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Chapter One: The First Lie

Azula could make the flame sit like a pet on the back of her hand.

It wasn’t much—just a coin-sized bloom, too pale to call blue and too stubborn to call orange—but it hovered there, obedient as a held breath. She walked the length of her father’s study with the flame balanced on her palm, eyes forward, back straight, silence perfect. The air smelled of lacquer and cedar and ink. On the far wall, the ancestor masks watched, mouths set in permanent smirks.

Prince Ozai did not look up until she stopped before his desk. He had been writing on parchment, slow strokes that made each character cut like a blade. When he deigned to lift his gaze, it was as if the room forgot how to be warm.

“Report,” he said.

Azula held out her hand. “Control,” she said. “Steady for nine breaths. Ten if I cheat.”

“Never admit to cheating,” he said. He flicked his eyes to the flame. “And never present tricks. Present results.”

Azula swallowed the instinct to grin. The flame began to quiver. She tightened her fingers, the way a rider reins in a nervous shirshu. The flicker steadied. “You said last week that precision is the mark of a prodigy.”

“I said nothing of the sort.”

He said it like saying it made it not true.

Azula felt the oddest sensation—like a bead of sweat that wasn’t there, crawling down her temple. She could hear last week as clearly as bells: the courtyard, the smell of jasmine, Father’s voice telling her, Precision makes a prodigy; recklessness makes a liability. She had repeated the line while brushing her hair that night, each stroke a vow. It was a good line. It had felt like a gift.

“You did,” she said carefully. “You said—”

“Do not contradict me.” His tone never sharpened; it simply settled heavier into the room. “Prodigies do not cry for praise. They demonstrate dominance.”

She lowered her hand. The flame went out without smoke. “I wasn’t crying,” she said. She knew how crying sounded in his ears: weak, unnecessary, like Zuko. She let her face be smooth. She could make her face a lacquer screen if she wanted to. Ursa called it “your palace mask.” Ursa did not say it like praise.

“I will not repeat myself,” he said, though he had not said the thing he now would not repeat. “What did you do when the tutor corrected you this morning?”

“I corrected him back,” Azula said. “He teaches Zuko and me as if we’re the same age.”

“And when he insisted that you listen?”

“I stopped listening.” She paused. “But I remembered everything he said, in case it was useful later. That isn’t the same as listening.”

One corner of his mouth almost smiled. “Some people deserve obedience by position. Others only by competence. Learn the difference.”

She nodded. “Yes, Father.”

He returned to his parchment. “If you happen to set anyone ablaze, ensure it is only metaphorical.”

“Do you mean don’t burn them at all,” she asked, “or do you mean keep it small enough that the physician can fix it if Mother worries?”

He did not look up. “I mean a disciplined soldier does not leave evidence.”

Azula held very still. The ancestor masks watched her, and, for half a heartbeat, they all had his eyes.

“Dismissed,” he said.

Outside the study, the palace corridors were cooler. She walked fast, head down just enough to keep from looking like she was avoiding notice. She passed a servant polishing a rail and watched the woman’s hands tremble when she bowed. Azula tried to feel triumphant at that. Sometimes it felt like she was borrowing triumphs from future-Azula, like putting a jewel on layaway. They sparkled, but not in her hands yet.

Halfway to the turtle-duck pond, Zuko tripped out from a side hall and collided with her. He did everything like it had just occurred to him to exist—his body, his voice, the hallway. “Ow,” he said, and then, with breathtaking unfairness, “You did that on purpose.”

“You ran into me,” she said. “And now you’re wrong on purpose.”

He opened his mouth to argue, then closed it again, looking over her shoulder. Azula turned and found her mother there, soft as moonlight and just as stubborn. Ursa knelt to Zuko first, smoothing his hair as if it could be smoothed.

“I heard shouting,” Ursa said gently, which made Azula’s scalp prickle. She had hardly raised her voice at all. “Is everyone all right?”

“I wasn’t shouting,” Azula said. “I was presenting results.”

Ursa’s eyes flicked to the singed thread at the hem of Azula’s sleeve and didn’t linger. “I see,” she said, and cupped Azula’s cheek, thumb cool. “How’s your breathing?”

“Fine.”

“Are you sure?” Ursa’s gaze was too kind. It felt like a net. “Sometimes our bodies know before we do.”

“I know before my body does,” Azula said, stepping back. The turtle-ducks darted in the pond, snapping and squabbling. One of them separated from the others and swam along the edge of the walkway, as if patrolling.

Ursa folded her hands. “Your uncle is visiting,” she said, as if mentioning a stable boy. “He brought you a new tile for your Pai Sho set.”

Zuko brightened. “Is it the boat tile? I like the boat tile.”

“There is no boat tile,” Azula said automatically. “He brought me something clever and brought you something edible.”

Ursa didn’t chide. “If you have time, Azula, why don’t you go greet him? He’s in the jasmine court.”

Azula considered refusing. Refusing was a way to practice dominance. But she had questions that were too small and too sharp to be aimed at Father. She nodded once.

Iroh always made the garden feel like a place that was allowed to be alive. He had a way of sitting that made chairs look like they’d been built around him. He was drinking tea that smelled like roasted rice, and there was, indeed, a tile on the low table between two cups. It was white, with the faintest flower engraved in the center.

“Princess,” he said, as if she was already arrived somewhere she meant to be. “I was just thinking of the first time you sneezed fire. You were very offended by your own nose.”

“I was offended by your laugh,” Azula said, and allowed the corner of her mouth to betray her. “Mother said you brought me something.”

He pushed the tile toward her. Up close, the flower wasn’t a flower at all. It was an abstract open circle, petals implied by negative space. “The White Lotus,” Iroh said. “A favorite of old men with too much tea and not enough humility.”

“What does it do?” she asked.

“It reminds you to see what is not directly in front of your eyes.” He poured her tea without asking if she wanted any. It was the way Ursa did it when she meant to make something easy. “I hear you are practicing your precision.”

She waited. He would not say prodigy. He was too careful with words to assign labels the way Father did, dropping them like medals and then snatching them back.

“What did you hear?” she asked.

“That you are becoming very good at not spilling your flame all over your sleeve.” His eyes crinkled. “And that you had a—what’s the military term?—a tactical disagreement with your father.”

“‘Tactical’ implies I won,” Azula said. She picked up the tile, finding the weight of it. Not heavy. Not light enough to lose by accident. “He told me last week that precision is the mark of a prodigy.” The word came out anyway; she hated that it felt good and ugly at once. “Today he said he never said that. And he said not to contradict him. But I remember things. I remember the exact words. If I’m wrong, then my memory is wrong. But my memory is not wrong.”

Iroh’s face softened and sharpened all at once, like a knife wrapped in silk. “Ah.”

“Don’t ah me,” Azula said, heat sparking her fingertips. She set the tile down too hard. “I need the correct way to be right.”

He blew across the surface of his tea. Steam drifted. “Sometimes people give you a map,” he said, “and when you point out that the mountains are in the wrong place, they say the mountains are wrong. It is bewildering, especially if you have never seen a mountain before. But the mountain does not move.”

“The mountain doesn’t talk back,” Azula said. “It can’t be punished.”

“Yes,” he said quietly. “That is part of the trick.”

She looked at him. “Am I the mountain?”

“You are six,” he said, with a tiny smile. “You are a very small mountain with very sharp peaks.”

“That’s not helpful.”

“It is a little helpful.” He set his cup down, and for a long moment he studied her not like a soldier studies an enemy or even a commander studies a promising recruit, but like a gardener looks at a sapling in a windy place. “Listen, Azula. Some people need to be right more than they need to be true. They will tell you the sun rose in the west if it pleases them. You are not crazy to notice. You are not disloyal to name the sun.”

She stared at the White Lotus tile. An open circle, a space in the middle where something invisible mattered. “If I say he’s wrong,” she said, “I lose. If I say he’s right, I lose later.”

“Then do what all good generals do,” Iroh said. “Choose your battlefield.”

“By which you mean?”

“Keep two ledgers,” he said. “One in your head, one in your face. In the first, you write what is true. In the second, you write what is useful to say out loud. When they match, speak freely. When they don’t, keep your mountain where it belongs and let the map pretend.”

Azula considered that. “That sounds like lying.”

“It is diplomacy,” he said gravely, and then ruined the gravity by winking. “And survival. And also a way to wait until you are strong enough that the mountain can be seen from every window.”

She did not want to feel relief. Relief felt like turning your back on a fight. But something inside her—something that had been vibrating like a plucked string since the study—settled an inch. “How long does that take?” she asked.

He sighed in a way that made his shoulders look older. “Longer than six,” he said. “Shorter than forever.”

She picked up the tile again and slid it into her sleeve, where the lining hid a neat inner pocket she’d stitched herself. She liked pockets. They made secrets feel contained. “Zuko says there’s a boat tile.”

Iroh laughed. “There is no boat tile.”

“I know.” She hesitated, then, because she was six and because even prodigies sometimes needed proof: “Uncle. Last week, Father said—”

“Precision,” he said softly. “Prodigy. I heard the same words. You are not misremembering.”

The bead of invisible sweat finally stopped crawling. She nodded. “Good.”

“Be careful,” Iroh said, and now there was nothing playful in him. “Do not let the ledger in your face eat the one in your head.”

Azula rolled that over like a smooth stone. “Mother would tell me to be kind,” she said.

“Your mother,” Iroh said, “is very brave.”

Azula thought of the servant’s shaking hands; of Ursa’s cool thumb on her cheek; of Father’s desk and the masks and the way the air refused to warm for him. She thought of mountains that did not move even when you shouted at them, and of maps that could be folded up and burned.

“I can be brave,” she said.

“I know,” Iroh said.

They drank tea. It tasted like patience and a little bit like popcorn. At some point Zuko wandered in, tried to steal a pastry, and failed; at some point a breeze knocked a petal into Azula’s cup and she flicked it away with a spark small enough to feel like a wink.

When she rose to leave, Iroh stopped her with a fingertip on the edge of the White Lotus tile where it pressed against her sleeve. “You may not always be able to correct the map,” he said. “But you can draw your own.”

Azula nodded. Her palace mask settled back over her face, light as paper and twice as sharp. She had two ledgers now. She had a tile. She had a very small mountain.

On her way back through the corridors, she met her father again, coming the other way. They both paused. He looked at her as if waiting for her to apologize for something unnamed.

“Report,” he said, as if she had been gone exactly long enough for improvement.

Azula bowed just enough. “I have been practicing,” she said. “My results will be seen.”

A pause that might have been approval, or the absence of criticism dressed in the same robe. “Good,” he said.

He moved on. Azula watched him go and wrote two entries, quick and neat.

In the visible ledger: Father is always right.

In the true one, folded behind her ribs: The mountains do not move.

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Chapter Two: The Boat Tile

The morning after the White Lotus lesson, Azula woke to the sound of someone fighting the air.

She lay still and listened. Out in the courtyard, Zuko was practicing forms like a boy trying to convince his shadow to stand up straighter. His breath came in heroic bursts; his feet made the kind of scuffs the maidservants would sigh about later. He was earnest enough to set the sky on fire. Unfortunately, the sky did not care.

