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1. Perfection by Sysydragon__kitt3n

   Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M
   • Work in Progress

   27 Sep 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Qin Che | Sylus/You
   • Qin Che | Sylus/Reader
   • Qin Che | Sylus
   • Xia Yizhou | Caleb
   • Li Shen | Zayne
   • Self-Destruction
   • Obsession
   • Soft Qin Che | Sylus
   • Protective Qin Che | Sylus
   • Self-Harm
   • Manipulation
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Abuse of Authority
   • Past Child Abuse
   • Anorexia
   • Bulimia
   • Established Relationship
   • Married Couple

   Summary

   You were always perfect. Why not be perfect now?
   made to be a trophy and destined to kill you for it
   So, why would it hurt you to suffer a little more so that your husband can be proud of his wife?

   "Break your bones, bleed, vomit, starve yourself, it'll all be worth it." You convince yourself of those words, and once again, the needle sinks into your perfectly clean skin. The blood runs down your arm like a reminder of perfection, a reminder that despite your skin so clean and pure, the red, clotted blood stains everything it touches.
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   This story contains content that addresses bulimia and anorexia, as well as self-destruction and self-harm. It also addresses anti-religious themes, and ambition, including money and vanity.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   4,065

   Chapters:

   3/?

   Kudos:

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