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1. you (just like heaven) by fuckboy_genius, gotblacklung

   Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • F/F, M/M
   • Work in Progress

   26 Sep 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Robert "Bob" Reynolds/John Walker (Marvel)
   • Yelena Belova/Ava Starr (background)
   • James "Bucky" Barnes & Yelena Belova & Robert "Bob" Reynolds & Alexei Shostakov & Ava Starr & John Walker
   • Yelena Belova & Robert "Bob" Reynolds
   • John Walker (Marvel)
   • Robert "Bob" Reynolds (Marvel)
   • Yelena Belova
   • James "Bucky" Barnes
   • Ava Starr
   • Alexei Shostakov
   • Olivia Walker (Marvel) mention
   • John Walker’s Son (Marvel Cinematic Universe) mention
   • The Hoskins Family mention
   • Random bartender
   • Alexei’s 12 Bottles of Vodka that he named
   • Lindy Reynolds mention
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • First Kiss
   • Implied/Referenced Character Death
   • birthday angst
   • John Walker Needs A Hug (Marvel)
   • John Walker Being an Asshole (Marvel)
   • John Walker Not Being an Asshole (Marvel)
   • John Walker Gets Bullied by Yelena Belova and Ava Starr
   • John Walker-centric (Marvel)
   • Soft Robert "Bob" Reynolds (Marvel)
   • Robert "Bob" Reynolds Needs a Hug (Marvel)
   • References to Drugs
   • Implied/Referenced Drug Use
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Child Neglect
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Canon Compliant
   • Tags May Change
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • No Beta We Die Like Lemar Hoskins
   • Drinking
   • Alcohol

   Summary

   John Walker's birthday had never been about him. Ever since he was born, one way or another plans got cancelled or changed; friends or things fell through. Still, he got his hopes up every single year, praying for something different, only to be let down again. It was hell for so long, and then it wasn't. Lemar had made it better for a while, and then just like that it went back to how it had always been; maybe how he deserved it to be—hell. John got swept up in life and his birthday got swept under the rug. So with his 39th just around the corner, John stopped expecting anything different to happen. The good in his life was gone, and it was clearer now more than ever that his birthday would never be about him, and John was almost okay with that.

   Almost.

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