Azula slid from bed, tucked the White Lotus tile into her sleeve pocket—she liked the way it warmed against her wrist—and padded to the open screen. Zuko was in the third sequence, shoulders rising with every inhale, jaw clenched, flame blooming and vanishing like hiccups.

“You’re shouting at your lungs,” she said.

He startled, nearly tripped. “I’m concentrating.”

“You’re arguing,” she said, and hopped down the steps. “Concentrating is quieter.”

“I can be quiet,” he said, immediately loud.

Azula folded her arms, considering. The ledger in her head marked down: He is trying. The ledger on her face made a small show of skepticism because that was expected. “Do you want to win or just look like you’re winning?”

“Win,” he said. Then, defensive: “Why do you care?”

“I don’t,” she lied, because sometimes the useful sentence wasn’t the honest one. “But if you set the orange trees on fire, Father will say my presence is a corrupting influence.”

Zuko glanced at the trees as if they were in on it. “Then—help,” he said, as if prying the word up from the floor with both hands.

Azula let herself smile inside her skull. “Fine. Stand here. Feet like this. No, not like you’re about to leap off a ship. Like you’re a ship.”

“There is no boat tile,” he muttered.

“Not yet,” she said, which was not a denial. “Breathe like the kettle when it wants to sing but isn’t allowed to. That’s the simmer. The flame sits on top of your breath, not inside it. If it’s inside, it kicks.”

Zuko tried. The first attempt was a sputter. The second steadied enough to sit in his palm for two heartbeats before collapsing. He scowled at it. “Stop laughing,” he said, even though she wasn’t.

She folded her elbows against her ribs, mimicking the position she’d seen in the scrolls, and breathed once, deliberately, letting a coin-sized flame come up soft and obedient. “It’s just practice,” she said, and surprised herself by meaning it.

He looked sideways at her and, cautiously, tried again. This time the flame sat. It wasn’t proud of itself. It was just there.

Zuko’s shoulders lifted with astonishment. The flame wobbled.

“Don’t congratulate it,” Azula said quickly. “It’ll get arrogant.”

He snorted a laugh that nearly ruined it; then he swallowed the laugh and the flame steadied. “I did it.”

“You did it,” she echoed, and let the word be as matter-of-fact as she could. The ledger in her head wrote, underlined: He can be taught.

A throat cleared at the garden door. “Two young dragons,” Iroh said, “and not a single orange tree immolated. I will have to adjust my expectations.”

Azula straightened, the palace mask lowering. Zuko’s flame went out entirely; he didn’t seem to mind. “We weren’t burning anything,” Azula said. “On purpose.”

“Good,” Iroh said. “I have a project for three people who are very good at not setting things on fire.”

Zuko brightened. “Is it pastries?”

“It ends in pastries,” Iroh said solemnly. “But first, tea.”

They followed him to the jasmine court, where a brazier waited with a squat kettle and a tray of little cups like thimbles. The air smelled wet and green, as if a cloud had sat down in the hedges.

Iroh gestured them into place on either side of the kettle. “Today we make perfect tea,” he said. “That means the water sings but does not boil.”

Zuko squinted at the pot. “Water can’t sing.”

“Can your flame sit?” Iroh asked mildly. “Then water can hum.”

Azula glanced at the brazier and understood the shape of the lesson. “You want us to keep the heat steady.”

“I want you to keep it together,” Iroh said, pouring a little water in and letting it clatter inside. “Azula, you control the flame’s height. Zuko, you feed the brazier evenly with breath from below. If you push too hard, she will have to pull too hard. If she pulls too hard, you will sputter, and we will drink disappointment.”

“What does disappointment taste like?” Zuko asked.

“Bitter,” Iroh said. “And a little like ash.”

They knelt. Zuko crouched near the mouth of the brazier, cupping his hands in the way the attendant had taught them to coax a cooking fire. Azula suspended a thin spear of flame from her fingertip to the coals, easing it in until it caught. The kettle shivered a little as heat found it.

“Breathe,” Iroh said, and set his hands behind his back like a general pretending to be a garden statue.

Azula kept her eyes on the rim of the kettle. When the first whisper of steam teased out, she dialed the flame down a hair. Zuko was breathing too high in his chest; she could see it in the way his shoulders lifted. “Lower,” she murmured, so softly she could claim later she hadn’t said it at all. “Belly. Pretend you’re hiding a melon.”

He made a face, but his next breath did sink lower. The steam gathered, a thin ribbon. The kettle began to make a noise like a song remembered but not yet sung. Zuko glanced at her hands, tracking how little she moved. Azula watched his breathers even out. It was like balancing a teacup on a turtle-duck’s back without spilling.

The kettle wanted to boil. Azula felt that want like a wire under her skin. She eased the flame smaller. Zuko met her adjustment with steadier breath. Steam curled at the spout; the kettle hummed and stopped, hummed and stopped, as if deciding whether to be brave.

“Hold,” Iroh whispered. “Let the mountain be seen from every window.”

Azula didn’t look up. But the words set their backs together in her mind: a mountain, a kettle, a boy who could be quiet when he had a job.

They held. The hum sweetened, spread through the metal like a smile. Iroh nodded once and pulled the kettle from the brazier with a practiced flick. “That,” he said, “is the sound of patience.”

He poured. The tea came out a pale gold. Zuko took his cup in both hands like it might escape. Azula took hers like a secret. They sipped. It tasted clean, like rain that had considered being rice first.

“It’s good,” Zuko said, surprised.

“It’s perfect because you made it together,” Iroh said, not bothering to hide his pleased. “People think perfection is a solo sport. Often it is a duet.”

Azula pretended to consider this while the ledger in her head wrote: Teamwork works if I am the metronome. She added, grudgingly: He can keep time.

Iroh lifted a cloth from a plate. There were pastries underneath, neat as deployed soldiers. Zuko reached, caught himself, looked to Azula. She pretended not to notice and reached first, then split the flaky bun and handed him half before he could ask. He blinked as if a second sun had risen.

“You can have more,” she said, because generosity worked better if it looked expensive. “If you do the warm-ups again. Quietly.”

He stuffed the pastry half in his mouth, chewed furiously, and ran off to the courtyard to obey.

Iroh watched him go, then looked sidelong at Azula. “Your account books seem busy,” he said, tapping two fingers against his temple. “Any losses to report?”

“Minimal,” she said. The truth ledger added, quickly: I liked that. She took another sip to hide it.

Iroh set his cup down and, as if remembering, slid something across the table. It was a blank tile, smooth bone-colored, a spare kept for when someone lost one in the grass.

“I thought,” he said, as if it were nothing at all, “that your set might benefit from a little imagination.”

Azula rolled it under her fingertips. “There is no boat tile,” she said.

“No,” Iroh agreed. “But there could be.”

Azula glanced toward the courtyard. Zuko was moving through the sequence again, and if the air still fought him, it was at least a more polite fight. She pulled a bit of charcoal from the brazier tray and, with neat strokes, drew a small boat on the tile’s face: a curve, a triangle sail, a wave implied with one line. It wasn’t art. It was suggestion. Inside the boat she scratched a tiny flame.

When Zuko jogged back, a little pink-cheeked and breathing like a kettle that had learned manners, she slid the tile toward him as if to adjust the plate.

“What’s that?” he asked.

“The Boat,” Azula said. “Moves along the river and never gets tired. It doesn’t exist for anyone who isn’t clever enough to see it.”

He picked it up the way he’d picked up the teacup: both hands, as if the tile might jump. The drawing wasn’t very good. He loved it anyway. “It can go anywhere,” he said, testing the weight. “Even around mountains.”

“Only if the captain knows when to be quiet,” Azula said. Then, because she was six and because sometimes you reward an ally early, she added: “And if the map is correct.”

Zuko grinned, sudden and toothy. He tucked the tile into the sash at his waist, reverent. “I’ll make rules,” he said.

“I already did,” Azula said. “You’ll follow them.”

Iroh laughed into his sleeve. “Perhaps the Boat’s rule is that it can choose when it follows.”

Azula allowed that this could be considered. “Fine. The Boat can bend rules. Once.”

“Twice,” Zuko bargained.

“Once and a half,” she said, to see if he would laugh. He did.

They spent the hour inventing how the Boat moved among the other tiles—how it could cross rivers without bridges, how it could carry another piece exactly three spaces if it was carrying a message, how it could never, ever be captured by a piece that had shouted first. Iroh contributed solemnly ridiculous amendments like “the Boat refuses to dock if there are no pastries,” which Zuko accepted and Azula ignored.

When Ursa’s steps sounded at the edge of the court, Azula felt the palace mask settle and decided not to put it on, not yet. Her mother paused, taking in the scene: the kettle, the crumbs, Zuko’s hair in dignified disarray, Azula’s cuffs smudged with charcoal.

“What have you been up to?” Ursa asked, smiling in that way that made Azula understand why people might want to be good.

“Not setting things on fire,” Zuko announced.

“Perfect tea,” Iroh said.

“Cartography,” Azula said, and patted the White Lotus tile against her wrist. The mountain sat, small and sharp. The Boat glinted at Zuko’s sash. The ledgers, for once, matched.

Ursa kissed the tops of their heads, Zuko first, Azula second, as if that order mattered less today. “Dinner in an hour,” she said. “Please wash your hands, and your faces, and perhaps the rest of you.”

Zuko ran off with the Boat tile to hide it in a Very Secret Place everyone knew he had. Iroh began to gather cups. Azula lingered, looking at the brazier, the kettle, the way heat left a memory in metal.

“Uncle,” she said, without turning. “If someone tells you the sun rose in the west, what do you do?”

Iroh’s hands paused over the tray. “Depends,” he said. “If I am safe, I say, ‘How strange; I saw it in the east.’ If I am not safe, I say, ‘Then we will have tea at sunset,’ and in my head I mark the true direction and make my plans.”

Azula nodded. “Today it rose where it should,” she said.

“Good,” Iroh said. “That happens more often than you think, when you are in good company.”

On her way out, Azula passed the orange trees and checked them with a glance. Their leaves were intact. Their scent was stubborn and sweet. She put one entry in the visible ledger for later use: Zuko can be useful. In the true one, written in a tiny, precise hand: We made something together. I liked it.

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Chapter Three: Lantern Rules

By the time the sun leaned toward late afternoon, the town below the palace had turned itself into a necklace of lanterns.

Red and gold globes hung from every eave; strings of paper fish swam over alleys; smoke from roasting meat braided with incense until the whole street smelled both holy and hungry. Musicians with flutes like reeds wove in and out of the crowd, playing tunes everyone somehow already knew. Stalls sprouted like mushrooms after rain: sweets, sweets disguised as medicine, medicine disguised as sweets.

Iroh put a plain brown cloak over his general’s shoulders and draped simpler wraps over Azula and Zuko. “Today,” he said, tying Zuko’s hood for the third time because it would not stop being Zuko, “we are three very ordinary people who happen to be excellent at not setting things on fire.”

“I am never ordinary,” Azula said, and let the ledger on her face do its job. The true ledger wrote, small and neat: This looks fun.

