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1. my regrets, my feelings by orphan_account

   Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   27 Aug 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Original Indou Hikaru/Tsujinaka Yoshiki
   • Tsujinaka Yoshiki
   • Original Indou Hikaru
   • Self-Harm
   • Depression
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Vomiting
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • yoshiki suffers in this sorry
   • like i feel so bad after writing this
   • POV Tsujinaka Yoshiki
   • Angst
   • set before hikaru's death
   • yes i AM projecting bro
   • tried to make og hikaru in character as much as i could
   • yoshiki hates the village
   • yes i am dissing yoshiks dad in this
   • Family Issues
   • Self-Doubt
   • Suicidal Thoughts

   Summary

   Yoshiki struggles with accepting his feelings for his best friend. As a result, his internal conflicts surrounding his feelings and doubts manifest into something more.
   *Takes place before Hikaru dies.*

   Language:

   English

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