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1. I Would’ve Stayed if You’d Asked Softer by Idachen

   Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   03 Aug 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Implied/Referenced Homophobia
   • Really a lot internalized homophobia Eddie is really going through it
   • Hurt Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Hurt Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Eventual Happy Ending
   • Catholic Guilt
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Loves Eddie Diaz
   • Drunk kiss

   Summary

   “You’re dead to me,” Eddie spat, voice shaking with more than just anger. “I hate you, Evan Buckley. I hate you. I hate you.”

   Buck looked at him coldly, dead-eyed.

   “Good,” he said, voice flat and icy. “I hate you too.”

    

   or

   Buck gets drunk full on drunk and kisses Eddie.
   Afterwards Eddies internalized homophobia is driving him mad.

   Series

   • Part 10 of BuddieBedtimeStory

   Language:

   English

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