Zuko bounced on his heels and then remembered he was wearing a hood and tried to bounce less conspicuously. “Can we get fire flakes?” he asked.

“Only if we also get water,” Iroh said. “And perhaps a small wheel of candied lychee nuts. And possibly—” He sighed as if burdened by duty. “—a skewer of questionable meat.”

They flowed into the festival with everyone else. A woman with painted cheeks pressed a paper flower into Azula’s hands and winked. A vendor shouted that their noodles would make you run faster; another promised that his dumplings were lucky. Azula looked at the dumplings: round as coins, glistening. Luck had a shape, then. Useful.

They passed a ring-toss booth where glass bottles gleamed like soldiers at attention. A boy a little older than Zuko threw three rings, missed all three, and received a sympathetic shrug from the owner.

“Zuko,” the shrugging man called as they drew near. “You look like a champion.”

Zuko puffed up, then glanced at Iroh, then at Azula, then back at the rings. The target bottles had a slender neck. The rings looked generous from far away and miserly up close. Azula measured without measuring and wrote in the true ledger: Trick. The visible ledger kept its lacquered smile.

Zuko threw. One ring kissed the bottle’s neck and skipped off. The owner clucked. “So close! Perhaps your sister would like to try?”

Azula stepped up because refusing would look like fear. She tossed one ring softly, to learn its weight, and it landed obediently nowhere. The second she sent with a little side spin and watched it hop away from the glass as if the neck were greased with luck. The third she kept. She set it on the counter and said, mild as tea, “You should make the prize smaller so no one notices the rings don’t fit.”

The man blinked. “What a very imaginative accusation,” he said. “Everyone wins eventually.”

“That is a map,” Azula said crisply. “Not a mountain.”

Zuko blinked. Iroh coughed into his sleeve in a way that sounded suspiciously like it was covering a laugh. The man’s smile thinned.

Azula slid the ring back and took Zuko’s hand. “Come along,” she said. “We have better boats to sail.”

“Boats?” Zuko said, yanked happily by the word alone.

There was a canal not far from the main square, narrow enough to jump across if you were reckless and crowding with children instead. A woman with ink-smudged fingers was selling paper boat kits, stamped with little dragons and lilies. A sign, painted crooked, announced: RIVER RACE EVERY HOUR. NO FIRE. BREATH ONLY. WINNERS GET SKY LANTERNS.

Zuko pressed his face to the sign like it would let him in faster. “No fire?” he said.

“Breath is a kind of fire,” Azula murmured. “If you keep it where it belongs.”

Iroh bought them a kit and a spare “in case a dragon sneezes,” which made Zuko beam and Azula huff in the way she did when pleased. They sat on the canal’s edge and folded the boats with inky fingers. Azula’s creases were sharp enough to rival a knife. Zuko’s were enthusiastic. Iroh’s had a loose grace to them that suggested he had once made many boats and watched many float away.

“Name?” Zuko asked, solemn as a priest.

Azula considered. The paper gleamed. The canal tugged at the edge of things. “Once and a Half,” she said.

Zuko looked at her, then grinned, remembering. He drew a little triangle sail on the side and, inside the sail, a tiny flame. Azula did not correct the wobble of his line. She slid her White Lotus tile from her sleeve, pressed its open circle lightly against the boat’s prow, and then tucked the tile away again, satisfied with the invisible impression.

At the call, they lined up with a dozen other children along the edge. The rules were simple: release on the shout, no touching the water, push only by breath. An older boy with shoulders like he’d borrowed them from somebody larger sneered in their direction and puffed out his chest. “Tiny princes,” he said, which made Azula’s fingers go still for half a heartbeat.

Iroh’s hand brushed lightly against her elbow. “Maps are very loud on festival days,” he murmured. “Mountains hum.”

Azula set her boat on the water. Zuko crouched beside her, hands on his knees, eyes huge. “We’ll go together,” he whispered, as if it were a secret. She nodded once.

“GO!” the woman shouted.

The canal became a thin chaos of hopes. The older boy bellowed his first breath like a war horn; his boat lurched wildly, turned sideways, bumped a lily pad. Other children ran out of air immediately and snatched quick, ragged inhales that wobbled their hulls. Once and a Half moved with the first soft push of their combined breath, just enough to wake her.

“Belly,” Azula said, low. Zuko’s next exhale came from a steadier place. They kept the rhythm from the kettle, letting the water do its own share of the work. Azula angled her breaths along the far side of the stern, coaxing the boat to kiss the center of the current where the pull was strongest. The older boy huffed a gust that sent his boat pinwheeling into a reed.

“Don’t congratulate it,” Azula said, and Zuko swallowed a laugh whole.

The final stretch had a kink in the canal where the walls narrowed and made the breeze tricky. Once and a Half wobbled. Azula’s lungs wanted to prove themselves. The word cheat skittered through her skull with the quickness of a mouse. She let it go. She tilted her chin and breathed around the boat instead of at it, letting her exhale graze the surface in a pattern you wouldn’t notice unless you were looking for negative space.

The paper boat slid like a quiet thought through the kink, into clean pull, and then across a chalk line drawn on the water with a bit of floating string.

“Winner!” the ink-fingered woman sang. “The small mountain with two peaks!”

Zuko whooped, and the sound was pure. Azula allowed herself a smile she didn’t owe anyone.

The prize was a sky lantern kit: thin paper, a wire ring, a little cup for fuel. The woman added, conspiratorially, a stick of sugar-dusted dough “for champions who can share.” Zuko promptly broke the dough in half, and Azula accepted her portion as if she were doing him a favor. The ledger in her head wrote: He remembered.

They sat in the shade of a vendor’s awning and built the lantern. Iroh showed them how to write wishes on the paper, the brush leaving damp strokes that darkened, dried, and became part of the lantern’s skin. “A wish is only a plan that requires help,” he said. “Write carefully.”

Zuko chewed on the end of his brush and then scrawled: Boat that can go anywhere. The letters leaned, uncertain and determined.

Iroh wrote: More pastries than wars, and then added a tiny smile that made the ink wobble.

Azula looked at the blank space and felt it look back. The visible ledger suggested something clever and safe: Perfect tea. She wrote that in neat characters near the bottom, exactly where someone might read it and nod. Then, inside the seam where the paper folded over the wire—the place only a person assembling the lantern would see—she added, small and exact: Maps that match mountains.

They found a quiet patch a little away from the crowd for the launch. Iroh lit the fuel cup with a normal flame that could have been any uncle’s. The lantern filled with warm air until it tugged at the world like a very polite balloon. They held it together, palms against paper, feeling the way it wanted to rise.

“On three,” Iroh said. “One.”

“Two,” Zuko said.

Azula felt the pull in her hands and, just for a breath, didn’t fight it. “Three.”

They let go. The lantern lifted, unhurried, purposeful. It joined a drift of others—wishes and plans and small stubborn hopes—heading toward the part of the sky that didn’t belong to anyone.

For a heartbeat everything else was smaller. The crowd noise blurred; the smell of oil and sugar and char faded; the lanterns became a constellation that existed for one night only. Zuko’s mouth made a round shape that matched the lanterns. Iroh’s eyes shone. Azula watched until their own paper light became one of many and wrote in both ledgers the same exact line: We made that.

On the way back toward the square, a toddler stumbled out from behind a stall and wailed at the sudden immensity of the world. Azula stopped, because the sound struck some very small gong inside her ribs. The child’s mother juggled a parcel and apologies. Without thinking, Azula crouched, held out her palm, and called up the smallest fire she owned—a spark the size of a sesame seed that hopped twice and winked out like a game. The toddler hiccuped mid-cry, then giggled, reaching for the air where the light had been.

“Magic,” the mother breathed, and then, as if remembering the world had rules, “Thank you.”

Azula stood. The ledger on her face arranged itself into a polite tilt. The true ledger wrote, quickly before it could blush: Being kind does not diminish me.

They ate dumplings shaped like coins that dripped good fortune down their wrists. Zuko got sugar on his hood. Iroh negotiated without speaking for the last two skewers and let the vendor think it was his idea to give them extra. A man in a phoenix mask juggled torches and shouted about the sun rising in the west; Azula didn’t correct him. It was a festival. Maps were allowed to lie here, a little, as long as the lanterns remembered the way home.

When the first real fireworks cracked open over the square—flowers blooming and vanishing in the space of a breath—Zuko clapped with both hands over his head, as if catching the sound. Iroh murmured that the purple ones were show-offs and the gold ones had good manners. Azula watched the sky throw itself into color and thought about how little flame could be, and how large.

On the walk back up the hill, their cloaks smelling of smoke and sugar and incidental happiness, Zuko leaned against her shoulder for exactly three steps and then pretended he had stumbled. She did not call attention to it. She just shifted her arm so that if he wanted to lean again, he could.

At the palace gate, the air thinned into quiet. Azula slid the White Lotus tile from her sleeve and pressed its cool edge against her thumb, as if to sharpen a thought.

Visible ledger, written neat: Festivals are a distraction.

True ledger, tucked deeper, warm as a lantern you can hold: We made something together and let it go.

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Chapter Four: Ink and Ash

The palace learned to walk on soft feet the night the bells did not ring.

Servants passed news in the way steam passes a kettle: a hush that made the halls feel smaller. Somewhere inside the inner apartments, Fire Lord Azulon was dying. Or had died. Or would be declared either when it suited the room that decided such things.

Azula, nearly seven and practiced at keeping a flame the size of a sesame seed alive, kept one burning under her thumb as she moved. The White Lotus tile sat warm against her wrist. She liked the pressure. It reminded her where her hand ended and the world began.

She found her father in the study with the doors shut and the windows open, as if the air might erase what was about to be written. He did not look up when she slipped inside. A table had been cleared of maps and covered with parchment. A brazier glowed. The ancestor masks watched.

“Report,” he said, as if this were another drill and not the hour a crown hunts a head.

“I am awake,” she said. “And I know how to be quiet.”

“Then be it.” He made another stroke with the brush. Ink shone, wet and obedient.

Azula stood still enough to be furniture. The parchment bore characters dense and formal. She did not recognize the hand. She did recognize the freshness of the ink and the way the edges had not been rounded by anyone’s handling. Beside the parchment lay a seal. Beside the seal lay a candle. The candle had been too recently relit to be innocent.

Her father set down the brush, rolled the parchment, tied it, pressed the seal into warm wax, and said, with the calm of stone, “The Fire Lord has left his will. You were here when I read it to the council.”

He met her eyes then, just long enough to measure the distance between his map and her mountain.

Azula kept her face lacquer-smooth. “Yes,” she said to the room. Her ledger wrote, in the place no one saw: I was not.

“Good.” He stood. The silk of his robe did not whisper; it agreed. “Wake your brother. Tell him to wear red.”

“Red makes him blotchy,” she said before she could shackle the thought. It was the kind of remark a child makes when she is afraid and wishes to pretend she is particular instead. Ozai’s gaze did not warm.

“Tell him,” he repeated, “to wear red.”

In Zuko’s room, the night had pooled so heavily that even a whisper made a ripple. He slept with one hand open, palm up, as if his dreams needed somewhere to sit. Azula touched his shoulder. “Wake,” she murmured. “We are going to be present.”

