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    Summary

    Dazai lives in a place no one else can reach—his own quiet chaos, his world spun from shadows and half-smiles. He drifts there, content in the distance, wrapped in secrets he’s never meant to share.

    And me? I’m the one who won’t let him stay there.

    I watch him. I follow the cracks, the spaces between his words, the silences he tries to hide behind. I lean in too close, maybe too often. Because I don’t just want to know his world—I want to own it.

    At first, it was simple. A joke here, a careless touch there. Sweet words, shared cigarettes, moments that tasted like something real.

    But then—

    The edges blur. The line between care and control thins until it’s almost gone.

    I find myself waiting where I shouldn’t. Watching longer than I ought. Wanting more than he’s willing to give.

    Maybe it’s madness. Or maybe it’s just love—though love like this burns a little too bright, and leaves scars no one sees.

    Dazai might live in his own world, but I’m the one who breaks in. I’m the one who refuses to leave.

    And isn’t that what love is?

    A beautiful, dangerous obsession.

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