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1. i don't deserve this. and yet you think I do. by stuckinstarbucks

   Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • F/M, Multi
   • Complete Work

   27 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Jax/Pomni (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Pomni & Ragatha (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Jax & Ragatha (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Jax & Zooble (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Jax/Ribbit (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Jax (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Pomni (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Ragatha (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Zooble (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Ribbit (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Caine (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Kinger (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Gangle (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Jax Is Not Okay (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Pomni Needs a Hug (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Jax and Pomni Need to Sort Shit Out
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Kinger is Sadly Not Present but is Remembered in Author's Memory
   • Jax is Bad at Feelings (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Pomni is Bad at Feelings (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Pomni Misunderstands and Kinda Ruins Everything But It's Ok-
   • Ragatha Tries (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Zooble is Just Kinda There
   • Caine is Also Kinda Just There-
   • Ragatha Gives Great Advice
   • I Wrote The Entire Plot in 2 Days Don't Judge Me
   • Zooble is High on Stupid Sauce (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Jax Has a Mental Breakdown (The Amazing Digital Circus)
   • Pomni Has a Crush on Jax (The Amazing Digital Circus)

   Summary

   jax spirals after ''the fight of episode 6'', crashing out in the bathroom and almost slipping into abstraction and seeing hallucinations of his dead friends. maybe the voices were right. maybe he is a piece of shit who doesn't deserve happiness, love and the company of friends. maybe he can find comfort in the silence of digital death.

   so, why won't this stupid jester let him die in peace?

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   55,993

   Chapters:

   14/14

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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