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1. He’s Gone Home by xLonely_Writerx

   Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   22 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • John "Soap" MacTavish/Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • John "Soap" MacTavish
   • John Price (Call of Duty)
   • Kyle "Gaz" Garrick
   • Kate Laswell
   • COD - Freeform
   • Hurt Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley Needs a Hug
   • Protective Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • trigger warning
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley Loves John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Suicide
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Depressed Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Depression
   • Emotionally Repressed
   • Not Beta Read
   • we die like John “Soap” MacTavish
   • The Author Regrets Everything
   • Author Is Sleep Deprived
   • author apologizes
   • Angst with No Happy Ending
   • Angst and Tragedy
   • One Shot
   • Game: Call of Duty: Modern Warfare III (2023)

   Summary

   After Soap’s death, Ghost tries to deal with the hard truth that everyone around him is coming to terms with in their own ways while he feels like he is suffocating.

   Language:

   English

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