Work Text:
To me you’re all toys
Playthings I must annoy
Once I can see you frown
I know that I can take a bow
Just a Jax toy
Suffer just for my joy
I’d say I’m sorry
But there’s nothing more to me
(Jax Toy, J-J- Jax Toy, Jax Toy, J- Jax T- Toy, Jax Toy, J- J- Jax T- T- Toy)
He gasps for air and starts laughing. Then he screams and starts crying. The crying turns into more laughing. He cries again as he sits in his room alone. Fear, happiness, and sadness mix together. His thoughts are screaming at him. He can’t do this, it's too much.
No, no, NO! Stop, please. Just make it stop.
Jax: “I’m the one who causes pain for fun.”
Shut up.
Jax: "I’m the funny one.”
SHUT UP!
Pomni: “You’re scared.”
Yeah.
Pomni: “What would you do if I abstracted tomorrow?”
I don’t know. Maybe I’d show up to your funeral and cry because you wanted to be my friend but I pushed you away. I was just so scared of losing someone else that I didn’t even think about your feelings. I’m sorry, Pom Pom. I hope you find someone that is honest and will care about you. Goodbye.
His body is covered in black edges and thousands of colorful eyes. The rabbit is gone, his time is up. Jax has abstracted.