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1. if i could see you (once more to see you) by mickeymouse1967

   Fandoms: The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders (1983)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • No category
   • Complete Work

   01 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Johnny Cade/Ponyboy Curtis
   • Darrel "Darry" Curtis Jr. & Ponyboy Curtis & Sodapop Curtis & Two-Bit Mathews & Steve Randle
   • Sodapop Curtis/Steve Randle
   • Ponyboy Curtis
   • Sodapop Curtis
   • Darrel "Darry" Curtis Jr.
   • Two-Bit Mathews
   • Steve Randle
   • Johnny Cade
   • Dallas Winston
   • Angst
   • How Do I Tag
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Suicide
   • Doomed Relationship
   • Stay Gold Ponyboy (The Outsiders)
   • I Wrote This While Listening to Mitski's Music
   • Title from a Mitski Song
   • Inspired by a Mitski Song
   • Song: Once More to See You (Mitski)
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Gay Ponyboy Curtis
   • Bisexual Johnny Cade

   Summary

   Ponyboy is done with his life. Without Johnny, he had no reason to live. Sure, he had what remained of the gang, but undoubtedly, they could survive, even thrive without him.
   or
   an angsty, post canon, pb&j, mitski inspired oneshot. enjoy!

   Language:

   English

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   4,267

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