu said, his voice catching. It wasn’t a question.

“It’s different,” Rumi murmured, her lips curving into a faint smile.

“How?” Jinu pressed, his voice barely audible. His heart ached with the weight of her words. “They were happy. You were happy . That was the family you always wanted,” he said, his eyes stinging as tears threatened to fall.

For a moment, Rumi didn’t respond. She only looked at him, really looked at him, as if trying to see past the layers of guilt and doubt he carried. Then she smiled again, that small, knowing smile that always seemed to disarm him. “You’re right,” she whispered.

Jinu lowered his head to her shoulder, his tears spilling over as he stared blankly at his lap. The guilt clawed at him, sharp and unrelenting. He had seen the tape earlier—the one that captured their happiness, the life she had before him. His existence had ruined that, hadn’t it? If he hadn’t been here, maybe she could have had the life she always dreamed of.

“But the family I’ve always wanted,” Rumi said softly, her voice cutting through his thoughts, “was with you.”

Jinu’s head shot up, his eyes wide as he looked at her. A family… with him?

Outside, as if on cue, the rain began to slow. The thick clouds that had choked the moonlight started to part, and a silver beam of light spilled into the room, illuminating their faces.

“I—” Jinu choked, his voice breaking. He sat up, his hands trembling as he wiped at his tears.

Rumi turned to him, her expression calm and steady. “I love you, Jinu,” she said softly, her voice carrying the weight of conviction. “I’ve always been ready to be happy with you. Just like Mom was with Dad,” she added, her eyes shimmering with unshed tears.

Jinu couldn’t hold back anymore. The tears came freely, streaming down his cheeks as he stared at her. Slowly, Rumi reached out, pulling him down beside her on the bed. They lay side by side, their faces inches apart. Her thumb brushed gently under his eye, wiping away his tears.

“I want to tell you my dream,” Rumi said, her voice barely above a whisper.

Jinu nodded, his gaze locked on hers. “Tell me,” he whispered.

“A house by the side of the beach,” she began, her voice soft and dreamlike. “Where we can always go to the shore for late-night walks. Where I’d look to the side and see you, holding my hand. And we’d leave our footprints in the sand, side by side,” she murmured, her eyes distant as if she could already see it.

“We would stand side by side in our small kitchen, laughing and dancing,” Rumi said softly, her voice carrying the warmth of her daydream. Jinu’s arms tightened around her instinctively, pulling her closer as she spoke.

“We’d fight about the stupidest things,” she continued, her lips curving into a faint smile, “but at the end of the day, we’d make up. We’d lie down together and sleep side by side, no matter what.” Her voice softened further, and she leaned in, pressing a delicate kiss to the tip of Jinu’s nose.

Jinu chuckled, his thumb brushing lightly against her cheek. “And in the morning?” he asked, his tone playful but curious.

“In the morning, Derpy would wake us up,” Rumi said with a grin, her eyes shining as she glanced toward the corner where the tiger pack lay sprawled in their furry heap. “Or Jangsu. Maybe even Bird. They’d all take turns barging in, and we’d leave our room to see them running around in the living room.”

She laughed, the sound soft and musical, and Jinu couldn’t help but snort at the thought. “The house is already small, and now you’re bringing them too?”

“Why not?” Rumi said with a shrug, her laughter mingling with his. “It would be nice. Instead of having a dog, we’d have them. A little chaos to keep things lively.”

Jinu shook his head, his lips twitching into a reluctant smile. “Okay… I like the sound of that,” he admitted, his voice low and warm. He leaned in, brushing his lips against hers in a gentle kiss.

Rumi’s smile widened, though her eyes glistened with unshed tears. She blinked them back, but Jinu saw the emotion shining through. Without a word, he pulled her even closer, holding her as if she were the missing piece that had finally made him whole.

They fit together perfectly, like two pieces of a puzzle that had been waiting to find each other.

Outside, the moon emerged fully from behind the clouds, casting a soft silver glow across their room. The rain had stopped, and the once-ferocious storm had calmed, leaving behind only the quiet hum of the night.

Notes:

And with that, Celine officially has abandonment issues...

Also, did Rumi just legit admit she was ready to start a family with Jinu? (yes, she just did). Guys don't end like Rumi's dad and mom *totally not spoiling* /silly

Edit 07/23/25: This AU has a one-shot named "Your voice leads me"! You guys should check it out and give me some ideas that you want me to write that isn't included here in the main story.

Chapter 35

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

BREAKING THE NEWS TO RUMI , that she could possibly be a dragon was, surprisingly, easier than Jinu had imagined.

He’d spent hours—no, days—agonizing over how to word it, playing out a dozen disastrous scenarios in his head: denial, panic, maybe even tears. But when he finally told her, Rumi just blinked, shrugged, and went about her day as if he’d merely suggested she try a new shampoo.

“Wait, I’m serious, Rumi. What if you… I don’t know, suddenly want to bite someone?” Jinu called after her, trailing through the small apartment as she methodically spread mayonnaise onto a slice of white bread.

She hummed, nonchalant, not missing a beat. “Then I’ll bite them,” she replied, and took a huge bite of her sandwich, chews slow and thoughtful. Jinu stared, momentarily lost for words, before letting out a nervous, awkward laugh.

“But seriously…” He stepped closer, concern creasing his brow. Gently, he placed his hands on her shoulders, turning her to face him. “I just want to check. Are there… any differences in you right now? Anything weird? Physically, or like… the way you think? New cravings? Anything?”

Rumi tilted her head, chewing thoughtfully as she considered the question. “What different?” she asked, her tone genuinely puzzled.

“I don’t know,” Jinu pressed, his voice rising with anxiety. “Like, are you feeling stronger? Nails growing faster than usual? Suddenly craving fruits or something? Apples? Mangoes? Rumi give me something.”

Rumi snorted, finally swallowing her bite. “Nope. I have been really hungry, but that’s normal. Me and the girls have been working hard on the new choreography—burning a lot of calories, you know?” She shrugged, reaching for another slice of bread.

Jinu deflated, releasing her shoulders and leaning back against the kitchen counter. He buried his face in his hands, sighing. This was starting to feel less like a magical revelation and more like a detective drama—one he was completely unqualified for.

“Ugh, you’re right. It could be anything…” he muttered, glancing at Rumi, half-expecting her to sprout scales right then and there.

Rumi just smiled faintly and took another bite of her sandwich, perfectly at ease. “Hey, don’t stress about it. Who knows, maybe I really am just me–no dragon blood whatsoever,” she said with a light laugh as if the notion of her being a dragon just like her father was nothing to her.

She looked far too calm for someone who could, if certain legends were to be believed, turn into a hundred-foot-long dragon.

Jinu tried to shake off his frustration, watching as she ate in peace, legs curled up on the kitchen stool. The silence was interrupted only by the occasional crunch of lettuce.

He gnawed at his thumbnail, thinking. Something didn’t add up. His mind drifted back to the day Rumi found her father’s tapes. The rain had been pounding that afternoon, so fierce it rattled the windows. He’d read somewhere that dragons, especially those from the East, were tied to the weather—especially rain. Was it coincidence, or…? Could her emotions have summoned the storm that day?

His heart thudded with the possibility.

But how could he test it? What did it mean to be a dragon, anyway? And, more importantly, would Rumi ever realize it before he did?

Jinu watched Rumi, who was now contentedly licking mayonnaise from her fingers.

She was sad—no, dismayed that night, tears slipping down her cheeks. But then, in that fleeting moment when they held each other, the rain stopped. It was as if the universe itself paused to acknowledge their shared sorrow. Coincidence? Perhaps. But Jinu wasn’t the type to leave things to chance.

He had to try, at least.

If Rumi’s emotions could control the weather, then he needed proof. And to do that, he had to make her sad.

Really sad.

“Sad movies, then,” Jinu muttered to himself, already forming a plan. There was one person he trusted with such a task. Zoey.

When he found her, she was sipping lazily on a drink, a straw loose between her lips. Her brows furrowed when he asked, “What’s the saddest movie you can think of that can make Rumi cry?”

Zoey’s straw made a loud, slurping noise as she stared at him like he’d grown a second head. “A sad movie? That’s a really weird question, Jinu. Is this some kind of... fetish?”

“I—what? No!” Jinu’s face turned crimson, his arms flailing. “It’s not like that!”

Zoey arched a brow, unimpressed. “Then what is it? You’ve got some very questionable vibes going on right now.”

He took a deep breath, trying to summon patience. “I just need to know if her emotions can control the weather.”

Zoey blinked. “Wait. Is this about the dragon thing Mira told me about? Are you still on that bandwagon? Jinu, come on. If she had dragon blood or some kind of weather-controlling power, don’t you think it would’ve shown by now?”

“Zoey.” He cut her off with a sharp look. “Sad. Movie. Now.”

Zoey pouted, clearly annoyed he didn’t let her finish. “Fine, fine,” she muttered, swirling her straw. “For sad movies... let’s see. Oh! You could try that one about the dog. You know, the one where this guy adopts a puppy that’s an absolute menace to care for, but over time the guy bonds with it. Then he meets this girl, they fall in love, start a family, and—”

Her voice cracked. She sniffed audibly.

“—and the dog gets old…” Zoey wiped at the corner of her eye as tears began streaming down her face.

Jinu stared at her, baffled. “Wait. What’s happening? Why are you crying?”

Zoey glared at him through her tears, clearly offended. “Because it’s sad , Jinu! The dog gets old and dies ! Isn’t it obvious?” She sniffled again, her voice rising in indignation.

Jinu tilted his head, genuinely confused. “But that’s just... natural, isn’t it? Living things are born, they grow old, and then they die. How is that sad?”

Zoey’s glare darkened. “ You’re an actual bastard, you know that right?

“Hey, come on! I was just asking!” Jinu protested, holding up his hands defensively. “But it doesn’t matter what I think. What matters is that Rumi needs to be sad.”

Zoey pulled back, clearly done with this conversation. “Then go with Marty and Me.

“Marty and Me?” Jinu repeated, frowning. “... The dog dies in the end.”

“Yeah.”

“Will it work?” he asked, skeptical.

Zoey shrugged. “Maybe. Rumi loves sad movies, but it’s hard to make her cry. The most you’ll get is her ranting about how emotionally manipulative the movie was.”

Jinu groaned, rubbing his temples. “So you’re saying there’s a chance this won’t work?”

“Well, Rumi’s pretty weak when it comes to animals,” Zoey admitted. “So it might work. But hey, no guarantees.”

“Like dogs?” Jinu asked, raising a brow.

“Like dogs,” Zoey replied with a smirk, nodding to herself as if she was proud of her suggestion.

Silence settled between them after that. Jinu was lost in thought, while Zoey sipped her drink lazily, her straw making an obnoxiously loud slurping sound.

“You have to help me,” Jinu finally said, breaking the silence. “At least help me prove whether this theory is right or wrong.”

Zoey hummed, drawing out the sound as her eyes darted dramatically from side to side. She looked like she was in deep thought, but Jinu could tell she was just teasing him at this point.

“Zoey, come on,” Jinu pressed, leaning forward. “Aren’t you even a little curious to see if my theory is right?” His tone was almost sing-song, designed to pique her interest.

For a fleeting moment, Zoey’s eyes sparkled with intrigue, but she quickly masked it with a pout, turning her head away as if she was still mulling it over.

Her resolve, however, faltered when Jinu grinned slyly at her.

“Think about it,” he said, his grin widening. “If Rumi really is a dragon, you’d have a dragon for a best friend. How cool would that be?”

Zoey’s cheeks flushed at the thought. A dragon best friend? That doesn’t sound so bad...

Wait.

She blinked, suddenly realizing what was happening. Hold up. Is he gaslighting me?!

Her eyes narrowed into a glare. “Hmp! Is this your way of enslaving me and making me do whatever you want?” she accused, crossing her arms.

Jinu snickered, clearly enjoying himself. “Of course not! I would never do that,” he said, his tone dripping with sarcasm. “I’m a completely changed man.”

Zoey’s glare intensified. “Completely changed, my ass,” she muttered under her breath.

“Come on,” Jinu said, raising a brow as he leaned back casually. “Don’t tell me you’re not at least a little bit interested. Just a little?”

Zoey let out a begrudging grumble, hating how right he was. Damn it. She was interested. Of course she was. Who wouldn’t want to prove their friend was secretly a dragon?

“Fine!” she said at last, throwing her arms up in mock defeat. “Let’s find a way to make her cry!” She struck a dramatic pose, her hands balled into fists and her face set with determination, as if she were a hero in some over-the-top action movie.

“That’s… very passionate,” Jinu muttered from the side, giving her a bemused look.

And so, their mission began.

Mission: Make Rumi Cry.

Before jumping to the movie, Zoey insisted they “ease into it.” Her first suggestion? Flowers.

“Start small,” Zoey said confidently, as if she were a seasoned expert in emotional manipulation. “Get her some flowers and write her a poem. Something heartfelt. You know, like how she’s changed your life or whatever. Yada yada, make it sound Shakespearean.”

Jinu wasn’t convinced, but he went along with it.

He spent hours arranging a bouquet of flowers, hand-picking each one to create the perfect combination of colors and scents. Then came the poem. Jinu poured over it for what felt like an eternity, agonizing over every line, every word, until he had crafted something he was sure would make Shakespeare himself weep.

When the time came to present it, he approached Rumi like a nervous intern handing over a report to his boss. 

His posture was stiff, his hands trembling slightly as he held out the bouquet along with the carefully folded poem.

“Uh… these are for you,” he said awkwardly, his voice cracking slightly.

Rumi blinked, looking at the flowers, then at Jinu, and then back at the flowers. She took them with a polite smile.

“Oh, wow,” she said, her tone warm but casual. “These are beautiful, Jinu. Thank you.”

He nodded, feeling a small spark of hope. “There’s… uh, also a poem. I wrote it myself.”

Rumi unfolded the paper and began reading. Jinu watched her expression closely, waiting for some sign of emotion—a tear, a sniffle, anything.

When she finished, she looked up at him, her smile soft and genuine.

Rumi didn’t cry.

Instead, she was so overjoyed by Jinu’s gesture that she nearly took his head off with a bone-crushing hug. Zoey, lounging on the couch and pretending not to watch, was pretty sure she heard something crack in Jinu’s ribcage. Not that she cared much.

No, she was already plotting.

Totally not lying there just to relax—she was planning their next move to finally make Rumi cry.

This time…

“Wait. Fake sickness? ” Jinu asked, staring at the hastily scribbled words on the paper. His face twisted in confusion as he read it aloud:

‘One of Jinu’s tigers fakes being sick – Rumi cares about everyone a lot.’

“Yup! This would definitely bring her to tears!” Zoey declared, bouncing on her heels in excitement.

Jinu leaned back, his arms crossed, trying to piece it all together in his head. Something about this idea didn’t sit right.

“Wouldn’t she just be worried?” he asked cautiously, his brows furrowing.

“Of course she would,” Zoey said, waving him off like it wasn’t a big deal.

“Then that’s not the same as crying,” Jinu pointed out. “We don’t want her thinking my tigers can actually get sick. She’ll start stressing herself out, and then she’ll get sick from worrying.”

Zoey stopped, giving him a flat look. “Wow. You worry like a mama bird.” She blew air out of her lips, clearly unimpressed, before snatching the notebook back from him.

“I don’t worry like a mama bird!” Jinu shot back, his cheeks reddening slightly. “It’s just smart not to lie! Let’s not… do that anymore,” he muttered, clearing his throat, though he sounded unsure of himself.

Zoey raised a brow, then grinned slyly. “Right, right. You’re totally right. Wouldn’t want you having withdrawals from lying now, would we?” she teased, nudging him with her elbow.

Jinu snorted, shaking his head, but didn’t bother responding.

Their heads hovered close as both of them stared at the list, scanning the chaotic scribbles like archaeologists examining ancient hieroglyphs.

“How about the movie with the dog now?” Zoey asked, tilting her head.

Jinu’s eyes lit up. “Let’s try it,” he said, nodding. “That was the original plan, after all.”

And… It was safe to say the plan went completely off the rails.

Zoey ended up bawling her eyes out halfway through the movie. Her loud sniffles filled the room as she clung to a cushion like her life depended on it.

Meanwhile, Rumi was busy calming her down, patting her back and murmuring comforting words.

And Jinu?

He’d fallen asleep.

Not because the movie was boring—he actually liked the story—but the sofa was unreasonably comfortable, and Rumi happened to be sitting next to him, radiating warmth. So, really, you couldn’t blame him for dozing off.

By the time the credits rolled, Zoey was a puddle of tears, Rumi looked more concerned for her than sad, and Jinu was snoring softly.

It was a disaster. Neither Jinu and Zoey work together well, and somehow they weren’t exactly surprised.

“Face it. We can’t do it. She’s too cool to cry,” Jinu said, waving the idea away with a lazy flick of his hand.

Zoey groaned, throwing her head back in frustration before slumping further into the couch. “You’re right. Rumi is so cool,” she muttered, her voice half-admiring, half-defeated.

For a moment, they sat in silence, their shared failure hanging in the air like a bad punchline. Then Zoey perked up.

“Why does it have to be crying, though?” she asked, tilting her head toward Jinu. “What if it’s, like, anger? Will the sun grow ten times larger if she’s mad?”

Jinu blinked, genuinely considering the idea. “That…” he paused, scratching his chin, “is kind of a good point. But I doubt it.”

Zoey shrugged. “I’m just saying. You’re the one with the dragon theory. Maybe we’ve been focusing on the wrong emotion.”

Jinu leaned forward, his brows furrowing in thought. “You know, dragons are extremely connected to the weather. Especially rain.”

“Really now?” Zoey asks, a small flicker of annoyance and plain sarcasm crossing her face and her tone as she leaned in.

“Yeah. You should read about it sometime,” Jinu said, crossing his arms. “You’re a demon hunter, but you don’t know anything about anything that isn’t demons.”

Zoey clicked her tongue in irritation. “Oh, come on. That’s unfair. You’ve been alive for centuries, and you didn’t know either. You can’t talk.”

Jinu snorted, shooting her a sidelong glance. “True. But I was busy, you know. Demon stuff.

Zoey snorted back. “Character development,” she whispered dramatically.

Jinu chuckled, shaking his head. “Does character development take four centuries to kick in?”

“For your story? I’d say so,” Zoey replied with a smirk.

Jinu let out a soft laugh but then sighed, his gaze distant. “It would’ve been nice if it happened earlier… Maybe Chwisaeng would still be here, at least.”

The air between them shifted. Zoey fell silent, her playful grin fading as Jinu’s words sank in.

“Hey,” she said softly after a moment.

“What?” Jinu replied, not lifting his head.

“Do you believe in that thing? You know, the whole ‘everything happens for a reason’ thing?” Zoey asked, crossing her arms over her chest.

Jinu hummed, considering it. “Maybe… A little. I don’t know.” He shrugged, his tone uncertain.

Zoey tilted her head, her voice quieter now. “Maybe… it was supposed to happen, you know? If he wasn’t gone, then things might’ve been different. Maybe… maybe you wouldn’t even be here.”

Jinu gave her a tight-lipped look, his eyes narrowing slightly.

“What? Don’t give me that look,” Zoey said, pouting. “I’m just saying—things are meant to happen. If not... maybe things would’ve been worse.”

Jinu sighed, his shoulders rising and falling in a slow shrug.

“I agree,” he said softly. “That’s true.” He leaned forward, resting his chin on the palm of his hand, his elbows propped on his knees.

Zoey squinted at him, leaning in with a small grin. “I’m sensing a but in there somewhere.”

Jinu shot her a stink eye before rolling his eyes. “If there was a way to have Chwisaeng here right now, I’d follow it. No matter what.”

Zoey’s grin faded, her expression softening. She didn’t have anything to say to that, and neither did Jinu.

The conversation fizzled into silence.

The pair ended up sitting on the couch, crossing out items from their messy list, most of which were either absurd, dangerous, or borderline traumatizing .

Zoey tapped the pen against the notepad, her lips pursed. “Okay, no fake sickness, no emotional manipulation, and… yeah, no traumatizing plans,” she muttered, crossing out another option.

Jinu glanced at the list and frowned, his expression darkening. “What’s this one supposed to mean? ‘I get hurt?’ ” His voice was sharp as he turned to glare at Zoey.

Zoey blinked innocently, but her lips twitched into a small pout. “What? It would’ve worked!”

“Zoey!” Jinu growled, his tone low and menacing.

“Look! It wasn’t on purpose, okay? But really, it was one of the things that made Rumi cry. Not that I didn’t cry too—I mean,” Zoey quickly cleared her throat, her voice trailing off as Jinu gave her an unamused look.

“We can’t do this,” Jinu said firmly, waving the crumpled paper list in his hand. “This is clearly too much.”

Zoey sighed, leaning back on the couch. “Well, unless we have something real going on that can make her feel actual sorrow or sadness, we’re never going to prove she can control the weather. And trust me, as much as I’m very invested in this, you’re going to need other proof that Rumi might actually be a dragon.”

Jinu groaned, running a hand through his hair. “I hate it when other people are right instead of me. It pisses me off.”

Zoey’s lips curled into a smug grin, enjoying her moment of victory. “Oh, don’t worry, I’m really enjoying this one,” she teased.

Jinu shot her a glare but didn’t bother responding.

Zoey leaned back, rubbing her chin thoughtfully. “Man, now that I’m thinking about it… does it even matter if we prove she’s a dragon? Rumi can handle herself. If something weird was actually happening, she’d be the first to know.”

Jinu sighed, leaning forward with his elbows on his knees. “Right. I trust her. It’s just... I guess I’m feeling off about it because she isn’t taking it as seriously as I thought she would.”

Zoey gave him a small, knowing smile. “Hey, that’s Rumi for you. And she is taking it seriously, more than you think. Sometimes she just likes to show how strong she is to all of us. That’s our leader.” She patted him on the shoulder, her voice softer than usual.

Jinu stared at the floor, her words sinking in. What happened to being open then? he thought to himself with dismay.

After a moment, he shook his head and exhaled deeply.

Finally, he stood up, crumpling the paper list in his hand. “I guess we won’t need this anymore. If we keep this up, Rumi’s going to notice sooner or later.”

He tossed the paper ball across the room, and Derpy didn’t waste a single second before chasing after it with boundless enthusiasm.

Zoey watched the tiger pounce on the paper, letting out a small laugh. “Hey, who knows? Maybe she’ll show some signs soon,” she said, shrugging casually.

“That’s not helping,” Jinu replied with a tired sigh, pinching the bridge of his nose.

Zoey grinned, completely unbothered. “I wasn’t trying to help.”

Jinu glared at her. 

“Hey, now that this is over, you owe me for wasting my time. I helped you, remember?” Zoey grins, giving him a light elbow to the ribs. “Don’t tell me—” he started, already dreading her response.

“Shop with me!” Zoey gushed, her enthusiasm practically bouncing off the walls. Jinu groaned, running a hand down his face. Well, it wasn’t like he had a choice. After all, he had roped Zoey into helping him earlier. Karma, in its cruelest form, had come knocking.

And that’s how he found himself, once again, playing the role of her pack mule, arms overflowing with shopping bags. He trailed behind her like a defeated dog, his face a picture of reluctant suffering. The worst part? The glances. Strangers passing by smirked or chuckled as the pair hopped from one shop to another, Zoey glowing with excitement, Jinu dragging his feet in her shadow.

“Look at this! Does it look cute?” Zoey held up a headband adorned with fuzzy cat ears, placing it on her head with a grin.

Jinu barely glanced at her, his expression flat, exhaustion etched into his face. “You look like a chipmunk,” he deadpanned.

Zoey pouted, puffing out her cheeks in mock-offense before putting the headband back. “You’re impossible,” she muttered, turning her attention to a rack of clothes. Meanwhile, Jinu spotted a plush chair nearby and practically threw himself onto it, letting the bags tumble to the floor beside him.

He sighed, leaning back, already bored out of his mind. His gaze wandered to Zoey, who hummed to herself as she moved between the aisles, holding up different outfits and inspecting them with care. Jinu, on the other hand, decided to kill time by pulling out his phone.

That stupid bird game Baby had downloaded was still on it. What was it called again? Flappy Bird? Flippy Bird? Whatever. It didn’t matter. He opened the app and started tapping the screen, guiding the little bird between impossible gaps in green pipes. It was frustratingly addictive, and he found himself muttering curses under his breath every time the pixelated bird smacked face-first into a pipe.

“Look! Cat sweater!”

Zoey’s voice snapped him out of his trance. Jinu glanced up to see her bounding toward him, wearing a fuzzy sweater emblazoned with a cartoonish cat face.

He froze, staring at her for a long moment, his expression morphing into one of pure disbelief. “What… is that?” he finally managed, his tone laced with horror.

Zoey tilted her head, confused. “Why are you making that face?”

They stared at each other in silence for a beat before speaking at the same time:

“It’s a cat,” Zoey said.

“It looks… weird,” Jinu replied, his brow furrowed in confusion.

Zoey snorted, her laughter bubbling out uncontrollably. She bent over, clutching her stomach, tears forming in the corners of her eyes.

“What’s so funny?” Jinu grumbled, crossing his arms and glaring at her.

“Nothing—it’s just—the way you’re so offended by this sweater,” Zoey managed between giggles.

“It is offensive,” Jinu retorted, gesturing at the sweater like it had personally insulted him. “What is that even supposed to be? Is that an eye?”

“It’s a nose , Jinu,” Zoey said, exasperated. She rolled her eyes and turned on her heel, heading back to the changing room. “Fine, I’ll find a better one.”

“You better. That thing’s ugly,” Jinu muttered under his breath, earning a glare over Zoey’s shoulder as she disappeared into the changing room.

A few minutes later, she returned.

With something even worse.

“What is that?” Jinu blurted, his voice tinged with disbelief.

Zoey looked down at herself. The sweater she wore now had some kind of strange golden adornment hanging off the shoulders, jingling softly with every move she made. She flicked one of the hanging pieces with her finger, watching it sway.

“That…” she paused, searching for the right words, “I have no idea. But it sounds cool when I move!” She jumped in place, the metallic pieces clinking together like wind chimes in a storm.

Jinu’s face twisted into a grimace. “Change it. It looks like shit.”

“Hey, it sounds nice!” Zoey protested, twirling just to emphasize the jingling noise.

“It looks bad. I think we both know which one matters more,” Jinu said with a dismissive wave of his hand.

Zoey sighed dramatically, dragging her feet as she headed back to the changing room. “You’re no fun,” she muttered.

Jinu didn’t bother responding, instead eyeing an open seat closer to the changing room. A woman and her child vacated it, and he wasted no time claiming it for himself. He plopped down, setting the mountain of shopping bags by his feet with a huff.

“I think I just saw Zoey from HUNTR/X. Do you think it’s her?”

A high school girl whispered excitedly to her friend, both of them clad in crisp school uniforms. They stood off to the side, half-hidden behind a display of accessories, their voices hushed but brimming with curiosity.

“Yeah, I saw her talking to some guy. Is he her boyfriend?” the other girl replied, leaning closer, her eyes darting toward Zoey.

“I hope not…” the first girl whispered, her voice tinged with disappointment. “I’ve been wishing she’s, you know, for the girls.

Jinu, sitting nearby, caught their whispers. He glanced at them from behind his phone, concealing a smirk. With a quiet snort, he rolled his eyes and went back to pretending he wasn’t eavesdropping.

Moments later, Zoey emerged from the changing room.

“What—what is that?” Jinu blurted, practically choking on his words. His eyes widened as he took in the sight before him. “What are you planning? Scaring people?”

Zoey stood there, hands on her hips, wearing what could only be described as an abomination. It was some sort of blouse—or at least, that’s what Jinu assumed it was meant to be. The fabric hung loose and shapeless, draping over her like an oversized tablecloth. He wasn’t sure if it was supposed to be avant-garde or if someone had just given up halfway through designing it.

“I think it looks good,” Zoey declared, looking down at herself with a thoughtful expression.

Jinu pinched the bridge of his nose, exhaling sharply. He had to stop himself from asking if she was doing this on purpose. Because deep down, he knew Zoey was perfectly aware of what looked good and what didn’t.

“You’re messing with me, aren’t you?” he muttered under his breath.

Zoey just grinned, refusing to admit anything.

It felt like they spent half an hour in that store, most of it wasted on bickering over which outfits were better. By the time they finally left, Jinu was already mentally drained. But instead of heading home, Zoey dragged him into another shop—a bakery this time, its glass displays filled with rows of colorful cakes and pastries.

“You’re buying a cake? What for?” Jinu asked as he stood beside her, watching her peer intently at the treats behind the glass.

“For no reason,” Zoey replied with a casual shrug. “Sometimes when I go out, I just buy a big cake for everyone. You know, to share.”

“Huh…” Jinu muttered, not entirely sure how to respond to that.

“So,” Zoey started, turning to him with a sly smile, “is there any flavor you like?”

“Flavor?” Jinu echoed, blinking at her before glancing back at the cakes. The sheer variety was overwhelming—bright pink frosting, layers of chocolate, fruit toppings, and some with intricate patterns he didn’t even know were possible.

He stared at the cakes for a long moment, his brows furrowed.

“I don’t think I’ve ever eaten cake before,” Jinu admitted, clearing his throat awkwardly.

Zoey froze, her eyes widening in disbelief. “Wait, what? You’ve never eaten cake?”

“Not really,” Jinu muttered, scratching the back of his neck. He felt a little embarrassed by the admission but tried to play it off.

Zoey’s expression shifted subtly. For a fleeting moment, there was something that looked like worry etched across her face, but before Jinu could even process it, it was gone—wiped clean, replaced with a casual smile.

“How about… Black Forest?” Zoey suggested, pointing to a cake on the left. “It’s kind of simple, not too sweet. I think you’ll like it.”

Jinu followed her gaze to the cake, its dark chocolate layers dusted with cocoa and crowned with cherries. He shrugged, his voice nonchalant. “I think I’ll eat anything, so it doesn’t really matter. Besides, you said you’re buying this for everyone. I don’t think my opinion matters.”

For a moment, Zoey went quiet. She tapped her fingers lightly against the glass case, her eyes scanning the cakes thoughtfully.

“Well…” she started slowly, her voice softer this time, “how about this one is just for you? I’ll buy another one for the others.” She glanced at him, her smile faint but genuine. “So… Black Forest?”

Jinu froze, caught off guard. For me? The thought echoed in his head, surprising him. Just earlier, they’d been bickering like siblings who couldn’t stand each other, yet now Zoey was offering to buy him a cake. It felt like such a leap from where they’d been an hour ago.

For a split second, he thought about teasing her, just to see how she’d react. Maybe something about her trying to be overly nice to make up for dragging him around all day. But when he looked at her, the words died on his tongue.

She was smiling—not her usual mischievous or teasing grin, but something softer, quieter. The kind of smile that reminded Jinu so much of his sister.

He let out a soft breath, his lips curving into a small smile of his own. “Yeah,” he murmured, almost shyly, “since you said it’s good, I’ll try it. Thanks, Zoey.”

Zoey beamed, her grin returning to full force. “Atta boy! You’ve gotta start trying things outside of the food we have at home. You’re missing out!” She gave him a playful nudge before skipping off to the counter, leaving Jinu standing by the display.

He watched her for a moment, then stepped aside as a few more people entered the bakery, filling the space with the sounds of chatter and laughter. The once-quiet shop was now bustling, customers weaving through the aisles and peering into the glass cases.

Jinu shifted awkwardly, his arms loaded with shopping bags that hung like dead weight from his shoulders. He felt out of place, standing there like some kind of walking coat hanger.

From the corner of his eye, he saw Zoey chatting animatedly with the person behind the counter, her hands gesturing as she pointed to the cakes. The scene almost felt normal— almost . But then, out of nowhere, the high school girls from earlier appeared, sneaking up beside Zoey. One of them reached out and tapped her shoulder hesitantly.

Jinu sighed inwardly, his mood sinking. Great. This is going to take forever.

It wasn’t that he hated the idea of Zoey talking to fans; it was more the growing crowd inside the bakery. The door jingled every few seconds as more people entered, filling the shop with a mix of footsteps and excited whispers. The air felt stuffy, heavy with the scent of sugar and freshly baked bread.

Jinu figured this bakery was probably famous, judging by how quickly it had filled up. But the fact that Zoey was here just added fuel to the fire—her presence always seemed to draw attention, whether she wanted it or not.

Deciding he’d had enough of the cramped space, Jinu shifted the bags on his arms and headed for the door. The bell above it gave a soft ding as he stepped outside, finally breathing in the cool, fresh air.

“Better,” he muttered to himself, letting out a calm breath.

The street outside was quieter, though the faint hum of the bakery’s activity still reached him through the frosted windows. Jinu glanced back, watching the silhouettes of people inside. Zoey stood near the counter, her figure easy to spot as she leaned slightly to talk to the high school girls.

Jinu adjusted the bags on his arms, rolling his shoulders to ease the ache. He didn’t mind waiting outside—at least he didn’t feel like a walking coat rack out here.

“So many people, no? Makes me remember the good old days,” a woman says from behind him, her voice smooth yet laced with a familiar venom that makes Jinu feel his heart plummet. Slowly, unwillingly, he turns around.

There she is. A raven-haired woman with strands of hair slipping rebelliously from a messy bun, her sharp features framed by rhinestone-adorned glasses that catch the light like shattered stars. She’s dressed in a snug turtleneck sweater that accentuates her figure, paired with tight, tailored pants that cling to her with a casual elegance. It’s the kind of look that makes men stumble over their words and women glance sideways with envious whispers.

Jinu’s throat tightens. He knows exactly who she is.

“Gokdama—how… How are you here?” he breathes, his voice low and shaky, betraying the storm inside him. His heart thunders in his chest, his hands feel clammy, and a coldness spreads through his body as though he’s been plunged into icy water. His mind scrambles for air, for clarity, as he stares at the woman he despises most in the world.

Gokdama’s lips curl into a smile—not a warm or kind one, but a dangerous thing, sharp and calculated. “I don’t go by that name here, you know that,” she says softly, tilting her head just so, her dark eyes gleaming with amusement.

She steps closer, her hand reaching toward him. Jinu flinches instinctively, his body stiff with fear. He wants to move away—needs to—but his legs feel rooted to the ground, paralyzed by terror. He knows all too well what her touch feels like, and it’s the last thing he wants to endure.

“You haven’t changed much,” she muses, lowering her hand but not her gaze. Her eyes rake over him like a predator sizing up prey. “Yet… I can see your edges softening. Little Baek-Hwa wasn’t lying after all.”

Her smile deepens, but it’s a cruel thing, the kind of smile that promises trouble. It’s unkind in a way that makes Jinu’s stomach churn.

Jinu’s mind races. Zoey is just inside the bakery, her warm laughter carrying faintly through the frosted windows. She’s chatting with a group of high school girls, her smile lighting up the room. He knows he could call for Rumi, but something tells him Gokdama wouldn’t take that kindly. Summoning Jangsu crosses his mind, but even that feels like a gamble with unknown odds.

