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1. Onanist by lumoverse

   Fandoms: Original Work  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   18 Dec 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Original Male Character/Original Male Character
   • Original Male Character(s)
   • Original Characters
   • Adriel Valencia
   • Cyril Anastasiou
   • Trans Male Character
   • Religious Cults
   • Religious Guilt
   • Trans Character
   • Queer Guilt
   • Alternate Universe
   • oc au
   • Title from an Ethel Cain Song
   • Additional Warnings In Author's Note
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Eventual Smut
   • Sexual Coercion
   • Church Sex
   • Inappropriate Use of a Confessional
   • Smut
   • Shameless Smut
   • Foreplay
   • Confessioning your sins as Foreplay
   • Oral Sex
   • Oral Fixation
   • Cunnilingus
   • Loss of Virginity
   • Author is Ex-Catholic
   • Sexual Overstimulation
   • Original Character(s)
   • Size Difference
   • submissive top
   • puppy top
   • First Time
   • Fluff
   • Dom/sub Undertones
   • Vaginal Fingering
   • Body Worship
   • Vaginal Sex
   • Squirting and Vaginal Ejaculation
   • accidental leglock
   • Missionary Position
   • pun intended
   • Cowgirl Position
   • Multiple Orgasms
   • Multiple Sex Positions
   • not all of it is in the church
   • he just eats his boypussy in the church... okay?
   • Choking Kink
   • The top has the choking kink
   • Light Masochism
   • Aftercare
   • Religious Imagery & Symbolism
   • Nipple Play
   • Nipple Licking
   • briefly
   • but his tits are mentioned a lot
   • Road Trips
   • thoroughfare (ethel cain) if it had a good ending basically
   • Smut is in Chapter 2

   Summary

   I want to know love.

   I want to know what it feels like.

   It feels good.

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   When Adriel was at his lowest, the church saved him and took him in as family. He spent every day devoted to God and his teachings. Nothing could break his vow of priesthood, not even the dark secrets he hides underneath. Adriel loved his tiny, faith-centered community; he recognized every face in the pews. But one winter day, an unfamiliar male pulls him aside after one of his sermons and asks for a confession.

   Series

   • Part 1 of Alternative Universes

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   19,644

   Chapters:

   2/2

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