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1. this was all for you (to love me is to suffer me) by idkwhatocallthis

   Fandoms: Original Work  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con
   • F/F
   • Work in Progress

   07 Aug 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Major Character Death
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Indrani|Mehr
   • Anglo-Mughal War of 1686
   • lesbians in the 1600s
   • Witchcraft
   • Sirius Black/Remus Lupin in another life except they're lesbians
   • Canon Non-Binary Character
   • Album: Preacher's Daughter (Ethel Cain)
   • References to Ethel Cain
   • Hinduism
   • Religious Guilt
   • Indian/Iranian rep
   • lets run away and never look back again
   • preacher's daughter-esque but make it indian and gay
   • witchcraft and homosexuality
   • Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault
   • im so sorry
   • she's got away
   • more guilt bc i hate joy :(
   • first fic
   • so many tags omg
   • Salem Witch Trials
   • Arranged Marriage
   • Flashbacks
   • Flashforwards
   • SIRIUS BLACK|INDRANI
   • REMUS LUPIN|MEHR
   • guys i love marauders sm
   • Song: Nettles (Ethel Cain)
   • Racism
   • Gender Roles
   • caste system
   • Pride
   • Power Dynamics
   • Cannibalistic (oops spoiler!)

   Summary

   Indrani Ashraf and Mehr Signe.

   One could say they are the universe in each other's eyes-but others would call their devotion a sin. Taking place in the 1660s, two individuals encounter the dangers of their own home, amidst the Anglo-Mughal War.

   Eat. Reproduce. Marry. Give Birth. Raise children. Die. That is all Mehr Signe has been taught the moment she was given a name, but ever since Indrani Ashraf entered into her life, things became more complicated...

   Running. That is all Indrani Ashraf has ever known. Her life has shifted faster than she could keep count, and her brown skin only made matters worse. Still, she can't give up. She won't, once that was, she met Mehr Signe.

   1600s, Witchcraft, Homosexuality, Gender Expression, Love.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   3,414

   Chapters:

   4/?

   Hits:

   42