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1. i hate myself (for loving you) by mupizeta

   Fandoms: Daredevil (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   22 Aug 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Matt Murdock/Franklin "Foggy" Nelson
   • Matt Murdock
   • Franklin "Foggy" Nelson
   • Father Lantom (Marvel)
   • Alternate Universe - College/University
   • Pre-Canon
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Catholic Guilt
   • Matt Murdock and Foggy Nelson at Columbia
   • Angst
   • Slow Burn
   • Eventual Smut
   • Bisexual Foggy Nelson
   • Matt Murdock Needs a Hug
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Denial of Feelings
   • Pining
   • Not Actually Unrequited Love

   Summary

   Matt Murdock was a lot of things. Smart, stubborn, Catholic to the bone. Blind, yes– but not helpless. Gay wasn't one of them. College was supposed to be a fresh start. A place to bury the past, focus on his future, and stay on the straight and narrow. Foggy Nelson was not something Matt had been prepared for when he'd packed up his life and moved into that cramped little Columbia dorm room. And God help him, he wasn't sure he'd survive it.

   Language:

   English

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   15,591

   Chapters:

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