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Sunlight in the Depths

Summary:

He Xuan couldn't believe it. After everything, Shi Qingxuan still wanted to stay by his side. Still forgave him.

The Nether Water Manor no longer felt so lonely.

Notes:

this is a sort-of sequel to my other beefleaf fic "A Debt Paid, A Heart Undone," but reading it is not required and this fic skips all the angst in between to get to the happy ending. there's plenty of beefleaf fix-it fics out there, but this won't be it (i wrote ONE short angsty beefleaf fic and i couldn't handle it 😭😭😭)

this is pure fluff (EXTREMELY tooth-rotting fluff, purely self-indulgent) because they deserve it.

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

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The Nether Water Manor, once a fortress of shadows and resentment, now held an unfamiliar warmth. It wasn’t the kind of warmth that banished the chill of the black sea entirely, but a subtle, pervasive glow that clung to the walls and dim corridors. This warmth, He Xuan knew, was entirely Shi Qingxuan’s doing.

Shi Qingxuan, currently perched precariously on the edge of He Xuan’s massive, unadorned desk, was regaling a story about a particularly stubborn mortal merchant. His fan, a new one since the old had been lost, fluttered animatedly, punctuating his words with soft clicks. He Xuan, who was ostensibly reviewing documents, found his gaze drifting more often than not to the vibrant figure before him.

“And then, can you believe it, He-xiong,” Shi Qingxuan exclaimed, leaning forward, his eyes bright with amusement, “he tried to haggle over a single copper coin! A single copper coin! As if my divine presence wasn’t payment enough!”

He Xuan grunted, a sound that would have been interpreted as disinterest. Now, Shi Qingxuan simply grinned, knowing it was He Xuan’s version of a laugh. “You are no longer a ‘divine’ presence,” He Xuan pointed out, his voice a low rumble.

“Ah, but the aura remains!” Shi Qingxuan declared, striking a dramatic pose. “One does not simply shed divinity like an old robe. It’s in the very fabric of my being!”

He Xuan merely raised an eyebrow, a flicker of something akin to a smile playing on his lips. Shi Qingxuan, ever perceptive, caught it. “See? Even you agree! You’re just too stoic to admit it.” He hopped off the desk, padding barefoot across the cold stone floor to where He Xuan sat. “Besides,” he continued, leaning over He Xuan’s shoulder, “you miss my divine presence, don’t you? Admit it, this manor was far too gloomy before I arrived to brighten it up.”

He Xuan didn’t respond immediately, his eyes scanning a document. But then, he reached up, his large hand gently cupping Shi Qingxuan’s cheek. Shi Qingxuan leaned into the touch, a soft sigh escaping him. “It was… quiet,” He Xuan murmured, his thumb stroking lightly. “Now it is… less so.”

Shi Qingxuan chuckled, a melodious sound that truly did chase away the gloom. “Less so, he says! You mean ‘infinitely more lively and vibrant’ don’t you? Don’t worry, I know your secret language, He-xiong.” He straightened, then peered at the documents. “What are you looking at? More ghostly affairs? Any interesting spirits causing trouble? Maybe a new general to annoy?”

He Xuan pulled his hand back, resuming his pretense of focus. “Nothing of consequence.”

“Oh, come on, share!” Shi Qingxuan nudged his arm playfully. “You used to tell me everything when you were Ming Yi. Or, well, you used to listen to me tell you everything, and occasionally nod.”

He Xuan sighed, a long-suffering sound that was entirely for Shi Qingxuan’s benefit. “It is boring.”

“Boring is good for a change!” Shi Qingxuan insisted, then gasped. “Unless… is it about that new array you’re trying to perfect? The one that’s supposed to make the manor even more impenetrable? You know, the one that makes the whole place hum like a giant, grumpy jellyfish?”

He Xuan glanced at him, a subtle narrowing of his eyes. “It does not hum.”

