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    Blade tries his best to find some meaning in his never-ending life. After all, his funeral is many Amber Eras away. There is too much time on his hands, so he may as well spend it wisely with his companions.

    Life is not always cruel, much to his surprise. But even if it were, Blade thinks he can still find it in himself to live for them.

    Perhaps that is what love means, though it is buried beneath the resentment he knows he has to feel. And he tries to keeps it a secret, but a small wistful part of him — free from the Mara and intrusive thoughts — wishes that he could be worthy enough to be the devoted husband he once was.

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