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1. close is not close enough by phovaries (hollanovulation)

   Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)  

   • Mature
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   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   22 Jul 2025

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   • Dan Howell/Phil Lester
   • Dan Howell
   • Phil Lester
   • 2009 Era (Phandom)
   • december 2009
   • Implied Sexual Content
   • Literal Sleeping Together
   • Intimacy
   • Introspection
   • Fluff and Angst
   • POV Phil Lester
   • post university graduation blues and the complexity of being in your early 20s

   Summary

   Phil reflects on his life so far and where he should go from here.

   Series

   • Part 3 of 2009 phan oneshots

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   English

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   1,390

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