He blinked himself into a person. “Festival?” he said, hopeful and ridiculous.

“Funerals are festivals for maps,” she said. “Put on red.”

He followed orders badly—backward sash, wrong shoe—and still managed to look like a boy someone might decide to hurt just to prove the shape of the world. She fixed the sash. She put the right shoe on the right foot. She did not say you’re welcome because kindness worked better if no one had to pay for it.

Ursa was not in her chamber. The room smelled like someone had opened all the drawers and then closed them carefully. Azula’s skin tightened. The ledger that stayed visible did not change its ink.

The council assembled before dawn in the great hall under lanterns the color of watered fire. Iroh stood among them in a dark robe with no ornaments. He looked as if the night had already told him its worst. When he saw the children, his face rearranged itself into shelter.

Ozai entered with the rolled parchment in his hand and grief arranged like a collar. Azula watched the way the paper bowed slightly—uncreased, untraveled. He spoke without hurry. “Fire Lord Azulon,” he said, “in his wisdom, has seen fit to name me his successor.”

Azula did not look at Iroh. She looked at the seal, at the wax, at the edges of the roll that had not picked up the oil of any other hand. She watched the room accept the map. Some eyes saw mountains and chose not to know it.

Iroh inclined his head, the gesture of a man who had done enough fighting for one lifetime. “For the stability of the nation,” he said. The words tasted like ashes even from the mouths that did not speak them. Azula’s ledgers wrote simultaneously: This is the visible road. The road is not real.

Zuko reached for her hand. She let him have it and then pretended she hadn’t noticed.

After the council dissolved into quiet fury and quieter relief, the palace rearranged itself at speed. Attendants rolled out new banners with old symbols. Servants changed flowers in vases that didn’t need changing. Ozai moved as if the air was his steward.

Azula found Ursa in the corridor near the family rooms, standing in a pool of pale light with a traveling bundle that pretended not to be a traveling bundle. Her hair was bound up as if it had to be asserted. When she saw her daughter, her mouth did a small brave thing.

“Come here,” Ursa said, and pulled Azula into an embrace pressing and cool. Azula endured and then returned it, one heartbeat too late. Zuko ran into the circle and Ursa’s arms made room. For one ridiculous, perfect second they were a knot no one could cut.

Ursa let them go. “Listen,” she said carefully. “There are decisions being written as if they were already true.”

Azula’s spine found a taller line. “I know,” she said.

Ursa’s eyes shone and did not spill. “Then keep your head ledger safe. Keep your brother even safer. And—” She touched Azula’s cheek with a finger that smelled faintly of jasmine and ink. “Being kind is not the same as being weak.”

“I know,” Azula said—quicker this time, because the words wanted to arrive. “And I can be brave.”

Ursa smiled the way a lantern smiles before it goes up. To Zuko, she knelt. “My love,” she said. “Rules for the Boat.”

Zuko’s hands flew to his sash and found the tile as if he had always been touching it. “Yes,” he said, too loudly. He bit his lip and tried again, smaller. “Yes.”

“The Boat goes where it must, even when the river lies,” Ursa said. “The Boat follows the captain who remembers the stars. And the Boat always—always—comes back to the people who launched it.”

Zuko nodded like a drum. Ursa pressed her forehead to his. For a second Azula wanted to be Zuko, and the feeling passed through her like heat through metal: quickly, completely, leaving the shape of itself behind.

“Why are you carrying a bundle?” Zuko asked, because he believed that questions were doors that opened when you knocked.

“I am going to draw a different map,” Ursa said, and now the ledger on her face could not hide the bruise beneath. “For both of you. From far away.”

Zuko’s mouth made the round of a lantern. Azula’s hand shot out and caught his before the sound that wanted to follow could escape.

“Mother,” Azula said, and the word felt older than she was. “If someone says the sun rose in the west—”

“You mark the truth in your bones and say what will keep you alive,” Ursa finished, and her eyes flicked once toward the inner palace, where Ozai’s certainty made its own weather. “And you wait until you can do more than live.”

Iroh appeared at the far end of the corridor with a stillness that did not announce itself. He took in the bundle, the faces, the way Azula’s hand had laced through Zuko’s. “Sister,” he said softly.

“Brother,” Ursa said, because that is what the palace asked them to be today.

They stood like that for a breath and a half, in a tiny square of time that felt stolen and necessary. Then there were footsteps, and the square closed. Ursa kissed Zuko’s hair. She pressed a kiss to Azula’s temple. It was the lightest weight and the heaviest thing. She stepped back and did not look back. Azula watched her go until the hall accepted her into its mouth and swallowed.

Zuko made a sound like a kettle that didn’t know its own song. Azula squeezed his fingers once—steady, steady—then released them so he could bury his face in his sleeve without witness.

“Come,” Iroh said gently. “Tea.”

In the small side room off the family wing, the brazier behaved. Iroh set the kettle, and Azula took the place she had learned to take: metronome. Zuko crouched, breath low and even because that was the job. The water sang. The mountain hummed. They didn’t speak until the cups were in their hands.

“I forbade the bells,” Ozai said from the doorway, as if he had never not been there. “The people will wake to a new dawn. Noise is for celebration.”

Iroh bent in the careful way a man does when he will not kneel. “My condolences,” he said.

Azula kept her face. In her head she wrote three lines:

Visible ledger: Father is merciful in grief.
True ledger: The ink is wet.
Plan ledger, newly invented: Wait.

Ozai looked at the kettle, the cups, the quiet. His gaze lingered on Zuko’s red collar, on Azula’s hands steady over hot porcelain. Something like approval flickered and died. “You will be presented at midday,” he said. “Do not embarrass your mother.”

“She is not here,” Zuko blurted, voice raw as an unpolished blade.

Ozai’s eyes slid to him and did not soften. “She is wherever I say she is,” he replied, like a man pointing at a map. “And what I say,” he added, turning to the room, to the masks, to the air, “is what is.”

The door swallowed him, too. The room exhaled.

Zuko stared into his cup as if it might offer a different ending written at the bottom. Azula glanced at Iroh. He met her look and, in the language they had been practicing for a year, he said with his eyebrows and not his mouth: I see the mountain.

She slid the White Lotus tile out and set it under the cup’s saucer, where the open circle made a little negative space on the wood. Zuko put his Boat tile on the table’s edge, half hidden under the cloth, as if a ship could dock there. Iroh, solemn as a priest of pastries, placed his hand flat on the table over both, as though to bless the game pieces and the children who had made them rules.

At midday, the court roared politely. Azula wore red and did not blotch. Zuko remembered to bow without knocking his head on anything important. Ozai’s voice carried like a thing that had always intended to be where it ended up. The false will sat near his hand like a trained animal.

When the chorus rose—All hail the Fire Lord—Azula’s knees bent with everyone else’s. She let the words pass her lips because she had created a place inside herself where she could put them without letting them eat anything.

The mountain did not move.

That night, when the lanterns were dark and the palace had run out of errands, Zuko found her in the corridor by the jasmine court. He did not speak. He leaned his shoulder into hers for exactly three steps. She adjusted her arm to make room.

“Rules for tonight,” she said quietly.

Zuko sniffed. “Okay.”

“Breathe like the kettle when it wants to sing but isn’t allowed to,” she said. “Keep the Boat where you can touch it. And if a map tries to turn itself into the sky—”

“We draw the real one,” Zuko said, surprising himself.

Azula nodded. “We wait. Then we draw.”

She walked him back to his room and stood in the doorway while he climbed into bed. Before she turned away, she reached into her sleeve, pulled out a thin charcoal nub she had stolen from the festival a lifetime ago, and drew, in the inside seam of his bedframe where no one would see, a line that curved like a river and a triangle that could be a sail.

“Goodnight,” she said.

“Goodnight,” he said, and would have said Mother if his mouth had obeyed his heart. He did not. He breathed. The kettle held.

Azula returned to her own room. She set the tile on the table, open circle up, and under it, in letters so small they were nearly breath, she wrote: Maps that match mountains. Then she blew out the candle and lay with her eyes open until the night agreed to make room for morning.

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Chapter Five: The Mountain Speaks

The arena was a bowl of red stone and breath.

Drums kept time like a heartbeat someone had made into law. The Fire Sages stood in a line, their robes making the sound of paper agreeing with itself. Banners moved as if the air were practicing bowing.

Azula sat where daughters sit: close enough to be seen, not close enough to count. The White Lotus tile warmed her wrist. The visible ledger lay smooth over her face. The true ledger watched the floor where the ash would fall.

Zuko stepped into the circle and did not stumble. He bowed; the bow was correct, not pretty. Opposite him, Ozai unrolled his shoulders as if a dragon needed room inside a man. The crowd poured him its attention like oil.

“Agni Kai,” intoned the High Sage. “Two flames enter. One is banked. The other is named victor. No strike from behind. No strike after yield. Witnesses shall be the sky, the stone, and the eyes present.”

Azula folded the words into her bones.

At the first signal, Zuko surprised the world by not being surprised. He moved with the clean impatience of a boy who had stopped arguing with his lungs. When Ozai’s fire came, Zuko didn’t flinch and didn’t try to swallow it whole; he moved around it like water that had learned how to be brave. Iroh’s hands, resting on his knees two rows down, did not tighten. That was how Azula knew they could.

It was not a long fight. Long fights are for men who want to be watched. Zuko slipped by a wide strike, planted, and made a choice that was all spine: he stepped in, where the heat confuses lesser thinking. His palm found the line under Ozai’s jaw and pushed. The Fire Lord went down hard enough to jolt the drums.

For a heartbeat you could hear every eye blink.

Zuko stood over his father with his hand at the man’s throat and did not press. He was breathing like the kettle when it wants to sing and is not allowed to. He looked to the Sages. He waited for the word the world owed him.

“Yield,” the High Sage began, voice rising into ceremony—

—and Ozai moved.

It was the cowardly strike of a map that refuses the mountain: from below and behind, with the force of a man who cannot imagine consequences. Fire leapt. Zuko’s legs went out. He hit the stone in a gasp of pain and scraped breath.

The arena made a sound that was not a sound—hundreds of people trying not to be what they were seeing.

Ozai’s shadow loomed. His hand filled with fire the size of shame. He raised it toward Zuko’s face.

Azula stood up.

She did not check which ledger was supposed to be on her skin. She did not ask the White Lotus to teach her what to do. She entered the ring as if it had been made for three.

Her blue fire hit her father’s wrist like a command. The flame in his palm shattered into harmless sparks that died midair, as if they remembered they were not permitted.

Gasps became real.

Azula’s voice did not shake. “By rule and witness,” she said, and the ceremony decided to belong to her, “the duel ended when the loser fell.”

“Azula,” Ozai said, and the name was a threat wrapped in silk. “Leave the circle.”

She did not. She stepped between his raised hand and Zuko’s upturned face and set her own palm out, coin-sized blue flame hovering steady over skin. Not a threat. A grammar.

“You defiled Agni Kai,” she said, clear as a bell. “You struck after defeat. From behind. In the sacred ring.”