“Now, now,” Gokdama says, her voice lilting as though she can hear his thoughts whirring. “I’m not here to fight. Not like General Baek-Hwa, of course. I would never waste my time on something so… pedestrian.” She waves a hand dismissively, her tone dripping with mockery. “I’m here to talk—to plan. You see? Come, have a walk with me. Leave all that behind.”

Her gaze flicks to the shopping bags in his hands, her expression one of thinly veiled disdain. Jinu swallows hard, the knot in his throat tightening. He glances back at the bakery window, where Zoey’s carefree laughter feels like a lifeline he can’t quite grasp.

“Well?” Gokdama prompts, her voice light but insistent, like a knife pressed just above the skin.

Jinu hesitates, his mind screaming at him to resist, to call for help, to do anything but follow her. But the weight of her presence, the unspoken threat in her tone, leaves him with little choice. Slowly, reluctantly, he sets the shopping bags behind the large potted plant outside the bakery, hiding them from view.

“I admit, I’m surprised you’re listening to me,” Gokdama says as they begin walking down the street. Her tone is airy, conversational, but there’s an edge to it that sets Jinu’s nerves on fire. He shoves his hands deep into the pockets of his hoodie, his shoulders hunched, his gaze fixed on the cracked asphalt beneath his feet. He focuses on each step, willing himself not to tremble, not to falter.

“I would have expected claws and angry words… but this?” Gokdama continues, a note of mockery curling through her voice. “I’m delighted.”

Jinu doesn’t respond, his throat too tight to form words.

“Or,” she says, her voice dropping into a low, almost purring tone, “perhaps you’ve become meek again. How boring.”.

“What do you want? How are you here? The demonic shrines were cleansed,” Jinu finally growled, his voice scraping its way out of his throat. It was shaky, raw, but it was there. His chest trembled with suppressed fear, his breaths shallow and uneven. A monster like her wasn’t meant to walk the surface, and yet—here she was.

“So many questions,” Gokdama replied with a soft, amused laugh, swiping a stray strand of hair behind her ear with an elegance that felt unnatural. She stepped closer, her presence suffocating. Jinu instinctively took a step back, his body flinching away from her proximity.

“How I’m here is my business,” she said smoothly, her voice like silk dipped in venom. “And as for the demonic shrines…” She let out a long, drawn-out sigh, her expression one of mock sorrow. “Such a pity. I worked so hard for those—turning you into gods in the eyes of men—and yet, I don’t even get a thank you?”

Jinu glowered, his jaw tightening as he looked away. 

“You’re an obsessed woman consumed by power,” he spat, though his voice faltered slightly. “What happened to Gwi-Ma?”

The question hung in the air, heavy and trembling with dread. He wasn’t sure if he wanted to hear the answer.

For a moment, Gokdama was silent. Her eyes glimmered with something unreadable, something dangerous. They stopped in front of a restaurant—its exterior pristine and modern, the kind of place that exuded wealth and exclusivity. Jinu hesitated, his stomach churning, but Gokdama didn’t give him time to think. She led the way inside, her movements fluid and commanding.

The man at the door greeted them with a polite smile, bowing deeply.

Jinu’s gaze lingered on him for a moment too long. Something was off. The man looked… normal at first glance, but then Jinu caught sight of faint, swirling marks crawling up his neck. Demon marks.

“Y-You,” Jinu stammered, his voice catching in his throat. His mind reeled. How are demons on the surface—?

Before he could process it, Gokdama’s hand pressed lightly against his back, guiding him forward. He stumbled into the restaurant, his steps unsteady, and was pushed into a chair at a table near the center of the room. A waiter appeared almost instantly, wearing a practiced, polite smile. But Jinu’s sharp eyes caught the faint purple demon marks coiling up her arms.

It wasn’t just the man at the door. They were everywhere.

“How—” Jinu began, his voice shaking, but Gokdama cut him off with a smile as she gracefully took the seat across from him.

“Do you like this place?” she asked, her tone light and conversational, as though they were old friends catching up. “I admit, I’ve grown quite interested in their… culinary offerings.”

She nodded subtly at the waiter, who immediately turned and walked away, her movements eerily precise. Jinu’s gaze darted around the restaurant, his panic mounting as he realized there was no one else here. Just him, Gokdama, and her demons.

“How are they here?” he growled, his voice low and trembling with anger. His hands clenched into fists on his knees, his nails digging into his palms to keep himself grounded. “How did you all get out of hell without the Honmoon reacting? Without it rippling?”

Gokdama laughed, a sound that sent chills down his spine. “Oh, please. The Honmoon is nothing more than a piece of thin paper. Useless, as we’ve all come to realize.” She leaned forward slightly, resting her chin on her hand as her nails tapped against the table with a soft, rhythmic thud thud thud .

“And these demon hunters you’re so proud of?” she continued, her voice dripping with derision. “They’re nothing but flies—annoying, yes, but ultimately insignificant. Although…” She tilted her head, a sly smile tugging at the corners of her mouth. “I’ll admit, this newer generation of hunters is not as pathetic as I expected. They’ve surprised me, if only a little.”

Jinu let out a shaky breath, his shoulders tense and rigid. Her words only fueled his anger, but beneath the rage was a deep, gnawing fear.

“And Gwi-Ma?” he asked, his voice strained. “What happened to him?”

Gokdama’s smile widened, revealing sharp, glinting teeth. “Oh, Gwi-Ma? I suppose I should thank your little hunter lover for erasing him from the equation. It made things much simpler for me.”

Jinu’s stomach dropped.

“As  one the last successor of King Gwi-Ma,” she continued, her tone almost playful, “I naturally assumed the throne. It’s only right, don’t you think? The underworld is mine now.”

Jinu’s mouth went dry.

“You would love the new terrains, Jinu,” Gokdama said, her eyes gleaming with twisted nostalgia. “I miss your strange ways of torturing—ah, forgive me, training —those little demons. Such creative methods you had.”

Jinu swallowed hard, his throat constricting.

“So what?” he said harshly, his voice rising despite himself. “You’re Queen Gokdama now?”

Gokdama laughed, a deep, resonant sound that seemed to echo in the empty restaurant. “Oh, that has quite a nice ring to it, doesn’t it?” She leaned back in her chair, looking utterly at ease, as though she had already won whatever game she was playing.

Jinu’s frown deepened as the waiter returned, carefully setting down a plate of steak and a glass of wine in front of them. The faint clink of the plates against the table seemed to echo, though it was quickly drowned out by Gokdama’s voice.

“Ah, thank you. Very good,” she praised, her words like honey laced with something sharp. The waiter—a young woman—visibly blushed and nodded quickly before retreating to the side. She stood there, stiff and attentive, waiting for further orders, but her posture betrayed the tension in her shoulders.

Jinu stared at his plate. The rich aroma of the steak wafted up, but instead of hunger, he felt nausea clawing at his stomach. He shifted in his seat uneasily.

“Not going to eat?” Gokdama asked, her tone light but laced with mockery. She picked up her wine glass, swirling the crimson liquid lazily. “Human food is so fascinating. I almost forgot how delicious it used to be.” She glanced at her untouched steak, then took a long sip of her wine instead.

“No thanks,” Jinu muttered, his voice low and strained.

An uneasy silence settled over the table, thick and suffocating. Jinu could feel Gokdama’s sharp gaze on him, watching, waiting. He kept his eyes on his plate, but his grip on the edge of the table tightened. Fear coursed through him—cold, gnawing, and impossible to shake.

“Don’t be scared,” Gokdama finally said, her voice dropping a register. “I’ve been thinking… In such a short time, the two of us have changed so much.” She lowered her wine glass and smirked, the expression curling her lips like a predator about to pounce.

Jinu hissed under his breath, his fear momentarily eclipsed by anger. “Don’t lump me in with the likes of you.”

Gokdama threw her head back and laughed, the sound ringing through the room like a bell—only it was sharp, almost cruel. She wiped a tear from the corner of her eye, still chuckling as she shook her head.

“Of course not,” she said, her voice dripping with mock sympathy. “I would never lump myself in with something so weak, so sad, so… pathetic.” Her smile widened, revealing teeth too sharp for comfort. “Oh, look at you, Jinu. Once, you were so strong, so powerful, you had everything in your hands just with those… words . You had the world in your grasp, and what did you do? You threw it all away. For what? A woman?

Her voice rose, booming with a force that shook the walls and rattled the floor beneath them. Jinu flinched, his breath catching in his throat as the vibrations ran through his body.

“Oh my,” Gokdama said, her tone suddenly sweet again as she placed a hand over her chest. “Forgive me.” She tilted her head, feigning embarrassment, but the glint in her eyes betrayed her amusement.

Jinu swallowed hard, trying to steady himself. He couldn’t let her see how deeply she rattled him.

“You remind me so much of Chwisaeng,” Gokdama continued, her voice soft but wicked. “That old fool… throwing everything away for a woman, just like you.”

Jinu’s eyes widened, his breath hitching. “You. You did something to him,” he said, his voice rising as his fear turned into desperation. “Where is he?”

Before Gokdama could answer, the waiter at the side—silent until now—tensed, her gaze snapping toward Jinu. Her expression was unreadable, but her hands twitched like she was ready to strike.

Gokdama raised a hand, stopping the woman in her tracks. “Don’t bother,” she said, her voice cold. “You’ll only get yourself killed.” Her gaze returned to Jinu, and her lips curled into a sneer. “One thing I’ve learned is to never underestimate your prowess again.”

Jinu glared at her, his fists clenched. “Where is he? Where is Chwisaeng?” he demanded, his voice trembling with both anger and fear.

Gokdama sighed, swirling her wine glass as if bored. “Patience,” she said with a mocking smile. “You’ve never been good at that, have you? Always hated having your time wasted.”

Jinu’s glare only deepened. He said nothing, but the fury in his eyes spoke volumes.

“Because you’re wasting my time. You’re already the ruler of the underworld. We all know you only ever wanted power, and now you have it—in hell. You don’t need the surface. So why are you still here?” Jinu’s voice faltered, the edge of his tone almost pleading.

“Ah—how adorable. Is this your way of begging me to leave the surface to you?” Gokdama tilted her head, lips curving into a smirk as she swirled her glass of wine. “I must admit, General Jinul, I admire you. That fire, that conviction—it’s what I like most about you.”

“No—” Jinu’s voice cracked slightly, and he forced himself to look away from her piercing gaze. “The surface is not something to be taken. Not something to be ruled…”

Gokdama let out a sharp snort, the sound laced with amusement. “Is that so?” she drawled, her tone dripping with disbelief.

“You’re not like Gwi-Ma,” Jinu continued, his jaw tightening. “You don’t need souls to sustain yourself. You’re not some fire that needs constant stoking. You have the entire underworld in the palm of your hand—why are you here? And where have you taken Chwisaeng?”

“Ah, so now you’re blaming me for the disappearance of that old fool?” Gokdama shook her head slowly, her amusement growing. “How cute.”

“Because you did something,” Jinu shot back, his voice rising. “I know it. You… you met with him, didn’t you?”

At this, Gokdama fell silent, her swirling wine glass halting mid-motion. Then, she chuckled—a low, chilling sound that echoed between them. “And if I did?”

“Then that means you took him. You know where he is… don’t you?” Jinu pressed, taking a step forward, his tone sharp and accusatory.

Gokdama sighed heavily, shaking her head like a parent disappointed in a child. “Jinul, Jinul. Even now, your way of thinking is so painfully linear. It’s almost tragic. Sometimes, I glimpse your intelligence, your potential. But today?” She leaned forward, her piercing eyes narrowing. “Today, all I see is idiocy. Stupidity. And it pains me.”

Jinu froze, her words striking a nerve.

“What… what are you talking about?” he asked, his voice faltering.

Her smirk widened. “I can see it so clearly: you don’t even realize how you’re killing yourself. Slowly. Day by day.”

Jinu’s eyes widened, her words like a dagger to his chest. Killing myself? he echoed in his mind, confusion clouding his thoughts. But as quickly as the fear came, he shoved it aside, his brow furrowing into a glare. She’s trying to confuse me, he thought bitterly. This is some kind of tactic.

“I’m not dying,” he growled, his voice firm despite the slight tremor. “As you can see, I’m perfectly fine.”

Gokdama let out a huff of laughter, rolling her eyes. “Oh, of course. Because you’re too blind to see it. You wear rose-tinted glasses, Jinul. You don’t even realize that binding your soul to a hunter is killing you.”

A heavy silence fell between them. Jinu swallowed hard, his throat tightening. “Hah! There you go again with your lies,” he spat, forcing a scoff through his lips. “First, you refuse to tell me where Chwisaeng is, and now you’re spinning tales about me dying? Pick a new tactic, Gokdama.”

Her laughter rang out again, soft and mocking, as she took a leisurely sip of her wine. “Ah, how your youth betrays you. You’re so young, Jinul. So naïve. Your understanding of the world—even of hell—is painfully limited. You’ve been spoiled, shackled to the underworld for centuries. How could you possibly see the truth?”

“Truth?” Jinu’s voice rose, anger flaring in his chest. “What truth?”

She shrugged, her nonchalance infuriating. “The truth that binding yourself to a hunter means you can’t return to hell.”

Jinu stiffened. “Good,” he snarled. “Much better. I don’t need to return.”

Gokdama’s smirk deepened, her eyes gleaming with something dark and knowing. “I see you still don’t understand the problem,” she said, leaning forward conspiratorially.

Jinu’s eye twitched as she continued, her tone dropping to a near whisper. “Binding yourself to that hunter means you get hurt, Jinul. But you don’t die. Do you understand what I’m saying?” She leaned in closer, her breath almost brushing his ear. “You bleed, Jinul. And demons… demons never bleed.”

Her words sent a chill down his spine. His breath hitched as realization flickered in his mind. For just a moment, his carefully constructed defenses cracked, and a look of horror crossed his face.

Gokdama leaned back, satisfied, her smirk now a full, wicked grin. “Ah, there it is. That look—that delicious realization,” she murmured, taking another sip of her wine.

“What are you saying?” Jinu asked, his voice low, trembling slightly under the weight of her words.

“Oh, it’s just a small theory I have,” Gokdama replied, her voice dripping with false sweetness as she swirled her wine lazily. “You didn’t survive Baek-Hwa’s attacks out of sheer luck. No, no. You survived because half of your soul is bound to that hunter you love so much.”

Jinu blinked, the words hitting him like a physical blow. He swallowed hard as his claws dug into his thighs, the sharp pain grounding him in the moment. “What… what are you talking about?”

Gokdama’s smirk widened, her eyes gleaming with cruel amusement. “Though, I must admit,” she continued, tilting her head playfully, “I never knew our blood could be blue. Fascinating, isn’t it?”

“I don’t believe you,” Jinu snapped, though his voice betrayed a slight quiver. His eyes twitched, and his claws dug deeper into his skin, the pain barely enough to distract him from the storm raging in his mind.

Gokdama rolled her eyes, her expression one of exaggerated boredom. “Oh, Jinu, your theatrics are so tiresome. But I get it—denial is the first step, after all.” She leaned in slightly, her wicked grin returning. “I can see how liberating it must feel, though. To have your soul tethered so delicately to another. And the best part? The one you love gets to hold it in their hands, fragile, precious.” Her voice was a cruel caress, each word sinking deeper into Jinu’s mind.

A shiver ran down his spine, cold and sharp, as if her words had reached out and touched him. “You don’t know what you’re talking about,” he growled, his teeth clenched so tightly it hurt.

“Oh, don’t I?” Gokdama’s smirk didn’t falter. Instead, she leaned back, swirling her wine again as if their conversation was nothing more than idle chatter. “Well, it doesn’t matter, does it? You know what could happen. I told you—I don’t care much for the surface. I’m still busy cleaning up Gwi-Ma’s mess in hell.” She sighed dramatically, as though the weight of her responsibilities was truly exhausting. “But you… you could make this so much easier.”

Jinu’s eyes narrowed as she continued, her voice now smooth as silk. “If you want, you can always come back. Return to hell as my general. I’ll even give you the reins to take over the surface. That way, I’ll never be a threat to those you love again.” Her smile was dark, her words soaked in honeyed venom.

Jinu opened his mouth to respond, but no words came out. He hesitated, the weight of her offer pressing down on him like a vice.

“What’s more,” Gokdama continued, her grin widening at his silence, “think of it as just another deal. You come back to hell with me, back to being my general. I need more hands on deck, after all. You’ve always been so good at knowing what’s in everyone’s mind—it’s why demons fear you so much. And…” she leaned closer, her voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper, “you’ll have the surface all to yourself. You could be its king.”

Jinu’s jaw tightened, his fists trembling under the table. “Even if I take that,” he muttered, his voice barely audible, “there will be a catch.”

Gokdama’s laughter was soft, almost musical, but it carried a weight that made his chest tighten. “A catch? Oh, Jinu, you wound me.” She placed a hand delicately over her chest in mock pain. “Well, of course, there’s something I need. Something quite important, actually. There’s a reason Chwisaeng is missing.”

Jinu’s head snapped up, his sharp gaze locking onto hers. “Chwisaeng,” he repeated, his voice low and dangerous. “What did you do to him?”

Gokdama tapped her chin thoughtfully, her expression one of feigned innocence. “Hmm… that little dragon must be hiding somewhere, don’t you think?”

Jinu’s breath hitched. He’s alive. The thought sent a wave of relief crashing over him, but it was quickly drowned out by a surge of anger. Chwisaeng is alive… but he’s in hiding.

“What do you want from him?” Jinu demanded, his voice strained and taut with barely-contained fury. His hands trembled as he fought to keep his composure, his claws digging so deeply into his palms that he felt blood pooling in his fists.

“There’s something he has that I need, you see,” Gokdama began, her tone light, almost conversational, but her words carried a weight that settled heavily in the air. “Gwi-Ma was a clever devil—he knew our potential, knew exactly what we could become. That’s why he cursed us. A punishment, a leash to keep us in line.” She motioned lazily for the waiter, her long fingers gliding through the air like a queen summoning her court.

A young woman approached, trembling slightly, her excitement and fear palpable as she carefully poured wine into Gokdama’s glass. The liquid gleamed like dark rubies in the dim light. The waiter stepped back quickly, standing off to the side, her eyes cast downward.

Jinu’s jaw tightened as he spoke, his voice cold and sharp. “Our curse isn’t curable. It’s tied to our immortality—it’s the price we pay.”

“Oh, that’s where you’re wrong, my dear Jinu,” Gokdama said, swirling her wine delicately before taking a sip. “You see, there is a cure. It’s rare, nearly impossible to obtain, but it exists. An extinct species—a dragon. Their hearts are pure gold, you see. A dragon’s heart can cure any affliction… even our curse.” Her eyes gleamed with a dangerous light as she finished, her smile widening. “And your dear Chwisaeng? He’s the last of his kind.”

Jinu froze. The weight of her words hung in the air, each one heavier than the last. “A dragon’s heart…” he said slowly, his voice trembling with disbelief. “You want to take his heart… and eat it?” His voice rose, anger boiling beneath the surface. “That’s—no, I won’t allow it!” His fist slammed down on the table with a deafening crack, making the wine glasses tremble.

“Chwisaeng is his own person!” Jinu growled, his voice filled with rage. “You can’t just take his heart to cure this… this fucking immortal’s curse! ” His claws dug into the wood of the table, splintering it slightly.

Gokdama remained unfazed, her smirk never faltering. She took another sip of her wine, savoring the taste as if his outburst was nothing more than background noise. “His heart… or the people you love,” she said softly, her words cutting through his anger like a blade. “Now, Jinu, I’m giving you an ultimatum.” Her voice was calm, almost kind. “Come back with me. Work with me again. Be my general. You’ll have everything you’ve ever wanted—power, a palace, recognition. If you wish, you can even be king, and I’ll continue working behind the curtain.”

Jinu’s mouth opened, but no words came. His fury dissolved into a churning pit of dread, her offer twisting in his mind like a dark temptation.

Gokdama leaned forward, her tone dropping to a near whisper. “Or perhaps…” she continued, her smile sharpening, “a certain memory.”

Jinu winced as though struck. He clenched his fists so tightly his claws drew blood. It wasn’t that he didn’t trust Rumi’s power to hold off Gokdama. He trusted her with his life, trusted all of them—the hunters, the girls, their plan to create the Golden Honmoon. He had promised Rumi he would believe in her, in all of them.

But Gokdama’s words… they crept into his mind like poison. She knew exactly where to press, exactly how to make him doubt.

“You underestimate the hunters,” Jinu growled, his voice cutting through the haze of his thoughts. “I don’t need power. I don’t need a palace. I don’t need recognition. And I certainly don’t need my memories erased.” He let out a harsh, bitter laugh, glaring at her with defiance burning in his eyes.

“Oh, Jinu,” Gokdama purred, her tone soft and amused as if she were speaking to a child. “Who said anything about erasing your memories? No, no. That’s not what I meant.” She tilted her head, swirling her wine lightly in her glass. “I see how much you trust your little band of hunters. It’s admirable, really. But, tell me…” She leaned closer, her voice dripping with mock curiosity. “How do you think they’d react if they found out what kind of person you really are?”

“They already know,” Jinu shot back, his voice steady despite the storm raging inside him.

“Do they?” Gokdama asked, raising an elegant brow. Her smirk widened, her teeth sharp like a predator’s. “Oh, Jinu, you barely even remember the things you’ve done. I understand, though. It’s why I’m offering you this chance. Come back with me. Help me find Chwisaeng. Let’s take his heart, and soon you’ll be free of the curse Gwi-Ma gave you.”

Jinu gritted his teeth, jaw tight enough to ache. “What the hell are you talking about? Things I’ve done? I already know what I did before—” His voice cracked, frustration mixing with a fear he refused to name. Across from him, Gokdama only snorted, rolling her eyes in lazy disdain. The sound cut sharper than any blade.

He paused, unsettled by her reaction. His heart thudded out an irregular, anxious rhythm—part fear, part trepidation, all dread.

“I—I don’t get it,” Jinu said, voice trembling despite himself. “I remember what I did. It’s blurry, but I know what I’ve done.” He pressed a hand to his temple, as if he could steady the memories with sheer force of will. Gokdama exhaled, long and tired, as if his confusion bored her.

“Oh, Jinu. A monster is a monster. Nothing about you’s changed. You’re still that boy who pretends to be weak, just to lower our guard.” She clicked her tongue, a mocking sound that echoed in the stark chamber.

Jinu’s fingers curled into his hair. “I—”

“I was so kind to you, you know?” Gokdama’s voice softened, unexpectedly gentle. “When you turned into a demon, I saw you—so weak, crying, barely able to stand. I felt… human.” She placed a clawed hand over her chest, remembering. For a second, Jinu saw something vulnerable flicker in her eyes. He bit his tongue, uncertain, searching her face.

Where is she going with this?

“Baek-Hwa sees you as her big brother, and I—” Gokdama’s gaze sharpened, smile twisting bitter. “I see you like my son—”

Don’t, ” Jinu growled, the word raw, desperate.

She only smirked, leaning forward. “You’re such an amazing actor, you know that?” Her words dropped to a murmur, intimate and poisonous. “Are you acting once more, Jinu? Planning to betray these new people you pretend to love? Is that what this is?” Her breath ghosted across his ear, and he recoiled. Gokdama sits three feet away from him, yet he feels as if she was just beside his ear, whispering. He shivers.

“You don’t know me,” Jinu snarled, baring his teeth.

“Oh, but I do. I do know you.” Gokdama’s eyes shone with a dangerous, knowing light. “You broke my heart, just as you’ll break theirs. I took care of you. I sheltered you! My son—not by blood—but still, I called you that.” Her voice shook with old pain, then steadied. “Yet there you were, simmering with hate and anger and despair for Gwi-Ma, used us as your pawn. Oh, you were delicious, Jinu. You fooled me. Fooled everyone. Like an actor on a grand stage.”

She set her wine glass down with a sharp click, red liquid swirling in the dim light. “And here I thought I’d finally found peace. I was ready to lay everything down for you. I was ready to be Aera again. You showed me kindness—” For a heartbeat, her expression softened with some lost warmth. Then she scowled, turning away. “And then I realized—you’re all the same. Kindness, softness, they’re not what the world needs. Power is. You showed me that. You made me look like a fool.”

She laughed, but there was no humor in it—only something broken and sharp. “You’re smart, Jinul. You’re strong. And most of all, you know how we think. That’s your real trick, isn’t it? Understanding our minds. You made us love you and turned that love into a weapon.”

Jinu’s breath hitched, chest tight. “I—I don’t get it,” he managed, voice barely above a whisper.

Gokdama leaned closer, her eyes glittering with something like longing, something like hate. “You don’t have to. Even after all you’ve done—even after you’ve hurt me, hurt all of us—I’d take you back in hell. Because you’re smart. You’re strong. You’re exactly what I need.” Her hand reached out, claws glinting in the gloom. She traced the sharp points along his neck, nails breaking skin and drawing a line of blood. Jinu flinched, but held her gaze, breathless and afraid.

Gokdama’s eyes widened as she stumbled back, momentarily startled by the blood staining her claws. She stared at her trembling hand, almost mesmerized, while Jinu pressed a palm over the fresh scratch, feeling the sting and the wet warmth trickle down his neck.

“You truly bleed,” Gokdama whispered, her voice low and reverent, as if she’d uncovered a secret treasure. “You’re wasting your time here. You could have been something more. I could make you king—the new king of the Underworld.” Her words lingered in the air, dark and tempting. “You don’t belong here, with your wicked mind—more wicked than the depths of hell itself.”

“Shut up,” Jinu snarled, voice rough with fury. “You’re lying again, you fucker. I did none of those things!” His claws dug into the wooden table beneath his hands, splinters catching under his nails, the surface groaning under the pressure.

Gokdama leaned back, a small, almost proud smile curving her lips. “There’s a lot you don’t know about yourself, Jinu. Most of all, the reason you were punished for half a century. You deserved more, if you ask me. But now, I see—I need your kind. You are human, a vile one, through and through. The way your mind works, the way you use everything around you as tools, the way you—” She paused, eyes glinting. “You act like a true king, far better than Gwi-Ma ever did.” She spread her arms wide, as if presenting him to an unseen court.

“Come back to us. We could rule the Underworld together, you can have the surface all to yourself. I’ll give you time to think it over. If you really care about those little runts you call family, you’ll take this deal. We can rule below, and you can have the surface, all for yourself.” Her smile sharpened, predatory. “And… we can find a cure for our little curse.”

Jinu stared at her in silence, jaw set, unblinking. Gokdama rose from her seat, heels clicking on the stone floor, and crossed the distance between them. She placed a cool, clawed hand on his shoulder, her grip both gentle and threatening.

“Think about it very hard, will you?” she whispered, her breath icy against his ear.

Suddenly, the world lurched. Jinu felt himself shoved, falling backward into a void. He let out a raw yell—“No!”—but darkness swallowed him whole, shadows curling around his senses until there was nothing left.

And then—

“Jinu! Get away, he needs some space!” The world snapped back. Light, noise, the smell of yeast and sugar. Jinu gasped awake, finding himself slumped against the rough brick wall beside the bakery. His head spun, mouth thick and dry, as if he’d swallowed cotton. People stood in a loose circle, faces pinched with concern and curiosity.

“Wha—?” Jinu mumbled, blinking hard. Zoey crouched in front of him, her face tight with worry.

“Zoey…?” His voice was barely a breath. As realization dawned, he sat up too fast, panic jolting through his limbs. Zoey jerked back in surprise, nearly landing on her ass.

“Jinu?! Are you okay?” she blurted, reaching for him as he staggered to his feet, eyes wild.

“Gokdama… She was here,” he panted, scanning the crowd as if he might spot her lurking among the onlookers. Zoey stood too, noticing the strangers hovering nearby.

“Hey! Back off, let’s not crowd a guy who just passed out,” Zoey snapped, her glare scattering the gathering. Some people shuffled away, others lingered with uneasy glances. Zoey grabbed Jinu’s arm, grounding him.

“Jinu. Jinu! Look at me. Are you okay?” she demanded, voice softening as she searched his eyes.

Jinu shook his head, pressing his fingers to his throbbing temple. “What happened? I was just… Gokdama… ugh.” Pain lanced through his skull, memory and reality tangling uncomfortably.

“You passed out, dude. I was inside when someone found you out here,” Zoey explained, her voice taut with concern. “Are you sure you’re alright?” She reached out to touch his head, but he flinched away instinctively, still half lost in the shadow of Gokdama’s words.

“No—I didn’t just pass out. Gokdama took me somewhere—” Jinu’s voice was tight, panic scraping at the edges. Before Zoey could stop him, he broke away, stumbling into the street, heart pounding as he retraced the steps Gokdama had forced him down.

The restaurant—

Jinu stopped abruptly, breath hitching, sweat cooling on his brow. All he saw was an empty alley lined with cracked bricks and weeds pushing through the sidewalk. A battered dumpster. Faded graffiti. No sign of a doorway, no hint of the eerie restaurant or the dark glamour that had swallowed him whole.

“What?” He blinked, chest heaving, confusion thickening in his mind. He spun in place, searching for a sign—a flicker of shadow, a smear of magic—anything. But there was nothing. Just the ordinary city, indifferent and gray.

Where was it? Where had Gokdama taken him?

He pressed a trembling hand to his forehead, trying to piece together the fragments—her words, her threats, the press of her claws—

Suddenly, something poked against his ribs. Jinu glanced down, frowning. He shoved his hand into the pocket of his hoodie, his fingers closing around something small and cold. When he pulled it free, his breath caught.

A golden binyeo—a hairpin, heavy and intricate, adorned with delicate flowers that seemed to shimmer in the faint light. He turned it over in his hand, thumb tracing the familiar curves and petals. Something about it tugged at the back of his mind, a memory just out of reach.

“This—” Jinu whispered, voice trembling as he stared at the pin. 

Behind him, he heard Zoey’s voice echoing down the alley, sharp with worry. “Jinu! Jinu, where are you?”

He barely heard her, lost in the swirl of questions Gokdama had left behind. What was she talking about—his memories, his punishment? Why couldn’t he remember? All he could recall was the feeling of being held down, he remembers voices, and his own too, screaming. Was it anger or fear? Or was it both?

What did I do? Why was I punished? The answers danced just out of reach, taunting him.

I did something… Something that was enough to make Gwi-Ma see me, notice me. He thinks to himself. What the hell did I just do?

Notes:

here you go guys, 11k of lore drop once more XD. Since I think you guys deserve it after I disappeared for a few days. This is a lot of lore packed in one i think TOT.

Chapter 36

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

EVERYONE WAS ON STANBY —nervous, uncertain, the air thick with anticipation. After Jinu’s meeting with Gokdama, the tension had only grown. Everyone had gathered at the tower, and even Celine had rushed over, her expression grave as Jinu relayed Gokdama’s words.

“Chwisaeng is alive—he definitely is!” Jinu announced, his voice trembling with urgency.

Celine’s eyes widened; she clasped her hands tightly and bowed her head, her shoulders shaking almost imperceptibly. “I knew it. I knew he wouldn’t just disappear,” she whispered, the relief and fear mingling in her voice.

“My father is being hunted for his heart—what does that even mean?” Rumi’s voice wavered as she hugged herself, glancing anxiously at Jinu. “Does that mean… he’s— i don’t know, somewhere nearby, hiding? ” Her question hung in the air, heavy and raw.

Jinu nodded, pacing back and forth, his brow furrowed in concentration. “It could mean that, yes. But what I know for certain is that he’s alive. He hasn’t returned because he’s being hunted—actively. And he’s worried that if he comes back, you and Celine could be in danger too.” He gestured helplessly, running a hand through his hair before biting his thumb, lost in thought.

“That’s amazing!” Zoey exclaimed, breaking the tension. Before pausing when everyone stared at her, Zoey blushes “Not on the hunting part– but! Rumi’s dad is alive!” She cheers.

She threw her arms around Rumi, who managed a shaky smile, tears glistening in her eyes. “I’m so happy for you, Rumi.”

Mira, however, hovered at the edge of the group, her uncertainty plain. “What about the other thing Gokdama said?” she asked quietly, eyes flickering between Jinu and Rumi. “That… you’re going to die? Because you’re soul-bound to Rumi?” Her voice was barely above a whisper, laced with worry.

Jinu forced a laugh, waving the concern away. “No, no. That’s impossible. Gokdama’s theory doesn’t make any sense,” he insisted, though the tremor in his voice betrayed his nerves.

But Mira wasn’t convinced. She glanced at Rumi, then at Celine, searching their faces for reassurance.

Celine spoke up, her tone measured. “ It’s not entirely implausible ,” she said. “You two might be the first hunter and demon to bind your souls together. If we’re talking about soul-binding in the truest sense, it’s the merging of two souls into one. It’s like… soulmates. If one dies, the other cannot survive. But it could go both ways. If Rumi were gravely injured, being bound to you might mean she can’t die, either.”

“So that’s what Gokdama meant by ‘suffering,’ right?” Rumi interjected, her brows knitted in thought. “If we’re injured, we don’t die—we just have to heal the old-fashioned way. But Gokdama doesn’t know that when we… when we merge, we heal instantly.”

Celine snapped her fingers, eyes brightening with realization. “Exactly. This could just be another of Gokdama’s tricks, trying to manipulate Jinu into following her agenda. Just like the Honmoon—it wasn’t the whole truth. But when it comes to Chae-Song, I’m willing to believe her.”

“Hey, man, I know you’re worried, but never— never —take that deal. I swear to god,” Mira said, standing up abruptly. She punched Jinu on the shoulder, not too hard but enough to make her point. 

Jinu yelped, startled, clutching his arm.

“Why would I even do that?!” Jinu whined, still rubbing his shoulder as Rumi snorted, unable to hide her amusement. She stood up beside him, placing a reassuring hand on his arm.

“Hey, I get it. We’re all on edge here. But you have to trust us—we can handle this,” Rumi said firmly, nodding at him with a determined look.

Jinu’s tense features softened into a small, grateful smile. “I know. I do trust you. All of you—a lot. That’s exactly why I turned her down…” He paused, sighing heavily as he ran a hand through his hair. “Gokdama is an incredible liar. She’s so good at twisting words, at making you believe whatever she wants. I wouldn’t put it past her to invent an entire story just to get me on her side.”

“But what if the Honmoon really is getting weaker?” Zoey interjected, worry creasing her brow. “She was here —even though the restaurant you guys went to… it basically doesn’t exist anymore.” She glanced at the others, her anxiety palpable. “That means we didn’t even detect her when she broke through to the barrier.” She bit her lip, looking to Mira for comfort.

Mira wrapped an arm around Zoey’s shoulders, trying to soothe her. “It’s not your fault. Nobody saw it coming.”

Jinu chewed at his lip, mind racing, trying to piece things together. “Gokdama’s always been a master at—well, screwing with people’s heads. Maybe she got to me, too. Maybe that whole thing was just—” He stopped mid-sentence, a sudden thought striking him.

