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1. How Can I Live With That? by aghu12

   Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   11 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Rose Landry
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Hayden Pike
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Married Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Protective Ilya Rozanov
   • Drink Spiking
   • Established Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Concerned Ilya Rosanov
   • Post-Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)
   • Spoilers for Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)
   • Ilya Rozanov Gets In A Fight
   • Homophobic Language
   • POV Alternating
   • Sexual Assault
   • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Oral Sex
   • shane is sad and ilya doesnt know what to do about it
   • Self-Harm
   • Blood and Injury
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort

   Summary

   Tonight was the night. They rode in the back of a car to the Ottawa club together, feeling nervous with neither speaking. This would be their first public outing as a couple, together, when everyone knew.

   Shane’s anxiety is through the roof but Ilya’s presence always finds a way to calm it.

   As long as Ilya was with him the whole night; where was he?

   OR

   Shane gets assaulted at the club and divulges in self-harm in attempts to forget all about it. Ilya struggles to know how to help him.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   15,169

   Chapters:

   6/6

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