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Kaz Brekker learned the city in fragments.
He learned it in the steady drumbeat of subway rails beneath his feet as he crossed from Brooklyn into Manhattan each morning, in the chalky taste of overbrewed coffee from the campus café, in the echo of footsteps ricocheting off marble hallways as students hurried between lectures. He learned it in the unspoken rules of survival: keep your head down, your thoughts sharper than your smile, and never let anyone see what they could use against you.
College had been a calculated choice. A degree in finance and economics—clean, legitimate, unremarkable. He dressed the part: dark coats, gloves even in early fall, hair neat and eyes unreadable. Professors praised his precision. Students avoided him instinctively. Kaz preferred it that way.
It made his life predictable.
Until the day it wasn’t.
It happened between lectures, in the narrow slice of time when the campus hummed without fully waking. Kaz had taken a shortcut through the old performance annex—a converted warehouse at the edge of campus housing rehearsal spaces, dance studios, and the kind of creative chaos he normally avoided. He only meant to pass through.
Music drifted out first.
Low, almost inaudible. A steady pulse, like a heartbeat slowed down. Kaz stopped without realizing he’d done so, his hand hovering near the doorframe of Studio C.
Inside, a girl was spinning.
Aerial silks—long ribbons of deep crimson fabric—hung from the ceiling, pooling softly on the polished floor. She moved with them as though they were extensions of her body, wrapping and releasing, lifting herself skyward with a strength that looked effortless only because it wasn’t.
Kaz forgot to breathe.
She climbed with fluid precision, her bare feet flexing against the fabric, her body folding and unfurling midair. Every motion was intentional. Every line deliberate. She spun, upside down now, hair cascading toward the floor like spilled ink, arms opening wide as though she trusted the air to hold her.
Kaz stood frozen, his mind stripped bare.
This—this was not chaos. This was discipline wearing grace like a second skin.
The music faded. She stilled, suspended high above the ground, before descending with controlled ease. When her feet touched the floor, she rested her forehead briefly against the silk, eyes closed, breathing deep.
Kaz stepped back before she could turn.
He didn’t know why he fled. Only that something inside him—a locked door, bolted shut for years—had rattled on its hinges.
He didn’t go back the next day.
Or the day after.
But the week pressed on, and the image followed him: the strength in her shoulders, the reverence of her movements, the way the world seemed to pause when she was in motion.
So Kaz adjusted his schedule.
He learned hers.
Every Thursday afternoon, Studio C. Low music. Aerial silks.
He watched from the doorway at first, then from the hallway bench, pretending to scroll through notes or textbooks while his attention anchored itself entirely to the space where she moved. He never stayed long enough to be caught. He told himself it was harmless—an observation, nothing more.
But weeks passed, and admiration sharpened into something dangerous.
Inej Ghafa knew she was being watched.
She had learned long ago to feel eyes on her skin—to recognize the subtle shift in air, the faint prickle between her shoulder blades. At first, she thought nothing of it. College campuses were full of curious passersby.
But this presence was consistent.
Quiet. Still. Respectful in its distance.
She never caught him staring outright. Only glimpses: a dark coat disappearing around a corner, a figure absorbed in a notebook a little too intently. He never interrupted. Never approached.
She found herself wondering about him.
So one afternoon, after finishing her routine, she slipped out early and followed him.
Kaz sensed it immediately.
The rhythm behind him was wrong. Too deliberate. He slowed, letting the space between them close, his hand tightening around the strap of his bag.
He stopped abruptly and turned.
She nearly collided with him.
Up close, she was softer than he expected. Dark eyes bright with mischief, hair pulled back in a simple braid, chalk dust faint on her hands.
She tilted her head. “You’re very good at disappearing,” she said lightly.
Kaz stiffened. “You’re mistaken.”
“Am I?” Her smile widened. “Because if I were a paranoid person, I might think you’d been watching me practice every Thursday for the last month.”
He crossed his arms defensively. “I wasn’t hiding.”
“No,” she agreed. “You were lurking.”
His mouth twitched despite himself.
