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1. Like a drowning man gasping for air. by themoonwhispers

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   27 Dec 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Self-Reflection
   • Letters
   • Idiots in Love
   • Self-Acceptance
   • googletranslator
   • afterTHEcall
   • externalcharacter
   • please don't translate - i love you

   Summary

   Ilya trying to express to Shane what and how he feels about him, because he heard (from a website) that a good way to feel lighter about feelings was to write them down.

   Or this happening right after the call, Ilya is overthinking and writes to release stress.

   (I'm sorry, I'm not good at summaries)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   670

   Chapters:

   1/?

   Kudos:

   24

   Hits:

   352