Her father’s mouth thinned. “Princesses do not adjudicate warriors’ games.”

“Fire Sages do,” she said without looking away. “And all eyes present. Sages—recite the Third Rule.”

The High Sage, who had intended to die quietly at the end of a long, obedient life, found his voice rising against expectation. “No strike upon the fallen, no mark upon the yielded.”

“Then hear me,” Azula said, louder, riding the drumbeat that remembered how to be a pulse. “By law and witness, Zuko of the royal line is victor. The loser will bow, bank his flame, and accept his dishonor until he is clean.”

The crowd shifted, uncomfortable with having a spine. Zuko, still on the stone, made a sound that had both pain and startlement in it. Iroh did not move, and his not moving was an anchor.

Ozai’s eyes burned at his daughter like the sun he preferred. “Step out,” he said softly, dangerous as a beautifully set table. “Now.”

Azula let her visible ledger fall off like ash.

“The last time you told me to say what was not true,” she said, and there was no tremor in it, “you made me swallow a false will. You sealed it with warm wax you had just melted yourself. You told me to tell the council I was there when the Fire Lord’s words were read. I was not. Today I will not lie for your map.”

The air changed. It felt like a second dawn that had decided to happen at noon.

“You will be silent,” Ozai said.

“No,” she said, and taught him the first part of the lesson.

She moved without extravagance. Precision is the opposite of pleading. Her heel turned; her hand cut; blue flame bit along the silk of his sleeve without touching skin. The fabric blackened and fell away in a tidy spill, exposing his forearm to the cold air. Gasps. She circled, small and exact, and knocked his ankle with a low sweep that sent him to one knee—the posture he had denied the ring a moment ago.

He went to rise. She gave him the second part of the lesson: a coin-sized flame held at the notch of his throat, steady, steady, steady.

“Bow,” she said.

He looked up with a kind of rage that cannot read. She tilted the coin a hair, not enough to mark, enough to define.

Across the arena, Iroh spoke, voice finally a bridge. “By the Sages and by the crowd,” he said, “we saw. We hear.”

The High Sage found his courage hiding in the crease of his sleeve. He raised both hands. “The duel is ended. Zuko is victor.”

The sound the arena made then was more than breath. It was the creak of a city remembering its own bones. A hundred faces glanced sideways to see what their neighbors believed and found, to their shock, the same thing.

Azula stepped back half a pace and let Ozai choose the scale of his next mistake. He did not bow. Of course he did not. He stood.

“Guards,” he began.

“Witnesses,” Azula cut in, the word quick as a blade, to drown his.

She turned, cleanly, and faced the crowd. “You will tell this story when you go home,” she said. “You will say: ‘We were there when a holy fire was broken from behind. We were there when a boy won clean. We were there when a girl stepped into a circle to keep the rules from burning.’”

Her eyes found the knot of courtiers who counted for math more than men. “And to the country,” she added, because the mask was off and the mountain was speaking, “you will say: ‘The man who calls himself Fire Lord came to the throne on wet ink and silence. Today, before the eyes of Agni and the Sages, he lost the right to call himself victor. Tomorrow, he will lose the right to call himself Fire Lord.’”

There it was, out loud, without a ledger to hide it. The words hung in the air like a lantern that had forgotten to be afraid of wind.

Ozai bared his teeth. “You presume a great deal for a child.”

“I prepare a great deal,” she said, and stepped aside so that the world could see Zuko pushing up to his knees, jaw set, eyes shocked and fierce. “And I choose my battlefield.”

She reached down. Zuko took her hand without looking like he needed it; he rose with her, not because of her. They stood together in the ring, two small mountains with a shared ridge. Iroh came to the edge of the circle and bowed—not to Ozai, who could not be bowed to right now without spitting on the floor—but to the Sages, to the rules, to the children who had held them.

The High Sage breathed once and then found ritual where there had been only fear. He lifted his staff. “We will reconvene at sunset,” he said, voice steady. “The Sages will deliberate on violations and lineage. The bells will ring.”

The bells. Azula felt something unclench that had been tight since a night with no bells at all.

Ozai’s gaze moved over the room, looking for a version of the world that would consent to exist. He found none quickly enough to put back on his face. He turned and left the ring without bowing. That, too, was a lesson—one he kept giving himself.

Silence held, then broke into a susurrus that would, by dusk, be a story, and by morning, be ten. Azula let the coin-flame die on her palm. Her hands did not shake until she was sure no one important was looking.

Zuko’s voice came low. “You—” He stopped. He swallowed the word saved and found a better one. “You were right.”

“Today,” she said. “Tomorrow we have to stay right.”

He nodded, eyes still huge. “My face—” He touched his cheek as if verifying a map. Whole. Unmarked.

“Keep it,” she said, and only then allowed herself the smallest smile. “You’ll need it when you tell the country what happened.”

Iroh reached them and put a hand—warm, solid—on each of their shoulders. “New rule for the Boat,” he murmured, too quiet to carry. “When the river lies, the captain may put to shore and walk.”

Azula let out a breath she had been holding since she was six. “Once and a half,” she said, because the part of her that liked games needed to say something small right now.

Iroh’s mouth tilted. “Twice, if there are pastries.”

Zuko made a sound that might one day be a laugh. The drums, unsure, settled into a new rhythm. The Sages began to talk like men who remembered they had voices. The audience did the math of courage.

Azula slid the White Lotus tile from her sleeve and pressed its open circle against the stone, an invisible seal. In the visible ledger she wrote, because some people still needed maps: By law, Zuko won. In the true one, inked along her ribs where only breath could read it: The mountain spoke.

And in the new ledger—the plan ledger—she etched a single line, sharp and small as a blade tucked in a sleeve:

At sunset, we draw the real map.

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Chapter Six: Banking the Fire

By sunset the bells were ready to remember how to speak.

The Fire Sages filed into the jade hall with faces scrubbed to seriousness. Iroh sat where tradition placed the elder prince; Zuko beside him, tunic hastily mended where stone had scuffed it; Azula straight-backed, the White Lotus tile warm against her wrist. The air tasted like ink agreeing to be dry.

The High Sage raised his staff. “We have deliberated. The duel was broken by an illegal strike; the younger prince is victor. Ozai of the royal line is stripped of command and remanded to monastic custody for penance under the Sages’ seal.”

A breath moved through the room. The sentence avoided blood; it put Ozai somewhere far and contained. It also gave the loyalists a story with enough thread to keep them from hanging themselves on it. Azula marked three lines in her newest ledger—legal, survivable, useful—and then lifted her chin.

“Then we must settle succession,” she said, not waiting for a man to clear her throat for her.

All eyes tilted. The Sages looked to Iroh. Iroh, whose gaze had rested on the children all afternoon like a sheltering hand, inhaled once and spoke without embroidery. “By law, the elder brother succeeds. But by wisdom,” he added softly, “the throne belongs to the future it can protect.”

Zuko’s shoulders twitched, as if someone had suggested he wear a crown made of hot tea. “I—uncle—”

Azula, who had practiced breathing like a kettle and also like a knife, cut in before he could drown in modesty. “We need a regency,” she said. “A Fire Lord who can close the wound, while the heir learns to keep it from opening. Uncle wears the crown. Zuko is named Crown Prince and victor of the Agni Kai. I speak when fire needs a sharp voice.”

Iroh glanced at her, then at the Sages, then at the sky he carried behind his eyes. “If the Sages will bind this in law,” he said, “I will accept the flame as regent and bank it when the nation is mended.”

The High Sage bowed. “So recorded.” The other Sages followed, a rustle like agreement.

Zuko exhaled very quietly, the way a boy does when his lungs are learning new work. He didn’t look at Azula; he didn’t have to. His hand brushed the Boat tile at his sash as if to ask it: Still with me?

Azula turned to the Sages. “We also need a message,” she said. “Tonight. Not a whisper for the court. A bell for the world.” She could feel her mother’s thumb cool on her cheek, the first lesson of a different map. She let the memory steady her and then said the thing out loud that people kept swallowing.

“This war is bullshit.”

The High Sage made a noise like a tea cup choking. “Princess—”

“It is bullshit,” Iroh repeated mildly, as if discussing a pastry. “A soldier’s term for a lie that kills.”

The Sages looked scandalized and then, helplessly, relieved.

Azula rolled the White Lotus tile between her fingers. “We do not call anyone a loser,” she said. “We call it a draw. We say both sides—no, all four sides—have demands and deserve to keep their honor. We stop taking land. We offer mercy if they yield. We release prisoners. We help repair what we broke. We let everyone go home with a story they can tell their children without choking on it.”

Zuko found his voice. “Terms,” he said, trying them on like armor. “We promise: no new colonies, no raids. We withdraw from villages that want us gone, with a timetable that keeps people safe. Fire Nation settlers who wish to stay agree to local law. Those who wish to return are ferried home with supplies.”

“And prisoners,” Iroh added. “Everyone, everywhere. A general exchange in the next moon. No labor camps. No debts carried forward.”

“The Water Tribes,” Azula said, thinking of a toddler laughing at a sesame-seed spark. “We end the Southern raids. We send grain south before winter. We return captured boats.”

“The Earth Kingdom,” Zuko murmured, eyes on an invisible map. “Lift blockades. Engineers for bridges we burned. No more trying to break Ba Sing Se like a stick just to prove we can.”

“The Air,” Iroh finished, voice gentled. “We declare the Air Temples sanctuaries. We return every artifact, every scroll. We fund their stewardship in perpetuity. We admit we cannot give back lives; we protect what breath remains.”

A silence settled that wasn’t fear. The Sages took it in—the audacity of mercy, the strategy in not grinding a knee on a neck you could lift instead. This, Azula thought, was what it felt like when a mountain was seen from every window.

The High Sage cleared his throat. “If this is to be the policy of the regency, we will sanctify the announcement. The bell-fire can carry a proclamation to every temple flame in the capital. Messengers will carry it further.”

“Not messengers,” Azula said, and let a smile obey itself. “Witnesses. The same eyes that saw the ring this afternoon. We’ll give them words they will be proud to repeat.”

Iroh turned to her, a question he already knew the answer to resting in the lift of his brow. “Will you speak it, Azula?”

She felt the ledger on her face and the ledger in her ribs slide together, neat. “I will.”

—

Night fell like a curtain meant to be opened again. The plaza before the palace steps filled and then overflowed. Lanterns climbed the air. People who had spent the afternoon pretending not to have seen anything found themselves shoulder to shoulder with others who had seen it, too.

The bells spoke. The bell-fire flared. Iroh stepped forward in crimson, the crown held in both hands, not yet on his head. Zuko stood at his right, hair tied back in simple warrior’s knot, the ring’s ash still ghosting his boots. Azula walked between them and past them, down one step, and another, until she was level with the crowd.

She did not shout. She let the bells be the roof and her voice the room.

“People of the Fire Nation,” she said. “Today Agni Kai was broken and then mended. A man struck from behind and lost his honor. A boy fought clean and won. We all saw. Tonight, we make a different kind of fire: one that warms more than it burns.”

A murmur, like a city exhaling.