Without warning, he started tugging off his hoodie.

The room erupted into chaos.

“What are you doing?!” Zoey shrieked, spinning around and clapping her hands over her eyes.

“Oh goodness, should I leave?” Celine asked, lowering her head, her cheeks in embarrassment to have to see all of this, as she averted her eyes.

“Oh god,” Mira muttered, but she was still peeking.

Rumi jumped in front of Jinu, blocking him from the others, her eyes wide with alarm. “What are you doing?” she nearly shrieked, her face turning red.

Everyone froze as Jinu lifted his shirt just enough to reveal his waist. There, two angry red puncture wounds stood out—a snake bite, unmistakably fresh.

“What the—what is that?” Rumi asked, confused and worried.

“A snake bite,” Jinu said with a grimace. “Should’ve known. I have no idea how she managed to do this without me even noticing.” He let his shirt fall, sighing as he did.

“Oh jeez, that looks bad. Should you get that checked out?” Mira asked, wincing, her face twisted in disgust as Jinu casually poked at the bite.

“It’ll heal, don’t worry,” Jinu said, giving Mira an unimpressed look. “Honestly, the only thing I should be worried about is whether I’m still dreaming or not. Her snakes tend to do that,”

Mira didn’t look reassured by that at all.

“So… then she wasn’t really here?” Zoey asked quietly, her voice uncertain. “She really just visited you… in some dream?”

Jinu shrugged, rubbing his forehead. “It’s possible she was lying about the Honmoon. More likely, she sent one of her snakes to the surface. She’s done it before.”

“Okay, so we’ve got two things to worry about,” Mira said, ticking off on her fingers. “Rumi’s dad is possibly alive, and whether or not Gokdama is lying about the Honmoon. And we probably need to hurry the fuck up with the golden Honmoon, right, Jinu?” She pressed her fist into her palm for emphasis.

Jinu hesitated. There was a third thing Gokdama had told him—something he hadn’t shared with the group yet. Something about the reason why he was punished by Gwi-Ma centuries ago. 

But he wasn’t sure if it was true , or just another one of Gokdama’s manipulations, if he couldn’t understand what she meant, it was doubtful that they could to. “Yeah,” he said shakily, nodding.

“And oh, she tried to recruit Jinu,” Zoey added, shooting Jinu a sideways look.

Celine snorted softly. “She left you to think about her deal. You haven’t told her it’s off yet. It’s most likely she’s only here for you, Jinu.”

Her words cast a hush over the group.

“Well, Jinu isn’t going with her,” Rumi said firmly, crossing her arms. She shot Jinu a look, daring him to argue.

Jinu nodded, grateful for her support. “Right. If she shows up again—”

“Woah, ‘shows up again’? You’re not doing this solo, sword boy,” Mira cut him off, jabbing a finger at his chest.

“That’s not my name,” Jinu muttered under his breath.

“She’s right. You can’t go alone anymore,” Zoey agreed, her face pale as she leaned back against the sofa. “What if she attacks you with her snakes again? God, I hate snakes .”

“Wait, what? No, look—” Jinu started to protest, but Rumi fixed him with a look that brooked no argument. One that clearly said. ‘No, don’t argue about it or I’ll be angry’

—fine… ” he relented, shoulders slumping. Looking like a child denied candy.

“Zoey’s right. She’s after you, Jinu,” Celine added, crossing one leg elegantly over the other. Jinu ran a tired hand down his face.

“So what, house arrest?” he asked, sounding defeated at the prospect of being confined once more, isolated with nothing to do.

And on top of everything, Jinu hadn’t even found the time to explain any of this to Abby and the others. The thought gnawed at him, another weight among so many.

“Well, not too crazy, I hope,” Celine interjected, her voice steady as she addressed the room. “While I agree that Jinu must stay safe, we can’t just force him to hide away. We can’t live in fear. Remember, we own the surface—the living world. You three are the hunters, and they are only demons. You have the power of everyone’s trust. Your voice, your music—those are your weapons.”

The girls nodded, reassured by Celine’s confidence.

“Gokdama may be a thousand—maybe more—years old, and one of Gwi-Ma’s generals. She might even be the new ruler of hell. But that doesn’t mean you should let fear lead you all,” Celine added, her eyes sweeping over each of them.

Jinu nodded, trying to match her resolve. “You’re right… while— uh , yeah, you should be scared of her, let’s not let fear control us.” He tried for a stern tone, but it came out awkward, almost endearing.

Rumi snorted and moved closer, sliding her hand onto his arm. “You tried,” she teased, smirking. Jinu pouts, looking embarrassed

“If she does come back… what should we do? She really might go after Jinu,” Zoey said, her voice quiet but tense. There was an odd look on her face—guilt, maybe—but she wiped it away quickly and flashed a serious look.

“Don’t worry, I’ll be prepared,” Jinu said, crossing his arms and puffing up his chest, trying to look intimidating. He only managed to look like a stubborn kid standing up to his mother.

Celine couldn’t help but snort.

“And we’ll be prepared too,” Rumi added, wrapping an arm protectively around him as Mira rolled her eyes.

“Don’t worry, guys. I’ve been working hard. Training with Jangsu isn’t easy, but she’s a good teacher.” Mira flexed her arms, patting her biceps as Zoey clapped and cheered.

“Next thing I know you’re roaring,” Jinu muttered under his breath.

Mira shot him a glare. “What did you say, demon boy?”

“Not my name,” Jinu grumbled.

Rumi watched it all with a small smile, then glanced at Celine, who now sat a little apart, her hand covering her mouth, eyes distant in thought. There was definitely something on her mind, Rumi realized. She tucked that away for later, deciding to check in when things calmed down.

As the evening settled, Zoey and Mira drifted to the kitchen to work on dinner, while Jinu disappeared for a bath. The place was quieter now, just Celine and Rumi remaining in the living room.

It was just them—

Save for Zoey and Mira arguing about which pan they should use, on second thought, Rumi should probably not let them cook…

Celine broke the silence, her words soft and low. “Rumi… I want you to be careful.” She sat beside Rumi, her posture tense but earnest. Rumi turned toward her, her expression serious.

“I will,” Rumi promised, her voice steady.

“You have to take this seriously. I know you know your strength—your limits. But please… just be careful ,” Celine said, her voice thickening. She paused, swallowing hard, and for a moment Rumi saw a flash of pain in her eyes. “I don’t want you to get hurt. And your father doesn’t, either…” Her voice trailed off, heavy with unspoken worries.

Rumi went quiet for a moment, her gaze dropping to the floor. “I… yeah, I know—Celine… I saw the tapes,” she murmured, voice barely above a whisper.

“Tapes?” Celine echoed, confusion flickering across her face.

“From the box you gave me. There was one tape labeled for me. I watched it. I saw you and Dad together… and him leaving.” Rumi’s words hung in the air, fragile and heavy.

Celine’s eyes widened in surprise. “I—I thought I took it out. I must have put it back in by accident… I didn’t want you to see that, Rumi. Your father… he left for a reason, and now we know what it was. It was to keep you safe.” She reached out, gently taking Rumi’s hands in hers.

Rumi let out a small, shaky chuckle. “Yeah… I—I know.” Her voice trembled as she trailed off, the old ache still present beneath her words.

A quiet fell between them, deep and honest.

“I don’t blame you,” Rumi said softly, her voice thick with memories. “I used to. I was angry—so angry. But then I realized… you’re just as scared as me.”

Celine’s breath caught, her eyes shining with unshed tears. “Oh, Rumi… I’m at fault, too. I always knew—I was never the right person to care for you. But I couldn’t let go. I was scared… scared to lose you, to lose everyone I love. You are Chae-Song and Mi-Yeong’s daughter… I never wanted to part ways with you. I love you, but I never wanted you to feel like you had to see me as your mother. I—oh, Rumi… even now, I don’t know how to say it. I don’t know how to explain myself.” She lowered her head, shaking it, her voice breaking with vulnerability.

Rumi let out a shaky breath, then wrapped her arms around Celine. “It’s okay. I think I’m starting to understand,” she murmured.

Celine melted into the hug, letting her own tension fade away in Rumi’s warmth. “Of course you would. You always try to understand, even if the person’s at fault,” she said with a small, grateful smile.

They stayed there, holding each other for a long moment, until Celine pulled away, her expression earnest.

“Please be careful. I trust you—I know you’re strong. You have your mother’s courage, your father’s heart… but most of all, you have your own strength.” Celine squeezed Rumi’s hands tightly. “And Jinu… you must keep him at your side. Now that it’s known you’re soul-bound, you can’t separate. You can’t use your sword without him, Rumi.”

Rumi bit her lip, nodding. “Gokdama now knows how you two work… at least,” Celine added, though there was a flicker of uncertainty in her voice.

“I know. It’s just strange how she knew at all. That kind of information isn’t just out there,” Rumi said, shaking her head, worry creasing her brow.

“That means she must have something—or someone— watching us. That’s why we have to be careful,” Celine replied, her voice low.

Rumi paused, chewing at her lip. “Jinu said Gokdama doesn’t really care about us for now, but there are two things she wants. My father—and Jinu.” Her face darkened as she looked at Celine, whose mouth pressed into a thin, worried line.

“Two people I care about most,” Rumi growled, her jaw clenched. “I won’t let her take them.”

“She won’t,” Celine reassured her, squeezing her shoulder. But Rumi only looked down, her worry plain.

“God, I hope so ,” Rumi whispered, shaking her head.

A silence fell between them, heavy with unspoken fears, until Rumi spoke again, her voice trembling. “I was wondering… if what Gokdama said about being soul-bound to Jinu means I’m… killing him.”

Celine’s expression turned grave. “It’s… plausible. But it could just as easily be a lie. I know you’re scared and unsure, but you can’t falter now, Rumi.”

Rumi nodded, her hands fidgeting in her lap. “I—I know, but I’m still scared. Does this mean if I keep using Jinu as my sword… I’ll lose him too?”

“We can’t know for sure,” Celine admitted, her face paling as she spoke the thought aloud. “Soul binding isn’t new, but no one’s ever done it like you two. He gave you his soul, and you nurtured him back to life. Maybe he did die, just for a moment—but with your hunter and demon blood, you connected and gave him part of yourself. In theory… you both could be in danger.

“That might explain why, when I’m not with him, I feel… incomplete. Like something’s missing,” Rumi said, touching her chest. “Sometimes I feel his pain—it’s muted, like hearing a sound through a wall. But after we merge, I can feel his emotions, too.”

Celine sighed, the weight of their situation sinking in. “This is why you two can’t be far from each other. At least one of you should always be within reach.”

She leaned in closer, her voice gentle but intent. “Tell me everything—start from the beginning. When Jinu first came here. I need to know all of it.”

“I—back then, when we would merge, he would often feel weak. The first time we tried it, he was bedridden for days,” Rumi said, her voice tight with guilt. She gnawed at her lower lip, the faint taste of blood grounding her as she watched Celine, who sat across from her, fingers steepled, eyes narrowed in thought. “After that, he got used to it. Or at least I hope he did. I hope I didn’t inadvertently hurt him.”

Celine’s brow furrowed, her gaze distant as she considered. “It could be. He was just trying to get used to your frequency. You two are essentially becoming one—his body, soul, memories, everything are yours. And you to him as well.” Celine’s hand rose, pinching the bridge of her nose as if trying to stave off an oncoming headache. 

“The possibility is that, at that time, you two were still unable to find the right tempo, speed, and frequency of your souls. The reason you took more from him than he did from you…”

Rumi shifted in her seat, her nails digging into her palm. The room felt colder suddenly, as if Celine’s words had drawn out a chill from the very walls.

“Rumi, I understand you two have been doing exceptionally well,” Celine continued, her tone gentler. “But clearly, you’ve been extremely lucky. I just realized—if you two did this wrongly, one could get seriously hurt. Perhaps because you always have the same goal in mind, it works better than it did the first time.”

Rumi’s eyes widened, her breath catching. “I—well, it was always during fights that we were able to merge properly. The first real time was with Baek-Hwa. He was able to heal from the wound she gave him,” she said, voice trembling as the memory played behind her eyes: blood, sweat, the electric sensation of their souls entwining, the agony and relief mingling in equal measure. “The second time was in the demonic shrines…”

Celine let out a long, weary sigh, her shoulders slumping. “Are you saying we’ve been merging completely by luck? That if our goals are different, we’d be hurting each other? I—It can’t be that, right?” Rumi’s words tumbled out, her voice cracking, desperate. “It felt right the first time. I felt strong, powerful.”

“That’s because you took a lot from him,” Celine said softly, her eyes gentle but unflinching. “This… merging of yours, it’s like music. You both have to be in the right symphony. You must sing the same song, move to the same rhythm. Sometimes you must dance—though it isn’t always necessary. But you must be in harmony.”

Rumi swallowed, feeling her pulse quicken as she processed the gravity of it all. “O-Okay. I think we can work with that. Me and Jinu, we understand each other. This will be easy,” she said, mustering a shaky grin for Celine.

Celine arched an eyebrow, lips quirking in a rare, dry smile. “Well, I must say, you two work exceptionally well in matters of life and death.”

Rumi snorted, the tension breaking just a little as she let out a nervous laugh. “I guess we do, you can probably call us professionals in it.”

“But–this doesn’t answer much about what Gokdama said, though. What is she saying about me preventing him from dying?” Rumi asks, her voice tight with unease.

Celine hums thoughtfully. “Well—that’s just her theory. There’s no real proof yet. But honestly, I agree with her. No one should’ve survived that attack . You remember it, don’t you? I know you’d rather not.” Her words hang heavy in the air; Rumi winces, her eyes clouded with memory.

“Yeah… he was… ugh , sorry, I’ll be sick if we keep talking about this,” Rumi mutters, covering her face with a trembling hand. Her skin is pale, almost translucent.

Celine reaches out, gently rubbing Rumi’s arm in silent support. “I understand. That kind of wound should have killed a normal human—a demon, too. Gokdama might be right. Every attack against him, he survives because you’re there, tethering him to this world. Like I said earlier, you probably revived him by sacrificing a part of yourself. That’s also why you felt his pain as it happened,” Celine explains, her voice low and careful.

“But… he’s not dying, right? You said it yourself—I’m the one keeping him alive,” Rumi says, needing reassurance.

Celine’s expression turns grim. “Yes, but… keeping a suffering creature alive can sometimes be the same as killing it,” she murmurs, barely above a whisper. Rumi’s face pales further.

He’s not suffering —he’s alive. And as long as we’re together, neither of us will get hurt,” Rumi insists, her jaw set.

“I know. You’re both incredibly strong. You’re a hunter, and he was Gwi-Ma’s trusted general. Not just anyone could stand beside that devil. I trust you both to protect each other. Gokdama will try to use words to shake your resolve. Don’t let her get into your head,” Celine says, her eyes fierce with conviction.

Rumi nods, determination flickering in her gaze. “I won’t. I won’t let her get to me.”

Celine falls silent for a long moment, gathering her thoughts. Then, her voice comes out strained. “And be careful when merging. You’re both walking the razor’s edge between life and death. I— ugh , I can’t believe I’m letting you do this.” She buries her face in her hands, groaning.

“I can handle it, Celine. You don’t have to worry,” Rumi says gently.

Celine lowers her hands, looking at Rumi with a mixture of pride and sorrow. “I know. But that doesn’t change the fact that I could lose you at any moment,” she whispers. “Sometimes I wish I’d stayed a hunter, never passed the mantle to you. But I always knew you were meant for more—more than a hunter, more than a demon. That’s why I chose you.”

Rumi is quiet, absorbing the weight of Celine’s words.

“You were never meant for a normal life, Rumi. Danger will always find you—or maybe you’ll find it ,” Celine says, her voice soft with resignation.

She manages a wry smile. “Maybe it’s your father’s blood—the dragon in you. Dragons are fiercely protective of their own. Maybe that’s where your love for everyone comes from.”

Rumi lets out a small laugh. “You’re not sure about that. I don’t think I’m anything like my father.”

Celine snorts. “Jinu’s been noticing strange things.”

“Like what? Growing fangs and claws?” Rumi arches a brow, a grin tugging at her lips.

Celine chuckles. “Yes, exactly that.”

“That’s not much proof, but I’ll take it,” Rumi giggles, the tension easing between them.

Celine’s smile softens. “You are a dragon, Rumi—at least in heart and mind, if not in body. You protect the people you love with everything you have. The day will come when you realize your true self.”

“And be a dragon?” Rumi teases.

Celine rolls her eyes, but there’s affection in her gaze. “Yes, and be a dragon. Just—try not to break anything.”

Rumi giggled softly under her breath, her amber eyes glinting with amusement. “You missed the chance to say, shed your skin and turn into a dragon, ” she teased, her grin widening as Celine burst into laughter.

Mira poked her head into the living room, her apron slightly askew–too lazy to even tie it around her waist and her hair tied back in a messy bun. “Guys, dinner’s ready!” she announced, her voice bright, though a faint edge of urgency clung to it.

Before anyone could respond, a new voice cut through the air.

“Is something burning?” Jinu stepped out of the bathroom, his expression puzzled as he sniffed the smoky scent wafting through the hallway. His damp hair clung to his forehead, and his shirt, slightly wrinkled, hung loosely over his pajamas.

From the direction of the kitchen, a faint hissing noise and frantic shuffling could be heard. Zoey stood near the stove, waving her hands frantically at a plume of darkening smoke.

Why is this burning!? ” Zoey cried, her voice high-pitched with panic.

Rumi’s chuckle deepened as she watched Celine rise from the couch. “Goodness! You are not supposed to put that there! ” Celine’s exasperated voice carried through the apartment, followed by the chaotic clatter of pots and pans.

Zoey and Mira’s voices overlapped in a cacophony of panic, both of them shouting instructions at each other, their words blending together into an incomprehensible mess. The sound of running water, a loud clang , and a hiss from the stove only added to the chaos.

Back in the living room, Jinu glanced at Rumi, a small smile tugging at his lips. He lowered himself onto the couch beside her, his movements unhurried despite the commotion.

“Hey, you okay?” he asked softly, his tone warm and steady, a quiet contrast to the chaos in the adjacent room.

Rumi tilted her head slightly, her grin still lingering. “Kinda. Just worried, but…” She shrugged lightly, her shoulders relaxing as she glanced toward the kitchen. “I think we’ve got this.”

“You’re probably right.” Jinu leaned a little closer, his damp hair brushing her temple as he reached for her hand. His fingers were cool against hers, but his touch was gentle.

Rumi looked up at him, her grin softening into a warm smile. “Yeah, I know.”

She leaned into his shoulder, the faint scent of soap wafting from his shirt as she closed her eyes for a brief moment. Even with the muffled shouts and clatter of the kitchen, there was something grounding about the quiet comfort between them.

 

JINU DOESN’T REMEMBER ANYTHING that could explain why he was punished by Gwi-Ma in the first place. Over time, he tried to piece things together, but the reason always seemed just out of reach. Still, he had his suspicions—it had to be his mean streak, right? He always knew he wasn’t easy to control. 

His mouth often outran his mind, sharp words spilling out before he could stop them. His tongue, sharp and venomous as a snake, had always been his undoing.

There were countless moments Jinu could recall where his behavior had crossed the line, especially toward Chwisaeng. Even before he formally met the man, he’d harbored resentment. 

And later, when he suddenly ascended to the status of a general, Jinu’s feelings became even more complicated now that they are forced to work together. Chwisaeng was kind—soft, warm, and unguarded in a way that felt alien to Jinu. The man had seemed so close, so sincere, almost too good to be true.

But kind or not, nothing could soothe the raw wounds Jinu carried. After being punished for half a century, he was left fractured, hollowed out. Death on an endless loop—it wasn’t something you simply walked away from unscathed. The trauma clung to him like a shadow, always there, lurking in the corners of his mind. 

He didn’t remember the specifics, but he remembered the feeling: the suffocating helplessness, the crushing despair. Gokdama had made sure of that. Her cruelty was an unrelenting tide, and she reveled in his suffering, delighting in his pain.

It was her sadistic glee that terrified Jinu the most. She didn’t just punish him—she played with him, toying with his fear like a predator savoring its prey. She whispered words designed to burrow under his skin, to shake him to his core. Jinu had always known that Gokdama carried a deep, inexplicable grudge against him. 

Even before he had come to understand her fully, she was already wielding her power to keep him subdued, frightened.

Chwisaeng, though, was different. He acted like a friend. And that threw Jinu off completely. It disarmed him in ways he wasn’t prepared for, and his defenses rose instinctively. What else could he do? What creature, when backed into a corner, doesn’t lash out? Of course, he fought back.

And yet, there was something in Gokdama’s games that left him questioning himself. When she taunted him—talking about how he had made them care for him, how he had pretended—it left him rattled. Did she know something he didn’t? Jinu didn’t know what she meant, and he wasn’t sure he wanted to. But the memories, fragmented as they were, still haunted him.

He remembers…

He remembers the terror. The way it felt to be held down, powerless. Those moments shaped him—shaped his hatred, his fear. It was why he lashed out at every demon he encountered. It was survival. He was given a position of power over them, and he wielded it like a weapon, inflicting pain as they had inflicted it on him. 

Was it justice? Was it revenge? He didn’t know. Maybe it was just instinct.

The human mind is a confusing thing. His mind was a confusing thing.

Jinu likes to think he’s figured it out—demons, humans, they’re all the same in the end. 

And him? He’s no different. He’s just as flawed, just as driven by urges he can’t always control. Vices cling to him like second nature. Even after four centuries, he still finds himself tangled in the same web of emotions, the same patterns of behavior.

But he’s learned a lot in that time. He’s studied people—demons, humans, all of them. He’s had to. Survival demanded it. He knows how they think, how they speak, what drives them. He’s seen it in Gokdama, in Chwisaeng, in Baek-Hwa. Fear had forced him to understand them, to dissect their every mannerism, their every word.

It’s a habit he hasn’t broken. Even now, he does it with the people around him. Take Rumi, for example. He knows her favorite things, the little quirks that make her tick. 

He knows that using a certain tone of voice will send her into a nervous flurry, like a skittish cat. Zoey, too—he’s pieced her out, unraveling the threads of her personality until it all made sense. It always comes back to the same thing: how they were raised, the scars they carry, the fears they hide.

With Mira, Jinu already knew her story—her background, her family struggles. It wasn’t exactly a secret; her story was plastered all over the internet. Mira never shied away from admitting that she had problems with her family, but that transparency only made her more intriguing to Jinu. 

One thing he noticed about her, almost instinctively, was how fiercely she clung to the people she cared about. She was like a wolf, sinking her teeth into her prey and refusing to let go. Except, in her case, the "prey" wasn’t something to destroy—it was people, her people. She held on so tightly because she was terrified of being left behind.

These small details, the ones people didn’t even realize they revealed about themselves, were things Jinu noticed over time. It wasn’t intentional at first. He didn’t do it to manipulate or gain an advantage—it simply became part of who he was. A way to understand them better. And perhaps, deep down, it was because he cared. He couldn’t admit it outright, not even to himself, but he wanted to know them. He wanted to understand the lives they lived. Just in case they ever needed it, he wanted to be the shoulder they could lean on.

Then there were the Saja boys. Even as a demon, it hadn’t been hard for Jinu to figure them out. From the start of their peculiar arrangement, when they agreed to pose as K-pop idols alongside him, Jinu had deduced their desires. 

They wanted something, anything, to cling to. And Jinu—well, he had given them that. He gifted them whatever they asked for. He knew how demons worked, what they craved. Hope.

That was the thing about demons—they were hopeless creatures, desperate for a glimmer of light, a fleeting wish, a falling star to believe in. And Jinu? He played the part of that hope. It was easy to get them to agree, to bind themselves to him. Between humans and demons, demons were far easier to control. A few carefully chosen words, a subtle threat, an implication of pain—that was all it took. 

Demons were easy to scare, easy to hurt.

But now, as Jinu thought back, Gokdama’s words slithered into his mind. She had said something about this once—about his ability to read people, to understand how they thought, what scared them, what gave them hope. 

She made it sound like a weapon he wielded, like a tool for manipulation.

Was she… insinuating that he had manipulated her? That he had gaslighted her into believing he cared about her?

What kind of accusation was that?

How dare she?

Jinu’s chest tightened, anger bubbling up within him. Manipulative? Him? He had never thought of himself that way. A manipulative person hides their true intentions behind a mask of sweetness and false sincerity. That wasn’t who he was.

Jinu had never hidden his intentions. Not once. Every demon he had ever encountered knew exactly how he felt about them. He had always worn his hatred plainly, like armor. There was no pretense, no lies. He was honest about who he was and how he felt. 

And Gokdama? She knew, too. She always knew.

He was not a manipulator. He had never manipulated Gokdama, not in any way. How could she suggest otherwise?

Is she insinuating that he was the reason for all of this chaos? That it was his fault she had started everything?

Jinu’s hands clenched into fists, his nails pressing into his palms. How could she blame him for something he never wanted? He never asked for this. He never wanted any of it. And yet, somehow, she was twisting it, turning it all back on him.

He had never pretended to be weak to gain anyone’s trust or lower their guard. If anything, Jinu had done the opposite. He had always made it clear he was strong so that no one, no one , could mistake him for weak.

He wasn’t manipulative. He wasn’t deceptive. He wasn’t the villain she made him out to be.

He was scared.

He was afraid.

And now, she dared to blame him for it all?

Jinu knew Gokdama. She was as slimy and slithery as a snake. Her every word was a trap, her every action a calculated move to make him falter. She thrived on doubt, weaving it into his thoughts until it poisoned him against himself and everyone around him. That was how she worked. She knew his weaknesses, his deepest fears, and she would not hesitate to exploit them.

“Jinu?”

The soft voice startled him. Zoey stood at the edge of the living room, her silhouette barely visible in the dim light. The room was so dark that she had jumped when she saw him sitting there, a glass in her hand.

“Oh… hey,” Jinu murmured, turning to look at her. At his feet, Beom lay curled up, the tiger's rhythmic breathing a comforting presence. Beom’s ears flicked but she stayed asleep, always watchful, always protective.

“Why are you still awake?” Zoey asked, her voice light but tinged with nervousness. She tried to smile, but in the darkness, it was barely noticeable.

“Uh… just thinking,” Jinu replied, his tone distant.

“Don’t hurt yourself now,” Zoey teased with a small grin as she padded softly to the kitchen.

Jinu watched her disappear into the faint glow of the fridge light. After a moment, he stood and followed her, his footsteps quiet. Beom stirred slightly, raising her head to glance at him before yawning and nestling back into sleep.

“And you? Just up for water?” Jinu asked as he leaned against the counter.

Zoey didn’t respond right away. She stared into the open fridge, her face illuminated by the cold light. Her expression was serious, her brow furrowed, teeth gnawing on her lip as if she were trying to weigh something heavy in her mind.

Jinu’s brows knitted together. “You alright?” he asked, his voice softer now.

Zoey shut the fridge door with a quiet thud, plunging the kitchen into near darkness again. “Fine,” she muttered. “Just… thirsty.”

She poured some water into a glass, her movements precise even in the dark. Jinu found himself hoping she wouldn’t spill it, though the thought seemed absurd.

“You sure?” he asked, his tone laced with lightheartedness to ease the tension. “You look like someone stole your favorite turtle plushie or something.”

Zoey froze for a moment, her back to him. He could see her shoulders rise and fall as she took a deep breath.

“I–” She hesitated, her voice trembling slightly. “Jinu, I’m sorry.”

The words hit him like a sudden gust of cold air. He blinked, confused. “Sorry for what?” his mind supplied, unhelpfully scrambling for answers. She had never done anything to him, not as far as he was aware.

“Sorry for buying atrocious clothing?” he joked, trying to lighten the moment.

Zoey slammed the water jug onto the counter, the sound startling in the quiet.

“I’m sorry for leaving you,” she said in a shaky breath, her voice cracking at the edges. “I’m sorry for letting Gokdama do that to you.”

Jinu froze, staring at her.

“Oh…” he managed, his voice coming out quieter than he intended. It was a stupid response, he knew that, but the weight of her words left him momentarily speechless.

He blinked, trying to process her apology, the raw emotion in her tone.

“I– ugh, as always, I’m useless. I should have known, I should have—” Zoey stammered, her voice trembling.

“Woah, hey, why are you blaming yourself all of a sudden? Neither of us could’ve known that would happen,” Jinu interrupted, his confusion evident as he tilted his head. Zoey let out a shaky laugh, one that sounded far more like a sob caught between her lips.

“I feel so useless right now,” she argued, her voice rising slightly. “I should have been with you, Jinu.”

“Zoey, we didn’t even know she was here in the first place,” Jinu replied, firm but calm, trying to reel her back in. Zoey lowered her head, her breathing unsteady.

“And what if she had hurt you? Killed you?” Zoey’s voice cracked. Her breath came in short, panicked bursts now. “What—how… how can I even—”

“Hey, hey,” Jinu said quickly, stepping around the counter. He placed his hands gently on her shoulders, his thumbs rubbing soothing circles against her tense frame. “Breathe, Zoey. Just breathe. Let’s take it one step at a time.”

Zoey nodded tearfully, her chest heaving as she tried to steady herself. Even in the dim light, Jinu could see the glimmer of tears streaking her cheeks.

He didn’t know if he was any good at comforting someone like this—but right now, he had to try.

“Are you not going to blame me?” Zoey whispered, her voice small and fragile. “I didn’t have your back… I wasn’t there for you.”

“No. Why would I blame you for something you couldn’t control?” Jinu said, his voice firm but kind. “Last I remember, we were out there to have fun. None of us knew she was here. And even I didn’t realize her snake got me until it was too late.”

He placed a hand over his shirt, where the snake bite had been found. His fingers brushed against the rough patch of fabric rubbing against irritated skin, and he winced slightly at the uncomfortable sensation.

Zoey frowned, wiping her face with the back of her hand. “I’m scared…” she admitted, her voice barely above a whisper. “I don’t want all of this to be gone. Back then, I was terrified of losing Rumi and Mira… and now I could’ve lost you too. Everyone I care about—I—” Her words faltered, replaced by a shaky breath.

Jinu sighed, his gaze softening. “Hey… that’s a normal reaction. I’m scared too,” he said quietly, his voice steady, grounding. “Of losing everyone I care about.”

Zoey looked up at him, startled by the rare vulnerability in his tone.

“Gokdama knows exactly what I care about most,” Jinu continued. “It’s you guys. Rumi, you girls, the boys… hell, even Celine,” he admitted, letting out a short, embarrassed laugh as he scratched the back of his neck.

Zoey let out a small snort despite herself, the sound breaking through her tears.

“That’s why she’s asking you to come back, huh?” Zoey said, her tone tinged with bitterness. “And giving you a deal that she won’t touch the surface anymore?”

“I trust you guys,” Jinu said, his voice quiet but filled with conviction. “I really do. I know you’re all strong.”

He paused, then added, “That’s why you need to start believing in yourself, too. Because a lot of people believe in you, Zoey. Even me.”

Zoey’s eyes widened, her breath hitching at his words.

“Oh,” she murmured, suddenly falling silent.

“Yeah… ‘Oh,’” Jinu echoed, a small smile tugging at his lips. “Past me would be completely disgusted and angry at present me right now. I just know it.”

“How so?” Zoey asked, tilting her head slightly.

“I–” Jinu hesitated, rubbing the back of his neck. “I guess… trusting is hard for me. It always has been. But now I’m doing it so freely, and honestly? I like to think you guys helped me understand that. You showed me it’s okay to trust. And I know, deep down, that you guys can handle it. Whatever comes next.”

Zoey let out a snort, her lips curling into a grin. She playfully punched his shoulder. “Who knew you were such a sap?”

“Ow!” Jinu yelped, rubbing his shoulder with an exaggerated wince. “I am not a sap,” he grumbled, shooting her a mock glare.

“Yes, you are,” Zoey shot back without missing a beat, her grin widening.

“Whatever,” Jinu muttered under his breath, crossing his arms like a sulking child.

They both fell into a comfortable silence for a moment, the weight of their earlier conversation giving way to an easier atmosphere.

“Okay…” Zoey said, taking a deep breath, her voice more resolute now, as though she were convincing herself. “I can do this. We can do this.”

“Yeah, you guys can do this,” Jinu said with a small nod. “The Seoul Music Awards are only a month away. Uh… how’s the single coming along?” He tilted his head curiously.

Zoey’s face lit up, her earlier tension easing. “It’s actually going really well. Everyone worked on this song—me, Rumi, Mira…” She paused, rolling her eyes. “And, well, you gave some of your so-called ‘additions’ here and there.”

“Hey! I should be credited for that,” Jinu said, puffing his chest out and crossing his arms. “Make it feat. JINU .”

Zoey burst out laughing. “Sure,” she said, her tone dripping with sarcasm.

Jinu gasped dramatically. “You know that’s illegal! How dare you?

“You barely added anything to the song,” Zoey shot back, raising a brow. “And since when do you care about legality?”

For a moment, they stared at each other, trying to hold back their amusement—before both of them broke into laughter, the sound echoing softly in the quiet kitchen.

“Sorry, that was hilarious,” Jinu said, wiping at his eyes as his laughter died down. “You can tell me all about the song tomorrow, okay? It’s getting really late anyway.”

Zoey nodded, her smile softening. “Yeah… sure. Tomorrow,” she said quietly, a hint of gratitude in her voice.

Later that night in Rumi’s room, the soft glow of the moon seeped through the balcony, casting faint silver patterns on the walls. 

Jinu lay beside her, quiet and thoughtful, the golden binyeo resting in his hand. Its smooth surface caught the faint light, glinting faintly as he rolled it between his fingers. His gaze drifted to the ceiling, his brow furrowed in thought.

After a moment, he let out a deep sigh, one that seemed to carry both relief and resignation. Slowly, he set the binyeo down on the nightstand, its metallic clink faint but sharp in the otherwise silent room. He turned toward Rumi, his movement careful, as if afraid to disturb her.

Her face was soft in repose, framed by loose strands of hair. She snored softly, the sound rhythmic, almost comforting. For a moment, Jinu simply watched her, his expression unreadable, a faint shadow of something tender flickering in his eyes.

Reaching out, he gently brushed a strand of hair from her cheek, his calloused fingers grazing her skin with a touch so light it was barely there. He lingered for a moment, his hand warm against her cool cheek, before leaning in to press a soft kiss to her forehead.

Straightening, Jinu pulled the duvet up to her chin, tucking her in with the same care one might give a fragile treasure. He paused, watching her chest rise and fall in steady rhythm, his lips curving into the faintest of smiles. Then, settling back onto the pillow, he closed his eyes.

Notes:

Now... I did say this chapter will explain it (it did, you just gotta read it, Jinu tends to put his foot on his mouth :DD)

Though! I will soon give a chapter on what he had done. Though I wouldn't mind if you would theorize. From last chapter there is a lot of theories that actually just had hit it right in the head. And most answers are really indeed on the past chapters, just there hidden or just randomly said XD. I tend to hide infos right in the open at times XDD

Chapter 37

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

CENTURIES AGO, there was a cunning demon who led a rebellion in the underworld. At first, it might sound remarkable. Yet, in the Underworld, war and uprising are common—rebellion is only the tip of the iceberg.

