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1. I kissed the scars on his skin by RyverStyx for ItsMe_TheKeys

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   12 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov & Svetlana Vetrova
   • David Hollander/Yuna Hollander
   • Shane Hollander & Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander & Shane Hollander
   • Yuna Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • David Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Hayden Pike & Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • David Hollander
   • Yuna Hollander
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • Self-Harm
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • yearning man
   • Ilya yearns
   • Ilya is suicidal
   • this is nowhere near cannon
   • Boys In Love
   • Idiots in Love
   • Hockey
   • Scars
   • kissing scars
   • internal love confessions
   • Unconfessed Love
   • a man who yearns is a man who earns
   • hotel room
   • meow
   • Author Is Sleep Deprived
   • Not Beta Read
   • Death
   • Bleh
   • Found Family
   • Anxiety
   • Childhood Trauma
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Stargazing
   • completed work
   • Smut
   • Fluff
   • Blowjobs
   • Anal Sex
   • Engagement
   • Birthday Fluff
   • Birthday Sex
   • I love you guys

   Summary

   The title is a PTV ref! Anyways, this is my own little au. I love Ilya and I honestly could not imagine coping with some of the situations he was in. So, in this fic, alcohol and cigarettes aren't enough for him anymore so he starts cutting. He manages to hide it while Shane is dating Rose, so it gets pretty bad. When Shane and Ilya reunite, Shane knows somethings up. That night, he kisses every single scar that now dots Ilya's body.

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