“We have fought for a hundred years,” she went on, “and for what? Maps that lie. Glory that rots in the mouth. Children who learn to count with names they shouldn’t have to learn.” She let the word land, plain and unadorned. “This war is bullshit.”

Somewhere in the crowd a laugh broke like a sob; somewhere else, a sob broke like a laugh.

“We will not call anyone a loser,” Azula said. “We will call this what it must be to save lives: a draw. The Fire Nation will take no more land. If our enemies yield, we will show mercy. We will release every prisoner of war and expect the same. We will rebuild bridges we burned. We will feed those we hungered. We will protect the silent air.”

She lifted one hand, palm open, a coin-sized blue flame steady as a witness. “If you wish to stay in Earth villages you built lives in, you will live by their laws. If you wish to come home, we will bring you home. If you want peace, we will give you peace. If you want revenge,” she added, and here her voice cooled enough to hold, “you will be disappointed.”

A ripple of nervous laughter. A deeper ripple of relief.

Iroh stepped to her shoulder, crown still in his hands. “I accept the flame as regent,” he said, “to bank it, not to feed it. I pledge to end the taking and begin the tending. When the nation is mended, the crown passes to Crown Prince Zuko.”

Zuko bowed—not deeply, not prettily, but correctly, and when he straightened his eyes were steady. “I fought my father today,” he said, the truth of it a new weight in the air. “I don’t want to fight your sons. Lay down your hate. Keep your pride. Help us fix this.”

Azula put the last piece in place. “To the Water Tribes: no more raids; your people come home. To the Earth Kingdom: no more sieges; your gates stand for your laws. To the Air: our temples are yours to guard; we will keep your silence safe. To our own: honor is not hunger. Strength is not theft. Mercy is fire under control.”

The bells answered. The crowd did something she had not expected: they began to nod. One person, then ten, then many. Not cheering—agreement. It was less sweet than adoration and far more useful.

The High Sage lifted his staff. “By bell-fire and witness,” he proclaimed, “so recorded.”

Iroh set the crown briefly to his head—just long enough for the law to recognize it—then took it off again and held it, as if reminding the metal who it served. The plaza hummed. Somewhere, the first messenger—no, the first witness—ran for the docks. Elsewhere, another folded these words into a letter for a cousin in Ba Sing Se. In the south, an old woman would soon smile into her tea and say, “I told you the tide would turn.”

Azula felt the White Lotus tile warm like a tiny sun against her wrist. On impulse, she slid it out and pressed its open circle against the stair where she stood, an invisible seal for anyone who knew how to look. Beside her, Zuko’s fingers worried the edge of the Boat tile and then stilled.

“New rule for the Boat,” Iroh murmured, too low for the bells. “When the river agrees to be a road, the captain may sing.”

Zuko huffed a laugh that didn’t hurt. Azula allowed herself, just for now, to let the visible ledger and the true one match perfectly. She turned to the crowd one last time.

“Bank your fires,” she said. “Tomorrow we start fixing.”

The bells rang until the night had no choice but to listen. And for the first time in a hundred years, the city slept without dreaming of conquest.

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Chapter Seven: Breath Made Visible

The day the ambassadors arrived, the palace smelled like ink and steamed buns.

Flags of blue, green, white-and-orange fluttered against red stone. The bells rang like they meant it. Iroh wore the crown only when the law needed to see it; otherwise it sat on the table between the tea and the treaties like a guest who knew when to be quiet. Zuko stood to his right, posture correct and a little defiant. Azula had the White Lotus tile warm against her wrist and three ledgers lined up like cups.

They met in the jade hall. The Water Tribe envoy—broad-shouldered, sea-soft voice—bowed first. The Earth Kingdom minister—stone-cut calm—bowed next. The Air… there was no official Air.

Not yet.

The High Sage read the framework. “No annexations. Withdrawal where requested, by staged timetable. Sanctuary of temples. Exchange of prisoners within one moon. Reparations in grain and labor. Safe return for settlers who wish it; lawful residence for those invited to stay. No losers named; all sides keep honor.”

“Draw,” Azula said, before anyone could dress it in more syllables. “And then we start fixing.”

The Water envoy nodded, relief and suspicion wrestling to a stalemate. “Our southern villages are thin as ribs. Grain ships first.”

“They’re already loading,” Iroh said. “You can send inspectors to the docks before we sign.”

The Earth minister tapped the column that said bridges. “We’ll need engineers who don’t argue with rivers.”

“You’ll have my best,” Zuko said, surprising himself into sounding like a prince. “And we’ll listen to local builders.”

“Temples,” murmured the High Sage, and his voice thinned. “We’ve already posted protection, but—”

“We’re not asking for guards,” the Earth minister said dryly. “We’re asking for you to stop taking their ceilings home as conversation pieces.”

The room made a small, guilty noise. Azula let it hang just long enough to sting, then cut it clean. “Everything stolen goes back,” she said. “And we fund caretaking. Permanently.”

The Water envoy glanced at the open doors, where late light pooled. “And prisoners?”

“Everyone trades everyone,” Iroh said. “No debts. No tricks. Ports open tomorrow at dawn.”

They broke for tea while the scribes made neat lines of their rough ones. In the courtyard, musicians tested a song they hadn’t played in a century. The air felt like it was practicing forgiveness.

That was when the saffron appeared.

They came in small, careful clusters, as if not to startle the day: men and women in faded orange and yellow, heads shaved or braided, the colors old but tended. They moved like breath that had learned to live under floors. When the first of them stepped fully into the court, the way the light met their robe made the room stand up.

The lead monk bowed. He was not young and not fragile. His smile arrived first. “Regent. Princes. Sages. Envoys.”

Iroh bowed back, and it wasn’t theater. “Friend,” he said, voice bright with surprise and something like apology. “Welcome.”

Murmurs bit the edges of the hall; all those mouths had never prepared for this sentence. The Water envoy’s eyes shone. The Earth minister’s chin lifted, as if a weight had slid off the map.

Azula’s visible ledger held steady. The true one wrote, quick and neat: They lived.

“We kept our breath small,” the monk said simply. “And we waited for the world to remember what air is for.” He inclined his head toward the treaty table. “We’re pleased to see it has.”

The High Sage, who had spent decades guarding empty rooms, looked ready to sit down on the floor and cry like a very dignified child. Instead he bowed so low his forehead almost touched stone. “We will return every—everything.”

The monk’s eyes crinkled. “Start with listening. Things will find their places.”

Azula stepped forward. “We’ll need an Air representative to sign,” she said. “If you’re willing.”

“We are,” the monk replied, and then, lightning-quick, gentled his gaze toward the back of the group. “Tashi?”

A man stepped out, plain brown cloak over his saffron, as if he’d forgotten he didn’t need to hide anymore. His face was unremarkable in the way of a man who has survived by being a door no one notices. His eyes were not. They were bright, tired, and absurdly kind. He bowed toward the dais, then turned—and the courtyard tilted.

“Dad?” said Ty Lee.

She shouldn’t have been there by protocol. By life, she always was: pink today instead of red, hair in its high tail, the gravity of seven sisters somehow not touching her. She’d slipped past three attendants and a whole aisle of expectation to lurk by a pillar and practice being quiet. Now, a sound broke out of her that wasn’t quiet at all.

“Dad!” She ran. The man caught her mid-air with practiced hands, spun her once like a secret that could finally be told, and set her down without letting go.

Azula’s ledgers scrambled for a breath. She filed three facts fast: Ty Lee had a father she never named around Ozai. He is here in saffron. He is alive. A fourth fact asked to be seen: Of course.

The man’s voice was a laugh and a prayer. “Ty,” he said, old nickname making the title smaller. “You got taller.”

“You got… orange,” she said, and then wobbled between sob and grin. “Mom’s going to be so mad she didn’t guess.”

The monk in front cleared his throat delicately. “This is Tashi,” he said to the court. “He lived in your city to hide our breath. He married here. He raised daughters with the patience of a saint.” He tilted his head at Ty Lee. “At least one of them took after him.”

Ty Lee went pinker. “I’m just bendy,” she deflected, as always.

“Bendy,” Tashi echoed, fond and sly. He held up a palm—empty, harmless—and breathed. The air between his hand and Ty Lee’s cheek shivered, then kissed her hair into a brief halo.

Ty Lee blinked. Without thinking, she lifted her own hand and exhaled a little giggle the way she had exhaled a thousand laughs—except this time the breath had shape. A curl of air tugged the ribbon at her wrist. It loosened, tied itself again, and settled.

The courtyard made a noise like a sash being let out. Azula did not allow her eyebrows to climb off her face. She just thought, very calmly: Explains a lot.

Iroh’s smile crinkled his scars into something better than pretty. “Light feet,” he murmured. “Air under them all this time.”

Ty Lee turned toward Azula as if she had to check whether she was allowed to have just done that. Her grin trembled on the edge of apology. “Surprise?”

Azula considered the four ledgers at once: face, truth, plan, and the one Ursa had taught her that didn’t have a name. Then she stepped into the space and did the thing she had not always known how to do.

“Congratulations,” she said.

Ty Lee’s grin steadied. “I didn’t know it would— It always felt like almost. But then the bells and the robes and—” She fluttered her fingers helplessly. A stray petal lifted and landed back where it had started, as if embarrassed to have been noticed.

“Peace makes room,” Tashi said softly. “Breath takes it.”

The Water envoy wiped both eyes in a way that suggested he would fight anyone who mentioned it. The Earth minister looked like she might smile on purpose sometime this year. The High Sage, composed again, said with formal care, “Master Tashi, will you sign for the Air, with our apology and our pledge?”

Tashi glanced at Ty Lee. He wore a father’s fear like a second cloak: the kind that asks is it safe yet even after the door is unbarred. Ty Lee bumped his shoulder with hers. “Dad,” she said, gently irreverent. “I can tie my own ribbon.”

He exhaled. “Then we sign.”

They returned to the jade hall. Four pens. Four seals. The crown on the table watching, as it had been taught. The terms became law the way water becomes tea: by heat and patience.

At the end, Azula took the floor the way she took a stance: shoulders down, breath low. “We’ll repeat it,” she said to the room and the listening city. “No losers. A draw. Mercy if you yield. Prisoners come home. We fix what we broke and sit down long enough to learn how not to break it again.”

The Air delegation asked for nothing ornate. “Leave us our temples,” Tashi said. “Bring back the children you took and didn’t realize. Return our things. And when we say ‘no,’ hear it like a bell.”

“Done,” Iroh said.

“Done,” Zuko echoed, and the word fit better this time.

Ty Lee still hovered near her father like a kite that had decided to be a person. She looked at Azula with guilty mischief, the kind that had gotten them both out of trouble and into better. “You’re not mad?”

Azula thought about all the times Ty Lee had hugged air around a room and called it laughter; about the way she’d slipped out of holds like wind through fingers; about the boat tile rule that let you bend things once and a half. She let herself be honest in public.

“I’m impressed,” she said, and watched Ty Lee glow from the inside, which was, it turned out, another form of bending.

“New rule for the Boat,” Iroh murmured at her shoulder, pretending to arrange papers. “When the river meets the wind, the captain may fly a little.”

