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1. Winter’s Chill Is On My Heart / Terror Made Me Cruel by nobodysseus

   Fandoms: The Terror (TV 2018), The Terror (TV 2018) RPF  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   31 Dec 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • John Irving (1815-c.1848)/Edward Little (1811-c.1848)
   • John Irving (1815-c.1848)
   • Edward Little (1811-c.1848)
   • Neptune (The Terror)
   • Mary Irving
   • Post-Canon
   • Religious Guilt
   • Survivor Guilt
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Bath Sex
   • Bathing/Washing
   • Erectile Dysfunction
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Mutual Masturbation
   • Established Relationship
   • Permanent Injury
   • Period Typical Attitudes
   • Living Together

   Summary

   “With tearful eyes, closed and sleep-drunk, Edward feels John’s pruney palms cup his face and lead him nervously into their third kiss that evening; boiler-hot, sweaty, and fueled by a pure, sacred devotion—fingertips purposely kept out of touch as Edward clings impossibly closer. A love so heavenly, yet human in a manner that feels undeserved.”

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   English

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