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Summary:

"Something on your mind?" Diana asks.

And, although she doesn't know why, 47 still replies:

"Thank you."

— One more trip around the Sun, one more wrinkle on his once youthful face, one more day spent with the one he loves most. Happy 61st birthday, Agent 47; you always have someone to celebrate with.

Notes:

alternative title: "aye." (niche joke nobody will get unless they Really think about it)

ive been thinking for about a week now about what to write for 47's birthday. i finally wrote this in what i think is about an hour but i lost track of time. it's just on my notes app + i haven't written in months + it's past 11 pm and i'm very tired, so if there are any mistakes at all... please forgive me haha (ヽ´ω`)

this is also my 70th fic, so... i'm really happy i could get it out today! and proud of my work on ao3 so far 🥹❤️‍🩹 here's to 70 more ig lol

happy reading!

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Work Text:

"Do you have any regrets?"

The land around the mansion buzzes with a low hum. The grass is enveloped in gold as the sun goes down; a picture painted by the glowing skies, it's one last gift for Agent 47 before the day ends.

"Some," admits the man. "And anger, still buried deep down. It burns."

He's not one for flowery language, but the rage in his heart does gnaw at him. Sometimes, the poets speak like peasants. Only then does 47 relate to them.

"Even more than that. Fear, anxiety even. It... hurts. Then hatred, and..."

Diana watches him, as she always does. She's a loyal friend, a good person – never takes her eyes off him. She's kind, even when she shouldn't be. She's a gift (that maybe he doesn't deserve); always has been.

"Still, there's hope. That, perhaps, the world can be a better place. That, perhaps... I can help it become a better place."

They sit by the lake, at the picnic table. The water glows in this light. Neither 47, nor Diana look at each other, instead glancing towards the view. But they don't have to hold eye contact to converse. Even thousands of feet away, they understand each other perfectly.

"Though, I think that's silly. I'm 61, now. Not plenty of time left to leave anything behind."

Diana chuckles. The sound is melodic.

"Oh, come on, 47. Since when has time ever stopped you?" She hums, only for a second. "Then again... I think you've already left your mark."

47 responds with a laugh of his own. Quiet, reserved, just as he always is. It's also flattered; his face gains the slightest bit of color at the embarrassing praise.

"I suppose you're right."

"Aren't I always?"

"Not really, no."

Diana turns his head towards him with an eyebrow raise.

"You don't bother sparing people's feelings, huh."

It's not a question, but 47 still smiles subtly and answers.

"I fear not."

"And after I took the trip to celebrate with you..."

"I'm sure you wouldn't rather be anywhere else."

Diana gazes towards the lake again, then back at 47. Their eyes lock; different shades of blue meeting each other for the umpteenth time. It's a ritual by now, one of familiarity and quiet comfort.

"I wouldn't," she admits.

47 exhales softly. A weight clears from his chest. His breath is lost in the last sunrays of the day.

"Me neither," he confesses, "if it's not with you."

It's been a long time, now. What once was days blended into weeks, months, years and, eventually, decades. The two have known each other now for longer than they've known, of cared for, anyone else. It's always been just them two, against the world and everything it's thrown at them.

Time passes. The future refuses to wait. Deadlines come and go, and nobody rolls back the rate at which time flies. Each year, 47 and Diana are a little older. There's another grey streak in Diana's auburn hair, or a new wrinkle on 47's otherwise perfect face.

Still, this all happens at each other's side. They never leave, even as everything else around them changes or collapses entirely. Throughout their uncertain lives, the only constant is the other person. A gentle laugh that won't fade, a calming embrace that will always be there.

The sun is gone, now. It's hidden behind the clouds, and the sky already darkens. If he were to squint, 47 could see stars.

He doesn't chase beauty that refuses to reveal itself to him, though. Not when true beauty – love and loyalty that are kind enough to come with a beautiful face – stares right across from him.

"Something on your mind?" she asks.

And, although she doesn't know why, 47 still replies:

"Thank you."

I wouldn't be here without you. I wouldn't be me without you... and, in hindsight, you probably wouldn't be you without me.

After all, day and night complement each other, and couldn't exist if the other didn't.

Notes:

no character has ever meant as much to me as 47 has, which i think you can gather from my never-changing ao3 username. a lot of my other usernames on other platforms contain references to him too. my walls are covered in hitman posters, i have so much self-made merch, and for weeks now all i could think of was that today is his birthday.

today is also my 4 year anniversary on ao3. not coincidental... my first work was celebrating his 57th birthday lols.

anyways... thanks for reading and feel free to leave a comment if you enjoyed! \(^-^)/

p.s. ive been listening to kaden mackay's passing through for days on end now, so the title, as well as some pieces of text, reference the song :->

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