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1. you're a diagram of something i've been needing by i_write_hurt_not_comfort

   Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù  

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   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   30 Aug 2025

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   • Feng Xin/Mu Qing (Tian Guan Ci Fu)
   • Feng Xin (Tian Guan Ci Fu)
   • Mu Qing (Tian Guan Ci Fu)
   • Mu Qing's Mother (Tian Guan Ci Fu)
   • Xie Lian (Tian Guan Ci Fu)
   • Shi Qingxuan
   • Hua Cheng (Tian Guan Ci Fu)
   • Pei Ming (Tian Guan Ci Fu)
   • the other characters aren't in too much of it but they're there
   • well mu qing's mother exists a lot over the phone
   • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
   • Alternate Universe - College/University
   • the mu qing fails to quit smoking girlfailure saga continues
   • this is just them getting together and it ended up 20k words
   • Getting Together
   • First Dates
   • Drinking
   • Smoking
   • Drunk Sex
   • Blow Jobs
   • Public Blow Jobs
   • Feng Xin Has a Large Penis (Tian Guan Ci Fu)
   • mu qing can't swallow
   • Vomiting
   • yes those two are related sadly
   • Implied/Referenced Eating Disorders
   • past bulimia
   • Borderline Personality Disorder
   • Mental Breakdown
   • Crying Mu Qing (Tian Guan Ci Fu)
   • Mu Qing is Bad at Feelings (Tian Guan Ci Fu)
   • Mu Qing is Bad at Communicating (Tian Guan Ci Fu)
   • Misunderstandings
   • Arguing
   • Self-Esteem Issues
   • Angst
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • it's mu qing centric so you get all angles of his mental instability woohoo

   Summary

   When Mu Qing leaves his mother and friends behind to go to university, his plan is simple: keep to himself, be a dick to everyone, probably not make any new friends, and be content as a loner. Focus on studying, get his degree, and work on recovering from his somewhat traumatic teenage years.

   That plan gets thrown away when he meets Feng Xin at the gym, some stupidly hot cishet-coded asshole. At first, he’s just eyeing him up and trying to compete with him, and Mu Qing can just about tolerate it. But then Feng Xin asks him out on a date, and he panics, alright?

   Mu Qing is not cut out for relationships. At all. It would take a relentlessly determined idiot to actually like somebody like him. And maybe Feng Xin is that person.

   Series

   • Part 2 of Mu Qing tries to stop smoking - The Saga

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