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1. I Think There’s Something Wrong with Me by disfiguredgrace

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M, F/F
   • Work in Progress

   28 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Rose Landry & Svetlana Vetrova
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Hayden Pike
   • Anya | Ilya Rozanov's Dog
   • Pork | Shane Hollander's Cat
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • everyone gets therapy
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • internalized ableism
   • Ableism
   • Domestic
   • Autistic
   • Hollanov Dog Dads
   • Based on Real Events
   • autistic author
   • Family Secrets
   • Grief
   • EMDR therapy
   • Bipolar Ilya Rozanov
   • Fuck You Rachel Reid

   Summary

   Taking place after the events of the Long Game but before Unrivaled, Shane and Ilya are adjusting to the visibility of their relationship. Shane, against the advice of his therapist, scrolls through subtweets about him and Ilya. He stumbles upon a comment calling him autistic, and is shaken up by it. He can’t stop thinking about it, and after asking his therapist, comes to terms with the fact that he really might be.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   15,030

   Chapters:

   4/?

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