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1. And still, I read you. by 3mms_nems

   Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   25 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Ivan/Till (Alien Stage)
   • Mizi/Sua (Alien Stage)
   • Hyuna/Luka (Alien Stage)
   • Till (Alien Stage)
   • Ivan (Alien Stage)
   • Dewey (Alien Stage)
   • Isaac (Alien Stage)
   • Hyuna (Alien Stage)
   • Luka (Alien Stage)
   • Mizi (Alien Stage)
   • Sua (Alien Stage)
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Miscommunication
   • Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Idiots in Love
   • Slow Burn
   • Awkward Conversations
   • Crying
   • Men Crying
   • Body Worship
   • My First Fanfic
   • Can you tell this is my first fanfic..
   • Rebel Till (Alien Stage)
   • Rebel Ivan (Alien Stage)
   • till lowkey goons to a hallucination🤤
   • Masturbation
   • Self-Harm
   • Self-Hatred
   • Self-Esteem Issues
   • Panic Attacks
   • Second-Hand Embarrassment
   • Ivan is Bad at Feelings (Alien Stage)
   • Top Ivan (Alien Stage)
   • Service Top
   • Dominant Bottom
   • Bottom Till (Alien Stage)
   • Power Bottom Till (Alien Stage)
   • Service Top Ivan (Alien Stage)
   • Porn with Feelings
   • Yearning
   • Suffering Till (Alien Stage)
   • Manipulation
   • Emotional Manipulation
   • Till is Bad at Feelings (Alien Stage)
   • Feelings Realization
   • Till Needs a Hug (Alien Stage)
   • selective mute
   • Selectively Mute Till (Alien Stage)
   • Sexual Content
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • Till mischaracterizes ivan
   • Human instincts ifykyk.
   • Eventual Smut

   Summary

   While healing under the care of the rebellion, Till deals with hallucinations of Ivan. He’s constantly exhausted, burnt out yet on edge as he faces these agonizing reminders of his dead best friend. When he finally tries to change, he discovers Ivan is actually alive, as well as Sua and Hyuna. At the discovery, Till becomes determined to rescue his friends, longing for the closure he needs.

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