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1. The Sin by MargoBlack for Life_is_Meh

   Fandoms: Law & Order: SVU  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   19 Dec 2025

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Rafael Barba/Dominick "Sonny" Carisi Jr.
   • Rafael Barba
   • Dominick "Sonny" Carisi Jr.
   • Catholic Guilt
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Past Physical Child Abuse
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • First Time
   • Anal Sex
   • Its christmas!

   Summary

   Rafael Barba was born a sin, six months after a shotgun wedding, raised under the belt and the crucifix. Faith was less a comfort than a reminder to behave.

   Forty years on, the fear still lingers, patient as ever.

   Written for Secret Santa 2025

   Language:

   English

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   6,509

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