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Right after getting his priesthood, Jeongin starts second guessing his life choices.
The world becomes a lot clearer once he meets Hyunjin.“I love the world, but I just don't love the way it makes me feel.” Jeongin lets out his innermost feelings, bare in front of him without any fear. There’s something about Hyunjin, it’s in his deep brown gaze and his intense yet warm stare. In a moment where Jeongin struggles to understand what’s real or not, Hyunjin is the most tangible and concrete being in his life.
Smoke flutters in the air, covering his vision for a second before traveling high towards the ceiling of the rented hotel room. “I hope the world will start to make you feel good,” Hyunjin says, offering his cigarette to him. “That’s my wish for you.”
Jeongin takes it and places the filter between his lips to take a drag. He remembers Hyunjin’s instructions, to hold it in before letting it out. It still tingles in his throat, and the ending part feels hot as it grows closer to his fingers — burning fast, just like him.
“You make me feel good,” he answers honestly.
Hyunjin’s lips tilt into a smile. “Yeah?”Hyunjin didn’t know devotion, until he met Jeongin.