What made this particular rebellion different? What made it echo down the ages?

The leader of this revolt was no ordinary demon. He succeeded where others had failed—slaying all three of Gwi-Ma’s formidable generals. For the first time in ages, he forced Gwi-Ma himself to take notice. The king of the underworld’s ire was fierce, but beneath it was a flicker of something rarer: genuine amazement. That a single demon could destroy his most trusted generals was unheard of.

This rebel was not born a demon. He was once a man, twisted by hatred for Gwi-Ma. Many whispered that his voice held a dreadful power, that he could compel obedience with a mere word. Those who resisted felt an invisible hand constrict their throats, as if being strangled by the air itself.

Impressed and intrigued by such power, Gwi-Ma claimed the rebel as his own. He erased the demon’s memories of defiance, reshaped his will, and elevated him as a new general—one bound to Gwi-Ma’s service by force and submission.

There was once a boy—a human boy who became a demon, one who now weeps and hides in a cave that only Chwisaeng seemed to visit to rest. The boy’s eyes were wild and sorrowful, haunted by memories lost to the darkness, behind it was full of hate and anger. For who? He isn’t so sure.

Every demon and man has something to be angry about in hell.

More often than not, Chwisaeng would hesitate at the mouth of the cave, the mournful cries of anger echoing behind him, before turning away to climb back into the mountains where Gokdama often rested.

Gokdama would be there, seated on a stone bed smoothed by centuries, brushing her ink-dark hair as she plotted her next moves for power. Around her, her snakes—silent and sinuous—prowled the ground as if they were the mountain’s true masters. 

Chwisaeng would ascend the narrow, winding stairs and pause before her. A small smile in his face, as if this was just a normal day,

“General Gokdama,” he would greet, bowing his head respectfully. The title always sat heavily between them. Gokdama would hum a low, almost forgotten lullaby, her gaze distant.

What is it now? Is there something you need?” she would ask, her voice edged with weary annoyance. There was a tiredness to her, a shadow beneath her eyes. Chwisaeng noticed, as he always did, the fatigue of someone who had cleaned up Gwi-Ma’s messes far too many times—more than she cared to count. She resented being ordered around, knowing deep down she could rule more wisely, more justly. Better than Gwi-Ma ever could.

Chwisaeng would try to lighten the mood. “A nice day, is it not?” he would say softly, a gentle invitation to talk, or perhaps, to walk together under the barren sky.

Loneliness pressed on him like a shroud. He often sought out Gokdama and Baek-Hwa, yearning for the warmth of old companionship, but those days had faded. Rarely did any of them remember the laughter or the dreams they shared when they were just Aera and Bora—before cruelty hardened Gokdama’s heart. Yet Chwisaeng saw past the mask. He knew she was still in there somewhere, a wounded, gentle soul, mourning the children she had lost to the cold.

“There is no day here, in the underworld…” Gokdama would murmur, glancing at the perpetual twilight that enveloped their realm. But then, she softened. “Still, perhaps I will indulge you.” She shifted, making room beside her, and Chwisaeng sat down with a contented sigh.

“How are you faring these days?” he asked quietly.

“Decent, I suppose,” Gokdama replied, smoothing the delicate folds of her white hanbok. Chwisaeng nodded, relieved.

“That’s good to hear,” he said.

“Where is Baek-Hwa?” he asked after a pause. Gokdama’s sigh was heavy. “Probably pestering that new demon—the one Gwi-Ma tricked and dragged here.”

Chwisaeng fell silent, taking in her words. “I see,” he replied softly.

That was how it began, at least for Gokdama. The human boy, newly turned demon, had been found by Baek-Hwa—discovered sobbing in the deepest shadows of hell. 

Baek-Hwa had brought him to Gokdama, presenting him like a stray animal in need of shelter, or perhaps, a new pet to ease the monotony of eternity.

“Look! Look! General Gokdama! I found a friend!” Baek-Hwa came running up the rocky path, her voice high-pitched and brimming with excitement. Behind her, she dragged a boy barely able to keep up, his tattered hanbok hanging from his thin frame like a shadow of better days. 

His gat was missing, his face pale and smudged with dirt. 

He kept his head bowed low, shoulders hunched like a frightened animal, his dark, hollow eyes hidden beneath the messy fringe of his hair. His demon mark, a jagged and inky red streak curling up from his collarbone, was darker and more pronounced than Gokdama’s own—a sign of torment and fresh transformation.

Gokdama exhaled sharply, her eyes narrowing as Baek-Hwa skidded to a stop before her. “What is this?” she asked, her voice low and edged like a blade. “What have I told you about bringing demons into my home?”

The boy flinched at the cold authority in her tone, his hands curling into fists as he shrank further behind Baek-Hwa, though his tall stature barely made it work, quite the contrast to Baek-Hwa’s small body. Gokdama barely spared him a glance as she stood, her towering form casting a long shadow over the trembling boy—barely a man. 

The wind stirred, carrying with it the faint scent of iron and ash that clung to the boy’s frail body.

Baek-Hwa, undeterred by her general’s disapproval, beamed up at her. “He’s my friend! He was all alone, so I brought him here!” she declared with the resolute innocence of a child who refused to see danger.

Gokdama’s gaze finally shifted to the boy, her sharp claws flexing absently at her sides. “What’s his name?” she asked, her voice softer now but no less commanding. Taking a step forward, she leans up to meet the boy’s height, her clawed hand reaching out to lift his chin. His skin was cold against her touch, and she tilted his face up toward the fading light of the red sky.

For a moment, Gokdama froze. Her breath hitched as she stared at the boy’s features—his high cheekbones, the delicate curve of his jaw, the dark eyes framed by long lashes. It was uncanny. He looked almost exactly like her son… No.

She blinked once, twice, chasing away the ghost of a memory that threatened to surface. Her claws trembled ever so slightly as she released his chin, standing abruptly and turning her back to him.

“What is your name?” she asked again, her voice sharper this time.

The boy hesitated, his lips parting soundlessly before he swallowed hard. “J-Jinu,” he murmured, barely audible over the rustling leaves.

Gokdama clicked her tongue in irritation. Another human turned demon, she thought, weak and spineless. No wonder Gwi-Ma had been able to fool this boy into such a fate. Pathetic.

Still, she couldn’t deny the unease that curled in her chest every time she looked at him. That face… so much like—

“Do whatever you want, Baek-Hwa,” she said abruptly, cutting off her own thoughts. Her voice was curt, dismissive, but her claws clenched at her sides as she turned away.

Baek-Hwa cheered, her small hands clapping together. “Yay! Thank you, General Gokdama!” she chirped, her joy uncontainable. Her hand shot out to grab Jinu’s wrist, tugging him forward with surprising strength.

“Come! I’ll show you the mountain! It’s fun here!” Baek-Hwa giggled, dragging Jinu away. He stumbled after her, his bare feet catching on the uneven ground, but he didn’t resist.

From the shadows, Sahon-Baem slithered into view, her black, serpentine body gleaming in the fading light. Though still small, the snake had grown, her coiled length now almost the size of Gokdama’s arm. The creature wound itself lazily around Gokdama’s leg, her forked tongue flicking curiously at the air.

Gokdama glanced down at the snake, her expression unreadable as the two disappeared down the mountain path, Baek-Hwa’s laughter echoing faintly behind them.

Gokdama often saw the boy with Baek-Hwa. He was different now—far from the trembling, shadowed figure she had first encountered. His pale face, once hidden behind a curtain of fear, now wore a small, tentative smile. His hanbok, once in tatters and stained with grime, was now clean and neatly mended—thanks to Chwisaeng and his eternal bleeding heart for children.

She would often find Baek-Hwa and Jinu sitting side by side by the red river—a river as red as blood, its surface shimmering ominously under the light of an ever-clouded sky. At times, as Gokdama walked by, she would catch snippets of their conversations, their voices drifting on the wind like whispers from another world.

“Jinu?” Baek-Hwa’s voice was soft, laced with uncertainty.

“Hm?” he replied, his tone warm but cautious.

“Am I ugly?”

The question made Gokdama pause mid-step, her sharp ears pricking. She turned her head slightly, her eyes narrowing at the two figures by the riverbank. In her hand, Sahon-Baem coiled lazily, her glossy black body glinting as it slithered happily, content after devouring a human soul Gokdama had retrieved from the surface.

Jinu’s voice broke the silence. “Why do you think that?” he asked, his tone tinged with concern.

“Because… Lord Gwi-Ma keeps reminding me,” Baek-Hwa murmured, her small hands clutching at the hem of her sleeve.

There was a long pause. Gokdama could hear the faint rustle of the wind and the gentle ripple of the river. Jinu’s voice, when it came, was low but firm.

“You shouldn’t listen to him. All Gwi-Ma knows is lies. You’re beautiful just the way you are.”

“Really?” Baek-Hwa’s voice brightened, hope blooming there like a fragile flower.

“Yes,” Jinu replied, his tone leaving no room for doubt. “You are,”

“Thank you… I think I’ve been wanting to hear that,” Baek-Hwa’s voice was soft, vulnerable. Quite different from the Baek-Hwa that Gokdama knew. 

This was the first time she ever heard of that tone coming from Baek-Hwa…How—strange.

Gokdama exhaled softly, a sound more like a scoff than a sigh, and turned her gaze away. She resumed her walk, the conversation fading behind her like the whisper of leaves in the wind. She would not think about it—or so she told herself.

Hope is not for demons like them–ugly, vile, disgusting. These words? Are useless here in hell. Gokdama scoffs under her breath, shaking her head at the idiocy of it all. 

It wouldn’t be long, that Jinu boy would die because of his naivety. Was what Gokdama thought–though there was an aching pain in her chest seeing a face so familiar die once more.

Then suddenly… as if–God was making fun of her, laughing at her.

It became a regular occurrence to find Jinu lingering at the base of her mountain. 

Once, she found him crumpled against a stone, his face hidden beneath the brim of his gat, fast asleep— strange to see a demon willingly sleep, showing all his weak sides as if the land he is standing on is safe . His thin frame looked even smaller in the shadows of the towering rocks.

“What are you doing here?” Gokdama’s voice cut through the stillness like the crack of a whip.

Jinu flinched awake, scrambling to his feet, his face flushed a deep red. “H-Hello, General Gokdama!” he stammered, bowing clumsily, his hands twisting nervously.

She raised an unimpressed brow, waiting.

“I-I’m here for Master Baek-Hwa,” he explained hurriedly. “She… she said she wanted to play today, but she hasn’t come down yet.”

Gokdama crossed her arms. “You’ve been with her for a very long time, yet you don’t know that she lives by the south?”

Jinu blinked, his face flushing deeper. “S-South… I forgot,” he mumbled, his voice barely above a whisper as he stared at the ground, ashamed. Fidgeting uncomfortably under her gaze.

Gokdama let out a heavy sigh. “Pathetic,” she muttered under her breath. “Come, make yourself useful since you’re here.”

Jinu perked up slightly, nodding quickly. “Y-Yes, General Gokdama!” he said, his voice cracking as he fell into step behind her, his head bowed like a guilty child.

And so, it began. Aside from his time with Baek-Hwa, Jinu started to follow Gokdama as if he were a baby duck trailing after its mother. He was quiet, his presence subdued, but he rarely strayed far from her side.

Gokdama found herself growing accustomed to it, though she would never admit it aloud. He followed her when she ordered the lesser demons, her voice commanding and sharp as she stopped disputes before they turned bloody. He followed her when she rested beneath the dry, gnarled tree on the mountain’s peak, Sahon-Baem coiled lazily in her hands.

Though he spoke little, Gokdama began to notice his quiet strength. He was just a boy, barely on the verge of becoming a man, with nothing to his name but a bipa strapped to his back and a gravelly voice that sometimes sang—but only rarely. And it was always in her presence, as if it was all for her.

Gokdama refuses to care.

“Do you see someone else when you look at him?” Chwisaeng asked one , his voice breaking the heavy silence as he sat down beside Gokdama.

She didn’t respond immediately. Her eyes were fixed on the horizon, where the blood-red river snaked through the jagged landscape. In her lap, Sahon-Baem coiled lazily, her black, sinuous body glinting faintly in the dim light.

“Whatever do you mean?” Gokdama replied at last, her tone flat and disinterested. She was not one for small talk, least of all with Chwisaeng and his incessant musings.

“That boy,” he pressed, his voice carrying a teasing lilt. “I see him following you like a duckling to its mother. Have you finally come to your senses and abandoned that god-awful plan of yours to rule?” His lips curled into a small, knowing smile.

Gokdama snorted, the sound sharp and bitter. “Hah! In your dreams, you old fool .”

Chwisaeng chuckled softly, though his expression turned more serious. “Gwi-Ma is not an easy man to defeat, you know,” he said, his tone shifting to that of quiet admonishment—like an elder scolding a stubborn child.

Gokdama clicked her tongue in annoyance, her claws drumming lightly against her knee. “What is it that you want, you fool?” she asked, her patience wearing thin.

“You still haven’t answered my question,” Chwisaeng said, his voice calm but persistent. “What do you see in that boy?”

Gokdama stiffened ever so slightly, the question striking closer than she cared to admit. She made a low, disgruntled noise, shaking her head. “Don’t pretend to be an idiot,” she hissed. “You know what I see. The same thing I see when I look at Baek-Hwa.”

Chwisaeng’s gaze softened, his eyes searching her face. “You see your children,” he murmured. “Aera—”

“I no longer go by that name,” Gokdama snapped, cutting him off with a glare so sharp it could have drawn blood. Her voice was venomous, her claws twitching with restrained anger.

Chwisaeng flinched at her words, his expression turning pained. For a moment, he looked as though he might say more, but instead, he sighed and turned his gaze to the ground.

“I wish it was as it was back then,” he said quietly. His voice was filled with a wistful sadness, the kind that settled deep in the bones. “You, me, and Bora… We had a family. We could add Jinu into that little circle we made. We could be our old selves again. It’s not too late, you know. We could leave this place, find a haven on the surface, and start anew.”

Gokdama scoffed, the sound harsh and biting. “And what of Gwi-Ma?” she countered, her voice low and dangerous. “We are his generals. We’ve ascended far beyond what we were. With this position, I have the power to change things.”

“Change?” Chwisaeng repeated, shaking his head. “Changing hundreds, thousands of years of Gwi-Ma’s rule? It’s a dangerous path, A—” He stopped himself, biting down on the name she had cast aside. “Don’t put yourself in a position where you’ll burn out before you even begin. You cannot take his throne,” he said, his voice a near-whisper. A plead.

Gokdama’s lips curled into a cold, humorless smile. “Then I will find a way,” she muttered, her voice barely audible over the faint hiss of Sahon-Baem sliding to the ground. The serpent coiled at her feet, its massive body now large enough to swallow a deer—or even a bear—whole.

Chwisaeng fell silent, his gaze lingering on the snake. “Sa-Rang has grown,” he murmured at last, his voice almost fond.

“It’s Sahon-Baem, ” Gokdama corrected sharply, her tone a seething hiss. “There is no place for love in this wretched hell.”

And that was that. The conversation ended, the air between them thick with unspoken words. Chwisaeng rose to his feet, his expression weary and resigned. Without another word, he departed, his footsteps fading into the distance.

Later, Gokdama descended the mountain, her sharp eyes catching sight of a familiar figure at its base. 

Jinu sat on a large rock, his ratty bipa resting in his lap. He strummed a soft, melancholic tune, the notes drifting through the air like echoes of a forgotten past. The sound stirred something deep within Gokdama, a faint ache she refused to name.

“Jinu,” she greeted, her voice cutting through the quiet.

The boy jumped to his feet, bowing deeply. “Master Gokdama,” he said, his voice low and respectful. There was a small, shy smile on his lips, half-hidden beneath the brim of his gat.

Gokdama studied him for a moment, her eyes unreadable. 

“I have something for you,” Jinu said, his voice hesitant, almost trembling, as he pulled something from the wide sleeve of his hanbok.

Gokdama looks at him with mild curiosity. Her eyes glinted in the dim light, bored yet sharp, but she nodded for him to continue.

“I’ve noticed…” he began, his voice soft as he avoided her piercing gaze. “You often leave your hair down, and the air here—it tangles it quite a bit.”

From the folds of his sleeve, he revealed a golden binyeo , its surface gleaming with intricate floral designs. It shimmered faintly, catching what little light the cursed skies allowed.

“I found this in the west,” Jinu explained, his hands trembling slightly as he held it out toward her. “There’s a demon there who… steals from the surface. I thought… you would appreciate it more than that demon ever could.” His voice wavered as he took a cautious step toward her.

Gokdama hummed, reaching out to take the binyeo from his hands. Her sharp claws brushed his fingers as she did, and Jinu flinched slightly, though he didn’t pull away. She turned the ornament in her hand, her thumb swiping over the delicate craftsmanship, the gold catching an eerie glow.

“I see,” she said at last, her voice soft but unreadable. “I appreciate this very much. Thank you, Jinu.”

His lips parted into a small, hesitant smile, and he bowed his head. “I’m glad,” he murmured, his voice filled with quiet relief.

Before Gokdama could stop herself, her hand moved of its own accord. She reached out and patted his cheek—just as she used to do to her son when he returned from a successful hunt, his arms laden with game. 

The gesture was small, fleeting, but it carried a weight neither of them could name.

Jinu’s eyes widened, his face flushing a deep red as he stared at her.

But ,” Gokdama said, pulling her hand back and smirking faintly, “you must remember: giving a woman a binyeo could mean a lot of things.”

Jinu’s face turned a deeper shade of crimson, and he stammered, “No! It’s not like that!” His words tumbled out in a panicked rush. “I just—I thought Master Gokdama deserves something beautiful. Like this binyeo . It—it would look beautiful with your hair,” he added awkwardly, motioning clumsily toward the ornament in her hand.

Gokdama snorted, shaking her head. “Alright,” she said simply, her tone dismissive. She tucked the binyeo into her sleeve, ending the conversation.

“Now go,” she added, standing and stretching. “I have snakes to feed and care for.”

Jinu nodded quickly, bowing once more before retreating down the path, his steps hurried and uneven.

Though, strangely. Gokdama’s frown and anger disappeared. In place was a strange warmth in her chest.

Strange.

What is it that you call for this… feeling?

Gokdama pushes that thought far back into her mind, it’s not the time to be distracted. She feels a pull– Gwi-Ma is calling for her .

She stamps down a sigh.

As the days passed, strange happenings began to unfold. Whispers swept through the land like wildfire, carried on the bitter winds of hell. Demons—creatures that had long lived under Gwi-Ma’s crushing rule—began to act strangely.

Some grew bold, questioning the authority of the generals, questioning Gwi-Ma himself. It was unheard of—demons, especially those born of hell, had always been little more than animals. Brainless, obedient, and driven solely by base instincts. Even human-turned-demons, broken and submissive upon entering hell, rarely dared to resist the established order.

Yet now, something had changed. There were murmurs of rebellion, of dissent. Some demons began to openly defy the generals, going so far as to challenge Gokdama herself.

She crushed these challengers with ease, her strength and cunning far beyond their reach, but the pattern was undeniable. There was a shift in the air, a ripple of unrest that had never existed before.

It was as though someone—or something—was planting the seeds of rebellion, whispering into the ears of demons and coaxing them to rise up.

“Who?” Gokdama hissed to herself one night, her eyes narrowed as she gazed out over the blood-red river. Sahon-Baem slithered at her feet, her coiled body tense and alert, sensing her master’s unease.

“Who would dare?” she muttered again, her claws tapping rhythmically against the stone beneath her.

The idea that demons—especially demon-borns—could organize themselves was laughable. They lacked the intelligence, the willpower. And humans turned demons… They were craven, malleable, broken. 

No, this was no natural occurrence. There was a guiding hand behind this unrest, a force that sought to undermine Gwi-Ma’s rule.

But who?

Gokdama’s gaze darkened, her mind racing with possibilities. The rebellion was growing, and if left unchecked, it could jeopardize not only Gwi-Ma’s reign but her own plans as well.

She tightened her grip on Sahon-Baem, the serpent hissing softly in response.

“Whoever you are,” she murmured, her voice a low growl, “you will regret making an enemy of me.”

It was safe to say Gwi-Ma was not amused.

His rage was a storm that tore through hell itself, his wrath indiscriminate and unrelenting. 

Hundreds of demons were burned alive, their screams echoing through the plains. Others were tossed into boiling lava pits, their bodies disintegrating into ash. Some were devoured whole, their deaths serving as both punishment and spectacle.

Gwi-Ma spared no effort in making his message clear: rebellion would not be tolerated. The sight of his fury was burned into the minds of every demon, a grim reminder of what awaited those foolish enough to defy him.

But his anger did not end with the rioting demons.

When the blood and ash settled, his attention turned to his three generals, his golden eyes filled with cold contempt. “You are too weak,” he growled, his voice a low rumble that made the ground tremble beneath their feet. “You cannot even control the beasts beneath you. You are here to make them kneel, to remind them of their place. And yet, you let them rise.”

The punishment was swift and brutal.

Gokdama was forced to sacrifice half of her precious snakes. Gwi-Ma devoured them one by one, their cries echoing in her ears as she stood motionless, her hands clenched into trembling fists.

Chwisaeng, who often sought fleeting solace on the surface, was forbidden to leave hell. His pretense of “gathering souls” was no longer tolerated, and his pleas fell on deaf ears.

And Baek-Hwa— poor Baek-Hwa —was stripped of her beauty. Gwi-Ma cursed her, twisting her once radiant features into something grotesque. She refused to show her face after that, hiding in the shadows, her once-cheerful voice now a quiet murmur of despair.

It was madness.

Gokdama’s hate simmered like a cauldron over an open flame, the heat of her anger threatening to boil over. How dare he? How dare he act as if he knows it all?! As if he is god? He is no god.

Chwisaeng grew increasingly pitiful, his once-bright spirit dimmed by the weight of his confinement. And Baek-Hwa… Baek-Hwa’s silence was the loudest scream of all.

Yet the unrest did not stop.

The rebellions continued, small at first—a demon acting out here, another there. But soon, they came in groups, organized and methodical. They killed their fellow demons, targeted Gwi-Ma’s loyalists, and fought with a purpose that no ordinary demon could possess.

It was no coincidence. Someone intelligent—someone clever—was pulling the strings.

One day, Chwisaeng limped up the mountain to find Gokdama. His hanbok was singed, the edges blackened and frayed, and his steps were uneven, each one punctuated by a sharp intake of breath.

“What happened to you?” Gokdama asked, her voice even, though her eyes flicked briefly to his leg. She masked her concern behind a haughty tone, her arms crossed as Sahon-Baem coiled around her feet.

Chwisaeng let out a low groan as he lowered himself onto a stone, his breaths labored. “Demons,” he muttered. “They’re acting strange. Stranger than usual.”

Gokdama sniffed, turning her head away. “I didn’t take you for someone so weak.”

Chwisaeng chuckled softly, though it sounded more like a pained wheeze. “I suppose I deserve that,” he said, shaking his head. After a moment, his gaze sharpened, his eyes narrowing as he looked at her. “Is this your doing?” he asked, his voice low and deliberate.

Gokdama froze for a fraction of a second, her claws twitching at her sides. Then she turned to glare at him, her eyes blazing with irritation. “And why would I do that?” she hissed, her voice sharp as a blade.

Chwisaeng didn’t answer immediately. Instead, he looked at her with a steady, knowing gaze that made her want to claw his face, strangle him until blood gurgled out of his white teeth. But then, she remembers . Demons can’t bleed, she stamps down the disappointment. 

His silence was louder than words, as if saying, I don’t know. You tell me.

“Gwi-Ma’s demons are becoming harder to control,” Chwisaeng said at last, his tone heavy with meaning. “They’re organizing. Fighting back. It’s as if they’re being… directed.”

Gokdama stared at him, her expression unreadable. “And you think I’m behind it?” Her voice was low, almost a growl, as Sahon-Baem hissed softly at her feet.

Chwisaeng shrugged, wincing slightly at the movement. “You’ve always been ambitious,” he said quietly. “And I know your hatred for Gwi-Ma runs deep. Deep enough to… spark something like this?”

Gokdama’s lips curled into a sneer, though her heart pounded in her chest both in anger and hilarity of it. “You’re a fool,” she snapped. “I may hate Gwi-Ma, but I’m not stupid enough to start a rebellion without a plan. Do I look like I’ve been scheming in the shadows?” She spread her arms, motioning to the barren mountain around her.

Chwisaeng sighed, leaning back against the rock. “Because you are… But now, I believe it is not you.” he admitted. “But someone is. And whoever they are… they’re dangerous.”

Gokdama didn’t respond, her mind racing. The thought of rebellion was tantalizing, but she knew the risks. Gwi-Ma’s wrath was absolute, and any rebellion would need more than just a handful of demons to succeed.

Still, the idea that someone else might be plotting against him…

Gokdama sighed, a trace of exasperation in her tone. “That’s what you think,” she said, her voice sharp and cutting. “You’ve always been so weak. You let them feast on you.” Her eyes narrowed, piercing. “You make them feel like they can push you around, like you’re nothing.”

Chwisaeng’s expression darkened, his jaw tightening. “They simply refuse to listen these days,” he muttered, his words slow and deliberate, as though each one carried the weight of his frustration. “Gwi-Ma is getting agitated.”

Gokdama’s brows furrowed in thought. She swept a hand through her long, dark hair, her fingers brushing against a familiar binyeo nestled within its strands. Her hand lingered there for a fleeting moment, her expression softening as though lost in a memory. Then she turned to Chwisaeng, her lips curling into a thin, resolute line.

“Then perhaps,” she said, her voice low but firm, “we must remind them who holds the reins. Show them who is truly in control.”

At her feet, Sahon-Baem slithered in lazy coils, her scaled body brushing against her ankles like a living shadow. 

Chwisaeng exhaled, the sound heavy, like the release of a burden he carried too long. He looks at her, tired and weary before turning away.

It was easy, in truth, to deal with the demons who dared to fight back. Sahon-Baem, ever hungry, was more than happy to devour those insolent enough to refuse submission. And Baek-Hwa—oh, Baek-Hwa—was always eager to unleash her fury, her rage like a wildfire consuming all in its path.

This was their duty. They were Gwi-Ma’s generals, after all. It was their purpose, the reason they had been chosen. Gwi-Ma had seen their potential, their power, and in turn, they carried out his will, cleaned up his messes, and handled the dirty work that no one else dared to touch.

But there was no glory in it. No recognition. No gratitude. It was a thankless task—a constant grind beneath the weight of expectation.

And yet, they stayed. Because they had power. They had position. 

Today, Jinu sat beside Baek-Hwa once again. They found themselves by the blood-red river, its crimson waters flowing silently, reflecting the dark hues of the twilight sky. It had been a while since they had stolen a moment like this for themselves—a rare reprieve from the chaos that seemed to envelop their world. Baek-Hwa glanced at Jinu, her strange brother-slash-playmate, the peculiar individual she had stumbled upon and taken under her wing. A pang of guilt stirred within her chest, an unfamiliar sensation she had almost forgotten how to feel. It was strange—this guilt that clawed at her, subtle yet persistent.

Never had she felt this emotion before, not even when demons lower than her beg for her mercy.

Jinu, as always, was kind. Too kind. He never seemed to mind her absence, never held her neglect against her. No matter how often she left him alone, he never complained. 

Even when she reminded him of the dangers that lurked around them, he would only smile, that peculiar, knowing smile of his.

He always had that look—so different from the time she had first found him, weak and frail, trembling like a bird caught in a storm. Back then, his eyes had held desperation, a raw vulnerability that seemed to scream for help even when his lips remained silent. 

His eyes held emotion—strange, fleeting ones that reminded her of Baek-Hwa’s. But while Baek-Hwa’s gaze burned with anger, with a fire that consumed everything in its path, yet  Jinu’s never looked angry. He always somehow looks calm, sheepish at times and embarrassed.

But now, they were different. 

No, his eyes were blank now, empty like a mirror reflecting nothing. Yet his lips were always quirked into that small, almost unchanging smile—a soft curve that felt too gentle, too practiced. Something about it tugged at her, like an itch just out of reach. 

A small part of her senses whispered that it was strange, unsettling even. 

It didn’t make sense for someone to wear a smile so calm, so steady, when their gaze was so hollow. The contradiction gnawed at her, a quiet unease she could never quite shake.

More often than not, it drove her to ask. “Do you like being with me? Playing with me?” she would say, her voice hesitant, as though the very question might shatter something fragile between them.

And he would always answer the same way. “Yes, of course I do. Why would I not be?” he’d say, the word slipping from his lips without hesitation, as smooth and unyielding as a stone tossed into a still lake. There was no delay, no uncertainty. Just that soft, unwavering reply.

And yet, she found herself wondering. If he said it was fine, it must be fine, right?

“I talk to the other demons sometimes,” he had once told her.

She had scolded him sharply then, her voice laced with worry. “They’re unpredictable. You know how dangerous they’ve become these days. They might hurt you!”

She does not hide her possessive tone—she was right, but she only wanted him for herself. Jinu talking to other demons could mean they would steal him from her… She cannot let them.

But Jinu had only tilted his head, his smile widening as if he held a secret she wasn’t privy to. “They would never hurt me,” he had replied, his voice soft yet resolute, as though he understood the madness that plagued them in ways she could not.

Now, as they sat together, Baek-Hwa broke the silence, her voice tentative. “Things have been strange ever since I found you.”

Jinu turned to her, his head tilting in that familiar way, his expression curious. “What do you mean, strange?”

For a moment, Baek-Hwa hesitated. Her white hair framed her face, casting shadows over her eyes as she looked down. Her fingers twisted together nervously, a habit she rarely indulged in. “Lord Gwi-Ma has been furious lately,” she finally confessed, her voice quiet. “Me, General Gokdama, and Chwisaeng—we’ve had no time to do much else. I’m sad we don’t get to… play anymore.”

Jinu shrugged one shoulder, his expression as calm and understanding as ever. “It’s okay. I understand. Your job is important. You are a general after all, ”

Baek-Hwa frowned, her hands still fidgeting. “You’re important too,” she murmured, the words slipping out before she could stop them. She glanced at him, her eyes meeting his gaze. “I never had a… a brother,” she admitted, her voice faltering.

Jinu blinked, his expression unreadable for a moment before softening. He reached out and patted her head gently, his hand warm against her cool hair. “Really? You see me as a brother?”

Baek-Hwa nodded, her cheeks flushing faintly.

Jinu’s hand lingered for a moment before he pulled it away, his smile widening. There was something in his expression now, something almost playful yet tinged with a hint of mystery. “Then… will you do anything for me?” His voice had a strange lilt to it, like the haunting melodies he often played when they were together. 

His dark eyes sparkled, as though he had stumbled upon some hidden treasure.

Baek-Hwa froze, her heart skipping a beat as she studied his face. “Like what?” she asked cautiously.

Jinu was quiet for a moment, humming slightly, as if storing that memory for another day and time.

His smile stretched wider, but it remained gentle. “How about we play for now?” he suggested, his tone light, almost teasing.

The tension in Baek-Hwa’s shoulders melted away, and a bright smile broke across her face. “Yes, yes!” she exclaimed, her voice brimming with excitement. For a moment, the weight of the world lifted off of her shoulders, and she was no longer a soldier, no longer a servant of Gwi-Ma. 

She was just Baek-Hwa, and Jinu was just Jinu—a strange, kind boy who had become her family. Her brother. Inside, Baek-Hwa felt giddy at the notion of finally having someone who cares for her.

As they laughed and ran along the riverbank, the blood-red waters seemed less ominous, and the darkening sky felt just a little brighter.

And so, they played and played, never being able to tire themselves... 

Yet, there was always something quietly strange about Jinu. He was almost the same as Chwisaeng, people said: a man with a soft heart, a gentle mind, and a smile as warm as spring sunlight. He gave everything you could wish for, and never asked for anything in return.

He would listen patiently to every sorrow you wished to share, offering a compassionate ear without judgment or haste. His kindness was evident at a single glance—so much so that anyone meeting him would wonder how someone so gentle could ever belong in hell. 

It seemed impossible, almost absurd, that Gwi-Ma could have deceived him so thoroughly, tricking him into accepting such a fateful bargain. His presence radiated empathy, as if he bore the weight of others’ suffering alongside his own, making it difficult for anyone to believe he deserved his fate.

 

IF JINU WAS A MAN HUNTED FOR HIS HEART , where would he hide? That question gnawed at him, restless and sharp, as he sat hunched behind the counter. Where was Chwisaeng hiding? Where, why, what, and how? The questions spun in his mind, each more frantic than the last.

He tried to imagine himself in Chwisaeng’s shoes. If he were the one being hunted, he’d need someone he could truly trust—someone skilled at hiding people, someone both brave and discreet. But who? Where?

The door’s bell jingled, and Abby strode in, arms stacked with cardboard boxes. The crisp scent of early morning and the earthy aroma of soil clung to him as he kicked the door shut with his boot.

“You doing good?” Abby called out, his deep voice echoing lightly in the flower shop’s hush.

Jinu started to rise, instinctively reaching out to help, but Abby gave him a quick shake of his head—a silent order to stay put. Jinu lowered himself back down, feeling off-balance and slightly useless.

“I’m fine… Things just got a little hectic,” Jinu replied, his fingers nervously spinning a pen, clicking it open and closed in a staccato beat.

Abby’s lips twisted in a wry smile as he disappeared into the back, setting down the boxes with a muffled thud . He reemerged, wiping his strong hands on the apron tied around his waist. “I wouldn’t call General Gokdama ‘a little hectic,’ but okay,” he grunted, rolling his shoulders before settling onto the stool next to Jinu.

There was a moment of silence, filled only by the soft hum of the shop’s fan overhead and the distant murmur of city traffic. Abby’s gaze was steady, almost too steady.

“You alright? I know it can’t be easy, having people like us watching over you,” Abby said, voice gentler now, the teasing edge gone.

Jinu shook his head, eyes fixed on the pen, jaw clenched. “It’s fine. Better than being forced to go home,” he muttered, almost to himself.

Abby studied him. “Are you scared?” he asked, voice low.

Jinu hesitated. The truth pressed against his ribs, heavy and insistent. “A little— a lot , actually,” he admitted, the words tumbling out. He shrugged, one shoulder rising, pen tapping a nervous rhythm against his palm.

Abby gave a thoughtful hum. “Why not just stay with the girls? They’d keep you safe.”

Jinu managed a weak grin, running a hand through his hair, making it stick up even more. “I’d just be in the way. At least here, I can do something useful. Even if it’s just carrying boxes or watering flowers.” He tried to sound light, but the effort fell flat.

Abby snorted. “I bet it was hard to convince Rumi to let you do so.”

