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i can hear them singin' (to love me is to suffer me) by FlowerCitti
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
18 Jan 2026
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Summary
Shane is warm in a hotel bed, soft beneath his hands, grinning sweetly when he thinks that Ilya can’t see him. He makes breathless, gasping sounds that have Ilya going hot all over, finding himself wanting to draw more of them out. Hollander's hands are gentle and nervous, eyes glossy from where he looks up at him, sprawled out on the sheets. Every kiss is one that Ilya doesn’t want to break, like a star bursting in his mouth. Ilya wants to see him in the daylight, wants to count the smattering of freckles that dot his nose and cheeks.
He pulls away, always away, his fingers finding the glinting gold of his mother’s necklace.
Shane Hollander is boring, and he is way too good for Ilya.
And yet Ilya nips at his heels like a dog starved for affection, begging for scraps from a feast that he has never tasted.
(Or, Ilya Rozanov learns how to be loved.)
Series
- Part 2 of Nettles (Hollanov Fics)