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1. Please dont show me the light anymore... it might still hurt. (WIP) (Squidswag) by Milktik

   Fandoms: Lifesteal SMP, Unstable Universe (Web Series)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/F, F/M, M/M, Multi
   • Work in Progress

   25 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Ashswag/TheRealSquiddo (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Ashswag & Reddoons (Video Blogging RPF)
   • TheRealSquiddo & Wemmbu (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Kaboodle & TheRealSquiddo (Video Blogging RPF)
   • 4CVIT & MrCube6 & TheRealSquiddo (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Branzy & TheRealSquiddo (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Ashswag & Branzy (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Ashswag & ClownPierce (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Ashswag (Video Blogging RPF)
   • TheRealSquiddo (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Wemmbu (Video Blogging RPF)
   • ClownPierce (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Branzy (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Kaboodle (Video Blogging RPF)
   • JumperWho (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Mapicc (Video Blogging RPF)
   • FlameFrags (Video Blogging RPF)
   • ManePear (Video Blogging RPF)
   • 4CVIT (Video Blogging RPF)
   • MrCube6 (Video Blogging RPF)
   • PrinceZam (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Liam | Block Facts
   • Daniel Cockett | SB737
   • Brandon | MinuteTech
   • SpokeIsHere (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Alternate Universe - College/University
   • How Do I Tag
   • Fluff and Angst
   • She/Her and They/Them Pronouns for TheRealSquiddo (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Not RPF
   • Fiction
   • Recovered Memories
   • Glitch Ashswag (Video Blogging RPF)

   Summary

   (UMM ITS MY FIRST FIC EVER SO LIKE SHUT UP IF ITS BAD ITS JUST ME BABLING)
   This is an au in which after killing squiddo in unstable, ash is filled with so much hate for himself, but one day while going to his classes as he was once again participating in an smp called "lifesteal smp" he saw that one girl he wished to never see again, fortunately she forgot about him as his "unstable" persona?.... well that means he will be able to have some sort of relief right?. Well, let's just say that not only he, but the whole server was shocked to see who she would be paired up with for rooming assignments.

   ...
   Squiddo can't remember... can she?

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   6,579

   Chapters:

   7/12

   Comments:

   31

   Kudos:

   93

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