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1. what if the way you hold me, is actually what's holy?.. by nationstrash

   Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M
   • Complete Work

   17 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Li Shen | Zayne/You
   • Li Shen | Zayne/Main Character
   • Li Shen | Zayne
   • Original Female Character(s)
   • Original Male Character(s)
   • i still hate this part of the fic
   • Angst
   • Depression
   • Groping
   • Sex
   • Vaginal Sex
   • Vaginal Fingering
   • Cunnilingus
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Romance
   • Priest Li Shen | Zayne
   • i know.. this is kinda scandalous
   • Self-Hatred
   • Self-Esteem Issues
   • Religious Imagery & Symbolism
   • im sorry god
   • Based on a Taylor Swift Song
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Kissing
   • Reader Is Not Main Character (Love and Deepspace)
   • No Use of Y/N for Reader-Insert

   Summary

   "They don’t know how you’ve haunted me so stunningly, I choose you and me… Religiously."

   (You meet Father Zayne at your lowest. He helps you mend a heart you didn't know could be saved.)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   7,552

   Chapters:

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   Kudos:

   31

   Bookmarks:

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