Jinu’s smile softened, colored by longing. “ Yep . You know how she gets—always worrying, always fussing.” He twirled the pen again, picturing the way Rumi’s fingers had clung to his sleeve before he left, her eyes shining with fear she tried to hide.

Jinu’s smile turns into a frown—out of everything, he doesn’t want to scare Rumi. He hates seeing fear in her eyes, he would do anything to fix that. She doesn’t deserve to live in fear, not again.

Jinu wishes he was strong enough to fully protect her, to eliminate the things that makes her fearful.

Abby leaned back, arms crossed. “Well, I get it. Gokdama’s got her eye on you again. Hell, even I’d be nervous letting you out of my sight. Are you sure coming here was smart?”

Jinu bit down on his lip, thinking it through. “I’ve thought about it. Gokdama doesn’t trust many demons, not really. She wouldn’t risk coming here herself—too dangerous for her, politically. Baek-Hwa might cause trouble, but she only does what Gokdama says. I don’t think she’d act on her own.” He pressed his knuckles to his mouth, leg jittering under the counter.

Abby watched the restless movement, then nodded. “But you’re still on edge,” he observed, voice matter-of-fact.

Jinu glanced at him, a dry laugh escaping. “ Of course I am . There’s a madwoman after me and my girlfriend’s dad slash probably old friend . I think I’m entitled to be a little freaked out.”

Abby looked at him, then shook his head, a rare grin breaking through the worry. “Yeah, you probably are,” he said, voice warm. 

“Alright… No need to bite my head off,” Abby said, raising both hands in surrender, his lips quirking in a half-smile. Jinu only pouted in response, groaning and turning away, his eyes finding comfort in the familiar clutter of the shop.

“It’s crazy…” Jinu muttered, frustration seeping into his voice. “Chwisaeng is being hunted for his heart—I didn’t think that legend was actually true.” He thudded his pen lightly against his forehead before letting his head drop onto the cool surface of the counter, the exhale escaping him long and weary.

“I don’t think I’ve heard that one before,” Abby mused, shifting his weight on the stool, curiosity flickering in his eyes.

“It’s because you aren’t old enough—not that I’m old enough either.” Jinu’s voice was muffled by his sleeve. “I didn’t even believe dragons existed until now.” He let out a low, bitter chuckle and peered up at Abby, as if searching for disbelief.

Abby leaned in, elbows on knees, voice softer. “But is it true? That if you eat a dragon’s heart, you’ll be cured from your curse? Or any illness for that matter?”

That question hung in the air, heavier than the scent of lilies drifting from the back. Jinu hesitated, words slipping away from him. He remembered fragments—a half-listened story his mother once told his little sister, a bedtime tale woven with whispers and warnings. But the details… he’d never cared enough to remember them.

“I— uh , actually don’t know…” Jinu admitted, shrugging helplessly. He offered Abby a sheepish smile. “You think there are books about it?”

Abby snorted, the sound bright in the stillness. “Or the internet,” he added, grinning. Jinu nudged him with his elbow, warmth returning to his eyes.

“I like it the old-fashioned way,” Jinu teased, feigning indignation. Abby rolled his eyes, a small smile tugging at his mouth—they both knew Jinu’s idea of ‘research’ usually meant getting distracted and sidetracked for hours.

Silence settled in, comfortable for a moment. Sunlight crawled across the shop floor, catching dust motes in the air. Then Abby cleared his throat, the sound tentative.

“So… Gokdama is now the new ruler of the underworld, huh…, who knew Gwi-Ma could actually be dethrone,” He trailed off, brow furrowing, his usually steady hands fidgeting with a stray leaf from the counter.

“You scared she might come after you and the boys?” Jinu asked, watching Abby’s face carefully.

Abby let out a slow breath, shoulders slumping. “Yeah. Everything, really. I guess we’re in the same boat now.” His voice was tight, quieter than before. “I always knew all of this was… well, confusing, a mess. But I didn’t think it would really come back to us. For months after turning human again, things were so quiet. I almost thought it was over.” He shook his head, as if trying to dislodge the memory.

Jinu fell silent, guilt flickering in his eyes. His fingers tightened around the pen, pressing it into his palm. “Guess it’s me, huh?” he said, giving Abby a wry, apologetic smile.

Abby flinched, eyes wide. “Not like that,” he said quickly, clearing his throat, embarrassment coloring his cheeks.

Jinu chuckled, shaking his head, the sound bittersweet. “No, I understand. You’re not a demon anymore, not even a hunter. You’re just… human now. You guys should be out of all this nonsense. Sorry for probably dragging you back into this mess.” He ran a hand through his hair, frustration making the gesture rough.

Abby gave a small, determined shake of his head. “It’s not your fault. I may not know General Gokdama personally like you do—” Jinu shivered at the word ‘personally,’ looking genuinely unsettled.

“—but I know, for hell, that she’s ambitious. She’s probably been planning this for a long time. Sometimes I have to remind myself just how old she is, she definitely had all the time she needed to plan all of this.” Abby said, and Jinu snickered despite himself, tension easing just a little.

“Yeah, really old. Much older than my era…” Jinu said, voice trailing off into thought. He let out a long sigh, staring at the delicate pattern of sunlight on the counter. “Makes me wonder how far back she goes—what era she lived on before Gwi-Ma took her.”

He caught himself, glancing at Abby. “ Not that I care, ” he added quickly, a defensive edge in his tone. “I just think I’ll understand her plans better if I do… maybe,”

Abby only shrugged, lips twisting in a thoughtful frown. “She certainly doesn’t have the face of a Korean, does she?” he mused, voice low and speculative. 

The shop settled into a pensive hush as both men considered the idea.

Jinu blinked a few times, as if trying to clear a fog from his mind. “Yeah, sounds about right. Maybe she was here before Korea was even a country,” he said quietly. “Before Goryeo, before Gojoseon… Jeez, history class. Baby would like this,” he added with a small, fond smile, thinking of his friend’s endless appetite for trivia.

“Thousands of years old, huh?” Abby shook his head, letting out a low whistle. “No wonder she’s a crazy bitch.”

Jinu burst out laughing, the tension finally breaking. The sound was bright and echoing in the quiet shop. “I’ll be that kind of crazy bitch too soon if I can’t be human,” he joked, a hint of something brittle in his smile.

“Don’t say that. You still can be human,” Abby said, brows knitting with concern.

Jinu sighed, leaning back until the chair creaked, arms crossed in stubborn defiance of hope. He balanced the pen on his nose, eyes crossing as he tried to keep it steady. “Well, while I don’t want to believe anything Gokdama says, something inside me thinks she’s right… That because I’m literally soul-bonded with Rumi, I can’t die. Which—by the way—is apparently something I need to do to turn human again. So… hah!” The pen tipped, tumbling off his nose. Abby caught it easily, but his face looked troubled as he studied it.

“That can’t be true, can it?” Abby muttered, not meeting Jinu’s eyes.

Jinu looked away, shame prickling at his skin. “Sorry for dumping this on you. It’s like all of this is just a waste of time. I’m wasting your time, too.”

“No,” Abby said firmly, shaking his head. “It’s not.” He pressed the pen back into Jinu’s hand, his grip steady and warm. “You’re not wasting anything.”

Jinu held the pen loosely, gaze fixed somewhere far away. “Let’s face it. Being human is probably impossible now. I’m stuck like this. I’m better off as Rumi’s weird powered up sword,” he said, his voice barely above a whisper.

Abby snorted. “Sure, maybe you can’t be human. But maybe there’s another way. The problem has always been the curse itself, right?”

Jinu’s lips twisted in a bitter smile. “What, eat my girlfriend’s dad’s heart?” he quipped, raising an eyebrow.

Abby rolled his eyes and flicked Jinu’s forehead, the sound sharp in the quiet. “Of course not. Unless you want to break up with Rumi, go ahead.”

Jinu pouted, rubbing his forehead. “Did you have to flick so hard?” he whined.

Abby grinned, relaxing a little. “Knowing you, you’ll find a way to fix whatever this is. There have to be other ways to break a curse, right? Besides, being soul-bonded to your girlfriend—who’s potentially a dragon—has to mean something.”

Jinu paused, the words hanging in the air. For a moment, he was utterly quiet, the usual chatter dying away. 

Well, Abby did make a fair point. But Jinu still wasn’t even sure if Rumi was definitely a dragon. Even if she was, he didn’t want to hurt her, didn’t want to be a burden by being soul-bound to her forever. 

But then again… maybe, just maybe, there was a possibility. Maybe being soul-bound to Rumi was the only thing keeping his curse at bay. Maybe she was the one thing in his life that kept him from unraveling.

But how could he know for sure?

The only way to prove the curse worked—or didn’t—was to let a century pass. No way in hell he’d be able to stand around and wait a hundred years just to see if he’d go crazy and forget everything he had worked hard for. And Rumi… did she even have a century of time to give, or to wait with him? 

The thought made his chest ache. The ache of having to remember that everyone he cares about will eventually leave him, and he’ll really be alone— stop it Jinu . He almost wanted to slam his head on the table, maybe that’ll get rid of that thoughts.

Why does everything have to be so overcomplicated? Why couldn’t he just enjoy his time with Rumi, without Gokdama, without this damn curse hanging over their heads like a guillotine?

Jinu leaned on the counter, folding his arms tight, pressing his face into the crook of his elbow. The movement made his side itch—suddenly, sharply, unbearably. He winced, scratching over his hoodie, feeling the angry heat of the bite.

“You alright?” Abby asked, voice touched with concern.

“Just peachy,” Jinu grumbled, waving him off as he scratched more vigorously. “One of her stupid-ass snakes bit me. Now it’s getting irritated by my shirt. Been pissing me off all day.”

Abby winced as Jinu lifted his hoodie to reveal the red, angry skin. “Ugh, Jinu—jeez, that looks bad. Have you cleaned it at least?”

Jinu squinted at the mark, surprised at how persistent the itch was. He’d never had skin problems as a demon, not even when Gokdama punished him. Sure, he remembered the lingering ache in his arm after her venom, but this was just pure, maddening irritation.

“I did. Rumi even put cream on it, but I can’t stop itching. It just feels really good to scratch.” Jinu groaned, dropping his hoodie, resisting the urge to go at it again.

“It’ll heal eventually. You shouldn’t forget, I’m a demon. Whatever this is, it’ll probably be gone by tomorrow—or even later tonight,” Jinu said, forcing a dismissive shrug.

“It doesn’t have any lingering side effects, right?” Abby pressed, eyes narrowed.

“Not that I know of. Stop worrying about it,” Jinu sighed.

“If you don’t, who will?” Abby replied, arching an unimpressed brow.

Jinu opened his mouth to fire back a snarky retort, but before he could, a loud banging echoed from the backroom, followed by the sound of hurried footsteps.

Guys !” Romance burst into the shop, beaming, his phone held high like a trophy. Both Jinu and Abby turned, blinking at the sudden intrusion.

Romance skidded to a stop next to Abby, practically bouncing with excitement. “HUNTR/X just posted their new single!” he crowed, shoving his phone at Abby. The opening bars of Heartlink played, filling the shop with pulsing, infectious energy.

Jinu’s eyes lit up. He fumbled for his own phone, swiping it open at lightning speed. A new message from Rumi waited for him, her profile picture beaming up at him. The link to the music video was right there, and Jinu could feel his pulse quicken in anticipation.

He grinned, unable to keep the excitement out of his voice. “Hell yeah,” he murmured, thumb hovering over the play button.

“I hope they win the Music Awards,” Romance said, eyes shining as he bobbed his head to the beat. It was hard to tell if he was more taken by the song or by Mira, but Jinu didn’t blame him either way.

He glanced at Rumi’s message again— “Hey, we already posted the music video for our new music. Tell us what you think!” Jinu’s grin stretched wider, the anxiety and irritation of earlier melting away in the glow of Rumi’s words and the thrum of the music.

“They’re totally winning this year,” Jinu declared, eyes blazing with excitement as the melody from Romance’s phone filled the shop, for a moment eclipsing all his worries.

In the hush I catch your heartbeat
Echoes lighting up the midnight street
No need for fame to make your story shine
Every note you sing is yours and mine 

Can you feel it? Your heartbeat
Lift our voices on this melody 

Heartlink, side by side we glow
The song we sing together 
Heartlink, no distance in the flow 
Sing it loud, let your spirit show  

From hidden corners to center stage 
Unfold your voice, let it show
Break the silence, step out of the cage 
All hearts belong—this is your page  

Can you feel it? Your heartbeat
Lift our voices on this melody  

Heartlink, side by side we glow
The song we sing together
Heartlink, no distance in the flow 
Sing it loud, let your spirit show  

Your vibe at your fingertips
Feel the spark come alive
Raise your heart, amplify the light
Together we ignite  

Heartlink, side by side we glow 
The song we sing together
Heartlink, let the whole world know 
Every voice can find a home  

Your song, your right, shine on tonight
Heartlink forever, unified light  

“Not bad,” Abby mused with a soft smile, arms crossed as she watched the others. Romance nudged him with a playful elbow.

“What do you mean, ‘not bad’? Stop acting cool, hyung! That was amazing!” Romance burst out, his eyes shining. “I can actually feel it in my bones. I can’t wait to see them win the music awards!” He bounced on his toes, barely able to contain his excitement, as Jinu grinned, his cheeks a little flushed with pride.

“It sounds incredible—this is it, this is enough to really unify the people and create the golden Honmoon,” Jinu said, voice trembling with anticipation. He almost rose from his seat, hands gripping the edge of the table as Abby’s smile deepened.

“Looks like things are already going your way,” Abby remarked, glancing around at the buzz in the small shop, the air thick with hope and possibility.

“Don’t jinx it,” Jinu muttered, but his eyes sparkled. “But you’re right—the music is amazing. They’ve really outdone themselves this time.” In the background, Romance replayed the track, the speakers filling the room with vibrant sound. He spun around the shop, broom in hand like a microphone stand, dancing and lip-syncing while Jinu and Abby continued their conversation.

“I should tell Baby and Mystery to stream it!” Romance exclaimed, pulling out his phone. He flipped it into portrait mode, thumbs flying across the screen, the clack of his keyboard echoing as he fired off rapid messages. “They need to hear this.”

“What are we even worried about?” Romance went on, eyes glued to his phone. “HUNTR/X is loved everywhere . People from all over the world adore their music! Look, it just hit a million views—and it’s only been out a few minutes.” He flashed his screen at the others, grin stretching from ear to ear.

Jinu glanced down, whistling low. “God damn…” he muttered, running a hand through his hair, visibly impressed.

Abby leaned back, folding his arms. “This just proves that the only real threat to HUNTR/X is themselves. That’s what happened back then, right? The only way to beat them was to make them go against each other. The fans love every single member, and even when new idol groups debut—like we did back in the day—HUNTR/X always stays at the top. They’re unmatched when it comes to consistently releasing music and connecting with their fans.”

“That means nothing can stop their grind now,” Romance added, voice full of admiration. Jinu snorted, shaking his head with a wry smile.

Abby shot him a sideways look. “You always knew how to strike from the center, huh?”

Jinu turned, brows furrowed. “Strike from the center?”

Abby tapped his chin thoughtfully, a sly smile tugging at his lips. “Well, you’ve always been good at getting into people’s heads. I think that’s what I’ve always liked about you-and maybe feared about you. You also almost managed to bring down the era of hunters with that bright head of yours. But in the end, I guess love was stronger, wasn’t it?” His voice softened, the teasing tone replaced by something more sincere.

Jinu fell silent, the words hanging in the air.

Messing with people’s minds? That’s—

“Don’t take it the wrong way, you’re a smart guy. That’s why I know you’ll find a way to find a loop hole around that curse.” Abby patted his back as Jinu only looked down at his screen, feeling uncomfortable all of the sudden.

There is a strange gnawing feeling in his heart that made him feel hollow hearing that.

Is that how they see me?

Notes:

For those who was actually able to guess what Jinu did, bravo ToT. You guys are amazing and really terrifying, I love you all!!

Chapter 38

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

BEING A K-POP IDOL IS HARD WORK.  

Interviews, live shows, more interviews, then another round of live shows—it never ends. Fan meetings, variety appearances, dance practices, and a dozen other obligations Rumi refused to even list, lest she get overwhelmed just thinking about them. It was a relentless cycle: exhilarating, sometimes glamorous, occasionally fun, but—above all? Absolutely exhausting.

And now, layered on top of her usual fatigue, there was the shadow of something much darker. Somewhere out there, a certain demon lord—or was it queen?—lurked, watching. Waiting. For what, Rumi wondered? For them to slip up? For Jinu to finally accept her deal? The thought made her skin crawl.

“How does that feel?” Jinu’s voice interrupted her spiraling thoughts. He stood behind her, his thumbs expertly kneading her shoulders. Rumi, hair tied up in a loose bun, let out a grateful sigh.

She wore an oversized T-shirt and shorts, fresh from the bath, her skin still dewy. “Feels great. Don’t stop,” she murmured, practically melting under Jinu’s hands. He chuckled, the sound warm and familiar.

“You’re working really hard,” he said, his tone gentle but firm as he pressed into a particularly stubborn knot in her shoulder. Rumi couldn’t suppress a low moan at the pain-tinged relief, leaning back into his touch.

It had been a long day. She’d spent hours at a TV interview, then played exhausting mini-games with other idol groups under the bright, unyielding lights. Mira and Zoey, as usual, had been fiercely competitive, their energy infectious. But Rumi herself had felt on edge the entire time, nerves stretched taut.

Part of it was the show’s strict no-phones policy. All devices surrendered at the door, and everyone’s clothes swapped out for team uniforms. For hours, she’d been cut off from the outside world, her mind running wild with worst-case scenarios. What if something happened while she was unreachable?

She’d warned Abby ahead of time, and Jinu had, too. She trusted Abby and the boys to watch over things—and over Jinu, though he hardly needed a babysitter. He’d survived for centuries just fine on his own. But when it came to self-preservation, Jinu was reckless, especially if it meant protecting someone else.

Rumi’s chest tightened at the memory of everything they’d already lost. She didn’t want to lose another person she cared about—not to someone as ruthless and ambitious as Gokdama. In her mind, Gokdama’s ambition could rival, even surpass, Gwi-Ma’s notorious evil.

Jinu would never realize he was in danger until it quite literally knocked at his door—or worse, until he was already hurt. He was always the last to worry about himself.

The memory surfaced abruptly in Rumi’s mind, pulling her back to reality. “The snake bite—how is it?” she asked, watching as Jinu moved away, wiping the lingering mint-scented oil from his hands with a towel. She reached for the hem of his oversized hoodie and gently lifted it, her eyes searching for the mark.

The bite was almost gone. Just a faint, reddish patch remained, surrounded by the telltale signs of scratching. His skin was still healing, pink and tender.

“It’s good. Just itchy, but there aren’t any side effects,” Jinu replied, his tone casual.

Rumi shot him an unimpressed look. “It still looks red. Did you go to the clinic like I told you?”

He nodded, crawling back onto the bed beside her. He leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to her lips, then pulled her down with him, a mischievous smile playing at the corners of his mouth. “I did. You worry too much.”

She huffed, rolling her eyes as she slipped her arms around him, her hands exploring the familiar terrain of his chest, waist, hips, arms, and hands, as if reassuring herself that he was truly okay. “You do the same thing to me. Why the double standard?”

Jinu only grinned, nuzzling her cheek. “I missed you,” Rumi sighed, her voice barely above a whisper.

He kissed her softly, his lips trailing from her cheek to her chin, then down to her neck. The gentle touch sent a shiver down her spine and made her heart flutter.

“Me too… You’re getting too busy now,” Jinu murmured against her skin, the words both teasing and sincere. “Not that I mind. The new single is, quite literally, a hit.”

He pulled back just enough for Rumi to see his smile, his face illuminated momentarily by a shaft of moonlight spilling in from the open balcony.

Heartlink, side by side we glow ,” Jinu sang, but his tone was playful—almost mocking. Rumi retaliated with a sharp pinch to his side, making him yelp and squirm away, giggling.

She only laughed and pulled him back into her arms, peppering his face with quick kisses. “Stop it!” she giggled, but her voice was bright with happiness. Jinu’s laughter was breathless, his eyes crinkling with delight.

“I like the song. I even streamed it with multiple accounts,” Jinu teased, winking at her.

Rumi snickered, raising an eyebrow. “Did you now? Are you a hardcore HUNTR/X fan, then?” she asked, her voice sly.

Jinu’s grin widened. “Well, yes, but honestly? I’m an even bigger fan of the lead singer—her name’s Rumi.”

Rumi gave him a dramatic hum of skepticism, barely hiding her laughter. “Really? Is she that good? I’ve never heard of her.”

“Oh, she’s more than good,” Jinu replied, his tone suddenly earnest. “Her voice is beautiful. There isn’t a single day I don’t want to hear it.”

His words made Rumi flush, the heat rising up her cheeks. She gave him a smile so wide it almost hurt—one of those ridiculous, toothy grins that could scare a child but right now felt perfect.

“Really? You only like her voice?” she teased, nudging him gently.

Jinu shook his head, his eyes softening. “No… she’s also incredibly kind, and so, so pretty. Her hair, her smile—and when she holds me, I feel like the most special person in the world.” His voice was dreamy, sincere, and a little vulnerable as he leaned in.

He kissed her softly, lips meeting hers in a gentle, lingering touch. There was nothing rushed or hungry about it—just two people quietly savoring each other, letting the world slow down for a moment.

When they finally broke apart, both of their faces were flushed, their eyes shining. Jinu couldn’t help but let out a small, breathless laugh, happiness curling in his chest like a secret.

For a while, they simply held each other. Jinu’s hand slid around the small of Rumi’s back, the other tangling gently in her hair. Without warning, he loosened her messy bun, letting the scrunchie fall onto his wrist as he slowly combed his fingers through her locks, untangling any knots he found—though, with Rumi’s hair, that was a rare challenge.

She took such meticulous care of it, Jinu sometimes doubted she even needed to brush at all. Her hair was impossibly silky and smooth, catching the moonlight in soft waves. Whatever shampoo or conditioner she was using, Jinu definitely knows he needed it for himself.

For a few moments, they basked in the quiet—Jinu snuggled against her neck, almost like a sleepy cat. Rumi could feel her own eyes growing heavy, their mingled warmth lulling her toward sleep.

Then Jinu spoke, his voice low and thoughtful. “I haven’t asked yet…” He paused, as if searching for the right words.

Rumi, half-asleep, hummed softly. “What is it?” She yawned, barely able to keep her eyes open.

“What were you and Celine talking about a few days ago?” Jinu asked, pulling back just enough to look at her. If they weren’t lying down, Rumi was sure he’d be tilting his head like a curious puppy—one of his little habits she secretly adored.

Rumi hesitated, a flush of embarrassment creeping up her neck. “Oh… just a heart-to-heart, really.” She cleared her throat, shifting slightly. “Actually, I told her I saw the tapes.”

Jinu’s gaze sharpened with concern. “Oh? What did she say about it?”

Rumi thought for a moment, her fingers absentmindedly tracing circles on Jinu’s arm. “She said she never wanted me to see them. Didn’t want me to see Dad in a different light. I think… she was okay with me blaming her for everything, as long as it kept me from hating him.” Her voice grew small, full of regret. “Makes me feel like such an ass.”

She dropped her forehead onto Jinu’s shoulder, sighing deeply. Without a word, he pulled her closer, wrapping her in his arms as if trying to shield her from the weight of her own guilt.

Jinu ran his hand through Rumi’s hair, his fingers gliding through the silky strands with practiced affection. The gentle motion soothed her, and Rumi couldn’t help but smile, her worries easing for just a moment.

“You shouldn’t blame yourself for feeling that way,” Jinu murmured, his voice low and earnest. He twirled a lock of her hair around his finger, the movement rhythmic and calming. “You both went through a lot. You’re allowed to feel hurt.”

Rumi sighed against his neck, her gaze drifting up to the ceiling as she let the tension release from her shoulders. “Yeah…” she breathed, nodding. 

“You’re right. Talking about it with her—it made me feel lighter.” She let out a half-chuckle that grew into a snicker, then a snort.

Jinu pulled back just enough to look at her, puzzled. “What? Why are you laughing now?”

Rumi wiped a tear of laughter from her eye. “Nothing—just… it’s funny, isn’t it? Everyone’s relationships are getting better, but at the same time, you, dad and even the whole world are in danger. It’s… mortifying.”

Objectively, there was nothing funny about it. In truth, that thought haunted her every day, lurking behind every smile and every moment of quiet. The idea that she could lose Jinu at any moment gnawed at her, making her nerves hum with anxiety.

Somehow she felt… guilty the feeling wasn’t as strong when it came to her father. Sure she was scared for him as well, but it was a different kind of scared for him and Jinu. With Jinu, perhaps the world will stop for her when he ever gets hurt.

But Rumi was a beast in her own way. When she loved, she loved fiercely—unyielding, relentless. She wasn’t possessive, not in the way people usually meant. 

Raised by Celine, she’d learned a certain cool detachment, an ability to let things go without jealousy or envy (though at times, she couldn’t always control it. She was a child lacking love and attention after all). But this—this was different. This was a peace she’d fought for, a happiness she would defend with every last ounce of strength.

Anyone who wanted to take Jinu from her would have to pry him from her cold, dead hands.

Jinu’s voice broke through her thoughts. “Somehow… I get it. It’s kind of funny, but also horrifying at the same time,” he mused, his smile softening the edges of her fear.

Rumi giggled, but her laughter was laced with tension. “God, the last few days I’ve just been living in a state of fear. Like—what if Gokdama does something weird, or just… shows up again? Or what if the ground opens and she drags you back to hell? Sometimes I feel like my own mind is out to get me.”

Jinu rubbed slow circles on her back, grounding her. “I would never leave you, Rumi. I’ll do everything in my power to make sure she can’t touch me. Besides, I still need to find your dad. There’s no way I’m missing that reunion,” he said with a laugh.

Rumi rolled her eyes, a fond smile curling on her lips. They shifted closer, arms tightening around each other, fitting together perfectly. It was comfortable and warm—everything they both needed.

“Sap,” Rumi grumbled, though her tone was soft, teasing.

Jinu giggled, his hands drifting down to her hips, his thumbs tracing soothing patterns. “‘M not a sap. You started this,” he whispered, his breath warm against her ear.

Rumi grinned, pinching his side again, making him flinch and laugh, the sound filling the quiet room.

“Don’t leave, Jinu,” she whispered, her voice trembling with raw honesty.

“I won’t,” he promised, voice just as soft. “Will you?”

“Never,” Rumi replied, her words threading into the night, a vow neither of them would ever break.

They fell quiet, the world shrinking to the space between their hearts.

“Even then… If you did leave, and I was given the chance to wait, I would. For a thousand years—or a million, if it comes to that,” Jinu whispered, his voice barely more than a breath. 

He pulled Rumi even closer, her heartbeat thundering against his chest. She clung to the back of his shirt, as if she could keep him anchored there forever.

She felt warmth radiating from him, but beneath it all, a cold dread lingered—like a guillotine suspended above them, threatening to sever the fragile peace they’d built with a single misstep.

“Will you?” she murmured again, needing to hear it, needing it to be real.

Jinu nodded, his head moving shakily against the pillow. “Now that I know you have me, the only thing I can do is be patient,” he said softly.

“I will never leave you. You’ll never have to wait in the first place,” Rumi promised, her voice trembling.

“I know,” Jinu replied, a gentle smile on his lips. “But I just want you to know I would, if it ever came to that.” He reached up and tucked a stray strand of hair behind her ear, his fingers lingering on her cheek as she exhaled a shaky breath.

“Jinu,” she whispered.

“Mhm?” he hummed, eyes half-closed, content.

“Let’s have a date tomorrow,” she said quietly, almost afraid to break the spell. Jinu stilled, surprise flickering in his eyes.

“We’ve only had one date since we got together. It makes me feel like I’m failing as a girlfriend,” she giggled, the sound soft and self-deprecating.

Jinu looked at her, concern furrowing his brow. “But you have work. Didn’t Zoey say you guys have another interview tomorrow?” he asked, his thumb stroking the back of her neck, sending a shiver down her spine.

Rumi pouted, her eyes shining with stubborn affection. “Oh well—to hell with the interview. I should put you first for once.”

“But this is also for Honmoon…” Jinu reminded her gently, uncertainty in his gaze.

She fell quiet for a moment, searching his eyes. “A single interview won’t change anything,” she finally said. “So what do you say? Tomorrow, let’s go somewhere far away. We turn off our phones, no K-pop idol things, no demons—just us.”

Jinu hesitated, worry flickering across his face. “Is it safe?” he whispered, his arms tightening around her.

Rumi pressed her forehead to his, her smile soft but unwavering. “We have each other. Let’s do it. Gokdama won’t expect us to disappear—maybe that’s exactly the surprise she needs,” she whispered.

Jinu bit his lip, torn between caution and the longing in Rumi’s eyes. 

“Okay,” he says, smiling, his face flushed with a warmth he can’t quite hide. There’s an excitement in his eyes—a childlike spark—at the thought of spending the whole day with her, uninterrupted.

 For a rare moment, he allows himself to savor the anticipation, letting it smother the usual edge of worry that shadows his heart. Even the nagging fear of Gokdama—or worse, Baek-Hwa—suddenly appearing can’t quite stamp out his delight.

He’d always wanted this—quiet, unhurried time alone with Rumi. But he’s always been careful not to distract her from her work, just as she is with him; they’ve lived so long in the margins of duty that even their longing has learned to be considerate.

The memory of Gokdama’s last appearance flickers through his mind, a cold shadow at the edge of the sun. All he’d felt then was danger, an animal sense of threat, his nerves prickling with dread. He’d been scared—no, terrified—uncertain what she would do, what she already knew.

But in the days since, going over every word, every glance, he’s realized something crucial. Gokdama never once mentioned Chwisaeng having a child. 

She hadn’t even hinted. 

If she’d known, she would’ve targeted Rumi—used her as bait to drag Chwisaeng out of hiding, to finally end the hunt. The realization had crept up on Jinu, slow but certain, as he replayed the encounter over and over in his mind.

Gokdama doesn’t know about Rumi. She can’t. In her eyes, Rumi is just a hunter—perhaps even a nuisance, but nothing more. There’s a chance she doesn’t even know about the demon mark Rumi bears, and Jinu intends to keep it that way, at all costs. Rumi might not be a dragon, but she is Chwisaeng’s daughter. That makes her a target if the truth ever comes out.

Chwisaeng… He really did protect Rumi well, Jinu thinks. He kept her hidden, kept her safe, and Jinu is determined to honor that. 

This is a war between generals—Rumi shouldn’t be dragged into it. But sooner or later, he knows he’ll have to face Gokdama again. He hopes she’ll accept “no” for an answer, though he doubts it.

“Where do you want to go?” he asks finally, trying to shake off the heaviness in his chest.

Rumi hums, tapping her chin thoughtfully. “I’ve been thinking… Since you mentioned you haven’t seen the beach yet… How about Busan?”

Jinu almost chokes. “W-What? That’s really far from Seoul!” he sputters, wide-eyed.

Rumi bursts into laughter, the sound bright and infectious. “Stop being an old man! We can take the express train—it’ll be, what, two hours at most?” She giggles harder as Jinu pouts, his cheeks puffed out.

“So what do you say?” she urges, eyes sparkling. “There’s a famous beach in Busan… Let’s just hope it isn’t too crowded.” Her grin is mischievous, and Jinu can’t help but mirror it.

“I’ll go anywhere, as long as I’m with you,” he says, his tone teasing but sincere.

“Sap,” Rumi retorts, pinching his cheek. Jinu pouts harder, feigning indignation. “‘M not—I just love you very much,” he whines, making Rumi snort as she pokes his nose.

“I know. Me too.” She leans in, lowering her voice conspiratorially. “Tomorrow let’s leave early—before anyone even realizes we’re gone. We’ll turn off our phones so no one can call or track us.”

Jinu feels his face flush a deeper red, but he nods, unable to contain his shy, giddy smile. “Let’s do it.”

He’s surprised by how much he’s looking forward to it—just the two of them, away from the weight of secrets and the eyes of the world. 

For once, he’ll have Rumi’s undivided attention, and for now, that’s enough to make everything else fade away.

 

SO THE NEXT DAY , before the sun had even crested the horizon, they quietly packed their things and slipped out of the house. Rumi didn’t bother with her usual morning routine; she left her hair unbraided, letting it spill wildly down her back, only taming it with a faded cap and oversized sunglasses—just in case someone recognized her. She wore a loose, nondescript hoodie and pulled it tight around herself, blending into the early morning crowd. She didn’t even bother to use any makeup

Jinu, on the other hand, kept things simple—a black turtleneck under a light brown cardigan, looking more like a sleepy university student than someone on the run. “I don’t think I’ve ever ridden a train before,” he confessed, settling by the window as the train lurched to life. The world outside blurred into streaks of grey and green.

Rumi was busy with both their phones, quickly powering them down before tucking them into the chest bag Jinu had brought. She zipped it up, patting it for reassurance.

“Really?” she replied, glancing up. “It’s not too different from a car. Just… longer, and with more strangers.”

Jinu hummed, dragging his gaze away from the indistinct scenery outside. He reached over, his hand warm and surprisingly steady as it slipped over hers. “Everyone’s going to be really mad,” he said, a mischievous glint lighting up his eyes.

Rumi snorted, struggling to muffle her laughter. “They definitely will be,” she replied, biting her lip. “But it’ll be fine. We’ll come back before they blow a fuse.” She nudged him playfully, nestling closer until her head rested comfortably on his shoulder.

Jinu blushed, his cheeks turning a shade of pink that almost matched the dawn. “Mhm, it’s fine even if we stay here,” he mumbled, voice soft with a hint of longing.

Rumi grinned, tilting her head to look up at him. “Oh? Is my shy boyfriend finally making a move? Is this where you become a man?”

Jinu’s eyes widened in startled embarrassment, and he let out a strangled whine. “I’ve always been a man! Why are you so—vulgar, it’s annoying. You can love someone without… that.” He made some awkward gestures, ducking his head as Rumi tried—and failed—to stifle her giggles, earning a couple of looks from other passengers.

“Just say ‘sex’, Jinu,” she whispered, barely containing her amusement. Jinu flushed a deeper red, looking for all the world like a ripe strawberry, and Rumi couldn’t resist poking him, teasingly prodding his side.

He didn’t respond immediately, instead focusing on the veins of embarrassment running through him. Finally, he cleared his throat, glancing at her sidelong. “I have to ask—uh… have you… ever had a relationship before?”

“Hm?” Rumi blinked, caught off guard.

“I mean, if you had a boyfriend… before me,” Jinu clarified, trying to sound casual. But the tension in his jaw betrayed him, and the thought of Rumi having loved someone else seemed to gnaw at him (it somehow annoys him a shit ton).

Rumi shook her head. “Not really. I never had the chance to meet people back then. Maybe there was some mutual liking with a few boys, but that was it. I never wanted to get close with anyone who didn’t know… about this.” She traced her fingers along the demon mark on her wrist, the inky lines snaking up the back of her hand.