“Once and a half,” Azula said automatically.

“Twice, if there are pastries,” Zuko contributed, deadpan. The three of them almost smiled like normal people.

Before dismissing the hall, Azula drew the White Lotus tile and pressed its open circle into the wax of the treaty string—not as a seal, but as a small empty reminder: make space. Then she stepped aside so the world could see what it had just agreed to be.

That evening, as port gates swung open and chains fell from cells without ceremony, a breeze moved through the city that no one had ordered. It tasted like jasmine and cooked rice and something else: breath that didn’t have to be small anymore.

On a terrace above the south court, Ty Lee found Azula alone. She practiced again—the tiniest breath, the shyest curl of air, enough to lift a fallen leaf and guide it back to its stem. It held for a second, then fell. She wrinkled her nose. “Needs work.”

“You’ll get it,” Azula said. “Practice quiet. It’s faster.”

Ty Lee slid her hand through the air until her fingers brushed Azula’s. “Thanks,” she said, and the word had the weight of a promise.

“For what?” Azula asked, knowing.

“For picking the right ledger out loud,” Ty Lee said. “So the rest of us could stop whispering.”

Azula looked out over the lanterns climbing into the sky, thought of a boy on red stone not marked, of bells that decided to ring, of saffron that had been hiding in plain sight. She wrote a line where all her ledgers met:

Air was always here. We just made room.

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Chapter Eight: Names on the Wind

Azula chose her battlefield: a line of latitude.

On her desk she drew the route in tidy red strokes—capital to port, port to ice, ice to village—and wrote three lines beneath:

Visible ledger: Return every prisoner, warm, fed, unchained.
True ledger: Give back names.
Plan ledger: Leave more than you take.

Iroh pressed a palm to the map, blessing or habit. “Bring them home,” he said.

Zuko tugged the braid at the nape of his neck, a tell he’d never conquer. “If anyone makes this ugly on the docks,” he added, “make it uglier for them.”

“Only metaphorically,” Azula said, which meant: precisely.

Ty Lee arrived with a bundle of furs and a grin that made winter seem negotiable. “Boats need wind,” she sang, airy on purpose.

“New rule for the Boat,” Azula permitted as they boarded. “When the river becomes the sea, the captain may ask the sky for a push.”

“Twice, if there are pastries,” Zuko called from the pier.

“Bring better ones when I return,” she called back, and the line felt like a charm.

—

They took two ships: one for people, one for food and tools. The gangplanks clanged, ropes thumped, gulls held committee. On the prison barge moored a berth away, a captain with too much starch in his collar waited with a ledger like a shield.

“No chains,” Azula said before he could recite. “No brands. Furs, blankets, broth, and names read aloud. That’s the order of operations.”

“Princess—protocol—” he began, and learned that the coldest blue flame is not always visible.

She walked the line herself. “When I say your name, tell me if I have it wrong,” she told the first woman, and then the hundred after. “We correct maps here.”

A gray-braided man blinked toward the sky until his own name found him and he blinked back to earth. A teenage girl held her bowl with both hands like a ceremony. A small boy hid behind an elder’s leg and came out when Ty Lee made the steam do a shy little roll and kiss his nose.

Halfway down, a woman lifted her head before Azula spoke, as if she’d heard something carried on the ink. Sea-blue eyes. Wind-chapped mouth. A notched necklace string tied with care.

“Kya,” Azula read.

The woman’s hand closed over the string. She did not smile; she breathed a sound that had been waiting for a door. “Present,” she said, voice steady enough to be a mast.

Azula marked the roll and then, for herself, marked this: She stands like a person who has taught other people how to keep standing.

Ty Lee pressed a fur to Kya’s shoulders, quick and matter-of-fact. The woman’s eyes softened, then sharpened again. “There are sick in the aft hold,” she told Azula in a tone that assumed competence. “Frost-bite, old breaks set wrong, despair. Your healers should start there.”

“They’ve started,” Azula said. “Tell me what we missed.”

Kya’s mouth tilted—approval on probation. “Cook the broth longer,” she said. “And teach your men to sing while they work. Hands move better to a rhythm.”

“Noted,” Azula said, and it was.

By dusk the last lock turned. By moonrise the last chain lay in a neat, shameful pile. Azula lit it with a coin of blue fire that burned without smoke. The metal glowed, and for a moment the heap looked beautiful, the way a wound looks beautiful when it is finally clean.

“No more inventory,” she told the captain with the starched collar, handing him back a ledger full of corrections. “Only people.”

They sailed south with holds that breathed. Ty Lee took the night watches and learned the wind’s moods; sometimes she coaxed a gust with the gentlest promise of air, a hush of help no flag could read. Azula walked the decks with a brazier and learned to be useful in small warm ways: a flame held to a bowl, a wick lit, a pot kept at a simmer just when it wanted to boil.

Kya became a quiet pivot on the people’s ship. She moved from pallet to pallet with hands that knew when to press and when to simply be present. Once she found Azula on the lee side, cheeks stung red, studying the seam of cloud and horizon.

“You’re young to be doing this,” Kya said, not unkind.

“I am the age I am,” Azula replied, which was both evasive and true.

Kya hummed. “We stopped counting winters when it made us small. We counted stories instead. You’re choosing a good one.” She rested her palms on the rail. “Mercy is a practice. Keep practicing.”

Azula filed it where Ursa kept her better sentences: under use later, at the exact right time.

They crossed the line where the sea learned to bite. The world went white and then whiter. The ships bellied into a bay that was mostly suggestion and memory. On the far shore, a scatter of tents and bone frames huddled under the sky like a handful of teeth. A horn sounded—thin, brave.

No soldiers disembarked first. Azula walked the gangplank with her hands visible and her flame banked. Ty Lee came beside her with a crate labeled GRAIN as if it were a bouquet. Behind them, Water Tribe prisoners—no, people—stood in a line that had no order but gravity.

An old woman stood at the front of the receiving party, back straight as a spear haft, hair white as surf. Beside her, a boy with a boomerang and an invented scowl, trying too hard to be granite; a girl younger than Azula by a handful of summers, braids tied with blue, face wide open like the horizon. The girl’s eyes went to Kya and grew even wider, as if the world had just spun under her feet to bring the right thing into view.

The old woman spoke first. “I am Kanna,” she said. “We’ve held what we could.”

“I am Azula,” Azula said, and kept her titles behind her teeth. “We brought home what we took.”

Kya stepped forward, the sea moving under her bones. For a heartbeat no one breathed. Then the girl with the braids made a sound like the first crack in spring ice and flew.

“Mom!”

Kya caught her, arms bracing for an impact you carry for years. The boy’s scowl broke; it turned out to be a dam all along. Kanna didn’t move at all—only her mouth did, making a word old enough to be a prayer and a nickname at once.

The village noise bent around the reunion and kept a respectful distance. Ty Lee suddenly needed to study a snowflake at very close range. Azula stood at the edge and did nothing. Do not make a gift about yourself was a rule she had learned too late and intended to keep forever.

When Kya had kissed the top of both heads and Kanna’s brow and every bone that could be kissed without embarrassment, she turned back to Azula. There was salt on her face that did not come from the sea.

“You have my thanks,” she said.

“You have what is yours,” Azula answered. Then, because the visible ledger and the true one currently matched, she added, “And more. Grain in the second hold, tools in the third. Engineers in the spring, sooner if the passes allow. No soldiers unless invited; no flags unless you hang them yourselves.”

The boy—boomerang hugged like a shield—studied her with an expression she recognized: a ledger trying to decide what to write. “What’s the catch?” he asked, because someone had to be the part of the village that still had teeth.

“Peace is the catch,” Azula said. “It requires maintenance.”

The girl’s eyes—blue and unguarded—flicked to the brazier at Azula’s elbow, then to the sea. She lifted a hand, too small to be a wave, and somewhere beyond the ice edge a slosh answered. Azula made a note without letting it move her face: She has the sea’s ear.

“Names,” Kanna said, steel returning to protocol. “We will say them all out loud.”

So they did, on the packed snow before tents stitched with old stories. Azula read; Kanna repeated; the village echoed; the person stepped forward to be wrapped, to be wept upon, to be fed. When Bato limped into his mother’s arms, even the wind paused to listen. When a boy younger than Sokka blinked at the world with the orphan’s responsible eyes and did not find the figure he was looking for, Kya’s hand went to his shoulder and stayed there.

“This is the part after the bells,” Ty Lee whispered at Azula’s side. “The quiet part where the real thing happens.”

Azula nodded. “Banking the fire.”

They opened the grain in full view. They stacked tools where hands could test their weight. The Fire Nation sigils on the crates were scraped away and replaced with a painted circle left empty in the middle. A child asked what it meant.

“Space,” Ty Lee said, fluttering a tiny breeze through the open ring. “For breath.”

That night they did not hold court. They held a meal. The fat cracked on the seal meat and made an honest smell. Azula sat where she could be seen and not in the way. Kya came to her once with a bowl and a look.

“Eat,” the woman said, tone that brooked no argument.

Azula obeyed. The soup was a story of bones and patience and salt. She listened to the village talk around her: the way people’s voices sound when they start rearranging the furniture in their heads to make room for something better. Sometime after the second ladle, the boy with the boomerang came and set it on the ground between them, a peace offering disguised as a brag.

“It’s good wood,” he said gruffly.

“It looks fast,” she said, and that was that.

Kya sat with her later by the edge of the village, where the ice hummed secrets into the night. “Fixing takes longer than breaking,” she said, eyes on her children—both of them asleep in a pile of cousin and blanket. “We can be patient. We had practice.”

“We’ll send more,” Azula said. “And anything we sent that harms more than it helps, we will take back.”

Kya’s mouth made a shape that could be approval. “Come back in spring. See what you started.”

Azula found herself saying, “I will,” and meant it.

On the second morning, they walked the shoreline where the sea decided each hour whether to be solid or story. Ty Lee skipped ahead, tapping her breath into little half-moons that kissed the snow and vanished. Azula watched the horizon the way she’d learned to watch men: for the moment something decided to be different.

Far out, a line of ice rose, sank, rose again. The sound that followed wasn’t thunder. It was older and rounder—a whale’s hymn, or a mountain remembering. The village dogs pricked their ears. Kanna squinted at a blue hill far beyond the floe line and frowned like a woman who had known too many maps.

“What is it?” Ty Lee asked, hand shading her eyes.

“Tomorrow’s problem,” Azula said, which was not a dismissal so much as a promise. She tucked the White Lotus tile under the edge of a crate of grain, open circle up, a private seal that meant leave room.

On the day they cast off, the village gathered on the shore. Kya hugged Ty Lee and made her promise to visit with pastries. She took Azula’s hand with both of hers and did not let go until she had finished saying, “Mercy is a practice.” Then she squeezed once more, fiercer. “And a habit.”

Azula inclined her head. “We will make it one.”

As the ships drifted out, the girl with the braids stood on a hummocked rise and watched until they were colors and then only lines and then only the idea of departure. She lifted a hand; the water lifted back, a polite mirror. On the quarterdeck, Azula did not wave. She stood straight and watched the village become smaller without becoming less.

