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1. I want you to know that i’m awake / i hope that you’re asleep by nobrainsnobrawns

   Fandoms: State SMP | ish's Civilization Series  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   11 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Fluixon & Saparata (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Fluixon/Saparata (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Fluixon (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Saparata (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Elanuelo (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Introspection
   • Character Study
   • Angst
   • Fluixon-centric (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Fluixon Needs a Hug (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Seasonal Affective Disorder
   • References to Depression
   • flux is just not okay
   • Self-Hatred
   • Possibly Unrequited Love
   • this could be read platonically or romantically
   • State SMP Season 2.5
   • State SMP Season 2.0
   • As A Backstory
   • Mild Gore
   • aculon family is mentioned
   • Canon Compliant

   Summary

   Jacob’s ladder, except Flux wasn’t the dreamer.

   He must be a sick man for wanting to be with someone like me.

    

   // Or, winter comes every year, and with that, Flux is reminded of what he can never have.

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