“Oh…” Jinu murmured, his thumb gently rubbing over her knuckles. “I—uh. I’m glad.”

“That you’re my actual first boyfriend?” Rumi sat up, arching an eyebrow. Jinu only blushed harder, nodding.

“Somehow, I hate the idea of you loving someone else before me,” he grumbled, sounding childishly petulant. Rumi just leaned in, pressing a swift, chaste kiss to his lips. Jinu leaned in, chasing her, but she was already pulling away, grinning at his flustered expression.

“Of course you do. You’re a jealous man,” she teased.

I am not a jealous man , that’s toxic,” he retorted, crossing his arms.

“Did you read that on a forum?” Rumi laughed.

Jinu let out a dramatic sigh. “Why do you always have to tease me?”

“I’m not,” she said, her smile saying otherwise. “You’re just easy to tease.”

He shook his head, exhaling sharply. “I was just… curious if you already had a relationship. You always seem to know what to do, and here I am—my knowledge is all outdated.”

Rumi shrugged. “That’s because you’re not from this era. Come on, lighten up. Besides, when I was a kid, I loved reading books. Especially romance novels… so, you know. I learned a lot,” she admitted, a faint blush dusting her cheeks.

“Even…?” Jinu’s hands made vague, awkward gestures.

“Yes, even that. Especially those— drawn ones ,” she added, voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper.

Jinu blanched, eyes widening. “What are you scared of? This is normal… Don’t you want to—” Rumi started, but was cut off as Jinu quickly pressed a hand to her mouth.

“Let’s not talk about that right now. There are other people on this train,” he whispered, glancing nervously at an older woman who was now glaring at them with open disapproval.

Rumi just grinned, her eyes sparkling with mischief, and leaned into Jinu’s side

He flushes.

Sometimes Rumi really has no filter whatsoever, huh?

Along the bus ride, Jinu had dozed off midway, his head first leaning against the cold glass before, slowly, ending up on Rumi’s shoulder. She stayed awake the entire trip, gazing out the window with a quiet, secret smile, the kind she’d never admit to anyone else. 

The scenery flickered by—lights from passing towns, shadowy mountains, the trail of distant cars—while she listened to Jinu’s even breathing, letting the moment stretch and settle between them.

By the time they reached Busan, the sun was already shining—somewhere between 9 and 10 AM. The terminal buzzed with half awake people and taxi drivers calling out destinations. 

Rumi suspected everyone back home had already noticed they were missing. If she were to check their phones now, she was sure both would be lit up with missed calls and frantic messages. But at that moment, it didn’t matter. She was with Jinu, and that was enough.

They eventually wandered into a cozy, family-run restaurant for a late breakfast. The place was warm and bright, with handwritten menus taped to the walls and the mingled scents of broth and garlic in the air. 

The cook—an older woman with gentle eyes and a flour-dusted apron—greeted them with a nod and a small, knowing smile.

They ordered noodles, thick and steaming, heavy for the morning but perfect for their empty stomachs. “We’ll probably skip lunch after this,” Rumi joked, twirling her chopsticks. “Gives us more time to walk around before the beach.”

Jinu just hummed, still waking up, his eyes crinkling as he slurped the broth. When she asked, “Where should we go first?” he considered, lips pursed in thought.

“Should we just head straight to the beach?” he adds, suggesting, voice still raspy from sleep.

“We could,” Rumi replied, grinning, “but I was thinking we should catch a movie too. You still haven’t been to a cinema here, right?”

Jinu shook his head, chewing thoughtfully. He swallowed, smiling. “Sure.”

So they spent the day together, wandering the city. They tried street food from stalls—hotteok, skewered fish cakes, anything that smelled good as they passed. It was mostly Jinu dragging her around, his hunger was not satiated even with the heavy breakfast he had earlier. 

And after that they ducked into the cinema for a romcom so spectacularly bad that half the fun was whispering sarcastic commentary and trying not to laugh too loudly. It was a waste of money, but the memory of their stifled giggles was worth every won.

They even found a cat café, pretending it was for the drinks but really just wanting to pet the cats. 

Inside, the air was thick with the scent of coffee and something sweet, and cats lounged on every available surface. Cat hair clung to every surface, and definitely looks like a nightmare for someone with a cat hair allergy.

“Look, that one looks like you,” Jinu teased, pointing at a chubby gray cat scratching furiously at a post.

Rumi giggled, reaching out to coax the cat over. 

Jinu was busy sipping his overly sweet frappe, face scrunched at the sugar rush, while the cat came to investigate. 

Rumi scooped her up, checking the little nametag, the metal clinking lightly. “Aw, her name is Bomi,” she announced, showing Jinu.

He let out a soft laugh. “Cute. Hello, Bomi—Rumi’s lookalike. Even your names kind of match. Both end with ‘i’, and both have four letters,” he said, gently stroking the cat’s head.

Rumi rolled her eyes, still grinning. The cat—probably a British Shorthair, Rumi guessed—reminded her of Bobby’s trio of cats in his own home; she remembered him showing a few pictures of them. He’d once told her all about their breeds, and she was sure at least one looked just like this.

Bomi meowed softly, squirming free from Rumi’s hands to circle the table, sniffing at their drinks. She hopped up to Jinu, who rewarded her with more scratches, and Rumi watched them both, heart light and full.

“Okay, cat whisperer, all cats love you, huh?” Rumi teases, swirling her espresso before taking a sip. 

Sunlight filters through the café windows, glinting off her sunglasses. Bomi meows softly, winding herself around Jinu’s legs. He scratches behind her ears, earning a pleased purr before Bomi hops off the table and sashays away, her striped tail flicking with feline confidence.

By the time the clock on the cafe flashed 2:00 PM, they had to hurry. 

They finished their drinks, gave half of the cats some few half-hearted pats and byes and half-jogged to the bus stop to catch a ride to Haeundae beach.

The bus was packed, so they stood squeezed together, swaying with each jolt. Rumi braced herself with one hand on the overhead rail, the other clutching Jinu’s sleeve. Jinu gazed out the window, the city blurring by, a small, contented grin on his face.

He leaned in, nose brushing her hair. “You smell like a cat,” he murmured, half-amused, half-accusatory.

Rumi squeaked, twisting away from his sniff. The gentle tickle made her giggle. “You’re weird! Why are you smelling me?” she whispered, trying not to laugh too loudly. 

Jinu just grinned, his eyes crinkling at the corners.

Their laughter drew a scowl from an elderly woman seated nearby and an envious glance from a teenager with headphones. Rumi shot Jinu a mock glare. “You smell like a cat,” she shot back, plucking a piece of gray fur from his cardigan. It stood out starkly against the dark knit, and Jinu tried brushing the rest off, but some clung stubbornly to his black turtleneck.

Suddenly, the bus lurched to a stop. Jinu lost his balance, almost tumbling backward if not for Rumi’s quick reflexes—she grabbed his waist, steadying him. 

They both burst out laughing, drawing more stares, but neither cared.

“You almost flew!” Rumi teased, grinning widely.

Jinu flushed, pouting as he resumed picking cat hairs off his clothes. “I was just cleaning up,” he protested.

Rumi giggled and laid her head on his shoulder, her hair tickling his jaw. He softened, resting his chin against her crown as the bus rattled on.

When they finally reached Haeundae beach, the salty breeze hit them as soon as they stepped off the bus. The beach wasn’t crowded yet—just a handful of early families, a few couples, and clusters of surfers dotting the sand. It was just shy of 3 PM. Rumi clamped a hand down on her cap as a sudden gust threatened to snatch it away.

Jinu let out a low whistle, eyes wide. “It’s…not what I expected,” he admitted, scanning the horizon. 

The beach stretched out before them, golden sand meeting a line of blue waves, but the skyline loomed at the edge, modern buildings breaking the illusion of a seaside escape.

Rumi snickered. “It’s a pretty famous beach, you know. I told you that, like, three times.”

Jinu scrunched his nose in mock annoyance. “You did. You keep reminding me,” he said, his voice dipping into a playful whine.

Rumi nudged him. “There’s an aquarium nearby. If you want, we can go now, and when the sun’s setting—when most people have left—we’ll come back to the beach for the view.”

Jinu’s eyes lit up. “Let’s do that!” Before she could answer, he pressed a quick kiss to her cheek and tugged her forward, making her laugh.

The busan aquarium was vast and hushed, and quite a cool sanctuary from the summer heat. Pale blue light shimmered off the tanks, painting the floor and walls in shifting, watery patterns. 

They wandered through the exhibits, marveling at jellyfish pulsing in the dark, and finally entered the tunnel—glass curving over their heads, schools of fish gliding overhead in lazy patterns.

Rumi smiled, her voice soft. “Remember our first aquarium visit?”

Jinu nodded, slowing his pace to match hers. 

The tunnel’s soft blue glow made her look luminous, almost otherworldly. He remembered that day—how badly he’d wanted it to be a real date, how nervous he’d been just to hold her hand or just hold her in general. 

“I do,” he said, glancing sidelong at her, a little embarrassed.

“It was fun… I loved it, even if it wasn’t a date,” Rumi laughs, her voice echoing off the tunnel walls as Jinu’s cheeks turn pink.

“I wish it was,” he mumbles, looking away, but Rumi just bumps him with her elbow, her own face flushing with laughter.

“You’re so easy to read,” she teases, eyes crinkling with affection.

Jinu pouts, lips jutting out in a mock display of hurt. “Can’t a man wish? Besides… you were giving me mixed signals. You confused me back then,” he grumbles, his voice dipping into a whine.

Rumi grins, tugging him closer by the sleeve. “Aw, you big baby boo. Don’t worry, I already loved you back then. It just took me a while to realize it wasn’t just some silly crush.” Her words are soft, honest, and they hang in the air between the drift of blue light and the ripple of water above.

Jinu’s face brightens, hope flickering in his eyes. “Really?” he asks quietly.

She just grins, leaning in to press a gentle kiss to his cheek. Jinu’s face scrunches up, half-embarrassed, half-pleased. 

“How about we just enjoy this?” Rumi suggests, glancing around. “We waited in line forever for this tunnel… even if it feels like everyone else skipped it.”

She looks around at the empty curve of the glass. Maybe the crowds had moved on, maybe the tunnel was too cliché for most people, but right now, it felt like their own private world.

“I like that it’s just us— oh, look . A shark,” Jinu calls, pointing as a sleek, gray shark glides over their heads. It’s not huge—maybe four feet at most, but it moves with a cool, effortless grace.

Rumi eyes it, lips quirking. 

She’s almost certain she could wrestle it and win, and for some reason the thought makes her snicker.

“Looks like you,” Jinu says, his eyes following the shark as it circles above.

Rumi crosses her arms, mock-offended. “Again? First a cat, now a shark?”

Jinu turns, grinning. “I guess I see you in everything,” he says, a little sheepish, but sincere.

Rumi lets out a playful scoff. “Sap,” she says, nudging him again.

“No way, you’re the sap,” Jinu fires back, but his tone is gentle as they continue through the aquarium.

They pass tanks glowing with jellyfish, touch pools full of starfish, and a wall of seahorses bobbing like tiny, aquatic ponies. There are so many places Rumi wants to take a picture with him, but considering she had her strict no open phones allowed, she didn’t. 

So she makes sure to remember it in her memory.

They stumble across a swing in a dim-lit corner, meant for photo ops. Instead, they just try to squeeze onto it together, both almost sliding off as they laugh, clutching each other for balance.

Later, they watch a diver in a bright wetsuit waltzing with a small, surprisingly docile shark. The shark looks confused, its mouth gaping as it’s spun gently around, and Rumi and Jinu can’t stop laughing at the spectacle.

By the time they leave, Jinu is still giggling, cheeks flushed. “That shark was squirming ,” he says, shaking his head. “I swear, it looked so shocked when the diver started dancing with it. Like, ‘What is happening to me?’”

Rumi laughs, looping her arm through his as they step out into the sunlight.

“I swear, its mouth was open in shock—oh god.” Jinu kept laughing, wiping a tear from the corner of his eye. Rumi rolled her eyes, but there was a grin tugging at her lips as they left the aquarium behind and made their way toward the shore.

The sand was shifting with each step. 

The wind had picked up, tugging at Rumi’s hair and sending it fluttering around her face. She slipped her fingers through Jinu’s, their hands warm against the encroaching chill of the evening.

The sun was melting into the horizon, the sky ablaze—deep orange bleeding into streaks of pink and red, clouds rimmed with fire. The sea reflected it all, shimmering with the last light of day.

“Stop laughing about that poor shark and just enjoy the beach for a second, will you?” Rumi said, nudging him as they walked along.

Jinu grinned, still catching his breath. “Okay—okay, you’re right. Come on, let’s hurry!” Without warning, he tugged her forward, and Rumi laughed, running with him, their feet kicking up little sprays of sand. Jinu yelped as a clump landed right in his shoe. “ Hey! Watch it!

Rumi let go of his hand, eyes gleaming with mischief. “First to the water wins!” she called, already sprinting ahead, the wind snatching her words away.

“What the— hey! ” Jinu shouted, scrambling to catch up, nearly tripping as the sand shifted beneath him. He reached her just as she slowed, breathless and giggling.

“I win,” Rumi announced, hands on her hips, triumphant.

Jinu huffed, but couldn’t hide his smile. “You cheated! You didn’t even give me a head start. I didn’t know we were racing!”

Rumi shrugged, grinning. “That’s because I’m me.” 

Jinu kicked sand towards her and Rumi spluttered, leaping back.

“You can’t do that!” she protested.

“But you can?” Jinu shot back.

“Duh!” She laughed, completely unapologetic, and kicked sand towards Jinu in retaliation.

Jinu just snorted and turned toward the water, the laughter fading into a soft ‘woah’ as he took in the view. The wind whipped at their hair, carrying with it the tang of salt and the distant sound of gulls. 

Rumi stood beside him, her hair flying wildly, eyes fixed on the endless sea. There was a small, peaceful smile on her face, her earlier playfulness settling into something gentle and calm.

Jinu watched her, his heart slowing, grounding itself in the moment. His pumping heart slows as he finally calms down.

She looked radiant in the fading sunlight, the gold and pink of dusk turning her into something almost ethereal. The beach was beautiful, yes—the cool air, the rolling surf, the colors painting the sky—but all Jinu could see was Rumi.

She looked…

She looked…

She looked beautiful, he thought, his breath catching for a second. If only time could stop, right here, right now, so he could keep looking at her forever.

“It’s nice, isn’t it?” Rumi said, finally breaking the silence. She let out a long breath, her shoulders relaxing. For all their playful teasing before, now she looked composed, serene, almost relieved.

“Really beautiful,” Jinu replied, his voice quiet, but he wasn’t looking at the ocean anymore. Rumi turned, catching his gaze. She blinked in surprise, then let out a soft laugh.

“What?” Jinu asked, flustered.

“Nothing—you’re just…” Rumi trailed off, shaking her head with a smile. “You’re looking at me instead of the view. The ocean’s right there, you know. You should really consider looking that way.” She pointed out at the waves, but Jinu just shook his head.

“I already did. I think I like looking at you more,” he said, a shy smile tugging at his lips.

Rumi’s cheeks flushed, the color a perfect match for the sunset. She didn’t look away.

“Hah, there you go again,” she says, though her lips curve into a reluctant smile.

Jinu edges closer, his shadow mingling with hers on the sand. For a moment, she turns away from him, gazing out at the shimmering line where the sea meets the sky. The wind lifts her hair, strands whipping and catching the sunlight.

“Can we stay here?” Jinu murmurs, his voice almost lost to the restless surf. “At least for a while?”

Rumi looks at him, her eyes searching his face. The corners of her mouth tilt up, softening. “Sure,” she says.

They drop onto the sand, making makeshift seats out of their shoes, trying to avoid letting the fine grains stick to their clothes. 

It’s a futile effort—the wind is wild, flinging sand in every direction. Grit stings Jinu’s eyes, and he groans, rubbing them with the back of his hand.

“Here,” Rumi laughs, offering her sunglasses. He slides them on with a grumble, suddenly looking like one of those people who comes to the beach only to pose—sunhat, sunglasses, crisp linen shirt, and, god forbid, a thick white streak of sunscreen that never quite disappears.

“Thanks,” he mumbles, embarrassed, but Rumi just giggles, leaning in to rest her head on his shoulder.

The steady crash of waves muffles the distant shrieks of seagulls flying overhead, their shadows flickering across the sand. Jinu watches them for a moment, then glances down at Rumi, her eyes half-closed, content.

“You know,” he says, voice low, “I was thinking—what if we just stayed the night here?” He tries for a joke, but she lifts her head, eyebrow raised.

“I wouldn’t mind,” she says, a mischievous glint in her eye.

“Really?” Jinu asks, surprised. “Wouldn’t they get… really mad?” He narrows his eyes, lips twitching in amusement.

Rumi snorts. “Of course they would. But I wouldn’t mind spending the night with my boyfriend. Alone, with no one to hear us. ” Her fingers slip around his arm, squeezing gently. Jinu flushes, letting out a nervous laugh.

“Okay, I’m teasing. Kidding. But I really wouldn’t mind.” She grins, then shrugs. “Though… they might think we died or something.”

Jinu laughs, the sound mingling with the wind. “That would be kinda bad. I guess we’d better go home after all.” He takes her hand, tracing gentle circles on her skin with his thumb.

Rumi hums, nestling closer. “Do you want to walk around a bit before we head back?” she asks quietly.

Jinu nods, squeezing her hand. “ Let’s, ” he says, rising with her, and together they wander down the shoreline, footprints trailing behind them, the sun dipping lower as the world turns gold.

They wander hand in hand, close to where the waves stretch up to claim the sand. Sometimes, Rumi darts forward, daring the water, then hops back with a squeal, yanking Jinu along as he bursts out laughing.

“And then, jump!” Rumi shouts, her voice bright with mischief. Together, they skip and dodge, playing a game with the foamy tide, trying desperately to keep their shoes dry. 

They aren’t dressed for the beach at all—Jinu’s going for that soft boy look while Rumi’s incognito mode clothes make them look more like runaways with clashing fashion ideals.

As they walk, the crowds thin out, leaving only a handful of distant silhouettes and the endless, misty expanse. 

Anyone who sees them—two bumbling figures, laughing and leaping, making a spectacle of themselves—gives them a wide berth and strange looks. 

Suddenly, an idea flickers into Jinu’s mind. He slows, tugging gently on Rumi’s hand.

“Should we do it?” he asks, voice low and tentative.

“Do what?” Rumi stops, tilting her head. There’s a sly look in her eyes, the hint of a grin that says she’s already jumped to another, more mischievous— well dirty conclusion.

Jinu groans, flushing as he looks away. “ Not that... ” He fidgets, rubbing the back of his neck. “The frequency thing. You know—dance, and sing. Then poof, me turn into a sword and you turn into some cool badass magical girl.” He can’t help the way his cheeks burn.

It’s been ages since they’ve done it. Not really, but it felt like it somehow.

Ages since he’s felt Rumi’s hands on his, guiding him through those strange steps. And stranger still, though he has his own hands now—real, human hands—he feels the ache of something missing. He misses being her sword, in a way that’s hard to explain. Being with Rumi, as her blade, he felt whole. Having fingers, a pulse, a body—it’s a miracle, but it isn’t everything. He felt more at home when he’s how he was. Just a soul that’s powering up her sword— well he isn’t just some soul. 

But still, it’s one the same. He feels more complete when he’s in that form somehow. It just makes sense.

He looks at her, eyes searching, hoping she’ll say yes, that she’s ready.

But Rumi’s expression shifts; the slyness fades, replaced by something muted and uncertain. 

She stops, her shoes digging into the damp sand. “Oh—uh... that ,” she says, voice quiet.

Jinu frowns, concern flickering across his face. “What’s wrong? Not up to it?” He tries to keep the disappointment out of his voice, but it leaks through all the same.

Honestly, Jinu had expected her to say yes right away, to smile and agree without hesitation. But now Rumi only looks worried, her eyes darting away, her fingers fidgeting. She shifts from foot to foot, anxiety radiating off her in waves.

“No, it’s just…” she finally says, voice small. “Celine warned me. About this thing. That it can potentially hurt you, or… well, hurt both of us.” She rubs the back of her neck, uncertain.

“Oh…” Jinu blinks, caught off guard by the seriousness of her tone.

He’d never thought of it as dangerous. To him, it felt good—like eating your favorite food, warm and satisfying, a pleasure that settled in his bones. Really fucking nice .

“Really? I thought we’re doing good with it,” he says, tilting his head, still trying to wrap his mind around the idea. The only time he felt like shit was their first time trying it, after that everything was kind of smooth sailing. Which begs the question, what is making Rumi so nervous about it?

“I—well, that’s the thing. We are doing good… but the pattern, Celine said, is that we only ever do it when it’s a matter of life and death.” Rumi’s voice is hushed, her fingers nervously twirling together. “Or so Celine said.”

Jinu watches her, brow furrowed. “Oh… Huh. That’s… Well , I trust you not to hurt me—” He coughs, a little embarrassed by his own earnestness.

“Me too,” Rumi says, meeting his gaze. “But Celine said, even if we try not to hurt each other consciously, our feelings might get in the way. We have to have the same goal, the same emotion, the same passion—everything aligned. When we did it the first time, it was possible I took too much from you, and you ended up asleep for days…”

She sighs, shaking her head, her hair catching the gold of the setting sun.

“We’re on a thin thread between life and death. She told me I may have saved you by offering my soul to you, too, whether unconscious or not. It’s like we took and gave pieces of ourselves to each other… At least, that’s what it means to be soul bonded.” Her voice is soft, almost reverent.

“I guess… I wanted to save you so much as well,” She offers an unapologetic smile.

Jinu reaches for her hand, squeezing gently, and lets out a laugh to break the tension. “I know we can do it… Celine just loves to make things sound terrifying, doesn’t she?” He mumbles, and Rumi giggles, her nerves easing a little.

“I know, right? It scares me. I don’t want to accidentally hurt you just because I get too excited or something.” She sighs again, scratching her head.

“She made it sound so complicated now, though I always knew it wasn’t really that easy . I guess it felt like it was with you.” Jinu pouts, and Rumi reaches out, rubbing her thumb gently across his cheek. A shy smile tugs at his lips.

“Well, I guess what she’s saying is true. You can’t get too excited about something like this,” he teases, nudging her playfully. “Guess that’s off the table for now…”

He trails off, clearly disappointed, and Rumi frowns.

It’s not off the table ,” she says quietly. “We just have to be careful. Just like you said—matching frequency. We both need to be calm, all the way through. I have to be calm.” She crosses her arms, determined.

“You look pretty calm to me,” Jinu says, a teasing note in his voice.

Rumi grabs his hand and places it over her heart.

He feels it—her heartbeat, strong and quick beneath his palm. 

Bump, bump, bump.

Oh… ” Jinu laughs, a little awkwardly, as Rumi smirks at him.

“I just have a good poker face,” she says, arching an eyebrow.

“You really do,” Jinu grins, relieved to see her smile again.

It’s then that Rumi notices the sky, streaked with deep orange and violet—the sun nearly gone.

“We should head home. Before someone sets the tower on fire… That’d be funny,” she says, grinning.

Jinu snickers. “Yeah, we should. Come on—first one to the stairs wins!” Suddenly, he bolts up the sand, laughter trailing behind him.

“What?! Not fair!” Rumi yells after him, chasing after his retreating figure, both of them laughing as the last light of day disappears behind the waves.

 

THEY WALKED TOGETHER TO THE BUS STOP , their footsteps echoing softly. As they passed a flower shop, Jinu slowed to a halt, his attention caught by a gleaming display in the window. A cluster of camellias—deep red, luminous under the shop’s warm lights.

“Camellias?” Rumi echoed, glancing at Jinu’s face. 

He looked almost awestruck, a nervous blush tinting his cheeks.

“Uh—yeah,” Jinu said, voice a little shy. “I was hoping… to get some for you.” He fidgeted, glancing away. “I didn’t know they were in season.”

“They’re usually around until March,” Rumi replied, moving closer to inspect the display. “But I guess in Seoul, you only ever go to Abby’s flower shop…” She grinned, teasing. “He never lets a flower stay long on the shelves—probably switching things up according to trends.”

Jinu nodded, still gazing at the camellias. “He does,” he agreed quietly.

Rumi’s smile softened as she watched him. “You know, there might be camellias here because of Dongbaekseom Island. They actually call it Camellia Island—there are camellia trees everywhere there.”

“Really? I had no idea,” Jinu murmured–interested in seeing them himself, not before he realized the time, glancing up at the darkening sky. The horizon was glowing with the last streaks of daylight. 

“It’s getting dark,” he said, almost reluctantly. “We could always come back next time it’s in season.”

“I can wait,” he added, almost to himself.

“For December to come again?” Rumi teased, nudging his shoulder. “Never knew you were so patient.”

“Hey, I am,” Jinu insisted, grinning despite himself.

After a pause, Rumi glanced sidelong at him. “Why are you so interested in camellias, anyway? Is there some trend I don’t know about?” She stood beside him, both of them reflected in the window. The bouquet was striking—elegantly arranged, their red petals almost glowing.

It would be a perfect gift for someone’s valentines really.

“Do you just like the color?” Rumi guessed.

Jinu was silent for a moment. “I—well, when I first saw them, I read that red camellias mean deep love, desire, passion, and adoration,” he said, his voice low. “I wanted to give you one. Back then, I kept telling myself I was fine with just being your friend—just being the guy you talk to about your problems. I thought I could be okay with that, even if you didn’t… like me back.”

He placed a hand on the cool glass, his reflection overlapping the flowers.

“But I know now I was lying to myself,” he said, barely above a whisper. “I’ve been pretending that being friends was enough, but it isn’t. I like you—a lot. I want to be someone important to you. I want you to see me the way I see you. When I saw the red camellias, it… just reminded me of how I feel. I adore you. I love you. I want to be with you-no, i desire to be with you, and I want your undivided attention—everything.”

He let out a shaky laugh. “I guess that sounds kind of obsessive. Maybe you’ll think it’s toxic or weird. And that’s fine,” he finished, finally glancing at her, nervous.

Rumi’s cheeks were tinted red, her gaze soft. 

“What are you saying? You—you’re such a sap,” she said, but she grinned, and before he could react, she kissed him quickly on the lips. “I like you a lot too. So much I’d consider tying you up and hiding you under my bed. But I don’t think it’s obsessive—I think it’s possessive,” she added with a laugh.

Jinu laughed, relief flooding his face. “I think I’m fine with that—as long as I get your attention.”

“Same thoughts, same goals, huh?” Rumi said, bumping his shoulder playfully. “We’re doing good.”

They were both laughing, the tension melted away, when a new voice called out across the sidewalk.

Rumi?

They turned. A woman stood there, her curly hair pulled back, dressed in a crisp shirt and slacks, a long coat draped over her shoulders. A sling bag was tucked under her arm. There was something familiar about her, though Rumi couldn’t quite place it.

“Uh—who’s asking?” Rumi replied, curiosity and caution mingling in her voice.

Who is this woman?  

Her face looks familiar, like-

“Sunlight Sisters,” Jinu murmured in surprise, recognition dawning in his eyes. He glanced at the woman and then back at Rumi. “You’re… Lisa,” he said finally.

Lisa’s lips curled into a gentle smile. “That’s right. I assume you’re Rumi’s boyfriend?”

Rumi blinked, startled, and took a moment to process the words. “Wait—Lisa? As in Lisa from Sunlight Sisters? The Lisa who was friends with Celine and Mi-Yeong—my mom?” Her eyes grew wide as she studied the woman in front of her.

Lisa gave a small, amused nod. “I am,” she confirmed. “It’s a surprise to see you here too, Rumi.”

A surprised breath escaped Rumi, but then she broke into a warm smile, extending her hand. “It’s really nice to finally meet you,” she said, her voice tinged with awe.

Lisa shook her hand firmly, her grip both strong and gentle. “I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you growing up, Rumi...” There was regret in her eyes as she spoke, her expression clouding for just a moment. “After Mi-Yeong’s death, I just—couldn’t go on. I left the industry and… well, I went through a slump. I wasn’t myself for a long time.”

Rumi’s face softened. “I understand. Grief comes in many forms,” she said quietly. “It’s just really nice to see you in person, Lisa.”

Lisa’s smile returned, a little brighter this time. “Me too,” she said warmly. “I’ve seen you on shows and at concerts—you’ve grown into someone incredible.”

Without warning, Lisa pulled Rumi into a hug.

Rumi let out a small, surprised sound but quickly hugged her back. Lisa’s embrace was earnest, her happiness clear as she leaned back, tears shining in her eyes. “Oh, you look so much like her,” Lisa whispered, her voice trembling with emotion.

Rumi blushed, tucking a stray strand of hair behind her ear. Up close, she noticed the streaks of gray woven through Lisa’s hair, despite the telltale signs of repeated dyeing—so much like Celine, and yet uniquely hers.

“I—I guess I do,” Rumi admitted, still a little shy. Lisa’s gaze softened even further.

“And your father as well…” Lisa’s voice faltered, her fingers tightening on her bag strap. For a heartbeat, she looked nervous—almost haunted by something unspoken. But then she shook her head, as if banishing the thought.

Jinu, standing a respectful distance behind Rumi, watched the reunion unfold. He narrowed his eyes slightly, sensing a note of unease beneath Lisa’s smile. 

“It must be hard… to live with Celine,” Lisa said quietly, clearing her throat. Her fingers fidgeted with the hem of her sleeve.

“It was,” Rumi admitted, voice low. “But we’ve talked about it. I think we’re better now.” She nodded, almost to herself.

“That’s good.” Lisa offered a small, sad smile. “Celine is a good woman, but—she lets her emotions get the best of her. It must have been awful when your father died.” Lisa sighed, shaking her head with a heaviness that seemed to weigh down her entire posture.

Rumi’s expression tightened, a flicker of something crossing her face that Lisa didn’t miss. “I, uh… I know about it,” Rumi said, her words careful.

Lisa blinked, caught off guard. “Oh,” she said, the word falling out flat and dumb. “You—you know your father didn’t die? That he left you?”

Rumi’s lips pressed together. “You know about it too…” she replied, her voice tinged with an old hurt. Lisa had never really been around. Celine never mentioned her much, and the tapes Rumi found had said enough.

“I—I did.” Lisa’s voice shook, her gaze dropping to her lap. “Celine told me. She emailed me, begging for help… But I—I couldn’t do it.” Her eyes welled with tears, and she shook her head as if to chase them away.

Rumi, moved by a tenderness she hadn’t expected, reached out and placed a gentle hand on Lisa’s shoulder. “It’s okay,” she said quietly. “Yes, I’m sad you weren’t there. But I see you now. That’s what matters.”

Lisa let out a trembling laugh, wiping her tears with the back of her hand. “You sound just like your dad,” she murmured, a bittersweet smile flickering across her lips.

“A-ah, also, I almost forgot—” Lisa’s attention shifted as she noticed Jinu standing nearby, watching her with an unreadable expression. “You know my name. You must be a fan, huh? If it’s alright… can I know yours too?”

“Jinu,” he said simply, offering his hand. Lisa froze, her eyes darting to his face.

“Ji…nu?” she repeated, the name strange on her tongue.

Rumi stepped beside Jinu, her presence reassuring. “Actually, Jinu here is… well, a demon,” she said, glancing at him. Jinu nodded, attempting a smile that came out awkward and unsure. “Just like dad—I guess I just want to tell you now to avoid any misunderstandings. I hope it’s fine by you,”

Lisa took a step back, her eyes wide. “You’re the boy Chae-Song keeps talking about,” she whispered, voice barely audible.

“Wait—you knew about me?” Jinu asked, just as Rumi echoed, “You know Jinu?”

Lisa’s face drained of color. “I—, never mind what I said .” She looked around nervously, suddenly all business. “Come on, you two. We can’t talk out here. It’s not safe.”

Without waiting for a reply, she dug into her bag and pulled out a small, gleaming pocket knife. 

Jinu’s eyes narrowed, grabbing Rumi’s wrist, not until Rumi placed a hand on his.

He glanced uncertainly at Rumi, who nodded to reassure him.

“We can’t speak in public. She might hear us ,” Lisa said, her voice dropping to a fearful whisper. She glanced over her shoulder, eyes scanning the street. “My home isn’t far—come, hurry.”

She ushered them forward, her movements quick and anxious, as if every shadow held a threat.

Notes:

Lisa is here! And... she somehow knows about Jinu? Also here is the mandatory beach chapter for everyone, featuring sappy Rumi and Jinu.

Oh ehe, if you haven't known by now. (I think I already said this in another note from another chap as well. But this story has a non canon one shots in the series. So that means I can do What IF's of chapter you want me to divert from. You can also give me ideas on what you guys want me to write that I can't put here in the main story like... hurting more of Jinu! /silly/joke)

On another note! Thank you so much guys for supporting the story, it's making me crazy. I love you guys, so so so much! Everyone's words is such a great motivator. Though I am sad to say that sooner or later my posting will be eventually inconsistent (much more than usual). Uni is coming up this saturday and I'm afraid I'll be a little bit more busy.

But I will try my best for you guys!!

Arc 1 is actually close to coming to an end ! (kinda, the chapters might go back to being long. 9k, 10k-15k words which was something I am trying to avoid because it will be quite hard work for translators if ever ToT)

Though coming back to the end of this arc, as always, when a problem ends, another one arises /silly *totally not spoiling*

Chapter 39

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

LISA’S HOME WAS A CRAMPED , weathered house, its single room serving as both living area and kitchen. 

The faded wallpaper peeled in curls from the damp-stained walls, and the sagging ceiling seemed one heavy rain away from collapse. 

And two different battered, secondhand sofas sat pressed against a window face to face that barely let the gray afternoon light filter in. Jinu lingered near the door, taking in the claustrophobic space with unease prickling at his skin—he’d never seen someone live like this before.

As they moved through the room, Jinu noticed something new about Lisa. She walked with a pronounced limp, favoring her left foot, as if each step sent a jolt of pain up her leg. Rumi caught the sight too; her eyes flickered with concern until Lisa, catching the glance, offered a wry smile.

“It’s nothing,” Lisa said, waving a pale hand as she lowered herself into a rickety chair. “Just an old injury. Years ago.”

Rumi frowned but didn’t press further. The air in the house felt thick, heavy with secrets and the smell of old tea leaves.

Jinu hovered near the doorway, half-hidden behind the chipped wall. He felt like an intruder, listening to a conversation he wasn’t supposed to hear. But the words snagged at him, impossible to ignore. 

This woman, Lisa—she knew things. Things about him, about Rumi’s father. 

Which meant she must know that Chwisaeng was no ordinary demon. That he was—

“I know your father was one of Gwi-Ma’s most trusted advisors,” Lisa said quietly, her voice carrying from the kitchen table where she sat across from Rumi. Rumi looked pale, her fingers white-knuckled around the cracked mug she clung to. “I know everything— yes .”