Ty Lee leaned close. “New rule for the Boat?”

Azula allowed herself the smallest smile. “When the water remembers its own name, the captain listens.”

Ty Lee breathed a laugh that tugged the sails in the friendliest way. Behind them, the bay closed like a healed cut. Ahead, beyond the white line where sea becomes sky, the blue hill waited with the patience of someone who has been sleeping a very long time.

Azula wrote one line where all her ledgers met: We brought names home. Tomorrow, we wake one.

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Chapter Nine: The Long Breath

Morning put a line of light across the bay and stopped, as if unsure how to proceed.

Out past the floe edge, the blue hill they’d marked yesterday rose again, sighed, and sank. The sound came a moment later—round and old, like a drum under snow. The village gathered without anyone calling it; even the dogs arranged themselves into question marks.

Azula picked her battlefield and stepped onto it: ice that held if you didn’t argue. “No soldiers,” she said. “Kya, with me. Sokka—boomerang only. Katara—”

The girl looked up, already listening to something the rest of them couldn’t hear.

“—you’ll know when,” Azula finished.

Ty Lee padded at her elbow, breath making small tidy eddies in the air. “New rule for the Boat?”

“When the sea holds its breath,” Azula said, “the captain does the same.”

They reached the berg as it shouldered up once more. Not a hill. An egg. The ice was thick and layered, a hundred winters sleeping in a single place. Inside: the suggestion of a shape, a wheel of air trapped mid-turn, fur and fabric and something like a bell swallowed whole.

Kya set her palm to the surface and closed her eyes. “We melt, not break,” she said. “Slow. Around, not through.”

Azula banked a coin of blue flame to her fingertips and traced a patient circle. The heat went in without smoke. Kya lifted and turned, water answering her hands with the obedience of an old friend. The berg sweated. It forgot a little.

The circle widened, thinned. Behind Azula, Katara drew in a breath that belonged to the entire bay. She exhaled. The water inside the circle softened with a sound like a rope unknotted. A seam showed itself.

“Now,” Kya murmured.

Katara pushed. Ice remembered being water. The seam sighed open. Light went in where it hadn’t been allowed.

And then the world reached up and opened its throat.

A column of brightness punched the sky. Snow jumped. Sokka fell backward into a drift with dignity. Ty Lee’s hair lifted in a joy it couldn’t help. Azula did not flinch. She had learned what to be afraid of; light was not on the list.

When the glare let them see again, a boy lay in the hollow, curled around a staff. He was all knees and shaved scalp and confusion. His chest hitched. He sat up too fast, saw the ring of faces, and nearly tipped back again.

“Hi,” he said, because some words are a reflex that survives catastrophes.

“Hi,” Ty Lee said back, immediate and delighted.

The boy blinked. He took in Kya’s water on her hands, Sokka’s weapon, Katara’s breath still linked with the sea, Azula’s flame a careful coin. He swallowed. His voice tried for casual and landed on brave. “I’m Aang.”

Azula let the visible ledger be the same as the true one. “Azula,” she said. “This is Ty Lee, Sokka, Katara, Kya, and a village that held on. We opened your door.”

Aang’s eyes skated past her—over the bay, the sky, the people who had taken up the space where time should have been. “How long?” he asked, and the word had the weight of a sentence you can’t interrupt with good news.

“A hundred years,” Kya said gently. “Give or take a winter.”

Aang’s throat worked. The air around him trembled the way a thought trembles between choosing two bad ways to be true. Ty Lee slid a half step closer without making it about her. “Breathe with me?” she said. “Just once.”

They did: in, the size of a kettle deciding not to sing; out, the size of a secret deciding not to rot. The tremble softened. Aang’s eyes found Ty Lee’s ribbon twitch and followed it as if grateful for a small, ridiculous thing.

“Avatar Aang,” came a voice from the edge of the ice.

Tashi stepped forward, saffron vivid against the white, hands open, eyes that had learned how to survive softening into something that didn’t need to anymore. He bowed—not the deep bend of supplication but the hinge of kin recognizing kin. “We kept our breath small,” he said, “but not gone.”

Aang made a sound that wasn’t words. Tashi lifted a palm and shaped a tiny ring in the air between them—no show, no flourish, just the old gesture of welcome. Aang mirrored it without thinking. The ring steadied. Somewhere in the village, an old woman began to cry the way people do when a story finally puts down its suitcase.

“Are there—” Aang’s voice broke. He swallowed. “Monks? Temples?”

“Some,” Tashi said. “Enough to begin again. The temples stand. We’ve kept them as best we could, and we’re still bringing pieces home.”

Aang closed his eyes and opened them because he was twelve and there wasn’t time for the kind of falling that never ends. He looked at Azula next, because she stood like a problem with a solution and also because the blue fire hadn’t touched him when it could have.

“Fire Nation,” he said, and made it a fact, not an accusation.

“Yes,” Azula said. “We ended the taking. We called the war what it is. We are returning everyone we took, starting here. We are giving back land, things, and breath. The man who called himself Fire Lord has been removed by law. Iroh is regent; Zuko is heir. I am here to make sure maps match mountains.”

Sokka’s mouth twitched like a man who wanted to argue on principle and found the principle well-fed. Katara’s hand crept toward her mother’s without taking it. Kya kept her palm on the ice, steadying something larger than her own balance.

Aang sat with all of that on his shoulders and did not pretend it was light. He looked down at the staff he’d been sleeping around for a century. He looked back up at the girl with the ribbon. “You’re Air,” he said, half question, half wonder.

Ty Lee brightened and tried not to. “Once and a half,” she said. She lifted two fingers and coaxed a breath into being so soft it barely counted as a breeze. It tugged the corner of Aang’s sleeve like a shy friend.

He laughed, and the sound cracked and healed in the same breath. “That helps,” he admitted.

Azula understood which ledger needed to be on the outside and put it there. “We owe you apology,” she said. “Not the kind that buys forgiveness. The kind that names what was done and doesn’t demand anything back. The Fire Nation killed your people and tried to kill your air. We cannot undo that. We can stop doing it. We can fix what will let itself be fixed. We can feed what we starved and guard what we broke.”

Aang stared at her for a long moment that was short only because the cold decided to be kind. “Did you do it?” he asked, and he didn’t make it sound like a trap. He made it sound like a map.

“No,” Azula said. “But I was born in the house that ordered it. I carry that with me. I am choosing what to set down.”

Aang looked at Tashi. Tashi nodded once, as if to say: This is the right kind of sentence to begin with. Aang looked at Katara. She hadn’t taken her eyes off him since he’d said Aang. She gave him a look that contained exactly three truths: you’re alive, you’re late, we’re glad. He looked at Sokka, who squared his shoulders and failed to look unimpressed. He looked at Kya, who had the hands of someone you could fall apart next to without breaking.

He looked back at Azula. “Okay,” he said. “Then… let’s fix it.”

Somewhere in the village a pot lid clanged—someone remembering there were mouths to fill besides their own grief. Ty Lee exhaled and made a little gust that hustled a cloth back over a crate. Kya smiled with one corner of her mouth; it was the corner that promised soups and scoldings in equal measure.

A shaggy head drifted up behind the boy like a small island giving itself away. The animal blinked six lashes at the crowd and groaned a greeting that shook snow from a tent three rows back.

“Appa!” Aang scrambled, then slipped, then laughed like someone who’d found the floor again. He planted his face in fur. Appa huffed. Sokka took a respectful step backward because that was a lot of bison. Katara stepped forward like the world had just added a new best thing.

“Can he stay?” Aang asked, sudden and child. “In the village? I mean—he’s big.”

Kanna, who had outlived enough absolutes to be good at the new kind, nodded. “He can stay as long as he doesn’t eat the sleds.”

Appa sneezed. Three sleds moved half a foot to the left. Ty Lee giggled. Tashi hid a smile in a cough. Azula did not smile. She let her eyes say fine and her mouth say nothing.

They brought Aang in under the rattle of bone charms. Kya wrapped him in fur and preempted the shivers. He ate like someone whose body remembered exactly what hunger felt like. When he tried to excuse himself to go look for a monk who had been gone a hundred winters, Tashi put a hand on his shoulder and said, “He waits for you in the way that matters. But today you wait with the living.”

After food came the uncomfortable part that had to be done right.

They made a circle in the big tent. Aang sat between Katara and Ty Lee; Appa’s nose occupied an entire side of the room. Azula faced him without any of the furniture of power except the posture she wore when telling the truth.

She told it: the bells that did not ring the night a crown was stolen; the duel where the loser struck from behind; the ring she stepped into; the sentence that put a monster into silence instead of a story; the regency; the draw; the promise to stop taking; the release of prisoners—“that’s why we were here,” she added, because usefulness should be named—; the engineers and the grain; the Air that had survived by making itself small.

She did not ask for absolution. When she finished, she put one more piece on the floor between them like a tile in a game. “If you need to be angry later,” she said, “don’t save it for me. Spend it where it belongs. But if you spend some on me anyway, I’ll hold it until it cools.”

Aang’s eyes were wet in the way of boys who have decided not to hide it. He nodded. “You fixed the thing in front of you,” he said. “You didn’t cause it. That helps.”

Sokka coughed into his fist. “I still think ‘draw’ is a bit generous.”

“It got us our people back,” Kya said, dry as ice. “We can afford to be generous when we’re not starving.”

Katara leaned around Appa’s nose. “Are there really Air Nomads?” she asked, breathless and respectful. “Like—more?”

Tashi inclined his head. “There are pockets. Children hidden as apprentices and daughters. We will gather openly now.” He looked at Aang. “We will take you to the Southern Temple when you have slept.”

Aang’s mouth made the shape of a thank-you and a prayer at once. He swayed where he sat, the long breath ending. Ty Lee let a little air cradle the back of his neck so he could pretend he hadn’t needed it.

“Rest,” Azula said, standing. “Tomorrow, we move.”

Ty Lee walked Aang to a pallet as if they were both still twelve and none of this weighed what it weighed. “New rule for the Boat,” she whispered, because not everything had to be heavy.

Aang settled under fur, eyes already closing. “What is it?”

“When the wind comes back,” she said, “the captain lets it.”

He smiled into sleep.

Outside, the sky cleared in a way that made stars look like a map even Azula allowed herself to trust. She stood at the edge of the village and listened to a hundred breaths: human, bison, dog, sea. Tashi came to stand beside her without asking permission.

“You chose the hard ledger,” he said.

“I chose the true one,” she corrected. “Hard is a side effect.”

He made a small noise that might have been approval. “We’ll take him to the temple at dawn.”

“We’ll escort you,” Azula said. “Engineers can find their own mountains to argue with for a day.”

He glanced sideways. “You’re different than the stories.”

“So is the story,” she said.

She slid the White Lotus tile from her sleeve and pressed the open circle into the frost on the tent post nearest Aang’s sleeping place. It left a clean ring that filled in as the air moved. Beside her, Ty Lee breathed and the flame on the nearest brazier steadied.

Visible ledger: We woke the Avatar.
True ledger: We apologized first.
Plan ledger: Tomorrow, we carry him home.