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    “Chengyu,” Jiang Xiaoshuai asks, lying beside him in their bed, trailing the fingers of one hand up along Guo Chengyu’s sternum, “how did you really feel about Chi Cheng back then?” 

    There is no need to specify what he means when he says, ‘back then.’ Guo Chengyu blinks and the world falls away and all at once he is 23 years old, he is in Chi Cheng’s arms, they are both drunk, and he is learning that he doesn’t like kissing his best friend in front of that treacherous boy and his phone. Kissing Chi Cheng is not a spectacle for Wang Shuo’s amusement. It’s not for Wang Shuo at all. It’s not dirty, or scandalous, or wrong, the way he makes it feel. It’s private. It’s… 

    29 year old Guo Chengyu rolls his eyes at Jiang Xiaoshuai and forces his muscles to relax. “You’re not still anxious about those old video clips, are you? We were young and stupid, and we liked to drink too much. Nothing that happened back then matters. It’s not important.”

    “It doesn’t feel unimportant.” 

    They are just. So. God damned weird about each other I cannot take it. So here we are. 🫠

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