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1. andante, andante (oh, please don’t let me down) by lovedays

   Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   24 Dec 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Anya | Ilya Rozanov's Dog
   • Spoilers for Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)
   • (this is set towards the end of the book)
   • Depression
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Self-Hatred
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicidal Ideation
   • Implied/Referenced Character Death
   • Angst
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Domestic Fluff
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Angst with a Happy Ending

   Summary

   It’s automatic, taking care of Anya like this. Despite the darkness in his head, and the pit resting in his ribs, Ilya manages to ground himself to her. Shane can be just as grounding, but it’s Anya that allows him to let his mind smooth out and focus on just about nothing.

   Because if Ilya thinks of Shane, the worst thoughts always return.

   OR, Ilya’s depression gets the better of him.

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