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1. Cumbersome and heavy body by Sweettree

   Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Not Rated
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   23 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Ottawa Centaurs Team Ensemble & Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Ottawa Centaurs Team Ensemble
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Zane Boodram
   • Evan Dykstra
   • Troy Barrett
   • Brandon Wiebe
   • Young (Game Changers)
   • Team as Family
   • Ottawa Centaurs (Game Changers)
   • Post-Canon
   • Post-Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)
   • Married Couple
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • Anxious Shane Hollander
   • Married Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander Has Panic Attacks
   • Shane Hollander Has an Eating Disorder
   • Shane Hollander Has an Oral Fixation
   • I don’t play hockey ok
   • The Author Regrets Nothing
   • Canon Autistic Character
   • Meltdown
   • Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Soft Dom Ilya Rozanov
   • Homophobia
   • Period-Typical Racism
   • Self-Hatred
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Homophobic Language
   • Kids can be assholes too

   Summary

   God, he was having a freak out and it was gonna be a bad one.

   “I can’t do this I can’t do this. I can’t I can’t. why?! I can’t! I can’t.” Shane was sobbing. He could breathe he couldn’t hear.

   His whole body was burning. Not like on fire, but it was tingling. Like an energy was trying to escape him from all directions. Like anxiety was trying to seep out of every pore in his skin.

    

   Or Shane has a really bad meltdown during a game.

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