“Well,” she continued, “if you’re going to watch, you might as well do it properly.”
She gestured back toward the studio. “Come tomorrow. Sit inside. I don’t bite.”
“I’m busy,” he said automatically.
She leaned closer, eyes sparkling. “So am I. Make time.”
And just like that, their strange little orbit shifted.
Kaz came the next day.
He sat at the edge of the studio with his laptop open, pen moving across a page, posture rigidly casual. Inej warmed up without comment, stretching and climbing, her presence filling the room with something bright and alive.
He pretended not to watch.
She pretended not to notice that he always did.
It became routine.
Kaz would arrive early, stake out his spot, bury himself in coursework while Inej practiced. Sometimes she’d ask his opinion on a transition or a drop. Sometimes she’d tease him for staring too hard.
“You’ll strain something,” she warned once, hanging upside down directly in his line of sight.
“I’m studying,” he replied flatly.
She laughed—a sound that wrapped around him like sunlight.
Weeks turned into months. Their conversations grew easier. She learned about his classes. He learned about her performances across the city, small venues and showcases where gravity seemed optional.
One evening, as they packed up together, she said casually, “You should come see me perform.”
Kaz hesitated. “Crowds aren’t my thing.”
“I’ll save you a seat,” she said gently. “Front row.”
He agreed before he could talk himself out of it.
A month later, Kaz stood outside the theater with a bouquet of wildflowers clenched in his gloved hand.
He’d remembered, of course. She’d mentioned once—offhandedly—that she loved flowers that looked like they’d been stolen from a field rather than arranged in a shop window.
Inside, a seat waited for him in the front row. A small card rested against it, his name written in elegant script.
Kaz didn’t sit.
He went backstage instead.
He knocked once.
“Come in!”
His heart stuttered.
She stood before him in sea-green silk that shimmered under the lights, kohl lining her eyes, hair braided with golden chains and tassels dangling from the end of her plait. She looked—breathtaking.
“These are for you," he says and extended the flowers to her. She looked down at them, lingering on the flowers and when she looked up at him again, she was beaming.
Carefully she accepts the flowers proffered to her and brought it up to her face, inhaling their scent. Her smile brightened, if that was possible and Kaz has the keen feeling he's about to die.
"Thank you, Kaz, you didn't have to."
He shrugged, feeling more and more aware of the situation he's put himself in. "Think of it as a debt repaid for all the free performances you let me attend."
She laughed and lightly shoved him. "It's called being friendly, silly. Not everyone does things with the sole intention to be owed something later."
Maybe not you, he mused in his head, but most do. Even so, it stung, to have their relationship labelled as such. Somehow, it felt inadequate to how he felt about all the time they spent together. Or perhaps those moments he treassured were just precious to Kaz? Perhaps someone as remarkable as Inej, who was brave enough to find compassion for most, did not find their moments alone to be anything exceptional from the friendship she regularly extended to others. Maybe—maybe he had misread things.
But then Inej stepped forward, lowering the bouquet, her dark lashes framing those romantic eyes. "Did you find your name on the VIP section? I saved you a seat."
He swallowed. "Yes, I did."
She gave him a small smile. "Good. You're my good luck charm. I need you in the audience front and centre."
He raised a brow. "Is that so?"
She nodded, her eyes glimmering, a strange fondness shaping her expression. And then, Kaz isn't sure what it was. Maybe it was the fact he has kept his heart locked up for months now. Maybe the suggestion they were merely friends jolted something in him in place. But something in him fortified itself and braved it. He stepped forward, closing the sliver of the distance that remaind between them and lifted his gloved hand to Inej's cheek. His thumb brushed against the high point of her cheekbone, and slowly, he lowered his head until his lips pressed against her hair, right on the edge of her forehead. He whispered against the midnight of her hair, "Go break a leg. I'll be watching."
She closes her eyes for a heartbeat, leaning into his touch.
When she takes the stage, she flies.
And Kaz Brekker watches, no longer from the shadows, heart wide open, knowing—finally—that she was worth the risk of falling.