“He told you?” Rumi’s voice was barely more than a whisper.

Lisa nodded, her gaze fixed on the swirling steam rising from her tea. 

“He did. After he left you and Celine, I got an email from Celine about it. But I never replied.” Her voice dropped even lower, tinged with regret.

Rumi swallowed, her lips trembling. “And then?”

Lisa let out a shaky breath. “One night, out of nowhere, he showed up at my doorstep. Hurt and injured, barely standing. His arm was mangled—looked like it had nearly been torn off. He told me he’d been attacked by another demon. A demon named Baek-Hwa.” Her hands trembled as she spoke, as if recalling the memory made it real again. 

“He explained everything to me that night. About the war, about Gwi-Ma, about the others…”

Rumi’s eyes widened, worry etched deep into her features. “He was hurt that badly?”

Lisa nodded. “He was. I thought it was Gwi-Ma who’d sent someone to punish him, but it wasn’t. It was just… a power struggle between generals. Fighting over territory, over influence. And, most of all, over your father’s heart.” Her voice cracked, sorrow and old anger flickering in her eyes. “I was so afraid he would die, that he’d be sent back to hell and punished.”

A heavy silence fell, broken only by the faint ticking of a clock somewhere in the shadows.

Lisa hesitated, then continued, “There’s an old legend—the kind people barely even whisper about these days. They say that consuming a dragon’s heart can cure any illness. It’s ancient, from before these lands had names, before Korea was even Korea. Now, nobody speaks of it. Just a story.”

At that moment, Jinu stepped from his hiding place at the corner of the wall, unable to stay in the shadows any longer.

 Lisa turned, startled to see him, while Rumi’s gaze darted between them.

“Jinu… come sit with us,” Lisa said, her voice softer now, inviting. She glanced at him with tired but kind eyes. “I’ve heard so much about you as well. Rumi’s father—he’s very talkative. When he finally settled here, I helped him heal.” Jinu hesitated, then took the seat beside Rumi, who was still visibly shaken.

“A wound from another demon…” Lisa continued, her gaze distant, “it takes a long time to heal. Longer than you’d think.”

Jinu nodded, scratching the back of his head, feeling awkward under her scrutiny. “That… explains a lot, honestly.”

Rumi, her hands clasped so tightly on the mug her knuckles blanched— Jinu even feared she might break it all the way , as she leaned forward. “Do you… do you know where he is now? Can I meet him?” Her voice trembled with hope and fear.

Lisa’s lips pressed into a thin line. 

She looked away, her shoulders tensing. “I—I’m afraid I can’t say nor let you do that,” she murmured, eyes fixed on the table.

“What? Why not?” Rumi’s voice rose, raw and desperate. Jinu reached out, placing a hand gently on her arm. The touch grounded her, and she sank back into her seat, but sat straighter, her jaw set.

Lisa shook her head, her expression pained. “Your father left to protect you, Rumi. He made it clear. You knowing where he is would only bring more danger. I promised him I’d keep his secret.”

Jinu spoke up, curiosity and caution mingling in his voice. “So that means… you know about Gokdama?”

At the name, Lisa shuddered, her entire body tensing in a visceral reaction. “I—yes,” she whispered, her tone suddenly dark, shadowed by old pain. Both Jinu and Rumi stared, startled by the intensity of her response.

Slowly, Lisa shifted in her seat, rolling up the leg of her worn pants. The skin below was puckered and twisted, a thick, jagged scar running from her knee to her ankle—flesh that looked as if it had been torn and barely stitched back together.

Rumi gasped, a hand flying to her mouth. “ Oh my god…

Lisa let out a shaky sigh, pushing a strand of hair behind her ear. “It happened months after Chae-Song came here to recover. But Gokdama… he found him. Sent his demons after us.”

Her voice grew distant, caught between memory and the present. “I thought I could handle it. I was still a hunter then, and Chae-Song—your father—he’s a formidable fighter, stronger than most. He’s one of the old ones, the mythical beings created to protect our world. But Gokdama and Baek-Hwa both came. Two generals—far too strong for us alone. Without Celine, without Mi-Yeong … I couldn’t fight like I used to.”

She paused, her breathing ragged. “They broke my leg–turned me like this , almost took it clean off. If it weren’t for your father—he saved me. Dragged me out and got me to a hospital in Busan.” 

Her gaze dropped to the floor. “He was hurt even worse. This was the second time I’ve seen him so close to death.”

The room was silent, the weight of the memory pressing down on them. Rumi let out a pained breath, her eyes shining with tears she wouldn’t let fall.

“I couldn’t stop your father from leaving,” Lisa murmured, her voice tinged with exhaustion and regret. “I was on the verge of passing out—lost too much blood. He’s a dragon, yes, but he’s got a kind heart. I don’t doubt his strength, but I do doubt his ability to kill, even when his life depends on it. Those two generals… he somehow cares about them.” Lisa sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose as if to ease a headache that never left.

Jinu sat in silence, his face grim. His eyes were fixed on the battered wooden table, nails tracing invisible patterns into its surface. “Chwisaeng has always been like that…” he muttered, the words half-whispered.

Lisa let out a weary laugh, the sound brittle but genuine. “Ah yes, your old friend really is a strange one, isn’t he?” She tilted her head, a small smile flickering at the corners of her mouth.

Jinu just shrugged. “More or less.”

He glanced at Rumi. She was gnawing her lip, eyes searching, desperate for hope. He could see the question burning inside her.

Where is Chwisaeng?

Jinu spoke for her. “Can’t you at least tell us how Chwisaeng is? Is he safe? Healthy? What about his injuries?”

Lisa hesitated, her fingers fidgeting with the hem of her sleeve before she clasped her hands together. 

“Me and Chae-Song… we came up with a new way to communicate. Something that can’t be traced easily. But the new queen of hell is clever—she’s made tracking people an art.” Lisa tapped her nail anxiously against the table’s edge.

Jinu bit his lip, tension written into every muscle.

“How do you do it?” Rumi asked, voice trembling. “And… can I… talk to my father, if so?”

Lisa managed a small, reassuring smile. “Of course you can. But our way is old-fashioned—through letters. He gave me a special stamp. Hold on, I’ll get it.” She stood with some effort, limping toward a small room at the back. The door creaked open, revealing only shadows.

The silence grew thick. Rumi pressed her lips together, worry etched in her brow. Jinu reached out and rested his hand over hers, squeezing gently.

“Your dad’s alive,” he said, offering a crooked grin.

Rumi let out a shaky breath, her shoulders sagging with relief. “Thank god… It doesn’t matter if I can’t see him right now. Just knowing he’s alive… that’s enough.” Her voice steadied, her grip tightening on Jinu’s hand.

She paused, her gaze drifting to Lisa’s empty chair. “But… to think Gokdama was able to hurt a hunter that badly…” The memory of Lisa’s scar flashed in her mind, and she shuddered.

“Gokdama’s always been a heartless asshole,” Jinu muttered, barely loud enough to hear.

Rumi nodded, brushing a tear from her cheek. “I’m happy Dad’s alive, but I’m scared, too. Lisa said they were attacked—that’s why he left. If he’d stayed… Celine, or even me, could’ve been hurt.”

Jinu rubbed his thumb gently over the back of her hand. “Chwisaeng always has a reason for what he does. He didn’t run just because he’s being hunted. He ran because he knows even those he loves, and those who love him, end up getting hurt.”

Rumi fell quiet, her hand trembling in his.

“Will you?” she whispered.

Jinu looked at her, confusion in his eyes. “Will I what?”

“Run?” she asked, voice barely more than a breath.

Jinu didn’t answer. The weight of the question hung between them, heavy and unresolved.

He knew, deep down, that Gokdama would do anything to get what she wanted—inflicting pain, shattering lives, and sometimes not even bothering to take her victim’s soul. 

It was fun for her , some kind of sport maybe.

The scar she left Lisa with was proof enough: a warning, a reminder. A punishment not just for Lisa, but for everyone who dared to get close.

She did it on purpose.

Jinu knew Gokdama would never take “no” for an answer, and if she wanted something, she would go as far as hurting everyone he cared about. 

He bit his lip, heart pounding painfully in his chest. He couldn’t let that happen. If it came down to it—if he had no other choice—he’d have to kill her first.

The thought should have chilled him, killing someone. Yet he felt freeing to think about it.

Just then, Lisa returned, her limp more pronounced after the exertion. “Sorry it took a while. Here is the stamp. Using this on any piece of paper will send your message straight to your father’s hands,” she explained as she settled heavily onto her chair. “Though… your father often takes many months to reply.”

She handed the object to Rumi—a heavy, ornate stamp gleaming gold in the faded light, shaped like a coiled dragon. Rumi took it as if it were made of glass, eyes wide with awe as the gold glinted in her palm.

Lisa managed a soft smile. “It’s been almost a year now since he sent me a message. Sometimes I fear the worst, but I know your father is strong. And—ah, I have his letters here.” She pulled a battered envelope from her bag, unsealing it to reveal a slip of weathered paper.

Jinu craned his neck to see, but the writing looked like nothing he’d ever seen before—just shifting lines and curls, as if the words themselves refused to make sense to anyone but the intended reader.

“As you can see, it’s written in a script only I can understand,” Lisa explained, tracing a finger along the strange marks. “A safeguard, in case someone else ever gets hold of it.”

Rumi’s voice shook. “But he is alright… right?”

Lisa exhaled, pushing a hand through her hair. “He will be. He has to be. He promised he’d come back for you—for all of us. Me, Celine… everyone.” She reached out and squeezed Rumi’s wrist, a gentle attempt at reassurance. “He’s survived worse, Rumi. He’ll make it back. I believe in him.”

A heavy silence filled the small house. Jinu shifted, studying Lisa’s face as if searching for the missing pieces of a puzzle. There were so many things he still didn’t understand.

Lisa noticed his stare and sighed. “I have a lot to explain, don’t I?”

Jinu nodded, his voice softer than he intended. “You do… if that’s alright.” He winced at how forceful he sounded, but Lisa just gave him a tired nod.

There were so many questions. Too many.

Rumi cleared her throat. Her hands trembled as she clutched the dragon stamp. “I have a question,” she said quietly.

Lisa met her gaze, calm and open. “Go on.”

Rumi hesitated, then asked the thing she’d been carrying in her heart for so long: “My father… can you at least give me an estimation on where he is now?”

Lisa paused, her fingers absently tracing the edges of the weathered paper. “I—it’s been a while since he sent me a letter. The last time, he told me he’d flown to Mt. Fuji to rest. But your father never stays in one place for long—he knows Gokdama is always searching for him.”

“I see…” Rumi murmured, her voice small.

Jinu glanced at Lisa, his expression sharpening. “It’s obvious Chwisaeng hadn’t been with you for a long time. Why didn’t you at least give Celine a heads up about any of this?” His words landed like a stone—direct, unflinching.

Rumi’s head snapped toward him, her face pale with surprise. It was clear this was a question she’d been too afraid to ask herself.

Lisa’s eyes widened. “Oh… Well, I suppose that’s fair.” Her voice faltered, and she exhaled, defeated. “I didn’t tell Celine because I was scared. I was terrified that if Celine or Rumi knew, they’d be put in danger.” She shook her head, her hands twisting together.

“When Baek-Hwa attacked me, it took me a month just to heal my leg, and nearly a year of physical therapy before I could walk again. I wanted to tell her, but I remembered Chae-Song’s words—he said they wouldn’t hesitate to hurt anyone who knew too much.” Lisa’s voice cracked as she clasped her hands tightly.

“I didn’t even know if your dad was still alive. I only knew I was lucky to be saved. But it felt like they did this to mock me—a hunter who can’t walk, who can’t fight, is as good as dead. I understand now how heartless they are, to leave me like this.” Lisa lets out a shaky breath. Eyes shadowed by pain and loss.

She looked down, her face shadowed with pain. “I couldn’t bear to tell Celine. I was afraid she’d be hurt, just like me. Then one night, Chae-Song came back. He told me what I had to do—he said not to say anything to Celine, or to you, Rumi, when you grew up. He gave me the stamp, and told me to watch over you both. He said even knowing you’re his daughter was dangerous—Gokdama would target you herself.”

Lisa managed a small, sad smile. “And it was easy to hide and to watch over you two. You and Celine are quite well known after all, and you —the princesses of K-Pop, Ryu Rumi, so beautiful. Sometimes I’d come to your concerts, sometimes I’d just watch on TV.” She looked at Rumi, her eyes warm. 

“Your father loves you more than you can imagine, Rumi. He hid all this to keep you safe. He never wanted you to know all of this.” Her lips turn into a frown.

Rumi’s expression tightened. “It doesn’t matter now, does it? I know the truth. If Jinu hadn’t told me, I’d have spent my life thinking my father was dead, that Celine never cared.” She frowned, her voice trembling.

The curly haired let out a sigh. “Ignorance is a bliss and knowledge is a curse.” she says.

“And knowledge can also be a weapon.” Rumi bites back.

Lisa let out a short, sad chuckle. “You really are your father’s daughter.”

Jinu cleared his throat, drawing Lisa’s gaze. “You know so much about everything— us ,” he said softly.

Lisa nodded. “Rumi’s father never hesitated to talk about the people he cared about. Between the three of you generals, he always spoke highly of you, Jinu. I see why he cares—you’re a lot like him.”

Jinu shook his head, clenching his fist. “I’m not. Chwisaeng’s kind and forgiving—I’m neither.”

Lisa’s smile was gentle. “I see what he sees.”

A hush fell over them. Then Lisa glanced at the window, where dusk was gathering outside. “It’s getting late. Perhaps you two should stay here tonight.” She stood, leaning heavily on the table.

Rumi blinked, coming back to herself. “We should text everyone, let them know where we are…” She glanced at Jinu, who nodded and reached for their phones.

“And tomorrow,” Rumi added quietly, “you should come with us. Back home.”

Lisa’s eyes widened in surprise. “Come with you? Oh—I couldn’t possibly …” Her laugh was shaky, nerves showing.

Rumi got to her feet, her resolve clear. “Are you scared of seeing Celine again? Don’t you miss her?” she asked softly.

“I think she misses you a lot,” Jinu said quietly, clearing his throat and glancing away. Lisa turned to him, color rising in her cheeks.

“I… yes, I do miss her,” she admitted, her voice breaking a little. “But our relationship has soured these past few years. I can’t just walk back into her life—not like this.” Her hand moved instinctively to her injured leg, her expression growing distant and pale. “I left her. After everything, I abandoned her when she needed me most. I don’t know if I can face her.”

“Lisa, your wound is nothing to be ashamed of,” Rumi said gently, moving closer and placing a warm hand on Lisa’s shoulder. “It shows you lived—it shows you survived. You helped my dad. And you had a good reason to stay away: you were protecting us. Celine will understand. She always does.”

Lisa’s composure broke. “Oh my… I do want to. God, how I want to.” Her voice trembled as she wiped at her eyes. “For so many years I’ve been alone in this place, wishing I could just go back to Celine, to hold her tight and tell her everything.”

“I’m sure Celine feels the same,” Jinu offered, his voice gentle. Rumi nodded at him, gratitude shining in her eyes that he was helping convince Lisa.

“You don’t have to hide anymore. We all know now,” Jinu added softly, the truth of it settling over the room.

Lisa’s tears came in earnest, her shoulders shaking as she sobbed openly. “Oh, I’m so sorry, Rumi.” She reached for Rumi’s hand, squeezing it tight, her face pale but full of longing and relief.

Rumi held her close, whispering, “It’s okay. You’re not alone anymore.”

The three of them sat together, the weight of secrets finally giving way to something like hope.



WHEN LISA WAS YOUNGER.

She loved to act, to pose for the camera with an effortless confidence that made her the star of every room. Singing came easily to her, too—her voice clear, bright, and full of promise. 

But it was never just about the stage. Acting and music brought her joy, but friendship gave her life meaning. It was when she met Mi-Yeong and Celine that everything changed. They became her anchors—her closest friends, her found family.

As an actress, an idol, a hunter, and a friend, Lisa liked to think she was above average. Maybe not the best, but she worked hard, always striving to prove herself. 

Still, she knew her limits. Talent came naturally to Mi-Yeong and Celine, while Lisa had to claw her way towards "good enough." There was drive, yes—but not the same spark of brilliance that seemed to burn so effortlessly in her friends.

She loved them—no, she loves them. Even now, Mi-Yeong and Celine remain her heart, her reason for pushing through the darkest days. Their laughter echoed through her happiest memories; their support carried her through the hardest times.

Before Busan, there was Daejeon. She remembers the city not for its bright lights or busy streets, but for the day everything fell apart. Mi-Yeong was gone.

Lisa left in the aftermath, her belongings hastily thrown into bags, tears streaming down her face, mingling with snot and grief. 

She couldn’t bring herself to say goodbye to Chae-Song or Celine. She didn’t even wait to meet baby Rumi, Mi-Yeong’s daughter, who had just entered the world. Lisa felt like a failure to them all—unworthy of their love, their forgiveness.

She always knew she lacked something essential. She had drive, but not talent. She was just “good”—never the best, never exceptional. 

Not like Mi-Yeong, whose grace seemed effortless, nor Celine, whose talent was unmatched. The gap between them felt insurmountable, and Mi-Yeong’s death shattered Lisa in ways she never expected. 

She knew that Celine and Chae-Song were grieving too, but her own pain blinded her. She hated herself for making it all about her, for running away instead of facing their shared sorrow.

She wanted to meet Ryu Rumi—Mi-Yeong’s beloved daughter, cherished by both Chae-Song and Mi-Yeong. 

But Lisa was too weak, too afraid. Too afraid to be seen, to be hurt again… by her  

And to show her shameful face to Celine after being gone for more than 20 years.

She never got the chance to hold Rumi as a baby, never saw her first steps or heard her first words. That absence became one of her deepest regrets, a wound that never quite healed even now.

It was 1 AM, the rain beating hard against the windows when Lisa heard the pounding at her front door. At first, she thought it was thunder, the storm raging outside. 

But then it came again—insistent, desperate. She remembers jolting upright in bed, still dressed in her work clothes, heart hammering in her chest.

After leaving the industry, Lisa had chosen a simple life, taking a job as a humble waiter and deciding to lay low. 

The loud pounding at the front door continued, each blow rattling the old wood and making the walls tremble. She hurried from the back of her small apartment, heart thudding with each echo.

“Who is it?” she called out, confusion and dread mingling in her voice. It was already so late—who would be knocking at this hour?

Her eyes narrowed, suspicion blooming. Could it be a demon? Gwi-Ma? Had he found her, after all this time? But why now, and for what reason? Her mind raced through all the possibilities.

Instinctively, Lisa summoned her Gakgung—its ethereal body and bowstring glowing with a soft, ominous white and blue light in the darkened hallway. She raised her hand, conjuring an arrow from thin air, notching it with deliberate care. Her breath steadied; she could not afford to make a mistake.

She does not have Mi-Yeong nor Celine to save her back. She cannot miss her shot on this demon.

This must be a demon out to get her, she thought grimly. And if so—did that mean Celine was in danger too? And Chae-Song?

She cracked the door open, just enough to peer outside. For a moment, all she could hear was the relentless downpour, rain hammering the pavement, thunder growling, lightning flashing and turning everything a blinding white.

And then—a slitted eye appeared in the crack, familiar, golden, and wild.

Chae-Song? ” Lisa almost screamed, flinging the door open the rest of the way. He was slumped against the frame, breathing raggedly, teeth clenched. Rain soaked his clothes and hair; his entire body trembled.

Worst of all, smoke and steam curled from his left arm, which looked mauled and ruined—deep gashes exposing flesh and bone.

“L-Lisa… Sorry for dropping by so suddenly,” he managed through gritted teeth, before his knees buckled and he collapsed.

“Chae-Song!” Lisa cried. Her Gakgung vanished into a flicker of pale light as she rushed to catch him, hauling him inside and half-carrying, half-dragging him to her bedroom. 

His body was burning hot, feverish, as if trying to regenerate whatever terrible wound had been inflicted. She laid him on the bed, her hands trembling as she examined his arm— oh god, it was almost sliced in half , ragged flaps of skin barely holding it together. 

She could see the white of bone protruding from the wound. She doesn’t know if human and demon anatomy were the same. But she can see a bone peeking out (oh god)—Bones we’re never supposed to be seen so out in the open right?!

Her stomach churned. She had never seen anything like this. Never, not with herself, not with Celine or Mi-Yeong. 

They had always been so careful, so vigilant, always watching each other’s backs to avoid getting hurt.

That night, Lisa could not sleep. Fear gnawed at her: what if Chae-Song died? What if this was her fault for letting her guard down? She wanted to call Celine—her hand hovered over her phone, shaking—but what could she say?

Steam filled the small room, curling from Chae-Song’s body as he fought to heal. 

She had changed him into dry clothes she’d found in her wardrobe, but the sheets beneath him were already damp with sweat. Now she knelt on the floor beside the bed, her whole body shaking, uncertain and helpless.

It felt like those nights with Mi-Yeong again—nights filled with dread and waiting, with the knowledge that humans were never meant to carry a child with demon blood. 

That it would always end the same way. She would die; she was meant to die.

A soul for a soul—wasn’t that how it went?

She does not blame Rumi for Mi-Yeong’s death—not truly. 

But sometimes, in the quietest moments, Lisa wishes Mi-Yeong had trusted them enough to share her secret. If only she had told them she decided to have a child, to be pregnant with a demon child, maybe… maybe things would have been different. Maybe they could’ve had more time together.

Maybe Lisa could have been with Mi-Yeong more, than riding and following her fame.

Yet Lisa can’t blame Chae-Song or Mi-Yeong, either. After all, love prevails, even in the face of fate. 

The two of them had loved each other, despite the ancient war between their kinds, despite the warnings and the blood that inevitably followed. Love, even forbidden, was stronger than any rule.

“Lisa…”

Her head snapped up at the sound of her name—a ragged whisper. Chae-Song’s eyes fluttered open, golden and luminous even under the dim lamplight.

“Chae-Song—you’re awake!” Relief flooded her voice. She rose to her knees beside the bed, her hand gently pressing against his uninjured shoulder. 

“What happened to you? Please, tell me. Celine said you left suddenly—why are you hurt?” Her voice trembled, fear and confusion tangling together. “Why… did you leave?”

Chae-Song winced, drawing a sharp breath as he tried to shift his weight. “I’m sorry for bringing this to your door, Lisa,” he whispered, his voice raw. “I didn’t know where else to go. Someone is hunting me… But before I explain that, there’s something important I need to tell you.”

Lisa swallowed, her own heart pounding as she leaned closer. “Who is hunting you? Chae-Song, you have to tell me.”

He shook his head, sweat beading on his brow. “I’ll explain that soon,” he rasped, “but first… you need to know who I really am. And who Rumi will become.”

He reached out, his hand gripping her arm—his claws, usually so careful, digging in until he noticed her wince. He loosened his hold at once, guilt flickering across his face. Lisa’s worry deepened, but she didn’t pull away.

“Chae-Song,” she murmured, her voice gentle, “whatever it is, you can tell me. We’ll face it together.”

 

JINU WOKE TO THE SUBTLE sound of movement, something soft but unfamiliar in the predawn hush. For a moment, he thought it might be Rumi—maybe she was finally stirring. 

But a glance across the room showed her still sprawled on the other sofa, tangled in blankets, her face half-hidden beneath a wild curtain of hair. 

He could just make out the gentle rise and fall of her shoulders as she snored softly, utterly undisturbed by the world.

He blinked, trying to shake off the heaviness of sleep. This wasn’t the tower. The ceiling overhead was lower, the air tinged with the faint scent of wood polish and something floral. 

Right —Lisa’s house. He squinted at the window; dawn hadn’t even begun to lighten the sky. The room was shrouded in deep blue, shadows pressed into every corner. Jinu glanced at the clock on the wall and groaned—4:07 AM.

He sat up, the thick duvet pooling around his waist, and rubbed his eyes with the heels of his palms. The sofa creaked beneath him. Across from him, Rumi remained undisturbed, her breathing steady and deep. He stifled a snicker; sometimes she could sleep through anything.

A faint glow caught his eye. Lisa was already awake, sitting at the kitchen table, a mug cradled between her hands. Wisps of steam curled up, catching the faint glimmer of the streetlight outside. Her curly hair, that was tied up, now spilled loose over her shoulders, and oversized glasses perched on her freckled nose. 

The gentle line of her mouth curled into a small, tired smile.

“Good morning,” she murmured, her voice hushed, as if careful not to disturb the peace. She stood, steadying herself with one hand on the table, and flicked on the single yellow bulb above the sink. Its warm light spilled across the kitchen, painting everything in gold.

Jinu gathered up his duvet, folding it with slow, sleepy movements. “It’s still early,” he managed, his voice rough as he tried to clear his throat. He coughed slightly, sniffing. It’s cold . Was what he thought, stifling the need to sneeze all of the sudden.

“You must be cold.” She says softly. “I’m afraid I don’t have enough money to get a heater. So I hope this will work for now.”

Lisa moved to the fridge, pulling out a bottle of cold water. She poured half a glass and grabbed the worn out thermos at the side to pour hot water and handed it to him. 

The glass felt warm and solid in his hand, grounding. “Thank you,” he said quietly.

“I usually wake up around three,” Lisa replied, settling back into her chair. “I never seem to sleep much after that.” She wrapped both hands around her mug, tapping her nails against the ceramic, the sound quiet and rhythmic.

Jinu sat across from her, the chair cool against his legs. For a moment, the only sounds were the gentle hum of the refrigerator and Rumi’s soft breaths from the other room.

Lisa sighed, her gaze distant. “It’s been years since the attack,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper. “But still, every night, I wonder if she’ll find me. Finish what she started.” Her words hung heavy in the small kitchen.

Jinu bit his lip, unsure what to say. He watched Lisa, noticing the way her fingers trembled slightly as she lifted her mug.

He hesitated, then asked, “Did you ever regret helping him?”

Lisa’s lips twisted into a small, sad smile. “No. Never.” She let out a short, wet chuckle, her eyes glistening in the lamplight. “He was my friend. Like a brother. Even if I’d died that day, I… I wouldn’t regret it.” She exhaled, the breath shaky with old pain.

Jinu nodded, swallowing the knot in his throat. “I’m glad you didn’t,” he said quietly.

Lisa glanced over at him, her expression softening. “It’s good to finally meet you, you know. When Rumi’s father was here, recovering, he talked about you so much. He always wished he could have saved you. For months, he feared the worst. He thought you were… hurt. Or gone.”

She smiled then, a real, gentle smile, and took a slow sip from her mug. The lines by her eyes deepened, evidence of old sadness—and of the warmth she still carried despite it.

Jinu’s gaze drifted back to Rumi, curled up in tangled blankets, oblivious to the tension quietly gathering in the kitchen. He drew in a steadying breath.

“How much do you really know… about us?” he asked quietly, voice low enough not to disturb Rumi. “About demons in general. I know Chwisaeng knows more than I do. Any information you have could help.”

Lisa’s eyes narrowed, sharp with sudden suspicion. “Are you—” she began.

Jinu cut her off, clearing his throat. “I’m… Gokdama is after me,” he confessed, his words tumbling out before he could second-guess them.

At once, Lisa’s expression changed. Alarm flickered across her face, her hands trembling as she set her mug down. “No—she only wants me to join her,” Jinu added quickly, his attempt at reassurance sounding unsteady, “Not… hunted, like Chwisaeng. Hopefully.”

If anything, Lisa only looked more stricken. Her knuckles whitened around the mug. “Gokdama is after you? Oh, goodness, this is not good…” She pressed a shaking hand to her brow, her face draining of color. Terror chased across her features. “Everyone could be in danger,” she whispered, panic rising in her voice.

Danger. The word echoed in Jinu’s mind, sharp and cold. He felt something coil tight in his chest, a fierce, possessive urge rising from somewhere deep and half-forgotten. The idea of Gokdama threatening this place ( his place) , these people (his people) —it was intolerable ( how dare she)

A beast stirred inside him, something primal and animalistic, like a tiger baring its teeth at an encroaching snake, daring it to slither away or be destroyed.

A strange sensation gripped him, as if someone pressed a hot brand to his skin. But the pain was pure, distilled hatred—hatred for Gokdama, for everything she’d stolen from him.

For centuries it had been like this: rage and defiance when she drew near, only for his resolve to crumble the instant she truly threatened him. 

He’d submit, again and again, reduced from a snarling beast to a cowering dog. Shame always followed, bitter and burning.

But not this time. He clenched his jaw, feeling the old anger harden into something cold and determined. He would not be a dog, nor a coward. If Gokdama wanted a fight, she would get one. It took two to tango, and this time, he’d match her step for step.

Whoever he had been before the punishment—whatever part of him Gokdama feared back then—Jinu needed to find that part of himself again. He had to, if he was going to defeat her.

“I’m planning to kill her,” Jinu finally said, his voice barely more than a whisper. “For good.” The words hung in the air, heavier than he expected. He wasn’t sure why he’d said them—maybe to convince himself as much as Lisa.

Lisa froze. Her eyes locked onto his, wide and searching, as if he’d spoken in a language she barely understood.

“Killing…her?” she repeated, testing the word on her tongue, as if it was foreign and dangerous. Color drained from her face. Her knuckles stood out white against her mug, her hand trembling so much she nearly spilled her drink.

For a moment, it was as if the very idea of Gokdama dying was unthinkable. Untouchable. Unkillable. Maybe, to Lisa, demons like Gokdama were nightmares—unkillable and invincible. 

But Jinu knew better. All demons could die— no , could get hurt . He’d lived his whole life with that knowledge, fear etched into every day. If he could be killed, so could Gokdama. And so could Baek-Hwa.

Lisa’s voice broke the silence, barely audible. “This is bad,” she muttered, her gaze flicking between Jinu and the sleeping Rumi. She leaned forward, her eyes desperate. 

“You may as well put my niece and Celine in danger just by being with them…” The words shook as they left her lips. “You… you have to leave.” She stood abruptly.

But Jinu was faster, reaching for her wrist before she could step away. “ No, please —please sit down, Ms. Lisa. Hear me out. I can’t leave. I can’t betray Rumi. That’s why I have to act. I have to strike first.” There was a raw urgency in his voice, the pleading edge of someone with nothing left to lose.

Lisa hesitated. Her breath came in short, uneven bursts. Slowly, she sank back into the chair, her whole body trembling. 

Jinu let her go, watching as she tried to steady herself, hands clenched tight in her lap.

“You must be wondering why I’m so afraid of her,” Lisa said, her laugh brittle and sharp, eyes glossy with unshed tears.

Jinu shook his head, voice gentle. “No… I understand. For centuries, I lived with her. With Gwi-Ma. Every day, I was afraid. Afraid they’d hurt me—or kill me.” His words came out in a hush, almost confessional.

Lisa looked up, her eyes shining. “That must have been hard,” she whispered.

“It was.” Jinu’s gaze dropped to his hands, fingers tracing invisible scars. “I was terrified. I was turned into something I didn’t want to be. I learned not to trust—learned to hurt first, before they could hurt me. Not until I met Rumi did I remember how to trust, how to care for someone.”

He managed a small smile, as if the memory itself was a lifeline.

Lisa was silent for a long moment, the only sound Rumi’s quiet breathing from across the room.

“She’ll hurt Celine and Rumi too… you know that, don’t you?” Lisa’s voice was dark, trembling with old pain. “Look what she did to me. To Chae-Song. She’s relentless. She thinks of us as playthings.”

“That’s where she’s wrong,” Jinu said softly, shaking his head. “She’s smart, but she’s blinded by her own arrogance. She never thought any of you could threaten her power. But she’s wrong.” He leaned forward, voice gaining strength. “Rumi plans to create the golden Honmoon. And now that Gokdama is after me, too, I was hoping—maybe you know something, anything that could help defeat her. Or maybe… you could help me find Chwisaeng?”

Lisa’s shoulders slumped. She shook her head, regret etched deep in her features. “What I told you last night is all I know. He never stays in one place. He could be anywhere—on the other side of the world by now.”

Jinu let out a long sigh, dragging a hand through his hair. He bowed his head, the weight of the moment pressing down on him. A soft groan escaped his lips, equal parts frustration and fear.

“I’m sorry,” Lisa whispered. Her hand reached across the table, hesitating, then gently patting the back of his. “I wish I could do more. All I’ve ever done is watch for danger, keep Celine and Rumi safe, and hide.”

Jinu raised his hand, offering Lisa a small, awkward wave of reassurance. “It’s… fine, I suppose. I don’t want to force you into anything. I can see how terrified you are of Gokdama,” he said quietly.

Lisa gave him a pained smile, her eyes shining with unshed tears. “It’s pretty obvious, isn’t it?” she admitted, her voice brittle. “There isn’t a day or night that I don’t see her face. She haunts me. She could have killed me, but she didn’t. She left me alive because she knows I’m useless to her now, thanks to this injury.” She let out a harsh, broken laugh, the sound echoing sharply in the quiet kitchen. Jinu frowned, anger sparking in his chest.

Trust Gokdama to do this, he thought bitterly. Heartless bitch.

He hesitated, then asked, “Do you still want to go back? Knowing that Gokdama will now know where you are?” He swallowed, the question hanging heavily between them.

Lisa paused, staring down at the worn wood grain of the table, tracing it with her finger as if it held the answer. “Yes… Even if I’m afraid, I’m more afraid of dying alone,” she said finally, her voice barely above a whisper. “Every day, I worry that she’ll find me here, finish what she started. And no one will know I’m dead—not Celine, not Rumi. Maybe Chae-Song, but not before my body rots.” She tried to smile, but it twisted with pain.

“Ever since I became a hunter, I’ve been afraid of being forgotten. More than anything, I fear dying alone. Maybe it’s dangerous to go back with you and Rumi, but I can’t bear the thought of being left here to die by myself.” She swallowed hard, her shoulders shaking.

Jinu’s chair scraped against the floor as he sat upright, eyes burning with emotion. “You are not dying,” he said, voice low and fierce. Lisa jerked in surprise at the intensity, her wide eyes searching his face.

“You will not die, nor be harmed,” Jinu repeated, his tone ironclad, full of a promise he would not break. 

“You cannot die—no, I won’t let anyone get hurt. If that happens, if Gokdama so much as touches a single hair on anyone I care about, she’ll learn what hell really is.” His claws, half-shifted in his rage, raked a deep groove in the corner of the wooden table.

The threat vibrated in the air, primal and raw, and for a moment Jinu wondered if the darkness inside him should frighten him. But it didn’t. If anything, the thought of unleashing it on Gokdama gave him comfort—made him feel powerful, in control.

Lisa watched him, her fear slowly transforming into something else. She gave a low, shaky laugh, the sound softer this time, almost grateful.

“Now I see the difference between you and Chae-Song,” Lisa murmured, staring into the swirling steam above her mug. “For years, we’ve exchanged letters. Even when he saw me at death’s door, he still refused to fight back. Maybe it’s in his blood as a dragon—to protect, never to hurt. But sometimes, it feels like… betrayal. To stand by and let the worst happen.” She sighed, her shoulders slumping. 

