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1. A Love for Suffering by RSWA_bob

   Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel (Comics), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Black Widow (Movie 2021)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Multi, F/F, F/M, Gen
   • Work in Progress

   03 Oct 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Clint Barton & Natasha Romanov
   • Steve Rogers & Natasha Romanov
   • Natasha Romanov & Tony Stark
   • Yelena Belova & Natasha Romanov
   • James "Bucky" Barnes & Natasha Romanov
   • Bruce Banner & Natasha Romanov
   • Natasha Romanov & Melina Vostokoff
   • Marina (Black Widow)/Natasha Romanov
   • Nikolai (Black Widow Comics)/Natasha Romanov
   • Natasha Romanov/Alexei Shostakov
   • James "Bucky" Barnes/Natasha Romanov
   • Natasha Romanov (Marvel) & Anastasia Nikolaevna Romanova (1901-1918)
   • Natasha Romanov (Marvel)
   • Yelena Belova
   • Clint Barton
   • Steve Rogers
   • Red Room Trainee Characters (Marvel)
   • Tony Stark
   • James "Bucky" Barnes
   • Bruce Banner
   • Wanda Maximoff
   • Nikolai (Marvel Comics)
   • Marina (Marvel Comics)
   • Rose Romanov - Character
   • Alexei Shostakov
   • Melina Vostokoff
   • Original Male Character(s)
   • Psychological Trauma
   • Implied/Referenced Mind Control
   • Mind Control Aftermath & Recovery
   • Age Regression/De-Aging
   • Human Experimentation
   • Triggers
   • Clint Barton & Natasha Romanov Friendship
   • Natasha Romanov Is Called Natalia (Marvel)
   • Bucky Barnes Calls Natasha Romanov "Natalia"
   • Steve Rogers & Natasha Romanov Friendship
   • Natasha Romanov & Tony Stark Friendship
   • Past Bucky Barnes/Natasha Romanov
   • Wanda Maximoff & Natasha Romanov Friendship
   • Bucky Barnes & Natasha Romanov Friendship
   • Bisexual Natasha Romanov (Marvel)
   • Team as Family
   • Moral Ambiguity
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Survivor Guilt
   • Confrontations
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Natasha Romanov Needs a Hug (Marvel)
   • Graphic Description
   • Implied/Referenced Character Death
   • Comic accurate Natasha Romanov
   • POV Natasha Romanov (Marvel)
   • POV Yelena Belova
   • Yelena Belova Needs a Hug
   • Aromantic Asexual Yelena Belova
   • Sibling Love
   • Red Room (Marvel)
   • Moral Dilemmas
   • Redemption
   • Implied Sexual Content
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Minor Wanda Maximoff/Natasha Romanov
   • I Wrote This While Listening to Radiohead's Music

   Summary

   Natasha Romanoff’s life was never her own. Trained, weaponised, and manipulated from childhood, she survived a world that rewrote her past, erased her losses, and forced her to wear masks for everyone’s benefit.

   She survived a life stolen from her; now her family is coming to collect the debts of the past.

   Or what if I mixed Natasha's comic backstory with MCU cannon?

   Language:

   English

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