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1. "If you want to, only if you want to" || BokuAka by TooRareTooDie

   Fandoms: Haikyuu!!  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   17 Nov 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Akaashi Keiji/Bokuto Koutarou
   • Akaashi Keiji
   • Bokuto Koutarou
   • author projection
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Bokuto Koutarou is a Good Significant Other
   • Akaashi Keiji is a Mess
   • Akaashi Keiji Needs a Hug
   • Self-Hatred
   • Self-Esteem Issues
   • Self-Worth Issues
   • Everyone is Gay
   • no beta we die like daichi
   • shit how do i tag
   • I'm not good at writing fluff btw
   • Internalized Homophobia

   Summary

   For Akaashi, it's another one of those days. One of those days where he finally breaks down behind his perfect, calm composure. When his collected mask starts to crumble and fall. But Bokuto? Bokuto will always be there to pick up the broken pieces.

    

   (Title from If you want to by beabadoobee)

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