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In the Absence of Devotion (What Would I Be?) by Meiiomi
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
11 Dec 2025
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Summary
[The Prompt was: Don’t go somewhere I cannot follow you.]
"I—" he doesn't know what to say, his head is spinning. His body is floating away from his spirit, he's utterly unable to bear the brunt of reality.
He doesn't understand what he did to deserve this.
Again."Shizun... what..." he croaks, hands laying limply at his sides, he had brought a meal in hopes his Shizun wouldn't be mad at him anymore, hoping he would be forgiven. Again.
But his beloved won't make eye contact with him. Won't look at him. He doesn't understand, he'd done it all right. comforted his Shizun through every flare up, every episode. Loved him through it all, even if he was forbidden from saying so, he'd been utterly dedicated since his childhood. Everything he's ever done has been done with Shizun in mind.
So... why, now, is his Shizun trying to go someplace he can't follow?
you can't leave me, too.