“It absolutely hums! I heard it last night. It’s like a lullaby for sea monsters.” Shi Qingxuan paused, then his expression grew serious, a rare but potent shift. He gently took He Xuan’s hand, his fingers tracing the lines on He Xuan’s palm. “He-xiong,” he began softly. “Are you… truly happy here? With me?”

The question hung in the air, heavy. He Xuan looked at their joined hands, then up at Shi Qingxuan’s earnest, vulnerable face. The path to this point had been arduous, paved with tears, apologies, desperate explanations, and a forgiveness that still felt like an impossible miracle. Shi Qingxuan had seen the depths of his hatred, the extent of his revenge, and yet, somehow, had chosen to stay. Had chosen to understand. Had chosen to love.

“Yes,” He Xuan said, the single word rough, yet imbued with a sincerity that startled even himself. He tightened his grip on Shi Qingxuan’s hand. “I am.”

Shi Qingxuan’s smile bloomed, radiant and genuine. “Good. Because I am too. Even if your manor is a bit… damp.”

He Xuan allowed a small, private smile. “You bring the sun.”

Shi Qingxuan laughed, a bright, clear sound. “I try! Someone has to, otherwise you’d just sit here brooding until you turned into a giant, grumpy seaweed monster.” He squeezed He Xuan’s hand. “You know, sometimes I still can’t believe we’re here. After everything. It feels like a dream.”

“It is not a dream,” He Xuan stated, his gaze steady. He paused, then, with a rare, almost imperceptible hesitation, he shifted. He reached into the inner pocket of his robes, pulling out a small, intricately carved wooden box. It was plain and unadorned.

Shi Qingxuan’s eyes widened. “What’s this? A new, even more boring report?” he teased, though a hint of curiosity entered his voice.

He Xuan opened the box. Inside, nestled on a bed of dark velvet, was a single, perfectly formed black pearl, shimmering with an inner light. It wasn’t ostentatious, but its beauty was undeniable, a treasure from the deepest, darkest parts of his domain. 

It was also… where he put his ashes.

“Qingxuan,” He Xuan began, his voice a little rougher than usual. He cleared his throat. “You… you bring light. To this place. To me.” He looked away for a fraction of a second, his gaze flickering towards the dark, swirling waters outside the window, as if seeking courage there. “I… I want you to stay. Always.”

He turned back to Shi Qingxuan, his dark eyes meeting Shi Qingxuan’s startled ones. He extended the box, the black pearl gleaming. “Will you… will you marry me?”

Shi Qingxuan stared at the pearl, then at He Xuan’s face, which was now undeniably flushed, a faint, almost imperceptible blush creeping up his pale neck. The stoic, unyielding Ghost King, Ship-Sinking Black Water, was embarrassed .

A slow, incredulous smile spread across Shi Qingxuan’s face, growing wider and wider until he burst into a joyous, unrestrained laugh. It was a laugh of pure delight, of disbelief, of overwhelming happiness. “He Xuan!” he practically shrieked, throwing his arms around He Xuan’s neck, nearly toppling his chair. “You… you actually…!”

He Xuan stiffened for a moment, then slowly, tentatively, wrapped his arms around Shi Qingxuan, holding him close. “Is that a yes?” he mumbled into Shi Qingxuan’s hair, his voice still tinged with that rare, endearing awkwardness.

Shi Qingxuan pulled back just enough to look at him, his eyes glistening. “Of course it’s a yes, you big dummy! A thousand times yes! Oh, He-xiong, you’re so wonderfully, terribly romantic when you try!” He leaned in and kissed He Xuan, a soft, tender one.

He Xuan, still slightly red, merely held him tighter, the black pearl holding his ashes forgotten for a moment in the warmth of Shi Qingxuan’s embrace. The silence of the manor was still there, but now, it was filled with the quiet hum of contentment, and the vibrant, undeniable light that only Shi Qingxuan could bring.

Notes:

yesss i need a beefleaf marriage!!

aww he xuan is so cute when flustered

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