“His life, my life, even his daughter’s life could be in danger. Yet he lets them live—the ones who would destroy us. I know his power, and soon… Rumi’s, too. They’re strong.” She turns her gaze back up at him

Jinu nodded sympathetically, but then her words caught up with him. “Soon to be power? Are you saying Rumi is…?”

Lisa blinked as if surprised he didn’t know. “A dragon? I thought you two knew by now.”

Jinu stared, heart thudding. “What—? No, I—I suspected, but I never had proof.”

“Rumi’s father told me the possibility was high. That’s one reason he left her. He was afraid she’d be hunted for her…” Lisa’s voice dropped to a whisper, “…heart.”

A cold shiver ran down Jinu’s spine. “Oh… crap.” He stared at the sleeping figure on the sofa. “So I was right. Gokdama doesn’t know, does she?”

Lisa shook her head. “That Rumi is Chae-Song’s daughter. Yes. She never bothered to learn. She’s quite a straightforward woman. Somehow, I am thankful for her narrow sightedness.”

“Ah, fuck.” Jinu pressed his palms to his eyes, shaking his head.

Lisa’s voice grew quiet, awed and mournful at once. “Do you know how valuable a dragon’s heart is? Even the blood of a dragon—Chae-Song is a demon now, so that part of him is gone. He can’t heal anymore. But Rumi… Rumi might be the new generation’s only dragon.”

Jinu’s curiosity overcame his fear. “What’s in her blood?”

Lisa’s eyes glimmered. “It can heal—wounds, poison, almost anything life-threatening. But it’s not as potent as a true dragon’s heart. Chae-Song tried to heal me, but it didn’t work. He thinks his heart can’t be used as Gokdama intends. That’s why Rumi’s identity must be kept secret.”

“So in the end… he might die for nothing?” Jinu whispered.

Lisa ran a hand through her hair, nodding bleakly. “Yes. Perhaps.”

She looked at him, pain deep in her gaze. “Now you understand why I told you to leave.”

But Jinu shook his head, voice low and pleading. “I won’t. I won’t leave Rumi. It would break her heart.”

There it was again: the impossible choice. Leave, and save her life but shatter her trust and heart. Stay, and risk putting her in mortal danger.

The unfairness made Jinu’s hands clench. How dare Gokdama put this choice on me? The anger burned under his skin. He hated being forced into a corner, hated having to weigh love against survival.

“I can’t leave them,” he said at last, voice shaking. “I trust them too much. I gave my word.” His breath came out ragged, his face suddenly hot with shame—or maybe fear. But he wouldn’t turn his back. Not now.

Am I putting them in danger?

But… weren’t they already in danger, even before he arrived? Even if Jinu vanished, Gokdama wouldn’t just give up. She knew about the plan to create the golden Honmoon. 

If he ran, it would be seen as defiance—a refusal. That would only make her more determined to crush them and claim the surface, just as she’d always planned.

No matter what he did, the danger wouldn’t disappear. If anything, hiding would only leave the others to fight alone. The realization left him feeling hollow, as if he wasn’t carrying his own weight while everyone else worked so hard to make the world safe.

Jinu cleared his throat, blinking away the hot sting of tears forming in his eyes. He needed to change the subject, if only for a moment. “So… what have you been doing all these years you’ve been away from them?” he asked, voice soft.

Lisa flinched at the sudden question, as if caught off guard. “Oh… I suppose nothing too interesting,” she admitted, her words slow and tired. “I watched over Rumi and Celine from a distance. I wrote to Chae-Song about them, about everything. He never wrote back, but… I know he reads what I send.” Her smile was sad, but sincere.

“I see…” Jinu nodded, searching for another thread to hold onto. “There was one problem that went on for years—the demonic shrines.”

Lisa’s eyes flickered with recognition. “Ah, yes… those. Chae-Song told me about them. I tried to help, tried to cleanse them. But after the three of us hunters parted ways, my powers started to fade. I’m sure it’s the same for Celine.” She rubbed her forehead, as if trying to ease an old ache.

“And I faced a dilemma,” Lisa continued. “Even if I asked Celine for help, we couldn’t do much. Without Mi-Yeong, our strength, our voices… just weren’t the same. We both became weaker, and there was nothing I could do about it.” She let out a shaky sigh, shoulders drooping under invisible weight.

“So in the end, you didn’t do anything about it,” Jinu said, not unkindly, just matter-of-fact.

Lisa’s voice rose, a flicker of old frustration showing through. “You have to understand—I didn’t have the power. I wanted to, but I couldn’t.”

Jinu nodded, a sigh escaping him. “I understand… That problem’s mostly been fixed now. Rumi and the others managed to cleanse the shrines.”

Relief washed over Lisa’s face, softening her features. “Oh, thank god,” she breathed.

I wouldn’t thank god for that, Jinu thought quietly, his gaze drifting toward the window, where the faintest silver of dawn was beginning to show. It was Rumi, Mira, and Zoey who did it. Not god.

 

JINU KNEW LISA EXPECTED CELINE TO BE FURIOUS. But when they returned with Lisa in tow, the confrontation she’d braced for never came. Instead, there were tearful greetings, a bone-crushing embrace between the two girls, and a flood of relieved laughter.

Afterward, there were words—a lot of them. Everyone had something to say, even Abby, who scolded Jinu for his sudden disappearance and for not giving anyone a heads-up. 

He didn’t blame them. He stood quietly, accepting their anger and admonitions with a rueful smile, admitting that, yes, he should have told someone.

Rumi didn’t look the least bit apologetic about any of it. She was practically glowing, delighted by their little adventure in Busan. They’d managed to find Lisa, who had been simmering in loneliness and paranoia for weeks. In Rumi’s eyes, they’d hit two birds with one stone.

Later, when the chaos had finally faded and the rest of the group drifted off, Jinu and Rumi found themselves alone in the quiet of their shared room. Rumi was rubbing a towel over her damp hair, perched on the edge of her bed.

“So… what were you guys talking about earlier?” she asked, breaking the comfortable silence. The towel made a faint swishing sound as she swiped it along her scalp.

Jinu rolled over on the mattress, propping himself up on an elbow. It was only midday, but exhaustion tugged at his limbs—probably from the long ride back, though he suspected it was more than that. He hadn’t really slept last night.

Then again, he reminded himself, he was a demon. He didn’t need sleep to survive—he just did it for the fun of it. Maybe he’d gotten too used to feeling human.

“I think I remember waking up to you guys in Lisa’s kitchen, talking about Gokdama or something,” Rumi continued, wringing the last drops of water from her hair. “But I was too tired to listen in.”

“Oh, that,” Jinu replied, sinking back into the pillow, resting his cheek on his palm. “Just… stuff. You know. How you might be a dragon.”

“That again?” Rumi snorted, but there was no real annoyance in her voice.

“It’s possible,” Jinu insisted, sitting up. “Lisa told me that Chwisaeng left to protect you. There’s a pretty good chance you’re like him. Gokdama doesn’t know Chwisaeng had a kid, but if she ever finds out…” He trailed off, his expression darkening.

“She’ll be after your heart. And I can’t let that happen,” he finished quietly.

Rumi tilted her head, studying his face. “Jinu, we don’t know for sure. I’ve always been like this. Nothing’s changed.” She tried to sound reassuring, but there was a flicker of uncertainty in her eyes.

Jinu shook his head, frustration making his voice tight. “It’s better to be careful, Rumi. Even if you’re not a dragon, it’s safer if Gokdama never finds out about you—about who you are.”

Rumi grinned, trying to lighten the mood. “Yeah, wouldn’t want a crazy woman coming after my ass, huh?”

Jinu frowned—definitely not a pout, he told himself—and let out a soft, wounded noise. “How can you joke at a time like this?”

Rumi reached out and cupped his cheeks in her hands, her touch warm and gentle. “Because you’re getting agitated, love,” she said softly, her thumb brushing his cheekbone. 

Jinu felt his cheeks flush at the endearment, but he covered her hands with his own, grounding himself in her presence.

“That sounds nice coming from you,” he admitted, a small, genuine smile tugging at his lips. He knew she was trying to distract him, to draw his focus away from all the things that could go wrong.

It worked—at least for a moment.

“Stop stressing, just for a moment,” she whispered.

“You’re doing that too,” Jinu points out with a small pout, his lips jutting out just enough for Rumi to notice.

Rumi grins, mischief sparking in her eyes. “I think only one of us should get to be dramatic. I vote for me,” she jokes, nudging his shoulder playfully.

Jinu arches an eyebrow, a smirk tugging at his lips. “Really? And why can’t I have my turn?”

Rumi rolls her eyes, leaning in close. “Because you already do enough of that from sunrise to sunset.” Without another word, she presses a gentle kiss to his eyelids. Jinu’s eyes flutter shut at her touch, the warmth of her lips soothing the worry from his brow.

She pulls back, tucking a stray strand of hair behind her ear. “I heard from Celine that Lisa is staying with her for now,” Rumi says, her tone shifting to something softer.

Jinu’s expression eases into a smile. “Good for her. I think Lisa really missed Celine.”

“I think the feeling’s mutual,” Rumi replies, glancing down at their intertwined hands. “They have a lot to talk about, a lot to heal from.”

Jinu hums in agreement, running his thumb over the back of her hand in slow, comforting circles. He hopes the gesture soothes her as much as it does him.

“I can’t imagine that,” Rumi murmurs, almost to herself.

“Imagine what?” Jinu asks, his voice gentle.

“Living alone. Without the people I care about. I think I’d go crazy,” she admits softly, her cheeks coloring as if embarrassed by her vulnerability. “Now that I’ve had a taste of what it’s like to have family, to be accepted… I don’t think I could ever go back to being alone.” She clears her throat, eyes flickering away.

Jinu falls silent, her words echoing in the quiet room. 

Me too , he thinks. He can’t imagine it either—not now. The mere thought of accepting Gokdama’s deal, of returning to hell, makes his chest tighten. The idea of going back to tending to demons—creatures he’d learned to despise, forced to serve under Gwi-Ma, always lowering his head in fear of Gokdama’s wrath—was unthinkable.

He used to believe that losing his fangs was a curse, a sign that he’d lost his edge, his ability to survive alone. But now, with people at his side, he didn’t have to go it alone anymore.

Why should he?

The thought warms him, even as Rumi gently slips her hands from his to rise from the bed. She stretches, rolling her shoulders, and moves to prepare for the day—the life waiting for her as Rumi, idol, leader of HUNTR/X, and head of the hunters.

Jinu watches her for a moment, a soft fondness in his eyes. He knows he has to get ready too—back to work, back to the world. But first—

An impromptu visit to Lisa and Celine was on Jinu’s agenda, but first, he planned to stop by Abby’s flower shop. He owed Abby a heads up—if only to avoid more threatening messages in the group chat about “boxing his ears” for disappearing without warning.

Today, he hadn’t ridden Jangsu or Derpy. Instead, it was Beom—one of the tigers he rarely picked for travel—who accompanied him. Beom wasn’t exactly a riding tiger, more like a living, breathing plush seat. J

inu recalled how, in hell, he’d often settle on Beom whenever he needed to sit somewhere that wasn’t cold stone or splintery wood. Plush sofas didn’t exist down there; tigers and lions were the closest substitutes. Though. It wasn’t like he was proud he had used them as seats. He really doesn’t.

Beom was soft, almost comically round, and far more agreeable than Jangsu—who had a habit of dumping Jinu off at the slightest provocation. Beom, on the other hand, was gentle and accommodating, content to go wherever Jinu wanted.

“That’s not Jangsu, right? The tiger today looks different, the patterns... Where’s that big bastard?” Romance greeted him at the shop’s entrance, broom in hand, wearing Jinu’s apron and scowling like the world owed him a nap.

Jinu grinned at the sight. “Hey, you too. And stop calling Jangsu a bastard,” he replied, stepping inside.

Beom padded in behind him. Unlike Jangsu, who refused to step foot indoors and hated tight spaces, Beom moved with surprising grace—skirting shelves and displays, not so much as brushing a single flowerpot. 

She settled in the middle of the shop, curling her tail around her paws and proceeding to lick herself with the dignity of a cat who knew she belonged anywhere she chose.

Romance wrinkled his nose, waving his broom in Beom’s direction. “She’s a bastard, trust me. She keeps glaring at me. Even back then—gah, she’s definitely plotting my murder or something.”

“Sure, Romance,” Jinu said, trying not to laugh.

Just then, Abby emerged from the back, his steps ringing down the metal staircase. He stopped at the bottom, arms crossed and eyes narrowed at Jinu.

“Glad to see you finally showed up,” Abby remarked, his tone halfway between relief and annoyance.

Jinu offered a sheepish smile. “Sorry about yesterday—oh, and I won’t be able to clock in today, either.”

“Aw, what? And here I thought I was finally free from the chains,” Romance whined, though he didn’t pause in misting the flower petals with his spray bottle, not even glancing Jinu’s way.

Abby raised an eyebrow, unimpressed. “And what’s the reason this time?”

Jinu shrugged, shoving his hands deep into the pockets of his oversized hoodie. “I was planning on visiting Celine again. Since Lisa’s staying with her, and, well, I didn’t really get a chance to talk to her much earlier.”

Abby hummed, considering. “Alright. Be careful on your way, then,” he said, his voice even but something unreadable flickered in his eyes.

Jinu tilted his head, trying to catch Abby’s gaze. “You’re not mad, are you?” he asked, grinning as he bent a little to peer up at Abby’s face. The taller man averted his eyes, pretending to focus on his record book, scribbling something down a little too intently.

“Of course not,” Abby muttered, not quite convincing.

Romance swept past behind Jinu, flashing a wicked grin. “Oh, he totally is. Honestly, if you weren’t practically married to Rumi, I’d think you and Abby were a thing,” he teased.

Jinu couldn’t help but snicker, slinking over to lean on the counter, stealing another look at Abby, who only sighed.

“Hey,” Jinu cleared his throat, still grinning, warmth bubbling in his chest. It was strange—he felt almost giddy at the realization that people actually noticed when he was gone. Not just one person, but more. He’d never had that before.

Huh.

“I’m not mad,” Abby said at last, voice low but firm. “But it would’ve been nice if you gave everyone a heads up. What if it had been Gokdama who took you? Or if both you and Rumi were in danger? You can’t just disappear like that.”

Jinu winced at the seething glare Abby shot his way. He gave a sheepish, awkward laugh. “Yeah, I know. I admit, I didn’t think it through. Me and Rumi just… wanted out, even if just for a little while. So we took it.”

He tapped his finger on the counter, his gaze dropping as Abby let out a long, weary sigh.

“I don’t blame you two for it,” Abby began, his tone gentler now. “But it’s dangerous, isn’t it? You and Rumi literally told me how risky things are these days. You can’t blame me for worrying.”

Jinu frowned, letting out a small sigh, guilt and shame twisting in his stomach. Romance cleared his throat, trying to ease the tension.

“Hey, big man, I appreciate the scolding and all, but you can’t really blame Jinu. He’s been dealing with a lot, you know? And Rumi too. Clearly, they needed some time for themselves.” Romance shot Jinu a playful grin. “Though, Abby’s got a point. Leaving a note is… pretty easy, after all.”

Jinu huffed, rolling his eyes. “Okay, I get it. Sorry, I really am…” His brows knit together as Abby snorted and waved him off.

“Yeah, yeah, it’s fine. Don’t make a big deal out of it,” Abby said, but the worry in his eyes lingered just a little.

Trying to change the subject, Jinu glanced around the shop, searching for a small, familiar presence. “Anything interesting happening here? Where’s Hana?” He half-expected to see the kitten weaving between flowerpots or chasing petals across the floor.

“Nothing much. It’s been slow since yesterday,” Abby replied, peering under the counter in case Hana was curled up napping there. “As for Hana, I have no idea.”

“That little rascal’s probably sleeping upstairs,” Romance chimed in. “But you should get going if you’re still planning to visit Celine.”

Abby nodded in agreement, ushering Jinu toward the door. “Yeah, go on. Don’t let us keep you.”

Jinu grinned, slinging his bag over his shoulder. “Alright, alright, no need to rush me! You just don’t want me hanging around here and distracting everyone,” he teased.

Abby scoffed, rolling his eyes, while Jinu whistled for Beom. The big tiger stood and padded over, obedient and regal. As Jinu headed out, Beom paused just long enough to give Romance’s hand a gentle nip, making the man flinch and pout.

Jinu snickered, swinging himself up onto Beom’s broad back. “Come on, let’s head to Celine’s.”

With practiced ease, Beom summoned a shimmering portal beneath them. Jinu felt the familiar cold ripple wash up his legs as they slowly sank into the swirling blue light. 

For a brief moment, everything was awash in blue—a world between places—and then, just as suddenly, they emerged in the shade of a great tree with a familiar grave underneath.

The air was cool and still. And there, standing in front of the tree with a crutch tucked under her arm, was Lisa.

Lisa turned at the sound of movement, flinching strongly as she spotted Jinu and Beom emerging from the portal’s shimmer. “My god, you scared me,” she said, her hand instinctively tightening on her crutch as if she's prepared to use it as her weapon.

Her surprise faded into relief as Jinu waved, offering a sheepish grin while he slid off Beom’s back. The tiger settled on the grass with a satisfied purr, rumbling louder when Jinu scratched behind her ears in thanks.

“Jinu—what a surprise to see you again. Didn’t we just see each other earlier?” Celine’s voice chimed in from behind, a teasing edge in her words. She approached, balancing a plate piled high with neatly sliced apples.

Lisa’s expression softened as Celine offered her the plate. “Thank you,” she murmured, taking a slice and biting into it, the crisp sound echoing in the gentle shade of the tree.

Jinu scuffed the toe of his shoe in the grass, suddenly feeling awkward. “Uh, I just… had a few more questions,” he admitted, glancing between the two women. 

Celine, still not quite ready to forgive his and Rumi’s disappearing act the day before, arched a skeptical brow but held out the plate in his direction.

He took a slice, popping it into his mouth in one go. The tart sweetness lingered on his tongue, and for a moment he forgot to chew. He caught himself, chewing hastily as the silence stretched.

Celine’s gaze sharpened. “What about?” she asked, her tone clipped but not unkind.

Before Jinu could answer, Lisa gave Celine a gentle, knowing smile. “Celine, leave him be,” she chuckled, the tension easing for a moment. Jinu pouted at Celine, who merely rolled her eyes in response.

He swallowed the apple—it seemed to stick in his throat—and finally managed, “It’s about my curse.”

At his words, Lisa’s playful expression vanished, her features turning serious in an instant. The shift was so sudden it nearly gave Jinu whiplash.

Celine exhaled slowly, her breath slipping out through her nose as she braced herself for a conversation they all knew wouldn’t be simple.

 

MALEDICTIO IMMORTALIUM. Or, as it’s called in the old tongue, “The Curse of the Immortals.” Same thing, really, but somehow it just sounds cooler in Latin. Weightier. Ancient. Fitting, considering how long it’s been haunting those who bear it.

It was the curse Gwi-Ma had laid upon every demon who’d once been human—a truth Jinu already knew, though he wished he didn’t. 

Every century, the curse would flare up, gnawing at the edges of memory, erasing the good moments and leaving only the bitter, the shameful, the painful. Over time, it wore you down, corroding your sense of self, until even your regrets became all you had left.

It was true what they said:

It was a curse to be ignorant.

And it was a curse to remember.

Where does that leave Jinu?

Jinu knew he had no hope of returning to humanity now. Being bound to Rumi had sealed that fate. He’d wanted to run—wanted to shed his demonhood and escape the curse—but there was no going back. 

Now, all that was left was to find a loophole, some desperate way to keep his memories from crumbling into dust. He wanted—needed—to hold on to the lessons he’d learned, to the people who’d given them to him.

“There’s no way to break the curse, Jinu. It just… is. It’s part of your being.”

Lisa’s voice was gentle but tired, her fingers absently pinching the bridge of her nose as she spoke. Across from her, Jinu slumped on the sofa, elbows on knees, barely meeting her eyes.

Celine, ever the scholar, piped up, “Gokdama once mentioned a dragon’s heart could potentially save a soul from the curse.”

Lisa’s expression twisted with doubt. “Perhaps. But there are only two dragons left in this world.”

“Then I’m trapped like this?” Jinu’s voice was soft—almost childlike in its hopelessness.

Lisa hesitated, then offered, “Some say it’s all in the psyche. In the mind.”

Jinu let out a bitter laugh. “If that were true, I’d have fixed it with therapy by now. Maybe Hell has a practice.”

Celine shot him a glare sharp enough to slice through steel, and Jinu fell silent, staring at his hands.

After a long pause, he spoke again, voice barely above a whisper: “So unless I stumble upon a spare dragon’s heart, I’m doomed.”

Lisa shook her head, her gaze distant. “Chae-Song’s heart isn’t a sure thing. He’s a demon now, not a pure dragon. Dragons are touched by the heavens—their essence is untainted. Chae-Song has spent too long in the underworld.”

Jinu nodded, swallowing hard. “ Right.

Lisa’s tone softened. “Rumi is the last true dragon.”

Celine’s lips thinned. “We don’t know for sure. And I don’t want to put that kind of pressure on her.”

Lisa turned to her, voice gentle but firm. “Being a dragon isn’t a burden. If she is one, she deserves to know.”

Celine sighed, gnawing at her lower lip, worry etched in every line of her face. “Yes. Perhaps you’re right.”

Silence stretched between them, heavy and uncertain. Finally, Lisa spoke, her voice full of quiet regret. “I’m sorry, Jinu. I don’t have the answer to your curse. Chae-Song once told me he was unaffected because he was born a dragon, never human. Even now, his mind is protected. The heavens may have scorned him, but they left him a gift—a shield against Gwi-Ma’s curse.”

“How nice… The heavens love him…” Jinu muttered, a sigh escaping his lips. For a fleeting moment, he envied Chwisaeng—envied that sense of protection, of divine favor. Did the heavens ever care for him, even a little?

He paused, the thought lingering.

Heavens.

Can he, too, be blessed like Chwisaeng? Maybe the answer had been in front of him all along—maybe Chwisaeng was the key. If he could just find him, perhaps he could plead his case, beg for some form of mercy or protection.

Jinu kept these thoughts to himself as Celine and Lisa continued their conversation, their voices drifting around him. He’d come here to talk about Rumi, about his curse, and the tangled mess of problems that haunted him. 

Now that the important things had been said, he found himself quietly fading into the background, almost a third wheel to the two, though he didn’t mind .

Still, he’d gotten what he came for, even if it wasn’t the comfort he hoped for. At least, he’d finally met the elusive third Sunlight Sister. That alone was a small, unexpected light in his otherwise dark week. Maybe that was enough—for now.

He thought, not without bitterness, about Gokdama’s supposed “attack.” It wasn’t really an attack, was it? More like a bizarre recruitment pitch, laced with threats. 

He definitely didn’t appreciate it. If he hadn’t been so scared at the time, he might have kicked her in the face—maybe even called his tigers to maul her, just for good measure.

Ehem . He clears his throat in his mind.

Okay, that was a bit much.

Forgive him. His thoughts ran a little wild sometimes.

In the end, he wasn’t sure he was helping anyone—not Rumi, not Mira or Zoey. Maybe Abby, though he suspected he was mostly just stressing him out.

He still needed to talk to Chwisaeng. Maybe, just maybe, Chwisaeng held the answer to his curse. Though, with his luck, the heavens probably hated him too. Still, he had to try.

Before leaving, Jinu made his way to the kitchen where Lisa was clearing plates. Celine, true to her nature, had baked a mountain of sweets, and Jinu had indulged in far too many.

He cleared his throat, knocking gently on the doorframe. “Hey.”

Lisa glanced over, hands busy with a towel. “Is something the matter?”

Jinu hesitated, then said, “I was wondering… could I send Chwisaeng a letter? Rumi might want to as well. Would it be okay if I borrowed the stamp?”

Lisa’s eyebrows shot up. “Oh. Yes, of course. But you know how important that stamp is—”

“—Only way we can talk to Chwisaeng, I know,” Jinu finished for her, managing a small, grateful smile.

Lisa huffed a soft laugh, then motioned for him to follow her upstairs to her room. She rummaged through a drawer and handed him a golden stamp, its surface etched with intricate symbols.

“Here you go,” she said. “If you want the specifics, make sure you use paper with at least 80 GSM—and a gel pen. It matters.”

“Uh… Wow, okay, is that really necessary?” Jinu asked, eyebrows raised.

Lisa gave him a look. “Unless you want the paper to catch fire, yes. And whatever you do, do not stamp this on your skin. It’s… a bit potent against demons.”

Jinu, ever the skeptic, touched the bottom of the stamp where the ink would go. 

The sharp sting made him jerk his hand back with a hiss. “Gods! What is this made of?” He instinctively put his finger in his mouth, wincing as the skin sizzled before slowly healing.

Lisa couldn’t hide her smirk. “Something holy, maybe?” She shrugged, watching him with a glint of amusement.

“Rumi touched the bottom last night and she didn’t burn. Why?” Jinu examined his finger, the pain fading as his demonic healing worked its magic. He handled the stamp much more carefully now, avoiding any contact with his skin.

Lisa’s expression softened. “One more reason to believe she’s a dragon, not a demon. She may have the marks like her father, but that doesn’t make her one of us.” She bent down, picked up a small ornate box, and gently took the stamp from Jinu, tucking it safely inside. The lid closed with a quiet, satisfying click.

Jinu let out a humorless snort, shoulders slumping as he stuffed the box into his hoodie pocket. “Huh… So it really is the demon marks that set us apart. Guess I was right— he’s better than the rest of us .” His voice sounded small, almost bitter, self-deprecating.

Lisa stepped closer and placed a reassuring hand on his shoulder. “You’re better than most demons, Jinu,” she said, her voice warm, steady.

Jinu let out a reluctant chuckle, shaking his head. “I thought you knew everything about me.”

“I do,” Lisa says softly, a gentle smile gracing her lips. “You are just a child who has been hurt far too much.”

Jinu falls silent, the weight of her words settling uncomfortably on his chest.

“Do you not believe me?” Lisa asks again, her tone calm but probing.

Jinu startles slightly at her persistence, his gaze instinctively dropping to the ground. A flicker of shame crosses his face, as if the answer he wants to give is one he feels unworthy of.

Strangely, though, her words don’t feel entirely right to him. They don’t sit in a place he can reach, as if they belong to someone else but not to him. It’s still so hard to see himself in a good light.

Why? Why is that?

Maybe it’s because of what Gokdama said back in that restaurant. Those words replay in his mind like a broken record, cutting deeper each time.

“No—I—I believe you…” Jinu stammers, his voice uneven as he struggles to find the right words, his hand rubbing awkwardly at the back of his neck. “Just…” He trails off, shaking his head in frustration, unable to finish the thought.

Lisa’s smile softens, watching him fumble with his emotions.

“I must’ve done some really shitty things in my past life,” Jinu mutters, a self-deprecating chuckle escaping him, “to end up like this. To turn into… who I am now. A demon.”

Lisa chuckles lightly at his statement, her laughter carrying no mockery—only warmth.

“Perhaps,” she replies, her tone teasing but kind.

Jinu surprises himself with a small smile, one that feels almost foreign on his face. “Thanks…” he says, the word quiet but sincere.

“Anytime. If you need someone to talk to—” Lisa begins, only to pause as Jinu’s face flushes, cutting her off mid-sentence.

“No, no—” he stammers, waving his hands in front of him as if to physically block the offer. “The stamp, I mean! Just the stamp!” His cheeks redden further, and he groans, running a hand down his face. “I mean, I already do enough talking as it is. It’s painful enough for my emotionally constipated mind.”

Lisa breaks into a laugh, the sound light and infectious. 

She reaches out, patting his shoulder in a gesture of reassurance.

“The offer still stands,” she says, her voice steady but warm. Her eyes hold a glimmer of understanding as she adds, “I feel… somehow, I understand you as much as you understand me. And you should take that as a compliment.”

Jinu blinks, caught off guard.

“After all,” Lisa continues, a small smile tugging at her lips, “we only met last night.”

Jinu’s expression falters for a moment, her words striking something deep within him. She feels as if he understands her?

But maybe all he’s doing is too much understanding.

 

BEOM PURRS SOFTLY beside him as they walk down the street, her tail swaying in rhythm with their steps. Jinu lets out another sigh, feeling the weight of her gaze—a look that seems to ask, Are we heading home? Or to Abby’s? Yet, despite her silent questions (mostly her giving him looks here and then), their journey ends not in either place, but in a small stationary store tucked away from the main road.

The bell above the door jingles faintly as they step inside. Jinu finds himself scanning the shelves with a kind of quiet precision, his fingers brushing over the spines of notebooks and stacks of paper until he finds what he’s looking for: a ream of strictly 80 GSM paper and a few black gel pens. 

He doesn’t need much, he bought a stack and two gel pens.

With their purchase in hand, they head to a quiet, underrated café—a place so unassuming it’s almost forgotten by the city around it. The air inside is heavy with the scent of coffee beans and chocolate. Jinu buys himself a brownie, its edges slightly crisp, the center oozing with warmth. 

Beom curls up beside the table, her purring now a steady hum as Jinu takes a seat by the window. None of the people saw her, though a woman came in and looked at Beom. Then looking at Jinu and smiling before telling him that his cat was cute.

Jinu snickers to himself as Beom gives her a look of offense then a look at Jinu that almost looks unamused.

The paper and pen are set before him, and he tears open the pack with careful hands. A blank sheet stares back at him, pristine and unyielding. 

He takes a slow bite of the brownie, letting the sweetness linger on his tongue as he turns the pen over between his fingers.

Spinning it over his thumb continuously.

A letter. To Chwisaeng.

But where should he even begin?

The idea of asking for help with his curse lingers in his mind, but Jinu quickly shakes it off. 

No, he can’t. Not yet. 

Chwisaeng might misunderstand, might think Jinu is after his heart too. That thought alone is enough to make his chest tighten with unease. He exhales slowly, the pen hovering over the page.

Rumi, he decides—he’ll start with her. It feels safer, somehow, to speak of someone else. Someone who isn’t him. The words begin to flow, tentative at first, then steady as he writes, the scratches of the pen filling the quiet space around him.

To: Chwisaeng

Do you still remember me? It’s Jinu.

I was able to get a hold of Lisa, and you don’t need to worry—nothing bad happened to her. In fact, I think something great came out of it. She’s back with Celine now, and I imagine the two of them have plenty to talk about. How long has it been since Lisa was gone? Rumi is 23 now. Has it really been 23—or maybe even 24—years since then? Time flies, doesn’t it?

Anyway, how are you?

As you can probably tell, I’m not very good at writing letters. But here I am, doing my best. Rumi is doing well, as are Celine and Lisa (I know I’ve already mentioned Lisa, but I just wanted to say it again).

I hope you’re doing alright, too. There’s so much I’d like to talk to you about, and honestly, I’d prefer to do it in person. I know Gokdama is after you, and I understand why you left—to keep Rumi safe. I want you to know that I’ll do everything I can to make sure she stays safe. Again.

Rumi wants to see you. She knows the sacrifices you made and the choices you had to endure just to protect the people you care about. You’re a good man. A good father. And a good friend.

I hope I can be the same someday. If I’m being honest, I envy your kindness. You may not be perfect, but you are kind—a trait I’ve had to learn these past few months, thanks to your daughter. Yes, Rumi has been teaching me, in her own subtle ways, how to be the kind of person you always hoped I could be. I think you’d be proud of her.

I know you’re under a lot of pressure right now. Gokdama is after your heart to cure her curse. I wish I could say I hope you’re not in danger, but I know that’s not realistic. Instead, let me say this: I hope you’re safe. I truly do.

In a way, I understand Gokdama’s sentiment—not the part about hunting you for your heart, of course—but the desperation to find a cure. I share that desperation. I want to find a way to cure my own curse, to become human, so I can live on the surface and be with Rumi.

I’m not asking you to do anything, but I do wonder—have you found a way? If so, I’d be grateful for any guidance. That’s all I’m asking.

If you receive this letter, I hope you’ll reply. Lisa mentioned it’s been a while since you last wrote back.

From: Jinu

P.S. I know I haven’t officially gotten your blessing yet, and I hope I can do that in person someday. But I wanted to let you know: I’m dating your daughter. I hope that’s alright. I wanted to address the elephant in the room now, rather than later. I just hope you won’t want to kill me when you get back. Consider this a fair warning!

Beom purrs softly, curling up beside Jinu’s feet like a contented shadow. Jinu sighs, his fingers tapping the pen rhythmically against the table, the faint sound echoing in the cafe. 

After a moment of hesitation, he leans back and pulls out the small, ornate box where the dragon stamp rests from his pockets. His movements are deliberate, almost reverent, as he opens the box and retrieves the artifact.

Beom’s sharp eyes narrow at the sight of it, a low rumble vibrating from her throat. 

The tiger’s reaction makes Jinu pause for a split second, but he shakes it off and turns his attention to the letter in front of him.

Carefully, he rereads it for what feels like the hundredth time, his lips moving silently as he scans each word. Is the grammar correct? Did he miss a typo? The weight of uncertainty presses down on him.

Satisfied—or as close to it as he’ll allow himself—Jinu runs a finger along the edge of the letter, the paper crinkling faintly under his touch. Then, with a mixture of determination and apprehension, he picks up the dragon stamp. His hand hovers over the lower right corner of the letter, his brow furrowing.

Lisa hadn’t exactly explained how to use it. She just handed it to him with no instructions whatsoever and a smile. It’s a stamp, though, right? How complicated could it be?

Slowly, carefully, he presses the stamp onto the paper.

For a brief, irrational moment, Jinu braces himself for an explosion—some kind of dramatic burst of light or magic. Instead, the stamp leaves its mark with an elegant finality. 

Almost immediately, thin tendrils of smoke curl upwards from the ink, twisting and spiraling in the still air. Taking the paper with it. It was as if the paper turned into smoke itself. 

The scent surprises him: earthy and rich, a blend of woody incense and citrus sharpness. It’s oddly soothing, familiar yet mysterious. The smoky wisps drift lazily toward the ceiling, disappearing into the air vent as if they have a destination in mind.

And just like that, the letter is gone.

“Wow,” Jinu breathes, breaking the silence. 

He stares at the now-empty spot on the table, blinking in disbelief. With a sigh of relief—or maybe residual anxiety—he places the stamp back into its box and shoves it deep into the pocket of his hoodie. Then, out of nowhere, he sneezes. Loudly.

“Ugh,” Jinu groans, leaning back with a hand over his face. His voice is heavy with frustration. “Great. Just what I need.” He sniffles, his head tipping back against the chair. 

Jinu frowns, rubbing at his nose. He must be catching something.

Notes:

Everyone clocked me so fast on the last chapter, I am genuinely afraid for my life XD. Anyways here is another chapter, we finally have Lisa and Chwisaeng (he is there in spirit)

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